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FOR PUBLIC DOMAIN ETEXTS*Ver.04.29.93*END* + + + + + +THE EUROPEANS + +by + +HENRY JAMES + + + + + + + +CHAPTER I + +A narrow grave-yard in the heart of a bustling, indifferent city, +seen from the windows of a gloomy-looking inn, is at no +time an object of enlivening suggestion; and the spectacle +is not at its best when the mouldy tombstones and funereal +umbrage have received the ineffectual refreshment of a dull, +moist snow-fall. If, while the air is thickened by this +frosty drizzle, the calendar should happen to indicate that +the blessed vernal season is already six weeks old, it will be +admitted that no depressing influence is absent from the scene. +This fact was keenly felt on a certain 12th of May, upwards of +thirty years since, by a lady who stood looking out of one of +the windows of the best hotel in the ancient city of Boston. +She had stood there for half an hour--stood there, that is, +at intervals; for from time to time she turned back into +the room and measured its length with a restless step. +In the chimney-place was a red-hot fire which emitted +a small blue flame; and in front of the fire, at a table, +sat a young man who was busily plying a pencil. +He had a number of sheets of paper cut into small equal squares, +and he was apparently covering them with pictorial designs-- +strange-looking figures. He worked rapidly and attentively, +sometimes threw back his head and held out his drawing at +arm's-length, and kept up a soft, gay-sounding humming and whistling. +The lady brushed past him in her walk; her much-trimmed skirts +were voluminous. She never dropped her eyes upon his work; +she only turned them, occasionally, as she passed, to a mirror +suspended above the toilet-table on the other side of the room. +Here she paused a moment, gave a pinch to her waist with her +two hands, or raised these members--they were very plump and pretty-- +to the multifold braids of her hair, with a movement half caressing, +half corrective. An attentive observer might have fancied +that during these periods of desultory self-inspection her face +forgot its melancholy; but as soon as she neared the window again +it began to proclaim that she was a very ill-pleased woman. +And indeed, in what met her eyes there was little to be +pleased with. The window-panes were battered by the sleet; +the head-stones in the grave-yard beneath seemed to be +holding themselves askance to keep it out of their faces. +A tall iron railing protected them from the street, and on +the other side of the railing an assemblage of Bostonians were +trampling about in the liquid snow. Many of them were looking +up and down; they appeared to be waiting for something. +From time to time a strange vehicle drew near to the place +where they stood,--such a vehicle as the lady at the window, +in spite of a considerable acquaintance with human inventions, +had never seen before: a huge, low omnibus, painted in +brilliant colors, and decorated apparently with jangling bells, +attached to a species of groove in the pavement, +through which it was dragged, with a great deal of rumbling, +bouncing and scratching, by a couple of remarkably small horses. +When it reached a certain point the people in front of +the grave-yard, of whom much the greater number were women, +carrying satchels and parcels, projected themselves upon it +in a compact body--a movement suggesting the scramble for places +in a life-boat at sea--and were engulfed in its large interior. +Then the life-boat--or the life-car, as the lady at the window +of the hotel vaguely designated it--went bumping and jingling +away upon its invisible wheels, with the helmsman (the man +at the wheel) guiding its course incongruously from the prow. +This phenomenon was repeated every three minutes, and the +supply of eagerly-moving women in cloaks, bearing reticules +and bundles, renewed itself in the most liberal manner. +On the other side of the grave-yard was a row of small red +brick houses, showing a series of homely, domestic-looking backs; +at the end opposite the hotel a tall wooden church-spire, +painted white, rose high into the vagueness of the snow-flakes. +The lady at the window looked at it for some time; for reasons +of her own she thought it the ugliest thing she had ever seen. +She hated it, she despised it; it threw her into a state of +irritation that was quite out of proportion to any sensible motive. +She had never known herself to care so much about church-spires. + +She was not pretty; but even when it expressed perplexed +irritation her face was most interesting and agreeable. +Neither was she in her first youth; yet, though slender, +with a great deal of extremely well-fashioned roundness of contour-- +a suggestion both of maturity and flexibility--she carried +her three and thirty years as a light-wristed Hebe might have +carried a brimming wine-cup. Her complexion was fatigued, +as the French say; her mouth was large, her lips too full, +her teeth uneven, her chin rather commonly modeled; she had +a thick nose, and when she smiled--she was constantly smiling-- +the lines beside it rose too high, toward her eyes. +But these eyes were charming: gray in color, brilliant, +quickly glancing, gently resting, full of intelligence. +Her forehead was very low--it was her only handsome feature; +and she had a great abundance of crisp dark hair, finely frizzled, +which was always braided in a manner that suggested some +Southern or Eastern, some remotely foreign, woman. She had +a large collection of ear-rings, and wore them in alternation; +and they seemed to give a point to her Oriental or exotic aspect. +A compliment had once been paid her, which, being repeated to her, +gave her greater pleasure than anything she had ever heard. +"A pretty woman?" some one had said. "Why, her features +are very bad." "I don't know about her features," a very +discerning observer had answered; "but she carries her head +like a pretty woman." You may imagine whether, after this, +she carried her head less becomingly. + +She turned away from the window at last, pressing her hands to her eyes. +"It 's too horrible!" she exclaimed. "I shall go back--I shall go back!" +And she flung herself into a chair before the fire. + +"Wait a little, dear child," said the young man softly, +sketching away at his little scraps of paper. + +The lady put out her foot; it was very small, and there was an immense +rosette on her slipper. She fixed her eyes for a while on this ornament, +and then she looked at the glowing bed of anthracite coal in the grate. +"Did you ever see anything so hideous as that fire?" she demanded. +"Did you ever see anything so--so affreux as--as everything?" +She spoke English with perfect purity; but she brought out this +French epithet in a manner that indicated that she was accustomed +to using French epithets. + +"I think the fire is very pretty," said the young man, +glancing at it a moment. "Those little blue tongues, +dancing on top of the crimson embers, are extremely picturesque. +They are like a fire in an alchemist's laboratory." + +"You are too good-natured, my dear," his companion declared. + +The young man held out one of his drawings, with his head on one side. +His tongue was gently moving along his under-lip. "Good-natured--yes. +Too good-natured--no." + +"You are irritating," said the lady, looking at her slipper. + +He began to retouch his sketch. "I think you mean simply +that you are irritated." + +"Ah, for that, yes!" said his companion, with a little bitter laugh. +"It 's the darkest day of my life--and you know what that means." + +"Wait till to-morrow," rejoined the young man. + +"Yes, we have made a great mistake. If there is any doubt about it to-day, +there certainly will be none to-morrow. Ce sera clair, au moins!" + +The young man was silent a few moments, driving his pencil. +Then at last, "There are no such things as mistakes," he affirmed. + +"Very true--for those who are not clever enough to perceive them. +Not to recognize one's mistakes--that would be happiness in life," +the lady went on, still looking at her pretty foot. + +"My dearest sister," said the young man, always intent upon his drawing, +"it 's the first time you have told me I am not clever." + +"Well, by your own theory I can't call it a mistake," +answered his sister, pertinently enough. + +The young man gave a clear, fresh laugh. "You, at least, are clever enough, +dearest sister," he said. + +"I was not so when I proposed this." + +"Was it you who proposed it?" asked her brother. + +She turned her head and gave him a little stare. +"Do you desire the credit of it?" + +"If you like, I will take the blame," he said, looking up with a smile. + +"Yes," she rejoined in a moment, "you make no difference in these things. +You have no sense of property." + +The young man gave his joyous laugh again. "If that means I have no property, +you are right!" + +"Don't joke about your poverty," said his sister. +"That is quite as vulgar as to boast about it." + +"My poverty! I have just finished a drawing that will bring +me fifty francs!" + +"Voyons," said the lady, putting out her hand. + +He added a touch or two, and then gave her his sketch. +She looked at it, but she went on with her idea of a moment before. +"If a woman were to ask you to marry her you would say, +'Certainly, my dear, with pleasure!' And you would marry her +and be ridiculously happy. Then at the end of three months you +would say to her, 'You know that blissful day when I begged +you to be mine!' " + +The young man had risen from the table, stretching his arms a little; +he walked to the window. "That is a description of a charming nature," +he said. + +"Oh, yes, you have a charming nature; I regard that as our capital. +If I had not been convinced of that I should never have taken the risk +of bringing you to this dreadful country." + +"This comical country, this delightful country!" exclaimed the young man, +and he broke into the most animated laughter. + +"Is it those women scrambling into the omnibus?" asked his companion. +"What do you suppose is the attraction?" + +"I suppose there is a very good-looking man inside," +said the young man. + +"In each of them? They come along in hundreds, and the men +in this country don't seem at all handsome. As for the women-- +I have never seen so many at once since I left the convent." + +"The women are very pretty," her brother declared, "and the whole +affair is very amusing. I must make a sketch of it." +And he came back to the table quickly, and picked up his utensils-- +a small sketching-board, a sheet of paper, and three or four crayons. +He took his place at the window with these things, and stood +there glancing out, plying his pencil with an air of easy skill. +While he worked he wore a brilliant smile. Brilliant is indeed +the word at this moment for his strongly-lighted face. He was eight +and twenty years old; he had a short, slight, well-made figure. +Though he bore a noticeable resemblance to his sister, he was +a better favored person: fair-haired, clear-faced, witty-looking, +with a delicate finish of feature and an expression at once +urbane and not at all serious, a warm blue eye, an eyebrow finely +drawn and excessively arched--an eyebrow which, if ladies wrote +sonnets to those of their lovers, might have been made the subject +of such a piece of verse--and a light moustache that flourished +upwards as if blown that way by the breath of a constant smile. +There was something in his physiognomy at once benevolent +and picturesque. But, as I have hinted, it was not at all serious. +The young man's face was, in this respect, singular; it was not at +all serious, and yet it inspired the liveliest confidence. + +"Be sure you put in plenty of snow," said his sister. +"Bonte divine, what a climate!" + +"I shall leave the sketch all white, and I shall put in the little figures +in black," the young man answered, laughing. "And I shall call it-- +what is that line in Keats?--Mid-May's Eldest Child!" + +"I don't remember," said the lady, "that mamma ever told me +it was like this." + +"Mamma never told you anything disagreeable. And it 's not like this-- +every day. You will see that to-morrow we shall have a splendid day." + +"Qu'en savez-vous? To-morrow I shall go away." + +"Where shall you go?" + +"Anywhere away from here. Back to Silberstadt. +I shall write to the Reigning Prince." + +The young man turned a little and looked at her, with his crayon poised. +"My dear Eugenia," he murmured, "were you so happy at sea?" + +Eugenia got up; she still held in her hand the drawing her +brother had given her. It was a bold, expressive sketch +of a group of miserable people on the deck of a steamer, +clinging together and clutching at each other, while the vessel +lurched downward, at a terrific angle, into the hollow of a wave. +It was extremely clever, and full of a sort of tragi-comical power. +Eugenia dropped her eyes upon it and made a sad grimace. +"How can you draw such odious scenes?" she asked. "I should +like to throw it into the fire!" And she tossed the paper away. +Her brother watched, quietly, to see where it went. +It fluttered down to the floor, where he let it lie. +She came toward the window, pinching in her waist. +"Why don't you reproach me--abuse me?" she asked. +"I think I should feel better then. Why don't you tell me +that you hate me for bringing you here?" + +"Because you would not believe it. I adore you, dear sister! +I am delighted to be here, and I am charmed with the prospect." + +"I don't know what had taken possession of me. I had lost my head," +Eugenia went on. + +The young man, on his side, went on plying his pencil. +"It is evidently a most curious and interesting country. +Here we are, and I mean to enjoy it." + +His companion turned away with an impatient step, but presently came back. +"High spirits are doubtless an excellent thing," she said; "but you give +one too much of them, and I can't see that they have done you any good." + +The young man stared, with lifted eyebrows, smiling; he tapped his handsome +nose with his pencil. "They have made me happy!" + +"That was the least they could do; they have made you nothing else. +You have gone through life thanking fortune for such very small favors +that she has never put herself to any trouble for you." + +"She must have put herself to a little, I think, to present +me with so admirable a sister." + +"Be serious, Felix. You forget that I am your elder." + +"With a sister, then, so elderly!" rejoined Felix, laughing. +"I hoped we had left seriousness in Europe." + +"I fancy you will find it here. Remember that you are nearly +thirty years old, and that you are nothing but an obscure Bohemian-- +a penniless correspondent of an illustrated newspaper." + +"Obscure as much as you please, but not so much of a Bohemian as you think. +And not at all penniless! I have a hundred pounds in my pocket. +I have an engagement to make fifty sketches, and I mean to paint +the portraits of all our cousins, and of all their cousins, at a hundred +dollars a head." + +"You are not ambitious," said Eugenia. + +"You are, dear Baroness," the young man replied. + +The Baroness was silent a moment, looking out at the sleet-darkened grave-yard +and the bumping horse-cars. "Yes, I am ambitious," she said at last. "And my +ambition has brought me to this dreadful place!" She glanced about her-- +the room had a certain vulgur nudity; the bed and the window were curtainless-- +and she gave a little passionate sigh. "Poor old ambition!" she exclaimed. +Then she flung herself down upon a sofa which stood near against the wall, +and covered her face with her hands. + +Her brother went on with his drawing, rapidly and skillfully; +after some moments he sat down beside her and showed her his sketch. +"Now, don't you think that 's pretty good for an obscure Bohemian?" +he asked. "I have knocked off another fifty francs." + +Eugenia glanced at the little picture as he laid it on her lap. +"Yes, it is very clever," she said. And in a moment she added, +"Do you suppose our cousins do that?" + +"Do what?" + +"Get into those things, and look like that." + +Felix meditated awhile. "I really can't say. It will be +interesting to discover." + +"Oh, the rich people can't!" said the Baroness. + +"Are you very sure they are rich?" asked Felix, lightly. + +His sister slowly turned in her place, looking at him. "Heavenly powers!" +she murmured. "You have a way of bringing out things!" + +"It will certainly be much pleasanter if they are rich," Felix declared. + +"Do you suppose if I had not known they were rich I would ever have come?" + +The young man met his sister's somewhat peremptory eye with his bright, +contented glance. "Yes, it certainly will be pleasanter," he repeated. + +"That is all I expect of them," said the Baroness. "I don't count upon +their being clever or friendly--at first--or elegant or interesting. +But I assure you I insist upon their being rich." + +Felix leaned his head upon the back of the sofa and looked awhile +at the oblong patch of sky to which the window served as frame. +The snow was ceasing; it seemed to him that the sky had begun to brighten. +"I count upon their being rich," he said at last, "and powerful, and clever, +and friendly, and elegant, and interesting, and generally delightful! +Tu vas voir." And he bent forward and kissed his sister. "Look there!" +he went on. "As a portent, even while I speak, the sky is turning +the color of gold; the day is going to be splendid." + +And indeed, within five minutes the weather had changed. +The sun broke out through the snow-clouds and jumped into +the Baroness's room. "Bonte divine," exclaimed this lady, +"what a climate!" + +"We will go out and see the world," said Felix. + +And after a while they went out. The air had grown warm +as well as brilliant; the sunshine had dried the pavements. +They walked about the streets at hazard, looking at the people +and the houses, the shops and the vehicles, the blazing blue sky +and the muddy crossings, the hurrying men and the slow-strolling +maidens, the fresh red bricks and the bright green trees, +the extraordinary mixture of smartness and shabbiness. +From one hour to another the day had grown vernal; even in +the bustling streets there was an odor of earth and blossom. +Felix was immensely entertained. He had called it a comical +country, and he went about laughing at everything he saw. +You would have said that American civilization expressed itself +to his sense in a tissue of capital jokes. The jokes were +certainly excellent, and the young man's merriment was joyous +and genial. He possessed what is called the pictorial sense; +and this first glimpse of democratic manners stirred the same +sort of attention that he would have given to the movements +of a lively young person with a bright complexion. +Such attention would have been demonstrative and complimentary; +and in the present case Felix might have passed for an undispirited +young exile revisiting the haunts of his childhood. He kept +looking at the violent blue of the sky, at the scintillating air, +at the scattered and multiplied patches of color. + +"Comme c'est bariole, eh?" he said to his sister in that foreign +tongue which they both appeared to feel a mysterious prompting +occasionally to use. + +"Yes, it is bariole indeed," the Baroness answered. +"I don't like the coloring; it hurts my eyes." + +"It shows how extremes meet," the young man rejoined. +"Instead of coming to the West we seem to have gone to the East. +The way the sky touches the house-tops is just like Cairo; +and the red and blue sign-boards patched over the face +of everything remind one of Mahometan decorations." + +"The young women are not Mahometan," said his companion. +"They can't be said to hide their faces. I never saw +anything so bold." + +"Thank Heaven they don't hide their faces!" cried Felix. +"Their faces are uncommonly pretty." + +"Yes, their faces are often very pretty," said the Baroness, +who was a very clever woman. She was too clever a woman not +to be capable of a great deal of just and fine observation. +She clung more closely than usual to her brother's arm; +she was not exhilarated, as he was; she said very little, +but she noted a great many things and made her reflections. +She was a little excited; she felt that she had indeed come +to a strange country, to make her fortune. Superficially, she was +conscious of a good deal of irritation and displeasure; +the Baroness was a very delicate and fastidious person. +Of old, more than once, she had gone, for entertainment's sake +and in brilliant company, to a fair in a provincial town. +It seemed to her now that she was at an enormous fair-- +that the entertainment and the desagrements were very much the same. +She found herself alternately smiling and shrinking; +the show was very curious, but it was probable, from moment +to moment, that one would be jostled. The Baroness had never +seen so many people walking about before; she had never been +so mixed up with people she did not know. But little by little +she felt that this fair was a more serious undertaking. +She went with her brother into a large public garden, which seemed +very pretty, but where she was surprised at seeing no carriages. +The afternoon was drawing to a close; the coarse, vivid grass +and the slender tree-boles were gilded by the level sunbeams-- +gilded as with gold that was fresh from the mine. It was +the hour at which ladies should come out for an airing and roll +past a hedge of pedestrians, holding their parasols askance. +Here, however, Eugenia observed no indications of this custom, +the absence of which was more anomalous as there was a charming +avenue of remarkably graceful, arching elms in the most +convenient contiguity to a large, cheerful street, in which, +evidently, among the more prosperous members of the bourgeoisie, +a great deal of pedestrianism went forward. Our friends passed +out into this well lighted promenade, and Felix noticed a great +many more pretty girls and called his sister's attention to them. +This latter measure, however, was superfluous; for the Baroness +had inspected, narrowly, these charming young ladies. + +"I feel an intimate conviction that our cousins are like that," said Felix. + +The Baroness hoped so, but this is not what she said. +"They are very pretty," she said, "but they are mere little girls. +Where are the women--the women of thirty?" + +"Of thirty-three, do you mean?" her brother was going to ask; +for he understood often both what she said and what she did not say. +But he only exclaimed upon the beauty of the sunset, +while the Baroness, who had come to seek her fortune, reflected that +it would certainly be well for her if the persons against whom she +might need to measure herself should all be mere little girls. +The sunset was superb; they stopped to look at it; Felix declared +that he had never seen such a gorgeous mixture of colors. +The Baroness also thought it splendid; and she was perhaps +the more easily pleased from the fact that while she stood there +she was conscious of much admiring observation on the part +of various nice-looking people who passed that way, and to whom +a distinguished, strikingly-dressed woman with a foreign air, +exclaiming upon the beauties of nature on a Boston street corner +in the French tongue, could not be an object of indifference. +Eugenia's spirits rose. She surrendered herself to a certain +tranquil gayety. If she had come to seek her fortune, +it seemed to her that her fortune would be easy to find. +There was a promise of it in the gorgeous purity of the western sky; +there was an intimation in the mild, unimpertinent gaze +of the passers of a certain natural facility in things. + +"You will not go back to Silberstadt, eh?" asked Felix. + +"Not to-morrow," said the Baroness. + +"Nor write to the Reigning Prince?" + +"I shall write to him that they evidently know nothing about him over here." + +"He will not believe you," said the young man. "I advise you +to let him alone." + +Felix himself continued to be in high good humor. +Brought up among ancient customs and in picturesque cities, +he yet found plenty of local color in the little Puritan metropolis. +That evening, after dinner, he told his sister that he should +go forth early on the morrow to look up their cousins. + +"You are very impatient," said Eugenia. + +"What can be more natural," he asked, "after seeing all those +pretty girls to-day? If one's cousins are of that pattern, +the sooner one knows them the better." + +"Perhaps they are not," said Eugenia. "We ought to have brought some letters-- +to some other people." + +"The other people would not be our kinsfolk." + +"Possibly they would be none the worse for that," the Baroness replied. + +Her brother looked at her with his eyebrows lifted. +"That was not what you said when you first proposed to me +that we should come out here and fraternize with our relatives. +You said that it was the prompting of natural affection; +and when I suggested some reasons against it you declared +that the voix du sang should go before everything." + +"You remember all that?" asked the Baroness. + +"Vividly! I was greatly moved by it." + +She was walking up and down the room, as she had done in the morning; +she stopped in her walk and looked at her brother. She apparently was +going to say something, but she checked herself and resumed her walk. +Then, in a few moments, she said something different, which had +the effect of an explanation of the suppression of her earlier thought. +"You will never be anything but a child, dear brother." + +"One would suppose that you, madam," answered Felix, laughing, "were a +thousand years old." + +"I am--sometimes," said the Baroness. + +"I will go, then, and announce to our cousins the arrival +of a personage so extraordinary. They will immediately come +and pay you their respects." + +Eugenia paced the length of the room again, and then she +stopped before her brother, laying her hand upon his arm. +"They are not to come and see me," she said. "You are not +to allow that. That is not the way I shall meet them first." +And in answer to his interrogative glance she went on. +"You will go and examine, and report. You will come +back and tell me who they are and what they are; +their number, gender, their respective ages--all about them. +Be sure you observe everything; be ready to describe +to me the locality, the accessories--how shall I say it?-- +the mise en scene. Then, at my own time, at my own hour, +under circumstances of my own choosing, I will go to them. +I will present myself--I will appear before them!" said the Baroness, +this time phrasing her idea with a certain frankness. + +"And what message am I to take to them?" asked Felix, who had a lively +faith in the justness of his sister's arrangements. + +She looked at him a moment--at his expression of agreeable veracity; +and, with that justness that he admired, she replied, "Say what you please. +Tell my story in the way that seems to you most--natural." And she bent +her forehead for him to kiss. + + + + + + + +CHAPTER II + +The next day was splendid, as Felix had prophesied; if the winter had +suddenly leaped into spring, the spring had for the moment as quickly +leaped into summer. This was an observation made by a young girl +who came out of a large square house in the country, and strolled +about in the spacious garden which separated it from a muddy road. +The flowering shrubs and the neatly-disposed plants were basking in +the abundant light and warmth; the transparent shade of the great elms-- +they were magnificent trees--seemed to thicken by the hour; +and the intensely habitual stillness offered a submissive +medium to the sound of a distant church-bell. The young girl +listened to the church-bell; but she was not dressed for church. +She was bare-headed; she wore a white muslin waist, with an +embroidered border, and the skirt of her dress was of colored muslin. +She was a young lady of some two or three and twenty years of age, +and though a young person of her sex walking bare-headed in a garden, +of a Sunday morning in spring-time, can, in the nature of things, +never be a displeasing object, you would not have pronounced this +innocent Sabbath-breaker especially pretty. She was tall and pale, +thin and a little awkward; her hair was fair and perfectly straight; +her eyes were dark, and they had the singularity of seeming at once +dull and restless--differing herein, as you see, fatally from the ideal +"fine eyes," which we always imagine to be both brilliant and tranquil. +The doors and windows of the large square house were all wide open, +to admit the purifying sunshine, which lay in generous patches +upon the floor of a wide, high, covered piazza adjusted to two +sides of the mansion--a piazza on which several straw-bottomed +rocking-chairs and half a dozen of those small cylindrical stools +in green and blue porcelain, which suggest an affiliation between +the residents and the Eastern trade, were symmetrically disposed. +It was an ancient house--ancient in the sense of being eighty years old; +it was built of wood, painted a clean, clear, faded gray, and adorned +along the front, at intervals, with flat wooden pilasters, painted white. +These pilasters appeared to support a kind of classic pediment, which was +decorated in the middle by a large triple window in a boldly carved frame, +and in each of its smaller angles by a glazed circular aperture. +A large white door, furnished with a highly-polished brass knocker, +presented itself to the rural-looking road, with which it was +connected by a spacious pathway, paved with worn and cracked, +but very clean, bricks. Behind it there were meadows and orchards, +a barn and a pond; and facing it, a short distance along the road, +on the opposite side, stood a smaller house, painted white, +with external shutters painted green, a little garden on one hand +and an orchard on the other. All this was shining in the morning air, +through which the simple details of the picture addressed themselves +to the eye as distinctly as the items of a "sum" in addition. + +A second young lady presently came out of the house, across the piazza, +descended into the garden and approached the young girl of whom I +have spoken. This second young lady was also thin and pale; but she +was older than the other; she was shorter; she had dark, smooth hair. +Her eyes, unlike the other's, were quick and bright; but they were not at +all restless. She wore a straw bonnet with white ribbons, and a long, +red, India scarf, which, on the front of her dress, reached to her feet. +In her hand she carried a little key. + +"Gertrude," she said, "are you very sure you had better not go to church?" + +Gertrude looked at her a moment, plucked a small sprig +from a lilac-bush, smelled it and threw it away. +"I am not very sure of anything!" she answered. + +The other young lady looked straight past her, at the distant pond, +which lay shining between the long banks of fir-trees. Then she said +in a very soft voice, "This is the key of the dining-room closet. +I think you had better have it, if any one should want anything." + +"Who is there to want anything?" Gertrude demanded. +"I shall be all alone in the house." + +"Some one may come," said her companion. + +"Do you mean Mr. Brand?" + +"Yes, Gertrude. He may like a piece of cake." + +"I don't like men that are always eating cake!" Gertrude declared, +giving a pull at the lilac-bush. + +Her companion glanced at her, and then looked down on the ground. +"I think father expected you would come to church," she said. +"What shall I say to him?" + +"Say I have a bad headache." + +"Would that be true?" asked the elder lady, looking straight +at the pond again. + +"No, Charlotte," said the younger one simply. + +Charlotte transferred her quiet eyes to her companion's face. +"I am afraid you are feeling restless." + +"I am feeling as I always feel," Gertrude replied, in the same tone. + +Charlotte turned away; but she stood there a moment. +Presently she looked down at the front of her dress. +"Does n't it seem to you, somehow, as if my scarf were +too long?" she asked. + +Gertrude walked half round her, looking at the scarf. +"I don't think you wear it right," she said. + +"How should I wear it, dear?" + +"I don't know; differently from that. You should draw +it differently over your shoulders, round your elbows; +you should look differently behind." + +"How should I look?" Charlotte inquired. + +"I don't think I can tell you," said Gertrude, plucking out +the scarf a little behind. "I could do it myself, but I don't +think I can explain it." + +Charlotte, by a movement of her elbows, corrected the laxity that had come +from her companion's touch. "Well, some day you must do it for me. +It does n't matter now. Indeed, I don't think it matters," she added, +"how one looks behind." + +"I should say it mattered more," said Gertrude. "Then you don't +know who may be observing you. You are not on your guard. +You can't try to look pretty." + +Charlotte received this declaration with extreme gravity. +"I don't think one should ever try to look pretty," +she rejoined, earnestly. + +Her companion was silent. Then she said, "Well, perhaps it +'s not of much use." + +Charlotte looked at her a little, and then kissed her. +"I hope you will be better when we come back." + +"My dear sister, I am very well!" said Gertrude. + +Charlotte went down the large brick walk to the garden gate; +her companion strolled slowly toward the house. +At the gate Charlotte met a young man, who was coming in--a tall, +fair young man, wearing a high hat and a pair of thread gloves. +He was handsome, but rather too stout. He had a pleasant smile. +"Oh, Mr. Brand!" exclaimed the young lady. + +"I came to see whether your sister was not going to church," +said the young man. + +"She says she is not going; but I am very glad you have come. +I think if you were to talk to her a little".... And Charlotte +lowered her voice. "It seems as if she were restless." + +Mr. Brand smiled down on the young lady from his great height. +"I shall be very glad to talk to her. For that I should be willing +to absent myself from almost any occasion of worship, however attractive." + +"Well, I suppose you know," said Charlotte, softly, as if +positive acceptance of this proposition might be dangerous. +"But I am afraid I shall be late." + +"I hope you will have a pleasant sermon," said the young man. + +"Oh, Mr. Gilman is always pleasant," Charlotte answered. +And she went on her way. + +Mr. Brand went into the garden, where Gertrude, hearing the gate close +behind him, turned and looked at him. For a moment she watched him coming; +then she turned away. But almost immediately she corrected this movement, +and stood still, facing him. He took off his hat and wiped his forehead +as he approached. Then he put on his hat again and held out his hand. +His hat being removed, you would have perceived that his forehead was +very large and smooth, and his hair abundant but rather colorless. +His nose was too large, and his mouth and eyes were too small; but for +all this he was, as I have said, a young man of striking appearance. +The expression of his little clean-colored blue eyes was irresistibly +gentle and serious; he looked, as the phrase is, as good as gold. +The young girl, standing in the garden path, glanced, as he came up, +at his thread gloves. + +"I hoped you were going to church," he said. "I wanted to walk with you." + +"I am very much obliged to you," Gertrude answered. +"I am not going to church." + +She had shaken hands with him; he held her hand a moment. +"Have you any special reason for not going?" + +"Yes, Mr. Brand," said the young girl. + +"May I ask what it is?" + +She looked at him smiling; and in her smile, as I +have intimated, there was a certain dullness. But mingled +with this dullness was something sweet and suggestive. +"Because the sky is so blue!" she said. + +He looked at the sky, which was magnificent, and then said, +smiling too, "I have heard of young ladies staying at home +for bad weather, but never for good. Your sister,whom I met +at the gate, tells me you are depressed," he added. + +"Depressed? I am never depressed." + +"Oh, surely, sometimes," replied Mr. Brand, as if he thought this +a regrettable account of one's self. + +"I am never depressed," Gertrude repeated. "But I am sometimes wicked. +When I am wicked I am in high spirits. I was wicked just now to my sister." + +"What did you do to her?" + +"I said things that puzzled her--on purpose." + +"Why did you do that, Miss Gertrude?" asked the young man. + +She began to smile again. "Because the sky is so blue!" + +"You say things that puzzle me," Mr. Brand declared. + +"I always know when I do it," proceeded Gertrude. "But people puzzle me more, +I think. And they don't seem to know!" + +"This is very interesting," Mr. Brand observed, smiling. + +"You told me to tell you about my--my struggles," the young girl went on. + +"Let us talk about them. I have so many things to say." + +Gertrude turned away a moment; and then, turning back, +"You had better go to church," she said. + +"You know," the young man urged, "that I have always one thing to say." + +Gertrude looked at him a moment. "Please don't say it now!" + +"We are all alone," he continued, taking off his hat; +"all alone in this beautiful Sunday stillness." + +Gertrude looked around her, at the breaking buds, the shining distance, +the blue sky to which she had referred as a pretext for her irregularities. +"That 's the reason," she said, "why I don't want you to speak. +Do me a favor; go to church." + +"May I speak when I come back?" asked Mr. Brand. + +"If you are still disposed," she answered. + +"I don't know whether you are wicked," he said, "but you +are certainly puzzling." + +She had turned away; she raised her hands to her ears. +He looked at her a moment, and then he slowly walked to church. + +She wandered for a while about the garden, vaguely and without purpose. +The church-bell had stopped ringing; the stillness was complete. +This young lady relished highly, on occasions, the sense of being alone-- +the absence of the whole family and the emptiness of the house. +To-day, apparently, the servants had also gone to church; +there was never a figure at the open windows; behind the house +there was no stout negress in a red turban, lowering the bucket +into the great shingle-hooded well. And the front door of the big, +unguarded home stood open, with the trustfulness of the golden age; +or what is more to the purpose, with that of New England's silvery prime. +Gertrude slowly passed through it, and went from one of the empty +rooms to the other--large, clear-colored rooms, with white wainscots, +ornamented with thin-legged mahogany furniture, and, on the walls, +with old-fashioned engravings, chiefly of scriptural subjects, +hung very high. This agreeable sense of solitude, of having the house +to herself, of which I have spoken, always excited Gertrude's imagination; +she could not have told you why, and neither can her humble historian. +It always seemed to her that she must do something particular-- +that she must honor the occasion; and while she roamed about, +wondering what she could do, the occasion usually came to an end. +To-day she wondered more than ever. At last she took down a book; +there was no library in the house, but there were books in all the rooms. +None of them were forbidden books, and Gertrude had not stopped at +home for the sake of a chance to climb to the inaccessible shelves. +She possessed herself of a very obvious volume--one of the series +of the Arabian Nights--and she brought it out into the portico +and sat down with it in her lap. There, for a quarter of an hour, +she read the history of the loves of the Prince Camaralzaman +and the Princess Badoura. At last, looking up, she beheld, +as it seemed to her, the Prince Camaralzaman standing before her. +A beautiful young man was making her a very low bow--a magnificent bow, +such as she had never seen before. He appeared to have dropped +from the clouds; he was wonderfully handsome; he smiled-- +smiled as if he were smiling on purpose. Extreme surprise, +for a moment, kept Gertrude sitting still; then she rose, +without even keeping her finger in her book. The young man, +with his hat in his hand, still looked at her, smiling and smiling. +It was very strange. + +"Will you kindly tell me," said the mysterious visitor, at last, +"whether I have the honor of speaking to Miss Went-worth?" + +"My name is Gertrude Wentworth," murmured the young woman. + +"Then--then--I have the honor--the pleasure--of being your cousin." + +The young man had so much the character of an apparition that this +announcement seemed to complete his unreality. "What cousin? +Who are you?" said Gertrude. + +He stepped back a few paces and looked up at the house; +then glanced round him at the garden and the distant view. +After this he burst out laughing. "I see it must seem to you +very strange," he said. There was, after all, something substantial +in his laughter. Gertrude looked at him from head to foot. +Yes, he was remarkably handsome; but his smile was almost a grimace. +"It is very still," he went on, coming nearer again. +And as she only looked at him, for reply, he added, +"Are you all alone?" + +"Every one has gone to church," said Gertrude. + +"I was afraid of that!" the young man exclaimed. +"But I hope you are not afraid of me." + +"You ought to tell me who you are," Gertrude answered. + +"I am afraid of you!" said the young man. "I had a different plan. +I expected the servant would take in my card, and that you would put +your heads together, before admitting me, and make out my identity." + +Gertrude had been wondering with a quick intensity which brought its result; +and the result seemed an answer--a wondrous, delightful answer--to her +vague wish that something would befall her. "I know--I know," she said. +"You come from Europe." + +"We came two days ago. You have heard of us, then--you believe in us?" + +"We have known, vaguely," said Gertrude, "that we had relations in France." + +"And have you ever wanted to see us?" asked the young man. + +Gertrude was silent a moment. "I have wanted to see you." + +"I am glad, then, it is you I have found. We wanted to see you, +so we came." + +"On purpose?" asked Gertrude. + +The young man looked round him, smiling still. "Well, yes; +on purpose. Does that sound as if we should bore you?" he added. +"I don't think we shall--I really don't think we shall. +We are rather fond of wandering, too; and we were glad +of a pretext." + +"And you have just arrived?" + +"In Boston, two days ago. At the inn I asked for Mr. Wentworth. +He must be your father. They found out for me where he lived; +they seemed often to have heard of him. I determined to come, +without ceremony. So, this lovely morning, they set my face +in the right direction, and told me to walk straight before me, +out of town. I came on foot because I wanted to see the country. +I walked and walked, and here I am! It 's a good many miles." + +"It is seven miles and a half," said Gertrude, softly. +Now that this handsome young man was proving himself a reality +she found herself vaguely trembling; she was deeply excited. +She had never in her life spoken to a foreigner, and she +had often thought it would be delightful to do so. Here was +one who had suddenly been engendered by the Sabbath stillness +for her private use; and such a brilliant, polite, smiling one! +She found time and means to compose herself, however: to remind +herself that she must exercise a sort of official hospitality. +"We are very--very glad to see you," she said. "Won't you +come into the house?" And she moved toward the open door. + +"You are not afraid of me, then?" asked the young man again, +with his light laugh. + +She wondered a moment, and then, "We are not afraid--here," she said. + +"Ah, comme vous devez avoir raison!" cried the young man, +looking all round him, appreciatively. It was the first time +that Gertrude had heard so many words of French spoken. +They gave her something of a sensation. Her companion followed +her, watching, with a certain excitement of his own, this tall, +interesting-looking girl, dressed in her clear, crisp muslin. +He paused in the hall, where there was a broad white staircase +with a white balustrade. "What a pleasant house!" he said. +"It 's lighter inside than it is out." + +"It 's pleasanter here," said Gertrude, and she led the way +into the parlor,--a high, clean, rather empty-looking room. +Here they stood looking at each other,--the young man smiling +more than ever; Gertrude, very serious, trying to smile. + +"I don't believe you know my name," he said. "I am called Felix Young. +Your father is my uncle. My mother was his half sister, and older than he." + +"Yes," said Gertrude, "and she turned Roman Catholic and married in Europe." + +"I see you know," said the young man. "She married and she died. +Your father's family did n't like her husband. They called him +a foreigner; but he was not. My poor father was born in Sicily, +but his parents were American." + +"In Sicily?" Gertrude murmured. + +"It is true," said Felix Young, "that they had spent their lives in Europe. +But they were very patriotic. And so are we." + +"And you are Sicilian," said Gertrude. + +"Sicilian, no! Let 's see. I was born at a little place-- +a dear little place--in France. My sister was born at Vienna." + +"So you are French," said Gertrude. + +"Heaven forbid!" cried the young man. Gertrude's eyes were +fixed upon him almost insistently. He began to laugh again. +"I can easily be French, if that will please you." + +"You are a foreigner of some sort," said Gertrude. + +"Of some sort--yes; I suppose so. But who can say of what sort? +I don't think we have ever had occasion to settle the question. +You know there are people like that. About their country, +their religion, their profession, they can't tell." + +Gertrude stood there gazing; she had not asked him to sit down. +She had never heard of people like that; she wanted to hear. +"Where do you live?" she asked. + +"They can't tell that, either!" said Felix. "I am afraid +you will think they are little better than vagabonds. +I have lived anywhere--everywhere. I really think I have lived in +every city in Europe." Gertrude gave a little long soft exhalation. +It made the young man smile at her again; and his smile made +her blush a little. To take refuge from blushing she asked +him if, after his long walk, he was not hungry or thirsty. +Her hand was in her pocket; she was fumbling with the little +key that her sister had given her. "Ah, my dear young lady," +he said, clasping his hands a little, "if you could give me, +in charity, a glass of wine!" + +Gertrude gave a smile and a little nod, and went quickly out of the room. +Presently she came back with a very large decanter in one hand +and a plate in the other, on which was placed a big, round cake +with a frosted top. Gertrude, in taking the cake from the closet, +had had a moment of acute consciousness that it composed the refection +of which her sister had thought that Mr. Brand would like to partake. +Her kinsman from across the seas was looking at the pale, +high-hung engravings. When she came in he turned and smiled at her, +as if they had been old friends meeting after a separation. +"You wait upon me yourself?" he asked. "I am served like the gods!" +She had waited upon a great many people, but none of them had +ever told her that. The observation added a certain lightness +to the step with which she went to a little table where there were +some curious red glasses--glasses covered with little gold sprigs, +which Charlotte used to dust every morning with her own hands. +Gertrude thought the glasses very handsome, and it was a pleasure to her +to know that the wine was good; it was her father's famous madeira. +Felix Young thought it excellent; he wondered why he had been +told that there was no wine in America. She cut him an immense +triangle out of the cake, and again she thought of Mr. Brand. +Felix sat there, with his glass in one hand and his huge morsel +of cake in the other--eating, drinking, smiling, talking. "I am +very hungry," he said. "I am not at all tired; I am never tired. +But I am very hungry." + +"You must stay to dinner," said Gertrude. "At two o'clock. They +will all have come back from church; you will see the others." + +"Who are the others?" asked the young man. "Describe them all." + +"You will see for yourself. It is you that must tell me; +now, about your sister." + +"My sister is the Baroness Munster," said Felix. + +On hearing that his sister was a Baroness, Gertrude got up and +walked about slowly, in front of him. She was silent a moment. +She was thinking of it. "Why did n't she come, too?" she asked. + +"She did come; she is in Boston, at the hotel." + +"We will go and see her," said Gertrude, looking at him. + +"She begs you will not!" the young man replied. +"She sends you her love; she sent me to announce her. +She will come and pay her respects to your father." + +Gertrude felt herself trembling again. A Baroness Munster, +who sent a brilliant young man to "announce" her; who was coming, +as the Queen of Sheba came to Solomon, to pay her "respects" +to quiet Mr. Wentworth--such a personage presented herself +to Gertrude's vision with a most effective unexpectedness. +For a moment she hardly knew what to say. "When will she come?" +she asked at last. + +"As soon as you will allow her--to-morrow. She is very impatient," +answered Felix, who wished to be agreeable. + +"To-morrow, yes," said Gertrude. She wished to ask more about her; +but she hardly knew what could be predicated of a Baroness Munster. +"Is she--is she--married?" + +Felix had finished his cake and wine; he got up, fixing upon the young +girl his bright, expressive eyes. "She is married to a German prince-- +Prince Adolf, of Silberstadt-Schreckenstein. He is not the reigning prince; +he is a younger brother." + +Gertrude gazed at her informant; her lips were slightly parted. +"Is she a--a Princess?" she asked at last. + +"Oh, no," said the young man; "her position is rather a singular one. +It 's a morganatic marriage." + +"Morganatic?" These were new names and new words to poor Gertrude. + +"That 's what they call a marriage, you know, contracted between +a scion of a ruling house and--and a common mortal. +They made Eugenia a Baroness, poor woman; but that was all +they could do. Now they want to dissolve the marriage. +Prince Adolf, between ourselves, is a ninny; but his brother, +who is a clever man, has plans for him. Eugenia, naturally enough, +makes difficulties; not, however, that I think she cares much-- +she 's a very clever woman; I 'm sure you 'll like her-- +but she wants to bother them. Just now everything is en l'air." + +The cheerful, off-hand tone in which her visitor related this +darkly romantic tale seemed to Gertrude very strange; but it +seemed also to convey a certain flattery to herself, a recognition +of her wisdom and dignity. She felt a dozen impressions stirring +within her, and presently the one that was uppermost found words. +"They want to dissolve her marriage?" she asked. + +"So it appears." + +"And against her will?" + +"Against her right." + +"She must be very unhappy!" said Gertrude. + +Her visitor looked at her, smiling; he raised his hand to the back +of his head and held it there a moment. "So she says," he answered. +"That 's her story. She told me to tell it you." + +"Tell me more," said Gertrude. + +"No, I will leave that to her; she does it better." + +Gertrude gave her little excited sigh again. "Well, if she is unhappy," +she said, "I am glad she has come to us." + +She had been so interested that she failed to notice the sound of a footstep +in the portico; and yet it was a footstep that she always recognized. +She heard it in the hall, and then she looked out of the window. +They were all coming back from church--her father, her sister and brother, +and their cousins, who always came to dinner on Sunday. Mr. Brand had come +in first; he was in advance of the others, because, apparently, he was +still disposed to say what she had not wished him to say an hour before. +He came into the parlor, looking for Gertrude. He had two little +books in his hand. On seeing Gertrude's companion he slowly stopped, +looking at him. + +"Is this a cousin?" asked Felix. + +Then Gertrude saw that she must introduce him; but her ears, and, +by sympathy, her lips, were full of all that he had been telling her. +"This is the Prince," she said, "the Prince of Silberstadt-Schreckenstein!" + +Felix burst out laughing, and Mr. Brand stood staring, while the others, +who had passed into the house, appeared behind him in the open door-way. + + + + + + +CHAPTER III + +That evening at dinner Felix Young gave his sister, +the Baroness Munster, an account of his impressions. +She saw that he had come back in the highest possible spirits; +but this fact, to her own mind, was not a reason for rejoicing. +She had but a limited confidence in her brother's judgment; +his capacity for taking rose-colored views was such as to +vulgarize one of the prettiest of tints. Still, she supposed +he could be trusted to give her the mere facts; and she invited +him with some eagerness to communicate them. "I suppose, +at least, they did n't turn you out from the door;" she said. +"You have been away some ten hours." + +"Turn me from the door!" Felix exclaimed. "They took me to their hearts; +they killed the fatted calf." + +"I know what you want to say: they are a collection of angels." + +"Exactly," said Felix. "They are a collection of angels--simply." + +"C'est bien vague," remarked the Baroness. "What are they like?" + +"Like nothing you ever saw." + +"I am sure I am much obliged; but that is hardly more definite. +Seriously, they were glad to see you?" + +"Enchanted. It has been the proudest day of my life. Never, never have +I been so lionized! I assure you, I was cock of the walk. +My dear sister," said the young man, "nous n'avons qu'a nous tenir; +we shall be great swells!" + +Madame Munster looked at him, and her eye exhibited a slight +responsive spark. She touched her lips to a glass of wine, +and then she said, "Describe them. Give me a picture." + +Felix drained his own glass. "Well, it 's in the country, +among the meadows and woods; a wild sort of place, +and yet not far from here. Only, such a road, my dear! +Imagine one of the Alpine glaciers reproduced in mud. +But you will not spend much time on it, for they want you +to come and stay, once for all." + +"Ah," said the Baroness, "they want me to come and stay, +once for all? Bon." + +"It 's intensely rural, tremendously natural; and all overhung with this +strange white light, this far-away blue sky. There 's a big wooden house-- +a kind of three-story bungalow; it looks like a magnified N; auuremberg toy. +There was a gentleman there that made a speech to me about it and called it +a 'venerable mansion;' but it looks as if it had been built last night." + +"Is it handsome--is it elegant?" asked the Baroness. + +Felix looked at her a moment, smiling. "It 's very clean! No splendors, +no gilding, no troops of servants; rather straight-backed chairs. +But you might eat off the floors, and you can sit down on the stairs." + +"That must be a privilege. And the inhabitants are straight-backed +too, of course." + +"My dear sister," said Felix, "the inhabitants are charming." + +"In what style?" + +"In a style of their own. How shall I describe it? It 's primitive; +it 's patriarchal; it 's the ton of the golden age." + +"And have they nothing golden but their ton? Are there no +symptoms of wealth?" + +"I should say there was wealth without symptoms. A plain, +homely way of life: nothing for show, and very little for-- +what shall I call it?--for the senses: but a great aisance, +and a lot of money, out of sight, that comes forward very quietly +for subscriptions to institutions, for repairing tenements, +for paying doctor's bills; perhaps even for portioning daughters." + +"And the daughters?" Madame Munster demanded. "How many are there?" + +"There are two, Charlotte and Gertrude." + +"Are they pretty?" + +"One of them," said Felix. + +"Which is that?" + +The young man was silent, looking at his sister. +"Charlotte," he said at last. + +She looked at him in return. "I see. You are in love with Gertrude. +They must be Puritans to their finger-tips; anything but gay!" + +"No, they are not gay," Felix admitted. "They are sober; +they are even severe. They are of a pensive cast; they take +things hard. I think there is something the matter with them; +they have some melancholy memory or some depressing expectation. +It 's not the epicurean temperament. My uncle, Mr. Wentworth, +is a tremendously high-toned old fellow; he looks as if +he were undergoing martyrdom, not by fire, but by freezing. +But we shall cheer them up; we shall do them good. +They will take a good deal of stirring up; but they are +wonderfully kind and gentle. And they are appreciative. +They think one clever; they think one remarkable!" + +"That is very fine, so far as it goes," said the Baroness. +"But are we to be shut up to these three people, Mr. Wentworth +and the two young women--what did you say their names were-- +Deborah and Hephzibah?" + +"Oh, no; there is another little girl, a cousin of theirs, +a very pretty creature; a thorough little American. +And then there is the son of the house." + +"Good!" said the Baroness. "We are coming to the gentlemen. +What of the son of the house?" + +"I am afraid he gets tipsy." + +"He, then, has the epicurean temperament! How old is he?" + +"He is a boy of twenty; a pretty young fellow, but I am afraid he has +vulgar tastes. And then there is Mr. Brand--a very tall young man, +a sort of lay-priest. They seem to think a good deal of him, +but I don't exactly make him out." + +"And is there nothing," asked the Baroness, "between these extremes-- +this mysterious ecclesiastic and that intemperate youth?" + +"Oh, yes, there is Mr. Acton. I think," said the young man, +with a nod at his sister, "that you will like Mr. Acton." + +"Remember that I am very fastidious," said the Baroness. +"Has he very good manners?" + +"He will have them with you. He is a man of the world; +he has been to China." + +Madame Munster gave a little laugh. "A man of the Chinese world! +He must be very interesting." + +"I have an idea that he brought home a fortune," said Felix. + +"That is always interesting. Is he young, good-looking, clever?" + +"He is less than forty; he has a baldish head; he says witty things. +I rather think," added the young man, "that he will admire +the Baroness Munster." + +"It is very possible," said this lady. Her brother never knew +how she would take things; but shortly afterwards she declared +that he had made a very pretty description and that on the morrow +she would go and see for herself. + +They mounted, accordingly, into a great barouche--a vehicle as to +which the Baroness found nothing to criticise but the price that +was asked for it and the fact that the coachman wore a straw hat. +(At Silberstadt Madame Munster had had liveries of yellow +and crimson.) They drove into the country, and the Baroness, +leaning far back and swaying her lace-fringed parasol, +looked to right and to left and surveyed the way-side objects. +After a while she pronounced them "affreux." Her brother +remarked that it was apparently a country in which the foreground +was inferior to the plans recules: and the Baroness +rejoined that the landscape seemed to be all foreground. +Felix had fixed with his new friends the hour at which he should +bring his sister; it was four o'clock in the afternoon. +The large, clean-faced house wore, to his eyes, +as the barouche drove up to it, a very friendly aspect; +the high, slender elms made lengthening shadows in front of it. +The Baroness descended; her American kinsfolk were stationed +in the portico. Felix waved his hat to them, and a tall, +lean gentleman, with a high forehead and a clean shaven face, +came forward toward the garden gate. Charlotte Wentworth +walked at his side. Gertrude came behind, more slowly. +Both of these young ladies wore rustling silk dresses. +Felix ushered his sister into the gate. "Be very gracious," +he said to her. But he saw the admonition was superfluous. +Eugenia was prepared to be gracious as only Eugenia could be. +Felix knew no keener pleasure than to be able to admire his +sister unrestrictedly; for if the opportunity was frequent, +it was not inveterate. When she desired to please she was to him, +as to every one else, the most charming woman in the world. +Then he forgot that she was ever anything else; that she was +sometimes hard and perverse; that he was occasionally afraid +of her. Now, as she took his arm to pass into the garden, +he felt that she desired, that she proposed, to please, +and this situation made him very happy. Eugenia would please. + +The tall gentleman came to meet her, looking very rigid and grave. +But it was a rigidity that had no illiberal meaning. +Mr. Wentworth's manner was pregnant, on the contrary, +with a sense of grand responsibility, of the solemnity +of the occasion, of its being difficult to show sufficient +deference to a lady at once so distinguished and so unhappy. +Felix had observed on the day before his characteristic pallor; +and now he perceived that there was something almost +cadaverous in his uncle's high-featured white face. +But so clever were this young man's quick sympathies +and perceptions that he already learned that in these +semi-mortuary manifestations there was no cause for alarm. +His light imagination had gained a glimpse of Mr. Wentworth's +spiritual mechanism, and taught him that, the old man being +infinitely conscientious, the special operation of conscience +within him announced itself by several of the indications +of physical faintness. + +The Baroness took her uncle's hand, and stood looking +at him with her ugly face and her beautiful smile. +"Have I done right to come?" she asked. + +"Very right, very right," said Mr. Wentworth, solemnly. He had +arranged in his mind a little speech; but now it quite faded away. +He felt almost frightened. He had never been looked at in just +that way--with just that fixed, intense smile--by any woman; +and it perplexed and weighed upon him, now, that the woman +who was smiling so and who had instantly given him a vivid +sense of her possessing other unprecedented attributes, +was his own niece, the child of his own father's daughter. +The idea that his niece should be a German Baroness, +married "morganatically" to a Prince, had already given him much +to think about. Was it right, was it just, was it acceptable? +He always slept badly, and the night before he had lain awake +much more even than usual, asking himself these questions. +The strange word "morganatic" was constantly in his ears; +it reminded him of a certain Mrs. Morgan whom he had +once known and who had been a bold, unpleasant woman. +He had a feeling that it was his duty, so long as the Baroness +looked at him, smiling in that way, to meet her glance with his +own scrupulously adjusted, consciously frigid organs of vision; +but on this occasion he failed to perform his duty to the last. +He looked away toward his daughters. "We are very glad to +see you," he had said. "Allow me to introduce my daughters-- +Miss Charlotte Wentworth, Miss Gertrude Wentworth." + +The Baroness thought she had never seen people less demonstrative. +But Charlotte kissed her and took her hand, looking at her +sweetly and solemnly. Gertrude seemed to her almost funereal, +though Gertrude might have found a source of gayety in the fact +that Felix, with his magnificent smile, had been talking to her; +he had greeted her as a very old friend. When she kissed +the Baroness she had tears in her eyes. Madame Munster took each +of these young women by the hand, and looked at them all over. +Charlotte thought her very strange-looking and singularly dressed; +she could not have said whether it was well or ill. +She was glad, at any rate, that they had put on their silk gowns-- +especially Gertrude. "My cousins are very pretty," +said the Baroness, turning her eyes from one to the other. +"Your daughters are very handsome, sir." + +Charlotte blushed quickly; she had never yet heard her +personal appearance alluded to in a loud, expressive voice. +Gertrude looked away--not at Felix; she was extremely pleased. +It was not the compliment that pleased her; she did not believe it; +she thought herself very plain. She could hardly have told +you the source of her satisfaction; it came from something +in the way the Baroness spoke, and it was not diminished-- +it was rather deepened, oddly enough--by the young girl's disbelief. +Mr. Wentworth was silent; and then he asked, formally, "Won't you +come into the house?" + +"These are not all; you have some other children," said the Baroness. + +"I have a son," Mr. Wentworth answered. + +"And why does n't he come to meet me?" Eugenia cried. +"I am afraid he is not so charming as his sisters." + +"I don't know; I will see about it," the old man declared. + +"He is rather afraid of ladies," Charlotte said, softly. + +"He is very handsome," said Gertrude, as loud as she could. + +"We will go in and find him. We will draw him out of his cachette." +And the Baroness took Mr. Wentworth's arm, who was not aware that +he had offered it to her, and who, as they walked toward the house, +wondered whether he ought to have offered it and whether it was proper +for her to take it if it had not been offered. "I want to know you well," +said the Baroness, interrupting these meditations, "and I want you +to know me." + +"It seems natural that we should know each other," Mr. Wentworth rejoined. +"We are near relatives." + +"Ah, there comes a moment in life when one reverts, irresistibly, +to one's natural ties--to one's natural affections. +You must have found that!" said Eugenia. + +Mr. Wentworth had been told the day before by Felix that Eugenia was very +clever, very brilliant, and the information had held him in some suspense. +This was the cleverness, he supposed; the brilliancy was beginning. +"Yes, the natural affections are very strong," he murmured. + +"In some people," the Baroness declared. "Not in all." +Charlotte was walking beside her; she took hold of her hand again, +smiling always. "And you, cousine, where did you get that +enchanting complexion?" she went on; "such lilies and roses?" +The roses in poor Charlotte's countenance began speedily +to predominate over the lilies, and she quickened her step +and reached the portico. "This is the country of complexions," +the Baroness continued, addressing herself to Mr. Wentworth. +"I am convinced they are more delicate. There are very good ones +in England--in Holland; but they are very apt to be coarse. +There is too much red." + +"I think you will find," said Mr. Wentworth, "that this +country is superior in many respects to those you mention. +I have been to England and Holland." + +"Ah, you have been to Europe?" cried the Baroness. "Why did n't you +come and see me? But it 's better, after all, this way," she said. +They were entering the house; she paused and looked round her. +"I see you have arranged your house--your beautiful house--in the-- +in the Dutch taste!" + +"The house is very old," remarked Mr. Wentworth. +"General Washington once spent a week here." + +"Oh, I have heard of Washington," cried the Baroness. +"My father used to tell me of him." + +Mr. Wentworth was silent a moment, and then, "I found he was very well known +in Europe," he said. + +Felix had lingered in the garden with Gertrude; he was standing +before her and smiling, as he had done the day before. +What had happened the day before seemed to her a kind of dream. +He had been there and he had changed everything; the others had +seen him, they had talked with him; but that he should come again, +that he should be part of the future, part of her small, familiar, +much-meditating life--this needed, afresh, the evidence of her senses. +The evidence had come to her senses now; and her senses seemed +to rejoice in it. "What do you think of Eugenia?" Felix asked. +"Is n't she charming?" + +"She is very brilliant," said Gertrude. "But I can't tell yet. +She seems to me like a singer singing an air. You can't tell till +the song is done." + +"Ah, the song will never be done!" exclaimed the young man, laughing. +"Don't you think her handsome?" + +Gertrude had been disappointed in the beauty of the +Baroness Munster; she had expected her, for mysterious reasons, +to resemble a very pretty portrait of the Empress Josephine, +of which there hung an engraving in one of the parlors, +and which the younger Miss Wentworth had always greatly admired. +But the Baroness was not at all like that--not at all. +Though different, however, she was very wonderful, and Gertrude +felt herself most suggestively corrected. It was strange, +nevertheless, that Felix should speak in that positive way +about his sister's beauty. "I think I shall think her handsome," +Gertrude said. "It must be very interesting to know her. +I don't feel as if I ever could." + +"Ah, you will know her well; you will become great friends," +Felix declared, as if this were the easiest thing in the world. + +"She is very graceful," said Gertrude, looking after the Baroness, +suspended to her father's arm. It was a pleasure to her to say +that any one was graceful. + +Felix had been looking about him. "And your little cousin, +of yesterday," he said, "who was so wonderfully pretty-- +what has become of her?" + +"She is in the parlor," Gertrude answered. "Yes, she is very pretty." +She felt as if it were her duty to take him straight into the house, +to where he might be near her cousin. But after hesitating a moment she +lingered still. "I did n't believe you would come back," she said. + +"Not come back!" cried Felix, laughing. "You did n't know, then, +the impression made upon this susceptible heart of mine." + +She wondered whether he meant the impression her cousin Lizzie had made. +"Well," she said, "I did n't think we should ever see you again. " + +"And pray what did you think would become of me?" + +"I don't know. I thought you would melt away." + +"That 's a compliment to my solidity! I melt very often," +said Felix, "but there is always something left of me." + +"I came and waited for you by the door, because the others did," +Gertrude went on. "But if you had never appeared I should not +have been surprised." + +"I hope," declared Felix, looking at her, "that you would +have been disappointed." + + She looked at him a little, and shook her head. "No--no!" + +"Ah, par exemple!" cried the young man. "You deserve that I +should never leave you." + +Going into the parlor they found Mr. Wentworth performing introductions. +A young man was standing before the Baroness, blushing a good deal, +laughing a little, and shifting his weight from one foot to the other-- +a slim, mild-faced young man, with neatly-arranged features, +like those of Mr. Wentworth. Two other gentlemen, behind him, +had risen from their seats, and a little apart, near one of the windows, +stood a remarkably pretty young girl. The young girl was knitting +a stocking; but, while her fingers quickly moved, she looked with wide, +brilliant eyes at the Baroness. + +"And what is your son's name?" said Eugenia, smiling at the young man. + +"My name is Clifford Wentworth, ma'am," he said in a tremulous voice. + +"Why did n't you come out to meet me, Mr. Clifford Wentworth?" +the Baroness demanded, with her beautiful smile. + +"I did n't think you would want me," said the young man, +slowly sidling about. + +"One always wants a beau cousin,--if one has one! But if you +are very nice to me in future I won't remember it against you." +And Madame M; auunster transferred her smile to the other persons present. +It rested first upon the candid countenance and long-skirted figure +of Mr. Brand, whose eyes were intently fixed upon Mr. Wentworth, +as if to beg him not to prolong an anomalous situation. Mr. Wentworth +pronounced his name. Eugenia gave him a very charming glance, +and then looked at the other gentleman. + +This latter personage was a man of rather less than the usual stature +and the usual weight, with a quick, observant, agreeable dark eye, +a small quantity of thin dark hair, and a small mustache. +He had been standing with his hands in his pockets; and when Eugenia +looked at him he took them out. But he did not, like Mr. Brand, +look evasively and urgently at their host. He met Eugenia's eyes; +he appeared to appreciate the privilege of meeting them. +Madame Munster instantly felt that he was, intrinsically, the most +important person present. She was not unconscious that this +impression was in some degree manifested in the little sympathetic +nod with which she acknowledged Mr. Wentworth's announcement, +"My cousin, Mr. Acton!" + +"Your cousin--not mine?" said the Baroness. + +"It only depends upon you," Mr. Acton declared, laughing. + +The Baroness looked at him a moment, and noticed that he had +very white teeth. "Let it depend upon your behavior," she said. +"I think I had better wait. I have cousins enough. Unless I can +also claim relationship," she added, "with that charming young lady," +and she pointed to the young girl at the window. + +"That 's my sister," said Mr. Acton. And Gertrude Wentworth +put her arm round the young girl and led her forward. +It was not, apparently, that she needed much leading. +She came toward the Baroness with a light, quick step, +and with perfect self-possession, rolling her stocking round +its needles. She had dark blue eyes and dark brown hair; +she was wonderfully pretty. + +Eugenia kissed her, as she had kissed the other young women, +and then held her off a little, looking at her. "Now this is quite +another type," she said; she pronounced the word in the French manner. +"This is a different outline, my uncle, a different character, +from that of your own daughters. This, Felix," she went on, +"is very much more what we have always thought of as the American type." + +The young girl, during this exposition, was smiling askance at every +one in turn, and at Felix out of turn. "I find only one type here!" +cried Felix, laughing. "The type adorable!" + +This sally was received in perfect silence, but Felix, who learned all +things quickly, had already learned that the silences frequently observed +among his new acquaintances were not necessarily restrictive or resentful. +It was, as one might say, the silence of expectation, of modesty. +They were all standing round his sister, as if they were expecting +her to acquit herself of the exhibition of some peculiar faculty, +some brilliant talent. Their attitude seemed to imply that she was a kind +of conversational mountebank, attired, intellectually, in gauze and spangles. +This attitude gave a certain ironical force to Madame Munster's next words. +"Now this is your circle," she said to her uncle. "This is your salon. +These are your regular habitu; aaes, eh? I am so glad to see +you all together." + +"Oh," said Mr. Wentworth, "they are always dropping in and out. +You must do the same." + +"Father," interposed Charlotte Wentworth, "they must do something more." +And she turned her sweet, serious face, that seemed at once timid and placid, +upon their interesting visitor. "What is your name?" she asked. + +"Eugenia-Camilla-Dolores," said the Baroness, smiling. +"But you need n't say all that." + +"I will say Eugenia, if you will let me. You must come and stay with us." + +The Baroness laid her hand upon Charlotte's arm very tenderly; +but she reserved herself. She was wondering whether +it would be possible to "stay" with these people. +"It would be very charming--very charming," she said; +and her eyes wandered over the company, over the room. +She wished to gain time before committing herself. +Her glance fell upon young Mr. Brand, who stood there, +with his arms folded and his hand on his chin, looking at her. +"The gentleman, I suppose, is a sort of ecclesiastic," +she said to Mr. Wentworth, lowering her voice a little. + +"He is a minister," answered Mr. Wentworth. + +"A Protestant?" asked Eugenia. + +"I am a Unitarian, madam," replied Mr. Brand, impressively. + +"Ah, I see," said Eugenia. "Something new." She had never heard +of this form of worship. + +Mr. Acton began to laugh, and Gertrude looked anxiously at Mr. Brand. + +"You have come very far," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"Very far--very far," the Baroness replied, with a graceful shake of her head-- +a shake that might have meant many different things. + +"That 's a reason why you ought to settle down with us," +said Mr. Wentworth, with that dryness of utterance which, +as Eugenia was too intelligent not to feel, took nothing +from the delicacy of his meaning. + +She looked at him, and for an instant, in his cold, still face, +she seemed to see a far-away likeness to the vaguely remembered +image of her mother. Eugenia was a woman of sudden emotions, +and now, unexpectedly, she felt one rising in her heart. +She kept looking round the circle; she knew that there +was admiration in all the eyes that were fixed upon her. +She smiled at them all. + +"I came to look--to try--to ask," she said. "It seems +to me I have done well. I am very tired; I want to rest." +There were tears in her eyes. The luminous interior, +the gentle, tranquil people, the simple, serious life--the sense +of these things pressed upon her with an overmastering force, +and she felt herself yielding to one of the most genuine emotions +she had ever known. "I should like to stay here," she said. +"Pray take me in." + +Though she was smiling, there were tears in her voice as well as in her eyes. +"My dear niece," said Mr. Wentworth, softly. And Charlotte put out her +arms and drew the Baroness toward her; while Robert Acton turned away, +with his hands stealing into his pockets. + + + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +A few days after the Baroness Munster had presented herself +to her American kinsfolk she came, with her brother, and took up +her abode in that small white house adjacent to Mr. Wentworth's +own dwelling of which mention has already been made. +It was on going with his daughters to return her visit that +Mr. Wentworth placed this comfortable cottage at her service; +the offer being the result of a domestic colloquy, diffused through +the ensuing twenty-four hours, in the course of which the two +foreign visitors were discussed and analyzed with a great deal +of earnestness and subtlety. The discussion went forward, +as I say, in the family circle; but that circle on the evening +following Madame M; auunster's return to town, as on many +other occasions, included Robert Acton and his pretty sister. +If you had been present, it would probably not have seemed +to you that the advent of these brilliant strangers was treated +as an exhilarating occurrence, a pleasure the more in this +tranquil household, a prospective source of entertainment. +This was not Mr. Wentworth's way of treating any human occurrence. +The sudden irruption into the well-ordered consciousness +of the Wentworths of an element not allowed for in its scheme +of usual obligations required a readjustment of that sense +of responsibility which constituted its principal furniture. +To consider an event, crudely and baldly, in the light +of the pleasure it might bring them was an intellectual +exercise with which Felix Young's American cousins were +almost wholly unacquainted, and which they scarcely supposed +to be largely pursued in any section of human society. +The arrival of Felix and his sister was a satisfaction, +but it was a singularly joyless and inelastic satisfaction. +It was an extension of duty, of the exercise of the more +recondite virtues; but neither Mr. Wentworth, nor Charlotte, +nor Mr. Brand, who, among these excellent people, was a great +promoter of reflection and aspiration, frankly adverted to it +as an extension of enjoyment. This function was ultimately +assumed by Gertrude Wentworth, who was a peculiar girl, +but the full compass of whose peculiarities had not been +exhibited before they very ingeniously found their pretext +in the presence of these possibly too agreeable foreigners. +Gertrude, however, had to struggle with a great accumulation +of obstructions, both of the subjective, as the metaphysicians say, +and of the objective, order; and indeed it is no small part +of the purpose of this little history to set forth her struggle. +What seemed paramount in this abrupt enlargement of Mr. Wentworth's +sympathies and those of his daughters was an extension +of the field of possible mistakes; and the doctrine, as it +may almost be called, of the oppressive gravity of mistakes was +one of the most cherished traditions of the Wentworth family. + +"I don't believe she wants to come and stay in this house," +said Gertrude; Madame Munster, from this time forward, +receiving no other designation than the personal pronoun. +Charlotte and Gertrude acquired considerable facility in +addressing her, directly, as "Eugenia;" but in speaking of her +to each other they rarely called her anything but "she." + +"Does n't she think it good enough for her?" cried little Lizzie Acton, +who was always asking unpractical questions that required, in strictness, +no answer, and to which indeed she expected no other answer than such as she +herself invariably furnished in a small, innocently-satirical laugh. + +"She certainly expressed a willingness to come," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"That was only politeness," Gertrude rejoined. + +"Yes, she is very polite--very polite," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"She is too polite," his son declared, in a softly growling +tone which was habitual to him, but which was an indication +of nothing worse than a vaguely humorous intention. +"It is very embarrassing." + +"That is more than can be said of you, sir," said Lizzie Acton, +with her little laugh. + +"Well, I don't mean to encourage her," Clifford went on. + +"I 'm sure I don't care if you do!" cried Lizzie. + +"She will not think of you, Clifford," said Gertrude, gravely. + +"I hope not!" Clifford exclaimed. + +"She will think of Robert," Gertrude continued, in the same tone. + +Robert Acton began to blush; but there was no occasion for it, +for every one was looking at Gertrude--every one, at least, +save Lizzie, who, with her pretty head on one side, +contemplated her brother. + +"Why do you attribute motives, Gertrude?" asked Mr. Wentworth. + +"I don't attribute motives, father," said Gertrude. +"I only say she will think of Robert; and she will!" + +"Gertrude judges by herself!" Acton exclaimed, laughing. +"Don't you, Gertrude? Of course the Baroness will think of me. +She will think of me from morning till night." + +"She will be very comfortable here," said Charlotte, with something +of a housewife's pride. "She can have the large northeast room. +And the French bedstead," Charlotte added, with a constant sense +of the lady's foreignness. + +"She will not like it," said Gertrude; "not even if you pin little +tidies all over the chairs." + +"Why not, dear?" asked Charlotte, perceiving a touch of irony here, +but not resenting it. + +Gertrude had left her chair; she was walking about the room; +her stiff silk dress, which she had put on in honor of the Baroness, +made a sound upon the carpet. "I don't know," she replied. +"She will want something more--more private." + +"If she wants to be private she can stay in her room," +Lizzie Acton remarked. + +Gertrude paused in her walk, looking at her. "That would not be pleasant," +she answered. "She wants privacy and pleasure together." + +Robert Acton began to laugh again. "My dear cousin, what a picture!" + +Charlotte had fixed her serious eyes upon her sister; +she wondered whence she had suddenly derived these strange notions. +Mr. Wentworth also observed his younger daughter. + +"I don't know what her manner of life may have been," he said; +"but she certainly never can have enjoyed a more refined +and salubrious home." + +Gertrude stood there looking at them all. "She is the wife +of a Prince," she said. + +"We are all princes here," said Mr. Wentworth; "and I don't know +of any palace in this neighborhood that is to let." + +"Cousin William," Robert Acton interposed, "do you want to do +something handsome? Make them a present, for three months, +of the little house over the way." + +"You are very generous with other people's things!" cried his sister. + +"Robert is very generous with his own things," Mr. Wentworth +observed dispassionately, and looking, in cold meditation, +at his kinsman. + +"Gertrude," Lizzie went on, "I had an idea you were so fond +of your new cousin." + +"Which new cousin?" asked Gertrude. + +"I don't mean the Baroness!" the young girl rejoined, with her laugh. +"I thought you expected to see so much of him." + +"Of Felix? I hope to see a great deal of him," said Gertrude, simply. + +"Then why do you want to keep him out of the house?" + +Gertrude looked at Lizzie Acton, and then looked away. + +"Should you want me to live in the house with you, Lizzie?" asked Clifford. + +"I hope you never will. I hate you!" Such was this young lady's reply. + +"Father," said Gertrude, stopping before Mr. Wentworth and smiling, +with a smile the sweeter, as her smile always was, for its rarity; +"do let them live in the little house over the way. +It will be lovely!" + +Robert Acton had been watching her. "Gertrude is right," +he said. "Gertrude is the cleverest girl in the world. +If I might take the liberty, I should strongly recommend +their living there." + +"There is nothing there so pretty as the northeast room," Charlotte urged. + +"She will make it pretty. Leave her alone!" Acton exclaimed. + +Gertrude, at his compliment, had blushed and looked at him: +it was as if some one less familiar had complimented her. +"I am sure she will make it pretty. It will be very interesting. +It will be a place to go to. It will be a foreign house." + +"Are we very sure that we need a foreign house?" Mr. Wentworth inquired. +"Do you think it desirable to establish a foreign house--in this quiet place?" + +"You speak," said Acton, laughing, "as if it were a question +of the poor Baroness opening a wine-shop or a gaming-table." + +"It would be too lovely!" Gertrude declared again, laying her hand +on the back of her father's chair. + +"That she should open a gaming-table?" Charlotte asked, +with great gravity. + +Gertrude looked at her a moment, and then, "Yes, Charlotte," +she said, simply. + +"Gertrude is growing pert," Clifford Wentworth observed, with his humorous +young growl. "That comes of associating with foreigners." + +Mr. Wentworth looked up at his daughter, who was standing beside him; +he drew her gently forward. "You must be careful," he said. +"You must keep watch. Indeed, we must all be careful. +This is a great change; we are to be exposed to peculiar influences. +I don't say they are bad. I don't judge them in advance. +But they may perhaps make it necessary that we should exercise a great +deal of wisdom and self-control. It will be a different tone." + +Gertrude was silent a moment, in deference to her father's speech; +then she spoke in a manner that was not in the least an answer to it. +"I want to see how they will live. I am sure they will have +different hours. She will do all kinds of little things differently. +When we go over there it will be like going to Europe. +She will have a boudoir. She will invite us to dinner--very late. +She will breakfast in her room. " + +Charlotte gazed at her sister again. Gertrude's imagination seemed +to her to be fairly running riot. She had always known that Gertrude +had a great deal of imagination--she had been very proud of it. +But at the same time she had always felt that it was a dangerous +and irresponsible faculty; and now, to her sense, for the moment, +it seemed to threaten to make her sister a strange person +who should come in suddenly, as from a journey, talking of +the peculiar and possibly unpleasant things she had observed. +Charlotte's imagination took no journeys whatever; +she kept it, as it were, in her pocket, with the other furniture +of this receptacle--a thimble, a little box of peppermint, +and a morsel of court-plaster. "I don't believe she would +have any dinner--or any breakfast," said Miss Wentworth. +"I don't believe she knows how to do anything herself. +I should have to get her ever so many servants, and she would +n't like them." + +"She has a maid," said Gertrude; "a French maid. +She mentioned her." + +"I wonder if the maid has a little fluted cap and red slippers," +said Lizzie Acton. "There was a French maid in that play +that Robert took me to see. She had pink stockings; +she was very wicked." + +"She was a soubrette," Gertrude announced, who had never +seen a play in her life. "They call that a soubrette. +It will be a great chance to learn French." Charlotte gave +a little soft, helpless groan. She had a vision of a wicked, +theatrical person, clad in pink stockings and red shoes, and speaking, +with confounding volubility, an incomprehensible tongue, +flitting through the sacred penetralia of that large, clean house. +"That is one reason in favor of their coming here," Gertrude went on. +"But we can make Eugenia speak French to us, and Felix. +I mean to begin--the next time." + +Mr. Wentworth had kept her standing near him, and he gave +her his earnest, thin, unresponsive glance again. +"I want you to make me a promise, Gertrude," he said. + +"What is it?" she asked, smiling. + +"Not to get excited. Not to allow these--these occurrences +to be an occasion for excitement." + +She looked down at him a moment, and then she shook her head. +"I don't think I can promise that, father. I am excited already." + +Mr. Wentworth was silent a while; they all were silent, +as if in recognition of something audacious and portentous. + +"I think they had better go to the other house," said Charlotte, quietly. + +"I shall keep them in the other house," Mr. Wentworth subjoined, +more pregnantly. + +Gertrude turned away; then she looked across at Robert Acton. +Her cousin Robert was a great friend of hers; she often looked at him this way +instead of saying things. Her glance on this occasion, however, struck him +as a substitute for a larger volume of diffident utterance than usual, +inviting him to observe, among other things, the inefficiency of her +father's design--if design it was--for diminishing, in the interest +of quiet nerves, their occasions of contact with their foreign relatives. +But Acton immediately complimented Mr. Wentworth upon his liberality. +"That 's a very nice thing to do," he said, "giving them the little house. +You will have treated them handsomely, and, whatever happens, you will +be glad of it." Mr. Wentworth was liberal, and he knew he was liberal. +It gave him pleasure to know it, to feel it, to see it recorded; +and this pleasure is the only palpable form of self-indulgence with +which the narrator of these incidents will be able to charge him. + +"A three days' visit at most, over there, is all I should +have found possible," Madame Munster remarked to her brother, +after they had taken possession of the little white house. +"It would have been too intime--decidedly too intime. +Breakfast, dinner, and tea en famille--it would have been the end +of the world if I could have reached the third day." And she made +the same observation to her maid Augustine, an intelligent person, +who enjoyed a liberal share of her confidence. Felix declared that +he would willingly spend his life in the bosom of the Wentworth family; +that they were the kindest, simplest, most amiable people in +the world, and that he had taken a prodigious fancy to them all. +The Baroness quite agreed with him that they were simple and kind; +they were thoroughly nice people, and she liked them extremely. +The girls were perfect ladies; it was impossible to be more of a lady +than Charlotte Wentworth, in spite of her little village air. +"But as for thinking them the best company in the world," +said the Baroness, "that is another thing; and as for wishing to live +porte ; aga porte with them, I should as soon think of wishing myself +back in the convent again, to wear a bombazine apron and sleep +in a dormitory." And yet the Baroness was in high good humor; +she had been very much pleased. With her lively perception +and her refined imagination, she was capable of enjoying anything +that was characteristic, anything that was good of its kind. +The Wentworth household seemed to her very perfect in its kind-- +wonderfully peaceful and unspotted; pervaded by a sort of dove-colored +freshness that had all the quietude and benevolence of what she +deemed to be Quakerism, and yet seemed to be founded upon a degree +of material abundance for which, in certain matters of detail, +one might have looked in vain at the frugal little court of +Silberstadt-Schreckenstein. She perceived immediately that her +American relatives thought and talked very little about money; +and this of itself made an impression upon Eugenia's imagination. +She perceived at the same time that if Charlotte or Gertrude should ask +their father for a very considerable sum he would at once place it +in their hands; and this made a still greater impression. The greatest +impression of all, perhaps, was made by another rapid induction. +The Baroness had an immediate conviction that Robert Acton would put +his hand into his pocket every day in the week if that rattle-pated +little sister of his should bid him. The men in this country, +said the Baroness, are evidently very obliging. Her declaration that she +was looking for rest and retirement had been by no means wholly untrue; +nothing that the Baroness said was wholly untrue. It is but fair +to add, perhaps, that nothing that she said was wholly true. +She wrote to a friend in Germany that it was a return to nature; +it was like drinking new milk, and she was very fond of new milk. +She said to herself, of course, that it would be a little dull; +but there can be no better proof of her good spirits than the fact +that she thought she should not mind its being a little dull. +It seemed to her, when from the piazza of her eleemosynary cottage +she looked out over the soundless fields, the stony pastures, +the clear-faced ponds, the rugged little orchards, that she had +never been in the midst of so peculiarly intense a stillness; +it was almost a delicate sensual pleasure. It was all very good, +very innocent and safe, and out of it something good must come. +Augustine, indeed, who had an unbounded faith in her mistress's wisdom +and far-sightedness, was a great deal perplexed and depressed. +She was always ready to take her cue when she understood it; but she +liked to understand it, and on this occasion comprehension failed. +What, indeed, was the Baroness doing dans cette galere? what fish +did she expect to land out of these very stagnant waters? +The game was evidently a deep one. Augustine could trust her; +but the sense of walking in the dark betrayed itself in the +physiognomy of this spare, sober, sallow, middle-aged person, +who had nothing in common with Gertrude Wentworth's conception +of a soubrette, by the most ironical scowl that had ever rested upon +the unpretending tokens of the peace and plenty of the Wentworths. +Fortunately, Augustine could quench skepticism in action. +She quite agreed with her mistress--or rather she quite out-stripped +her mistress--in thinking that the little white house was pitifully bare. +"Il faudra," said Augustine, "lui faire un peu de toilette. +" And she began to hang up portieres in the doorways; to place +wax candles, procured after some research, in unexpected situations; +to dispose anomalous draperies over the arms of sofas and the backs +of chairs. The Baroness had brought with her to the New World +a copious provision of the element of costume; and the two +Miss Wentworths, when they came over to see her, were somewhat +bewildered by the obtrusive distribution of her wardrobe. +There were India shawls suspended, curtain-wise, in the parlor door, +and curious fabrics, corresponding to Gertrude's metaphysical +vision of an opera-cloak, tumbled about in the sitting-places. +There were pink silk blinds in the windows, by which the room +was strangely bedimmed; and along the chimney-piece was disposed +a remarkable band of velvet, covered with coarse, dirty-looking lace. +"I have been making myself a little comfortable," said the Baroness, +much to the confusion of Charlotte, who had been on the point of +proposing to come and help her put her superfluous draperies away. +But what Charlotte mistook for an almost culpably delayed subsidence +Gertrude very presently perceived to be the most ingenious, +the most interesting, the most romantic intention. +"What is life, indeed, without curtains?" she secretly asked herself; +and she appeared to herself to have been leading hitherto an existence +singularly garish and totally devoid of festoons. + +Felix was not a young man who troubled himself greatly about anything-- +least of all about the conditions of enjoyment. His faculty of +enjoyment was so large, so unconsciously eager, that it may be said +of it that it had a permanent advance upon embarrassment and sorrow. +His sentient faculty was intrinsically joyous, and novelty and change +were in themselves a delight to him. As they had come to him +with a great deal of frequency, his life had been more agreeable +than appeared. Never was a nature more perfectly fortunate. +It was not a restless, apprehensive, ambitious spirit, running a race +with the tyranny of fate, but a temper so unsuspicious as to put +Adversity off her guard, dodging and evading her with the easy, +natural motion of a wind-shifted flower. Felix extracted +entertainment from all things, and all his faculties--his imagination, +his intelligence, his affections, his senses--had a hand in the game. +It seemed to him that Eugenia and he had been very well treated; there was +something absolutely touching in that combination of paternal liberality +and social considerateness which marked Mr. Wentworth's deportment. +It was most uncommonly kind of him, for instance, to have given them +a house. Felix was positively amused at having a house of his own; +for the little white cottage among the apple-trees--the chalet, +as Madame Munster always called it--was much more sensibly his own than +any domiciliary quatrieme, looking upon a court, with the rent overdue. +Felix had spent a good deal of his life in looking into courts, +with a perhaps slightly tattered pair of elbows resting upon the ledge +of a high-perched window, and the thin smoke of a cigarette rising +into an atmosphere in which street-cries died away and the vibration +of chimes from ancient belfries became sensible. He had never +known anything so infinitely rural as these New England fields; +and he took a great fancy to all their pastoral roughnesses. +He had never had a greater sense of luxurious security; and at +the risk of making him seem a rather sordid adventurer I must declare +that he found an irresistible charm in the fact that he might dine +every day at his uncle's. The charm was irresistible, however, +because his fancy flung a rosy light over this homely privilege. +He appreciated highly the fare that was set before him. +There was a kind of fresh-looking abundance about it which made +him think that people must have lived so in the mythological era, +when they spread their tables upon the grass, replenished them +from cornucopias, and had no particular need of kitchen stoves. +But the great thing that Felix enjoyed was having found a family-- +sitting in the midst of gentle, generous people whom he might +call by their first names. He had never known anything +more charming than the attention they paid to what he said. +It was like a large sheet of clean, fine-grained drawing-paper, +all ready to be washed over with effective splashes of water-color. +He had never had any cousins, and he had never before found +himself in contact so unrestricted with young unmarried ladies. +He was extremely fond of the society of ladies, and it was +new to him that it might be enjoyed in just this manner. +At first he hardly knew what to make of his state of mind. +It seemed to him that he was in love, indiscriminately, with three +girls at once. He saw that Lizzie Acton was more brilliantly pretty +than Charlotte and Gertrude; but this was scarcely a superiority. +His pleasure came from something they had in common--a part of +which was, indeed, that physical delicacy which seemed to make it proper +that they should always dress in thin materials and clear colors. +But they were delicate in other ways, and it was most agreeable to him +to feel that these latter delicacies were appreciable by contact, +as it were. He had known, fortunately, many virtuous gentlewomen, +but it now appeared to him that in his relations with them (especially when +they were unmarried) he had been looking at pictures under glass. +He perceived at present what a nuisance the glass had been-- +how it perverted and interfered, how it caught the reflection of other +objects and kept you walking from side to side. He had no need +to ask himself whether Charlotte and Gertrude, and Lizzie Acton, +were in the right light; they were always in the right light. +He liked everything about them: he was, for instance, not at all above +liking the fact that they had very slender feet and high insteps. +He liked their pretty noses; he liked their surprised eyes +and their hesitating, not at all positive way of speaking; +he liked so much knowing that he was perfectly at liberty to be alone +for hours, anywhere, with either of them; that preference for one +to the other, as a companion of solitude, remained a minor affair. +Charlotte Wentworth's sweetly severe features were as agreeable +as Lizzie Acton's wonderfully expressive blue eyes; and Gertrude's +air of being always ready to walk about and listen was as charming +as anything else, especially as she walked very gracefully. +After a while Felix began to distinguish; but even then he would +often wish, suddenly, that they were not all so sad. Even Lizzie Acton, +in spite of her fine little chatter and laughter, appeared sad. +Even Clifford Wentworth, who had extreme youth in his favor, +and kept a buggy with enormous wheels and a little sorrel mare +with the prettiest legs in the world--even this fortunate lad +was apt to have an averted, uncomfortable glance, and to edge away +from you at times, in the manner of a person with a bad conscience. +The only person in the circle with no sense of oppression of any +kind was, to Felix's perception, Robert Acton. + +It might perhaps have been feared that after the completion +of those graceful domiciliary embellishments which have +been mentioned Madame M; auunster would have found herself +confronted with alarming possibilities of ennui. But as yet +she had not taken the alarm. The Baroness was a restless soul, +and she projected her restlessness, as it may be said, +into any situation that lay before her. Up to a certain point +her restlessness might be counted upon to entertain her. +She was always expecting something to happen, and, until it +was disappointed, expectancy itself was a delicate pleasure. +What the Baroness expected just now it would take some +ingenuity to set forth; it is enough that while she looked +about her she found something to occupy her imagination. +She assured herself that she was enchanted with her new relatives; +she professed to herself that, like her brother, she felt it a sacred +satisfaction to have found a family. It is certain that she +enjoyed to the utmost the gentleness of her kinsfolk's deference. +She had, first and last, received a great deal of admiration, +and her experience of well-turned compliments was very considerable; +but she knew that she had never been so real a power, never counted +for so much, as now when, for the first time, the standard +of comparison of her little circle was a prey to vagueness. +The sense, indeed, that the good people about her had, +as regards her remarkable self, no standard of comparison +at all gave her a feeling of almost illimitable power. +It was true, as she said to herself, that if for this reason +they would be able to discover nothing against her, so they +would perhaps neglect to perceive some of her superior points; +but she always wound up her reflections by declaring that she +would take care of that. + +Charlotte and Gertrude were in some perplexity between their desire +to show all proper attention to Madame Munster and their fear of +being importunate. The little house in the orchard had hitherto been +occupied during the summer months by intimate friends of the family, +or by poor relations who found in Mr. Wentworth a landlord attentive +to repairs and oblivious of quarter-day. Under these circumstances +the open door of the small house and that of the large one, facing each +other across their homely gardens, levied no tax upon hourly visits. +But the Misses Wentworth received an impression that Eugenia was no +friend to the primitive custom of "dropping in;" she evidently had +no idea of living without a door-keeper. "One goes into your house +as into an inn--except that there are no servants rushing forward," +she said to Charlotte. And she added that that was very charming. +Gertrude explained to her sister that she meant just the reverse; +she did n't like it at all. Charlotte inquired why she should tell +an untruth, and Gertrude answered that there was probably some very good +reason for it which they should discover when they knew her better. +"There can surely be no good reason for telling an untruth," said Charlotte. +"I hope she does not think so." + +They had of course desired, from the first, to do everything +in the way of helping her to arrange herself. It had seemed +to Charlotte that there would be a great many things to talk about; +but the Baroness was apparently inclined to talk about nothing. + +"Write her a note, asking her leave to come and see her. +I think that is what she will like," said Gertrude. + +"Why should I give her the trouble of answering me?" Charlotte asked. +"She will have to write a note and send it over." + +"I don't think she will take any trouble," said Gertrude, profoundly. + +"What then will she do?" + +"That is what I am curious to see," said Gertrude, leaving her sister +with an impression that her curiosity was morbid. + +They went to see the Baroness without preliminary correspondence; +and in the little salon which she had already created, with its +becoming light and its festoons, they found Robert Acton. + +Eugenia was intensely gracious, but she accused them of neglecting +her cruelly. "You see Mr. Acton has had to take pity upon me," she said. +"My brother goes off sketching, for + +hours; I can never depend upon him. So I was to send Mr. Acton to beg +you to come and give me the benefit of your wisdom." + +Gertrude looked at her sister. She wanted to say, "That is what she would +have done." Charlotte said that they hoped the Baroness would always come +and dine with them; it would give them so much pleasure; and, in that case, +she would spare herself the trouble of having a cook. + +"Ah, but I must have a cook!" cried the Baroness. "An old +negress in a yellow turban. I have set my heart upon that. +I want to look out of my window and see her sitting there +on the grass, against the background of those crooked, +dusky little apple-trees, pulling the husks off a lapful +of Indian corn. That will be local color, you know. +There is n't much of it here--you don't mind my saying that, +do you?--so one must make the most of what one can get. +I shall be most happy to dine with you whenever you +will let me; but I want to be able to ask you sometimes. +And I want to be able to ask Mr. Acton," added the Baroness. + +"You must come and ask me at home," said Acton. +"You must come and see me; you must dine with me first. +I want to show you my place; I want to introduce you to my mother." +He called again upon Madame M; auunster, two days later. +He was constantly at the other house; he used to walk across +the fields from his own place, and he appeared to have fewer +scruples than his cousins with regard to dropping in. +On this occasion he found that Mr. Brand had come to pay his +respects to the charming stranger; but after Acton's arrival +the young theologian said nothing. He sat in his chair +with his two hands clasped, fixing upon his hostess a grave, +fascinated stare. The Baroness talked to Robert Acton, but, +as she talked, she turned and smiled at Mr. Brand, who never +took his eyes off her. The two men walked away together; +they were going to Mr. Wentworth's. Mr. Brand still said nothing; +but after they had passed into Mr. Wentworth's garden he stopped +and looked back for some time at the little white house. +Then, looking at his companion, with his head bent a little to one +side and his eyes somewhat contracted, "Now I suppose that 's +what is called conversation," he said; "real conversation." + +"It 's what I call a very clever woman," said Acton, laughing. + +"It is most interesting," Mr. Brand continued. "I only wish +she would speak French; it would seem more in keeping. +It must be quite the style that we have heard about, that we +have read about--the style of conversation of Madame de Stael, +of Madame Recamier." + +Acton also looked at Madame Munster's residence among its +hollyhocks and apple-trees. "What I should like to know," +he said, smiling, "is just what has brought Madame Recamier +to live in that place!" + + + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Mr. Wentworth, with his cane and his gloves in his hand, +went every afternoon to call upon his niece. A couple of hours +later she came over to the great house to tea. She had let +the proposal that she should regularly dine there fall to the ground; +she was in the enjoyment of whatever satisfaction was to be +derived from the spectacle of an old negress in a crimson turban +shelling peas under the apple-trees. Charlotte, who had provided +the ancient negress, thought it must be a strange household, +Eugenia having told her that Augustine managed everything, +the ancient negress included--Augustine who was naturally devoid +of all acquaintance with the expurgatory English tongue. +By far the most immoral sentiment which I shall have occasion +to attribute to Charlotte Wentworth was a certain emotion of +disappointment at finding that, in spite of these irregular conditions, +the domestic arrangements at the small house were apparently not-- +from Eugenia's peculiar point of view--strikingly offensive. +The Baroness found it amusing to go to tea; she dressed as if for dinner. +The tea-table offered an anomalous and picturesque repast; +and on leaving it they all sat and talked in the large piazza, +or wandered about the garden in the starlight, with their ears full +of those sounds of strange insects which, though they are supposed +to be, all over the world, a part of the magic of summer nights, +seemed to the Baroness to have beneath these western skies +an incomparable resonance. + +Mr. Wentworth, though, as I say, he went punctiliously to call +upon her, was not able to feel that he was getting used to his niece. +It taxed his imagination to believe that she was really his +half-sister's child. His sister was a figure of his early years; +she had been only twenty when she went abroad, never to return, +making in foreign parts a willful and undesirable marriage. +His aunt, Mrs. Whiteside, who had taken her to Europe for the benefit +of the tour, gave, on her return, so lamentable an account +of Mr. Adolphus Young, to whom the headstrong girl had united +her destiny, that it operated as a chill upon family feeling-- +especially in the case of the half-brothers. Catherine +had done nothing subsequently to propitiate her family; +she had not even written to them in a way that indicated a lucid +appreciation of their suspended sympathy; so that it had become +a tradition in Boston circles that the highest charity, +as regards this young lady, was to think it well to forget her, +and to abstain from conjecture as to the extent to which +her aberrations were reproduced in her descendants. +Over these young people--a vague report of their existence had +come to his ears--Mr. Wentworth had not, in the course of years, +allowed his imagination to hover. It had plenty of occupation +nearer home, and though he had many cares upon his conscience +the idea that he had been an unnatural uncle was, very properly, +never among the number. Now that his nephew and niece had come +before him, he perceived that they were the fruit of influences +and circumstances very different from those under which his own +familiar progeny had reached a vaguely-qualified maturity. +He felt no provocation to say that these influences had been +exerted for evil; but he was sometimes afraid that he should not +be able to like his distinguished, delicate, lady-like niece. +He was paralyzed and bewildered by her foreignness. +She spoke, somehow, a different language. There was something +strange in her words. He had a feeling that another man, +in his place, would accommodate himself to her tone; would ask +her questions and joke with her, reply to those pleasantries of her +own which sometimes seemed startling as addressed to an uncle. +But Mr. Wentworth could not do these things. He could not even +bring himself to attempt to measure her position in the world. +She was the wife of a foreign nobleman who desired to +repudiate her. This had a singular sound, but the old man +felt himself destitute of the materials for a judgment. +It seemed to him that he ought to find them in his own experience, +as a man of the world and an almost public character; +but they were not there, and he was ashamed to confess to himself-- +much more to reveal to Eugenia by interrogations possibly +too innocent--the unfurnished condition of this repository. + +It appeared to him that he could get much nearer, as he would have said, +to his nephew; though he was not sure that Felix was altogether safe. +He was so bright and handsome and talkative that it was impossible +not to think well of him; and yet it seemed as if there were something +almost impudent, almost vicious--or as if there ought to be-- +in a young man being at once so joyous and so positive. It was to be +observed that while Felix was not at all a serious young man there +was somehow more of him--he had more weight and volume and resonance-- +than a number of young men who were distinctly serious. While Mr. Wentworth +meditated upon this anomaly his nephew was admiring him unrestrictedly. +He thought him a most delicate, generous, high-toned old gentleman, +with a very handsome head, of the ascetic type, which he promised himself +the profit of sketching. Felix was far from having made a secret +of the fact that he wielded the paint-brush, and it was not his own +fault if it failed to be generally understood that he was prepared +to execute the most striking likenesses on the most reasonable terms. +"He is an artist--my cousin is an artist," said Gertrude; +and she offered this information to every one who would receive it. +She offered it to herself, as it were, by way of admonition and reminder; +she repeated to herself at odd moments, in lonely places, +that Felix was invested with this sacred character. Gertrude had +never seen an artist before; she had only read about such people. +They seemed to her a romantic and mysterious class, whose life was made +up of those agreeable accidents that never happened to other persons. +And it merely quickened her meditations on this point that Felix +should declare, as he repeatedly did, that he was really not an artist. +"I have never gone into the thing seriously," he said. "I have never studied; +I have had no training. I do a little of everything, and nothing well. +I am only an amateur." + +It pleased Gertrude even more to think that he was an amateur +than to think that he was an artist; the former word, to her fancy, +had an even subtler connotation. She knew, however, that it +was a word to use more soberly. Mr. Wentworth used it freely; +for though he had not been exactly familiar with it, he found it +convenient as a help toward classifying Felix, who, as a young man +extremely clever and active and apparently respectable and yet not +engaged in any recognized business, was an importunate anomaly. +Of course the Baroness and her brother--she was always spoken of first-- +were a welcome topic of conversation between Mr. Wentworth and his +daughters and their occasional visitors. + +"And the young man, your nephew, what is his profession?" +asked an old gentleman--Mr. Broderip, of Salem--who had been +Mr. Wentworth's classmate at Harvard College in the year 1809, +and who came into his office in Devonshire Street. +(Mr. Wentworth, in his later years, used to go but three times +a week to his office, where he had a large amount of highly +confidential trust-business to transact.) + +"Well, he 's an amateur," said Felix's uncle, with folded hands, +and with a certain satisfaction in being able to say it. +And Mr. Broderip had gone back to Salem with a feeling +that this was probably a "European" expression for a broker +or a grain exporter. + +"I should like to do your head, sir," said Felix to his uncle one evening, +before them all--Mr. Brand and Robert Acton being also present. +"I think I should make a very fine thing of it. It 's an interesting head; +it 's very mediaeval." + +Mr. Wentworth looked grave; he felt awkwardly, as if all the company had come +in and found him standing before the looking-glass. "The Lord made it," +he said. "I don't think it is for man to make it over again." + +"Certainly the Lord made it," replied Felix, laughing, "and he +made it very well. But life has been touching up the work. +It is a very interesting type of head. It 's delightfully +wasted and emaciated. The complexion is wonderfully bleached." +And Felix looked round at the circle, as if to call their attention +to these interesting points. Mr. Wentworth grew visibly paler. +"I should like to do you as an old prelate, an old cardinal, +or the prior of an order." + +"A prelate, a cardinal?" murmured Mr. Wentworth. +"Do you refer to the Roman Catholic priesthood?" + +"I mean an old ecclesiastic who should have led a very pure, abstinent life. +Now I take it that has been the case with you, sir; one sees it in your face," +Felix proceeded. "You have been very--a very moderate. Don't you think +one always sees that in a man's face?" + +"You see more in a man's face than I should think of looking for," +said Mr. Wentworth coldly. + +The Baroness rattled her fan, and gave her brilliant laugh. +"It is a risk to look so close!" she exclaimed. +"My uncle has some peccadilloes on his conscience." +Mr. Wentworth looked at her, painfully at a loss; and in so +far as the signs of a pure and abstinent life were visible +in his face they were then probably peculiarly manifest. +"You are a beau vieillard, dear uncle," said Madame M; +auunster, smiling with her foreign eyes. + +"I think you are paying me a compliment," said the old man. + +"Surely, I am not the first woman that ever did so!" +cried the Baroness. + +"I think you are," said Mr. Wentworth gravely. And turning to Felix +he added, in the same tone, "Please don't take my likeness. +My children have my daguerreotype. That is quite satisfactory." + +"I won't promise," said Felix, "not to work your head into something!" + +Mr. Wentworth looked at him and then at all the others; +then he got up and slowly walked away. + +"Felix," said Gertrude, in the silence that followed, "I wish you +would paint my portrait." + +Charlotte wondered whether Gertrude was right in wishing this; +and she looked at Mr. Brand as the most legitimate way of ascertaining. +Whatever Gertrude did or said, Charlotte always looked at Mr. Brand. +It was a standing pretext for looking at Mr. Brand--always, +as Charlotte thought, in the interest of Gertrude's welfare. +It is true that she felt a tremulous interest in Gertrude being right; +for Charlotte, in her small, still way, was an heroic sister. + +"We should be glad to have your portrait, Miss Gertrude," +said Mr. Brand. + +"I should be delighted to paint so charming a model," Felix declared. + +"Do you think you are so lovely, my dear?" asked Lizzie Acton, +with her little inoffensive pertness, biting off a knot +in her knitting. + +"It is not because I think I am beautiful," said Gertrude, +looking all round. "I don't think I am beautiful, at all." +She spoke with a sort of conscious deliberateness; and it seemed very +strange to Charlotte to hear her discussing this question so publicly. +"It is because I think it would be amusing to sit and be painted. +I have always thought that." + +"I am sorry you have not had better things to think about, my daughter," +said Mr. Wentworth. + +"You are very beautiful, cousin Gertrude," Felix declared. + +"That 's a compliment," said Gertrude. "I put all the compliments +I receive into a little money-jug that has a slit in the side. +I shake them up and down, and they rattle. There are not many yet-- +only two or three." + +"No, it 's not a compliment," Felix rejoined. "See; I am careful not to give +it the form of a compliment. I did n't think you were beautiful at first. +But you have come to seem so little by little." + +"Take care, now, your jug does n't burst!" exclaimed Lizzie. + +"I think sitting for one's portrait is only one of the various forms +of idleness," said Mr. Wentworth. "Their name is legion." + +"My dear sir," cried Felix, "you can't be said to be idle when you +are making a man work so!" + +"One might be painted while one is asleep," suggested Mr. Brand, +as a contribution to the discussion. + +"Ah, do paint me while I am asleep," said Gertrude to Felix, smiling. +And she closed her eyes a little. It had by this time become a matter +of almost exciting anxiety to Charlotte what Gertrude would say or +would do next. + +She began to sit for her portrait on the following day-- +in the open air, on the north side of the piazza. "I wish +you would tell me what you think of us--how we seem to you," +she said to Felix, as he sat before his easel. + +"You seem to me the best people in the world," said Felix. + +"You say that," Gertrude resumed, "because it saves you the trouble +of saying anything else." + +The young man glanced at her over the top of his canvas. +"What else should I say? It would certainly be a great deal +of trouble to say anything different." + +"Well," said Gertrude, "you have seen people before that you have liked, +have you not?" + +"Indeed I have, thank Heaven!" + +"And they have been very different from us," Gertrude went on. + +"That only proves," said Felix, "that there are a thousand different +ways of being good company." + +"Do you think us good company?" asked Gertrude. + +"Company for a king!" + +Gertrude was silent a moment; and then, "There must be a thousand +different ways of being dreary," she said; "and sometimes I think +we make use of them all." + +Felix stood up quickly, holding up his hand. "If you could only keep +that look on your face for half an hour--while I catch it!" he said. +"It is uncommonly handsome." + +"To look handsome for half an hour--that is a great deal to ask +of me," she answered. + +"It would be the portrait of a young woman who has taken some vow, +some pledge, that she repents of," said Felix, "and who is thinking +it over at leisure." + +"I have taken no vow, no pledge," said Gertrude, very gravely; +"I have nothing to repent of." + +"My dear cousin, that was only a figure of speech. +I am very sure that no one in your excellent family has anything +to repent of." + +"And yet we are always repenting!" Gertrude exclaimed. +"That is what I mean by our being dreary. You know it perfectly well; +you only pretend that you don't." + +Felix gave a quick laugh. "The half hour is going on, +and yet you are handsomer than ever. One must be careful +what one says, you see." + +"To me," said Gertrude, "you can say anything." + +Felix looked at her, as an artist might, and painted for some +time in silence. + +"Yes, you seem to me different from your father and sister-- +from most of the people you have lived with," he observed. + +"To say that one's self," Gertrude went on, "is like saying-- +by implication, at least--that one is better. I am not better; +I am much worse. But they say themselves that I am different. +It makes them unhappy." + +"Since you accuse me of concealing my real impressions, +I may admit that I think the tendency--among you generally-- +is to be made unhappy too easily." + +"I wish you would tell that to my father," said Gertrude. + +"It might make him more unhappy!" Felix exclaimed, laughing. + +"It certainly would. I don't believe you have seen people like that." + +"Ah, my dear cousin, how do you know what I have seen?" Felix demanded. +"How can I tell you?" + +"You might tell me a great many things, if you only would. You have seen +people like yourself--people who are bright and gay and fond of amusement. +We are not fond of amusement." + +"Yes," said Felix, "I confess that rather strikes me. +You don't seem to me to get all the pleasure out of life +that you might. You +don't seem to me to enjoy..... Do you mind my saying this?" he +asked, pausing. + +"Please go on," said the girl, earnestly. + +"You seem to me very well placed for enjoying. You have money +and liberty and what is called in Europe a 'position.' +But you take a painful view of life, as one may say." + +"One ought to think it bright and charming and delightful, +eh?" asked Gertrude. + +"I should say so--if one can. It is true it all depends +upon that," Felix added. + +"You know there is a great deal of misery in the world," +said his model. + +"I have seen a little of it," the young man rejoined. +"But it was all over there--beyond the sea. I don't see any here. +This is a paradise." + +Gertrude said nothing; she sat looking at the dahlias and the +currant-bushes in the garden, while Felix went on with his work. +"To 'enjoy,' " she began at last, "to take life--not painfully, +must one do something wrong?" + +Felix gave his long, light laugh again. "Seriously, I think not. +And for this reason, among others: you strike me as very capable +of enjoying, if the chance were given you, and yet at the same time +as incapable of wrong-doing." + +"I am sure," said Gertrude, "that you are very wrong +in telling a person that she is incapable of that. +We are never nearer to evil than when we believe that." + +"You are handsomer than ever," observed Felix, irrelevantly. + +Gertrude had got used to hearing him say this. +There was not so much excitement in it as at first. +"What ought one to do?" she continued. "To give parties, +to go to the theatre, to read novels, to keep late hours?" + +"I don't think it 's what one does or one does n't +do that promotes enjoyment," her companion answered. +"It is the general way of looking at life." + +"They look at it as a discipline--that 's what they do here. +I have often been told that." + +"Well, that 's very good. But there is another way," added Felix, smiling: +"to look at it as an opportunity." + +"An opportunity--yes," said Gertrude. "One would get more pleasure that way." + +"I don't attempt to say anything better for it than that it +has been my own way--and that is not saying much!" +Felix had laid down his palette and brushes; he was leaning back, +with his arms folded, to judge the effect of his work. +"And you know," he said, "I am a very petty personage." + +"You have a great deal of talent," said Gertrude. + +"No--no," the young man rejoined, in a tone of cheerful impartiality, +"I have not a great deal of talent. It is nothing at all remarkable. +I assure you I should know if it were. I shall always be obscure. +The world will never hear of me." Gertrude looked at him with a +strange feeling. She was thinking of the great world which he knew +and which she did not, and how full of brilliant talents it +must be, since it could afford to make light of his abilities. +"You need n't in general attach much importance to anything I +tell you," he pursued; "but you may believe me when I say this,-- +that I am little better than a good-natured feather-head." + +"A feather-head?" she repeated. + +"I am a species of Bohemian." + +"A Bohemian?" Gertrude had never heard this term before, save as +a geographical denomination; and she quite failed to understand +the figurative meaning which her companion appeared to attach to it. +But it gave her pleasure. + +Felix had pushed back his chair and risen to his feet; +he slowly came toward her, smiling. "I am a sort of adventurer," +he said, looking down at her. + +She got up, meeting his smile. "An adventurer?" she repeated. +"I should like to hear your adventures." + +For an instant she believed that he was going to take her hand; +but he dropped his own hands suddenly into the pockets of his +painting-jacket. "There is no reason why you should n't," he said. +"I have been an adventurer, but my adventures have been very innocent. +They have all been happy ones; I don't think there are any I should n't tell. +They were very pleasant and very pretty; I should like to go over them +in memory. Sit down again, and I will begin," he added in a moment, +with his naturally persuasive smile. + +Gertrude sat down again on that day, and she sat down on +several other days. Felix, while he plied his brush, told her +a great many stories, and she listened with charmed avidity. +Her eyes rested upon his lips; she was very serious; sometimes, +from her air of wondering gravity, he thought she was displeased. +But Felix never believed for more than a single moment in any displeasure +of his own producing. This would have been fatuity if the optimism +it expressed had not been much more a hope than a prejudice. +It is beside the matter to say that he had a good conscience; +for the best conscience is a sort of self-reproach, and this young man's +brilliantly healthy nature spent itself in objective good intentions +which were ignorant of any test save exactness in hitting their mark. +He told Gertrude how he had walked over France and Italy with a painter's +knapsack on his back, paying his way often by knocking off a flattering +portrait of his host or hostess. He told her how he had played +the violin in a little band of musicians--not of high celebrity-- +who traveled through foreign lands giving provincial concerts. +He told her also how he had been a momentary ornament of a troupe +of strolling actors, engaged in the arduous task of interpreting +Shakespeare to French and German, Polish and Hungarian audiences. + +While this periodical recital was going on, Gertrude lived +in a fantastic world; she seemed to herself to be reading +a romance that came out in daily numbers. She had known nothing +so delightful since the perusal of "Nicholas Nickleby." +One afternoon she went to see her cousin, Mrs. Acton, +Robert's mother, who was a great invalid, never leaving the house. +She came back alone, on foot, across the fields--this being +a short way which they often used. Felix had gone to Boston +with her father, who desired to take the young man to call upon +some of his friends, old gentlemen who remembered his mother-- +remembered her, but said nothing about her--and several +of whom, with the gentle ladies their wives, had driven out +from town to pay their respects at the little house among +the apple-trees, in vehicles which reminded the Baroness, +who received her visitors with discriminating civility, +of the large, light, rattling barouche in which she herself had +made her journey to this neighborhood. The afternoon was waning; +in the western sky the great picture of a New England sunset, +painted in crimson and silver, was suspended from the zenith; +and the stony pastures, as Gertrude traversed them, thinking +intently to herself, were covered with a light, clear glow. +At the open gate of one of the fields she saw from the distance +a man's figure; he stood there as if he were waiting +for her, and as she came nearer she recognized Mr. Brand. +She had a feeling as of not having seen him for some time; +she could not have said for how long, for it yet seemed to her +that he had been very lately at the house. + +"May I walk back with you?" he asked. And when she had said +that he might if he wanted, he observed that he had seen her +and recognized her half a mile away. + +"You must have very good eyes," said Gertrude. + +"Yes, I have very good eyes, Miss Gertrude," said Mr. Brand. +She perceived that he meant something; but for a long time past +Mr. Brand had constantly meant something, and she had almost +got used to it. She felt, however, that what he meant had now +a renewed power to disturb her, to perplex and agitate her. +He walked beside her in silence for a moment, and then he added, +"I have had no trouble in seeing that you are beginning to avoid me. +But perhaps," he went on, "one need n't have had very good eyes +to see that." + +"I have not avoided you," said Gertrude, without looking at him. + +"I think you have been unconscious that you were avoiding me," +Mr. Brand replied. "You have not even known that I was there." + +"Well, you are here now, Mr. Brand!" said Gertrude, with a little laugh. +"I know that very well." + +He made no rejoinder. He simply walked beside her slowly, +as they were obliged to walk over the soft grass. +Presently they came to another gate, which was closed. +Mr. Brand laid his hand upon it, but he made no movement +to open it; he stood and looked at his companion. +"You are very much interested--very much absorbed," he said. + +Gertrude glanced at him; she saw that he was pale and that +he looked excited. She had never seen Mr. Brand excited before, +and she felt that the spectacle, if fully carried out, +would be impressive, almost painful. "Absorbed in what?" +she asked. Then she looked away at the illuminated sky. +She felt guilty and uncomfortable, and yet she was vexed +with herself for feeling so. But Mr. Brand, as he stood +there looking at her with his small, kind, persistent eyes, +represented an immense body of half-obliterated obligations, +that were rising again into a certain distinctness. + +"You have new interests, new occupations," he went on. +"I don't know that I can say that you have new duties. +We have always old ones, Gertrude," he added. + +"Please open the gate, Mr. Brand," she said; and she felt as if, +in saying so, she were cowardly and petulant. But he opened the gate, +and allowed her to pass; then he closed it behind himself. +Before she had time to turn away he put out his hand and held her +an instant by the wrist. + +"I want to say something to you," he said. + +"I know what you want to say," she answered. And she was on +the point of adding, "And I know just how you will say it;" +but these words she kept back. + +"I love you, Gertrude," he said. "I love you very much; +I love you more than ever." + +He said the words just as she had known he would; +she had heard them before. They had no charm for her; +she had said to herself before that it was very strange. +It was supposed to be delightful for a woman to listen +to such words; but these seemed to her flat and mechanical. +"I wish you would forget that," she declared. + +"How can I--why should I?" he asked. + +"I have made you no promise--given you no pledge," she said, +looking at him, with her voice trembling a little. + +"You have let me feel that I have an influence over you. +You have opened your mind to me." + +"I never opened my mind to you, Mr. Brand!" Gertrude cried, +with some vehemence. + +"Then you were not so frank as I thought--as we all thought." + +"I don't see what any one else had to do with it!" cried the girl. + +"I mean your father and your sister. You know it makes them +happy to think you will listen to me." + +She gave a little laugh. "It does n't make them happy," she said. +"Nothing makes them happy. No one is happy here." + +"I think your cousin is very happy--Mr. Young," rejoined Mr. Brand, +in a soft, almost timid tone. + +"So much the better for him!" And Gertrude gave her little laugh again. + +The young man looked at her a moment. "You are very much changed," he said. + +"I am glad to hear it," Gertrude declared. + +"I am not. I have known you a long time, and I have loved +you as you were." + +"I am much obliged to you," said Gertrude. "I must be going home. " + +He on his side, gave a little laugh. + +"You certainly do avoid me--you see!" + +"Avoid me, then," said the girl. + +He looked at her again; and then, very gently, "No I will not avoid you," +he replied; "but I will leave you, for the present, to yourself. I think +you will remember--after a while--some of the things you have forgotten. +I think you will come back to me; I have great faith in that." + +This time his voice was very touching; there was a strong, +reproachful force in what he said, and Gertrude could +answer nothing. He turned away and stood there, leaning his +elbows on the gate and looking at the beautiful sunset. +Gertrude left him and took her way home again; but when she reached +the middle of the next field she suddenly burst into tears. +Her tears seemed to her to have been a long time gathering, +and for some moments it was a kind of glee to shed them. +But they presently passed away. There was something a little +hard about Gertrude; and she never wept again. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +Going of an afternoon to call upon his niece, Mr. Wentworth more +than once found Robert Acton sitting in her little drawing-room. +This was in no degree, to Mr. Wentworth, a perturbing fact, +for he had no sense of competing with his young kinsman for +Eugenia's good graces. Madame Munster's uncle had the highest +opinion of Robert Acton, who, indeed, in the family at large, +was the object of a great deal of undemonstrative appreciation. +They were all proud of him, in so far as the charge of being +proud may be brought against people who were, habitually, +distinctly guiltless of the misdemeanor known as "taking credit." +They never boasted of Robert Acton, nor indulged in vainglorious +reference to him; they never quoted the clever things +he had said, nor mentioned the generous things he had done. +But a sort of frigidly-tender faith in his unlimited goodness +was a part of their personal sense of right; and there can, +perhaps, be no better proof of the high esteem in which he was +held than the fact that no explicit judgment was ever passed +upon his actions. He was no more praised than he was blamed; +but he was tacitly felt to be an ornament to his circle. +He was the man of the world of the family. He had been to China +and brought home a collection of curiosities; he had made a fortune-- +or rather he had quintupled a fortune already considerable; +he was distinguished by that combination of celibacy, +"property," and good humor which appeals to even the most +subdued imaginations; and it was taken for granted that he would +presently place these advantages at the disposal of some +well-regulated young woman of his own "set." Mr. Wentworth was +not a man to admit to himself that--his paternal duties apart-- +he liked any individual much better than all other individuals; +but he thought Robert Acton extremely judicious; and this was +perhaps as near an approach as he was capable of to the eagerness +of preference, which his temperament repudiated as it would +have disengaged itself from something slightly unchaste. +Acton was, in fact, very judicious--and something more beside; +and indeed it must be claimed for Mr. Wentworth that in the more +illicit parts of his preference there hovered the vague +adumbration of a belief that his cousin's final merit was +a certain enviable capacity for whistling, rather gallantly, +at the sanctions of mere judgment--for showing a larger courage, +a finer quality of pluck, than common occasion demanded. +Mr. Wentworth would never have risked the intimation that Acton +was made, in the smallest degree, of the stuff of a hero; +but this is small blame to him, for Robert would certainly +never have risked it himself. Acton certainly exercised great +discretion in all things--beginning with his estimate of himself. +He knew that he was by no means so much of a man of the world +as he was supposed to be in local circles; but it must be added +that he knew also that his natural shrewdness had a reach +of which he had never quite given local circles the measure. +He was addicted to taking the humorous view of things, +and he had discovered that even in the narrowest circles +such a disposition may find frequent opportunities. +Such opportunities had formed for some time--that is, since his +return from China, a year and a half before--the most active +element in this gentleman's life, which had just now a rather +indolent air. He was perfectly willing to get married. +He was very fond of books, and he had a handsome library; +that is, his books were much more numerous than Mr. Wentworth's. +He was also very fond of pictures; but it must be confessed, +in the fierce light of contemporary criticism, that his walls +were adorned with several rather abortive masterpieces. He had got +his learning--and there was more of it than commonly appeared-- +at Harvard College; and he took a pleasure in old associations, +which made it a part of his daily contentment to live so near +this institution that he often passed it in driving to Boston. +He was extremely interested in the Baroness Munster. + +She was very frank with him; or at least she intended to be. +"I am sure you find it very strange that I should have settled +down in this out-of-the-way part of the world!" she said +to him three or four weeks after she had installed herself. +"I am certain you are wondering about my motives. They are +very pure." The Baroness by this time was an old inhabitant; +the best society in Boston had called upon her, and Clifford +Wentworth had taken her several times to drive in his buggy. + +Robert Acton was seated near her, playing with a fan; there were always +several fans lying about her drawing-room, with long ribbons of different +colors attached to them, and Acton was always playing with one. +"No, I don't find it at all strange," he said slowly, smiling. +"That a clever woman should turn up in Boston, or its suburbs--that does +not require so much explanation. Boston is a very nice place." + +"If you wish to make me contradict you," said the Baroness, +"vous vous y prenez mal. In certain moods there is nothing +I am not capable of agreeing to. Boston is a paradise, +and we are in the suburbs of Paradise." + +"Just now I am not at all in the suburbs; I am in the place itself," +rejoined Acton, who was lounging a little in his chair. +He was, however, not always lounging; and when he was he was +not quite so relaxed as he pretended. To a certain extent, +he sought refuge from shyness in this appearance of relaxation; +and like many persons in the same circumstances he somewhat +exaggerated the appearance. Beyond this, the air of being +much at his ease was a cover for vigilant observation. +He was more than interested in this clever woman, who, whatever he +might say, was clever not at all after the Boston fashion; +she plunged him into a kind of excitement, held him in +vague suspense. He was obliged to admit to himself that he had +never yet seen a woman just like this--not even in China. +He was ashamed, for inscrutable reasons, of the vivacity of +his emotion, and he carried it off, superficially, by taking, +still superficially, the humorous view of Madame Munster. +It was not at all true that he thought it very natural +of her to have made this pious pilgrimage. It might have +been said of him in advance that he was too good a Bostonian +to regard in the light of an eccentricity the desire of even +the remotest alien to visit the New England metropolis. +This was an impulse for which, surely, no apology was needed; +and Madame Munster was the fortunate possessor of several New +England cousins. In fact, however, Madame Munster struck +him as out of keeping with her little circle; she was at +the best a very agreeable, a gracefully mystifying anomaly. +He knew very well that it would not do to address these reflections +too crudely to Mr. Wentworth; he would never have remarked to +the old gentleman that he wondered what the Baroness was up to. +And indeed he had no great desire to share his vague mistrust +with any one. There was a personal pleasure in it; the greatest +pleasure he had known at least since he had come from China. +He would keep the Baroness, for better or worse, to himself; +he had a feeling that he deserved to enjoy a monopoly of her, +for he was certainly the person who had most adequately gauged +her capacity for social intercourse. Before long it became +apparent to him that the Baroness was disposed to lay no tax +upon such a monopoly. + +One day (he was sitting there again and playing with a fan) +she asked him to apologize, should the occasion present itself, +to certain people in Boston for her not having returned their calls. +"There are half a dozen places," she said; "a formidable list. +Charlotte Wentworth has written it out for me, in a terrifically +distinct hand. There is no ambiguity on the subject; +I know perfectly where I must go. Mr. Wentworth informs me that +the carriage is always at my disposal, and Charlotte offers to go +with me, in a pair of tight gloves and a very stiff petticoat. +And yet for three days I have been putting it off. +They must think me horribly vicious." + +"You ask me to apologize," said Acton, "but you don't tell me +what excuse I can offer." + +"That is more," the Baroness declared, "than I am held to. It would +be like my asking you to buy me a bouquet and giving you the money. +I have no reason except that--somehow--it 's too violent an effort. +It is not inspiring. Would n't that serve as an excuse, in Boston? +I am told they are very sincere; they don't tell fibs. +And then Felix ought to go with me, and he is never in readiness. +I don't see him. He is always roaming about the fields and sketching +old barns, or taking ten-mile walks, or painting some one's portrait, +or rowing on the pond, or flirting with Gertrude Wentworth." + +"I should think it would amuse you to go and see a few people," +said Acton. "You are having a very quiet time of it here. +It 's a dull life for you." + +"Ah, the quiet,--the quiet!" the Baroness exclaimed. "That 's what I like. +It 's rest. That 's what I came here for. Amusement? I have had amusement. +And as for seeing people--I have already seen a great many in my life. +If it did n't sound ungracious I should say that I wish very humbly your +people here would leave me alone!" + +Acton looked at her a moment, and she looked at him. +She was a woman who took being looked at remarkably well. +"So you have come here for rest?" he asked. + +"So I may say. I came for many of those reasons that are +no reasons--don't you know?--and yet that are really the best: +to come away, to change, to break with everything. +When once one comes away one must arrive somewhere, and I +asked myself why I should n't arrive here." + +"You certainly had time on the way!" said Acton, laughing. + +Madame Munster looked at him again; and then, smiling: +"And I have certainly had time, since I got here, to ask myself +why I came. However, I never ask myself idle questions. +Here I am, and it seems to me you ought only to thank me." + +"When you go away you will see the difficulties I shall put in your path." + +"You mean to put difficulties in my path?" she asked, +rearranging the rosebud in her corsage. + +"The greatest of all--that of having been so agreeable"-- + +"That I shall be unable to depart? Don't be too sure. +I have left some very agreeable people over there." + +"Ah," said Acton, "but it was to come here, where I am!" + +"I did n't know of your existence. Excuse me for saying anything +so rude; but, honestly speaking, I did not. No," the Baroness pursued, +"it was precisely not to see you--such people as you--that I came." + +"Such people as me?" cried Acton. + +"I had a sort of longing to come into those natural relations which I knew I +should find here. Over there I had only, as I may say, artificial relations. +Don't you see the difference?" + +"The difference tells against me," said Acton. "I suppose I +am an artificial relation." + +"Conventional," declared the Baroness; "very conventional." + +"Well, there is one way in which the relation of a lady and a gentleman +may always become natural," said Acton. + +"You mean by their becoming lovers? That may be natural or not. +And at any rate," rejoined Eugenia, "nous n'en sommes pas la!" + +They were not, as yet; but a little later, when she began to go +with him to drive, it might almost have seemed that they were. +He came for her several times, alone, in his high "wagon," drawn +by a pair of charming light-limbed horses. It was different, +her having gone with Clifford Wentworth, who was her cousin, +and so much younger. It was not to be imagined that she should +have a flirtation with Clifford, who was a mere shame-faced boy, +and whom a large section of Boston society supposed to be "engaged" +to Lizzie Acton. Not, indeed, that it was to be conceived that +the Baroness was a possible party to any flirtation whatever; +for she was undoubtedly a married lady. It was generally known +that her matrimonial condition was of the "morganatic" order; +but in its natural aversion to suppose that this meant anything +less than absolute wedlock, the conscience of the community took +refuge in the belief that it implied something even more. + +Acton wished her to think highly of American scenery, and he drove +her to great distances, picking out the prettiest roads and +the largest points of view. If we are good when we are contented, +Eugenia's virtues should now certainly have been uppermost; +for she found a charm in the rapid movement through a wild country, +and in a companion who from time to time made the vehicle dip, +with a motion like a swallow's flight, over roads of primitive +construction, and who, as she felt, would do a great many things +that she might ask him. Sometimes, for a couple of hours together, +there were almost no houses; there were nothing but woods and rivers +and lakes and horizons adorned with bright-looking mountains. +It seemed to the Baroness very wild, as I have said, and lovely; +but the impression added something to that sense of the enlargement +of opportunity which had been born of her arrival in the New World. + +One day--it was late in the afternoon--Acton pulled up his horses +on the crest of a hill which commanded a beautiful prospect. +He let them stand a long time to rest, while he sat there +and talked with Madame M; auunster. The prospect was +beautiful in spite of there being nothing human within sight. +There was a wilderness of woods, and the gleam of a distant river, +and a glimpse of half the hill-tops in Massachusetts. +The road had a wide, grassy margin, on the further side of which +there flowed a deep, clear brook; there were wild flowers in +the grass, and beside the brook lay the trunk of a fallen tree. +Acton waited a while; at last a rustic wayfarer came trudging +along the road. Acton asked him to hold the horses-- +a service he consented to render, as a friendly turn to a +fellow-citizen. Then he invited the Baroness to descend, +and the two wandered away, across the grass, and sat down on +the log beside the brook. + +"I imagine it does n't remind you of Silberstadt," said Acton. +It was the first time that he had mentioned Silberstadt to her, +for particular reasons. He knew she had a husband there, +and this was disagreeable to him; and, furthermore, it had been +repeated to him that this husband wished to put her away--a state +of affairs to which even indirect reference was to be deprecated. +It was true, nevertheless, that the Baroness herself had often +alluded to Silberstadt; and Acton had often wondered why her husband +wished to get rid of her. It was a curious position for a lady-- +this being known as a repudiated wife; and it is worthy of observation +that the Baroness carried it off with exceeding grace and dignity. +She had made it felt, from the first, that there were two sides +to the question, and that her own side, when she should choose +to present it, would be replete with touching interest. + +"It does not remind me of the town, of course," she said, +"of the sculptured gables and the Gothic churches, of the +wonderful Schloss, with its moat and its clustering towers. +But it has a little look of some other parts of the principality. +One might fancy one's self among those grand old German forests, +those legendary mountains; the sort of country one sees from +the windows at Shreckenstein." + +"What is Shreckenstein?" asked Acton. + +"It is a great castle,--the summer residence of the Reigning Prince." + +"Have you ever lived there?" + +"I have stayed there," said the Baroness. Acton was silent; +he looked a while at the uncastled landscape before him. +"It is the first time you have ever asked me about Silberstadt," +she said. "I should think you would want to know about my marriage; +it must seem to you very strange." + +Acton looked at her a moment. "Now you would n't like me to say that!" + +"You Americans have such odd ways!" the Baroness declared. +"You never ask anything outright; there seem to be so many +things you can't talk about." + +"We Americans are very polite," said Acton, whose national +consciousness had been complicated by a residence in +foreign lands, and who yet disliked to hear Americans abused. +"We don't like to tread upon people's toes," he said. +"But I should like very much to hear about your marriage. +Now tell me how it came about." + +"The Prince fell in love with me," replied the Baroness simply. +"He pressed his suit very hard. At first he did n't wish me to marry him; +on the contrary. But on that basis I refused to listen to him. +So he offered me marriage--in so far as he might. I was young, +and I confess I was rather flattered. But if it were to be done +again now, I certainly should not accept him." + +"How long ago was this?" asked Acton. + +"Oh--several years," said Eugenia. "You should never ask +a woman for dates." + +"Why, I should think that when a woman was relating history".... +Acton answered. "And now he wants to break it off?" + +"They want him to make a political marriage. It is his brother's idea. +His brother is very clever." + +"They must be a precious pair!" cried Robert Acton. + +The Baroness gave a little philosophic shrug. "Que voulez-vous? +They are princes. They think they are treating me very well. +Silberstadt is a perfectly despotic little state, and the Reigning +Prince may annul the marriage by a stroke of his pen. +But he has promised me, nevertheless, not to do so without +my formal consent." + +"And this you have refused?" + +"Hitherto. It is an indignity, and I have wished at least to make it +difficult for them. But I have a little document in my writing-desk +which I have only to sign and send back to the Prince." + +"Then it will be all over?" + +The Baroness lifted her hand, and dropped it again. +"Of course I shall keep my title; at least, I shall be at +liberty to keep it if I choose. And I suppose I shall keep it. +One must have a name. And I shall keep my pension. +It is very small--it is wretchedly small; but it is what +I live on." + +"And you have only to sign that paper?" Acton asked. + +The Baroness looked at him a moment. "Do you urge it?" + +He got up slowly, and stood with his hands in his pockets. +"What do you gain by not doing it?" + +"I am supposed to gain this advantage--that if I delay, or temporize, +the Prince may come back to me, may make a stand against his brother. +He is very fond of me, and his brother has pushed him only little by little." + +"If he were to come back to you," said Acton, "would you-- +would you take him back?" + +The Baroness met his eyes; she colored just a little. Then she rose. +"I should have the satisfaction of saying, 'Now it is my turn. +I break with your serene highness!' " + +They began to walk toward the carriage. "Well," said Robert Acton, +"it 's a curious story! How did you make his acquaintance?" + +"I was staying with an old lady--an old Countess--in Dresden. +She had been a friend of my father's. My father was dead; +I was very much alone. My brother was wandering about the world +in a theatrical troupe." + +"Your brother ought to have stayed with you," Acton observed, +"and kept you from putting your trust in princes." + +The Baroness was silent a moment, and then, "He did what he could," +she said. "He sent me money. The old Countess encouraged +the Prince; she was even pressing. It seems to me," +Madame Munster added, gently, "that--under the circumstances-- +I behaved very well." + +Acton glanced at her, and made the observation--he had made it before-- +that a woman looks the prettier for having unfolded her wrongs or +her sufferings. "Well," he reflected, audibly, "I should like to see +you send his serene highness--somewhere!" + +Madame Munster stooped and plucked a daisy from the grass. +"And not sign my renunciation?" + +"Well, I don't know--I don't know," said Acton. + +"In one case I should have my revenge; in another case I +should have my liberty." + +Acton gave a little laugh as he helped her into the carriage. +"At any rate," he said, "take good care of that paper." + +A couple of days afterward he asked her to come and see his house. +The visit had already been proposed, but it had been put off in +consequence of his mother's illness. She was a constant invalid, +and she had passed these recent years, very patiently, in a great +flowered arm-chair at her bedroom window. Lately, for some days, +she had been unable to see any one; but now she was better, +and she sent the Baroness a very civil message. Acton had wished +their visitor to come to dinner; but Madame M; auunster preferred +to begin with a simple call. She had reflected that if she should +go to dinner Mr. Wentworth and his daughters would also be asked, +and it had seemed to her that the peculiar character of the occasion +would be best preserved in a tete-a-tete with her host. +Why the occasion should have a peculiar character she explained to no one. +As far as any one could see, it was simply very pleasant. +Acton came for her and drove her to his door, an operation which was +rapidly performed. His house the Baroness mentally pronounced a very +good one; more articulately, she declared that it was enchanting. +It was large and square and painted brown; it stood in a well-kept +shrubbery, and was approached, from the gate, by a short drive. +It was, moreover, a much more modern dwelling than Mr. Wentworth's, +and was more redundantly upholstered and expensively ornamented. +The Baroness perceived that her entertainer had analyzed material +comfort to a sufficiently fine point. And then he possessed the most +delightful chinoiseries--trophies of his sojourn in the Celestial Empire: +pagodas of ebony and cabinets of ivory; sculptured monsters, +grinning and leering on chimney-pieces, in front of beautifully +figured hand-screens; porcelain dinner-sets, gleaming behind +the glass doors of mahogany buffets; large screens, in corners, +covered with tense silk and embroidered with mandarins and dragons. +These things were scattered all over the house, and they +gave Eugenia a pretext for a complete domiciliary visit. +She liked it, she enjoyed it; she thought it a very nice place. +It had a mixture of the homely and the liberal, and though it +was almost a museum, the large, little-used rooms were as fresh +and clean as a well-kept dairy. Lizzie Acton told her that she dusted +all the pagodas and other curiosities every day with her own hands; +and the Baroness answered that she was evidently a household fairy. +Lizzie had not at all the look of a young lady who dusted things; +she wore such pretty dresses and had such delicate fingers +that it was difficult to imagine her immersed in sordid cares. +She came to meet Madame M; auunster on her arrival, but she +said nothing, or almost nothing, and the Baroness again reflected-- +she had had occasion to do so before--that American girls had no manners. +She disliked this little American girl, and she was quite prepared +to learn that she had failed to commend herself to Miss Acton. +Lizzie struck her as positive and explicit almost to pertness; +and the idea of her combining the apparent incongruities of a taste +for housework and the wearing of fresh, Parisian-looking dresses +suggested the possession of a dangerous energy. It was a source +of irritation to the Baroness that in this country it should seem +to matter whether a little girl were a trifle less or a trifle +more of a nonentity; for Eugenia had hitherto been conscious of no +moral pressure as regards the appreciation of diminutive virgins. +It was perhaps an indication of Lizzie's pertness that she +very soon retired and left the Baroness on her brother's hands. +Acton talked a great deal about his chinoiseries; he knew a good +deal about porcelain and bric-a-brac. The Baroness, in her progress +through the house, made, as it were, a great many stations. +She sat down everywhere, confessed to being a little tired, and asked about +the various objects with a curious mixture of alertness and inattention. +If there had been any one to say it to she would have declared that +she was positively in love with her host; but she could hardly make +this declaration--even in the strictest confidence--to Acton himself. +It gave her, nevertheless, a pleasure that had some of the charm of +unwontedness to feel, with that admirable keenness with which she was +capable of feeling things, that he had a disposition without any edges; +that even his humorous irony always expanded toward the point. +One's impression of his honesty was almost like carrying a bunch +of flowers; the perfume was most agreeable, but they were occasionally +an inconvenience. One could trust him, at any rate, round all +the corners of the world; and, withal, he was not absolutely simple, +which would have been excess; he was only relatively simple, +which was quite enough for the Baroness. + +Lizzie reappeared to say that her mother would now be happy to receive +Madame Munster; and the Baroness followed her to Mrs. Acton's apartment. +Eugenia reflected, as she went, that it was not the affectation +of impertinence that made her dislike this young lady, for on +that ground she could easily have beaten her. It was not an +aspiration on the girl's part to rivalry, but a kind of laughing, +childishly-mocking indifference to the results of comparison. +Mrs. Acton was an emaciated, sweet-faced woman of five and fifty, +sitting with pillows behind her, and looking out on a clump +of hemlocks. She was very modest, very timid, and very ill; +she made Eugenia feel grateful that she herself was not like that-- +neither so ill, nor, possibly, so modest. On a chair, beside her, +lay a volume of Emerson's Essays. It was a great occasion for poor +Mrs. Acton, in her helpless condition, to be confronted with a clever +foreign lady, who had more manner than any lady--any dozen ladies-- +that she had ever seen. + +"I have heard a great deal about you," she said, softly, to the Baroness. + +"From your son, eh?" Eugenia asked. "He has talked to me immensely +of you. Oh, he talks of you as you would like," the Baroness declared; +"as such a son must talk of such a mother!" + +Mrs. Acton sat gazing; this was part of Madame Munster's "manner." +But Robert Acton was gazing too, in vivid consciousness that +he had barely mentioned his mother to their brilliant guest. +He never talked of this still maternal presence,--a presence +refined to such delicacy that it had almost resolved itself, +with him, simply into the subjective emotion of gratitude. +And Acton rarely talked of his emotions. The Baroness turned +her smile toward him, and she instantly felt that she had +been observed to be fibbing. She had struck a false note. +But who were these people to whom such fibbing was not pleasing? +If they were annoyed, the Baroness was equally so; and after the +exchange of a few civil inquiries and low-voiced responses she took +leave of Mrs. Acton. She begged Robert not to come home with her; +she would get into the carriage alone; she preferred that. +This was imperious, and she thought he looked disappointed. +While she stood before the door with him--the carriage was +turning in the gravel-walk--this thought restored her serenity. + +When she had given him her hand in farewell she looked at him a moment. +"I have almost decided to dispatch that paper," she said. + +He knew that she alluded to the document that she had called her renunciation; +and he assisted her into the carriage without saying anything. +But just before the vehicle began to move he said, "Well, when you +have in fact dispatched it, I hope you will let me know!" + + + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Felix young finished Gertrude's portrait, and he afterwards transferred +to canvas the features of many members of that circle of which it +may be said that he had become for the time the pivot and the centre. +I am afraid it must be confessed that he was a decidedly +flattering painter, and that he imparted to his models a romantic +grace which seemed easily and cheaply acquired by the payment of a +hundred dollars to a young man who made "sitting" so entertaining. +For Felix was paid for his pictures, making, as he did, no secret +of the fact that in guiding his steps to the Western world affectionate +curiosity had gone hand in hand with a desire to better his condition. +He took his uncle's portrait quite as if Mr. Wentworth had never +averted himself from the experiment; and as he compassed his end +only by the exercise of gentle violence, it is but fair to add +that he allowed the old man to give him nothing but his time. +He passed his arm into Mr. Wentworth's one summer morning-- +very few arms indeed had ever passed into Mr. Wentworth's--and led +him across the garden and along the road into the studio which he had +extemporized in the little house among the apple-trees. The grave +gentleman felt himself more and more fascinated by his clever nephew, +whose fresh, demonstrative youth seemed a compendium of experiences +so strangely numerous. It appeared to him that Felix must know +a great deal; he would like to learn what he thought about some +of those things as regards which his own conversation had always +been formal, but his knowledge vague. Felix had a confident, +gayly trenchant way of judging human actions which Mr. Wentworth +grew little by little to envy; it seemed like criticism made easy. +Forming an opinion--say on a person's conduct--was, with Mr. Wentworth, +a good deal like fumbling in a lock with a key chosen at hazard. +He seemed to himself to go about the world with a big bunch +of these ineffectual instruments at his girdle. His nephew, +on the other hand, with a single turn of the wrist, opened any +door as adroitly as a horse-thief. He felt obliged to keep up +the convention that an uncle is always wiser than a nephew, +even if he could keep it up no otherwise than by listening +in serious silence to Felix's quick, light, constant discourse. +But there came a day when he lapsed from consistency and almost +asked his nephew's advice. + +"Have you ever entertained the idea of settling in the United States?" +he asked one morning, while Felix brilliantly plied his brush. + +"My dear uncle," said Felix, "excuse me if your question makes me +smile a little. To begin with, I have never entertained an idea. +Ideas often entertain me; but I am afraid I have never seriously +made a plan. I know what you are going to say; or rather, +I know what you think, for I don't think you will say it-- +that this is very frivolous and loose-minded on my part. +So it is; but I am made like that; I take things as they come, +and somehow there is always some new thing to follow the last. +In the second place, I should never propose to settle. +I can't settle, my dear uncle; I 'm not a settler. +I know that is what strangers are supposed to do here; +they always settle. But I have n't--to answer your question-- +entertained that idea." + +"You intend to return to Europe and resume your irregular manner of life?" +Mr. Wentworth inquired. + +"I can't say I intend. But it 's very likely I shall go back to Europe. +After all, I am a European. I feel that, you know. It will depend a good +deal upon my sister. She 's even more of a European than I; here, you know, +she 's a picture out of her setting. And as for 'resuming,' dear uncle, +I really have never given up my irregular manner of life. What, for me, +could be more irregular than this?" + +"Than what?" asked Mr. Wentworth, with his pale gravity. + +"Well, than everything! Living in the midst of you, this way; this charming, +quiet, serious family life; fraternizing with Charlotte and Gertrude; +calling upon twenty young ladies and going out to walk with them; +sitting with you in the evening on the piazza and listening to the crickets, +and going to bed at ten o'clock." + +"Your description is very animated," said Mr. Wentworth; +"but I see nothing improper in what you describe." + +"Neither do I, dear uncle. It is extremely delightful; +I should n't like it if it were improper. I assure you I +don't like improper things; though I dare say you think I do," +Felix went on, painting away. + +"I have never accused you of that." + +"Pray don't," said Felix, "because, you see, at bottom I am +a terrible Philistine." + +"A Philistine?" repeated Mr. Wentworth. + +"I mean, as one may say, a plain, God-fearing man." +Mr. Wentworth looked at him reservedly, like a mystified sage, +and Felix continued, "I trust I shall enjoy a venerable and +venerated old age. I mean to live long. I can hardly call +that a plan, perhaps; but it 's a keen desire--a rosy vision. +I shall be a lively, perhaps even a frivolous old man!" + +"It is natural," said his uncle, sententiously, "that one +should desire to prolong an agreeable life. We have perhaps +a selfish indisposition to bring our pleasure to a close. +But I presume," he added, "that you expect to marry." + +"That too, dear uncle, is a hope, a desire, a vision," said Felix. +It occurred to him for an instant that this was possibly a preface +to the offer of the hand of one of Mr. Wentworth's admirable daughters. +But in the name of decent modesty and a proper sense of +the hard realities of this world, Felix banished the thought. +His uncle was the incarnation of benevolence, certainly; but from +that to accepting--much more postulating--the idea of a union between +a young lady with a dowry presumptively brilliant and a penniless +artist with no prospect of fame, there was a very long way. +Felix had lately become conscious of a luxurious preference for +the society--if possible unshared with others--of Gertrude Wentworth; +but he had relegated this young lady, for the moment, to the coldly +brilliant category of unattainable possessions. She was not the first +woman for whom he had entertained an unpractical admiration. +He had been in love with duchesses and countesses, and he had made, +once or twice, a perilously near approach to cynicism in declaring +that the disinterestedness of women had been overrated. +On the whole, he had tempered audacity with modesty; and it +is but fair to him now to say explicitly that he would have been +incapable of taking advantage of his present large allowance of +familiarity to make love to the younger of his handsome cousins. +Felix had grown up among traditions in the light of which such +a proceeding looked like a grievous breach of hospitality. +I have said that he was always happy, and it may be counted among +the present sources of his happiness that he had as regards this +matter of his relations with Gertrude a deliciously good conscience. +His own deportment seemed to him suffused with the beauty of virtue-- +a form of beauty that he admired with the same vivacity with which +he admired all other forms. + +"I think that if you marry," said Mr. Wentworth presently, +"it will conduce to your happiness." + +"Sicurissimo!" Felix exclaimed; and then, arresting his brush, he looked at +his uncle with a smile. "There is something I feel tempted to say to you. +May I risk it?" + +Mr. Wentworth drew himself up a little. "I am very safe; +I don't repeat things." But he hoped Felix would not +risk too much. + +Felix was laughing at his answer. + +"It 's odd to hear you telling me how to be happy. I don't think +you know yourself, dear uncle. Now, does that sound brutal?" + +The old man was silent a moment, and then, with a dry dignity +that suddenly touched his nephew: "We may sometimes point +out a road we are unable to follow." + +"Ah, don't tell me you have had any sorrows," Felix rejoined. +"I did n't suppose it, and I did n't mean to allude to them. +I simply meant that you all don't amuse yourselves." + +"Amuse ourselves? We are not children." + +"Precisely not! You have reached the proper age. +I was saying that the other day to Gertrude," Felix added. +"I hope it was not indiscreet." + +"If it was," said Mr. Wentworth, with a keener irony than Felix would +have thought him capable of, "it was but your way of amusing yourself. +I am afraid you have never had a trouble." + +"Oh, yes, I have!" Felix declared, with some spirit; "before I knew better. +But you don't catch me at it again." + +Mr. Wentworth maintained for a while a silence more expressive +than a deep-drawn sigh. "You have no children," he said at last. + +"Don't tell me," Felix exclaimed, "that your charming young people +are a source of grief to you!" + +"I don't speak of Charlotte." And then, after a pause, +Mr. Wentworth continued, "I don't speak of Gertrude. +But I feel considerable anxiety about Clifford. +I will tell you another time." + +The next time he gave Felix a sitting his nephew reminded him that he had +taken him into his confidence. "How is Clifford to-day?" Felix asked. +"He has always seemed to me a young man of remarkable discretion. +Indeed, he is only too discreet; he seems on his guard against me-- +as if he thought me rather light company. The other day he told his sister-- +Gertrude repeated it to me--that I was always laughing at him. If I laugh +it is simply from the impulse to try and inspire him with confidence. +That is the only way I have." + +"Clifford's situation is no laughing matter," said Mr. Wentworth. +"It is very peculiar, as I suppose you have guessed." + +"Ah, you mean his love affair with his cousin?" + +Mr. Wentworth stared, blushing a little. "I mean his absence from college. +He has been suspended. We have decided not to speak of it unless +we are asked." + +"Suspended?" Felix repeated. + +"He has been requested by the Harvard authorities to absent +himself for six months. Meanwhile he is studying with Mr. Brand. +We think Mr. Brand will help him; at least we hope so." + +"What befell him at college?" Felix asked. "He was too fond of pleasure? +Mr. Brand certainly will not teach him any of those secrets!" + +"He was too fond of something of which he should not have been fond. +I suppose it is considered a pleasure." + +Felix gave his light laugh. "My dear uncle, is there any doubt about +its being a pleasure? C'est de son age, as they say in France." + +"I should have said rather it was a vice of later life-- +of disappointed old age." + +Felix glanced at his uncle, with his lifted eyebrows, and then, +"Of what are you speaking?" he demanded, smiling. + +"Of the situation in which Clifford was found." + +"Ah, he was found--he was caught?" + +"Necessarily, he was caught. He could n't walk; he staggered." + +"Oh," said Felix, "he drinks! I rather suspected that, +from something I observed the first day I came here. +I quite agree with you that it is a low taste. It 's not a vice +for a gentleman. He ought to give it up." + +"We hope for a good deal from Mr. Brand's influence," +Mr. Wentworth went on. "He has talked to him from the first. +And he never touches anything himself." + +"I will talk to him--I will talk to him!" Felix declared, gayly. + +"What will you say to him?" asked his uncle, with some apprehension. + +Felix for some moments answered nothing. "Do you mean to marry +him to his cousin?" he asked at last. + +"Marry him?" echoed Mr. Wentworth. "I should n't think his cousin +would want to marry him." + +"You have no understanding, then, with Mrs. Acton?" + +Mr. Wentworth stared, almost blankly. "I have never discussed +such subjects with her." + +"I should think it might be time," said Felix. "Lizzie Acton +is admirably pretty, and if Clifford is dangerous...." + +"They are not engaged," said Mr. Wentworth. "I have no reason +to suppose they are engaged." + +"Par exemple!" cried Felix. "A clandestine engagement? +Trust me, Clifford, as I say, is a charming boy. +He is incapable of that. Lizzie Acton, then, would not be +jealous of another woman." + +"I certainly hope not," said the old man, with a vague sense +of jealousy being an even lower vice than a love of liquor. + +"The best thing for Clifford, then," Felix propounded, +"is to become interested in some clever, charming woman." +And he paused in his painting, and, with his elbows on +his knees, looked with bright communicativeness at his uncle. +"You see, I believe greatly in the influence of women. +Living with women helps to make a man a gentleman. +It is very true Clifford has his sisters, who are so charming. +But there should be a different sentiment in play from +the fraternal, you know. He has Lizzie Acton; but she, perhaps, +is rather immature." + +"I suspect Lizzie has talked to him, reasoned with him," +said Mr. Wentworth. + +"On the impropriety of getting tipsy--on the beauty of temperance? +That is dreary work for a pretty young girl. No," Felix continued; +"Clifford ought to frequent some agreeable woman, who, +without ever mentioning such unsavory subjects, would give +him a sense of its being very ridiculous to be fuddled. +If he could fall in love with her a little, so much the better. +The thing would operate as a cure." + +"Well, now, what lady should you suggest?" asked Mr. Wentworth. + +"There is a clever woman under your hand. My sister." + +"Your sister--under my hand?" Mr. Wentworth repeated. + +"Say a word to Clifford. Tell him to be bold. He is well +disposed already; he has invited her two or three times to drive. +But I don't think he comes to see her. Give him a hint to come-- +to come often. He will sit there of an afternoon, and they will talk. +It will do him good. " + +Mr. Wentworth meditated. "You think she will exercise a helpful influence?" + +"She will exercise a civilizing--I may call it a sobering--influence. +A charming, clever, witty woman always does--especially if she is a little +of a coquette. My dear uncle, the society of such women has been half +my education. If Clifford is suspended, as you say, from college, +let Eugenia be his preceptress." + +Mr. Wentworth continued thoughtful. "You think Eugenia is +a coquette?" he asked. + +"What pretty woman is not?" Felix demanded in turn. +But this, for Mr. Wentworth, could at the best have been no answer, +for he did not think his niece pretty. "With Clifford," +the young man pursued, "Eugenia will simply be enough of a +coquette to be a little ironical. That 's what he needs. +So you recommend him to be nice with her, you know. +The suggestion will come best from you." + +"Do I understand," asked the old man, "that I am to suggest to my son +to make a--a profession of--of affection to Madame Munster?" + +"Yes, yes--a profession!" cried Felix sympathetically. + +"But, as I understand it, Madame Munster is a married woman." + +"Ah," said Felix, smiling, "of course she can't marry him. +But she will do what she can." + +Mr. Wentworth sat for some time with his eyes on the floor; +at last he got up. "I don't think," he said, "that I can +undertake to recommend my son any such course." And without +meeting Felix's surprised glance he broke off his sitting, +which was not resumed for a fortnight. + +Felix was very fond of the little lake which occupied so many +of Mr. Wentworth's numerous acres, and of a remarkable pine +grove which lay upon the further side of it, planted upon +a steep embankment and haunted by the summer breeze. +The murmur of the air in the far off tree-tops had +a strange distinctness; it was almost articulate. +One afternoon the young man came out of his painting-room +and passed the open door of Eugenia's little salon. +Within, in the cool dimness, he saw his sister, dressed in white, +buried in her arm-chair, and holding to her face an immense bouquet. +Opposite to her sat Clifford Wentworth, twirling his hat. +He had evidently just presented the bouquet to the Baroness, +whose fine eyes, as she glanced at him over the big roses +and geraniums, wore a conversational smile. Felix, standing on +the threshold of the cottage, hesitated for a moment as to +whether he should retrace his steps and enter the parlor. +Then he went his way and passed into Mr. Wentworth's garden. +That civilizing process to which he had suggested that Clifford +should be subjected appeared to have come on of itself. +Felix was very sure, at least, that Mr. Wentworth had not +adopted his ingenious device for stimulating the young man's +aesthetic consciousness. "Doubtless he supposes," he said +to himself, after the conversation that has been narrated, +"that I desire, out of fraternal benevolence, to procure +for Eugenia the amusement of a flirtation--or, as he probably +calls it, an intrigue--with the too susceptible Clifford. +It must be admitted--and I have noticed it before--that nothing +exceeds the license occasionally taken by the imagination +of very rigid people." Felix, on his own side, had of course +said nothing to Clifford; but he had observed to Eugenia +that Mr. Wentworth was much mortified at his son's low tastes. +"We ought to do something to help them, after all their +kindness to us," he had added. "Encourage Clifford to come +and see you, and inspire him with a taste for conversation. +That will supplant the other, which only comes from +his puerility, from his not taking his position in the world-- +that of a rich young man of ancient stock--seriously enough. +Make him a little more serious. Even if he makes love to you +it is no great matter." + +"I am to offer myself as a superior form of intoxication-- +a substitute for a brandy bottle, eh?" asked the Baroness. +"Truly, in this country one comes to strange uses." + +But she had not positively declined to undertake Clifford's +higher education, and Felix, who had not thought of the matter +again, being haunted with visions of more personal profit, +now reflected that the work of redemption had fairly begun. +The idea in prospect had seemed of the happiest, but in operation +it made him a trifle uneasy. "What if Eugenia--what if Eugenia"-- +he asked himself softly; the question dying away in his sense of +Eugenia's undetermined capacity. But before Felix had time either +to accept or to reject its admonition, even in this vague form, +he saw Robert Acton turn out of Mr. Wentworth's inclosure, +by a distant gate, and come toward the cottage in the orchard. +Acton had evidently walked from his own house along a shady +by-way and was intending to pay a visit to Madame Munster. +Felix watched him a moment; then he turned away. +Acton could be left to play the part of Providence and interrupt-- +if interruption were needed--Clifford's entanglement with Eugenia. + +Felix passed through the garden toward the house and +toward a postern gate which opened upon a path leading +across the fields, beside a little wood, to the lake. +He stopped and looked up at the house; his eyes rested more +particularly upon a certain open window, on the shady side. +Presently Gertrude appeared there, looking out into the summer light. +He took off his hat to her and bade her good-day; +he remarked that he was going to row across the pond, +and begged that she would do him the honor to accompany him. +She looked at him a moment; then, without saying anything, +she turned away. But she soon reappeared below in one of those +quaint and charming Leghorn hats, tied with white satin bows, +that were worn at that period; she also carried a green parasol. +She went with him to the edge of the lake, where a couple of +boats were always moored; they got into one of them, and Felix, +with gentle strokes, propelled it to the opposite shore. +The day was the perfection of summer weather; the little lake was +the color of sunshine; the plash of the oars was the only sound, +and they found themselves listening to it. They disembarked, and, +by a winding path, ascended the pine-crested mound which overlooked +the water, whose white expanse glittered between the trees. +The place was delightfully cool, and had the added charm that-- +in the softly sounding pine boughs--you seemed to hear +the coolness as well as feel it. Felix and Gertrude sat down on +the rust-colored carpet of pine-needles and talked of many things. +Felix spoke at last, in the course of talk, of his going away; +it was the first time he had alluded to it. + +"You are going away?" said Gertrude, looking at him. + +"Some day--when the leaves begin to fall. You know I can't stay forever." + +Gertrude transferred her eyes to the outer prospect, and then, +after a pause, she said, "I shall never see you again." + +"Why not?" asked Felix. "We shall probably both survive my departure." + +But Gertrude only repeated, "I shall never see you again. +I shall never hear of you," she went on. "I shall know nothing about you. +I knew nothing about you before, and it will be the same again." + +"I knew nothing about you then, unfortunately," said Felix. +"But now I shall write to you." + +"Don't write to me. I shall not answer you," Gertrude declared. + +"I should of course burn your letters," said Felix. + +Gertrude looked at him again. "Burn my letters? +You sometimes say strange things." + +"They are not strange in themselves," the young man answered. +"They are only strange as said to you. You will come to Europe." + +"With whom shall I come?" She asked this question simply; +she was very much in earnest. Felix was interested in her earnestness; +for some moments he hesitated. "You can't tell me that," she pursued. +"You can't say that I shall go with my father and my sister; +you don't believe that." + +"I shall keep your letters," said Felix, presently, for all answer. + +"I never write. I don't know how to write." Gertrude, for some time, +said nothing more; and her companion, as he looked at her, wished it +had not been "disloyal" to make love to the daughter of an old gentleman +who had offered one hospitality. The afternoon waned; the shadows +stretched themselves; and the light grew deeper in the western sky. +Two persons appeared on the opposite side of the lake, coming from the house +and crossing the meadow. "It is Charlotte and Mr. Brand," said Gertrude. +"They are coming over here." But Charlotte and Mr. Brand only came +down to the edge of the water, and stood there, looking across; +they made no motion to enter the boat that Felix had left at the +mooring-place. Felix waved his hat to them; it was too far to call. +They made no visible response, and they presently turned away and walked +along the shore. + +"Mr. Brand is not demonstrative," said Felix. "He is never demonstrative +to me. He sits silent, with his chin in his hand, looking at me. +Sometimes he looks away. Your father tells me he is so eloquent; +and I should like to hear him talk. He looks like such a noble young man. +But with me he will never talk. And yet I am so fond of listening +to brilliant imagery!" + +"He is very eloquent," said Gertrude; "but he has no brilliant imagery. +I have heard him talk a great deal. I knew that when they saw us they +would not come over here." + +"Ah, he is making la cour, as they say, to your sister? +They desire to be alone?" + +"No," said Gertrude, gravely, "they have no such reason +as that for being alone." + +"But why does n't he make la cour to Charlotte?" Felix inquired. +"She is so pretty, so gentle, so good." + +Gertrude glanced at him, and then she looked at the distantly-seen couple +they were discussing. Mr. Brand and Charlotte were walking side by side. +They might have been a pair of lovers, and yet they might not. +"They think I should not be here," said Gertrude. + +"With me? I thought you did n't have those ideas." + +"You don't understand. There are a great many things you don't understand." + +"I understand my stupidity. But why, then, do not Charlotte and Mr. Brand, +who, as an elder sister and a clergyman, are free to walk about together, +come over and make me wiser by breaking up the unlawful interview into which I +have lured you?" + +"That is the last thing they would do," said Gertrude. + +Felix stared at her a moment, with his lifted eyebrows. +"Je n'y comprends rien!" he exclaimed; then his eyes followed +for a while the retreating figures of this critical pair. +"You may say what you please," he declared; "it is evident to me +that your sister is not indifferent to her clever companion. +It is agreeable to her to be walking there with him. +I can see that from here." And in the excitement of observation +Felix rose to his feet. + +Gertrude rose also, but she made no attempt to emulate her +companion's discovery; she looked rather in another direction. +Felix's words had struck her; but a certain delicacy checked her. +"She is certainly not indifferent to Mr. Brand; she has the highest +opinion of him." + +"One can see it--one can see it," said Felix, in a tone +of amused contemplation, with his head on one side. +Gertrude turned her back to the opposite shore; it was disagreeable +to her to look, but she hoped Felix would say something more. +"Ah, they have wandered away into the wood," he added. + +Gertrude turned round again. "She is not in love with him," she said; +it seemed her duty to say that. + +"Then he is in love with her; or if he is not, he ought to be. +She is such a perfect little woman of her kind. She reminds +me of a pair of old-fashioned silver sugar-tongs; you know I +am very fond of sugar. And she is very nice with Mr. Brand; +I have noticed that; very gentle and gracious." + +Gertrude reflected a moment. Then she took a great resolution. +"She wants him to marry me," she said. "So of course she is nice." + +Felix's eyebrows rose higher than ever. "To marry you! +Ah, ah, this is interesting. And you think one must be very nice +with a man to induce him to do that?" + +Gertrude had turned a little pale, but she went on, "Mr. Brand +wants it himself." + +Felix folded his arms and stood looking at her. "I see--I see," +he said quickly. "Why did you never tell me this before?" + +"It is disagreeable to me to speak of it even now. +I wished simply to explain to you about Charlotte." + +"You don't wish to marry Mr. Brand, then?" + +"No," said Gertrude, gravely. + +"And does your father wish it?" + +"Very much." + +"And you don't like him--you have refused him?" + +"I don't wish to marry him." + +"Your father and sister think you ought to, eh?" + +"It is a long story," said Gertrude. "They think there are good reasons. +I can't explain it. They think I have obligations, and that I +have encouraged him." + +Felix smiled at her, as if she had been telling him an amusing story +about some one else. "I can't tell you how this interests me," he said. +"Now you don't recognize these reasons--these obligations?" + +"I am not sure; it is not easy." And she picked up her parasol +and turned away, as if to descend the slope. + +"Tell me this," Felix went on, going with her: "are you likely to give in-- +to let them persuade you?" + +Gertrude looked at him with the serious face that she had +constantly worn, in opposition to his almost eager smile. +"I shall never marry Mr. Brand," she said. + +"I see!" Felix rejoined. And they slowly descended the hill together, +saying nothing till they reached the margin of the pond. "It is your +own affair," he then resumed; "but do you know, I am not altogether glad? +If it were settled that you were to marry Mr. Brand I should take +a certain comfort in the arrangement. I should feel more free. +I have no right to make love to you myself, eh?" And he paused, +lightly pressing his argument upon her. + +"None whatever," replied Gertrude quickly--too quickly. + +"Your father would never hear of it; I have n't a penny. +Mr. Brand, of course, has property of his own, eh?" + +"I believe he has some property; but that has nothing to do with it." + +"With you, of course not; but with your father and sister it must have. +So, as I say, if this were settled, I should feel more at liberty. " + +"More at liberty?" Gertrude repeated. "Please unfasten the boat." + +Felix untwisted the rope and stood holding it. +"I should be able to say things to you that I can't +give myself the pleasure of saying now," he went on. +"I could tell you how much I admire you, without seeming +to pretend to that which I have no right to pretend to. +I should make violent love to you," he added, laughing, "if I +thought you were so placed as not to be offended by it." + +"You mean if I were engaged to another man? That is strange reasoning!" +Gertrude exclaimed. + +"In that case you would not take me seriously." + +"I take every one seriously," said Gertrude. And without his help she +stepped lightly into the boat. + +Felix took up the oars and sent it forward. "Ah, this is what you have +been thinking about? It seemed to me you had something on your mind. +I wish very much," he added, "that you would tell me some of these +so-called reasons--these obligations." + +"They are not real reasons--good reasons," said Gertrude, +looking at the pink and yellow gleams in the water. + +"I can understand that! Because a handsome girl has had a spark of coquetry, +that is no reason." + +"If you mean me, it 's not that. I have not done that." + +"It is something that troubles you, at any rate," said Felix. + +"Not so much as it used to," Gertrude rejoined. + +He looked at her, smiling always. "That is not saying much, eh?" +But she only rested her eyes, very gravely, on the lighted water. +She seemed to him to be trying to hide the signs of the trouble of +which she had just told him. Felix felt, at all times, much the same +impulse to dissipate visible melancholy that a good housewife feels +to brush away dust. There was something he wished to brush away now; +suddenly he stopped rowing and poised his oars. "Why should Mr. Brand +have addressed himself to you, and not to your sister?" he asked. +"I am sure she would listen to him." + +Gertrude, in her family, was thought capable of a good deal +of levity; but her levity had never gone so far as this. +It moved her greatly, however, to hear Felix say that he was +sure of something; so that, raising her eyes toward him, +she tried intently, for some moments, to conjure up this wonderful +image of a love-affair between her own sister and her own suitor. +We know that Gertrude had an imaginative mind; so that it is not +impossible that this effort should have been partially successful. +But she only murmured, "Ah, Felix! ah, Felix!" + +"Why should n't they marry? Try and make them marry!" cried Felix. + +"Try and make them?" + +"Turn the tables on them. Then they will leave you alone. +I will help you as far as I can." + +Gertrude's heart began to beat; she was greatly excited; +she had never had anything so interesting proposed to her before. +Felix had begun to row again, and he now sent the boat home +with long strokes. "I believe she does care for him!" +said Gertrude, after they had disembarked. + +"Of course she does, and we will marry them off. +It will make them happy; it will make every one happy. +We shall have a wedding and I will write an epithalamium." + +"It seems as if it would make me happy," said Gertrude. + +"To get rid of Mr. Brand, eh? To recover your liberty?" + +Gertrude walked on. "To see my sister married to so good a man." + +Felix gave his light laugh. "You always put things on +those grounds; you will never say anything for yourself. +You are all so afraid, here, of being selfish. +I don't think you know how," he went on. "Let me show you! +It will make me happy for myself, and for just the reverse +of what I told you a while ago. After that, when I make love +to you, you will have to think I mean it." + +"I shall never think you mean anything," said Gertrude. +"You are too fantastic." + +"Ah," cried Felix, "that 's a license to say everything! +Gertrude, I adore you!" + + + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +Charlotte and Mr. Brand had not returned when they reached +the house; but the Baroness had come to tea, and Robert +Acton also, who now regularly asked for a place at this +generous repast or made his appearance later in the evening. +Clifford Wentworth, with his juvenile growl, remarked upon it. + +"You are always coming to tea nowadays, Robert," he said. +"I should think you had drunk enough tea in China." + +"Since when is Mr. Acton more frequent?" asked the Baroness. + +"Since you came," said Clifford. "It seems as if you were +a kind of attraction." + +"I suppose I am a curiosity," said the Baroness. +"Give me time and I will make you a salon." + +"It would fall to pieces after you go!" exclaimed Acton. + +"Don't talk about her going, in that familiar way," Clifford said. +"It makes me feel gloomy." + +Mr. Wentworth glanced at his son, and taking note of these words, +wondered if Felix had been teaching him, according to the programme +he had sketched out, to make love to the wife of a German prince. + +Charlotte came in late with Mr. Brand; but Gertrude, to whom, +at least, Felix had taught something, looked in vain, in her face, +for the traces of a guilty passion. Mr. Brand sat down by Gertrude, +and she presently asked him why they had not crossed the pond +to join Felix and herself. + +"It is cruel of you to ask me that," he answered, very softly. +He had a large morsel of cake before him; but he fingered it without +eating it. "I sometimes think you are growing cruel," he added. + +Gertrude said nothing; she was afraid to speak. There was a kind +of rage in her heart; she felt as if she could easily persuade herself +that she was persecuted. She said to herself that it was quite right +that she should not allow him to make her believe she was wrong. +She thought of what Felix had said to her; she wished indeed Mr. Brand +would marry Charlotte. She looked away from him and spoke no more. +Mr. Brand ended by eating his cake, while Felix sat opposite, +describing to Mr. Wentworth the students' duels at Heidelberg. +After tea they all dispersed themselves, as usual, upon the piazza +and in the garden; and Mr. Brand drew near to Gertrude again. + +"I did n't come to you this afternoon because you were not alone," +he began; "because you were with a newer friend." + +"Felix? He is an old friend by this time." + +Mr. Brand looked at the ground for some moments. "I thought +I was prepared to hear you speak in that way," he resumed. +"But I find it very painful." + +"I don't see what else I can say," said Gertrude. + +Mr. Brand walked beside her for a while in silence; Gertrude wished +he would go away. "He is certainly very accomplished. +But I think I ought to advise you." + +"To advise me?" + +"I think I know your nature." + +"I think you don't," said Gertrude, with a soft laugh. + +"You make yourself out worse than you are--to please him," +Mr. Brand said, gently. + +"Worse--to please him? What do you mean?" asked Gertrude, stopping. + +Mr. Brand stopped also, and with the same soft straight-forwardness, "He does +n't care for the things you care for--the great questions of life." + +Gertrude, with her eyes on his, shook her head. "I don't care +for the great questions of life. They are much beyond me." + +"There was a time when you did n't say that," said Mr. Brand. + +"Oh," rejoined Gertrude, "I think you made me talk a great deal of nonsense. +And it depends," she added, "upon what you call the great questions of life. +There are some things I care for." + +"Are they the things you talk about with your cousin?" + +"You should not say things to me against my cousin, Mr. Brand," +said Gertrude. "That is dishonorable." + +He listened to this respectfully; then he answered, with a little vibration +of the voice, "I should be very sorry to do anything dishonorable. +But I don't see why it is dishonorable to say that your cousin is frivolous." + +"Go and say it to himself!" + +"I think he would admit it," said Mr. Brand. "That is the tone +he would take. He would not be ashamed of it." + +"Then I am not ashamed of it!" Gertrude declared. +"That is probably what I like him for. I am frivolous myself." + +"You are trying, as I said just now, to lower yourself." + +"I am trying for once to be natural!" cried Gertrude passionately. +"I have been pretending, all my life; I have been dishonest; +it is you that have made me so!" Mr. Brand stood gazing at her, +and she went on, "Why should n't I be frivolous, if I want? +One has a right to be frivolous, if it 's one's nature. No, I don't +care for the great questions. I care for pleasure--for amusement. +Perhaps I am fond of wicked things; it is very possible!" + +Mr. Brand remained staring; he was even a little pale, +as if he had been frightened. "I don't think you know what you +are saying!" he exclaimed. + +"Perhaps not. Perhaps I am talking nonsense. But it is only with you +that I talk nonsense. I never do so with my cousin." + +"I will speak to you again, when you are less excited," +said Mr. Brand. + +"I am always excited when you speak to me. I must tell you that-- +even if it prevents you altogether, in future. Your speaking +to me irritates me. With my cousin it is very different. +That seems quiet and natural." + +He looked at her, and then he looked away, with a kind of +helpless distress, at the dusky garden and the faint summer stars. +After which, suddenly turning back, "Gertrude, Gertrude!" +he softly groaned. "Am I really losing you?" + +She was touched--she was pained; but it had already occurred +to her that she might do something better than say so. +It would not have alleviated her companion's distress to perceive, +just then, whence she had sympathetically borrowed this ingenuity. +"I am not sorry for you," Gertrude said; "for in paying so much attention +to me you are following a shadow--you are wasting something precious. +There is something else you might have that you don't look at-- +something better than I am. That is a reality!" And then, +with intention, she looked at him and tried to smile a little. +He thought this smile of hers very strange; but she turned away +and left him. + +She wandered about alone in the garden wondering what Mr. Brand +would make of her words, which it had been a singular pleasure +for her to utter. Shortly after, passing in front of the house, +she saw at a distance two persons standing near the garden gate. +It was Mr. Brand going away and bidding good-night to Charlotte, +who had walked down with him from the house. Gertrude saw that +the parting was prolonged. Then she turned her back upon it. +She had not gone very far, however, when she heard her +sister slowly following her. She neither turned round nor +waited for her; she knew what Charlotte was going to say. +Charlotte, who at last overtook her, in fact presently began; +she had passed her arm into Gertrude's. + +"Will you listen to me, dear, if I say something very particular?" + +"I know what you are going to say," said Gertrude. +"Mr. Brand feels very badly." + +"Oh, Gertrude, how can you treat him so?" Charlotte demanded. +And as her sister made no answer she added, "After all he has +done for you!" + +"What has he done for me?" + +"I wonder you can ask, Gertrude. He has helped you so. +You told me so yourself, a great many times. You told me +that he helped you to struggle with your--your peculiarities. +You told me that he had taught you how to govern your temper." + +For a moment Gertrude said nothing. Then, "Was my temper +very bad?" she asked. + +"I am not accusing you, Gertrude," said Charlotte. + +"What are you doing, then?" her sister demanded, with a short laugh. + +"I am pleading for Mr. Brand--reminding you of all you owe him." + +"I have given it all back," said Gertrude, still with her little laugh. +"He can take back the virtue he imparted! I want to be wicked again." + +Her sister made her stop in the path, and fixed upon her, +in the darkness, a sweet, reproachful gaze. "If you talk this +way I shall almost believe it. Think of all we owe Mr. Brand. +Think of how he has always expected something of you. +Think how much he has been to us. Think of his beautiful +influence upon Clifford." + +"He is very good," said Gertrude, looking at her sister. +"I know he is very good. But he should n't speak against Felix." + +"Felix is good," Charlotte answered, softly but promptly. "Felix is +very wonderful. Only he is so different. Mr. Brand is much nearer to us. +I should never think of going to Felix with a trouble--with a question. +Mr. Brand is much more to us, Gertrude." + +"He is very--very good," Gertrude repeated. "He is more +to you; yes, much more. Charlotte," she added suddenly, +"you are in love with him!" + +"Oh, Gertrude!" cried poor Charlotte; and her sister saw her blushing +in the darkness. + +Gertrude put her arm round her. "I wish he would marry you!" +she went on. + +Charlotte shook herself free. "You must not say such things!" +she exclaimed, beneath her breath. + +"You like him more than you say, and he likes you more than he knows." + +"This is very cruel of you!" Charlotte Wentworth murmured. + +But if it was cruel Gertrude continued pitiless. "Not if it 's true," +she answered. "I wish he would marry you." + +"Please don't say that." + +"I mean to tell him so!" said Gertrude. + +"Oh, Gertrude, Gertrude!" her sister almost moaned. + +"Yes, if he speaks to me again about myself. I will say, +'Why don't you marry Charlotte? She 's a thousand times better +than I.' " + +"You are wicked; you are changed!" cried her sister. + +"If you don't like it you can prevent it," said Gertrude. +"You can prevent it by keeping him from speaking to me!" +And with this she walked away, very conscious of what she had done; +measuring it and finding a certain joy and a quickened sense +of freedom in it. + +Mr. Wentworth was rather wide of the mark in suspecting +that Clifford had begun to pay unscrupulous compliments +to his brilliant cousin; for the young man had really +more scruples than he received credit for in his family. +He had a certain transparent shamefacedness which was in +itself a proof that he was not at his ease in dissipation. +His collegiate peccadilloes had aroused a domestic murmur +as disagreeable to the young man as the creaking of his boots +would have been to a house-breaker. Only, as the house-breaker +would have simplified matters by removing his chaussures, +it had seemed to Clifford that the shortest cut to comfortable +relations with people--relations which should make him cease to +think that when they spoke to him they meant something improving-- +was to renounce all ambition toward a nefarious development. +And, in fact, Clifford's ambition took the most commendable form. +He thought of himself in the future as the well-known and much-liked +Mr. Wentworth, of Boston, who should, in the natural course +of prosperity, have married his pretty cousin, Lizzie Acton; +should live in a wide-fronted house, in view of the Common; +and should drive, behind a light wagon, over the damp +autumn roads, a pair of beautifully matched sorrel horses. +Clifford's vision of the coming years was very simple; +its most definite features were this element of familiar +matrimony and the duplication of his resources for trotting. +He had not yet asked his cousin to marry him; +but he meant to do so as soon as he had taken his degree. +Lizzie was serenely conscious of his intention, +and she had made up her mind that he would improve. +Her brother, who was very fond of this light, quick, competent +little Lizzie, saw on his side no reason to interpose. +It seemed to him a graceful social law that Clifford and his +sister should become engaged; he himself was not engaged, +but every one else, fortunately, was not such a fool as he. +He was fond of Clifford, as well, and had his own way-- +of which it must be confessed he was a little ashamed-- +of looking at those aberrations which had led to the young man's +compulsory retirement from the neighboring seat of learning. +Acton had seen the world, as he said to himself; he had been +to China and had knocked about among men. He had learned +the essential difference between a nice young fellow and a mean +young fellow, and was satisfied that there was no harm in Clifford. +He believed--although it must be added that he had not quite +the courage to declare it--in the doctrine of wild oats, +and thought it a useful preventive of superfluous fears. +If Mr. Wentworth and Charlotte and Mr. Brand would +only apply it in Clifford's case, they would be happier; +and Acton thought it a pity they should not be happier. +They took the boy's misdemeanors too much to heart; they talked +to him too solemnly; they frightened and bewildered him. +Of course there was the great standard of morality, which forbade +that a man should get tipsy, play at billiards for money, +or cultivate his sensual consciousness; but what fear was there +that poor Clifford was going to run a tilt at any great standard? +It had, however, never occurred to Acton to dedicate the Baroness +Munster to the redemption of a refractory collegian. +The instrument, here, would have seemed to him quite too complex +for the operation. Felix, on the other hand, had spoken +in obedience to the belief that the more charming a woman is +the more numerous, literally, are her definite social uses. + +Eugenia herself, as we know, had plenty of leisure to enumerate her uses. +As I have had the honor of intimating, she had come four thousand +miles to seek her fortune; and it is not to be supposed that after +this great effort she could neglect any apparent aid to advancement. +It is my misfortune that in attempting to describe in a short compass +the deportment of this remarkable woman I am obliged to express +things rather brutally. I feel this to be the case, for instance, +when I say that she had primarily detected such an aid to advancement +in the person of Robert Acton, but that she had afterwards +remembered that a prudent archer has always a second bowstring. +Eugenia was a woman of finely-mingled motive, and her intentions +were never sensibly gross. She had a sort of aesthetic ideal +for Clifford which seemed to her a disinterested reason for +taking him in hand. It was very well for a fresh-colored young +gentleman to be ingenuous; but Clifford, really, was crude. +With such a pretty face he ought to have prettier manners. +She would teach him that, with a beautiful name, the expectation +of a large property, and, as they said in Europe, a social position, +an only son should know how to carry himself. + +Once Clifford had begun to come and see her by himself and +for himself, he came very often. He hardly knew why he should come; +he saw her almost every evening at his father's house; +he had nothing particular to say to her. She was not a young girl, +and fellows of his age called only upon young girls. +He exaggerated her age; she seemed to him an old woman; +it was happy that the Baroness, with all her intelligence, +was incapable of guessing this. But gradually it struck Clifford +that visiting old women might be, if not a natural, at least, +as they say of some articles of diet, an acquired taste. +The Baroness was certainly a very amusing old woman; +she talked to him as no lady--and indeed no gentleman-- +had ever talked to him before. + +"You should go to Europe and make the tour," she said to him one afternoon. +"Of course, on leaving college you will go." + +"I don't want to go," Clifford declared. "I know some fellows who have been +to Europe. They say you can have better fun here." + +"That depends. It depends upon your idea of fun. +Your friends probably were not introduced." + +"Introduced?" Clifford demanded. + +"They had no opportunity of going into society; they formed no relations." +This was one of a certain number of words that the Baroness often pronounced +in the French manner. + +"They went to a ball, in Paris; I know that," said Clifford. + +"Ah, there are balls and balls; especially in Paris. No, you must go, +you know; it is not a thing from which you can dispense yourself. +You need it." + +"Oh, I 'm very well," said Clifford. "I 'm not sick." + +"I don't mean for your health, my poor child. I mean for your manners. " + +"I have n't got any manners!" growled Clifford. + +"Precisely. You don't mind my assenting to that, eh?" asked the Baroness +with a smile. "You must go to Europe and get a few. You can get them +better there. It is a pity you might not have come while I was living in-- +in Germany. I would have introduced you; I had a charming little circle. +You would perhaps have been rather young; but the younger one begins, +I think, the better. Now, at any rate, you have no time to lose, +and when I return you must immediately come to me." + +All this, to Clifford's apprehension, was a great mixture-- +his beginning young, Eugenia's return to Europe, +his being introduced to her charming little circle. +What was he to begin, and what was her little circle? +His ideas about her marriage had a good deal of vagueness; +but they were in so far definite as that he felt it to be a matter +not to be freely mentioned. He sat and looked all round the room; +he supposed she was alluding in some way to her marriage. + +"Oh, I don't want to go to Germany," he said; it seemed to him +the most convenient thing to say. + +She looked at him a while, smiling with her lips, but not with her eyes. + +"You have scruples?" she asked. + +"Scruples?" said Clifford. + +"You young people, here, are very singular; one does n't know +where to expect you. When you are not extremely improper +you are so terribly proper. I dare say you think that, +owing to my irregular marriage, I live with loose people. +You were never more mistaken. I have been all the more particular." + +"Oh, no," said Clifford, honestly distressed. "I never thought +such a thing as that." + +"Are you very sure? I am convinced that your father does, +and your sisters. They say to each other that here I am on my +good behavior, but that over there--married by the left hand-- +I associate with light women. " + +"Oh, no," cried Clifford, energetically, "they don't say such things +as that to each other!" + +"If they think them they had better say them," the Baroness rejoined. +"Then they can be contradicted. Please contradict that whenever you hear it, +and don't be afraid of coming to see me on account of the company I keep. +I have the honor of knowing more distinguished men, my poor child, +than you are likely to see in a life-time. I see very few women; but those +are women of rank. So, my dear young Puritan, you need n't be afraid. +I am not in the least one of those who think that the society of women who +have lost their place in the vrai monde is necessary to form a young man. +I have never taken that tone. I have kept my place myself, and I think we are +a much better school than the others. Trust me, Clifford, and I will prove +that to you," the Baroness continued, while she made the agreeable reflection +that she could not, at least, be accused of perverting her young kinsman. +"So if you ever fall among thieves don't go about saying I sent you to them." + +Clifford thought it so comical that he should know--in spite of her +figurative language--what she meant, and that she should mean what he knew, +that he could hardly help laughing a little, although he tried hard. +"Oh, no! oh, no!" he murmured. + +"Laugh out, laugh out, if I amuse you!" cried the Baroness. +"I am here for that!" And Clifford thought her a very amusing person indeed. +"But remember," she said on this occasion, "that you are coming--next year-- +to pay me a visit over there." + +About a week afterwards she said to him, point-blank, "Are you seriously +making love to your little cousin?" + +"Seriously making love"--these words, on Madame Munster's lips, +had to Clifford's sense a portentous and embarrassing sound; he hesitated +about assenting, lest he should commit himself to more than he understood. +"Well, I should n't say it if I was!" he exclaimed. + +"Why would n't you say it?" the Baroness demanded. +"Those things ought to be known." + +"I don't care whether it is known or not," Clifford rejoined. +"But I don't want people looking at me." + +"A young man of your importance ought to learn to bear observation-- +to carry himself as if he were quite indifferent to it. +I won't say, exactly, unconscious," the Baroness explained. +"No, he must seem to know he is observed, and to think it +natural he should be; but he must appear perfectly used to it. +Now you have n't that, Clifford; you have n't that at all. +You must have that, you know. Don't tell me you are not a +young man of importance," Eugenia added. "Don't say anything +so flat as that." + +"Oh, no, you don't catch me saying that!" cried Clifford. + +"Yes, you must come to Germany," Madame Munster continued. +"I will show you how people can be talked about, and yet not +seem to know it. You will be talked about, of course, with me; +it will be said you are my lover. I will show you how little +one may mind that--how little I shall mind it." + +Clifford sat staring, blushing and laughing. "I shall mind +it a good deal!" he declared. + +"Ah, not too much, you know; that would be uncivil. +But I give you leave to mind it a little; especially if you +have a passion for Miss Acton. Voyons; as regards that, +you either have or you have not. It is very simple to say it." + +"I don't see why you want to know," said Clifford. + +"You ought to want me to know. If one is arranging a marriage, +one tells one's friends." + +"Oh, I 'm not arranging anything," said Clifford. + +"You don't intend to marry your cousin?" + +"Well, I expect I shall do as I choose!" + +The Baroness leaned her head upon the back of her chair and closed +her eyes, as if she were tired. Then opening them again, +"Your cousin is very charming!" she said. + +"She is the prettiest girl in this place," Clifford rejoined. + +" 'In this place' is saying little; she would be charming anywhere. +I am afraid you are entangled." + +"Oh, no, I 'm not entangled." + +"Are you engaged? At your age that is the same thing." + +Clifford looked at the Baroness with some audacity. +"Will you tell no one?" + +"If it 's as sacred as that--no." + +"Well, then--we are not!" said Clifford. + +"That 's the great secret--that you are not, eh?" asked the Baroness, +with a quick laugh. "I am very glad to hear it. You are altogether +too young. A young man in your position must choose and compare; +he must see the world first. Depend upon it," she added, "you should not +settle that matter before you have come abroad and paid me that visit. +There are several things I should like to call your attention to first." + +"Well, I am rather afraid of that visit," said Clifford. +"It seems to me it will be rather like going to school again." + +The Baroness looked at him a moment. + +"My dear child," she said, "there is no agreeable man who has not, +at some moment, been to school to a clever woman--probably a little +older than himself. And you must be thankful when you get your +instructions gratis. With me you would get it gratis." + +The next day Clifford told Lizzie Acton that the Baroness thought +her the most charming girl she had ever seen. + +Lizzie shook her head. "No, she does n't!" she said. + +"Do you think everything she says," asked Clifford, "is to be taken +the opposite way?" + +"I think that is!" said Lizzie. + +Clifford was going to remark that in this case the Baroness must +desire greatly to bring about a marriage between Mr. Clifford +Wentworth and Miss Elizabeth Acton; but he resolved, on the whole, +to suppress this observation. + + + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +It seemed to Robert Acton, after Eugenia had come to his house, +that something had passed between them which made them +a good deal more intimate. It was hard to say exactly what, +except her telling him that she had taken her resolution +with regard to the Prince Adolf; for Madame Munster's visit +had made no difference in their relations. He came to see +her very often; but he had come to see her very often before. +It was agreeable to him to find himself in her little drawing-room; +but this was not a new discovery. There was a change, however, +in this sense: that if the Baroness had been a great deal +in Acton's thoughts before, she was now never out of them. +From the first she had been personally fascinating; +but the fascination now had become intellectual as well. +He was constantly pondering her words and motions; they were +as interesting as the factors in an algebraic problem. +This is saying a good deal; for Acton was extremely fond +of mathematics. He asked himself whether it could be +that he was in love with her, and then hoped he was not; +hoped it not so much for his own sake as for that of the amatory +passion itself. If this was love, love had been overrated. +Love was a poetic impulse, and his own state of feeling with regard +to the Baroness was largely characterized by that eminently +prosaic sentiment--curiosity. It was true, as Acton with his +quietly cogitative habit observed to himself, that curiosity, +pushed to a given point, might become a romantic passion; +and he certainly thought enough about this charming woman +to make him restless and even a little melancholy. It puzzled +and vexed him at times to feel that he was not more ardent. +He was not in the least bent upon remaining a bachelor. +In his younger years he had been--or he had tried to be-- +of the opinion that it would be a good deal "jollier" not to marry, +and he had flattered himself that his single condition was something +of a citadel. It was a citadel, at all events, of which he had +long since leveled the outworks. He had removed the guns from +the ramparts; he had lowered the draw-bridge across the moat. +The draw-bridge had swayed lightly under Madame Munster's step; +why should he not cause it to be raised again, so that she +might be kept prisoner? He had an idea that she would become-- +in time at least, and on learning the conveniences of the place +for making a lady comfortable--a tolerably patient captive. +But the draw-bridge was never raised, and Acton's brilliant +visitor was as free to depart as she had been to come. +It was part of his curiosity to know why the deuce so susceptible +a man was not in love with so charming a woman. If her various +graces were, as I have said, the factors in an algebraic problem, +the answer to this question was the indispensable unknown quantity. +The pursuit of the unknown quantity was extremely absorbing; +for the present it taxed all Acton's faculties. + +Toward the middle of August he was obliged to leave home for some days; +an old friend, with whom he had been associated in China, +had begged him to come to Newport, where he lay extremely ill. +His friend got better, and at the end of a week Acton was released. +I use the word "released" advisedly; for in spite of his attachment +to his Chinese comrade he had been but a half-hearted visitor. +He felt as if he had been called away from the theatre during +the progress of a remarkably interesting drama. The curtain was +up all this time, and he was losing the fourth act; that fourth +act which would have been so essential to a just appreciation +of the fifth. In other words, he was thinking about the Baroness, +who, seen at this distance, seemed a truly brilliant figure. +He saw at Newport a great many pretty women, who certainly were +figures as brilliant as beautiful light dresses could make them; +but though they talked a great deal--and the Baroness's strong point +was perhaps also her conversation--Madame Munster appeared to lose +nothing by the comparison. He wished she had come to Newport too. +Would it not be possible to make up, as they said, a party for +visiting the famous watering-place and invite Eugenia to join it? +It was true that the complete satisfaction would be to spend +a fortnight at Newport with Eugenia alone. It would be a great +pleasure to see her, in society, carry everything before her, +as he was sure she would do. When Acton caught himself thinking these +thoughts he began to walk up and down, with his hands in his pockets, +frowning a little and looking at the floor. What did it prove-- +for it certainly proved something--this lively disposition to be "off" +somewhere with Madame Munster, away from all the rest of them? +Such a vision, certainly, seemed a refined implication of matrimony, +after the Baroness should have formally got rid of her informal husband. +At any rate, Acton, with his characteristic discretion, forbore to +give expression to whatever else it might imply, and the narrator +of these incidents is not obliged to be more definite. + +He returned home rapidly, and, arriving in the afternoon, lost as little +time as possible in joining the familiar circle at Mr. Wentworth's. +On reaching the house, however, he found the piazzas empty. +The doors and windows were open, and their emptiness was made clear +by the shafts of lamp-light from the parlors. Entering the house, +he found Mr. Wentworth sitting alone in one of these apartments, +engaged in the perusal of the "North American Review." +After they had exchanged greetings and his cousin had made +discreet inquiry about his journey, Acton asked what had become +of Mr. Wentworth's companions. + +"They are scattered about, amusing themselves as usual," said the old man. +"I saw Charlotte, a short time since, seated, with Mr. Brand, +upon the piazza. They were conversing with their customary animation. +I suppose they have joined her sister, who, for the hundredth time, +was doing the honors of the garden to her foreign cousin." + +"I suppose you mean Felix," said Acton. And on Mr. Wentworth's assenting, +he said, "And the others?" + +"Your sister has not come this evening. You must have seen her at home," +said Mr. Wentworth. + +"Yes. I proposed to her to come. She declined." + +"Lizzie, I suppose, was expecting a visitor," said the old man, +with a kind of solemn slyness. + +"If she was expecting Clifford, he had not turned up." + +Mr. Wentworth, at this intelligence, closed the "North American Review" +and remarked that he had understood Clifford to say that he was going +to see his cousin. Privately, he reflected that if Lizzie Acton had had +no news of his son, Clifford must have gone to Boston for the evening: +an unnatural course of a summer night, especially when accompanied +with disingenuous representations. + +"You must remember that he has two cousins," said Acton, laughing. +And then, coming to the point, "If Lizzie is not here," he added, +"neither apparently is the Baroness." + +Mr. Wentworth stared a moment, and remembered that queer proposition +of Felix's. For a moment he did not know whether it was not to be +wished that Clifford, after all, might have gone to Boston. +"The Baroness has not honored us tonight," he said. +"She has not come over for three days." + +"Is she ill?" Acton asked. + +"No; I have been to see her." + +"What is the matter with her?" + +"Well," said Mr. Wentworth, "I infer she has tired of us." + +Acton pretended to sit down, but he was restless; he found it +impossible to talk with Mr. Wentworth. At the end of ten minutes +he took up his hat and said that he thought he would "go off." +It was very late; it was ten o'clock. + +His quiet-faced kinsman looked at him a moment. +"Are you going home?" he asked. + +Acton hesitated, and then answered that he had proposed to go over and take +a look at the Baroness. + +"Well, you are honest, at least," said Mr. Wentworth, sadly. + +"So are you, if you come to that!" cried Acton, laughing. +"Why should n't I be honest?" + +The old man opened the "North American" again, and read a few lines. +"If we have ever had any virtue among us, we had better keep hold of it now," +he said. He was not quoting. + +"We have a Baroness among us," said Acton. "That 's what we must keep +hold of!" He was too impatient to see Madame Munster again to wonder what +Mr. Wentworth was talking about. Nevertheless, after he had passed out of +the house and traversed the garden and the little piece of road that separated +him from Eugenia's provisional residence, he stopped a moment outside. +He stood in her little garden; the long window of her parlor was open, +and he could see the white curtains, with the lamp-light shining +through them, swaying softly to and fro in the warm night wind. +There was a sort of excitement in the idea of seeing Madame Munster again; +he became aware that his heart was beating rather faster than usual. +It was this that made him stop, with a half-amused surprise. +But in a moment he went along the piazza, and, approaching the open window, +tapped upon its lintel with his stick. He could see the Baroness within; +she was standing in the middle of the room. She came to the window +and pulled aside the curtain; then she stood looking at him a moment. +She was not smiling; she seemed serious. + +"Mais entrez donc!" she said at last. Acton passed in across the window-sill; +he wondered, for an instant, what was the matter with her. +But the next moment she had begun to smile and had put out her hand. +"Better late than never," she said. "It is very kind of you to come +at this hour." + +"I have just returned from my journey," said Acton. + +"Ah, very kind, very kind," she repeated, looking about her where to sit. + +"I went first to the other house," Acton continued. +"I expected to find you there." + +She had sunk into her usual chair; but she got up again, and began to move +about the room. Acton had laid down his hat and stick; he was looking at her, +conscious that there was in fact a great charm in seeing her again. +"I don't know whether I ought to tell you to sit down," she said. +"It is too late to begin a visit." + +"It 's too early to end one," Acton declared; "and we need +n't mind the beginning." + +She looked at him again, and, after a moment, dropped once +more into her low chair, while he took a place near her. +"We are in the middle, then?" she asked. "Was that where we were +when you went away? No, I have n't been to the other house." + +"Not yesterday, nor the day before, eh?" + +"I don't know how many days it is." + +"You are tired of it," said Acton. + +She leaned back in her chair; her arms were folded. +"That is a terrible accusation, but I have not the courage +to defend myself." + +"I am not attacking you," said Acton. "I expected something +of this kind." + +"It 's a proof of extreme intelligence. I hope you enjoyed your journey." + +"Not at all," Acton declared. "I would much rather have been +here with you." + +"Now you are attacking me," said the Baroness. "You are contrasting +my inconstancy with your own fidelity." + +"I confess I never get tired of people I like." + +"Ah, you are not a poor wicked foreign woman, with irritable +nerves and a sophisticated mind!" + +"Something has happened to you since I went away," said Acton, +changing his place. + +"Your going away--that is what has happened to me." + +"Do you mean to say that you have missed me?" he asked. + +"If I had meant to say it, it would not be worth your making a note of. +I am very dishonest and my compliments are worthless." + +Acton was silent for some moments. "You have broken down," +he said at last. + +Madame Munster left her chair, and began to move about. + +"Only for a moment. I shall pull myself together again." + +"You had better not take it too hard. If you are bored, +you need n't be afraid to say so--to me at least." + +"You should n't say such things as that," the Baroness answered. +"You should encourage me." + +"I admire your patience; that is encouraging." + +"You should n't even say that. When you talk of my patience you +are disloyal to your own people. Patience implies suffering; +and what have I had to suffer?" + +"Oh, not hunger, not unkindness, certainly," said Acton, laughing. +"Nevertheless, we all admire your patience." + +"You all detest me!" cried the Baroness, with a sudden vehemence, +turning her back toward him. + +"You make it hard," said Acton, getting up, "for a man to say something +tender to you." This evening there was something particularly striking and +touching about her; an unwonted softness and a look of suppressed emotion. +He felt himself suddenly appreciating the fact that she had behaved +very well. She had come to this quiet corner of the world under +the weight of a cruel indignity, and she had been so gracefully, +modestly thankful for the rest she found there. She had joined +that simple circle over the way; she had mingled in its plain, +provincial talk; she had shared its meagre and savorless pleasures. +She had set herself a task, and she had rigidly performed it. +She had conformed to the angular conditions of New England life, +and she had had the tact and pluck to carry it off as if she liked them. +Acton felt a more downright need than he had ever felt before to tell +her that he admired her and that she struck him as a very superior woman. +All along, hitherto, he had been on his guard with her; +he had been cautious, observant, suspicious. But now a certain +light tumult in his blood seemed to tell him that a finer degree +of confidence in this charming woman would be its own reward. +"We don't detest you," he went on. "I don't know what you mean. +At any rate, I speak for myself; I don't know anything about the others. +Very likely, you detest them for the dull life they make you lead. +Really, it would give me a sort of pleasure to hear you say so." + +Eugenia had been looking at the door on the other side of the room; +now she slowly turned her eyes toward Robert Acton. +"What can be the motive," she asked, "of a man like you-- +an honest man, a galant homme--in saying so base a thing as that?" + +"Does it sound very base?" asked Acton, candidly. +"I suppose it does, and I thank you for telling me so. +Of course, I don't mean it literally." + +The Baroness stood looking at him. "How do you mean it?" she asked. + +This question was difficult to answer, and Acton, feeling the +least bit foolish, walked to the open window and looked out. +He stood there, thinking a moment, and then he turned back. +"You know that document that you were to send to Germany," he said. +"You called it your 'renunciation.' Did you ever send it?" + +Madame Munster's eyes expanded; she looked very grave. +"What a singular answer to my question!" + +"Oh, it is n't an answer," said Acton. "I have wished to ask you, +many times. I thought it probable you would tell me yourself. +The question, on my part, seems abrupt now; but it would be abrupt +at any time." + +The Baroness was silent a moment; and then, "I think I have told +you too much!" she said. + +This declaration appeared to Acton to have a certain force; +he had indeed a sense of asking more of her than he offered her. +He returned to the window, and watched, for a moment, +a little star that twinkled through the lattice of the piazza. +There were at any rate offers enough he could make; +perhaps he had hitherto not been sufficiently explicit in doing so. +"I wish you would ask something of me," he presently said. +"Is there nothing I can do for you? If you can't stand this +dull life any more, let me amuse you!" + +The Baroness had sunk once more into a chair, and she had taken +up a fan which she held, with both hands, to her mouth. +Over the top of the fan her eyes were fixed on him. +"You are very strange to-night," she said, with a little laugh. + +"I will do anything in the world," he rejoined, standing in front of her. +"Should n't you like to travel about and see something of the country? +Won't you go to Niagara? You ought to see Niagara, you know." + +"With you, do you mean?" + +"I should be delighted to take you." + +"You alone?" + +Acton looked at her, smiling, and yet with a serious air. +"Well, yes; we might go alone," he said. + +"If you were not what you are," she answered, "I should feel insulted." + +"How do you mean--what I am?" + +"If you were one of the gentlemen I have been used to all my life. +If you were not a queer Bostonian." + +"If the gentlemen you have been used to have taught you +to expect insults," said Acton, "I am glad I am what I am. +You had much better come to Niagara." + +"If you wish to 'amuse' me," the Baroness declared, "you need go +to no further expense. You amuse me very effectually." + +He sat down opposite to her; she still held her fan up to her face, +with her eyes only showing above it. There was a moment's silence, +and then he said, returning to his former question, "Have you sent +that document to Germany?" + +Again there was a moment's silence. The expressive eyes of Madame M; +auunster seemed, however, half to break it. + +"I will tell you--at Niagara!" she said. + +She had hardly spoken when the door at the further end of the room opened-- +the door upon which, some minutes previous, Eugenia had fixed her gaze. +Clifford Wentworth stood there, blushing and looking rather awkward. +The Baroness rose, quickly, and Acton, more slowly, did the same. +Clifford gave him no greeting; he was looking at Eugenia. + +"Ah, you were here?" exclaimed Acton. + +"He was in Felix's studio," said Madame Munster. +"He wanted to see his sketches." + +Clifford looked at Robert Acton, but said nothing; he only fanned +himself with his hat. "You chose a bad moment," said Acton; +"you had n't much light." + +"I had n't any!" said Clifford, laughing. + +"Your candle went out?" Eugenia asked. "You should have come back +here and lighted it again." + +Clifford looked at her a moment. "So I have--come back. +But I have left the candle!" + +Eugenia turned away. "You are very stupid, my poor boy. +You had better go home." + +"Well," said Clifford, "good night!" + +"Have n't you a word to throw to a man when he has safely returned +from a dangerous journey?" Acton asked. + +"How do you do?" said Clifford. "I thought--I thought you were"-- +and he paused, looking at the Baroness again. + +"You thought I was at Newport, eh? So I was--this morning." + +"Good night, clever child!" said Madame Munster, over her shoulder. + +Clifford stared at her--not at all like a clever child; and then, +with one of his little facetious growls, took his departure. + +"What is the matter with him?" asked Acton, when he was gone. +"He seemed rather in a muddle." + +Eugenia, who was near the window, glanced out, listening a moment. +"The matter--the matter"--she answered. "But you don't say +such things here." + +"If you mean that he had been drinking a little, you can say that." + +"He does n't drink any more. I have cured him. And in return-- +he 's in love with me." + +It was Acton's turn to stare. He instantly thought of his sister; +but he said nothing about her. He began to laugh. +"I don't wonder at his passion! But I wonder at his forsaking +your society for that of your brother's paint-brushes." + +Eugenia was silent a little. "He had not been in the studio. +I invented that at the moment." + +"Invented it? For what purpose?" + +"He has an idea of being romantic. He has adopted the habit +of coming to see me at midnight--passing only through the orchard +and through Felix's painting-room, which has a door opening that way. +It seems to amuse him," added Eugenia, with a little laugh. + +Acton felt more surprise than he confessed to, for this was a new +view of Clifford, whose irregularities had hitherto been quite +without the romantic element. He tried to laugh again, but he felt +rather too serious, and after a moment's hesitation his seriousness +explained itself. "I hope you don't encourage him," he said. +"He must not be inconstant to poor Lizzie." + +"To your sister?" + +"You know they are decidedly intimate," said Acton. + +"Ah," cried Eugenia, smiling, "has she--has she"-- + +"I don't know," Acton interrupted, "what she has. +But I always supposed that Clifford had a desire to make +himself agreeable to her." + +"Ah, par exemple!" the Baroness went on. "The little monster! +The next time he becomes sentimental I will him tell that he ought +to be ashamed of himself." + +Acton was silent a moment. "You had better say nothing about it." + +"I had told him as much already, on general grounds," +said the Baroness. "But in this country, you know, the relations +of young people are so extraordinary that one is quite at sea. +They are not engaged when you would quite say they ought to be. +Take Charlotte Wentworth, for instance, and that young ecclesiastic. +If I were her father I should insist upon his marrying her; +but it appears to be thought there is no urgency. +On the other hand, you suddenly learn that a boy of twenty +and a little girl who is still with her governess--your sister +has no governess? Well, then, who is never away from her mamma-- +a young couple, in short, between whom you have noticed nothing +beyond an exchange of the childish pleasantries characteristic +of their age, are on the point of setting up as man and wife." +The Baroness spoke with a certain exaggerated volubility +which was in contrast with the languid grace that had +characterized her manner before Clifford made his appearance. +It seemed to Acton that there was a spark of irritation in her eye-- +a note of irony (as when she spoke of Lizzie being never away +from her mother) in her voice. If Madame Munster was irritated, +Robert Acton was vaguely mystified; she began to move about +the room again, and he looked at her without saying anything. +Presently she took out her watch, and, glancing at it, +declared that it was three o'clock in the morning and that +he must go. + +"I have not been here an hour," he said, "and they are still +sitting up at the other house. You can see the lights. +Your brother has not come in." + +"Oh, at the other house," cried Eugenia, "they are terrible people! +I don't know what they may do over there. I am a quiet +little humdrum woman; I have rigid rules and I keep them. +One of them is not to have visitors in the small hours-- +especially clever men like you. So good night!" + +Decidedly, the Baroness was incisive; and though Acton bade her good night +and departed, he was still a good deal mystified. + +The next day Clifford Wentworth came to see Lizzie, and Acton, who was at +home and saw him pass through the garden, took note of the circumstance. +He had a natural desire to make it tally with Madame M; auunster's account +of Clifford's disaffection; but his ingenuity, finding itself unequal +to the task, resolved at last to ask help of the young man's candor. +He waited till he saw him going away, and then he went out and overtook +him in the grounds. + +"I wish very much you would answer me a question," Acton said. +"What were you doing, last night, at Madame Munster's?" + +Clifford began to laugh and to blush, by no means like a young man +with a romantic secret. "What did she tell you?" he asked. + +"That is exactly what I don't want to say." + +"Well, I want to tell you the same," said Clifford; "and unless I +know it perhaps I can't." + +They had stopped in a garden path; Acton looked hard at his rosy +young kinsman. "She said she could n't fancy what had got into you; +you appeared to have taken a violent dislike to her." + +Clifford stared, looking a little alarmed. "Oh, come," +he growled, "you don't mean that!" + +"And that when--for common civility's sake--you came occasionally +to the house you left her alone and spent your time in Felix's studio, +under pretext of looking at his sketches." + +"Oh, come!" growled Clifford, again. + +"Did you ever know me to tell an untruth?" + +"Yes, lots of them!" said Clifford, seeing an opening, +out of the discussion, for his sarcastic powers. +"Well," he presently added, "I thought you were my father." + +"You knew some one was there?" + +"We heard you coming in." + +Acton meditated. "You had been with the Baroness, then?" + +"I was in the parlor. We heard your step outside. +I thought it was my father." + +"And on that," asked Acton, "you ran away?" + +"She told me to go--to go out by the studio." + +Acton meditated more intensely; if there had been a chair at hand he would +have sat down. "Why should she wish you not to meet your father?" + +"Well," said Clifford, "father does n't like to see me there." + +Acton looked askance at his companion and forbore to make +any comment upon this assertion. "Has he said so," he asked, +"to the Baroness?" + +"Well, I hope not," said Clifford. "He has n't said so--in so many words-- +to me. But I know it worries him; and I want to stop worrying him. +The Baroness knows it, and she wants me to stop, too." + +"To stop coming to see her?" + +"I don't know about that; but to stop worrying father. +Eugenia knows everything," Clifford added, with an air +of knowingness of his own. + +"Ah," said Acton, interrogatively, "Eugenia knows everything?" + +"She knew it was not father coming in." + +"Then why did you go?" + +Clifford blushed and laughed afresh. "Well, I was afraid it was. +And besides, she told me to go, at any rate." + +"Did she think it was I?" Acton asked. + +"She did n't say so." + +Again Robert Acton reflected. "But you did n't go," he presently said; +"you came back." + +"I could n't get out of the studio," Clifford rejoined. +"The door was locked, and Felix has nailed some planks across +the lower half of the confounded windows to make the light come +in from above. So they were no use. I waited there a good while, +and then, suddenly, I felt ashamed. I did n't want to be hiding +away from my own father. I could n't stand it any longer. +I bolted out, and when I found it was you I was a little flurried. +But Eugenia carried it off, did n't she?" Clifford added, +in the tone of a young humorist whose perception had not been +permanently clouded by the sense of his own discomfort. + +"Beautifully!" said Acton. "Especially," he continued, +"when one remembers that you were very imprudent and that she +must have been a good deal annoyed." + +"Oh," cried Clifford, with the indifference of a young man who feels +that however he may have failed of felicity in behavior he is extremely +just in his impressions, "Eugenia does n't care for anything!" + +Acton hesitated a moment. "Thank you for telling me this," he said at last. +And then, laying his hand on Clifford's shoulder, he added, "Tell me one +thing more: are you by chance a little in love with the Baroness?" + +"No, sir!" said Clifford, almost shaking off his hand. + + + + + + +CHAPTER X + +The first sunday that followed Robert Acton's return from Newport +witnessed a change in the brilliant weather that had long prevailed. +The rain began to fall and the day was cold and dreary. +Mr. Wentworth and his daughters put on overshoes and went to church, +and Felix Young, without overshoes, went also, holding an umbrella +over Gertrude. It is to be feared that, in the whole observance, +this was the privilege he most highly valued. The Baroness remained +at home; she was in neither a cheerful nor a devotional mood. +She had, however, never been, during her residence in the United +States, what is called a regular attendant at divine service; +and on this particular Sunday morning of which I began with speaking +she stood at the window of her little drawing-room, watching +the long arm of a rose-tree that was attached to her piazza, +but a portion of which had disengaged itself, sway to and fro, +shake and gesticulate, against the dusky drizzle of the sky. +Every now and then, in a gust of wind, the rose-tree scattered +a shower of water-drops against the window-pane; it appeared +to have a kind of human movement--a menacing, warning intention. +The room was very cold; Madame Munster put on a shawl and walked about. +Then she determined to have some fire; and summoning her ancient negress, +the contrast of whose polished ebony and whose crimson turban had been +at first a source of satisfaction to her, she made arrangements for +the production of a crackling flame. This old woman's name was Azarina. +The Baroness had begun by thinking that there would be a savory wildness +in her talk, and, for amusement, she had encouraged her to chatter. +But Azarina was dry and prim; her conversation was anything but African; +she reminded Eugenia of the tiresome old ladies she met in society. +She knew, however, how to make a fire; so that after she had laid +the logs, Eugenia, who was terribly bored, found a quarter of an hour's +entertainment in sitting and watching them blaze and sputter. +She had thought it very likely Robert Acton would come and see her; +she had not met him since that infelicitous evening. +But the morning waned without his coming; several times she thought +she heard his step on the piazza; but it was only a window-shutter +shaking in a rain-gust. The Baroness, since the beginning +of that episode in her career of which a slight sketch has been +attempted in these pages, had had many moments of irritation. +But to-day her irritation had a peculiar keenness; +it appeared to feed upon itself. It urged her to do something; +but it suggested no particularly profitable line of action. +If she could have done something at the moment, on the spot, +she would have stepped upon a European steamer and turned her back, +with a kind of rapture, upon that profoundly mortifying failure, +her visit to her American relations. It is not exactly +apparent why she should have termed this enterprise a failure, +inasmuch as she had been treated with the highest distinction +for which allowance had been made in American institutions. +Her irritation came, at bottom, from the sense, which, always present, +had suddenly grown acute, that the social soil on this big, +vague continent was somehow not adapted for growing those plants whose +fragrance she especially inclined to inhale and by which she liked +to see herself surrounded--a species of vegetation for which she +carried a collection of seedlings, as we may say, in her pocket. +She found her chief happiness in the sense of exerting a certain +power and making a certain impression; and now she felt the annoyance +of a rather wearied swimmer who, on nearing shore, to land, +finds a smooth straight wall of rock when he had counted upon a clean +firm beach. Her power, in the American air, seemed to have lost its +prehensile attributes; the smooth wall of rock was insurmountable. +"Surely je n'en suis pas la," she said to herself, "that I let +it make me uncomfortable that a Mr. Robert Acton should n't +honor me with a visit!" Yet she was vexed that he had not come; +and she was vexed at her vexation. + +Her brother, at least, came in, stamping in the hall and shaking +the wet from his coat. In a moment he entered the room, with a glow +in his cheek and half-a-dozen rain-drops glistening on his mustache. +"Ah, you have a fire," he said. + +"Les beaux jours sont passes," replied the Baroness. + +"Never, never! They have only begun," Felix declared, planting himself before +the hearth. He turned his back to the fire, placed his hands behind him, +extended his legs and looked away through the window with an expression +of face which seemed to denote the perception of rose-color even in the tints +of a wet Sunday. + +His sister, from her chair, looked up at him, watching him; +and what she saw in his face was not grateful to her present mood. +She was puzzled by many things, but her brother's disposition was a frequent +source of wonder to her. I say frequent and not constant, for there +were long periods during which she gave her attention to other problems. +Sometimes she had said to herself that his happy temper, his eternal gayety, +was an affectation, a pose; but she was vaguely conscious that during +the present summer he had been a highly successful comedian. +They had never yet had an explanation; she had not known the need of one. +Felix was presumably following the bent of his disinterested genius, +and she felt that she had no advice to give him that he would understand. +With this, there was always a certain element of comfort about Felix-- +the assurance that he would not interfere. He was very delicate, +this pure-minded Felix; in effect, he was her brother, and Madame Munster felt +that there was a great propriety, every way, in that. It is true that Felix +was delicate; he was not fond of explanations with his sister; this was +one of the very few things in the world about which he was uncomfortable. +But now he was not thinking of anything uncomfortable. + +"Dear brother," said Eugenia at last, "do stop making les yeux doux +at the rain." + +"With pleasure. I will make them at you!" answered Felix. + +"How much longer," asked Eugenia, in a moment, "do you propose to remain +in this lovely spot?" + +Felix stared. "Do you want to go away--already?" + +" 'Already' is delicious. I am not so happy as you." + +Felix dropped into a chair, looking at the fire. "The fact is I am happy," +he said in his light, clear tone. + +"And do you propose to spend your life in making love to Gertrude Wentworth?" + +"Yes!" said Felix, smiling sidewise at his sister. + +The Baroness returned his glance, much more gravely; and then, +"Do you like her?" she asked. + +"Don't you?" Felix demanded. + +The Baroness was silent a moment. "I will answer you in +the words of the gentleman who was asked if he liked music: +'Je ne la crains pas!'" + +"She admires you immensely," said Felix. + +"I don't care for that. Other women should not admire one." + +"They should dislike you?" + +Again Madame Munster hesitated. "They should hate me! +It 's a measure of the time I have been losing here that they don't." + +"No time is lost in which one has been happy!" said Felix, +with a bright sententiousness which may well have been +a little irritating. + +"And in which," rejoined his sister, with a harsher laugh, +"one has secured the affections of a young lady with a fortune!" + +Felix explained, very candidly and seriously. "I have secured Gertrude's +affection, but I am by no means sure that I have secured her fortune. +That may come--or it may not." + +"Ah, well, it may! That 's the great point." + +"It depends upon her father. He does n't smile upon our union. +You know he wants her to marry Mr. Brand." + +"I know nothing about it!" cried the Baroness. "Please to put on a log." +Felix complied with her request and sat watching the quickening of the flame. +Presently his sister added, "And you propose to elope with mademoiselle?" + +"By no means. I don't wish to do anything that 's disagreeable +to Mr. Wentworth. He has been far too kind to us." + +"But you must choose between pleasing yourself and pleasing him." + +"I want to please every one!" exclaimed Felix, joyously. +"I have a good conscience. I made up my mind at the outset +that it was not my place to make love to Gertrude." + +"So, to simplify matters, she made love to you!" + +Felix looked at his sister with sudden gravity. "You say you are not +afraid of her," he said. "But perhaps you ought to be--a little. +She 's a very clever person." + +"I begin to see it!" cried the Baroness. Her brother, making no +rejoinder, leaned back in his chair, and there was a long silence. +At last, with an altered accent, Madame Munster put another question. +"You expect, at any rate, to marry?" + +"I shall be greatly disappointed if we don't." + +"A disappointment or two will do you good!" the Baroness declared. +"And, afterwards, do you mean to turn American?" + +"It seems to me I am a very good American already. +But we shall go to Europe. Gertrude wants extremely to +see the world." + +"Ah, like me, when I came here!" said the Baroness, with a little laugh. + +"No, not like you," Felix rejoined, looking at his sister with a +certain gentle seriousness. While he looked at her she rose from +her chair, and he also got up. "Gertrude is not at all like you," +he went on; "but in her own way she is almost as clever." +He paused a moment; his soul was full of an agreeable +feeling and of a lively disposition to express it. +His sister, to his spiritual vision, was always like the lunar +disk when only a part of it is lighted. The shadow on this +bright surface seemed to him to expand and to contract; +but whatever its proportions, he always appreciated the moonlight. +He looked at the Baroness, and then he kissed her. +"I am very much in love with Gertrude," he said. +Eugenia turned away and walked about the room, and Felix continued. +"She is very interesting, and very different from what she seems. +She has never had a chance. She is very brilliant. +We will go to Europe and amuse ourselves." + +The Baroness had gone to the window, where she stood looking out. +The day was drearier than ever; the rain was doggedly falling. +"Yes, to amuse yourselves," she said at last, "you had decidedly +better go to Europe!" Then she turned round, looking at her brother. +A chair stood near her; she leaned her hands upon the back of it. +"Don't you think it is very good of me," she asked, "to come +all this way with you simply to see you properly married-- +if properly it is?" + +"Oh, it will be properly!" cried Felix, with light eagerness. + +The Baroness gave a little laugh. "You are thinking only of yourself, +and you don't answer my question. While you are amusing yourself-- +with the brilliant Gertrude--what shall I be doing?" + +"Vous serez de la partie!" cried Felix. + +"Thank you: I should spoil it." The Baroness dropped her +eyes for some moments. "Do you propose, however, to leave +me here?" she inquired. + +Felix smiled at her. "My dearest sister, where you are concerned +I never propose. I execute your commands." + +"I believe," said Eugenia, slowly, "that you are the most heartless +person living. Don't you see that I am in trouble?" + +"I saw that you were not cheerful, and I gave you some good news." + +"Well, let me give you some news," said the Baroness. +"You probably will not have discovered it for yourself. +Robert Acton wants to marry me." + +"No, I had not discovered that. But I quite understand it. +Why does it make you unhappy?" + +"Because I can't decide." + +"Accept him, accept him!" cried Felix, joyously. "He is the best +fellow in the world." + +"He is immensely in love with me," said the Baroness. + +"And he has a large fortune. Permit me in turn to remind you of that." + +"Oh, I am perfectly aware of it," said Eugenia. +"That 's a great item in his favor. I am terribly candid." +And she left her place and came nearer her brother, +looking at him hard. He was turning over several things; +she was wondering in what manner he really understood her. + +There were several ways of understanding her: +there was what she said, and there was what she meant, +and there was something, between the two, that was neither. +It is probable that, in the last analysis, what she meant was +that Felix should spare her the necessity of stating the case +more exactly and should hold himself commissioned to assist her +by all honorable means to marry the best fellow in the world. +But in all this it was never discovered what Felix understood. + +"Once you have your liberty, what are your objections?" he asked. + +"Well, I don't particularly like him." + +"Oh, try a little." + +"I am trying now," said Eugenia. "I should succeed better if he did +n't live here. I could never live here." + +"Make him go to Europe," Felix suggested. + +"Ah, there you speak of happiness based upon violent effort," +the Baroness rejoined. "That is not what I am looking for. +He would never live in Europe." + +"He would live anywhere, with you!" said Felix, gallantly. + +His sister looked at him still, with a ray of penetration +in her charming eyes; then she turned away again. "You see, +at all events," she presently went on, "that if it had been +said of me that I had come over here to seek my fortune it +would have to be added that I have found it!" + +"Don't leave it lying!" urged Felix, with smiling solemnity. + +"I am much obliged to you for your interest," his sister declared, +after a moment. "But promise me one thing: pas de zele! +If Mr. Acton should ask you to plead his cause, excuse yourself." + +"I shall certainly have the excuse," said Felix, "that I have a cause +of my own to plead." + +"If he should talk of me--favorably," Eugenia continued, +"warn him against dangerous illusions. I detest importunities; +I want to decide at my leisure, with my eyes open." + +"I shall be discreet," said Felix, "except to you. +To you I will say, Accept him outright." + +She had advanced to the open door-way, and she stood looking at him. +"I will go and dress and think of it," she said; and he heard her moving +slowly to her apartments. + +Late in the afternoon the rain stopped, and just afterwards +there was a great flaming, flickering, trickling sunset. +Felix sat in his painting-room and did some work; but at last, +as the light, which had not been brilliant, began to fade, he laid +down his brushes and came out to the little piazza of the cottage. +Here he walked up and down for some time, looking at the splendid +blaze of the western sky and saying, as he had often said before, +that this was certainly the country of sunsets. There was something +in these glorious deeps of fire that quickened his imagination; +he always found images and promises in the western sky. +He thought of a good many things--of roaming about the world with +Gertrude Wentworth; he seemed to see their possible adventures, +in a glowing frieze, between the cloud-bars; then of what Eugenia +had just been telling him. He wished very much that Madame M; +auunster would make a comfortable and honorable marriage. +Presently, as the sunset expanded and deepened, the fancy took +him of making a note of so magnificent a piece of coloring. +He returned to his studio and fetched out a small panel, +with his palette and brushes, and, placing the panel +against a window-sill, he began to daub with great gusto. +While he was so occupied he saw Mr. Brand, in the distance, +slowly come down from Mr. Wentworth's house, nursing a large +folded umbrella. He walked with a joyless, meditative tread, +and his eyes were bent upon the ground. Felix poised his +brush for a moment, watching him; then, by a sudden impulse, +as he drew nearer, advanced to the garden-gate and signaled to him-- +the palette and bunch of brushes contributing to this effect. + +Mr. Brand stopped and started; then he appeared to decide to accept +Felix's invitation. He came out of Mr. Wentworth's gate and passed along +the road; after which he entered the little garden of the cottage. +Felix had gone back to his sunset; but he made his visitor welcome +while he rapidly brushed it in. + +"I wanted so much to speak to you that I thought I would call you," +he said, in the friendliest tone. "All the more that you have been +to see me so little. You have come to see my sister; I know that. +But you have n't come to see me--the celebrated artist. +Artists are very sensitive, you know; they notice those things." +And Felix turned round, smiling, with a brush in his mouth. + +Mr. Brand stood there with a certain blank, candid majesty, pulling together +the large flaps of his umbrella. "Why should I come to see you?" he asked. +"I know nothing of Art." + +"It would sound very conceited, I suppose," said Felix, "if I were to say +that it would be a good little chance for you to learn something. +You would ask me why you should learn; and I should have no answer to that. +I suppose a minister has no need for Art, eh?" + +"He has need for good temper, sir," said Mr. Brand, with decision. + +Felix jumped up, with his palette on his thumb and a movement +of the liveliest deprecation. "That 's because I keep you standing +there while I splash my red paint! I beg a thousand pardons! +You see what bad manners Art gives a man; and how right you +are to let it alone. I did n't mean you should stand, either. +The piazza, as you see, is ornamented with rustic chairs; +though indeed I ought to warn you that they have nails in +the wrong places. I was just making a note of that sunset. +I never saw such a blaze of different reds. It looks +as if the Celestial City were in flames, eh? If that were +really the case I suppose it would be the business of you +theologians to put out the fire. Fancy me--an ungodly artist-- +quietly sitting down to paint it!" + +Mr. Brand had always credited Felix Young with a certain impudence, +but it appeared to him that on this occasion his impudence was so great +as to make a special explanation--or even an apology--necessary. +And the impression, it must be added, was sufficiently natural. +Felix had at all times a brilliant assurance of manner which was simply +the vehicle of his good spirits and his good will; but at present +he had a special design, and as he would have admitted that the design +was audacious, so he was conscious of having summoned all the arts +of conversation to his aid. But he was so far from desiring to offend +his visitor that he was rapidly asking himself what personal compliment +he could pay the young clergyman that would gratify him most. +If he could think of it, he was prepared to pay it down. +"Have you been preaching one of your beautiful sermons to-day?" +he suddenly asked, laying down his palette. This was not what Felix +had been trying to think of, but it was a tolerable stop-gap. + +Mr. Brand frowned--as much as a man can frown who has very fair, +soft eyebrows, and, beneath them, very gentle, tranquil eyes. +"No, I have not preached any sermon to-day. Did you bring me +over here for the purpose of making that inquiry?" + +Felix saw that he was irritated, and he regretted it immensely; +but he had no fear of not being, in the end, agreeable to Mr. Brand. +He looked at him, smiling and laying his hand on his arm. +"No, no, not for that--not for that. I wanted to ask you something; +I wanted to tell you something. I am sure it will interest +you very much. Only--as it is something rather private-- +we had better come into my little studio. I have a western window; +we can still see the sunset. Andiamo!" And he gave a little pat +to his companion's arm. + +He led the way in; Mr. Brand stiffly and softly followed. +The twilight had thickened in the little studio; but the wall +opposite the western window was covered with a deep pink flush. +There were a great many sketches and half-finished canvasses +suspended in this rosy glow, and the corners of the room +were vague and dusky. Felix begged Mr. Brand to sit down; +then glancing round him, "By Jove, how pretty it looks!" +he cried. But Mr. Brand would not sit down; he went and leaned +against the window; he wondered what Felix wanted of him. +In the shadow, on the darker parts of the wall, he saw +the gleam of three or four pictures that looked fantastic +and surprising. They seemed to represent naked figures. +Felix stood there, with his head a little bent and his eyes fixed +upon his visitor, smiling intensely, pulling his mustache. +Mr. Brand felt vaguely uneasy. "It is very delicate-- +what I want to say," Felix began. "But I have been thinking +of it for some time." + +"Please to say it as quickly as possible," said Mr. Brand. + +"It 's because you are a clergyman, you know," Felix went on. +"I don't think I should venture to say it to a common man." + +Mr. Brand was silent a moment. "If it is a question of yielding +to a weakness, of resenting an injury, I am afraid I am +a very common man." + +"My dearest friend," cried Felix, "this is not an injury; +it 's a benefit--a great service! You will like it extremely. +Only it 's so delicate!" And, in the dim light, he continued to +smile intensely. "You know I take a great interest in my cousins-- +in Charlotte and Gertrude Wentworth. That 's very evident +from my having traveled some five thousand miles to see them." +Mr. Brand said nothing and Felix proceeded. "Coming into their society +as a perfect stranger I received of course a great many new impressions, +and my impressions had a great freshness, a great keenness. +Do you know what I mean?" + +"I am not sure that I do; but I should like you to continue." + +"I think my impressions have always a good deal of freshness," +said Mr. Brand's entertainer; "but on this occasion it was perhaps +particularly natural that--coming in, as I say, from outside-- +I should be struck with things that passed unnoticed among yourselves. +And then I had my sister to help me; and she is simply the most +observant woman in the world." + +"I am not surprised," said Mr. Brand, "that in our little circle +two intelligent persons should have found food for observation. +I am sure that, of late, I have found it myself!" + +"Ah, but I shall surprise you yet!" cried Felix, laughing. +"Both my sister and I took a great fancy to my cousin Charlotte." + +"Your cousin Charlotte?" repeated Mr. Brand. + +"We fell in love with her from the first!" + +"You fell in love with Charlotte?" Mr. Brand murmured. + +"Dame!" exclaimed Felix, "she 's a very charming person; and Eugenia +was especially smitten." Mr. Brand stood staring, and he pursued, +"Affection, you know, opens one's eyes, and we noticed something. +Charlotte is not happy! Charlotte is in love." And Felix, +drawing nearer, laid his hand again upon his companion's arm. + +There was something akin to an acknowledgment of fascination in the way +Mr. Brand looked at him; but the young clergyman retained as yet quite +enough self-possession to be able to say, with a good deal of solemnity, +"She is not in love with you." + +Felix gave a light laugh, and rejoined with the alacrity +of a maritime adventurer who feels a puff of wind in his sail. +"Ah, no; if she were in love with me I should know it! +I am not so blind as you." + +"As I?" + +"My dear sir, you are stone blind. Poor Charlotte is dead +in love with you!" + +Mr. Brand said nothing for a moment; he breathed a little heavily. +"Is that what you wanted to say to me?" he asked. + +"I have wanted to say it these three weeks. Because of late she has +been worse. I told you," added Felix, "it was very delicate." + +"Well, sir"--Mr. Brand began; "well, sir"-- + +"I was sure you did n't know it," Felix continued. "But don't +you see--as soon as I mention it--how everything is explained?" +Mr. Brand answered nothing; he looked for a chair and softly sat down. +Felix could see that he was blushing; he had looked straight at +his host hitherto, but now he looked away. The foremost effect +of what he had heard had been a sort of irritation of his modesty. +"Of course," said Felix, "I suggest nothing; it would be very +presumptuous in me to advise you. But I think there is no doubt +about the fact." + +Mr. Brand looked hard at the floor for some moments; he was oppressed +with a mixture of sensations. Felix, standing there, was very sure +that one of them was profound surprise. The innocent young man +had been completely unsuspicious of poor Charlotte's hidden flame. +This gave Felix great hope; he was sure that Mr. Brand would be flattered. +Felix thought him very transparent, and indeed he was so; he could neither +simulate nor dissimulate. "I scarcely know what to make of this," +he said at last, without looking up; and Felix was struck with the fact +that he offered no protest or contradiction. Evidently Felix +had kindled a train of memories--a retrospective illumination. +It was making, to Mr. Brand's astonished eyes, a very pretty blaze; +his second emotion had been a gratification of vanity. + +"Thank me for telling you," Felix rejoined. "It 's a good thing to know." + +"I am not sure of that," said Mr. Brand. + +"Ah, don't let her languish!" Felix murmured, lightly and softly. + +"You do advise me, then?" And Mr. Brand looked up. + +"I congratulate you!" said Felix, smiling. He had thought at first his +visitor was simply appealing; but he saw he was a little ironical. + +"It is in your interest; you have interfered with me," +the young clergyman went on. + +Felix still stood and smiled. The little room had grown darker, +and the crimson glow had faded; but Mr. Brand could see the brilliant +expression of his face. "I won't pretend not to know what you mean," +said Felix at last. "But I have not really interfered with you. +Of what you had to lose--with another person--you have lost nothing. +And think what you have gained!" + +"It seems to me I am the proper judge, on each side," Mr. Brand declared. +He got up, holding the brim of his hat against his mouth and staring at Felix +through the dusk. + +"You have lost an illusion!" said Felix. + +"What do you call an illusion?" + +"The belief that you really know--that you have ever really known-- +Gertrude Wentworth. Depend upon that," pursued Felix. +"I don't know her yet; but I have no illusions; I don't pretend to." + +Mr. Brand kept gazing, over his hat. "She has always been a lucid, +limpid nature," he said, solemnly. + +"She has always been a dormant nature. She was waiting for a touchstone. +But now she is beginning to awaken." + +"Don't praise her to me!" said Mr. Brand, with a little quaver in his voice. +"If you have the advantage of me that is not generous." + +"My dear sir, I am melting with generosity!" exclaimed Felix. +"And I am not praising my cousin. I am simply attempting a +scientific definition of her. She doesn't care for abstractions. +Now I think the contrary is what you have always fancied-- +is the basis on which you have been building. She is extremely +preoccupied with the concrete. I care for the concrete, too. +But Gertrude is stronger than I; she whirls me along!" + +Mr. Brand looked for a moment into the crown of his hat. +"It 's a most interesting nature." + +"So it is," said Felix. "But it pulls--it pulls--like a +runaway horse. Now I like the feeling of a runaway horse; +and if I am thrown out of the vehicle it is no great matter. +But if you should be thrown, Mr. Brand"--and Felix paused +a moment--"another person also would suffer from the accident." + +"What other person?" + +"Charlotte Wentworth!" + +Mr. Brand looked at Felix for a moment sidewise, mistrustfully; +then his eyes slowly wandered over the ceiling. Felix was sure +he was secretly struck with the romance of the situation. +"I think this is none of our business," the young minister murmured. + +"None of mine, perhaps; but surely yours!" + +Mr. Brand lingered still, looking at the ceiling; there was evidently +something he wanted to say. "What do you mean by Miss Gertrude being strong?" +he asked abruptly. + +"Well," said Felix meditatively, "I mean that she has had +a great deal of self-possession. She was waiting--for years; +even when she seemed, perhaps, to be living in the present. +She knew how to wait; she had a purpose. That 's what I mean +by her being strong." + +"But what do you mean by her purpose?" + +"Well--the purpose to see the world!" + +Mr. Brand eyed his strange informant askance again; +but he said nothing. At last he turned away, as if to take leave. +He seemed bewildered, however; for instead of going to +the door he moved toward the opposite corner of the room. +Felix stood and watched him for a moment--almost groping +about in the dusk; then he led him to the door, with a tender, +almost fraternal movement. "Is that all you have to say?" +asked Mr. Brand. + +"Yes, it 's all--but it will bear a good deal of thinking of." + +Felix went with him to the garden-gate, and watched him slowly walk away into +the thickening twilight with a relaxed rigidity that tried to rectify itself. +"He is offended, excited, bewildered, perplexed--and enchanted!" +Felix said to himself. "That 's a capital mixture." + + + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +Since that visit paid by the Baroness Munster to Mrs. Acton, +of which some account was given at an earlier stage of +this narrative, the intercourse between these two ladies had +been neither frequent nor intimate. It was not that Mrs. Acton +had failed to appreciate Madame M; auunster's charms; +on the contrary, her perception of the graces of manner and +conversation of her brilliant visitor had been only too acute. +Mrs. Acton was, as they said in Boston, very "intense," +and her impressions were apt to be too many for her. +The state of her health required the restriction of emotion; +and this is why, receiving, as she sat in her eternal +arm-chair, very few visitors, even of the soberest local type, +she had been obliged to limit the number of her interviews +with a lady whose costume and manner recalled to her imagination-- +Mrs. Acton's imagination was a marvel--all that she had ever +read of the most stirring historical periods. But she had sent +the Baroness a great many quaintly-worded messages and a great +many nosegays from her garden and baskets of beautiful fruit. +Felix had eaten the fruit, and the Baroness had arranged +the flowers and returned the baskets and the messages. +On the day that followed that rainy Sunday of which +mention has been made, Eugenia determined to go and pay +the beneficent invalid a "visite d'adieux;" so it was that, +to herself, she qualified her enterprise. It may be noted +that neither on the Sunday evening nor on the Monday morning +had she received that expected visit from Robert Acton. +To his own consciousness, evidently he was "keeping away;" +and as the Baroness, on her side, was keeping away from +her uncle's, whither, for several days, Felix had been +the unembarrassed bearer of apologies and regrets for absence, +chance had not taken the cards from the hands of design. +Mr. Wentworth and his daughters had respected Eugenia's seclusion; +certain intervals of mysterious retirement appeared to them, +vaguely, a natural part of the graceful, rhythmic movement of so +remarkable a life. Gertrude especially held these periods in honor; +she wondered what Madame M; auunster did at such times, but she +would not have permitted herself to inquire too curiously. + +The long rain had freshened the air, and twelve hours' brilliant sunshine +had dried the roads; so that the Baroness, in the late afternoon, +proposing to walk to Mrs. Acton's, exposed herself to no great discomfort. +As with her charming undulating step she moved along the clean, +grassy margin of the road, beneath the thickly-hanging boughs of the orchards, +through the quiet of the hour and place and the rich maturity of the summer, +she was even conscious of a sort of luxurious melancholy. The Baroness +had the amiable weakness of attaching herself to places--even when she +had begun with a little aversion; and now, with the prospect of departure, +she felt tenderly toward this well-wooded corner of the Western world, +where the sunsets were so beautiful and one's ambitions were so pure. +Mrs. Acton was able to receive her; but on entering this lady's large, +freshly-scented room the Baroness saw that she was looking very ill. +She was wonderfully white and transparent, and, in her flowered +arm-chair, she made no attempt to move. But she flushed a little-- +like a young girl, the Baroness thought--and she rested her clear, +smiling eyes upon those of her visitor. Her voice was low and monotonous, +like a voice that had never expressed any human passions. + +"I have come to bid you good-by," said Eugenia. +"I shall soon be going away." + +"When are you going away?" + +"Very soon--any day." + +"I am very sorry," said Mrs. Acton. "I hoped you would stay--always." + +"Always?" Eugenia demanded. + +"Well, I mean a long time," said Mrs. Acton, in her sweet, feeble tone. +"They tell me you are so comfortable--that you have got such a +beautiful little house." + +Eugenia stared--that is, she smiled; she thought of her poor +little chalet and she wondered whether her hostess were jesting. +"Yes, my house is exquisite," she said; "though not to be compared +to yours. " + +"And my son is so fond of going to see you," Mrs. Acton added. +"I am afraid my son will miss you." + +"Ah, dear madame," said Eugenia, with a little laugh, "I can't stay +in America for your son!" + +"Don't you like America?" + +The Baroness looked at the front of her dress. "If I liked it-- +that would not be staying for your son!" + +Mrs. Acton gazed at her with her grave, tender eyes, as if she +had not quite understood. The Baroness at last found something +irritating in the sweet, soft stare of her hostess; and if one +were not bound to be merciful to great invalids she would almost +have taken the liberty of pronouncing her, mentally, a fool. +"I am afraid, then, I shall never see you again," said Mrs. Acton. +"You know I am dying." + +"Ah, dear madame," murmured Eugenia. + +"I want to leave my children cheerful and happy. +My daughter will probably marry her cousin." + +"Two such interesting young people," said the Baroness, vaguely. +She was not thinking of Clifford Wentworth. + +"I feel so tranquil about my end," Mrs. Acton went on. +"It is coming so easily, so surely." And she paused, +with her mild gaze always on Eugenia's. + +The Baroness hated to be reminded of death; but even in its imminence, +so far as Mrs. Acton was concerned, she preserved her good manners. +"Ah, madame, you are too charming an invalid," she rejoined. + +But the delicacy of this rejoinder was apparently lost upon +her hostess, who went on in her low, reasonable voice. +"I want to leave my children bright and comfortable. +You seem to me all so happy here--just as you are. +So I wish you could stay. It would be so pleasant for Robert." + +Eugenia wondered what she meant by its being pleasant for Robert; +but she felt that she would never know what such a woman as that meant. +She got up; she was afraid Mrs. Acton would tell her again +that she was dying. "Good-by, dear madame," she said. +"I must remember that your strength is precious." + +Mrs. Acton took her hand and held it a moment. "Well, you have +been happy here, have n't you? And you like us all, don't you? +I wish you would stay," she added, "in your beautiful little house." + +She had told Eugenia that her waiting-woman would be in the hall, +to show her down-stairs; but the large landing outside +her door was empty, and Eugenia stood there looking about. +She felt irritated; the dying lady had not "la main heureuse." +She passed slowly down-stairs, still looking about. The broad staircase +made a great bend, and in the angle was a high window, looking westward, +with a deep bench, covered with a row of flowering plants in curious +old pots of blue china-ware. The yellow afternoon light came in +through the flowers and flickered a little on the white wainscots. +Eugenia paused a moment; the house was perfectly still, save for +the ticking, somewhere, of a great clock. The lower hall stretched away +at the foot of the stairs, half covered over with a large Oriental rug. +Eugenia lingered a little, noticing a great many things. +"Comme c'est bien!" she said to herself; such a large, solid, +irreproachable basis of existence the place seemed to her to indicate. +And then she reflected that Mrs. Acton was soon to withdraw from it. +The reflection accompanied her the rest of the way down-stairs, +where she paused again, making more observations. The hall was +extremely broad, and on either side of the front door was a wide, +deeply-set window, which threw the shadows of everything back +into the house. There were high-backed chairs along the wall +and big Eastern vases upon tables, and, on either side, +a large cabinet with a glass front and little curiosities within, +dimly gleaming. The doors were open--into the darkened parlor, +the library, the dining-room. All these rooms seemed empty. +Eugenia passed along, and stopped a moment on the threshold of each. +"Comme c'est bien!" she murmured again; she had thought of just +such a house as this when she decided to come to America. +She opened the front door for herself--her light tread had summoned +none of the servants--and on the threshold she gave a last look. +Outside, she was still in the humor for curious contemplation; +so instead of going directly down the little drive, to the gate, +she wandered away towards the garden, which lay to the right of the house. +She had not gone many yards over the grass before she paused quickly; +she perceived a gentleman stretched upon the level verdure, +beneath a tree. He had not heard her coming, and he lay motionless, +flat on his back, with his hands clasped under his head, +staring up at the sky; so that the Baroness was able to reflect, +at her leisure, upon the question of his identity. +It was that of a person who had lately been much in her thoughts; +but her first impulse, nevertheless, was to turn away; the last thing +she desired was to have the air of coming in quest of Robert Acton. +The gentleman on the grass, however, gave her no time to decide; +he could not long remain unconscious of so agreeable a presence. +He rolled back his eyes, stared, gave an exclamation, and then jumped up. +He stood an instant, looking at her. + +"Excuse my ridiculous position," he said. + +"I have just now no sense of the ridiculous. But, in case you have, +don't imagine I came to see you." + +"Take care," rejoined Acton, "how you put it into my head! +I was thinking of you." + +"The occupation of extreme leisure!" said the Baroness. +"To think of a woman when you are in that position is no compliment." + +"I did n't say I was thinking well!" Acton affirmed, smiling. + +She looked at him, and then she turned away. + +"Though I did n't come to see you," she said, "remember at least +that I am within your gates." + +"I am delighted--I am honored! Won't you come into the house?" + +"I have just come out of it. I have been calling upon your mother. +I have been bidding her farewell." + +"Farewell?" Acton demanded. + +"I am going away," said the Baroness. And she turned away again, +as if to illustrate her meaning. + +"When are you going?" asked Acton, standing a moment in his place. +But the Baroness made no answer, and he followed her. + +"I came this way to look at your garden," she said, walking back to the gate, +over the grass. "But I must go." + +"Let me at least go with you." He went with her, and they said +nothing till they reached the gate. It was open, and they looked +down the road which was darkened over with long bosky shadows. +"Must you go straight home?" Acton asked. + +But she made no answer. She said, after a moment, "Why have you +not been to see me?" He said nothing, and then she went on, +"Why don't you answer me?" + +"I am trying to invent an answer," Acton confessed. + +"Have you none ready?" + +"None that I can tell you," he said. "But let me walk with you now." + +"You may do as you like." + +She moved slowly along the road, and Acton went with her. +Presently he said, "If I had done as I liked I would have come +to see you several times." + +"Is that invented?" asked Eugenia. + +"No, that is natural. I stayed away because"-- + +"Ah, here comes the reason, then!" + +"Because I wanted to think about you." + +"Because you wanted to lie down!" said the Baroness. +"I have seen you lie down--almost--in my drawing-room." + +Acton stopped in the road, with a movement which seemed to beg +her to linger a little. She paused, and he looked at her awhile; +he thought her very charming. "You are jesting," he said; +"but if you are really going away it is very serious." + +"If I stay," and she gave a little laugh, "it is more serious still!" + +"When shall you go?" + +"As soon as possible." + +"And why?" + +"Why should I stay?" + +"Because we all admire you so." + +"That is not a reason. I am admired also in Europe." +And she began to walk homeward again. + +"What could I say to keep you?" asked Acton. He wanted to keep her, +and it was a fact that he had been thinking of her for a week. +He was in love with her now; he was conscious of that, or he thought he was; +and the only question with him was whether he could trust her. + +"What you can say to keep me?" she repeated. "As I want +very much to go it is not in my interest to tell you. +Besides, I can't imagine." + +He went on with her in silence; he was much more affected by what she +had told him than appeared. Ever since that evening of his return +from Newport her image had had a terrible power to trouble him. +What Clifford Wentworth had told him--that had affected him, +too, in an adverse sense; but it had not liberated him from +the discomfort of a charm of which his intelligence was impatient. +"She is not honest, she is not honest," he kept murmuring to himself. +That is what he had been saying to the summer sky, ten minutes before. +Unfortunately, he was unable to say it finally, definitively; and now +that he was near her it seemed to matter wonderfully little. +"She is a woman who will lie," he had said to himself. +Now, as he went along, he reminded himself of this observation; +but it failed to frighten him as it had done before. +He almost wished he could make her lie and then convict her of it, +so that he might see how he should like that. He kept thinking of this +as he walked by her side, while she moved forward with her light, +graceful dignity. He had sat with her before; he had driven with her; +but he had never walked with her. + +"By Jove, how comme il faut she is!" he said, as he observed her sidewise. +When they reached the cottage in the orchard she passed into the gate +without asking him to follow; but she turned round, as he stood there, +to bid him good-night. + +"I asked you a question the other night which you never answered," he said. +"Have you sent off that document--liberating yourself?" + +She hesitated for a single moment--very naturally. +Then, "Yes," she said, simply. + +He turned away; he wondered whether that would do for his lie. +But he saw her again that evening, for the Baroness reappeared +at her uncle's. He had little talk with her, however; +two gentlemen had driven out from Boston, in a buggy, to call +upon Mr. Wentworth and his daughters, and Madame Munster +was an object of absorbing interest to both of the visitors. +One of them, indeed, said nothing to her; he only sat and +watched with intense gravity, and leaned forward solemnly, +presenting his ear (a very large one), as if he were deaf, +whenever she dropped an observation. He had evidently been +impressed with the idea of her misfortunes and reverses: +he never smiled. His companion adopted a lighter, easier style; +sat as near as possible to Madame Munster; attempted to draw her out, +and proposed every few moments a new topic of conversation. +Eugenia was less vividly responsive than usual and had less to +say than, from her brilliant reputation, her interlocutor expected, +upon the relative merits of European and American institutions; +but she was inaccessible to Robert Acton, who roamed about +the piazza with his hands in his pockets, listening for +the grating sound of the buggy from Boston, as it should be +brought round to the side-door. But he listened in vain, +and at last he lost patience. His sister came to him and begged +him to take her home, and he presently went off with her. +Eugenia observed him leaving the house with Lizzie; +in her present mood the fact seemed a contribution to her +irritated conviction that he had several precious qualities. +"Even that mal-elevee little girl," she reflected, "makes him +do what she wishes." + +She had been sitting just within one of the long windows that opened upon +the piazza; but very soon after Acton had gone away she got up abruptly, +just when the talkative gentleman from Boston was asking her what she +thought of the "moral tone" of that city. On the piazza she encountered +Clifford Wentworth, coming round from the other side of the house. +She stopped him; she told him she wished to speak to him. + +"Why did n't you go home with your cousin?" she asked. + +Clifford stared. "Why, Robert has taken her," he said. + +"Exactly so. But you don't usually leave that to him." + +"Oh," said Clifford, "I want to see those fellows start off. +They don't know how to drive." + +"It is not, then, that you have quarreled with your cousin?" + +Clifford reflected a moment, and then with a simplicity which had, +for the Baroness, a singularly baffling quality, "Oh, no; +we have made up!" he said. + +She looked at him for some moments; but Clifford had begun to be afraid +of the Baroness's looks, and he endeavored, now, to shift himself out +of their range. "Why do you never come to see me any more?" she asked. +"Have I displeased you?" + +"Displeased me? Well, I guess not!" said Clifford, with a laugh. + +"Why have n't you come, then?" + +"Well, because I am afraid of getting shut up in that back room." + +Eugenia kept looking at him. "I should think you would like that." + +"Like it!" cried Clifford. + +"I should, if I were a young man calling upon a charming woman." + +"A charming woman is n't much use to me when I am shut up +in that back room!" + +"I am afraid I am not of much use to you anywhere!" said Madame M; auunster. +"And yet you know how I have offered to be." + +"Well," observed Clifford, by way of response, "there comes the buggy." + +"Never mind the buggy. Do you know I am going away?" + +"Do you mean now?" + +"I mean in a few days. I leave this place." + +"You are going back to Europe?" + +"To Europe, where you are to come and see me." + +"Oh, yes, I 'll come out there," said Clifford. + +"But before that," Eugenia declared, "you must come and see me here." + +"Well, I shall keep clear of that back room!" rejoined her +simple young kinsman. + +The Baroness was silent a moment. "Yes, you must come frankly--boldly. +That will be very much better. I see that now." + +"I see it!" said Clifford. And then, in an instant, "What 's the matter with +that buggy?" His practiced ear had apparently detected an unnatural creak +in the wheels of the light vehicle which had been brought to the portico, +and he hurried away to investigate so grave an anomaly. + +The Baroness walked homeward, alone, in the starlight, +asking herself a question. Was she to have gained nothing-- +was she to have gained nothing? + +Gertrude Wentworth had held a silent place in the little circle +gathered about the two gentlemen from Boston. She was not +interested in the visitors; she was watching Madame Munster, +as she constantly watched her. She knew that Eugenia also was +not interested--that she was bored; and Gertrude was absorbed +in study of the problem how, in spite of her indifference and her +absent attention, she managed to have such a charming manner. +That was the manner Gertrude would have liked to have; +she determined to cultivate it, and she wished that-- +to give her the charm--she might in future very often be bored. +While she was engaged in these researches, Felix Young was +looking for Charlotte, to whom he had something to say. +For some time, now, he had had something to say to Charlotte, +and this evening his sense of the propriety of holding some +special conversation with her had reached the motive-point-- +resolved itself into acute and delightful desire. He wandered +through the empty rooms on the large ground-floor of the house, +and found her at last in a small apartment denominated, +for reasons not immediately apparent, Mr. Wentworth's "office:" +an extremely neat and well-dusted room, with an array of law-books, +in time-darkened sheep-skin, on one of the walls; a large map +of the United States on the other, flanked on either side by an old +steel engraving of one of Raphael's Madonnas; and on the third +several glass cases containing specimens of butterflies and beetles. +Charlotte was sitting by a lamp, embroidering a slipper. +Felix did not ask for whom the slipper was destined; +he saw it was very large. + +He moved a chair toward her and sat down, smiling as usual, but, at first, +not speaking. She watched him, with her needle poised, and with a +certain shy, fluttered look which she always wore when he approached her. +There was something in Felix's manner that quickened her modesty, +her self-consciousness; if absolute choice had been given her she would +have preferred never to find herself alone with him; and in fact, +though she thought him a most brilliant, distinguished, and well-meaning +person, she had exercised a much larger amount of tremulous tact +than he had ever suspected, to circumvent the accident of tete-a-tete. +Poor Charlotte could have given no account of the matter that would +not have seemed unjust both to herself and to her foreign kinsman; +she could only have said--or rather, she would never have said it-- +that she did not like so much gentleman's society at once. +She was not reassured, accordingly, when he began, emphasizing his words +with a kind of admiring radiance, "My dear cousin, I am enchanted at +finding you alone." + +"I am very often alone," Charlotte observed. Then she quickly added, +"I don't mean I am lonely!" + +"So clever a woman as you is never lonely," said Felix. +"You have company in your beautiful work." And he glanced +at the big slipper. + +"I like to work," declared Charlotte, simply. + +"So do I!" said her companion. "And I like to idle too. +But it is not to idle that I have come in search of you. +I want to tell you something very particular." + +"Well," murmured Charlotte; "of course, if you must"-- + +"My dear cousin," said Felix, "it 's nothing that a young lady may not +listen to. At least I suppose it is n't. But voyons; you shall judge. +I am terribly in love." + +"Well, Felix," began Miss Wentworth, gravely. But her very gravity appeared +to check the development of her phrase. + +"I am in love with your sister; but in love, Charlotte--in love!" +the young man pursued. Charlotte had laid her work in her lap; +her hands were tightly folded on top of it; she was staring at +the carpet. "In short, I 'm in love, dear lady," said Felix. +"Now I want you to help me." + +"To help you?" asked Charlotte, with a tremor. + +"I don't mean with Gertrude; she and I have a perfect understanding; +and oh, how well she understands one! I mean with your father +and with the world in general, including Mr. Brand." + +"Poor Mr. Brand!" said Charlotte, slowly, but with a simplicity which made it +evident to Felix that the young minister had not repeated to Miss Wentworth +the talk that had lately occurred between them. + +"Ah, now, don't say 'poor' Mr. Brand! I don't pity Mr. Brand at all. +But I pity your father a little, and I don't want to displease him. +Therefore, you see, I want you to plead for me. You don't think me +very shabby, eh?" + +"Shabby?" exclaimed Charlotte softly, for whom Felix represented +the most polished and iridescent qualities of mankind. + +"I don't mean in my appearance," rejoined Felix, laughing; +for Charlotte was looking at his boots. "I mean in my conduct. +You don't think it 's an abuse of hospitality?" + +"To--to care for Gertrude?" asked Charlotte. + +"To have really expressed one's self. Because I have expressed +myself, Charlotte; I must tell you the whole truth--I have! +Of course I want to marry her--and here is the difficulty. I held off +as long as I could; but she is such a terribly fascinating person! +She 's a strange creature, Charlotte; I don't believe you really know her." +Charlotte took up her tapestry again, and again she laid it down. +"I know your father has had higher views," Felix continued; "and I think +you have shared them. You have wanted to marry her to Mr. Brand." + +"Oh, no," said Charlotte, very earnestly. "Mr. Brand has always admired her. +But we did not want anything of that kind." + +Felix stared. "Surely, marriage was what you proposed." + +"Yes; but we did n't wish to force her." + +"A la bonne heure! That 's very unsafe you know. +With these arranged marriages there is often the deuce to pay." + +"Oh, Felix," said Charlotte, "we did n't want to 'arrange.' " + +"I am delighted to hear that. Because in such cases--even when the woman +is a thoroughly good creature--she can't help looking for a compensation. +A charming fellow comes along--and voila!" Charlotte sat mutely staring +at the floor, and Felix presently added, "Do go on with your slipper, +I like to see you work." + +Charlotte took up her variegated canvas, and began to draw +vague blue stitches in a big round rose. "If Gertrude is so-- +so strange," she said, "why do you want to marry her?" + +"Ah, that 's it, dear Charlotte! I like strange women; +I always have liked them. Ask Eugenia! And Gertrude is wonderful; +she says the most beautiful things!" + +Charlotte looked at him, almost for the first time, +as if her meaning required to be severely pointed. +"You have a great influence over her. " + +"Yes--and no!" said Felix. "I had at first, I think; +but now it is six of one and half-a-dozen of the other; +it is reciprocal. She affects me strongly--for she is so strong. +I don't believe you know her; it 's a beautiful nature." + +"Oh, yes, Felix; I have always thought Gertrude's nature beautiful." + +"Well, if you think so now," cried the young man, "wait and see! +She 's a folded flower. Let me pluck her from the parent tree +and you will see her expand. I 'm sure you will enjoy it." + +"I don't understand you," murmured Charlotte. "I can't, Felix." + +"Well, you can understand this--that I beg you to say a good word +for me to your father. He regards me, I naturally believe, +as a very light fellow, a Bohemian, an irregular character. +Tell him I am not all this; if I ever was, I have forgotten it. +I am fond of pleasure--yes; but of innocent pleasure. Pain is all one; +but in pleasure, you know, there are tremendous distinctions. +Say to him that Gertrude is a folded flower and that I am +a serious man!" + +Charlotte got up from her chair slowly rolling up her work. +"We know you are very kind to every one, Felix," she said. +"But we are extremely sorry for Mr. Brand." + +"Of course you are--you especially! Because," added Felix hastily, +"you are a woman. But I don't pity him. It ought to be enough +for any man that you take an interest in him." + +"It is not enough for Mr. Brand," said Charlotte, simply. +And she stood there a moment, as if waiting conscientiously +for anything more that Felix might have to say. + +"Mr. Brand is not so keen about his marriage as he was," he presently said. +"He is afraid of your sister. He begins to think she is wicked." + +Charlotte looked at him now with beautiful, appealing eyes-- +eyes into which he saw the tears rising. "Oh, Felix, Felix," +she cried, "what have you done to her?" + +"I think she was asleep; I have waked her up!" + +But Charlotte, apparently, was really crying, she walked straight +out of the room. And Felix, standing there and meditating, +had the apparent brutality to take satisfaction in her tears. + +Late that night Gertrude, silent and serious, came to him in the garden; +it was a kind of appointment. Gertrude seemed to like appointments. +She plucked a handful of heliotrope and stuck it into the front of her dress, +but she said nothing. They walked together along one of the paths, +and Felix looked at the great, square, hospitable house, massing itself +vaguely in the starlight, with all its windows darkened. + +"I have a little of a bad conscience," he said. "I ought n't to meet +you this way till I have got your father's consent." + +Gertrude looked at him for some time. "I don't understand you." + +"You very often say that," he said. "Considering how little we understand +each other, it is a wonder how well we get on!" + +"We have done nothing but meet since you came here--but meet alone. +The first time I ever saw you we were alone," Gertrude went on. +"What is the difference now? Is it because it is at night?" + +"The difference, Gertrude," said Felix, stopping in the path, +"the difference is that I love you more--more than before!" +And then they stood there, talking, in the warm stillness and in +front of the closed dark house. "I have been talking to Charlotte-- +been trying to bespeak her interest with your father. +She has a kind of sublime perversity; was ever a woman so bent +upon cutting off her own head?" + +"You are too careful," said Gertrude; "you are too diplomatic." + +"Well," cried the young man, "I did n't come here to make any one unhappy!" + +Gertrude looked round her awhile in the odorous darkness. +"I will do anything you please," she said. + +"For instance?" asked Felix, smiling. + +"I will go away. I will do anything you please." + +Felix looked at her in solemn admiration. "Yes, we will go away," he said. +"But we will make peace first." + +Gertrude looked about her again, and then she broke out, passionately, "Why do +they try to make one feel guilty? Why do they make it so difficult? +Why can't they understand?" + +"I will make them understand!" said Felix. He drew her hand into his arm, +and they wandered about in the garden, talking, for an hour. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Felix allowed Charlotte time to plead his cause; and then, on the +third day, he sought an interview with his uncle. It was in the morning; +Mr. Wentworth was in his office; and, on going in, Felix found +that Charlotte was at that moment in conference with her father. +She had, in fact, been constantly near him since her interview +with Felix; she had made up her mind that it was her duty to repeat +very literally her cousin's passionate plea. She had accordingly +followed Mr. Wentworth about like a shadow, in order to find him +at hand when she should have mustered sufficient composure to speak. +For poor Charlotte, in this matter, naturally lacked composure; +especially when she meditated upon some of Felix's intimations. +It was not cheerful work, at the best, to keep giving small +hammer-taps to the coffin in which one had laid away, for burial, +the poor little unacknowledged offspring of one's own misbehaving heart; +and the occupation was not rendered more agreeable by the fact that +the ghost of one's stifled dream had been summoned from the shades +by the strange, bold words of a talkative young foreigner. +What had Felix meant by saying that Mr. Brand was not so keen? +To herself her sister's justly depressed suitor had shown no sign +of faltering. Charlotte trembled all over when she allowed herself +to believe for an instant now and then that, privately, Mr. Brand +might have faltered; and as it seemed to give more force to Felix's +words to repeat them to her father, she was waiting until she +should have taught herself to be very calm. But she had now +begun to tell Mr. Wentworth that she was extremely anxious. +She was proceeding to develop this idea, to enumerate the objects +of her anxiety, when Felix came in. + +Mr. Wentworth sat there, with his legs crossed, lifting his dry, +pure countenance from the Boston "Advertiser." Felix entered smiling, +as if he had something particular to say, and his uncle looked at him +as if he both expected and deprecated this event. Felix vividly +expressing himself had come to be a formidable figure to his uncle, +who had not yet arrived at definite views as to a proper tone. +For the first time in his life, as I have said, Mr. Wentworth shirked +a responsibility; he earnestly desired that it might not be laid upon him +to determine how his nephew's lighter propositions should be treated. +He lived under an apprehension that Felix might yet beguile him +into assent to doubtful inductions, and his conscience instructed him +that the best form of vigilance was the avoidance of discussion. +He hoped that the pleasant episode of his nephew's visit would pass +away without a further lapse of consistency. + +Felix looked at Charlotte with an air of understanding, +and then at Mr. Wentworth, and then at Charlotte again. +Mr. Wentworth bent his refined eyebrows upon his nephew +and stroked down the first page of the "Advertiser." +"I ought to have brought a bouquet," said Felix, laughing. +"In France they always do." + +"We are not in France," observed Mr. Wentworth, gravely, while Charlotte +earnestly gazed at him. + +"No, luckily, we are not in France, where I am afraid I +should have a harder time of it. My dear Charlotte, have you +rendered me that delightful service?" And Felix bent toward +her as if some one had been presenting him. + +Charlotte looked at him with almost frightened eyes; and Mr. Wentworth thought +this might be the beginning of a discussion. "What is the bouquet for?" +he inquired, by way of turning it off. + +Felix gazed at him, smiling. "Pour la demande!" +And then, drawing up a chair, he seated himself, hat in hand, +with a kind of conscious solemnity. + +Presently he turned to Charlotte again. "My good Charlotte, +my admirable Charlotte," he murmured, "you have not played me false-- +you have not sided against me?" + +Charlotte got up, trembling extremely, though imperceptibly. +"You must speak to my father yourself," she said. +"I think you are clever enough." + +But Felix, rising too, begged her to remain. "I can speak better +to an audience!" he declared. + +"I hope it is nothing disagreeable," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"It 's something delightful, for me!" And Felix, laying down his hat, +clasped his hands a little between his knees. "My dear uncle," +he said, "I desire, very earnestly, to marry your daughter Gertrude." +Charlotte sank slowly into her chair again, and Mr. Wentworth +sat staring, with a light in his face that might have been flashed +back from an iceberg. He stared and stared; he said nothing. +Felix fell back, with his hands still clasped. "Ah--you don't like it. +I was afraid!" He blushed deeply, and Charlotte noticed it-- +remarking to herself that it was the first time she had ever seen +him blush. She began to blush herself and to reflect that he might +be much in love. + +"This is very abrupt," said Mr. Wentworth, at last. + +"Have you never suspected it, dear uncle?" Felix inquired. +"Well, that proves how discreet I have been. Yes, I thought +you would n't like it." + +"It is very serious, Felix," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"You think it 's an abuse of hospitality!" exclaimed Felix, smiling again. + +"Of hospitality?--an abuse?" his uncle repeated very slowly. + +"That is what Felix said to me," said Charlotte, conscientiously. + +"Of course you think so; don't defend yourself!" Felix pursued. +"It is an abuse, obviously; the most I can claim is that it +is perhaps a pardonable one. I simply fell head over heels +in love; one can hardly help that. Though you are Gertrude's +progenitor I don't believe you know how attractive she is. +Dear uncle, she contains the elements of a singularly-- +I may say a strangely--charming woman!" + +"She has always been to me an object of extreme concern," said Mr. Wentworth. +"We have always desired her happiness." + +"Well, here it is!" Felix declared. "I will make her happy. +She believes it, too. Now had n't you noticed that?" + +"I had noticed that she was much changed," Mr. Wentworth declared, +in a tone whose unexpressive, unimpassioned quality appeared +to Felix to reveal a profundity of opposition. "It may be that she +is only becoming what you call a charming woman." + +"Gertrude, at heart, is so earnest, so true," said Charlotte, +very softly, fastening her eyes upon her father. + +"I delight to hear you praise her!" cried Felix. + +"She has a very peculiar temperament," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"Eh, even that is praise!" Felix rejoined. "I know I am +not the man you might have looked for. I have no position +and no fortune; I can give Gertrude no place in the world. +A place in the world--that 's what she ought to have; +that would bring her out." + +"A place to do her duty!" remarked Mr. Wentworth. + +"Ah, how charmingly she does it--her duty!" Felix exclaimed, +with a radiant face. "What an exquisite conception she +has of it! But she comes honestly by that, dear uncle." +Mr. Wentworth and Charlotte both looked at him as if they were +watching a greyhound doubling. "Of course with me she will hide +her light under a bushel," he continued; "I being the bushel! +Now I know you like me--you have certainly proved it. +But you think I am frivolous and penniless and shabby! +Granted--granted--a thousand times granted. +I have been a loose fish--a fiddler, a painter, an actor. +But there is this to be said: In the first place, I fancy +you exaggerate; you lend me qualities I have n't had. +I have been a Bohemian--yes; but in Bohemia I always passed +for a gentleman. I wish you could see some of my old camarades-- +they would tell you! It was the liberty I liked, +but not the opportunities! My sins were all peccadilloes; +I always respected my neighbor's property--my neighbor's wife. +Do you see, dear uncle?" Mr. Wentworth ought to have seen; +his cold blue eyes were intently fixed. "And then, c'est fini! +It 's all over. Je me range. I have settled down to a +jog-trot. I find I can earn my living--a very fair one-- +by going about the world and painting bad portraits. It 's not +a glorious profession, but it is a perfectly respectable one. +You won't deny that, eh? Going about the world, I say? +I must not deny that, for that I am afraid I shall always do-- +in quest of agreeable sitters. When I say agreeable, +I mean susceptible of delicate flattery and prompt of payment. +Gertrude declares she is willing to share my wanderings and help +to pose my models. She even thinks it will be charming; +and that brings me to my third point. Gertrude likes me. +Encourage her a little and she will tell you so." + +Felix's tongue obviously moved much faster than the imagination +of his auditors; his eloquence, like the rocking of a boat +in a deep, smooth lake, made long eddies of silence. +And he seemed to be pleading and chattering still, with his +brightly eager smile, his uplifted eyebrows, his expressive mouth, +after he had ceased speaking, and while, with his glance +quickly turning from the father to the daughter, he sat waiting +for the effect of his appeal. "It is not your want of means," +said Mr. Wentworth, after a period of severe reticence. + +"Now it 's delightful of you to say that! Only don't say +it 's my want of character. Because I have a character-- +I assure you I have; a small one, a little slip of a thing, +but still something tangible." + +"Ought you not to tell Felix that it is Mr. Brand, father?" +Charlotte asked, with infinite mildness. + +"It is not only Mr. Brand," Mr. Wentworth solemnly declared. +And he looked at his knee for a long time. "It is difficult +to explain," he said. He wished, evidently, to be very just. +"It rests on moral grounds, as Mr. Brand says. +It is the question whether it is the best thing for Gertrude." + +"What is better--what is better, dear uncle?" Felix rejoined urgently, +rising in his urgency and standing before Mr. Wentworth. +His uncle had been looking at his knee; but when Felix moved +he transferred his gaze to the handle of the door which faced him. +"It is usually a fairly good thing for a girl to marry the man +she loves!" cried Felix. + +While he spoke, Mr. Wentworth saw the handle of the door begin +to turn; the door opened and remained slightly ajar, until Felix +had delivered himself of the cheerful axiom just quoted. +Then it opened altogether and Gertrude stood there. +She looked excited; there was a spark in her sweet, dull eyes. +She came in slowly, but with an air of resolution, and, closing +the door softly, looked round at the three persons present. +Felix went to her with tender gallantry, holding out +his hand, and Charlotte made a place for her on the sofa. +But Gertrude put her hands behind her and made no motion +to sit down. + +"We are talking of you!" said Felix. + +"I know it," she answered. "That 's why I came." And she fastened +her eyes on her father, who returned her gaze very fixedly. +In his own cold blue eyes there was a kind of pleading, reasoning light. + +"It is better you should be present," said Mr. Wentworth. +"We are discussing your future." + +"Why discuss it?" asked Gertrude. "Leave it to me." + +"That is, to me!" cried Felix. + +"I leave it, in the last resort, to a greater wisdom than ours," +said the old man. + +Felix rubbed his forehead gently. "But en attendant the last resort, +your father lacks confidence," he said to Gertrude. + +"Have n't you confidence in Felix?" Gertrude was frowning; there was +something about her that her father and Charlotte had never seen. +Charlotte got up and came to her, as if to put her arm round her; +but suddenly, she seemed afraid to touch her. + +Mr. Wentworth, however, was not afraid. "I have had more confidence +in Felix than in you," he said. + +"Yes, you have never had confidence in me--never, never! +I don't know why." + +"Oh sister, sister!" murmured Charlotte. + +"You have always needed advice," Mr. Wentworth declared. +"You have had a difficult temperament." + +"Why do you call it difficult? It might have been easy, +if you had allowed it. You would n't let me be natural. +I don't know what you wanted to make of me. Mr. Brand +was the worst." + +Charlotte at last took hold of her sister. She laid her +two hands upon Gertrude's arm. "He cares so much for you," +she almost whispered. + +Gertrude looked at her intently an instant; then kissed her. +"No, he does not," she said. + +"I have never seen you so passionate," observed Mr. Wentworth, +with an air of indignation mitigated by high principles. + +"I am sorry if I offend you," said Gertrude. + +"You offend me, but I don't think you are sorry." + +"Yes, father, she is sorry," said Charlotte. + +"I would even go further, dear uncle," Felix interposed. +"I would question whether she really offends you. +How can she offend you?" + +To this Mr. Wentworth made no immediate answer. Then, in a moment, +"She has not profited as we hoped." + +"Profited? Ah voila!" Felix exclaimed. + +Gertrude was very pale; she stood looking down. "I have told Felix I would +go away with him," she presently said. + +"Ah, you have said some admirable things!" cried the young man. + +"Go away, sister?" asked Charlotte. + +"Away--away; to some strange country." + +"That is to frighten you," said Felix, smiling at Charlotte. + +"To--what do you call it?" asked Gertrude, turning an instant +to Felix. "To Bohemia." + +"Do you propose to dispense with preliminaries?" +asked Mr. Wentworth, getting up. + +"Dear uncle, vous plaisantez!" cried Felix. "It seems to me +that these are preliminaries." + +Gertrude turned to her father. "I have profited," she said. +"You wanted to form my character. Well, my character +is formed--for my age. I know what I want; I have chosen. +I am determined to marry this gentleman." + +"You had better consent, sir," said Felix very gently. + +"Yes, sir, you had better consent," added a very different voice. + +Charlotte gave a little jump, and the others turned to the direction +from which it had come. It was the voice of Mr. Brand, who had +stepped through the long window which stood open to the piazza. +He stood patting his forehead with his pocket-handkerchief; +he was very much flushed; his face wore a singular expression. + +"Yes, sir, you had better consent," Mr. Brand repeated, coming forward. +"I know what Miss Gertrude means." + +"My dear friend!" murmured Felix, laying his hand caressingly +on the young minister's arm. + +Mr. Brand looked at him; then at Mr. Wentworth; lastly at Gertrude. +He did not look at Charlotte. But Charlotte's earnest eyes were fastened +to his own countenance; they were asking an immense question of it. +The answer to this question could not come all at once; but some of the +elements of it were there. It was one of the elements of it that Mr. Brand +was very red, that he held his head very high, that he had a bright, +excited eye and an air of embarrassed boldness--the air of a man who has +taken a resolve, in the execution of which he apprehends the failure, +not of his moral, but of his personal, resources. Charlotte thought +he looked very grand; and it is incontestable that Mr. Brand felt +very grand. This, in fact, was the grandest moment of his life; +and it was natural that such a moment should contain opportunities +of awkwardness for a large, stout, modest young man. + +"Come in, sir," said Mr. Wentworth, with an angular wave of his hand. +"It is very proper that you should be present." + +"I know what you are talking about," Mr. Brand rejoined. +"I heard what your nephew said." + +"And he heard what you said!" exclaimed Felix, patting him again +on the arm. + +"I am not sure that I understood," said Mr. Wentworth, +who had angularity in his voice as well as in his gestures. + +Gertrude had been looking hard at her former suitor. +She had been puzzled, like her sister; but her imagination +moved more quickly than Charlotte's. "Mr. Brand asked you +to let Felix take me away," she said to her father. + +The young minister gave her a strange look. "It is not because I +don't want to see you any more," he declared, in a tone intended +as it were for publicity. + +"I should n't think you would want to see me any more," +Gertrude answered, gently. + +Mr. Wentworth stood staring. "Is n't this rather a change, sir?" he inquired. + +"Yes, sir." And Mr. Brand looked anywhere; only still not at Charlotte. +"Yes, sir," he repeated. And he held his handkerchief a few moments +to his lips. + +"Where are our moral grounds?" demanded Mr. Wentworth, +who had always thought Mr. Brand would be just the thing +for a younger daughter with a peculiar temperament. + +"It is sometimes very moral to change, you know," suggested Felix. + +Charlotte had softly left her sister's side. She had edged gently +toward her father, and now her hand found its way into his arm. +Mr. Wentworth had folded up the "Advertiser" into a surprisingly +small compass, and, holding the roll with one hand, he earnestly +clasped it with the other. Mr. Brand was looking at him; and yet, +though Charlotte was so near, his eyes failed to meet her own. +Gertrude watched her sister. + +"It is better not to speak of change," said Mr. Brand. +"In one sense there is no change. There was something I desired-- +something I asked of you; I desire something still--I ask it of you." +And he paused a moment; Mr. Wentworth looked bewildered. +"I should like, in my ministerial capacity, to unite +this young couple." + +Gertrude, watching her sister, saw Charlotte flushing intensely, +and Mr. Wentworth felt her pressing upon his arm. "Heavenly Powers!" +murmured Mr. Wentworth. And it was the nearest approach to profanity +he had ever made. + +"That is very nice; that is very handsome!" Felix exclaimed. + +"I don't understand," said Mr. Wentworth; though it was plain +that every one else did. + +"That is very beautiful, Mr. Brand," said Gertrude, emulating Felix. + +"I should like to marry you. It will give me great pleasure." + +"As Gertrude says, it 's a beautiful idea," said Felix. + +Felix was smiling, but Mr. Brand was not even trying to. +He himself treated his proposition very seriously. +"I have thought of it, and I should like to do it," he affirmed. + +Charlotte, meanwhile, was staring with expanded eyes. +Her imagination, as I have said, was not so rapid as her +sister's, but now it had taken several little jumps. +"Father," she murmured, "consent!" + +Mr. Brand heard her; he looked away. Mr. Wentworth, evidently, +had no imagination at all. "I have always thought," +he began, slowly, "that Gertrude's character required a special +line of development." + +"Father," repeated Charlotte, "consent." + +Then, at last, Mr. Brand looked at her. Her father felt +her leaning more heavily upon his folded arm than she had +ever done before; and this, with a certain sweet faintness +in her voice, made him wonder what was the matter. +He looked down at her and saw the encounter of her gaze +with the young theologian's; but even this told him nothing, +and he continued to be bewildered. Nevertheless, "I consent," +he said at last, "since Mr. Brand recommends it." + +"I should like to perform the ceremony very soon," observed Mr. Brand, +with a sort of solemn simplicity. + +"Come, come, that 's charming!" cried Felix, profanely. + +Mr. Wentworth sank into his chair. "Doubtless, when you understand it," +he said, with a certain judicial asperity. + +Gertrude went to her sister and led her away, and Felix having passed +his arm into Mr. Brand's and stepped out of the long window with him, +the old man was left sitting there in unillumined perplexity. + +Felix did no work that day. In the afternoon, with Gertrude, +he got into one of the boats and floated about with idly-dipping oars. +They talked a good deal of Mr. Brand--though not exclusively. + +"That was a fine stroke," said Felix. "It was really heroic." + +Gertrude sat musing, with her eyes upon the ripples. +"That was what he wanted to be; he wanted to do something fine." + +"He won't be comfortable till he has married us," said Felix. +"So much the better." + +"He wanted to be magnanimous; he wanted to have a fine moral pleasure. +I know him so well," Gertrude went on. Felix looked at her; she spoke slowly, +gazing at the clear water. "He thought of it a great deal, night and day. +He thought it would be beautiful. At last he made up his mind that it +was his duty, his duty to do just that--nothing less than that. +He felt exalted; he felt sublime. That 's how he likes to feel. +It is better for him than if I had listened to him." + +"It 's better for me," smiled Felix. "But do you know, +as regards the sacrifice, that I don't believe he admired you +when this decision was taken quite so much as he had done +a fortnight before?" + +"He never admired me. He admires Charlotte; he pitied me. +I know him so well." + +"Well, then, he did n't pity you so much." + +Gertrude looked at Felix a little, smiling. "You should n't +permit yourself," she said, "to diminish the splendor of his action. +He admires Charlotte," she repeated. + +"That's capital!" said Felix laughingly, and dipping his oars. +I cannot say exactly to which member of Gertrude's phrase he alluded; +but he dipped his oars again, and they kept floating about. + +Neither Felix nor his sister, on that day, was present at +Mr. Wentworth's at the evening repast. The two occupants +of the chalet dined together, and the young man informed +his companion that his marriage was now an assured fact. +Eugenia congratulated him, and replied that if he were as +reasonable a husband as he had been, on the whole, a brother, +his wife would have nothing to complain of. + +Felix looked at her a moment, smiling. "I hope," he said, +"not to be thrown back on my reason." + +"It is very true," Eugenia rejoined, "that one's reason is dismally flat. +It 's a bed with the mattress removed." + +But the brother and sister, later in the evening, crossed over to +the larger house, the Baroness desiring to compliment her prospective +sister-in-law. They found the usual circle upon the piazza, +with the exception of Clifford Wentworth and Lizzie Acton; +and as every one stood up as usual to welcome the Baroness, +Eugenia had an admiring audience for her compliment to Gertrude. + +Robert Acton stood on the edge of the piazza, leaning against one of +the white columns, so that he found himself next to Eugenia while she +acquitted herself of a neat little discourse of congratulation. + +"I shall be so glad to know you better," she said; +"I have seen so much less of you than I should have liked. +Naturally; now I see the reason why! You will love me a little, +won't you? I think I may say I gain on being known." +And terminating these observations with the softest cadence +of her voice, the Baroness imprinted a sort of grand official +kiss upon Gertrude's forehead. + +Increased familiarity had not, to Gertrude's imagination, +diminished the mysterious impressiveness of Eugenia's personality, +and she felt flattered and transported by this little ceremony. +Robert Acton also seemed to admire it, as he admired so many +of the gracious manifestations of Madame Munster's wit. + +They had the privilege of making him restless, and on this occasion +he walked away, suddenly, with his hands in his pockets, and then came +back and leaned against his column. Eugenia was now complimenting +her uncle upon his daughter's engagement, and Mr. Wentworth +was listening with his usual plain yet refined politeness. +It is to be supposed that by this time his perception of the mutual +relations of the young people who surrounded him had become more acute; +but he still took the matter very seriously, and he was not +at all exhilarated. + +"Felix will make her a good husband," said Eugenia. +"He will be a charming companion; he has a great quality-- +indestructible gayety." + +"You think that 's a great quality?" asked the old man. + +Eugenia meditated, with her eyes upon his. "You think one gets tired +of it, eh?" + +"I don't know that I am prepared to say that," said Mr. Wentworth. + +"Well, we will say, then, that it is tiresome for others but delightful for +one's self. A woman's husband, you know, is supposed to be her second self; +so that, for Felix and Gertrude, gayety will be a common property." + +"Gertrude was always very gay," said Mr. Wentworth. +He was trying to follow this argument. + +Robert Acton took his hands out of his pockets and came a little +nearer to the Baroness. "You say you gain by being known," he said. +"One certainly gains by knowing you." + +"What have you gained?" asked Eugenia. + +"An immense amount of wisdom." + +"That 's a questionable advantage for a man who was already so wise!" + +Acton shook his head. "No, I was a great fool before I knew you!" + +"And being a fool you made my acquaintance? You are very complimentary." + +"Let me keep it up," said Acton, laughing. "I hope, for our pleasure, +that your brother's marriage will detain you." + +"Why should I stop for my brother's marriage when I would not stop +for my own?" asked the Baroness. + +"Why should n't you stop in either case, now that, as you say, +you have dissolved that mechanical tie that bound you to Europe?" + +The Baroness looked at him a moment. "As I say? +You look as if you doubted it." + +"Ah," said Acton, returning her glance, "that is a remnant of my old folly! +We have other attractions," he added. "We are to have another marriage." + +But she seemed not to hear him; she was looking at him still. +"My word was never doubted before," she said. + +"We are to have another marriage," Acton repeated, smiling. + +Then she appeared to understand. "Another marriage?" +And she looked at the others. Felix was chattering to Gertrude; +Charlotte, at a distance, was watching them; and Mr. Brand, +in quite another quarter, was turning his back to them, and, +with his hands under his coat-tails and his large head on one side, +was looking at the small, tender crescent of a young moon. +"It ought to be Mr. Brand and Charlotte," said Eugenia, +"but it does n't look like it." + +"There," Acton answered, "you must judge just now by contraries. +There is more than there looks to be. I expect that combination +one of these days; but that is not what I meant." + +"Well," said the Baroness, "I never guess my own lovers; +so I can't guess other people's." + +Acton gave a loud laugh, and he was about to add a rejoinder when +Mr. Wentworth approached his niece. "You will be interested to hear," +the old man said, with a momentary aspiration toward jocosity, +"of another matrimonial venture in our little circle." + +"I was just telling the Baroness," Acton observed. + +"Mr. Acton was apparently about to announce his own engagement," said Eugenia. + +Mr. Wentworth's jocosity increased. "It is not exactly that; +but it is in the family. Clifford, hearing this morning +that Mr. Brand had expressed a desire to tie the nuptial +knot for his sister, took it into his head to arrange that, +while his hand was in, our good friend should perform a like +ceremony for himself and Lizzie Acton." + +The Baroness threw back her head and smiled at her uncle; +then turning, with an intenser radiance, to Robert Acton, "I am +certainly very stupid not to have thought of that," she said. +Acton looked down at his boots, as if he thought he had +perhaps reached the limits of legitimate experimentation, +and for a moment Eugenia said nothing more. It had been, +in fact, a sharp knock, and she needed to recover herself. +This was done, however, promptly enough. "Where are the +young people?" she asked. + +"They are spending the evening with my mother." + +"Is not the thing very sudden?" + +Acton looked up. "Extremely sudden. There had been a tacit understanding; +but within a day or two Clifford appears to have received some mysterious +impulse to precipitate the affair." + +"The impulse," said the Baroness, "was the charms of your very pretty sister." + +"But my sister's charms were an old story; he had always known her." +Acton had begun to experiment again. + +Here, however, it was evident the Baroness would not help him. +"Ah, one can't say! Clifford is very young; but he is a nice boy." + +"He 's a likeable sort of boy, and he will be a rich man." +This was Acton's last experiment. Madame Munster turned away. + +She made but a short visit and Felix took her home. In her little +drawing-room she went almost straight to the mirror over the +chimney-piece, and, with a candle uplifted, stood looking into it. +"I shall not wait for your marriage," she said to her brother. +"To-morrow my maid shall pack up." + +"My dear sister," Felix exclaimed, "we are to be married immediately! +Mr. Brand is too uncomfortable." + +But Eugenia, turning and still holding her candle aloft, only looked +about the little sitting-room at her gimcracks and curtains and cushions. +"My maid shall pack up," she repeated. "Bonte divine, what rubbish! +I feel like a strolling actress; these are my 'properties.' " + +"Is the play over, Eugenia?" asked Felix. + +She gave him a sharp glance. "I have spoken my part." + +"With great applause!" said her brother. + +"Oh, applause--applause!" she murmured. And she gathered up two or three of +her dispersed draperies. She glanced at the beautiful brocade, and then, +"I don't see how I can have endured it!" she said. + +"Endure it a little longer. Come to my wedding." + +"Thank you; that 's your affair. My affairs are elsewhere." + +"Where are you going?" + +"To Germany--by the first ship." + +"You have decided not to marry Mr. Acton?" + +"I have refused him," said Eugenia. + +Her brother looked at her in silence. "I am sorry," he rejoined at last. +"But I was very discreet, as you asked me to be. I said nothing. " + +"Please continue, then, not to allude to the matter," said Eugenia. + +Felix inclined himself gravely. "You shall be obeyed. +But your position in Germany?" he pursued. + +"Please to make no observations upon it." + +"I was only going to say that I supposed it was altered." + +"You are mistaken." + +"But I thought you had signed"-- + +"I have not signed!" said the Baroness. + +Felix urged her no further, and it was arranged that he should immediately +assist her to embark. + +Mr. Brand was indeed, it appeared, very impatient to consummate his sacrifice +and deliver the nuptial benediction which would set it off so handsomely; +but Eugenia's impatience to withdraw from a country in which she had not +found the fortune she had come to seek was even less to be mistaken. +It is true she had not made any very various exertion; but she appeared +to feel justified in generalizing--in deciding that the conditions +of action on this provincial continent were not favorable to really +superior women. The elder world was, after all, their natural field. +The unembarrassed directness with which she proceeded to apply these +intelligent conclusions appeared to the little circle of spectators who +have figured in our narrative but the supreme exhibition of a character +to which the experience of life had imparted an inimitable pliancy. +It had a distinct effect upon Robert Acton, who, for the two days +preceding her departure, was a very restless and irritated mortal. +She passed her last evening at her uncle's, where she had never been +more charming; and in parting with Clifford Wentworth's affianced bride +she drew from her own finger a curious old ring and presented it to her +with the prettiest speech and kiss. Gertrude, who as an affianced +bride was also indebted to her gracious bounty, admired this little +incident extremely, and Robert Acton almost wondered whether it did +not give him the right, as Lizzie's brother and guardian, to offer +in return a handsome present to the Baroness. It would have made him +extremely happy to be able to offer a handsome present to the Baroness; +but he abstained from this expression of his sentiments, and they were +in consequence, at the very last, by so much the less comfortable. +It was almost at the very last that he saw her--late the night before she +went to Boston to embark. + +"For myself, I wish you might have stayed," he said. +"But not for your own sake." + +"I don't make so many differences," said the Baroness. +"I am simply sorry to be going." + +"That 's a much deeper difference than mine," Acton declared; +"for you mean you are simply glad!" + +Felix parted with her on the deck of the ship. "We shall often +meet over there," he said. + +"I don't know," she answered. "Europe seems to me much larger than America." + +Mr. Brand, of course, in the days that immediately followed, +was not the only impatient spirit; but it may be said that of all +the young spirits interested in the event none rose more eagerly +to the level of the occasion. Gertrude left her father's house with +Felix Young; they were imperturbably happy and they went far away. +Clifford and his young wife sought their felicity in a narrower circle, +and the latter's influence upon her husband was such as to justify, +strikingly, that theory of the elevating effect of easy intercourse +with clever women which Felix had propounded to Mr. Wentworth. +Gertrude was for a good while a distant figure, but she came +back when Charlotte married Mr. Brand. She was present at +the wedding feast, where Felix's gayety confessed to no change. +Then she disappeared, and the echo of a gayety of her own, mingled with +that of her husband, often came back to the home of her earlier years. +Mr. Wentworth at last found himself listening for it; and Robert Acton, +after his mother's death, married a particularly nice young girl. + +The End + + +End of the Project Gutenberg Etext of The Europeans by Henry James + + |
