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diff --git a/17460-8.txt b/17460-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..34bd943 --- /dev/null +++ b/17460-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,26832 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Lorna Doone, by R. D. Blackmore + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lorna Doone + A Romance of Exmoor + +Author: R. D. Blackmore + +Release Date: January 4, 2006 [EBook #17460] +[Last updated November 3, 2011] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LORNA DOONE *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +[Illustration: Cover] + +[Illustration: Frontispiece] + +[Illustration: Titlepage] + +[Illustration: Frontispiece2] + + +LORNA DOONE, + +A Romance of Exmoor + + +by R. D. Blackmore + + +Copyright, 1889, by The Burrows Brothers Company + + +[Illustration: map] + + + + +PREFACE + + +This work is called a "romance," because the incidents, characters, +time, and scenery, are alike romantic. And in shaping this old tale, the +Writer neither dares, nor desires, to claim for it the dignity or cumber +it with the difficulty of an historic novel. + +And yet he thinks that the outlines are filled in more carefully, and +the situations (however simple) more warmly coloured and quickened, than +a reader would expect to find in what is called a "legend." + +And he knows that any son of Exmoor, chancing on this volume, cannot +fail to bring to mind the nurse-tales of his childhood--the savage deeds +of the outlaw Doones in the depth of Bagworthy Forest, the beauty of +the hapless maid brought up in the midst of them, the plain John Ridd's +Herculean power, and (memory's too congenial food) the exploits of Tom +Faggus. + +March, 1869. + + + + +PREFACE TO THE SIXTH EDITION + +Few things have surprised me more, and nothing has more pleased me, than +the great success of this simple tale. + +For truly it is a grand success to win the attention and kind regard, +not of the general public only, but also of those who are at home with +the scenery, people, life, and language, wherein a native cannot always +satisfy the natives. + +Therefore any son of Devon may imagine, and will not grudge, the +Writer's delight at hearing from a recent visitor to the west that +'"Lorna Doone,' to a Devonshire man, is as good as clotted cream, +almost!" + +Although not half so good as that, it has entered many a tranquil, +happy, pure, and hospitable home, and the author, while deeply grateful +for this genial reception, ascribes it partly to the fact that his story +contains no word or thought disloyal to its birthright in the fairest +county of England. + +[Illustration: autograph.jpg] + +January, 1873. + + + + +PUBLISHERS' PREFACE + +In putting this new and somewhat elaborate edition of "Lorna Doone" upon +a market already supplied with various others, some of them excellent +in quality, we ask the literary men and women of the country to give us +their kind support for the reasons set forth herewith. + +In the first place, it seems to us that of the countless thousands of +books that have been written in all the various languages, and during +the many ages since first man took to scribbling, no one has ever +yet appeared which is the equal of this in its delicate and beautiful +touches of both nature and human nature. We have had, in various ways, +abundant proof that our feeling in this respect is not individual to +ourselves, and we desire to thank heartily the many friends who have +sent us their words and letters of encouragement, sympathy, and interest +during the past year as they have by chance become aware of our plans. + +While there were creditable editions already published, the fact that +none existed just such as we ourselves wished for our own library was +our primary incentive in undertaking this task. The labor upon which +we entered was in short, one of love, and great as has been the +expenditure of time, trouble, and money in the preparation of this book, +we have faith to believe that there are a sufficient number of lovers of +the peerless maiden, _Lorna_, to greet her appearance in this new dress +with an enthusiasm that will in time repay us. + +We earnestly hope that our judgment in the selection of artists, means, +and materials has been, in the main, at least, wise, and that such, will +be the verdict of book-lovers. Also, we hope that our lack of experience +as publishers will disarm the critic, and that he will examine the book +regarding only the excellences which he may find, and passing over its +defects. + +One special feature we wish particularly to call to the attention of +all, and that is the beautiful map of the country we have introduced. +This may be regarded by some as an innovation in a romance, but we +hope that it will be found such a manifest convenience as to be its own +sufficient excuse. + +In this place it seems to be a duty, also, to call attention to the +sympathizing and intelligent interest that has been so freely shown by +the noble band of workers, artists, printers, engravers, etc., who have +assisted us upon this work. To Mr. Henry Sandham, Mr. George Wharton +Edwards, Mr. Harry Fenn, Mr. William Hamilton Gibson, Mr. W. H. Drake, +Mr. Irving R. Wiles, Mr. George E. Graves, Mr. Charles Copeland, Mr. +Harper Pennington, Mrs. Margaret MacDonald Pullman, Miss Harriet Thayer +Durgin, Mr. A. V. S. Anthony, Mr. George T. Andrew, Goupil & Co. of +Paris, Mr. Kurtz, The Wright Gravure Co., Mr. Fillebrown, Mr. William J. +Dana, and our very able printers, Messrs. Fleming, Brewster & Alley-to +them all we therefore extend our cordial acknowledgment of our +indebtedness for their services. The fine map is the work of Messrs. +Matthews, Northrup & Co. + +Very respectfully, + +The Burrows Brothers Co. + +[Illustration: xii.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +PREFACE BY MISS KATHARINE HILLARD + +Author Of "The Doones Of Exmoor," In "Harper's Magazine," Vol. LXV. Page +835. + +A novel that has stood the test of time so well as Mr. Blackmore's +charming story of "Lorna Doone" scarcely needs a preface. Certainly no +word of introduction is necessary to testify to its exquisite humor, its +dramatic force, its under-current of poetic feeling, its fine touches of +landscape-painting, and the novelty and interest of its subject. Since +it first appeared in 1869 all these have become as household words, +only, perhaps, all the admirers of "Lorna Doone" have not had the good +fortune to wander through the romantic and picturesque region where +the scene of the story is laid. To travel in North Devon, and over its +border into Somerset ("the Summerland," as the old Northmen call it), +is to be confronted with the scenes of the novel at every turn; for Mr. +Blackmore has so successfully woven the legends of the whole countryside +into his story that one grows to believe it a veritable history, and is +as disappointed to find traces of the romancer's own hand here and there +as to find the hills and valleys laid bare of the forests which adorned +them in the time of the Doones. + +It is a singular country, this Devonshire coast, made up as it is of +a series of rocky headlands jutting far out into the sea, and holding +between their stretching arms deep fertile wooded valleys called +_combes_ (pronounced _coomes_), watered by trout and salmon streams, and +filled with an Italian profusion of vegetation, myrtles and fuchsias, +growing in the open air, and the walls hidden with a luxuriant tapestry +of ferns and ivies and blossoming vines. Even the roofs are covered with +flowers; every cranny bears a blossom or a tuft of green. Then above, +long stretches of barren heath (with a few twisted and wind-tortured +trees), where the sheep pasture and the sky-lark sings, and in and out +of the red-fronted cliffs the querulous sea-gulls flash in the sunshine, +and make their plaintive moan. Near Lynton there is the famous Valley of +Rocks, where the wise woman, _Mother Melldrum_, had her winter quarters +under the Devil's Cheese-wring. + +[Illustration: xiv.jpg Cheese-wring] + +The irregular pile of rocks that goes by this name is wrongly called +Cheese-_ring_ (or _scoop_) in some editions of "Lorna Doone," instead +of Cheese-_wring_ or (_press_), which it somewhat resembles in shape. +Southey began the fortune of Lynton as a watering-place, and wrote +a glowing description of the village and the Valley of Rocks. Of the +latter he says: "A palace of the pre-Adamite kings, a city of the Anakim +must have appeared so shapeless and yet so like the ruins of what had +been shaped after the waters of the flood subsided." Great bowlders, +half hidden by the bracken, lie about in wildest confusion; the remains +of what seem to be Druidic circles can be traced here and there, and it +is hard to persuade one's self that the ragged towers and picturesque +piles of rock are not the work of Cyclopean architects. + +"Our home-folk always call it the 'Danes,' or the 'Denes,' which is no +more, they tell me, than a hollow place, even as the word 'den' is," +says _John Ridd_. "It is a pretty place," he adds, "though nothing to +frighten any body, unless he hath lived in a gallipot." The valley is +well protected from the wind, and "there is shelter and dry fern-bedding +and folk to be seen in the distance from a bank whereon the sun shines." +Here _John Ridd_ came to consult the wise woman toward the end of March, +while the weather was still cold and piercing. In the warm days of +summer she lived "in a pleasant cave facing the cool side of the hill, +far inland, near Hawkridge, and close over Tarr-steps--a wonderful +crossing of Barle River, made (as every body knows) by Satan for a +wager." But the antiquarians of to-day assert that the curious steps +were made by the early British. + +Not far beyond the Valley of Rocks are the grounds of Ley Abbey, a +modern mansion, but occupying the site of Lev Manor, to whose owner, +_Baron de Whichehalse, John Ridd_ accompanies _Master Huckaback_ in +search of a warrant against the _Doones_. In fact, all the way from +Barnstaple over the parapet of whose bridge _Tom Faggus_ leaped his +wonderful mare, every nook and corner of the countryside teems with +legends of the _Doones_. From Lynton we drive over the border into +Porlock, in Somerset that quaint little village where Coleridge wrote +his "Kubla Khan," and where Lord Lovelace brought Ada Byron to his seat +of Ashley Combe. + +It was while riding home from Porlock market that _John Ridd's_ father +was murdered by the _Doones_, and from Porlock we drove in a pony-trap +over the high moors to Malmsmead, in search of the ruined huts of the +_Doones_. + +[Illustration: xv.jpg Malmsmead] + +Over the heights of Yarner Moor, and past Oare Ford (now bridged over), +the road lay past the old church of Oare, where _Lorna Doone_ and _John +Ridd_ were married, and then into the deep flowery lanes that are the +glory of Devon and Somerset. Malmsmead proved to be a little cluster of +heavily thatched cottages, nestled under overhanging trees, where stood +an ancient signboard with "Ba_d_gworthy" on one of its arms, pointing +the way we should go. This _d_ on the old sign-board accounted for the +local pronunciation of _Badgery_, as the river is always called. + +At Malmsmead the road ends, and thence one must proceed on foot. Several +deep and flowery lanes lead one at length to the river where a lonely +stone cottage stands on its further brink. This is Clowd Farm, and here +all paths cease. Two hundred years ago, in the time of the _Doones_, +the narrow valley through which the Bagworthy now dances in the open +sunshine was filled with trees; but now, with the exception of a +withered and stunted old orchard and grove near the farm, there is not a +tree to be seen, and the Bagworthy, a lonely but cheerful trout stream, +rattles along in the broad sunshine through a deep valley, whose sides +slope steeply upward. + +After walking about three miles into the heart of the wilderness, +another deep glen, shut in by the same sloping heather-covered hills, +suddenly opens to the right. There are no cliffs, no overhanging trees, +not even a bush, but all along the stream, "with its soft, dark babble," +lie heaps and half-circles of stone nearly buried in the turf, and +almost hidden by the tall ferns and foxgloves. And this is what we went +out for to see! These are the ruins of the _Doones'_ huts. There could +not be anything more disappointing. Two hundred years have effectually +destroyed all distinctive traits, and they might have been sheep-folds +or pig-sties, or any other innocent agricultural erection for aught +that we could tell. "Not a single house stood there but was the home of +murder," says their historian. The suns and rains of two hundred and +odd years have effectually washed out their blood-stains, and there is +nothing left there but peace. + +Some way beyond the ruins stands a small stone cottage of the most +modern order. We found it to be the abode of a shepherd, away with his +flock on the hills, but his wife, no shepherdess of the Dresden china +order, but a hearty and substantial dame, gave us a cordial welcome. She +was in a state of intense delight at our disappointment about the ruins, +and discussed the situation in that soft Somersetshire accent that gives +such breadth and jollity to the language. "E'll not vind it a beet loike +ta buik," she said, with her cheery laugh. "Buik's weel mad' up; it +houlds 'ee loike, and 'ee can't put it by, but there's nobbut three +pairts o't truth. Hunnerds cooms up here to se't," she added, with a +chuckle. + +The fact is that the traditional and the ideal are as inextricably mixed +in this charming story of "Lorna Doone" as the thousand varieties of +seeds in the fairy tale which the princess was expected to sort out, and +it would be almost as difficult to separate them. Perhaps the best way, +after all, is--not to try. + +Katharine Hillard. + +[Illustration: map] + + + +CONTENTS: + + I. ELEMENTS OF EDUCATION + + II. AN IMPORTANT ITEM + + III. THE WARPATH OF THE DOONES + + IV. A VERY RASH VISIT + + V. AN ILLEGAL SETTLEMENT + + VI. NECESSARY PRACTICE + + VII. HARD IT IS TO CLIMB + + VIII. A BOY AND A GIRL + + IX. THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME + + X. A BRAVE RESCUE AND A ROUGH RIDE + + XI. TOM DESERVES HIS SUPPER + + XII. A MAN JUSTLY POPULAR + + XIII. MASTER HUCKABACK COMES IN + + XIV. A MOTION WHICH ENDS IN A MULL + + XV. QUO WARRANTO? + + XVI. LORNA GROWS FORMIDABLE + + XVII. JOHN IS BEWITCHED + + XVIII. WITCHERY LEADS TO WITCHCRAFT + + XIX. ANOTHER DANGEROUS INTERVIEW + + XX. LORNA BEGINS HER STORY + + XXI. LORNA ENDS HER STORY + + XXII. A LONG SPRING MONTH + + XXIII. A ROYAL INVITATION + + XXIV. A SAFE PASS FOR KING'S MESSENGER + + XXV. A GREAT MAN ATTENDS TO BUSINESS + + XXVI. JOHN IS DRAINED AND CAST ASIDE + + XXVII. HOME AGAIN AT LAST + + XXVIII. JOHN HAS HOPE OF LORNA + + XXIX. REAPING LEADS TO REVELLING + + XXX. ANNIE GETS THE BEST OF IT + + XXXI. JOHN FRY'S ERRAND + + XXXII. FEEDING OF THE PIGS + + XXXIII. AN EARLY MORNING CALLING + + XXXIV. TWO NEGATIVES MAKE AN AFFIRMATIVE + + XXXV. RUTH IS NOT LIKE LORNA + + XXXVI. JOHN RETURNS TO BUSINESS + + XXXVII. A VERY DESPERATE VENTURE + + XXXVIII. A GOOD TURN FOR JEREMY + + XXXIX. A TROUBLED STATE AND A FOOLISH JOKE + + XL. TWO FOOLS TOGETHER + + XLI. COLD COMFORT + + XLII. THE GREAT WINTER + + XLIII. NOT TOO SOON + + XLIV. BROUGHT HOME AT LAST + + XLV. A CHANGE LONG NEEDED + + XLVI. SQUIRE FAGGUS MAKES SOME LUCKY HITS + + XLVII. JEREMY IN DANGER + + XLVIII. EVERY MAN MUST DEFEND HIMSELF + + XLIX. MAIDEN SENTINELS ARE BEST + + L. A MERRY MEETING A SAD ONE + + LI. A VISIT FROM THE COUNSELLOR + + LII. THE WAY TO MAKE THE CREAM RISE + + LIII. JEREMY FINDS OUT SOMETHING + + LIV. MUTUAL DISCOMFITURE + + LV. GETTING INTO CHANCERY + + LVI. JOHN BECOMES TOO POPULAR + + LVII. LORNA KNOWS HER NURSE + + LVIII. MASTER HUCKABACK'S SECRET + + LIX. LORNA GONE AWAY + + LX. ANNIE LUCKIER THAN JOHN + + LXI. THEREFORE HE SEEKS COMFORT + + LXII. THE KING MUST NOT BE PRAYED FOR + + LXIII. JOHN IS WORSTED BY THE WOMEN + + LXIV. SLAUGHTER IN THE MARSHES + + LXV. FALLING AMONG LAMBS + + LXVI. SUITABLE DEVOTION + + LXVII. LORNA STILL IS LORNA + + LXVIII. JOHN IS JOHN NO LONGER + + LXIX. NOT TO BE PUT UP WITH + + LXX. COMPELLED TO VOLUNTEER + + LXXI. A LONG ACCOUNT SETTLED + + LXXII. THE COUNSELLOR AND THE CARVER + + LXXIII. HOW TO GET OUT OF CHANCERY + + LXXIV. BLOOD UPON THE ALTAR + + LXXV. GIVE AWAY THE GRANDEUR + + + +[Illustration: 001a.jpg ] + +[Illustration: 001b.jpg Illustrated Capital] + + + + +CHAPTER I + +ELEMENTS OF EDUCATION + +If anybody cares to read a simple tale told simply, I, John Ridd, of the +parish of Oare, in the county of Somerset, yeoman and churchwarden, have +seen and had a share in some doings of this neighborhood, which I will +try to set down in order, God sparing my life and memory. And they who +light upon this book should bear in mind not only that I write for the +clearing of our parish from ill fame and calumny, but also a thing which +will, I trow, appear too often in it, to wit--that I am nothing more +than a plain unlettered man, not read in foreign languages, as a +gentleman might be, nor gifted with long words (even in mine own +tongue), save what I may have won from the Bible or Master William +Shakespeare, whom, in the face of common opinion, I do value highly. In +short, I am an ignoramus, but pretty well for a yeoman. + +My father being of good substance, at least as we reckon in Exmoor, and +seized in his own right, from many generations, of one, and that the +best and largest, of the three farms into which our parish is divided +(or rather the cultured part thereof), he John Ridd, the elder, +churchwarden, and overseer, being a great admirer of learning, and well +able to write his name, sent me his only son to be schooled at Tiverton, +in the county of Devon. For the chief boast of that ancient town (next +to its woollen staple) is a worthy grammar-school, the largest in the +west of England, founded and handsomely endowed in the year 1604 by +Master Peter Blundell, of that same place, clothier. + +Here, by the time I was twelve years old, I had risen into the upper +school, and could make bold with Eutropius and Cæsar--by aid of an +English version--and as much as six lines of Ovid. Some even said that +I might, before manhood, rise almost to the third form, being of a +persevering nature; albeit, by full consent of all (except my mother), +thick-headed. But that would have been, as I now perceive, an ambition +beyond a farmer's son; for there is but one form above it, and that made +of masterful scholars, entitled rightly "monitors". So it came to +pass, by the grace of God, that I was called away from learning, +whilst sitting at the desk of the junior first in the upper school, and +beginning the Greek verb + +[Illustration: greek1.jpg] + +My eldest grandson makes bold to say that I never could have learned + +[Illustration: greek2.jpg] + +ten pages further on, being all he himself could manage, with plenty of +stripes to help him. I know that he hath more head than I--though never +will he have such body; and am thankful to have stopped betimes, with a +meek and wholesome head-piece. + +[Illustration: 002.jpg John Ridd's School Desk] + +But if you doubt of my having been there, because now I know so little, +go and see my name, "John Ridd," graven on that very form. Forsooth, +from the time I was strong enough to open a knife and to spell my name, +I began to grave it in the oak, first of the block whereon I sate, and +then of the desk in front of it, according as I was promoted from one to +other of them: and there my grandson reads it now, at this present time +of writing, and hath fought a boy for scoffing at it--"John Ridd his +name"--and done again in "winkeys," a mischievous but cheerful device, +in which we took great pleasure. + +This is the manner of a "winkey," which I here set down, lest child +of mine, or grandchild, dare to make one on my premises; if he does, +I shall know the mark at once, and score it well upon him. The scholar +obtains, by prayer or price, a handful of saltpetre, and then with the +knife wherewith he should rather be trying to mend his pens, what does +he do but scoop a hole where the desk is some three inches thick. This +hole should be left with the middle exalted, and the circumference dug +more deeply. Then let him fill it with saltpetre, all save a little +space in the midst, where the boss of the wood is. Upon that boss (and +it will be the better if a splinter of timber rise upward) he sticks the +end of his candle of tallow, or "rat's tail," as we called it, kindled +and burning smoothly. Anon, as he reads by that light his lesson, +lifting his eyes now and then it may be, the fire of candle lays hold of +the petre with a spluttering noise and a leaping. Then should the pupil +seize his pen, and, regardless of the nib, stir bravely, and he will see +a glow as of burning mountains, and a rich smoke, and sparks going +merrily; nor will it cease, if he stir wisely, and there be a good store +of petre, until the wood is devoured through, like the sinking of a +well-shaft. Now well may it go with the head of a boy intent upon his +primer, who betides to sit thereunder! But, above all things, have good +care to exercise this art before the master strides up to his desk, in +the early gray of the morning. + +Other customs, no less worthy, abide in the school of Blundell, such as +the singeing of nightcaps; but though they have a pleasant savour, and +refreshing to think of, I may not stop to note them, unless it be that +goodly one at the incoming of a flood. The school-house stands beside a +stream, not very large, called Lowman, which flows into the broad river +of Exe, about a mile below. This Lowman stream, although it be not fond +of brawl and violence (in the manner of our Lynn), yet is wont to flood +into a mighty head of waters when the storms of rain provoke it; and +most of all when its little co-mate, called the Taunton Brook--where +I have plucked the very best cresses that ever man put salt on--comes +foaming down like a great roan horse, and rears at the leap of the +hedgerows. Then are the gray stone walls of Blundell on every side +encompassed, the vale is spread over with looping waters, and it is a +hard thing for the day-boys to get home to their suppers. + +And in that time, old Cop, the porter (so called because he hath copper +boots to keep the wet from his stomach, and a nose of copper also, in +right of other waters), his place is to stand at the gate, attending to +the flood-boards grooved into one another, and so to watch the torrents +rise, and not be washed away, if it please God he may help it. But long +ere the flood hath attained this height, and while it is only waxing, +certain boys of deputy will watch at the stoop of the drain-holes, and +be apt to look outside the walls when Cop is taking a cordial. And in +the very front of the gate, just without the archway, where the ground +is paved most handsomely, you may see in copy-letters done a great +P.B. of white pebbles. Now, it is the custom and the law that when +the invading waters, either fluxing along the wall from below the +road-bridge, or pouring sharply across the meadows from a cut called +Owen's Ditch--and I myself have seen it come both ways--upon the very +instant when the waxing element lips though it be but a single pebble of +the founder's letters, it is in the license of any boy, soever small +and undoctrined, to rush into the great school-rooms, where a score of +masters sit heavily, and scream at the top of his voice, "P.B." + +Then, with a yell, the boys leap up, or break away from their standing; +they toss their caps to the black-beamed roof, and haply the very books +after them; and the great boys vex no more the small ones, and the small +boys stick up to the great ones. One with another, hard they go, to see +the gain of the waters, and the tribulation of Cop, and are prone to +kick the day-boys out, with words of scanty compliment. Then the masters +look at one another, having no class to look to, and (boys being no more +left to watch) in a manner they put their mouths up. With a spirited +bang they close their books, and make invitation the one to the other +for pipes and foreign cordials, recommending the chance of the time, and +the comfort away from cold water. + +But, lo! I am dwelling on little things and the pigeons' eggs of the +infancy, forgetting the bitter and heavy life gone over me since then. +If I am neither a hard man nor a very close one, God knows I have had no +lack of rubbing and pounding to make stone of me. Yet can I not somehow +believe that we ought to hate one another, to live far asunder, and +block the mouth each of his little den; as do the wild beasts of the +wood, and the hairy outrangs now brought over, each with a chain upon +him. Let that matter be as it will. It is beyond me to unfold, and +mayhap of my grandson's grandson. All I know is that wheat is better +than when I began to sow it. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +AN IMPORTANT ITEM + +[Illustration: 005.jpg The School Room] + +Now the cause of my leaving Tiverton school, and the way of it, were as +follows. On the 29th day of November, in the year of our Lord 1673, the +very day when I was twelve years old, and had spent all my substance in +sweetmeats, with which I made treat to the little boys, till the large +boys ran in and took them, we came out of school at five o'clock, as +the rule is upon Tuesdays. According to custom we drove the day-boys +in brave rout down the causeway from the school-porch even to the gate +where Cop has his dwelling and duty. Little it recked us and helped +them less, that they were our founder's citizens, and haply his own +grand-nephews (for he left no direct descendants), neither did we much +inquire what their lineage was. For it had long been fixed among us, +who were of the house and chambers, that these same day-boys were all +"caddes," as we had discovered to call it, because they paid no groat +for their schooling, and brought their own commons with them. In +consumption of these we would help them, for our fare in hall fed +appetite; and while we ate their victuals, we allowed them freely to +talk to us. Nevertheless, we could not feel, when all the victuals +were gone, but that these boys required kicking from the premises +of Blundell. And some of them were shopkeepers' sons, young grocers, +fellmongers, and poulterers, and these to their credit seemed to know +how righteous it was to kick them. But others were of high family, as +any need be, in Devon--Carews, and Bouchiers, and Bastards, and some of +these would turn sometimes, and strike the boy that kicked them. But +to do them justice, even these knew that they must be kicked for not +paying. + +After these "charity-boys" were gone, as in contumely we called +them--"If you break my bag on my head," said one, "how will feed thence +to-morrow?"--and after old Cop with clang of iron had jammed the double +gates in under the scruff-stone archway, whereupon are Latin verses, +done in brass of small quality, some of us who were not hungry, and +cared not for the supper-bell, having sucked much parliament and dumps +at my only charges--not that I ever bore much wealth, but because I had +been thrifting it for this time of my birth--we were leaning quite at +dusk against the iron bars of the gate some six, or it may be seven of +us, small boys all, and not conspicuous in the closing of the daylight +and the fog that came at eventide, else Cop would have rated us up the +green, for he was churly to little boys when his wife had taken their +money. There was plenty of room for all of us, for the gate will hold +nine boys close-packed, unless they be fed rankly, whereof is little +danger; and now we were looking out on the road and wishing we could get +there; hoping, moreover, to see a good string of pack-horses come by, +with troopers to protect them. For the day-boys had brought us word that +some intending their way to the town had lain that morning at Sampford +Peveril, and must be in ere nightfall, because Mr. Faggus was after +them. Now Mr. Faggus was my first cousin and an honour to the family, +being a Northmolton man of great renown on the highway from Barum town +even to London. Therefore of course, I hoped that he would catch the +packmen, and the boys were asking my opinion as of an oracle, about it. + +A certain boy leaning up against me would not allow my elbow room, and +struck me very sadly in the stomach part, though his own was full of my +parliament. And this I felt so unkindly, that I smote him straightway in +the face without tarrying to consider it, or weighing the question duly. +Upon this he put his head down, and presented it so vehemently at the +middle of my waistcoat, that for a minute or more my breath seemed +dropped, as it were, from my pockets, and my life seemed to stop from +great want of ease. Before I came to myself again, it had been settled +for us that we should move to the "Ironing-box," as the triangle of turf +is called where the two causeways coming from the school-porch and the +hall-porch meet, and our fights are mainly celebrated; only we must +wait until the convoy of horses had passed, and then make a ring by +candlelight, and the other boys would like it. But suddenly there came +round the post where the letters of our founder are, not from the way +of Taunton but from the side of Lowman bridge, a very small string of +horses, only two indeed (counting for one the pony), and a red-faced man +on the bigger nag. + +"Plaise ye, worshipful masters," he said, being feared of the gateway, +"carn 'e tull whur our Jan Ridd be?" + +"Hyur a be, ees fai, Jan Ridd," answered a sharp little chap, making +game of John Fry's language. + +"Zhow un up, then," says John Fry poking his whip through the bars at +us; "Zhow un up, and putt un aowt." + +The other little chaps pointed at me, and some began to hallo; but I +knew what I was about. + +"Oh, John, John," I cried, "what's the use of your coming now, and Peggy +over the moors, too, and it so cruel cold for her? The holidays don't +begin till Wednesday fortnight, John. To think of your not knowing +that!" + +John Fry leaned forward in the saddle, and turned his eyes away from +me; and then there was a noise in his throat like a snail crawling on a +window-pane. + +"Oh, us knaws that wull enough, Maister Jan; reckon every Oare-man knaw +that, without go to skoo-ull, like you doth. Your moother have kept arl +the apples up, and old Betty toorned the black puddens, and none dare +set trap for a blagbird. Arl for thee, lad; every bit of it now for +thee!" + +He checked himself suddenly, and frightened me. I knew that John Fry's +way so well. + +"And father, and father--oh, how is father?" I pushed the boys right and +left as I said it. "John, is father up in town! He always used to come +for me, and leave nobody else to do it." + +"Vayther'll be at the crooked post, tother zide o' telling-house.* Her +coodn't lave 'ouze by raison of the Chirstmas bakkon comin' on, and zome +o' the cider welted." + + * The "telling-houses" on the moor are rude cots where the + shepherds meet to "tell" their sheep at the end of the + pasturing season. + + +He looked at the nag's ears as he said it; and, being up to John Fry's +ways, I knew that it was a lie. And my heart fell like a lump of lead, +and I leaned back on the stay of the gate, and longed no more to fight +anybody. A sort of dull power hung over me, like the cloud of a brooding +tempest, and I feared to be told anything. I did not even care to stroke +the nose of my pony Peggy, although she pushed it in through the rails, +where a square of broader lattice is, and sniffed at me, and began to +crop gently after my fingers. But whatever lives or dies, business must +be attended to; and the principal business of good Christians is, beyond +all controversy, to fight with one another. + +"Come up, Jack," said one of the boys, lifting me under the chin; "he +hit you, and you hit him, you know." + +"Pay your debts before you go," said a monitor, striding up to me, after +hearing how the honour lay; "Ridd, you must go through with it." + +"Fight, for the sake of the junior first," cried the little fellow in my +ear, the clever one, the head of our class, who had mocked John Fry, and +knew all about the aorists, and tried to make me know it; but I never +went more than three places up, and then it was an accident, and I came +down after dinner. The boys were urgent round me to fight, though my +stomach was not up for it; and being very slow of wit (which is not +chargeable on me), I looked from one to other of them, seeking any cure +for it. Not that I was afraid of fighting, for now I had been three +years at Blundell's, and foughten, all that time, a fight at least once +every week, till the boys began to know me; only that the load on my +heart was not sprightly as of the hay-field. It is a very sad thing to +dwell on; but even now, in my time of wisdom, I doubt it is a fond thing +to imagine, and a motherly to insist upon, that boys can do without +fighting. Unless they be very good boys, and afraid of one another. + +"Nay," I said, with my back against the wrought-iron stay of the gate, +which was socketed into Cop's house-front: "I will not fight thee now, +Robin Snell, but wait till I come back again." + +"Take coward's blow, Jack Ridd, then," cried half a dozen little boys, +shoving Bob Snell forward to do it; because they all knew well enough, +having striven with me ere now, and proved me to be their master--they +knew, I say, that without great change, I would never accept that +contumely. But I took little heed of them, looking in dull wonderment +at John Fry, and Smiler, and the blunderbuss, and Peggy. John Fry was +scratching his head, I could see, and getting blue in the face, by the +light from Cop's parlour-window, and going to and fro upon Smiler, as if +he were hard set with it. And all the time he was looking briskly from +my eyes to the fist I was clenching, and methought he tried to wink at +me in a covert manner; and then Peggy whisked her tail. + +"Shall I fight, John?" I said at last; "I would an you had not come, +John." + +"Chraist's will be done; I zim thee had better faight, Jan," he +answered, in a whisper, through the gridiron of the gate; "there be a +dale of faighting avore thee. Best wai to begin gude taime laike. Wull +the geatman latt me in, to zee as thee hast vair plai, lad?" + +He looked doubtfully down at the colour of his cowskin boots, and the +mire upon the horses, for the sloughs were exceedingly mucky. Peggy, +indeed, my sorrel pony, being lighter of weight, was not crusted much +over the shoulders; but Smiler (our youngest sledder) had been well in +over his withers, and none would have deemed him a piebald, save of red +mire and black mire. The great blunderbuss, moreover, was choked with a +dollop of slough-cake; and John Fry's sad-coloured Sunday hat was indued +with a plume of marish-weed. All this I saw while he was dismounting, +heavily and wearily, lifting his leg from the saddle-cloth as if with a +sore crick in his back. + +By this time the question of fighting was gone quite out of our +discretion; for sundry of the elder boys, grave and reverend signors, +who had taken no small pleasure in teaching our hands to fight, to ward, +to parry, to feign and counter, to lunge in the manner of sword-play, +and the weaker child to drop on one knee when no cunning of fence might +baffle the onset--these great masters of the art, who would far liefer +see us little ones practise it than themselves engage, six or seven of +them came running down the rounded causeway, having heard that there +had arisen "a snug little mill" at the gate. Now whether that word +hath origin in a Greek term meaning a conflict, as the best-read boys +asseverated, or whether it is nothing more than a figure of similitude, +from the beating arms of a mill, such as I have seen in counties where +are no waterbrooks, but folk make bread with wind--it is not for a man +devoid of scholarship to determine. Enough that they who made the ring +intituled the scene a "mill," while we who must be thumped inside it +tried to rejoice in their pleasantry, till it turned upon the stomach. + +Moreover, I felt upon me now a certain responsibility, a dutiful need to +maintain, in the presence of John Fry, the manliness of the Ridd family, +and the honour of Exmoor. Hitherto none had worsted me, although in the +three years of my schooling, I had fought more than threescore battles, +and bedewed with blood every plant of grass towards the middle of the +Ironing-box. And this success I owed at first to no skill of my own; +until I came to know better; for up to twenty or thirty fights, I struck +as nature guided me, no wiser than a father-long-legs in the heat of a +lanthorn; but I had conquered, partly through my native strength, and +the Exmoor toughness in me, and still more that I could not see when I +had gotten my bellyful. But now I was like to have that and more; for +my heart was down, to begin with; and then Robert Snell was a bigger boy +than I had ever encountered, and as thick in the skull and hard in the +brain as even I could claim to be. + +I had never told my mother a word about these frequent strivings, +because she was soft-hearted; neither had I told by father, because +he had not seen it. Therefore, beholding me still an innocent-looking +child, with fair curls on my forehead, and no store of bad language, +John Fry thought this was the very first fight that ever had befallen +me; and so when they let him at the gate, "with a message to the +headmaster," as one of the monitors told Cop, and Peggy and Smiler were +tied to the railings, till I should be through my business, John comes +up to me with the tears in his eyes, and says, "Doon't thee goo for to +do it, Jan; doon't thee do it, for gude now." But I told him that now it +was much too late to cry off; so he said, "The Lord be with thee, Jan, +and turn thy thumb-knuckle inwards." + +It was not a very large piece of ground in the angle of the causeways, +but quite big enough to fight upon, especially for Christians, who loved +to be cheek by jowl at it. The great boys stood in a circle around, +being gifted with strong privilege, and the little boys had leave to lie +flat and look through the legs of the great boys. But while we were yet +preparing, and the candles hissed in the fog-cloud, old Phoebe, of more +than fourscore years, whose room was over the hall-porch, came hobbling +out, as she always did, to mar the joy of the conflict. No one ever +heeded her, neither did she expect it; but the evil was that two senior +boys must always lose the first round of the fight, by having to lead +her home again. + +I marvel how Robin Snell felt. Very likely he thought nothing of it, +always having been a boy of a hectoring and unruly sort. But I felt my +heart go up and down as the boys came round to strip me; and greatly +fearing to be beaten, I blew hot upon my knuckles. Then pulled I off +my little cut jerkin, and laid it down on my head cap, and over that my +waistcoat, and a boy was proud to take care of them. Thomas Hooper was +his name, and I remember how he looked at me. My mother had made that +little cut jerkin, in the quiet winter evenings. And taken pride to loop +it up in a fashionable way, and I was loth to soil it with blood, and +good filberds were in the pocket. Then up to me came Robin Snell (mayor +of Exeter thrice since that), and he stood very square, and looking +at me, and I lacked not long to look at him. Round his waist he had a +kerchief busking up his small-clothes, and on his feet light pumpkin +shoes, and all his upper raiment off. And he danced about in a way that +made my head swim on my shoulders, and he stood some inches over me. But +I, being muddled with much doubt about John Fry and his errand, was only +stripped of my jerkin and waistcoat, and not comfortable to begin. + +"Come now, shake hands," cried a big boy, jumping in joy of the +spectacle, a third-former nearly six feet high; "shake hands, you little +devils. Keep your pluck up, and show good sport, and Lord love the +better man of you." + +Robin took me by the hand, and gazed at me disdainfully, and then smote +me painfully in the face, ere I could get my fence up. + +"Whutt be 'bout, lad?" cried John Fry; "hutt un again, Jan, wull 'e? +Well done then, our Jan boy." + +For I had replied to Robin now, with all the weight and cadence of +penthemimeral caesura (a thing, the name of which I know, but could +never make head nor tail of it), and the strife began in a serious +style, and the boys looking on were not cheated. Although I could not +collect their shouts when the blows were ringing upon me, it was no +great loss; for John Fry told me afterwards that their oaths went up +like a furnace fire. But to these we paid no heed or hap, being in the +thick of swinging, and devoid of judgment. All I know is, I came to my +corner, when the round was over, with very hard pumps in my chest, and a +great desire to fall away. + +"Time is up," cried head-monitor, ere ever I got my breath again; and +when I fain would have lingered awhile on the knee of the boy that held +me. John Fry had come up, and the boys were laughing because he wanted a +stable lanthorn, and threatened to tell my mother. + +"Time is up," cried another boy, more headlong than head-monitor. "If we +count three before the come of thee, thwacked thou art, and must go +to the women." I felt it hard upon me. He began to count, one, too, +three--but before the "three" was out of his mouth, I was facing my foe, +with both hands up, and my breath going rough and hot, and resolved to +wait the turn of it. For I had found seat on the knee of a boy sage and +skilled to tutor me, who knew how much the end very often differs from +the beginning. A rare ripe scholar he was; and now he hath routed up the +Germans in the matter of criticism. Sure the clever boys and men have +most love towards the stupid ones. + +"Finish him off, Bob," cried a big boy, and that I noticed especially, +because I thought it unkind of him, after eating of my toffee as he +had that afternoon; "finish him off, neck and crop; he deserves it for +sticking up to a man like you." + +But I was not so to be finished off, though feeling in my knuckles now +as if it were a blueness and a sense of chilblain. Nothing held except +my legs, and they were good to help me. So this bout, or round, if you +please, was foughten warily by me, with gentle recollection of what my +tutor, the clever boy, had told me, and some resolve to earn his praise +before I came back to his knee again. And never, I think, in all my +life, sounded sweeter words in my ears (except when my love loved me) +than when my second and backer, who had made himself part of my doings +now, and would have wept to see me beaten, said,-- + +"Famously done, Jack, famously! Only keep your wind up, Jack, and you'll +go right through him!" + +Meanwhile John Fry was prowling about, asking the boys what they thought +of it, and whether I was like to be killed, because of my mother's +trouble. But finding now that I had foughten three-score fights already, +he came up to me woefully, in the quickness of my breathing, while I sat +on the knee of my second, with a piece of spongious coralline to ease +me of my bloodshed, and he says in my ears, as if he was clapping spurs +into a horse,-- + +"Never thee knack under, Jan, or never coom naigh Hexmoor no more." + +With that it was all up with me. A simmering buzzed in my heavy brain, +and a light came through my eyeplaces. At once I set both fists again, +and my heart stuck to me like cobbler's wax. Either Robin Snell should +kill me, or I would conquer Robin Snell. So I went in again with my +courage up, and Bob came smiling for victory, and I hated him for +smiling. He let at me with his left hand, and I gave him my right +between his eyes, and he blinked, and was not pleased with it. I feared +him not, and spared him not, neither spared myself. My breath came +again, and my heart stood cool, and my eyes struck fire no longer. Only +I knew that I would die sooner than shame my birthplace. How the rest +of it was I know not; only that I had the end of it, and helped to put +Robin in bed. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE WAR-PATH OF THE DOONES + +[Illustration: 014.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +From Tiverton town to the town of Oare is a very long and painful road, +and in good truth the traveller must make his way, as the saying is; for +the way is still unmade, at least, on this side of Dulverton, although +there is less danger now than in the time of my schooling; for now a +good horse may go there without much cost of leaping, but when I was +a boy the spurs would fail, when needed most, by reason of the +slough-cake. It is to the credit of this age, and our advance upon +fatherly ways, that now we have laid down rods and fagots, and even +stump-oaks here and there, so that a man in good daylight need not sink, +if he be quite sober. There is nothing I have striven at more than doing +my duty, way-warden over Exmoor. + +But in those days, when I came from school (and good times they were, +too, full of a warmth and fine hearth-comfort, which now are dying out), +it was a sad and sorry business to find where lay the highway. We are +taking now to mark it off with a fence on either side, at least, when +a town is handy; but to me his seems of a high pretence, and a sort of +landmark, and channel for robbers, though well enough near London, where +they have earned a race-course. + +We left the town of the two fords, which they say is the meaning of it, +very early in the morning, after lying one day to rest, as was demanded +by the nags, sore of foot and foundered. For my part, too, I was glad to +rest, having aches all over me, and very heavy bruises; and we lodged +at the sign of the White Horse Inn, in the street called Gold Street, +opposite where the souls are of John and Joan Greenway, set up in +gold letters, because we must take the homeward way at cockcrow of the +morning. Though still John Fry was dry with me of the reason of his +coming, and only told lies about father, and could not keep them +agreeable, I hoped for the best, as all boys will, especially after a +victory. And I thought, perhaps father had sent for me because he had a +good harvest, and the rats were bad in the corn-chamber. + +It was high noon before we were got to Dulverton that day, near to which +town the river Exe and its big brother Barle have union. My mother had +an uncle living there, but we were not to visit his house this time, at +which I was somewhat astonished, since we needs must stop for at least +two hours, to bait our horses thorough well, before coming to the black +bogway. The bogs are very good in frost, except where the hot-springs +rise; but as yet there had been no frost this year, save just enough +to make the blackbirds look big in the morning. In a hearty black-frost +they look small, until the snow falls over them. + +The road from Bampton to Dulverton had not been very delicate, yet +nothing to complain of much--no deeper, indeed, than the hocks of a +horse, except in the rotten places. The day was inclined to be mild and +foggy, and both nags sweated freely; but Peggy carrying little weight +(for my wardrobe was upon Smiler, and John Fry grumbling always), we +could easily keep in front, as far as you may hear a laugh. + +John had been rather bitter with me, which methought was a mark of ill +taste at coming home for the holidays; and yet I made allowance for +John, because he had never been at school, and never would have chance +to eat fry upon condition of spelling it; therefore I rode on, thinking +that he was hard-set, like a saw, for his dinner, and would soften after +tooth-work. And yet at his most hungry times, when his mind was far gone +upon bacon, certes he seemed to check himself and look at me as if he +were sorry for little things coming over great. + +But now, at Dulverton, we dined upon the rarest and choicest victuals +that ever I did taste. Even now, at my time of life, to think of it +gives me appetite, as once and awhile to think of my first love makes +me love all goodness. Hot mutton pasty was a thing I had often heard +of from very wealthy boys and men, who made a dessert of dinner; and to +hear them talk of it made my lips smack, and my ribs come inwards. + +And now John Fry strode into the hostel, with the air and grace of a +short-legged man, and shouted as loud as if he was calling sheep upon +Exmoor,-- + +"Hot mooton pasty for twoo trarv'lers, at number vaive, in vaive +minnits! Dish un up in the tin with the grahvy, zame as I hardered last +Tuesday." + +Of course it did not come in five minutes, nor yet in ten or twenty; but +that made it all the better when it came to the real presence; and the +smell of it was enough to make an empty man thank God for the room there +was inside him. Fifty years have passed me quicker than the taste of +that gravy. + +It is the manner of all good boys to be careless of apparel, and take no +pride in adornment. Good lack, if I see a boy make to do about the fit +of his crumpler, and the creasing of his breeches, and desire to be shod +for comeliness rather than for use, I cannot 'scape the mark that God +took thought to make a girl of him. Not so when they grow older, and +court the regard of the maidens; then may the bravery pass from the +inside to the outside of them; and no bigger fools are they, even then, +than their fathers were before them. But God forbid any man to be a fool +to love, and be loved, as I have been. Else would he have prevented it. + +When the mutton pasty was done, and Peggy and Smiler had dined well +also, out I went to wash at the pump, being a lover of soap and water, +at all risk, except of my dinner. And John Fry, who cared very little +to wash, save Sabbath days in his own soap, and who had kept me from the +pump by threatening loss of the dish, out he came in a satisfied manner, +with a piece of quill in his hand, to lean against a door-post, and +listen to the horses feeding, and have his teeth ready for supper. + +Then a lady's-maid came out, and the sun was on her face, and she turned +round to go back again; but put a better face upon it, and gave a +trip and hitched her dress, and looked at the sun full body, lest the +hostlers should laugh that she was losing her complexion. With a long +Italian glass in her fingers very daintily, she came up to the pump in +the middle of the yard, where I was running the water off all my head +and shoulders, and arms, and some of my breast even, and though I had +glimpsed her through the sprinkle, it gave me quite a turn to see +her, child as I was, in my open aspect. But she looked at me, no whit +abashed, making a baby of me, no doubt, as a woman of thirty will do, +even with a very big boy when they catch him on a hayrick, and she said +to me in a brazen manner, as if I had been nobody, while I was shrinking +behind the pump, and craving to get my shirt on, "Good leetle boy, come +hither to me. Fine heaven! how blue your eyes are, and your skin like +snow; but some naughty man has beaten it black. Oh, leetle boy, let me +feel it. Ah, how then it must have hurt you! There now, and you shall +love me." + +All this time she was touching my breast, here and there, very lightly, +with her delicate brown fingers, and I understood from her voice and +manner that she was not of this country, but a foreigner by extraction. +And then I was not so shy of her, because I could talk better English +than she; and yet I longed for my jerkin, but liked not to be rude to +her. + +"If you please, madam, I must go. John Fry is waiting by the tapster's +door, and Peggy neighing to me. If you please, we must get home +to-night; and father will be waiting for me this side of the +telling-house." + +"There, there, you shall go, leetle dear, and perhaps I will go after +you. I have taken much love of you. But the baroness is hard to me. How +far you call it now to the bank of the sea at Wash--Wash--" + +"At Watchett, likely you mean, madam. Oh, a very long way, and the roads +as soft as the road to Oare." + +"Oh-ah, oh-ah--I shall remember; that is the place where my leetle boy +live, and some day I will come seek for him. Now make the pump to flow, +my dear, and give me the good water. The baroness will not touch unless +a nebule be formed outside the glass." + +I did not know what she meant by that; yet I pumped for her very +heartily, and marvelled to see her for fifty times throw the water away +in the trough, as if it was not good enough. At last the water suited +her, with a likeness of fog outside the glass, and the gleam of a +crystal under it, and then she made a curtsey to me, in a sort of +mocking manner, holding the long glass by the foot, not to take the +cloud off; and then she wanted to kiss me; but I was out of breath, and +have always been shy of that work, except when I come to offer it; and +so I ducked under the pump-handle, and she knocked her chin on the knob +of it; and the hostlers came out, and asked whether they would do as +well. + +Upon this, she retreated up the yard, with a certain dark dignity, and +a foreign way of walking, which stopped them at once from going farther, +because it was so different from the fashion of their sweethearts. One +with another they hung back, where half a cart-load of hay was, and +they looked to be sure that she would not turn round; and then each one +laughed at the rest of them. + +Now, up to the end of Dulverton town, on the northward side of it, +where the two new pig-sties be, the Oare folk and the Watchett folk must +trudge on together, until we come to a broken cross, where a murdered +man lies buried. Peggy and Smiler went up the hill, as if nothing could +be too much for them, after the beans they had eaten, and suddenly +turning a corner of trees, we happened upon a great coach and six horses +labouring very heavily. John Fry rode on with his hat in his hand, as +became him towards the quality; but I was amazed to that degree, that I +left my cap on my head, and drew bridle without knowing it. + +[Illustration: 019.jpg Great Coach and Six Horses Labouring] + +For in the front seat of the coach, which was half-way open, being of +the city-make, and the day in want of air, sate the foreign lady, who +had met me at the pump and offered to salute me. By her side was a +little girl, dark-haired and very wonderful, with a wealthy softness on +her, as if she must have her own way. I could not look at her for two +glances, and she did not look at me for one, being such a little child, +and busy with the hedges. But in the honourable place sate a handsome +lady, very warmly dressed, and sweetly delicate of colour. And close +to her was a lively child, two or it may be three years old, bearing a +white cockade in his hat, and staring at all and everybody. Now, he saw +Peggy, and took such a liking to her, that the lady his mother--if so +she were--was forced to look at my pony and me. And, to tell the truth, +although I am not of those who adore the high folk, she looked at us +very kindly, and with a sweetness rarely found in the women who milk the +cows for us. + +Then I took off my cap to the beautiful lady, without asking wherefore; +and she put up her hand and kissed it to me, thinking, perhaps, that +I looked like a gentle and good little boy; for folk always called me +innocent, though God knows I never was that. But now the foreign lady, +or lady's maid, as it might be, who had been busy with little dark eyes, +turned upon all this going-on, and looked me straight in the face. I was +about to salute her, at a distance, indeed, and not with the nicety she +had offered to me, but, strange to say, she stared at my eyes as if she +had never seen me before, neither wished to see me again. At this I was +so startled, such things beings out of my knowledge, that I startled +Peggy also with the muscle of my legs, and she being fresh from stable, +and the mire scraped off with cask-hoop, broke away so suddenly that I +could do no more than turn round and lower my cap, now five months old, +to the beautiful lady. Soon I overtook John Fry, and asked him all about +them, and how it was that we had missed their starting from the hostel. +But John would never talk much till after a gallon of cider; and all +that I could win out of him was that they were "murdering Papishers," +and little he cared to do with them, or the devil, as they came +from. And a good thing for me, and a providence, that I was gone down +Dulverton town to buy sweetstuff for Annie, else my stupid head would +have gone astray with their great out-coming. + +We saw no more of them after that, but turned into the sideway; and soon +had the fill of our hands and eyes to look to our own going. For the +road got worse and worse, until there was none at all, and perhaps the +purest thing it could do was to be ashamed to show itself. But we pushed +on as best we might, with doubt of reaching home any time, except by +special grace of God. + +The fog came down upon the moors as thick as ever I saw it; and there +was no sound of any sort, nor a breath of wind to guide us. The little +stubby trees that stand here and there, like bushes with a wooden leg +to them, were drizzled with a mess of wet, and hung their points with +dropping. Wherever the butt-end of a hedgerow came up from the hollow +ground, like the withers of a horse, holes of splash were pocked and +pimpled in the yellow sand of coneys, or under the dwarf tree's ovens. +But soon it was too dark to see that, or anything else, I may say, +except the creases in the dusk, where prisoned light crept up the +valleys. + +After awhile even that was gone, and no other comfort left us except to +see our horses' heads jogging to their footsteps, and the dark ground +pass below us, lighter where the wet was; and then the splash, foot +after foot, more clever than we can do it, and the orderly jerk of the +tail, and the smell of what a horse is. + +John Fry was bowing forward with sleep upon his saddle, and now I could +no longer see the frizzle of wet upon his beard--for he had a very brave +one, of a bright red colour, and trimmed into a whale-oil knot, because +he was newly married--although that comb of hair had been a subject of +some wonder to me, whether I, in God's good time, should have the like +of that, handsomely set with shining beads, small above and large below, +from the weeping of the heaven. But still I could see the jog of his +hat--a Sunday hat with a top to it--and some of his shoulder bowed out +in the mist, so that one could say "Hold up, John," when Smiler put +his foot in. "Mercy of God! where be us now?" said John Fry, waking +suddenly; "us ought to have passed hold hash, Jan. Zeen it on the road, +have 'ee?" + +[Illustration: 021.jpg Where be us now?] + +"No indeed, John; no old ash. Nor nothing else to my knowing; nor heard +nothing, save thee snoring." + +"Watt a vule thee must be then, Jan; and me myzell no better. Harken, +lad, harken!" + +We drew our horses up and listened, through the thickness of the air, +and with our hands laid to our ears. At first there was nothing to hear, +except the panting of the horses and the trickle of the eaving drops +from our head-covers and clothing, and the soft sounds of the lonely +night, that make us feel, and try not to think. Then there came a mellow +noise, very low and mournsome, not a sound to be afraid of, but to long +to know the meaning, with a soft rise of the hair. Three times it came +and went again, as the shaking of a thread might pass away into the +distance; and then I touched John Fry to know that there was something +near me. + +"Doon't 'e be a vule, Jan! Vaine moozick as iver I 'eer. God bless the +man as made un doo it." + +"Have they hanged one of the Doones then, John?" + +"Hush, lad; niver talk laike o' thiccy. Hang a Doone! God knoweth, the +King would hang pretty quick if her did." + +"Then who is it in the chains, John?" + +I felt my spirit rise as I asked; for now I had crossed Exmoor so often +as to hope that the people sometimes deserved it, and think that it +might be a lesson to the rogues who unjustly loved the mutton they were +never born to. But, of course, they were born to hanging, when they set +themselves so high. + +"It be nawbody," said John, "vor us to make a fush about. Belong to +t'other zide o' the moor, and come staling shape to our zide. Red Jem +Hannaford his name. Thank God for him to be hanged, lad; and good cess +to his soul for craikin' zo." + +So the sound of the quiet swinging led us very modestly, as it came and +went on the wind, loud and low pretty regularly, even as far as the foot +of the gibbet where the four cross-ways are. + +"Vamous job this here," cried John, looking up to be sure of it, because +there were so many; "here be my own nick on the post. Red Jem, too, and +no doubt of him; he do hang so handsome like, and his ribs up laike a +horse a'most. God bless them as discoovered the way to make a rogue so +useful. Good-naight to thee, Jem, my lad; and not break thy drames with +the craikin'." + +John Fry shook his bridle-arm, and smote upon Smiler merrily, as he +jogged into the homeward track from the guiding of the body. But I was +sorry for Red Jem, and wanted to know more about him, and whether +he might not have avoided this miserable end, and what his wife and +children thought of it, if, indeed, he had any. + +But John would talk no more about it; and perhaps he was moved with a +lonesome feeling, as the creaking sound came after us. + +"Hould thee tongue, lad,' he said sharply; 'us be naigh the Doone-track +now, two maile from Dunkery Beacon hill, the haighest place of Hexmoor. +So happen they be abroad to-naight, us must crawl on our belly-places, +boy." + +I knew at once what he meant--those bloody Doones of Bagworthy, the awe +of all Devon and Somerset, outlaws, traitors, murderers. My little legs +began to tremble to and fro upon Peggy's sides, as I heard the dead +robber in chains behind us, and thought of the live ones still in front. + +"But, John," I whispered warily, sidling close to his saddle-bow; "dear +John, you don't think they will see us in such a fog as this?" + +"Never God made vog as could stop their eyesen," he whispered in answer, +fearfully; "here us be by the hollow ground. Zober, lad, goo zober now, +if thee wish to see thy moother." + +For I was inclined, in the manner of boys, to make a run of the danger, +and cross the Doone-track at full speed; to rush for it, and be done +with it. But even then I wondered why he talked of my mother so, and +said not a word of father. + +We were come to a long deep "goyal," as they call it on Exmoor, a word +whose fountain and origin I have nothing to do with. Only I know that +when little boys laughed at me at Tiverton, for talking about a "goyal," +a big boy clouted them on the head, and said that it was in Homer, and +meant the hollow of the hand. And another time a Welshman told me that +it must be something like the thing they call a "pant" in those parts. +Still I know what it means well enough--to wit, a long trough among +wild hills, falling towards the plain country, rounded at the bottom, +perhaps, and stiff, more than steep, at the sides of it. Whether it be +straight or crooked, makes no difference to it. + +We rode very carefully down our side, and through the soft grass at +the bottom, and all the while we listened as if the air was a +speaking-trumpet. Then gladly we breasted our nags to the rise, and were +coming to the comb of it, when I heard something, and caught John's +arm, and he bent his hand to the shape of his ear. It was the sound of +horses' feet knocking up through splashy ground, as if the bottom sucked +them. Then a grunting of weary men, and the lifting noise of stirrups, +and sometimes the clank of iron mixed with the wheezy croning of leather +and the blowing of hairy nostrils. + +"God's sake, Jack, slip round her belly, and let her go where she wull." + +As John Fry whispered, so I did, for he was off Smiler by this time; +but our two pads were too fagged to go far, and began to nose about and +crop, sniffing more than they need have done. I crept to John's side +very softly, with the bridle on my arm. + +"Let goo braidle; let goo, lad. Plaise God they take them for +forest-ponies, or they'll zend a bullet through us." + +I saw what he meant, and let go the bridle; for now the mist was rolling +off, and we were against the sky-line to the dark cavalcade below us. +John lay on the ground by a barrow of heather, where a little gullet +was, and I crept to him, afraid of the noise I made in dragging my legs +along, and the creak of my cord breeches. John bleated like a sheep to +cover it--a sheep very cold and trembling. + +Then just as the foremost horseman passed, scarce twenty yards below us, +a puff of wind came up the glen, and the fog rolled off before it. And +suddenly a strong red light, cast by the cloud-weight downwards, spread +like fingers over the moorland, opened the alleys of darkness, and hung +on the steel of the riders. + +"Dunkery Beacon," whispered John, so close into my ear, that I felt his +lips and teeth ashake; "dursn't fire it now except to show the Doones +way home again, since the naight as they went up and throwed the +watchmen atop of it. Why, wutt be 'bout, lad? God's sake--" + +For I could keep still no longer, but wriggled away from his arm, and +along the little gullet, still going flat on my breast and thighs, until +I was under a grey patch of stone, with a fringe of dry fern round it; +there I lay, scarce twenty feet above the heads of the riders, and I +feared to draw my breath, though prone to do it with wonder. + +For now the beacon was rushing up, in a fiery storm to heaven, and the +form of its flame came and went in the folds, and the heavy sky was +hovering. All around it was hung with red, deep in twisted columns, and +then a giant beard of fire streamed throughout the darkness. The sullen +hills were flanked with light, and the valleys chined with shadow, and +all the sombrous moors between awoke in furrowed anger. + +But most of all the flinging fire leaped into the rocky mouth of the +glen below me, where the horsemen passed in silence, scarcely deigning +to look round. Heavy men and large of stature, reckless how they bore +their guns, or how they sate their horses, with leathern jerkins, and +long boots, and iron plates on breast and head, plunder heaped behind +their saddles, and flagons slung in front of them; I counted more than +thirty pass, like clouds upon red sunset. Some had carcasses of sheep +swinging with their skins on, others had deer, and one had a child flung +across his saddle-bow. Whether the child were dead, or alive, was more +than I could tell, only it hung head downwards there, and must take the +chance of it. They had got the child, a very young one, for the sake of +the dress, no doubt, which they could not stop to pull off from it; for +the dress shone bright, where the fire struck it, as if with gold and +jewels. I longed in my heart to know most sadly what they would do with +the little thing, and whether they would eat it. + +It touched me so to see that child, a prey among those vultures, that in +my foolish rage and burning I stood up and shouted to them leaping on +a rock, and raving out of all possession. Two of them turned round, and +one set his carbine at me, but the other said it was but a pixie, and +bade him keep his powder. Little they knew, and less thought I, that the +pixie then before them would dance their castle down one day. + +[Illustration: 026.jpg Said it was but a Pixie] + +John Fry, who in the spring of fright had brought himself down from +Smiler's side, as if he were dipped in oil, now came up to me, all risk +being over, cross, and stiff, and aching sorely from his wet couch of +heather. + +"Small thanks to thee, Jan, as my new waife bain't a widder. And who be +you to zupport of her, and her son, if she have one? Zarve thee right if +I was to chuck thee down into the Doone-track. Zim thee'll come to un, +zooner or later, if this be the zample of thee." + +And that was all he had to say, instead of thanking God! For if ever +born man was in a fright, and ready to thank God for anything, the name +of that man was John Fry not more than five minutes agone. + +However, I answered nothing at all, except to be ashamed of myself; and +soon we found Peggy and Smiler in company, well embarked on the homeward +road, and victualling where the grass was good. Right glad they were +to see us again--not for the pleasure of carrying, but because a horse +(like a woman) lacks, and is better without, self-reliance. + +My father never came to meet us, at either side of the telling-house, +neither at the crooked post, nor even at home-linhay although the dogs +kept such a noise that he must have heard us. Home-side of the +linhay, and under the ashen hedge-row, where father taught me to catch +blackbirds, all at once my heart went down, and all my breast was +hollow. There was not even the lanthorn light on the peg against the +cow's house, and nobody said "Hold your noise!" to the dogs, or shouted +"Here our Jack is!" + +I looked at the posts of the gate, in the dark, because they were tall, +like father, and then at the door of the harness-room, where he used to +smoke his pipe and sing. Then I thought he had guests perhaps--people +lost upon the moors--whom he could not leave unkindly, even for his +son's sake. And yet about that I was jealous, and ready to be vexed with +him, when he should begin to make much of me. And I felt in my pocket +for the new pipe which I had brought him from Tiverton, and said to +myself, "He shall not have it until to-morrow morning." + +Woe is me! I cannot tell. How I knew I know not now--only that I slunk +away, without a tear, or thought of weeping, and hid me in a saw-pit. +There the timber, over-head, came like streaks across me; and all I +wanted was to lack, and none to tell me anything. + +By-and-by, a noise came down, as of woman's weeping; and there my mother +and sister were, choking and holding together. Although they were my +dearest loves, I could not bear to look at them, until they seemed to +want my help, and put their hands before their eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +A VERY RASH VISIT + +[Illustration: 028.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +My dear father had been killed by the Doones of Bagworthy, while riding +home from Porlock market, on the Saturday evening. With him were six +brother-farmers, all of them very sober; for father would have no +company with any man who went beyond half a gallon of beer, or a single +gallon of cider. The robbers had no grudge against him; for he had never +flouted them, neither made overmuch of outcry, because they robbed other +people. For he was a man of such strict honesty, and due parish feeling, +that he knew it to be every man's own business to defend himself and +his goods; unless he belonged to our parish, and then we must look after +him. + +These seven good farmers were jogging along, helping one another in the +troubles of the road, and singing goodly hymns and songs to keep their +courage moving, when suddenly a horseman stopped in the starlight full +across them. + +By dress and arms they knew him well, and by his size and stature, shown +against the glimmer of the evening star; and though he seemed one man to +seven, it was in truth one man to one. Of the six who had been +singing songs and psalms about the power of God, and their own +regeneration--such psalms as went the round, in those days, of the +public-houses--there was not one but pulled out his money, and sang +small beer to a Doone. + +But father had been used to think that any man who was comfortable +inside his own coat and waistcoat deserved to have no other set, unless +he would strike a blow for them. And so, while his gossips doffed their +hats, and shook with what was left of them, he set his staff above his +head, and rode at the Doone robber. With a trick of his horse, the wild +man escaped the sudden onset, although it must have amazed him sadly +that any durst resist him. Then when Smiler was carried away with the +dash and the weight of my father (not being brought up to battle, nor +used to turn, save in plough harness), the outlaw whistled upon his +thumb, and plundered the rest of the yeoman. But father, drawing at +Smiler's head, to try to come back and help them, was in the midst of +a dozen men, who seemed to come out of a turf-rick, some on horse, and +some a-foot. Nevertheless, he smote lustily, so far as he could see; +and being of great size and strength, and his blood well up, they had no +easy job with him. With the play of his wrist, he cracked three or four +crowns, being always famous at single-stick; until the rest drew their +horses away, and he thought that he was master, and would tell his wife +about it. + +[Illustration: 029.jpg He rode at the Doone robber] + +But a man beyond the range of staff was crouching by the peat-stack, +with a long gun set to his shoulder, and he got poor father against the +sky, and I cannot tell the rest of it. Only they knew that Smiler came +home, with blood upon his withers, and father was found in the morning +dead on the moor, with his ivy-twisted cudgel lying broken under him. +Now, whether this were an honest fight, God judge betwixt the Doones and +me. + +[Illustration: 030.jpg Father was found dead on the moor] + +It was more of woe than wonder, being such days of violence, that mother +knew herself a widow, and her children fatherless. Of children there +were only three, none of us fit to be useful yet, only to comfort +mother, by making her to work for us. I, John Ridd, was the eldest, +and felt it a heavy thing on me; next came sister Annie, with about two +years between us; and then the little Eliza. + +Now, before I got home and found my sad loss--and no boy ever loved his +father more than I loved mine--mother had done a most wondrous thing, +which made all the neighbours say that she must be mad, at least. Upon +the Monday morning, while her husband lay unburied, she cast a white +hood over her hair, and gathered a black cloak round her, and, taking +counsel of no one, set off on foot for the Doone-gate. + +In the early afternoon she came to the hollow and barren entrance, where +in truth there was no gate, only darkness to go through. If I get on +with this story, I shall have to tell of it by-and-by, as I saw it +afterwards; and will not dwell there now. Enough that no gun was fired +at her, only her eyes were covered over, and somebody led her by the +hand, without any wish to hurt her. + +A very rough and headstrong road was all that she remembered, for she +could not think as she wished to do, with the cold iron pushed against +her. At the end of this road they delivered her eyes, and she could +scarce believe them. + +For she stood at the head of a deep green valley, carved from out the +mountains in a perfect oval, with a fence of sheer rock standing round +it, eighty feet or a hundred high; from whose brink black wooded hills +swept up to the sky-line. By her side a little river glided out from +underground with a soft dark babble, unawares of daylight; then growing +brighter, lapsed away, and fell into the valley. Then, as it ran down +the meadow, alders stood on either marge, and grass was blading out +upon it, and yellow tufts of rushes gathered, looking at the hurry. But +further down, on either bank, were covered houses built of stone, square +and roughly cornered, set as if the brook were meant to be the street +between them. Only one room high they were, and not placed opposite each +other, but in and out as skittles are; only that the first of all, which +proved to be the captain's, was a sort of double house, or rather two +houses joined together by a plank-bridge, over the river. + +Fourteen cots my mother counted, all very much of a pattern, and nothing +to choose between them, unless it were the captain's. Deep in the quiet +valley there, away from noise, and violence, and brawl, save that of +the rivulet, any man would have deemed them homes of simple mind and +innocence. Yet not a single house stood there but was the home of +murder. + +Two men led my mother down a steep and gliddery stair-way, like the +ladder of a hay-mow; and thence from the break of the falling water as +far as the house of the captain. And there at the door they left her +trembling, strung as she was, to speak her mind. + +Now, after all, what right had she, a common farmer's widow, to take it +amiss that men of birth thought fit to kill her husband. And the Doones +were of very high birth, as all we clods of Exmoor knew; and we had +enough of good teaching now--let any man say the contrary--to feel that +all we had belonged of right to those above us. Therefore my mother was +half-ashamed that she could not help complaining. + +But after a little while, as she said, remembrance of her husband came, +and the way he used to stand by her side and put his strong arm round +her, and how he liked his bacon fried, and praised her kindly for +it--and so the tears were in her eyes, and nothing should gainsay them. + +A tall old man, Sir Ensor Doone, came out with a bill-hook in his +hand, hedger's gloves going up his arms, as if he were no better than a +labourer at ditch-work. Only in his mouth and eyes, his gait, and most +of all his voice, even a child could know and feel that here was no +ditch-labourer. Good cause he has found since then, perhaps, to wish +that he had been one. + +With his white locks moving upon his coat, he stopped and looked down +at my mother, and she could not help herself but curtsey under the fixed +black gazing. + +"Good woman, you are none of us. Who has brought you hither? Young men +must be young--but I have had too much of this work." + +And he scowled at my mother, for her comeliness; and yet looked under +his eyelids as if he liked her for it. But as for her, in her depth of +love-grief, it struck scorn upon her womanhood; and in the flash she +spoke. + +"What you mean I know not. Traitors! cut-throats! cowards! I am here to +ask for my husband." She could not say any more, because her heart +was now too much for her, coming hard in her throat and mouth; but she +opened up her eyes at him. + +"Madam," said Sir Ensor Doone--being born a gentleman, although a very +bad one--"I crave pardon of you. My eyes are old, or I might have known. +Now, if we have your husband prisoner, he shall go free without ransoms, +because I have insulted you." + +"Sir," said my mother, being suddenly taken away with sorrow, because of +his gracious manner, "please to let me cry a bit." + +He stood away, and seemed to know that women want no help for that. And +by the way she cried he knew that they had killed her husband. Then, +having felt of grief himself, he was not angry with her, but left her to +begin again. + +"Loth would I be," said mother, sobbing with her new red handkerchief, +and looking at the pattern of it, "loth indeed, Sir Ensor Doone, to +accuse any one unfairly. But I have lost the very best husband God ever +gave to a woman; and I knew him when he was to your belt, and I not up +to your knee, sir; and never an unkind word he spoke, nor stopped +me short in speaking. All the herbs he left to me, and all the +bacon-curing, and when it was best to kill a pig, and how to treat the +maidens. Not that I would ever wish--oh, John, it seems so strange to +me, and last week you were everything." + +Here mother burst out crying again, not loudly, but turning quietly, +because she knew that no one now would ever care to wipe the tears. And +fifty or a hundred things, of weekly and daily happening, came across my +mother, so that her spirit fell like slackening lime. + +"This matter must be seen to; it shall be seen to at once," the old man +answered, moved a little in spite of all his knowledge. "Madam, if any +wrong has been done, trust the honour of a Doone; I will redress it to +my utmost. Come inside and rest yourself, while I ask about it. What was +your good husband's name, and when and where fell this mishap?" + +"Deary me," said mother, as he set a chair for her very polite, but she +would not sit upon it; "Saturday morning I was a wife, sir; and Saturday +night I was a widow, and my children fatherless. My husband's name was +John Ridd, sir, as everybody knows; and there was not a finer or better +man in Somerset or Devon. He was coming home from Porlock market, and a +new gown for me on the crupper, and a shell to put my hair up--oh, John, +how good you were to me!" + +Of that she began to think again, and not to believe her sorrow, except +as a dream from the evil one, because it was too bad upon her, and +perhaps she would awake in a minute, and her husband would have the +laugh of her. And so she wiped her eyes and smiled, and looked for +something. + +"Madam, this is a serious thing," Sir Ensor Doone said graciously, and +showing grave concern: "my boys are a little wild, I know. And yet I +cannot think that they would willingly harm any one. And yet--and yet, +you do look wronged. Send Counsellor to me," he shouted, from the door +of his house; and down the valley went the call, "Send Counsellor to +Captain." + +Counsellor Doone came in ere yet my mother was herself again; and if any +sight could astonish her when all her sense of right and wrong was gone +astray with the force of things, it was the sight of the Counsellor. +A square-built man of enormous strength, but a foot below the Doone +stature (which I shall describe hereafter), he carried a long grey beard +descending to the leather of his belt. Great eyebrows overhung his face, +like ivy on a pollard oak, and under them two large brown eyes, as of an +owl when muting. And he had a power of hiding his eyes, or showing them +bright, like a blazing fire. He stood there with his beaver off, and +mother tried to look at him, but he seemed not to descry her. + +"Counsellor," said Sir Ensor Doone, standing back in his height from +him, "here is a lady of good repute--" + +"Oh, no, sir; only a woman." + +[Illustration: 034.jpg Here is a lady, Counsellor] + +"Allow me, madam, by your good leave. Here is a lady, Counsellor, of +great repute in this part of the country, who charges the Doones with +having unjustly slain her husband--" + +"Murdered him! murdered him!" cried my mother, "if ever there was a +murder. Oh, sir! oh, sir! you know it." + +"The perfect rights and truth of the case is all I wish to know," said +the old man, very loftily: "and justice shall be done, madam." + +"Oh, I pray you--pray you, sirs, make no matter of business of it. God +from Heaven, look on me!" + +"Put the case," said the Counsellor. + +"The case is this," replied Sir Ensor, holding one hand up to mother: +"This lady's worthy husband was slain, it seems, upon his return from +the market at Porlock, no longer ago than last Saturday night. Madam, +amend me if I am wrong." + +"No longer, indeed, indeed, sir. Sometimes it seems a twelvemonth, and +sometimes it seems an hour." + +"Cite his name," said the Counsellor, with his eyes still rolling +inwards. + +"Master John Ridd, as I understand. Counsellor, we have heard of him +often; a worthy man and a peaceful one, who meddled not with our duties. +Now, if any of our boys have been rough, they shall answer it dearly. +And yet I can scarce believe it. For the folk about these parts are +apt to misconceive of our sufferings, and to have no feeling for us. +Counsellor, you are our record, and very stern against us; tell us how +this matter was." + +"Oh, Counsellor!" my mother cried; "Sir Counsellor, you will be fair: I +see it in your countenance. Only tell me who it was, and set me face to +face with him, and I will bless you, sir, and God shall bless you, and +my children." + +The square man with the long grey beard, quite unmoved by anything, drew +back to the door and spoke, and his voice was like a fall of stones in +the bottom of a mine. + +"Few words will be enow for this. Four or five of our best-behaved and +most peaceful gentlemen went to the little market at Porlock with a lump +of money. They bought some household stores and comforts at a very high +price, and pricked upon the homeward road, away from vulgar revellers. +When they drew bridle to rest their horses, in the shelter of a +peat-rick, the night being dark and sudden, a robber of great size and +strength rode into the midst of them, thinking to kill or terrify. His +arrogance and hardihood at the first amazed them, but they would not +give up without a blow goods which were on trust with them. He had +smitten three of them senseless, for the power of his arm was terrible; +whereupon the last man tried to ward his blow with a pistol. Carver, +sir, it was, our brave and noble Carver, who saved the lives of +his brethren and his own; and glad enow they were to escape. +Notwithstanding, we hoped it might be only a flesh-wound, and not to +speed him in his sins." + +As this atrocious tale of lies turned up joint by joint before her, like +a "devil's coach-horse,"* mother was too much amazed to do any more than +look at him, as if the earth must open. But the only thing that opened +was the great brown eyes of the Counsellor, which rested on my mother's +face with a dew of sorrow, as he spoke of sins. + +* The cock-tailed beetle has earned this name in the West of England. + + +She, unable to bear them, turned suddenly on Sir Ensor, and caught (as +she fancied) a smile on his lips, and a sense of quiet enjoyment. + +"All the Doones are gentlemen," answered the old man gravely, and +looking as if he had never smiled since he was a baby. "We are always +glad to explain, madam, any mistake which the rustic people may fall +upon about us; and we wish you clearly to conceive that we do not charge +your poor husband with any set purpose of robbery, neither will we bring +suit for any attainder of his property. Is it not so, Counsellor?" + +"Without doubt his land is attainted; unless is mercy you forbear, sir." + +"Counsellor, we will forbear. Madam, we will forgive him. Like enough he +knew not right from wrong, at that time of night. The waters are strong +at Porlock, and even an honest man may use his staff unjustly in this +unchartered age of violence and rapine." + +The Doones to talk of rapine! Mother's head went round so that she +curtseyed to them both, scarcely knowing where she was, but calling to +mind her manners. All the time she felt a warmth, as if the right was +with her, and yet she could not see the way to spread it out before +them. With that, she dried her tears in haste and went into the cold +air, for fear of speaking mischief. + +But when she was on the homeward road, and the sentinels had charge of +her, blinding her eyes, as if she were not blind enough with weeping, +some one came in haste behind her, and thrust a heavy leathern bag into +the limp weight of her hand. + +"Captain sends you this," he whispered; "take it to the little ones." + +But mother let it fall in a heap, as if it had been a blind worm; and +then for the first time crouched before God, that even the Doones should +pity her. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +AN ILLEGAL SETTLEMENT + +[Illustration: 037.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Good folk who dwell in a lawful land, if any such there be, may for want +of exploration, judge our neighbourhood harshly, unless the whole truth +is set before them. In bar of such prejudice, many of us ask leave to +explain how and why it was the robbers came to that head in the midst +of us. We would rather not have had it so, God knows as well as anybody; +but it grew upon us gently, in the following manner. Only let all who +read observe that here I enter many things which came to my knowledge in +later years. + +In or about the year of our Lord 1640, when all the troubles of England +were swelling to an outburst, great estates in the North country were +suddenly confiscated, through some feud of families and strong influence +at Court, and the owners were turned upon the world, and might think +themselves lucky to save their necks. These estates were in co-heirship, +joint tenancy I think they called it, although I know not the meaning, +only so that if either tenant died, the other living, all would come to +the live one in spite of any testament. + +One of the joint owners was Sir Ensor Doone, a gentleman of brisk +intellect; and the other owner was his cousin, the Earl of Lorne and +Dykemont. + +Lord Lorne was some years the elder of his cousin, Ensor Doone, and was +making suit to gain severance of the cumbersome joint tenancy by any +fair apportionment, when suddenly this blow fell on them by wiles and +woman's meddling; and instead of dividing the land, they were divided +from it. + +The nobleman was still well-to-do, though crippled in his expenditure; +but as for the cousin, he was left a beggar, with many to beg from him. +He thought that the other had wronged him, and that all the trouble of +law befell through his unjust petition. Many friends advised him to make +interest at Court; for having done no harm whatever, and being a good +Catholic, which Lord Lorne was not, he would be sure to find hearing +there, and probably some favour. But he, like a very hot-brained man, +although he had long been married to the daughter of his cousin (whom he +liked none the more for that), would have nothing to say to any attempt +at making a patch of it, but drove away with his wife and sons, and the +relics of his money, swearing hard at everybody. In this he may have +been quite wrong; probably, perhaps, he was so; but I am not convinced +at all but what most of us would have done the same. + +Some say that, in the bitterness of that wrong and outrage, he slew a +gentleman of the Court, whom he supposed to have borne a hand in the +plundering of his fortunes. Others say that he bearded King Charles the +First himself, in a manner beyond forgiveness. One thing, at any rate, +is sure--Sir Ensor was attainted, and made a felon outlaw, through some +violent deed ensuing upon his dispossession. + +He had searched in many quarters for somebody to help him, and with +good warrant for hoping it, inasmuch as he, in lucky days, had been +open-handed and cousinly to all who begged advice of him. But now +all these provided him with plenty of good advice indeed, and great +assurance of feeling, but not a movement of leg, or lip, or purse-string +in his favour. All good people of either persuasion, royalty or +commonalty, knowing his kitchen-range to be cold, no longer would play +turnspit. And this, it may be, seared his heart more than loss of land +and fame. + +In great despair at last, he resolved to settle in some outlandish part, +where none could be found to know him; and so, in an evil day for us, +he came to the West of England. Not that our part of the world is at all +outlandish, according to my view of it (for I never found a better one), +but that it was known to be rugged, and large, and desolate. And here, +when he had discovered a place which seemed almost to be made for +him, so withdrawn, so self-defended, and uneasy of access, some of the +country-folk around brought him little offerings--a side of bacon, a +keg of cider, hung mutton, or a brisket of venison; so that for a little +while he was very honest. But when the newness of his coming began to +wear away, and our good folk were apt to think that even a gentleman +ought to work or pay other men for doing it, and many farmers were grown +weary of manners without discourse to them, and all cried out to one +another how unfair it was that owning such a fertile valley young men +would not spade or plough by reason of noble lineage--then the young +Doones growing up took things they would not ask for. + +And here let me, as a solid man, owner of five hundred acres (whether +fenced or otherwise, and that is my own business), churchwarden also of +this parish (until I go to the churchyard), and proud to be called the +parson's friend--for a better man I never knew with tobacco and strong +waters, nor one who could read the lessons so well and he has been at +Blundell's too--once for all let me declare, that I am a thorough-going +Church-and-State man, and Royalist, without any mistake about it. And +this I lay down, because some people judging a sausage by the skin, +may take in evil part my little glosses of style and glibness, and the +mottled nature of my remarks and cracks now and then on the frying-pan. +I assure them I am good inside, and not a bit of rue in me; only queer +knots, as of marjoram, and a stupid manner of bursting. + +There was not more than a dozen of them, counting a few retainers who +still held by Sir Ensor; but soon they grew and multiplied in a manner +surprising to think of. Whether it was the venison, which we call a +strengthening victual, or whether it was the Exmoor mutton, or the keen +soft air of the moorlands, anyhow the Doones increased much faster than +their honesty. At first they had brought some ladies with them, of good +repute with charity; and then, as time went on, they added to their +stock by carrying. They carried off many good farmers' daughters, who +were sadly displeased at first; but took to them kindly after awhile, +and made a new home in their babies. For women, as it seems to me, like +strong men more than weak ones, feeling that they need some staunchness, +something to hold fast by. + +And of all the men in our country, although we are of a thick-set breed, +you scarce could find one in three-score fit to be placed among the +Doones, without looking no more than a tailor. Like enough, we could +meet them man for man (if we chose all around the crown and the skirts +of Exmoor), and show them what a cross-buttock means, because we are +so stuggy; but in regard of stature, comeliness, and bearing, no woman +would look twice at us. Not but what I myself, John Ridd, and one or two +I know of--but it becomes me best not to talk of that, although my hair +is gray. + +Perhaps their den might well have been stormed, and themselves driven +out of the forest, if honest people had only agreed to begin with them +at once when first they took to plundering. But having respect for +their good birth, and pity for their misfortunes, and perhaps a little +admiration at the justice of God, that robbed men now were robbers, +the squires, and farmers, and shepherds, at first did nothing more than +grumble gently, or even make a laugh of it, each in the case of others. +After awhile they found the matter gone too far for laughter, as +violence and deadly outrage stained the hand of robbery, until every +woman clutched her child, and every man turned pale at the very name of +Doone. For the sons and grandsons of Sir Ensor grew up in foul liberty, +and haughtiness, and hatred, to utter scorn of God and man, and +brutality towards dumb animals. There was only one good thing about +them, if indeed it were good, to wit, their faith to one another, and +truth to their wild eyry. But this only made them feared the more, so +certain was the revenge they wreaked upon any who dared to strike a +Doone. One night, some ten years ere I was born, when they were sacking +a rich man's house not very far from Minehead, a shot was fired at them +in the dark, of which they took little notice, and only one of them knew +that any harm was done. But when they were well on the homeward road, +not having slain either man or woman, or even burned a house down, one +of their number fell from his saddle, and died without so much as a +groan. The youth had been struck, but would not complain, and perhaps +took little heed of the wound, while he was bleeding inwardly. His +brothers and cousins laid him softly on a bank of whortle-berries, and +just rode back to the lonely hamlet where he had taken his death-wound. +No man nor woman was left in the morning, nor house for any to dwell in, +only a child with its reason gone.* + + *This vile deed was done, beyond all doubt. + +This affair made prudent people find more reason to let them alone than +to meddle with them; and now they had so entrenched themselves, and +waxed so strong in number, that nothing less than a troop of soldiers +could wisely enter their premises; and even so it might turn out ill, as +perchance we shall see by-and-by. + +For not to mention the strength of the place, which I shall describe in +its proper order when I come to visit it, there was not one among them +but was a mighty man, straight and tall, and wide, and fit to lift four +hundredweight. If son or grandson of old Doone, or one of the northern +retainers, failed at the age of twenty, while standing on his naked feet +to touch with his forehead the lintel of Sir Ensor's door, and to fill +the door frame with his shoulders from sidepost even to sidepost, he was +led away to the narrow pass which made their valley so desperate, and +thrust from the crown with ignominy, to get his own living honestly. +Now, the measure of that doorway is, or rather was, I ought to say, +six feet and one inch lengthwise, and two feet all but two inches taken +crossways in the clear. Yet I not only have heard but know, being so +closely mixed with them, that no descendant of old Sir Ensor, neither +relative of his (except, indeed, the Counsellor, who was kept by them +for his wisdom), and no more than two of their following ever failed of +that test, and relapsed to the difficult ways of honesty. + +Not that I think anything great of a standard the like of that: for +if they had set me in that door-frame at the age of twenty, it is like +enough that I should have walked away with it on my shoulders, though +I was not come to my full strength then: only I am speaking now of the +average size of our neighbourhood, and the Doones were far beyond that. +Moreover, they were taught to shoot with a heavy carbine so delicately +and wisely, that even a boy could pass a ball through a rabbit's head at +the distance of fourscore yards. Some people may think nought of this, +being in practice with longer shots from the tongue than from the +shoulder; nevertheless, to do as above is, to my ignorance, very good +work, if you can be sure to do it. Not one word do I believe of Robin +Hood splitting peeled wands at seven-score yards, and such like. Whoever +wrote such stories knew not how slippery a peeled wand is, even if one +could hit it, and how it gives to the onset. Now, let him stick one in +the ground, and take his bow and arrow at it, ten yards away, or even +five. + +Now, after all this which I have written, and all the rest which a +reader will see, being quicker of mind than I am (who leave more than +half behind me, like a man sowing wheat, with his dinner laid in the +ditch too near his dog), it is much but what you will understand the +Doones far better than I did, or do even to this moment; and therefore +none will doubt when I tell them that our good justiciaries feared to +make an ado, or hold any public inquiry about my dear father's death. +They would all have had to ride home that night, and who could say what +might betide them. Least said soonest mended, because less chance of +breaking. + +So we buried him quietly--all except my mother, indeed, for she could +not keep silence--in the sloping little churchyard of Oare, as meek a +place as need be, with the Lynn brook down below it. There is not much +of company there for anybody's tombstone, because the parish spreads +so far in woods and moors without dwelling-house. If we bury one man +in three years, or even a woman or child, we talk about it for three +months, and say it must be our turn next, and scarcely grow accustomed +to it until another goes. + +Annie was not allowed to come, because she cried so terribly; but she +ran to the window, and saw it all, mooing there like a little calf, so +frightened and so left alone. As for Eliza, she came with me, one on +each side of mother, and not a tear was in her eyes, but sudden starts +of wonder, and a new thing to be looked at unwillingly, yet +curiously. Poor little thing! she was very clever, the only one of our +family--thank God for the same--but none the more for that guessed she +what it is to lose a father. + +[Illustration: 042.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +NECESSARY PRACTICE + +[Illustration: 043.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +About the rest of all that winter I remember very little, being only a +young boy then, and missing my father most out of doors, as when it +came to the bird-catching, or the tracking of hares in the snow, or +the training of a sheep-dog. Oftentimes I looked at his gun, an ancient +piece found in the sea, a little below Glenthorne, and of which he was +mighty proud, although it was only a match-lock; and I thought of the +times I had held the fuse, while he got his aim at a rabbit, and once +even at a red deer rubbing among the hazels. But nothing came of my +looking at it, so far as I remember, save foolish tears of my own +perhaps, till John Fry took it down one day from the hooks where +father's hand had laid it; and it hurt me to see how John handled it, as +if he had no memory. + +"Bad job for he as her had not got thiccy the naight as her coom acrass +them Doones. Rackon Varmer Jan 'ood a-zhown them the wai to kingdom +come, 'stead of gooin' herzel zo aisy. And a maight have been gooin' to +market now, 'stead of laying banked up over yanner. Maister Jan, thee +can zee the grave if thee look alang this here goon-barryel. Buy now, +whutt be blubberin' at? Wish I had never told thee." + +"John Fry, I am not blubbering; you make a great mistake, John. You are +thinking of little Annie. I cough sometimes in the winter-weather, and +father gives me lickerish--I mean--I mean--he used to. Now let me have +the gun, John." + +"Thee have the goon, Jan! Thee isn't fit to putt un to thy zhoulder. +What a weight her be, for sure!" + +"Me not hold it, John! That shows how much you know about it. Get out +of the way, John; you are opposite the mouth of it, and likely it is +loaded." + +John Fry jumped in a livelier manner than when he was doing day-work; +and I rested the mouth on a cross rack-piece, and felt a warm sort +of surety that I could hit the door over opposite, or, at least, the +cobwall alongside of it, and do no harm in the orchard. But John would +not give me link or fuse, and, on the whole, I was glad of it, though +carrying on as boys do, because I had heard my father say that the +Spanish gun kicked like a horse, and because the load in it came from +his hand, and I did not like to undo it. But I never found it kick very +hard, and firmly set to the shoulder, unless it was badly loaded. In +truth, the thickness of the metal was enough almost to astonish one; and +what our people said about it may have been true enough, although most +of them are such liars--at least, I mean, they make mistakes, as all +mankind must do. Perchance it was no mistake at all to say that this +ancient gun had belonged to a noble Spaniard, the captain of a fine +large ship in the "Invincible Armada," which we of England managed to +conquer, with God and the weather helping us, a hundred years ago or +more--I can't say to a month or so. + +After a little while, when John had fired away at a rat the charge I +held so sacred, it came to me as a natural thing to practise shooting +with that great gun, instead of John Fry's blunderbuss, which looked +like a bell with a stalk to it. Perhaps for a boy there is nothing +better than a good windmill to shoot at, as I have seen them in flat +countries; but we have no windmills upon the great moorland, yet here +and there a few barn-doors, where shelter is, and a way up the hollows. +And up those hollows you can shoot, with the help of the sides to lead +your aim, and there is a fair chance of hitting the door, if you lay +your cheek to the barrel, and try not to be afraid of it. + +[Illustration: 045.jpg Won skill in target practice] + +Gradually I won such skill, that I sent nearly all the lead gutter from +the north porch of our little church through our best barn-door, a thing +which has often repented me since, especially as churchwarden, and made +me pardon many bad boys; but father was not buried on that side of the +church. + +But all this time, while I was roving over the hills or about the farm, +and even listening to John Fry, my mother, being so much older and +feeling trouble longer, went about inside the house, or among the maids +and fowls, not caring to talk to the best of them, except when she broke +out sometimes about the good master they had lost, all and every one +of us. But the fowls would take no notice of it, except to cluck for +barley; and the maidens, though they had liked him well, were thinking +of their sweethearts as the spring came on. Mother thought it wrong of +them, selfish and ungrateful; and yet sometimes she was proud that none +had such call as herself to grieve for him. Only Annie seemed to go +softly in and out, and cry, with nobody along of her, chiefly in the +corner where the bees are and the grindstone. But somehow she would +never let anybody behold her; being set, as you may say, to think it +over by herself, and season it with weeping. Many times I caught her, +and many times she turned upon me, and then I could not look at her, but +asked how long to dinner-time. + +Now in the depth of the winter month, such as we call December, father +being dead and quiet in his grave a fortnight, it happened me to be out +of powder for practice against his enemies. I had never fired a shot +without thinking, "This for father's murderer"; and John Fry said that +I made such faces it was a wonder the gun went off. But though I could +hardly hold the gun, unless with my back against a bar, it did me good +to hear it go off, and hope to have hitten his enemies. + +"Oh, mother, mother," I said that day, directly after dinner, while she +was sitting looking at me, and almost ready to say (as now she did seven +times in a week), "How like your father you are growing! Jack, come here +and kiss me"--"oh, mother, if you only knew how much I want a shilling!" + +"Jack, you shall never want a shilling while I am alive to give thee +one. But what is it for, dear heart, dear heart?" + +"To buy something over at Porlock, mother. Perhaps I will tell you +afterwards. If I tell not it will be for your good, and for the sake of +the children." + +"Bless the boy, one would think he was threescore years of age at least. +Give me a little kiss, you Jack, and you shall have the shilling." + +For I hated to kiss or be kissed in those days: and so all honest boys +must do, when God puts any strength in them. But now I wanted the powder +so much that I went and kissed mother very shyly, looking round the +corner first, for Betty not to see me. + +But mother gave me half a dozen, and only one shilling for all of them; +and I could not find it in my heart to ask her for another, although I +would have taken it. In very quick time I ran away with the shilling +in my pocket, and got Peggy out on the Porlock road without my mother +knowing it. For mother was frightened of that road now, as if all the +trees were murderers, and would never let me go alone so much as a +hundred yards on it. And, to tell the truth, I was touched with fear for +many years about it; and even now, when I ride at dark there, a man by +a peat-rick makes me shiver, until I go and collar him. But this time +I was very bold, having John Fry's blunderbuss, and keeping a sharp +look-out wherever any lurking place was. However, I saw only sheep and +small red cattle, and the common deer of the forest, until I was nigh to +Porlock town, and then rode straight to Mr. Pooke's, at the sign of the +Spit and Gridiron. + +Mr. Pooke was asleep, as it happened, not having much to do that day; +and so I fastened Peggy by the handle of a warming-pan, at which she +had no better manners than to snort and blow her breath; and in I walked +with a manful style, bearing John Fry's blunderbuss. Now Timothy Pooke +was a peaceful man, glad to live without any enjoyment of mind at +danger, and I was tall and large already as most lads of a riper age. +Mr. Pooke, as soon as he opened his eyes, dropped suddenly under the +counting-board, and drew a great frying-pan over his head, as if the +Doones were come to rob him, as their custom was, mostly after the +fair-time. It made me feel rather hot and queer to be taken for a +robber; and yet methinks I was proud of it. + +"Gadzooks, Master Pooke," said I, having learned fine words at Tiverton; +"do you suppose that I know not then the way to carry firearms? An it +were the old Spanish match-lock in the lieu of this good flint-engine, +which may be borne ten miles or more and never once go off, scarcely +couldst thou seem more scared. I might point at thee muzzle on--just so +as I do now--even for an hour or more, and like enough it would never +shoot thee, unless I pulled the trigger hard, with a crock upon my +finger; so you see; just so, Master Pooke, only a trifle harder." + +"God sake, John Ridd, God sake, dear boy," cried Pooke, knowing me by +this time; "don't 'e, for good love now, don't 'e show it to me, boy, +as if I was to suck it. Put 'un down, for good, now; and thee shall have +the very best of all is in the shop." + +"Ho!" I replied with much contempt, and swinging round the gun so that +it fetched his hoop of candles down, all unkindled as they were: "Ho! +as if I had not attained to the handling of a gun yet! My hands are cold +coming over the moors, else would I go bail to point the mouth at you +for an hour, sir, and no cause for uneasiness." + +But in spite of all assurances, he showed himself desirous only to see +the last of my gun and me. I dare say "villainous saltpetre," as the +great playwright calls it, was never so cheap before nor since. For my +shilling Master Pooke afforded me two great packages over-large to go +into my pockets, as well as a mighty chunk of lead, which I bound upon +Peggy's withers. And as if all this had not been enough, he presented me +with a roll of comfits for my sister Annie, whose gentle face and pretty +manners won the love of everybody. + +There was still some daylight here and there as I rose the hill above +Porlock, wondering whether my mother would be in a fright, or would not +know it. The two great packages of powder, slung behind my back, knocked +so hard against one another that I feared they must either spill or blow +up, and hurry me over Peggy's ears from the woollen cloth I rode +upon. For father always liked a horse to have some wool upon his loins +whenever he went far from home, and had to stand about, where one +pleased, hot, and wet, and panting. And father always said that saddles +were meant for men full-grown and heavy, and losing their activity; and +no boy or young man on our farm durst ever get into a saddle, because +they all knew that the master would chuck them out pretty quickly. As +for me, I had tried it once, from a kind of curiosity; and I could not +walk for two or three days, the leather galled my knees so. But now, as +Peggy bore me bravely, snorting every now and then into a cloud of air, +for the night was growing frosty, presently the moon arose over the +shoulder of a hill, and the pony and I were half glad to see her, and +half afraid of the shadows she threw, and the images all around us. I +was ready at any moment to shoot at anybody, having great faith in my +blunderbuss, but hoping not to prove it. And as I passed the narrow +place where the Doones had killed my father, such a fear broke out upon +me that I leaned upon the neck of Peggy, and shut my eyes, and was cold +all over. However, there was not a soul to be seen, until we came home +to the old farmyard, and there was my mother crying sadly, and Betty +Muxworthy scolding. + +"Come along, now," I whispered to Annie, the moment supper was over; +"and if you can hold your tongue, Annie, I will show you something." + +She lifted herself on the bench so quickly, and flushed so rich with +pleasure, that I was obliged to stare hard away, and make Betty look +beyond us. Betty thought I had something hid in the closet beyond the +clock-case, and she was the more convinced of it by reason of my denial. +Not that Betty Muxworthy, or any one else, for that matter, ever found +me in a falsehood, because I never told one, not even to my mother--or, +which is still a stronger thing, not even to my sweetheart (when I grew +up to have one)--but that Betty being wronged in the matter of marriage, +a generation or two agone, by a man who came hedging and ditching, had +now no mercy, except to believe that men from cradle to grave are liars, +and women fools to look at them. + +When Betty could find no crime of mine, she knocked me out of the way in +a minute, as if I had been nobody; and then she began to coax "Mistress +Annie," as she always called her, and draw the soft hair down her hands, +and whisper into the little ears. Meanwhile, dear mother was falling +asleep, having been troubled so much about me; and Watch, my father's +pet dog, was nodding closer and closer up into her lap. + +"Now, Annie, will you come?" I said, for I wanted her to hold the ladle +for melting of the lead; "will you come at once, Annie? or must I go for +Lizzie, and let her see the whole of it?" + +"Indeed, then, you won't do that," said Annie; "Lizzie to come before +me, John; and she can't stir a pot of brewis, and scarce knows a tongue +from a ham, John, and says it makes no difference, because both are +good to eat! Oh, Betty, what do you think of that to come of all her +book-learning?" + +"Thank God he can't say that of me," Betty answered shortly, for she +never cared about argument, except on her own side; "thank he, I says, +every marning a'most, never to lead me astray so. Men is desaving and so +is galanies; but the most desaving of all is books, with their heads +and tails, and the speckots in 'em, lik a peg as have taken the maisles. +Some folk purtends to laugh and cry over them. God forgive them for +liars!" + +It was part of Betty's obstinacy that she never would believe in reading +or the possibility of it, but stoutly maintained to the very last that +people first learned things by heart, and then pretended to make them +out from patterns done upon paper, for the sake of astonishing honest +folk just as do the conjurers. And even to see the parson and clerk was +not enough to convince her; all she said was, "It made no odds, they +were all the same as the rest of us." And now that she had been on +the farm nigh upon forty years, and had nursed my father, and made his +clothes, and all that he had to eat, and then put him in his coffin, she +was come to such authority, that it was not worth the wages of the best +man on the place to say a word in answer to Betty, even if he would face +the risk to have ten for one, or twenty. + +Annie was her love and joy. For Annie she would do anything, even so far +as to try to smile, when the little maid laughed and danced to her. And +in truth I know not how it was, but every one was taken with Annie at +the very first time of seeing her. She had such pretty ways and manners, +and such a look of kindness, and a sweet soft light in her long blue +eyes full of trustful gladness. Everybody who looked at her seemed to +grow the better for it, because she knew no evil. And then the turn she +had for cooking, you never would have expected it; and how it was her +richest mirth to see that she had pleased you. I have been out on the +world a vast deal as you will own hereafter, and yet have I never seen +Annie's equal for making a weary man comfortable. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +HARD IT IS TO CLIMB + +[Illustration: 051.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +So many a winter night went by in a hopeful and pleasant manner, with +the hissing of the bright round bullets, cast into the water, and the +spluttering of the great red apples which Annie was roasting for me. We +always managed our evening's work in the chimney of the back-kitchen, +where there was room to set chairs and table, in spite of the fire +burning. On the right-hand side was a mighty oven, where Betty +threatened to bake us; and on the left, long sides of bacon, made of +favoured pigs, and growing very brown and comely. Annie knew the names +of all, and ran up through the wood-smoke, every now and then, when a +gentle memory moved her, and asked them how they were getting on, and +when they would like to be eaten. Then she came back with foolish tears, +at thinking of that necessity; and I, being soft in a different way, +would make up my mind against bacon. + +But, Lord bless you! it was no good. Whenever it came to breakfast-time, +after three hours upon the moors, I regularly forgot the pigs, but paid +good heed to the rashers. For ours is a hungry county, if such there +be in England; a place, I mean, where men must eat, and are quick to +discharge the duty. The air of the moors is so shrewd and wholesome, +stirring a man's recollection of the good things which have betided him, +and whetting his hope of something still better in the future, that by +the time he sits down to a cloth, his heart and stomach are tuned too +well to say "nay" to one another. + +Almost everybody knows, in our part of the world at least, how pleasant +and soft the fall of the land is round about Plover's Barrows farm. All +above it is strong dark mountain, spread with heath, and desolate, but +near our house the valleys cove, and open warmth and shelter. Here are +trees, and bright green grass, and orchards full of contentment, and +a man may scarce espy the brook, although he hears it everywhere. And +indeed a stout good piece of it comes through our farm-yard, and swells +sometimes to a rush of waves, when the clouds are on the hill-tops. But +all below, where the valley bends, and the Lynn stream comes along with +it, pretty meadows slope their breast, and the sun spreads on the water. +And nearly all of this is ours, till you come to Nicholas Snowe's land. + +But about two miles below our farm, the Bagworthy water runs into +the Lynn, and makes a real river of it. Thence it hurries away, with +strength and a force of wilful waters, under the foot of a barefaced +hill, and so to rocks and woods again, where the stream is covered over, +and dark, heavy pools delay it. There are plenty of fish all down this +way, and the farther you go the larger they get, having deeper grounds +to feed in; and sometimes in the summer months, when mother could spare +me off the farm, I came down here, with Annie to help (because it was so +lonely), and caught well-nigh a basketful of little trout and minnows, +with a hook and a bit of worm on it, or a fern-web, or a blow-fly, hung +from a hazel pulse-stick. For of all the things I learned at Blundell's, +only two abode with me, and one of these was the knack of fishing, and +the other the art of swimming. And indeed they have a very rude manner +of teaching children to swim there; for the big boys take the little +boys, and put them through a certain process, which they grimly call +"sheep-washing." In the third meadow from the gate of the school, going +up the river, there is a fine pool in the Lowman, where the Taunton +brook comes in, and they call it the Taunton Pool. The water runs down +with a strong sharp stickle, and then has a sudden elbow in it, where +the small brook trickles in; and on that side the bank is steep, four or +it may be five feet high, overhanging loamily; but on the other side it +is flat, pebbly, and fit to land upon. Now the large boys take the small +boys, crying sadly for mercy, and thinking mayhap, of their mothers, +with hands laid well at the back of their necks, they bring them up to +the crest of the bank upon the eastern side, and make them strip their +clothes off. Then the little boys, falling on their naked knees, blubber +upwards piteously; but the large boys know what is good for them, and +will not be entreated. So they cast them down, one after other into the +splash of the water, and watch them go to the bottom first, and then +come up and fight for it, with a blowing and a bubbling. It is a very +fair sight to watch when you know there is little danger, because, +although the pool is deep, the current is sure to wash a boy up on the +stones, where the end of the depth is. As for me, they had no need to +throw me more than once, because I jumped of my own accord, thinking +small things of the Lowman, after the violent Lynn. Nevertheless, I +learnt to swim there, as all the other boys did; for the greatest point +in learning that is to find that you must do it. I loved the water +naturally, and could not long be out of it; but even the boys who hated +it most, came to swim in some fashion or other, after they had been +flung for a year or two into the Taunton pool. + +But now, although my sister Annie came to keep me company, and was not +to be parted from me by the tricks of the Lynn stream, because I put her +on my back and carried her across, whenever she could not leap it, or +tuck up her things and take the stones; yet so it happened that neither +of us had been up the Bagworthy water. We knew that it brought a good +stream down, as full of fish as of pebbles; and we thought that it must +be very pretty to make a way where no way was, nor even a bullock came +down to drink. But whether we were afraid or not, I am sure I cannot +tell, because it is so long ago; but I think that had something to do +with it. For Bagworthy water ran out of Doone valley, a mile or so from +the mouth of it. + +But when I was turned fourteen years old, and put into good +small-clothes, buckled at the knee, and strong blue worsted hosen, +knitted by my mother, it happened to me without choice, I may say, to +explore the Bagworthy water. And it came about in this wise. + +My mother had long been ailing, and not well able to eat much; and there +is nothing that frightens us so much as for people to have no love of +their victuals. Now I chanced to remember that once at the time of +the holidays I had brought dear mother from Tiverton a jar of pickled +loaches, caught by myself in the Lowman river, and baked in the kitchen +oven, with vinegar, a few leaves of bay, and about a dozen pepper-corns. +And mother had said that in all her life she had never tasted anything +fit to be compared with them. Whether she said so good a thing out of +compliment to my skill in catching the fish and cooking them, or whether +she really meant it, is more than I can tell, though I quite believe +the latter, and so would most people who tasted them; at any rate, I +now resolved to get some loaches for her, and do them in the self-same +manner, just to make her eat a bit. + +There are many people, even now, who have not come to the right +knowledge what a loach is, and where he lives, and how to catch and +pickle him. And I will not tell them all about it, because if I did, +very likely there would be no loaches left ten or twenty years after the +appearance of this book. A pickled minnow is very good if you catch him +in a stickle, with the scarlet fingers upon him; but I count him no more +than the ropes in beer compared with a loach done properly. + +Being resolved to catch some loaches, whatever trouble it cost me, I set +forth without a word to any one, in the forenoon of St. Valentine's +day, 1675-6, I think it must have been. Annie should not come with me, +because the water was too cold; for the winter had been long, and snow +lay here and there in patches in the hollow of the banks, like a lady's +gloves forgotten. And yet the spring was breaking forth, as it always +does in Devonshire, when the turn of the days is over; and though there +was little to see of it, the air was full of feeling. + +It puzzles me now, that I remember all those young impressions so, +because I took no heed of them at the time whatever; and yet they +come upon me bright, when nothing else is evident in the gray fog +of experience. I am like an old man gazing at the outside of his +spectacles, and seeing, as he rubs the dust, the image of his grandson +playing at bo-peep with him. + +But let me be of any age, I never could forget that day, and how bitter +cold the water was. For I doffed my shoes and hose, and put them into +a bag about my neck; and left my little coat at home, and tied my +shirt-sleeves back to my shoulders. Then I took a three-pronged fork +firmly bound to a rod with cord, and a piece of canvas kerchief, with +a lump of bread inside it; and so went into the pebbly water, trying to +think how warm it was. For more than a mile all down the Lynn stream, +scarcely a stone I left unturned, being thoroughly skilled in the tricks +of the loach, and knowing how he hides himself. For being gray-spotted, +and clear to see through, and something like a cuttle-fish, only more +substantial, he will stay quite still where a streak of weed is in the +rapid water, hoping to be overlooked, not caring even to wag his tail. +Then being disturbed he flips away, like whalebone from the finger, and +hies to a shelf of stone, and lies with his sharp head poked in under +it; or sometimes he bellies him into the mud, and only shows his +back-ridge. And that is the time to spear him nicely, holding the fork +very gingerly, and allowing for the bent of it, which comes to pass, I +know not how, at the tickle of air and water. + +Or if your loach should not be abroad when first you come to look for +him, but keeping snug in his little home, then you may see him come +forth amazed at the quivering of the shingles, and oar himself and look +at you, and then dart up-stream, like a little grey streak; and then you +must try to mark him in, and follow very daintily. So after that, in a +sandy place, you steal up behind his tail to him, so that he cannot set +eyes on you, for his head is up-stream always, and there you see him +abiding still, clear, and mild, and affable. Then, as he looks so +innocent, you make full sure to prog him well, in spite of the wry of +the water, and the sun making elbows to everything, and the trembling +of your fingers. But when you gird at him lovingly, and have as good as +gotten him, lo! in the go-by of the river he is gone as a shadow goes, +and only a little cloud of mud curls away from the points of the fork. + +A long way down that limpid water, chill and bright as an iceberg, went +my little self that day on man's choice errand--destruction. All +the young fish seemed to know that I was one who had taken out God's +certificate, and meant to have the value of it; every one of them was +aware that we desolate more than replenish the earth. For a cow +might come and look into the water, and put her yellow lips down; a +kingfisher, like a blue arrow, might shoot through the dark alleys over +the channel, or sit on a dipping withy-bough with his beak sunk into his +breast-feathers; even an otter might float downstream likening himself +to a log of wood, with his flat head flush with the water-top, and his +oily eyes peering quietly; and yet no panic would seize other life, as +it does when a sample of man comes. + +Now let not any one suppose that I thought of these things when I was +young, for I knew not the way to do it. And proud enough in truth I +was at the universal fear I spread in all those lonely places, where I +myself must have been afraid, if anything had come up to me. It is +all very pretty to see the trees big with their hopes of another year, +though dumb as yet on the subject, and the waters murmuring gaiety, +and the banks spread out with comfort; but a boy takes none of this to +heart; unless he be meant for a poet (which God can never charge upon +me), and he would liefer have a good apple, or even a bad one, if he +stole it. + +When I had travelled two miles or so, conquered now and then with cold, +and coming out to rub my legs into a lively friction, and only fishing +here and there, because of the tumbling water; suddenly, in an open +space, where meadows spread about it, I found a good stream flowing +softly into the body of our brook. And it brought, so far as I could +guess by the sweep of it under my knee-caps, a larger power of clear +water than the Lynn itself had; only it came more quietly down, not +being troubled with stairs and steps, as the fortune of the Lynn is, but +gliding smoothly and forcibly, as if upon some set purpose. + +Hereupon I drew up and thought, and reason was much inside me; because +the water was bitter cold, and my little toes were aching. So on the +bank I rubbed them well with a sprout of young sting-nettle, and having +skipped about awhile, was kindly inclined to eat a bit. + +Now all the turn of all my life hung upon that moment. But as I sat +there munching a crust of Betty Muxworthy's sweet brown bread, and a bit +of cold bacon along with it, and kicking my little red heels against the +dry loam to keep them warm, I knew no more than fish under the fork what +was going on over me. It seemed a sad business to go back now and tell +Annie there were no loaches; and yet it was a frightful thing, knowing +what I did of it, to venture, where no grown man durst, up the Bagworthy +water. And please to recollect that I was only a boy in those days, fond +enough of anything new, but not like a man to meet it. + +However, as I ate more and more, my spirit arose within me, and I +thought of what my father had been, and how he had told me a hundred +times never to be a coward. And then I grew warm, and my little heart +was ashamed of its pit-a-patting, and I said to myself, "now if father +looks, he shall see that I obey him." So I put the bag round my back +again, and buckled my breeches far up from the knee, expecting deeper +water, and crossing the Lynn, went stoutly up under the branches which +hang so dark on the Bagworthy river. + +I found it strongly over-woven, turned, and torn with thicket-wood, but +not so rocky as the Lynn, and more inclined to go evenly. There were +bars of chafed stakes stretched from the sides half-way across the +current, and light outriders of pithy weed, and blades of last year's +water-grass trembling in the quiet places, like a spider's threads, on +the transparent stillness, with a tint of olive moving it. And here and +there the sun came in, as if his light was sifted, making dance upon the +waves, and shadowing the pebbles. + +Here, although affrighted often by the deep, dark places, and feeling +that every step I took might never be taken backward, on the whole I +had very comely sport of loaches, trout, and minnows, forking some, and +tickling some, and driving others to shallow nooks, whence I could bail +them ashore. Now, if you have ever been fishing, you will not wonder +that I was led on, forgetting all about danger, and taking no heed of +the time, but shouting in a childish way whenever I caught a "whacker" +(as we called a big fish at Tiverton); and in sooth there were very +fine loaches here, having more lie and harbourage than in the rough Lynn +stream, though not quite so large as in the Lowman, where I have even +taken them to the weight of half a pound. + +But in answer to all my shouts there never was any sound at all, except +of a rocky echo, or a scared bird hustling away, or the sudden dive of a +water-vole; and the place grew thicker and thicker, and the covert grew +darker above me, until I thought that the fishes might have good chance +of eating me, instead of my eating the fishes. + +For now the day was falling fast behind the brown of the hill-tops, and +the trees, being void of leaf and hard, seemed giants ready to beat me. +And every moment as the sky was clearing up for a white frost, the cold +of the water got worse and worse, until I was fit to cry with it. And +so, in a sorry plight, I came to an opening in the bushes, where a great +black pool lay in front of me, whitened with snow (as I thought) at the +sides, till I saw it was only foam-froth. + +Now, though I could swim with great ease and comfort, and feared no +depth of water, when I could fairly come to it, yet I had no desire to +go over head and ears into this great pool, being so cramped and weary, +and cold enough in all conscience, though wet only up to the middle, +not counting my arms and shoulders. And the look of this black pit was +enough to stop one from diving into it, even on a hot summer's day with +sunshine on the water; I mean, if the sun ever shone there. As it was, I +shuddered and drew back; not alone at the pool itself and the black +air there was about it, but also at the whirling manner, and wisping of +white threads upon it in stripy circles round and round; and the centre +still as jet. + +But soon I saw the reason of the stir and depth of that great pit, as +well as of the roaring sound which long had made me wonder. For skirting +round one side, with very little comfort, because the rocks were high +and steep, and the ledge at the foot so narrow, I came to a sudden sight +and marvel, such as I never dreamed of. For, lo! I stood at the foot of +a long pale slide of water, coming smoothly to me, without any break or +hindrance, for a hundred yards or more, and fenced on either side with +cliff, sheer, and straight, and shining. The water neither ran nor fell, +nor leaped with any spouting, but made one even slope of it, as if it +had been combed or planed, and looking like a plank of deal laid down a +deep black staircase. However, there was no side-rail, nor any place to +walk upon, only the channel a fathom wide, and the perpendicular walls +of crag shutting out the evening. + +[Illustration: 058.jpg A long pale slide of water] + +The look of this place had a sad effect, scaring me very greatly, and +making me feel that I would give something only to be at home again, +with Annie cooking my supper, and our dog Watch sniffing upward. But +nothing would come of wishing; that I had long found out; and it only +made one the less inclined to work without white feather. So I laid the +case before me in a little council; not for loss of time, but only that +I wanted rest, and to see things truly. + +Then says I to myself--"John Ridd, these trees, and pools, and lonesome +rocks, and setting of the sunlight are making a gruesome coward of thee. +Shall I go back to my mother so, and be called her fearless boy?" + +Nevertheless, I am free to own that it was not any fine sense of shame +which settled my decision; for indeed there was nearly as much of danger +in going back as in going on, and perhaps even more of labour, the +journey being so roundabout. But that which saved me from turning back +was a strange inquisitive desire, very unbecoming in a boy of little +years; in a word, I would risk a great deal to know what made the water +come down like that, and what there was at the top of it. + +Therefore, seeing hard strife before me, I girt up my breeches anew, +with each buckle one hole tighter, for the sodden straps were stretching +and giving, and mayhap my legs were grown smaller from the coldness +of it. Then I bestowed my fish around my neck more tightly, and not +stopping to look much, for fear of fear, crawled along over the fork of +rocks, where the water had scooped the stone out, and shunning thus the +ledge from whence it rose like the mane of a white horse into the broad +black pool, softly I let my feet into the dip and rush of the torrent. + +And here I had reckoned without my host, although (as I thought) so +clever; and it was much but that I went down into the great black pool, +and had never been heard of more; and this must have been the end of me, +except for my trusty loach-fork. For the green wave came down like great +bottles upon me, and my legs were gone off in a moment, and I had not +time to cry out with wonder, only to think of my mother and Annie, and +knock my head very sadly, which made it go round so that brains were +no good, even if I had any. But all in a moment, before I knew aught, +except that I must die out of the way, with a roar of water upon me, my +fork, praise God stuck fast in the rock, and I was borne up upon it. I +felt nothing except that here was another matter to begin upon; and it +might be worth while, or again it might not, to have another fight for +it. But presently the dash of the water upon my face revived me, and my +mind grew used to the roar of it, and meseemed I had been worse off than +this, when first flung into the Lowman. + +Therefore I gathered my legs back slowly, as if they were fish to be +landed, stopping whenever the water flew too strongly off my shin-bones, +and coming along without sticking out to let the wave get hold of +me. And in this manner I won a footing, leaning well forward like a +draught-horse, and balancing on my strength as it were, with the ashen +stake set behind me. Then I said to my self, "John Ridd, the sooner you +get yourself out by the way you came, the better it will be for you." +But to my great dismay and affright, I saw that no choice was left me +now, except that I must climb somehow up that hill of water, or else be +washed down into the pool and whirl around it till it drowned me. For +there was no chance of fetching back by the way I had gone down into +it, and further up was a hedge of rock on either side of the waterway, +rising a hundred yards in height, and for all I could tell five hundred, +and no place to set a foot in. + +Having said the Lord's Prayer (which was all I knew), and made a very +bad job of it, I grasped the good loach-stick under a knot, and steadied +me with my left hand, and so with a sigh of despair began my course up +the fearful torrent-way. To me it seemed half a mile at least of sliding +water above me, but in truth it was little more than a furlong, as I +came to know afterwards. It would have been a hard ascent even without +the slippery slime and the force of the river over it, and I had scanty +hope indeed of ever winning the summit. Nevertheless, my terror left +me, now I was face to face with it, and had to meet the worst; and I set +myself to do my best with a vigour and sort of hardness which did not +then surprise me, but have done so ever since. + +The water was only six inches deep, or from that to nine at the utmost, +and all the way up I could see my feet looking white in the gloom of +the hollow, and here and there I found resting-place, to hold on by the +cliff and pant awhile. And gradually as I went on, a warmth of courage +breathed in me, to think that perhaps no other had dared to try that +pass before me, and to wonder what mother would say to it. And then came +thought of my father also, and the pain of my feet abated. + +How I went carefully, step by step, keeping my arms in front of me, and +never daring to straighten my knees is more than I can tell clearly, or +even like now to think of, because it makes me dream of it. Only I must +acknowledge that the greatest danger of all was just where I saw no +jeopardy, but ran up a patch of black ooze-weed in a very boastful +manner, being now not far from the summit. + +Here I fell very piteously, and was like to have broken my knee-cap, and +the torrent got hold of my other leg while I was indulging the bruised +one. And then a vile knotting of cramp disabled me, and for awhile I +could only roar, till my mouth was full of water, and all of my body was +sliding. But the fright of that brought me to again, and my elbow caught +in a rock-hole; and so I managed to start again, with the help of more +humility. + +Now being in the most dreadful fright, because I was so near the top, +and hope was beating within me, I laboured hard with both legs and arms, +going like a mill and grunting. At last the rush of forked water, where +first it came over the lips of the fall, drove me into the middle, and +I stuck awhile with my toe-balls on the slippery links of the pop-weed, +and the world was green and gliddery, and I durst not look behind me. +Then I made up my mind to die at last; for so my legs would ache no +more, and my breath not pain my heart so; only it did seem such a pity +after fighting so long to give in, and the light was coming upon me, and +again I fought towards it; then suddenly I felt fresh air, and fell into +it headlong. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +A BOY AND A GIRL + +[Illustration: 062.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +When I came to myself again, my hands were full of +young grass and mould, and a little girl kneeling at my side was rubbing +my forehead tenderly with a dock-leaf and a handkerchief. + +"Oh, I am so glad," she whispered softly, as I opened my eyes and looked +at her; "now you will try to be better, won't you?" + +I had never heard so sweet a sound as came from between her bright red +lips, while there she knelt and gazed at me; neither had I ever seen +anything so beautiful as the large dark eyes intent upon me, full of +pity and wonder. And then, my nature being slow, and perhaps, for that +matter, heavy, I wandered with my hazy eyes down the black shower of +her hair, as to my jaded gaze it seemed; and where it fell on the turf, +among it (like an early star) was the first primrose of the season. And +since that day I think of her, through all the rough storms of my life, +when I see an early primrose. Perhaps she liked my countenance, and +indeed I know she did, because she said so afterwards; although at the +time she was too young to know what made her take to me. Not that I had +any beauty, or ever pretended to have any, only a solid healthy face, +which many girls have laughed at. + +Thereupon I sate upright, with my little trident still in one hand, and +was much afraid to speak to her, being conscious of my country-brogue, +lest she should cease to like me. But she clapped her hands, and made a +trifling dance around my back, and came to me on the other side, as if I +were a great plaything. + +[Illustration: 063.jpg Sate upright] + +"What is your name?" she said, as if she had every right to ask me; "and +how did you come here, and what are these wet things in this great bag?" + +"You had better let them alone," I said; "they are loaches for my +mother. But I will give you some, if you like." + +"Dear me, how much you think of them! Why, they are only fish. But how +your feet are bleeding! oh, I must tie them up for you. And no shoes nor +stockings! Is your mother very poor, poor boy?" + +"No," I said, being vexed at this; "we are rich enough to buy all this +great meadow, if we chose; and here my shoes and stockings be." + +"Why, they are quite as wet as your feet; and I cannot bear to see your +feet. Oh, please to let me manage them; I will do it very softly." + +"Oh, I don't think much of that," I replied; "I shall put some +goose-grease to them. But how you are looking at me! I never saw any one +like you before. My name is John Ridd. What is your name?" + +"Lorna Doone," she answered, in a low voice, as if afraid of it, and +hanging her head so that I could see only her forehead and eyelashes; +"if you please, my name is Lorna Doone; and I thought you must have +known it." + +Then I stood up and touched her hand, and tried to make her look at me; +but she only turned away the more. Young and harmless as she was, her +name alone made guilt of her. Nevertheless I could not help looking at +her tenderly, and the more when her blushes turned into tears, and her +tears to long, low sobs. + +"Don't cry," I said, "whatever you do. I am sure you have never done any +harm. I will give you all my fish Lorna, and catch some more for mother; +only don't be angry with me." + +She flung her little soft arms up in the passion of her tears, and +looked at me so piteously, that what did I do but kiss her. It seemed to +be a very odd thing, when I came to think of it, because I hated kissing +so, as all honest boys must do. But she touched my heart with a sudden +delight, like a cowslip-blossom (although there were none to be seen +yet), and the sweetest flowers of spring. + +She gave me no encouragement, as my mother in her place would have done; +nay, she even wiped her lips (which methought was rather rude of her), +and drew away, and smoothed her dress, as if I had used a freedom. Then +I felt my cheeks grow burning red, and I gazed at my legs and was +sorry. For although she was not at all a proud child (at any rate in her +countenance), yet I knew that she was by birth a thousand years in front +of me. They might have taken and framed me, or (which would be more to +the purpose) my sisters, until it was time for us to die, and then have +trained our children after us, for many generations; yet never could we +have gotten that look upon our faces which Lorna Doone had naturally, as +if she had been born to it. + +Here was I, a yeoman's boy, a yeoman every inch of me, even where I was +naked; and there was she, a lady born, and thoroughly aware of it, and +dressed by people of rank and taste, who took pride in her beauty and +set it to advantage. For though her hair was fallen down by reason of +her wildness, and some of her frock was touched with wet where she had +tended me so, behold her dress was pretty enough for the queen of all +the angels. The colours were bright and rich indeed, and the substance +very sumptuous, yet simple and free from tinsel stuff, and matching most +harmoniously. All from her waist to her neck was white, plaited in close +like a curtain, and the dark soft weeping of her hair, and the shadowy +light of her eyes (like a wood rayed through with sunset), made it seem +yet whiter, as if it were done on purpose. As for the rest, she knew +what it was a great deal better than I did, for I never could look far +away from her eyes when they were opened upon me. + +Now, seeing how I heeded her, and feeling that I had kissed her, +although she was such a little girl, eight years old or thereabouts, she +turned to the stream in a bashful manner, and began to watch the water, +and rubbed one leg against the other. + +I, for my part, being vexed at her behaviour to me, took up all my +things to go, and made a fuss about it; to let her know I was going. +But she did not call me back at all, as I had made sure she would do; +moreover, I knew that to try the descent was almost certain death to +me, and it looked as dark as pitch; and so at the mouth I turned round +again, and came back to her, and said, "Lorna." + +"Oh, I thought you were gone," she answered; "why did you ever come +here? Do you know what they would do to us, if they found you here with +me?" + +"Beat us, I dare say, very hard; or me, at least. They could never beat +you." + +"No. They would kill us both outright, and bury us here by the water; +and the water often tells me that I must come to that." + +"But what should they kill me for?" + +"Because you have found the way up here, and they never could believe +it. Now, please to go; oh, please to go. They will kill us both in +a moment. Yes, I like you very much"--for I was teasing her to say +it--"very much indeed, and I will call you John Ridd, if you like; only +please to go, John. And when your feet are well, you know, you can come +and tell me how they are." + +"But I tell you, Lorna, I like you very much indeed--nearly as much as +Annie, and a great deal more than Lizzie. And I never saw any one like +you, and I must come back again to-morrow, and so must you, to see me; +and I will bring you such lots of things--there are apples still, and +a thrush I caught with only one leg broken, and our dog has just had +puppies--" + +"Oh, dear, they won't let me have a dog. There is not a dog in the +valley. They say they are such noisy things--" + +"Only put your hand in mine--what little things they are, Lorna! And I +will bring you the loveliest dog; I will show you just how long he is." + +"Hush!" A shout came down the valley, and all my heart was trembling, +like water after sunset, and Lorna's face was altered from pleasant play +to terror. She shrank to me, and looked up at me, with such a power of +weakness, that I at once made up my mind to save her or to die with her. +A tingle went through all my bones, and I only longed for my carbine. +The little girl took courage from me, and put her cheek quite close to +mine. + +"Come with me down the waterfall. I can carry you easily; and mother +will take care of you." + +"No, no," she cried, as I took her up: "I will tell you what to do. They +are only looking for me. You see that hole, that hole there?" + +She pointed to a little niche in the rock which verged the meadow, about +fifty yards away from us. In the fading of the twilight I could just +descry it. + +"Yes, I see it; but they will see me crossing the grass to get there." + +"Look! look!" She could hardly speak. "There is a way out from the top +of it; they would kill me if I told it. Oh, here they come, I can see +them." + +The little maid turned as white as the snow which hung on the rocks +above her, and she looked at the water and then at me, and she cried, +"Oh dear! oh dear!" And then she began to sob aloud, being so young and +unready. But I drew her behind the withy-bushes, and close down to the +water, where it was quiet and shelving deep, ere it came to the lip of +the chasm. Here they could not see either of us from the upper valley, +and might have sought a long time for us, even when they came quite +near, if the trees had been clad with their summer clothes. Luckily I +had picked up my fish and taken my three-pronged fork away. + +Crouching in that hollow nest, as children get together in ever so +little compass, I saw a dozen fierce men come down, on the other side of +the water, not bearing any fire-arms, but looking lax and jovial, as if +they were come from riding and a dinner taken hungrily. "Queen, queen!" +they were shouting, here and there, and now and then: "where the pest is +our little queen gone?" + +"They always call me 'queen,' and I am to be queen by-and-by," Lorna +whispered to me, with her soft cheek on my rough one, and her little +heart beating against me: "oh, they are crossing by the timber there, +and then they are sure to see us." + +"Stop," said I; "now I see what to do. I must get into the water, and +you must go to sleep." + +"To be sure, yes, away in the meadow there. But how bitter cold it will +be for you!" + +She saw in a moment the way to do it, sooner than I could tell her; and +there was no time to lose. + +"Now mind you never come again," she whispered over her shoulder, as she +crept away with a childish twist hiding her white front from me; "only I +shall come sometimes--oh, here they are, Madonna!" + +Daring scarce to peep, I crept into the water, and lay down bodily +in it, with my head between two blocks of stone, and some flood-drift +combing over me. The dusk was deepening between the hills, and a white +mist lay on the river; but I, being in the channel of it, could see +every ripple, and twig, and rush, and glazing of twilight above it, as +bright as in a picture; so that to my ignorance there seemed no chance +at all but what the men must find me. For all this time they were +shouting and swearing, and keeping such a hullabaloo, that the rocks all +round the valley rang, and my heart quaked, so (what with this and +the cold) that the water began to gurgle round me, and to lap upon the +pebbles. + +Neither in truth did I try to stop it, being now so desperate, between +the fear and the wretchedness; till I caught a glimpse of the little +maid, whose beauty and whose kindliness had made me yearn to be with +her. And then I knew that for her sake I was bound to be brave and hide +myself. She was lying beneath a rock, thirty or forty yards from me, +feigning to be fast asleep, with her dress spread beautifully, and her +hair drawn over her. + +Presently one of the great rough men came round a corner upon her; and +there he stopped and gazed awhile at her fairness and her innocence. +Then he caught her up in his arms, and kissed her so that I heard him; +and if I had only brought my gun, I would have tried to shoot him. + +"Here our queen is! Here's the queen, here's the captain's daughter!" +he shouted to his comrades; "fast asleep, by God, and hearty! Now I have +first claim to her; and no one else shall touch the child. Back to the +bottle, all of you!" + +He set her dainty little form upon his great square shoulder, and her +narrow feet in one broad hand; and so in triumph marched away, with the +purple velvet of her skirt ruffling in his long black beard, and the +silken length of her hair fetched out, like a cloud by the wind behind +her. This way of her going vexed me so, that I leaped upright in the +water, and must have been spied by some of them, but for their haste to +the wine-bottle. Of their little queen they took small notice, being in +this urgency; although they had thought to find her drowned; but trooped +away after one another with kindly challenge to gambling, so far as I +could make them out; and I kept sharp watch, I assure you. + +Going up that darkened glen, little Lorna, riding still the largest and +most fierce of them, turned and put up a hand to me, and I put up a hand +to her, in the thick of the mist and the willows. + +She was gone, my little dear (though tall of her age and healthy); and +when I got over my thriftless fright, I longed to have more to say to +her. Her voice to me was so different from all I had ever heard before, +as might be a sweet silver bell intoned to the small chords of a harp. +But I had no time to think about this, if I hoped to have any supper. + +I crept into a bush for warmth, and rubbed my shivering legs on +bark, and longed for mother's fagot. Then as daylight sank below the +forget-me-not of stars, with a sorrow to be quit, I knew that now must +be my time to get away, if there were any. + +Therefore, wringing my sodden breaches, I managed to crawl from the bank +to the niche in the cliff which Lorna had shown me. + +Through the dusk I had trouble to see the mouth, at even the five +land-yards of distance; nevertheless, I entered well, and held on by +some dead fern-stems, and did hope that no one would shoot me. + +But while I was hugging myself like this, with a boyish manner of +reasoning, my joy was like to have ended in sad grief both to myself +and my mother, and haply to all honest folk who shall love to read +this history. For hearing a noise in front of me, and like a coward not +knowing where, but afraid to turn round or think of it, I felt myself +going down some deep passage into a pit of darkness. It was no good to +catch the sides, the whole thing seemed to go with me. Then, without +knowing how, I was leaning over a night of water. + +This water was of black radiance, as are certain diamonds, spanned +across with vaults of rock, and carrying no image, neither showing marge +nor end, but centred (at it might be) with a bottomless indrawal. + +With that chill and dread upon me, and the sheer rock all around, and +the faint light heaving wavily on the silence of this gulf, I must have +lost my wits and gone to the bottom, if there were any. + +But suddenly a robin sang (as they will do after dark, towards spring) +in the brown fern and ivy behind me. I took it for our little Annie's +voice (for she could call any robin), and gathering quick warm comfort, +sprang up the steep way towards the starlight. Climbing back, as the +stones glid down, I heard the cold greedy wave go japping, like a blind +black dog, into the distance of arches and hollow depths of darkness. + +[Illustration: 069.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME + +[Illustration: 070.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +I can assure you, and tell no lie (as John Fry always used to say, when +telling his very largest), that I scrambled back to the mouth of that +pit as if the evil one had been after me. And sorely I repented now of +all my boyish folly, or madness it might well be termed, in venturing, +with none to help, and nothing to compel me, into that accursed valley. +Once let me get out, thinks I, and if ever I get in again, without being +cast in by neck and by crop, I will give our new-born donkey leave to +set up for my schoolmaster. + +How I kept that resolution we shall see hereafter. It is enough for me +now to tell how I escaped from the den that night. First I sat down +in the little opening which Lorna had pointed out to me, and wondered +whether she had meant, as bitterly occurred to me, that I should run +down into the pit, and be drowned, and give no more trouble. But in less +than half a minute I was ashamed of that idea, and remembered how she +was vexed to think that even a loach should lose his life. And then +I said to myself, "Now surely she would value me more than a thousand +loaches; and what she said must be quite true about the way out of this +horrible place." + +Therefore I began to search with the utmost care and diligence, although +my teeth were chattering, and all my bones beginning to ache with the +chilliness and the wetness. Before very long the moon appeared, over the +edge of the mountain, and among the trees at the top of it; and then I +espied rough steps, and rocky, made as if with a sledge-hammer, narrow, +steep, and far asunder, scooped here and there in the side of the +entrance, and then round a bulge of the cliff, like the marks upon a +great brown loaf, where a hungry child has picked at it. And higher +up, where the light of the moon shone broader upon the precipice, there +seemed to be a rude broken track, like the shadow of a crooked stick +thrown upon a house-wall. + +Herein was small encouragement; and at first I was minded to lie down +and die; but it seemed to come amiss to me. God has His time for all +of us; but He seems to advertise us when He does not mean to do it. +Moreover, I saw a movement of lights at the head of the valley, as if +lanthorns were coming after me, and the nimbleness given thereon to my +heels was in front of all meditation. + +Straightway I set foot in the lowest stirrup (as I might almost call +it), and clung to the rock with my nails, and worked to make a jump into +the second stirrup. And I compassed that too, with the aid of my stick; +although, to tell you the truth, I was not at that time of life so agile +as boys of smaller frame are, for my size was growing beyond my years, +and the muscles not keeping time with it, and the joints of my bones not +closely hinged, with staring at one another. But the third step-hole was +the hardest of all, and the rock swelled out on me over my breast, and +there seemed to be no attempting it, until I espied a good stout rope +hanging in a groove of shadow, and just managed to reach the end of it. + +How I clomb up, and across the clearing, and found my way home through +the Bagworthy forest, is more than I can remember now, for I took all +the rest of it then as a dream, by reason of perfect weariness. And +indeed it was quite beyond my hopes to tell so much as I have told, for +at first beginning to set it down, it was all like a mist before me. +Nevertheless, some parts grew clearer, as one by one I remembered them, +having taken a little soft cordial, because the memory frightens me. + +For the toil of the water, and danger of labouring up the long cascade +or rapids, and then the surprise of the fair young maid, and terror of +the murderers, and desperation of getting away--all these are much to +me even now, when I am a stout churchwarden, and sit by the side of my +fire, after going through many far worse adventures, which I will tell, +God willing. Only the labour of writing is such (especially so as to +construe, and challenge a reader on parts of speech, and hope to be even +with him); that by this pipe which I hold in my hand I ever expect to be +beaten, as in the days when old Doctor Twiggs, if I made a bad stroke +in my exercise, shouted aloud with a sour joy, "John Ridd, sirrah, down +with your small-clothes!" + +Let that be as it may, I deserved a good beating that night, after +making such a fool of myself, and grinding good fustian to pieces. But +when I got home, all the supper was in, and the men sitting at the white +table, and mother and Annie and Lizzie near by, all eager, and offering +to begin (except, indeed, my mother, who was looking out at the +doorway), and by the fire was Betty Muxworthy, scolding, and cooking, +and tasting her work, all in a breath, as a man would say. I looked +through the door from the dark by the wood-stack, and was half of a mind +to stay out like a dog, for fear of the rating and reckoning; but the +way my dear mother was looking about and the browning of the sausages +got the better of me. + +[Illustration: 072.jpg John Ridd at Supper] + +But nobody could get out of me where I had been all the day and evening; +although they worried me never so much, and longed to shake me to +pieces, especially Betty Muxworthy, who never could learn to let well +alone. Not that they made me tell any lies, although it would have +served them right almost for intruding on other people's business; but +that I just held my tongue, and ate my supper rarely, and let them try +their taunts and jibes, and drove them almost wild after supper, by +smiling exceeding knowingly. And indeed I could have told them things, +as I hinted once or twice; and then poor Betty and our little Lizzie +were so mad with eagerness, that between them I went into the fire, +being thoroughly overcome with laughter and my own importance. + +Now what the working of my mind was (if, indeed it worked at all, and +did not rather follow suit of body) it is not in my power to say; only +that the result of my adventure in the Doone Glen was to make me dream +a good deal of nights, which I had never done much before, and to drive +me, with tenfold zeal and purpose, to the practice of bullet-shooting. +Not that I ever expected to shoot the Doone family, one by one, or even +desired to do so, for my nature is not revengeful; but that it seemed +to be somehow my business to understand the gun, as a thing I must be at +home with. + +I could hit the barn-door now capitally well with the Spanish +match-lock, and even with John Fry's blunderbuss, at ten good land-yards +distance, without any rest for my fusil. And what was very wrong of me, +though I did not see it then, I kept John Fry there, to praise my shots, +from dinner-time often until the grey dusk, while he all the time should +have been at work spring-ploughing upon the farm. And for that matter so +should I have been, or at any rate driving the horses; but John was +by no means loath to be there, instead of holding the plough-tail. And +indeed, one of our old sayings is,-- + + "For pleasure's sake I would liefer wet, + Than ha' ten lumps of gold for each one of my sweat." + +And again, which is not a bad proverb, though unthrifty and unlike a +Scotsman's,-- + + "God makes the wheat grow greener, + While farmer be at his dinner." + +And no Devonshire man, or Somerset either (and I belong to both of +them), ever thinks of working harder than God likes to see him. + +Nevertheless, I worked hard at the gun, and by the time that I had +sent all the church-roof gutters, so far as I honestly could cut them, +through the red pine-door, I began to long for a better tool that would +make less noise and throw straighter. But the sheep-shearing came and +the hay-season next, and then the harvest of small corn, and the digging +of the root called "batata" (a new but good thing in our neighbourhood, +which our folk have made into "taties"), and then the sweating of the +apples, and the turning of the cider-press, and the stacking of the +firewood, and netting of the woodcocks, and the springles to be +minded in the garden and by the hedgerows, where blackbirds hop to the +molehills in the white October mornings, and grey birds come to look for +snails at the time when the sun is rising. + +It is wonderful how time runs away, when all these things and a great +many others come in to load him down the hill and prevent him from +stopping to look about. And I for my part can never conceive how people +who live in towns and cities, where neither lambs nor birds are (except +in some shop windows), nor growing corn, nor meadow-grass, nor even so +much as a stick to cut or a stile to climb and sit down upon--how these +poor folk get through their lives without being utterly weary of them, +and dying from pure indolence, is a thing God only knows, if His mercy +allows Him to think of it. + +How the year went by I know not, only that I was abroad all day, +shooting, or fishing, or minding the farm, or riding after some stray +beast, or away by the seaside below Glenthorne, wondering at the great +waters, and resolving to go for a sailor. For in those days I had a firm +belief, as many other strong boys have, of being born for a seaman. And +indeed I had been in a boat nearly twice; but the second time mother +found it out, and came and drew me back again; and after that she cried +so badly, that I was forced to give my word to her to go no more without +telling her. + +But Betty Muxworthy spoke her mind quite in a different way about it, +the while she was wringing my hosen, and clattering to the drying-horse. + +"Zailor, ees fai! ay and zarve un raight. Her can't kape out o' the +watter here, whur a' must goo vor to vaind un, zame as a gurt to-ad +squalloping, and mux up till I be wore out, I be, wi' the very saight of +'s braiches. How wil un ever baide aboard zhip, wi' the watter zinging +out under un, and comin' up splash when the wind blow. Latt un goo, +missus, latt un goo, zay I for wan, and old Davy wash his clouts for +un." + +And this discourse of Betty's tended more than my mother's prayers, +I fear, to keep me from going. For I hated Betty in those days, as +children always hate a cross servant, and often get fond of a false +one. But Betty, like many active women, was false by her crossness only; +thinking it just for the moment perhaps, and rushing away with a bucket; +ready to stick to it, like a clenched nail, if beaten the wrong way with +argument; but melting over it, if you left her, as stinging soap, left +along in a basin, spreads all abroad without bubbling. + +But all this is beyond the children, and beyond me too for that matter, +even now in ripe experience; for I never did know what women mean, and +never shall except when they tell me, if that be in their power. Now let +that question pass. For although I am now in a place of some authority, +I have observed that no one ever listens to me, when I attempt to lay +down the law; but all are waiting with open ears until I do enforce it. +And so methinks he who reads a history cares not much for the wisdom or +folly of the writer (knowing well that the former is far less than his +own, and the latter vastly greater), but hurries to know what the people +did, and how they got on about it. And this I can tell, if any one can, +having been myself in the thick of it. + +The fright I had taken that night in Glen Doone satisfied me for a long +time thereafter; and I took good care not to venture even in the fields +and woods of the outer farm, without John Fry for company. John was +greatly surprised and pleased at the value I now set upon him; until, +what betwixt the desire to vaunt and the longing to talk things over, +I gradually laid bare to him nearly all that had befallen me; except, +indeed, about Lorna, whom a sort of shame kept me from mentioning. Not +that I did not think of her, and wish very often to see her again; but +of course I was only a boy as yet, and therefore inclined to despise +young girls, as being unable to do anything, and only meant to listen to +orders. And when I got along with the other boys, that was how we always +spoke of them, if we deigned to speak at all, as beings of a lower +order, only good enough to run errands for us, and to nurse boy-babies. + +And yet my sister Annie was in truth a great deal more to me than all +the boys of the parish, and of Brendon, and Countisbury, put together; +although at the time I never dreamed it, and would have laughed if told +so. Annie was of a pleasing face, and very gentle manner, almost like +a lady some people said; but without any airs whatever, only trying to +give satisfaction. And if she failed, she would go and weep, without +letting any one know it, believing the fault to be all her own, when +mostly it was of others. But if she succeeded in pleasing you, it was +beautiful to see her smile, and stroke her soft chin in a way of her +own, which she always used when taking note how to do the right thing +again for you. And then her cheeks had a bright clear pink, and her eyes +were as blue as the sky in spring, and she stood as upright as a young +apple-tree, and no one could help but smile at her, and pat her brown +curls approvingly; whereupon she always curtseyed. For she never tried +to look away when honest people gazed at her; and even in the court-yard +she would come and help to take your saddle, and tell (without your +asking her) what there was for dinner. + +And afterwards she grew up to be a very comely maiden, tall, and with a +well-built neck, and very fair white shoulders, under a bright cloud +of curling hair. Alas! poor Annie, like most of the gentle maidens--but +tush, I am not come to that yet; and for the present she seemed to me +little to look at, after the beauty of Lorna Doone. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +A BRAVE RESCUE AND A ROUGH RIDE + +[Illustration: 077.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +It happened upon a November evening (when I was about fifteen years old, +and out-growing my strength very rapidly, my sister Annie being turned +thirteen, and a deal of rain having fallen, and all the troughs in the +yard being flooded, and the bark from the wood-ricks washed down the +gutters, and even our water-shoot going brown) that the ducks in the +court made a terrible quacking, instead of marching off to their pen, +one behind another. Thereupon Annie and I ran out to see what might be +the sense of it. There were thirteen ducks, and ten lily-white (as the +fashion then of ducks was), not I mean twenty-three in all, but ten +white and three brown-striped ones; and without being nice about their +colour, they all quacked very movingly. They pushed their gold-coloured +bills here and there (yet dirty, as gold is apt to be), and they jumped +on the triangles of their feet, and sounded out of their nostrils; and +some of the over-excited ones ran along low on the ground, quacking +grievously with their bills snapping and bending, and the roof of their +mouths exhibited. + +Annie began to cry "Dilly, dilly, einy, einy, ducksey," according to +the burden of a tune they seem to have accepted as the national duck's +anthem; but instead of being soothed by it, they only quacked three +times as hard, and ran round till we were giddy. And then they shook +their tails together, and looked grave, and went round and round +again. Now I am uncommonly fond of ducks, both roasted and roasting and +roystering; and it is a fine sight to behold them walk, poddling one +after other, with their toes out, like soldiers drilling, and their +little eyes cocked all ways at once, and the way that they dib with +their bills, and dabble, and throw up their heads and enjoy something, +and then tell the others about it. Therefore I knew at once, by the way +they were carrying on, that there must be something or other gone wholly +amiss in the duck-world. Sister Annie perceived it too, but with a +greater quickness; for she counted them like a good duck-wife, and could +only tell thirteen of them, when she knew there ought to be fourteen. + +And so we began to search about, and the ducks ran to lead us aright, +having come that far to fetch us; and when we got down to the foot of +the court-yard where the two great ash-trees stand by the side of the +little water, we found good reason for the urgency and melancholy of the +duck-birds. Lo! the old white drake, the father of all, a bird of high +manners and chivalry, always the last to help himself from the pan of +barley-meal, and the first to show fight to a dog or cock intruding upon +his family, this fine fellow, and pillar of the state, was now in a sad +predicament, yet quacking very stoutly. For the brook, wherewith he +had been familiar from his callow childhood, and wherein he was wont to +quest for water-newts, and tadpoles, and caddis-worms, and other game, +this brook, which afforded him very often scanty space to dabble in, +and sometimes starved the cresses, was now coming down in a great brown +flood, as if the banks never belonged to it. The foaming of it, and the +noise, and the cresting of the corners, and the up and down, like a wave +of the sea, were enough to frighten any duck, though bred upon stormy +waters, which our ducks never had been. + +There is always a hurdle six feet long and four and a half in depth, +swung by a chain at either end from an oak laid across the channel. And +the use of this hurdle is to keep our kine at milking time from straying +away there drinking (for in truth they are very dainty) and to fence +strange cattle, or Farmer Snowe's horses, from coming along the bed of +the brook unknown, to steal our substance. But now this hurdle, which +hung in the summer a foot above the trickle, would have been dipped more +than two feet deep but for the power against it. For the torrent came +down so vehemently that the chains at full stretch were creaking, and +the hurdle buffeted almost flat, and thatched (so to say) with the +drift-stuff, was going see-saw, with a sulky splash on the dirty red +comb of the waters. But saddest to see was between two bars, where a +fog was of rushes, and flood-wood, and wild-celery haulm, and dead +crowsfoot, who but our venerable mallard jammed in by the joint of his +shoulder, speaking aloud as he rose and fell, with his top-knot full of +water, unable to comprehend it, with his tail washed far away from him, +but often compelled to be silent, being ducked very harshly against his +will by the choking fall-to of the hurdle. + +For a moment I could not help laughing, because, being borne up high and +dry by a tumult of the torrent, he gave me a look from his one little +eye (having lost one in fight with the turkey-cock), a gaze of appealing +sorrow, and then a loud quack to second it. But the quack came out of +time, I suppose, for his throat got filled with water, as the hurdle +carried him back again. And then there was scarcely the screw of his +tail to be seen until he swung up again, and left small doubt by the +way he sputtered, and failed to quack, and hung down his poor crest, but +what he must drown in another minute, and frogs triumph over his body. + +Annie was crying, and wringing her hands, and I was about to rush into +the water, although I liked not the look of it, but hoped to hold on by +the hurdle, when a man on horseback came suddenly round the corner of +the great ash-hedge on the other side of the stream, and his horse's +feet were in the water. + +"Ho, there," he cried; "get thee back, boy. The flood will carry thee +down like a straw. I will do it for thee, and no trouble." + +[Illustration: 079.jpg A Brave Rescue] + +With that he leaned forward, and spoke to his mare--she was just of the +tint of a strawberry, a young thing, very beautiful--and she arched up +her neck, as misliking the job; yet, trusting him, would attempt it. She +entered the flood, with her dainty fore-legs sloped further and further +in front of her, and her delicate ears pricked forward, and the size of +her great eyes increasing, but he kept her straight in the turbid rush, +by the pressure of his knee on her. Then she looked back, and wondered +at him, as the force of the torrent grew stronger, but he bade her go +on; and on she went, and it foamed up over her shoulders; and she tossed +up her lip and scorned it, for now her courage was waking. Then as the +rush of it swept her away, and she struck with her forefeet down the +stream, he leaned from his saddle in a manner which I never could have +thought possible, and caught up old Tom with his left hand, and set him +between his holsters, and smiled at his faint quack of gratitude. In a +moment all these were carried downstream, and the rider lay flat on his +horse, and tossed the hurdle clear from him, and made for the bend of +smooth water. + +They landed some thirty or forty yards lower, in the midst of our +kitchen-garden, where the winter-cabbage was; but though Annie and I +crept in through the hedge, and were full of our thanks and admiring +him, he would answer us never a word, until he had spoken in full to the +mare, as if explaining the whole to her. + +"Sweetheart, I know thou couldst have leaped it," he said, as he patted +her cheek, being on the ground by this time, and she was nudging up to +him, with the water pattering off her; "but I had good reason, Winnie +dear, for making thee go through it." + +She answered him kindly with her soft eyes, and smiled at him very +lovingly, and they understood one another. Then he took from his +waistcoat two peppercorns, and made the old drake swallow them, and +tried him softly upon his legs, where the leading gap in the hedge was. +Old Tom stood up quite bravely, and clapped his wings, and shook off the +wet from his tail-feathers; and then away into the court-yard, and his +family gathered around him, and they all made a noise in their throats, +and stood up, and put their bills together, to thank God for this great +deliverance. + +Having taken all this trouble, and watched the end of that adventure, +the gentleman turned round to us with a pleasant smile on his face, as +if he were lightly amused with himself; and we came up and looked at +him. He was rather short, about John Fry's height, or may be a little +taller, but very strongly built and springy, as his gait at every step +showed plainly, although his legs were bowed with much riding, and he +looked as if he lived on horseback. To a boy like me he seemed very old, +being over twenty, and well-found in beard; but he was not more than +four-and-twenty, fresh and ruddy looking, with a short nose and keen +blue eyes, and a merry waggish jerk about him, as if the world were not +in earnest. Yet he had a sharp, stern way, like the crack of a pistol, +if anything misliked him; and we knew (for children see such things) +that it was safer to tickle than tackle him. + +[Illustration: 081.jpg Tom Faggus] + +"Well, young uns, what be gaping at?" He gave pretty Annie a chuck on +the chin, and took me all in without winking. + +"Your mare," said I, standing stoutly up, being a tall boy now; "I never +saw such a beauty, sir. Will you let me have a ride of her?" + +"Think thou couldst ride her, lad? She will have no burden but mine. +Thou couldst never ride her. Tut! I would be loath to kill thee." + +"Ride her!" I cried with the bravest scorn, for she looked so kind and +gentle; "there never was horse upon Exmoor foaled, but I could tackle in +half an hour. Only I never ride upon saddle. Take them leathers off of +her." + +He looked at me with a dry little whistle, and thrust his hands into his +breeches-pockets, and so grinned that I could not stand it. And Annie +laid hold of me in such a way that I was almost mad with her. And he +laughed, and approved her for doing so. And the worst of all was--he +said nothing. + +"Get away, Annie, will you? Do you think I'm a fool, good sir! Only +trust me with her, and I will not override her." + +"For that I will go bail, my son. She is liker to override thee. But the +ground is soft to fall upon, after all this rain. Now come out into the +yard, young man, for the sake of your mother's cabbages. And the mellow +straw-bed will be softer for thee, since pride must have its fall. I +am thy mother's cousin, boy, and am going up to house. Tom Faggus is my +name, as everybody knows; and this is my young mare, Winnie." + +What a fool I must have been not to know it at once! Tom Faggus, the +great highwayman, and his young blood-mare, the strawberry! Already her +fame was noised abroad, nearly as much as her master's; and my longing +to ride her grew tenfold, but fear came at the back of it. Not that I +had the smallest fear of what the mare could do to me, by fair play and +horse-trickery, but that the glory of sitting upon her seemed to be too +great for me; especially as there were rumours abroad that she was not a +mare after all, but a witch. However, she looked like a filly all over, +and wonderfully beautiful, with her supple stride, and soft slope of +shoulder, and glossy coat beaded with water, and prominent eyes full of +docile fire. Whether this came from her Eastern blood of the Arabs newly +imported, and whether the cream-colour, mixed with our bay, led to +that bright strawberry tint, is certainly more than I can decide, being +chiefly acquaint with farm-horses. And these come of any colour and +form; you never can count what they will be, and are lucky to get four +legs to them. + +Mr. Faggus gave his mare a wink, and she walked demurely after him, a +bright young thing, flowing over with life, yet dropping her soul to a +higher one, and led by love to anything; as the manner is of females, +when they know what is the best for them. Then Winnie trod lightly upon +the straw, because it had soft muck under it, and her delicate feet came +back again. + +"Up for it still, boy, be ye?" Tom Faggus stopped, and the mare stopped +there; and they looked at me provokingly. + +"Is she able to leap, sir? There is good take-off on this side of the +brook." + +Mr. Faggus laughed very quietly, turning round to Winnie so that she +might enter into it. And she, for her part, seemed to know exactly where +the fun lay. + +"Good tumble-off, you mean, my boy. Well, there can be small harm to +thee. I am akin to thy family, and know the substance of their skulls." + +"Let me get up," said I, waxing wroth, for reasons I cannot tell you, +because they are too manifold; "take off your saddle-bag things. I will +try not to squeeze her ribs in, unless she plays nonsense with me." + +[Illustration: 083.jpg Bill Dadds] + +Then Mr. Faggus was up on his mettle, at this proud speech of mine; and +John Fry was running up all the while, and Bill Dadds, and half a dozen. +Tom Faggus gave one glance around, and then dropped all regard for me. +The high repute of his mare was at stake, and what was my life compared +to it? Through my defiance, and stupid ways, here was I in a duello, +and my legs not come to their strength yet, and my arms as limp as a +herring. + +Something of this occurred to him even in his wrath with me, for he +spoke very softly to the filly, who now could scarce subdue herself; +but she drew in her nostrils, and breathed to his breath and did all she +could to answer him. + +"Not too hard, my dear," he said: "led him gently down on the mixen. +That will be quite enough." Then he turned the saddle off, and I was +up in a moment. She began at first so easily, and pricked her ears so +lovingly, and minced about as if pleased to find so light a weight upon +her, that I thought she knew I could ride a little, and feared to show +any capers. "Gee wug, Polly!" cried I, for all the men were now looking +on, being then at the leaving-off time: "Gee wug, Polly, and show what +thou be'est made of." With that I plugged my heels into her, and Billy +Dadds flung his hat up. + +Nevertheless, she outraged not, though her eyes were frightening Annie, +and John Fry took a pick to keep him safe; but she curbed to and fro +with her strong forearms rising like springs ingathered, waiting and +quivering grievously, and beginning to sweat about it. Then her master +gave a shrill clear whistle, when her ears were bent towards him, and I +felt her form beneath me gathering up like whalebone, and her hind-legs +coming under her, and I knew that I was in for it. + +First she reared upright in the air, and struck me full on the nose with +her comb, till I bled worse than Robin Snell made me; and then down +with her fore-feet deep in the straw, and her hind-feet going to heaven. +Finding me stick to her still like wax, for my mettle was up as hers +was, away she flew with me swifter than ever I went before, or since, I +trow. She drove full-head at the cobwall--"Oh, Jack, slip off," screamed +Annie--then she turned like light, when I thought to crush her, and +ground my left knee against it. "Mux me," I cried, for my breeches were +broken, and short words went the furthest--"if you kill me, you shall +die with me." Then she took the court-yard gate at a leap, knocking my +words between my teeth, and then right over a quick set hedge, as if the +sky were a breath to her; and away for the water-meadows, while I lay +on her neck like a child at the breast and wished I had never been +born. Straight away, all in the front of the wind, and scattering clouds +around her, all I knew of the speed we made was the frightful flash of +her shoulders, and her mane like trees in a tempest. I felt the earth +under us rushing away, and the air left far behind us, and my breath +came and went, and I prayed to God, and was sorry to be so late of it. + +[Illustration: 084.jpg A Rough Ride] + +All the long swift while, without power of thought, I clung to her crest +and shoulders, and dug my nails into her creases, and my toes into her +flank-part, and was proud of holding on so long, though sure of being +beaten. Then in her fury at feeling me still, she rushed at another +device for it, and leaped the wide water-trough sideways across, to and +fro, till no breath was left in me. The hazel-boughs took me too hard +in the face, and the tall dog-briers got hold of me, and the ache of +my back was like crimping a fish; till I longed to give up, thoroughly +beaten, and lie there and die in the cresses. But there came a shrill +whistle from up the home-hill, where the people had hurried to watch us; +and the mare stopped as if with a bullet, then set off for home with +the speed of a swallow, and going as smoothly and silently. I never had +dreamed of such delicate motion, fluent, and graceful, and ambient, +soft as the breeze flitting over the flowers, but swift as the summer +lightning. I sat up again, but my strength was all spent, and no time +left to recover it, and though she rose at our gate like a bird, I +tumbled off into the mixen. + +[Illustration: 085.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +TOM DESERVES HIS SUPPER + +[Illustration: 086.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +"Well done, lad," Mr. Faggus said good naturedly; for all were now +gathered round me, as I rose from the ground, somewhat tottering, and +miry, and crest-fallen, but otherwise none the worse (having fallen +upon my head, which is of uncommon substance); nevertheless John Fry was +laughing, so that I longed to clout his ears for him; "Not at all bad +work, my boy; we may teach you to ride by-and-by, I see; I thought not +to see you stick on so long--" + +"I should have stuck on much longer, sir, if her sides had not been wet. +She was so slippery--" + +"Boy, thou art right. She hath given many the slip. Ha, ha! Vex not, +Jack, that I laugh at thee. She is like a sweetheart to me, and better, +than any of them be. It would have gone to my heart if thou hadst +conquered. None but I can ride my Winnie mare." + +"Foul shame to thee then, Tom Faggus," cried mother, coming up suddenly, +and speaking so that all were amazed, having never seen her wrathful; +"to put my boy, my boy, across her, as if his life were no more than +thine! The only son of his father, an honest man, and a quiet man, not +a roystering drunken robber! A man would have taken thy mad horse and +thee, and flung them both into horse-pond--ay, and what's more, I'll +have it done now, if a hair of his head is injured. Oh, my boy, my boy! +What could I do without thee? Put up the other arm, Johnny." All the +time mother was scolding so, she was feeling me, and wiping me; while +Faggus tried to look greatly ashamed, having sense of the ways of women. + +"Only look at his jacket, mother!" cried Annie; "and a shillingsworth +gone from his small-clothes!" + +"What care I for his clothes, thou goose? Take that, and heed thine own +a bit." And mother gave Annie a slap which sent her swinging up against +Mr. Faggus, and he caught her, and kissed and protected her, and she +looked at him very nicely, with great tears in her soft blue eyes. "Oh, +fie upon thee, fie upon thee!" cried mother (being yet more vexed with +him, because she had beaten Annie); "after all we have done for thee, +and saved thy worthless neck--and to try to kill my son for me! Never +more shall horse of thine enter stable here, since these be thy returns +to me. Small thanks to you, John Fry, I say, and you Bill Dadds, and you +Jem Slocomb, and all the rest of your coward lot; much you care for your +master's son! Afraid of that ugly beast yourselves, and you put a boy +just breeched upon him!" + +"Wull, missus, what could us do?" began John; "Jan wudd goo, now wudd't +her, Jem? And how was us--" + +"Jan indeed! Master John, if you please, to a lad of his years and +stature. And now, Tom Faggus, be off, if you please, and think yourself +lucky to go so; and if ever that horse comes into our yard, I'll +hamstring him myself if none of my cowards dare do it." + +Everybody looked at mother, to hear her talk like that, knowing how +quiet she was day by day and how pleasant to be cheated. And the men +began to shoulder their shovels, both so as to be away from her, and +to go and tell their wives of it. Winnie too was looking at her, being +pointed at so much, and wondering if she had done amiss. And then she +came to me, and trembled, and stooped her head, and asked my pardon, if +she had been too proud with me. + +"Winnie shall stop here to-night," said I, for Tom Faggus still said +never a word all the while; but began to buckle his things on, for he +knew that women are to be met with wool, as the cannon-balls were at the +siege of Tiverton Castle; "mother, I tell you, Winnie shall stop; else +I will go away with her, I never knew what it was, till now, to ride a +horse worth riding." + +"Young man," said Tom Faggus, still preparing sternly to depart, "you +know more about a horse than any man on Exmoor. Your mother may well be +proud of you, but she need have had no fear. As if I, Tom Faggus, your +father's cousin--and the only thing I am proud of--would ever have let +you mount my mare, which dukes and princes have vainly sought, except +for the courage in your eyes, and the look of your father about you. I +knew you could ride when I saw you, and rarely you have conquered. But +women don't understand us. Good-bye, John; I am proud of you, and I +hoped to have done you pleasure. And indeed I came full of some courtly +tales, that would have made your hair stand up. But though not a crust +have I tasted since this time yesterday, having given my meat to a +widow, I will go and starve on the moor far sooner than eat the best +supper that ever was cooked, in a place that has forgotten me." With +that he fetched a heavy sigh, as if it had been for my father; and +feebly got upon Winnie's back, and she came to say farewell to me. He +lifted his hat to my mother, with a glance of sorrow, but never a word; +and to me he said, "Open the gate, Cousin John, if you please. You have +beaten her so, that she cannot leap it, poor thing." + +But before he was truly gone out of our yard, my mother came softly +after him, with her afternoon apron across her eyes, and one hand ready +to offer him. Nevertheless, he made as if he had not seen her, though he +let his horse go slowly. + +"Stop, Cousin Tom," my mother said, "a word with you, before you go." + +"Why, bless my heart!" Tom Faggus cried, with the form of his +countenance so changed, that I verily thought another man must have +leaped into his clothes--"do I see my Cousin Sarah? I thought every one +was ashamed of me, and afraid to offer me shelter, since I lost my best +cousin, John Ridd. 'Come here,' he used to say, 'Tom, come here, when +you are worried, and my wife shall take good care of you.' 'Yes, dear +John,' I used to answer, 'I know she promised my mother so; but people +have taken to think against me, and so might Cousin Sarah.' Ah, he was a +man, a man! If you only heard how he answered me. But let that go, I am +nothing now, since the day I lost Cousin Ridd." And with that he began +to push on again; but mother would not have it so. + +"Oh, Tom, that was a loss indeed. And I am nothing either. And you +should try to allow for me; though I never found any one that did." And +mother began to cry, though father had been dead so long; and I looked +on with a stupid surprise, having stopped from crying long ago. + +"I can tell you one that will," cried Tom, jumping off Winnie, in a +trice, and looking kindly at mother; "I can allow for you, Cousin Sarah, +in everything but one. I am in some ways a bad man myself; but I know +the value of a good one; and if you gave me orders, by God--" And he +shook his fists towards Bagworthy Wood, just heaving up black in the +sundown. + +"Hush, Tom, hush, for God's sake!" And mother meant me, without pointing +at me; at least I thought she did. For she ever had weaned me from +thoughts of revenge, and even from longings for judgment. "God knows +best, boy," she used to say, "let us wait His time, without wishing +it." And so, to tell the truth, I did; partly through her teaching, and +partly through my own mild temper, and my knowledge that father, after +all, was killed because he had thrashed them. + +"Good-night, Cousin Sarah, good-night, Cousin Jack," cried Tom, taking +to the mare again; "many a mile I have to ride, and not a bit inside of +me. No food or shelter this side of Exeford, and the night will be black +as pitch, I trow. But it serves me right for indulging the lad, being +taken with his looks so." + +"Cousin Tom," said mother, and trying to get so that Annie and I could +not hear her; "it would be a sad and unkinlike thing for you to despise +our dwelling-house. We cannot entertain you, as the lordly inns on the +road do; and we have small change of victuals. But the men will go home, +being Saturday; and so you will have the fireside all to yourself and +the children. There are some few collops of red deer's flesh, and a ham +just down from the chimney, and some dried salmon from Lynmouth weir, +and cold roast-pig, and some oysters. And if none of those be to your +liking, we could roast two woodcocks in half an hour, and Annie would +make the toast for them. And the good folk made some mistake last week, +going up the country, and left a keg of old Holland cordial in the +coving of the wood-rick, having borrowed our Smiler, without asking +leave. I fear there is something unrighteous about it. But what can a +poor widow do? John Fry would have taken it, but for our Jack. Our Jack +was a little too sharp for him." + +Ay, that I was; John Fry had got it, like a billet under his apron, +going away in the gray of the morning, as if to kindle his fireplace. +"Why, John," I said, "what a heavy log! Let me have one end of it." +"Thank'e, Jan, no need of thiccy," he answered, turning his back to +me; "waife wanteth a log as will last all day, to kape the crock a +zimmerin." And he banged his gate upon my heels to make me stop and rub +them. "Why, John," said I, "you'm got a log with round holes in the end +of it. Who has been cutting gun-wads? Just lift your apron, or I will." + +But, to return to Tom Faggus--he stopped to sup that night with us, and +took a little of everything; a few oysters first, and then dried salmon, +and then ham and eggs, done in small curled rashers, and then a few +collops of venison toasted, and next to that a little cold roast-pig, +and a woodcock on toast to finish with, before the Scheidam and hot +water. And having changed his wet things first, he seemed to be in fair +appetite, and praised Annie's cooking mightily, with a kind of noise +like a smack of his lips, and a rubbing of his hands together, whenever +he could spare them. + +He had gotten John Fry's best small-clothes on, for he said he was not +good enough to go into my father's (which mother kept to look at), nor +man enough to fill them. And in truth my mother was very glad that he +refused, when I offered them. But John was over-proud to have it in his +power to say that such a famous man had ever dwelt in any clothes of +his; and afterwards he made show of them. For Mr. Faggus's glory, then, +though not so great as now it is, was spreading very fast indeed all +about our neighbourhood, and even as far as Bridgewater. + +Tom Faggus was a jovial soul, if ever there has been one, not making +bones of little things, nor caring to seek evil. There was about him +such a love of genuine human nature, that if a traveller said a good +thing, he would give him back his purse again. It is true that he took +people's money more by force than fraud; and the law (being used to the +inverse method) was bitterly moved against him, although he could quote +precedent. These things I do not understand; having seen so much of +robbery (some legal, some illegal), that I scarcely know, as here we +say, one crow's foot from the other. It is beyond me and above me, to +discuss these subjects; and in truth I love the law right well, when it +doth support me, and when I can lay it down to my liking, with prejudice +to nobody. Loyal, too, to the King am I, as behoves churchwarden; and +ready to make the best of him, as he generally requires. But after +all, I could not see (until I grew much older, and came to have some +property) why Tom Faggus, working hard, was called a robber and felon of +great; while the King, doing nothing at all (as became his dignity), was +liege-lord, and paramount owner; with everybody to thank him kindly for +accepting tribute. + +For the present, however, I learned nothing more as to what our cousin's +profession was; only that mother seemed frightened, and whispered to +him now and then not to talk of something, because of the children being +there; whereupon he always nodded with a sage expression, and applied +himself to hollands. + +"Now let us go and see Winnie, Jack," he said to me after supper; "for +the most part I feed her before myself; but she was so hot from the +way you drove her. Now she must be grieving for me, and I never let her +grieve long." + +I was too glad to go with him, and Annie came slyly after us. The filly +was walking to and fro on the naked floor of the stable (for he would +not let her have any straw, until he should make a bed for her), and +without so much as a headstall on, for he would not have her fastened. +"Do you take my mare for a dog?" he had said when John Fry brought him a +halter. And now she ran to him like a child, and her great eyes shone at +the lanthorn. + +"Hit me, Jack, and see what she will do. I will not let her hurt thee." +He was rubbing her ears all the time he spoke, and she was leaning +against him. Then I made believe to strike him, and in a moment she +caught me by the waistband, and lifted me clean from the ground, and was +casting me down to trample upon me, when he stopped her suddenly. + +"What think you of that, boy? Have you horse or dog that would do that +for you? Ay, and more than that she will do. If I were to whistle, +by-and-by, in the tone that tells my danger, she would break this +stable-door down, and rush into the room to me. Nothing will keep her +from me then, stone-wall or church-tower. Ah, Winnie, Winnie, you little +witch, we shall die together." + +Then he turned away with a joke, and began to feed her nicely, for she +was very dainty. Not a husk of oat would she touch that had been under +the breath of another horse, however hungry she might be. And with her +oats he mixed some powder, fetching it from his saddle-bags. What this +was I could not guess, neither would he tell me, but laughed and called +it "star-shavings." He watched her eat every morsel of it, with two or +three drinks of pure water, ministered between whiles; and then he made +her bed in a form I had never seen before, and so we said "Good-night" +to her. + +Afterwards by the fireside he kept us very merry, sitting in the great +chimney-corner, and making us play games with him. And all the while he +was smoking tobacco in a manner I never had seen before, not using any +pipe for it, but having it rolled in little sticks about as long as my +finger, blunt at one end and sharp at the other. The sharp end he would +put in his mouth, and lay a brand of wood to the other, and then draw +a white cloud of curling smoke, and we never tired of watching him. I +wanted him to let me do it, but he said, "No, my son; it is not meant +for boys." Then Annie put up her lips and asked, with both hands on his +knees (for she had taken to him wonderfully), "Is it meant for girls +then cousin Tom?" But she had better not have asked, for he gave it her +to try, and she shut both eyes, and sucked at it. One breath, however, +was quite enough, for it made her cough so violently that Lizzie and +I must thump her back until she was almost crying. To atone for that, +cousin Tom set to, and told us whole pages of stories, not about his own +doings at all, but strangely enough they seemed to concern almost every +one else we had ever heard of. Without halting once for a word or a +deed, his tales flowed onward as freely and brightly as the flames of +the wood up the chimney, and with no smaller variety. For he spoke with +the voices of twenty people, giving each person the proper manner, and +the proper place to speak from; so that Annie and Lizzie ran all about, +and searched the clock and the linen-press. And he changed his face +every moment so, and with such power of mimicry that without so much as +a smile of his own, he made even mother laugh so that she broke her new +tenpenny waistband; and as for us children, we rolled on the floor, and +Betty Muxworthy roared in the wash-up. + +[Illustration: 092.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +A MAN JUSTLY POPULAR + +[Illustration: 093.jpg Tom Faggus] + +Now although Mr. Faggus was so clever, and generous, and celebrated, +I know not whether, upon the whole, we were rather proud of him as a +member of our family, or inclined to be ashamed of him. And indeed I +think that the sway of the balance hung upon the company we were in. For +instance, with the boys at Brendon--for there is no village at Oare--I +was exceeding proud to talk of him, and would freely brag of my Cousin +Tom. But with the rich parsons of the neighbourhood, or the justices +(who came round now and then, and were glad to ride up to a warm +farm-house), or even the well-to-do tradesmen of Porlock--in a word, any +settled power, which was afraid of losing things--with all of them we +were very shy of claiming our kinship to that great outlaw. + +And sure, I should pity, as well as condemn him though our ways in the +world were so different, knowing as I do his story; which knowledge, +methinks, would often lead us to let alone God's prerogative--judgment, +and hold by man's privilege--pity. Not that I would find excuse for +Tom's downright dishonesty, which was beyond doubt a disgrace to him, +and no credit to his kinsfolk; only that it came about without his +meaning any harm or seeing how he took to wrong; yet gradually knowing +it. And now, to save any further trouble, and to meet those who +disparage him (without allowance for the time or the crosses laid upon +him), I will tell the history of him, just as if he were not my cousin, +and hoping to be heeded. And I defy any man to say that a word of this +is either false, or in any way coloured by family. Much cause he had +to be harsh with the world; and yet all acknowledged him very pleasant, +when a man gave up his money. And often and often he paid the toll for +the carriage coming after him, because he had emptied their pockets, and +would not add inconvenience. By trade he had been a blacksmith, in the +town of Northmolton, in Devonshire, a rough rude place at the end of +Exmoor, so that many people marvelled if such a man was bred there. Not +only could he read and write, but he had solid substance; a piece of +land worth a hundred pounds, and right of common for two hundred sheep, +and a score and a half of beasts, lifting up or lying down. And being +left an orphan (with all these cares upon him) he began to work right +early, and made such a fame at the shoeing of horses, that the farriers +of Barum were like to lose their custom. And indeed he won a golden +Jacobus for the best-shod nag in the north of Devon, and some say that +he never was forgiven. + +As to that, I know no more, except that men are jealous. But whether +it were that, or not, he fell into bitter trouble within a month of his +victory; when his trade was growing upon him, and his sweetheart ready +to marry him. For he loved a maid of Southmolton (a currier's daughter +I think she was, and her name was Betsy Paramore), and her father had +given consent; and Tom Faggus, wishing to look his best, and be clean of +course, had a tailor at work upstairs for him, who had come all the way +from Exeter. And Betsy's things were ready too--for which they accused +him afterwards, as if he could help that--when suddenly, like a +thunderbolt, a lawyer's writ fell upon him. + +This was the beginning of a law-suit with Sir Robert Bampfylde, a +gentleman of the neighbourhood, who tried to oust him from his common, +and drove his cattle and harassed them. And by that suit of law poor Tom +was ruined altogether, for Sir Robert could pay for much swearing; and +then all his goods and his farm were sold up, and even his smithery +taken. But he saddled his horse, before they could catch him, and rode +away to Southmolton, looking more like a madman than a good farrier, +as the people said who saw him. But when he arrived there, instead of +comfort, they showed him the face of the door alone; for the news of his +loss was before him, and Master Paramore was a sound, prudent man, and +a high member of the town council. It is said that they even gave him +notice to pay for Betsy's wedding-clothes, now that he was too poor to +marry her. This may be false, and indeed I doubt it; in the first place, +because Southmolton is a busy place for talking; and in the next, that +I do not think the action would have lain at law, especially as the +maid lost nothing, but used it all for her wedding next month with Dick +Vellacott, of Mockham. + +All this was very sore upon Tom; and he took it to heart so grievously, +that he said, as a better man might have said, being loose of mind and +property, "The world hath preyed on me like a wolf. God help me now to +prey on the world." + +And in sooth it did seem, for a while, as if Providence were with him; +for he took rare toll on the highway, and his name was soon as good as +gold anywhere this side of Bristowe. He studied his business by night +and by day, with three horses all in hard work, until he had made a fine +reputation; and then it was competent to him to rest, and he had plenty +left for charity. And I ought to say for society too, for he truly +loved high society, treating squires and noblemen (who much affected his +company) to the very best fare of the hostel. And they say that once +the King's Justitiaries, being upon circuit, accepted his invitation, +declaring merrily that if never true bill had been found against him, +mine host should now be qualified to draw one. And so the landlords did; +and he always paid them handsomely, so that all of them were kind to +him, and contended for his visits. Let it be known in any township that +Mr. Faggus was taking his leisure at the inn, and straightway all the +men flocked thither to drink his health without outlay, and all the +women to admire him; while the children were set at the cross-roads to +give warning of any officers. One of his earliest meetings was with Sir +Robert Bampfylde himself, who was riding along the Barum road with only +one serving-man after him. Tom Faggus put a pistol to his head, being +then obliged to be violent, through want of reputation; while the +serving-man pretended to be along way round the corner. Then the baronet +pulled out his purse, quite trembling in the hurry of his politeness. +Tom took the purse, and his ring, and time-piece, and then handed them +back with a very low bow, saying that it was against all usage for him +to rob a robber. Then he turned to the unfaithful knave, and trounced +him right well for his cowardice, and stripped him of all his property. + +But now Mr. Faggus kept only one horse, lest the Government should steal +them; and that one was the young mare Winnie. How he came by her he +never would tell, but I think that she was presented to him by a certain +Colonel, a lover of sport, and very clever in horseflesh, whose life Tom +had saved from some gamblers. When I have added that Faggus as yet +had never been guilty of bloodshed (for his eyes, and the click of +his pistol at first, and now his high reputation made all his wishes +respected), and that he never robbed a poor man, neither insulted a +woman, but was very good to the Church, and of hot patriotic opinions, +and full of jest and jollity, I have said as much as is fair for him, +and shown why he was so popular. Everybody cursed the Doones, who lived +apart disdainfully. But all good people liked Mr. Faggus--when he had +not robbed them--and many a poor sick man or woman blessed him for other +people's money; and all the hostlers, stable-boys, and tapsters entirely +worshipped him. + +I have been rather long, and perhaps tedious, in my account of him, lest +at any time hereafter his character should be misunderstood, and his +good name disparaged; whereas he was my second cousin, and the lover of +my--But let that bide. 'Tis a melancholy story. + +He came again about three months afterwards, in the beginning of the +spring-time, and brought me a beautiful new carbine, having learned my +love of such things, and my great desire to shoot straight. But mother +would not let me have the gun, until he averred upon his honour that he +had bought it honestly. And so he had, no doubt, so far as it is honest +to buy with money acquired rampantly. Scarce could I stop to make my +bullets in the mould which came along with it, but must be off to the +Quarry Hill, and new target I had made there. And he taught me then +how to ride bright Winnie, who was grown since I had seen her, but +remembered me most kindly. After making much of Annie, who had a +wondrous liking for him--and he said he was her godfather, but God knows +how he could have been, unless they confirmed him precociously--away he +went, and young Winnie's sides shone like a cherry by candlelight. + +Now I feel that of those boyish days I have little more to tell, because +everything went quietly, as the world for the most part does with us. I +began to work at the farm in earnest, and tried to help my mother, and +when I remembered Lorna Doone, it seemed no more than the thought of a +dream, which I could hardly call to mind. Now who cares to know how many +bushels of wheat we grew to the acre, or how the cattle milched till we +ate them, or what the turn of the seasons was? But my stupid self seemed +like to be the biggest of all the cattle; for having much to look after +the sheep, and being always in kind appetite, I grew four inches longer +in every year of my farming, and a matter of two inches wider; until +there was no man of my size to be seen elsewhere upon Exmoor. Let that +pass: what odds to any how tall or wide I be? There is no Doone's door +at Plover's Barrows and if there were I could never go through it. They +vexed me so much about my size, long before I had completed it, girding +at me with paltry jokes whose wit was good only to stay at home, that +I grew shame-faced about the matter, and feared to encounter a +looking-glass. But mother was very proud, and said she never could have +too much of me. + +The worst of all to make me ashamed of bearing my head so high--a thing +I saw no way to help, for I never could hang my chin down, and my back +was like a gatepost whenever I tried to bend it--the worst of all was +our little Eliza, who never could come to a size herself, though she had +the wine from the Sacrament at Easter and Allhallowmas, only to be small +and skinny, sharp, and clever crookedly. Not that her body was out of +the straight (being too small for that perhaps), but that her wit was +full of corners, jagged, and strange, and uncomfortable. You never could +tell what she might say next; and I like not that kind of women. Now God +forgive me for talking so of my own father's daughter, and so much the +more by reason that my father could not help it. The right way is +to face the matter, and then be sorry for every one. My mother fell +grievously on a slide, which John Fry had made nigh the apple-room door, +and hidden with straw from the stable, to cover his own great idleness. +My father laid John's nose on the ice, and kept him warm in spite of it; +but it was too late for Eliza. She was born next day with more mind than +body--the worst thing that can befall a man. + +But Annie, my other sister, was now a fine fair girl, beautiful to +behold. I could look at her by the fireside, for an hour together, when +I was not too sleepy, and think of my dear father. And she would do the +same thing by me, only wait the between of the blazes. Her hair was done +up in a knot behind, but some would fall over her shoulders; and the +dancing of the light was sweet to see through a man's eyelashes. There +never was a face that showed the light or the shadow of feeling, as if +the heart were sun to it, more than our dear Annie's did. To look at her +carefully, you might think that she was not dwelling on anything; and +then she would know you were looking at her, and those eyes would tell +all about it. God knows that I try to be simple enough, to keep to His +meaning in me, and not make the worst of His children. Yet often have I +been put to shame, and ready to bite my tongue off, after speaking amiss +of anybody, and letting out my littleness, when suddenly mine eyes have +met the pure soft gaze of Annie. + +As for the Doones, they were thriving still, and no one to come against +them; except indeed by word of mouth, to which they lent no heed +whatever. Complaints were made from time to time, both in high and low +quarters (as the rank might be of the people robbed), and once or twice +in the highest of all, to wit, the King himself. But His Majesty made +a good joke about it (not meaning any harm, I doubt), and was so much +pleased with himself thereupon, that he quite forgave the mischief. +Moreover, the main authorities were a long way off; and the Chancellor +had no cattle on Exmoor; and as for my lord the Chief Justice, some +rogue had taken his silver spoons; whereupon his lordship swore that +never another man would he hang until he had that one by the neck. +Therefore the Doones went on as they listed, and none saw fit to meddle +with them. For the only man who would have dared to come to close +quarters with them, that is to say Tom Faggus, himself was a quarry for +the law, if ever it should be unhooded. Moreover, he had transferred his +business to the neighbourhood of Wantage, in the county of Berks, where +he found the climate drier, also good downs and commons excellent for +galloping, and richer yeomen than ours be, and better roads to rob them +on. + +Some folk, who had wiser attended to their own affairs, said that I +(being sizeable now, and able to shoot not badly) ought to do something +against those Doones, and show what I was made of. But for a time I was +very bashful, shaking when called upon suddenly, and blushing as deep as +a maiden; for my strength was not come upon me, and mayhap I had grown +in front of it. And again, though I loved my father still, and would +fire at a word about him, I saw not how it would do him good for me to +harm his injurers. Some races are of revengeful kind, and will for years +pursue their wrong, and sacrifice this world and the next for a +moment's foul satisfaction, but methinks this comes of some black blood, +perverted and never purified. And I doubt but men of true English birth +are stouter than so to be twisted, though some of the women may take +that turn, if their own life runs unkindly. + +Let that pass--I am never good at talking of things beyond me. All I +know is, that if I had met the Doone who had killed my father, I would +gladly have thrashed him black and blue, supposing I were able; but +would never have fired a gun at him, unless he began that game with me, +or fell upon more of my family, or were violent among women. And to +do them justice, my mother and Annie were equally kind and gentle, but +Eliza would flame and grow white with contempt, and not trust herself to +speak to us. + +Now a strange thing came to pass that winter, when I was twenty-one +years old, a very strange thing, which affrighted the rest, and made me +feel uncomfortable. Not that there was anything in it, to do harm to any +one, only that none could explain it, except by attributing it to the +devil. The weather was very mild and open, and scarcely any snow fell; +at any rate, none lay on the ground, even for an hour, in the highest +part of Exmoor; a thing which I knew not before nor since, as long as +I can remember. But the nights were wonderfully dark, as though with no +stars in the heaven; and all day long the mists were rolling upon +the hills and down them, as if the whole land were a wash-house. The +moorland was full of snipes and teal, and curlews flying and crying, and +lapwings flapping heavily, and ravens hovering round dead sheep; yet no +redshanks nor dottrell, and scarce any golden plovers (of which we have +great store generally) but vast lonely birds, that cried at night, and +moved the whole air with their pinions; yet no man ever saw them. It was +dismal as well as dangerous now for any man to go fowling (which of late +I loved much in the winter) because the fog would come down so thick +that the pan of the gun was reeking, and the fowl out of sight ere the +powder kindled, and then the sound of the piece was so dead, that the +shooter feared harm, and glanced over his shoulder. But the danger of +course was far less in this than in losing of the track, and falling +into the mires, or over the brim of a precipice. + +Nevertheless, I must needs go out, being young and very stupid, and +feared of being afraid; a fear which a wise man has long cast by, having +learned of the manifold dangers which ever and ever encompass us. And +beside this folly and wildness of youth, perchance there was something, +I know not what, of the joy we have in uncertainty. Mother, in fear +of my missing home--though for that matter, I could smell supper, when +hungry, through a hundred land-yards of fog--my dear mother, who thought +of me ten times for one thought about herself, gave orders to ring the +great sheep-bell, which hung above the pigeon-cote, every ten minutes of +the day, and the sound came through the plaits of fog, and I was vexed +about it, like the letters of a copy-book. It reminded me, too, of +Blundell's bell, and the grief to go into school again. + +But during those two months of fog (for we had it all the winter), the +saddest and the heaviest thing was to stand beside the sea. To be upon +the beach yourself, and see the long waves coming in; to know that they +are long waves, but only see a piece of them; and to hear them lifting +roundly, swelling over smooth green rocks, plashing down in the hollow +corners, but bearing on all the same as ever, soft and sleek and +sorrowful, till their little noise is over. + +[Illustration: 100.jpg To be upon the beach] + +One old man who lived at Lynmouth, seeking to be buried there, having +been more than half over the world, though shy to speak about it, and +fain to come home to his birthplace, this old Will Watcombe (who dwelt +by the water) said that our strange winter arose from a thing he called +the "Gulf-stream", rushing up Channel suddenly. He said it was hot +water, almost fit for a man to shave with, and it threw all our cold +water out, and ruined the fish and the spawning-time, and a cold spring +would come after it. I was fond of going to Lynmouth on Sunday to hear +this old man talk, for sometimes he would discourse with me, when nobody +else could move him. He told me that this powerful flood set in upon our +west so hard sometimes once in ten years, and sometimes not for fifty, +and the Lord only knew the sense of it; but that when it came, therewith +came warmth and clouds, and fog, and moisture, and nuts, and fruit, and +even shells; and all the tides were thrown abroad. As for nuts he winked +awhile, and chewed a piece of tobacco; yet did I not comprehend him. +Only afterwards I heard that nuts with liquid kernels came, travelling +on the Gulf stream; for never before was known so much foreign cordial +landed upon our coast, floating ashore by mistake in the fog, and (what +with the tossing and the mist) too much astray to learn its duty. + +Folk, who are ever too prone to talk, said that Will Watcombe himself +knew better than anybody else about this drift of the Gulf-stream, +and the places where it would come ashore, and the caves that took the +in-draught. But De Whichehalse, our great magistrate, certified that +there was no proof of unlawful importation; neither good cause to +suspect it, at a time of Christian charity. And we knew that it was a +foul thing for some quarrymen to say that night after night they had +been digging a new cellar at Ley Manor to hold the little marks of +respect found in the caverns at high-water weed. Let that be, it is none +of my business to speak evil of dignities; duly we common people joked +of the "Gulp-stream," as we called it. + +But the thing which astonished and frightened us so, was not, I do +assure you, the landing of foreign spirits, nor the loom of a lugger at +twilight in the gloom of the winter moonrise. That which made as crouch +in by the fire, or draw the bed-clothes over us, and try to think of +something else, was a strange mysterious sound. + +At grey of night, when the sun was gone, and no red in the west +remained, neither were stars forthcoming, suddenly a wailing voice rose +along the valleys, and a sound in the air, as of people running. It +mattered not whether you stood on the moor, or crouched behind rocks +away from it, or down among reedy places; all as one the sound would +come, now from the heart of the earth beneath, now overhead bearing +down on you. And then there was rushing of something by, and melancholy +laughter, and the hair of a man would stand on end before he could +reason properly. + +God, in His mercy, knows that I am stupid enough for any man, and very +slow of impression, nor ever could bring myself to believe that our +Father would let the evil one get the upper hand of us. But when I had +heard that sound three times, in the lonely gloom of the evening fog, +and the cold that followed the lines of air, I was loath to go abroad by +night, even so far as the stables, and loved the light of a candle more, +and the glow of a fire with company. + +There were many stories about it, of course, all over the breadth of the +moorland. But those who had heard it most often declared that it must be +the wail of a woman's voice, and the rustle of robes fleeing horribly, +and fiends in the fog going after her. To that, however, I paid no heed, +when anybody was with me; only we drew more close together, and barred +the doors at sunset. + +[Illustration: 102.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +MASTER HUCKABACK COMES IN + +[Illustration: 103.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Mr. Reuben Huckaback, whom many good folk in Dulverton will remember +long after my time, was my mother's uncle, being indeed her mother's +brother. He owned the very best shop in the town, and did a fine +trade in soft ware, especially when the pack-horses came safely in at +Christmas-time. And we being now his only kindred (except indeed his +granddaughter, little Ruth Huckaback, of whom no one took any heed), +mother beheld it a Christian duty to keep as well as could be with him, +both for love of a nice old man, and for the sake of her children. And +truly, the Dulverton people said that he was the richest man in their +town, and could buy up half the county armigers; 'ay, and if it came to +that, they would like to see any man, at Bampton, or at Wivelscombe, +and you might say almost Taunton, who could put down golden Jacobus and +Carolus against him. + +Now this old gentleman--so they called him, according to his money; +and I have seen many worse ones, more violent and less wealthy--he must +needs come away that time to spend the New Year-tide with us; not that +he wanted to do it (for he hated country-life), but because my mother +pressing, as mothers will do to a good bag of gold, had wrung a promise +from him; and the only boast of his life was that never yet had he +broken his word, at least since he opened business. + +Now it pleased God that Christmas-time (in spite of all the fogs) to +send safe home to Dulverton, and what was more, with their loads quite +safe, a goodly string of packhorses. Nearly half of their charge was +for Uncle Reuben, and he knew how to make the most of it. Then having +balanced his debits and credits, and set the writs running against +defaulters, as behoves a good Christian at Christmas-tide, he saddled +his horse, and rode off towards Oare, with a good stout coat upon him, +and leaving Ruth and his head man plenty to do, and little to eat, until +they should see him again. + +It had been settled between us that we should expect him soon after noon +on the last day of December. For the Doones being lazy and fond of bed, +as the manner is of dishonest folk, the surest way to escape them was +to travel before they were up and about, to-wit, in the forenoon of +the day. But herein we reckoned without our host: for being in high +festivity, as became good Papists, the robbers were too lazy, it seems, +to take the trouble of going to bed; and forth they rode on the Old +Year-morning, not with any view of business, but purely in search of +mischief. + +We had put off our dinner till one o'clock (which to me was a sad +foregoing), and there was to be a brave supper at six of the clock, upon +New Year's-eve; and the singers to come with their lanthorns, and do +it outside the parlour-window, and then have hot cup till their heads +should go round, after making away with the victuals. For although there +was nobody now in our family to be churchwarden of Oare, it was well +admitted that we were the people entitled alone to that dignity; and +though Nicholas Snowe was in office by name, he managed it only by +mother's advice; and a pretty mess he made of it, so that every one +longed for a Ridd again, soon as ever I should be old enough. This +Nicholas Snowe was to come in the evening, with his three tall comely +daughters, strapping girls, and well skilled in the dairy; and the +story was all over the parish, on a stupid conceit of John Fry's, that +I should have been in love with all three, if there had been but one of +them. These Snowes were to come, and come they did, partly because Mr. +Huckaback liked to see fine young maidens, and partly because none but +Nicholas Snowe could smoke a pipe now all around our parts, except of +the very high people, whom we durst never invite. And Uncle Ben, as we +all knew well, was a great hand at his pipe, and would sit for hours +over it, in our warm chimney-corner, and never want to say a word, +unless it were inside him; only he liked to have somebody there over +against him smoking. + +[Illustration: 105.jpg Uncle Ben in our warm chimney-corner] + +Now when I came in, before one o'clock, after seeing to the cattle--for +the day was thicker than ever, and we must keep the cattle close at +home, if we wished to see any more of them--I fully expected to find +Uncle Ben sitting in the fireplace, lifting one cover and then another, +as his favourite manner was, and making sweet mouths over them; for he +loved our bacon rarely, and they had no good leeks at Dulverton; and +he was a man who always would see his business done himself. But there +instead of my finding him with his quaint dry face pulled out at me, +and then shut up sharp not to be cheated--who should run out but Betty +Muxworthy, and poke me with a saucepan lid. + +"Get out of that now, Betty," I said in my politest manner, for really +Betty was now become a great domestic evil. She would have her own +way so, and of all things the most distressful was for a man to try to +reason. + +"Zider-press," cried Betty again, for she thought it a fine joke to call +me that, because of my size, and my hatred of it; "here be a rare get +up, anyhow." + +"A rare good dinner, you mean, Betty. Well, and I have a rare good +appetite." With that I wanted to go and smell it, and not to stop for +Betty. + +"Troost thee for thiccy, Jan Ridd. But thee must keep it bit langer, I +reckon. Her baint coom, Maister Ziderpress. Whatt'e mak of that now?" + +"Do you mean to say that Uncle Ben has not arrived yet, Betty?" + +"Raived! I knaws nout about that, whuther a hath of noo. Only I tell 'e, +her baint coom. Rackon them Dooneses hath gat 'un." + +And Betty, who hated Uncle Ben, because he never gave her a groat, +and she was not allowed to dine with him, I am sorry to say that +Betty Muxworthy grinned all across, and poked me again with the greasy +saucepan cover. But I misliking so to be treated, strode through the +kitchen indignantly, for Betty behaved to me even now, as if I were only +Eliza. + +"Oh, Johnny, Johnny," my mother cried, running out of the grand +show-parlour, where the case of stuffed birds was, and peacock-feathers, +and the white hare killed by grandfather; "I am so glad you are come at +last. There is something sadly amiss, Johnny." + +Mother had upon her wrists something very wonderful, of the nature of +fal-lal as we say, and for which she had an inborn turn, being of good +draper family, and polished above the yeomanry. Nevertheless I could +never bear it, partly because I felt it to be out of place in our good +farm-house, partly because I hate frippery, partly because it seemed to +me to have nothing to do with father, and partly because I never could +tell the reason of my hating it. And yet the poor soul had put them on, +not to show her hands off (which were above her station) but simply +for her children's sake, because Uncle Ben had given them. But another +thing, I never could bear for man or woman to call me, "Johnny," +"Jack," or "John," I cared not which; and that was honest enough, and no +smallness of me there, I say. + +"Well, mother, what is the matter, then?" + +"I am sure you need not be angry, Johnny. I only hope it is nothing to +grieve about, instead of being angry. You are very sweet-tempered, I +know, John Ridd, and perhaps a little too sweet at times"--here she +meant the Snowe girls, and I hanged my head--"but what would you say if +the people there"--she never would call them "Doones"--"had gotten your +poor Uncle Reuben, horse, and Sunday coat, and all?" + +"Why, mother, I should be sorry for them. He would set up a shop by the +river-side, and come away with all their money." + +"That all you have to say, John! And my dinner done to a very turn, and +the supper all fit to go down, and no worry, only to eat and be done +with it! And all the new plates come from Watchett, with the Watchett +blue upon them, at the risk of the lives of everybody, and the capias +from good Aunt Jane for stuffing a curlew with onion before he begins to +get cold, and make a woodcock of him, and the way to turn the flap over +in the inside of a roasting pig--" + +"Well, mother dear, I am very sorry. But let us have our dinner. You +know we promised not to wait for him after one o'clock; and you only +make us hungry. Everything will be spoiled, mother, and what a pity to +think of! After that I will go to seek for him in the thick of the fog, +like a needle in a hay-band. That is to say, unless you think"--for she +looked very grave about it--"unless you really think, mother, that I +ought to go without dinner." + +"Oh no, John, I never thought that, thank God! Bless Him for my +children's appetites; and what is Uncle Ben to them?" + +So we made a very good dinner indeed, though wishing that he could have +some of it, and wondering how much to leave for him; and then, as no +sound of his horse had been heard, I set out with my gun to look for +him. + +I followed the track on the side of the hill, from the farm-yard, where +the sledd-marks are--for we have no wheels upon Exmoor yet, nor ever +shall, I suppose; though a dunder-headed man tried it last winter, and +broke his axle piteously, and was nigh to break his neck--and after +that I went all along on the ridge of the rabbit-cleve, with the brook +running thin in the bottom; and then down to the Lynn stream and leaped +it, and so up the hill and the moor beyond. The fog hung close all +around me then, when I turned the crest of the highland, and the gorse +both before and behind me looked like a man crouching down in ambush. +But still there was a good cloud of daylight, being scarce three of the +clock yet, and when a lead of red deer came across, I could tell them +from sheep even now. I was half inclined to shoot at them, for the +children did love venison; but they drooped their heads so, and looked +so faithful, that it seemed hard measure to do it. If one of them had +bolted away, no doubt I had let go at him. + +After that I kept on the track, trudging very stoutly, for nigh upon +three miles, and my beard (now beginning to grow at some length) was +full of great drops and prickly, whereat I was very proud. I had not so +much as a dog with me, and the place was unkind and lonesome, and the +rolling clouds very desolate; and now if a wild sheep ran across he was +scared at me as an enemy; and I for my part could not tell the meaning +of the marks on him. We called all this part Gibbet-moor, not being in +our parish; but though there were gibbets enough upon it, most part +of the bodies was gone for the value of the chains, they said, and the +teaching of young chirurgeons. But of all this I had little fear, being +no more a schoolboy now, but a youth well-acquaint with Exmoor, and +the wise art of the sign-posts, whereby a man, who barred the road, now +opens it up both ways with his finger-bones, so far as rogues allow him. +My carbine was loaded and freshly primed, and I knew myself to be +even now a match in strength for any two men of the size around our +neighbourhood, except in the Glen Doone. "Girt Jan Ridd," I was called +already, and folk grew feared to wrestle with me; though I was tired of +hearing about it, and often longed to be smaller. And most of all upon +Sundays, when I had to make way up our little church, and the maidens +tittered at me. + +The soft white mist came thicker around me, as the evening fell; and the +peat ricks here and there, and the furze-hucks of the summer-time, were +all out of shape in the twist of it. By-and-by, I began to doubt where +I was, or how come there, not having seen a gibbet lately; and then I +heard the draught of the wind up a hollow place with rocks to it; and +for the first time fear broke out (like cold sweat) upon me. And yet I +knew what a fool I was, to fear nothing but a sound! But when I stopped +to listen, there was no sound, more than a beating noise, and that was +all inside me. Therefore I went on again, making company of myself, and +keeping my gun quite ready. + +Now when I came to an unknown place, where a stone was set up endwise, +with a faint red cross upon it, and a polish from some conflict, I +gathered my courage to stop and think, having sped on the way too hotly. +Against that stone I set my gun, trying my spirit to leave it so, +but keeping with half a hand for it; and then what to do next was the +wonder. As for finding Uncle Ben that was his own business, or at any +rate his executor's; first I had to find myself, and plentifully would +thank God to find myself at home again, for the sake of all our family. + +The volumes of the mist came rolling at me (like great logs of wood, +pillowed out with sleepiness), and between them there was nothing more +than waiting for the next one. Then everything went out of sight, and +glad was I of the stone behind me, and view of mine own shoes. Then a +distant noise went by me, as of many horses galloping, and in my fright +I set my gun and said, "God send something to shoot at." Yet nothing +came, and my gun fell back, without my will to lower it. + +But presently, while I was thinking "What a fool I am!" arose as if from +below my feet, so that the great stone trembled, that long, lamenting +lonesome sound, as of an evil spirit not knowing what to do with it. For +the moment I stood like a root, without either hand or foot to help me, +and the hair of my head began to crawl, lifting my hat, as a snail lifts +his house; and my heart like a shuttle went to and fro. But finding +no harm to come of it, neither visible form approaching, I wiped my +forehead, and hoped for the best, and resolved to run every step of the +way, till I drew our own latch behind me. + +Yet here again I was disappointed, for no sooner was I come to the +cross-ways by the black pool in the hole, but I heard through the patter +of my own feet a rough low sound very close in the fog, as of a hobbled +sheep a-coughing. I listened, and feared, and yet listened again, though +I wanted not to hear it. For being in haste of the homeward road, and +all my heart having heels to it, loath I was to stop in the dusk for the +sake of an aged wether. Yet partly my love of all animals, and partly +my fear of the farmer's disgrace, compelled me to go to the succour, and +the noise was coming nearer. A dry short wheezing sound it was, barred +with coughs and want of breath; but thus I made the meaning of it. + +"Lord have mercy upon me! O Lord, upon my soul have mercy! An if I +cheated Sam Hicks last week, Lord knowest how well he deserved it, and +lied in every stocking's mouth--oh Lord, where be I a-going?" + +These words, with many jogs between them, came to me through the +darkness, and then a long groan and a choking. I made towards the sound, +as nigh as ever I could guess, and presently was met, point-blank, by +the head of a mountain-pony. Upon its back lay a man bound down, with +his feet on the neck and his head to the tail, and his arms falling +down like stirrups. The wild little nag was scared of its life by the +unaccustomed burden, and had been tossing and rolling hard, in desire to +get ease of it. + +Before the little horse could turn, I caught him, jaded as he was, by +his wet and grizzled forelock, and he saw that it was vain to struggle, +but strove to bite me none the less, until I smote him upon the nose. + +"Good and worthy sir," I said to the man who was riding so roughly; +"fear nothing; no harm shall come to thee." + +"Help, good friend, whoever thou art," he gasped, but could not look at +me, because his neck was jerked so; "God hath sent thee, and not to rob +me, because it is done already." + +"What, Uncle Ben!" I cried, letting go the horse in amazement, that +the richest man in Dulverton--"Uncle Ben here in this plight! What, Mr. +Reuben Huckaback!" + +"An honest hosier and draper, serge and longcloth warehouseman"--he +groaned from rib to rib--"at the sign of the Gartered Kitten in the +loyal town of Dulverton. For God's sake, let me down, good fellow, from +this accursed marrow-bone; and a groat of good money will I pay thee, +safe in my house to Dulverton; but take notice that the horse is mine, +no less than the nag they robbed from me." + +"What, Uncle Ben, dost thou not know me, thy dutiful nephew John Ridd?" + +Not to make a long story of it, I cut the thongs that bound him, and +set him astride on the little horse; but he was too weak to stay so. +Therefore I mounted him on my back, turning the horse into horse-steps, +and leading the pony by the cords which I fastened around his nose, set +out for Plover's Barrows. + +Uncle Ben went fast asleep on my back, being jaded and shaken beyond his +strength, for a man of three-score and five; and as soon he felt assured +of safety he would talk no more. And to tell the truth he snored so +loudly, that I could almost believe that fearful noise in the fog every +night came all the way from Dulverton. + +Now as soon as ever I brought him in, we set him up in the +chimney-corner, comfortable and handsome; and it was no little delight +to me to get him off my back; for, like his own fortune, Uncle Ben was +of a good round figure. He gave his long coat a shake or two, and he +stamped about in the kitchen, until he was sure of his whereabouts, and +then he fell asleep again until supper should be ready. + +"He shall marry Ruth," he said by-and-by to himself, and not to me; "he +shall marry Ruth for this, and have my little savings, soon as they be +worth the having. Very little as yet, very little indeed; and ever so +much gone to-day along of them rascal robbers." + +My mother made a dreadful stir, of course, about Uncle Ben being in such +a plight as this; so I left him to her care and Annie's, and soon they +fed him rarely, while I went out to see to the comfort of the captured +pony. And in truth he was worth the catching, and served us very well +afterwards, though Uncle Ben was inclined to claim him for his business +at Dulverton, where they have carts and that like. "But," I said, "you +shall have him, sir, and welcome, if you will only ride him home as +first I found you riding him." And with that he dropped it. + +A very strange old man he was, short in his manner, though long of body, +glad to do the contrary things to what any one expected of him, and +always looking sharp at people, as if he feared to be cheated. This +surprised me much at first, because it showed his ignorance of what we +farmers are--an upright race, as you may find, scarcely ever cheating +indeed, except upon market-day, and even then no more than may be helped +by reason of buyers expecting it. Now our simple ways were a puzzle to +him, as I told him very often; but he only laughed, and rubbed his mouth +with the back of his dry shining hand, and I think he shortly began to +languish for want of some one to higgle with. I had a great mind to give +him the pony, because he thought himself cheated in that case; only he +would conclude that I did it with some view to a legacy. + +Of course, the Doones, and nobody else, had robbed good Uncle Reuben; +and then they grew sportive, and took his horse, an especially sober +nag, and bound the master upon the wild one, for a little change as they +told him. For two or three hours they had fine enjoyment chasing him +through the fog, and making much sport of his groanings; and then +waxing hungry, they went their way, and left him to opportunity. Now +Mr. Huckaback growing able to walk in a few days' time, became thereupon +impatient, and could not be brought to understand why he should have +been robbed at all. + +"I have never deserved it," he said to himself, not knowing much of +Providence, except with a small p to it; "I have never deserved it, and +will not stand it in the name of our lord the King, not I!" At other +times he would burst forth thus: "Three-score years and five have I +lived an honest and laborious life, yet never was I robbed before. And +now to be robbed in my old age, to be robbed for the first time now!" + +Thereupon of course we would tell him how truly thankful he ought to be +for never having been robbed before, in spite of living so long in this +world, and that he was taking a very ungrateful, not to say ungracious, +view, in thus repining, and feeling aggrieved; when anyone else would +have knelt and thanked God for enjoying so long an immunity. But say +what we would, it was all as one. Uncle Ben stuck fast to it, that he +had nothing to thank God for. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +A MOTION WHICH ENDS IN A MULL + +[Illustration: 113.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Instead of minding his New-Year pudding, Master Huckaback carried on so +about his mighty grievance, that at last we began to think there must be +something in it, after all; especially as he assured us that choice and +costly presents for the young people of our household were among the +goods divested. But mother told him her children had plenty, and wanted +no gold and silver, and little Eliza spoke up and said, "You can give us +the pretty things, Uncle Ben, when we come in the summer to see you." + +Our mother reproved Eliza for this, although it was the heel of her +own foot; and then to satisfy our uncle, she promised to call Farmer +Nicholas Snowe, to be of our council that evening, "And if the young +maidens would kindly come, without taking thought to smoothe themselves, +why it would be all the merrier, and who knew but what Uncle Huckaback +might bless the day of his robbery, etc., etc.--and thorough good honest +girls they were, fit helpmates either for shop or farm." All of which +was meant for me; but I stuck to my platter and answered not. + +In the evening Farmer Snowe came up, leading his daughters after him, +like fillies trimmed for a fair; and Uncle Ben, who had not seen them on +the night of his mishap (because word had been sent to stop them), was +mightily pleased and very pleasant, according to his town bred ways. +The damsels had seen good company, and soon got over their fear of his +wealth, and played him a number of merry pranks, which made our mother +quite jealous for Annie, who was always shy and diffident. However, when +the hot cup was done, and before the mulled wine was ready, we packed +all the maidens in the parlour and turned the key upon them; and then we +drew near to the kitchen fire to hear Uncle Ben's proposal. Farmer Snowe +sat up in the corner, caring little to bear about anything, but smoking +slowly, and nodding backward like a sheep-dog dreaming. Mother was in +the settle, of course, knitting hard, as usual; and Uncle Ben took to +a three-legged stool, as if all but that had been thieved from him. +Howsoever, he kept his breath from speech, giving privilege, as was due, +to mother. + +[Illustration: 114.jpg Farmer Snow sat up in the chair] + +"Master Snowe, you are well assured," said mother, colouring like the +furze as it took the flame and fell over, "that our kinsman here hath +received rough harm on his peaceful journey from Dulverton. The times +are bad, as we all know well, and there is no sign of bettering them, +and if I could see our Lord the King I might say things to move him! +nevertheless, I have had so much of my own account to vex for--" + +"You are flying out of the subject, Sarah," said Uncle Ben, seeing tears +in her eyes, and tired of that matter. + +"Zettle the pralimbinaries," spoke Farmer Snowe, on appeal from us, +"virst zettle the pralimbinaries; and then us knows what be drivin' at." + +"Preliminaries be damned, sir," cried Uncle Ben, losing his temper. +"What preliminaries were there when I was robbed; I should like to know? +Robbed in this parish as I can prove, to the eternal disgrace of Oare +and the scandal of all England. And I hold this parish to answer for it, +sir; this parish shall make it good, being a nest of foul thieves as it +is; ay, farmers, and yeomen, and all of you. I will beggar every man +in this parish, if they be not beggars already, ay, and sell your old +church up before your eyes, but what I will have back my tarlatan, +time-piece, saddle, and dove-tailed nag." + +Mother looked at me, and I looked at Farmer Snowe, and we all were sorry +for Master Huckaback, putting our hands up one to another, that nobody +should browbeat him; because we all knew what our parish was, and none +the worse for strong language, however rich the man might be. But Uncle +Ben took it in a different way. He thought that we all were afraid of +him, and that Oare parish was but as Moab or Edom, for him to cast his +shoe over. + +"Nephew Jack," he cried, looking at me when I was thinking what to say, +and finding only emptiness, "you are a heavy lout, sir; a bumpkin, a +clodhopper; and I shall leave you nothing, unless it be my boots to +grease." + +"Well, uncle," I made answer, "I will grease your boots all the same for +that, so long as you be our guest, sir." + +Now, that answer, made without a thought, stood me for two thousand +pounds, as you shall see, by-and-by, perhaps. + +"As for the parish," my mother cried, being too hard set to contain +herself, "the parish can defend itself, and we may leave it to do so. +But our Jack is not like that, sir; and I will not have him spoken of. +Leave him indeed! Who wants you to do more than to leave him alone, sir; +as he might have done you the other night; and as no one else would +have dared to do. And after that, to think so meanly of me, and of my +children!" + +"Hoity, toity, Sarah! Your children, I suppose, are the same as other +people's." + +"That they are not; and never will be; and you ought to know it, Uncle +Reuben, if any one in the world ought. Other people's children!" + +"Well, well!" Uncle Reuben answered, "I know very little of children; +except my little Ruth, and she is nothing wonderful." + +"I never said that my children were wonderful Uncle Ben; nor did I ever +think it. But as for being good--" + +Here mother fetched out her handkerchief, being overcome by our +goodness; and I told her, with my hand to my mouth, not to notice him; +though he might be worth ten thousand times ten thousand pounds. + +But Farmer Snowe came forward now, for he had some sense sometimes; and +he thought it was high time for him to say a word for the parish. + +"Maister Huckaback," he began, pointing with his pipe at him, the end +that was done in sealing-wax, "tooching of what you was plaized to zay +'bout this here parish, and no oother, mind me no oother parish but +thees, I use the vreedom, zur, for to tell 'e, that thee be a laiar." + +Then Farmer Nicholas Snowe folded his arms across with the bowl of his +pipe on the upper one, and gave me a nod, and then one to mother, to +testify how he had done his duty, and recked not what might come of it. +However, he got little thanks from us; for the parish was nothing at all +to my mother, compared with her children's interests; and I thought it +hard that an uncle of mine, and an old man too, should be called a liar, +by a visitor at our fireplace. For we, in our rude part of the world, +counted it one of the worst disgraces that could befall a man, to +receive the lie from any one. But Uncle Ben, as it seems was used to +it, in the way of trade, just as people of fashion are, by a style of +courtesy. + +Therefore the old man only looked with pity at Farmer Nicholas; and +with a sort of sorrow too, reflecting how much he might have made in a +bargain with such a customer, so ignorant and hot-headed. + +"Now let us bandy words no more," said mother, very sweetly; "nothing is +easier than sharp words, except to wish them unspoken; as I do many and +many's the time, when I think of my good husband. But now let us hear +from Uncle Reuben what he would have us do to remove this disgrace from +amongst us, and to satisfy him of his goods." + +"I care not for my goods, woman," Master Huckaback answered grandly; +"although they were of large value, about them I say nothing. But what I +demand is this, the punishment of those scoundrels." + +"Zober, man, zober!" cried Farmer Nicholas; "we be too naigh Badgery +'ood, to spake like that of they Dooneses." + +"Pack of cowards!" said Uncle Reuben, looking first at the door, +however; "much chance I see of getting redress from the valour of this +Exmoor! And you, Master Snowe, the very man whom I looked to to raise +the country, and take the lead as churchwarden--why, my youngest shopman +would match his ell against you. Pack of cowards," cried Uncle Ben, +rising and shaking his lappets at us; "don't pretend to answer me. Shake +you all off, that I do--nothing more to do with you!" + +We knew it useless to answer him, and conveyed our knowledge to one +another, without anything to vex him. However, when the mulled wine +was come, and a good deal of it gone (the season being Epiphany), +Uncle Reuben began to think that he might have been too hard with us. +Moreover, he was beginning now to respect Farmer Nicholas bravely, +because of the way he had smoked his pipes, and the little noise made +over them. And Lizzie and Annie were doing their best--for now we had +let the girls out--to wake more lightsome uproar; also young Faith Snowe +was toward to keep the old men's cups aflow, and hansel them to their +liking. + +So at the close of our entertainment, when the girls were gone away +to fetch and light their lanthorns (over which they made rare noise, +blowing each the other's out for counting of the sparks to come), Master +Huckaback stood up, without much aid from the crock-saw, and looked at +mother and all of us. + +"Let no one leave this place," said he, "until I have said what I +want to say; for saving of ill-will among us; and growth of cheer and +comfort. May be I have carried things too far, even to the bounds of +churlishness, and beyond the bounds of good manners. I will not unsay +one word I have said, having never yet done so in my life; but I would +alter the manner of it, and set it forth in this light. If you folks +upon Exmoor here are loath and wary at fighting, yet you are brave +at better stuff; the best and kindest I ever knew, in the matter of +feeding." + +Here he sat down with tears in his eyes, and called for a little mulled +bastard. All the maids, who were now come back, raced to get it for him, +but Annie of course was foremost. And herein ended the expedition, a +perilous and a great one, against the Doones of Bagworthy; an enterprise +over which we had all talked plainly more than was good for us. For my +part, I slept well that night, feeling myself at home again, now that +the fighting was put aside, and the fear of it turned to the comfort of +talking what we would have done. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +_QUO WARRANTO_? + +[Illustration: 118.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +On the following day Master Huckaback, with some show of mystery, +demanded from my mother an escort into a dangerous part of the world, to +which his business compelled him. My mother made answer to this that +he was kindly welcome to take our John Fry with him; at which the good +clothier laughed, and said that John was nothing like big enough, but +another John must serve his turn, not only for his size, but because if +he were carried away, no stone would be left unturned upon Exmoor, until +he should be brought back again. Hereupon my mother grew very pale, and +found fifty reasons against my going, each of them weightier than the +true one, as Eliza (who was jealous of me) managed to whisper to +Annie. On the other hand, I was quite resolved (directly the thing was +mentioned) to see Uncle Reuben through with it; and it added much to my +self-esteem to be the guard of so rich a man. Therefore I soon persuaded +mother, with her head upon my breast, to let me go and trust in God; and +after that I was greatly vexed to find that this dangerous enterprise +was nothing more than a visit to the Baron de Whichehalse, to lay +an information, and sue a warrant against the Doones, and a posse to +execute it. + +Stupid as I always have been, and must ever be no doubt, I could well +have told Uncle Reuben that his journey was no wiser than that of +the men of Gotham; that he never would get from Hugh de Whichehalse a +warrant against the Doones; moreover, that if he did get one, his own +wig would be singed with it. But for divers reasons I held my peace, +partly from youth and modesty, partly from desire to see whatever please +God I should see, and partly from other causes. + +We rode by way of Brendon town, Illford Bridge, and Babbrook, to avoid +the great hill above Lynmouth; and the day being fine and clear again, I +laughed in my sleeve at Uncle Reuben for all his fine precautions. When +we arrived at Ley Manor, we were shown very civilly into the hall, and +refreshed with good ale and collared head, and the back of a Christmas +pudding. I had never been under so fine a roof (unless it were of a +church) before; and it pleased me greatly to be so kindly entreated by +high-born folk. But Uncle Reuben was vexed a little at being set down +side by side with a man in a very small way of trade, who was come +upon some business there, and who made bold to drink his health after +finishing their horns of ale. + +"Sir," said Uncle Ben, looking at him, "my health would fare much +better, if you would pay me three pounds and twelve shillings, which you +have owed me these five years back; and now we are met at the Justice's, +the opportunity is good, sir." + +After that, we were called to the Justice-room, where the Baron himself +was sitting with Colonel Harding, another Justiciary of the King's +peace, to help him. I had seen the Baron de Whichehalse before, and was +not at all afraid of him, having been at school with his son as he knew, +and it made him very kind to me. And indeed he was kind to everybody, +and all our people spoke well of him; and so much the more because we +knew that the house was in decadence. For the first De Whichehalse had +come from Holland, where he had been a great nobleman, some hundred and +fifty years agone. Being persecuted for his religion, when the Spanish +power was everything, he fled to England with all he could save, and +bought large estates in Devonshire. Since then his descendants had +intermarried with ancient county families, Cottwells, and Marwoods, and +Walronds, and Welses of Pylton, and Chichesters of Hall; and several of +the ladies brought them large increase of property. And so about fifty +years before the time of which I am writing, there were few names in the +West of England thought more of than De Whichehalse. But now they had +lost a great deal of land, and therefore of that which goes with land, +as surely as fame belongs to earth--I mean big reputation. How they had +lost it, none could tell; except that as the first descendants had +a manner of amassing, so the later ones were gifted with a power of +scattering. Whether this came of good Devonshire blood opening the +sluice of Low Country veins, is beyond both my province and my power to +inquire. Anyhow, all people loved this last strain of De Whichehalse far +more than the name had been liked a hundred years agone. + +[Illustration: 120.jpg Hugh de Whichehalse] + +Hugh de Whichehalse, a white-haired man, of very noble presence, with +friendly blue eyes and a sweet smooth forehead, and aquiline nose +quite beautiful (as you might expect in a lady of birth), and thin lips +curving delicately, this gentleman rose as we entered the room; while +Colonel Harding turned on his chair, and struck one spur against the +other. I am sure that, without knowing aught of either, we must have +reverenced more of the two the one who showed respect to us. And yet +nine gentleman out of ten make this dull mistake when dealing with the +class below them! + +Uncle Reuben made his very best scrape, and then walked up to the table, +trying to look as if he did not know himself to be wealthier than both +the gentlemen put together. Of course he was no stranger to them, any +more than I was; and, as it proved afterwards, Colonel Harding owed him +a lump of money, upon very good security. Of him Uncle Reuben took no +notice, but addressed himself to De Whichehalse. + +The Baron smiled very gently, so soon as he learned the cause of this +visit, and then he replied quite reasonably. + +"A warrant against the Doones, Master Huckaback. Which of the Doones, so +please you; and the Christian names, what be they?" + +"My lord, I am not their godfather; and most like they never had any. +But we all know old Sir Ensor's name, so that may be no obstacle." + +"Sir Ensor Doone and his sons--so be it. How many sons, Master +Huckaback, and what is the name of each one?" + +"How can I tell you, my lord, even if I had known them all as well as my +own shop-boys? Nevertheless there were seven of them, and that should be +no obstacle." + +"A warrant against Sir Ensor Doone, and seven sons of Sir Ensor Doone, +Christian names unknown, and doubted if they have any. So far so good +Master Huckaback. I have it all down in writing. Sir Ensor himself was +there, of course, as you have given in evidence--" + +"No, no, my lord, I never said that: I never said--" + +"If he can prove that he was not there, you may be indicted for perjury. +But as for those seven sons of his, of course you can swear that they +were his sons and not his nephews, or grandchildren, or even no Doones +at all?" + +"My lord, I can swear that they were Doones. Moreover, I can pay for any +mistake I make. Therein need be no obstacle." + +"Oh, yes, he can pay; he can pay well enough," said Colonel Harding +shortly. + +"I am heartily glad to hear it," replied the Baron pleasantly; "for it +proves after all that this robbery (if robbery there has been) was not +so very ruinous. Sometimes people think they are robbed, and then it is +very sweet afterwards to find that they have not been so; for it adds +to their joy in their property. Now, are you quite convinced, good sir, +that these people (if there were any) stole, or took, or even borrowed +anything at all from you?" + +"My lord, do you think that I was drunk?" + +"Not for a moment, Master Huckaback. Although excuse might be made for +you at this time of the year. But how did you know that your visitors +were of this particular family?" + +"Because it could be nobody else. Because, in spite of the fog--" + +"Fog!" cried Colonel Harding sharply. + +"Fog!" said the Baron, with emphasis. "Ah, that explains the whole +affair. To be sure, now I remember, the weather has been too thick for a +man to see the head of his own horse. The Doones (if still there be any +Doones) could never have come abroad; that is as sure as simony. Master +Huckaback, for your good sake, I am heartily glad that this charge has +miscarried. I thoroughly understand it now. The fog explains the whole +of it." + +"Go back, my good fellow," said Colonel Harding; "and if the day is +clear enough, you will find all your things where you left them. I know, +from my own experience, what it is to be caught in an Exmoor fog." + +Uncle Reuben, by this time, was so put out, that he hardly knew what he +was saying. + +"My lord, Sir Colonel, is this your justice! If I go to London myself +for it, the King shall know how his commission--how a man may be robbed, +and the justices prove that he ought to be hanged at back of it; that in +his good shire of Somerset--" + +"Your pardon a moment, good sir," De Whichehalse interrupted him; "but I +was about (having heard your case) to mention what need be an obstacle, +and, I fear, would prove a fatal one, even if satisfactory proof were +afforded of a felony. The mal-feasance (if any) was laid in Somerset; +but we, two humble servants of His Majesty, are in commission of his +peace for the county of Devon only, and therefore could never deal with +it." + +"And why, in the name of God," cried Uncle Reuben now carried at last +fairly beyond himself, "why could you not say as much at first, and save +me all this waste of time and worry of my temper? Gentlemen, you are +all in league; all of you stick together. You think it fair sport for an +honest trader, who makes no shams as you do, to be robbed and wellnigh +murdered, so long as they who did it won the high birthright of felony. +If a poor sheep stealer, to save his children from dying of starvation, +had dared to look at a two-month lamb, he would swing on the Manor +gallows, and all of you cry 'Good riddance!' But now, because good birth +and bad manners--" Here poor Uncle Ben, not being so strong as before +the Doones had played with him, began to foam at the mouth a little, and +his tongue went into the hollow where his short grey whiskers were. + +I forget how we came out of it, only I was greatly shocked at bearding +of the gentry so, and mother scarce could see her way, when I told her +all about it. "Depend upon it you were wrong, John," was all I could get +out of her; though what had I done but listen, and touch my forelock, +when called upon. "John, you may take my word for it, you have not done +as you should have done. Your father would have been shocked to think of +going to Baron de Whichehalse, and in his own house insulting him! And +yet it was very brave of you John. Just like you, all over. And (as none +of the men are here, dear John) I am proud of you for doing it." + +All throughout the homeward road, Uncle Ben had been very silent, +feeling much displeased with himself and still more so with other +people. But before he went to bed that night, he just said to me, +"Nephew Jack, you have not behaved so badly as the rest to me. And +because you have no gift of talking, I think that I may trust you. +Now, mark my words, this villain job shall not have ending here. I have +another card to play." + +"You mean, sir, I suppose, that you will go to the justices of this +shire, Squire Maunder, or Sir Richard Blewitt, or--" + +"Oaf, I mean nothing of the sort; they would only make a laughing-stock, +as those Devonshire people did, of me. No, I will go to the King +himself, or a man who is bigger than the King, and to whom I have ready +access. I will not tell thee his name at present, only if thou art +brought before him, never wilt thou forget it." That was true enough, +by the bye, as I discovered afterwards, for the man he meant was Judge +Jeffreys. + +"And when are you likely to see him, sir?" + +"Maybe in the spring, maybe not until summer, for I cannot go to London +on purpose, but when my business takes me there. Only remember my words, +Jack, and when you see the man I mean, look straight at him, and tell +no lie. He will make some of your zany squires shake in their shoes, I +reckon. Now, I have been in this lonely hole far longer than I intended, +by reason of this outrage; yet I will stay here one day more upon a +certain condition." + +"Upon what condition, Uncle Ben? I grieve that you find it so lonely. We +will have Farmer Nicholas up again, and the singers, and--" + +"The fashionable milkmaids. I thank you, let me be. The wenches are too +loud for me. Your Nanny is enough. Nanny is a good child, and she shall +come and visit me." Uncle Reuben would always call her "Nanny"; he said +that "Annie" was too fine and Frenchified for us. "But my condition is +this, Jack--that you shall guide me to-morrow, without a word to any +one, to a place where I may well descry the dwelling of these scoundrel +Doones, and learn the best way to get at them, when the time shall come. +Can you do this for me? I will pay you well, boy." + +I promised very readily to do my best to serve him, but, of course, +would take no money for it, not being so poor as that came to. +Accordingly, on the day following, I managed to set the men at work on +the other side of the farm, especially that inquisitive and busybody +John Fry, who would pry out almost anything for the pleasure of telling +his wife; and then, with Uncle Reuben mounted on my ancient Peggy, I +made foot for the westward, directly after breakfast. Uncle Ben refused +to go unless I would take a loaded gun, and indeed it was always wise +to do so in those days of turbulence; and none the less because of late +more than usual of our sheep had left their skins behind them. This, as +I need hardly say, was not to be charged to the appetite of the Doones, +for they always said that they were not butchers (although upon that +subject might well be two opinions); and their practice was to make the +shepherds kill and skin, and quarter for them, and sometimes carry to +the Doone-gate the prime among the fatlings, for fear of any bruising, +which spoils the look at table. But the worst of it was that ignorant +folk, unaware of their fastidiousness, scored to them the sheep they +lost by lower-born marauders, and so were afraid to speak of it: and the +issue of this error was that a farmer, with five or six hundred sheep, +could never command, on his wedding-day, a prime saddle of mutton for +dinner. + +To return now to my Uncle Ben--and indeed he would not let me go more +than three land-yards from him--there was very little said between us +along the lane and across the hill, although the day was pleasant. I +could see that he was half amiss with his mind about the business, +and not so full of security as an elderly man should keep himself. +Therefore, out I spake, and said,-- + +"Uncle Reuben, have no fear. I know every inch of the ground, sir; and +there is no danger nigh us." + +"Fear, boy! Who ever thought of fear? 'Tis the last thing would come +across me. Pretty things those primroses." + +At once I thought of Lorna Doone, the little maid of six years back, and +how my fancy went with her. Could Lorna ever think of me? Was I not a +lout gone by, only fit for loach-sticking? Had I ever seen a face fit to +think of near her? The sudden flash, the quickness, the bright desire to +know one's heart, and not withhold her own from it, the soft withdrawal +of rich eyes, the longing to love somebody, anybody, anything, not +imbrued with wickedness-- + +My uncle interrupted me, misliking so much silence now, with the +naked woods falling over us. For we were come to Bagworthy forest, the +blackest and the loneliest place of all that keep the sun out. Even +now, in winter-time, with most of the wood unriddled, and the rest of it +pinched brown, it hung around us like a cloak containing little comfort. +I kept quite close to Peggy's head, and Peggy kept quite close to me, +and pricked her ears at everything. However, we saw nothing there, +except a few old owls and hawks, and a magpie sitting all alone, until +we came to the bank of the hill, where the pony could not climb it. +Uncle Ben was very loath to get off, because the pony seemed company, +and he thought he could gallop away on her, if the worst came to +the worst, but I persuaded him that now he must go to the end of it. +Therefore he made Peggy fast, in a place where we could find her, and +speaking cheerfully as if there was nothing to be afraid of, he took his +staff, and I my gun, to climb the thick ascent. + +There was now no path of any kind; which added to our courage all it +lessened of our comfort, because it proved that the robbers were not in +the habit of passing there. And we knew that we could not go astray, +so long as we breasted the hill before us; inasmuch as it formed the +rampart, or side-fence of Glen Doone. But in truth I used the right word +there for the manner of our ascent, for the ground came forth so steep +against us, and withal so woody, that to make any way we must throw +ourselves forward, and labour as at a breast-plough. Rough and loamy +rungs of oak-root bulged here and there above our heads; briers needs +must speak with us, using more of tooth than tongue; and sometimes bulks +of rugged stone, like great sheep, stood across us. At last, though very +loath to do it, I was forced to leave my gun behind, because I required +one hand to drag myself up the difficulty, and one to help Uncle Reuben. +And so at last we gained the top, and looked forth the edge of the +forest, where the ground was very stony and like the crest of a quarry; +and no more trees between us and the brink of cliff below, three hundred +yards below it might be, all strong slope and gliddery. And now for the +first time I was amazed at the appearance of the Doones's stronghold, +and understood its nature. For when I had been even in the valley, and +climbed the cliffs to escape from it, about seven years agone, I was no +more than a stripling boy, noting little, as boys do, except for their +present purpose, and even that soon done with. But now, what with +the fame of the Doones, and my own recollections, and Uncle Ben's +insistence, all my attention was called forth, and the end was simple +astonishment. + +The chine of highland, whereon we stood, curved to the right and left +of us, keeping about the same elevation, and crowned with trees and +brushwood. At about half a mile in front of us, but looking as if we +could throw a stone to strike any man upon it, another crest just like +our own bowed around to meet it; but failed by reason of two narrow +clefts of which we could only see the brink. One of these clefts was the +Doone-gate, with a portcullis of rock above it, and the other was the +chasm by which I had once made entrance. Betwixt them, where the hills +fell back, as in a perfect oval, traversed by the winding water, lay a +bright green valley, rimmed with sheer black rock, and seeming to have +sunken bodily from the bleak rough heights above. It looked as if no +frost could enter neither wind go ruffling; only spring, and hope, and +comfort, breathe to one another. Even now the rays of sunshine dwelt and +fell back on one another, whenever the clouds lifted; and the pale blue +glimpse of the growing day seemed to find young encouragement. + +But for all that, Uncle Reuben was none the worse nor better. He looked +down into Glen Doone first, and sniffed as if he were smelling it, like +a sample of goods from a wholesale house; and then he looked at the +hills over yonder, and then he stared at me. + +"See what a pack of fools they be?" + +"Of course I do, Uncle Ben. 'All rogues are fools,' was my first copy, +beginning of the alphabet." + +"Pack of stuff lad. Though true enough, and very good for young people. +But see you not how this great Doone valley may be taken in half an +hour?" + +"Yes, to be sure I do, uncle; if they like to give it up, I mean." + +"Three culverins on yonder hill, and three on the top of this one, and +we have them under a pestle. Ah, I have seen the wars, my lad, from +Keinton up to Naseby; and I might have been a general now, if they had +taken my advice--" + +But I was not attending to him, being drawn away on a sudden by a sight +which never struck the sharp eyes of our General. For I had long ago +descried that little opening in the cliff through which I made my exit, +as before related, on the other side of the valley. No bigger than a +rabbit-hole it seemed from where we stood; and yet of all the scene +before me, that (from my remembrance perhaps) had the most attraction. +Now gazing at it with full thought of all that it had cost me, I saw a +little figure come, and pause, and pass into it. Something very light +and white, nimble, smooth, and elegant, gone almost before I knew that +any one had been there. And yet my heart came to my ribs, and all my +blood was in my face, and pride within me fought with shame, and vanity +with self-contempt; for though seven years were gone, and I from my +boyhood come to manhood, and all must have forgotten me, and I had +half-forgotten; at that moment, once for all, I felt that I was face to +face with fate (however poor it might be), weal or woe, in Lorna Doone. + +[Illustration: 127.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +LORNA GROWING FORMIDABLE + +[Illustration: 128.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Having reconnoitred thus the position of the enemy, Master Huckaback, on +the homeward road, cross-examined me in a manner not at all desirable. +For he had noted my confusion and eager gaze at something unseen by +him in the valley, and thereupon he made up his mind to know everything +about it. In this, however, he partly failed; for although I was no hand +at fence, and would not tell him a falsehood, I managed so to hold my +peace that he put himself upon the wrong track, and continued thereon +with many vaunts of his shrewdness and experience, and some chuckles at +my simplicity. Thus much however, he learned aright, that I had been in +the Doone valley several years before, and might be brought upon strong +inducement to venture there again. But as to the mode of my getting in, +the things I saw, and my thoughts upon them, he not only failed to learn +the truth, but certified himself into an obstinacy of error, from which +no after-knowledge was able to deliver him. And this he did, not only +because I happened to say very little, but forasmuch as he disbelieved +half of the truth I told him, through his own too great sagacity. + +Upon one point, however, he succeeded more easily than he expected, +viz. in making me promise to visit the place again, as soon as occasion +offered, and to hold my own counsel about it. But I could not help +smiling at one thing, that according to his point of view my own counsel +meant my own and Master Reuben Huckaback's. + +Now he being gone, as he went next day, to his favourite town of +Dulverton, and leaving behind him shadowy promise of the mountains he +would do for me, my spirit began to burn and pant for something to go on +with; and nothing showed a braver hope of movement and adventure than a +lonely visit to Glen Doone, by way of the perilous passage discovered in +my boyhood. Therefore I waited for nothing more than the slow arrival of +new small-clothes made by a good tailor at Porlock, for I was wishful +to look my best; and when they were come and approved, I started, +regardless of the expense, and forgetting (like a fool) how badly they +would take the water. + +What with urging of the tailor, and my own misgivings, the time was now +come round again to the high-day of St. Valentine, when all our maids +were full of lovers, and all the lads looked foolish. And none of them +more sheepish or innocent than I myself, albeit twenty-one years old, +and not afraid of men much, but terrified of women, at least, if they +were comely. And what of all things scared me most was the thought of +my own size, and knowledge of my strength, which came like knots upon +me daily. In honest truth I tell this thing, (which often since hath +puzzled me, when I came to mix with men more), I was to that degree +ashamed of my thickness and my stature, in the presence of a woman, +that I would not put a trunk of wood on the fire in the kitchen, but +let Annie scold me well, with a smile to follow, and with her own plump +hands lift up a little log, and fuel it. Many a time I longed to be no +bigger than John Fry was; whom now (when insolent) I took with my left +hand by the waist-stuff, and set him on my hat, and gave him little +chance to tread it; until he spoke of his family, and requested to come +down again. + +[Illustration: 129.jpg Let Annie scold me well] + +Now taking for good omen this, that I was a seven-year Valentine, though +much too big for a Cupidon, I chose a seven-foot staff of ash, and fixed +a loach-fork in it, to look as I had looked before; and leaving word +upon matters of business, out of the back door I went, and so through +the little orchard, and down the brawling Lynn-brook. Not being now +so much afraid, I struck across the thicket land between the meeting +waters, and came upon the Bagworthy stream near the great black +whirlpool. Nothing amazed me so much as to find how shallow the stream +now looked to me, although the pool was still as black and greedy as it +used to be. And still the great rocky slide was dark and difficult to +climb; though the water, which once had taken my knees, was satisfied +now with my ankles. After some labour, I reached the top; and halted to +look about me well, before trusting to broad daylight. + +The winter (as I said before) had been a very mild one; and now the +spring was toward so that bank and bush were touched with it. The valley +into which I gazed was fair with early promise, having shelter from the +wind and taking all the sunshine. The willow-bushes over the stream +hung as if they were angling with tasseled floats of gold and silver, +bursting like a bean-pod. Between them came the water laughing, like +a maid at her own dancing, and spread with that young blue which never +lives beyond the April. And on either bank, the meadow ruffled as +the breeze came by, opening (through new tuft, of green) daisy-bud or +celandine, or a shy glimpse now and then of the love-lorn primrose. + +[Illustration: 131.jpg The meadow ruffled in the breeze] + +Though I am so blank of wit, or perhaps for that same reason, these +little things come and dwell with me, and I am happy about them, and +long for nothing better. I feel with every blade of grass, as if it had +a history; and make a child of every bud as though it knew and loved me. +And being so, they seem to tell me of my own delusions, how I am no more +than they, except in self-importance. + +While I was forgetting much of many things that harm one, and letting of +my thoughts go wild to sounds and sights of nature, a sweeter note than +thrush or ouzel ever wooed a mate in, floated on the valley breeze at +the quiet turn of sundown. The words were of an ancient song, fit to +laugh or cry at. + +[Illustration: 132.jpg Willow-Bushes over the stream] + + "Love, an if there be one, + Come my love to be, + My love is for the one + Loving unto me. + + Not for me the show, love, + Of a gilded bliss; + Only thou must know, love, + What my value is. + + If in all the earth, love, + Thou hast none but me, + This shall be my worth, love: + To be cheap to thee. + + But, if so thou ever + Strivest to be free, + 'Twill be my endeavour + To be dear to thee. + + So shall I have plea, love, + Is thy heart and breath + Clinging still to thee, love, + In the doom of death." + +All this I took in with great eagerness, not for the sake of the meaning +(which is no doubt an allegory), but for the power and richness, and +softness of the singing, which seemed to me better than we ever had even +in Oare church. But all the time I kept myself in a black niche of the +rock, where the fall of the water began, lest the sweet singer (espying +me) should be alarmed, and flee away. But presently I ventured to look +forth where a bush was; and then I beheld the loveliest sight--one +glimpse of which was enough to make me kneel in the coldest water. + +By the side of the stream she was coming to me, even among the +primroses, as if she loved them all; and every flower looked the +brighter, as her eyes were on them, I could not see what her face was, +my heart so awoke and trembled; only that her hair was flowing from +a wreath of white violets, and the grace of her coming was like the +appearance of the first wind-flower. The pale gleam over the western +cliffs threw a shadow of light behind her, as if the sun were lingering. +Never do I see that light from the closing of the west, even in these my +aged days, without thinking of her. Ah me, if it comes to that, what do +I see of earth or heaven, without thinking of her? + +The tremulous thrill of her song was hanging on her open lips; and she +glanced around, as if the birds were accustomed to make answer. To me it +was a thing of terror to behold such beauty, and feel myself the while +to be so very low and common. But scarcely knowing what I did, as if +a rope were drawing me, I came from the dark mouth of the chasm; and +stood, afraid to look at her. + +She was turning to fly, not knowing me, and frightened, perhaps, at +my stature, when I fell on the grass (as I fell before her seven years +agone that day), and I just said, "Lorna Doone!" + +She knew me at once, from my manner and ways, and a smile broke through +her trembling, as sunshine comes through aspen-leaves; and being so +clever, she saw, of course, that she needed not to fear me. + +"Oh, indeed," she cried, with a feint of anger (because she had shown +her cowardice, and yet in her heart she was laughing); "oh, if you +please, who are you, sir, and how do you know my name?" + +"I am John Ridd," I answered; "the boy who gave you those beautiful +fish, when you were only a little thing, seven years ago to-day." + +"Yes, the poor boy who was frightened so, and obliged to hide here in +the water." + +"And do you remember how kind you were, and saved my life by your +quickness, and went away riding upon a great man's shoulder, as if you +had never seen me, and yet looked back through the willow-trees?" + +"Oh, yes, I remember everything; because it was so rare to see any +except--I mean because I happen to remember. But you seem not to +remember, sir, how perilous this place is." + +For she had kept her eyes upon me; large eyes of a softness, a +brightness, and a dignity which made me feel as if I must for ever love +and yet for ever know myself unworthy. Unless themselves should fill +with love, which is the spring of all things. And so I could not answer +her, but was overcome with thinking and feeling and confusion. Neither +could I look again; only waited for the melody which made every word +like a poem to me, the melody of her voice. But she had not the least +idea of what was going on with me, any more than I myself had. + +"I think, Master Ridd, you cannot know," she said, with her eyes taken +from me, "what the dangers of this place are, and the nature of the +people." + +"Yes, I know enough of that; and I am frightened greatly, all the time, +when I do not look at you." + +She was too young to answer me in the style some maidens would have +used; the manner, I mean, which now we call from a foreign word +"coquettish." And more than that, she was trembling from real fear of +violence, lest strong hands might be laid on me, and a miserable end +of it. And to tell the truth, I grew afraid; perhaps from a kind of +sympathy, and because I knew that evil comes more readily than good to +us. + +Therefore, without more ado, or taking any advantage--although I would +have been glad at heart, if needs had been, to kiss her (without any +thought of rudeness)--it struck me that I had better go, and have no +more to say to her until next time of coming. So would she look the more +for me and think the more about me, and not grow weary of my words and +the want of change there is in me. For, of course, I knew what a churl I +was compared to her birth and appearance; but meanwhile I might improve +myself and learn a musical instrument. "The wind hath a draw after +flying straw" is a saying we have in Devonshire, made, peradventure, by +somebody who had seen the ways of women. + +"Mistress Lorna, I will depart"--mark you, I thought that a powerful +word--"in fear of causing disquiet. If any rogue shot me it would grieve +you; I make bold to say it, and it would be the death of mother. Few +mothers have such a son as me. Try to think of me now and then, and I +will bring you some new-laid eggs, for our young blue hen is beginning." + +"I thank you heartily," said Lorna; "but you need not come to see me. +You can put them in my little bower, where I am almost always--I mean +whither daily I repair to read and to be away from them." + +"Only show me where it is. Thrice a day I will come and stop--" + +"Nay, Master Ridd, I would never show thee--never, because of +peril--only that so happens it thou hast found the way already." + +And she smiled with a light that made me care to cry out for no other +way, except to her dear heart. But only to myself I cried for anything +at all, having enough of man in me to be bashful with young maidens. So +I touched her white hand softly when she gave it to me, and (fancying +that she had sighed) was touched at heart about it, and resolved to +yield her all my goods, although my mother was living; and then grew +angry with myself (for a mile or more of walking) to think she would +condescend so; and then, for the rest of the homeward road, was mad with +every man in the world who would dare to think of having her. + +[Illustration: 136.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +JOHN IS BEWITCHED + +[Illustration: 137.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +To forget one's luck of life, to forget the cark of care and withering +of young fingers; not to feel, or not be moved by, all the change of +thought and heart, from large young heat to the sinewy lines and dry +bones of old age--this is what I have to do ere ever I can make you +know (even as a dream is known) how I loved my Lorna. I myself can never +know; never can conceive, or treat it as a thing of reason, never can +behold myself dwelling in the midst of it, and think that this was I; +neither can I wander far from perpetual thought of it. Perhaps I have +two farrows of pigs ready for the chapman; perhaps I have ten stones +of wool waiting for the factor. It is all the same. I look at both, and +what I say to myself is this: "Which would Lorna choose of them?" Of +course, I am a fool for this; any man may call me so, and I will not +quarrel with him, unless he guess my secret. Of course, I fetch my wit, +if it be worth the fetching, back again to business. But there my heart +is and must be; and all who like to try can cheat me, except upon parish +matters. + +That week I could do little more than dream and dream and rove about, +seeking by perpetual change to find the way back to myself. I cared +not for the people round me, neither took delight in victuals; but made +believe to eat and drink and blushed at any questions. And being called +the master now, head-farmer, and chief yeoman, it irked me much that any +one should take advantage of me; yet everybody did so as soon as ever it +was known that my wits were gone moon-raking. For that was the way +they looked at it, not being able to comprehend the greatness and the +loftiness. Neither do I blame them much; for the wisest thing is to +laugh at people when we cannot understand them. I, for my part, took no +notice; but in my heart despised them as beings of a lesser nature, who +never had seen Lorna. Yet I was vexed, and rubbed myself, when John Fry +spread all over the farm, and even at the shoeing forge, that a mad dog +had come and bitten me, from the other side of Mallond. + +This seems little to me now; and so it might to any one; but, at the +time, it worked me up to a fever of indignity. To make a mad dog of +Lorna, to compare all my imaginings (which were strange, I do assure +you--the faculty not being apt to work), to count the raising of my soul +no more than hydrophobia! All this acted on me so, that I gave John Fry +the soundest threshing that ever a sheaf of good corn deserved, or a +bundle of tares was blessed with. Afterwards he went home, too tired +to tell his wife the meaning of it; but it proved of service to both of +them, and an example for their children. + +Now the climate of this country is--so far as I can make of it--to throw +no man into extremes; and if he throw himself so far, to pluck him +back by change of weather and the need of looking after things. Lest we +should be like the Southerns, for whom the sky does everything, and men +sit under a wall and watch both food and fruit come beckoning. Their sky +is a mother to them; but ours a good stepmother to us--fearing to +hurt by indulgence, and knowing that severity and change of mood are +wholesome. + +The spring being now too forward, a check to it was needful; and in the +early part of March there came a change of weather. All the young growth +was arrested by a dry wind from the east, which made both face +and fingers burn when a man was doing ditching. The lilacs and the +woodbines, just crowding forth in little tufts, close kernelling their +blossom, were ruffled back, like a sleeve turned up, and nicked with +brown at the corners. In the hedges any man, unless his eyes were very +dull, could see the mischief doing. The russet of the young elm-bloom +was fain to be in its scale again; but having pushed forth, there must +be, and turn to a tawny colour. The hangers of the hazel, too, having +shed their dust to make the nuts, did not spread their little combs and +dry them, as they ought to do; but shrivelled at the base and fell, as +if a knife had cut them. And more than all to notice was (at least about +the hedges) the shuddering of everything and the shivering sound among +them toward the feeble sun; such as we make to a poor fireplace when +several doors are open. Sometimes I put my face to warm against the +soft, rough maple-stem, which feels like the foot of a red deer; but the +pitiless east wind came through all, and took and shook the caved +hedge aback till its knees were knocking together, and nothing could +be shelter. Then would any one having blood, and trying to keep at home +with it, run to a sturdy tree and hope to eat his food behind it, and +look for a little sun to come and warm his feet in the shelter. And if +it did he might strike his breast, and try to think he was warmer. + +But when a man came home at night, after long day's labour, knowing +that the days increased, and so his care should multiply; still he found +enough of light to show him what the day had done against him in +his garden. Every ridge of new-turned earth looked like an old man's +muscles, honeycombed, and standing out void of spring, and powdery. +Every plant that had rejoiced in passing such a winter now was cowering, +turned away, unfit to meet the consequence. Flowing sap had stopped its +course; fluted lines showed want of food, and if you pinched the topmost +spray, there was no rebound or firmness. + +We think a good deal, in a quiet way, when people ask us about them--of +some fine, upstanding pear-trees, grafted by my grandfather, who had +been very greatly respected. And he got those grafts by sheltering a +poor Italian soldier, in the time of James the First, a man who never +could do enough to show his grateful memories. How he came to our place +is a very difficult story, which I never understood rightly, having +heard it from my mother. At any rate, there the pear-trees were, and +there they are to this very day; and I wish every one could taste their +fruit, old as they are, and rugged. + +Now these fine trees had taken advantage of the west winds, and the +moisture, and the promise of the spring time, so as to fill the tips of +the spray-wood and the rowels all up the branches with a crowd of eager +blossom. Not that they were yet in bloom, nor even showing whiteness, +only that some of the cones were opening at the side of the cap which +pinched them; and there you might count perhaps, a dozen nobs, like very +little buttons, but grooved, and lined, and huddling close, to make room +for one another. And among these buds were gray-green blades, scarce +bigger than a hair almost, yet curving so as if their purpose was to +shield the blossom. + +Other of the spur-points, standing on the older wood where the sap was +not so eager, had not burst their tunic yet, but were flayed and flaked +with light, casting off the husk of brown in three-cornered patches, as +I have seen a Scotchman's plaid, or as his legs shows through it. These +buds, at a distance, looked as if the sky had been raining cream upon +them. + +Now all this fair delight to the eyes, and good promise to the palate, +was marred and baffled by the wind and cutting of the night-frosts. The +opening cones were struck with brown, in between the button buds, and +on the scapes that shielded them; while the foot part of the cover hung +like rags, peeled back, and quivering. And there the little stalk of +each, which might have been a pear, God willing, had a ring around its +base, and sought a chance to drop and die. The others which had not +opened comb, but only prepared to do it, were a little better off, but +still very brown and unkid, and shrivelling in doubt of health, and +neither peart nor lusty. + +Now this I have not told because I know the way to do it, for that I do +not, neither yet have seen a man who did know. It is wonderful how +we look at things, and never think to notice them; and I am as bad as +anybody, unless the thing to be observed is a dog, or a horse, or a +maiden. And the last of those three I look at, somehow, without knowing +that I take notice, and greatly afraid to do it, only I knew afterwards +(when the time of life was in me), not indeed, what the maiden was like, +but how she differed from others. + +Yet I have spoken about the spring, and the failure of fair promise, +because I took it to my heart as token of what would come to me in the +budding of my years and hope. And even then, being much possessed, and +full of a foolish melancholy, I felt a sad delight at being doomed to +blight and loneliness; not but that I managed still (when mother +was urgent upon me) to eat my share of victuals, and cuff a man for +laziness, and see that a ploughshare made no leaps, and sleep of a night +without dreaming. And my mother half-believing, in her fondness and +affection, that what the parish said was true about a mad dog having +bitten me, and yet arguing that it must be false (because God would have +prevented him), my mother gave me little rest, when I was in the room +with her. Not that she worried me with questions, nor openly regarded +me with any unusual meaning, but that I knew she was watching slyly +whenever I took a spoon up; and every hour or so she managed to place a +pan of water by me, quite as if by accident, and sometimes even to spill +a little upon my shoe or coat-sleeve. But Betty Muxworthy was worst; +for, having no fear about my health, she made a villainous joke of it, +and used to rush into the kitchen, barking like a dog, and panting, +exclaiming that I had bitten her, and justice she would have on me, if +it cost her a twelvemonth's wages. And she always took care to do this +thing just when I had crossed my legs in the corner after supper, and +leaned my head against the oven, to begin to think of Lorna. + +However, in all things there is comfort, if we do not look too hard +for it; and now I had much satisfaction, in my uncouth state, from +labouring, by the hour together, at the hedging and the ditching, +meeting the bitter wind face to face, feeling my strength increase, and +hoping that some one would be proud of it. In the rustling rush of +every gust, in the graceful bend of every tree, even in the "lords and +ladies," clumped in the scoops of the hedgerow, and most of all in the +soft primrose, wrung by the wind, but stealing back, and smiling when +the wrath was passed--in all of these, and many others there was aching +ecstasy, delicious pang of Lorna. + +But however cold the weather was, and however hard the wind blew, one +thing (more than all the rest) worried and perplexed me. This was, that +I could not settle, turn and twist as I might, how soon I ought to go +again upon a visit to Glen Doone. For I liked not at all the falseness +of it (albeit against murderers), the creeping out of sight, and hiding, +and feeling as a spy might. And even more than this. I feared how Lorna +might regard it; whether I might seem to her a prone and blunt intruder, +a country youth not skilled in manners, as among the quality, even when +they rob us. For I was not sure myself, but that it might be very bad +manners to go again too early without an invitation; and my hands and +face were chapped so badly by the bitter wind, that Lorna might count +them unsightly things, and wish to see no more of them. + +However, I could not bring myself to consult any one upon this point, at +least in our own neighbourhood, nor even to speak of it near home. But +the east wind holding through the month, my hands and face growing worse +and worse, and it having occurred to me by this time that possibly Lorna +might have chaps, if she came abroad at all, and so might like to talk +about them and show her little hands to me, I resolved to take another +opinion, so far as might be upon this matter, without disclosing the +circumstances. + +Now the wisest person in all our parts was reckoned to be a certain wise +woman, well known all over Exmoor by the name of Mother Melldrum. Her +real name was Maple Durham, as I learned long afterwards; and she came +of an ancient family, but neither of Devon nor Somerset. Nevertheless +she was quite at home with our proper modes of divination; and knowing +that we liked them best--as each man does his own religion--she would +always practise them for the people of the country. And all the while, +she would let us know that she kept a higher and nobler mode for those +who looked down upon this one, not having been bred and born to it. + +[Illustration: 142.jpg Mother Melldrum] + +Mother Melldrum had two houses, or rather she had none at all, but two +homes wherein to find her, according to the time of year. In summer she +lived in a pleasant cave, facing the cool side of the hill, far inland +near Hawkridge and close above Tarr-steps, a wonderful crossing of Barle +river, made (as everybody knows) by Satan, for a wager. But throughout +the winter, she found sea-air agreeable, and a place where things could +be had on credit, and more occasion of talking. Not but what she could +have credit (for every one was afraid of her) in the neighbourhood of +Tarr-steps; only there was no one handy owning things worth taking. + +Therefore, at the fall of the leaf, when the woods grew damp and +irksome, the wise woman always set her face to the warmer cliffs of the +Channel; where shelter was, and dry fern bedding, and folk to be seen in +the distance, from a bank upon which the sun shone. And there, as I +knew from our John Fry (who had been to her about rheumatism, and sheep +possessed with an evil spirit, and warts on the hand of his son, young +John), any one who chose might find her, towards the close of a winter +day, gathering sticks and brown fern for fuel, and talking to herself +the while, in a hollow stretch behind the cliffs; which foreigners, who +come and go without seeing much of Exmoor, have called the Valley of +Rocks. + +[Illustration: 143.jpg Tarr-Steps] + +This valley, or goyal, as we term it, being small for a valley, lies to +the west of Linton, about a mile from the town perhaps, and away towards +Ley Manor. Our homefolk always call it the Danes, or the Denes, which is +no more, they tell me, than a hollow place, even as the word "den" is. +However, let that pass, for I know very little about it; but the place +itself is a pretty one, though nothing to frighten anybody, unless he +hath lived in a gallipot. It is a green rough-sided hollow, bending +at the middle, touched with stone at either crest, and dotted here and +there with slabs in and out the brambles. On the right hand is an upward +crag, called by some the Castle, easy enough to scale, and giving great +view of the Channel. Facing this, from the inland side and the elbow of +the valley, a queer old pile of rock arises, bold behind one another, +and quite enough to affright a man, if it only were ten times larger. +This is called the Devil's Cheese-ring, or the Devil's Cheese-knife, +which mean the same thing, as our fathers were used to eat their cheese +from a scoop; and perhaps in old time the upmost rock (which has fallen +away since I knew it) was like to such an implement, if Satan eat cheese +untoasted. + +But all the middle of this valley was a place to rest in; to sit and +think that troubles were not, if we would not make them. To know the sea +outside the hills, but never to behold it; only by the sound of waves to +pity sailors labouring. Then to watch the sheltered sun, coming warmly +round the turn, like a guest expected, full of gentle glow and gladness, +casting shadow far away as a thing to hug itself, and awakening life +from dew, and hope from every spreading bud. And then to fall asleep and +dream that the fern was all asparagus. + +Alas, I was too young in those days much to care for creature comforts, +or to let pure palate have things that would improve it. Anything went +down with me, as it does with most of us. Too late we know the good from +bad; the knowledge is no pleasure then; being memory's medicine rather +than the wine of hope. + +Now Mother Melldrum kept her winter in this vale of rocks, sheltering +from the wind and rain within the Devil's Cheese-ring, which added +greatly to her fame because all else, for miles around, were afraid to +go near it after dark, or even on a gloomy day. Under eaves of lichened +rock she had a winding passage, which none that ever I knew of durst +enter but herself. And to this place I went to seek her, in spite of all +misgivings, upon a Sunday in Lenten season, when the sheep were folded. + +Our parson (as if he had known my intent) had preached a beautiful +sermon about the Witch of Endor, and the perils of them that meddle +wantonly with the unseen Powers; and therein he referred especially to +the strange noise in the neighbourhood, and upbraided us for want of +faith, and many other backslidings. We listened to him very earnestly, +for we like to hear from our betters about things that are beyond us, +and to be roused up now and then, like sheep with a good dog after them, +who can pull some wool without biting. Nevertheless we could not see how +our want of faith could have made that noise, especially at night time, +notwithstanding which we believed it, and hoped to do a little better. + +And so we all came home from church; and most of the people dined with +us, as they always do on Sundays, because of the distance to go home, +with only words inside them. The parson, who always sat next to mother, +was afraid that he might have vexed us, and would not have the best +piece of meat, according to his custom. But soon we put him at his ease, +and showed him we were proud of him; and then he made no more to do, but +accepted the best of the sirloin. + +[Illustration: 145.jpg The Devil's Cheese-wring] + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +WITCHERY LEADS TO WITCHCRAFT + +[Illustration: 146.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Although wellnigh the end of March, the wind blew wild and piercing, +as I went on foot that afternoon to Mother Melldrum's dwelling. It was +safer not to take a horse, lest (if anything vexed her) she should put +a spell upon him; as had been done to Farmer Snowe's stable by the wise +woman of Simonsbath. + +The sun was low on the edge of the hills by the time I entered the +valley, for I could not leave home till the cattle were tended, and +the distance was seven miles or more. The shadows of rocks fell far and +deep, and the brown dead fern was fluttering, and brambles with their +sere leaves hanging, swayed their tatters to and fro, with a red look on +them. In patches underneath the crags, a few wild goats were browsing; +then they tossed their horns, and fled, and leaped on ledges, and stared +at me. Moreover, the sound of the sea came up, and went the length of +the valley, and there it lapped on a butt of rocks, and murmured like a +shell. + +Taking things one with another, and feeling all the lonesomeness, and +having no stick with me, I was much inclined to go briskly back, +and come at a better season. And when I beheld a tall grey shape, of +something or another, moving at the lower end of the valley, where the +shade was, it gave me such a stroke of fear, after many others, that my +thumb which lay in mother's Bible (brought in my big pocket for the sake +of safety) shook so much that it came out, and I could not get it in +again. "This serves me right," I said to myself, "for tampering with +Beelzebub. Oh that I had listened to parson!" + +And thereupon I struck aside; not liking to run away quite, as some +people might call it; but seeking to look like a wanderer who was come +to see the valley, and had seen almost enough of it. Herein I should +have succeeded, and gone home, and then been angry at my want of +courage, but that on the very turn and bending of my footsteps, the +woman in the distance lifted up her staff to me, so that I was bound to +stop. + +And now, being brought face to face, by the will of God (as one might +say) with anything that might come of it, I kept myself quite straight +and stiff, and thrust away all white feather, trusting in my Bible +still, hoping that it would protect me, though I had disobeyed it. But +upon that remembrance, my conscience took me by the leg, so that I could +not go forward. + +All this while, the fearful woman was coming near and more near to me; +and I was glad to sit down on a rock because my knees were shaking so. I +tried to think of many things, but none of them would come to me; and I +could not take my eyes away, though I prayed God to be near me. + +But when she was come so nigh to me that I could descry her features, +there was something in her countenance that made me not dislike her. She +looked as if she had been visited by many troubles, and had felt them +one by one, yet held enough of kindly nature still to grieve for others. +Long white hair, on either side, was falling down below her chin; and +through her wrinkles clear bright eyes seemed to spread themselves upon +me. Though I had plenty of time to think, I was taken by surprise no +less, and unable to say anything; yet eager to hear the silence broken, +and longing for a noise or two. + +"Thou art not come to me," she said, looking through my simple face, as +if it were but glass, "to be struck for bone-shave, nor to be blessed +for barn-gun. Give me forth thy hand, John Ridd; and tell why thou art +come to me." + +But I was so much amazed at her knowing my name and all about me, that I +feared to place my hand in her power, or even my tongue by speaking. + +"Have no fear of me, my son; I have no gift to harm thee; and if I had, +it should be idle. Now, if thou hast any wit, tell me why I love thee." + +"I never had any wit, mother," I answered in our Devonshire way; "and +never set eyes on thee before, to the furthest of my knowledge." + +"And yet I know thee as well, John, as if thou wert my grandson. +Remember you the old Oare oak, and the bog at the head of Exe, and the +child who would have died there, but for thy strength and courage, and +most of all thy kindness? That was my granddaughter, John; and all I +have on earth to love." + +Now that she came to speak of it, with the place and that, so clearly, I +remembered all about it (a thing that happened last August), and thought +how stupid I must have been not to learn more of the little girl who had +fallen into the black pit, with a basketful of whortleberries, and +who might have been gulfed if her little dog had not spied me in the +distance. I carried her on my back to mother; and then we dressed her +all anew, and took her where she ordered us; but she did not tell us +who she was, nor anything more than her Christian name, and that she was +eight years old, and fond of fried batatas. And we did not seek to ask +her more; as our manner is with visitors. + +But thinking of this little story, and seeing how she looked at me, I +lost my fear of Mother Melldrum, and began to like her; partly because I +had helped her grandchild, and partly that if she were so wise, no need +would have been for me to save the little thing from drowning. Therefore +I stood up and said, though scarcely yet established in my power against +hers,-- + +"Good mother, the shoe she lost was in the mire, and not with us. And we +could not match it, although we gave her a pair of sister Lizzie's." + +"My son, what care I for her shoe? How simple thou art, and foolish! +according to the thoughts of some. Now tell me, for thou canst not lie, +what has brought thee to me." + +Being so ashamed and bashful, I was half-inclined to tell her a lie, +until she said that I could not do it; and then I knew that I could not. + +"I am come to know," I said, looking at a rock the while, to keep my +voice from shaking, "when I may go to see Lorna Doone." + +No more could I say, though my mind was charged to ask fifty other +questions. But although I looked away, it was plain that I had asked +enough. I felt that the wise woman gazed at me in wrath as well as +sorrow; and then I grew angry that any one should seem to make light of +Lorna. + +"John Ridd," said the woman, observing this (for now I faced her +bravely), "of whom art thou speaking? Is it a child of the men who slew +your father?" + +"I cannot tell, mother. How should I know? And what is that to thee?" + +"It is something to thy mother, John, and something to thyself, I trow; +and nothing worse could befall thee." + +I waited for her to speak again, because she had spoken so sadly that it +took my breath away. + +"John Ridd, if thou hast any value for thy body or thy soul, thy mother, +or thy father's name, have nought to do with any Doone." + +She gazed at me in earnest so, and raised her voice in saying it, until +the whole valley, curving like a great bell echoed "Doone," that it +seemed to me my heart was gone for every one and everything. If it were +God's will for me to have no more of Lorna, let a sign come out of the +rocks, and I would try to believe it. But no sign came, and I turned to +the woman, and longed that she had been a man. + +"You poor thing, with bones and blades, pails of water, and door-keys, +what know you about the destiny of a maiden such as Lorna? Chilblains +you may treat, and bone-shave, ringworm, and the scaldings; even scabby +sheep may limp the better for your strikings. John the Baptist and his +cousins, with the wool and hyssop, are for mares, and ailing dogs, and +fowls that have the jaundice. Look at me now, Mother Melldrum, am I like +a fool?" + +"That thou art, my son. Alas that it were any other! Now behold the end +of that; John Ridd, mark the end of it." + +She pointed to the castle-rock, where upon a narrow shelf, betwixt us +and the coming stars, a bitter fight was raging. A fine fat sheep, with +an honest face, had clomb up very carefully to browse on a bit of juicy +grass, now the dew of the land was upon it. To him, from an upper crag, +a lean black goat came hurrying, with leaps, and skirmish of the horns, +and an angry noise in his nostrils. The goat had grazed the place +before, to the utmost of his liking, cropping in and out with jerks, as +their manner is of feeding. Nevertheless he fell on the sheep with fury +and great malice. + +The simple wether was much inclined to retire from the contest, but +looked around in vain for any way to peace and comfort. His enemy stood +between him and the last leap he had taken; there was nothing left him +but to fight, or be hurled into the sea, five hundred feet below. + +"Lie down, lie down!" I shouted to him, as if he were a dog, for I had +seen a battle like this before, and knew that the sheep had no chance of +life except from his greater weight, and the difficulty of moving him. + +[Illustration: 150.jpg "Lie down!" I shouted] + +"Lie down, lie down, John Ridd!" cried Mother Melldrum, mocking me, but +without a sign of smiling. + +The poor sheep turned, upon my voice, and looked at me so piteously that +I could look no longer; but ran with all my speed to try and save him +from the combat. He saw that I could not be in time, for the goat was +bucking to leap at him, and so the good wether stooped his forehead, +with the harmless horns curling aside of it; and the goat flung his +heels up, and rushed at him, with quick sharp jumps and tricks of +movement, and the points of his long horns always foremost, and his +little scut cocked like a gun-hammer. + +As I ran up the steep of the rock, I could not see what they were doing, +but the sheep must have fought very bravely at last, and yielded his +ground quite slowly, and I hoped almost to save him. But just as my head +topped the platform of rock, I saw him flung from it backward, with a +sad low moan and a gurgle. His body made quite a short noise in the air, +like a bucket thrown down a well shaft, and I could not tell when it +struck the water, except by the echo among the rocks. So wroth was I +with the goat at the moment (being somewhat scant of breath and unable +to consider), that I caught him by the right hind-leg, before he could +turn from his victory, and hurled him after the sheep, to learn how he +liked his own compulsion. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +ANOTHER DANGEROUS INTERVIEW + +[Illustration: 152.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Although I left the Denes at once, having little heart for further +questions of the wise woman, and being afraid to visit her house under +the Devil's Cheese-ring (to which she kindly invited me), and although +I ran most part of the way, it was very late for farm-house time upon +a Sunday evening before I was back at Plover's Barrows. My mother had +great desire to know all about the matter; but I could not reconcile it +with my respect so to frighten her. Therefore I tried to sleep it off, +keeping my own counsel; and when that proved of no avail, I strove to +work it away, it might be, by heavy outdoor labour, and weariness, and +good feeding. These indeed had some effect, and helped to pass a week or +two, with more pain of hand than heart to me. + +[Illustration: 153.jpg Fields spread with growth] + +But when the weather changed in earnest, and the frost was gone, and +the south-west wind blew softly, and the lambs were at play with the +daisies, it was more than I could do to keep from thought of Lorna. +For now the fields were spread with growth, and the waters clad with +sunshine, and light and shadow, step by step, wandered over the furzy +cleves. All the sides of the hilly wood were gathered in and out with +green, silver-grey, or russet points, according to the several manner of +the trees beginning. And if one stood beneath an elm, with any heart to +look at it, lo! all the ground was strewn with flakes (too small to know +their meaning), and all the sprays above were rasped and trembling with +a redness. And so I stopped beneath the tree, and carved L.D. upon it, +and wondered at the buds of thought that seemed to swell inside me. + +The upshot of it all was this, that as no Lorna came to me, except in +dreams or fancy, and as my life was not worth living without constant +sign of her, forth I must again to find her, and say more than a man can +tell. Therefore, without waiting longer for the moving of the spring, +dressed I was in grand attire (so far as I had gotten it), and thinking +my appearance good, although with doubts about it (being forced to +dress in the hay-tallat), round the corner of the wood-stack went I very +knowingly--for Lizzie's eyes were wondrous sharp--and then I was sure of +meeting none who would care or dare to speak of me. + +It lay upon my conscience often that I had not made dear Annie secret to +this history; although in all things I could trust her, and she loved me +like a lamb. Many and many a time I tried, and more than once began the +thing; but there came a dryness in my throat, and a knocking under the +roof of my mouth, and a longing to put it off again, as perhaps might be +the wisest. And then I would remember too that I had no right to speak +of Lorna as if she were common property. + +This time I longed to take my gun, and was half resolved to do so; +because it seemed so hard a thing to be shot at and have no chance of +shooting; but when I came to remember the steepness and the slippery +nature of the waterslide, there seemed but little likelihood of keeping +dry the powder. Therefore I was armed with nothing but a good stout +holly staff, seasoned well for many a winter in our back-kitchen +chimney. + +Although my heart was leaping high with the prospect of some adventure, +and the fear of meeting Lorna, I could not but be gladdened by the +softness of the weather, and the welcome way of everything. There was +that power all round, that power and that goodness, which make us come, +as it were, outside our bodily selves, to share them. Over and beside us +breathes the joy of hope and promise; under foot are troubles past; in +the distance bowering newness tempts us ever forward. We quicken with +largesse of life, and spring with vivid mystery. + +And, in good sooth, I had to spring, and no mystery about it, ere ever I +got to the top of the rift leading into Doone-glade. For the stream was +rushing down in strength, and raving at every corner; a mort of rain +having fallen last night and no wind come to wipe it. However, I reached +the head ere dark with more difficulty than danger, and sat in a place +which comforted my back and legs desirably. + +Hereupon I grew so happy at being on dry land again, and come to look +for Lorna, with pretty trees around me, that what did I do but fall +asleep with the holly-stick in front of me, and my best coat sunk in a +bed of moss, with water and wood-sorrel. Mayhap I had not done so, nor +yet enjoyed the spring so much, if so be I had not taken three parts of +a gallon of cider at home, at Plover's Barrows, because of the lowness +and sinking ever since I met Mother Melldrum. + +There was a little runnel going softly down beside me, falling from the +upper rock by the means of moss and grass, as if it feared to make a +noise, and had a mother sleeping. Now and then it seemed to stop, in +fear of its own dropping, and wait for some orders; and the blades of +grass that straightened to it turned their points a little way, and +offered their allegiance to wind instead of water. Yet before their +carkled edges bent more than a driven saw, down the water came again +with heavy drops and pats of running, and bright anger at neglect. + +This was very pleasant to me, now and then, to gaze at, blinking as the +water blinked, and falling back to sleep again. Suddenly my sleep was +broken by a shade cast over me; between me and the low sunlight Lorna +Doone was standing. + +"Master Ridd, are you mad?" she said, and took my hand to move me. + +"Not mad, but half asleep," I answered, feigning not to notice her, that +so she might keep hold of me. + +"Come away, come away, if you care for life. The patrol will be here +directly. Be quick, Master Ridd, let me hide thee." + +"I will not stir a step," said I, though being in the greatest fright +that might be well imagined, "unless you call me 'John.'" + +"Well, John, then--Master John Ridd, be quick, if you have any to care +for you." + +"I have many that care for me," I said, just to let her know; "and I +will follow you, Mistress Lorna, albeit without any hurry, unless there +be peril to more than me." + +Without another word she led me, though with many timid glances towards +the upper valley, to, and into, her little bower, where the inlet +through the rock was. I am almost sure that I spoke before (though I +cannot now go seek for it, and my memory is but a worn-out tub) of +a certain deep and perilous pit, in which I was like to drown myself +through hurry and fright of boyhood. And even then I wondered greatly, +and was vexed with Lorna for sending me in that heedless manner into +such an entrance. But now it was clear that she had been right and the +fault mine own entirely; for the entrance to the pit was only to be +found by seeking it. Inside the niche of native stone, the plainest +thing of all to see, at any rate by day light, was the stairway hewn +from rock, and leading up the mountain, by means of which I had escaped, +as before related. To the right side of this was the mouth of the pit, +still looking very formidable; though Lorna laughed at my fear of it, +for she drew her water thence. But on the left was a narrow crevice, +very difficult to espy, and having a sweep of grey ivy laid, like a +slouching beaver, over it. A man here coming from the brightness of the +outer air, with eyes dazed by the twilight, would never think of seeing +this and following it to its meaning. + +Lorna raised the screen for me, but I had much ado to pass, on account +of bulk and stature. Instead of being proud of my size (as it seemed to +me she ought to be) Lorna laughed so quietly that I was ready to knock +my head or elbows against anything, and say no more about it. However, +I got through at last without a word of compliment, and broke into the +pleasant room, the lone retreat of Lorna. + +The chamber was of unhewn rock, round, as near as might be, eighteen +or twenty feet across, and gay with rich variety of fern and moss +and lichen. The fern was in its winter still, or coiling for the +spring-tide; but moss was in abundant life, some feathering, and some +gobleted, and some with fringe of red to it. Overhead there was no +ceiling but the sky itself, flaked with little clouds of April whitely +wandering over it. The floor was made of soft low grass, mixed with moss +and primroses; and in a niche of shelter moved the delicate wood-sorrel. +Here and there, around the sides, were "chairs of living stone," as some +Latin writer says, whose name has quite escaped me; and in the midst a +tiny spring arose, with crystal beads in it, and a soft voice as of +a laughing dream, and dimples like a sleeping babe. Then, after going +round a little, with surprise of daylight, the water overwelled the +edge, and softly went through lines of light to shadows and an untold +bourne. + +While I was gazing at all these things with wonder and some sadness, +Lorna turned upon me lightly (as her manner was) and said,-- + +"Where are the new-laid eggs, Master Ridd? Or hath blue hen ceased +laying?" + +I did not altogether like the way in which she said it with a sort of +dialect, as if my speech could be laughed at. + +"Here be some," I answered, speaking as if in spite of her. "I would +have brought thee twice as many, but that I feared to crush them in the +narrow ways, Mistress Lorna." + +[Illustration: 157.jpg Here be some Mistress Lorna] + +And so I laid her out two dozen upon the moss of the rock-ledge, +unwinding the wisp of hay from each as it came safe out of my pocket. +Lorna looked with growing wonder, as I added one to one; and when I +had placed them side by side, and bidden her now to tell them, to my +amazement what did she do but burst into a flood of tears. + +"What have I done?" I asked, with shame, scarce daring even to look +at her, because her grief was not like Annie's--a thing that could be +coaxed away, and left a joy in going--"oh, what have I done to vex you +so?" + +"It is nothing done by you, Master Ridd," she answered, very proudly, as +if nought I did could matter; "it is only something that comes upon me +with the scent of the pure true clover-hay. Moreover, you have been too +kind; and I am not used to kindness." + +Some sort of awkwardness was on me, at her words and weeping, as if I +would like to say something, but feared to make things worse perhaps +than they were already. Therefore I abstained from speech, as I would +in my own pain. And as it happened, this was the way to make her tell me +more about it. Not that I was curious, beyond what pity urged me and +the strange affairs around her; and now I gazed upon the floor, lest I +should seem to watch her; but none the less for that I knew all that she +was doing. + +Lorna went a little way, as if she would not think of me nor care for +one so careless; and all my heart gave a sudden jump, to go like a mad +thing after her; until she turned of her own accord, and with a little +sigh came back to me. Her eyes were soft with trouble's shadow, and +the proud lift of her neck was gone, and beauty's vanity borne down by +woman's want of sustenance. + +"Master Ridd," she said in the softest voice that ever flowed between +two lips, "have I done aught to offend you?" + +Hereupon it went hard with me, not to catch her up and kiss her, in the +manner in which she was looking; only it smote me suddenly that this +would be a low advantage of her trust and helplessness. She seemed to +know what I would be at, and to doubt very greatly about it, whether +as a child of old she might permit the usage. All sorts of things went +through my head, as I made myself look away from her, for fear of being +tempted beyond what I could bear. And the upshot of it was that I said, +within my heart and through it, "John Ridd, be on thy very best manners +with this lonely maiden." + +Lorna liked me all the better for my good forbearance; because she did +not love me yet, and had not thought about it; at least so far as I +knew. And though her eyes were so beauteous, so very soft and kindly, +there was (to my apprehension) some great power in them, as if she would +not have a thing, unless her judgment leaped with it. + +But now her judgment leaped with me, because I had behaved so well; and +being of quick urgent nature--such as I delight in, for the change +from mine own slowness--she, without any let or hindrance, sitting over +against me, now raising and now dropping fringe over those sweet +eyes that were the road-lights of her tongue, Lorna told me all about +everything I wished to know, every little thing she knew, except indeed +that point of points, how Master Ridd stood with her. + +Although it wearied me no whit, it might be wearisome for folk who +cannot look at Lorna, to hear the story all in speech, exactly as she +told it; therefore let me put it shortly, to the best of my remembrance. + +Nay, pardon me, whosoever thou art, for seeming fickle and rude to thee; +I have tried to do as first proposed, to tell the tale in my own words, +as of another's fortune. But, lo! I was beset at once with many heavy +obstacles, which grew as I went onward, until I knew not where I was, +and mingled past and present. And two of these difficulties only were +enough to stop me; the one that I must coldly speak without the force of +pity, the other that I, off and on, confused myself with Lorna, as might +be well expected. + +Therefore let her tell the story, with her own sweet voice and manner; +and if ye find it wearisome, seek in yourselves the weariness. + +[Illustration: 159.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +LORNA BEGINS HER STORY + +[Illustration: 160.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +"I cannot go through all my thoughts so as to make them clear to you, +nor have I ever dwelt on things, to shape a story of them. I know not +where the beginning was, nor where the middle ought to be, nor even how +at the present time I feel, or think, or ought to think. If I look for +help to those around me, who should tell me right and wrong (being older +and much wiser), I meet sometimes with laughter, and at other times with +anger. + +"There are but two in the world who ever listen and try to help me; one +of them is my grandfather, and the other is a man of wisdom, whom we +call the Counsellor. My grandfather, Sir Ensor Doone, is very old and +harsh of manner (except indeed to me); he seems to know what is right +and wrong, but not to want to think of it. The Counsellor, on the other +hand, though full of life and subtleties, treats my questions as of +play, and not gravely worth his while to answer, unless he can make wit +of them. + +"And among the women there are none with whom I can hold converse, since +my Aunt Sabina died, who took such pains to teach me. She was a lady of +high repute and lofty ways, and learning, but grieved and harassed more +and more by the coarseness, and the violence, and the ignorance around +her. In vain she strove, from year to year, to make the young men +hearken, to teach them what became their birth, and give them sense of +honour. It was her favourite word, poor thing! and they called her 'Old +Aunt Honour.' Very often she used to say that I was her only comfort, +and I am sure she was my only one; and when she died it was more to me +than if I had lost a mother. + +"For I have no remembrance now of father or of mother, although they say +that my father was the eldest son of Sir Ensor Doone, and the bravest +and the best of them. And so they call me heiress to this little realm +of violence; and in sorry sport sometimes, I am their Princess or their +Queen. + +"Many people living here, as I am forced to do, would perhaps be +very happy, and perhaps I ought to be so. We have a beauteous valley, +sheltered from the cold of winter and power of the summer sun, +untroubled also by the storms and mists that veil the mountains; +although I must acknowledge that it is apt to rain too often. The grass +moreover is so fresh, and the brook so bright and lively, and flowers +of so many hues come after one another that no one need be dull, if only +left alone with them. + +"And so in the early days perhaps, when morning breathes around me, and +the sun is going upward, and light is playing everywhere, I am not so +far beside them all as to live in shadow. But when the evening gathers +down, and the sky is spread with sadness, and the day has spent itself; +then a cloud of lonely trouble falls, like night, upon me. I cannot see +the things I quest for of a world beyond me; I cannot join the peace +and quiet of the depth above me; neither have I any pleasure in the +brightness of the stars. + +"What I want to know is something none of them can tell me--what am +I, and why set here, and when shall I be with them? I see that you are +surprised a little at this my curiosity. Perhaps such questions never +spring in any wholesome spirit. But they are in the depths of mine, and +I cannot be quit of them. + +"Meantime, all around me is violence and robbery, coarse delight and +savage pain, reckless joke and hopeless death. Is it any wonder that I +cannot sink with these, that I cannot so forget my soul, as to live the +life of brutes, and die the death more horrible because it dreams of +waking? There is none to lead me forward, there is none to teach me +right; young as I am, I live beneath a curse that lasts for ever." + +Here Lorna broke down for awhile, and cried so very piteously, that +doubting of my knowledge, and of any power to comfort, I did my best to +hold my peace, and tried to look very cheerful. Then thinking that might +be bad manners, I went to wipe her eyes for her. + +[Illustration: 162.jpg I went to wipe her eyes] + +"Master Ridd," she began again, "I am both ashamed and vexed at my own +childish folly. But you, who have a mother, who thinks (you say) so +much of you, and sisters, and a quiet home; you cannot tell (it is not +likely) what a lonely nature is. How it leaps in mirth sometimes, with +only heaven touching it; and how it falls away desponding, when the +dreary weight creeps on. + +"It does not happen many times that I give way like this; more shame +now to do so, when I ought to entertain you. Sometimes I am so full of +anger, that I dare not trust to speech, at things they cannot hide from +me; and perhaps you would be much surprised that reckless men would care +so much to elude a young girl's knowledge. They used to boast to Aunt +Sabina of pillage and of cruelty, on purpose to enrage her; but they +never boast to me. It even makes me smile sometimes to see how +awkwardly they come and offer for temptation to me shining packets, +half concealed, of ornaments and finery, of rings, or chains, or jewels, +lately belonging to other people. + +[Illustration: 163.jpg Jewels lately belonging to others] + +"But when I try to search the past, to get a sense of what befell me ere +my own perception formed; to feel back for the lines of childhood, as +a trace of gossamer, then I only know that nought lives longer than God +wills it. So may after sin go by, for we are children always, as the +Counsellor has told me; so may we, beyond the clouds, seek this infancy +of life, and never find its memory. + +"But I am talking now of things which never come across me when any work +is toward. It might have been a good thing for me to have had a father +to beat these rovings out of me; or a mother to make a home, and teach +me how to manage it. For, being left with none--I think; and nothing +ever comes of it. Nothing, I mean, which I can grasp and have with any +surety; nothing but faint images, and wonderment, and wandering. But +often, when I am neither searching back into remembrance, nor asking of +my parents, but occupied by trifles, something like a sign, or message, +or a token of some meaning, seems to glance upon me. Whether from the +rustling wind, or sound of distant music, or the singing of a bird, like +the sun on snow it strikes me with a pain of pleasure. + +"And often when I wake at night, and listen to the silence, or wander +far from people in the grayness of the evening, or stand and look at +quiet water having shadows over it, some vague image seems to hover on +the skirt of vision, ever changing place and outline, ever flitting as I +follow. This so moves and hurries me, in the eagerness and longing, that +straightway all my chance is lost; and memory, scared like a wild bird, +flies. Or am I as a child perhaps, chasing a flown cageling, who among +the branches free plays and peeps at the offered cage (as a home not to +be urged on him), and means to take his time of coming, if he comes at +all? + +"Often too I wonder at the odds of fortune, which made me (helpless as +I am, and fond of peace and reading) the heiress of this mad domain, the +sanctuary of unholiness. It is not likely that I shall have much power +of authority; and yet the Counsellor creeps up to be my Lord of the +Treasury; and his son aspires to my hand, as of a Royal alliance. Well, +'honour among thieves,' they say; and mine is the first honour: although +among decent folk perhaps, honesty is better. + +"We should not be so quiet here, and safe from interruption but that I +have begged one privilege rather than commanded it. This was that the +lower end, just this narrowing of the valley, where it is most hard to +come at, might be looked upon as mine, except for purposes of guard. +Therefore none beside the sentries ever trespass on me here, unless it +be my grandfather, or the Counsellor or Carver. + +"By your face, Master Ridd, I see that you have heard of Carver Doone. +For strength and courage and resource he bears the first repute among +us, as might well be expected from the son of the Counsellor. But he +differs from his father, in being very hot and savage, and quite free +from argument. The Counsellor, who is my uncle, gives his son the best +advice; commending all the virtues, with eloquence and wisdom; yet +himself abstaining from them accurately and impartially. + +"You must be tired of this story, and the time I take to think, and +the weakness of my telling; but my life from day to day shows so little +variance. Among the riders there is none whose safe return I watch +for--I mean none more than other--and indeed there seems no risk, all +are now so feared of us. Neither of the old men is there whom I +can revere or love (except alone my grandfather, whom I love with +trembling): neither of the women any whom I like to deal with, unless it +be a little maiden whom I saved from starving. + +[Illustration: 165.jpg Gwenny Carfax] + +"A little Cornish girl she is, and shaped in western manner, not so very +much less in width than if you take her lengthwise. Her father seems to +have been a miner, a Cornishman (as she declares) of more than average +excellence, and better than any two men to be found in Devonshire, or +any four in Somerset. Very few things can have been beyond his power of +performance, and yet he left his daughter to starve upon a peat-rick. +She does not know how this was done, and looks upon it as a mystery, +the meaning of which will some day be clear, and redound to her father's +honour. His name was Simon Carfax, and he came as the captain of a gang +from one of the Cornish stannaries. Gwenny Carfax, my young maid, well +remembers how her father was brought up from Cornwall. Her mother had +been buried, just a week or so before; and he was sad about it, and had +been off his work, and was ready for another job. Then people came to +him by night, and said that he must want a change, and everybody lost +their wives, and work was the way to mend it. So what with grief, +and over-thought, and the inside of a square bottle, Gwenny says they +brought him off, to become a mighty captain, and choose the country +round. The last she saw of him was this, that he went down a ladder +somewhere on the wilds of Exmoor, leaving her with bread and cheese, and +his travelling-hat to see to. And from that day to this he never came +above the ground again; so far as we can hear of. + +"But Gwenny, holding to his hat, and having eaten the bread and cheese +(when he came no more to help her), dwelt three days near the mouth of +the hole; and then it was closed over, the while that she was sleeping. +With weakness and with want of food, she lost herself distressfully, and +went away for miles or more, and lay upon a peat-rick, to die before the +ravens. + +"That very day I chanced to return from Aunt Sabina's dying-place; for +she would not die in Glen Doone, she said, lest the angels feared to +come for her; and so she was taken to a cottage in a lonely valley. I +was allowed to visit her, for even we durst not refuse the wishes of the +dying; and if a priest had been desired, we should have made bold with +him. Returning very sorrowful, and caring now for nothing, I found this +little stray thing lying, her arms upon her, and not a sign of life, +except the way that she was biting. Black root-stuff was in her mouth, +and a piece of dirty sheep's wool, and at her feet an old egg-shell of +some bird of the moorland. + +"I tried to raise her, but she was too square and heavy for me; and so +I put food in her mouth, and left her to do right with it. And this she +did in a little time; for the victuals were very choice and rare, being +what I had taken over to tempt poor Aunt Sabina. Gwenny ate them without +delay, and then was ready to eat the basket and the ware that contained +them. + +"Gwenny took me for an angel--though I am little like one, as you see, +Master Ridd; and she followed me, expecting that I would open wings and +fly when we came to any difficulty. I brought her home with me, so far +as this can be a home, and she made herself my sole attendant, without +so much as asking me. She has beaten two or three other girls, who used +to wait upon me, until they are afraid to come near the house of my +grandfather. She seems to have no kind of fear even of our roughest men; +and yet she looks with reverence and awe upon the Counsellor. As for the +wickedness, and theft, and revelry around her, she says it is no concern +of hers, and they know their own business best. By this way of regarding +men she has won upon our riders, so that she is almost free from all +control of place and season, and is allowed to pass where none even of +the youths may go. Being so wide, and short, and flat, she has none to +pay her compliments; and, were there any, she would scorn them, as not +being Cornishmen. Sometimes she wanders far, by moonlight, on the moors +and up the rivers, to give her father (as she says) another chance of +finding her, and she comes back not a wit defeated, or discouraged, or +depressed, but confident that he is only waiting for the proper time. + +"Herein she sets me good example of a patience and contentment hard for +me to imitate. Oftentimes I am vexed by things I cannot meddle with, yet +which cannot be kept from me, that I am at the point of flying from this +dreadful valley, and risking all that can betide me in the unknown outer +world. If it were not for my grandfather, I would have done so long ago; +but I cannot bear that he should die with no gentle hand to comfort him; +and I fear to think of the conflict that must ensue for the government, +if there be a disputed succession. + +"Ah me! We are to be pitied greatly, rather than condemned, by people +whose things we have taken from them; for I have read, and seem almost +to understand about it, that there are places on the earth where gentle +peace, and love of home, and knowledge of one's neighbours prevail, and +are, with reason, looked for as the usual state of things. There honest +folk may go to work in the glory of the sunrise, with hope of coming +home again quite safe in the quiet evening, and finding all their +children; and even in the darkness they have no fear of lying down, and +dropping off to slumber, and hearken to the wind of night, not as to an +enemy trying to find entrance, but a friend who comes to tell the value +of their comfort. + +"Of all this golden ease I hear, but never saw the like of it; and, +haply, I shall never do so, being born to turbulence. Once, indeed, I +had the offer of escape, and kinsman's aid, and high place in the gay, +bright world; and yet I was not tempted much, or, at least, dared not to +trust it. And it ended very sadly, so dreadfully that I even shrink from +telling you about it; for that one terror changed my life, in a moment, +at a blow, from childhood and from thoughts of play and commune with the +flowers and trees, to a sense of death and darkness, and a heavy weight +of earth. Be content now, Master Ridd ask me nothing more about it, so +your sleep be sounder." + +But I, John Ridd, being young and new, and very fond of hearing things +to make my blood to tingle, had no more of manners than to urge poor +Lorna onwards, hoping, perhaps, in depth of heart, that she might have +to hold by me, when the worst came to the worst of it. Therefore she +went on again. + +[Illustration: 168.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +LORNA ENDS HER STORY + +[Illustration: 169.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +"It is not a twelvemonth yet, although it seems ten years agone, since +I blew the downy globe to learn the time of day, or set beneath my +chin the veinings of the varnished buttercup, or fired the fox-glove +cannonade, or made a captive of myself with dandelion fetters; for then +I had not very much to trouble me in earnest, but went about, romancing +gravely, playing at bo-peep with fear, making for myself strong heroes +of gray rock or fir-tree, adding to my own importance, as the children +love to do. + +"As yet I had not truly learned the evil of our living, the scorn of +law, the outrage, and the sorrow caused to others. It even was a point +with all to hide the roughness from me, to show me but the gallant side, +and keep in shade the other. My grandfather, Sir Ensor Doone, had given +strictest order, as I discovered afterwards, that in my presence all +should be seemly, kind, and vigilant. Nor was it very difficult to +keep most part of the mischief from me, for no Doone ever robs at home, +neither do they quarrel much, except at times of gambling. And though +Sir Ensor Doone is now so old and growing feeble, his own way he will +have still, and no one dare deny him. Even our fiercest and most mighty +swordsmen, seared from all sense of right or wrong, yet have plentiful +sense of fear, when brought before that white-haired man. Not that he is +rough with them, or querulous, or rebukeful; but that he has a strange +soft smile, and a gaze they cannot answer, and a knowledge deeper far +than they have of themselves. Under his protection, I am as safe from +all those men (some of whom are but little akin to me) as if I slept +beneath the roof of the King's Lord Justiciary. + +"But now, at the time I speak of, one evening of last summer, a horrible +thing befell, which took all play of childhood from me. The fifteenth +day of last July was very hot and sultry, long after the time of +sundown; and I was paying heed of it, because of the old saying that if +it rain then, rain will fall on forty days thereafter. I had been long +by the waterside at this lower end of the valley, plaiting a little +crown of woodbine crocketed with sprigs of heath--to please my +grandfather, who likes to see me gay at supper-time. Being proud of my +tiara, which had cost some trouble, I set it on my head at once, to save +the chance of crushing, and carrying my gray hat, ventured by a path not +often trod. For I must be home at the supper-time, or grandfather +would be exceeding wrath; and the worst of his anger is that he never +condescends to show it. + +"Therefore, instead of the open mead, or the windings of the river, I +made short cut through the ash-trees covert which lies in the middle of +our vale, with the water skirting or cleaving it. You have never been +up so far as that--at least to the best of my knowledge--but you see it +like a long gray spot, from the top of the cliffs above us. Here I was +not likely to meet any of our people because the young ones are afraid +of some ancient tale about it, and the old ones have no love of trees +where gunshots are uncertain. + +"It was more almost than dusk, down below the tree-leaves, and I was +eager to go through, and be again beyond it. For the gray dark hung +around me, scarcely showing shadow; and the little light that glimmered +seemed to come up from the ground. For the earth was strown with the +winter-spread and coil of last year's foliage, the lichened claws +of chalky twigs, and the numberless decay which gives a light in its +decaying. I, for my part, hastened shyly, ready to draw back and run +from hare, or rabbit, or small field-mouse. + +"At a sudden turn of the narrow path, where it stopped again to the +river, a man leaped out from behind a tree, and stopped me, and seized +hold of me. I tried to shriek, but my voice was still; I could only hear +my heart. + +"'Now, Cousin Lorna, my good cousin,' he said, with ease and calmness; +'your voice is very sweet, no doubt, from all that I can see of you. But +I pray you keep it still, unless you would give to dusty death your very +best cousin and trusty guardian, Alan Brandir of Loch Awe.' + +"'You my guardian!' I said, for the idea was too ludicrous; and +ludicrous things always strike me first, through some fault of nature. + +"'I have in truth that honour, madam,' he answered, with a sweeping bow; +'unless I err in taking you for Mistress Lorna Doone.' + +"'You have not mistaken me. My name is Lorna Doone.' + +"He looked at me, with gravity, and was inclined to make some claim to +closer consideration upon the score of kinship; but I shrunk back, and +only said, 'Yes, my name is Lorna Doone.' + +"'Then I am your faithful guardian, Alan Brandir of Loch Awe; called +Lord Alan Brandir, son of a worthy peer of Scotland. Now will you +confide in me?' + +"'I confide in you!" I cried, looking at him with amazement; 'why, you +are not older than I am!' + +"'Yes I am, three years at least. You, my ward, are not sixteen. I, your +worshipful guardian, am almost nineteen years of age.' + +"Upon hearing this I looked at him, for that seemed then a venerable +age; but the more I looked the more I doubted, although he was dressed +quite like a man. He led me in a courtly manner, stepping at his tallest +to an open place beside the water; where the light came as in channel, +and was made the most of by glancing waves and fair white stones. + +[Illustration: 172.jpg She led me in a courtly manner] + +"'Now am I to your liking, cousin?' he asked, when I had gazed at him, +until I was almost ashamed, except at such a stripling. 'Does my Cousin +Lorna judge kindly of her guardian, and her nearest kinsman? In a word, +is our admiration mutual?' + +"'Truly I know not,' I said; 'but you seem good-natured, and to have no +harm in you. Do they trust you with a sword?' + +"For in my usage among men of stature and strong presence, this pretty +youth, so tricked and slender, seemed nothing but a doll to me. Although +he scared me in the wood, now that I saw him in good twilight, lo! he +was but little greater than my little self; and so tasselled and so +ruffled with a mint of bravery, and a green coat barred with red, and +a slim sword hanging under him, it was the utmost I could do to look at +him half-gravely. + +"'I fear that my presence hath scarce enough of ferocity about it' +(he gave a jerk to his sword as he spoke, and clanked it on the +brook-stones); 'yet do I assure you, cousin, that I am not without +some prowess; and many a master of defence hath this good sword of mine +disarmed. Now if the boldest and biggest robber in all this charming +valley durst so much as breathe the scent of that flower coronal, which +doth not adorn but is adorned'--here he talked some nonsense--'I would +cleave him from head to foot, ere ever he could fly or cry.' + +"'Hush!' I said; 'talk not so loudly, or thou mayst have to do both +thyself, and do them both in vain.' + +"For he was quite forgetting now, in his bravery before me, where he +stood, and with whom he spoke, and how the summer lightning shone above +the hills and down the hollow. And as I gazed on this slight fair youth, +clearly one of high birth and breeding (albeit over-boastful), a chill +of fear crept over me; because he had no strength or substance, and +would be no more than a pin-cushion before the great swords of the +Doones. + +"'I pray you be not vexed with me,' he answered, in a softer voice; +'for I have travelled far and sorely, for the sake of seeing you. I know +right well among whom I am, and that their hospitality is more of the +knife than the salt-stand. Nevertheless I am safe enough, for my foot is +the fleetest in Scotland, and what are these hills to me? Tush! I have +seen some border forays among wilder spirits and craftier men than these +be. Once I mind some years agone, when I was quite a stripling lad--' + +"'Worshipful guardian,' I said, 'there is no time now for history. If +thou art in no haste, I am, and cannot stay here idling. Only tell me +how I am akin and under wardship to thee, and what purpose brings thee +here.' + +"'In order, cousin--all things in order, even with fair ladies. First, +I am thy uncle's son, my father is thy mother's brother, or at least thy +grandmother's--unless I am deceived in that which I have guessed, and no +other man. For my father, being a leading lord in the councils of +King Charles the Second, appointed me to learn the law, not for my +livelihood, thank God, but because he felt the lack of it in affairs +of state. But first your leave, young Mistress Lorna; I cannot lay down +legal maxims, without aid of smoke.' + +"He leaned against a willow-tree, and drawing from a gilded box a little +dark thing like a stick, placed it between his lips, and then striking +a flint on steel made fire and caught it upon touchwood. With this he +kindled the tip of the stick, until it glowed with a ring of red, and +then he breathed forth curls of smoke, blue and smelling on the air +like spice. I had never seen this done before, though acquainted with +tobacco-pipes; and it made me laugh, until I thought of the peril that +must follow it. + +"'Cousin, have no fear,' he said; 'this makes me all the safer; they +will take me for a glow-worm, and thee for the flower it shines upon. +But to return--of law I learned as you may suppose, but little; although +I have capacities. But the thing was far too dull for me. All I care for +is adventure, moving chance, and hot encounter; therefore all of law I +learned was how to live without it. Nevertheless, for amusement's sake, +as I must needs be at my desk an hour or so in the afternoon, I took to +the sporting branch of the law, the pitfalls, and the ambuscades; and +of all the traps to be laid therein, pedigrees are the rarest. There is +scarce a man worth a cross of butter, but what you may find a hole in +his shield within four generations. And so I struck our own escutcheon, +and it sounded hollow. There is a point--but heed not that; enough that +being curious now, I followed up the quarry, and I am come to this at +last--we, even we, the lords of Loch Awe, have an outlaw for our cousin, +and I would we had more, if they be like you.' + +"'Sir,' I answered, being amused by his manner, which was new to me (for +the Doones are much in earnest), 'surely you count it no disgrace to be +of kin to Sir Ensor Doone, and all his honest family!' + +"'If it be so, it is in truth the very highest honour and would heal ten +holes in our escutcheon. What noble family but springs from a captain +among robbers? Trade alone can spoil our blood; robbery purifies it. The +robbery of one age is the chivalry of the next. We may start anew, and +vie with even the nobility of France, if we can once enrol but half the +Doones upon our lineage.' + +"'I like not to hear you speak of the Doones, as if they were no more +than that,' I exclaimed, being now unreasonable; 'but will you tell me, +once for all, sir, how you are my guardian?' + +"'That I will do. You are my ward because you were my father's ward, +under the Scottish law; and now my father being so deaf, I have +succeeded to that right--at least in my own opinion--under which claim I +am here to neglect my trust no longer, but to lead you away from scenes +and deeds which (though of good repute and comely) are not the best for +young gentlewomen. There spoke I not like a guardian? After that can you +mistrust me?' + +"'But,' said I, 'good Cousin Alan (if I may so call you), it is not +meet for young gentlewomen to go away with young gentlemen, though fifty +times their guardians. But if you will only come with me, and explain +your tale to my grandfather, he will listen to you quietly, and take no +advantage of you.' + +"'I thank you much, kind Mistress Lorna, to lead the goose into the +fox's den! But, setting by all thought of danger, I have other reasons +against it. Now, come with your faithful guardian, child. I will pledge +my honour against all harm, and to bear you safe to London. By the law +of the realm, I am now entitled to the custody of your fair person, and +of all your chattels.' + +"'But, sir, all that you have learned of law, is how to live without +it.' + +"'Fairly met, fair cousin mine! Your wit will do me credit, after a +little sharpening. And there is none to do that better than your aunt, +my mother. Although she knows not of my coming, she is longing to +receive you. Come, and in a few months' time you shall set the mode at +Court, instead of pining here, and weaving coronals of daisies.' + +"I turned aside, and thought a little. Although he seemed so light of +mind, and gay in dress and manner, I could not doubt his honesty; and +saw, beneath his jaunty air, true mettle and ripe bravery. Scarce had I +thought of his project twice, until he spoke of my aunt, his mother, but +then the form of my dearest friend, my sweet Aunt Sabina, seemed to come +and bid me listen, for this was what she prayed for. Moreover I felt +(though not as now) that Doone Glen was no place for me or any proud +young maiden. But while I thought, the yellow lightning spread behind a +bulk of clouds, three times ere the flash was done, far off and void of +thunder; and from the pile of cloud before it, cut as from black paper, +and lit to depths of blackness by the blaze behind it, a form as of an +aged man, sitting in a chair loose-mantled, seemed to lift a hand and +warn. + +"This minded me of my grandfather, and all the care I owed him. +Moreover, now the storm was rising and I began to grow afraid; for of +all things awful to me thunder is the dreadfulest. It doth so growl, +like a lion coming, and then so roll, and roar, and rumble, out of a +thickening darkness, then crack like the last trump overhead through +cloven air and terror, that all my heart lies low and quivers, like a +weed in water. I listened now for the distant rolling of the great black +storm, and heard it, and was hurried by it. But the youth before me +waved his rolled tobacco at it, and drawled in his daintiest tone and +manner,-- + +"'The sky is having a smoke, I see, and dropping sparks, and grumbling. +I should have thought these Exmoor hills too small to gather thunder.' + +"'I cannot go, I will not go with you, Lord Alan Brandir,' I answered, +being vexed a little by those words of his. 'You are not grave enough +for me, you are not old enough for me. My Aunt Sabina would not +have wished it; nor would I leave my grandfather, without his full +permission. I thank you much for coming, sir; but be gone at once by the +way you came; and pray how did you come, sir?' + +"'Fair cousin, you will grieve for this; you will mourn, when you cannot +mend it. I would my mother had been here, soon would she have persuaded +you. And yet,' he added, with the smile of his accustomed gaiety, 'it +would have been an unco thing, as we say in Scotland, for her ladyship +to have waited upon you, as her graceless son has done, and hopes to do +again ere long. Down the cliffs I came, and up them I must make way back +again. Now adieu, fair Cousin Lorna, I see you are in haste tonight; +but I am right proud of my guardianship. Give me just one flower for +token'--here he kissed his hand to me, and I threw him a truss of +woodbine--'adieu, fair cousin, trust me well, I will soon be here +again.' + +"'That thou never shalt, sir,' cried a voice as loud as a culverin; and +Carver Doone had Alan Brandir as a spider hath a fly. The boy made a +little shriek at first, with the sudden shock and the terror; then he +looked, methought, ashamed of himself, and set his face to fight for +it. Very bravely he strove and struggled, to free one arm and grasp +his sword; but as well might an infant buried alive attempt to lift his +gravestone. Carver Doone, with his great arms wrapped around the slim +gay body, smiled (as I saw by the flash from heaven) at the poor young +face turned up to him; then (as a nurse bears off a child, who is loath +to go to bed), he lifted the youth from his feet, and bore him away into +the darkness. + +"I was young then. I am older now; older by ten years, in thought, +although it is not a twelvemonth since. If that black deed were done +again, I could follow, and could combat it, could throw weak arms on +the murderer, and strive to be murdered also. I am now at home with +violence; and no dark death surprises me. + +"But, being as I was that night, the horror overcame me. The crash of +thunder overhead, the last despairing look, the death-piece framed with +blaze of lightning--my young heart was so affrighted that I could not +gasp. My breath went from me, and I knew not where I was, or who, or +what. Only that I lay, and cowered, under great trees full of thunder; +and could neither count, nor moan, nor have my feet to help me. + +"Yet hearkening, as a coward does, through the brushing of the wind, +and echo of far noises, I heard a sharp sound as of iron, and a fall +of heavy wood. No unmanly shriek came with it, neither cry for mercy. +Carver Doone knows what it was; and so did Alan Brandir." + +Here Lorna Doone could tell no more, being overcome with weeping. Only +through her tears she whispered, as a thing too bad to tell, that she +had seen that giant Carver, in a few days afterwards, smoking a little +round brown stick, like those of her poor cousin. I could not press her +any more with questions, or for clearness; although I longed very +much to know whether she had spoken of it to her grandfather or the +Counsellor. But she was now in such condition, both of mind and body, +from the force of her own fear multiplied by telling it, that I did +nothing more than coax her, at a distance humbly; and so that she could +see that some one was at least afraid of her. This (although I knew +not women in those days, as now I do, and never shall know much of it), +this, I say, so brought her round, that all her fear was now for me, +and how to get me safely off, without mischance to any one. And sooth to +say, in spite of longing just to see if Master Carver could have served +me such a trick--as it grew towards the dusk, I was not best pleased +to be there; for it seemed a lawless place, and some of Lorna's fright +stayed with me as I talked it away from her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +[Illustration: 178.jpg Glen Doone] + +After hearing that tale from Lorna, I went home in sorry spirits, having +added fear for her, and misery about, to all my other ailments. And was +it not quite certain now that she, being owned full cousin to a peer and +lord of Scotland (although he was a dead one), must have nought to do +with me, a yeoman's son, and bound to be the father of more yeomen? I +had been very sorry when first I heard about that poor young popinjay, +and would gladly have fought hard for him; but now it struck me that +after all he had no right to be there, prowling (as it were) for Lorna, +without any invitation: and we farmers love not trespass. Still, if I +had seen the thing, I must have tried to save him. + +Moreover, I was greatly vexed with my own hesitation, stupidity, or +shyness, or whatever else it was, which had held me back from saying, +ere she told her story, what was in my heart to say, videlicet, that I +must die unless she let me love her. Not that I was fool enough to think +that she would answer me according to my liking, or begin to care about +me for a long time yet; if indeed she ever should, which I hardly dared +to hope. But that I had heard from men more skillful in the matter that +it is wise to be in time, that so the maids may begin to think, when +they know that they are thought of. And, to tell the truth, I had bitter +fears, on account of her wondrous beauty, lest some young fellow of +higher birth and finer parts, and finish, might steal in before poor me, +and cut me out altogether. Thinking of which, I used to double my great +fist, without knowing it, and keep it in my pocket ready. + +But the worst of all was this, that in my great dismay and anguish +to see Lorna weeping so, I had promised not to cause her any further +trouble from anxiety and fear of harm. And this, being brought to +practice, meant that I was not to show myself within the precincts of +Glen Doone, for at least another month. Unless indeed (as I contrived to +edge into the agreement) anything should happen to increase her present +trouble and every day's uneasiness. In that case, she was to throw a +dark mantle, or covering of some sort, over a large white stone which +hung within the entrance to her retreat--I mean the outer entrance--and +which, though unseen from the valley itself, was (as I had observed) +conspicuous from the height where I stood with Uncle Reuben. + +Now coming home so sad and weary, yet trying to console myself with the +thought that love o'erleapeth rank, and must still be lord of all, I +found a shameful thing going on, which made me very angry. For it needs +must happen that young Marwood de Whichehalse, only son of the Baron, +riding home that very evening, from chasing of the Exmoor bustards, +with his hounds and serving-men, should take the short cut through +our farmyard, and being dry from his exercise, should come and ask for +drink. And it needs must happen also that there should be none to give +it to him but my sister Annie. I more than suspect that he had heard +some report of our Annie's comeliness, and had a mind to satisfy +himself upon the subject. Now, as he took the large ox-horn of our +quarantine-apple cider (which we always keep apart from the rest, being +too good except for the quality), he let his fingers dwell on Annie's, +by some sort of accident, while he lifted his beaver gallantly, and +gazed on her face in the light from the west. Then what did Annie do (as +she herself told me afterwards) but make her very best curtsey to him, +being pleased that he was pleased with her, while she thought what a +fine young man he was and so much breeding about him! And in truth he +was a dark, handsome fellow, hasty, reckless, and changeable, with a +look of sad destiny in his black eyes that would make any woman pity +him. What he was thinking of our Annie is not for me to say, although I +may think that you could not have found another such maiden on Exmoor, +except (of course) my Lorna. + +[Illustration: 179.jpg Marwood de Whichehase] + +Though young Squire Marwood was so thirsty, he spent much time over his +cider, or at any rate over the ox-horn, and he made many bows to Annie, +and drank health to all the family, and spoke of me as if I had been his +very best friend at Blundell's; whereas he knew well enough all the time +that we had nought to say to one another; he being three years older, +and therefore of course disdaining me. But while he was casting about +perhaps for some excuse to stop longer, and Annie was beginning to fear +lest mother should come after her, or Eliza be at the window, or Betty +up in pigs' house, suddenly there came up to them, as if from the very +heart of the earth, that long, low, hollow, mysterious sound which I +spoke of in winter. + +The young man started in his saddle, let the horn fall on the +horse-steps, and gazed all around in wonder; while as for Annie, she +turned like a ghost, and tried to slam the door, but failed through the +violence of her trembling; (for never till now had any one heard it so +close at hand as you might say) or in the mere fall of the twilight. And +by this time there was no man, at least in our parish, but knew--for the +Parson himself had told us so--that it was the devil groaning because +the Doones were too many for him. + +Marwood de Whichehalse was not so alarmed but what he saw a fine +opportunity. He leaped from his horse, and laid hold of dear Annie in a +highly comforting manner; and she never would tell us about it (being +so shy and modest), whether in breathing his comfort to her he tried +to take some from her pure lips. I hope he did not, because that to me +would seem not the deed of a gentleman, and he was of good old family. + +At this very moment, who should come into the end of the passage upon +them but the heavy writer of these doings I, John Ridd myself, and +walking the faster, it may be, on account of the noise I mentioned. I +entered the house with some wrath upon me at seeing the gazehounds in +the yard; for it seems a cruel thing to me to harass the birds in the +breeding-time. And to my amazement there I saw Squire Marwood among the +milk-pans with his arm around our Annie's waist, and Annie all blushing +and coaxing him off, for she was not come to scold yet. + +Perhaps I was wrong; God knows, and if I was, no doubt I shall pay for +it; but I gave him the flat of my hand on his head, and down he went in +the thick of the milk-pans. He would have had my fist, I doubt, but for +having been at school with me; and after that it is like enough he would +never have spoken another word. As it was, he lay stunned, with the +cream running on him; while I took poor Annie up and carried her in to +mother, who had heard the noise and was frightened. + +Concerning this matter I asked no more, but held myself ready to bear it +out in any form convenient, feeling that I had done my duty, and +cared not for the consequence; only for several days dear Annie seemed +frightened rather than grateful. But the oddest result of it was that +Eliza, who had so despised me, and made very rude verses about me, now +came trying to sit on my knee, and kiss me, and give me the best of the +pan. However, I would not allow it, because I hate sudden changes. + +Another thing also astonished me--namely, a beautiful letter from +Marwood de Whichehalse himself (sent by a groom soon afterwards), in +which he apologised to me, as if I had been his equal, for his rudeness +to my sister, which was not intended in the least, but came of their +common alarm at the moment, and his desire to comfort her. Also he +begged permission to come and see me, as an old schoolfellow, and set +everything straight between us, as should be among honest Blundellites. + +All this was so different to my idea of fighting out a quarrel, when +once it is upon a man, that I knew not what to make of it, but bowed to +higher breeding. Only one thing I resolved upon, that come when he would +he should not see Annie. And to do my sister justice, she had no desire +to see him. + +However, I am too easy, there is no doubt of that, being very quick to +forgive a man, and very slow to suspect, unless he hath once lied to +me. Moreover, as to Annie, it had always seemed to me (much against my +wishes) that some shrewd love of a waiting sort was between her and Tom +Faggus: and though Tom had made his fortune now, and everybody +respected him, of course he was not to be compared, in that point of +respectability, with those people who hanged the robbers when fortune +turned against them. + +So young Squire Marwood came again, as though I had never smitten +him, and spoke of it in as light a way as if we were still at school +together. It was not in my nature, of course, to keep any anger against +him; and I knew what a condescension it was for him to visit us. And +it is a very grievous thing, which touches small landowners, to see an +ancient family day by day decaying: and when we heard that Ley Barton +itself, and all the Manor of Lynton were under a heavy mortgage debt to +John Lovering of Weare-Gifford, there was not much, in our little way, +that we would not gladly do or suffer for the benefit of De Whichehalse. + +Meanwhile the work of the farm was toward, and every day gave us +more ado to dispose of what itself was doing. For after the long dry +skeltering wind of March and part of April, there had been a fortnight +of soft wet; and when the sun came forth again, hill and valley, wood +and meadow, could not make enough of him. Many a spring have I seen +since then, but never yet two springs alike, and never one so beautiful. +Or was it that my love came forth and touched the world with beauty? + +[Illustration: 182.jpg Spring was in our valley] + +The spring was in our valley now; creeping first for shelter shyly in +the pause of the blustering wind. There the lambs came bleating to her, +and the orchis lifted up, and the thin dead leaves of clover lay for the +new ones to spring through. There the stiffest things that sleep, the +stubby oak, and the saplin'd beech, dropped their brown defiance to her, +and prepared for a soft reply. + +While her over-eager children (who had started forth to meet her, +through the frost and shower of sleet), catkin'd hazel, gold-gloved +withy, youthful elder, and old woodbine, with all the tribe of good +hedge-climbers (who must hasten while haste they may)--was there one of +them that did not claim the merit of coming first? + +There she stayed and held her revel, as soon as the fear of frost was +gone; all the air was a fount of freshness, and the earth of gladness, +and the laughing waters prattled of the kindness of the sun. + +But all this made it much harder for us, plying the hoe and rake, to +keep the fields with room upon them for the corn to tiller. The winter +wheat was well enough, being sturdy and strong-sided; but the spring +wheat and the barley and the oats were overrun by ill weeds growing +faster. Therefore, as the old saying is,-- + + "Farmer, that thy wife may thrive, + Let not burr and burdock wive; + And if thou wouldst keep thy son, + See that bine and gith have none." + +So we were compelled to go down the field and up it, striking in and out +with care where the green blades hung together, so that each had space +to move in and to spread its roots abroad. And I do assure you now, +though you may not believe me, it was harder work to keep John Fry, Bill +Dadds, and Jem Slocomb all in a line and all moving nimbly to the tune +of my own tool, than it was to set out in the morning alone, and hoe +half an acre by dinner-time. For, instead of keeping the good ash +moving, they would for ever be finding something to look at or to speak +of, or at any rate, to stop with; blaming the shape of their tools +perhaps, or talking about other people's affairs; or, what was most +irksome of all to me, taking advantage as married men, and whispering +jokes of no excellence about my having, or having not, or being ashamed +of a sweetheart. And this went so far at last that I was forced to take +two of them and knock their heads together; after which they worked with +a better will. + +When we met together in the evening round the kitchen chimney-place, +after the men had had their supper and their heavy boots were gone, my +mother and Eliza would do their very utmost to learn what I was thinking +of. Not that we kept any fire now, after the crock was emptied; but that +we loved to see the ashes cooling, and to be together. At these times +Annie would never ask me any crafty questions (as Eliza did), but would +sit with her hair untwined, and one hand underneath her chin, sometimes +looking softly at me, as much as to say that she knew it all and I was +no worse off than she. But strange to say my mother dreamed not, even +for an instant, that it was possible for Annie to be thinking of such +a thing. She was so very good and quiet, and careful of the linen, and +clever about the cookery and fowls and bacon-curing, that people used +to laugh, and say she would never look at a bachelor until her mother +ordered her. But I (perhaps from my own condition and the sense of what +it was) felt no certainty about this, and even had another opinion, as +was said before. + +Often I was much inclined to speak to her about it, and put her on her +guard against the approaches of Tom Faggus; but I could not find how to +begin, and feared to make a breach between us; knowing that if her +mind was set, no words of mine would alter it; although they needs must +grieve her deeply. Moreover, I felt that, in this case, a certain +homely Devonshire proverb would come home to me; that one, I mean, which +records that the crock was calling the kettle smutty. Not, of course, +that I compared my innocent maid to a highwayman; but that Annie might +think her worse, and would be too apt to do so, if indeed she loved Tom +Faggus. And our Cousin Tom, by this time, was living a quiet and godly +life; having retired almost from the trade (except when he needed +excitement, or came across public officers), and having won the esteem +of all whose purses were in his power. + +Perhaps it is needless for me to say that all this time while my month +was running--or rather crawling, for never month went so slow as +that with me--neither weed, nor seed, nor cattle, nor my own mother's +anxiety, nor any care for my sister, kept me from looking once every +day, and even twice on a Sunday, for any sign of Lorna. For my heart was +ever weary; in the budding valleys, and by the crystal waters, looking +at the lambs in fold, or the heifers on the mill, labouring in trickled +furrows, or among the beaded blades; halting fresh to see the sun lift +over the golden-vapoured ridge; or doffing hat, from sweat of brow, to +watch him sink in the low gray sea; be it as it would of day, of work, +or night, or slumber, it was a weary heart I bore, and fear was on the +brink of it. + +All the beauty of the spring went for happy men to think of; all the +increase of the year was for other eyes to mark. Not a sign of any +sunrise for me from my fount of life, not a breath to stir the dead +leaves fallen on my heart's Spring. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +A ROYAL INVITATION + +[Illustration: 185.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Although I had, for the most part, so very stout an appetite, that none +but mother saw any need of encouraging me to eat, I could only manage +one true good meal in a day, at the time I speak of. Mother was in +despair at this, and tempted me with the whole of the rack, and even +talked of sending to Porlock for a druggist who came there twice in +a week; and Annie spent all her time in cooking, and even Lizzie sang +songs to me; for she could sing very sweetly. But my conscience told me +that Betty Muxworthy had some reason upon her side. + +"Latt the young ozebird aloun, zay I. Makk zuch ado about un, wi' +hogs'-puddens, and hock-bits, and lambs'-mate, and whaten bradd indade, +and brewers' ale avore dinner-time, and her not to zit wi' no winder +aupen--draive me mad 'e doo, the ov'ee, zuch a passel of voouls. Do 'un +good to starve a bit; and takk zome on's wackedness out ov un." + +But mother did not see it so; and she even sent for Nicholas Snowe +to bring his three daughters with him, and have ale and cake in the +parlour, and advise about what the bees were doing, and when a swarm +might be looked for. Being vexed about this and having to stop at home +nearly half the evening, I lost good manners so much as to ask him (even +in our own house!) what he meant by not mending the swing-hurdle where +the Lynn stream flows from our land into his, and which he is bound to +maintain. But he looked at me in a superior manner, and said, "Business, +young man, in business time." + +I had other reason for being vexed with Farmer Nicholas just now, viz. +that I had heard a rumour, after church one Sunday--when most of all we +sorrow over the sins of one another--that Master Nicholas Snowe had +been seen to gaze tenderly at my mother, during a passage of the sermon, +wherein the parson spoke well and warmly about the duty of Christian +love. Now, putting one thing with another, about the bees, and about +some ducks, and a bullock with a broken knee-cap, I more than suspected +that Farmer Nicholas was casting sheep's eyes at my mother; not only to +save all further trouble in the matter of the hurdle, but to override me +altogether upon the difficult question of damming. And I knew quite well +that John Fry's wife never came to help at the washing without declaring +that it was a sin for a well-looking woman like mother, with plenty +to live on, and only three children, to keep all the farmers for miles +around so unsettled in their minds about her. Mother used to answer "Oh +fie, Mistress Fry! be good enough to mind your own business." But we +always saw that she smoothed her apron, and did her hair up afterwards, +and that Mistress Fry went home at night with a cold pig's foot or a +bowl of dripping. + +[Illustration: 186.jpg Mistress Ridd] + +Therefore, on that very night, as I could not well speak to mother +about it, without seeming undutiful, after lighting the three young +ladies--for so in sooth they called themselves--all the way home with +our stable-lanthorn, I begged good leave of Farmer Nicholas (who had +hung some way behind us) to say a word in private to him, before he +entered his own house. + +"Wi' all the plaisure in laife, my zon," he answered very graciously, +thinking perhaps that I was prepared to speak concerning Sally. + +"Now, Farmer Nicholas Snowe," I said, scarce knowing how to begin it, +"you must promise not to be vexed with me, for what I am going to say to +you." + +"Vaxed wi' thee! Noo, noo, my lad. I 'ave a knowed thee too long for +that. And thy veyther were my best friend, afore thee. Never wronged his +neighbours, never spak an unkind word, never had no maneness in him. +Tuk a vancy to a nice young 'ooman, and never kep her in doubt about it, +though there wadn't mooch to zettle on her. Spak his maind laike a man, +he did, and right happy he were wi' her. Ah, well a day! Ah, God knoweth +best. I never shall zee his laike again. And he were the best judge of a +dung-heap anywhere in this county." + +"Well, Master Snowe," I answered him, "it is very handsome of you to +say so. And now I am going to be like my father, I am going to speak my +mind." + +"Raight there, lad; raight enough, I reckon. Us has had enough of +pralimbinary." + +"Then what I want to say is this--I won't have any one courting my +mother." + +"Coortin' of thy mother, lad?" cried Farmer Snowe, with as much +amazement as if the thing were impossible; "why, who ever hath been +dooin' of it?" + +"Yes, courting of my mother, sir. And you know best who comes doing it." + +"Wull, wull! What will boys be up to next? Zhud a' thought herzelf wor +the proper judge. No thank 'ee, lad, no need of thy light. Know the wai +to my own door, at laste; and have a raight to goo there." And he shut +me out without so much as offering me a drink of cider. + +The next afternoon, when work was over, I had seen to the horses, for +now it was foolish to trust John Fry, because he had so many children, +and his wife had taken to scolding; and just as I was saying to myself +that in five days more my month would be done, and myself free to seek +Lorna, a man came riding up from the ford where the road goes through +the Lynn stream. As soon as I saw that it was not Tom Faggus, I went no +farther to meet him, counting that it must be some traveller bound +for Brendon or Cheriton, and likely enough he would come and beg for a +draught of milk or cider; and then on again, after asking the way. + +But instead of that, he stopped at our gate, and stood up from his +saddle, and halloed as if he were somebody; and all the time he was +flourishing a white thing in the air, like the bands our parson weareth. +So I crossed the court-yard to speak with him. + +"Service of the King!" he saith; "service of our lord the King! Come +hither, thou great yokel, at risk of fine and imprisonment." + +Although not pleased with this, I went to him, as became a loyal man; +quite at my leisure, however, for there is no man born who can hurry me, +though I hasten for any woman. + +"Plover Barrows farm!" said he; "God only knows how tired I be. Is there +any where in this cursed county a cursed place called Plover Barrows +farm? For last twenty mile at least they told me 'twere only half a mile +farther, or only just round corner. Now tell me that, and I fain would +thwack thee if thou wert not thrice my size." + +"Sir," I replied, "you shall not have the trouble. This is Plover's +Barrows farm, and you are kindly welcome. Sheep's kidneys is for supper, +and the ale got bright from the tapping. But why do you think ill of us? +We like not to be cursed so." + +"Nay, I think no ill," he said; "sheep's kidneys is good, uncommon good, +if they do them without burning. But I be so galled in the saddle ten +days, and never a comely meal of it. And when they hear 'King's service' +cried, they give me the worst of everything. All the way down from +London, I had a rogue of a fellow in front of me, eating the fat of +the land before me, and every one bowing down to him. He could go three +miles to my one though he never changed his horse. He might have robbed +me at any minute, if I had been worth the trouble. A red mare he rideth, +strong in the loins, and pointed quite small in the head. I shall live +to see him hanged yet." + +All this time he was riding across the straw of our courtyard, getting +his weary legs out of the leathers, and almost afraid to stand yet. A +coarse-grained, hard-faced man he was, some forty years of age or so, +and of middle height and stature. He was dressed in a dark brown riding +suit, none the better for Exmoor mud, but fitting him very differently +from the fashion of our tailors. Across the holsters lay his cloak, +made of some red skin, and shining from the sweating of the horse. As I +looked down on his stiff bright head-piece, small quick eyes and black +needly beard, he seemed to despise me (too much, as I thought) for a +mere ignoramus and country bumpkin. + +"Annie, have down the cut ham," I shouted, for my sister was come to the +door by chance, or because of the sound of a horse in the road, "and +cut a few rashers of hung deer's meat. There is a gentleman come to sup, +Annie. And fetch the hops out of the tap with a skewer that it may run +more sparkling." + +"I wish I may go to a place never meant for me," said my new friend, now +wiping his mouth with the sleeve of his brown riding coat, "if ever I +fell among such good folk. You are the right sort, and no error therein. +All this shall go in your favour greatly, when I make deposition. At +least, I mean, if it be as good in the eating as in the hearing. 'Tis +a supper quite fit for Tom Faggus himself, the man who hath stolen +my victuals so. And that hung deer's meat, now is it of the red deer +running wild in these parts?" + +"To be sure it is, sir," I answered; "where should we get any other?" + +"Right, right, you are right, my son. I have heard that the flavour +is marvellous. Some of them came and scared me so, in the fog of the +morning, that I hungered for them ever since. Ha, ha, I saw their +haunches. But the young lady will not forget--art sure she will not +forget it?" + +"You may trust her to forget nothing, sir, that may tempt a guest to his +comfort." + +"In faith, then, I will leave my horse in your hands, and be off for +it. Half the pleasure of the mouth is in the nose beforehand. But stay, +almost I forgot my business, in the hurry which thy tongue hath spread +through my lately despairing belly. Hungry I am, and sore of body, from +my heels right upward, and sorest in front of my doublet, yet may I not +rest nor bite barley-bread, until I have seen and touched John Ridd. God +grant that he be not far away; I must eat my saddle, if it be so." + +"Have no fear, good sir," I answered; "you have seen and touched John +Ridd. I am he, and not one likely to go beneath a bushel." + +"It would take a large bushel to hold thee, John Ridd. In the name of +the King, His Majesty, Charles the Second, these presents!" + +He touched me with the white thing which I had first seen him waving, +and which I now beheld to be sheepskin, such as they call parchment. +It was tied across with cord, and fastened down in every corner +with unsightly dabs of wax. By order of the messenger (for I was +over-frightened now to think of doing anything), I broke enough of seals +to keep an Easter ghost from rising; and there I saw my name in large; +God grant such another shock may never befall me in my old age. + +"Read, my son; read, thou great fool, if indeed thou canst read," said +the officer to encourage me; "there is nothing to kill thee, boy, and +my supper will be spoiling. Stare not at me so, thou fool; thou art big +enough to eat me; read, read, read." + +[Illustration: 190.jpg Read, Read Read!] + +"If you please, sir, what is your name?" I asked; though why I asked him +I know not, except from fear of witchcraft. + +"Jeremy Stickles is my name, lad, nothing more than a poor apparitor of +the worshipful Court of King's Bench. And at this moment a starving one, +and no supper for me unless thou wilt read." + +Being compelled in this way, I read pretty nigh as follows; not that I +give the whole of it, but only the gist and the emphasis,-- + +"To our good subject, John Ridd, etc."--describing me ever so much +better than I knew myself--"by these presents, greeting. These are to +require thee, in the name of our lord the King, to appear in person +before the Right Worshipful, the Justices of His Majesty's Bench at +Westminster, laying aside all thine own business, and there to deliver +such evidence as is within thy cognisance, touching certain matters +whereby the peace of our said lord the King, and the well-being of this +realm, is, are, or otherwise may be impeached, impugned, imperilled, or +otherwise detrimented. As witness these presents." And then there were +four seals, and then a signature I could not make out, only that it +began with a J, and ended with some other writing, done almost in a +circle. Underneath was added in a different handwriting "Charges will be +borne. The matter is full urgent." + +The messenger watched me, while I read so much as I could read of it; +and he seemed well pleased with my surprise, because he had expected it. +Then, not knowing what else to do, I looked again at the cover, and +on the top of it I saw, "Ride, Ride, Ride! On His Gracious Majesty's +business; spur and spare not." + +It may be supposed by all who know me, that I was taken hereupon with +such a giddiness in my head and noisiness in my ears, that I was forced +to hold by the crook driven in below the thatch for holding of the +hay-rakes. There was scarcely any sense left in me, only that the thing +was come by power of Mother Melldrum, because I despised her warning, +and had again sought Lorna. But the officer was grieved for me, and the +danger to his supper. + +"My son, be not afraid," he said; "we are not going to skin thee. Only +thou tell all the truth, and it shall be--but never mind, I will tell +thee all about it, and how to come out harmless, if I find thy victuals +good, and no delay in serving them." + +"We do our best, sir, without bargain," said I, "to please our +visitors." + +But when my mother saw that parchment (for we could not keep it from +her) she fell away into her favourite bed of stock gilly-flowers, which +she had been tending; and when we brought her round again, did nothing +but exclaim against the wickedness of the age and people. "It was +useless to tell her; she knew what it was, and so should all the parish +know. The King had heard what her son was, how sober, and quiet, and +diligent, and the strongest young man in England; and being himself such +a reprobate--God forgive her for saying so--he could never rest till +he got poor Johnny, and made him as dissolute as himself. And if he did +that"--here mother went off into a fit of crying; and Annie minded her +face, while Lizzie saw that her gown was in comely order. + +But the character of the King improved, when Master Jeremy Stickles +(being really moved by the look of it, and no bad man after all) laid it +clearly before my mother that the King on his throne was unhappy, until +he had seen John Ridd. That the fame of John had gone so far, and his +size, and all his virtues--that verily by the God who made him, the King +was overcome with it. + +Then mother lay back in her garden chair, and smiled upon the whole of +us, and most of all on Jeremy; looking only shyly on me, and speaking +through some break of tears. "His Majesty shall have my John; His +Majesty is very good: but only for a fortnight. I want no titles for +him. Johnny is enough for me; and Master John for the working men." + +Now though my mother was so willing that I should go to London, +expecting great promotion and high glory for me, I myself was deeply +gone into the pit of sorrow. For what would Lorna think of me? Here was +the long month just expired, after worlds of waiting; there would be her +lovely self, peeping softly down the glen, and fearing to encourage me; +yet there would be nobody else, and what an insult to her! Dwelling upon +this, and seeing no chance of escape from it, I could not find one wink +of sleep; though Jeremy Stickles (who slept close by) snored loud enough +to spare me some. For I felt myself to be, as it were, in a place of +some importance; in a situation of trust, I may say; and bound not to +depart from it. For who could tell what the King might have to say to +me about the Doones--and I felt that they were at the bottom of this +strange appearance--or what His Majesty might think, if after receiving +a message from him (trusty under so many seals) I were to violate +his faith in me as a churchwarden's son, and falsely spread his words +abroad? + +Perhaps I was not wise in building such a wall of scruples. +Nevertheless, all that was there, and weighed upon me heavily. And at +last I made up my mind to this, that even Lorna must not know the reason +of my going, neither anything about it; but that she might know I was +gone a long way from home, and perhaps be sorry for it. Now how was I to +let her know even that much of the matter, without breaking compact? + +Puzzling on this, I fell asleep, after the proper time to get up; nor +was I to be seen at breakfast time; and mother (being quite strange to +that) was very uneasy about it. But Master Stickles assured her that the +King's writ often had that effect, and the symptom was a good one. + +"Now, Master Stickles, when must we start?" I asked him, as he lounged +in the yard gazing at our turkey poults picking and running in the sun +to the tune of their father's gobble. "Your horse was greatly foundered, +sir, and is hardly fit for the road to-day; and Smiler was sledding +yesterday all up the higher Cleve; and none of the rest can carry me." + +"In a few more years," replied the King's officer, contemplating me with +much satisfaction; "'twill be a cruelty to any horse to put thee on his +back, John." + +Master Stickles, by this time, was quite familiar with us, calling +me "Jack," and Eliza "Lizzie," and what I liked the least of all, our +pretty Annie "Nancy." + +"That will be as God pleases, sir," I answered him, rather sharply; "and +the horse that suffers will not be thine. But I wish to know when we +must start upon our long travel to London town. I perceive that the +matter is of great despatch and urgency." + +"To be sure, so it is, my son. But I see a yearling turkey there, him +I mean with the hop in his walk, who (if I know aught of fowls) would +roast well to-morrow. Thy mother must have preparation: it is no more +than reasonable. Now, have that turkey killed to-night (for his fatness +makes me long for him), and we will have him for dinner to-morrow, with, +perhaps, one of his brethren; and a few more collops of red deer's flesh +for supper, and then on the Friday morning, with the grace of God, we +will set our faces to the road, upon His Majesty's business." + +"Nay, but good sir," I asked with some trembling, so eager was I to see +Lorna; "if His Majesty's business will keep till Friday, may it not keep +until Monday? We have a litter of sucking-pigs, excellently choice and +white, six weeks old, come Friday. There be too many for the sow, and +one of them needeth roasting. Think you not it would be a pity to leave +the women to carve it?" + +"My son Jack," replied Master Stickles, "never was I in such quarters +yet: and God forbid that I should be so unthankful to Him as to hurry +away. And now I think on it, Friday is not a day upon which pious people +love to commence an enterprise. I will choose the young pig to-morrow at +noon, at which time they are wont to gambol; and we will celebrate his +birthday by carving him on Friday. After that we will gird our loins, +and set forth early on Saturday." + +Now this was little better to me than if we had set forth at once. +Sunday being the very first day upon which it would be honourable for me +to enter Glen Doone. But though I tried every possible means with Master +Jeremy Stickles, offering him the choice for dinner of every beast +that was on the farm, he durst not put off our departure later than the +Saturday. And nothing else but love of us and of our hospitality would +have so persuaded him to remain with us till then. Therefore now my only +chance of seeing Lorna, before I went, lay in watching from the cliff +and espying her, or a signal from her. + +This, however, I did in vain, until my eyes were weary and often would +delude themselves with hope of what they ached for. But though I lay +hidden behind the trees upon the crest of the stony fall, and waited +so quiet that the rabbits and squirrels played around me, and even the +keen-eyed weasel took me for a trunk of wood--it was all as one; no cast +of colour changed the white stone, whose whiteness now was hateful to +me; nor did wreath or skirt of maiden break the loneliness of the vale. + +[Illustration: 194.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +A SAFE PASS FOR KING'S MESSENGER + +[Illustration: 195.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +A journey to London seemed to us in those bygone days as hazardous and +dark an adventure as could be forced on any man. I mean, of course, +a poor man; for to a great nobleman, with ever so many outriders, +attendants, and retainers, the risk was not so great, unless the +highwaymen knew of their coming beforehand, and so combined against +them. To a poor man, however, the risk was not so much from those +gentlemen of the road as from the more ignoble footpads, and the +landlords of the lesser hostels, and the loose unguarded soldiers, over +and above the pitfalls and the quagmires of the way; so that it was hard +to settle, at the first outgoing whether a man were wise to pray more +for his neck or for his head. + +But nowadays it is very different. Not that highway-men are scarce, in +this the reign of our good Queen Anne; for in truth they thrive as +well as ever, albeit they deserve it not, being less upright and +courteous--but that the roads are much improved, and the growing use +of stage-waggons (some of which will travel as much as forty miles in a +summer day) has turned our ancient ideas of distance almost upside down; +and I doubt whether God be pleased with our flying so fast away from +Him. However, that is not my business; nor does it lie in my mouth to +speak very strongly upon the subject, seeing how much I myself have done +towards making of roads upon Exmoor. + +To return to my story (and, in truth, I lose that road too often), it +would have taken ten King's messengers to get me away from Plover's +Barrows without one goodbye to Lorna, but for my sense of the trust +and reliance which His Majesty had reposed in me. And now I felt most +bitterly how the very arrangements which seemed so wise, and indeed +ingenious, may by the force of events become our most fatal obstacles. +For lo! I was blocked entirely from going to see Lorna; whereas +we should have fixed it so that I as well might have the power of +signalling my necessity. + +It was too late now to think of that; and so I made up my mind at last +to keep my honour on both sides, both to the King and to the maiden, +although I might lose everything except a heavy heart for it. And +indeed, more hearts than mine were heavy; for when it came to the tug of +parting, my mother was like, and so was Annie, to break down altogether. +But I bade them be of good cheer, and smiled in the briskest manner upon +them, and said that I should be back next week as one of His Majesty's +greatest captains, and told them not to fear me then. Upon which they +smiled at the idea of ever being afraid of me, whatever dress I might +have on; and so I kissed my hand once more, and rode away very bravely. +But bless your heart, I could no more have done so than flown all the +way to London if Jeremy Stickles had not been there. + +And not to take too much credit to myself in this matter, I must confess +that when we were come to the turn in the road where the moor begins, +and whence you see the last of the yard, and the ricks and the poultry +round them and can (by knowing the place) obtain a glance of the kitchen +window under the walnut-tree, it went so hard with me just here that I +even made pretence of a stone in ancient Smiler's shoe, to dismount, and +to bend my head awhile. Then, knowing that those I had left behind would +be watching to see the last of me, and might have false hopes of my +coming back, I mounted again with all possible courage, and rode after +Jeremy Stickles. + +[Illustration: 197.jpg Jeremy kept me in jokes] + +Jeremy, seeing how much I was down, did his best to keep me up with +jokes, and tales, and light discourse, until, before we had ridden a +league, I began to long to see the things he was describing. The air, +the weather, and the thoughts of going to a wondrous place, added to +the fine company--at least so Jeremy said it was--of a man who knew all +London, made me feel that I should be ungracious not to laugh a little. +And being very simple then I laughed no more a little, but something +quite considerable (though free from consideration) at the strange +things Master Stickles told me, and his strange way of telling them. +And so we became very excellent friends, for he was much pleased with my +laughing. + +Not wishing to thrust myself more forward than need be in this +narrative, I have scarcely thought it becoming or right to speak of my +own adornments. But now, what with the brave clothes I had on, and the +better ones still that were packed up in the bag behind the saddle, +it is almost beyond me to forbear saying that I must have looked very +pleasing. And many a time I wished, going along, that Lorna could only +be here and there, watching behind a furze-bush, looking at me, and +wondering how much my clothes had cost. For mother would have no +stint in the matter, but had assembled at our house, immediately upon +knowledge of what was to be about London, every man known to be a good +stitcher upon our side of Exmoor. And for three days they had +worked their best, without stint of beer or cider, according to the +constitution of each. The result, so they all declared, was such as to +create admiration, and defy competition in London. And to me it seemed +that they were quite right; though Jeremy Stickles turned up his nose, +and feigned to be deaf in the business. + +Now be that matter as you please--for the point is not worth +arguing--certain it is that my appearance was better than it had been +before. For being in the best clothes, one tries to look and to act +(so far as may be) up to the quality of them. Not only for the fear of +soiling them, but that they enlarge a man's perception of his value. And +it strikes me that our sins arise, partly from disdain of others, but +mainly from contempt of self, both working the despite of God. But men +of mind may not be measured by such paltry rule as this. + +By dinner-time we arrived at Porlock, and dined with my old friend, +Master Pooke, now growing rich and portly. For though we had plenty of +victuals with us we were not to begin upon them, until all chance of +victualling among our friends was left behind. And during that first day +we had no need to meddle with our store at all; for as had been settled +before we left home, we lay that night at Dunster in the house of +a worthy tanner, first cousin to my mother, who received us very +cordially, and undertook to return old Smiler to his stable at Plover's +Barrows, after one day's rest. + +Thence we hired to Bridgwater; and from Bridgwater on to Bristowe, +breaking the journey between the two. But although the whole way was so +new to me, and such a perpetual source of conflict, that the remembrance +still abides with me, as if it were but yesterday, I must not be so long +in telling as it was in travelling, or you will wish me farther; +both because Lorna was nothing there, and also because a man in our +neighbourhood had done the whole of it since my time, and feigns to +think nothing of it. However, one thing, in common justice to a person +who has been traduced, I am bound to mention. And this is, that being +two of us, and myself of such magnitude, we never could have made our +journey without either fight or running, but for the free pass which +dear Annie, by some means (I know not what), had procured from Master +Faggus. And when I let it be known, by some hap, that I was the own +cousin of Tom Faggus, and honoured with his society, there was not +a house upon the road but was proud to entertain me, in spite of my +fellow-traveller, bearing the red badge of the King. + +"I will keep this close, my son Jack," he said, having stripped it off +with a carving-knife; "your flag is the best to fly. The man who starved +me on the way down, the same shall feed me fat going home." + +Therefore we pursued our way, in excellent condition, having thriven +upon the credit of that very popular highwayman, and being surrounded +with regrets that he had left the profession, and sometimes begged to +intercede that he might help the road again. For all the landlords on +the road declared that now small ale was drunk, nor much of spirits +called for, because the farmers need not prime to meet only common +riders, neither were these worth the while to get drunk with afterwards. +Master Stickles himself undertook, as an officer of the King's Justices +to plead this case with Squire Faggus (as everybody called him now), and +to induce him, for the general good, to return to his proper ministry. + +It was a long and weary journey, although the roads are wondrous good on +the farther side of Bristowe, and scarcely any man need be bogged, if he +keeps his eyes well open, save, perhaps, in Berkshire. In consequence +of the pass we had, and the vintner's knowledge of it, we only met +two public riders, one of whom made off straightway when he saw my +companion's pistols and the stout carbine I bore; and the other came to +a parley with us, and proved most kind and affable, when he knew +himself in the presence of the cousin of Squire Faggus. "God save you, +gentlemen," he cried, lifting his hat politely; "many and many a happy +day I have worked this road with him. Such times will never be again. +But commend me to his love and prayers. King my name is, and King my +nature. Say that, and none will harm you." And so he made off down the +hill, being a perfect gentleman, and a very good horse he was riding. + +The night was falling very thick by the time we were come to Tyburn, and +here the King's officer decided that it would be wise to halt, because +the way was unsafe by night across the fields to Charing village. I for +my part was nothing loth, and preferred to see London by daylight. + +And after all, it was not worth seeing, but a very hideous and dirty +place, not at all like Exmoor. Some of the shops were very fine, and +the signs above them finer still, so that I was never weary of standing +still to look at them. But in doing this there was no ease; for before +one could begin almost to make out the meaning of them, either some +of the wayfarers would bustle and scowl, and draw their swords, or the +owner, or his apprentice boys, would rush out and catch hold of me, +crying, "Buy, buy, buy! What d'ye lack, what d'ye lack? Buy, buy, buy!" +At first I mistook the meaning of this--for so we pronounce the word +"boy" upon Exmoor--and I answered with some indignation, "Sirrah, I am +no boy now, but a man of one-and-twenty years; and as for lacking, I +lack naught from thee, except what thou hast not--good manners." + +The only things that pleased me much, were the river Thames, and the +hall and church of Westminster, where there are brave things to be seen, +and braver still to think about. But whenever I wandered in the streets, +what with the noise the people made, the number of the coaches, the +running of the footmen, the swaggering of great courtiers, and the +thrusting aside of everybody, many and many a time I longed to be back +among the sheep again, for fear of losing temper. They were welcome to +the wall for me, as I took care to tell them, for I could stand without +the wall, which perhaps was more than they could do. Though I said this +with the best intention, meaning no discourtesy, some of them were vexed +at it; and one young lord, being flushed with drink, drew his sword and +made at me. But I struck it up with my holly stick, so that it flew on +the roof of a house, then I took him by the belt with one hand, and laid +him in the kennel. This caused some little disturbance; but none of the +rest saw fit to try how the matter might be with them. + +Now this being the year of our Lord 1683, more than nine years and a +half since the death of my father, and the beginning of this history, +all London was in a great ferment about the dispute between the Court of +the King and the City. The King, or rather perhaps his party (for they +said that His Majesty cared for little except to have plenty of money +and spend it), was quite resolved to be supreme in the appointment of +the chief officers of the corporation. But the citizens maintained that +(under their charter) this right lay entirely with themselves; upon +which a writ was issued against them for forfeiture of their charter; +and the question was now being tried in the court of His Majesty's +bench. + +This seemed to occupy all the attention of the judges, and my case +(which had appeared so urgent) was put off from time to time, while +the Court and the City contended. And so hot was the conflict and hate +between them, that a sheriff had been fined by the King in 100,000 +pounds, and a former lord mayor had even been sentenced to the pillory, +because he would not swear falsely. Hence the courtiers and the citizens +scarce could meet in the streets with patience, or without railing and +frequent blows. + +Now although I heard so much of this matter, for nothing else was talked +of, and it seeming to me more important even than the churchwardenship +of Oare, I could not for the life of me tell which side I should take +to. For all my sense of position, and of confidence reposed in me, and +of my father's opinions, lay heavily in one scale, while all my reason +and my heart went down plump against injustice, and seemed to win the +other scale. Even so my father had been, at the breaking out of the +civil war, when he was less than my age now, and even less skilled in +politics; and my mother told me after this, when she saw how I myself +was doubting, and vexed with myself for doing so, that my father used +to thank God often that he had not been called upon to take one side or +other, but might remain obscure and quiet. And yet he always considered +himself to be a good, sound Royalist. + +But now as I stayed there, only desirous to be heard and to get away, +and scarcely even guessing yet what was wanted of me (for even Jeremy +Stickles knew not, or pretended not to know), things came to a dreadful +pass between the King and all the people who dared to have an opinion. +For about the middle of June, the judges gave their sentence, that the +City of London had forfeited its charter, and that its franchise should +be taken into the hands of the King. Scarcely was this judgment forth, +and all men hotly talking of it, when a far worse thing befell. News of +some great conspiracy was spread at every corner, and that a man in the +malting business had tried to take up the brewer's work, and lop the +King and the Duke of York. Everybody was shocked at this, for the King +himself was not disliked so much as his advisers; but everybody was more +than shocked, grieved indeed to the heart with pain, at hearing that +Lord William Russell and Mr. Algernon Sidney had been seized and sent to +the Tower of London, upon a charge of high treason. + +Having no knowledge of these great men, nor of the matter how far it was +true, I had not very much to say about either of them or it; but this +silence was not shared (although the ignorance may have been) by the +hundreds of people around me. Such a commotion was astir, such universal +sense of wrong, and stern resolve to right it, that each man grasped his +fellow's hand, and led him into the vintner's. Even I, although at that +time given to excess in temperance, and afraid of the name of cordials, +was hard set (I do assure you) not to be drunk at intervals without +coarse discourtesy. + +However, that (as Betty Muxworthy used to say, when argued down, and +ready to take the mop for it) is neither here nor there. I have naught +to do with great history and am sorry for those who have to write it; +because they are sure to have both friends and enemies in it, and cannot +act as they would towards them, without damage to their own consciences. + +But as great events draw little ones, and the rattle of the churn +decides the uncertainty of the flies, so this movement of the town, and +eloquence, and passion had more than I guessed at the time, to do with +my own little fortunes. For in the first place it was fixed (perhaps +from down right contumely, because the citizens loved him so) that Lord +Russell should be tried neither at Westminster nor at Lincoln's Inn, but +at the Court of Old Bailey, within the precincts of the city. This kept +me hanging on much longer; because although the good nobleman was to be +tried by the Court of Common Pleas, yet the officers of King's Bench, to +whom I daily applied myself, were in counsel with their fellows, and put +me off from day to day. + +Now I had heard of the law's delays, which the greatest of all great +poets (knowing much of the law himself, as indeed of everything) has +specially mentioned, when not expected, among the many ills of life. But +I never thought at my years to have such bitter experience of the evil; +and it seemed to me that if the lawyers failed to do their duty, they +ought to pay people for waiting upon them, instead of making them pay +for it. But here I was, now in the second month living at my own +charges in the house of a worthy fellmonger at the sign of the Seal and +Squirrel, abutting upon the Strand road which leads from Temple Bar +to Charing. Here I did very well indeed, having a mattress of good +skin-dressings, and plenty to eat every day of my life, but the butter +was something to cry "but" thrice at (according to a conceit of our +school days), and the milk must have come from cows driven to water. +However, these evils were light compared with the heavy bill sent up to +me every Saturday afternoon; and knowing how my mother had pinched to +send me nobly to London, and had told me to spare for nothing, but live +bravely with the best of them, the tears very nearly came into my eyes, +as I thought, while I ate, of so robbing her. + +At length, being quite at the end of my money, and seeing no other help +for it, I determined to listen to clerks no more, but force my way up to +the Justices, and insist upon being heard by them, or discharged from my +recognisance. For so they had termed the bond or deed which I had been +forced to execute, in the presence of a chief clerk or notary, the very +day after I came to London. And the purport of it was, that on pain of +a heavy fine or escheatment, I would hold myself ready and present, to +give evidence when called upon. Having delivered me up to sign this, +Jeremy Stickles was quit of me, and went upon other business, not but +what he was kind and good to me, when his time and pursuits allowed of +it. + +[Illustration: 203.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +A GREAT MAN ATTENDS TO BUSINESS + +[Illustration: 204.jpg Westminster Hall, 1650] + +Having seen Lord Russell murdered in the fields of Lincoln's Inn, or +rather having gone to see it, but turned away with a sickness and a +bitter flood of tears--for a whiter and a nobler neck never fell +before low beast--I strode away towards Westminster, cured of half my +indignation at the death of Charles the First. Many people hurried past +me, chiefly of the more tender sort, revolting at the butchery. In their +ghastly faces, as they turned them back, lest the sight should be coming +after them, great sorrow was to be seen, and horror, and pity, and some +anger. + +In Westminster Hall I found nobody; not even the crowd of crawling +varlets, who used to be craving evermore for employment or for payment. +I knocked at three doors, one after other, of lobbies going out of it, +where I had formerly seen some officers and people pressing in and out, +but for my trouble I took nothing, except some thumps from echo. And at +last an old man told me that all the lawyers were gone to see the result +of their own works, in the fields of Lincoln's Inn. + +However, in a few days' time, I had better fortune; for the court was +sitting and full of business, to clear off the arrears of work, before +the lawyers' holiday. As I was waiting in the hall for a good occasion, +a man with horsehair on his head, and a long blue bag in his left hand, +touched me gently on the arm, and led me into a quiet place. I followed +him very gladly, being confident that he came to me with a message from +the Justiciaries. But after taking pains to be sure that none could +overhear us, he turned on me suddenly, and asked,-- + +"Now, John, how is your dear mother?" + +"Worshipful sir" I answered him, after recovering from my surprise at +his knowledge of our affairs, and kindly interest in them, "it is two +months now since I have seen her. Would to God that I only knew how she +is faring now, and how the business of the farm goes!" + +"Sir, I respect and admire you," the old gentleman replied, with a +bow very low and genteel; "few young court-gallants of our time are so +reverent and dutiful. Oh, how I did love my mother!" Here he turned up +his eyes to heaven, in a manner that made me feel for him and yet with a +kind of wonder. + +"I am very sorry for you, sir," I answered most respectfully, not +meaning to trespass on his grief, yet wondering at his mother's age; for +he seemed to be at least threescore; "but I am no court-gallant, sir; I +am only a farmer's son, and learning how to farm a little." + +"Enough, John; quite enough," he cried, "I can read it in thy +countenance. Honesty is written there, and courage and simplicity. But I +fear that, in this town of London, thou art apt to be taken in by people +of no principle. Ah me! Ah me! The world is bad, and I am too old to +improve it." + +Then finding him so good and kind, and anxious to improve the age, I +told him almost everything; how much I paid the fellmonger, and all the +things I had been to see; and how I longed to get away, before the corn +was ripening; yet how (despite of these desires) I felt myself bound to +walk up and down, being under a thing called "recognisance." In short, +I told him everything; except the nature of my summons (which I had no +right to tell), and that I was out of money. + +My tale was told in a little archway, apart from other lawyers; and the +other lawyers seemed to me to shift themselves, and to look askew, like +sheep through a hurdle, when the rest are feeding. + +"What! Good God!" my lawyer cried, smiting his breast indignantly with a +roll of something learned; "in what country do we live? Under what +laws are we governed? No case before the court whatever; no primary +deposition, so far as we are furnished; not even a King's writ +issued--and here we have a fine young man dragged from his home and +adoring mother, during the height of agriculture, at his own cost and +charges! I have heard of many grievances; but this the very worst of +all. Nothing short of a Royal Commission could be warranty for it. This +is not only illegal, sir, but most gravely unconstitutional." + +"I had not told you, worthy sir," I answered him, in a lower tone, "if I +could have thought that your sense of right would be moved so painfully. +But now I must beg to leave you, sir--for I see that the door again is +open. I beg you, worshipful sir, to accept--" + +Upon this he put forth his hand and said, "Nay, nay, my son, not two, +not two:" yet looking away, that he might not scare me. + +"To accept, kind sir, my very best thanks, and most respectful +remembrances." And with that, I laid my hand in his. "And if, sir, any +circumstances of business or of pleasure should bring you to our part +of the world, I trust you will not forget that my mother and myself (if +ever I get home again) will do our best to make you comfortable with our +poor hospitality." + +With this I was hasting away from him, but he held my hand and looked +round at me. And he spoke without cordiality. + +"Young man, a general invitation is no entry for my fee book. I have +spent a good hour of business-time in mastering thy case, and stating +my opinion of it. And being a member of the bar, called six-and-thirty +years agone by the honourable society of the Inner Temple, my fee is +at my own discretion; albeit an honorarium. For the honour of the +profession, and my position in it, I ought to charge thee at least five +guineas, although I would have accepted one, offered with good will +and delicacy. Now I will enter it two, my son, and half a crown for my +clerk's fee." + +Saying this, he drew forth from his deep, blue bag, a red book having +clasps to it, and endorsed in gold letters "Fee-book"; and before I +could speak (being frightened so) he had entered on a page of it, "To +consideration of case as stated by John Ridd, and advising thereupon, +two guineas." + +"But sir, good sir," I stammered forth, not having two guineas left in +the world, yet grieving to confess it, "I knew not that I was to pay, +learned sir. I never thought of it in that way." + +"Wounds of God! In what way thought you that a lawyer listened to your +rigmarole?" + +"I thought that you listened from kindness, sir, and compassion of my +grievous case, and a sort of liking for me." + +"A lawyer like thee, young curmudgeon! A lawyer afford to feel +compassion gratis! Either thou art a very deep knave, or the greenest of +all greenhorns. Well, I suppose, I must let thee off for one guinea, and +the clerk's fee. A bad business, a shocking business!" + +Now, if this man had continued kind and soft, as when he heard my story, +I would have pawned my clothes to pay him, rather than leave a debt +behind, although contracted unwittingly. But when he used harsh language +so, knowing that I did not deserve it, I began to doubt within myself +whether he deserved my money. Therefore I answered him with some +readiness, such as comes sometimes to me, although I am so slow. + +"Sir, I am no curmudgeon: if a young man had called me so, it would not +have been well with him. This money shall be paid, if due, albeit I +had no desire to incur the debt. You have advised me that the Court +is liable for my expenses, so far as they be reasonable. If this be +a reasonable expense, come with me now to Lord Justice Jeffreys, and +receive from him the two guineas, or (it may be) five, for the counsel +you have given me to deny his jurisdiction." With these words, I took +his arm to lead him, for the door was open still. + +"In the name of God, boy, let me go. Worthy sir, pray let me go. My wife +is sick, and my daughter dying--in the name of God, sir, let me go." + +"Nay, nay," I said, having fast hold of him, "I cannot let thee go +unpaid, sir. Right is right; and thou shalt have it." + +"Ruin is what I shall have, boy, if you drag me before that devil. He +will strike me from the bar at once, and starve me, and all my family. +Here, lad, good lad, take these two guineas. Thou hast despoiled +the spoiler. Never again will I trust mine eyes for knowledge of a +greenhorn." + +He slipped two guineas into the hand which I had hooked through his +elbow, and spoke in an urgent whisper again, for the people came +crowding around us--"For God's sake let me go, boy; another moment will +be too late." + +"Learned sir," I answered him, "twice you spoke, unless I err, of the +necessity of a clerk's fee, as a thing to be lamented." + +"To be sure, to be sure, my son. You have a clerk as much as I have. +There it is. Now I pray thee, take to the study of the law. Possession +is nine points of it, which thou hast of me. Self-possession is the +tenth, and that thou hast more than the other nine." + +Being flattered by this, and by the feeling of the two guineas and +half-crown, I dropped my hold upon Counsellor Kitch (for he was no less +a man than that), and he was out of sight in a second of time, wig, blue +bag, and family. And before I had time to make up my mind what I should +do with his money (for of course I meant not to keep it) the crier of +the Court (as they told me) came out, and wanted to know who I was. I +told him, as shortly as I could, that my business lay with His Majesty's +bench, and was very confidential; upon which he took me inside with +warning, and showed me to an under-clerk, who showed me to a higher one, +and the higher clerk to the head one. + +When this gentleman understood all about my business (which I told him +without complaint) he frowned at me very heavily, as if I had done him +an injury. + +"John Ridd," he asked me with a stern glance, "is it your deliberate +desire to be brought into the presence of the Lord Chief Justice?" + +"Surely, sir, it has been my desire for the last two months and more." + +"Then, John, thou shalt be. But mind one thing, not a word of thy long +detention, or thou mayst get into trouble." + +"How, sir? For being detained against my own wish?" I asked him; but he +turned away, as if that matter were not worth his arguing, as, indeed, I +suppose it was not, and led me through a little passage to a door with a +curtain across it. + +"Now, if my Lord cross-question you," the gentleman whispered to me, +"answer him straight out truth at once, for he will have it out of +thee. And mind, he loves not to be contradicted, neither can he bear a +hang-dog look. Take little heed of the other two; but note every word of +the middle one; and never make him speak twice." + +I thanked him for his good advice, as he moved the curtain and thrust me +in, but instead of entering withdrew, and left me to bear the brunt of +it. + +The chamber was not very large, though lofty to my eyes, and dark, with +wooden panels round it. At the further end were some raised seats, such +as I have seen in churches, lined with velvet, and having broad elbows, +and a canopy over the middle seat. There were only three men sitting +here, one in the centre, and one on each side; and all three were done +up wonderfully with fur, and robes of state, and curls of thick gray +horsehair, crimped and gathered, and plaited down to their shoulders. +Each man had an oak desk before him, set at a little distance, and +spread with pens and papers. Instead of writing, however, they seemed +to be laughing and talking, or rather the one in the middle seemed to +be telling some good story, which the others received with approval. By +reason of their great perukes it was hard to tell how old they were; but +the one who was speaking seemed the youngest, although he was the chief +of them. A thick-set, burly, and bulky man, with a blotchy broad face, +and great square jaws, and fierce eyes full of blazes; he was one to be +dreaded by gentle souls, and to be abhorred by the noble. + +Between me and the three lord judges, some few lawyers were gathering up +bags and papers and pens and so forth, from a narrow table in the middle +of the room, as if a case had been disposed of, and no other were called +on. But before I had time to look round twice, the stout fierce man +espied me, and shouted out with a flashing stare-- + +"How now, countryman, who art thou?" + +"May it please your worship," I answered him loudly, "I am John Ridd, of +Oare parish, in the shire of Somerset, brought to this London, some two +months back by a special messenger, whose name is Jeremy Stickles; +and then bound over to be at hand and ready, when called upon to give +evidence, in a matter unknown to me, but touching the peace of our lord +the King, and the well-being of his subjects. Three times I have met our +lord the King, but he hath said nothing about his peace, and only held +it towards me, and every day, save Sunday, I have walked up and down the +great hall of Westminster, all the business part of the day, expecting +to be called upon, yet no one hath called upon me. And now I desire to +ask your worship, whether I may go home again?" + +"Well, done, John," replied his lordship, while I was panting with all +this speech; "I will go bail for thee, John, thou hast never made such +a long speech before; and thou art a spunky Briton, or thou couldst not +have made it now. I remember the matter well, and I myself will attend +to it, although it arose before my time"--he was but newly Chief +Justice--"but I cannot take it now, John. There is no fear of losing +thee, John, any more than the Tower of London. I grieve for His +Majesty's exchequer, after keeping thee two months or more." + +"Nay, my lord, I crave your pardon. My mother hath been keeping me. Not +a groat have I received." + +"Spank, is it so?" his lordship cried, in a voice that shook the +cobwebs, and the frown on his brow shook the hearts of men, and mine as +much as the rest of them,--"Spank, is His Majesty come to this, that he +starves his own approvers?" + +"My lord, my lord," whispered Mr. Spank, the chief-officer of evidence, +"the thing hath been overlooked, my lord, among such grave matters of +treason." + +"I will overlook thy head, foul Spank, on a spike from Temple Bar, if +ever I hear of the like again. Vile varlet, what art thou paid for? Thou +hast swindled the money thyself, foul Spank; I know thee, though thou +art new to me. Bitter is the day for thee that ever I came across thee. +Answer me not--one word more and I will have thee on a hurdle." And he +swung himself to and fro on his bench, with both hands on his knees; and +every man waited to let it pass, knowing better than to speak to him. + +"John Ridd," said the Lord Chief Justice, at last recovering a sort of +dignity, yet daring Spank from the corners of his eyes to do so much as +look at him, "thou hast been shamefully used, John Ridd. Answer me not +boy; not a word; but go to Master Spank, and let me know how he behaves +to thee;" here he made a glance at Spank, which was worth at least ten +pounds to me; "be thou here again to-morrow, and before any other case +is taken, I will see justice done to thee. Now be off boy; thy name is +Ridd, and we are well rid of thee." + +I was only too glad to go, after all this tempest; as you may well +suppose. For if ever I saw a man's eyes become two holes for the devil +to glare from, I saw it that day; and the eyes were those of the Lord +Chief Justice Jeffreys. + +Mr. Spank was in the lobby before me, and before I had recovered +myself--for I was vexed with my own terror--he came up sidling and +fawning to me, with a heavy bag of yellow leather. + +"Good Master Ridd, take it all, take it all, and say a good word for me +to his lordship. He hath taken a strange fancy to thee; and thou must +make the most of it. We never saw man meet him eye to eye so, and yet +not contradict him, and that is just what he loveth. Abide in London, +Master Ridd, and he will make thy fortune. His joke upon thy name proves +that. And I pray you remember, Master Ridd, that the Spanks are sixteen +in family." + +But I would not take the bag from him, regarding it as a sort of bribe +to pay me such a lump of money, without so much as asking how great had +been my expenses. Therefore I only told him that if he would kindly keep +the cash for me until the morrow, I would spend the rest of the day in +counting (which always is sore work with me) how much it had stood me in +board and lodging, since Master Stickles had rendered me up; for until +that time he had borne my expenses. In the morning I would give Mr. +Spank a memorandum, duly signed, and attested by my landlord, including +the breakfast of that day, and in exchange for this I would take the +exact amount from the yellow bag, and be very thankful for it. + +"If that is thy way of using opportunity," said Spank, looking at me +with some contempt, "thou wilt never thrive in these times, my lad. Even +the Lord Chief Justice can be little help to thee; unless thou knowest +better than that how to help thyself." + +It mattered not to me. The word "approver" stuck in my gorge, as used +by the Lord Chief Justice; for we looked upon an approver as a very low +thing indeed. I would rather pay for every breakfast, and even every +dinner, eaten by me since here I came, than take money as an approver. +And indeed I was much disappointed at being taken in that light, having +understood that I was sent for as a trusty subject, and humble friend of +His Majesty. + +In the morning I met Mr. Spank waiting for me at the entrance, and very +desirous to see me. I showed him my bill, made out in fair copy, and +he laughed at it, and said, "Take it twice over, Master Ridd; once for +thine own sake, and once for His Majesty's; as all his loyal tradesmen +do, when they can get any. His Majesty knows and is proud of it, for +it shows their love of his countenance; and he says, '_bis dat qui cito +dat_,' then how can I grumble at giving twice, when I give so slowly?" + +"Nay, I will take it but once," I said; "if His Majesty loves to be +robbed, he need not lack of his desire, while the Spanks are sixteen in +family." + +The clerk smiled cheerfully at this, being proud of his children's +ability; and then having paid my account, he whispered,-- + +"He is all alone this morning, John, and in rare good humour. He hath +been promised the handling of poor Master Algernon Sidney, and he +says he will soon make republic of him; for his state shall shortly be +headless. He is chuckling over his joke, like a pig with a nut; and that +always makes him pleasant. John Ridd, my lord!" With that he swung up +the curtain bravely, and according to special orders, I stood, face to +face, and alone with Judge Jeffreys. + +[Illustration: 212.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +JOHN IS DRAINED AND CAST ASIDE + +[Illustration: 213.jpg His Lordship busy with letters] + +His lordship was busy with some letters, and did not look up for a +minute or two, although he knew that I was there. Meanwhile I stood +waiting to make my bow; afraid to begin upon him, and wondering at his +great bull-head. Then he closed his letters, well-pleased with their +import, and fixed his bold broad stare on me, as if I were an oyster +opened, and he would know how fresh I was. + +"May it please your worship," I said, "here I am according to order, +awaiting your good pleasure." + +"Thou art made to weight, John, more than order. How much dost thou tip +the scales to?" + +"Only twelvescore pounds, my lord, when I be in wrestling trim. And sure +I must have lost weight here, fretting so long in London." + +"Ha, ha! Much fret is there in thee! Hath His Majesty seen thee?" + +"Yes, my lord, twice or even thrice; and he made some jest concerning +me." + +"A very bad one, I doubt not. His humour is not so dainty as mine, but +apt to be coarse and unmannerly. Now John, or Jack, by the look of thee, +thou art more used to be called." + +"Yes, your worship, when I am with old Molly and Betty Muxworthy." + +"Peace, thou forward varlet! There is a deal too much of thee. We shall +have to try short commons with thee, and thou art a very long common. +Ha, ha! Where is that rogue Spank? Spank must hear that by-and-by. It is +beyond thy great thick head, Jack." + +"Not so, my lord; I have been at school, and had very bad jokes made +upon me." + +"Ha, ha! It hath hit thee hard. And faith, it would be hard to miss +thee, even with harpoon. And thou lookest like to blubber, now. Capital, +in faith! I have thee on every side, Jack, and thy sides are manifold; +many-folded at any rate. Thou shalt have double expenses, Jack, for the +wit thou hast provoked in me." + +"Heavy goods lack heavy payment, is a proverb down our way, my lord." + +"Ah, I hurt thee, I hurt thee, Jack. The harpoon hath no tickle for +thee. Now, Jack Whale, having hauled thee hard, we will proceed to +examine thee." Here all his manner was changed, and he looked with his +heavy brows bent upon me, as if he had never laughed in his life, and +would allow none else to do so. + +"I am ready to answer, my lord," I replied, "if he asks me nought beyond +my knowledge, or beyond my honour." + +"Hadst better answer me everything, lump. What hast thou to do with +honour? Now is there in thy neighbourhood a certain nest of robbers, +miscreants, and outlaws, whom all men fear to handle?" + +"Yes, my lord. At least, I believe some of them be robbers, and all of +them are outlaws." + +"And what is your high sheriff about, that he doth not hang them all? Or +send them up for me to hang, without more to do about them?" + +"I reckon that he is afraid, my lord; it is not safe to meddle with +them. They are of good birth, and reckless; and their place is very +strong." + +"Good birth! What was Lord Russell of, Lord Essex, and this Sidney? 'Tis +the surest heirship to the block to be the chip of a good one. What is +the name of this pestilent race, and how many of them are there?" + +"They are the Doones of Bagworthy forest, may it please your worship. +And we reckon there be about forty of them, beside the women and +children." + +"Forty Doones, all forty thieves! and women and children! Thunder of +God! How long have they been there then?" + +"They may have been there thirty years, my lord; and indeed they may +have been forty. Before the great war broke out they came, longer back +than I can remember." + +"Ay, long before thou wast born, John. Good, thou speakest plainly. +Woe betide a liar, whenso I get hold of him. Ye want me on the Western +Circuit; by God, and ye shall have me, when London traitors are spun and +swung. There is a family called De Whichehalse living very nigh thee, +John?" + +This he said in a sudden manner, as if to take me off my guard, and +fixed his great thick eyes on me. And in truth I was much astonished. + +"Yes, my lord, there is. At least, not so very far from us. Baron de +Whichehalse, of Ley Manor." + +"Baron, ha! of the Exchequer--eh, lad? And taketh dues instead of His +Majesty. Somewhat which halts there ought to come a little further, I +trow. It shall be seen to, as well as the witch which makes it so to +halt. Riotous knaves in West England, drunken outlaws, you shall dance, +if ever I play pipe for you. John Ridd, I will come to Oare parish, and +rout out the Oare of Babylon." + +"Although your worship is so learned," I answered seeing that now he +was beginning to make things uneasy; "your worship, though being Chief +Justice, does little justice to us. We are downright good and loyal +folk; and I have not seen, since here I came to this great town of +London, any who may better us, or even come anigh us, in honesty, and +goodness, and duty to our neighbours. For we are very quiet folk, not +prating our own virtues--" + +"Enough, good John, enough! Knowest thou not that modesty is the +maidenhood of virtue, lost even by her own approval? Now hast thou ever +heard or thought that De Whichehalse is in league with the Doones of +Bagworthy?" + +Saying these words rather slowly, he skewered his great eyes into mine, +so that I could not think at all, neither look at him, nor yet away. +The idea was so new to me that it set my wits all wandering; and looking +into me, he saw that I was groping for the truth. + +"John Ridd, thine eyes are enough for me. I see thou hast never dreamed +of it. Now hast thou ever seen a man whose name is Thomas Faggus?" + +"Yes, sir, many and many a time. He is my own worthy cousin; and I fear +he that hath intentions"--here I stopped, having no right there to speak +about our Annie. + +"Tom Faggus is a good man," he said; and his great square face had a +smile which showed me he had met my cousin; "Master Faggus hath made +mistakes as to the title to property, as lawyers oftentimes may do; but +take him all for all, he is a thoroughly straightforward man; presents +his bill, and has it paid, and makes no charge for drawing it. +Nevertheless, we must tax his costs, as of any other solicitor." + +"To be sure, to be sure, my lord!" was all that I could say, not +understanding what all this meant. + +"I fear he will come to the gallows," said the Lord Chief Justice, +sinking his voice below the echoes; "tell him this from me, Jack. He +shall never be condemned before me; but I cannot be everywhere, and some +of our Justices may keep short memory of his dinners. Tell him to change +his name, turn parson, or do something else, to make it wrong to hang +him. Parson is the best thing, he hath such command of features, and he +might take his tithes on horseback. Now a few more things, John Ridd; +and for the present I have done with thee." + +All my heart leaped up at this, to get away from London so: and yet I +could hardly trust to it. + +"Is there any sound round your way of disaffection to His Majesty, His +most gracious Majesty?" + +"No, my lord: no sign whatever. We pray for him in church perhaps, +and we talk about him afterwards, hoping it may do him good, as it is +intended. But after that we have naught to say, not knowing much about +him--at least till I get home again." + +"That is as it should be, John. And the less you say the better. But I +have heard of things in Taunton, and even nearer to you in Dulverton, +and even nigher still upon Exmoor; things which are of the pillory +kind, and even more of the gallows. I see that you know naught of them. +Nevertheless, it will not be long before all England hears of them. Now, +John, I have taken a liking to thee, for never man told me the truth, +without fear or favour, more thoroughly and truly than thou hast done. +Keep thou clear of this, my son. It will come to nothing; yet many shall +swing high for it. Even I could not save thee, John Ridd, if thou wert +mixed in this affair. Keep from the Doones, keep from De Whichehalse, +keep from everything which leads beyond the sight of thy knowledge. I +meant to use thee as my tool; but I see thou art too honest and simple. +I will send a sharper down; but never let me find thee, John, either a +tool for the other side, or a tube for my words to pass through." + +Here the Lord Justice gave me such a glare that I wished myself well +rid of him, though thankful for his warnings; and seeing how he had +made upon me a long abiding mark of fear, he smiled again in a jocular +manner, and said,-- + +"Now, get thee gone, Jack. I shall remember thee; and I trow, thou +wilt'st not for many a day forget me." + +"My lord, I was never so glad to go; for the hay must be in, and the +ricks unthatched, and none of them can make spars like me, and two men +to twist every hay-rope, and mother thinking it all right, and listening +right and left to lies, and cheated at every pig she kills, and even the +skins of the sheep to go--" + +"John Ridd, I thought none could come nigh your folk in honesty, and +goodness, and duty to their neighbours!" + +"Sure enough, my lord; but by our folk, I mean ourselves, not the men +nor women neither--" + +"That will do, John. Go thy way. Not men, nor women neither, are better +than they need be." + +I wished to set this matter right; but his worship would not hear me, +and only drove me out of court, saying that men were thieves and liars, +no more in one place than another, but all alike all over the world, +and women not far behind them. It was not for me to dispute this point +(though I was not yet persuaded of it), both because my lord was a +Judge, and must know more about it, and also that being a man myself I +might seem to be defending myself in an unbecoming manner. Therefore I +made a low bow, and went; in doubt as to which had the right of it. + +But though he had so far dismissed me, I was not yet quite free to +go, inasmuch as I had not money enough to take me all the way to Oare, +unless indeed I should go afoot, and beg my sustenance by the way, which +seemed to be below me. Therefore I got my few clothes packed, and my few +debts paid, all ready to start in half an hour, if only they would give +me enough to set out upon the road with. For I doubted not, being young +and strong, that I could walk from London to Oare in ten days or in +twelve at most, which was not much longer than horse-work; only I had +been a fool, as you will say when you hear it. For after receiving from +Master Spank the amount of the bill which I had delivered--less indeed +by fifty shillings than the money my mother had given me, for I had +spent fifty shillings, and more, in seeing the town and treating people, +which I could not charge to His Majesty--I had first paid all my debts +thereout, which were not very many, and then supposing myself to be an +established creditor of the Treasury for my coming needs, and already +scenting the country air, and foreseeing the joy of my mother, what had +I done but spent half my balance, ay and more than three-quarters of it, +upon presents for mother, and Annie, and Lizzie, John Fry, and his wife, +and Betty Muxworthy, Bill Dadds, Jim Slocombe, and, in a word, half of +the rest of the people at Oare, including all the Snowe family, who must +have things good and handsome? And if I must while I am about it, hide +nothing from those who read me, I had actually bought for Lorna a thing +the price of which quite frightened me, till the shopkeeper said it was +nothing at all, and that no young man, with a lady to love him, could +dare to offer her rubbish, such as the Jew sold across the way. Now the +mere idea of beautiful Lorna ever loving me, which he talked about as +patly (though of course I never mentioned her) as if it were a settled +thing, and he knew all about it, that mere idea so drove me abroad, +that if he had asked three times as much, I could never have counted the +money. + +Now in all this I was a fool of course--not for remembering my friends +and neighbours, which a man has a right to do, and indeed is bound to +do, when he comes from London--but for not being certified first what +cash I had to go on with. And to my great amazement, when I went with +another bill for the victuals of only three days more, and a week's +expense on the homeward road reckoned very narrowly, Master Spank not +only refused to grant me any interview, but sent me out a piece of blue +paper, looking like a butcher's ticket, and bearing these words and no +more, "John Ridd, go to the devil. He who will not when he may, when he +will, he shall have nay." From this I concluded that I had lost favour +in the sight of Chief Justice Jeffreys. Perhaps because my evidence had +not proved of any value! perhaps because he meant to let the matter lie, +till cast on him. + +Anyhow, it was a reason of much grief, and some anger to me, and very +great anxiety, disappointment, and suspense. For here was the time of +the hay gone past, and the harvest of small corn coming on, and the +trout now rising at the yellow Sally, and the blackbirds eating our +white-heart cherries (I was sure, though I could not see them), and who +was to do any good for mother, or stop her from weeping continually? And +more than this, what was become of Lorna? Perhaps she had cast me away +altogether, as a flouter and a changeling; perhaps she had drowned +herself in the black well; perhaps (and that was worst of all) she was +even married, child as she was, to that vile Carver Doone, if the Doones +ever cared about marrying! That last thought sent me down at once to +watch for Mr. Spank again, resolved that if I could catch him, spank him +I would to a pretty good tune, although sixteen in family. + +However, there was no such thing as to find him; and the usher vowed +(having orders I doubt) that he was gone to the sea for the good of his +health, having sadly overworked himself; and that none but a poor devil +like himself, who never had handling of money, would stay in London this +foul, hot weather; which was likely to bring the plague with it. Here +was another new terror for me, who had heard of the plagues of London, +and the horrible things that happened; and so going back to my lodgings +at once, I opened my clothes and sought for spots, especially as being +so long at a hairy fellmonger's; but finding none, I fell down and +thanked God for that same, and vowed to start for Oare to-morrow, with +my carbine loaded, come weal come woe, come sun come shower; though all +the parish should laugh at me, for begging my way home again, after the +brave things said of my going, as if I had been the King's cousin. + +But I was saved in some degree from this lowering of my pride, and what +mattered more, of mother's; for going to buy with my last crown-piece +(after all demands were paid) a little shot and powder, more needful on +the road almost than even shoes or victuals, at the corner of the street +I met my good friend Jeremy Stickles, newly come in search of me. I took +him back to my little room--mine at least till to-morrow morning--and +told him all my story, and how much I felt aggrieved by it. But he +surprised me very much, by showing no surprise at all. + +"It is the way of the world, Jack. They have gotten all they can from +thee, and why should they feed thee further? We feed not a dead pig, I +trow, but baste him well with brine and rue. Nay, we do not victual him +upon the day of killing; which they have done to thee. Thou art a lucky +man, John; thou hast gotten one day's wages, or at any rate half a day, +after thy work was rendered. God have mercy on me, John! The things I +see are manifold; and so is my regard of them. What use to insist on +this, or make a special point of that, or hold by something said of old, +when a different mood was on? I tell thee, Jack, all men are liars; and +he is the least one who presses not too hard on them for lying." + +This was all quite dark to me, for I never looked at things like that, +and never would own myself a liar, not at least to other people, nor +even to myself, although I might to God sometimes, when trouble was upon +me. And if it comes to that, no man has any right to be called a "liar" +for smoothing over things unwitting, through duty to his neighbour. + +"Five pounds thou shalt have, Jack," said Jeremy Stickles suddenly, +while I was all abroad with myself as to being a liar or not; "five +pounds, and I will take my chance of wringing it from that great rogue +Spank. Ten I would have made it, John, but for bad luck lately. Put back +your bits of paper, lad; I will have no acknowledgment. John Ridd, no +nonsense with me!" + +For I was ready to kiss his hand, to think that any man in London (the +meanest and most suspicious place, upon all God's earth) should trust me +with five pounds, without even a receipt for it! It overcame me so that +I sobbed; for, after all, though big in body, I am but a child at heart. +It was not the five pounds that moved me, but the way of giving it; and +after so much bitter talk, the great trust in my goodness. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +HOME AGAIN AT LAST + +[Illustration: 221.jpg Exmoor Hills] + +It was the beginning of wheat-harvest, when I came to Dunster town, +having walked all the way from London, and being somewhat footsore. For +though five pounds was enough to keep me in food and lodging upon the +road, and leave me many a shilling to give to far poorer travellers, it +would have been nothing for horse-hire, as I knew too well by the prices +Jeremy Stickles had paid upon our way to London. Now I never saw a +prettier town than Dunster looked that evening; for sooth to say, I had +almost lost all hope of reaching it that night, although the castle was +long in view. But being once there, my troubles were gone, at least as +regarded wayfaring; for mother's cousin, the worthy tanner (with whom we +had slept on the way to London), was in such indignation at the plight +in which I came back to him, afoot, and weary, and almost shoeless--not +to speak of upper things--that he swore then, by the mercy of God, that +if the schemes abrewing round him, against those bloody Papists, should +come to any head or shape, and show good chance of succeeding, he would +risk a thousand pounds, as though it were a penny. + +[Illustration: 222.jpg The Luttrell Arms] + +I told him not to do it, because I had heard otherwise, but was not at +liberty to tell one-tenth of what I knew, and indeed had seen in London +town. But of this he took no heed, because I only nodded at him; and +he could not make it out. For it takes an old man, or at least a +middle-aged one, to nod and wink, with any power on the brains of other +men. However, I think I made him know that the bad state in which I came +to his town, and the great shame I had wrought for him among the folk +round the card-table at the Luttrell Arms, was not to be, even there, +attributed to King Charles the Second, nor even to his counsellors, but +to my own speed of travelling, which had beat post-horses. For being +much distraught in mind, and desperate in body, I had made all the way +from London to Dunster in six days, and no more. It may be one hundred +and seventy miles, I cannot tell to a furlong or two, especially as I +lost my way more than a dozen times; but at any rate there in six days +I was, and most kindly they received me. The tanner had some excellent +daughters, I forget how many; very pretty damsels, and well set up, and +able to make good pastry. But though they asked me many questions, and +made a sort of lord of me, and offered to darn my stockings (which in +truth required it), I fell asleep in the midst of them, although I would +not acknowledge it; and they said, "Poor cousin! he is weary", and led +me to a blessed bed, and kissed me all round like swan's down. + +In the morning all the Exmoor hills, the thought of which had frightened +me at the end of each day's travel, seemed no more than bushels to me, +as I looked forth the bedroom window, and thanked God for the sight of +them. And even so, I had not to climb them, at least by my own labour. +For my most worthy uncle (as we oft call a parent's cousin), finding it +impossible to keep me for the day, and owning indeed that I was right +in hastening to my mother, vowed that walk I should not, even though he +lost his Saturday hides from Minehead and from Watchett. Accordingly he +sent me forth on the very strongest nag he had, and the maidens came +to wish me God-speed, and kissed their hands at the doorway. It made +me proud and glad to think that after seeing so much of the world, and +having held my own with it, I was come once more among my own people, +and found them kinder, and more warm-hearted, ay and better looking too, +than almost any I had happened upon in the mighty city of London. + +But how shall I tell you the things I felt, and the swelling of my heart +within me, as I drew nearer, and more near, to the place of all I loved +and owned, to the haunt of every warm remembrance, the nest of all the +fledgling hopes--in a word, to home? The first sheep I beheld on the +moor with a great red J.R. on his side (for mother would have them +marked with my name, instead of her own as they should have been), I do +assure you my spirit leaped, and all my sight came to my eyes. I shouted +out, "Jem, boy!"--for that was his name, and a rare hand he was at +fighting--and he knew me in spite of the stranger horse; and I leaned +over and stroked his head, and swore he should never be mutton. And when +I was passed he set off at full gallop, to call the rest of the J.R.'s +together, and tell them young master was come home at last. + +[Illustration: 223.jpg Home at last] + +But bless your heart, and my own as well, it would take me all the +afternoon to lay before you one-tenth of the things which came home to +me in that one half-hour, as the sun was sinking, in the real way he +ought to sink. I touched my horse with no spur nor whip, feeling that my +slow wits would go, if the sights came too fast over them. Here was +the pool where we washed the sheep, and there was the hollow that oozed +away, where I had shot three wild ducks. Here was the peat-rick that hid +my dinner, when I could not go home for it, and there was the bush with +the thyme growing round it, where Annie had found a great swarm of our +bees. And now was the corner of the dry stone wall, where the moor gave +over in earnest, and the partridges whisked from it into the corn lands, +and called that their supper was ready, and looked at our house and the +ricks as they ran, and would wait for that comfort till winter. + +And there I saw--but let me go--Annie was too much for me. She nearly +pulled me off my horse, and kissed the very mouth of the carbine. + +"I knew you would come. Oh John! Oh John! I have waited here every +Saturday night; and I saw you for the last mile or more, but I would not +come round the corner, for fear that I should cry, John, and then not +cry when I got you. Now I may cry as much as I like, and you need +not try to stop me, John, because I am so happy. But you mustn't cry +yourself, John; what will mother think of you? She will be so jealous of +me." + +What mother thought I cannot tell; and indeed I doubt if she thought at +all for more than half an hour, but only managed to hold me tight, and +cry, and thank God now and then, but with some fear of His taking me, +if she should be too grateful. Moreover she thought it was my own +doing, and I ought to have the credit of it, and she even came down very +sharply upon John's wife, Mrs. Fry, for saying that we must not be too +proud, for all of it was the Lord's doing. However, dear mother was +ashamed of that afterwards, and asked Mrs. Fry's humble pardon; and +perhaps I ought not to have mentioned it. + +Old Smiler had told them that I was coming--all the rest, I mean, except +Annie--for having escaped from his halter-ring, he was come out to graze +in the lane a bit; when what should he see but a strange horse coming +with young master and mistress upon him, for Annie must needs get up +behind me, there being only sheep to look at her. Then Smiler gave us +a stare and a neigh, with his tail quite stiff with amazement, and then +(whether in joy or through indignation) he flung up his hind feet and +galloped straight home, and set every dog wild with barking. + +Now, methinks, quite enough has been said concerning this mighty return +of the young John Ridd (which was known up at Cosgate that evening), and +feeling that I cannot describe it, how can I hope that any one else will +labour to imagine it, even of the few who are able? For very few can +have travelled so far, unless indeed they whose trade it is, or very +unsettled people. And even of those who have done so, not one in a +hundred can have such a home as I had to come home to. + +Mother wept again, with grief and some wrath, and so did Annie also, and +even little Eliza, and all were unsettled in loyalty, and talked about +a republic, when I told them how I had been left without money for +travelling homeward, and expected to have to beg my way, which Farmer +Snowe would have heard of. And though I could see they were disappointed +at my failure of any promotion, they all declared how glad they were, +and how much better they liked me to be no more than what they were +accustomed to. At least, my mother and Annie said so, without waiting +to hear any more; but Lizzie did not answer to it, until I had opened my +bag and shown the beautiful present I had for her. And then she kissed +me, almost like Annie, and vowed that she thought very little of +captains. + +For Lizzie's present was the best of all, I mean, of course, except +Lorna's (which I carried in my breast all the way, hoping that it might +make her love me, from having lain so long, close to my heart). For I +had brought Lizzie something dear, and a precious heavy book it was, +and much beyond my understanding; whereas I knew well that to both the +others my gifts would be dear, for mine own sake. And happier people +could not be found than the whole of us were that evening. + +[Illustration: 225.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +JOHN HAS HOPE OF LORNA + +[Illustration: 226.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Much as I longed to know more about Lorna, and though all my heart was +yearning, I could not reconcile it yet with my duty to mother and Annie, +to leave them on the following day, which happened to be a Sunday. For +lo, before breakfast was out of our mouths, there came all the men of +the farm, and their wives, and even the two crow-boys, dressed as if +going to Barnstaple fair, to inquire how Master John was, and whether +it was true that the King had made him one of his body-guard; and if +so, what was to be done with the belt for the championship of the +West-Counties wrestling, which I had held now for a year or more, and +none were ready to challenge it. Strange to say, this last point seemed +the most important of all to them; and none asked who was to manage the +farm, or answer for their wages; but all asked who was to wear the belt. + +To this I replied, after shaking hands twice over all round with all +of them, that I meant to wear the belt myself, for the honour of +Oare parish, so long as ever God gave me strength and health to meet +all-comers; for I had never been asked to be body-guard, and if asked +I would never have done it. Some of them cried that the King must be +mazed, not to keep me for his protection, in these violent times of +Popery. I could have told them that the King was not in the least afraid +of Papists, but on the contrary, very fond of them; however, I held my +tongue, remembering what Judge Jeffreys bade me. + +In church, the whole congregation, man, woman, and child (except, +indeed, the Snowe girls, who only looked when I was not watching), +turned on me with one accord, and stared so steadfastly, to get some +reflection of the King from me, that they forgot the time to kneel down +and the parson was forced to speak to them. If I coughed, or moved +my book, or bowed, or even said "Amen," glances were exchanged which +meant--"That he hath learned in London town, and most likely from His +Majesty." + +However, all this went off in time, and people became even angry with +me for not being sharper (as they said), or smarter, or a whit more +fashionable, for all the great company I had seen, and all the wondrous +things wasted upon me. + +But though I may have been none the wiser by reason of my stay in +London, at any rate I was much the better in virtue of coming home +again. For now I had learned the joy of quiet, and the gratitude for +good things round us, and the love we owe to others (even those who must +be kind), for their indulgence to us. All this, before my journey, had +been too much as a matter of course to me; but having missed it now I +knew that it was a gift, and might be lost. Moreover, I had pined so +much, in the dust and heat of that great town, for trees, and fields, +and running waters, and the sounds of country life, and the air +of country winds, that never more could I grow weary of those soft +enjoyments; or at least I thought so then. + +To awake as the summer sun came slanting over the hill-tops, with hope +on every beam adance to the laughter of the morning; to see the leaves +across the window ruffling on the fresh new air, and the tendrils of the +powdery vine turning from their beaded sleep. Then the lustrous meadows +far beyond the thatch of the garden-wall, yet seen beneath the hanging +scollops of the walnut-tree, all awaking, dressed in pearl, all amazed +at their own glistening, like a maid at her own ideas. Down them troop +the lowing kine, walking each with a step of character (even as men and +women do), yet all alike with toss of horns, and spread of udders ready. +From them without a word, we turn to the farm-yard proper, seen on the +right, and dryly strawed from the petty rush of the pitch-paved runnel. +Round it stand the snug out-buildings, barn, corn-chamber, cider-press, +stables, with a blinker'd horse in every doorway munching, while his +driver tightens buckles, whistles and looks down the lane, dallying +to begin his labour till the milkmaids be gone by. Here the cock +comes forth at last;--where has he been lingering?--eggs may tell +to-morrow--he claps his wings and shouts "cock-a-doodle"; and no other +cock dare look at him. Two or three go sidling off, waiting till their +spurs be grown; and then the crowd of partlets comes, chattering how +their lord has dreamed, and crowed at two in the morning, and praying +that the old brown rat would only dare to face him. But while the cock +is crowing still, and the pullet world admiring him, who comes up but +the old turkey-cock, with all his family round him. Then the geese +at the lower end begin to thrust their breasts out, and mum their +down-bits, and look at the gander and scream shrill joy for the +conflict; while the ducks in pond show nothing but tail, in proof of +their strict neutrality. + +While yet we dread for the coming event, and the fight which would jar +on the morning, behold the grandmother of sows, gruffly grunting right +and left with muzzle which no ring may tame (not being matrimonial), +hulks across between the two, moving all each side at once, and then all +of the other side as if she were chined down the middle, and afraid +of spilling the salt from her. As this mighty view of lard hides each +combatant from the other, gladly each retires and boasts how he would +have slain his neighbour, but that old sow drove the other away, and no +wonder he was afraid of her, after all the chicks she had eaten. + +And so it goes on; and so the sun comes, stronger from his drink of dew; +and the cattle in the byres, and the horses from the stable, and the men +from cottage-door, each has had his rest and food, all smell alike of +hay and straw, and every one must hie to work, be it drag, or draw, or +delve. + +So thought I on the Monday morning; while my own work lay before me, +and I was plotting how to quit it, void of harm to every one, and let my +love have work a little--hardest perhaps of all work, and yet as sure as +sunrise. I knew that my first day's task on the farm would be strictly +watched by every one, even by my gentle mother, to see what I had +learned in London. But could I let still another day pass, for Lorna to +think me faithless? + +I felt much inclined to tell dear mother all about Lorna, and how I +loved her, yet had no hope of winning her. Often and often, I had +longed to do this, and have done with it. But the thought of my father's +terrible death, at the hands of the Doones, prevented me. And it seemed +to me foolish and mean to grieve mother, without any chance of my suit +ever speeding. If once Lorna loved me, my mother should know it; and it +would be the greatest happiness to me to have no concealment from her, +though at first she was sure to grieve terribly. But I saw no more +chance of Lorna loving me, than of the man in the moon coming down; or +rather of the moon coming down to the man, as related in old mythology. + +Now the merriment of the small birds, and the clear voice of the waters, +and the lowing of cattle in meadows, and the view of no houses (except +just our own and a neighbour's), and the knowledge of everybody around, +their kindness of heart and simplicity, and love of their neighbour's +doings,--all these could not help or please me at all, and many of them +were much against me, in my secret depth of longing and dark tumult of +the mind. Many people may think me foolish, especially after coming from +London, where many nice maids looked at me (on account of my bulk and +stature), and I might have been fitted up with a sweetheart, in spite of +my west-country twang, and the smallness of my purse; if only I had +said the word. But nay; I have contempt for a man whose heart is like +a shirt-stud (such as I saw in London cards), fitted into one to-day, +sitting bravely on the breast; plucked out on the morrow morn, and the +place that knew it, gone. + +Now, what did I do but take my chance; reckless whether any one heeded +me or not, only craving Lorna's heed, and time for ten words to her. +Therefore I left the men of the farm as far away as might be, after +making them work with me (which no man round our parts could do, to his +own satisfaction), and then knowing them to be well weary, very unlike +to follow me--and still more unlike to tell of me, for each had his +London present--I strode right away, in good trust of my speed, without +any more misgivings; but resolved to face the worst of it, and to try to +be home for supper. + +And first I went, I know not why, to the crest of the broken highland, +whence I had agreed to watch for any mark or signal. And sure enough at +last I saw (when it was too late to see) that the white stone had been +covered over with a cloth or mantle,--the sign that something had arisen +to make Lorna want me. For a moment I stood amazed at my evil fortune; +that I should be too late, in the very thing of all things on which my +heart was set! Then after eyeing sorrowfully every crick and cranny to +be sure that not a single flutter of my love was visible, off I set, +with small respect either for my knees or neck, to make the round of the +outer cliffs, and come up my old access. + +Nothing could stop me; it was not long, although to me it seemed an +age, before I stood in the niche of rock at the head of the slippery +watercourse, and gazed into the quiet glen, where my foolish heart was +dwelling. Notwithstanding doubts of right, notwithstanding sense of +duty, and despite all manly striving, and the great love of my home, +there my heart was ever dwelling, knowing what a fool it was, and +content to know it. + +Many birds came twittering round me in the gold of August; many trees +showed twinkling beauty, as the sun went lower; and the lines of water +fell, from wrinkles into dimples. Little heeding, there I crouched; +though with sense of everything that afterwards should move me, like a +picture or a dream; and everything went by me softly, while my heart was +gazing. + +At last, a little figure came, not insignificant (I mean), but looking +very light and slender in the moving shadows, gently here and softly +there, as if vague of purpose, with a gloss of tender movement, in and +out the wealth of trees, and liberty of the meadow. Who was I to crouch, +or doubt, or look at her from a distance; what matter if they killed me +now, and one tear came to bury me? Therefore I rushed out at once, as if +shot-guns were unknown yet; not from any real courage, but from prisoned +love burst forth. + +I know not whether my own Lorna was afraid of what I looked, or what I +might say to her, or of her own thoughts of me; all I know is that she +looked frightened, when I hoped for gladness. Perhaps the power of my +joy was more than maiden liked to own, or in any way to answer to; and +to tell the truth, it seemed as if I might now forget myself; while she +would take good care of it. This makes a man grow thoughtful; unless, as +some low fellows do, he believe all women hypocrites. + +Therefore I went slowly towards her, taken back in my impulse; and said +all I could come to say, with some distress in doing it. + +"Mistress Lorna, I had hope that you were in need of me." + +"Oh, yes; but that was long ago; two months ago, or more, sir." And +saying this she looked away, as if it all were over. But I was now +so dazed and frightened, that it took my breath away, and I could not +answer, feeling sure that I was robbed and some one else had won her. +And I tried to turn away, without another word, and go. + +But I could not help one stupid sob, though mad with myself for allowing +it, but it came too sharp for pride to stay it, and it told a world +of things. Lorna heard it, and ran to me, with her bright eyes full of +wonder, pity, and great kindness, as if amazed that I had more than a +simple liking for her. Then she held out both hands to me; and I took +and looked at them. + +"Master Ridd, I did not mean," she whispered, very softly, "I did not +mean to vex you." + +"If you would be loath to vex me, none else in this world can do it," I +answered out of my great love, but fearing yet to look at her, mine eyes +not being strong enough. + +"Come away from this bright place," she answered, trembling in her turn; +"I am watched and spied of late. Come beneath the shadows, John." + +I would have leaped into the valley of the shadow of death (as described +by the late John Bunyan), only to hear her call me "John"; though +Apollyon were lurking there, and Despair should lock me in. + +She stole across the silent grass; but I strode hotly after her; fear +was all beyond me now, except the fear of losing her. I could not but +behold her manner, as she went before me, all her grace, and lovely +sweetness, and her sense of what she was. + +She led me to her own rich bower, which I told of once before; and if +in spring it were a sight, what was it in summer glory? But although my +mind had notice of its fairness and its wonder, not a heed my heart took +of it, neither dwelt it in my presence more than flowing water. All +that in my presence dwelt, all that in my heart was felt, was the maiden +moving gently, and afraid to look at me. + +For now the power of my love was abiding on her, new to her, unknown to +her; not a thing to speak about, nor even to think clearly; only just to +feel and wonder, with a pain of sweetness. She could look at me no more, +neither could she look away, with a studied manner--only to let fall her +eyes, and blush, and be put out with me, and still more with herself. + +I left her quite alone; though close, though tingling to have hold of +her. Even her right hand was dropped and lay among the mosses. Neither +did I try to steal one glimpse below her eyelids. Life and death to me +were hanging on the first glance I should win; yet I let it be so. + +After long or short--I know not, yet ere I was weary, ere I yet began +to think or wish for any answer--Lorna slowly raised her eyelids, with +a gleam of dew below them, and looked at me doubtfully. Any look with so +much in it never met my gaze before. + +"Darling, do you love me?" was all that I could say to her. + +"Yes, I like you very much," she answered, with her eyes gone from me, +and her dark hair falling over, so as not to show me things. + +"But do you love me, Lorna, Lorna; do you love me more than all the +world?" + +"No, to be sure not. Now why should I?" + +"In truth, I know not why you should. Only I hoped that you did, Lorna. +Either love me not at all, or as I love you for ever." + +"John I love you very much; and I would not grieve you. You are the +bravest, and the kindest, and the simplest of all men--I mean of all +people--I like you very much, Master Ridd, and I think of you almost +every day." + +"That will not do for me, Lorna. Not almost every day I think, but every +instant of my life, of you. For you I would give up my home, my love of +all the world beside, my duty to my dearest ones, for you I would give +up my life, and hope of life beyond it. Do you love me so?" + +"Not by any means," said Lorna; "no, I like you very much, when you do +not talk so wildly; and I like to see you come as if you would fill our +valley up, and I like to think that even Carver would be nothing in +your hands--but as to liking you like that, what should make it likely? +especially when I have made the signal, and for some two months or more +you have never even answered it! If you like me so ferociously, why do +you leave me for other people to do just as they like with me?" + +"To do as they liked! Oh, Lorna, not to make you marry Carver?" + +"No, Master Ridd, be not frightened so; it makes me fear to look at +you." + +"But you have not married Carver yet? Say quick! Why keep me waiting +so?" + +"Of course I have not, Master Ridd. Should I be here if I had, think +you, and allowing you to like me so, and to hold my hand, and make me +laugh, as I declare you almost do sometimes? And at other times you +frighten me." + +"Did they want you to marry Carver? Tell me all the truth of it." + +"Not yet, not yet. They are not half so impetuous as you are, John. I am +only just seventeen, you know, and who is to think of marrying? But +they wanted me to give my word, and be formally betrothed to him in the +presence of my grandfather. It seems that something frightened them. +There is a youth named Charleworth Doone, every one calls him 'Charlie'; +a headstrong and a gay young man, very gallant in his looks and manner; +and my uncle, the Counsellor, chose to fancy that Charlie looked at me +too much, coming by my grandfather's cottage." + +Here Lorna blushed so that I was frightened, and began to hate this +Charlie more, a great deal more, than even Carver Doone. + +"He had better not," said I; "I will fling him over it, if he dare. He +shall see thee through the roof, Lorna, if at all he see thee." + +"Master Ridd, you are worse than Carver! I thought you were so +kind-hearted. Well, they wanted me to promise, and even to swear a +solemn oath (a thing I have never done in my life) that I would wed +my eldest cousin, this same Carver Doone, who is twice as old as I am, +being thirty-five and upwards. That was why I gave the token that I +wished to see you, Master Ridd. They pointed out how much it was for +the peace of all the family, and for mine own benefit; but I would not +listen for a moment, though the Counsellor was most eloquent, and my +grandfather begged me to consider, and Carver smiled his pleasantest, +which is a truly frightful thing. Then both he and his crafty father +were for using force with me; but Sir Ensor would not hear of it; and +they have put off that extreme until he shall be past its knowledge, +or, at least, beyond preventing it. And now I am watched, and spied, and +followed, and half my little liberty seems to be taken from me. I could +not be here speaking with you, even in my own nook and refuge, but for +the aid, and skill, and courage of dear little Gwenny Carfax. She is +now my chief reliance, and through her alone I hope to baffle all my +enemies, since others have forsaken me." + +Tears of sorrow and reproach were lurking in her soft dark eyes, until +in fewest words I told her that my seeming negligence was nothing but +my bitter loss and wretched absence far away; of which I had so vainly +striven to give any tidings without danger to her. When she heard all +this, and saw what I had brought from London (which was nothing less +than a ring of pearls with a sapphire in the midst of them, as pretty as +could well be found), she let the gentle tears flow fast, and came +and sat so close beside me, that I trembled like a folded sheep at the +bleating of her lamb. But recovering comfort quickly, without more ado, +I raised her left hand and observed it with a nice regard, wondering at +the small blue veins, and curves, and tapering whiteness, and the points +it finished with. My wonder seemed to please her much, herself so well +accustomed to it, and not fond of watching it. And then, before she +could say a word, or guess what I was up to, as quick as ever I turned +hand in a bout of wrestling, on her finger was my ring--sapphire for the +veins of blue, and pearls to match white fingers. + +"Oh, you crafty Master Ridd!" said Lorna, looking up at me, and blushing +now a far brighter blush than when she spoke of Charlie; "I thought that +you were much too simple ever to do this sort of thing. No wonder you +can catch the fish, as when first I saw you." + +"Have I caught you, little fish? Or must all my life be spent in +hopeless angling for you?" + +"Neither one nor the other, John! You have not caught me yet altogether, +though I like you dearly John; and if you will only keep away, I shall +like you more and more. As for hopeless angling, John--that all others +shall have until I tell you otherwise." + +With the large tears in her eyes--tears which seemed to me to rise +partly from her want to love me with the power of my love--she put her +pure bright lips, half smiling, half prone to reply to tears, against my +forehead lined with trouble, doubt, and eager longing. And then she drew +my ring from off that snowy twig her finger, and held it out to me; and +then, seeing how my face was falling, thrice she touched it with her +lips, and sweetly gave it back to me. "John, I dare not take it now; +else I should be cheating you. I will try to love you dearly, even as +you deserve and wish. Keep it for me just till then. Something tells me +I shall earn it in a very little time. Perhaps you will be sorry then, +sorry when it is all too late, to be loved by such as I am." + +What could I do at her mournful tone, but kiss a thousand times the hand +which she put up to warn me, and vow that I would rather die with one +assurance of her love, than without it live for ever with all beside +that the world could give? Upon this she looked so lovely, with her dark +eyelashes trembling, and her soft eyes full of light, and the colour of +clear sunrise mounting on her cheeks and brow, that I was forced to turn +away, being overcome with beauty. + +"Dearest darling, love of my life," I whispered through her clouds of +hair; "how long must I wait to know, how long must I linger doubting +whether you can ever stoop from your birth and wondrous beauty to a +poor, coarse hind like me, an ignorant unlettered yeoman--" + +"I will not have you revile yourself," said Lorna, very tenderly--just +as I had meant to make her. "You are not rude and unlettered, John. You +know a great deal more than I do; you have learned both Greek and Latin, +as you told me long ago, and you have been at the very best school in +the West of England. None of us but my grandfather, and the Counsellor +(who is a great scholar), can compare with you in this. And though I +have laughed at your manner of speech, I only laughed in fun, John; I +never meant to vex you by it, nor knew that it had done so." + +"Naught you say can vex me, dear," I answered, as she leaned towards +me in her generous sorrow; "unless you say 'Begone, John Ridd; I love +another more than you.'" + +"Then I shall never vex you, John. Never, I mean, by saying that. Now, +John, if you please, be quiet--" + +For I was carried away so much by hearing her calling me "John" so +often, and the music of her voice, and the way she bent toward me, and +the shadow of soft weeping in the sunlight of her eyes, that some of +my great hand was creeping in a manner not to be imagined, and far +less explained, toward the lithesome, wholesome curving underneath her +mantle-fold, and out of sight and harm, as I thought; not being her +front waist. However, I was dashed with that, and pretended not to mean +it; only to pluck some lady-fern, whose elegance did me no good. + +"Now, John," said Lorna, being so quick that not even a lover could +cheat her, and observing my confusion more intently than she need have +done. "Master John Ridd, it is high time for you to go home to your +mother. I love your mother very much from what you have told me about +her, and I will not have her cheated." + +"If you truly love my mother," said I, very craftily "the only way to +show it is by truly loving me." + +Upon that she laughed at me in the sweetest manner, and with such +provoking ways, and such come-and-go of glances, and beginning of quick +blushes, which she tried to laugh away, that I knew, as well as if she +herself had told me, by some knowledge (void of reasoning, and the surer +for it), I knew quite well, while all my heart was burning hot within +me, and mine eyes were shy of hers, and her eyes were shy of mine; for +certain and for ever this I knew--as in a glory--that Lorna Doone had +now begun and would go on to love me. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +REAPING LEADS TO REVELLING + +[Illustration: 236.jpg The Signal] + +Although I was under interdict for two months from my darling--"one for +your sake, one for mine," she had whispered, with her head withdrawn, +yet not so very far from me--lighter heart was not on Exmoor than I bore +for half the time, and even for three quarters. For she was safe; I knew +that daily by a mode of signals well-contrived between us now, on the +strength of our experience. "I have nothing now to fear, John," she had +said to me, as we parted; "it is true that I am spied and watched, but +Gwenny is too keen for them. While I have my grandfather to prevent all +violence; and little Gwenny to keep watch on those who try to watch me; +and you, above all others, John, ready at a moment, if the worst comes +to the worst--this neglected Lorna Doone was never in such case before. +Therefore do not squeeze my hand, John; I am safe without it, and you do +not know your strength." + +Ah, I knew my strength right well. Hill and valley scarcely seemed to be +step and landing for me; fiercest cattle I would play with, making them +go backward, and afraid of hurting them, like John Fry with his terrier; +even rooted trees seemed to me but as sticks I could smite down, except +for my love of everything. The love of all things was upon me, and a +softness to them all, and a sense of having something even such as they +had. + +[Illustration: 237.jpg A wealth of harvest] + +Then the golden harvest came, waving on the broad hill-side, and +nestling in the quiet nooks scooped from out the fringe of wood. A +wealth of harvest such as never gladdened all our country-side since my +father ceased to reap, and his sickle hung to rust. There had not been +a man on Exmoor fit to work that reaping-hook since the time its owner +fell, in the prime of life and strength, before a sterner reaper. But +now I took it from the wall, where mother proudly stored it, while she +watched me, hardly knowing whether she should smile or cry. + +All the parish was assembled in our upper courtyard; for we were to open +the harvest that year, as had been settled with Farmer Nicholas, and +with Jasper Kebby, who held the third or little farm. We started in +proper order, therefore, as our practice is: first, the parson Josiah +Bowden, wearing his gown and cassock, with the parish Bible in his hand, +and a sickle strapped behind him. As he strode along well and stoutly, +being a man of substance, all our family came next, I leading mother +with one hand, in the other bearing my father's hook, and with a loaf +of our own bread and a keg of cider upon my back. Behind us Annie and +Lizzie walked, wearing wreaths of corn-flowers, set out very prettily, +such as mother would have worn if she had been a farmer's wife, instead +of a farmer's widow. Being as she was, she had no adornment, except that +her widow's hood was off, and her hair allowed to flow, as if she had +been a maiden; and very rich bright hair it was, in spite of all her +troubles. + +After us, the maidens came, milkmaids and the rest of them, with Betty +Muxworthy at their head, scolding even now, because they would not walk +fitly. But they only laughed at her; and she knew it was no good to +scold, with all the men behind them. + +Then the Snowes came trooping forward; Farmer Nicholas in the middle, +walking as if he would rather walk to a wheatfield of his own, yet +content to follow lead, because he knew himself the leader; and signing +every now and then to the people here and there, as if I were nobody. +But to see his three great daughters, strong and handsome wenches, +making upon either side, as if somebody would run off with them--this +was the very thing that taught me how to value Lorna, and her pure +simplicity. + +After the Snowes came Jasper Kebby, with his wife, new-married; and a +very honest pair they were, upon only a hundred acres, and a right of +common. After these the men came hotly, without decent order, trying to +spy the girls in front, and make good jokes about them, at which their +wives laughed heartily, being jealous when alone perhaps. And after +these men and their wives came all the children toddling, picking +flowers by the way, and chattering and asking questions, as the children +will. There must have been threescore of us, take one with another, and +the lane was full of people. When we were come to the big field-gate, +where the first sickle was to be, Parson Bowden heaved up the rail with +the sleeves of his gown done green with it; and he said that everybody +might hear him, though his breath was short, "In the name of the Lord, +Amen!" + +"Amen! So be it!" cried the clerk, who was far behind, being only a +shoemaker. + +Then Parson Bowden read some verses from the parish Bible, telling us to +lift up our eyes, and look upon the fields already white to harvest; +and then he laid the Bible down on the square head of the gate-post, +and despite his gown and cassock, three good swipes he cut off corn, +and laid them right end onwards. All this time the rest were huddling +outside the gate, and along the lane, not daring to interfere with +parson, but whispering how well he did it. + +When he had stowed the corn like that, mother entered, leaning on me, +and we both said, "Thank the Lord for all His mercies, and these the +first-fruits of His hand!" And then the clerk gave out a psalm verse by +verse, done very well; although he sneezed in the midst of it, from a +beard of wheat thrust up his nose by the rival cobbler at Brendon. And +when the psalm was sung, so strongly that the foxgloves on the bank were +shaking, like a chime of bells, at it, Parson took a stoop of cider, and +we all fell to at reaping. + +Of course I mean the men, not women; although I know that up the +country, women are allowed to reap; and right well they reap it, keeping +row for row with men, comely, and in due order, yet, meseems, the men +must ill attend to their own reaping-hooks, in fear lest the other cut +themselves, being the weaker vessel. But in our part, women do what +seems their proper business, following well behind the men, out of harm +of the swinging hook, and stooping with their breasts and arms up they +catch the swathes of corn, where the reapers cast them, and tucking them +together tightly with a wisp laid under them, this they fetch around and +twist, with a knee to keep it close; and lo, there is a goodly sheaf, +ready to set up in stooks! After these the children come, gathering each +for his little self, if the farmer be right-minded; until each hath a +bundle made as big as himself and longer, and tumbles now and again with +it, in the deeper part of the stubble. + +We, the men, kept marching onwards down the flank of the yellow wall, +with knees bent wide, and left arm bowed and right arm flashing steel. +Each man in his several place, keeping down the rig or chine, on the +right side of the reaper in front, and the left of the man that followed +him, each making farther sweep and inroad into the golden breadth and +depth, each casting leftwards his rich clearance on his foregoer's +double track. + +So like half a wedge of wildfowl, to and fro we swept the field; and +when to either hedge we came, sickles wanted whetting, and throats +required moistening, and backs were in need of easing, and every man had +much to say, and women wanted praising. Then all returned to the other +end, with reaping-hooks beneath our arms, and dogs left to mind jackets. + +But now, will you believe me well, or will you only laugh at me? For +even in the world of wheat, when deep among the varnished crispness of +the jointed stalks, and below the feathered yielding of the graceful +heads, even as I gripped the swathes and swept the sickle round them, +even as I flung them by to rest on brother stubble, through the whirling +yellow world, and eagerness of reaping, came the vision of my love, as +with downcast eyes she wondered at my power of passion. And then the +sweet remembrance glowed brighter than the sun through wheat, through my +very depth of heart, of how she raised those beaming eyes, and ripened +in my breast rich hope. Even now I could descry, like high waves in the +distance, the rounded heads and folded shadows of the wood of Bagworthy. +Perhaps she was walking in the valley, and softly gazing up at them. Oh, +to be a bird just there! I could see a bright mist hanging just above +the Doone Glen. Perhaps it was shedding its drizzle upon her. Oh, to +be a drop of rain! The very breeze which bowed the harvest to my bosom +gently, might have come direct from Lorna, with her sweet voice laden. +Ah, the flaws of air that wander where they will around her, fan her +bright cheek, play with lashes, even revel in her hair and reveal her +beauties--man is but a breath, we know, would I were such breath as +that! + +But confound it, while I ponder, with delicious dreams suspended, with +my right arm hanging frustrate and the giant sickle drooped, with my +left arm bowed for clasping something more germane than wheat, and my +eyes not minding business, but intent on distant woods--confound it, +what are the men about, and why am I left vapouring? They have taken +advantage of me, the rogues! They are gone to the hedge for the +cider-jars; they have had up the sledd of bread and meat, quite softly +over the stubble, and if I can believe my eyes (so dazed with Lorna's +image), they are sitting down to an excellent dinner, before the church +clock has gone eleven! + +"John Fry, you big villain!" I cried, with John hanging up in the air by +the scruff of his neck-cloth, but holding still by his knife and fork, +and a goose-leg in between his lips, "John Fry, what mean you by this, +sir?" + +"Latt me dowun, or I can't tell 'e," John answered with some difficulty. +So I let him come down, and I must confess that he had reason on his +side. "Plaise your worship"--John called me so, ever since I returned +from London, firmly believing that the King had made me a magistrate +at least; though I was to keep it secret--"us zeed as how your worship +were took with thinkin' of King's business, in the middle of the +whate-rigg: and so uz zed, 'Latt un coom to his zell, us had better zave +taime, by takking our dinner'; and here us be, praise your worship, and +hopps no offence with thick iron spoon full of vried taties." + +I was glad enough to accept the ladle full of fried batatas, and to make +the best of things, which is generally done by letting men have their +own way. Therefore I managed to dine with them, although it was so +early. + +For according to all that I can find, in a long life and a varied one, +twelve o'clock is the real time for a man to have his dinner. Then the +sun is at his noon, calling halt to look around, and then the plants and +leaves are turning, each with a little leisure time, before the work of +the afternoon. Then is the balance of east and west, and then the right +and left side of a man are in due proportion, and contribute fairly +with harmonious fluids. And the health of this mode of life, and its +reclaiming virtue are well set forth in our ancient rhyme,-- + + "Sunrise, breakfast; sun high, dinner; + Sundown, sup; makes a saint of a sinner." + +Whish, the wheat falls! Whirl again; ye have had good dinners; give your +master and mistress plenty to supply another year. And in truth we did +reap well and fairly, through the whole of that afternoon, I not only +keeping lead, but keeping the men up to it. We got through a matter of +ten acres, ere the sun between the shocks broke his light on wheaten +plumes, then hung his red cloak on the clouds, and fell into grey +slumber. + +Seeing this we wiped our sickles, and our breasts and foreheads, and +soon were on the homeward road, looking forward to good supper. + +Of course all the reapers came at night to the harvest-supper, and +Parson Bowden to say the grace as well as to help to carve for us. And +some help was needed there, I can well assure you; for the reapers had +brave appetites, and most of their wives having babies were forced to +eat as a duty. Neither failed they of this duty; cut and come again was +the order of the evening, as it had been of the day; and I had no time +to ask questions, but help meat and ladle gravy. All the while our +darling Annie, with her sleeves tucked up, and her comely figure +panting, was running about with a bucket of taties mashed with lard and +cabbage. Even Lizzie had left her books, and was serving out beer and +cider; while mother helped plum-pudding largely on pewter-plates with +the mutton. And all the time, Betty Muxworthy was grunting in and out +everywhere, not having space to scold even, but changing the dishes, +serving the meat, poking the fire, and cooking more. But John Fry would +not stir a peg, except with his knife and fork, having all the airs of a +visitor, and his wife to keep him eating, till I thought there would be +no end of it. + +[Illustration: 242.jpg Annie and Lizzie] + +Then having eaten all they could, they prepared themselves, with one +accord, for the business now of drinking. But first they lifted the neck +of corn, dressed with ribbons gaily, and set it upon the mantelpiece, +each man with his horn a-froth; and then they sang a song about it, +every one shouting in the chorus louder than harvest thunderstorm. Some +were in the middle of one verse, and some at the end of the next one; +yet somehow all managed to get together in the mighty roar of the +burden. And if any farmer up the country would like to know Exmoor +harvest-song as sung in my time and will be sung long after I am +garnered home, lo, here I set it down for him, omitting only the +dialect, which perchance might puzzle him. + +[Illustration: 243.jpg Harvest] + + EXMOOR HARVEST-SONG + + 1 + + The corn, oh the corn, 'tis the ripening of the corn! + Go unto the door, my lad, and look beneath the moon, + Thou canst see, beyond the woodrick, how it is yelloon: + 'Tis the harvesting of wheat, and the barley must be shorn. + + (Chorus) + + The corn, oh the corn, and the yellow, mellow corn! + Here's to the corn, with the cups upon the board! + We've been reaping all the day, and we'll reap again the morn + And fetch it home to mow-yard, and then we'll thank the Lord. + + + 2 + + The wheat, oh the wheat, 'tis the ripening of the wheat! + All the day it has been hanging down its heavy head, + Bowing over on our bosoms with a beard of red: + 'Tis the harvest, and the value makes the labour sweet. + + (Chorus) + + The wheat, oh the wheat, and the golden, golden wheat! + Here's to the wheat, with the loaves upon the board! + We've been reaping all the day, and we never will be beat + And fetch it all to mow-yard, and then we'll thank the Lord. + + + 3 + + The barley, oh the barley, and the barley is in prime! + All the day it has been rustling, with its bristles brown, + Waiting with its beard abowing, till it can be mown! + 'Tis the harvest and the barley must abide its time. + + (Chorus) + + The barley, oh the barley, and the barley ruddy brown! + Here's to the barley, with the beer upon the board! + We'll go amowing, soon as ever all the wheat is down; + When all is in the mow-yard, we'll stop, and thank the Lord. + + + 4 + + The oats, oh the oats, 'tis the ripening of the oats! + All the day they have been dancing with their flakes of white, + Waiting for the girding-hook, to be the nags' delight: + 'Tis the harvest, let them dangle in their skirted coats. + + (Chorus) + + The oats, oh the oats, and the silver, silver oats! + Here's to the oats with the blackstone on the board! + We'll go among them, when the barley has been laid in rotes: + When all is home to mow-yard, we'll kneel and thank the Lord. + + + 5 + + The corn, oh the corn, and the blessing of the corn! + Come unto the door, my lads, and look beneath the moon, + We can see, on hill and valley, how it is yelloon, + With a breadth of glory, as when our Lord was born. + + (Chorus) + + The corn, oh the corn, and the yellow, mellow corn! + Thanks for the corn, with our bread upon the board! + So shall we acknowledge it, before we reap the morn, + With our hands to heaven, and our knees unto the Lord. + + +Now we sang this song very well the first time, having the parish choir +to lead us, and the clarionet, and the parson to give us the time with +his cup; and we sang it again the second time, not so but what you might +praise it (if you had been with us all the evening), although the parson +was gone then, and the clerk not fit to compare with him in the matter +of keeping time. But when that song was in its third singing, I defy any +man (however sober) to have made out one verse from the other, or even +the burden from the verses, inasmuch as every man present, ay, and woman +too, sang as became convenient to them, in utterance both of words and +tune. + +And in truth, there was much excuse for them; because it was a noble +harvest, fit to thank the Lord for, without His thinking us hypocrites. +For we had more land in wheat, that year, than ever we had before, +and twice the crop to the acre; and I could not help now and then +remembering, in the midst of the merriment, how my father in the +churchyard yonder would have gloried to behold it. And my mother, who +had left us now, happening to return just then, being called to have her +health drunk (for the twentieth time at least), I knew by the sadness +in her eyes that she was thinking just as I was. Presently, therefore, +I slipped away from the noise, and mirth, and smoking (although of that +last there was not much, except from Farmer Nicholas), and crossing the +courtyard in the moonlight, I went, just to cool myself, as far as my +father's tombstone. + +[Illustration: 245.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +ANNIE GETS THE BEST OF IT + +[Illustration: 246.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +I had long outgrown unwholesome feeling as to my father's death, and +so had Annie; though Lizzie (who must have loved him least) still +entertained some evil will, and longing for a punishment. Therefore I +was surprised (and indeed, startled would not be too much to say, +the moon being somewhat fleecy), to see our Annie sitting there as +motionless as the tombstone, and with all her best fallals upon her, +after stowing away the dishes. + +My nerves, however, are good and strong, except at least in love +matters, wherein they always fail me, and when I meet with witches; and +therefore I went up to Annie, although she looked so white and pure; +for I had seen her before with those things on, and it struck me who she +was. + +"What are you doing here, Annie?" I inquired rather sternly, being vexed +with her for having gone so very near to frighten me. + +"Nothing at all," said our Annie shortly. And indeed it was truth enough +for a woman. Not that I dare to believe that women are such liars as men +say; only that I mean they often see things round the corner, and know +not which is which of it. And indeed I never have known a woman +(though right enough in their meaning) purely and perfectly true and +transparent, except only my Lorna; and even so, I might not have loved +her, if she had been ugly. + +"Why, how so?" said I; "Miss Annie, what business have you here, doing +nothing at this time of night? And leaving me with all the trouble to +entertain our guests!" + +"You seem not to me to be doing it, John," Annie answered softly; "what +business have you here doing nothing, at this time of night?" + +I was taken so aback with this, and the extreme impertinence of it, from +a mere young girl like Annie, that I turned round to march away and +have nothing more to say to her. But she jumped up, and caught me by the +hand, and threw herself upon my bosom, with her face all wet with tears. + +"Oh, John, I will tell you. I will tell you. Only don't be angry, John." + +"Angry! no indeed," said I; "what right have I to be angry with you, +because you have your secrets? Every chit of a girl thinks now that she +has a right to her secrets." + +"And you have none of your own, John; of course you have none of your +own? All your going out at night--" + +"We will not quarrel here, poor Annie," I answered, with some loftiness; +"there are many things upon my mind, which girls can have no notion of." + +"And so there are upon mine, John. Oh, John, I will tell you everything, +if you will look at me kindly, and promise to forgive me. Oh, I am so +miserable!" + +Now this, though she was behaving so badly, moved me much towards her; +especially as I longed to know what she had to tell me. Therefore I +allowed her to coax me, and to kiss me, and to lead me away a little, as +far as the old yew-tree; for she would not tell me where she was. + +But even in the shadow there, she was very long before beginning, and +seemed to have two minds about it, or rather perhaps a dozen; and she +laid her cheek against the tree, and sobbed till it was pitiful; and I +knew what mother would say to her for spoiling her best frock so. + +"Now will you stop?" I said at last, harder than I meant it, for I knew +that she would go on all night, if any one encouraged her: and though +not well acquainted with women, I understood my sisters; or else I must +be a born fool--except, of course, that I never professed to understand +Eliza. + +"Yes, I will stop," said Annie, panting; "you are very hard on me, John; +but I know you mean it for the best. If somebody else--I am sure I don't +know who, and have no right to know, no doubt, but she must be a wicked +thing--if somebody else had been taken so with a pain all round the +heart, John, and no power of telling it, perhaps you would have coaxed, +and kissed her, and come a little nearer, and made opportunity to be +very loving." + +Now this was so exactly what I had tried to do to Lorna, that my breath +was almost taken away at Annie's so describing it. For a while I could +not say a word, but wondered if she were a witch, which had never been +in our family: and then, all of a sudden, I saw the way to beat her, +with the devil at my elbow. + +"From your knowledge of these things, Annie, you must have had them done +to you. I demand to know this very moment who has taken such liberties." + +"Then, John, you shall never know, if you ask in that manner. Besides, +it was no liberty in the least at all, Cousins have a right to do +things--and when they are one's godfather--" Here Annie stopped quite +suddenly having so betrayed herself; but met me in the full moonlight, +being resolved to face it out, with a good face put upon it. + +"Alas, I feared it would come to this," I answered very sadly; "I know +he has been here many a time, without showing himself to me. There is +nothing meaner than for a man to sneak, and steal a young maid's heart, +without her people knowing it." + +"You are not doing anything of that sort yourself then, dear John, are +you?" + +"Only a common highwayman!" I answered, without heeding her; "a man +without an acre of his own, and liable to hang upon any common, and no +other right of common over it--" + +"John," said my sister, "are the Doones privileged not to be hanged upon +common land?" + +At this I was so thunderstruck, that I leaped in the air like a shot +rabbit, and rushed as hard as I could through the gate and across the +yard, and back into the kitchen; and there I asked Farmer Nicholas Snowe +to give me some tobacco, and to lend me a spare pipe. + +[Illustration: 248.jpg Spare Pipe] + +This he did with a grateful manner, being now some five-fourths gone; +and so I smoked the very first pipe that ever had entered my lips till +then; and beyond a doubt it did me good, and spread my heart at leisure. + +Meanwhile the reapers were mostly gone, to be up betimes in the morning; +and some were led by their wives; and some had to lead their wives +themselves, according to the capacity of man and wife respectively. But +Betty was as lively as ever, bustling about with every one, and looking +out for the chance of groats, which the better off might be free with. +And over the kneading-pan next day, she dropped three and sixpence out +of her pocket; and Lizzie could not tell for her life how much more +might have been in it. + +Now by this time I had almost finished smoking that pipe of tobacco, and +wondering at myself for having so despised it hitherto, and making up my +mind to have another trial to-morrow night, it began to occur to me that +although dear Annie had behaved so very badly and rudely, and almost +taken my breath away with the suddenness of her allusion, yet it was not +kind of me to leave her out there at that time of night, all alone, and +in such distress. Any of the reapers going home might be gotten so far +beyond fear of ghosts as to venture into the churchyard; and although +they would know a great deal better than to insult a sister of mine when +sober, there was no telling what they might do in their present state of +rejoicing. Moreover, it was only right that I should learn, for Lorna's +sake, how far Annie, or any one else, had penetrated our secret. + +Therefore, I went forth at once, bearing my pipe in a skilful manner, as +I had seen Farmer Nicholas do; and marking, with a new kind of pleasure, +how the rings and wreaths of smoke hovered and fluttered in the +moonlight, like a lark upon his carol. Poor Annie was gone back again +to our father's grave, and there she sat upon the turf, sobbing very +gently, and not wishing to trouble any one. So I raised her tenderly, +and made much of her, and consoled her, for I could not scold her there; +and perhaps after all she was not to be blamed so much as Tom Faggus +himself was. Annie was very grateful to me, and kissed me many times, +and begged my pardon ever so often for her rudeness to me. And then +having gone so far with it, and finding me so complaisant, she must +needs try to go a little further, and to lead me away from her own +affairs, and into mine concerning Lorna. But although it was clever +enough of her she was not deep enough for me there; and I soon +discovered that she knew nothing, not even the name of my darling; but +only suspected from things she had seen, and put together like a woman. +Upon this I brought her back again to Tom Faggus and his doings. + +"My poor Annie, have you really promised him to be his wife?" + +"Then after all you have no reason, John, no particular reason, I mean, +for slighting poor Sally Snowe so?" + +"Without even asking mother or me! Oh, Annie, it was wrong of you!" + +"But, darling, you know that mother wishes you so much to marry Sally; +and I am sure you could have her to-morrow. She dotes on the very +ground--" + +"I dare say he tells you that, Annie, that he dotes on the ground you +walk upon--but did you believe him, child?" + +"You may believe me, I assure you, John, and half the farm to be settled +upon her, after the old man's time; and though she gives herself little +airs, it is only done to entice you; she has the very best hand in the +dairy John, and the lightest at a turn-over cake--" + +"Now, Annie, don't talk nonsense so. I wish just to know the truth about +you and Tom Faggus. Do you mean to marry him?" + +"I to marry before my brother, and leave him with none to take care of +him! Who can do him a red deer collop, except Sally herself, as I can? +Come home, dear, at once, and I will do you one; for you never ate a +morsel of supper, with all the people you had to attend upon." + +This was true enough; and seeing no chance of anything more than cross +questions and crooked purposes, at which a girl was sure to beat me, +I even allowed her to lead me home, with the thoughts of the collop +uppermost. But I never counted upon being beaten so thoroughly as I was; +for knowing me now to be off my guard, the young hussy stopped at +the farmyard gate, as if with a brier entangling her, and while I +was stooping to take it away, she looked me full in the face by the +moonlight, and jerked out quite suddenly,-- + +"Can your love do a collop, John?" + +"No, I should hope not," I answered rashly; "she is not a mere cook-maid +I should hope." + +"She is not half so pretty as Sally Snowe; I will answer for that," said +Annie. + +"She is ten thousand times as pretty as ten thousand Sally Snowes," I +replied with great indignation. + +"Oh, but look at Sally's eyes!" cried my sister rapturously. + +"Look at Lorna Doone's," said I; "and you would never look again at +Sally's." + +"Oh Lorna Doone. Lorna Doone!" exclaimed our Annie half-frightened, yet +clapping her hands with triumph, at having found me out so: "Lorna Doone +is the lovely maiden, who has stolen poor somebody's heart so. Ah, I +shall remember it; because it is so queer a name. But stop, I had better +write it down. Lend me your hat, poor boy, to write on." + +"I have a great mind to lend you a box on the ear," I answered her in +my vexation, "and I would, if you had not been crying so, you sly +good-for-nothing baggage. As it is, I shall keep it for Master Faggus, +and add interest for keeping." + +"Oh no, John; oh no, John," she begged me earnestly, being sobered in +a moment. "Your hand is so terribly heavy, John; and he never would +forgive you; although he is so good-hearted, he cannot put up with an +insult. Promise me, dear John, that you will not strike him; and I will +promise you faithfully to keep your secret, even from mother, and even +from Cousin Tom himself." + +"And from Lizzie; most of all, from Lizzie," I answered very eagerly, +knowing too well which of my relations would be hardest with me. + +"Of course from little Lizzie," said Annie, with some contempt; "a +young thing like her cannot be kept too long, in my opinion, from the +knowledge of such subjects. And besides, I should be very sorry if +Lizzie had the right to know your secrets, as I have, dearest John. Not +a soul shall be the wiser for your having trusted me, John; although +I shall be very wretched when you are late away at night, among those +dreadful people." + +"Well," I replied, "it is no use crying over spilt milk Annie. You have +my secret, and I have yours; and I scarcely know which of the two is +likely to have the worst time of it, when it comes to mother's ears. I +could put up with perpetual scolding but not with mother's sad silence." + +"That is exactly how I feel, John." and as Annie said it she brightened +up, and her soft eyes shone upon me; "but now I shall be much happier, +dear; because I shall try to help you. No doubt the young lady deserves +it, John. She is not after the farm, I hope?" + +"She!" I exclaimed; and that was enough, there was so much scorn in my +voice and face. + +"Then, I am sure, I am very glad," Annie always made the best of things; +"for I do believe that Sally Snowe has taken a fancy to our dairy-place, +and the pattern of our cream-pans; and she asked so much about our +meadows, and the colour of the milk--" + +"Then, after all, you were right, dear Annie; it is the ground she dotes +upon." + +"And the things that walk upon it," she answered me with another kiss; +"Sally has taken a wonderful fancy to our best cow, 'Nipple-pins.' But +she never shall have her now; what a consolation!" + +We entered the house quite gently thus, and found Farmer Nicholas Snowe +asleep, little dreaming how his plans had been overset between us. And +then Annie said to me very slyly, between a smile and a blush,-- + +"Don't you wish Lorna Doone was here, John, in the parlour along with +mother; instead of those two fashionable milkmaids, as Uncle Ben will +call them, and poor stupid Mistress Kebby?" + +"That indeed I do, Annie. I must kiss you for only thinking of it. Dear +me, it seems as if you had known all about us for a twelvemonth." + +"She loves you, with all her heart, John. No doubt about that of +course." And Annie looked up at me, as much as to say she would like to +know who could help it. + +"That's the very thing she won't do," said I, knowing that Annie would +love me all the more for it, "she is only beginning to like me, Annie; +and as for loving, she is so young that she only loves her grandfather. +But I hope she will come to it by-and-by." + +"Of course she must," replied my sister, "it will be impossible for her +to help it." + +"Ah well! I don't know," for I wanted more assurance of it. "Maidens are +such wondrous things!" + +[Illustration: 253.jpg Maidens are such wondrous things] + +"Not a bit of it," said Annie, casting her bright eyes downwards: "love +is as simple as milking, when people know how to do it. But you must not +let her alone too long; that is my advice to you. What a simpleton you +must have been not to tell me long ago. I would have made Lorna wild +about you, long before this time, Johnny. But now you go into the +parlour, dear, while I do your collop. Faith Snowe is not come, but +Polly and Sally. Sally has made up her mind to conquer you this very +blessed evening, John. Only look what a thing of a scarf she has on; I +should be quite ashamed to wear it. But you won't strike poor Tom, will +you?" + +"Not I, my darling, for your sweet sake." + +And so dear Annie, having grown quite brave, gave me a little push into +the parlour, where I was quite abashed to enter after all I had heard +about Sally. And I made up my mind to examine her well, and try a little +courting with her, if she should lead me on, that I might be in practice +for Lorna. But when I perceived how grandly and richly both the +young damsels were apparelled; and how, in their curtseys to me, they +retreated, as if I were making up to them, in a way they had learned +from Exeter; and how they began to talk of the Court, as if they had +been there all their lives, and the latest mode of the Duchess of this, +and the profile of the Countess of that, and the last good saying of my +Lord something; instead of butter, and cream, and eggs, and things +which they understood; I knew there must be somebody in the room besides +Jasper Kebby to talk at. + +And so there was; for behind the curtain drawn across the window-seat no +less a man than Uncle Ben was sitting half asleep and weary; and by his +side a little girl very quiet and very watchful. My mother led me to +Uncle Ben, and he took my hand without rising, muttering something not +over-polite, about my being bigger than ever. I asked him heartily how +he was, and he said, "Well enough, for that matter; but none the better +for the noise you great clods have been making." + +"I am sorry if we have disturbed you, sir," I answered very civilly; +"but I knew not that you were here even; and you must allow for harvest +time." + +"So it seems," he replied; "and allow a great deal, including waste +and drunkenness. Now (if you can see so small a thing, after emptying +flagons much larger) this is my granddaughter, and my heiress"--here he +glanced at mother--"my heiress, little Ruth Huckaback." + +"I am very glad to see you, Ruth," I answered, offering her my hand, +which she seemed afraid to take, "welcome to Plover's Barrows, my good +cousin Ruth." + +However, my good cousin Ruth only arose, and made me a curtsey, and +lifted her great brown eyes at me, more in fear, as I thought, than +kinship. And if ever any one looked unlike the heiress to great +property, it was the little girl before me. + +"Come out to the kitchen, dear, and let me chuck you to the ceiling," I +said, just to encourage her; "I always do it to little girls; and then +they can see the hams and bacon." But Uncle Reuben burst out laughing; +and Ruth turned away with a deep rich colour. + +"Do you know how old she is, you numskull?" said Uncle Ben, in his +dryest drawl; "she was seventeen last July, sir." + +"On the first of July, grandfather," Ruth whispered, with her back still +to me; "but many people will not believe it." + +Here mother came up to my rescue, as she always loved to do; and she +said, "If my son may not dance Miss Ruth, at any rate he may dance with +her. We have only been waiting for you, dear John, to have a little +harvest dance, with the kitchen door thrown open. You take Ruth; Uncle +Ben take Sally; Master Debby pair off with Polly; and neighbour Nicholas +will be good enough, if I can awake him, to stand up with fair Mistress +Kebby. Lizzie will play us the virginal. Won't you, Lizzie dear?" + +"But who is to dance with you, madam?" Uncle Ben asked, very politely. +"I think you must rearrange your figure. I have not danced for a score +of years; and I will not dance now, while the mistress and the owner of +the harvest sits aside neglected." + +"Nay, Master Huckaback," cried Sally Snowe, with a saucy toss of her +hair; "Mistress Ridd is too kind a great deal, in handing you over to +me. You take her; and I will fetch Annie to be my partner this evening. +I like dancing very much better with girls, for they never squeeze and +rumple one. Oh, it is so much nicer!" + +"Have no fear for me, my dears," our mother answered smiling: "Parson +Bowden promised to come back again; I expect him every minute; and he +intends to lead me off, and to bring a partner for Annie too, a very +pretty young gentleman. Now begin; and I will join you." + +There was no disobeying her, without rudeness; and indeed the girls' +feet were already jigging; and Lizzie giving herself wonderful airs with +a roll of learned music; and even while Annie was doing my collop, +her pretty round instep was arching itself, as I could see from the +parlour-door. So I took little Ruth, and I spun her around, as the sound +of the music came lively and ringing; and after us came all the rest +with much laughter, begging me not to jump over her; and anon my grave +partner began to smile sweetly, and look up at me with the brightest of +eyes, and drop me the prettiest curtseys; till I thought what a great +stupe I must have been to dream of putting her in the cheese-rack. But +one thing I could not at all understand; why mother, who used to do +all in her power to throw me across Sally Snowe, should now do the very +opposite; for she would not allow me one moment with Sally, not even to +cross in the dance, or whisper, or go anywhere near a corner (which as I +said, I intended to do, just by way of practice), while she kept me, all +the evening, as close as possible with Ruth Huckaback, and came up +and praised me so to Ruth, times and again, that I declare I was quite +ashamed. Although of course I knew that I deserved it all, but I could +not well say that. + +Then Annie came sailing down the dance, with her beautiful hair flowing +round her; the lightest figure in all the room, and the sweetest, and +the loveliest. She was blushing, with her fair cheeks red beneath +her dear blue eyes, as she met my glance of surprise and grief at the +partner she was leaning on. It was Squire Marwood de Whichehalse. I +would sooner have seen her with Tom Faggus, as indeed I had expected, +when I heard of Parson Bowden. And to me it seemed that she had no +right to be dancing so with any other; and to this effect I contrived to +whisper; but she only said, "See to yourself, John. No, but let us both +enjoy ourselves. You are not dancing with Lorna, John. But you seem +uncommonly happy." + +"Tush," I said; "could I flip about so, if I had my love with me?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +JOHN FRY'S ERRAND + +[Illustration: 256.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +We kept up the dance very late that night, mother being in such +wonderful spirits, that she would not hear of our going to bed: while +she glanced from young Squire Marwood, very deep in his talk with our +Annie, to me and Ruth Huckaback who were beginning to be very pleasant +company. Alas, poor mother, so proud as she was, how little she dreamed +that her good schemes already were hopelessly going awry! + +Being forced to be up before daylight next day, in order to begin right +early, I would not go to my bedroom that night for fear of disturbing my +mother, but determined to sleep in the tallat awhile, that place being +cool, and airy, and refreshing with the smell of sweet hay. Moreover, +after my dwelling in town, where I had felt like a horse on a lime-kiln, +I could not for a length of time have enough of country life. The mooing +of a calf was music, and the chuckle of a fowl was wit, and the snore of +the horses was news to me. + +"Wult have thee own wai, I reckon," said Betty, being cross with +sleepiness, for she had washed up everything; "slape in hog-pound, if +thee laikes, Jan." + +Letting her have the last word of it (as is the due of women) I stood in +the court, and wondered awhile at the glory of the harvest moon, and the +yellow world it shone upon. Then I saw, as sure as ever I was standing +there in the shadow of the stable, I saw a short wide figure glide +across the foot of the courtyard, between me and the six-barred gate. +Instead of running after it, as I should have done, I began to consider +who it could be, and what on earth was doing there, when all our people +were in bed, and the reapers gone home, or to the linhay close against +the wheatfield. + +Having made up my mind at last, that it could be none of our +people--though not a dog was barking--and also that it must have been +either a girl or a woman, I ran down with all speed to learn what might +be the meaning of it. But I came too late to learn, through my own +hesitation, for this was the lower end of the courtyard, not the +approach from the parish highway, but the end of the sledd-way, across +the fields where the brook goes down to the Lynn stream, and where +Squire Faggus had saved the old drake. And of course the dry channel +of the brook, being scarcely any water now, afforded plenty of place to +hide, leading also to a little coppice, beyond our cabbage-garden, and +so further on to the parish highway. + +I saw at once that it was vain to make any pursuit by moonlight; and +resolving to hold my own counsel about it (though puzzled not a +little) and to keep watch there another night, back I returned to the +tallatt-ladder, and slept without leaving off till morning. + +Now many people may wish to know, as indeed I myself did very greatly, +what had brought Master Huckaback over from Dulverton, at that time of +year, when the clothing business was most active on account of harvest +wages, and when the new wheat was beginning to sample from the early +parts up the country (for he meddled as well in corn-dealing) and when +we could not attend to him properly by reason of our occupation. And +yet more surprising it seemed to me that he should have brought his +granddaughter also, instead of the troop of dragoons, without which +he had vowed he would never come here again. And how he had managed to +enter the house together with his granddaughter, and be sitting quite at +home in the parlour there, without any knowledge or even suspicion on +my part. That last question was easily solved, for mother herself had +admitted them by means of the little passage, during a chorus of the +harvest-song which might have drowned an earthquake: but as for his +meaning and motive, and apparent neglect of his business, none but +himself could interpret them; and as he did not see fit to do so, we +could not be rude enough to inquire. + +He seemed in no hurry to take his departure, though his visit was so +inconvenient to us, as himself indeed must have noticed: and presently +Lizzie, who was the sharpest among us, said in my hearing that she +believed he had purposely timed his visit so that he might have liberty +to pursue his own object, whatsoever it were, without interruption +from us. Mother gazed hard upon Lizzie at this, having formed a very +different opinion; but Annie and myself agreed that it was worth looking +into. + +Now how could we look into it, without watching Uncle Reuben, whenever +he went abroad, and trying to catch him in his speech, when he was +taking his ease at night. For, in spite of all the disgust with which +he had spoken of harvest wassailing, there was not a man coming into +our kitchen who liked it better than he did; only in a quiet way, and +without too many witnesses. Now to endeavour to get at the purpose of +any guest, even a treacherous one (which we had no right to think Uncle +Reuben) by means of observing him in his cups, is a thing which even the +lowest of people would regard with abhorrence. And to my mind it was not +clear whether it would be fair-play at all to follow a visitor even at a +distance from home and clear of our premises; except for the purpose of +fetching him back, and giving him more to go on with. Nevertheless we +could not but think, the times being wild and disjointed, that Uncle +Ben was not using fairly the part of a guest in our house, to make long +expeditions we knew not whither, and involve us in trouble we knew not +what. + +For his mode was directly after breakfast to pray to the Lord a little +(which used not to be his practice), and then to go forth upon Dolly, +the which was our Annie's pony, very quiet and respectful, with a bag of +good victuals hung behind him, and two great cavalry pistols in front. +And he always wore his meanest clothes as if expecting to be robbed, +or to disarm the temptation thereto; and he never took his golden +chronometer neither his bag of money. So much the girls found out and +told me (for I was never at home myself by day); and they very craftily +spurred me on, having less noble ideas perhaps, to hit upon Uncle +Reuben's track, and follow, and see what became of him. For he never +returned until dark or more, just in time to be in before us, who were +coming home from the harvest. And then Dolly always seemed very weary, +and stained with a muck from beyond our parish. + +But I refused to follow him, not only for the loss of a day's work to +myself, and at least half a day to the other men, but chiefly because I +could not think that it would be upright and manly. It was all very +well to creep warily into the valley of the Doones, and heed everything +around me, both because they were public enemies, and also because I +risked my life at every step I took there. But as to tracking a feeble +old man (however subtle he might be), a guest moreover of our own, and +a relative through my mother.--"Once for all," I said, "it is below me, +and I won't do it." + +Thereupon, the girls, knowing my way, ceased to torment me about it: but +what was my astonishment the very next day to perceive that instead of +fourteen reapers, we were only thirteen left, directly our breakfast +was done with--or mowers rather I should say, for we were gone into the +barley now. + +"Who has been and left his scythe?" I asked; "and here's a tin cup never +been handled!" + +"Whoy, dudn't ee knaw, Maister Jan," said Bill Dadds, looking at me +queerly, "as Jan Vry wur gane avore braxvass." + +"Oh, very well," I answered, "John knows what he is doing." For John +Fry was a kind of foreman now, and it would not do to say anything that +might lessen his authority. However, I made up my mind to rope him, when +I should catch him by himself, without peril to his dignity. + +But when I came home in the evening, late and almost weary, there was no +Annie cooking my supper, nor Lizzie by the fire reading, nor even little +Ruth Huckaback watching the shadows and pondering. Upon this, I went to +the girls' room, not in the very best of tempers, and there I found all +three of them in the little place set apart for Annie, eagerly listening +to John Fry, who was telling some great adventure. John had a great jug +of ale beside him, and a horn well drained; and he clearly looked upon +himself as a hero, and the maids seemed to be of the same opinion. + +"Well done, John," my sister was saying, "capitally done, John Fry. How +very brave you have been, John. Now quick, let us hear the rest of it." + +"What does all this nonsense mean?" I said, in a voice which frightened +them, as I could see by the light of our own mutton candles: "John Fry, +you be off to your wife at once, or you shall have what I owe you now, +instead of to-morrow morning." + +John made no answer, but scratched his head, and looked at the maidens +to take his part. + +"It is you that must be off, I think," said Lizzie, looking straight at +me with all the impudence in the world; "what right have you to come in +here to the young ladies' room, without an invitation even?" + +"Very well, Miss Lizzie, I suppose mother has some right here." And with +that, I was going away to fetch her, knowing that she always took my +side, and never would allow the house to be turned upside down in that +manner. But Annie caught hold of me by the arm, and little Ruth stood in +the doorway; and Lizzie said, "Don't be a fool, John. We know things of +you, you know; a great deal more than you dream of." + +Upon this I glanced at Annie, to learn whether she had been telling, +but her pure true face reassured me at once, and then she said very +gently,-- + +"Lizzie, you talk too fast, my child. No one knows anything of our John +which he need be ashamed of; and working as he does from light to dusk, +and earning the living of all of us, he is entitled to choose his own +good time for going out and for coming in, without consulting a little +girl five years younger than himself. Now, John, sit down, and you shall +know all that we have done, though I doubt whether you will approve of +it." + +Upon this I kissed Annie, and so did Ruth; and John Fry looked a deal +more comfortable, but Lizzie only made a face at us. Then Annie began as +follows:-- + +"You must know, dear John, that we have been extremely curious, ever +since Uncle Reuben came, to know what he was come for, especially at +this time of year, when he is at his busiest. He never vouchsafed any +explanation, neither gave any reason, true or false, which shows his +entire ignorance of all feminine nature. If Ruth had known, and refused +to tell us, we should have been much easier, because we must have got it +out of Ruth before two or three days were over. But darling Ruth knew no +more than we did, and indeed I must do her the justice to say that she +has been quite as inquisitive. Well, we might have put up with it, if it +had not been for his taking Dolly, my own pet Dolly, away every morning, +quite as if she belonged to him, and keeping her out until close upon +dark, and then bringing her home in a frightful condition. And he even +had the impudence, when I told him that Dolly was my pony, to say that +we owed him a pony, ever since you took from him that little horse upon +which you found him strapped so snugly; and he means to take Dolly to +Dulverton with him, to run in his little cart. If there is law in the +land he shall not. Surely, John, you will not let him?" + +"That I won't," said I, "except upon the conditions which I offered him +once before. If we owe him the pony, we owe him the straps." + +Sweet Annie laughed, like a bell, at this, and then she went on with her +story. + +"Well, John, we were perfectly miserable. You cannot understand it, of +course; but I used to go every evening, and hug poor Dolly, and kiss +her, and beg her to tell me where she had been, and what she had seen, +that day. But never having belonged to Balaam, darling Dolly was quite +unsuccessful, though often she strove to tell me, with her ears down, +and both eyes rolling. Then I made John Fry tie her tail in a knot, with +a piece of white ribbon, as if for adornment, that I might trace her +among the hills, at any rate for a mile or two. But Uncle Ben was too +deep for that; he cut off the ribbon before he started, saying he +would have no Doones after him. And then, in despair, I applied to you, +knowing how quick of foot you are, and I got Ruth and Lizzie to help me, +but you answered us very shortly; and a very poor supper you had that +night, according to your deserts. + +"But though we were dashed to the ground for a time, we were not wholly +discomfited. Our determination to know all about it seemed to increase +with the difficulty. And Uncle Ben's manner last night was so dry, +when we tried to romp and to lead him out, that it was much worse than +Jamaica ginger grated into a poor sprayed finger. So we sent him to +bed at the earliest moment, and held a small council upon him. If +you remember you, John, having now taken to smoke (which is a hateful +practice), had gone forth grumbling about your bad supper and not taking +it as a good lesson." + +"Why, Annie," I cried, in amazement at this, "I will never trust you +again for a supper. I thought you were so sorry." + +"And so I was, dear; very sorry. But still we must do our duty. And when +we came to consider it, Ruth was the cleverest of us all; for she said +that surely we must have some man we could trust about the farm to go +on a little errand; and then I remembered that old John Fry would do +anything for money." + +"Not for money, plaize, miss," said John Fry, taking a pull at the beer; +"but for the love of your swate face." + +"To be sure, John; with the King's behind it. And so Lizzie ran for John +Fry at once, and we gave him full directions, how he was to slip out of +the barley in the confusion of the breakfast, so that none might miss +him; and to run back to the black combe bottom, and there he would find +the very same pony which Uncle Ben had been tied upon, and there is no +faster upon the farm. And then, without waiting for any breakfast unless +he could eat it either running or trotting, he was to travel all up the +black combe, by the track Uncle Reuben had taken, and up at the top to +look forward carefully, and so to trace him without being seen." + +"Ay; and raight wull a doo'd un," John cried, with his mouth in the +bullock's horn. + +"Well, and what did you see, John?" I asked, with great anxiety; though +I meant to have shown no interest. + +"John was just at the very point of it," Lizzie answered me sharply, +"when you chose to come in and stop him." + +"Then let him begin again," said I; "things being gone so far, it is now +my duty to know everything, for the sake of you girls and mother." + +"Hem!" cried Lizzie, in a nasty way; but I took no notice of her, for +she was always bad to deal with. Therefore John Fry began again, being +heartily glad to do so, that his story might get out of the tumble which +all our talk had made in it. But as he could not tell a tale in +the manner of my Lorna (although he told it very well for those who +understood him) I will take it from his mouth altogether, and state in +brief what happened. + +When John, upon his forest pony, which he had much ado to hold (its +mouth being like a bucket), was come to the top of the long black combe, +two miles or more from Plover's Barrows, and winding to the southward, +he stopped his little nag short of the crest, and got off and looked +ahead of him, from behind a tump of whortles. It was a long flat sweep +of moorland over which he was gazing, with a few bogs here and there, +and brushy places round them. Of course, John Fry, from his shepherd +life and reclaiming of strayed cattle, knew as well as need be where he +was, and the spread of the hills before him, although it was beyond our +beat, or, rather, I should say, beside it. Not but what we might have +grazed there had it been our pleasure, but that it was not worth our +while, and scarcely worth Jasper Kebby's even; all the land being +cropped (as one might say) with desolation. And nearly all our knowledge +of it sprang from the unaccountable tricks of cows who have young calves +with them; at which time they have wild desire to get away from the +sight of man, and keep calf and milk for one another, although it be +in a barren land. At least, our cows have gotten this trick, and I have +heard other people complain of it. + +John Fry, as I said, knew the place well enough, but he liked it none +the more for that, neither did any of our people; and, indeed, all +the neighbourhood of Thomshill and Larksborough, and most of all Black +Barrow Down lay under grave imputation of having been enchanted with a +very evil spell. Moreover, it was known, though folk were loath to speak +of it, even on a summer morning, that Squire Thom, who had been murdered +there, a century ago or more, had been seen by several shepherds, even +in the middle day, walking with his severed head carried in his left +hand, and his right arm lifted towards the sun. + +Therefore it was very bold in John (as I acknowledged) to venture across +that moor alone, even with a fast pony under him, and some whisky by +his side. And he would never have done so (of that I am quite certain), +either for the sake of Annie's sweet face, or of the golden guinea, +which the three maidens had subscribed to reward his skill and valour. +But the truth was that he could not resist his own great curiosity. For, +carefully spying across the moor, from behind the tuft of whortles, at +first he could discover nothing having life and motion, except three or +four wild cattle roving in vain search for nourishment, and a diseased +sheep banished hither, and some carrion crows keeping watch on her. But +when John was taking his very last look, being only too glad to go +home again, and acknowledge himself baffled, he thought he saw a figure +moving in the farthest distance upon Black Barrow Down, scarcely a thing +to be sure of yet, on account of the want of colour. But as he watched, +the figure passed between him and a naked cliff, and appeared to be a +man on horseback, making his way very carefully, in fear of bogs and +serpents. For all about there it is adders' ground, and large black +serpents dwell in the marshes, and can swim as well as crawl. + +John knew that the man who was riding there could be none but Uncle +Reuben, for none of the Doones ever passed that way, and the shepherds +were afraid of it. And now it seemed an unkind place for an unarmed man +to venture through, especially after an armed one who might not like +to be spied upon, and must have some dark object in visiting such drear +solitudes. Nevertheless John Fry so ached with unbearable curiosity to +know what an old man, and a stranger, and a rich man, and a peaceable +could possibly be after in that mysterious manner. Moreover, John so +throbbed with hope to find some wealthy secret, that come what would of +it he resolved to go to the end of the matter. + +Therefore he only waited awhile for fear of being discovered, till +Master Huckaback turned to the left and entered a little gully, whence +he could not survey the moor. Then John remounted and crossed the rough +land and the stony places, and picked his way among the morasses as fast +as ever he dared to go; until, in about half an hour, he drew nigh the +entrance of the gully. And now it behoved him to be most wary; for Uncle +Ben might have stopped in there, either to rest his horse or having +reached the end of his journey. And in either case, John had little +doubt that he himself would be pistolled, and nothing more ever heard +of him. Therefore he made his pony come to the mouth of it sideways, +and leaned over and peered in around the rocky corner, while the little +horse cropped at the briars. + +But he soon perceived that the gully was empty, so far at least as its +course was straight; and with that he hastened into it, though his heart +was not working easily. When he had traced the winding hollow for half +a mile or more, he saw that it forked, and one part led to the left up +a steep red bank, and the other to the right, being narrow and slightly +tending downwards. Some yellow sand lay here and there between the +starving grasses, and this he examined narrowly for a trace of Master +Huckaback. + +At last he saw that, beyond all doubt, the man he was pursuing had taken +the course which led down hill; and down the hill he must follow him. +And this John did with deep misgivings, and a hearty wish that he had +never started upon so perilous an errand. For now he knew not where he +was, and scarcely dared to ask himself, having heard of a horrible hole, +somewhere in this neighbourhood, called the Wizard's Slough. Therefore +John rode down the slope, with sorrow, and great caution. And these grew +more as he went onward, and his pony reared against him, being scared, +although a native of the roughest moorland. And John had just made up +his mind that God meant this for a warning, as the passage seemed darker +and deeper, when suddenly he turned a corner, and saw a scene which +stopped him. + +For there was the Wizard's Slough itself, as black as death, and +bubbling, with a few scant yellow reeds in a ring around it. Outside +these, bright water-grass of the liveliest green was creeping, tempting +any unwary foot to step, and plunge, and founder. And on the marge +were blue campanula, sundew, and forget-me-not, such as no child could +resist. On either side, the hill fell back, and the ground was +broken with tufts of rush, and flag, and mares-tail, and a few rough +alder-trees overclogged with water. And not a bird was seen or heard, +neither rail nor water-hen, wag-tail nor reed-warbler. + +Of this horrible quagmire, the worst upon all Exmoor, John had heard +from his grandfather, and even from his mother, when they wanted to keep +him quiet; but his father had feared to speak of it to him, being a man +of piety, and up to the tricks of the evil one. This made John the more +desirous to have a good look at it now, only with his girths well up, +to turn away and flee at speed, if anything should happen. And now +he proved how well it is to be wary and wide-awake, even in lonesome +places. For at the other side of the Slough, and a few land-yards beyond +it, where the ground was less noisome, he had observed a felled tree +lying over a great hole in the earth, with staves of wood, and slabs of +stone, and some yellow gravel around it. But the flags of reeds around +the morass partly screened it from his eyes, and he could not make +out the meaning of it, except that it meant no good, and probably was +witchcraft. Yet Dolly seemed not to be harmed by it, for there she was +as large as life, tied to a stump not far beyond, and flipping the flies +away with her tail. + +While John was trembling within himself, lest Dolly should get scent of +his pony, and neigh and reveal their presence, although she could not +see them, suddenly to his great amazement something white arose out of +the hole, under the brown trunk of the tree. Seeing this his blood went +back within him, yet he was not able to turn and flee, but rooted his +face in among the loose stones, and kept his quivering shoulders back, +and prayed to God to protect him. However, the white thing itself was +not so very awful, being nothing more than a long-coned night-cap with a +tassel on the top, such as criminals wear at hanging-time. But when John +saw a man's face under it, and a man's neck and shoulders slowly rising +out of the pit, he could not doubt that this was the place where the +murderers come to life again, according to the Exmoor story. He knew +that a man had been hanged last week, and that this was the ninth day +after it. + +Therefore he could bear no more, thoroughly brave as he had been, +neither did he wait to see what became of the gallows-man; but climbed +on his horse with what speed he might, and rode away at full gallop. +Neither did he dare go back by the way he came, fearing to face Black +Barrow Down! therefore he struck up the other track leading away towards +Cloven Rocks, and after riding hard for an hour and drinking all +his whisky, he luckily fell in with a shepherd, who led him on to a +public-house somewhere near Exeford. And here he was so unmanned, the +excitement being over, that nothing less than a gallon of ale and half +a gammon of bacon, brought him to his right mind again. And he took good +care to be home before dark, having followed a well-known sheep track. + +When John Fry finished his story at last, after many exclamations from +Annie, and from Lizzie, and much praise of his gallantry, yet some +little disappointment that he had not stayed there a little longer, +while he was about it, so as to be able to tell us more, I said to him +very sternly,-- + +"Now, John, you have dreamed half this, my man. I firmly believe that +you fell asleep at the top of the black combe, after drinking all your +whisky, and never went on the moor at all. You know what a liar you are, +John." + +The girls were exceedingly angry at this, and laid their hands before +my mouth; but I waited for John to answer, with my eyes fixed upon him +steadfastly. + +"Bain't for me to denai," said John, looking at me very honestly, "but +what a maight tull a lai, now and awhiles, zame as other men doth, and +most of arl them as spaks again it; but this here be no lai, Maister +Jan. I wush to God it wor, boy: a maight slape this naight the better." + +"I believe you speak the truth, John; and I ask your pardon. Now not a +word to any one, about this strange affair. There is mischief brewing, I +can see; and it is my place to attend to it. Several things come across +me now--only I will not tell you." + +They were not at all contented with this; but I would give them no +better; except to say, when they plagued me greatly, and vowed to sleep +at my door all night,-- + +"Now, my dears, this is foolish of you. Too much of this matter is known +already. It is for your own dear sakes that I am bound to be cautious. +I have an opinion of my own; but it may be a very wrong one; I will not +ask you to share it with me; neither will I make you inquisitive." + +Annie pouted, and Lizzie frowned, and Ruth looked at me with her eyes +wide open, but no other mark of regarding me. And I saw that if any one +of the three (for John Fry was gone home with the trembles) could be +trusted to keep a secret, that one was Ruth Huckaback. + +[Illustration: 267.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +FEEDING OF THE PIGS + +[Illustration: 268.jpg Charles II.] + +The story told by John Fry that night, and my conviction of its truth, +made me very uneasy, especially as following upon the warning of Judge +Jeffreys, and the hints received from Jeremy Stickles, and the outburst +of the tanner at Dunster, as well as sundry tales and rumours, and signs +of secret understanding, seen and heard on market-days, and at places of +entertainment. We knew for certain that at Taunton, Bridgwater, and even +Dulverton, there was much disaffection towards the King, and regret for +the days of the Puritans. Albeit I had told the truth, and the pure and +simple truth, when, upon my examination, I had assured his lordship, +that to the best of my knowledge there was nothing of the sort with us. + +But now I was beginning to doubt whether I might not have been mistaken; +especially when we heard, as we did, of arms being landed at Lynmouth, +in the dead of the night, and of the tramp of men having reached some +one's ears, from a hill where a famous echo was. For it must be plain to +any conspirator (without the example of the Doones) that for the secret +muster of men and the stowing of unlawful arms, and communication by +beacon lights, scarcely a fitter place could be found than the wilds +of Exmoor, with deep ravines running far inland from an unwatched and +mostly a sheltered sea. For the Channel from Countisbury Foreland up +to Minehead, or even farther, though rocky, and gusty, and full of +currents, is safe from great rollers and the sweeping power of the +south-west storms, which prevail with us more than all the others, and +make sad work on the opposite coast. + +But even supposing it probable that something against King Charles +the Second (or rather against his Roman advisers, and especially his +brother) were now in preparation amongst us, was it likely that Master +Huckaback, a wealthy man, and a careful one, known moreover to the Lord +Chief Justice, would have anything to do with it? To this I could +make no answer; Uncle Ben was so close a man, so avaricious, and so +revengeful, that it was quite impossible to say what course he +might pursue, without knowing all the chances of gain, or rise, or +satisfaction to him. That he hated the Papists I knew full well, though +he never spoke much about them; also that he had followed the march of +Oliver Cromwell's army, but more as a suttler (people said) than as a +real soldier; and that he would go a long way, and risk a great deal +of money, to have his revenge on the Doones; although their name never +passed his lips during the present visit. + +But how was it likely to be as to the Doones themselves? Which side +would they probably take in the coming movement, if movement indeed it +would be? So far as they had any religion at all, by birth they were +Roman Catholics--so much I knew from Lorna; and indeed it was well known +all around, that a priest had been fetched more than once to the valley, +to soothe some poor outlaw's departure. On the other hand, they were +not likely to entertain much affection for the son of the man who had +banished them and confiscated their property. And it was not at all +impossible that desperate men, such as they were, having nothing to +lose, but estates to recover, and not being held by religion much, +should cast away all regard for the birth from which they had been cast +out, and make common cause with a Protestant rising, for the chance of +revenge and replacement. + +However I do not mean to say that all these things occurred to me as +clearly as I have set them down; only that I was in general doubt, and +very sad perplexity. For mother was so warm, and innocent, and kind +so to every one, that knowing some little by this time of the English +constitution, I feared very greatly lest she should be punished for +harbouring malcontents. As well as possible I knew, that if any poor man +came to our door, and cried, "Officers are after me; for God's sake take +and hide me," mother would take him in at once, and conceal, and feed +him, even though he had been very violent; and, to tell the truth, so +would both my sisters, and so indeed would I do. Whence it will be clear +that we were not the sort of people to be safe among disturbances. + +Before I could quite make up my mind how to act in this difficulty, and +how to get at the rights of it (for I would not spy after Uncle Reuben, +though I felt no great fear of the Wizard's Slough, and none of the man +with the white night-cap), a difference came again upon it, and a change +of chances. For Uncle Ben went away as suddenly as he first had come to +us, giving no reason for his departure, neither claiming the pony, and +indeed leaving something behind him of great value to my mother. For +he begged her to see to his young grand-daughter, until he could find +opportunity of fetching her safely to Dulverton. Mother was overjoyed +at this, as she could not help displaying; and Ruth was quite as much +delighted, although she durst not show it. For at Dulverton she had +to watch and keep such ward on the victuals, and the in and out of the +shopmen, that it went entirely against her heart, and she never could +enjoy herself. Truly she was an altered girl from the day she came to +us; catching our unsuspicious manners, and our free goodwill, and hearty +noise of laughing. + +[Illustration: 271.jpg Thatching of the ricks] + +By this time, the harvest being done, and the thatching of the ricks +made sure against south-western tempests, and all the reapers being +gone, with good money and thankfulness, I began to burn in spirit for +the sight of Lorna. I had begged my sister Annie to let Sally Snowe +know, once for all, that it was not in my power to have any thing more +to do with her. Of course our Annie was not to grieve Sally, neither to +let it appear for a moment that I suspected her kind views upon me, and +her strong regard for our dairy: only I thought it right upon our part +not to waste Sally's time any longer, being a handsome wench as she was, +and many young fellows glad to marry her. + +And Annie did this uncommonly well, as she herself told me afterwards, +having taken Sally in the sweetest manner into her pure confidence, and +opened half her bosom to her, about my very sad love affair. Not that +she let Sally know, of course, who it was, or what it was; only that she +made her understand, without hinting at any desire of it, that there was +no chance now of having me. Sally changed colour a little at this, and +then went on about a red cow which had passed seven needles at milking +time. + +Inasmuch as there are two sorts of month well recognised by the +calendar, to wit the lunar and the solar, I made bold to regard both +my months, in the absence of any provision, as intended to be strictly +lunar. Therefore upon the very day when the eight weeks were expiring +forth I went in search of Lorna, taking the pearl ring hopefully, and +all the new-laid eggs I could find, and a dozen and a half of small +trout from our brook. And the pleasure it gave me to catch those trout, +thinking as every one came forth and danced upon the grass, how much +she would enjoy him, is more than I can now describe, although I well +remember it. And it struck me that after accepting my ring, and saying +how much she loved me, it was possible that my Queen might invite +me even to stay and sup with her: and so I arranged with dear Annie +beforehand, who was now the greatest comfort to me, to account for my +absence if I should be late. + +But alas, I was utterly disappointed; for although I waited and waited +for hours, with an equal amount both of patience and peril, no Lorna +ever appeared at all, nor even the faintest sign of her. And another +thing occurred as well, which vexed me more than it need have done, for +so small a matter. And this was that my little offering of the trout +and the new-laid eggs was carried off in the coolest manner by that vile +Carver Doone. For thinking to keep them the fresher and nicer, away from +so much handling, I laid them in a little bed of reeds by the side of +the water, and placed some dog-leaves over them. And when I had quite +forgotten about them, and was watching from my hiding-place beneath +the willow-tree (for I liked not to enter Lorna's bower, without her +permission; except just to peep that she was not there), and while I was +turning the ring in my pocket, having just seen the new moon, I +became aware of a great man coming leisurely down the valley. He had a +broad-brimmed hat, and a leather jerkin, and heavy jack-boots to his +middle thigh, and what was worst of all for me, on his shoulder he bore +a long carbine. Having nothing to meet him withal but my staff, and +desiring to avoid disturbance, I retired promptly into the chasm, +keeping the tree betwixt us that he might not descry me, and watching +from behind the jut of a rock, where now I had scraped myself a neat +little hole for the purpose. + +Presently the great man reappeared, being now within fifty yards of me, +and the light still good enough, as he drew nearer for me to descry +his features: and though I am not a judge of men's faces, there was +something in his which turned me cold, as though with a kind of horror. +Not that it was an ugly face; nay, rather it seemed a handsome one, so +far as mere form and line might go, full of strength, and vigour, and +will, and steadfast resolution. From the short black hair above the +broad forehead, to the long black beard descending below the curt, bold +chin, there was not any curve or glimpse of weakness or of afterthought. +Nothing playful, nothing pleasant, nothing with a track of smiles; +nothing which a friend could like, and laugh at him for having. And +yet he might have been a good man (for I have known very good men so +fortified by their own strange ideas of God): I say that he might +have seemed a good man, but for the cold and cruel hankering of his +steel-blue eyes. + +Now let no one suppose for a minute that I saw all this in a moment; for +I am very slow, and take a long time to digest things; only I like to +set down, and have done with it, all the results of my knowledge, though +they be not manifold. But what I said to myself, just then, was no more +than this: "What a fellow to have Lorna!" Having my sense of right so +outraged (although, of course, I would never allow her to go so far as +that), I almost longed that he might thrust his head in to look after +me. For there I was, with my ash staff clubbed, ready to have at him, +and not ill inclined to do so; if only he would come where strength, not +firearms, must decide it. However, he suspected nothing of my dangerous +neighbourhood, but walked his round like a sentinel, and turned at the +brink of the water. + +Then as he marched back again, along the margin of the stream, he espied +my little hoard, covered up with dog-leaves. He saw that the leaves were +upside down, and this of course drew his attention. I saw him stoop, +and lay bare the fish, and the eggs set a little way from them and in +my simple heart, I thought that now he knew all about me. But to my +surprise, he seemed well-pleased; and his harsh short laughter came to +me without echo,-- + +"Ha, ha! Charlie boy! Fisherman Charlie, have I caught thee setting +bait for Lorna? Now, I understand thy fishings, and the robbing of +Counsellor's hen roost. May I never have good roasting, if I have it not +to-night and roast thee, Charlie, afterwards!" + +[Illustration: 274.jpg Ha, Ha! Charlie boy] + +With this he calmly packed up my fish, and all the best of dear Annie's +eggs; and went away chuckling steadfastly, to his home, if one may +call it so. But I was so thoroughly grieved and mortified by this most +impudent robbery, that I started forth from my rocky screen with the +intention of pursuing him, until my better sense arrested me, barely +in time to escape his eyes. For I said to myself, that even supposing +I could contend unarmed with him, it would be the greatest folly in the +world to have my secret access known, and perhaps a fatal barrier placed +between Lorna and myself, and I knew not what trouble brought upon her, +all for the sake of a few eggs and fishes. It was better to bear this +trifling loss, however ignominious and goading to the spirit, than to +risk my love and Lorna's welfare, and perhaps be shot into the bargain. +And I think that all will agree with me, that I acted for the wisest, in +withdrawing to my shelter, though deprived of eggs and fishes. + +Having waited (as I said) until there was no chance whatever of my love +appearing, I hastened homeward very sadly; and the wind of early autumn +moaned across the moorland. All the beauty of the harvest, all the +gaiety was gone, and the early fall of dusk was like a weight upon +me. Nevertheless, I went every evening thenceforward for a fortnight; +hoping, every time in vain to find my hope and comfort. And meanwhile, +what perplexed me most was that the signals were replaced, in order as +agreed upon, so that Lorna could scarcely be restrained by any rigour. + +One time I had a narrow chance of being shot and settled with; and +it befell me thus. I was waiting very carelessly, being now a little +desperate, at the entrance to the glen, instead of watching through my +sight-hole, as the proper practice was. Suddenly a ball went by me, with +a whizz and whistle, passing through my hat and sweeping it away all +folded up. My soft hat fluttered far down the stream, before I had time +to go after it, and with the help of both wind and water, was fifty +yards gone in a moment. At this I had just enough mind left to shrink +back very suddenly, and lurk very still and closely; for I knew what +a narrow escape it had been, as I heard the bullet, hard set by the +powder, sing mournfully down the chasm, like a drone banished out of the +hive. And as I peered through my little cranny, I saw a wreath of smoke +still floating where the thickness was of the withy-bed; and presently +Carver Doone came forth, having stopped to reload his piece perhaps, and +ran very swiftly to the entrance to see what he had shot. + +Sore trouble had I to keep close quarters, from the slipperiness of the +stone beneath me with the water sliding over it. My foe came quite to +the verge of the fall, where the river began to comb over; and there he +stopped for a minute or two, on the utmost edge of dry land, upon the +very spot indeed where I had fallen senseless when I clomb it in my +boyhood. I could hear him breathing hard and grunting, as in doubt and +discontent, for he stood within a yard of me, and I kept my right +fist ready for him, if he should discover me. Then at the foot of the +waterslide, my black hat suddenly appeared, tossing in white foam, and +fluttering like a raven wounded. Now I had doubted which hat to take, +when I left home that day; till I thought that the black became me best, +and might seem kinder to Lorna. + +"Have I killed thee, old bird, at last?" my enemy cried in triumph; +"'tis the third time I have shot at thee, and thou wast beginning to +mock me. No more of thy cursed croaking now, to wake me in the morning. +Ha, ha! there are not many who get three chances from Carver Doone; and +none ever go beyond it." + +I laughed within myself at this, as he strode away in his triumph; for +was not this his third chance of me, and he no whit the wiser? And then +I thought that perhaps the chance might some day be on the other side. + +For to tell the truth, I was heartily tired of lurking and playing +bo-peep so long; to which nothing could have reconciled me, except +my fear for Lorna. And here I saw was a man of strength fit for me to +encounter, such as I had never met, but would be glad to meet with; +having found no man of late who needed not my mercy at wrestling, or at +single-stick. And growing more and more uneasy, as I found no Lorna, I +would have tried to force the Doone Glen from the upper end, and take my +chance of getting back, but for Annie and her prayers. + +Now that same night I think it was, or at any rate the next one, that I +noticed Betty Muxworthy going on most strangely. She made the queerest +signs to me, when nobody was looking, and laid her fingers on her lips, +and pointed over her shoulder. But I took little heed of her, being in +a kind of dudgeon, and oppressed with evil luck; believing too that all +she wanted was to have some little grumble about some petty grievance. + +But presently she poked me with the heel of a fire-bundle, and passing +close to my ear whispered, so that none else could hear her, "Larna +Doo-un." + +By these words I was so startled, that I turned round and stared at her; +but she pretended not to know it, and began with all her might to scour +an empty crock with a besom. + +"Oh, Betty, let me help you! That work is much too hard for you," I +cried with a sudden chivalry, which only won rude answer. + +"Zeed me adooing of thic, every naight last ten year, Jan, wiout vindin' +out how hard it wor. But if zo bee thee wants to help, carr peg's bucket +for me. Massy, if I ain't forgotten to fade the pegs till now." + +Favouring me with another wink, to which I now paid the keenest heed, +Betty went and fetched the lanthorn from the hook inside the door. Then +when she had kindled it, not allowing me any time to ask what she was +after, she went outside, and pointed to the great bock of wash, and +riddlings, and brown hulkage (for we ground our own corn always), and +though she knew that Bill Dadds and Jem Slocombe had full work to carry +it on a pole (with another to help to sling it), she said to me as +quietly as a maiden might ask one to carry a glove, "Jan Ridd, carr thic +thing for me." + +So I carried it for her, without any words; wondering what she was up +to next, and whether she had ever heard of being too hard on the willing +horse. And when we came to hog-pound, she turned upon me suddenly, with +the lanthorn she was bearing, and saw that I had the bock by one hand +very easily. + +"Jan Ridd," she said, "there be no other man in England cud a' dood it. +Now thee shalt have Larna." + +[Illustration: 277.jpg The Pigs] + +While I was wondering how my chance of having Lorna could depend upon +my power to carry pig's wash, and how Betty could have any voice in the +matter (which seemed to depend upon her decision), and in short, while +I was all abroad as to her knowledge and everything, the pigs, who had +been fast asleep and dreaming in their emptiness, awoke with one accord +at the goodness of the smell around them. They had resigned themselves, +as even pigs do, to a kind of fast, hoping to break their fast more +sweetly on the morrow morning. But now they tumbled out all headlong, +pigs below and pigs above, pigs point-blank and pigs across, pigs +courant and pigs rampant, but all alike prepared to eat, and all in good +cadence squeaking. + +"Tak smarl boocket, and bale un out; wad 'e waste sich stoof as thic +here be?" So Betty set me to feed the pigs, while she held the lanthorn; +and knowing what she was, I saw that she would not tell me another word +until all the pigs were served. And in truth no man could well look at +them, and delay to serve them, they were all expressing appetite in so +forcible a manner; some running to and fro, and rubbing, and squealing +as if from starvation, some rushing down to the oaken troughs, and +poking each other away from them; and the kindest of all putting up +their fore-feet on the top-rail on the hog-pound, and blinking their +little eyes, and grunting prettily to coax us; as who would say, "I +trust you now; you will be kind, I know, and give me the first and the +very best of it." + +"Oppen ge-at now, wull 'e, Jan? Maind, young sow wi' the baible back +arlway hath first toorn of it, 'cos I brought her up on my lap, I did. +Zuck, zuck, zuck! How her stickth her tail up; do me good to zee un! Now +thiccy trough, thee zany, and tak thee girt legs out o' the wai. Wish +they wud gie thee a good baite, mak thee hop a bit vaster, I reckon. Hit +that there girt ozebird over's back wi' the broomstick, he be robbing +of my young zow. Choog, choog, choog! and a drap more left in the +dripping-pail." + +"Come now, Betty," I said, when all the pigs were at it sucking, +swilling, munching, guzzling, thrusting, and ousting, and spilling +the food upon the backs of their brethren (as great men do with their +charity), "come now, Betty, how much longer am I to wait for your +message? Surely I am as good as a pig." + +"Dunno as thee be, Jan. No straikiness in thy bakkon. And now I come to +think of it, Jan, thee zed, a wake agone last Vriday, as how I had got a +girt be-ard. Wull 'e stick to that now, Maister Jan?" + +"No, no, Betty, certainly not; I made a mistake about it. I should have +said a becoming mustachio, such as you may well be proud of." + +"Then thee be a laiar, Jan Ridd. Zay so, laike a man, lad." + +"Not exactly that, Betty; but I made a great mistake; and I humbly ask +your pardon; and if such a thing as a crown-piece, Betty"-- + +"No fai, no fai!" said Betty, however she put it into her pocket; "now +tak my advice, Jan; thee marry Zally Snowe." + +"Not with all England for her dowry. Oh, Betty, you know better." + +"Ah's me! I know much worse, Jan. Break thy poor mother's heart it will. +And to think of arl the danger! Dost love Larna now so much?" + +"With all the strength of my heart and soul. I will have her, or I will +die, Betty." + +"Wull. Thee will die in either case. But it baint for me to argify. And +do her love thee too, Jan?" + +"I hope she does, Betty I hope she does. What do you think about it?" + +"Ah, then I may hold my tongue to it. Knaw what boys and maidens be, as +well as I knew young pegs. I myzell been o' that zort one taime every +bit so well as you be." And Betty held the lanthorn up, and defied me to +deny it; and the light through the horn showed a gleam in her eyes, such +as I had never seer there before. "No odds, no odds about that," +she continued; "mak a fool of myzell to spake of it. Arl gone into +churchyard. But it be a lucky foolery for thee, my boy, I can tull 'ee. +For I love to see the love in thee. Coom'th over me as the spring do, +though I be naigh three score. Now, Jan, I will tell thee one thing, +can't abear to zee thee vretting so. Hould thee head down, same as they +pegs do." + +So I bent my head quite close to her; and she whispered in my ear, "Goo +of a marning, thee girt soft. Her can't get out of an avening now, her +hath zent word to me, to tull 'ee." + +In the glory of my delight at this, I bestowed upon Betty a chaste +salute, with all the pigs for witnesses; and she took it not amiss, +considering how long she had been out of practice. But then she fell +back, like a broom on its handle, and stared at me, feigning anger. + +"Oh fai, oh fai! Lunnon impudence, I doubt. I vear thee hast gone on +zadly, Jan." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +AN EARLY MORNING CALL + +[Illustration: 280.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Of course I was up the very next morning before the October sunrise, and +away through the wild and the woodland towards the Bagworthy water, at +the foot of the long cascade. The rising of the sun was noble in the +cold and warmth of it; peeping down the spread of light, he raised his +shoulder heavily over the edge of grey mountain, and wavering length of +upland. Beneath his gaze the dew-fogs dipped, and crept to the hollow +places; then stole away in line and column, holding skirts, and clinging +subtly at the sheltering corners, where rock hung over grass-land; while +the brave lines of the hills came forth, one beyond other gliding. + +Then the woods arose in folds, like drapery of awakened mountains, +stately with a depth of awe, and memory of the tempests. Autumn's mellow +hand was on them, as they owned already, touched with gold, and red, +and olive; and their joy towards the sun was less to a bridegroom than a +father. + +[Illustration: 281.jpg Autumn's mellow hand] + +Yet before the floating impress of the woods could clear itself, +suddenly the gladsome light leaped over hill and valley, casting amber, +blue, and purple, and a tint of rich red rose; according to the scene +they lit on, and the curtain flung around; yet all alike dispelling fear +and the cloven hoof of darkness, all on the wings of hope advancing, +and proclaiming, "God is here." Then life and joy sprang reassured +from every crouching hollow; every flower, and bud, and bird, had a +fluttering sense of them; and all the flashing of God's gaze merged into +soft beneficence. + +So perhaps shall break upon us that eternal morning, when crag and chasm +shall be no more, neither hill and valley, nor great unvintaged ocean; +when glory shall not scare happiness, neither happiness envy glory; +but all things shall arise and shine in the light of the Father's +countenance, because itself is risen. + +Who maketh His sun to rise upon both the just and the unjust. And surely +but for the saving clause, Doone Glen had been in darkness. Now, as I +stood with scanty breath--for few men could have won that climb--at +the top of the long defile, and the bottom of the mountain gorge all of +myself, and the pain of it, and the cark of my discontent fell away +into wonder and rapture. For I cannot help seeing things now and then, +slow-witted as I have a right to be; and perhaps because it comes so +rarely, the sight dwells with me like a picture. + +The bar of rock, with the water-cleft breaking steeply through it, stood +bold and bare, and dark in shadow, grey with red gullies down it. But +the sun was beginning to glisten over the comb of the eastern highland, +and through an archway of the wood hung with old nests and ivy. The +lines of many a leaning tree were thrown, from the cliffs of the +foreland, down upon the sparkling grass at the foot of the western +crags. And through the dewy meadow's breast, fringed with shade, but +touched on one side with the sun-smile, ran the crystal water, curving +in its brightness like diverted hope. + +On either bank, the blades of grass, making their last autumn growth, +pricked their spears and crisped their tuftings with the pearly purity. +The tenderness of their green appeared under the glaucous mantle; while +that grey suffusion, which is the blush of green life, spread its damask +chastity. Even then my soul was lifted, worried though my mind was: who +can see such large kind doings, and not be ashamed of human grief? + +Not only unashamed of grief, but much abashed with joy, was I, when +I saw my Lorna coming, purer than the morning dew, than the sun more +bright and clear. That which made me love her so, that which lifted my +heart to her, as the Spring wind lifts the clouds, was the gayness of +her nature, and its inborn playfulness. And yet all this with maiden +shame, a conscious dream of things unknown, and a sense of fate about +them. + +Down the valley still she came, not witting that I looked at her, having +ceased (through my own misprison) to expect me yet awhile; or at least +she told herself so. In the joy of awakened life and brightness of +the morning, she had cast all care away, and seemed to float upon the +sunrise, like a buoyant silver wave. Suddenly at sight of me, for I +leaped forth at once, in fear of seeming to watch her unawares, the +bloom upon her cheeks was deepened, and the radiance of her eyes; and +she came to meet me gladly. + +"At last then, you are come, John. I thought you had forgotten me. I +could not make you understand--they have kept me prisoner every evening: +but come into my house; you are in danger here." + +[Illustration: 283.jpg At last then, you are come John] + +Meanwhile I could not answer, being overcome with joy, but followed +to her little grotto, where I had been twice before. I knew that the +crowning moment of my life was coming--that Lorna would own her love for +me. + +She made for awhile as if she dreamed not of the meaning of my gaze, +but tried to speak of other things, faltering now and then, and mantling +with a richer damask below her long eyelashes. + +"This is not what I came to know," I whispered very softly, "you know +what I am come to ask." + +"If you are come on purpose to ask anything, why do you delay so?" She +turned away very bravely, but I saw that her lips were trembling. + +"I delay so long, because I fear; because my whole life hangs in balance +on a single word; because what I have near me now may never more be near +me after, though more than all the world, or than a thousand worlds, +to me." As I spoke these words of passion in a low soft voice, Lorna +trembled more and more; but she made no answer, neither yet looked up at +me. + +"I have loved you long and long," I pursued, being reckless now, "when +you were a little child, as a boy I worshipped you: then when I saw +you a comely girl, as a stripling I adored you: now that you are a +full-grown maiden all the rest I do, and more--I love you more than +tongue can tell, or heart can hold in silence. I have waited long and +long; and though I am so far below you I can wait no longer; but must +have my answer." + +"You have been very faithful, John," she murmured to the fern and moss; +"I suppose I must reward you." + +"That will not do for me," I said; "I will not have reluctant liking, +nor assent for pity's sake; which only means endurance. I must have all +love, or none, I must have your heart of hearts; even as you have mine, +Lorna." + +While I spoke, she glanced up shyly through her fluttering lashes, +to prolong my doubt one moment, for her own delicious pride. Then she +opened wide upon me all the glorious depth and softness of her loving +eyes, and flung both arms around my neck, and answered with her heart on +mine,-- + +"Darling, you have won it all. I shall never be my own again. I am +yours, my own one, for ever and for ever." + +I am sure I know not what I did, or what I said thereafter, being +overcome with transport by her words and at her gaze. Only one thing I +remember, when she raised her bright lips to me, like a child, for me to +kiss, such a smile of sweet temptation met me through her flowing hair, +that I almost forgot my manners, giving her no time to breathe. + +"That will do," said Lorna gently, but violently blushing; "for the +present that will do, John. And now remember one thing, dear. All the +kindness is to be on my side; and you are to be very distant, as behoves +to a young maiden; except when I invite you. But you may kiss my hand, +John; oh, yes, you may kiss my hand, you know. Ah to be sure! I had +forgotten; how very stupid of me!" + +For by this time I had taken one sweet hand and gazed on it, with the +pride of all the world to think that such a lovely thing was mine; and +then I slipped my little ring upon the wedding finger; and this time +Lorna kept it, and looked with fondness on its beauty, and clung to me +with a flood of tears. + +"Every time you cry," said I, drawing her closer to me "I shall consider +it an invitation not to be too distant. There now, none shall make you +weep. Darling, you shall sigh no more, but live in peace and happiness, +with me to guard and cherish you: and who shall dare to vex you?" But +she drew a long sad sigh, and looked at the ground with the great tears +rolling, and pressed one hand upon the trouble of her pure young breast. + +"It can never, never be," she murmured to herself alone: "Who am I, to +dream of it? Something in my heart tells me it can be so never, never." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +TWO NEGATIVES MAKE AN AFFIRMATIVE + +[Illustration: 286.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +There was, however, no possibility of depressing me at such a time. To +be loved by Lorna, the sweet, the pure, the playful one, the fairest +creature on God's earth and the most enchanting, the lady of high birth +and mind; that I, a mere clumsy, blundering yeoman, without wit, or +wealth, or lineage, should have won that loving heart to be my own for +ever, was a thought no fears could lessen, and no chance could steal +from me. + +Therefore at her own entreaty taking a very quick adieu, and by her own +invitation an exceeding kind one, I hurried home with deep exulting, yet +some sad misgivings, for Lorna had made me promise now to tell my mother +everything; as indeed I always meant to do, when my suit should be gone +too far to stop. I knew, of course, that my dear mother would be greatly +moved and vexed, the heirship of Glen Doone not being a very desirable +dower, but in spite of that, and all disappointment as to little Ruth +Huckaback, feeling my mother's tenderness and deep affection to me, and +forgiving nature, I doubted not that before very long she would view the +matter as I did. Moreover, I felt that if once I could get her only to +look at Lorna, she would so love and glory in her, that I should obtain +all praise and thanks, perchance without deserving them. + +Unluckily for my designs, who should be sitting down at breakfast with +my mother and the rest but Squire Faggus, as everybody now began to +entitle him. I noticed something odd about him, something uncomfortable +in his manner, and a lack of that ease and humour which had been wont to +distinguish him. He took his breakfast as it came, without a single +joke about it, or preference of this to that; but with sly soft looks +at Annie, who seemed unable to sit quiet, or to look at any one +steadfastly. I feared in my heart what was coming on, and felt truly +sorry for poor mother. After breakfast it became my duty to see to the +ploughing of a barley-stubble ready for the sowing of a French grass, +and I asked Tom Faggus to come with me, but he refused, and I knew the +reason. Being resolved to allow him fair field to himself, though with +great displeasure that a man of such illegal repute should marry into +our family, which had always been counted so honest, I carried my dinner +upon my back, and spent the whole day with the furrows. + +When I returned, Squire Faggus was gone; which appeared to me but +a sorry sign, inasmuch as if mother had taken kindly to him and his +intentions, she would surely have made him remain awhile to celebrate +the occasion. And presently no doubt was left: for Lizzie came running +to meet me, at the bottom of the woodrick, and cried,-- + +"Oh, John, there is such a business. Mother is in such a state of mind, +and Annie crying her eyes out. What do you think? You would never guess, +though I have suspected it, ever so long." + +"No need for me to guess," I replied, as though with some indifference, +because of her self-important air; "I knew all about it long ago. You +have not been crying much, I see. I should like you better if you had." + +"Why should I cry? I like Tom Faggus. He is the only one I ever see with +the spirit of a man." + +This was a cut, of course, at me. Mr. Faggus had won the goodwill of +Lizzie by his hatred of the Doones, and vows that if he could get a +dozen men of any courage to join him, he would pull their stronghold +about their ears without any more ado. This malice of his seemed strange +to me, as he had never suffered at their hands, so far at least as I +knew; was it to be attributed to his jealousy of outlaws who excelled +him in his business? Not being good at repartee, I made no answer to +Lizzie, having found this course more irksome to her than the very best +invective: and so we entered the house together; and mother sent at once +for me, while I was trying to console my darling sister Annie. + +"Oh, John! speak one good word for me," she cried with both hands laid +in mine, and her tearful eyes looking up at me. + +"Not one, my pet, but a hundred," I answered, kindly embracing her: +"have no fear, little sister: I am going to make your case so bright, by +comparison, I mean, that mother will send for you in five minutes, and +call you her best, her most dutiful child, and praise Cousin Tom to the +skies, and send a man on horseback after him; and then you will have a +harder task to intercede for me, my dear." + +"Oh, John, dear John, you won't tell her about Lorna--oh, not to-day, +dear." + +"Yes, to-day, and at once, Annie. I want to have it over, and be done +with it." + +"Oh, but think of her, dear. I am sure she could not bear it, after this +great shock already." + +"She will bear it all the better," said I; "the one will drive the other +out. I know exactly what mother is. She will be desperately savage first +with you, and then with me, and then for a very little while with both +of us together; and then she will put one against the other (in her mind +I mean) and consider which was most to blame; and in doing that she will +be compelled to find the best in either's case, that it may beat the +other; and so as the pleas come before her mind, they will gain upon the +charges, both of us being her children, you know: and before very long +(particularly if we both keep out of the way) she will begin to think +that after all she has been a little too hasty, and then she will +remember how good we have always been to her; and how like our father. +Upon that, she will think of her own love-time, and sigh a good bit, +and cry a little, and then smile, and send for both of us, and beg our +pardon, and call us her two darlings." + +"Now, John, how on earth can you know all that?" exclaimed my sister, +wiping her eyes, and gazing at me with a soft bright smile. "Who on +earth can have told you, John? People to call you stupid indeed! Why, +I feel that all you say is quite true, because you describe so exactly +what I should do myself; I mean--I mean if I had two children, who had +behaved as we have done. But tell me, darling John, how you learned all +this." + +"Never you mind," I replied, with a nod of some conceit, I fear: "I must +be a fool if I did not know what mother is by this time." + +Now inasmuch as the thing befell according to my prediction, what need +for me to dwell upon it, after saying how it would be? Moreover, I would +regret to write down what mother said about Lorna, in her first surprise +and tribulation; not only because I was grieved by the gross injustice +of it, and frightened mother with her own words (repeated deeply after +her); but rather because it is not well, when people repent of hasty +speech, to enter it against them. + +That is said to be the angels' business; and I doubt if they can attend +to it much, without doing injury to themselves. + +However, by the afternoon, when the sun began to go down upon us, our +mother sat on the garden bench, with her head on my great otter-skin +waistcoat (which was waterproof), and her right arm round our Annie's +waist, and scarcely knowing which of us she ought to make the most of, +or which deserved most pity. Not that she had forgiven yet the rivals to +her love--Tom Faggus, I mean, and Lorna--but that she was beginning to +think a tattle better of them now, and a vast deal better of her own +children. + +And it helped her much in this regard, that she was not thinking half +so well as usual of herself, or rather of her own judgment; for in good +truth she had no self, only as it came home to her, by no very distant +road, but by way of her children. A better mother never lived; and can +I, after searching all things, add another word to that? + +And indeed poor Lizzie was not so very bad; but behaved (on the whole) +very well for her. She was much to be pitied, poor thing, and great +allowances made for her, as belonging to a well-grown family, and a very +comely one; and feeling her own shortcomings. This made her leap to the +other extreme, and reassert herself too much, endeavouring to exalt the +mind at the expense of the body; because she had the invisible one (so +far as can be decided) in better share than the visible. Not but what +she had her points, and very comely points of body; lovely eyes to wit, +and very beautiful hands and feet (almost as good as Lorna's), and a +neck as white as snow; but Lizzie was not gifted with our gait and port, +and bounding health. + +Now, while we sat on the garden bench, under the great ash-tree, we left +dear mother to take her own way, and talk at her own pleasure. Children +almost always are more wide-awake than their parents. The fathers and +the mothers laugh; but the young ones have the best of them. And now +both Annie knew, and I, that we had gotten the best of mother; and +therefore we let her lay down the law, as if we had been two dollies. + +[Illustration: 290.jpg Gotten the best of mother] + +"Darling John," my mother said, "your case is a very hard one. A young +and very romantic girl--God send that I be right in my charitable +view of her--has met an equally simple boy, among great dangers and +difficulties, from which my son has saved her, at the risk of his life +at every step. Of course, she became attached to him, and looked up to +him in every way, as a superior being"-- + +"Come now, mother," I said; "if you only saw Lorna, you would look upon +me as the lowest dirt"-- + +"No doubt I should," my mother answered; "and the king and queen, and +all the royal family. Well, this poor angel, having made up her mind to +take compassion upon my son, when he had saved her life so many times, +persuades him to marry her out of pure pity, and throw his poor mother +overboard. And the saddest part of it all is this--" + +"That my mother will never, never, never understand the truth," said I. + +"That is all I wish," she answered; "just to get at the simple truth +from my own perception of it. John, you are very wise in kissing me; +but perhaps you would not be so wise in bringing Lorna for an afternoon, +just to see what she thinks of me. There is a good saddle of mutton now; +and there are some very good sausages left, on the blue dish with the +anchor, Annie, from the last little sow we killed." + +"As if Lorna would eat sausages!" said I, with appearance of high +contempt, though rejoicing all the while that mother seemed to have her +name so pat; and she pronounced it in a manner which made my heart leap +to my ears: "Lorna to eat sausages!" + +"I don't see why she shouldn't," my mother answered smiling, "if she +means to be a farmer's wife, she must take to farmer's ways, I think. +What do you say, Annie?" + +"She will eat whatever John desires, I should hope," said Annie gravely; +"particularly as I made them." + +"Oh that I could only get the chance of trying her!" I answered, "if you +could once behold her, mother, you would never let her go again. And she +would love you with all her heart, she is so good and gentle." + +"That is a lucky thing for me"; saying this my mother wept, as she had +been doing off and on, when no one seemed to look at her; "otherwise I +suppose, John, she would very soon turn me out of the farm, having you +so completely under her thumb, as she seems to have. I see now that my +time is over. Lizzie and I will seek our fortunes. It is wiser so." + +"Now, mother," I cried; "will you have the kindness not to talk any +nonsense? Everything belongs to you; and so, I hope, your children do. +And you, in turn, belong to us; as you have proved ever since--oh, ever +since we can remember. Why do you make Annie cry so? You ought to know +better than that." + +Mother upon this went over all the things she had done before; how many +times I know not; neither does it matter. Only she seemed to enjoy it +more, every time of doing it. And then she said she was an old fool; and +Annie (like a thorough girl) pulled her one grey hair out. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + +RUTH IS NOT LIKE LORNA + +[Illustration: 292.jpg Carver Doone] + +Although by our mother's reluctant consent a large part of the obstacles +between Annie and her lover appeared to be removed, on the other hand +Lorna and myself gained little, except as regarded comfort of mind, and +some ease to the conscience. Moreover, our chance of frequent meetings +and delightful converse was much impaired, at least for the present; +because though mother was not aware of my narrow escape from Carver +Doone, she made me promise never to risk my life by needless visits. +And upon this point, that is to say, the necessity of the visit, she was +well content, as she said, to leave me to my own good sense and honour; +only begging me always to tell her of my intention beforehand. This +pledge, however, for her own sake, I declined to give; knowing how +wretched she would be during all the time of my absence; and, on that +account, I promised instead, that I would always give her a full account +of my adventure upon returning. + +Now my mother, as might be expected, began at once to cast about for +some means of relieving me from all further peril, and herself from +great anxiety. She was full of plans for fetching Lorna, in some +wonderful manner, out of the power of the Doones entirely, and into her +own hands, where she was to remain for at least a twelve-month, learning +all mother and Annie could teach her of dairy business, and farm-house +life, and the best mode of packing butter. And all this arose from my +happening to say, without meaning anything, how the poor dear had longed +for quiet, and a life of simplicity, and a rest away from violence! +Bless thee, mother--now long in heaven, there is no need to bless thee; +but it often makes a dimness now in my well-worn eyes, when I think of +thy loving-kindness, warmth, and romantic innocence. + +As to stealing my beloved from that vile Glen Doone, the deed itself was +not impossible, nor beyond my daring; but in the first place would she +come, leaving her old grandfather to die without her tendence? And +even if, through fear of Carver and that wicked Counsellor, she should +consent to fly, would it be possible to keep her without a regiment of +soldiers? Would not the Doones at once ride forth to scour the country +for their queen, and finding her (as they must do), burn our house, and +murder us, and carry her back triumphantly? + +All this I laid before my mother, and to such effect that she +acknowledged, with a sigh that nothing else remained for me (in the +present state of matters) except to keep a careful watch upon Lorna from +safe distance, observe the policy of the Doones, and wait for a tide in +their affairs. Meanwhile I might even fall in love (as mother unwisely +hinted) with a certain more peaceful heiress, although of inferior +blood, who would be daily at my elbow. I am not sure but what dear +mother herself would have been disappointed, had I proved myself so +fickle; and my disdain and indignation at the mere suggestion did not so +much displease her; for she only smiled and answered,-- + +"Well, it is not for me to say; God knows what is good for us. Likings +will not come to order; otherwise I should not be where I am this day. +And of one thing I am rather glad; Uncle Reuben well deserves that his +pet scheme should miscarry. He who called my boy a coward, an ignoble +coward, because he would not join some crack-brained plan against the +valley which sheltered his beloved one! And all the time this dreadful +'coward' risking his life daily there, without a word to any one! How +glad I am that you will not have, for all her miserable money, that +little dwarfish granddaughter of the insolent old miser!" + +She turned, and by her side was standing poor Ruth Huckaback herself, +white, and sad, and looking steadily at my mother's face, which became +as red as a plum while her breath deserted her. + +[Illustration: 294.jpg Poor Ruth Huckaback herself] + +"If you please, madam," said the little maiden, with her large calm eyes +unwavering, "it is not my fault, but God Almighty's, that I am a little +dwarfish creature. I knew not that you regarded me with so much contempt +on that account; neither have you told my grandfather, at least +within my hearing, that he was an insolent old miser. When I return to +Dulverton, which I trust to do to-morrow (for it is too late to-day), +I shall be careful not to tell him your opinion of him, lest I should +thwart any schemes you may have upon his property. I thank you all for +your kindness to me, which has been very great, far more than a little +dwarfish creature could, for her own sake, expect. I will only add for +your further guidance one more little truth. It is by no means certain +that my grandfather will settle any of his miserable money upon me. If +I offend him, as I would in a moment, for the sake of a brave and +straightforward man"--here she gave me a glance which I scarcely knew +what to do with--"my grandfather, upright as he is, would leave me +without a shilling. And I often wish it were so. So many miseries come +upon me from the miserable money--" Here she broke down, and burst out +crying, and ran away with a faint good-bye; while we three looked at one +another, and felt that we had the worst of it. + +"Impudent little dwarf!" said my mother, recovering her breath after +ever so long. "Oh, John, how thankful you ought to be! What a life she +would have led you!" + +"Well, I am sure!" said Annie, throwing her arms around poor mother: +"who could have thought that little atomy had such an outrageous spirit! +For my part I cannot think how she can have been sly enough to hide it +in that crafty manner, that John might think her an angel!" + +"Well, for my part," I answered, laughing, "I never admired Ruth +Huckaback half, or a quarter so much before. She is rare stuff. I would +have been glad to have married her to-morrow, if I had never seen my +Lorna." + +"And a nice nobody I should have been, in my own house!" cried mother: +"I never can be thankful enough to darling Lorna for saving me. Did you +see how her eyes flashed?" + +"That I did; and very fine they were. Now nine maidens out of ten would +have feigned not to have heard one word that was said, and have borne +black malice in their hearts. Come, Annie, now, would not you have done +so?" + +"I think," said Annie, "although of course I cannot tell, you know, +John, that I should have been ashamed at hearing what was never meant +for me, and should have been almost as angry with myself as anybody." + +"So you would," replied my mother; "so any daughter of mine would have +done, instead of railing and reviling. However, I am very sorry that any +words of mine which the poor little thing chose to overhear should have +made her so forget herself. I shall beg her pardon before she goes, and +I shall expect her to beg mine." + +"That she will never do," said I; "a more resolute little maiden never +yet had right upon her side; although it was a mere accident. I might +have said the same thing myself, and she was hard upon you, mother +dear." + +After this, we said no more, at least about that matter; and little +Ruth, the next morning, left us, in spite of all that we could do. She +vowed an everlasting friendship to my younger sister Eliza; but she +looked at Annie with some resentment, when they said good-bye, for being +so much taller. At any rate so Annie fancied, but she may have been +quite wrong. I rode beside the little maid till far beyond Exeford, when +all danger of the moor was past, and then I left her with John Fry, not +wishing to be too particular, after all the talk about her money. She +had tears in her eyes when she bade me farewell, and she sent a kind +message home to mother, and promised to come again at Christmas, if she +could win permission. + +[Illustration: 296.jpg She had tears in her eyes] + +Upon the whole, my opinion was that she had behaved uncommonly well for +a maid whose self-love was outraged, with spirit, I mean, and proper +pride; and yet with a great endeavour to forgive, which is, meseems, the +hardest of all things to a woman, outside of her own family. + +After this, for another month, nothing worthy of notice happened, except +of course that I found it needful, according to the strictest good sense +and honour, to visit Lorna immediately after my discourse with mother, +and to tell her all about it. My beauty gave me one sweet kiss with all +her heart (as she always did, when she kissed at all), and I begged for +one more to take to our mother, and before leaving, I obtained it. It +is not for me to tell all she said, even supposing (what is not likely) +that any one cared to know it, being more and more peculiar to ourselves +and no one else. But one thing that she said was this, and I took good +care to carry it, word for word, to my mother and Annie:-- + +"I never can believe, dear John, that after all the crime and outrage +wrought by my reckless family, it ever can be meant for me to settle +down to peace and comfort in a simple household. With all my heart I +long for home; any home, however dull and wearisome to those used to +it, would seem a paradise to me, if only free from brawl and tumult, +and such as I could call my own. But even if God would allow me this, in +lieu of my wild inheritance, it is quite certain that the Doones never +can and never will." + +Again, when I told her how my mother and Annie, as well as myself, +longed to have her at Plover's Barrows, and teach her all the quiet +duties in which she was sure to take such delight, she only answered +with a bright blush, that while her grandfather was living she would +never leave him; and that even if she were free, certain ruin was all +she should bring to any house that received her, at least within the +utmost reach of her amiable family. This was too plain to be denied, +and seeing my dejection at it, she told me bravely that we must hope for +better times, if possible, and asked how long I would wait for her. + +"Not a day if I had my will," I answered very warmly; at which she +turned away confused, and would not look at me for awhile; "but all my +life," I went on to say, "if my fortune is so ill. And how long would +you wait for me, Lorna?" + +"Till I could get you," she answered slyly, with a smile which +was brighter to me than the brightest wit could be. "And now," she +continued, "you bound me, John, with a very beautiful ring to you, and +when I dare not wear it, I carry it always on my heart. But I will bind +you to me, you dearest, with the very poorest and plainest thing that +ever you set eyes on. I could give you fifty fairer ones, but they would +not be honest; and I love you for your honesty, and nothing else of +course, John; so don't you be conceited. Look at it, what a queer +old thing! There are some ancient marks upon it, very grotesque and +wonderful; it looks like a cat in a tree almost, but never mind what it +looks like. This old ring must have been a giant's; therefore it will +fit you perhaps, you enormous John. It has been on the front of my old +glass necklace (which my grandfather found them taking away, and very +soon made them give back again) ever since I can remember; and long +before that, as some woman told me. Now you seem very greatly amazed; +pray what thinks my lord of it?" + +"That is worth fifty of the pearl thing which I gave you, you darling; +and that I will not take it from you." + +"Then you will never take me, that is all. I will have nothing to do +with a gentleman"-- + +"No gentleman, dear--a yeoman." + +"Very well, a yeoman--nothing to do with a yeoman who will not accept my +love-gage. So, if you please, give it back again, and take your lovely +ring back." + +She looked at me in such a manner, half in earnest, half in jest, and +three times three in love, that in spite of all good resolutions, and +her own faint protest, I was forced to abandon all firm ideas, and kiss +her till she was quite ashamed, and her head hung on my bosom, with the +night of her hair shed over me. Then I placed the pearl ring back on the +soft elastic bend of the finger she held up to scold me; and on my own +smallest finger drew the heavy hoop she had given me. I considered this +with satisfaction, until my darling recovered herself; and then I began +very gravely about it, to keep her (if I could) from chiding me:-- + +"Mistress Lorna, this is not the ring of any giant. It is nothing more +nor less than a very ancient thumb-ring, such as once in my father's +time was ploughed up out of the ground in our farm, and sent to learned +doctors, who told us all about it, but kept the ring for their trouble. +I will accept it, my own one love; and it shall go to my grave with +me." And so it shall, unless there be villains who would dare to rob the +dead. + +Now I have spoken about this ring (though I scarcely meant to do so, +and would rather keep to myself things so very holy) because it holds an +important part in the history of my Lorna. I asked her where the glass +necklace was from which the ring was fastened, and which she had worn +in her childhood, and she answered that she hardly knew, but remembered +that her grandfather had begged her to give it up to him, when she was +ten years old or so, and had promised to keep it for her until she +could take care of it; at the same time giving her back the ring, and +fastening it from her pretty neck, and telling her to be proud of it. +And so she always had been, and now from her sweet breast she took it, +and it became John Ridd's delight. + +All this, or at least great part of it, I told my mother truly, +according to my promise; and she was greatly pleased with Lorna for +having been so good to me, and for speaking so very sensibly; and then +she looked at the great gold ring, but could by no means interpret it. +Only she was quite certain, as indeed I myself was, that it must have +belonged to an ancient race of great consideration, and high rank, +in their time. Upon which I was for taking it off, lest it should be +degraded by a common farmer's finger. But mother said "No," with tears +in her eyes; "if the common farmer had won the great lady of the ancient +race, what were rings and old-world trinkets, when compared to the +living jewel?" Being quite of her opinion in this, and loving the ring +(which had no gem in it) as the token of my priceless gem, I resolved to +wear it at any cost, except when I should be ploughing, or doing things +likely to break it; although I must own that it felt very queer (for I +never had throttled a finger before), and it looked very queer, for a +length of time, upon my great hard-working hand. + +And before I got used to my ring, or people could think that it belonged +to me (plain and ungarnished though it was), and before I went to see +Lorna again, having failed to find any necessity, and remembering my +duty to mother, we all had something else to think of, not so pleasant, +and more puzzling. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + +JOHN RETURNS TO BUSINESS + +[Illustration: 299.jpg Guy Fawkes] + +Now November was upon us, and we had kept Allhallowmass, with roasting +of skewered apples (like so many shuttlecocks), and after that the day +of Fawkes, as became good Protestants, with merry bonfires and burned +batatas, and plenty of good feeding in honour of our religion; and then +while we were at wheat-sowing, another visitor arrived. + +This was Master Jeremy Stickles, who had been a good friend to me (as +described before) in London, and had earned my mother's gratitude, so +far as ever he chose to have it. And he seemed inclined to have it all; +for he made our farm-house his headquarters, and kept us quite at his +beck and call, going out at any time of the evening, and coming back at +any time of the morning, and always expecting us to be ready, whether +with horse, or man, or maiden, or fire, or provisions. We knew that he +was employed somehow upon the service of the King, and had at different +stations certain troopers and orderlies quite at his disposal; also +we knew that he never went out, nor even slept in his bedroom, without +heavy firearms well loaded, and a sharp sword nigh his hand; and that +he held a great commission, under royal signet, requiring all good +subjects, all officers of whatever degree, and especially justices of +the peace, to aid him to the utmost, with person, beast, and chattel, or +to answer it at their peril. + +Now Master Jeremy Stickles, of course, knowing well what women are, +durst not open to any of them the nature of his instructions. But, after +awhile, perceiving that I could be relied upon, and that it was a great +discomfort not to have me with him, he took me aside in a lonely place, +and told me nearly everything; having bound me first by oath, not to +impart to any one, without his own permission, until all was over. + +But at this present time of writing, all is over long ago; ay and +forgotten too, I ween, except by those who suffered. Therefore may I +tell the whole without any breach of confidence. Master Stickles was +going forth upon his usual night journey, when he met me coming home, +and I said something half in jest, about his zeal and secrecy; upon +which he looked all round the yard, and led me to an open space in the +clover field adjoining. + +"John," he said, "you have some right to know the meaning of all this, +being trusted as you were by the Lord Chief Justice. But he found you +scarcely supple enough, neither gifted with due brains." + +"Thank God for that same," I answered, while he tapped his head, to +signify his own much larger allowance. Then he made me bind myself, +which in an evil hour I did, to retain his secret; and after that he +went on solemnly, and with much importance,-- + +"There be some people fit to plot, and others to be plotted against, +and others to unravel plots, which is the highest gift of all. This last +hath fallen to my share, and a very thankless gift it is, although a +rare and choice one. Much of peril too attends it; daring courage and +great coolness are as needful for the work as ready wit and spotless +honour. Therefore His Majesty's advisers have chosen me for this high +task, and they could not have chosen a better man. Although you have +been in London, Jack, much longer than you wished it, you are wholly +ignorant, of course, in matters of state, and the public weal." + +"Well," said I, "no doubt but I am, and all the better for me. Although +I heard a deal of them; for everybody was talking, and ready to come to +blows; if only it could be done without danger. But one said this, and +one said that; and they talked so much about Birminghams, and Tantivies, +and Whigs and Tories, and Protestant flails and such like, that I was +only too glad to have my glass and clink my spoon for answer." + +"Right, John, thou art right as usual. Let the King go his own gait. He +hath too many mistresses to be ever England's master. Nobody need fear +him, for he is not like his father: he will have his own way, 'tis true, +but without stopping other folk of theirs: and well he knows what women +are, for he never asks them questions. Now heard you much in London town +about the Duke of Monmouth?" + +"Not so very much," I answered; "not half so much as in Devonshire: only +that he was a hearty man, and a very handsome one, and now was banished +by the Tories; and most people wished he was coming back, instead of the +Duke of York, who was trying boots in Scotland." + +"Things are changed since you were in town. The Whigs are getting up +again, through the folly of the Tories killing poor Lord Russell; and +now this Master Sidney (if my Lord condemns him) will make it worse +again. There is much disaffection everywhere, and it must grow to an +outbreak. The King hath many troops in London, and meaneth to bring +more from Tangier; but he cannot command these country places; and the +trained bands cannot help him much, even if they would. Now, do you +understand me, John?" + +"In truth, not I. I see not what Tangier hath to do with Exmoor; nor the +Duke of Monmouth with Jeremy Stickles." + +"Thou great clod, put it the other way. Jeremy Stickles may have much to +do about the Duke of Monmouth. The Whigs having failed of Exclusion, and +having been punished bitterly for the blood they shed, are ripe for any +violence. And the turn of the balance is now to them. See-saw is the +fashion of England always; and the Whigs will soon be the top-sawyers." + +"But," said I, still more confused, "'The King is the top-sawyer,' +according to our proverb. How then can the Whigs be?" + +"Thou art a hopeless ass, John. Better to sew with a chestnut than to +teach thee the constitution. Let it be so, let it be. I have seen a +boy of five years old more apt at politics than thou. Nay, look not +offended, lad. It is my fault for being over-deep to thee. I should have +considered thy intellect." + +"Nay, Master Jeremy, make no apologies. It is I that should excuse +myself; but, God knows, I have no politics." + +"Stick to that, my lad," he answered; "so shalt thou die easier. Now, +in ten words (without parties, or trying thy poor brain too much), I am +here to watch the gathering of a secret plot, not so much against the +King as against the due succession." + +"Now I understand at last. But, Master Stickles, you might have said all +that an hour ago almost." + +"It would have been better, if I had, to thee," he replied with much +compassion; "thy hat is nearly off thy head with the swelling of brain I +have given thee. Blows, blows, are thy business, Jack. There thou art in +thine element. And, haply, this business will bring thee plenty even +for thy great head to take. Now hearken to one who wishes thee well, +and plainly sees the end of it--stick thou to the winning side, and have +naught to do with the other one." + +"That," said I, in great haste and hurry, "is the very thing I want +to do, if I only knew which was the winning side, for the sake of +Lorna--that is to say, for the sake of my dear mother and sisters, and +the farm." + +"Ha!" cried Jeremy Stickles, laughing at the redness of my face--"Lorna, +saidst thou; now what Lorna? Is it the name of a maiden, or a +light-o'-love?" + +"Keep to your own business," I answered, very proudly; "spy as much as +e'er thou wilt, and use our house for doing it, without asking leave or +telling; but if I ever find thee spying into my affairs, all the King's +lifeguards in London, and the dragoons thou bringest hither, shall not +save thee from my hand--or one finger is enough for thee." + +Being carried beyond myself by his insolence about Lorna, I looked +at Master Stickles so, and spake in such a voice, that all his daring +courage and his spotless honour quailed within him, and he shrank--as if +I would strike so small a man. + +Then I left him, and went to work at the sacks upon the corn-floor, to +take my evil spirit from me before I should see mother. For (to tell the +truth) now my strength was full, and troubles were gathering round me, +and people took advantage so much of my easy temper, sometimes when +I was over-tried, a sudden heat ran over me, and a glowing of all +my muscles, and a tingling for a mighty throw, such as my utmost +self-command, and fear of hurting any one, could but ill refrain. +Afterwards, I was always very sadly ashamed of myself, knowing how poor +a thing bodily strength is, as compared with power of mind, and that it +is a coward's part to misuse it upon weaker folk. For the present there +was a little breach between Master Stickles and me, for which I blamed +myself very sorely. But though, in full memory of his kindness and +faithfulness in London, I asked his pardon many times for my foolish +anger with him, and offered to undergo any penalty he would lay upon me, +he only said it was no matter, there was nothing to forgive. When people +say that, the truth often is that they can forgive nothing. + +So for the present a breach was made between Master Jeremy and myself, +which to me seemed no great loss, inasmuch as it relieved me from any +privity to his dealings, for which I had small liking. All I feared was +lest I might, in any way, be ungrateful to him; but when he would have +no more of me, what could I do to help it? However, in a few days' time +I was of good service to him, as you shall see in its proper place. + +But now my own affairs were thrown into such disorder that I could +think of nothing else, and had the greatest difficulty in hiding my +uneasiness. For suddenly, without any warning, or a word of message, +all my Lorna's signals ceased, which I had been accustomed to watch for +daily, and as it were to feed upon them, with a glowing heart. The first +time I stood on the wooded crest, and found no change from yesterday, I +could hardly believe my eyes, or thought at least that it must be some +great mistake on the part of my love. However, even that oppressed me +with a heavy heart, which grew heavier, as I found from day to day no +token. + +Three times I went and waited long at the bottom of the valley, where +now the stream was brown and angry with the rains of autumn, and the +weeping trees hung leafless. But though I waited at every hour of day, +and far into the night, no light footstep came to meet me, no sweet +voice was in the air; all was lonely, drear, and drenched with sodden +desolation. It seemed as if my love was dead, and the winds were at her +funeral. + +Once I sought far up the valley, where I had never been before, even +beyond the copse where Lorna had found and lost her brave young cousin. +Following up the river channel, in shelter of the evening fog, I gained +a corner within stone's throw of the last outlying cot. This was a +gloomy, low, square house, without any light in the windows, roughly +built of wood and stone, as I saw when I drew nearer. For knowing it +to be Carver's dwelling (or at least suspecting so, from some words of +Lorna's), I was led by curiosity, and perhaps by jealousy, to have a +closer look at it. Therefore, I crept up the stream, losing half my +sense of fear, by reason of anxiety. And in truth there was not much to +fear, the sky being now too dark for even a shooter of wild fowl to make +good aim. And nothing else but guns could hurt me, as in the pride of my +strength I thought, and in my skill of single-stick. + +[Illustration: 304.jpg Nevertheless, I went warily] + +Nevertheless, I went warily, being now almost among this nest of +cockatrices. The back of Carver's house abutted on the waves of the +rushing stream; and seeing a loop-hole, vacant for muskets, I looked in, +but all was quiet. So far as I could judge by listening, there was no +one now inside, and my heart for a moment leaped with joy, for I +had feared to find Lorna there. Then I took a careful survey of the +dwelling, and its windows, and its door, and aspect, as if I had been +a robber meaning to make privy entrance. It was well for me that I did +this, as you will find hereafter. + +Having impressed upon my mind (a slow but, perhaps retentive mind), all +the bearings of the place, and all its opportunities, and even the +curve of the stream along it, and the bushes near the door, I was much +inclined to go farther up, and understand all the village. But a bar of +red light across the river, some forty yards on above me, and crossing +from the opposite side like a chain, prevented me. In that second house +there was a gathering of loud and merry outlaws, making as much noise as +if they had the law upon their side. Some, indeed, as I approached, were +laying down both right and wrong, as purely, and with as high a sense, +as if they knew the difference. Cold and troubled as I was, I could +hardly keep from laughing. + +Before I betook myself home that night, and eased dear mother's heart +so much, and made her pale face spread with smiles, I had resolved to +penetrate Glen Doone from the upper end, and learn all about my Lorna. +Not but what I might have entered from my unsuspected channel, as so +often I had done; but that I saw fearful need for knowing something more +than that. Here was every sort of trouble gathering upon me, here was +Jeremy Stickles stealing upon every one in the dark; here was +Uncle Reuben plotting Satan only could tell what; here was a white +night-capped man coming bodily from the grave; here was my own sister +Annie committed to a highwayman, and mother in distraction; most of +all--here, there, and where--was my Lorna stolen, dungeoned, perhaps +outraged. It was no time for shilly shally, for the balance of this and +that, or for a man with blood and muscle to pat his nose and ponder. +If I left my Lorna so; if I let those black-soul'd villains work their +pleasure on my love; if the heart that clave to mine could find no +vigour in it--then let maidens cease from men, and rest their faith in +tabby-cats. + +Rudely rolling these ideas in my heavy head and brain I resolved to let +the morrow put them into form and order, but not contradict them. And +then, as my constitution willed (being like that of England), I slept, +and there was no stopping me. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + +A VERY DESPERATE VENTURE + +[Illustration: 306.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +That the enterprise now resolved upon was far more dangerous than any +hitherto attempted by me, needs no further proof than this:--I went and +made my will at Porlock, with a middling honest lawyer there; not that I +had much to leave, but that none could say how far the farm, and all the +farming stock, might depend on my disposition. It makes me smile when I +remember how particular I was, and how for the life of me I was puzzled +to bequeath most part of my clothes, and hats, and things altogether +my own, to Lorna, without the shrewd old lawyer knowing who she was and +where she lived. At last, indeed, I flattered myself that I had baffled +old Tape's curiosity; but his wrinkled smile and his speech at parting +made me again uneasy. + +"A very excellent will, young sir. An admirably just and virtuous will; +all your effects to your nearest of kin; filial and fraternal duty +thoroughly exemplified; nothing diverted to alien channels, except a +small token of esteem and reverence to an elderly lady, I presume: and +which may or may not be valid, or invalid, on the ground of uncertainty, +or the absence of any legal status on the part of the legatee. Ha, ha! +Yes, yes! Few young men are so free from exceptionable entanglements. +Two guineas is my charge, sir: and a rare good will for the money. Very +prudent of you, sir. Does you credit in every way. Well, well; we all +must die; and often the young before the old." + +Not only did I think two guineas a great deal too much money for a +quarter of an hour's employment, but also I disliked particularly the +words with which he concluded; they sounded, from his grating voice, +like the evil omen of a croaking raven. Nevertheless I still abode in my +fixed resolve to go, and find out, if I died for it, what was become of +Lorna. And herein I lay no claim to courage; the matter being simply +a choice between two evils, of which by far the greater one was, of +course, to lose my darling. + +The journey was a great deal longer to fetch around the Southern hills, +and enter by the Doone-gate, than to cross the lower land and steal in +by the water-slide. However, I durst not take a horse (for fear of +the Doones who might be abroad upon their usual business), but started +betimes in the evening, so as not to hurry, or waste any strength upon +the way. And thus I came to the robbers' highway, walking circumspectly, +scanning the sky-line of every hill, and searching the folds of every +valley, for any moving figure. + +Although it was now well on towards dark, and the sun was down an hour +or so, I could see the robbers' road before me, in a trough of the +winding hills, where the brook ploughed down from the higher barrows, +and the coving banks were roofed with furze. At present, there was no +one passing, neither post nor sentinel, so far as I could descry; but +I thought it safer to wait a little, as twilight melted into night; +and then I crept down a seam of the highland, and stood upon the +Doone-track. + +As the road approached the entrance, it became more straight and strong, +like a channel cut from rock, with the water brawling darkly along the +naked side of it. Not a tree or bush was left, to shelter a man from +bullets: all was stern, and stiff, and rugged, as I could not help +perceiving, even through the darkness, and a smell as of churchyard +mould, a sense of being boxed in and cooped, made me long to be out +again. + +And here I was, or seemed to be, particularly unlucky; for as I drew +near the very entrance, lightly of foot and warily, the moon (which had +often been my friend) like an enemy broke upon me, topping the eastward +ridge of rock, and filling all the open spaces with the play of wavering +light. I shrank back into the shadowy quarter on the right side of the +road; and gloomily employed myself to watch the triple entrance, on +which the moonlight fell askew. + +All across and before the three rude and beetling archways hung a +felled oak overhead, black, and thick, and threatening. This, as I heard +before, could be let fall in a moment, so as to crush a score of men, +and bar the approach of horses. Behind this tree, the rocky mouth was +spanned, as by a gallery with brushwood and piled timber, all upon a +ledge of stone, where thirty men might lurk unseen, and fire at any +invader. From that rampart it would be impossible to dislodge them, +because the rock fell sheer below them twenty feet, or it may be more; +while overhead it towered three hundred, and so jutted over that nothing +could be cast upon them; even if a man could climb the height. And +the access to this portcullis place--if I may so call it, being no +portcullis there--was through certain rocky chambers known to the +tenants only. + +But the cleverest of their devices, and the most puzzling to an enemy, +was that, instead of one mouth only, there were three to choose from, +with nothing to betoken which was the proper access; all being pretty +much alike, and all unfenced and yawning. And the common rumour was +that in times of any danger, when any force was known to be on muster in +their neighbourhood, they changed their entrance every day, and diverted +the other two, by means of sliding doors to the chasms and dark abysses. + +Now I could see those three rough arches, jagged, black, and terrible; +and I knew that only one of them could lead me to the valley; neither +gave the river now any further guidance; but dived underground with a +sullen roar, where it met the cross-bar of the mountain. Having no means +at all of judging which was the right way of the three, and knowing that +the other two would lead to almost certain death, in the ruggedness and +darkness,--for how could a man, among precipices and bottomless depths +of water, without a ray of light, have any chance to save his life?--I +do declare that I was half inclined to go away, and have done with it. + +However, I knew one thing for certain, to wit, that the longer I stayed +debating the more would the enterprise pall upon me, and the less my +relish be. And it struck me that, in times of peace, the middle way was +the likeliest; and the others diverging right and left in their farther +parts might be made to slide into it (not far from the entrance), at the +pleasure of the warders. Also I took it for good omen that I remembered +(as rarely happened) a very fine line in the Latin grammar, whose +emphasis and meaning is "middle road is safest." + +Therefore, without more hesitation, I plunged into the middle way, +holding a long ash staff before me, shodden at the end with iron. +Presently I was in black darkness groping along the wall, and feeling a +deal more fear than I wished to feel; especially when upon looking back +I could no longer see the light, which I had forsaken. Then I stumbled +over something hard, and sharp, and very cold, moreover so grievous to +my legs that it needed my very best doctrine and humour to forbear from +swearing, in the manner they use in London. But when I arose and felt +it, and knew it to be a culverin, I was somewhat reassured thereby, +inasmuch as it was not likely that they would plant this engine except +in the real and true entrance. + +Therefore I went on again, more painfully and wearily, and presently +found it to be good that I had received that knock, and borne it with +such patience; for otherwise I might have blundered full upon the +sentries, and been shot without more ado. As it was, I had barely time +to draw back, as I turned a corner upon them; and if their lanthorn had +been in its place, they could scarce have failed to descry me, unless +indeed I had seen the gleam before I turned the corner. + +There seemed to be only two of them, of size indeed and stature as all +the Doones must be, but I need not have feared to encounter them both, +had they been unarmed, as I was. It was plain, however, that each had a +long and heavy carbine, not in his hands (as it should have been), but +standing close beside him. Therefore it behoved me now to be exceedingly +careful, and even that might scarce avail, without luck in proportion. +So I kept well back at the corner, and laid one cheek to the rock +face, and kept my outer eye round the jut, in the wariest mode I could +compass, watching my opportunity: and this is what I saw. + +The two villains looked very happy--which villains have no right to be, +but often are, meseemeth--they were sitting in a niche of rock, with +the lanthorn in the corner, quaffing something from glass measures, and +playing at push-pin, or shepherd's chess, or basset; or some trivial +game of that sort. Each was smoking a long clay pipe, quite of new +London shape, I could see, for the shadow was thrown out clearly; and +each would laugh from time to time, as he fancied he got the better of +it. One was sitting with his knees up, and left hand on his thigh; and +this one had his back to me, and seemed to be the stouter. The other +leaned more against the rock, half sitting and half astraddle, and +wearing leathern overalls, as if newly come from riding. I could see his +face quite clearly by the light of the open lanthorn, and a handsomer +or a bolder face I had seldom, if ever, set eyes upon; insomuch that it +made me very unhappy to think of his being so near my Lorna. + +"How long am I to stand crouching here?" I asked of myself, at last, +being tired of hearing them cry, "score one," "score two," "No, +by--, Charlie," "By --, I say it is, Phelps." And yet my only chance of +slipping by them unperceived was to wait till they quarrelled more, and +came to blows about it. Presently, as I made up my mind to steal along +towards them (for the cavern was pretty wide, just there), Charlie, or +Charleworth Doone, the younger and taller man, reached forth his hand +to seize the money, which he swore he had won that time. Upon this, +the other jerked his arm, vowing that he had no right to it; whereupon +Charlie flung at his face the contents of the glass he was sipping, +but missed him and hit the candle, which sputtered with a flare of +blue flame (from the strength perhaps of the spirit) and then went out +completely. At this, one swore, and the other laughed; and before they +had settled what to do, I was past them and round the corner. + +And then, like a giddy fool as I was, I needs must give them a +startler--the whoop of an owl, done so exactly, as John Fry had taught +me, and echoed by the roof so fearfully, that one of them dropped the +tinder box; and the other caught up his gun and cocked it, at least as +I judged by the sounds they made. And then, too late, I knew my madness, +for if either of them had fired, no doubt but what all the village would +have risen and rushed upon me. However, as the luck of the matter went, +it proved for my advantage; for I heard one say to the other,-- + +"Curse it, Charlie, what was that? It scared me so, I have dropped my +box; my flint is gone, and everything. Will the brimstone catch from +your pipe, my lad?" + +"My pipe is out, Phelps, ever so long. Damn it, I am not afraid of an +owl, man. Give me the lanthorn, and stay here. I'm not half done with +you yet, my friend." + +"Well said, my boy, well said! Go straight to Carver's, mind you. The +other sleepy heads be snoring, as there is nothing up to-night. No +dallying now under Captain's window. Queen will have nought to say to +you; and Carver will punch your head into a new wick for your lanthorn." + +"Will he though? Two can play at that." And so after some rude jests, +and laughter, and a few more oaths, I heard Charlie (or at any rate +somebody) coming toward me, with a loose and not too sober footfall. As +he reeled a little in his gait, and I would not move from his way one +inch, after his talk of Lorna, but only longed to grasp him (if common +sense permitted it), his braided coat came against my thumb, and his +leathern gaiters brushed my knee. If he had turned or noticed it, he +would have been a dead man in a moment; but his drunkenness saved him. + +So I let him reel on unharmed; and thereupon it occurred to me that I +could have no better guide, passing as he would exactly where I wished +to be; that is to say under Lorna's window. Therefore I followed him +without any especial caution; and soon I had the pleasure of seeing +his form against the moonlit sky. Down a steep and winding path, with +a handrail at the corners (such as they have at Ilfracombe), Master +Charlie tripped along--and indeed there was much tripping, and he must +have been an active fellow to recover as he did--and after him walked I, +much hoping (for his own poor sake) that he might not turn and espy me. + +But Bacchus (of whom I read at school, with great wonder about his +meaning--and the same I may say of Venus) that great deity preserved +Charlie, his pious worshipper, from regarding consequences. So he led +me very kindly to the top of the meadow land, where the stream from +underground broke forth, seething quietly with a little hiss of bubbles. +Hence I had fair view and outline of the robbers' township, spread +with bushes here and there, but not heavily overshadowed. The moon, +approaching now the full, brought the forms in manner forth, clothing +each with character, as the moon (more than the sun) does, to an eye +accustomed. + +I knew that the Captain's house was first, both from what Lorna had +said of it, and from my mother's description, and now again from seeing +Charlie halt there for a certain time, and whistle on his fingers, and +hurry on, fearing consequence. The tune that he whistled was strange to +me, and lingered in my ears, as having something very new and striking, +and fantastic in it. And I repeated it softly to myself, while I marked +the position of the houses and the beauty of the village. For the +stream, in lieu of any street, passing between the houses, and affording +perpetual change, and twinkling, and reflections moreover by its sleepy +murmur soothing all the dwellers there, this and the snugness of the +position, walled with rock and spread with herbage, made it look, in the +quiet moonlight, like a little paradise. And to think of all the inmates +there, sleeping with good consciences, having plied their useful trade +of making others work for them, enjoying life without much labour, yet +with great renown. + +Master Charlie went down the village, and I followed him carefully, +keeping as much as possible in the shadowy places, and watching the +windows of every house, lest any light should be burning. As I passed +Sir Ensor's house, my heart leaped up, for I spied a window, higher than +the rest above the ground, and with a faint light moving. This could +hardly fail to be the room wherein my darling lay; for here that +impudent young fellow had gazed while he was whistling. And here my +courage grew tenfold, and my spirit feared no evil--for lo, if Lorna had +been surrendered to that scoundrel, Carver, she would not have been at +her grandfather's house, but in Carver's accursed dwelling. + +Warm with this idea, I hurried after Charleworth Doone, being resolved +not to harm him now, unless my own life required it. And while I watched +from behind a tree, the door of the farthest house was opened; and sure +enough it was Carver's self, who stood bareheaded, and half undressed in +the doorway. I could see his great black chest, and arms, by the light +of the lamp he bore. + +"Who wants me this time of night?" he grumbled, in a deep gruff voice; +"any young scamp prowling after the maids shall have sore bones for his +trouble." + +"All the fair maids are for thee, are they, Master Carver?" Charlie +answered, laughing; "we young scamps must be well-content with coarser +stuff than thou wouldst have." + +"Would have? Ay, and will have," the great beast muttered angrily. "I +bide my time; but not very long. Only one word for thy good, Charlie. I +will fling thee senseless into the river, if ever I catch thy girl-face +there again." + +"Mayhap, Master Carver, it is more than thou couldst do. But I will not +keep thee; thou art not pleasant company to-night. All I want is a light +for my lanthorn, and a glass of schnapps, if thou hast it." + +"What is become of thy light, then? Good for thee I am not on duty." + +"A great owl flew between me and Phelps, as we watched beside the +culvern, and so scared was he at our fierce bright eyes that he fell and +knocked the light out." + +"Likely tale, or likely lie, Charles! We will have the truth to-morrow. +Here take thy light, and be gone with thee. All virtuous men are in bed +now." + +"Then so will I be, and why art thou not? Ha, have I earned my schnapps +now?" + +"If thou hast, thou hast paid a bad debt; there is too much in thee +already. Be off! my patience is done with." + +Then he slammed the door in the young man's face, having kindled his +lanthorn by this time: and Charlie went up to the watchplace again, +muttering as he passed me, "Bad look-out for all of us, when that surly +old beast is Captain. No gentle blood in him, no hospitality, not even +pleasant language, nor a good new oath in his frowsy pate! I've a mind +to cut the whole of it; and but for the girls I would so." + +My heart was in my mouth, as they say, when I stood in the shade by +Lorna's window, and whispered her name gently. The house was of one +story only, as the others were, with pine-ends standing forth the stone, +and only two rough windows upon that western side of it, and perhaps +both of them were Lorna's. The Doones had been their own builders, for +no one should know their ins and outs; and of course their work was +clumsy. As for their windows, they stole them mostly from the houses +round about. But though the window was not very close, I might have +whispered long enough, before she would have answered me; frightened as +she was, no doubt by many a rude overture. And I durst not speak +aloud because I saw another watchman posted on the western cliff, and +commanding all the valley. And now this man (having no companion for +drinking or for gambling) espied me against the wall of the house, and +advanced to the brink, and challenged me. + +"Who are you there? Answer! One, two, three; and I fire at thee." + +The nozzle of his gun was pointed full upon me, as I could see, with the +moonlight striking on the barrel; he was not more than fifty yards off, +and now he began to reckon. Being almost desperate about it, I began to +whistle, wondering how far I should get before I lost my windpipe: +and as luck would have it, my lips fell into that strange tune I +had practised last; the one I had heard from Charlie. My mouth would +scarcely frame the notes, being parched with terror; but to my surprise, +the man fell back, dropped his gun, and saluted. Oh, sweetest of all +sweet melodies! + +That tune was Carver Doone's passport (as I heard long afterwards), +which Charleworth Doone had imitated, for decoy of Lorna. The sentinel +took me for that vile Carver; who was like enough to be prowling there, +for private talk with Lorna; but not very likely to shout forth his +name, if it might be avoided. The watchman, perceiving the danger +perhaps of intruding on Carver's privacy, not only retired along the +cliff, but withdrew himself to good distance. + +Meanwhile he had done me the kindest service; for Lorna came to the +window at once, to see what the cause of the shout was, and drew back +the curtain timidly. Then she opened the rough lattice; and then she +watched the cliff and trees; and then she sighed very sadly. + +"Oh, Lorna, don't you know me?" I whispered from the side, being afraid +of startling her by appearing over suddenly. + +Quick though she always was of thought, she knew me not from my whisper, +and was shutting the window hastily when I caught it back, and showed +myself. + +"John!" she cried, yet with sense enough not to speak aloud: "oh, you +must be mad, John." + +"As mad as a March hare," said I, "without any news of my darling. You +knew I would come: of course you did." + +"Well, I thought, perhaps--you know: now, John, you need not eat my +hand. Do you see they have put iron bars across?" + +"To be sure. Do you think I should be contented, even with this lovely +hand, but for these vile iron bars. I will have them out before I go. +Now, darling, for one moment--just the other hand, for a change, you +know." + +So I got the other, but was not honest; for I kept them both, and felt +their delicate beauty trembling, as I laid them to my heart. + +"Oh, John, you will make me cry directly"--she had been crying long +ago--"if you go on in that way. You know we can never have one another; +every one is against it. Why should I make you miserable? Try not to +think of me any more." + +"And will you try the same of me, Lorna?" + +"Oh yes, John; if you agree to it. At least I will try to try it." + +"Then you won't try anything of the sort," I cried with great +enthusiasm, for her tone was so nice and melancholy: "the only thing +we will try to try, is to belong to one another. And if we do our best, +Lorna, God alone can prevent us." + +She crossed herself, with one hand drawn free as I spoke so boldly; +and something swelled in her little throat, and prevented her from +answering. + +"Now tell me," I said; "what means all this? Why are you so pent up +here? Why have you given me no token? Has your grandfather turned +against you? Are you in any danger?" + +"My poor grandfather is very ill: I fear that he will not live long. The +Counsellor and his son are now the masters of the valley; and I dare +not venture forth, for fear of anything they might do to me. When I went +forth, to signal for you, Carver tried to seize me; but I was too quick +for him. Little Gwenny is not allowed to leave the valley now; so that +I could send no message. I have been so wretched, dear, lest you should +think me false to you. The tyrants now make sure of me. You must watch +this house, both night and day, if you wish to save me. There is nothing +they would shrink from; if my poor grandfather--oh, I cannot bear to +think of myself, when I ought to think of him only; dying without a son +to tend him, or a daughter to shed a tear." + +"But surely he has sons enough; and a deal too many," I was going to +say, but stopped myself in time: "why do none of them come to him?" + +"I know not. I cannot tell. He is a very strange old man; and few have +ever loved him. He was black with wrath at the Counsellor, this very +afternoon--but I must not keep you here--you are much too brave, John; +and I am much too selfish: there, what was that shadow?" + +"Nothing more than a bat, darling, come to look for his sweetheart. I +will not stay long; you tremble so: and yet for that very reason, how +can I leave you, Lorna?" + +"You must--you must," she answered; "I shall die if they hurt you. I +hear the old nurse moving. Grandfather is sure to send for me. Keep back +from the window." + +However, it was only Gwenny Carfax, Lorna's little handmaid: my darling +brought her to the window and presented her to me, almost laughing +through her grief. + +"Oh, I am so glad, John; Gwenny, I am so glad you came. I have wanted +long to introduce you to my 'young man,' as you call him. It is rather +dark, but you can see him. I wish you to know him again, Gwenny." + +"Whoy!" cried Gwenny, with great amazement, standing on tiptoe to look +out, and staring as if she were weighing me: "her be bigger nor any +Doone! Heared as her have bate our Cornish champion awrastling. 'Twadn't +fair play nohow: no, no; don't tell me, 'twadn't fair play nohow." + +"True enough, Gwenny," I answered her; for the play had been very unfair +indeed on the side of the Bodmin champion; "it was not a fair bout, +little maid; I am free to acknowledge that." By that answer, or rather +by the construction she put upon it, the heart of the Cornish girl was +won, more than by gold and silver. + +"I shall knoo thee again, young man; no fear of that," she answered, +nodding with an air of patronage. "Now, missis, gae on coortin', and +I wall gae outside and watch for 'ee." Though expressed not over +delicately, this proposal arose, no doubt, from Gwenny's sense of +delicacy; and I was very thankful to her for taking her departure. + +"She is the best little thing in the world," said Lorna, softly +laughing; "and the queerest, and the truest. Nothing will bribe her +against me. If she seems to be on the other side, never, never doubt +her. Now no more of your 'coortin', John! I love you far too well for +that. Yes, yes, ever so much! If you will take a mean advantage of me. +And as much as ever you like to imagine; and then you may double it, +after that. Only go, do go, good John; kind, dear, darling John; if you +love me, go." + +"How can I go without settling anything?" I asked very sensibly. "How +shall I know of your danger now? Hit upon something; you are so quick. +Anything you can think of; and then I will go, and not frighten you." + +"I have been thinking long of something," Lorna answered rapidly, with +that peculiar clearness of voice which made every syllable ring like +music of a several note, "you see that tree with the seven rooks' nests +bright against the cliffs there? Can you count them, from above, do you +think? From a place where you will be safe, dear"-- + +"No doubt, I can; or if I cannot, it will not take me long to find a +spot, whence I can do it." + +"Gwenny can climb like any cat. She has been up there in the summer, +watching the young birds, day by day, and daring the boys to touch them. +There are neither birds, nor eggs there now, of course, and nothing +doing. If you see but six rooks' nests; I am in peril and want you. If +you see but five, I am carried off by Carver." + +"Good God!" said I, at the mere idea; in a tone which frightened Lorna. + +"Fear not, John," she whispered sadly, and my blood grew cold at it: +"I have means to stop him; or at least to save myself. If you can come +within one day of that man's getting hold of me, you will find me quite +unharmed. After that you will find me dead, or alive, according to +circumstances, but in no case such that you need blush to look at me." + +Her dear sweet face was full of pride, as even in the gloom I saw: and I +would not trespass on her feelings by such a thing, at such a moment, as +an attempt at any caress. I only said, "God bless you, darling!" and +she said the same to me, in a very low sad voice. And then I stole below +Carver's house, in the shadow from the eastern cliff; and knowing +enough of the village now to satisfy all necessity, betook myself to my +well-known track in returning from the valley; which was neither down +the waterslide (a course I feared in the darkness) nor up the cliffs at +Lorna's bower; but a way of my own inventing, which there is no need to +dwell upon. + +A weight of care was off my mind; though much of trouble hung there +still. One thing was quite certain--if Lorna could not have John Ridd, +no one else should have her. And my mother, who sat up for me, and with +me long time afterwards, agreed that this was comfort. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + +A GOOD TURN FOR JEREMY + +[Illustration: 318.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +John Fry had now six shillings a week of regular and permanent wage, +besides all harvest and shearing money, as well as a cottage rent-free, +and enough of garden-ground to rear pot-herbs for his wife and all +his family. Now the wages appointed by our justices, at the time of +sessions, were four-and-sixpence a week for summer, and a shilling less +for the winter-time; and we could be fined, and perhaps imprisoned, for +giving more than the sums so fixed. Therefore John Fry was looked upon +as the richest man upon Exmoor, I mean of course among labourers, and +there were many jokes about robbing him, as if he were the mint of the +King; and Tom Faggus promised to try his hand, if he came across John +on the highway, although he had ceased from business, and was seeking a +Royal pardon. + +Now is it according to human nature, or is it a thing contradictory +(as I would fain believe)? But anyhow, there was, upon Exmoor, no more +discontented man, no man more sure that he had not his worth, neither +half so sore about it, than, or as, John Fry was. And one thing he did +which I could not wholly (or indeed I may say, in any measure) +reconcile with my sense of right, much as I laboured to do John justice, +especially because of his roguery; and this was, that if we said too +much, or accused him at all of laziness (which he must have known to be +in him), he regularly turned round upon us, and quite compelled us +to hold our tongues, by threatening to lay information against us for +paying him too much wages! + +Now I have not mentioned all this of John Fry, from any disrespect for +his memory (which is green and honest amongst us), far less from any +desire to hurt the feelings of his grandchildren; and I will do them the +justice, once for all, to avow, thus publicly, that I have known a great +many bigger rogues, and most of themselves in the number. But I have +referred, with moderation, to this little flaw in a worthy character (or +foible, as we call it, when a man is dead) for this reason only--that +without it there was no explaining John's dealings with Jeremy Stickles. + +Master Jeremy, being full of London and Norwich experience, fell into +the error of supposing that we clods and yokels were the simplest of the +simple, and could be cheated at his good pleasure. Now this is not so: +when once we suspect that people have that idea of us, we indulge them +in it to the top of their bent, and grieve that they should come out of +it, as they do at last in amazement, with less money than before, and +the laugh now set against them. + +Ever since I had offended Jeremy, by threatening him (as before related) +in case of his meddling with my affairs, he had more and more allied +himself with simple-minded John, as he was pleased to call him. John +Fry was everything: it was "run and fetch my horse, John"--"John, are my +pistols primed well?"--"I want you in the stable, John, about something +very particular", until except for the rudeness of it, I was longing +to tell Master Stickles that he ought to pay John's wages. John for +his part was not backward, but gave himself the most wonderful airs of +secrecy and importance, till half the parish began to think that the +affairs of the nation were in his hand, and he scorned the sight of a +dungfork. + +It was not likely that this should last; and being the only man in the +parish with any knowledge of politics, I gave John Fry to understand +that he must not presume to talk so freely, as if he were at least a +constable, about the constitution; which could be no affair of his, and +might bring us all into trouble. At this he only tossed his nose, as if +he had been in London at least three times for my one; which vexed me so +that I promised him the thick end of the plough-whip if even the name of +a knight of the shire should pass his lips for a fortnight. + +Now I did not suspect in my stupid noddle that John Fry would ever tell +Jeremy Stickles about the sight at the Wizard's Slough and the man in +the white nightcap; because John had sworn on the blade of his knife not +to breathe a word to any soul, without my full permission. However, it +appears that John related, for a certain consideration, all that he +had seen, and doubtless more which had accrued to it. Upon this Master +Stickles was much astonished at Uncle Reuben's proceedings, having +always accounted him a most loyal, keen, and wary subject. + +All this I learned upon recovering Jeremy's good graces, which came to +pass in no other way than by the saving of his life. Being bound to keep +the strictest watch upon the seven rooks' nests, and yet not bearing +to be idle and to waste my mother's stores, I contrived to keep my work +entirely at the western corner of our farm, which was nearest to Glen +Doone, and whence I could easily run to a height commanding the view I +coveted. + +One day Squire Faggus had dropped in upon us, just in time for dinner; +and very soon he and King's messenger were as thick as need be. Tom had +brought his beloved mare to show her off to Annie, and he mounted his +pretty sweetheart upon her, after giving Winnie notice to be on her +very best behaviour. The squire was in great spirits, having just +accomplished a purchase of land which was worth ten times what he gave +for it; and this he did by a merry trick upon old Sir Roger Bassett, who +never supposed him to be in earnest, as not possessing the money. The +whole thing was done on a bumper of claret in a tavern where they met; +and the old knight having once pledged his word, no lawyers could +hold him back from it. They could only say that Master Faggus, being +attainted of felony, was not a capable grantee. "I will soon cure that," +quoth Tom, "my pardon has been ready for months and months, so soon as I +care to sue it." + +And now he was telling our Annie, who listened very rosily, and believed +every word he said, that, having been ruined in early innocence by the +means of lawyers, it was only just, and fair turn for turn, that having +become a match for them by long practice upon the highway, he should +reinstate himself, at their expense, in society. And now he would go +to London at once, and sue out his pardon, and then would his lovely +darling Annie, etc., etc.--things which I had no right to hear, and in +which I was not wanted. + +Therefore I strode away up the lane to my afternoon's employment, sadly +comparing my love with theirs (which now appeared so prosperous), yet +heartily glad for Annie's sake; only remembering now and then the old +proverb "Wrong never comes right." + +I worked very hard in the copse of young ash, with my billhook and a +shearing-knife; cutting out the saplings where they stooled too close +together, making spars to keep for thatching, wall-crooks to drive into +the cob, stiles for close sheep hurdles, and handles for rakes, and +hoes, and two-bills, of the larger and straighter stuff. And all the +lesser I bound in faggots, to come home on the sledd to the woodrick. +It is not to be supposed that I did all this work, without many peeps at +the seven rooks' nests, which proved my Lorna's safety. Indeed, whenever +I wanted a change, either from cleaving, or hewing too hard, or stooping +too much at binding, I was up and away to the ridge of the hill, instead +of standing and doing nothing. + +Soon I forgot about Tom and Annie; and fell to thinking of Lorna only; +and how much I would make of her; and what I should call our children; +and how I would educate them, to do honour to her rank; yet all the time +I worked none the worse, by reason of meditation. Fresh-cut spars are +not so good as those of a little seasoning; especially if the sap +was not gone down at the time of cutting. Therefore we always find it +needful to have plenty still in stock. + +It was very pleasant there in the copse, sloping to the west as it was, +and the sun descending brightly, with rocks and banks to dwell upon. The +stems of mottled and dimpled wood, with twigs coming out like elbows, +hung and clung together closely, with a mode of bending in, as children +do at some danger; overhead the shrunken leaves quivered and rustled +ripely, having many points like stars, and rising and falling +delicately, as fingers play sad music. Along the bed of the slanting +ground, all between the stools of wood, there were heaps of dead brown +leaves, and sheltered mats of lichen, and drifts of spotted stick gone +rotten, and tufts of rushes here and there, full of fray and feathering. + +All by the hedge ran a little stream, a thing that could barely name +itself, flowing scarce more than a pint in a minute, because of the +sunny weather. Yet had this rill little crooks and crannies dark and +bravely bearded, and a gallant rush through a reeden pipe--the stem of +a flag that was grounded; and here and there divided threads, from the +points of a branching stick, into mighty pools of rock (as large as a +grown man's hat almost) napped with moss all around the sides and hung +with corded grasses. Along and down the tiny banks, and nodding into one +another, even across main channel, hung the brown arcade of ferns; some +with gold tongues languishing; some with countless ear-drops jerking, +some with great quilled ribs uprising and long saws aflapping; others +cupped, and fanning over with the grace of yielding, even as a hollow +fountain spread by winds that have lost their way. + +Deeply each beyond other, pluming, stooping, glancing, glistening, +weaving softest pillow lace, coying to the wind and water, when their +fleeting image danced, or by which their beauty moved,--God has made no +lovelier thing; and only He takes heed of them. + +It was time to go home to supper now, and I felt very friendly towards +it, having been hard at work for some hours, with only the voice of the +little rill, and some hares and a pheasant for company. The sun was gone +down behind the black wood on the farther cliffs of Bagworthy, and the +russet of the tufts and spear-beds was becoming gray, while the greyness +of the sapling ash grew brown against the sky; the hollow curves of +the little stream became black beneath the grasses and the fairy fans +innumerable, while outside the hedge our clover was crimping its leaves +in the dewfall, like the cocked hats of wood-sorrel,--when, thanking God +for all this scene, because my love had gifted me with the key to all +things lovely, I prepared to follow their example, and to rest from +labour. + +Therefore I wiped my bill-hook and shearing-knife very carefully, for +I hate to leave tools dirty; and was doubting whether I should try for +another glance at the seven rooks' nests, or whether it would be too +dark for it. It was now a quarter of an hour mayhap, since I had made +any chopping noise, because I had been assorting my spars, and tying +them in bundles, instead of plying the bill-hook; and the gentle tinkle +of the stream was louder than my doings. To this, no doubt, I owe my +life, which then (without my dreaming it) was in no little jeopardy. + +For, just as I was twisting the bine of my very last faggot, before +tucking the cleft tongue under, there came three men outside the hedge, +where the western light was yellow; and by it I could see that all three +of them carried firearms. These men were not walking carelessly, but +following down the hedge-trough, as if to stalk some enemy: and for a +moment it struck me cold to think it was I they were looking for. With +the swiftness of terror I concluded that my visits to Glen Doone were +known, and now my life was the forfeit. + +It was a most lucky thing for me, that I heard their clothes catch in +the brambles, and saw their hats under the rampart of ash, which is made +by what we call "splashing," and lucky, for me that I stood in a goyal, +and had the dark coppice behind me. To this I had no time to fly, but +with a sort of instinct, threw myself flat in among the thick fern, and +held my breath, and lay still as a log. For I had seen the light gleam +on their gun-barrels, and knowing the faults of the neighbourhood, would +fain avoid swelling their number. Then the three men came to the gap +in the hedge, where I had been in and out so often; and stood up, and +looked in over. + +It is all very well for a man to boast that, in all his life, he has +never been frightened, and believes that he never could be so. There +may be men of that nature--I will not dare to deny it; only I have +never known them. The fright I was now in was horrible, and all my bones +seemed to creep inside me; when lying there helpless, with only a billet +and the comb of fern to hide me, in the dusk of early evening, I saw +three faces in the gap; and what was worse, three gun-muzzles. + +"Somebody been at work here--" it was the deep voice of Carver Doone; +"jump up, Charlie, and look about; we must have no witnesses." + +"Give me a hand behind," said Charlie, the same handsome young Doone I +had seen that night; "this bank is too devilish steep for me." + +"Nonsense, man!" cried Marwood de Whichehalse, who to my amazement was +the third of the number; "only a hind cutting faggots; and of course he +hath gone home long ago. Blind man's holiday, as we call it. I can see +all over the place; and there is not even a rabbit there." + +At that I drew my breath again, and thanked God I had gotten my coat on. + +"Squire is right," said Charlie, who was standing up high (on a root +perhaps), "there is nobody there now, captain; and lucky for the poor +devil that he keepeth workman's hours. Even his chopper is gone, I see." + +"No dog, no man, is the rule about here, when it comes to coppice work," +continued young de Whichehalse; "there is not a man would dare work +there, without a dog to scare the pixies." + +"There is a big young fellow upon this farm," Carver Doone muttered +sulkily, "with whom I have an account to settle, if ever I come across +him. He hath a cursed spite to us, because we shot his father. He was +going to bring the lumpers upon us, only he was afeared, last winter. +And he hath been in London lately, for some traitorous job, I doubt." + +"Oh, you mean that fool, John Ridd," answered the young squire; "a very +simple clod-hopper. No treachery in him I warrant; he hath not the head +for it. All he cares about is wrestling. As strong as a bull, and with +no more brains." + +"A bullet for that bull," said Carver; and I could see the grin on his +scornful face; "a bullet for ballast to his brain, the first time I come +across him." + +"Nonsense, captain! I won't have him shot, for he is my old +school-fellow, and hath a very pretty sister. But his cousin is of a +different mould, and ten times as dangerous." + +"We shall see, lads, we shall see," grumbled the great black-bearded +man. "Ill bodes for the fool that would hinder me. But come, let us +onward. No lingering, or the viper will be in the bush from us. Body and +soul, if he give us the slip, both of you shall answer it." + +"No fear, captain, and no hurry," Charlie answered gallantly, "would I +were as sure of living a twelvemonth as he is of dying within the hour! +Extreme unction for him in my bullet patch. Remember, I claim to be his +confessor, because he hath insulted me." + +"Thou art welcome to the job for me," said Marwood, as they turned away, +and kept along the hedge-row; "I love to meet a man sword to sword; not +to pop at him from a foxhole." + +What answer was made I could not hear, for by this time the stout ashen +hedge was between us, and no other gap to be found in it, until at the +very bottom, where the corner of the copse was. Yet I was not quit of +danger now; for they might come through that second gap, and then would +be sure to see me, unless I crept into the uncut thicket, before they +could enter the clearing. But in spite of all my fear, I was not wise +enough to do that. And in truth the words of Carver Doone had filled me +with such anger, knowing what I did about him and his pretence to Lorna; +and the sight of Squire Marwood, in such outrageous company, had so +moved my curiosity, and their threats against some unknown person so +aroused my pity, that much of my prudence was forgotten, or at least the +better part of courage, which loves danger at long distance. + +Therefore, holding fast my bill-hook, I dropped myself very quietly +into the bed of the runnel, being resolved to take my chance of their +entrance at the corner, where the water dived through the hedge-row. And +so I followed them down the fence, as gently as a rabbit goes, only I +was inside it, and they on the outside; but yet so near that I heard the +branches rustle as they pushed them. + +Perhaps I had never loved ferns so much as when I came to the end of +that little gully, and stooped betwixt two patches of them, now my +chiefest shelter, for cattle had been through the gap just there, in +quest of fodder and coolness, and had left but a mound of trodden earth +between me and the outlaws. I mean at least on my left hand (upon which +side they were), for in front where the brook ran out of the copse was a +good stiff hedge of holly. And now I prayed Heaven to lead them straight +on; for if they once turned to their right, through the gap, the muzzles +of their guns would come almost against my forehead. + +I heard them, for I durst not look; and could scarce keep still for +trembling--I heard them trampling outside the gap, uncertain which track +they should follow. And in that fearful moment, with my soul almost +looking out of my body, expecting notice to quit it, what do you think +I did? I counted the threads in a spider's web, and the flies he had +lately eaten, as their skeletons shook in the twilight. + +"We shall see him better in there," said Carver, in his horrible gruff +voice, like the creaking of the gallows chain; "sit there, behind holly +hedge, lads, while he cometh down yonder hill; and then our good-evening +to him; one at his body, and two at his head; and good aim, lest we +baulk the devil." + +"I tell you, captain, that will not do," said Charlie, almost +whispering: "you are very proud of your skill, we know, and can hit a +lark if you see it: but he may not come until after dark, and we cannot +be too nigh to him. This holly hedge is too far away. He crosses down +here from Slocomslade, not from Tibbacot, I tell you; but along that +track to the left there, and so by the foreland to Glenthorne, where his +boat is in the cove. Do you think I have tracked him so many evenings, +without knowing his line to a hair? Will you fool away all my trouble?" + +"Come then, lad, we will follow thy lead. Thy life for his, if we fail +of it." + +"After me then, right into the hollow; thy legs are growing stiff, +captain." + +"So shall thy body be, young man, if thou leadest me astray in this." + +I heard them stumbling down the hill, which was steep and rocky in that +part; and peering through the hedge, I saw them enter a covert, by the +side of the track which Master Stickles followed, almost every evening, +when he left our house upon business. And then I knew who it was they +were come on purpose to murder--a thing which I might have guessed long +before, but for terror and cold stupidity. + +"Oh that God," I thought for a moment, waiting for my blood to flow; "Oh +that God had given me brains, to meet such cruel dastards according to +their villainy! The power to lie, and the love of it; the stealth to +spy, and the glory in it; above all, the quiet relish for blood, and joy +in the death of an enemy--these are what any man must have, to contend +with the Doones upon even terms. And yet, I thank God that I have not +any of these." + +It was no time to dwell upon that, only to try, if might be, to prevent +the crime they were bound upon. To follow the armed men down the hill +would have been certain death to me, because there was no covert there, +and the last light hung upon it. It seemed to me that my only chance to +stop the mischief pending was to compass the round of the hill, as fast +as feet could be laid to ground; only keeping out of sight from the +valley, and then down the rocks, and across the brook, to the track from +Slocombslade: so as to stop the King's messenger from travelling any +farther, if only I could catch him there. + +And this was exactly what I did; and a terrible run I had for it, +fearing at every step to hear the echo of shots in the valley, and +dropping down the scrubby rocks with tearing and violent scratching. +Then I crossed Bagworthy stream, not far below Doone-valley, and +breasted the hill towards Slocombslade, with my heart very heavily +panting. Why Jeremy chose to ride this way, instead of the more direct +one (which would have been over Oare-hill), was more than I could account +for: but I had nothing to do with that; all I wanted was to save his +life. + +And this I did by about a minute; and (which was the hardest thing of +all) with a great horse-pistol at my head as I seized upon his bridle. + +"Jeremy, Jerry," was all I could say, being so fearfully short of +breath; for I had crossed the ground quicker than any horse could. + +"Spoken just in time, John Ridd!" cried Master Stickles, still however +pointing the pistol at me: "I might have known thee by thy size, John. +What art doing here?" + +"Come to save your life. For God's sake, go no farther. Three men in the +covert there, with long guns, waiting for thee." + +"Ha! I have been watched of late. That is why I pointed at thee, John. +Back round this corner, and get thy breath, and tell me all about it. I +never saw a man so hurried. I could beat thee now, John." + +Jeremy Stickles was a man of courage, and presence of mind, and much +resource: otherwise he would not have been appointed for this business; +nevertheless he trembled greatly when he heard what I had to tell +him. But I took good care to keep back the name of young Marwood de +Whichehalse; neither did I show my knowledge of the other men; for +reasons of my own not very hard to conjecture. + +"We will let them cool their heels, John Ridd," said Jeremy, after +thinking a little. "I cannot fetch my musketeers either from Glenthorne +or Lynmouth, in time to seize the fellows. And three desperate Doones, +well-armed, are too many for you and me. One result this attempt will +have, it will make us attack them sooner than we had intended. And one +more it will have, good John, it will make me thy friend for ever. Shake +hands my lad, and forgive me freely for having been so cold to thee. +Mayhap, in the troubles coming, it will help thee not a little to have +done me this good turn." + +Upon this he shook me by the hand, with a pressure such as we feel not +often; and having learned from me how to pass quite beyond view of his +enemies, he rode on to his duty, whatever it might be. For my part I was +inclined to stay, and watch how long the three fusiliers would have the +patience to lie in wait; but seeing less and less use in that, as I +grew more and more hungry, I swung my coat about me, and went home to +Plover's Barrows. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + +A TROUBLED STATE AND A FOOLISH JOKE + +[Illustration: 328.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Stickles took me aside the next day, and opened all his business to me, +whether I would or not. But I gave him clearly to understand that he was +not to be vexed with me, neither to regard me as in any way dishonest, +if I should use for my own purpose, or for the benefit of my friends, +any part of the knowledge and privity thus enforced upon me. To this he +agreed quite readily; but upon the express provision that I should +do nothing to thwart his schemes, neither unfold them to any one; but +otherwise be allowed to act according to my own conscience, and as +consisted with the honour of a loyal gentleman--for so he was pleased to +term me. Now what he said lay in no great compass and may be summed in +smaller still; especially as people know the chief part of it already. +Disaffection to the King, or rather dislike to his brother James, and +fear of Roman ascendancy, had existed now for several years, and of late +were spreading rapidly; partly through the downright arrogance of +the Tory faction, the cruelty and austerity of the Duke of York, the +corruption of justice, and confiscation of ancient rights and charters; +partly through jealousy of the French king, and his potent voice in our +affairs; and partly (or perhaps one might even say, mainly) through that +natural tide in all political channels, which verily moves as if it had +the moon itself for its mistress. No sooner is a thing done and fixed, +being set far in advance perhaps of all that was done before (like a new +mole in the sea), but immediately the waters retire, lest they should +undo it; and every one says how fine it is, but leaves other people to +walk on it. Then after awhile, the vague endless ocean, having retired +and lain still without a breeze or murmur, frets and heaves again with +impulse, or with lashes laid on it, and in one great surge advances over +every rampart. + +And so there was at the time I speak of, a great surge in England, not +rolling yet, but seething; and one which a thousand Chief Justices, +and a million Jeremy Stickles, should never be able to stop or turn, +by stringing up men in front of it; any more than a rope of onions can +repulse a volcano. But the worst of it was that this great movement took +a wrong channel at first; not only missing legitimate line, but roaring +out that the back ditchway was the true and established course of it. + +Against this rash and random current nearly all the ancient mariners of +the State were set; not to allow the brave ship to drift there, though +some little boats might try it. For the present there seemed to be +a pause, with no open onset, but people on the shore expecting, each +according to his wishes, and the feel of his own finger, whence the rush +of wind should come which might direct the water. + +Now,--to reduce high figures of speech into our own little +numerals,--all the towns of Somersetshire and half the towns of +Devonshire were full of pushing eager people, ready to swallow anything, +or to make others swallow it. Whether they believed the folly about the +black box, and all that stuff, is not for me to say; only one thing +I know, they pretended to do so, and persuaded the ignorant rustics. +Taunton, Bridgwater, Minehead, and Dulverton took the lead of the other +towns in utterance of their discontent, and threats of what they meant +to do if ever a Papist dared to climb the Protestant throne of England. +On the other hand, the Tory leaders were not as yet under apprehension +of an immediate outbreak, and feared to damage their own cause by +premature coercion, for the struggle was not very likely to begin in +earnest during the life of the present King; unless he should (as some +people hoped) be so far emboldened as to make public profession of +the faith which he held (if any). So the Tory policy was to watch, not +indeed permitting their opponents to gather strength, and muster in +armed force or with order, but being well apprised of all their schemes +and intended movements, to wait for some bold overt act, and then to +strike severely. And as a Tory watchman--or spy, as the Whigs would call +him--Jeremy Stickles was now among us; and his duty was threefold. + +First, and most ostensibly, to see to the levying of poundage in the +little haven of Lynmouth, and farther up the coast, which was now +becoming a place of resort for the folk whom we call smugglers, that is +to say, who land their goods without regard to King's revenue as by +law established. And indeed there had been no officer appointed to take +toll, until one had been sent to Minehead, not so very long before. +The excise as well (which had been ordered in the time of the Long +Parliament) had been little heeded by the people hereabouts. + +Second, his duty was (though only the Doones had discovered it) to watch +those outlaws narrowly, and report of their manners (which were scanty), +doings (which were too manifold), reputation (which was execrable), and +politics, whether true to the King and the Pope, or otherwise. + +Jeremy Stickles' third business was entirely political; to learn the +temper of our people and the gentle families, to watch the movements of +the trained bands (which could not always be trusted), to discover any +collecting of arms and drilling of men among us, to prevent (if need +were, by open force) any importation of gunpowder, of which there had +been some rumour; in a word, to observe and forestall the enemy. + +Now in providing for this last-mentioned service, the Government had +made a great mistake, doubtless through their anxiety to escape any +public attention. For all the disposable force at their emissary's +command amounted to no more than a score of musketeers, and these +so divided along the coast as scarcely to suffice for the duty of +sentinels. He held a commission, it is true, for the employment of the +train-bands, but upon the understanding that he was not to call upon +them (except as a last resource), for any political object; although +he might use them against the Doones as private criminals, if found +needful; and supposing that he could get them. + +"So you see, John," he said in conclusion, "I have more work than tools +to do it with. I am heartily sorry I ever accepted such a mixed and +meagre commission. At the bottom of it lies (I am well convinced) not +only the desire to keep things quiet, but the paltry jealousy of the +military people. Because I am not a Colonel, forsooth, or a Captain in +His Majesty's service, it would never do to trust me with a company of +soldiers! And yet they would not send either Colonel or Captain, for +fear of a stir in the rustic mind. The only thing that I can do with +any chance of success, is to rout out these vile Doone fellows, and burn +their houses over their heads. Now what think you of that, John Ridd?" + +"Destroy the town of the Doones," I said, "and all the Doones inside it! +Surely, Jeremy, you would never think of such a cruel act as that!" + +"A cruel act, John! It would be a mercy for at least three counties. No +doubt you folk, who live so near, are well accustomed to them, and would +miss your liveliness in coming home after nightfall, and the joy of +finding your sheep and cattle right, when you not expected it. But after +awhile you might get used to the dullness of being safe in your beds, +and not losing your sisters and sweethearts. Surely, on the whole, it is +as pleasant not to be robbed as to be robbed." + +"I think we should miss them very much," I answered after consideration; +for the possibility of having no Doones had never yet occurred to me, +and we all were so thoroughly used to them, and allowed for it in +our year's reckoning; "I am sure we should miss them very sadly; and +something worse would come of it." + +"Thou art the staunchest of all staunch Tories," cried Stickles, +laughing, as he shook my hand; "thou believest in the divine right of +robbers, who are good enough to steal thy own fat sheep. I am a jolly +Tory, John, but thou art ten times jollier: oh! the grief in thy face at +the thought of being robbed no longer!" + +He laughed in a very unseemly manner; while I descried nothing to laugh +about. For we always like to see our way; and a sudden change upsets us. +And unless it were in the loss of the farm, or the death of the King, or +of Betty Muxworthy, there was nothing that could so unsettle our minds +as the loss of the Doones of Bagworthy. + +And beside all this, I was thinking, of course, and thinking more than +all the rest, about the troubles that might ensue to my own beloved +Lorna. If an attack of Glen Doone were made by savage soldiers and +rude train-bands, what might happen, or what might not, to my delicate, +innocent darling? Therefore, when Jeremy Stickles again placed the +matter before me, commending my strength and courage and skill (to +flatter me of the highest), and finished by saying that I would be worth +at least four common men to him, I cut him short as follows:-- + +"Master Stickles, once for all, I will have naught to do with it. The +reason why is no odds of thine, nor in any way disloyal. Only in thy +plans remember that I will not strike a blow, neither give any counsel, +neither guard any prisoners." + +"Not strike a blow," cried Jeremy, "against thy father's murderers, +John!" + +"Not a single blow, Jeremy; unless I knew the man who did it, and he +gloried in his sin. It was a foul and dastard deed, yet not done in cold +blood; neither in cold blood will I take God's task of avenging it." + +"Very well, John," answered Master Stickles, "I know thine obstinacy. +When thy mind is made up, to argue with thee is pelting a rock with +peppercorns. But thou hast some other reason, lad, unless I am much +mistaken, over and above thy merciful nature and Christian forgiveness. +Anyhow, come and see it, John. There will be good sport, I reckon; +especially when we thrust our claws into the nest of the ravens. Many +a yeoman will find his daughter, and some of the Porlock lads their +sweethearts. A nice young maiden, now, for thee, John; if indeed, any--" + +"No more of this!" I answered very sternly: "it is no business of thine, +Jeremy; and I will have no joking upon this matter." + +"Good, my lord; so be it. But one thing I tell thee in earnest. We will +have thy old double-dealing uncle, Huckaback of Dulverton, and march him +first to assault Doone Castle, sure as my name is Stickles. I hear that +he hath often vowed to storm the valley himself, if only he could find a +dozen musketeers to back him. Now, we will give him chance to do it, and +prove his loyalty to the King, which lies under some suspicion of late." + +With regard to this, I had nothing to say; for it seemed to me very +reasonable that Uncle Reuben should have first chance of recovering his +stolen goods, about which he had made such a sad to-do, and promised +himself such vengeance. I made bold, however, to ask Master Stickles at +what time he intended to carry out this great and hazardous attempt. He +answered that he had several things requiring first to be set in order, +and that he must make an inland Journey, even as far as Tiverton, and +perhaps Crediton and Exeter, to collect his forces and ammunition +for them. For he meant to have some of the yeomanry as well as of the +trained bands, so that if the Doones should sally forth, as perhaps they +would, on horseback, cavalry might be there to meet them, and cut them +off from returning. + +All this made me very uncomfortable, for many and many reasons, the +chief and foremost being of course my anxiety about Lorna. If the attack +succeeded, what was to become of her? Who would rescue her from the +brutal soldiers, even supposing that she escaped from the hands of her +own people, during the danger and ferocity? And in smaller ways, I was +much put out; for instance, who would ensure our corn-ricks, sheep, and +cattle, ay, and even our fat pigs, now coming on for bacon, against the +spreading all over the country of unlicensed marauders? The Doones +had their rights, and understood them, and took them according to +prescription, even as the parsons had, and the lords of manors, and the +King himself, God save him! But how were these low soldiering fellows +(half-starved at home very likely, and only too glad of the fat of the +land, and ready, according to our proverb, to burn the paper they +fried in), who were they to come hectoring and heroing over us, and +Heliogabalising, with our pretty sisters to cook for them, and be +chucked under chin perhaps afterwards? There is nothing England hates +so much, according to my sense of it, as that fellows taken from +plough-tail, cart-tail, pot-houses and parish-stocks, should be hoisted +and foisted upon us (after a few months' drilling, and their lying +shaped into truckling) as defenders of the public weal, and heroes of +the universe. + +In another way I was vexed, moreover--for after all we must consider the +opinions of our neighbours--namely, that I knew quite well how everybody +for ten miles round (for my fame must have been at least that wide, +after all my wrestling), would lift up hands and cry out thus--"Black +shame on John Ridd, if he lets them go without him!" + +Putting all these things together, as well as many others, which your +own wits will suggest to you, it is impossible but what you will freely +acknowledge that this unfortunate John Ridd was now in a cloven stick. +There was Lorna, my love and life, bound by her duty to that old +vil--nay, I mean to her good grandfather, who could now do little +mischief, and therefore deserved all praise--Lorna bound, at any rate, +by her womanly feelings, if not by sense of duty, to remain in the thick +danger, with nobody to protect her, but everybody to covet her, for +beauty and position. Here was all the country roused with violent +excitement, at the chance of snapping at the Doones; and not only +getting tit for tat; but every young man promising his sweetheart a +gold chain, and his mother at least a shilling. And here was our own +mow-yard, better filled than we could remember, and perhaps every sheaf +in it destined to be burned or stolen, before we had finished the bread +we had baked. + +Among all these troubles, there was, however, or seemed to be, one +comfort. Tom Faggus returned from London very proudly and very happily, +with a royal pardon in black and white, which everybody admired the +more, because no one could read a word of it. The Squire himself +acknowledged cheerfully that he could sooner take fifty purses than read +a single line of it. Some people indeed went so far as to say that the +parchment was made from a sheep Tom had stolen, and that was why it +prevaricated so in giving him a character. But I, knowing something by +this time, of lawyers, was able to contradict them; affirming that the +wolf had more than the sheep to do with this matter. + +For, according to our old saying, the three learned professions live by +roguery on the three parts of a man. The doctor mauls our bodies; the +parson starves our souls, but the lawyer must be the adroitest knave, +for he has to ensnare our minds. Therefore he takes a careful delight in +covering his traps and engines with a spread of dead-leaf words, whereof +himself knows little more than half the way to spell them. + +But now Tom Faggus, although having wit to gallop away on his strawberry +mare, with the speed of terror, from lawyers (having paid them with +money too honest to stop), yet fell into a reckless adventure, ere ever +he came home, from which any lawyer would have saved him, although he +ought to have needed none beyond common thought for dear Annie. Now I +am, and ever have been, so vexed about this story that I cannot tell it +pleasantly (as I try to write in general) in my own words and manner. +Therefore I will let John Fry (whom I have robbed of another story, +to which he was more entitled, and whom I have robbed of many speeches +(which he thought very excellent), lest I should grieve any one with his +lack of education,--the last lack he ever felt, by the bye), now with +your good leave, I will allow poor John to tell this tale, in his own +words and style; which he has a perfect right to do, having been the +first to tell us. For Squire Faggus kept it close; not trusting even +Annie with it (or at least she said so); because no man knows much of +his sweetheart's tongue, until she has borne him a child or two. + +Only before John begins his story, this I would say, in duty to him, and +in common honesty,--that I dare not write down some few of his words, +because they are not convenient, for dialect or other causes; and that I +cannot find any way of spelling many of the words which I do repeat, so +that people, not born on Exmoor, may know how he pronounced them; even +if they could bring their lips and their legs to the proper attitude. +And in this I speak advisedly; having observed some thousand times that +the manner a man has of spreading his legs, and bending his knees, +or stiffening, and even the way he will set his heel, make all the +difference in his tone, and time of casting his voice aright, and power +of coming home to you. + +We always liked John's stories, not for any wit in them; but because we +laughed at the man, rather than the matter. The way he held his head was +enough, with his chin fixed hard like a certainty (especially during his +biggest lie), not a sign of a smile in his lips or nose, but a power of +not laughing; and his eyes not turning to anybody, unless somebody had +too much of it (as young girls always do) and went over the brink of +laughter. Thereupon it was good to see John Fry; how he looked gravely +first at the laughter, as much as to ask, "What is it now?" then if +the fool went laughing more, as he or she was sure to do upon that dry +inquiry, John would look again, to be sure of it, and then at somebody +else to learn whether the laugh had company; then if he got another +grin, all his mirth came out in glory, with a sudden break; and he wiped +his lips, and was grave again. + +Now John, being too much encouraged by the girls (of which I could never +break them), came into the house that December evening, with every inch +of him full of a tale. Annie saw it, and Lizzie, of course; and even I, +in the gloom of great evils, perceived that John was a loaded gun; but I +did not care to explode him. Now nothing primed him so hotly as this: if +you wanted to hear all John Fry had heard, the surest of all sure ways +to it was, to pretend not to care for a word of it. + +"I wor over to Exeford in the morning," John began from the +chimney-corner, looking straight at Annie; "for to zee a little calve, +Jan, as us cuddn't get thee to lave houze about. Meesus have got a quare +vancy vor un, from wutt her have heer'd of the brade. Now zit quite, +wull 'e Miss Luzzie, or a 'wunt goo on no vurder. Vaine little tayl I'll +tull' ee, if so be thee zits quite. Wull, as I coom down the hill, I +zeed a saight of volks astapping of the ro-udwai. Arl on 'em wi' girt +goons, or two men out of dree wi' 'em. Rackon there wor dree score +on 'em, tak smarl and beg togather laike; latt aloun the women and +chillers; zum on em wi' matches blowing, tothers wi' flint-lacks. 'Wutt +be up now?' I says to Bill Blacksmith, as had knowledge of me: 'be the +King acoomin? If her be, do 'ee want to shutt 'un?' + +"'Thee not knaw!' says Bill Blacksmith, just the zame as I be a tullin +of it: 'whai, man, us expex Tam Faggus, and zum on us manes to shutt +'un.' + +"'Shutt 'un wi'out a warrant!' says I: 'sure 'ee knaws better nor thic, +Bill! A man mayn't shutt to another man, wi'out have a warrant, Bill. +Warship zed so, last taime I zeed un, and nothing to the contrairy.' + +"'Haw, haw! Never frout about that,' saith Bill, zame as I be tullin +you; 'us has warrants and warships enow, dree or vour on 'em. And more +nor a dizzen warranties; fro'ut I know to contrairy. Shutt 'un, us +manes; and shutt 'un, us will--' Whai, Miss Annie, good Lord, whuttiver +maks 'ee stear so?' + +"Nothing at all, John," our Annie answered; "only the horrible ferocity +of that miserable blacksmith." + +"That be nayther here nor there," John continued, with some wrath at +his own interruption: "Blacksmith knawed whutt the Squire had been; and +veared to lose his own custom, if Squire tuk to shooin' again. Shutt any +man I would myzell as intervared wi' my trade laike. 'Lucky for thee,' +said Bill Blacksmith, 'as thee bee'st so shart and fat, Jan. Dree on us +wor a gooin' to shutt 'ee, till us zeed how fat thee waz, Jan.' + +"'Lor now, Bill!' I answered 'un, wi' a girt cold swat upon me: 'shutt +me, Bill; and my own waife niver drame of it!'" + +Here John Fry looked round the kitchen; for he had never said anything +of the kind, I doubt; but now made it part of his discourse, from +thinking that Mistress Fry was come, as she generally did, to fetch him. + +"Wull done then, Jan Vry," said the woman, who had entered quietly, but +was only our old Molly. "Wutt handsome manners thee hast gat, Jan, to +spake so well of thy waife laike; after arl the laife she leads thee!" + +"Putt thee pot on the fire, old 'ooman, and bile thee own bakkon," John +answered her, very sharply: "nobody no raight to meddle wi' a man's bad +ooman but himzell. Wull, here was all these here men awaitin', zum wi' +harses, zum wi'out; the common volk wi' long girt guns, and tha quarlity +wi' girt broad-swords. Who wor there? Whay latt me zee. There wor Squire +Maunder," here John assumed his full historical key, "him wi' the pot to +his vittle-place; and Sir Richard Blewitt shaking over the zaddle, and +Squaire Sandford of Lee, him wi' the long nose and one eye, and Sir +Gronus Batchildor over to Ninehead Court, and ever so many more on 'em, +tulling up how they was arl gooin' to be promoted, for kitching of Tom +Faggus. + +"'Hope to God,' says I to myzell, 'poor Tom wun't coom here to-day: arl +up with her, if 'a doeth: and who be there to suckzade 'un?' Mark me +now, all these charps was good to shutt 'un, as her coom crass the +watter; the watter be waide enow there and stony, but no deeper than my +knee-place. + +"'Thee cas'n goo no vurder,' Bill Blacksmith saith to me: 'nawbody +'lowed to crass the vord, until such time as Faggus coom; plaise God us +may mak sure of 'un.' + +"'Amen, zo be it,' says I; 'God knoweth I be never in any hurry, and +would zooner stop nor goo on most taimes.' + +"Wi' that I pulled my vittles out, and zat a horsebarck, atin' of 'em, +and oncommon good they was. 'Won't us have 'un this taime just,' saith +Tim Potter, as keepeth the bull there; 'and yet I be zorry for 'un. But +a man must kape the law, her must; zo be her can only learn it. And now +poor Tom will swing as high as the tops of they girt hashes there.' + +"'Just thee kitch 'un virst,' says I; 'maisure rope, wi' the body to +maisure by.' + +"'Hurrah! here be another now,' saith Bill Blacksmith, grinning; +'another coom to help us. What a grave gentleman! A warship of the pace, +at laste!' + +"For a gentleman, on a cue-ball horse, was coming slowly down the hill +on tother zide of watter, looking at us in a friendly way, and with a +long papper standing forth the lining of his coat laike. Horse stapped +to drink in the watter, and gentleman spak to 'un kindly, and then they +coom raight on to ussen, and the gentleman's face wor so long and so +grave, us veared 'a wor gooin' to prache to us. + +"'Coort o' King's Bench,' saith one man; 'Checker and Plays,' saith +another; 'Spishal Commission, I doubt,' saith Bill Blacksmith; 'backed +by the Mayor of Taunton.' + +"'Any Justice of the King's Peace, good people, to be found near here?' +said the gentleman, lifting his hat to us, and very gracious in his +manner. + +"'Your honour,' saith Bill, with his hat off his head; 'there be sax or +zeven warships here: arl on 'em very wise 'uns. Squaire Maunder there be +the zinnyer.' + +"So the gentleman rode up to Squire Maunder, and raised his cocked hat +in a manner that took the Squire out of countenance, for he could not do +the like of it. + +"'Sir,' said he, 'good and worshipful sir, I am here to claim your +good advice and valour; for purposes of justice. I hold His Majesty's +commission, to make to cease a notorious rogue, whose name is Thomas +Faggus.' With that he offered his commission; but Squire Maunder told +the truth, that he could not rade even words in print, much less written +karakters.* Then the other magistrates rode up, and put their heads +together, how to meet the London gentleman without loss of importance. +There wor one of 'em as could rade purty vair, and her made out King's +mark upon it: and he bowed upon his horse to the gentleman, and he laid +his hand on his heart and said, 'Worshipful sir, we, as has the honour +of His Gracious Majesty's commission, are entirely at your service, and +crave instructions from you.'" + + * Lest John Fry seem to under-rate the erudition of + Devonshire magistrates, I venture to offer copy of a letter + from a Justice of the Peace to his bookseller, circa 1810 + A.D., now in my possession:-- + + 'Sur. + 'plez to zen me the aks relatting to _A-gustus-paks_,' + + --Ed. of L.D. + + [Emphasized this in original] + +"Then a waving of hats began, and a bowing, and making of legs to wan +anather, sich as nayver wor zeed afore; but none of 'em arl, for air and +brading, cud coom anaigh the gentleman with the long grave face. + +"'Your warships have posted the men right well,' saith he with anather +bow all round; 'surely that big rogue will have no chance left among so +many valiant musketeers. Ha! what see I there, my friend? Rust in the +pan of your gun! That gun would never go off, sure as I am the King's +Commissioner. And I see another just as bad; and lo, there the +third! Pardon me, gentlemen, I have been so used to His Majesty's +Ordnance-yards. But I fear that bold rogue would ride through all of +you, and laugh at your worship's beards, by George.' + +"'But what shall us do?' Squire Maunder axed; 'I vear there be no oil +here.' + +"'Discharge your pieces, gentlemen, and let the men do the same; or at +least let us try to discharge them, and load again with fresh powder. It +is the fog of the morning hath spoiled the priming. That rogue is not +in sight yet: but God knows we must not be asleep with him, or what will +His Majesty say to me, if we let him slip once more?' + +"'Excellent, wondrous well said, good sir,' Squire Maunder answered him; +'I never should have thought of that now. Bill Blacksmith, tell all the +men to be ready to shoot up into the air, directly I give the word. Now, +are you ready there, Bill?' + +"'All ready, your worship,' saith Bill, saluting like a soldier. + +"'Then, one, two, dree, and shutt!' cries Squire Maunder, standing up in +the irons of his stirrups. + +"Thereupon they all blazed out, and the noise of it went all round the +hills; with a girt thick cloud arising, and all the air smelling of +powder. Before the cloud was gone so much as ten yards on the wind, +the gentleman on the cue-bald horse shuts up his face like a pair of +nut-cracks, as wide as it was long before, and out he pulls two girt +pistols longside of zaddle, and clap'th one to Squire Maunder's head, +and tother to Sir Richard Blewitt's. + +"'Hand forth your money and all your warrants,' he saith like a clap of +thunder; 'gentlemen, have you now the wit to apprehend Tom Faggus?' + +[Illustration: 339.jpg Hand forth your money] + +"Squire Maunder swore so that he ought to be fined; but he pulled out +his purse none the slower for that, and so did Sir Richard Blewitt. + +"'First man I see go to load a gun, I'll gi'e 'un the bullet to do it +with,' said Tom; for you see it was him and no other, looking quietly +round upon all of them. Then he robbed all the rest of their warships, +as pleasant as might be; and he saith, 'Now, gentlemen, do your duty: +serve your warrants afore you imprison me'; with that he made them give +up all the warrants, and he stuck them in the band of his hat, and then +he made a bow with it. + +"'Good morning to your warships now, and a merry Christmas all of +you! And the merrier both for rich and poor, when gentlemen see their +almsgiving. Lest you deny yourselves the pleasure, I will aid your +warships. And to save you the trouble of following me, when your guns be +loaded--this is my strawberry mare, gentlemen, only with a little cream +on her. Gentlemen all, in the name of the King, I thank you.' + +"All this while he was casting their money among the poor folk by the +handful; and then he spak kaindly to the red mare, and wor over the back +of the hill in two zeconds, and best part of two maile away, I reckon, +afore ever a gun wor loaded."* + +* The truth of this story is well established by first-rate tradition. + +[Illustration: 341.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XL + +TWO FOOLS TOGETHER + +[Illustration: 342.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +That story of John Fry's, instead of causing any amusement, gave us +great disquietude; not only because it showed that Tom Faggus could not +resist sudden temptation and the delight of wildness, but also that we +greatly feared lest the King's pardon might be annulled, and all his +kindness cancelled, by a reckless deed of that sort. It was true (as +Annie insisted continually, even with tears, to wear in her arguments) +that Tom had not brought away anything, except the warrants, which were +of no use at all, after receipt of the pardon; neither had he used any +violence, except just to frighten people; but could it be established, +even towards Christmas-time, that Tom had a right to give alms, right +and left, out of other people's money? + +Dear Annie appeared to believe that it could; saying that if the rich +continually chose to forget the poor, a man who forced them to remember, +and so to do good to themselves and to others, was a public benefactor, +and entitled to every blessing. But I knew, and so Lizzie knew--John Fry +being now out of hearing--that this was not sound argument. For, if it +came to that, any man might take the King by the throat, and make him +cast away among the poor the money which he wanted sadly for Her Grace +the Duchess, and the beautiful Countess, of this, and of that. Lizzie, +of course, knew nothing about His Majesty's diversions, which were not +fit for a young maid's thoughts; but I now put the form of the argument +as it occurred to me. + +Therefore I said, once for all (and both my sisters always listened when +I used the deep voice from my chest): + +"Tom Faggus hath done wrong herein; wrong to himself, and to our Annie. +All he need have done was to show his pardon, and the magistrates would +have rejoiced with him. He might have led a most godly life, and have +been respected by everybody; and knowing how brave Tom is, I thought +that he would have done as much. Now if I were in love with a maid"--I +put it thus for the sake of poor Lizzie--"never would I so imperil my +life, and her fortune in life along with me, for the sake of a poor +diversion. A man's first duty is to the women, who are forced to hang +upon him"-- + +"Oh, John, not that horrible word," cried Annie, to my great surprise, +and serious interruption; "oh, John, any word but that!" And she burst +forth crying terribly. + +"What word, Lizzie? What does the wench mean?" I asked, in the saddest +vexation; seeing no good to ask Annie at all, for she carried on most +dreadfully. + +"Don't you know, you stupid lout?" said Lizzie, completing my +wonderment, by the scorn of her quicker intelligence; "if you don't +know, axe about?" + +And with that, I was forced to be content; for Lizzie took Annie in such +a manner (on purpose to vex me, as I could see) with her head drooping +down, and her hair coming over, and tears and sobs rising and falling, +to boot, without either order or reason, that seeing no good for a +man to do (since neither of them was Lorna), I even went out into the +courtyard, and smoked a pipe, and wondered what on earth is the meaning +of women. + +Now in this I was wrong and unreasonable (as all women will +acknowledge); but sometimes a man is so put out, by the way they take +on about nothing, that he really cannot help thinking, for at least +a minute, that women are a mistake for ever, and hence are for ever +mistaken. Nevertheless I could not see that any of these great thoughts +and ideas applied at all to my Lorna; but that she was a different +being; not woman enough to do anything bad, yet enough of a woman for +man to adore. + +And now a thing came to pass which tested my adoration pretty sharply, +inasmuch as I would far liefer faced Carver Doone and his father, nay, +even the roaring lion himself with his hoofs and flaming nostrils, than +have met, in cold blood, Sir Ensor Doone, the founder of all the colony, +and the fear of the very fiercest. + +But that I was forced to do at this time, and in the manner following. +When I went up one morning to look for my seven rooks' nests, behold +there were but six to be seen; for the topmost of them all was gone, +and the most conspicuous. I looked, and looked, and rubbed my eyes, and +turned to try them by other sights; and then I looked again; yes, there +could be no doubt about it; the signal was made for me to come, because +my love was in danger. For me to enter the valley now, during the broad +daylight, could have brought no comfort, but only harm to the maiden, +and certain death to myself. Yet it was more than I could do to keep +altogether at distance; therefore I ran to the nearest place where I +could remain unseen, and watched the glen from the wooded height, for +hours and hours, impatiently. + +However, no impatience of mine made any difference in the scene upon +which I was gazing. In the part of the valley which I could see, there +was nothing moving, except the water, and a few stolen cows, going sadly +along, as if knowing that they had no honest right there. It sank very +heavily into my heart, with all the beds of dead leaves around it, and +there was nothing I cared to do, except blow on my fingers, and long for +more wit. + +For a frost was beginning, which made a great difference to Lorna and to +myself, I trow; as well as to all the five million people who dwell in +this island of England; such a frost as never I saw before,* neither +hope ever to see again; a time when it was impossible to milk a cow for +icicles, or for a man to shave some of his beard (as I liked to do for +Lorna's sake, because she was so smooth) without blunting his razor +on hard gray ice. No man could "keep yatt" (as we say), even though he +abandoned his work altogether, and thumped himself, all on the chest and +the front, till his frozen hands would have been bleeding except for the +cold that kept still all his veins. + + * If John Ridd lived until the year 1740 (as so strong a man + was bound to do), he must have seen almost a harder frost; + and perhaps it put an end to him; for then he would be some + fourscore years old. But tradition makes him "keep yatt," as + he says, up to fivescore years.--Ed. L.D. + +However, at present there was no frost, although for a fortnight +threatening; and I was too young to know the meaning of the way the dead +leaves hung, and the worm-casts prickling like women's combs, and +the leaden tone upon everything, and the dead weight of the sky. Will +Watcombe, the old man at Lynmouth, who had been half over the world +almost, and who talked so much of the Gulf-stream, had (as I afterwards +called to mind) foretold a very bitter winter this year. But no one +would listen to him because there were not so many hips and haws as +usual; whereas we have all learned from our grandfathers that Providence +never sends very hard winters, without having furnished a large supply +of berries for the birds to feed upon. + +It was lucky for me, while I waited here, that our very best sheep-dog, +old Watch, had chosen to accompany me that day. For otherwise I must +have had no dinner, being unpersuaded, even by that, to quit my survey +of the valley. However, by aid of poor Watch, I contrived to obtain a +supply of food; for I sent him home with a note to Annie fastened upon +his chest; and in less than an hour back he came, proud enough to wag +his tail off, with his tongue hanging out from the speed of his journey, +and a large lump of bread and of bacon fastened in a napkin around his +neck. I had not told my sister, of course, what was toward; for why +should I make her anxious? + +When it grew towards dark, I was just beginning to prepare for my +circuit around the hills; but suddenly Watch gave a long low growl; I +kept myself close as possible, and ordered the dog to be silent, and +presently saw a short figure approaching from a thickly-wooded hollow on +the left side of my hiding-place. It was the same figure I had seen once +before in the moonlight, at Plover's Barrows; and proved, to my great +delight, to be the little maid Gwenny Carfax. She started a moment, at +seeing me, but more with surprise than fear; and then she laid both her +hands upon mine, as if she had known me for twenty years. + +"Young man," she said, "you must come with me. I was gwain' all the +way to fetch thee. Old man be dying; and her can't die, or at least her +won't, without first considering thee." + +"Considering me!" I cried; "what can Sir Ensor Doone want with +considering me? Has Mistress Lorna told him?" + +"All concerning thee, and thy doings; when she knowed old man were so +near his end. That vexed he was about thy low blood, a' thought her +would come to life again, on purpose for to bate 'ee. But after all, +there can't be scarcely such bad luck as that. Now, if her strook thee, +thou must take it; there be no denaying of un. Fire I have seen afore, +hot and red, and raging; but I never seen cold fire afore, and it maketh +me burn and shiver." + +And in truth, it made me both burn and shiver, to know that I must +either go straight to the presence of Sir Ensor Doone, or give up Lorna, +once for all, and rightly be despised by her. For the first time of my +life, I thought that she had not acted fairly. Why not leave the old man +in peace, without vexing him about my affair? But presently I saw again +that in this matter she was right; that she could not receive the old +man's blessing (supposing that he had one to give, which even a worse +man might suppose), while she deceived him about herself, and the life +she had undertaken. + +Therefore, with great misgiving of myself, but no ill thought of my +darling, I sent Watch home, and followed Gwenny; who led me along very +rapidly, with her short broad form gliding down the hollow, from which +she had first appeared. Here at the bottom, she entered a thicket of +gray ash stubs and black holly, with rocks around it gnarled with roots, +and hung with masks of ivy. Here in a dark and lonely corner, with a +pixie ring before it, she came to a narrow door, very brown and solid, +looking like a trunk of wood at a little distance. This she opened, +without a key, by stooping down and pressing it, where the threshold met +the jamb; and then she ran in very nimbly, but I was forced to be +bent in two, and even so without comfort. The passage was close and +difficult, and as dark as any black pitch; but it was not long (be it as +it might), and in that there was some comfort. We came out soon at the +other end, and were at the top of Doone valley. In the chilly dusk air, +it looked most untempting, especially during that state of mind under +which I was labouring. As we crossed towards the Captain's house, we +met a couple of great Doones lounging by the waterside. Gwenny said +something to them, and although they stared very hard at me, they let me +pass without hindrance. It is not too much to say that when the little +maid opened Sir Ensor's door, my heart thumped, quite as much with +terror as with hope of Lorna's presence. + +But in a moment the fear was gone, for Lorna was trembling in my arms, +and my courage rose to comfort her. The darling feared, beyond all +things else, lest I should be offended with her for what she had said to +her grandfather, and for dragging me into his presence; but I told her +almost a falsehood (the first, and the last, that ever I did tell her), +to wit, that I cared not that much--and showed her the tip of my thumb +as I said it--for old Sir Ensor, and all his wrath, so long as I had his +granddaughter's love. + +Now I tried to think this as I said it, so as to save it from being a +lie; but somehow or other it did not answer, and I was vexed with myself +both ways. But Lorna took me by the hand as bravely as she could, and +led me into a little passage where I could hear the river moaning and +the branches rustling. + +Here I passed as long a minute as fear ever cheated time of, saying +to myself continually that there was nothing to be frightened at, yet +growing more and more afraid by reason of so reasoning. At last my Lorna +came back very pale, as I saw by the candle she carried, and whispered, +"Now be patient, dearest. Never mind what he says to you; neither +attempt to answer him. Look at him gently and steadfastly, and, if you +can, with some show of reverence; but above all things, no compassion; +it drives him almost mad. Now come; walk very quietly." + +She led me into a cold, dark room, rough and very gloomy, although with +two candles burning. I took little heed of the things in it, though I +marked that the window was open. That which I heeded was an old man, +very stern and comely, with death upon his countenance; yet not lying in +his bed, but set upright in a chair, with a loose red cloak thrown over +him. Upon this his white hair fell, and his pallid fingers lay in a +ghastly fashion without a sign of life or movement or of the power that +kept him up; all rigid, calm, and relentless. Only in his great black +eyes, fixed upon me solemnly, all the power of his body dwelt, all the +life of his soul was burning. + +I could not look at him very nicely, being afeared of the death in his +face, and most afeared to show it. And to tell the truth, my poor +blue eyes fell away from the blackness of his, as if it had been my +coffin-plate. Therefore I made a low obeisance, and tried not to shiver. +Only I groaned that Lorna thought it good manners to leave us two +together. + +"Ah," said the old man, and his voice seemed to come from a cavern of +skeletons; "are you that great John Ridd?" + +"John Ridd is my name, your honour," was all that I could answer; "and I +hope your worship is better." + +"Child, have you sense enough to know what you have been doing?" + +"Yes, I knew right well," I answered, "that I have set mine eyes far +above my rank." + +"Are you ignorant that Lorna Doone is born of the oldest families +remaining in North Europe?" + +"I was ignorant of that, your worship; yet I knew of her high descent +from the Doones of Bagworthy." + +The old man's eyes, like fire, probed me whether I was jesting; then +perceiving how grave I was, and thinking that I could not laugh (as many +people suppose of me), he took on himself to make good the deficiency +with a very bitter smile. + +"And know you of your own low descent from the Ridds of Oare?" + +"Sir," I answered, being as yet unaccustomed to this style of speech, +"the Ridds, of Oare, have been honest men twice as long as the Doones +have been rogues." + +"I would not answer for that, John," Sir Ensor replied, very quietly, +when I expected fury. "If it be so, thy family is the very oldest in +Europe. Now hearken to me, boy, or clown, or honest fool, or whatever +thou art; hearken to an old man's words, who has not many hours to live. +There is nothing in this world to fear, nothing to revere or trust, +nothing even to hope for; least of all, is there aught to love." + +"I hope your worship is not quite right," I answered, with great +misgivings; "else it is a sad mistake for anybody to live, sir." + +"Therefore," he continued, as if I had never spoken, "though it may seem +hard for a week or two, like the loss of any other toy, I deprive you of +nothing, but add to your comfort, and (if there be such a thing) to your +happiness, when I forbid you ever to see that foolish child again. All +marriage is a wretched farce, even when man and wife belong to the same +rank of life, have temper well assorted, similar likes and dislikes, and +about the same pittance of mind. But when they are not so matched, +the farce would become a long, dull tragedy, if anything were worth +lamenting. There, I have reasoned enough with you; I am not in the habit +of reasoning. Though I have little confidence in man's honour, I have +some reliance in woman's pride. You will pledge your word in Lorna's +presence never to see or to seek her again; never even to think of her +more. Now call her, for I am weary." + +He kept his great eyes fixed upon me with their icy fire (as if he +scorned both life and death), and on his haughty lips some slight +amusement at my trouble; and then he raised one hand (as if I were a +poor dumb creature), and pointed to the door. Although my heart rebelled +and kindled at his proud disdain, I could not disobey him freely; but +made a low salute, and went straightway in search of Lorna. + +I found my love (or not my love; according as now she should behave; for +I was very desperate, being put upon so sadly); Lorna Doone was crying +softly at a little window, and listening to the river's grief. I laid +my heavy arm around her, not with any air of claiming or of forcing +her thoughts to me, but only just to comfort her, and ask what she was +thinking of. To my arm she made no answer, neither to my seeking eyes; +but to my heart, once for all, she spoke with her own upon it. Not a +word, nor sound between us; not even a kiss was interchanged; but man, +or maid, who has ever loved hath learned our understanding. + +Therefore it came to pass, that we saw fit to enter Sir Ensor's room in +the following manner. Lorna, with her right hand swallowed entirely by +the palm of mine, and her waist retired from view by means of my left +arm. All one side of her hair came down, in a way to be remembered, upon +the left and fairest part of my favourite otter-skin waistcoat; and +her head as well would have lain there doubtless, but for the danger +of walking so. I, for my part, was too far gone to lag behind in the +matter; but carried my love bravely, fearing neither death nor hell, +while she abode beside me. + +Old Sir Ensor looked much astonished. For forty years he had been obeyed +and feared by all around him; and he knew that I had feared him vastly, +before I got hold of Lorna. And indeed I was still afraid of him; only +for loving Lorna so, and having to protect her. + +Then I made him a bow, to the very best of all I had learned both at +Tiverton and in London; after that I waited for him to begin, as became +his age and rank in life. + +"Ye two fools!" he said at last, with a depth of contempt which no words +may express; "ye two fools!" + +"May it please your worship," I answered softly; "maybe we are not such +fools as we look. But though we be, we are well content, so long as we +may be two fools together." + +"Why, John," said the old man, with a spark, as of smiling in his eyes; +"thou art not altogether the clumsy yokel, and the clod, I took thee +for." + +"Oh, no, grandfather; oh, dear grandfather," cried Lorna, with such zeal +and flashing, that her hands went forward; "nobody knows what John Ridd +is, because he is so modest. I mean, nobody except me, dear." And here +she turned to me again, and rose upon tiptoe, and kissed me. + +"I have seen a little o' the world," said the old man, while I was half +ashamed, although so proud of Lorna; "but this is beyond all I have +seen, and nearly all I have heard of. It is more fit for southern +climates than for the fogs of Exmoor." + +"It is fit for all the world, your worship; with your honour's good +leave, and will," I answered in humility, being still ashamed of it; +"when it happens so to people, there is nothing that can stop it, sir." + +Now Sir Ensor Doone was leaning back upon his brown chair-rail, which +was built like a triangle, as in old farmhouses (from one of which it +had come, no doubt, free from expense or gratitude); and as I spoke he +coughed a little; and he sighed a good deal more; and perhaps his dying +heart desired to open time again, with such a lift of warmth and hope as +he descried in our eyes, and arms. I could not understand him then; any +more than a baby playing with his grandfather's spectacles; nevertheless +I wondered whether, at his time of life, or rather on the brink of +death, he was thinking of his youth and pride. + +"Fools you are; be fools for ever," said Sir Ensor Doone, at last; while +we feared to break his thoughts, but let each other know our own, with +little ways of pressure; "it is the best thing I can wish you; boy and +girl, be boy and girl, until you have grandchildren." + +Partly in bitterness he spoke, and partly in pure weariness, and then +he turned so as not to see us; and his white hair fell, like a shroud, +around him. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + +COLD COMFORT + +[Illustration: 351.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +All things being full of flaw, all things being full of holes, the +strength of all things is in shortness. If Sir Ensor Doone had dwelled +for half an hour upon himself, and an hour perhaps upon Lorna and me, +we must both have wearied of him, and required change of air. But now +I longed to see and know a great deal more about him, and hoped that he +might not go to Heaven for at least a week or more. However, he was too +good for this world (as we say of all people who leave it); and I verily +believe his heart was not a bad one, after all. + +Evil he had done, no doubt, as evil had been done to him; yet how many +have done evil, while receiving only good! Be that as it may; and not +vexing a question (settled for ever without our votes), let us own that +he was, at least, a brave and courteous gentleman. + +And his loss aroused great lamentation, not among the Doones alone, and +the women they had carried off, but also of the general public, and many +even of the magistrates, for several miles round Exmoor. And this, +not only from fear lest one more wicked might succeed him (as appeared +indeed too probable), but from true admiration of his strong will, and +sympathy with his misfortunes. + +I will not deceive any one, by saying that Sir Ensor Doone gave (in so +many words) his consent to my resolve about Lorna. This he never did, +except by his speech last written down; from which as he mentioned +grandchildren, a lawyer perhaps might have argued it. Not but what he +may have meant to bestow on us his blessing; only that he died next day, +without taking the trouble to do it. + +He called indeed for his box of snuff, which was a very high thing to +take; and which he never took without being in very good humour, at +least for him. And though it would not go up his nostrils, through the +failure of his breath, he was pleased to have it there, and not to think +of dying. + +"Will your honour have it wiped?" I asked him very softly, for the +brown appearance of it spoiled (to my idea) his white mostacchio; but +he seemed to shake his head; and I thought it kept his spirits up. I had +never before seen any one do, what all of us have to do some day; and it +greatly kept my spirits down, although it did not so very much frighten +me. + +For it takes a man but a little while, his instinct being of death +perhaps, at least as much as of life (which accounts for his slaying his +fellow men so, and every other creature), it does not take a man very +long to enter into another man's death, and bring his own mood to suit +it. He knows that his own is sure to come; and nature is fond of the +practice. Hence it came to pass that I, after easing my mother's fears, +and seeing a little to business, returned (as if drawn by a polar +needle) to the death-bed of Sir Ensor. + +There was some little confusion, people wanting to get away, and people +trying to come in, from downright curiosity (of all things the most +hateful), and others making great to-do, and talking of their own time +to come, telling their own age, and so on. But every one seemed to +think, or feel, that I had a right to be there; because the women took +that view of it. As for Carver and Counsellor, they were minding their +own affairs, so as to win the succession; and never found it in their +business (at least so long as I was there) to come near the dying man. + +He, for his part, never asked for any one to come near him, not even +a priest, nor a monk or friar; but seemed to be going his own way, +peaceful, and well contented. Only the chief of the women said that from +his face she believed and knew that he liked to have me at one side of +his bed, and Lorna upon the other. An hour or two ere the old man died, +when only we two were with him, he looked at us both very dimly and +softly, as if he wished to do something for us, but had left it now too +late. Lorna hoped that he wanted to bless us; but he only frowned at +that, and let his hand drop downward, and crooked one knotted finger. + +"He wants something out of the bed, dear," Lorna whispered to me; "see +what it is, upon your side, there." + +I followed the bent of his poor shrunken hand, and sought among the +pilings; and there I felt something hard and sharp, and drew it forth +and gave it to him. It flashed, like the spray of a fountain upon us, in +the dark winter of the room. He could not take it in his hand, but let +it hang, as daisies do; only making Lorna see that he meant her to have +it. + +"Why, it is my glass necklace!" Lorna cried, in great surprise; "my +necklace he always promised me; and from which you have got the ring, +John. But grandfather kept it, because the children wanted to pull it +from my neck. May I have it now, dear grandfather? Not unless you wish, +dear." + +Darling Lorna wept again, because the old man could not tell her (except +by one very feeble nod) that she was doing what he wished. Then she gave +to me the trinket, for the sake of safety; and I stowed it in my breast. +He seemed to me to follow this, and to be well content with it. + +Before Sir Ensor Doone was buried, the greatest frost of the century +had set in, with its iron hand, and step of stone, on everything. How +it came is not my business, nor can I explain it; because I never have +watched the skies; as people now begin to do, when the ground is not to +their liking. Though of all this I know nothing, and less than nothing I +may say (because I ought to know something); I can hear what people tell +me; and I can see before my eyes. + +The strong men broke three good pickaxes, ere they got through the hard +brown sod, streaked with little maps of gray where old Sir Ensor was to +lie, upon his back, awaiting the darkness of the Judgment-day. It was in +the little chapel-yard; I will not tell the name of it; because we are +now such Protestants, that I might do it an evil turn; only it was the +little place where Lorna's Aunt Sabina lay. + +Here was I, remaining long, with a little curiosity; because some people +told me plainly that I must be damned for ever by a Papist funeral; and +here came Lorna, scarcely breathing through the thick of stuff around +her, yet with all her little breath steaming on the air, like frost. + +I stood apart from the ceremony, in which of course I was not entitled, +either by birth or religion, to bear any portion; and indeed it would +have been wiser in me to have kept away altogether; for now there was no +one to protect me among those wild and lawless men; and both Carver +and the Counsellor had vowed a fearful vengeance on me, as I heard from +Gwenny. They had not dared to meddle with me while the chief lay dying; +nor was it in their policy, for a short time after that, to endanger +their succession by an open breach with Lorna, whose tender age and +beauty held so many of the youths in thrall. + +The ancient outlaw's funeral was a grand and moving sight; more perhaps +from the sense of contrast than from that of fitness. To see those dark +and mighty men, inured to all of sin and crime, reckless both of man and +God, yet now with heads devoutly bent, clasped hands, and downcast eyes, +following the long black coffin of their common ancestor, to the place +where they must join him when their sum of ill was done; and to see the +feeble priest chanting, over the dead form, words the living would +have laughed at, sprinkling with his little broom drops that could not +purify; while the children, robed in white, swung their smoking censers +slowly over the cold and twilight grave; and after seeing all, to ask, +with a shudder unexpressed, "Is this the end that God intended for a man +so proud and strong?" + +Not a tear was shed upon him, except from the sweetest of all sweet +eyes; not a sigh pursued him home. Except in hot anger, his life had +been cold, and bitter, and distant; and now a week had exhausted all +the sorrow of those around him, a grief flowing less from affection than +fear. Aged men will show his tombstone; mothers haste with their infants +by it; children shrink from the name upon it, until in time his history +shall lapse and be forgotten by all except the great Judge and God. + +After all was over, I strode across the moors very sadly; trying to +keep the cold away by virtue of quick movement. Not a flake of snow had +fallen yet; all the earth was caked and hard, with a dry brown crust +upon it; all the sky was banked with darkness, hard, austere, and +frowning. The fog of the last three weeks was gone, neither did any +rime remain; but all things had a look of sameness, and a kind of furzy +colour. It was freezing hard and sharp, with a piercing wind to back it; +and I had observed that the holy water froze upon Sir Ensor's coffin. + +One thing struck me with some surprise, as I made off for our fireside +(with a strong determination to heave an ash-tree up the chimney-place), +and that was how the birds were going, rather than flying as they used +to fly. All the birds were set in one direction, steadily journeying +westward, not with any heat of speed, neither flying far at once; but +all (as if on business bound), partly running, partly flying, partly +fluttering along; silently, and without a voice, neither pricking head +nor tail. This movement of the birds went on, even for a week or more; +every kind of thrushes passed us, every kind of wild fowl, even plovers +went away, and crows, and snipes and wood-cocks. And before half the +frost was over, all we had in the snowy ditches were hares so tame that +we could pat them; partridges that came to hand, with a dry noise in +their crops; heath-poults, making cups of snow; and a few poor hopping +redwings, flipping in and out the hedge, having lost the power to fly. +And all the time their great black eyes, set with gold around them, +seemed to look at any man, for mercy and for comfort. + +Annie took a many of them, all that she could find herself, and all the +boys would bring her; and she made a great hutch near the fire, in the +back-kitchen chimney-place. Here, in spite of our old Betty (who sadly +wanted to roast them), Annie kept some fifty birds, with bread and milk, +and raw chopped meat, and all the seed she could think of, and lumps of +rotten apples, placed to tempt them, in the corners. Some got on, and +some died off; and Annie cried for all that died, and buried them under +the woodrick; but, I do assure you, it was a pretty thing to see, when +she went to them in the morning. There was not a bird but knew her well, +after one day of comforting; and some would come to her hand, and sit, +and shut one eye, and look at her. Then she used to stroke their heads, +and feel their breasts, and talk to them; and not a bird of them all was +there but liked to have it done to him. And I do believe they would eat +from her hand things unnatural to them, lest she should be grieved and +hurt by not knowing what to do for them. One of them was a noble bird, +such as I never had seen before, of very fine bright plumage, and larger +than a missel-thrush. He was the hardest of all to please: and yet he +tried to do his best. I have heard since then, from a man who knows all +about birds, and beasts, and fishes, that he must have been a Norwegian +bird, called in this country a Roller, who never comes to England but in +the most tremendous winters. + +Another little bird there was, whom I longed to welcome home, and +protect from enemies, a little bird no native to us, but than any +native dearer. But lo, in the very night which followed old Sir Ensor's +funeral, such a storm of snow began as never have I heard nor read of, +neither could have dreamed it. At what time of night it first began is +more than I can say, at least from my own knowledge, for we all went to +bed soon after supper, being cold and not inclined to talk. At that time +the wind was moaning sadly, and the sky as dark as a wood, and the straw +in the yard swirling round and round, and the cows huddling into the +great cowhouse, with their chins upon one another. But we, being blinder +than they, I suppose, and not having had a great snow for years, made +no preparation against the storm, except that the lambing ewes were in +shelter. + +It struck me, as I lay in bed, that we were acting foolishly; for an +ancient shepherd had dropped in and taken supper with us, and foretold a +heavy fall and great disaster to live stock. He said that he had known +a frost beginning, just as this had done, with a black east wind, after +days of raw cold fog, and then on the third night of the frost, at this +very time of year (to wit on the 15th of December) such a snow set in +as killed half of the sheep and many even of the red deer and the forest +ponies. It was three-score years agone,* he said; and cause he had to +remember it, inasmuch as two of his toes had been lost by frost-nip, +while he dug out his sheep on the other side of the Dunkery. Hereupon +mother nodded at him, having heard from her father about it, and how +three men had been frozen to death, and how badly their stockings came +off from them. + + * The frost of 1625. + +Remembering how the old man looked, and his manner of listening to the +wind and shaking his head very ominously (when Annie gave him a glass +of schnapps), I grew quite uneasy in my bed, as the room got colder and +colder; and I made up my mind, if it only pleased God not to send the +snow till the morning, that every sheep, and horse, and cow, ay, and +even the poultry, should be brought in snug, and with plenty to eat, and +fodder enough to roast them. + +Alas what use of man's resolves, when they come a day too late; even if +they may avail a little, when they are most punctual! + +In the bitter morning I arose, to follow out my purpose, knowing the +time from the force of habit, although the room was so dark and gray. +An odd white light was on the rafters, such as I never had seen before; +while all the length of the room was grisly, like the heart of a mouldy +oat-rick. I went to the window at once, of course; and at first I could +not understand what was doing outside of it. It faced due east (as I may +have said), with the walnut-tree partly sheltering it; and generally I +could see the yard, and the woodrick, and even the church beyond. + +But now, half the lattice was quite blocked up, as if plastered with +gray lime; and little fringes, like ferns, came through, where the +joining of the lead was; and in the only undarkened part, countless dots +came swarming, clustering, beating with a soft, low sound, then gliding +down in a slippery manner, not as drops of rain do, but each distinct +from his neighbour. Inside the iron frame (which fitted, not to say too +comfortably, and went along the stonework), at least a peck of snow had +entered, following its own bend and fancy; light as any cobweb. + +With some trouble, and great care, lest the ancient frame should yield, +I spread the lattice open; and saw at once that not a moment must be +lost, to save our stock. All the earth was flat with snow, all the air +was thick with snow; more than this no man could see, for all the world +was snowing. + +I shut the window and dressed in haste; and when I entered the kitchen, +not even Betty, the earliest of all early birds, was there. I raked the +ashes together a little, just to see a spark of warmth; and then set +forth to find John Fry, Jem Slocombe, and Bill Dadds. But this was +easier thought than done; for when I opened the courtyard door, I +was taken up to my knees at once, and the power of the drifting cloud +prevented sight of anything. However, I found my way to the woodrick, +and there got hold of a fine ash-stake, cut by myself not long ago. With +this I ploughed along pretty well, and thundered so hard at John +Fry's door, that he thought it was the Doones at least, and cocked his +blunderbuss out of the window. + +John was very loth to come down, when he saw the meaning of it; for he +valued his life more than anything else; though he tried to make out +that his wife was to blame. But I settled his doubts by telling him, +that I would have him on my shoulder naked, unless he came in five +minutes; not that he could do much good, but because the other men would +be sure to skulk, if he set them the example. With spades, and shovels, +and pitch-forks, and a round of roping, we four set forth to dig out the +sheep; and the poor things knew that it was high time. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII + +THE GREAT WINTER + +[Illustration: 358.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +It must have snowed most wonderfully to have made that depth of covering +in about eight hours. For one of Master Stickles' men, who had been out +all the night, said that no snow began to fall until nearly midnight. +And here it was, blocking up the doors, stopping the ways, and the water +courses, and making it very much worse to walk than in a saw-pit newly +used. However, we trudged along in a line; I first, and the other men +after me; trying to keep my track, but finding legs and strength not +up to it. Most of all, John Fry was groaning; certain that his time was +come, and sending messages to his wife, and blessings to his children. +For all this time it was snowing harder than it ever had snowed before, +so far as a man might guess at it; and the leaden depth of the sky came +down, like a mine turned upside down on us. Not that the flakes were +so very large; for I have seen much larger flakes in a shower of March, +while sowing peas; but that there was no room between them, neither any +relaxing, nor any change of direction. + +Watch, like a good and faithful dog, followed us very cheerfully, +leaping out of the depth, which took him over his back and ears already, +even in the level places; while in the drifts he might have sunk to any +distance out of sight, and never found his way up again. However, we +helped him now and then, especially through the gaps and gateways; and +so after a deal of floundering, some laughter, and a little swearing, we +came all safe to the lower meadow, where most of our flock was hurdled. + +But behold, there was no flock at all! None, I mean, to be seen +anywhere; only at one corner of the field, by the eastern end, where the +snow drove in, a great white billow, as high as a barn, and as broad as +a house. This great drift was rolling and curling beneath the violent +blast, tufting and combing with rustling swirls, and carved (as in +patterns of cornice) where the grooving chisel of the wind swept round. +Ever and again the tempest snatched little whiffs from the channelled +edges, twirled them round and made them dance over the chime of the +monster pile, then let them lie like herring-bones, or the seams of sand +where the tide has been. And all the while from the smothering sky, more +and more fiercely at every blast, came the pelting, pitiless arrows, +winged with murky white, and pointed with the barbs of frost. + +But although for people who had no sheep, the sight was a very fine one +(so far at least as the weather permitted any sight at all); yet for us, +with our flock beneath it, this great mount had but little charm. Watch +began to scratch at once, and to howl along the sides of it; he knew +that his charge was buried there, and his business taken from him. But +we four men set to in earnest, digging with all our might and main, +shovelling away at the great white pile, and fetching it into the +meadow. Each man made for himself a cave, scooping at the soft, cold +flux, which slid upon him at every stroke, and throwing it out behind +him, in piles of castled fancy. At last we drove our tunnels in (for +we worked indeed for the lives of us), and all converging towards the +middle, held our tools and listened. + +The other men heard nothing at all; or declared that they heard nothing, +being anxious now to abandon the matter, because of the chill in their +feet and knees. But I said, "Go, if you choose all of you. I will work +it out by myself, you pie-crusts," and upon that they gripped their +shovels, being more or less of Englishmen; and the least drop of English +blood is worth the best of any other when it comes to lasting out. + +But before we began again, I laid my head well into the chamber; and +there I hears a faint "ma-a-ah," coming through some ells of snow, like +a plaintive, buried hope, or a last appeal. I shouted aloud to cheer him +up, for I knew what sheep it was, to wit, the most valiant of all the +wethers, who had met me when I came home from London, and been so glad +to see me. And then we all fell to again; and very soon we hauled +him out. Watch took charge of him at once, with an air of the noblest +patronage, lying on his frozen fleece, and licking all his face and +feet, to restore his warmth to him. Then fighting Tom jumped up at once, +and made a little butt at Watch, as if nothing had ever ailed him, and +then set off to a shallow place, and looked for something to nibble at. + +Further in, and close under the bank, where they had huddled themselves +for warmth, we found all the rest of the poor sheep packed, as closely +as if they were in a great pie. It was strange to observe how their +vapour and breath, and the moisture exuding from their wool had scooped, +as it were, a coved room for them, lined with a ribbing of deep yellow +snow. Also the churned snow beneath their feet was as yellow as gamboge. +Two or three of the weaklier hoggets were dead, from want of air, and +from pressure; but more than three-score were as lively as ever; though +cramped and stiff for a little while. + +"However shall us get 'em home?" John Fry asked in great dismay, when +we had cleared about a dozen of them; which we were forced to do very +carefully, so as not to fetch the roof down. "No manner of maning to +draive 'un, drough all they girt driftnesses." + +"You see to this place, John," I replied, as we leaned on our shovels +a moment, and the sheep came rubbing round us; "let no more of them out +for the present; they are better where they be. Watch, here boy, keep +them!" + +Watch came, with his little scut of a tail cocked as sharp as duty, and +I set him at the narrow mouth of the great snow antre. All the sheep +sidled away, and got closer, that the other sheep might be bitten first, +as the foolish things imagine; whereas no good sheep-dog even so much as +lips a sheep to turn it. + +Then of the outer sheep (all now snowed and frizzled like a lawyer's +wig) I took the two finest and heaviest, and with one beneath my right +arm, and the other beneath my left, I went straight home to the upper +sheppey, and set them inside and fastened them. Sixty and six I took +home in that way, two at a time on each journey; and the work grew harder +and harder each time, as the drifts of the snow were deepening. No other +man should meddle with them; I was resolved to try my strength against +the strength of the elements; and try it I did, ay, and proved it. A +certain fierce delight burned in me, as the struggle grew harder; but +rather would I die than yield; and at last I finished it. People talk of +it to this day; but none can tell what the labour was, who have not felt +that snow and wind. + +[Illustration: 361.jpg None can tell what the labour was] + +Of the sheep upon the mountain, and the sheep upon the western farm, and +the cattle on the upper barrows, scarcely one in ten was saved; do what +we would for them, and this was not through any neglect (now that our +wits were sharpened), but from the pure impossibility of finding them +at all. That great snow never ceased a moment for three days and nights; +and then when all the earth was filled, and the topmost hedges were +unseen, and the trees broke down with weight (wherever the wind had not +lightened them), a brilliant sun broke forth and showed the loss of all +our customs. + +All our house was quite snowed up, except where we had purged a way, by +dint of constant shovellings. The kitchen was as dark and darker than +the cider-cellar, and long lines of furrowed scollops ran even up to the +chimney-stacks. Several windows fell right inwards, through the weight +of the snow against them; and the few that stood, bulged in, and bent +like an old bruised lanthorn. We were obliged to cook by candle-light; +we were forced to read by candle-light; as for baking, we could not do +it, because the oven was too chill; and a load of faggots only brought a +little wet down the sides of it. + +For when the sun burst forth at last upon that world of white, what he +brought was neither warmth, nor cheer, nor hope of softening; only a +clearer shaft of cold, from the violet depths of sky. Long-drawn alleys +of white haze seemed to lead towards him, yet such as he could not come +down, with any warmth remaining. Broad white curtains of the frost-fog +looped around the lower sky, on the verge of hill and valley, and above +the laden trees. Only round the sun himself, and the spot of heaven he +claimed, clustered a bright purple-blue, clear, and calm, and deep. + +That night such a frost ensued as we had never dreamed of, neither read +in ancient books, or histories of Frobisher. The kettle by the fire +froze, and the crock upon the hearth-cheeks; many men were killed, and +cattle rigid in their head-ropes. Then I heard that fearful sound, which +never I had heard before, neither since have heard (except during that +same winter), the sharp yet solemn sound of trees burst open by the +frost-blow. Our great walnut lost three branches, and has been dying +ever since; though growing meanwhile, as the soul does. And the ancient +oak at the cross was rent, and many score of ash trees. But why should +I tell all this? the people who have not seen it (as I have) will only +make faces, and disbelieve; till such another frost comes; which perhaps +may never be. + +This terrible weather kept Tom Faggus from coming near our house for +weeks; at which indeed I was not vexed a quarter so much as Annie was; +for I had never half approved of him, as a husband for my sister; in +spite of his purchase from Squire Bassett, and the grant of the Royal +pardon. It may be, however, that Annie took the same view of my love for +Lorna, and could not augur well of it; but if so, she held her peace, +though I was not so sparing. For many things contributed to make me less +good-humoured now than my real nature was; and the very least of all +these things would have been enough to make some people cross, and rude, +and fractious. I mean the red and painful chapping of my face and hands, +from working in the snow all day, and lying in the frost all night. For +being of a fair complexion, and a ruddy nature, and pretty plump withal, +and fed on plenty of hot victuals, and always forced by my mother to sit +nearer the fire than I wished, it was wonderful to see how the cold ran +revel on my cheeks and knuckles. And I feared that Lorna (if it should +ever please God to stop the snowing) might take this for a proof of low +and rustic blood and breeding. + +And this I say was the smallest thing; for it was far more serious that +we were losing half our stock, do all we would to shelter them. Even the +horses in the stables (mustered all together for the sake of breath and +steaming) had long icicles from their muzzles, almost every morning. +But of all things the very gravest, to my apprehension, was the +impossibility of hearing, or having any token of or from my loved one. +Not that those three days alone of snow (tremendous as it was) could +have blocked the country so; but that the sky had never ceased, for more +than two days at a time, for full three weeks thereafter, to pour fresh +piles of fleecy mantle; neither had the wind relaxed a single day from +shaking them. As a rule, it snowed all day, cleared up at night, and +froze intensely, with the stars as bright as jewels, earth spread out in +lustrous twilight, and the sounds in the air as sharp and crackling as +artillery; then in the morning, snow again; before the sun could come to +help. + +It mattered not what way the wind was. Often and often the vanes went +round, and we hoped for change of weather; the only change was that it +seemed (if possible) to grow colder. Indeed, after a week or so, the +wind would regularly box the compass (as the sailors call it) in the +course of every day, following where the sun should be, as if to make +a mock of him. And this of course immensely added to the peril of the +drifts; because they shifted every day; and no skill or care might learn +them. + +I believe it was on Epiphany morning, or somewhere about that period, +when Lizzie ran into the kitchen to me, where I was thawing my +goose-grease, with the dogs among the ashes--the live dogs, I mean, not +the iron ones, for them we had given up long ago,--and having caught +me, by way of wonder (for generally I was out shoveling long before my +"young lady" had her nightcap off), she positively kissed me, for the +sake of warming her lips perhaps, or because she had something proud to +say. + +"You great fool, John," said my lady, as Annie and I used to call her, +on account of her airs and graces; "what a pity you never read, John!" + +"Much use, I should think, in reading!" I answered, though pleased with +her condescension; "read, I suppose, with roof coming in, and only this +chimney left sticking out of the snow!" + +"The very time to read, John," said Lizzie, looking grander; "our worst +troubles are the need, whence knowledge can deliver us." + +"Amen," I cried out; "are you parson or clerk? Whichever you are, +good-morning." + +Thereupon I was bent on my usual round (a very small one nowadays), but +Eliza took me with both hands, and I stopped of course; for I could not +bear to shake the child, even in play, for a moment, because her back +was tender. Then she looked up at me with her beautiful eyes, so large, +unhealthy and delicate, and strangely shadowing outward, as if to spread +their meaning; and she said,-- + +"Now, John, this is no time to joke. I was almost frozen in bed last +night; and Annie like an icicle. Feel how cold my hands are. Now, will +you listen to what I have read about climates ten times worse than this; +and where none but clever men can live?" + +"Impossible for me to listen now, I have hundreds of things to see to; +but I will listen after breakfast to your foreign climates, child. Now +attend to mother's hot coffee." + +She looked a little disappointed, but she knew what I had to do; and +after all she was not so utterly unreasonable; although she did +read books. And when I had done my morning's work, I listened to her +patiently; and it was out of my power to think that all she said was +foolish. + +For I knew common sense pretty well, by this time, whether it happened +to be my own, or any other person's, if clearly laid before me. And +Lizzie had a particular way of setting forth very clearly whatever she +wished to express and enforce. But the queerest part of it all was this, +that if she could but have dreamed for a moment what would be the first +application made me by of her lesson, she would rather have bitten her +tongue off than help me to my purpose. + +She told me that in the Arctic Regions, as they call some places, a long +way north, where the Great Bear lies all across the heavens, and no +sun is up, for whole months at a time, and yet where people will go +exploring, out of pure contradiction, and for the sake of novelty, and +love of being frozen--that here they always had such winters as we were +having now. It never ceased to freeze, she said; and it never ceased to +snow; except when it was too cold; and then all the air was choked with +glittering spikes; and a man's skin might come off of him, before he +could ask the reason. Nevertheless the people there (although the snow +was fifty feet deep, and all their breath fell behind them frozen, like +a log of wood dropped from their shoulders), yet they managed to +get along, and make the time of the year to each other, by a little +cleverness. For seeing how the snow was spread, lightly over everything, +covering up the hills and valleys, and the foreskin of the sea, they +contrived a way to crown it, and to glide like a flake along. Through +the sparkle of the whiteness, and the wreaths of windy tossings, and +the ups and downs of cold, any man might get along with a boat on either +foot, to prevent his sinking. + +She told me how these boats were made; very strong and very light, +of ribs with skin across them; five feet long, and one foot wide; and +turned up at each end, even as a canoe is. But she did not tell me, nor +did I give it a moment's thought myself, how hard it was to walk upon +them without early practice. Then she told me another thing equally +useful to me; although I would not let her see how much I thought about +it. And this concerned the use of sledges, and their power of gliding, +and the lightness of their following; all of which I could see at once, +through knowledge of our own farm-sleds; which we employ in lieu of +wheels, used in flatter districts. When I had heard all this from her, a +mere chit of a girl as she was, unfit to make a snowball even, or to fry +snow pancakes, I looked down on her with amazement, and began to wish a +little that I had given more time to books. + +But God shapes all our fitness, and gives each man his meaning, even as +he guides the wavering lines of snow descending. Our Eliza was meant for +books; our dear Annie for loving and cooking; I, John Ridd, for sheep, +and wrestling, and the thought of Lorna; and mother to love all three +of us, and to make the best of her children. And now, if I must tell +the truth, as at every page I try to do (though God knows it is hard +enough), I had felt through all this weather, though my life was +Lorna's, something of a satisfaction in so doing duty to my kindest and +best of mothers, and to none but her. For (if you come to think of it) +a man's young love is very pleasant, very sweet, and tickling; and takes +him through the core of heart; without his knowing how or why. Then he +dwells upon it sideways, without people looking, and builds up all sorts +of fancies, growing hot with working so at his own imaginings. So his +love is a crystal Goddess, set upon an obelisk; and whoever will not bow +the knee (yet without glancing at her), the lover makes it a sacred rite +either to kick or to stick him. I am not speaking of me and Lorna, but +of common people. + +Then (if you come to think again) lo!--or I will not say lo! for no one +can behold it--only feel, or but remember, what a real mother is. Ever +loving, ever soft, ever turning sin to goodness, vices into virtues; +blind to all nine-tenths of wrong; through a telescope beholding (though +herself so nigh to them) faintest decimal of promise, even in her vilest +child. Ready to thank God again, as when her babe was born to her; +leaping (as at kingdom-come) at a wandering syllable of Gospel for her +lost one. + +All this our mother was to us, and even more than all of this; and hence +I felt a pride and joy in doing my sacred duty towards her, now that the +weather compelled me. And she was as grateful and delighted as if she +had no more claim upon me than a stranger's sheep might have. Yet from +time to time I groaned within myself and by myself, at thinking of +my sad debarment from the sight of Lorna, and of all that might have +happened to her, now she had no protection. + +Therefore, I fell to at once, upon that hint from Lizzie, and being used +to thatching-work, and the making of traps, and so on, before very long +I built myself a pair of strong and light snow-shoes, framed with ash +and ribbed of withy, with half-tanned calf-skin stretched across, and +an inner sole to support my feet. At first I could not walk at all, but +floundered about most piteously, catching one shoe in the other, and +both of them in the snow-drifts, to the great amusement of the girls, +who were come to look at me. But after a while I grew more expert, +discovering what my errors were, and altering the inclination of the +shoes themselves, according to a print which Lizzie found in a book of +adventures. And this made such a difference, that I crossed the farmyard +and came back again (though turning was the worst thing of all) without +so much as falling once, or getting my staff entangled. + +But oh, the aching of my ankles, when I went to bed that night; I was +forced to help myself upstairs with a couple of mopsticks! and I rubbed +the joints with neatsfoot oil, which comforted them greatly. And likely +enough I would have abandoned any further trial, but for Lizzie's +ridicule, and pretended sympathy; asking if the strong John Ridd would +have old Betty to lean upon. Therefore I set to again, with a fixed +resolve not to notice pain or stiffness, but to warm them out of me. +And sure enough, before dark that day, I could get along pretty freely; +especially improving every time, after leaving off and resting. The +astonishment of poor John Fry, Bill Dadds, and Jem Slocombe, when they +saw me coming down the hill upon them, in the twilight, where they were +clearing the furze rick and trussing it for cattle, was more than I +can tell you; because they did not let me see it, but ran away with one +accord, and floundered into a snowdrift. They believed, and so did every +one else (especially when I grew able to glide along pretty rapidly), +that I had stolen Mother Melldrum's sieves, on which she was said to fly +over the foreland at midnight every Saturday. + +Upon the following day, I held some council with my mother; not liking +to go without her permission, yet scarcely daring to ask for it. But +here she disappointed me, on the right side of disappointment; saying +that she had seen my pining (which she never could have done; because +I had been too hard at work), and rather than watch me grieving so, +for somebody or other, who now was all in all to me, I might go upon my +course, and God's protection go with me! At this I was amazed, because +it was not at all like mother; and knowing how well I had behaved, ever +since the time of our snowing up, I was a little moved to tell her that +she could not understand me. However my sense of duty kept me, and my +knowledge of the catechism, from saying such a thing as that, or even +thinking twice of it. And so I took her at her word, which she was +not prepared for; and telling her how proud I was of her trust in +Providence, and how I could run in my new snow-shoes, I took a short +pipe in my mouth, and started forth accordingly. + +[Illustration: 368.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + +NOT TOO SOON + +[Illustration: 369.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +When I started on my road across the hills and valleys (which now were +pretty much alike), the utmost I could hope to do was to gain the crest +of hills, and look into the Doone Glen. Hence I might at least descry +whether Lorna still was safe, by the six nests still remaining, and the +view of the Captain's house. When I was come to the open country, far +beyond the sheltered homestead, and in the full brunt of the wind, the +keen blast of the cold broke on me, and the mighty breadth of snow. Moor +and highland, field and common, cliff and vale, and watercourse, over +all the rolling folds of misty white were flung. There was nothing +square or jagged left, there was nothing perpendicular; all the rugged +lines were eased, and all the breaches smoothly filled. Curves, and +mounds, and rounded heavings, took the place of rock and stump; and all +the country looked as if a woman's hand had been on it. + +[Illustration: 370.jpg Open country] + +Through the sparkling breadth of white, which seemed to glance my eyes +away, and outside the humps of laden trees, bowing their backs like a +woodman, I contrived to get along, half-sliding and half-walking, in +places where a plain-shodden man must have sunk, and waited freezing +till the thaw should come to him. For although there had been such +violent frost, every night, upon the snow, the snow itself, having never +thawed, even for an hour, had never coated over. Hence it was as soft +and light as if all had fallen yesterday. In places where no drift had +been, but rather off than on to them, three feet was the least of +depth; but where the wind had chased it round, or any draught led like a +funnel, or anything opposed it; there you might very safely say that +it ran up to twenty feet, or thirty, or even fifty, and I believe some +times a hundred. + +At last I got to my spy-hill (as I had begun to call it), although I +never should have known it but for what it looked on. And even to +know this last again required all the eyes of love, soever sharp +and vigilant. For all the beautiful Glen Doone (shaped from out +the mountains, as if on purpose for the Doones, and looking in the +summer-time like a sharp cut vase of green) now was besnowed half up +the sides, and at either end so, that it was more like the white basins +wherein we boil plum-puddings. Not a patch of grass was there, not +a black branch of a tree; all was white; and the little river flowed +beneath an arch of snow; if it managed to flow at all. + +Now this was a great surprise to me; not only because I believed Glen +Doone to be a place outside all frost, but also because I thought +perhaps that it was quite impossible to be cold near Lorna. And now it +struck me all at once that perhaps her ewer was frozen (as mine had been +for the last three weeks, requiring embers around it), and perhaps her +window would not shut, any more than mine would; and perhaps she wanted +blankets. This idea worked me up to such a chill of sympathy, that +seeing no Doones now about, and doubting if any guns would go off, in +this state of the weather, and knowing that no man could catch me up +(except with shoes like mine), I even resolved to slide the cliffs, and +bravely go to Lorna. + +It helped me much in this resolve, that the snow came on again, thick +enough to blind a man who had not spent his time among it, as I had done +now for days and days. Therefore I took my neatsfoot oil, which now was +clogged like honey, and rubbed it hard into my leg-joints, so far as +I could reach them. And then I set my back and elbows well against a +snowdrift, hanging far adown the cliff, and saying some of the Lord's +Prayer, threw myself on Providence. Before there was time to think or +dream, I landed very beautifully upon a ridge of run-up snow in a quiet +corner. My good shoes, or boots, preserved me from going far beneath it; +though one of them was sadly strained, where a grub had gnawed the ash, +in the early summer-time. Having set myself aright, and being in good +spirits, I made boldly across the valley (where the snow was furrowed +hard), being now afraid of nobody. + +If Lorna had looked out of the window she would not have known me, with +those boots upon my feet, and a well-cleaned sheepskin over me, bearing +my own (J.R.) in red, just between my shoulders, but covered now in +snow-flakes. The house was partly drifted up, though not so much as ours +was; and I crossed the little stream almost without knowing that it was +under me. At first, being pretty safe from interference from the other +huts, by virtue of the blinding snow and the difficulty of walking, I +examined all the windows; but these were coated so with ice, like ferns +and flowers and dazzling stars, that no one could so much as guess what +might be inside of them. Moreover I was afraid of prying narrowly into +them, as it was not a proper thing where a maiden might be; only I +wanted to know just this, whether she were there or not. + +Taking nothing by this movement, I was forced, much against my will, to +venture to the door and knock, in a hesitating manner, not being sure +but what my answer might be the mouth of a carbine. However it was not +so, for I heard a pattering of feet and a whispering going on, and then +a shrill voice through the keyhole, asking, "Who's there?" + +"Only me, John Ridd," I answered; upon which I heard a little laughter, +and a little sobbing, or something that was like it; and then the door +was opened about a couple of inches, with a bar behind it still; and +then the little voice went on,-- + +"Put thy finger in, young man, with the old ring on it. But mind thee, +if it be the wrong one, thou shalt never draw it back again." + +Laughing at Gwenny's mighty threat, I showed my finger in the opening; +upon which she let me in, and barred the door again like lightning. + +"What is the meaning of all this, Gwenny?" I asked, as I slipped +about on the floor, for I could not stand there firmly with my great +snow-shoes on. + +"Maning enough, and bad maning too," the Cornish girl made answer. "Us be +shut in here, and starving, and durstn't let anybody in upon us. I wish +thou wer't good to ate, young man: I could manage most of thee." + +I was so frightened by her eyes, full of wolfish hunger, that I could +only say "Good God!" having never seen the like before. Then drew I +forth a large piece of bread, which I had brought in case of accidents, +and placed it in her hands. She leaped at it, as a starving dog leaps at +sight of his supper, and she set her teeth in it, and then withheld +it from her lips, with something very like an oath at her own vile +greediness; and then away round the corner with it, no doubt for her +young mistress. I meanwhile was occupied, to the best of my ability, in +taking my snow-shoes off, yet wondering much within myself why Lorna did +not come to me. + +But presently I knew the cause, for Gwenny called me, and I ran, and +found my darling quite unable to say so much as, "John, how are you?" +Between the hunger and the cold, and the excitement of my coming, she +had fainted away, and lay back on a chair, as white as the snow around +us. In betwixt her delicate lips, Gwenny was thrusting with all her +strength the hard brown crust of the rye-bread, which she had snatched +from me so. + +"Get water, or get snow," I said; "don't you know what fainting is, you +very stupid child?" + +"Never heerd on it, in Cornwall," she answered, trusting still to the +bread; "be un the same as bleeding?" + +"It will be directly, if you go on squeezing away with that crust so. +Eat a piece: I have got some more. Leave my darling now to me." + +Hearing that I had some more, the starving girl could resist no longer, +but tore it in two, and had swallowed half before I had coaxed my Lorna +back to sense, and hope, and joy, and love. + +"I never expected to see you again. I had made up my mind to die, John; +and to die without your knowing it." + +As I repelled this fearful thought in a manner highly fortifying, the +tender hue flowed back again into her famished cheeks and lips, and a +softer brilliance glistened from the depth of her dark eyes. She gave me +one little shrunken hand, and I could not help a tear for it. + +"After all, Mistress Lorna," I said, pretending to be gay, for a smile +might do her good; "you do not love me as Gwenny does; for she even +wanted to eat me." + +"And shall, afore I have done, young man," Gwenny answered laughing; +"you come in here with they red chakes, and make us think o' sirloin." + +"Eat up your bit of brown bread, Gwenny. It is not good enough for +your mistress. Bless her heart, I have something here such as she never +tasted the like of, being in such appetite. Look here, Lorna; smell it +first. I have had it ever since Twelfth Day, and kept it all the time +for you. Annie made it. That is enough to warrant it good cooking." + +And then I showed my great mince-pie in a bag of tissue paper, and I +told them how the mince-meat was made of golden pippins finely shred, +with the undercut of the sirloin, and spice and fruit accordingly and +far beyond my knowledge. But Lorna would not touch a morsel until she +had thanked God for it, and given me the kindest kiss, and put a piece +in Gwenny's mouth. + +I have eaten many things myself, with very great enjoyment, and keen +perception of their merits, and some thanks to God for them. But I never +did enjoy a thing, that had found its way between my own lips, half, or +even a quarter as much as I now enjoyed beholding Lorna, sitting +proudly upwards (to show that she was faint no more) entering into +that mince-pie, and moving all her pearls of teeth (inside her little +mouth-place) exactly as I told her. For I was afraid lest she should be +too fast in going through it, and cause herself more damage so, than she +got of nourishment. But I had no need to fear at all, and Lorna could +not help laughing at me for thinking that she had no self-control. + +Some creatures require a deal of food (I myself among the number), and +some can do with a very little; making, no doubt, the best of it. And I +have often noticed that the plumpest and most perfect women never eat so +hard and fast as the skinny and three-cornered ones. These last be often +ashamed of it, and eat most when the men be absent. Hence it came to +pass that Lorna, being the loveliest of all maidens, had as much as she +could do to finish her own half of pie; whereas Gwenny Carfax (though +generous more than greedy), ate up hers without winking, after finishing +the brown loaf; and then I begged to know the meaning of this state of +things. + +"The meaning is sad enough," said Lorna; "and I see no way out of it. We +are both to be starved until I let them do what they like with me. + +"That is to say until you choose to marry Carver Doone, and be slowly +killed by him?" + +"Slowly! No, John, quickly. I hate him so intensely, that less than a +week would kill me." + +"Not a doubt of that," said Gwenny; "oh, she hates him nicely then; but +not half so much as I do." + +I told them that this state of things could be endured no longer, on +which point they agreed with me, but saw no means to help it. For +even if Lorna could make up her mind to come away with me and live at +Plover's Barrows farm, under my good mother's care, as I had urged so +often, behold the snow was all around us, heaped as high as mountains, +and how could any delicate maiden ever get across it? + +Then I spoke with a strange tingle upon both sides of my heart, knowing +that this undertaking was a serious one for all, and might burn our farm +down,-- + +"If I warrant to take you safe, and without much fright or hardship, +Lorna, will you come with me?" + +"To be sure I will, dear," said my beauty, with a smile and a glance to +follow it; "I have small alternative, to starve, or go with you, John." + +"Gwenny, have you courage for it? Will you come with your young +mistress?" + +"Will I stay behind?" cried Gwenny, in a voice that settled it. And so +we began to arrange about it; and I was much excited. It was useless +now to leave it longer; if it could be done at all, it could not be too +quickly done. It was the Counsellor who had ordered, after all other +schemes had failed, that his niece should have no food until she would +obey him. He had strictly watched the house, taking turns with Carver, +to ensure that none came nigh it bearing food or comfort. But this +evening, they had thought it needless to remain on guard; and it +would have been impossible, because themselves were busy offering high +festival to all the valley, in right of their own commandership. And +Gwenny said that nothing made her so nearly mad with appetite as +the account she received from a woman of all the dishes preparing. +Nevertheless she had answered bravely,-- + +"Go and tell the Counsellor, and go and tell the Carver, who sent you to +spy upon us, that we shall have a finer dish than any set before them." +And so in truth they did, although so little dreaming it; for no Doone +that was ever born, however much of a Carver, might vie with our Annie +for mince-meat. + +Now while we sat reflecting much, and talking a good deal more, in spite +of all the cold--for I never was in a hurry to go, when I had Lorna with +me--she said, in her silvery voice, which always led me so along, as if +I were a slave to a beautiful bell,-- + +"Now, John, we are wasting time, dear. You have praised my hair, till it +curls with pride, and my eyes till you cannot see them, even if they are +brown diamonds which I have heard for the fiftieth time at least; though +I never saw such a jewel. Don't you think it is high time to put on your +snow-shoes, John?" + +"Certainly not," I answered, "'till we have settled something more. I was +so cold when I came in; and now I am as warm as a cricket. And so are +you, you lively soul; though you are not upon my hearth yet." + +"Remember, John," said Lorna, nestling for a moment to me; "the severity +of the weather makes a great difference between us. And you must never +take advantage." + +"I quite understand all that, dear. And the harder it freezes the +better, while that understanding continues. Now do try to be serious." + +"I try to be serious! And I have been trying fifty times, and could +not bring you to it, John! Although I am sure the situation, as the +Counsellor says at the beginning of a speech, the situation, to say the +least, is serious enough for anything. Come, Gwenny, imitate him." + +Gwenny was famed for her imitation of the Counsellor making a speech; +and she began to shake her hair, and mount upon a footstool; but I +really could not have this, though even Lorna ordered it. The truth +was that my darling maiden was in such wild spirits, at seeing me so +unexpected, and at the prospect of release, and of what she had never +known, quiet life and happiness, that like all warm and loving natures, +she could scarce control herself. + +"Come to this frozen window, John, and see them light the stack-fire. +They will little know who looks at them. Now be very good, John. You +stay in that corner, dear, and I will stand on this side; and try to +breathe yourself a peep-hole through the lovely spears and banners. Oh, +you don't know how to do it. I must do it for you. Breathe three times, +like that, and that; and then you rub it with your fingers, before it +has time to freeze again." + +All this she did so beautifully, with her lips put up like cherries, and +her fingers bent half back, as only girls can bend them, and her little +waist thrown out against the white of the snowed-up window, that I made +her do it three times over; and I stopped her every time and let it +freeze again, that so she might be the longer. Now I knew that all her +love was mine, every bit as much as mine was hers; yet I must have her +to show it, dwelling upon every proof, lengthening out all certainty. +Perhaps the jealous heart is loath to own a life worth twice its own. Be +that as it may, I know that we thawed the window nicely. + +And then I saw, far down the stream (or rather down the bed of it, for +there was no stream visible), a little form of fire arising, red, and +dark, and flickering. Presently it caught on something, and went upward +boldly; and then it struck into many forks, and then it fell, and rose +again. + +"Do you know what all that is, John?" asked Lorna, smiling cleverly at +the manner of my staring. + +"How on earth should I know? Papists burn Protestants in the flesh; and +Protestants burn Papists in effigy, as we mock them. Lorna, are they +going to burn any one to-night?" + +"No, you dear. I must rid you of these things. I see that you are +bigoted. The Doones are firing Dunkery beacon, to celebrate their new +captain." + +"But how could they bring it here through the snow? If they have +sledges, I can do nothing." + +"They brought it before the snow began. The moment poor grandfather was +gone, even before his funeral, the young men, having none to check them, +began at once upon it. They had always borne a grudge against it; not +that it ever did them harm; but because it seemed so insolent. 'Can't a +gentleman go home, without a smoke behind him?' I have often heard them +saying. And though they have done it no serious harm, since they threw +the firemen on the fire, many, many years ago, they have often promised +to bring it here for their candle; and now they have done it. Ah, now +look! The tar is kindled." + +Though Lorna took it so in joke, I looked upon it very gravely, knowing +that this heavy outrage to the feelings of the neighbourhood would cause +more stir than a hundred sheep stolen, or a score of houses sacked. Not +of course that the beacon was of the smallest use to any one, neither +stopped anybody from stealing, nay, rather it was like the parish knell, +which begins when all is over, and depresses all the survivors; yet +I knew that we valued it, and were proud, and spoke of it as a mighty +institution; and even more than that, our vestry had voted, within +the last two years, seven shillings and six-pence to pay for it, in +proportion with other parishes. And one of the men who attended to +it, or at least who was paid for doing so, was our Jem Slocombe's +grandfather. + +However, in spite of all my regrets, the fire went up very merrily, +blazing red and white and yellow, as it leaped on different things. +And the light danced on the snow-drifts with a misty lilac hue. I was +astonished at its burning in such mighty depths of snow; but Gwenny said +that the wicked men had been three days hard at work, clearing, as it +were, a cock-pit, for their fire to have its way. And now they had a +mighty pile, which must have covered five land-yards square, heaped up +to a goodly height, and eager to take fire. + +In this I saw great obstacle to what I wished to manage. For when this +pyramid should be kindled thoroughly, and pouring light and blazes +round, would not all the valley be like a white room full of candles? +Thinking thus, I was half inclined to abide my time for another night: +and then my second thoughts convinced me that I would be a fool in this. +For lo, what an opportunity! All the Doones would be drunk, of course, +in about three hours' time, and getting more and more in drink as the +night went on. As for the fire, it must sink in about three hours or +more, and only cast uncertain shadows friendly to my purpose. And then +the outlaws must cower round it, as the cold increased on them, helping +the weight of the liquor; and in their jollity any noise would be +cheered as a false alarm. Most of all, and which decided once for all my +action,--when these wild and reckless villains should be hot with ardent +spirits, what was door, or wall, to stand betwixt them and my Lorna? + +This thought quickened me so much that I touched my darling reverently, +and told her in a few short words how I hoped to manage it. + +"Sweetest, in two hours' time, I shall be again with you. Keep the bar +up, and have Gwenny ready to answer any one. You are safe while they are +dining, dear, and drinking healths, and all that stuff; and before they +have done with that, I shall be again with you. Have everything you care +to take in a very little compass, and Gwenny must have no baggage. I +shall knock loud, and then wait a little; and then knock twice, very +softly." + +With this I folded her in my arms; and she looked frightened at me; not +having perceived her danger; and then I told Gwenny over again what I +had told her mistress: but she only nodded her head and said, "Young +man, go and teach thy grandmother." + +[Illustration: 378.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + +BROUGHT HOME AT LAST + +[Illustration: 379.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +To my great delight I found that the weather, not often friendly to +lovers, and lately seeming so hostile, had in the most important matter +done me a signal service. For when I had promised to take my love from +the power of those wretches, the only way of escape apparent lay +through the main Doone-gate. For though I might climb the cliffs myself, +especially with the snow to aid me, I durst not try to fetch Lorna up +them, even if she were not half-starved, as well as partly frozen; +and as for Gwenny's door, as we called it (that is to say, the little +entrance from the wooded hollow), it was snowed up long ago to the level +of the hills around. Therefore I was at my wit's end how to get them +out; the passage by the Doone-gate being long, and dark, and difficult, +and leading to such a weary circuit among the snowy moors and hills. + +But now, being homeward-bound by the shortest possible track, I slipped +along between the bonfire and the boundary cliffs, where I found a caved +way of snow behind a sort of avalanche: so that if the Doones had been +keeping watch (which they were not doing, but revelling), they could +scarcely have discovered me. And when I came to my old ascent, where I +had often scaled the cliff and made across the mountains, it struck me +that I would just have a look at my first and painful entrance, to wit, +the water-slide. I never for a moment imagined that this could help me +now; for I never had dared to descend it, even in the finest weather; +still I had a curiosity to know what my old friend was like, with so +much snow upon him. But, to my very great surprise, there was scarcely +any snow there at all, though plenty curling high overhead from the +cliff, like bolsters over it. Probably the sweeping of the north-east +wind up the narrow chasm had kept the showers from blocking it, +although the water had no power under the bitter grip of frost. All my +water-slide was now less a slide than path of ice; furrowed where the +waters ran over fluted ridges; seamed where wind had tossed and combed +them, even while congealing; and crossed with little steps wherever the +freezing torrent lingered. And here and there the ice was fibred with +the trail of sludge-weed, slanting from the side, and matted, so as to +make resting-place. + +Lo it was easy track and channel, as if for the very purpose made, down +which I could guide my sledge with Lorna sitting in it. There were only +two things to be feared; one lest the rolls of snow above should fall in +and bury us; the other lest we should rush too fast, and so be carried +headlong into the black whirlpool at the bottom, the middle of which was +still unfrozen, and looking more horrible by the contrast. Against this +danger I made provision, by fixing a stout bar across; but of the other +we must take our chance, and trust ourselves to Providence. + +I hastened home at my utmost speed, and told my mother for God's sake +to keep the house up till my return, and to have plenty of fire blazing, +and plenty of water boiling, and food enough hot for a dozen people, and +the best bed aired with the warming-pan. Dear mother smiled softly at my +excitement, though her own was not much less, I am sure, and enhanced by +sore anxiety. Then I gave very strict directions to Annie, and praised +her a little, and kissed her; and I even endeavoured to flatter Eliza, +lest she should be disagreeable. + +After this I took some brandy, both within and about me; the former, +because I had sharp work to do; and the latter in fear of whatever might +happen, in such great cold, to my comrades. Also I carried some other +provisions, grieving much at their coldness: and then I went to the +upper linhay, and took our new light pony-sledd, which had been made +almost as much for pleasure as for business; though God only knows how +our girls could have found any pleasure in bumping along so. On the +snow, however, it ran as sweetly as if it had been made for it; yet I +durst not take the pony with it; in the first place, because his hoofs +would break through the ever-shifting surface of the light and piling +snow; and secondly, because these ponies, coming from the forest, have a +dreadful trick of neighing, and most of all in frosty weather. + +Therefore I girded my own body with a dozen turns of hay-rope, twisting +both the ends in under at the bottom of my breast, and winding the hay +on the skew a little, that the hempen thong might not slip between, and +so cut me in the drawing. I put a good piece of spare rope in the sledd, +and the cross-seat with the back to it, which was stuffed with our +own wool, as well as two or three fur coats; and then, just as I was +starting, out came Annie, in spite of the cold, panting for fear of +missing me, and with nothing on her head, but a lanthorn in one hand. + +"Oh, John, here is the most wonderful thing! Mother has never shown it +before; and I can't think how she could make up her mind. She had +gotten it in a great well of a cupboard, with camphor, and spirits, and +lavender. Lizzie says it is a most magnificent sealskin cloak, worth +fifty pounds, or a farthing." + +"At any rate it is soft and warm," said I, very calmly flinging it into +the bottom of the sledd. "Tell mother I will put it over Lorna's feet." + +"Lorna's feet! Oh, you great fool," cried Annie, for the first time +reviling me; "over her shoulders; and be proud, you very stupid John." + +"It is not good enough for her feet," I answered, with strong emphasis; +"but don't tell mother I said so, Annie. Only thank her very kindly." + +With that I drew my traces hard, and set my ashen staff into the snow, +and struck out with my best foot foremost (the best one at snow-shoes, I +mean), and the sledd came after me as lightly as a dog might follow; and +Annie, with the lanthorn, seemed to be left behind and waiting like a +pretty lamp-post. + +The full moon rose as bright behind me as a paten of pure silver, +casting on the snow long shadows of the few things left above, burdened +rock, and shaggy foreland, and the labouring trees. In the great white +desolation, distance was a mocking vision; hills looked nigh, and +valleys far; when hills were far and valleys nigh. And the misty breath +of frost, piercing through the ribs of rock, striking to the pith of +trees, creeping to the heart of man, lay along the hollow places, like a +serpent sloughing. Even as my own gaunt shadow (travestied as if I were +the moonlight's daddy-longlegs), went before me down the slope; even +I, the shadow's master, who had tried in vain to cough, when coughing +brought good liquorice, felt a pressure on my bosom, and a husking in my +throat. + +However, I went on quietly, and at a very tidy speed; being only too +thankful that the snow had ceased, and no wind as yet arisen. And from +the ring of low white vapour girding all the verge of sky, and from the +rosy blue above, and the shafts of starlight set upon a quivering bow, +as well as from the moon itself and the light behind it, having learned +the signs of frost from its bitter twinges, I knew that we should have +a night as keen as ever England felt. Nevertheless, I had work enough to +keep me warm if I managed it. The question was, could I contrive to save +my darling from it? + +Daring not to risk my sledd by any fall from the valley-cliffs, I +dragged it very carefully up the steep incline of ice, through the +narrow chasm, and so to the very brink and verge where first I had seen +my Lorna, in the fishing days of boyhood. As I then had a trident fork, +for sticking of the loaches, so I now had a strong ash stake, to lay +across from rock to rock, and break the speed of descending. With this I +moored the sledd quite safe, at the very lip of the chasm, where all was +now substantial ice, green and black in the moonlight; and then I set +off up the valley, skirting along one side of it. + +The stack-fire still was burning strongly, but with more of heat than +blaze; and many of the younger Doones were playing on the verge of it, +the children making rings of fire, and their mothers watching them. All +the grave and reverend warriors having heard of rheumatism, were inside +of log and stone, in the two lowest houses, with enough of candles +burning to make our list of sheep come short. + +All these I passed, without the smallest risk or difficulty, walking up +the channel of drift which I spoke of once before. And then I crossed, +with more of care, and to the door of Lorna's house, and made the sign, +and listened, after taking my snow-shoes off. + +But no one came, as I expected, neither could I espy a light. And I +seemed to hear a faint low sound, like the moaning of the snow-wind. +Then I knocked again more loudly, with a knocking at my heart: and +receiving no answer, set all my power at once against the door. In a +moment it flew inwards, and I glided along the passage with my feet +still slippery. There in Lorna's room I saw, by the moonlight flowing +in, a sight which drove me beyond sense. + +[Illustration: 383.jpg Set all my power against the door] + +Lorna was behind a chair, crouching in the corner, with her hands up, +and a crucifix, or something that looked like it. In the middle of the +room lay Gwenny Carfax, stupid, yet with one hand clutching the ankle of +a struggling man. Another man stood above my Lorna, trying to draw the +chair away. In a moment I had him round the waist, and he went out of +the window with a mighty crash of glass; luckily for him that window had +no bars like some of them. Then I took the other man by the neck; and he +could not plead for mercy. I bore him out of the house as lightly as I +would bear a baby, yet squeezing his throat a little more than I fain +would do to an infant. By the bright moonlight I saw that I carried +Marwood de Whichehalse. For his father's sake I spared him, and because +he had been my schoolfellow; but with every muscle of my body strung +with indignation, I cast him, like a skittle, from me into a snowdrift, +which closed over him. Then I looked for the other fellow, tossed +through Lorna's window, and found him lying stunned and bleeding, +neither able to groan yet. Charleworth Doone, if his gushing blood did +not much mislead me. + +It was no time to linger now; I fastened my shoes in a moment, and +caught up my own darling with her head upon my shoulder, where she +whispered faintly; and telling Gwenny to follow me, or else I would come +back for her, if she could not walk the snow, I ran the whole distance +to my sledd, caring not who might follow me. Then by the time I had set +up Lorna, beautiful and smiling, with the seal-skin cloak all over her, +sturdy Gwenny came along, having trudged in the track of my snow-shoes, +although with two bags on her back. I set her in beside her mistress, +to support her, and keep warm; and then with one look back at the glen, +which had been so long my home of heart, I hung behind the sledd, and +launched it down the steep and dangerous way. + +Though the cliffs were black above us, and the road unseen in front, and +a great white grave of snow might at a single word come down, Lorna was +as calm and happy as an infant in its bed. She knew that I was with her; +and when I told her not to speak, she touched my hand in silence. Gwenny +was in a much greater fright, having never seen such a thing before, +neither knowing what it is to yield to pure love's confidence. I could +hardly keep her quiet, without making a noise myself. With my staff from +rock to rock, and my weight thrown backward, I broke the sledd's too +rapid way, and brought my grown love safely out, by the selfsame road +which first had led me to her girlish fancy, and my boyish slavery. + +Unpursued, yet looking back as if some one must be after us, we skirted +round the black whirling pool, and gained the meadows beyond it. Here +there was hard collar work, the track being all uphill and rough; and +Gwenny wanted to jump out, to lighten the sledd and to push behind. But +I would not hear of it; because it was now so deadly cold, and I feared +that Lorna might get frozen, without having Gwenny to keep her warm. And +after all, it was the sweetest labour I had ever known in all my +life, to be sure that I was pulling Lorna, and pulling her to our own +farmhouse. + +Gwenny's nose was touched with frost, before we had gone much farther, +because she would not keep it quiet and snug beneath the sealskin. And +here I had to stop in the moonlight (which was very dangerous) and rub +it with a clove of snow, as Eliza had taught me; and Gwenny scolding +all the time, as if myself had frozen it. Lorna was now so far oppressed +with all the troubles of the evening, and the joy that followed them, as +well as by the piercing cold and difficulty of breathing, that she lay +quite motionless, like fairest wax in the moonlight--when we stole a +glance at her, beneath the dark folds of the cloak; and I thought that +she was falling into the heavy snow-sleep, whence there is no awaking. + +Therefore, I drew my traces tight, and set my whole strength to the +business; and we slipped along at a merry pace, although with many +joltings, which must have sent my darling out into the cold snowdrifts +but for the short strong arm of Gwenny. And so in about an hour's time, +in spite of many hindrances, we came home to the old courtyard, and all +the dogs saluted us. My heart was quivering, and my cheeks as hot as +the Doones' bonfire, with wondering both what Lorna would think of +our farm-yard, and what my mother would think of her. Upon the former +subject my anxiety was wasted, for Lorna neither saw a thing, nor even +opened her heavy eyes. And as to what mother would think of her, she was +certain not to think at all, until she had cried over her. + +And so indeed it came to pass. Even at this length of time, I can hardly +tell it, although so bright before my mind, because it moves my heart +so. The sledd was at the open door, with only Lorna in it; for Gwenny +Carfax had jumped out, and hung back in the clearing, giving any reason +rather than the only true one--that she would not be intruding. At the +door were all our people; first, of course, Betty Muxworthy, teaching +me how to draw the sledd, as if she had been born in it, and flourishing +with a great broom, wherever a speck of snow lay. Then dear Annie, +and old Molly (who was very quiet, and counted almost for nobody), and +behind them, mother, looking as if she wanted to come first, but +doubted how the manners lay. In the distance Lizzie stood, fearful of +encouraging, but unable to keep out of it. + +Betty was going to poke her broom right in under the sealskin cloak, +where Lorna lay unconscious, and where her precious breath hung frozen, +like a silver cobweb; but I caught up Betty's broom, and flung it clean +away over the corn chamber; and then I put the others by, and fetched my +mother forward. + +"You shall see her first," I said: "is she not your daughter? Hold the +light there, Annie." + +Dear mother's hands were quick and trembling, as she opened the shining +folds; and there she saw my Lorna sleeping, with her black hair all +dishevelled, and she bent and kissed her forehead, and only said, "God +bless her, John!" And then she was taken with violent weeping, and I was +forced to hold her. + +"Us may tich of her now, I rackon," said Betty in her most jealous way; +"Annie, tak her by the head, and I'll tak her by the toesen. No taime +to stand here like girt gawks. Don'ee tak on zo, missus. Ther be vainer +vish in the zea--Lor, but, her be a booty!" + +With this, they carried her into the house, Betty chattering all the +while, and going on now about Lorna's hands, and the others crowding +round her, so that I thought I was not wanted among so many women, and +should only get the worst of it, and perhaps do harm to my darling. +Therefore I went and brought Gwenny in, and gave her a potful of +bacon and peas, and an iron spoon to eat it with, which she did right +heartily. + +Then I asked her how she could have been such a fool as to let those two +vile fellows enter the house where Lorna was; and she accounted for it +so naturally, that I could only blame myself. For my agreement had been +to give one loud knock (if you happen to remember) and after that two +little knocks. Well these two drunken rogues had come; and one, being +very drunk indeed, had given a great thump; and then nothing more to +do with it; and the other, being three-quarters drunk, had followed his +leader (as one might say) but feebly, and making two of it. Whereupon up +jumped Lorna, and declared that her John was there. + +All this Gwenny told me shortly, between the whiles of eating, and even +while she licked the spoon; and then there came a message for me that my +love was sensible, and was seeking all around for me. Then I told Gwenny +to hold her tongue (whatever she did among us), and not to trust to +women's words; and she told me they all were liars, as she had found +out long ago; and the only thing to believe in was an honest man, when +found. Thereupon I could have kissed her as a sort of tribute, liking to +be appreciated; yet the peas upon her lips made me think about it; and +thought is fatal to action. So I went to see my dear. + +That sight I shall not forget; till my dying head falls back, and my +breast can lift no more. I know not whether I were then more blessed, +or harrowed by it. For in the settle was my Lorna, propped with +pillows round her, and her clear hands spread sometimes to the blazing +fireplace. In her eyes no knowledge was of anything around her, neither +in her neck the sense of leaning towards anything. Only both her lovely +hands were entreating something, to spare her, or to love her; and the +lines of supplication quivered in her sad white face. + +[Illustration: 387.jpg For in the settle was my Lorna] + +"All go away, except my mother," I said very quietly, but so that I +would be obeyed; and everybody knew it. Then mother came to me alone; +and she said, "The frost is in her brain; I have heard of this before, +John." "Mother, I will have it out," was all that I could answer her; +"leave her to me altogether; only you sit there and watch." For I felt +that Lorna knew me, and no other soul but me; and that if not interfered +with, she would soon come home to me. Therefore I sat gently by her, +leaving nature, as it were, to her own good time and will. And presently +the glance that watched me, as at distance and in doubt, began to +flutter and to brighten, and to deepen into kindness, then to beam with +trust and love, and then with gathering tears to falter, and in shame +to turn away. But the small entreating hands found their way, as if by +instinct, to my great projecting palms; and trembled there, and rested +there. + +For a little while we lingered thus, neither wishing to move away, +neither caring to look beyond the presence of the other; both alike so +full of hope, and comfort, and true happiness; if only the world would +let us be. And then a little sob disturbed us, and mother tried to make +believe that she was only coughing. But Lorna, guessing who she was, +jumped up so very rashly that she almost set her frock on fire from the +great ash log; and away she ran to the old oak chair, where mother was +by the clock-case pretending to be knitting, and she took the work from +mother's hands, and laid them both upon her head, kneeling humbly, and +looking up. + +"God bless you, my fair mistress!" said mother, bending nearer, and then +as Lorna's gaze prevailed, "God bless you, my sweet child!" + +And so she went to mother's heart by the very nearest road, even as she +had come to mine; I mean the road of pity, smoothed by grace, and youth, +and gentleness. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV + +A CHANGE LONG NEEDED + +[Illustration: 389.jpg Marwood Whichehalse] + +Jeremy Stickles was gone south, ere ever the frost set in, for the +purpose of mustering forces to attack the Doone Glen. But, of course, +this weather had put a stop to every kind of movement; for even if men +could have borne the cold, they could scarcely be brought to face the +perils of the snow-drifts. And to tell the truth I cared not how long +this weather lasted, so long as we had enough to eat, and could keep +ourselves from freezing. Not only that I did not want Master Stickles +back again, to make more disturbances; but also that the Doones could +not come prowling after Lorna while the snow lay piled between us, with +the surface soft and dry. Of course they would very soon discover where +their lawful queen was, although the track of sledd and snow-shoes had +been quite obliterated by another shower, before the revellers could +have grown half as drunk as they intended. But Marwood de Whichehalse, +who had been snowed up among them (as Gwenny said), after helping +to strip the beacon, that young Squire was almost certain to have +recognised me, and to have told the vile Carver. And it gave me no +little pleasure to think how mad that Carver must be with me, for +robbing him of the lovely bride whom he was starving into matrimony. +However, I was not pleased at all with the prospect of the consequences; +but set all hands on to thresh the corn, ere the Doones could come and +burn the ricks. For I knew that they could not come yet, inasmuch as +even a forest pony could not traverse the country, much less the heavy +horses needed to carry such men as they were. And hundreds of the forest +ponies died in this hard weather, some being buried in the snow, and +more of them starved for want of grass. + +Going through this state of things, and laying down the law about +it (subject to correction), I very soon persuaded Lorna that for the +present she was safe, and (which made her still more happy) that she was +not only welcome, but as gladdening to our eyes as the flowers of May. +Of course, so far as regarded myself, this was not a hundredth part of +the real truth; and even as regarded others, I might have said it ten +times over. For Lorna had so won them all, by her kind and gentle ways, +and her mode of hearkening to everybody's trouble, and replying without +words, as well as by her beauty, and simple grace of all things, that +I could almost wish sometimes the rest would leave her more to me. But +mother could not do enough; and Annie almost worshipped her; and even +Lizzie could not keep her bitterness towards her; especially when she +found that Lorna knew as much of books as need be. + +As for John Fry, and Betty, and Molly, they were a perfect plague when +Lorna came into the kitchen. For betwixt their curiosity to see a +live Doone in the flesh (when certain not to eat them), and their high +respect for birth (with or without honesty), and their intense desire to +know all about Master John's sweetheart (dropped, as they said, from the +snow-clouds), and most of all their admiration of a beauty such as never +even their angels could have seen--betwixt and between all this, I say, +there was no getting the dinner cooked, with Lorna in the kitchen. + +And the worst of it was that Lorna took the strangest of all strange +fancies for this very kitchen; and it was hard to keep her out of it. +Not that she had any special bent for cooking, as our Annie had; rather +indeed the contrary, for she liked to have her food ready cooked; but +that she loved the look of the place, and the cheerful fire burning, and +the racks of bacon to be seen, and the richness, and the homeliness, and +the pleasant smell of everything. And who knows but what she may have +liked (as the very best of maidens do) to be admired, now and then, +between the times of business? + +Therefore if you wanted Lorna (as I was always sure to do, God knows +how many times a day), the very surest place to find her was our own +old kitchen. Not gossiping, I mean, nor loitering, neither seeking into +things, but seeming to be quite at home, as if she had known it from a +child, and seeming (to my eyes at least) to light it up, and make life +and colour out of all the dullness; as I have seen the breaking sun do +among brown shocks of wheat. + +But any one who wished to learn whether girls can change or not, as the +things around them change (while yet their hearts are steadfast, and for +ever anchored), he should just have seen my Lorna, after a fortnight +of our life, and freedom from anxiety. It is possible that my +company--although I am accounted stupid by folk who do not know my +way--may have had something to do with it; but upon this I will not say +much, lest I lose my character. And indeed, as regards company, I had +all the threshing to see to, and more than half to do myself (though any +one would have thought that even John Fry must work hard this weather), +else I could not hope at all to get our corn into such compass that a +good gun might protect it. + +But to come back to Lorna again (which I always longed to do, and must +long for ever), all the change between night and day, all the shifts +of cloud and sun, all the difference between black death and brightsome +liveliness, scarcely may suggest or equal Lorna's transformation. Quick +she had always been and "peart" (as we say on Exmoor) and gifted with a +leap of thought too swift for me to follow; and hence you may find fault +with much, when I report her sayings. But through the whole had always +run, as a black string goes through pearls, something dark and touched +with shadow, coloured as with an early end. + +But, now, behold! there was none of this! There was no getting her, for +a moment, even to be serious. All her bright young wit was flashing, +like a newly-awakened flame, and all her high young spirits leaped, as +if dancing to its fire. And yet she never spoke a word which gave more +pain than pleasure. + +And even in her outward look there was much of difference. Whether it +was our warmth, and freedom, and our harmless love of God, and trust +in one another; or whether it were our air, and water, and the pea-fed +bacon; anyhow my Lorna grew richer and more lovely, more perfect and +more firm of figure, and more light and buoyant, with every passing day +that laid its tribute on her cheeks and lips. I was allowed one kiss +a day; only one for manners' sake, because she was our visitor; and I +might have it before breakfast, or else when I came to say "good-night!" +according as I decided. And I decided every night, not to take it in the +morning, but put it off till the evening time, and have the pleasure to +think about, through all the day of working. But when my darling came up +to me in the early daylight, fresher than the daystar, and with no one +looking; only her bright eyes smiling, and sweet lips quite ready, was +it likely I could wait, and think all day about it? For she wore a frock +of Annie's, nicely made to fit her, taken in at the waist and curved--I +never could explain it, not being a mantua-maker; but I know how her +figure looked in it, and how it came towards me. + +But this is neither here nor there; and I must on with my story. Those +days are very sacred to me, and if I speak lightly of them, trust +me, 'tis with lip alone; while from heart reproach peeps sadly at the +flippant tricks of mind. + +Although it was the longest winter ever known in our parts (never having +ceased to freeze for a single night, and scarcely for a single day, from +the middle of December till the second week in March), to me it was the +very shortest and the most delicious; and verily I do believe it was +the same to Lorna. But when the Ides of March were come (of which I +do remember something dim from school, and something clear from my +favourite writer) lo, there were increasing signals of a change of +weather. + +One leading feature of that long cold, and a thing remarked by every one +(however unobservant) had been the hollow moaning sound ever present in +the air, morning, noon, and night-time, and especially at night, whether +any wind were stirring, or whether it were a perfect calm. Our people +said that it was a witch cursing all the country from the caverns by the +sea, and that frost and snow would last until we could catch and drown +her. But the land, being thoroughly blocked with snow, and the inshore +parts of the sea with ice (floating in great fields along), Mother +Melldrum (if she it were) had the caverns all to herself, for there +was no getting at her. And speaking of the sea reminds me of a thing +reported to us, and on good authority; though people might be found +hereafter who would not believe it, unless I told them that from what I +myself beheld of the channel I place perfect faith in it: and this is, +that a dozen sailors at the beginning of March crossed the ice, with the +aid of poles from Clevedon to Penarth, or where the Holm rocks barred +the flotage. + +But now, about the tenth of March, that miserable moaning noise, which +had both foregone and accompanied the rigour, died away from out the +air; and we, being now so used to it, thought at first that we must be +deaf. And then the fog, which had hung about (even in full sunshine) +vanished, and the shrouded hills shone forth with brightness manifold. +And now the sky at length began to come to its true manner, which we +had not seen for months, a mixture (if I so may speak) of various +expressions. Whereas till now from Allhallows-tide, six weeks ere the +great frost set in, the heavens had worn one heavy mask of ashen gray +when clouded, or else one amethystine tinge with a hazy rim, when +cloudless. So it was pleasant to behold, after that monotony, the fickle +sky which suits our England, though abused by foreign folk. + +And soon the dappled softening sky gave some earnest of its mood; for a +brisk south wind arose, and the blessed rain came driving, cold indeed, +yet most refreshing to the skin, all parched with snow, and the eyeballs +so long dazzled. Neither was the heart more sluggish in its thankfulness +to God. People had begun to think, and somebody had prophesied, that we +should have no spring this year, no seed-time, and no harvest; for that +the Lord had sent a judgment on this country of England, and the +nation dwelling in it, because of the wickedness of the Court, and the +encouragement shown to Papists. And this was proved, they said, by what +had happened in the town of London; where, for more than a fortnight, +such a chill of darkness lay that no man might behold his neighbour, +even across the narrowest street; and where the ice upon the Thames was +more than four feet thick, and crushing London Bridge in twain. Now +to these prophets I paid no heed, believing not that Providence would +freeze us for other people's sins; neither seeing how England could for +many generations have enjoyed good sunshine, if Popery meant frost and +fogs. Besides, why could not Providence settle the business once for +all by freezing the Pope himself; even though (according to our view) he +were destined to extremes of heat, together with all who followed him? + +Not to meddle with that subject, being beyond my judgment, let me tell +the things I saw, and then you must believe me. The wind, of course, I +could not see, not having the powers of a pig; but I could see the laden +branches of the great oaks moving, hoping to shake off the load packed +and saddled on them. And hereby I may note a thing which some one may +explain perhaps in the after ages, when people come to look at things. +This is that in desperate cold all the trees were pulled awry, even +though the wind had scattered the snow burden from them. Of some sorts +the branches bended downwards, like an archway; of other sorts the +boughs curved upwards, like a red deer's frontlet. This I know no +reason* for; but am ready to swear that I saw it. + + * The reason is very simple, as all nature's reasons are; + though the subject has not yet been investigated thoroughly. + In some trees the vascular tissue is more open on the upper + side, in others on the under side, of the spreading + branches; according to the form of growth, and habit of the + sap. Hence in very severe cold, when the vessels + (comparatively empty) are constricted, some have more power + of contraction on the upper side, and some upon the under. + Ed. L.D. + +Now when the first of the rain began, and the old familiar softness +spread upon the window glass, and ran a little way in channels (though +from the coldness of the glass it froze before reaching the bottom), +knowing at once the difference from the short sharp thud of snow, we all +ran out, and filled our eyes and filled our hearts with gazing. True, +the snow was piled up now all in mountains round us; true, the air was +still so cold that our breath froze on the doorway, and the rain was +turned to ice wherever it struck anything; nevertheless that it was rain +there was no denying, as we watched it across black doorways, and could +see no sign of white. Mother, who had made up her mind that the farm +was not worth having after all those prophesies, and that all of us must +starve, and holes be scratched in the snow for us, and no use to put up +a tombstone (for our church had been shut up long ago) mother fell +upon my breast, and sobbed that I was the cleverest fellow ever born +of woman. And this because I had condemned the prophets for a pack of +fools; not seeing how business could go on, if people stopped to hearken +to them. + +Then Lorna came and glorified me, for I had predicted a change of +weather, more to keep their spirits up, than with real hope of it; and +then came Annie blushing shyly, as I looked at her, and said that Winnie +would soon have four legs now. This referred to some stupid joke made +by John Fry or somebody, that in this weather a man had no legs, and a +horse had only two. + +But as the rain came down upon us from the southwest wind, and we could +not have enough of it, even putting our tongues to catch it, as little +children might do, and beginning to talk of primroses; the very noblest +thing of all was to hear and see the gratitude of the poor beasts yet +remaining and the few surviving birds. From the cowhouse lowing came, +more than of fifty milking times; moo and moo, and a turn-up noise at +the end of every bellow, as if from the very heart of kine. Then the +horses in the stables, packed as closely as they could stick, at the +risk of kicking, to keep the warmth in one another, and their spirits +up by discoursing; these began with one accord to lift up their voices, +snorting, snaffling, whinnying, and neighing, and trotting to the door +to know when they should have work again. To whom, as if in answer, came +the feeble bleating of the sheep, what few, by dint of greatest care, +had kept their fleeces on their backs, and their four legs under them. + +Neither was it a trifling thing, let whoso will say the contrary, to +behold the ducks and geese marching forth in handsome order from their +beds of fern and straw. What a goodly noise they kept, what a flapping +of their wings, and a jerking of their tails, as they stood right up and +tried with a whistling in their throats to imitate a cockscrow! And then +how daintily they took the wet upon their dusty plumes, and ducked their +shoulders to it, and began to dress themselves, and laid their grooved +bills on the snow, and dabbled for more ooziness! + +Lorna had never seen, I dare say, anything like this before, and it was +all that we could do to keep her from rushing forth with only little +lambswool shoes on, and kissing every one of them. "Oh, the dear things, +oh, the dear things!" she kept saying continually, "how wonderfully +clever they are! Only look at that one with his foot up, giving orders +to the others, John!" + +"And I must give orders to you, my darling," I answered, gazing on her +face, so brilliant with excitement; "and that is, that you come in at +once, with that worrisome cough of yours; and sit by the fire, and warm +yourself." + +"Oh, no, John! Not for a minute, if you please, good John. I want to see +the snow go away, and the green meadows coming forth. And here comes our +favourite robin, who has lived in the oven so long, and sang us a song +every morning. I must see what he thinks of it!" + +"You will do nothing of the sort," I answered very shortly, being only +too glad of a cause for having her in my arms again. So I caught her up, +and carried her in; and she looked and smiled so sweetly at me instead +of pouting (as I had feared) that I found myself unable to go very fast +along the passage. And I set her there in her favourite place, by the +sweet-scented wood-fire; and she paid me porterage without my even +asking her; and for all the beauty of the rain, I was fain to stay with +her; until our Annie came to say that my advice was wanted. + +Now my advice was never much, as everybody knew quite well; but that was +the way they always put it, when they wanted me to work for them. And in +truth it was time for me to work; not for others, but myself, and (as I +always thought) for Lorna. For the rain was now coming down in earnest; +and the top of the snow being frozen at last, and glazed as hard as a +china cup, by means of the sun and frost afterwards, all the rain ran +right away from the steep inclines, and all the outlets being blocked +with ice set up like tables, it threatened to flood everything. Already +it was ponding up, like a tide advancing at the threshold of the door +from which we had watched the duck-birds; both because great piles of +snow trended in that direction, in spite of all our scraping, and also +that the gulley hole, where the water of the shoot went out (I mean when +it was water) now was choked with lumps of ice, as big as a man's body. +For the "shoot," as we called our little runnel of everlasting water, +never known to freeze before, and always ready for any man either to +wash his hands, or drink, where it spouted from a trough of bark, set +among white flint-stones; this at last had given in, and its music +ceased to lull us, as we lay in bed. + +It was not long before I managed to drain off this threatening flood, +by opening the old sluice-hole; but I had much harder work to keep the +stables, and the cow-house, and the other sheds, from flooding. For we +have a sapient practice (and I never saw the contrary round about our +parts, I mean), of keeping all rooms underground, so that you step down +to them. We say that thus we keep them warmer, both for cattle and for +men, in the time of winter, and cooler in the summer-time. This I will +not contradict, though having my own opinion; but it seems to me to be +a relic of the time when people in the western countries lived in caves +beneath the ground, and blocked the mouths with neat-skins. + +Let that question still abide, for men who study ancient times to inform +me, if they will; all I know is, that now we had no blessings for the +system. If after all their cold and starving, our weak cattle now should +have to stand up to their knees in water, it would be certain death to +them; and we had lost enough already to make us poor for a long time; +not to speak of our kind love for them. And I do assure you, I loved +some horses, and even some cows for that matter, as if they had been my +blood-relations; knowing as I did their virtues. And some of these were +lost to us; and I could not bear to think of them. Therefore I worked +hard all night to try and save the rest of them. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + +SQUIRE FAGGUS MAKES SOME LUCKY HITS + +[Illustration: 397.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Through that season of bitter frost the red deer of the forest, having +nothing to feed upon, and no shelter to rest in, had grown accustomed to +our ricks of corn, and hay, and clover. There we might see a hundred +of them almost any morning, come for warmth, and food, and comfort, and +scarce willing to move away. And many of them were so tame, that they +quietly presented themselves at our back door, and stood there with +their coats quite stiff, and their flanks drawn in and panting, +and icicles sometimes on their chins, and their great eyes fastened +wistfully upon any merciful person; craving for a bit of food, and a +drink of water; I suppose that they had not sense enough to chew the +snow and melt it; at any rate, all the springs being frozen, and rivers +hidden out of sight, these poor things suffered even more from thirst +than they did from hunger. + +But now there was no fear of thirst, and more chance indeed of drowning; +for a heavy gale of wind arose, with violent rain from the south-west, +which lasted almost without a pause for three nights and two days. At +first the rain made no impression on the bulk of snow, but ran from +every sloping surface and froze on every flat one, through the coldness +of the earth; and so it became impossible for any man to keep his legs +without the help of a shodden staff. After a good while, however, the +air growing very much warmer, this state of things began to change, and +a worse one to succeed it; for now the snow came thundering down from +roof, and rock, and ivied tree, and floods began to roar and foam in +every trough and gulley. The drifts that had been so white and fair, +looked yellow, and smirched, and muddy, and lost their graceful curves, +and moulded lines, and airiness. But the strangest sight of all to me +was in the bed of streams, and brooks, and especially of the Lynn river. +It was worth going miles to behold such a thing, for a man might never +have the chance again. + +Vast drifts of snow had filled the valley, and piled above the +river-course, fifty feet high in many places, and in some as much as a +hundred. These had frozen over the top, and glanced the rain away from +them, and being sustained by rock and tree, spanned the water mightily. +But meanwhile the waxing flood, swollen from every moorland hollow +and from every spouting crag, had dashed away all icy fetters, and +was rolling gloriously. Under white fantastic arches, and long tunnels +freaked and fretted, and between pellucid pillars jagged with nodding +architraves, the red impetuous torrent rushed, and the brown foam +whirled and flashed. I was half inclined to jump in and swim through +such glorious scenery; for nothing used to please me more than swimming +in a flooded river. But I thought of the rocks, and I thought of the +cramp, and more than all, of Lorna; and so, between one thing and +another, I let it roll on without me. + +[Illustration: 399.jpg Jump in and swim] + +It was now high time to work very hard; both to make up for the +farm-work lost during the months of frost and snow, and also to be ready +for a great and vicious attack from the Doones, who would burn us in our +beds at the earliest opportunity. Of farm-work there was little yet for +even the most zealous man to begin to lay his hand to; because when the +ground appeared through the crust of bubbled snow (as at last it did, +though not as my Lorna had expected, at the first few drops of rain) +it was all so soaked and sodden, and as we call it, "mucksy," that to +meddle with it in any way was to do more harm than good. Nevertheless, +there was yard work, and house work, and tendence of stock, enough to +save any man from idleness. + +As for Lorna, she would come out. There was no keeping her in the house. +She had taken up some peculiar notion that we were doing more for her +than she had any right to, and that she must earn her living by the +hard work of her hands. It was quite in vain to tell her that she was +expected to do nothing, and far worse than vain (for it made her cry +sadly) if any one assured her that she could do no good at all. She even +began upon mother's garden before the snow was clean gone from it, and +sowed a beautiful row of peas, every one of which the mice ate. + +But though it was very pretty to watch her working for her very life, +as if the maintenance of the household hung upon her labours, yet I was +grieved for many reasons, and so was mother also. In the first place, +she was too fair and dainty for this rough, rude work; and though it +made her cheeks so bright, it surely must be bad for her to get her +little feet so wet. Moreover, we could not bear the idea that she should +labour for her keep; and again (which was the worst of all things) +mother's garden lay exposed to a dark deceitful coppice, where a man +might lurk and watch all the fair gardener's doings. It was true that +none could get at her thence, while the brook which ran between poured +so great a torrent. Still the distance was but little for a gun to +carry, if any one could be brutal enough to point a gun at Lorna. I +thought that none could be found to do it; but mother, having more +experience, was not so certain of mankind. + +Now in spite of the floods, and the sloughs being out, and the state of +the roads most perilous, Squire Faggus came at last, riding his famous +strawberry mare. There was a great ado between him and Annie, as you +may well suppose, after some four months of parting. And so we left them +alone awhile, to coddle over their raptures. But when they were tired of +that, or at least had time enough to do so, mother and I went in to know +what news Tom had brought with him. Though he did not seem to want us +yet, he made himself agreeable; and so we sent Annie to cook the dinner +while her sweetheart should tell us everything. + +Tom Faggus had very good news to tell, and he told it with such force of +expression as made us laugh very heartily. He had taken up his purchase +from old Sir Roger Bassett of a nice bit of land, to the south of the +moors, and in the parish of Molland. When the lawyers knew thoroughly +who he was, and how he had made his money, they behaved uncommonly well +to him, and showed great sympathy with his pursuits. He put them up to a +thing or two; and they poked him in the ribs, and laughed, and said that +he was quite a boy; but of the right sort, none the less. And so they +made old Squire Bassett pay the bill for both sides; and all he got for +three hundred acres was a hundred and twenty pounds; though Tom had paid +five hundred. But lawyers know that this must be so, in spite of all +their endeavours; and the old gentleman, who now expected to find a bill +for him to pay, almost thought himself a rogue, for getting anything out +of them. + +It is true that the land was poor and wild, and the soil exceeding +shallow; lying on the slope of rock, and burned up in hot summers. But +with us, hot summers are things known by tradition only (as this great +winter may be); we generally have more moisture, especially in July, +than we well know what to do with. I have known a fog for a fortnight +at the summer solstice, and farmers talking in church about it when they +ought to be praying. But it always contrives to come right in the end, +as other visitations do, if we take them as true visits, and receive +them kindly. + +Now this farm of Squire Faggus (as he truly now had a right to be +called) was of the very finest pasture, when it got good store of rain. +And Tom, who had ridden the Devonshire roads with many a reeking jacket, +knew right well that he might trust the climate for that matter. The +herbage was of the very sweetest, and the shortest, and the closest, +having perhaps from ten to eighteen inches of wholesome soil between it +and the solid rock. Tom saw at once what it was fit for--the breeding of +fine cattle. + +Being such a hand as he was at making the most of everything, both his +own and other people's (although so free in scattering, when the +humour lay upon him) he had actually turned to his own advantage that +extraordinary weather which had so impoverished every one around him. +For he taught his Winnie (who knew his meaning as well as any child +could, and obeyed not only his word of mouth, but every glance he +gave her) to go forth in the snowy evenings when horses are seeking +everywhere (be they wild or tame) for fodder and for shelter; and to +whinny to the forest ponies, miles away from home perhaps, and lead +them all with rare appetites and promise of abundance, to her master's +homestead. He shod good Winnie in such a manner that she could not sink +in the snow; and he clad her over the loins with a sheep-skin dyed to +her own colour, which the wild horses were never tired of coming up and +sniffing at; taking it for an especial gift, and proof of inspiration. +And Winnie never came home at night without at least a score of ponies +trotting shyly after her, tossing their heads and their tails in turn, +and making believe to be very wild, although hard pinched by famine. Of +course Tom would get them all into his pound in about five minutes, +for he himself could neigh in a manner which went to the heart of the +wildest horse. And then he fed them well, and turned them into his great +cattle pen, to abide their time for breaking, when the snow and frost +should be over. + +[Illustration: 401.jpg He clad her over the loins] + +He had gotten more than three hundred now, in this sagacious manner; and +he said it was the finest sight to see their mode of carrying on, how +they would snort, and stamp, and fume, and prick their ears, and rush +backwards, and lash themselves with their long rough tails, and shake +their jagged manes, and scream, and fall upon one another, if a strange +man came anigh them. But as for feeding time, Tom said it was better +than fifty plays to watch them, and the tricks they were up to, to cheat +their feeders, and one another. I asked him how on earth he had managed +to get fodder, in such impassable weather, for such a herd of horses; +but he said that they lived upon straw and sawdust; and he knew that I +did not believe him, any more than about his star-shavings. And this was +just the thing he loved--to mystify honest people, and be a great deal +too knowing. However, I may judge him harshly, because I myself tell +everything. + +I asked him what he meant to do with all that enormous lot of horses, +and why he had not exerted his wits to catch the red deer as well. He +said that the latter would have been against the laws of venery, and +might have brought him into trouble, but as for disposing of his stud, +it would give him little difficulty. He would break them, when the +spring weather came on, and deal with them as they required, and keep +the handsomest for breeding. The rest he would despatch to London, where +he knew plenty of horse-dealers; and he doubted not that they would +fetch him as much as ten pounds apiece all round, being now in great +demand. I told him I wished that he might get it; but as it proved +afterwards, he did. + +Then he pressed us both on another point, the time for his marriage to +Annie; and mother looked at me to say when, and I looked back at mother. +However, knowing something of the world, and unable to make any further +objection, by reason of his prosperity, I said that we must even do as +the fashionable people did, and allow the maid herself to settle, when +she would leave home and all. And this I spoke with a very bad grace, +being perhaps of an ancient cast, and over fond of honesty--I mean, of +course, among lower people. + +But Tom paid little heed to this, knowing the world a great deal better +than ever I could pretend to do; and being ready to take a thing, upon +which he had set his mind, whether it came with a good grace, or whether +it came with a bad one. And seeing that it would be awkward to provoke +my anger, he left the room, before more words, to submit himself to +Annie. + +Upon this I went in search of Lorna, to tell her of our cousin's +arrival, and to ask whether she would think fit to see him, or to dine +by herself that day; for she should do exactly as it pleased her in +everything, while remaining still our guest. But I rather wished that +she might choose not to sit in Tom's company, though she might be +introduced to him. Not but what he could behave quite as well as could, +and much better, as regarded elegance and assurance, only that his +honesty had not been as one might desire. But Lorna had some curiosity +to know what this famous man was like, and declared that she would by +all means have the pleasure of dining with him, if he did not object to +her company on the ground of the Doones' dishonesty; moreover, she said +that it would seem a most foolish air on her part, and one which would +cause the greatest pain to Annie, who had been so good to her, if she +should refuse to sit at table with a man who held the King's pardon, and +was now a pattern of honesty. + +Against this I had not a word to say; and could not help acknowledging +in my heart that she was right, as well as wise, in her decision. And +afterwards I discovered that mother would have been much displeased, if +she had decided otherwise. + +Accordingly she turned away, with one of her very sweetest smiles (whose +beauty none can describe) saying that she must not meet a man of such +fashion and renown, in her common gardening frock; but must try to look +as nice as she could, if only in honour of dear Annie. And truth to +tell, when she came to dinner, everything about her was the neatest +and prettiest that can possibly be imagined. She contrived to match +the colours so, to suit one another and her own, and yet with a certain +delicate harmony of contrast, and the shape of everything was so nice, +so that when she came into the room, with a crown of winning modesty +upon the consciousness of beauty, I was quite as proud as if the Queen +of England entered. + +My mother could not help remarking, though she knew that it was not +mannerly, how like a princess Lorna looked, now she had her best things +on; but two things caught Squire Faggus's eyes, after he had made a +most gallant bow, and received a most graceful courtesy; and he kept his +bright bold gaze upon them, first on one, and then on the other, until +my darling was hot with blushes, and I was ready to knock him down if he +had not been our visitor. But here again I should have been wrong, as I +was apt to be in those days; for Tom intended no harm whatever, and his +gaze was of pure curiosity; though Annie herself was vexed with it. The +two objects of his close regard, were first, and most worthily, Lorna's +face, and secondly, the ancient necklace restored to her by Sir Ensor +Doone. + +Now wishing to save my darling's comfort, and to keep things quiet, I +shouted out that dinner was ready, so that half the parish could hear +me; upon which my mother laughed, and chid me, and despatched her guests +before her. And a very good dinner we made, I remember, and a very +happy one; attending to the women first, as now is the manner of eating; +except among the workmen. With them, of course, it is needful that +the man (who has his hours fixed) should be served first, and make the +utmost of his time for feeding, while the women may go on, as much as +ever they please, afterwards. But with us, who are not bound to time, +there is no such reason to be quoted; and the women being the weaker +vessels, should be the first to begin to fill. And so we always arranged +it. + +Now, though our Annie was a graceful maid, and Lizzie a very learned +one, you should have seen how differently Lorna managed her dining; she +never took more than about a quarter of a mouthful at a time, and she +never appeared to be chewing that, although she must have done so. +Indeed, she appeared to dine as if it were a matter of no consequence, +and as if she could think of other things more than of her business. All +this, and her own manner of eating, I described to Eliza once, when I +wanted to vex her for something very spiteful that she had said; and +I never succeeded so well before, for the girl was quite outrageous, +having her own perception of it, which made my observation ten times as +bitter to her. And I am not sure but what she ceased to like poor Lorna +from that day; and if so, I was quite paid out, as I well deserved, for +my bit of satire. + +For it strikes me that of all human dealings, satire is the very lowest, +and most mean and common. It is the equivalent in words of what bullying +is in deeds; and no more bespeaks a clever man, than the other does a +brave one. These two wretched tricks exalt a fool in his own low esteem, +but never in his neighbour's; for the deep common sense of our nature +tells that no man of a genial heart, or of any spread of mind, can take +pride in either. And though a good man may commit the one fault or the +other, now and then, by way of outlet, he is sure to have compunctions +soon, and to scorn himself more than the sufferer. + +Now when the young maidens were gone--for we had quite a high dinner of +fashion that day, with Betty Muxworthy waiting, and Gwenny Carfax at the +gravy--and only mother, and Tom, and I remained at the white deal table, +with brandy, and schnapps, and hot water jugs; Squire Faggus said quite +suddenly, and perhaps on purpose to take us aback, in case of our hiding +anything,--"What do you know of the history of that beautiful maiden, +good mother?" + +"Not half so much as my son does," mother answered, with a soft smile at +me; "and when John does not choose to tell a thing, wild horses will not +pull it out of him." + +"That is not at all like me, mother," I replied rather sadly; "you know +almost every word about Lorna, quite as well as I do." + +"Almost every word, I believe, John; for you never tell a falsehood. But +the few unknown may be of all the most important to me." + +To this I made no answer, for fear of going beyond the truth, or else +of making mischief. Not that I had, or wished to have, any mystery with +mother; neither was there in purest truth, any mystery in the matter; +to the utmost of my knowledge. And the only things that I had kept back, +solely for mother's comfort, were the death of poor Lord Alan Brandir +(if indeed he were dead) and the connection of Marwood de Whichehalse +with the dealings of the Doones, and the threats of Carver Doone against +my own prosperity; and, may be, one or two little things harrowing more +than edifying. + +"Come, come," said Master Faggus, smiling very pleasantly, "you two +understand each other, if any two on earth do. Ah, if I had only had a +mother, how different I might have been!" And with that he sighed, +in the tone which always overcame mother upon that subject, and had +something to do with his getting Annie; and then he produced his pretty +box, full of rolled tobacco, and offered me one, as I now had joined the +goodly company of smokers. So I took it, and watched what he did with +his own, lest I might go wrong about mine. + +But when our cylinders were both lighted, and I enjoying mine +wonderfully, and astonishing mother by my skill, Tom Faggus told us that +he was sure he had seen my Lorna's face before, many and many years ago, +when she was quite a little child, but he could not remember where it +was, or anything more about it at present; though he would try to do so +afterwards. He could not be mistaken, he said, for he had noticed her +eyes especially; and had never seen such eyes before, neither +again, until this day. I asked him if he had ever ventured into the +Doone-valley; but he shook his head, and replied that he valued his life +a deal too much for that. Then we put it to him, whether anything might +assist his memory; but he said that he knew not of aught to do so, +unless it were another glass of schnapps. + +This being provided, he grew very wise, and told us clearly and candidly +that we were both very foolish. For he said that we were keeping Lorna, +at the risk not only of our stock, and the house above our heads, but +also of our precious lives; and after all was she worth it, although so +very beautiful? Upon which I told him, with indignation, that her beauty +was the least part of her goodness, and that I would thank him for his +opinion when I had requested it. + +"Bravo, our John Ridd!" he answered; "fools will be fools till the end +of the chapter; and I might be as big a one, if I were in thy shoes, +John. Nevertheless, in the name of God, don't let that helpless child go +about with a thing worth half the county on her." + +"She is worth all the county herself," said I, "and all England put +together; but she has nothing worth half a rick of hay upon her; for the +ring I gave her cost only,"--and here I stopped, for mother was looking, +and I never would tell her how much it had cost me; though she had tried +fifty times to find out. + +"Tush, the ring!" Tom Faggus cried, with a contempt that moved me: "I +would never have stopped a man for that. But the necklace, you great +oaf, the necklace is worth all your farm put together, and your Uncle +Ben's fortune to the back of it; ay, and all the town of Dulverton." + +"What," said I, "that common glass thing, which she has had from her +childhood!" + +"Glass indeed! They are the finest brilliants ever I set eyes on; and I +have handled a good many." + +"Surely," cried mother, now flushing as red as Tom's own cheeks with +excitement, "you must be wrong, or the young mistress would herself have +known it." + +I was greatly pleased with my mother, for calling Lorna "the young +mistress"; it was not done for the sake of her diamonds, whether they +were glass or not; but because she felt as I had done, that Tom Faggus, +a man of no birth whatever, was speaking beyond his mark, in calling a +lady like Lorna a helpless child; as well as in his general tone, which +displayed no deference. He might have been used to the quality, in the +way of stopping their coaches, or roystering at hotels with them; but he +never had met a high lady before, in equality, and upon virtue; and we +both felt that he ought to have known it, and to have thanked us for the +opportunity, in a word, to have behaved a great deal more humbly than he +had even tried to do. + +"Trust me," answered Tom, in his loftiest manner, which Annie said +was "so noble," but which seemed to me rather flashy, "trust me, good +mother, and simple John, for knowing brilliants, when I see them. I +would have stopped an eight-horse coach, with four carabined out-riders, +for such a booty as that. But alas, those days are over; those were days +worth living in. Ah, I never shall know the like again. How fine it was +by moonlight!" + +"Master Faggus," began my mother, with a manner of some dignity, such +as she could sometimes use, by right of her integrity, and thorough +kindness to every one, "this is not the tone in which you have hitherto +spoken to me about your former pursuits and life, I fear that the +spirits"--but here she stopped, because the spirits were her own, and +Tom was our visitor,--"what I mean, Master Faggus, is this: you have +won my daughter's heart somehow; and you won my consent to the matter +through your honest sorrow, and manly undertaking to lead a different +life, and touch no property but your own. Annie is my eldest daughter, +and the child of a most upright man. I love her best of all on earth, +next to my boy John here"--here mother gave me a mighty squeeze, to be +sure that she would have me at least--"and I will not risk my Annie's +life with a man who yearns for the highway." + +[Illustration: 407.jpg "Master Faggus," began my mother] + +Having made this very long speech (for her), mother came home upon my +shoulder, and wept so that (but for heeding her) I would have taken Tom +by the nose, and thrown him, and Winnie after him, over our farm-yard +gate. For I am violent when roused; and freely hereby acknowledge it; +though even my enemies will own that it takes a great deal to rouse me. +But I do consider the grief and tears (when justly caused) of my dearest +friends, to be a great deal to rouse me. + +[Illustration: 409.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII + +JEREMY IN DANGER + +[Illustration: 410.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Nothing very long abides, as the greatest of all writers (in whose +extent I am for ever lost in raptured wonder, and yet for ever quite at +home, as if his heart were mine, although his brains so different), in a +word as Mr. William Shakespeare, in every one of his works insists, with +a humoured melancholy. And if my journey to London led to nothing else +of advancement, it took me a hundred years in front of what I might else +have been, by the most simple accident. + +Two women were scolding one another across the road, very violently, +both from upstair windows; and I in my hurry for quiet life, and not +knowing what might come down upon me, quickened my step for the nearest +corner. But suddenly something fell on my head; and at first I was +afraid to look, especially as it weighed heavily. But hearing no +breakage of ware, and only the other scold laughing heartily, I turned +me about and espied a book, which one had cast at the other, hoping to +break her window. So I took the book, and tendered it at the door of the +house from which it had fallen; but the watchman came along just then, +and the man at the door declared that it never came from their house, +and begged me to say no more. This I promised readily, never wishing to +make mischief; and I said, "Good sir, now take the book; I will go on +to my business." But he answered that he would do no such thing; for +the book alone, being hurled so hard, would convict his people of a lewd +assault; and he begged me, if I would do a good turn, to put the book +under my coat and go. And so I did: in part at least. For I did not put +the book under my coat, but went along with it openly, looking for any +to challenge it. Now this book, so acquired, has been not only the +joy of my younger days, and main delight of my manhood, but also the +comfort, and even the hope, of my now declining years. In a word, it is +next to my Bible to me, and written in equal English; and if you espy +any goodness whatever in my own loose style of writing, you must not +thank me, John Ridd, for it, but the writer who holds the champion's +belt in wit, as I once did in wrestling. + +[Illustration: 411.jpg Something fell on my head] + +Now, as nothing very long abides, it cannot be expected that a woman's +anger should last very long, if she be at all of the proper sort. And +my mother, being one of the very best, could not long retain her wrath +against the Squire Faggus especially when she came to reflect, upon +Annie's suggestion, how natural, and one might say, how inevitable +it was that a young man fond of adventure and change and winning good +profits by jeopardy, should not settle down without some regrets to a +fixed abode and a life of sameness, however safe and respectable. +And even as Annie put the case, Tom deserved the greater credit for +vanquishing so nobly these yearnings of his nature; and it seemed very +hard to upbraid him, considering how good his motives were; neither +could Annie understand how mother could reconcile it with her knowledge +of the Bible, and the one sheep that was lost, and the hundredth piece +of silver, and the man that went down to Jericho. + +Whether Annie's logic was good and sound, I am sure I cannot tell; but +it seemed to me that she ought to have let the Jericho traveller alone, +inasmuch as he rather fell among Tom Fagusses, than resembled them. +However, her reasoning was too much for mother to hold out against; and +Tom was replaced, and more than that, being regarded now as an injured +man. But how my mother contrived to know, that because she had been too +hard upon Tom, he must be right about the necklace, is a point which I +never could clearly perceive, though no doubt she could explain it. + +To prove herself right in the conclusion, she went herself to fetch +Lorna, that the trinket might be examined, before the day grew dark. My +darling came in, with a very quick glance and smile at my cigarro (for I +was having the third by this time, to keep things in amity); and I waved +it towards her, as much as to say, "you see that I can do it." And then +mother led her up to the light, for Tom to examine her necklace. + +On the shapely curve of her neck it hung, like dewdrops upon a white +hyacinth; and I was vexed that Tom should have the chance to see it +there. But even if she had read my thoughts, or outrun them with her +own, Lorna turned away, and softly took the jewels from the place which +so much adorned them. And as she turned away, they sparkled through +the rich dark waves of hair. Then she laid the glittering circlet in +my mother's hands; and Tom Faggus took it eagerly, and bore it to the +window. + +[Illustration: 413.jpg Tom Faggus took it eagerly] + +"Don't you go out of sight," I said; "you cannot resist such things as +those, if they be what you think them." + +"Jack, I shall have to trounce thee yet. I am now a man of honour, and +entitled to the duello. What will you take for it, Mistress Lorna? At a +hazard, say now." + +"I am not accustomed to sell things, sir," replied Lorna, who did not +like him much, else she would have answered sportively, "What is it +worth, in your opinion?" + +"Do you think it is worth five pounds, now?" + +"Oh, no! I never had so much money as that in all my life. It is very +bright, and very pretty; but it cannot be worth five pounds, I am sure." + +"What a chance for a bargain! Oh, if it were not for Annie, I could make +my fortune." + +"But, sir, I would not sell it to you, not for twenty times five pounds. +My grandfather was so kind about it; and I think it belonged to my +mother." + +"There are twenty-five rose diamonds in it, and twenty-five large +brilliants that cannot be matched in London. How say you, Mistress +Lorna, to a hundred thousand pounds?" + +My darling's eyes so flashed at this, brighter than any diamonds, that +I said to myself, "Well, all have faults; and now I have found out +Lorna's--she is fond of money!" And then I sighed rather heavily; for of +all faults this seems to me one of the worst in a woman. But even before +my sigh was finished, I had cause to condemn myself. For Lorna took the +necklace very quietly from the hands of Squire Faggus, who had not half +done with admiring it, and she went up to my mother with the sweetest +smile I ever saw. + +"Dear kind mother, I am so glad," she said in a whisper, coaxing mother +out of sight of all but me; "now you will have it, won't you, dear? And +I shall be so happy; for a thousandth part of your kindness to me no +jewels in the world can match." + +I cannot lay before you the grace with which she did it, all the air +of seeking favour, rather than conferring it, and the high-bred fear of +giving offence, which is of all fears the noblest. Mother knew not what +to say. Of course she would never dream of taking such a gift as that; +and yet she saw how sadly Lorna would be disappointed. Therefore, mother +did, from habit, what she almost always did, she called me to help her. +But knowing that my eyes were full--for anything noble moves me so, +quite as rashly as things pitiful--I pretended not to hear my mother, +but to see a wild cat in the dairy. + +Therefore I cannot tell what mother said in reply to Lorna; for when I +came back, quite eager to let my love know how I worshipped her, and +how deeply I was ashamed of myself, for meanly wronging her in my heart, +behold Tom Faggus had gotten again the necklace which had such charms +for him, and was delivering all around (but especially to Annie, who was +wondering at his learning) a dissertation on precious stones, and his +sentiments about those in his hand. He said that the work was very +ancient, but undoubtedly very good; the cutting of every line was +true, and every angle was in its place. And this he said, made all the +difference in the lustre of the stone, and therefore in its value. For +if the facets were ill-matched, and the points of light so ever little +out of perfect harmony, all the lustre of the jewel would be loose +and wavering, and the central fire dulled; instead of answering, as it +should, to all possibilities of gaze, and overpowering any eye intent on +its deeper mysteries. We laughed at the Squire's dissertation; for how +should he know all these things, being nothing better, and indeed much +worse than a mere Northmolton blacksmith? He took our laughter with much +good nature; having Annie to squeeze his hand and convey her grief at +our ignorance: but he said that of one thing he was quite certain, and +therein I believed him. To wit, that a trinket of this kind never could +have belonged to any ignoble family, but to one of the very highest and +most wealthy in England. And looking at Lorna, I felt that she must have +come from a higher source than the very best of diamonds. + +Tom Faggus said that the necklace was made, he would answer for it, in +Amsterdam, two or three hundred years ago, long before London jewellers +had begun to meddle with diamonds; and on the gold clasp he found some +letters, done in some inverted way, the meaning of which was beyond him; +also a bearing of some kind, which he believed was a mountain-cat. And +thereupon he declared that now he had earned another glass of schnapps, +and would Mistress Lorna mix it for him? + +I was amazed at his impudence; and Annie, who thought this her business, +did not look best pleased; and I hoped that Lorna would tell him at once +to go and do it for himself. But instead of that she rose to do it with +a soft humility, which went direct to the heart of Tom; and he leaped up +with a curse at himself, and took the hot water from her, and would not +allow her to do anything except to put the sugar in; and then he bowed +to her grandly. I knew what Lorna was thinking of; she was thinking all +the time that her necklace had been taken by the Doones with violence +upon some great robbery; and that Squire Faggus knew it, though he would +not show his knowledge; and that this was perhaps the reason why mother +had refused it so. + +We said no more about the necklace for a long time afterwards; neither +did my darling wear it, now that she knew its value, but did not know +its history. She came to me the very next day, trying to look cheerful, +and begged me if I loved her (never mind how little) to take charge of +it again, as I once had done before, and not even to let her know in +what place I stored it. I told her that this last request I could not +comply with; for having been round her neck so often, it was now a +sacred thing, more than a million pounds could be. Therefore it should +dwell for the present in the neighbourhood of my heart; and so could not +be far from her. At this she smiled her own sweet smile, and touched +my forehead with her lips and wished that she could only learn how to +deserve such love as mine. + +Tom Faggus took his good departure, which was a kind farewell to me, +on the very day I am speaking of, the day after his arrival. Tom was +a thoroughly upright man, according to his own standard; and you might +rely upon him always, up to a certain point I mean, to be there or +thereabouts. But sometimes things were too many for Tom, especially with +ardent spirits, and then he judged, perhaps too much, with only himself +for the jury. At any rate, I would trust him fully, for candour and +for honesty, in almost every case in which he himself could have no +interest. And so we got on very well together; and he thought me a fool; +and I tried my best not to think anything worse of him. + +Scarcely was Tom clean out of sight, and Annie's tears not dry yet (for +she always made a point of crying upon his departure), when in came +Master Jeremy Stickles, splashed with mud from head to foot, and not in +the very best of humours, though happy to get back again. + +"Curse those fellows!" he cried, with a stamp which sent the water +hissing from his boot upon the embers; "a pretty plight you may call +this, for His Majesty's Commissioner to return to his headquarters in! +Annie, my dear," for he was always very affable with Annie, "will you +help me off with my overalls, and then turn your pretty hand to the +gridiron? Not a blessed morsel have I touched for more than twenty-four +hours." + +"Surely then you must be quite starving, sir," my sister replied with +the greatest zeal; for she did love a man with an appetite; "how glad I +am that the fire is clear!" But Lizzie, who happened to be there, said +with her peculiar smile,-- + +"Master Stickles must be used to it; for he never comes back without +telling us that." + +"Hush!" cried Annie, quite shocked with her; "how would you like to +be used to it? Now, Betty, be quick with the things for me. Pork, or +mutton, or deer's meat, sir? We have some cured since the autumn." + +"Oh, deer's meat, by all means," Jeremy Stickles answered; "I have +tasted none since I left you, though dreaming of it often. Well, this +is better than being chased over the moors for one's life, John. All the +way from Landacre Bridge, I have ridden a race for my precious life, at +the peril of my limbs and neck. Three great Doones galloping after me, +and a good job for me that they were so big, or they must have overtaken +me. Just go and see to my horse, John, that's an excellent lad. He +deserves a good turn this day, from me; and I will render it to him." + +However he left me to do it, while he made himself comfortable: and +in truth the horse required care; he was blown so that he could hardly +stand, and plastered with mud, and steaming so that the stable was +quite full with it. By the time I had put the poor fellow to rights, his +master had finished dinner, and was in a more pleasant humour, having +even offered to kiss Annie, out of pure gratitude, as he said; but Annie +answered with spirit that gratitude must not be shown by increasing the +obligation. Jeremy made reply to this that his only way to be grateful +then was to tell us his story: and so he did, at greater length than +I can here repeat it; for it does not bear particularly upon Lorna's +fortunes. + +It appears that as he was riding towards us from the town of Southmolton +in Devonshire, he found the roads very soft and heavy, and the floods +out in all directions; but met with no other difficulty until he came to +Landacre Bridge. He had only a single trooper with him, a man not of the +militia but of the King's army, whom Jeremy had brought from Exeter. +As these two descended towards the bridge they observed that both the +Kensford water and the River Barle were pouring down in mighty floods +from the melting of the snow. So great indeed was the torrent, after +they united, that only the parapets of the bridge could be seen above +the water, the road across either bank being covered and very deep on +the hither side. The trooper did not like the look of it, and proposed +to ride back again, and round by way of Simonsbath, where the stream is +smaller. But Stickles would not have it so, and dashing into the river, +swam his horse for the bridge, and gained it with some little trouble; +and there he found the water not more than up to his horse's knees +perhaps. On the crown of the bridge he turned his horse to watch the +trooper's passage, and to help him with directions; when suddenly he saw +him fall headlong into the torrent, and heard the report of a gun from +behind, and felt a shock to his own body, such as lifted him out of +the saddle. Turning round he beheld three men, risen up from behind the +hedge on one side of his onward road, two of them ready to load again, +and one with his gun unfired, waiting to get good aim at him. Then +Jeremy did a gallant thing, for which I doubt whether I should have had +the presence of mind in danger. He saw that to swim his horse back again +would be almost certain death; as affording such a target, where even +a wound must be fatal. Therefore he struck the spurs into the nag, and +rode through the water straight at the man who was pointing the long gun +at him. If the horse had been carried off his legs, there must have been +an end of Jeremy; for the other men were getting ready to have another +shot at him. But luckily the horse galloped right on without any need +for swimming, being himself excited, no doubt, by all he had seen and +heard of it. And Jeremy lay almost flat on his neck, so as to give +little space for good aim, with the mane tossing wildly in front of him. +Now if that young fellow with the gun had his brains as ready as his +flint was, he would have shot the horse at once, and then had Stickles +at his mercy; but instead of that he let fly at the man, and missed him +altogether, being scared perhaps by the pistol which Jeremy showed him +the mouth of. And galloping by at full speed, Master Stickles tried to +leave his mark behind him, for he changed the aim of his pistol to the +biggest man, who was loading his gun and cursing like ten cannons. But +the pistol missed fire, no doubt from the flood which had gurgled in +over the holsters; and Jeremy seeing three horses tethered at a gate +just up the hill, knew that he had not yet escaped, but had more of +danger behind him. He tried his other great pistol at one of the +horses tethered there, so as to lessen (if possible) the number of his +pursuers. But the powder again failed him; and he durst not stop to cut +the bridles, bearing the men coming up the hill. So he even made the +most of his start, thanking God that his weight was light, compared at +least to what theirs was. + +And another thing he had noticed which gave him some hope of escaping, +to wit that the horses of the Doones, although very handsome animals, +were suffering still from the bitter effects of the late long frost, and +the scarcity of fodder. "If they do not catch me up, or shoot me, in the +course of the first two miles, I may see my home again"; this was what +he said to himself as he turned to mark what they were about, from +the brow of the steep hill. He saw the flooded valley shining with the +breadth of water, and the trooper's horse on the other side, shaking +his drenched flanks and neighing; and half-way down the hill he saw the +three Doones mounting hastily. And then he knew that his only chance lay +in the stoutness of his steed. + +The horse was in pretty good condition; and the rider knew him +thoroughly, and how to make the most of him; and though they had +travelled some miles that day through very heavy ground, the bath in +the river had washed the mud off, and been some refreshment. Therefore +Stickles encouraged his nag, and put him into a good hard gallop, +heading away towards Withycombe. At first he had thought of turning to +the right, and making off for Withypool, a mile or so down the valley; +but his good sense told him that no one there would dare to protect him +against the Doones, so he resolved to go on his way; yet faster than he +had intended. + +The three villains came after him, with all the speed they could muster, +making sure from the badness of the road that he must stick fast ere +long, and so be at their mercy. And this was Jeremy's chiefest fear, +for the ground being soft and thoroughly rotten, after so much frost and +snow, the poor horse had terrible work of it, with no time to pick the +way; and even more good luck than skill was needed to keep him from +foundering. How Jeremy prayed for an Exmoor fog (such as he had often +sworn at), that he might turn aside and lurk, while his pursuers went +past him! But no fog came, nor even a storm to damp the priming of their +guns; neither was wood or coppice nigh, nor any place to hide in; only +hills, and moor, and valleys; with flying shadows over them, and great +banks of snow in the corners. At one time poor Stickles was quite in +despair; for after leaping a little brook which crosses the track at +Newland, be stuck fast in a "dancing bog," as we call them upon Exmoor. +The horse had broken through the crust of moss and sedge and marishweed, +and could do nothing but wallow and sink, with the black water spirting +over him. And Jeremy, struggling with all his might, saw the three +villains now topping the crest, less than a furlong behind him; and +heard them shout in their savage delight. With the calmness of despair, +he yet resolved to have one more try for it; and scrambling over the +horse's head, gained firm land, and tugged at the bridle. The poor nag +replied with all his power to the call upon his courage, and reared his +forefeet out of the slough, and with straining eyeballs gazed at him. +"Now," said Jeremy, "now, my fine fellow!" lifting him with the bridle, +and the brave beast gathered the roll of his loins, and sprang from his +quagmired haunches. One more spring, and he was on earth again, instead +of being under it; and Jeremy leaped on his back, and stooped, for he +knew that they would fire. Two bullets whistled over him, as the horse, +mad with fright, dashed forward; and in five minutes more he had come to +the Exe, and the pursuers had fallen behind him. The Exe, though a much +smaller stream than the Barle, now ran in a foaming torrent, unbridged, +and too wide for leaping. But Jeremy's horse took the water well; and +both he and his rider were lightened, as well as comforted by it. And as +they passed towards Lucott hill, and struck upon the founts of Lynn, +the horses of the three pursuers began to tire under them. Then Jeremy +Stickles knew that if he could only escape the sloughs, he was safe for +the present; and so he stood up in his stirrups, and gave them a loud +halloo, as if they had been so many foxes. + +[Illustration: 419.jpg With a wave of his hat] + +Their only answer was to fire the remaining charge at him; but the +distance was too great for any aim from horseback; and the dropping +bullet idly ploughed the sod upon one side of him. He acknowledged it +with a wave of his hat, and laid one thumb to his nose, in the manner +fashionable in London for expression of contempt. However, they followed +him yet farther; hoping to make him pay out dearly, if he should only +miss the track, or fall upon morasses. But the neighbourhood of our Lynn +stream is not so very boggy; and the King's messenger now knew his +way as well as any of his pursuers did; and so he arrived at Plover's +Barrows, thankful, and in rare appetite. + +"But was the poor soldier drowned?" asked Annie; "and you never went to +look for him! Oh, how very dreadful!" + +"Shot, or drowned; I know not which. Thank God it was only a trooper. +But they shall pay for it, as dearly as if it had been a captain." + +"And how was it you were struck by a bullet, and only shaken in your +saddle? Had you a coat of mail on, or of Milanese chain-armour? Now, +Master Stickles, had you?" + +"No, Mistress Lizzie; we do not wear things of that kind nowadays. You +are apt, I perceive, at romances. But I happened to have a little flat +bottle of the best stoneware slung beneath my saddle-cloak, and filled +with the very best _eau de vie_, from the George Hotel, at Southmolton. +The brand of it now is upon my back. Oh, the murderous scoundrels, what +a brave spirit they have spilled!" + +"You had better set to and thank God," said I, "that they have not +spilled a braver one." + +[Illustration: 421.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + +EVERY MAN MUST DEFEND HIMSELF + +[Illustration: 422.jpg The Bagworthy Water] + +It was only right in Jeremy Stickles, and of the simplest common sense, +that he would not tell, before our girls, what the result of his journey +was. But he led me aside in the course of the evening, and told me all +about it; saying that I knew, as well as he did, that it was not woman's +business. This I took, as it was meant, for a gentle caution that Lorna +(whom he had not seen as yet) must not be informed of any of his doings. +Herein I quite agreed with him; not only for his furtherance, but +because I always think that women, of whatever mind, are best when least +they meddle with the things that appertain to men. + +Master Stickles complained that the weather had been against him +bitterly, closing all the roads around him; even as it had done with us. +It had taken him eight days, he said, to get from Exeter to Plymouth; +whither he found that most of the troops had been drafted off from +Exeter. When all were told, there was but a battalion of one of the +King's horse regiments, and two companies of foot soldiers; and their +commanders had orders, later than the date of Jeremy's commission, on +no account to quit the southern coast, and march inland. Therefore, +although they would gladly have come for a brush with the celebrated +Doones, it was more than they durst attempt, in the face of their +instructions. However, they spared him a single trooper, as a companion +of the road, and to prove to the justices of the county, and the lord +lieutenant, that he had their approval. + +To these authorities Master Stickles now was forced to address himself, +although he would rather have had one trooper than a score from the +very best trained bands. For these trained bands had afforded very good +soldiers, in the time of the civil wars, and for some years afterwards; +but now their discipline was gone; and the younger generation had seen +no real fighting. Each would have his own opinion, and would want to +argue it; and if he were not allowed, he went about his duty in such a +temper as to prove that his own way was the best. + +Neither was this the worst of it; for Jeremy made no doubt but what (if +he could only get the militia to turn out in force) he might manage, +with the help of his own men, to force the stronghold of the enemy; but +the truth was that the officers, knowing how hard it would be to collect +their men at that time of the year, and in that state of the weather, +began with one accord to make every possible excuse. And especially +they pressed this point, that Bagworthy was not in their county; the +Devonshire people affirming vehemently that it lay in the shire of +Somerset, and the Somersetshire folk averring, even with imprecations, +that it lay in Devonshire. Now I believe the truth to be that the +boundary of the two counties, as well as of Oare and Brendon parishes, +is defined by the Bagworthy river; so that the disputants on both sides +were both right and wrong. + +Upon this, Master Stickles suggested, and as I thought very sensibly, +that the two counties should unite, and equally contribute to the +extirpation of this pest, which shamed and injured them both alike. But +hence arose another difficulty; for the men of Devon said they would +march when Somerset had taken the field; and the sons of Somerset +replied that indeed they were quite ready, but what were their cousins +of Devonshire doing? And so it came to pass that the King's Commissioner +returned without any army whatever; but with promise of two hundred men +when the roads should be more passable. And meanwhile, what were we to +do, abandoned as we were to the mercies of the Doones, with only our own +hands to help us? And herein I grieved at my own folly, in having let +Tom Faggus go, whose wit and courage would have been worth at least half +a dozen men to us. Upon this matter I held long council with my good +friend Stickles; telling him all about Lorna's presence, and what I knew +of her history. He agreed with me that we could not hope to escape an +attack from the outlaws, and the more especially now that they knew +himself to be returned to us. Also he praised me for my forethought +in having threshed out all our corn, and hidden the produce in such a +manner that they were not likely to find it. Furthermore, he recommended +that all the entrances to the house should at once be strengthened, +and a watch must be maintained at night; and he thought it wiser that +I should go (late as it was) to Lynmouth, if a horse could pass the +valley, and fetch every one of his mounted troopers, who might now be +quartered there. Also if any men of courage, though capable only of +handling a pitchfork, could be found in the neighbourhood, I was to try +to summon them. But our district is so thinly peopled, that I had little +faith in this; however my errand was given me, and I set forth upon it; +for John Fry was afraid of the waters. + +Knowing how fiercely the floods were out, I resolved to travel the +higher road, by Cosgate and through Countisbury; therefore I swam my +horse through the Lynn, at the ford below our house (where sometimes you +may step across), and thence galloped up and along the hills. I could +see all the inland valleys ribbon'd with broad waters; and in every +winding crook, the banks of snow that fed them; while on my right the +turbid sea was flaked with April showers. But when I descended the hill +towards Lynmouth, I feared that my journey was all in vain. + +For the East Lynn (which is our river) was ramping and roaring +frightfully, lashing whole trunks of trees on the rocks, and rending +them, and grinding them. And into it rushed, from the opposite side, a +torrent even madder; upsetting what it came to aid; shattering wave with +boiling billow, and scattering wrath with fury. It was certain death to +attempt the passage: and the little wooden footbridge had been carried +away long ago. And the men I was seeking must be, of course, on the +other side of this deluge, for on my side there was not a single house. + +I followed the bank of the flood to the beach, some two or three hundred +yards below; and there had the luck to see Will Watcombe on the opposite +side, caulking an old boat. Though I could not make him hear a word, +from the deafening roar of the torrent, I got him to understand at last +that I wanted to cross over. Upon this he fetched another man, and the +two of them launched a boat; and paddling well out to sea, fetched round +the mouth of the frantic river. The other man proved to be Stickles's +chief mate; and so he went back and fetched his comrades, bringing their +weapons, but leaving their horses behind. As it happened there were +but four of them; however, to have even these was a help; and I started +again at full speed for my home; for the men must follow afoot, and +cross our river high up on the moorland. + +This took them a long way round, and the track was rather bad to find, +and the sky already darkening; so that I arrived at Plover's Barrows +more than two hours before them. But they had done a sagacious thing, +which was well worth the delay; for by hoisting their flag upon the +hill, they fetched the two watchmen from the Foreland, and added them to +their number. + +It was lucky that I came home so soon; for I found the house in a great +commotion, and all the women trembling. When I asked what the matter +was, Lorna, who seemed the most self-possessed, answered that it was all +her fault, for she alone had frightened them. And this in the following +manner. She had stolen out to the garden towards dusk, to watch some +favourite hyacinths just pushing up, like a baby's teeth, and just +attracting the fatal notice of a great house-snail at night-time. Lorna +at last had discovered the glutton, and was bearing him off in triumph +to the tribunal of the ducks, when she descried two glittering eyes +glaring at her steadfastly, from the elder-bush beyond the stream. +The elder was smoothing its wrinkled leaves, being at least two months +behind time; and among them this calm cruel face appeared; and she knew +it was the face of Carver Doone. + +The maiden, although so used to terror (as she told me once before), +lost all presence of mind hereat, and could neither shriek nor fly, but +only gaze, as if bewitched. Then Carver Doone, with his deadly smile, +gloating upon her horror, lifted his long gun, and pointed full at +Lorna's heart. In vain she strove to turn away; fright had stricken her +stiff as stone. With the inborn love of life, she tried to cover the +vital part wherein the winged death must lodge--for she knew Carver's +certain aim--but her hands hung numbed, and heavy; in nothing but her +eyes was life. + +With no sign of pity in his face, no quiver of relenting, but a +well-pleased grin at all the charming palsy of his victim, Carver Doone +lowered, inch by inch, the muzzle of his gun. When it pointed to the +ground, between her delicate arched insteps, he pulled the trigger, +and the bullet flung the mould all over her. It was a refinement of +bullying, for which I swore to God that night, upon my knees, in secret, +that I would smite down Carver Doone or else he should smite me down. +Base beast! what largest humanity, or what dreams of divinity, could +make a man put up with this? + +My darling (the loveliest, and most harmless, in the world of maidens), +fell away on a bank of grass, and wept at her own cowardice; and +trembled, and wondered where I was; and what I would think of this. Good +God! What could I think of it? She over-rated my slow nature, to admit +the question. + +While she leaned there, quite unable yet to save herself, Carver came +to the brink of the flood, which alone was between them; and then he +stroked his jet-black beard, and waited for Lorna to begin. Very likely, +he thought that she would thank him for his kindness to her. But she was +now recovering the power of her nimble limbs; and ready to be off like +hope, and wonder at her own cowardice. + +"I have spared you this time," he said, in his deep calm voice, "only +because it suits my plans; and I never yield to temper. But unless you +come back to-morrow, pure, and with all you took away, and teach me +to destroy that fool, who has destroyed himself for you, your death is +here, your death is here, where it has long been waiting." + +Although his gun was empty, he struck the breech of it with his finger; +and then he turned away, not deigning even once to look back again; and +Lorna saw his giant figure striding across the meadow-land, as if the +Ridds were nobodies, and he the proper owner. Both mother and I were +greatly hurt at hearing of this insolence: for we had owned that meadow, +from the time of the great Alfred; and even when that good king lay in +the Isle of Athelney, he had a Ridd along with him. + +Now I spoke to Lorna gently, seeing how much she had been tried; and +I praised her for her courage, in not having run away, when she was so +unable; and my darling was pleased with this, and smiled upon me for +saying it; though she knew right well that, in this matter, my judgment +was not impartial. But you may take this as a general rule, that a woman +likes praise from the man whom she loves, and cannot stop always to +balance it. + +Now expecting a sharp attack that night--when Jeremy Stickles the more +expected, after the words of Carver, which seemed to be meant to mislead +us--we prepared a great quantity of knuckles of pork, and a ham in full +cut, and a fillet of hung mutton. For we would almost surrender rather +than keep our garrison hungry. And all our men were exceedingly brave; +and counted their rounds of the house in half-pints. + +Before the maidens went to bed, Lorna made a remark which seemed to me a +very clever one, and then I wondered how on earth it had never occurred +to me before. But first she had done a thing which I could not in the +least approve of: for she had gone up to my mother, and thrown herself +into her arms, and begged to be allowed to return to Glen Doone. + +"My child, are you unhappy here?" mother asked her, very gently, for she +had begun to regard her now as a daughter of her own. + +"Oh, no! Too happy, by far too happy, Mrs. Ridd. I never knew rest or +peace before, or met with real kindness. But I cannot be so ungrateful, +I cannot be so wicked, as to bring you all into deadly peril, for +my sake alone. Let me go: you must not pay this great price for my +happiness." + +"Dear child, we are paying no price at all," replied my mother, +embracing her; "we are not threatened for your sake only. Ask John, +he will tell you. He knows every bit about politics, and this is a +political matter." + +Dear mother was rather proud in her heart, as well as terribly +frightened, at the importance now accruing to Plover's Barrows farm; +and she often declared that it would be as famous in history as the Rye +House, or the Meal-tub, or even the great black box, in which she was a +firm believer: and even my knowledge of politics could not move her upon +that matter. "Such things had happened before," she would say, shaking +her head with its wisdom, "and why might they not happen again? Women +would be women, and men would be men, to the end of the chapter; and if +she had been in Lucy Water's place, she would keep it quiet, as she +had done"; and then she would look round, for fear, lest either of her +daughters had heard her; "but now, can you give me any reason, why it +may not have been so? You are so fearfully positive, John: just as men +always are." "No," I used to say; "I can give you no reason, why it may +not have been so, mother. But the question is, if it was so, or not; +rather than what it might have been. And, I think, it is pretty good +proof against it, that what nine men of every ten in England would +only too gladly believe, if true, is nevertheless kept dark from them." +"There you are again, John," mother would reply, "all about men, and not +a single word about women. If you had any argument at all, you would own +that marriage is a question upon which women are the best judges." "Oh!" +I would groan in my spirit, and go; leaving my dearest mother quite +sure, that now at last she must have convinced me. But if mother had +known that Jeremy Stickles was working against the black box, and its +issue, I doubt whether he would have fared so well, even though he was +a visitor. However, she knew that something was doing and something of +importance; and she trusted in God for the rest of it. Only she used to +tell me, very seriously, of an evening, "The very least they can give +you, dear John, is a coat of arms. Be sure you take nothing less, dear; +and the farm can well support it." + +But lo! I have left Lorna ever so long, anxious to consult me upon +political matters. She came to me, and her eyes alone asked a hundred +questions, which I rather had answered upon her lips than troubled her +pretty ears with them. Therefore I told her nothing at all, save that +the attack (if any should be) would not be made on her account; and that +if she should hear, by any chance, a trifle of a noise in the night, she +was to wrap the clothes around her, and shut her beautiful eyes again. +On no account, whatever she did, was she to go to the window. She liked +my expression about her eyes, and promised to do the very best she could +and then she crept so very close, that I needs must have her closer; and +with her head on my breast she asked,-- + +"Can't you keep out of this fight, John?" + +"My own one," I answered, gazing through the long black lashes, at the +depths of radiant love; "I believe there will be nothing: but what there +is I must see out." + +"Shall I tell you what I think, John? It is only a fancy of mine, and +perhaps it is not worth telling." + +"Let us have it, dear, by all means. You know so much about their ways." + +"What I believe is this, John. You know how high the rivers are, higher +than ever they were before, and twice as high, you have told me. I +believe that Glen Doone is flooded, and all the houses under water." + +"You little witch," I answered; "what a fool I must be not to think +of it! Of course it is: it must be. The torrent from all the Bagworthy +forest, and all the valleys above it, and the great drifts in the glen +itself, never could have outlet down my famous waterslide. The valley +must be under water twenty feet at least. Well, if ever there was a +fool, I am he, for not having thought of it." + +"I remember once before," said Lorna, reckoning on her fingers, "when +there was heavy rain, all through the autumn and winter, five or it may +be six years ago, the river came down with such a rush that the +water was two feet deep in our rooms, and we all had to camp by the +cliff-edge. But you think that the floods are higher now, I believe I +heard you say, John." + +"I don't think about it, my treasure," I answered; "you may trust me for +understanding floods, after our work at Tiverton. And I know that the +deluge in all our valleys is such that no living man can remember, +neither will ever behold again. Consider three months of snow, snow, +snow, and a fortnight of rain on the top of it, and all to be drained +in a few days away! And great barricades of ice still in the rivers +blocking them up, and ponding them. You may take my word for it, +Mistress Lorna, that your pretty bower is six feet deep." + +"Well, my bower has served its time", said Lorna, blushing as she +remembered all that had happened there; "and my bower now is here, John. +But I am so sorry to think of all the poor women flooded out of their +houses and sheltering in the snowdrifts. However, there is one good of +it: they cannot send many men against us, with all this trouble upon +them." + +"You are right," I replied; "how clever you are! and that is why there +were only three to cut off Master Stickles. And now we shall beat them, +I make no doubt, even if they come at all. And I defy them to fire the +house: the thatch is too wet for burning." + +We sent all the women to bed quite early, except Gwenny Carfax and our +old Betty. These two we allowed to stay up, because they might be useful +to us, if they could keep from quarreling. For my part, I had little +fear, after what Lorna had told me, as to the result of the combat. It +was not likely that the Doones could bring more than eight or ten men +against us, while their homes were in such danger: and to meet these +we had eight good men, including Jeremy, and myself, all well armed and +resolute, besides our three farm-servants, and the parish-clerk, and the +shoemaker. These five could not be trusted much for any valiant conduct, +although they spoke very confidently over their cans of cider. Neither +were their weapons fitted for much execution, unless it were at close +quarters, which they would be likely to avoid. Bill Dadds had a sickle, +Jem Slocombe a flail, the cobbler had borrowed the constable's staff +(for the constable would not attend, because there was no warrant), and +the parish clerk had brought his pitch-pipe, which was enough to break +any man's head. But John Fry, of course, had his blunderbuss, loaded +with tin-tacks and marbles, and more likely to kill the man who +discharged it than any other person: but we knew that John had it only +for show, and to describe its qualities. + +Now it was my great desire, and my chiefest hope, to come across Carver +Doone that night, and settle the score between us; not by any shot +in the dark, but by a conflict man to man. As yet, since I came to +full-grown power, I had never met any one whom I could not play teetotum +with: but now at last I had found a man whose strength was not to be +laughed at. I could guess it in his face, I could tell it in his arms, I +could see it in his stride and gait, which more than all the rest betray +the substance of a man. And being so well used to wrestling, and to +judge antagonists, I felt that here (if anywhere) I had found my match. + +Therefore I was not content to abide within the house, or go the rounds +with the troopers; but betook myself to the rick yard, knowing that the +Doones were likely to begin their onset there. For they had a pleasant +custom, when they visited farm-houses, of lighting themselves towards +picking up anything they wanted, or stabbing the inhabitants, by first +creating a blaze in the rick yard. And though our ricks were all now of +mere straw (except indeed two of prime clover-hay), and although on +the top they were so wet that no firebrands might hurt them; I was both +unwilling to have them burned, and fearful that they might kindle, if +well roused up with fire upon the windward side. + +By the bye, these Doones had got the worst of this pleasant trick +one time. For happening to fire the ricks of a lonely farm called +Yeanworthy, not far above Glenthorne, they approached the house to get +people's goods, and to enjoy their terror. The master of the farm was +lately dead, and had left, inside the clock-case, loaded, the great long +gun, wherewith he had used to sport at the ducks and the geese on the +shore. Now Widow Fisher took out this gun, and not caring much what +became of her (for she had loved her husband dearly), she laid it upon +the window-sill, which looked upon the rick-yard; and she backed up the +butt with a chest of oak drawers, and she opened the window a little +back, and let the muzzle out on the slope. Presently five or six fine +young Doones came dancing a reel (as their manner was) betwixt her and +the flaming rick. Upon which she pulled the trigger with all the force +of her thumb, and a quarter of a pound of duck-shot went out with a +blaze on the dancers. You may suppose what their dancing was, and their +reeling how changed to staggering, and their music none of the sweetest. +One of them fell into the rick, and was burned, and buried in a ditch +next day; but the others were set upon their horses, and carried home +on a path of blood. And strange to say, they never avenged this very +dreadful injury; but having heard that a woman had fired this desperate +shot among them, they said that she ought to be a Doone, and inquired +how old she was. + +Now I had not been so very long waiting in our mow-yard, with my best +gun ready, and a big club by me, before a heaviness of sleep began to +creep upon me. The flow of water was in my ears, and in my eyes a hazy +spreading, and upon my brain a closure, as a cobbler sews a vamp up. So +I leaned back in the clover-rick, and the dust of the seed and the smell +came round me, without any trouble; and I dozed about Lorna, just once +or twice, and what she had said about new-mown hay; and then back went +my head, and my chin went up; and if ever a man was blest with slumber, +down it came upon me, and away went I into it. + +Now this was very vile of me, and against all good resolutions, even +such as I would have sworn to an hour ago or less. But if you had been +in the water as I had, ay, and had long fight with it, after a good +day's work, and then great anxiety afterwards, and brain-work (which is +not fair for me), and upon that a stout supper, mayhap you would not be +so hard on my sleep; though you felt it your duty to wake me. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + +MAIDEN SENTINELS ARE BEST + +[Illustration: 432.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +It was not likely that the outlaws would attack out premises until some +time after the moon was risen; because it would be too dangerous to +cross the flooded valleys in the darkness of the night. And but for this +consideration, I must have striven harder against the stealthy +approach of slumber. But even so, it was very foolish to abandon watch, +especially in such as I, who sleep like any dormouse. Moreover, I had +chosen the very worst place in the world for such employment, with a +goodly chance of awakening in a bed of solid fire. + +And so it might have been, nay, it must have been, but for Lorna's +vigilance. Her light hand upon my arm awoke me, not too readily; and +leaping up, I seized my club, and prepared to knock down somebody. + +"Who's that?" I cried; "stand back, I say, and let me have fair chance +at you." + +"Are you going to knock me down, dear John?" replied the voice I loved +so well; "I am sure I should never get up again, after one blow from +you, John." + +"My darling, is it you?" I cried; "and breaking all your orders? Come +back into the house at once: and nothing on your head, dear!" + +"How could I sleep, while at any moment you might be killed beneath my +window? And now is the time of real danger; for men can see to travel." + +I saw at once the truth of this. The moon was high and clearly lighting +all the watered valleys. To sleep any longer might be death, not only to +myself, but all. + +[Illustration: 433.jpg The moon was high] + +"The man on guard at the back of the house is fast asleep," she +continued; "Gwenny, who let me out, and came with me, has heard him +snoring for two hours. I think the women ought to be the watch, because +they have had no travelling. Where do you suppose little Gwenny is?" + +"Surely not gone to Glen Doone?" I was not sure, however: for I could +believe almost anything of the Cornish maiden's hardihood. + +"No," replied Lorna, "although she wanted even to do that. But of course +I would not hear of it, on account of the swollen waters. But she is +perched on yonder tree, which commands the Barrow valley. She says that +they are almost sure to cross the streamlet there; and now it is so wide +and large, that she can trace it in the moonlight, half a mile beyond +her. If they cross, she is sure to see them, and in good time to let us +know." + +"What a shame," I cried, "that the men should sleep, and the maidens +be the soldiers! I will sit in that tree myself, and send little Gwenny +back to you. Go to bed, my best and dearest; I will take good care not +to sleep again." + +"Please not to send me away, dear John," she answered very mournfully; +"you and I have been together through perils worse than this. I shall +only be more timid, and more miserable, indoors." + +"I cannot let you stay here," I said; "it is altogether impossible. Do +you suppose that I can fight, with you among the bullets, Lorna? If this +is the way you mean to take it, we had better go both to the apple-room, +and lock ourselves in, and hide under the tiles, and let them burn all +the rest of the premises." + +At this idea Lorna laughed, as I could see by the moonlight; and then +she said,-- + +"You are right, John. I should only do more harm than good: and of all +things I hate fighting most, and disobedience next to it. Therefore I +will go indoors, although I cannot go to bed. But promise me one thing, +dearest John. You will keep yourself out of the way, now won't you, as +much as you can, for my sake?" + +"Of that you may be quite certain, Lorna. I will shoot them all through +the hay-ricks." + +"That is right, dear," she answered, never doubting but what I could do +it; "and then they cannot see you, you know. But don't think of climbing +that tree, John; it is a great deal too dangerous. It is all very well +for Gwenny; she has no bones to break." + +"None worth breaking, you mean, I suppose. Very well; I will not climb +the tree, for I should defeat my own purpose, I fear; being such a +conspicuous object. Now go indoors, darling, without more words. The +more you linger, the more I shall keep you." + +She laughed her own bright laugh at this, and only said, "God keep you, +love!" and then away she tripped across the yard, with the step I loved +to watch so. And thereupon I shouldered arms, and resolved to tramp till +morning. For I was vexed at my own neglect, and that Lorna should have +to right it. + +But before I had been long on duty, making the round of the ricks and +stables, and hailing Gwenny now and then from the bottom of her tree, +a short wide figure stole towards me, in and out the shadows, and I saw +that it was no other than the little maid herself, and that she bore +some tidings. + +"Ten on 'em crossed the watter down yonner," said Gwenny, putting her +hand to her mouth, and seeming to regard it as good news rather than +otherwise: "be arl craping up by hedgerow now. I could shutt dree on 'em +from the bar of the gate, if so be I had your goon, young man." + +"There is no time to lose, Gwenny. Run to the house and fetch Master +Stickles, and all the men; while I stay here, and watch the rick-yard." + +Perhaps I was wrong in heeding the ricks at such a time as that; +especially as only the clover was of much importance. But it seemed +to me like a sort of triumph that they should be even able to boast of +having fired our mow-yard. Therefore I stood in a nick of the clover, +whence we had cut some trusses, with my club in hand, and gun close by. + +The robbers rode into our yard as coolly as if they had been invited, +having lifted the gate from the hinges first on account of its being +fastened. Then they actually opened our stable-doors, and turned our +honest horses out, and put their own rogues in the place of them. At +this my breath was quite taken away; for we think so much of our horses. +By this time I could see our troopers, waiting in the shadow of the +house, round the corner from where the Doones were, and expecting the +order to fire. But Jeremy Stickles very wisely kept them in readiness, +until the enemy should advance upon them. + +"Two of you lazy fellows go," it was the deep voice of Carver Doone, +"and make us a light, to cut their throats by. Only one thing, once +again. If any man touches Lorna, I will stab him where he stands. She +belongs to me. There are two other young damsels here, whom you may take +away if you please. And the mother, I hear, is still comely. Now for our +rights. We have borne too long the insolence of these yokels. Kill every +man, and every child, and burn the cursed place down." + +As he spoke thus blasphemously, I set my gun against his breast; and +by the light buckled from his belt, I saw the little "sight" of brass +gleaming alike upon either side, and the sleek round barrel glimmering. +The aim was sure as death itself. If I only drew the trigger (which +went very lightly) Carver Doone would breathe no more. And yet--will you +believe me?--I could not pull the trigger. Would to God that I had done +so! + +For I never had taken human life, neither done bodily harm to man; +beyond the little bruises, and the trifling aches and pains, which +follow a good and honest bout in the wrestling ring. Therefore I +dropped my carbine, and grasped again my club, which seemed a more +straight-forward implement. + +Presently two young men came towards me, bearing brands of resined hemp, +kindled from Carver's lamp. The foremost of them set his torch to the +rick within a yard of me, and smoke concealing me from him. I struck +him with a back-handed blow on the elbow, as he bent it; and I heard the +bone of his arm break, as clearly as ever I heard a twig snap. With a +roar of pain he fell on the ground, and his torch dropped there, and +singed him. The other man stood amazed at this, not having yet gained +sight of me; till I caught his firebrand from his hand, and struck it +into his countenance. With that he leaped at me; but I caught him, in a +manner learned from early wrestling, and snapped his collar-bone, as I +laid him upon the top of his comrade. + +This little success so encouraged me, that I was half inclined to +advance, and challenge Carver Doone to meet me; but I bore in mind that +he would be apt to shoot me without ceremony; and what is the utmost of +human strength against the power of powder? Moreover, I remembered my +promise to sweet Lorna; and who would be left to defend her, if the +rogues got rid of me? + +While I was hesitating thus (for I always continue to hesitate, except +in actual conflict), a blaze of fire lit up the house, and brown smoke +hung around it. Six of our men had let go at the Doones, by Jeremy +Stickles' order, as the villains came swaggering down in the moonlight +ready for rape or murder. Two of them fell, and the rest hung back, to +think at their leisure what this was. They were not used to this sort of +thing: it was neither just nor courteous. + +Being unable any longer to contain myself, as I thought of Lorna's +excitement at all this noise of firing, I came across the yard, +expecting whether they would shoot at me. However, no one shot at me; +and I went up to Carver Doone, whom I knew by his size in the moonlight, +and I took him by the beard, and said, "Do you call yourself a man?" + +[Illustration: 437.jpg I took him by the beard] + +For a moment he was so astonished that he could not answer. None had +ever dared, I suppose, to look at him in that way; and he saw that he +had met his equal, or perhaps his master. And then he tried a pistol at +me, but I was too quick for him. + +"Now, Carver Doone, take warning," I said to him, very soberly; "you +have shown yourself a fool by your contempt of me. I may not be your +match in craft; but I am in manhood. You are a despicable villain. Lie +low in your native muck." + +And with that word, I laid him flat upon his back in our straw-yard, by +a trick of the inner heel, which he could not have resisted (though his +strength had been twice as great as mine), unless he were a wrestler. +Seeing him down the others ran, though one of them made a shot at me, +and some of them got their horses, before our men came up; and some went +away without them. And among these last was Captain Carver who arose, +while I was feeling myself (for I had a little wound), and strode away +with a train of curses enough to poison the light of the moon. + +We gained six very good horses, by this attempted rapine, as well as +two young prisoners, whom I had smitten by the clover-rick. And two +dead Doones were left behind, whom (as we buried them in the churchyard, +without any service over them), I for my part was most thankful that +I had not killed. For to have the life of a fellow-man laid upon one's +conscience--deserved he his death, or deserved it not--is to my sense of +right and wrong the heaviest of all burdens; and the one that wears most +deeply inwards, with the dwelling of the mind on this view and on that +of it. + +I was inclined to pursue the enemy and try to capture more of them; but +Jeremy Stickles would not allow it, for he said that all the advantage +would be upon their side, if we went hurrying after them, with only the +moon to guide us. And who could tell but what there might be another +band of them, ready to fall upon the house, and burn it, and seize the +women, if we left them unprotected? When he put the case thus, I was +glad enough to abide by his decision. And one thing was quite certain, +that the Doones had never before received so rude a shock, and so +violent a blow to their supremacy, since first they had built up their +power, and become the Lords of Exmoor. I knew that Carver Doone would +gnash those mighty teeth of his, and curse the men around him, for +the blunder (which was in truth his own) of over-confidence and +carelessness. And at the same time, all the rest would feel that such a +thing had never happened, while old Sir Ensor was alive; and that it was +caused by nothing short of gross mismanagement. + +I scarcely know who made the greatest fuss about my little wound, +mother, or Annie, or Lorna. I was heartily ashamed to be so treated like +a milksop; but most unluckily it had been impossible to hide it. For the +ball had cut along my temple, just above the eyebrow; and being fired so +near at hand, the powder too had scarred me. Therefore it seemed a great +deal worse than it really was; and the sponging, and the plastering, +and the sobbing, and the moaning, made me quite ashamed to look Master +Stickles in the face. + +However, at last I persuaded them that I had no intention of giving up +the ghost that night; and then they all fell to, and thanked God with an +emphasis quite unknown in church. And hereupon Master Stickles said, in +his free and easy manner (for no one courted his observation), that I +was the luckiest of all mortals in having a mother, and a sister, and +a sweetheart, to make much of me. For his part, he said, he was just as +well off in not having any to care for him. For now he might go and get +shot, or stabbed, or knocked on the head, at his pleasure, without any +one being offended. I made bold, upon this, to ask him what was become +of his wife; for I had heard him speak of having one. He said that he +neither knew nor cared; and perhaps I should be like him some day. +That Lorna should hear such sentiments was very grievous to me. But she +looked at me with a smile, which proved her contempt for all such +ideas; and lest anything still more unfit might be said, I dismissed the +question. + +But Master Stickles told me afterwards, when there was no one with us, +to have no faith in any woman, whatever she might seem to be. For he +assured me that now he possessed very large experience, for so small +a matter; being thoroughly acquainted with women of every class, from +ladies of the highest blood, to Bonarobas, and peasants' wives: and that +they all might be divided into three heads and no more; that is to +say as follows. First, the very hot and passionate, who were only +contemptible; second, the cold and indifferent, who were simply odious; +and third, the mixture of the other two, who had the bad qualities of +both. As for reason, none of them had it; it was like a sealed book to +them, which if they ever tried to open, they began at the back of the +cover. + +Now I did not like to hear such things; and to me they appeared to be +insolent, as well as narrow-minded. For if you came to that, why might +not men, as well as women, be divided into the same three classes, +and be pronounced upon by women, as beings even more devoid than their +gentle judges of reason? Moreover, I knew, both from my own sense, and +from the greatest of all great poets, that there are, and always have +been, plenty of women, good, and gentle, warm-hearted, loving, and +lovable; very keen, moreover, at seeing the right, be it by reason, or +otherwise. And upon the whole, I prefer them much to the people of my +own sex, as goodness of heart is more important than to show good reason +for having it. And so I said to Jeremy,-- + +"You have been ill-treated, perhaps, Master Stickles, by some woman or +other?" + +"Ah, that have I," he replied with an oath; "and the last on earth who +should serve me so, the woman who was my wife. A woman whom I never +struck, never wronged in any way, never even let her know that I like +another better. And yet when I was at Berwick last, with the regiment +on guard there against those vile moss-troopers, what does that woman +do but fly in the face of all authority, and of my especial business, by +running away herself with the biggest of all moss-troopers? Not that I +cared a groat about her; and I wish the fool well rid of her: but the +insolence of the thing was such that everybody laughed at me; and back +I went to London, losing a far better and safer job than this; and all +through her. Come, let's have another onion." + +Master Stickles's view of the matter was so entirely unromantic, that I +scarcely wondered at Mistress Stickles for having run away from him to +an adventurous moss-trooper. For nine women out of ten must have some +kind of romance or other, to make their lives endurable; and when their +love has lost this attractive element, this soft dew-fog (if such +it be), the love itself is apt to languish; unless its bloom be well +replaced by the budding hopes of children. Now Master Stickles neither +had, nor wished to have, any children. + +Without waiting for any warrant, only saying something about "captus in +flagrante delicto,"--if that be the way to spell it--Stickles sent our +prisoners off, bound and looking miserable, to the jail at Taunton. I +was desirous to let them go free, if they would promise amendment; but +although I had taken them, and surely therefore had every right to let +them go again, Master Stickles said, "Not so." He assured me that it was +a matter of public polity; and of course, not knowing what he meant, +I could not contradict him; but thought that surely my private rights +ought to be respected. For if I throw a man in wrestling, I expect to +get his stakes; and if I take a man prisoner--why, he ought, in common +justice, to belong to me, and I have a good right to let him go, if I +think proper to do so. However, Master Stickles said that I was quite +benighted, and knew nothing of the Constitution; which was the very +thing I knew, beyond any man in our parish! + +[Illustration: 440.jpg Annie bound the broken arm] + +Nevertheless, it was not for me to contradict a commissioner; and +therefore I let my prisoners go, and wished them a happy deliverance. +Stickles replied, with a merry grin, that if ever they got it, it would +be a jail deliverance, and the bliss of dancing; and he laid his hand to +his throat in a manner which seemed to me most uncourteous. However, his +foresight proved too correct; for both those poor fellows were executed, +soon after the next assizes. Lorna had done her very best to earn +another chance for them; even going down on her knees to that common +Jeremy, and pleading with great tears for them. However, although much +moved by her, he vowed that he durst do nothing else. To set them free +was more than his own life was worth; for all the country knew, by this +time, that two captive Doones were roped to the cider-press at Plover's +Barrows. Annie bound the broken arm of the one whom I had knocked down +with the club, and I myself supported it; and then she washed and +rubbed with lard the face of the other poor fellow, which the torch had +injured; and I fetched back his collar-bone to the best of my ability. +For before any surgeon could arrive, they were off with a well-armed +escort. That day we were reinforced so strongly from the stations along +the coast, even as far as Minehead, that we not only feared no further +attack, but even talked of assaulting Glen Doone, without waiting +for the train-bands. However, I thought that it would be mean to take +advantage of the enemy in the thick of the floods and confusion; and +several of the others thought so too, and did not like fighting in +water. Therefore it was resolved to wait and keep a watch upon the +valley, and let the floods go down again. + +[Illustration: 441.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER L + +A MERRY MEETING A SAD ONE + +[Illustration: 442.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Now the business I had most at heart (as every one knows by this time) +was to marry Lorna as soon as might be, if she had no objection, and +then to work the farm so well, as to nourish all our family. And herein +I saw no difficulty; for Annie would soon be off our hands, and somebody +might come and take a fancy to little Lizzie (who was growing up very +nicely now, though not so fine as Annie); moreover, we were almost sure +to have great store of hay and corn after so much snow, if there be any +truth in the old saying,-- + + "A foot deep of rain + Will kill hay and grain; + But three feet of snow + Will make them come mo'." + +And although it was too true that we had lost a many cattle, yet even so +we had not lost money; for the few remaining fetched such prices as +were never known before. And though we grumbled with all our hearts, +and really believed, at one time, that starvation was upon us, I doubt +whether, on the whole, we were not the fatter, and the richer, and the +wiser for that winter. And I might have said the happier, except for the +sorrow which we felt at the failures among our neighbours. The Snowes +lost every sheep they had, and nine out of ten horned cattle; and poor +Jasper Kebby would have been forced to throw up the lease of his farm, +and perhaps to go to prison, but for the help we gave him. + +However, my dear mother would have it that Lorna was too young, as yet, +to think of being married: and indeed I myself was compelled to admit +that her form was becoming more perfect and lovely; though I had not +thought it possible. And another difficulty was, that as we had all +been Protestants from the time of Queen Elizabeth, the maiden must be +converted first, and taught to hate all Papists. Now Lorna had not the +smallest idea of ever being converted. She said that she loved me truly, +but wanted not to convert me; and if I loved her equally, why should I +wish to convert her? With this I was tolerably content, not seeing so +very much difference between a creed and a credo, and believing God to +be our Father, in Latin as well as English. Moreover, my darling knew +but little of the Popish ways--whether excellent or otherwise--inasmuch +as the Doones, though they stole their houses, or at least the joiner's +work, had never been tempted enough by the devil to steal either church +or chapel. + +Lorna came to our little church, when Parson Bowden reappeared after the +snow was over; and she said that all was very nice, and very like what +she had seen in the time of her Aunt Sabina, when they went far away to +the little chapel, with a shilling in their gloves. It made the tears +come into her eyes, by the force of memory, when Parson Bowden did the +things, not so gracefully nor so well, yet with pleasant imitation of +her old Priest's sacred rites. + +"He is a worthy man," she said, being used to talk in the service time, +and my mother was obliged to cough: "I like him very much indeed: but I +wish he would let me put his things the right way on his shoulders." + +Everybody in our parish, who could walk at all, or hire a boy and a +wheelbarrow, ay, and half the folk from Countisbury, Brendon, and even +Lynmouth, was and were to be found that Sunday, in our little church +of Oare. People who would not come anigh us, when the Doones were +threatening with carbine and with fire-brand, flocked in their very best +clothes, to see a lady Doone go to church. Now all this came of that +vile John Fry; I knew it as well as possible; his tongue was worse than +the clacker of a charity-school bell, or the ladle in the frying-pan, +when the bees are swarming. + +However, Lorna was not troubled; partly because of her natural dignity +and gentleness; partly because she never dreamed that the people were +come to look at her. But when we came to the Psalms of the day, with +some vague sense of being stared at more than ought to be, she dropped +the heavy black lace fringing of the velvet hat she wore, and concealed +from the congregation all except her bright red lips, and the oval +snowdrift of her chin. I touched her hand, and she pressed mine; and we +felt that we were close together, and God saw no harm in it. + +As for Parson Bowden (as worthy a man as ever lived, and one who could +shoot flying), he scarcely knew what he was doing, without the clerk to +help him. He had borne it very well indeed, when I returned from London; +but to see a live Doone in his church, and a lady Doone, and a lovely +Doone, moreover one engaged to me, upon whom he almost looked as the +Squire of his parish (although not rightly an Armiger), and to feel that +this lovely Doone was a Papist, and therefore of higher religion--as all +our parsons think--and that she knew exactly how he ought to do all +the service, of which he himself knew little; I wish to express my firm +belief that all these things together turned Parson Bowden's head a +little, and made him look to me for orders. + +My mother, the very best of women, was (as I could well perceive) a +little annoyed and vexed with things. For this particular occasion, +she had procured from Dulverton, by special message to Ruth Huckaback +(whereof more anon), a head-dress with a feather never seen before upon +Exmoor, to the best of every one's knowledge. It came from a bird +called a flaming something--a flaming oh, or a flaming ah, I will not be +positive--but I can assure you that it did flame; and dear mother had no +other thought, but that all the congregation would neither see nor think +of any other mortal thing, or immortal even, to the very end of the +sermon. + +Herein she was so disappointed, that no sooner did she get home, but +upstairs she went at speed, not even stopping at the mirror in our +little parlour, and flung the whole thing into a cupboard, as I knew by +the bang of the door, having eased the lock for her lately. Lorna saw +there was something wrong; and she looked at Annie and Lizzie (as more +likely to understand it) with her former timid glance; which I knew so +well, and which had first enslaved me. + +"I know not what ails mother," said Annie, who looked very beautiful, +with lilac lute-string ribbons, which I saw the Snowe girls envying; +"but she has not attended to one of the prayers, nor said 'Amen,' all +the morning. Never fear, darling Lorna, it is nothing about you. It is +something about our John, I am sure; for she never worries herself very +much about anybody but him." And here Annie made a look at me, such as I +had had five hundred of. + +"You keep your opinions to yourself," I replied; because I knew the +dear, and her little bits of jealousy; "it happens that you are quite +wrong, this time. Lorna, come with me, my darling." + +"Oh yes, Lorna; go with him," cried Lizzie, dropping her lip, in a way +which you must see to know its meaning; "John wants nobody now but you; +and none can find fault with his taste, dear." + +"You little fool, I should think not," I answered, very rudely; for, +betwixt the lot of them, my Lorna's eyelashes were quivering; "now, +dearest angel, come with me; and snap your hands at the whole of them." + +My angel did come, with a sigh, and then with a smile, when we were +alone; but without any unangelic attempt at snapping her sweet white +fingers. + +These little things are enough to show that while every one so admired +Lorna, and so kindly took to her, still there would, just now and then, +be petty and paltry flashes of jealousy concerning her; and perhaps +it could not be otherwise among so many women. However, we were always +doubly kind to her afterwards; and although her mind was so sensitive +and quick that she must have suffered, she never allowed us to perceive +it, nor lowered herself by resenting it. + +Possibly I may have mentioned that little Ruth Huckaback had been asked, +and had even promised to spend her Christmas with us; and this was the +more desirable, because she had left us through some offence, or sorrow, +about things said of her. Now my dear mother, being the kindest and +best-hearted of all women, could not bear that poor dear Ruth (who would +some day have such a fortune), should be entirely lost to us. "It is our +duty, my dear children," she said more than once about it, "to forgive +and forget, as freely as we hope to have it done to us. If dear little +Ruth has not behaved quite as we might have expected, great allowance +should be made for a girl with so much money. Designing people get hold +of her, and flatter her, and coax her, to obtain a base influence over +her; so that when she falls among simple folk, who speak the honest +truth of her, no wonder the poor child is vexed, and gives herself airs, +and so on. Ruth can be very useful to us in a number of little ways; and +I consider it quite a duty to pardon her freak of petulance." + +Now one of the little ways in which Ruth had been very useful, was the +purchase of the scarlet feathers of the flaming bird; and now that +the house was quite safe from attack, and the mark on my forehead was +healing, I was begged, over and over again, to go and see Ruth, and make +all things straight, and pay for the gorgeous plumage. This last I was +very desirous to do, that I might know the price of it, having made +a small bet on the subject with Annie; and having held counsel with +myself, whether or not it were possible to get something of the kind for +Lorna, of still more distinguished appearance. Of course she could not +wear scarlet as yet, even if I had wished it; but I believed that people +of fashion often wore purple for mourning; purple too was the royal +colour, and Lorna was by right a queen; therefore I was quite resolved +to ransack Uncle Reuben's stores, in search of some bright purple bird, +if nature had kindly provided one. + +All this, however, I kept to myself, intending to trust Ruth Huckaback, +and no one else in the matter. And so, one beautiful spring morning, +when all the earth was kissed with scent, and all the air caressed with +song, up the lane I stoutly rode, well armed, and well provided. + +Now though it is part of my life to heed, it is no part of my tale to +tell, how the wheat was coming on. I reckon that you, who read this +story, after I am dead and gone (and before that none shall read it), +will say, "Tush! What is his wheat to us? We are not wheat: we are human +beings: and all we care for is human doings." This may be very good +argument, and in the main, I believe that it is so. Nevertheless, if a +man is to tell only what he thought and did, and not what came around +him, he must not mention his own clothes, which his father and mother +bought for him. And more than my own clothes to me, ay, and as much as +my own skin, are the works of nature round about, whereof a man is the +smallest. + +And now I will tell you, although most likely only to be laughed at, +because I cannot put it in the style of Mr. Dryden--whom to compare to +Shakespeare! but if once I begin upon that, you will never hear the last +of me--nevertheless, I will tell you this; not wishing to be rude, but +only just because I know it; the more a man can fling his arms (so +to say) round Nature's neck, the more he can upon her bosom, like an +infant, lie and suck,--the more that man shall earn the trust and love +of all his fellow men. + +In this matter is no jealousy (when the man is dead); because thereafter +all others know how much of the milk be had; and he can suck no longer; +and they value him accordingly, for the nourishment he is to them. Even +as when we keep a roaster of the sucking-pigs, we choose, and praise at +table most, the favourite of its mother. Fifty times have I seen this, +and smiled, and praised our people's taste, and offered them more of the +vitals. + +Now here am I upon Shakespeare (who died, of his own fruition, at the +age of fifty-two, yet lived more than fifty thousand men, within his +little span of life), when all the while I ought to be riding as hard as +I can to Dulverton. But, to tell the truth, I could not ride hard, being +held at every turn, and often without any turn at all, by the beauty +of things around me. These things grow upon a man if once he stops to +notice them. + +It wanted yet two hours to noon, when I came to Master Huckaback's door, +and struck the panels smartly. Knowing nothing of their manners, only +that people in a town could not be expected to entertain (as we do in +farm-houses), having, moreover, keen expectation of Master Huckaback's +avarice, I had brought some stuff to eat, made by Annie, and packed by +Lorna, and requiring no thinking about it. + +Ruth herself came and let me in, blushing very heartily; for which +colour I praised her health, and my praises heightened it. That little +thing had lovely eyes, and could be trusted thoroughly. I do like an +obstinate little woman, when she is sure that she is right. And indeed +if love had never sped me straight to the heart of Lorna (compared to +whom, Ruth was no more than the thief is to the candle), who knows but +what I might have yielded to the law of nature, that thorough trimmer of +balances, and verified the proverb that the giant loves the dwarf? + +"I take the privilege, Mistress Ruth, of saluting you according to +kinship, and the ordering of the Canons." And therewith I bussed her +well, and put my arm around her waist, being so terribly restricted in +the matter of Lorna, and knowing the use of practice. Not that I had any +warmth--all that was darling Lorna's--only out of pure gallantry, and my +knowledge of London fashions. Ruth blushed to such a pitch at this, and +looked up at me with such a gleam; as if I must have my own way; that +all my love of kissing sunk, and I felt that I was wronging her. Only +my mother had told me, when the girls were out of the way, to do all I +could to please darling Ruth, and I had gone about it accordingly. + +Now Ruth as yet had never heard a word about dear Lorna; and when she +led me into the kitchen (where everything looked beautiful), and told me +not to mind, for a moment, about the scrubbing of my boots, because she +would only be too glad to clean it all up after me, and told me how glad +she was to see me, blushing more at every word, and recalling some of +them, and stooping down for pots and pans, when I looked at her too +ruddily--all these things came upon me so, without any legal notice, +that I could only look at Ruth, and think how very good she was, and how +bright her handles were; and wonder if I had wronged her. Once or twice, +I began--this I say upon my honour--to endeavour to explain exactly, how +we were at Plover's Barrows; how we all had been bound to fight, and had +defeated the enemy, keeping their queen amongst us. But Ruth would +make some great mistake between Lorna and Gwenny Carfax, and gave me no +chance to set her aright, and cared about nothing much, except some news +of Sally Snowe. + +What could I do with this little thing? All my sense of modesty, and +value for my dinner, were against my over-pressing all the graceful +hints I had given about Lorna. Ruth was just a girl of that sort, who +will not believe one word, except from her own seeing; not so much +from any doubt, as from the practice of using eyes which have been in +business. + +I asked Cousin Ruth (as we used to call her, though the cousinship was +distant) what was become of Uncle Ben, and how it was that we never +heard anything of or from him now. She replied that she hardly knew +what to make of her grandfather's manner of carrying on, for the last +half-year or more. He was apt to leave his home, she said, at any hour +of the day or night; going none knew whither, and returning no one +might say when. And his dress, in her opinion, was enough to frighten +a hodman, of a scavenger of the roads, instead of the decent suit +of kersey, or of Sabbath doeskins, such as had won the respect and +reverence of his fellow-townsmen. But the worst of all things was, as +she confessed with tears in her eyes, that the poor old gentleman had +something weighing heavily on his mind. + +"It will shorten his days, Cousin Ridd," she said, for she never would +call me Cousin John; "he has no enjoyment of anything that he eats or +drinks, nor even in counting his money, as he used to do all Sunday; +indeed no pleasure in anything, unless it be smoking his pipe, and +thinking and staring at bits of brown stone, which he pulls, every now +and then, out of his pockets. And the business he used to take such +pride in is now left almost entirely to the foreman, and to me." + +"And what will become of you, dear Ruth, if anything happens to the old +man?" + +"I am sure I know not," she answered simply; "and I cannot bear to think +of it. It must depend, I suppose, upon dear grandfather's pleasure about +me." + +"It must rather depend," said I, though having no business to say it, +"upon your own good pleasure, Ruth; for all the world will pay court to +you." + +"That is the very thing which I never could endure. I have begged dear +grandfather to leave no chance of that. When he has threatened me with +poverty, as he does sometimes, I have always met him truly, with the +answer that I feared one thing a great deal worse than poverty; namely, +to be an heiress. But I cannot make him believe it. Only think how +strange, Cousin Ridd, I cannot make him believe it." + +"It is not strange at all," I answered; "considering how he values +money. Neither would any one else believe you, except by looking into +your true, and very pretty eyes, dear." + +Now I beg that no one will suspect for a single moment, either that I +did not mean exactly what I said, or meant a single atom more, or would +not have said the same, if Lorna had been standing by. What I had always +liked in Ruth, was the calm, straightforward gaze, and beauty of her +large brown eyes. Indeed I had spoken of them to Lorna, as the only ones +to be compared (though not for more than a moment) to her own, for truth +and light, but never for depth and softness. But now the little maiden +dropped them, and turned away, without reply. + +"I will go and see to my horse," I said; "the boy that has taken him +seemed surprised at his having no horns on his forehead. Perhaps he will +lead him into the shop, and feed him upon broadcloth." + +"Oh, he is such a stupid boy," Ruth answered with great sympathy: "how +quick of you to observe that now: and you call yourself 'Slow John +Ridd!' I never did see such a stupid boy: sometimes he spoils my temper. +But you must be back in half an hour, at the latest, Cousin Ridd. You +see I remember what you are; when once you get among horses, or cows, or +things of that sort." + +"Things of that sort! Well done, Ruth! One would think you were quite a +Cockney." + +Uncle Reuben did not come home to his dinner; and his granddaughter said +she had strictest orders never to expect him. Therefore we had none to +dine with us, except the foreman of the shop, a worthy man, named +Thomas Cockram, fifty years of age or so. He seemed to me to have strong +intentions of his own about little Ruth, and on that account to regard +me with a wholly undue malevolence. And perhaps, in order to justify +him, I may have been more attentive to her than otherwise need have +been; at any rate, Ruth and I were pleasant; and he the very opposite. + +"My dear Cousin Ruth," I said, on purpose to vex Master Cockram, because +he eyed us so heavily, and squinted to unluckily, "we have long been +looking for you at our Plover's Barrows farm. You remember how you used +to love hunting for eggs in the morning, and hiding up in the tallat +with Lizzie, for me to seek you among the hay, when the sun was down. +Ah, Master Cockram, those are the things young people find +their pleasure in, not in selling a yard of serge, and giving +twopence-halfpenny change, and writing 'settled' at the bottom, with a +pencil that has blacked their teeth. Now, Master Cockram, you ought to +come as far as our good farm, at once, and eat two new-laid eggs for +breakfast, and be made to look quite young again. Our good Annie would +cook for you; and you should have the hot new milk and the pope's eye +from the mutton; and every foot of you would become a yard in about a +fortnight." And hereupon, I spread my chest, to show him an example. +Ruth could not keep her countenance: but I saw that she thought it wrong +of me; and would scold me, if ever I gave her the chance of taking those +little liberties. However, he deserved it all, according to my young +ideas, for his great impertinence in aiming at my cousin. + +But what I said was far less grievous to a man of honest mind than +little Ruth's own behaviour. I could hardly have believed that so +thoroughly true a girl, and one so proud and upright, could have got rid +of any man so cleverly as she got rid of Master Thomas Cockram. She gave +him not even a glass of wine, but commended to his notice, with a sweet +and thoughtful gravity, some invoice which must be corrected, before her +dear grandfather should return; and to amend which three great ledgers +must be searched from first to last. Thomas Cockram winked at me, with +the worst of his two wrong eyes; as much as to say, "I understand it; +but I cannot help myself. Only you look out, if ever"--and before he had +finished winking, the door was shut behind him. Then Ruth said to me in +the simplest manner, "You have ridden far today, Cousin Ridd; and have +far to ride to get home again. What will dear Aunt Ridd say, if we send +you away without nourishment? All the keys are in my keeping, and +dear grandfather has the finest wine, not to be matched in the west of +England, as I have heard good judges say; though I know not wine from +cider. Do you like the wine of Oporto, or the wine of Xeres?" + +"I know not one from the other, fair cousin, except by the colour," I +answered: "but the sound of Oporto is nobler, and richer. Suppose we try +wine of Oporto." + +The good little creature went and fetched a black bottle of an ancient +cast, covered with dust and cobwebs. These I was anxious to shake aside; +and indeed I thought that the wine would be better for being roused up a +little. Ruth, however, would not hear a single word to that purport; +and seeing that she knew more about it, I left her to manage it. And the +result was very fine indeed, to wit, a sparkling rosy liquor, dancing +with little flakes of light, and scented like new violets. With this I +was so pleased and gay, and Ruth so glad to see me gay, that we quite +forgot how the time went on; and though my fair cousin would not be +persuaded to take a second glass herself, she kept on filling mine so +fast that it was never empty, though I did my best to keep it so. + +"What is a little drop like this to a man of your size and strength, +Cousin Ridd?" she said, with her cheeks just brushed with rose, which +made her look very beautiful; "I have heard you say that your head is so +thick--or rather so clear, you ought to say--that no liquor ever moves +it." + +"That is right enough," I answered; "what a witch you must be, dear +Ruth, to have remembered that now!" + +"Oh, I remember every word I have ever heard you say, Cousin Ridd; +because your voice is so deep, you know, and you talk so little. Now +it is useless to say 'no'. These bottles hold almost nothing. Dear +grandfather will not come home, I fear, until long after you are gone. +What will Aunt Ridd think of me, I am sure? You are all so dreadfully +hospitable. Now not another 'no,' Cousin Ridd. We must have another +bottle." + +"Well, must is must," I answered, with a certain resignation. "I cannot +bear bad manners, dear; and how old are you next birthday?" + +"Eighteen, dear John;" said Ruth, coming over with the empty bottle; +and I was pleased at her calling me "John," and had a great mind to kiss +her. However, I thought of my Lorna suddenly, and of the anger I should +feel if a man went on with her so; therefore I lay back in my chair, to +wait for the other bottle. + +"Do you remember how we danced that night?" I asked, while she was +opening it; "and how you were afraid of me first, because I looked so +tall, dear?" + +"Yes, and so very broad, Cousin Ridd. I thought that you would eat me. +But I have come to know, since then, how very kind and good you are." + +"And will you come and dance again, at my wedding, Cousin Ruth?" + +She nearly let the bottle fall, the last of which she was sloping +carefully into a vessel of bright glass; and then she raised her hand +again, and finished it judiciously. And after that, she took the window, +to see that all her work was clear; and then she poured me out a glass +and said, with very pale cheeks, but else no sign of meaning about her, +"What did you ask me, Cousin Ridd?" + +"Nothing of any importance, Ruth; only we are so fond of you. I mean to +be married as soon as I can. Will you come and help us?" + +"To be sure I will, Cousin Ridd--unless, unless, dear grandfather cannot +spare me from the business." She went away; and her breast was heaving, +like a rick of under-carried hay. And she stood at the window long, +trying to make yawns of sighs. + +For my part, I knew not what to do. And yet I could think about it, as +I never could with Lorna; with whom I was always in a whirl, from the +power of my love. So I thought some time about it; and perceived that it +was the manliest way, just to tell her everything; except that I feared +she liked me. But it seemed to me unaccountable that she did not even +ask the name of my intended wife. Perhaps she thought that it must be +Sally; or perhaps she feared to trust her voice. + +"Come and sit by me, dear Ruth; and listen to a long, long story, how +things have come about with me." + +"No, thank you, Cousin Ridd," she answered; "at least I mean that I +shall be happy--that I shall be ready to hear you--to listen to you, I +mean of course. But I would rather stay where I am, and have the air--or +rather be able to watch for dear grandfather coming home. He is so kind +and good to me. What should I do without him?" + +Then I told her how, for years and years, I had been attached to Lorna, +and all the dangers and difficulties which had so long beset us, and +how I hoped that these were passing, and no other might come between +us, except on the score of religion; upon which point I trusted soon +to overcome my mother's objections. And then I told her how poor, and +helpless, and alone in the world, my Lorna was; and how sad all her +youth had been, until I brought her away at last. And many other little +things I mentioned, which there is no need for me again to dwell upon. +Ruth heard it all without a word, and without once looking at me; and +only by her attitude could I guess that she was weeping. Then when all +my tale was told, she asked in a low and gentle voice, but still without +showing her face to me,-- + +"And does she love you, Cousin Ridd? Does she say that she loves you +with--with all her heart?" + +"Certainly, she does," I answered. "Do you think it impossible for one +like her to do so?" + +She said no more; but crossed the room before I had time to look at her, +and came behind my chair, and kissed me gently on the forehead. + +"I hope you may be very happy, with--I mean in your new life," she +whispered very softly; "as happy as you deserve to be, and as happy as +you can make others be. Now how I have been neglecting you! I am quite +ashamed of myself for thinking only of grandfather: and it makes me so +low-spirited. You have told me a very nice romance, and I have never +even helped you to a glass of wine. Here, pour it for yourself, dear +cousin; I shall be back again directly." + +With that she was out of the door in a moment; and when she came back, +you would not have thought that a tear had dimmed those large bright +eyes, or wandered down those pale clear cheeks. Only her hands were cold +and trembling: and she made me help myself. + +Uncle Reuben did not appear at all; and Ruth, who had promised to come +and see us, and stay for a fortnight at our house (if her grandfather +could spare her), now discovered, before I left, that she must not think +of doing so. Perhaps she was right in deciding thus; at any rate it had +now become improper for me to press her. And yet I now desired tenfold +that she should consent to come, thinking that Lorna herself would work +the speediest cure of her passing whim. + +For such, I tried to persuade myself, was the nature of Ruth's regard +for me: and upon looking back I could not charge myself with any +misconduct towards the little maiden. I had never sought her company, I +had never trifled with her (at least until that very day), and being so +engrossed with my own love, I had scarcely ever thought of her. And the +maiden would never have thought of me, except as a clumsy yokel, but for +my mother's and sister's meddling, and their wily suggestions. I believe +they had told the little soul that I was deeply in love with her; +although they both stoutly denied it. But who can place trust in a +woman's word, when it comes to a question of match-making? + +[Illustration: 454.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LI + +A VISIT FROM THE COUNSELLOR + +[Illustration: 455.jpg Counsellor] + +Now while I was riding home that evening, with a tender conscience +about Ruth, although not a wounded one, I guessed but little that all +my thoughts were needed much for my own affairs. So however it proved +to be; for as I came in, soon after dark, my sister Eliza met me at +the corner of the cheese-room, and she said, "Don't go in there, John," +pointing to mother's room; "until I have had a talk with you." + +"In the name of Moses," I inquired, having picked up that phrase at +Dulverton; "what are you at about me now? There is no peace for a quiet +fellow." + +"It is nothing we are at," she answered; "neither may you make light of +it. It is something very important about Mistress Lorna Doone." + +"Let us have it at once," I cried; "I can bear anything about Lorna, +except that she does not care for me." + +"It has nothing to do with that, John. And I am quite sure that +you never need fear anything of that sort. She perfectly wearies me +sometimes, although her voice is so soft and sweet, about your endless +perfections." + +"Bless her little heart!" I said; "the subject is inexhaustible." + +"No doubt," replied Lizzie, in the driest manner; "especially to your +sisters. However this is no time to joke. I fear you will get the worst +of it, John. Do you know a man of about Gwenny's shape, nearly as broad +as he is long, but about six times the size of Gwenny, and with a +length of snow-white hair, and a thickness also; as the copses were last +winter. He never can comb it, that is quite certain, with any comb yet +invented." + +"Then you go and offer your services. There are few things you cannot +scarify. I know the man from your description, although I have never +seen him. Now where is my Lorna?" + +"Your Lorna is with Annie, having a good cry, I believe; and Annie too +glad to second her. She knows that this great man is here, and knows +that he wants to see her. But she begged to defer the interview, until +dear John's return." + +"What a nasty way you have of telling the very commonest piece of news!" +I said, on purpose to pay her out. "What man will ever fancy you, you +unlucky little snapper? Now, no more nursery talk for me. I will go and +settle this business. You had better go and dress your dolls; if you can +give them clothes unpoisoned." Hereupon Lizzie burst into a perfect roar +of tears; feeling that she had the worst of it. And I took her up, and +begged her pardon; although she scarcely deserved it; for she knew that +I was out of luck, and she might have spared her satire. + +I was almost sure that the man who was come must be the Counsellor +himself; of whom I felt much keener fear than of his son Carver. And +knowing that his visit boded ill to me and Lorna, I went and sought +my dear; and led her with a heavy heart, from the maiden's room to +mother's, to meet our dreadful visitor. + +Mother was standing by the door, making curtseys now and then, and +listening to a long harangue upon the rights of state and land, which +the Counsellor (having found that she was the owner of her property, and +knew nothing of her title to it) was encouraged to deliver it. My dear +mother stood gazing at him, spell-bound by his eloquence, and only +hoping that he would stop. He was shaking his hair upon his shoulders, +in the power of his words, and his wrath at some little thing, which he +declared to be quite illegal. + +Then I ventured to show myself, in the flesh, before him; although he +feigned not to see me; but he advanced with zeal to Lorna; holding out +both hands at once. + +"My darling child, my dearest niece; how wonderfully well you look! +Mistress Ridd, I give you credit. This is the country of good things. I +never would have believed our Queen could have looked so royal. Surely +of all virtues, hospitality is the finest, and the most romantic. +Dearest Lorna, kiss your uncle; it is quite a privilege." + +"Perhaps it is to you, sir," said Lorna, who could never quite check her +sense of oddity; "but I fear that you have smoked tobacco, which spoils +reciprocity." + +"You are right, my child. How keen your scent is! It is always so with +us. Your grandfather was noted for his olfactory powers. Ah, a great +loss, dear Mrs. Ridd, a terrible loss to this neighbourhood! As one of +our great writers says--I think it must be Milton--'We ne'er shall look +upon his like again.'" + +"With your good leave sir," I broke in, "Master Milton could never +have written so sweet and simple a line as that. It is one of the great +Shakespeare." + +"Woe is me for my neglect!" said the Counsellor, bowing airily; "this +must be your son, Mistress Ridd, the great John, the wrestler. And one +who meddles with the Muses! Ah, since I was young, how everything is +changed, madam! Except indeed the beauty of women, which seems to me to +increase every year." Here the old villain bowed to my mother; and she +blushed, and made another curtsey, and really did look very nice. + +"Now though I have quoted the poets amiss, as your son informs me (for +which I tender my best thanks, and must amend my reading), I can hardly +be wrong in assuming that this young armiger must be the too attractive +cynosure to our poor little maiden. And for my part, she is welcome to +him. I have never been one of those who dwell upon distinctions of rank, +and birth, and such like; as if they were in the heart of nature, and +must be eternal. In early youth, I may have thought so, and been full +of that little pride. But now I have long accounted it one of the first +axioms of political economy--you are following me, Mistress Ridd?" + +"Well, sir, I am doing my best; but I cannot quite keep up with you." + +"Never mind, madam; I will be slower. But your son's intelligence is so +quick--" + +"I see, sir; you thought that mine must be. But no; it all comes from +his father, sir. His father was that quick and clever--" + +"Ah, I can well suppose it, madam. And a credit he is to both of you. +Now, to return to our muttons--a figure which you will appreciate--I may +now be regarded, I think, as this young lady's legal guardian; although +I have not had the honour of being formally appointed such. Her father +was the eldest son of Sir Ensor Doone; and I happened to be the second +son; and as young maidens cannot be baronets, I suppose I am 'Sir +Counsellor.' Is it so, Mistress Ridd, according to your theory of +genealogy?" + +"I am sure I don't know, sir," my mother answered carefully; "I know not +anything of that name, sir, except in the Gospel of Matthew: but I see +not why it should be otherwise." + +"Good, madam! I may look upon that as your sanction and approval: and +the College of Heralds shall hear of it. And in return, as Lorna's +guardian, I give my full and ready consent to her marriage with your +son, madam." + +"Oh, how good of you, sir, how kind! Well, I always did say, that the +learnedest people were, almost always, the best and kindest, and the +most simple-hearted." + +"Madam, that is a great sentiment. What a goodly couple they will be! +and if we can add him to our strength--" + +"Oh no, sir, oh no!" cried mother: "you really must not think of it. He +has always been brought up so honest--" + +"Hem! that makes a difference. A decided disqualification for domestic +life among the Doones. But, surely, he might get over those prejudices, +madam?" + +"Oh no, sir! he never can: he never can indeed. When he was only that +high, sir, he could not steal even an apple, when some wicked boys tried +to mislead him." + +"Ah," replied the Counsellor, shaking his white head gravely; "then I +greatly fear that his case is quite incurable. I have known such cases; +violent prejudice, bred entirely of education, and anti-economical +to the last degree. And when it is so, it is desperate: no man, after +imbibing ideas of that sort, can in any way be useful." + +"Oh yes, sir, John is very useful. He can do as much work as three other +men; and you should see him load a sledd, sir." + +"I was speaking, madam, of higher usefulness,--power of the brain and +heart. The main thing for us upon earth is to take a large view of +things. But while we talk of the heart, what is my niece Lorna +doing, that she does not come and thank me, for my perhaps too prompt +concession to her youthful fancies? Ah, if I had wanted thanks, I should +have been more stubborn." + +Lorna, being challenged thus, came up and looked at her uncle, with +her noble eyes fixed full upon his, which beneath his white eyebrows +glistened, like dormer windows piled with snow. + +"For what am I to thank you, uncle?" + +"My dear niece, I have told you. For removing the heaviest obstacle, +which to a mind so well regulated could possibly have existed, between +your dutiful self and the object of your affections." + +"Well, uncle, I should be very grateful, if I thought that you did +so from love of me; or if I did not know that you have something yet +concealed from me." + +"And my consent," said the Counsellor, "is the more meritorious, the +more liberal, frank, and candid, in the face of an existing fact, and a +very clearly established one; which might have appeared to weaker minds +in the light of an impediment; but to my loftier view of matrimony seems +quite a recommendation." + +"What fact do you mean, sir? Is it one that I ought to know?" + +"In my opinion it is, good niece. It forms, to my mind, so fine a basis +for the invariable harmony of the matrimonial state. To be brief--as I +always endeavour to be, without becoming obscure--you two young people +(ah, what a gift is youth! one can never be too thankful for it) you +will have the rare advantage of commencing married life, with a subject +of common interest to discuss, whenever you weary of--well, say of one +another; if you can now, by any means, conceive such a possibility. And +perfect justice meted out: mutual goodwill resulting, from the sense of +reciprocity." + +"I do not understand you, sir. Why can you not say what you mean, at +once?" + +"My dear child, I prolong your suspense. Curiosity is the most powerful +of all feminine instincts; and therefore the most delightful, when not +prematurely satisfied. However, if you must have my strong realities, +here they are. Your father slew dear John's father, and dear John's +father slew yours." + +Having said thus much, the Counsellor leaned back upon his chair, and +shaded his calm white-bearded eyes from the rays of our tallow candles. +He was a man who liked to look, rather than to be looked at. But Lorna +came to me for aid; and I went up to Lorna and mother looked at both of +us. + +Then feeling that I must speak first (as no one would begin it), I took +my darling round the waist, and led her up to the Counsellor; while she +tried to bear it bravely; yet must lean on me, or did. + +"Now, Sir Counsellor Doone," I said, with Lorna squeezing both my hands, +I never yet knew how (considering that she was walking all the time, or +something like it); "you know right well, Sir Counsellor, that Sir Ensor +Doone gave approval." I cannot tell what made me think of this: but so +it came upon me. + +"Approval to what, good rustic John? To the slaughter so reciprocal?" + +"No, sir, not to that; even if it ever happened; which I do not believe. +But to the love betwixt me and Lorna; which your story shall not break, +without more evidence than your word. And even so, shall never break; if +Lorna thinks as I do." + +The maiden gave me a little touch, as much as to say, "You are right, +darling: give it to him, again, like that." However, I held my peace, +well knowing that too many words do mischief. + +Then mother looked at me with wonder, being herself too amazed to speak; +and the Counsellor looked, with great wrath in his eyes, which he tried +to keep from burning. + +"How say you then, John Ridd," he cried, stretching out one hand, like +Elijah; "is this a thing of the sort you love? Is this what you are used +to?" + +"So please your worship," I answered; "no kind of violence can surprise +us, since first came Doones upon Exmoor. Up to that time none heard +of harm; except of taking a purse, maybe, or cutting a strange sheep's +throat. And the poor folk who did this were hanged, with some benefit of +clergy. But ever since the Doones came first, we are used to anything." + +"Thou varlet," cried the Counsellor, with the colour of his eyes quite +changed with the sparkles of his fury; "is this the way we are to deal +with such a low-bred clod as thou? To question the doings of our people, +and to talk of clergy! What, dream you not that we could have clergy, +and of the right sort, too, if only we cared to have them? Tush! Am I to +spend my time arguing with a plough-tail Bob?" + +"If your worship will hearken to me," I answered very modestly, not +wishing to speak harshly, with Lorna looking up at me; "there are many +things that might be said without any kind of argument, which I would +never wish to try with one of your worship's learning. And in the first +place it seems to me that if our fathers hated one another bitterly, yet +neither won the victory, only mutual discomfiture; surely that is but +a reason why we should be wiser than they, and make it up in this +generation by goodwill and loving"-- + +"Oh, John, you wiser than your father!" mother broke upon me here; "not +but what you might be as wise, when you come to be old enough." + +"Young people of the present age," said the Counsellor severely, "have +no right feeling of any sort, upon the simplest matter. Lorna Doone, +stand forth from contact with that heir of parricide; and state in your +own mellifluous voice, whether you regard this slaughter as a pleasant +trifle." + +"You know, without any words of mine," she answered very softly, yet not +withdrawing from my hand, "that although I have been seasoned well to +every kind of outrage, among my gentle relatives, I have not yet so +purely lost all sense of right and wrong as to receive what you have +said, as lightly as you declared it. You think it a happy basis for our +future concord. I do not quite think that, my uncle; neither do I quite +believe that a word of it is true. In our happy valley, nine-tenths of +what is said is false; and you were always wont to argue that true +and false are but a blind turned upon a pivot. Without any failure of +respect for your character, good uncle, I decline politely to believe a +word of what you have told me. And even if it were proved to me, all I +can say is this, if my John will have me, I am his for ever." + +This long speech was too much for her; she had overrated her strength +about it, and the sustenance of irony. So at last she fell into my arms, +which had long been waiting for her; and there she lay with no other +sound, except a gurgling in her throat. + +"You old villain," cried my mother, shaking her fist at the Counsellor, +while I could do nothing else but hold, and bend across, my darling, and +whisper to deaf ears; "What is the good of the quality; if this is +all that comes of it? Out of the way! You know the words that make the +deadly mischief; but not the ways that heal them. Give me that bottle, +if hands you have; what is the use of Counsellors?" + +I saw that dear mother was carried away; and indeed I myself was +something like it; with the pale face upon my bosom, and the heaving of +the heart, and the heat and cold all through me, as my darling breathed +or lay. Meanwhile the Counsellor stood back, and seemed a little sorry; +although of course it was not in his power to be at all ashamed of +himself. + +"My sweet love, my darling child," our mother went on to Lorna, in a way +that I shall never forget, though I live to be a hundred; "pretty pet, +not a word of it is true, upon that old liar's oath; and if every word +were true, poor chick, you should have our John all the more for it. +You and John were made by God and meant for one another, whatever falls +between you. Little lamb, look up and speak: here is your own John and +I; and the devil take the Counsellor." + +I was amazed at mother's words, being so unlike her; while I loved her +all the more because she forgot herself so. In another moment in ran +Annie, ay and Lizzie also, knowing by some mystic sense (which I have +often noticed, but never could explain) that something was astir, +belonging to the world of women, yet foreign to the eyes of men. And now +the Counsellor, being well-born, although such a heartless miscreant, +beckoned to me to come away; which I, being smothered with women, was +only too glad to do, as soon as my own love would let go of me. + +"That is the worst of them," said the old man; when I had led him into +our kitchen, with an apology at every step, and given him hot schnapps +and water, and a cigarro of brave Tom Faggus: "you never can say much, +sir, in the way of reasoning (however gently meant and put) but what +these women will fly out. It is wiser to put a wild bird in a cage, and +expect him to sit and look at you, and chirp without a feather rumpled, +than it is to expect a woman to answer reason reasonably." Saying this, +he looked at his puff of smoke as if it contained more reason. + +"I am sure I do not know, sir," I answered according to a phrase which +has always been my favourite, on account of its general truth: moreover, +he was now our guest, and had right to be treated accordingly: "I am, +as you see, not acquainted with the ways of women, except my mother and +sisters." + +"Except not even them, my son," said the Counsellor, now having finished +his glass, without much consultation about it; "if you once understand +your mother and sisters--why you understand the lot of them." + +He made a twist in his cloud of smoke, and dashed his finger through +it, so that I could not follow his meaning, and in manners liked not to +press him. + +"Now of this business, John," he said, after getting to the bottom of +the second glass, and having a trifle or so to eat, and praising our +chimney-corner; "taking you on the whole, you know, you are wonderfully +good people; and instead of giving me up to the soldiers, as you might +have done, you are doing your best to make me drunk." + +"Not at all, sir," I answered; "not at all, your worship. Let me mix +you another glass. We rarely have a great gentleman by the side of our +embers and oven. I only beg your pardon, sir, that my sister Annie (who +knows where to find all the good pans and the lard) could not wait upon +you this evening; and I fear they have done it with dripping instead, +and in a pan with the bottom burned. But old Betty quite loses her head +sometimes, by dint of over-scolding." + +"My son," replied the Counsellor, standing across the front of the fire, +to prove his strict sobriety: "I meant to come down upon you to-night; +but you have turned the tables upon me. Not through any skill on your +part, nor through any paltry weakness as to love (and all that stuff, +which boys and girls spin tops at, or knock dolls' noses together), but +through your simple way of taking me, as a man to be believed; combined +with the comfort of this place, and the choice tobacco and cordials. I +have not enjoyed an evening so much, God bless me if I know when!" + +"Your worship," said I, "makes me more proud than I well know what to +do with. Of all the things that please and lead us into happy sleep +at night, the first and chiefest is to think that we have pleased a +visitor." + +"Then, John, thou hast deserved good sleep; for I am not pleased easily. +But although our family is not so high now as it hath been, I have +enough of the gentleman left to be pleased when good people try me. My +father, Sir Ensor, was better than I in this great element of birth, and +my son Carver is far worse. _Aetas parentum_, what is it, my boy? I hear +that you have been at a grammar-school." + +"So I have, your worship, and at a very good one; but I only got far +enough to make more tail than head of Latin." + +"Let that pass," said the Counsellor; "John, thou art all the wiser." +And the old man shook his hoary locks, as if Latin had been his ruin. +I looked at him sadly, and wondered whether it might have so ruined me, +but for God's mercy in stopping it. + + + + +CHAPTER LII + +THE WAY TO MAKE THE CREAM RISE + +[Illustration: 464.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +That night the reverend Counsellor, not being in such state of mind as +ought to go alone, kindly took our best old bedstead, carved in panels, +well enough, with the woman of Samaria. I set him up, both straight +and heavy, so that he need but close both eyes, and keep his mouth just +open; and in the morning he was thankful for all that he could remember. + +I, for my part, scarcely knew whether he really had begun to feel +goodwill towards us, and to see that nothing else could be of any use +to him; or whether he was merely acting, so as to deceive us. And it +had struck me, several times, that he had made a great deal more of the +spirit he had taken than the quantity would warrant, with a man so wise +and solid. Neither did I quite understand a little story which Lorna +told me, how that in the night awaking, she had heard, or seemed to +hear, a sound of feeling in her room; as if there had been some +one groping carefully among the things within her drawers or +wardrobe-closet. But the noise had ceased at once, she said, when she +sat up in bed and listened; and knowing how many mice we had, she took +courage and fell asleep again. + +After breakfast, the Counsellor (who looked no whit the worse for +schnapps, but even more grave and venerable) followed our Annie into the +dairy, to see how we managed the clotted cream, of which he had eaten +a basinful. And thereupon they talked a little; and Annie thought him a +fine old gentleman, and a very just one; for he had nobly condemned the +people who spoke against Tom Faggus. + +"Your honour must plainly understand," said Annie, being now alone +with him, and spreading out her light quick hands over the pans, like +butterflies, "that they are brought in here to cool, after being set in +the basin-holes, with the wood-ash under them, which I showed you in the +back-kitchen. And they must have very little heat, not enough to simmer +even; only just to make the bubbles rise, and the scum upon the top set +thick; and after that, it clots as firm--oh, as firm as my two hands +be." + +"Have you ever heard," asked the Counsellor, who enjoyed this talk with +Annie, "that if you pass across the top, without breaking the surface, a +string of beads, or polished glass, or anything of that kind, the cream +will set three times as solid, and in thrice the quantity?" + +"No, sir; I have never heard that," said Annie, staring with all her +simple eyes; "what a thing it is to read books, and grow learned! But +it is very easy to try it: I will get my coral necklace; it will not be +witchcraft, will it, sir?" + +"Certainly not," the old man replied; "I will make the experiment +myself; and you may trust me not to be hurt, my dear. But coral will not +do, my child, neither will anything coloured. The beads must be of plain +common glass; but the brighter they are the better." + +"Then I know the very thing," cried Annie; "as bright as bright can be, +and without any colour in it, except in the sun or candle light. Dearest +Lorna has the very thing, a necklace of some old glass-beads, or I think +they called them jewels: she will be too glad to lend it to us. I will +go for it, in a moment." + +"My dear, it cannot be half so bright as your own pretty eyes. But +remember one thing, Annie, you must not say what it is for; or even that +I am going to use it, or anything at all about it; else the charm will +be broken. Bring it here, without a word; if you know where she keeps +it." + +"To be sure I do," she answered; "John used to keep it for her. But +she took it away from him last week, and she wore it when--I mean when +somebody was here; and he said it was very valuable, and spoke with +great learning about it, and called it by some particular name, which I +forget at this moment. But valuable or not, we cannot hurt it, can we, +sir, by passing it over the cream-pan?" + +"Hurt it!" cried the Counsellor: "nay, we shall do it good, my dear. +It will help to raise the cream: and you may take my word for it, young +maiden, none can do good in this world, without in turn receiving it." +Pronouncing this great sentiment, he looked so grand and benevolent, +that Annie (as she said afterwards) could scarce forbear from kissing +him, yet feared to take the liberty. Therefore, she only ran away to +fetch my Lorna's necklace. + +Now as luck would have it--whether good luck or otherwise, you must not +judge too hastily,--my darling had taken it into her head, only a day or +two before, that I was far too valuable to be trusted with her necklace. +Now that she had some idea of its price and quality, she had begun to +fear that some one, perhaps even Squire Faggus (in whom her faith was +illiberal), might form designs against my health, to win the bauble from +me. So, with many pretty coaxings, she had led me to give it up; which, +except for her own sake, I was glad enough to do, misliking a charge of +such importance. + +Therefore Annie found it sparkling in the little secret hole, near the +head of Lorna's bed, which she herself had recommended for its safer +custody; and without a word to any one she brought it down, and danced +it in the air before the Counsellor, for him to admire its lustre. + +"Oh, that old thing!" said the gentleman, in a tone of some contempt; "I +remember that old thing well enough. However, for want of a better, no +doubt it will answer our purpose. Three times three, I pass it over. +Crinkleum, crankum, grass and clover! What are you feared of, you silly +child?" + +"Good sir, it is perfect witchcraft! I am sure of that, because it +rhymes. Oh, what would mother say to me? Shall I ever go to heaven +again? Oh, I see the cream already!" + +"To be sure you do; but you must not look, or the whole charm will be +broken, and the devil will fly away with the pan, and drown every cow +you have got in it." + +"Oh, sir, it is too horrible. How could you lead me to such a sin? Away +with thee, witch of Endor!" + +For the door began to creak, and a broom appeared suddenly in the +opening, with our Betty, no doubt, behind it. But Annie, in the greatest +terror, slammed the door, and bolted it, and then turned again to the +Counsellor; yet looking at his face, had not the courage to reproach +him. For his eyes rolled like two blazing barrels, and his white shagged +brows were knit across them, and his forehead scowled in black furrows, +so that Annie said that if she ever saw the devil, she saw him then, and +no mistake. Whether the old man wished to scare her, or whether he was +trying not to laugh, is more than I can tell you. + +"Now," he said, in a deep stern whisper; "not a word of this to a living +soul; neither must you, nor any other enter this place for three hours +at least. By that time the charm will have done its work: the pan will +be cream to the bottom; and you will bless me for a secret which will +make your fortune. Put the bauble under this pannikin; which none must +lift for a day and a night. Have no fear, my simple wench; not a breath +of harm shall come to you, if you obey my orders." + +"Oh, that I will, sir, that I will: if you will only tell me what to +do." + +"Go to your room, without so much as a single word to any one. Bolt +yourself in, and for three hours now, read the Lord's Prayer backwards." + +Poor Annie was only too glad to escape, upon these conditions; and the +Counsellor kissed her upon the forehead and told her not to make her +eyes red, because they were much too sweet and pretty. She dropped them +at this, with a sob and a curtsey, and ran away to her bedroom; but as +for reading the Lord's Prayer backwards, that was much beyond her; +and she had not done three words quite right, before the three hours +expired. + +Meanwhile the Counsellor was gone. He bade our mother adieu, with so +much dignity of bearing, and such warmth of gratitude, and the high-bred +courtesy of the old school (now fast disappearing), that when he was +gone, dear mother fell back on the chair which he had used last night, +as if it would teach her the graces. And for more than an hour she made +believe not to know what there was for dinner. + +"Oh, the wickedness of the world! Oh, the lies that are told of +people--or rather I mean the falsehoods--because a man is better born, +and has better manners! Why, Lorna, how is it that you never speak about +your charming uncle? Did you notice, Lizzie, how his silver hair was +waving upon his velvet collar, and how white his hands were, and every +nail like an acorn; only pink like shell-fish, or at least like shells? +And the way he bowed, and dropped his eyes, from his pure respect for +me! And then, that he would not even speak, on account of his emotion; +but pressed my hand in silence! Oh, Lizzie, you have read me beautiful +things about Sir Gallyhead, and the rest; but nothing to equal Sir +Counsellor." + +"You had better marry him, madam," said I, coming in very sternly; +though I knew I ought not to say it: "he can repay your adoration. He +has stolen a hundred thousand pounds." + +"John," cried my mother, "you are mad!" And yet she turned as pale as +death; for women are so quick at turning; and she inkled what it was. + +"Of course I am, mother; mad about the marvels of Sir Galahad. He has +gone off with my Lorna's necklace. Fifty farms like ours can never make +it good to Lorna." + +Hereupon ensued grim silence. Mother looked at Lizzie's face, for she +could not look at me; and Lizzie looked at me, to know: and as for me, I +could have stamped almost on the heart of any one. It was not the value +of the necklace--I am not so low a hound as that--nor was it even the +damned folly shown by every one of us--it was the thought of Lorna's +sorrow for her ancient plaything; and even more, my fury at the breach +of hospitality. + +But Lorna came up to me softly, as a woman should always come; and she +laid one hand upon my shoulder; and she only looked at me. She even +seemed to fear to look, and dropped her eyes, and sighed at me. Without +a word, I knew by that, how I must have looked like Satan; and the evil +spirit left my heart; when she had made me think of it. + +"Darling John, did you want me to think that you cared for my money, +more than for me?" + +I led her away from the rest of them, being desirous of explaining +things, when I saw the depth of her nature opened, like an everlasting +well, to me. But she would not let me say a word, or do anything by +ourselves, as it were: she said, "Your duty is to your mother: this blow +is on her, and not on me." + +I saw that she was right; though how she knew it is beyond me; and I +asked her just to go in front, and bring my mother round a little. For I +must let my passion pass: it may drop its weapons quickly; but it cannot +come and go, before a man has time to think. + +Then Lorna went up to my mother, who was still in the chair of elegance; +and she took her by both hands, and said,-- + +"Dearest mother, I shall fret so, if I see you fretting. And to fret +will kill me, mother. They have always told me so." + +Poor mother bent on Lorna's shoulder, without thought of attitude, and +laid her cheek on Lorna's breast, and sobbed till Lizzie was jealous, +and came with two pocket-handkerchiefs. As for me, my heart was lighter +(if they would only dry their eyes, and come round by dinnertime) than +it had been since the day on which Tom Faggus discovered the value of +that blessed and cursed necklace. None could say that I wanted Lorna for +her money now. And perhaps the Doones would let me have her; now that +her property was gone. + +But who shall tell of Annie's grief? The poor little thing would have +staked her life upon finding the trinket, in all its beauty, lying under +the pannikin. She proudly challenged me to lift it--which I had done, +long ere that, of course--if only I would take the risk of the spell for +my incredulity. I told her not to talk of spells, until she could spell +a word backwards; and then to look into the pan where the charmed cream +should be. She would not acknowledge that the cream was the same as all +the rest was: and indeed it was not quite the same, for the points of +poor Lorna's diamonds had made a few star-rays across the rich firm +crust of yellow. + +But when we raised the pannikin, and there was nothing under it, poor +Annie fell against the wall, which had been whitened lately; and her +face put all the white to scorn. My love, who was as fond of her, as if +she had known her for fifty years, hereupon ran up and caught her, and +abused all diamonds. I will dwell no more upon Annie's grief, because we +felt it all so much. But I could not help telling her, if she wanted a +witch, to seek good Mother Melldrum, a legitimate performer. + +That same night Master Jeremy Stickles (of whose absence the Counsellor +must have known) came back, with all equipment ready for the grand +attack. Now the Doones knew, quite as well as we did, that this attack +was threatening; and that but for the wonderful weather it would have +been made long ago. Therefore we, or at least our people (for I was +doubtful about going), were sure to meet with a good resistance, and due +preparation. + +It was very strange to hear and see, and quite impossible to account +for, that now some hundreds of country people (who feared to whisper +so much as a word against the Doones a year ago, and would sooner have +thought of attacking a church, in service time, than Glen Doone) now +sharpened their old cutlasses, and laid pitch-forks on the grindstone, +and bragged at every village cross, as if each would kill ten Doones +himself, neither care to wipe his hands afterwards. And this fierce +bravery, and tall contempt, had been growing ever since the news of the +attack upon our premises had taken good people by surprise; at least as +concerned the issue. + +Jeremy Stickles laughed heartily about Annie's new manner of charming +the cream; but he looked very grave at the loss of the jewels, so soon +as he knew their value. + +"My son," he exclaimed, "this is very heavy. It will go ill with all of +you to make good this loss, as I fear that you will have to do." + +"What!" cried I, with my blood running cold. "We make good the loss, +Master Stickles! Every farthing we have in the world, and the labour of +our lives to boot, will never make good the tenth of it." + +"It would cut me to the heart," he answered, laying his hand on mine, +"to hear of such a deadly blow to you and your good mother. And this +farm; how long, John, has it been in your family?" + +"For at least six hundred years," I said, with a foolish pride that was +only too like to end in groans; "and some people say, by a Royal grant, +in the time of the great King Alfred. At any rate, a Ridd was with him +throughout all his hiding-time. We have always held by the King and +crown: surely none will turn us out, unless we are guilty of treason?" + +"My son," replied Jeremy very gently, so that I could love him for +it, "not a word to your good mother of this unlucky matter. Keep it to +yourself, my boy, and try to think but little of it. After all, I may be +wrong: at any rate, least said best mended." + +"But Jeremy, dear Jeremy, how can I bear to leave it so? Do you suppose +that I can sleep, and eat my food, and go about, and look at other +people, as if nothing at all had happened? And all the time have it on +my mind, that not an acre of all the land, nor even our old sheep-dog, +belongs to us, of right at all! It is more than I can do, Jeremy. Let me +talk, and know the worst of it." + +"Very well," replied Master Stickles, seeing that both the doors were +closed; "I thought that nothing could move you, John; or I never would +have told you. Likely enough I am quite wrong; and God send that I be +so. But what I guessed at some time back seems more than a guess, now +that you have told me about these wondrous jewels. Now will you keep, as +close as death, every word I tell you?" + +"By the honour of a man, I will. Until you yourself release me." + +"That is quite enough, John. From you I want no oath; which, according +to my experience, tempts a man to lie the more, by making it more +important. I know you now too well to swear you, though I have the +power. Now, my lad, what I have to say will scare your mind in one way, +and ease it in another. I think that you have been hard pressed--I can +read you like a book, John--by something which that old villain said, +before he stole the necklace. You have tried not to dwell upon it; you +have even tried to make light of it for the sake of the women: but on +the whole it has grieved you more than even this dastard robbery." + +"It would have done so, Jeremy Stickles, if I could once have believed +it. And even without much belief, it is so against our manners, that it +makes me miserable. Only think of loving Lorna, only think of kissing +her; and then remembering that her father had destroyed the life of +mine!" + +"Only think," said Master Stickles, imitating my very voice, "of Lorna +loving you, John, of Lorna kissing you, John; and all the while saying +to herself, 'this man's father murdered mine.' Now look at it in Lorna's +way as well as in your own way. How one-sided all men are!" + +"I may look at it in fifty ways, and yet no good will come of it. +Jeremy, I confess to you, that I tried to make the best of it; partly to +baffle the Counsellor, and partly because my darling needed my help, and +bore it so, and behaved to me so nobly. But to you in secret, I am not +ashamed to say that a woman may look over this easier than a man may." + +"Because her nature is larger, my son, when she truly loves; although +her mind be smaller. Now, if I can ease you from this secret burden, +will you bear, with strength and courage, the other which I plant on +you?" + +"I will do my best," said I. + +"No man can do more," said he and so began his story. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII + +JEREMY FINDS OUT SOMETHING + +[Illustration: 472.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +"You know, my son," said Jeremy Stickles, with a good pull at his pipe, +because he was going to talk so much, and putting his legs well along +the settle; "it has been my duty, for a wearier time than I care to +think of (and which would have been unbearable, except for your great +kindness), to search this neighbourhood narrowly, and learn everything +about everybody. Now the neighbourhood itself is queer; and people +have different ways of thinking from what we are used to in London. For +instance now, among your folk, when any piece of news is told, or any +man's conduct spoken of, the very first question that arises in your +mind is this--'Was this action kind and good?' Long after that, you say +to yourselves, 'does the law enjoin or forbid this thing?' Now here +is your fundamental error: for among all truly civilised people the +foremost of all questions is, 'how stands the law herein?' And if the +law approve, no need for any further questioning. That this is so, you +may take my word: for I know the law pretty thoroughly. + +"Very well; I need not say any more about that, for I have shown that +you are all quite wrong. I only speak of this savage tendency, because +it explains so many things which have puzzled me among you, and most of +all your kindness to men whom you never saw before; which is an utterly +illegal thing. It also explains your toleration of these outlaw Doones +so long. If your views of law had been correct, and law an element of +your lives, these robbers could never have been indulged for so many +years amongst you: but you must have abated the nuisance." + +"Now, Stickles," I cried, "this is too bad!" he was delivering himself +so grandly. "Why you yourself have been amongst us, as the balance, and +sceptre, and sword of law, for nigh upon a twelvemonth; and have you +abated the nuisance, or even cared to do it, until they began to shoot +at you?" + +"My son," he replied, "your argument is quite beside the purpose, and +only tends to prove more clearly that which I have said of you. However, +if you wish to hear my story, no more interruptions. I may not have a +chance to tell you, perhaps for weeks, or I know not when, if once those +yellows and reds arrive, and be blessed to them, the lubbers! Well, +it may be six months ago, or it may be seven, at any rate a good while +before that cursed frost began, the mere name of which sends a shiver +down every bone of my body, when I was riding one afternoon from +Dulverton to Watchett"-- + +"Dulverton to Watchett!" I cried. "Now what does that remind me of? I am +sure, I remember something--" + +"Remember this, John, if anything--that another word from thee, and thou +hast no more of mine. Well, I was a little weary perhaps, having been +plagued at Dulverton with the grossness of the people. For they would +tell me nothing at all about their fellow-townsmen, your worthy Uncle +Huckaback, except that he was a God-fearing man, and they only wished +I was like him. I blessed myself for a stupid fool, in thinking to have +pumped them; for by this time I might have known that, through your +Western homeliness, every man in his own country is something more than +a prophet. And I felt, of course, that I had done more harm than good by +questioning; inasmuch as every soul in the place would run straightway +and inform him that the King's man from the other side of the forest had +been sifting out his ways and works." + +"Ah," I cried, for I could not help it; "you begin to understand at +last, that we are not quite such a set of oafs, as you at first believed +us." + +"I was riding on from Dulverton," he resumed, with great severity, yet +threatening me no more, which checked me more than fifty threats: "and +it was late in the afternoon, and I was growing weary. The road (if road +it could be called) turned suddenly down from the higher land to the +very brink of the sea; and rounding a little jut of cliff, I met the +roar of the breakers. My horse was scared, and leaped aside; for a +northerly wind was piping, and driving hunks of foam across, as children +scatter snow-balls. But he only sank to his fetlocks in the dry sand, +piled with pop-weed: and I tried to make him face the waves; and then I +looked about me. + +"Watchett town was not to be seen, on account of a little foreland, a +mile or more upon my course, and standing to the right of me. There was +room enough below the cliffs (which are nothing there to yours, John), +for horse and man to get along, although the tide was running high with +a northerly gale to back it. But close at hand and in the corner, drawn +above the yellow sands and long eye-brows of rackweed, as snug a little +house blinked on me as ever I saw, or wished to see. + +[Illustration: 474.jpg Snug little house blinked on me] + +"You know that I am not luxurious, neither in any way given to the +common lusts of the flesh, John. My father never allowed his hair to +grow a fourth part of an inch in length, and he was a thoroughly godly +man; and I try to follow in his footsteps, whenever I think about it. +Nevertheless, I do assure you that my view of that little house and the +way the lights were twinkling, so different from the cold and darkness +of the rolling sea, moved the ancient Adam in me, if he could be found +to move. I love not a house with too many windows: being out of house +and doors some three-quarters of my time, when I get inside a house I +like to feel the difference. Air and light are good for people who have +any lack of them; and if a man once talks about them, 'tis enough to +prove his need of them. But, as you well know, John Ridd, the horse who +has been at work all day, with the sunshine in his eyes, sleeps better +in dark stables, and needs no moon to help him. + +"Seeing therefore that this same inn had four windows, and no more, +I thought to myself how snug it was, and how beautiful I could sleep +there. And so I made the old horse draw hand, which he was only too glad +to do, and we clomb above the spring-tide mark, and over a little piece +of turf, and struck the door of the hostelry. Some one came and peeped +at me through the lattice overhead, which was full of bulls' eyes; and +then the bolt was drawn back, and a woman met me very courteously. A +dark and foreign-looking woman, very hot of blood, I doubt, but not +altogether a bad one. And she waited for me to speak first, which an +Englishwoman would not have done. + +"'Can I rest here for the night?' I asked, with a lift of my hat to her; +for she was no provincial dame, who would stare at me for the courtesy; +'my horse is weary from the sloughs, and myself but little better: +beside that, we both are famished.' + +"'Yes, sir, you can rest and welcome. But of food, I fear, there is but +little, unless of the common order. Our fishers would have drawn the +nets, but the waves were violent. However, we have--what you call it? I +never can remember, it is so hard to say--the flesh of the hog salted.' + +"'Bacon!' said I; 'what can be better? And half dozen of eggs with it, +and a quart of fresh-drawn ale. You make me rage with hunger, madam. Is +it cruelty, or hospitality?' + +"'Ah, good!' she replied, with a merry smile, full of southern sunshine: +'you are not of the men round here; you can think, and you can laugh!' + +"'And most of all, I can eat, good madam. In that way I shall astonish +you; even more than by my intellect.' + +"She laughed aloud, and swung her shoulders, as your natives cannot do; +and then she called a little maid to lead my horse to stable. However, +I preferred to see that matter done myself, and told her to send the +little maid for the frying-pan and the egg-box. + +"Whether it were my natural wit and elegance of manner; or whether it +were my London freedom and knowledge of the world; or (which is perhaps +the most probable, because the least pleasing supposition) my ready and +permanent appetite, and appreciation of garlic--I leave you to decide, +John: but perhaps all three combined to recommend me to the graces of my +charming hostess. When I say 'charming,' I mean of course by manners +and by intelligence, and most of all by cooking; for as regards external +charms (most fleeting and fallacious) hers had ceased to cause distress, +for I cannot say how many years. She said that it was the climate--for +even upon that subject she requested my opinion--and I answered, 'if +there be a change, let madam blame the seasons.' + +"However, not to dwell too much upon our little pleasantries (for I +always get on with these foreign women better than with your Molls and +Pegs), I became, not inquisitive, but reasonably desirous to know, by +what strange hap or hazard, a clever and a handsome woman, as she must +have been some day, a woman moreover with great contempt for the rustic +minds around her, could have settled here in this lonely inn, with +only the waves for company, and a boorish husband who slaved all day in +turning a potter's wheel at Watchett. And what was the meaning of the +emblem set above her doorway, a very unattractive cat sitting in a +ruined tree? + +"However, I had not very long to strain my curiosity; for when she found +out who I was, and how I held the King's commission, and might be called +an officer, her desire to tell me all was more than equal to mine +of hearing it. Many and many a day, she had longed for some one both +skilful and trustworthy, most of all for some one bearing warrant from +a court of justice. But the magistrates of the neighbourhood would have +nothing to say to her, declaring that she was a crack-brained woman, and +a wicked, and even a foreign one. + +"With many grimaces she assured me that never by her own free-will would +she have lived so many years in that hateful country, where the sky for +half the year was fog, and rain for nearly the other half. It was so +the very night when first her evil fortune brought her there; and so no +doubt it would be, long after it had killed her. But if I wished to know +the reason of her being there, she would tell me in few words, which I +will repeat as briefly. + +"By birth she was an Italian, from the mountains of Apulia, who had +gone to Rome to seek her fortunes, after being badly treated in some +love-affair. Her Christian name was Benita; as for her surname, that +could make no difference to any one. Being a quick and active girl, +and resolved to work down her troubles, she found employment in a large +hotel; and rising gradually, began to send money to her parents. And +here she might have thriven well, and married well under sunny skies, +and been a happy woman, but that some black day sent thither a rich and +noble English family, eager to behold the Pope. It was not, however, +their fervent longing for the Holy Father which had brought them to St. +Peter's roof; but rather their own bad luck in making their home too +hot to hold them. For although in the main good Catholics, and pleasant +receivers of anything, one of their number had given offence, by the +folly of trying to think for himself. Some bitter feud had been among +them, Benita knew not how it was; and the sister of the nobleman who +had died quite lately was married to the rival claimant, whom they all +detested. It was something about dividing land; Benita knew not what it +was. + +"But this Benita did know, that they were all great people, and rich, +and very liberal; so that when they offered to take her, to attend to +the children, and to speak the language for them, and to comfort the +lady, she was only too glad to go, little foreseeing the end of it. +Moreover, she loved the children so, from their pretty ways and that, +and the things they gave her, and the style of their dresses, that it +would have broken her heart almost never to see the dears again. + +"And so, in a very evil hour, she accepted the service of the noble +Englishman, and sent her father an old shoe filled to the tongue with +money, and trusted herself to fortune. But even before she went, she +knew that it could not turn out well; for the laurel leaf which she +threw on the fire would not crackle even once, and the horn of the goat +came wrong in the twist, and the heel of her foot was shining. This made +her sigh at the starting-time; and after that what could you hope for? + +"However, at first all things went well. My Lord was as gay as gay could +be: and never would come inside the carriage, when a decent horse could +be got to ride. He would gallop in front, at a reckless pace, without a +weapon of any kind, delighted with the pure blue air, and throwing his +heart around him. Benita had never seen any man so admirable, and so +childish. As innocent as an infant; and not only contented, but noisily +happy with anything. Only other people must share his joy; and the +shadow of sorrow scattered it, though it were but the shade of poverty. + +"Here Benita wept a little; and I liked her none the less, and believed +her ten times more; in virtue of a tear or two. + +"And so they travelled through Northern Italy, and throughout the south +of France, making their way anyhow; sometimes in coaches, sometimes in +carts, sometimes upon mule-back, sometimes even a-foot and weary; but +always as happy as could be. The children laughed, and grew, and throve +(especially the young lady, the elder of the two), and Benita began +to think that omens must not be relied upon. But suddenly her faith in +omens was confirmed for ever. + +"My Lord, who was quite a young man still, and laughed at English +arrogance, rode on in front of his wife and friends, to catch the first +of a famous view, on the French side of the Pyrenee hills. He kissed his +hand to his wife, and said that he would save her the trouble of coming. +For those two were so one in one, that they could make each other know +whatever he or she had felt. And so my Lord went round the corner, with +a fine young horse leaping up at the steps. + +"They waited for him, long and long; but he never came again; and within +a week, his mangled body lay in a little chapel-yard; and if the priests +only said a quarter of the prayers they took the money for, God knows +they can have no throats left; only a relaxation. + +"My lady dwelled for six months more--it is a melancholy tale (what true +tale is not so?)--scarcely able to believe that all her fright was not a +dream. She would not wear a piece or shape of any mourning-clothes; +she would not have a person cry, or any sorrow among us. She simply +disbelieved the thing, and trusted God to right it. The Protestants, who +have no faith, cannot understand this feeling. Enough that so it was; +and so my Lady went to heaven. + +"For when the snow came down in autumn on the roots of the Pyrenees, and +the chapel-yard was white with it, many people told the lady that it was +time for her to go. And the strongest plea of all was this, that now she +bore another hope of repeating her husband's virtues. So at the end of +October, when wolves came down to the farm-lands, the little English +family went home towards their England. + +"They landed somewhere on the Devonshire coast, ten or eleven years +agone, and stayed some days at Exeter; and set out thence in a hired +coach, without any proper attendance, for Watchett, in the north of +Somerset. For the lady owned a quiet mansion in the neighbourhood of +that town, and her one desire was to find refuge there, and to meet her +lord, who was sure to come (she said) when he heard of his new infant. +Therefore with only two serving-men and two maids (including Benita), +the party set forth from Exeter, and lay the first night at Bampton. + +"On the following morn they started bravely, with earnest hope of +arriving at their journey's end by daylight. But the roads were soft and +very deep, and the sloughs were out in places; and the heavy coach broke +down in the axle, and needed mending at Dulverton; and so they lost +three hours or more, and would have been wiser to sleep there. But her +ladyship would not hear of it; she must be home that night, she said, +and her husband would be waiting. How could she keep him waiting now, +after such a long, long time? + +"Therefore, although it was afternoon, and the year now come to +December, the horses were put to again, and the heavy coach went up the +hill, with the lady and her two children, and Benita, sitting inside +of it; the other maid, and two serving-men (each man with a great +blunderbuss) mounted upon the outside; and upon the horses three Exeter +postilions. Much had been said at Dulverton, and even back at Bampton, +about some great freebooters, to whom all Exmoor owed suit and service, +and paid them very punctually. Both the serving-men were scared, even +over their ale, by this. But the lady only said, 'Drive on; I know a +little of highwaymen: they never rob a lady.'" + +"Through the fog and through the muck the coach went on, as best +it might; sometimes foundered in a slough, with half of the horses +splashing it, and some-times knuckled up on a bank, and straining across +the middle, while all the horses kicked at it. However, they went on +till dark as well as might be expected. But when they came, all thanking +God, to the pitch and slope of the sea-bank, leading on towards Watchett +town, and where my horse had shied so, there the little boy jumped up, +and clapped his hands at the water; and there (as Benita said) they met +their fate, and could not fly it. + +"Although it was past the dusk of day, the silver light from the sea +flowed in, and showed the cliffs, and the gray sand-line, and the drifts +of wreck, and wrack-weed. It showed them also a troop of horsemen, +waiting under a rock hard by, and ready to dash upon them. The +postilions lashed towards the sea, and the horses strove in the depth of +sand, and the serving-men cocked their blunder-busses, and cowered away +behind them; but the lady stood up in the carriage bravely, and neither +screamed nor spoke, but hid her son behind her. Meanwhile the drivers +drove into the sea, till the leading horses were swimming. + +"But before the waves came into the coach, a score of fierce men were +round it. They cursed the postilions for mad cowards, and cut the +traces, and seized the wheel-horses, all-wild with dismay in the wet and +the dark. Then, while the carriage was heeling over, and well-nigh upset +in the water, the lady exclaimed, 'I know that man! He is our ancient +enemy;' and Benita (foreseeing that all their boxes would be turned +inside out, or carried away), snatched the most valuable of the jewels, +a magnificent necklace of diamonds, and cast it over the little girl's +head, and buried it under her travelling-cloak, hoping to save it. Then +a great wave, crested with foam, rolled in, and the coach was thrown +on its side, and the sea rushed in at the top and the windows, upon +shrieking, and clashing, and fainting away. + +"What followed Benita knew not, as one might well suppose, herself being +stunned by a blow on the head, beside being palsied with terror. 'See, +I have the mark now,' she said, 'where the jamb of the door came down on +me!' But when she recovered her senses, she found herself lying upon +the sand, the robbers were out of sight, and one of the serving-men was +bathing her forehead with sea water. For this she rated him well, having +taken already too much of that article; and then she arose and ran to +her mistress, who was sitting upright on a little rock, with her dead +boy's face to her bosom, sometimes gazing upon him, and sometimes +questing round for the other one. + +"Although there were torches and links around, and she looked at her +child by the light of them, no one dared to approach the lady, or speak, +or try to help her. Each man whispered his fellow to go, but each hung +back himself, and muttered that it was too awful to meddle with. And +there she would have sat all night, with the fine little fellow stone +dead in her arms, and her tearless eyes dwelling upon him, and her heart +but not her mind thinking, only that the Italian women stole up softly +to her side, and whispered, 'It is the will of God.' + +"'So it always seems to be,' were all the words the mother answered; +and then she fell on Benita's neck; and the men were ashamed to be near +her weeping; and a sailor lay down and bellowed. Surely these men are +the best. + +"Before the light of the morning came along the tide to Watchett my Lady +had met her husband. They took her into the town that night, but not +to her own castle; and so the power of womanhood (which is itself +maternity) came over swiftly upon her. The lady, whom all people +loved (though at certain times particular), lies in Watchett little +churchyard, with son and heir at her right hand, and a little babe, of +sex unknown, sleeping on her bosom. + +"This is a miserable tale," said Jeremy Stickles brightly; "hand me +over the schnapps, my boy. What fools we are to spoil our eyes for other +people's troubles! Enough of our own to keep them clean, although we +all were chimney-sweeps. There is nothing like good hollands, when a +man becomes too sensitive. Restore the action of the glands; that is +my rule, after weeping. Let me make you another, John. You are quite +low-spirited." + +But although Master Jeremy carried on so (as became his manhood), and +laughed at the sailor's bellowing; bless his heart, I knew as well that +tears were in his brave keen eyes, as if I had dared to look for them, +or to show mine own. + +"And what was the lady's name?" I asked; "and what became of the little +girl? And why did the woman stay there?" + +"Well!" cried Jeremy Stickles, only too glad to be cheerful again: "talk +of a woman after that! As we used to say at school--Who dragged whom, +how many times, in what manner, round the wall of what?" But to begin, +last first, my John (as becomes a woman): Benita stayed in that blessed +place, because she could not get away from it. The Doones--if Doones +indeed they were, about which you of course know best--took every stiver +out of the carriage: wet or dry they took it. And Benita could never get +her wages: for the whole affair is in Chancery, and they have appointed +a receiver." + +"Whew!" said I, knowing something of London, and sorry for Benita's +chance. + +"So the poor thing was compelled to drop all thought of Apulia, and +settle down on the brink of Exmoor, where you get all its evils, without +the good to balance them. She married a man who turned a wheel for +making the blue Watchett ware, partly because he could give her a house, +and partly because he proved himself a good soul towards my Lady. There +they are, and have three children; and there you may go and visit them." + +"I understand all that, Jeremy, though you do tell things too quickly, +and I would rather have John Fry's style; for he leaves one time for +his words to melt. Now for my second question. What became of the little +maid?" + +"You great oaf!" cried Jeremy Stickles: "you are rather more likely to +know, I should think, than any one else in all the kingdoms." + +"If I knew, I should not ask you. Jeremy Stickles, do try to be neither +conceited nor thick-headed." + +"I will when you are neither," answered Master Jeremy; "but you occupy +all the room, John. No one else can get in with you there." + +"Very well then, let me out. Take me down in both ways." + +"If ever you were taken down; you must have your double joints ready +now. And yet in other ways you will be as proud and set up as Lucifer. +As certain sure as I stand here, that little maid is Lorna Doone." + +[Illustration: 482.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LIV + +MUTUAL DISCOMFITURE + +[Illustration: 483.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +It must not be supposed that I was altogether so thick-headed as Jeremy +would have made me out. But it is part of my character that I like other +people to think me slow, and to labour hard to enlighten me, while all +the time I can say to myself, "This man is shallower than I am; it is +pleasant to see his shoals come up while he is sounding mine so!" Not +that I would so behave, God forbid, with anybody (be it man or woman) +who in simple heart approached me, with no gauge of intellect. But when +the upper hand is taken, upon the faith of one's patience, by a man of +even smaller wits (not that Jeremy was that, neither could he have lived +to be thought so), why, it naturally happens, that we knuckle under, +with an ounce of indignation. + +Jeremy's tale would have moved me greatly both with sorrow and anger, +even without my guess at first, and now my firm belief, that the child +of those unlucky parents was indeed my Lorna. And as I thought of the +lady's troubles, and her faith in Providence, and her cruel, childless +death, and then imagined how my darling would be overcome to hear it, +you may well believe that my quick replies to Jeremy Stickles's banter +were but as the flourish of a drum to cover the sounds of pain. + +For when he described the heavy coach and the persons in and upon it, +and the breaking down at Dulverton, and the place of their destination, +as well as the time and the weather, and the season of the year, my +heart began to burn within me, and my mind replaced the pictures, first +of the foreign lady's-maid by the pump caressing me, and then of the +coach struggling up the hill, and the beautiful dame, and the fine +little boy, with the white cockade in his hat; but most of all the +little girl, dark-haired and very lovely, and having even in those days +the rich soft look of Lorna. + +But when he spoke of the necklace thrown over the head of the little +maiden, and of her disappearance, before my eyes arose at once the +flashing of the beacon-fire, the lonely moors embrowned with the light, +the tramp of the outlaw cavalcade, and the helpless child head-downward, +lying across the robber's saddle-bow. + +Then I remembered my own mad shout of boyish indignation, and marvelled +at the strange long way by which the events of life come round. And +while I thought of my own return, and childish attempt to hide myself +from sorrow in the sawpit, and the agony of my mother's tears, it did +not fail to strike me as a thing of omen, that the selfsame day should +be, both to my darling and myself, the blackest and most miserable of +all youthful days. + +The King's Commissioner thought it wise, for some good reason of his +own, to conceal from me, for the present, the name of the poor lady +supposed to be Lorna's mother; and knowing that I could easily now +discover it, without him, I let that question abide awhile. Indeed I was +half afraid to hear it, remembering that the nobler and the wealthier +she proved to be, the smaller was my chance of winning such a wife for +plain John Ridd. Not that she would give me up: that I never dreamed of. +But that others would interfere; or indeed I myself might find it only +honest to relinquish her. That last thought was a dreadful blow, and +took my breath away from me. + +Jeremy Stickles was quite decided--and of course the discovery being +his, he had a right to be so--that not a word of all these things must +be imparted to Lorna herself, or even to my mother, or any one +whatever. "Keep it tight as wax, my lad," he cried, with a wink of +great expression; "this belongs to me, mind; and the credit, ay, and the +premium, and the right of discount, are altogether mine. It would have +taken you fifty years to put two and two together so, as I did, like a +clap of thunder. Ah, God has given some men brains; and others have good +farms and money, and a certain skill in the lower beasts. Each must use +his special talent. You work your farm: I work my brains. In the end, my +lad, I shall beat you." + +"Then, Jeremy, what a fool you must be, if you cudgel your brains to +make money of this, to open the barn-door to me, and show me all your +threshing." + +"Not a whit, my son. Quite the opposite. Two men always thresh better +than one. And here I have you bound to use your flail, one two, with +mine, and yet in strictest honour bound not to bushel up, till I tell +you." + +"But," said I, being much amused by a Londoner's brave, yet uncertain, +use of simplest rural metaphors, for he had wholly forgotten the +winnowing: "surely if I bushel up, even when you tell me, I must take +half-measure." + +"So you shall, my boy," he answered, "if we can only cheat those +confounded knaves of Equity. You shall take the beauty, my son, and +the elegance, and the love, and all that--and, my boy, I will take the +money." + +This he said in a way so dry, and yet so richly unctuous, that being +gifted somehow by God, with a kind of sense of queerness, I fell back in +my chair, and laughed, though the underside of my laugh was tears. + +"Now, Jeremy, how if I refuse to keep this half as tight as wax. You +bound me to no such partnership, before you told the story; and I am not +sure, by any means, of your right to do so afterwards." + +"Tush!" he replied: "I know you too well, to look for meanness in you. +If from pure goodwill, John Ridd, and anxiety to relieve you, I made no +condition precedent, you are not the man to take advantage, as a lawyer +might. I do not even want your promise. As sure as I hold this glass, +and drink your health and love in another drop (forced on me by pathetic +words), so surely will you be bound to me, until I do release you. Tush! +I know men well by this time: a mere look of trust from one is worth +another's ten thousand oaths." + +"Jeremy, you are right," I answered; "at least as regards the issue. +Although perhaps you were not right in leading me into a bargain like +this, without my own consent or knowledge. But supposing that we should +both be shot in this grand attack on the valley (for I mean to go +with you now, heart and soul), is Lorna to remain untold of that which +changes all her life?" + +"Both shot!" cried Jeremy Stickles: "my goodness, boy, talk not like +that! And those Doones are cursed good shots too. Nay, nay, the yellows +shall go in front; we attack on the Somerset side, I think. I from a +hill will reconnoitre, as behoves a general, you shall stick behind a +tree, if we can only find one big enough to hide you. You and I to be +shot, John Ridd, with all this inferior food for powder anxious to be +devoured?" + +I laughed, for I knew his cool hardihood, and never-flinching courage; +and sooth to say no coward would have dared to talk like that. + +"But when one comes to think of it," he continued, smiling at himself; +"some provision should be made for even that unpleasant chance. I will +leave the whole in writing, with orders to be opened, etc., etc.--Now no +more of that, my boy; a cigarro after schnapps, and go to meet my yellow +boys." + +His "yellow boys," as he called the Somersetshire trained bands, were +even now coming down the valley from the London Road, as every one since +I went up to town, grandly entitled the lane to the moors. There was one +good point about these men, that having no discipline at all, they made +pretence to none whatever. Nay, rather they ridiculed the thing, as +below men of any spirit. On the other hand, Master Stickles's troopers +looked down on these native fellows from a height which I hope they may +never tumble, for it would break the necks of all of them. + +Now these fine natives came along, singing, for their very lives, a song +the like of which set down here would oust my book from modest +people, and make everybody say, "this man never can have loved Lorna." +Therefore, the less of that the better; only I thought, "what a +difference from the goodly psalms of the ale house!" + +Having finished their canticle, which contained more mirth than melody, +they drew themselves up, in a sort of way supposed by them to be +military, each man with heel and elbow struck into those of his +neighbour, and saluted the King's Commissioner. "Why, where are your +officers?" asked Master Stickles; "how is it that you have no officers?" +Upon this there arose a general grin, and a knowing look passed along +their faces, even up to the man by the gatepost. "Are you going to tell +me, or not," said Jeremy, "what is become of your officers?" + +"Plaise zur," said one little fellow at last, being nodded at by the +rest to speak, in right of his known eloquence; "hus tould Harfizers, as +a wor no nade of un, now King's man hiszell wor coom, a puppose vor to +command us laike." + +"And do you mean to say, you villains," cried Jeremy, scarce knowing +whether to laugh, or to swear, or what to do; "that your officers took +their dismissal thus, and let you come on without them?" + +"What could 'em do?" asked the little man, with reason certainly on his +side: "hus zent 'em about their business, and they was glad enough to +goo." + +"Well!" said poor Jeremy, turning to me; "a pretty state of things, +John! Threescore cobblers, and farming men, plasterers, tailors, and +kettles-to-mend; and not a man to keep order among them, except my +blessed self, John! And I trow there is not one among them could hit all +in-door flying. The Doones will make riddles of all of us." + +However, he had better hopes when the sons of Devon appeared, as +they did in about an hour's time; fine fellows, and eager to prove +themselves. These had not discarded their officers, but marched in good +obedience to them, and were quite prepared to fight the men of Somerset +(if need be) in addition to the Doones. And there was scarcely a man +among them but could have trounced three of the yellow men, and would +have done it gladly too, in honour of the red facings. + +"Do you mean to suppose, Master Jeremy Stickles," said I, looking on +with amazement, beholding also all our maidens at the upstair windows +wondering; "that we, my mother a widow woman, and I a young man of small +estate, can keep and support all these precious fellows, both yellow +ones, and red ones, until they have taken the Doone Glen?" + +"God forbid it, my son!" he replied, laying a finger upon his lip: +"Nay, nay, I am not of the shabby order, when I have the strings of +government. Kill your sheep at famine prices, and knead your bread at +a figure expressing the rigours of last winter. Let Annie make out the +bill every day, and I at night will double it. You may take my word for +it, Master John, this spring-harvest shall bring you in three times +as much as last autumn's did. If they cheated you in town, my lad, you +shall have your change in the country. Take thy bill, and write down +quickly." + +However this did not meet my views of what an honest man should do; and +I went to consult my mother about it, as all the accounts would be made +in her name. + +Dear mother thought that if the King paid only half again as much as +other people would have to pay, it would be perhaps the proper thing; +the half being due for loyalty: and here she quoted an ancient saying,-- + + "The King and his staff. + Be a man and a half;" + +which, according to her judgment, ruled beyond dispute the law of the +present question. To argue with her after that (which she brought up +with such triumph) would have been worse than useless. Therefore I just +told Annie to make the bills at a third below the current market prices; +so that the upshot would be fair. She promised me honestly that she +would; but with a twinkle in her bright blue eyes, which she must have +caught from Tom Faggus. It always has appeared to me that stern and +downright honesty upon money matters is a thing not understood of women; +be they as good as good can be. + +The yellows and the reds together numbered a hundred and twenty men, +most of whom slept in our barns and stacks; and besides these we had +fifteen troopers of the regular army. You may suppose that all the +country was turned upside down about it; and the folk who came to see +them drill--by no means a needless exercise--were a greater plague +than the soldiers. The officers too of the Devonshire hand were such a +torment to us, that we almost wished their men had dismissed them, as +the Somerset troop had done with theirs. For we could not keep them out +of our house, being all young men of good family, and therefore not to +be met with bars. And having now three lovely maidens (for even Lizzie +might be called so, when she cared to please), mother and I were at +wit's ends, on account of those blessed officers. I never got a wink of +sleep; they came whistling under the window so; and directly I went out +to chase them, there was nothing but a cat to see. + +Therefore all of us were right glad (except perhaps Farmer Snowe, from +whom we had bought some victuals at rare price), when Jeremy Stickles +gave orders to march, and we began to try to do it. A good deal of +boasting went overhead, as our men defiled along the lane; and the thick +broad patins of pennywort jutted out between the stones, ready to +heal their bruises. The parish choir came part of the way, and the +singing-loft from Countisbury; and they kept our soldiers' spirits up +with some of the most pugnacious Psalms. Parson Bowden marched ahead, +leading all our van and file, as against the Papists; and promising +to go with us, till we came to bullet distance. Therefore we marched +bravely on, and children came to look at us. And I wondered where Uncle +Reuben was, who ought to have led the culverins (whereof we had no less +than three), if Stickles could only have found him; and then I thought +of little Ruth; and without any fault on my part, my heart went down +within me. + +The culverins were laid on bark; and all our horses pulling them, and +looking round every now and then, with their ears curved up like a +squirrel'd nut, and their noses tossing anxiously, to know what sort +of plough it was man had been pleased to put behind them--man, whose +endless whims and wildness they could never understand, any more than +they could satisfy. However, they pulled their very best--as all our +horses always do--and the culverins went up the hill, without smack +of whip, or swearing. It had been arranged, very justly, no doubt, and +quite in keeping with the spirit of the Constitution, but as it proved +not too wisely, that either body of men should act in its own county +only. So when we reached the top of the hill, the sons of Devon marched +on, and across the track leading into Doone-gate, so as to fetch round +the western side, and attack with their culverin from the cliffs, whence +the sentry had challenged me on the night of my passing the entrance. +Meanwhile the yellow lads were to stay upon the eastern highland, whence +Uncle Reuben and myself had reconnoitred so long ago; and whence I had +leaped into the valley at the time of the great snow-drifts. And here +they were not to show themselves; but keep their culverin in the woods, +until their cousins of Devon appeared on the opposite parapet of the +glen. + +The third culverin was entrusted to the fifteen troopers; who, with ten +picked soldiers from either trained hand, making in all five-and-thirty +men, were to assault the Doone-gate itself, while the outlaws were +placed between two fires from the eastern cliff and the western. And +with this force went Jeremy Stickles, and with it went myself, as +knowing more about the passage than any other stranger did. Therefore, +if I have put it clearly, as I strive to do, you will see that the +Doones must repulse at once three simultaneous attacks, from an army +numbering in the whole one hundred and thirty-five men, not including +the Devonshire officers; fifty men on each side, I mean, and thirty-five +at the head of the valley. + +The tactics of this grand campaign appeared to me so clever, and +beautifully ordered, that I commended Colonel Stickles, as everybody +now called him, for his great ability and mastery of the art of war. He +admitted that he deserved high praise; but said that he was not by any +means equally certain of success, so large a proportion of his forces +being only a raw militia, brave enough no doubt for anything, when they +saw their way to it; but knowing little of gunnery, and wholly unused +to be shot at. Whereas all the Doones were practised marksmen, being +compelled when lads (like the Balearic slingers) to strike down their +meals before tasting them. And then Colonel Stickles asked me, whether I +myself could stand fire; he knew that I was not a coward, but this was +a different question. I told him that I had been shot at, once or twice +before; but nevertheless disliked it, as much as almost anything. Upon +that he said that I would do; for that when a man got over the first +blush of diffidence, he soon began to look upon it as a puff of destiny. + +I wish I could only tell what happened, in the battle of that day, +especially as nearly all the people round these parts, who never saw +gun-fire in it, have gotten the tale so much amiss; and some of them +will even stand in front of my own hearth, and contradict me to the +teeth; although at the time they were not born, nor their fathers put +into breeches. But in truth, I cannot tell, exactly, even the part in +which I helped, how then can I be expected, time by time, to lay before +you, all the little ins and outs of places, where I myself was not? Only +I can contradict things, which I know could not have been; and what I +plainly saw should not be controverted in my own house. + +Now we five-and-thirty men lay back a little way round the corner, +in the hollow of the track which leads to the strong Doone-gate. Our +culverin was in amongst us, loaded now to the muzzle, and it was not +comfortable to know that it might go off at any time. Although the +yeomanry were not come (according to arrangement), some of us had horses +there; besides the horses who dragged the cannon, and now were sniffing +at it. And there were plenty of spectators to mind these horses for us, +as soon as we should charge; inasmuch as all our friends and neighbours, +who had so keenly prepared for the battle, now resolved to take no part, +but look on, and praise the winners. + +At last we heard the loud bang-bang, which proved that Devon and +Somerset were pouring their indignation hot into the den of malefactors, +or at least so we supposed; therefore at double quick march we advanced +round the bend of the cliff which had hidden us, hoping to find the gate +undefended, and to blow down all barriers with the fire of our cannon. +And indeed it seemed likely at first to be so, for the wild and +mountainous gorge of rock appeared to be all in pure loneliness, except +where the coloured coats of our soldiers, and their metal trappings, +shone with the sun behind them. Therefore we shouted a loud hurrah, as +for an easy victory. + +But while the sound of our cheer rang back among the crags above us, a +shrill clear whistle cleft the air for a single moment, and then a dozen +carbines bellowed, and all among us flew murderous lead. Several of our +men rolled over, but the rest rushed on like Britons, Jeremy and myself +in front, while we heard the horses plunging at the loaded gun behind +us. "Now, my lads," cried Jeremy, "one dash, and we are beyond them!" +For he saw that the foe was overhead in the gallery of brushwood. + +Our men with a brave shout answered him, for his courage was fine +example; and we leaped in under the feet of the foe, before they could +load their guns again. But here, when the foremost among us were past, +an awful crash rang behind us, with the shrieks of men, and the din of +metal, and the horrible screaming of horses. The trunk of the tree +had been launched overhead, and crashed into the very midst of us. Our +cannon was under it, so were two men, and a horse with his poor back +broken. Another horse vainly struggled to rise, with his thigh-bone +smashed and protruding. + +Now I lost all presence of mind at this, for I loved both those good +horses, and shouting for any to follow me, dashed headlong into the +cavern. Some five or six men came after me, the foremost of whom was +Jeremy, when a storm of shot whistled and patted around me, with a blaze +of light and a thunderous roar. On I leaped, like a madman, and pounced +on one gunner, and hurled him across his culverin; but the others had +fled, and a heavy oak door fell to with a bang, behind them. So utterly +were my senses gone, and naught but strength remaining, that I caught up +the cannon with both hands, and dashed it, breech-first, at the doorway. +The solid oak burst with the blow, and the gun stuck fast, like a +builder's putlog. + +But here I looked round in vain for any one to come and follow up my +success. The scanty light showed me no figure moving through the length +of the tunnel behind me; only a heavy groan or two went to my heart, and +chilled it. So I hurried back to seek Jeremy, fearing that he must be +smitten down. + +And so indeed I found him, as well as three other poor fellows, struck +by the charge of the culverin, which had passed so close beside me. Two +of the four were as dead as stones, and growing cold already, but Jeremy +and the other could manage to groan, just now and then. So I turned my +attention to them, and thought no more of fighting. + +Having so many wounded men, and so many dead among us, we loitered at +the cavern's mouth, and looked at one another, wishing only for somebody +to come and take command of us. But no one came; and I was griefed so +much about poor Jeremy, besides being wholly unused to any violence of +bloodshed, that I could only keep his head up, and try to stop him from +bleeding. And he looked up at me pitifully, being perhaps in a haze of +thought, as a calf looks at a butcher. + +The shot had taken him in the mouth; about that no doubt could be, for +two of his teeth were in his beard, and one of his lips was wanting. I +laid his shattered face on my breast, and nursed him, as a woman might. +But he looked at me with a jerk at this; and I saw that he wanted +coolness. + +While here we stayed, quite out of danger (for the fellows from the +gallery could by no means shoot us, even if they remained there, and the +oaken door whence the others fled was blocked up by the culverin), a boy +who had no business there (being in fact our clerk's apprentice to the +art of shoe-making) came round the corner upon us in the manner which +boys, and only boys, can use with grace and freedom; that is to say, +with a sudden rush, and a sidelong step, and an impudence,-- + +"Got the worst of it!" cried the boy; "better be off all of you. +Zoomerzett and Devon a vighting; and the Doones have drashed 'em both. +Maister Ridd, even thee be drashed." + +We few, who yet remained of the force which was to have won the +Doone-gate, gazed at one another, like so many fools, and nothing more. +For we still had some faint hopes of winning the day, and recovering our +reputation, by means of what the other men might have done without us. +And we could not understand at all how Devonshire and Somerset, being +embarked in the same cause, should be fighting with one another. + +Finding nothing more to be done in the way of carrying on the war, we +laid poor Master Stickles and two more of the wounded upon the carriage +of bark and hurdles, whereon our gun had lain; and we rolled the gun +into the river, and harnessed the horses yet alive, and put the others +out of their pain, and sadly wended homewards, feeling ourselves to be +thoroughly beaten, yet ready to maintain that it was no fault of ours +whatever. And in this opinion the women joined, being only too glad and +thankful to see us home alive again. + +Now, this enterprise having failed so, I prefer not to dwell too long +upon it; only just to show the mischief which lay at the root of the +failure. And this mischief was the vile jealousy betwixt red and yellow +uniform. Now I try to speak impartially, belonging no more to Somerset +than I do to Devonshire, living upon the borders, and born of either +county. The tale was told me by one side first; and then quite to a +different tune by the other; and then by both together, with very hot +words of reviling and a desire to fight it out again. And putting this +with that, the truth appears to be as follows:-- + +The men of Devon, who bore red facings, had a long way to go round the +hills, before they could get into due position on the western side of +the Doone Glen. And knowing that their cousins in yellow would claim the +whole of the glory, if allowed to be first with the firing, these worthy +fellows waited not to take good aim with their cannons, seeing the +others about to shoot; but fettled it anyhow on the slope, pointing in a +general direction; and trusting in God for aimworthiness, laid the rope +to the breech, and fired. Now as Providence ordained it, the shot, +which was a casual mixture of anything considered hard--for instance, +jug-bottoms and knobs of doors--the whole of this pernicious dose came +scattering and shattering among the unfortunate yellow men upon the +opposite cliff; killing one and wounding two. + +Now what did the men of Somerset do, but instead of waiting for their +friends to send round and beg pardon, train their gun full mouth upon +them, and with a vicious meaning shoot. Not only this, but they loudly +cheered, when they saw four or five red coats lie low; for which savage +feeling not even the remarks of the Devonshire men concerning their +coats could entirely excuse them. Now I need not tell the rest of it, +for the tale makes a man discontented. Enough that both sides waxed +hotter and hotter with the fire of destruction. And but that the gorge +of the cliffs lay between, very few would have lived to tell of it; for +our western blood becomes stiff and firm, when churned with the sense of +wrong in it. + +At last the Doones (who must have laughed at the thunder passing +overhead) recalling their men from the gallery, issued out of Gwenny's +gate (which had been wholly overlooked) and fell on the rear of +the Somerset men, and slew four beside their cannon. Then while the +survivors ran away, the outlaws took the hot culverin, and rolled it +down into their valley. Thus, of the three guns set forth that morning, +only one ever came home again, and that was the gun of the Devonshire +men, who dragged it home themselves, with the view of making a boast +about it. + +This was a melancholy end of our brave setting out, and everybody blamed +every one else; and several of us wanted to have the whole thing over +again, as then we must have righted it. But upon one point all agreed, +by some reason not clear to me, that the root of the evil was to be +found in the way Parson Bowden went up the hill, with his hat on, and no +cassock. + +[Illustration: 494.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LV + +GETTING INTO CHANCERY + +[Illustration: 495.jpg Devonshire Town] + +Two of the Devonshire officers (Captains Pyke and Dallan) now took +command of the men who were left, and ordered all to go home again, +commending much the bravery which had been displayed on all sides, and +the loyalty to the King, and the English constitution. This last word +always seems to me to settle everything when said, because nobody +understands it, and yet all can puzzle their neighbours. So the +Devonshire men, having beans to sow (which they ought to have done on +Good Friday) went home; and our Somerset friends only stayed for two +days more to backbite them. + +To me the whole thing was purely grievous; not from any sense of defeat +(though that was bad enough) but from the pain and anguish caused by +death, and wounds, and mourning. "Surely we have woes enough," I used to +think of an evening, when the poor fellows could not sleep or rest, or +let others rest around them; "surely all this smell of wounds is not +incense men should pay to the God who made them. Death, when it comes +and is done with, may be a bliss to any one; but the doubt of life or +death, when a man lies, as it were, like a trunk upon a sawpit and a +grisly head looks up at him, and the groans of pain are cleaving him, +this would be beyond all bearing--but for Nature's sap--sweet hope." + +Jeremy Stickles lay and tossed, and thrust up his feet in agony, and +bit with his lipless mouth the clothes, and was proud to see blood upon +them. He looked at us ever so many times, as much as to say, "Fools, let +me die, then I shall have some comfort"; but we nodded at him sagely, +especially the women, trying to convey to him, on no account to die yet. +And then we talked to one another (on purpose for him to hear us), how +brave he was, and not the man to knock under in a hurry, and how he +should have the victory yet; and how well he looked, considering. + +These things cheered him a little now, and a little more next time; and +every time we went on so, he took it with less impatience. Then once +when he had been very quiet, and not even tried to frown at us, Annie +leaned over, and kissed his forehead, and spread the pillows and sheet, +with a curve as delicate as his own white ears; and then he feebly +lifted hands, and prayed to God to bless her. And after that he came +round gently; though never to the man he had been, and never to speak +loud again. + +For a time (as I may have implied before) Master Stickles's authority, +and manner of levying duties, had not been taken kindly by the people +round our neighbourhood. The manors of East Lynn and West Lynn, and even +that of Woolhanger--although just then all three were at issue about +some rights of wreck, and the hanging of a sheep-stealer (a man of no +great eminence, yet claimed by each for the sake of his clothes)--these +three, having their rights impugned, or even superseded, as they +declared by the quartering of soldiers in their neighbourhood, united +very kindly to oppose the King's Commissioner. However, Jeremy had +contrived to conciliate the whole of them, not so much by anything +engaging in his deportment or delicate address, as by holding out bright +hopes that the plunder of the Doone Glen might become divisible among +the adjoining manors. Now I have never discovered a thing which the +lords of manors (at least in our part of the world) do not believe to +belong to themselves, if only they could get their rights. And it +did seem natural enough that if the Doones were ousted, and a nice +collection of prey remained, this should be parted among the people +having ancient rights of plunder. Nevertheless, Master Jeremy knew that +the soldiers would have the first of it, and the King what they could +not carry. + +And perhaps he was punished justly for language so misleading, by the +general indignation of the people all around us, not at his failure, but +at himself, for that which he could in no wise prevent. And the stewards +of the manors rode up to our house on purpose to reproach him, and were +greatly vexed with all of us, because he was too ill to see them. + +To myself (though by rights the last to be thought of, among so much +pain and trouble) Jeremy's wound was a great misfortune, in more ways +than one. In the first place, it deferred my chance of imparting either +to my mother or to Mistress Lorna my firm belief that the maid I loved +was not sprung from the race which had slain my father; neither could +he in any way have offended against her family. And this discovery I was +yearning more and more to declare to them; being forced to see (even +in the midst of all our warlike troubles) that a certain difference was +growing betwixt them both, and betwixt them and me. For although the +words of the Counsellor had seemed to fail among us, being bravely +met and scattered, yet our courage was but as wind flinging wide the +tare-seeds, when the sower casts them from his bag. The crop may not +come evenly, many places may long lie bare, and the field be all in +patches; yet almost every vetch will spring, and tiller out, and stretch +across the scatterings where the wind puffed. + +And so dear mother and darling Lorna now had been for many a day +thinking, worrying, and wearing, about the matter between us. Neither +liked to look at the other, as they used to do; with mother admiring +Lorna's eyes, and grace, and form of breeding; and Lorna loving mother's +goodness, softness, and simplicity. And the saddest and most hurtful +thing was that neither could ask the other of the shadow falling between +them. And so it went on, and deepened. + +In the next place Colonel Stickles's illness was a grievous thing to +us, in that we had no one now to command the troopers. Ten of these were +still alive, and so well approved to us, that they could never fancy +aught, whether for dinner or supper, without its being forth-coming. If +they wanted trout they should have it; if colloped venison, or broiled +ham, or salmon from Lynmouth and Trentisoe, or truffles from the +woodside, all these were at the warriors' service, until they lusted for +something else. Even the wounded men ate nobly; all except poor Jeremy, +who was forced to have a young elder shoot, with the pith drawn, for to +feed him. And once, when they wanted pickled loach* (from my description +of it), I took up my boyish sport again, and pronged them a good jarful. +Therefore, none of them could complain; and yet they were not satisfied; +perhaps for want of complaining. + + * There are said to be no loach now in Lynn. This proves + that John Ridd caught them all. + +Be that as it might, we knew that if they once resolved to go (as they +might do at any time, with only a corporal over them) all our house, and +all our goods, ay, and our own precious lives, would and must be at the +mercy of embittered enemies. For now the Doones, having driven back, as +every one said, five hundred men--though not thirty had ever fought with +them--were in such feather all round the country, that nothing was too +good for them. Offerings poured in at the Doone gate, faster than Doones +could away with them, and the sympathy both of Devon and Somerset became +almost oppressive. And perhaps this wealth of congratulation, and mutual +good feeling between plundered and victim, saved us from any piece of +spite; kindliness having won the day, and every one loving every one. + +But yet another cause arose, and this the strongest one of all, to prove +the need of Stickles's aid, and calamity of his illness. And this came +to our knowledge first, without much time to think of it. For two men +appeared at our gate one day, stripped to their shirts, and void of +horses, and looking very sorrowful. Now having some fear of attack from +the Doones, and scarce knowing what their tricks might be, we received +these strangers cautiously, desiring to know who they were before we let +them see all our premises. + +However, it soon became plain to us that although they might not be +honest fellows, at any rate they were not Doones; and so we took them +in, and fed, and left them to tell their business. And this they were +glad enough to do; as men who have been maltreated almost always are. +And it was not for us to contradict them, lest our victuals should go +amiss. + +These two very worthy fellows--nay, more than that by their own account, +being downright martyrs--were come, for the public benefit, from the +Court of Chancery, sitting for everybody's good, and boldly redressing +evil. This court has a power of scent unknown to the Common-law +practitioners, and slowly yet surely tracks its game; even as the great +lumbering dogs, now introduced from Spain, and called by some people +"pointers," differ from the swift gaze-hound, who sees his prey and runs +him down in the manner of the common lawyers. If a man's ill fate should +drive him to make a choice between these two, let him rather be chased +by the hounds of law, than tracked by the dogs of Equity. + +Now, as it fell in a very black day (for all except the lawyers) His +Majesty's Court of Chancery, if that be what it called itself, gained +scent of poor Lorna's life, and of all that might be made of it. Whether +through that brave young lord who ran into such peril, or through any +of his friends, or whether through that deep old Counsellor, whose game +none might penetrate; or through any disclosures of the Italian woman, +or even of Jeremy himself; none just now could tell us; only this truth +was too clear--Chancery had heard of Lorna, and then had seen how +rich she was; and never delaying in one thing, had opened mouth, and +swallowed her. + +The Doones, with a share of that dry humour which was in them +hereditary, had welcomed the two apparitors (if that be the proper name +for them) and led them kindly down the valley, and told them then to +serve their writ. Misliking the look of things, these poor men began to +fumble among their clothes; upon which the Doones cried, "off with them! +Let us see if your message he on your skins." And with no more manners +than that, they stripped, and lashed them out of the valley; only +bidding them come to us, if they wanted Lorna Doone; and to us they came +accordingly. Neither were they sure at first but that we should treat +them so; for they had no knowledge of the west country, and thought it +quite a godless place, wherein no writ was holy. + +We however comforted and cheered them so considerably, that, in +gratitude, they showed their writs, to which they had stuck like +leeches. And these were twofold; one addressed to Mistress Lorna Doone, +so called, and bidding her keep in readiness to travel whenever called +upon, and commit herself to nobody, except the accredited messengers +of the right honourable Court; while the other was addressed to all +subjects of His Majesty, having custody of Lorna Doone, or any power +over her. And this last threatened and exhorted, and held out hopes +of recompense, if she were rendered truly. My mother and I held +consultation, over both these documents, with a mixture of some wrath +and fear, and a fork of great sorrow to stir them. And now having Jeremy +Stickles's leave, which he gave with a nod when I told him all, and at +last made him understand it, I laid bare to my mother as well what +I knew, as what I merely surmised, or guessed, concerning Lorna's +parentage. All this she received with great tears, and wonder, and +fervent thanks to God, and still more fervent praise of her son, who had +nothing whatever to do with it. However, now the question was, how to +act about these writs. And herein it was most unlucky that we could not +have Master Stickles, with his knowledge of the world, and especially +of the law-courts, to advise us what to do, and to help in doing it. And +firstly of the first I said, "We have rogues to deal with; but try we +not to rogue them." + +To this, in some measure, dear mother agreed, though she could not see +the justice of it, yet thought that it might be wiser, because of our +want of practice. And then I said, "Now we are bound to tell Lorna, and +to serve her citation upon her, which these good fellows have given us." + +"Then go, and do it thyself, my son," mother replied with a mournful +smile, misdoubting what the end might be. So I took the slip of brown +parchment, and went to seek my darling. + +Lorna was in her favourite place, the little garden which she tended +with such care and diligence. Seeing how the maiden loved it, and was +happy there, I had laboured hard to fence it from the dangers of the +wood. And here she had corrected me, with better taste, and sense of +pleasure, and the joys of musing. For I meant to shut out the brook, and +build my fence inside of it; but Lorna said no; if we must have a fence, +which could not but be injury, at any rate leave the stream inside, +and a pleasant bank beyond it. And soon I perceived that she was right, +though not so much as afterwards; for the fairest of all things in a +garden, and in summer-time most useful, is a brook of crystal water; +where a man may come and meditate, and the flowers may lean and see +themselves, and the rays of the sun are purified. Now partly with her own +white hands, and partly with Gwenny's red ones, Lorna had made of this +sunny spot a haven of beauty to dwell in. It was not only that colours +lay in the harmony we would seek of them, neither was it the height of +plants, sloping to one another; nor even the delicate tone of foliage +following suit, and neighbouring. Even the breathing of the wind, soft +and gentle in and out, moving things that need not move, and passing +longer-stalked ones, even this was not enough among the flush of +fragrance, to tell a man the reason of his quiet satisfaction. But so it +shall for ever be. As the river we float upon (with wine, and flowers, +and music,) is nothing at the well-spring but a bubble without reason. + +Feeling many things, but thinking without much to guide me, over the +grass-plats laid between, I went up to Lorna. She in a shower of damask +roses, raised her eyes and looked at me. And even now, in those sweet +eyes, so deep with loving-kindness, and soft maiden dreamings, there +seemed to be a slight unwilling, half confessed withdrawal; overcome by +love and duty, yet a painful thing to see. + +[Illustration: 502.jpg In a shower of damask roses] + +"Darling," I said, "are your spirits good? Are you strong enough to-day, +to bear a tale of cruel sorrow; but which perhaps, when your tears are +shed, will leave you all the happier?" + +"What can you mean?" she answered trembling, not having been very strong +of late, and now surprised at my manner; "are you come to give me up, +John?" + +"Not very likely," I replied; "neither do I hope such a thing would +leave you all the happier. Oh, Lorna, if you can think that so quickly +as you seem to have done, now you have every prospect and strong +temptation to it. You are far, far above me in the world, and I have no +right to claim you. Perhaps, when you have heard these tidings you will +say, 'John Ridd, begone; your life and mine are parted.'" + +"Will I?" cried Lorna, with all the brightness of her playful ways +returning: "you very foolish and jealous John, how shall I punish you +for this? Am I to forsake every flower I have, and not even know that +the world goes round, while I look up at you, the whole day long and +say, 'John, I love, love, love you?'" + +During these words she leaned upon me, half in gay imitation of what +I had so often made her do, and half in depth of earnestness, as the +thrice-repeated word grew stronger, and grew warmer, with and to her +heart. And as she looked up at the finish, saying, "you," so musically, +I was much inclined to clasp her round; but remembering who she was, +forbore; at which she seemed surprised with me. + +"Mistress Lorna," I replied, with I know not what temptation, making +little of her caresses, though more than all my heart to me: "Mistress +Lorna, you must keep your rank and proper dignity. You must never look +at me with anything but pity now." + +"I shall look at you with pity, John," said Lorna, trying to laugh it +off, yet not knowing what to make of me, "if you talk any more of this +nonsense, knowing me as you ought to do. I shall even begin to think +that you, and your friends, are weary of me, and of so long supporting +me; and are only seeking cause to send me back to my old misery. If it +be so, I will go. My life matters little to any one." Here the great +bright tears arose; but the maiden was too proud to sob. + +"Sweetest of all sweet loves," I cried, for the sign of a tear defeated +me; "what possibility could make me ever give up Lorna?" + +"Dearest of all dears," she answered; "if you dearly love me, what +possibility could ever make me give you up, dear?" + +Upon that there was no more forbearing, but I kissed and clasped her, +whether she were Countess, or whether Queen of England; mine she was, at +least in heart; and mine she should be wholly. And she being of the same +opinion, nothing was said between us. + +"Now, Lorna," said I, as she hung on my arm, willing to trust me +anywhere, "come to your little plant-house, and hear my moving story." + +"No story can move me much, dear," she answered rather faintly, for any +excitement stayed with her; "since I know your strength of kindness, +scarcely any tale can move me, unless it be of yourself, love; or of my +poor mother." + +"It is of your poor mother, darling. Can you bear to hear it?" And yet I +wondered why she did not say as much of her father. + +"Yes, I can bear anything. But although I cannot see her, and have long +forgotten, I could not bear to hear ill of her." + +"There is no ill to hear, sweet child, except of evil done to her. +Lorna, you are of an ill-starred race." + +"Better that than a wicked race," she answered with her usual quickness, +leaping at conclusion; "tell me I am not a Doone, and I will--but I +cannot love you more." + +"You are not a Doone, my Lorna, for that, at least, I can answer; though +I know not what your name is." + +"And my father--your father--what I mean is--" + +"Your father and mine never met one another. Your father was killed by +an accident in the Pyrenean mountains, and your mother by the Doones; or +at least they caused her death, and carried you away from her." + +All this, coming as in one breath upon the sensitive maiden, was more +than she could bear all at once; as any but a fool like me must of +course have known. She lay back on the garden bench, with her black hair +shed on the oaken bark, while her colour went and came and only by that, +and her quivering breath, could any one say that she lived and thought. +And yet she pressed my hand with hers, that I might tell her all of it. + +[Illustration: 504.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LVI + +JOHN BECOMES TOO POPULAR + +[Illustration: 505.jpg Lorna] + +No flower that I have ever seen, either in shifting of light and shade, +or in the pearly morning, may vie with a fair young woman's face when +tender thought and quick emotion vary, enrich, and beautify it. Thus my +Lorna hearkened softly, almost without word or gesture, yet with sighs +and glances telling, and the pressure of my hand, how each word was +moving her. + +When at last my tale was done, she turned away, and wept bitterly for +the sad fate of her parents. But to my surprise she spoke not even a +word of wrath or rancour. She seemed to take it all as fate. + +"Lorna, darling," I said at length, for men are more impatient in trials +of time than women are, "do you not even wish to know what your proper +name is?" + +"How can it matter to me, John?" she answered, with a depth of grief +which made me seem a trifler. "It can never matter now, when there are +none to share it." + +"Poor little soul!" was all I said in a tone of purest pity; and to my +surprise she turned upon me, caught me in her arms, and loved me as she +had never done before. + +"Dearest, I have you," she cried; "you, and only you, love. Having you I +want no other. All my life is one with yours. Oh, John, how can I treat +you so?" + +Blushing through the wet of weeping, and the gloom of pondering, yet she +would not hide her eyes, but folded me, and dwelled on me. + +"I cannot believe," in the pride of my joy, I whispered into one little +ear, "that you could ever so love me, beauty, as to give up the world +for me." + +"Would you give up your farm for me, John?" cried Lorna, leaping back +and looking, with her wondrous power of light at me; "would you give up +your mother, your sisters, your home, and all that you have in the world +and every hope of your life, John?" + +"Of course I would. Without two thoughts. You know it; you know it, +Lorna." + +"It is true that I do," she answered in a tone of deepest sadness; "and +it is this power of your love which has made me love you so. No good can +come of it, no good. God's face is set against selfishness." + +As she spoke in that low tone I gazed at the clear lines of her face +(where every curve was perfect) not with love and wonder only, but with +a strange new sense of awe. + +"Darling," I said, "come nearer to me. Give me surety against that. For +God's sake never frighten me with the thought that He would part us." + +"Does it then so frighten you?" she whispered, coming close to me; "I +know it, dear; I have known it long; but it never frightens me. It makes +me sad, and very lonely, till I can remember." + +"'Till you can remember what?" I asked, with a long, deep shudder; for we +are so superstitious. + +"Until I do remember, love, that you will soon come back to me, and be +my own for ever. This is what I always think of, this is what I hope +for." + +Although her eyes were so glorious, and beaming with eternity, this +distant sort of beatitude was not much to my liking. I wanted to have +my love on earth; and my dear wife in my own home; and children in good +time, if God should please to send us any. And then I would be to them, +exactly what my father was to me. And beside all this, I doubted much +about being fit for heaven; where no ploughs are, and no cattle, unless +sacrificed bulls went thither. + +Therefore I said, "Now kiss me, Lorna; and don't talk any nonsense." And +the darling came and did it; being kindly obedient, as the other world +often makes us. + +"You sweet love," I said at this, being slave to her soft obedience; "do +you suppose I should be content to leave you until Elysium?" + +"How on earth can I tell, dear John, what you will be content with?" + +"You, and only you," said I; "the whole of it lies in a syllable. Now +you know my entire want; and want must be my comfort." + +"But surely if I have money, sir, and birth, and rank, and all sorts of +grandeur, you would never dare to think of me." + +She drew herself up with an air of pride, as she gravely pronounced +these words, and gave me a scornful glance, or tried; and turned away +as if to enter some grand coach or palace; while I was so amazed and +grieved in my raw simplicity especially after the way in which she had +first received my news, so loving and warm-hearted, that I never said a +word, but stared and thought, "How does she mean it?" + +She saw the pain upon my forehead, and the wonder in my eyes, and +leaving coach and palace too, back she flew to me in a moment, as simple +as simplest milkmaid. + +"Oh, you fearful stupid, John, you inexpressibly stupid, John," she +cried with both arms round my neck, and her lips upon my forehead; "you +have called yourself thick-headed, John, and I never would believe it. +But now I do with all my heart. Will you never know what I am, love?" + +"No, Lorna, that I never shall. I can understand my mother well, and one +at least of my sisters, and both the Snowe girls very easily, but you I +never understand; only love you all the more for it." + +"Then never try to understand me, if the result is that, dear John. And +yet I am the very simplest of all foolish simple creatures. Nay, I am +wrong; therein I yield the palm to you, my dear. To think that I can +act so! No wonder they want me in London, as an ornament for the stage, +John." + +Now in after days, when I heard of Lorna as the richest, and noblest, +and loveliest lady to be found in London, I often remembered that little +scene, and recalled every word and gesture, wondering what lay under it. +Even now, while it was quite impossible once to doubt those clear deep +eyes, and the bright lips trembling so; nevertheless I felt how much +the world would have to do with it; and that the best and truest people +cannot shake themselves quite free. However, for the moment, I was very +proud and showed it. + +And herein differs fact from fancy, things as they befall us from things +as we would have them, human ends from human hopes; that the first are +moved by a thousand and the last on two wheels only, which (being named) +are desire and fear. Hope of course is nothing more than desire with a +telescope, magnifying distant matters, overlooking near ones; opening +one eye on the objects, closing the other to all objections. And if hope +be the future tense of desire, the future of fear is religion--at least +with too many of us. + +Whether I am right or wrong in these small moralities, one thing is sure +enough, to wit, that hope is the fastest traveller, at any rate, in the +time of youth. And so I hoped that Lorna might be proved of blameless +family, and honourable rank and fortune; and yet none the less for that, +love me and belong to me. So I led her into the house, and she fell into +my mother's arms; and I left them to have a good cry of it, with Annie +ready to help them. + +If Master Stickles should not mend enough to gain his speech a little, +and declare to us all he knew, I was to set out for Watchett, riding +upon horseback, and there to hire a cart with wheels, such as we had not +begun, as yet, to use on Exmoor. For all our work went on broad wood, +with runners and with earthboards; and many of us still looked upon +wheels (though mentioned in the Bible) as the invention of the evil one, +and Pharoah's especial property. + +Now, instead of getting better, Colonel Stickles grew worse and worse, +in spite of all our tendance of him, with simples and with nourishment, +and no poisonous medicine, such as doctors would have given him. And the +fault of this lay not with us, but purely with himself and his unquiet +constitution. For he roused himself up to a perfect fever, when through +Lizzie's giddiness he learned the very thing which mother and Annie were +hiding from him, with the utmost care; namely, that Sergeant Bloxham had +taken upon himself to send direct to London by the Chancery officers, +a full report of what had happened, and of the illness of his chief, +together with an urgent prayer for a full battalion of King's troops, +and a plenary commander. + +This Sergeant Bloxham, being senior of the surviving soldiers, and a +very worthy man in his way, but a trifle over-zealous, had succeeded to +the captaincy upon his master's disablement. Then, with desire to serve +his country and show his education, he sat up most part of three nights, +and wrote this very wonderful report by the aid of our stable lanthorn. +It was a very fine piece of work, as three men to whom he read it (but +only one at a time) pronounced, being under seal of secrecy. And all +might have gone well with it, if the author could only have held his +tongue, when near the ears of women. But this was beyond his sense as it +seems, although so good a writer. For having heard that our Lizzie was +a famous judge of literature (as indeed she told almost every one), he +could not contain himself, but must have her opinion upon his work. + +Lizzie sat on a log of wood, and listened with all her ears up, having +made proviso that no one else should be there to interrupt her. And she +put in a syllable here and there, and many a time she took out one (for +the Sergeant overloaded his gun, more often than undercharged it; like +a liberal man of letters), and then she declared the result so good, +so chaste, and the style to be so elegant, and yet so fervent, that the +Sergeant broke his pipe in three, and fell in love with her on the spot. +Now this has led me out of my way; as things are always doing, partly +through their own perverseness, partly through my kind desire to give +fair turn to all of them, and to all the people who do them. If any one +expects of me a strict and well-drilled story, standing "at attention" +all the time, with hands at the side like two wens on my trunk, and eyes +going neither right nor left; I trow that man has been disappointed +many a page ago, and has left me to my evil ways; and if not, I love his +charity. Therefore let me seek his grace, and get back, and just begin +again. + +That great despatch was sent to London by the Chancery officers, whom +we fitted up with clothes, and for three days fattened them; which in +strict justice they needed much, as well as in point of equity. They +were kind enough to be pleased with us, and accepted my new shirts +generously; and urgent as their business was, another week (as they both +declared) could do no harm to nobody, and might set them upon their legs +again. And knowing, although they were London men, that fish do live +in water, these two fellows went fishing all day, but never landed +anything. However, their holiday was cut short; for the Sergeant, having +finished now his narrative of proceedings, was not the man to let it +hang fire, and be quenched perhaps by Stickles. + +Therefore, having done their business, and served both citations, +these two good men had a pannier of victuals put up by dear Annie, and +borrowing two of our horses, rode to Dunster, where they left them, and +hired on towards London. We had not time to like them much, and so we +did not miss them, especially in our great anxiety about poor Master +Stickles. + +Jeremy lay between life and death, for at least a fortnight. If the link +of chain had flown upwards (for half a link of chain it was which took +him in the mouth so), even one inch upwards, the poor man could have +needed no one except Parson Bowden; for the bottom of his skull, which +holds the brain as in the egg-cup, must have clean gone from him. But +striking him horizontally, and a little upon the skew, the metal +came out at the back of his neck, and (the powder not being strong, I +suppose) it lodged in his leather collar. + +Now the rust of this iron hung in the wound, or at least we thought so; +though since I have talked with a man of medicine, I am not so sure of +it. And our chief aim was to purge this rust; when rather we should have +stopped the hole, and let the oxide do its worst, with a plug of new +flesh on both sides of it. + +At last I prevailed upon him by argument, that he must get better, to +save himself from being ignobly and unjustly superseded; and hereupon +I reviled Sergeant Bloxham more fiercely than Jeremy's self could have +done, and indeed to such a pitch that Jeremy almost forgave him, and +became much milder. And after that his fever and the inflammation of his +wound, diminished very rapidly. + +However, not knowing what might happen, or even how soon poor Lorna +might be taken from our power, and, falling into lawyers' hands, have +cause to wish herself most heartily back among the robbers, I set forth +one day for Watchett, taking advantage of the visit of some troopers +from an outpost, who would make our house quite safe. I rode alone, +being fully primed, and having no misgivings. For it was said that even +the Doones had begun to fear me, since I cast their culverin through the +door, as above related; and they could not but believe, from my being +still untouched (although so large an object) in the thickest of their +fire, both of gun and cannon, that I must bear a charmed life, proof +against ball and bullet. However, I knew that Carver Doone was not +a likely man to hold any superstitious opinions; and of him I had an +instinctive dread, although quite ready to face him. + +Riding along, I meditated upon Lorna's history; how many things were +now beginning to unfold themselves, which had been obscure and dark! +For instance, Sir Ensor Doone's consent, or to say the least his +indifference, to her marriage with a yeoman; which in a man so proud +(though dying) had greatly puzzled both of us. But now, if she not only +proved to be no grandchild of the Doone, but even descended from his +enemy, it was natural enough that he should feel no great repugnance to +her humiliation. And that Lorna's father had been a foe to the house +of Doone I gathered from her mother's cry when she beheld their leader. +Moreover that fact would supply their motive in carrying off the +unfortunate little creature, and rearing her among them, and as one of +their own family; yet hiding her true birth from her. She was a "great +card," as we say, when playing All-fours at Christmas-time; and if one +of them could marry her, before she learned of right and wrong, vast +property, enough to buy pardons for a thousand Doones, would be at their +mercy. And since I was come to know Lorna better, and she to know me +thoroughly--many things had been outspoken, which her early bashfulness +had kept covered from me. Attempts I mean to pledge her love to this +one, or that other; some of which perhaps might have been successful, if +there had not been too many. + +And then, as her beauty grew richer and brighter, Carver Doone was +smitten strongly, and would hear of no one else as a suitor for her; and +by the terror of his claim drove off all the others. Here too may the +explanation of a thing which seemed to be against the laws of human +nature, and upon which I longed, but dared not to cross-question Lorna. +How could such a lovely girl, although so young, and brave, and distant, +have escaped the vile affections of a lawless company? + +But now it was as clear as need be. For any proven violence would have +utterly vitiated all claim upon her grand estate; at least as those +claims must be urged before a court of equity. And therefore all the +elders (with views upon her real estate) kept strict watch on the +youngers, who confined their views to her personality. + +Now I do not mean to say that all this, or the hundred other things +which came, crowding consideration, were half as plain to me at the +time, as I have set them down above. Far be it from me to deceive you +so. No doubt my thoughts were then dark and hazy, like an oil-lamp full +of fungus; and I have trimmed them, as when they burned, with scissors +sharpened long afterwards. All I mean to say is this, that jogging along +to a certain tune of the horse's feet, which we call "three-halfpence +and twopence," I saw my way a little into some things which had puzzled +me. + +When I knocked at the little door, whose sill was gritty and grimed with +sand, no one came for a very long time to answer me, or to let me in. +Not wishing to be unmannerly, I waited a long time, and watched the sea, +from which the wind was blowing; and whose many lips of waves--though +the tide was half-way out--spoke to and refreshed me. After a while I +knocked again, for my horse was becoming hungry; and a good while after +that again, a voice came through the key-hole,-- + +"Who is that wishes to enter?" + +"The boy who was at the pump," said I, "when the carriage broke down +at Dulverton. The boy that lives at oh--ah; and some day you would come +seek for him." + +"Oh, yes, I remember certainly. My leetle boy, with the fair white skin. +I have desired to see him, oh many, yes, many times." + +She was opening the door, while saying this, and then she started back +in affright that the little boy should have grown so. + +"You cannot be that leetle boy. It is quite impossible. Why do you +impose on me?" + +"Not only am I that little boy, who made the water to flow for you, till +the nebule came upon the glass; but also I am come to tell you all about +your little girl." + +"Come in, you very great leetle boy," she answered, with her dark eyes +brightened. And I went in, and looked at her. She was altered by time, +as much as I was. The slight and graceful shape was gone; not that I +remembered anything of her figure, if you please; for boys of twelve are +not yet prone to note the shapes of women; but that her lithe straight +gait had struck me as being so unlike our people. Now her time for +walking so was past, and transmitted to her children. Yet her face was +comely still, and full of strong intelligence. I gazed at her, and she +at me; and we were sure of one another. + +"Now what will ye please to eat?" she asked, with a lively glance at +the size of my mouth: "that is always the first thing you people ask, in +these barbarous places." + +"I will tell you by-and-by," I answered, misliking this satire upon us; +"but I might begin with a quart of ale, to enable me to speak, madam." + +"Very well. One quevart of be-or;" she called out to a little maid, +who was her eldest child, no doubt. "It is to be expected, sir. Be-or, +be-or, be-or, all day long, with you Englishmen!" + +"Nay," I replied, "not all day long, if madam will excuse me. Only a +pint at breakfast-time, and a pint and a half at eleven o'clock, and a +quart or so at dinner. And then no more till the afternoon; and half a +gallon at supper-time. No one can object to that." + +"Well, I suppose it is right," she said, with an air of resignation; +"God knows. But I do not understand it. It is 'good for business,' as +you say, to preclude everything." + +"And it is good for us, madam," I answered with indignation, "for beer is +my favourite beverage; and I am a credit to beer, madam; and so are all +who trust to it." + +"At any rate, you are, young man. If beer has made you grow so large, I +will put my children upon it; it is too late for me to begin. The smell +to me is hateful." + +Now I only set down that to show how perverse those foreign people +are. They will drink their wretched heartless stuff, such as they call +claret, or wine of Medoc, or Bordeaux, or what not, with no more meaning +than sour rennet, stirred with the pulp from the cider press, and +strained through the cap of our Betty. This is very well for them; and +as good as they deserve, no doubt, and meant perhaps by the will of God, +for those unhappy natives. But to bring it over to England and set it +against our home-brewed ale (not to speak of wines from Portugal) and +sell it at ten times the price, as a cure for British bile, and a great +enlightenment; this I say is the vilest feature of the age we live in. + +Madam Benita Odam--for the name of the man who turned the wheel proved +to be John Odam--showed me into a little room containing two chairs and +a fir-wood table, and sat down on a three-legged seat and studied me +very steadfastly. This she had a right to do; and I, having all my +clothes on now, was not disconcerted. It would not become me to repeat +her judgment upon my appearance, which she delivered as calmly as if I +were a pig at market, and as proudly as if her own pig. And she asked me +whether I had ever got rid of the black marks on my breast. + +Not wanting to talk about myself (though very fond of doing so, when +time and season favour) I led her back to that fearful night of the day +when first I had seen her. She was not desirous to speak of it, +because of her own little children; however, I drew her gradually to +recollection of Lorna, and then of the little boy who died, and the +poor mother buried with him. And her strong hot nature kindled, as she +dwelled upon these things; and my wrath waxed within me; and we forgot +reserve and prudence under the sense of so vile a wrong. She told me +(as nearly as might be) the very same story which she had told to Master +Jeremy Stickles; only she dwelled upon it more, because of my knowing +the outset. And being a woman, with an inkling of my situation, she +enlarged upon the little maid, more than to dry Jeremy. + +"Would you know her again?" I asked, being stirred by these accounts of +Lorna, when she was five years old: "would you know her as a full-grown +maiden?" + +"I think I should," she answered; "it is not possible to say until one +sees the person; but from the eyes of the little girl, I think that I +must know her. Oh, the poor young creature! Is it to be believed that +the cannibals devoured her! What a people you are in this country! Meat, +meat, meat!" + +As she raised her hands and eyes in horror at our carnivorous +propensities, to which she clearly attributed the disappearance of +Lorna, I could scarce help laughing, even after that sad story. For +though it is said at the present day, and will doubtless be said +hereafter, that the Doones had devoured a baby once, as they came up +Porlock hill, after fighting hard in the market-place, I knew that the +tale was utterly false; for cruel and brutal as they were, their taste +was very correct and choice, and indeed one might say fastidious. +Nevertheless I could not stop to argue that matter with her. + +"The little maid has not been devoured," I said to Mistress Odam: "and +now she is a tall young lady, and as beautiful as can be. If I sleep in +your good hostel to-night after going to Watchett town, will you come +with me to Oare to-morrow, and see your little maiden?" + +"I would like--and yet I fear. This country is so barbarous. And I am +good to eat--my God, there is much picking on my bones!" + +She surveyed herself with a glance so mingled of pity and admiration, +and the truth of her words was so apparent (only that it would have +taken a week to get at the bones, before picking) that I nearly lost +good manners; for she really seemed to suspect even me of cannibal +inclinations. However, at last I made her promise to come with me on the +morrow, presuming that Master Odam could by any means be persuaded to +keep her company in the cart, as propriety demanded. Having little doubt +that Master Odam was entirely at his wife's command, I looked upon that +matter as settled, and set off for Watchett, to see the grave of Lorna's +poor mother, and to hire a cart for the morrow. + +And here (as so often happens with men) I succeeded without any trouble +or hindrance, where I had looked for both of them, namely, in finding a +suitable cart; whereas the other matter, in which I could have expected +no difficulty, came very near to defeat me. For when I heard that +Lorna's father was the Earl of Dugal--as Benita impressed upon me with a +strong enforcement, as much as to say, "Who are you, young man, to come +even asking about her?"--then I never thought but that everybody in +Watchett town must know all about the tombstone of the Countess of +Dugal. + +This, however, proved otherwise. For Lord Dugal had never lived at +Watchett Grange, as their place was called; neither had his name become +familiar as its owner. Because the Grange had only devolved to him by +will, at the end of a long entail, when the last of the Fitz-Pains died +out; and though he liked the idea of it, he had gone abroad, without +taking seisin. And upon news of his death, John Jones, a rich gentleman +from Llandaff, had taken possession, as next of right, and hushed up all +the story. And though, even at the worst of times, a lady of high rank +and wealth could not be robbed, and as bad as murdered, and then buried +in a little place, without moving some excitement, yet it had been given +out, on purpose and with diligence, that this was only a foreign lady +travelling for her health and pleasure, along the seacoast of England. +And as the poor thing never spoke, and several of her servants and her +baggage looked so foreign, and she herself died in a collar of lace +unlike any made in England, all Watchett, without hesitation, pronounced +her to be a foreigner. And the English serving man and maid, who might +have cleared up everything, either were bribed by Master Jones, or else +decamped of their own accord with the relics of the baggage. So the poor +Countess of Dugal, almost in sight of her own grand house, was buried in +an unknown grave, with her pair of infants, without a plate, without a +tombstone (worse than all) without a tear, except from the hired Italian +woman. + +Surely my poor Lorna came of an ill-starred family. + +Now in spite of all this, if I had only taken Benita with me, or even +told her what I wished, and craved her directions, there could have been +no trouble. But I do assure you that among the stupid people at Watchett +(compared with whom our folk of Oare, exceeding dense though being, are +as Hamlet against Dogberry) what with one of them and another, and the +firm conviction of all the town that I could be come only to wrestle, I +do assure you (as I said before) that my wits almost went out of me. +And what vexed me yet more about it was, that I saw my own mistake, in +coming myself to seek out the matter, instead of sending some unknown +person. For my face and form were known at that time (and still are so) +to nine people out of every ten living in forty miles of me. Not through +any excellence, or anything of good desert, in either the one or +the other, but simply because folks will be fools on the rivalry of +wrestling. The art is a fine one in itself, and demands a little wit of +brain, as well as strength of body; it binds the man who studies it to +temperance, and chastity, to self-respect, and most of all to an even +and sweet temper; for I have thrown stronger men than myself (when I was +a mere sapling, and before my strength grew hard on me) through their +loss of temper. But though the art is an honest one, surely they who +excel therein have a right (like all the rest of man-kind) to their own +private life. + +Be that either way--and I will not speak too strongly, for fear of +indulging my own annoyance--anyhow, all Watchett town cared ten times as +much to see John Ridd, as to show him what he wanted. I was led to every +public-house, instead of to the churchyard; and twenty tables were ready +for me, in lieu of a single gravestone. "Zummerzett thou bee'st, Jan +Ridd, and Zummerzett thou shalt be. Thee carl theezell a Davonsheer man! +Whoy, thee lives in Zummerzett; and in Zummerzett thee wast barn, lad." +And so it went on, till I was weary; though very much obliged to them. + +Dull and solid as I am, and with a wild duck waiting for me at good +Mistress Odam's, I saw that there was nothing for it but to yield to +these good people, and prove me a man of Somerset, by eating a dinner +at their expense. As for the churchyard, none would hear of it; and I +grieved for broaching the matter. + +But how was I to meet Lorna again, without having done the thing of all +things which I had promised to see to? It would never do to tell her +that so great was my popularity, and so strong the desire to feed me, +that I could not attend to her mother. Least of all could I say that +every one in Watchett knew John Ridd; while none had heard of the +Countess of Dugal. And yet that was about the truth, as I hinted very +delicately to Mistress Odam that evening. But she (being vexed about her +wild duck, and not having English ideas on the matter of sport, and so +on) made a poor unwitting face at me. Nevertheless Master Odam restored +me to my self-respect; for he stared at me till I went to bed; and he +broke his hose with excitement. For being in the leg-line myself, I +wanted to know what the muscles were of a man who turned a wheel all +day. I had never seen a treadmill (though they have one now at Exeter), +and it touched me much to learn whether it were good exercise. And +herein, from what I saw of Odam, I incline to think that it does great +harm; as moving the muscles too much in a line, and without variety. + +[Illustration: 517.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LVII + +LORNA KNOWS HER NURSE + +[Illustration: 518.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Having obtained from Benita Odam a very close and full description of +the place where her poor mistress lay, and the marks whereby to know it, +I hastened to Watchett the following morning, before the sun was up, +or any people were about. And so, without interruption, I was in the +churchyard at sunrise. + +In the farthest and darkest nook, overgrown with grass, and overhung by +a weeping-tree a little bank of earth betokened the rounding off of a +hapless life. There was nothing to tell of rank, or wealth, of love, or +even pity; nameless as a peasant lay the last (as supposed) of a mighty +race. Only some unskilful hand, probably Master Odam's under his wife's +teaching, had carved a rude L., and a ruder D., upon a large pebble from +the beach, and set it up as a headstone. + +I gathered a little grass for Lorna and a sprig of the weeping-tree, and +then returned to the Forest Cat, as Benita's lonely inn was called. +For the way is long from Watchett to Oare; and though you may ride +it rapidly, as the Doones had done on that fatal night, to travel +on wheels, with one horse only, is a matter of time and of prudence. +Therefore, we set out pretty early, three of us and a baby, who could +not well be left behind. The wife of the man who owned the cart had +undertaken to mind the business, and the other babies, upon condition of +having the keys of all the taps left with her. + +[Illustration: 519.jpg In the Churchyard] + +As the manner of journeying over the moor has been described oft enough +already, I will say no more, except that we all arrived before dusk +of the summer's day, safe at Plover's Barrows. Mistress Benita was +delighted with the change from her dull hard life; and she made many +excellent observations, such as seem natural to a foreigner looking at +our country. + +As luck would have it, the first who came to meet us at the gate was +Lorna, with nothing whatever upon her head (the weather being summerly) +but her beautiful hair shed round her; and wearing a sweet white frock +tucked in, and showing her figure perfectly. In her joy she ran straight +up to the cart; and then stopped and gazed at Benita. At one glance her +old nurse knew her: "Oh, the eyes, the eyes!" she cried, and was over +the rail of the cart in a moment, in spite of all her substance. Lorna, +on the other hand, looked at her with some doubt and wonder, as though +having right to know much about her, and yet unable to do so. But when +the foreign woman said something in Roman language, and flung new hay +from the cart upon her, as if in a romp of childhood, the young maid +cried, "Oh, Nita, Nita!" and fell upon her breast, and wept; and after +that looked round at us. + +This being so, there could be no doubt as to the power of proving Lady +Lorna's birth, and rights, both by evidence and token. For though we had +not the necklace now--thanks to Annie's wisdom--we had the ring of heavy +gold, a very ancient relic, with which my maid (in her simple way) had +pledged herself to me. And Benita knew this ring as well as she knew her +own fingers, having heard a long history about it; and the effigy on it +of the wild cat was the bearing of the house of Lorne. + +For though Lorna's father was a nobleman of high and goodly lineage, her +mother was of yet more ancient and renowned descent, being the last +in line direct from the great and kingly chiefs of Lorne. A wild and +headstrong race they were, and must have everything their own way. Hot +blood was ever among them, even of one household; and their sovereignty +(which more than once had defied the King of Scotland) waned and fell +among themselves, by continual quarrelling. And it was of a piece with +this, that the Doones (who were an offset, by the mother's side, holding +in co-partnership some large property, which had come by the spindle, +as we say) should fall out with the Earl of Lorne, the last but one of +that title. + +The daughter of this nobleman had married Sir Ensor Doone; but this, +instead of healing matters, led to fiercer conflict. I never could quite +understand all the ins and outs of it; which none but a lawyer may go +through, and keep his head at the end of it. The motives of mankind are +plainer than the motions they produce. Especially when charity (such +as found among us) sits to judge the former, and is never weary of it; +while reason does not care to trace the latter complications, except for +fee or title. + +Therefore it is enough to say, that knowing Lorna to be direct in +heirship to vast property, and bearing especial spite against the house +of which she was the last, the Doones had brought her up with full +intention of lawful marriage; and had carefully secluded her from the +wildest of their young gallants. Of course, if they had been next in +succession, the child would have gone down the waterfall, to save any +further trouble; but there was an intercepting branch of some honest +family; and they being outlaws, would have a poor chance (though the law +loves outlaws) against them. Only Lorna was of the stock; and Lorna they +must marry. And what a triumph against the old earl, for a cursed Doone +to succeed him! + +As for their outlawry, great robberies, and grand murders, the veriest +child, nowadays, must know that money heals the whole of that. Even if +they had murdered people of a good position, it would only cost about +twice as much to prove their motives loyal. But they had never slain any +man above the rank of yeoman; and folk even said that my father was the +highest of their victims; for the death of Lorna's mother and brother +was never set to their account. + +Pure pleasure it is to any man, to reflect upon all these things. How +truly we discern clear justice, and how well we deal it. If any poor +man steals a sheep, having ten children starving, and regarding it as +mountain game (as a rich man does a hare), to the gallows with him. If +a man of rank beats down a door, smites the owner upon the head, and +honours the wife with attention, it is a thing to be grateful for, and +to slouch smitten head the lower. + +While we were full of all these things, and wondering what would happen +next, or what we ought ourselves to do, another very important matter +called for our attention. This was no less than Annie's marriage to the +Squire Faggus. We had tried to put it off again; for in spite of all +advantages, neither my mother nor myself had any real heart for it. Not +that we dwelled upon Tom's short-comings or rather perhaps his going too +far, at the time when he worked the road so. All that was covered by +the King's pardon, and universal respect of the neighbourhood. But our +scruple was this--and the more we talked the more it grew upon us--that +we both had great misgivings as to his future steadiness. + +For it would be a thousand pities, we said, for a fine, well-grown, and +pretty maiden (such as our Annie was), useful too, in so many ways, and +lively, and warm-hearted, and mistress of 500 pounds, to throw herself +away on a man with a kind of a turn for drinking. If that last were even +hinted, Annie would be most indignant, and ask, with cheeks as red as +roses, who had ever seen Master Faggus any the worse for liquor indeed? +Her own opinion was, in truth, that he took a great deal too little, +after all his hard work, and hard riding, and coming over the hills to +be insulted! And if ever it lay in her power, and with no one to grudge +him his trumpery glass, she would see that poor Tom had the nourishment +which his cough and his lungs required. + +His lungs being quite as sound as mine, this matter was out of all +argument; so mother and I looked at one another, as much as to say, "let +her go upstairs, she will cry and come down more reasonable." And while +she was gone, we used to say the same thing over and over again; but +without perceiving a cure for it. And we almost always finished up with +the following reflection, which sometimes came from mother's lips, and +sometimes from my own: "Well, well, there is no telling. None can say +how a man may alter; when he takes to matrimony. But if we could only +make Annie promise to be a little firm with him!" + +I fear that all this talk on our part only hurried matters forward, +Annie being more determined every time we pitied her. And at last Tom +Faggus came, and spoke as if he were on the King's road, with a pistol +at my head, and one at mother's. "No more fast and loose," he cried. +"either one thing or the other. I love the maid, and she loves me; and +we will have one another, either with your leave, or without it. How +many more times am I to dance over these vile hills, and leave my +business, and get nothing more than a sigh or a kiss, and 'Tom, I must +wait for mother'? You are famous for being straightforward, you Ridds. +Just treat me as I would treat you now." + +I looked at my mother; for a glance from her would have sent Tom out of +the window; but she checked me with her hand, and said, "You have +some ground of complaint, sir; I will not deny it. Now I will be as +straight-forward with you, as even a Ridd is supposed to be. My son and +myself have all along disliked your marriage with Annie. Not for what +you have been so much, as for what we fear you will be. Have patience, +one moment, if you please. We do not fear your taking to the highway +life again; for that you are too clever, no doubt, now that you have +property. But we fear that you will take to drinking, and to squandering +money. There are many examples of this around us; and we know what the +fate of the wife is. It has been hard to tell you this, under our own +roof, and with our own--" Here mother hesitated. + +"Spirits, and cider, and beer," I broke in; "out with it, like a Ridd, +mother; as he will have all of it." + +"Spirits, and cider, and beer," said mother very firmly after me; and +then she gave way and said, "You know, Tom, you are welcome to every +drop and more of it." + +Now Tom must have had a far sweeter temper than ever I could claim; for +I should have thrust my glass away, and never have taken another drop +in the house where such a check had met me. But instead of that, Master +Faggus replied, with a pleasant smile,-- + +"I know that I am welcome, good mother; and to prove it, I will have +some more." + +And thereupon be mixed himself another glass of hollands with lemon and +hot water, yet pouring it very delicately. + +"Oh, I have been so miserable--take a little more, Tom," said mother, +handing the bottle. + +"Yes, take a little more," I said; "you have mixed it over weak, Tom." + +"If ever there was a sober man," cried Tom, complying with our request; +"if ever there was in Christendom a man of perfect sobriety, that man is +now before you. Shall we say to-morrow week, mother? It will suit your +washing day." + +"How very thoughtful you are, Tom! Now John would never have thought of +that, in spite of all his steadiness." + +"Certainly not," I answered proudly; "when my time comes for Lorna, I +shall not study Betty Muxworthy." + +In this way the Squire got over us; and Farmer Nicholas Snowe was +sent for, to counsel with mother about the matter and to set his two +daughters sewing. + +When the time for the wedding came, there was such a stir and commotion +as had never been known in the parish of Oare since my father's +marriage. For Annie's beauty and kindliness had made her the pride of +the neighbourhood; and the presents sent her, from all around, were +enough to stock a shop with. Master Stickles, who now could walk, and +who certainly owed his recovery, with the blessing of God, to Annie, +presented her with a mighty Bible, silver-clasped, and very handsome, +beating the parson's out and out, and for which he had sent to Taunton. +Even the common troopers, having tasted her cookery many times (to help +out their poor rations), clubbed together, and must have given at least +a week's pay apiece, to have turned out what they did for her. This was +no less than a silver pot, well-designed, but suited surely rather +to the bridegroom's taste than bride's. In a word, everybody gave her +things. + +And now my Lorna came to me, with a spring of tears in appealing +eyes--for she was still somewhat childish, or rather, I should say, more +childish now than when she lived in misery--and she placed her little +hand in mine, and she was half afraid to speak, and dropped her eyes for +me to ask. + +"What is it, little darling?" I asked, as I saw her breath come fast; +for the smallest emotion moved her form. + +"You don't think, John, you don't think, dear, that you could lend me +any money?" + +"All I have got," I answered; "how much do you want, dear heart?" + +"I have been calculating; and I fear that I cannot do any good with less +than ten pounds, John." + +Here she looked up at me, with horror at the grandeur of the sum, and +not knowing what I could think of it. But I kept my eyes from her. +"Ten pounds!" I said in my deepest voice, on purpose to have it out +in comfort, when she should be frightened; "what can you want with ten +pounds, child?" + +[Illustration: 524.jpg Kept my eyes from her] + +"That is my concern," said Lorna, plucking up her spirit at this: "when +a lady asks for a loan, no gentleman pries into the cause of her asking +it." + +"That may be as may be," I answered in a judicial manner; "ten pounds, +or twenty, you shall have. But I must know the purport." + +"Then that you never shall know, John. I am very sorry for asking you. +It is not of the smallest consequence. Oh, dear, no." Herewith she was +running away. + +"Oh, dear, yes," I replied; "it is of very great consequence; and I +understand the whole of it. You want to give that stupid Annie, who +has lost you a hundred thousand pounds, and who is going to be married +before us, dear--God only can tell why, being my younger sister--you +want to give her a wedding present. And you shall do it, darling; +because it is so good of you. Don't you know your title, love? How +humble you are with us humble folk. You are Lady Lorna something, so far +as I can make out yet: and you ought not even to speak to us. You will +go away and disdain us." + +"If you please, talk not like that, John. I will have nothing to do with +it, if it comes between you and me, John." + +"You cannot help yourself," said I. And then she vowed that she could +and would. And rank and birth were banished from between our lips in no +time. + +"What can I get her good enough? I am sure I do not know," she asked: +"she has been so kind and good to me, and she is such a darling. How I +shall miss her, to be sure! By the bye, you seem to think, John, that I +shall be rich some day." + +"Of course you will. As rich as the French King who keeps ours. Would +the Lord Chancellor trouble himself about you, if you were poor?" + +"Then if I am rich, perhaps you would lend me twenty pounds, dear John. +Ten pounds would be very mean for a wealthy person to give her." + +To this I agreed, upon condition that I should make the purchase myself, +whatever it might be. For nothing could be easier than to cheat Lorna +about the cost, until time should come for her paying me. And this was +better than to cheat her for the benefit of our family. For this end, +and for many others, I set off to Dulverton, bearing more commissions, +more messages, and more questions than a man of thrice my memory might +carry so far as the corner where the sawpit is. And to make things +worse, one girl or other would keep on running up to me, or even after +me (when started) with something or other she had just thought of, which +she could not possibly do without, and which I must be sure to remember, +as the most important of the whole. + +To my dear mother, who had partly outlived the exceeding value of +trifles, the most important matter seemed to ensure Uncle Reuben's +countenance and presence at the marriage. And if I succeeded in this, +I might well forget all the maidens' trumpery. This she would have been +wiser to tell me when they were out of hearing; for I left her to fight +her own battle with them; and laughing at her predicament, promised to +do the best I could for all, so far as my wits would go. + +Uncle Reuben was not at home, but Ruth, who received me very kindly, +although without any expressions of joy, was sure of his return in the +afternoon, and persuaded me to wait for him. And by the time that I had +finished all I could recollect of my orders, even with paper to help +me, the old gentleman rode into the yard, and was more surprised than +pleased to see me. But if he was surprised, I was more than that--I was +utterly astonished at the change in his appearance since the last time I +had seen him. From a hale, and rather heavy man, gray-haired, but plump, +and ruddy, he was altered to a shrunken, wizened, trembling, and almost +decrepit figure. Instead of curly and comely locks, grizzled indeed, but +plentiful, he had only a few lank white hairs scattered and flattened +upon his forehead. But the greatest change of all was in the expression +of his eyes, which had been so keen, and restless, and bright, and +a little sarcastic. Bright indeed they still were, but with a slow +unhealthy lustre; their keenness was turned to perpetual outlook, their +restlessness to a haggard want. As for the humour which once gleamed +there (which people who fear it call sarcasm) it had been succeeded by +stares of terror, and then mistrust, and shrinking. There was none of +the interest in mankind, which is needful even for satire. + +"Now what can this be?" thought I to myself, "has the old man lost all +his property, or taken too much to strong waters?" + +"Come inside, John Ridd," he said; "I will have a talk with you. It is +cold out here; and it is too light. Come inside, John Ridd, boy." + +I followed him into a little dark room, quite different from Ruth +Huckaback's. It was closed from the shop by an old division of boarding, +hung with tanned canvas; and the smell was very close and faint. Here +there was a ledger desk, and a couple of chairs, and a long-legged +stool. + +"Take the stool," said Uncle Reuben, showing me in very quietly, "it is +fitter for your height, John. Wait a moment; there is no hurry." + +Then he slipped out by another door, and closing it quickly after him, +told the foreman and waiting-men that the business of the day was done. +They had better all go home at once; and he would see to the fastenings. +Of course they were only too glad to go; but I wondered at his sending +them, with at least two hours of daylight left. + +However, that was no business of mine, and I waited, and pondered +whether fair Ruth ever came into this dirty room, and if so, how she +kept her hands from it. For Annie would have had it upside down in about +two minutes, and scrubbed, and brushed, and dusted, until it looked +quite another place; and yet all this done without scolding and +crossness; which are the curse of clean women, and ten times worse than +the dustiest dust. + +Uncle Ben came reeling in, not from any power of liquor, but because he +was stiff from horseback, and weak from work and worry. + +"Let me be, John, let me be," he said, as I went to help him; "this is +an unkind dreary place; but many a hundred of good gold Carolus has been +turned in this place, John." + +"Not a doubt about it, sir," I answered in my loud and cheerful manner; +"and many another hundred, sir; and may you long enjoy them!" + +"My boy, do you wish me to die?" he asked, coming up close to my stool, +and regarding me with a shrewd though blear-eyed gaze; "many do. Do you, +John?" + +"Come," said I, "don't ask such nonsense. You know better than that, +Uncle Ben. Or else, I am sorry for you. I want you to live as long as +possible, for the sake of--" Here I stopped. + +"For the sake of what, John? I knew it is not for my own sake. For the +sake of what, my boy?" + +"For the sake of Ruth," I answered; "if you must have all the truth. Who +is to mind her when you are gone?" + +"But if you knew that I had gold, or a manner of getting gold, far more +than ever the sailors got out of the Spanish galleons, far more than +ever was heard of; and the secret was to be yours, John; yours after me +and no other soul's--then you would wish me dead, John." Here he eyed me +as if a speck of dust in my eyes should not escape him. + +"You are wrong, Uncle Ben; altogether wrong. For all the gold ever heard +or dreamed of, not a wish would cross my heart to rob you of one day of +life." + +At last he moved his eyes from mine; but without any word, or sign, to +show whether he believed, or disbelieved. Then he went to a chair, and +sat with his chin upon the ledger-desk; as if the effort of probing me +had been too much for his weary brain. "Dreamed of! All the gold ever +dreamed of! As if it were but a dream!" he muttered; and then he closed +his eyes to think. + +"Good Uncle Reuben," I said to him, "you have been a long way to-day, +sir. Let me go and get you a glass of good wine. Cousin Ruth knows where +to find it." + +"How do you know how far I have been?" he asked, with a vicious look +at me. "And Cousin Ruth! You are very pat with my granddaughter's name, +young man!" + +"It would be hard upon me, sir, not to know my own cousin's name." + +"Very well. Let that go by. You have behaved very badly to Ruth. She +loves you; and you love her not." + +At this I was so wholly amazed--not at the thing itself, I mean, but at +his knowledge of it--that I could not say a single word; but looked, no +doubt, very foolish. + +"You may well be ashamed, young man," he cried, with some triumph over +me, "you are the biggest of all fools, as well as a conceited coxcomb. +What can you want more than Ruth? She is a little damsel, truly; but +finer men than you, John Ridd, with all your boasted strength and +wrestling, have wedded smaller maidens. And as for quality, and +value--bots! one inch of Ruth is worth all your seven feet put +together." + +Now I am not seven feet high; nor ever was six feet eight inches, in +my very prime of life; and nothing vexes me so much as to make me out a +giant, and above human sympathy, and human scale of weakness. It cost +me hard to hold my tongue; which luckily is not in proportion to my +stature. And only for Ruth's sake I held it. But Uncle Ben (being old +and worn) was vexed by not having any answer, almost as much as a woman +is. + +"You want me to go on," he continued, with a look of spite at me, "about +my poor Ruth's love for you, to feed your cursed vanity. Because a +set of asses call you the finest man in England; there is no maid (I +suppose) who is not in love with you. I believe you are as deep as you +are long, John Ridd. Shall I ever get to the bottom of your character?" + +This was a little too much for me. Any insult I could take (with +goodwill) from a white-haired man, and one who was my relative; unless +it touched my love for Lorna, or my conscious modesty. Now both of +these were touched to the quick by the sentences of the old gentleman. +Therefore, without a word, I went; only making a bow to him. + +But women who are (beyond all doubt) the mothers of all mischief, also +nurse that babe to sleep, when he is too noisy. And there was Ruth, as I +took my horse (with a trunk of frippery on him), poor little Ruth was +at the bridle, and rusting all the knops of our town-going harness with +tears. + +[Illustration: 531.jpg Little Ruth was at the bridle] + +"Good-bye dear," I said, as she bent her head away from me; "shall I put +you up on the saddle, dear?" + +"Cousin Ridd, you may take it lightly," said Ruth, turning full upon me, +"and very likely you are right, according to your nature"--this was +the only cutting thing the little soul ever said to me--"but oh, Cousin +Ridd, you have no idea of the pain you will leave behind you." + +"How can that be so, Ruth, when I am as good as ordered to be off the +premises?" + +"In the first place, Cousin Ridd, grandfather will be angry with +himself, for having so ill-used you. And now he is so weak and poorly, +that he is always repenting. In the next place I shall scold him first, +until he admits his sorrow; and when he has admitted it, I shall scold +myself for scolding him. And then he will come round again, and think +that I was hard on him; and end perhaps by hating you--for he is like a +woman now, John." + +That last little touch of self-knowledge in Ruth, which she delivered +with a gleam of some secret pleasantry, made me stop and look closely +at her: but she pretended not to know it. "There is something in this +child," I thought, "very different from other girls. What it is I cannot +tell; for one very seldom gets at it." + +At any rate the upshot was that the good horse went back to stable, and +had another feed of corn, while my wrath sank within me. There are two +things, according to my experience (which may not hold with another man) +fitted beyond any others to take hot tempers out of us. The first is +to see our favourite creatures feeding, and licking up their food, and +happily snuffling over it, yet sparing time to be grateful, and showing +taste and perception; the other is to go gardening boldly, in the spring +of the year, without any misgiving about it, and hoping the utmost of +everything. If there be a third anodyne, approaching these two in power, +it is to smoke good tobacco well, and watch the setting of the moon; and +if this should only be over the sea, the result is irresistible. + +Master Huckaback showed no especial signs of joy at my return; but +received me with a little grunt, which appeared to me to mean, "Ah, I +thought he would hardly be fool enough to go." I told him how sorry I +was for having in some way offended him; and he answered that I did well +to grieve for one at least of my offences. To this I made no reply, as +behoves a man dealing with cross and fractious people; and presently he +became better-tempered, and sent little Ruth for a bottle of wine. She +gave me a beautiful smile of thanks for my forbearance as she passed; +and I knew by her manner that she would bring the best bottle in all the +cellar. + +As I had but little time to spare (although the days were long and +light) we were forced to take our wine with promptitude and rapidity; +and whether this loosened my uncle's tongue, or whether he meant +beforehand to speak, is now almost uncertain. But true it is that he +brought his chair very near to mine, after three or four glasses, and +sent Ruth away upon some errand which seemed of small importance. At +this I was vexed, for the room always looked so different without her. + +"Come, Jack," he said, "here's your health, young fellow, and a good and +obedient wife to you. Not that your wife will ever obey you though; you +are much too easy-tempered. Even a bitter and stormy woman might live +in peace with you, Jack. But never you give her the chance to try. Marry +some sweet little thing, if you can. If not, don't marry any. Ah, we +have the maid to suit you, my lad, in this old town of Dulverton." + +"Have you so, sir? But perhaps the maid might have no desire to suit +me." + +"That you may take my word she has. The colour of this wine will prove +it. The little sly hussy has been to the cobwebbed arch of the cellar, +where she has no right to go, for any one under a magistrate. However, +I am glad to see it, and we will not spare it, John. After my time, +somebody, whoever marries little Ruth, will find some rare wines there, +I trow, and perhaps not know the difference." + +Thinking of this the old man sighed, and expected me to sigh after him. +But a sigh is not (like a yawn) infectious; and we are all more prone +to be sent to sleep than to sorrow by one another. Not but what a sigh +sometimes may make us think of sighing. + +"Well, sir," cried I, in my sprightliest manner, which rouses up most +people, "here's to your health and dear little Ruth's: and may you live +to knock off the cobwebs from every bottle in under the arch. Uncle +Reuben, your life and health, sir?" + +With that I took my glass thoughtfully, for it was wondrous good; and +Uncle Ben was pleased to see me dwelling pleasantly on the subject with +parenthesis, and self-commune, and oral judgment unpronounced, though +smacking of fine decision. "_Curia vult advisari_," as the lawyers say; +which means, "Let us have another glass, and then we can think about +it." + +"Come now, John," said Uncle Ben, laying his wrinkled hand on my knee, +when he saw that none could heed us, "I know that you have a sneaking +fondness for my grandchild Ruth. Don't interrupt me now; you have; and +to deny it will only provoke me." + +"I do like Ruth, sir," I said boldly, for fear of misunderstanding; "but +I do not love her." + +"Very well; that makes no difference. Liking may very soon be loving (as +some people call it) when the maid has money to help her." + +"But if there be, as there is in my case--" + +"Once for all, John, not a word. I do not attempt to lead you into any +engagement with little Ruth; neither will I blame you (though I may be +disappointed) if no such engagement should ever be. But whether you will +have my grandchild, or whether you will not--and such a chance is +rarely offered to a fellow of your standing"--Uncle Ben despised all +farmers--"in any case I have at least resolved to let you know my +secret; and for two good reasons. The first is that it wears me out +to dwell upon it, all alone, and the second is that I can trust you to +fulfil a promise. Moreover, you are my next of kin, except among +the womankind; and you are just the man I want, to help me in my +enterprise." + +"And I will help you, sir," I answered, fearing some conspiracy, "in +anything that is true, and loyal, and according to the laws of the +realm." + +"Ha, ha!" cried the old man, laughing until his eyes ran over, and +spreading out his skinny hands upon his shining breeches, "thou hast +gone the same fools' track as the rest; even as spy Stickles went, and +all his precious troopers. Landing of arms at Glenthorne, and Lynmouth, +wagons escorted across the moor, sounds of metal and booming noises! +Ah, but we managed it cleverly, to cheat even those so near to +us. Disaffection at Taunton, signs of insurrection at Dulverton, +revolutionary tanner at Dunster! We set it all abroad, right well. And +not even you to suspect our work; though we thought at one time that you +watched us. Now who, do you suppose, is at the bottom of all this Exmoor +insurgency, all this western rebellion--not that I say there is none, +mind--but who is at the bottom of it?" + +"Either Mother Melldrum," said I, being now a little angry, "or else old +Nick himself." + +"Nay, old Uncle Reuben!" Saying this, Master Huckaback cast back his +coat, and stood up, and made the most of himself. + +[Illustration: 534.jpg Master Huckaback cast back his coat] + +"Well!" cried I, being now quite come to the limits of my intellect, +"then, after all, Captain Stickles was right in calling you a rebel, +sir!" + +"Of course he was; could so keen a man be wrong about an old fool like +me? But come, and see our rebellion, John. I will trust you now with +everything. I will take no oath from you; only your word to keep +silence; and most of all from your mother." + +"I will give you my word," I said, although liking not such pledges; +which make a man think before he speaks in ordinary company, against +his usual practices. However, I was now so curious, that I thought of +nothing else; and scarcely could believe at all that Uncle Ben was quite +right in his head. + +"Take another glass of wine, my son," he cried with a cheerful +countenance, which made him look more than ten years younger; "you shall +come into partnership with me: your strength will save us two horses, +and we always fear the horse work. Come and see our rebellion, my boy; +you are a made man from to-night." + +"But where am I to come and see it? Where am I to find it, sir?" + +"Meet me," he answered, yet closing his hands, and wrinkling with +doubt his forehead, "come alone, of course; and meet me at the Wizard's +Slough, at ten to-morrow morning." + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII + +MASTER HUCKABACK'S SECRET + +[Illustration: 535.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Knowing Master Huckaback to be a man of his word, as well as one who +would have others so, I was careful to be in good time the next morning, +by the side of the Wizard's Slough. I am free to admit that the name of +the place bore a feeling of uneasiness, and a love of distance, in some +measure to my heart. But I did my best not to think of this; only I +thought it a wise precaution, and due for the sake of my mother and +Lorna, to load my gun with a dozen slugs made from the lead of the old +church-porch, laid by, long since, against witchcraft. + +I am well aware that some people now begin to doubt about witchcraft; or +at any rate feign to do so; being desirous to disbelieve whatever they +are afraid of. This spirit is growing too common among us, and will end +(unless we put a stop to it!) in the destruction of all religion. And +as regards witchcraft, a man is bound either to believe in it, or to +disbelieve the Bible. For even in the New Testament, discarding many +things of the Old, such as sacrifices, and Sabbath, and fasting, and +other miseries, witchcraft is clearly spoken of as a thing that +must continue; that the Evil One be not utterly robbed of his vested +interests. Hence let no one tell me that witchcraft is done away with; +for I will meet him with St. Paul, than whom no better man, and few less +superstitious, can be found in all the Bible. + +Feeling these things more in those days than I feel them now, I fetched +a goodish compass round, by the way of the cloven rocks, rather than +cross Black Barrow Down, in a reckless and unholy manner. There were +several spots, upon that Down, cursed and smitten, and blasted, as if +thunderbolts had fallen there, and Satan sat to keep them warm. At any +rate it was good (as every one acknowledged) not to wander there too +much; even with a doctor of divinity on one arm and of medicine upon the +other. + +Therefore, I, being all alone, and on foot (as seemed the wisest), +preferred a course of roundabout; and starting about eight o'clock, +without mentioning my business, arrived at the mouth of the deep +descent, such as John Fry described it. Now this (though I have not +spoken of it) was not my first time of being there. For, although I +could not bring myself to spy upon Uncle Reuben, as John Fry had done, +yet I thought it no ill manners, after he had left our house, to have a +look at the famous place, where the malefactor came to life, at least +in John's opinion. At that time, however, I saw nothing except the great +ugly black morass, with the grisly reeds around it; and I did not care +to go very near it, much less to pry on the further side. + +Now, on the other hand, I was bent to get at the very bottom of this +mystery (if there were any), having less fear of witch or wizard, with +a man of Uncle Reuben's wealth to take my part, and see me through. So +I rattled the ramrod down my gun, just to know if the charge were right, +after so much walking; and finding it full six inches deep, as I like to +have it, went boldly down the steep gorge of rock, with a firm resolve +to shoot any witch unless it were good Mother Melldrum. Nevertheless to +my surprise, all was quiet, and fair to look at, in the decline of +the narrow way, with great stalked ferns coming forth like trees, yet +hanging like cobwebs over one. And along one side, a little spring was +getting rid of its waters. Any man might stop and think; or he might +go on and think; and in either case, there was none to say that he was +making a fool of himself. + +When I came to the foot of this ravine, and over against the great black +slough, there was no sign of Master Huckaback, nor of any other living +man, except myself, in the silence. Therefore, I sat in a niche of rock, +gazing at the slough, and pondering the old tradition about it. + +They say that, in the ancient times, a mighty necromancer lived in the +wilderness of Exmoor. Here, by spell and incantation, he built himself +a strong high palace, eight-sided like a spider's web, and standing on +a central steep; so that neither man nor beast could cross the moors +without his knowledge. If he wished to rob and slay a traveller, or to +have wild ox, or stag for food, he had nothing more to do than sit at +one of his eight windows, and point his unholy book at him. Any moving +creature, at which that book was pointed, must obey the call, and come +from whatever distance, if sighted once by the wizard. + +This was a bad condition of things, and all the country groaned under +it; and Exmoor (although the most honest place that a man could wish +to live in) was beginning to get a bad reputation, and all through that +vile wizard. No man durst even go to steal a sheep, or a pony, or so +much as a deer for dinner, lest he should be brought to book by a far +bigger rogue than he was. And this went on for many years; though they +prayed to God to abate it. But at last, when the wizard was getting fat +and haughty upon his high stomach, a mighty deliverance came to Exmoor, +and a warning, and a memory. For one day the sorcerer gazed from his +window facing the southeast of the compass, and he yawned, having killed +so many men that now he was weary of it. + +"Ifackins," he cried, or some such oath, both profane and uncomely, +"I see a man on the verge of the sky-line, going along laboriously. A +pilgrim, I trow, or some such fool, with the nails of his boots inside +them. Too thin to be worth eating; but I will have him for the fun of +the thing; and most of those saints have got money." + +With these words he stretched forth his legs on a stool, and pointed +the book of heathenish spells back upwards at the pilgrim. Now this good +pilgrim was plodding along, soberly and religiously, with a pound of +flints in either boot, and not an ounce of meat inside him. He felt the +spell of the wicked book, but only as a horse might feel a "gee-wug!" +addressed to him. It was in the power of this good man, either to go +on, or turn aside, and see out the wizard's meaning. And for a moment he +halted and stood, like one in two minds about a thing. Then the wizard +clapped one cover to, in a jocular and insulting manner; and the sound +of it came to the pilgrim's ear, about five miles in the distance, like +a great gun fired at him. + +"By our Lady," he cried, "I must see to this; although my poor feet have +no skin below them. I will teach this heathen miscreant how to scoff at +Glastonbury." + +Thereupon he turned his course, and ploughed along through the moors +and bogs, towards the eight-sided palace. The wizard sat on his chair of +comfort, and with the rankest contempt observed the holy man ploughing +towards him. "He has something good in his wallet, I trow," said the +black thief to himself; "these fellows get always the pick of the wine, +and the best of a woman's money." Then he cried, "Come in, come in, good +sir," as he always did to every one. + +"Bad sir, I will not come in," said the pilgrim; "neither shall you come +out again. Here are the bones of all you have slain; and here shall your +own bones be." + +"Hurry me not," cried the sorcerer; "that is a thing to think about. How +many miles hast thou travelled this day?" + +But the pilgrim was too wide awake, for if he had spoken of any number, +bearing no cross upon it, the necromancer would have had him, like a +ball at bando-play. Therefore he answered, as truly as need be, "By the +grace of our Lady, nine." + +Now nine is the crossest of all cross numbers, and full to the lip of +all crochets. So the wizard staggered back, and thought, and inquired +again with bravery, "Where can you find a man and wife, one going +up-hill and one going down, and not a word spoken between them?" + +"In a cucumber plant," said the modest saint; blushing even to think of +it; and the wizard knew he was done for. + +"You have tried me with ungodly questions," continued the honest +pilgrim, with one hand still over his eyes, as he thought of the +feminine cucumber; "and now I will ask you a pure one. To whom of +mankind have you ever done good, since God saw fit to make you?" + +The wizard thought, but could quote no one; and he looked at the saint, +and the saint at him, and both their hearts were trembling. "Can you +mention only one?" asked the saint, pointing a piece of the true cross +at him, hoping he might cling to it; "even a little child will do; try +to think of some one." + +The earth was rocking beneath their feet, and the palace windows +darkened on them, with a tint of blood, for now the saint was come +inside, hoping to save the wizard. + +"If I must tell the pure truth," said the wizard, looking up at the +arches of his windows, "I can tell of only one to whom I ever have done +good." + +"One will do; one is quite enough; be quick before the ground opens. The +name of one--and this cross will save you. Lay your thumb on the end of +it." + +"Nay, that I cannot do, great saint. The devil have mercy upon me." + +All this while the palace was sinking, and blackness coming over them. + +"Thou hast all but done for thyself," said the saint, with a glory +burning round his head; "by that last invocation. Yet give us the name +of the one, my friend, if one there be; it will save thee, with the +cross upon thy breast. All is crashing round us; dear brother, who is +that one?" + +"My own self," cried the wretched wizard. + +"Then there is no help for thee." And with that the honest saint went +upward, and the wizard, and all his palace, and even the crag that bore +it, sank to the bowels of the earth; and over them was nothing left +except a black bog fringed with reed, of the tint of the wizard's +whiskers. The saint, however, was all right, after sleeping off the +excitement; and he founded a chapel, some three miles westward; and +there he lies with his holy relic and thither in after ages came (as +we all come home at last) both my Lorna's Aunt Sabina, and her guardian +Ensor Doone. + +While yet I dwelled upon this strange story, wondering if it all were +true, and why such things do not happen now, a man on horseback appeared +as suddenly as if he had risen out of the earth, on the other side of +the great black slough. At first I was a little scared, my mind being +in the tune for wonders; but presently the white hair, whiter from the +blackness of the bog between us, showed me that it was Uncle Reuben come +to look for me, that way. Then I left my chair of rock, and waved my hat +and shouted to him, and the sound of my voice among the crags and lonely +corners frightened me. + +Old Master Huckaback made no answer, but (so far as I could guess) +beckoned me to come to him. There was just room between the fringe of +reed and the belt of rock around it, for a man going very carefully to +escape that horrible pit-hole. And so I went round to the other side, +and there found open space enough, with stunted bushes, and starveling +trees, and straggling tufts of rushes. + +"You fool, you are frightened," said Uncle Ben, as he looked at my face +after shaking hands: "I want a young man of steadfast courage, as well +as of strength and silence. And after what I heard of the battle at Glen +Doone, I thought I might trust you for courage." + +"So you may," said I, "wherever I see mine enemy; but not where witch +and wizard be." + +"Tush, great fool!" cried Master Huckaback; "the only witch or wizard +here is the one that bewitcheth all men. Now fasten up my horse, John +Ridd, and not too near the slough, lad. Ah, we have chosen our entrance +wisely. Two good horsemen, and their horses, coming hither to spy us +out, are gone mining on their own account (and their last account it is) +down this good wizard's bog-hole." + +With these words, Uncle Reuben clutched the mane of his horse and came +down, as a man does when his legs are old; and as I myself begin to do, +at this time of writing. I offered a hand, but he was vexed, and would +have nought to do with it. + +"Now follow me, step for step," he said, when I had tethered his horse +to a tree; "the ground is not death (like the wizard's hole), but many +parts are treacherous, I know it well by this time." + +Without any more ado, he led me in and out the marshy places, to a great +round hole or shaft, bratticed up with timber. I never had seen the like +before, and wondered how they could want a well, with so much water on +every side. Around the mouth were a few little heaps of stuff unused to +the daylight; and I thought at once of the tales I had heard concerning +mines in Cornwall, and the silver cup at Combe-Martin, sent to the Queen +Elizabeth. + +[Illustration: 541.jpg Never had seen the like before] + +"We had a tree across it, John," said Uncle Reuben, smiling grimly at my +sudden shrink from it: "but some rogue came spying here, just as one of +our men went up. He was frightened half out of his life, I believe, and +never ventured to come again. But we put the blame of that upon you. And +I see that we were wrong, John." Here he looked at me with keen eyes, +though weak. + +"You were altogether wrong," I answered. "Am I mean enough to spy upon +any one dwelling with us? And more than that, Uncle Reuben, it was mean +of you to suppose it." + +"All ideas are different," replied the old man to my heat, like a little +worn-out rill running down a smithy; "you with your strength and youth, +and all that, are inclined to be romantic. I take things as I have known +them, going on for seventy years. Now will you come and meet the wizard, +or does your courage fail you?" + +"My courage must be none," said I, "if I would not go where you go, +sir." + +He said no more, but signed to me to lift a heavy wooden corb with an +iron loop across it, and sunk in a little pit of earth, a yard or so +from the mouth of the shaft. I raised it, and by his direction dropped +it into the throat of the shaft, where it hung and shook from a great +cross-beam laid at the level of the earth. A very stout thick rope was +fastened to the handle of the corb, and ran across a pulley hanging from +the centre of the beam, and thence out of sight in the nether places. + +"I will first descend," he said; "your weight is too great for safety. +When the bucket comes up again, follow me, if your heart is good." + +Then he whistled down, with a quick sharp noise, and a whistle from +below replied; and he clomb into the vehicle, and the rope ran through +the pulley, and Uncle Ben went merrily down, and was out of sight, +before I had time to think of him. + +Now being left on the bank like that, and in full sight of the goodly +heaven, I wrestled hard with my flesh and blood, about going down +into the pit-hole. And but for the pale shame of the thing, that a +white-headed man should adventure so, and green youth doubt about +it, never could I have made up my mind; for I do love air and heaven. +However, at last up came the bucket; and with a short sad prayer I went +into whatever might happen. + +My teeth would chatter, do all I could; but the strength of my arms was +with me; and by them I held on the grimy rope, and so eased the foot +of the corb, which threatened to go away fathoms under me. Of course I +should still have been safe enough, being like an egg in an egg-cup, too +big to care for the bottom; still I wished that all should be done, in +good order, without excitement. + +The scoopings of the side grew black, and the patch of sky above more +blue, as with many thoughts of Lorna, a long way underground I sank. +Then I was fetched up at the bottom with a jerk and rattle; and but for +holding by the rope so, must have tumbled over. Two great torches of +bale-resin showed me all the darkness, one being held by Uncle Ben and +the other by a short square man with a face which seemed well-known to +me. + +"Hail to the world of gold, John Ridd," said Master Huckaback, smiling +in the old dry manner; "bigger coward never came down the shaft, now did +he, Carfax?" + +"They be all alike," said the short square man, "fust time as they doos +it." + +"May I go to heaven," I cried, "which is a thing quite out of +sight"--for I always have a vein of humour, too small to be followed +by any one--"if ever again of my own accord I go so far away from it!" +Uncle Ben grinned less at this than at the way I knocked my shin in +getting out of the bucket; and as for Master Carfax, he would not +even deign to smile. And he seemed to look upon my entrance as an +interloping. + +For my part, I had nought to do, after rubbing my bruised leg, except to +look about me, so far as the dullness of light would help. And herein I +seemed, like a mouse in a trap, able no more than to run to and fro, +and knock himself, and stare at things. For here was a little channel +grooved with posts on either side of it, and ending with a heap of +darkness, whence the sight came back again; and there was a scooped +place, like a funnel, but pouring only to darkness. So I waited for +somebody to speak first, not seeing my way to anything. + +"You seem to be disappointed, John," said Uncle Reuben, looking blue by +the light of the flambeaux; "did you expect to see the roof of gold, and +the sides of gold, and the floor of gold, John Ridd?" + +"Ha, ha!" cried Master Carfax; "I reckon her did; no doubt her did." + +"You are wrong," I replied; "but I did expect to see something better +than dirt and darkness." + +"Come on then, my lad; and we will show you some-thing better. We want +your great arm on here, for a job that has beaten the whole of us." + +With these words, Uncle Ben led the way along a narrow passage, roofed +with rock and floored with slate-coloured shale and shingle, and winding +in and out, until we stopped at a great stone block or boulder, lying +across the floor, and as large as my mother's best oaken wardrobe. +Beside it were several sledge-hammers, battered, and some with broken +helves. + +"Thou great villain!" cried Uncle Ben, giving the boulder a little kick; +"I believe thy time is come at last. Now, John, give us a sample of the +things they tell of thee. Take the biggest of them sledge-hammers and +crack this rogue in two for us. We have tried at him for a fortnight, +and he is a nut worth cracking. But we have no man who can swing that +hammer, though all in the mine have handled it." + +"I will do my very best," said I, pulling off my coat and waistcoat, as +if I were going to wrestle; "but I fear he will prove too tough for me." + +"Ay, that her wull," grunted Master Carfax; "lack'th a Carnishman, and +a beg one too, not a little charp such as I be. There be no man outside +Carnwall, as can crack that boolder." + +"Bless my heart," I answered; "but I know something of you, my friend, +or at any rate of your family. Well, I have beaten most of your Cornish +men, though not my place to talk of it. But mind, if I crack this rock +for you, I must have some of the gold inside it." + +"Dost think to see the gold come tumbling out like the kernel of a nut, +thou zany?" asked Uncle Reuben pettishly; "now wilt thou crack it or +wilt thou not? For I believe thou canst do it, though only a lad of +Somerset." + +Uncle Reuben showed by saying this, and by his glance at Carfax, that he +was proud of his county, and would be disappointed for it if I failed to +crack the boulder. So I begged him to stoop his torch a little, that +I might examine my subject. To me there appeared to be nothing at all +remarkable about it, except that it sparkled here and there, when the +flash of the flame fell upon it. A great obstinate, oblong, sullen +stone; how could it be worth the breaking, except for making roads with? + +Nevertheless, I took up the hammer, and swinging it far behind my head, +fetched it down, with all my power, upon the middle of the rock. The +roof above rang mightily, and the echo went down delven galleries, so +that all the miners flocked to know what might be doing. But Master +Carfax only smiled, although the blow shook him where he stood, for +behold the stone was still unbroken, and as firm as ever. Then I smote +it again, with no better fortune, and Uncle Ben looked vexed and angry, +but all the miners grinned with triumph. + +"This little tool is too light," I cried; "one of you give me a piece of +strong cord." + +Then I took two more of the weightiest hammers, and lashed them fast to +the back of mine, not so as to strike, but to burden the fall. Having +made this firm, and with room to grasp the handle of the largest one +only--for the helves of the others were shorter--I smiled at Uncle Ben, +and whirled the mighty implement round my head, just to try whether I +could manage it. Upon that the miners gave a cheer, being honest men, +and desirous of seeing fair play between this "shameless stone" (as Dan +Homer calls it) and me with my hammer hammering. + +Then I swung me on high to the swing of the sledge, as a thresher +bends back to the rise of his flail, and with all my power descending +delivered the ponderous onset. Crashing and crushed the great stone fell +over, and threads of sparkling gold appeared in the jagged sides of the +breakage. + +[Illustration: 544.jpg Swung me on high] + +"How now, Simon Carfax?" cried Uncle Ben triumphantly; "wilt thou find a +man in Cornwall can do the like of that?" + +"Ay, and more," he answered; "however, it be pretty fair for a lad of +these outlandish parts. Get your rollers, my lads, and lead it to the +crushing engine." + +I was glad to have been of some service to them; for it seems that this +great boulder had been too large to be drawn along the gallery and too +hard to crack. But now they moved it very easily, taking piece by piece, +and carefully picking up the fragments. + +"Thou hast done us a good turn, my lad," said Uncle Reuben, as the +others passed out of sight at the corner; "and now I will show thee the +bottom of a very wondrous mystery. But we must not do it more than once, +for the time of day is the wrong one." + +The whole affair being a mystery to me, and far beyond my understanding, +I followed him softly, without a word, yet thinking very heavily, and +longing to be above ground again. He led me through small passages, to a +hollow place near the descending shaft, where I saw a most extraordinary +monster fitted up. In form it was like a great coffee-mill, such as +I had seen in London, only a thousand times larger, and with heavy +windlass to work it. + +"Put in a barrow-load of the smoulder," said Uncle Ben to Carfax, "and +let them work the crank, for John to understand a thing or two." + +"At this time of day!" cried Simon Carfax; "and the watching as has been +o' late!" + +However, he did it without more remonstrance; pouring into the scuttle +at the top of the machine about a basketful of broken rock; and then a +dozen men went to the wheel, and forced it round, as sailors do. Upon +that such a hideous noise arose, as I never should have believed any +creature capable of making, and I ran to the well of the mine for air, +and to ease my ears, if possible. + +"Enough, enough!" shouted Uncle Ben by the time I was nearly deafened; +"we will digest our goodly boulder after the devil is come abroad for +his evening work. Now, John, not a word about what you have learned; but +henceforth you will not be frightened by the noise we make at dusk." + +I could not deny but what this was very clever management. If they could +not keep the echoes of the upper air from moving, the wisest plan was to +open their valves during the discouragement of the falling evening; +when folk would rather be driven away, than drawn into the wilds and +quagmires, by a sound so deep and awful, coming through the darkness. + +[Illustration: 546.jpg Illustrated Capital] + + + + +CHAPTER LIX + +LORNA GONE AWAY + +[Illustration: 547.jpg Wizard] + +Although there are very ancient tales of gold being found upon Exmoor, +in lumps and solid hummocks, and of men who slew one another for it, +this deep digging and great labour seemed to me a dangerous and unholy +enterprise. And Master Huckaback confessed that up to the present time +his two partners and himself (for they proved to be three adventurers) +had put into the earth more gold than they had taken out of it. +Nevertheless he felt quite sure that it must in a very short time +succeed, and pay them back an hundredfold; and he pressed me with great +earnestness to join them, and work there as much as I could, without +moving my mother's suspicions. I asked him how they had managed so long +to carry on without discovery; and he said that this was partly through +the wildness of the neighbourhood, and the legends that frightened +people of a superstitious turn; partly through their own great caution, +and the manner of fetching both supplies and implements by night; +but most of all, they had to thank the troubles of the period, the +suspicions of rebellion, and the terror of the Doones, which (like the +wizard I was speaking of) kept folk from being too inquisitive where +they had no business. The slough, moreover, had helped them well, +both by making their access dark, and yet more by swallowing up and +concealing all that was cast from the mouth of the pit. Once, before +the attack on Glen Doone, they had a narrow escape from the King's +Commissioner; for Captain Stickles having heard no doubt the story of +John Fry, went with half a dozen troopers, on purpose to search the +neighbourhood. Now if he had ridden alone, most likely he would have +discovered everything; but he feared to venture so, having suspicion of +a trap. Coming as they did in a company, all mounted and conspicuous, +the watchman (who was posted now on the top of the hill, almost every +day since John Fry's appearance) could not help espying them, miles +distant, over the moorland. He watched them under the shade of his hand, +and presently ran down the hill, and raised a great commotion. Then +Simon Carfax and all his men came up, and made things natural, removing +every sign of work; and finally, sinking underground, drew across the +mouth of the pit a hurdle thatched with sedge and heather. Only Simon +himself was left behind, ensconced in a hole of the crags, to observe +the doings of the enemy. + +Captain Stickles rode very bravely, with all his men clattering after +him, down the rocky pass, and even to the margin of the slough. And +there they stopped, and held council; for it was a perilous thing to +risk the passage upon horseback, between the treacherous brink and +the cliff, unless one knew it thoroughly. Stickles, however, and one +follower, carefully felt the way along, having their horses well in +hand, and bearing a rope to draw them out, in case of being foundered. +Then they spurred across the rough boggy land, farther away than the +shaft was. Here the ground lay jagged and shaggy, wrought up with high +tufts of reed, or scragged with stunted brushwood. And between the ups +and downs (which met anybody anyhow) green-covered places tempted the +foot, and black bog-holes discouraged it. It is not to be marvelled at +that amid such place as this, for the first time visited, the horses +were a little skeary; and their riders partook of the feeling, as all +good riders do. In and out of the tufts they went, with their eyes +dilating, wishing to be out of harm, if conscience were but satisfied. +And of this tufty flaggy ground, pocked with bogs and boglets, one +especial nature is that it will not hold impressions. + +Seeing thus no track of men, nor anything but marsh-work, and stormwork, +and of the seasons, these two honest men rode back, and were glad to do +so. For above them hung the mountains, cowled with fog, and seamed with +storm; and around them desolation; and below their feet the grave. Hence +they went, with all goodwill; and vowed for ever afterwards that fear of +a simple place like that was only too ridiculous. So they all rode +home with mutual praises, and their courage well-approved; and the only +result of the expedition was to confirm John Fry's repute as a bigger +liar than ever. + +Now I had enough of that underground work, as before related, to last me +for a year to come; neither would I, for sake of gold, have ever stepped +into that bucket, of my own goodwill again. But when I told Lorna--whom +I could trust in any matter of secrecy, as if she had never been a +woman--all about my great descent, and the honeycombing of the earth, +and the mournful noise at eventide, when the gold was under the crusher +and bewailing the mischief it must do, then Lorna's chief desire was to +know more about Simon Carfax. + +"It must be our Gwenny's father," she cried; "the man who disappeared +underground, and whom she has ever been seeking. How grieved the poor +little thing will be, if it should turn out, after all, that he left his +child on purpose! I can hardly believe it; can you, John?" + +"Well," I replied; "all men are wicked, more or less, to some extent; +and no man may say otherwise." + +For I did not wish to commit myself to an opinion about Simon, lest I +might be wrong, and Lorna think less of my judgment. + +But being resolved to see this out, and do a good turn, if I could, to +Gwenny, who had done me many a good one, I begged my Lorna to say not a +word of this matter to the handmaiden, until I had further searched +it out. And to carry out this resolve, I went again to the place of +business where they were grinding gold as freely as an apothecary at his +pills. + +Having now true right of entrance, and being known to the watchman, and +regarded (since I cracked the boulder) as one who could pay his footing, +and perhaps would be the master, when Uncle Ben should be choked with +money, I found the corb sent up for me rather sooner than I wished it. +For the smell of the places underground, and the way men's eyes came out +of them, with links, and brands, and flambeaux, instead of God's light +to look at, were to me a point of caution, rather than of pleasure. + +No doubt but what some men enjoy it, being born, like worms, to dig, and +to live in their own scoopings. Yet even the worms come up sometimes, +after a good soft shower of rain, and hold discourse with one another; +whereas these men, and the horses let down, come above ground never. + +And the changing of the sky is half the change our nature calls for. +Earth we have, and all its produce (moving from the first appearance, +and the hope with infants' eyes, through the bloom of beauty's promise, +to the rich and ripe fulfilment, and the falling back to rest); sea we +have (with all its wonder shed on eyes, and ears, and heart; and the +thought of something more)--but without the sky to look at, what would +earth, and sea, and even our own selves, be to us? + +Do we look at earth with hope? Yes, for victuals only. Do we look at +sea with hope? Yes, that we may escape it. At the sky alone (though +questioned with the doubts of sunshine, or scattered with uncertain +stars), at the sky alone we look with pure hope and with memory. + +Hence it always hurt my feelings when I got into that bucket, with my +small-clothes turned up over, and a kerchief round my hat. But knowing +that my purpose was sound, and my motives pure, I let the sky grow to +a little blue hole, and then to nothing over me. At the bottom Master +Carfax met me, being captain of the mine, and desirous to know my +business. He wore a loose sack round his shoulders, and his beard was +two feet long. + +"My business is to speak with you," I answered rather sternly; for +this man, who was nothing more than Uncle Reuben's servant, had carried +things too far with me, showing no respect whatever; and though I did +not care for much, I liked to receive a little, even in my early days. + +"Coom into the muck-hole, then," was his gracious answer; and he led me +into a filthy cell, where the miners changed their jackets. + +"Simon Carfax," I began, with a manner to discourage him; "I fear you are +a shallow fellow, and not worth my trouble." + +"Then don't take it," he replied; "I want no man's trouble." + +"For your sake I would not," I answered; "but for your daughter's sake +I will; the daughter whom you left to starve so pitifully in the +wilderness." + +The man stared at me with his pale gray eyes, whose colour was lost from +candle light; and his voice as well as his body shook, while he cried,-- + +"It is a lie, man. No daughter, and no son have I. Nor was ever child of +mine left to starve in the wilderness. You are too big for me to tackle, +and that makes you a coward for saying it." His hands were playing with +a pickaxe helve, as if he longed to have me under it. + +"Perhaps I have wronged you, Simon," I answered very softly; for the +sweat upon his forehead shone in the smoky torchlight; "if I have, I +crave your pardon. But did you not bring up from Cornwall a little maid +named 'Gwenny,' and supposed to be your daughter?" + +"Ay, and she was my daughter, my last and only child of five; and for +her I would give this mine, and all the gold will ever come from it." + +"You shall have her, without either mine or gold; if you only prove to +me that you did not abandon her." + +"Abandon her! I abandon Gwenny!" He cried with such a rage of scorn, +that I at once believed him. "They told me she was dead, and crushed, +and buried in the drift here; and half my heart died with her. The +Almighty blast their mining-work, if the scoundrels lied to me!" + +"The scoundrels must have lied to you," I answered, with a spirit fired +by his heat of fury: "the maid is living and with us. Come up; and you +shall see her." + +"Rig the bucket," he shouted out along the echoing gallery; and then he +fell against the wall, and through the grimy sack I saw the heaving of +his breast, as I have seen my opponent's chest, in a long hard bout of +wrestling. For my part, I could do no more than hold my tongue and look +at him. + +Without another word we rose to the level of the moors and mires; +neither would Master Carfax speak, as I led him across the barrows. In +this he was welcome to his own way, for I do love silence; so little +harm can come of it. And though Gwenny was no beauty, her father might +be fond of her. + +So I put him in the cow-house (not to frighten the little maid), and +the folding shutters over him, such as we used at the beestings; and he +listened to my voice outside, and held on, and preserved himself. For +now he would have scooped the earth, as cattle do at yearning-time, and +as meekly and as patiently, to have his child restored to him. Not to +make long tale of it--for this thing is beyond me, through want of true +experience--I went and fetched his Gwenny forth from the back kitchen, +where she was fighting, as usual, with our Betty. + +"Come along, you little Vick," I said, for so we called her; "I have a +message to you, Gwenny, from the Lord in heaven." + +"Don't 'ee talk about He," she answered; "Her have long forgatten me." + +"That He has never done, you stupid. Come, and see who is in the +cowhouse." + +Gwenny knew; she knew in a moment. Looking into my eyes, she knew; and +hanging back from me to sigh, she knew it even better. + +She had not much elegance of emotion, being flat and square all over; +but none the less for that her heart came quick, and her words came +slowly. + +"Oh, Jan, you are too good to cheat me. Is it joke you are putting upon +me?" + +I answered her with a gaze alone; and she tucked up her clothes and +followed me because the road was dirty. Then I opened the door just wide +enough for the child to to go her father, and left those two to have it +out, as might be most natural. And they took a long time about it. + +Meanwhile I needs must go and tell my Lorna all the matter; and her joy +was almost as great as if she herself had found a father. And the +wonder of the whole was this, that I got all the credit; of which not +a thousandth part belonged by right and reason to me. Yet so it almost +always is. If I work for good desert, and slave, and lie awake at night, +and spend my unborn life in dreams, not a blink, nor wink, nor inkling +of my labour ever tells. It would have been better to leave unburned, +and to keep undevoured, the fuel and the food of life. But if I have +laboured not, only acted by some impulse, whim, caprice, or anything; +or even acting not at all, only letting things float by; piled upon me +commendations, bravoes, and applauses, almost work me up to tempt once +again (though sick of it) the ill luck of deserving. + +Without intending any harm, and meaning only good indeed, I had now done +serious wrong to Uncle Reuben's prospects. For Captain Carfax was full +as angry at the trick played on him as he was happy in discovering the +falsehood and the fraud of it. Nor could I help agreeing with him, when +he told me all of it, as with tears in his eyes he did, and ready to be +my slave henceforth; I could not forbear from owning that it was a low +and heartless trick, unworthy of men who had families; and the recoil +whereof was well deserved, whatever it might end in. + +For when this poor man left his daughter, asleep as he supposed, and +having his food, and change of clothes, and Sunday hat to see to, he +meant to return in an hour or so, and settle about her sustenance in +some house of the neighbourhood. But this was the very thing of all +things which the leaders of the enterprise, who had brought him up from +Cornwall, for his noted skill in metals, were determined, whether by +fair means or foul, to stop at the very outset. Secrecy being their main +object, what chance could there be of it, if the miners were allowed to +keep their children in the neighbourhood? Hence, on the plea of feasting +Simon, they kept him drunk for three days and three nights, assuring him +(whenever he had gleams enough to ask for her) that his daughter was as +well as could be, and enjoying herself with the children. Not wishing +the maid to see him tipsy, he pressed the matter no further; but applied +himself to the bottle again, and drank her health with pleasure. + +However, after three days of this, his constitution rose against it, and +he became quite sober; with a certain lowness of heart moreover, and a +sense of error. And his first desire to right himself, and easiest way +to do it, was by exerting parental authority upon Gwenny. Possessed with +this intention (for he was not a sweet tempered man, and his head was +aching sadly) he sought for Gwenny high and low; first with threats, and +then with fears, and then with tears and wailing. And so he became to +the other men a warning and a great annoyance. Therefore they combined +to swear what seemed a very likely thing, and might be true for all +they knew, to wit, that Gwenny had come to seek for her father down the +shaft-hole, and peering too eagerly into the dark, had toppled forward, +and gone down, and lain at the bottom as dead as a stone. + +"And thou being so happy with drink," the villains finished up to him, +"and getting drunker every day, we thought it shame to trouble thee; and +we buried the wench in the lower drift; and no use to think more of her; +but come and have a glass, Sim." + +But Simon Carfax swore that drink had lost him his wife, and now had +lost him the last of his five children, and would lose him his own soul, +if further he went on with it; and from that day to his death he never +touched strong drink again. Nor only this; but being soon appointed +captain of the mine, he allowed no man on any pretext to bring cordials +thither; and to this and his stern hard rule and stealthy secret +management (as much as to good luck and place) might it be attributed +that scarcely any but themselves had dreamed about this Exmoor mine. + +As for me, I had no ambition to become a miner; and the state to which +gold-seeking had brought poor Uncle Ben was not at all encouraging. My +business was to till the ground, and tend the growth that came of it, +and store the fruit in Heaven's good time, rather than to scoop and +burrow like a weasel or a rat for the yellow root of evil. Moreover, I +was led from home, between the hay and corn harvests (when we often have +a week to spare), by a call there was no resisting; unless I gave up all +regard for wrestling, and for my county. + +Now here many persons may take me amiss, and there always has been some +confusion; which people who ought to have known better have wrought into +subject of quarrelling. By birth it is true, and cannot be denied, +that I am a man of Somerset; nevertheless by breed I am, as well as by +education, a son of Devon also. And just as both of our two counties +vowed that Glen Doone was none of theirs, but belonged to the other +one; so now, each with hot claim and jangling (leading even to blows +sometimes), asserted and would swear to it (as I became more famous) +that John Ridd was of its own producing, bred of its own true blood, and +basely stolen by the other. + +Now I have not judged it in any way needful or even becoming and +delicate, to enter into my wrestling adventures, or describe my +progress. The whole thing is so different from Lorna, and her gentle +manners, and her style of walking; moreover I must seem (even to kind +people) to magnify myself so much, or at least attempt to do it, that I +have scratched out written pages, through my better taste and sense. + +Neither will I, upon this head, make any difference even now; being +simply betrayed into mentioning the matter because bare truth requires +it, in the tale of Lorna's fortunes. + +For a mighty giant had arisen in a part of Cornwall: and his calf was +twenty-five inches round, and the breadth of his shoulders two feet +and a quarter; and his stature seven feet and three-quarters. Round the +chest he was seventy inches, and his hand a foot across, and there were +no scales strong enough to judge of his weight in the market-place. Now +this man--or I should say, his backers and his boasters, for the giant +himself was modest--sent me a brave and haughty challenge, to meet +him in the ring at Bodmin-town, on the first day of August, or else to +return my champion's belt to them by the messenger. + +It is no use to deny but that I was greatly dashed and scared at first. +For my part, I was only, when measured without clothes on, sixty inches +round the breast, and round the calf scarce twenty-one, only two feet +across the shoulders, and in height not six and three-quarters. However, +my mother would never believe that this man could beat me; and Lorna +being of the same mind, I resolved to go and try him, as they would pay +all expenses and a hundred pounds, if I conquered him; so confident were +those Cornishmen. + +Now this story is too well known for me to go through it again and +again. Every child in Devonshire knows, and his grandson will know, the +song which some clever man made of it, after I had treated him to water, +and to lemon, and a little sugar, and a drop of eau-de-vie. Enough that +I had found the giant quite as big as they had described him, and enough +to terrify any one. But trusting in my practice and study of the art, I +resolved to try a back with him; and when my arms were round him once, +the giant was but a farthingale put into the vice of a blacksmith. The +man had no bones; his frame sank in, and I was afraid of crushing him. +He lay on his back, and smiled at me; and I begged his pardon. + +Now this affair made a noise at the time, and redounded so much to my +credit, that I was deeply grieved at it, because deserving none. For +I do like a good strife and struggle; and the doubt makes the joy of +victory; whereas in this case, I might as well have been sent for a +match with a hay-mow. However, I got my hundred pounds, and made up my +mind to spend every farthing in presents for mother and Lorna. + +For Annie was married by this time, and long before I went away; as need +scarcely be said, perhaps; if any one follows the weeks and the months. +The wedding was quiet enough, except for everybody's good wishes; and I +desire not to dwell upon it, because it grieved me in many ways. + +But now that I had tried to hope the very best for dear Annie, a deeper +blow than could have come, even through her, awaited me. For after that +visit to Cornwall, and with my prize-money about me, I came on foot +from Okehampton to Oare, so as to save a little sum towards my time of +marrying. For Lorna's fortune I would not have; small or great I would +not have it; only if there were no denying we would devote the whole of +it to charitable uses, as Master Peter Blundell had done; and perhaps +the future ages would endeavour to be grateful. Lorna and I had settled +this question at least twice a day, on the average; and each time with +more satisfaction. + +Now coming into the kitchen with all my cash in my breeches pocket +(golden guineas, with an elephant on them, for the stamp of the Guinea +Company), I found dear mother most heartily glad to see me safe and +sound again--for she had dreaded that giant, and dreamed of him--and +she never asked me about the money. Lizzie also was softer, and more +gracious than usual; especially when she saw me pour guineas, like +peppercorns, into the pudding-basin. But by the way they hung about, I +knew that something was gone wrong. + +"Where is Lorna?" I asked at length, after trying not to ask it; "I want +her to come, and see my money. She never saw so much before." + +"Alas!" said mother with a heavy sigh; "she will see a great deal more, +I fear; and a deal more than is good for her. Whether you ever see her +again will depend upon her nature, John." + +"What do you mean, mother? Have you quarrelled? Why does not Lorna come +to me? Am I never to know?" + +"Now, John, be not so impatient," my mother replied, quite calmly, for +in truth she was jealous of Lorna, "you could wait now, very well, John, +if it were till this day week, for the coming of your mother, John. And +yet your mother is your best friend. Who can ever fill her place?" + +Thinking of her future absence, mother turned away and cried; and the +box-iron singed the blanket. + +"Now," said I, being wild by this time; "Lizzie, you have a little +sense; will you tell me where is Lorna?" + +"The Lady Lorna Dugal," said Lizzie, screwing up her lips as if the +title were too grand, "is gone to London, brother John; and not likely +to come back again. We must try to get on without her." + +"You little--[something]" I cried, which I dare not write down here, +as all you are too good for such language; but Lizzie's lip provoked me +so--"my Lorna gone, my Lorna gone! And without good-bye to me even! It +is your spite has sickened her." + +"You are quite mistaken there," she replied; "how can folk of low degree +have either spite or liking towards the people so far above them? The +Lady Lorna Dugal is gone, because she could not help herself; and she +wept enough to break ten hearts--if hearts are ever broken, John." + +"Darling Lizzie, how good you are!" I cried, without noticing her sneer; +"tell me all about it, dear; tell me every word she said." + +"That will not take long," said Lizzie, quite as unmoved by soft coaxing +as by urgent cursing; "the lady spoke very little to any one, except +indeed to mother, and to Gwenny Carfax; and Gwenny is gone with her, so +that the benefit of that is lost. But she left a letter for 'poor John,' +as in charity she called him. How grand she looked, to be sure, with the +fine clothes on that were come for her!" + +"Where is the letter, you utter vixen! Oh, may you have a husband! Who +will thresh it out of you, and starve it, and swear it out of you!" +was the meaning of my imprecation: but Lizzie, not dreaming as yet of +such things, could not understand me, and was rather thankful; therefore +she answered quietly,-- + +"The letter is in the little cupboard, near the head of Lady Lorna's +bed, where she used to keep the diamond necklace, which we contrived to +get stolen." + +Without another word I rushed (so that every board in the house shook) +up to my lost Lorna's room, and tore the little wall-niche open and +espied my treasure. It was as simple, and as homely, and loving, as even +I could wish. Part of it ran as follows,--the other parts it behoves me +not to open out to strangers:--"My own love, and sometime lord,--Take it +not amiss of me, that even without farewell, I go; for I cannot persuade +the men to wait, your return being doubtful. My great-uncle, some grand +lord, is awaiting me at Dunster, having fear of venturing too near this +Exmoor country. I, who have been so lawless always, and the child of +outlaws, am now to atone for this, it seems, by living in a court of +law, and under special surveillance (as they call it, I believe) of +His Majesty's Court of Chancery. My uncle is appointed my guardian and +master; and I must live beneath his care, until I am twenty-one years +old. To me this appears a dreadful thing, and very unjust, and cruel; +for why should I lose my freedom, through heritage of land and gold? I +offered to abandon all if they would only let me go; I went down on my +knees to them, and said I wanted titles not, neither land, nor money; +only to stay where I was, where first I had known happiness. But they +only laughed and called me 'child,' and said I must talk of that to the +King's High Chancellor. Their orders they had, and must obey them; and +Master Stickles was ordered too, to help as the King's Commissioner. And +then, although it pierced my heart not to say one 'goodbye, John,' I +was glad upon the whole that you were not here to dispute it. For I am +almost certain that you would not, without force to yourself, have let +your Lorna go to people who never, never can care for her." + +Here my darling had wept again, by the tokens on the paper; and then +there followed some sweet words, too sweet for me to chatter them. +But she finished with these noble lines, which (being common to all +humanity, in a case of steadfast love) I do no harm, but rather help all +true love by repeating. "Of one thing rest you well assured--and I do +hope that it may prove of service to your rest, love, else would my own +be broken--no difference of rank, or fortune, or of life itself, shall +ever make me swerve from truth to you. We have passed through many +troubles, dangers, and dispartments, but never yet was doubt between us; +neither ever shall be. Each has trusted well the other; and still +each must do so. Though they tell you I am false, though your own mind +harbours it, from the sense of things around, and your own undervaluing, +yet take counsel of your heart, and cast such thoughts away from you; +being unworthy of itself they must be unworthy also of the one who +dwells there; and that one is, and ever shall be, your own Lorna Dugal." + +Some people cannot understand that tears should come from pleasure; but +whether from pleasure or from sorrow (mixed as they are in the twisted +strings of a man's heart, or a woman's), great tears fell from my stupid +eyes, even on the blots of Lorna's. + +"No doubt it is all over," my mind said to me bitterly; "trust me, all +shall yet be right," my heart replied very sweetly. + + + + +CHAPTER LX + +ANNIE LUCKIER THAN JOHN + +[Illustration: 559.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Some people may look down upon us for our slavish ways (as they may +choose to call them), but in our part of the country, we do love to +mention title, and to roll it on our tongues, with a conscience and a +comfort. Even if a man knows not, through fault of education, who the +Duke of this is, or the Earl of that, it will never do for him to say +so, lest the room look down on him. Therefore he must nod his head, +and say, "Ah, to be sure! I know him as well as ever I know my own +good woman's brother. He married Lord Flipflap's second daughter, and a +precious life she led him." Whereupon the room looks up at him. But +I, being quite unable to carry all this in my head, as I ought, was +speedily put down by people of a noble tendency, apt at Lords, and pat +with Dukes, and knowing more about the King than His Majesty would have +requested. Therefore, I fell back in thought, not daring in words to do +so, upon the titles of our horses. And all these horses deserved their +names, not having merely inherited, but by their own doing earned them. +Smiler, for instance, had been so called, not so much from a habit of +smiling, as from his general geniality, white nose, and white ankle. +This worthy horse was now in years, but hale and gay as ever; and when +you let him out of the stable, he could neigh and whinny, and make men +and horses know it. On the other hand, Kickums was a horse of morose +and surly order; harbouring up revenge, and leading a rider to false +confidence. Very smoothly he would go, and as gentle as a turtle-dove; +until his rider fully believed that a pack-thread was enough for him, +and a pat of approval upon his neck the aim and crown of his worthy +life. Then suddenly up went his hind feet to heaven, and the rider for +the most part flew over his nose; whereupon good Kickums would take +advantage of his favourable position to come and bite a piece out of +his back. Now in my present state of mind, being understood of nobody, +having none to bear me company, neither wishing to have any, an +indefinite kind of attraction drew me into Kickum's society. A bond of +mutual sympathy was soon established between us; I would ride no other +horse, neither Kickums be ridden by any other man. And this good horse +became as jealous about me as a dog might be; and would lash out, or run +teeth foremost, at any one who came near him when I was on his back. + +This season, the reaping of the corn, which had been but a year ago so +pleasant and so lightsome, was become a heavy labour, and a thing for +grumbling rather than for gladness. However, for the sake of all, it +must be attended to, and with as fair a show of spirit and alacrity as +might be. For otherwise the rest would drag, and drop their hands and +idle, being quicker to take infection of dullness than of diligence. And +the harvest was a heavy one, even heavier than the year before, although +of poorer quality. Therefore was I forced to work as hard as any horse +could during all the daylight hours, and defer till night the brooding +upon my misfortune. But the darkness always found me stiff with work, +and weary, and less able to think than to dream, may be, of Lorna. And +now the house was so dull and lonesome, wanting Annie's pretty presence, +and the light of Lorna's eyes, that a man had no temptation after +supper-time even to sit and smoke a pipe. + +For Lizzie, though so learned, and pleasant when it suited her, never +had taken very kindly to my love for Lorna, and being of a proud and +slightly upstart nature, could not bear to be eclipsed in bearing, +looks, and breeding, and even in clothes, by the stranger. For one thing +I will say of the Doones, that whether by purchase or plunder, they had +always dressed my darling well, with her own sweet taste to help them. +And though Lizzie's natural hate of the maid (as a Doone and burdened +with father's death) should have been changed to remorse when she +learned of Lorna's real parentage, it was only altered to sullenness, +and discontent with herself, for frequent rudeness to an innocent +person, and one of such high descent. Moreover, the child had imbibed +strange ideas as to our aristocracy, partly perhaps from her own way of +thinking, and partly from reading of history. For while, from one point +of view she looked up at them very demurely, as commissioned by God for +the country's good; from another sight she disliked them, as ready to +sacrifice their best and follow their worst members. + +Yet why should this wench dare to judge upon a matter so far beyond her, +and form opinions which she knew better than declare before mother? But +with me she had no such scruple, for I had no authority over her; and my +intellect she looked down upon, because I praised her own so. Thus +she made herself very unpleasant to me; by little jags and jerks of +sneering, sped as though unwittingly; which I (who now considered myself +allied to the aristocracy, and perhaps took airs on that account) had +not wit enough to parry, yet had wound enough to feel. + +Now any one who does not know exactly how mothers feel and think, would +have expected my mother (than whom could be no better one) to pet me, +and make much of me, under my sad trouble; to hang with anxiety on my +looks, and shed her tears with mine (if any), and season every dish of +meat put by for her John's return. And if the whole truth must be told, +I did expect that sort of thing, and thought what a plague it would +be to me; yet not getting it, was vexed, as if by some new injury. +For mother was a special creature (as I suppose we all are), being the +warmest of the warm, when fired at the proper corner; and yet, if taken +at the wrong point, you would say she was incombustible. + +Hence it came to pass that I had no one even to speak to, about Lorna +and my grievances; for Captain Stickles was now gone southward; and John +Fry, of course, was too low for it, although a married man, and well +under his wife's management. But finding myself unable at last to bear +this any longer, upon the first day when all the wheat was cut, and the +stooks set up in every field, yet none quite fit for carrying, I saddled +good Kickums at five in the morning, and without a word to mother (for a +little anxiety might do her good) off I set for Molland parish, to have +the counsel and the comfort of my darling Annie. + +The horse took me over the ground so fast (there being few better to go +when he liked), that by nine o'clock Annie was in my arms, and blushing +to the colour of Winnie's cheeks, with sudden delight and young +happiness. + +"You precious little soul!" I cried: "how does Tom behave to you?" + +"Hush!" said Annie: "how dare you ask? He is the kindest, and the best, +and the noblest of all men, John; not even setting yourself aside. Now +look not jealous, John: so it is. We all have special gifts, you know. +You are as good as you can be, John; but my husband's special gift is +nobility of character." Here she looked at me, as one who has discovered +something quite unknown. + +"I am devilish glad to hear it," said I, being touched at going down so: +"keep him to that mark, my dear; and cork the whisky bottle." + +"Yes, darling John," she answered quickly, not desiring to open that +subject, and being too sweet to resent it: "and how is lovely Lorna? +What an age it is since I have seen you! I suppose we must thank her for +that." + +"You may thank her for seeing me now," said I; "or rather,"--seeing how +hurt she looked,--"you may thank my knowledge of your kindness, and my +desire to speak of her to a soft-hearted dear little soul like you. I +think all the women are gone mad. Even mother treats me shamefully. And +as for Lizzie--" Here I stopped, knowing no words strong enough, without +shocking Annie. + +"Do you mean to say that Lorna is gone?" asked Annie, in great +amazement; yet leaping at the truth, as women do, with nothing at all to +leap from. + +"Gone. And I never shall see her again. It serves me right for aspiring +so." + +Being grieved at my manner, she led me in where none could interrupt +us; and in spite of all my dejection, I could not help noticing how very +pretty and even elegant all things were around. For we upon Exmoor have +little taste; all we care for is warm comfort, and plenty to eat and to +give away, and a hearty smack in everything. But Squire Faggus had seen +the world, and kept company with great people; and the taste he had +first displayed in the shoeing of farmers' horses (which led almost to +his ruin, by bringing him into jealousy, and flattery, and dashing ways) +had now been cultivated in London, and by moonlight, so that none could +help admiring it. + +"Well!" I cried, for the moment dropping care and woe in astonishment: +"we have nothing like this at Plover's Barrows; nor even Uncle Reuben. I +do hope it is honest, Annie?" + +"Would I sit in a chair that was not my own?" asked Annie, turning +crimson, and dropping defiantly, and with a whisk of her dress which +I never had seen before, into the very grandest one: "would I lie on a +couch, brother John, do you think, unless good money was paid for it? +Because other people are clever, John, you need not grudge them their +earnings." + +"A couch!" I replied: "why what can you want with a couch in the +day-time, Annie? A couch is a small bed, set up in a room without space +for a good four-poster. What can you want with a couch downstairs? I +never heard of such nonsense. And you ought to be in the dairy." + +"I won't cry, brother John, I won't; because you want to make me +cry"--and all the time she was crying--"you always were so nasty, John, +sometimes. Ah, you have no nobility of character, like my husband. And I +have not seen you for two months, John; and now you come to scold me!" + +"You little darling," I said, for Annie's tears always conquered me; +"if all the rest ill-use me, I will not quarrel with you, dear. You have +always been true to me; and I can forgive your vanity. Your things +are very pretty, dear; and you may couch ten times a day, without my +interference. No doubt your husband has paid for all this, with the +ponies he stole from Exmoor. Nobility of character is a thing beyond +my understanding; but when my sister loves a man, and he does well and +flourishes, who am I to find fault with him? Mother ought to see these +things: they would turn her head almost: look at the pimples on the +chairs!" + +"They are nothing," Annie answered, after kissing me for my kindness: +"they are only put in for the time indeed; and we are to have much +better, with gold all round the bindings, and double plush at the +corners; so soon as ever the King repays the debt he owes to my poor +Tom." + +I thought to myself that our present King had been most unlucky in one +thing--debts all over the kingdom. Not a man who had struck a blow for +the King, or for his poor father, or even said a good word for him, +in the time of his adversity, but expected at least a baronetcy, and +a grant of estates to support it. Many have called King Charles +ungrateful: and he may have been so. But some indulgence is due to +a man, with entries few on the credit side, and a terrible column of +debits. + +"Have no fear for the chair," I said, for it creaked under me very +fearfully, having legs not so large as my finger; "if the chair breaks, +Annie, your fear should be, lest the tortoise-shell run into me. Why, it +is striped like a viper's loins! I saw some hundreds in London; and very +cheap they are. They are made to be sold to the country people, such as +you and me, dear; and carefully kept they will last for almost half +a year. Now will you come back from your furniture, and listen to my +story?" + +Annie was a hearty dear, and she knew that half my talk was joke, to +make light of my worrying. Therefore she took it in good part, as I well +knew that she would do; and she led me to a good honest chair; and she +sat in my lap and kissed me. + +"All this is not like you, John. All this is not one bit like you: +and your cheeks are not as they ought to be. I shall have to come home +again, if the women worry my brother so. We always held together, John; +and we always will, you know." + +"You dear," I cried, "there is nobody who understands me as you do. +Lorna makes too much of me, and the rest they make too little." + +"Not mother; oh, not mother, John!" + +"No, mother makes too much, no doubt; but wants it all for herself +alone; and reckons it as a part of her. She makes me more wroth than any +one: as if not only my life, but all my head and heart must seek from +hers, and have no other thought or care." + +Being sped of my grumbling thus, and eased into better temper, I told +Annie all the strange history about Lorna and her departure, and the +small chance that now remained to me of ever seeing my love again. To +this Annie would not hearken twice, but judging women by her faithful +self, was quite vexed with me for speaking so. And then, to my surprise +and sorrow, she would deliver no opinion as to what I ought to do until +she had consulted darling Tom. + +Dear Tom knew much of the world, no doubt, especially the dark side of +it. But to me it scarcely seemed becoming that my course of action with +regard to the Lady Lorna Dugal should be referred to Tom Faggus, and +depend upon his decision. However, I would not grieve Annie again by +making light of her husband; and so when he came in to dinner, the +matter was laid before him. + +Now this man never confessed himself surprised, under any circumstances; +his knowledge of life being so profound, and his charity universal. And +in the present case he vowed that he had suspected it all along, and +could have thrown light upon Lorna's history, if we had seen fit to +apply to him. Upon further inquiry I found that this light was a very +dim one, flowing only from the fact that he had stopped her mother's +coach, at the village of Bolham, on the Bampton Road, the day before I +saw them. Finding only women therein, and these in a sad condition, Tom +with his usual chivalry (as he had no scent of the necklace) allowed +them to pass; with nothing more than a pleasant exchange of courtesies, +and a testimonial forced upon him, in the shape of a bottle of Burgundy +wine. This the poor countess handed him; and he twisted the cork out +with his teeth, and drank her health with his hat off. + +"A lady she was, and a true one; and I am a pretty good judge," said +Tom: "ah, I do like a high lady!" + +Our Annie looked rather queer at this, having no pretensions to be one: +but she conquered herself, and said, "Yes, Tom; and many of them liked +you." + +With this, Tom went on the brag at once, being but a shallow fellow, and +not of settled principles, though steadier than he used to be; until I +felt myself almost bound to fetch him back a little; for of all things +I do hate brag the most, as any reader of this tale must by this time +know. Therefore I said to Squire Faggus, "Come back from your highway +days. You have married the daughter of an honest man; and such talk +is not fit for her. If you were right in robbing people, I am right +in robbing you. I could bind you to your own mantelpiece, as you know +thoroughly well, Tom; and drive away with your own horses, and all your +goods behind them, but for the sense of honesty. And should I not do as +fine a thing as any you did on the highway? If everything is of public +right, how does this chair belong to you? Clever as you are, Tom Faggus, +you are nothing but a fool to mix your felony with your farmership. Drop +the one, or drop the other; you cannot maintain them both." + +As I finished very sternly a speech which had exhausted me more than ten +rounds of wrestling--but I was carried away by the truth, as sometimes +happens to all of us--Tom had not a word to say; albeit his mind was +so much more nimble and rapid than ever mine was. He leaned against the +mantelpiece (a newly-invented affair in his house) as if I had corded +him to it, even as I spoke of doing. And he laid one hand on his breast +in a way which made Annie creep softly to him, and look at me not like a +sister. + +"You have done me good, John," he said at last, and the hand he gave me +was trembling: "there is no other man on God's earth would have dared +to speak to me as you have done. From no other would I have taken it. +Nevertheless every word is true; and I shall dwell on it when you are +gone. If you never did good in your life before, John, my brother, you +have done it now." + +He turned away, in bitter pain, that none might see his trouble; and +Annie, going along with him, looked as if I had killed our mother. For +my part, I was so upset, for fear of having gone too far, that without +a word to either of them, but a message on the title-page of King +James his Prayer-book, I saddled Kickums, and was off, and glad of the +moorland air again. + +[Illustration: 566.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXI + +THEREFORE HE SEEKS COMFORT + +[Illustration: 567.jpg Dulvertin Church and Street] + +It was for poor Annie's sake that I had spoken my mind to her husband so +freely, and even harshly. For we all knew she would break her heart, if +Tom took to evil ways again. And the right mode of preventing this +was, not to coax, and flatter, and make a hero of him (which he did for +himself, quite sufficiently), but to set before him the folly of the +thing, and the ruin to his own interests. They would both be vexed with +me, of course, for having left them so hastily, and especially just +before dinner-time; but that would soon wear off; and most likely they +would come to see mother, and tell her that I was hard to manage, and +they could feel for her about it. + +Now with a certain yearning, I know not what, for softness, and for one +who could understand me--for simple as a child though being, I found +few to do that last, at any rate in my love-time--I relied upon Kickum's +strength to take me round by Dulverton. It would make the journey some +eight miles longer, but what was that to a brisk young horse, even with +my weight upon him? + +And having left Squire Faggus and Annie much sooner than had been +intended, I had plenty of time before me, and too much, ere a prospect +of dinner. Therefore I struck to the right, across the hills, for +Dulverton. + +Pretty Ruth was in the main street of the town, with a basket in her +hand, going home from the market. + +"Why, Cousin Ruth, you are grown," I exclaimed; "I do believe you are, +Ruth. And you were almost too tall, already." + +At this the little thing was so pleased, that she smiled through her +blushes beautifully, and must needs come to shake hands with me; though +I signed to her not to do it, because of my horse's temper. But scarcely +was her hand in mine, when Kickums turned like an eel upon her, and +caught her by the left arm with his teeth, so that she screamed with +agony. I saw the white of his vicious eye, and struck him there with all +my force, with my left hand over her right arm, and he never used that +eye again; none the less he kept his hold on her. Then I smote him again +on the jaw, and caught the little maid up by her right hand, and laid +her on the saddle in front of me; while the horse being giddy and +staggered with blows, and foiled of his spite, ran backward. Ruth's wits +were gone; and she lay before me, in such a helpless and senseless way +that I could have killed vile Kickums. I struck the spurs into him past +the rowels, and away he went at full gallop; while I had enough to do to +hold on, with the little girl lying in front of me. But I called to the +men who were flocking around, to send up a surgeon, as quick as could +be, to Master Reuben Huckaback's. + +The moment I brought my right arm to bear, the vicious horse had no +chance with me; and if ever a horse was well paid for spite, Kickums +had his change that day. The bridle would almost have held a whale and +I drew on it so that his lower jaw was well-nigh broken from him; while +with both spurs I tore his flanks, and he learned a little lesson. +There are times when a man is more vicious than any horse may vie with. +Therefore by the time we had reached Uncle Reuben's house at the top of +the hill, the bad horse was only too happy to stop; every string of his +body was trembling, and his head hanging down with impotence. I leaped +from his back at once, and carried the maiden into her own sweet room. + +Now Cousin Ruth was recovering softly from her fright and faintness; and +the volley of the wind from galloping so had made her little ears quite +pink, and shaken her locks all round her. But any one who might wish +to see a comely sight and a moving one, need only have looked at Ruth +Huckaback, when she learned (and imagined yet more than it was) the +manner of her little ride with me. Her hair was of a hazel-brown, and +full of waving readiness; and with no concealment of the trick, she +spread it over her eyes and face. Being so delighted with her, and so +glad to see her safe, I kissed her through the thick of it, as a cousin +has a right to do; yea, and ought to do, with gravity. + +"Darling," I said; "he has bitten you dreadfully: show me your poor arm, +dear." + +She pulled up her sleeve in the simplest manner, rather to look at it +herself, than to show me where the wound was. Her sleeve was of dark +blue Taunton staple; and her white arm shone, coming out of it, as round +and plump and velvety, as a stalk of asparagus, newly fetched out of the +ground. But above the curved soft elbow, where no room was for one cross +word (according to our proverb),* three sad gashes, edged with crimson, +spoiled the flow of the pearly flesh. My presence of mind was lost +altogether; and I raised the poor sore arm to my lips, both to stop the +bleeding and to take the venom out, having heard how wise it was, and +thinking of my mother. But Ruth, to my great amazement, drew away from +me in bitter haste, as if I had been inserting instead of extracting +poison. For the bite of a horse is most venomous; especially when he +sheds his teeth; and far more to be feared than the bite of a dog, or +even of a cat. And in my haste I had forgotten that Ruth might not know +a word about this, and might doubt about my meaning, and the warmth +of my osculation. But knowing her danger, I durst not heed her +childishness, or her feelings. + + * "A maid with an elbow sharp, or knee, + Hath cross words two, out of every three." + +"Don't be a fool, Cousin Ruth," I said, catching her so that she could +not move; "the poison is soaking into you. Do you think that I do it for +pleasure?" + +The spread of shame on her face was such, when she saw her own +misunderstanding, that I was ashamed to look at her; and occupied myself +with drawing all the risk of glanders forth from the white limb, hanging +helpless now, and left entirely to my will. Before I was quite sure of +having wholly exhausted suction, and when I had made the holes in her +arm look like the gills of a lamprey, in came the doctor, partly drunk, +and in haste to get through his business. + +"Ha, ha! I see," he cried; "bite of a horse, they tell me. Very +poisonous; must be burned away. Sally, the iron in the fire. If you have +a fire, this weather." + +"Crave your pardon, good sir," I said; for poor little Ruth was fainting +again at his savage orders: "but my cousin's arm shall not be burned; it +is a great deal too pretty, and I have sucked all the poison out. Look, +sir, how clean and fresh it is." + +"Bless my heart! And so it is! No need at all for cauterising. The +epidermis will close over, and the cutis and the pellis. John Ridd, you +ought to have studied medicine, with your healing powers. Half my virtue +lies in touch. A clean and wholesome body, sir; I have taught you the +Latin grammar. I leave you in excellent hands, my dear, and they wait +for me at shovel-board. Bread and water poultice cold, to be renewed, +_tribus horis_. John Ridd, I was at school with you, and you beat me very +lamentably, when I tried to fight with you. You remember me not? It is +likely enough: I am forced to take strong waters, John, from infirmity +of the liver. Attend to my directions; and I will call again in the +morning." + +And in that melancholy plight, caring nothing for business, went one +of the cleverest fellows ever known at Tiverton. He could write Latin +verses a great deal faster than I could ever write English prose, and +nothing seemed too great for him. We thought that he would go to Oxford +and astonish every one, and write in the style of Buchanan; but he fell +all abroad very lamentably; and now, when I met him again, was come down +to push-pin and shovel-board, with a wager of spirits pending. + +When Master Huckaback came home, he looked at me very sulkily; not only +because of my refusal to become a slave to the gold-digging, but also +because he regarded me as the cause of a savage broil between Simon +Carfax and the men who had cheated him as to his Gwenny. However, when +Uncle Ben saw Ruth, and knew what had befallen her, and she with tears +in her eyes declared that she owed her life to Cousin Ridd, the old man +became very gracious to me; for if he loved any one on earth, it was his +little granddaughter. + +I could not stay very long, because, my horse being quite unfit to +travel from the injuries which his violence and vice had brought upon +him, there was nothing for me but to go on foot, as none of Uncle Ben's +horses could take me to Plover's Barrows, without downright cruelty: and +though there would be a harvest-moon, Ruth agreed with me that I must +not keep my mother waiting, with no idea where I might be, until a +late hour of the night. I told Ruth all about our Annie, and her noble +furniture; and the little maid was very lively (although her wounds were +paining her so, that half her laughter came "on the wrong side of her +mouth," as we rather coarsely express it); especially she laughed about +Annie's new-fangled closet for clothes, or standing-press, as she called +it. This had frightened me so that I would not come without my stick to +look at it; for the front was inlaid with two fiery dragons, and a glass +which distorted everything, making even Annie look hideous; and when it +was opened, a woman's skeleton, all in white, revealed itself, in the +midst of three standing women. "It is only to keep my best frocks in +shape," Annie had explained to me; "hanging them up does ruin them so. +But I own that I was afraid of it, John, until I had got all my best +clothes there, and then I became very fond of it. But even now it +frightens me sometimes in the moonlight." + +Having made poor Ruth a little cheerful, with a full account of all +Annie's frocks, material, pattern, and fashion (of which I had taken a +list for my mother, and for Lizzie, lest they should cry out at man's +stupidity about anything of real interest), I proceeded to tell her +about my own troubles, and the sudden departure of Lorna; concluding +with all the show of indifference which my pride could muster, that +now I never should see her again, and must do my best to forget her, as +being so far above me. I had not intended to speak of this, but Ruth's +face was so kind and earnest, that I could not stop myself. + +"You must not talk like that, Cousin Ridd," she said, in a low and +gentle tone, and turning away her eyes from me; "no lady can be above +a man, who is pure, and brave, and gentle. And if her heart be worth +having, she will never let you give her up, for her grandeur, and her +nobility." + +She pronounced those last few words, as I thought, with a little +bitterness, unperceived by herself perhaps, for it was not in her +appearance. But I, attaching great importance to a maiden's opinion +about a maiden (because she might judge from experience), would have led +her further into that subject. But she declined to follow, having now no +more to say in a matter so removed from her. Then I asked her full and +straight, and looking at her in such a manner that she could not look +away, without appearing vanquished by feelings of her own--which thing +was very vile of me; but all men are so selfish,-- + +"Dear cousin, tell me, once for all, what is your advice to me?" + +[Illustration: 572.jpg What is your advice to me?] + +"My advice to you," she answered bravely, with her dark eyes full of +pride, and instead of flinching, foiling me,--"is to do what every man +must do, if he would win fair maiden. Since she cannot send you token, +neither is free to return to you, follow her, pay your court to her; +show that you will not be forgotten; and perhaps she will look down--I +mean, she will relent to you." + +"She has nothing to relent about. I have never vexed nor injured her. +My thoughts have never strayed from her. There is no one to compare with +her." + +"Then keep her in that same mind about you. See now, I can advise no +more. My arm is swelling painfully, in spite of all your goodness, and +bitter task of surgeonship. I shall have another poultice on, and go to +bed, I think, Cousin Ridd, if you will not hold me ungrateful. I am so +sorry for your long walk. Surely it might be avoided. Give my love to +dear Lizzie: oh, the room is going round so." + +And she fainted into the arms of Sally, who was come just in time to +fetch her: no doubt she had been suffering agony all the time she talked +to me. Leaving word that I would come again to inquire for her, +and fetch Kickums home, so soon as the harvest permitted me, I gave +directions about the horse, and striding away from the ancient town, was +soon upon the moorlands. + +Now, through the whole of that long walk--the latter part of which was +led by starlight, till the moon arose--I dwelt, in my young and foolish +way, upon the ordering of our steps by a Power beyond us. But as I could +not bring my mind to any clearness upon this matter, and the stars shed +no light upon it, but rather confused me with wondering how their Lord +could attend to them all, and yet to a puny fool like me, it came to +pass that my thoughts on the subject were not worth ink, if I knew them. + +But it is perhaps worth ink to relate, so far as I can do so, mother's +delight at my return, when she had almost abandoned hope, and concluded +that I was gone to London, in disgust at her behaviour. And now she was +looking up the lane, at the rise of the harvest-moon, in despair, as she +said afterwards. But if she had despaired in truth, what use to look at +all? Yet according to the epigram made by a good Blundellite,-- + + "Despair was never yet so deep + In sinking as in seeming; + Despair is hope just dropped asleep + For better chance of dreaming." + +And mother's dream was a happy one, when she knew my step at a furlong +distant; for the night was of those that carry sound thrice as far as +day can. She recovered herself, when she was sure, and even made up her +mind to scold me, and felt as if she could do it. But when she was in +my arms, into which she threw herself, and I by the light of the moon +descried the silver gleam on one side of her head (now spreading since +Annie's departure), bless my heart and yours therewith, no room was left +for scolding. She hugged me, and she clung to me; and I looked at her, +with duty made tenfold, and discharged by love. We said nothing to one +another; but all was right between us. + +Even Lizzie behaved very well, so far as her nature admitted; not even +saying a nasty thing all the time she was getting my supper ready, with +a weak imitation of Annie. She knew that the gift of cooking was not +vouchsafed by God to her; but sometimes she would do her best, by +intellect to win it. Whereas it is no more to be won by intellect than +is divine poetry. An amount of strong quick heart is needful, and the +understanding must second it, in the one art as in the other. Now my +fare was very choice for the next three days or more; yet not turned out +like Annie's. They could do a thing well enough on the fire; but they +could not put it on table so; nor even have plates all piping hot. This +was Annie's special gift; born in her, and ready to cool with her; like +a plate borne away from the fireplace. I sighed sometimes about Lorna, +and they thought it was about the plates. And mother would stand and +look at me, as much as to say, "No pleasing him"; and Lizzie would jerk +up one shoulder, and cry, "He had better have Lorna to cook for him"; +while the whole truth was that I wanted not to be plagued about any +cookery; but just to have something good and quiet, and then smoke and +think about Lorna. + +Nevertheless the time went on, with one change and another; and we +gathered all our harvest in; and Parson Bowden thanked God for it, +both in church and out of it; for his tithes would be very goodly. The +unmatched cold of the previous winter, and general fear of scarcity, and +our own talk about our ruin, had sent prices up to a grand high pitch; +and we did our best to keep them there. For nine Englishmen out of every +ten believe that a bitter winter must breed a sour summer, and explain +away topmost prices. While according to my experience, more often it +would be otherwise, except for the public thinking so. However, I have +said too much; and if any farmer reads my book, he will vow that I wrote +it for nothing else except to rob his family. + + + + +CHAPTER LXII + +THE KING MUST NOT BE PRAYED FOR + +[Illustration: 575.jpg Lynmouth] + +All our neighbourhood was surprised that the Doones had not ere now +attacked, and probably made an end of us. For we lay almost at their +mercy now, having only Sergeant Bloxham, and three men, to protect us, +Captain Stickles having been ordered southwards with all his force; +except such as might be needful for collecting toll, and watching the +imports at Lynmouth, and thence to Porlock. The Sergeant, having now +imbibed a taste for writing reports (though his first great effort had +done him no good, and only offended Stickles), reported weekly from +Plover's Barrows, whenever he could find a messenger. And though we fed +not Sergeant Bloxham at our own table, with the best we had (as in the +case of Stickles, who represented His Majesty), yet we treated him so +well, that he reported very highly of us, as loyal and true-hearted +lieges, and most devoted to our lord the King. And indeed he could +scarcely have done less, when Lizzie wrote great part of his reports, +and furbished up the rest to such a pitch of lustre, that Lord Clarendon +himself need scarce have been ashamed of them. And though this cost a +great deal of ale, and even of strong waters (for Lizzie would have it +the duty of a critic to stand treat to the author), and though it was +otherwise a plague, as giving the maid such airs of patronage, and such +pretence to politics; yet there was no stopping it, without the risk +of mortal offence to both writer and reviewer. Our mother also, while +disapproving Lizzie's long stay in the saddle-room on a Friday night and +a Saturday, and insisting that Betty should be there, was nevertheless +as proud as need be, that the King should read our Eliza' s writings--at +least so the innocent soul believed--and we all looked forward to +something great as the fruit of all this history. And something great +did come of it, though not as we expected; for these reports, or as many +of them as were ever opened, stood us in good stead the next year, when +we were accused of harbouring and comforting guilty rebels. + +Now the reason why the Doones did not attack us was that they were +preparing to meet another and more powerful assault upon their fortress; +being assured that their repulse of King's troops could not be looked +over when brought before the authorities. And no doubt they were right; +for although the conflicts in the Government during that summer and +autumn had delayed the matter yet positive orders had been issued that +these outlaws and malefactors should at any price be brought to justice; +when the sudden death of King Charles the Second threw all things into +confusion, and all minds into a panic. + +We heard of it first in church, on Sunday, the eighth day of February, +1684-5, from a cousin of John Fry, who had ridden over on purpose from +Porlock. He came in just before the anthem, splashed and heated from his +ride, so that every one turned and looked at him. He wanted to create a +stir (knowing how much would be made of him), and he took the best way +to do it. For he let the anthem go by very quietly--or rather I should +say very pleasingly, for our choir was exceeding proud of itself, and +I sang bass twice as loud as a bull, to beat the clerk with the +clarionet--and then just as Parson Bowden, with a look of pride at his +minstrels, was kneeling down to begin the prayer for the King's Most +Excellent Majesty (for he never read the litany, except upon Easter +Sunday), up jumps young Sam Fry, and shouts,-- + +"I forbid that there prai-er." + +"What!" cried the parson, rising slowly, and looking for some one to +shut the door: "have we a rebel in the congregation?" For the parson was +growing short-sighted now, and knew not Sam Fry at that distance. + +"No," replied Sam, not a whit abashed by the staring of all the parish; +"no rebel, parson; but a man who mislaiketh popery and murder. That +there prai-er be a prai-er for the dead." + +"Nay," cried the parson, now recognising and knowing him to be our +John's first cousin, "you do not mean to say, Sam, that His Gracious +Majesty is dead!" + +"Dead as a sto-un: poisoned by they Papishers." And Sam rubbed his hands +with enjoyment, at the effect he had produced. + +"Remember where you are, Sam," said Parson Bowden solemnly; "when did +this most sad thing happen? The King is the head of the Church, Sam Fry; +when did he leave her?" + +"Day afore yesterday. Twelve o'clock. Warn't us quick to hear of 'un?" + +"Can't be," said the minister: "the tidings can never have come so +soon. Anyhow, he will want it all the more. Let us pray for His Gracious +Majesty." + +And with that he proceeded as usual; but nobody cried "Amen," for fear +of being entangled with Popery. But after giving forth his text, our +parson said a few words out of book, about the many virtues of His +Majesty, and self-denial, and devotion, comparing his pious mirth to the +dancing of the patriarch David before the ark of the covenant; and he +added, with some severity, that if his flock would not join their pastor +(who was much more likely to judge aright) in praying for the King, the +least they could do on returning home was to pray that the King might +not be dead, as his enemies had asserted. + +Now when the service was over, we killed the King, and we brought him to +life, at least fifty times in the churchyard: and Sam Fry was mounted on +a high gravestone, to tell every one all he knew of it. But he knew no +more than he had told us in the church, as before repeated: upon which +we were much disappointed with him, and inclined to disbelieve him; +until he happily remembered that His Majesty had died in great pain, +with blue spots on his breast and black spots all across his back, and +these in the form of a cross, by reason of Papists having poisoned him. +When Sam called this to his remembrance (or to his imagination) he was +overwhelmed, at once, with so many invitations to dinner, that he scarce +knew which of them to accept; but decided in our favour. + +Grieving much for the loss of the King, however greatly it might be (as +the parson had declared it was, while telling us to pray against it) for +the royal benefit, I resolved to ride to Porlock myself, directly after +dinner, and make sure whether he were dead, or not. For it was not by +any means hard to suppose that Sam Fry, being John's first cousin, might +have inherited either from grandfather or grandmother some of those +gifts which had made our John so famous for mendacity. At Porlock I +found that it was too true; and the women of the town were in great +distress, for the King had always been popular with them: the men, on +the other hand, were forecasting what would be likely to ensue. + +And I myself was of this number, riding sadly home again; although bound +to the King as churchwarden now; which dignity, next to the parson's in +rank, is with us (as it ought to be in every good parish) hereditary. +For who can stick to the church like the man whose father stuck to it +before him; and who knows all the little ins, and great outs, which must +in these troublous times come across? + +But though appointed at last, by virtue of being best farmer in the +parish (as well as by vice of mismanagement on the part of my mother, +and Nicholas Snowe, who had thoroughly mixed up everything, being too +quick-headed); yet, while I dwelled with pride upon the fact that I +stood in the King's shoes, as the manager and promoter of the Church of +England, and I knew that we must miss His Majesty (whose arms were above +the Commandments), as the leader of our thoughts in church, and handsome +upon a guinea; nevertheless I kept on thinking how his death would act +on me. + +And here I saw it, many ways. In the first place, troubles must break +out; and we had eight-and-twenty ricks; counting grain, and straw, and +hay. Moreover, mother was growing weak about riots, and shooting, and +burning; and she gathered the bed-clothes around her ears every night, +when her feet were tucked up; and prayed not to awake until morning. In +the next place, much rebellion (though we would not own it; in either +sense of the verb, to "own") was whispering, and plucking skirts, and +making signs, among us. And the terror of the Doones helped greatly; +as a fruitful tree of lawlessness, and a good excuse for everybody. +And after this--or rather before it, and first of all indeed (if I must +state the true order)--arose upon me the thought of Lorna, and how these +things would affect her fate. + +And indeed I must admit that it had occurred to me sometimes, or been +suggested by others, that the Lady Lorna had not behaved altogether +kindly, since her departure from among us. For although in those days +the post (as we call the service of letter-carrying, which now comes +within twenty miles of us) did not extend to our part of the world, yet +it might have been possible to procure for hire a man who would ride +post, if Lorna feared to trust the pack-horses, or the troopers, who +went to and fro. Yet no message whatever had reached us; neither any +token even of her safety in London. As to this last, however, we had no +misgivings, having learned from the orderlies, more than once, that +the wealth, and beauty, and adventures of young Lady Lorna Dugal were +greatly talked of, both at court and among the common people. + +Now riding sadly homewards, in the sunset of the early spring, I was +more than ever touched with sorrow, and a sense of being, as it were, +abandoned. And the weather growing quite beautiful, and so mild that the +trees were budding, and the cattle full of happiness, I could not but +think of the difference between the world of to-day and the world of +this day twelvemonth. Then all was howling desolation, all the earth +blocked up with snow, and all the air with barbs of ice as small +as splintered needles, yet glittering, in and out, like stars, and +gathering so upon a man (if long he stayed among them) that they began +to weigh him down to sleepiness and frozen death. Not a sign of life +was moving, nor was any change of view; unless the wild wind struck the +crest of some cold drift, and bowed it. + +Now, on the other hand, all was good. The open palm of spring was laid +upon the yielding of the hills; and each particular valley seemed to be +the glove for a finger. And although the sun was low, and dipping in the +western clouds, the gray light of the sea came up, and took, and taking, +told the special tone of everything. All this lay upon my heart, without +a word of thinking, spreading light and shadow there, and the soft +delight of sadness. Nevertheless, I would it were the savage snow around +me, and the piping of the restless winds, and the death of everything. +For in those days I had Lorna. + +Then I thought of promise fair; such as glowed around me, where the +red rocks held the sun, when he was departed; and the distant crags +endeavoured to retain his memory. But as evening spread across them, +shading with a silent fold, all the colour stole away; all remembrance +waned and died. + +"So it has been with love," I thought, "and with simple truth and +warmth. The maid has chosen the glittering stars, instead of the plain +daylight." + +Nevertheless I would not give in, although in deep despondency +(especially when I passed the place where my dear father had fought in +vain), and I tried to see things right and then judge aright about them. +This, however, was more easy to attempt than to achieve; and by the time +I came down the hill, I was none the wiser. Only I could tell my mother +that the King was dead for sure; and she would have tried to cry, but +for thought of her mourning. + +There was not a moment for lamenting. All the mourning must be ready (if +we cared to beat the Snowes) in eight-and-forty hours: and, although +it was Sunday night, mother now feeling sure of the thing, sat up with +Lizzie, cutting patterns, and stitching things on brown paper, and +snipping, and laying the fashions down, and requesting all opinions, yet +when given, scorning them; insomuch that I grew weary even of tobacco +(which had comforted me since Lorna), and prayed her to go on until the +King should be alive again. + +The thought of that so flurried her--for she never yet could see a +joke--that she laid her scissors on the table and said, "The Lord +forbid, John! after what I have cut up!" + +"It would be just like him," I answered, with a knowing smile: "Mother, +you had better stop. Patterns may do very well; but don't cut up any +more good stuff." + +"Well, good lack, I am a fool! Three tables pegged with needles! The +Lord in His mercy keep His Majesty, if ever He hath gotten him!" + +By this device we went to bed; and not another stitch was struck until +the troopers had office-tidings that the King was truly dead. Hence the +Snowes beat us by a day; and both old Betty and Lizzie laid the blame +upon me, as usual. + +Almost before we had put off the mourning, which as loyal subjects we +kept for the King three months and a week; rumours of disturbances, of +plottings, and of outbreak began to stir among us. We heard of fighting +in Scotland, and buying of ships on the continent, and of arms in Dorset +and Somerset; and we kept our beacon in readiness to give signals of a +landing; or rather the soldiers did. For we, having trustworthy reports +that the King had been to high mass himself in the Abbey of Westminster, +making all the bishops go with him, and all the guards in London, and +then tortured all the Protestants who dared to wait outside, moreover +had received from the Pope a flower grown in the Virgin Mary's garden, +and warranted to last for ever, we of the moderate party, hearing all +this and ten times as much, and having no love for this sour James, +such as we had for the lively Charles, were ready to wait for what might +happen, rather than care about stopping it. Therefore we listened to +rumours gladly, and shook our heads with gravity, and predicted, every +man something, but scarce any two the same. Nevertheless, in our part, +things went on as usual, until the middle of June was nigh. We ploughed +the ground, and sowed the corn, and tended the cattle, and heeded every +one his neighbour's business, as carefully as heretofore; and the only +thing that moved us much was that Annie had a baby. This being a very +fine child with blue eyes, and christened "John" in compliment to me, +and with me for his godfather, it is natural to suppose that I thought +a good deal about him; and when mother or Lizzie would ask me, all of a +sudden, and treacherously, when the fire flared up at supper-time (for +we always kept a little wood just alight in summer-time, and enough to +make the pot boil), then when they would say to me, "John, what are +you thinking of? At a word, speak!" I would always answer, "Little John +Faggus"; and so they made no more of me. + +But when I was down, on Saturday the thirteenth of June, at the +blacksmith's forge by Brendon town, where the Lynn-stream runs so close +that he dips his horseshoes in it, and where the news is apt to come +first of all to our neighbourhood (except upon a Sunday), while we were +talking of the hay-crop, and of a great sheep-stealer, round the corner +came a man upon a piebald horse looking flagged and weary. But seeing +half a dozen of us, young, and brisk, and hearty, he made a flourish +with his horse, and waved a blue flag vehemently, shouting with great +glory,-- + +[Illustration: 582.jpg Waved a blue flag vehemently] + +"Monmouth and the Protestant faith! Monmouth and no Popery! Monmouth, +the good King's eldest son! Down with the poisoning murderer! Down with +the black usurper, and to the devil with all papists!" + +"Why so, thou little varlet?" I asked very quietly; for the man was too +small to quarrel with: yet knowing Lorna to be a "papist," as we choose +to call them--though they might as well call us "kingists," after the +head of our Church--I thought that this scurvy scampish knave might show +them the way to the place he mentioned, unless his courage failed him. + +"Papist yourself, be you?" said the fellow, not daring to answer much: +"then take this, and read it." + +And he handed me a long rigmarole, which he called a "Declaration": I +saw that it was but a heap of lies, and thrust it into the blacksmith's +fire, and blew the bellows thrice at it. No one dared attempt to stop +me, for my mood had not been sweet of late; and of course they knew my +strength. + +The man rode on with a muttering noise, having won no recruits from us, +by force of my example: and he stopped at the ale-house farther down, +where the road goes away from the Lynn-stream. Some of us went thither +after a time, when our horses were shodden and rasped, for although we +might not like the man, we might be glad of his tidings, which seemed to +be something wonderful. He had set up his blue flag in the tap-room, and +was teaching every one. + +"Here coom'th Maister Jan Ridd," said the landlady, being well pleased +with the call for beer and cider: "her hath been to Lunnon-town, and +live within a maile of me. Arl the news coom from them nowadays, instead +of from here, as her ought to do. If Jan Ridd say it be true, I will try +almost to belave it. Hath the good Duke landed, sir?" And she looked at +me over a foaming cup, and blew the froth off, and put more in. + +"I have no doubt it is true enough," I answered, before drinking; "and +too true, Mistress Pugsley. Many a poor man will die; but none shall die +from our parish, nor from Brendon, if I can help it." + +And I knew that I could help it; for every one in those little places +would abide by my advice; not only from the fame of my schooling and +long sojourn in London, but also because I had earned repute for being +very "slow and sure": and with nine people out of ten this is the very +best recommendation. For they think themselves much before you in wit, +and under no obligation, but rather conferring a favour, by doing the +thing that you do. Hence, if I cared for influence--which means, for +the most part, making people do one's will, without knowing it--my first +step toward it would be to be called, in common parlance, "slow but +sure." + +For the next fortnight we were daily troubled with conflicting rumours, +each man relating what he desired, rather than what he had right, to +believe. We were told that the Duke had been proclaimed King of England +in every town of Dorset and of Somerset; that he had won a great battle +at Axminster, and another at Bridport, and another somewhere else; +that all the western counties had risen as one man for him, and all +the militia had joined his ranks; that Taunton, and Bridgwater, and +Bristowe, were all mad with delight, the two former being in his hands, +and the latter craving to be so. And then, on the other hand, we heard +that the Duke had been vanquished, and put to flight, and upon being +apprehended, had confessed himself an impostor and a papist as bad as +the King was. + +We longed for Colonel Stickles (as he always became in time of war, +though he fell back to Captain, and even Lieutenant, directly the fight +was over), for then we should have won trusty news, as well as good +consideration. But even Sergeant Bloxham, much against his will, was +gone, having left his heart with our Lizzie, and a collection of all +his writings. All the soldiers had been ordered away at full speed for +Exeter, to join the Duke of Albemarle, or if he were gone, to follow +him. As for us, who had fed them so long (although not quite for +nothing), we must take our chance of Doones, or any other enemies. + +Now all these tidings moved me a little; not enough to spoil appetite, +but enough to make things lively, and to teach me that look of wisdom +which is bred of practice only, and the hearing of many lies. Therefore +I withheld my judgment, fearing to be triumphed over, if it should +happen to miss the mark. But mother and Lizzie, ten times in a day, +predicted all they could imagine; and their prophecies increased in +strength according to contradiction. Yet this was not in the proper +style for a house like ours, which knew the news, or at least had known +it; and still was famous, all around, for the last advices. Even from +Lynmouth, people sent up to Plover's Barrows to ask how things were +going on: and it was very grievous to answer that in truth we knew not, +neither had heard for days and days; and our reputation was so great, +especially since the death of the King had gone abroad from Oare parish, +that many inquirers would only wink, and lay a finger on the lip, as if +to say, "you know well enough, but see not fit to tell me." And before +the end arrived, those people believed that they had been right all +along, and that we had concealed the truth from them. + +For I myself became involved (God knows how much against my will and my +proper judgment) in the troubles, and the conflict, and the cruel work +coming afterwards. If ever I had made up my mind to anything in all my +life, it was at this particular time, and as stern and strong as could +be. I had resolved to let things pass,--to hear about them gladly, to +encourage all my friends to talk, and myself to express opinion upon +each particular point, when in the fullness of time no further doubt +could be. But all my policy went for nothing, through a few touches of +feeling. + +One day at the beginning of July, I came home from mowing about noon, or +a little later, to fetch some cider for all of us, and to eat a morsel +of bacon. For mowing was no joke that year, the summer being wonderfully +wet (even for our wet country), and the swathe falling heavier over the +scythe than ever I could remember it. We were drenched with rain almost +every day; but the mowing must be done somehow; and we must trust to God +for the haymaking. + +In the courtyard I saw a little cart, with iron brakes underneath it, +such as fastidious people use to deaden the jolting of the road; but few +men under a lord or baronet would be so particular. Therefore I wondered +who our noble visitor could be. But when I entered the kitchen-place, +brushing up my hair for somebody, behold it was no one greater than our +Annie, with my godson in her arms, and looking pale and tear-begone. +And at first she could not speak to me. But presently having sat down a +little, and received much praise for her baby, she smiled and blushed, +and found her tongue as if she had never gone from us. + +"How natural it all looks again! Oh, I love this old kitchen so! Baby +dear, only look at it wid him pitty, pitty eyes, and him tongue out of +his mousy! But who put the flour-riddle up there. And look at the pestle +and mortar, and rust I declare in the patty pans! And a book, positively +a dirty book, where the clean skewers ought to hang! Oh, Lizzie, Lizzie, +Lizzie!" + +"You may just as well cease lamenting," I said, "for you can't alter +Lizzie's nature, and you will only make mother uncomfortable, and +perhaps have a quarrel with Lizzie, who is proud as Punch of her +housekeeping." + +"She," cried Annie, with all the contempt that could be compressed in a +syllable. "Well, John, no doubt you are right about it. I will try not +to notice things. But it is a hard thing, after all my care, to see +everything going to ruin. But what can be expected of a girl who knows +all the kings of Carthage?" + +"There were no kings of Carthage, Annie. They were called, why let me +see--they were called--oh, something else." + +"Never mind what they were called," said Annie; "will they cook our +dinner for us? But now, John, I am in such trouble. All this talk is +make-believe." + +"Don't you cry, my dear: don't cry, my darling sister," I answered, +as she dropped into the worn place of the settle, and bent above her +infant, rocking as if both their hearts were one: "don't you know, +Annie, I cannot tell, but I know, or at least I mean, I have heard the +men of experience say, it is so bad for the baby." + +"Perhaps I know that as well as you do, John," said Annie, looking up at +me with a gleam of her old laughing: "but how can I help crying; I am in +such trouble." + +"Tell me what it is, my dear. Any grief of yours will vex me greatly; +but I will try to bear it." + +"Then, John, it is just this. Tom has gone off with the rebels; and you +must, oh, you must go after him." + +[Illustration: 586.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII + +JOHN IS WORSTED BY THE WOMEN + +[Illustration: 587.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Moved as I was by Annie's tears, and gentle style of coaxing, and most +of all by my love for her, I yet declared that I could not go, and leave +our house and homestead, far less my dear mother and Lizzie, at the +mercy of the merciless Doones. + +"Is that all your objection, John?" asked Annie, in her quick panting +way: "would you go but for that, John?" + +"Now," I said, "be in no such hurry"--for while I was gradually +yielding, I liked to pass it through my fingers, as if my fingers shaped +it: "there are many things to be thought about, and many ways of viewing +it." + +"Oh, you never can have loved Lorna! No wonder you gave her up so! John, +you can love nobody, but your oat-ricks, and your hay-ricks." + +"Sister mine, because I rant not, neither rave of what I feel, can you +be so shallow as to dream that I feel nothing? What is your love for +Tom Faggus? What is your love for your baby (pretty darling as he is) +to compare with such a love as for ever dwells with me? Because I do not +prate of it; because it is beyond me, not only to express, but even form +to my own heart in thoughts; because I do not shape my face, and would +scorn to play to it, as a thing of acting, and lay it out before you, +are you fools enough to think--" but here I stopped, having said more +than was usual with me. + +"I am very sorry, John. Dear John, I am so sorry. What a shallow fool I +am!" + +"I will go seek your husband," I said, to change the subject, for even +to Annie I would not lay open all my heart about Lorna: "but only +upon condition that you ensure this house and people from the Doones +meanwhile. Even for the sake of Tom, I cannot leave all helpless. The +oat-ricks and the hay-ricks, which are my only love, they are welcome to +make cinders of. But I will not have mother treated so; nor even little +Lizzie, although you scorn your sister so." + +"Oh, John, I do think you are the hardest, as well as the softest of all +the men I know. Not even a woman's bitter word but what you pay her out +for. Will you never understand that we are not like you, John? We say +all sorts of spiteful things, without a bit of meaning. John, for God's +sake fetch Tom home; and then revile me as you please, and I will kneel +and thank you." + +"I will not promise to fetch him home," I answered, being ashamed of +myself for having lost command so: "but I will promise to do my best, if +we can only hit on a plan for leaving mother harmless." + +Annie thought for a little while, trying to gather her smooth clear brow +into maternal wrinkles, and then she looked at her child, and said, "I +will risk it, for daddy's sake, darling; you precious soul, for daddy's +sake." I asked her what she was going to risk. She would not tell me; +but took upper hand, and saw to my cider-cans and bacon, and went from +corner to cupboard, exactly as if she had never been married; only +without an apron on. And then she said, "Now to your mowers, John; and +make the most of this fine afternoon; kiss your godson before you go." +And I, being used to obey her, in little things of that sort, kissed the +baby, and took my cans, and went back to my scythe again. + +By the time I came home it was dark night, and pouring again with a +foggy rain, such as we have in July, even more than in January. Being +soaked all through, and through, and with water squelching in my boots, +like a pump with a bad bucket, I was only too glad to find Annie's +bright face, and quick figure, flitting in and out the firelight, +instead of Lizzie sitting grandly, with a feast of literature, and not +a drop of gravy. Mother was in the corner also, with her cheery-coloured +ribbons glistening very nice by candle-light, looking at Annie now and +then, with memories of her babyhood; and then at her having a baby: yet +half afraid of praising her much, for fear of that young Lizzie. But +Lizzie showed no jealousy: she truly loved our Annie (now that she +was gone from us), and she wanted to know all sorts of things, and she +adored the baby. Therefore Annie was allowed to attend to me, as she +used to do. + +"Now, John, you must start the first thing in the morning," she said, +when the others had left the room, but somehow she stuck to the baby, +"to fetch me back my rebel, according to your promise." + +"Not so," I replied, misliking the job, "all I promised was to go, if +this house were assured against any onslaught of the Doones." + +"Just so; and here is that assurance." With these words she drew forth a +paper, and laid it on my knee with triumph, enjoying my amazement. This, +as you may suppose was great; not only at the document, but also at her +possession of it. For in truth it was no less than a formal undertaking, +on the part of the Doones, not to attack Plover's Barrows farm, or +molest any of the inmates, or carry off any chattels, during the absence +of John Ridd upon a special errand. This document was signed not only +by the Counsellor, but by many other Doones: whether Carver's name were +there, I could not say for certain; as of course he would not sign it +under his name of "Carver," and I had never heard Lorna say to what (if +any) he had been baptized. + +In the face of such a deed as this, I could no longer refuse to go; and +having received my promise, Annie told me (as was only fair) how she had +procured that paper. It was both a clever and courageous act; and would +have seemed to me, at first sight, far beyond Annie's power. But none +may gauge a woman's power, when her love and faith are moved. + +The first thing Annie had done was this: she made herself look ugly. +This was not an easy thing; but she had learned a great deal from her +husband, upon the subject of disguises. It hurt her feelings not a +little to make so sad a fright of herself; but what could it matter?--if +she lost Tom, she must be a far greater fright in earnest, than now +she was in seeming. And then she left her child asleep, under Betty +Muxworthy's tendance--for Betty took to that child, as if there never +had been a child before--and away she went in her own "spring-cart" (as +the name of that engine proved to be), without a word to any one, except +the old man who had driven her from Molland parish that morning, and who +coolly took one of our best horses, without "by your leave" to any one. + +Annie made the old man drive her within easy reach of the Doone-gate, +whose position she knew well enough, from all our talk about it. And +there she bade the old man stay, until she should return to him. Then +with her comely figure hidden by a dirty old woman's cloak, and her fair +young face defaced by patches and by liniments, so that none might covet +her, she addressed the young man at the gate in a cracked and trembling +voice; and they were scarcely civil to the "old hag," as they called +her. She said that she bore important tidings for Sir Counsellor +himself, and must be conducted to him. To him accordingly she was led, +without even any hoodwinking, for she had spectacles over her eyes, and +made believe not to see ten yards. + +She found Sir Counsellor at home, and when the rest were out of sight, +threw off all disguise to him, flashing forth as a lovely young woman, +from all her wraps and disfigurements. She flung her patches on the +floor, amid the old man's laughter, and let her tucked-up hair come +down; and then went up and kissed him. + +"Worthy and reverend Counsellor, I have a favour to ask," she began. + +"So I should think from your proceedings,"--the old man +interrupted--"ah, if I were half my age"-- + +"If you were, I would not sue so. But most excellent Counsellor, you owe +me some amends, you know, for the way in which you robbed me." + +"Beyond a doubt I do, my dear. You have put it rather strongly; and it +might offend some people. Nevertheless I own my debt, having so fair a +creditor." + +"And do you remember how you slept, and how much we made of you, and +would have seen you home, sir; only you did not wish it?" + +"And for excellent reasons, child. My best escort was in my cloak, after +we made the cream to rise. Ha, ha! The unholy spell. My pretty child, +has it injured you?" + +"Yes, I fear it has," said Annie; "or whence can all my ill luck come?" +And here she showed some signs of crying, knowing that Counsellor hated +it. + +"You shall not have ill luck, my dear. I have heard all about your +marriage to a very noble highwayman. Ah, you made a mistake in that; you +were worthy of a Doone, my child; your frying was a blessing meant for +those who can appreciate." + +"My husband can appreciate," she answered very proudly; "but what I wish +to know is this, will you try to help me?" + +The Counsellor answered that he would do so, if her needs were moderate; +whereupon she opened her meaning to him, and told of all her anxieties. +Considering that Lorna was gone, and her necklace in his possession, and +that I (against whom alone of us the Doones could bear any malice) would +be out of the way all the while, the old man readily undertook that +our house should not be assaulted, nor our property molested, until +my return. And to the promptitude of his pledge, two things perhaps +contributed, namely, that he knew not how we were stripped of all +defenders, and that some of his own forces were away in the rebel camp. +For (as I learned thereafter) the Doones being now in direct feud with +the present Government, and sure to be crushed if that prevailed, had +resolved to drop all religious questions, and cast in their lot with +Monmouth. And the turbulent youths, being long restrained from their +wonted outlet for vehemence, by the troopers in the neighbourhood, were +only too glad to rush forth upon any promise of blows and excitement. + +However, Annie knew little of this, but took the Counsellor's pledge as +a mark of especial favour in her behalf (which it may have been to some +extent), and thanked him for it most heartily, and felt that he had +earned the necklace; while he, like an ancient gentleman, disclaimed all +obligation, and sent her under an escort safe to her own cart again. +But Annie, repassing the sentinels, with her youth restored and blooming +with the flush of triumph, went up to them very gravely, and said, +"The old hag wishes you good-evening, gentlemen"; and so made her best +curtsey. + +Now, look at it as I would, there was no excuse left for me, after the +promise given. Dear Annie had not only cheated the Doones, but also had +gotten the best of me, by a pledge to a thing impossible. And I bitterly +said, "I am not like Lorna: a pledge once given, I keep it." + +"I will not have a word against Lorna," cried Annie; "I will answer for +her truth as surely as I would for my own or yours, John." And with that +she vanquished me. + +But when my poor mother heard that I was committed, by word of honour, +to a wild-goose chase, among the rebels, after that runagate Tom Faggus, +she simply stared, and would not believe it. For lately I had joked with +her, in a little style of jerks, as people do when out of sorts; and +she, not understanding this, and knowing jokes to be out of my power, +would only look, and sigh, and toss, and hope that I meant nothing. At +last, however, we convinced her that I was in earnest, and must be off +in the early morning, and leave John Fry with the hay crop. + +Then mother was ready to fall upon Annie, as not content with disgracing +us, by wedding a man of new honesty (if indeed of any), but laying traps +to catch her brother, and entangle him perhaps to his death, for the +sake of a worthless fellow; and "felon"--she was going to say, as by the +shape of her lips I knew. But I laid my hand upon dear mother's lips; +because what must be, must be; and if mother and daughter stayed at +home, better in love than in quarrelling. + +Right early in the morning, I was off, without word to any one; knowing +that mother and sister mine had cried each her good self to sleep; +relenting when the light was out, and sorry for hard words and thoughts; +and yet too much alike in nature to understand each other. Therefore +I took good Kickums, who (although with one eye spoiled) was worth ten +sweet-tempered horses, to a man who knew how to manage him; and being +well charged both with bacon and powder, forth I set on my wild-goose +chase. + +For this I claim no bravery. I cared but little what came of it; +save for mother's sake, and Annie's, and the keeping of the farm, and +discomfiture of the Snowes, and lamenting of Lorna at my death, if die I +must in a lonesome manner, not found out till afterwards, and bleaching +bones left to weep over. However, I had a little kettle, and a pound and +a half of tobacco, and two dirty pipes and a clean one; also a bit of +clothes for change, also a brisket of hung venison, and four loaves of +farmhouse bread, and of the upper side of bacon a stone and a half it +might be--not to mention divers small things for campaigning, which may +come in handily, when no one else has gotten them. + +We went away in merry style; my horse being ready for anything, and I +only glad of a bit of change, after months of working and brooding; with +no content to crown the work; no hope to hatch the brooding; or +without hatching to reckon it. Who could tell but what Lorna might be +discovered, or at any rate heard of, before the end of this campaign; if +campaign it could be called of a man who went to fight nobody, only +to redeem a runagate? And vexed as I was about the hay, and the +hunch-backed ricks John was sure to make (which spoil the look of a +farm-yard), still even this was better than to have the mows and houses +fired, as I had nightly expected, and been worn out with the worry of +it. + +Yet there was one thing rather unfavourable to my present enterprise, +namely, that I knew nothing of the country I was bound to, nor even in +what part of it my business might be supposed to lie. For beside the +uncertainty caused by the conflict of reports, it was likely that King +Monmouth's army would be moving from place to place, according to the +prospect of supplies and of reinforcements. However, there would arise +more chance of getting news as I went on: and my road being towards the +east and south, Dulverton would not lie so very far aside of it, but +what it might be worth a visit, both to collect the latest tidings, and +to consult the maps and plans in Uncle Reuben's parlour. Therefore I +drew the off-hand rein, at the cross-road on the hills, and made for +the town; expecting perhaps to have breakfast with Master Huckaback, and +Ruth, to help and encourage us. This little maiden was now become a very +great favourite with me, having long outgrown, no doubt, her childish +fancies and follies, such as my mother and Annie had planted under her +soft brown hair. It had been my duty, as well as my true interest (for +Uncle Ben was more and more testy, as he went on gold-digging), to ride +thither, now and again, to inquire what the doctor thought of her. Not +that her wounds were long in healing, but that people can scarcely +be too careful and too inquisitive, after a great horse-bite. And she +always let me look at the arm, as I had been first doctor; and she held +it up in a graceful manner, curving at the elbow, and with a sweep of +white roundness going to a wrist the size of my thumb or so, and +without any thimble-top standing forth, such as even our Annie had. But +gradually all I could see, above the elbow, where the bite had been, +was very clear, transparent skin, with very firm sweet flesh below, and +three little blue marks as far asunder as the prongs of a toasting-fork, +and no deeper than where a twig has chafed the peel of a waxen apple. +And then I used to say in fun, as the children do, "Shall I kiss it, to +make it well, dear?" + +Now Ruth looked very grave indeed, upon hearing of this my enterprise; +and crying, said she could almost cry, for the sake of my dear mother. +Did I know the risks and chances, not of the battlefield alone, but +of the havoc afterwards; the swearing away of innocent lives, and the +hurdle, and the hanging? And if I would please not to laugh (which was +so unkind of me), had I never heard of imprisonments, and torturing with +the cruel boot, and selling into slavery, where the sun and the lash +outvied one another in cutting a man to pieces? I replied that of all +these things I had heard, and would take especial care to steer me free +of all of them. My duty was all that I wished to do; and none could harm +me for doing that. And I begged my cousin to give me good-speed, instead +of talking dolefully. Upon this she changed her manner wholly, becoming +so lively and cheerful that I was convinced of her indifference, and +surprised even more than gratified. + +"Go and earn your spurs, Cousin Ridd," she said: "you are strong enough +for anything. Which side is to have the benefit of your doughty arm?" + +"Have I not told you, Ruth," I answered, not being fond of this kind of +talk, more suitable for Lizzie, "that I do not mean to join either side, +that is to say, until--" + +"Until, as the common proverb goes, you know which way the cat will +jump. Oh, John Ridd! Oh, John Ridd!" + +"Nothing of the sort," said I: "what a hurry you are in! I am for the +King of course." + +"But not enough to fight for him. Only enough to vote, I suppose, or +drink his health, or shout for him." + +"I can't make you out to-day, Cousin Ruth; you are nearly as bad as +Lizzie. You do not say any bitter things, but you seem to mean them." + +"No, cousin, think not so of me. It is far more likely that I say them, +without meaning them." + +"Anyhow, it is not like you. And I know not what I can have done in any +way, to vex you." + +"Dear me, nothing, Cousin Ridd; you never do anything to vex me." + +"Then I hope I shall do something now, Ruth, when I say good-bye. God +knows if we ever shall meet again, Ruth: but I hope we may." + +"To be sure we shall," she answered in her brightest manner. "Try not +to look wretched, John: you are as happy as a Maypole." + +"And you as a rose in May," I said; "and pretty nearly as pretty. Give +my love to Uncle Ben; and I trust him to keep on the winning side." + +"Of that you need have no misgivings. Never yet has he failed of it. +Now, Cousin Ridd, why go you not? You hurried me so at breakfast time?" + +"My only reason for waiting, Ruth, is that you have not kissed me, as +you are almost bound to do, for the last time perhaps of seeing me." + +"Oh, if that is all, just fetch the stool; and I will do my best, +cousin." + +"I pray you be not so vexatious; you always used to do it nicely, +without any stool, Ruth." + +"Ah, but you are grown since then, and become a famous man, John Ridd, +and a member of the nobility. Go your way, and win your spurs. I want no +lip-service." + +Being at the end of my wits, I did even as she ordered me. At least I +had no spurs to win, because there were big ones on my boots, paid for +in the Easter bill, and made by a famous saddler, so as never to clog +with marsh-weed, but prick as hard as any horse, in reason, could +desire. And Kickums never wanted spurs; but always went tail-foremost, +if anybody offered them for his consideration. + +[Illustration: 595.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV + +SLAUGHTER IN THE MARSHES + +[Illustration: 596.jpg James I.] + +We rattled away at a merry pace, out of the town of Dulverton; my horse +being gaily fed, and myself quite fit again for going. Of course I was +puzzled about Cousin Ruth; for her behaviour was not at all such as I +had expected; and indeed I had hoped for a far more loving and moving +farewell than I got from her. But I said to myself, "It is useless ever +to count upon what a woman will do; and I think that I must have vexed +her, almost as much as she vexed me. And now to see what comes of +it." So I put my horse across the moorland; and he threw his chest out +bravely. + +Now if I tried to set down at length all the things that happened to me, +upon this adventure, every in and out, and up and down, and to and fro, +that occupied me, together with the things I saw, and the things I heard +of, however much the wiser people might applaud my narrative, it is +likely enough that idle readers might exclaim, "What ails this man? +Knows he not that men of parts and of real understanding, have told +us all we care to hear of that miserable business. Let him keep to his +farm, and his bacon, and his wrestling, and constant feeding." + +Fearing to meet with such rebuffs (which after my death would vex me), I +will try to set down only what is needful for my story, and the clearing +of my character, and the good name of our parish. But the manner in +which I was bandied about, by false information, from pillar to post, or +at other times driven quite out of my way by the presence of the King's +soldiers, may be known by the names of the following towns, to which +I was sent in succession, Bath, Frome, Wells, Wincanton, Glastonbury, +Shepton, Bradford, Axbridge, Somerton, and Bridgwater. + +This last place I reached on a Sunday night, the fourth or fifth of +July, I think--or it might be the sixth, for that matter; inasmuch as I +had been too much worried to get the day of the month at church. Only I +know that my horse and myself were glad to come to a decent place, where +meat and corn could be had for money; and being quite weary of wandering +about, we hoped to rest there a little. + +Of this, however, we found no chance, for the town was full of the good +Duke's soldiers; if men may be called so, the half of whom had never +been drilled, nor had fired a gun. And it was rumoured among them, +that the "popish army," as they called it, was to be attacked that very +night, and with God's assistance beaten. However, by this time I had +been taught to pay little attention to rumours; and having sought vainly +for Tom Faggus among these poor rustic warriors, I took to my hostel; +and went to bed, being as weary as weary can be. + +Falling asleep immediately, I took heed of nothing; although the town +was all alive, and lights had come glancing, as I lay down, and shouts +making echo all round my room. But all I did was to bolt the door; not +an inch would I budge, unless the house, and even my bed, were on fire. +And so for several hours I lay, in the depth of the deepest slumber, +without even a dream on its surface; until I was roused and awakened at +last by a pushing, and pulling, and pinching, and a plucking of hair out +by the roots. And at length, being able to open mine eyes, I saw the old +landlady, with a candle, heavily wondering at me. + +"Can't you let me alone?" I grumbled. "I have paid for my bed, mistress; +and I won't get up for any one." + +"Would to God, young man," she answered, shaking me as hard as ever, +"that the popish soldiers may sleep this night, only half as strong as +thou dost! Fie on thee, fie on thee! Get up, and go fight; we can hear +the battle already; and a man of thy size mought stop a cannon." + +"I would rather stop a-bed," said I; "what have I to do with fighting? I +am for King James, if any." + +"Then thou mayest even stop a-bed," the old woman muttered sulkily. "A +would never have laboured half an hour to awake a Papisher. But hearken +you one thing, young man; Zummerzett thou art, by thy brogue; or at +least by thy understanding of it; no Zummerzett maid will look at thee, +in spite of thy size and stature, unless thou strikest a blow this +night." + +"I lack no Zummerzett maid, mistress: I have a fairer than your brown +things; and for her alone would I strike a blow." + +At this the old woman gave me up, as being beyond correction: and +it vexed me a little that my great fame had not reached so far as +Bridgwater, when I thought that it went to Bristowe. But those people in +East Somerset know nothing about wrestling. Devon is the headquarters +of the art; and Devon is the county of my chief love. Howbeit, my vanity +was moved, by this slur upon it--for I had told her my name was John +Ridd, when I had a gallon of ale with her, ere ever I came upstairs; and +she had nodded, in such a manner, that I thought she knew both name +and fame--and here was I, not only shaken, pinched, and with many hairs +pulled out, in the midst of my first good sleep for a week, but also +abused, and taken amiss, and (which vexed me most of all) unknown. + +Now there is nothing like vanity to keep a man awake at night, however +he be weary; and most of all, when he believes that he is doing +something great--this time, if never done before--yet other people will +not see, except what they may laugh at; and so be far above him, and +sleep themselves the happier. Therefore their sleep robs his own; for +all things play so, in and out (with the godly and ungodly ever moving +in a balance, as they have done in my time, almost every year or two), +all things have such nice reply of produce to the call for it, and such +a spread across the world, giving here and taking there, yet on the +whole pretty even, that haply sleep itself has but a certain stock, +and keeps in hand, and sells to flattered (which can pay) that which +flattened vanity cannot pay, and will not sue for. + +Be that as it may, I was by this time wide awake, though much aggrieved +at feeling so, and through the open window heard the distant roll of +musketry, and the beating of drums, with a quick rub-a-dub, and the +"come round the corner" of trumpet-call. And perhaps Tom Faggus might be +there, and shot at any moment, and my dear Annie left a poor widow, and +my godson Jack an orphan, without a tooth to help him. + +Therefore I reviled myself for all my heavy laziness; and partly through +good honest will, and partly through the stings of pride, and yet a +little perhaps by virtue of a young man's love of riot, up I arose, and +dressed myself, and woke Kickums (who was snoring), and set out to see +the worst of it. The sleepy hostler scratched his poll, and could not +tell me which way to take; what odds to him who was King, or Pope, so +long as he paid his way, and got a bit of bacon on Sunday? And would I +please to remember that I had roused him up at night, and the quality +always made a point of paying four times over for a man's loss of +his beauty-sleep. I replied that his loss of beauty-sleep was rather +improving to a man of so high complexion; and that I, being none of the +quality, must pay half-quality prices: and so I gave him double fee, as +became a good farmer; and he was glad to be quit of Kickums; as I saw by +the turn of his eye, while going out at the archway. + +All this was done by lanthorn light, although the moon was high and +bold; and in the northern heaven, flags and ribbons of a jostling +pattern; such as we often have in autumn, but in July very rarely. Of +these Master Dryden has spoken somewhere, in his courtly manner; but of +him I think so little--because by fashion preferred to Shakespeare--that +I cannot remember the passage; neither is it a credit to him. + +Therefore I was guided mainly by the sound of guns and trumpets, in +riding out of the narrow ways, and into the open marshes. And thus I +might have found my road, in spite of all the spread of water, and the +glaze of moonshine; but that, as I followed sound (far from hedge or +causeway), fog (like a chestnut-tree in blossom, touched with moonlight) +met me. Now fog is a thing that I understand, and can do with well +enough, where I know the country; but here I had never been before. It +was nothing to our Exmoor fogs; not to be compared with them; and all +the time one could see the moon; which we cannot do in our fogs; nor +even the sun, for a week together. Yet the gleam of water always makes +the fog more difficult: like a curtain on a mirror; none can tell the +boundaries. + +And here we had broad-water patches, in and out, inlaid on land, like +mother-of-pearl in brown Shittim wood. To a wild duck, born and bred +there, it would almost be a puzzle to find her own nest amongst us; what +chance then had I and Kickums, both unused to marsh and mere? Each time +when we thought that we must be right, now at last, by track or passage, +and approaching the conflict, with the sounds of it waxing nearer, +suddenly a break of water would be laid before us, with the moon looking +mildly over it, and the northern lights behind us, dancing down the +lines of fog. + +It was an awful thing, I say (and to this day I remember it), to hear +the sounds of raging fight, and the yells of raving slayers, and the +howls of poor men stricken hard, and shattered from wrath to wailing; +then suddenly the dead low hush, as of a soul departing, and spirits +kneeling over it. Through the vapour of the earth, and white breath of +the water, and beneath the pale round moon (bowing as the drift went +by), all this rush and pause of fear passed or lingered on my path. + +At last, when I almost despaired of escaping from this tangle of spongy +banks, and of hazy creeks, and reed-fringe, my horse heard the neigh +of a fellow-horse, and was only too glad to answer it; upon which the +other, having lost its rider, came up and pricked his ears at us, and +gazed through the fog very steadfastly. Therefore I encouraged him with +a soft and genial whistle, and Kickums did his best to tempt him with a +snort of inquiry. However, nothing would suit that nag, except to enjoy +his new freedom; and he capered away with his tail set on high, and the +stirrup-irons clashing under him. Therefore, as he might know the way, +and appeared to have been in the battle, we followed him very carefully; +and he led us to a little hamlet, called (as I found afterwards) West +Zuyland, or Zealand, so named perhaps from its situation amid this +inland sea. + +Here the King's troops had been quite lately, and their fires were still +burning; but the men themselves had been summoned away by the night +attack of the rebels. Hence I procured for my guide a young man who knew +the district thoroughly, and who led me by many intricate ways to the +rear of the rebel army. We came upon a broad open moor striped with +sullen water courses, shagged with sedge, and yellow iris, and in the +drier part with bilberries. For by this time it was four o'clock, and +the summer sun, rising wanly, showed us all the ghastly scene. + +Would that I had never been there! Often in the lonely hours, even now +it haunts me: would, far more, that the piteous thing had never been +done in England! Flying men, flung back from dreams of victory and +honour, only glad to have the luck of life and limbs to fly with, +mud-bedraggled, foul with slime, reeking both with sweat and blood, +which they could not stop to wipe, cursing, with their pumped-out lungs, +every stick that hindered them, or gory puddle that slipped the step, +scarcely able to leap over the corses that had dragged to die. And to +see how the corses lay; some, as fair as death in sleep; with the smile +of placid valour, and of noble manhood, hovering yet on the silent lips. +These had bloodless hands put upwards, white as wax, and firm as death, +clasped (as on a monument) in prayer for dear ones left behind, or in +high thanksgiving. And of these men there was nothing in their broad +blue eyes to fear. But others were of different sort; simple fellows +unused to pain, accustomed to the bill-hook, perhaps, or rasp of the +knuckles in a quick-set hedge, or making some to-do at breakfast, over a +thumb cut in sharpening a scythe, and expecting their wives to make more +to-do. Yet here lay these poor chaps, dead; dead, after a deal of pain, +with little mind to bear it, and a soul they had never thought of; gone, +their God alone knows whither; but to mercy we may trust. Upon these +things I cannot dwell; and none I trow would ask me: only if a plain man +saw what I saw that morning, he (if God had blessed him with the heart +that is in most of us) must have sickened of all desire to be great +among mankind. + +Seeing me riding to the front (where the work of death went on among +the men of true English pluck; which, when moved, no farther moves), the +fugitives called out to me, in half a dozen dialects, to make no utter +fool of myself; for the great guns were come, and the fight was over; +all the rest was slaughter. + +"Arl oop wi Moonmo," shouted one big fellow, a miner of the Mendip +hills, whose weapon was a pickaxe: "na oose to vaight na moor. Wend thee +hame, yoong mon agin." + +Upon this I stopped my horse, desiring not to be shot for nothing; and +eager to aid some poor sick people, who tried to lift their arms to +me. And this I did to the best of my power, though void of skill in +the business; and more inclined to weep with them than to check their +weeping. While I was giving a drop of cordial from my flask to one poor +fellow, who sat up, while his life was ebbing, and with slow insistence +urged me, when his broken voice would come, to tell his wife (whose name +I knew not) something about an apple-tree, and a golden guinea stored in +it, to divide among six children--in the midst of this I felt warm lips +laid against my cheek quite softly, and then a little push; and behold +it was a horse leaning over me! I arose in haste, and there stood +Winnie, looking at me with beseeching eyes, enough to melt a heart of +stone. Then seeing my attention fixed she turned her head, and glanced +back sadly toward the place of battle, and gave a little wistful neigh: +and then looked me full in the face again, as much as to say, "Do you +understand?" while she scraped with one hoof impatiently. If ever a +horse tried hard to speak, it was Winnie at that moment. I went to her +side and patted her; but that was not what she wanted. Then I offered to +leap into the empty saddle; but neither did that seem good to her: for +she ran away toward the part of the field at which she had been glancing +back, and then turned round, and shook her mane, entreating me to follow +her. + +Upon this I learned from the dying man where to find his apple-tree, and +promised to add another guinea to the one in store for his children; and +so, commending him to God, I mounted my own horse again, and to Winnie's +great delight, professed myself at her service. With her ringing silvery +neigh, such as no other horse of all I ever knew could equal, she at +once proclaimed her triumph, and told her master (or meant to tell, if +death should not have closed his ears) that she was coming to his aid, +and bringing one who might be trusted, of the higher race that kill. + +A cannon-bullet (fired low, and ploughing the marsh slowly) met poor +Winnie front to front; and she, being as quick as thought, lowered her +nose to sniff at it. It might be a message from her master; for it made +a mournful noise. But luckily for Winnie's life, a rise of wet ground +took the ball, even under her very nose; and there it cut a splashy +groove, missing her off hindfoot by an inch, and scattering black mud +over her. It frightened me much more than Winnie; of that I am quite +certain: because though I am firm enough, when it comes to a real +tussle, and the heart of a fellow warms up and tells him that he must go +through with it; yet I never did approve of making a cold pie of death. + +Therefore, with those reckless cannons, brazen-mouthed, and bellowing, +two furlongs off, or it might be more (and the more the merrier), I +would have given that year's hay-crop for a bit of a hill, or a thicket +of oaks, or almost even a badger's earth. People will call me a coward +for this (especially when I had made up my mind, that life was not worth +having without any sign of Lorna); nevertheless, I cannot help it: those +were my feelings; and I set them down, because they made a mark on me. +At Glen Doone I had fought, even against cannon, with some spirit and +fury: but now I saw nothing to fight about; but rather in every poor +doubled corpse, a good reason for not fighting. So, in cold blood riding +on, and yet ashamed that a man should shrink where a horse went bravely, +I cast a bitter blame upon the reckless ways of Winnie. + +Nearly all were scattered now. Of the noble countrymen (armed with +scythe or pickaxe, blacksmith's hammer, or fold-pitcher), who had stood +their ground for hours against blazing musketry (from men whom they +could not get at, by reason of the water-dyke), and then against the +deadly cannon, dragged by the Bishop's horses to slaughter his own +sheep; of these sturdy Englishmen, noble in their want of sense, scarce +one out of four remained for the cowards to shoot down. "Cross the +rhaine," they shouted out, "cross the rhaine, and coom within rache:" +but the other mongrel Britons, with a mongrel at their head, found it +pleasanter to shoot men who could not shoot in answer, than to meet the +chance of mischief from strong arms, and stronger hearts. + +The last scene of this piteous play was acting, just as I rode up. Broad +daylight, and upstanding sun, winnowing fog from the eastern hills, +and spreading the moors with freshness; all along the dykes they shone, +glistened on the willow-trunks, and touched the banks with a hoary gray. +But alas! those banks were touched more deeply with a gory red, and +strewn with fallen trunks, more woeful than the wreck of trees; while +howling, cursing, yelling, and the loathsome reek of carnage, drowned +the scent of the new-mown hay, and the carol of the lark. + +Then the cavalry of the King, with their horses at full speed, dashed +from either side upon the helpless mob of countrymen. A few pikes +feebly levelled met them; but they shot the pikemen, drew swords, and +helter-skelter leaped into the shattered and scattering mass. Right and +left they hacked and hewed; I could hear the snapping of scythes beneath +them, and see the flash of their sweeping swords. How it must end was +plain enough, even to one like myself, who had never beheld such a +battle before. But Winnie led me away to the left; and as I could +not help the people, neither stop the slaughter, but found the +cannon-bullets coming very rudely nigh me, I was only too glad to follow +her. + + + + +CHAPTER LXV + +FALLING AMONG LAMBS + +[Illustration: 604.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +That faithful creature, whom I began to admire as if she were my own +(which is no little thing for a man to say of another man's horse), +stopped in front of a low black shed, such as we call a "linhay." And +here she uttered a little greeting, in a subdued and softened voice, +hoping to obtain an answer, such as her master was wont to give in a +cheery manner. Receiving no reply, she entered; and I (who could scarce +keep up with her, poor Kickums being weary) leaped from his back, and +followed. There I found her sniffing gently, but with great emotion, at +the body of Tom Faggus. A corpse poor Tom appeared to be, if ever +there was one in this world; and I turned away, and felt unable to keep +altogether from weeping. But the mare either could not understand, or +else would not believe it. She reached her long neck forth, and felt him +with her under lip, passing it over his skin as softly as a mother would +do to an infant; and then she looked up at me again; as much as to say, +"he is all right." + +Upon this I took courage, and handled poor Tom, which being young I had +feared at first to do. He groaned very feebly, as I raised him up; and +there was the wound, a great savage one (whether from pike-thrust or +musket-ball), gaping and welling in his right side, from which a piece +seemed to be torn away. I bound it up with some of my linen, so far as I +knew how; just to stanch the flow of blood, until we could get a doctor. +Then I gave him a little weak brandy and water, which he drank with the +greatest eagerness, and made sign to me for more of it. But not knowing +how far it was right to give cordial under the circumstances, I handed +him unmixed water that time; thinking that he was too far gone to +perceive the difference. But herein I wrong Tom Faggus; for he shook his +head and frowned at me. Even at the door of death, he would not drink +what Adam drank, by whom came death into the world. So I gave him a +little more eau-de-vie, and he took it most submissively. + +After that he seemed better, and a little colour came into his cheeks; +and he looked at Winnie and knew her; and would have her nose in his +clammy hand, though I thought it not good for either of them. With the +stay of my arm he sat upright, and faintly looked about him; as if at +the end of a violent dream, too much for his power of mind. Then he +managed to whisper, "Is Winnie hurt?" + +"As sound as a roach," I answered. "Then so am I," said he: "put me upon +her back, John; she and I die together." + +Surprised as I was at this fatalism (for so it appeared to me), of which +he had often shown symptoms before (but I took them for mere levity), +now I knew not what to do; for it seemed to me a murderous thing to set +such a man on horseback; where he must surely bleed to death, even if he +could keep the saddle. But he told me, with many breaks and pauses, +that unless I obeyed his orders, he would tear off all my bandages, and +accept no further aid from me. + +While I was yet hesitating, a storm of horse at full gallop went by, +tearing, swearing, bearing away all the country before them. Only a +little pollard hedge kept us from their blood-shot eyes. "Now is the +time," said my cousin Tom, so far as I could make out his words; "on +their heels, I am safe, John, if I have only Winnie under me. Winnie and +I die together." + +Seeing this strong bent of his mind, stronger than any pains of death, +I even did what his feeble eyes sometimes implored, and sometimes +commanded. With a strong sash, from his own hot neck, bound and twisted, +tight as wax, around his damaged waist, I set him upon Winnie's back, +and placed his trembling feet in stirrups, with a band from one to +another, under the good mare's body; so that no swerve could throw him +out: and then I said, "Lean forward, Tom; it will stop your hurt from +bleeding." He leaned almost on the neck of the mare, which, as I knew, +must close the wound; and the light of his eyes was quite different, +and the pain of his forehead unstrung itself, as if he felt the undulous +readiness of her volatile paces under him. + +"God bless you, John; I am safe," he whispered, fearing to open his +lungs much: "who can come near my Winnie mare? A mile of her gallop +is ten years of life. Look out for yourself, John Ridd." He sucked his +lips, and the mare went off, as easy and swift as a swallow. + +"Well," thought I, as I looked at Kickums, ignobly cropping up a bit +of grass, "I have done a very good thing, no doubt, and ought to be +thankful to God for the chance. But as for getting away unharmed, with +all these scoundrels about me, and only a foundered horse to trust +in--good and spiteful as he is--upon the whole, I begin to think that I +have made a fool of myself, according to my habit. No wonder Tom said, +'Look out for yourself!' I shall look out from a prison window, or +perhaps even out of a halter. And then, what will Lorna think of me?" + +Being in this wistful mood, I resolved to abide awhile, even where fate +had thrown me; for my horse required good rest no doubt, and was taking +it even while he cropped, with his hind legs far away stretched out, and +his forelegs gathered under him, and his muzzle on the mole-hills; so +that he had five supportings from his mother earth. Moreover, the linhay +itself was full of very ancient cow dung; than which there is no balmier +and more maiden soporific. Hence I resolved, upon the whole, though +grieving about breakfast, to light a pipe, and go to sleep; or at least +until the hot sun should arouse the flies. + +I may have slept three hours, or four, or it might be even five--for I +never counted time, while sleeping--when a shaking more rude than the +old landlady's, brought me back to the world again. I looked up, with a +mighty yawn; and saw twenty, or so, of foot-soldiers. + +"This linhay is not yours," I said, when they had quite aroused me, with +tongue, and hand, and even sword-prick: "what business have you here, +good fellows?" + +"Business bad for you," said one, "and will lead you to the gallows." + +"Do you wish to know the way out again?" I asked, very quietly, as being +no braggadocio. + +"We will show thee the way out," said one, "and the way out of the +world," said another: "but not the way to heaven," said one chap, most +unlikely to know it: and thereupon they all fell wagging, like a bed of +clover leaves in the morning, at their own choice humour. + +"Will you pile your arms outside," I said, "and try a bit of fair play +with me?" + +For I disliked these men sincerely, and was fain to teach them a lesson; +they were so unchristian in appearance, having faces of a coffee colour, +and dirty beards half over them. Moreover their dress was outrageous, +and their address still worse. However, I had wiser let them alone, as +will appear afterwards. These savage-looking fellows laughed at the idea +of my having any chance against some twenty of them: but I knew that +the place was in my favour; for my part of it had been fenced off (for +weaning a calf most likely), so that only two could come at me at once; +and I must be very much out of training, if I could not manage two of +them. Therefore I laid aside my carbine, and the two horse-pistols; and +they with many coarse jokes at me went a little way outside, and +set their weapons against the wall, and turned up their coat sleeves +jauntily; and then began to hesitate. + +"Go you first, Bob," I heard them say: "you are the biggest man of us; +and Dick the wrestler along of you. Us will back you up, boy." + +"I'll warrant I'll draw the badger," said Bob; "and not a tooth will I +leave him. But mind, for the honour of Kirke's lambs, every man stands +me a glass of gin." Then he, and another man, made a rush, and the +others came double-quick-march on their heels. But as Bob ran at me most +stupidly, not even knowing how to place his hands, I caught him with my +knuckles at the back of his neck, and with all the sway of my right arm +sent him over the heads of his comrades. Meanwhile Dick the wrestler had +grappled me, expecting to show off his art, of which indeed he had some +small knowledge; but being quite of the light-weights, in a second he +was flying after his companion Bob. + +Now these two men were hurt so badly, the light one having knocked his +head against the lintel of the outer gate, that the rest had no desire +to encounter the like misfortune. So they hung back whispering; and +before they had made up their minds, I rushed into the midst of them. +The suddenness and the weight of my onset took them wholly by surprise; +and for once in their lives, perhaps, Kirke's lambs were worthy of their +name. Like a flock of sheep at a dog's attack they fell away, hustling +one another, and my only difficulty was not to tumble over them. + +I had taken my carbine out with me, having a fondness for it; but the +two horse-pistols I left behind; and therefore felt good title to take +two from the magazine of the lambs. And with these, and my carbine, I +leaped upon Kickums, who was now quite glad of a gallop again; and I +bade adieu to that mongrel lot; yet they had the meanness to shoot at +me. Thanking God for my deliverance (inasmuch as those men would have +strung me up, from a pollard-ash without trial, as I heard them tell +one another, and saw the tree they had settled upon), I ventured to go +rather fast on my way, with doubt and uneasiness urging me. And now my +way was home again. Nobody could say but what I had done my duty, and +rescued Tom (if he could be rescued) from the mischief into which +his own perverseness and love of change (rather than deep religious +convictions, to which our Annie ascribed his outbreak) had led, or +seemed likely to lead him. And how proud would my mother be; and--ah +well, there was nobody else to be proud of me now. + +But while thinking these things, and desiring my breakfast, beyond any +power of describing, and even beyond my remembrance, I fell into another +fold of lambs, from which there was no exit. These, like true crusaders, +met me, swaggering very heartily, and with their barrels of cider set, +like so many cannon, across the road, over against a small hostel. + +"We have won the victory, my lord King, and we mean to enjoy it. Down +from thy horse, and have a stoup of cider, thou big rebel." + +"No rebel am I. My name is John Ridd. I belong to the side of the King: +and I want some breakfast." + +These fellows were truly hospitable; that much will I say for them. +Being accustomed to Arab ways, they could toss a grill, or fritter, or +the inner meaning of an egg, into any form they pleased, comely and +very good to eat; and it led me to think of Annie. So I made the rarest +breakfast any man might hope for, after all his troubles; and getting +on with these brown fellows better than could be expected, I craved +permission to light a pipe, if not disagreeable. Hearing this, they +roared at me, with a superior laughter, and asked me, whether or not, +I knew the tobacco-leaf from the chick-weed; and when I was forced to +answer no, not having gone into the subject, but being content with +anything brown, they clapped me on the back and swore they had never +seen any one like me. Upon the whole this pleased me much; for I do +not wish to be taken always as of the common pattern: and so we smoked +admirable tobacco--for they would not have any of mine, though very +courteous concerning it--and I was beginning to understand a little of +what they told me; when up came those confounded lambs, who had shown +more tail than head to me, in the linhay, as I mentioned. + +Now these men upset everything. Having been among wrestlers so much as +my duty compelled me to be, and having learned the necessity of the rest +which follows the conflict, and the right of discussion which all people +have to pay their sixpence to enter; and how they obtrude this right, +and their wisdom, upon the man who has laboured, until he forgets all +the work he did, and begins to think that they did it; having some +knowledge of this sort of thing, and the flux of minds swimming in +liquor, I foresaw a brawl, as plainly as if it were Bear Street in +Barnstaple. + +And a brawl there was, without any error, except of the men who hit +their friends, and those who defended their enemies. My partners in +breakfast and beer-can swore that I was no prisoner, but the best and +most loyal subject, and the finest-hearted fellow they had ever the luck +to meet with. Whereas the men from the linhay swore that I was a rebel +miscreant; and have me they would, with a rope's-end ready, in spite +of every [violent language] who had got drunk at my expense, and been +misled by my [strong word] lies. + +While this fight was going on (and its mere occurrence shows, perhaps, +that my conversation in those days was not entirely despicable--else +why should my new friends fight for me, when I had paid for the ale, and +therefore won the wrong tense of gratitude?) it was in my power at any +moment to take horse and go. And this would have been my wisest plan, +and a very great saving of money; but somehow I felt as if it would be a +mean thing to slip off so. Even while I was hesitating, and the men were +breaking each other's heads, a superior officer rode up, with his sword +drawn, and his face on fire. + +"What, my lambs, my lambs!" he cried, smiting with the flat of his +sword; "is this how you waste my time and my purse, when you ought to be +catching a hundred prisoners, worth ten pounds apiece to me? Who is this +young fellow we have here? Speak up, sirrah; what art thou, and how much +will thy good mother pay for thee?" + +"My mother will pay naught for me," I answered; while the lambs fell +back, and glowered at one another: "so please your worship, I am no +rebel; but an honest farmer, and well-proved of loyalty." + +"Ha, ha; a farmer art thou? Those fellows always pay the best. Good +farmer, come to yon barren tree; thou shalt make it fruitful." + +Colonel Kirke made a sign to his men, and before I could think of +resistance, stout new ropes were flung around me; and with three men on +either side I was led along very painfully. And now I saw, and repented +deeply of my careless folly, in stopping with those boon-companions, +instead of being far away. But the newness of their manners to me, and +their mode of regarding the world (differing so much from mine own), as +well as the flavour of their tobacco, had made me quite forget my duty +to the farm and to myself. Yet methought they would be tender to me, +after all our speeches: how then was I disappointed, when the men who +had drunk my beer, drew on those grievous ropes, twice as hard as the +men I had been at strife with! Yet this may have been from no ill will; +but simply that having fallen under suspicion of laxity, they were +compelled, in self-defence, now to be over-zealous. + +Nevertheless, however pure and godly might be their motives, I beheld +myself in a grievous case, and likely to get the worst of it. For the +face of the Colonel was hard and stern as a block of bogwood oak; and +though the men might pity me and think me unjustly executed, yet they +must obey their orders, or themselves be put to death. Therefore I +addressed myself to the Colonel, in a most ingratiating manner; begging +him not to sully the glory of his victory, and dwelling upon my pure +innocence, and even good service to our lord the King. But Colonel Kirke +only gave command that I should be smitten in the mouth; which office +Bob, whom I had flung so hard out of the linhay, performed with great +zeal and efficiency. But being aware of the coming smack, I thrust +forth a pair of teeth; upon which the knuckles of my good friend made a +melancholy shipwreck. + +It is not in my power to tell half the thoughts that moved me, when +we came to the fatal tree, and saw two men hanging there already, as +innocent perhaps as I was, and henceforth entirely harmless. Though +ordered by the Colonel to look steadfastly upon them, I could not bear +to do so; upon which he called me a paltry coward, and promised my +breeches to any man who would spit upon my countenance. This vile +thing Bob, being angered perhaps by the smarting wound of his knuckles, +bravely stepped forward to do for me, trusting no doubt to the rope I +was led with. But, unluckily as it proved for him, my right arm was free +for a moment; and therewith I dealt him such a blow, that he never spake +again. For this thing I have often grieved; but the provocation was very +sore to the pride of a young man; and I trust that God has forgiven me. +At the sound and sight of that bitter stroke, the other men drew back; +and Colonel Kirke, now black in the face with fury and vexation, gave +orders for to shoot me, and cast me into the ditch hard by. The men +raised their pieces, and pointed at me, waiting for the word to fire; +and I, being quite overcome by the hurry of these events, and quite +unprepared to die yet, could only think all upside down about Lorna, +and my mother, and wonder what each would say to it. I spread my hands +before my eyes, not being so brave as some men; and hoping, in some +foolish way, to cover my heart with my elbows. I heard the breath of +all around, as if my skull were a sounding-board; and knew even how the +different men were fingering their triggers. And a cold sweat broke all +over me, as the Colonel, prolonging his enjoyment, began slowly to say, +"Fire." + +But while he was yet dwelling on the "F," the hoofs of a horse dashed +out on the road, and horse and horseman flung themselves betwixt me and +the gun muzzles. So narrowly was I saved that one man could not check +his trigger: his musket went off, and the ball struck the horse on the +withers, and scared him exceedingly. He began to lash out with his heels +all around, and the Colonel was glad to keep clear of him; and the men +made excuse to lower their guns, not really wishing to shoot me. + +"How now, Captain Stickles?" cried Kirke, the more angry because he had +shown his cowardice; "dare you, sir, to come betwixt me and my lawful +prisoner?" + +"Nay, hearken one moment, Colonel," replied my old friend Jeremy; and +his damaged voice was the sweetest sound I had heard for many a day; +"for your own sake, hearken." He looked so full of momentous tidings, +that Colonel Kirke made a sign to his men not to shoot me till further +orders; and then he went aside with Stickles, so that in spite of all my +anxiety I could not catch what passed between them. But I fancied that +the name of the Lord Chief-Justice Jeffreys was spoken more than once, +and with emphasis and deference. + +"Then I leave him in your hands, Captain Stickles," said Kirke at last, +so that all might hear him; and though the news was good for me, the +smile of baffled malice made his dark face look most hideous; "and I +shall hold you answerable for the custody of this prisoner." + +"Colonel Kirke, I will answer for him," Master Stickles replied, with a +grave bow, and one hand on his breast: "John Ridd, you are my prisoner. +Follow me, John Ridd." + +Upon that, those precious lambs flocked away, leaving the rope still +around me; and some were glad, and some were sorry, not to see me +swinging. Being free of my arms again, I touched my hat to Colonel +Kirke, as became his rank and experience; but he did not condescend to +return my short salutation, having espied in the distance a prisoner, +out of whom he might make money. + +I wrung the hand of Jeremy Stickles, for his truth and goodness; and +he almost wept (for since his wound he had been a weakened man) as he +answered, "Turn for turn, John. You saved my life from the Doones; and +by the mercy of God, I have saved you from a far worse company. Let your +sister Annie know it." + +[Illustration: 612.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI + +SUITABLE DEVOTION + +[Illustration: 613.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Now Kickums was not like Winnie, any more than a man is like a woman; +and so he had not followed my fortunes, except at his own distance. No +doubt but what he felt a certain interest in me; but his interest was +not devotion; and man might go his way and be hanged, rather than horse +would meet hardship. Therefore, seeing things to be bad, and his master +involved in trouble, what did this horse do but start for the ease and +comfort of Plover's Barrows, and the plentiful ration of oats abiding +in his own manger. For this I do not blame him. It is the manner of +mankind. + +But I could not help being very uneasy at the thought of my mother's +discomfort and worry, when she should spy this good horse coming home, +without any master, or rider, and I almost hoped that he might be caught +(although he was worth at least twenty pounds) by some of the King's +troopers, rather than find his way home, and spread distress among +our people. Yet, knowing his nature, I doubted if any could catch, or +catching would keep him. + +Jeremy Stickles assured me, as we took the road to Bridgwater, that the +only chance for my life (if I still refused to fly) was to obtain +an order forthwith, for my despatch to London, as a suspected person +indeed, but not found in open rebellion, and believed to be under the +patronage of the great Lord Jeffreys. "For," said he, "in a few hours +time you would fall into the hands of Lord Feversham, who has won this +fight, without seeing it, and who has returned to bed again, to have his +breakfast more comfortably. Now he may not be quite so savage perhaps +as Colonel Kirke, nor find so much sport in gibbeting; but he is equally +pitiless, and his price no doubt would be higher." + +"I will pay no price whatever," I answered, "neither will I fly. An hour +agone I would have fled for the sake of my mother, and the farm. But +now that I have been taken prisoner, and my name is known, if I fly, +the farm is forfeited; and my mother and sister must starve. Moreover, I +have done no harm; I have borne no weapons against the King, nor desired +the success of his enemies. I like not that the son of a bona-roba +should be King of England; neither do I count the Papists any worse than +we are. If they have aught to try me for, I will stand my trial." + +"Then to London thou must go, my son. There is no such thing as trial +here: we hang the good folk without it, which saves them much anxiety. +But quicken thy step, good John; I have influence with Lord Churchill, +and we must contrive to see him, ere the foreigner falls to work again. +Lord Churchill is a man of sense, and imprisons nothing but his money." + +We were lucky enough to find this nobleman, who has since become so +famous by his foreign victories. He received us with great civility; +and looked at me with much interest, being a tall and fine young +man himself, but not to compare with me in size, although far better +favoured. I liked his face well enough, but thought there was something +false about it. He put me a few keen questions, such as a man not +assured of honesty might have found hard to answer; and he stood in a +very upright attitude, making the most of his figure. + +I saw nothing to be proud of, at the moment, in this interview; but +since the great Duke of Marlborough rose to the top of glory, I have +tried to remember more about him than my conscience quite backs up. +How should I know that this man would be foremost of our kingdom in +five-and-twenty years or so; and not knowing, why should I heed +him, except for my own pocket? Nevertheless, I have been so +cross-questioned--far worse than by young Lord Churchill--about His +Grace the Duke of Marlborough, and what he said to me, and what I said +then, and how His Grace replied to that, and whether he smiled like +another man, or screwed up his lips like a button (as our parish tailor +said of him), and whether I knew from the turn of his nose that no +Frenchman could stand before him: all these inquiries have worried me +so, ever since the Battle of Blenheim, that if tailors would only print +upon waistcoats, I would give double price for a vest bearing +this inscription, "No information can be given about the Duke of +Marlborough." + +Now this good Lord Churchill--for one might call him good, by comparison +with the very bad people around him--granted without any long hesitation +the order for my safe deliverance to the Court of King's Bench at +Westminster; and Stickles, who had to report in London, was empowered to +convey me, and made answerable for producing me. This arrangement would +have been entirely to my liking, although the time of year was bad for +leaving Plover's Barrows so; but no man may quite choose his times, +and on the while I would have been quite content to visit London, if my +mother could be warned that nothing was amiss with me, only a mild, and +as one might say, nominal captivity. And to prevent her anxiety, I did +my best to send a letter through good Sergeant Bloxham, of whom I heard +as quartered with Dumbarton's regiment at Chedzuy. But that regiment was +away in pursuit; and I was forced to entrust my letter to a man who said +that he knew him, and accepted a shilling to see to it. + +For fear of any unpleasant change, we set forth at once for London; and +truly thankful may I be that God in His mercy spared me the sight of +the cruel and bloody work with which the whole country reeked and howled +during the next fortnight. I have heard things that set my hair on end, +and made me loathe good meat for days; but I make a point of setting +down only the things which I saw done; and in this particular case, not +many will quarrel with my decision. Enough, therefore, that we rode on +(for Stickles had found me a horse at last) as far as Wells, where we +slept that night; and being joined in the morning by several troopers +and orderlies, we made a slow but safe journey to London, by way of Bath +and Reading. + +The sight of London warmed my heart with various emotions, such as a +cordial man must draw from the heart of all humanity. Here there are +quick ways and manners, and the rapid sense of knowledge, and the power +of understanding, ere a word be spoken. Whereas at Oare, you must say a +thing three times, very slowly, before it gets inside the skull of the +good man you are addressing. And yet we are far more clever there than +in any parish for fifteen miles. + +But what moved me most, when I saw again the noble oil and tallow of the +London lights, and the dripping torches at almost every corner, and +the handsome signboards, was the thought that here my Lorna lived, and +walked, and took the air, and perhaps thought now and then of the old +days in the good farm-house. Although I would make no approach to her, +any more than she had done to me (upon which grief I have not dwelt, for +fear of seeming selfish), yet there must be some large chance, or the +little chance might be enlarged, of falling in with the maiden somehow, +and learning how her mind was set. If against me, all should be over. I +was not the man to sigh and cry for love, like a Romeo: none should even +guess my grief, except my sister Annie. + +But if Lorna loved me still--as in my heart of hearts I hoped--then +would I for no one care, except her own delicious self. Rank and title, +wealth and grandeur, all should go to the winds, before they scared me +from my own true love. + +Thinking thus, I went to bed in the centre of London town, and was +bitten so grievously by creatures whose name is "legion," mad with the +delight of getting a wholesome farmer among them, that verily I was +ashamed to walk in the courtly parts of the town next day, having lumps +upon my face of the size of a pickling walnut. The landlord said that +this was nothing; and that he expected, in two days at the utmost, +a very fresh young Irishman, for whom they would all forsake me. +Nevertheless, I declined to wait, unless he could find me a hayrick to +sleep in; for the insects of grass only tickle. He assured me that no +hayrick could now be found in London; upon which I was forced to leave +him, and with mutual esteem we parted. + +The next night I had better luck, being introduced to a decent widow, of +very high Scotch origin. That house was swept and garnished so, that +not a bit was left to eat, for either man or insect. The change of air +having made me hungry, I wanted something after supper; being quite +ready to pay for it, and showing my purse as a symptom. But the face of +Widow MacAlister, when I proposed to have some more food, was a thing to +be drawn (if it could be drawn further) by our new caricaturist. + +Therefore I left her also; for liefer would I be eaten myself than have +nothing to eat; and so I came back to my old furrier; the which was +a thoroughly hearty man, and welcomed me to my room again, with two +shillings added to the rent, in the joy of his heart at seeing me. Being +under parole to Master Stickles, I only went out betwixt certain hours; +because I was accounted as liable to be called upon; for what purpose +I knew not, but hoped it might be a good one. I felt it a loss, and +a hindrance to me, that I was so bound to remain at home during the +session of the courts of law; for thereby the chance of ever beholding +Lorna was very greatly contracted, if not altogether annihilated. For +these were the very hours in which the people of fashion, and the high +world, were wont to appear to the rest of mankind, so as to encourage +them. And of course by this time, the Lady Lorna was high among people +of fashion, and was not likely to be seen out of fashionable hours. It +is true that there were some places of expensive entertainment, at which +the better sort of mankind might be seen and studied, in their hours of +relaxation, by those of the lower order, who could pay sufficiently. But +alas, my money was getting low; and the privilege of seeing my betters +was more and more denied to me, as my cash drew shorter. For a man must +have a good coat at least, and the pockets not wholly empty, before he +can look at those whom God has created for his ensample. + +Hence, and from many other causes--part of which was my own pride--it +happened that I abode in London betwixt a month and five weeks' time, +ere ever I saw Lorna. It seemed unfit that I should go, and waylay +her, and spy on her, and say (or mean to say), "Lo, here is your poor +faithful farmer, a man who is unworthy of you, by means of his common +birth; and yet who dares to crawl across your path, that you may pity +him. For God's sake show a little pity, though you may not feel it." +Such behaviour might be comely in a love-lorn boy, a page to some grand +princess; but I, John Ridd, would never stoop to the lowering of love +so. + +Nevertheless I heard of Lorna, from my worthy furrier, almost every day, +and with a fine exaggeration. This honest man was one of those who in +virtue of their trade, and nicety of behaviour, are admitted into noble +life, to take measurements, and show patterns. And while so doing, +they contrive to acquire what is to the English mind at once the most +important and most interesting of all knowledge,--the science of being +able to talk about the titled people. So my furrier (whose name was +Ramsack), having to make robes for peers, and cloaks for their wives and +otherwise, knew the great folk, sham or real, as well as he knew a fox +or skunk from a wolverine skin. + +And when, with some fencing and foils of inquiry, I hinted about Lady +Lorna Dugal, the old man's face became so pleasant that I knew her birth +must be wondrous high. At this my own countenance fell, I suppose,--for +the better she was born, the harder she would be to marry--and mistaking +my object, he took me up:-- + +"Perhaps you think, Master Ridd, that because her ladyship, Lady Lorna +Dugal, is of Scottish origin, therefore her birth is not as high as of +our English nobility. If you think so you are wrong, sir. She comes +not of the sandy Scotch race, with high cheek-bones, and raw +shoulder-blades, who set up pillars in their courtyards. But she comes +of the very best Scotch blood, descended from the Norsemen. Her mother +was of the very noblest race, the Lords of Lorne; higher even than the +great Argyle, who has lately made a sad mistake, and paid for it most +sadly. And her father was descended from the King Dugal, who fought +against Alexander the Great. No, no, Master Ridd; none of your +promiscuous blood, such as runs in the veins of half our modern +peerage." + +"Why should you trouble yourself about it, Master Ramsack?" I replied: +"let them all go their own ways: and let us all look up to them, whether +they come by hook or crook." + +"Not at all, not at all, my lad. That is not the way to regard it. We +look up at the well-born men, and side-ways at the base-born." + +"Then we are all base-born ourselves. I will look up to no man, except +for what himself has done." + +"Come, Master Ridd, you might be lashed from Newgate to Tyburn and back +again, once a week, for a twelvemonth, if some people heard you. Keep +your tongue more close, young man; or here you lodge no longer; albeit +I love your company, which smells to me of the hayfield. Ah, I have not +seen a hayfield for nine-and-twenty years, John Ridd. The cursed moths +keep me at home, every day of the summer." + +"Spread your furs on the haycocks," I answered very boldly: "the indoor +moth cannot abide the presence of the outdoor ones." + +"Is it so?" he answered: "I never thought of that before. And yet I +have known such strange things happen in the way of fur, that I can +well believe it. If you only knew, John, the way in which they lay their +eggs, and how they work tail-foremost--" + +"Tell me nothing of the kind," I replied, with equal confidence: "they +cannot work tail-foremost; and they have no tails to work with." For I +knew a little about grubs, and the ignorance concerning them, which +we have no right to put up with. However, not to go into that (for the +argument lasted a fortnight; and then was only come so far as to begin +again), Master Ramsack soon convinced me of the things I knew already; +the excellence of Lorna's birth, as well as her lofty place at Court, +and beauty, and wealth, and elegance. But all these only made me sigh, +and wish that I were born to them. + +From Master Ramsack I discovered that the nobleman to whose charge Lady +Lorna had been committed, by the Court of Chancery, was Earl Brandir +of Lochawe, her poor mother's uncle. For the Countess of Dugal was +daughter, and only child, of the last Lord Lorne, whose sister had +married Sir Ensor Doone; while he himself had married the sister of +Earl Brandir. This nobleman had a country house near the village of +Kensington; and here his niece dwelled with him, when she was not in +attendance on Her Majesty the Queen, who had taken a liking to her. +Now since the King had begun to attend the celebration of mass, in the +chapel at Whitehall--and not at Westminster Abbey, as our gossips had +averred--he had given order that the doors should be thrown open, so +that all who could make interest to get into the antechamber, might see +this form of worship. Master Ramsack told me that Lorna was there almost +every Sunday; their Majesties being most anxious to have the presence +of all the nobility of the Catholic persuasion, so as to make a goodly +show. And the worthy furrier, having influence with the door-keepers, +kindly obtained admittance for me, one Sunday, into the antechamber. + +Here I took care to be in waiting, before the Royal procession entered; +but being unknown, and of no high rank, I was not allowed to stand +forward among the better people, but ordered back into a corner very +dark and dismal; the verger remarking, with a grin, that I could see +over all other heads, and must not set my own so high. Being frightened +to find myself among so many people of great rank and gorgeous apparel, +I blushed at the notice drawn upon me by this uncourteous fellow; and +silently fell back into the corner by the hangings. + +You may suppose that my heart beat high, when the King and Queen +appeared, and entered, followed by the Duke of Norfolk, bearing the +sword of state, and by several other noblemen, and people of repute. +Then the doors of the chapel were thrown wide open; and though I +could only see a little, being in the corner so, I thought that it was +beautiful. Bowers of rich silk were there, and plenty of metal shining, +and polished wood with lovely carving; flowers too of the noblest kind, +and candles made by somebody who had learned how to clarify tallow. This +last thing amazed me more than all, for our dips never will come clear, +melt the mutton-fat how you will. And methought that this hanging of +flowers about was a pretty thing; for if a man can worship God best of +all beneath a tree, as the natural instinct is, surely when by fault of +climate the tree would be too apt to drip, the very best make-believe is +to have enough and to spare of flowers; which to the dwellers in London +seem to have grown on the tree denied them. + +Be that as it may, when the King and Queen crossed the threshold, a +mighty flourish of trumpets arose, and a waving of banners. The Knights +of the Garter (whoever they be) were to attend that day in state; +and some went in, and some stayed out, and it made me think of the +difference betwixt the ewes and the wethers. For the ewes will go +wherever you lead them; but the wethers will not, having strong +opinions, and meaning to abide by them. And one man I noticed was of the +wethers, to wit the Duke of Norfolk; who stopped outside with the sword +of state, like a beadle with a rapping-rod. This has taken more to tell +than the time it happened in. For after all the men were gone, some +to this side, some to that, according to their feelings, a number of +ladies, beautifully dressed, being of the Queen's retinue, began to +enter, and were stared at three times as much as the men had been. And +indeed they were worth looking at (which men never are to my ideas, +when they trick themselves with gewgaws), but none was so well worth +eye-service as my own beloved Lorna. She entered modestly and shyly, +with her eyes upon the ground, knowing the rudeness of the gallants, and +the large sum she was priced at. Her dress was of the purest white, very +sweet and simple, without a line of ornament, for she herself adorned +it. The way she walked and touched her skirt (rather than seemed to +hold it up) with a white hand beaming one red rose, this and her stately +supple neck, and the flowing of her hair would show, at a distance of a +hundred yards, that she could be none but Lorna Doone. Lorna Doone of +my early love; in the days when she blushed for her name before me +by reason of dishonesty; but now the Lady Lorna Dugal as far beyond +reproach as above my poor affection. All my heart, and all my mind, +gathered themselves upon her. Would she see me, or would she pass? Was +there instinct in our love? + +By some strange chance she saw me. Or was it through our destiny? While +with eyes kept sedulously on the marble floor, to shun the weight of +admiration thrust too boldly on them, while with shy quick steps she +passed, some one (perhaps with purpose) trod on the skirt of her clear +white dress,--with the quickness taught her by many a scene of danger, +she looked up, and her eyes met mine. + +As I gazed upon her, steadfastly, yearningly, yet with some reproach, +and more of pride than humility, she made me one of the courtly bows +which I do so much detest; yet even that was sweet and graceful, when my +Lorna did it. But the colour of her pure clear cheeks was nearly as +deep as that of my own, when she went on for the religious work. And the +shining of her eyes was owing to an unpaid debt of tears. + +Upon the whole I was satisfied. Lorna had seen me, and had not +(according to the phrase of the high world then) even tried to "cut" me. +Whether this low phrase is born of their own stupid meanness, or whether +it comes of necessity exercised on a man without money, I know not, and +I care not. But one thing I know right well; any man who "cuts" a man +(except for vice or meanness) should be quartered without quarter. + +All these proud thoughts rose within me as the lovely form of Lorna went +inside, and was no more seen. And then I felt how coarse I was; how apt +to think strong thoughts, and so on; without brains to bear me out: even +as a hen's egg, laid without enough of lime, and looking only a poor +jelly. + +Nevertheless, I waited on; as my usual manner is. For to be beaten, +while running away, is ten times worse than to face it out, and take +it, and have done with it. So at least I have always found, because of +reproach of conscience: and all the things those clever people carried +on inside, at large, made me long for our Parson Bowden that he might +know how to act. + +While I stored up, in my memory, enough to keep our parson going through +six pipes on a Saturday night--to have it as right as could be next +day--a lean man with a yellow beard, too thin for a good Catholic (which +religion always fattens), came up to me, working sideways, in the manner +of a female crab. + +"This is not to my liking," I said: "if aught thou hast, speak plainly; +while they make that horrible noise inside." + +Nothing had this man to say; but with many sighs, because I was not of +the proper faith, he took my reprobate hand to save me: and with several +religious tears, looked up at me, and winked with one eye. Although the +skin of my palms was thick, I felt a little suggestion there, as of a +gentle leaf in spring, fearing to seem too forward. I paid the man, and +he went happy; for the standard of heretical silver is purer than that +of the Catholics. + +Then I lifted up my little billet; and in that dark corner read it, with +a strong rainbow of colours coming from the angled light. And in mine +eyes there was enough to make rainbow of strongest sun, as my anger +clouded off. + +Not that it began so well; but that in my heart I knew (ere three lines +were through me) that I was with all heart loved--and beyond that, who +may need? The darling of my life went on, as if I were of her own rank, +or even better than she was; and she dotted her "i"s, and crossed +her "t"s, as if I were at least a schoolmaster. All of it was done in +pencil; but as plain as plain could be. In my coffin it shall lie, with +my ring and something else. Therefore will I not expose it to every man +who buys this book, and haply thinks that he has bought me to the bottom +of my heart. Enough for men of gentle birth (who never are inquisitive) +that my love told me, in her letter, just to come and see her. + +I ran away, and could not stop. To behold even her, at the moment, would +have dashed my fancy's joy. Yet my brain was so amiss, that I must do +something. Therefore to the river Thames, with all speed, I hurried; +and keeping all my best clothes on (indeed for sake of Lorna), into the +quiet stream I leaped, and swam as far as London Bridge, and ate nobler +dinner afterwards. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVII + +LORNA STILL IS LORNA + +[Illustration: 623.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Although a man may be as simple as the flowers of the field; knowing +when, but scarcely why, he closes to the bitter wind; and feeling why, +but scarcely when, he opens to the genial sun; yet without his questing +much into the capsule of himself--to do which is a misery--he may have a +general notion how he happens to be getting on. + +I felt myself to be getting on better than at any time since the last +wheat-harvest, as I took the lane to Kensington upon the Monday evening. +For although no time was given in my Lorna's letter, I was not inclined +to wait more than decency required. And though I went and watched +the house, decency would not allow me to knock on the Sunday evening, +especially when I found at the corner that his lordship was at home. + +The lanes and fields between Charing Cross and the village of +Kensington, are, or were at that time, more than reasonably infested +with footpads and with highwaymen. However, my stature and holly club +kept these fellows from doing more than casting sheep's eyes at me. +For it was still broad daylight, and the view of the distant villages, +Chelsea, Battersea, Tyburn, and others, as well as a few large houses, +among the hams and towards the river, made it seem less lonely. +Therefore I sang a song in the broadest Exmoor dialect, which caused no +little amazement in the minds of all who met me. + +When I came to Earl Brandir's house, my natural modesty forbade me to +appear at the door for guests; therefore I went to the entrance for +servants and retainers. Here, to my great surprise, who should come +and let me in but little Gwenny Carfax, whose very existence had almost +escaped my recollection. Her mistress, no doubt, had seen me coming, and +sent her to save trouble. But when I offered to kiss Gwenny, in my joy +and comfort to see a farm-house face again, she looked ashamed, and +turned away, and would hardly speak to me. + +I followed her to a little room, furnished very daintily; and there she +ordered me to wait, in a most ungracious manner. "Well," thought I, "if +the mistress and the maid are alike in temper, better it had been for +me to abide at Master Ramsack's." But almost ere my thought was done, I +heard the light quick step which I knew as well as "Watch," my dog, knew +mine; and my breast began to tremble, like the trembling of an arch ere +the keystone is put in. + +Almost ere I hoped--for fear and hope were so entangled that they +hindered one another--the velvet hangings of the doorway parted, with +a little doubt, and then a good face put on it. Lorna, in her perfect +beauty, stood before the crimson folds, and her dress was all pure +white, and her cheeks were rosy pink, and her lips were scarlet. + +Like a maiden, with skill and sense checking violent impulse, she stayed +there for one moment only, just to be admired; and then like a woman, +she came to me, seeing how alarmed I was. The hand she offered me I +took, and raised it to my lips with fear, as a thing too good for me. +"Is that all?" she whispered; and then her eyes gleamed up at me; and in +another instant, she was weeping on my breast. + +"Darling Lorna, Lady Lorna," I cried, in astonishment, yet unable but to +keep her closer to me, and closer; "surely, though I love you so, this +is not as it should be." + +"Yes, it is, John. Yes, it is. Nothing else should ever be. Oh, why have +you behaved so?" + +"I am behaving." I replied, "to the very best of my ability. There is no +other man in the world could hold you so, without kissing you." + +"Then why don't you do it, John?" asked Lorna, looking up at me, with a +flash of her old fun. + +Now this matter, proverbially, is not for discussion, and repetition. +Enough that we said nothing more than, "Oh, John, how glad I am!" and +"Lorna, Lorna Lorna!" for about five minutes. Then my darling drew +back proudly, with blushing cheeks, and tear-bright eyes, she began to +cross-examine me. + +"Master John Ridd, you shall tell the truth, the whole truth, and +nothing but the truth. I have been in Chancery, sir; and can detect a +story. Now why have you never, for more than a twelvemonth, taken the +smallest notice of your old friend, Mistress Lorna Doone?" Although she +spoke in this lightsome manner, as if it made no difference, I saw that +her quick heart was moving, and the flash of her eyes controlled. + +"Simply for this cause," I answered, "that my old friend and true love, +took not the smallest heed of me. Nor knew I where to find her." + +"What!" cried Lorna; and nothing more; being overcome with wondering; +and much inclined to fall away, but for my assistance. I told her, over +and over again, that not a single syllable of any message from her, +or tidings of her welfare, had reached me, or any one of us, since the +letter she left behind; except by soldier's gossip. + +"Oh, you poor dear John!" said Lorna, sighing at thought of my misery: +"how wonderfully good of you, thinking of me as you must have done, not +to marry that little plain thing (or perhaps I should say that lovely +creature, for I have never seen her), Mistress Ruth--I forget her name; +but something like a towel." + +"Ruth Huckaback is a worthy maid," I answered with some dignity; "and +she alone of all our world, except indeed poor Annie, has kept her +confidence in you, and told me not to dread your rank, but trust your +heart, Lady Lorna." + +"Then Ruth is my best friend," she answered, "and is worthy of you, dear +John. And now remember one thing, dear; if God should part us, as may be +by nothing short of death, try to marry that little Ruth, when you cease +to remember me. And now for the head-traitor. I have often suspected it: +but she looks me in the face, and wishes--fearful things, which I cannot +repeat." + +With these words, she moved an implement such as I had not seen before, +and which made a ringing noise at a serious distance. And before I had +ceased wondering--for if such things go on, we might ring the church +bells, while sitting in our back-kitchen--little Gwenny Carfax came, +with a grave and sullen face. + +"Gwenny," began my Lorna, in a tone of high rank and dignity, "go and +fetch the letters which I gave you at various times for despatch to +Mistress Ridd." + +"How can I fetch them, when they are gone? It be no use for him to tell +no lies--" + +"Now, Gwenny, can you look at me?" I asked, very sternly; for the matter +was no joke to me, after a year's unhappiness. + +"I don't want to look at 'ee. What should I look at a young man for, +although he did offer to kiss me?" + +I saw the spite and impudence of this last remark, and so did Lorna, +although she could not quite refrain from smiling. + +"Now, Gwenny, not to speak of that," said Lorna, very demurely, "if you +thought it honest to keep the letters, was it honest to keep the money?" + +At this the Cornish maiden broke into a rage of honesty: "A putt the +money by for 'ee. 'Ee shall have every farden of it." And so she flung +out of the room. + +"And, Gwenny," said Lorna very softly, following under the +door-hangings; "if it is not honest to keep the money, it is not honest +to keep the letters, which would have been worth more than any gold to +those who were so kind to you. Your father shall know the whole, Gwenny, +unless you tell the truth." + +"Now, a will tell all the truth," this strange maiden answered, talking +to herself at least as much as to her mistress, while she went out of +sight and hearing. And then I was so glad at having my own Lorna once +again, cleared of all contempt for us, and true to me through all of it, +that I would have forgiven Gwenny for treason, or even forgery. + +"I trusted her so much," said Lorna, in her old ill-fortuned way; "and +look how she has deceived me! That is why I love you, John (setting +other things aside), because you never told me falsehood; and you never +could, you know." + +"Well, I am not so sure of that. I think I could tell any lie, to have +you, darling, all my own." + +"Yes. And perhaps it might be right. To other people besides us two. +But you could not do it to me, John. You never could do it to me, +you know." Before I quite perceived my way to the bottom of the +distinction--although beyond doubt a valid one--Gwenny came back with a +leathern bag, and tossed it upon the table. Not a word did she vouchsafe +to us; but stood there, looking injured. + +"Go, and get your letters, John," said Lorna very gravely; "or at least +your mother's letters, made of messages to you. As for Gwenny, she shall +go before Lord Justice Jeffreys." I knew that Lorna meant it not; but +thought that the girl deserved a frightening; as indeed she did. But we +both mistook the courage of this child of Cornwall. She stepped upon a +little round thing, in the nature of a stool, such as I never had seen +before, and thus delivered her sentiments. + +"And you may take me, if you please, before the great Lord Jeffreys. I +have done no more than duty, though I did it crookedly, and told a heap +of lies, for your sake. And pretty gratitude I gets." + +"Much gratitude you have shown," replied Lorna, "to Master Ridd, for all +his kindness and his goodness to you. Who was it that went down, at the +peril of his life, and brought your father to you, when you had lost him +for months and months? Who was it? Answer me, Gwenny?" + +"Girt Jan Ridd," said the handmaid, very sulkily. + +"What made you treat me so, little Gwenny?" I asked, for Lorna would not +ask lest the reply should vex me. + +"Because 'ee be'est below her so. Her shanna' have a poor farmering +chap, not even if her were a Carnishman. All her land, and all her +birth--and who be you, I'd like to know?" + +"Gwenny, you may go," said Lorna, reddening with quiet anger; "and +remember that you come not near me for the next three days. It is the +only way to punish her," she continued to me, when the maid was gone, in +a storm of sobbing and weeping. "Now, for the next three days, she will +scarcely touch a morsel of food, and scarcely do a thing but cry. Make +up your mind to one thing, John; if you mean to take me, for better for +worse, you will have to take Gwenny with me. + +"I would take you with fifty Gwennies," said I, "although every one +of them hated me, which I do not believe this little maid does, in the +bottom of her heart." + +"No one can possibly hate you, John," she answered very softly; and I +was better pleased with this, than if she had called me the most noble +and glorious man in the kingdom. + +After this, we spoke of ourselves and the way people would regard us, +supposing that when Lorna came to be her own free mistress (as she must +do in the course of time) she were to throw her rank aside, and refuse +her title, and caring not a fig for folk who cared less than a fig-stalk +for her, should shape her mind to its native bent, and to my perfect +happiness. It was not my place to say much, lest I should appear to use +an improper and selfish influence. And of course to all men of common +sense, and to everybody of middle age (who must know best what is good +for youth), the thoughts which my Lorna entertained would be enough to +prove her madness. + +Not that we could not keep her well, comfortably, and with nice clothes, +and plenty of flowers, and fruit, and landscape, and the knowledge of +our neighbours' affairs, and their kind interest in our own. Still this +would not be as if she were the owner of a county, and a haughty title; +and able to lead the first men of the age, by her mind, and face, and +money. + +Therefore was I quite resolved not to have a word to say, while this +young queen of wealth and beauty, and of noblemen's desire, made her +mind up how to act for her purest happiness. But to do her justice, this +was not the first thing she was thinking of: the test of her judgment +was only this, "How will my love be happiest?" + +"Now, John," she cried; for she was so quick that she always had my +thoughts beforehand; "why will you be backward, as if you cared not +for me? Do you dream that I am doubting? My mind has been made up, good +John, that you must be my husband, for--well, I will not say how long, +lest you should laugh at my folly. But I believe it was ever since you +came, with your stockings off, and the loaches. Right early for me to +make up my mind; but you know that you made up yours, John; and, of +course, I knew it; and that had a great effect on me. Now, after all +this age of loving, shall a trifle sever us?" + +I told her that it was no trifle, but a most important thing, to abandon +wealth, and honour, and the brilliance of high life, and be despised +by every one for such abundant folly. Moreover, that I should appear a +knave for taking advantage of her youth, and boundless generosity, and +ruining (as men would say) a noble maid by my selfishness. And I told +her outright, having worked myself up by my own conversation, that she +was bound to consult her guardian, and that without his knowledge, I +would come no more to see her. Her flash of pride at these last words +made her look like an empress; and I was about to explain myself better, +but she put forth her hand and stopped me. + +"I think that condition should rather have proceeded from me. You are +mistaken, Master Ridd, in supposing that I would think of receiving +you in secret. It was a different thing in Glen Doone, where all except +yourself were thieves, and when I was but a simple child, and oppressed +with constant fear. You are quite right in threatening to visit me thus +no more; but I think you might have waited for an invitation, sir." + +"And you are quite right, Lady Lorna, in pointing out my presumption. It +is a fault that must ever be found in any speech of mine to you." + +This I said so humbly, and not with any bitterness--for I knew that I +had gone too far--and made her so polite a bow, that she forgave me in a +moment, and we begged each other's pardon. + +"Now, will you allow me just to explain my own view of this matter, +John?" said she, once more my darling. "It may be a very foolish view, +but I shall never change it. Please not to interrupt me, dear, until you +have heard me to the end. In the first place, it is quite certain that +neither you nor I can be happy without the other. Then what stands +between us? Worldly position, and nothing else. I have no more education +than you have, John Ridd; nay, and not so much. My birth and ancestry +are not one whit more pure than yours, although they may be better +known. Your descent from ancient freeholders, for five-and-twenty +generations of good, honest men, although you bear no coat of arms, is +better than the lineage of nine proud English noblemen out of every ten +I meet with. In manners, though your mighty strength, and hatred of any +meanness, sometimes break out in violence--of which I must try to cure +you, dear--in manners, if kindness, and gentleness, and modesty are +the true things wanted, you are immeasurably above any of our +Court-gallants; who indeed have very little. As for difference of +religion, we allow for one another, neither having been brought up +in a bitterly pious manner." + +Here, though the tears were in my eyes, at the loving things love said +of me, I could not help a little laugh at the notion of any bitter piety +being found among the Doones, or even in mother, for that matter. Lorna +smiled, in her slyest manner, and went on again:-- + +"Now, you see, I have proved my point; there is nothing between us but +worldly position--if you can defend me against the Doones, for which, I +trow, I may trust you. And worldly position means wealth, and title, +and the right to be in great houses, and the pleasure of being envied. +I have not been here for a year, John, without learning something. Oh, +I hate it; how I hate it! Of all the people I know, there are but two, +besides my uncle, who do not either covet, or detest me. And who are +those two, think you?" + +"Gwenny, for one," I answered. + +"Yes, Gwenny, for one. And the queen, for the other. The one is too far +below me (I mean, in her own opinion), and the other too high above. +As for the women who dislike me, without having even heard my voice, I +simply have nothing to do with them. As for the men who covet me, for +my land and money, I merely compare them with you, John Ridd; and all +thought of them is over. Oh, John, you must never forsake me, however +cross I am to you. I thought you would have gone, just now; and though I +would not move to stop you, my heart would have broken." + +"You don't catch me go in a hurry," I answered very sensibly, "when the +loveliest maiden in all the world, and the best, and the dearest, loves +me. All my fear of you is gone, darling Lorna, all my fear--" + +"Is it possible you could fear me, John, after all we have been through +together? Now you promised not to interrupt me; is this fair behaviour? +Well, let me see where I left off--oh, that my heart would have broken. +Upon that point, I will say no more, lest you should grow conceited, +John; if anything could make you so. But I do assure you that half +London--however, upon that point also I will check my power of speech, +lest you think me conceited. And now to put aside all nonsense; though I +have talked none for a year, John, having been so unhappy; and now it is +such a relief to me--" + +"Then talk it for an hour," said I; "and let me sit and watch you. To me +it is the very sweetest of all sweetest wisdom." + +"Nay, there is no time," she answered, glancing at a jewelled timepiece, +scarcely larger than an oyster, which she drew from her waist-band; and +then she pushed it away, in confusion, lest its wealth should startle +me. "My uncle will come home in less than half an hour, dear: and you +are not the one to take a side-passage, and avoid him. I shall tell him +that you have been here; and that I mean you to come again." + +As Lorna said this, with a manner as confident as need be, I saw that +she had learned in town the power of her beauty, and knew that she could +do with most men aught she set her mind upon. And as she stood there, +flushed with pride and faith in her own loveliness, and radiant with the +love itself, I felt that she must do exactly as she pleased with every +one. For now, in turn, and elegance, and richness, and variety, there +was nothing to compare with her face, unless it were her figure. +Therefore I gave in, and said,-- + +"Darling, do just what you please. Only make no rogue of me." + +For that she gave me the simplest, kindest, and sweetest of all kisses; +and I went down the great stairs grandly, thinking of nothing else but +that. + +[Illustration: 631.jpg Old London Bridge] + + + + +CHAPTER LXVIII + +JOHN IS JOHN NO LONGER + +[Illustration: 632.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +It would be hard for me to tell the state of mind in which I lived for a +long time after this. I put away from me all torment, and the thought of +future cares, and the sight of difficulty; and to myself appeared, +which means that I became the luckiest of lucky fellows, since the world +itself began. I thought not of the harvest even, nor of the men who +would get their wages without having earned them, nor of my mother's +anxiety and worry about John Fry's great fatness (which was growing upon +him), and how she would cry fifty times in a day, "Ah, if our John would +only come home, how different everything would look!" + +Although there were no soldiers now quartered at Plover's Barrows, all +being busied in harassing the country, and hanging the people where the +rebellion had thriven most, my mother, having received from me a message +containing my place of abode, contrived to send me, by the pack-horses, +as fine a maund as need be of provisions, and money, and other comforts. +Therein I found addressed to Colonel Jeremiah Stickles, in Lizzie's best +handwriting, half a side of the dried deer's flesh, in which he rejoiced +so greatly. Also, for Lorna, a fine green goose, with a little salt +towards the tail, and new-laid eggs inside it, as well as a bottle of +brandied cherries, and seven, or it may have been eight pounds of fresh +homemade butter. Moreover, to myself there was a letter full of good +advice, excellently well expressed, and would have been of the greatest +value, if I had cared to read it. But I read all about the farm affairs, +and the man who had offered himself to our Betty for the five pounds +in her stocking; as well as the antics of Sally Snowe, and how she had +almost thrown herself at Parson Bowden's head (old enough to be her +grandfather), because on the Sunday after the hanging of a Countisbury +man, he had preached a beautiful sermon about Christian love; which +Lizzie, with her sharp eyes, found to be the work of good Bishop Ken. +Also I read that the Doones were quiet; the parishes round about having +united to feed them well through the harvest time, so that after the +day's hard work, the farmers might go to bed at night. And this plan had +been found to answer well, and to save much trouble on both sides, so +that everybody wondered it had not been done before. But Lizzie thought +that the Doones could hardly be expected much longer to put up with it, +and probably would not have done so now, but for a little adversity; to +wit, that the famous Colonel Kirke had, in the most outrageous manner, +hanged no less than six of them, who were captured among the rebels; +for he said that men of their rank and breeding, and above all of +their religion, should have known better than to join plough-boys, and +carters, and pickaxemen, against our Lord the King, and his Holiness +the Pope. This hanging of so many Doones caused some indignation among +people who were used to them; and it seemed for a while to check the +rest from any spirit of enterprise. + +Moreover, I found from this same letter (which was pinned upon the +knuckle of a leg of mutton, for fear of being lost in straw) that good +Tom Faggus was at home again, and nearly cured of his dreadful wound; +but intended to go to war no more, only to mind his family. And it +grieved him more than anything he ever could have imagined, that his +duty to his family, and the strong power of his conscience, so totally +forbade him to come up and see after me. For now his design was to lead +a new life, and be in charity with all men. Many better men than he had +been hanged, he saw no cause to doubt; but by the grace of God he hoped +himself to cheat the gallows. + +There was no further news of moment in this very clever letter, except +that the price of horses' shoes was gone up again, though already +twopence-farthing each; and that Betty had broken her lover's head with +the stocking full of money; and then in the corner it was written that +the distinguished man of war, and worshipful scholar, Master Bloxham, +was now promoted to take the tolls, and catch all the rebels around our +part. + +Lorna was greatly pleased with the goose, and the butter, and the +brandied cherries; and the Earl Brandir himself declared that he never +tasted better than those last, and would beg the young man from the +country to procure him instructions for making them. This nobleman, +being as deaf as a post, and of a very solid mind, could never be +brought to understand the nature of my thoughts towards Lorna. He looked +upon me as an excellent youth, who had rescued the maiden from the +Doones, whom he cordially detested; and learning that I had thrown two +of them out of window (as the story was told him), he patted me on the +back, and declared that his doors would ever be open to me, and that I +could not come too often. + +I thought this very kind of his lordship, especially as it enabled me to +see my darling Lorna, not indeed as often as I wished, but at any +rate very frequently, and as many times as modesty (ever my leading +principle) would in common conscience approve of. And I made up my mind +that if ever I could help Earl Brandir, it would be--as we say, when +with brandy and water--the "proudest moment of my life," when I could +fulfil the pledge. + +And I soon was able to help Lord Brandir, as I think, in two different +ways; first of all as regarded his mind, and then as concerned his body: +and the latter perhaps was the greatest service, at his time of life. +But not to be too nice about that; let me tell how these things were. + +Lorna said to me one day, being in a state of excitement--whereto she +was over prone, when reft of my slowness to steady her,-- + +"I will tell him, John; I must tell him, John. It is mean of me to +conceal it." + +I thought that she meant all about our love, which we had endeavoured +thrice to drill into his fine old ears; but could not make him +comprehend, without risk of bringing the house down: and so I said, "By +all means; darling; have another try at it." + +Lorna, however, looked at me--for her eyes told more than tongue--as +much as to say, "Well, you are a stupid. We agreed to let that subject +rest." And then she saw that I was vexed at my own want of quickness; +and so she spoke very kindly,-- + +"I meant about his poor son, dearest; the son of his old age almost; +whose loss threw him into that dreadful cold--for he went, without hat, +to look for him--which ended in his losing the use of his dear old ears. +I believe if we could only get him to Plover's Barrows for a month, he +would be able to hear again. And look at his age! he is not much over +seventy, John, you know; and I hope that you will be able to hear me, +long after you are seventy, John." + +"Well," said I, "God settles that. Or at any rate, He leaves us time +to think about those questions, when we are over fifty. Now let me know +what you want, Lorna. The idea of my being seventy! But you would still +be beautiful." + +"To the one who loves me," she answered, trying to make wrinkles in her +pure bright forehead: "but if you will have common sense, as you always +will, John, whether I wish it or otherwise--I want to know whether I am +bound, in honour, and in conscience, to tell my dear and good old uncle +what I know about his son?" + +"First let me understand quite clearly," said I, never being in a hurry, +except when passion moves me, "what his lordship thinks at present; and +how far his mind is urged with sorrow and anxiety." This was not the +first time we had spoken of the matter. + +"Why, you know, John, well enough," she answered, wondering at my +coolness, "that my poor uncle still believes that his one beloved +son will come to light and live again. He has made all arrangements +accordingly: all his property is settled on that supposition. He knows +that young Alan always was what he calls a 'feckless ne'er-do-weel;' but +he loves him all the more for that. He cannot believe that he will die, +without his son coming back to him; and he always has a bedroom ready, +and a bottle of Alan's favourite wine cool from out the cellar; he has +made me work him a pair of slippers from the size of a mouldy boot; and +if he hears of a new tobacco--much as he hates the smell of it--he will +go to the other end of London to get some for Alan. Now you know how +deaf he is; but if any one say, 'Alan,' even in the place outside the +door, he will make his courteous bow to the very highest visitor, and be +out there in a moment, and search the entire passage, and yet let no one +know it." + +"It is a piteous thing," I said; for Lorna's eyes were full of tears. + +"And he means me to marry him. It is the pet scheme of his life. I am +to grow more beautiful, and more highly taught, and graceful; until +it pleases Alan to come back, and demand me. Can you understand this +matter, John? Or do you think my uncle mad?" + +"Lorna, I should be mad myself, to call any other man mad, for hoping." + +"Then will you tell me what to do? It makes me very sorrowful. For I +know that Alan Brandir lies below the sod in Doone-valley." + +"And if you tell his father," I answered softly, but clearly, "in a few +weeks he will lie below the sod in London; at least if there is any." + +"Perhaps you are right, John," she replied: "to lose hope must be a +dreadful thing, when one is turned of seventy. Therefore I will never +tell him." + +The other way in which I managed to help the good Earl Brandir was of +less true moment to him; but as he could not know of the first, this was +the one which moved him. And it happened pretty much as follows--though +I hardly like to tell, because it advanced me to such a height as I +myself was giddy at; and which all my friends resented greatly (save +those of my own family), and even now are sometimes bitter, in spite of +all my humility. Now this is a matter of history, because the King was +concerned in it; and being so strongly misunderstood, (especially in +my own neighbourhood, I will overcome so far as I can) my diffidence in +telling it. + +The good Earl Brandir was a man of the noblest charity. True charity +begins at home, and so did his; and was afraid of losing the way, if it +went abroad. So this good nobleman kept his money in a handsome +pewter box, with his coat of arms upon it, and a double lid and locks. +Moreover, there was a heavy chain, fixed to a staple in the wall, so +that none might carry off the pewter with the gold inside of it. Lorna +told me the box was full, for she had seen him go to it, and she often +thought that it would be nice for us to begin the world with. I told +her that she must not allow her mind to dwell upon things of this sort; +being wholly against the last commandment set up in our church at Oare. + +Now one evening towards September, when the days were drawing in, +looking back at the house to see whether Lorna were looking after me, +I espied (by a little glimpse, as it were) a pair of villainous fellows +(about whom there could be no mistake) watching from the thicket-corner, +some hundred yards or so behind the good Earl's dwelling. "There is +mischief afoot," thought I to myself, being thoroughly conversant with +theft, from my knowledge of the Doones; "how will be the moon to-night, +and when may we expect the watch?" + +I found that neither moon nor watch could be looked for until the +morning; the moon, of course, before the watch, and more likely to be +punctual. Therefore I resolved to wait, and see what those two villains +did, and save (if it were possible) the Earl of Brandir's pewter box. +But inasmuch as those bad men were almost sure to have seen me leaving +the house and looking back, and striking out on the London road, I +marched along at a merry pace, until they could not discern me; and +then I fetched a compass round, and refreshed myself at a certain inn, +entitled The Cross-bones and Buttons. + +Here I remained until it was very nearly as dark as pitch; and the house +being full of footpads and cutthroats, I thought it right to leave them. +One or two came after me, in the hope of designing a stratagem; but I +dropped them in the darkness; and knowing all the neighbourhood well, I +took up my position, two hours before midnight, among the shrubs at the +eastern end of Lord Brandir's mansion. Hence, although I might not see, +I could scarcely fail to hear, if any unlawful entrance either at back +or front were made. + +From my own observation, I thought it likely that the attack would be +in the rear; and so indeed it came to pass. For when all the lights were +quenched, and all the house was quiet, I heard a low and wily whistle +from a clump of trees close by; and then three figures passed between me +and a whitewashed wall, and came to a window which opened into a part +of the servants' basement. This window was carefully raised by some one +inside the house; and after a little whispering, and something which +sounded like a kiss, all the three men entered. + +"Oh, you villains!" I said to myself, "this is worse than any Doone job; +because there is treachery in it." But without waiting to consider the +subject from a moral point of view, I crept along the wall, and entered +very quietly after them; being rather uneasy about my life, because I +bore no fire-arms, and had nothing more than my holly staff, for even a +violent combat. + +To me this was matter of deep regret, as I followed these vile men +inward. Nevertheless I was resolved that my Lorna should not be robbed +again. Through us (or at least through our Annie) she had lost that +brilliant necklace; which then was her only birthright: therefore it +behoved me doubly, to preserve the pewter box; which must belong to her +in the end, unless the thieves got hold of it. + +I went along very delicately (as a man who has learned to wrestle can +do, although he may weigh twenty stone), following carefully the light, +brought by the traitorous maid, and shaking in her loose dishonest hand. +I saw her lead the men into a little place called a pantry; and there +she gave them cordials, and I could hear them boasting. + +Not to be too long over it--which they were much inclined to be--I +followed them from this drinking-bout, by the aid of the light they +bore, as far as Earl Brandir's bedroom, which I knew, because Lorna had +shown it to me that I might admire the tapestry. But I had said that no +horse could ever be shod as the horses were shod therein, unless he had +the foot of a frog, as well as a frog to his foot. And Lorna had been +vexed at this (as taste and high art always are, at any small accurate +knowledge), and so she had brought me out again, before I had time to +admire things. + +Now, keeping well away in the dark, yet nearer than was necessary to my +own dear Lorna's room, I saw these fellows try the door of the good Earl +Brandir, knowing from the maid, of course, that his lordship could hear +nothing, except the name of Alan. They tried the lock, and pushed at it, +and even set their knees upright; but a Scottish nobleman may be trusted +to secure his door at night. So they were forced to break it open; and +at this the guilty maid, or woman, ran away. These three rogues--for +rogues they were, and no charity may deny it--burst into Earl Brandir's +room, with a light, and a crowbar, and fire-arms. I thought to myself +that this was hard upon an honest nobleman; and if further mischief +could be saved, I would try to save it. + +When I came to the door of the room, being myself in shadow, I beheld +two bad men trying vainly to break open the pewter box, and the third +with a pistol-muzzle laid to the night-cap of his lordship. With foul +face and yet fouler words, this man was demanding the key of the box, +which the other men could by no means open, neither drag it from the +chain. + +[Illustration: 639.jpg Two bad men] + +"I tell you," said this aged Earl, beginning to understand at last what +these rogues were up for; "I will give no key to you. It all belongs to +my boy, Alan. No one else shall have a farthing." + +"Then you may count your moments, lord. The key is in your old cramped +hand. One, two, and at three, I shoot you." + +I saw that the old man was abroad; not with fear, but with great wonder, +and the regrets of deafness. And I saw that rather would he be shot +than let these men go rob his son, buried now, or laid to bleach in the +tangles of the wood, three, or it might be four years agone, but still +alive to his father. Hereupon my heart was moved; and I resolved to +interfere. The thief with the pistol began to count, as I crossed the +floor very quietly, while the old Earl fearfully gazed at the muzzle, +but clenched still tighter his wrinkled hand. The villain, with hair all +over his eyes, and the great horse-pistol levelled, cried "three," and +pulled the trigger; but luckily, at that very moment, I struck up the +barrel with my staff, so that the shot pierced the tester, and then +with a spin and a thwack I brought the good holly down upon the rascal's +head, in a manner which stretched him upon the floor. + +Meanwhile the other two robbers had taken the alarm, and rushed at me, +one with a pistol and one with a hanger; which forced me to be very +lively. Fearing the pistol most, I flung the heavy velvet curtain of the +bed across, that he might not see where to aim at me, and then stooping +very quickly I caught up the senseless robber, and set him up for a +shield and target; whereupon he was shot immediately, without having the +pain of knowing it; and a happy thing it was for him. Now the other two +were at my mercy, being men below the average strength; and no hanger, +except in most skilful hands, as well as firm and strong ones, has +any chance to a powerful man armed with a stout cudgel, and thoroughly +practised in single-stick. + +So I took these two rogues, and bound them together; and leaving them +under charge of the butler (a worthy and shrewd Scotchman), I myself +went in search of the constables, whom, after some few hours, I found; +neither were they so drunk but what they could take roped men to prison. +In the morning, these two men were brought before the Justices of the +Peace: and now my wonderful luck appeared; for the merit of having +defeated, and caught them, would never have raised me one step in the +State, or in public consideration, if they had only been common robbers, +or even notorious murderers. But when these fellows were recognised, +by some one in the court, as Protestant witnesses out of employment, +companions and understrappers to Oates, and Bedloe, and Carstairs, and +hand in glove with Dangerfield, Turberville; and Dugdale--in a word, the +very men against whom His Majesty the King bore the bitterest rancour, +but whom he had hitherto failed to catch--when this was laid before the +public (with emphasis and admiration), at least a dozen men came +up, whom I had never seen before, and prayed me to accept their +congratulations, and to be sure to remember them; for all were of +neglected merit, and required no more than a piece of luck. + +I answered them very modestly, and each according to his worth, as +stated by himself, who of course could judge the best. The magistrate +made me many compliments, ten times more than I deserved, and took good +care to have them copied, that His Majesty might see them. And ere the +case was thoroughly heard, and those poor fellows were committed, more +than a score of generous men had offered to lend me a hundred pounds, +wherewith to buy a new Court suit, when called before His Majesty. + +Now this may seem very strange to us who live in a better and purer +age--or say at least that we do so--and yet who are we to condemn our +fathers for teaching us better manners, and at their own expense? With +these points any virtuous man is bound to deal quite tenderly, making +allowance for corruption, and not being too sure of himself. And to tell +the truth, although I had seen so little of the world as yet, that which +astonished me in the matter, was not so much that they paid me court, as +that they found out so soon the expediency of doing it. + +In the course of that same afternoon I was sent for by His Majesty. He +had summoned first the good Earl Brandir, and received the tale from +him, not without exaggeration, although my lord was a Scotchman. But +the chief thing His Majesty cared to know was that, beyond all possible +doubt, these were the very precious fellows from perjury turned to +robbery. + +Being fully assured at last of this, His Majesty had rubbed his hands, +and ordered the boots of a stricter pattern (which he himself had +invented) to be brought at once, that he might have them in the best +possible order. And he oiled them himself, and expressed his fear that +there was no man in London quite competent to work them. Nevertheless +he would try one or two, rather than wait for his pleasure, till the +torturer came from Edinburgh. + +The next thing he did was to send for me; and in great alarm and flurry +I put on my best clothes, and hired a fashionable hairdresser, and drank +half a gallon of ale, because both my hands were shaking. Then forth I +set, with my holly staff, wishing myself well out of it. I was shown at +once, and before I desired it, into His Majesty's presence, and there I +stood most humbly, and made the best bow I could think of. + +As I could not advance any farther--for I saw that the Queen was +present, which frightened me tenfold--His Majesty, in the most gracious +manner, came down the room to encourage me. And as I remained with my +head bent down, he told me to stand up, and look at him. + +"I have seen thee before, young man," he said; "thy form is not one to be +forgotten. Where was it? Thou art most likely to know." + +"May it please Your Most Gracious Majesty the King," I answered, finding +my voice in a manner which surprised myself; "it was in the Royal +Chapel." + +Now I meant no harm whatever by this. I ought to have said the +"Ante-chapel," but I could not remember the word, and feared to keep the +King looking at me. + +"I am well-pleased," said His Majesty, with a smile which almost made +his dark and stubborn face look pleasant, "to find that our greatest +subject, greatest I mean in the bodily form, is also a good Catholic. +Thou needest not say otherwise. The time shall be, and that right soon, +when men shall be proud of the one true faith." Here he stopped, having +gone rather far! but the gleam of his heavy eyes was such that I durst +not contradict. + +"This is that great Johann Reed," said Her Majesty, coming forward, +because the King was in meditation; "for whom I have so much heard, from +the dear, dear Lorna. Ah, she is not of this black countree, she is of +the breet Italie." + +I have tried to write it, as she said it: but it wants a better scholar +to express her mode of speech. + +"Now, John Ridd," said the King, recovering from his thoughts about the +true Church, and thinking that his wife was not to take the lead upon +me; "thou hast done great service to the realm, and to religion. It was +good to save Earl Brandir, a loyal and Catholic nobleman; but it was +great service to catch two of the vilest bloodhounds ever laid on by +heretics. And to make them shoot one another: it was rare; it was rare, +my lad. Now ask us anything in reason; thou canst carry any honours, on +thy club, like Hercules. What is thy chief ambition, lad?" + +"Well," said I, after thinking a little, and meaning to make the most +of it, for so the Queen's eyes conveyed to me; "my mother always used to +think that having been schooled at Tiverton, with thirty marks a year to +pay, I was worthy of a coat of arms. And that is what she longs for." + +"A good lad! A very good lad," said the King, and he looked at the +Queen, as if almost in joke; "but what is thy condition in life?" + +"I am a freeholder," I answered, in my confusion, "ever since the time +of King Alfred. A Ridd was with him in the isle of Athelney, and we hold +our farm by gift from him; or at least people say so. We have had three +very good harvests running, and might support a coat of arms; but for +myself I want it not." + +"Thou shalt have a coat, my lad," said the King, smiling at his own +humour; "but it must be a large one to fit thee. And more than that +shalt thou have, John Ridd, being of such loyal breed, and having done +such service." + +And while I wondered what he meant, he called to some of the people in +waiting at the farther end of the room, and they brought him a little +sword, such as Annie would skewer a turkey with. Then he signified to me +to kneel, which I did (after dusting the board, for the sake of my +best breeches), and then he gave me a little tap very nicely upon my +shoulder, before I knew what he was up to; and said, "Arise, Sir John +Ridd!" + +This astonished and amazed me to such extent of loss of mind, that when +I got up I looked about, and thought what the Snowes would think of it. +And I said to the King, without forms of speech,-- + +"Sir, I am very much obliged. But what be I to do with it?" + + + + +CHAPTER LXIX + +NOT TO BE PUT UP WITH + +[Illustration: 644.jpg Coat of Arms] + +The coat of arms, devised for me by the Royal heralds, was of great +size, and rich colours, and full of bright imaginings. They did me the +honour to consult me first, and to take no notice of my advice. For I +begged that there might be a good-sized cow on it, so as to stamp our +pats of butter before they went to market: also a horse on the other +side, and a flock snowed up at the bottom. But the gentlemen would not +hear of this; and to find something more appropriate, they inquired +strictly into the annals of our family. I told them, of course, all +about King Alfred; upon which they settled that one quarter should be, +three cakes on a bar, with a lion regardant, done upon a field of gold. +Also I told them that very likely there had been a Ridd in the battle +fought, not very far from Plover's Barrows, by the Earl of Devon against +the Danes, when Hubba their chief was killed, and the sacred standard +taken. As some of the Danes are said to be buried, even upon land +of ours, and we call their graves (if such they be) even to this day +"barrows," the heralds quite agreed with me that a Ridd might have been +there, or thereabouts; and if he was there, he was almost certain to +have done his best, being in sight of hearth and home; and it was plain +that he must have had good legs to be at the same time both there and in +Athelney; and good legs are an argument for good arms; and supposing +a man of this sort to have done his utmost (as the manner of the Ridds +is), it was next to certain that he himself must have captured the +standard. Moreover, the name of our farm was pure proof; a plover being +a wild bird, just the same as a raven is. Upon this chain of reasoning, +and without any weak misgivings, they charged my growing escutcheon with +a black raven on a ground of red. And the next thing which I mentioned +possessing absolute certainty, to wit, that a pig with two heads had +been born upon our farm, not more than two hundred years agone (although +he died within a week), my third quarter was made at once, by a +two-headed boar with noble tusks, sable upon silver. All this was very +fierce and fine; and so I pressed for a peaceful corner in the lower +dexter, and obtained a wheat-sheaf set upright, gold upon a field of +green. + +[Illustration: 645.jpg John Ridd admiring his coat of arms] + +Here I was inclined to pause, and admire the effect; for even De +Whichehalse could not show a bearing so magnificent. But the heralds +said that it looked a mere sign-board, without a good motto under it; +and the motto must have my name in it. They offered me first, "_Ridd +non ridendus_"; but I said, "for God's sake, gentlemen, let me forget my +Latin." Then they proposed, "Ridd readeth riddles": but I begged them +not to set down such a lie; for no Ridd ever had made, or made out, such +a thing as a riddle, since Exmoor itself began. Thirdly, they gave me, +"Ridd never be ridden," and fearing to make any further objections, I +let them inscribe it in bronze upon blue. The heralds thought that the +King would pay for this noble achievement; but His Majesty, although +graciously pleased with their ingenuity, declined in the most decided +manner to pay a farthing towards it; and as I had now no money left, the +heralds became as blue as azure, and as red as gules; until Her Majesty +the Queen came forward very kindly, and said that if His Majesty gave +me a coat of arms, I was not to pay for it; therefore she herself did so +quite handsomely, and felt goodwill towards me in consequence. + +Now being in a hurry--so far at least as it is in my nature to hurry--to +get to the end of this narrative, is it likely that I would have dwelled +so long upon my coat of arms, but for some good reason? And this good +reason is that Lorna took the greatest pride in it, and thought (or at +any rate said) that it quite threw into the shade, and eclipsed, all her +own ancient glories. And half in fun, and half in earnest, she called +me "Sir John" so continually, that at last I was almost angry with +her; until her eyes were bedewed with tears; and then I was angry with +myself. + +Beginning to be short of money, and growing anxious about the farm, +longing also to show myself and my noble escutcheon to mother, I +took advantage of Lady Lorna's interest with the Queen, to obtain my +acquittance and full discharge from even nominal custody. It had been +intended to keep me in waiting, until the return of Lord Jeffreys, from +that awful circuit of shambles, through which his name is still used by +mothers to frighten their children into bed. And right glad was +I--for even London shrank with horror at the news--to escape a man +so bloodthirsty, savage, and even to his friends (among whom I was +reckoned) malignant. + +Earl Brandir was greatly pleased with me, not only for having saved his +life, but for saving that which he valued more, the wealth laid by for +Lord Alan. And he introduced me to many great people, who quite kindly +encouraged me, and promised to help me in every way when they heard how +the King had spoken. As for the furrier, he could never have enough of +my society; and this worthy man, praying my commendation, demanded of me +one thing only--to speak of him as I found him. As I had found him many +a Sunday, furbishing up old furs for new, with a glaze to conceal the +moths' ravages, I begged him to reconsider the point, and not to demand +such accuracy. He said, "Well, well; all trades had tricks, especially +the trick of business; and I must take him--if I were his true +friend--according to his own description." This I was glad enough to do; +because it saved so much trouble, and I had no money to spend with him. +But still he requested the use of my name; and I begged him to do the +best with it, as I never had kept a banker. And the "John Ridd cuffs," +and the "Sir John mantles," and the "Holly-staff capes," he put into +his window, as the winter was coming on, ay and sold (for everybody was +burning with gossip about me), must have made this good man's fortune; +since the excess of price over value is the true test of success in +life. + +To come away from all this stuff, which grieves a man in London--when +the brisk air of the autumn cleared its way to Ludgate Hill, and clever +'prentices ran out, and sniffed at it, and fed upon it (having little +else to eat); and when the horses from the country were a goodly sight +to see, with the rasp of winter bristles rising through and among the +soft summer-coat; and when the new straw began to come in, golden +with the harvest gloss, and smelling most divinely at those strange +livery-stables, where the nags are put quite tail to tail; and when +all the London folk themselves are asking about white frost (from +recollections of childhood); then, I say, such a yearning seized me for +moory crag, and for dewy blade, and even the grunting of our sheep (when +the sun goes down), that nothing but the new wisps of Samson could have +held me in London town. + +Lorna was moved with equal longing towards the country and country ways; +and she spoke quite as much of the glistening dew as she did of the +smell of our oven. And here let me mention--although the two are quite +distinct and different--that both the dew and the bread of Exmoor may +be sought, whether high or low, but never found elsewhere. The dew is so +crisp, and pure, and pearly, and in such abundance; and the bread is so +sweet, so kind, and homely, you can eat a loaf, and then another. + +Now while I was walking daily in and out great crowds of men (few of +whom had any freedom from the cares of money, and many of whom were +even morbid with a worse pest called "politics"), I could not be quit of +thinking how we jostle one another. God has made the earth quite large, +with a spread of land large enough for all to live on, without fighting. +Also a mighty spread of water, laying hands on sand and cliff with a +solemn voice in storm-time; and in the gentle weather moving men to +thoughts of equity. This, as well, is full of food; being two-thirds of +the world, and reserved for devouring knowledge; by the time the sons +of men have fed away the dry land. Yet before the land itself has +acknowledged touch of man, upon one in a hundred acres; and before one +mile in ten thousand of the exhaustless ocean has ever felt the plunge +of hook, or combing of the haul-nets; lo, we crawl, in flocks together +upon the hot ground that stings us, even as the black grubs crowd upon +the harried nettle! Surely we are too much given to follow the tracks of +each other. + +However, for a moralist, I never set up, and never shall, while common +sense abides with me. Such a man must be very wretched in this pure +dearth of morality; like a fisherman where no fish be; and most of us +have enough to do to attend to our own morals. Enough that I resolved +to go; and as Lorna could not come with me, it was even worse than +stopping. Nearly everybody vowed that I was a great fool indeed, to +neglect so rudely--which was the proper word, they said--the pushing +of my fortunes. But I answered that to push was rude, and I left it to +people who had no room; and thought that my fortune must be heavy, if it +would not move without pushing. + +Lorna cried when I came away (which gave me great satisfaction), and she +sent a whole trunkful of things for mother and Annie, and even Lizzie. +And she seemed to think, though she said it not, that I made my own +occasion for going, and might have stayed on till the winter. Whereas +I knew well that my mother would think (and every one on the farm the +same) that here I had been in London, lagging, and taking my pleasure, +and looking at shops, upon pretence of King's business, and leaving the +harvest to reap itself, not to mention the spending of money; while all +the time there was nothing whatever, except my own love of adventure +and sport, to keep me from coming home again. But I knew that my coat +of arms, and title, would turn every bit of this grumbling into fine +admiration. + +And so it fell out, to a greater extent than even I desired; for all +the parishes round about united in a sumptuous dinner, at the Mother +Melldrum inn--for now that good lady was dead, and her name and face +set on a sign-post--to which I was invited, so that it was as good as a +summons. And if my health was no better next day, it was not from want +of good wishes, any more than from stint of the liquor. + +It is needless to say that the real gentry for a long time treated my +new honours with contempt and ridicule; but gradually as they found that +I was not such a fool as to claim any equality with them, but went about +my farm-work, and threw another man at wrestling, and touched my hat to +the magistrates, just the same as ever; some gentlemen of the highest +blood--of which we think a great deal more than of gold, around our +neighbourhood--actually expressed a desire to make my acquaintance. +And when, in a manner quite straightforward, and wholly free from +bitterness, I thanked them for this (which appeared to me the highest +honour yet offered me), but declined to go into their company because it +would make me uncomfortable, and themselves as well, in a different +way, they did what nearly all Englishmen do, when a thing is right and +sensible. They shook hands with me; and said that they could not deny +but that there was reason in my view of the matter. And although they +themselves must be the losers--which was a handsome thing to say--they +would wait until I was a little older and more aware of my own value. + +Now this reminds me how it is that an English gentleman is so far in +front of foreign noblemen and princes. I have seen at times, a little, +both of one and of the other, and making more than due allowance for +the difficulties of language, and the difference of training, upon the +whole, the balance is in favour of our people. And this, because we have +two weights, solid and (even in scale of manners) outweighing all light +complaisance; to wit, the inborn love of justice, and the power of +abiding. + +Yet some people may be surprised that men with any love of justice, +whether inborn or otherwise, could continue to abide the arrogance, and +rapacity, and tyranny of the Doones. + +For now as the winter passed, the Doones were not keeping themselves at +home, as in honour they were bound to do. Twenty sheep a week, and one +fat ox, and two stout red deer (for wholesome change of diet), as well +as threescore bushels of flour, and two hogsheads and a half of cider, +and a hundredweight of candles, not to mention other things of almost +every variety which they got by insisting upon it--surely these might +have sufficed to keep the people in their place, with no outburst of +wantonness. Nevertheless, it was not so; they had made complaint about +something--too much ewe-mutton, I think it was--and in spite of all the +pledges given, they had ridden forth, and carried away two maidens of +our neighbourhood. + +Now these two maidens were known, because they had served the beer at +an ale-house; and many men who had looked at them, over a pint or quart +vessel (especially as they were comely girls), thought that it was very +hard for them to go in that way, and perhaps themselves unwilling. And +their mother (although she had taken some money, which the Doones were +always full of) declared that it was a robbery; and though it increased +for a while the custom, that must soon fall off again. And who would +have her two girls now, clever as they were and good? + +Before we had finished meditating upon this loose outrage--for so I +at least would call it, though people accustomed to the law may take a +different view of it--we had news of a thing far worse, which turned the +hearts of our women sick. This I will tell in most careful language, so +as to give offence to none, if skill of words may help it.* + + * The following story is strictly true; and true it is that + the country-people rose, to a man, at this dastard cruelty, + and did what the Government failed to do.--Ed. L.D. + +Mistress Margery Badcock, a healthy and upright young woman, with a +good rich colour, and one of the finest hen-roosts anywhere round our +neighbourhood, was nursing her child about six of the clock, and +looking out for her husband. Now this child was too old to be nursed, as +everybody told her; for he could run, say two yards alone, and perhaps +four or five, by holding to handles. And he had a way of looking round, +and spreading his legs, and laughing, with his brave little body well +fetched up, after a desperate journey to the end of the table, which +his mother said nothing could equal. Nevertheless, he would come to +be nursed, as regular as a clock, almost; and, inasmuch as he was +the first, both father and mother made much of him; for God only knew +whether they could ever compass such another one. + +Christopher Badcock was a tenant farmer, in the parish of Martinhoe, +renting some fifty acres of land, with a right of common attached to +them; and at this particular time, being now the month of February, +and fine open weather, he was hard at work ploughing and preparing for +spring corn. Therefore his wife was not surprised although the dusk +was falling, that farmer Christopher should be at work in "blind man's +holiday," as we call it. + +But she was surprised, nay astonished, when by the light of the kitchen +fire (brightened up for her husband), she saw six or seven great armed +men burst into the room upon her; and she screamed so that the maid in +the back kitchen heard her, but was afraid to come to help. Two of the +strongest and fiercest men at once seized poor young Margery; and though +she fought for her child and home, she was but an infant herself in +their hands. In spite of tears, and shrieks, and struggles, they tore +the babe from the mother's arms, and cast it on the lime ash floor; then +they bore her away to their horses (for by this time she was senseless), +and telling the others to sack the house, rode off with their prize to +the valley. And from the description of one of those two, who carried +off the poor woman, I knew beyond all doubt that it was Carver Doone +himself. + +[Illustration: 652.jpg Siezed poor Margery] + +The other Doones being left behind, and grieved perhaps in some +respects, set to with a will to scour the house, and to bring away all +that was good to eat. And being a little vexed herein (for the Badcocks +were not a rich couple) and finding no more than bacon, and eggs, and +cheese, and little items, and nothing to drink but water; in a word, +their taste being offended, they came back, to the kitchen, and stamped; +and there was the baby lying. + +By evil luck, this child began to squeal about his mother, having been +petted hitherto, and wont to get all he wanted, by raising his voice but +a little. Now the mark of the floor was upon his head, as the maid (who +had stolen to look at him, when the rough men were swearing upstairs) +gave evidence. And she put a dish-cloth under his head, and kissed him, +and ran away again. Her name was Honour Jose, and she meant what was +right by her master and mistress; but could not help being frightened. +And many women have blamed her, as I think unduly, for her mode of +forsaking baby so. If it had been her own baby, instinct rather than +reason might have had the day with her; but the child being born of her +mistress, she wished him good luck, and left him, as the fierce men came +downstairs. And being alarmed by their power of language (because they +had found no silver), she crept away in a breathless hurry, and afraid +how her breath might come back to her. For oftentime she had hiccoughs. + +While this good maid was in the oven, by side of back-kitchen fireplace, +with a faggot of wood drawn over her, and lying so that her own heart +beat worse than if she were baking; the men (as I said before) came +downstairs, and stamped around the baby. + +"Rowland, is the bacon good?" one of them asked with an oath or two; "it +is too bad of Carver to go off with the only prize, and leave us in a +starving cottage; and not enough to eat for two of us. Fetch down the +staves of the rack, my boy. What was farmer to have for supper?" + +"Naught but an onion or two, and a loaf and a rasher of rusty bacon. +These poor devils live so badly, they are not worth robbing." + +"No game! Then let us have a game of loriot with the baby! It will +be the best thing that could befall a lusty infant heretic. Ride a +cock-horse to Banbury Cross. Bye, bye, baby Bunting; toss him up, and +let me see if my wrist be steady." + +The cruelty of this man is a thing it makes me sick to speak of; enough +that when the poor baby fell (without attempt at cry or scream, thinking +it part of his usual play, when they tossed him up, to come down again), +the maid in the oven of the back-kitchen, not being any door between, +heard them say as follows,-- + + "If any man asketh who killed thee, + Say 'twas the Doones of Bagworthy.'* + + * Always pronounced "Badgery." + +Now I think that when we heard this story, and poor Kit Badcock came all +around, in a sort of half-crazy manner, not looking up at any one, +but dropping his eyes, and asking whether we thought he had been +well-treated, and seeming void of regard for life, if this were all the +style of it; then having known him a lusty man, and a fine singer in an +ale-house, and much inclined to lay down the law, as show a high hand +about women, I really think that it moved us more than if he had gone +about ranting, and raving, and vowing revenge upon every one. + + + + +CHAPTER LXX + +COMPELLED TO VOLUNTEER + +[Illustration: 654.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +There had been some trouble in our own home during the previous autumn, +while yet I was in London. For certain noted fugitives from the army +of King Monmouth (which he himself had deserted, in a low and currish +manner), having failed to obtain free shipment from the coast near +Watersmouth, had returned into the wilds of Exmoor, trusting to +lurk, and be comforted among the common people. Neither were they +disappointed, for a certain length of time; nor in the end was their +disappointment caused by fault on our part. Major Wade was one of them; +an active and well-meaning man; but prone to fail in courage, upon +lasting trial; although in a moment ready. Squire John Whichehalse (not +the baron) and Parson Powell* caught him (two or three months before my +return) in Farley farmhouse, near Brendon. He had been up at our house +several times; and Lizzie thought a great deal of him. And well I know +that if at that time I had been in the neighbourhood, he should not have +been taken so easily. + + * Not our parson Bowden, nor any more a friend of his. Our + Parson Bowden never had naught whatever to do with it; and + never smoked a pipe with Parson Powell after it.--J.R. + +John Birch, the farmer who had sheltered him, was so fearful of +punishment, that he hanged himself, in a few days' time, and even before +he was apprehended. But nothing was done to Grace Howe, of Bridgeball, +who had been Wade's greatest comforter; neither was anything done to us; +although Eliza had added greatly to mother's alarm and danger by falling +upon Rector Powell, and most soundly rating him for his meanness, +and his cruelty, and cowardice, as she called it, in setting men +with firearms upon a poor helpless fugitive, and robbing all our +neighbourhood of its fame for hospitality. However, by means of Sergeant +Bloxham, and his good report of us, as well as by virtue of Wade's +confession (which proved of use to the Government) my mother escaped all +penalties. + +It is likely enough that good folk will think it hard upon our +neighbourhood to be threatened, and sometimes heavily punished, for +kindness and humanity; and yet to be left to help ourselves against +tyranny, and base rapine. And now at last our gorge was risen, and +our hearts in tumult. We had borne our troubles long, as a wise and +wholesome chastisement; quite content to have some few things of our own +unmeddled with. But what could a man dare to call his own, or what right +could he have to wish for it, while he left his wife and children at the +pleasure of any stranger? + +The people came flocking all around me, at the blacksmith's forge, and +the Brendon alehouse; and I could scarce come out of church, but they +got me among the tombstones. They all agreed that I was bound to take +command and management. I bade them go to the magistrates, but they +said they had been too often. Then I told them that I had no wits for +ordering of an armament, although I could find fault enough with the one +which had not succeeded. But they would hearken to none of this. + +All they said was "Try to lead us; and we will try not to run away." + +This seemed to me to be common sense, and good stuff, instead of mere +bragging; moreover, I myself was moved by the bitter wrongs of Margery, +having known her at the Sunday-school, ere ever I went to Tiverton; +and having in those days, serious thoughts of making her my +sweetheart; although she was three years my elder. But now I felt this +difficulty--the Doones had behaved very well to our farm, and to mother, +and all of us, while I was away in London. Therefore, would it not be +shabby, and mean, for me to attack them now? + +Yet being pressed still harder and harder, as day by day the excitement +grew (with more and more talking over it), and no one else coming forward +to undertake the business, I agreed at last to this; that if the Doones, +upon fair challenge, would not endeavour to make amends by giving up +Mistress Margery, as well as the man who had slain the babe, then I +would lead the expedition, and do my best to subdue them. All our men +were content with this, being thoroughly well assured from experience, +that the haughty robbers would only shoot any man who durst approach +them with such proposal. + +And then arose a difficult question--who was to take the risk of making +overtures so unpleasant? I waited for the rest to offer; and as none was +ready, the burden fell on me, and seemed to be of my own inviting. Hence +I undertook the task, sooner than reason about it; for to give the cause +of everything is worse than to go through with it. + +It may have been three of the afternoon, when leaving my witnesses +behind (for they preferred the background) I appeared with our Lizzie's +white handkerchief upon a kidney-bean stick, at the entrance to the +robbers' dwelling. Scarce knowing what might come of it, I had taken the +wise precaution of fastening a Bible over my heart, and another across +my spinal column, in case of having to run away, with rude men shooting +after me. For my mother said that the Word of God would stop a two-inch +bullet, with three ounces of powder behind it. Now I took no weapons, +save those of the Spirit, for fear of being misunderstood. But I could +not bring myself to think that any of honourable birth would take +advantage of an unarmed man coming in guise of peace to them. + +And this conclusion of mine held good, at least for a certain length of +time; inasmuch as two decent Doones appeared, and hearing of my purpose, +offered, without violence, to go and fetch the Captain; if I would stop +where I was, and not begin to spy about anything. To this, of course, +I agreed at once; for I wanted no more spying, because I had thorough +knowledge of all ins and outs already. Therefore, I stood waiting +steadily, with one hand in my pocket feeling a sample of corn for +market; and the other against the rock, while I wondered to see it so +brown already. + +Those men came back in a little while, with a sharp short message that +Captain Carver would come out and speak to me by-and-by, when his pipe +was finished. Accordingly, I waited long, and we talked about the signs +of bloom for the coming apple season, and the rain that had fallen last +Wednesday night, and the principal dearth of Devonshire, that it will +not grow many cowslips--which we quite agreed to be the prettiest of +spring flowers; and all the time I was wondering how many black and +deadly deeds these two innocent youths had committed, even since last +Christmas. + +At length, a heavy and haughty step sounded along the stone roof of the +way; and then the great Carver Doone drew up, and looked at me rather +scornfully. Not with any spoken scorn, nor flash of strong contumely; +but with that air of thinking little, and praying not to be troubled, +which always vexes a man who feels that he ought not to be despised so, +and yet knows not how to help it. + +"What is it you want, young man?" he asked, as if he had never seen me +before. + +In spite of that strong loathing which I always felt at sight of him, +I commanded my temper moderately, and told him that I was come for his +good, and that of his worshipful company, far more than for my own. +That a general feeling of indignation had arisen among us at the recent +behaviour of certain young men, for which he might not be answerable, +and for which we would not condemn him, without knowing the rights of +the question. But I begged him clearly to understand that a vile and +inhuman wrong had been done, and such as we could not put up with; but +that if he would make what amends he could by restoring the poor woman, +and giving up that odious brute who had slain the harmless infant, we +would take no further motion; and things should go on as usual. As I put +this in the fewest words that would meet my purpose, I was grieved to +see a disdainful smile spread on his sallow countenance. Then he made me +a bow of mock courtesy, and replied as follows,-- + +[Illustration: 657.jpg Disdainful smile] + +"Sir John, your new honours have turned your poor head, as might have +been expected. We are not in the habit of deserting anything that +belongs to us; far less our sacred relatives. The insolence of your +demand well-nigh outdoes the ingratitude. If there be a man upon Exmoor +who has grossly ill-used us, kidnapped our young women, and slain half +a dozen of our young men, you are that outrageous rogue, Sir John. And +after all this, how have we behaved? We have laid no hand upon your +farm, we have not carried off your women, we have even allowed you to +take our Queen, by creeping and crawling treachery; and we have given +you leave of absence to help your cousin the highwayman, and to come +home with a title. And now, how do you requite us? By inflaming the +boorish indignation at a little frolic of our young men; and by +coming with insolent demands, to yield to which would ruin us. Ah, you +ungrateful viper!" + +As he turned away in sorrow from me, shaking his head at my badness, I +became so overcome (never having been quite assured, even by people's +praises, about my own goodness); moreover, the light which he threw upon +things differed so greatly from my own, that, in a word--not to be too +long--I feared that I was a villain. And with many bitter pangs--for +I have bad things to repent of--I began at my leisure to ask myself +whether or not this bill of indictment against John Ridd was true. Some +of it I knew to be (however much I condemned myself) altogether out of +reason; for instance, about my going away with Lorna very quietly, over +the snow, and to save my love from being starved away from me. In this +there was no creeping neither crawling treachery; for all was done with +sliding; and yet I was so out of training for being charged by other +people beyond mine own conscience, that Carver Doone's harsh words came +on me, like prickly spinach sown with raking. Therefore I replied, and +said,-- + +"It is true that I owe you gratitude, sir, for a certain time of +forbearance; and it is to prove my gratitude that I am come here now. I +do not think that my evil deeds can be set against your own; although I +cannot speak flowingly upon my good deeds as you can. I took your Queen +because you starved her, having stolen her long before, and killed her +mother and brother. This is not for me to dwell upon now; any more than +I would say much about your murdering of my father. But how the balance +hangs between us, God knows better than thou or I, thou low miscreant, +Carver Doone." + +I had worked myself up, as I always do, in the manner of heavy men; +growing hot like an ill-washered wheel revolving, though I start with +a cool axle; and I felt ashamed of myself for heat, and ready to ask +pardon. But Carver Doone regarded me with a noble and fearless grandeur. + +"I have given thee thy choice, John Ridd," he said in a lofty manner, +which made me drop away under him; "I always wish to do my best with the +worst people who come near me. And of all I have ever met with thou art +the very worst, Sir John, and the most dishonest." + +Now after all my labouring to pay every man to a penny, and to allow the +women over, when among the couch-grass (which is a sad thing for their +gowns), to be charged like this, I say, so amazed me that I stood, with +my legs quite open, and ready for an earthquake. And the scornful way +in which he said "Sir John," went to my very heart, reminding me of my +littleness. But seeing no use in bandying words, nay, rather the chance +of mischief, I did my best to look calmly at him, and to say with a +quiet voice, "Farewell, Carver Doone, this time, our day of reckoning is +nigh." + +"Thou fool, it is come," he cried, leaping aside into the niche of rock +by the doorway; "Fire!" + +Save for the quickness of spring, and readiness, learned in many a +wrestling bout, that knavish trick must have ended me; but scarce was +the word "fire!" out of his mouth ere I was out of fire, by a single +bound behind the rocky pillar of the opening. In this jump I was so +brisk, at impulse of the love of life (for I saw the muzzles set upon +me from the darkness of the cavern), that the men who had trained their +guns upon me with goodwill and daintiness, could not check their fingers +crooked upon the heavy triggers; and the volley sang with a roar behind +it, down the avenue of crags. + +[Illustration: 660.jpg Volley sang with a roar] + +With one thing and another, and most of all the treachery of this +dastard scheme, I was so amazed that I turned and ran, at the very top +of my speed, away from these vile fellows; and luckily for me, they +had not another charge to send after me. And thus by good fortune, I +escaped; but with a bitter heart, and mind at their treacherous usage. + +Without any further hesitation; I agreed to take command of the honest +men who were burning to punish, ay and destroy, those outlaws, as now +beyond all bearing. One condition, however, I made, namely, that the +Counsellor should be spared if possible; not because he was less a +villain than any of the others, but that he seemed less violent; and +above all, had been good to Annie. And I found hard work to make them +listen to my wish upon this point; for of all the Doones, Sir Counsellor +had made himself most hated, by his love of law and reason. + +We arranged that all our men should come and fall into order with pike +and musket, over against our dung-hill, and we settled early in the day, +that their wives might come and look at them. For most of these men had +good wives; quite different from sweethearts, such as the militia had; +women indeed who could hold to a man, and see to him, and bury him--if +his luck were evil--and perhaps have no one afterwards. And all these +women pressed their rights upon their precious husbands, and brought so +many children with them, and made such a fuss, and hugging, and racing +after little legs, that our farm-yard might be taken for an out-door +school for babies rather than a review ground. + +I myself was to and fro among the children continually; for if I love +anything in the world, foremost I love children. They warm, and yet they +cool our hearts, as we think of what we were, and what in young clothes +we hoped to be; and how many things have come across. And to see our +motives moving in the little things that know not what their aim or +object is, must almost or ought at least, to lead us home, and soften +us. For either end of life is home; both source and issue being God. + +Nevertheless, I must confess that the children were a plague sometimes. +They never could have enough of me--being a hundred to one, you might +say--but I had more than enough of them; and yet was not contented. +For they had so many ways of talking, and of tugging at my hair, and +of sitting upon my neck (not even two with their legs alike), and they +forced me to jump so vehemently, seeming to court the peril of my coming +down neck and crop with them, and urging me still to go faster, however +fast I might go with them; I assure you that they were sometimes so hard +and tyrannical over me, that I might almost as well have been among the +very Doones themselves. + +Nevertheless, the way in which the children made me useful proved also +of some use to me; for their mothers were so pleased by the exertions of +the "great Gee-gee"--as all the small ones entitled me--that they gave +me unlimited power and authority over their husbands; moreover, they did +their utmost among their relatives round about, to fetch recruits +for our little band. And by such means, several of the yeomanry from +Barnstaple, and from Tiverton, were added to our number; and inasmuch +as these were armed with heavy swords, and short carabines, their +appearance was truly formidable. + +Tom Faggus also joined us heartily, being now quite healed of his +wound, except at times when the wind was easterly. He was made second in +command to me; and I would gladly have had him first, as more fertile +in expedients; but he declined such rank on the plea that I knew most +of the seat of war; besides that I might be held in some measure to draw +authority from the King. Also Uncle Ben came over to help us with his +advice and presence, as well as with a band of stout warehousemen, whom +he brought from Dulverton. For he had never forgiven the old outrage put +upon him; and though it had been to his interest to keep quiet during +the last attack, under Commander Stickles--for the sake of his secret +gold mine--yet now he was in a position to give full vent to his +feelings. For he and his partners when fully-assured of the value of +their diggings, had obtained from the Crown a licence to adventure in +search of minerals, by payment of a heavy fine and a yearly royalty. +Therefore they had now no longer any cause for secrecy, neither for +dread of the outlaws; having so added to their force as to be a match +for them. And although Uncle Ben was not the man to keep his miners idle +an hour more than might be helped, he promised that when we had fixed +the moment for an assault on the valley, a score of them should come +to aid us, headed by Simon Carfax, and armed with the guns which they +always kept for the protection of their gold. + +[Illustration: 663.jpg Having pipes and schnapps] + +Now whether it were Uncle Ben, or whether it were Tom Faggus or even my +own self--for all three of us claimed the sole honour--is more than I +think fair to settle without allowing them a voice. But at any rate, a +clever thing was devised among us; and perhaps it would be the fairest +thing to say that this bright stratagem (worthy of the great Duke +himself) was contributed, little by little, among the entire three of +us, all having pipes, and schnapps-and-water, in the chimney-corner. +However, the world, which always judges according to reputation, vowed +that so fine a stroke of war could only come from a highwayman; and so +Tom Faggus got all the honour, at less perhaps than a third of the cost. + +Not to attempt to rob him of it--for robbers, more than any other, +contend for rights of property--let me try to describe this grand +artifice. It was known that the Doones were fond of money, as well as +strong drink, and other things; and more especially fond of gold, when +they could get it pure and fine. Therefore it was agreed that in this +way we should tempt them; for we knew that they looked with ridicule +upon our rustic preparations; after repulsing King's troopers, and the +militia of two counties, was it likely that they should yield their +fortress to a set of ploughboys? We, for our part, felt of course, +the power of this reasoning, and that where regular troops had failed, +half-armed countrymen must fail, except by superior judgment and harmony +of action. Though perhaps the militia would have sufficed, if they had +only fought against the foe, instead of against each other. From these +things we took warning; having failed through over-confidence, was it +not possible now to make the enemy fail through the selfsame cause? + +Hence, what we devised was this; to delude from home a part of the +robbers, and fall by surprise on the other part. We caused it to be +spread abroad that a large heap of gold was now collected at the mine +of the Wizard's Slough. And when this rumour must have reached them, +through women who came to and fro, as some entirely faithful to them +were allowed to do, we sent Captain Simon Carfax, the father of little +Gwenny, to demand an interview with the Counsellor, by night, and as it +were secretly. Then he was to set forth a list of imaginary grievances +against the owners of the mine; and to offer partly through resentment, +partly through the hope of gain, to betray into their hands, upon the +Friday night, by far the greatest weight of gold as yet sent up for +refining. He was to have one quarter part, and they to take the residue. +But inasmuch as the convoy across the moors, under his command, would +be strong, and strongly armed, the Doones must be sure to send not less +than a score of men, if possible. He himself, at a place agreed upon, +and fit for an ambuscade, would call a halt, and contrive in the +darkness to pour a little water into the priming of his company's guns. + +It cost us some trouble and a great deal of money to bring the sturdy +Cornishman into this deceitful part; and perhaps he never would have +consented but for his obligation to me, and the wrongs (as he said) of +his daughter. However, as he was the man for the task, both from his +coolness and courage, and being known to have charge of the mine, I +pressed him, until he undertook to tell all the lies we required. +And right well he did it too, having once made up his mind to it; and +perceiving that his own interests called for the total destruction of +the robbers. + +[Illustration: 664.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXXI + +A LONG ACCOUNT SETTLED + +[Illustration: 665.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Having resolved on a night-assault (as our undisciplined men, +three-fourths of whom had never been shot at, could not fairly be +expected to march up to visible musket-mouths), we cared not much about +drilling our forces, only to teach them to hold a musket, so far as we +could supply that weapon to those with the cleverest eyes; and to give +them familiarity with the noise it made in exploding. And we fixed upon +Friday night for our venture, because the moon would be at the full; and +our powder was coming from Dulverton on the Friday afternoon. + +Uncle Reuben did not mean to expose himself to shooting, his time of +life for risk of life being now well over and the residue too valuable. +But his counsels, and his influence, and above all his warehousemen, +well practised in beating carpets, were of true service to us. His +miners also did great wonders, having a grudge against the Doones; as +indeed who had not for thirty miles round their valley? + +It was settled that the yeomen, having good horses under them, should +give account (with the miners' help) of as many Doones as might be +despatched to plunder the pretended gold. And as soon as we knew that +this party of robbers, be it more or less, was out of hearing from the +valley, we were to fall to, ostensibly at the Doone-gate (which was +impregnable now), but in reality upon their rear, by means of my old +water-slide. For I had chosen twenty young fellows, partly miners, and +partly warehousemen, and sheep farmers, and some of other vocations, but +all to be relied upon for spirit and power of climbing. And with proper +tools to aid us, and myself to lead the way, I felt no doubt whatever +but that we could all attain the crest where first I had met with Lorna. + +Upon the whole, I rejoiced that Lorna was not present now. It must have +been irksome to her feelings to have all her kindred and old associates +(much as she kept aloof from them) put to death without ceremony, or +else putting all of us to death. For all of us were resolved this +time to have no more shilly-shallying; but to go through with a nasty +business, in the style of honest Englishmen, when the question comes to +"Your life or mine." + +There was hardly a man among us who had not suffered bitterly from the +miscreants now before us. One had lost his wife perhaps, another had +lost a daughter--according to their ages, another had lost his favourite +cow; in a word, there was scarcely any one who had not to complain of +a hayrick; and what surprised me then, not now, was that the men least +injured made the greatest push concerning it. But be the wrong too great +to speak of, or too small to swear about, from poor Kit Badcock to rich +Master Huckaback, there was not one but went heart and soul for stamping +out these firebrands. + +The moon was lifting well above the shoulder of the uplands, when we, +the chosen band, set forth, having the short cut along the valleys to +foot of the Bagworthy water; and therefore having allowed the rest an +hour, to fetch round the moors and hills; we were not to begin our climb +until we heard a musket fired from the heights on the left-hand side, +where John Fry himself was stationed, upon his own and his wife's +request; so as to keep out of action. And that was the place where I had +been used to sit, and to watch for Lorna. And John Fry was to fire his +gun, with a ball of wool inside it, so soon as he heard the hurly-burly +at the Doone-gate beginning; which we, by reason of waterfall, could not +hear, down in the meadows there. + +We waited a very long time, with the moon marching up heaven +steadfastly, and the white fog trembling in chords and columns, like +a silver harp of the meadows. And then the moon drew up the fogs, and +scarfed herself in white with them; and so being proud, gleamed upon the +water, like a bride at her looking-glass; and yet there was no sound of +either John Fry, or his blunderbuss. + +I began to think that the worthy John, being out of all danger, and +having brought a counterpane (according to his wife's directions, +because one of the children had a cold), must veritably have gone to +sleep; leaving other people to kill, or be killed, as might be the will +of God; so that he were comfortable. But herein I did wrong to John, +and am ready to acknowledge it; for suddenly the most awful noise that +anything short of thunder could make, came down among the rocks, and +went and hung upon the corners. + +"The signal, my lads," I cried, leaping up and rubbing my eyes; for even +now, while condemning John unjustly, I was giving him right to be hard +upon me. "Now hold on by the rope, and lay your quarter-staffs across, +my lads; and keep your guns pointing to heaven, lest haply we shoot one +another." + +"Us shan't never shutt one anoother, wi' our goons at that mark, I +reckon," said an oldish chap, but as tough as leather, and esteemed a +wit for his dryness. + +"You come next to me, old Ike; you be enough to dry up the waters; now, +remember, all lean well forward. If any man throws his weight back, down +he goes; and perhaps he may never get up again; and most likely he will +shoot himself." + +I was still more afraid of their shooting me; for my chief alarm in +this steep ascent was neither of the water nor of the rocks, but of +the loaded guns we bore. If any man slipped, off might go his gun, and +however good his meaning, I being first was most likely to take far more +than I fain would apprehend. + +For this cause, I had debated with Uncle Ben and with Cousin Tom as to +the expediency of our climbing with guns unloaded. But they, not being +in the way themselves, assured me that there was nothing to fear, except +through uncommon clumsiness; and that as for charging our guns at +the top, even veteran troops could scarcely be trusted to perform it +properly in the hurry, and the darkness, and the noise of fighting +before them. + +However, thank God, though a gun went off, no one was any the worse +for it, neither did the Doones notice it, in the thick of the firing in +front of them. For the orders to those of the sham attack, conducted by +Tom Faggus, were to make the greatest possible noise, without exposure +of themselves; until we, in the rear, had fallen to; which John Fry was +again to give the signal of. + +Therefore we, of the chosen band, stole up the meadow quietly, keeping +in the blots of shade, and hollow of the watercourse. And the earliest +notice the Counsellor had, or any one else, of our presence, was the +blazing of the log-wood house, where lived that villain Carver. It +was my especial privilege to set this house on fire; upon which I had +insisted, exclusively and conclusively. No other hand but mine +should lay a brand, or strike steel on flint for it; I had made all +preparations carefully for a goodly blaze. And I must confess that I +rubbed my hands, with a strong delight and comfort, when I saw the home +of that man, who had fired so many houses, having its turn of smoke, and +blaze, and of crackling fury. + +We took good care, however, to burn no innocent women or children in +that most righteous destruction. For we brought them all out beforehand; +some were glad, and some were sorry; according to their dispositions. +For Carver had ten or a dozen wives; and perhaps that had something to +do with his taking the loss of Lorna so easily. One child I noticed, as +I saved him; a fair and handsome little fellow, whom (if Carver Doone +could love anything on earth beside his wretched self) he did love. The +boy climbed on my back and rode; and much as I hated his father, it was +not in my heart to say or do a thing to vex him. + +Leaving these poor injured people to behold their burning home, we drew +aside, by my directions, into the covert beneath the cliff. But not +before we had laid our brands to three other houses, after calling the +women forth, and bidding them go for their husbands, and to come and +fight a hundred of us. In the smoke and rush, and fire, they believed +that we were a hundred; and away they ran, in consternation, to the +battle at the Doone-gate. + +"All Doone-town is on fire, on fire!" we heard them shrieking as they +went; "a hundred soldiers are burning it, with a dreadful great man at +the head of them!" + +Presently, just as I expected, back came the warriors of the Doones; +leaving but two or three at the gate, and burning with wrath to crush +under foot the presumptuous clowns in their valley. Just then the waxing +fire leaped above the red crest of the cliffs, and danced on the pillars +of the forest, and lapped like a tide on the stones of the slope. All +the valley flowed with light, and the limpid waters reddened, and the +fair young women shone, and the naked children glistened. + +But the finest sight of all was to see those haughty men striding down +the causeway darkly, reckless of their end, but resolute to have two +lives for every one. A finer dozen of young men could not have been +found in the world perhaps, nor a braver, nor a viler one. + +Seeing how few there were of them, I was very loath to fire, although I +covered the leader, who appeared to be dashing Charley; for they were at +easy distance now, brightly shone by the fire-light, yet ignorant where +to look for us. I thought that we might take them prisoners--though +what good that could be God knows, as they must have been hanged +thereafter--anyhow I was loath to shoot, or to give the word to my +followers. + +But my followers waited for no word; they saw a fair shot at the men +they abhorred, the men who had robbed them of home or of love, and the +chance was too much for their charity. At a signal from old Ikey, who +levelled his own gun first, a dozen muskets were discharged, and half +of the Doones dropped lifeless, like so many logs of firewood, or +chopping-blocks rolled over. + +Although I had seen a great battle before, and a hundred times the +carnage, this appeared to me to be horrible; and I was at first inclined +to fall upon our men for behaving so. But one instant showed me that +they were right; for while the valley was filled with howling, and with +shrieks of women, and the beams of the blazing houses fell, and hissed +in the bubbling river; all the rest of the Doones leaped at us, like +so many demons. They fired wildly, not seeing us well among the hazel +bushes; and then they clubbed their muskets, or drew their swords, as +might be; and furiously drove at us. + +For a moment, although we were twice their number, we fell back before +their valorous fame, and the power of their onset. For my part, admiring +their courage greatly, and counting it slur upon manliness that two +should be down upon one so, I withheld my hand awhile; for I cared to +meet none but Carver; and he was not among them. The whirl and hurry +of this fight, and the hard blows raining down--for now all guns were +empty--took away my power of seeing, or reasoning upon anything. Yet +one thing I saw, which dwelled long with me; and that was Christopher +Badcock spending his life to get Charley's. + +How he had found out, none may tell; both being dead so long ago; but, +at any rate, he had found out that Charley was the man who had robbed +him of his wife and honour. It was Carver Doone who took her away, but +Charleworth Doone was beside him; and, according to cast of dice, she +fell to Charley's share. All this Kit Badcock (who was mad, according +to our measures) had discovered, and treasured up; and now was his +revenge-time. + +He had come into the conflict without a weapon of any kind; only begging +me to let him be in the very thick of it. For him, he said, life was no +matter, after the loss of his wife and child; but death was matter to +him, and he meant to make the most of it. Such a face I never saw, and +never hope to see again, as when poor Kit Badcock spied Charley coming +towards us. + +We had thought this man a patient fool, a philosopher of a little sort, +or one who could feel nothing. And his quiet manner of going about, and +the gentleness of his answers (when some brutes asked him where his wife +was, and whether his baby had been well-trussed), these had misled us +to think that the man would turn the mild cheek to everything. But I, in +the loneliness of our barn, had listened, and had wept with him. + +Therefore was I not surprised, so much as all the rest of us, when, in +the foremost of red light, Kit went up to Charleworth Doone, as if to +some inheritance; and took his seisin of right upon him, being himself a +powerful man; and begged a word aside with him. What they said aside, I +know not; all I know is that without weapon, each man killed the other. +And Margery Badcock came, and wept, and hung upon her poor husband; and +died, that summer, of heart-disease. + +Now for these and other things (whereof I could tell a thousand) was the +reckoning come that night; and not a line we missed of it; soon as our +bad blood was up. I like not to tell of slaughter, though it might be +of wolves and tigers; and that was a night of fire and slaughter, and +of very long-harboured revenge. Enough that ere the daylight broke +upon that wan March morning, the only Doones still left alive were the +Counsellor and Carver. And of all the dwellings of the Doones (inhabited +with luxury, and luscious taste, and licentiousness) not even one was +left, but all made potash in the river. + +This may seem a violent and unholy revenge upon them. And I (who led +the heart of it) have in these my latter years doubted how I shall +be judged, not of men--for God only knows the errors of man's +judgments--but by that great God Himself, the front of whose forehead is +mercy. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXII + +THE COUNSELLOR AND THE CARVER + +[Illustration: 671.jpg Law and Justice] + +From that great confusion--for nothing can be broken up, whether lawful +or unlawful, without a vast amount of dust, and many people grumbling, +and mourning for the good old times, when all the world was happiness, +and every man a gentleman, and the sun himself far brighter than since +the brassy idol upon which he shone was broken--from all this loss of +ancient landmarks (as unrobbed men began to call our clearance of those +murderers) we returned on the following day, almost as full of anxiety +as we were of triumph. In the first place, what could we possibly do +with all these women and children, thrown on our hands as one might say, +with none to protect and care for them? Again how should we answer to +the justices of the peace, or perhaps even to Lord Jeffreys, for having, +without even a warrant, taken the law into our own hands, and abated +our nuisance so forcibly? And then, what was to be done with the spoil, +which was of great value; though the diamond necklace came not to public +light? For we saw a mighty host of claimants already leaping up for +booty. Every man who had ever been robbed, expected usury on his loss; +the lords of the manors demanded the whole; and so did the King's +Commissioner of revenue at Porlock; and so did the men who had fought +our battle; while even the parsons, both Bowden and Powell, and another +who had no parish in it, threatened us with the just wrath of the +Church, unless each had tithes of the whole of it. + +Now this was not as it ought to be; and it seemed as if by burning the +nest of robbers, we had but hatched their eggs; until being made sole +guardian of the captured treasure (by reason of my known honesty) I +hit upon a plan, which gave very little satisfaction; yet carried this +advantage, that the grumblers argued against one another and for the +most part came to blows; which renewed their goodwill to me, as being +abused by the adversary. + +And my plan was no more than this--not to pay a farthing to lord of +manor, parson, or even King's Commissioner, but after making good some +of the recent and proven losses--where the men could not afford to +lose--to pay the residue (which might be worth some fifty thousand +pounds) into the Exchequer at Westminster; and then let all the +claimants file what wills they pleased in Chancery. + +Now this was a very noble device, for the mere name of Chancery, and the +high repute of the fees therein, and low repute of the lawyers, and the +comfortable knowledge that the woolsack itself is the golden fleece, +absorbing gold for ever, if the standard be but pure; consideration of +these things staved off at once the lords of the manors, and all the +little farmers, and even those whom most I feared; videlicet, the +parsons. And the King's Commissioner was compelled to profess himself +contented, although of all he was most aggrieved; for his pickings would +have been goodly. + +Moreover, by this plan I made--although I never thought of that--a +mighty friend worth all the enemies, whom the loss of money moved. The +first man now in the kingdom (by virtue perhaps of energy, rather than +of excellence) was the great Lord Jeffreys, appointed the head of the +Equity, as well as the law of the realm, for his kindness in hanging +five hundred people, without the mere brief of trial. Nine out of ten +of these people were innocent, it was true; but that proved the merit of +the Lord Chief Justice so much the greater for hanging them, as showing +what might be expected of him, when he truly got hold of a guilty man. +Now the King had seen the force of this argument; and not being without +gratitude for a high-seasoned dish of cruelty, had promoted the only man +in England, combining the gifts of both butcher and cook. + +Nevertheless, I do beg you all to believe of me--and I think that, after +following me so long, you must believe it--that I did not even know at +the time of Lord Jeffreys's high promotion. Not that my knowledge of +this would have led me to act otherwise in the matter; for my object was +to pay into an office, and not to any official; neither if I had known +the fact, could I have seen its bearing upon the receipt of my money. +For the King's Exchequer is, meseemeth, of the Common Law; while +Chancery is of Equity, and well named for its many chances. But the true +result of the thing was this--Lord Jeffreys being now head of the law, +and almost head of the kingdom, got possession of that money, and was +kindly pleased with it. + +And this met our second difficulty; for the law having won and laughed +over the spoil, must have injured its own title by impugning our +legality. + +Next, with regard to the women and children, we were long in a state of +perplexity. We did our very best at the farm, and so did many others to +provide for them, until they should manage about their own subsistence. +And after a while this trouble went, as nearly all troubles go with +time. Some of the women were taken back by their parents, or their +husbands, or it may be their sweethearts; and those who failed of this, +went forth, some upon their own account to the New World plantations, +where the fairer sex is valuable; and some to English cities; and the +plainer ones to field work. And most of the children went with their +mothers, or were bound apprentices; only Carver Doone's handsome child +had lost his mother and stayed with me. + +This boy went about with me everywhere. He had taken as much of liking +to me--first shown in his eyes by the firelight--as his father had of +hatred; and I, perceiving his noble courage, scorn of lies, and high +spirit, became almost as fond of Ensie as he was of me. He told us that +his name was "Ensie," meant for "Ensor," I suppose, from his father's +grandfather, the old Sir Ensor Doone. And this boy appeared to be +Carver's heir, having been born in wedlock, contrary to the general +manner and custom of the Doones. + +However, although I loved the poor child, I could not help feeling very +uneasy about the escape of his father, the savage and brutal Carver. +This man was left to roam the country, homeless, foodless, and +desperate, with his giant strength, and great skill in arms, and the +whole world to be revenged upon. For his escape the miners, as I shall +show, were answerable; but of the Counsellor's safe departure the burden +lay on myself alone. And inasmuch as there are people who consider +themselves ill-used, unless one tells them everything, straitened though +I am for space, I will glance at this transaction. + +After the desperate charge of young Doones had been met by us, and +broken, and just as Poor Kit Badcock died in the arms of the dead +Charley, I happened to descry a patch of white on the grass of the +meadow, like the head of a sheep after washing-day. Observing with +some curiosity how carefully this white thing moved along the bars of +darkness betwixt the panels of firelight, I ran up to intercept it, +before it reached the little postern which we used to call Gwenny's +door. Perceiving me, the white thing stopped, and was for making back +again; but I ran up at full speed; and lo, it was the flowing silvery +hair of that sage the Counsellor, who was scuttling away upon all fours; +but now rose and confronted me. + +"John," he said, "Sir John, you will not play falsely with your ancient +friend, among these violent fellows, I look to you to protect me, John." + +"Honoured sir, you are right," I replied; "but surely that posture was +unworthy of yourself, and your many resources. It is my intention to let +you go free." + +"I knew it. I could have sworn to it. You are a noble fellow, John. I +said so, from the very first; you are a noble fellow, and an ornament to +any rank." + +"But upon two conditions," I added, gently taking him by the arm; for +instead of displaying any desire to commune with my nobility, he was +edging away toward the postern; "the first is that you tell me truly +(for now it can matter to none of you) who it was that slew my father." + +"I will tell you truly and frankly, John; however painful to me to +confess it. It was my son, Carver." + +"I thought as much, or I felt as much all along," I answered; "but the +fault was none of yours, sir; for you were not even present." + +"If I had been there, it would not have happened. I am always opposed +to violence. Therefore, let me haste away; this scene is against my +nature." + +"You shall go directly, Sir Counsellor, after meeting my other +condition; which is, that you place in my hands Lady Lorna's diamond +necklace." + +"Ah, how often I have wished," said the old man with a heavy sigh, "that +it might yet be in my power to ease my mind in that respect, and to do a +thoroughly good deed by lawful restitution." + +"Then try to have it in your power, sir. Surely, with my encouragement, +you might summon resolution." + +"Alas, John, the resolution has been ready long ago. But the thing is +not in my possession. Carver, my son, who slew your father, upon him you +will find the necklace. What are jewels to me, young man, at my time of +life? Baubles and trash,--I detest them, from the sins they have led me +to answer for. When you come to my age, good Sir John, you will scorn +all jewels, and care only for a pure and bright conscience. Ah! ah! Let +me go. I have made my peace with God." + +He looked so hoary, and so silvery, and serene in the moonlight, that +verily I must have believed him, if he had not drawn in his breast. But +I happened to have noticed that when an honest man gives vent to noble +and great sentiments, he spreads his breast, and throws it out, as if +his heart were swelling; whereas I had seen this old gentleman draw in +his breast more than once, as if it happened to contain better goods +than sentiment. + +"Will you applaud me, kind sir," I said, keeping him very tight, all the +while, "if I place it in your power to ratify your peace with God? The +pledge is upon your heart, no doubt, for there it lies at this moment." + +With these words, and some apology for having recourse to strong +measures, I thrust my hand inside his waistcoat, and drew forth Lorna's +necklace, purely sparkling in the moonlight, like the dancing of new +stars. The old man made a stab at me, with a knife which I had not +espied; but the vicious onset failed; and then he knelt, and clasped his +hands. + +"Oh, for God's sake, John, my son, rob me not in that manner. They +belong to me; and I love them so; I would give almost my life for them. +There is one jewel I can look at for hours, and see all the lights of +heaven in it; which I never shall see elsewhere. All my wretched, wicked +life--oh, John, I am a sad hypocrite--but give me back my jewels. Or +else kill me here; I am a babe in your hands; but I must have back my +jewels." + +As his beautiful white hair fell away from his noble forehead, like a +silver wreath of glory, and his powerful face, for once, was moved with +real emotion, I was so amazed and overcome by the grand contradictions +of nature, that verily I was on the point of giving him back the +necklace. But honesty, which is said to be the first instinct of all the +Ridds (though I myself never found it so), happened here to occur to me, +and so I said, without more haste than might be expected,-- + +"Sir Counsellor, I cannot give you what does not belong to me. But if +you will show me that particular diamond which is heaven to you, I will +take upon myself the risk and the folly of cutting it out for you. And +with that you must go contented; and I beseech you not to starve with +that jewel upon your lips." + +Seeing no hope of better terms, he showed me his pet love of a jewel; +and I thought of what Lorna was to me, as I cut it out (with the hinge +of my knife severing the snakes of gold) and placed it in his careful +hand. Another moment, and he was gone, and away through Gwenny's +postern; and God knows what became of him. + +Now as to Carver, the thing was this--so far as I could ascertain from +the valiant miners, no two of whom told the same story, any more than +one of them told it twice. The band of Doones which sallied forth for +the robbery of the pretended convoy was met by Simon Carfax, according +to arrangement, at the ruined house called The Warren, in that part of +Bagworthy Forest where the river Exe (as yet a very small stream) runs +through it. The Warren, as all our people know, had belonged to a fine +old gentleman, whom every one called "The Squire," who had retreated +from active life to pass the rest of his days in fishing, and shooting, +and helping his neighbours. For he was a man of some substance; and no +poor man ever left The Warren without a bag of good victuals, and a +few shillings put in his pocket. However, this poor Squire never made +a greater mistake, than in hoping to end his life peacefully upon the +banks of a trout-stream, and in the green forest of Bagworthy. For as +he came home from the brook at dusk, with his fly-rod over his shoulder, +the Doones fell upon him, and murdered him, and then sacked his house, +and burned it. + +Now this had made honest people timid about going past The Warren at +night; for, of course, it was said that the old Squire "walked," upon +certain nights of the moon, in and out of the trunks of trees, on the +green path from the river. On his shoulder he bore a fishing-rod, and +his book of trout-flies, in one hand, and on his back a wicker-creel; +and now and then he would burst out laughing to think of his coming so +near the Doones. + +And now that one turns to consider it, this seems a strangely righteous +thing, that the scene of one of the greatest crimes even by Doones +committed should, after twenty years, become the scene of vengeance +falling (like hail from heaven) upon them. For although The Warren lies +well away to the westward of the mine; and the gold, under escort to +Bristowe, or London, would have gone in the other direction; Captain +Carfax, finding this place best suited for working of his design, had +persuaded the Doones, that for reasons of Government, the ore must go +first to Barnstaple for inspection, or something of that sort. And +as every one knows that our Government sends all things westward +when eastward bound, this had won the more faith for Simon, as being +according to nature. + +Now Simon, having met these flowers of the flock of villainy, where the +rising moonlight flowed through the weir-work of the wood, begged them +to dismount; and led them with an air of mystery into the Squire's +ruined hall, black with fire, and green with weeds. + +[Illustration: 677.jpg Rising moonlight] + +"Captain, I have found a thing," he said to Carver Doone, himself, +"which may help to pass the hour, ere the lump of gold comes by. The +smugglers are a noble race; but a miner's eyes are a match for them. +There lies a puncheon of rare spirit, with the Dutchman's brand upon it, +hidden behind the broken hearth. Set a man to watch outside; and let us +see what this be like." + +With one accord they agreed to this, and Carver pledged Master Carfax, +and all the Doones grew merry. But Simon being bound, as he said, to +see to their strict sobriety, drew a bucket of water from the well into +which they had thrown the dead owner, and begged them to mingle it with +their drink; which some of them did, and some refused. + +But the water from that well was poured, while they were carousing, into +the priming-pan of every gun of theirs; even as Simon had promised to do +with the guns of the men they were come to kill. Then just as the giant +Carver arose, with a glass of pure hollands in his hand, and by the +light of the torch they had struck, proposed the good health of the +Squire's ghost--in the broken doorway stood a press of men, with pointed +muskets, covering every drunken Doone. How it fared upon that I know +not, having none to tell me; for each man wrought, neither thought of +telling, nor whether he might be alive to tell. The Doones rushed +to their guns at once, and pointed them, and pulled at them; but the +Squire's well had drowned their fire; and then they knew that they were +betrayed, but resolved to fight like men for it. Upon fighting I can +never dwell; it breeds such savage delight in me; of which I would +fain have less. Enough that all the Doones fought bravely; and like men +(though bad ones) died in the hall of the man they had murdered. And +with them died poor young De Whichehalse, who, in spite of his good +father's prayers, had cast in his lot with the robbers. Carver Doone +alone escaped. Partly through his fearful strength, and his yet more +fearful face; but mainly perhaps through his perfect coolness, and his +mode of taking things. + +I am happy to say that no more than eight of the gallant miners were +killed in that combat, or died of their wounds afterwards; and adding +to these the eight we had lost in our assault on the valley (and two of +them excellent warehousemen), it cost no more than sixteen lives to be +rid of nearly forty Doones, each of whom would most likely have killed +three men in the course of a year or two. Therefore, as I said at the +time, a great work was done very reasonably; here were nigh upon forty +Doones destroyed (in the valley, and up at The Warrens) despite their +extraordinary strength and high skill in gunnery; whereas of us ignorant +rustics there were only sixteen to be counted dead--though others might +be lamed, or so,--and of those sixteen only two had left wives, and +their wives did not happen to care for them. + +Yet, for Lorna' s sake, I was vexed at the bold escape of Carver. +Not that I sought for Carver's life, any more than I did for the +Counsellor's; but that for us it was no light thing, to have a man of +such power, and resource, and desperation, left at large and furious, +like a famished wolf round the sheepfold. Yet greatly as I blamed the +yeomen, who were posted on their horses, just out of shot from the +Doone-gate, for the very purpose of intercepting those who escaped the +miners, I could not get them to admit that any blame attached to them. + +But lo, he had dashed through the whole of them, with his horse at +full gallop; and was nearly out of shot before they began to think of +shooting him. Then it appears from what a boy said--for boys manage to +be everywhere--that Captain Carver rode through the Doone-gate, and so +to the head of the valley. There, of course, he beheld all the houses, +and his own among the number, flaming with a handsome blaze, and +throwing a fine light around such as he often had revelled in, when of +other people's property. But he swore the deadliest of all oaths, and +seeing himself to be vanquished (so far as the luck of the moment went), +spurred his great black horse away, and passed into the darkness. + +[Illustration: 679.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIII + +HOW TO GET OUT OF CHANCERY + +[Illustration: 680.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +Things at this time so befell me, that I cannot tell one half; but +am like a boy who has left his lesson (to the master's very footfall) +unready, except with false excuses. And as this makes no good work, so +I lament upon my lingering, in the times when I might have got through +a good page, but went astray after trifles. However, every man must +do according to his intellect; and looking at the easy manner of +my constitution, I think that most men will regard me with pity and +goodwill for trying, more than with contempt and wrath for having tried +unworthily. Even as in the wrestling ring, whatever man did his best, +and made an honest conflict, I always laid him down with softness, +easing off his dusty fall. + +But the thing which next betided me was not a fall of any sort; but +rather a most glorious rise to the summit of all fortune. For in good +truth it was no less than the return of Lorna--my Lorna, my own darling; +in wonderful health and spirits, and as glad as a bird to get back +again. It would have done any one good for a twelve-month to behold her +face and doings, and her beaming eyes and smile (not to mention blushes +also at my salutation), when this Queen of every heart ran about our +rooms again. She did love this, and she must see that, and where was our +old friend the cat? All the house was full of brightness, as if the sun +had come over the hill, and Lorna were his mirror. + +My mother sat in an ancient chair, and wiped her cheeks, and looked at +her; and even Lizzie's eyes must dance to the freshness and joy of her +beauty. As for me, you might call me mad; for I ran out and flung my +best hat on the barn, and kissed mother Fry, till she made at me with +the sugar-nippers. + +What a quantity of things Lorna had to tell us! And yet how often we +stopped her mouth--at least mother, I mean, and Lizzie--and she quite as +often would stop her own, running up in her joy to some one of us! +And then there arose the eating business--which people now call +"refreshment," in these dandyfied days of our language--for how was it +possible that our Lorna could have come all that way, and to her own +Exmoor, without being terribly hungry? + +"Oh, I do love it all so much," said Lorna, now for the fiftieth time, +and not meaning only the victuals: "the scent of the gorse on the moors +drove me wild, and the primroses under the hedges. I am sure I was meant +for a farmer's--I mean for a farm-house life, dear Lizzie"--for Lizzie +was looking saucily--"just as you were meant for a soldier's bride, and +for writing despatches of victory. And now, since you will not ask me, +dear mother, in the excellence of your manners, and even John has not +the impudence, in spite of all his coat of arms--I must tell you a +thing, which I vowed to keep until tomorrow morning; but my resolution +fails me. I am my own mistress--what think you of that, mother? I am my +own mistress!" + +"Then you shall not be so long," cried I; for mother seemed not to +understand her, and sought about for her glasses: "darling, you shall be +mistress of me; and I will be your master." + +"A frank announcement of your intent, and beyond doubt a true one; but +surely unusual at this stage, and a little premature, John. However, +what must be, must be." And with tears springing out of smiles, she fell +on my breast, and cried a bit. + +When I came to smoke a pipe over it (after the rest were gone to bed), I +could hardly believe in my good luck. For here was I, without any merit, +except of bodily power, and the absence of any falsehood (which surely +is no commendation), so placed that the noblest man in England might +envy me, and be vexed with me. For the noblest lady in all the land, and +the purest, and the sweetest--hung upon my heart, as if there was none +to equal it. + +I dwelled upon this matter, long and very severely, while I smoked a +new tobacco, brought by my own Lorna for me, and next to herself most +delicious; and as the smoke curled away, I thought, "Surely this is too +fine to last, for a man who never deserved it." + +Seeing no way out of this, I resolved to place my faith in God; and so +went to bed and dreamed of it. And having no presence of mind to pray +for anything, under the circumstances, I thought it best to fall asleep, +and trust myself to the future. Yet ere I fell asleep the roof above me +swarmed with angels, having Lorna under it. + +In the morning Lorna was ready to tell her story, and we to hearken; and +she wore a dress of most simple stuff; and yet perfectly wonderful, by +means of the shape and her figure. Lizzie was wild with jealousy, as +might be expected (though never would Annie have been so, but have +praised it, and craved for the pattern), and mother not understanding +it, looked forth, to be taught about it. For it was strange to note that +lately my dear mother had lost her quickness, and was never quite brisk, +unless the question were about myself. She had seen a great deal of +trouble; and grief begins to close on people, as their power of life +declines. We said that she was hard of hearing; but my opinion was, +that seeing me inclined for marriage made her think of my father, and +so perhaps a little too much, to dwell on the courting of thirty years +agone. Anyhow, she was the very best of mothers; and would smile and +command herself; and be (or try to believe herself) as happy as could +be, in the doings of the younger folk, and her own skill in detecting +them. Yet, with the wisdom of age, renouncing any opinion upon the +matter; since none could see the end of it. + +But Lorna in her bright young beauty, and her knowledge of my heart, was +not to be checked by any thoughts of haply coming evil. In the morning +she was up, even sooner than I was, and through all the corners of the +hens, remembering every one of them. I caught her and saluted her with +such warmth (being now none to look at us), that she vowed she would +never come out again; and yet she came the next morning. + +These things ought not to be chronicled. Yet I am of such nature, that +finding many parts of life adverse to our wishes, I must now and then +draw pleasure from the blessed portions. And what portion can be more +blessed than with youth, and health, and strength, to be loved by a +virtuous maid, and to love her with all one's heart? Neither was my +pride diminished, when I found what she had done, only from her love of +me. + +Earl Brandir's ancient steward, in whose charge she had travelled, with +a proper escort, looked upon her as a lovely maniac; and the mixture of +pity and admiration wherewith he regarded her, was a strange thing to +observe; especially after he had seen our simple house and manners. On +the other hand, Lorna considered him a worthy but foolish old gentleman; +to whom true happiness meant no more than money and high position. + +These two last she had been ready to abandon wholly, and had in part +escaped from them, as the enemies of her happiness. And she took +advantage of the times, in a truly clever manner. For that happened +to be a time--as indeed all times hitherto (so far as my knowledge +extends), have, somehow, or other, happened to be--when everybody +was only too glad to take money for doing anything. And the greatest +money-taker in the kingdom (next to the King and Queen, of course, who +had due pre-eminence, and had taught the maids of honour) was generally +acknowledged to be the Lord Chief Justice Jeffreys. + +Upon his return from the bloody assizes, with triumph and great glory, +after hanging every man who was too poor to help it, he pleased his +Gracious Majesty so purely with the description of their delightful +agonies, that the King exclaimed, "This man alone is worthy to be at the +head of the law." Accordingly in his hand was placed the Great Seal of +England. + +So it came to pass that Lorna's destiny hung upon Lord Jeffreys; for at +this time Earl Brandir died, being taken with gout in the heart, soon +after I left London. Lorna was very sorry for him; but as he had never +been able to hear one tone of her sweet silvery voice, it is not to be +supposed that she wept without consolation. She grieved for him as we +ought to grieve for any good man going; and yet with a comforting sense +of the benefit which the blessed exchange must bring to him. + +Now the Lady Lorna Dugal appeared to Lord Chancellor Jeffreys so +exceeding wealthy a ward that the lock would pay for turning. Therefore +he came, of his own accord, to visit her, and to treat with her; having +heard (for the man was as big a gossip as never cared for anybody, +yet loved to know all about everybody) that this wealthy and beautiful +maiden would not listen to any young lord, having pledged her faith to +the plain John Ridd. + +Thereupon, our Lorna managed so to hold out golden hopes to the Lord +High Chancellor, that he, being not more than three parts drunk, saw his +way to a heap of money. And there and then (for he was not the man +to daily long about anything) upon surety of a certain round sum--the +amount of which I will not mention, because of his kindness towards +me--he gave to his fair ward permission, under sign and seal, to marry +that loyal knight, John Ridd; upon condition only that the King's +consent should be obtained. + +His Majesty, well-disposed towards me for my previous service, and +regarding me as a good Catholic, being moved moreover by the Queen, who +desired to please Lorna, consented, without much hesitation, upon the +understanding that Lorna, when she became of full age, and the mistress +of her property (which was still under guardianship), should pay a +heavy fine to the Crown, and devote a fixed portion of her estate to the +promotion of the holy Catholic faith, in a manner to be dictated by the +King himself. Inasmuch, however, as King James was driven out of his +kingdom before this arrangement could take effect, and another king +succeeded, who desired not the promotion of the Catholic religion, +neither hankered after subsidies, whether French or English, that +agreement was pronounced invalid, improper, and contemptible. However, +there was no getting back the money once paid to Lord Chancellor +Jeffreys. + +But what thought we of money at this present moment; or of position, +or anything else, except indeed one another? Lorna told me, with the +sweetest smile, that if I were minded to take her at all, I must take +her without anything; inasmuch as she meant, upon coming of age, to make +over the residue of her estates to the next-of-kin, as being unfit for a +farmer's wife. And I replied with the greatest warmth and a readiness +to worship her, that this was exactly what I longed for, but had never +dared to propose it. But dear mother looked most exceeding grave; and +said that to be sure her opinion could not be expected to count for +much, but she really hoped that in three years' time we should both he a +little wiser, and have more regard for our interests, and perhaps those +of others by that time; and Master Snowe having daughters only, and +nobody coming to marry them, if anything happened to the good old +man--and who could tell in three years' time what might happen to all +or any of us?--why perhaps his farm would be for sale, and perhaps Lady +Lorna's estates in Scotland would fetch enough money to buy it, and so +throw the two farms into one, and save all the trouble about the brook, +as my poor father had longed to do many and many a time, but not having +a title could not do all quite as he wanted. And then if we young +people grew tired of the old mother, as seemed only too likely, and was +according to nature, why we could send her over there, and Lizzie to +keep her company. + +When mother had finished, and wiped her eyes, Lorna, who had been +blushing rosily at some portions of this great speech, flung her fair +arms around mother's neck, and kissed her very heartily, and scolded +her (as she well deserved) for her want of confidence in us. My mother +replied that if anybody could deserve her John, it was Lorna; but that +she could not hold with the rashness of giving up money so easily; while +her next-of-kin would be John himself, and who could tell what others, +by the time she was one-and-twenty? + +Hereupon, I felt that after all my mother had common sense on her side; +for if Master Snowe's farm should be for sale, it would be far more to +the purpose than my coat of arms, to get it; for there was a different +pasture there, just suited for change of diet to our sheep as well +as large cattle. And beside this, even with all Annie's skill (and of +course yet more now she was gone), their butter would always command in +the market from one to three farthings a pound more than we could get +for ours. And few things vexed us more than this. Whereas, if we got +possession of the farm, we might, without breach of the market-laws, or +any harm done to any one (the price being but a prejudice), sell all our +butter as Snowe butter, and do good to all our customers. + +Thinking thus, yet remembering that Farmer Nicholas might hold out for +another score of years--as I heartily hoped he might--or that one, if +not all, of his comely daughters might marry a good young farmer (or +farmers, if the case were so)--or that, even without that, the farm +might never be put up for sale; I begged my Lorna to do as she liked; or +rather to wait and think of it; for as yet she could do nothing. + +[Illustration: 685.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIV + +BLOOD UPON THE ALTAR + +[Illustration: 686.jpg Entrance to Oare Church] + +Everything was settled smoothly, and without any fear or fuss, that +Lorna might find end of troubles, and myself of eager waiting, with +the help of Parson Bowden, and the good wishes of two counties. I could +scarce believe my fortune, when I looked upon her beauty, gentleness, +and sweetness, mingled with enough of humour and warm woman's feeling, +never to be dull or tiring; never themselves to be weary. + +For she might be called a woman now; although a very young one, and as +full of playful ways, or perhaps I may say ten times as full, as if she +had known no trouble. To wit, the spirit of bright childhood, having +been so curbed and straitened, ere its time was over, now broke forth, +enriched and varied with the garb of conscious maidenhood. And the sense +of steadfast love, and eager love enfolding her, coloured with so many +tinges all her looks, and words, and thoughts, that to me it was the +noblest vision even to think about her. + +But this was far too bright to last, without bitter break, and the +plunging of happiness in horror, and of passionate joy in agony. My +darling in her softest moments, when she was alone with me, when the +spark of defiant eyes was veiled beneath dark lashes, and the challenge +of gay beauty passed into sweetest invitation; at such times of her +purest love and warmest faith in me, a deep abiding fear would flutter +in her bounding heart, as of deadly fate's approach. She would cling to +me, and nestle to me, being scared of coyishness, and lay one arm around +my neck, and ask if I could do without her. + +Hence, as all emotions haply, of those who are more to us than +ourselves, find within us stronger echo, and more perfect answer, so +I could not be regardless of some hidden evil; and my dark misgivings +deepened as the time drew nearer. I kept a steadfast watch on Lorna, +neglecting a field of beans entirely, as well as a litter of young pigs, +and a cow somewhat given to jaundice. And I let Jem Slocombe go to sleep +in the tallat, all one afternoon, and Bill Dadds draw off a bucket of +cider, without so much as a "by your leave." For these men knew that my +knighthood, and my coat of arms, and (most of all) my love, were greatly +against good farming; the sense of our country being--and perhaps it may +be sensible--that a man who sticks up to be anything, must allow himself +to be cheated. + +But I never did stick up, nor would, though all the parish bade me; and +I whistled the same tunes to my horses, and held my plough-tree, just +the same as if no King, nor Queen, had ever come to spoil my tune or +hand. For this thing, nearly all the men around our parts upbraided me; +but the women praised me: and for the most part these are right, when +themselves are not concerned. + +However humble I might be, no one knowing anything of our part of the +country, would for a moment doubt that now here was a great to do and +talk of John Ridd and his wedding. The fierce fight with the Doones so +lately, and my leading of the combat (though I fought not more than need +be), and the vanishing of Sir Counsellor, and the galloping madness of +Carver, and the religious fear of the women that this last was gone to +hell--for he himself had declared that his aim, while he cut through +the yeomanry--also their remorse, that he should have been made to go +thither with all his children left behind--these things, I say (if +ever I can again contrive to say anything), had led to the broadest +excitement about my wedding of Lorna. We heard that people meant to come +from more than thirty miles around, upon excuse of seeing my stature and +Lorna's beauty; but in good truth out of sheer curiosity, and the love +of meddling. + +Our clerk had given notice, that not a man should come inside the door +of his church without shilling-fee; and women (as sure to see twice as +much) must every one pay two shillings. I thought this wrong; and as +church-warden, begged that the money might be paid into mine own hands, +when taken. But the clerk said that was against all law; and he had +orders from the parson to pay it to him without any delay. So as I +always obey the parson, when I care not much about a thing, I let them +have it their own way; though feeling inclined to believe, sometimes, +that I ought to have some of the money. + +Dear mother arranged all the ins and outs of the way in which it was +to be done; and Annie and Lizzie, and all the Snowes, and even Ruth +Huckaback (who was there, after great persuasion), made such a sweeping +of dresses that I scarcely knew where to place my feet, and longed for a +staff, to put by their gowns. Then Lorna came out of a pew half-way, in +a manner which quite astonished me, and took my left hand in her right, +and I prayed God that it were done with. + +My darling looked so glorious, that I was afraid of glancing at her, yet +took in all her beauty. She was in a fright, no doubt; but nobody should +see it; whereas I said (to myself at least), "I will go through it like +a grave-digger." + +Lorna's dress was of pure white, clouded with faint lavender (for the +sake of the old Earl Brandir), and as simple as need be, except for +perfect loveliness. I was afraid to look at her, as I said before, +except when each of us said, "I will," and then each dwelled upon the +other. + +It is impossible for any who have not loved as I have to conceive my joy +and pride, when after ring and all was done, and the parson had blessed +us, Lorna turned to look at me with her glances of subtle fun subdued by +this great act. + +Her eyes, which none on earth may ever equal, or compare with, told me +such a depth of comfort, yet awaiting further commune, that I was almost +amazed, thoroughly as I knew them. Darling eyes, the sweetest eyes, the +loveliest, the most loving eyes--the sound of a shot rang through the +church, and those eyes were filled with death. + +Lorna fell across my knees when I was going to kiss her, as the +bridegroom is allowed to do, and encouraged, if he needs it; a flood of +blood came out upon the yellow wood of the altar steps, and at my feet +lay Lorna, trying to tell me some last message out of her faithful eyes. +I lifted her up, and petted her, and coaxed her, but it was no good; the +only sign of life remaining was a spirt of bright red blood. + +Some men know what things befall them in the supreme time of their +life--far above the time of death--but to me comes back as a hazy dream, +without any knowledge in it, what I did, or felt, or thought, with my +wife's arms flagging, flagging, around my neck, as I raised her up, and +softly put them there. She sighed a long sigh on my breast, for her last +farewell to life, and then she grew so cold, and cold, that I asked the +time of year. + +It was Whit-Tuesday, and the lilacs all in blossom; and why I thought +of the time of year, with the young death in my arms, God or His angels, +may decide, having so strangely given us. Enough that so I did, and +looked; and our white lilacs were beautiful. Then I laid my wife in my +mother's arms, and begging that no one would make a noise, went forth +for my revenge. + +Of course, I knew who had done it. There was but one man in the +world, or at any rate, in our part of it, who could have done such a +thing--such a thing. I use no harsher word about it, while I leaped upon +our best horse, with bridle but no saddle, and set the head of Kickums +towards the course now pointed out to me. Who showed me the course, I +cannot tell. I only know that I took it. And the men fell back before +me. + +Weapon of no sort had I. Unarmed, and wondering at my strange attire +(with a bridal vest, wrought by our Annie, and red with the blood of the +bride), I went forth just to find out this; whether in this world there +be or be not God of justice. + +With my vicious horse at a furious speed, I came upon Black Barrow Down, +directed by some shout of men, which seemed to me but a whisper. And +there, about a furlong before me, rode a man on a great black horse, and +I knew that the man was Carver Doone. + +"Your life or mine," I said to myself; "as the will of God may be. But +we two live not upon this earth, one more hour together." + +I knew the strength of this great man; and I knew that he was armed with +a gun--if he had time to load again, after shooting my Lorna--or at any +rate with pistols, and a horseman's sword as well. Nevertheless, I had +no more doubt of killing the man before me than a cook has of spitting a +headless fowl. + +Sometimes seeing no ground beneath me, and sometimes heeding every leaf, +and the crossing of the grass-blades, I followed over the long moor, +reckless whether seen or not. But only once the other man turned round +and looked back again, and then I was beside a rock, with a reedy swamp +behind me. + +Although he was so far before me, and riding as hard as ride he might, I +saw that he had something on the horse in front of him; something which +needed care, and stopped him from looking backward. In the whirling of +my wits, I fancied first that this was Lorna; until the scene I had been +through fell across hot brain and heart, like the drop at the close of +a tragedy. Rushing there through crag and quag, at utmost speed of a +maddened horse, I saw, as of another's fate, calmly (as on canvas laid), +the brutal deed, the piteous anguish, and the cold despair. + +The man turned up the gully leading from the moor to Cloven Rocks, +through which John Fry had tracked Uncle Ben, as of old related. But as +Carver entered it, he turned round, and beheld me not a hundred yards +behind; and I saw that he was bearing his child, little Ensie, before +him. Ensie also descried me, and stretched his hands and cried to me; +for the face of his father frightened him. + +Carver Doone, with a vile oath, thrust spurs into his flagging horse, +and laid one hand on a pistol-stock; whence I knew that his slung +carbine had received no bullet since the one that had pierced Lorna. And +a cry of triumph rose from the black depths of my heart. What cared I +for pistols? I had no spurs, neither was my horse one to need the rowel; +I rather held him in than urged him, for he was fresh as ever; and I +knew that the black steed in front, if he breasted the steep ascent, +where the track divided, must be in our reach at once. + +His rider knew this; and, having no room in the rocky channel to turn +and fire, drew rein at the crossways sharply, and plunged into the black +ravine leading to the Wizard's Slough. "Is it so?" I said to myself +with a brain and head cold as iron; "though the foul fiend come from the +slough, to save thee; thou shalt carve it, Carver." + +I followed my enemy carefully, steadily, even leisurely; for I had him, +as in a pitfall, whence no escape might be. He thought that I feared to +approach him, for he knew not where he was: and his low disdainful laugh +came back. "Laugh he who wins," thought I. + +A gnarled and half-starved oak, as stubborn as my own resolve, and +smitten by some storm of old, hung from the crag above me. Rising from +my horse's back, although I had no stirrups, I caught a limb, and tore +it (like a mere wheat-awn) from the socket. Men show the rent even now, +with wonder; none with more wonder than myself. + +Carver Doone turned the corner suddenly on the black and bottomless bog; +with a start of fear he reined back his horse, and I thought he would +have turned upon me. But instead of that, he again rode on; hoping to +find a way round the side. + +Now there is a way between cliff and slough for those who know the +ground thoroughly, or have time enough to search it; but for him there +was no road, and he lost some time in seeking it. Upon this he made up +his mind; and wheeling, fired, and then rode at me. + +His bullet struck me somewhere, but I took no heed of that. Fearing only +his escape, I laid my horse across the way, and with the limb of the +oak struck full on the forehead his charging steed. Ere the slash of the +sword came nigh me, man and horse rolled over, and wellnigh bore my own +horse down, with the power of their onset. + +Carver Doone was somewhat stunned, and could not arise for a moment. +Meanwhile I leaped on the ground and awaited, smoothing my hair back, +and baring my arms, as though in the ring for wrestling. Then the little +boy ran to me, clasped my leg, and looked up at me, and the terror in +his eyes made me almost fear myself. + +"Ensie, dear," I said quite gently, grieving that he should see his +wicked father killed, "run up yonder round the corner and try to find +a pretty bunch of bluebells for the lady." The child obeyed me, +hanging back, and looking back, and then laughing, while I prepared for +business. There and then I might have killed mine enemy, with a single +blow, while he lay unconscious; but it would have been foul play. + +With a sullen and black scowl, the Carver gathered his mighty limbs, and +arose, and looked round for his weapons; but I had put them well away. +Then he came to me and gazed; being wont to frighten thus young men. + +"I would not harm you, lad," he said, with a lofty style of sneering: "I +have punished you enough, for most of your impertinence. For the rest I +forgive you; because you have been good and gracious to my little son. +Go, and be contented." + +For answer, I smote him on the cheek, lightly, and not to hurt him: but +to make his blood leap up. I would not sully my tongue by speaking to a +man like this. + +There was a level space of sward between us and the slough. With the +courtesy derived from London, and the processions I had seen, to this +place I led him. And that he might breathe himself, and have every fibre +cool, and every muscle ready, my hold upon his coat I loosed, and left +him to begin with me, whenever he thought proper. + +I think that he felt that his time was come. I think he knew from my +knitted muscles, and the firm arch of my breast, and the way in which +I stood; but most of all from my stern blue eyes; that he had found his +master. At any rate a paleness came, an ashy paleness on his cheeks, and +the vast calves of his legs bowed in, as if he were out of training. + +Seeing this, villain as he was, I offered him first chance. I stretched +forth my left hand, as I do to a weaker antagonist, and I let him have +the hug of me. But in this I was too generous; having forgotten my +pistol-wound, and the cracking of one of my short lower ribs. Carver +Doone caught me round the waist, with such a grip as never yet had been +laid upon me. + +I heard my rib go; I grasped his arm, and tore the muscle out of it* (as +the string comes out of an orange); then I took him by the throat, which +is not allowed in wrestling; but he had snatched at mine; and now was no +time of dalliance. In vain he tugged, and strained, and writhed, dashed +his bleeding fist into my face, and flung himself on me with gnashing +jaws. Beneath the iron of my strength--for God that day was with me--I +had him helpless in two minutes, and his fiery eyes lolled out. + + * A far more terrible clutch than this is handed down, to + weaker ages, of the great John Ridd.--Ed. + +"I will not harm thee any more," I cried, so far as I could for panting, +the work being very furious: "Carver Doone, thou art beaten: own it, and +thank God for it; and go thy way, and repent thyself." + +It was all too late. Even if he had yielded in his ravening frenzy--for +his beard was like a mad dog's jowl--even if he would have owned that, +for the first time in his life, he had found his master; it was all too +late. + +The black bog had him by the feet; the sucking of the ground drew on +him, like the thirsty lips of death. In our fury, we had heeded neither +wet nor dry; nor thought of earth beneath us. I myself might scarcely +leap, with the last spring of o'er-laboured legs, from the engulfing +grave of slime. He fell back, with his swarthy breast (from which my +gripe had rent all clothing), like a hummock of bog-oak, standing out +the quagmire; and then he tossed his arms to heaven, and they were black +to the elbow, and the glare of his eyes was ghastly. I could only gaze +and pant; for my strength was no more than an infant's, from the fury +and the horror. Scarcely could I turn away, while, joint by joint, he +sank from sight. + +[Illustration: 693.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER LXXV + +GIVE AWAY THE GRANDEUR + +[Illustration: 694.jpg Illustrated Capital] + +When the little boy came back with the bluebells, which he had managed +to find--as children always do find flowers, when older eyes see +none--the only sign of his father left was a dark brown bubble, upon a +newly formed patch of blackness. But to the center of its pulpy gorge +the greedy slough was heaving, and sullenly grinding its weltering jaws +among the flags and the sedges. + +With pain, and ache, both of mind and body, and shame at my own fury, I +heavily mounted my horse again, and, looked down at the innocent Ensie. +Would this playful, loving child grow up like his cruel father, and end +a godless life of hatred with a death of violence? He lifted his noble +forehead towards me, as if to answer, "Nay, I will not": but the words +he spoke were these:-- + +"Don,"--for he could never say "John"--"oh, Don, I am so glad that nasty +naughty man is gone away. Take me home, Don. Take me home." + +It has been said of the wicked, "not even their own children love them." +And I could easily believe that Carver Doone's cold-hearted ways had +scared from him even his favorite child. No man would I call truly +wicked, unless his heart be cold. + +It hurt me, more than I can tell, even through all other grief, to take +into my arms the child of the man just slain by me. The feeling was a +foolish one, and a wrong one, as the thing has been--for I would fain +have saved that man, after he was conquered--nevertheless my arms went +coldly round that little fellow; neither would they have gone at all, +if there had been any help for it. But I could not leave him there, till +some one else might fetch him; on account of the cruel slough, and the +ravens which had come hovering over the dead horse; neither could I, +with my wound, tie him on my horse and walk. + +For now I had spent a great deal of blood, and was rather faint and +weary. And it was lucky for me that Kickums had lost spirit, like his +master, and went home as mildly as a lamb. For, when we came towards the +farm, I seemed to be riding in a dream almost; and the voices both of +man and women (who had hurried forth upon my track), as they met me, +seemed to wander from a distant muffling cloud. Only the thought of +Lorna's death, like a heavy knell, was tolling in the belfry of my +brain. + +When we came to the stable door, I rather fell from my horse than got +off; and John Fry, with a look of wonder took Kickum's head, and led +him in. Into the old farmhouse I tottered, like a weanling child, with +mother in her common clothes, helping me along, yet fearing, except by +stealth, to look at me. + +"I have killed him," was all I said; "even as he killed Lorna. Now let +me see my wife, mother. She belongs to me none the less, though dead." + +"You cannot see her now, dear John," said Ruth Huckaback, coming +forward; since no one else had the courage. "Annie is with her now, +John." + +"What has that to do with it? Let me see my dead one; and pray myself to +die." + +All the women fell away, and whispered, and looked at me, with side +glances, and some sobbing; for my face was hard as flint. Ruth alone +stood by me, and dropped her eyes, and trembled. Then one little hand +of hers stole into my great shaking palm, and the other was laid on +my tattered coat: yet with her clothes she shunned my blood, while she +whispered gently,-- + +"John, she is not your dead one. She may even be your living one yet, +your wife, your home, and your happiness. But you must not see her now." + +"Is there any chance for her? For me, I mean; for me, I mean?" + +"God in heaven knows, dear John. But the sight of you, and in this sad +plight, would be certain death to her. Now come first, and be healed +yourself." + +I obeyed her, like a child, whispering only as I went, for none but +myself knew her goodness--"Almighty God will bless you, darling, for the +good you are doing now." + +Tenfold, ay and a thousandfold, I prayed and I believed it, when I came +to know the truth. If it had not been for this little maid, Lorna must +have died at once, as in my arms she lay for dead, from the dastard and +murderous cruelty. But the moment I left her Ruth came forward and took +the command of every one, in right of her firmness and readiness. + +She made them bear her home at once upon the door of the pulpit, with +the cushion under the drooping head. With her own little hands she cut +off, as tenderly as a pear is peeled, the bridal-dress, so steeped and +stained, and then with her dainty transparent fingers (no larger than a +pencil) she probed the vile wound in the side, and fetched the reeking +bullet forth; and then with the coldest water stanched the flowing of +the life-blood. All this while my darling lay insensible, and white as +death; and needed nothing but her maiden shroud. + +But Ruth still sponged the poor side and forehead, and watched the long +eyelashes flat upon the marble cheek; and laid her pure face on the +faint heart, and bade them fetch her Spanish wine. Then she parted the +pearly teeth (feebly clenched on the hovering breath), and poured in +wine from a christening spoon, and raised the graceful neck and breast, +and stroked the delicate throat, and waited; and then poured in a little +more. + +Annie all the while looked on with horror and amazement, counting +herself no second-rate nurse, and this as against all theory. But the +quiet lifting of Ruth's hand, and one glance from her dark bright eyes, +told Annie just to stand away, and not intercept the air so. And at the +very moment when all the rest had settled that Ruth was a simple idiot, +but could not harm the dead much, a little flutter in the throat, +followed by a short low sigh, made them pause, and look and hope. + +For hours, however, and days, she lay at the very verge of death, +kept alive by nothing but the care, the skill, the tenderness, and the +perpetual watchfulness of Ruth. Luckily Annie was not there very often, +so as to meddle; for kind and clever nurse as she was, she must have +done more harm than good. But my broken rib, which was set by a doctor, +who chanced to be at the wedding, was allotted to Annie's care; and +great inflammation ensuing, it was quite enough to content her. This +doctor had pronounced poor Lorna dead; wherefore Ruth refused most +firmly to have aught to do with him. She took the whole case on herself; +and with God's help she bore it through. + +Now whether it were the light and brightness of my Lorna's nature; or +the freedom from anxiety--for she knew not of my hurt;--or, as some +people said, her birthright among wounds and violence, or her manner of +not drinking beer--I leave that doctor to determine who pronounced her +dead. But anyhow, one thing is certain; sure as stars of hope above us; +Lorna recovered, long ere I did. + +For the grief was on me still of having lost my love and lover at the +moment she was mine. With the power of fate upon me, and the black +cauldron of the wizard's death boiling in my heated brain, I had +no faith in the tales they told. I believed that Lorna was in the +churchyard, while these rogues were lying to me. For with strength of +blood like mine, and power of heart behind it, a broken bone must burn +itself. + +Mine went hard with fires of pain, being of such size and thickness; and +I was ashamed of him for breaking by reason of a pistol-ball, and the +mere hug of a man. And it fetched me down in conceit of strength; so +that I was careful afterwards. + +All this was a lesson to me. All this made me very humble; illness being +a thing, as yet, altogether unknown to me. Not that I cried small, or +skulked, or feared the death which some foretold; shaking their heads +about mortification, and a green appearance. Only that I seemed quite +fit to go to heaven, and Lorna. For in my sick distracted mind (stirred +with many tossings), like the bead in the spread of frog-spawn carried +by the current, hung the black and central essence of my future life. A +life without Lorna; a tadpole life. All stupid head; and no body. + +Many men may like such life; anchorites, fakirs, high-priests, and so +on; but to my mind, it is not the native thing God meant for us. My +dearest mother was a show, with crying and with fretting. The Doones, +as she thought, were born to destroy us. Scarce had she come to some +liveliness (though sprinkled with tears, every now and then) after her +great bereavement, and ten years' time to dwell on it--when lo, here was +her husband's son, the pet child of her own good John, murdered like his +father! Well, the ways of God were wonderful! + +So they were, and so they are; and so they ever will be. Let us debate +them as we will, our ways are His, and much the same; only second-hand +from Him. And I expected something from Him, even in my worst of times, +knowing that I had done my best. + +This is not edifying talk--as our Nonconformist parson says, when he can +get no more to drink--therefore let me only tell what became of Lorna. +One day, I was sitting in my bedroom, for I could not get downstairs, +and there was no one strong enough to carry me, even if I would have +allowed it. + +Though it cost me sore trouble and weariness, I had put on all my Sunday +clothes, out of respect for the doctor, who was coming to bleed me again +(as he always did twice a week); and it struck me that he had seemed +hurt in his mind, because I wore my worst clothes to be bled in--for lie +in bed I would not, after six o'clock; and even that was great laziness. + +I looked at my right hand, whose grasp had been like that of a +blacksmith's vice; and it seemed to myself impossible that this could +be John Ridd's. The great frame of the hand was there, as well as the +muscles, standing forth like the guttering of a candle, and the broad +blue veins, going up the back, and crossing every finger. But as +for colour, even Lorna's could scarcely have been whiter; and as for +strength, little Ensie Doone might have come and held it fast. I laughed +as I tried in vain to lift the basin set for bleeding me. + +Then I thought of all the lovely things going on out-of-doors just now, +concerning which the drowsy song of the bees came to me. These must +be among the thyme, by the sound of their great content. Therefore the +roses must be in blossom, and the woodbine, and clove-gilly-flower; the +cherries on the wall must be turning red, the yellow Sally must be on +the brook, wheat must be callow with quavering bloom, and the early +meadows swathed with hay. + +Yet here was I, a helpless creature quite unfit to stir among them, +gifted with no sight, no scent of all the changes that move our love, +and lead our hearts, from month to month, along the quiet path of life. +And what was worse, I had no hope of caring ever for them more. + +Presently a little knock sounded through my gloomy room, and supposing +it to be the doctor, I tried to rise and make my bow. But to my surprise +it was little Ruth, who had never once come to visit me, since I +was placed under the doctor's hands. Ruth was dressed so gaily, with +rosettes, and flowers, and what not, that I was sorry for her bad +manners; and thought she was come to conquer me, now that Lorna was done +with. + +Ruth ran towards me with sparkling eyes, being rather short of sight; +then suddenly she stopped, and I saw entire amazement in her face. + +"Can you receive visitors, Cousin Ridd?--why, they never told me of +this!" she cried: "I knew that you were weak, dear John; but not that +you were dying. Whatever is that basin for?" + +"I have no intention of dying, Ruth; and I like not to talk about it. +But that basin, if you must know, is for the doctor's purpose." + +"What, do you mean bleeding you? You poor weak cousin! Is it possible +that he does that still?" + +"Twice a week for the last six weeks, dear. Nothing else has kept me +alive." + +"Nothing else has killed you, nearly. There!" and she set her little +boot across the basin, and crushed it. "Not another drop shall they have +from you. Is Annie such a fool as that? And Lizzie, like a zany, at her +books! And killing her brother, between them!" + +I was surprised to see Ruth excited; her character being so calm and +quiet. And I tried to soothe her with my feeble hand, as now she knelt +before me. + +"Dear cousin, the doctor must know best. Annie says so, every day. What +has he been brought up for?" + +"Brought up for slaying and murdering. Twenty doctors killed King +Charles, in spite of all the women. Will you leave it to me, John? I +have a little will of my own; and I am not afraid of doctors. Will you +leave it to me, dear John? I have saved your Lorna's life. And now I +will save yours; which is a far, far easier business." + +"You have saved my Lorna's life! What do you mean by talking so?" + +"Only what I say, Cousin John. Though perhaps I overprize my work. But +at any rate she says so." + +"I do not understand," I said, falling back with bewilderment; "all +women are such liars." + +"Have you ever known me tell a lie?" Ruth in great indignation--more +feigned, I doubt, than real--"your mother may tell a story, now and then +when she feels it right; and so may both your sisters. But so you cannot +do, John Ridd; and no more than you can I do it." + +If ever there was virtuous truth in the eyes of any woman, it was now +in Ruth Huckaback's: and my brain began very slowly to move, the heart +being almost torpid from perpetual loss of blood. + +"I do not understand," was all I could say for a very long time. + +"Will you understand, if I show you Lorna? I have feared to do it, for +the sake of you both. But now Lorna is well enough, if you think that +you are, Cousin John. Surely you will understand, when you see your +wife." + +Following her, to the very utmost of my mind and heart, I felt that all +she said was truth; and yet I could not make it out. And in her last +few words there was such a power of sadness rising through the cover +of gaiety, that I said to myself, half in a dream, "Ruth is very +beautiful." + +Before I had time to listen much for the approach of footsteps, Ruth +came back, and behind her Lorna; coy as if of her bridegroom; and +hanging back with her beauty. Ruth banged the door, and ran away; and +Lorna stood before me. + +But she did not stand for an instant, when she saw what I was like. At +the risk of all thick bandages, and upsetting a dozen medicine bottles, +and scattering leeches right and left, she managed to get into my arms, +although they could not hold her. She laid her panting warm young breast +on the place where they meant to bleed me, and she set my pale face up; +and she would not look at me, having greater faith in kissing. + +I felt my life come back, and warm; I felt my trust in women flow; I +felt the joys of living now, and the power of doing it. It is not a +moment to describe; who feels can never tell of it. But the rush of +Lorna's tears, and the challenge of my bride's lips, and the throbbing +of my wife's heart (now at last at home on mine), made me feel that the +world was good, and not a thing to be weary of. + +Little more have I to tell. The doctor was turned out at once; and +slowly came back my former strength, with a darling wife, and good +victuals. As for Lorna, she never tired of sitting and watching me eat +and eat. And such is her heart that she never tires of being with me +here and there, among the beautiful places, and talking with her arm +around me--so far at least as it can go, though half of mine may go +round her--of the many fears and troubles, dangers and discouragements, +and worst of all the bitter partings, which we used to have, somehow. + +There is no need for my farming harder than becomes a man of weight. +Lorna has great stores of money, though we never draw it out, except for +some poor neighbor; unless I find her a sumptuous dress, out of her own +perquisites. And this she always looks upon as a wondrous gift from me; +and kisses me much when she puts it on, and walks like the noble woman +she is. And yet I may never behold it again; for she gets back to her +simple clothes, and I love her the better in them. I believe that she +gives half the grandeur away, and keeps the other half for the children. + +As for poor Tom Faggus, every one knows his bitter adventures, when his +pardon was recalled, because of his journey to Sedgemoor. Not a child +in the country, I doubt, but knows far more than I do of Tom's most +desperate doings. The law had ruined him once, he said; and then he had +been too much for the law: and now that a quiet life was his object, +here the base thing came after him. And such was his dread of this +evil spirit, that being caught upon Barnstaple Bridge, with soldiers +at either end of it (yet doubtful about approaching him), he set his +strawberry mare, sweet Winnie, at the left-hand parapet, with a whisper +into her dove-coloured ear. Without a moment's doubt she leaped it, into +the foaming tide, and swam, and landed according to orders. Also his +flight from a public-house (where a trap was set for him, but Winnie +came and broke down the door, and put two men under, and trod on them,) +is as well known as any ballad. It was reported for awhile that poor Tom +had been caught at last, by means of his fondness for liquor, and was +hanged before Taunton Jail; but luckily we knew better. With a good +wife, and a wonderful horse, and all the country attached to him, he +kept the law at a wholesome distance, until it became too much for its +master; and a new king arose. Upon this, Tom sued his pardon afresh; and +Jeremy Stickles, who suited the times, was glad to help him in getting +it, as well as a compensation. Thereafter the good and respectable +Tom lived a godly (though not always sober) life; and brought up his +children to honesty, as the first of all qualifications. + +My dear mother was as happy as possibly need be with us; having no +cause for jealousy, as others arose around her. And everybody was well +pleased, when Lizzy came in one day and tossed her bookshelf over, and +declared that she would have Captain Bloxham, and nobody should prevent +her. For that he alone, of all the men she had ever met with, knew good +writing when he saw it, and could spell a word when told. As he had now +succeeded to Captain Stickle's position (Stickles going up the tree), +and had the power of collecting, and of keeping, what he liked, there +was nothing to be said against it; and we hoped that he would pay her +out. + +I sent little Ensie to Blundell's school, at my own cost and charges, +having changed his name, for fear of what anyone might do to him. I +called him Ensie Jones; and we got him a commission, and after many +scrapes of spirit, he did great things in the Low Countries. He looks +upon me as his father; and without my leave will not lay claim to the +heritage and title of the Doones, which clearly belong to him. + +Ruth Huckaback is not married yet; although upon Uncle Reuben's death +she came into all his property; except, indeed, 2000 pounds, which Uncle +Ben, in his driest manner, bequeathed "to Sir John Ridd, the worshipful +knight, for greasing of the testator's boots." And he left almost a +mint of money, not from the mine, but from the shop, and the good use of +usury. For the mine had brought in just what it cost, when the vein of +gold ended suddenly; leaving all concerned much older, and some, I fear, +much poorer; but no one utterly ruined, as is the case with most of +them. Ruth herself was his true mine, as upon death-bed he found. I know +a man even worthy of her: and though she is not very young, he loves +her, as I love Lorna. It is my firm conviction, that in the end he +will win her; and I do not mean to dance again, except at dear Ruth's +wedding; if the floor be strong enough. + +Of Lorna, of my lifelong darling, of my more and more loved wife, I will +not talk; for it is not seemly that a man should exalt his pride. Year +by year her beauty grows, with the growth of goodness, kindness, and +true happiness--above all with loving. For change, she makes a joke of +this, and plays with it, and laughs at it; and then, when my slow nature +marvels, back she comes to the earnest thing. And if I wish to pay her +out for something very dreadful--as may happen once or twice, when we +become too gladsome--I bring her to forgotten sadness, and to me for +cure of it, by the two words "Lorna Doone." + +[Illustration: 703.jpg Tailpiece] + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lorna Doone, by R. D. 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