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diff --git a/17932.txt b/17932.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b477557 --- /dev/null +++ b/17932.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10870 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Second Class Passenger, by Perceval Gibbon + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Second Class Passenger + Fifteen Stories: The Second-Class Passenger -- The Sense of Climax -- The Trader of Last Notch -- The Murderer -- The Victim -- Between the Lights -- The Master -- "Parisienne" -- Lola -- The Poor in Heart -- The Man Who Knew -- The Hidden Way -- The Strange Patient -- The Captain's Arm -- The Widower + + +Author: Perceval Gibbon + + + +Release Date: March 6, 2006 [eBook #17932] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SECOND CLASS PASSENGER*** + + +E-text prepared by Charles Klingman + + + +THE SECOND CLASS PASSENGER + +Fifteen Stories + +by + +Perceval Gibbon + + + + + + + +London Chapman & Dodd, Ltd. 25 Denmark Street, W.C. 2 +First Published (Methuen & Co.) 6s. 1913 +First Published in the Abbey Library 1922 + + + + +CONTENTS + + I. THE SECOND-CLASS PASSENGER + II. THE SENSE OF CLIMAX + III. THE TRADER OF LAST NOTCH + IV. THE MURDERER + V. THE VICTIM + VI. BETWEEN THE LIGHTS + VII. THE MASTER + VIII. "PARISIENNE" + IX. LOLA + X. THE POOR IN HEART + XI. THE MAN WHO KNEW + XII. THE HIDDEN WAY + XIII. THE STRANGE PATIENT + XIV. THE CAPTAIN'S ARM + XV. THE WIDOWER + + + + + +I + + +THE SECOND-CLASS PASSENGER + +The party from the big German mail-boat had nearly completed their +inspection of Mozambique, they had walked up and down the main +street, admired the palms, lunched at the costly table of Lazarus, +and purchased "curios"--Indian silks, Javanese; knives, Birmingham +metal-work, and what not--as mementoes of their explorations. In +particular, Miss Paterson had invested in a heavy bronze image-- +apparently Japanese--concerning which she entertained the thrilling +delusion that it was an object of local worship. It was a grotesque +thing, massive and bulky, weighing not much less than ten or twelve +pounds. Hence it was confided to the careful porterage of Dawson, an +assiduous and favored courtier of Miss Paterson; and he, having +lunched, was fated to leave it behind at Lazarus' Hotel. + +Miss Paterson shook her fluffy curls at him. They were drawing +towards dinner, and the afternoon was wearing stale. + +"I did so want that idol," she said plaintively. She had the childish +quality of voice, the insipidity of intonation, which is best +appreciated in steamboat saloons. "Oh, Mr. Dawson, don't you think +you could get it back for me?" + +"I'm frightfully sorry," said the contrite Dawson. "I'll go back at +once. You don't know when the ship goes, do you?" + +Another of Miss Paterson's cavaliers assured him that he had some +hours yet. "The steward told me so," he added authoritatively. + +"Then I'll go at once," said Dawson, hating him. + +"Mind, don't lose the boat," Miss Paterson called after him. + +He went swiftly back up the wide main street in which they had spent +the day. Lamps were beginning to shine everywhere, and the dull peace +of the place was broken by a new life. Those that dwell in darkness +were going abroad now, and the small saloons were filling. Dawson +noted casually that evening was evidently the lively time of +Mozambique. He passed men of a type he had missed during the day, men +of all nationalities, by their faces, and every shade of color. They +were lounging on the sidewalk in knots of two or three, sitting at +the little tables outside the saloons, or lurking at the entrances of +narrow alleys that ran aside from the main street every few paces. +All were clad in thin white suits, and some wore knives in full +sight, while there was that about them that would lead even the most +innocent and conventional second-class passenger to guess at a weapon +concealed somewhere. Some of them looked keenly at Dawson as he +passed along; and although he met their eyes impassively, he--even +he--was conscious of an implied estimate in their glance, as though +they classified him with a look. Once he stepped aside to let a woman +pass. She was large, flamboyantly southern and calm. She lounged +along, a cloak over her left arm, her head thrown back, a cigarette +between her wide, red lips. She, too, looked at Dawson--looked down +at him with a superb lazy nonchalance, laughed a little, and walked +on. The loungers on the sidewalk laughed too, but rather with her +than at Dawson. + +"I seem rather out of it here," he told himself patiently, and was +glad to enter the wide portals of Lazarus' Hotel. A grand, swarthy +Greek, magnificent in a scarlet jacket and gold braid, pulled open +the door for him, and heard his mission smilingly. + +"A brass-a image," he repeated. "Sir, you wait-a in the bar, an' I +tell-a the boy go look." + +"You must be quick, then," said Dawson, "'cause I'm in a hurry to get +back." + +"Yais," smiled the Greek. "Bimeby he rain-a bad." + +"Rain?" queried Dawson incredulously. The air was like balm. + +"You see," the Greek nodded. "This-a way, sir. I go look-a quick." + +Dawson waited in the bar, where a dark, sallow bar-man stared him out +of countenance for twenty minutes. At the end of that time the image +was forthcoming. The ugly thing had burst the paper in which it was +wrapped, and its grinning bullet-head projected handily. The paper +was wisped about its middle like a petticoat. Dawson took it +thankfully from the Greek, and made suitable remuneration in small +silver. + +"Bimeby rain," repeated the Greek, as he opened a door for him again. + +"Well, I'm not made of sugar," replied Dawson, and set off. + +It was night now, for in Mozambique evening is but a brief hiatus +between darkness and day. It lasts only while the sun is dipping; +once the upper limb is under the horizon it is night, full and +absolute. As Dawson retraced his steps the sky over him was velvet- +black, barely punctured by faint stars, and a breeze rustled faintly +from the sea. He had not gone two hundred yards when a large, warm +drop of rain splashed on his back. Another pattered on his hat, and +it was raining, leisurely, ominously. + +Dawson pulled up and took thought. At the end of the main street he +would have to turn to the left to the sea-front, and then to the left +again to reach the landing-stage. If, now, there were any nearer +turning to the left--if any of the dark alleys that opened +continually beside him were passable--he might get aboard the steamer +to his dinner in the second-class saloon with a less emphatic +drenching than if he went round by the way he had come. Mozambique, +he reflected, could not have only one street--it was too big for +that. From the steamer, as it came to anchor, he had seen acre upon +acre of flat roofs, and one of the gloomy alleys beside him must +surely debouch upon the sea-front. He elected to try one, anyhow, and +accordingly turned aside into the next. + +With ten paces he entered such a darkness as he had never known. The +alley was barely ten feet wide: it lay like a crevasse between high, +windowless walls of houses. The warm, leisurely rain dropped +perpendicularly upon him from an invisible sky, and presently, +hugging the wall, he butted against a corner, and found, or guessed, +that his way was no longer straight. Underfoot there was mud and +garbage that once gulfed him to the knee, and nowhere in all those +terrible, silent walls on each side of him was there a light or a +door, nor any sight of life near at hand. He might have been in a +catacomb, companioned by the dead. + +The stillness and the loneliness scared and disturbed him. He turned +on a sudden impulse to make his way back to the lights of the street. + +But this was to reckon without the map of Mozambique--which does not +exist. Ten minutes sufficed to overwhelm him in an intricacy of blind +ways. He groped by a wall to a turning, fared cautiously to pass it, +found a blank wall opposite him, and was lost. His sense of direction +left him, and he had no longer any idea of where the street lay and +where the sea. He floundered in gross darkness, inept and +persistent. It took some time, many turnings, and a tumble in the mud +to convince him that he was lost. And then the rain came down in +earnest. + +It roared, it pelted, it stamped on him. It was not rain, as he knew +it: it was a cascade, a vehement and malignant assault by all the +wetness in heaven. It whipped, it stung, it thrashed; he was drenched +in a moment as though by a trick. He could see nothing, but groped +blind and frightened under it, feeling along the wall with one hand, +still carrying the bronze image by the head with the other. Once he +dropped it, and would have left it, but with an impulse like an +effort of self-respect, he searched for it, groping elbow-deep in the +slush and water, found it, and stumbled on. Another corner presented +itself; he came round it, and almost at once a light showed itself. + +It was a slit of brightness below a door, and without a question the +drenched and bewildered Dawson lifted the image and hammered on the +door with it. A hum of voices within abated as he knocked, and there +was silence. He hammered again, and he heard bolts being withdrawn +inside. The door opened slowly, and a man looked out. + +"I've lost my way," flustered Dawson pitifully. "I'm wet through, and +I don't know where I am." Even as he spoke the rain was cutting +through his clothes like blades. "Please let me in;" he concluded. +"Please let me in." + +The man was backed by the light, and Dawson could see nothing of him +save that he was tall and stoutly made. But he laughed, and opened +the door a foot farther to let him pass in. + +"Come in," he bade him. His voice was foreign and high. "Come in. All +may come in to-night." + +Dawson entered, leading a trail of water over a floor of bare boards. +His face was running wet, and he was newly dazzled with the light. +But when he had wiped his eyes, he drew a deep breath of relief and +looked about him. The room was unfurnished save for a littered table +and some chairs, and a gaudy picture of the Virgin that hung on the +wall. On each side of it was a sconce, in which a slovenly candle +guttered. A woman was perched on a corner of the table, a heavy shawl +over her head. Under it the dark face, propped in the fork of her +hand, glowed sullenly, and her bare, white arm was like a menacing +thing. Dawson bowed to her with an instinct of politeness. In a chair +near her a grossly fat man was huddled, scowling heavily under thick, +fair brows, while the other man, he who had opened the door, stood +smiling. + +The woman laughed softly as Dawson ducked to her, scanning him with +an amusement that he felt as ignominy. But she pointed to the image +dangling in his hand. + +"What is that?" she asked. + +Dawson laid it on the floor carefully. "It's a curio," he explained. +"I was fetching it for a lady. An idol, you know." + +The fat man burst into a hoarse laugh, and the other man spoke to +Dawson. + +"An' you?" he queried. "What you doing 'ere, so late an' so wet?" + +"I was trying to take a short cut to the landing-stage," Dawson +replied. "Like a silly fool, I thought I could find my way through +here. But I got lost somehow." + +The fat man laughed again. + +"You come off the German steamer?" suggested the woman. + +Dawson nodded. "I came ashore with some friends," he answered, "from +the second-class. But I left them to go back and fetch this idol, and +here I am." + +The tall man who had opened the door turned to the woman. + +"So we must wait a leetle longer for your frien's," he said. + +She tossed her head sharply. + +"Friends!" she exclaimed. "Mother of God! Would you walk about with +your knives for ever? When every day other men are taken, can you ask +to go free? Am I the wife of the Intendente?" + +"No, nod the vife!" barked the stout man violently. "But if you gan't +tell us noding better than to stop for der police to dake us, vot's +der good of you?" + +The woman shrugged her shoulders, and the shawl slipped, and showed +them bare and white above her bodice. + +"I have done all that one could do," she answered sullenly, with +defiant eyes. "Seven months you have done as you would, untouched. +That was through me. Now, fools, you must take your turn--one month, +three months, six months--who knows?--in prison. One carries a knife +--one goes to prison! What would you have?" + +"Gif der yong man a chair, Tonio," said the fat man, and his +companion reached Dawson a seat. He sat on it in the middle of the +floor, while they wrangled around him. He gathered that the two men +anticipated a visit from the police very shortly, and that they +blamed it on the woman, who might have averted it. Both the men +accused her of their misfortune, and she faced them dauntlessly. She +tried to bring them, it seemed, to accept it as inevitable, as a +thing properly attendant on them; to show that she, after all, could +not change the conditions of existence. + +"You stabbed the Greek," she argued once, turning sharply on the tall +man. + +"Well," he began, and she flourished her hand as an ergo. + +"Life is not spending money," she even philosophized. "One pays for +living, my friend, with work, with pain, with jail. Here you have to +pay. I have paid for you, seven months nearly, with smiles and love. +But the price is risen. It is your turn now." + +Dawson gazed at her fascinated. She spoke and gesticulated with a +captivating spirit. Life brimmed in her. As she spoke, her motions +were arguments in themselves. She put a case and demolished it with a +smile; presented the alternative, left a final word unspoken, and the +thing was irresistible. Dawson, perched lonely on his chair, +experienced a desire to enter the conversation. + +The men were beyond conviction. "Why didn't you"--do this or that? +the tall man kept asking, and his fat comrade exploded, "Yea, vy?" +They seemed to demand of her that she should accept blame without +question; and to her answers, clear and ready, the fat man retorted +with a gross oath. + +"Excuse me, sir," began Dawson, shocked. He was aching to be on the +woman's side. + +"Vott" demanded the fat man. + +"That's hardly the way to speak to a lady," said Dawson gravely. + +The tall man burst into a clear laugh, and the fat man glared at +Dawson. He flinched somewhat, but caught the woman's eye and found +comfort and reinforcement there. She, too, was smiling, but +gratefully, and she gave him a courteous little nod of thanks. + +"I don't like to hear such language used to a lady," he said, +speaking manfully enough, and giving the fat man eyes as steady as +his own. "No gentleman would do it, I'm sure." + +"Vot der hell you got to do mit it?" demanded the other ferociously, +while his companion laughed. + +The woman held up a hand. "Do not quarrel," she said. "There is +trouble enough already. Besides, they may be here any moment. Is +there anything to get ready?" + +"But vot der hell," cried the fat man again. She turned on him. + +"Fool! fool! Will you shout and curse all night, till the algemas are +on you?" + +"Yes; an' you put dem on us," the tall man interrupted. + +She turned swiftly on him, poising her small head over her bare +breasts with a superb scorn. + +"Why do you lie?" she demanded hotly. "Why do you lie? Must you hide +even from your own blame behind my skirts? Mother of God!"--an +outstretched hand called the tawdry Virgin on the wall to witness-- +"you are neither man nor good beast--just----" + +The tall man interrupted. "Don' go, on!" he said quietly. "Don' go +on!" His eyes were shining, and he carried one hand beneath his coat. +"Don' dare to go on!" + +"Dare!" The woman lifted her face insolently, brought up her bare arm +with a slow sweep, and puffed once at an imaginary cigarette. There +was so much of defiance in the action that Dawson, watching her, +breathless, started to his feet with something hard and heavy in his +hand. It was the image. + +"Thief!" said the woman slowly, gazing under languorous eyelids at +the white, venomous face of the tall man. "Thief and----" she leaned +forward and said the word, the ultimate and supreme insult of the +coast. + +It was barely said when there flashed something in the man's hand. He +was poised on his toes, leaning forward a little, his arm swinging +beside him. The woman flung both arms before her face and cried out; +then leaned rapidly aside as a pointed knife whizzed past her head +and struck twanging in the wall behind her. The man sprang forward, +and the next instant the room was chaos, for Dawson, tingling to his +extremities, stepped in and spread him out with a crashing blow on +the head. The "idol" was his weapon. + +The stout German thundered an oath and heaved to his feet, fumbling +at his hip and babbling broken profanity. + +Dawson swung the image and stepped towards him. + +"Keep still," he cried, "or I'll brain you!" + +"Der hell!" vociferated the German, and fired swiftly at him. The +room filled with smoke, and Dawson, staggering unhurt, but with his +face stung with powder, did not see the man fall. As the German drew +the revolver clear, the woman knifed him in the neck, and he +collapsed on his face, belching blood upon the boards of the floor. +The woman stood over him, the knife still in her hand, looking at +Dawson with a smile. + +"My God!" he said as he glanced about him. The tall man was lying at +his feet, huddled hideously on the floor. The room stank of violence +and passion. "My God!" and he stooped to the body. + +The woman touched him on the shoulder. "Gome," she said. "It's no +good. It was a grand blow, a king's blow. 'You cannot help him." + +"But--but----" he flustered as he rose. The emergency was beyond him. +He had only half a strong man's equipment--the mere brawn. "Two men +killed. I must get back to the ship." + +He saw the woman smiling, and caught at his calmness. There was +comprehension in her eyes, and to be understood is so often to be +despised. "You must come too," he added, on an impulse, and stopped, +appalled by the idea. + +"To the ship?" she cried and laughed. "Oh, la la! But no! Still, we +must go from here. The police will be here any minute, and if they +find you----" She left it unsaid, and the gap was ominous. + +The police! To mention them was to touch all that was conventional, +suburban, and second-class in Dawson. He itched to be gone. A picture +of Vine Street police court and a curtly aloof magistrate flashed +across his mind, and a reminiscence of evening paper headlines, and +his mind fermented hysterically. + +The woman put back her knife in some secret recess of her clothes, +and opened the door cautiously. "Now!" she said, but paused, and came +back. She went to the picture of the Virgin and turned its face to +the wall. "One should not forget respect," she observed +apologetically. "These things are remembered. Now come." + +No sooner were they in the gloomy alley outside than the neighborhood +of others was known to them. There was a sound of many feet ploughing +in the mud, and a suppressed voice gave a short order. The woman +stopped and caught Dawson's arm. + +"Hush!" she whispered. "It is the police. They have come for the men. +They will be on both sides of us. Wait and listen." + +Dawson stood rigid, his heart thumping. The darkness seemed to surge +around him with menaces and dangers. The splashing feet were nearer, +coming up on their right, and once some metal gear clinked as its +wearer scraped against the wall. He could smell men, as he remembered +afterwards. The woman beside him retained her hold on his arm, and +remained motionless till it seemed that the advancing men must run +into them. + +"Come quietly," she whispered at length, putting warm lips to his +ear. Her hand dropped along his arm till she grasped his fingers. She +led him swiftly away from the place, having waited till the police +should be so near that the noise they made would drown their own +retreat. + +On they went, then, as before, swishing through the foulness +underfoot, and without speaking. Only at times the woman's hold on +his hand would tighten, and, meeting with no response, would slacken +again, and she would draw him on ever more quickly. + +"Where are we going?" he ventured to ask. + +"We are escaping," she answered, with a brief tinkle of laughter. "If +you knew from what we are escaping, you would not care where. But +hurry, always!" + +Soon, however, she paused, still holding his hand. Again they heard +footsteps, and this time the woman turned to him desperately. + +"There is a door near by," she breathed. "We must find it, or----" +again the unspoken word. "Feel always along the wall there. +Farther, go farther. It should be here." + +They sprang on, with hands to the rough plaster on the wall, till +Dawson encountered the door, set level with the wall, for which they +sought. + +"Push," panted the woman, heaving at it with futile hands. Even in +the darkness he could see the gleam of her naked arms and shoulders. +"Push it in." + +Dawson laid his shoulder to it, his arms folded, and shoved +desperately till his head buzzed. As he eased up he heard the near +feet of the menacing police again. + +"You must push it in!" cried the woman. "It is the only way. If +not--" + +"Here, catch hold of this," said Dawson, and she found the bronze +image in her hands. "Let me come," he said, and standing back a +little, he flung his twelve stone of bone and muscle heavily on the +door. It creaked, and some fastening within broke and fell to the +ground. + +Once again he assaulted it, and it was open. They passed rapidly +within, and closed it behind them, and with the woman's hand guiding, +Dawson stumbled up a long, narrow, sloppy stair that gave on to the +flat roof of the building. Above them was sky again. The rain had +passed, and the frosty stars of Mozambique shone faintly. He took a +deep breath as he received the image from the hands of the woman. + +"You hear them?" she said, and he listened with a shudder to the +passing of the men below. + +"But we must go on," she said. "We are not safe yet. Over the wall to +the next roof. Come!" + +They clambered over a low parapet, and dropped six feet to another +level. Dawson helped the woman up the opposite wall, and she sat +reconnoitering on the top. + +"Come quietly," she warned him, and he clambered up beside her and +looked down at the roof before them. In a kind of tent persons +appeared to be sleeping; their breath was plainly to be heard. + +"You must walk like a rat," she whispered, smiling, and lowered +herself. He followed. She was crouching in the shadow of the wall, +and drew him down beside her. Somebody had ceased to sleep in the +tent, and was gabbling drowsily, in a monotonous sing-song. + +"If they see us," she whispered to him, "they will think you have +come here after the women." + +"But we could say----" he began. + +"There will be nothing to say," she interrupted. "Hush! There he +comes." + +Out of the tent crawled a man, lean and black and bearded, with a +sheet wrapped around him. He stood up and looked around, yawning. The +woman nestled closer to Dawson, who gripped instinctively on the +bronze image. The man walked to the parapet on their left and looked +over, and then walked back to the tent and stood irresolutely, +muttering to himself. Squatted under the wall, Dawson found room amid +the race of his disordered thoughts to wonder that he did not +instantly see them. + +He was coming towards them, and Dawson felt the bare shoulder that +pressed against his arm shrug slightly. The man was ten paces away, +walking right on to them, and looking to the sky, when, with +throbbing temples and tense lips, Dawson rose, ran at him, and +gripped him. He had the throat in the crutch of his right hand, and +strangled the man's yell as it was conceived. They went down +together, writhing and clutching, Dawson uppermost, the man under him +scratching and slapping at him with open hands. He drew up a knee and +found a lean chest under it, drove it in, and choked his man to +silence and unconsciousness. + +"Take this, take this," urged the woman, bending beside him. She +pressed her slender-bladed knife on him. "Just a prick, and he is +quite safe!" + +Dawson rose. "No," he said. "He's still enough now. No need to kill +him." He looked at the body and from it to the woman. "Didn't I get +him to rights?" he asked exultantly. + +She raised her face to his. + +"It was splendid," she said. "With only the bare hands to take an +armed man----" + +"Armed!" repeated Dawson. + +"Surely," she answered. "That, at least, is always sure. See," she +pulled the man's sheet wide. Girt into a loin-cloth below was an +ugly, broad blade. "Yes, it was magnificent. You are a man, my +friend." + +"And you," he said, thrilled by her adulation and, the proximity of +her bare, gleaming bosom, "are a woman." + +"Then----" she began spiritedly; but in a heat of cordial impulse he +took her to him and kissed her hotly on the lips. + +"I was wondering when it would come," she said slowly, as he released +her. "When you spoke to the German about the bad word, I began to +wonder. I knew it would come. Kiss me again, my friend, and we will +go on." + +"Are we getting towards the landing-stage?" he asked her, as the next +roof was crossed. "I mustn't miss my boat, you know." + +"Oh, that!" she answered. "You want to go back?" + +"Well, of course," he replied, in some surprise. "That's what I was +trying to do when I knocked at your door. I've missed my dinner as it +is." + +"Missed your dinner!" she repeated, with a bubble of mirth. "Ye-es; +you have lost that, but,"--she came to him and laid a hand on his +shoulder, speaking softly--"but you have seen me. Is it nothing, +friend, that you have saved me?" + +He had stopped, and she was looking up to him, half-smiling, half- +entreating, wholly alluring. He looked down into her dark face, with +a sudden quickening about the heart. + +"And all this fighting," she continued, as though he were to be +convinced of something. "You conquer men as though you were bred on +the roofs of Mozambique. You fight like--like a hero. It is a rush, a +blow, a tumble, and you have them lying at your feet. And when you +remember all this, will you not be glad, friend--will you not be glad +that it was for me?" + +He nodded, clearing his throat huskily. Her hand on his shoulder was +a thing to charm him to fire. + +"I'd fight--I'd fight for you," he replied uneasily, "as long as--as +long as there was any one to fight." + +He was feeling his way in speech, as best he could, past +conventionalities. There had dawned on him, duskily and half-seen, +the unfitness of little proprieties and verbose frills while he went +to war across the roofs with this woman of passion. + +"You would," she said fervently, with half-closed eyes. "I know you +would." + +She dropped her hand, and stood beside him in silence. There was a +long pause. He guessed she was waiting for the next move from him, +and he nerved himself to be adequate to her unspoken demand. + +"You lead on," he said at last unsteadily. + +"Where?" she asked breathlessly. + +He did not speak, but waved an open hand that gave her the freedom of +choice. It was his surrender to the wild spirit of the Coast, and he +grasped the head of the brass image the tighter when he had done it. +She and Fate must guide now; it rested with him only to break +opposing heads. + +She smiled and shivered. "Come on, then," she said, and started +before him. + +They traversed perhaps a score of roofs enclosed with high parapets, +on to each of which he lifted her, hands in her armpits, swinging her +cleanly to the level of his face and planting her easily and squarely +on the coping. He welcomed each opportunity to take hold of her and +put out the strength of his muscles, and she sat where he placed her, +smiling and silent, while he clambered up and dropped down on the +other side. + +At length a creaking wooden stair that hung precariously on the sheer +side of a house brought them again to the ground level. It was +another gloomy alley into which they descended, and the darkness +about him and the mud underfoot struck Dawson with a sense of being +again in familiar surroundings. The woman's hand slid into his as +he stood, and they started along again together. + +The alley seemed to be better frequented than that of which he +already had experience. More than once dark, sheeted figures passed +them by, noiseless save for the underfoot swish in the mud, and +presently the alley widened into a little square, at one side of +which there was a fresh rustle of green things. At the side of it a +dim light showed through a big open door, from which came a musical +murmur of voices, and Dawson recognized a church. + +"The Little Garden of St. Sebastien," murmured the woman, and led him +on to cross the square. A figure that had been hidden in the shadow +now lounged forth; and revealed itself to them as a man in uniform. +He stood across their way, and accosted the woman briefly in +Portuguese. + +Dawson stood fidgeting while she spoke with him. He seemed to be +repeating a brief phrase over and over again, harshly and irritably; +but she was cajoling, remonstrating, arguing, as he had seen her +argue in that ill-fated room an hour back. + +"What's the matter with him?" demanded Dawson impatiently. + +"He says he won't let me go," answered the woman, with a tone of +despair in her voice. + +"The devil he won't! What's he got to do with it?" + +"Oh, these little policemen, they always arrest me when they can," +she replied, with a smile. + +"Here, you!" cried Dawson, addressing himself to the man in uniform-- +"you go away. Voetsaak, see! You mind your own business, and get +out." + +The officer drawled something in his own tongue, which was, of +course, unintelligible to Dawson, but it had the effect of annoying +him strangely. + +"You little beast!" he said, and knocked the man down with his fist. + +"Run," hissed the woman at his elbow--"run before he can get up. No, +not that way. To the church and out by another way!" + +She caught his hand, and together they raced across the square and in +through the big door. + +There were a few people within, most sleeping on the benches and +along the floor by the walls. In the chancel there were others, +masked by the lights, busy with some offices. A wave of sudden song +issued from among them as Dawson and the woman entered, and gave way +again to the high, nervous voice of a map that stood before the +altar. All along the sides of the church was shadow, and the woman +speedily found a little arched door. + +"Come through the middle of it," she whispered urgently to Dawson, as +she packed her loose skirts together in her hand--"cleanly through +the middle; do not rub the wall as you come." + +He obeyed and followed her, and they were once more in the darkness +of an alley. + +"It was the door of the lepers," she explained, as she let her skirts +swish down again. "See, there is the light by the sea!" + +The wind came cleanly up the alley, and soon they were at its mouth, +where a lamp flickered in the breeze. Dawson drew a deep breath, and +tucked the image under his arm. His palm was sore with the roughness +of its head. + +"Some one is passing," said the woman in a low tone. "Wait here till +they are by." + +Footsteps were approaching along the front, and very soon Dawson +heard words and started. + +"What is it!" whispered the woman, her breath on his neck. + +"Listen!" he answered curtly. + +The others came within the circle of the lamp--a girl and two men. + +"I do hope he's found my idol," the girl was saying. + +Dawson stepped into the light, and they turned and saw him. + +"Why, here he is," exclaimed Miss Paterson shrilly. + +He raised his hat to the woman who stood at the entrance to the +alley--raised it as he would have raised it to a waitress in a bun- +shop, and went over to the people from the second-class saloon. + +"I found it," he said, lifting the image forward, and brushing with +his hand at the foulness of blood and hair upon it. "But I was almost +thinking I should miss the boat." + + + +II + +THE SENSE OF CLIMAX + +It was in the fall of the year that Truda Schottelius on tour came to +that shabby city of Southern Russia. Nowadays, the world remembers +little of her besides her end, which stirred it as Truda Schottelius +could always stir her audience; but in those days hers was a fame +that had currency from Paris to Belgrade, and the art of drama was +held her debtor. + +It was soon after dawn that she looked from her window in the train, +weary with twelve hours of traveling, and saw the city set against +the pale sky, unreal and remote like a scene in a theatre, while +about it the flat land stretched vacant and featureless. The light +was behind it, and it stood out in silhouette like a forced effect, +and Truda, remarking it, frowned, for of late she found herself +impatient of forced effects. She was a pale, slender, brown-haired +woman, with a small clear, pliant face, and some manner of languor in +all her attitudes that lent them a slow grace of their own and did +not at all impair the startling energy she could command for her +work. While she looked out at the city there came a tap at the door +of her compartment, and her maid entered with tea. Behind her, a +little drawn in that early hour, came Truda's manager, Monsieur +Vaucher. + +"Madame finds herself well?" he asked solicitously, but shivering +somewhat. "Madame is in the mood for further triumphs?" + +Truda gave him a smile. Monsieur Vaucher was a careful engineer of +her successes, a withered little middle-aged Parisian, who had grown +up in the mechanical service of great singers and actors. There was +not a tone in his voice, not a gesture in his repertory, that was not +an affectation; and, with it all, she knew him for a man of sterling +loyalty and a certain simplicity of heart. + +"We are on the point of arriving," went on Monsieur Vaucher. "I come +to tell Madame how the ground lies in this city. It is, you see, a +place vexed with various politics, an arena of trivialities. In other +words, Madame, the best place in the world for one who is--shall we +say?--detached." + +Truda laughed, sipping her warm tea. + +"Politics have never tempted me, my friend," she replied. + +Monsieur Vaucher bowed complaisantly. + +"Your discretion is frequently perfect," he said. "And if I suggest +that here is an occasion for a particular discretion, it is only +because I have Madame's interests at heart. Now, the chief matters of +dispute here are----" + +Truda interrupted him. "Please!" she said. "It does not matter at +all. And think! Politics before breakfast. I am surprised at you, +Monsieur Vaucher." + +The little man shrugged. "It is as Madame pleases," he said. +"However, here we are at the station; I will go to make all ready." + +Truda had a wide experience of strange towns, and preserved yet some +interest in making their acquaintance. At that early hour the streets +were sparsely peopled; the city was still at its toilet. A swift +carriage, manned by a bulky coachman of that spacious degree of +fatness which is fashionable in Russia, bore her to her hotel along +wide monotonous ways, flanked with dull buildings. It was all very +prosaic, very void of character; it did not at all engage her +thoughts, and it was in weariness that she gained her rooms and +disposed herself for a day of rest before the evening's task. + +Another woman might have gathered depression and the weakness of +melancholy from this dullness of arrival, following on the dullness +of travel; but a great actress is made on other lines. A large +audience was gathered in the theatre that night to make acquaintance +with her, for her coming was an event of high importance. Only one +box was empty--that of the Governor of the city, a Russian Prince +whom Truda had met before; it was understood that he was away, and +could not return till the following day. + +But for the rest the house was full; its expectancy made itself felt +like an atmosphere till the curtain went up and the play began to +shape itself. Audiences, like other assemblies of people, have their +racial characteristics; it was the task of Truda to get the range, as +it were--to find the measure of their understanding; and before the +first act was over she had their sympathy. The rest was but the +everyday routine of the stage, that grotesque craft wherein delicate +emotions are handled like crowbars, and only the crude colors of life +are visible. It was a success--even a great success, and nobody save +Truda had an inkling that there was yet something to discover in the +soul of a Russian audience. + +At her coming forth, the square was thick with people under the +lights, and those nearest the stage-door cheered her as she passed to +her carriage. But Truda was learned in the moods of crowds, and in +her reception she detected a perfunctory note, as though the people +who waved and shouted had turned from graver matters to notice her. +She saw, as the carriage dashed away, that the crowd was strongly +leavened with uniforms of police; there was not time to see more +before a corner was turned and the square cut off from view. She sat +back among her cushions with a shrug directed at those corners in her +affairs which always shut off the real things of life. + +The carriage went briskly towards her hotel, traversing those wide +characterless streets which are typical of a Russian town. The +pavements were empty, the houses shuttered and dark; save for the +broad back of the coachman perched before her, she sat in a solitude. +Thus it was that the sound which presently she heard moved her to +quick attention, the noise of a child crying bitterly in the +darkness. She sat up and leaned aside to look along the bare street, +and suddenly she called to the coachman to halt. When he did so, the +carriage was close to the place whence the cry came. + +"What is it? What is it?" called Truda, in soft Russian, and stepped +down to the ground. Only that shrill weeping answered her. + +She picked her way to the pavement, where something lay huddled +against the wall of the house, and the coachman, torpid on his box +behind the fidgety horses, started at her sharp exclamation. + +"Come here!" she called to him. "Bring me one of the lamps. Here is a +horrible thing. Be quick!" + +He was nervous about leaving his horses, but Truda's tone was +compelling. With gruntings and ponderously he obeyed, and the +carriage-lamp shed its light over the matter in hand. Under the wall, +with one clutching hand outspread as though to grip at the stones of +the pavement, lay the body of a woman, her face upturned and vacant. +And by it, still crying, crouched a child, whose hands were closed on +the woman's disordered dress. Truda, startled to stillness, stood for +a space of moments staring; the unconscious face on the ground seemed +to look up to her with a manner of challenge, and the child, +surprised by the light, paused in its weeping and cowered closer to +the body. + +"Murder?" said Truda hoarsely. It was a question, and the coachman +shuffled uneasily. + +"I think," he stammered, while the lamp swayed in his gauntleted hand +and its light traveled about them in wild curves--"I think, your +Excellency, it is a Jew." + +"A Jew!" Truda stared at him. "Yes." He bent to look closer at the +dead woman, puffing with the exertion. "Yes," he repeated, "a Jew. +That is all, your Excellency." + +He seemed relieved at the discovery. Truda was still staring at him, +in a cold passion of horror. + +"My God!" she breathed; then turned from him with a shudder and knelt +beside the child. "Go back to the carriage! Wait!" she bade him, with +her back turned, and he was fain to obey her with his best speed. +There, ere his conventional torpor claimed him again, he could hear +her persuading and comforting the child in a voice of gentle murmurs, +and at last she returned, carrying the child in her arms, and bade +him drive on. As he went, the murmuring voice still sounded, gentle +and very caressing. + +Truda paused to make no explanations at all when the hotel was +reached, but passed through the hall and up to her own rooms with the +frightened child in her arms. But what the coachman had to say, when +questioned, presently brought her manager knocking at her door. He +was hot and nervous, and Truda met him with the splendid hauteur she +could assume upon occasion to quell interference with her actions. +Behind her, upon a couch, the child was lying wrapped in a shawl, +looking on the pair of them and Truda's hovering maid with great +almond eyes set in a little smooth swarthy face. + +"Madame, Madame!" cried M. Vaucher. "What is this I hear? How are we +to get on in Russia--in Russia of all places--if you go in the face +of public opinion like this?" + +"I do not know," replied Truda very calmly. She took a chair beside +the child, leaving him standing, and put a long white hand on the +little tumbled head. + +"It is incredible!" he said. "Incredible! And at such a time as this, +too. What do you propose to do with the child?" + +"I do not know," answered Truda again. + +"It will be claimed," he said, biting his nails. "These Jews are +never short of relatives." + +"If it is claimed by a relative, that will be the end of the matter," +replied Truda. "If not--we shall see." + +"Then let us hope it will be claimed," he said quickly. He gazed +absently at the child, and shook his head. "Ah, Madame," he said, "if +only one could cut an actress's heart out! The worst of them is, they +are all woman, even the greatest." + +Truda smiled a little. "That is inconvenient, no doubt," she +suggested. + +"Inconvenient!" He hoisted his shoulders in a mighty shrug. "It is +devastating, Madame. See now! Here is this city--a beastly place, it +is true, but with much money, and very busy exterminating Jews. Which +will you, Madame--its money or its Jews? You see the choice! But I +will weary you no longer; the child will assuredly be claimed." + +He bowed and took his departure; it was not well, he knew, for any +manager to push Truda Schottelius too far. Therefore he went to make +it known that a Jewish baby of two or thereabouts was to be had for +the asking, at the hotel; and Truda went to work to make her newly- +found responsibility comfortable. For that night she experienced what +a great artist must often miss--something with a flavor more subtle +than the realization of a strong role, than passion, than success. It +was when the baby was sleeping in her own bed, its combed head +dinting one of her own white pillows, that she looked across to her +deft, tactful maid. + +"I believe I have found a new sensation, Marie," she remarked. + +The maid smiled. "I had little sisters," she answered +inconsequently. + +"Yes?" said Truda. "I had nothing--not even a little sister." + +The new sensation remained with her that night, for the baby +slumbered peacefully in her arms; and several times she awoke to bend +above it and wonder, with happiness and longing, over the miracle of +that little dependent life cast away on the shores of the world. By +morning its companionship had so wrought in her that she could have +given the manager a clear answer if he had come again to ask what she +proposed to do with the child in the event of no one claiming it. But +he did not come. Instead, there came a big red-haired young Jew, +asserting that he was the child's uncle. + +Truda was at breakfast in her room when he arrived and was shown in; +opposite to her at the table, the baby was making the most of various +foods. It greeted him with shouts and open welcome; no further proof +was needed to establish his claim. Truda, delicate and fragile in a +morning wrapper, a slender vivid exotic of a woman, shaped as though +by design to the service of art, looked up to scan him. He stood just +within the door, his peaked cap in his hand, great of stature, keen- +faced, rugged, with steady eyes that took her in unwinkingly. The +pair of them made a contrast not the less grotesque because in each +there was strength. For some moments neither spoke, while the baby +gurgled happily. + +Truda sighed. "She knows you," she said. "She is a dear little +thing." + +The Jew nodded. "She is dear to us," he said. "And we are very +grateful to you, Excellency." + +He was still watching her with a shrewd scrutiny, as though he made +an estimate of her worth. + +"That was her mother?" asked Truda. "The dead woman in the street, I +mean?" + +"Yes," answered the man. "That was her mother. Her father went the +same way six months ago, but in another street." + +Truda's lips parted, but she said nothing. + +"Ah, perhaps your Excellency does not understand?" suggested the man. +The cynical humor in his face had no resemblance to mirth. "They were +Jews, you see--Jews." + +"Judenhetze?" asked Truda. She had heard of old of that strange fever +that seizes certain peoples and inflames them with a rabid lust for +Jewish blood. + +"Yes," answered the Jew. "That is what they call it. But a local +variety. Here it is not sudden passion, but a thing suggested to the +mob, and guided by police and officers. It is an expedient of +politics." + +He spoke with a restraint that was more than any, emphasis. + +"And therefore," he went on, "the kindness of your Excellency is the +greater, since you saved the child not from law-breakers, but from +authority itself." + +"I have done nothing," said Truda. "The child is a dear little thing. +I--I wish she were mine." + +"She, too, is a Jew," said the other. + +"I know," answered Truda. The steadiness of his gaze was an +embarrassment by now. She flushed a little under it. + +"I am wondering," she said, "if nothing can be done. I think--I +believe--that the world does not know of this persecution. Perhaps I +could say a word--in some high quarter----" + +"Why should you concern yourself?" asked the Jew evenly. "Why should +you take this trouble?" + +"Why?" Truda looked up at him, doubtful of his meaning. + +He nodded. "Why?" he repeated. "It cannot be good for Truda +Schottelius to stand on the side of Jews?" + +"What do you mean?" demanded Truda. + +He continued to look at her steadily, but made no answer. She rose +from her chair and took one step towards him; then paused. A tense +moment of silence passed, and Truda Schottelius sighed. + +"How did you know?" she asked, in a matter-of-fact tone. + +The big young man smiled. "How did I know that you, too, were a Jew-- +is that what you mean?" Truda nodded. "Ah, Excellency, there is an +instinct in this thing, and, besides, who but a Jew is a great artist +nowadays? Believe me, there is not one of us from whom you could hide +it." + +"Is it as plain as that?" asked Truda. + +"As plain as that," he replied. She laughed frankly, meeting his eyes +with unabashed mirth, till he perforce smiled in sympathy. + +"Then," she cried, "what, does it matter? Here I am, a Jewess. I +cannot hide it. The first Jewish baby that cries for me wins me over; +and there are worse things--yes, many worse things--than being +knocked on the head by a drunken Christian. You didn't know that, did +you?" + +"I do not doubt what you say," he answered. + +"You do not doubt!" repeated Truda, with quick contempt. "I tell you +it is so, and I know. Yes!" For a moment her face darkened as though +with memories. "But," she went on, "I have a place. I have a name. +What I say will be heard." + +"Yes," said the Jew simply. "What you say will be heard." + +She nodded two or three times slowly. "Wait!" she said. "I know the +Governor of this place; he is by way of being a friend of mine. And +beyond him there are greater men all easy of access--to me. And +beyond them is the sentiment of Europe, the soft hearts of the world, +easiest and nearest of all. I tell you, something can be done; +presently there will be a reckoning with these gentle Christians." + +She had stirred him at last. "And you will acknowledge that you are a +Jewess?" he asked. + +She laughed. "I will boast of it," she cried. "And now, this is the +time to take the baby away, while I am nerved for sacrifices. Soon I +shall have nothing left at all." + +The young Jew looked over to the child, who was getting new effects +out of a spoon and a dish of jam. "The child is in good hands," he +said. "We shall know she is safe with you." + +"Ah!" Truda turned to him with a light in her wonderful eyes. "I +shall not fail you, if it were only for this." + +"I am sure you will not fail your own people," he answered; "you do +not come of traitors." + +He patted the baby's cheek with a couple of big fingers and turned to +the door. + +"You do not come of traitors," he repeated, and then Truda was alone +again with the child. But she did not go to it at once, to make sure +of its company. She stood where the Jew had left her, deep in +thought. And the manner of her thinking was not one of care; for the +first time she seemed to taste a sense of freedom. + +Of the wrath and bewilderment of her manager there is no need to +speak; a long experience of famous actresses and singers had not +exhausted that expert's capacity for despair. His pessimism gained +some color that evening, when Truda had to face a house that was +plainly willing to be unsympathetic; applause came doubtfully and in +patches, till she gained a hold of them and made herself their master +by main force of personality. Monsieur Vaucher, the manager, was +still a connoisseur of art. Years of feeling the public pulse through +the box-office had not stripped him of a certain shrewd perception of +what was fine and what was mean in drama; and he chuckled and wagged +his head in the wings as minute by minute the spell of Truda's genius +strengthened, till there came that tenseness of silence in the great +theatre which few actors live to know, and Truda, vibrant, taut- +nerved, and superb, plucked at men's hearts as if they had been harp- +strings. It was not till the curtain was down that the spell broke, +and then crash upon crash roared the tumultuous applause of the +audience. + +It was Vaucher who rushed forward, as Truda came from the stage, to +kiss her hand extravagantly. + +"Ah! Madame!" he cried, looking up to her with his shrewd face +working; "it is not for me to guide you. Do as you will by day, but +be a genius at night. At this rate you could unman an army." + +Truda smiled and withdrew her hand. + +"That was Prince Sarasin in the great box," she said. "Presently he +will send his card in." + +Vaucher nodded. "That was he," he said. "He is Governor of this town. +Madame will receive him? Or not?" + +"Oh yes; let him in to me," she answered. "He is an old friend of +mine." + +Vaucher bowed. "What a happiness for him, then!" he said gravely, and +opened the door of her dressing-room for her. + +Prince Sarasin lost no time in making Truda's word good. By the time +she was ready to receive him, he was waiting for admission. He strode +in, burly in his uniform, and bowed to her effusively, full of +admiration. He was a great dark Russian, heavy and massive, with a +big petulant face not without intelligence, and Truda had known him +of old in Paris. She looked at him now with some anxiety, trying to +gauge his susceptibility. He had the spacious manners of a man of +action, smiled readily and with geniality; but Truda realized that +she had never before made him a request, and the real character of +the man was still to find. + +"Superb! Magnificent!" he was saying. "You have ripened, my friend; +your power has grown to maturity. It is people like you who make +epochs." + +"Sit down!" she bade him. "I am a little tired, as you may think. +Your town is hard on one's nerves, Prince." + +"Hard!" He laughed as he drew a chair towards her and seated himself. +"It is death to the intelligence. It is suffocation to one's finer +nature. It has a dullness that turns men into vegetables. I have been +here now for three years, and till to-night I have not felt a +thrill." + +"No?" Truda spoke lightly of design. "But you are the Governor, are +you not? You are aloof, far above thrills. Why, it was only last +night, while I was driving home, that I found a dead woman in the +street." + +"I know," he said. "And a live baby; I heard all about it. If you had +been an hour later they would have been cleaned away. I am sorry if +you were shocked." + +"Shocked?" repeated Truda. "I was not thinking of that." She shivered +a little, and gathered her big cloak more closely about her. "But I +had not heard--I did not know--what the Judenhetze really was. And I +think the world does not know, or it would not tolerate it." + +"Eh?" The prince stared at her. "But it has upset you," he said +soothingly. "You must forget it. It is not well to dwell on these +things." + +The big mirror against the wall, bright with lights, reflected the +pair of them sitting face to face in the attitude of intimacy. The +Prince, bearded and big, felt protective and paternal, for Truda, +muffled in her great cloak, looked very small and feminine just then. + +His tone, so consoling and smooth, roused her; she sat up. + +"Prince," she said, "you could stop it." + +"The Judenhetze, you mean?" He made a gesture of resignation. "You +are wrong, dear lady. I can do nothing. It does not rest with me." + +"You mean, there are higher powers who are responsible?" she +demanded. + +"We will not talk politics," suggested the Prince. "But roughly that +is what I mean." + +She scanned him seriously. "Yes," she said; "I thought that was so. +And you can do nothing? I see." + +"But why," asked the Prince--"why let yourself be troubled, dear +lady? This is a pitiful business, no doubt; it has thrust itself on +you by an accident; you are moved and disturbed. But, after all, the +Jews are not our friends." + +The courage to deal forthrightly was not lacking to her. As she sat +up again, the fur cloak slipped, and her bare shoulders gleamed above +it. Her face was grave with the gravity of a serious child. + +"I am a Jewess," she said. + +"Eh? What?" The Prince smiled uncertainly. + +"I am a Jewess," repeated Truda. "The Jews are my friends. And if you +can do nothing, there is something I can do." + +He smiled still, but now there was amusement in his smile. He was not +at all disconcerted. + +"Do you know," he said, "I had almost guessed it? There is something +in you--I noticed it again to-night, in your great scene--that +suggests it. A sort of ardor, a glow, as it were; something burning +and poignant. Well, if all the Jews were like you there would be no +Judenhetze." + +She put the futile compliment from her with a movement of impatience. + +"You can still do nothing?" she asked + +"My powers are where they were, Madame," he answered. + +"Then," she said slowly, "it rests with me." She gathered her cloak +about her again. "I am tired, as you see," she said wearily--"tired +and a little strained. I will beg you to excuse me." + +He rose to his feet at once and bowed formally. + +"At least," he said, "such a matter is not to interrupt our +friendship, Madame." + +"It is for you to say," she answered, smiling faintly. He laughed, +pressed her hand, and bade her good-night, leaving her with more +matter for thought than he could have suspected. + +There was real cheering for her that night when she left the theatre. +Truda had been cheered before in many cities; but that night she took +note of it, looking with attention at the thrusting crowd collected +to applaud her. It filled the square, restless as a sea under the +tall lamps; rank upon rank of shadow-barred faces showed themselves, +vociferous and unanimous--a crowd in a good temper. She bowed in +acknowledgment of the shouts, but her face was grave, for she was +taking account of what it meant to be alone amid an alien multitude, +sharing none of its motives and emotions. The fat coachman edged his +horses through the men that blocked the way, till there was space to +go ahead, and the cheers, steady and unflagging, followed her out of +sight. + +The baby was in bed when she arrived at her hotel; Truda paid a brief +visit to its side, then ordered that her manager should be summoned, +and sat down to write a note. It was to the big young Jew, the baby's +uncle; she had a shrewd notion that Monsieur Vaucher would be able to +lay hands on him. The note was brief: "I fear there will be more +persecutions. The Governor can do nothing. When there is another +attack on our people send to me. Send to me without fail, for I have +one resource left." + +"You can find the man?" she demanded of Vaucher. + +The little hardened Frenchman was still under the spell of her +acting. + +"Madame," he said grandly, "I can do anything you desire. He shall +have the note to-night." + +Poor Monsieur Vaucher, the charred remains of a man of sentiment, +preserving yet a spark or two of the soft fire! Could he have known +the contents of that note and their significance, with what fervor of +refusal he would have cast it back at her! But he knew nothing, save +that Truda's acting restored to him sometimes for an hour or two the +emotions of his youth, and he was very much her servant. It was in +the spirit of devotion and service that he called a droshky, and +fared out to the crooked streets of the Jewish quarter to do his +errand. It was a fine soft night, with a clear sky of stars, and +Monsieur Vaucher enjoyed the drive. And as he went, jolting over the +cobbles of the lesser streets, he suffered himself to recall the +great scene of that night's play--a long slow situation of a woman at +bay, opposing increasing odds with increasing spirit--and experienced +again his thrill. + +"Ah," he murmured over his cigar; "the Schottelius, she has the sense +of climax!" + +And so he duly delivered the note and returned to the hotel and bed, +a man content with the conduct of his own world. + +Things went well with Truda and Vaucher and all the company for the +next two days. Never had she been so amenable to those who charged +themselves with her interests, never so generally and mildly amiable +to those who had to live at her orders. But none of those who came in +contact with her failed to observe a new note in her manner. It was +not that she was softer or gentler; rather it seemed that she was +more remote, something absent and thoughtful, with a touch of +raptness that lent the true air of inspiration to her acting. Her +spare time she spent with the baby--she and Marie, her maid, playing +with it, making a plaything of it, ministering to it, and obeying it. +It had never cried once since Truda had taken it in her arms, but +adapted itself with the soundest skill to its surroundings and +companions. + +"I found it ten years too late," said Truda once. + +Her maid looked at her curiously. + +"It is surprising that Madame should not have found one before," she +said. + +Those two days were placid and full of peace, quiet with the lull of +emptiness. But in them Truda did not forget. She was realizing +herself, and her capacity to deal with a situation that would not be +devised to show her talents. She felt that she stood, for the first +time, on the threshold of brisk, perilous, actual life, of that life +which was burlesqued, exaggerated, in the plays in which she acted. +It was expectancy that softened her eyes and lit her face with +dreams--expectancy and exhilaration. + +She was about to be born into the world. + +The summons came suddenly on the evening of the second day. Even as +she drove to the theatre, Truda had noted how the streets were +uneasy, how men stood about in groups and were in the first stages of +drunkenness. The play that night was that harrowing thing La Tosca; +she was dressed for her part when the word came, written on a scrap +of paper: "It is to-night. I am waiting at the stage door." She +pondered for a few moments over it, then reached for her cloak and +drew it on over her brilliant stage dress. + +"Find Vaucher," she said to her maid. "Tell him I cannot play to- +night. He must put on my understudy. Say I am ill." + +The maid, startled out of her composure, threw up her hands. + +"But, Madame----!" she cried. + +Truda waved her aside. "Lose no time," she ordered. "Tell Vaucher I +am ill. And then go back to the baby." + +She wasted no more words on the woman, but swept forth from the room +and down the draughty ill-lit passage to the stage-door. Its +guardian, staggered at her appearance, let her out; on the pavement +outside, muffled to the eyes like a man that evades observation, was +the big young Jew. He was gazing out over the square; her fingers on +his arm made him look round with a start. + +"I am here," she said. "Now tell me." + +With eyes that glanced about warily while he spoke, he told her +quickly, in low tones of haste. + +"There is a mob gathering again at the market," he said. "Two spirit- +shops have been broken open. That is how it begins always. Some Jews +who were found in the street were beaten to death; soon they will +move down to the Jewish streets, and then"--his breath came harsh +through set teeth--"then murder and looting--the old programme. Now +I have told you; can you do anything?" + +"Let us find a droshky," said Truda, "and go to the Jewish quarter." + +"A droshky!" He stared at her. "Do you think any driver will take us +there to-night?" + +"Then we can walk," said Truda; "show the way. If we stay here any +longer, I shall be seen and prevented." + +He hesitated an instant; then set off sharply, so that now and again +she had to run a few paces to keep up with him. He took her round by +the back of the theatre and into a muddle of streets that led thence. +The quiet of the night closed about them; Truda was embarked upon her +purpose. + +"How can you help?" asked the young man again. "Tell me what you will +do?" + +"Me?" said Truda. "For to-night I can do nothing; I am not an army. +But I think that after to-night there will be no more Judenhetze in +this city. That is what I think. For, after all, I am the +Schottelius; people know me and set a value on me, and if harm comes +to me there will be a reckoning." + +He was looking down sideways on her as she spoke. + +"Is that all?" he asked. + +"All!" cried Truda, and braced herself to subdue his doubts. "All! It +is enough, and more than enough. Have I come so far without knowing +what will rouse my audience?" She slowed her steps, and he slowed to +keep by her side. She lifted her clear face proudly. "I tell you," +she said, "the part I am to play to-night will move Europe to its +core. Paris! Berlin! Vienna! Even cautious prim London! I have them +under my hand; even to-morrow they will be asking an account, crying +for the heads of the wrongdoers on a charger. And you ask me if that +is all!" + +"You do not know," he said. "To-night, it is not a play; it is life +and death." + +"But to-morrow it is life!" she retorted. "Let us go on; we must not +be late." + +They came by roundabout ways at last to that little groups of +streets, beyond the jail and the markets, where the Jews had their +homes. Here were tall brick houses overshadowing narrow streets ill- +lit by infrequent lamps, little shops closely shuttered, courtyards +with barred gates. Over the roofs there rose against the sky the +clustered spires and domes of a typical Russian church, flanking the +quarter on the south. The streets were empty; they met no one; and +the young man led her to a courtyard in which, perhaps, a couple of +hundred Jews were gathered, waiting. His knock brought a face to the +top of the wall, and after a parley the great gate was opened wide +enough to let them slip through. When they were in, Truda touched her +companion. + +"Would I be here for a fancy?" she whispered. "Believe what I say: +after this there shall be no Judenhetze." + +The courtyard was a large one, penned between a couple of houses, and +separated from the street by the wall which the great gate pierced. +From it half a dozen doors led into the houses, each a possible road +of escape when the hour should come. Truda looked about her calmly. + +The people were standing about in large groups--men, women, and +children--and they spoke in whispers among themselves. But all of +them were listening; each sound from without stiffened them to scared +attention. From somewhere distant there traveled a dull noise of +shouts and singing, a confused blatancy of far voices; and as it +swelled and sank and swelled again, a tremor ran over that silent +waiting throng like a wind-ripple on standing crops. Overhead the +sky shone with pin-point stars; a breath of air stirred about them +faintly; all seemed keyed to that tense furtive quiet of the doomed +Jews. Not a child cried, not a woman sobbed; they had learned, +direfully enough, the piteous art of the oppressed--the knack of +silence and concealment. + +It was by slow degrees that the distant shoutings came nearer; the +mob had yet to unite in purpose and ferocity. Truda, listening, and +marking its approach, could almost tell by the violence of its noise +how it wound through the streets, staggering drunkenly, waving +bludgeons, working itself to the necessary point of brutal fury. And +always it grew nearer. Its note changed and deepened, till it sank to +a long snarling drone; she, wise in the moods of men in the mass, a +practicer on the minds of multitudes, knew the moment was at hand; +this was the voice of human beings with the passions of beasts. The +noise dwindled as the mob poured through an alley, and then broke out +again, loud and daunting, as it emerged. It was near at hand; now +there was added to its voice the drum of its footsteps on cobble- +paved streets, and suddenly, brief and agonizing, a wild outcry of +shrieks as some wretched creature was found out of hiding and the +bludgeons beat it out of human semblance. All round Truda there was a +stir among the Jews; a child wrought beyond endurance whimpered and +was gagged under an apron; the howl of the mob startled her ears as +it poured along the street outside the great gate. + +Then came confusion, a chaos of voices, of ringing blows upon the +gate, screams and moans, the shrill sound of the glee that goes with +open murder, and a sudden light that shot up against the sky from a +house on fire. The crowd of Jews in the courtyard thinned as some +slipped swiftly into the dark doorways to be ready for flight, +startled by a tattoo of blows on the gate that broke out abruptly. +Truda stood fast where she was, listening with a kind of detachment. +The blows on the gate increased; she could even hear, among the other +sounds, the heavy breathing of those who strove to break a way in. +Men came running to aid them, and the stout gate bent under their +efforts. It was fastened within by an iron bar lying in sockets +across it; with an interest that was almost idle she saw how these +sockets, one by one, were yielding and let the bar go loose. One +broke off with a sharp crack, and sent the rest of the Jews racing to +the dark doorways. Truda loosened her cloak and let it fall about her +feet, and stood up alone, vivid in the dancing light of the burning +house, in saffron and white. She moved deliberate hands over her hair +and patted a loose strand into its place. Another rending crash; she +set her hand on her hip and stood still. The door yielded and sprang +back. There was a raw yell, and the mob was in. + +Prince Sarasin was again in his box when Monsieur Vaucher, broken in +spirit and looking bleak and old, came before the curtain to announce +that owing to circumstances--unforeseen circumstances--of a--a +peculiar nature, Madame Schottelius would be unable to appear that +night, and her place would be taken, etc. The announcement was not +well received, and nobody was less pleased than the Prince. He knit +his heavy brows in a scowl as poor Vaucher sidled back to obscurity, +and thought rapidly. His thoughts, and what he knew of the night's +programme in the Jewish quarter of his city, carried him round to the +stage door, with his surprised aide-de-camp at his heels. + +Monsieur Vaucher, tearful and impotent, was at his service. + +"Never before has she played me such a trick," he lamented. "Ill! +Why, I have known her go on and make a success when she was ill +enough to keep another woman in bed. It is a trick; she is not even +at the hotel. No one knows where she is." + +The Governor, his last interview with Truda fresh in his +recollection, asked curt questions. He was a man of direct mind. In +less time than one might have supposed from the condition of poor +Vaucher, he had elicited some outstanding facts--the note which Truda +had sent to the Jewish quarter among them. The keeper of the stage- +door added the little he knew. Prince Sarasin turned to his aide. + +"Dragoons," he ordered. "Half a squadron. I shall be at the barracks +in ten minutes, when they must be ready. Go at once." + +The aide-de-camp, who knew the Prince, recognized that this was an +occasion for speed. When the Prince, mounted, arrived at the +barracks, the dragoons were drawn up-awaiting him. He moved them off +towards the Jewish quarter at the trot. The streets echoed their +hoof-beats, and little time elapsed before they were on the skirts of +the mob. The Prince spurred alongside a watching police-officer. + +"A lady!" repeated the officer, in amazement. "I have seen no lady, +your Excellency. But the principal--er--disorder is in the street +behind the church. The Jews are making no resistance at all." + +The Prince pushed on, and came with his dragoons at the rear of the +mob. With a fine Russian callousness he thrust into it, his horses +clearing a way for themselves and bowling men to right and left. The +street was in darkness and resounded with violence. Standing in his +stirrups and peering ahead, the Prince realized that he might ride +Truda down without ever seeing her. + +He leaned back and caught his aide-de-camp by the arm. + +"We must have light," he shouted. "Dismount a dozen men and fire a +house." + +At the order, men swung from their saddles, and in a few minutes the +house was ablaze; its windows, red with fire, cast a dancing glow on +the tumult of the street. They pressed on, the fire sparkling on +their accoutrements, and on the housetops cowering Jews broke into +tremblings at a wild hope that here was salvation. The Prince peered +anxiously about, unconcerned at all the savagery that was unloosened +to each side of him. He did not pause to aid a woman dragged +shrieking from a doorway by the hair, nor look back at that other +scream when a dragoon, unmanned and overwrought, reined from the +ranks and cut her assailant down. + +At one point the crowd was thick about the gate of a walled +courtyard, thundering on it with crowbars and axes; here, again, the +Prince paused to look sharply among them, lest somewhere there might +be a brown head and a pale clear-cut face that he sought. Even as he +tightened his bridle, the gate gave rendingly; he turned his head as +the mob, roaring, poured in. For the space of perhaps a second he sat +motionless and stricken, but it was long enough to see what he never +forgot--a woman, composed, serene, bright against her dark background +in the shifting light of the burning house, gay in saffron and white. +Then the mob surged before her and hid her, and his voice returned to +him. + +"Charge!" he roared, and tore his sword out. + +The dragoons, eager enough, followed him; the courtyard overflowed +with them as their great horses thundered in at the gate, and the +long swords got to their work on that packed and cornered throng. +There were swift bitter passages as the troopers cleared the place-- +episodes such as only Jews knew till then, ghastly killings of men +who crawled among the horses' feet and were hunted out to be +slaughtered. And in the middle of it, the Prince was on his knees, +holding up a brown head in the crook of his arm, seeing nothing of +the butchery at his elbow. + +It was when the killing was done, and the dragoons were clearing the +street, that there arrived on tiptoe Monsieur Vaucher, searching +through tears for Madame. When he saw her he ceased to weep, but +stood looking down, with his hands clasped behind his back. + +"Dead?" he asked abruptly. + +The Prince glanced up. "Yes," he answered. + +"Ah!" Monsieur Vaucher pondered. "Who killed her?" he asked +presently. + +"Look!" said the Prince, and motioned with one hand to the dragoons' +leavings, the very silent citizens who lay about on the flagstones. + +"Ah!" said Vaucher again. "And to-morrow the world will ask for an +account. It is not wise to destroy a great genius like this, here in +a corner of your dirty town. That is what you have to learn." + +"Yes," said the Prince. "We shall learn something now. She gave her +life to teach it. There will be no more Judenhetze in this city." + +"Her life to teach it," repeated Monsieur Vaucher. "She gave her +life." His composure failed him suddenly, and he fell on his knees on +the other side of what had been Truda Schottelius, weeping openly. + +"She never failed," he said. "She never failed. A great artist, +Monsieur, the Schottelius! She--she had the sense of climax!" + +From the windows of the houses above them, scared curious Jews looked +down uncomprehendingly. + + + +III + +THE TRADER OF LAST NOTCH + +In Manicaland, summer wears the livery of the tropics. At the foot of +the hills north of Macequece every yard of earth is vocal with life, +and the bush is brave with color. Where the earth shows it is red, as +though a wound bled. The mimosas have not yet come to flower, but +amid their delicate green--the long thorns, straight or curved like +claws, gleam with the flash of silver. Palms poise aloft, brilliant +and delicate, and under foot, flowers are abroad. The flame-blossom +blazes in scarlet. The sangdieu burns in sullen vermilion. Insects +fill the world with the noise of their business--spiders, +butterflies, and centipedes, ants, beetles, and flies, and mysterious +entities that crawl nameless under foot. A pea-hen shrieks in the +grass, and a kite whistles aloft. A remote speck in the sky denotes a +watchful vulture, alert for any mishap to the citizens of the woods, +and a crash of twigs may mean anything from a buck to a rhinoceros. +There is a hectic on the face of nature. + +The trader of Last Notch went homewards to his store through such a +maze of urgent life, and panted in the heat. He had been out to shoot +guinea-fowl, had shot none and expended all his cartridges, and his +gun, glinting in the strong light as he walked, was heavy to his +shoulder and hot to his hand. His mood was one of patient protest, +for the sun found him an easy prey and he had yet some miles to go. +Where another man would have said: "Damn the heat," and done with it, +John Mills, the trader, tasted the word on his lips, forbore to slip +it, and counted it to himself for virtue. He set a large value on +restraint, which, in view of his strength and resolute daring, was +perhaps not wholly false. He was a large man, more noticeable for a +sturdy solidness of proportion than for height, and his strong face +was won to pleasantness by a brown beard, which he wore "navy fash." +His store, five big huts above the kloof known as Last Notch, was at +the heart of a large Kafir population; and the natives, +agriculturists by convention and warriors between whiles, patronized +him very liberally. The Englishmen and Portuguese of the country +held him in favor, and he enjoyed that esteem which a strong quiet +man, who has proved himself to have reserves of violence, commonly +wins from turbulent neighbors. + +He was trying for a short cut home, and purposed to wade the Revue +river wherever he should strike it. Over the low bush about him he +could see his hills yet a couple of hours off, and he sighed for +thirst and extreme discomfort. No one, he knew, lived thereabouts--no +one, at least, who was likely to have whisky at hand, though, for the +matter of that, he would have welcomed a hut and a draught of Kafir +itywala. His surprise was the greater, then, when there appeared from +the growth beside his path as white a man as himself, a tall, +somewhat ragged figure--but rags tell no news at all in Manicaland-- +who wore a large black moustache and smiled affably on him. + +He noted that the stranger was a fine figure of a man, tall and slim, +with clear dark eyes and tanned face, and he saw, too, that he wore a +heavy Webley on his right hip. The newcomer continued to smile as +Mills scanned him over, and waited for the trader to speak first. + +"Hullo!" said Mills at length. + +"'Ullo!" replied the stranger, smiling still. He had a capital +smile, and Mills was captivated into smiling in sympathy. + +"Who may you be?" he asked agreeably; "didn't expect to meet no white +men about here. Where's your boys?" + +The tall man waved his hand vaguely in the direction of the coast, as +though to imply that he had carriers somewhere in that part of the +world. + +"Yais," he said pleasantly. "An' you are Jone Mills, eh?" + +"That's me," said Mills promptly, lowering the butt of his gun to the +ground and resting both hands on the muzzle. The stranger started +slightly, but did not cease to smile. + +"I don't seem to know you," pondered Mills. "I can't fix you at +all." + +"Ah, but you will. Le' me see. Was it Beira, eh?" + +Mills shook his head decidedly. "I never was in Beira," he said. + +"Not Beira?" queried the stranger. "Oh, but surelee. No? Well, +Mandega's, per'aps?" + +"Mandega's? Yes, I was there for a bit. I had a block of claims on +the ditch, next to old Jimmy Ryan's." + +"Ah yais," said the tall man eagerly. "I know 'im. An' there you +shoot the Intendente, not? That was ver' fine. I see you coom down +all quiet, an' shoot 'im in the 'ead. It was done ver' naice, eh!" + +Mills's face darkened. "He was robbin' me, the swine," he answered. +"He'd been robbin' me for six months. But that's nobody's business +but mine, and anyhow I didn't shoot him in the head. It was in the +chest. An' now, who the blazes are you?" + +"You do' know me?" smiled the stranger; "but I know you. Oh, ver' +well. I see you ver' often. You see. My name is Jacques." + +"Jack what?" demanded Mills. + +"Not Jack--Jacques. Tha's all. All the people call me Frenchy, eh? +You don' remember?" + +"No," said Mills thoughtfully; "but then I seen a good many chaps, +and I'd be like to forget some o' them. You doin' anything round +here?" + +The man who called himself Jacques held up a finger. "Ah, you wan' to +know, eh? Well, I don' tell you. I fin' anything, I don' tell all the +people; I don' blow the gaff. I sit still, eh? I lie low, eh? I keep +'im all for me, eh? You see?" + +"Well, of course," agreed Mills; "struck a pocket, I suppose. I +shouldn't have thought you'd have found much here. But then, of +course, you're not going to give your game away. Where's your camp? I +could do with a drink." + +"Back there," said the Frenchman, pointing in the direction whence +Mills had come. "'Bout five miles. You don' wan' to come, eh? Too +far, eh?" + +"Yes, I reckon it's too far," replied Mills. "I'm not more than four +miles from my own kia now. You goin' on?" + +"Yais," agreed the Frenchman. "I go a leetle bit. Not too far, eh!" + +They moved on through the bush. Mills shifted his; gun from shoulder +to shoulder, and suffered still from heat and sweat. His taller +companion went more easily, striding along as Mills thought, glancing +at him, "like a fox." The warmth appeared not to distress him in the +least. + +"By Jove," exclaimed the trader. "You're the build of man for this +blooming country. You travel as if you was born to it. Don't the heat +trouble you at all?" + +"Oh no," answered the Frenchman carelessly. "You see, I come from a +'ot country. In France it is ver' often 'ot. But you don' like it, +eh?" + +"No," said the trader, with emphasis. "I was after pea-hen, or you +wouldn't see me out this time o' the day. English chaps can't stand +it." + +"Eh?" + +"English chaps can't stand it, I said," repeated Mills. "They mos'ly +lie up till it's cooler." + +"Ah yais." + +They were now nearing the river. A steam rose over the bushes and +spiraled into the air, and the hum of water going slowly was audible. +A few minutes of walking brought them to its banks. The stream flowed +greasily and dark, some forty yards wide, but in the middle it forked +about a spit of sand not more than ten paces broad. It was a very +Lethe of a river, running oilily and with a slumberous sound, and its +reputation for crocodiles was vile. + +Mills sat down and began to pull off his boots. + +"As well here as anywhere," he said. "I'll try it, anyhow." + +"I go back now," said the Frenchman. "Some day I come up an' see +you, eh? You like that?" + +"Come along any time," replied Mills cheerfully as he slung his boots +across his shoulders. "You don't think that island's a quicksand, +eh?" + +The Frenchman turned and stared at it. "I do' know," he answered. +"Per'aps. You goin' to try, eh?" + +"Yes, I'll have a shot at it. You can mos'ly trust yourself on 'em if +you walk light an' quick. But we'll see." + +The Frenchman watched him as he waded out. The black water reached no +higher than his knees, but the ground was soft under foot, and he +floundered anxiously. + +"It sucks at you," he called. "It's all greasy." + +He moved on, and came to the sand island. + +"It's better here," he called. "I'll be all right now." + +The Frenchman jumped to his feet. + +"Look out!" he shouted, gesticulating violently. "You go down; walk +off 'im!" + +Mills glanced down, and saw that the creeping sand had him knee-deep. +He dragged his right foot forth and plunged forward, but with the +action his left leg sank to the crutch, and he only kept his balance +with a violent effort. + +The Frenchman danced on the bank. "Throw you' gun down," he shouted. +"Throw you' boots down. You' in to the waist now. Push yo'self back +to the water. Push hard." + +He wrung his hands together with excitement. + +Mills threw down his gun, and the sand swallowed it at once. He +turned his head to the man at the bank. + +"It's no good, chum," he said quietly. "I reckon you better take a +shot at me with that revolver." + +The sand was in his armpits. The Frenchman ceased to jump and wring +his hands, and smiled at him oddly. Mills, in the midst of his +trouble, felt an odd sense of outraged propriety. The smile, he +reflected, was ill-timed--and he was sinking deeper. + +"What you grinning at?" he gasped. "Shoot, can't you?" + +"I coom pull you out," said the Frenchman, fumbling at the buckle of +his belt, and he forthwith stepped into the water. + +He waded swiftly to within five feet of the sinking man, and flung +him the end of the belt. Mills failed to catch it, and the Frenchman +shifted his feet cautiously and flung again. + +"Now," he shouted as the trader gripped it, "catch 'old tight," and +he started to drag him bodily forwards. + +"Careful," cried Mills; "you're sinking!" + +The Frenchman stepped free hastily, and strained on the belt again. +Mills endeavored to kick with his entombed legs, and called a warning +as his rescuer sunk in the sands. Thus they wrestled, and at length +Mills found his head in the water and his body free. + +He rose, and they waded to the bank. + +"Of all the quicksands I ever saw," said the trader slowly, as he sat +down and gazed at the place that had so nearly been his grave, "that +one's the worst." + +"'Orrid," agreed the Frenchman, smiling amicably. "You was ver' near +buried, eh?" + +"Yes," said the trader thoughtfully. "I suppose anyone 'ud say you +saved my life, Frenchy." + +"Yea," replied the other. + +"Exactly," said Mills. "Well there's my hand for you, Frenchy. You +done me a good turn. I'll do as much for you one of these days." + +"Eh?" said the Frenchman as he shook hands. + +"You've got a nasty habit of saying 'Eh?'" retorted the trader. "I +said I'd do as much for you one of these days. Comprenny?" + +"Oh yais," smiled the Frenchman. "I think you will. Tha's all right." + +"Well," said Mills, "I wish you'd come up and see me at my kia. Sure +you can't come now?" + +"Yais, I coom now," answered the other. + +Mills stared. "'Fraid you can't trust me to go alone, are you?" he +queried. "'Cause, if so----" + +"Tha's all right," interrupted the Frenchman. "I coom now." + +"Right you are," said Mills heartily. "Come along then!" + +They strode off in the direction of the drift, Mills going +thoughtfully, with an occasional glance at his companion. The +Frenchman smiled perpetually, and once he laughed out. + +"What's the joke?" demanded the trader. + +"I think I do a good piece of business to-day," replied the +Frenchman. + +"H'm, yes," continued Mills suspiciously. + +It was a longish uphill walk to the trader's store, and the night +fell while they were yet on the way. With the darkness came a breeze, +cool and refreshing; the sky filled with sharp points of light, and +the bush woke with a new life. The crackle of their boots on the +stiff grass as they walked sent live things scattering to left and +right, and once a night-adder hissed malevolently at the Frenchman's +heel. They talked little as they went, but Mills noticed that now and +again his companion appeared to check a laugh. He experienced a +feeling of vague indignation against the man who had saved his life; +he was selfish in not sharing his point of view and the thoughts +which amused him. At times reserve can be the most selfish thing +imaginable, and one might as well be reticent on a desert island as +in Manicaland. Moreover, despite the tolerant manners of the country, +Mills was conscious of something unexplained in his companion-- +something which engendered a suspicion on general grounds. + +The circle of big dome-shaped huts which constituted the store of +Last Notch came into view against a sky of dull velvet as they +breasted the last rise. The indescribable homely smell of a wood-fire +greeted the nostrils with the force of a spoken welcome. They could +hear the gabble of the Kafirs at their supper and the noise of their +shrill, empty laughter. + +"That's home," said Mills, breaking a long silence. + +"Yais," murmured the Frenchman; "'ome, eh? Yais. Ver' naice." + +"You may say what you like," continued the trader aggressively. "Home +is something. Though never so 'umble, ye know, there's no place like +home." + +"Tha's all right," assented the other gaily. "I know a man name' +Albert Smith, an' 'e sing that in the jail at Beira. Sing all the +night till I stop 'im with a broom. Yais." + +Mills grunted, and they entered the skoff kia--the largest of the +huts, sacred to the uses of a dining-room. It contained two canvas +chairs, a camp table, a variety of boxes to sit upon, and some +picture-paper illustration on the mud wall. A candle in a bottle +illuminated it, and a bird in the thatch overhead twittered volubly +at their presence. Some tattered books lay in the corner. + +They washed in the open air, sluicing themselves from buckets, and +dressed again in clean dungarees in another hut. + +"Skoff (food) 'll be ready by now," said Mills; "but I think a +gargle's the first thing. You'll have whisky, or gin?" + +The Frenchman pronounced for whisky, and took it neat. Mills stared. + +"If I took off a dose like that," he observed, "I should be as drunk +as an owl. You know how to shift it!" + +"Eh?" + +"Gimme patience," prayed the trader. "You bleat like a yowe. I said +you can take it, the drink. Savvy? Wena poosa meningi sterrik. Have +some more?" + +"Oh yais," smiled the guest. "Ver' good w'isky, eh?" + +He tossed off another four fingers of the liquor, and they sat down +to their meal. The food was such as most tables in Manicaland +offered. Everything was tinned, and the menu ran the gamut of edibles +from roast capon (cold) to pate de foie gras in a pot. When they had +finished Mills passed over his tobacco and sat back. He watched the +other light up and blow a white cloud, and then spoke. + +"Look here, Frenchy," he said, looking at him steadily; "I don't +quite cotton to you, and I think it proper you should say a bit more +than you have said." + +"Eh!" queried the other, smiling. + +Mills glowered, but restrained himself. "I want to know who you are, +and I guess I mean to know too, so out with it!" + +"Ah yais," replied the Frenchman, and removed his pipe from his +mouth. He trimmed the bowl fastidiously with his thumb, smiling the +while. Of a sudden he looked up, and the smile was gone. He gave +Mills back a look as purposeful as his own. + +"I'm the man that save' you in the river," he said meaningly. + +"Well," began the trader hotly, but stopped. + +"That's true," he answered thoughtfully, as though speaking to +himself. "Yes, that's true. You've got me, Frenchy." + +"Yais," went on the Frenchman, leaning forward across the table, and +speaking with an emphasis that was like an insult. "You sink there in +the sand. I stop and save you. I stop, you see, although the men from +Macequece coom after me and want to kill me." + +"But I don' run away; I don' say to you, 'I can' stop. You go down; +you die.' I don' say that. I stop. I save you. An' now you say to me, +'Frenchy, 'oo the 'ell are you?' Yais." + +Mills shrugged protestingly. The appeal was to the core of his +nature; the demand was one he could not dishonor. + +"I didn't say just that," he urged. "But what are the chaps from +Macequece after you for?" + +"Tha's all right," replied the Frenchman with a wave of his hand. +"You say, 'Frenchy, I don' like you. Dam' you, Frenchy!' Ver' well. +The men coom, you give me to them. They shoot me. Tha's all right; +yais!" + +He replaced his pipe and commenced again to smoke with an expression +of weary indifference. + +"I'm not that sort," said Mills. "I'm open to admit I didn't quite +take to you--at first. I can't say fairer than that. But tell me what +you done to rile the chaps. Did you kill a bloke, or what?" + +"Jone Mills," said the Frenchman "Jone Mills shoot the Intendente at +Mandega's. Kill 'im dead. Dead as pork. They don' chase Jone Mills. +They don' wan' to shoot Jone Mills. No. Frenchy--po' ol' Frenchy--'e +shoot a man in Macequece. Shoot 'im dead. Dead as pork. Then they +all coom after 'im. Wan' to shoot 'im. An' po' ol' Frenchy, 'e stop +to pull Jone Mills out of the river. 'E save Jone Mills. Jone squeak +an' say, 'Shoot me quick befo' I choke.' But Frenchy stop an' pull +'im out. Yais. An' then they shoot Frenchy. Yais!" He blew a huge +volume of smoke and lay back serenely. + +"Look 'ere, Frenchy," cried Mills, stretching his hand across the +table, "I'm in this. They won't catch you here, old son. Savvy? +There's my hand for you." + +"Eh?" + +"There's my hand, I'm tellin' you. Shake hands, old son. You may be a +hard case, but you did save my life, and it's up to me to see you +through. We'll be able to call quits then." + +The Frenchman rose with a serious face, and the two shook hands over +the candle. The Frenchman held Mills's hand a moment longer. + +"I know you," he said. "You do' know me. I trust you, Jone. I know +yo' a good man." + +He sat back again, and Mills turned matters over. In that rough +community no man would own himself devoid of gratitude. "I'll do as +much for you" was the common acknowledgment of a favor. It appeared +to Mills that his new acquaintance might be a precious scoundrel, but +that point was not at present in issue, and there remained a debt to +be satisfied before he could raise it. The knowledge that Frenchy had +shot a man did not trouble him in the least, so long as the +accompanying circumstances and the motive were in accordance with the +simple standards of Manicaland. Here came in the doubt, engendered by +nothing more concrete or citable than a trifle of mystery in the +man's manner, and some undefined quality that disagreed with the +trader. He glanced over to him; the Frenchman was blowing rings of +smoke and smiling at them. There was nothing in his face but innocent +and boyish amusement. + +"Gad, you're a cool hand!" exclaimed Mills. "How d'you reckon we +better work it?" + +"I do' know," replied the other indifferently. + +"You don't, eh? Well, d'you think they'll follow you all night?" + +"I don' think," said the Frenchman, with confidence and a swelling of +his chest--"I don' think they wan' to meet me in the night. Not ver' +naice eh? Leetle dangerous." + +"H'm. You've got a bit of an opinion of yerself, anyhow. If that's +all right, it'll be time enough to clear by daylight. Did you bolt +just as you are--no niggers, no skoff, no anything?" + +"No time," was the answer. "So I coom out-with-out everything. Just +like this." + +"I can get you a couple of niggers," mused Mills, "an' you'll want a +gun. Then, with skoff for a fortnight, you ought to be up at the +Mazoe before they find your spoor. What do you think?" + +"I think i's ver' naice," smiled the other. + +"Then we'll hamba lala" (go to sleep), said Mills rising. "I don't +know how you feel, but I'm just done up." + +A bed was soon fixed for the Frenchman, who retired with a light- +hearted "goo' night." Mills, keeping full in view his guest's awkward +position, and the necessity for packing him off at daylight, +determined not to sleep. He went out of the kraal and listened to the +night. It spoke with a thousand voices; the great factory of days and +nights was in full swing; but he caught no sound of human approach, +and returned to the huts to prepare his guest's kit for the +departure. He found and partially cleaned an old rifle, and unpacked +a generous donation of cartridges. Meal for the carriers, blankets +and tinned meats for the Frenchman, were all at hand. Candles, a +lantern, matches, gin, a pannikin, a pair of pots, and so on, soon +completed the outfit. Packing is generally an interesting operation, +and Mills was an expert in it. He forgot most of his perplexity and +ill-ease as he adjusted the bundles and measured the commodities. He +had the whole of the gear spread out on the floor of the skoff kia +when a voice accosted him. + +"You needn't bother no more, Jack," it said softly. + +A man tiptoed in. He was short and lightly built, and carried a +sporting rifle in his hand. His reddish moustache was draggled with +dew and his clothes were soaked in it. He looked at Mills with +gleeful blue eyes. + +"Where's Frenchy?" he asked softly. + +Mills labored to express surprise. "What're you talkin' about?" he +demanded loudly. + +"Don't shout, blast yer!" whispered the other vehemently. "We saw yer +go up 'ere together, Jack, and nobody ain't gone away since. There's +five of us, Jack, and we want that swine--we want 'im bad." + +"What for?" asked Mills desperately, without lowering his voice. + +The other made an impatient gesture for silence, but his words were +arrested by a clamor in the yard. There were shouts and curses and +the sound of blows. + +"We've got him, Charley," shouted some one triumphantly. + +The smaller man rushed out, and Mills followed swiftly. There was a +blackness of moving forms in the open, and some one struck a match. +The man called Charley stepped forward. Mills saw the face and hand +of a man standing upright, brilliantly illuminated by the flame of +the match; and on the ground three men, who knelt on and about a +prostrate figure. One was busy with some cord. In the background +stood Mills's Kafirs. The match burned down to the holder's fingers, +and he dropped it. + +"Well, Dave," said Mills, "what's the meanin' o' this game o' yours-- +comin' to a man's kia in the middle o' the night and ropin' his mate +out o' bed?" + +The man who had lit the match laughed. "That you, Jack?" he said. +"Well, you wouldn't be so ready to call this bloke 'mate' if you knew +what he'd been up to." + +"The--swine!" commented Charley. + +"Get a lantern," commanded Mills to the Kafirs. "What d'you mean?" he +asked of the tall man. + +"He shot a woman," said Dave. The tone was eloquent of the speaker's +rage and disgust. + +Mills stared open-mouthed. "A woman!" he gasped. + +"A woman," replied Dave. "Shot her, as bold as the devil, on the +street, in the daytime, and did a bolt for the bush. Every man that +could put foot to the ground is out after him." + +A kafir arrived then with the lantern Mills had designed for the +Frenchman, and by its light he was able to see the faces of the men. +They were all known to him. The man who was cording the prisoner's +arms had seen his daring work at Mandega's. He knelt on the prostrate +form as he worked, and the Frenchman's face showed like a waxen mask +on the ground. Blood was running from a deep cut on his cheek. + +"I save yo' life, Jone," he gasped. + +"Shut up!" snapped one of the men, and struck him on the mouth. + +"Here," protested Mills; "go slow, can't you, There's no call to bang +him about." + +They stared at him with astonishment. "Why, man," exclaimed Charley, +"didn't we tell you he shot a woman?" + +"What's that he said about savin' your life?" demanded Dave. + +"He did," explained Mills. He told them the story, and they listened +without sympathy. + +"It was a bloomin' plucky thing to do," concluded the trader. "I'd +ha' bin dead by now but for him, and I owe 'im one for it." + +"Oh, nobody's sayin' he isn't plucky," said the man who had 'been +tying the Frenchman's arms, as he rose to his feet. "He's the dare- +devillist swine alive, but he's done with it now." + +Dave came round and clapped Mills on the shoulder. + +"It's worked you a bit soft, old man," he said. "Why, hang it all, +you wouldn't have us let him go after shooting a woman, would you?" + +"Oh! stow it," broke in one of the others. "If it wasn't that 'e's +got to go back to Macequece to be shot, I'd blow his head off now." + +"I'm not asking you to let him go," cried Mills. "But give the bloke +a chance, give 'im a run for it. Why, I wouldn't kill a dog so; it's +awful--an'--an'--he saved my life, chaps; he saved my life." + +"But he shot a woman," said Charley. + +That closed the case--the man had committed the ultimate crime. +Nothing could avail him now. He had shot a woman--he must suffer. + +"Jone," moaned the Frenchman--the cords were eating into his flesh-- +"Jone, I saved yo' life." + +"Why couldn't you tell me?" cried Mills passionately; "why couldn't +you trust me? I could ha' got you away." + +"That'll do," interrupted Dave, thrusting Mills aside. "We'll trouble +you for a drink and a bite, old boy, an' then we'll start back." + +Mills led the way to the skoff kia in silence. There was food and +drink still on the table, and the men sat down to it at once. The +Frenchman lay in the middle of the kraal, bound; his captors' weapons +lay at their feet. He was as effectually a prisoner as if their five +barrels were covering him. Mills stood moodily watching the men eat, +his brain drumming on the anguished problem of the Frenchman's life +or death without effort or volition on his part. + +"Got any more poosa, old boy?" asked Dave, setting down the whisky- +bottle empty. + +"Yes," said Mills thoughtfully. "Plenty." He shouted for a boy, and +one came running. + +"Go to the store-hut," ordered Mills slowly, "and bring a bottle of +whisky." He spoke the "kitchen-Kafir" that every one in Manicaland +understands. + +"Yes, bass," said the native. + +"But first," said Mills, still speaking slowly and quietly, "take a +knife and cut loose the man on the ground. Quick!" The last word was +a shout. + +Dave sprang to his feet and stood motionless. The others were +arrested in the action of rising or reaching their weapons. From the +wall beside him Mills had reached a revolver and held them covered. +The barrel moved over them, presenting its black threatful mouth to +one after the other. It moved in jerks, but not without purpose. It +held them all subject, and the first movement doomed. + +"Jack!" cried Dave. + +"Shut up!" commanded Mills. "Don't move now. For God's sake don't +move. I'll shoot the first one that does." + +"He shot a woman," they protested. + +"He saved my life," said Mills. "Are you'all right, Frenchy?" + +"Yais," came the answer, and with it the ghost of a laugh. + +Mills did not look round, and the steady remorseless barrel still +sailed to and fro across the faces of the men in the hut. + +"Clear out, then," he shouted. "I'll only give you five minutes. You +shot a woman. And, Frenchy----" + +"Yais, Jone." + +"This makes us quits, see?" + +"Ver' good, Jone. Good-bye." + +"Good-bye, Frenchy." + +Dave ripped out a curse and shifted slightly. The barrel sprang round +to him, and he froze into stillness. + +"Don't do that again, Davy," warned Mills. + +"You'll catch it hot for this," snarled one of them. + +"Very like," replied the trader. + +He counted a liberal five minutes by guess. He dared not look away +from his men. At last he spoke. + +"It was up to me, boys," he said with a sigh. "I couldn't do no less. +If it 'ad been a man 'e shot I'd ha' kept you here all day. But I've +done enough, I reckon, seein' it was a woman." + +He dropped the revolver to the ground. + +"Now!" he said. + +They sat round and stared at him. For full a minute no one spoke. +Mills gave them back their eyes gloomily, leaning with folded arms +against the wall. Then Dave drew a long breath, a very sigh. + +"Well, Jack," he said, shaking his head, "I didn't think it of you--I +didn't indeed. A skunk like that! a woman-shooter, and a Frenchman! +You didn't use to be like this." + +"We're quits now, him and me," answered Mills. "He saved my life, and +I'm satisfied. So if you've got anything to say--or do--then get it +over." + +Charley burst out at this in a fuss of anger. "You ought to be shot," +he shouted. "That's all you're fit for." + +"Charley's right," growled one of the others. + +"Oh, cut it off," cried Dave impatiently; "we're not going to shoot +Jack. But I guess we won't say we've lost the Frenchman yet." + +He lowered his brows and turned his eyes on Mills. + +"You an' him's quits, Jack," he said. "What do you think about it?" + +Mills looked up slowly, like a man newly awaked from a dream. + +"You might get a shot at him from the path," he answered musingly. +"That is, if he's keeping north. I'll show you the place." + +"You don't think we'd have a chance of catching him?" + +"Not a ghost," replied the trader decisively. "Once you get into the +kloof, he's lost. All you can do is wait till he breaks cover down +below, an' try a long shot. By God!" he cried with sudden energy, +"I'll try a lick at him myself. We're quits now, the--the woman- +shooter!" + +He snatched a rifle and led the way, the others tumbling after him. +Some hundred yards beyond the kraal the footpath dipped abruptly +towards the valley, and at an angle of it there was to be gained a +clear view of the bush beneath, where it surged at the foot of the +hill and ran down the kloof; at the lower part of the kloof it +ceased, and the ground was bare red earth for a space of some +thousand yards. Mills sat down on a stone. Dave squatted beside him, +and the others grouped themselves on adjacent boulders. + +The sun was well into the sky by now--it was about six o'clock in the +morning. The air was of diamond, and the chill of the night had +already passed. The men glued their eyes on the bare patch and +waited. + +"Funny game you played up there," whispered Dave to the trader. + +Mills nodded without speaking. + +"I'm not blaming you," continued the other. "I reckon I understand, +old boy. But are you goin' to shoot at him?" + +"I am that," was the reply. + +"Well, I hope you get him," said Dave. "The chaps'll forget the other +business then. They didn't like it, you know--nobody would." + +"It's not because I care for them or what they think----" began +Mills. + +"I know it's not," interrupted Dave. "You know all the ranges, I +suppose?" + +"Nine hundred yards to that black spot," said Mills. "The spot's a +bit of a hole in the ground. Twelve hundred to the big boulder." + +He rose off the stone he was sitting on and lay down on the path, +belly under, and ran up the back sight of his rifle with care. +Flinging back the bolt, he blew into the chamber and thrust a +cartridge in; tested the air with a wet finger, and wriggled the butt +home into his shoulder. Dave watched him in silence; Mills was, he +knew, a good shot, and he was now preparing, with all the little +tricks and graces of the rifle-range, to pull trigger on the man he +had risked--nay, almost thrown away--his life to save from the +consequences of an unspeakable crime. + +"Ah!" breathed Mills, with an artist's luxurious satisfaction. + +Down the valley a figure had broken from the bush, and was plainly to +be seen against the red ground. The men on the hill flopped down and +prepared to shoot. + +"Don't fire," Dave warned the others. He was watching Mills. The +trader's face bore no signs of his recent mental struggle. It carried +no expression whatever, save one of cool interest, just touched with +a craftsman's confidence. His barrel was steady as his head. The +little figure below was moving over the rough ground towards the +black spot. They could see its legs working grotesquely, like a +mechanical toy. + +"So," murmured Mills. "Now just a little farther. So!" + +He fired. + +There was no leap into the air, no tragic bound and sprawling tumble. +The little figure in the valley fell where it was, and never moved. + +Mills jerked open his breech. + +"I'll bet that took him in the spine," he said. + + + +IV + +THE MURDERER + + From the open door of the galley, where the cross, sleepy cook was +coaxing his stove to burn, a path of light lay across the deck, +showing a slice of steel bulwark with ropes coiled on the pins, and +above it the arched foot of the mainsail. In the darkness forward, +where the port watch of the Villingen was beginning the sea day by +washing down decks, the brooms swished briskly and the head-pump +clacked like a great, clumsy clock. + +The men worked in silence, though the mate was aft on the poop, and +nothing prevented them from talking as they passed the buckets to and +from the tub under the pump and drove their brooms along the planks. +They labored with the haste of men accustomed to be driven hard, with +the shuffling, involuntary speed that has nothing in it of free +strength or good-will. The big German four-master had gathered from +the boarding-houses of Philadelphia a crew representing all the +nationalities which breed sailors, and carried officers skilled in +the crude arts of getting the utmost out of it. And since the lingua +franca of the sea, the tongue which has meaning for Swedish +carpenters, Finn sail-makers, and Greek fo'c's'le hands alike, is not +German, orders aboard the Villingen were given and understood in +English. + +"A hand com' aft here!" + +It was the mate's voice from the poop, robust and peremptory. Conroy, +one of the two Englishmen in the port watch, laid down the bucket he +was carrying and moved aft in obedience to the summons. As he trod +into the slip of light by the galley door he was visible as a fair +youth, long-limbed and slender, clad in a serge shirt, with dungaree +trousers rolled up to the knees, and girt with a belt which carried +the usual sheath-knife. His pleasant face had a hint of uncertainty; +it was conciliatory and amiable; he was an able seaman of the kind +which is manufactured by a boarding-master short of men out of a +runaway apprentice. The others, glancing after him while they +continued their work, saw him suddenly clear by the galley door, +then dim again as he stepped beyond it. He passed out of sight +towards the lee poop ladder. + +The silent, hurried sailors pressed on with their work, while the big +barque purred through the water to the drone of wind thrusting in the +canvas. The brooms were abaft of the galley when the outcry began +which caused them to look apprehensively towards the poop without +ceasing their business of washing down. First it was an oath in +explosive German, the tongue which puts a cutting-edge on profanity; +then the mate's roar: + +"Is dat vat I tell you, you verfluchter fool? Vat? Vat? You don't +understand ven I speak? I show you vat----" + +The men who looked up were on the wrong side of the deck to make out +what was happening, for the chart-house screened the drama from +them. But they knew too well the meaning of that instantaneous +silence which cut the words off. It was the mate biting in his breath +as he struck. They heard the smack of the fist's impact and Conroy's +faint, angry cry as he failed to guard it; then the mate again, bull- +mouthed, lustful for cruelty: "Vat--you lift up your arm to me! You +dog!" More blows, a rain of them, and then a noise as though Conroy +had fallen or been knocked down. And after that a thud and a scream. + +The men looked at one another, and nods passed among them. "He kicked +him when he was down on the deck," the whisper went. The other +Englishman in the watch swore in a low grunt and dropped his broom, +meeting the wondering eyes of the "Dutchmen" and "Dagoes" with a +scowl. He was white-haired and red-faced, a veteran among the nomads +of the sea, the oldest man aboard, and the only one in the port watch +who had not felt the weight of the mate's fist. Scowling still, as +though in deep thought, he moved towards the ladder. The forlorn hope +was going on a desperate enterprise of rescue. + +It might have been an ugly business; there was a sense in the minds +of his fellows of something sickening about to happen; but the mate +had finished with Conroy. The youth came staggering and crying down +the ladder, with tears and blood befouling his face, and stumbled as +his foot touched the deck. The older man, Slade, saved him from +falling, and held him by the upper arm with one gnarled, toil- +roughened hand, peering at him through the early morning gloom. + +"Kicked you when you was down, didn't he?" he demanded abruptly. + +"Yes," blubbered Conroy, shivering and dabbing at his face. "With his +sea-boots, too, the--the----" + +Slade shook him. "Don't make that noise or he might kick you spine +more," he advised grimly. "You better go now an' swab that blood off +your face." + +"Yes," agreed Conroy tremulously, and Slade let him go. + +The elder man watched him move forward on shambling and uncertain +feet, with one hand pressed to his flank, where the mate's kick was +still an agony. Slade was frowning heavily, with a tincture of +thought in his manner, as though he halted on the brink of some +purpose. + +"Conroy," he breathed, and started after the other. + +The younger man turned. Slade again put his hand on Conroy's arm. + +"Say," he said, breathing short, "is that a knife in your belt?" + +Conroy felt behind him, uncomprehending, for the sheath-knife, which +he wore, sailor fashion, in the middle of his back. + +"What d'you mean?" he asked vacantly. "Here's my knife." + +He drew it and showed it to Slade, the flat blade displayed in his +palm. + +The white-haired seaman thrust his keen old face toward Conroy's, so +that the other could see the flash of the white of his eyes. + +"And he kicked you, didn't he?" said Slade tensely. "You fool!" + +He struck the knife to the deck, where it rattled and slid toward the +scupper. + +"Eh?" Conroy gaped, not understanding. "I don't see what----" + +"Pick it up!" said Slade, with a gesture toward the knife. He spoke, +as though he strangled an impulse to brandish his fists and scream, +in a nasal whisper. "It's safe to kick you," he said. "A woman +could do it." + +"But----" Conroy flustered vaguely. + +Slade drove him off with a wave of his arm and turned away with the +abruptness of a man disgusted beyond bearing. + +Conroy stared after him and saw him pick up his broom where he had +dropped it and join the others. His intelligence limped; his +thrashing had stunned him, and he could not think--he could only +feel, like fire in his mind, the passion of the feeble soul resenting +injustice and pain which it cannot resist or avenge. He stooped to +pick up his knife and went forward to the tub under the head-pump, to +wash his cuts in cold sea-water, the cheap balm for so many wrongs of +cheap humanity. + +It was an accident such as might serve to dedicate the day to the +service of the owners of the Villingen. It was early and sudden; but, +save in these respects, it had no character of the unusual. The men +who plied the brooms and carried the buckets were not shocked or +startled by it so much as stimulated; it thrust under their noses the +always imminent danger of failing to satisfy the mate's ideal of +seaman-like efficiency. They woke to a fresher energy, a more +desperate haste, under its suggestion. + +It was after the coffee interval, which mitigates the sourness of the +morning watch, when daylight had brought its chill, grey light to the +wide, wet decks, that the mate came forward to superintend the "pull +all round," which is the ritual sequel to washing down. + +"Lee fore-brace, dere!" his flat, voluminous voice ordered, heavy +with the man's potent and dreaded personality. They flocked to obey, +scurrying like scared rats, glancing at him in timid hate. He came +striding along the weather side of the deck from the remote, august +poop; he was like a dreadful god making a dreadful visitation upon +his faithful. Short-legged, tending to bigness in the belly, bearded, +vibrant with animal force and personal power, his mere presence cowed +them. His gross face, the happy face of an egoist with a sound +digestion, sent its lofty and sure regard over them; it had a kind of +unconsciousness of their sense of humility, of their wrong and +resentment--the innocence of an aloof and distant tyrant, who has not +dreamed how hurt flesh quivers and seared minds rankle. He was bland +and terrible; and they hated him after their several manners, some +with dull tear, one or two--and Slade among them--with a ferocity +that moved them like physical nausea. + +He had left his coat on the wheel-box to go to his work, and was +manifestly unarmed. The belief which had currency in the forecastle, +that he came on watch with a revolver in his coat-pocket, did not +apply to him now; they could have seized him, smitten him on his +blaspheming mouth, and hove him over the side without peril. It is a +thing that has happened to a hated officer more than once or ten +times, and a lie, solemnly sworn to by every man of the watch on +deck, has been entered in the log, and closed the matter for all +hands. He was barer of defense than they, for they had their sheath- +knives; and he stood by the weather-braces, arrogant, tyrannical, +overbearing, and commanded them. He seemed invulnerable, a thing too +great to strike or defy, like the white squalls that swooped from the +horizon and made of the vast Villingen a victim and a plaything. His +full, boastful eye traveled over them absently, and they cringed like +slaves. + +"Belay, dere!" came his orders, overloud and galling to men surging +with cowardly and insufferable haste. "Lower tobsail--haul! Belay! +Ubber tobsail--haul, you sons of dogs! Haul, dere, blast you! You +vant me to come over and show you?" + +Servilely, desperately, they obeyed him, spending their utmost +strength to placate him, while the naked spirit of murder moved in +every heart among them. At the tail of the brace, Conroy, with his +cuts stanched, pulled with them. His abject eyes, showing the white +in sidelong glances, watched the great, squat figure of the mate with +a fearful fascination. + +Eight bells came at last, signaling the release of the port watch +from the deck and the tension of the officer's presence. The +forecastle received them, the stronghold of their brief and limited +leisure. The unkempt, weather-stained men, to whom the shifting seas +were the sole arena of their lives, sat about on chests and on the +edges of the lower bunks, at their breakfast, while the pale sunlight +traveled to and fro on the deck as the Villingen lurched in her gait. +Conroy, haggard and drawn, let the coffee slop over the brim of his +hook-pot as he found himself a seat. + +"Well, an' what did he punch ye for this time?" + +It was old Slade who put the question, seated on a chest with his +back against the bulkhead. His pot was balanced on his knee, and his +venerable, sardonic face, with the scanty white hair clinging about +the temples, addressed Conroy with slow mockery. + +Conroy hesitated. "It was over coilin' away some gear," he said. +Slade waited, and he had to go on. He had misunderstood the mate's +order to coil the ropes on the pins, where they would be out of the +way of the deck-washing, and he had flemished them down on the poop +instead. It was the mistake of a fool, and he knew it. + +Slade nodded. "Ye-es," he drawled. "You earned a punch an' you got +it. But he kicked you, too, didn't he?" + +"Kicked me!" cried Conroy. "Why, I thought he was goin' to kill me! +Look here--look at this, will you?" + +With fumbling hands he cast loose his belt and flung it on the floor, +and plucked his shirt up so as to leave his side bare. He stood up, +with one arm raised above his head, showing his naked flank to the +slow eyes of his shipmates. His body had still a boyish delicacy and +slenderness; the labor of his trade had not yet built it and +thickened it to a full masculinity of proportion. Measured by any of +the other men in the watch, it was frail, immature, and tender. The +moving sunlight that flowed around the door touched the fair skin and +showed the great, puffed bruises that stood on it, swollen and +horrid, like some vampire fungus growing on the clean flesh. + +A great Greek, all black hair and eyeball, clicked softly between his +teeth. + +"It looks like--a hell!" he said softly, in his purring voice. + +"Dem is kicks, all right--ja!" said some one else, and yet another +added the comment of a heavy oath. + +Old Slade made no comment, but sat, balancing his hook-pot of coffee +and watching the scene under his heavy white brows. Conroy lowered +his arm and let the shirt fall to cover the bruises. + +"You see?" he said to Slade. + +"I see," answered the other, with a bitter twist of his old, +malicious lips. Setting down the pot which he held, he stooped and +lifted the belt which Conroy had thrown down. It seemed to interest +him, for he looked at it for some moments. + +"And here's yer knife," he said, reaching it to the youth, still with +his manner of mockery. "There's some men it wouldn't be safe to +kick, with a knife in their belts." + +He and Conroy were the only Englishmen there; the rest were of the +races which do not fight bare-handed. The big Greek flashed a smile +through the black, shining curls of his beard, and continued to smile +without speaking. Through the tangle of incomprehensible conventions, +he had arrived at last at a familiar principle. + +Conroy flushed hotly, the blood rising hectic on his bruised and +broken face. + +"If he thinks it's safe with me," he cried, "he'll learn different. I +didn't have a chance aft there; he came on me too quick, before I was +expecting him, and it was dark, besides. Or else----" + +"It'll be dark again," said Slade, with intent, significant eyes +fixed on him, "and he needn't be expecting you. But--it don't do to +talk too much. Talk's easy--talk is." + +"I'll do more than talk," responded Conroy. "You'll see!" + +Slade nodded. "Right, then; we'll see," he said, and returned to his +breakfast. + +His bunk was an upper one, lighted and aired by a brass-framed port- +hole. Here, when his meal was at an end, he lay, his pipe in his +mouth, his hands behind his head, smoking with slow relish, with his +wry old face upturned, and the leathery, muscular forearms showing +below the rolled shirt-sleeves. His years had ground him to an edge; +he had an effect, as he lay, of fineness, of subtlety, of keen and +fastidious temper. Forty years of subjection to arbitrary masters had +left him shrewd and secret, a Machiavelli of the forecastle. + +Once Conroy, after seeming to sleep for an hour, rose on his elbow +and stared across at him, craning his neck from his bunk to see the +still mask of his face. + +"Slade?" he said uncertainly. + +"What?" demanded the other, unmoving. + +Conroy hesitated. The forecastle was hushed; the seamen about them +slumbered; the only noises were the soothing of the water overside, +the stress of the sails and gear, and the irregular tap of a hammer +aft. It was safe to speak, but he did not speak. + +"Oh, nothing," he said, and lay down again. Slade smiled slowly, +almost paternally. + +It took less than eight hours for Conroy's rancor to wear dull, and +he could easily have forgotten his threat against the mate in twelve, +if only he had been allowed to. He was genuinely shocked when he +found that his vaporings were taken as the utterance of a serious +determination. Just before eight bells in the afternoon watch he went +forward beneath the forecastle head in search of some rope-yarns, and +was cutting an end off a bit of waste-line when the Greek, he of the +curly beard and extravagant eyeballs, rose like a demon of pantomime +from the forepeak. Conroy had his knife in his hand to cut the rope, +and the Greek's sudden smile seemed to rest on that and nothing else. + +"Sharp, eh!" asked the Greek, in a whisper that filled the place with +dark drama. + +Conroy paused, apprehending his meaning with a start. + +"Oh, it's all right," he growled, and began to saw at the rope in his +hand, while the Greek watched him with his fixed, bony smile. + +"No," said the latter suddenly. "Dat-a not sharp--no! Look-a 'ere; +you see dis?" + +He drew his own knife, and showed it pointing towards Conroy in a +damp, swarthy hand, whose knuckles bulged above the haft. His rough, +spatulate thumb rasped along it, drawing from it the crepitation that +proves an acute edge. + +"Carve him like-a da pork," he said, in his stage-conspirator's +whisper. "And da point--now, see!" + +He glanced over his shoulder to be sure that none overlooked them; +then, with no more than a jerk of his hand beside his hip, threw the +keen blade toward the wooden door of the bo'sun's locker. It traveled +through the air swiftly and stuck, quivering on its thin point, in +the stout teak. The Greek turned his smile again for a moment on +Conroy before he strode across and recovered it. + +"You take 'im," he whispered. "Better dan your little knife--yais." + +By the mere urgency of his proffering it the exchange was made, and +Conroy found himself with a knife in his hand that fell through the +strands of the manila line as though they had been butter, an +instrument made and perfected for a murder. + +"Yes, but look here----" he began, in alarm. + +The broad, mirthless smile was turned on him. + +"Just like-a da pork," purred the Greek, and nodded assuringly before +he turned to go aft. + +The bull-roar of the mate, who was awaiting his return with the rope- +yarns, roused Conroy from a scared reverie over the knife. He +started; the mate was bustling furiously forward in search of him, +full of uproar and anger. + +"Dam' lazy schwein, you goin' to schleep dere? You vant me to come +an' fetch you?? You vant anodder schmack on de maul to keep you +avake--yes?" + +He stamped into view round the forward house, while Conroy stood, +convicted of idleness by the rope in his hand only half cut through. +At the same moment a population of faces came into being behind him. +A man who had been aloft shuffled down to the rail; a couple of +others came into view on the deck; on top of the house, old Slade +kneeled to see under the break of the forecastle head. It seemed as +though a skeptical audience had suddenly been created out of his +boast of the morning, every face threatening him with that shame +which vanity will die rather than endure. In a panic of his faculties +he took one step toward the mate. + +"Hey?" The mate halted in his stride, with sheer amazement written on +his face. "You vant yer head knocked off--yes?" + +"No, I don't," said Conroy, out of a dry mouth. + +According to the usage of ships, even that was defiance and a +challenge. + +He had forgotten the revolver with which the mate was credited; he +had forgotten everything but the fact that eyes were on him. Even the +knife in his hand passed from his mind; he was a mere tingling +pretence at fortitude, expending every force to maintain his pose. + +"Put dat knife avay!" ordered the mate suddenly. + +He arrested an automatic movement to obey, fighting down a growing +fear of his opponent. + +"I've not finished with it yet," he answered. + +The mate measured him with a practiced eye. Though he had the crazy +courage of a bulldog, he was too much an expert in warlike +emergencies to overlook the risk of trying to rush a desperate man +armed with a knife, the chances of the grapple were too ugly. There +was something lunatic and strange in the youth's glare also; and it +will sometimes happen that an oppressed and cowed man in his +extremity will shrug his meekness from him and become, in a breath, a +desperado. This had its place in the mate's considerations. + +"Finish, den!" he rasped, with no weakening of his tone or manner. +"You don't t'ink I'm goin' to vait all night for dem rope-yarns-- +hey?" + +He turned his back at once lest Conroy should venture another retort, +and make an immediate fight unavoidable. Before his eye the silent +audience melted as swiftly as it had appeared, and Conroy was alone +with his sick sense of having ventured too far, which stood him in +place of the thrill of victory. + +The thrill came later, in the forecastle, where he swelled to the +adulation of his mates. They, at any rate, had been deceived by his +attitude; they praised him by word and look; the big Greek infused a +certain geniality into his smile. Only Slade said the wrong thing. + +"I was ready for him as soon as he moved," Conroy was asserting. "And +he knew it. You should ha' seen how he gaped when I wouldn't put the +knife away." + +The men were listening, crediting him. Old Slade, in the background, +took his pipe from his lips. + +"An' now I suppose you're satisfied," he inquired harshly. + +"How d'you mean, satisfied?" demanded Conroy, coloring. "You saw what +happened, didn't you?" + +"You made him gape," said Slade. "That was because he made you howl, +eh? Well, ain't you calling it quits, then--till the next time he +kicks you?" + +Some one laughed; Conroy raised his voice. + +"He'll never kick me again," he cried. "His kicking days are over. +He's kicked me once too often, he has. Quits--I guess not!" + +Slade let a mouthful of smoke trickle between his lips; it swam in +front of his face in a tenuous film of pale vapor. + +"Well, talkin' won't do it, anyhow," he said. + +"No," retorted Conroy, and collected all eyes to his gesture. "But +this will!" + +He showed them the thin-bladed knife which the Greek had given him, +holding it before them by the hilt. He let a dramatic moment elapse. + +"Like that!" he said, and stabbed at the air. "Like that--see? Like +that!" + +They came upon bad weather gradually, drawing into a belt of half- +gales, with squalls that roared up from the horizon and made them for +the time, into whole gales. The Villingen, designed and built +primarily for cargo capacity, was a wet ship, and upon any point of +sailing had a way of scooping in water by the many tons. In nearly +every watch came the roar, "Stand by yer to'gallant halliards!" Then +the wait for ten seconds or ten minutes while the wind grew and the +big four-masted barque lay over and bumped her bluff bows through +racing seas, till the next order, shriller and more urgent, "Lower +avay!" and the stiff canvas fought and slatted as the yards came +down. Sea-boots and oilskins were the wear for every watch; wet decks +and the crash of water coming inboard over the rail, dull cold and +the rasp of heavy, sodden canvas on numb fingers, became again +familiar to the men, and at last there arrived the evening, gravid +with tempest, on which all hands reefed top-sails. + +The mate had the middle watch, from midnight till four o'clock in the +morning, and for the first two hours it was Conroy's turn on the +lookout. The rest, in oilskins and sea-boots, were standing by under +the break of the poop; save for the sleeping men in the shut +forecastle, he had the fore part of the ship to himself. He leaned +against the after rail of the fore-castle head, where a ventilator +somewhat screened him from the bitter wind that blew out of the dark, +and gazed ahead at the murk. Now and again the big barque slid +forward with a curtseying motion, and dipped up a sea that flowed aft +over the anchors and cascaded down the ladders to the main-deck; +spray that spouted aloft' and drove across on the wind, sparkled red +and green in the glare of the sidelights like brief fireworks. + +The splash and drum of waters, the heavy drone of the wind in the +sails, the clatter of gear aloft, were in his ears; he did not hear +one bell strike from the poop, which he should have answered with a +stroke on the big bell behind him and a shouted report on the lights. + +"Hoy! You schleepin' up dere--hey?" + +It was the mate, who had come forward in person to see why he had not +answered. He was by the fore fife-rail, a mere black shape in the +dark. + +"Sleepin'--no, sir!" + +"Don't you hear yon bell shtrike?" cried the mate, slithering on the +wet deck toward the foot of the ladder. + +"No, sir," said Conroy, and stooped to strike the bell. + +The mate came up the ladder, hauling himself by the hand-rails, for +he was swollen beyond the ordinary with extra clothes under his long +oilskin coat. A plume of spray whipped him in the face as he got to +the top, and he swore shortly, wiping his eyes with his hands. At the +same moment, Conroy, still stooping to the bell-lanyard, felt the +Villingen lower her nose and slide down in one of her disconcerting +curtseys; he caught at the rail to steady himself. The dark water, +marbled with white foam, rode in over the deck, slid across the +anchors and about the capstan, and came aft toward the ladder and the +mate. The ship rolled at the same moment. + +Conroy saw what happened as a grotesque trick of circumstance. The +mate, as the deck slanted, slipped and reached for the hand-rail with +an ejaculation. The water flowed about his knees; he fell back +against the hand-rail, which was just high enough for him to sit on. +lit was what, for one ridiculous moment, he seemed to be doing. The +next, his booted feet swayed up and he fell over backward, amid the +confusion of splashing water that leaped down the main-deck. Conroy +heard him strike something below with a queer, smacking noise. + +"Pity he didn't go overboard while he was about it," he said to +himself, acting out his role. Really, he was rather startled and +dismayed. + +He found the mate coiled in the scupper, very wet and still. He took +hold of him to draw him under the forecastle head, where he would +have shelter, and was alarmed at the inertness of the body under his +hands. + +"Sir!" he cried, "sir!-sir!" + +He shook the great shoulders, bat quickly desisted; there was +something horrible, something that touched his nerves, in its +irresponsiveness. He remembered that he might probably find matches +in the lamp-locker, and staggered there to search. He had to grope +in gross darkness about the place, touching brass and the uncanny +smoothness of glass, before his hand fell on what he sought. At last +he was on one knee by the mate's side, and a match shed its little +illumination. The mate's face was odd in its quietude, and the sou'- +wester of oilskin was still on his head, held there by the string +under the chin. From under its edge blood flowed steadily, thickly, +appallingly. + +"But----" cried Conroy. The match-flame stung his fingers and he +dropped it. "Oh Lord!" he said. It occurred to him then, for the +first time, that the mate was dead. + +The men aft, bunched up under the break of the poop, were aware of +him as a figure that came sliding and tottering toward them and fell +sprawling at the foot of the poop ladder. He floundered up and +clutched the nearest of them, the Greek. + +"The mate's dead," he broke out, in a kind of breathless squeal. +"Somebody call the captain; the mate's dead." + +There was a moment of silence; then a cackle of words from several of +them together. The Greek's hands on his shoulders tightened. He heard +the man's purring voice in his ear. + +"How did you do it?" + +Conroy thrust himself loose; the skies of his mind were split by a +frightful lightning flash of understanding. He had been alone with +the mate; he had seen him die; he was sworn to kill him. He could see +the livid smile of the Greek bent upon him. + +"I didn't do it," he choked passionately, and struck with a wild, +feeble hand at the smile. "You liar--I didn't do it." + +"Hush!" The Greek caught him again and held him. + +Some of the men had started forward; others had slipped into the +alleyway to rouse the second mate and captain. The Greek had him +clutched to his bosom in a strong embrace and was hushing him as one +might hush a scared child. Slade was at his side. + +"He slipped, I tell you; he slipped at the top of the ladder. She'd +shipped a dollop of water and then rolled, and over he went. I heard +his head go smack and went down to him. I never touched him. I swear +it--I never touched him." + +"Hush!" It was Slade this time. "And yer sure he's dead. Well----" +the old man exchanged nods with the Greek. "All right. Only--don't +tell the captain that tale; it ain't good enough." + +"But----" began Conroy. A hug that crushed his face against the +Greek's oilskin breast silenced him. + +"Vat is all dis?" + +It was the captain, tall, august, come full-dressed from his cabin. +At his back the second mate, with his oilskin coat over his pajamas, +thrust forward his red, cheerful face. + +Slade told the matter briefly. "And it's scared young Conroy all to +bits, sir," he concluded. + +"Come for'ard," bade the captain. "Get a lamp, some vun!" + +They followed him along the wet, slippery deck slowly, letting him +pass ahead out of earshot. + +"It was a belayin'-pin, ye'es?" queried the Greek softly of Conroy. + +"He might have hit his head against a pin," replied Conroy. + +"Eh?" The Greek stopped. "Might 'ave--might 'ave 'it 'is 'ead? Ah, +dat is fine! 'E might 'ave 'it 'is 'ead, Slade! You 'ear dat?" + +"Yes, it ain't bad!" replied Slade, and Conroy, staring in a wild +attempt to see their faces clearly, realized that they were laughing, +laughing silently and heartily. With a gesture of despair he left +them. + +A globe-lamp under the forecastle head lighted the captain's +investigations, gleaming on wet oilskins, shadow-pitted faces, and +the curious, remote thing that had been the mate of the Villingen. +Its ampler light revealed much that the match-flame had missed from +its field--the manner in which the sou'wester and the head it covered +were caved in at one side, the cut in the sou'wester through which +clotted hair protruded, the whole ghastliness of death that comes by +violence. With all that under his eyes, Conroy had to give his +account of the affair, while the ring of silent, hard-breathing men +watched him and marvelled at the clumsiness of his story. + +"It is strange," said the captain. "Fell over backwards, you said. It +is very strange! And vere did you find de body?" + +The scupper and deck had been washed clean by successive seas; there +was no trace there of blood, and none on the rail. Even while they +searched, water spouted down on them. But what Conroy noted was that +no pin stood in the rail where the mate had fallen, and the hole that +might have held one was empty. + +"Ah, veil!" said the captain at last. "De poor fellow is dead. I do +not understand, quite, how he should fall like dat, but he is dead. +Four of you get de body aft." + +"Please, sir," accosted Conroy, and the tall captain turned. + +"Veil, vat is it?" + +"Can I go below, sir? It was me that found him, sir. I feel rather-- +rather bad." + +"So!" The tall captain considered him inscrutably, he, the final +arbiter of fates. "You feel bad--yes? Veil, you can go below!" + +The little group that bore the mate's body shuffled aft, with the +others following like a funeral procession. A man looked shivering +out of the door of the starboard forecastle, and inquired in loud +whispers. + +"Was ist los? Sag mal--was ist denn los?" He put his inquiry to +Conroy, who waved him off and passed to the port forecastle on the +other side of the deckhouse. + +The place was somehow strange, with its double row of empty bunks +like vacant coffin-shelves in a vault, but solitude was what he +desired. The slush-lamp swung and stank and made the shadows wander. +From the other side of the bulkhead he could hear stirrings and a +murmur of voices as the starboard watch grew aware that something had +happened on deck. Conroy, with his oilskin coat half off, paused to +listen for comprehensible words. The opening of the door behind him +startled him, and he spun round to see Slade making a cautious entry. +He recoiled. + +"Leave me alone," he said, in a strangled voice, before the other +could speak. "What are you following me for? You want to make me out +a murderer. I tell you I never touched him." + +The other stood just within the door, the upper half of his face +shadowed by his sou'wester, his thin lips curved in a faint smile. +"No!" he said mockingly. "You didn't touch him? An' I make no doubts +you'd take yer oath of it. But you shouldn't have put the pin back in +the rail when you was through with it, all the same." + +"There wasn't any pin there," said Conroy quickly. He had backed as +far from Slade as he could, and was staring at him with horrified +eyes. + +"But there would ha' been if I hadn't took a look round while you +were spinnin' your yarn to the Old Man," said Slade. "I knew you was +a fool." + +With a manner as of mild glee he passed his hand into the bosom of +his coat, still keeping his sardonic gaze fixed on Conroy. + +"Good thing you've got me to look after you," he went on. "Thinks I, +'He might easy make a mistake that 'ud cost him dear;' so I took a +look round. An' I found this." From within his coat he brought forth +an iron belaying-pin, and held it out to Conroy. + +"See?" His finger pointed to it. "That's blood, that is--and that's +hair. Look for yourself. Now I suppose you'll tell me you never +touched him!" + +"He hit his head against it when he fell," protested the younger man. +"He did! Oh, God, I can't stand this!" + +He sank to a seat on one of the chests and leaned his face against +the steel plate of the wall. + +"Hit his head," snorted old Slade. "Couldn't you ha' fixed up a +better yarn than that? What are you snivellin' at? D'ye think yer the +only man 'as ever stove in a mate's head--an' him a murderin' +mandriver? Keep them tales for the Old Man; he believes 'em +seemingly; but don't you come them on me." + +Conroy was moaning. "I never touched him; I never touched him!" + +"Never touched him! Here, take the pin; it's yours!" + +He shrank from it. "No, no!" + +Slade pitched it to his bunk, where it lay on the blanket. "It's +yours," he repeated. "If yer don't want it, heave it overboard +yerself or stick it back in the rail. Never touched him--you make me +sick with yer never touched him!" + +The door slammed on his scornful retreat; Conroy shuddered and sat +up. The iron belaying-pin lay where it had fallen, on his bed, and +even in that meager light it carried the traces of its part in the +mate's death. It had the look of a weapon rather than of a humble +ship-fitting. It rolled a couple of inches where it lay as the ship +leaned to a gust, and he saw that it left a mark where it had been, a +stain. + +He seized it in a panic and started for the door to be rid of it at +once. + +As if a malicious fate made him its toy, he ran full into the Greek +outside. + +"Ah!" The man's smile flashed forth, wise and livid. "An' so you 'ad +it in your pocket all de time, den!" + +Conroy answered nothing. It was beyond striving against. He walked to +the rail and flung the thing forth with hysterical violence to the +sea. + +The watch going below at four o'clock found him apparently asleep, +with his face turned to the wall. They spoke in undertones, as though +they feared to disturb him, but none of them mentioned the only +matter which all had in mind. They climbed heavily to their bunks, +there to smoke the brief pipe, and then to slumber. Only Slade, who +slept little, would from time to time lean up on one elbow to look +down and across to the still figure which hid its face throughout the +night. + +Conroy woke when the watch was called for breakfast by a man who +thrust his head in and shouted. He had slept at last, and now as he +sat up it needed an effort of mind to recall his trouble. He looked +out at his mates, who stood about the place pulling on their clothes, +with sleep still heavy on them. They seemed as usual. It was his turn +to fetch the coffee from the galley, he remembered, and he slipped +out of his bunk to dress and attend to it. + +"I won't be a minute," he said to the others, as he dragged on his +trousers. + +A shaggy young Swede near the door was already dressed. + +"I vill go," he said. "You don't bother," and forthwith slipped out. + +The others were looking at him now, glancing with a queer, sharp +interest and turning away when they met his eyes. It was as though he +were a stranger. + +"That was a queer thing last night," he said to the nearest. + +"Yes," the other agreed, with a kind of haste. + +They sat about at their meal, when the coffee had been brought by the +volunteer, under the same constraint. He could not keep silent; he +had to speak and make them answer. + +"Where is he?" he asked abruptly. + +"On de gratings," he was told. And the Swede who fetched the coffee +added, "Sails is sowin' him up now already." + +"We'll see the last of him to-day," said Slade. "He won't kick nobody +again!" + +There was a mutter of agreement, and eyes turned on Conroy again. +Slade smiled slowly. + +"Yes, he keeck once too many times," said the Greek. + +The shaggy young Swede wagged his head. "He t'ink it was safe to kick +Conroy, but it aindt," he observed profoundly. "No, it aindt safe." + +"He got vat he asked for. . . . Didn't know vat he go up againdst +. . . No, it aindt--it aindt safe. . . Maybe vi'sh he aindt so handy +mit his feet now." + +They were all talking; their mixed words came to Conroy in broken +sentences. He stared at them a little wildly, realizing the fact that +they were admiring him, praising him, and afraid of him. The blood +rose in his face hotly. + +"You fellers talk," he began, and was disconcerted at the manner in +which they all fell silent to hear him--"you talk as if I'd killed +him." + +"Well! . . . Ach was!" + +He faced their smiles, their conciliatory gestures, with a frown. + +"You better stop it," he said. "He fell--see? He fell an' stove his +head in. An' any feller that says he didn't----" + +His regard traveled from face to face, giving force to his challenge. + +"Ve aindt goin' to say nodings!" they assured him mildly. "You don't +need to be scared of us, Conroy." + +"I'm not scared," he said, with meaning. "But look out, that's all." + +When breakfast was over, it was his turn to sweep up. But there was +almost a struggle for the broom and the privilege of saving him that +trouble. It comforted him and restored him; it would have been even +better but for the presence of Slade, sitting aloft in his bunk, +smiling over his pipe with malicious understanding. + +The Villingen was still under reefed upper topsails, walking into the +seas on a taut bowline, with water coming aboard freely. There was +little for the watch to do save those trivial jobs which never fail +on a ship. Conroy and some of the others were set to scrubbing teak +on the poop, and he had a view of the sail-maker at his work on the +gratings under the break of the poop, stitching on his knees to make +the mate presentable for his last passage. The sailmaker was a +bearded Finn, with a heavy, darkling face and the secret eyes of a +faun. He bent over his task, and in his attitude and the slow rhythm +of his moving hand there was a suggestion of ceremonial, of an act +mysterious and ritual. + +Half-way through the morning, Conroy was sent for to the cabin, there +to tell his tale anew, to see it taken down, and to sign it. The +captain even asked him if he felt better. + +"Thank you, sir," replied Conroy. "It was a shock, findin' him dead +like that." + +"Yes, yes," agreed the captain. "I can understand--a great shock. +Yes!" + +He was bending over his papers at the table; Conroy smiled over his +bowed head. Returning on deck, he winked to the man at the wheel, who +smiled uncomfortably in return. Later he borrowed a knife to scrape +some spots of paint off the deck; he did not want to spoil the edge +of his own. + +They buried the mate at eight bells; the weather was thickening, and +it might be well to have the thing done. The hands stood around, +bareheaded, with the grating in the middle of them, one edge resting +on the rail, the other supported by two men. There was a dark smudge +on the sky up to windward, and several times the captain glanced up +from his book towards it. He read in German slowly, with a dwelling +upon the sonorous passages, and towards the end he closed the book +and finished without its aid. + +Conroy was at the foot of the ladder; the captain was above him, +reading mournfully, solemnly, without looking at the men. They were +rigid, only their eyes moving. Conroy collected their glances +irresistibly. When the captain had finished his reading he sighed and +made a sign, lifting his hand like a man who resigns himself. The men +holding the grating tilted it; the mate of the Villingen, with a +little jerk, went over the side. + +"Shtand by der tobs'l halliards!" roared the second mate. + +Conroy, in the flurry, found himself next to a man of his watch. He +jerked a thumb in the direction of the second mate, who was still +vociferating orders. + +"Hark at him!" he said. "Before we're through I'll teach him manners +too." + +And he patted his knife. + + + +V + +THE VICTIM + +Cobb was crossing the boulevard, and was actually evading a taxi-cab +at the moment when he sighted the little comedy which he made haste +to interrupt. Upon the further pavement, Savinien, whom he once +believed in as a poet, had stopped in the shelter of a shop door, an +unlighted cigarette between his lips, and was prospecting his vast +person with gentle little slaps for a match. The current of the +pavement rippled by him; the great expanse of his back was half +turned to it, so that he and his search were in a kind of privacy, +and the situation was favorable to the two inconspicuous men who +approached him from either side. The one, with an air of hurry, ran +against him at the instant, when he was exploring his upper waistcoat +pocket, staggered and caught at him with mumbled apologies; the +other, with the sure and suave movement of an expert, slid an arm +between the two bodies, withdrew it, and was making off. + +"Hi!" shouted Cobb, as the taxi shaved past him, and came across with +a rush. People stopped to see what he was shouting at, and a group of +them, momentarily blocking the pavement, made it easy for the lanky +Cobb to bowl the fleeing pickpocket against the wall and lay secure +hands on him. + +"You come along with me," said Cobb, who always forgot his French +when he was excited. + +The thief, helpless under the grip on the nape of his neck, whined +and stammered. He was a rat of a man, white-faced, pale-eyed, with a +sagging, uncertain mouth. + +"M'sieur!" he whimpered. "But I have got nothing! It is a mistake. +The other man----" + +Cobb thrust him at the end of a long arm to where Savinien stood, the +cigarette still unlighted. The other man, of course, was gone. + +"Hullo, Savinien," said Cobb. "You know you've been robbed, don't +you? I just caught this fellow as he was bolting. See what you've +lost, won't you?" + +"Lost!" Savinien stared, a little stupidly, Cobb thought, and +suddenly smiled. He was bulky to the point of grotesqueness, with a +huge white torpid face and a hypochondriac stoop of the shoulders, +and the hand that traveled over his waistcoat, from pocket to pocket, +looked as if it had been shaped out of dough. + +"Well!" said Cobb impatiently, stilling the thief's whimpering +protests with a quick grip of the hand that held him. + +"My watch," murmured Savinien, still smiling though he were pleased +and relieved to be the victim of a theft. "But let him go." + +"Let him go! Oh no," said Cobb. "I'll hand him over to the police and +we'll get the watch out of him." + +"The watch is nothing," said Savinien. "Let him go before there +arrives an agent, or it will be too late." + +He came a pace nearer as he spoke, and nodded at Cobb confidentially, +as though there were reasons for his request which he could not +explain before the on-lookers. + +"But----" began Cobb. + +"Let him go," urged Savinien. "It is necessary. Afterwards, I will +explain to you." He put his shapeless soft hand on Cobb's arm which +held the thief. + +"Let him go." + +"You are serious?" demanded Cobb. "He's to go, is he? With your +watch? All right!" + +He let go the scraggy neck which he held in the fork of his hand. +They were, by this time, ringed about by spectators, but the thief +was not less expert with crowds than with pockets. He was no sooner +loose than he seemed to merge into the folk about, to pass through +and beyond them like a vapor. Heads turned, feet shuffled. Savinien +came about ponderously like a battleship in narrow waters, but the +thief was gone. + +"Tiens!" ejaculated someone, and there was laughter. + +Savinien's arm insinuated itself through Cobb's elbow. + +"Let us go where we can sit down," said the poet. "You are puzzled-- +not? But I will explain you all that." + +"It wasn't a bet, was it?" asked Cobb. + +The poet laughed gently. "That possibility alarms you?" he suggested. +"But it was not a bet; it is more vital than that. I will tell you +when we sit down." + +At Savinien's slow pace they came at last to small marble-topped +tables under a striped awning. Savinien, with loud gasps, let himself +down upon an exiguous chair, rested both fat hands upon the head of +his stick, and smiled ruefully across the table at Cobb. A tinge of +blue had come out around his lips. + +"Even to walk," he gasped, "that discomposes me, as you see. It is +terrible." + +"Take it easy," counseled Cobb. + +An aproned waiter served them, Cobb with beer, Savinien with a +treacly liqueur in a glass the size of a thimble. When he was a +little restored from his exertions, he laid his arm on the table, +with the little glass held between his thumb and forefinger, and +remained in this attitude. + +"Go ahead," said Cobb. "Tell me why you are distributing watches to +the deserving poor in this manner." + +"It is not benevolence," replied Savinien. "It is simply that I have a +need of some misfortune to balance things." + +There was a muffled quality in his voice, as though it were subdued +by the bulk from which it had to emerge; but his enunciation was as +clean and dexterous as in the days when he had made a vogue for his +poems by reading them aloud. It was the voice of a poet issuing from +the mouth of a glutton. + +"To balance things," he repeated. "Fortune, my dear Cobb, is a +pendulum; the higher it rises on the side of happiness, the further +it returns on the side of disaster. And with me, who cannot take your +arm for a promenade along the pavement without a tightness in the +neck and a flutter of my heart, who may not go upstairs quicker than +a step a minute, disaster has only one shape. It arrives and I am +extinguished! It is for that reason that I fear a persistence of good +luck. Of late, the luck that dogs me has been incredible. + +"Listen, now, to this! Three days ago, being in a difficulty, I go in +search of Rigobert. You know Rigobert, perhaps?" + +"Yes," said Cobb. "That is, I have lent him money!" + +"Precisely," agreed Savinien. "The sum which he owed me was no more +than two hundred and fifty francs but I had not much hope of him. I +went leisurely upon the way towards his studio, and at the corner by +the Madeleine I entered the post office to obtain a stamp for a +letter I had to send. The first thing which I perceived as I opened +the door was the back of Rigobert, as he sprawled against the +counter, signing his name upon a form while the clerk counted out +money to him. Hundred franc notes, my friend--noble new notes, ten in +number, a thousand francs in all, which Rigobert received for his +untidy autograph upon a blue paper. As for me, I planted myself there +at his back in an attitude of expectancy and determination to await +his leisure. He was cramming the money into his trousers pocket as he +turned round and beheld me. He was embarrassed. He, the universal +debtor, the bottomless pit of loans and obligations, to be discovered +thus. + +"You!" he exclaimed. + +"I!" I replied, and took him very firmly by the arm and mentioned my +little affair to him. He was not pleased, Rigobert, but for the +moment he was empty of excuses. When he suggested that we should go +to a cafe, to change one of the notes, that he might pay me my two +hundred and fifty, I agreed, for I had him by the arm, but I could +see that he was gathering his faculties, and I was wary. A bon rat +bon chat! + +"I wasted till his note was changed. 'Now, my friend,' I said. 'The +hour is come.'" + +"He looked at me attentively; he is very naive, in reality. Then, +very slowly, he put one hand in his pocket and drew out the whole +bundle of money. It looked opulent, it looked fulsome. + +"'Savinien,' he said. 'I will do even more than you ask. Two-fifty, +is it not? See, now, here is five hundred, and I will toss you +whether I pay you five hundred or nothing.'" + +"He balanced a coin on his thumb-nail, and smiled at me sidelong. I +drew myself up with dignity to repudiate his proposal, but at that +instant there came to me--who can say what it was?--a whim, a nudge +from the thumb of Providence, a momentary lunacy! I relaxed my +attitude." + +"'Very well,' I replied. 'But first permit me to examine the coin.'" + +"With Rigobert, that is not an insult. He handed me the coin without +a word--an honest cart-wheel, a five-franc piece." + +"'Toss, then,' I said, returning it to him. 'Face!' I called, as he +spun it up. It twinkled in the air like a humming-bird, a score of +francs to each flick of its wings, and his palm intercepted it as it +fell. I leaned across to see; behind Rigobert's shoulder the waiter +leaned likewise. The poor fellow had really no chance to practice +those little tricks in which he is eminent. I had won. I drew the +money across to me." + +"'Peste!' remarked Rigobert, in a tone of dejection, and looked with +an appearance of horror at what remained to him of his thousand +francs. The waiter beamed at me and rubbed his hands. I ordered him +in a strong voice to bring two more consommations." + +"'Look here,' said Rigobert. 'Lend me that five hundred, will you? +Or, at any rate----'" + +"He paused, and his eye lit again with hope." + +"'Tell you what,' he said. 'I'll toss you once more--five hundred +against five hundred. This'--he laid his hand on his remaining money +--'is no use to me. I simply can't do with less than a thousand. Is +it agreed?" + +"I desired to refuse; I am not a gambler; I come of prudent people. +But again it came, that inspired impulse, that courageous folly." + +"'It is agreed,' I replied." + +"He meant to win, that time. He sat back to it, he concentrated +himself. He cast a look at me, the glance of a brigand. I was +imperturbable. Again the waiter hurried to see the venture. Rigobert +frowned." + +"'You call "face," eh?' he asked, balancing the coin." + +"'I call when the coin is in the air,' I replied." + +"He grunted, and spun it up. 'Pile!' I called this time. Down it came +to his hand. Once more the eyes of the waiter and myself rushed to +it; the result was capable of no adjustment. I felt my heart bump +painfully. The broad coin lay on his hand, pile uppermost. I drew the +rest of the money to me." + +"'A thousand thanks,' I croaked from a throat constricted with +surprise. Rigobert swore." + +Cobb laughed. "Is that all that is troubling you?" he asked. + +"All!" Savinien shrugged his immense shoulders desolately. "All! That +was merely the commencement," he said. "And even that did not finish +there." + +"I hope Rigobert didn't get any of it back," said Cobb. + +"He did his best," replied Savinien. "In a minute or two he collected +his wits and addressed himself to the situation. It was worth seeing. +He shook his depression from him like a dog shaking water from its +coat, and sat up. Enterprise, determination, ruthlessness were +eloquent in his countenance; I felt like a child before such a +combination of qualities. Then he began to talk. He has an air, that +brigand; he can cock his head so as to deceive a bailiff; he can wear +a certain nobility of countenance; and with it all he can importune +like a beggar. He has a horrid and plausible fluency; he is deaf to +denials; he drugs you with words and robs you before you recover +consciousness. He had got the length of quoting my own verses to me, +and I felt myself going, when deliverance arrived. A stout man paused +on the pavement, surveying us both, then came towards us. + +"'Monsieur Rigobert,' he said, with that fashion of politeness which +one dreads, 'I am on my way to your address.'" + +"'Do not let me detain you,' replied Rigobert unpleasantly. + +"'But,' said the other, 'this was the day you appointed, M'sieur. You +said, 'Bring your bill to me on the 13th, and I will pay it.' Here is +the bill.'" + +"He plunged his hand into his breast pocket and fumbled with papers. +Rigobert examined me rapidly. But the spell was broken, and I was +myself again master of my emotions, and of the thousand francs. He +saw that it was hopeless--and rose. + +"'Monsieur,' he said to the tradesman, 'this is not a time to talk to +me of business. I have just suffered a painful bereavement.'" + +"He made a gesture with his hand, mournful and resigned, and walked +away, while the tradesman gazed after him. And there was I--rich and +safe! I felt a warmth that pervaded me. I settled my hat on my head +and reached for my cane. It was then that the truly significant thing +occurred--the clue, as it were. My hand, as I took my cane, brushed +against my liqueur glass upon the table; it fell, rolled to the edge, +and disappeared. The waiter dived for it, while I waited to pay for +the breakage. His foolish German face came up over the edge of the +table, crumpled in a smile. + +"'It is all right,' he said. 'The glass is not broken.'" + +"It was then, my friend, that I began to perceive how things were +with me. Dimly at first, but, as the day proceeded, with growing +clearness. I became aware that I stood in the shadow of some strange +fate. Small ills, chances of trifling misfortune, stood aloof, and +let me pass unharmed; I was destined to be the prey of a mightier +evil. When I light my cigarette, do my matches blow out in the wind? +No, they burn with the constancy of an altar candle. If I leave my +gloves in a cab, as happened yesterday, do I lose them? No, the +cabman comes roaring down the street at my back to catch me and +restore them. A thousand such providences make up my day. This +morning, just before I encountered you, the chief and most signal of +them all occurred." + +"Go on," said Cobb. + +"It was, in fact, impressive," said Savinien. "There is, not far from +here, a shop where I am accustomed to buy my cigarettes. A small +place, you know, a hole in the wall, with a young ugly woman behind +the counter. One enters, one murmurs 'Maryland,' one receives one's +yellow packet, one pays, one salutes, one departs. There is nothing +in the place to invite one to linger; never in my life have I said +more than those two words--'Maryland' on entering and 'Madame' on +leaving--to the good creature of the shop. I do not know her name, +nor she mine. Ordinarily she is reading when I enter; she puts down +her book to serve me as one might put down a knife and fork; it must +often happen that she interrupts herself in the middle of a word. She +gets as far as: + +"'Jean ki----' then I enter. 'Maryland,' I murmur, receive my packet, +and pay. 'Madame!' I raise my hat and depart. Not till then does she +know the continuation:--'ssed Marie,' or 'cked the Vicomte,' +whichever it may be. Not a luxurious reader, that one, you see. + +"Well, this morning I enter as usual. There she sits, book in hand. +'Maryland' I murmur. For the first time in my experience of her she +does not at once lay the book, face downwards, on the counter, and +turn to the shelf behind her to reach me my cigarettes. No, the good +creature is absorbed. 'Pardon,' I say, rather louder. She looks up, +and it is clear she is impatient at being disturbed. 'Maryland,' I +request. She puts down the book and fumbles for a packet. But I am +curious to know what book it is that holds her so strongly, what +genius of a romancer has aimed so surely at her intelligence. I turn +the book round with a finger. The shop, the shelves, the horse's face +of Madame the proprietress swim before me. I could dance; I could +weep; I could embrace the lady in the pure joy of an artist +appreciated and requited. For of all the books ever printed upon +paper, that book is mine. My verses! My songs of little lives, they +grasp at her and will not let go, like importunate children; she is +not easily nor willingly free of them when affairs claim her. Nunc +dimittis!" + +"What did you do?" inquired Cobb. "Give her a watch, or what?" + +"My friend," said Savinien, "I was careful. To do a foolish or a +graceless thing would have been to dethrone for her a poet. There was +need of a spacious and becoming gesture. I opened her book at the +fly-leaf, and reached across to the comptoir for a pen. She turned at +that and stared, possibly fearful, poor creature, that it was the +till that attracted me. I took the pen and splashed down on the fly- +leaf of the book my name in full--a striking signature! Then without +a further word that might make an anti-climax, I took my cigarettes +and departed. I was so thrilled, so exalted, that it was five minutes +before I remembered to be afraid." + +"For my fortune was becoming bizarre, you know. It was making me +ridiculous even to myself. I have told you but the salient incidents +of it; I do not desire to weary you with the facts of the broken +braces, the spurious two-franc piece, or the lost door-key. But it is +becoming sinister; it needed a counter-poise before it became so +pronounced that nothing but sudden death would suffice. The thief +steals my watch and I am relieved; he is departing with my best +wishes for his success; all promises well, till you arrive at the +charge, with your comb erect, and seize him. It is all of a piece. +Yes, I know it is funny, but it alarms me. I offer it, therefore, my +watch--a sacrifice. Perhaps it likes watches. If so, I have got off +cheaply, for, to tell the truth, it was not much of a watch." + +He raised the minute glass and drank, setting it down again with a +flourish. + +"And now I must be going," he said. "It is a strange story--not? But +I don't like it; I don't like it at all." + +"Adieu," said Cobb, rising also. "I don't think I'd worry, if I were +you. And I won't interfere again." + +"On no account," said Savinien, seriously. + +Cobb watched him move away, plodding along the pavement heavily, huge +and portentous. The back of his head bulged above the collar, with no +show of neck between. He was comical and pathetic; he seemed too vast +in mere flesh to be the sport of a thing so freakish as luck. To +think that such a bulk had a weak heart in it--and that deeper still +in its recesses there moved and suffered the soul of a poet! + +"Queer yarn," mused Cobb. + +It was on the following morning, while Cobb was dressing, that the +messenger arrived--a little man in black, with a foot-rule sticking +out of his coat-pocket. He looked like an elderly man-servant who had +descended to trade. He had a letter for Cobb, addressed in Savinien's +pyrotechnic hand, and handed it to him without speaking. + +"My dear friend," it said, "I fear the worst. On my return to my +rooms here, the first thing I saw was my watch, reposing on my +bedside table. It appears that when I made my toilet in the morning I +forgot to put it in my pocket. The thief, after all, got nothing. I +am lost. In despair, Your Cesar Savinien." + +"Yes?" said Cobb. "You want an answer?" For the little artisan in +black was waiting. + +"An answer!" The other stared. "But----then monsieur does not know?" + +"What?" + +"He must have been going down to post that note when he had written +it," said the little man. "We found it in his hand." + +"Eh?" Cobb almost recoiled in the shock of his surprise and horror. +"D'you mean to tell me that after all, he--he is----" + +The little man in black uttered a professional sigh. "The concierge +found him in the morning," he replied. "It is said that he suffered +from his heart, that poor Monsieur." + +"Good Lord!" said Cobb. + + + +VI + +BETWEEN THE LIGHTS + +There was but the one hotel in that somber town of East Africa, and +Miss Gregory, fronting the proprietor of it squarely, noted that he +looked at her with something like amusement. She was a short woman +of fifty, grey-haired and composed, and her pleasant face had a quiet +and almost masculine strength and assurance. In her grey flannel +jacket and short skirt and felt hat, with a sun-umbrella carried like +a walking-stick, she looked adequate and worthy. Hers was a presence +that earned respect and deference in the highways of travel; she had +the air of a veteran voyager. + +"I have managed to lose the boat," she said evenly; "and my luggage, +of course, has been carried on to Zanzibar." + +The hotel proprietor had not risen from his chair. He shrugged and +smiled as he looked up at her. + +"Vat you vant?" he asked. + +Miss Gregory frowned. "I want a room for the night," she answered. "A +room and dinner, please." + +The man smiled again and bit his nails. He was a lean creature, +unshaven and sidelong, and he had the furtive and self-conscious air +of one who perpetrates a practical joke. Miss Gregory watched him +with some impatience; she had yet to learn that a Portugee of the +Coast will even lose money to inconvenience an English man or woman. + +"You got money?" he asked. + +Miss Gregory squared her shoulders. "I shall pay in the morning," she +said. "You need have no fear; the Consul will be back to-morrow; I +inquired at the Consulate." She paused; he wore still his narrow grin +of malice. "Man!" she said contemptuously; "do you keep an hotel and +not know a lady when you see one?" + +"No money?" he suggested insinuatingly. + +Miss Gregory sank a hand in her big pocket and brought forth her +purse. There was a slight flush on her healthy broad face, but she +governed her voice admirably. + +"Here are three English shillings," she said, tilting them into her +hand. "You can take these as a--as a deposit; and the rest will be +paid in the morning. Now show me to my room." + +The landlord uncoiled himself and rose from his chair to look at the +money. He peered at it in her hand, then straightened up and faced +her. Suddenly he had become hostile, lividly vicious; he laughed a +shrill cackle in her face, his nose wrinkled like a dog's. + +"No good to me," he said. "T'ree shillin'--poof! For free shillin' +here you buy-a free drink. For room--an' dinner--you pay-a one pound. +Take-a your t'ree shillin' away; I don't vant-a you an' your free +shillin'. You get out--go walk-a in da street." + +His eyes traveled swiftly about the place, as though to make sure +that no one overheard; then he spat a foul epithet at her. His lean, +unbuttoned body writhed as he babbled; his hands whirled in gestures; +he seemed to be seeking courage to be violent. Miss Gregory, with a +little frown of consideration, watched him. She buttoned the flannel +jacket across her breast and restored her three shillings to her +pocket. It was all done very deliberately, and through it all her +formidable gaze held the Portugee at arm's length, till his gabbled +insults died out and left him armed only with scowls. Miss Gregory +waited, but he had no more to say. + +"I will call on you to-morrow, my man," she said significantly, and +walked at a leisurely rate through the door to the grave street +without, where the quick evening was already giving place to night. + +The sky overhead was deep blue and clear, powdered with a multitude +of stars, and over the sea to the east a crescent of moon floated +low. The night was fresh, but not cold. Miss Gregory, pacing +tranquilly along the cobbled street, found it agreeable after the +sterile heat of the afternoon. A faint breeze stirred the acacias +which were planted along the middle of the way, and they murmured +secretly. The prospect of a night without shelter did not greatly +disturb her; she was already conscious that when she came to look +back on it, it would take a high rank among her experiences. + +A turning brought her to the Praca, the little square of the town, +its heart and centre. Here there were lights, the signal that the +place had waked up for the evening. Two or three low-browed cafes +abutted on the pavement, each lively with folk who drank and talked; +the open doors of a church showed an interior faintly luminous with +candles; and men and a few women stood about in groups or moved here +and there at their ease. With her deliberate step, Miss Gregory +passed among them, looking about her with the ready interest of the +old traveler who sees without criticizing. There was a flavor in the +place and its people that struck her like something pungent; they had +individuality; they belonged to each other. There was a sinister +character in the faces and bearing of the men, a formidable +directness in the women; not one but had the air of carrying a hidden +weapon. It was the commonplace evening population of an East African +town which has never lived down the traditions of its pirate- +founders, and Miss Gregory marked its fine picturesqueness with +appreciation. Every one turned to look at her as she passed; she, +clean, sane, assured, with her little air of good-breeding, was no +less novel to them than they to her. A thin dark woman, with arms and +breasts bare, took a quick step forward to look into her face; Miss +Gregory paused in her walk to return the scrutiny. The woman's wide +lips curled in a sudden laughter; Miss Gregory smiled patronizingly, +nodded to her and passed on. + +She made a tour of the square, and even explored the mouth of a dark +lane that led out of it. But it seemed to lead nowhere; it was a mere +burrow between high silent houses, twisting abruptly among them with +no purpose of direction, and she turned back to the lights. She was +conscious by now that she had been on her feet since early in the +afternoon, and she crossed to one of the cafes, where a tinkling band +added its allurements to the yellow lights, and sat down at a small +table. With one accord the customers at the place turned to look at +her. A barefoot waiter received her order for coffee; she found +herself a cigarette, lit it and looked about her. The cafe was a low +whitewashed room, open to the pavement at one side; it was crowded +with little tables, and at one end an orchestra of four sallow girls +smoked and fiddled and strummed. All about her were the hard, keen +men and women she had seen in the square, more men than women. They +talked to each other earnestly, in guarded voices, with eyes alert +for eavesdroppers; nearly every one had an air of secrecy and +caution. They were of all the racial types she had ever seen. Teuton, +Latin and Slav, and variants and mixtures of these, murmured and +whispered among themselves; only one of them was unmistakably +English. + +Miss Gregory had noticed him as soon as she entered, and her table +was next to the one at which he sat with three others, who watched +him while he talked, and said little. He was a fair youth, with a +bland, rather vacant face, and a weak, slack mouth. Miss Gregory knew +such faces among footmen and hairdressers, creatures fitted by their +deficiencies to serve their betters. He had evidently been drinking a +good deal; the table before him was sloppy and foul, and there was +the glaze of intoxication in his eyes. But what arrested her was a +touch of exaltation in him, a manner as of triumph. For some reason +or other he seemed radiant and glad. The cause soon became apparent, +for he fixed his unsure gaze on her, smiled ingenuously and attempted +a bow. + +"Pardon me," he said, leaning carefully towards her. "Pardon me, but +the sight of an English lady----" + +Miss Gregory nodded. "All right," she said. + +He hitched his chair closer to her; his three companions exchanged +glances, and one of them made as though to nudge him, but hesitated +and finally forbore. + +"In. a general way," said the youth confidentially, "I wouldn't +venture to speak to you. But "--and he broke into smiles--"I'm on me +way home myself." + +"I see," answered Miss Gregory. + +He beamed at her, fatuous and full of pride. "On me way home," he +repeated. "For good. No more Africa for me. I've 'ad just upon eight +years of it--eight years of sun an' bugs an' fever, and now I'm going +home." He paused and looked at her impressively. "I've made my +pile," he said. + +"That's good," said Miss Gregory. She saw the three others exchange +another glance. + +The English youth was rapt; for some moments his eyes were unseeing, +and his lips moved without sound. It was not difficult to see what +home meant for him, a goal achieved at hazard, something familiar and +sympathetic, worth all the rest of the world. He came back to his +surroundings with a long sigh. + +"You don't happen to know Clapham Junction, ma'am?" he suggested. +"Not the station, I don't mean, but the place? No? Well, that's where +I'm off to. I 'aven't seen a tramcar for eight years; it'll be queer +at first, I expect." He looked round him slowly at the low bare room +and the men in white clothes and the whispering night without. "My +mother takes lodgers," he added inconsequently. + +"She will be glad to see you," said Miss Gregory. + +"She will that," he agreed. He dropped his voice to the tones of +confidence. "I got an idea," he said. "Give her a surprise. I'll go +along to the house just about dark and say I'm lookin' for a room. +Eh? And she'll begin about terms. Then I'll begin. 'Never you mind +about terms,' I'll say. ''Ere's the price of eight years sweatin', +and God bless you, old lady!'" He blinked rapidly, for his eyes were +wet. "What do you think of that for a surprise?" + +"Capital!" agreed Miss Gregory. "Are you going down the Coast by the +boat to-morrow?" + +"That's it," he cried. "I'm going second-class, like a gentleman. +Home, by gosh!" + +"Then," suggested Miss Gregory, eyeing his sullen companions, "don't +you think it would be best if you went and got some sleep now? You +wouldn't care to miss the boat, I suppose?" + +He stared at her. "No," he said, as if the contingency had just +occurred to him. He sat back; his mild, insignificant face wore a +look of alarm. "No, I shouldn't. It wouldn't do." His voice dropped +again. "It wouldn't do," he repeated. "I've got it on me, an' this +ain't what you call a moral place." + +Miss Gregory nodded comprehendingly. "I know," she said. "So wouldn't +it be as well on all accounts to get to bed behind a locked door?" + +"You've hit it," he said. "That's what I got to do--and lock the +door. That's common sense, that is." He stared at her for an instant, +then rose with care and deliberation to his feet. He had altogether +forgotten his companions; he did not even see them. + +"That is, if it'll lock," he added, and held out his hand to Miss +Gregory. + +"Good-bye," she said, taking it heartily. "I'm glad to hear of your +good fortune." + +He gulped and left her, walking forth through the little tables with +the uncanny straightness of the man "in liquor." Miss Gregory drank +up her coffee and sat where she was. + +She could see the men at the next table out of the corner of her eye; +their heads were together, and they were whispering excitedly. The +whole affair was plain enough to a veteran of the world's byways like +Miss Gregory; the plan had been to make the youth drunk, help him +forth, and rob him easily in some convenient corner. He was the kind +of man who lends himself to being robbed; the real wonder was that it +had not been done already. But, mingled with her contempt for his +helplessness, Miss Gregory felt a certain softening. His homing +instinct, as blind as that of a domestic animal, his rejoicing in his +return, his childish plan for taking his mother by surprise, even his +loyalty to the tramcars and all the busy littleness of Clapham +Junction--these touched something in her akin to the goodness of +motherhood. It occurred to her that perhaps he had been better off +under the lights of the cafe than alone on his way to his bed; and at +that moment the three men at the next table, their conference over, +rose and went out. She sat still till they were clear; then, on an +impulse of officiousness, got up and went out after them. + +Their white clothes shone in the darkness to guide her; they cut +across the square and vanished in one of those dark alleys she had +already remarked. Miss Gregory straightened her felt hat, took a +fresh grip of the stout umbrella, and followed determinedly. The +corner of the alley shut out the lights behind her; tall walls with +scarce windows fast shuttered hemmed her in; the vast night of the +tropics drooped its shadow over her. Through it all she plodded at +the gait familiar to many varieties of men from Poughkeepsie to +Pekin, a squat, resolute figure, reckless alike of risk and ridicule, +an unheroic heroine. There reached her from time to time the noises +that prevail in those places--noises filtering thinly through +shutters, the pad of footsteps, and once--it seemed to come from some +roof invisible above her--the sound of sobbing, abandoned, strangled, +heart-shaking sobs. She frowned and went on. + +A spot where the way forked made her hesitate; the men she was +following were no longer in sight. But as she pondered there came to +guide her a sudden cry, clear and poignant, the shout of a startled +man. It was from the right-hand path, and promptly, as though on a +summons, she bent her grey head and broke into a run in the direction +of it. As she ran, pounding valiantly, she groped in her pocket for a +dog-whistle she had with her; she took it in her lips, and, never +ceasing to run, blew shrill call upon call. Her umbrella was poised +for war, but, rounding a corner, she saw that her whistling had done +its work; three white jackets were making off at top-speed. It takes +little to alarm a thief; Miss Gregory had counted on that. + +It was not till she fell over him that she was aware of the man on +the ground, who rolled over and cried out at the movement. She put a +steady hand on him. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked eagerly. + +He groaned; his face was a pale blur against the earth. + +"They've got me," he said. "They stuck a knife in my back. I'm +bleeding; I'm bleeding." + +"Get up," bade Miss Gregory. "Bleeding or not, we must get away from +here. Up you get." + +She pulled him to a sitting position, and he screamed and resisted, +but Miss Gregory was his master. By voice and force she brought him +upright; he could stand alone, and seemed surprised to find it out. + +"Take my arm," she ordered him. "Lean on it; don t be afraid. Now, +where are your rooms?" + +"On this way," he sobbed. + +Evidently he had an ugly wound, for at each few steps he had to stop +and rest, and sometimes he swayed, and Miss Gregory had to hold him +up. His breath came hastily; he was soft with terror. "They'll come +back! they'll come back!" he gabbled, tottering on his feet. + +"They're coming now; I can hear them," replied Miss Gregory grimly. +"Here, lean in this doorway behind me, man. Stop that whimpering, +will you! Now, keep close." + +She propped him against the nail-studded door, and placed herself +before, him, and the three robbers, bunched together in a group, +stealing along the middle of the way, might almost have gone past +without seeing them. But it was not a chance to trust to. Miss +Gregory let them come abreast of her; her whole honest body was tense +to the occasion; on the due moment she flung herself forward and the +brandished umbrella rained loud blows on aghast heads; and at the +same time she summoned to her aid her one accomplishment--she +shrieked. She was a strong woman, deep-chested, full-lunged; her raw +yell shattered the stillness of the night like some crazy trumpet; it +broke from her with the suddenness of a catastrophe, nerve-sapping, +ear-scaring, heart-striking. Before it and the assault of the stout +umbrella the robbers broke; a panic captured them; they squealed, +clasped at each other, and ran in mere senseless amaze. The Latin +blood, when diluted with Coast mixtures, is never remarkable for +courage; but braver men might have scattered at the alarm of that +mighty discordancy attacking from behind. + +Fortunately the door they sought was not far off; through it they +entered a big untidy room, stone-floored as the custom is, and +littered with all the various trifles a man gathers about him on the +Coast. Miss Gregory put her patient on the narrow bed and turned to +the door; true to his fears, it would not lock. The youth was very +pale and in much fear; blood stained the back of his clothes, and his +eyes followed her about in appeal. + +"You must wait a little," Miss Gregory told him. "I'll look at that +wound of yours when I've seen to the door. No lock, of course." She +pondered frowningly. "It's a childish thing at the best," she added +thoughtfully; "but it may be a novelty in these parts. Have you ever +arranged a booby trap, my boy?" + +"No," he answered, wonderingly. + +Miss Gregory shook her head. "The lower classes are getting worse and +worse," she observed. She put a chair by the door, which stood a +little ajar, and looked about her. + +"As you are going away you won't want this china." It was his ewer +and wash-hand basin. "I don't see anything better, and it'll make a +smash, at any rate." + +"What you goin' to do, ma'am?" asked the man on the bed. + +"Watch," she bade him. It was not easy, but with care she managed to +poise the basin and the ewer in it on top of the door, so that it +leaned on the lintel and must fall as soon as the door was pushed +wider. + +"Now," she said, when it was done, "let's have a look at that cut." + +It was an ugly gash high in the back, to the left of the spine--a +bungler's or a coward's attempt at the terrible heart-stab. Miss +Gregory, examining it carefully, was of opinion that she could have +done it better; it had bled copiously, but she judged it not to be +dangerous. She washed it and made a bandage for it out of a couple of +the patient's shirts, and he found himself a good deal more +comfortable. He lay back on his bed with some of the color restored +to his face, and watched her as she moved here and there about the +room with eyes that were trustful and slavish. + +"Well," said Miss Gregory, when she had completed an examination of +the apartment, "there doesn't seem to be much more one can do. +They'll come back, I suppose? But of course they will. How much money +have you got about you?" + +"About two thousand pounds, ma'am," he said, meekly. + +"H'm!" Miss Gregory thought a moment. "And they know it? Of course." +She added her little sharp nod of certainty. "Well, when they come +we'll attend to them." + +There was a tiny mirror hanging from a nail, and she went to it, +patted her grey hair to neatness, and re-established her felt hat on +top of it. The place was as still as the grave; no noise reached it +from without. The one candle at the bedside threw her shadow +monstrously up the wall; while she fumbled with her hatpins it +pictured a looming giantess brandishing weapons. + +She was still at the mirror, with hatpins held in her mouth, when the +steps of the robbers made themselves heard. The man on the bed +started up on his elbow, with wide eyes and a sagging mouth. Miss +Gregory quelled him with a glance, then crossed the floor and blew +the candle out. In the darkness she laid her hat down that it might +not come to harm, and put a reassuring hand on the youth's shoulder, +it was quaking, and she murmured him a caution to keep quiet. +Together, with breath withheld, they heard the men in the entry of +the house, three of them, coming guardedly. Miss Gregory realized +that this was the real onslaught; they would be nerved for shrieks +this time. She took her hand from the youth's shoulder with another +whispered word, and stepped to the middle of the room and stood +motionless. The noise of breathing reached her, then a foot shuffled, +and on the instant somebody sprang forward and shoved the door wide. + +The jug and basin smashed splendidly; whoever it fell on uttered a +little shrill yell and paused, confounded by the darkness. Miss +Gregory, her eyes more tuned to it, could make out the blur of white +clothes; with noiseless feet she moved towards them. She was all +purpose and directness; no tremor disturbed her. As calmly as she +would have shaken hands with the Consul she reached forward, felt her +enemy, and delivered a cool and well-directed thrust. An appalling +yell answered her, and she stepped back a space, the hatpin held +ready for another attack. There was a tense instant of inaction, and +then the three rushed, and one bowled her over on the floor and fell +with her. + +Miss Gregory fell on her side, and before she was well down the steel +hatpin, eight inches long of good Paris metal, plunged and found its +prey. The man roared and wallowed clear, and she rose. The big room +was wild with stamping feet and throaty noises such as dogs make. The +bedside chair, kicked aside struck her ankles; she picked it up and +threw it at the sounds. It seemed to complicate matters. The place +was as dark as a well, and she moved groping with her hands towards +the bed. Some one backed into her--another yell and a jump, and, as +she stepped back, the swish of a blow aimed towards her that barely +missed her. Then she was by the bed, feeling over it; it was empty. + +She had some moments of rest; every one was still, save for harsh +breathing. But she dared not stand long, lest their eyes too should +adapt themselves to the dark. It was evident that nobody had +firearms; there was that much to be thankful for. She gathered +herself for an attack, a rush at the enemy with an active hatpin, +when something touched her foot. She bent, swiftly alert for war, but +arrested the pin on its way. It was a hand from under the bed; her +protege had taken refuge there. She took his wrist and pulled; he +whimpered, and there was a grunt from the middle of the room at the +sound, but he came crawling. She dared not whisper, for those others +were moving already, but with her cool, firm hand on his wrist, she +sank down on all-fours and drew him on towards the door. It was +impossible to make no noise, but at any rate their noise was +disconcerting; the robbers could not guess what it betokened. Each of +them had his stab, a tingling, unaccountable wound, a hurt to daunt a +man, and they were separately standing guard each over his own life. + +They encountered one half way across the room. He felt them near him, +and sent a smashing blow with a knife into the empty air. Miss +Gregory, always with that considered and careful swiftness that was +so like deliberation, reared to her knees, her left hand still +holding the youth's wrist, and lunged. Another yell, and the man, +leaping back, fouled a comrade, who stabbed and sprang away. They +heard the man fall and move upon the floor like a dying fish, with +sounds of choking. Then the door was before them, and, crawling +still, with infinite pains to be noiseless, they passed through it. +From within the room the choking noises followed them till they +gained the open air. + +The tortuous alley received them like a refuge; they fled along it +with lightened hearts, taking all turnings that might baffle a chase, +till at last Miss Gregory smelt acacias and they issued again into +the little square. To Miss Gregory it was almost amazing that the +cafes should still be lighted, their tables thronged, the music +insistent. While history had paced for her the world had stood still. +She stood and looked across at the lights thoughtfully. + +The youth at her side coughed. "The least I can do," he suggested +inanely, "is ask you to 'ave a cup of coffee, ma'am." + +Miss Gregory turned on him sharply. + +"And then?" she asked. "After the coffee, what then?" + +He shuffled his feet uneasily. "Well, ma'am," he said; "this hole in +my back is more'n a bit painful. So I thought I'd get along to the +hotel an' have a lie down." + +She looked at him thoughtfully. Her head was bare, and the night +breeze from the sea whipped a strand of grey hair across her brow. +She brushed it away a little wearily. + +"Unless there's anything more I can do for you," suggested the young +man smoothly. + +Anything more he could do for her! She smiled, considering him. The +events of the night had not ruffled him; his blonde face was still +mild, insignificant, plebeian. Of such men slaves are made; their +part is to obey orders, to be without responsibility, to be guided, +governed, and protected by their betters. Miss Gregory, sister of a +Major-General, friend of Colonial Governors, aunt of a Member of +Parliament, author of "The Saharan Solitudes," and woman of the +world, saw that she had served her purpose, her work was done. + +"Thank you," she said; "there is nothing more. You had better go to +bed at once." + +There was a broken fountain in the middle of the square, overgrown +with sickly lichen, and round it ran a stone bench. The acacias +sheltered it, and a dribble of water from the conduit sounded always, +fitting itself to one's thoughts in a murmuring cadence. Here Miss +Gregory disposed herself, and here the dawn found her, a little +disheveled, and looking rather old with the chill of that bleak hour +before the sun rises. But her grey head was erect, her broad back +straight, and the regard of her eyes serene and untroubled always. +She was waiting for the hour when the Consul would be accessible; he +was the son of her dearest friend. + +"And I must not forget," she told herself--"I really must not forget +to attend to that hotel man." + + + +VII + +THE MASTER + +Papa Musard, whenever he felt that he was about to die, which +happened three times a year at least, would beckon as with a finger +from the grimy Montmartre tenement in which he abode and call Rufin +to come and bid him farewell. The great artist always came; he never +failed to show himself humble to humble people, and, besides, Papa +Musard had known Corot--or said that he had--and in his capacity of a +model had impressed his giant shoulders and its beard on the work of +three generations of painters. + +The boy who carried the summons sat confidently on the kerb outside +the restaurant at which Rufin was used to lunch, and rose to his feet +as the tall, cloaked figure turned the corner of the street and +approached along the sunlit pavement. + +"Monsieur Musard said you would be here at one o'clock," he +explained, presenting the note. + +"Then it is very fortunate that I am not late," said Rufin politely, +accepting it. "But how did you know me?" + +The boy--he was aged perhaps twelve--gave a sophisticated shrug. + +"Monsieur Musard said: 'At one o'clock there will approach an artist +with the airs of a gentleman. That is he.'" + +Rufin laughed and opened the note. While he read it the boy watched +him with the admiration which, in Paris, even the rat-like gamin of +the streets pays to distinction such as his. He was a tall man +splendidly blonde, and he affected the cloak, the slouch hat, the +picturesque amplitude of hair which were once the uniform of the +artist. But these, in his final effect, were subordinate to 'a +certain breadth and majesty of brow, a cast of countenance at once +benign and austere, as though the art he practiced so supremely both +exacted much and conferred much. He made a fine and potent figure as +he stood, with his back to the bright street and the gutter-child +standing beside him like a familiar companion, and read the smudged +scrawl of Papa Musard. + +"So Musard is very ill again, is he?" he asked of the boy. "Have you +seen him yourself?" + +"Oh yes," replied the boy; "I have seen him. He lies in bed and his +temper is frightful." + +"He is a very old man, you see," said Rufin. "Old men have much to +suffer. Well, tell him I will come this afternoon to visit him. And +this"--producing a coin from his pocket--"this is for you." + +The gamin managed, in some fashion of his own, to combine, in a +single movement, a snatch at the money with a gesture of polite +deprecation. They parted with mutual salutations, two gentlemen who +had carried an honorable transaction to a worthy close. A white- +aproned waiter smiled upon them tolerantly and held open the door +that Rufin might enter to his lunch. + +It was in this manner that the strings were pulled which sent Rufin +on foot to Montmartre, with the sun at his back and the streets +chirping about him. Two young men, passing near the Opera, saluted +him with the title of "maitre;" and then the Paris of sleek +magnificence lay behind him and the street sloped uphill to the Place +Pigalle and all that region where sober, industrious Parisians work +like beavers to furnish vice for inquiring foreigners. Yet steeper +slopes ascended between high houses toward his destination, and he +came at last to the cobbled courtyard, overlooked by window-dotted +cliffs of building, above which Papa Musard had his habitation. + +A fat concierge, whose bulged and gaping clothes gave her the aspect +of an over-ripe fruit, slept stonily in a chair at the doorway. Rufin +was not certain whether Musard lived on the fourth floor or the +fifth, and would have been glad to inquire, but he had not the +courage to prod that slumbering bulk, and was careful to edge past +without touching it. The grimy stair led him upward to find out for +himself. + +On the third floor, according to his count, a door looked like what +he remembered of Musard's, but it yielded no answer to his knocking. +A flight higher there was another which stood an inch or so ajar, and +this he ventured to push open that he might look in. It yielded him a +room empty of life, but he remained in the doorway looking. + +It was a commonplace, square, ugly room, the counterpart of a hundred +others in that melancholy building; but its window, framing a saw- +edged horizon of roofs and chimneys, faced to the north, and some +one, it was plain, had promoted it to the uses of a studio. An easel +stood in the middle of the floor with a canvas upon it; the walls +were covered with gross caricatures drawn upon the bare plaster with +charcoal. A mattress and some tumbled bedclothes lay in one corner, +and a few humble utensils also testified that the place was a +dwelling as well as a workshop. + +Rufin looked back to be sure that no one was coming up the stairs, +and then tiptoed into the room to see what hung on the easel. + +"After all," he murmured, "an artist has the right." + +The picture on the easel was all but completed; it was a quarter- +length painting of a girl. Stepping cautiously around the easel, he +came upon a full view of it suddenly, and forthwith forgot all his +precautions to be unheard. Here was a thing no man could keep quiet! +With his first glance he saw--he, himself a painter, a creator, a +judge--that he stood in the presence of a great work of art, a +vision, a power. + +"But here!" he exclaimed amazedly. "Of all places--here!" + +The painted face looked out at him with all the sorrowful wisdom that +is comprised in a life sharpened on the grindstone of a remorseless +civilization. It was a girl such as one might find anywhere in that +neighborhood, she had the hardy prettiness, the alertness, the +predatory quality which belong to wild creatures civilized by force. +It was set on the canvas with a skill that made Rufin smile with +frank pleasure; but the skill, the artifice of the thing, were the +least part of it. What was wonderful was the imagination, the living +insight, that represented not only the shaped product of a harsh +existence, but the womanhood at the root of it. It was miraculous; it +was convincing as life is convincing; it was great. + +Rufin, the painter whose fame was secure, upon whom Art had showered +gifts, gazed at it, absorbed and reverent. He realized that in this +picture his age had achieved a masterpiece; he was at least the +contemporary of an immortal. + +"Ah!" he said, with an impulse of high indignation. "And while he +paints here and sleeps on the floor, they buy my pictures!" + +He stepped back from the easel. He was equal to a great gesture, as +to a great thought. As though he had greeted a living princess, he +swept his hat off in a bow to the work of this unknown fellow. + +Papa Musard in his bed, with his comforts--mostly in bottles-- +arranged within his reach, found it rather shocking that a +distinguished artist should enter the presence of a dying man like-- +as he remarked during his convalescence--a dog going into a pond. He +sat up in astonishment. + +"Musard," demanded Rufin abruptly, "who is the artist who lives in +the room below this?" + +"Oh, him!" replied Papa Musard, sinking back on his pillow. "M'sieur +Rufin, this is the last time I shall appeal to you. Before long I +shall again be in the presence of the great master, of Corot, of him +who----" + +Rufin, it seemed, had lost all respect both for Corot and death. He +waved an imperious arm, over which his cloak flapped like a black +wing. + +"Who is the artist in the room below?" repeated Rufin urgently. "Do +you know him?" + +"No," replied Papa Musard, with emphasis. "Know him--an Italian, a +ruffian, an apache, a man with hair on his arms like a baboon! I do +not know him. There!" + +He was offended; a dying man has his privileges, at least. The face, +gnarled and tempestuously bearded, which had been perpetuated by a +hundred laborious painters, glared from the pillow at Rufin with +indignation and protest. + +Rufin suppressed an impulse to speak forcibly, for one has no more +right to strip a man of his pose than of his shirt. He smiled at the +angry invalid conciliatingly. + +"See how I forget myself!" he said apologetically. "We artists are +all alike. Show us a picture and our manners go by the board. With +you, Musard, need I say more?" + +"You have said a lot," grumbled the ancient of days. "Coming in +roaring like a bull! What picture has upset you?" + +"A picture you have not seen," said Rufin, "or you would be grasping +my hand and weeping for joy--you who know pictures better than us +all!" He surveyed the invalid, who was softening. Musard knew no more +of pictures than a frame-maker; but that was a fact one did not +mention in his presence. + +"Since Corot," sighed Musard, "I have seen few pictures which were-- +en effet--pictures." + +"You have great memories," agreed Rufin hastily. "But I have just +seen a picture--ah, but a picture, my friend!" + +The old cunning face on the pillow resisted the charm of his manner, +the gentleness of his appeal. + +"Not his?" demanded Papa Musard. "Not in the room underneath? Not one +of the daubs of that assassin, that cut-throat, that Italian?" + +Rufin nodded, as though confirming a pleasant surprise. "Is it not +strange," he said, "how genius will roost on any perch? It is true, +then, that he is a person who offends your taste? That is bad. Tell +me about him, Musard." + +He reached himself a chair and sat down near the foot of the bed. + +"You are always making a fuss of some worthless creature," grumbled +Musard. "I do not even know the man's name. They speak of him as +Peter the Lucky--it is a nickname he has on the streets, an apache +name. He has been in prison, too, and he bellows insults at his +elders and betters when they pass him on the stairs. He is a man of +no soul!" + +"Yes," said Rufin. "But did you say he had been in prison?" + +"I did," affirmed Musard. "Ask anyone. It is not that I abuse him; he +is, in fact, a criminal. Once he threw an egg at a gendarme. And yet +you come to me--a dying man--and declare that such a creature can +paint! Bah!" + +"Yes," said Rufin, "it is strange." + +It was clearly hopeless to try to extract any real information from +Papa Musard; that veteran was fortified with prejudices. Rufin +resigned himself to the inevitable; and, although he was burning with +eagerness to find the painter of the picture he had recently seen, to +welcome him into the sunlight of fame and success, he bent his mind +to the interview with Papa Musard. + +"I have had my part in the development of Art," the invalid was +saying at the end of three-quarters of an hour. "Perhaps I have not +had my full share of recognition. Since Corot, no artist has been +magnanimous; they have become tradesmen, shopkeepers." + +"You are hard on us, Musard," said Rufin. "We're a bad lot, but we do +our best. Here is a small matter of money that may help to make you +comfortable. I'm sorry you have such an unpleasant neighbor." + +"You are going?" demanded Musard. + +"I must," said Rufin. "To-morrow I go into the country for some +weeks, and nothing is packed yet." + +"Corot would not have left an old man to die in solitude," remarked +Musard thoughtfully. + +Rufin smiled regretfully and got away while he could. Papa Musard in +an hour could wear down even his patience. + +The painter's room was still unlocked and unoccupied as he descended +the stairs; he entered it for another look at the picture. He needed +to confirm his memory, to be assured that he had not endowed the work +with virtue not its own. The trivial, cheaply pretty face fronted him +again, with its little artificial graces only half-masking the sore, +tormented femininity behind it. Yes, it was the true art, the +poignant vision, a thing belonging to all time. + +In the courtyard the fat concierge was awake, in a torpid fashion, +and knitting. She lifted her greedy and tyrannical eyes at the tall +figure of Rufin, with its suggestion of splendors and dignities. But +she was not much more informative than Papa Musard had been. + +"Oh, the painter!" she exclaimed, when she understood who was in +question. "Ah, M'sieur, it is two days since I have seen him. He is +not of a punctual habit--no! How often have I waked in the blackness +of night, upon a frightful uproar of the bell, to admit him, and he +making observations at the top of his voice that would cause a fish +to blush! An Italian, M'sieur--yes! But all the same it astonishes no +one when he is away for two days." + +"The Italians are like that," generalized Rufin unscrupulously. "His +door is unlocked, Madame, and there is a picture in his room which +is--well, valuable." + +"He sold the key," lamented Madame, "and the catches of the window, +and the bell-push, and a bucket of mine which I had neglected to +watch. And he called me a she-camel when I remonstrated." + +"In Italian it is a mere jest," Rufin assured her. "See, Madame, this +is my card, which I beg you to give him. I am obliged to leave Paris +to-morrow, but on my return I shall have the honor to call on him. +And this is a five-franc piece!" + +The big coin seemed to work on the concierge like a powerful drug. +She choked noisily and was for the while almost enthusiastic. + +"He shall have the card," she promised. "I swear it! After all, +artists must have their experiences. Doubtless the monsieur who +resides above is a great painter?" + +"A very great painter," replied Rufin. + +His work, during the next three weeks, exiled him to a green solitude +of flat land whose horizons were ridged by poplars growing beside +roads laid down as though with a ruler, so straight they were as they +sliced across the rich levels. It was there he effected the vital +work on his great picture, "Promesse," a revelation of earth gravid +with life, of the opulent promise and purpose of spring. It is the +greater for what lodged in his mind of the picture he had seen in the +Montmartre tenement. It was constant in his thought, the while he +noted on his canvas the very texture of the year's early light; it +aided his brush. In honesty and humbleness of heart, as he worked, he +acknowledged a debt to the unknown Italian who stole the key of the +room to sell, and called his concierge a she-camel. + +It was a debt he knew he could pay. He, Rufin, whose work was in the +Luxembourg, in galleries in America, in Russia, in the palaces of +kings, could assure the painter of Montmartre of fame. He went to +seek him on the evening of his return to the city. + +The fat concierge preserved still her burst and overripe appearance, +and at the sight of him she was so moved that she rose from her chair +and stood upright to voice her lamentations. + +"Monsieur, what can I say? He is gone! It was a nightmare. It is true +that he omitted to pay his rent--a defect of his temperament, without +doubt. But the proprietor does not make these distinctions. After +three weeks he would expel Michelangelo himself. The monsieur who was +driven out--he resisted. He employed blasphemies, maledictions; he +smote my poor husband on the nose and in the stomach--all to no +purpose, for he is gone. I was overcome with grief, but what could I +do?" + +"At least you know whither he went?" suggested Rufin. + +"But, M'sieur, how should I know? His furniture--it was not much--was +impounded for the rent, else one might have followed it. He took away +with him only one picture, and that by force of threats and +assaults." + +"Oh yes, of course he would take that," agreed the artist. + +"He retired down the street with it, walking backward in the middle +of the road and not ceasing to make outcries at us," said the +concierge. "He uttered menaces; he was dangerous. Could I leave my +poor husband to imperil myself by following such a one? I ask M'sieur +could I?" + +"I suppose not," said Rufin, staring at her absently. He was +thinking, by an odd momentary turn of fancy, how well he could have +spared this gruesome woman for another look at the picture. + +"Who are his friends?" he inquired. + +But the concierge could tell him nothing useful. + +"He had no friends in the house," she said. "Our poor honest people-- +he treated them with contumely. I do not know his friends, M'sieur." + +"Ah, well," said Rufin, "I shall come across him somehow." + +He saluted her perfunctorily and was about to turn away, but the +avidity of her face reminded him that he had a standard to live up +to. He produced another five-franc piece and was pursued to the gate +by the stridency of her gratitude. + +A man--even a man of notable attributes and shocking manners--is as +easily lost in Paris as anywhere; it is a city of many shadows. At +the end of some weeks, during which his work had suffered from his +new preoccupation, Rufin saw himself baffled. His man had vanished +effectually, carrying with him to his obscurity the great picture. It +was the memory of that consummate thing that held Rufin to his task +of finding the author; he pictured it to himself, housed in some +garret, making the mean place wonderful. He obtained the unofficial +aid of the police and of many other people whose business in life is +with the underworld. He even caused a guarded paragraph to appear in +certain papers, which spoke temperately of a genius in hiding, for +whom fame was ripe whenever he should choose to claim it. But Paris +at that moment was thrilled by a series of murders by apaches, and +the notice passed unremarked. + +In the end, therefore, Rufin restored himself to his work, richer by +a memory, poorer by a failure. Not till then came the last accident +in the chain of accidents by which the matter had presented itself to +him. + +Some detail of quite trivial business took him to see an official at +the Palais de Justice, In the great Salle des Pas Perdus there was, +as always, a crowd of folk, jostling, fidgeting, making a clamor of +mixed voices. He did not visit it often enough to know that the crowd +was larger than usual and strongly leavened with an element of +furtive shabby men and desperate calm women. He found his official +and disposed of his affair, and the official, who was willing enough +to be seen in the company of a man of Rufin's position, rose politely +to see him forth, and walked with him into the noisy hall. + +"You are not often here, Monsieur Rufin?" he suggested. "And yet, as +you see, here is much matter for an artist. These faces, eh? All the +brigands of Paris are here to-day. In there"--and he pointed to one +of the many doors--"the trial is proceeding of those apaches." + +"A great occasion, no doubt," said Rufin. He looked casually towards +the door which his companion indicated. "Of course I have read of the +matter in the newspapers, but----" + +He ceased speaking abruptly. A movement in the crowd between him and +the door had let him see, for a space of seconds, a girl who leaned +against the wall, strained and pale, as though waiting in a patient +agony for news, for tidings of the fates that were being decided +within. From the moment his eyes rested on her he was sure; there was +no possibility of a mistake; it was the girl whose face, reproduced, +interpreted, and immortalized, looked forth from the canvas he had +seen in the Montmartre tenement. + +"Two of them held the gendarme, while the third cut his throat with +his own sword. A grotesque touch, that--vous ne trouvez pas? tres +fort!"--the official was remarking when Rufin took him by the arm. + +"That girl," he said. "You see her?--against the wall there. I cannot +talk with her in this crowd, and I must talk to her at once. Where is +there some quiet Place?" + +"Eh?" The little babbling official had a moment of doubt. But he +reflected that one is not a great artist without being eccentric; and +his amiable brow cleared. + +"She is certainly a type," he said, peering on tiptoe. "Wonderful! +You cast your eye upon all this crowd and at once, in a single +glance, you pluck forth the type--wonderful! As to a place, that is +easy. My office is at your service." + +The girl lifted hunted and miserable eyes to the tall, grave man who +looked down upon her and raised his hat. + +"I have something to say to you," he said. "Come with me." + +A momentary frantic hope flamed in her thin countenance. It sank, and +she hesitated. Girls of her world are practiced in discounting such +requests. But Rufin's courteous and fastidious face was above +suspicion; without a word she followed him. + +The office to which he led her was an arid, neat room, an economical +legal factory for making molehills into mountains. A desk and certain +chairs stood like chill islands about its floor; it had the forlorn +atmosphere of a waiting-room. The little official whose workshop it +was held open the door for them, followed them in, and closed it +again. "Do not be alarmed, my child," he said to the tragic girl. +"This gentleman is a great artist. You will be honored in serving +him." + +Rufin stilled him with an upraised hand and fetched a chair for the +girl. She rested an arm on the back of it, but did not sit down. She +did not understand why she had been brought to this room, and stared +with hard, preoccupied eyes at the tall man with the mild, still +face. + +"I recognized you by a picture I saw some months ago in a room in +Montmartre," said Rufin. + +"It was a great picture, the work of a great man." + +"Ah!" The girl let her breath go in a long sigh. "Monsieur knows him, +then? And knows that he is a great man? For he is--he is a great +man!" + +She spoke with passion, with a living fervor of conviction, but her +eyes still appealed. + +"You and I both know it quite certainly, Mademoiselle," replied +Rufin. "Everybody will know it very soon. It is a truth that cannot +be hidden. But where is the picture?!" + +"I have it," she answered. + +"Take care of it, then," said Rufin. "You have a great trust. And the +painter--have you got him, too?" + +She stared at him, bewildered. "The painter? The painter of the +picture?" + +"Of course," said Rufin. "Who else?" + +"But----" she looked from him to the benign official, who had the air +of presiding at a ceremony. "Then you don't know? You haven't heard?" + +Comprehension lit in her face; she uttered a wretched little laugh. + +"Ah, v'la de la comedie!" she cried. "No, I haven't got him. They +have taken him from me. They have taken him, and in there"--her +forefinger shot out and pointed to the wall and beyond it--"in there, +in a room full of people who stare and listen, they are making him +into a murderer." + +"Then--parbleu!" The little official was seized by comprehension as +by a fit. "Then there is an artist--the artist of whom you talk--who +is one of the apaches! It is unbelievable!" + +At the word apaches the girl turned on him with teeth bared as though +in a snarl. But at the sound of Rufin's voice she subsided. + +"What is his name--quickly?" he demanded. + +"Giaconi," she answered. + +Rufin looked his question at the little official, who turned to the +girl. + +"Peter the Lucky?" he queried. + +She nodded dejectedly. + +The little official made a grimace. "It was he," he said, "who did +the throat-cutting. Tiens! this begins to be a drama." + +The girl, with drooping head, made a faint moan of protest and +misery. Rufin signed the little man to be silent. The truth, if he +had but given it entertainment, had offered itself to him from the +first. All he had heard of the man, Papa Musard's slanderous-sounding +complaints of him, the fat concierge's reports of his violence, had +gathered towards this culmination. He had insisted upon thinking of +him as a full-blooded man of genius, riotously making little of +conventions, a creature abounding in life, tinctured a little, +perhaps, with the madness that may spice the mind of a visionary and +enrage his appetites. It was a figure ha had created to satisfy +himself. + +"It was false art," he reflected. "That is me--false art!" + +Still, whatever he had seen wrongly, there was still the picture. +Apache, murderer, and all the rest--the fellow had painted the +picture. No one verdict can account for both art and morals, and +there was reason to fear, it seemed, that the law which executed a +murderer would murder a painter at the same time--and such a painter! + +"No," said Rufin, unconsciously speaking aloud--"no; they must not +kill him." + +"Ah, M'sieur!" It was a cry from the girl, whose composure had +broken utterly at his words. "You are also an artist--you know!" + +In a hysteria of supplication she flung herself forward and was on +her knees at his feet. She lifted clasped hands and blinded eyes; she +was like a child saying its prayers but for the writhen torture of +her face, where wild hopes and lunatic terrors played alternately. + +"M'sieur, you can save him! You have the grand air, M'sieur; there is +God in your face; you make men hear you! For mercy--for blessed +charity--ah, M'sieur, M'sieur, I will carry your sins for you; I will +go to hell in your place! You are great--one sees it; and he is +great, too! M'sieur, I am your chattel, your beast--only save him, +save him!" + +It tore the barren atmosphere of the office to rags; it made the +place august and awful. Rufin bent to her and took her clasped hands +in one of his to raise her. + +"I will do all that I can," he said earnestly. "All! I dare not do +less, my child." + +She gulped and shivered; she had poured her soul and her force forth, +and she was weak and empty. She strained to find further expression, +but could not. Rufin supported her to the chair. + +"We must see what is happening in this trial," he said to the little +official. "We have lost time as it is." + +"I will guide you," replied the other happily. "It!-is a situation, +is it not? Ah, the crevasses, the abysses of life! Come, my friend." + +From the Salle des Pas Perdus a murmur reached them. They entered it +to find the crowd sundered, leaving empty a broad alley. + +"Qu'est ce qu'y a?" The little official was jumping on tiptoe to see +over the heads in front of him. "Is it possible that the case is +finished?" + +A huissier came at his gesture and found means to get them through to +the front of the crowd, which waited with a hungry expectation. + +"The case is certainly finished," murmured the little man. + +A double door opened at the head of the alley of people, and half a +dozen men in uniform came out quickly. Others followed, and they came +down toward the entrance. In the midst of them, their shabby civilian +clothes contrasting abruptly with the uniforms of their guards, +slouched four men, handcuffed and bareheaded. + +"It is they," whispered the official to Rufin, and half turned his +head to ask a question of the huissier behind them. + +Three of them were lean young men, with hardy, debased, animal +countenances. They were referable at a glance to the dregs of +civilization. They had the stooped shoulders, the dragging gait, the +half-servile, half-threatening expression that hallmarks the apache. +It was to the fourth that Rufin turned with an overdue thrill of +excitement. A young man--not more than twenty-five--built like a bull +for force and wrath. His was that colossal physique that develops in +the South; his shoulders were mighty under his mean coat, and his +chained wrists were square and knotty. He held his head up with a +sort of truculence in its poise; it was the head, massive, sensuous- +lipped, slow-eyed, of a whimsical Nero. It was weariness, perhaps, +that give him his look of satiety, of appetites full fed and dormant, +of lusts grossly slaked. A murmur ran through the hall as he passed; +it was as though the wretched men and women who knew him uttered an +involuntary applause. + +"There is Peter," said some one near Rufin. "Lucky Peter; Quel +homme!" + +The Huissier was memorizing for the little official the closing scene +of the trial. Rufin heard words here and there in his narrative. +"Called the judges a set of old . . . Laughed aloud when they asked +him if . . . Yes, roared with laughter--roared." And then for the +final phrase: "Condamnes a la mort!" + +"You hear?" inquired the little official, nudging him. "It is too +late. They are condemned to death, all of them. They have their +affair!" + +Rufin shrugged and led the way back to the office. But it was empty; +the girl had gone. + +"Tiens!" said the official. "No doubt she heard of the sentence and +knew that there was no more to be done." + +"Or else," said Rufin thoughtfully, frowning at the floor--"or else +she reposes her trust in me." + +"Ah, doubtless," agreed the little man. "But say, then! It has been +an experience, hein? Piquant, picturesque, moving, too. For I am not +like you; I do not see these dramas every day." + +"And you fancy I do?" cried Rufin. "Man, I am terrified to find what +goes on in the world. And I thought I knew life!" With a gesture of +hopelessness and impotence he turned on his heel and went forth. + +The business preserved its character of a series of accidents to the +end; accidents are the forced effects of truth. Rufin, having +organized supports of a kind not to be ignored in a republican state, +even by blind Justice herself, threw his case at the wise grey head +of the Minister of Justice--a wily politician who knew the uses of +advertisement. The apaches are distinctively a Parisian produce, and +if only Paris could be won over, intrigued by the romance and +strangeness of the genius that had flowered in the gutter, and given +to the world a star of art, all would be arranged and the guillotine +would have but three necks to subdue. France at large would only +shrug, for France is the husband of Paris and permits her her +caprices. It rested with Paris, then. + +But, as though they insisted upon a martyr, the apaches themselves +intervened with a brisk series of murders and outrages, the last of +which they effected on the very fringe of the show-Paris. It was not +a sergent de ville this time, but a shopkeeper, and the city frothed +at the mouth and shrieked for revenge. + +"After that," said the Minister, "there is nothing to do. See for +yourself--here are the papers! We shall be fortunate if four +executions suffice." + +Rufin was seated facing him across a great desk littered with +documents. + +"Why not try if three will serve?" he suggested. + +The minister smiled and shook his head. He looked at Rufin half +humorously. + +"These Parisians," he said, "have the guillotine habit. If they take +to crying for more, what old man can be sure of dying in his bed? My +grandfather was an old man, and his head fell in the Revolution." + +"But this," said Rufin, rustling the newspapers before him--"this is +clamor. It is panic. It is not serious." + +"That is why I am afraid of it," replied the Minister. "I am always +afraid of a frightened Frenchman. But, sans blague, my friend, I +cannot do what you wish." + +Rufin put the piled newspapers from him and leaned forward to plead. + +It was useless. The old man opposite him had a manner as deft and +unassuming as his own; it masked a cynical inflexibility of purpose +proof against any appeal. + +"I cannot do it," was his single answer. + +Rufin sighed. "Then it remains to see the President," he suggested. + +"There is that," smiled the Minister. "See him by all means. If you +are interested in gardening, you will find him charming. Otherwise, +perhaps--but an honest man, I assure you." + +"At least," said Rufin, "if everything fails, if the great painter is +to be sacrificed to the newspapers and your epigrams--at least you +will allow me to visit him before--before the----" + +"But certainly!" the Minister bowed. "I am eager to serve you, +Monsieur Rufin. When the date is fixed I will write you a permission. +You three shall have an interview; it should be a memorable one." + +"We three?" Rufin waited for an explanation. + +"Exactly. You two great artists, Monsieur Rufin and Monsieur Giaconi, +and also the murderer, Peter the Lucky." + +The old man smiled charmingly; he had brought the negotiations to a +point with a mot. + +"Adieu, cher maitre," he said, rising to shake his visitor's hand +across the wide desk. + +Rufin seemed to have trodden into a groove of unsuccess. All his +efforts were futile; he saw himself wasting time and energy while +fate wasted none. The picture came to hang in his studio till the +Luxembourg should demand it; daily its tragic wisdom and tenacious +femininity goaded him to new endeavors, and daily he knew that he +spent himself in vain. + +He did not even realize how much of himself he had expended till that +raw morning before the dawn when he drove across Paris in a damp and +mournful cab, with the silent girl at his side, to a little square +like a well shut in by high houses whose every window was lighted. +There was already a crowd waiting massed under the care of mounted +soldiers, and the cab slowed to a walk to pass through them. From the +window at his side he saw, with unconscious appreciation, the picture +it made, an arrangement of somber masses with yellow windows shining, +and in the middle the gaunt uprights, the severe simplicity of the +guillotine. + +Faces looked in at him, strange and sudden, lit abruptly by the +carriage-lamps. Somebody--doubtless a student--peered and recognized +him. "Good morning, maitre," he said, and was gone. Maitre--master! +Men did him honor in so naming him, gave him rank, deferred to him. +But he acknowledged life for his master, himself for its pupil and +servant. + +The girl had not spoken since they started; she remained sitting +still in her place when the cab halted at a door, and it needed his +hand on her arm to rouse her to dismount. She followed him obediently +between more men in uniform, and they found themselves in a corridor, +where an officer, obviously waiting there for the purpose, greeted +Rufin with marked deference. + +"There is no need," he said, as Rufin groped in his pockets for the +permit with which he had been provided. "I have been warned to expect +Monsieur Rufin and the lady, and I congratulate myself on the honor +of receiving them." + +"He knows we are coming?" asked Rufin. + +"Yes, he knows," replied the other. "At this moment his toilet is +being made." He sank his voice so that the mute, abstracted girl +should not overhear. "The hair above the neck, you know--they always +shave that off. It might be better that mademoiselle should not see." + +"Possibly," agreed Rufin, looking absently at his comely, +insignificant face, which the lamps illuminated mercilessly. + +The girl stood with her hands loosely joined before her, and her thin +face vacant, staring, as though in a mood of deep thought, along the +bare passage. Suddenly she addressed the officer. + +"How long shall I be with him," she inquired, in tones of an almost +arrogant composure, "before they cut his head off?" + +The words, in their matter-of-fact directness, no less than the tone, +seemed to startle the officer. + +"Ah, Mademoiselle!" he protested, as though at an indelicacy or an +accusation. + +"How long?" repeated the girl. + +"Kindly tell mademoiselle what she wishes to know," directed Rufin. + +The officer hesitated. "It does not rest with me," he said +uncomfortably. "You see, there is a regular course in these matters, +a routine. I hope mademoiselle will have not less than ten minutes." + +The girl looked at Rufin and made a face. It was as though she had +been overcharged in a shop; she invited him, it seemed, to take note +of a trivial imposture. Her manner and gesture had the repressed +power of under-expression. He nodded to her in entire comprehension. + +"But," began the officer excitedly, "how can I----" Rufin turned on +him gravely, a somber, august figure of reproof. + +"Sir," he said, "you are in the presence of a tragedy. I beg you to +be silent." + +The officer made a hopeless gesture; the shadow of it fled +grotesquely up the walls. + +A few moments later the summons came that took them along the passage +to an open door, giving on to a room brilliant with lights and +containing a number of people. At the farther end of it a table +against the wall had been converted into a sort of altar, with wan +candles alight upon it, and there was a robed priest among the +uniformed men. Those by the door parted to make way for them. Rufin +saw them salute him, and removed his hat. + +Somebody was speaking. "Regret we cannot leave you alone, but----" + +"It does not matter," said Rufin. The room was raw and aching with +light; the big electrics were pitiless. In the middle of it a man sat +on a chair and raised expectant eyes at his arrival. It was Giaconi, +the painter, the murderer. There was some disorder of his dress which +Rufin noted automatically, but it was not for some minutes that he +perceived its cause--the collar of his coat had been shorn away. The +man sat under all those fascinated eyes impatiently; his tired and +whimsical face was tense and drawn; he was plainly putting a strong +constraint upon himself. The great shoulders, the huge arms, all the +compressed strength of the body, made the effect of some strong +animal fettered and compelled to tameness. + +"Rufin?" he said hesitatingly. + +The painter nodded. "Yes, it is Rufin." + +The girl glided past him toward the seated man. "And I, Pietro," she +said. + +He made a gesture with his hand as though to move her aside, for she +stood between him and Rufin. + +"Ah," she cried, "do you not need me at all--even now?" + +"Oh, what is it?" said the condemned man, with a quick irritation. +"Is this a time! There is not a moment to spare. I must speak to +Rufin--I must. Yes, kneel down; that's right!" + +She had sunk at his knee and laid her brown head upon it. As though +to acknowledge the caress of a dog, he let one hand fall on her bowed +shoulders. His eyes traveled across her to Rufin. + +"They told me you would come. Say--is it because of my picture?" + +"Yes," said Rufin. "I have done all that I could to save you because +of that. But----" + +"I know," said the other. "They have told me. You like it, then--my +poor 'Mona Lisa' of Montmartre?" + +Rufin stepped closer. It was not easy to utter all he desired to say +under the eyes of those uniformed men, with the sad, attentive priest +in the background. + +"Monsieur," he said, "your picture is in my studio. Nothing shall +ever hang in its place, for nothing will be worthy." + +The seated man heard him hungrily. For the moment he seemed to have +forgotten where he was and what was to happen to him ere he drew many +more breaths. + +"I knew," he said, "I knew. I can paint. So can you, Monsieur-- +sometimes. We two---we know!" + +He frowned heavily as realization returned to him. "And now I never +shall," he said. "I never shall! Ah, it is horrible! A man is two +people, and both die like a single soul. You know, for you are an +artist." + +"I--I have done my best," said Rufin despairingly. "If I could go +instead and leave you to paint--oh, believe me, I would go now +gladly, proudly, for I should have given the world pictures--great +pictures." + +A spasm of emotion filled his eyes with tears, and some one touched +his arm and drew him aside. He strove with himself fiercely and +looked up again to see that three men had entered the room and were +going toward the prisoner. The priest had come forward and was +raising the kneeling girl. + +"A moment," cried the prisoner, as the three laid hands upon him. +"Just a moment." They took no notice. "Monsieur Rufin," he cried, "it +is my hand I offer you--only that." + +Somebody near Rufin spoke a brief order and the three were still. He +saw Giaconi's intent face across their shoulders, his open hand +reaching forward between them. He clasped it silently. + +The priest had set the girl on her knees before the improvised altar +and stood beside her in silence. The three, with no word spoken, +proceeded with their business. With deft speed they lashed their +man's hands behind his back, forcing them back with rough skill. The +chief of them motioned his subordinates to take him by the elbows and +signed to the priest with his hand. The priest came forward, holding +the crucifix, and took his place close to the prisoner. For a final +touch of the grotesque the executioner produced and put on a tall +silk hat. + +"March!" he said, and they took the condemned man toward the door. He +twisted his head round for a last glance at the room. + +"Good-bye, little one!" he cried loudly. The kneeling girl only +moaned. + +"Good-bye, M'sieur Rufin." + +Rufin stepped forward and bowed mechanically. + +"Adieu, Maitre," he answered. + +He saw that the condemned man's eyes lightened, a flush rose in his +face; he smiled as if in triumph. Then they passed out, and Rufin, +after standing for a moment in uncertainty, crossed the room and +knelt beside the girl, with his hands pressed to his ears. + + + +VIII + +"PARISIENNE" + +"At least," said the Comtesse, still staring at the brisk fire in the +steel grate--"at least he saw them with his own eyes." + +She was thinking aloud, and Elsie Gray, her distant relative and +close companion, only looked up without reply. The Comtesse's face +stood in profile against the bright appointments of the fireplace, +delicate and serene; the tall salon, with its white panels gleaming +discreetly in the light of the candles, made a chaste frame for her +fragile presence. The window-curtains had been drawn to shut out the +evening which shed its damp melancholy over the Faubourg, and to the +girl the great, still room seemed like a stage set for a drama. She +sat on a stool beside the Comtesse's chair, her fingers busy with +many-colored skeins of silk, and the soft stir of the fire and the +tick of a little clock worked themselves into her patient thoughts. + +"He was to come at nine, I think," said the Comtesse at last, without +turning her head. + +"Yes," said Elsie, leaning forward to look at the little clock. "It +still wants twenty minutes." + +The Comtesse nodded slowly; all her gestures had the gentle +deliberation of things done ceremonially. + +"It is not much longer to wait, is it?" she said. "After twenty +years, one should be patient. But to think! To-night, for the first +time I hear of Jeanne from one who saw her at the end. Not a lawyer +who has sought out the tale and rearranged it, but one who knew. You +see, Elsie?" + +Elsie put a hand on her arm, and her little thrill of excitement died +out at once. + +"Yes," said the girl; "I see, but you must be tranquil." + +"I will be tranquil," promised the Comtesse. "I will have +consideration for my heart. It is only the waiting which tries me." + +"And that is nearly at an end." Elsie released her arm, and the +Comtesse turned again to the fire. The tick of the clock renewed its +tiny insistence; the great room again enveloped them in the austerity +of its silence. The girl returned to the silk strings in her lap. She +knew the occasion of the Comtesse's sudden emotion; it was a familiar +tale, and not the loss familiar for being told in whispers. She had +heard it first when she came from her English home to be the +Comtesse's companion. It had been told to her officially, as it were, +to guide her in her dealings with the Comtesse. A florid French +uncle, with a manner of confidential discretion that made her blush, +had been the mouthpiece of the family, and from him she had learned +how Jeanne, the Comtesse's half-sister, had run away with a rogue, a +man who got his deserts, an officer in a regiment stationed in +Algeria. + +"Eventually he committed suicide, but before that there were +passages," the French uncle had said. The dreadful word "passages" +seemed to contain the story, and he gave it an accent of unspeakable +significance. "The Comtesse has suffered," he told her further. "It +was a sad affair, and she had much tenderness for Jeanne." And that, +at first, seemed to be the whole of it, though once or twice the +uncle checked himself on the brink of details. But on this evening +the tale was to be told afresh. There had arrived from Africa one +Colonel Saval, who had served with the sorry hero of poor Jeanne's +romance; he had known him and dealt with him; and he was appointed to +come to the Comtesse in the quality of eye-witness. + +He was punctual, at all events; the little clock was yet striking +when the gaunt footman opened the door and spoke his name. The +Comtesse looked up, and Elsie Gray rose to receive him; he advanced +and made his bow. + +"Madame la Comtesse?" he said, with a faint note of inquiry. The +Comtesse's inclination answered him. "Madame la Comtesse honors me. I +am happy to be of service." + +He bowed to Elsie, who gave him "Good evening;" the footman set +forward a chair for him and withdrew. His white hair stood about his +head like a delicate haze; under it, the narrow wise face was brick- +red, giving news of his long service under the sun of North Africa. +He was short and slight, a tiny vivacious man, full of charming +formalities, and there was about him something gentle and suave, that +did not quite hide a trenchant quality of spirit. He stood before +them, smiling in a moment of hesitation, half paternal, wholly +gallant. + +"Madame la Comtesse is suffering," said Elsie, in the spacious French +idiom. "There is little that she can say. But she thanks Monsieur +most sincerely for giving himself this trouble. But please be +seated." + +He was active in condolences at once. "I am most sympathetic," he +said seriously. "And for the trouble"--he nicked it from him--"there +is no trouble. I am honored." + +The Comtesse bowed to him. "Monsieur is very amiable," she murmured. + +He hitched up his chair and sat down, facing the pair of them. His +shrewd eye took the measure of the Comtesse and her infirmity, +without relinquishing a suggestion of admiration. He was a man +panoplied with the civil arts; his long career in camps and garrisons +had subtracted nothing of social dexterity. There was even a kind of +grace in his attitude as he sat, his cane and hat in one hand, with +one knee crossed upon the other. He spent a moment in consideration. + +"It is of the Capitaine Bertin that I am to speak? Yes?" he asked +suddenly. + +The Comtesse stirred a little in her chair. "Yes," she answered, in a +voice like a sigh--a sigh of relief, perhaps. + +"Ah!" He made a little gesture of acknowledgment. "Le Capitaine +Bertin! Then Madame will compose herself to hear little that is +agreeable, for it is a tale of tragedy." His eyes wandered for a +moment; he seemed to be renewing and testing again the flavor of +memories. Under his trim moustache the mouth set and grew harder. +Then, without further preamble, he began to speak. + +"Bertin and I were of the same rank," he said, "and of much the same +age. There was never a time when we were friends; there stood between +us too pronounced a difference--a difference, Madame, of spirit, of +aim, and even of physique. Bertin was large, sanguine, with the face +of a bold lover, of a man noticeably gallant. I recall him most +vividly as he sat in a cafe behind a little round table. It was thus +one saw him most frequently, with his hard, swarthy face and +moustaches that curled like a ram's horns. In such places he seemed +most at home, with men about him and cards ready to his hand; and +yet--has Madame seen the kind of man who is never wholly at his ease, +who stands for ever on his guard, as it were! Bertin was such a one; +there were many occasions when I remarked it. He would be in the +centre of a company of his friends, assured, genial, dominant; and +yet, at each fresh arrival in the room, he would look up with +something furtive and defensive in his expression. I have seen +deserters like that, but in Bertin it lacked an explanation." + +"And there was a further matter yet. He was my fellow officer; I saw +him on parade and at mess; but his life, the life of his own choice, +was lived among those who were not our equals. How shall I make that +clear to you, Madame? In those days, Europe drained into Algiers; it +had its little world of men who gambled and drank much, and +understood one another with a complete mistrust; it was with such as +these that Bertin occupied his leisure. It was with them that his +harshness and power were most efficacious. Naturally, it was not +pleasant for us, his colleagues, to behold him for ever with such +companions; the most of them seemed to be men connected with one +sport or another, with billiards, or racing, or the like; but there +was nothing to be done." + +The Comtesse shifted slightly in her chair. "He had power," she said +thoughtfully. + +The little Colonel nodded twice. "He had power, as Madame observes. +He had many good qualities--not quite enough, it is true, but many. +There were even those that loved him, dogs, horses, waiters, +croupiers and the poor women who made up the background of his life. +I have thought, sometimes, that it is easy for a man to be loved, +Madame, if he will take that responsibility. But what befell Bertin +was not commonplace. He returned to France on leave, for six months, +and it was then, I believe, that he first met the lady who became +Madame Bertin?" + +He gave the words the tone of a question, and the Comtesse answered +with a slow gesture of assent. + +"Yes, I have heard that it was so," said the Colonel. "Of what took +place at that time I can tell nothing, naturally, and Madame is no +doubt sufficiently informed. But I saw him--I saw them both--within a +week of their return. Upon that occasion I dined at a hotel with two +friends, Captain Vaucher and Lieutenant de Sailles. Bertin, with some +friends and his wife, was at a table near-by. She was the only lady +of the party; her place was between an Englishman, a lean, twisted +man with the thin legs of a groom, and a Belgian who passed for an +artist. It was de Sailles who pointed them out; and in effect it was +a group to see with emotion. The lady--she was known to you, Madame? +Then the position will be clear. She was of that complete and perfect +type we honor as the Parisienne, a product of the most complex life +in the world. She was slender and straight--ah! straight as a lance, +with youth and spirit and buoyancy in the carriage of her head, the +poise of her body, the color upon her cheeks. But it was not that-- +the beauty and the courage--that caused her to stand out among those +men as a climbing rose stands out from an old wall; it was the +schooled and perfected quality of her, the fineness and delicacy of +her manner and expression, the--in short, the note of breeding, +Madame, the unmistakable ensign of caste. The Englishman fidgeted and +lounged beside her; the fat Belgian drank much and was boisterous; +Bertin was harsh and rudely jovial and loud. It was as though she +were enveloped in a miasma." + +"'So that is what Bertin has brought back,' said Vaucher slowly, as +his custom was." + +"'It is a crime,' said de Sailles." + +"'I wonder,' said Vaucher, and drank his wine. He was much my friend, +a man with the courage and innocence of a good child; but his thought +was not easy to follow. He gave Bertin's group another look under +puckered brows, and then turned his back on it and began to talk of +other matters. I might have known then that--but I must tell my tale +in order." + +"Bertin was not wise--if it were nothing more--to bring such a wife +to Algiers. It turned eyes upon him. Those who had been aware of him +merely as a man of low tastes now began to notice his particular +actions. He had a house in a certain impasse, and one night there was +a brawl there--an affair of a man drunk and angry, of a knife drawn +and some one stabbed. Before, it might have passed; our discipline +was indulgent; but now it took on the shape of a scandal. It was +brief and ugly, but it marked a stage passed in Bertin's career. And +it was only two days later that Vaucher came to me in my quarters +with a manner at once deprecating and defiant. He sat in my arm-chair +and laughed quietly before he spoke." + +"'I am looking for friends,' he said; 'for a pair of friends.'" + +"Then, of course, I understood. I bade him count on me. 'And there is +also de Sailles,' I reminded him. 'He has a very just taste in these +affairs. But who is our opponent?'" + +"'It is Bertin,' he answered." + +"I was astonished, and he told me all. It was an episode of quixotry, +a thing entirely imprudent and altogether lovable in him. It chanced +that on the evening of Bertin's little--er--fracas, Vaucher had +passed by the impasse in which Bertin lived. He had heard the scream +of the man with the knife in him and paused. It was a dark night, and +in the impasse there was but one lamp which stood near Bertin's door. +There was a babble of many voices after that scream--shouts of fury, +the whining of the would-be assassin, and so on; he was about to pass +on, when Bertin's door opened and a woman slipped out and stood +listening on the pavement. Her attitude was that of one ready to +flee, terrified but uncertain. As the noises within died down she +relapsed from her tense pose and showed her face to Vaucher in the +light of the lamp. It was Madame Bertin. She did not see him where he +waited, and all of a sudden her self-possession snapped like a twig +you break in your fingers. She was weeping, leaning against the wall, +weeping desolately, in an abandonment of humiliation and impotence. +But Vaucher was not moved when he told me of it." + +"'That I could have endured,' he said. 'I held my peace and did not +intrude upon her. But presently they brought the wounded man +downstairs, and Bertin came forth to seek a fiacre to take him away. +She heard him ere he came out and gained thus the grace of an +instant. There was never anything in life so pitiful, so moving, as +the woman's strength that strangled down her sobs, dried the tears at +their source, and showed to her husband a face as calm as it was +cold. He spoke to her and she gave him a word in answer. But'--and he +leaned forward in my chair and struck his fist on the arm of it--'but +that poor victory is sore in my memory like a scar." + +"All that was comprehensible. Vaucher was a man of heart. 'But what +is the quarrel?' I demanded." + +"'The quarrel!' he repeated. 'Let me see; what was it, now?' He had +actually forgotten. 'Oh yes. He spoke to me. That was it. He spoke to +me, and I desired him not to speak to me for the future, of course.' + +"Madame, up to the time when I went with Vaucher to the ground I had +not given a thought to the issue of the affair. I had taken it for +granted that Bertin would go down; at such seasons, one is blinded by +one's sense of right. It lasted not two minutes. They fought with the +saber--our custom at that time. Though it was early in the morning, +there was a strong sun; it made a flame on the blades as they saluted +before engaging. Bertin was very sober and serious, but one had only +to glance at him to perceive a very heat of wrath masked under his +heavy countenance. Vaucher was intent, wary, full of careful purpose. +Their blades touched. 'All'ez!' There were a couple of moments of +fencing, of almost formal escrime, and then Vaucher lengthened his +arm and attacked. Bertin stepped back a pace, and, as Vaucher +advanced, he slashed with a high open cut, and it was over. Vaucher +threw up both hands and came to his knees. I remember that I stood, +unable to move, staring aghast at this end to the affair; while +Bertin threw down his sword, turned his back, and went to where his +clothes lay. At that moment he seemed as vast against the morning sky +as a monument, as a sphinx carved out of a mountain. He had spoken no +word." + +"We took Vaucher back to the city. It was a cut in the head. Madame +shall be spared the particulars. I think he is living yet, but it was +the end of him, none the less." + +The little Colonel's voice dropped on the last words. He did not take +the sympathy and friendship that waited for him in Elsie's grey eyes; +he looked with a somber gaze at the Comtesse. She still held her +favorite attitude, leaning a little to one side in her great chair, +so that she could watch the shifting shapes in the fire. She was +smiling slightly, but her smile vanished as the Colonel paused. + +"He was a gallant gentleman," she said softly. Elsie turned her head +to look at her, surprised, for the thing was said perfunctorily, in +the manner of a commonplace of politeness. + +Colonel Saval bowed. "Madame la Comtesse is only just," he said. But +he glanced sharply at her serene, preoccupied face with a manner of +some dissatisfaction. + +He resumed his tale with a sigh. "After all," he said, "there is not +much to tell. I was not fortunate enough to meet Madame Bertin +frequently during the two years that followed. From time to time I +saw her, always with some wonder, for she preserved to the end that +delicate and superb quality which so distinguished her. The scandal +of the brawl was the small thing that was needed to turn Bertin's +course downhill; almost from that day one could mark his decline. It +was not a matter of incidents; it was simply that within a year most +of us were passing him without recognition, and there was talk of +debts that troubled him. He had deteriorated, too; whereas of old he +was florid, now he was inflamed and gross; where he had been merely +loud, he was now coarse. Within eighteen months the Colonel had made +him a scene, had told him sour truths, and shaken his finger at him. +That power of his, Madame, was not the power that enables a man to +hold his level. Even with the companions of his leisure, his +ascendancy faded. I recollect seeing him once, at the corner of the +Place du Gouvernement, in the centre of a group of them, raging +almost tearfully, while they laughed at him. The horrible laughter of +those outcasts, edged like a saw, cruel and vile! And he was purple +with fury, shaking like a man in an ague, and helpless against them. +I was young in those days and not incapable of generous impulses; I +recollect that as I passed I jostled one of those creatures out of +the path, and then turned and waited for the remonstrance which he +decided not to make." + +The Comtesse nodded at the fire, like one well pleased. The little +Colonel gave her another of his shrewd glances and went on. + +"As you see, Madame, it is not possible to describe to you the steps +by which Bertin sank. The end came within two years of the duel. One +knew--somehow--that it was at hand. There were things dropped in +talk, things overheard and pieced together--a whole atmosphere of +scandal, in which there came and went little items of plain fact. The +trouble was with regimental funds; again I will spare Madame the +details; but certain of them which should have passed through +Bertin's hands had not arrived at their destination. Clerks from a +bank came to work upon the accounts; strange, cool young men, who +hunted figures through ledgers as a ferret traces a rat under a +floor. You must understand that for the regiment it was a monstrous +matter, an affair to hide sedulously; it touched our intimate honor. +There was a meeting of the rest of us to consider the thing; finally, +it was I that was deputed to go forthwith to Bertin and persuade him +to leave the city, to vanish, to do his part to save our credit. And +that evening, as soon as it was dark enough to be convenient, I +went." + +"There was still that light in the impasse by which my poor friend +Vaucher had seen Madame Bertin weeping; but from the windows of the +house there came none. It was shuttered like a fort. It was not till +I had knocked many times upon the door that there came any response. +At last I heard bolts being withdrawn--bolt after bolt, as if the +place had been a prison or a treasury; and Madame Bertin herself +stood in the entry. The one lamp in the impasse showed her my +uniform, and she breathed like one who had been running." + +"I saluted her and inquired for Bertin." + +"'Captain Bertin?' she repeated after me. 'I do not know--I fear----'" + +"'My business with him is urgent,' I told her, and at that she +whitened. 'And unofficial,' I added, therefore." + +"At that she stood aside for me to enter. I aided her to fasten the +door again, and she led me up the stairs to a small room, divided by +large doors from an inner chamber." + +"'If you will please be seated,' she said, 'I will send Captain +Bertin in to you.'" + +"She was thinner, I thought, and perhaps a trifle less assured; but +that was to be understood. For the rest, she had the deliberate tones +of the salon, the little smile of a convention that is not irksome. +Her voice, her posture, had that grace one knows and defers to at +sight. It was all very wonderful to come upon in that house. As she +left the room, her profile shone against the wall like a cameo, so +splendid in its pallor and the fineness of its outline." + +"She must have gone from the passage by another entrance to the room +beyond the double doors, for I heard her voice there--and his. They +spoke together for some minutes, she at length, but he shortly; and +then the doors slid apart a foot or so, and he came through sideways. +He gave me a desperate look, and pulled at the doors to close them +behind him. They stuck and resisted him, and he ceased his efforts at +once." + +"'You wanted to speak to me?' he asked. He seemed to be frowning as a +child will frown to keep from bursting into tears. 'But not +officially, I believe? It is not official, is it?'" + +"'No,' I answered. 'It is a message--quite private.'" + +"He ceased to frown at that, staring at me heavily, and chewing his +moustache." + +"'Sit down,' he said suddenly, and came nearer, glancing over his +shoulder at the aperture of the doors. Something in that movement +gave me the suggestion that he was accustomed to guard against +eavesdroppers; all those poor forlorn gamesters and wastrels are full +of secrets and privacies. One sees them for ever in corners with +furtive eyes for listeners, guiding their business like +conspirators." + +"I gave him my message at once. There was a need upon me for plain +speech with the man, like that need for cold steel which came upon +poor Vaucher." + +"'There is time for you to make your packages and be gone,' I said. +'Time for that and no more, and I recommend you to let the packages +be few. If you go, you will not be sought for. That is what I have to +say to you.'" + +"He glanced over his shoulder again and came a step nearer. 'You +mean----'he said, and hesitated." + +"'The money? Yes,' I answered. 'That is what I mean. You will go?" + +"He stared at me a moment in silence. I felt as if I had struck him +and spat in his face. But he had no such thought." + +"'How long have I?' he asked suddenly." + +"'You have to-night,' I answered." + +"It seemed as if he were going to ask further questions, but at that +moment Madame Bertin appeared in the doorway behind him. I knew she +had heard our talk. + +"'Your business is finished?' she asked carelessly, coming forward +into the room." + +"'It is quite finished,' I replied." + +"She nodded, smiling. 'Captain Bertin has to catch a train,' she +said, 'and if I did not watch the time for him, he would surely lose +it. He has no idea of punctuality.'" + +"'I hope he has not much packing to do,' I said." + +"'I have seen to that,' she replied." + +"'Then I will not intrude upon your adieux,' I said, preparing to +depart. Ma foi, I was ready to weep, as Vaucher had wept, at the gay +courage of her. But she stopped me." + +"'Oh, the adieux are complete like the packing,' she said. 'And if +you should have anything further to say to Captain Bertin, you can +drive with him to the station.'" + +"I could see her meaning in that; my company would guard him till he +left. So I bowed." + +"'I shall be very happy,' I said." + +"'Then if you will send for a fiacre,' she suggested to her husband. +He was standing between us, wordless and dull. He gave her a look of +inquiry; she returned it with a clear, high gaze, and he went at +once." + +"'It is a good season for traveling, I believe!' she said, when the +door had closed behind him." + +"'Captain Bertin could not have chosen a better,' I assured her." + +"Her composure was more than wonderful; by no sign, no hint of +weakness or ill ease, did she make any appeal to me. To my sympathy, +my admiration, my devotion, she offered only that bright surface of +her schooled manner and disciplined emotions. While her house +crumbled about her ears, while her world failed her, she deviated not +a hairbreadth from the line of social amenity." + +"'But he is hardly likely to have company?' she asked again." + +"As for me, I had visions of the kind of company that was due to him +--a formal sons-officer with a warrant of arrest, a file of stolid +soldiers, with rigid faces and curious eyes." + +"But I answered her in her own manner." + +"'There is certainly that drawback,' I said, and I thought--I hoped-- +I saw gratitude in her answering look." + +"Then Bertin returned, with the hat of a civilian and a cloak that +covered him to the ears. I saw their farewell--his look of appeal at +her, the smile of amusement which answered it. And next I was seated +beside him in the fiacre and she was framed in the door, looking +after us, slender and erect, pale and subtle, smiling still with a +manner as of weariness. It is thus that I remember her best." + +"It was not till we were out of her sight that Bertin spoke. He lit a +cigarette and stared up at the great white stars." + +"'She spoilt my luck from the first,' he said." + +"I don't know why, but I laughed. At the moment it seemed to be a +very droll saying. And at the sound of my laughter he grinned in +sympathy. He was a wonderful man. When he was established in the +train, he held out his hand to me." + +"'Adieu,' he said. 'You have been kind in your way. You didn't do it +for me, you know--so adieu!" + +"I took his hand. It was a small thing to grant him, and I bad no +other answer. As the train moved away, I saw his face at the window +of the carriage, full of a kind of sly humor--gross, amiable, and +tragic! He waved me a good-bye." + +The Colonel paused, staring at his trimly booted toe. Madame la +Comtesse looked at him thoughtfully. + +"You saw him again? she asked. + +"Yes," he answered. "But possibly the tale becomes too painful." + +The Comtesse passed a hand over her eyes. "I must hear the rest," she +said. "You saw her, too, again?" + +"Yes," said the Colonel. + +"She was very hard," said the Comtesse thoughtfully. "Very hard +always. As a girl I remember----" + +The Colonel was looking at her intently, as though some thought had +suddenly brought him enlightenment. Both he and the Comtesse seemed +quite to have forgotten Elsie, listening on her stool in bewilderment +and compassion. She saw them now exchange guarded glances, as though +measuring each other's penetration. + +The Comtesse leaned back. "I beg you to proceed," she said, with a +sigh. Elsie reached over the arm of the chair and took her hand and +held it. + +The little Colonel shrugged his shoulders. + +"Since Madame la Comtesse wishes it," he said. "But some years +elapsed before I saw either of them again. Madame Bertin had said +nothing which could encourage me to call at the house in the impasse, +and there was no message from him to carry thither. I heard--it was +said--that she, too, left the city; Bertin's exit from the service +was arranged, and thus the matter seemed to close. I preserved +certain memories, which I still preserve; I was the richer by them. +Then came active service, expeditions to the interior, some fighting +and much occupation. It chanced that I was fortunate; I gained some +credit and promotion; and by degrees the affair of Bertin sank to +rest in the background of my life. It was a closed incident, and I +was reconciled never to have it reopened. But it seems one can never +be sure that a thing is ended; possibly Bertin in his hiding-place +thought as I did and made the same mistake. I heard the news when I +visited Algiers on my way to a post up-country at the edge of the +desert. New powers had taken charge of our business; there was a new +General, an austere, mirthless man, who knew of Bertin's existence, +and resented it. He had been concerned here and there in more than +one enterprise of an unpleasant flavor, and it was the General's +intention to put a period to him. My friends in barracks told me of +it, perfunctorily; and my chief sense was of disgust that Bertin +should continue to be noticeable. And then I went away up-country, in +a train that carried me beyond the borders of civilization, and set +me down at last one dawn at a point where a military line trickled +out into the vast yellow distance, against an undulated horizon of +sandhills. It was in the chill hour of the morning; a few sentries +walked their beats, and beyond them there was a plot of silent tents. +The station was no more than planks laid on the ground beside some +locked iron sheds, a tank for the engine, and a flagstaff. It was +infinitely forlorn and empty, with an air of staleness and +discomfort. At some distance, a single muffled figure sat apart on a +seat; I thought it was some Arab waiting for the day. Be judge, +then, of my amazement when it rose, as I would have passed it, and +spoke." + +"'This, also, is a good season for traveling?' it said, and I spun on +my heel to face it. From the hood of a bernouse there looked out at +me, pale and delicate still, the face of Madame Bertin." + +"In my bewilderment and my--my joy, I caught at both her hands and +held them for a moment. She smiled and freed herself gently, and her +eyes mocked me. She was the same as ever, impregnably the same; +stress of mind, sorrow, exile, loneliness--they could not avail to +stir her from her pedestal of composure. That manner--it is the armor +of the woman of the world." + +"'I came here on a camel,' she told me, in answer to my inquiries. +'On a camel from my home. I understand now why chameau is a word of +abuse.'" + +"'I am not very sure that the season is good for traveling,' I said." + +"She shrugged her shoulders. 'When one is acclimatized, seasons are +no longer important.'" + +"'And you are acclimatized, Madame?' I asked her." + +"She showed me the bernouse. 'Even to this,' she said." + +"Across the slopes of sand, one could hear the engine of the little +military train grunting and wheezing as it collected its cars, and +the strident voice of a man cursing Arab laborers." + +"'You go by that train?' she asked me." + +"'To Torah,' I answered." + +"'I also,' she said, looking at me inquiringly. + +"I said I was fortunate to have her company, and it was plain that +she was relieved. For I guessed forthwith that it was at Torah that +Bertin was, and she knew that if my going thither were to arrest him, +I would spare her. I am sure she knew that." + +"It was a journey of a day and a night, while that little train +rolled at leisure through a world of parched sand, beyond the +sandhills to the eye-wearying monotony of the desert. Sometimes it +would halt beside a tank and a tent, while a sore-eyed man ran along +the train to beg for newspapers. Over us, the sky rose in an arch +from horizon to horizon, blue and blinding; the heat was like a hand +laid on one's mouth. I had with me my soldier-servant and a provision +of food; there was something of both ecstasy and anguish in serving +her needs, in establishing her comfort. She talked little and always +so that I stood at a distance from her, fenced apart by little +graceful formalities, groping hopelessly and vainly towards her +through the clever mesh of her adroit speech and skilful remoteness. +I was already fifteen years in the country, and fifteen years her +inferior in those civilized dexterities. But she thanked me very +sweetly for my aid." + +"Another dawn, and we were at Torah. A half-circle of dusty palms +leaned away to one side of the place, the common ensign of a well on +a caravan route. The post was but a few structures of wood and mud, +and, a little way off, the tents of the camp. In the east, the sky +was red with foreknowledge of the sun; its light already lay pale +over the meanness of all the village. I helped her from the train, +and demanded to know whither I should conduct her." + +"'I will not give you further trouble,' she said; and though I +protested, she was firm. And at last she walked away, alone, to the +huddle of little buildings, and I saw her pass among them and out of +my sight. Then I turned and went over to the camp, where my duty +lay." + +"That was a sorrowful place, that Torah. The troops were chiefly men +of the Foreign Legion, of whom three in every four expressed in their +eyes only patience and the bitterness of men whose lives are hidden +things. With them were some elderly officers, whose only enthusiasms +showed themselves in a crazy bravery in action, the callous courage +of men who have already died once. From some of these I heard of +Bertin. It was a brown, sun-dried man who told me." + +"'Yes, we know him,' he said. 'He passes under various names, but we +know him. A man wasted, thrown away, my friend! He should have joined +us.'" + +"'You would have accepted him?' I asked." + +"'Why not?' was the answer. 'It is not honest men we ask for, nor +true men, nor even brave men--only fighting men. And any man can be +that.'" + +"It made me wonder if it were yet too late for Bertin, 'and whether +he might not still find a destiny in the ranks of that regiment where +so many do penance. But when I saw him, a week later, I knew that the +chance had gone by with his other chances, It was in a cafe in the +village, a shed open at one side to the little street of sand, and +furnished only with tables and chairs. A great Spahi, in the splendid +uniform of his corps, lounged in one corner; a shrouded Arab tended +the coffee apparatus in another; in the middle, with a glass before +him, sat Bertin. The sun beat in at the open front of the building +and spread the shadows in a tangle on its floor; he was leaning with +both elbows on the table, gazing before him with the eyes of a dead +man. He had always promised to be stout, but he was already fat--a +flabby, blue-jowled heap of a man, all thick creases and bulges; and +his face had patches of blue and purple in its hollows. He was +ponderous, he was huge; and with it there was an aspect of horror, as +though all that flesh were diseased." + +"I paused by his table and slowly he looked up to me. His features +labored with thought, and he recognized me." + +"'Saval!' he ejaculated hoarsely. 'You--you want me?'" + +"I sat down at his table. 'I haven't come to arrest you,' I told him. +'But you had better know that the authorities have decided to arrest +you.'" + +"He gasped. 'For--for----'" + +"'I don't know what for,' I told him. 'For whatever you have been +doing.'" + +"He had to blink and swallow and wipe his brow before he mastered the +fact. His mind, like his body, was a shameful ruin. But the fact that +he was not to be arrested at the moment seemed to comfort him. He +leaned over the table to me." + +"'My wife's here,' he said, in a raucous whisper." + +"'Yes; she knows,' I answered." + +"He frowned, and seemed perplexed. 'She'll make me shoot myself,' he +went on. 'I know what she means. I warn you, she'll make me do it. +Have a drink?'" + +"He was horrible, an offence to the daylight. He bawled an order to +the Arab, and turned to me again." + +"'That's what it'll come to,' he said. 'I warn you.'" + +"He repeated the last phrase in whispers, staring at me heavily: 'I +warn you; I warn you.'" + +"'Have you a pistol?' I asked him. Yes, Madame, I asked him that." + +"He smiled at me. 'No, I haven't,' he said, still confidentially. +'You see how it is? I haven't even a pistol. But I know what she +means.'" + +"I was in field uniform, and I unbuttoned my holster and laid the +revolver on the table before him. He looked at it with an empty +smile. 'It is loaded,' I said, and left him." + +"But I wondered. It seemed to me that there was a tension in the +affairs of Bertin and his wife which could not endure, that the +moment was at hand when the breaking-point would be reached. And it +was this idea that carried me the same evening to visit Madame +Bertin. The night about me was still, yet overhead there was wind, +for great clouds marched in procession across the moon, trailing +their shadows over the sand. Bertin inhabited a little house at the +fringe of the village; it looked out at the emptiness of the desert. +I was yet ten paces from the door when it opened and Madame Bertin +came forth. She was wrapped in her bernouse, and she closed the door +behind her quickly and stepped forward to meet me. She gave me +greeting in her cool even tones, the pallor of her face shining forth +from the hood of her garment." + +"'Since you are so good as to come and see me,' she said, 'let us +walk here for a while. Captain Bertin is occupied; and we can watch +the clouds on the sand.'" + +"We walked to and fro before the house. 'I saw your husband to-day,' +I told her." + +"'He said so,' she answered. 'It was pleasant for him to talk with an +old comrade.'" + +"One window in the house was lighted, with a curtain drawn across it. +As we paused, I saw the shadow of a man on the curtain--a man who +lurched and pressed both hands to his head. I could not tell whether +Madame Bertin saw it also; she continued to walk, looking straight +before her; her face was calm." + +"'Doubtless he has his occupations here?' I ventured presently. +'There are matters in which he interests himself--non?'" + +"'That is so,' she replied. 'And this evening he tells me he has a +letter to write, concerning some matters of importance. I have +promised him that for an hour he shall not be interrupted. What +wonderful color there is yonder?'" + +"The shadow of a great cloud, blue-black like a moonlit sea, was +racing past us; it seemed to break like surf on a line of sandhills. +But while I watched it awe was creeping upon me. She was erect and +grave, with lips a little parted, staring before her; the heavy folds +of the bernouse were like the marble robe of a statue. I glanced +behind me at the lighted window, and the shadow of an arm moved upon +it, an arm that gesticulated and conveyed to me a sense of agony, of +appeal. I remembered the revolver; I felt a weakness overcome me." + +"'Madame!' I cried. 'I fear--I doubt that it is safe to leave him for +an hour to-night.'" + +"She turned to me with a faint movement of surprise. The moon showed +her to me clearly. Before the deliberate strength of her eyes, my +gaze faltered." + +"'But I assure you,' she answered; 'nothing can be safer.'" + +"I made one more effort. 'But if I might see him for an instant,' I +pleaded." + +"She smiled and shook her head. I might have been an importunate +child. 'I promised him an hour,' she said. Her voice was indulgent, +friendly, commonplace; it made me powerless. I had it on my lips to +cry out, 'He is in there alone, working himself up to the point of +suicide!' But I could not utter it. I could no more say it than I +could have smitten her in the face. She was impregnable behind; that +barrier of manners which she upheld so skillfully. She continued to +look at me for some seconds and to smile--so gently, so mildly. I +think I groaned." + +"She began to talk again of the clouds, but I could not follow what +she said. That was my hour of impotence. Madame, I have seen battles +and slaughter and found no meaning in them. But that isolated tragedy +boxed up in the little house between the squalid town and the +lugubrious desert--it sucked the strength from my bones. She +continued to speak; the cultivated sweetness of her voice came and +went in my ears like a maddening distraction from some grave matter +in hand. I think I was on the point of breaking in, violently, +hysterically, when I cast a look at the lighted window again. I cried +out to her." + +"'Look! Look!' I cried." + +"She did not turn. 'I have seen the sea like that at Naples,' she was +saying, gazing out to the desert, with her back to the house. 'With +the moon shining over Capri----'" + +"'For the love of God!' I said, and made one step toward the house. +But it was too late. The shadowed hand--and what it held--rose; the +shadowed head bent to meet it." + +"Even at the sound of the shot she did not turn. 'What was that?' she +said tranquilly." + +"For the moment I could not speak. I had to gulp and breathe to +recover myself." + +"'Let us go and see,' I said then. 'The hour is past, and the letter +of importance is finished.'" + +"She nodded. 'By all means,' she agreed carelessly, and I followed +her into the house." + +"Once again I will spare Madame la Comtesse the details. Bertin had +evaded arrest. At the end of all his laborings and groanings, the +instant of resolution had come to him and he had made use of it. On +the table were paper and writing-things; one note was finished." + +"'It is not for me,' said Madame Bertin, as she leaned upon the table +and read it. I was laying a sheet upon the body; when I rose she +handed it to me. It bore neither name nor address; the poor futile +life had blundered out without even this thing completed. It was +short, and to some woman. 'Tres-chere amie,' it said; 'once I made a +mistake. I have paid for it. You laughed at me once; You would not +laugh now. If you could see----'" + +The Colonel stopped; the Comtesse was holding out both hands as +though supplicating him. Elsie Gray rose and bent over her. The +Comtesse put her gently aside. + +"You have that letter?" she asked. + +The little Colonel passed a hand into a breast pocket and extracted a +dainty Russia-leather letter-case. From it he drew a faded writing +and handed it to the Comtesse. + +"Madame la Comtesse is welcome to the letter," he said. "Pray keep +it." + +The Comtesse did not read it. She folded it in her thin smooth hands +and sighed. + +"And then?" she asked. + +"This is the end of my tale," said the Colonel. "I took the letter +and placed it in my pocket. Madame Bertin watched me imperturbably." + +"'I may leave the formalities to you?' she asked me suddenly; 'the +notification of death and so on?'" + +"I bowed; I had still a difficulty in speaking." + +"'Then I will thank you for all your friendship,' she said." + +"I put up my hand. 'At least do not thank me,' I cried. I could not +face her serene eyes, and that little lifting of the brows with which +she answered my words. Awe, dread, passion--these were at war within +me, and the dead man lay on the floor at my feet, I pushed the door +open and fled." + +Colonel Saval sat up in his chair and uncrossed his legs. + +"I saw her no more," he said. "Madame la Comtesse knows how she +returned to Algiers and presently died there? Yes." + +The Comtesse bowed. "I thank you, Monsieur," she said. "You have done +me a great service." + +"I am honored," he replied, as he rose. "I wish you a good-night. +Mademoiselle, good-night." + +He was gone. The white doors closed behind him. The Comtesse raised +her face and kissed the tall, gentle girl. + +"Leave me now," she said. "I must read my letter alone." + +And Elsie went. The story was finished at last. + + + +IX + +LOLA + +Rubies ripped from altar cloths Leered a-down her rich attire; Her +mad shoes were scarlet moths In a rose of fire. + +A. T. Quiller-Couch. + +From the briskness of the street, with its lamps aglitter in the +lingering May evening, O'Neill entered to the sober gloom and the +restless echoes of the great studio. He had come to hate the place of +late. The high poise of its walls, like the sides of a well, the pale +shine of the north light in the roof, the lumber of naked marble and +formal armor and the rest, peopling its shadows, were like a tainted +atmosphere to him; they embarrassed the lungs of his mind. Only the +name of friendship exacted these visits from him; Regnault, dying +where he had worked, was secure against desertion. + +Buscarlet opened the door to him, his eyes wide and bewildered behind +his spectacles. + +"How is he?" asked O'Neill curtly, entering the great room. + +"Ill," answered the other. "Very ill, so that one cannot tell whether +he sleeps or wakes. There should be a nun here to nurse him, only--" + +O'Neill nodded. The sick man's bed was set in the centre of the great +room, shielded from the draughts of the door by a tall screen of gilt +leather. From behind this screen, a shaded lamp by the bedside made +an island of soft radiance in the darkness. + +They went together past the screen and stopped to look at Regnault. +He was lying on his back, with closed eyes, and his keen aquiline +face upturned to the pallor of the "light" in the roof. The white +hair tumbled on the pillow, and the long, beautiful hands that lay on +the coverlet were oddly pathetic in contrast to the potency of the +unconscious face. Even in sleep it preserved its cast of high +assurance, its note of ideals outworn and discounted. It was the face +of a man who had found a bitter answer for most of life's questions. +By the bed sat Truelove, his servant, ex-corporal of dragoons. He +rose noiselessly as O'Neill approached. + +"No change, sir," he reported. "Talked a bit, an hour ago. Mr. +Buscarlet was then 'ere." + +"Any attacks?" asked O'Neill. + +"One, sir, but I 'ad the amyl under 'is nose at the first gasp, an' +'e came round all right." + +"Good," said O'Neill. "You go and get some supper now, Truelove. I'll +attend to everything till you get back." + +The corporal bowed and went forthwith. O'Neill set the capsules out +on the table to be easily accessible, and joined Buscarlet by the +great fireplace at the end of the room, whence he could keep watch on +the still profile that showed against the gold of the screen. From +without there came the blurred noises of the Paris street, mingled +and blended in a single hum, as though life were laying siege to that +quiet chamber. + +Buscarlet was eager to talk. He was a speciously amiable little man, +blonde and plump, a creature of easy emotions, prone to panic and +tears. + +"Ah, he talked indeed!" he said, as soon as O'Neill was seated. "At +first I thought: 'This is delirium. He is returning to the age of his +innocence.' But his eyes, as he looked at me, were wise and serious. +My friend, it gave me a shock." + +"What did he talk about?" asked O'Neill. + +Buscarlet coughed. "Of his wife," he answered. "Fancy it!" + +"His wife? Why, is he married?" demanded O'Neill in astonishment. + +Buscarlet nodded two or three times. "Yes," he replied; "that is one +of the things that has happened to him. One might have guessed it, +hein?--a life like that! Ah, my friend, there is one who has put out +his hours at usury. What memories he must have!" + +O'Neill grunted, with his eyes on the bed. "He's had a beastly life, +if that's what you mean," he said, "Who was the woman?' + +"One might almost have guessed that, too," said Buscarlet. He rose. +"Come and see," he said. + +There was a recess beside the great mantelpiece, and in it hung +Regnault's famous picture, "The Dancer," all scarlet frock and white +flesh against an amber background. + +"That?" exclaimed O'Neill. "Lola?" + +Buscarlet nodded; he had forced a good effect. + +"That is she," he answered. + +The picture was familiar to O'Neill; to him, as to many another young +painter of that time, it was an upstanding landmark on the road of +art. He looked at it now, in the sparse light from the bedside lamp, +with a fresh interest in its significance. He saw with new +understanding the conventionalism of the pose--hip thrust out, arm +akimbo, shoulder cocked--contrasted against the dark vivacity of the +face and all the pulsing opulence of the flesh. It was an epic, an +epic of the savage triumphant against civilization, of the spirit +victorious against the forms of art. + +He stared at it, Buscarlet smiling mildly at his elbow; then he +turned away and went back to his seat. The face on the bed was +unchanged. + +"So Regnault married Lola!" he said slowly. "When?" + +"Ah, who knows?" Buscarlet shrugged graphically. "Many years ago, of +course. It is twenty years since she danced." + +"And what was he saying about her?" asked O'Neill. + +"Nothing to any purpose," replied Buscarlet. "I think he had been +dreaming of her. You know the manner he has of waking up--coming back +to consciousness with eyes wide open and his mind alert, with no +interval of drowsiness and reluctance? Yes? Well, he woke like that +before I knew he had ceased to sleep. 'I should like to see her now,' +he said. 'Whom?' I asked, and he smiled. 'Lola,' he answered, and he +went on to say that she was the one woman he had never understood. +'That was her advantage,' he said, smiling still; 'for she understood +me; yes, she knew me as if she had made me.' After a while, he smiled +again, and said, 'Yes, I should like to see her now.'" + +O'Neill frowned thoughtfully. "Well, she ought to be here if she's +his wife," he said. "Is she in Paris, d'you know? We might send for +her." + +"I do not know," replied Buscarlet. "Nobody knows, but I have heard +she retired upon religion." + +Their talk dwindled a little then. O'Neill found himself dwelling in +thought upon that long-ago marriage of the great artist with Lola, +the dancer. To him she was but a name; her sun had set in his +boyhood, and there remained only the spoken fame of her wonderful +dancing and a tale here and there of the fervor with which she had +lived. It was an old chronicle of passion and undiscipline, of a +vehement personality naming through the capitals of Europe, its trail +marked by scandals and violences, ending in the quick oblivion which +comes to compensate for such lives. On the whole, he thought, such a +marriage was what one would have looked for in Regnault; as Buscarlet +said, one might almost have guessed. He, with his genius and his +restlessness, his great fame and his infamy, the high achievement of +his art and the baseness of his relaxations, he was just such another +as Lola. + +Friendship, or even the mere forms of friendship, are the touchstone +of a man. O'Neill was credited in his world with the friendship of +Regnault. It had even been to him a matter of some social profit; +there were many who deferred willingly to the great man's intimate. +O'Neill saw no reason to set them right, but he knew himself that he +had come by a loss in his close acquaintance with the Master. To know +him at a distance, to be sure of just enough to interpret his work by +the clue of his personality, was a thing to be glad of. But if one +went further, incurred a part of his confidence, and ascertained his +real flavor, then, as O'Neill once said, it was like visiting one's +kitchen; it killed one's appetite. + +While he pondered, he was none the less watchful; he saw the change +on the still face as soon as it showed. With a quick exclamation he +crossed to the bed. Regnault's jaw had set; his eyes were wide and +rigid. On the instant his forehead shone with sweat. Deftly and +swiftly O'Neill laid his hands on a capsule, crushed it in his palm, +and held it to the sick man's face. The volatile drug performed its +due miracle. + +The face that had been a livid shell slackened again; the fixed glare +sank down; and Regnault shuddered and sighed. Buscarlet, trembling +but officious, wiped his brow and babbled commiserations. + +"Ah!" said Regnault, putting up a thin hand to stop him. "It takes +one by the throat, this affair." + +Though he spoke quietly, his voice had yet the conscious fullness, +the deliberate inflection, of a man accustomed to speak to an +audience. + +"Yes," said O'Neill. "Were you sleeping?" + +The sick man smiled. "A peu pres," he answered. + +"I was remembering certain matters--dreaming, in effect." + +He shifted his head on his pillow, and his eyes traveled to and fro +about the great room. + +"If this goes on," he said, "I shall have to ask a favor of +somebody." His quick look, with its suggestion of mockery, rested on +O'Neill. "And that would be dreadful," he concluded. + +"If it's anything I can do, I'll do it, of course," said O'Neill +awkwardly. + +He aided Buscarlet to set the bed to rights and change the pillow- +cover, conscious that Regnault was watching him all the time with a +smile. + +"One should have a nun here," remarked Buscarlet. "They come for so +much a day, and do everything." + +"Yes," said Regnault;--"everything. Who could stand that!" + +He shifted in his bed cautiously, for he knew that any movement might +provoke another spasm. + +"Now, tell me, O'Neill," he said, in the tone of commonplace +conversation. "That doctor--the one that walked like a duck--he was +impressive, eh?" + +O'Neill sat down on the foot of the bed. + +"He's the best man in Paris," he answered. "He did his best to be +impressive. He thought we weren't taking your illness seriously +enough." + +"Well," said Regnault, his fingers fidgeting on the coverlet, "I can +be serious when I like. I'm serious now, foi de gentilhomme. Did he +say when I should die!" + +"Yes," replied O'Neill. "He said you'd break like the stem of a pipe +at the first strain." + +Regnault's eyes were half closed. "Metaphor, eh?" he suggested +dreamily. + +"He said," continued O'Neill, "that you were not to move sharply, not +to laugh or cry, not to be much amused or surprised--in fact, you +were to keep absolutely quiet. He suggested, too, that you'd had your +share of emotions, and would be better without them now." + +Regnault smiled again. "Wonderful," he said softly. "They teach them +all that in the hospitals. Then, in effect, I hold this appointment +during good Conduct?" + +"That's the idea," said O'Neill gravely. + +There was a long pause; Regnault seemed to be thinking deeply. The +amyl had brought color back to his face; except for the disorder of +his long white hair he seemed to be his normal self. + +"It will not be amusing," he said at length. "For you, I mean." + +"Oh, I shall be all right," answered O'Neill, but the same thought +had occurred to him. + +"No, it will not be amusing to you," repeated Regnault. "For this +good Buscarlet it is another thing. I shall keep him busy. You like +that, don'it you, Emile?" + +Poor Buscarlet choked and gurgled. Regnault laughed softly. + +"Take the lamp, Emile," he said, "and carry it to 'The Dancer.' I +want to see it." + +Buscarlet was eager to do his bidding. O'Neill frowned as he picked +up the lamp. + +"Careful," he said, in a low voice to Regnault. + +"Oh," said Regnault, "this is not an emotion." He laughed again. + +Across the room Buscarlet lifted the shade from the lamp and held it +up. Again there came into view the white and scarlet of the picture, +the high light on the bare shoulder, the warm tint of the naked arm, +the cheap diablerie of the posture, the splendid rebellion of the +face. Regnault turned and stared at it under drawn brows. + +"Thank you, Emile," he said at last, and lay back on his pillow. For +an instant of forgetfulness his delicate face was ingenuous and +expressive; he caught himself back to control as he met O'Neill's +eyes. + +"Il est un age dans la vie Ou chaque reve doit finir, Un age ou l'ame +recueillie A besoin de se souvenir," + +he quoted softly. Buscarlet was fitting the shade on the lamp again. + +"I think," Regnault went on, "that I have come to that, after all. He +told you, eh? Buscarlet told you that she--Lola--is my wife?" + +"Yes," answered O'Neill. "Would you like me to send for her?" + +"She would not come for that," said Regnault. He was studying the +young man's face with bright eyes. "Ah," he sighed; "you don't know +these things. We parted--of course; but not in weariness, not in the +grey staleness of fatigue and boredom. No; but in a splendid wreck of +wrath and jealousy and hatred. We did not run aground tamely; we +split in vehemence on the very rock of discord. She would not come +for a letter." + +"Is she in Paris?" asked O'Neill. + +"No, in Spain," answered Regnault. "At Ronda, in a great house on the +edge of the hill, a house of small windows and strong doors. She is +religious, Lola is; she fears hell. Let me see; she must be near to +fifty now. It is twenty years and more since I saw her." + +"But if I wrote," began O'Neill again. + +"She would not come for a letter," persisted Regnault. "What would +you write? 'He is dying,' you would say, 'Poof!' she would answer, +'he has been dead this twenty years to me.'" + +"Well, then, what do you suggest?" + +Regnault opened his eyes and looked up sharply. He stretched out one +long slender hand in a sudden gesture of urgency. His face, upon the +moment, recovered its wonted vivacity. + +"Go to her," he said. "Go to her, O'Neill; you are young and long- +legged; you have the face of one to whom adventures are due. She will +receive you. Speak to her; tell her--tell her of this gloomy room and +its booming echoes and the little white bed in the middle of it. Make +your voice warm, O'Neill, and tell her of all of it. Then, perhaps, +she will come." + +There was no mistaking his earnestness. O'Neill stared at him in +astonishment. Regnault moistened his lips, breathing hard. + +"Really," said O'Neill, "I don't quite know how to answer you, +Regnault." + +Regnault put the empty phrase from him with a movement of impatience. + +"Go to her," he said again, and his brows creased in effort. "Is it +because she is religious that you hesitate! You think I am an offence +to her religion? O'Neill, I will offer it no offence. I have myself +an instinct that way now. It is true. I have." + +"Wait," said O'Neill. He was thinking confusedly. "You know you're +like a spoiled child, Regnault. You'd die for a thing so long as some +one denied it you. Now, what strikes me is this. Your wife ought to +be with you, as a matter of decent usage and--and all that. But if +you want her here just so that you can flog up the thrill of one of +your old beastly adventures, I'll not lift a finger to help you. +D'you see!" + +Regnault nodded. Buscarlet, standing behind the bed, was trembling +like a man in an ague. + +"I'll go to Ronda, and do what I can," said O'Neill, "so long as +you're playing fair. But I've got to be sure of that, Regnault." + +Regnault nodded again. "I see," he answered. "What shall I say to +you? Will you not trust me, O'Neill, in a question of taste? Morals-- +I don't say. But taste--come now!" + +"You mean, you want to see your wife in ordinary affection and--well, +and because she is your wife?" demanded O'Neill. + +"You put it very well," replied Regnault placidly. "Give me some +paper and I will write you her name and address. And, O'Neill, I have +an idea! I will give you, for your own, 'The Dancer.' It shall be my +last joke. After this, I am earnest." + +He wrote painfully on the paper which they gave him. + +"There," he said, when he had done. "And now I will compose myself." + +Buscarlet saw O'Neill forth of the door, for he was to leave for +Spain in the morning. On the threshold he tapped O'Neill on the arm. + +"It is worth a hundred thousand francs," he whispered, with startled +eyes. "And besides, what a souvenir!" + +The little room in which they bade O'Neill wait for the Senora opened +upon the patio of the house, where a sword of vivid sunlight sliced +across the shadows on the warm brick flooring, and a little +industrious fountain dribbled through a veil of ferns. There was a +shrine in the room; its elaboration of gilt and rosy wax faced the +open door, and from a window beside it one could see, below the +abrupt hill of Ronda, the panorama of the sun-steeped countryside. + +The cool of the room was grateful to O'Neill after the heat of the +road. He set his hat on the small table and took a seat, marking the +utter stillness that reigned in that great Moorish house. Save for +the purr of the fountain no sounds reached him in all that nest of +cool chambers. The thought of it awoke in him new speculation as to +the woman he had come to see, who had buried the ashes of her fiery +youth in this serene retreat. He had thought about her with growing +curiosity throughout the journey from Paris, endeavoring to reduce to +terms of his own understanding the spirit that had flamed and faded +and guttered out in such a manner. The shrine at his elbow recalled +to him that she was "religious." It explained nothing. + +He was staring at it in perplexity, when the doorway darkened, and he +was conscious that he was not alone. He started to his feet and bowed +confusedly to the woman on the threshold. + +"Mr. O'Neill?" she inquired. Her pronunciation had the faultless +precision of the English-speaking Spaniard. He bowed again, and drew +out a chair for her. + +It seemed that she hesitated a moment ere she came forward and +accepted it. When she stood in the door, with the slanting sun at her +back, O'Neill could see little of her save the trim outline of her +figure, wrought to plain severity by the relentless black dress she +wore. Now, when she was seated, he regarded her with all an artist's +quick curiosity. As Regnault had said, she was not much less than +fifty years old, but they were years that had trodden lightly. There +was nothing of age in the strong brows and the tempestuous eyes that +were dark under them; the mouth was yet full and impetuous. Some +discipline seemed to have laid a constraint on her; there was a +somber seriousness in her regard; but O'Neill recognized without +difficulty the proud, hardy, unquelled countenance that stared from +the canvas in Regnault's studio. + +She had his visiting-card in her fingers. Lest he should be denied +admittance he had penciled on it, below his name, "with a message +from M. Regnault, who is very ill." + +She was looking at him steadily, aware of his scrutiny. + +"I will hear your message," she said. "Please sit down." + +O'Neill took a chair where he could continue to see her face. + +"Senora," he said, "I must tell you, first of all, that M. Regnault +is ill beyond anything you can picture to yourself. He sends this +message, in truth, from his last bed, the bed he is to die on. And +that may be at any moment. His is a disease that touches the heart; +any emotion or quick movement--anything at all, Senora, may cut off +the very source of his life. I ask you to have this in mind while you +hear me." + +Her dark face was intent upon him while he spoke. + +"What do you call this disease?" she asked. + +"The doctors call it angina pectoris," he answered. She nodded +slowly. Her interest encouraged him to speak with more liberty. + +"I could tell you a great deal about it," he went on; "but it might +be aside from the point. Still--" he pondered a moment, studying +her. "Still, imagine to yourself how such a malady sits upon a man +like Regnault. It is a fetter upon the most sluggish; for him, with +all his vivacity of temperament, his ardor, his quickness, it is a +rack upon which he is stretched. You do not know the studio he has +now, Senora! It is a great room, with walls of black panels and a +wide window in the slope of the roof. Here and there are statues in +marble, suits of armor--the wreck and debris of dead ages. And in one +corner hangs a picture which the world values, Senora. It is called +'The Dancer.'" + +A spark, a quick gleam in her eyes, rewarded him. Her hands, crossed +in her lap, trembled a little. + +"It is all of a dark and somber splendor," O'Neill continued. "A +great, splendid room, Senora, uncanny with echoes. And in the middle +of it, like a little white island, there is a narrow bed where he +lies through the days and nights, camping on the borders of the +grave. There are some of us that share the watches by his bedside, to +be ready with the drug that holds him to life; and I can tell you +that it is sad there, in the hush and the shadows, with the noises of +Paris rising about one from without." + +He ceased. She was frowning as she listened to him, with her +resemblance to the pictured face in Paris strangely accentuated by +the emotions that warred within her. For a minute neither of them +spoke. + +"I can see what you would have me see," she said at last, raising her +head. "It belongs to that world in which I have now no part, Senior. +No part at all. And it brings us no nearer to the message with which +you are charged." + +"Your pardon," said O'Neill. "It is a part of my message. And the +rest is quickly told. It is Regnault's request, his prayer to you, +that you will come to him, to your husband." + +"Ah!" The constraint upon her features broke like ice under a quick +sun. "I guessed it. I--to come to him! You should be his friend +indeed, to be the bearer of such a message to me." + +Her dark eyes, suddenly splendid, flashed at him with strong anger. +The whole woman was transformed; she sat up in her chair, and her +breast swelled. O'Neill saw before him the Lola of twenty years +before. + +He held up one hand to stay her. + +"I should be his friend, as you say," he told her. "But he knows that +it is not so. I came for two reasons: because now is not the time to +be discriminating in my service to him, and also because I am glad to +help him to do right. I will take back what answer you please, +Senora, for I came here with no great hopes; but still I am glad I +came, for the second reason." + +"Help him to do right!" She repeated the words in a manner of +perplexity. "What is it you mean to do right?" + +O'Neill had a moment's clear insight into the aspects of his task +which made him unfit for it. "Eight" was a term that puzzled his +auditor. + +"Senora," he answered gravely, "his passions are burned out. He is +too sick a man to do evil. It is late, no doubt, and very late; but +his mood is not to die as he has lived. He asks, not for those who +would come at a word, but for his wife. And I am glad to be the +bearer of that message even if I carry back a curse for an answer." + +It was not in O'Neill to know how well and deftly Regnault had chosen +his messenger. His lean, brown face and his earnestness were having +their effect. + +The Senora bent her keen gaze on him again. + +"Ah," she cried, with a sort of bitterness, "he regrets, eh? He +repents?" She laughed shortly. + +"I do not think so," answered O'Neill. + +"No?" She considered him anew. "Tell me,"--she leaned forward in a +sudden eagerness--"why does he ask for me? If he is sober and +composed for death, why--why does he ask for me?" + +O'Neill made a gesture of helplessness. "Senora," he said, "you +should know; you have the key to him." + +Gone was all the discipline to which her nature had deferred. Twenty +years of quiet and atonement were stripped from her like a flimsy +garment. The fire was alight in all her vivid face again as she +brooded upon his answer. + +"Ah!" she cried of a sudden. "Everything is stale for a stale soul. +Does he count on that? Senor, you speak well; you have made me a +picture of him. He has heard that I have made religion the pillow of +my conscience, eh? He folds his hands, eh?--thin, waxen hands, +clasping in piety upon his counterpane, eh? He will wear the air of a +thin saint and bless me in a beautiful voice? Am I right? Am I +right?" + +She forced her questions into his face, leaning forward in a quick +violence. + +"Goodness knows!" said O'Neill. "I shouldn't wonder." + +She nodded at him with tight lips. "I know," she said. "I know. I +have him by heart." She rose from her seat and stood thinking. +Suddenly she laughed, and strode to the middle of the room. Her gait +had the impatience and lightness of a dancer's. Quickly she wheeled +and faced O'Neill, laughing again. + +"Now, by his salvation and mine," she cried, "I will do what he asks. +I will go to him. He thinks his heart is dry to me. I will show him! +I will show him!" She opened her arms with a sweep. "Tell me," she +cried, "am I old? Am I the nun you looked for?" Her voice pealed +scornfully. "Scarlet," she said; "I will go to him in scarlet, as he +pictured me when I posed for 'The Dancer!' His pulses shall welcome +me; his soul was in its grave when I was in my cradle." + +O'Neill had risen too. "Senora," he protested, "you must consider-- +he is a dying man!" + +He spoke to her back. Laughing again, she had turned from him to the +gilt shrine and plucked a flower from it. She was fixing it in her +hair when she faced him. + +"To-night," she said, "we travel north. You are"--she paused, +smiling--"you are my impresario, and Lola--Lola makes her curtsy +again!" + +She caught her black skirt in her hand and curtsied to him with an +extravagant grace. + +That was a strange journey to Paris that O'Neill made with the +Senora. He had seen her humor change swiftly in response to his +appeal; what was surprising was that that new humor should maintain +its nervous height. It was soon enough apparent that the Lola of +twenty years before lived yet, her flamboyant energy, her unstable +caprice, her full-blooded force conserved and undiminished. It was +like the bursting of one of those squalls that come up with a +breathless loom of cloud, hang still and brooding, and then flash +without warning into tempest. She faced him at the station with an +electric vivacity; her voice was harsh and imperious to her servants +who put her into the train and disposed of her luggage. It occurred +to O'Neill that she traveled well equipped; there were boxes and +baskets in full ampleness. When at last the train tooted its little +horn and started, she flung herself down in the seat facing him and +broke into shrill laughter. + +"It is the second advent of Lola," she cried. "There should be a +special train for me." + +Her dress was still of black, but it had suffered some change O'Neill +did not trouble to define. He saw that it no longer had the formal +plainness of the gown she had worn earlier. It achieved an effect. +But the main change was in the woman herself. It was impossible to +think of her and her years in the same breath. She had cast the long +restraint from her completely; all her sad days of quiet were +obliterated. She was once again the stormy, uneasy thing that had +dominated her loose world, a vital and indomitable personality +untempered by reason or any conscience. Even when she sat still and +seemingly deep in thought, one felt and deferred to the magnetism and +power that were expressed in every feature of that dark and alert +face. + +O'Neill deemed himself fortunate that she did not speak of Regnault +till Paris lay but a few hours away. The whirlwind of her mood was a +thing that did not touch him, but it would have been mere torment to +battle on with that one topic. When she did speak of him it was with +the suddenness with which she approached everything. She had been +silent for nearly an hour, gazing through the window at the scurrying +landscape. + +"Then," she said, as though resuming some conversation--"then he is, +in truth, sick to death?" + +"You mean--Regnault!" asked O'Neill, caught unawares. "Yes, Senora. +He is sick to death." + +Her steady gaze from under the level brows embarrassed him like an +assault. + +"And he is frightened?" she demanded. + +"I don't think he is in the least frightened," replied O'Neill. + +She nodded to him, with the shape of a smile on her full lips. + +"I tell you, then, that he is frightened," she said. "I know. There +is nothing in all that man I do not know. He is frightened." + +She paused, still staring at him. + +"People like us are always frightened in the end," she went on. She +lifted her forefinger like one who teaches a little child. "You see, +with us, we guess. We guess at what comes after. We are sure--certain +and very sure--that we, at least, deserve to suffer. And that is why +I have lived under my confessor for ten lifetimes. You gee!" + +O'Neill nodded. It was not hard to understand that the splendid +animal in the Senora could never conceive the idea, of its utter +extinction. Death--to Lola and her kind--is not the end, it is the +beginning of bondage. + +There was another interval of silence while she twisted her fingers +in her lap. + +"Ah," she said. "I know. He will be beautiful in his bed, dying like +an abbot. He is frightened--yes. But he thinks himself safe from me. +He imagines me sour, decorous, with a skinny neck. Because he thinks +me all but a nun, he will be all but a priest. We shall see, Senor +O'Neill. We shall see!" + +Soon after that she left him to retire to the compartment in which +her maid traveled alone. + +"We arrive at eight, do we not?" she asked him. "Then I must make my +toilet." She smiled down on him as she spoke, and gave him a little +significant nod. + +The train was already running into the station when she returned. +O'Neill, nervous and apprehensive, gave her a quick glance. She was +covered in a long cloak of black silk that hid her figure entirely; +the hood of it rose over her hair and made a frame to her face. Under +the hood he could distinguish the soft brightness of a red rose stuck +ever one ear. + +"Senora," he said, "I take the liberty to remind you that we are +going to the bedside of a dying man." + +She turned on him with slow scorn. "Yes," she replied. "It is, as +you say, a liberty." + +The long robe rose and fell over her breast with her breathing; her +eyes traveled over him from head to feet and back again deliberately. + +O'Neill took his temper into custody. "Still," he urged, "if you have +it in mind to compass any surprising effect, remember--it may be his +death." + +She laughed slowly. "What is a death?" she answered. And then, with +a hissing vehemence: "He sent for me, and I am here. Should I wear a +veil, then--Lola?" + +He put further remonstrances by, with a feeling of sickness in the +throat. Again realization surged upon him that he had no words with +which to speak to people like this. They lived on another plane, and +saw by other lights. He was like a child wandering on a field of +battle. + +He found a carriage, and got into it beside her, and sat in silence +while they drove through the throng of the streets. He saw, through +the window, the brisk tides of the pavement, the lights and the +cafes; they seemed remote from him, inaccessible. Inside the +carriage, he could hear the steady, full breathing of the woman at +his side. + +"You will at least allow me to go first," he said, as they drew up at +last. He was prepared to carry this point if he had to lock her out +of the house. But she made no demur. + +"As you will," she murmured. + +He found her a place to wait, an alcove on the stairs. As he guided +her to it, a touch on the arm showed him she was trembling. + +"I will be a very little while," he promised, and ran up the stairs. + +It was Buscarlet who opened the door to him, with Truelove standing +behind his shoulder. + +"Welcome, welcome!" babbled Buscarlet. "Oh, but we have been eager +for you! Tell me, will she--will she come?" + +"She is waiting on the stairs, in the alcove," answered O'Neill. + +Buscarlet's mild eyes opened in amaze. "You have brought her with +you?" he cried. + +O'Neill nodded. + +"Thank God!" ejaculated Truelove. + +"How is he?" asked O'Neill. "Still--er--living, eh?" + +It was Truelove that replied. "Still keeping on, sir," he answered. +"But changed, as you might say. Softened would be the word, sir." + +"What d'ye mean?" demanded O'Neill. + +"Well, sir," said the ex-corporal of dragoons, with a touch of +hesitation, "it isn't for me to judge, but I should say he's--he's +got religion. Or a taste of it, anyway." + +O'Neill stared at the pair of them in open dismay. "Let me see him," +he said shortly, and they followed him through the little anteroom to +the great studio. + +Behind the screen, the narrow bed was white, and on it Regnault lay +in stillness, looking up. + +He started slightly as O'Neill appeared at the foot of his bed, and +the faint flush rose in his face. "Hush!" he said, with a forefinger +uplifted, and poised for a few seconds on the brink of a spasm. + +"Ah!" he said when he was safe. "That was a near thing, O'Neill. I am +glad to see you back, my friend." + +He was tranquil; even that undertone of mockery, so familiar in his +voice, was gone. A rosary sprawled on his breast; O'Neill recognized +it for a splendid piece of Renaissance work that had lain about the +room for months. + +"I have found my happiness in meditation," Regnault was saying, in a +still, silken voice. "But tell me, O'Neill--will she come?" + +"Yes," said O'Neill, wearily, "she will come." Regnault made a gentle +gesture of thanks and closed his eyes. His long fingers slid on the +ivory beads and his lips moved. O'Neill gazed down on him with a +weakness of bewilderment; his landmarks were shifting. + +He was standing thus, looking in mere absence of mind, when a +footfall beyond the screen reached his ear. + +"Oh Lord!" he cried. + +It was she. As his eyes fell upon her she was letting fall her long +cloak. It lay on the floor about her feet, and she towered over it, +in superb scarlet. Against her background of shadow her neck and arms +and the abundance of her breast shone like silver. Ere he could go to +her she waved him away with a sweep of a naked arm. A hand was on her +hip, and she moved towards the bed with the sliding gait of the +Spanish dancer. + +It was an affair of an instant. Buscarlet and Truelove hastened upon +his exclamation, and Buscarlet, stumbling, brushed against the +screen. He caught at it to save it from falling, and the bed was bare +to the room. Regnault and his wife looked into each other's face. +She, undisturbed by the suddenness of it all, held yet her posture of +the stage, glowing in her silk with something dangerous and ominous +about her, something blatant and yet potent, like a knife in a +stocking. It was as though she wrought in violence for the admiration +of the man on the bed. He, on his elbow, turned to her a thin face +with lips parted and trembling; for an intolerable instant they hung, +mute and motionless. Then, slowly, she turned with one foot sliding, +and the light of the lamp was full on her face. + +It seemed to break the tense spell; Regnault's face was writhing; of +a sudden he burst into shrill, hideous laughter, and his right hand +flung out and pointed at her. None moved; none could. His laugh rang +and broke, and rang again, outrageous and uncontrollable, merry and +hearty and hateful. The woman, at the first peal of it, started and +stood as though stricken to stone; they could see her shrivel under +the blast of it, shrivel and shrink and age. + +Then, as though it had been overdue and long awaited, the laugh +checked and choked. It freed them from the thrall that held them. +Regnault's head fell back. + +"The amyl!" cried O'Neill, and they were all about him. "The amyl-- +where is it?" + +Regnault's face was a mask of paralyzed pain; but the silver patch- +box that held the capsules was not on the table. It took a minute to +find it on the floor. O'Neill smashed a couple, and thrust his hand +into the waxen face--and waited. Buscarlet was breathing like a man +in a nightmare. Truelove stood to attention. But Regnault did not +return to the shape of life. + +O'Neill let his hand drop, and turned to Truelove. "He's got it," he +said; "But fetch a doctor." + +His eyes fell on the dancer in her shimmering scarlet, where she +knelt at the bedside, with her head bowed to the counterpane and her +hands clasped over it. + +He sighed. He did not understand. + + + +X + +THE POOR IN HEART + +It was his habit of an evening to play the flute; and he was playing +it faithfully, with the score propped up against a pile of books on +his table, when the noises from the street reached him, and +interrupted his music. With the silver-dotted flute in his hand he +moved to the window and put aside the curtains to look out. + +The flute is the instrument of mild men; and Robert Lucas had +mildness for a chief quality. At the age of thirty-five, in the high +noon of his manhood, he showed to the world a friendly, +unenterprising face, neatly bearded, and generally a little vacant. +The accident that gave him a Russian mother was his main +qualification for the post he now held--that of representative of a +firm of leather manufacturers in the Russian town of Tambov. He spoke +Russian, he knew leather, and he could ignore the smells of a +tanyard; these facts entitled him to a livelihood. + +To right and left, as he looked forth, the cobbled street was dark; +but opposite, in the silversmith's shop, there were lights, and, +below, a small crowd had gathered. He watched wonderingly. He knew +the silversmith well enough to nod as he passed his door--a young, +laborious man with a rapt, uncertain face and a tumbled mane of black +hair. There were also a little, grave wife and a fat, grave baby; and +these, when they were visible, received separate and distinctive +nods, and always returned them. The hide-sellers and tanners were, +for the most part, crude and sportive persons with whom he could have +nothing in common; they lived, apparently, on drink and uproar; and +he had come to regard the silversmith and his family as vague +friends. He pressed his face closer to the glass of the double +casement to see more certainly. + +The little shop seemed to be full of lights and people, and outside +its door there was a press of folk. The murmur of voices was audible, +though he could distinguish nothing that was said. But now and again +there was laughter. It was the laughter that held him gazing and +apprehensive; it had a harsher note than mirth. It seemed to him, +too, that some of the men in the doorway were in uniform; he could +see them only in outline, mere black silhouettes against the interior +lights; but there was about them the ominous cut of the official, +that Russian bird of ill-omen. And then, while yet he doubted, there +sounded the very keynote of disaster. From somewhere within the +silversmith's shop a woman screamed, sudden and startling. + +"Now, now!" said Robert Lucas, at his window, grasping his flute +nervously. And, as though in answer to his remonstrance, there was +again that guttural, animal laughter. He frowned. + +"I must see into this," he told himself very seriously. + +He turned from the window. His pleasant room, with the bright lamp on +the table and the music leaning beside it, seemed to advise him to +proceed with caution. He and his life were not devised for situations +in which women screamed on that tense note of anguish and terror; he +had never done a violent thing in all his days. There was no clear +purpose in his mind as he pulled open his door to go out--merely an +ill-ease that forced him to go nearer to the cause of those screams. +He had descended the stairs and was fumbling at the latch of the +street-door before he realized that he was still holding the flute. + +"Oh, bother!" he exclaimed, in extreme exasperation when the +instrument proved too long for his pocket, and went out carrying it +like some remarkable and ornate baton. + +The small crowd before the silversmith's shop numbered, perhaps, a +hundred people, and even before his eyes were acclimatized to the +darkness he smelt sheepskin coats and tan-bark. He touched one big +man on the arm and asked a question. The lights in the shop lit up +the fellow's hairy face and loose grin as he turned to answer. + +"Eh?" said the man. "Why, it's a Jew that the police are clearing +out. Did you hear the Jewess squeal?" + +"Yes, I heard," said Lucas, and moved away. + +He was cut off from the door of the shop by the backs of the crowd, +and passed along the street to get round them. Inside the lighted +house the baby had begun to cry, but there was no more screaming. He +had a sense that unless he hurried he might be too late for what was +in preparation. The crowd seemed to be waiting for some culminating +scene, with more than screams in it. A touch of nervous excitement +came to fortify him, and he thrust in between two huge slaughterers, +whose clothes reeked of the killing sheds. + +"Make way!" he said breathlessly, as they turned on him. + +One of them swore and would have shoved him back, and others looked +round at the sound of strife. Lucas put up an uncertain hand to guard +the blow. It, was the hand that held the flute, whose silver keys +flashed in the lights from the shop. + +"Ha!" grunted the slaughterer, arrested by that sight. He looked at +Lucas doubtfully, his neat clothes, his general aspect of a superior. +"Who are you?" he demanded. + +"Make way!" repeated Lucas. + +It seemed to confirm the slaughterer in his suspicion that this was a +personage to be deferred to. + +"Hi, there!" he bellowed helpfully. "Give room for his Excellency. +Let his Excellency come through! Don't you see what he's got in his +hand? Make way, will you?" + +He bent his huge, unclean shoulder to the business of clearing a +path, and drove through like a snow-plough. Lucas followed along the +lane that he made, and came to the pavement close by the shop. + +It was fortunate that events marched sharply from that point, and +forced him to act without thinking. He had some vague notion of +finding the officer in charge of the police and speaking to him. But +before he could move to do so there was a fresh activity of the +people within the bright windows; he saw something that had the look +of a struggle. Voices babbled, and the crowd pressed closer; and +suddenly, from the open doorway, two figures reeled forth, clutching +and thrusting. One was in uniform, the other was a woman. For a +couple of seconds they wrenched and fought, staged before the crowd +on the lighted doorstep; and then the woman broke away and ran +blindly towards the spot where Lucas stood. She had, he saw suddenly, +a child in her arms that cried unceasingly. + +The uniformed man who had tried to hold her came plunging after her; +his face was creased in clownish and cruel smiles. Lucas saw the +thing stupidly; his mind prompted him to nothing; he stood where he +was, empty of resource. He was directly in the flying woman's path, +and she rushed at him as to a refuge. He was the sole thing in that +narrow arena of dread which she did not recognize as a figure of +oppression; and she floundered to her knees at his-feet and held +forth the terrified child to him in an agony of appeal. Her tormented +and fearful face was upturned to him; he knew her for the Jewess, the +wife of the silversmith. + +"Father!" she breathed, in the pitiful idiom of that land of orphans. + +"Ye-es," said Robert Lucas vaguely, and put a hand on her head. + +Never before, in all the orderly level of his life, had a human being +chosen him for champion and savior. He was aware of something within +him that surged, some spate of force and potency in his blood; he +stood upright with a start to confront the policeman who was on the +woman's heels. The man was grinning still, fatuously and consciously, +like a buffoon who knows he will be applauded; Lucas fronted his +smiling security with a still fury that wiped the mirth from his face +and left him gaping. + +"Get back!" said Lucas. He spoke in a low tone, and the crowd jostled +nearer to hear. + +The policeman stared at him, amazed and uncomprehending. + +"Sir," he stammered; "Excellency--this Jewess she----" + +He stopped. Lucas was pointing at him with the flute across the bowed +head of the woman, who crouched over her child at his feet. + +"You shall report the matter to the Governor," said Lucas, in the +same tone of icy anger. "And I will report it to the Minister." + +He touched the woman. "Get up," he said. "Come with me." + +He had to repeat it before she understood; she was numb with terror. +She rose with difficulty to her feet, clasping the child, whose wail +was now weak with exhaustion. The peering crowd made a ring of brute +faces about them, full of menace and mystery, but the new power in +him moved them to right and left at his gesture, and they gave him +passage, with the woman behind him, across the road. The stupefied +policeman watched them go, and then ran off to place the matter in +the hands of his superior. + +Lucas was at his door when the officer whom the policeman had fetched +touched him on the elbow. He was a young man; if he had been older +Lucas's difficulties might have been increased. He peered in the +darkness, and was visible as a narrow, black-moustached face, with +heavy eyebrows and a brutal mouth. The one thing that deterred him +from brisk action was the fact that Lucas was a foreigner, whose +rights and liabilities were therefore uncertain. + +"This woman," he said, "is arrested." + +Lucas was unlocking the door. He turned with his hand on the key, and +the woman touched his arm. Perhaps that touch aided him to use big +words. As a resident in Tambov he knew the officer by sight, and had +always been a little daunted by his manner of power. In Russia one +comes easily to fear the police. But now he was free of fear. + +"You be careful," he said. "I saw what was being done." + +With his left hand he pushed the door, and it swung open. He motioned +the woman to enter, and nodded as he saw her cross the threshold. + +The officer vented a click of impatience. + +"I tell you----" he began, and moved forward a step. Lucas extended +an arm and the hand that held the flute across his chest. + +"Back!" he said. "You mustn't enter this house--you know that! You +can go to the Governor, if you like, and I will go over his head. But +you shall not touch that woman." + +"She is arrested," said the officer obstinately, still studying his +antagonist. "If you wish to aid her, you must go to the Bureau; but +you cannot take her away like this." + +"Eh?" Lucas swung round on him; the time was fertile in inspirations. +"Can't I?!" he demanded threateningly. "But I have taken her, man. If +you seize her now you must arrest me, too, and then--we shall see!" + +"I must do my duty," persisted the other. + +"Do it, then," said Lucas, standing square across the door. "Do it, +and see if you can explain afterwards how you did it. I am not a +woman who can be insulted with safety; my arrest will have to be +explained to St. Petersburg, and you will have to pay for it. I saw +how she was being handled, and how your duty was being done. I tell +you, you're in danger. Be careful!" + +"So?" replied the officer slowly. He turned to the folk who were the +absorbed audience of this conference. "Move away, there," he +commanded harshly. "This is none of your business. Off with you!" + +They shifted back reluctantly, and he waited till he could speak +unheard by them. Then he turned to Lucas again with a touch of the +confidential in his manner. + +"What do you want with her?" he asked. + +"Want with her?" repeated Lucas, not immediately comprehending. Then, +as the man's meaning reached him he trembled. "I don't want her," he +cried. "I don't want her. You want her, not I; and you shan't have +her. Do you understand? You shan't have her!" + +"Shan't I?" retorted the officer, but there was indecision in his +voice. + +"No!" said Lucas. + +There was a pause. Neither of them was sure of himself. The officer +found himself in face of a situation which he could not gauge; and +it would never do for a provincial police official to attract notice +in remote St. Petersburg. For all he knew, this flimsy little man, +who had snatched his Jewess from him, might be able to set in motion +those mills which grind erring servants of the State into disgrace +and ruin. He certainly had a large and authoritative way with him. + +"Will you come to the Bureau, then, and speak with the chief?" he +suggested. "You see, your action causes a difficulty." + +"No, I won't," said Lucas flatly. + +He also was in doubt. It seemed to him that he stood in a +considerable peril, and he was aware that his mood of high temper was +failing him. It needed an effort to maintain an assured and +uncompromising front. Behind him, on the unlighted stairs, the woman +breathed heavily. He summoned what he had of stubbornness to uphold +him. The affair so far had gone valiantly; he meant that it should +continue on the same plane. + +He saw the officer hesitate frowningly, and quaked. In a moment the +man might make up his mind and seize him; there was an urgent +necessity for some action that should quell him. Like all weak men, +he saw a resource in violence, and as the officer opened his lips to +speak again he interrupted. + +"No more!" he shouted. "You have heard what I had to say; that is +enough. Now go!" + +He pointed frantically with his flute, and the officer, at the sudden +lifting of his arm, made a surprised movement, which Lucas +misunderstood. + +With a cry that was half terror and half ecstasy he smote, and the +flute beat the officer's cap down over his eyes. + +"Yei Bohu!" ejaculated the officer, falling back, + +Lucas did not wait for him to thrust the cap away and recover +himself. He had done his utmost, and the next step must rest with +Providence. It was but two paces to the doorway. The officer was not +quick enough to see his panic-stricken retirement. He recovered his +sight only to see the slam of the door, which seemed to close in his +face with a contemptuous and defiant emphasis. It was like a final +fist shaken at him to drive home a warning. He shook his head +despondently. + +On the other side of the door Lucas, fighting with his loud breath, +heard his slow footsteps on the cobbles as he departed. He waited, +hardly daring to relax his mind to hope, till he heard the party of +them drawing off. He was weak with unaccustomed emotions. + +What struck him as marvelous was that the woman, whose face he had +last seen as a writhen mask of fear, should appear in the light of +his room with her calm restored, with nothing but some disorder of +her hair and dress to betoken her troubles. Even the child in her +arms, worn out with weeping perhaps, had fallen asleep. He stared at +the pair of them vacantly. His lamp, his music, all the apparatus of +his gentle and decorous existence were as he had left them; their +familiar and prosaic quality made his adventure appear by contrast +monstrous. + +The Jewess was watching him. In her dark, serious way she had a +certain striking beauty. Her grave eyes waited for him to look at +her. + +"What is it?" he said at last. + +"If I might put the child down," she suggested timidly. + +Lucas pointed to the double-doors of his bedroom. "My bed is in +there," he answered. She lowered her head, as though in obedience to +a command he had given, and carried the child out. Lucas watched her +go, and then crossed the room to a cupboard which contained, among +other things, a bottle of brandy. + +While he was drinking she returned, pausing in the door to look back +at the child. He noticed that she left the door partly open to hear +it if it should wake, and somehow this struck him as particularly +moving. + +She came across the room to him, with her steadfast eyes on his face, +and, without speaking, fell on her knees before him and put the edge +of his coat to her lips. + +Lucas stood while she did it; he hardly dared to move and interrupt +that reverent and symbolic act of gratitude. But once again, as when +on the pavement she had held the child to him in frantic appeal, the +simple soul within him flamed into splendor, and he was in touch with +great passions and mighty emotions. It is the mood of martyrs and +heroes. He looked down to her dark eyes, bright with swimming tears, +and helped her to her feet. + +"You shall be safe here," he told her. "Nobody shall touch you here." + +She believed it utterly; he was a champion sent straight from God; +she had seen him conquering and irresistible. To fear now would be a +blasphemy. + +"I am quite safe," she agreed. "I am not afraid. To-morrow some of my +people will come for me." + +He nodded. "There is some food in the cupboard there," he told her. +"Milk, too, if the child wants it. And nobody can come up the stairs +without meeting me; and if they try, God help them!" + +She half smiled at the idea. "They would never dare," she agreed +confidently. + +He would have been glad of his overcoat, but that was in his bedroom, +and he dreaded the indelicacy of going there while she was present. +So in the event he bade her a brief good-night, and found himself on +the dark and chilly stairs without so much as a pillow or a blanket +to make sleep possible. For lack of anything else in the shape of a +weapon, he had brought his silver-keyed flute with him; if he were +invaded in the small hours it might serve him again; it seemed to +have a virtue for quelling police officials. + +About three o'clock in the morning he awoke from an uneasy doze, +chilled to the marrow, and was prompted to try if the flute would +still make music. It would not. It is too much to ask of any +instrument that has been used as an instrument of war. It had saved a +Jewess and her child, magnified its owner into a man of action, and +was thenceforth silent for ever. + +"I must have hit that officer pretty hard," was the reflection of +Robert Lucas. + +The episode closed shortly before noon next day, when two elderly men +of affairs came to fetch his guests away. They entered the room while +he was entertaining the baby with a whistled selection from his +repertoire of flute music, and he broke off short as they regarded +him from the doorway. The Jewess looked up alertly as they entered. + +They bowed to Lucas with a manner of servility in which there was an +ironic suggestion, while their eyes examined him shrewdly. They were +bearded, aquiline persons, soft-spoken and withal formidable. He had +a notion that they found him amusing, but suppressed their amusement. + +"Then it is you we have to thank," said the elder of them, when +formal greetings had been exchanged, "for the safety of this girl and +her child." + +"I don't want any thanks," protested Lucas. + +He could not tell them how the thanks he had already received +transcended any words they could speak. + +"It was a villainous thing," he went on. "I'm glad I could help. Er-- +is the silversmith all, right?" + +"Money was paid," answered the grey-haired Jew; "he is safe, +therefore. But he spent the night in chains, while his wife was here +with you." + +He spoke with a pregnant gravity. The Jewess started up and addressed +him in a tongue Lucas could not understand. He saw that she pointed +to him and to the bedroom and to the stairs, and that she spoke with +heat. The old Jew heard her intently. + +"So!" he said, in his deep voice. "Then we have more to thank you for +than we thought. You gave up your rooms, it seems?" + +"It is nothing," said Lucas. "You see, a lady--well, I could hardly--" + +"Yes, I see," agreed the old Jew. "I have to do with a noble spirit. +And you do not want any thanks? So? But we Jews, we have more things +to give than thanks, and better things." + +"I don't want anything," Lucas answered him. "I'm glad everything's +all right." + +"You are very good," said the old man, "very good and generous. But +some day, perhaps, you will have a need--and then you will find that +our people do not forget." + +The Jewess had nothing to take with her but her child. She bowed her +head and murmured something as she passed out, and the baby laughed +at him. + +"Our people do not forget," repeated the old Jew, as he bowed himself +forth. + +"Well," said Lucas, half aloud, when he was once more alone in his +room, "that's finished, anyhow." + +It was the knell of his greater self, of the man he had contrived to +be for a few hours. He sat in his chair, dimly realizing it, with +vague and wordless regrets. Then, upon the table, he saw the flute, +and rose to put it in the cupboard. It would never be useful again, +but he did not want to throw it away. + +The old dramas, which somehow came so close to reality with so little +art--or because of so little art--had a way of straddling time like +life itself. "Twenty years elapse between Acts II and III," the +playbills said unblushingly, and the fact is that what most men sow +at twenty they reap at forty; the twenty years do elapse between the +acts. The curtain that goes down on Robert Lucas in his room at +Tambov rises on Robert H. Lucas in New York, with the passage of time +marked on him as clearly as on a clock. With grey in his beard and +patches on his boots, and quarters in a boarding-house in Long Island +City, he is still concerned with leather, but no longer prosperous. +His work involves much calling on dealers and manufacturers, and +their manner of receiving him has done nothing to harden his manner +of diffidence and incompetence. His linen strives to be +inconspicuous; his clothes do not inspire respect; the total effect +of him is that of a man who has been at great pains to plant himself +in a wrong environment. Tambov now is no more than a memory; it is +less than an experience, for it has left the man unchanged. It is a +thing he has seen--not a thing he has lived. + +The accident that gave his name and the address of his boarding-house +a place in the papers has no part in his story; he was an unimportant +witness in the trial of a man whom he had seen in the street cutting +blood-spots out of his clothing. He had bought a paper which +mentioned him to read on the ferry as he returned home, and had been +mildly thrilled to find that an artist had sketched him and +immortalized him in his columns. And next morning came the letter. + +"Guelder and Zorn" was the name engraved across the head of it, in a +slender Italian script; it conveyed nothing to him. The body of the +communication was typewritten, and stated that if Mr. Robert H. Lucas +would present himself at the above address, the firm would be glad to +serve him. Nothing more. + +"Mean to say you haven't heard of Guelder and Zorn?" demanded the +young man whose place at breakfast in the boarding-house was opposite +to him, when he asked a question. "Say--d'you know what money is? +Hard, round flat stuff--money? You do know that, eh? Well, Guelder +and Zorn is the same thing." + +Somebody laughed. Lucas looked round rather helplessly. + +"They say," he explained, referring to the letter, "that they'll be +glad to serve me." + +"Then you might lend me a couple of million," suggested the young man +opposite, with entire disbelief. "Them Jews would never miss it." + +Lucas had the sense to drop the matter there. He put the letter in +his pocket and went on with his breakfast, and listened with +incredulous interest to the talk that went on about the wealth, the +greatness, the magnificence and power of the financial house which +professed itself anxious to be of use to him. He was sorry to have to +leave the table before it came to an end. + +It is characteristic of him that the letter aroused no wild hopes, +nor even an acute curiosity. He came, in the course of the morning, +to the offices of Messrs. Guelder and Zorn in much the same frame of +mind he brought to his business efforts. They were near, but not in, +Wall Street--a fact of some symbolic quality which he, of course, +could not appreciate. He stood on the edge of the side-walk for some +moments, looking up at the solid, responsible block of building which +anchored their fortunes to earth, till some one jostled him into the +gutter. Then he recollected himself and prepared to enter the money- +mill. + +A hall porter like a comic German heard his inquiry, scrutinized him +with a withering glare, and jerked a thumb towards a door. He found +himself in such an office as may have seen the first Rothschild make +his first profits--a room austere as a chapel, rigidly confined to +the needs of business. A screen, pierced by pigeon-holes, cut it in +half. Experience has proved that no sum of money is too large to +pass through a pigeon-hole. + +"Veil?" + +A whiskered, spectacled face, framed in the central pigeon-hole, with +eyes magnified by the spectacles, regarded him sharply. + +"Oh!" He recalled himself to his concerns with a jerk, and fumbled in +his pockets. "I had a letter," he explained. + +"Vere is de letter?" + +He found it, after an exciting search, and passed it over. The +whiskered face developed a hand to receive it. + +"I don't know what it's about," explained Lucas. + +"Perhaps your people have made a mistake in the name, or something." + +"Our beoble," said the face in the pigeon-hole, with malignant +emphasis, "do nod make mistagues!" + +There was an interval while the letter was read, and Lucas stood and +fidgeted, with a sense that he was intrusive and petty and undesired. +"Yes," said the owner of the spectacles, at length. "You vait. I vill +enguire." + +He left his pigeon-hole unshuttered, and to Lucas, while he waited, +it seemed that several men came to it and glanced at him +forbiddingly. None spoke; they just looked as though in righteous +indignation at his presence, with seventy-five cents in his pocket, +in that high temple of finance. Then the whiskered and spectacled +face fitted itself again into the aperture. + +"So you are Mr. Robert H. Lugas, are you?" it inquired. "Den vere vas +you in de year 1886?" + +"Where was I?" repeated Lucas vaguely. "Let me see! 1886--yes! I was +in Russia then--in Tambov." + +"Yes." The other's regard was keen. "An' now tell me aboud de man dat +lived obbosite to you in Tambov?" + +"Do you mean the silversmith?" said Lucas. The other nodded. "Oh, +him! He was a Jew. They expelled him." + +"And his vife?" + +"His wife! They expelled her too," he answered. "I never heard of her +again." + +"Vot vas de last you heard of her?" + +"Oh, that!" + +Lucas was staring at him vacantly. It did not occur to him that, by +not answering promptly, he might give ground for doubt and suspicion. +The question had re-illuminated in his mind--perhaps for the first +time since the event which it touched--that night of twenty years +before. He flavored again the heady and effervescent vintage of +strong action, of crowded happenings and poignant emotions. + +"Veil?" demanded the other. + +"There was a police officer," began Lucas obediently; "his name was +Semianoff;" and in bald, halting words he told the story. He told it +absently, languidly, for no words within his reach could convey the +thing as it dwelt in his memory, the warmth and color of it, its +uplifting and transfiguring quality. + +The man behind the pigeon-hole heard him intently. + +"Yes," he said again, as Lucas finished. "You are de man. Ve do not +reguire further broof, Mr. Lugas." + +He produced a slip of paper and a pen which he laid on the ledge +before his pigeon-hole. + +"I am instrugted to say dat if you vill fill in and sign dis cheque, +ve vill cash it." + +"Eh?" Lucas was slow to understand. + +"Ve vill cash it," repeated the other. "You fill it in--and sign it-- +and I vill cash it now." + +"But"--Lucas took the pen from him in mere obedience to his gesture-- +"but--what for?" + +"My instrugtions are to cash it--no more!" + +Lucas stared at the tight-lipped, elderly face, like the face of a +wise and distrustful gnome, and held the pen uncertainly above the +cheque form. + +"How much am I to write?" he asked. + +"I haf no instrugtions about de amount," was the reply. + +"But," cried Lucas, "I might write fifty thousand dollars!" + +"My instrugtions are to cash de cheque ven you haf written it." + +"Oh!" said Lucas. + +He stared incredulously at the face for some moments and then wrote a +cheque for the sum he had named--fifty thousand dollars. He was about +to add his signature when something occurred to him. + +"Is it because I went across the road to that little woman in +Tambov?" he asked suddenly. + +The whiskered face answered composedly: "No. It is because you went +out of your rooms and slept on de stairs." + +"Because"--he seemed puzzled--"but that is a thing--why, any +gentleman would do it." + +"Dose are my instrugtions," said the man behind the pigeon-hole. + +"I see." + +Lucas stood upright, the uncompleted cheque in his fingers. All +surprise and excitement had vanished from his regard; he seemed +taller and stronger than he had been a minute before. He had yet many +calls to make, and, in the nature of things, many rebuffs to receive, +before he went home to supper; and the money in his pocket totaled +seventy-five cents. He needed new boots, new clothes, leisure, +consideration, and a sight of his native land; in short, he needed +fifty thousand dollars. + +"You will cash this because I didn't fail to respect a helpless +woman?" he asked, in level tones. + +The whiskered cashier replied: "Yes. Because you gave up your room +and kept watch on de stairs." + +Lucas laughed gently. "That is not the way to deal with a gentleman," +he said. "I will make your firm a present of fifty thousand dollars." + +He showed the cheque he had written, with the figures clear and +large. And then, with leisurely motions, he tore it across and again +across. + +"Much obliged," said Robert H. Lucas, and made for the door. + + + +XI + +THE MAN WHO KNEW + +Bearded, bowed, with hard blue eyes that questioned always, so we +knew David Uys as children; an old, remotely quiet man, who was to be +passed on the other side of the street and in silence. I have +wondered sometimes if the old man ever noticed the hush that, ran +before him and the clamor that grew up behind, the games that held +breath, while he went by, and the children that judged him with wide +eyes. He alone, of all the people in the little dorp, made his own +world and possessed it in solitude; about him, the folk held all +interest in community and measured life by a trivial common standard. +At his doorstep, though, lay the frontier of little things; he was +something beyond us all, and therefore greater or less than we. The +mere pictorial value of his tall figure, the dignity of his long, +forked beard, and the expectancy of his patient eyes, must have +settled it that he was greater. I was a child when he died, and +remember only what I saw, but the rest was talk, and so, perhaps, +grew the more upon me. + +One day he died. For years he had walked forth in the morning and +back to his house at noon, a purple spot on the raw color of the +town. He had always been still and somewhat ominous, and conveyed to +all who saw him a sense of looking for something. But on this day he +went back briskly, walking well and striding long, with the gait of +one that has good news, and he smiled at those he passed and nodded +to them, unheeding or not seeing their strong surprise nor the alarm +he wrought to the children. He went straight to his little house, +that overlooks a crowded garden and a pool of the dorp spruit, +entered, and was seen no more alive. His servant, a sullen Kafir, +found him in his bed when supper-time came, called him, looked, made +sure, and ran off to spread the news that David Uys was dead. He was +lying, I have learned, as one would lie who wished to die formally, +with a smile on his face and his arms duly crossed. This is copiously +confirmed by many women who crowded, after the manner of Boers, to +see the corpse; and of all connected with him, I think, his end and +the studied manner of it, implying an ultimate deference to the +conventions, have most to do with the awe in which his memory is +preserved. + +Now, a death so well conceived, so aptly preluded, must, in the +nature of things, crown and complete a life of singular and strong +quality. A murder without a good motive is mere folly; properly +actuated, it is tragedy, and therefore of worth. So with a death one +seldom dies well, in the technical sense, without having lived well, +in the artistic sense; and a man who will furnish forth a good death- +bed scene seldom goes naked of an excellent tradition. I have been at +some pains to discover the story of David Uys; and though some or the +greater part of it may throw no further back than to the vrouws of +the dorp, it seems to me that they have done their part at least as +well as David Uys did his, and this is the tale I gleaned. + +When David was a young man the Boers were not yet scattered abroad +all over the veldt, and the farms lay in to the dorps, and men saw +one another every day. There was still trouble with the Kafirs at +times, little risings and occasional murders, with the sacking and +burning of homesteads, and it was well to have the men within a +couple of days' ride of the field-cornet, for purposes of defense and +retaliation. But when David married all this weighed little with him. + +"What need of neighbors?" he said to his young wife. "We have more +need of land--good land and much of it. We will trek." + +"It shall be as you will, David," answered Christina. "I have no wish +but yours, and neighbors are nothing to me." + +There was a pair of them, you see--both Boers of the best, caring +more for a good fire of their own than to see the smoke from +another's chimney soiling the sky. Within a week of their agreement +the wagons were creaking towards the rising sun, and the whips were +saluting the morning. David and Christina fronted a new world +together, and sought virgin soil. For a full month they journeyed +out, and out-spanned at last, on a mellow evening, on their home. + +"Could you live here, do you think, Christina?" asked David, smiling, +and she smiled back at him and made no other answer. + +There was no need for one, indeed, for no Boer could pass such a +place. It was a rise, a little rand, flowing out from a tall kopje, +grass and bush to its crown, and at its skirts ran a wide spruit of +clear water. The veldt waved like a sea--not nakedly and forlorn, but +dotted with grey mimosa and big green dropsical aloes, that here and +there showed a scarlet plume like a flame. The country was thigh-deep +in grass and spoke of game; as they looked, a springbok got up and +fled. So here they stayed. + +David and his Kafirs built the house, such a house as you see only +when the man who is to make his home in it puts his hand to the +building. David knew but one architecture, that of the great hills +and the sky, and when all was done, the house and its background +clove together like a picture in a fit frame, the one enhancing the +other, the two being one in perfection. It was thatched, with deep +eaves, and these made a cool stoep and cast shadows on the windows; +while the door was red, and took the eye at once, as do the plumes of +the aloes. It was not well devised--to say so would be to lend David +a credit not due to him; but it occurred excellently. + +The next thing that occurred was a child, a son, and this set the +pinnacle on their happiness. His arrival was the one great event in +many years, for the multiplication of David's flocks and herds was so +well graduated, the growth of his prosperity so steady and of so even +a process, that it tended rather to content than to joy. It was like +having money rather than like getting it. In the same barefoot quiet +their youth left them, and the constant passing of days marked them, +tenderly at first and then more deeply. Their boy, Frikkie, was a +man, and thinking of marrying, when the consciousness of the leak in +their lives, stood up before them. + +They were sitting of an evening on the stoep, watching the sun go +down and pull his ribbons after him, when Christina spoke. + +"David," she said, "yesterday was twenty-five years since our +marriage. We--we are growing old, David." + +She spoke with a falter, believing what she said. For though the +blood is running strong and warm, and the eye is as clear as the +heart is loyal, twenty-five years is a weary while to count back to +one's youth. + +David turned and looked at her. He saw for a moment with her eyes-- +saw that the tenseness of her girlhood had vanished, and he was +astonished. But he knew he was strong and hale, well set-up and a +good man to be friends with, and as he gripped his knees, he felt the +tough muscle under his fingers, and it restored him. + +"Christina," he said, seeing she was troubled, "it is the same with +both of us. You are not afraid to grow old with me, little cousin?" + +She came closer to him but said nothing. It was soon after that, and +a wonderful thing in its way, such as David had never heard of +before, that there came to them another boy, a wee rascal that +shattered all the cobwebs of twenty-five years, and gave Christina +something better to think of than the footsteps of time. + +Frikkie had been glorious enough in his time, and was glorious enough +still, for the matter of that; but this was a creature with +exceptional points, which neither David nor Christina--nor, to do him +justice, Frikkie--could possibly overlook. Frikkie had a voice like a +bell, and whiskers like the father of a family, and stood six foot +two in his naked feet, and lacked no excellence that a sturdy +bachelor should possess. But the other, who was born to the name of +Paul, lamented his arrival with a vociferous note of disappointment +in the world that was indescribably endearing; had a head clothed in +down like the intimate garments of an ostrich chick, and was small +enough for David to put in his pocket. He brought a new horizon with +him and imposed it on his parents; he was, in brief, a thing to make +a deacon of a Jew peddler. + +Thereafter, life for David and Christina was no longer a single +phenomenon, but a series of developments. It was like sailing in +agreeably rough water. No pensive mood could survive the sight of +mighty Frikkie gambolling like a young bull in the company of Paul; +nor could quiet hours impart a melancholy while the welkin rang with +the voice of the kleintje bullying the adoring Kafirs. Where before +life had glided, now it steeplechased, taking its days bull-headed, +and Paul grew to the age of four as a bamboo grows, in leaps. + +Then Frikkie, the huge, the hairy, the heavy-footed, the man who +prided himself on his ability to make circumstances, discovered, in a +revealing flash, that he was, after all, a poor creature, and that +the brightest being on earth was Katje Voss, whose people had settled +about thirty miles off--next door, as it were. Katje held views not +entirely dissimilar, but she consented to marry him, and the big +youth walked on air. Katje was a dumpy Boer girl, with a face all +cream and roses, and a figure that gave promise of much fat +hereafter. Christina had imagined other things, but the ideal is a +rickety structure, and she yielded; while David had never considered +such an emergency, and consented heartily. Behind Frikkie's back he +talked of grandchildren, and was exceedingly happy. + +Then his dream-fabric tumbled about his ears. + +Frikkie had ridden off to worship his beloved, and David and +Christina, as was their wont, sat on the stoep. They' watched the +figure of their son out of sight, and talked a while, and then lapsed +into the silence of perfect companionship. The veldt was all about +them, as silent and friendly as they, and the distance was mellow +with a haze of heat. From the kraals came at intervals the voice of +little Paul in fluent Kafir; David smiled over his pipe and nodded to +his wife once when the boy's voice was raised in a shout. Christina +was sewing; her thoughts were on Katje, and were still vaguely +hostile. + +Of a sudden she heard David's pipe clatter on the ground, and looked +sharply round at him. He was staring intently into the void sky; his +brows were knitted and his face was drawn; even as she turned he gave +a hoarse cry. + +She rose quickly, but he rose too, and spoke to her in an unfamiliar +voice. + +"Go in," he said. "Have all ready, for our son has met with a mishap. +He has fallen from his horse." + +She gasped, and stared at him, but could not speak. + +"Go and do it," he said again, looking at her with hard eyes; and +suddenly she saw, as by an inward light, that here was not madness, +but truth. It spurred her. + +"I will do it," she said swiftly. "But you will go and bring him in?" + +"At once," he replied, and was away to the shed for the cart. The +Kafirs came running to inspan the horses, and shrank from him as they +worked. He was white through his tan, and he breathed loud. Little +Paul saw him, and sat down on the ground and cried quietly. + +Before David went his wife touched him on the arm, and he turned. She +was white to the lips. + +"David," she said, and struggled with her speech. "David." + +"Well?" he answered, with a pregnant calm. + +"David, he is not--not dead?" + +"Not yet," he answered; "but I cannot say how it will be when I get +there." A tenderness overwhelmed him, and he caught a great sob and +put his arm about her. "All must be ready, little cousin. Time enough +to grieve afterwards--all our lives, Christina, all our lives!" + +She put her hand on his breast. + +"All shall be ready, David," she answered. "Trust me, David." + +He drove off, and she watched him lash the horses down the hill and +force them at the drift--he, the man who loved horses, and knew them +as he knew his children. His children! She fled into the house to do +her office, and to drink to the bottom of the cup the bitterness of +motherhood. A cool bed, linen, cold water and hot water, brandy and +milk, all the insignia of the valley of the shadow did she put to +hand, and con over and adjust and think upon, and then there was the +waiting. She waited on the stoep, burning and tortured, boring at the +horizon with dry eyes, and praying and hoping. A lifetime went in +those hours, and the sun was slanting down before the road yielded, +far and far away, a speck that grew into a cart going slowly. By and +by she was able to see her husband driving, but nobody with him--only +a rag or a garment that fluttered from the side. Her mind snatched at +it; was it--God! what was it? + +David drove into the yard soberly; she was at the stoep. + +"All is ready," she said, in a low voice. "Will you bring him in?" + +"Yes," he said; and she went inside with her heart thrashing like a +kicking horse. + +David carried in his son in his arms; he was not yet past that. On +the white bed inside they laid him, and where his fair head touched +the pillow it dyed it red. Frikkie's face was white and blue, and his +jaw hung oddly; but once he was within the door, some reinforcement +of association came to Christina, and she went about her ministry +purposefully and swiftly, a little comforted. At the back of her +brain dwelt some idea such as this: here was her house, her home, +there David, there Frikkie, here she, and where these were together +Death could never make the fourth. The same thought sends a stricken +child to its mother. David leant on the foot of the bed, his burning +eyes on the face of his son, and his brows tortured with anxiety. +Christina brought some drink in a cup and held it to the still lips +of the young man. + +"Drink. Frikkie," she pleaded softly. "Drink, my kleintje. Only a +drop, Frikkie, and the pain will fly away." + +She spoke as though he were yet a child, for a mother knows nothing +of manhood when her son lies helpless. The arts that made him a man +shall keep him a man; so she coaxed the closed eyes and the dumb +mouth. + +But Frikkie would not drink, heard nothing, gave no sign. Christina +laid drenched cloths to his forehead, deftly cleansed and bandaged +the gaping rent in the base of the skull whence the life whistled +forth, and talked to her boy all the while in the low crooning mother +voice. David never moved from the foot of the bed, and never loosed +his drawn brows. In came little Paul silently and took his hand, but +he never looked down, and the father and the child remained there +throughout the languid afternoon. + +Evening cool was growing up when Frikkie opened his eyes. Christina +was wetting towels for bandages, and her back was towards him, but +she knew instantly, and came swiftly to his side. David leaned +forward breathlessly, and little Paul cried out with the grip of his +hand. They saw a waver of recognition in Frikkie's eyes, a fond +light, and it seemed that his lips moved. Christina laid her ear to +them. + +"And--a--shod--horse!" murmured Frikkie. Nothing more. An hour after +he was cold, and David was alone on the stoep, questioning pitiless +skies and groping for God, while Christina knelt beside the bed +within and wept blood from her soul. + +They buried Frikkie in a little kraal on the hillside, and David made +the coffin. When he nailed down the lid he was an old man; when the +first red clod rang on it, he felt that life had emptied itself. When +they were back in the house again, Christina turned to him. + +"You knew," she said, in a strange voice--"you knew, but you could +not save him." And she laughed aloud. David covered his face with his +hands and groaned, but the next instant Christina's arms were about +him. + +Yet of their old life, before the deluge of grief, too much was happy +to be all swamped. Time softened the ruggedness of their wound +somewhat, and a day came when all the world was no longer black. +Little Paul helped them much, for what had once been Frikkie's was +now his; and as he grew before their eyes, his young strength and +beauty were a balm to them. David was much abroad in the lands now, +for he was growing mealies and rapidly becoming a rich man; and as he +rode oft in the morning and rode in at sundown, his new gravity of +mind and mien broke up to the youngster who jumped at the stirrup +with shouts and laughter, and demanded to ride on the saddle-bow. At +intervals, also, Paul laid claim to a gun, to spurs, to a watch, to +all the things that go in procession across a child's horizon, and +Christina was not proof against the impulse to smile at him. + +It is not to be thought, of course, that the shock of foreknowledge, +of omnipotent vision, had left David scathless. Though the other +details of the tragedy shared his memory, and elbowed the terrifying +sense of revelation, he would find himself now and again peering at +the future, straining to foresee, as a sailor bores at a fog-bank. +Then he would catch himself, and start back shuddering to the instant +matters about him. Eventualities he could meet, but in their season +and hand to hand; afar off they mastered him. Christina, too, dwelt +on it at seasons; but, by some process of her woman's mind, it was +less dreadful to her than to David: she, too, could dream at times. + +One day she was at work within the house, and Paul ran in and out. +She spoke to him once about introducing an evil-smelling water- +tortoise; he went forth to exploit it in the yard. From time to time +his shrill voice reached her; then the frayed edges of David's black +trousers of ceremony engaged her, to the exclusion of all else. +Between the scissors and the needle, at last, there stole on her ear +a faint tap, tap--such a sound as water dropping on to a board makes. +It left her unconscious for a while, and then grew a little louder, +with a note of vehemence. At last she looked up and listened. Tap, +tap, it went, and she sprang from her chair and went to the stoep and +looked out along the road. Far off on the hillside was a horse, +ridden furiously on the downward road, and though dwarfed by the +miles, she could see the rider flogging and his urgent crouch over +the horse's withers. It was a picture of mad speed, of terror and +violence, and struck her with a chill. Were the Kafirs risen? she +queried. Was there war abroad? Was this mad rider her husband? + +The last question struck her sharply, and she glanced about. Little +Paul was sitting on a stone, plaguing the water-tortoise with a +stick, and speaking to himself and it. The sight reassured her, and +she viewed the rider again with equanimity. But now she was able to +place him: it was David, and the horse was his big roan. The pace at +which he rode was winding up the distance, and the hoofs no longer +tap-tapped, but rang insistently. There was war, then; it could be +nothing else. Her category of calamities was brief, and war and the +death of her dear ones nearly exhausted it. + +David galloped the last furlongs with a tightened rein, and froth +snowed from the bit. He pulled up in the yard and slipped from the +saddle. Christina saw again on his face the white stricken look and +the furrowed frown that had stared on Frikkie's death. David stood +with the bridle in his hand and the horse's muzzle against his arm +and looked around. He saw Christina coming toward him with quick +steps, and little Paul, abandoning the skellpot, running to greet +him. He staggered and drew his hand across his forehead. + +Christina had trouble to make him speak. "A dream," he kept saying, +"an evil dream." + +"A lying dream," suggested Christina anxiously. + +"Yes," he hastened to add, "a lying dream." + +"About--about little Paul?" was her timid question. + +David was silent for a while, and then answered. "I saw him dead," he +replied, with a shudder. "God! I saw it as plain as I saw him a +moment ago in the kraal." + +They heard the child's gleeful shout the same instant. "I've got you! +I've got you!" he cried from without. + +"He has a water-tortoise," explained Christina with a smile. "Paul," +she called aloud, "come indoors." + +"Ja," shouted the child, and they heard him run up the steps of the +stoep. + +"Look," he said, standing at the door, "I found this in the grass. +What sort is it, father?" + +David saw something lithe and sinuous in the child's hands, and +stiffened in every limb. Paul had a skaapstikker in his grip, the +green-and-yellow death-snake that abounds in the veldt. Its head lay +on his arm, its pin-point eyes maliciously agleam, and the child +gripped it by the middle. Christina stood petrified, but the boy +laughed and dandled the reptile in glee. + +"Be still, Paul," said David, in a voice that was new to him--"be +still; do not move." + +The child looked up at him in astonishment. "Why?" he began. + +"Be still," commanded David, and went over to him cautiously. The +serpent's evil head was raised as he approached, and it hissed at +him. Paul stood quite quiet, and David advanced his naked hand to his +certain death and the delivery of his child. The reptile poised, and +as David snatched at it, it struck--but on his sleeve. The next +instant was a delirious vision of writhing green and yellow; there +was a cry from Paul, and the snake was on the floor. David crushed it +furiously with his boot. + +Christina snatched the child. "Did it bite you, Paul!" she screamed. +"Did it bite you?" + +The boy shook his head, but David interposed with a voice of thunder. + +"Of course it did!" he vociferated with blazing eyes; "what else did +my dream point to? But we'll fight with God yet. Bring me the child, +Christina." + +On the plump forearm of Paul they found two minute punctures and two +tiny points of blood. David drew his knife, and the child shrieked +and struggled. + +"Get a hot iron, Christina," cried David, and gripped Paul with his +knees. + +In the morning the room was wild and grisly with blood and the smell +of burnt flesh, and David lay face downwards on the floor, writhing +as the echoes of Paul's shrieks tortured his ears. But in the next +room little Paul was still for ever, and all the ghostly labor was to +no purpose. + +I suppose there is some provision in the make of humanity for +overflow grief, some limit impregnable to affliction; for when little +Paul was laid beside his brother, there were still David and +Christina to walk aimlessly in their empty world. Their scars were +deep, and they were crippled with woe, and it seemed to them they +lived as paralytics live, dead in all save in their susceptibility to +torture. Moreover, there was a barrier between them in David's +disastrous foreknowledge, for Christina could not throw off the +thought that it contained the causal elements which had robbed her of +her sons. Pain had fogged her; she could not probe the matter, and +sensations tyrannised over her mind. David, too, was bowed with a +sense of guilt that he could not rise to throw off. All motive was +buried in the kraal; and he and his wife sat apart and spent days and +nights without the traffic of speech. + +But Christina was seized with an idea. She woke David in the night +and spoke to him tensely. + +"David," she cried, gripping him by the arm. "David! We cannot live +for ever. Do you hear me? Look, David, look hard! Look where you +looked before. Can you see nothing for me--for us, David?" + +He was sitting up, and the spell of her inspiration claimed him. He +opened his eyes wide and searched the barren darkness for a sign. He +groped with his mind, tore at the bonds of the present. + +"Do you see nothing?" whispered Christina. "Oh, David, there must be +something. Look--look hard!" + +For the space of a hundred seconds they huddled on the bed, David +fumbling with the keys of destiny, Christina waiting, breathless. + +"Lie down," said David at last. "You are going to die, little cousin. +It is all well." His voice was the calmest in the world. "And you!" +cried Christina; "David, and you?" + +"I see nothing," he said. + +"Poor David!" murmured his wife, clinging to him. "But I am sure all +will yet be well, David. Have no fear, my husband." + +She murmured on in the dark, with his arm about her, and promised him +death, entreated him to believe with her, and coaxed him with the +bait of the grave. They were bride and groom again, they two, and +slept at last in one another's arms. + +In the morning all was well with Christina, and she bustled about as +of old. David was still, and hoped ever, with a tired content in what +should happen, a languor that forbade him from railing on fate. +Together they prepared matters as for a journey. + +"If the black trousers come frayed again," said Christina, "try to +remember that the scissors are better than a knife. And the seeds are +all in the box under our bed." + +"In the box under our bed," repeated David carefully. "Yes, under the +bed. I will remember." + +"And this, David," holding up piles of white linen, "this is for me. +You will not forget?" + +"For you?" he queried, not understanding. + +"Yes," she answered softly. "I will be buried in this." + +He started, but recovered himself with a quivering lip. + +"Of course," he answered. "I will see to it. I must be very old, +Christina." + +She came over and kissed him on the forehead. + +In the middle of the afternoon she went to bed, and he came in and +sat beside her. She held his hand, and smiled at him. + +"Are you dying now?" he asked at length. + +"Yes," she said. "What shall I tell Frikkie and the kleintje from +you?" + +"Tell them nothing," he said, after a pause. "It cannot be that I +shall be apart from you all long. No; I am very sure of that." + +She pressed his hand, and soon afterwards felt some pain. It was +little, and she made no outcry. Her death was calm and not strongly +distressing, and the next day David put her into the ground where her +sons lay. + +But, as I have made clear, he did not die till long afterwards, when +he had sold his farm and come to live in the little white house in +the dorp, where colors jostled each other in the garden, and +fascinated children watched him go in and come out. I think the story +explains that perpetual search of which his vacant eyes gave news, +and the joyous alacrity of his last home-coming, and the perfect +technique of his death. It all points to the conclusion, that however +brave the figures, however aspiring their capers, they but respond to +strings which are pulled and loosened elsewhere. + + + +XII + +THE HIDDEN WAY + +A veil 'twixt us and Thee, dread Lord, A veil 'twixt us and Thee! +Lest we should hear too clear, too clear, And unto madness see. + +Carrick crossed the fields in time to see, from the low bank above +the churchyard, the children coming forth from Sunday school in the +church, blinking contentedly at the late summer sunlight and all the +familiar world from which, for two hours, they had been exiles. A +little behind them came Mr. Newman, carrying his sober hat in his +hand, and the curate. + +"Hi!" called Carrick, and they turned toward him as he came down the +bank, with his sly spaniel shambling at his heels. + +The curate looked with disfavor at Carrick's worn tweed clothes and +his general week-day effect. "I think," he said primly, "I'll be +getting along." + +"I should," said Carrick shortly, turning his back on him. "I want to +speak to you, Newman." + +"Then we will walk together," agreed Mr. Newman. "Good-bye till this +evening," he called after the departing curate. + +It was an afternoon of June, languid and fragrant; the declining sun +was in their faces as they went in company under the high arches of +the elms, in a queer contrast of costume and personality. Carrick, +the man of science, the adventurer in the bypaths of knowledge, +affronted the Sabbath in the clothes which gave offence to the +curate. He was a thin, impatient man, standing on the brink of middle +age, with the hard, intent face of one accustomed to verify the +evidence of his own senses. A habit he had of doing his thinking in +the open air had left him tanned and limber; he walked easily, with +the light foot of an athlete, while Mr. Newman, decorous in the black +clothes which are the uniform of the regular churchgoer, trod +deliberately at his side and mopped his brow with a handkerchief. + +"It was very warm in the church this afternoon," explained Mr. Newman +mildly. "Very warm." + +He was an older man than Carrick, and altogether a riper and most +complacent figure. He had a large and benevolent face, which would +have been common-place but for a touch of steadfastness and serenity +which dignified it, and an occasional vivacity of the kindly eyes. +One perceived in him a man who had come smoothly through life, secure +in plain faiths and clear hopes, unafraid of destiny. Something +reverend in his general effect accentuated his difference from his +companion. + +"Ventilation," Carrick was saying. "On an afternoon like this you +might as well shut those children up in a family vault. Twenty of +them, all breathing carbonic acid gas, besides yourself--and that +ass!" + +"You mean the curate?" inquired Mr. Newman. "Really, he isn't an ass. +He didn't like your clothes--that was all." + +"What's the matter with 'em?" demanded Carrick, inspecting his shabby +sleeve. "You don't want me to dress up like--like you, do you?" + +"My dear fellow!" Mr. Newman smiled protestingly, lifting a suave +hand. "I don't care how you dress. I don't want you to 'make broad +your phylacteries,' you know." + +Carrick snorted, and they walked in silence through the little +village that lay below the church. + +The matter they had in common, which bridged their diversity and made +it possible for them to be, after their fashion, friends, was their +interest in the subject which Carrick had made his own--experimental +psychology. Like all successful business men, Mr. Newman had an +unschooled aptitude for the science, and had practised it with profit +on his competitors and employees before he knew a word of its +technology. In Carrick's bare and lamp-lit study they had joined +forces to bewilder and undermine the intelligence of the sly spaniel, +and there had been sessions of hypnotism, with Mr. Newman rigid in +trances, while Carrick groped, as it were, among the springs of his +mind. The pair of them had incurred the indignation of European +authorities, writing in obscure and costly little journals whose +names the general public never heard. The bond of martyrdom-- +martyrdom in print--united them. + +"By the way," suggested Mr. Newman, when the village was behind them +and they were walking between high hedgerows flamboyant with summer +growth. "By the way, wasn't there something you wanted to speak to +me about?" + +"Eh? Oh yes," replied Carrick. "Bother! I want you to come to my +place to-night to try something--something new, a big thing." + +"To-night?" said Mr. Newman. "No, not to-night, Carrick." + +"Why not?" demanded Carrick. "I tell you, it's a big thing. I've had +an idea of it for some time; those clairvoyant tests put me on to it; +but I've only just got it clear. It's big." + +Mr. Newman shook his head. "Not to-night," he said. "You're a queer +fellow, Carrick; you never can remember what day of the week it is +for more than five minutes at a time." + +"Oh!" Carrick scowled. "You mean it's Sunday. But this--I tell you, +this isn't just an ordinary thing, Newman. I'll explain--it's new and +it's big!" + +"No," said Newman. "Not to-night, Carrick, please!" + +"Hang it!" said Carrick. He would have spoken more liberally, but the +choice was between restraint in language and the loss of Mr. Newman +as an acquaintance. That had been made clear soon after their first +meeting. + +Mr. Newman smiled, and rested a large hand on Carrick's arm. + +"We go by different roads to our goal, Carrick," he said, "but it is +the same goal. We serve the same Master, under different names and in +different ways. You call Him Science and I call Him Christ--the same +Master, though; and my services take me to church to-night. But to- +morrow, if you like, I will come over to your place." + +"Get back," said Carrick violently to the dog. "To heel, you beast!" + +The fork of the road was in front of them; they paused at the +division of the way. + +"Will that suit you?" inquired Mr. Newman. "I can come round after +dinner." + +Carrick gave him a look in which contempt, fury, and a certainly +involuntary liking were strangely at war. + +"Of all the sanctimonious asses," he said, and broke off. "Good- +night!" he concluded abruptly. + +"I'll come, then," said Mr. Newman, smiling. "Good-night, my dear +fellow." + +He went off at his deliberate gait, humming to himself the tune of +the last hymn which the children had sung at the Sunday school. +Evening was settling about him on the trees and fields; after the +still heat of the sun, it was like an amen to the day, a vast low +note of organ music. There was a pond gleaming among the trees. + +"He leadeth me beside the still waters," he said aloud to himself, +and then Carrick's footsteps were audible behind him. He turned. +Carrick came up swiftly. + +"Don't eat much dinner to-morrow night," he said, with immense +seriousness. + +"It's more hypnotism, then?" inquired Mr. Newman. + +Carrick nodded. "Yes," he said. "But--it's a big thing, all the +same." + +He clicked to his dog and went off abruptly, passing with long, jerky +strides into the enveloping stillness of the evening, and Mr. Newman +resumed his homeward walk, taking up his mood of reflective quiet at +the point where Carrick had broken in upon it. He was a man made for +the Sabbath; he breathed its atmosphere of a day consecrated to +observances with a pleasure that was almost sensuous. For him, piety +was that manner of life which gave the quality of Sunday to each +other of the seven days of the week, softening them and rendering +them august with the sense of a great adorable Presence presiding +over their hours. + +The curate who disliked Carrick occupied the pulpit that evening; he +preached from half a text, after the manner of curates. "For they +shall see God"--he repeated it in a poignant undertone--he, tall and +young and priestly in his vestments, seen against the dim glory of a +stained window--and Mr. Newman, attentive in his pew, leaned forward +suddenly to hear, like a man touched by excitement. + +Carrick's study was one of a pair of rooms he had added to the +farmhouse which he inhabited, a long apartment of many windows, +designed for spaciousness, and possessing no other good quality. No +fire could warm more than an end of it, and his lamp, wherever it was +placed, was but a heart of light in a body of shadow. He had +furnished it with the things he required; a desk was here, a table +there, bookcases were along the walls, a variety of chairs stood +where he happened to push them. It had the air of a waiting-room or a +mortuary. + +Carrick was at his desk when Mr. Newman, on the Monday evening, was +shown in to him by the ironclad widow who kept house for him. He +looked up with impatience as his guest entered. + +"Oh, it's you?" was his greeting. + +"Good evening," said Mr. Newman cheerfully. "You'd forgotten to +expect me, I suppose. But I'm here, all the same." + +"All right," said Carrick. "Sit down somewhere, will you?" + +He rose and shoved a chair forward with his foot for Mr. Newman's +accommodation, and began to walk slowly to and fro with his hands in +his pockets. + +"Well," said Newman; "and what's this miracle we're to work?" + +"I'll show you," said Carrick, still walking. He stopped and turned +toward his guest. "Newman," he said, "where do you reckon you were a +hundred years ago?" + +Mr. Newman laughed, crossing his legs as he sat. + +"I'm not as old as that," he replied. "Whatever place you're +thinking of, I wasn't there." + +Carrick was frowning thoughtfully. "I'm not thinking of places," he +said. "You--you exist; the matter that composes you is indestructible; +the--the essential you, the thing in that matter that makes it +mean something, the soul, if you like--that's indestructible, too. +Everything's indestructible. A hundred years hence, you'll be +somewhere; but where were you--you, that is--a hundred years ago?" + +He pointed the "you" with a jabbing forefinger as he spoke it, +standing in front of Mr. Newman in the lamplight and talking down to +him. + +"Oh!" said Mr. Newman, "I see--yes! A hundred years, ago I was part +of my Maker's unfinished plan of to-day." + +"Were you?" said Carrick, snapping at him. "You were, eh? Part of-- +we'll see! Come over to the big chair and undo your collar." + +Mr. Newman rose; the big arm-chair was his place when Carrick +hypnotised him, and the loosening of his collar was part of the +ritual. + +"What is the idea?" he asked, fumbling at his stud. + +"Tell you afterwards," said Carrick. "If I told you now, you'd not +get it out of your mind. Can't you get that collar off, man?" + +"It was stiff," apologised Mr. Newman, arranging himself in the large +chair. "How are you going to do it?" + +Carrick's hot hand pressed his head back on the cushions. + +"Shut up," he was told. "Let yourself go, now; just let yourself go." + +The chair faced the blank, bare wall of the room; there was nothing +in front of Mr. Newman for his eyes to rest on and take hold of. +Carrick's hands no longer touched his head; he was alone in his +chair, in a posture of ease, with the gear of his mind slacked off, +his consciousness unmoored to drift with what-ever current should +flow about it. He knew, without noting it, that something like a fog +was creeping up about him; the pale wall became a bank of mist, +stirring slowly; his pulse was a rhythm that lulled him faintly. He-- +the aggregate of powers, capacities habits that made the sum of him-- +was adrift, flowing like a vapor that leaks into the air and thins +abroad. A coolness was on his forehead as of a little breeze. + +Carrick, behind the chair, saw that his head drooped, and came round +to look at him. He seemed to slumber with his eyes half open, and his +plump hands, white and luxurious, were clasped in his lap. Carrick +considered him and then crossed to his desk to get his pipe. He +expected to have to wait for some time. + +But it was less than five minutes before Mr. Newman stirred like a +man who moves in his-sleep and emitted a long gusty sigh. His hands +unclasped; he drove up to consciousness like a diver who shoots up +through strangling fathoms of water to the generous air above. Life +was compelling him; through the confusion of his senses he felt +Carrick's hand on his shoulder and heard him speaking. + +"Feeling quite all right--what? Here, drink some of this. It's only +water. A drop more? Right!" + +Mr. Newman pushed the glass away and sat upright, staring wide-eyed +into the curious face of Carrick, who bent over him, tumbler in hand. + +"All right?" asked Carrick again. + +"Yes--now," replied Mr. Newman slowly. "But--what did you do to me, +Carrick?" + +Carrick gave a relieved snort and set the tumbler down on the +mantelshelf. + +"What did I do?" he repeated. "Opened a door for you--that's all. +What did you find the other side?" + +Mr. Newman passed an uncertain hand across his eyes. The feeling with +which he had returned to consciousness, that liberties had been taken +with him, was leaving him as the familiar ugly room grew about him +again. + +"It was queer," he said doubtfully, and Carrick bent his head in +eagerness to listen. + +"You've been hypnotised before, often enough. What was queer?" + +"Hypnotism is unconsciousness, so far as I'm concerned," said Mr. +Newman. "But this--wasn't! Not dreams, either; the thing was so +absolutely real." + +"Go on," said Carrick, as he paused to ponder. + +"I felt myself going off, you know, just as usual--the mistiness, the +reposefulness, the last moment when one would rebel if one could--but +one can't; that was all ordinary. And then came the blank, that +second of utter emptiness, as though one were alone in the wilderness +of outer space, and light were not yet created. As a rule, that ends +it; one's asleep then. But this time I wasn't. It seemed--it sort of +dawned toward me----" Mr. Newman groped for a word which eluded him, +with a face that brooded heavily. + +"What did?" demanded Carrick. + +"It was a lightness, first of all, a thinning of the dark, that grew +and broadened till it was like a thing coming at me--like something +thrown at me. And suddenly it was all about me, and I was in it, and +it was daylight--just ordinary daylight, you know. There was a white, +flat road, with a hedge on one side and a low leaning fence on the +other, and over the fence there were fields; and I was walking along +by the roadside, with the thick powdery dust kicking up from under my +feet as I went." + +He paused. "Yes?" cried Carrick. "Yes? Yes?" + +"I don't remember what I was thinking," said Mr. Newman. "Perhaps I +wasn't thinking. I saw a signpost farther along the road with +something like a long bundle--it was rather like a limp bolster, I +fancy--hanging from it. I was staring toward it, when there came a +noise behind me, like a trumpet being blown, and I turned to see a +coach with four horses come tearing along toward me, with a red- +coated man at the back, blowing a horn. The roof of it was crowded +with people curiously dressed; they all looked down on me as they +came abreast, and their faces had a sort of strange roughness. I saw +them as clearly as all that--a coarseness, it was--a kind of cruel +stupidity. Several of them seemed to be pock-marked, too. It struck +me; I wondered how a coach-load of such people had been gathered +together; and I might have wondered longer; but one of them laughed, +a great neighing guffaw of a laugh, as the coachman swung his whip." + +Mr. Newman paused, and his hand floated to his face again. + +"It cut me across here," he said thoughtfully. "It--it hurt. +Awfully!" + +Carrick nodded. + +"And that was all," Mr. Newman went on. "At the sting of the lash, as +though some one had turned a switch, the daylight went out--to the +sound of that gross animal laugh. There was again the frozen dark, +the solitude--the chill--and I heard you saying, as from another +planet, across great gulfs of space: 'Drink some of this!' Only--" + +"Yes?" + +"It's like a memory of something that actually took place. I ought to +have a weal just below my eyes where the whip took me-it wasn't five +minutes ago. I remember the dusty smell of that white road-and how +the thing that hung on the signpost was-some-how-ugly and nasty. It's +awfully queer, Carrick." + +"Yes!" Carrick sank his hands in his pockets and walked away to the +shadowy far end of the room. Mr. Newman sat in thought, flavoring the +vivid quality of his vision, with his underlip caught up between his +teeth. The great room was silent for a space of minutes. + +"I say!" Carrick spoke from the other end of it. + +"What?" + +"That signpost you saw-it wasn't a signpost, you know." + +"What was it, then?" + +"It was a gallows," said Carrick, "with a man hanging on it." + +There was a pause. "Eh?" said Mr. Newman, and rose from his chair. +"Carrick, what exactly did you do to me?" + +"I sent you back a hundred years," Carrick answered, in a measured +voice. His excitement got the better of his restraint and his voice +cracked. "Part of the-what was it you said you were, Newman?" he +cried, on a note of shrillness. "I tell you, man, you've proved a +hundred things you never dreamed of-theories of mine. You've proved +them, I tell you. I've dipped you back into the past as I dip my +hands into water. What you saw was what happened; it was you-you, +man, a hundred years ago. Oh, why did I stop at a hundred? A +thousand, a dozen thousand years would have been as easy." + +He came down the long room almost at a run. + +"Newman," he said, taking the elder man by the arm with a swift, +feverish hand; "we've got 'em, all those old diploma-screened fools +that call us quacks-Zinzau, Berlier, von Rascowicz, Scott-Evans-we've +got 'em. We'll make 'em squeal. Before I've done with you, we'll see +what the earth was like when it was in the pot, being cooked. You +shall be a batwinged lizard again, and a cave-dweller, and a flint +man. We'll turn you loose through history-our special correspondent +at the siege of Troy-what?" + +He broke into high, uncontrollable laughter. + +"The Wandering Jew," he babbled. "We'll show him!" + +Mr. Newman heard him with growing wonder, but now he shook his arm +loose. + +"Get yourself a drink," he said. "You're raving. I want to talk to +you." + +The word was enough; Carrick stopped laughing, and walked away toward +his desk. Mr. Newman, standing by the big arm-chair from which he had +just risen, looked after him with a sudden liveliness growing in his +face. The experience through which he had just come, abiding with him +as so secure a memory, precluded the doubts he might otherwise have +felt; Carrick's words and his excitement, so unusual in him, and the +clear, unquestionable sense of recollection with which he summoned +again to his mind the white dusty road, the swaying body of the +hanged man, the drum of the hoofs of the coach-horses-these stormed +his reason and forced conviction on him. + +"The siege of Troy, you said?" he asked, with a nervous titter. The +thing was gripping him. + +Carrick had seated himself at his desk, as though to steady himself +by the sight of its prosaic litter. He looked up now, his face +composed and usual in the light of the reading lamp. + +"Or anywhere," he said shortly. He nodded two or three times +impressively; he was master of himself again. "It's true, Newman; I +can do it; I've opened the door. We must have a few more tests and +verify the method by trying it on another subject. Then we'll go to +war with the professors." + +"Ye-es," agreed Mr. Newman absently. "Anywhere, you said? You can +open my eyes at any period in time? You can do that, Carrick?" + +"Well," began Carrick, and paused. "Why?" he demanded. "What have you +got in your mind?" + +Mr. Newman came slowly down toward him till he leaned across the top +of the desk facing the younger man. He was smiling still, but a fire +had lit in his eyes, something adventurous and strong looked out +through them. The elderly stout man was braced and exalted like a +martyr going to the stake. + +"Can you?" he repeated. "Can you, Carrick? Say--can you do that?" + +"Unless----" hesitated the other, staring at him. "But--you must have +been somewhere, at any time. Yes, I can do it." + +Mr. Newman's eyes looked over his head and beyond him. + +"Then," he said, and a deep note reverberated in his even voice-- +"then show me the day on which Christ died!" + +He continued to look past Carrick at the shadowy end of the room, +still smiling his strange and uplifted smile. + +Carrick moved in his chair, with a half-gesture as of irritation. + +"Look here," he said. "Pull yourself together, Newman. There are +limits, you know, after all." + +Two days elapsed before the evening on which the attempt was to be +made; Carrick, alleging difficulties and dangers with long scientific +names, had refused to try it earlier. He had been unwilling to try it +at all. + +"I don't want to mix up a matter of clear science with your religious +emotions," he had declared. "And I've got a certain amount of +religion of my own, for that matter. I manage to believe in it +without corroboration; what's the matter with yours, that you can't +do the same?" + +But it was not corroboration which Mr. Newman desired. He had not so +much argued as insisted; and it had been difficult to reason with his +manner of one buoyed up, exalted, inspired. He had had his way, on +the sole condition that he should wait two days--"and give sanity a +chance," Carrick had added. + +But on the stroke of nine, on the appointed evening, he was standing +within the door of Carrick's study, his hat in his hand, a white silk +muffler about his neck, instead of a collar. + +"I was very careful to eat very little at dinner," were his first +words. + +Carrick, who had been looking forward to his arrival with nervous +dread, glanced up sharply with an affectation of annoyance at an +interruption. + +"More fool you," he barked, in his harshest voice. Mr. Newman smiled, +and laid his hat down on the table and began to unwind his muffler. + +Carrick frowned at him. "I'm rather busy to-night, Newman," he said. +That had no effect. He rose. "Besides, something has occurred to me, +and--it is not safe, you know." + +Mr. Newman laid his muffler beside his hat; without it he had a +curiously incomplete and undressed appearance. He turned round. + +"Oh yes, it is," he contradicted mildly. "As safe as it was on +Monday, at any rate!" + +"Ah!" Carrick caught him up eagerly. "But that wasn't safe, either. +I hadn't thought of this then. You see, we don't understand yet how +the thing applies. What is it that becomes conscious in the period +you see? Is it you, in an earlier incarnation? If so, supposing I--I +let go of you at a time when you were dead! What happens then? Do I +get you back--or what?" + +He tried to make the consideration graphic, driving it at Mr. +Newman's serenity with a knit brow and a moving forefinger. + +Mr. Newman shook his head. "I don't know," he answered, unmoved by +Carrick's fervor. "I can't tell you that. But--you leave me where you +found me--in the hands of my God." + +With the same quiet cheerfulness, he crossed to the big chair, turned +it to face the wall, and sat down in it. "I'm quite ready," he said. + +Carrick was still standing by the table. He was frowning heavily; the +proceeding was utterly against his inclination. When Mr. Newman +spoke, he sighed windily, a sigh of resignation, of defeat. + +"I warned you," he said, and wiped the palms of his hands on his +trousers for what he had to do. + +A less honest man than Carrick, finding himself in the like +predicament, might plausibly have contrived a failure. Nothing easier +than to tell Mr. Newman that nerves, a mental burden, or what not, +stood in the way of the adventure. Mr. Carrick got to work forthwith. + +Mr. Newman, supine in his chair, knew the preliminary stages of the +process well. They took longer than usual to-night; both of them were +unkeyed and had to compose themselves to the affair. But at last the +visible world, the wall before him, commenced to dislimn; it shifted; +it became mist, writhing and tinged with faint colors, that submerged +his will and his consciousness, till they sank, gathering impetus, +into a void below--the vacancy of the spirit that looses its hold on +the body and is rudderless. He knew the blackness which is death, the +momentary throe of entering it, the shock, the sense of chill, the +dumbness. + +"Ah!" Carrick saw that his head fell, and ceased his labors. He +stood, gaunt and perplexed, contemplating the body from which he had +expelled the will, the life--the soul. It was a plump body, well +clad, well fed, a carcase that had absorbed much of its world. It +cost labor and the pains of innumerable toilers to clothe it, nourish +it, maintain it, guard, comfort, and embellish it. And an effort of +ten minutes was enough to drain it of all save the fleshly, the mere +bestial. The habit of his mind impelled him to sneer as he stood +above it, to moralise in the tune of cynicism. "Ecce homo!" were the +words he chanced upon; but the flavor of them troubled him when he +remembered the goal of the journey upon which that absent spirit had +departed. + +"Oh, Lord!" said Carrick, in a kind of whispering panic. + +He cast scared looks to and fro, as though he feared the great room +should contain a spy upon him. It was empty save for him and that +witless body. He put his hands together with the gesture of a child +and shut his eyes tight. + +"Our Father," he began, "Which art in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name!" + +The place was as still as a church. He recited his prayer aloud, in a +quiet, careful voice that echoed faintly among the book-shelves. + +He bad got as far as "Thine is the kingdom, the power"--no farther-- +when Mr. Newman stirred, and he gabbled the words to an end hastily +before he opened his eyes. Mr. Newman came back to consciousness +with a rush; his body inflated with life, his still face woke, and +his vacant eyes, meeting Carrick's and recognising him, suddenly lit +with sense--and terror. + +"I say!" exclaimed Carrick; "will you have some water?" + +His hand groped for the glass on the mantelshelf, but he continued to +look at Mr. Newman, and presently he forgot the glass. Terror was the +word, the terror of a man who finds--unawaited, ambushed in his +being--depths and capacities unguessed and appalling. A blank, +horror-ridden face fronted his own, till Mr. Newman put his hands +before his face and shuddered. "What is it?" cried Carrick. "Old +chap, what's up?" + +"My God!" + +It was not an expletive, but a prayer, a supplication. Mr. Newman +dashed the hands from his face and sprang up. Carrick caught him by +the arm. + +"I say," he cried. "It's rot. It's a fake--it must be! Whatever +happened--it's not a sure thing. Pull yourself together, Newman. I--I +may be wrong; perhaps it's all an induced--you know, an illusion. I +say, look here----" + +"No!" + +Gently, but with decision, Mr. Newman put his friendly hand away. +"It's not an illusion," he said. + +He walked away. Carrick stood staring after him, a battlefield of +compunctions and a growing curiosity. Mr. Newman was wrestling with +his trouble in the shadows; minutes passed before he came again into +the lamplight. His face was blenched, but something like a stricken +purpose dwelt on it. + +"I'll tell you," he said. Then, wildly, "Oh, man! why did you let me? +This trick of yours--it's the knowledge of good and evil; it's the +forbidden fruit. Why did you let me?" + +Carrick stammered futilely; there was no answer possible to give. + +"I am a Christian," went on Mr. Newman, as though he appealed for +justification. "By my lights I serve God. I try not to judge others. +I've not judged you, have I, Carrick? You--you don't go to church, +but I make a friend of you, don't I?" + +"Yes," said Carrick. + +"Then--why--" cried Mr. Newman--"why, of all people, should I--oh, +Carrick, I don't know how to tell you." + +Let Carrick's answer be remembered when his epitaph is written. + +"Then don't tell me," he said. "I don't want to hear." + +Mr. Newman shook his head. He had come to a standstill at the side of +the big chair. He looked old and stricken and sad. + +"Ah," he said. "But listen all the same." + +He remained standing while he told his tale, with eyes that sought +Carrick's listening face and fell away again. + +"It took you longer than it usually does," he said; "to send me on, I +mean. I expect I wasn't as good a subject as usual, too. I know I was +full of a sort of gladness and expectation, for I didn't doubt that +you could do it. I had a feeling that I was going to see--really to +see, with mortal eyes--Him, my Redeemer, the Son of God! I wasn't +afraid--only joyful with a great solemnity. I carried it with me, +that joy, into the fog and darkness; it was all that I knew when the +utter night surged up and gulfed me, and even life was forgotten. I +was to see Him, like the pure in heart who are to see God. I had had +that wonder in my mind since Sunday evening; the curate preached on +it--and I--I thought my heart was pure." + +His fearful eyes fluttered to Carrick's face and sank. + +"The light came as it came before," he went on, quickly and +miserably. "First a sense of something that was not mere darkness, +infinitely distant, but swooping down upon me at an unimaginable +speed, broadening more quickly than the sense could follow--and then +it was daylight all about me, and I was in the world, seeing, +hearing, and--yes, and speaking, speaking, Carrick. Oh, my God!" + +He shivered and put a hand out to the arm of the big chair. Carrick +said nothing. + +"It's so clear," said Mr. Newman. "If it weren't so clear, I might +persuade myself that it was an illusion, a vision--but it's not. It +happened. The first thing I know was that it was very hot. A sun +stood in the sky; its rays beat on me, and they were strong. I was in +a crowd of people, and they--we, that is--we all stood facing a +building, a white building with a great door. There were many of us; +I was thrust between two big hairy men, and there was a great noise. +Everybody was shouting. I was shouting too. I had both my arms raised +above my head, with my fists clenched--like that----" + +Mr. Newman raised his shut hands as high as he could; his tragic face +compelled Carrick's eyes. + +"But my arms were bare and very brown, I noticed. I was shouting +vehemently, frantically, in some strange tongue. It was a language I +do not know; but I knew what I was shouting, and I know still." + +He stopped. Carrick waited. + +"What was it?" he asked at last. + +For answer Mr. Newman raised his arms again, the hands clenched, in a +sudden and savage gesture. + +"I was shouting like this," he said, and raised a voice that Carrick +did not recognize. "Crucify Him! Crucify Him!" + +He dropped his arms and stood staring at Carrick; then covered his +face with his hands. + +Carrick stood aghast and shaken. At last he went to his friend and +took his arm. + + + +XIII + +THE STRANGE PATIENT + +There were only two arrivals by the train from London when it stopped +at the little flower-banked station of Barthiam; and Mary, who was +waiting for it, had no difficulty in deciding which of them was +Professor Fish. That great man never failed to look the part. His +tall, lean figure, stooping at the shoulders, his big, smooth-shaven +face, mildly abstracted behind his glasses, but retaining always +something of a keen and formidable character, his soft hat and great +flapping ulster, made up a noticeable personality anywhere. He seemed +alone to crowd the little platform; the small man who accompanied him +was lost in his shadow. + +"Professor Fish?" accosted Mary primly, at his elbow. + +He turned upon her with a movement like a swoop. + +"I am Mary Pond," she explained. "My father was called away to a +case, so he sent me to meet you and bring you up to the house. I have +a fly waiting." + +"Ah!" The Professor nodded and was bland. "Very good of you to take +the trouble, Miss Pond. I am much obliged." He stepped aside to let +his companion be seen. "This," he explained, "is your--er--guest." + +Mary put out her hand, but the little man, who had been standing +behind the Professor, made no motion to take it. He was staring at +the planks of the platform; he lifted his eyes for an instant to +glance at her, and dropped them again at once. Mary saw a listless, +empty face, pale eyes, and pale hair, a mere effect of vacuity and +weakness. The man drooped where he stood as though he were no more +than half alive; his clothes were grotesquely ill-fitting. A little +puzzled, she looked up to the Professor, and saw that he was watching +her. + +"How do you do?" she asked gently of the little man. + +The Professor answered for him. "He does very well, Miss Pond," he +said robustly. "Much better than he thinks. Between ourselves," +dropping his voice and nodding at her with intention, "a most +remarkable case. Very remarkable indeed. And now, if I can find a +porter, we might as well be moving." + +He seemed to hesitate for a moment before leaving them; then he set +off down the platform. He walked with long strides in great spasms of +energy, as he did everything. Mary turned from looking after him to +the little creature beside her with a sense of absurd contrast. As +she did so she saw that he too was looking after the Professor, and +his empty face had suddenly become intent; it was hardened and +vicious, with the parted lips and narrow eyes of hate. The man had +discovered some spring of life within his listless body. It lasted +only while one might draw a full breath; then he saw her scrutiny, +and sank again to his still dreariness. It was a startling thing to +see that flabby little insignificance strengthen to such a force of +feeling, and Mary was conscious of a sort of alarm. But before she +could frame a thing to say the Professor was back again, and the +atmosphere of his vigour had enveloped them. + +Professor Fish sat next to her in the cab, and the new patient, who +was to be an inmate of her house for some time to come, leaned +against the cushions opposite, with eyes half closed and his coarse +hands folded in his lap. The Professor talked without ceasing, gazing +through the open window at the fat lands of Kent unfolded beside the +road and torpid under the July sun; but Mary found more of interest +in the still face before her, cryptic and mysterious in its utter +vacancy. So little it expressed besides weakness that Mary wondered +what illness could thus have cut the man off from the world. She was +used to the waste products of life; one "resident patient" succeeded +another at her father's house, and to each she was a deft nurse and a +supple companion. They had in common, she found, a certain +paltriness; most of them had been overtaxed by easy burdens; but this +man's aspect conveyed suggestions of a long struggle with a burden +beyond all strength. The meanness of him, all his appearance of +having begun in the gutter and failed there, touched her not at all; +Mary had had too much to do with human flesh in the raw to be greatly +concerned about such matters as that. + +Dr. Pond was at home to meet them when the cab drew up at the door, +an elderly, good-natured man, white-haired and sprucely white- +bearded. He greeted Professor Fish with some deference, and helped +the new patient carefully forth from the cab. It was Mary's duty to +see the one trunk of new shining tin carried in and placed in the +room that was prepared for the house's new inmate. This done, she +went to the others in the little drawing-room. Her father and +Professor Fish were seated in the window, busy with talk; the new +patient had an upright chair against the wall, and sat in it with the +same lassitude and downcast gaze which had already drawn Mary's +wondering compassion. The Professor rose at her entry. + +"Ah! Miss Pond," he said in his cheerful, booming voice, "I was just +giving your father a few particulars about our young friend." + +"I should like to hear them," she answered, taking the chair he +reached for her. "You see, I shall have a good deal to do with him." + +Old Dr. Pond nodded. "Mary," he said, "is my right hand, Professor." + +"Of course," agreed the Professor. "I can see that." + +He was seated again, and he leaned across to Mary confidentially, +with an explanatory forefinger hovering. + +"As I told your father, Miss Pond, it isn't necessary to go far back +in the case," he said. "As a matter of fact, I took this case up-- +experimentally. The subject was a good one for a--well, call it a +theory of mine, a new idea in pathology. You see? I wanted to try it +on the dog before publishing it, and our young friend there"--he +nodded at the back of the room and sank his voice--"he was the dog. +You understand?" + +Mary nodded, and the Professor smiled. + +"Well," he said, "I have succeeded. The patient is convalescent, +but--you see how he is. He has very little vital force, and also, +occasionally, delusions. Merely ephemeral, you know, but delusions. +He wants quiet chiefly, and very little else--just that atmosphere of +repose and--er--peace which you can create for him, Miss Pond." + +"These delusions," put in Dr. Pond, "are they of any special +character!" + +"H'm!" The Professor stroked his chin. "No," he said. "Curious, you +know, but not symptomatic." His hard eye scanned the old doctor +purposely. "Sometimes," he said slowly, "he thinks he has been dead, +and that I brought him back to life." + +"And he hates you for it," suggested Mary. The Professor stared at +her in open astonishment. + +"How on earth did you know that?" he cried. + +"I saw him looking after you in the station," Mary explained. "He +just--glared." + +"I see." Professor Fish was always rather extravagant in manner and +speech; his relief now seemed a little exaggerated. He drew a deep +breath and glanced past Mary to the patient on his chair at the far +end of the room. "Yes," he said, "at such times he is distinctly +resentful. I don't wonder you noticed it." + +"Your letter didn't mention his name," said Mary. + +"I should call him Smith," answered the Professor. + +"It's a good name. And that, I think, is all there is to tell. Oh, by +the way, though he has no suicidal tendency, of course, or I +shouldn't put him here; but all the same----" + +Mary nodded. "Quite so," she said. "No razor." + +"Exactly," said the Professor. "And no money. Give him the things he +needs, and let me have the bill." + +He rose and reached for his hat. + +"But you will stay and have something to eat," protested old Dr. +Pond. + +"Can't," answered the Professor. "Got an engagement in town. I've +just time to catch the train back. Now, you quite understand about +this case? Just quietness and soothing companionship, you know, fresh +air and sleep, and all that." + +"We quite understand," said Mary. "We'll do our best." + +"I'm sure you will," said Professor Fish cordially. He moved over to +where the patient sat; he had not moved at all. He continued to gaze +at the carpet while the tall Professor stood over him. + +"Now, Smith," said the Professor in his loud voice, "I'm off. You're +in good hands here, you know. You've only to take it easy and rest." + +"Rest?" Smith repeated the word in a hoarse whisper; it was the +first he had spoken. He looked up, and his eye went to the +Professor's face with a sort of challenge. + +"Yes," said the Professor. "Good-bye." + +Smith continued to look at him, but answered nothing. Professor Fish +shrugged his shoulders and turned away sharply. + +"He'll soon pick up," he said to Dr. Pond. "And now I really must +go." + +He shook hands with Mary with a manner of cheerful vigour, beaming at +her through his gold-rimmed glasses, big, whimsical, and quick. A +moment later, Dr. Pond was showing him out, and Mary, alone with her +patient, had another glimpse of hate and contempt animating and +enlivening that weak and formless face. + +She waited till she heard the front door close and the Professor's +departing feet crunch on the gravel of the garden path. Then she went +and put a hand on the little man's shoulder. + +"You look very tired," she said, quietly, in her level, pleasant +voice. "Would you like to go to your room and lie down? And I will +send you up some tea." + +There was a long pause, and she thought he was not going to answer. +But she waited restfully, and at last he sighed. + +"Yes," he said wearily, "that's what I want." + +His voice had the flat tones of Cockneydom, but Mary took no note of +it. + +"Then let me show you the way," she said, still gently; and he rose +at the word and followed her upstairs. + +In this manner the new patient was installed in the household of Dr. +Pond. He slipped into his place like a shadow, displacing nothing. +The Doctor, swollen with the distinction of a visit by Professor Fish +in person, would willingly have made a fuss of him, if it had been +possible. But Smith was not amenable to polite attentions. To +attempts to render him particular consideration he opposed a barren +inertia; one could as easily have been obliging to a lamp-post. The +man's consciousness seemed to exist in a vacuum; he lived in a +solitude to which the kindly Doctor could never penetrate. Once, +certainly, his persistent geniality won him a rebuff. It was at +breakfast, and he was following his custom of endeavoring to trap +Smith into conversation. Smith sat opposite him at the table, staring +vacantly at the tablecloth. + +"It is a fine morning," the Doctor observed, "I wonder, now, Mr. +Smith, if you would care for a little drive with me. I have some +brief visits to pay here and there, and I could drop you here again +before I go on. The fresh air would do you good--freshen you up, you +know; put a little life into you. Come, now! what do you say to +accompanying me?" + +Smith said nothing, but his cheek twitched once. "Come now!" pressed +the Doctor persuasively. "See what a lovely day it is. Sun, fresh +air, the smell and sight of the fields--it'll put fresh life into +you." + +Smith's white face worked slightly. "Ere," he said, and paused. The +Doctor bent forward, pleased. "Go to 'ell!" said Smith thoughtfully. + +Mary had much more success with him; a slender link of sympathy had +established itself between the healthy, tranquil girl and this dreary +wisp of a man. She asked him no questions, and in return for her +forbearance he would sometimes speak to her voluntarily. He would +emerge from his trance-like apathy to watch her as she went about her +household duties. Professor Fish had spoken truly when he said that +Mary Pond knew how to create about her an atmosphere of serenity. The +tones of her quiet voice, the gentleness of her movements, the kindly +sobriety of her regard seemed to fortify her patient. For her part, a +genuine compassion for the little man was mixed with some liking; he +was a furtive and vulgar creature at the best, but his dependence on +her, his helplessness and trouble, reached to the maternal in her +honest heart. She could manage him; but for her strategy he would +have lived in his bed, day and night, in a sort of half torpor. + +"It's remarkable what a control you have over these low natures, +Mary," Dr. Pond said to her. He had come home one afternoon to find +that she had actually sent Smith out for a walk. "I confess it's a +case that's beyond me altogether. There doesn't seem to be any thing +to take hold of in the man. It would be better if he felt a little +pain now and again; it would give one an opening, as it were." + +Seated in a low chair in the window, Mary was hemming dusters. She +looked up at him thoughtfully. + +"Father," she said, "what do you think was the matter with him in the +first place? What was the disease that Professor Fish cured?" + +Dr. Pond shook his white head vaguely. + +"Impossible to say," he answered. "It looks like, a mental case, +doesn't it? And yet----You see, Fish has had so many specialities. He +was in practice in Harley Street as a nerve man. Then, next thing, +one hears of him in heart surgery. He's had a go at electricity +lately. And between you and me--he's a great man, of course--but if +it wasn't for his position and all that, we'd be calling him a +quack." + +"Then you can't tell what the disease was?" persisted Mary. + +"No," said Dr. Pond. "Nor even if there was a disease. For all I +know, Fish may have been vivisecting him. He wouldn't stop at a thing +like that, if I know anything about him." + +"He ought to have told us," said Mary. + +"Yes," agreed the Doctor. "But Fish always does as he likes. How long +has Smith been out now, Mary?" + +"He went out at three," she answered. "And now it's half-past five. +He ought to be in. I think I'll put my hat on, father, and go after +him." + +Dr. Pond nodded. "I would," he said. + +The road along which Smith had departed ran past the village, and +Mary walked forth by it to seek her patient. It was a splendid still +afternoon; the trees by the wayside stood motionless in the late +heat, their shadows in jet black twined and laced upon the white +road. Far ahead of her she could see the land undulating in easy +green bosoms against the radiant west; the sun was in her face as she +walked. She had no fear that Smith had wandered far; for one thing, +he had no strength to do so, and for another, she knew intuitively +that the man lacked any purpose to carry him away. Therefore she +walked at her ease, keeping cool and comely, and at the first corner +in the road met a slim youth on horseback, who stopped to salute her. +It was Harry Wylde, son of the great man of the neighborhood. + +"Afternoon, Miss Pond," he called cheerfully. "Have you lost a little +thing about the size of a pickpocket?" + +"A little bigger than that, I think," she answered. "Have you seen +him, Mr. Wylde?" + +"Yes," said Harry Wylde. "I've seen him before, too, I'll swear. I +knew the little beast at once. I say, Miss Pond, how the dickens did +you manage to get mixed up with him?" + +"He's my patient," said Mary. "Where did you see him, please?" + +Harry Wylde pointed down the road. "I passed him just now," he said. +"He was in the churchyard." + +"The churchyard?" + +"Yes, sitting on the grass, having no end of a time. Looked as happy +as a trout in a sand-bath. I knew him at once." + +"How did you know him?" demanded Mary. + +Harry Wylde leaned forward over his saddle. "Miss Pond," he said +seriously, "there's hardly a man that goes to races in all England +that doesn't know him. His name's Woolley--that's one of his names, +anyhow. He was a kind of jockey once, and since then he's been the +lowest, meanest little sharper in all the dirty little turf swindles +that was ever kicked off a racecourse. If I wasn't sure I wouldn't +say so; but you ought to know whom you are entertaining." + +"But you must be utterly mistaken," cried Mary. "Professor Fish +brought him to us. It's impossible." + +"Case of Fish and foul," suggested the youth. "But I'm not mistaken. +The man I mean has lost the tip of his ear, the left one. Somebody +bit it off, I believe. Now, have you noticed your chap's ear?" + +He looked at her acutely, and she colored in hot distress. + +"I see you have," he said. "I'd ask this Fish person for an +explanation, if I were you; particularly as Woolley is supposed to be +dead. The police want him pretty badly, you know. It looks queer, +doesn't it?" + +"I--I can't understand it," said Mary. "I'm sure there's a mistake +somewhere." + +Young Wylde nodded. "We'll call it a mistake," he said. "He was +injured on the Underground in London and taken to St. Brigid's +Hospital, where he died. I remember reading about it. Now, of course, +I shan't say anything to anybody; but you ought to have an explanation. +Fish--is that his name--seems to have played it pretty low down on +you." He gathered up his bridle and nodded to her with intent. + +"Good afternoon, Miss Pond," he said. "Sorry to make trouble, but I +couldn't leave you in the dark about a thing like this." + +Mary walked on to the churchyard in considerable bewilderment. With +the character of a patient who came under her care she had no +particular concern; a nurse must be as little discriminating as +death. But she did not like the story; it troubled and offended her-- +its connexion with matters that interested the police, and all its +suggestion that she and her father were being used as a means of +hiding, touched her with a sense of disgust. It did not occur to her +to doubt Harry Wylde; he had been altogether too circumstantial to +be doubted. + +She reached the low wall that separated the churchyard from the road. +The old graces, with their tombstones leaning awry, like gapped, +uneven teeth, reminded her of her errand, and soon she saw Smith. He +had found himself a seat where an old tomb with railings and monument +was overrun with ground ivy; he sat among the coarse green of it, +staring before him with his chin propped on one hand. All the glory +of the western sky was beyond him; his profile stood out against it +like a sharp silhouette. Mary stopped to look, and for the time +forgot the wretched story she had just heard. The man was as +motionless as the stone on which he sat-still with such a stillness +as one sees not in the living. But it was not that which held. Mary +gazing; it came suddenly to her that in his attitude there was +something apt; and significant, something with a meaning, requiring +only a key to interpret it. She wondered about it, vaguely, and +without framing words for her thoughts it occurred to her that the +stillness, the attitude, the mute surrender that spoke in every +contour of the silhouetted figure, the very posture of rest, bespoke +contentment, tile welcome of relief which one feels on reaching one's +own place, one's familiar atmosphere, one's due haven. + +Minutes passed, and still she stood gazing; then, as though restive +under the impressions that invaded her, she moved forward and entered +the churchyard. It was not till she stood before him that Smith was +aware of her; with a wrinkling of his brow and a sigh, he came back +to his surroundings. Mary saw and noted how the raptness of his face +gave way to its usual feebleness as he roused himself. + +"You have been out a long time, nearly three hours," he said. "I +think you ought to come in now." + +He sighed again. "All right," he said slowly. But he did not rise, +and Mary did not hurry him. She stood looking down at him, while his +slack lips fidgeted and his pale eyes flitted here and there over the +ancient graves. + +"Why did you come here to this place?" she asked him presently. Her +voice was very low. + +He hesitated. "It's where I ought to be," he said heavily. "Only I +didn't have no luck." One hand went out uncertainly and he pointed to +the graves. "Them chaps is past bothering," he said. "There's no +gettin' at them." + +He shook his head--it was as though he shivered--and relapsed into +silence again. + +"You shouldn't think about things like that," Mary said. + +He looked up at her almost shrewdly. "Think!" he repeated. "I got no +need to think. I know." + +"Know--what?" + +"Ah!" he said, and gat brooding. "I'm alive, I am," he said, at last; +"but I been better off once. There's no way of tellin' it, 'cos it +don't' fit into words. Words wasn't meant to show such things. But I +wasn't just a limpin', squintin' little welsher; I was something that +could feel the meaning of things and the reason for them, just like +you can feel 'eat and cold. Could feel and know things such as nobody +can't feel or know till 'e's done with this rotten bustle of livin' +and doin' things. That's what I know, Miss; that's what I found out +when I died in that there 'orspital." + +Mary stared at him; a brief vivacity was in his face as he spoke, a +tone of certainty in his voice. + +"But," she cried, "you're alive." + +"Ay," he said. "I'm alive. That's the doin' of that Fish. He's the +man; proddin' and workin' away there in that big room of his with the +bottles and machines, and bits of dead men on the tables. 'E thinks +I'm a bit touched in the brain, but I know, I do! I remember all +right that mornin', with the grey sky showin' over the wire blinds +and the noise of the carts just beginnin' in the streets. There was +sparkles in my eyes, flashes and colors, you know, and a feelin' as +if I was all wet with warm water. I couldn't see at first, but by an' +by I put up my 'and and cleared my eyes--all pins and needles, my +'and was. Then I got on my elbow, and saw--the room and the bottles +and all, and me naked on a table under a big light. An' against the +wall, at the other side o' the room, there was 'im--Fish--in a white- +rubber gown and a face like chalk, shakin' an' sweatin' an' starin' +at me. His eyes were all big an' flat; an' I lay there an' looked at +him, while he bit his lips an' got a hold on himself. At last 'e come +over to me. ''Ow are you feeling?' 'e says. I'd been thinking. 'You +devil, you've brought me back,' I shouted. He was shakin' still like +a flag in the wind. 'Yes,' he says, 'unless I'm mad, I've brought you +back.' I 'adn't the strength to do no more than lie still; so I just +watched 'im while 'e got brandy and drank it from the bottle. Oh, I +remember; I remember the whole thing. That Fish can fool you an' old +Pond, but there's no foolin' me. I know!" + +He leaned forward and spat; the gesture emphasised the hard +deliberation of his speech. The look he gave her now was much more +assured than her own. + +"We must be getting back," Mary said uneasily. She remembered what +Professor Fish had mentioned of Smith's delusions. But the +strangeness and assurance of what he had said were not in accord with +what she knew of unstable minds. + +He rose and accompanied her docilely enough, but the strength that +had furnished him with force to speak seemed to last only while he +was in the churchyard. As they went along the quiet road he was again +the flimsy, unlovely shell of a man she had first known. They went +slowly, for Mary accommodated her gait to his; he walked weakly, +looking down always. Where the road passed the end of the village a +few people turned to look after them with slow curiosity. The village +policeman, chin in hand, stared with bovine intensity; his big, +simple face was clenched in careful observation. Mary recalled Harry +Wylde's story, and his warning that the authorities had been seeking +for Smith; she quickened her pace a little to get out of that mild +publicity. + +"What were you before you--before you met Professor Fish?" she asked +him suddenly. + +"A bettin' tout," he answered, "and a thief." He spoke absently and +with complete composure. + +"Well," said Mary, "will you do something for me if I ask you?" + +He looked aside at her. "Don't ask," he said. "Don't ask me to do +anything. 'Cos I can't." + +"It's only this," said Mary. "What you told me in the churchyard was +very wonderful and dreadful; but even if it was true, it would be a +bad thing for you to think much about. It couldn't help you to live; +it could only come between you and being well. So I want you, as far +as you can, not to think about it. Try to forget it. Will you?" + +He made some inarticulate sound with his lips. "Did Fish warn you?" +he asked. "Did he tell you I was crazy and had notions? Ah!" he +exclaimed, "I can see he did. He's as cunning as a fox, he is. He's +got me tied hand and foot!" + +"Hush! Don't talk like that!" bade Mary. "Do as I ask you. You know +I'm your friend. Don't you?" + +He shrugged uncertainly. "You would be if you knew how," he said +slowly. "But, Lord! you don't know nothing that matters. It's only us +that knows what's what--only us." + +"Who's us?" asked Mary involuntarily. + +He looked full at her. "The dead," he answered, and after that they +went on in silence. + +It was not easy for Mary to marshal her thoughts that evening, when +Smith, after a silent meal, had gone to bed, and left her alone with +her father. He had spoken with such an effect of intensity that the +impression of it persisted in her memory like the pain that remains +from a blow; the figure of him, sitting on the grave, telling his +strange story in words of impressive simplicity, haunted her +obstinately. She could see easily the picture he had conjured for her +of a big electric-lighted room, silent save for remote noises from +without, and its equipment of dissecting-tables, bottles, and the +machinery of an anatomist. Wylde's story had sunk into the background +of her concerns; yet it was of that she had to speak to her father, +and she was glad rather than surprised when he made an opening for +her himself. + +"Smith seems to be rather a mystery at the village," he remarked. +"That manner of his is causing talk." He laughed gently. "White--you +know Ephraim White, the policeman--he asked me what I knew about +him." + +"Yes?" said Mary. "Well, young Mr. Wylde asked me the same thing. He +was sure he had recognized him." + +"Ah! And who was he supposed to be?" + +Mary told him what Harry Wylde had said to her in the afternoon, not +omitting the mention of the mutilated ear. Dr. Pond heard it without +disturbance, nodding thoughtfully as she spoke. + +"Ye-es," he said. "It's curious. It would explain the delusions, you +know. Smith, bearing a marked resemblance to somebody who is dead--a +resemblance that even extends to a certain wound--identifies himself +with that person. A rather dramatic position, isn't it? Still, I hope +we are not going to have a police inquiry. I shall certainly let Fish +know that people are becoming suspicious. What did young Wylde say +the other man's name was?" + +"Woolley," answered Mary. "Then you will write to Professor Fish, +father?" + +"Yes," said the Doctor; "He ought to know. I'll write to-night." + +"I think I would," agreed Mary thoughtfully, and rose to get him +writing materials. But some inward function of her was uneasy; she +felt as though she had failed the little man whose reliance was in +her. "You know I'm your friend," she had said to him, and this +reference to the Professor had not the flavor of full friendship. The +same compunction remained with her next morning, and made her +specially gentle with Smith. He had fallen back to his usual +condition of vacuity and inertia; she had to rouse him to eat and +drink when he sat at table with a face as void of life as a death- +mask, and eyes empty and unseeing. Dr. Pond had given up his attempts +to make conversation with him, and saw him with a slight exasperation +which he was sedulous to conceal, so that he was altogether dependent +on Mary's unfailing patience. + +Professor Fish was not slow to reply to the letter. A telegram from +him arrived at lunch time, stating that he would come down next day, +and asking that his train might be met. + +"That means you'll have to go again, Mary," said Dr. Pond. "I've an +appointment at that very hour." + +Mary nodded, not displeased at having an opportunity of sounding the +Professor before anybody else. She saw that Smith had looked up at +the mention of Fish's name with some quickening of interest. She +smiled to him and helped him to salad. + +The morning of the next day came in squally and wild, with starts of +rain, a sharp interruption to the summer's tranquillity. Mary was +rather troubled to dispose of Smith during her absence, but ensconced +him at last in the room which was known as "the study," an upper +chamber where Dr. Pond kept his books and those other possessions +which were not in frequent use. Here was a window giving a view over +the rain-blurred hedgerows, clear to the swell of the downs, and an +arm-chair in which Smith could sit in peace and wear undisturbed his +semblance of a man in a trance. With some notion of leaving nothing +undone, Mary routed out for him a bundle of old illustrated +magazines, and left them on the unused writing-table at his side; he +did not glance at them. + +"Now," she said, when all was done, "I must go. I shall be back soon. +Shake hands with me and say thank you." + +She smiled down into his face, as he looked slowly up at her, huddled +like a lay figure between the arms of the big chair. + +"Yes?" she said encouragingly, for his lips had moved. + +"I feel," he said in a whisper---- + +"Yes," urged Mary. "What?" + +"Hope!" he said, aloud, and gave her his hand. + +The cab of the village bore her to the station over roads tearful +with rain, and arrived there just as the London train came to a stop. +The tall figure of Professor Fish, jumping from his compartment and +turning to slam the door vehemently, struck her as oddly familiar; +the man's personality stood in high relief from his surroundings. Yet +there was a certain disturbance in his manner as he greeted her--a +touch of the confidential, which added to her curiosity. He sat +opposite to her in the cab, so that when he leaned forward to speak, +with his hat pushed impatiently back, his big insistent face was +thrust forward close to hers, and his great shoulders humped as +though in effort. + +"This is a very annoying thing, Miss Pond," he began, as the cab +started back along the tree-bordered road. "A most annoying thing; +privacy was absolutely essential. Here is something done, a big +thing, too; and when only privacy, reticence, quiet are essential, we +have this infernal fuss on our hands." + +He spoke with all his habitual force and volume; but something in him +suggested to Mary that he did so consciously and of purpose. + +"Well," she said; "there's nobody about here that is likely to guess +at your experiment. That isn't the trouble, you know. The trouble is +that people say they recognize Mr. Smith as a man who is wanted by +the police, who is supposed, too, to be dead. So, you see, the only +thing wanted is an explanation." + +"Explanation!" He put the word from him with a gesture of his big, +smooth hands. + +Mary nodded, scanning him coolly. "Yes," she said; "I can understand +that an explanation might be difficult." + +Professor Fish laughed shortly, a mere bark of sour mirth, and turned +to look through the rain-splashed window of the cab. + +"Difficult!" he repeated, and turned his face to her again. "Not at +all difficult, my dear Miss Pond, but awkward. Lord! it wouldn't do +at all!" His eyes behind his glasses became keen and lively. He +looked at her carefully. + +"He's talked to you, eh? You've heard his story?" + +"Yes," answered Mary. "Once; it was very wonderful." + +He nodded, still scrutinising her. "I wish I could make him talk," he +said thoughtfully. "However----" he shrugged his big shoulders and was +silent. + +There was a pause then, while the wheels squelched through the mud +below, and the rain beat rhythmically on the windows and roof of the +cab. Its noise seemed to ally itself to the interior smell of the +vehicle, an odor of damp leather and stale straw and ancient stables. +The Professor stared intently through the wet glass, and Mary +remembered, with a touch of amusement, her first meeting with him, +when she had sat beside him and occupied her thoughts with the flabby +phantom of Smith. + +"You know," she said, at length, "there'll have to be some sort of +explanation." + +"Well?" demanded the Professor. + +"If I knew what you had done to Mr. Smith," she went on, "I could +help you to keep things as quiet as possible." + +He heard her with a frown and shook his head. "If you knew, you'd do +anything but keep it quiet," he answered shortly. + +"Then it was something horrible?" asked Mary quickly. + +He smiled. "I expect to have many patients for the same treatment," +he replied. "Very many; I expect half the world. Where is Smith now?" +he asked abruptly. + +"At home by himself," replied Mary. "We'll be there in two minutes. +You'd like to see him first?" + +"Yes, please," he said. "I must have a word or two with him." + +Dr Pond had not returned when they drew up at the house, and, as soon +as the Professor had rid himself of his ulster and hat, she led him +upstairs to the "study." + +"You'll find him in here," she said, when they came to the door. "I +shall be downstairs when you want me." + +The Professor nodded absently and turned the handle. Mary was at the +top of the stairs when he entered. She turned even before he cried +out, conscious of something happening. + +"Stop!" cried the Professor sharply. "Put that down!" + +Mary ran to the open door and uttered a cry. Near the window stood +Smith, erect and buoyant. The contents of desk-drawers were littered +on the floor--papers, old pipes, a corkscrew, various rubbish--and in +his hand he held something that Mary recognized with a catch of the +breath. + +"Father's old pistol!" she said, and shuddered. The Professor had +advanced as far as the middle of the room; the desk was between him +and Smith, who was looking at him with a smile. Even in the weakness +of fear that came over her, Mary wondered at the change in him. His +very stature seemed to be greater; there was a grave power in that +face she knew as a mask of witlessness and futility. He held the +revolver in his right hand with the barrel resting in his left, and +looked at the tall Professor with a smile that had no mirth in it, +but something like compassion. + +"Drop it!" said the Professor again. "Drop it, you fool!" But his +voice of authority cracked, and he cried out: "For God's sake don't +make a mess of it now." + +Smith continued to look at him with that ghost of a smile on his +lips, and answered with slow words. He patted the pistol. + +"This'll put me out of your reach," he said. "This is what'll do it. +You won't be able to patch up the hole this'll make." + +He raised the pistol, Mary, powerless to move clenched her hands and +whole being for the shock of imminent tragedy. + +"Wait!" cried the Professor, and cast a furtive deprecating glance +back at Mary. "Wait! I tell you it's no use; you can hurt yourself +and disfigure yourself and weaken and impair your body, but not the +life! Not the life! I tell you--it's no good!" He flung out a long +arm and his great forefinger pointed at Smith imperatively. "I'll +have you back," he said. "I'll have you back. You're mine, my man; +and I'll hold you. Put that pistol down; put it down, I tell you! Or +else----" his arm dropped, and the command failed from his voice. He +spoke in the tones of tired indifference. "Do it," he said. "Shoot +yourself, if you want to. I'll deal with you afterwards." + +There was a pause, measured in heart-beats. Smith showed yet his face +of serene gravity. When he spoke, it was strange to hear the voice of +the back-streets, the gutter's phrase, expressing that quiet +assurance. + +"If it wasn't you," he said, "it wouldn't be nobody else. It's only +you as can do it." He paused, with lips pursed in deliberation. "If +you knowed what I know," he went on, "you'd see it wasn't right. I +reckon you'll have to come too." + +"Eh?" The Professor looked up quickly, and threw up an arm as though +to guard a blow. Mary screamed, and the noise of the shot startled +her from her posture and she fell on her knees. The Professor took +one pace forward, turned sharply, and fell full length on his face. +She heard Smith say something, but the words passed her +undistinguished; then the second shot sounded, and the fire-irons +clattered as he tumbled among them. + +Those that ran up to the room upon the sound of the shooting found +her kneeling in the door with her hand over her face. + +"Bury them! bury them!" she was crying. "Bury them and let them go!" + + + +XIV + +THE CAPTAIN'S ARM + +Seafaring men knew it for a chief characteristic of Captain Price-- +his quiet, unresting watchfulness. Forty years of sun and brine had +bunched the puckers at the corners of his eyes and hardened the lines +of his big brown face; but the outstanding thing about him was still +that silent wariness, as of a man who had warning of something +impending. It went a little strangely with his figure of a massive, +steel-and-hickory shipmaster, soaked to the soul with the routine of +his calling. It seemed to give token of some faculty held in reserve, +to hint at an inner life, as it were; and not a few of the frank and +simple men who went to sea with him found it disconcerting. Captains +who could handle a big steamship as a cyclist manages a bicycle they +had seen before; they recognized in him the supreme skill, the salt- +pickled nerve, the iron endurance of a proven sailor; but there their +experience ended and the depths began. + +Sooner or later, most of them went to the Burdock's chief mate for an +explanation of the unknown quality. "What makes your father act so?" +was a common form of the question. Arthur Price would smile and shake +his handsome head. + +"It's not acting," he would say. "You drop off to sleep some night on +this bridge, and you'll find out what he's after. He's after you if +you don't keep your weather eye liftin'; and don't you forget it!" + +In those days the Burdock had a standing charter from Cardiff to +Barcelona and back with ore to Swansea, a comfortable round trip +which brought the Captain and his son home for one week in every six. + +It suited the mate's convenience excellently, for he was a man of +social habits, and he had at last succeeded in interesting Miss +Minnie Davis in his movements. She was the daughter of the Burdock's +owner, and Arthur Price's cousin in some remote degree, a plump, +clean, clever Welsh girl, of quick intelligence and pleasant good +nature. He was a tall young man, a little leggy in his way, who +filled the eye splendidly. Women said of him that he "looked every +inch a sailor"; matrons who watched his progress with Minnie Davis +considered that they would make a handsome couple. Captain Price, for +all his watchfulness, saw nothing of the affair. He approved of +Minnie, though; she was born to a share in that life in which ships +are breadwinners, and never had to be shoo'd out of the way of +hauling or hoisting gear when she came down aboard the Burdock in +dock. Her way was straight across the deck to the poop ladder and +for'ard to the chart-house along the fore-and-aft bridge, trim, +quiet-footed, familiar. "What did you find in the Bay?" she would +ask, as she shook hands with Captain Price; and he would answer as to +one who understood: "It was piling up a bit from the sou'west;" or +"smooth enough to skate on," as the case might be. Then, without +further formality, he would return to his papers, and Arthur Price +would hand over his work to the third mate and wash his hands before +coming up to make himself agreeable. He always had more to say about +the trip than his father, and he was prone to translate the weather +into shore speech. Minnie only half liked his fashion of talking of +"storms" and "tempests"; but there was plenty else in him she liked +well enough. Best of all, perhaps, she liked the sight of him--a head +taller than his father, clean-shaven and accurately groomed, smiling +readily and moving easily; he was a capital picture. + +She fell into a way of driving down to see the Burdock off. It was +thus that Captain Price learned how matters stood. He came straight +from the office to the ship, on a brisk July day and went off to her +at her buoys in the mud-pilot's boat. All was clear for a start and +the lock was waiting; Arthur Price, in the gold-laced cap he used as +due to his rank, was standing by to cast off. The Captain went +forthwith to the bridge; Minnie on the dock-head could see his black +shore-hat over the weather-cloths and his white collar of ceremony. +She smiled a little, for she did not know quite enough to see the art +with which the Captain drew off from his moorings under his own steam, +nor his splendid handling of the big boat as he bustled her down the +crowded dock and laid her blunt nose cleanly between the piers of the +lock. She was watching the brass-buttoned chief mate lording it on +the fo'c'sle head, as he passed the lines to haul into the lock. + +Captain Price was watching him, too. He saw him smiling and talking +over the rail to the girl. + +"Slack off that spring," he roared suddenly, as they began to let the +ship down to the sea level; and the mate jumped for the coil on the +bitts. + +"Keep your eyes about you, for'ard there," ordered the Captain +tersely. + +"Aye, aye, sir," sang out the mate cheerfully. + +The mud pilot, beside the Captain on the bridge, grinned agreeably. + +"Arthur's got an eye in his head, indeed," he remarked, and lifted +his cap to Minnie. + +The Captain snorted, and gave his whole attention to hauling out, +only turning his head at the last minute to wave a farewell to his +owner's daughter. The mud pilot took charge and brought her clear; +and as soon as he had gone over to his boat, the Captain rang for +full steam ahead and waited for the mate to take the bridge. + +The young man came up smiling. "It's a fine morning, father," he +remarked, as he walked over to the binnacle. + +"Mister Mate," said the Captain harshly, "you all but lost me that +hawser." + +"Just in time, wasn't it?" replied the mate pleasantly. + +"I don't reckon to slack off and take in my lines myself," went on +the Captain. "I reckon to leave that to my officers. And if an +officer carries; away a five-inch manila through makin' eyes at girls +on the pier-head, I dock his wages for the cost of it, and I log him +for neglectin' his duty." + +The mate looked: at him sharply for a moment; the Captain scowled +back. + +"Have you got anything to say to me?" demanded the Captain. + +"Yes," said the mate, "I have." He broke into a smile. "But it's +something I can't say while you're actin' the man-o'-war captain on +your bridge. It doesn't concern the work o' the ship." + +"What does it concern?" asked the Captain. + +"Me," said the mate. He folded his arms across the binnacle and +looked into his father's face confidently. The Captain softened. + +"Well, Arthur?" he said. + +"That was Minnie on the pier-head," said the mate. The Captain +nodded. "I was up at their place last night," the young man +continued, "and we had a talk--she and I--and so it came about that +we fixed things between us. Mr. Davis is agreeable, so long-----" + +"Hey, what's this?" The Captain stared at his son amazedly. "What was +it you fixed up with Minnie?" + +"Why, to get married," replied the mate, reddening. "I was telling +you. Her father's willing, as long as we wait till I get a command +before we splice." + +"You to marry Minnie!" The mate stiffened at the emphasis on the +"you." The Captain was fighting for expression. "Why," he said, "why +--why, you'ld 'a' carried away that hawser if I hadn't sung out at +ye." + +"Father," said the mate. "Mr. Davis'll give me a ship." + +"What ship?" demanded the Captain. + +"The first he can," replied the other. "He's thinkin' of buyin' the +Stormberg, Wrench Wylie's big freighter, and he'd shift you on to +her. Then I'd have the Burdock." + +"Then you'd have the Burdock!" The Captain leaned his elbow on the +engine-room telegraph and faced his son. His expression was wholly +compounded of perplexity and surprise. He let his eyes wander aft, +along the big ship's trim perspective to the short poop, and forward +to where her bluff bows sawed at the skyline. + +"She's a fine old boat," he said at last, and stood up with a sigh. +"but she needs watching." The mate felt a thrill of relief. "I'll +watch her," he said comfortably. "But don't you want to wish me luck, +father?" + +"Not luck," said the Captain; "not luck, my boy. You run her to a +hair and keep your eyes slit and you won't want luck. Luck's a +lubber's standby. But Minnie's a fine girl." He shook his head +thoughtfully. "She'll rouse you up, maybe." + +The mate laughed, and at the sound of it the Captain frowned again. + +"Now, lean off that binnacle," he said shortly. "I want to get the +bearings." + +It was not till an hour later that he went to his cabin to shed his +shore-going gear for ordinary apparel; and as soon as this was done +he reached down the register from the book-shelf over his bunk to +look up the Stormberg. + +"H'm," he growled, standing over the book at his desk. "Built in 1889 +on the Clyde. I know her style. Five thousand tons, and touch the +steam steering-gear if you dare! Blast her, and blast Davis for a +junk-buying fool!" + +He closed the book with a slam and glanced mechanically up at the +tell-tale compass that hung over his bed. + +"There's Arthur half a point off already," he said, and made for the +bridge. + +Arthur Price believed honestly that more was exacted from him than +from other chief mates; and early in that passage he concluded that +the Old Man was severer than ever. The Burdock butted into a summer +gale before she was clear of the Bristol Channel, a free wind that +came from the south-west driving a biggish sea before it. It was +nothing to give real trouble, but Captain Price took charge in the +dog watch and set the mate and his men to making all fast about +decks. With his sou'wester flapped back from his forehead and his +oilskin coat shrouding him to the heels, he leaned on the bridge +rail, vociferous and imperative, and his harsh voice hunted the +workers from one task to another. He had lashings on the anchors and +fresh wedges to the battens of all hatches; the winches chocked off +and covered over and new pins in the davit blocks. This took time, +but when it was done he was not yet satisfied; the mate had to get +out gear and rig a couple of preventer funnel stays. The men looked +ahead at the weather and wondered what the skipper saw in it to make +such a bother; the second and third mates winked at one another +behind Arthur Price's back; and he, the chief mate, sulked. + +"That's all, I suppose?" he asked the Captain when he got on the +bridge again at last. + +"No," was the sharp answer. "It's not all. Speak the engine-room and +ask the chief how he's hitting it." + +"All sweet," reported the mate as he hung up the speaking tube. + +"That's right," said the Captain. "You always want to know that, +Mister Mate. And the lights?" + +"All bright, sir," said the mate. + +"Then you can go down and get something to eat," said the Captain. +"And see that the hand wheel's clear as you go." + +It breezed up that night, and as the Burdock cleared the tail of +Cornwall, the heavy Atlantic water came aboard. She was a sound ship, +though, and Captain Price knew her as he knew the palms of his hands. +Screened behind the high weather-cloths, he drove her into it, while +the tall seas filled her forward main deck rail-deep and her bows +pounded away in a mast-high smother of spray. From the binnacle +amidships to the weather wing of the bridge was his dominion, while +the watch officer straddled down to leeward; both with eyes boring at +the darkness ahead and on either beam, where there came and went the +pin-point lights of ships. + +Arthur Price relieved the bridge at midnight, but the Captain held +on. + +"Ye see how she takes it?" he bawled down the wind to his son. "No +excuse for steaming wide; ye can drive her to a hair. Keep your eyes +on that light to port; we don't want anything bumping into us." + +"You wouldn't ease her a bit, then?" shouted the mate, the wind +snatching his words. + +"Ease her!" was the reply. "You'd have her edging into France. She'll +lie her course while we drive her." + +When dawn came up the sea had mounted; the Bay was going to be true +to its name. Captain Price went to his chart-house at midnight, to +sleep on a settle; but by his orders the Burdock was kept to her +course and her gait, battering away at the gale contentedly. + +After breakfast, he took another look round and then went below to +rest in his bunk, while the tell-tale swam in wild eccentrics above +his upturned face. After a while he dozed off to sleep, lulled by the +click of furnishings that rendered to the ship's roll, the drum of +the seas on her plates, and the swish of loose water across the deck. + +He was roused by his steward. That menial laid a hand on his shoulder +and he was forthwith awake and competent. + +"A ship to windward, sir, showin' flags," said the steward. "The mate +'ud be glad if you'd go to the bridge." + +"A' right," said the Captain, and stood up. "In distress, eh?" + +"By the looks of her, sir," admitted the steward, who had been a +waiter ashore. "She seems to be a mast or two short, sir, so far as I +can tell. But I couldn't be sure." + +He helped the Captain into his oilskins deftly, pulling his jacket +down under the long coat, and held the door open for him. + +Some three miles to windward the stranger lay, an appealing vagabond. +The Captain found his son standing on the flag-chest, braced against +a stanchion, watching her through a pair of glasses, when she peeped +up, a momentary silhouette, over the tall seas. He turned as the +Captain approached. + +"Can't make out her flags, sir," he said. "Too much wind. Looks like +a barque with only her mizzen standing." + +"Gimme the glass," said the Captain, climbing up beside him. He +braced himself against the irons and took a look at her, swinging +accurately to the roll of the ship. Beneath him the wind-whipped +water tumbled in grey leagues; the stranger seemed poised on the rim +of it. From her gaff, a dot of a flag showed a blur against the sky, +and a string from her mast-head was equally vague. + +"That'll be her ensign upside down at the gaff," he said. "Port your +helm there; we'll go down and look at her." + +"Aye, aye, sir." The mate passed the word and came over. "How would +it be to see one of the boats clear, father!" + +"Aren't the boats clear?" demanded the Captain. + +"Oh yes, they're clear," replied the mate. "You had us put new pins +in the blocks, you know." He met his father's steady eye defiantly. +"When are a steamer's boats ever clear for hoisting out?" he asked. + +"Always, when the mate's fit for his job," was the answer. "Go and +make sure of the starboard lifeboat, and call the watch." + +The Captain took his ship round to windward of the distressed vessel, +running astern of her within a quarter of a mile. She proved to be +the remains of a barque, as the mate had guessed, a deep-laden wooden +ship badly swept by the sea. From the wing of the bridge the +Captain's glasses showed him the length of her deck, cluttered with +the wreck of houses torn up by the roots, while the fall of the spars +had taken her starboard bulwarks with it. Her boats were gone; a +davit stuck up at the end of the poop crumpled like a ram's horn; and +by the taffrail her worn and sodden crew clustered and cheered the +Burdock. + +The Captain rang off his engines and rang again to stand by in the +engine-room. The mate came up the ladder to him while his hand was +yet at the telegraph. + +"Lifeboat's all clear for lowering, sir," he said. "Noble, Peters, +Hansen, and Kyland are to go in her." He waited. + +The old captain stood looking at the wreck, while the steamship +rolled tumultuously in the trough. + +"Who goes in charge?" he asked, after a minute's silence. + +"I'll go, father," said the mate eagerly. He paused, but the Captain +said nothing. + +"You know," proceeded the mate, "father, you do know there's none of +'em here can handle a boat like me." + +"Aye," said the Captain, "you can do it." He looked at his son +keenly. "It 'ud make a good yarn to spin to Minnie," he said, with an +unwilling smile. + +The mate laughed agreeably. "Dear Minnie," he said. "Then I'll go, +father." + +"And I'll just see to the hoisting out of that boat," said the +Captain. "Good thing I had you put in the new pins." + +The third mate on the bridge rang for steam and made a lee for the +lowering of the lifeboat, the hands put a strain on the tackles, and +the carpenter and bo'sun went to work to knock out the chocks on +which she rested. Her steel-shod keel had rusted into them. + +"Hoist away on your forward tackle," ordered the Captain. "Belay! +Make fast! Now get a hold of this guy. Lively there, you men. Noble, +aloft on the booms and shoulder her over." + +She canted clear of the groove in the chocks as they swung the +forward davit out and the Captain stepped abaft the men who hauled. + +"Lively now," he called. "Don't keep those chaps waiting, men. After +davit tackle, haul! Up with her." + +The bo'sun, stooping, looped the fall of the tackle into the snatch- +block; the men, under the Captain's eye, tumbled to and gave way, +holding the weight gallantly as the rail swung down and putting their +backs into the pull as she rolled back. + +"Up with her!" shouted the Captain, and she tore loose from her bed. +"Vast hauling! Belay! Now out with the davit, men." + +He stepped a pace forward as they passed out the line. "Haul away," +he was saying, when the bo'sun shouted hoarsely and tried to reach +him with a dash across the slippery deck planks. The mate screamed, +the Captain humped his shoulders for the blow. It all happened in a +flash of disaster; the boat's weight pulled the pin from the cheeks +of the block and down she came, her stern thudding thickly into the +deck, while the Captain, limp and senseless, rolled inertly to the +scuppers. + +When he came to he was in his bunk. He opened his eyes with a shiver +upon the familiar cabin, with its atmosphere of compact neatness, its +gleaming paint and bright-work. A throb of brutal pain in his head +wrung a grunt from him, and then he realized that something was wrong +with his right arm. He tried to move it, to bring it above the +bedclothes to look at it, and the effort surprised an oath from him, +and left him dizzy and shaking. The white jacket of the steward came +through a mist that was about him. + +"Better, I hope, sir?" the steward was saying. "Beggin' your pardon, +but you'd better lie still, sir. Is there anything I could bring you, +sir?" + +"Did the boat fall on me?" asked the Captain, carefully. His voice +seemed thin to himself. + +"Not on you, sir," replied the steward. "Not so to speak, on top of +you. The keel 'it you on the shoulder, sir, an' you contracted a +thump on the 'ead." + +"And the wreck?" asked the Captain. + +"The wreck's crew is aboard, sir; barque Vavasour, of London, sir. +The mate brought 'em off most gallantly, sir. I was to tell 'im when +you come to, sir." + +"Tell him, then," said the Captain, and closed his eyes wearily. The +pain in his head blurred his thoughts, but his lifelong habit of +waking from sleep to full consciousness, with no twilight of muddled +faculties intervening, held good yet. He remembered, now, the new +pins in the blocks, and there was even a tincture of amusement in his +reflections. A soft tread beside him made him open his eyes. + +"Well, Arthur," he said. + +The tall young mate was beside him. + +"Ah, father," he said cheerfully. "Picking up a bit, eh? That's good. +Ugly accident, that." + +"Yes," replied the Captain, looking up into his face. "Block split, I +suppose?" + +"Yes," said the mate. "That's it. How do you feel?" + +"You didn't notice the block, I suppose, when you put the new pins +in?" asked the Captain. + +"Can't say I did," answered the mate, "or I'd have changed it. You're +not going to blame me surely, father?" + +The Captain smiled. "No, Arthur, I'm not going to blame you," he +said. "I want to hear how you brought off that barque's crew. Is it a +good yarn for Minnie?" + +At Barcelona the Captain went to hospital and they took off his right +arm at the shoulder. The Burdock went back without him, and he lay in +his bed wondering how it was that the loss of an arm should make a +man feel lonely. + +He was quickly about again. His body was clean from the bone out, +clean and hard, and he had never been ill. When the time came to take +a walk, he arrayed himself in shore-going black. It cost him an +infinity of trouble and more than an hour of the morning to dress +himself with one hand, but he would not have help. Then it was that +he discovered a strange thing; it was his right arm, the arm that was +gone, that hindered him. The scars of the amputation had healed, but +unless he bore the fact deliberately in mind, he felt the arm to be +there. He tried to button his braces with it, to knot his tie, to +lace his boots, and had to overtake the impulse and correct it with +an effort. When his clothes were on, he put his right hand in his +trousers pocket, then remembered that it was not there, and withdrew +hastily the hand he had not got. During the walk the same trouble +remained with him; it muddled him when he bought tobacco and tried to +pick up the change. Before he slept that night, he dropped on his +knees at his bedside, and folded the left hand of flesh against the +right hand of dreamstuff in prayer. + +When his time came to go home in the Burdock, he was an altered man. +The quiet, all-observant scrutiny had gone, and the officers who +greeted him as he came up the accommodation ladder saw it at once. +Arthur Price was now in command, a breezy, good-looking captain in +blue serge and gold braid. + +"You've got her, then, Arthur?" said the old man, as he reached the +deck and stood looking about him. + +"Yes, I've got her," answered his son. "That your kit, father? Sewell +(to the chief mate), send a couple of hands to get that dunnage +aboard. Come along below, father." + +He tucked his arm into his father's and led him down. Mildly taking +stock of the well-remembered surroundings, the old man noticed he was +being taken to the Captain's state-room, and an impulse of gratitude +moved him. But he was glad he did not speak of it when his son put +aside the curtains at the door for him, and he saw that this was not +to be his room. New chintzes took the place of his old leather +cushions; a big photograph of Minnie stood on the lid of the +chronometer case, and the broken-backed Admiralty guides, ocean +directories and the rest were reinforced by a brigade of smartly +bound novels. + +"Sit down," said Arthur, "and make yourself at home till they get +your dunnage in. I've put you in the spare cabin in the port +alleyway; you'll find it nice and quiet there. How are you feeling, +father? Would you care for a drink?" + +"Yes, I'd like a tot," replied the old man. "Shall I ring for your +steward?" + +"Don't you trouble," said Arthur. "I've got it here." It was in the +cupboard under the chronometer, a whole case of whisky. "I carry my +own," explained the mate; "I don't believe in old Davis's taste in +whisky. Help yourself, father." + +"How is Minnie?" asked the old man as he set down his glass. + +"She's all right," was the reply. "I wanted to tell you about that. +We go into dry dock when we get back from this trip, and Minnie and +I'll get married before I take her out again. Quick work, isn't it?" + +The old Captain nodded; the young Captain smiled. + +"You'll be bringing Minnie out for the trip, I suppose?" asked the +elder. + +"That's my idea," agreed Arthur. + +"You're a lucky chap," said the old man slowly. He hesitated. "You've +got your ship in hand, eh, Arthur?" + +"I've got her down to a fine point," said Arthur emphatically. "You +needn't bother about me, father. I know my job, and I don't need more +teaching. I wish you'd get to understand that. You know Davis has +bought the Stormberg?" + +"I didn't know," said the old man with a sigh. "It don't matter to +me, anyhow. I'd be reaching for the engine telegraph with my right +hand as like as not. No, Arthur, I've done. I'll bother young +officers no more." + +The run home was an easy one, but it confirmed old Captain Price in +his resolution to have done with the sea. Two or three times he fell +about decks; a small roll, the commonplace movement of a well-driven +steamship in a seaway shook him from his balance, and that missing +arm, which always seemed to be there, let him down. He would reach +for a stanchion with it to steady himself, and none of his falls +served to cure him of the persistent delusion that he was not a +cripple. He tried to pick things up with it, and let glasses and the +like fall every day. The officers and engineers, men who had sailed +with him at his ablest, saw his weakness quickly, and, with the ready +tact that comes to efficient seafarers, never showed by increased +deference or any sign that they were conscious of the change. It was +only Arthur who went aside to make things easy for him, to cut his +food for him at table, and so forth. + +From Swansea he went home by train; Minnie and her kindly old father +met him and made much of him. Old Davis was a man who had built up +his own fortune, scraping tonnage together bit by bit, from the time +when, as a captain, he had salved a crazy derelict and had her turned +over to him by the underwriters in quittance of his claims. Now he +owned a little fleet of good steamships of respectable burthen, and +was an esteemed owner. He did not press the Stormberg on Captain +Price. The two old men understood each other. + +"I don't want her," Captain Price told him. "There's a time for +nursin' tender engines and a time for scrappin' them. I'm for the +scrap heap, David. I'm not the man I was. I don't put faith in myself +no more. It's Arthur's turn now." + +David Davis nodded. "Yes, then. Well, well, now! It's a pity, too, +John. But you know what's best, to be sure. I don't want you to go +without a ship while I've got a bottom afloat, but I don't want you +to put the Stormberg to roost on the rocks of Lundy neither. So you +wouldn't put faith in yourself no more!" + +"No," said Captain Price, frowning reflectively "I wouldn't, and +that's the truth." He was seated in a plush-covered arm-chair in +Davis's parlour, and now he leaned forward. "It's this arm of mine. +It isn't there, but I can't get rid of the feeling of it. I'm always +reachin' for things with it. I'd be reachin' for the telegraph in a +hurry, I make no doubt." + +"That's funny," said Davis, in sympathy. "Well, then, you just stop +visiting with me. I've no mind to be alone in the house when your +Arthur's gone off with my Minnie. He'll push the Burdock back an' +fore for us, and we'll sit ashore like gentlemen. He makes a good +figure of a skipper, don't he, John?" + +Old Captain Price sighed. "Aye, he looks well on the bridge," he +said. "I hope he'll watch the ship, though; she's a big old tub to +handle." + +He saw the Burdock into dry dock and strolled down each day to look +at her. Minnie and Arthur were busy with preparations for the +wedding. But the girl found time to go down once with the old man, +and he took her into the dock under the steamship. + +"A big thing she looks from here," he said, half to himself. + +The girl looked forward. Over them the bottom plates of the Burdock +made a great sloping roof; her rolling chocks stood out like +galleries. Her lines bulged heavily out, and the girl saw the +immensity of the great fabric, the power of the tool her husband +should wield. + +"She's big, indeed," she answered. "Five thousand tons and forty +lives in one man's hands. It's splendid, uncle. And Arthur," her +voice softened pleasantly, "is the man." + +The old Captain wheeled on her sharply. "Tons and lives!" he cried. +"Tons and lives be damned! It's not for them she's been run to a +thumb-span and tended like a sick baby. It's for the clean honesty of +it, to do a captain's work like a wise captain and not soil a record. +D'ye think I stump my bridge for forty-eight hours on end because of +the underwriters and the deck hands? Not me, my girl, not me! It's my +trade to lay her sweetly in Barcelona bay, and it's my honor to know +my work and do it." + +He seemed to shrug his shoulder. The girl could not know it was his +right hand he flung up to the scarred steel plates above him. + +"There's your Burdock," he said. "She's your dividend-grinder; she's +my ship. And if I'd thought of no more than your five thousand tons +and your forty lives, she'd not be where she is." + +He held out his left hand, palm uppermost, and started and blinked +when there came no smack of the right fist descending into it. + +"There's me talking again," he said. "Never mind, Minnie dear, it's +only your old uncle. Let's be back up town." + +The wedding day was a Thursday. The ceremony was to take place in the +chapel of which David Davis was a member; the subsequent festivities +were arranged for at an hotel. It wag to be a notable affair, an +epochmaker in the local shipping world, and when all was over there +would be time for the newly-wedded to go aboard the Burdock and take +her out on the tide. Old Captain Price, decorous in stiff black, +drove to the church with his son in a two-horse brougham. Neither +spoke a word till they were close to the chapel door. Then the old +man burst out suddenly. + +"For God's sake, Arthur boy, do the right thing by your ship." + +Arthur Price was a little moved. "I will, father," he said. "Here's +my hand on it." There was a pause. "Why don't you take my hand, +father?" he asked. + +"Eh?" The old man started. "I thought I'd took it, Arthur. I'll be +going soft next. Here's the other hand for you." + +The reception at the hotel and the breakfast there were notable +affairs. Everybody who counted for anything with the hosts were +there, and after a little preliminary formality and awkwardness the +function grew to animation. The shipping folk of Cardiff know +champagne less as a beverage than as a symbol, and there was plenty +of it. Serious men became frivolous; David Davis made a speech in +Welsh; Minnie glowed and blossomed; Arthur was everybody's friend. +The old Captain, seated at the bottom of the table with an iron-clad +matron on one side and a bored reporter on the other, watched him +with a groan. The man who was to take the Burdock out of dock was +drinking. Even one glass at such a time would have breached the old +man's code; it was a crime against shipmastership. But Arthur, with +his bride beside him, her brown eyes alight, her shoulder against his +shoulder, had gone much further than the one glass. The exhilaration +of the day dazzled him; a waiter with a bottle to refill his glass +was ever at his shoulder. His voice rattled on untiringly; already +the old man saw how the muscles or the jaw were slack and the eyes +moved loosely. The young Captain hid a toast to respond to; he swayed +as he stood up to speak, and his tongue stumbled on his consonants. +The reporter on Captain Price's left offered him champagne at the +moment. + +"Take it away," rumbled the old man. "Swill it yourself." + +The pressman nodded. "It is pretty shocking stuff," he agreed. "I'm +going nap on the coffee myself." + +It came to a finish at last. The bride went up to change, and old +Captain Price took a cab to the docks. The Burdock was smart in new +paint, and even the deck hands had been washed for the occasion. + +"I'll go down with you a bit," he explained to Sewell, the chief +mate. "The pilot'll bring me back. I suppose I can go up to the +chart-house?" + +"Of course, sir," said Sewell. "If you can't go where you like aboard +of us, who can?" + +The old man smiled. "That'll be for the Captain to say," he answered, +and went up the ladder. + +She was very smart, the old Burdock, and Arthur had made changes in +the chart-house, but she had the same feel for her old Captain. Under +her paint and frills, the steel of her structure was unaltered; the +old engines would heave her along; the old seas conspire against her. +Shift and bedeck and bedrape her as they might, she was yet the +Burdock; her lights would run down the Channel with no new +consciousness in their stare, and there was work and peril for men +aboard of her as of old. + +"Ah, father," said Arthur Price, as he came on the bridge. "Come to +shee me chase her roun' the d-dock, eh?" Even as he spoke he +tottered. "Damn shiip-pery deck, eh!" he said. "Well, you'll shee +shome shteering, 'tanyrate." + +He wiped his forehead and his cap fell off. The old man stooped +hurriedly and picked it up for him. + +"Brace up, Arthur," he said, in an urgent whisper, "an' let the pilot +take her down the dock. For God's sake, don't run any risks." + +"I'm Captain," said the younger man. "Aren't I Capt'n? Well, then, +'nough said!" He went to the bridge rail. + +"All ready, Mish' Mate?" he demanded, and proceeded to get his +moorings in. + +The mud pilot came to the old Captain's side. + +"Captain," he said, "that man's drunk." + +The old man shuddered a little. "Don't make a noise," he said. "He-- +he was married to-day." + +"Aye." The pilot shook his head. "You know me, Captain; it's not me +that would give a son of yours away. But I can't let him bump her +about. He isn't you at handling a steamship, and he's drunk." + +The old Captain turned to him. "Help me out," he said. "Pilot, give +me a help in this. I'll stand by him and handy to the telegraph. +We'll get her through all right. There's that crowd on the dock"--he +signed to the festive guests--"waiting to see him off, and we mustn't +make a show of him. And his wife's aboard." + +The pilot nodded shortly. "I'm willing." + +Arthur, leaning on the rail, was cursing the dock boat at the buoy. +The lock was waiting for them, and he lurched to the telegraph, +slammed the handle over with a clatter and rang for steam. The pilot +and the old man leaned quickly to the indicator; he had ordered full +speed ahead. + +"Stop her!" snapped the pilot as the decks beneath them pulsed to +the awakening engines. Arthur's hand was yet on the handle, but the +old man's grip on his wrist was firm, and the bell below clanged +again. The young Captain wheeled on them furiously. + +"Get off my brish," he shouted. "Down with you, th' pair of you." He +made to advance on them, those two square old shipmen; he projected a +general ruin; but his feet were not his own. He reeled against the +rail. + +"Port your helm!" commanded the pilot calmly. "Slow ahead!" Old +Captain Price rang for him and they began to draw out. Ashore the +wedding guests were a flutter of waving handkerchiefs and hats. They +thanked God Minnie was not on the bridge. At the rail, Arthur lolled +stupidly and seemed to be fighting down a nausea. + +"Steady!" came the sure voice of the pilot. "Steady as you go! Stop +her!" + +Arthur Price slipped then and came to his knees. Ashore, the party +was cheering. + +"Up with you, Arthur," cried the old man in an agony. "Them people's +looking. Stiffen up, my boy." + +"Half speed ahead!" droned the pilot, never turning his head. + +The old man rattled the handle over and stooped to his son. + +"You can lie down when you turn her over to the mate," he said +grimly. "Till then you'll stand up and show yourself, if your feet +perish under you. I'll hold you." + +They were drawing round a tier of big vessels, going cautiously, not +with the speed and knife-edge accuracy with which the old man had +been wont to take her out, but groping safely through the craft about +them. Arthur swayed and smiled and slackened, his head nodding as +though in response to the friends on the dock who never abated their +farewell clamor. The grip on his arm held him up, for he had weakened +on his drink, as excitable men will. + +"Starboard!" ordered the pilot, and Captain Price half turned to pass +the word. It was then that it happened. The drunken man pivoted where +he stood and stumbled sideways, catching himself on the telegraph. +The old man snatched him upright, for his knees were melting under +him, and from below there came the clang of the bell. Arthur Price +had pulled the handle over. Forthwith she quickened; she drove ahead +for the stern of the ship she was being conned to clear; her prow was +aimed at it, like a descending sword. + +"Hard a-port!" roared the pilot, jumping back to bellow to the wheel. +"Spin her round, sheer over with her!" The wheel engine set up its +clatter; with a savage wrench the old Captain shook his son to +steadiness for an instant and lifted his eyes to see the Burdock +charging to disaster. + +"Stop her!" cried the pilot. "Full astern!" Captain Price tightened +his grip on his son's arm and reached for the handle with his other +hand. + +Clang! clang! went the deep-toned bell below, and swoosh went the +reversed propeller. The pilot's orders rattled like hail on a roof; +she came round, and old Captain Price had a glimpse of a knot of +frantic men at the taff-rail of the ship they barely cleared. Then, +slowly they wedged her into the lock-mouth and hauled in. + +"Close thing!" said the pilot, panting a little. + +The old man let his son lean against the rail, and turned-to him. + +"P'raps not," he said. "Pilot, what did I ring them engines with?" +The other stared. "I had a hold of him with this hand of mine; I +reached for the handle with my--other--hand." + +"But," the pilot was perplexed--"but, Captain, you ain't got no other +hand.." + +"No!" Captain Price shook his head. "But I rang the engines with it +all the same. I rang the Burdock out of a bump with it; and--" he +hesitated a moment and nodded his head sideways at the limp, lolling +body of his son--"I rang his honor off the mud with it." + +The pilot cleared his brow; he simply gave the matter up. "And what +about now?" he asked. "He ain't fit to be trusted with her?" + +"No," said Captain Price firmly. "He's going to retire from the sea; +and till he does I'll sail as a passenger. And then I'll take the +Burdock again. She don't care about that old spar of mine, the +Burdock don't." + + + +XV + +THE WIDOWER + +In the evening they sat together, John Morrison and his mother, with +the curtains drawn, and the clear fire glowing on the red bricks of +the fireplace. The old lady, after her custom, was prone to silence. +Since Hilda's death she had said little, sparing the occasion the +triviality of useless words. That afternoon she had ridden with her +son to the funeral, holding him up with her strength, fortifying him +with her courage. But now that his wife was gone for ever, and the +pleasant house was overcast with its haunting emptiness, it seemed +that her power was gone. + +She had a piece of knitting to occupy her fingers, and over it she +watched her son. He had been stunned when Hilda died, bewildered and +uncomprehending; for no young man fully grasps the meaning of death. +Now, as he sat, he seemed to be convincing himself. He had brought +down his dead wife's work-basket and a drawer from her dressing- +table. He sat in a low arm-chair, and had them beside him on the +floor, and fingered deliberately among their contents for definite +things, little landmarks of lost days that stabbed him with their +associations. But what stirred his mother was not the sorrow of his +loss so much as the uncertainty of parted lips and knitted brows that +softened his thin, aquiline face, so strongly in contrast with his +habit of brisk assurance. + +She spoke at last. "John, dear, you should go to bed now," she said. +"It's past eleven, my boy; and I'm afraid you'll wear yourself out." + +He had a small silver-backed hand-mirror in his hands. He had been +staring into the glass of it for ten minutes. He looked up now and +shook his head. "I couldn't," he answered. "I couldn't, mother. +There's no sleep in me." + +"But John----" began the mother again. + +"Please don't bother about me," he interrupted. "I couldn't sleep, +really. And I couldn't bear to lie awake--alone." His eyes dropped +toward the mirror again. "You know," he said, "it's only now, mother, +that I realize that Hilda is really gone. I can't explain it very +well, but before this evening it seemed--well, it seemed idiotic to +think that my wife was dead. It felt impossible, somehow." + +"My poor boy!" said the old lady gently. + +"And even now," he went on, with bowed head, "I have fancies." + +"What fancies, John?" asked Mrs. Morrison. + +He laid the mirror down on the floor, and glanced over his shoulder +toward the door of the room before he answered. Then he looked at his +mother squarely. + +"I'll tell you," he said. And then he sat for some seconds in +thought. "You know, mother, how close together we lived--Hilda and I. +I suppose it's the same with all husbands and wives who are young and +love one another. We had a world of familiar little household jokes +and tricks of our own. There was one in particular. Whenever I was +in here, and Hilda came in, she'd tiptoe through the door and try to +get close and surprise me before I heard her. Does it sound foolish +to you, mother? If it does, you don't understand at all." + +Mrs. Morrison picked up her knitting and worked a dozen quick +stitches. "No; it doesn't seem foolish. I understand it all, my +dear," she replied. + +He nodded. "Well," he said, "that's what my fancies are about. There +are moments when I seem to hear something; and I feel quite sure-- +absolutely, utterly certain--that if I turn round I shall see her +there, coming up behind me, all sparkling with laughter. But I've +looked, and----" + +He dropped his head into his hands, and his shoulders heaved. + +Mrs. Morrison laid her knitting down and went over to him. "John, +dear," she said, laying a hand lightly on his arm--"John, dear, this +won't do at all. I want to help you, my boy. You know that, don't +you? But I can't let you comfort yourself with these dreams, dear. +They're bad--very bad for you. It's not that way that we shall see +our Hilda again, John." + +"Oh, I know," he answered. "I know, mother." He sat up again, and put +her hand away with a warm pressure of thanks. + +The old lady went back to her chair with a grave face, and for a +while they sat again in silence. The fire was burning now a little +dull, and about the room were sober shadows. John fell again to +handling trifles from the work-basket and the drawer, lifting each to +look at it carefully, and laying it aside again. + +"Are you looking for something, dear?" asked Mrs. Morrison at last. + +"Eh? Oh no," he answered absently. "But I was thinking." + +"Don't think too much, my boy," she said. + +"It was nothing much," he said, frowning. "But, mother, what horrible +things these are!" He pointed with a sharp thrust of his finger to +the trinkets on the floor. "She used them, mother. She had them +about her every day. She handled them, and used them for her +momentary purposes and necessities and there is no trace of her on +any one of them." + +"John, John!" Mrs. Morrison appealed to him with an outstretched +hand, for he spoke with a kind of passion that hurt her like an +impropriety. + +He went on as though he had heard nothing. "Look at this thing," he +said. "It was the silver mirror. She used it a dozen times a day. Her +face was bright in it a thousand times--when she put up her hair, and +when she let it down in a cascade over her shoulders. She was +beautiful, and it was the companion of her beauty. And--yet it's +empty now, as empty as her bed, as empty as all this stricken house. +As though she had never lived, mother--as though there had been no +Hilda." + +He dropped the mirror beside him, and rose from his chair, to pace up +and down the room with quick, nervous strides. + +Mrs. Morrison rose too. "John, dear," she said, stopping him with +outstretched hands, "don't talk like that. We know better--you and I. +The mirror can tell us nothing, nor any of those things you are +torturing yourself with. She gave them nothing, my boy; it was for us +she lived, not them. Our love, dear, and the pain of our loss, and +all our memories; these are Hilda's witnesses. They remain to prove +her to us and fulfil the beauty and goodness of her life. Don't speak +as though Hilda had been wasted on us, dear." + +"Wasted!" He started at the word. "Wasted! Oh God!" + +She took him by the arm and drew him back to his chair by the fire. +But even as he sat down he glanced again over his shoulder at the +door. To all her entreaties to go to bed he remained obdurate. + +"Do you know that I am very tired, John?" she said at last. + +He looked up quickly. "Then you go to bed, mother," he urged. "I--I +wish you would. I'd like to be alone for a little. + +"If I leave you, will you promise you will not stay long?" she asked. + +"Yes," he said. "All right. I'll promise, mother." + +When she had left him he stood for a while in the centre of the +floor, hands in pockets, his head drooping, in deep thought. He was a +spare man, lean and tall, bred to composure, and serenity. Thus when +there came a tragedy to overwhelm his training, he had few reserves; +his propriety of demeanor lost, his soul was raw. His very attitude, +as he stood, was eloquent of pain and helplessness. He had been +married a little more than a year, and it seemed now as though that +year stood vignetted on a broad border of sadness. + +The fire rustled and clicked as the coals spent themselves. He had a +feeling of chill and faintness, and he went back slowly to his +chair. Seated there again, the silver toys were all round him, +gleaming slyly at him with a sort of suggestiveness. He packed up the +mirror, once more, and looked into the oval glass at it. He was +feeling a little dizzy, these last days had burdened him heavily, and +the afternoon had been a long stress of emotion. Thus, for a space of +minutes he sat, the glass before him, his eyes half closed. + +It seemed to him that he must have dozed, for he sat up with the +start of a man who arrests himself on the brink of sleep. The mirror +was in his hand. He stared at it with wide eyes, thrusting it at +arm's length before him. For in it he saw--not a flicker of the +firelight swaying on the wall, but a face that moved across from the +door--the face of his dead wife. + +He saw it cross the field of the little mirror, reflected in profile, +and pass beyond it. He sat yet a moment, enthralled in senseless +amazement, then let the glass fall from his outstretched hand, and +turned where he sat. + +He sprang to his feet. "Hilda!" he cried. "Hilda!" + +Her face welcomed him with a little smile, sober and kind. + +"Yes, dear," she said gently; "it is Hilda!" + +He did not go to her, but stood staring, and groping for the key to +his understanding. She was about five paces from him--Hilda +undeniably, to the soft contour of her cheek and the shaded gold of +her hair. + +He found words: "Are you here with me, Hilda? Or have I gone mad? Or +perhaps I've been mad all along!" + +She smiled again, and through the fog of his bewilderment and wonder +he recognized the smile. + +"Not mad, dear," she was saying. "Not mad. But it is very strange and +wonderful at first, isn't it?" + +"Strange and wonderful?" He put an uncertain hand to his face and +passed it over his eyes. "Something has happened to me," he said. "To +my eyes, I think. Things look strange. And--and there is Hilda!" He +paused. "I'd been longing for Hilda." + +She came a step nearer to him then. "I know," she murmured softly. "I +know, dear. But that is past now." + +There was an infinite tenderness in her tone, the tenderness of a +mother who uplifts her child through a season of pain. He felt it, +and it seemed to help him to clear away some of the dimness that +besieged his senses. + +"Then----" he began, but stayed himself. "You know," he said +haltingly, "you died. Hilda died. I saw it: my arms were round her." + +"Yes, dear," she answered. "Hilda died. But don't you understand?" + +"No," he replied, but none the less understanding was dawning upon +him. "How--how did you come here?" he asked. + +"I came by the same way as you, John, dear," she said. As again she +seemed to take one step toward him. "There is no other way." + +"No other way!" He repeated the words twice. + +"Hilda," he said, and went to her. + +"Yes, dear?" + +He took her hand; it lay close and familiarly in his palm. + +"Everything seems to be far away from me--except you," he said. "I +see you; I hear you speak. What does it mean, my darling?" + +Her eyes were full of love. "Don't you know yet, John?" she asked. + +"No," he answered slowly; "unless--unless----Hilda, am I dead?" + +She did not speak to answer him, but nodded thrice, very slowly. + +They found him in his chair before the ashes of the fire. 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