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THE LAST SUMMONS, 113 + + XIV. THOSE LEFT BEHIND, 122 + + XV. HER INHERITANCE, 131 + + XVI. FAREWELL, 139 + + XVII. THE WEST END, 148 + + XVIII. 'THE DAYS THAT ARE NOT,' 157 + + XIX. THE SWEETS OF LIFE, 166 + + XX. PLANS, 174 + + XXI. ACROSS THE CHANNEL, 182 + + XXII. A HELPING HAND, 190 + + XXIII. REAL AND IDEAL, 198 + + XXIV. THE UNEXPECTED, 206 + + XXV. THE FIRST WOOER, 214 + + XXVI. UNDER DISCUSSION, 222 + + XXVII. GLADYS AND WALTER, 229 + + XXVIII. A TROUBLED HEART, 236 + + XXIX. AN AWAKENING, 243 + + XXX. TOO LATE! 250 + + XXXI. 'WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN,' 259 + + XXXII. THE WANDERER, 266 + + XXXIII. A FAITHFUL FRIEND, 274 + + XXXIV. WHAT WILL SHE DO? 283 + + XXXV. A REVELATION, 291 + + XXXVI. TÊTE-À-TÊTE, 299 + + XXXVII. CHUMS, 307 + + XXXVIII. IN VAIN, 315 + + XXXIX. GONE, 323 + + XL. THE MATRONS ADVISE, 331 + + XLI. A GREAT RELIEF, 338 + + XLII. A DISCOVERY, 345 + + XLIII. A WOMAN'S HEART, 352 + + XLIV. THE MAGDALENE, 361 + + XLV. THE BOLT FALLS, 369 + + XLVI. THE WORLD WELL LOST, 377 + + + + +[Illustration] + +THE GUINEA STAMP + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +FATHERLESS. + + +It was an artist's studio, a poor, shabby little place, with a latticed +window facing the north. There was nothing in the furnishing or +arrangement of the room to suggest successful work, or even artistic +taste. A few tarnished gold frames leaned against the gaudily-papered +wall, and the only picture stood on the dilapidated easel in the middle +of the floor, a small canvas of a woman's head, a gentle Madonna face, +with large supplicating eyes, and a sensitive, sad mouth, which seemed +to mourn over the desolation of the place. The palette and a few worn +brushes were scattered on the floor, where the artist had laid them down +for ever. There was one living creature in the room, a young girl, not +more than sixteen, sitting on a stool by the open window, looking out +listlessly on the stretch of dreary fenland, shrouded in the cold and +heavy mist. It was a day on which the scenery of the fen country looked +desolate, cheerless, and chill. These green meadows and flat stretches +have need of the sunshine to warm them always. Sitting there in the soft +grey light, Gladys Graham looked more of a woman than a child, though +her gown did not reach her ankles, and her hair hung in a thick golden +plait down her back. Her face was very careworn and very sad, her eyes +red and dim with long weeping. There was not on the face of the earth a +more desolate creature than the gentle, slender girl, the orphan of a +day. At an age when life should be a joyous and lovely thing to the +maiden child, Gladys Graham found herself face to face with its grimmest +reality, certain of only one thing, that somewhere and somehow she must +earn her bread. She was thinking of it at that moment, with her white +brows perplexedly knitted, her mouth made stern by doubt and +apprehension and despair; conning in her mind her few meagre +accomplishments, asking herself how much they were likely to bring in +the world's great mart. She could read and write and add a simple sum, +finger the keys of the piano and the violin strings with a musicianly +touch, draw a little, and dream a great deal. That was the sum total of +her acquirements, and she knew very well that the value of such things +was _nil_. What, then, must become of her? The question had become a +problem, and she was very far away yet from its solution. + +The house was a plain and primitive cottage in the narrow street of a +little Lincolnshire village--a village which was a relic of the old +days, before the drainage system was introduced, transforming the fens +into a fertile garden, which seems to bloom and blossom summer and +winter through. Its old houses reminded one of a Dutch picture, which +the quaint bridges across the waterways served to enhance. There are +many such in the fen country, dear to the artist's soul. + +John Graham was not alone in his love for the wide reaches, level as the +sea, across which every village spire could be seen for many a mile. Not +very far away, in clear weather, the great tower of Boston, not +ungraceful, stood out in awe-inspiring grandeur against the sky, and was +pointed out with pride and pleasure by all who loved the fens and +rejoiced in the revived prosperity of their ancient capital. For ten +years John Graham had been painting pictures of these level and +monotonous plains, and of the bits to be found at every village corner, +but somehow, whether people had tired of them, or hesitated to give +their money for an unknown artist's work, the fortune he had dreamed of +never came. The most of the pictures found their way to the second-hand +dealers, and were there sold often for the merest trifle. He had somehow +missed his mark,--had proved himself a failure,--and the world has not +much patience or sympathy with failures. A great calamity, such as a +colossal bankruptcy, which proves the bankrupt to be more rogue than +fool, arouses in it a touch of admiration, and even a curious kind of +respect; but with the man out at elbows, who has striven vainly against +fearful odds, though he may have kept his integrity throughout, it will +have nothing to do; he will not be forgiven for having failed. + +And now, when he lay dead, the victim of an ague contracted in his +endeavour to catch a winter effect in a marshy hollow, there was nobody +to mourn him but his motherless child. It was very pitiful, and surely +in the wide world there must have been found some compassionate heart +who would have taken the child by the hand and ministered unto her for +Christ's sake. If any such there were, Gladys had never heard of them, +and did not believe they lived. She was very old in knowledge of the +world, that bitterest of all knowledge, which poverty had taught. She +had even known what it was, that gentle child, to be hungry and have +nothing to eat--a misery enhanced by the proud, sensitive spirit which +was the only heritage John Graham had left the daughter for whom, most +cheerfully, he would have laid down his life. The village people had +been kind after their homely way; but they, working hard all day with +their hands, and eating at eventide the substantial bread of their +honest toil, were possessed of a great contempt for the worn and haggard +man who tramped their meadow-ways with his sketch-books under his arm, +his daughter always with him, preserving still the look and manners of +the gently born, though they wore the shabbiest of shabby garments, and +could scarcely pay for the simple food they ate. It was a great mystery +to them, and they regarded the spectacle with the impatience of those +who did not understand. + +It was the month of November, and very early that grey day the chilly +darkness fell. When she could no longer see across the narrow street, +Gladys let her head fall on her hands, and so sat very still. She had +eaten nothing for many hours, and though feeling faint and weak, it did +not occur to her to seek something to strengthen her. She had something +more important than such trifling matters to engross her thoughts. She +was so sitting, hopeless, melancholy, half-dazed, when she heard the +voice of an arrival down-stairs, and the unaccustomed tones of a man's +voice mingling with the shriller notes of Miss Peck, their little +landlady. It was not the curate's voice, with which Gladys had grown +quite familiar during her father's illness. He had been very kind; and +in his desperation, when his end approached, Graham had implored him to +look after Gladys. It was a curious charge to lay upon a young man's +shoulders, but Clement Courtney had accepted it cheerfully, and had even +written to his widowed mother, who lived alone in a Dorsetshire village, +asking her advice about the girl. Gladys was disturbed in her solitude +by Miss Peck, who came to the door in rather an excited and officious +manner. She was a little, wiry spinster, past middle life, eccentric, +but kind-hearted. She had bestowed a great deal of gratuitous and +genuine kindness on her lodgers, though knowing very well that she would +not likely get any return but gratitude for it; but times were hard with +her likewise, and she could not help thinking regretfully at times of +the money, only her due, which she would not likely touch now that the +poor artist was gone. She had a little lamp in her hand, and she held it +up so that the light fell full on the child's pale face. + +'Miss Gladys, my dear, it is a gentleman for you. He says he is your +uncle,' she said, and her thin voice quite trembled with her great +excitement. + +'My uncle?' repeated Gladys wistfully. 'Oh yes; it will be Uncle Abel +from Scotland. Mr. Courtney said he had written to him.' + +She rose from her stool and turned to follow Miss Peck down-stairs. + +'In the sitting-room, my dear, he waits for you,' said Miss Peck, and a +look of extreme pity softened her pinched features into tenderness. 'I +hope--I hope, my dear, he will be good to you.' She did not add what she +thought, that the chances were against it; and, still holding the lamp +aloft, she guided Gladys down-stairs. There was no hesitation, but +neither was there elation or pleasant anticipation in the girl's manner +as she entered the room. She had ceased to expect anything good or +bright to come to her any more, and perhaps it was as well just then +that her outlook in life was so gloomy; it lessened the certainty of +disappointment. A little lamp also burned on the round table in the +middle of the narrow sitting-room, and the fire feebly blinked behind +Miss Peck's carefully-polished bars, as if impressed by the subdued +atmosphere without and within. Close by the table stood a very little +man, enveloped in a long loosely-fitting overcoat, his hat in one hand +and a large damp umbrella in the other. He had an abnormally large head, +and a soft, flabby, uninteresting face, which, however, was redeemed +from vacancy by the gleam and glitter of his remarkably keen and +piercing black eyes. His hair was grey, and a straggling beard, grey +also, adorned his heavy chin. Gladys was conscious of a strong sense of +repulsion as she looked at him, but she tried not to show it, and feebly +smiled as she extended her hand. + +'Are you Uncle Abel, papa's brother?' she asked--a perfectly unnecessary +question, of course, but it fell from her involuntarily, the contrast +was so great; almost she could have called him an impostor on the spot. + +'Yes,' said Uncle Abel in a harsh undertone; 'and you, I suppose, are my +niece?' + +'Yes. Can I take your overcoat or your umbrella?' asked Gladys; 'and +would you like some tea? I can ask Miss Peck to get it. I have not had +any myself--now I come to think of it.' + +'I'll take off my coat. Yes, you can take it away, but don't order tea +yet. We had better talk first--talking always makes one hungry; then we +can have tea, and we won't require any supper. These are the economics +poor people have to study. I guess you are no stranger to them?' + +Gladys again faintly smiled. She was not in the least surprised. Poverty +had long been her companion, she expected nothing but to have it for her +companion still. She took her uncle's hat and overcoat, hung them in the +little hall, and returned to the room, closing the door. + +'Perhaps you are cold, uncle?' she said, and, grasping the poker, was +about to stir up the fire, when he hastily took it from her, with an +expression of positive pain on his face. + +'Don't; it is quite warm. We can't afford to be extravagant; and I +daresay,' he added, with a backward jerk of his thumb towards the door, +'like the rest of her tribe, she'll know how to charge. Sit down there, +and let us talk.' + +Gladys sat down, feeling a trifle hurt and abashed. They had always been +very poor, she and her father, but they had never obtruded it on their +own notice, but had tried cheerfully always to accept what they had with +a thankful heart. But Love dwelt with them always, and she can make +divine her humblest fare. + +Mr. Abel Graham fumbled in the inner pocket of his very shabby coat, and +at last brought out a square envelope, from which he took the curate's +letter. + +'I have come,' he said quite slowly, 'in answer to this. I suppose you +knew it had been written?' + +'If it is Mr. Courtney's letter, yes,' answered Gladys, unconsciously +adopting her uncle's business-like tone and manner. 'Of course he told +me he had written.' + +'And you expected me to come, of course?' + +'I don't think I thought about it much,' Gladys answered, with +frankness. 'It is very good of you to come so soon.' + +'I came because it was my duty. Not many people do their duty in this +world, but though I'm a very poor man, I won't shirk it--no, I won't +shirk it.' He rubbed his hands together slowly, and nodded across the +hearth to his niece. Instead of being pleased, as she ought to have +been, with this announcement, she gave a quick little shiver. 'My +brother John--your father, I mean--and I have not met for a good number +of years, not since we had the misfortune to disagree about a trifle,' +continued the old man, keeping his eyes fixed on the girl's face till +she found herself made nervous by them. 'Time has proved that I was +right, quite right; but my brother John was always, if you will excuse +me saying it, rather pigheaded, and'-- + +'Don't let us speak about him if you do not feel kindly to him!' cried +the girl, her great eyes flashing, her slender frame trembling with +indignation. 'I will not listen, I will go away and leave you, Uncle +Abel, if you speak harshly of papa.' + +'So'--Abel Graham slapped his knee as he uttered this meditative +monosyllable, and continued to regard his niece with keener scrutiny, if +that were possible, than before. 'It is John's temper--a very firebrand. +My dear, you are very young, and you should not be above taking advice. +Let me advise you to control that fiery passion. Temper doesn't pay--it +is one of the things which nothing can ever make pay in this world. +Well, will you be so kind as to give me a little insight into the state +of your affairs? A poor enough state they appear to be in, if this +parson writes truly--only parsons are accustomed to draw the long bow, +for the purpose of ferreting money out of people's pockets. Well, my +dear, have you nothing to tell me?' + +Gladys continued to look at him with dislike and distrust she made no +attempt to disguise. If only he would not call her 'my dear.' She +resented the familiarity. He had no right to presume on such a short +acquaintance. + +'I have nothing to tell you, I think,' she said very coldly, 'except +that papa is dead, and I have to earn my own living.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +WHAT TO DO WITH HER. + + +'Your own living? I am glad to hear you put it so sensibly. I must say I +hardly expected it,' said the old man, with engaging frankness. 'Well, +but tell me first what your name is. I don't know what to call you.' + +'Gladys,' she answered; and her uncle received the information in +evident disapproval. + +'Gladys! Now, what on earth is the meaning of such a name? Your father +and mother ought to be ashamed of themselves! Why can't people name +their children so that people won't stare when they hear it? Jane, +Susan, Margaret, Christina,--I'm sure there are hundreds of decent names +they might have given you. I think a law should be passed that no child +shall be named until he is old enough to choose for himself. Mine is bad +enough,--they might as well have christened me Cain when they were at +it,--but Gladys, it beats all!' + +'I have another name, Uncle Abel. I was baptized Gladys Mary.' + +'Ah, that's better. Well, I'll call you Mary; it's not so heathenish. +And tell me what you have thought of doing for yourself?' + +'I have thought of it a great deal, but I have not been able to come to +any decision,' answered Gladys. 'Both papa and Mr. Courtney thought I +had better wait until you came.' + +'Your father expected me to come, then?' + +'Yes, to the last he hoped you would. He had something to say to you, he +said. And the last morning, when his mind began to wander, he talked of +you a great deal.' + +These details Gladys gave in a dry, even voice, which betrayed a keen +effort. She spoke almost as if she had set herself a task. + +'I came as soon as I could. The parson wrote urgently, but I know how +parsons draw the long bow, so I didn't hurry. Business must be attended +to, whatever happens. You don't know what it was your father wished to +say? He never asked you to write it, or anything?' + +'No, but in his wandering he talked of money a great deal, and he seemed +to think,' she added, with a slight hesitation, 'that you had taken some +from him. Of course it was only his fancy. Sick people often think such +things.' + +'He could not possibly in his senses have thought so, for I never had +any money, or he either. We could not rob each other when there was +nothing to rob,' said the old man, but he avoided slightly his niece's +clear gaze. 'Well, Mary, I am willing to do what I can for you, as you +are my brother's only child, so you had better prepare to return to +Scotland with me.' + +Gladys tried to veil her shrinking from the prospect, but her sweet face +grew even graver as she listened. + +'I am a very poor man,' he repeated, with an emphasis which left no +doubt that he wished it to be impressed firmly on her mind,--'very poor; +but I trust I know my duty. I don't suppose, now, that you have been +taught to work with your hands--in the house, I mean--the woman's +kingdom?' + +This sentimental phrase fell rather oddly from the old man's lips. He +looked the very last man to entertain any high and chivalrous ideal of +womanhood. Gladys could not forbear a smile as she answered,-- + +'I am afraid I am rather ignorant, Uncle Abel. I have never had occasion +to do it.' + +'Never had occasion; hear her!' repeated the old man, quite as if +addressing an audience. 'She has never had any occasion. She has been +born and cradled in the lap of luxury, and I was a born fool to ask the +question.' + +The desolate child felt the keenness of the sarcasm, and her eyes filled +with hot tears. 'You don't understand, Uncle Abel, you never can +understand, and there is no use trying to make you,' she said curiously. +'I think I had better call Miss Peck to get tea for us.' + +'Not yet; we must settle everything, then we needn't talk any more. I am +your only relation in the world, and as I have been summoned, perhaps +unnecessarily, on this occasion, I must, and will, do my duty. I have +not taken the long and expensive journey from Scotland for nothing, +remember that. So sit down, Mary, and tell me exactly how matters stand. +How much money have you?' + +The colour mounted high to the girl's white brow, and her proud mouth +quivered. Never had she so felt the degradation of her poverty! Now it +seemed more than she could bear. But she looked straight into her +uncle's unlovely countenance, and made answer, with a calmness which +surprised herself,-- + +'There is no money, none at all--not even enough to pay all that must be +paid.' + +Abel Graham almost gasped. + +'All that must be paid! And, in Heaven's name, how much is that? Try to +be practical and clear-headed, and remember I am a poor man, though +willing to do my duty.' + +'Mr. Courtney and I talked of it this morning, when we arranged that the +funeral should be to-morrow,' Gladys answered in a calm, straight, even +voice, 'and we thought that there might be five pounds to pay when all +was over. Papa has some pictures at the dealers'--two in Boston, and +three, I think, in London. Perhaps there might be enough from these to +pay.' + +'You have the addresses of these dealers, I hope?' said the old man, +with undisguised eagerness. + +'Yes, I have the addresses.' + +'Well, I shall apply to them, and put on the screw, if possible. Will +you tell me, if you please, how long you have lived in this place?' + +'Oh, not long,--in this village, I mean,--only since summer. We have +been all over the fens, I think; but we have liked this place most of +all.' + +'Heathens, wandering Jews, vagabonds on the face of the earth,' said the +old man to himself. 'So you have arranged that it will be to-morrow--you +and the parson? I hope he understands that he can get nothing for his +pains?' + +'I don't know what you are talking about,' said Gladys, and her mouth +grew very stern--her whole face during the last hour seemed to have +taken on the stamp and seal of age. + +'And what hour have you arranged it for?' + +'Eleven, I think--yes, eleven,' answered Gladys, and gave a quick, +sobbing breath, which the old man elected not to notice. + +'Eleven?' He said it over slowly, and took a penny time-table from his +pocket, and studied it thoughtfully. 'We can get away from Boston at +one. It's the worst kind of place this to get at, and I don't know why +on earth your father should have chosen it'--'to die in,' he had almost +added; but he restrained these words. 'We can't get to Glasgow before +midnight, I think. I hope you won't object to travelling in the +night-time? I must do it. I can't be away any longer from business; it +must be attended to. I hope you can be ready?' + +'I don't mind it at all,' answered Gladys in a still, quiet voice. Her +heart cried out against her unhappy destiny; but one so desolate, so +helpless and forlorn, may not choose. 'Yes, I shall be ready.' + +'Well, see that you are. Punctuality is a virtue--one not commonly +found, I am told, in your sex. You will remember, then, Mary, that I am +a very poor man, struggling to get the necessaries of life. You have no +false and extravagant ideas of life, I hope? Your father, surely, has +taught you that it is a desperate struggle, in which men trample each +other remorselessly under foot. Heaven knows he has had experience of +it, so far as I can hear and see.' + +'He never told me anything, Uncle Abel. We were happy always, he and I +together, because we loved each other. But I know that life is always +hard, and that the good suffer most,' said Gladys simply. + +A strange and unwonted thrill touched the selfish heart of the old man +at these words, as they fell gravely from the young lips, formed in +their perfect sweetness for the happy curves of joy and hope. + +'Well, well, if these are your views, you are less likely to be +disappointed,' he said, in gruff haste. 'Well, to go on. I am a poor +man, and I have a poor little home; I hope, when you come to share it, +you will be a help, and not altogether a burden on it?' + +'I shall try. I can learn to work. I must learn now,' Gladys answered, +with exemplary meekness. + +'There is an old woman who comes to do my little turn of a morning. +There is no reason why now I should not dispense with her services. She +is dear at the money, anyhow. I have often grudged it.' + +'I wonder to hear that you are so poor,' said Gladys, looking straight +into his face with her young, fearless eyes. 'Papa told me once that you +were quite rich, and that you had a splendid business.' + +Abel Graham looked distinctly annoyed at this unexpected statement +regarding his worldly affairs. + +'Your father, Mary, was as ignorant of the practical affairs of life as +an unborn babe. He never showed his ignorance more than when he told you +that fabrication--a pure fabrication of his fancy. I have a little trade +in the oil and tallow line. No, not a shop, only a little warehouse in a +back street in Glasgow. When you see it you will wonder how it has ever +kept body and soul together. A splendid business! Ha! ha! That is good!' + +'And do you live near it, Uncle Abel?' + +'I live at it--in it, in fact; my house is in the warehouse. It's not a +very genteel locality, nor a fine house, it is good enough for me; but I +warn you not to expect anything great, and I can't alter my way of life +for you.' + +'I hope I should never expect it,' answered Gladys quietly. 'And you +live there quite alone?' + +'Not quite. There is Walter Hepburn.' + +'Who is Walter Hepburn?' asked Gladys, and the Scotch name fell most +musically from her lips for the first time, the name which was one day +to be the dearest to her on earth. + +'He's the office boy--an imp of the devil he is; but he is sharp and +clever as a needle; and then he is cheap.' + +'Are cheap things always good, Uncle Abel?' Gladys asked. 'I have heard +papa say that cheap things are so often nasty, and he has spoken to me +more than once of the sin of cheapness. Even genius must be bought and +sold cheaply. Oh, he felt it all so bitterly.' + +'Mary Graham, your foolish father was his own worst enemy, and I doubt +he will prove yours too, if that is all he has taught you. You had +better get tea at once.' + +Thus rebuked, Gladys retired to the kitchen, and, to the no small +concern of the little landlady, she sat down on the low window-seat, +folded her hands on the table, and began helplessly to weep. + +'My dear, my dear, don't cry! He hasn't been good to you, I know he +hasn't. But never mind; better times will soon dawn for you, and he will +not stay. I hope he will go away this very night,' she said very +sympathetically. + +'No, he will stay till to-morrow, then I must go with him. He has +offered me a home, and I must go. There is nothing else I can do just +now,' said Gladys. 'I can't believe, Miss Peck, that he is papa's +brother. It is impossible.' + +'Dear Miss Gladys, there is often the greatest difference in families. I +have seen it myself,' said Miss Peck meditatively. 'But now you must +have something to eat, and I suppose he must be hungry too'-- + +'If you would get tea, please, we should be much obliged; and oh, Miss +Peck, do you think you could give him a bed?' + +'There is nothing but the little attic, but I daresay it will do him +very well. He doesn't look as if he were accustomed to anything much +better,' said Miss Peck, with frank candour. So it was arranged, and +Gladys, drying her eyes, offered to help the little woman as best she +could. + +Abel Graham looked keenly and critically at his niece when she returned +to the room and laid the cloth for tea. His eye was not trained to the +admiration or appreciation of beauty, but he was struck by a singular +grace in her every movement, by a certain still and winning loveliness +of feature and expression. It was not the beauty sought for or beloved +by the vulgar eye, to which it would seem but a colourless and lifeless +thing; but a pure soul, to which all things seemed lovely and of good +report, looked out from her grave eyes, and gave an expression of gentle +sweetness to her lips. With such a fair and delicate creature, what +should he do? The question suggested itself to him naturally, as a +picture of his home rose up before his vision. When he thought of its +meagre comfort, its ugly environment, he confessed that in it she would +be quite out of place. The house in which he had found her, though only +a hired shelter, was neat and comfortable and home-like. He felt +irritated, perplexed; and this irritation and perplexity made him quite +silent during the meal. They ate, indeed, without exchanging a single +word, though the old man enjoyed the fragrant tea, the sweet, home-made +bread, and firm, wholesome butter, and ate of it without stint. He was +not, indeed, accustomed to such dainty fare. Gladys attended quietly to +his wants, and he did not notice that she scarcely broke bread. When the +meal was over, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and rose +from the table. + +'Now, if you don't mind,' he said almost cheerfully, the good food +having soothed his troubled mind, 'I would like to take a last look at +my brother. I hope they have not screwed down the coffin?' + +Gladys gave a violent start. The word was hideous; how hideous, she had +never realised till it fell from her uncle's lips. But she controlled +herself; nothing was to be gained by exhibitions of feeling in his +presence. + +'No, they will come, I think, to-morrow, quite early. I did not wish it +done sooner,' she answered quietly. 'If you come now, I can show you the +door.' She took the lamp from the table, and, with a gesture of dignity, +motioned him to follow her. At the door of the little room where the +artist had suffered and died she gave him the lamp, and herself +disappeared into the studio. Not to sit down and helplessly weep. That +must be over now; there were things to be thought of, things to do, on +the threshold of her new life, and she was ready for action. She found +the matches, struck a light, and began at once to gather together the +few things she must now sacredly cherish as mementoes of her father. +First she took up with tender hand the little canvas from the easel, +looked at it a moment, and then touched the face with her lips. It was +her mother's face, which she remembered not, but had been taught to love +by her father, who cherished its memory with a most passionate devotion. +She wrapped it in an old silk handkerchief, and then began a trifle +dreamily to gather together the old brushes with which John Graham had +done so much good, if unappreciated, work. Meanwhile the old man was +alone in the chamber of death. He had no nerves, no fine sensibilities, +and little natural affection to make the moment trying to him. He +entered the room in a perfectly matter-of-fact manner, set the lamp on +the washhand-stand, and approached the bed. As he stood there, looking +on the face, calm, restful, beautiful in its last sleep, a wave of +memory, unbidden and unwelcome, swept over his selfish and hardened +heart. The years rolled back, and he saw two boys kneeling together in +childish love at their mother's knee, lisping their evening prayer, +unconscious of the bitter years to come. Almost the white, still outline +of the dead face seemed to reproach him; he could have anticipated the +sudden lifting of the folded eyelids. He shivered slightly, took an +impatient step back to the table for the lamp, and made haste from the +room. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE NEW HOME. + + +Next day at noon that strangely-assorted pair, the sordid old man and +the gentle child, set out in a peasant's waggon, which he had hired for +a few pence, to ride across the meadows to Boston. The morning was very +fair. In the night the mist had flown, and now the sun shone out warm +and cheerful, giving the necessary brightness to the scene. It lay +tenderly on the quaint fen village, and the little gilt vane on the +church steeple glittered proudly, almost as if it were real gold. + +Gladys sat with her back to the old horse, quite silent, never allowing +her eyes for a moment to wander from that picture until distance made it +dim. She had no tears, though she was leaving behind all that love had +hallowed. She wondered vaguely once or twice whether it would be her +last farewell, or whether, in other and happier years, she might come +again to kneel by that nameless grave. Abel Graham paid small attention +to her. He tried to engage in a conversation with the peasant who sat on +the front of the waggon, holding the reins loosely in his sunburnt +hands; but that individual was stolid, and when he did vouchsafe a +remark, Abel did not understand him, not being familiar with fen +vernacular. They reached Boston in ample time for the train, even +leaving half an hour to spare. This half hour the old man improved by +hunting up the dealer in whose hands were two of his brother's pictures, +leaving Gladys at the station to watch their meagre luggage. He drove a +much better bargain than the artist himself could have done, and +returned to the station inwardly elated, with four pounds in his pocket; +but he carefully concealed from his niece the success of his +transaction--not that it would have greatly concerned her, she was too +listless to take interest in anything. At one o'clock the dreary railway +journey began, and after many stoppages and changes, late at night +Gladys was informed that their destination was reached. She stepped from +the carriage in a half-dazed manner, and perceived that they were in a +large, brilliantly-lighted, but deserted, city station. All her worldly +goods were in one large, shabby portmanteau, which the old man weighed, +first in one hand and then in the other. + +'I think we can manage it between us. It isn't far, and if I leave it, +it will cost tuppence, besides taking Wat Hepburn from his work +to-morrow to fetch it.' + +'Can't we have a cab?' asked Gladys innocently. + +'No, we can't; you ought to know, if you don't, that a cab is double +fare after midnight,' said the old man severely. Just look in the +carriage to make sure nothing is left.' + +Gladys did so, then the melancholy pair trudged off out from the station +into the quiet streets. Happily the night was fine, though cold, with a +clear, star-begemmed sky, and a winter moon on the wane above the roofs +and spires. A great city it seemed to Gladys, with miles and miles of +streets; tall, heavy houses set in monotonous rows, but no green +thing--nothing to remind her of heaven but the stars. She had the soul +of the poet-artist, therefore her destiny was doubly hard. But the time +came when she recognised its uses, and thanked God for it all, even for +its moments of despair, its bitterest tears, because through it alone +she touched the great suffering heart of humanity which beats in the +dark places of the earth. In the streets after midnight there is always +life--the life which dare not show itself by day, because it stalks in +the image of sin. Gladys was surprised, as they slowly wended their way +along a wide and handsome thoroughfare, past the closed windows of great +shops, to meet many ladies finely dressed, some of them beautiful, with +a strange, wild beauty, which half-fascinated, half-terrified her. + +'Who are these ladies, Uncle Abel?' she asked at length. 'Why are so +many people in the streets so late? I thought everybody would be in bed +but us.' + +'They are the night-birds, child. Don't ask any more questions, but shut +your eyes and hold fast by me. We'll be home in no time,' said the old +man harshly, because his conscience smote him for what he was doing. + +Gladys again became silent, but she could not shut her eyes. Soon they +turned into another street, in which were even more people, though +evidently of a different order. The women were less showily dressed, and +many of them had their heads bare, and wore little shawls about their +shoulders. As they walked, the crowd became greater, and the din +increased. Some children Gladys also saw, poorly clad and with hungry +faces, running barefoot on the stony street. But she kept silence still, +though growing every moment more frightened and more sad. + +'Surely this is a terrible place, Uncle Abel,' she said at last. 'I have +never seen anything like it in my life.' + +'It isn't savoury, I admit; but I warned you. This is Argyle Street on a +Saturday night; other nights it is quieter, of course. Oh, he won't harm +you.' A lumbering carter in a wild state of intoxication had pushed +himself against the frightened girl, and looked down into her face with +an idiotic leer. + +Gladys gave a faint scream, and clung to her uncle's arm; but the next +moment the man was taken in charge by the policeman, and went to swell +the number of the drunkards at Monday's court. + +'Here we are. This is Craig's Wynd, or The Wynd, as they say. We have +only to go through here, and then we are in Colquhoun Street, where I +live. It isn't far.' + +In the Wynd it was, of course, rather quieter, but in the dark doorways +strange figures were huddled, and sometimes the feeble wail of a child, +or a smothered oath, reminded one that more was hidden behind the +scenes. Gladys was now in a state of extreme mental excitement. She had +never been in a town larger than Boston, and there only on bright days +with her father. It seemed to her that this resembled the place of which +the Bible speaks, where there is weeping and wailing and gnashing of +teeth. To the child, country born and gently reared, whom no unclean or +wicked thing had ever touched, it was a revelation which took away from +her childhood for ever. She never forgot it. When years had passed, and +these dark days seemed almost like a shadow, that one memory remained +vivid and most painful, like a troubled dream. + +'Now, here we are. We must let ourselves in. Wat Hepburn will be away +long ago. He goes home on Saturday night,' said the old man, groping in +his pocket for a key. It was some minutes before he found it, and Gladys +had time to look about her, which she did with fearful, wondering eyes. +It was a very narrow street, with tall houses on each side, which seemed +almost to touch the sky. Gladys wondered, not knowing that they were all +warehouses, how people lived and breathed in such places. She did not +know yet that this place, in comparison with others not many streets +removed, was paradise. It was quiet--quite deserted; but through the +Wynd came the faint echo of the tide of life still rolling on through +the early hours of the Sabbath day. + +'Here now. Perhaps you had better stay here till I bring a light,' said +the old man at length. + +'Oh no, I can't; I am terrified. I will come in, cried Gladys, in +affright. + +'Very well. But there's a stair; you must stand there a moment. I know +where the matches are.' + +Gladys stood still, holding in to the wall in silent terror. The +atmosphere of the place depressed her--it smelt close and heavy, of some +disagreeable oily odour. She felt glad to turn her face to the door, +where the cool night air--a trifle fresher--could touch her face. Her +uncle's footsteps grew fainter and fainter, then became louder again as +he began to return. Presently the gleam of a candle appeared at the +farther end of a long passage, and he came back to the door, which he +carefully closed and locked. Then Gladys saw that a straight, steep +stair led to the upper floor, but the place Abel Graham called his home +was on the ground floor, at the far end of a long wide passage, on +either side of which bales of goods were piled. He led the way, and soon +Gladys found herself in a large, low-ceiled room, quite cheerless, and +poorly furnished like a kitchen, though a bed stood in one corner. The +fireplace was very old and quaint, having a little grate set quite +unattached into the open space, leaving room enough for a stool on +either side. It was, however, choked with dead ashes, and presented a +melancholy spectacle. + +'Now,' said the old man, as he set the portmanteau down, 'here we are. +One o'clock in the morning--Sunday morning, too. Are you hungry?' + +'No,' said Gladys, 'not very.' + +'Or cold, no? That's impossible, we've walked so fast. Just take off +your things, and I'll see if there's anything in the press. There should +be a bit of bread and a morsel of cheese, if that rascal hasn't gobbled +them up.' + +Gladys sat down, and her eyes wandered over all the great wide room into +its shadowy corners, and it was as if the frost of winter settled on her +young heart. The old man hung up his coat and hat behind the door, and, +opening the press, brought therefrom the half of a stale loaf, a plate +on which reposed a microscopic portion of highly-coloured butter, and a +scrap of cheese wrapped in paper. These he laid on the bare table, where +the dust lay white. + +'Eat a mouthful, child, and then we'll get to bed,' he said. 'You'll +need to sleep here in my bed to-night, and I'll go to the back room, +where there's an old sofa. On Monday I'll get some things, and you can +have that room for yourself. Tired, eh?' + +Uncle Abel's spirits rose to find himself at home, and the child's sank +lower at the prospect stretching out before her. + +'No--that is, not very. It seems very long since morning.' + +'Ay, it's been a longish day. Never mind; tomorrow's Sunday, and we +needn't get up before ten or eleven.' + +'Don't you go to church, Uncle Abel?' + +'Sometimes in the afternoon, or at night. Oh, there are plenty of +churches; they grow as thick as mushrooms, and do about as much good. +Won't you eat?' + +The fare was not inviting; nevertheless, Gladys did her best to swallow +a few morsels, because she really felt faint and weak. It did not occur +to the miser that he might kindle a cheerful spark of fire to give her a +welcome, and to make her a cup of tea. He was not less cold and hungry +himself, it may be believed, but he had long inured himself to such +privation, and bore it with an outward semblance of content. + +When they had eaten, he busied himself getting an old rug and a pillow +from the chest standing across one of the windows, and carried them into +the other room, then he bade Gladys get quickly to bed, and not burn the +candle too long. He went in the dark himself, and when Gladys heard his +footsteps growing fainter in the long passage a great terror took +possession of her, the place was so strange, so cold, so unknown. For +some time she was even afraid to move, but at last she rose and crossed +the floor to the windows, to see whether from them anything friendly or +familiar could be seen. But they looked into the street, and had thick +iron bars across them, exactly like the windows of a gaol. It was the +last straw added to the burden of the unhappy child. Her imagination did +not lack in vividness, and a thousand unknown terrors rose up before her +terrified eyes. If only from the window she might have looked up to the +eyes of the pitying stars, she had been less desolate, less forlorn. A +sharp sense of physical cold was the first thing to arouse her, and she +took the candle and approached the bed. Now, though they had ever been +poor, the artist and his child had kept their surroundings clean and +wholesome. In her personal tastes Gladys was as fastidious as the +highest lady in the land. She turned down the covering, and when she saw +the hue of the linen her lip curled, and she hastily covered it up from +sight. In the end, she laid herself down without undressing above the +bed, spreading a clean handkerchief for her head to rest upon; and so, +worn-out, she slept at last an untroubled and dreamless sleep, in which +she forgot for many hours her forlorn and friendless state. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A RAY OF LIGHT. + + +Sunday was a dreary day. It rained again, and the fog was so thick that +it seemed dim twilight all day long in Gladys's new home. Her uncle did +not go out at all, but dozed in the chimney-corner between the intervals +of preparing the meagre meals. On Sunday Abel Graham attended to his own +housekeeping, and took care to keep a shilling off Mrs. Macintyre's +pittance for the same. Gladys, though unaccustomed to perform household +duties except of the slightest kind, was glad to occupy herself with +them to make the time pass. The old man from his corner watched with +much approval the slender figure moving actively about the kitchen, the +busy hands making order out of chaos, and adding the grace of her sweet +young presence to that dreary place. On the morrow, he told himself, he +should dismiss the expensive Mrs. Macintyre. Yes, he had made a good +investment, and then the girl would always be there, a living creature, +to whom he might talk when so disposed. + +'It isn't at all a bad sort of place, my dear,' he said quite +cheerfully. 'At the back, in the yard, there's a tree and a strip of +grass. In spring, if you like, you might put in a pennyworth of seeds, +and have a flower.' + +This was a tremendous concession. Gladys felt grateful for the kindly +thought which prompted it. + +'One tree, growing all by itself. Poor thing, how lonely it must be!' + +The old man looked at her curiously. + +'That's an odd way to look at it. Who ever heard of a tree being lonely? +You have a great many queer fancies, but they won't flourish here. +Glasgow is given up to business; it has no time for foolish fancies.' + +Gladys gravely nodded. + +'Papa told me so. Is it very far to Ayrshire, Uncle Abel?' + +The old man gave a quick start. + +'To Ayrshire! What makes you ask the question? What has put such a thing +into your head?' + +'Papa spoke of it so often, of that beautiful village where you and he +were born. He was so sorry I could not pronounce it right, Mauchline.' + +As that sweet voice, with its pretty English accent, uttered the +familiar name, again a strange thrill visited the old man's withered +heart. + +'No, you don't say it right. But I wonder that he spoke of it so much; +we were poor enough there, herd boys in the fields. We couldn't well +have a humbler origin, eh?' + +'But it was a beautiful life--papa said so--among the fields and trees, +listening to the birds--the same songs Burns used to hear. I seem to +know every step of the way, all the fields in Mossgiel, and every tree +in the woods of Ballochmyle. Just before he died, he tried to sing,--oh, +it was so painful to hear his dear, trembling voice,--and it was "The +Bonnie Lass o' Ballochmyle." If it is not very far, will you take me +one day, when you have time, Uncle Abel, to see Mauchline and Mossgiel +and Ballochmyle?' + +She looked at him fearlessly as she made her request, and her courage +pleased him. + +'We'll see. Perhaps at the Fair, when fares are cheap. But it will only +be to please you; I never want to see the place again.' + +'Oh, is not that very strange, Uncle Abel, that papa and you should +think of it so differently? He loved it all so much, and he always said, +when we were rich, we should come, he and I together, to Scotland.' + +'He was glad enough to turn his back on it, anyhow. If he had stayed in +Glasgow, and attended to business, he might have been a rich man,' said +he incautiously. + +'_You_ are not rich, though you have done so,' said Gladys quickly, +looking at him with her young, fearless eyes. 'I think papa was better +off than you, because he could always be in the country, and not here.' + +The undisguised contempt on the girl's face as she took in her +surroundings rather nettled the old man, and he gave her a snappish +answer, then picked himself up, and went off to his warehouse. + +Next day Gladys had to rise quite early--before six--and with her own +hands light the fire, under the old man's superintendence, thus +receiving her first lesson in the economy of firelighting. She was very +patient, and learned her lesson very well. While she was brushing in the +hearth she heard another foot on the passage, and was further astonished +by the tones of a woman's voice giving utterance to surprise. + +'Mercy on us! wha's he gotten noo?' + +The words, uttered in the broadest Scotch, and further graced by the +unlovely Glasgow accent, fell on the girl's ears like the sound of a +foreign tongue. She paused, broom in hand, and looked in rather a +bewildered manner at the short stout figure standing in the doorway, +with bare red arms akimbo, and the broadest grin on her coarse but not +unkindly face. + +'I beg your pardon, what is it?' Gladys asked kindly, and the surprise +deepened on the Scotchwoman's face. + +'Ye'll be his niece, mebbe--his brither's lass, are ye, eh? And hae ye +come to bide? If ye hiv, Almichty help ye!' + +Gladys shook her head, not understanding yet a single word. At this +awkward juncture the old man came hurrying along the passage, and Mrs. +Macintyre turned to him with a little curtsey. + +'I'm speakin' to the young leddy, but she seemin'ly doesna understand. I +see my work's dune; mebbe I'm no' to come back?' + +'No; my niece can do the little that is necessary, so you needn't come +back, Mrs. Macintyre, and I'm much obliged to you,' said the old man, +who was polite always, in every circumstance, out of policy. + +'Ye're awn me wan an' nine, fork it oot,' she answered brusquely, and +held out her brawny hand, into which Abel Graham reluctantly, as usual, +put the desired coins. + +'Yer brither's dochter, genty born?' said Mrs. Macintyre, with a jerk of +her thumb. 'Gie her her meat; mind, a young wame's aye toom. Puir thing, +puir thing!' + +Abel Graham hastened her out, but she only remained in the street until +she saw his visage at one of the upper windows, then she darted back to +the kitchen, and laid hold of the astonished Gladys by the shoulder. +'If ye ever want a bite--an' as sure as daith ye will often--come ye to +me, my lamb, the second pend i' the Wynd, third close, an' twa stairs +up, an' never heed him, auld skin o' a meeser that he is!' + +She went as quickly as she came, leaving Gladys dimly conscious of her +meaning, but feeling intuitively that the words were kindly and even +tenderly spoken, so they were not forgotten. + +When the water had boiled, the old man came down to supervise the making +of the porridge--a mystery into which Gladys had not been yet initiated. +Three portions were served on plates, a very little tea put in a tiny +brown teapot, and breakfast was ready. Then Abel went into the passage +and shouted to his young assistant to come down. + +Gladys was conscious of a strong sense of curiosity as she awaited the +coming of the 'imp,' which was his master's favourite name for him, and +when he entered she felt at first keenly disappointed. He was only a +very ordinary-looking street boy, she thought, rather undersized, but +still too big for his clothes, which were stretched on him tightly, his +short trousers showing the tops of his patched boots, which were several +sizes too large for him, and gave him a very ungraceful appearance. He +had not even a collar, only an old tartan scarf knotted round his neck, +and from the shrunk sleeves of the old jacket his hands, red and bony, +appeared abnormally large. But when she looked at his face, at the eyes +which looked out from the tangle of his hair, she forgot all the rest, +and her heart warmed to him before he had uttered a word. + +'This is Walter Hepburn--my niece, Mary Graham; and you may as well be +friendly, because I can't have any quarrelling here,' was the old man's +introduction; then, without a word of thanksgiving, he fell to eating +his porridge, after having carefully divided the sky-blue milk into +three equal portions. + +The two young persons gravely nodded to each other, and also began to +eat. Gladys, feeling intuitively that a kindred soul was near her, felt +a wild desire to laugh, her lips even trembled so that she could +scarcely restrain them, and Walter Hepburn answered by a twinkle in his +eye, which was the first bright thing Gladys had seen in Glasgow. But +though she felt kindly towards him, and glad that he was there, she did +not by any means admire him, and she even thought that if she knew him +better she would tell him of his objectionable points. For one thing, he +had no manners; he sat rather far back from the table, and leaned +forward till his head was almost on a level with his plate. Then he made +a loud noise in his eating, which disturbed Gladys very much--certainly +she was too fastidious and delicate in her taste for her present lot in +life. When that strange and silent meal was over, the old man retired to +the warehouse and left the children alone. But that did not disconcert +them, as might have been expected. From the first moment they felt at +home with each other. Walter was the first to speak. He leaned up +against the chimneypiece, and meditatively watched the girl as she began +deftly to clear the table. + +'I say, miss,' he said then, 'do you think you'll like to be here?' + +The English was pretty tolerable, though the accent was very Scotch. + +'No. How could I?' was the frank reply of Gladys. 'But I have nowhere +else, and I should be thankful for it.' + +'Um.' + +Walter thrust his hands into his diminutive pockets, and eyed her with a +kind of meditative gravity. + +'Are you always thankful when you should be?' he inquired. + +'I am afraid not,' Gladys answered, with a little shake of her head. +'You live here all the week, don't you, till Saturday night, when you go +home?' + +'Yes; and I'm always thankful, if you like, when Monday comes.' + +Gladys looked at him in wonder. + +'You are glad when Monday comes, to come back here? How strange!--and +the other place is home. Have you a father and mother?' + +'Yes, worse luck.' + +Again Gladys looked at him, this time with strong disapproval. + +'I don't understand you. It is very dreadful, I think, that you should +talk like that.' + +'Is it? Perhaps if you were me, and had it to do, you'd understand it. I +wish I was an orphan. When a man's an orphan he may get on, but he never +can if he has relations like mine.' + +'Are they--are they wicked?' asked Gladys hesitatingly. + +The lad answered by a short, bitter laugh. + +'Well, perhaps not exactly. They only drink and quarrel, and drink +again, whenever they have a copper. Saturday and Sunday are their head +days, because Saturday's the pay. But I'm better off than Liz, because +she has to be there always.' + +'Is Liz your sister?' + +'Yes. She isn't a bad sort, if she had a chance, but she never will have +a chance there; an' perhaps by the time I'm able to take care of her it +will be too late.' + +Gladys did not understand him, but forbore to ask any more questions. +She had got something fresh to ponder over, another of the many +mysteries of life. + +'I say, he's a queer old buffer, the boss, isn't he?' asked Walter, his +eye twinkling again as he jerked his thumb towards the door. 'They say +he's awful rich, but he's a miserable old wretch. I'd rather be myself +than him any day.' + +'I should think so,' answered Gladys, looking into the fine open face of +the lad with a smile, which made him redden a little. + +'I say, you might tell me why you think I'm so much better off than him. +I sometimes think myself that I'm the most miserable wretch in the +world.' + +'Oh no, you're not; you are quite young, and you are a man--at least, +you will be soon. If I were you I should never think that, nor be afraid +of anything. It isn't very nice to be a girl like me; with you it is so +different.' + +'Well, perhaps I ought to be thankful that I'm not a woman. I never +thought of that. Women have the worst of it mostly, now I think of it. +I'm sorry for you.' + +'Thank you.' + +Gladys looked at him gratefully, and both these young desolate hearts, +awaking to the possibilities and the sorrows of life, felt the chord of +sympathy responding each to the other. + +'He gives me five shillings a week here and my meat. They take it all at +home, and I want so awful to go to the night school. Do you know, it +takes me all my time to read words of three or four letters?' + +'Oh, how dreadful! I can read; I'll teach you,' she cried at once. +'Perhaps it would do till you can go to school.' + +'Could you? Would you?' + +The boy's whole face shone, his eyes glowed with the light of awakened +hope. He felt his own power, believed that he could achieve something if +the first great stumbling-block were removed. Something of his gladness +communicated itself to Gladys--showed itself in the heightened, delicate +colour in her cheek, in the lustre of her eyes. So these two desolate +creatures made their first compact, binding about them in the very hour +of their meeting the links of the chain which, in the years to come, +love would make a chain of gold. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +LIZ. + + +Abel Graham's business was really that of a wholesale drysalter in a +very small way. His customers were chiefly found among the small +shopkeepers who abounded in the neighbourhood, and as he gave credit for +a satisfactory time, he was much patronised. To give credit to a certain +amount was the miser's policy. When he once got the unhappy debtors in +his toils it was hopeless to extricate themselves, and so they continued +paying, as they were able, high prices and exorbitant interest, which +left them no chance of making any profit in their own humble sphere. He +had also lent a great deal of money, his income from that source alone +being more than sufficient to keep himself and his niece in modest +comfort, had he so willed. But the lust of gold possessed him. It was +nothing short of physical pain for him to part with it, and he had no +intention of changing his way of life for her. He was known in the +district under the elegant _sobriquet_ of Skinny Graham; and when Gladys +heard it for the first time, she laughed silently to herself, thinking +of its fitness. The simple-hearted child quickly accommodated herself to +her surroundings, accepting her meagre lot with a serenity a more +experienced mind might have envied. She even managed to make a little +atmosphere of brightness about her, which at once communicated itself to +the two who shared it with her. They viewed this exquisite change, it +may be believed, from an entirely different standpoint. The old man +liked the comfort and the cleanliness which the girl's busy hands made +in their humble home; the boy looked on with deep eyes, wonderingly, +catching glimpses of her white soul, and knowing that it was far above +and beyond the sordid air it breathed. She went out a great deal, +wandering alone and fearlessly in the streets--always in the streets, +because as yet she did not know that even in that great city, where the +roar and the din of life are never still, and the air but seldom clear +from the smoke of its bustle, are to be found quiet resting-places, +where the green things of God grow in hope and beauty, giving their +message of perpetual promise to the heart open to receive it. Gladys +would have welcomed that message gladly, ear and heart having been early +taught to wait and listen for it, but as yet she believed Glasgow to be +but a city of streets, of dull and dreadful stones, against which the +tide of life beat remorselessly for ever. And such life! For very pity +the child's heart grew heavy within her often as she looked upon the +stream of humanity in these poor streets, on the degraded, hopeless +faces, the dull eyes, the languid bearing of those who appeared to have +lost interest in, and respect for, themselves. She believed it wholly +sad. Standing on the outside, she knew nothing of the homely joys, the +gleams of mirth, the draughts of happiness possible to the very poor. +She thought their laughter, when it fell sometimes upon her ears, more +dreadful than their tears. So she slipped silently about among them, +quite unnoticed, looking on with large sad eyes, and almost as an angel +might. Sometimes looking to the heavens, which even walls and roofs of +stone could not shut out, she wondered how God, who loved all with such +a tender love, could bear to have it so. It vexed her soul with doubts, +and made her so unhappy that even in her dreams she wept. Of these +things she did not speak to those about her yet, though very soon it +became a habit with her and Walter to discuss the gravest problems of +existence. + +The old man offered no objections to the lessons, only stipulating that +no unnecessary candles should be consumed. He allowed but one to lighten +the gloom of the large kitchen; and every evening after tea the same +picture might have been seen--the old man dozing in the chimney-corner, +and the two young creatures at the little table with books and slates, +the unsteady light of the solitary candle flickering on their earnest +faces. Teacher and taught! Very often in the full after years they +looked back upon it, and talked of it with smiles which were not far off +from tears. It is not too much to say that the companionship of Walter +was the only thing which saved Gladys from despair; but for the bright +kinship of his presence she must have sunk under the burden of a life so +hard, a life for which she was so unfitted; but they comforted each +other, and kept warm and true in their young hearts faith in humankind +and in the mercy of Heaven. + +As the days went by, Walter dreaded yet more the coming of Saturday, and +Sunday to be spent in his own house in Bridgeton, but as yet he had not +spoken of his great sorrow to Gladys, only she was quick to notice how, +as the week went by and Saturday came, the shadow deepened on his face. +She felt for him keenly, but her perception was so delicate, so quick, +she knew it was a sorrow with which she must not intermeddle. There were +very many things in life, Gladys was learning day by day, more to be +dreaded than death, which is so often, indeed, the gentlest friend. + +One Monday morning Walter appeared quite downcast, so unusual with him +that Gladys could not forbear asking what troubled him. + +'It's Liz,' he said, relieved to be asked, though diffident in +volunteering information. 'She's ill,--very badly, too,--and she is not +looked after. I wish I knew what to do.' + +Gladys was sympathetic at once. + +'What is it?--the matter, I mean. Have they had a doctor?' + +'Yes; it's inflammation of the lungs. She's so much in the streets at +night, I think, when it's wet; that's where she's got it.' + +'I am very sorry. Perhaps I could do something for her. My father was +often ill; he was not strong, and sometimes caught dreadful chills +painting outside. I always knew what to do for him. I'll go, if you +like.' + +The lad's face flushed all over. He was divided between his anxiety for +his sister, whom he really loved, and his reluctance for Gladys to see +his home. But the first prevailed. + +'If it wouldn't be an awful trouble to you,' he said; and Gladys smiled +as she gave her head a quick shake. + +'No trouble; I shall be so glad. Tell me where to find the place, and +I'll go after dinner, before it is dark. Uncle Abel says I must not go +out after dark, you know.' + +'It's a long way from here, and you'll have to take two cars.' + +'I know the Bridgeton car; but may I not walk?' + +'No; please take these pennies. When you are going to see my sister, I +should pay. Yes, take them; I want you to.' + +Gladys took the coppers, and put them in her pocket. She knew very well +they would reduce the hoard he was gathering for the purchase of a +coveted book, but she felt that in accepting them she was conferring a +rare pleasure on him. And it was so. Never was subject prouder of a gift +accepted by a sovereign than Walter Hepburn of the fact that that day +Gladys should ride in comfort through the wet streets at his expense. It +was another memory for the after years. + +In the afternoon, accordingly, Gladys dressed and went out. Her uncle +had provided her with a warm winter cloak, which enveloped her from head +to foot. It was not new. Had Gladys known where it came from, and who +had worn it before her, she might not have enjoyed so much solid +satisfaction in wearing it, but though she had been told that it was an +unredeemed pledge she would not have known what it meant. + +It was a dry afternoon, though cloudy and cold. It was so near Christmas +that the shops were gay with Christmas goods; but in those who have no +money to spend in such luxuries, the Christmas display can only awaken a +dull feeling of envy and discontent. By dint of much asking, after +leaving the car, Gladys found the street where the Hepburns lived. It +was not so squalid as the immediate neighbourhood of her own home, but +it was inexpressibly dreary--one of these narrow long streets, with high +'lands' on either side, entered by common stairs, and divided into very +small houses. Outwardly it looked even respectable, and was largely +occupied by the poorer labouring class, who often divided their abodes +by letting them out to lodgers. It was one of the streets, indeed, where +the overcrowding had attracted the serious consideration of the +authorities. + +A bitter wind, laden with the promise of snow, swept through it from end +to end, and caught Gladys in the teeth as she entered it. It was not a +very cheerful welcome, and Gladys looked with compassion upon the +children playing on the pavement and about the doorways, but scantily +clad, though their blue fingers and pinched faces did not seem to damp +their merriment. The child-heart, full of glee and ready for laughter, +always will assert itself, even in the most unfavourable circumstances. +Round the door which Gladys desired to enter, a little band of boys and +girls were engaged playing the interesting game of 'Here's the Robbers +passing by,' and Gladys stood still, watching them with a kind of quiet, +tender interest, trying to understand the words, to which they gave many +strange meanings. They grew shy of the scrutiny by and by, and the spell +was broken by an oath which fell glibly from the lips of a small boy, +showing that it was no stranger to them. Gladys looked inexpressibly +shocked, and hastened into the stair, which was very dirty, and odorous +of many evil smells. The steps seemed endless, but she was glad as she +mounted to find the light growing broader, until at last she reached the +topmost landing, where the big skylight revealed a long row of doors, +each giving entrance to a separate dwelling. The girl looked confusedly +at them for a moment, and then, recalling sundry directions Walter had +given, proceeded to knock at the middle one. It was opened at once by a +young woman wearing a rusty old black frock and a large checked apron, a +little shawl pinned about her head quite tightly, and making her face +look very small and pinched. It was a very pale face,--quite ghastly, +in fact,--the very lips white, and her eyes surrounded by large black +circles, which made Gladys think she must be very ill. + +'Well, miss?' she said coolly and curtly, holding the door open only +about three inches. + +'Does Mrs. Hepburn live here?' asked Gladys, thinking she had made a +mistake. + +'Yes, but she's no' at hame. Come back the morn. Eh, Liz, will yer +mither be oot the morn?' + +'Ay; ask her what she wants,' a somewhat husky voice announced from the +interior, followed by a fit of coughing quite distressing to hear. + +'Oh, is that Walter's sister, who is ill?' said Gladys eagerly. 'Please, +may I come in? Ask her. Tell her that I have come from Colquhoun Street +to see her. I am Gladys Graham.' + +The young woman disappeared into the interior; a whispered consultation +followed, and a general hurrying movement of things being put straight, +then Gladys was bidden come in. + +She stepped into the little narrow dark passage, closed the door, and +entered the kitchen where the two girls were. It was quite a comfortable +place, clean and warm, though the air was close, and not wholesome. It +had a few articles of kitchen furniture, and two beds, one in each +corner, which rather crowded the space. On one of the beds, half-lying, +half-sitting, was Liz, Walter's sister, with a blanket pinned round her +shoulders, and a copy of the _Family Reader_ in her hand, open at a +thrilling picture of a young lady with an impossible figure being +rescued from a runaway horse by a youth of extraordinary proportions. + +Gladys entered the kitchen rather hesitatingly,--the young woman with +the sullen grey face disconcerted her--but when she looked at Liz she +smiled quite brightly, and came forward with a quick, ready step. + +'How are you? I am so sorry you are ill. Walter thought I might come to +see you. I hope you will soon be better.' + +Liz allowed her hand to be shaken, and fixed her very bright blue eyes +keenly on the girl's sweet face. Gladys felt that she was being +scrutinised, that the measure of her sincerity was gauged by that look, +but she did not evade it. With Liz, Gladys was much surprised. She was +so different from the picture she had drawn, so different from Walter; +there was not the shadow of a resemblance between them. Many would have +called Liz Hepburn beautiful. She was certainly handsome after her kind, +having straight, clear-cut features, a well-formed if rather coarse +mouth, brilliant blue eyes, and a mass of reddish-brown hair, which set +off the extreme fairness of her skin. Gladys felt fascinated as she +looked, though she felt also that there was something fierce, and even +wild, in the depths of these eyes. Evidently they found satisfaction in +their survey of the stranger's face, for she laid down the paper, and +gave her head a series of little nods. + +'Gie her a chair, Teen, and shove the teapat on to the hob,' she said, +offering to her guest such hospitality as was in her power. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +PICTURES OF LIFE. + + +Gladys sat down, and suddenly became conscious of what she was carrying, +a little flower-pot, in which bloomed a handful of Roman hyacinths, +their delicate and lovely blossoms nestling among the tender green of +their own leaves, and a bit of hardy fern. It was her only treasure, +which she had bought for a few pence in the market one morning, and she +had nothing else to bring to Liz. + +'Will you take this? Is it not very pretty? I love it so much, but I +have brought it for you. My father liked a flower when he was ill.' + +Liz gave another enigmatical nod, and a faint, slow, melancholy smile +gathered about the lips of Teen as she sat down to her work again, after +having stirred the fire and pushed the dirty brown teapot on to the +coals. In this teapot a black decoction brewed all day, and was partaken +of at intervals by the two; sometimes they ate a morsel of bread to it, +but other sustenance they had none. Little wonder the face of Teen was +as cadaverous as the grave. + +Then followed an awkward silence, during which Liz played with the +frayed edge of the blanket, and Teen stitched away for dear life at a +coarse garment, which appeared to be a canvas jacket. A whole pile of +the same lay on the unoccupied bed, and Gladys vaguely wondered whether +the same fingers must reduce the number, but she did not presume to ask. +She did not feel drawn to the melancholy seamstress, whose thin lips had +a hard, cold curve. + +'Were you reading when I came in? I'm afraid I have stopped you,' said +Gladys at length. + +'Ay, I was readin' to Teen "Lord Bellew's Bride; or the Curse of +Mountford Abbey." Splendid, isn't it, Teen?' said Liz quite brightly. +'We buy'd atween us every week. I'll len' ye'd, if ye like. It comes oot +on Wednesday. Wat could bring'd on the Monday.' + +'Thank you very much,' said Gladys. 'I haven't much time; I have a great +deal to do in the house.' + +'Hae ye? Ay, Wat telt me; an', michty! ye dinna look as if ye could dae +onything. The auld sinner, I'd pooshin him!' + +Liz looked quite capable of putting her threat into execution, and +Gladys shrank a little away from the fierceness of her eyes. + +'Ye are ower genty. His kind need somebody that'll fecht. If he was my +uncle, and had as muckle money as they say he has, I'd walk oot in silk +and velvet in spite o' his face. I'd hing them a' up, an' then he'd need +to pay.' + +Gladys only vaguely understood, but gathered that she was censuring the +old man with the utmost severity. + +'Oh, I don't think he is as rich as people say, and he is very kind to +me,' said she quickly. 'If he had not taken me when my father died, I +don't know what would have become of me.' + +'Imphm! The tea's bilin', Teen. Look in my goon pocket for a penny, an' +rin doon for twa cookies.' + +The little seamstress obediently rose, pushed back the teapot, and +disappeared. + +'If I wis you,' said Liz the moment they were alone, and leaning forward +to get a better look at Gladys, 'I wadna bide. Ye wad be faur better +workin' for yersel'. If ye like, I'll speak for ye whaur I work, at +Forsyth's Paper Mill in the Gorbals. I ken Maister George wad dae +onything I ask him.' + +She flung back her tawny locks with a gesture of pride, and the rich +colour deepened in her cheek. + +'Oh, you are very kind, but I don't think I could work in a mill. I +don't know anything about it, and I am quite happy with my uncle--as +happy as I can be anywhere, away from papa.' + +Liz regarded her with a look, in which contempt and a vague wonder were +oddly mingled. + +'Weel, if you are pleased, it's nae business o' mine, of course. But I +think ye are a fule. Ye wad hae yer liberty, onyway, and I could show ye +a lot o' fun. There's the dancin'-schule on Saturday nichts. It's grand; +an' we're to hae a ball on Hogmanay. I'm gettin' a new frock, white book +muslin, trimmed wi' green leaves an' a green sash. Teen's gaun to mak' +it. That's what for I'll no' gang to service, as my mither's aye +wantin'. No me, to be ordered aboot like a beast! I'll hae my liberty, +an' maybe some day I'll hae servants o' my ain. Naebody kens. Lord +Bellew's bride in the story was only the gatekeeper's dochter, an' +that's her on the horse, look, after she was my Lady Bellew. Here's +Teen.' + +Breathless and panting, the little seamstress returned with the cookies, +and made a little spread on the bare table. Gladys was not hungry, but +she accepted the proffered hospitality frankly as it was given, though +the tea tasted like a decoction of bitter aloes. She was horrified to +behold the little seamstress swallowing it in great mouthfuls without +sugar or cream. Gladys had sometimes been hungry, but she knew nothing +of that painful physical sinking, the result of exhausting work and +continued insufficiency of food, which the poisonous brew for the time +being overcame. Over the tea the trio waxed quite talkative, and 'Lord +Bellew's Bride' was discussed to its minutest detail. Gladys wondered at +the familiarity of the two girls with dukes and duchesses, and other +persons of high degree, of whom they spoke familiarly, as if they were +next-door neighbours. Although she was very young, and knew nothing of +their life, she gathered that its monotony was very irksome to them, and +that they were compelled to seek something, if only in the pages of an +unwholesome and unreal story, to lift them out of it. It was evident +that Liz, at least, chafed intolerably under her present lot, and that +her head was full of dreams and imaginings regarding the splendours so +vividly described in the story. All this time Gladys also wondered more +than once what had become of the parents, of whom there was no sign +visible, and at last she ventured to put the question-- + +'Is your mother not at home to-day?' + +This question sent the little seamstress off into a fit of silent +laughter, which brought a dull touch of colour into her cheeks, and very +much improved her appearance. Liz also gave a little short laugh, which +had no mirth in it. + +'No, she's no' at hame; she's payin' a visit at Duke Street.' And the +little grave nod with which Gladys received this information further +intensified the amusement of the two. + +'Ye dinna see through it,' said Liz, 'so I'll gie ye'd flat. My faither +and mither are in the gaol for fechtin'. They were nailed on Saturday +nicht.' + +'Oh!' + +Gladys looked genuinely distressed, and perhaps for the first time Liz +thought of another side such degradation might have. She had often been +angry, had felt it keenly in her own passionate way, but it was always a +selfish anger, which had not in it a single touch of compassion for the +miserable pair who had so far forgotten their duty to each other and to +God. + +'Gey bad, ye think, I see,' said Liz soberly. 'We're used to it, and +dinna fash oor thoombs. She'll be hame the nicht; but he's gotten thirty +days, an' we'll hae a wee peace or he comes oot.' + +Gladys looked at the indifferent face of Liz with a vague wonder in her +own. That straight, direct glance, which had such sorrow in it, +disconcerted Liz considerably, and she again turned to the pages of +'Lord Bellew.' + +'Don't you get rather tired of that work?' asked Gladys, looking with +extreme compassion on the little seamstress, who was again hard at work. + +'Tired! Oh ay. We maun tire an' begin again,' she answered dully. 'It's +sair on the fingers.' + +She paused a moment to stretch out one of her scraggy hands, which was +worn and thin at the fingertips, and pricked with the sharp points of +many needles. + +'It's dreadful; the stuff looks so hard. What do you make?' + +'Men's canvas jackets, number five, thirteenpence the dizen,' quoted the +little seamstress mechanically, 'an' find yer ain threed.' + +'What does that mean?' asked Gladys. + +'I get a penny each for them, an' a penny ower.' + +'For making these great things?' + +'Oh, I dinna mak' them a'. The seams are run up wi' the machine afore I +get them. I pit in the sleeves, the neckbands, an' mak' the buttonholes. +There's mair wark at them than ye wad think.' + +'Is the money not very little?' + +'Maybe; but I'm gled to get it. I'm no' able for the mill, an' I canna +sterve. It keeps body an' soul thegither--eh, Liz?' + +'Nae mair,' said Liz abstractedly, again absorbed in her paper. 'But +maybe oor shot 'll come.' + +Gladys rose to her feet, suddenly conscious that she had made a very +long visit. Her heart was heavier than when she came. More and more was +the terrible realism of city life borne in upon her troubled soul. + +'I'm afraid I must go away,' she said very quietly. 'I am very much +obliged to you for being so kind to me. May I come again?' + +'Oh, if ye like,' said Liz carelessly. 'But ye'll no' see Teen. She +lives doon the street. My mither canna bide her, an' winna let her nose +within the door, so we haud a jubilee when she's nailed.' + +'Oh, please don't speak like that of your mother!' + +Liz looked quite thunderstruck. + +'What for no'? I've never gotten onything frae her a' my days but ill. +I'll tell ye what--if I had ta'en her advice, I'd hae gane to the bad +lang syne. Although she is my mither, I canna say black's white, so ye +needna stare; an' if ye are no' pleased ye needna come back, I didna +spier ye to come, onyway.' + +'Oh no; pray forgive me if I have made a mistake. I am so sorry for it +all, only I cannot understand it.' + +'Be thankfu' if ye dinna, then,' replied Liz curtly. 'I'm no' very +ceevil to ye. I am much obleeged to ye for comin', for the flooers, an' +mair than a', for teachin' Wat to read.' + +Her face became quite soft in its outline; the harshness died out of her +bright eyes, leaving them lovely beyond expression. Gladys felt drawn to +her once more, and, leaning forward, without a moment's hesitation she +kissed her on the brow. It was a very simple act, no effort to the child +who had learned from her English mother to give outward expression to +her feelings; but its effect on Liz was very strange. Her face grew +quite red, her eyes brimmed with tears, and she threw the blanket over +her head to smother the sob which broke from her lips. Then Gladys bade +good-bye to the little seamstress, and slipped away down the weary stair +and into the grimy street, where already the lamps were lit. Her mind +was full of many new and strange thoughts as she took her way home, and +it was with an effort she recovered herself sufficiently to attend to +her simple duties for the evening. But when the old man and the boy came +down from the warehouse, supper was ready as usual, and there was +nothing remarked, except that Gladys was perhaps quieter than usual. + +'Yes, I have been, and I saw your sister, Walter,' she said at last, +when they had opportunity to talk alone. 'She is much better, she says, +and hopes to get out soon.' + +'Did you see anybody else?' + +'Yes, a friend whom she called Teen; I do not know her other name,' +answered Gladys. + +'Teen Balfour--I ken her. An' what do you think of Liz?' + +He put the question with a furtive anxiety of look and tone not lost on +Gladys. + +'I like her. At first I thought her manner strange, but she has a +feeling heart too. And she is very beautiful.' + +'You think so too?' said the lad, with a strange bitterness; 'then it +must be true.' + +'Why should it not? It is pleasant to be beautiful, I think,' said +Gladys, with a little smile. + +'For ladies, for you, perhaps it is, but not for Liz,' said Walter. 'It +would be better for her if she looked like Teen.' + +Gladys did not ask why. + +'I am very sorry for her too. It is so dreadful her life, sewing all day +at these coarse garments. I have many mercies, more than I thought. And +for so little money! It is dreadful--a great sin; do you not think so?' + +'Oh yes, it's a sin; but it's the way o' the world,' answered Walter +indifferently. 'Very likely, if I were a man and had a big shop, I'd do +just the same--screw as much as possible out of folk for little pay. +That's gospel.' + +Gladys laid her hand on his arm, and her eyes shone upon him. 'It will +not be your gospel, Walter, that I know. Some day you will be a rich +man, perhaps, and then you will show the world what a rich man can do. +Isn't there a verse in the Bible which says, "Blessed is he that +considereth the poor"? You will consider the poor then, Walter, and I +will help you. We shall be able to do it all the better because we have +been so poor ourselves.' + +It was a new evangel for that proud, restless, bitter young heart, upon +which the burden of life already pressed so heavily. Gladys did not +know till long after, that these words, spoken out of the fulness of her +sympathy, made a man of him from that very day, and awakened in him the +highest aspirations which can touch a human soul. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +LIZ SPEAKS HER MIND. + + +'Wat,' said Liz Hepburn to her brother next time he came home, 'what +kind o' a lassie is thon?' + +It was a question difficult for Walter to answer, and, Scotch-like, he +solved it by putting another. + +'What do you think of her?' + +'I dinna ken; she's no' like ither folk.' + +'But you liked her, Liz?' said Walter, with quite evident anxiety. + +'Oh ay; but she's queer. How does she get on wi' Skinny?' + +'Well enough. I believe he likes her, Liz, if he would let on.' + +Liz made a grimace. + +'I daursay, if he can like onything. I telt her my mind on the business +plain, an' offered to get her into our mill.' + +'Oh, Liz, you might have had more sense! Her work in a mill!' cried +Walter, with more energy than elegance. + +'An' what for no'?' queried Liz sharply. 'I suppose she's the same flesh +and bluid as me.' + +'Shut up, you twa,' said a querulous, peevish voice from the ingle-neuk, +where the mother, dull-eyed, depressed, and untidy, sat with her elbows +on her knees. She was in a poor state of health, and had not recovered +from the last week's outburst. It was Saturday night, but there was no +pay forthcoming from the head of the house, who was still in Duke Street +Prison. Walter looked at his mother fixedly for a moment, and the shadow +deepened on his face. She was certainly an unlovely object in her dirty, +unkempt gown, her hair half hanging on her neck, her heavy face looking +as if it had not seen soap and water for long, her dull eyes unlit by +any gleam of intelligence. Of late, since they had grown more dissipated +in their habits, Walter had fallen on the plan of keeping back his wages +till the beginning of the week--the only way in which to ensure them +food. Seldom, indeed, was anything left after Saturday and Sunday's +carousal. + +'Is there anything the matter the day, mother?' he asked quite kindly +and gently, being moved by a sudden feeling of compassion for her. + +'No, naething; but I'm clean dune. Wad ye no' bring in a drap, Wat?' she +said coaxingly, and her eye momentarily brightened with anticipation. + +'It won't do you any good, mother, ye ken that,' he said, striving still +to speak gently, though repulsion now mingled with his pity. 'A good +dinner or supper would do ye more good. I'll bring in a bit steak, if +ye'll cook it.' + +'I've nae stammick for meat,' she said, relapsing into her dull state. +'I'm no' lang for this world, an' my wee drap's the only comfort I hae. +Ye'll maybe wish ye hadna been as ill to me by an' by.' + +'I'm comin' alang some nicht, Wat,' said Liz, who invariably treated +such remarks with the most profound contempt, ignoring them entirely. +'D'ye think Skinny'll let me in?' + +'I daresay,' answered Walter abruptly, and, sitting down on the +window-box, he looked through the blindless window upon the masses of +roofs and the twinkling lights of the great city. His heart was heavy, +his soul sick within him. His home--so poor a home for him, and for all +who called it by that sweet name--had never appeared a more miserable +and homeless place. It was not the smallness nor the poverty of its +furnishing which concerned him, but the human beings it sheltered, who +lay a burden upon his heart. Liz was out of bed, crouching over the +fire, with an old red shawl wrapped round her--a striking-looking figure +in spite of her general _deshabille_, a girl at whom all men and many +women would look twice. He wished she were less striking, that her +appearance had matched the only destiny she could look for--grey, +meagre, commonplace, hopeless as a dull November day. + +'Your pecker's no' up, Wat?' she said, looking at him rather keenly. +'What are ye sae doon i' the mooth for?' + +Walter made no reply. Truth to tell, he would have found it difficult to +give expression to his thoughts. + +'He's aye doon i' the mooth when he comes here, Liz,' said the mother, +with a passing touch of spirit. 'We're ower puir folk for my lord noo +that he's gettin' among the gentry.' + +'The gentry of Argyle Street an' the Sautmarket, mother?' asked Walter +dryly. 'They'll no' do much for ye.' + +'Is Skinny no' gaun to raise yer screw, Wat?' asked Liz. 'It's high time +he was thinkin' on't.' + +'I'll ask him one o' these days, but he might as well keep the money as +me. This is a bottomless pit,' he said, with bitterness. 'It could +swallow a pound as quick as five shillings, an' never be kent.' + +'Ye're richt, Wat; but I wad advise ye to stick in to Skinny. He has +siller, they say, an' maybe ye'll finger it some day.' + +One night not long after, Liz presented herself at the house in +Colquhoun Street, to return the visit of Gladys. As it happened, Walter +was not in, having heard of a night school where the fees were so small +as to be within the range of his means. Gladys looked genuinely pleased +to see her visitor, though she hardly recognised in the +fashionably-dressed young lady the melancholy-looking girl she had seen +lying on the kitchen bed in the house of the Hepburns. + +'Daur I come in? Would he no' be mad?' asked Liz, when they shook hands +at the outer door. + +'Do you mean my uncle?' asked Gladys. 'He will be quite pleased to see +you. Come in; it is so cold here.' + +'For you, ay; but I'm as warm's a pie, see, wi' my new fur cape--four +an' elevenpence three-farthings at the Polytechnic. Isn't it a beauty, +an' dirt cheap?' + +Thus talking glibly about what was more interesting to her than anything +else in the world, Liz followed Gladys into the kitchen, where the old +man sat, as usual, in his arm-chair by the fireside, looking very old +and wizened and frail in the flickering glow of fire and candle light. + +'This is Walter's sister, Uncle Abel,' Gladys said, with that +unconscious dignity which singled her out at once, and gave her a touch +of individuality which Liz felt, though she did not in the least +understand it. + +The old man gave a little grunt, and bade her sit down; but, though not +talkative, he keenly observed the two, and saw that they were cast in a +different mould. Liz looked well, flushed with her walk, the dark warm +fur setting off the brilliance of her complexion, her clothes fitting +her with a certain flaunting style, her manner free from the least touch +of embarrassment or restraint. Liz Hepburn feared nothing under the sun. + +'And are you quite better, Liz?' asked Gladys gently, with a look of +real interest and sympathy in her face. + +'Oh ay, I'm fine. Wat's no' in?' she said, glancing inquiringly round +the place. + +'No; he has heard of a teacher who takes evening pupils for book-keeping +and these things, and has gone to make arrangements with him.' + +Never had the nicety of her speech and her sweet, refined accent been +more marked by Abel Graham. He looked at her as she stood by the table, +a slender, pale figure, with a strange touch of both child and maiden +about her, and he felt glad that she was not like Liz. Not that he +thought ill of Liz, or did not see her beauty, such as it was, only he +felt that the maiden whom circumstances had cast into his care and +keeping was of a higher type than the red-cheeked, bright-eyed damsel +whom so many admired. + +'An' when hae ye been oot, micht I ask?' inquired Liz calmly. 'Ye're a +jimpy-looking thing.' + +'Not since Sunday.' + +'Sunday! Mercy me! an' this is Friday. She'll sune be in her grave, Mr. +Graham. Folk maun hae fresh air. What way d'ye no' set her oot every +day?' + +'She is welcome to go if she likes, miss. I don't keep her in,' answered +the old man tartly. + +'Maybe no', but likely she has that muckle adae she canna get,' replied +Liz fearlessly. 'It's a fine nicht--suppose ye tak' a walk wi' me? The +shops is no' shut yet.' + +'Shall I go, uncle?' asked Gladys. + +'If ye want, certainly; but come in in time of night. Don't be later +than nine.' + +'Very well,' answered Gladys, and retired into her own room to make +ready for her walk. + +Then Liz, turning round squarely on her seat, fixed the old man +fearlessly with her eyes, and gave him a piece of her mind. + +'I saw ye lookin' at her a meenit ago, Maister Graham, an' maybe ye was +thinkin' the same as me, that she's no' lang for this world. Is't no' a +sin an' a shame for a cratur like that to work in a place like this? but +it's waur, if it be true, as folk say, that there's nae need for it.' + +So astonished was Abel Graham by this plain speaking on the part of a +girl he had never seen in his life, that he could only stare. + +'It's true,' added Liz significantly; 'she's yin o' the kind they mak' +angels o', and that's no' my kind nor yours. If I were you, I'd see +aboot it, or it'll be the waur for ye, maybe, after.' + +Happily, just then Gladys returned for her boots, and in her mild +excitement over having a companion to walk with, she did not observe the +very curious look on her uncle's face. But Liz did, and gave an inward +chuckle. + +'How's your father and mother?' he asked, making the commonplace +question a cover for the start he had got. + +'Oh, they're as well as they can expect to be,' Liz replied. 'He cam' +oot on Monday. I spiered if they had gi'en him a return ticket available +for a week.' + +The hard little laugh which accompanied these apparently heartless words +did not in the least deceive Gladys, and, looking up from the lacing of +her boots, she flashed a glance of quick sympathy upon the girl's face, +which expressed more than any words. + +'They're surely very ill-kinded,' was Abel Graham's comment, in rather a +surprised tone. Liz had given him more information about her people in +five minutes than Walter had done in the two years he had been with him. +The difference between the two was, that while sharing the bitterness of +their home sorrows, the one found a certain relief in telling the worst, +the other shut it in his heart, a grief to be brooded over, till all +life seemed tinged and poisoned by its degradation. + +'Oh, it's drink,' she said carelessly,--'the same auld story. Everything +sooms awa' in whisky; they'll soom awa' theirsel's some day wi'd, that's +wan comfort. I'm sure that's wan thing Wat an' me's no' likely to meddle +wi'. We've seen ower muckle o' the misery o' drink. It'll never be my +ruin, onyway. Are ye ready, Gladys?' + +'In a minute, just my hat and gloves,' Gladys answered, and again +retired. + +'I say, sir, d'ye no' think ye should raise Wat's wages? I had twa +things to say to ye the nicht, an' I've said them. Ye needna fash to +flyte; I'm no' feared. If ye are a rich man, as they say, ye're waur +than oor auld yin, for he haunds oot the siller as lang as it lasts.' + +'You are a very impudent young woman,' said Abel Graham, 'and not a fit +companion for my niece. I can't let her go out with you.' + +'Oh, she's gaun the nicht, whether you let her or no',' was the calm +answer. 'And as to being impident, some folk ca's the truth impidence, +because they're no' accustomed to it. But aboot Wat, ye ken as weel as +me, ye micht seek east an' west through Glesca an' no' get sic anither. +He's ower honest. You raise his wages, or he'll quit, if I should seek a +place for him mysel'.' + +The calm self-assertion of Liz, which had something almost queenly in +it, compelled the respect of the old man, and he even smiled a little +across the table to the chair where she sat quite at her ease, +delivering herself of these remarkably plain statements. In his inmost +soul he even enjoyed them, and felt a trifle sorry when Gladys appeared, +ready to go. Liz sprang up at once, and favoured the old miser with a +gracious nod by way of farewell. + +'Guid-nicht to ye, then, an' mind what I've said. I was in deid earnest, +an' I'm richt, as ye'll maybe live to prove. An' mind that there's ower +wee a pickle angels in Glesca for the ither kind, and we'd better tak' +care o' what we hae.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +EDGED TOOLS. + + +'Noo, whaur wad ye like to gang?' inquired Liz, as they shut the outer +door behind them. + +'Anywhere; it is pleasant to be out, only the air is not _very_ good +here. Do you think it is?' + +'Maybe no'. We'll look at the shops first, onyhoo, an' then we'll gang +an' meet Teen Ba'four. D'ye mind Teen?' + +'Oh yes. Is she quite well? She looked so ill that day I saw her. I +could not forget her face.' + +'Oh, she's well enough, I think. I never asks. Oor kind gangs on till +they drap, an' then they maistly dee,' said Liz cheerfully. 'But Teen +will hing on a while yet--she's tough. I dinna see her very often. My +mither disna like her. She brings me the _Reader_ on Fridays. Eh, +wummin, "Lord Bellew's Bride" is finished. Everything was cleared up at +the end, an' the young man Lord Bellew was jealous o' turns oot to be +only her brither. The last chapter tells aboot the christenin' o' the +heir, an' she wears a white brocade goon, trimmed wi' real pearls an' +ostrich feathers. Fancy you an' me in a frock like that! Wad it no' mak' +a' the difference?' + +'I don't know, I'm sure. I never thought of it,' answered Gladys, +quietly amused. + +'Hae ye no'? I often think o'd. If I lived in a big hoose, rode in a +carriage, an' wore a silk dress every day, I wad be happy, an' guid too, +maybe. It's easy to be guid when ye are rich.' + +'The Bible doesn't say so. Don't you remember how it explains that it is +so hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven?' + +Liz looked round in a somewhat scared manner into her companion's face. + +'D'ye read the Bible?' she asked bluntly. 'I never dae, so I canna mind +that. I never thocht onybody read it--or believed it, I mean--except +ministers that are paid for it.' + +'Oh, that is quite a mistake,' said Gladys warmly. 'A great many people +read it, because they love it, and because it helps them in the battle +of life. I couldn't live without it. Walter and I read it every night.' + +Liz drew herself a little apart doubtfully, and looked yet more +scrutinisingly into the face of Gladys. + +'Upon my word, ye're less fit than I thocht for this warld. What were ye +born for? Ye'll never fecht yer way through,' she said, with a kind of +scornful pity. + +'Oh yes, I will. Perhaps if it came to the real fight, I should prove +stronger than you, just because I have that help. Dear Liz, it is +dreadful, if it is true, to live as you do. Are you not afraid?' + +'I fear naething, except gaun into consumption, an' haein' naebody to +look after me,' responded Liz. 'If it cam' to that, I'd _tak'_ something +to pit an end to mysel'. My mind's made up on that lang syne.' + +She looked quite determined; her full red lips firmly set, and her eyes +looking straight before her, calm, steadfast, undaunted, in +corroboration of her boast that she feared nothing in the world. + +'But, Liz, that would be very wicked,' said Gladys, in distress. 'We +have never more to bear than we are able; God takes care of that always. +But I am sure you are only speaking in haste. I think you have a great +deal of courage--too much to do that kind of thing.' + +'Dinna preach, or we'll no' 'gree,' said Liz almost rudely. 'Let's look +at the hats in this window. I'll hae a new one next pay. Look at that +crimson velvet wi' the black wings; it's awfu' neat, an' only +six-and-nine. D'ye no' think it wad set me?' + +'Very likely. You look very nice always,' answered Gladys truthfully, +and the sincere compliment pleased Liz, though she did not say so. + +'Well, look, it's ten meenits past aicht. We were to meet Teen in the +Trongate at the quarter. We'll need to turn back.' + +'And where will we go after that?' inquired Gladys. 'The shops are +beginning to shut.' + +'You'll see. We've a ploy on. I want to gie ye a treat. Ye dinna get +mony o' them.' + +She linked her arm with friendly familiarity into that of Gladys, and +began to chatter on again, chiefly of dress, which was dear to her soul. +Her talk was not interesting to Gladys, who was singularly free from +that feminine weakness, love of fine attire. No doubt she owed this to +her upbringing, having lived always alone with her father, and knowing +very few of her own sex. But she listened patiently to Liz's minute +account of the spring clothes she had in view, and even tried to make +some suggestions on her own account. + +It was with something of a relief, however, that she beheld among the +crowd at last the slight figure and pale countenance of Teen. + +'Guid-e'enin' to ye,' Teen said in her monotonous voice, and without a +smile or brightening of her face. 'Fine dry nicht. We're late, Liz, ten +minutes.' + +'Oh, it doesna matter. We'll mak' a sensation,' said Liz, with a grim +smile. 'A' the same, we'd better hurry up an' get oor sixpenceworth.' + +'Where are we going?' asked Gladys rather doubtfully. + +'Oh, ye'll see. I promised ye a treat,' answered Liz; and the trio +quickened their steps until they came to a narrow entrance, illuminated, +however, by a blaze of gas jets, and adorned about the doorway with +sundry bills and pictures of music-hall _artistes_. + +Before Gladys could utter the least protest, she was whisked in, paid +for at the box, and hurried up-stairs into a brilliantly-lighted hall, +the atmosphere of which, however, was reeking with the smoke and the +odour of tobacco and cheap cigars. Somebody was singing in a high, +shrill, unlovely voice, and when Gladys looked towards the platform +behind the footlights, she was horrified at the spectacle of a large, +coarse-looking woman, wearing the scantiest possible amount of clothing, +her face painted and powdered, her hair adorned with gilt spangles, her +arms and neck hung with sham jewellery. + +'Who is she? Is it not awful?' whispered Gladys, which questions sent +the undemonstrative Teen off into one of her silent fits of laughter. + +But Liz looked a trifle annoyed. + +'Don't ask such silly questions. That's Mademoiselle Frivol, and she's +appearin' in a new character. It's an awful funny song, evidently. See +how they're laughin'. Be quiet, an' let's listen.' + +Gladys held her peace, and sank into the seat beside Liz, and looked +about her in a kind of horrified wonder. + +It was a large place, with a gallery opposite the stage. The seats in +the body of the hall were not set very closely together, and the +audience could move freely about. It was very full; a great many young +men, well-dressed, and even gentlemanly-looking in outward appearance at +least; the majority were smoking. The women present were mostly +young--many of them mere girls, and there was a great deal of talking +and bantering going on between them and the young men. + +Those in the gallery were evidently of the poorer class, and they +accompanied the chorus of the song with a vigorous stamping of feet and +whistling accompaniment. When Mademoiselle Frivol had concluded her +performance with a little dance which brought down the house, there was +a short interval, and presently some young men sauntered up to the three +girls, and bade them good-evening in an easy, familiar way, which made +the colour leap to the cheek of Gladys, though she did not know why. She +knew nothing about young men, and had no experience to enable her to +discern the fine shades of their demeanour towards women; but that +innate delicacy which is the safeguard and the unfailing monitor of +every woman until she wilfully throws it away for ever, told the +pure-minded girl that something was amiss, and that it was no place for +her. + +'Who's your chum, old girl?' asked a gorgeous youth, who wore an +imitation diamond breastpin and finger-ring. 'Give us an introduction, +Miss Hepburn.' + +He did not remove his cigar, but looked down upon the pale face of +Gladys with a kind of familiar approval which hurt her, and made her +long to flee from the place. + +'No; shut up, an' let her a-be,' answered Liz tartly. 'Hae ye a +programme?' + +'Yes, but you don't deserve it for being so shabby,' said the gorgeous +youth, putting on a double eyeglass, and still honouring Gladys with his +attention. + +'I hope you will enjoy the performance, miss,' he added. 'Did you hear +Frivol's song? It was very clever, quite the hit of the evening.' + +Gladys never opened her mouth. When she afterwards looked back on that +experience, she wondered how she had been able to preserve her calm, +cold unconcern, which very soon convinced the youth that his advances +were not welcome. Liz looked round at her, and, noting the proud, +contemptuous curl of the girl's sweet lips, laughed up in his face. + +'It's no go, Mr. Sinclair. Let's see that programme, an' dinna be mean.' + +But the discomfited Mr. Sinclair, in no little chagrin, departed as +rudely as he came. + +'Ye dinna want a gentleman lover, Gladys,' whispered Liz. 'He's struck, +onybody can see that, an' he's in business for himsel'. I'm sure he's +masher enough for you. Wull I gie him the hint to come back?' + +'I'm going home, Liz. This is no place for me, nor for any of us, I know +that,' said Gladys, quite hotly for her. + +'Oh no, you're no'. We must hae oor sixpenceworth. Bide or nine, onyhoo. +That's just twenty meenits. Here's the acrobats; ye'll like that.' + +The acrobatic performance fascinated Gladys even while it horrified and +almost made her sick. She watched every contortion of the bodies with +the most morbid and intense interest, though feeling it to be hideous +all the time. It excited her very much, and her cheeks flushed, her eyes +shone with unwonted brilliance. When it was over, she rose to her feet. + +'I'm going out, Liz. This is a bad place; I know it is. I'm going home.' + +Liz looked up, with annoyance, at the clock. + +'It's too bad; aichteenpence awa' for naething, but I suppose we maun +gang. I've to leave mysel', onyway, at nine. Ye'll bide, Teen, yersel'?' + +'No' me. There's no' much the nicht, onyway,' answered Teen; and her +weird black eyes wandered restlessly through the hall, as if looking in +vain for an absent face. So the three quitted the place in less than +half an hour after they had entered it. + +One of the audience watched their movements, and left the hall +immediately behind them by another door. As they moved along the busy +street some one touched Liz on the shoulder, and Gladys felt her hand +tremble as it lay on her arm. + +'I maun say guid-nicht here, Gladys,' she said hurriedly, and her cheeks +were aflame. 'I'm vexed ye didna like the play. I meant it weel. Ye'll +see her hame, Teen?' + +'Ay,' answered Teen, and next moment Liz was gone. + +Gladys, glancing back, saw her cross the street beside a tall, +broad-shouldered, handsome-looking man, though she could not see his +face. + +'That's her bean,' said Teen, with a nod. 'He's a swell; that's what for +she has her best claes on. They're awa' for a walk noo. He was in the +hall, but I didna see him.' + +'Is she going to be married to him?' inquired Gladys, with interest. + +'She hopes sae; but--but--I wadna like to sweer by it. He's a slippery +customer, an' aye was. I ken a lassie in Dennistoun he carried on as far +as Liz, but I'm no' feared for Liz. She can watch hersel'.' + +A strange feeling of weariness and vague terror came over Gladys. Day by +day more of life was revealed to her, and added to her great perplexity. +She did not like the phase with which she had that night made +acquaintance. Conversation did not flourish between them, and they were +glad to part at the corner of the Lane. Gladys ran up to the house, +feeling almost as if somebody pursued her, and she was out of breath +when she reached the door. Walter had returned from his first evening +lesson, and great had been his disappointment to find Gladys out. He was +quick to note, when she entered the kitchen, certain signs of nervous +excitement, which made him wonder where she had been. + +'It's nearly half-past nine,' said the old man crossly; 'too late for +you to be in the streets. Get to bed now, and be up to work in the +morning.' + +'Yes, uncle,' said Gladys meekly, and retired to her own room +thankfully, to lay off her bonnet and cloak. + +Walter hung about by the dying fire after the old man went up to take +his nightly survey of the premises, and at last Gladys came back. + +'Did you have a good lesson, Walter?' she asked, with a slight smile. + +'Oh, splendid. What a thing it is to learn! I feel as if I could do +anything now I have begun,' he cried enthusiastically. 'Mr. Robertson +was so kind. He will give me Euclid as well for the same money. He says +he sees I am in earnest. Life is a fine thing after all, sometimes.' + +'Yes.' Gladys looked upon his face, flushed with the fine enthusiasm of +youth, with a slight feeling of envy. She felt very old and tired and +sad. + +'And you've been out with Liz?' he said then, seeing that for some +unexplained reason she was not so interested as usual in his pursuits. +'Where did she take you?' + +'To a music hall--not a nice place, Walter,' said Gladys almost +shamefacedly. + +His colour, the flush of quick anger, leaped in his cheek. + +'A music hall! I should just say it isn't a nice place. How dared she? I +see Liz needs me to talk to her plainly, and I will next time I see +her,' he began hotly; but just then the old man returned, and they kept +silence. But the evening's 'ploy' disturbed them both all night, though +in a different way. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +AN IMPENDING CHANGE. + + +It was an uneventful year. Spring succeeded the fogs and frosts of +winter, sunny skies and warmer airs came again, bringing comfort to +those who could buy artificial heat, so making gladness in cities, and a +wonder of loveliness in country places, where Nature reigns supreme. The +hardy flowers Gladys planted in the little yard grew and blossomed; the +solitary tree, in spite of its loneliness, put forth its fresh green +buds, and made itself a thing of beauty in the maiden's eyes. In that +lonely home the tide of life flowed evenly. The old man made his +bargains, cutting them perhaps a trifle less keenly than in former +years. The lad, approaching young manhood, did his daily work, and drank +yet deeper of the waters of knowledge, becoming day by day more +conscious of his power, more full of hope and high ambition for the +future. And the child Gladys, approaching womanhood also, contentedly +performed her lowly tasks, and dreamed her dreams likewise, sometimes +wondering vaguely how long this monotonous, grey stream would flow on, +yet not wishing it disturbed, lest greater ills than she knew might +beset her way. + +Again winter came, and just when spring was gathering up her skirts to +spread them benignly over the earth, a great change came, a very great +change indeed. + +It was a March day--cold, bitter, blustering east winds tearing through +the streets, catching the breath with a touch of ice--when the old man, +who to the observant eye had become of late decrepit and very +frail-looking, came shivering down from his warehouse, and, creeping to +the fire, tried to warm his chilled body, saying he felt himself very +ill. + +'I think you should go to bed, uncle, and Walter will go for the +doctor,' said Gladys, in concern. 'Shall I call him now?' + +'No; I'll go to bed, and you can give me some toddy. There's my keys; +you'll get the bottle on the top shelf of the press in the office. I +won't send for the doctor yet. You can't get them out when once they get +a foot in, and their fees are scandalous. No, I'll have no doctors +here.' + +Gladys knew very well that it was useless to dispute his decision, and, +taking his keys, ran lightly up-stairs to the warehouse. + +'I am afraid Uncle Abel is quite ill, Walter,' she said, as she unlocked +the cupboard. 'He shivers very much, and looks so strangely. Do you not +think we should have the doctor?' + +'Yes; but he won't have him. I think he looks very bad. He's been bad +for days, and his cough is awful, but he won't give in.' + +'If he is not better to-morrow, you will just go for the doctor +yourself, Walter. After he is here, uncle can't say much,' said Gladys +thoughtfully. 'I will do what I can for him to-day. I am afraid he looks +very like papa. I don't like his eyes.' + +She took the bottle down, and retired again, with a nod and a +smile--the only inspiration known to the soul of Walter. It was not of +the old man he thought as he busied himself among the goods, but of the +fair girl who had come to him in his desolation as a revelation of +everything lovely and of good report. + +The hot fumes of the toddy sent the old man off into a heavy sleep, +during which he got a respite from his racking cough. It was late +afternoon when he awoke, and Gladys was sitting by the fire in the +fading light, idle, for a wonder, though her work lay on her lap. It was +too dark for her to see, and she feared to move lest she should awaken +the sleeper. He was awake, however, some time before she was aware, and +he lay looking at her intently, his face betokening thought of the most +serious kind. She was startled at length by his utterance of her name. + +'Yes, uncle, you have had a fine sleep, so many hours. See, it is almost +dark, and Walter will be down presently,' she said brightly. 'Are you +ready for tea now?' + +She came to his bed-side, and looked down upon him as tenderly as if he +had been the dearest being to her on earth. + +'You are a good girl, a good girl,' he said quickly,--'the best girl in +the whole world.' + +Her face flushed with pleasure at this rare praise. + +'I am very glad, uncle, if you think so,' she said gently. 'And now, +what can the best girl in the world do to keep up her reputation? Is the +pain gone?' + +'Almost; it is not so bad, anyhow. Do you think I'm dying, Gladys?' + +She gave a quick start, and her cheek blanched slightly at this sudden +question. + +'Oh no. Why do you ask such a thing, uncle? You have only got a very +bad cold--a chill caught in that cold place up there. I wonder you have +escaped so long.' + +'Ay, it is rather cold. I've been often chilled to the bone, and I've +seen Walter's fingers blue with cold,' he said. 'You'll run up soon and +tell him to haul all the soap-boxes out of the fireplace, and build up a +big fire to be ready for the morning, lighted the first thing.' + +'Very well, uncle; but I don't think I'll let you up-stairs to-morrow.' + +'It's for Walter, not for me. If I'm better, I've something else to do +to-morrow.' + +'Well, we'll see,' said Gladys briskly. 'Now I must set on the kettle. +Wouldn't you like something for tea?' + +'No, nothing. I've no hunger,' he answered, and his eyes followed her as +she crossed the floor and busied herself with her accustomed skill about +the fireplace. + +'You're an industrious creature. Nothing comes amiss to you,' he said +musingly. 'It's a poor life for a young woman like you. I wonder you've +stood it so long?' + +'It has been a very good life on the whole, uncle,' Gladys replied +cheerfully. 'I have had a great many blessings; I never go out but I +feel how many. And I have always tried to be contented.' + +'Have you never been very angry with me,' he asked unexpectedly. + +'No, never; but'-- + +'But what?' + +'Sorry for you often.' + +'Why?' + +'Because you did not take all the good of life you might.' + +'How could I? A poor man can't revel in the good things of life,' he +said, with a slight touch of irritation. + +'No, quite true; but some poor people seem to make more out of small +things. That was what I meant,' said Gladys meekly. 'But we must not +talk anything disagreeable, uncle; it is not good for you.' + +'But I want to talk. I say, were you disappointed because I never took +you into Ayrshire in the summer?' + +'Yes, uncle, a little, but it soon passed. When summer comes again, you +will take me, I am sure.' + +'You will go, anyhow, whether I do or not,' he said pointedly. 'Will you +tell me, child, what you think of Walter?' + +'Of Walter, uncle?' Gladys paused, with her hand on the cupboard door, +and looked back at him with a slightly puzzled air. + +'Yes. Do you think him a clever chap?' + +'I do. I think he can do anything, Uncle Abel,' she replied warmly. +'Yes, Walter is very clever.' + +'And good?' + +'And good. You and I know that there are few like him,' was her +immediate reply. + +'And you like him?' + +'Of course I do; it would be very strange if I did not,' she replied, +without embarrassment. + +'Do you think he would be capable of filling a much higher post than he +has at present?' + +'Of course I do; and if you will not be angry, I will say that I have +often thought that you do not pay him enough of money.' + +'There's nothing like going through the hards in youth. It won't do him +any harm,' said the old man. 'He won't suffer by it, I promise you +that.' + +'Perhaps not; but when he has educated himself,--which won't be long +now, Uncle Abel, he is getting on so fast,--he will not stay here. We +could not expect it.' + +'Why not, if there's money in it?' + +'_Is_ there money in it?' + +A shrewd little smile wreathed her lips, and her whole manner indicated +that her sense of humour was touched. + +'There's money in most things if they are attended to,' he said, with +his usual evasiveness; 'and a young, strong man can work up a small +thing into a paying concern if he watches his opportunity.' + +'Money is not everything,' Gladys replied, as she began to spread the +cloth, 'but it can do a great deal.' + +'Ay, you are right, my girl; this is a poor world to live in without it. +Suppose you were a rich woman, what would you do with your money?' + +'Help people who have none; it is the only use money is for.' + +'Now you speak out of ignorance,' said the old man severely. 'Don't you +know that there's a kind of people--Walter's parents, for instance--whom +it is not only useless, but criminal, to help with money? Just think of +the poor lad's case. He has only had a small wage, certainly; but if it +had been three times bigger it would have been the same thing.' + +Gladys knit her brows perplexedly. + +'It is hard, uncle, certainly. The plan would be, to help them in a +different way.' + +'But how? There are plenty rich and silly women in Glasgow who are +systematically fleeced by the undeserving poor--people who have no +earthly business to be poor, who have hands and heads which can give +them a competence, only they are moral idiots. No woman should be +allowed full use of large sums of money. She is so soft-hearted, she +can't say no, and she's imposed on half the time.' + +'You are very hard on women, Uncle Abel,' said Gladys, still amused with +his enthusiasm. She had no fear of him. Although there was not much in +common between them, there was a kind of quiet understanding, and they +had many discussions of the kind. 'I would rather be poor always, Uncle +Abel, if I were not allowed to spend as I wished. I should just have to +learn to be prudent and careful by experience.' + +'Ay, by experience, which would land you in the poorhouse. Have you no +desire for the things other women like--fine clothes, trinkets, and +such-like?' + +'I don't know, uncle, because I have never had any,' said Gladys, with a +little laugh. 'I daresay I should like them very well.' + +The old man gave a grunt, and turned on his pillow, as if tired of talk. + +Gladys busied herself with the evening meal, and when it was ready +called Walter down. It was a pretty sight to see her waiting on the old +man, attending to his comforts, and coaxing him to eat. In the evening +she ran out to get some medicine for him, and when he was left with +Walter, busy at his books at the table, he sat up suddenly, as if he had +something interesting and important to say. + +'How are you getting on with your learning, Wat? You are pretty constant +at it. If there's anything in application, you should succeed.' + +'It's pretty tough work, though, when a fellow's getting older.' + +'Older,' repeated the old man, with a quiet chuckle. 'How old are you?' + +'Nineteen.' + +'Nineteen, are you? Well, you look it. You've vastly improved of late. I +suppose you think yourself rather an ill-used sort of person--ill used +by me, I mean?' + +'I don't think you pay me enough, if you mean that,' said Walter, with a +little laugh; 'but I'm going to ask a rise.' + +'Why have you stayed here so long, if that is your mind? Nobody was +compelling you.' + +'No; but I've got used to the place, and I like it,' returned Walter +frankly; but he bent his eyes on his books, as if there was something +more behind his words which he did not care should be revealed. + +'I see--it's each man for himself in this world, and deil tak' the +hindmost, as they say; but I don't think you'll be hindmost. Suppose, +now, you were to find yourself the boss of this concern, what would you +do?' + +'Carry it on as best I could, sir,' answered Walter, in surprise. + +'Ay, but how? I suppose you think you'd reorganise it all?' said the old +man rather sarcastically. + +'Well, I would,' admitted Walter frankly. + +'In what way? Just tell me how you'd do it?' + +'Well, I'd be off, somehow or other, with all these old debts, sir, and +then I'd begin a new business on different principles. I couldn't stand +so much carrying over of old scores to new accounts, if I were on my own +hook. You never know where you are, and it's cruel to the poor wretches +who are always owing; they can't have any independence. Its a poor way +of doing business.' + +'Oh, indeed! You are not afraid to speak your mind, my young bantam. And +pray, where did you pick up all these high and mighty notions?' + +'They may be high and mighty, sir, but they're common-sense,' responded +Walter, without perturbation. 'You know yourself how you've been worried +to death almost, and what a watching these slippery customers need. It +is not worth the trouble.' + +'Is it not? Pray, how do you know that?' inquired the old man, his eyes +glittering as he asked the question. 'I don't know, of course, but you +always say you are a poor man,' replied Walter, as he put down the +figures of a sum on his slate. + +'But you don't believe it, eh? Perhaps that's why you've stuck to me +like a leech so long,' he said, with his most disagreeable smile; but +Walter never answered. They had been together now for some years, and +there was a curious sort of understanding--a liking, even--between them; +and of late Walter had taken several opportunities of speaking his mind +with a candour which really pleased his strange old master, though he +always appeared to be in a state of indignation. + +'The only thing I am anxious about is the girl,' he muttered, more to +himself than to the lad. 'But she'll find friends--more of them, +perhaps, than she'll want, poor thing, poor thing!' + +These words gave Walter something of a shock, and he looked round in +quick wonderment. But the return of Gladys just then prevented him +asking the question trembling on his lips. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +IN AYRSHIRE. + + +The old man passed a quiet night, and was so much better in the morning +that he insisted on getting up. + +'What kind of a morning is it?' was the first question he put to Gladys +when she entered the kitchen soon after six o'clock. + +'A lovely morning, uncle, so balmy and soft. You can't think what a +difference from yesterday, and there's a bird singing a spring song in +my tree.' + +Often yet she said such things. The grey monotony of her life had not +quite destroyed the poetic vein, nor the love of all things beautiful. + +'Warm, is it? Have you been out?' + +'Not yet; but I opened my window and put my head out, and the air was +quite mild. A spring morning, Uncle Abel, the first we have had this +year.' + +'Any sun?' + +'Not yet, but he will be up by and by. How have you slept?' + +'Pretty well. I am better this morning--quite well, in fact, and +directly you have the fire on I'll get up.' + +'Don't be rash, uncle, I really think you ought to stay in bed to-day.' + +'No; I have something to do. How soon can you be ready--finished with +your work, I mean? Have you anything you can leave ready for Wat's +dinner?' + +'Why, Uncle Abel?' asked Gladys, in surprise. + +'Because I want you to go somewhere with me.' + +'You are not going out of this house one foot to-day,' she answered +quickly. 'It would be very dangerous.' + +The old man smiled, slightly amused, but not displeased, by the decision +with which she spoke. 'We'll see, if it keeps fine, and the sun comes +out. I'm going to-day, whatever the consequences, and you with me. It's +been put off too long.' + +Gladys asked no more questions, but made haste to build up the fire and +get him a cup of tea before he rose. + +'Put on your warm clothes, and make ready for a journey in the train, +Gladys,' he said after breakfast. + +She looked at him doubtfully, almost wondering if his mind did not +wander a little. + +'Uncle Abel, what are you thinking of? You never go journeys in trains. +It will not be safe for you to go to-day, with such a cold,' she +exclaimed. + +'I am going, my dear, as I said, and so are you, whatever the +consequences, so get ready as fast as you like, so that we may have the +best of the day.' + +'Is it a far journey?' + +'You'll see when you get there,' he replied rather shortly; and Gladys, +still wondering much, made haste with her work, and began to dress for +this unexpected outing. But she felt uneasy, and, stealing a moment, ran +up to Walter, who was busy in the warehouse, and revelling in the +unaccustomed luxury of a blazing fire. + +'How nice it is, and what a difference a fire can make, to be sure,' she +said quickly. 'I say, Walter, such a thing! Uncle Abel is going a +journey,--a railway journey, actually,--and I am going with him. Has he +said anything to you? Have you any idea what it means?' + +'Not I. He's a queer old chap. Not off his head, I hope?' + +'Oh no, and he says he is quite well. I don't know what to think. +Perhaps I shall understand it when I come back. You will find your +dinner in the oven, Walter; and be sure to keep up a good fire all day +down-stairs, in case uncle should come back very cold and tired. I am +afraid he will, but it is no use saying anything.' + +Walter leaned his elbows on the soap-boxes, and looked into the girl's +face with a curious soberness. + +'Something's going to happen, I feel it--something I don't like. I'm +oppressed with an awful queer feeling. I hope they're not worse than +usual at home.' + +'Oh no, you are letting your imagination run away with you,' she said +brightly. 'I hope you will have such a busy day you won't have time to +think of such things;' and, bidding him good-morning, she ran down again +to her uncle. + +Then, for the first time since that memorable and dreary journey from +the fen country, these two, the old man and the maiden, went forth +together. Both thought of that journey, though it was not spoken of. She +could not fail to see that there was a certain excitement in the old +man; it betrayed itself in his restless movements and in the gleam of +his piercing eye. Gladys no longer feared the glance of his eye nor the +sound of his voice. A quiet confidence had established itself between +them, and she really loved him. It was impossible for her to dwell +beside a human being, not absolutely repulsive, without pouring some of +the riches of her affection upon him. As for him, Gladys herself had not +the remotest idea how he regarded her, did not dream that she had +awakened in his withered heart a slow and all-absorbing affection, the +strength of which surprised himself. He bade her stand back while he +went to the booking-office for the tickets, and they were in the train +before she repeated her question regarding their destination. + +'I think it would only be fair, Uncle Abel, if you told me now where we +are going,' she said playfully. + +For answer, he held out the ticket to her, and in amazement she read +'Mauchline' on it. The colour flushed all over her face, and she looked +at him with eager, questioning eyes. + +'Oh, Uncle Abel, what does it mean? Why are you going there to-day? I +cannot understand it.' + +'I have my reasons, Gladys. You will know them, perhaps, sooner than you +think.' + +'Is it a long journey, uncle? I am so afraid for you. Let me shut the +window up quite. And are we really, really going into Ayrshire at last?' + +She was full of excitement as a child. She sat close to the window, and +when the train had left the city behind, looked out with eagerest +interest on the wintry landscape. + +'Oh, Uncle Abel, it is so beautiful to see it, the wide country, and the +sky above it so clear and lovely. Oh, there is room to breathe!' + +'I am sure it looks wintry and bleak enough,' the old man answered, with +a grunt. 'I don't see much beauty in it myself.' + +'How strange! To me it is wholly beautiful. Is this Ayrshire yet? Tell +me when we come to Ayrshire.' + +A slow smile was on the old man's face as he looked and listened. He +enjoyed her young enthusiasm, but it seemed to awaken in him some sadder +thought, for once he sighed heavily, and drew himself together as if he +felt cold, or some bitter memory smote him. + +In little more than an hour the train drew up at the quiet country +station, and Gladys was told they had reached their journey's end. It +was a lovely spring morning; the sun shone out cheerfully from a mild, +bright sky, the air was laden with the awakening odours of spring, and +the spirit of life seemed to be everywhere. + +'Now, my girl, we have a great deal to do to-day,' said the old man, +when they had crossed the footbridge. 'What do you want most to see +here?' + +'Mossgiel and Ballochmyle, and the house where you lived in Mauchline.' + +'We'll go to that first; it's not a great sight, I warn you--only a +whitewashed, thatched cottage in a by-street. When we've seen that, +we'll take a trap and drive to the other places.' + +'But that will cost a great deal,' said Gladys doubtfully, recalled for +the moment to the small economies it was her daily lot to practise. + +'Perhaps; but we'll manage it, I daresay. It is impossible for us to +walk, so there's no use saying another word. Give me your arm.' + +Gladys was ready in a moment. Never since the old fen days had she felt +so happy, because the green earth was beneath her feet, the trees waving +above her, the song of birds in her ears instead of the roar of city +streets. They did not talk as they walked, until they turned into the +quaint, wide street of the old-fashioned village; then it was as if the +cloak of his reserve fell from Abel Graham, and he became garrulous as +a boy over these old landmarks which he had never forgotten. He led +Gladys by way of Poosie Nancie's tavern, showed her its classic +interior, and then, turning into a little narrow lane, pointed out the +cottage where he and her father had been boys together. + +It was the girl's turn to be silent. She was trying to picture the dear +father a boy at his mother's knee, or running in and out that low +doorway, or helping to swell the boyish din in the narrow street; and +when they turned to go, her eyes were wet with tears. + +'I would rather have come here to-day, Uncle Abel, than anywhere else in +the whole wide world. But why did you wish to come? Did you take a +sudden longing to see the old place?' + +'No; that was not my object at all. You will know what it was some day. +Now we'll go to the inn and get something to eat while they get our +machine ready. See, there's the old kirk; there's a lot of famous folk +buried in that kirkyard. We'd better go in, and I'll show you where I +want to be laid.' + +They got the key of the churchyard gates, and, stepping across the +somewhat untidily kept graves, stood before an uneven mound, surrounded +by a very old mossgrown headstone. + +'There's a name on it, child. You can't read it, but it doesn't matter,' +he said; but Gladys, bending down, brushed the tall grass from the +stone, and read the name, John Bourhill Graham of Bourhill, and his +spouse, Nancy Millar. + +'Whose names are these, uncle--your father's and mother's?' + +'Oh no; _they_ were not Grahams of Bourhill,' he answered dryly. 'That's +generations back.' + +'But the same family?' + +'I suppose so--yes. I see you would like to explore this place; but we +can't, it's not the most cheerful occupation, anyhow. Come on, let us to +the inn.' + +The lavish manner in which her uncle spent his money that day amazed +Gladys, but she made no remark. Immediately after their hot and abundant +dinner at the inn, they drove to the places Burns has immortalised, and +which Gladys had so long yearned to see. Ballochmyle, in lovely spring +dress, so far exceeded her expectation that she had no words wherein to +express her deep enjoyment. + +'Do not let us hurry away, uncle,' she pleaded, as they wandered through +the wooded glades, 'unless you are very tired. It is so warm and +pleasant, and it cannot be very late.' + +'It is not late, half-past two only; but I want you to see Bourhill, +where our forbears lived when we had them worth mentioning,' he said +grimly. 'Did your father never speak to you about Bourhill?' + +'No, never, Uncle Abel. I am quite sure I never heard the name until I +read it to-day in the churchyard.' + +'I will tell you why. He had a dream--a foolish one it proved--a dream +that he might one day restore the name Graham of Bourhill again. He +hoped to make a fortune by his pictures, but it was a vain delusion.' + +A shadow clouded the bright face of Gladys as she listened to these +words. + +'This place, Bourhill, is it an estate, or what?' she asked. + +'Not now. A hundred years ago it had some farms, and was a fair enough +patrimony, but it's all squandered long syne.' + +'How?' + +'Oh, drink and gambling, and such-like. My grandfather, David Graham, +kent the taste of Poosie Nancie's whisky too well to look after his ain, +and it slipped through his fingers like a knotless thread.' + +He had become even more garrulous, and unearthed from the storehouse of +his memory a wealth of reminiscences of those old times, mingled with +many bits of personal history, which Gladys listened to with breathless +interest. She had never seen him so awakened, so full of life and +vigour; she could only look at him in amazement. They drove leisurely +through the pleasant spring sunshine over the wide, beautiful country, +past fields where the wheat was green and strong, and others where +sowing was progressing merrily--sights and sounds dear to Gladys, who +had no part nor lot in cities. + +'Oh, Uncle Abel, Ayrshire is lovely. Look at these low green hills in +the distance, and the woods everywhere. I do not wonder that Burns could +write poetry here. There is poetry everywhere.' + +'Ay, to your eyes, because you are young and know no better. Look, away +over yonder, as far as your eyes can see, is the sea. If it was a little +clearer you would see the ships in Ayr Harbour; and down there lies +Tarbolton; away over there, the way we have come, Kilmarnock. And do you +see that little wooded hill about two miles ahead to the left? Among +these trees lies Bourhill.' + +'It is a long drive to it, Uncle Abel. I hope it has not tired you very +much?' + +'No, no; I'm all right. We'll drive up the avenue to the house and back. +I want you to see it.' + +'Does nobody live in it?' + +'Not just now.' + +Another fifteen minutes brought them to an unpretending iron gateway, +which gave entrance to an avenue of fine old trees. The gate stood open, +and though a woman ran out from the lodge when the trap passed, she made +no demur. + +The avenue was nearly half a mile in length, and ended in a sharp curve, +which brought them quite suddenly before the house--a plain, square, +substantial family dwelling, with a pillared doorway and long wide +windows, about which crept ivy of a century's growth. It was all shut +up, and the gravel sweep before the door was overgrown with moss and +weeds, the grass on the lawns, which stretched away through the +shrubberies, long and rank; yet there was a homely look about it too, as +if a slight touch could convert it into a happy home. + +'This is Bourhill, my girl; and whatever ambitions your father may have +had in later years, it was once his one desire to buy it back to the +Grahams. Do you like the place?' + +'Yes, uncle; but it is very desolate--it makes me sad.' + +'It will not be long so,' he said; and, drawing himself together with a +quick shiver, he bade the driver turn the horses' heads. But before the +house vanished quite from view he cast his gaze back upon it, and in his +eye there was a strange, even a yearning glance. 'It will not be long +so,' he repeated under his breath,--'not long; and it will be a great +atonement.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +DARKENING DAYS. + + +In the night Gladys was awakened by her uncle's voice sharply calling +her name, and when she hastened to him she found him in great pain, and +breathing with the utmost difficulty. Her presence of mind did not +desert her. She had often seen her father in a similar state, and knew +exactly what to do. In a few minutes she had a blazing fire, and the +kettle on; then she ran to awaken Walter, so that he might go for the +doctor. The simple remedies experience had taught the girl considerably +eased the old man, and when the doctor came he found him breathing more +freely. But his face was quite grave after his examination was made. + +'I suppose my hour's come?' said Abel Graham in a matter-of-fact way. 'I +don't think much of your fraternity,--I've never had many dealings with +you,--but I suppose you can tell a man what he generally knows himself, +that he'll soon be in grips with death?' + +The doctor looked at him with an odd smile. He was a young man, fighting +his way up against fierce competition--an honest, straightforward +fellow, who knew and loved his work. + +'You don't think highly of us, Mr. Graham, but I daresay we have our +uses. This young lady appears to be an accomplished nurse; she has done +the very best possible under the circumstances.' + +He turned to Gladys, not seeking to hide his surprise at finding such a +fair young creature amid such surroundings. Walter Hepburn, standing in +the background, experienced a strange sensation when he saw that look. +Though he knew it not, it was his first jealous pang. + +'I had to nurse my father often in such attacks,' Gladys answered, with +her quiet, dignified calm. 'If there is anything more I can do, pray +tell me, and I will follow your instructions faithfully.' + +'There is not much we can do in such a case. I never heard anything so +foolhardy as to go off, as you say he did yesterday, driving through the +open country for hours on a March day. I don't think a man who takes +such liberties with himself can expect to escape the penalty, Mr. +Graham.' + +'Well, well, it doesn't matter. If my hour's come, it's come, I suppose, +and that's the end of it,' he retorted irritably. 'How long will I +last?' + +'Years, perhaps, with care--after this attack is conquered,' replied the +doctor; and the old man answered with a grim, sardonic smile. + +'We'll see whether you or I am right,' he replied. 'You needn't stay any +longer just now.' + +Gladys took the candle, and herself showed the doctor to the outer door. + +'Will he really recover, do you think?' she asked, when they were out of +hearing. + +'He may, but only with care. The lungs are much congested, and his +reserve of strength is small. What relation is he to you, may I ask? +Your grandfather?' + +'No; my uncle?' + +'And do you live here always?' + +'Yes, this is my home,' Gladys answered, and she could scarcely forbear +a smile at the expression on the young doctor's face. + +'Indeed! and you are contented? You seem so,' he said, lingering at the +door a moment longer than he need have done. + +'Oh yes; I have a great deal to be thankful for,' she answered. 'You +will come again to-morrow early, will you not?' + +'Certainly. Good-morning. Take care of yourself. You do not look as if +your reserve of strength were very great either.' + +'Oh, I am very strong, I assure you,' Gladys answered, with a smile; and +as she looked into his open, honest face, she could not help thinking +what a pleasant face it was. + +Then she went back to keep her vigil by the sick-bed, and to exercise +her woman's prerogative to ease and minister to pain. There was so +little any one could do now, however, to help Abel Graham, the issue of +his case being in the hand of God. In obedience to the request of +Gladys, Walter went back to bed, and she sat on by the fire, thoroughly +awake, and watchful to be of the slightest use to her uncle. He did not +talk much, but he appeared to watch Gladys, and to be full of thoughts +concerning her. + +'Do you remember that night I came, after your father died?' he asked +once. + +'Yes,' she answered in a low voice. 'I remember it well.' + +'You felt bitter and hard against me, did you not?' + +'If I did, Uncle Abel, it has long passed,' she answered. 'There is no +good to be got recalling what is past.' + +'Perhaps not; but, my girl, when a man comes to his dying bed it is the +past he harks back on, trying to get some comfort out of it for the +future he dreads, and failing always.' + +'It is not your dying bed, Uncle Abel, I hope; you are not so old yet,' +she said cheerfully. + +'No, I'm not old in years--not sixty--but old enough to regret my +youth,' he said. 'Are you still of the same mind about the spending of +money, if you should ever have it to spend?' + +'Yes; but it is so unlikely, Uncle Abel, that I shall ever have any +money to spend. It is quite easy saying what we can do in imaginary +circumstances. Reality is always different, and more difficult to deal +with.' + +'You are very wise for your years. How many are they?' + +'Seventeen and three months.' + +'Ay, well, you look your age and more. You'd pass for twenty, but no +wonder; and'-- + +'I wish you would not talk so much, uncle; it will excite and exhaust +you,' she said, in gentle remonstrance. + +'I must talk, if my time is short. Suppose I'm taken, what will you do +with yourself, eh?' + +'The way will open up for me, I do not doubt; there must be a corner for +me somewhere,' she said bravely; nevertheless, her young cheek blanched, +and she shivered slightly as she glanced round the place--poor enough, +perhaps, but which at least afforded her a peaceful and comfortable +home. These signs were not unnoticed by the dying man, and a faint, +slow, melancholy smile gathered about his haggard mouth. + +'You believe, I suppose, that the Lord will provide for you?' he said +grimly. + +'Yes, I do.' + +'Does He never fail, eh?' + +'Never. He does not always provide just as we expect or desire, but +provision is made all the same,' answered the girl, and her eyes shone +with a steadfast light. + +'It's a very comfortable doctrine, but not practicable, nor, to my +thinking, honest. Do you mean to say that it is right to sit down with +folded hands waiting for the Lord to provide, and living off other +people at the same time?' + +Gladys smiled. + +'No, that is not right, but wrong, very wrong, and punishment always +follows. Heaven helps those who help themselves; don't you remember +that?' + +'Ay, well, I don't understand your theology, I confess. But we may as +well think it out. What do you suppose will become of me after I shuffle +off, eh?' + +'I don't know, uncle. You best know what your own hope is,' she replied. + +'I have no hope, and I don't see myself how anybody can presume to have +any. It's all conjecture about a future life. How does anybody know? +Nobody has ever come back to tell the tale.' + +'No; but we know, all the same, that there are many mansions in heaven, +and that God has prepared them for His children.' + +'You would not call me one of them, I guess?' said the old man, with a +touch of sarcasm, yet there was something behind--a great wistfulness, a +consuming anxiety, which betrayed itself in his very eye, as he awaited +her reply. It was a curious moment, a curious scene. The old, toilworn, +world-weary man, who had spent his days in the most sordid pursuit of +gold--gold for which he would at one time almost have sold his soul, +hanging on the words of a young, untried maiden, whose purity enabled +her to touch the very gates of heaven. It was a sight to make the +philosopher ponder anew on the mysteries of life, and the strange +anomalies human nature presents. + +She turned her sweet face to him, and there was a mixture of pathos and +brightness in her glance. + +'Why not, uncle? I may not judge. It is God who knows the heart.' + +'Ay, maybe. But what would you think yourself? You have shrewd enough +eyes, though you are so quiet.' + +'But I cannot know this, uncle; only if you believe that Christ died for +you, you are one of God's children, though'--she added, with a slight +hesitation--'you may not have served Him very well.' + +'Then you think I have not served Him, eh?' he repeated, with strange +persistence. + +'Perhaps you might have done more, uncle. If you get better you will do +more for others, I feel sure,' she said. 'But now you must be still and +keep quiet. I shall not talk another word to you, positively not a +word.' + +'Ay,' he said dryly, and, turning on his pillow, closed his eyes--not to +sleep, oh no, brain and heart were too full of conflicting and +disturbing thought. + +In the dull hours of the early morning Gladys dozed a little in her +chair, imagining the sick man slept. When the light grew broader she +roused herself, and began to move about with swift but noiseless steps, +fearing to awake him. But he did not sleep. Lying there, with his face +turned to the wall, Abel Graham held counsel with himself, reviewing his +life, which lay before him like a tale that is told. None knew better +than he what a poor, mean, sordid, selfish life it had been, how little +it had contributed to the good or the happiness of others, and these +memories tortured him now with the stings of the bitterest regret. It +was not known to any save himself and his Maker what agony his awakened +soul passed through in the still hours of that spring day. Seeing him +lie apparently in such restfulness, the two young creatures spoke to +each other at their breakfast only in whispers, and when Walter went up +to the warehouse, Gladys continued to perform her slight tasks as gently +and noiselessly as possible; but sometimes, when she looked at the face +on the pillow, with its closed eyes and pinched, wan features, she +wished the doctor would come again. + +About half-past nine a knock came to the door, and Gladys ran out almost +joyfully, expecting to see the young physician with the honest face and +the pleasant eyes, but a very different-looking personage was presented +to her view when she opened the door. A man in shabby workman's garb, +dirty, greasy, and untidy--a man with a degraded type of countenance, a +heavy, coarse mouth, and small eyes looking out suspiciously from heavy +brows. She shrank away a little, and almost unconsciously began to close +the door, even while she civilly inquired his business. + +'Is Wat in? I want to see my son, Walter Hepburn,' he said; and when he +opened his mouth Gladys felt the smell of drink, and it filled her with +both mental and physical repulsion. So this was Walter's father? Poor +Walter! A vast compassion, greater than any misery she had before +experienced, filled the girl's gentle soul. + +'Yes, he is in, up-stairs in the warehouse. Will you come in, please?' +she asked; but before the invitation could be accepted, Wat came +bounding down the stairs, having heard and recognised the voice, and +there was no welcoming light in his eye as he gazed on his father's +face. + +'Well, what do you want?' he asked abruptly; and Gladys, slipping back +hastily, left them alone. + +And after she had returned to the kitchen she heard the hum of their +voices in earnest talk for quite five minutes. Then the door was closed, +and she heard Walter returning to his work. It appeared to her as if his +step sounded very heavy and reluctant as it ascended the stair. + +Presently her uncle roused himself up, and asked for something to eat or +drink. + +'Are you feeling better?' she asked, as she shook up his pillows, and +did other little things to make him comfortable. + +'No; there's a load lying here,' he answered, touching his chest, 'which +presses down to the grave. If they can't do something to remove that, +I'm a dead man. No word of that young upstart doctor yet?' + +'Not yet. Shall I send for him, uncle?' + +'No, no; he'll come sure enough, and fast enough--oftener than he's +wanted,' he answered. 'Who was that at the door?' + +'Walter's father.' + +'Eh? Walter's father? What did he want? Is he smelling round too, to see +if he can get anything?' he said querulously. 'When you've given me that +tea, I wish you to take my keys from my coat pocket and go up to the +safe. When you've opened it, you'll find an old pocket-book, tied with a +red string. I want you to bring it down to me.' + +'Very well.' + +Gladys did exactly as she was bid, and, leaving the old man at his +slender breakfast, ran up to the warehouse. To her surprise, she found +Walter, usually so active and so energetic, sitting on the office stool +with his arms folded, and his face wearing a look of deepest gloom. Some +new trouble had come to him, that was apparent to her at once. + +'Why, Walter, how troubled you look! No bad news from home, I hope?' + +'Bad enough,' he answered in a kind of savage undertone. 'I knew +something was going to happen. Haven't I been saying it for days?' + +'But what has happened? Nothing very bad, I hope?' + +'So bad that it couldn't be worse,' he said. 'Liz has run away.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +SETTING HIS HOUSE IN ORDER. + + +Gladys opened her eyes. + +'Run away! How? Where? I don't understand.' + +'All the better if you don't,' he answered harshly. 'She's run away, +anyhow, and it's their blame. Then they come to me, after the mischief's +done, thinking I can make it right. I'm not going to stir a foot in the +matter. They can all go to Land's End for me.' + +He spoke bitterly--more bitterly than Gladys had ever heard him speak +before. She stood there, with the keys on her forefinger, the picture of +perplexity and concern. She did not understand the situation, and was +filled with curiosity to know where Liz had run to. + +'Have they quarrelled, or what?' she asked. + +'No; I don't suppose there's been any more than the usual amount of +scrimmaging,' he said, with a hard smile. 'I don't blame Liz; she's only +what they've made her. I'll tell you what it is,' he said, suddenly +clenching his right hand, his young face set with the bitterness of his +grief and shame, 'if there's no punishment for those that bring children +into the world and then let them go to ruin, there's no justice in +heaven, and I don't believe in it.' + +Gladys shrank back, paling slightly under this torrent of passionate +words. Never had she seen Walter so bitterly, so fearfully moved. He got +up from his stool, and paced up and down the narrow space between the +boxes in a very storm of indignation; and it seemed to Gladys that a few +minutes had changed him from a boy into a man. + +'Dear Walter,' she said gently, 'try to be brave. Perhaps it will not be +so bad as you think.' + +'It's so bad for Liz, poor thing, that it won't be any worse. She's +lost, and she was the only one of them I cared for. If she'd had a +chance, she'd have been a splendid woman. She has a good heart, only she +never had anybody to guide her.' + +Gladys could not speak. She had only the vaguest idea what he meant, but +she knew that something terrible had happened to Liz. A curious +reticence seemed to bind her tongue. She could not ask a single +question. + +'Just when a fellow was beginning to get on!' cried Walter rebelliously, +'this has to happen to throw him back. It was a fearful mistake trying +to better myself. I wish I had sunk down into the mud with the rest. If +I do it yet, it will be the best thing for me.' + +Then Gladys intervened. Though she did not quite comprehend the nature +of this new trouble which appeared so powerfully to move him, she could +not listen to such words without remonstrance. + +'It is not right to speak so, Walter, and I will not listen to it. +Whatever others may do, though it may grieve and cut you to the heart, +it cannot take away your honour or integrity, always remember that.' + +'Yes, it can,' he said impetuously. 'That kind of disgrace hangs on a +man all his days. He has to bear the sins of others. That is where the +injustice comes in. The innocent must suffer for and with the guilty +always. There is no escape.' + +Gladys sighed, and her face became pale and weary-looking. Never had +life appeared so hard, so full of pain and care. Looking at the face of +Walter, which she had always thought so noble and so good,--the index to +a soul striving, though sometimes but feebly, yet striving always after +what was highest and best,--looking at his face then, and seeing it so +shadowed by the bitterness of his lot, her own simple faith for the +moment seemed to fail. + +'You saw him, then, this morning, and I hope you admired him,' said +Walter, with harsh scorn. 'Reeking with drink, speaking thick through it +at ten o'clock in the morning! What chance has a fellow with a father +like that? Ten to one, I go over to drink myself one of these days. +Well, I might do worse. It drowns care, they say, and I know it destroys +feelings, which, from my experience, seem only given for our torture.' + +Gladys gave a sob, and turned aside to the safe. That sound recalled +Walter to himself, and in a moment his mood changed. His eyes melted +into tenderness as he looked upon the pale, slight girl, whom his words +in some sad way had wounded. + +'Forgive me. I don't know what I am saying; but I had no right to vex +you, the only angel I know in this whole city of Glasgow.' + +His extravagant speech provoked a smile on her face, and she turned her +head from where she knelt before the safe, and lifted her large earnest +eyes to his. + +'How you talk! You must learn to control yourself a little more. It is +self-control that makes a man,' she said quietly. 'I do not know how to +comfort you, Walter, in this trouble, which seems so much heavier than +even I think; but in the end it will be for good. Everything is, you +know, to them that love God.' + +She was so familiar with Scripture, and depended so entirely on it for +comfort and strength, that her words carried conviction with them. They +fell on the riven heart of Walter like balm, and restored a measure of +peace to it. Before he could make any answer, a quick knocking, and the +uplifting of the feeble voice from below, indicated that the old man was +impatient of the girl's delay. She hastily lifted the pocket-book, +relocked the safe door, and, with a nod to Walter, ran down-stairs. + +'What kept you so long chattering up-stairs?' queried the old man, with +all the peevishness of a sick person. 'You don't care a penny-piece, +either of you, though I died this very moment.' + +'Oh, Uncle Abel, hold your tongue; you know that is not true,' she said +quickly. 'Walter is in great trouble this morning. Something has +happened to his sister.' + +'Ay, what is it, eh?' + +'I don't know exactly, but she has left home.' + +'Ay, ay, I'm not surprised; she was a bold hussy, and had no respect for +anything in this world. And is Walter taking on badly?' + +'Very badly. I never saw him so distressed.' + +'Well, it's hard on a chap trying to do well. It's a hopeless case +trying to fly out of an ill nest.' + +'Uncle Abel, you must not say that. Nothing is hopeless, if only we are +on the right side,' said Gladys stoutly, though inwardly her heart +re-echoed sadly that dark creed. + +'Well, well, you're young, and nothing seems impossible,' he said +good-naturedly. 'Here, take off this string. My fingers are as feckless +as a thread.' + +Gladys opened the pocket-book, which was stuffed full of old papers. The +old man fingered them lovingly and with careful touch, until he found +the one he sought. It was a somewhat long document, written on blue, +official-looking paper, and attested by several seals. He read it from +beginning to end with close attention, and gave a grunt of satisfaction +when he laid it down. + +'Is Wat busy?' he asked then. + +'He has not much heart for his work to-day, uncle,' + +'Cry him down; I've a message for him. Or, stop, you'd better go +yourself, in case anybody comes to the warehouse. Do you know St. +Vincent Street?' + +'Yes, uncle.' + +'You don't know Fordyce & Fordyce, the lawyers' office, do you?' + +'No, but I can find it.' + +'Very well; go just now and ask for old Mr. Fordyce. If he isn't in, +just come back.' + +'And what am I to say to him?' + +'Tell him to come here just as soon as ever he can. I want to see him, +and there is not any time to lose.' + +The girl's lip quivered. A strange feeling of approaching desolation was +with her, and her outlook was of the dreariest. If it were true, as the +old man evidently believed, that his hour had come, she would again be +friendless and solitary on the face of the earth. Abel Graham saw these +signs of grief, and a curious softness visited his heart, though he +could scarce believe one so fair and sweet could really care for him. + +Gladys made the utmost haste to do her errand, and to her great +satisfaction was told when she reached the large and well-appointed +chambers of that influential firm, that Mr. Fordyce senior would attend +to her in a moment. She stood in the outer office waiting, unconscious +that she was the subject of remark and speculation among the clerks at +their desks, still more unconscious that one day her name would be as +familiar and respected among them as that of the governor himself. After +the lapse of a few minutes the office boy ushered her into the private +room of Mr. Fordyce senior. He was a fine, benevolent-looking, elderly +gentleman, with a rosy, happy face, silver hair and whiskers, and a keen +but kindly blue eye. He appeared to be a very grand gentleman indeed in +the eyes of Gladys. + +'Well, my dear miss, what can I do for you, eh?' he asked, beaming at +her over the gold rims of his double eyeglass in a very reassuring way. + +'Please, my uncle has sent me to ask you to come and see him at once, as +he is very ill.' + +'And who is your uncle, my dear? It will be necessary for you to tell me +that,' he said, with the slightest suggestion of a twinkle in his eye. + +'My uncle, Mr. Graham, who lives in Colquhoun Street.' + +'Abel Graham? Oh yes. Is he ill? And, bless me, are _you_ his niece?' + +Never was surprise so genuinely felt or expressed as at that moment by +Mr. Fordyce. + +'Yes, I am his niece; and, please, could you come as soon as possible? +He is very ill. I am afraid he thinks he is dying.' + +The girl's voice trembled, and a tear fell like a dew-drop from her long +eyelashes. These things still more amazed the soul of Mr. Fordyce. That +anybody should shed a tear for a being so sordid and unsociable as Abel +Graham struck him as one of the extraordinary things he had met with in +his career; and to see this fair young creature, fitted by nature for a +sphere and for companionship so different, sincerely grieving for the +old man's distress, seemed the most extraordinary thing of all. Mr. +Fordyce rose, and, calling the boy, bade him bring a cab to the door, +then he began to get into his greatcoat. + +'I'll drive you back, if you have nowhere else to go. So _you_ are his +niece? Well, there's more sense and shrewdness in the old man than I +gave him credit for.' + +These remarks were, of course, quite enigmatical to Gladys; but she felt +cheered and comforted by the strong, kindly presence of the genial old +lawyer. As for him, he regarded her with a mixture of lively interest, +real compassion, and profound surprise. Perhaps the latter predominated. +He had, in the course of a long professional career, encountered many +strange experiences, become familiar with many curious and tragic life +stories, but, he told himself, he had never met a more interesting case +than this. + +'It's a romance,' he said loud out in the cab; and Gladys looked at him +in mild surprise, but though she did not stand in awe of him at all, she +did not presume to ask what he meant. + +'Now tell me, my dear, have you been happy in this--this place?' he +inquired significantly, as the cab rumbled over the rough causeway of +the Wynd into Colquhoun Street. + +'Yes, I have been happy. I only know now, when I think it may not be my +shelter very long.' + +Mr. Fordyce looked at her keenly. + +'Poor girl, she knows nothing, absolutely nothing,' he said to himself. +'What a revelation it will be to her! Yes, it's a thrilling romance.' + +The greeting between the well-known lawyer and his strange client was +not ceremonious. It consisted of a couple of nods and a brief +good-morning. Then Gladys was requested to leave them alone. Nothing +loath, she ran up-stairs to Walter, whose sorrow lay heavy on her heart. + +'Your niece has surprised me, Mr. Graham,' said the lawyer. 'Yes, very +much indeed.' + +'Why? What did you expect to see? Eh?' + +'Not a refined and lovely young woman in a place like this, certainly,' +he said frankly, and looking round with an expression of extreme +disgust. 'Has it never occurred to you what poor preparation Miss Graham +has had for the position you intend her to fill?' + +'That's none of your business,' retorted the old man sharply. '_She_ +doesn't need any preparation, I tell you. Cottage or palace are the same +to her; she'll be a queen in either.' + +This strange speech made the lawyer look at the old man intently. He +perceived that underneath his brusque, forbidding exterior there burned +the steady light of a great love for his brother's child, and here, +surely, was the greatest marvel of all. + +'I did not bring you here to make remarks on my niece,' he said +peevishly. 'Read that over, see, and tell me if it's all right, if +there's anything to be added or taken away. There's a clause I want +added about the boy, Walter Hepburn. He's been with me a long time, and +though he's a very firebrand, he's faithful and honest. He won't rue +it.' + +Mr. Fordyce adjusted his eyeglass and spread out the will before him. +Up-stairs the two young beings, drawn close together by a common sorrow +and a common need, tried to look into the future with hopeful eyes, not +knowing that, in the room below, that very future was being assured for +them in a way they knew not. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE LAST SUMMONS. + + +'You'll look after her, Mr. Fordyce, promise me that?' said the old man +when they had gone over the contents of the will. + +'Why, yes, I will, so far as I can,' answered the lawyer, without +hesitation. 'She will not lack friends, you may rest assured. This,' he +added, tapping the blue paper, 'will ensure her more friends than she +may need.' + +'Ay, it's from such I want you to guard her. I know how many sharks +there are who would regard an unprotected girl like her as their lawful +prey. She'll marry some day, I hope, and wisely. But it is in the +interval she needs looking after.' + +'How old is she?' + +'Seventeen and a half, I think.' + +'She looks her age--a remarkably calm and self-possessed young lady, I +thought her to-day. And she has no idea of this, you say?' + +'Positively none,' answered the old man, with something like a chuckle. +'Why, this very morning we spoke of what she would do when I'm away, but +it doesn't seem to be worrying her much. I never saw a person, old or +young, with greater powers of adapting themselves to any +circumstances,--_any_ circumstances, mind you,--so you needn't be +exercised about her future deportment. She'll astonish you, I promise +you that.' + +'You really believe, then, that you won't get better?' + +'I know I won't; a man knows these things in spite of himself,' was the +calm reply. + +The lawyer looked at him keenly, almost wonderingly. He did not know him +intimately. Only within recent years had he been engaged to manage his +monetary affairs, and only six months before had drawn up the will, +which, it may be said, had considerably surprised him. Looking at him +just then, he wondered whether there might not be depths undreamed of +under the crust of the miser's soul. + +'You are behaving very generously to this young-fellow Hepburn,' he said +then, leaving his deeper thoughts unspoken. 'He may consider himself +very fortunate. Such a windfall comes to few in a position like his.' + +'Ay, ay. I daresay it depends on how you look at it,' responded the old +man indifferently. 'Well, I'm tired, and there's no more to talk about. +Everything is right and tight, is it? No possibility of a muddle at the +end?' + +'None,' answered Mr. Fordyce promptly, as he rose to his feet. + +'Well, good-day to you. I have your promise to see that the girl doesn't +fall into the hands of Philistines. I don't offer you any reward. You'll +pay yourself for your lawful work, I know; and for the rest, well, I +inquired well what I was doing, and though I'm not a Christian myself, I +was not above putting myself into the hands of a Christian lawyer.' + +A curious dry smile accompanied these words, but they were spoken with +the utmost sincerity. They conveyed one of the highest tributes to his +worth Tom Fordyce had ever received. He carefully gathered together the +loose papers, and for a moment nothing was said. Then he bent his keen +and kindly eye full on the old man's wan and withered face. + +'Sir,' he said, 'if you are not a Christian, as you say, what is your +hope for the next world?' + +'I have none,' he answered calmly. 'I am no coward. If it be true, as +they say, that a system of award and punishment prevails, then I'm ready +to take my deserts.' + +The lawyer could not reply to these sad words, because Gladys at the +moment entered the kitchen. + +'I have come,' she said brightly,'because I fear you are talking too +much, uncle. Oh, are you going away, Mr. Fordyce? I am glad the business +is all done. See, he is quite exhausted.' + +She poured some stimulant into a glass and carried it to him, holding it +to his lips with her own hand. The old man looked over her bent head +significantly. The lawyer's eyes met his, and he gravely nodded, +understanding that that mute sign asked a further promise. + +Gladys accompanied him to the door, and the lawyer laid his hand on her +shoulder with a fatherly touch. + +'My dear, I am very sorry for you.' + +'Do you, then, think him so very ill?' she asked breathlessly. 'He says +he will die; but I have nursed my own father through much worse +attacks.' + +'He appears to have given up hope; but while life lasts we need not +despair,' he said kindly. 'Good-bye. I shall come back perhaps +to-morrow.' + +He thought much of her all day, and when he returned to his happy home +at night, told the story to his wife, and there is no doubt that the +strong sympathy of these two kind hearts supported Gladys through the +ordeal of that trying time. + +In the evening Walter took himself off to Bridgeton, reluctant to go, +yet anxious to hear further particulars regarding the flight of Liz. He +arrived at the dreary house, to find his mother engaged with the weekly +wash. Now, there was no reason why the washing should be done at night, +seeing she had the whole day at her disposal; but it seemed to take +these hours to rouse her up to sufficient energy. She was one of those +unhappy creatures who have no method, no idea of planning, so that the +greatest possible amount of work can be done in the shortest, and at the +most fitting time. This habit of choosing unfavourable and unseasonable +hours for work, which upsets the whole house, had, no doubt, in the +first instance, helped to drive her husband outside for his company. She +looked round from the tub, and gave her son a nod by way of greeting, +but did not open her mouth. Her little kitchen was full of steam, the +floor swimming in soapsuds, the whole appearance of the place suggestive +of confusion and discomfort. Walter picked his way across the floor, and +sat down on the window-box, his favourite seat. + +'Always washing at night yet, mother?' he said discontentedly. 'Have you +no time through the day?' + +'No; it's meat-makin' frae mornin' till nicht. This is the only time +there's a meenit's peace,' she answered stolidly. + +'You'll have one less to cook for now, then,' he said gloomily. 'When +did Liz go off? and have you any idea where she's gone?' + +Mrs. Hepburn shook her head. + +'I was oot a' Tuesday nicht, an' when I cam' in, on the back o' eleeven, +she was aff, bag an' baggage. Mrs. Turnbull says she gaed doon the stair +wi' her Sunday claes on, an' carryin' her tin box, a wee efter aicht. +"Are ye for jauntin', Liz?" says she; but Liz never gi'ed her an answer, +guid or bad, an' that's a' I ken.' + +'Did she never give a hint that she was thinking of going?' Walter +asked. + +'No' her. Liz was aye close, as close as yersel',' said his mother +rather sarcastically. 'She's aff, onyhoo.' + +'Do you think she has gone away with any one--a man, I mean?' asked +Walter then, and his face flushed as he asked the question. + +'I couldna say, I'm sure,' answered his mother, with a stolid +indifference which astonished even him. 'Ye ken as muckle as me; but as +she's made her bed she maun lie on't. I've washed my hands o' her.' + +'It's long since you washed your hands of us both, mother, so far as +interest or guidance goes,' the lad could not refrain from saying, with +bitterness. But the reproach did not strike home. + +'If it's news ye want, I'll tell ye where ye'll get it,' she said +sourly. 'At Teen's. Eh, she's an ill hizzie. If Liz comes to grief, it's +her wyte. I canna bide thon smooth-faced, pookit cat. She'll no' show +her face here in a hurry.' + +'I've a good mind to look in at Teen's, and ask. Where's the old man +to-night?' + +'Oh, guid kens whaur he aye is. He's on hauftime the noo, an' never +sober. Eh, it's an ill world.' + +She drew her hands from the suds, wiped them on her wet apron, and, +lifting a pint bottle from the chimneypiece, took a long draught. + +'A body needs something to keep them up when they've to wash i' the +nicht-time,' was her only apology; but almost immediately she became +much more talkative, and began to regale Walter with sundry minute and +highly-spiced anecdotes about the neighbours' failings, which altogether +wearied and disgusted him. + +'I'll away, then, mother, and see if Teen knows anything. Liz will maybe +write her.' + +'Maybe. She's fit enough,' replied Mrs. Hepburn stolidly; and Walter, +more heavy-hearted than ever, bade her good-night and departed. Never +had he felt more fearfully alone--alone even in his anxiety for Liz. He +had, at least, expected his mother to show some concern, but she did not +appear to think it of the slightest consequence. In about ten minutes he +was rapping at the door of the attic where his sister's friend Teen +supported existence. + +'Oh, it's you! Come in,' she said, when she recognised him by holding +the candle high above his head, and looking profoundly surprised to see +him. 'What is't?' + +'I thought you'd know. I came to ask if you could tell me what has +become of Liz.' + +'Liz!' she repeated so blankly that he immediately perceived she was in +complete ignorance of the affair. 'What d'ye mean? Come in.' + +Walter stepped across the threshold, and Teen closed the door. The small +apartment into which he was ushered was very meagre and bare, but it was +clean and tidy, and more comfortable in every way than the one he had +just left. A dull fire smouldered at the very bottom of the grate, and +the inevitable teapot sat upon the hob. The little seamstress was +evidently very busy, piles of her coarse, unlovely work lying on the +floor. + +'Has onything happened to Liz?' she asked, in open-eyed wonder and +interest. + +'Yes; I suppose it has. She's run off, bag and baggage, on Tuesday, my +mother says, and this is Thursday.' + +'Oh my!' + +Teen took a large and expressive mouthful of these two monosyllables. +Walter looked at her keenly. + +'Don't you know where she has gone? Did she tell you anything?' + +'No' her. Liz was aye close aboot hersel', but maybe I can guess.' + +'Tell me, then. Is anybody with her?' + +'She's no' hersel', you bet,' Teen answered shrewdly. 'My, she's ta'en +the better o's a'; but maybe I'm wrang. She's been sick o' Brigton for +lang and lang, an' whiles she said she wad gang awa' to London an' seek +her fortune.' + +Walter sprang up, an immense load lifted from his mind. If that were +all, he had needlessly tormented himself. + +'Did she say that? Then it's all right. Of course that's where she's +gone. Don't you think so?' + +'Maybe. It's likely; only I think she micht hae telt me. We made up to +gang thegither when we had saved the screw. She had a beau, but I +raither think it's no' wi' him she's awa'; Liz could watch hersel'. But +I'll fin' oot.' + +'Did you know him? Who was he?' asked Walter. + +'Oh, fine I kent him, but I'm no' at liberty to tell. It wadna dae ony +guid till we see, onyhoo.' + +'If you find out anything, will you let me know?' + +'Yes, I'll dae that. Hoo are ye gettin' on yersel'? An' thon queer deil +o' a lassie? I canna mak' onything o' her.' + +'I'm getting on fine, thank you,' Walter answered rather shortly. +'Good-night to you, and thank you. Maybe Liz will write to you.' + +'Very likely. I'll let ye ken, onyway. If she writes to onybody it'll be +to me,' Teen answered, with a kind of quiet pride. 'She telt me a'thing +she didna keep to hersel'. But I dinna think mysel' there's a beau in +this business. The theatre wad be mair like it; she had aye a desire to +be an actress.' + +'Indeed!' said Walter, in surprise. He had never before heard such a +thing hinted at, but no doubt it was true. He really knew very little +about his sister, although they had always been the best of friends. + +His heart was not quite so heavy as he retraced his steps to Colquhoun +Street. If Liz, tired of the grey monotony and degradation of home, had +only gone forth into the world to seek something better for herself, all +might yet be well. He took comfort in dwelling upon her strength and +decision of character, and came to the conclusion that he had judged her +too hastily, and that she was a most unlikely person to throw away her +reputation. What an immense relief that thought gave him was known only +to himself and God. + +Ten was pealing from the city bells when he reached home. When he +entered the kitchen, a strange scene met his view. His master was +propped up by pillows, and evidently suffering painfully from his +breathing, and over his pinched features had crept that grey shadow +which even the unpractised eye can discern and comprehend. The young +doctor stood sympathetically by, conscious that he had given his last +aid and must stand aside. Gladys knelt by the bed with folded hands, +her golden head bowed in deep and bitter silence. She saw her last +friend drifting towards the mystic sea, and felt as if the blackness of +midnight surrounded her. + +'Surely, doctor, this is a sudden and awful change?' Walter said to the +doctor; but he put up his hand. + +'Hush!' he said, pointing to the dying man, who essayed through his +struggling breath to speak. + +'Pray,' he said at last; and they looked from one to the other dumbly +for a moment. Then the girl's sweet voice broke the dreary silence, and +she prayed as one who has been long familiar with such words, and who, +while praying, believes the answer will be given. The words of that +prayer were never forgotten by the two young men who heard them; they +seemed to bring heaven very near to that humble spot of earth. + +'For Christ's sake.' + +Abel Graham repeated these words after her in a painful whisper, and his +struggling ceased. + +'It is all over,' said the doctor reverently. And it was. Ay, all over, +so far as this world was concerned, with Abel Graham. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THOSE LEFT BEHIND. + + +That was a sad night for Gladys Graham and for Walter. Feeling that she +required the help and presence of a woman, Walter ran up for the +kind-hearted Mrs. Macintyre, whom Gladys had occasionally seen and +spoken with since she took up her abode in Colquhoun Street. It is among +the very poor we find the rarest instances of disinterested and +sympathetic kindness--deeds of true neighbourliness, performed without +thought or expectation of reward. Mrs. Macintyre required no second +bidding. In five minutes she was with the stricken girl, ready, in her +rough way, to do all that was necessary, and to take the burden off the +young shoulders so early inured to care. When their work was done, and +Abel Graham lay placidly upon the pure linen of his last bed, Mrs. +Macintyre suggested that Gladys should go home with her for the night. + +'It's no' for ye bidin' here yersel', my doo,' she said, with homely but +sincere sympathy. 'My place is sma', but it's clean, an' ye're welcome +to it.' + +Gladys shook her head. + +'I don't mind staying here, I assure you. I have seen death before. It +is not dreadful to me,' she said, glancing at the calm, reposeful face +of her uncle, and being most tenderly struck by the resemblance to her +own father. Death is always kind, and will give us, when we least expect +it, some sudden compensation for what he takes from us. That faint +resemblance composed Gladys, and gave her yet more loving thoughts of +the old man. He had been kind when, in his own rugged way, the first +harshness of his bearing towards her had swiftly been mellowed by her +own sweet, subtle influence. We must not too harshly blame Abel Graham; +his environment had been of a kind to foster the least beautiful +attributes of his nature. + +The only being Gladys could think of to help her with the other +arrangements was Mr. Fordyce. She seemed to turn naturally to him in her +time of need. A message sent to St. Vincent Street in the morning +brought him speedily, and he greeted her with a mixture of fatherly +compassion and sympathy which broke her down. + +'You see it has not been long,' she said, with a quiver of the lips. 'I +do not know what to do, or how to act. I thought you would know +everything.' + +'I know what is necessary here, at least, my dear, and it shall be +done,' he said kindly. 'The first thing I would suggest is that you +should come home with me just now.' + +Gladys looked at him wonderingly, and shook her head. + +'You are very kind, but that is quite impossible,' she said quickly. 'I +shall not leave here until all is over, and then I do not know what I +shall do. God will show me.' + +The lawyer was deeply moved. + +'My dear young lady, has it never occurred to you that there might be +something left for you, a substantial provision, which will place you +at once above the need of considering what you are to do, so far as +providing for yourself is concerned?' + +'I have not thought about it. Is it so?' she asked quickly, yet not with +the eager elation of the expectant heir. + +'You are very well left indeed,' he answered. 'If you like, I can +explain it to you now.' + +But Gladys shrank a little as she glanced towards the bed. + +'Not now. Let it be after it is all over. It does not matter now. I know +it will be all right.' + +'Just as you will; but I cannot bear to go and leave you here, Miss +Graham. Will you not think better of it? My wife and daughters will be +glad to see you, and they will be very kind and sympathetic, I can +assure you of that. Let me take you away.' + +But Gladys, though grateful, still shook her head. + +'I promised your uncle to take care of you,' he urged. 'If I go and +leave you in such sad circumstances here, so alone, I should feel that I +am not redeeming my promise.' + +'I thank you, and I shall come, perhaps, after, if you are so kind as to +wish me to come, but not now. And I am not quite alone here. I have +Walter.' + +Mr. Fordyce did not know what to say. It was impossible for him to +suggest that Walter's very presence in the house was one reason why she +should quit it. She knew nothing of conventionalities or proprieties, +and this was not the time to suggest them to her mind. He could only +leave the whole matter at rest. + +'Can I see this Walter?' he asked then. 'I have papers in my hand +concerning him also. I may as well see him now.' + +'He is up-stairs. Shall I call him down?' + +'No. I shall go up,' answered the lawyer; and Gladys pointed him to the +stairs leading up to the warehouse. Walter rose from his stool at the +desk and stood at the door of the little office. + +'Good-morning,' both said, and then they looked at each other quite +steadily for a moment. Mr. Fordyce was astonished at the lad's youth, +still more at his manly and independent bearing, and he told himself +that this strange client had exhibited considerable shrewdness in the +disposal of his worldly goods. + +'This is a very sad affair,' said the lawyer,--'sad and sudden. Mr. +Graham was an old man, but he has always been so robust, he appeared to +have the prospect of still longer life. It will make a great change +here.' + +'It will, sir.' Walter placed a chair for him, and a look of genuine +relief was visible on his face. 'I am very glad you have come up. I was +sitting here thinking over things. It is a very strange case.' + +'You know something, I presume, of this business, whether it was a +paying concern or not?' said the lawyer keenly. + +'It is a large business done in a small way, sir,--a worrying, +unsatisfactory kind of business, I know that much; but my master always +kept his books himself, and I had no means of knowing whether it really +paid or not. I know there were bad debts--a lot of them; but I am quite +ignorant of the state of affairs. I have only one hope, sir, which I +trust will not be disappointed'-- + +'Well?' inquired the lawyer steadily, when the young man stopped +hesitatingly. + +'That there will be something left for Miss Gladys. That has troubled me +ever since the master took ill.' + +'You may set your mind at rest, then. Miss Graham will be a rich woman.' + +Walter looked incredulous at these words. + +'A rich woman?' he repeated,--'a rich woman? Oh, I am glad of it!' + +His face flushed, his eye shone, with the intensity of his emotion. He +was very young, but these signs betrayed an interest in the fate of +Gladys Graham which stirred a vague pity in the lawyer's heart. + +'Yes, a rich woman; and you are not forgotten. There is a will, which, +however, Miss Graham desires shall not be read till after the funeral; +but there is no harm in telling you a part of its contents which +concerns you. Mr. Graham had the very highest opinion of your character +and ability, and though he may not have seemed very appreciative in +life, he has not forgotten to mark substantially his approval. You are +left absolutely in control of this business, with the power to make of +it what you will, and there is a legacy of five hundred pounds to enable +you to carry it on.' + +Walter became quite pale, and began to tremble, though he was not given +to such exhibitions of nervousness. + +'Oh, sir, there must be some mistake, surely,' he said quickly. 'It +cannot be true.' + +'It is quite true, and I congratulate you, and wish you every success. +There are very few young men in similar circumstances who have such an +opportunity given them. I hope you will be guided to use both means and +opportunity for the best possible end. I shall be glad to be of any +service to you at any time. Do not scruple to ask me. I mean what I +say.' + +'You are very kind.' + +They were commonplace words, but spoken with an earnest sincerity which +indicated a deeper feeling. + +Mr. Fordyce looked round the large dingy warehouse with a slightly +puzzled air. + +'Who would think that there was so much money in this affair?' he said +musingly. 'But I suppose it was carried on at very little expense. Well, +the poor old man had little pleasure in life. It was a great mistake. He +might have blessed himself and others with his means in his lifetime. It +is strange that the young lady should appear to mourn so sincerely for +him; it was an awful life for her here.' + +'He was never unkind to her,' answered Walter; 'and latterly he could +not do enough for her. She won him completely, and made a different man +of him.' + +'I quite believe it. One of the weak things of the world,' he said more +to himself than to his listener. 'There's a different life opening up +for her; it will be a great change to her. Well, good-morning. I wish +you well, and you'll remember my desire to be a friend to you should you +ever need me.' + +'I won't forget,' replied Walter, with beaming eye. 'Miss Gladys said +you would make all the arrangements for the funeral.' + +'I will. They are easily made, because Mr. Graham left the most explicit +directions. He desires to be buried by his own folk in the churchyard of +Mauchline. I am going out this afternoon.' + +Then the lawyer went away, but before proceeding to the station he wrote +a note to his wife, and sent it by a messenger to his house at +Kelvinside. + +About four o'clock in the afternoon, as Gladys was putting a black +ribbon in her hat, a cab rattled over the rough causeway, and a knock +came to the house door; and when Gladys went to open it, what was her +surprise to behold on the threshold a lady, richly dressed, but wearing +on her sweet, motherly face a look so truly kind that the girl's heart +warmed to her at once. + +'I am Mrs. Fordyce,' the lady said. 'You, I think, are Miss Graham? May +I come in?' + +'Certainly, madam.' + +Gladys held open the door wide, and Mrs. Fordyce entered the dark and +gloomy passage. + +'We have a very small, poor place,' said Gladys, as she led the way. 'I +ought to tell you that I have no room to show you into, except where my +poor uncle lies.' + +'My dear, I quite know. Mr. Fordyce has told me. It is you I have come +to see.' + +When they entered the kitchen, she laid her two kind hands on the girl's +shoulders, and turned her face to the light. Then, with a sudden +impulse, she bent down and kissed her brow. Gladys burst into tears. It +was the first kiss she had received since she came to Glasgow, and that +simple caress, with its accompanying tenderness of look and manner, +opened the floodgates of her pent heart, and taught her her own +loneliness and need. + +'I cannot leave you here, my dear child. My carriage is at the door. You +must come home with me. I shall bring you back quite early to-morrow, +but I must insist on taking you away to-night. It is not possible you +can stay here.' + +'I must, I will. You are truly kind, but I shall not leave my home till +I must. I have my own little room, and I am not quite alone. Walter is +up-stairs.' + +Mrs. Fordyce saw that she was firm. She looked at her in wonder, noting +with practised eyes the neat refinement of her poor dress, her sweet +grace and delicate beauty. To find a creature so fair in such a place +was like coming suddenly on a pure flower blooming in a stony street. + +'Your position is very lonely, but you will not find yourself without +friends. We must respect your wish to remain here, though the thought +will make me unhappy to-night,' said the kind woman. 'You will promise +to come to us immediately all is over?' + +'If you still wish it; only there is poor Walter. It will be so dreadful +for me to leave him quite alone.' + +Mrs. Fordyce could not restrain a smile. The child-heart still dwelt in +Gladys, though she was almost a woman grown. + +'Ah, my dear, you know nothing of the world. It is like reading a fairy +story to look at you and hear you speak. I hope--I hope the world will +not spoil you.' + +'Why should it spoil me? I can never know it except from you,' she said +simply. + +Mrs. Fordyce looked round the large, dimly-lighted place with eyes in +which a wonder of pity lay. + +'My child, is it possible that you have lived here almost two years, as +my husband tells me, with no companion but an old man and a working +lad?' + +'I have been quite happy,' Gladys replied, with a slight touch of +dignity not lost upon the lawyer's wife. + +'Perhaps because you knew nothing else. We will show you what life can +hold for such as you,' she answered kindly; and there came a day when +Gladys reminded her of these words in the bitterness of a wounded heart. + +When her visitor left, Gladys ran up-stairs to Walter. They had so long +depended on each other for solace and sympathy, that it seemed the most +natural thing in the world for her to share this new experience with +him. + +'You heard the lady speaking, did you not, Walter?' she asked +breathlessly. 'It was Mr. Fordyce's wife; she is so beautiful and so +kind. Just think, she would have taken me away with her in her +carriage.' + +'And why didn't you go?' asked Walter in a dull, even voice, and without +appearing in the least interested. + +'Oh because I could not leave just now,' she said slowly, quite +conscious of a change in his voice and look. + +'But you will go, I suppose, after?' + +'I suppose so. They seem to wish it very much.' + +'And you want to go, of course. They are very grand West End swells. I +know their house--a big mansion looking over the Kelvin,' he said, not +bitterly, but in the same even, indifferent voice. + +'I don't know anything about them. If that is true, it is still kinder +of them to think of such a poor girl as I.' + +To the astonishment of Gladys, Walter broke into a laugh, not a +particularly pleasant one. + +'Six months after this you'll maybe take a different view,' he said +shortly. + +'Why, Walter, what has come to you? You have so many moods now I never +know quite how to talk to you.' + +'That's true,' he answered brusquely. 'I'm a fool, and nobody knows it +better than I.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +HER INHERITANCE. + + +In the cheerful sunshine, the following afternoon, a small funeral party +left the house in Colquhoun Street, and drove to the railway station. It +consisted of Mr. Fordyce the lawyer, the minister of the parish, Walter +Hepburn, and Gladys. It was her own desire that she should go, and they +did not think it necessary to dissuade her. She was a sincere mourner +for the old man, and he had not so many that they should seek to prevent +that one true heart paying its last tribute to his memory. So for the +first time for many years the burying-ground of the Bourhill Grahams was +opened, somewhat to the astonishment of Mauchline folks. The name was +almost forgotten in the place; only one or two of the older inhabitants +remembered the widow and her two boys, and these found memory dim. +Nevertheless, a few gathered in the old churchyard, viewing with +interest the short proceedings, and with very special interest the +unusual spectacle of a young fair girl standing by the grave. They did +not dream how soon her name was to become a household word, beloved from +one end of Mauchline to the other. + +The two elderly gentlemen were very kind and tender to her, and the +clergyman regarded her with a curious interest, having had a brief +outline of her story from Mr. Fordyce. But it was noticeable that she +preferred Walter's company, that she spoke oftenest to him; and when the +lawyer and the minister went into the inn to have some refreshment while +waiting for the train, the two young people walked up the road to +Mossgiel. Walter was very gloomy and downcast, and she, quick to notice +it, asked the cause. + +'You know it quite well,' he said abruptly. 'I suppose you are going +away to these grand folks to-night, and there's an end of me.' + +'An end of you, Walter! What do you mean?' she asked, with a puzzled +air. + +'Just what I say. When you turn your back on Colquhoun Street, it's +bound to be for ever. You'll be West, I East. There's no comings and +goings between the two.' + +'I think you are very unkind to speak like that, and silly as well,' she +said quickly. + +'Maybe, but it's true all the same,' he answered, with a slight touch of +bitterness. + +'And you deserve to be punished for it,' she continued, with her quaint +dignity; 'only I cannot quite make up my mind how to punish you, or, +indeed, to do it at all to-day. Look, Walter,' she stopped him on the +brow of the hill, with a light touch on his arm which thrilled him as it +had never yet done, and sent the blood to his face. + +'See, away over there, almost as far as you can see, on yon little hill +where the trees are so green and lovely, is Bourhill, where the Grahams +used to live. I told you how Uncle Abel said papa had such a desire to +buy it. If I were a rich woman I think I should buy Bourhill.' + +'So you will. I wish _I_ could give it to you,' cried Walter quickly. + +'Do you? You are very good. You have always been so good and kind to me, +Walter,' she said dreamily. 'Yes, that is Bourhill; and just think, you +can see the sea from it--the real sea, which I have never seen in my +life.' + +'You'll get everything and see everything you want soon,' he said in a +quiet, dull voice; 'and then you'll forget all that went before.' + +'We shall see.' + +She was hurt by the abrupt coldness of his manner, and, having her own +pride of spirit, did not seek to hide it. + +'See, that is Mossgiel there, and we have no time to go up. I think Mr. +Fordyce said we must turn here,' she said, changing the subject, +woman-like, when it did not please her. 'But when it is summer you and I +will come to Mauchline for a day together, and gather some daisies from +the field where Burns wrote his poem to the daisy--that is,' she added, +with a smile, 'if you are not disagreeable, which I must say, Walter, +you are to-day--most disagreeable indeed.' + +She turned and looked at him then for a moment with an earnest, somewhat +critical look, and she saw a tall, slender youth, whose figure had not +attained to its full breadth and stature, but whose face--grave, +earnest, noble, even--spoke of the experience of life. These two years +had done much for Walter Hepburn, and she became aware of it suddenly, +and with secret amazement. + +'Why do you look at me like that?' he asked almost angrily. 'Is there +anything the matter with my clothes?' + +'No, nothing, you cross boy. I was only thinking that you had grown to +be a man without any warning, and I am not sure that I did not like you +better as a boy.' + +'That is more than likely,' he answered, not in the least gently; but +Gladys only smiled. Her faith in him was so boundless and so perfect +that she never misunderstood him. In her deep heart she guessed that the +shadow of the coming parting lay heavy on his soul. It lay on hers +likewise, but was brightened in some subtle fashion by a lovely hope +which she did not understand nor seek to analyse, but which seemed to +link the troubled past and the unknown future by a band of gold. +Wherever she might go, or whatever might become of her, she could never +lose Walter out of her life. It was the love of the child merging into +the mysterious hope of the woman, but she did not understand it yet. Had +he known even in part how she felt, it had saved him many a bitter hour; +but as yet that solace was denied him. That hot, rebellious young heart +must needs go through the very furnace of pain to bring forth its +fulness of sweetness and strength. + +As the two came side by side up the middle of the village street, the +lawyer and the minister stood upon the steps at the inn door. + +'Is it a case of love's young dream?' asked the latter significantly. + +Mr. Fordyce laughed as he shook his head. + +'Scarcely. They've been companions--in misfortune, I had almost +said--for a long time, and it is natural that they should feel kindly +towards each other. Miss Bourhill Graham must needs aim a little higher. +I like the young fellow, however. There's an honesty of purpose and a +fearless individuality about him which refreshes one. Odd, isn't it, to +find two such gems in such a place?' + +'Rather; but I don't agree with all you say,' replied the minister, 'and +I'll watch with interest the development of Miss Graham's history. If +that determined-looking youth doesn't have a hand in it, I've made a +huge mistake, that's all.' + +Mr. Fordyce had made his plans for the day, and arranged with his wife +to bring the carriage to Colquhoun Street at five o'clock. Gladys had +been made acquainted with this arrangement, and acquiesced in it. It was +about four o'clock when they returned to the empty house, which looked +more cheerless than usual after the beauty and freshness of the country. + +'Now, my dear,' said the lawyer, 'we must have a little talk before Mrs. +Fordyce comes. I have a great deal to say to you. You remember you would +not allow me to speak to you about business affairs until all was over?' + +'Yes,' answered Gladys, and seated herself obediently, but without +betraying the slightest interest or anticipation. + +'I shall be as brief and simple as possible,' he continued. 'I told you +that you need have no anxiety about your future, that it was assured by +your uncle's will. You were not aware, I suppose, that he died a rich +man?' + +'No; I have heard people call him rich, but I never believed it. He +spoke and acted always as if he were very poor.' + +'That is the policy of many who have earned money hardly, and are loath +to spend it. Well, it is you who will reap the benefit of his economy. +About six months ago your uncle called upon me at my office for the +first time in connection with the purchase of a small residential estate +in Ayrshire. He wished to buy it, and did so--at a bargain, for there +were few offers for it. That estate was Bourhill, and it was for you it +was bought. You are absolutely its owner to-day.' + +'I--owner of Bourhill?' she repeated slowly, and as if she did not +comprehend. 'I owner of Bourhill?' + +'Yes, my dear young lady; I congratulate you, not only as mistress of +Bourhill, but also as mistress of what, to you, must seem a large +fortune. Your uncle has left you Bourhill and the sum of ten thousand +pounds.' + +She received this announcement in silence, but all the colour left her +face. + +'Oh,' she cried at length, in a voice sharp with pain, 'how wrong! how +hard! To live here in such poverty, to be so hard on others, to act a +lie. It was that, Mr. Fordyce. Oh, my poor uncle!' + +Her distress was keen. It showed itself in her heaving breast, her +saddened eye, her drooping lips. She could not realise her own great +fortune; she could only think of what it had cost. The lawyer was deeply +moved, and yet not surprised. It was natural that a nature so fine, so +conscientious, and so true, should see at once the terrible injustice of +it all. + +'My dear, I must warn you not to dwell on the morbid side. We must admit +that it was a great pity, a very great pity, that your poor uncle did +not realise the responsibility of wealth, did not even take some comfort +for himself from it. But I may tell you it was a great, an inexpressible +joy to him to leave it in your hands. I daresay he felt assured, as I +do, that, though so young, you would know how to use it wisely.' + +It was the right chord to touch. The colour leaped back to her cheek, +the light to her eyes, her whole manner changed. + +'Oh, I will, I will! God will help me. I will do the work, his work. If +only he had told me how he wished it done.' + +'I have a letter for you, written by his own hand the day he died; but +it is not here. I will bring it when I come from my office at night; and +meanwhile, my dear, I would suggest that you should get ready to go. My +wife will be here very shortly.' + +Immediately thought was diverted into another channel, and a great +wistfulness stole over her. + +'And what,' she asked in a low voice,--'what will become of Walter?' + +'Has he not told you what his future is likely to be?' + +'No, he has told me nothing.' + +'Your uncle has left him this business to make of it what he likes, and +five hundred pounds to help him to carry it on. It is a very good lift +for a friendless young fellow--a waif of the streets.' + +'He's not a waif of the streets,' cried Gladys hotly. 'He has a home, +not so happy as it might be, perhaps, but it is a home. It is this +dreadful drink, which ruins everything it touches, which has destroyed +Walter's home. I am so glad for him. He will get on so quickly now, only +he will be so dreadfully lonely. I must come and see him very, very +often.' + +'My dear, I do not wish you to turn your back on your old friend, but it +might be better for you both, but more especially for him, if you let +things take their course. Your life must be very different henceforth.' + +'I do not understand you,' said Gladys quite calmly, 'Please to +explain.' + +Not an easy task for Mr. Fordyce, with these large, sorrowful, +half-indignant eyes fixed so questioningly on his face. But he did his +best. + +'I mean, my dear, that for you, as Miss Graham of Bourhill, a new life +is opening up--a life in which it will be quite wise to forget the past. +Your life here, I should think,' he added, with a significant glance +round the place, 'has not held much in it worth remembering. It will +pass from you like a dream in the midst of the many new interests which +will encompass you now.' + +It was the wisdom of the world, not harshly nor urgently conveyed, but +it sounded cruelly in the girl's ears. She rose to her feet, and +somewhat wearily shook her head. + +'You do not know, you cannot understand,' she said faintly. 'I can never +forget this place. I pray I may never wish to forget it. If you will +excuse me, I shall get ready now, so as not to keep Mrs. Fordyce waiting +when she comes.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +FAREWELL. + + +The carriage was at the door, and they stood face to face, the young man +and the maiden, in the little office up-stairs, to say farewell. + +'I am quite ready, Walter,' Gladys said in a still, quiet voice. 'I am +going away.' + +'Are you? Well, good-bye.' + +He held out his hand. His face was pale, but his mouth was set like +iron, and these apparently indifferent words seemed to force themselves +from between his teeth. Sign of emotion or sorrow he exhibited none, but +the maiden, who understood and who loved him,--yes, who loved him,--was +not in the least deceived. + +'Have you nothing else to say than that, Walter? It is very little when +I am going away,' she said wistfully. + +'No,' he replied in the same steady, even tone, 'nothing. You had better +not keep them waiting, these grand people, any longer. They are not used +to it, and they don't like it.' + +'Let them wait, and if they don't like it they can go away,' she +answered, with unwonted sharpness. 'I want to say, Walter, that if I +could have stayed here, I would. I would rather be here than anywhere. +It once seemed very dreadful to me, but now I love it. But though I am +going away, I will come to see you very often, very often indeed.' + +'Don't come,' he answered sharply. 'Don't come at all.' + +A vague terror gathered in her eyes, and her mouth trembled. + +'Now you are unkind, Walter, unkind and unreasonable. But men are often +unreasonable, so I will forgive you. If I may not come here, will you +promise to come to Bellairs Crescent and see me?' + +Then Walter flung up his head and laughed, that laugh which always +stabbed Gladys. + +'To have the door slammed in my face by a footman or a smart servant? +No, thank you.' + +'Very well. Good-bye. If you cast me off, Walter, I can't help it. +Good-bye, and God bless you. I hope I shall see you sometimes, and if +not, I shall try to bear it, only it is very hard.' + +She was a woman in keenness of feeling, a very child in guilelessness. +She could not hide her pain. + +Then Walter, feeling it all so keenly, and hating himself with a mortal +hatred for his savage candour, condescended to make an explanation. + +'In a week,' he began, 'you will view everything in a different light. +You are going away to be a great lady, and you'll soon find that you +want nothing so badly in this world as to forget that you ever knew this +place, or me. It will be far better to understand and make up my mind to +it at the very beginning. Perhaps some day it will be different, but in +the meantime I know I am right, and you'll soon be convinced of it too, +and perhaps thank me for it.' + +'If that is what you think of me, Walter, it will indeed be better as +you say. Good-bye.' + +She scarcely touched his hand or looked at him as she turned away. She +was wounded to the heart; and the poor lad, putting a fearful curb upon +himself, suffered her to leave him. He did not even go down to the door +to see the carriage leave, and in a few minutes the rattle of wheels +across the stony street fell upon his ears like a last farewell. Then, +there being none to witness his weakness, he laid his head down upon the +battered old desk, and wept as he had not wept since his childhood. He +had a proud spirit, and circumstances had made him morbidly sensitive. +He was very young to indulge in a man's hopes and aspirations; but age +is not always determined by years. Already he had dreamed his dreams, +had his visions of a glorious future, in which he should build up a home +for himself. Yet not for himself alone--it could be no home unless light +was given to it by her who had been the day-star of his boyhood. The +very loneliness and bitterness of his experience had caused his heart, +capable of a strong and passionate affection, to centre with greater +tenacity upon the gentle being who had shown to him the lovelier side of +nature and life, and had awakened in him strivings after all that was +highest and best. But this morbid sensitiveness, which is the curse of +every proud spirit, and turns even the sweets of life to ashes in the +mouth, had him in bitter bondage. He lashed himself with it, reminding +himself constantly of his origin and his environment, and magnifying +these into insuperable barriers which would for ever stand blankly in +his way. Although common-sense told him that there was no other course +open to Gladys than to accept the kindness offered her by the lawyer +and his wife, and though in his inmost better heart he did not doubt +her, it pleased his harder mood to regard himself as being despised and +trampled on; there was a certain luxury in the indulgence which afforded +him a melancholy pain. By and by, however, better thoughts came, as they +always will if we give them the chance they seek. Out of his fearful +dejection arose a manlier, nobler spirit, which betrayed itself in his +look and manner. He rose from the stool, walked twice across the narrow +office floor out to the warehouse, and finally down-stairs. In a word, +he took an inventory of the whole place, and it suddenly came home to +him, with a new accession of hope and strength, that it was his--that he +was absolutely monarch of all he surveyed, and could make or mar it as +he willed. It was not a stupendous heritage, but to one nameless and +unknown it was much. Nay, it was his opportunity--the tide in his +affairs which might lead him on to fortune. Wandering the length and +breadth of his kingdom--only a drysalter's warehouse, but still his +kingdom--hope took to herself white wings again, and, fluttering over +him, built for him many a castle in the air--castles high enough to +reach the skies. Then and there Walter Hepburn took courage and began to +face his life--laid his plans, which had for its reward a maiden's smile +and a maiden's heart. And for these men have conquered the world before, +and will again. Love still rules, and will, thanks be to God, till the +world is done. + +Meanwhile Gladys, all unconscious alike of his deep dejection and his +happier mood, sat quite silently in the corner of the luxurious +carriage, her eyes dim with tears. Her kind friend, noticing that she +was moved, left her in peace. Her sympathy was true, and could be +quiet, and that is much. + +'Suppose you sit up and look out, my dear?' she said at last. 'We are +crossing Kelvin Bridge. Have you been as far West before?' + +Gladys sat up obediently, and looked from the carriage window upon the +river tumbling between its banks. + +'Is this Glasgow?' she asked, wondering to see the trees waving greenly +in the gentle April breeze. + +'Yes, my dear, of course; and we are almost home. I am sure you will be +glad, you look so tired,' said Mrs. Fordyce kindly. 'Never mind; you +shall have a cup of tea immediately, and then you shall lie down and +sleep as long as you like.' + +'Oh, I never sleep in the day-time, thank you,' said Gladys; and as the +carriage swept along a handsome terrace and into Bellairs Crescent, +where the gardens were green with all the beauty of earliest summer, her +face visibly brightened. + +'It is quite like the country,' she said. 'I cannot believe it is +Glasgow.' + +'Sometimes we feel it dingy enough, my love. We are talking of the Coast +already, but perhaps we shall fall in love with the Crescent a second +time through you. Eh, my dear?' she said, with a nod. 'Well, here we +are.' + +The carriage drew up before the steps of a handsome house, the door was +opened, and a dainty maid ran down to take the wraps. Gladys looked at +her curiously, and thought of Walter. Well, it was a great change. +Gladys had an eye for the beautiful, and the arrangement of the hall, +with its soft rugs, carved furniture, and green plants, with gleams of +statuary here and there, rested and delighted her. + +'We'll just go to the drawing-room at once. My girls will be out of all +patience for tea,' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'Nay, my dear, don't shrink. I +assure you they are happy, kind-hearted girls, just like yourself.' + +Gladys long remembered her first introduction to the brighter side of +life. She followed Mrs. Fordyce somewhat timidly into a large and +handsome room, and saw at the farther end, near the fireplace, a dainty +tea-table spread, and a young girl in a blue serge gown cutting a cake +into a silver basket. Another knelt at the fire. Gladys was struck by +the exceeding grace of her attitude, though she could not see her face. + +'My dears,' said Mrs. Fordyce quickly, 'here we are. I hope tea is +ready? We are quite ready for it.' + +'It has been up an age, mamma; Mina and I were thinking to ring for some +fresh tea. Is this Miss Graham?' + +It was the one who had been kneeling by the fire who spoke, and she came +forward frankly and with a pleasant smile, though her eyes keenly noted +every detail of the stranger's appearance and attire. + +'This is Clara, my elder daughter, my dear; and this is Mina. Is Leonard +not home?' + +'Yes, but he won't come up. Leonard is our brother,' Clara explained to +Gladys,--'rather a spoiled boy, and he is mortally afraid of new girls, +as he calls them. But you will see him at dinner.' + +In spite of a natural stateliness of look and manner, Clara had a kind +way with her. She took off their guest's cloak, and drew a comfortable +chair forward to the tea-table, while her sister made out the tea. + +'Where's papa? Did he not come with you?' she asked her mother, leaving +Gladys a moment to herself. + +'No; he went off at St. Vincent Street. He has been away from business +all day, you know.' + +'Oh yes. This has been a sad day for you,' said Clara sympathetically, +turning to Gladys. 'Mamma has told us how lonely you are, but we shall +try to cheer you. Won't we, Mina?' + +'Suppose you begin by giving her some tea?' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'Then she +must have a little rest. She has very long cared for others, she must +have a taste of being cared for now.' + +Gladys could not speak a word. She felt at home. A vague, delicious +sense of rest stole over her as she listened to these kind words, and +felt the subtle, beautiful influences of the place about her. It was +only a pleasant family room, which taste and wealth had appointed and +adorned, but it seemed like a king's palace to the girl who had long +walked in the darker places of the earth. Seeing her thus moved, mother +and daughters talked to each other, discussing the pleasant gossip of +the day, which always seems to gather round the table at five-o'clock +tea. + +'Now, Clara, you will take Miss Graham up-stairs. I think you must allow +us to call you Gladys, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'I am going to leave +you in charge of Clara. When you know us better, you will find out that +it takes Mina all her time to take charge of herself.' + +Mina shook her finger at her mother, and a slight blush rose to her +happy face. + +'Too bad, mamma, to prejudice Miss Graham against me. The difference +between my sister and me,' she added, turning to Gladys, 'is that Clara +is always proper and conventional, and I am the reverse. You can never +catch her unawares or in an untidy gown, she is always just as +immaculate as you see her now; while I am--well, just as the spirit +moves me.' She swept a little mocking courtesy to her sister, who only +smiled and shook her head, then taking Gladys by the arm, led her from +the drawing-room. + +'You must not mind Mina. She often speaks without thinking, but she +never wishes to hurt any one,' she said. 'We have both been so sorry for +you since papa told us about you, and we hope you will feel happy and at +home with us here.' + +'Oh, I am sure I shall, you are all so kind,' cried Gladys impulsively. +It was natural that she should exaggerate any little courtesy or +kindness shown to her, she had known so little of it in her life. + +'It is such a romance! To think you are an heiress, and that beautiful +Bourhill is all your own,' continued Clara. + +'Do you know it?' interrupted Gladys, with more interest than she had +yet betrayed. + +'Yes; I have been there. We have a house at Troon, and of course when we +are there we drive a good deal. Papa pointed it out to us one day, and +said it was sad to see it going to decay. We had no idea then that we +should ever know you. This is your room; it is quite close to Mina's and +mine. See, the river is just before the windows. I always think the +Kelvin looks so pretty from here, because one cannot see its impurity.' + +'It is beautiful--a great change for me,' said Gladys dreamily, as her +eyes roamed round the spacious and elegant guest-chamber. 'How pleasant +it must be always to live among so many beautiful things! I have loved +them all my life, but I have seen so few since I came from the fen +country with my uncle.' + +'It was very strange that he, so rich, should keep you in that wretched +place,' said Clara. 'How much better had he shared it all with you while +he lived.' + +'Yes; but I think he was happier as it was, and it pleased him at the +end, I know, to think that he had given me Bourhill.' + +'I am sure it did. Well, I shall go now, dear, and leave you to unpack. +You will find the wardrobe and all the drawers empty. Mamma will be +coming to you immediately, likely.' + +With a nod and a smile, Clara took herself off to the drawing-room +again. + +'What do you think of Miss Graham of Bourhill?' asked Mina, with her +mouth full of cake. 'Quite to the manner born. Don't you think so?' + +'Quite. And isn't she lovely? Wait till mamma has taken her to Redfern, +and then you and I may retire, my dear; we shall be eclipsed.' + +'If so, let us be resigned. One thing I know, you don't believe in +presentiments, of course, you matter-of-fact young person, but I feel +that she is to be mixed up with us in some mysterious way, and that some +day, perhaps, we may wish we had never seen Miss Graham of Bourhill.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE WEST END. + + +Now Gladys had her opportunity of seeing the beautiful side of life. Her +taste being naturally refined and fastidious, found a peculiar +satisfaction in the beauty of her surroundings. It was a very real +pleasure to her to tread upon soft carpets, breathe a pure air, only +sweetened by the breath of flowers, and to rest her eyes with delicate +combinations of colour and the treasures of art to be found in the +lawyer's sumptuous house. Never had she more strikingly betrayed her +special gift, of which Abel Graham had spoken on his death-bed, 'ability +to adapt herself to any surroundings;' she seemed, indeed, as Mina +Fordyce had said, 'to the manner born.' + +She endeared herself at once by her gentleness of manner to every inmate +of the house, and very speedily conquered the boy Leonard's aversion to +'new girls.' In less than a week they were chums, and she was a frequent +visitor to his den in the attics, where he contrived all sorts of +wonderful things, devoting more time to them than to his legitimate +lessons, which his soul abhorred. But though she was invariably +cheerful, ever ready to share and sympathise with all the varied +interests of the house, there was a stillness of manner, a 'dreamy +far-offness,' as Mina expressed it, which indicated that sometimes her +thoughts were elsewhere. + +The three girls were sitting round the drawing-room fire one wet, +boisterous afternoon, chatting cosily, and waiting for tea to come up. +Between Clara and Gladys there seemed to be a peculiar understanding, +although Mr. Fordyce's elder daughter was not the favourite of the +family. Her manner was too stiff, and she had a knack at times of saying +rather sharp, disagreeable things. But not to Gladys Graham. In these +few days they had become united in the bonds of a love which was to +stand all tests. Clara was sitting on a low chair, Gladys kneeling by +her side, with her arm on her knee. So sitting, they presented a +contrast, each a fine foil to the other. The stately, dark beauty of +Clara set off the fairer loveliness of the younger girl; neither +suffered by the contrast. These days of peace and restful, luxurious +living had robbed Gladys of her wearied listlessness, had given to her +delicate cheek a bloom long absent from it. Her simple morning gown, +made by a fashionable _modiste_ who had delighted to study her fair +model, seemed part of herself. She was a striking and lovely girl, of a +higher type than the two beside her. + +'Oh, girls,' cried Mina, with a yawn, and tossing back her brown unruly +locks with an impatient gesture, 'isn't it slow? Can't you wake up? You +haven't spoken a word for half an hour.' + +'Do you never want to be quiet, Mina?' asked Gladys, with the gleam of +an amused smile. + +'No, never. I'm not one of your pensive maidens. One silent member in a +family is enough, or it would stagnate. Clara sustains the dignity, I +the life, of the house, my dear. Oh, I wish somebody would come in. I +guess half a score of idle young women in the other houses of this +Crescent are consumed with the same desire. But nobody ever _does_ come +in, by any chance, when you want them. When you don't, then they come in +in shoals. I say, Clara, isn't it ages since we saw any of them from +Pollokshields?' + +'Yes; but you know we ought to have gone to ask for Aunt Margaret long +ago.' + +'I suppose so. We don't love our aunt, Gladys. It's the misfortune of +many not to love their relations. Can you explain that mystery?' + +'Perhaps they are not very lovable,' suggested Gladys. + +'That's it exactly. Aunt Margaret is--Well, you'll see her some day, and +then you'll admit that if she possesses lovable qualities she doesn't +wear them every day. They are so rich, so odiously rich, that you never +can forget it. She doesn't allow you to. And Julia is about as +insufferable.' + +'Really, Mina, you should not speak so strongly. You know papa and mamma +wouldn't like it,' protested Clara mildly; but Mina only laughed. + +'It is such a relief on a day like this to "go for" some one, as Len +would say, and why not for one's relations? It's their chief use. And +you know Julia Fordyce has more airs than a duchess. George is rather +better, and he is so divinely handsome that you can't remember that he +has a single fault.' + +Was it the firelight, or did the colour heighten rapidly in Clara's +cheek? + +'Such nonsense you talk, Mina,' she said hastily. + +'It isn't nonsense at all. Have we never exhibited the photograph of our +Adonis, Gladys?' + +'I don't think so,' answered Gladys, with a smile. 'Suppose you let me +see it now?' + +'Of course. That was an unpardonable oversight, which his lordship would +never forgive. He is frightfully conceited, as most handsome men +unfortunately are. It isn't their fault, poor fellows; it's the girls +who spoil them. Here he is.' + +She brought a silver frame from a cabinet, and, with an absurd +assumption of devotion, dropped a kiss on it before she gave it to +Gladys. Gladys sat up, and, holding the photograph up between the light, +looked at it earnestly. It was the portrait of a man in hunting dress, +standing by his horse, and certainly no fault could be found with his +appearance. His figure was a model of manly grace, and his face +remarkably handsome, so far as fine features can render handsome a human +face; yet there was a something, it might be only a too-conscious idea +of his own attractions, which betrayed itself in his expression, and in +the eyes of Gladys detracted from its charm. + +'It is a pretty picture,' she said innocently. 'The horse is a lovely +creature.' + +Then Mina threw herself back in her chair, and laughed till the tears +ran down her cheeks--a proceeding which utterly perplexed Gladys. + +'Oh, Clara, isn't that lovely? If I don't tell George Fordyce that the +first time I see him! It'll do him all the good in the world. Only, +Gladys, he will never forgive you.' + +'Why? I have not said anything against him.' + +'No, you have simply ignored him, and that is an unpardonable offence +against my lord. You must let me tell him, Gladys. It is really my duty +to tell him, and we should always do our duty by our relations, should +we not?' + +'I am sure I don't mind in the least if you do tell him,' replied Gladys +serenely. 'Do you think I said anything very dreadful, Clara?' + +'Not I. Never mind Mina, dear. You should be learning not to mind +anything she says.' + +'There's the bell. That's mother, I hope. We never miss mother more than +at tea-time,' said Mina, jumping up. Love for her mother was the passion +of her soul. It shone in her face, and betrayed itself in a hundred +little attentions which touched Gladys inexpressibly. Clara was always +more reserved, but though her feelings found slower expression they were +not less deep and keen; and though Gladys felt at home and happy with +every member of that singularly united household, it was to Clara, who +was so seldom the favourite outside, that her heart went out in love. + +'It is not mother. It's callers, I do believe,' cried Mina, giving her +hair a tug before the mirror, and shaking out her skirts, while her face +brightened with expectation. + +'Mr. and Miss Fordyce.' + +Clara rose and went hastily forward to receive her cousins, while the +irrepressible Mina strove to hide her laughter, though her eyes danced +in the most suspicious manner. It was with rather more than ordinary +interest that Gladys regarded the new-comers. They were certainly a +handsome pair, and so closely resembling each other that their +relationship was at once apparent. + +'To what do we owe this unexpected felicity?' inquired Mina banteringly. +'On such a day, too.' + +'Yes, indeed; we quite expected to see you in the house we have just +left,' said Julia a little stiffly. + +'Where, where?' + +'Evelyn Stuart's. Have you forgotten this is her first reception day?' + +'So it is, and we forgot all about it. Clara, whatever shall we do? Was +there a crowd?' + +'Yes, an awful crowd.' + +While answering Mina, Miss Julia inclined her head in recognition of +Gladys, to whom Clara introduced her. The slightest possible surprise +betrayed itself in the uplifting of her straight brows, as her keen, +flashing eyes took in every detail of the girl's appearance. Needless to +say, the new inmate of the lawyer's household had been freely discussed +by the Pollokshields Fordyces, and it was in reality curiosity to see +her which had brought them to Bellairs Crescent that afternoon. + +'I should just say it was a crowd,' added George, giving his immaculate +moustache a pull. 'I was sorry for Stuart, poor beggar. Really, though a +fellow marries, he should not be subjected to an ordeal like you. I +don't see anything to hinder a fellow's wife from receiving folks +herself. It's an awful bore on a fellow, you know.' + +He spoke languidly, and all the time from under his drooping lids +surveyed the slender figure and fair face of Gladys. She was so +different from the brilliant and showy young ladies he met in the +society they moved in, that he was filled with a secret admiration. + +'So the unfortunate young woman who marries you, George, may know what +to expect. Do you hear that, girls? Be warned in time,' cried Mina. +'Won't you take off your cloak, Julia, and stay a little? Mother and tea +will be here directly.' + +'I daresay we have half an hour--have we, George? You are not going back +to the mill, are you?' + +'Not I; my nose has been pretty much at the grindstone for the last +month. And now, girls, what's the best of your news? We're waiting to be +entertained. How do you like the West End of Glasgow, Miss Graham?' + +'Very much, thank you,' answered Gladys, and somehow she could not help +speaking distantly. There was something about the young man she did not +like. Had she looked at Clara just then she would have seen her eyes +filled with a lovely, wavering light, while a half-trembling +consciousness was infused into her whole appearance. These signs to the +observant are not difficult to read. Clara loved her handsome cousin, +and unfortunately he was not blind to the fact. + +'We are going to Troon first week in May, Julia,' she said quickly. 'Has +Aunt Margaret thought or spoken of your going yet?' + +'She has spoken of it, but we haven't encouraged it,' replied Julia +languidly, as she drew off one of her perfectly-fitting gloves, and +displayed a long firm white hand, sparkling with diamonds. 'I know she +has written to the housekeeper to have Seaview aired, but I suppose it +depends on the weather.' + +'If you are all going down, it wouldn't be half bad, Julia. We must see +what the mater says. Does Miss Graham go with you?' + +'Of course,' replied Clara, with a smiling glance at Gladys. + +She replied by an answering smile, so swift and lovely that George +Fordyce looked at her with a sudden access of admiration. Gladys shrank +just a little under the continued persistence of his gaze; and when he +saw it, it added a new zest to his interest in her. He was accustomed to +find his admiration or attention always acceptable to the young ladies +of his acquaintance, and the demeanour of Gladys was at once new and +interesting to him. He determined to cultivate her acquaintance, and to +awaken that fair, statuesque maiden into life. + +Just then tea came up, and, rising lazily, he began to make himself +useful to his cousin Clara, murmuring some nonsense to her over the +tea-table, which deepened the lovely light in her eyes. He enjoyed +seeing the delicate colour deepening in her face, and excused himself +for bringing it there on the ground of cousinship. But when he carried +her cup to Gladys, he remained by her side, while Julia entertained the +other two with a description of the bride's drawing-room and reception +gown. + +'It's an awful romance, Miss Graham, upon my word it is,' began George, +standing with his back to the others, and looking down most impressively +into the girl's face,--'your story, I mean, of course. Uncle Tom has +told us how you, the heiress of Bourhill, have lived in the +slums--positively the slums, wasn't it?' + +Now, though his words were not particularly well chosen or in good +taste, his manner was so impressively sympathetic that Gladys felt +insensibly influenced by it. And he _was_ very handsome, and it was +quite pleasant to have him standing there, looking as if there was +nobody in the world half so interesting to him as herself. For the very +first time in her life Gladys felt the subtle charm of flattery steal +into her soul. + +'I suppose you would call it the slums,' she answered. 'My uncle lived +in Colquhoun Street.' + +'Don't know it, but I guess it was bad enough, and for you, too, who +look fit for a palace. And did you live there all alone with the old +miser?' + +'Don't call him that, please; he was very kind to me, and I cannot bear +to hear him hardly spoken of, she said quickly. 'There were three of us, +and we were very happy, though the place was so small and poor.' + +'Who was the third?' + +He managed to convey into his tone just sufficient aggressiveness as to +suggest that he resented the idea of a third person sharing anything +with her. + +'Walter Hepburn, my uncle's assistant.' + +Had she looked at him then, she must have been struck by the strange +expression, coupled with a sudden flash, which passed over his face. + +'Ah yes, just so. Well, I'm glad the fates have been kind, and brought +you at last where there's a chance of being appreciated,' he said +carelessly. 'Nice little girls my cousins--awfully good-hearted little +souls, though Mina's tongue is a trifle too sharp. Yes, miss, I'm +warning Miss Graham against you,' he said when Mina uttered his name in +a warning note. + +'Now, to punish you, I shall tell you my latest anecdote,' Mina said; +and, heedless of the half-laughing, half-eager protest of Gladys, she +related the incident of the portrait, with a little embellishment which +made him appear in rather a ridiculous light. + +In the midst of the laughter which the relation provoked, Mrs. Fordyce +entered the room. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +'THE DAYS THAT ARE NOT.' + + +The last days of April came, the family in Bellairs Crescent were making +preparations for an immediate departure to the Ayrshire coast, and as +yet Gladys had not seen or heard anything of Walter. She had a longing +to revisit the old home, and yet a curious reluctance held her back. She +felt hurt, and even a trifle irritated against Walter; and though she +understood, and in a measure sympathised with his feelings, she thought +him needlessly morbid and sensitive regarding their new relation towards +each other. + +'Gladys,' said Clara one day, when she had watched in silence the girl's +sweet face, and noticed its half-sad, half-wistful expression, 'what is +the matter with you? You are fretting about something. Tell me what it +is. Do you not wish to go to Troon with us, or would you rather go to +Bourhill? Do tell us what you would like best to do?' + +They were quite alone in the little morning-room, which had been given +up to the girls of the house to adorn as they liked. It was a pretty +corner, dainty, home-like, cosy, with a long window opening out to the +garden, which was as beautiful as it is possible for a city garden to +be. + +Gladys gave a little start, and coloured slightly under Clara's earnest +gaze. + +'I am quite happy at the idea of going to Troon; remember I have never +seen the sea,' she answered quickly. 'What makes you think I am +unhappy?' + +'My dear, you look it. You can't hide it from me, and you are going to +tell me this very moment what is vexing you.' + +Clara knelt down on the rug, and, with her hands folded, looked up in +her friend's face. Gladys passed her hand lightly over the smooth braids +of Clara's beautiful hair, and did not for a moment speak. + +'Did you ever have a great faith in any one who after a time +disappointed you?' she asked suddenly. + +'No, I don't think so. I am not naturally trusting, Gladys. I have to be +very sure before I put absolute faith in any one.' + +'I cannot believe that of you, Clara. How kind you have been to me, an +utter stranger! You have treated me like a sister since the first happy +day I entered the house.' + +'Oh, that is different. You know very well, you little fraud, that your +very eyes disarm suspicion, as somebody says. You are making conquests +everywhere. But now we are away from the point. _What_ is vexing you? +Shall I make a guess?' + +'Oh, if you like,' answered Gladys, with interest. + +'Well, you are thinking of past days. You have not forgotten the +companions of the old life, and it is grieving you, because it would +appear that they have forgotten you.' + +'He might have come, only once,' cried Gladys rebelliously, not for a +moment seeking to deny or admit in words the truth of Clara's words. 'We +were a great deal to each other. It is hard to be forgotten so soon.' + +'Gladys dear, listen to me.' + +Clara's voice became quite grave, and she folded her hands impressively +above her companion's. + +'You must not be angry at what I am going to say, because it is true. +Has it not occurred to you that this young man, in thus keeping a +distance from you, shows himself wiser than you?' + +'How?' asked Gladys coldly. 'It can never be wise to wound the feelings +of another.' + +'My dear, though your simplicity is the loveliest thing about you, it is +awfully difficult to deal with,' said Clara perplexedly. 'You must know, +must admit, Gladys, that everything is changed, and that while you might +be quite courteous, and even friendly after a fashion, with this Mr. +Hepburn, anything more is quite out of the question. He must move in his +own sphere, you in yours. People are happier in their own sphere. To try +and lift them out of it is always a mistake, and ends in disaster and +defeat. Would you have liked mamma to invite him here?' + +'He would not come,' said Gladys proudly. 'He would never come. He said +so again and again.' + +'Then it seems to me that it is you who are lacking in proper pride,' +said Clara calmly. + +'What is proper pride?' + +Gladys smiled with the faintest touch of scorn as she asked the +question. + +'You know what it is just as well as I can tell you, only it pleases you +to be perverse this morning,' said Clara good-humouredly, 'and I am not +going to say any more.' + +'Yes you are. I want to understand this thing. Is it imperative that the +mere fact that my uncle has left me money and a house should make me a +different person altogether?' + +'It affects your position, not necessarily you. Don't be silly and +aggravating, Gladys, or I must shake you,' said Clara, with the frank +candour of a privileged friend. 'And really I cannot understand why you +should be anxious to keep in touch with that old life, which was so +awfully mean and miserable.' + +'It had compensations,' said Gladys quickly. 'And I do think, that if it +is all as you say, there is more sincerity among poor people than among +rich. There is no court paid, anyhow, to money and position.' + +'My dear, you are not at all complimentary to us,' laughed Clara. 'Your +ingenuousness is truly refreshing.' + +'I am not speaking about you, and you know it quite well,' answered +Gladys. 'But if the world is as fond of outward things as you say, I do +not wish to know anything of it. I could not feel at home in it, I am +sure.' + +'My dear little girl, wait till your place is put in order, and you take +up your abode in it, Miss Graham of Bourhill, the envied and the admired +of a whole county, and you will change your mind about the world. Just +wait till the next Hunt Ball at Ayr, and we'll see what changes it will +bring.' + +There was no refuting Clara's good-natured worldly wisdom, and Gladys +had to be silent. But she pondered many things in her heart. + +'When do we go to Troon? Isn't it next week?' + +'Yes, on Tuesday.' + +'Do you think,' she asked then, with a slight hesitation, 'that Mrs. +Fordyce would allow me to pay a little visit to my old home before I go, +for the last time?' + +There was all the simplicity and wistfulness of a child in her manner, +and it touched Clara to the quick. + +'Gladys, are you a prisoner here, dear? Don't vex me by saying things +like that. Do you not know that you can go out and in just as you like? +Of course you shall go. I will take you myself, if mamma cannot, and +wait for you outside.' + +True to her promise, Clara ordered the brougham on Monday afternoon, and +carried Gladys off to Colquhoun Street. Clara was, like most quiet +people, singularly observant, and she noted with interest, not unmixed +with pity, how nervous Gladys became as they neared their destination. +Mingling with her pity was a great curiosity to see the young man whose +image seemed to dwell in the constant heart of Gladys. It was a romance, +redeemed from vulgarity by the beauty and the sweet individuality of the +chief actor in it. + +'I shall not knock. Don't let James get down,' cried Gladys, when the +carriage stopped at the familiar door. 'I shall just run in. I have a +fancy to enter unannounced.' + +Clara nodded, and Gladys, springing out, opened and closed the familiar +door. Her very limbs shook as she went lightly along the dark passage +and pushed open the kitchen door. It was unchanged, yet somehow sadly +changed. A desolateness chilled her to the soul as she looked round the +wide, gaunt place, saw the feeble fire choking in the grate, and the +remains of a poor meal on the uncovered table. The light struggling +through the barred windows had never looked upon a more cheerless +picture. All things, they say, are judged by contrast. Perhaps it was +the contrast to what she had just left which made Gladys think she had +never seen her old home look more wretched and forlorn. + +So lightly had she entered, and so lightly did she steal up the +warehouse stair, that the solitary being making out accounts at the desk +was not aware of her presence until she spoke. And then, oh how timid +her look and tone, just as if she feared greatly her reception. + +'Excuse me coming in, Walter. I wanted so much to see you, I could not +help coming. I will not hinder you long.' + +He leaped up in the greatness of his surprise, in his agitation knocking +over the stool on which he had been sitting. His face was dusky red, his +firm mouth trembling, as he touched for a moment the outstretched, +daintily-gloved hand. + +'Oh, it is you? Won't you sit down? It is a battered old chair, but if +you wait a moment I'll bring you another,' he said awkwardly. + +'No, don't. I have often sat on this box. I can sit on it again,' she +said unsteadily. 'I won't sit on ten chairs, Walter, though you should +bring them to me this moment.' + +She sat down, and her movement sent a faint whiff of perfume about her, +dainty as herself. And then there was just a moment's painful silence. +The awkwardness of the moment dwelt with them both; it would be hard to +say which felt it more. + +'I suppose,' said Walter stiffly, 'you are getting on all right?' + +'Yes. I thought you would have come to see me before this, Walter,' said +Gladys quietly. + +'You need not have thought so. I said I wouldn't come, that nothing +would induce me to come,' he answered shortly. + +'We are going away into Ayrshire, so I thought I must come to say +good-bye,' Gladys said then. + +'To your estate?' + +'No; to Troon, where the sea is.' + +'Oh, and will you stay long?' + +'Perhaps all the summer. How are you getting on here all alone, Walter? +You must tell me that.' + +'Oh, well enough.' + +'Does Mrs. Macintyre come to work for you?' + +'Yes, morning and night she looks in. I'm going to make this thing pay.' + +He looked as if he meant it. His square jaw was firmly set, his whole +look that of a man determined to succeed. + +'I hope you will, Walter. I feel sure of it,' she said brightly. + +'It'll be awful drudgery for a while,' he continued, almost in the +confidential tones of yore. 'To have so much money, your uncle had the +poorest way of doing business. He had the customers all under his thumb, +and made them fetch and carry what they wanted themselves; in that way +he saved a man's wages. I'm not giving anything on credit, and after +they've once freed themselves, and can pay cash for what they get, +they'll want it delivered to them, and quite right. Then I'll get a man +and a horse and cart, and when I once get that, the thing will grow like +a mushroom.' + +'How clever you are to think of all that!' said Gladys admiringly. 'I am +quite sure you will succeed.' + +'I mean to,' he said soberly, but with a quiet determination which +convinced Gladys how much in earnest he was. + +'But don't let success make you hard, Walter,' she said gently. +'Remember how we used to plan what we should do for the poor if we were +rich.' + +'Your opportunity is here, then,' he said sharply; 'mine is only to +come.' + +The tone, more than the words, wounded her afresh. Oh, this was not the +Walter of old! She rose from the old box a trifle wearily, and looked +round her with slightly saddened air. + +'Have you heard anything of your sister?' she asked him. + +'No, nothing.' + +'She has never written to any one?' + +'No. I think she has gone to London to join a theatre. The girl who was +her chum thinks so too.' + +'Are your father and mother well?' + +'As well as they deserve to be. They wanted to come here and live. Had +they been decent and respectable, it wouldn't have been a bad +arrangement. As they are, I simply wouldn't have it; I'd _never_ get on. +Of course they cast my pride in my teeth, but God knows I have little +enough to be proud of.' + +His mood cast its dark spell over the girl's sensitive heart, and she +turned to go. + +'It is all so different,' she said in a low voice, 'but the difference +is not in me. Shall we never meet now, Walter?' + +'It will be better not. If I ever succeed, and I have sworn to do it, we +may then meet on more equal ground,' he said steadily, and not a sign of +the unutterable longing in his heart betrayed itself in his set face. +His pride was as cruel as the grave. + +'Till then it is good-bye, then, I suppose?' she said quietly. + +'Yes, till then; the day will come, or I shall know the reason why.' + +'But it may be too late then, Walter, for us both.' + +With these words, destined to ring their warning changes in his ears for +many days, she left him, without touch of the hand or other farewell. + +'Well, dear,' said Clara, with a slightly quizzical smile, 'has it made +you happier to revive the ghosts of the past?' + +'No; you were right, and I wrong,' said Gladys, as she sank into the +cushioned seat. 'It was a great mistake.' + +But even Clara did not know how dark was the shadow which had settled +down on the girl's gentle soul. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE SWEETS OF LIFE. + + +From that day a change was observed in Gladys Graham. It was as if she +had suddenly awakened from a dream, to find herself surrounded by the +realities of life. Her listlessness vanished, her pensive moods became +things of the past. None could be more interested in every plan and +project, however small, in which the Fordyce household were concerned. +She became lively, merry, energetic; it seemed impossible for her to be +still. + +'Now, what do you suppose is the matter with Gladys, Clara?' said Mina, +the morning of the day they were to leave town. 'You who pretend to be a +philosopher and a reader of character ought to be able to solve that +mystery.' + +'What do you see the matter with her?' inquired Clara, answering the +question by another, as was her way when she did not want to commit +herself to an expression of opinion. + +'Why, she is a different girl. Don't tell me you haven't noticed it. She +carries that Len to outrageous lengths, and if you don't call her +behaviour at Aunt Margaret's last night the most prominent flirtation, +I don't know what it is.' + +'Just put it to Gladys, Mina. If she ever heard the word flirtation, I +am positive she doesn't know what it means.' + +'Oh, fiddle-de-dee!--every woman, unless she is a fool, knows +intuitively what flirtation means, and can put it in practice. But it +struck me last night that Aunt Margaret rather encouraged George to pay +attention to Gladys. Of course it was quite marked.' + +'Why should she encourage it?' asked Clara, with a slight inflection of +huskiness in her voice. + +'Clara, really you are too obtuse, or pretend to be. Of course it would +be a fine thing for them. She belongs to an old Ayrshire family, and +poor Aunt Margaret adores lineage. If she could with any effrontery +assume it herself, she would; but, alas! everybody knows where the +Fordyces came from. They'll angle for our dear little ward this summer, +and bait the hook with gold.' + +'Really, you are vulgar, Mina,' said Clara a trifle coldly, and, bending +over an open trunk, busied herself with some of the trifles in the tray. +'We are sure to forget a thousand things. Do you think everything is +here which ought to go?' she said, deliberately changing the subject. + +'Oh, I don't know. We shall be glad of any excuse to come up in a week. +If it is fearfully slow I'm coming back to keep Leonard company. Well, I +suppose we must make haste. The cabs will be here directly.' + +'Not till after breakfast, surely. There is the gong. Are you ready?' + +'Yes; just put in this stud for me, like a dear. How elegant you look, +just as if you had stepped from a bandbox. How do you manage to be so +tidy, and yet always so graceful? When I am tidy I am stiff as a poker.' + +Clara laughed, and, having fastened the refractory collar-button, bent +her stately head, and gave her sister a kiss. + +'Don't attempt to be too tidy, it will spoil your individuality.' + + '"They were two sisters of one race, + She was the fairest in the face,"' + +sang Mina, as she bounded down-stairs--not disdaining, in spite of her +eighteen years, to slide down the last few feet of the banisters; only +she took care to see that nobody but Clara was in sight. + +It was a very happy breakfast-table, though Leonard, whose classes kept +him in town, affected a melancholy mood. + +'I have only one piece of advice to give you, Gladys, in addition to my +parting blessing,' he said teasingly. 'How much will you give for it?' + +'How much is it worth?' she flashed back in a moment, her eyes dancing +with fun. + +'Untold gold, as you will find if you take it.' + +'I can't buy it at the price,' she answered demurely. + +'Well, I'll give it for nothing, in gratitude for the peace I shall +enjoy this evening. Mamma, mayn't I come down Wednesday nights as well +as Fridays?' + +'No, my dear, you mayn't,' replied Mrs. Fordyce, shaking her head. 'If +you work hard all week, you will enjoy your Saturdays all the more.' + +'All right. Papa and I will have high jinks; see if we don't,' said the +lad, with a series of little nods towards the newspaper which hid his +father's face. + +Mr. Fordyce did not hear this remark, though he looked up in mild +surprise at the laughter it provoked. + +'You seem very merry, Len, my boy. It is time you were off.' + +'Yes, I know. That's the way a fellow's treated in this house--not +allowed five minutes to eat a decent breakfast. Well, I'm off. Good-bye, +all.' + +'The advice, Leonard?' asked Gladys, when he came round to her chair. + +He bent down, whispered something in her ear, and ran off. + +'What did he say, Gladys. Do tell us?' cried Mina, in curiosity. + +'I must, because I don't understand it,' answered Gladys. 'He said, +"_Don't_ let them take you for a walk on the Ballast Bank." What did he +mean?' + +'Oh, the Ballast Bank is the only promenade Troon can boast of, and Len +has a rooted aversion to it,' replied Mina. 'He is a most absurd boy.' + +In spite, however, of Leonard's advice, many a delightful blow did +Gladys enjoy on the Ballast Bank. + +The spring winds had not yet lost their wintry touch on the Ayrshire +coast. Sweeping in from the sea, they made sport with the golfers on the +Links, and taxed their skill to the utmost. The long stretch of grey +sand upon which the great green waves rolled in and broke with no gentle +murmur, the wide expanse of the still wintry-looking sea, the enchanting +pictures to be seen in the clear morning light, where the Arran hills +stood out so bold and rugged against the sky, and at sunset, when the +tossing waters were sometimes stilled into an exquisite rest, all these +were revelations to the girl who had the soul and the eye of an artist, +and she drank them in with no ordinary draught of enjoyment. She lived +out of doors. Wind and weather could not keep her in the house. When the +rain-drops blew fierce and wild in the gale, she would start across the +garden, out by the little gate to the beach, and, close by the edge of +the angry sea, watch the great waves rolling in to her feet, and as she +looked, her eyes grew large and luminous, and she would draw great +breaths of delight; the wideness of the sea satisfied her, its wildest +moods only breathed into her soul an ineffable calm. + +In the course of a week the Pollokshields Fordyces also arrived at their +Coast residence, and there began to be a quite unprecedented amount of +friendly coming and going between the two families. It became evident +before long that George Fordyce appeared to find some great attraction +at The Anchorage, though in former years he had only presented himself +at rare intervals during the months his people were at the sea-side. And +those who looked on saw quite well how matters were drifting, and each +viewed it in a different light. The most unconscious, of course, was +Gladys herself. She knew that everybody was kind to her--George Fordyce, +perhaps, specially so. He could be a very gallant squire when he liked. +He was master of all the little attentions women love, and in his manner +towards Gladys managed to infuse a certain deference, not untouched by +tenderness, which she found quite gratifying. She had so long lived a +meagre, barren existence that she seemed almost greedy of the lovely and +pleasant things of life. She enjoyed wearing her beautiful gowns, living +in luxurious rooms, eating dainty food at a well-appointed table. In all +that there was nothing unnatural, it was but the inevitable reaction +after what she had gone through. She began to understand that life has +two sides, one for the rich and one for the poor, and she was glad, +with an honest, simple gladness, that she had been permitted to taste +the best last. She retained her simple, genuine manner; but her soul had +had its first taste of power, and found it surpassing sweet. Beauty and +riches had proved themselves valuable in her eyes, and there were times +when she looked back upon the old life with a shudder. In the +intoxication, of that first summer of her new life, memory of Walter +grew dim in her heart. She thought of him but seldom, never of her own +free will. Unconsciously she was learning a lesson which wealth and +power so arrogantly strive to teach--to put away from her all unpleasant +thoughts. Let us not blame her. She was very young, and experience has +to lead the human heart by many tortuous ways to full understanding. So +Gladys lived her happy, careless, girlish summer by the sea, enjoying it +to the full. + +'Tom,' said Mrs. Fordyce to her husband one afternoon, as they sat at +the drawing-room window watching the young folks in the garden, 'do you +think there is anything serious between Gladys and George Fordyce?' + +'Eh, what? No, I don't think so.' + +'Well, I do. Just look at them at this moment.' + +They were sauntering arm in arm on the path within the shadow of the +garden wall, Gladys with a bunch of pink sea daisies in her hand, a +pretty bit of colour against her white gown. There was a tint as +delicate in the fair cheek under the big sun hat, brought there, +perhaps, by some of her companion's words. His attitude and bearing were +certainly lover-like, and his handsome head was bent rather nearer the +big sun hat than Mrs. Fordyce altogether approved. + +'Well, I must say, my dear, it looks rather like it, only I've heard the +girls say that George is a great flirt.' + +'He is, but I don't think it's flirting in this case,' said Mrs. Fordyce +seriously. 'I am afraid we, or at least I, have been very indiscreet.' + +'You wouldn't approve then, Isabel? George is a trifle vain and silly, +but I never heard anything against his character.' + +'I suppose not. We would be the last to hear any such rumours. But it +isn't fair to the girl; she has not had a chance. Do you know what +people will say of us, Tom? That we took her away down here and shut her +up among ourselves for the very purpose of matchmaking. It is a blessing +our Leonard is only a boy, but it is bad enough that it should be our +nephew.' + +'There's a good deal of truth in what you say, but the world must just +wag its stupid tongue. If the thing is to be, we can't prevent it.' + +'We can, we must. She is only a child, Tom. I feel quite convicted of my +own sinful want of observation. I have been thinking of it all day, and +my mind is made up, provided you, as her guardian, will give your +consent. She must go abroad. Do you remember Henrietta Duncan, who +married the French officer? She is living in Bruges now, taking a few +English ladies into her house. Gladys must go there.' + +Mr. Fordyce looked at his wife in profound astonishment. He had not +often heard her speak in such a very determined manner. + +'Why, of course I can't have any objections, if the child herself is +willing to go,' he said. 'Not that I believe it will do an atom of good. +If there is a love affair in the matter, opposition is the very life of +them. Don't you remember our own case?' he asked, referring, with a +smile, to the old romance which had kept them true through years of +opposition and discouragement. + +'I haven't forgotten it,' she said, with an answering smile, 'only it is +impossible these two in so short a time can be seriously involved. I'll +find out this very day.' + +'You are not in favour of it, Isabel, and a wilful woman must have her +way.' + +'It's not altogether fear of the world's opinion, Tom; there's something +about George I don't--nay, can't like. He is very handsome, and can be +very agreeable, but I never feel that he is sincere, and he is +profoundly selfish. Even his mother says that.' + +'Ay, well, she would need kind dealing, Isabel; she is a highly-strung +creature,' said the lawyer thoughtfully, and the subject dropped. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +PLANS. + + +While these golden days were speeding by the sea, Bourhill was being put +in order for its young mistress. Her interest in the alterations was +very keen; there were very few days in which they did not drive to the +old house, and Mrs. Fordyce was surprised alike at the common-sense and +the artistic taste she displayed in that interest. + +'Do you think, dear Mrs. Fordyce,' she asked one day, when they happened +to be alone together at Bourhill,--'do you think the house could be +ready for me by the end of September, when you return to Glasgow?' + +'It will be ready, of course; there is really very little to do now,' +replied Mrs. Fordyce. 'But why do you ask?' + +'Why, because if it is ready, then I need not go up with you. You have +been very kind--I can never, never forget it; but, of course, when I +have a home of my own it would not be right of me to trespass any longer +on your kindness,' said Gladys thoughtfully. + +Mrs. Fordyce could not forbear a smile. + +'How old are you, my dear? I do not know that I have ever heard your age +exactly.' + +'I shall be eighteen next month.' + +'Eighteen next month?--not a very responsible age. Is it possible, my +dear, that you feel perfectly fit to take possession here, that you +would have no tremors regarding your lonely position and your +responsibility?' + +'I have no such feeling, Mrs. Fordyce. I could live here quite well. Is +there any reason why I should not?' she asked, observing the doubtful +expression on the face of her kind friend. + +'It is quite impossible, my dear, whatever your feelings may +be,--altogether out of the question that you should live here alone.' + +'But tell me why? I am not a child. I have always seemed to occupy a +responsible position, where I have had to think and act for myself.' + +'Yes, you have; but your position is entirely altered now. It would not +be proper for you to live in this great house alone, with no company but +that of servants. Mr. Fordyce would but poorly fulfil his promise to +your poor uncle if he entertained such an idea for a moment. If you are +to live at Bourhill at all, you must have a responsible person to live +with you. But we had other plans for you.' + +'Tell me what plans, please,' said Gladys, with that simple directness +which made evasion of any question impossible to her, or to any +conversing with her. + +'Mr. Fordyce and I have thought that it would be to your advantage to +winter abroad. I have an old school-friend, who married a French +officer, and who is now left widowed in poor circumstances in Bruges. +You would be most happy and comfortable with Madame Bonnemain. She is +one of the sweetest and most charming of women, musical and cultured; +her companionship would be invaluable to you.' + +'I do not think I wish to go abroad, meanwhile. Would you and Mr. +Fordyce think it ungrateful if I refused to go?' + +'Well, no,' replied Mrs. Fordyce, though with a slight accent of +surprise. 'But can you tell me what is your objection?' + +'I want to come here and live just as soon as it is possible,' said +Gladys, looking round the dismantled house with wistful, affectionate +eyes. 'I want to have my very own house; I can never feel that it is +mine until I live in it; and I have many plans.' + +'Would you mind telling me some of them?' said Mrs. Fordyce rather +anxiously. She was a very practical person--attentive to the laws of +conventionality, and she did not feel at all sure of the views +entertained by her husband's ward. + +'I want to be a help to people, if I can,' said Gladys, 'especially to +working girls in Glasgow--to those poor creatures who sew in the garrets +and cellars. I know of them. I have seen them at their work, and it is +dreadful to me to think of them. Sometimes this summer, when I have been +so happy, I have thought of some I know, and reproached myself with my +own selfish forgetfulness. You see, if I do not help where I _know_ of +the need, I am not a good steward of the money God has given me.' + +'But tell me, my dear child, how would you propose to help?' asked Mrs. +Fordyce, inwardly touched, but wishing to understand clearly what Gladys +wished and intended to do. There seemed no indecision or wavering about +her, she spoke with all the calm dignity of a woman who knew and owned +her responsibilities. + +'I can help them in various ways. I can have them here sometimes, +especially when they are not strong; so many of them are not strong, +Mrs. Fordyce. Oh, I have been so sorry for them, and some of them have +never, never been out of these dreadful streets. Oh, I can help them in +a thousand ways.' + +Mrs. Fordyce was silent, not knowing very well how to answer. She saw +many difficulties ahead, yet hesitated to chill the girl's young +enthusiasm, which seemed a beautiful and a heavenly thing even to the +woman of the world, who believed that it could never come to fruition. + +'There is something else which might be done. What would you say to +Madame Bonnemain coming here to live with you as housekeeper and +chaperon?' + +'If you, knowing us both, think it would be a happy arrangement, I shall +be happy,' Gladys said; and the wisdom of the reply struck Mrs. Fordyce. +Certainly, in many respects Gladys spoke and acted like a woman who had +tasted the experience of life. + +'My love, anybody could live with you, and unless sorrow and care have +materially changed Henrietta Bonnemain, anybody could live with her,' +she said cheerfully. 'Suppose we take a little trip to Belgium, and see +what can be done to arrange it?' + +'Oh yes, that would be delightful. I shall know just at once whether +Madame Bonnemain and I can be happy together. Is she a Scotch lady?' + +'To the backbone. She was born at Shandon, on the Gairloch, and we went +to Brussels to school together. She never came back--married at +eighteen, Gladys, and only a wife five years. She has had a hard life,' +said Mrs. Fordyce, and her eyes grew dim over the memories of her youth. + +'Can we go soon, then?' asked Gladys fervently; 'just when they are +finishing the house? Then we could bring Madame back with us.' + +'My dear, you will not let the grass grow under your feet, nor allow any +one else to loiter by the way,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a laugh. 'Well, +we shall see what Mr. Fordyce has to say to-night to these grand plans.' + +Some days after that conversation, Mrs. Macintyre was labouring over her +washing-tub in her very limited domain in the back court off Colquhoun +Street, when a quick, light knock came to her door. + +'Come in,' she said, not thinking it worth while to look round, or to +lift her hands from the suds. + +'Good-morning, Mrs. Macintyre. How are you to-day?' she heard a sweet +voice say, and in a moment she became interested and excited. + +'Mercy me, miss, is't you? an' me in a perfick potch,' she said +apologetically. 'No' a corner for ye to step dry on, nor a seat to sit +doon on. Could ye no' jist tak' a walk the length o' the auld place or I +redd up a wee?' + +'No, no, Mrs. Macintyre,' replied Gladys, with a laugh. 'Never mind, +I'll get a seat somewhere. I have come to see you very particularly, and +I'm not going to take any walks till our business is settled. And are +you quite well?' + +''Deed, I'm jist middlin',' said the good woman, and then, with one +extraordinary sweep of her bare arm, she gathered all the soiled linen +off the floor and pushed it under the bed, then vigorously rubbing up a +chair, she spread a clean apron on it, and having persuaded Gladys to +sit down, stood straight in front of her, looking at her with a species +of adoring admiration. + +'Ye micht hae let a body ken ye were comin'. Sic a potch,' she said +ruefully. 'My, but ye are a picter, an nae mistak'.' + +Gladys laughed, and the sound rang through the place like sweetest +music. + +'Have you not been quite well? I think you are thinner,' she said +kindly. + +'No, I've no' been up to muckle; fair helpless some days wi' rheumatics. +The washin's no' extra guid for them, but a body maun dae something for +meat. I've anither mooth to fill noo. My guid-brither, Bob Johnson, is +deid since I saw ye, an' I've been obleeged to tak' Tammy--no' an ill +loon. He's at the schule, or ye wad hae seen him.' + +'I don't suppose you would be sorry to leave this place and give up the +washing if you could get something easier?' said Gladys. + +'No' me; a' places are the same to me. Hae ye been up by?' asked Mrs. +Macintyre significantly. + +Gladys shook her head. + +'I came to see whether you would come and live in the lodge at my gate. +It is a nice little house, and I would like to have you near me; you +were such a kind friend in the old days.' + +Mrs. Macintyre drew her rough hand across her eyes, and turned somewhat +sharply back to her wash-tub, and for the moment she gave no answer, +good or bad. + +'What aboot Tammy?' she asked at length. + +'Oh, he could come with you, of course. He could go to school in +Mauchline just as well as in Glasgow. Just say you'll come. I've set my +heart on it, and nobody refuses me anything just now.' + +'I'll come fast enough,' said Mrs. Macintyre, rubbing away as for dear +life at her wash-board, upon which the big salt tears were dropping +surreptitiously. 'Me no' want to leave this place? I'm no' that fond +o't. Sometimes it's a perfect wee hell in this stair; it's no' guid for +Tammy or ony wean. 'Deed, it's no' guid for onybody livin' in sic a +place; but if ye are puir, an' tryin' to live decent, ye jist have to +pit up wi' what ye can pay for. Ay, I'll come fast enough, an' thank ye +kindly. But ye micht get a mair genty body for yer gate. I'm a rough +tyke, an' aye was.' + +'It is you I want,' replied Gladys; then, in a few words, she explained +the very liberal arrangement she had in view for her old friend. After +that, a little silence fell upon them, and a great wistfulness gathered +in the girl's gentle eyes. + +'So ye hinna been up by?' said Mrs. Macintyre. 'Are ye gaun?' + +'Not to-day. Is Walter well?' + +'Ay, he is weel. He's a fine chap, an' he's in terrible earnest aboot +something,' said Mrs. Macintyre thoughtfully, as she shook out the +garment she had been rubbing. 'There's a something deep doon in thon +heart no' mony can see. But the place is no' the place it was to him or +to me. What way wull ye no' gang up? Eh, but he wad be fell glad to see +ye, my lady'-- + +'I am not going to-day,' replied Gladys quietly, and even with a touch +of coldness. 'You can tell him, if you like, that I was here, and that I +hoped he was well.' + +'Ay, I'll tell him. And are ye happy, my doo?' + +It was a beautiful and touching thing to see the rare tenderness in the +woman's plain face as she asked that question. + +'Yes, I--I think so,' Gladys replied, but she got up suddenly from her +seat, and her voice gave a suspicious tremor. 'Money can do a great +deal, Mrs. Macintyre, but it cannot do everything--not everything.' + +'Aweel, no. I dinna pray muckle,--there's no' muckle encouragement for +sic releegious ordinances this airt,--but I whiles speir at the Lord no' +to mak' siller a wecht for ye to cairry. Weel, are ye awa?' + +'Yes; good-bye. When you come down to Bourhill, after I come back, we'll +have long talks. I shall be so glad to have you there.' + +'Aweel, wha wad hae thocht it? Ye'll no' rue'd, my doo, if I'm spared, +that's a' the thanks I can gie. An' wull ye no' gang up by?' + +There was distinct anxiety in her repetition of the question. But +Gladys, with averted head, hastened towards the door. + +'Not to-day. Good-bye,' she said quickly; and, with a warm hand-shake, +which anew convinced the honest woman that the girl in prosperity +remained unchanged, she went her way. + +But instead of going back through the lane to Argyle Street, she +continued up the familiar dull street till she reached the warehouse +door. She stopped outside, and there being no one in sight, she laid her +slender hand on the handle with a lingering--ay, a caressing touch, and +then, as if ashamed, she turned about and quickly hurried out of sight. + +And no one saw that tender, touching little act except a grimy sparrow +on the leads, and he flew off with a loud chirp, and, joining a +neighbour on the old stunted tree, made so much noise that it was just +possible he was delivering his opinion of the whole matter. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +ACROSS THE CHANNEL. + + +For the first time in her life Gladys tasted the novelty of foreign +travel. It was quite a lady's party, consisting of Mrs. Fordyce and her +daughters, though Mr. Fordyce had promised to join them somewhere +abroad, especially if they remained too long away; also, there were +vague promises on the part of the Pollokshields cousins to meet them in +Paris, after the main object of their visit to Belgium was accomplished. + +They stayed a week in London--not the London Gladys remembered as in a +shadowy dream. The luxurious life of a first-rate hotel had nothing in +it to remind her of the poor, shabby lodging on the Surrey side of the +river, which was her early and only recollection of the great city. At +the end of a week they crossed from Dover to Ostend, and in the warm, +golden light of a lovely autumn evening arrived in quaint, old-world, +sleepy Bruges. Madame Bonnemain herself met them at the station, a +bright-eyed, red-cheeked, happy-faced little woman, on whom the care and +the worry of life appeared to have sat but lightly during all these hard +years. She was visibly affected at meeting with her old school-friend. + +'Why, Henrietta, you are not one bit changed; you actually look younger +than ever,' exclaimed Mrs. Fordyce, when the first agitation, of the +meeting was over. 'Positively, you look as young as you did in Brussels +eight-and-twenty years ago. Just look at me. Yes, these are my +daughters; and this is Gladys Graham, whom I am so anxious to see under +your care.' + +The bright, sharp eyes of Madame Bonnemain took in the three girls at +one comprehensive glance, then she shook her head with a half-arch, +half-regretful smile. + +'A year ago such a prospect would have seemed to lift me to paradise. +Times have been hard with me, Isabel--never harder than last year; but +it is always the darkest hour before the dawn, as we used to say in +Brussels, when the days seemed interminably awful just before vacation. +Two carriages we must have for so many women. Ah, I am so glad my house +is quite, quite empty.' + +Beckoning to the drivers of two rather rickety old carriages, somewhat +resembling in form the old English chaise, she put all the girls in one, +and seated herself beside Mrs. Fordyce in the other. + +'Now we can talk. The children will be happier without us. How good, how +very good, it is to see you again, Isabel, and how my heart warms to you +even yet.' + +'It was your own fault, Henrietta, that we did not meet oftener. You +have always refused my invitations--sometimes without much ceremony,' +said Mrs. Fordyce rather reproachfully. + +'Pride, my dear--Scotch pride; that is what kept me vegetating in this +awful place when my heart was in the Highlands. Tell me about Gairloch +and Helensburgh, and dear old Glasgow. I have never forgotten it, +though I was too proud to parade my poverty in its streets.' + +'I will tell you nothing, Henrietta, till I hear what all this means. +Have you really been worse off lately?' + +'My dear, for twelve months I have not had a creature in my house,' said +Madame Bonnemain, and her face grew graver and older in its +outline,--'positively not a creature. Bruges has gone down as a place +for English residents, and I don't wonder at it.' + +'It is very beautiful, Henrietta,' said Mrs. Fordyce quickly,--'so +quaint; everything about it a picture.' + +'People can't live on quaintness, my love, and the narrowness and +tyranny of it is intolerable. I hate it. When I go away from Bruges I +never want to set eyes on it again as long as I live.' + +Her eyes shone, her cheeks grew red, her little mouth set itself in +quite a determined curve. Mrs. Fordyce perceived that she had some +serious umbrage against the old Flemish town--a grudge which would never +be wiped away. And yet it _was_ very picturesque, with its grey old +houses, its quaint spires, its flat fields spreading away from the +canal, its rows of stately poplar trees. + +'There is nothing really more terrible, Isabel, than the English life in +a foreign town. It is so narrow, so petty--I had almost said so +degraded. I should not have taken your pretty ward into my house here +suppose you had prayed me to do it. Nothing could possibly be worse for +a young girl; she could not escape its influence. No, I should never +have taken her here.' + +'Why have you stayed so long, then, Henrietta, among such undesirable +surroundings?' + +'Because it is cheap. There is no other reason in this world would keep +anybody in Bruges,' replied Madame promptly. + +'But you have not yet told me why you cannot take the position offered +you.' + +Then Madame turned her bright eyes, over-running with laughter, to her +friend, and there was a blush, faint and rosy as a girl's, on her cheek. + +'Because, my dear, I have accepted another situation--a permanent one. I +am going to marry again.' + +'Oh, Henrietta, impossible!' + +'Quite true, my dear.' + +'Another foreign gentleman, of course?' + +'Why of course? No, I am going to rise in the world. I am going to marry +an English colonel, Isabel, and return to my own land. I believe I told +him that was my chief reason for accepting him at first.' + +'But not at last?' hazarded Mrs. Fordyce, with a teasing smile. + +'Well, no; romance is not dead yet, Isabel. But I shall tell you my +story by and by. Here we are.' + +The carriages rattled across the market-place, and drew up before one of +the quaint, grey, green-shuttered houses. The _concierge_ rose lazily +from his chair within the shadow of the court, and showed himself at the +door. The ladies alighted, and were ushered into the small plain abode +where Madame Bonnemain had so long struggled for existence. All were +charmed with it and with her. She made them feel at home at once. Often +Gladys looked at her, and felt her heart drawn towards her. Yes, with +that bright, sympathetic little woman, she could be happy at Bourhill. +But somewhat late that night Mrs. Fordyce came into her room and sat +down by her bed. + +'My dear, are you asleep? We have come on a fruitless errand; Madame +Bonnemain cannot come to you. She is going to be married almost +immediately, so what are we to do now?' + +'It is a great disappointment,' said Gladys. 'I like her so much. Yes, +what are we to do now?' + +'You must just come to us for another winter, Gladys; there is nothing +else for it.' + +Gladys lay still a moment, revolving something in her mind. + +'Would it be proper for me to have an unmarried lady to live with me, +Mrs. Fordyce?' she asked suddenly. + +'Quite, if she were old enough.' + +'How old?' + +'Middle-aged, at least.' + +'Then I know somebody who will do; it is a beautiful arrangement,' cried +Gladys joyfully. 'In the little fen village where we lived, my father +and I, there is a lady, Miss Peck--we lived in her house. She was very +kind to us, and yet so poor; yes, I think she would come.' + +'Is she a lady, Gladys?' + +'If to be a lady is to have a heart of gold, which never thinks one +unselfish thought, she is one, Mrs. Fordyce,' said Gladys warmly. + +'These are the attributes of a lady, of course, Gladys, but there are +other things, my dear, which _must_ be considered. If this Miss Peck is +to sit at your table, help you to guide your household, and be your +constant companion, she must be a very superior person.' + +'She was well brought up. I think her father was a surgeon in Boston,' +said Gladys; and these words at once relieved the lawyer's wife. + +'If that is so, she may be the very person for whom we are seeking. You +are sure she is still there?' + +'Yes,' replied Gladys reluctantly. 'I wrote to her in the summer. Mr. +Fordyce allowed me to send her some money,--not in charity, it was the +payment of a just debt,--and when she replied I knew by her letter that +she was still very poor. I have always meant to have her come to me at +Bourhill, but it will be delightful if she can come altogether.' + +'You have a good heart, Gladys; you will not forget those who have +befriended you.' + +'I hope not, I pray not; only sometimes I am afraid it is harder for +some reasons to be rich than poor.' + +These words slightly surprised Mrs. Fordyce, though she did not ask an +explanation of them. + +'Try to sleep, my child, and don't worry your dear brain with plans,' +she said, and, with a motherly kiss, returned to the little _salon_ to +enjoy the rare luxury of recalling old memories she had shared with the +friend of her youth. They sat far on into the night, and before they +parted Mrs. Fordyce was in full possession of the whole story of these +weary and sordid years through which Henrietta Bonnemain had +uncomplainingly borne her burden of poverty and care. + +'Then the Colonel turned up,' she concluded, with a curious little +tender smile; 'just when my affairs were at the lowest ebb he came here +to visit an old regimental friend who lives over the way. So we met, and +both being unattached, we drew to each other, and next month we are to +be married.' + +'Tell me about him, Henrietta, tell me all about him. I declare I am as +silly and curious as a school-girl--far more curious about this new +lover of yours than I ever was about the old.' + +'There is no comparison between the two, Isabel--none at all. Captain +Bonnemain was a good man, and he loved me dearly, but it is nearly +always a mistake to marry a foreigner. It seems a cruel thing to say, +but I never felt to poor Louis as I felt to the noble Englishman who has +done me so great an honour.' + +Her eyes were full of tears. Mrs. Fordyce saw that she was deeply moved. + +'I do not know what he sees in me. He is so handsome, so noble, and so +rich, he might marry whom he willed. He has no relatives to be angry +over it; and he says, if it pleases me, we can buy a place in Scotland, +on the very shores of the Gairloch. Think of that, Isabel; think of your +exiled Henrietta returning to _that_. God is too good, and I am too +happy.' + +She bent her head and wept, and these tears betrayed what her exile had +been to the Scotchwoman's heart. Mrs. Fordyce was scarcely less moved. +It was a pathetic and beautiful romance. + +The Scotch travellers spent a happy week in the old Flemish town; and +Gladys, who had the artist's quick eye for beauty of colour and +picturesqueness of detail, carried away with her many little 'bits,' to +be finished and perfected at home. + +Madame Bonnemain journeyed with them to Brussels many times, but +declined their invitation to accompany them to Paris. They would all +meet, she said, after a certain happy event was over, in the dear land +over the sea. + +George Fordyce alone joined them in Paris, and, somewhat to his aunt's +distress, constituted himself at once as cavalier to Gladys. Often, very +often, the good lady was on the point of speaking plainly to him, but, +remembering her husband's warning, decided to let matters take their +course. She watched Gladys narrowly, however, but could discover nothing +in her demeanour but a frank kindliness, almost such as she might have +displayed towards a brother. George Fordyce, who had really learned to +care for the girl, felt that the close companionship of these days in +Paris had not advanced his cause. He did not know that her mind was so +engrossed by great plans and high ideals for the life of the coming +winter that she had no time to bestow on nearer interests. He was a +prudent youth, and decided to bide his time. + +After a month's pleasant loitering abroad, they returned to London. +George took his cousins home, and Mrs. Fordyce went with Gladys into +Lincolnshire. + +And they found the fen village as of yore, in no wise changed, except +that a few new graves had been added to the little churchyard. The +little spinster still abode in her dainty cottage, not much changed, +except to look a trifle more aged and careworn. The fastidious eye of +the lawyer's accomplished wife could detect no flaw in the demeanour of +Miss Peck, and she added her entreaties to those of Gladys. In truth, +the poor little careworn woman was not hard to persuade. She had no ties +save those of memory to bind her to the fen country, so she gave her +promise freely, accepting her new home as a gift from God. + +'I shall come one more time here only,' Gladys said, 'to take papa away. +Mr. Fordyce promised to arrange it for me. He must sleep with his own +people; and when he is in the old churchyard I shall feel at home in +Bourhill.' + +All these things were done before the year was out; and Christmas saw +Gladys Graham settled in her new home, ready and eager to take up the +charge she believed God had entrusted to her--the stewardship of wealth, +to be used for His glory. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +A HELPING HAND. + + +All this time nothing had been heard of Liz. She was no longer known in +her old haunts--was almost forgotten, indeed, save by one or two. Among +those who remained faithful to her memory was the melancholy Teen, and +she thought of her hour by hour as she sat at her monotonous +work--thought of her with a great wonder in her soul. Sometimes a little +bitterness intermingled, and she felt herself aggrieved at having been +so shabbily treated by her old chum. She had in her quiet way instituted +a very thorough inquiry into all the circumstances of her flight, and +had kept a watchful eye on every channel from which the faintest light +was likely to shine upon the mystery, but at the end of six months it +was still unsolved. Liz was as irrevocably lost, apparently, as if the +earth had opened and swallowed her. + +Teen had come to the conclusion that Liz had veritably emigrated to +London, and was there assiduously, and probably successfully, wooing +fame and fortune. Sometimes the weary burden of her toil was beguiled by +dreams of a bright day on which Liz, grown a great lady, but still true +to the old friendship, should come, perhaps, in a coach and pair, up +the squalid street and remove the little seamstress to be a sharer in +her glory. In one particular Teen was entirely and persistently loyal to +her friend. She believed that she had kept herself pure, and when doubts +had been thrown on that theory by others who believed in her less, she +had closed their tattling mouths with language such as they were not +accustomed to hear from her usually reticent lips. These gossip-mongers, +who flourish in the quarters of the poor and rich alike, speedily +learned that it was just as well not to mention the name of Liz Hepburn +to Teen Balfour. One day a visitor, in the shape of a handsomely-dressed +young lady, did come to the little seamstress's door. Teen gave a great +start when she saw the tall figure, and her face flushed all over. In +the semi-twilight which always prevails on the staircases of these great +grim 'lands' of houses, she had imagined her dream to come true. + +'Oh, it's you, miss?' she said, recognising Gladys Graham at last. 'I +thought it was somebody else. Ye can come in, if ye like.' + +The bidding was ungracious, the manner of it as repellent as of yore; +but Gladys, not easily repulsed, followed the little seamstress across +the threshold, and closed the door. The heavy, close smell of the place +made a slight faintness come over her, and she was glad to sink into the +nearest chair. + +'Do you never open your window? It is very close in here.' + +'No, I never open it. It takes me a' my time to keep warm as it is. +There's a perfect gale blaws in, onyhoo, at the chinks. Jist pit yer +hand at the windy, an' ye'll see.' + +Gladys glanced pitifully round the place, and then fixed her lovely, +compassionate eyes on the figure of the little seamstress, as she took +up her position again on the stool by the fire and lifted her work. + +'You look just as if you had been sitting there continuously since I saw +you last,' Gladys said involuntarily. + +'So I have, maistly,' replied Teen dully, 'an' will sit or they cairry +me oot.' + +'Oh, I hope not; indeed, you will not. Have you had a hard summer?' + +'Middlin'; it's been waur. Five weeks in July I had nae wark; but I've +been langer than that--in winter, too. In summer it's no' sae bad. When +ye're cauld, ye feel the want o' meat waur.' + +'Have you really sometimes not had food?' asked Gladys in a shocked +voice. + +'Whiles. Do _you_ ken onything aboot Liz?' she asked, suddenly breaking +off, and lifting her large sunken eyes to the sweet face opposite to +her. + +'No; that is one of the things I came about to-day. Have you not heard +anything of her?' + +'No' a cheep. Naebody kens. I gaed up to Colquhoun Street one day to ask +Walter, but he didna gie me muckle cuttin'. I say, he's gettin' on +thonder.' She flashed a peculiar, sly glance at Gladys, and under it the +latter's sensitive colour rose. + +'I always knew he would,' she replied quietly. 'And he has not heard +anything, either? Do you ever see her father and mother?' + +'No; but it's the same auld sang. They're no' carin' a button whaur Liz +is,' said Teen calmly. + +'Have you _no_ idea?' asked Gladys. + +'Not the least. I may think what I like, but I dinna ken a thing,' +replied the girl candidly. + +'What do you think, then? You knew her so intimately. If you would help +me, we might do something together,' said Gladys eagerly. + +Teen was prevented answering for a moment by a fit of coughing--a dry, +hacking cough, which racked her weary frame, and brought a dark, slow +colour into her cadaverous cheek. + +'Well, I think she's in London,' she replied at length. 'But it's only a +guess. She'll turn up some day, nae doot; we maun jist wait till she +does.' + +'I am very sorry for _you_. Will you let me help you? I am living in my +own home now in Ayrshire. It is lovely there just now--almost as mild as +summer. Won't you come down and pay me a little visit? It would do you a +great deal of good.' + +Teen laid down her heavy seam and stared at Gladys in genuine amazement, +then gave a short, strange laugh. + +'Ye're takin' a len' o' me, surely,' she said. 'What wad ye dae if I +took ye at yer word?' + +'I mean what I say. I want to speak to you, anyhow, about a great many +things. How soon could you come? Have you any more work than this to +do?' + +'No; I tak' this hame the nicht,' replied Teen. 'I can come when I +like.' + +'If I stay in town all night, would you go down with me to-morrow?' + +'Maybe; but, I say, what do ye mean?' + +She leaned her elbows on her knees, and, with her thin face between her +hands, peered scrutinisingly into her visitor's face. There was a great +contrast between them, the rich girl and the poor, each the +representative of a class so widely separated that the gulf seems +well-nigh impassable. + +'I don't mean anything, except that I want to help working girls. I so +wished for Liz, she was so clever and shrewd; she could have told me +just what to do. You can help me if you like; you must take her place. +And at Bourhill you will have a rest--nothing to do but eat and sleep, +and walk in the country. You will lose that dreadful paleness, which has +always haunted me whenever I thought of you.' + +A curious tremor was visible on the face of the little seamstress, a +movement of every muscle, and her nerveless fingers could not grasp the +needle. + +'A' richt,' she replied rather huskily. 'I'll come. What time the morn?' + +'What time can you be ready? It is quite the same to me when I go. I +have nothing to do.' + +'Well, I can be ready ony time efter twelve; but, I say, what if, when I +come back, they've gi'en my wark to somebody else? That's certain; ye +should see the crood waitin' for it--fechtin' for it almost like wild +cats.' + +Gladys shivered, and heavy tears gathered in her eyes as she rose from +her chair. + +'Never mind that. It will be my concern--that is, if you are willing to +trust me?' + +Teen rose also, and for a moment their eyes met in a steady look. 'Yes,' +she said, 'I trust ye, though I dinna, for the life o' me, ken what ye +mean.' + +There was no demonstration of gratitude on the part of the little +seamstress; Gladys even felt a trifle chilled and disheartened thinking +of her after she had left the house. But the gratitude was there. That +still, cold, self-constrained heart, being awakened to life, never slept +again. Both lived to bless that bleak November day when the first +compact had been made between them. + +From the city Gladys went by car to Kelvinside, and walked up to +Bellairs Crescent. Habit is very strong; not yet could the girl, so long +used to the strictest and most meagre economies, bear to indulge +herself in small luxuries. The need of the world was always with her. +She thought always of the many to whom such small sums meant riches. She +was not expected at Bellairs Crescent, and she found her friends +entertaining at afternoon tea. Some one was singing when she reached the +drawing-room door, and when the song was over, she slipped in, +surprised, and a little taken aback, to see so many people in the room. +A number of them were known to her; there had been many pleasant +gatherings at Troon in the summer, and, as was natural, Miss Graham of +Bourhill, with her interesting personality and her romantic history, had +received a great deal of attention from the Fordyces' large circle of +friends. The warmth of the greeting accorded to her made the lovely +colour flush high in her cheek, and her eyes sparkle with added +brilliance. + +'Yes, I came up only at noon. I have been in the city since then,' she +replied, in answer to many questions. 'Oh, how do you do, Mr. Fordyce? I +did not expect to see you.' + +'Nor I you,' said George Fordyce impressively. 'I was dragged here by +Julia against my will, and this is the reward of fraternal virtue.' + +It was a daring speech, and the manner conveyed still more than the +words. The colour broke again over her face in a wavering flood, and her +eyes down-dropped under his ardent gaze. These things were noted by +several present, and conclusions rapidly drawn. + +'You must not talk nonsense to me,' she said, recovering herself, and +speaking with her quaint, delightful dignity. 'Remember your promise at +Paris.' + +'What promise? Did I make one?' + +'You know you did,' she said reproachfully. 'We agreed to be friendly, +and between friends there should never be any foolish compliments.' + +'Well, I can't keep faith; it's impossible to see you and remember any +such promise. Besides, it's sober truth,' he replied, growing bolder +still. 'Let me get you some tea. Isn't it rather lively here? Doesn't it +make you regret having buried yourself in the backwoods at the very +beginning of the season?' + +'No; I don't care anything about the season,' replied Gladys truthfully. +'Yes, you may bring me some tea, if you don't stay talking after you +have brought it. How beautiful Clara is looking to-day.' + +'Clara--yes; she's a handsome girl,' said George, regarding his cousin +with but a languid approval. She looked very handsome and stately in her +trained gown of brown velvet, with a touch of yellow at the throat, but +her expression was less bright than usual. The two who spoke of her at +the moment did not guess that they were responsible for the sudden +change from gay to grave in her demeanour. + +'Oh, Gladys, we were coming down on Saturday, Len and I,' whispered Mina +at her elbow; 'but now you will stay, and that will do as well. How are +you supporting life down there just now? and how is that sweet little +oddity, Miss Caroline Peck?' + +'If you call her an oddity, Mina, I cannot talk to you,' said Gladys, +with a laugh and a shake of the head. 'I am going home to-morrow. Could +Leonard and you not go down with me?' + +'Going home to-morrow! Not if we know it. The people are just going +away, and we shall have a delightful cosy chat. Here's that tiresome +George; but _isn't_ he looking handsome? Really, one is proud to have +such a cousin.' + +It was now half-past five, and the company began to disperse. In about +ten minutes there were no guests left but Gladys and the two cousins +from Pollokshields. + +'Now I can talk to you, my dear child,' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'Why didn't +you let us know you were coming to town, and one of the girls, at least, +would have come to meet you?' + +'I had something to do in the city, dear Mrs. Fordyce,' replied Gladys. +'There is something troubling me a good deal just now.' + +'What is it? Nothing must be allowed to trouble Miss Graham of Bourhill. +Her star should always be in the ascendant,' said Mina banteringly. + +'It is a mystery--a lost girl,' said Gladys rather gravely. 'Some one I +knew in the old life, who has disappeared, and nobody knows where she +has gone.' + +'How exciting! Has she not gone "ower the border an' awa', wi' Jock o' +Hazeldean"?' asked Mina. 'Do tell us about her. What is her name?' + +'Lizzie Hepburn; she is the sister of Walter, who was with my uncle,' +said Gladys gravely. 'It is the strangest thing.' + +'George, my dear, look what you are doing. Oh, my beautiful gown!' + +It was Mrs. Fordyce who thus turned the conversation. Her nephew, +handing the cup of tea she had never found time to drink while her +guests were present, had deliberately spilled it on the front of her +tea-gown. The incident was laughed over in the end, and the only person +present who thought of associating his awkwardness with the name Gladys +had mentioned was Mina, the shrewdest of them all; but though she had +many a strange and anxious thought on the subject, she held her peace. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +REAL AND IDEAL. + + +The little seamstress had never been out of Glasgow in her life. Even +the Fair holidays, signal for an almost universal exodus 'doon the +water,' brought no emancipation for her. It may be imagined that such a +sudden and unexpected invitation to the country filled her with the +liveliest anticipation. By eight o'clock that night she had finished her +pile of work, and immediately made haste with it to the warehouse which +employed her. When she had received her meagre payment, and had another +bundle rather contemptuously pushed towards her by the hard-visaged +forewoman, she experienced quite a little thrill of pride in refusing +it. + +'No, thank you, Mrs. Galbraith; I dinna need ony mair the day,' she +said, and her face flushed under the forewoman's strong, steady stare. + +'Oh, what's up?' + +'I'm gaun into the country to visit a lady,' said Teen proudly. + +'Oh, all right; there's a hundred waiting on the job, but don't expect +to be taken on the moment you like to show your face. We can afford to +be as independent as you.' + +'I don't expect to need it,' said Teen promptly, though in truth her +heart sank a little as she heard these words of doom. + +If Gladys failed her, she knew of no other place in that great and evil +city where she could earn her bread. She even felt a trifle despondent +as she retraced her steps to her garret, but, trying to throw it off, +she set herself immediately on entering the house to inspect her +wardrobe. This was a most interesting occupation, and, after much +deliberation, she took her best black skirt to pieces, and proceeded to +hang it as nearly as possible in the latest fashion. Then she had her +hat to retrim, and a piece of clean lace to sew on her neckband. At four +o'clock her last candle expired in its socket, and she had to go to bed. +At the grey dawn she was astir again, and long before the brougham had +left Bellairs Crescent with Gladys, Teen was waiting, tin box in hand, +on the platform of St. Enoch's Station. + +Mrs. Fordyce accompanied Gladys to the station, and when Teen saw them +she felt a wild desire to run away. Gladys Graham sitting on a chair in +the little attic, talking familiarly of the Hepburns, and Gladys Graham +outside, were two very different beings. Gladys glanced sharply round, +and, espying her, smiled reassuringly, and advanced with frank +outstretched hand. + +'Ah, there you are! I am glad to see you. Mrs. Fordyce, this is +Teen--Christina Balfour. I must begin to call you Christina; I think it +is much prettier. Isn't this a pleasant day? The country will be looking +lovely.' + +Mrs. Fordyce smiled and bowed graciously to the seamstress, but did not +offer her hand. Her manner was kind, but distant; her very smile +measured the gulf between them. Teen felt it just as plainly as if she +had spoken it in words, and felt also intuitively that her presence +there was not quite approved of by the lawyer's wife. That, indeed, was +true. There had been a long and rather warm discussion over the little +seamstress that morning in Bellairs Crescent, and Mrs. Fordyce had +discovered that, with all her gentleness and simplicity, Gladys was not +a person to abandon a project on which she had set her heart. + +'My dear Gladys,' she took the opportunity of whispering when Teen was +out of hearing, 'I am more than ever perplexed. She is not even +interesting--nothing could be more hopelessly vulgar and commonplace.' + +Gladys never spoke. + +'Do tell me what you mean to do with her,' she pursued, with distinct +anxiety in her manner. + +'Don't let us speak about it, Mrs. Fordyce,' said Gladys rather coldly. +'It is impossible you can understand. I have been like her; I know what +her life is. You must let me alone.' + +'I am afraid you are going to be eccentric, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce. +'I cannot help regretting that Madame Bonnemain was prevented coming to +Bourhill. She would have set her foot down on this.' + +'Then she would have been mistress of Bourhill,' answered Gladys, with a +faint smile, 'and we should certainly have disagreed.' + +Mrs. Fordyce looked at her curiously. + +'There is a great deal of character about you, Gladys. I am afraid you +are rather an imposition. To look at you, one would think you as gentle +as a lamb.' + +'Dear Mrs. Fordyce, don't make me out such a terrible person,' said +Gladys quickly. 'Is it so odd that I should wish to brighten life a +little for those whom I know have had so very little brightness?' + +'No; it is not your aim, only your method, I object to, my dear. It will +never do to fill Bourhill with such people. But I will say no more. +Experience will teach you expediency and discretion.' + +'We shall see,' replied Gladys, with a laugh, and for the first time she +experienced a sense of relief at parting with her kind friend. + +Mrs. Fordyce was a kind-hearted woman, and did a great many good deeds, +though on strictly conventional lines. She was the clever organiser of +Church charities, the capable head of the Ladies' Provident and Dorcas +Society, to which she grudged neither time nor money; but she did not +believe in personal contact with the very poor, nor in the power or +efficacy of individual sympathy and effort. She thought a great deal +about Gladys that day, pondering and puzzling over her action--a trifle +nettled, if it must be told, at the calm, quiet manner in which her +disapproval had been ignored. Gladys was indeed proving herself a very +capable and independent mistress of Bourhill. + +Meanwhile the two girls, whom fortune had so differently favoured, +journeyed together into Ayrshire. A strange shyness seemed to have taken +possession of Teen; she sat bolt upright in the corner of the carriage, +clutching her tin box, and looking half-scared, half-defiant; even the +red feather in her hat seemed to wear an aggressive air. In her soul she +fervently rued the step she had taken, and thought with longing of her +own little room, and with affectionate regret of the bundle she had so +proudly returned to Mrs. Galbraith. + +'What are you thinking of, Teen? You don't look at all happy,' said +Gladys, growing a trifle embarrassed by the continued silence. + +'I'm no'; I wish I hadna come,' was the flat reply, which made the +sensitive colour rise in the fair cheek of Gladys. + +'Oh no, you don't; you are only shy. Wait till you have seen Bourhill; +you will think it the loveliest place in the world,' she said +cheerfully. + +'Maybe,' answered Teen doubtfully. 'I feel gey queer the noo, onyhoo.' + +This was not encouraging. Gladys became silent also, and both felt +relieved when the train stopped at Mauchline Station. + +The girl, whose only idea of the country was her acquaintance with the +straight, conventional arrangement of city parks and gardens, looked +about her with genuine wonder. + +'My,' she said, as they crossed over the little footbridge at the +station, 'sic a room folk have here! Are there nae hooses ava?' + +'Oh, lots,' replied Gladys quite gaily, relieved to see even a faint +interest exhibited by her guest. 'We shall drive through Mauchline +presently; it is such a pretty, quaint little town.' + +A very dainty little phaeton, in charge of an exceedingly smart young +groom, waited at the station gate for Miss Graham. Teen regarded it and +her with open-mouthed amazement. Again it seemed impossible that this +gracious, self-possessed lady, giving her orders so calmly, and +according so well in every respect with her changed fortunes, could be +the same girl who accompanied Liz and herself to the Ariel Music Hall +not much more than a year ago. + +'My,' she said again, when Gladys took the reins and the pony started +off, 'it's grand, but queer.' + +'It is all very nice, I think,' said Gladys whimsically. 'Did I tell you +that Mrs. Macintyre, who used to live in the Wynd, is at the lodge at +Bourhill? But perhaps you did not know Mrs. Macintyre?' + +'I have heard o' her frae Liz,' Teen replied; 'but I didna ken that she +was here.' + +'She only came a month ago. She is a great treasure to me. I wonder if +you have thought why I wished you to come here?' + +'I've wondered. Ye can tell me, if ye like,' said Teen. + +'Well, you see, I have always been sorry about you, somehow, ever since +that day I saw you in the Hepburns' house; I really never forgot your +pale face. I want you here for your own sake, first, to try and make you +look brighter and healthier, and I want your advice and help about +something I am more interested in than anything.' + +'My advice an' help!' repeated Teen almost blankly, yet secretly +flattered and pleased. The idea that her advice and help should be +desired by any one was something so entirely new that she may be excused +being almost overcome by it. + +'Yes,' answered Gladys, with a nod. 'It's about the girls--the girls you +and I know about in Glasgow, who have such a poor time, and are +surrounded with so much temptation. Do you remember that night long ago +when Lizzie Hepburn and you took me to the Ariel Music Hall?' + +'Yes, I mind it fine. I was thinkin' o't no' a meenit syne.' + +'Well, don't you think that the girls we saw there might have some +place a little pleasanter and safer for them to be in than a music +hall?' + +'Yes,' answered Teen, with unwonted seriousness. 'It's no' a guid place. +I've kent twa-three that gaed to the bad, an' they met their bad company +there. But what can lassies dae? Tak' Liz, for instance, or me. Had we +onything to keep us at hame? The streets, or the music hall, or the +dancin', ony o' them was better than sittin' in the hoose.' + +'Oh, I know. Have I not thought of it all?' cried Gladys, with a great +mournfulness. 'But don't you think if they had some pleasant place of +their own, where they could meet together of an evening, and read or +work or amuse themselves, they would be happier?' + +'There are some places. I ken some lassies that belang to Christian +Associations. Liz an' me gaed twice or thrice wi' some o' the members, +but'-- + +'But what?' asked Gladys, bending forward with keen interest. + +'We didna like it. There was ower muckle preachin', and some of the +ladies looked at us as if we were dirt,' responded Teen candidly. 'Ye +should hae heard Liz when we cam' oot. It was as guid as a play to hear +her imitatin' them.' + +Gladys looked thoughtful, and a trifle distressed. Curiously, at the +moment she could not help thinking of the many societies and +associations with which Mrs. Fordyce was connected, and of her demeanour +that day at St. Enoch's Station--an exact exemplification of Teen's +plain-spoken objection. + +'Liz said she was as guid as them, an' she wadna be patronised; an' +that's what prevents plenty mair frae gaun. A lot gang just to serve +themselves, because they get a lot frae the ladies. My, ye can get +onything oot o' them if ye ken hoo to work them.' + +This was a very gross view of the case, which could not but jar upon +Gladys, though she was conscious that there was a good deal of truth in +it. Somehow, in the light of Teen Balfour's unvarnished estimate of +philanthropic endeavour, her dreams seemed to become all at once +impossible of fulfilment. + +'I do not think they mean, the ladies, to patronise. Do you not think +the girls imagine, or at least exaggerate?' + +'Maybe; but Susan Greenlees--a lassie I ken, that works in a +print-mill--telt me one o' them reproved her for haein' a long white +ostrich feather in her hat, and Susan, she just says, "Naebody askit you +to pay for it," an' left.' + +Gladys relapsed into silence; and Teen, all unconscious of the cold +water she had thrown so copiously on a bright enthusiasm, sat back +leisurely, and looked about her interestedly. + +'Here we are,' said Gladys, at length rousing herself up, though with an +evident effort; 'and there is Mrs. Macintyre at the gate. You have never +seen her, you say? Hasn't she a nice kind face?' + +Gladys drew rein when they had passed through the gate, and introduced +the two. Mrs. Macintyre, who looked like a different being in her warm +grey tweed gown, neat cap, and black apron, gave the pale city girl a +hearty hand-shake, and prophesied that Bourhill air would soon bring a +rose into her cheek. Gladys nodded, and said she hoped so, then drove on +to the house. And when they went up the long flight of steps and into +the wide, warm, beautiful hall, Teen's shyness returned to her, and if +it had been possible she would have turned and fled. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE UNEXPECTED. + + +It did not occur to Gladys to give her guest quarters at the lodge +beside Mrs. Macintyre, where, it might have been thought, she would be +more at home. Having invited her to Bourhill, she treated her in all +respects like any other guest. Teen, after the first fit of shyness wore +off, accepted it all as a matter of course, and conducted herself in a +calm and undisturbed manner, which secretly astonished Gladys. All the +while, however, her new surroundings and experiences made a profound +impression on the awakened mind of the city girl. Nothing escaped the +keen vision of her great dark eyes. Every detail of the beautiful old +house was photographed on her memory; she could have told how many +chairs were in the drawing-room, and described every picture on the +dining-room walls. Between her and little Miss Peck--the brisk, +happy-hearted spinster, who appeared to have taken a new lease of +life--there was speedily established a very good understanding, which +was also a source of amazement to Gladys. She had anticipated exactly +the reverse. + +'My dear, she is most interesting,' said Miss Peck, when the first +evening was over, and Teen had gone to bed, not to sleep, but to lie +enjoying the luxury of a down-bed and dainty linen, and pondering on +this wonderful thing that had happened to her,--'most interesting. What +depths in her eyes--what self-possession in her demeanour! My dear, you +can make anything of that girl.' + +Miss Peck was given to romancing and enthusiasm, but the contrast +between her opinion and that expressed by Mrs. Fordyce made Gladys +smile. She did not feel herself as yet very particularly drawn towards +her guest, whose reserve of manner was sometimes as trying as her +outspokenness on other occasions. + +'I am glad you like her, Miss Peck. I confess that sometimes I do not +know what to make of her. But, you see, she is the only one who can be +of any use to me; she knows all about working girls and their ways. If +only I could find poor Lizzie Hepburn! She always knew exactly what she +meant, and she was clever enough for anything,' said Gladys, with a +sigh. + +'But tell me, my dear, what is it you wish to do? I don't know that I +quite comprehend.' + +'Indeed, I am not quite clear about it yet myself, though, of course, I +have an idea I want to help them, especially the friendless ones. If it +could be arranged, I should like to establish a kind of friendly Club +for them in Glasgow, where they could all meet, and where those who have +no friends could lodge; then I should like to have a little holiday +house for them here, if possible.' + +'My dear, that is a great undertaking for one so young.' + +'Do you think so? I must try it, and you must help me, dear Miss Peck, +for Mrs. Fordyce won't. She doesn't approve at all of my having invited +Christina Balfour down here.' + +'My dear, the world never does approve of anything done out of the +conventional way,' said Miss Peck, with a quiet touch of bitterness. 'I +think you have a very noble aim, and the heart of an angel; only there +will be mountains of difficulty in the way.' + +'We must overcome them,' answered Gladys quickly. + +'And you will meet with much discouragement, and a great deal of +ingratitude,' pursued the little spinster, hating herself for her +discouraging words, but convinced that it was her duty to prepare her +dear charge for the worst. + +'Not more than I can bear,' Gladys answered. 'And I am quite sure that, +with all these drawbacks, I shall also receive many bright, encouraging +things to help me on.' + +'Yes, my dear, you will. God will reward you in His own best way,' said +Miss Peck, with tears in her eyes. + +Gladys sat late by the fire that night, pondering her new scheme, and +developing its details with great rapidity. She found the greatest +comfort and pleasure in such planning; for, though she was the envied of +many, there were times, though unconfessed, when she was weighed down by +her own loneliness, when a sense of desolation, as keen as any she had +ever experienced in Colquhoun Street, made all the lovelier things of +life seem of no account. + +Next morning Gladys drove her guest into Troon, and at sight of the +great sea, its breast troubled with wintry storms, tossing and rolling +in wildest unrest, Teen appeared for the first time really moved. + +'It's fearsome,' she said in an awe-stricken whisper,--'fearsome! +Michty me, look at the waves! It's fearsome to look at.' + +'How odd that it should strike you so!' exclaimed Gladys. 'It always +rests and soothes me; the wilder it is, the deeper the quiet it infuses +into my soul. See the tall shadow yonder through the mists, the +mountains of Arran; and that is Ayr, across Prestwick Bay; and these +rocks jutting out into the sea, the Heads of Ayr. Do you see that house +with the flagstaff, at the top of the Links? It is Mr. Fordyce's house, +The Anchorage, where I lived all summer. It is splendid here to-day. +Stand still, Firefly, you impatient animal; we are not ready to go yet.' + +'I wad be feared to live in that hoose,' said Teen. 'The waves micht +come up in the nicht an' wash it away. Jist look at that yin the noo.' + +A great green wave, with its angry crest of foam, came rolling in with +apparently resistless force, and spent itself on the pebbly shore with a +sullen roar. + +'"Thus far shalt thou come, and no farther,"' said Gladys, with a faint +smile, and a momentary uplifting of her eyes to the grey wintry sky. +'"He holdeth the sea in the hollow of His hand."' + +'Some day, when it is very fine, I shall take you to Ayr,' said Gladys, +as she turned the pony's head. 'I have often thought how I should like +to bring Liz here. I cannot tell you how I feel about her; I think about +her almost continually.' + +'So dae I, though I think, mind, she's been very shabby to me; but she +was my chum,' said Teen, with an unusually soft look on her face. 'She +didna care a button what she said to a body, but at the same she wad dae +onything for ye.' + +'And you still think she is in London?' + +'Yes,' answered Teen, without a moment's hesitation 'Learnin' to be an +actress, as sure as I sit here.' + +'Somehow I don't think it. I have an odd feeling at times about her, as +if she were not so far away from us as we imagine.' + +'She's no' in Glesca, onyway. She couldna be in Glesca withoot me +kennin',' replied Teen confidently. 'There's some that think she gaed +aff wi' a beau, but they never said it twice to me. I kent Liz better +than that. She could watch hersel'.' + +'Did you know him, the man you call her beau?' inquired Gladys, with a +slight blush. + +'Ay, I kent him,' said Teen, looking away over the landscape as if she +suddenly found it of new and absorbing interest. + +'And have you seen him since?' + +'Ay.' + +'Did you speak to him, or ask him if he knew anything about her?' + +'No' me; it's nane o' my business to meddle; but maybe I wad ask him if +I had a chance,' said Teen, with a peculiar pressure of the lips. + +'Who is he, Teen? Do you know his name?' + +'Ay, fine that; but it wad dae nae guid to say,' replied Teen guardedly. +'I dinna think he had onything to dae wi' her gaun away, onyway.' + +Gladys perceived that Teen was determined to be utterly loyal to her +friend, and admired her for it. + +That very afternoon, however, Teen saw occasion to change her mind on +the subject. After lunch, while Gladys was busy with letter-writing, +Teen went out to pay a visit to Mrs. Macintyre at the lodge. She was +walking very leisurely down the avenue, admiring the brilliant glossy +green of the laurels and hollies, when the tall figure of a man in a +long ulster came swinging round the curve which hid the gates from view. +Teen gave a great start, and the dusky colour leaped in her face when +she recognised him. His cheek flushed too with distinct annoyance, and +surprise was also visible on his face. + +'What are you doing here?' he asked, without the shadow of other +greeting. + +Teen looked up at him with a kind of quiet insolence in her heavy dark +eyes. + +'That's my business,' she said calmly, and picked to pieces the leaf she +had in her hand. + +'Are you staying here?' he asked then, with undisguised uneasiness, +which secretly delighted Teen. If there was a human being she mortally +disliked and distrusted, it was Mr. George Fordyce. + +'Yes, I'm stayin' at the big hoose.' + +'With Miss Graham?' + +Teen nodded, and a faint, melancholy smile, half of scorn, half of +amusement, touched her thin lips. + +'How the deuce did you manage that?' he inquired angrily. 'I can't +understand it.' + +'Nor I; ye can ask her, if ye like,' responded Teen calmly; then quite +suddenly she dropped her mask of indifference, and, laying her thin, +worn fingers on his arm, lifted her penetrating eyes swiftly to his +uneasy face. 'I say, where's Liz?' + +'How should I know? How dare you question me?' he asked passionately. 'I +shall warn Miss Graham against you, that you are not a proper person to +have in her house. You are not fit to breathe the same air with her.' + +'Maybe no'; but as fit as you,' she answered scornfully. 'I see through +it a'; but if ye have harmed Liz, my gentleman, ye'll no' get off wi' +it. Ye'll answer for it to me.' + +Mrs. Fordyce had called her vulgar and commonplace; she did not look so +now; passion transformed her into a noble creature. The man of the +world, accustomed to its homage and adulation, cowed before the little +seamstress of the slums. While she walked away from him, as if scorning +to bandy further words, he looked after her in consternation. She had +not only surprised, she had made a coward of him for the moment. He +seemed to see in the slight, insignificant form of the city girl the +Nemesis who would sooner or later bring his evil deeds home, and thwart +what was at the present moment the highest ambition of his life. + +His step lagged as he continued his way towards the house, within whose +walls dwelt the woman whom love and ambition prompted him to make his +wife. It was not, however, the reluctance of a dishonoured soul to seek +communion with one so absolutely pure, it was merely the hesitation of a +prudence wholly selfish. He rapidly reviewed the situation, considered +every possibility and every likely issue, and took his resolve. He could +not afford to wait. If Gladys was ever to be his, she must be won at +once. If she cared sufficiently for him to pledge herself to him, he +believed that she would stand by him and take his word, whatever slander +might assail his name. He had not anticipated this crisis when, in a +careless, idle mood, he had left the mill, and followed the impulse +which sent him to Bourhill. + +By the time he reached the steps before the door every trace of +disturbance had vanished, and he was once more the urbane, handsome, +debonair gentleman who played such havoc among women's hearts. + +Miss Graham being at home, he was at once shown into the drawing-room, +and left there while the maid took his name to her mistress. Meanwhile +Teen, instead of going into the lodge, passed through the gates, and +walked away up the road. She was utterly alone, the only sign of life +being a flock of sheep in the distance, trotting on sedately before a +tall shepherd and a collie dog. Teen never saw them. She was fearfully +excited, believing that she had at last discovered the clue to her +missing friend. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +THE FIRST WOOER. + + +Gladys was writing a long letter to her guardian, setting forth in +eloquent terms what she wished to do for the working girls of the East +End, and asking him for some sympathy and advice, when the housemaid +knocked at the door. + +'A gentleman for me, Ellen? Yes, I shall be there presently,' she said, +without looking at the card on the salver. 'Is Miss Peck in the +drawing-room?' + +'No, ma'am; she is taking her rest. Shall I tell her?' + +'Oh no. Who is it?' + +She added another word to her letter, and then read the name on the +card. The maid standing by could not help seeing the lovely access of +colour in the fair cheek of her mistress, and, as was natural, drew her +own conclusions. + +Gladys rose at once, and proceeded up-stairs. She did not, as almost +every other woman in the circumstances would have done, go to her own +room to inspect her appearance or make any change in her toilet. And, in +truth, none was needed. Her plain black serge gown, with its little +ruffle at the neck, which would have made a dowdy of almost anybody but +herself, was at once a fitting and becoming robe. Her lovely hair, which +in the early days had hung in straight heavy plaits over her back, was +now wound about her head, and kept in place by a band and knot of black +velvet. She moved with the calm mien and serious grace of a woman at +ease with herself and all the world. A faint hesitation, however, +visited her when she stood without the closed door of the drawing-room. +That curious prevision, which most of us experience at times, that +something unusual was in store, robbed her for a moment of her usual +self-possession; but, smiling and inwardly chiding herself for her own +folly, she opened the door and entered the presence of her lover. She +knew him to be such, it was impossible to mistake his demeanour and his +attitude towards her. There was the most lover-like eagerness in his +look and step as he came towards her, and under his gaze the girl's +sweet eyes drooped and her colour deepened. + +'This is quite a surprise,' she said gaily. 'Why did you not bring some +of the girls with you?' + +'I haven't seen them for ages, and Julia has a dance on to-night for +which she is saving herself. Besides, perhaps, I wanted to come quite +alone.' + +'Yes?' she said in a voice faintly interrogatory. 'And you had to walk +from the station, too? If you had only wired in the morning, I could +have come or sent for you.' + +'But, you see, I did not know in the morning I should be here to-day. It +is often the unexpected that happens. I came off on the impulse of the +moment. Are you glad to see me?' + +It was a very direct question; but Gladys had now quite recovered +herself, and met it with a calm smile. + +'Why, of course; how could I be otherwise? But, I say, you said a moment +ago you had not seen any of the girls for ages; it is only forty-eight +hours since we met in your aunt's drawing-room.' + +'So it is,' he said innocently. 'I had quite forgotten, which shows how +time goes with me when you are out of town. Are you really going to bury +yourself here all winter?' + +'I am going to live here, of course. It is my home, and I don't want any +other. A day in Glasgow once a week is quite enough for me.' + +'Hard lines for Glasgow,' he said, tugging his moustache, and looking at +her with a good deal of real sentiment in his handsome eyes. She was +looking so sweet, he felt himself more in love than ever; and there was +a certain 'stand-offishness' in her manner which attracted him as much +as anything. He had not hitherto found such indifference a quality among +the young ladies of his acquaintance. + +'I have just been writing to your Uncle Tom, telling him I want to spend +a great deal of money,' she began, rather to divert the conversation +than from any pressing desire for his opinion, 'and I don't feel at all +sure about what he will say. Your aunt does not approve, I know.' + +'May I ask how you are going to spend it?' he inquired, with interest. + +'Oh yes. I want to institute a Club for working girls in Glasgow, and a +holiday house for them here.' + +'But there are any amount of such things in Glasgow already, and I +question if they do any good. I know my mother and Ju are always down on +them, and there's truth in what they say, too, that we are making a god +out of the working class. It is quite sickening what is done for them, +and how ungrateful they are.' + +Gladys winced a little, and he perceived that he had spoken rather +strongly. + +'I know there is a good deal done, but I think sometimes the methods are +not quite wise,' she said quietly. 'I am going to run my Club, as the +Americans say, on my own lines. You see, I am rather different, for I +have been a poor working girl myself, and I know both what they need and +what will do them most good.' + +'You seem rather proud of the distinction,' he said involuntarily. 'Most +women in your position would have made a point of ignoring the past. +That is what half of Glasgow is trying to do all the time--forget where +they sprang from. Why are you so different?' + +'I do not know.' Her lips curled in a fine scorn. 'As if it mattered,' +she said half-contemptuously,--'as if it mattered what anybody had +sprung from. I was reading Burns this morning, and I felt as if I could +worship him if for nothing more than writing these lines-- + + "The rank is but the guinea stamp, + The man's the gowd for a' that."' + +'That's all very good in theory,' he said a trifle lazily; 'and besides, +it is very easy for you to speak like that, with centuries of lineage +behind you. I suppose the Grahams are as old as the Eglintons, or the +Alexanders, or even the great Portland family itself, if you come to +inquire into it. Yes, it is very easy for you to despise rank.' + +'I don't despise it, and I am very proud in my own way that I do belong +to such an old family; but, all the same, it doesn't really matter. +There is nothing of any real value except honour and high character, +and, of course, genius.' + +'When you speak like that, Gladys, and look like that, upon my word, you +make a fellow afraid to open his mouth before you,' he said quickly, and +there was something very winning in the humility and deference with +which he uttered these words. + +Gladys was not unmoved by them, and had he followed up his slight +advantage, he might have won her on the spot; but at the propitious +moment Ellen brought in the tea-tray, and the conversation had to drift +into a more general groove. + +'To return to my project,' said Gladys, when the maid had gone again, 'I +have one of my old acquaintances among the working girls here just now. +I expect she will help me a good deal. She was the friend of poor Lizzie +Hepburn, whom we have lost so completely. Is it not strange? What do you +think _can_ have become of her?' + +'I'm sure I couldn't say,' he replied, with all the indifference at his +command. + +Gladys, busy with the tea-cups, noticed nothing strange in his manner, +nor did his answer disappoint her much. She was quite aware that he did +not take an absorbing interest in the questions which engrossed so much +of her own thought. + +'The saddest thing about it is that nobody seems to care anything about +what has become of her,' she said, as she took the dainty Wedgewood +teapot in her hand. 'Just think if the same thing had happened to your +sister or either of your cousins, what a thing it would have been.' + +'My dear Gladys, the cases are not parallel. Such things happen every +day, and nobody pays the least attention. And besides, such people do +not have the same feelings as us.' + +Gladys looked at him indignantly. + +'You only say so because you know nothing about them,' she said quickly. +'I do assure you the poor have quite as keen feelings as the rich, and +some things they feel even more, I think. Why, only to-day I had an +instance of it in the girl I have staying here. Her loyalty to Liz is +quite beautiful. I wish you would not judge so harshly and hastily.' + +'I will think anything to please you, Gladys,' said George fervently. +'You must forgive me if I am a trifle sceptical. You see, a fellow has +his opinions moulded pretty much by his people, and mine don't take your +view of the lower classes.' + +Again he was unfortunate in his choice of words. Gladys particularly +disliked the expression, 'lower classes,' and his apologetic tone did +not appease her. + +'They judge them harshly because they know nothing about them, and never +will. One has to live among them, as I have done, to learn their good +qualities. It is the only way,' she said rather sadly. + +George set down his cup on the tray, and lingered at the table, looking +down at her with a glance which might have disconcerted her. + +'You are so awfully good, Gladys,' he said, quite humbly for him. 'I +wonder you can be half as civil as you are to a reprobate like me.' + +'Are you a reprobate?' she asked, with a faint, wondering smile. + +'I'm not as good as I should be,' he added frankly. 'But, you see, I've +never had anybody put things in the light you put them in. If I had, I +believe it would have made all the difference. Won't you take me in +hand?' + +He threw as much significance as he dared into his last question; but +Gladys apparently did not catch his meaning. + +'I don't like to hear you speak so,' was the unexpected reply. 'It is +like throwing the blame on other people. A man ought to be strong enough +to be and to do good on his own account.' + +'If you tell me what you would like me to do, I'll do it, upon my word,' +he said earnestly. + +'Oh, I have no right to do that, but since you ask, I will say that you +have not very far to seek your opportunities. Your Uncle Tom told me the +other day you employed nearly seven hundred men and women at your mills. +If that is not a field for you to work in, I don't know what is.' + +George Fordyce bit his lip ever so slightly, and half turned away. This +was bringing it home indeed, and the vision of himself taking up a new +_rôle_ among his own workpeople rather disconcerted him. + +'Now you are offended,' said Gladys quickly; 'and, please, it is not my +fault. You asked me what you should do.' + +'Offended with you! No such thing. You could never offend me. Can't you +see, Gladys, that the very reason I would be better is _you_, and you +alone. I want to please you, because I want to win you.' + +There was no doubt at all about his meaning now. The passion with which +he spoke brought a blush to the girl's cheek, and she rose hurriedly +from her chair. + +'Oh, you must not say such things to me, please.' + +'Why not? Every man has the right to speak when he loves a woman as I +love you. Could not you care for me, Gladys? I know I am not half good, +but I'll try to be better for your sake.' + +'I have liked you very well. I do like you,' she answered, with a +trembling frankness,--'only, I think, not quite in that way.' + +'If you like me at all, I shall not despair. It will come in time. Give +me the hope that you'll try to think of me in that way,' he pleaded +passionately; and Gladys slightly shook her head. + +'Try?' she repeated. 'I do not know much, but it seems to me that that +should be without trying.' + +'But you need not give me a final answer now. Let me wait and try to win +you--to be more worthy of you. I know I am not that yet, but you know +we've got on awfully well together--been such chums--I'm sure it would +all come right.' + +He looked very handsome and very winning, pleading his cause with an +earnestness which left no doubt of his sincerity. Gladys allowed him to +take her hand, and did not draw herself away. + +'If you will let me alone a long time--a year, at least--and never speak +of it, I will give you an answer then. It is a very serious thing, and +one must be quite sure,' she said slowly; and that answer was more than +George Fordyce had dared to hope for. There was more deliberation and +calmness in her disposal of the question than would have satisfied most +men, but he had fared better than he expected, and left the house +content. + +As for Gladys, she felt restless and unhappy, she did not know why; only +she knew that never had her thoughts reverted with such lingering +persistence to the past, never had its memories seemed more fraught with +sweetness and with pain. She was an enigma, she could not understand +herself. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +UNDER DISCUSSION. + + +Teen took quite a long walk along the bleak country road, and on her way +back dropped in at the lodge. + +Mrs. Macintyre and the redoubtable 'Tammy'--a very round and chubby +urchin, as unlike a denizen of the slums as could well be imagined--were +sitting at tea by the cosy hearth, and there was a warm welcome and a +cup for the visitor at once. + +'Come awa', my wummin; I saw ye gang by,' said the good soul cheerily. +'My, but ye hae a fine colour; jist gang ben an' look at yersel' in the +room gless. Ye're no' like the same lassie.' + +Teen smiled rather incredulously, and did not go 'ben' to verify the +compliment. + +'It's a fine place this,' she said, as she dropped into a chair. 'A +body's never tired. I wonder onybody bides in the toon when there's sae +much room in the country.' + +The wideness of the landscape, its solitary freedom, and its quiet, +impressed the city girl in no ordinary way. After the crush and struggle +of the overcrowded streets, which she had not until now left behind, it +was natural she should be so impressed. + +'I walkit as far as frae the Trongate to the Briggate, an' I saw +naething but twa-three sheep an' a robin red-breist sittin' in the +hedge,' she said musingly. 'It's breist was as red as it had been +pented. I didna ken ye could see them leevin'?' + +'Oh, there's thoosan's o' them,' quoth Tammy enthusiastically. 'In the +spring that hedge up the road will be thick wi' nests, filled wi' eggs +o' a' kinds.' + +'Which ye'll leave alane, my man, or I'll warm ye,' said his aunt, with +a warning glance. 'Ay, my wummin, this is a hantle better nor the +Trongate or the Briggate o' Glesca. An' what's the young leddy aboot +this efternune?' + +'Writin' letters, I think. Has she said onything to you, Mrs. Macintyre, +aboot makin' a Club for lassies in the toon?' + +'Tammy,' said Mrs. Macintyre, 'tak' the wee jug an' rin up to the dairy, +an' ask Mrs. Grieve if she'll gie ye a hap'nyworth o' mair cream.' + +She did not urgently require the cream, but it was necessary at the +moment to get rid of Tammy, who was a remarkably shrewd boy, with very +long ears and a wonderful understanding. + +Just as Tammy departed, rather unwillingly it must be told, the carriage +from the house came bowling down the avenue, and Mrs. Macintyre ran out +to open the gate. From her seat by the fire Teen could see over the low +white window-blind that George Fordyce sat in it alone. + +'There's something up,' said Mrs. Macintyre. 'D'ye see that?' + +She held up a shining half-crown, which in his gracious mood the hopeful +lover had bestowed upon the gatekeeper. + +'I wonder if that's to be the Laird o' Bourhill?' she said +meditatively. 'Ye wadna see him as he gaed by?--a very braw man, an' +rich, they say--a Fordyce o' Gorbals Mill. Hae ye heard o' them?' + +'Ay, often.' Teen's colour seemed to have deepened, but it might be only +the fire which glowed upon it. 'Ye dinna mean to say that _that_ micht +happen?' + +'What for no'?' queried Mrs. Macintyre easily, as she cut a slice from +the loaf and held it on a fork before the fire. 'She's bonnie an' she's +guid, besides being weel tochered. She'll no' want for wooers. I say, +did ye ken Walter Hepburn, that carries on auld Skinny's business noo in +Colquhoun Street?' + +'Yes, well enough,' answered Teen slowly. + +'There was a time when I wad hae said the twa--him an' Miss Gladys, I +mean--were made for ane anither, but it's no' noo. He seems to hae +forgotten her, an' maybe it's as weel. She maun mak' a braw mairriage, +an' Fordyce is a braw fellow. I wish ye had noticed him.' + +'Oh, I've seen him afore,' said Teen, with an evident effort, and +somehow the conversation did not flow very freely, but was purely a +one-sided affair, Teen simply sitting glowering into the fire, with an +expression on her face which indicated that she was only partially +interested in the gatekeeper's cheery talk. It was rather a relief when +Tammy returned with the 'wee jug' full of cream, and his own mind full +of the arrival of a new calf, a great event, which had happened at the +dairy that very afternoon. + +Mrs. Macintyre was, on the whole, disappointed with her guest, and saw +her depart after tea without regret. She was altogether too reticent and +silent for that garrulous person's liking. She would have been very much +astonished had she obtained a glimpse into the girl's mind. Never, +indeed, in all her life had Teen Balfour been so troubled and so +anxious. Once or twice that evening Gladys caught her looking at her +with a glance so penetrating and so anxious that it impressed her with a +sort of uneasiness. She did not feel particularly happy herself. Now +that her lover had gone, and that the subtle charm of his personality +and presence was only a memory, she half regretted what had happened +that afternoon. She felt almost as if she had committed herself, and she +was surprised that she should secretly chafe over it. + +'Teen,' she said quite suddenly, when they were sitting alone at the +library fire after supper, when Miss Peck had gone to give her +housekeeping orders for the morning, 'had you ever a lover?' + +This extraordinary and unexpected question drove the blood into the +colourless face of Teen, and she could not for the moment answer. + +'Well, yes,' she said at length, with a faint, queer smile. 'Maybe I've +had twa-three o' a kind.' + +'Two or three?' echoed Gladys in a surprised and rather disapproving +voice. 'That is very odd. But, tell me, have you ever seen anybody who +wished to marry you, and whom you wished to marry?' + +'There was a lad asked me yince,' answered Teen, 'but he was only +seventeen--a prentice in Tennant's, wi' aicht shillin's a week. I've +never had a richt offer.' + +'Then what do you mean by saying you have had two or three lovers?' +queried Gladys, in wonder. + +'Oh, weel, I've keepit company wi' a lot. They've walkit me oot, an' +ta'en me to the balls an' that--that's what I mean.' + +Gladys was rather disappointed, perceiving that it was not likely she +would get much help from the experience of Teen. + +'I think that is rather strange, but perhaps it is quite right, and it +is only I who am strange. But, tell me, do you think a girl always can +know just at once whether she cares enough for a man to marry him?' + +'I dinna ken; there's different kinds o' mairriages,' said Teen +philosophically. 'I dinna think there's onything in real life like the +love in "Lord Bellew's Bride," unless among the gentry.' + +'Do you really think not?' asked Gladys, with a slight wistfulness. 'I +have not read "Lord Bellew," of course, but I do believe there is that +kind of love which would give up all, and dare and suffer anything. I +should not like to marry without it.' + +'Dinna, then,' replied Teen quite coolly. Nevertheless, as she looked at +the sweet face rendered so grave and earnest by the intensity of her +thought, her eye became more and more troubled. + +'Among oor kind o' folk there's a' kind o' mairriages,' she began. 'Some +lassies mairry thinkin' they'll hae an easier time an' a man to work for +them, an' they sometimes fin' oot they've only ta'en somebody to keep; +some mairry for spite, an' some because they'd raither dee than be auld +maids. I dinna think, mysel', love--if there be sic a thing--has ony +thing to do wi't.' + +It was rather a cynical doctrine, but Teen implicitly believed what she +was saying. + +'Are _you_ thinkin' on mairryin'?' she asked then; and, without waiting +for an answer, continued in rather a hurried, troubled way, 'I wadna if +I were you--at least, for a while. Wait or ye see what turns up. Ye'll +never be better than ye are, an' men are jist men. I wadna gie a brass +fardin' for the best o' them.' + +Gladys did not resent this plain expression of opinion, because she +perceived that a genuine kindliness prompted it. + +'I am quite sure I shall not marry for a very long time,' Gladys +replied; then they fell to talking over the other subject, which was so +interesting to them both. + +Underneath all her cynical philosophy there was real kindness as well as +shrewd common-sense in the little seamstress. She was in some respects +one of the best advisers Gladys could possibly have taken into her +confidence. + +These sweet, restful days were a benediction to the weary, half-starved +heart of the city girl, and under their benign influence she became a +different creature. Little Miss Peck, who adored Gladys, sometimes +observed, with a smile of approval, the grateful, pathetic look in +Teen's large solemn eyes when they followed the sweet young creature who +had shown her a glimpse of the sunny side of life. It was not a glimpse, +however, which Gladys intended to be merely transient. She had in view a +scheme which was to be of permanent value to the poor little seamstress. + +In the course of that week Gladys had occasion to be over-night in +Glasgow, for the purpose of attending a concert with the family in +Bellairs Crescent. It was a very select and fashionable affair, at which +the _élite_ and beauty of Glasgow were present. Gladys enjoyed the gay +and animated scene as much as the music, which was also to her a rare +treat. When they left the hall it was nearly eleven o'clock, and they +had to wait some time in the vestibule till their carriage should move +towards the door. It was a fine mild night, and the girls, with their +soft hoods drawn over their heads, and their fleecy wraps close about +their throats, stood close by the great doors, chatting merrily while +they waited. The usual small crowd of loafers were hanging about the +pavements, and as usual Gladys was saddened by the sight of the dejected +and oftentimes degraded-looking denizens of the lower quarters of the +city. It might be that, in contrast with the gay and handsomely-dressed +people from the West End, their poverty seemed even more pitiable. + +'Now, Gladys, no such pained expression, if you please,' said the +observant Mina. 'Don't look as if you carried all the sins and sorrows +of Glasgow on your own shoulders. Good, here is the brougham; and pray +observe the expression on the countenance of James. Is it not a +picture?' + +Gladys could not but laugh, and they tripped across the pavement to the +carriage. When they were all in, and Mr. Fordyce had given the word to +the coachman, a woman suddenly swerved from the pavement and peered in +at the carriage window. At the moment the impatient horses moved swiftly +away, and when Gladys begged them to stop it was too late; the woman was +lost in the crowd. + +Gladys, however, had seen her face, and recognised it, in spite of the +change upon it, as the face of Walter's sister Liz. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +GLADYS AND WALTER. + + +The fleeting vision of Liz Hepburn's familiar face appeared to fill +Gladys with excitement and unrest. As Mina looked at her flushed cheeks +and shining eyes, she felt a vague uneasiness visit her own heart. They +did not speak of her as they drove home, but when the girls gathered, as +was their wont, round the cheerful fire in the guest-chamber before +retiring for the night, Gladys asked them a question. + +'Did you see her? She looked very ill, and very distressed. Do you not +think so? Oh, I fear she has been in trouble, and I must do all I can to +find out about her. If you will allow me, I shall remain another day in +town, and I can send a telegram to Miss Peck in the morning.' + +Mina, on her knees beside her chair, her plump bare arm showing very +white and fair against the black lace of Gladys's gown, looked up at her +with a slightly troubled air. + +'Gladys, I wish you wouldn't bother about that girl. You lay things far +too much to heart. It can't possibly concern you now. Let her own people +look after her.' + +Gladys received this remark with rather an indignant look. + +'Mina, that is not like you. You only assume such hard-heartedness. If +you saw her face as I saw it, it must haunt you. Her eyes were quite +wild and despairing, I cannot forget them.' + +'Oh, I think you exaggerate,' said Mina lightly. 'I saw her very well. +It was the usual calm, rather insolent stare these girls give. I do not +think she looked either very ill or very desperate, and she seemed +comfortably clothed. What do you think, Clara?' + +'Oh, I didn't see her,' answered Clara, with a slight yawn. 'Yes, Gladys +dear, I do think you worry too much over things. What can that girl +possibly be to you? Of course we are very sorry for her; still, if she +is in trouble, she has brought it on herself. It will never do for you +to mix yourself up with all sorts and conditions. I say, wasn't Sims +Reeves heavenly to-night, and "Come into the garden, Maud," more +entrancing than ever? To think what immense power that man wields in his +voice! He can do with his audience as he likes. He was in splendid +form.' + +Gladys remained silent. The concert had given her a rare pleasure, but +it was obliterated at the moment by the incident of the face at the +carriage window. + +'We had better get to bed, girls, or mamma will be sending Katherine to +us presently,' said Mina, as she picked herself up from the rug. +'Good-night, dear, and don't worry. If you wrinkle up your brows like +that over every trifle, you will be old before your time.' + +Gladys faintly smiled, and bade them good-night. She 'worried' a good +deal more than either of them imagined. + +'I say, Clara, I do wish we could induce Gladys to leave that girl +alone,' Mina said to her sister, as she threw off her evening gown and +began to brush out her hair. 'I have the oddest feeling about it, just +as if it would make mischief. Haven't you?' + +'No; but you needn't try to dissuade Gladys from anything she has set +her mind upon. I never saw anybody so "sot," as Artemus Ward would say; +she's positive to the verge of obstinacy. But what makes you have any +feeling in the matter I can't imagine; you never even saw the girl in +your life.' + +'No, but I feel interested in her, all the same. And, I say'-- + +She broke off there rather suddenly, and meditatively brushed her hair +for a few seconds in silence. + +'Did you notice that afternoon we had the tea, after all the people were +gone, you remember that Cousin George spilled the contents of a cup on +mamma's gown?' + +'Yes, I remember that, of course, but what can it have to do with Gladys +and this Hepburn girl?' + +'Did nothing occur to you in connection with his unusual awkwardness? +Don't you remember what we were talking of at the time?' + +'No,' replied Clara, and she paused with her bodice half pulled over her +lovely shoulders, and a slow wonder on her beautiful, placid face. + +'Well, Gladys was telling us at the very moment about the disappearance +of this Hepburn girl, as you call her, and I happened to be looking at +Cousin George while she was speaking, and, Clara, I can't for the life +of me help thinking he knows something about it.' + +No sooner were the words out of her mouth than Mina saw that she had +made a profound mistake. The red colour leaped into her sister's face, +dyeing even the curves of her stately throat. + +'I think you are a wicked, uncharitable girl, Mina,' she said, with icy +coldness. 'I wonder you are not ashamed to have such a thought for a +moment. I only beg of you not to let it go any further. It may do more +harm than you think.' + +So saying, Clara gathered up all her wraps and marched off to her own +room, leaving her sister feeling rather hurt and humiliated, though not +in the least convinced that she had simply given rein to an uncharitable +imagination. Mina was indeed so much troubled that she went off her +sleep--a most unusual experience for her; and the morning failed to +banish, as it often benignly banishes, the misgivings of the night. + +Once more Gladys made a pilgrimage to the old home where Walter dwelt +alone, working early and late, the monotony of his toil only brightened +by one constant hope. It was a strange existence for the lad on the +threshold of his young manhood, and many who knew something of his way +of life wondered at the steady and dogged persistence with which he +pursued his avocation. He appeared to have reached, while yet not much +past his boyhood, the grave, passionless calm which comes to most men +only after they have outlived the passion of their youth. He was +regarded as a sharp, hard-working young man, with a keen eye for +business, and honourable and just, but conspicuously hard to deal +with--one whose word was as his bond, and who, being so absolutely +reliable himself, suffered no equivocation or crooked dealings in +others. By slow but certain degrees he had extricated himself from the +strange network which old Abel Graham had woven about the business, and +established it upon the basis of sound, straightforward dealing. The old +customers, in spite of certain advantages the new system offered, +dropped away from him one by one, but others took their place. When +Walter balanced his books at the end of the first year, he had reason to +be not only content, but elated, and he was enabled to carry out at once +certain extensions which he had quite expected would only be justifiable +after the lapse of some years. But, while prospering beyond his highest +anticipations, what of the growth of the true man, the development of +the great human soul, which craves a higher destiny than mere grovelling +among the sordid things of earth? While supremely unconscious of any +change in himself, there was nevertheless a great change--a very great +change indeed. It was inevitable. A life so narrow, so circumscribed, so +barren of beauty, lived so solitarily, away from every softening +influence, was bound to work a subtle and relentless change. The man of +one idea is apt to starve his soul in his effort to make it subservient +to the furtherance of his solitary aim. To be a successful man, to win +by his own unaided effort a position which would entitle him to meet +Gladys Graham on equal ground, such was his ambition, and it never did +occur to him that this very striving might make him unfit in other ways +to be her mate. His isolated life, absolutely unrelieved by any social +intercourse with his fellows, made him silent by choice, still and +self-contained in manner, abrupt of speech. In his unconsciousness it +never occurred to him that it is the little courtesies and graces of +speech and action which commend a man first to the notice of the woman +he wants to win. He was, though he did not know it, a melancholy +spectacle; but his awakening was at hand. + +Gladys made her second call at the house in Colquhoun Street, as before, +early in the day. It seemed very familiar, though it was many months +since she had passed that way. It seemed a more hopeless and squalid +street than she had yet thought it. She picked her steps daintily +through the greasy mud, holding her skirts high enough to show a most +bewitching pair of feet, cased in Parisian boots, only there was nobody +visible to admire them but a grimy butcher's boy, with a basket on his +head, and he stared with all his might. + +The warehouse door, contrary to the old custom, stood wide open, as if +inviting all comers. Gladys gave a glance along the passage which led to +the living-rooms, but was not moved to revisit them. She went at once up +the grimy staircase, giving a little light cough as she neared the +landing, a herald of her coming. She heard quite distinctly the grating +of the stool on the floor, and a step coming towards her--a step which +even now sounded quite familiarly in her ears. + +'It is I--Gladys,' she said, trying to speak quite naturally, but +conscious of a shrinking embarrassment which made her cheeks nervously +flush. 'The door was open, so I came right in. How are you, Walter?' + +In his face shone something of the old bright friendliness, but as she +looked at the shabby youth, with his unshaved face and threadbare +clothes, her fastidious eye disapproved of him just as it had +disapproved of him when they met, boy and girl, for the first time in +the rooms below. + +'I am quite well,' he answered in his quick, abrupt unsmiling manner. +'But why do you always come without any warning? If you let me know, I +should be ready for you. I am always busy in the morning, and a fellow +who has so much hard work to do can't always be in trim to receive +ladies.' + +It was rather an ungracious greeting, which Gladys was quick enough to +resent. The gentle meekness of the girl had merged itself into the +dignity of the woman, which insists upon due deference being paid. + +'I am quite sorry if I intrude, Walter,' she said rather stiffly. 'I +shall not keep you long. All the same, I am coming in to sit down for a +little, as I have something very particular to speak to you about.' + +'Come in. Of course you know I am glad to see you,' he said hurriedly; +and Gladys could not help rather enjoying his evident confusion. If he +felt nervous and awkward in her presence, it was no more than he +deserved to feel, since _she_ was so entirely unchanged. + +'I am glad you have the grace to be civil, at least,' she said, with a +bewildering smile, which vanished, however, when she seated herself on +the battered old office-stool; all her anxiety and troubled concern made +her face grave to sadness as she put the question-- + +'Do you know that your sister is in Glasgow?' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +A TROUBLED HEART. + + +Walter did not know. His expression of surprise, tinged with alarm and a +touch of shame, answered her before he spoke. + +'How do you know that?' he asked. + +'I saw her last night in Berkeley Street, just outside the Crown Halls, +where we were at a concert,' said Gladys. 'Is it possible you have never +seen her?' + +'No; and I don't believe it was her you saw. You must have made a +mistake,' replied Walter quickly. + +'It was no mistake, because she looked into our carriage, and I saw her +quite plainly. Besides, do you think that any one who has seen Liz once +would ever forget her face? I have never seen one like it.' + +'I don't know anything about it, and I care less,' Walter said with +unpromising hardness. + +Gladys did not know that the simple announcement she had brought to him +in all faith, believing even that he might be in a sense relieved and +glad to hear it, tortured him to the very soul. He felt so bitter +against Gladys at the moment that he could have ordered her away. Her +dainty presence, her air of ladyhood, her beautiful ways, almost +maddened him; but Gladys was quite unconscious of it. + +'Have you not been at your father's house lately, then?' she asked. 'Of +course she must be there. How glad they will be to have her safely at +home again! Do you think she would be glad to see me if I went to-day?' + +'No, she wouldn't, even if she were there, which I know is not the case. +I was there myself yesterday, and they had never heard anything about +her. I wish to heaven you would leave us alone, and let us sink into the +mire we are made for! We don't want such fine ladies as you coming +patronising us, and trying to make pious examples of us. We are quite +happy--oh, quite happy--as we are.' + +He spoke with an awful bitterness, with a passion which made him +terrible to look upon, but Gladys only shrank a little, only a little, +under this angry torrent. Her vision was clearer than a year ago. She +read the old friend now with unerring skill, and looked at him steadily +with gentle, sorrowful eyes. + +'You are very angry, Walter, and you think it is with me, but I know +better, and you cannot prevent me trying to find out what has become of +poor Lizzie. I loved her, and love has certain rights, even you will +admit that.' + +Her gentle words relieved the tension of his passion, and he became +calmer in a moment. + +'If it is true that she is in Glasgow, it is easy knowing what has +become of her,' he said, with an ironical smile. 'Take my advice, and +let her alone. She never was company for you, anyhow, and now less than +ever. Let her alone.' + +'Oh, I can't do that, Walter. You have no idea how much I have thought +about her. It has often kept me from sleeping, I assure you. I have so +many blessings, I wish to share them. To make others happy is all the +use money is for.' + +Walter was secretly touched, secretly yearning over her with a passion +of admiration--ay, and of sympathy, but his passive face betrayed +nothing. He listened as he might have listened to a customer's +complaint, yet with even a slighter exhibition of interest. Strange that +he should thus be goaded against his better impulses to show so harsh a +front to the being he passionately loved, unless it was part of the +_rôle_ he had mapped out for himself. + +'I heard that you had invited Teen Balfour to your estate; is she there +yet?' he asked; and Gladys did not know whether he asked in scorn or in +jest. + +'Yes, she is at Bourhill still, and will remain for some time. Have you +got anybody in Mrs. Macintyre's place? It was rather selfish of me, +perhaps, to take her away without consulting you.' + +'It didn't affect me in the least, I assure you. Mrs. Macintyre was not +indispensable to my comfort. So you like being a fine rich lady? Don't +you remember how I prophesied you would, and how indignant you were? +After all, there is a good deal of worldly wisdom in the slums.' + +'You prophesied that I should in a week forget, or wish to forget, this +place, and that has not come true, since I am here to-day,' she said, +trying to smile, though her heart was sore. 'Won't you tell me now how +you are getting on? Excuse me saying that I don't think you look very +prosperous or very happy.' + +'Nevertheless, the thing will pay; there isn't any doubt about the +prosperity. As for the happiness,' he added, with a shrug of the +shoulders, 'I don't think there is much real happiness in this world.' + +'Oh yes, there is,' she cried eagerly, 'a great deal of it, if only one +will take the trouble to look for it. It is in little things, Walter, +that happiness is found, and you might be very happy indeed, if you +would not delight in being so bitter and morose. It is so very bad for +you. Some day, when you want to throw it off, you will not be able to do +so, because it will have become a habit with you. I must tell you quite +plainly what I think, because it makes me so unhappy to see you like +this. You always remind me of Ishmael, whose hand was against every man. +What has changed you so terribly?' + +'Circumstances. Yes, I am the victim of circumstances.' + +'There is no such thing,' said Gladys calmly. 'That is a phrase with +which people console themselves in misfortunes they often bring upon +themselves. If you would only think of the absurdity of what you are +saying. You have admitted your prosperity; and the other troubles, home +troubles, which I know are very trying, need not overwhelm you. You are +much less manly, Walter, now you are a man, than I expected you to be. +You have quite disappointed me, and without reason.' + +He was surprised, and could not hide it. The gentle, simple, shrinking +girl had changed into a self-reliant, keen-sighted woman, and from the +serene height of her gracious womanhood calmly convicted him of his +folly and his besetting weakness, and, manlike, his first impulse, thus +convicted, was to resent her interference. + +'Whatever I may do, it can't affect you now, you are so far removed from +me,' he said, without looking at her; and Gladys, disappointed, and a +little indignant, rose to go. + +'Very well; good-bye. It is always the same kind of good-bye,' she said +quietly. 'If ever, when you look back upon it, it should grieve you, +remember it was always your doing, yours alone. But even yet, though you +may not believe it, Walter, your old friend will remain quite +unchanged.' + +His face flushed, and he dashed his hand with a hasty gesture across his +eyes. + +'I am not changed,' he said huskily. 'You need not reproach me with +that. You know nothing about the struggle it is for me here, nor what I +have to fight against. It was you who taught me first to be discontented +with my lot, to strive after something higher. I sometimes wish now that +we had never met.' + +'Whatever happens, Walter, I shall never wish that; and I hope one day +you will be sorry for ever having said such a thing,' she said, with a +proud ring in her clear, sweet voice. 'I hope--I hope one day everything +will be made right; just now it all seems so very wrong and hard to +bear.' + +She left him hurriedly then, just as she had left him before, at the +moment when he could have thrown himself at her feet, and revealed to +her all the surging passion of his soul. + +Gladys felt so saddened and disheartened that she could not bear to +return to Bellairs Crescent, to the inevitable questioning which she +knew awaited her there. If the Fordyces were kind, they were also a +trifle fussy, and sometimes nettled Gladys by their too obvious and +exacting interest in her concerns. She ran up to the office in St. +Vincent Street, and told Mr. Fordyce she was going off to Mauchline by +the one-o'clock train, and begged him to send a boy with an explanation +to the Crescent. Mr. Fordyce was very good-natured, and not at all +curious; it never occurred to him to try and dissuade her from such a +hurried departure, or pester her with questions about it. He simply set +her down to write her note at his own desk, then took her out to lunch, +and finally put her in her train, all in his own easy, pleasant, +fatherly way, and Gladys felt profoundly grateful to him. + +Her arrival being unexpected, there was no one to meet her at Mauchline +Station, but the two-and-a-half-mile walk did not in the least +disconcert her. It seemed as if the clear, cool south wind--the wind the +huntsman loves--blew all the city cobwebs from her brain, and again +raised her somewhat jaded spirits. She could even think hopefully of +Liz, and her mind was full of schemes for her redemption, when she +espied, at a short distance from her own gates, the solitary figure of +Teen, with her hand shading her eyes, looking anxiously down the road. +She had found life at Bourhill insufferably dull without its mistress. + +'Have ye walkit a' that distance?' she cried breathlessly, having run +all her might to meet her. 'Ye'll be deid tired. What way did ye no' +send word?' + +'Because I came off all in a hurry this morning,' answered Gladys, with +a smile; for the warm welcome glowing in the large eyes of the little +seamstress did her good. 'And how have you been--you and Miss Peck, and +all the people?' + +'Fine; but, my, it's grand to see ye back,' said Teen, with a boundless +satisfaction. 'It's no' like the same place when ye are away. An' hoo's +Glesca lookin'--as dreich as ever?' + +'Quite. And oh, Teen, I have found Liz at last. I saw her last night in +Berkeley Street.' + +'Saw Liz in Berkeley Street? Surely, never!' repeated Teen, aghast. + +'It is quite true. I think she cannot have been away from Glasgow at +all. We must try and find her, you and I, and get her down here.' + +'I'll get her, if she's in Glesca!' cried Teen excitedly. 'Did ye speak +to her? What did she look like?' + +'Very ill, I thought, and strange,' answered Gladys slowly. 'She only +peeped into our carriage window as we drove away from the concert hall.' + +'It's queer,' said Teen musingly,--'very queer. I feel as if I wad like +to gang back to Glesca this very day, and see her.' + +'You might go to-morrow, if you like,' said Gladys. 'I daresay you will +find her much quicker than I should; she would not be so shy of you.' + +Teen turned her head and gave Gladys a strange, intent look, which +seemed to ask a question. The girl was indeed asking herself whether it +might not be better to let the whole matter rest. She suspected that +there might be in this case wheels within wheels which might seriously +involve the happiness of her who deserved above all others the highest +happiness the world can give. The little seamstress was perplexed, +saddened, half-afraid, torn between two loves and two desires. She +wished she knew how much or how little George Fordyce was to Gladys +Graham, yet dared not to ask the question. + +But so great was the absorbing desire of Gladys to find means of +communication with Liz that she would not let the matter rest. Next day +the visit of the little seamstress to Bourhill was brought apparently to +a very sudden end and she returned to town--not, however, to sue for +work at the hands of the stony-visaged forewoman, but to carry out the +behest of the young lady of Bourhill. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +AN AWAKENING. + + +The interview with Gladys upset Walter for the day. When she was gone, +he found it impossible to fix his attention on his books or any of the +details of his business. He could not even sit still, but wandered +restlessly up and down his domain, trying to unravel his own thoughts. +The subtle fragrance of her presence, like some rare perfume, seemed to +pervade the place, and her words continued to haunt him, till he felt +angry and impatient with her, with himself, with all the world. He had +now two persons in his employment--a man who delivered goods on a +hand-barrow, and a lad who filled a position similar to that which had +been Walter's own in Abel Graham's days. + +When this lad returned after the dinner hour, Walter left him in charge, +and took himself into the streets, pursued by that vague restlessness he +could neither understand nor shake off. Looking in at the mirrored +window of a great shop in St. Vincent Street, he saw the image of +himself reflected, a tall, lean figure, shabbily clad--an image which +filled him with a sudden loathing and contempt. He stood quite still, +and calmly appraised himself, taking in every meagre detail of his +appearance, noting the grimy hue of the collar he had worn three days, +the glazed front of the frayed black tie, the soft, greasy rim of the +old hat. Yes, he told himself, he was a most disreputable-looking +object, with nothing in his appearance to suggest prosperity, or even +decent comfort. A grim humour smote him suddenly, and thrusting his hand +into his pocket, he brought it out full of money, and rapidly counted +it. Then he opened the door of the fashionable tailor's, and walked in. +He was regarded, as was to be expected, a trifle superciliously by the +immaculately-attired young gentlemen therein. + +'I want a suit of clothes,' he said in his straight, abrupt fashion,--'a +good suit; the best you have in your shop.' + +The young gentlemen regarded him and each other with such significance +in their glances that their shabby-looking customer turned on his heel. + +'I can be served elsewhere, I guess, without so much hesitation,' he +said, and in an instant he was intercepted with profuse apologies, and +patterns of the best materials in the shop laid before him. + +'I'll take this,' said Walter, after refusing several. + +'It is very expensive, sir--beautiful material, but a suit made to +measure will be five guineas,' said the young gentleman suggestively. + +'I'll take it,' said Walter calmly. 'And I want an overcoat, and a hat, +and some other things. Show me what you have.' + +The fascination of choosing new garments for personal wear was upon +Walter Hepburn, and he spent a whole hour in the shop, selecting an +outfit which did credit to his taste and discernment. Before that hour +was over he had risen very considerably in the opinion of those who +served him--his choice invariably falling on what was not only most +expensive, but in the best taste. + +'Now, how much is to pay? I'll pay ready money to-day, and send for the +things when they are ready, which I hope will be soon.' + +'Very well, sir; but there is no hurry, I assure you,' said the young +gentleman suavely. 'Payment on delivery is always quite satisfactory.' + +'I'll pay to-day,' Walter replied, with his hand in his pocket; and when +the bill was presented he ran his eye over it without a change of face. + +'Twelve pounds eight shillings and twopence,' he said slowly, and +counted out the bank notes carelessly, as if the handling of them was +his daily work. Then, having made arrangements for fitting, he went his +way, leaving a very odd impression on the minds of the shop people. Had +he heard their surmises and comments, he would have felt at once amused +and chagrined. + +From St. Vincent Street he sauntered back to Argyle Street, and took a +Bridgeton car. Thoughts of Liz were crowding thick and fast upon him, +and he found himself scanning the faces of the people in the crowded +streets, and even looking up expectantly each time the car stopped, +assuring himself he would not be in the least surprised were his sister +to appear suddenly before him. He was ill at ease concerning her. If it +were true that she was in Glasgow, then his first fears concerning her +were likely to have some foundation. It was curious that all resentment +seemed to have died out of his mind, and that he felt nothing but an +indescribable longing to see her again. Strange and unnatural as it may +seem, he had not for a very long time felt any such kindly affection +towards his parents. He did his duty by them so far as the giving of +money was concerned, but they lay upon his heart like a heavy weight, +and he lived in dread of some calamity happening, for they were seldom +sober. He could not help asking himself sometimes whether he was +justified in giving them so liberal an allowance, since relief from all +pecuniary anxiety seemed to have only made them more dissipated and +abandoned. It was very seldom indeed that his father now wrought a day's +work. These were heavy burdens for the young man to bear, and he may be +forgiven his morbid pride, his apparent hardness of heart. It is a +common saying that living sorrows are worse than death--they eat like a +canker into the soul. It was his anxiety about Liz which took Walter to +the dreary house in Bridgeton at that unusual hour of the day. He +thought it quite likely that if she were in Glasgow they would have seen +or heard something of her. He made a point of visiting them once a week, +and his step was never buoyant as he ascended that weary stair, nor when +he descended it on his homeward way, for he was either saddened and +oppressed anew with their melancholy state, or wearied with reproaches, +or disgusted with petty grumblings and unsavoury details of the +neighbours' shortcomings and domestic affairs. It is a tragedy we see +daily in our midst, this gradual estrangement of those bound by ties of +blood, and who ought, but cannot possibly be bound by ties of love. Love +must be cherished; it is only in the rarest instances it can survive the +frost of indifference and neglect. The drink fiend has no respect of +persons; the sanctity of home and God-given affections is ruthlessly +destroyed, high and holy ambitions sacrificed, hearts remorselessly +broken, graves dug above the heavenliest hopes. + +Walter Hepburn was always grave, oftentimes sorrowful, because with the +years had come fuller knowledge, keener perception, clearer visions that +the sorrows of his youth were sorrows which could darken his young +manhood and shadow all his future. It was a profound relief to him that +day to find his mother tidier than usual, busy with preparations for the +mid-day meal. He never knew how he should find them; too often a visit +to that home made him sick at heart. + +'Ye are an early visitor, my man,' his mother said, in surprise. 'What's +brocht ye here at sic a time?' + +'Is Liz here?' he inquired, with a quick glance round the kitchen. + +'Liz! No.' + +In her surprise at this unexpected question, Mrs. Hepburn paused, with +the lid of the broth-pot in her hand, looking wonderingly into her son's +face. + +'What gars ye ask that?' + +'I heard she was in Glasgow, that's why,' Walter answered cautiously. +'Where's the old man? Not working, surely?' + +'Ay; he's turned over a new leaf for three days, workin' orra at +Stevenson's; they're short o' men the noo. He'll be in to his denner the +noo. Wull ye tak' a bite wi' us? It's lang since ye broke breid in this +hoose.' + +'I don't mind if I do,' replied Walter, laying off his hat and drawing +the arm-chair up to the fire. 'So you have never seen Liz? The person +that saw her must have made a mistake.' + +'Wha was't?' + +'A lady. You don't know her. Have you never heard anything about her at +all, then?' + +'No' a cheep. She's in London, they say--the folk that pretend to ken +a'thing. I'm sure I'm no' carin'.' + +'And my father's really working this week? Oh, mother, if only he would +keep steady, it would make all the difference. You look better +yourself, too. Are you not far better without drink?' + +'Maybe. We've made a paction, onyway, for a week, till we see,' said +Mrs. Hepburn, with a slow smile. 'The way o't was this. We fell oot wan +day, an' he cuist up to me that I couldna keep frae't, an' I jist says, +says I, "Ye canna keep frae't yersel'," an' it's for spite we're no' +touchin't. I dinna think mysel' he'll staun' oot past Seterday.' + +Walter could not forbear a melancholy smile. + +'It's not a very high motive, but better spite than no motive at all,' +he answered. 'D'ye think, mother, that Liz can be in Glasgow?' + +'Hoo should I ken? There's yer faither's fit on the stair, an' the +tatties no' ready, but they'll be saft in a jiffy. He canna wait a +meenit for his meat. As I say, he thinks it should be walkin' doon the +stair to meet him. Ay, my man, it's you I'm on.' + +She made a great clatter with knives and spoons on the table, and then +made a rush to pour the water off the potatoes. + +'Hulloa, Wat, what's up?' inquired the old man, as genuinely surprised +as his wife had been to see his son. + +'I heard Liz was in Glasgow, and I came to see if she was here,' +answered Walter. 'So you're working again? I must say work agrees with +you, father; you look a different man.' + +'Oh, I'm no' past wark. If I like, I can dae my darg wi' ony man,' he +replied rather ironically. 'Pit oot the kale, Leezbeth, or we'll be +burnt to daith. Are ye slack yersel' that ye can come ower here at wan +o'clock in the day?' + +'I'm slacker than I was,' said Walter, 'but I can't complain, either.' + +'An' what was that ye said aboot Liz, that she was here in Glesca? +Weel, if she is, she's never lookit near. It's gentry bairns we hae, +Leezbeth; let's be thankfu' for them.' + +This mild sarcasm did not greatly affect Walter, he was too familiar +with it. + +'I heard she had been seen, but perhaps it was a mistake. It must have +been, or she would surely have come here. You are working at +Stevenson's, mother says; will it be permanent?' + +'I'll see. It depends on hoo I feel,' replied the old man complacently. +'I've been in waur places, an' the gaffer's very slack. He disna work a +ten-hoors' day ony mair than the rest o's.' + +'Though you are paid for it, I suppose?' said Walter. + +'Ay, but naebody but a born fule will kill himsel' unless he's made +dae't,' was the reply. + +'I wouldn't keep a man who didn't do a fair day's work for a fair day's +wage, nor would you,' said Walter. 'I believe that nobody would make +more tyrannical masters than working men themselves, just as women who +have been servants themselves make the most exacting mistresses.' + +'This is Capital speakin' noo, Leezbeth,' said his father very +sarcastically. 'It's kind o' amusin'. We're the twa sides, as it +were--Capital and Labour. Ye've no' been lang o' forgettin' whaur ye +sprang frae, my man.' + +Walter's father had been a skilful workman in his day, with an +intelligence above the average; had he kept from drink, there is no +doubt he would have risen from the ranks. Even yet gleams of the old +spirit which had often displayed itself at workmen's meetings and +demonstrations would occasionally shine forth. Walter was thankful to +see it, and after spending a comparatively pleasant hour with them, he +went his way with a lighter and happier feeling about them than he had +experienced for many a day. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +TOO LATE! + + +George Fordyce was listening to a maternal lecture the morning after a +dance, at which he had been distributing his attentions very freely +among the most attractive of the young ladies present. The breakfast was +nearly an hour late, and mother and son partook of it alone, Mr. Fordyce +being in London on business, and the fair Julia not yet out of bed. + +'It's all your nonsense, mother,' said George imperturbably. 'I didn't +pay special court to anybody except Clara. She was the best dancer in +the room and very nearly the handsomest girl.' + +'You should have pity on Clara, my dear,' his mother said indulgently. +'You know she is fond of you; she can't hide it, poor thing, and it is a +shame to pay her too much attention in public, when it can't come to +anything.' + +'I can't help it if girls will be silly,' was the complacent reply. +'Clara is all very well as a cousin, but I'd like more spirit in a +wife.' + +'It strikes me you will get enough of it if you should be successful +where we wish you to be successful,' said his mother, with a keen glance +across the table. 'Gladys Graham is a very self-willed piece of +humanity. Your Aunt Isabel told me only yesterday of her absurd fad to +have common girls visiting her at Bourhill. It is quite time somebody +took her firmly in hand, or she will become that insufferable kind of +person, a woman with a mission to set the world right.' + +George emptied his coffee-cup, and returned his mother's look with one +equally steady and keen. + +'There is no use going on at me, mother. I've done all I can do in the +meantime. I asked her, and she'-- + +'Did not refuse you, I hope?' exclaimed Mrs. Fordyce, with a gasp. + +'Well, not quite; she said I must leave her alone for a long time, and I +mean to. It isn't pleasant for a fellow to be sat on by a +girl--especially,' he added, with a significant shrug, 'when he isn't +used to it.' + +'I wish you would tell me when all this happened. You have been very +close about it, George,' his mother said reproachfully. + +'I wish I had remained close; but now that I've let the cat out, I may +as well tell the whole tale. It was only a fortnight ago--that Saturday +afternoon I was down at Bourhill. I had no intention of committing +myself when I went, but somehow I got carried away, and asked her. I +believe I should have had a more favourable answer, but a confounded +maid came in with tea--as they always do when nobody wants them.' + +'And what did she say?' queried Mrs. Fordyce, in breathless interest. + +'Faith, I can't remember exactly,' George replied, and his mother was +more than astonished to see his cheek flushing. 'I know she asked me to +wait, and not to bother her. I believe she'll have me in the end. +Anyhow, I mean to have her, and it's the same thing, isn't it?' + +'I hope it may be; but if you take my advice, my dear, don't leave her +alone too much, in case somebody else more enterprising and not so +easily repulsed should step in before you. If I were a man I wouldn't +walk off for a girl's first No.' + +'You don't know a blessed thing about what you're talking of, mother,' +replied George, with calm candour. 'If you were a man, and had a girl +looking at you with a steady stare, and telling you to get out, well, I +guess you'd get out pretty quick, that's all.' + +Mrs. Fordyce laughed. + +'Well, perhaps so; but it is very important that you should follow up +your advantage, however slight it may be. It would be a most desirable +alliance. Think of her family; it would be a splendid connection. You +would be a county gentleman, to begin with.' + +'And call myself Fordyce Graham? Eh, mother?' said George lazily. 'There +are worse sounding names. But Gladys herself affects to have no pride in +her long descent; that very day she was quoting to me that rot of Burns +about rank being only the guinea stamp, and all that sort of thing. All +very well for a fellow like Burns, who was only a ploughman. It has done +Gladys a lot of harm living in the slums; it won't be easy eradicating +her queer notions, I can tell you.' + +'Oh, after she is married, if you take her well in hand, it will be easy +enough,' said his mother confidently. 'She did not give you a positive +refusal, then?' + +'No; but I'm not going to make myself too cheap,' said George; 'it +seldom pays in any circumstances--in dealings with women, never. They +set all the more store by a fellow who thinks a good deal of himself.' + +'Then you should be very successful,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a smile. +'Well, remember that nothing will give your father and me greater +pleasure than to hear that you are engaged to Gladys Graham.' + +'Well, I'd better get out of this. Twenty minutes to eleven! By Jove, +wonder what the governor would say if he were to pop in just now? +Thunder's not in it.' + +So the amiable and self-satisfied George took himself off to the mill, +and all day long thought much of his mother's advice, and somehow he +felt himself being impelled towards paying another visit to Bourhill. +Out of that visit arose portentous issues, which were to have the +strongest possible influence upon the future of Gladys Graham. He found +her in a lonely and impressionable mood, and left the house, to his own +profound astonishment, an accepted lover. + +That very evening, after he was gone, Gladys sat by the fire in her +spacious drawing-room, turning upon her third finger the diamond ring +George Fordyce had transferred from his own hand to hers, whispering as +he did so that she should soon have one worthier of her. Watching the +flashing of the stone in the gleaming firelight, she wondered to see +tears, matching the diamonds in brilliance, falling on her gown. She did +not understand these tears; she did not think herself unhappy, though +she felt none of that passionate, trembling joy which happy love, as she +had heard and read of it, is entitled to feel. She realised that she had +taken a great and important step in life, and that it seemed to weigh +upon her, that was all. In her loneliness she longed passionately for +some sympathetic soul to lean upon. Miss Peck had gone back to the fen +country to see a dying friend, and for some days she had heard nothing +of Teen, who was pursuing in Glasgow her search for the lost and +mysterious Liz. In the midst of the strange reverie she heard footsteps +on the stair, and presently a knock came to the door. As it was opened, +the silver chimes of the old brass clock rang seven. + +'Mr. Hepburn.' + +Gladys sprang up, struck by the familiar name, yet not expecting to +behold her old companion in the flesh, and there he was, standing +modestly, yet with so much manliness and courage in his bearing, that +she could not forbear a little cry of welcome as she ran to him with +outstretched hands. It seemed as if her prayer for the sympathy of one +who understood her was answered far beyond any hope or expectations she +had cherished regarding it. + +'Oh, Walter, I am so very glad to see you! It is so good of you to come. +I have so often wished to see you here. Come away, come away!' + +The accepted lover, at that moment being whirled back by express train +to Glasgow, would not have approved of those warm words, nor of the +light shining all over the girl's sweet face as she uttered them. But he +would have been compelled to admit that in Gladys's old companion of the +slums he had no mean rival. The St. Vincent Street tailor had done his +duty by his eccentric customer, and not only given him value for his +money, but converted him, so far as outward appearance goes, into a new +man. Philosophers and cynics have from time to time had their fling at +the tyranny of clothes, but it still remains an undisputed fact that a +well-dressed man is always much more comfortable and self-respecting +than an ill-dressed one. When Walter Hepburn beheld the new man the +tailor had turned out, a strange change came over him, and he saw in +himself possibilities hitherto undreamed of. He realised for the first +time that he looked fitter than most men to win a woman's approval, and +I am quite safe in saying that Gladys owed this totally unlooked-for +visit entirely to the St. Vincent Street tailor. + +'So very glad to see you,' she repeated, and she thought it no treachery +to her absent lover to keep hold of the hand she had taken in greeting. +'And looking so nice and so handsome! Oh, Walter, now I am no longer +unhappy about you, for I see you have awakened at last to a sense of +what you ought to be.' + +It was a tribute to clothes, but it sank with unalloyed sweetness into +the young man's heart. + +'You are very kind to me, Gladys, and I do not deserve any such welcome. +I was afraid, indeed, that you might refuse to see me, as you would be +perfectly justified in doing.' + +'Oh, Walter,' she said reproachfully, 'how dare you say such a thing? +Refuse to see you, indeed! Do sit down and tell me everything. Do you +know, it is just my dinner hour, and you shall dine with me; and how +delightful that will be. I thought of sending down to say I didn't wish +any dinner, it is so lonely eating alone.' + +'Where is the lady who lives with you? You had a lady, hadn't you?' + +'Yes--Miss Peck. She has gone back to Lincoln to see her aunt who is +dying, and I am quite alone, though to-morrow I expect one of Mr. +Fordyce's daughters. And now, tell me, have you heard anything of Liz?' + +The voice sank to a grave whisper, and her eyes grew luminous with +anxiety and sympathetic concern. + +'Nothing,' Walter answered, with a shake of his head, 'and I have been +inquiring all round, too. My father and mother have never seen or heard +anything of her. I think you must have made a mistake that night in +Berkeley Street.' + +'If it was not Liz, it was her ghost,' said Gladys quite gravely. 'I +cannot understand it. But, come, let us go down-stairs. You ought to +offer me your arm, Walter. I cannot help laughing when I think of Mrs. +Fordyce, she would be so horrified were she to see me now. She tries so +hard to make me quite conventional, and she isn't able to do it.' + +'She may be right, though,' said Walter, and though he would have given +worlds for the privilege, he dared not presume to take Gladys at her +word and offer her his arm. But they went into the dining-room side by +side; and at the table, Gladys, though watching keenly, detected very +little of the old awkwardness, none at all of that blunt rudeness of +speech and manner which had often vexed her sensitive soul. For the +first time for many many months Walter permitted himself to be at ease +and perfectly natural in his manner, and the result was entirely +satisfactory; self-consciousness is fatal to comfort always. Gladys wore +a black gown of some shimmering soft material, with a quaint frill of +old lace falling over the low collar, a bunch of spring snowdrops at her +belt, and her lovely hair bound with the black velvet band which none +could wear just in the same way--a very simple, unostentatious home +toilet, but she looked, Walter thought, like a queen. Possessed of a +wonderful tact, Gladys managed, while the meal progressed, to confine +the conversation to commonplace topics, so that the servant who attended +should not be furnished with food for remark. Both were glad, however, +to return to the drawing-room, where their talk could be quite +unrestrained. + +'And now you are going to tell me everything about this wonderful +metamorphosis,' she said merrily,--'every solitary thing. When did it +dawn upon you that even a handsome man is utterly dependent on his +tailor?' + +There was at once rebuke and approval conveyed in this whimsical speech, +which made Walter's face slightly flush. + +'It dawned upon me one day, looking in at a shop window where I could +see myself, that I was a most disreputable-looking object, quite +eligible to be apprehended as an able-bodied vagrant.' + +'How delightful! I hope the shock was very bad, because you deserved it. +Now that you have come back clothed and in your right mind, I am not +going to spare you, Walter, and I will say that after my last visit to +Colquhoun Street I quite lost hope. It is always the darkest hour before +the dawn, somebody has said.' + +'If I'd thought you cared'--Walter began, but stopped suddenly; for +Gladys turned from the table, where she was giving her attention to some +drooping flowers, and her look was one of the keenest wonder and +reproach. + +'Now you are weak, Walter, trying to bring your delinquencies home to +me,' she said, with the first touch of sharpness he had ever seen in +her. 'It has been your own fault entirely all along, and I have never +had a solitary bit of sympathy for you, and I don't know, either, what +you meant by going on in any such manner.' + +'I didn't understand it myself then; I seemed goaded on always to be a +perfect brute when you came. But I believe I understand it now, and +perhaps it would be better if I did not.' + +He spoke with considerable agitation, which Gladys affected not to +notice, while her white fingers touched the drooping blossoms tenderly, +as if sympathising with them that their little day was over. + +'Suppose you enlighten me, then?' she said, gaily still; then suddenly +seeing his face, her own became very white. + +'I don't dare,' he said hoarsely, 'it is too much presumption; but it +will perhaps make you understand and feel for me more than you seem to +do. Don't you see, Gladys, that it is my misery to care for you as +happier men care for the woman they ask to marry them?' + +There was a moment's strained silence, then Gladys spoke in a low, +sobbing voice,-- + +'It is, as I said, Walter, too late, too late! I have promised to marry +another man.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN. + + +All the eagerness died out of Walter's face, and he turned away +immediately as if to leave the room. But Gladys prevented him; her face +still red with the hot flush his passionate words had called up, she +stood before him, and laid her hand upon his arm. + +'You will not go away now, Walter, just when I hope we are beginning to +understand each other. Do sit down for a little. There is a great deal +left to us,--we can still be friends,--yes, a great deal.' + +'It will be better for me to go away,' he said, not bitterly nor +resentfully, but with a quiet manliness which made the heart of Gladys +glow with pride in him, though it was sore with another feeling she did +not quite understand. + +'By and by, but not yet,' she said coaxingly. 'Besides, you cannot get a +train just now, even if you were at the station this moment. You shall +be driven into Mauchline in time for the nine-fifteen, and that is an +hour hence. I cannot let you go now, Walter, for I do not know when I +shall see you again.' + +She spoke with all the frank, child-like simplicity of the old time, and +he turned back meekly and took his seat again, though it seemed for the +moment as if all brightness and energy had gone out of him. Her hands +trembled very much as they resumed their delicate task among the +flowers, and her sweet mouth quivered too, though she tried to speak +bravely and brightly as before. + +'Do tell me, Walter, what you are thinking of doing now that your +business has become so prosperous. Don't you think you have lived quite +long enough in that dingy Colquhoun Street?' + +'Perhaps so. I had thoughts of leaving it, but it is a great thing for a +man to be on the premises. Your uncle would not have approved of my +leaving the place so soon. Colquhoun Street was good enough for him all +his days,' said Walter, striving to speak naturally, and only partially +succeeding. + +'Ah, yes, poor man; but just think how much he denied himself to give me +all this,' she said, with a glance round the beautiful room. 'How much +happier he and I would have been with something a little lower than +this, and a little higher than Colquhoun Street. It often makes me sad +to think of the poverty of his life and the luxury of mine.' + +'But you were made for luxurious living,' was Walter's quick reply. 'You +never looked at home in the old place. This suits you down to the +ground.' + +'Do you think so?' Gladys gave a little melancholy smile. 'Yet so +contradictory are we, that sometimes I am not at all happy nor contented +here, Walter.' + +'You ought to be very happy,' he replied a trifle sharply. 'You have +everything a woman needs to make her happy.' + +'Perhaps so, and yet'-- + +She paused, and hummed a little scrap of song which Walter did not +catch. + +'I am becoming quite an accomplished violinist, Walter,' she said +presently. 'I have two lessons every week; once Herr Döller comes down, +and once I go up. Would you like to hear me play, or shall we talk?' + +'I don't know. It would really be better for me to go away. I can walk +to the station; the walk will do me good.' + +'I will not allow you to walk nor go away, Walter, even if you are as +cross as two sticks; and I must say I feel rather cross myself.' + +They were playing with edged tools, and Gladys was keenly conscious of +it. Her pulses were throbbing, her heart beating as it had never beat in +the presence of the man to whom she had plighted her troth that very +day. A very little more, and she must have given way to hysterical +sobbing, she felt so overwrought; and yet all the while she kept on her +lips that gay little smile, and spoke as if it were the most natural +thing in the world that they should be together. But when Walter +remained silent, she came forward to the hearth quickly, and, forgetting +that what was fitting in the old days was not permissible in the new, +she slipped on one knee on the rug, and suddenly, laying her head down +on his knee, began to cry. + +'Gladys, get up! For God's sake, get up, or I can't hold my tongue. This +is fearful!' + +The word was none too strong. The solitary and absorbing passion of his +life, a pure and honest love for that beautiful girl, surged in his +soul, and his face betrayed the curb he was putting on himself. He had +had but a poor upbringing, and his code of honour had been self-taught, +but he was manly enough to be above making love to another man's +promised wife. + +'Don't make it any harder for me,' he said hoarsely. 'I know you are +sorry for me. You have been always an angel to me, even when I least +deserved it; but this is not the way to treat me to-night. Let me away.' + +'Let me be selfish, Walter, just this one night,' she said, in a low, +broken voice. 'I don't know why I am crying, for it is a great joy to me +that you are here, and that I know now, for ever, that you feel as you +used to do before this cruel money parted us; there are not in all the +world any friends like the old. Forgive me if I have vexed you.' + +She rose up and met his glance, which was one of infinite pity and +indescribable pathos. The greatest sorrow, the keenest disappointment +which had ever come to Walter, softened him as if with a magic touch, +and revealed to her his heart, which was, at least, honest and true in +every throb. + +'You can never vex me, though I have often vexed you. I need scarcely +say I hope you will be happy with the one you have chosen. You deserve +the very best in the world, and even the best is not good enough for +you.' + +A faint smile shone through the tears on the girl's face. + +'What has changed you so, Walter? It is as if a whirlwind had swept over +you.' + +'I have never changed in that particular,' he answered half gloomily. 'I +have always thought the same of you since the day I saw you first.' + +'Oh, Walter, do you remember our little school in the evenings, with +Uncle Abel dozing in the chimney-corner, and your difficulties over the +arithmetic? Very often you asked me questions I could not answer, though +I am afraid I was not honest enough always to say I did not know. +Sometimes I gave you equivocal answers, didn't I?' + +'I don't know; all I know is, that I shall never forget these days, +though they can never come again, answered Walter. 'I am learning German +this winter, and I like it very much.' + +'How delightful! If you go on at this rate, in a very short time I shall +be afraid to speak to you, you will have grown such a grand and clever +gentleman.' + +Walter gave his head a quick shake, which made the waved mass of his +dark hair drop farther on his brow. A fine brow it was, square, solid, +massive, from beneath which looked out a pair of clear eyes, which had +never feared the face of man. He looked older than his years, though his +face was bare, except on the upper lip, where the slight moustache +appeared to soften somewhat the sterner line of the mouth. Yes, it was a +good, true face, suggestive of power and possibility--the face of an +honest man. Then his figure had attained its full height, and being +clothed in well-made garments, looked very manly, and not ungraceful. +Gladys admired him where he stood, and inwardly contrasted him with a +certain other youth, who devoted half his attention to his personal +appearance and adornment. Nor did Walter suffer by that comparison. + +'Must you go away?' she asked wistfully, not conscious how cruel she was +in seeking to keep him there when every moment was pointed with a +sorrowful regret, a keen anguish of loss which he could scarcely endure. +'And when will you come again?' + +'Oh, I don't know. I can't come often, Gladys; it will be better not, +now.' + +'It is always better not,' she cried, with a strange petulance. 'There +is always something in the way. If you knew how often I want to talk to +you about all my plans. I always think nobody quite understands us like +those whom we have known in our early days, because then there can +never be any pretence or concealment. All is open as the day. Is it +impossible that we can still be as we were?' + +'Quite impossible.' His answer was curt and cold, and he was on his feet +again, moving towards the door. + +'But why?' she persisted, with all the unreason of a wilful woman. 'May +a woman not have a friend, though he should be a man?' + +'It would not be possible, and _he_ would not like it,' he said +significantly; and Gladys flushed all over, and flung up her head with a +gesture of defiance. + +'He shall not dictate to me,' she said proudly. 'Well, if you will go, +you will, I suppose, but you shall not walk; on that point I am +determined.' She rang the bell, gave her order for the carriage, and +looked at him whimsically, as if rejoicing in her own triumph. 'I am +afraid I am becoming quite autocratic, Walter, so many people have to do +exactly as I tell them. If you will not come, will you write to me +occasionally, then? It would be delightful to get letters from you, I +think.' + +Never was man so subtlely flattered, so tempted. Again he bit his lip, +and without answering, he took a handsome frame from the piano, and +glanced indifferently at the photograph he held. + +'Is this the man?' he asked at hazard, and when Gladys nodded, he looked +at it again with keener interest. It was the same picture of George +Fordyce in his hunting-dress which Gladys had first seen in the +drawing-room at Bellairs Crescent. + +'A grand gentleman,' he said, with a faint note of bitterness in his +tone. 'Well, I hope you will be happy.' + +This stiff, conventional remark appeared to anger Gladys somewhat, and +for the first time in her life she cast a reproach at him. + +'You needn't look so resigned, Walter. Just cast your memory back, and +think of some of the kind things you have said to me when we have met +since I have left Colquhoun Street. If you think I can forget, then you +are mistaken. They will always rankle in my mind, and it is only natural +that I should feel grateful, if nothing else, to those who are a little +kinder and more attentive to me. A woman does not like to be ignored.' + +At that moment a servant appeared to say the carriage waited, and Walter +held out his hand to say good-bye. Hope was for ever quenched in his +heart, and something in his eyes went to the heart of Gladys, and for +the moment she could not speak. She turned silently, motioned him to +follow her from the room, and then stood in the hall, still silently, +till he put on his greatcoat. Woman-like, in the midst of her strange +agitation she did not fail to notice that every detail of his attire was +in keeping, and that pleased well her fastidious taste. When the servant +at last opened the door, the cool wind swept in and ruffled the girl's +hair upon her white brow. + +'Good-bye, then. You will write?' she said quickly, and longing, she did +not know why, to order the servant to withdraw. + +'If there is anything to write about, perhaps I will,' he answered, +gripped her hand like a vice, and dashed out. Then Miss Graham, quite +regardless of the watchful eyes upon her, went out to the outer hall, +and her sweet voice sounded through the darkness, 'Good-bye, dear +Walter,' and, putting her white fingers to her lips, she threw a kiss +after him, and ran into the house, all trembling, and when she reached +the drawing-room she dropped upon her knees by a couch and fell to +weeping, though she did not know why she wept. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +THE WANDERER. + + +It was half-past ten before Walter alighted from the train at St. +Enoch's Station. It was a fine dry evening, with a sufficient touch of +frost in the air to make walking pleasant. As he made his way out of the +station, and went among the busy crowd, he could not help contrasting +that hurrying tide of life with the silence and the solitude he had +left. The experience of the last few hours seemed like a dream, only he +was left with that aching at the heart--that strong sense of personal +loss which even a brave man sometimes finds it hard to bear manfully. +For till now he had not realised how near and dear a part of his life +was the sweet girl now lost to him for ever. Although it had often +pleased him, in the bitterness of his mood, to say that an inseparable +barrier had arisen between them, he had in his heart of hearts not +believed it, but cherished the secret and strong hope that their +estrangement was but temporary, and that in the end the old days which +in their passing had often been shadowed, but which now to memory looked +wholly bright and beautiful, would receive their crown. And now his +dream was over, and again he felt himself alone in the world--more +terribly alone than he had yet been. He was not a vain man, though he +believed in his own ability, or, looking back, he might have taken no +small comfort from the demeanour of Gladys towards him. He had not been +untouched by it, her womanly tenderness had sunk into his soul; but he +saw in it only the natural outcome of a kind heart, which felt always +keenly the sorrow of others. He believed so absolutely in her singleness +of heart, her honesty of purpose, that he accepted her decision as +final. Since she had plighted her troth to another, it was all over, so +far as Walter himself was concerned. He knew so little of women that it +never occurred to him that sometimes they give such a promise hastily, +accepting what is offered from various motives--very often because what +they most desire is withheld. It must not be thought that in having +accepted George Fordyce, Gladys was intentionally and wilfully deceiving +him. His impassioned pleading had touched her heart. At a time when she +was crying out for something to satisfy her need, in an unguarded +moment, she had mistaken an awakened, fleeting impression for love, and +passed what was now in her eyes an irrevocable word. She was no +coquette, who gives a promise the one day to be carelessly withdrawn the +next. George Fordyce had been fortunate in gaining the promise of a +woman whose word was as her bond. There are circumstances in which even +such a bond may become null and void, but Gladys did not dream of the +tragedy which was to release her from her vow. + +Walter felt in no haste to go home; nay, the very thought of it was +intolerable to him. He saw it all before him, in sharp contrast to +another home, which had shown him how lovely wealth and taste can make +human surroundings, and he loathed the humble shelter of the old place, +which memory hallowed only to wound, and from which the angel of hope +had now flown. + +With his hand in one pocket, his hat drawn a little over his brow, he +sauntered, with heavy and reluctant step, up Renfield Street, in the +direction of Sauchiehall Street. He did not know what tempted him to +choose the opposite direction from his home. We are often so led, +apparently aimlessly, towards what may change the very current of our +lives. The streets, though quieter as he walked farther West, were by no +means deserted, and just on the stroke of eleven the people from the +theatres and public-houses made the tide of life flow again, apparently +in an endless stream. Quite suddenly, under the brilliant light thrown +by the illumination of a fashionable tavern, Walter saw standing on the +edge of the pavement, talking to another girl, his sister Liz. He could +not believe his eyes at first, for he had never credited the assertion +of Gladys that she had really seen her, but believed it had been a +mistake. But there she was, well dressed, stylish, and beautiful +exceedingly. Even in that first startled look he was struck by the +exquisite outline, of her face, the absolute purity of her colour, +except where it burned a brilliant red on her cheeks. + +He stepped back into a doorway, and stood silently waiting till they +should separate, or move away. To his relief, they, separated at last, +the stranger moving towards him, Liz proceeding westward. He followed +her, keeping a few steps behind her, watching her with a detective's +eye. Once a man spoke to her, but she gave no answer, and somehow that +to Walter was a relief. He felt himself growing quite excited, longing +to overtake and speak to her, yet afraid. At the corner of Cambridge +Street she stood still, apparently looking for a car; then Walter +stepped before her, and laid his hand on her arm. + +'Liz,' he said, and in spite of himself his voice shook, 'what are you +doing here?' + +Liz gave a great start, and her pallor vanished, the red mounting high +to her brow. + +'I--I don't know. It's you, Wat? Upon my word, I didna ken ye; ye are +sic a swell.' + +'I heard you were in Glasgow, but I didn't believe it. Where have you +been all this time?' + +'To Maryhill; I'm bidin' there the noo,' Liz answered defiantly, though +she was inwardly trembling. + +'Maryhill?' Walter repeated, and his eye, sharp with suspicion, dwelt +searchingly on her face. 'What are you doing there?' + +'That's my business,' she answered lightly. 'I needna ask for you; I see +you are flourishin'. Hoo's the auld folk? I say, here's my car. +Guid-nicht.' + +She would have darted from him, but he gripped her by the arm. + +'You won't go, Liz, till I know where and how you are living. I have the +right to ask. Come home with me.' + +Liz was surprised, arrested, and the car, with its noisy jingle, swept +round the corner. + +'Hame wi' you!' she repeated. 'Maybe, if ye kent, ye wadna ask me, wadna +speak to me,' she said, with a melancholy bitterness, and then her +cough, more hollow and more racking than of yore, prevented further +speech. + +Walter drew her hand within his arm, and she, feebly protesting, +allowed him to lead her back the way she had come. And then, as they +walked, a strange, constrained silence fell upon them, each finding it +difficult, well-nigh impossible, to bridge the gulf of these sad months. + +'Are you not going to tell me anything about yourself, Liz?' he asked at +length, and the kindness of his tone, unexpected as it was, secretly +amazed and touched her. + +'Naething,' she answered, without a moment's hesitation. 'An' though +I've come back to Glesca, I'm no' seeking onything frae ony o' ye; I can +fend for mysel'.' + +Walter remained silent for a little. The subject was one of extreme +delicacy, and he did not know how to pursue it. He feared that all was +not with his sister as it should be, but he feared the result of further +questions. + +'What's the guid o' me gaun hame wi' you the nicht? I canna bide there,' +she said presently, in a sharp, discontented voice. 'An' here ye've +gar'd me miss the last car.' + +'Where are you staying in Maryhill?' + +'I have a place, me an' anither lassie,' she said guardedly. 'If ye are +flush, ye micht gie me twa shillin's for a cab. I'm no' able to walk.' + +At that moment, and before he could reply, a slim, slight, girlish +figure darted across the street, and, with a quick, sobbing breath, laid +two hands on the arm of Liz. It was the little seamstress, who had +haunted the streets late for many nights, scanning the faces of the +wanderers, sustained by the might of the love which was the only passion +of her soul. At sight of Teen, Liz Hepburn betrayed more emotion than in +meeting with her brother. + +'Eh, I've fund ye at last! I said I was bound to find ye if ye were in +Glesca,' Teen cried, and her plain face was glorified with the joy of +the meeting. 'Oh, Liz, what it's been to me no' kennin' whaur ye were! +But, I say, hoo do you twa happen to be thegither?' + +'I've twa detectives efter me, it seems,' said Liz, with a touch of +sullenness, and she stood still on the edge of the pavement, as if +determined not to go another step. 'I say, do you twa hunt in couples?' + +She gave a little mirthless laugh, and her eye roamed restlessly up the +street, as if contemplating the possibility of escape. + +'Come on hame wi' me, Liz,' said Teen coaxingly, and she slipped her +hand through her old friend's arm and looked persuasively into her face, +noting with the keenness of a loving interest the melancholy change upon +it. 'Ye're no' weel, an' ye'll be as cosy an' quate as ye like wi' me.' + +'Has _your_ ship come in?' asked Liz, with faint sarcasm, but still +hesitating, uncomfortable under the scrutiny of two pairs of +questioning, if quite friendly, eyes. + +'Ay, has it,' replied the little seamstress cheerfully. 'Shouldn't she +come hame wi' me, Walter? She wad be a' richt there, an' you can come +an' see us when ye like.' + +Walter stood in silence another full minute. It was a strange situation, +strained to the utmost, but his faith in the little seamstress was so +great that he almost reverenced her. He felt that it would be better for +Liz to be with a friend of her own sex, and he turned to her pleadingly. + +'It's true what Teen says, you are not well. Let her take you home. I'll +get a cab and go with you to the door, and I'll come and see you +to-morrow. We are thankful to have found you again, my--my dear.' + +The last words he uttered with difficulty, for such expressions were not +common on his lips; but some impulse, born of a vast pity, in which no +shadow of resentment mingled, made him long to be as tender with her as +he knew how. The manner of her reception by these two, whom she had +wronged by her long silence, affected Liz deeply, though she made no +sign. + +'I dinna see what better I can dae, if ye'll no' stump up for the cab to +Maryhill,' she said ungraciously. 'A' the same, I wish I had never seen +ye. Ye had nae business watchin' for me, ony o' ye. I'm my ain mistress, +an' I'm no' needin' onything aff ye.' + +The little seamstress nodded to Walter, and he hailed a passing cab. All +the time, even after they were inside the vehicle, she never relaxed her +hold of Liz, but they accomplished the distance to Teen's poor little +home in complete silence. Liz felt and looked like a prisoner; Walter's +face wore a sad and downcast expression; the little seamstress only +appeared jubilant. + +It was nearly midnight when they ascended the long stair to the little +garret, and Liz had to pause many times in the ascent to recover her +breath and to let her cough have vent. She grumbled all the way up; but +when Teen broke up the fire and lit the gas she sank into an old +basket-chair with a more contented expression on her face. + +'Noo, ye'll hae a cup o' tea in a crack,' Teen said blithely. 'I've +gotten a new teapot, Liz; the auld yin positively fell to bits. Wull ye +no' bide an' drink a cup, Walter?' + +'Not to-night; I think you would be better alone. But I'll come +to-morrow and see you, Liz. Good-night; I am sure you will be +comfortable here.' + +'Oh ay, I dinna doot. I say, ye are a toff, an' nae mistake; ye micht +pass for a lord,' she said, with a kind of scornful approbation. 'Ye're +risin' in the scale while I'm gaun doon; but I've seen something o' +life, onyhoo, an' that's aye something.' + +She gave him her hand, which was quite white and unsoiled, languidly, +and bade him a careless good-night. As Walter went out of the kitchen, +she was surprised, but not more so than he was himself, that two tears +rolled down his cheeks. He dashed them away quickly, however, and when +the little seamstress accompanied him to the door, he was quite calm +again. + +'You'll take care of her and not let her away, and I'll be eternally +obliged to you. I trust you entirely,' he said quickly. + +Teen nodded sagaciously. + +'If she gangs oot o' this hoose, she tak's me wi' her,' she said, with a +determined curve on her thin lips. + +'And whatever you need, come to me,' he said, with his hand in his +pocket; but Teen stopped him with a quick gesture. + +'I have ony amount o' money I got frae Miss Gladys.' + +'Keep it for yourself. You must spend my money on Liz, and see that she +wants for nothing. It strikes me a doctor is the first thing she needs, +but I'll be back to-morrow. Good-night, and thank you, Teen. You are a +good little soul.' + +'Middlin',' replied Teen, with a jerk, and closed the door. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +A FAITHFUL FRIEND. + + +The little seamstress was in a quiver of happy excitement, which +betrayed itself in her very step as she returned to the kitchen. + +Liz lay back in the old basket-chair with her eyes closed, and the +deadly paleness of her face was very striking. + +'Ye arena weel, Liz,' she said brusquely. 'It's the stair; ye never +could gang up a stair, I mind, withoot bein' oot o' breath. Never mind; +the kettle's bilin', an' ye'll hae yer tea in a crack.' + +She busied herself about the table with nervous hands, astonished at her +own agitation, which did not appear to have communicated itself to Liz, +her demeanour being perfectly lifeless and uninterested. + +Teen's stock of household napery did not include a tablecloth, but, +desirous of doing honour to her guest, she spread a clean towel on the +little table, and set out the cups with a good deal of cheerful clatter. + +'What'll ye tak'? I have eggs, Liz--real country eggs. I brocht them up +frae the country mysel',' she said, thinking to rouse the lethargy of +her companion. 'I very near said I saw them laid; onyway, I saw the hens +that laid them. Ye'll hae an egg, eh?' + +'Yes, if ye like. I havena tasted since eleeven this morning, an' then +it was only a dram,' said Liz languidly. + +Teen stood still on the little strip of rag-carpet before the fender, +and regarded her friend with a mingling of horror and pity. Whatever had +been the tragedy of the past few months, Liz had not thereby bettered +herself. With a little choking sob, Teen made greater haste with her +preparation, and put upon the table a very tempting little meal, chiefly +composed of dainties from Bourhill, a very substantial basket having +been sent up to the little seamstress by order of Miss Graham. Liz threw +off her hat, and, drawing her chair up to the table, took a long draught +from the teacup. + +'Eh, that's guid,' she said, with a sigh of satisfaction. Ye're better +aff than me, efter a', Teen, an' I wish I was in yer place.' + +'Ye'll bide here noo ye have come, onyhoo,' said the little seamstress +cheerily. 'My ship has come in; but we'll speak upon it efter. I say, +isn't Walter lookin' fine? He wad pass for a lord, jist as you said.' + +'His looks are a' richt--he maun be makin' money. I say, where is the +lassie that used to bide there? The auld man's deid, isn't he?' + +'Ay,' answered Teen; 'deid lang syne. Oh, she's turned into a graund +leddy, livin' on an estate in the country. He left a fortin. See, eat up +that ither egg, an' there's plenty mair tea. Look at that cream, isn't +it splendid?' + +'Fine,' said Liz; and as she ate and enjoyed the generous food her +colour came again, and she looked a little less ghastly and ill, a +little more like the Liz of old. Pen cannot tell the joy it was to the +loyal heart of the little seamstress thus to minister to her friend's +great need, though in the midst of her deep satisfaction was a secret +dread, a vague and vast pity, which made her afraid to ask her a single +question. It needed no very keen perception to gather that all was not +well with the unhappy girl. + +'Weel, I've enjoyed that,' she said, pushing back from the table at +last. 'I've eaten ye oot o' hoose and hame, but as yer ship's come in, +it'll no' maitter. Tell me a' aboot it.' + +'Oh, there's no' much to tell,' answered Teen, with a touch of her +natural reserve. 'I've made a rich frien', that's a'.' + +'A man?' asked Liz, with interest. + +'No; a lady,' replied Teen rather proudly. 'But hae ye naething to tell +me aboot yersel'?' + +'Oh, I have thoosands to tell, if I like, but I'm no' gaun to tell ye a +thing,' replied Liz flatly; but her candour did not even make Teen +wince. She was used to it in the old days, and expected nothing else. + +'Oh, jist as ye like,' she answered serenely. 'But, tell me, did ye ever +gang to London?' + +'No,' replied Liz, 'I never went to London. Did ye think I had?' + +'Yes. We--that is, some o's thocht--Walter an' me, onyway--that ye had +gane to the theatre in London to be an actress. It was gey shabby, I +thocht, to gang the way ye did, withoot sayin' a cheep to me, efter a' +the plans we had made,' said Teen, with equal candour. + +'Maybe it was,' said Liz musingly, and, with her magnificent eyes fixed +on the fire, relapsed into silence again, and Teen saw that her face was +troubled. Her heart yearned over her unspeakably, and she longed for +fuller confidence, which Liz, however, had not the remotest intention of +giving. + +'I dinna think, judgin' frae appearances, that ye have bettered +yoursel', said the little seamstress slowly. + +'Ye think richt. I made wan mistake, Teen--the biggest mistake o' a',' +she replied, and her mouth became very stern and bitter, and a dull +gleam was visible in her eyes. + +Teen waited breathlessly, in the hope that Liz would still confide in +her, but having thus delivered herself, she again relapsed into silence. + +'What way are ye bidin' at Maryhill?' she asked after a bit, and the +same note of suspicion which had been in Walter's questions sounded +through her voice. It made the colour rise in the sharply-outlined cheek +of Liz, and she replied angrily,-- + +'It's news ye're wantin', an' ye're no' gaun to get it. Ye brocht me +here again' my wull, but ye'll no' cross-question me. I can gang hame +even yet. It's no' the first time I've gane hame in the mornin', +onyway.' + +Teen wisely accepted the inevitable. + +'Ye're no' gaun wan fit oot o' this hoose the nicht,' she replied +calmly, 'nor the morn either, unless I ken whaur ye are gaun. I dinna +think, Liz, ye hae dune very weel for yersel' this while; ye'd better +let me look efter ye. Twa heids are aye better than yin.' + +'Ye're gaun to be the boss, I see,' said Liz, with a faint smile, and in +her utter weariness she let her head fall back again and closed her +eyes. 'If I wis to bide here the morn, an' Wat comes, he'd better no' +ask me ower mony questions, because I'll no' stand it frae neither you +nor him, mind that.' + +'Naebody'll ask you questions, my dear,' said Teen, and, lifting back +the table, she folded down the bed, and shook up the old wool pillows, +wishing for her friend's sake that they were made of down. Then she +knelt down on the old rag-carpet, and began to unlace Liz's boots, +glancing ever and anon with sad eyes up into the white face, with its +haggard mouth and dark closed eyes. + +'Ye are a guid sort, Teen, upon my word,' was all the thanks she got. 'I +believe I will gang to my bed, if ye'll let me; maybe, if ye kent a', ye +wad turn me oot to the street.' + +'No' me. If the a's waur than I imagine, it's gey bad,' replied the +little seamstress. 'Oh, Liz, I'm that gled to see you, I canna dae +enough.' + +'I've been twice up your stair, Teen; once I knockit at the door an' +then flew doon afore you could open't. Ye think ye've a hard time o't, +but there's waur things than sewin' jackets at thirteenpence the dizen.' + +Teen's hands were very gentle as she assisted her friend off with her +gown, which was a very handsome affair, all velvet and silk, and gilt +trimmings, which dazzled the eye. + +Thus partially undressed, Liz threw herself without another word on the +bed, and in two minutes was asleep. Then, softly laying another bit of +coal on the fire, Teen lifted the table back to the hearth, got out pen, +ink, and paper, and set herself to a most unusual task, the composition +and writing of a letter. I should be afraid to say how long it took her +to perform this great task, nor how very poor an accomplishment it was +in the end, but it served its purpose, which was to acquaint Gladys with +the rescue of Liz. Afraid to disturb the sleeping girl, Teen softly +removed a pillow from the bed, and placing it on the floor before the +fire, laid herself down, with an old plaid over her, though sleep was +far from her eyes. A great disappointment had come to the little +seamstress; for though she had long since given up all hope of welcoming +back Liz in the guise of a great lady, who had risen to eminence by dint +of her own honest striving, she only knew to-night, when the last +vestige of her hope had been wrested from her, how absolute and +unassailable had been her faith in her friend's honour. And now she knew +intuitively the very worst. It needed no sad story from Liz to convince +the little seamstress that she had tried the way of transgressors, and +found it hard. Mingling with her intense sorrow over Liz was another +and, if possible, a more painful fear--lest this deviation from the +paths of rectitude might be fraught with painful consequences to the +gentle girl whom Teen had learned to love with a love which had in it +the elements of worship. These melancholy forebodings banished sleep +from the eyes of the little seamstress, and early in the morning she +rose, sore, stiff, and unrefreshed, from her hard couch, and began to +move about the house again, setting it to rights for Liz's awakening. +She, however, slept on, the heavy sleep of complete exhaustion; and +finally, Teen, not thinking it wise to disturb her, laid herself down on +the front of the bed to rest her tired bones. She too fell asleep, and +it was the sunshine upon her face which awakened her, just as the church +bells began to ring. + +With an exclamation which awoke her companion, she leaped up, and ran to +break up the fire, which was smouldering in the grate. + +'Mercy me! it's eleeven o'clock; but it's Sunday mornin', so it doesna +matter,' she said almost blithely, for in the morning everything seems +brighter, and even hard places less hard. 'My certy, Liz, ye've sleepit +weel. Hae ye ever wakened?' + +'Never; I've no' haen a sleep like that for I canna tell ye hoo lang,' +said Liz quite gratefully, for she felt wonderfully rested and +refreshed. + +In an incredibly short space of time the little seamstress had the +kettle singing on the cheery hob, and toasted the bread, while Liz was +washing her face and brushing her red locks at the little looking-glass +hanging at the window. + +They were sitting at their cosy breakfast, talking of commonplace +things, when Walter's double knock came to the door. Teen ran to admit +him, and, with a series of nods, indicated to him that his sister was +all right within. There was a strained awkwardness in their meeting. Liz +felt and resented the questioning scrutiny of his eyes, and had not Teen +thrown herself into the breach, it would have been a strange interview. +As it was, she showed herself to be a person of the finest and most +delicate tact, and more than once Walter found himself looking at her +with a kind of grateful admiration, and thinking what an odd mistake he +had made in his estimate of her character. + +When the breakfast was over, Teen, under pretence of going to inquire +for a sick neighbour, took herself off, and left the brother and sister +alone. It had to come sooner or later, she knew, and she hoped that Liz, +in her softer mood, would at least meet Walter half-way. + +When the door was closed upon the two there was a moment's silence, +which Walter broke quite abruptly; it was not his nature to beat about +the bush. + +'Are you going to tell me this morning where you have been all this +time?' + +'No,' she answered calmly, 'I'm not.' + +This was unpromising, but Walter tried not to notice her defiant manner +and tone. + +'Very well; I won't ask you, since you don't want to tell. You haven't +been prospering, anyhow. Now, any one can see that; but we'll let +bygones be bygones. I'm in a good way of doing now, Liz, and if you like +to come along to Colquhoun Street and try your hand at housekeeping, I'm +ready.' + +Liz was profoundly amazed, but not a change passed over her face. + +'Ye're no' feared,' was her only comment, delivered at last in a +perfectly passionless voice. + +'Feared! What for?' he asked, trying to speak pleasantly. 'You're my +sister, and I need a housekeeper. I'm thinking of leaving Colquhoun +Street, and taking a wee house somewhere in the suburbs. We can talk it +over when you come.' + +Then Liz sat up and fixed her large, indescribable eyes full on her +brother's face. + +'An' will ye tak' me withoot askin' a single question, Wat?' + +'I can't do anything else,' he answered good-humouredly. + +'But I've lost my character,' she said then, in a perfectly +matter-of-fact voice. + +Although he was in a manner prepared for it, this calm announcement made +him wince. + +'You can redeem it again,' he said in a slightly unsteady voice. 'I +don't want to be too hard on you, Liz. You never had a chance.' + +Liz leaned back in her chair again and closed her eyes. She was, to +outward appearance, indifferent and calm, but her breast once or twice +tumultuously heaved, and her brows were knit, as if she suffered either +physical or mental pain. + +'You'll come, won't you, Liz, either to-day or to-morrow? You know the +place,' he said rather anxiously. + +'No,' she answered quietly; 'I'm no' comin'.' + +'Why? I'm sure I will never cast up anything. I'm in solemn earnest, +Liz. I'll do the best I can for you, and nobody shall cast a stone at +you when I am by. I've lived to myself too long. Come and help me to be +less selfish.' + +The girl's breast again tumultuously heaved, and one deep, bursting sob +forced itself from her lips; but all her answer was, to shake her head +wearily, and answer,-- + +'No.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +WHAT WILL SHE DO? + + +Walter looked at her perplexedly, not knowing what to say. + +'Why will you not come?' he asked at length quite gently. + +'I've disgraced ye enough,' she answered, a trifle sharply. 'Ye dinna +ken what ye are daein', my man, askin' me to come an' bide wi' you. I've +mair respect for ye than ye hae for yersel'. I'm much obleeged, a' the +same, but I'm no' comin'.' + +He perceived that the highest motive prompted her, and it convinced him +as nothing else could have done that, if she had erred, she had also +repented sincerely. + +'What will you do, then?' he asked. 'Will you,' he added +hesitatingly--'will you go to the old folk?' + +She gave a short, hard laugh. + +'No' me. There wad be plenty castin' up there, if ye like. No; I hae nae +desire to see them again this side the grave.' + +It was a harsh speech; but, knowing what the past had been, Walter could +not blame her. As he stood looking through the little window, beyond the +forest of roofs to where the sun lay warm and bright on far-off country +slopes, he thought of the sore bitterness of life. He might well be at +war with fate; it had not given him much of the good which makes life +worth living. It was all very well for Gladys Graham, the spoiled child +of a happy fortune, to reprove him for railing at the cruelty of +circumstances; her suffering, even when the days were darkest with her, +had been of a gentler and less hopeless kind. + +'Liz,' he said, turning to his sister again, after what had seemed to +her an interminable silence, 'if you won't come to me, promise me you'll +stay here. I have not asked any questions about your way of doing, but I +can guess at it. Promise me that you will give it all up and stay here.' + +'Sponging off Teen, like?' she asked sarcastically. + +'No, no; I have plenty of money. You shall want for nothing,' he said, +with a touch of irritation. 'She's a good little soul, Teen, and I won't +forget her. I'm sure you and she could be quite comfortable here; you +have always been good friends.' + +'Yes,' answered Liz indifferently, 'that's true.' + +'Will you promise, then,' he asked anxiously, 'to stay here in the +meantime?' + +'No,' she answered, 'I'll promise naething, because, if it comes up my +back, I'll rise an' gang oot this very day.' + +Walter's face flushed a little with anger. She was very perverse, and +would give him no satisfaction whatever. He was at a disadvantage, +because he really knew very little of her nature, which was as deep and +as keen of feeling as his own. + +'Then am I to go away and live in torture about you, Liz? I've a good +mind to shut you up where you can't get out.' + +'They wad be queer bolts and bars that kept me in,' she said, with a +slight smile. 'Ye are very guid to tak' sae muckle thocht aboot me, and +if it'll relieve yer mind, ye can believe that whatever I'm aboot, it's +honest wark, and that if I need anything, I'll come to you.' + +'You mean that, Liz?' + +'Yes, I mean it; an' if I div say a thing I dinna gang back frae it,' +she said, and again his mind was relieved. It was but natural that he +should feel an absorbing desire to know exactly what her experience had +been during the time she had been away from them, but since she seemed +determined to keep silence regarding it, he could only keep silence too. + +Presently Teen returned, and there was a furtive look of anxiety in her +eyes as she regarded them, inly wondering what had transpired in her +absence. + +'Liz will bide with you in the meantime,' said Walter, affecting a +cheerfulness he did not feel. 'I have been asking her to come and be my +housekeeper, but she won't promise in the meantime.' + +'Oh, she'll be fine here the noo,' answered the little seamstress, with +a significance which did not convey anything to them, though it meant +something to her. She was thinking as she spoke of the probable result +of the letter she had just carried to the post, and which would be +delivered at Bourhill in the morning. She was not mistaken in her +calculations regarding it; for next morning, between eleven and twelve, +when the two were sitting by the fire keeping up a rather disjointed +conversation, during which Liz had exhibited distinct signs of +restlessness, a light, quick knock came to the door. + +'That's her!' cried Teen, springing up, her sallow face all aglow. 'I +kent she wad come; yes, it's jist her.' + +Liz sat up, her whole demeanour defiant, her face wearing its most +ungracious look. + +She had not the remotest idea who was meant by 'her,' and it is certain +that had there been any other means of exit than the door in the +building, she would have taken herself off there and then. What was her +astonishment to behold presently a lissom, graceful figure and a sweet +face, which seemed familiar, though she could not for the moment believe +that they really pertained to Gladys Graham. And the face wore such a +lovely look of gladness and wonder and sorrow all mingled, that Liz was +struck dumb. + +'Oh, Lizzie, I am so glad to see you. How could you stay away so long, +when you must have known we were all so anxious about you? But we will +forgive you quite, now that you have come back.' + +She took the unwilling hand of Walter's sister in her firm, warm clasp, +and, bending forward, kissed her, as she had done once before, on the +brow. Then the face of Liz became a dusky red, and she started back, +saying hoarsely,-- + +'Don't! Never dae that again. Oh, my God, if ye kent, ye wadna let yer +eyes licht on me, far less that.' + +'I know that we are very glad to see you again, and that you look very +ill, dear Lizzie,' said Gladys, her voice tremulous with her deep +compassion; 'and I have come to take you away to Bourhill. Here is +somebody quite ready, I think, to go.' + +She turned with a smile to the little seamstress, whose face still wore +that intense, glorified look. + +'Bourhill?' repeated Liz. 'Where's that?' + +'That's my home now,' said Gladys gleefully. 'See what you have missed, +being away so long. Has Teen not told you of all its glories? I thought +she was so enthusiastic over it, she could not hold her tongue. Never +mind, you shall soon see it for yourself.' + +'I'm very much obleeged to ye, but I'm no' comin',' said Liz, with the +same firmness which had set aside Walter's scheme concerning her. + +'Why not? Nobody ever refuses me anything,' Gladys said. + +'It wad be a sin for me to gang,' replied Liz quietly. 'I'm no' fit to +speak to the like o' you. At least, that's what them ye belang to wad +say.' + +'I've nobody belonging to me to dictate to me, Liz, and I'm not afraid +to trust you. You may have sinned, I don't know, but you have had many +temptations. I want to show you a happier life. Tell her, Teen, how +lovely it is at dear Bourhill.' + +'I couldna,' answered Teen in a choking voice. 'It's like heaven, Liz.' + +'Then it'll be ower guid for me,' said Liz wearily, 'an' I'll better +bide whaur I am. But, I say, ye are queerer than ever, an' I thocht ye +gey queer last time I saw ye.' + +'Never mind what you think of me. Say you will come with me to-day. I +came for the very purpose of taking you away,' said Gladys cheerfully. +'Do you remember that absurd story about "Lord Bellew's Bride" you were +reading the first time I saw you? My own fortune is very nearly as +wonderful as that of "Lord Bellew's Bride."' + +Liz faintly smiled. + +'Eh, sic lees there is in papers! It shouldna be printed. Things like +yon never happen in real life--never, never!' She spoke with passionate +emphasis, which indicated that she keenly felt what she said. + +'Ye'll be gaun to get mairret next?' she added, looking at Gladys, who +smiled and nodded, with slightly heightened colour. + +'Well, what is to be done? Are you going down with me to-day?' she +asked, looking from one to another, and tapping her dainty foot a trifle +impatiently on the floor. + +'I canna come the day, for my claes are a' at Maryhill,' said Liz. + +'But I'll gang for them, Liz,' put in the little seamstress quickly. +'They can be easy got frae Maryhill afore nicht. It's only twelve +o'clock the noo.' + +'There need not be any such hurry; I think I shall stay in town all +night,' said Gladys, 'and you can arrange it together, either to go with +me or alone. Teen can manage it; she knows all about the trains, having +been there before. I shall be sure to be home not later than to-morrow +night, and if anything should prevent me getting down then, there is +Miss Peck, Teen, who, you know, will make you very welcome.' + +'Yes, I ken,' nodded Teen. 'If ye only kent what like a place it is, +Liz, ye wad be jumpin'.' + +'I'm sure I dinna ken what way ye want me doon there,' said Liz, +relapsing into her weary, indifferent manner. 'I canna understand it.' + +'Can't you?' asked Gladys merrily. 'Well, I want you, that's all. I want +to have the pleasure of seeing you grow strong and well again. Nobody +shall meddle with you. You shall do just as you like, and you two will +be companions to each other.' + +Teen looked reproachfully at her friend, wondering to see her so +undemonstrative, never even uttering a single word of thanks for the +kindness so freely offered. She shook hands with Gladys in silence, and +allowed her to depart without further remark. + +'You'll make sure that she comes down, Teen?' said Gladys, when they +were outside the door. 'Poor thing, she looks dreadfully ill and +unhappy. Where _do_ you think she has been?' + +Teen mournfully shook her head, and her large eyes filled with tears. + +'I'll no' let her away,' she answered firmly. 'If she'll no' come doon +to Bourhill, I'll see that she disna gang onywhere else withoot me.' + +'You are a faithful friend,' said Gladys quickly. 'Has she--has she seen +her brother?' + +Teen wondered somewhat at the hesitation with which the question was +asked. + +'Ay; he was here yesterday.' + +'And what did he say, Teen? Oh, I hope he was very gentle with her.' + +'I wasna in a' the time, but I'm sure that kinder he couldna hae been. +He wanted her to gang to Colquhoun Street an' bide, but she wadna.' + +'Well, I hope she will come to Bourhill, and I think she will. +Good-bye.' + +'Weel, hae ye gotten me weel discussed?' queried Liz sarcastically, when +the little seamstress returned to the kitchen. 'I canna understand that +lassie by onybody.' + +'Nor I a'thegither, but I ken she's guid,' she answered simply. 'Ye will +gang to Bourhill, Liz?' + +'Maybe; I'll see. I say, do ye ken wha she's gaun to mairry?' + +'I have an inklin',' replied Teen, and said no more, though her face +became yet more gravely troubled. + +'Liz,' she said suddenly, 'will ye tell me wan thing afore we gang doon +to Bourhill, if we gang?' + +'What is't?' + +'Had Fordyce onything to dae wi' you gaun awa' when you did?' + +'Mind yer ain business,' replied Liz, with the utmost calmness, not even +changing colour. 'I'm no' gaun to tell ye a single thing. My concerns +are my ain, an' if ye're no' pleased, weel, I can shift.' + +The girl's matter-of-fact, unruffled demeanour somewhat allayed Teen's +burning anxiety, and, afraid to try Liz too far, lest she should insist +on leaving her, she held her peace. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +A REVELATION. + + +'Your Aunt Isabel was here this afternoon, George,' said Mrs. Fordyce to +her son, when he came home from the mill that evening. 'She came over to +tell me Gladys is in town. I said I thought you did not expect her.' + +'No, I did not,' George replied. 'What's she up for?--anything new?' + +'Oh, one of her fads. Something about one of these girls from the slums. +Your aunt seemed to be rather distressed. She thinks Gladys is going +quite too far, and she really took the opportunity, when the girls had +all gone to a studio tea, to come over to consult me. We both think you +are quite entitled to interfere.' + +George shook his head. + +'It is all very easy for you to say that, but I tell you Gladys won't +stand that sort of thing.' + +'But, my dear, she must be made to stand it. I must say her conduct is +most unwomanly. If she is to be your wife, she must be taught that you +are to be considered in some ways. You must be very firm with her, +George; it will save no end of trouble afterwards.' + +Mrs. George Fordyce was a large stout person, of imposing presence, and +she delivered herself of this admirable sentiment most impressively; but +though her son quite agreed with her, and wished with all his heart that +the girl of his choice were a little less erratic and self-willed, he +was wise enough to know that any attempt at coercion would be the very +last thing to make her amenable to reason. + +'What girl is it now?' he asked, with affected carelessness, but furtive +anxiety. 'The same one who has been staying at Bourhill?' + +'No; something far worse--a dreadful low creature, who has been missing +for some time. If Gladys were not as innocent as a baby she would know +that she is a creature not fit to be spoken to. Really, George, that +Miss Peck is utterly useless as a chaperon. I wish we knew what to do. +It is one of the most exasperating and delicate affairs possible.' + +'That girl!' repeated George, so blankly that his mother looked at him +in sharp amazement. 'Heavens! then it's all up, mother.' + +'All up? What on earth do you mean?' + +'What I say. Is it a girl called Hepburn?' he asked half desperately, +afraid to tell his mother, and yet feeling that she, and she alone, +might help him. + +'I believe so. Yes, Hepburn was certainly the name your aunt mentioned. +Well, what then?' + +'Simply that if Gladys has got in tow with this girl, and takes her down +to Bourhill, I'm ruined.' + +'How?' + +There was eager inquiry, anguish even, in the question. Mrs. Fordyce was +a vain and silly woman, but she had a mother's feelings, and suffered, +as every mother must, over her son's dishonour. + +'This girl was one of our hands, and--and--well, you understand, she had +a pretty face, and I was foolish about her. I never meant anything +serious; but, you see, if Gladys gets to know about it, she is so +absurdly quixotic, she is quite fit enough not to speak to me again.' + +'You were foolish about her?' repeated Mrs. Fordyce slowly, and her +comely face became rather pale, as she keenly eyed her son's troubled +face. 'Does that mean that you were responsible for her disappearance?' + +'Well, I suppose I was in the first instance,' he said frankly. 'Of +course I was a fool for myself, but a man isn't always responsible, +but'-- + +'Oh, hold your tongue, George Fordyce!' said his mother, her voice sharp +with her angry pain. 'Not responsible, indeed! I am quite ashamed of +you. It is a most disgraceful thing, and I don't know what your father +will say.' + +'There is no reason why he should say anything; he needn't be told,' +said George a trifle sullenly. 'Of course I regret it, as every man does +who makes such a deuced fool of himself. And the girl can't complain; it +was more her fault, anyhow.' + +'Oh, George, don't be a coward as well as a scoundrel,' said his mother, +with more sharpness in her tone than she had ever before used towards +her idolised son. 'Don't tell me it is the woman's fault. That is the +poor excuse all men make when they get themselves into scrapes. I am +very sorry for her, poor thing, and I think I'll go and see her myself.' + +George remained silent, standing gloomily at the window, looking on the +approach, with its trimly-cut shrubs and spring flowers, blooming in +conventional lines. His mother had not received his information quite +as he expected, and he felt for the moment utterly 'down on his luck.' + +'You have indeed ruined yourself with Gladys, and with any other girl +who has any respect for herself,' she said presently, with increased +coldness, 'and I must say you richly deserve it.' + +So saying, she left the room, and as she went up-stairs, two tears +rolled down her cheeks. She was not a woman of very deep feelings, +perhaps, but she had received a blow from which it would take her some +time to recover. She sat down in her own room, and tried to think out +the matter in all its bearings. She felt glad that her husband and +daughter were not to dine at home, for after the first shock was over, +worldly wisdom began to assert itself, and she pondered upon the best +means of avoiding the scandal which appeared inevitable. She was not +very hopeful. Had Gladys been an ordinary girl, entertaining less +exalted ideas of honour and integrity, everything might have been +smoothed over. Women, as a rule, are too lenient towards the follies of +men, especially when the offenders are young and handsome; but Gladys +was an exception to almost every rule. The only chance lay in the +knowledge being kept from her, yet how was that possible, Liz Hepburn +being at that very moment an invited guest at Bourhill? She made some +little alteration in her dress, and went down, perfectly calm, and +outwardly at ease, to a _tête-à-tête_ dinner with her son. When they +were left alone at the table she suddenly changed the subject from the +commonplace to the engrossing theme occupying both their minds, and, +leaning towards him, said quietly,-- + +'There is only one thing you can do now. It is your only chance, and if +it fails, you can only retire gracefully, and accept your _congé_ as +your deserts.' + +'I don't know what you mean,' he retorted a trifle ungraciously, for in +his intense selfishness he had been able to convince himself that his +mother had been rather hard upon him. + +'I would advise you to go over to the Crescent to-night and see Gladys, +and tell her what you have heard. Let her understand--as gently and +nicely as you can, but be quite firm over it--that you, as her future +husband, have some right to express an opinion about the people she +makes friends of. You can lay stress on her own youth and ignorance, and +don't be dictatorial. Do you understand me?' + +'Yes, but it won't be an easy task,' he said gloomily. + +'No, but it's your only chance--a very forlorn hope, I confess, it +appears to me; but you can't afford to neglect it if you want to win +Gladys, and it would be a most desirable marriage.' + +These words were the keynote to Mrs. Fordyce's plan of action. To secure +Gladys as a daughter-in-law at any price was her aim, and she had +already stifled her womanly indignation over her son's fall, and even +comforted herself by the cheap reflection that George had never been +half so fast as dozens of other young men who were received into the +best society. She had worshipped at the shrine of wealth and social +position so long that all her views of life were centred upon a solitary +goal, and consequently ran in a narrow and distorted groove. + +'If the girl can be prevented going down to Bourhill, all may be well. +Do you think she is one likely to hold her tongue?' + +'I don't know anything about her. She'll speak, just as other women +speak, when it comes up her own back, I suppose. The chances are, if +Gladys and she have met, she's told the whole story already.' + +'Oh no, she hasn't, because Gladys knew your aunt was coming here this +afternoon, and sent a message that you might come over after dinner. She +wouldn't have done that if she'd known that pretty story. You'd better +go away to the Crescent at once.' + +'I'm not very fond of the job,' said George, fortifying himself with a +glass of whisky and water. 'I've a good mind to throw the whole bally +thing up, and go off to the Antipodes. Marrying is an awful bore, +anyhow; women are such a confounded nuisance.' + +His mother listened to these lofty sentiments in silence, though she +inwardly felt that it would relieve her feelings considerably to +administer a sound box in the ear. + +'I'm trying to help you, George, against my better judgment, but you +don't appear to be very grateful,' she said severely. 'I've a good mind +to let you bear the brunt of your folly, as you deserve; and you know +very well that if your father knew about it, his anger would be +terrific. I'm afraid you'd have to take to the Antipodes then, because +the door would be shut upon you here. I would advise you to do what you +can to redeem yourself, and your utmost to keep Gladys. Tell me +something about the girl. Do you think she would accept a sum of money +to leave Glasgow and hold her tongue?' + +'No,' he answered, 'I don't.' + +'Why, she must be very different from other girls of her class.' + +'I don't know what are the characteristics of her class, but I know +jolly well that if you offer money to her, she'll astonish you.' + +Mrs. Fordyce looked with yet keener disfavour into her son's face. + +'If she's that kind of girl, you must have promised her marriage.' + +'Well, I daresay I did, but she might have known it was only talk,' he +said, trying to speak coolly, though his mother's gaze made him +decidedly uncomfortable. 'But I'm sick of the subject. I'll away over to +Kelvinside, and have it either off or on. If the thing's out, I'll +brazen it out; it's the only way.' + +'You don't seem to realise the seriousness of the position, I'm sure I +don't know what has made you go so far astray--not the training or +example in this house. You have grievously disappointed me.' + +'Oh, mother, don't preach. I've confessed to you, and it isn't fair to +be so awfully down upon me,' he retorted irritably. 'I don't think you +or the governor have had much to complain of as far as my conduct is +concerned, and I'm not going to stay here to be bullied and snubbed for +making a little slip. I tell you, you don't know what other fellows are. +I've a good mind to open your eyes for you.' + +'I don't want them opened, thank you; and if that is the spirit in which +you are going to the Crescent, you deserve to fail, as you are sure to +do. I am not sure whether I shall not tell your father, after all,' she +said icily. + +'I don't care if you do,' he retorted, and banged out in ill-humour, +which, however, gradually cooled down as he walked rapidly to the +station. + +Finding no train for the city due for ten minutes, he threw himself into +a hansom, and drove all the way, reaching his aunt's house before eight +o'clock. Although he ran up the steps at once, he did not immediately +ring, but even went back into the street, and took a turn up to the end +of the houses, surprised and irritated at his own nervous apprehension. +Glancing up to the house when he again came opposite to it, he saw the +three long windows of the drawing-room lighted, and pictured the scene +within. It was a new and unwelcome sensation for him to feel any +reluctance in entering a drawing-room where there were three charming +girls, and at last, calling himself a fool, he ran up the steps a second +time, and gave the bell a furious pull. + +'Is Miss Graham here, Hardy?' he asked the maid, an old servant of his +aunt's, who opened the door. + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Anybody in the library?' + +'No, sir. Mr. Fordyce is sleeping on the dining-room sofa.' + +'Oh, all right. Just take my card to Miss Graham, and ask her if she +would be so kind as to come down to the library for a few minutes.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +TÊTE-À-TÊTE. + + +'How extraordinary!' exclaimed Gladys. 'Your cousin is in the library, +why does he not come up?' + +There was something so matter-of-fact in the question, that Mrs. Fordyce +and her daughters could not refrain from exchanging glances. + +'Well, my dear, I suppose he does not come up because he wishes to have +you a little while to himself,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a smile, 'and I +must say I quite sympathise with him. Run away down, and don't stay too +long; tell him not to be selfish.' + +'But I don't think I want to go down. It is so strange, I think, for him +not to come up here as usual. Why should there be any difference made?' +inquired Gladys, as she rose with seeming reluctance to her feet. + +'It is you who are strange, I think,' said Mina whimsically. 'You would +require a very cool lover, Gladys, you are so cool yourself.' + +'It is a pity one must have a lover,' said Gladys quite soberly, as she +walked out of the room. + +'Girls,' said Mrs. Fordyce, 'Gladys is an enigma, and I give her up; she +is so different from any one I have ever met. Do you really think she +cares anything for your cousin?' + +'If she doesn't, why has she promised to marry him?' inquired Clara +rather quickly. 'I think it is rather absurd to ask the question.' + +'Well, I must say I should not particularly like to be in his shoes,' +said Mina; and added, with light sarcasm, 'But it will do dear George +good. Gladys will not fall down and worship him, like the rest of her +sex. How I should like to be invisible at this moment in the library.' + +But though Mina had had her wish she would not have seen anything very +exciting, the greeting which passed between Gladys and her lover being +remarkably cool. George Fordyce was not quite himself. Had Gladys been +more absorbingly interested in him she could not have failed to observe +the furtive look of anxiety with which he advanced to meet her; his +demeanour was as different from the ordinary eagerness of a +newly-accepted lover as could well be imagined. Nor did she betray these +signs of maidenly shyness and trembling joy which in the circumstances +she might have been expected to feel. + +'Good-evening,' she said gaily. 'Why did you not come up, instead of +sending a message to me, as if you were a person asking a subscription? +I thought it so odd.' + +George's courage rose. The gay unconcern of her demeanour convinced him +that as yet nothing had lowered him in her estimation; with a little +careful diplomacy, the dangerous currents might yet be avoided, and all +go well. + +'Is it so odd that I should wish to have you for a little while to +myself?' he asked, and, putting his arm round her shoulders, took the +kiss she could not deny him, though she almost immediately drew herself +away. + +'Do come up to the drawing-room. Why should we stay down here? Don't you +think it rather silly?' + +'I don't care whether it is silly or not,' he answered daringly. 'I +don't mean to go up, or allow you to leave this room, for a good half +hour at least.' + +Gladys laughed a little, and dropped on one knee on a stool before the +quaint fireplace, where the logs burned and crackled in a cheerful +blaze. + +'And I have a crow to pick with you, madam,' said the lover, made bolder +by the perfect freedom of the girl's demeanour. 'I don't like +second-hand messages. You might at least have sent me a nice little note +by the hand of Aunt Isabel this afternoon.' + +'I didn't think of it, or I might,' answered Gladys quite soberly, and +the ruddy firelight lay warm and bright on her sweet face, and gave a +deeper tinge to the gold of her hair. As George Fordyce stood as near to +her as he dared, being deterred by a certain high dignity in her +bearing, he was struck, not only by the perfect beauty of her features, +but by the singular firmness mingling with the archness of her look. +Twelve months had done a great deal for Gladys, and there was nothing of +the child left, though the new womanliness was a most gracious and +lovely thing. + +'I had such a busy morning down town; and oh, I have a great deal to +tell you, only you must promise to be sympathetic, because I have had a +great deal to bear to-day, and have almost quarrelled with your aunt and +the girls.' + +'Yes?' he said, with all the fine indifference he could command. 'And +what was it all about?' + +He knew it must come sooner or later, and braced himself up to carry +matters through with as high a hand as possible. + +'About that poor girl of whom I told you, Lizzie Hepburn. She has come +back, looking so very ill and unhappy, and of course I asked her down to +Bourhill, and your aunt and cousins are so vexed about it, I am quite +puzzled. It is so unlike them to blame one for wishing to be kind. +Please, can you explain it?' + +She raised her eyes to his face with something of the old child-like +wistfulness in their depths, and it showed George Fordyce to be a very +clever man indeed that he was able to meet that clear gaze without +flinching. + +'Well, you see, dear, I think it is regard for you which made Aunt +Isabel appear a little harsh. She knows the world, and you do not, and, +you know, a young and lovely girl, living without natural protectors, as +you are, cannot be too careful.' + +'Oh, that is just how they talk,' she cried petulantly, 'but it does not +convey any meaning to me. Why should I not be kind to this poor girl? +She can't eat me, or hurt me in the smallest degree. You must make it a +great deal plainer to me before I see the smallest particle of reason in +it.' + +Here was a dilemma! The very irony of fate could not have devised a more +trying and awkward position for any man. To say he felt himself on the +brink of a volcano conveys but a faint idea of his peculiar state of +mind. + +'My own darling, it is extremely difficult to make it any clearer +without giving offence, but I think you ought to have some idea of what +is fitting. Can you not believe that we, who love you so dearly, would +advise you to do nothing but what is right and best for you?' + +This admirable plea, so earnestly and persuasively uttered, somewhat +touched Gladys, though her face still wore a perplexed and even troubled +look. + +'Well, but how can it do me any harm to have these girls at Bourhill? Is +it because they are poor that I must not have them?' + +'Well, not exactly; though, of course, it is not customary for young +ladies like you to invite such people to be your guests just in the same +way as you would invite Clara or Mina; and I question very much, dear, +if it is any real kindness to them, it is so apt to make them +discontented with their own sphere.' + +This was another clever stroke, this view of the case not having been as +yet presented to Gladys. Hitherto the talk had all been of the influence +such companionship was likely to have on her, and the new phase of the +situation made her more thoughtful still. + +'I never thought of that,' she said slowly, 'and I don't think it had +that effect on Christina Balfour--in fact, I am sure of it. She is like +a different creature, so much brighter and happier; and I am sure a week +or two at Bourhill will do wonders for poor Lizzie Hepburn. If you saw +her you would be quite sorry for her. She is such an interesting girl, +so beautiful, and she has a great deal of character, quite different +from Christina. I have asked them down, and of course I can't retract my +invitations; they may have gone down to Miss Peck already, for aught I +know. Promise to come down to Bourhill and see poor Lizzie, then I am +sure you will say I have done quite right.' + +A cold sweat broke over George Fordyce, and he was fain to take several +turns between the window and the door to recover himself. He could +almost have laughed aloud at the awful absurdity of the whole situation, +only it had its tragic side too. He felt that his chance was almost +over. He could not expect Liz Hepburn's visit to Bourhill to be barren +of consequences the most serious; but he would wear the mask as long as +possible, and make one more endeavour to save himself. He came back to +the hearth, and, laying his hand hurriedly on the heart of the girl he +loved with all the tenderness that was in him, he said, in that +pleading, winning way so few women could resist,-- + +'My darling, if I ask you, won't you take Aunt Isabel's advice? I know I +haven't any right yet to dictate to you, even if I wished to do it, but +won't you believe that we only advise what is the very best for you? +Couldn't you, instead of having the girls at Bourhill, send them to some +other country place? It would only cost a very little more.' + +'But that wouldn't be the same thing at all,' said Gladys wilfully. 'And +if I were to retract my invitation now, they would never have the same +faith in me again. I would not on any account disappoint them.' + +'Even to please me?' he queried, with a slightly injured air. + +'Even to please you,' she repeated, in the same wilful tone. + +'And will it always be the same?' he asked then. 'Will you never allow +me to have any say in your affairs?' + +'I hoped you would help me to do good to people,' she said slowly, +giving utterance for the first time to the feeling of disappointment and +misgiving which sometimes oppressed her when she thought of her relation +towards George Fordyce. + +'My dear, you will get all your thanks in one day,' he said dryly. 'I +know the class you have to deal with. They'll take all you have to give +them, and laugh in your face. They have no such quality as gratitude in +them.' + +Gladys curled her lips in scorn. + +'How unhappy you must be to have so little faith in humankind. That has +not been my experience; but we shall never agree on that point. Shall we +go up-stairs now?' + +Her perfect independence of and indifference to his opinion, betrayed in +the careless ease of her manner as she rose from the hearth, exasperated +him not a little. + +'No, I am not coming up-stairs,' he answered, as rudely as he dared. + +'What shall I say to Mrs. Fordyce, then? That you are out of temper?' +she asked, with a sly gaiety which became her well, though it only +further exasperated him. + +'You can say anything you like, I am very sorry indeed that my opinion +is of so little value in your eyes, Gladys, and I ask your pardon if I +have presumed too much in offering you a crumb of advice.' + +'Oh, don't be cross because we don't happen to agree on that particular +point,' she said sunnily. 'Each individual is surely entitled to his +opinion. I am not cross because you would not agree with me. Come away +up-stairs.' + +'No, I'm not coming up to-night. Make my apologies to them. Gladys, upon +my word, you are perfectly bewitching. I wish you knew how passionately +I love you. I don't believe you care a tithe as much for me as I do for +you.' + +He would have held her again, but she moved away from him, and her face +did not brighten as it ought to have done at such a lover-like speech. + +'Will you promise me one thing, Gladys, before I go?' he pleaded, and he +had never been more in earnest in his life. 'Promise me that if anybody +speaks ill of me to you, you will at least give me a chance to clear +myself before you condemn me.' + +'Oh, I can promise that fast enough, because nobody ever speaks ill of +you to me. It is quite the reverse, I assure you. I have to listen to +your praises all day long,' she said, with a teasing smile. 'You ought +to show your gratitude for such disinterested kindness by coming up to +the ladies.' + +'I'm not going up to-night,' he reiterated. 'Give them my kind regards. +Are you really off?' + +'I must, if you won't come.' + +He held open the door for her, and as she passed out, stole another kiss +with all a lover's passion, telling himself it might be the last. But it +did not make her pulses thrill nor her heart beat more quickly, and she +saw him depart without a regret. + +'You don't mean to say that is George away?' they cried, when the outer +hall door closed, and almost immediately Gladys entered the drawing-room +alone. + +'Yes, he has gone,' Gladys answered calmly. + +'What have you been doing to him to set him off like that?' asked Mina. +'Have you had a quarrel?' + +'No,' replied Gladys innocently; 'but I think he is rather cross.' + +Mrs. Fordyce shook her finger reprovingly at the girl, and said +regretfully,-- + +'My dear, you are incorrigible. I could almost regret Henrietta +Bonnemain's marriage, because she is the only woman in this world who +could have managed you.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +CHUMS. + + +Never did mother watch more tenderly over a wayward child than the +little seamstress over Liz, and though Liz was quite conscious of the +espionage she did not resent it. She seemed to have no desire to leave +the little house, and when Teen, in the course of that afternoon, +offered to go to the house in Maryhill for her clothes, she made no +demur, nor did she offer to accompany her. + +'If the lassie I'm lodgin' wi' is in, Teen, ye can tell her I'm no' +comin' back. I'm very gled to get quit o' her, onyway,' she said, as +Teen buttoned on her shabby black jacket. + +'What's her name? Had ye better no' write a line, for fear she'll no' +gie me the things?' + +'Oh, she'll gie ye them withoot ony bother; they wadna bring her abune +ten shillin's, onyhoo. An', I say, dinna tell her onything aboot me, +mind. She'd think naething o' comin' onywhere efter me.' + +'Oh, I'll no' tell. Clashin' was never my sin,' said Teen. 'But her +name?--ye havena telt me that yet.' + +'Oh, weel, she ca's hersel' Mrs. Gordon, but I dinna believe she's a +wife at a'. She's in the ballet at the Olympic the noo.' + +'An' what way is she bidin' at Maryhill?' + +'Oh, her man's there. She says she's mairret to yin o' the officers, but +I've never set een on him.' + +'Is she a nice lassie?' + +'Oh, weel enough. She's no' mean, onyhoo, but she's gey fast. She was +tryin' to get me ta'en on at the Olympic. If she says onything, jist +tell her I've changed my mind.' + +'An' are ye no' awn onything for the lodgin's?' queried Teen, who had a +singular conscientiousness regarding debt, even of a microscopic kind. + +'No; I paid up when I had it. I dinna owe her onything.' + +Teen was silent as she put her long hat-pin through the heavy masses of +her hair and pulled her fringe a little lower on her brow; but she +thought a great deal. Bit by bit the story was coming out, and she had +no difficulty in filling up for herself the melancholy details. + +'Noo I'm ready. Ye'll no' slope when I'm oot, Liz?' she said warningly; +and Liz laughed a dreary, mirthless laugh. + +'I ken when I'm weel aff. I wish to goodness I had come to you when I +was sick o' Brigton, instead o' gaun where I gaed.' + +Teen stood still in breathless silence, wondering if full revelation was +about to be made. When Liz saw this, the old spirit of contrariness +entered into her again, and she said crossly,-- + +'What are ye waitin' on noo?' + +'Naething,' replied Teen meekly. 'Weel, I'm aff. I'll be back afore +dark. Ye can hae the kettle bilin', an' I'll bring in a sausage or a red +herrin' for oor tea.' + +It was not without some faint, excited curiosity that Teen found herself +at the door of the house of which Liz had given her the address. It was +a one-roomed abode, three stairs up a tall tenement, in one of these +dreary and uninteresting streets which are only distinguishable from one +another by their names. In answer to her knock, a shrill female voice +cried, 'Come in,' an invitation which the little seamstress somewhat +hesitatingly obeyed. It was now after sundown, and the freshness of the +daylight had faded, leaving a kind of semi-twilight in the room, which +was of a fair size, and comfortably, though not luxuriously, furnished. +On the end of the fender sat the solitary occupant, in a ragged and +dirty old dressing-gown of pink flannel, her feet in dilapidated +slippers, and her hair in curl-papers along her forehead. Although she +saw that her visitor was quite a stranger to her, she did not offer to +rise, but simply raising her pert, faded, but still rather pretty face, +said inquiringly,-- + +'Well?' + +'Are you Mrs. Gordon? I've come for Lizzie Hepburn's things. She's no' +comin' back here.' + +'Oh, all right. Shut the door, and come in. What's up with her? Gone off +with a handsomer man, eh?' queried Mrs. Gordon, as she bit her thread +through, and held up a newly-trimmed dress bodice for admiration. + +'No; she's gaun into the country the morn,' answered Teen, while the +ballet-dancer gave several very knowing nods. + +'That's a pity, for her luck's turned. You can tell her she'll be taken +on if she likes to turn up at the Olympic to-morrow morning at ten +sharp. I arranged it for her on Saturday night.' + +'She said I was to tell you she had changed her mind aboot the theatre,' +said Teen. 'She's no' weel enough for it, onyhoo. She'll be better in +the country.' + +'Are you her sister?' + +'Oh no, only her chum.' + +'Well, I say, perhaps you can tell me something about her. She was as +close as the grave, though we've been pals for a while; she'd not tell +me a single thing. Why is she out on her own hook? Is there a man in the +business?' + +'I dinna ken ony mair than you,' said Teen, looking rather uncomfortable +over this cross-examination. 'An' if ye'll tell me where her box is, I +maun be gaun. I promised no' to be long.' + +'It's there, at the end of the bed,' said Mrs. Gordon serenely, jerking +her thumb in that direction. 'I see you mean to be close too. Not that +it matters a cent to me; I've no earthly interest in her affairs. You +can tell her, if you like, that Captain Dent was inquiring +affectionately for her this morning. I met him on my way back from +rehearsal.' + +Teen listened in silence, mentally deciding that she would not tell her +any such thing. + +'And you can tell her, if you like, that I'll be glad to see her any +time before the twenty-third. The Eighty-Fifth are ordered to Ireland, +and of course my husband will wish me to go with him.' + +A slow smile, in which there was the faintest touch of sarcasm, was in +Teen's face as she glanced at the tawdry figure sitting on the fender +end. + +'A' richt; I'll tell her. An' guid-nicht to ye; I'm very much obleeged,' +she said, and, taking Liz's tin box in her hand, she left a trifle +hastily, as if afraid she should be longer detained. + +She found Liz sitting where she had left her, in the same listless +attitude, and her eyes were red about the rims, as if she had had a +crying fit. The fire was very low, and the kettle standing cold where +Teen had left it on the hearthstone. + +'I forgot a' aboot the kettle, Teen,' she said apologetically. 'I'm a +lazy tyke; but dinna rage. Weel, ye've got the box. Did ye see Emily?' + +'Yes, if that's her name. She's a queer yin,' said Teen, as she let the +box drop, and grasped the poker to improve the condition of the fire. +'Ye dinna seem to hae telt her much, Liz, ony mair than me.' + +'No; it's aye best to keep dark. I dinna mean onything ill, Teen, but +naebody shall ever ken frae me whaur I've been or what I've suffered +since I gaed awa'. Ay, what I've suffered!'--she repeated these words +with a passionate intensity, which caused Teen to regard her with a kind +of awe. 'But maybe my day'll come, an' if it does, I winna forget,' she +said, more to herself than to her companion; then, catching sight of +Teen's astonished face, she broke into a laugh, and said, in quite a +different tone,-- + +'Weel, is't the morn we're gaun among the swells? An' hoo d'ye pit in +the time in the country?' + +'Ye'll see,' replied Teen, with quiet satisfaction. 'The days are ower +short, that's the only fault they hae. Efter we get oor supper, what wad +ye say to gang roond to Colquhoun Street and see Wat, to tell him we're +gaun to Bourhill?' + +'No, I'm no' gaun. He micht say we werena to gang. I say, Teen, he's in +love wi' her. Onybody can see it in his e'e when he speaks aboot her.' + +'I ken that; but it's nae use,' said Teen, 'she's gaun to mairry +somebody else.' + +'Is she? D'ye ken wha?' + +'Ay; your auld flame,' said Teen, apparently at random, but all the +while keenly watching her companion's face. She saw Liz become as pale +as death, though she smiled a sickly smile, and tried to speak as +indifferently as possible. + +'Ye dinna mean it? Weel, I'd hae thocht she wad hae waled better. Hoo +sune are we gaun the morn?' + +She asked the question with eagerness, and from that moment the little +seamstress observed that her whole manner changed. She suddenly began to +display a new and absorbing interest in the preparations for their +departure, and plied Teen with questions regarding the place and her +former experiences there. The little seamstress, being a person of a +remarkably shrewd and observant turn, saw in this awakened interest only +another link in the chain which now appeared to her almost complete. Her +former elation over their trip to Bourhill gave place to a painful +anxiety lest it should hasten events to a crisis in which the happiness +of Gladys might be sadly involved; but it was now too late to help +matters, and, with a bit of philosophical calmness, she said within +herself, 'What is to be maun be,' and went on with her preparations for +the morrow's journey. + +They set out, accordingly, about noon next day, carrying their +belongings in the inevitable tin box, and arrived at Mauchline Station +quite early in the afternoon--a lovely afternoon, when all the spring +airs were about, and a voice of gladness over the spring's promise in +the note of every bird singing on the bending boughs. With what keenness +of interest did the little seamstress watch the effect of country sights +and sounds upon Liz, and how it pleased her to see the slow wonder +gather in her eyes as they wandered across the wide landscape over the +rich breadths of the ploughed fields, in which the sowers were busy, to +the sheltering woods glistening greenly in the sun, and the blue hills +in the hazy distance seeming to shut in the world. It was her pride and +pleasure to point out to her companion, as they walked, each familiar +and cherished landmark, and though Liz did not say much, it was evident +that she was in a manner lifted out of herself. The pure, fragrant air +blowing about her, the wide and wonderful beauty of green fields and +sunny slopes, filled the soul of Liz with a vague, yearning wonder which +was almost pain. It brought home to her sharply a sense of all she had +lost in the great and evil city; it was like a revelation of some +boundless good of which she had hitherto lived in ignorance, and it +awakened in her a bitter regret, which was in very truth rebellious +anger, that the beauty of the earth should have so long been hid from +her. + +'It's a shame,' she said,--'a horrid shame, that we should never hae +kent there was a place like this ootside o' Glesca. Wha is't made +for?--the rich, I suppose, as the best things are.' + +'Oh no,' said Teen quite gently. 'There are plenty puir folk in the +country, an' bad folk tae. Mrs. Galbraith says there's as muckle drink +drucken in Poosie Nancie's on Seterday nicht as in Johnnie Shields' in +the Wynd, but some way it seems different. Look, see, thonder's the big +gate o' Bourhill. Eh, I wonder if Miss Gladys is hame?' + +'I say, Teen, ye are very fond o' her, surely?' said Liz curiously. +'Since when? Ye didna like her sae weel that nicht I left ye to tak' her +hame frae the Ariel.' + +'No, but I didna ken her then. Yes, I'm fond o' her, an' there's +naething I wadna dae for her. I wad let her walk abune me if it wad dae +her ony guid,' said the little seamstress, her plain face glorified once +more by the great love which had grown up within her till it had become +the passion of her life. + +'Ye needna fash; that's the way I've heard lassies speak aboot men, an' +ye get a' yer thanks in ae day,' said Liz bitterly. 'The best thing +onybody can dae in this world is to look efter number one. It's the only +thing worth livin' for. I wish I had never been born, an' I hope I'll +no' live lang, that's mair.' + +'Oh, Liz, wheesht!' + +'What for should I wheesht? It's no' the first time I've been doon at +the Broomielaw takin' a look roon for a likely place to jump in quietly +frae. That'll be my end, Teen Ba'four, as sure as I'm here the day; then +they'll hae a paragraph in the _News_, an' bury me in the Puirhoose +grave. It's a lively prospect.' + +Teen said nothing, only made a vow within herself that she would do what +she could to avert from the girl she loved such a melancholy fate. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +IN VAIN. + + +Miss Caroline Peck had received that very morning a letter from Mrs. +Fordyce of Bellairs Crescent--a letter which had put her all in a +flutter. It was a letter of warning, counsel, and reproof concerning +Miss Peck's duty towards her young charge, and laying a strong +injunction upon her to be exceedingly judicious in her treatment of the +eccentric guests whom Gladys had again invited to Bourhill. It was not a +wise epistle at all, though Mrs. Fordyce had regarded it with +complacency as a triumph of diplomatic letter-writing. Instead of +stating plainly the whole facts, and pointing out how desirable it was +that Gladys should not be thrown too much into the company of the girls +from the East End, it threw out certain dark hints, which only mystified +and distressed poor little Miss Peck, and made her anticipate with +apprehension the arrival of the pair. It was a letter which, moreover, +could not possibly do the smallest good, seeing Miss Peck, was not only +far too fond of her young charge to cross her in the slightest whim, but +that she secretly approved of everything she did. Of Mrs. Fordyce, Miss +Peck, was mortally afraid and that very kind-hearted person would have +been amazed had she known how the little spinster, metaphorically +speaking, shrank into herself in her presence. The solemn warning she +had received did not, however, prevent her giving the two girls a warm +welcome when they presented themselves at the house that afternoon. + +'Miss Graham has not come home, Christina,' she said fussily, as she +shook hands with them both, 'but I feel sure she will be here to-night. +Meantime I must do what I can to make you comfortable. Come with me to +your old room, Christina, and you shall have tea directly.' + +Though she had directed all her remarks to Teen, she did not fail at the +same time to make the keenest scrutiny of her companion, whose +appearance filled the little spinster with wonder. She was certainly a +very handsome girl, and there was nothing forward or offensive in her +manner--nay, rather, she seemed to feel somewhat shy, and kept herself +in the background as much as possible. Acting slightly on Mrs. Fordyce's +advice, Miss Peck gave the girls their tea, with its delightful adjuncts +of new-laid eggs and spring chicken, in her own sitting-room, and she +quite prided herself on her strength of mind as she decided to advise +Gladys to give them their meals by themselves, except on a rare +occasion, when she might wish to give them a treat. After tea, during +which Miss Peck and the little seamstress sustained the conversation +entirely between them, Liz apparently being too shy or too reticent to +utter a word, the two girls went out for a walk. In their absence, to +the great delight of Miss Peck, Gladys arrived home in a dogcart, hired +from the Mauchline Hotel. + +'You have something to tell me, haven't you?' cried Gladys eagerly, as +she kissed her old friend. 'The girls have arrived, I am sure. And what +do you think of poor Lizzie? Is she not all I told you?' + +'She is certainly a fine-looking girl, but she has said so little that I +don't know anything else about her.' + +'But you have been very kind to them, I hope? I want you to be specially +kind to Lizzie. I am afraid she has had a very hard time of it lately, +and she is not strong.' + +'My dear,'--Miss Peck laid her little hand, covered with its +old-fashioned rings, on the arm of her young charge, and her kind face +was full of anxiety,--'tell me why she has had a hard time. I hope she +is a good girl, Gladys? You have the kindest heart, my darling, but you +must look after your own interests. I hope she has given you quite a +satisfactory account of herself?' + +'Dear Miss Peck,' said Gladys, with a light laugh, 'she has not given me +any account of herself at all, nor have I asked it. But, tell me, do you +think she looks like a wicked girl?' + +'Well, no, not exactly; but I--I--have had a letter from Mrs. Fordyce +this morning,' said the little spinster, with the most unsophisticated +candour, 'and really, from it one might think your new _protégée_ quite +an objectionable person.' + +Gladys looked distinctly annoyed. She had a very sweet disposition, but +was a trifle touchy regarding her own independence. Sundry rather sharp +passages which had occurred between Mrs. Fordyce and herself on this +very subject made her now readier to resent this new interference. + +'I really wish Mrs. Fordyce would mind her own business,' she said, and +that was such a very harsh sentence to fall from the lips of Gladys that +Miss Peck looked rather startled. 'She has really no right to be writing +letters to you dictating what I shall do in my own house. Do you belong +to me, or to her, I wonder?' + +The momentary resentment died away as she asked this question with the +old whimsical smile. + +'I think she means it for your good, dear,' said the little spinster +meekly, 'and I think in some particulars she is right. I never dictate +to you, and for that very reason you will listen to what I am going to +say. I think you should not make too much of these girls when they are +here. Be kind to them, of course, and give them every comfort, but let +them eat alone and be companions to each other. I am sure, dear, that +would make them much happier, and be better for us all.' + +'Do you think so?' Gladys asked, with all the docility of a child. 'Very +well, dear Guardy, I will do as you think. But where are they now? I +must bid them welcome.' + +'They have gone for a walk to the birch wood. And how have you been +since you went up to town? Have you been very gay, and seen a great deal +of a certain gentleman?' + +'No, I saw him once only, and we did not agree,' replied Gladys calmly. +'Do you know, dear Miss Peck, I think it was the greatest mistake for us +to get engaged? I don't know in the least what made me do it, and I wish +I hadn't.' + +Miss Peck stood aghast, but presently smiled in a relieved manner. + +'Oh, nonsense, my love--only a lover's tiff. When it blows over, you +will be happier than ever.' + +'I don't like tiffs,' Gladys answered, as she ran up-stairs to take off +her wraps. + +The lover's tiff seemed to be rather a serious affair, for a week passed +away and no letter came from George; nor did Gladys write any. She felt +secretly wounded over it, and though she often recalled that hour spent +in the library at Bellairs Crescent, she could not remember anything +which seemed to justify such a complete estrangement. Never since she +came to Bourhill had so long a time elapsed without communicating with +one or other of the Fordyce family, but as the days went by and they +made no sign, the girl's pride rose, and she told herself that if they +pleased to take offence because she reserved to herself the right to ask +whom she willed to her own house, they should receive no advances from +her. But she was secretly unhappy. Her nature craved sunshine and peace, +and the conduct of her lover she could not possibly understand. In all +her imaginings how far was she always from the truth! She did not dream +that he believed his death-knell had been rung, and that he attributed +her silence to her righteous and inexorable indignation over the story +she had heard from the lips of Liz Hepburn. He never for one moment +doubted that she had told, and between conscience and disappointed love +he had a very lively week of it. All this time none could have been more +discreet and reticent than the girl who was the cause of all this +heart-burning. Her behaviour was exemplary. She was docile, courteous, +gentle in demeanour and speech, grateful for everything, but +enthusiastic over nothing, differing in this respect from Teen, who +appeared to walk on air, and carried her exaltation of spirit in her +look and tone. But Liz was dull and silent, content to walk and drive, +and breathe that heavenly air which ought to have been the very elixir +of life to her, but otherwise appearing lifeless and uninterested. +Gladys was very kind and even tender with her, but just a little +disappointed. She watched her keenly, not knowing that all the while Liz +was in turn watching her, and at last she breathed a hint of her +disappointment into the ear of the little seamstress. + +'Do you think Lizzie is enjoying Bourhill, Teen? She looks so +spiritless; but perhaps it is her health, though I think her looking a +little better than when she came.' + +'It's no' her body, it's her mind,' said Teen slowly. 'She has something +on her mind.' + +'Has she never said anything yet to you about where she was, or what she +was doing, all the time she was lost?' asked Gladys anxiously. + +'Naething,' answered Teen, with a melancholy shake of her head. 'But I +think it's on that she's thinkin', an' whiles I dinna like her look.' + +'I'm going to speak to her myself about it, Teen. Perhaps it is +something it would do her good to tell. Like you, I am often struck by +her look, it is so dreadfully sad. Yes, I shall speak to her.' + +The little seamstress looked hesitatingly at the bright, radiant face of +Gladys, and it was upon her lips to say it might be better to let the +matter rest. But, with her old philosophical reflections that anything +she might say could not possibly avert the march of fate, she held her +peace. + +Just after lunch that afternoon, as Gladys was writing some letters in +her favourite window, she saw Liz sitting by herself in the drowsy +sunshine on the lawn, and her face wore such a dejected, melancholy look +that it was evident some hidden sorrow was eating into her heart. +Closing her desk, Gladys ran down-stairs, caught up a garden hat from +the hall, and crossed the green lawn to Liz. + +'Dear me, how doleful you look!' she cried gaily. 'How can you look so +dreadfully doleful on such a bright day? Now tell me every simple, +solitary thing you are thinking.' + +A swift, rather startled glance crossed Liz's face, and she gave rather +a forced laugh. + +'That wadna be easy. I don't think I was thinking onything, except a +meenit syne, when I lookit up an' wished I was that laverock in the +lift.' + +'But why? It is much nicer to be a girl, I think. Tell me, Lizzie, don't +you feel stronger since you came here? I think you look it.' + +'I'm weel enough,' responded Liz dully; 'an' it's a lovely place--a +lovely place. I'll never forget it, never as long as I live.' + +It was the first note of enthusiasm Gladys had heard regarding Bourhill, +and it pleased her well. + +'I hope you won't, and that you'll come often to see it.' + +'I dinna think I'll ever come again; it's no' likely. Hoo lang are we to +bide?' + +'As long as you like,' answered Gladys frankly,--'till you are quite +strong, anyhow. Teen is in no hurry to go back to Glasgow; are you?' + +'Sometimes it's very quiet,' said Liz candidly. + +'But what are you going to do when you return?' + +Liz shook her head, but her lips gave forth no answer. + +'I hope you will go to your brother, as he wished,' said Gladys, and she +could not for the life of her help a curious restraint creeping into her +voice. 'It would be so very nice for him to have you; it is dreadful for +him to live quite alone, as he does. Why won't you go?' + +'He kens what way,' replied Liz quietly. + +Gladys was perplexed. There was nothing particularly encouraging in the +girl's look or manner, but she thought the time had come to put the +question which had so often trembled on her lips. It was a proof of +Gladys Graham's fine and delicate nature that she had not ere this +sought to probe into Liz Hepburn's secret, if she had one. + +'Lizzie,' she said gently, 'I hope you won't be angry at what I say; but +often, looking at you, I see that you are unhappy. I have never sought +to pry into your concerns, but perhaps, if you were to tell me something +about yourself, you would feel more at rest.' + +'D'ye think sae?' she asked, with a faint, ironical smile, which Gladys +did not like. 'If it eased me, it micht keep you frae sleepin'. I'm very +much obleeged to you for no' haein' pestered me wi' questions. I dinna +ken anither in the world but Teen that wad hae treated me as you have. +But my life's my ain, an' if I suffer, I'm no' askin' pity. I can bear +the brunt o' what I've brocht on mysel.' + +It was a flat repulse, but it was gently spoken, and did not vex the +sensitive soul of Gladys. + +'Very well, Liz,' she said kindly, 'I'll never ask any more; but +remember that if I can help you at any time, I am ready, always ready, +for your sake and for Walter's.' + +'He worships the very ground you walk on,' said Liz calmly. 'I wonder +what way him an' me was born? Is't true ye are gaun to be married to +Fordyce o' Gorbals Mill?' As she asked this direct question, she flashed +her brilliant eyes full on the girl's sweet face. + +'I suppose I am, sometime,' Gladys answered rather confusedly. 'At +least, I have promised.' + +'Ay,' said Liz, 'but there's mony a slip atween the cup an' the lip; and +in time, they say, a'body gets their deserts, even here.' + +With this enigmatical speech Liz got up and crossed the lawn, with +averted face, Gladys looking after her with a puzzled wonder in her +eyes, thinking she was certainly a very strange girl, and that it was +hopeless to try to make anything out of her. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +GONE. + + +Towards the end of the second week Liz began to exhibit certain signs of +restlessness, which ought to have warned those concerned in her welfare +that the quiet and seclusion of Bourhill were beginning to pall upon +her. As she improved in her bodily health her mind became more active, +and she began to pine for something more exciting than country walks and +drives. They were not altogether unobservant of the growing change in +her, of course, but attributed it to a returning and healthful interest +in the simpler pleasures of life. All this time George Fordyce had not +come to Bourhill, nor had any letters passed between him and his +promised wife. It would be too much to say that Gladys was quite +indifferent to this; if her feelings were not very deeply involved, her +pride was touched, and the first advances were not at all likely to +emanate from her. Liz had lived in secret dread, mingled with a kind of +happy anticipation, of meeting George Fordyce at Bourhill, and as the +days went by, and there was no sign or talk of his coming, she began to +wonder very much what it all meant. She was a remarkably shrewd person, +and it did occur to her to connect her visit and the absence of Miss +Graham's lover. One day, however, she put a question to Teen as they +sauntered through the spring woods on the hill behind the house. + +'I say, is't true that she is gaun to mairry Fordyce, Teen? It's no' +like it. What way does he never look near?' + +Teen looked keenly into her companion's face, to which that fortnight of +complete rest and generous living had restored the bloom of health. +Without planning very much, or artfully seeking to mislead the little +seamstress, Liz had thrown her entirely off the scent. Such careless +mention of her old lover's name, and her apparent indifference as to +whether they should or should not meet at Bourhill, had entirely +convinced Teen that he had no share in that part of Liz's life which she +had elected to keep a sealed book. + +'It's quite true that they are engaged,' she replied tranquilly; 'but +maybe he's awa' frae hame. But nane o' them hae been here for a long +time.' + +'She disna seem to be much in earnest,' put in Liz flatly. 'I dinna +believe mysel' that she cares a button for ony o' the lot; do you?' + +'I dinna ken,' answered Teen truthfully. 'It disna maitter to us, +onyway.' + +'Maybe no'. Let's sit doon here a meenit, Teen; the sun's fine an' +warm,' said Liz, and plumped down among the bracken, while Teen stood +still under the jagged branches of an old fir tree, and looked 'her +fill,' as she expressed it, of the lovely world at her feet. It was +still a spring world, clothed in a most delicate and exquisite garb of +green, waiting only for the touch of later summer to give it a deeper +hue. There were many touches of white and pink bloom, showing in +exquisite contrast where the hawthorn and the gean were in flower. Nor +was the ground left with its more sombre hues unrelieved; the blue +hyacinth, the delicate anemone, the cowslip, and the primrose grew +thickly on every bare hillside and in all the little valleys, making the +air heavy with their rich perfume. + +And all the fields now made glad the hearts of those who had in faith +dropped their seed into the brown soil, and the whole earth, down to the +sun-kissed edge of the sea, rejoiced with a great joy. Nor was the sea +less lovely, with the silvery sheen of early summertide on its placid +bosom, and the white wings of many boats glistening in the sun. + +'It's jist like heaven, Liz,' said the little seamstress, to whom these +things were a great wonder, revealing to her a depth and a meaning in +life of which she had not before dreamed. But to these hidden +lovelinesses of Nature the eyes of Liz were closed; her vision being too +much turned in upon herself, was dimmed to much that would have made her +a happier and a better girl. + +'It's bonnie enough, but oh, it gets stale, Teen, efter a wee. If I were +as rich as her I wadna bide here--no' if they paid me to bide!' + +'What for no'?' + +'Oh, it's that flat. Naething ever happens. Gie me the toon, I say; +there's some life there, onyway.' + +'I wadna care if I never saw the toon again,' said Teen gravely, for her +friend's words troubled her. + +'Hoo lang d'ye mean to bide here, Teen?' queried Liz presently. 'It'll +be a fortnicht the morn since we cam'.' + +Teen did not at once reply. She had not dared to count the days, +grudging their sweet passing, and it jarred upon her to hear Liz state +the exact period, as if it had appeared to her very long. + +'This is the nineteenth; it was the twenty-third, wasn't it, that Mrs. +Gordon said she was leavin' Glesca?' + +'I've forgotten. Yes, I believe it was the twenty-third,' answered Teen +listlessly, not being interested in the time. + +'My, she'll see a lot, gaun to Ireland wi' a regiment. It's a lively +life. I wish I was her.' + +Teen turned sharply round, and looked with reproachful eyes into her +companion's face. + +'I thocht ye was gled to get away from her, Liz? I dinna ken what ye +mean.' + +'Oh, I was doon in the mooth, because I wasna weel,' said Liz lightly. +'Seriously, though, hoo lang are ye gaun to bide doon here, Teen?' + +'I wad bide aye if I had the chance, but I suppose we canna bide very +much langer. Maybe we'd better see what Miss Gladys says.' + +'Ay, I suppose sae,' said Liz a trifle dryly. 'Whatever you may think, I +dinna think it's fair that she should hae sae much an' you an' me sae +little. We're livin' on her charity, Teen.' + +'Yes, but she disna mak' ye feel it,' retorted Teen quickly. 'An' she +disna think it charity, either. She says aye the money's no' hers, she +has jist gotten a len' o't to gie to ither folk.' + +'Wad she gie me a thoosand, d'ye think, if I were to speir?' asked Liz; +and Teen looked vexed at these idle words. She did not like the +sarcastic, flippant mood, and she regarded Liz with strong disapproval +and vague uneasiness in her glance. + +'I dinna like the way ye speak, Liz,' she said quietly. 'But, I say, if +ye were in Glesca the noo, what wad ye dae?' + +'Dae? It's what wad I no' dae,' cried Liz. 'I'm no' the kind to sterve.' + +'Ye wasna very weel aff when we got ye,' Teen could not refrain from +saying. + +'Oh, ye needna cast up what ye did. I never asked you, onyway. Ye ken +you and Wat hauled me awa' wi' you against my wull,' said Liz rather +angrily, being in a mood to cavil at trifles. 'I kent hoo it wad be, but +I'll tak' jolly guid care ye dinna get anither chance o' castin' up +onything o' the sort to me.' + +Teen remained silent, not that she was particularly hurt by that special +remark, but that she was saddened and perplexed by the whole situation. +She had sustained another fearful disappointment, and she saw that +Bourhill had utterly failed to work the charm on Liz which Teen herself +experienced more and more every day. If she were not altogether blind to +its loveliness, at least it did not touch any deeper feeling than mere +eye pleasure; but more serious and disappointing still was the tone in +which she spoke of Gladys. In her weak and weary state of health, she +had at first appeared touched and grateful for the unceasing kindness +and consideration heaped upon her, but that mood had passed apparently +for ever, and now she appeared rather to chafe under obligations which +Teen felt also, though in a different way, love having made them sweet. +For the first time in her life she felt herself shrinking inwardly from +the friend she had always loved since the days when they had played +together, ragged, unkempt little girls, in the city streets. She looked +at the brilliant beauty of her face. She saw it marred by a certain +hardness of expression, a selfish, discontented look, which can rob the +beauty from the loveliest face, and her heart sank within her, because +she seemed dimly to foresee the end. The little seamstress did not know +the meaning of a lost ideal, the probability is that she had never heard +the word, but she felt all of a sudden, standing there in the May +sunshine, that something had gone out of her life for ever. That very +night she spoke to Gladys, seizing a favourable opportunity, when Liz +had gone to enjoy a gossip with that garrulous person, Mrs. Macintyre, +at the lodge. + +'I say, Miss Gladys, hae ye noticed onything aboot Liz this day or twa?' +she queried anxiously. + +'Nothing,' replied Gladys blithely, 'except that she looks more and more +like a new creature. Have you noticed anything?' + +'Naething very particular; but I am feared that she's wearyin' here, an' +that she wants to get away back to Glesca,' said Teen, with a slight +hesitation, it must be told, since such an insinuation appeared to +savour of the deepest ingratitude. + +'Oh, do you think so? I thought she was quite happy. She certainly looks +much brighter and better, and feels so, I hope.' + +'Oh yes, she's better; that's the reason, I suppose. She was aye active +an' energetic, Liz,' said Teen, feeling impelled to make some kind of +excuse for her old chum. 'We've been here twa weeks; maybe it's time we +left?' + +'Oh, nonsense! What is two weeks? Suppose you stayed here all summer, +what would it be? Nothing at all. But what do you think Lizzie has in +her mind? Has she anything in view in Glasgow?' + +'They'd be clever that fathomed her mind; it's as deep as the sea,' said +Teen, with an involuntary touch of bitterness, for she could not help +feeling that her faithful love and service had met with but a poor +return. + +'She can't think we will allow her to go back to Glasgow without knowing +what she is going to do; we had too much anxiety on her account before,' +said Gladys, with decision. 'There is no doubt her brother's house is +the place for her. I must talk to her myself.' + +'Dinna dae't the nicht, Miss Gladys, or she'll think I've been tellin' +on her,' suggested the little seamstress. 'Liz is very touchy aboot a +lot o' things.' + +'Well, perhaps a better plan would be to write to Walter to come down +and see her,' said Gladys thoughtfully. 'Yes, I shall just do that. How +pleased he will be to see her looking so well! Perhaps he will be able +to persuade her to go to housekeeping with him now, and in that case, +Teen, you will stay on here. Miss Peck says she can't do without you +anyhow, you are such an invaluable help with sewing and all sorts of +things; perhaps we could make a permanent arrangement, at least which +will last till I get my scheme for the Girls' Club all arranged. I must +say it does not progress very fast,' she added, with a sigh. 'We always +do so much less than we expect and intend, and will, I suppose, fall +short to the very end. If you like to stay here, Teen, as sewing maid or +anything else to Miss Peck, it will make me very happy.' + +She regarded the little seamstress with a lovely kindness in her look, +and what could poor Teen do, but burst into happy tears, having no words +wherein to express a tithe of what she felt. + +No further allusion was made that night to the question of the girls +leaving, and all retired to rest as usual in the house of Bourhill. In +the night, however, just when the faint streaks of the summer dawn were +visible in the summer sky, Liz Hepburn rose very softly from the side of +the sleeping Teen, and, gathering her things together in an untidy +bundle, stole out of the room and down-stairs. + +The Scotch terrier, asleep on his mat at the foot of the stair, only +looked up sleepily and wagged his tail as she stepped over him and stole +softly through the hall. The well-oiled bolts slipped back noiselessly, +and she ran out down the steps, leaving the door wide to the wall. + +And so they found it at six o'clock in the morning, just when Liz was +stepping into the first train at a wayside station many miles from +Bourhill. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +THE MATRONS ADVISE. + + +'I think we had better go down and see what Gladys is about,' said Mrs. +Fordyce at the breakfast-table. 'Could you go down with me this +afternoon, Tom?' + +'I daresay I could,' replied the lawyer. 'Surely we haven't heard +anything about her for a long time?' + +'I should just think we hadn't,' said Mina, with energy. 'Perhaps by +this time she has gone off with somebody. We've shamefully neglected +her.' + +'George hasn't been down either, Julia told me yesterday,' said Mrs. +Fordyce thoughtfully. 'There must have been a quarrel, girls. Did Gladys +say anything more before she went away that day?' + +'Nothing; but they are both so proud, neither will give in first. I +certainly don't think, mother, that Gladys's feelings are very seriously +involved. She takes the whole thing very calmly.' + +'George should not be too high and mighty at this early stage, my dear,' +said Mrs. Fordyce. 'He will find that Gladys has a mind of her own, and +will not be dictated to. All the same,' she added, with a faint sigh, 'I +admit that he was right to find fault with her having those girls at +Bourhill. Tom dear, I really think it is your duty, as guardian, to +interfere.' + +'We can go down, anyhow, and see what she is about,' replied the lawyer; +and that afternoon, accordingly, they went out to Mauchline. + +Not being expected, they had to hire from the hotel, and arrived just as +Gladys and Miss Peck were enjoying their afternoon tea. She was +unfeignedly glad to see them, and showed it in the very heartiness of +her welcome. It was somewhat of a relief to Mrs. Fordyce to find Gladys +alone with Miss Peck. She had quite expected to meet the objectionable +girls in the drawing-room, but there were no evidences of their presence +in the house at all, nor did Gladys allude to them in any way. + +She had a thousand and one questions to ask about them all, and appeared +so affectionately interested in everything pertaining to the family, +that Mr. Fordyce could not forbear casting a rather triumphant glance at +his wife. + +'As the mountain would not come to Mahomet, Mahomet has come to the +mountain,' he said in his good-natured way. 'You should have heard the +doleful conversation about you at breakfast this morning. Were your ears +not ringing?' + +'No, I had something more serious to take up my attention,' said Gladys +a trifle soberly. 'I hope you have come to stay a few days--until +to-morrow, at least?' + +'Are all your other guests away?' inquired Mrs. Fordyce, with the +faintest trace of hardness in her voice. + +'Christina Balfour is here still. Her companion left this morning rather +suddenly,' said Gladys, and it was evident that she felt rather +distressed. 'In fact, she ran away from Bourhill.' + +'Indeed!' exclaimed Mrs. Fordyce, in astonishment. 'Why should she have +run away? It would have been quite sufficient, surely, for her to have +said she wished to return to Glasgow. You were not keeping her here +against her will, I presume?' + +'No,' replied Gladys a trifle unsteadily. 'I cannot say she has treated +us well. It was a very silly as well as a wrong proceeding to get up in +the middle of the night and leave the door wide open, as she did. She +has disappointed me very much.' + +Mrs. Fordyce looked at Gladys in a kind of wonder. Her candour and her +justness were as conspicuous as her decision of character. It evidently +cost her pride no effort to admit that she had made a mistake, though +the admission was proof of the correct prophecy made by Mrs. Fordyce +when the hot words had passed between them concerning Liz at Bellairs +Crescent. Mrs. Fordyce, however, was generous enough to abstain from +undue triumph. + +'Well, well, my dear, we all make mistakes, though we don't all admit so +readily as you have done that they are mistakes,' she said +good-humouredly. 'I suppose the girl felt the restraint of this quiet +life too much. What was her occupation before she came down? I don't +know that I heard anything about her.' + +'She was once a mill girl with Mr. Fordyce,' answered Gladys. 'She is +the girl who disappeared, don't you remember?--Walter Hepburn's sister.' + +'Oh!' + +The lawyer drew a long breath. + +'Perhaps it is just as well she has disappeared again. I did not know +_that_ was the girl all the talk was about. Well, are you not tired of +this quiet life yet?' + +'Oh no; I like it very much. But when will you allow the girls to come +down, Mrs. Fordyce? I think it is too bad that they have never yet paid +me a proper visit at Bourhill.' + +'They are talking of London again--wheedling their poor dear papa, as +they do every May. I think you must go with us again, my dear.' + +'Yes, I should like that,' replied Gladys, with brightening face; and +Mrs. Fordyce perceived that she had sustained a very severe +disappointment, which had made her for the time being a trifle +discontented with her own fair lot. + +She took an early opportunity, when Gladys conducted her to the +guest-chamber, to put another question to her. + +'Gladys, how long is it since George was here?' + +'I have never seen him since that night in your house, when he didn't +come up to the drawing-room,' answered Gladys calmly. + +'But he has written, I suppose?' + +'No; nor have I.' + +'My dear girl, this is very serious,' said Mrs. Fordyce gravely. 'What +was the difference about? You will tell me, my dear? I have your best +interests at heart, but I cannot help thinking it is rather soon to +disagree.' + +'I don't think we disagreed, only I said I should ask whom I like to +Bourhill. Surely that was within my rights?' said Gladys proudly. + +'Oh yes, to a certain degree, but not when you harbour questionable +characters--yes, I repeat it, questionable characters, such as the girl +who ran off this morning I hope you counted your spoons to-day, Gladys?' + +Gladys could have laughed, only she was too miserable. + +'Oh, what absurd mistakes you make!' was all she said. + +'Not so very absurd, I think. Well, as I said, I think George only +showed that he had a proper regard for you and your peculiar position +here. We know the world, my love; you do not. I think now, surely, you +will allow us to be the judges of what is best for you?' + +'I think he has behaved shamefully to me, not having come, or even +written, for so long, and I don't think I can forgive him. Think, if he +were to treat me so after I was his wife, how dreadful it would be. It +would certainly break my heart.' + +'My dear, the cases are not parallel. When you are his wife your +interests will be identical, and there never will be any dispute.' + +Gladys shook her head. She did not feel at all sure of any such thing. + +'I cannot help thinking, my dear child, that the sooner you are married +the better it will be for you. You are too much isolated here, and that +Miss Peck, good little woman though she is, is only an old sheep. I must +for ever regret the circumstances which prevented Madame Bonnemain +coming to Bourhill.' + +Mrs. Fordyce felt the above conversation to be so unsatisfactory that +she occupied herself before dinner in writing a letter to her nephew, in +which she treated him to some very plain-speaking, and pointed out that +unless he made haste to atone for past shortcomings, his chance of +winning the heiress of Bourhill was not worth very much. + +This letter reached the offender when he was seated at his father's +breakfast-table with the other members of the family. He slipped it into +his pocket, and his mother, keenly watching him, observed a curious +look, half surprise, half relief, on his face. She was not therefore in +the least surprised when he came to her immediately after breakfast for +a moment's private conversation. + +'I've had a letter from Aunt Isabel, written at Bourhill last night; you +can read it if you like.' + +She took it from him eagerly, and perused it with intense interest. Like +her son, she had really abandoned hope, and had accepted the silence of +Gladys as her lover's final dismissal. + +'This is extraordinary, George,' she said excitedly. 'The girl has been, +and gone, evidently, and never uttered a word. Can you believe it?' + +'I must. Gladys would not be fretting, as Aunt Isabel says she is, if +she knew all that. What shall I do?' + +His mother thought a moment. She had been very unhappy during the last +two weeks, daily dreading the revelation of the miserable story which +would make her idolised boy the centre of an unpleasant scandal. Her +relief was almost too great, and it was a few minutes before she could +collect her thoughts and gather up the scattered threads of her former +ambition. + +'You may have a chance yet. It is a slender one; but still I advise you +to make instant use of it. Go down and make it up with Gladys, at any +cost. If she has heard nothing, and is at all pliable, press for an +early marriage.' + +She gave the advice in all good faith, and without a thought of the +great moral wrong she was committing. The supreme selfishness of her +motherly idolatry blinded her to the cruel injustice she was meting out +to the innocent girl whose heritage she coveted for her son. Yet she +counted herself a Christian woman, and would have had nothing but +indignant scorn for the individual who might presume to question her +right to such a title. + +This is no solitary or exceptional case. Such things are done daily, +and religion is made the cloak to cover a multitude of sins. Mrs. +Fordyce had so long striven to serve both God and Mammon that she had +lost the fine faculty which can discern the dividing line. In other +words, her conscience was dead, and allowed her to give this deplorable +advice without a dissenting word. + +'It would be deuced awkward,' said the amiable George, 'if anything were +to come out after.' + +'After marriage, you mean? Oh, there would be a scene, a few hysterics +perhaps, and there the matter would be at an end. A wife can't afford to +be so punctilious as a maiden fancy free. She has herself too much to +lose.' + +George accepted the maternal advice, and went out to Mauchline after +business hours that very day. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +A GREAT RELIEF. + + +Next afternoon Gladys herself drove the lawyer and his wife from +Bourhill to the station. + +'Now, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce, as they were about to part, 'I shall +allow the girls to come down on Saturday, on condition that you return +with them at the end of a week, prepared to accompany us to London.' + +Gladys nodded, with a bright smile. + +'Yes, I shall do everything you wish. I believe I am rather tired of +having my own way, and I should not mind having a change, even from +Bourhill.' + +As they stood lingering a little over their good-byes, a train from +Glasgow came puffing into the station, and, with a sudden gleam of +expectation, Mrs. Fordyce glanced anxiously at the alighting passengers. + +'My dear, why, there is George! actually George himself.' + +Gladys cast a startled glance in the direction indicated and the colour +mounted high to her brow, then faded quite, leaving her rather +strikingly pale. + +'Why does he come here?' she asked quickly, 'I have not asked him.' + +'Unless you have broken off your engagement with him, Gladys, he has a +right to come whether you ask him or not. Tom dear, here is our train +now, and we must run over that bridge. We dare not miss it, I suppose?' + +'I daren't, seeing I have to take the chair at a dinner in the Windsor +Hotel to-night,' replied the lawyer; 'but if you like to remain a little +longer, why not, Isabel?' + +Mrs. Fordyce hesitated a moment. Her nephew was giving up his ticket to +the collector at the little gate, and their train was impatiently +snorting at the opposite platform. + +'I had better go,' she decided quickly, as her husband began to run off. +Turning to Gladys, she gave her a hasty kiss, and observed seriously,-- + +'Be kind to poor George, Gladys; he is very fond of you, and you can +make anything of him you like. Write to me, like a dear, this evening, +after he is away.' + +She would have liked a word in her nephew's private ear also, but time +forbade it. She waved her hand to him from the steps of the bridge, but +he was so occupied looking at Gladys that he did not return her +salutation. + +Gladys stepped composedly into the phaeton, and, sitting up in rather a +dignified way, accorded him a very calm, cool greeting. His demeanour +was significant of a slight nervousness as he approached the carriage, +not at all sure of his ground. + +'I am in luck, Gladys,' he said, trying to speak with a natural gaiety. +'Have I your permission to take a seat beside you?' + +'If you are going to Bourhill, of course you may,' she replied quite +calmly; then, turning to the groom, she said, without any hesitation, +'You can walk home, William. Put my letters in at the post as you pass, +and bring me five shillings' worth of stamps.' + +The groom touched his hat, took the money and the letters, and walked +off, indulging in a grin when his face was turned away from the +occupants of the carriage. + +'Shall I take the reins, Gladys?' inquired George, with a very bright +look on his face. He perceived that, though there might be 'rows,' as he +mentally expressed it, they would be of a mild nature, easily explained; +the bolt had _not_ fallen, if anything was to be gathered from her +demeanour. + +'No, thank you. I dislike sitting idle in a carriage. I always drive +myself,' she said calmly, and, with a rather tighter hand than usual on +the reins, she turned the ponies' heads, and even gave each a sharp +flick with the whip, which sent them up the leafy road at a very smart +pace. + +'I have come to make my peace, Gladys, and it's awfully good of you to +send the fellow away,' George began impressively. 'I'm in luck, I tell +you. I pictured to myself a long dusty walk through the sunshine.' + +'I sent him away because we had a long drive this morning, and I wanted +Castor and Pollux to have an easier load to pull up the hill,' she +replied. 'I suppose if I had allowed you to walk instead of William, it +would have been rather rude.' + +Her manner, though very calm and unruffled, was rather unpromising. +George looked at her a trifle anxiously, as if hardly sure how to +proceed. + +'Are you awfully angry with me, Gladys? I always expected a letter from +you. I thought you were so angry with me that I was afraid to write.' + +'You were quite wrong, then. I was not angry at all. But why should I +have written when you did not?' + +This was rather unanswerable, and he hesitated a moment over his next +words. He had to weigh them rather carefully for the ears of this +singularly placid and self-possessed young lady, whose demeanour was so +little index to her state of mind. + +'Well, if I admit I was in the wrong all the time, though I really, upon +my word, don't know very well what the row was about, will you forgive +me?' he asked in his most irresistible manner, which was so far +successful that the first approach to a smile he had seen since they met +now appeared on her lips. + +'You know very well what it was all about; you have not forgotten a word +that passed, any more than I have,' she answered. 'But you ought to have +written all the same. I am generous enough to admit, however, that you +had more reason on your side than I was induced to admit that night. The +experiment I tried has not been a success. Have you heard that Lizzie +Hepburn has run away from us?' + +He swallowed the choking sensation in his throat, and answered, with +what indifference he could command,-- + +'Yes, I heard it.' + +'And is that why you have come?' she asked, with a keen, curious glance +at him,--'to crow over my downfall That is not generous in the least.' + +'My darling, how can you think me capable of such meanness? Would it not +be more charitable to think I came to condole and sympathise with you?' + +'It would, of course,' she admitted, with a sigh; 'but I am rather +suspicious of everybody. I am afraid I am not at all in a wholesome +frame of mind.' + +She looked so lovely as she uttered these words, her sweet face wearing +a somewhat pensive, troubled look, that her lover felt that nothing +would ever induce him to give her up. They had now left the town +behind, and were on the brow of the hill where four roads meet. To the +right stood the cosy homestead of Mossgiel, and to the left the whole +expanse of lovely country, hill and field and wood, which had so often +filled the soul of Burns with the lonely rapture of the poet's soul. +Gladys never passed up that way without thinking of him, and it seemed +to her sometimes that she shared with him that deep, yearning depression +of soul which found a voice in the words-- + + 'Man was made to mourn.' + +The road was quite deserted. Its grassy slopes were white with the +gowan, and in the low ragged hedges there were clumps of sweet-smelling +hawthorn. All the fields were green and lovely with the promise which +summer crowns and autumn reaps; and it was all so lovely a world that +there seemed in it no room for care or sadness or any dismal thing. +Being thus alone, with no witness to their happiness but the birds and +the bees, the pair of lovers ought to have found it a golden hour; but +something appeared still to stand between them, like a gaunt shadow +keeping them apart. + +'I have been awfully miserable, Gladys. You see, I didn't know what to +do; you are so different from any girl I have ever met. I never know +exactly what will please you and what will aggravate you. Upon my word, +you have no idea what an amount of power you have in those frail little +hands.' + +Gladys smiled and coloured a little. She was not quite insensible to +flattery; she was young enough to feel that it was rather pleasant, on +the whole, to have so much power over a big handsome fellow like George +Fordyce. + +'I wish you would not talk so much nonsense,' she said quickly; but her +tone was more encouraging, and with a sudden inspiration George +followed up his advantage. He put his arm round the slender waist, to +the great amazement of Castor and Pollux, who, finding the firm hand +relax on the reins, had no sort of hesitation about coming to an +immediate stop. + +'But, all the same, I'm going to keep hold of these little hands,' he +said passionately, 'because they hold my happiness in their grasp, and +I'm not going to allow them to torture me very much longer. How soon can +you be ready to marry me, Gladys?' + +'To marry you! Oh, not for ages. Let me go. Just look at the ponies! +They are utterly scandalised,' she cried, her sweet face suffused with +red. But he did not release her until he had stolen a kiss from her +unwilling lips, a kiss which seemed to him to bridge entirely the slight +estrangement which had been between them. + +She sat very far away from him, and, gathering up the reins again, +brought Castor and Pollux to their scattered senses; but her face was +not quite so grim and unreadable as before. After all, it was something +to be of so much importance to one man. The very idea of her power over +him had something intoxicating in it, thus proving her to be a very +woman. + +'I am going to London very soon with your Aunt Isabel and the girls,' +she said, trying to lead the conversation into more commonplace grooves. + +'And couldn't you see about your trousseau when you are there? Isn't +London the place to get such things?' he asked. But Gladys calmly +ignored this speech. + +'I have engaged Christina Balfour to remain at least all summer at +Bourhill. She can be useful to Miss Peck in many ways, and she is +devoted to the place. Poor Lizzie has fearfully disappointed me. What +would you advise me to do about her?' + +'Nothing. There is nothing you can possibly do now but leave her alone,' +he answered at once. 'Do you think it is wise to keep the other one +here?' + +'Oh yes; why not? I am really going to perfect that scheme for the +working girls soon. Meantime, I think I have got a little disheartened; +I am afraid I am not very brave. I hoped that you would help me in +that.' + +She turned to him with a look which no man living could resist. + +'My darling, I'll do anything you wish. I'm not half good enough for +you,' he cried, uttering this solemn truth with all sincerity. 'Only +give me the right to be interested in all that interests you, and you'll +find you can make of me what you like.' + +Gladys was silent a moment, on her face a strange look. She was +thinking, not of the lover pleading so passionately at her side, but of +one who, while loving her not less dearly, had sufficient manliness and +strength of will to go his way alone--conquering, unassisted, +difficulties which would appear unsurmountable to most men. George +Fordyce, looking at her, wondered at the cloud upon her brow. + +'Promise me, my darling, that you won't keep me waiting too long. Surely +three months is long enough for the making of the best trousseau any +woman can want? Won't you promise to come to me in autumn, and let us +have a lovely holiday, coming back in winter to work together in real +earnest?' + +She turned her head to him slowly, and her eyes met his with a long, +questioning, half-pathetic look. + +'In autumn? That is very soon,' she said. 'But, well, perhaps I will +think about it, only you must let me be till I have made up my mind. +Why, here we are already at home.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +A DISCOVERY. + + +It was some days before Gladys could summon courage to write to Walter +about his sister. Had she known the consequences of that delay she would +have been profoundly unhappy; it gave Liz the chance, which she took +advantage of, to get clear away from the city. + +Through these bright days of the early summer Walter kept plodding on at +his business, but life had lost its charm. He was, indeed, utterly sick +at heart; all incentive to push on seemed to be taken from him, and the +daily round was gone through mechanically, simply because it waited his +attention on every hand. As is often the case when success becomes no +longer an object of concern, it became an assured matter. Everything he +touched seemed to pay him, and he saw himself, while yet in his young +manhood, rapidly becoming rich. But this did not make him happy--ah, how +utterly inadequate is wealth to the making of happiness how many have +bitterly proved!--on the contrary, it made him yet more restless, moody, +and discontented. Looking ahead, he saw nothing bright--a long stretch +of grey years, which held nothing beautiful or satisfying or worthy of +attainment--a melancholy condition of mind, truly, for a young, +prosperous, and healthy man. In the midst of this deep depression came +the letter from Gladys conveying the news of Liz's sudden and strange +flight from Bourhill. He smiled grimly when he read it, and, putting it +in his pocket, returned to his work as if it concerned him not at all. +Nevertheless, in the course of the afternoon, he left his place of +business and took the car to Maryhill. Gladys had given him the address +of Mrs. Gordon, with whom Liz had formerly lodged, and he felt himself +impelled to make some listless inquiries there regarding her. The result +was quite unsatisfactory. The landlady regarded him with considerable +suspicion, and did not appear disposed to give him any information. But +after repeated questioning, Walter elicited from her the fact that Mrs. +Gordon had gone to Dublin with the Eighty-Fifth Regiment, and she +believed Miss Hepburn was with her. Walter thanked the woman and went +his way, scarcely affected one way or the other, at least to outward +seeming. Liz was lost. Well, it fitted in with the rest of his dreary +destiny; her ultimate fate, which could not be far off, weaved only some +darker threads into the grey web of life. + +Next morning Gladys received an answer to her letter, and it made her +feel very strange when she read it. It ran thus:-- + + 'COLQUHOUN STREET, _Thursday Night_. + + 'DEAR MISS GRAHAM,--I received your kind letter this morning, and I + thank you for acquainting me with my sister's departure from + Bourhill. The news did not surprise me at all. I was only astonished + that she stayed so long. This afternoon I called at the address + you gave me, and the landlady informed me that Mrs. Gordon has gone + to Dublin with the Eighty-Fifth Regiment, taking my sister with + her. After this there is nothing we can do. Poor Liz is lost, and + we need not blame her too hardly. You reproved me once for calling + myself the victim of circumstances, but I ask you to think of her + as such with what kindness you can. Of one thing we may be sure, + her punishment will far exceed her sin.--Thanking you for all your + past kindness, and wishing you in the future every good thing, I + am, yours sincerely, WALTER HEPBURN.' + +It was a sad letter, conveying a great deal more than was actually +expressed. Gladys threw it from her, and, laying her head on her hands, +sobbed bitterly. + +'My dear,' cried the little spinster, in sympathetic concern, 'don't +break your heart. You have done a great deal--far more, I assure you, +than almost any one else would have done. You cannot help the poor girl +having chosen the way of transgressors.' + +'It is not Liz I am crying for at present, Miss Peck,' said Gladys +mournfully; 'it is for Walter. It is a heartbreaking letter. I cannot, +dare not, comfort him. I must take it to Christina to read.' + +She picked it up, and ran to the stillroom, where the happy and placid +Teen sat by the open window with some sewing in her hand, love making +the needle fly in and out with a wondrous speed. Her resentment against +Liz for her ingratitude had taken the edge off her grief, and she was +disposed to be as hard upon her as the rest of the world. + +'Oh, Teen, I have had a letter from Walter. I shall read it to you. It +is dreadful!' Gladys cried; and, with trembling voice, she read the +epistle to the little seamstress. '_Isn't_ it dreadful? Away to Dublin! +What will she do there?' + +Teen laid down her sewing and looked at Gladys with the simplest wonder +in her large eyes. She could scarcely believe that a human being could +be so entirely innocent and unsuspecting as Gladys Graham, for it was +quite evident she did not really know what Walter meant by saying Liz +was lost. + +'He says her punishment will be greater than her sin, whatever he means. +Do you know what he means?' + +'Ay, fine,' was Teen's reply, and her mouth trembled. + +'Tell me, then. I want to understand it,' cried Gladys, with a touch of +impatience. 'There have been things kept from me; and if I had known +everything I could have done more for her, and perhaps she would not +have run away.' + +'There was naething kept frae ye; if ye hadna been a perfect bairn in +a'thing, ye wad hae seen through a'thing. That was why a' the folks--yer +grand freen's, I mean--were sae angry because ye had Liz here. But I +believed in her mysel' up till she ran awa'. Although a lassie's led +awa' she's no' aye lost; but I doot, I doot--an' noo Liz is waur than we +thocht.' + +Gladys stood as if turned to stone. Slowly a dim comprehension seemed to +dawn upon her; and it is no exaggeration to say that it was a shock of +agony. + +'Do you mean to say that the poor girl is really bad, that she has +deliberately chosen a wicked life?' she asked in a still, strained +voice. + +Teen gravely nodded, and her lips trembled still more. + +'And what will be the end of it? What will become of her, Teen?' + +'The streets; an' she'll dee in a cellar, or an hospital, maybe, if +she's fortunate enough to get into wan; an' it'll no' be lang either,' +said Teen, in a quite matter-of-fact way, as if it were the merest +commonplace detail. 'She has nae strength; wan winter will finish her.' + +Here the composure of the little seamstress gave way, and, dropping her +heavy head on the sunny window-sill, she too wept passionately over the +ruin of the girl she had loved. But Gladys wept no more. Standing there +in the long yellow shaft cast by the sunshine, memory took her back to a +never-to-be-forgotten night, when an old man and a maiden child had +toiled through the streets of Glasgow after midnight, and how the throng +of the streets had bewildered the wondering child, and had made her ask +questions which never till this time had been satisfactorily answered. + +'I begin to understand, Teen,' she said slowly, with a shiver, as if a +cold wind had passed over her. 'Life is even sadder than I thought. I +wonder how God can bear to have it so. I cannot bear it even in +thought.' + +She went out into the sunny garden, and, casting herself on the soft +green sward, wept her heart out over the new revelation which had come +to her. Never had life seemed so bitter, so mysterious, so unjust. What +matter that she was surrounded by all that was lovely and of good +report, when outside, in the great dark world, such things could be? For +the first time Gladys questioned the goodness of God. Looking up into +the cloudless blue of the summer sky, she wondered that it could smile +so benignly upon a world so cursed by sin. Little Miss Peck, growing +anxious about her, at last came out, and bade her get up and attend to +the concerns of the day waiting for her. + +'You know, my dear, we can't stand still though another perverse soul +has chosen the broad road,' she said, trying to speak with a great deal +of worldly wisdom. 'I see it is very hard upon you, because you have +never been brought into contact with such things, but as you grow older, +and gain more experience, you will learn to regard them philosophically. +It is the only way.' + +'Philosophically?' repeated Gladys slowly. 'What does that mean, Miss +Peck? If it means that we are to think lightly of them, then I pray I +may be spared acquiring such philosophy. Is there nothing we can do for +Lizzie even yet, Miss Peck?' + +She broke off suddenly, with a pathetic wistfulness which brought the +tears to the little spinster's eyes. + +'Is there no way we can save her? Teen says she will die in a cellar or +an hospital. Can you bear to think of it, and not try to do something?' + +Miss Peck hesitated a moment. It was an extremely delicate subject, and +she feared to touch upon it; but there was no evading the clear, +straight, questioning gaze of Gladys. + +'I fear it is quite useless, my dear. It is almost impossible to reform +such girls. I had a cousin who was matron of a home for them in +Lancashire, and she gave me often rather a discouraging account of the +work among them. You see, when a woman once loses her character she has +no chance, the whole world is against her, and everybody regards her +with suspicion. Sometimes, my love, I have felt quite wicked thinking of +the inequality of the punishment meted out to men and women in this +world. Women are the burden-bearers and the scapegoats always.' + +Gladys rose up, weary and perplexed, her face looking worn and grey in +the brilliant sunshine. + +Her heart re-echoed the words of the little spinster; for the moment the +loveliness of the earth seemed a mockery and a shame. + +'Why is it so?' was the only question she asked. + +Miss Peck shook her head. That great question, which has perplexed so +many millions of God's creatures, was beyond her power of solution. But +from that day it was seldom out of the mind of Gladys, robbing all the +sweetness and the interest from her life. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +A WOMAN'S HEART. + + +The second summer of Gladys Graham's changed life was less happy than +the first. Her young enthusiasm had received many chills, and somehow +the wealth with which she had anticipated so large a blessing to herself +and others, seemed a less desirable possession than when it first came +into her hands. Doing good was not simply a question of will, but was +often surrounded by so many difficulties that it could not be +accomplished, at least after the manner she had planned. Her experience +with Liz Hepburn had disheartened her inexpressibly, and for the time +being she felt inclined to let her scheme for the welfare of the working +girls fall into abeyance. In May she left Bourhill in possession of Miss +Peck and the regretful Teen, and departed to London, apparently with +relief, in company with the Fordyces. Her state of mind was entirely +favourable to the furtherance of the Fordyce alliance, and when, early +in June, George joined the party in London, she allowed him to take for +granted that she would marry him in the autumn, and even permitted Mrs. +Fordyce to make sundry purchases in view of that great event. All the +time, however, she felt secretly uneasy and dissatisfied. She was by no +means an easy person to manage, and tried her lover's patience to the +utmost. Her sweetness of disposition seemed to have deserted her for the +time being; she was irritable, unreasonable, exacting, as different from +the sunny-hearted Gladys of old as could well be imagined. The only +person who was at all shrewd enough to guess at the cause of this grave +alteration was the discriminating Mina, who pondered the thing often in +her mind, and wondered how it was likely to end. She did not believe +that the marriage would ever come off, and her guessing at all sides of +the question came nearer the truth than she herself believed. Gladys +appeared in no hurry to return to Scotland; nay, after six weeks in +London, she pleaded for a longer exile, and induced Mrs. Fordyce to +extend their trip to Switzerland; and so the whole beautiful summer was +loitered away in foreign lands, and it was the end of August before +Gladys returned to Bourhill. During her long absence she had been a +faithful correspondent, writing weekly letters to Miss Peck and Teen; +but when she returned that August evening to her own, she was touched +inexpressibly by the wistful looks with which these two, the most +faithful friends she possessed, regarded her. They thought her changed. +She was thinner and older looking; her grace and dignity not less +marked, her beauty not impaired, only the brightness, the inexpressible +air of vivacity and spontaneous gladness seemed to have disappeared. She +smiled at their tearful greeting, a quick, fleeting, almost melancholy +smile. + +'Why do you look at me so strangely?' she asked, with the slightest +touch of impatience. 'Do you see anything odd about me?' + +'No, oh no, my child,' answered Miss Peck quickly. 'We are so thankful +to have you home again; we thought the day would never come. Have we not +counted the very hours this week, Christina?' + +'Ay, we hae; but I dinna think she's fell gled to be hame hersel',' said +Teen, and her dark eye was shadowed, for she felt that a subtle change +had overcast the bright spirit of Gladys, and she did not know what it +might portend. + +'Oh, such nonsense you two talk,' cried Gladys lightly. 'Dear Miss Peck, +just ask them to hurry up dinner. I am famishing to taste a real home +dinner. Well, Teen, how have you been all this summer? I must say you +look like a new creature. I believe you are quite beautiful, and we +shall have somebody falling in love with you directly. I don't suppose +you have heard or seen anything of poor Lizzie?' + +'No, naething. Walter was here, Miss Gladys, last week, seeking ye.' + +The colour rose in the face of Gladys, and she averted her head to hide +her softened, luminous eyes from the gaze of Teen. + +'And did you tell him I was coming home this week?' + +'I didna. We only spoke aboot Liz, an' some aboot his ain affairs. Miss +Peck saw him maist o' the time. He's gaun to sell his business, and gang +awa' to America or Australia.' + +'Oh!' exclaimed Gladys sharply. 'Why should he do any such thing, when +he is getting on so well?' + +'I am sure I dinna ken,' replied Teen quietly, though she knew--ay, as +well as Gladys--what it all meant. 'His faither's deid; he de'ed efter a +week's illness, jist at the Fair time, an' he's gaun to tak' his mither +wi' him. She's bidin' at Colquhoun Street the noo.' + +'A great deal seems to have happened since I went away,' said Gladys, +with something of an effort. 'Is he going to do this soon?' + +'Yes, I think immediately; at least, he cam' doon here to say guid-bye +to you. But Miss Peck can tell ye mair nor me; she spoke a long time +till him.' + +A question was on the lips of Gladys, but she held it back, and again +changed the theme. + +'And what does he think about poor Lizzie? I suppose he has never gone +to Dublin to seek for her?' + +'No, I dinna think it.' + +'It is all very sad. Don't you think life very sad, Teen?' asked Gladys, +with a great wistfulness, which made the eyes of the little seamstress +become suddenly dim. + +'Ay, it is. Oh, Miss Gladys, excuse me for sayin't, but if ye had seen +his face when I telt him ye were maybe to be mairried in September or +October, ye wadna dae't.' + +'Why not? That could not possibly make any difference to me, Christina,' +replied Gladys quite coldly, though a slight tremor shook her. 'Well, I +must go and change my gown. Bourhill is looking lovely to-day, I think. +I have seen many beautiful places since I went away, but none so +satisfying as this; you will be glad to hear I still think Bourhill the +sweetest spot on earth.' + +And, with a smile and a nod, she left the little seamstress to her work; +but it lay unheeded on her lap, and her eyes were heavy with a grey mist +which came up from her heart's bitterness. Yes, life did indeed appear +sad and hard to Teen, and all things moving in an entirely contrary +way. + +Miss Peck came bustling into her darling's dressing-room very shortly, +and began to fuss about her in her tender, nervous fashion, as if it +were not possible for her to show her gladness at having her back. +Gladys did not say very much for a little; but at last, when she was +brushing at her soft shining hair, she turned round suddenly, and looked +into the old lady's face with rather an odd look on her own. + +'Now, sit down, Miss Peck, and tell me every single, solitary thing +about Walter.' + +The little lady gave a nervous start. She had just been wondering how to +introduce this subject. + +'Christina has told you that he has been here. My dear, I was very sorry +for him. He is a splendid young fellow, and I wish'-- + +She paused there, nor did Gladys ask her to finish her sentence. + +'Teen tells me he is giving up his business. Do you think that is a wise +step, Miss Peck?' Gladys asked, with a fine indifference which rather +surprised the old lady. + +'It may be wise for him, my dear. He seems to feel he cannot remain any +longer in this country.' + +'Did he ask any questions about me?' + +'Yes, Gladys, a few.' + +'Well, I hope you did not give him any unnecessary information?' said +Gladys rather sharply. + +'My dear, I told him everything I could think of. I did not think you +would wish anything kept back from your old friend. His interest is very +genuine.' + +'I suppose so,' said Gladys coolly, as she began to coil her long +tresses round her shapely head; 'we must take it for granted, anyhow. +And what did he give you in exchange for all your interesting +information? Did he condescend to tell you anything about himself?' + +Miss Peck was wounded by the tone; such bitter and sarcastic words she +had never heard fall from those gentle lips before. + +'We had a long talk, Gladys, and I imagined--perhaps it was only +imagination--that it relieved and made him happier to talk to me. His +father is dead, and he has taken his mother home to his own house, and +she will go with him abroad.' + +'Where to? Is it quite decided? or has he already gone away?' + +'Not yet, I think.' + +'Did he ask where I was?' + +'Yes.' + +'For a particular address?' + +'No.' + +'Well, I think the least he might have done was to write and let me know +all this.' + +'My dear child, be reasonable,' said the little spinster, in gentle +reproof. 'He came expecting to see you, and he left a kind message for +you. I don't see that it would have done either you or him any good to +write a letter; your ways must lie so far apart now. I told him we +expected your marriage shortly.' + +'I have never said it will take place,' said Gladys calmly. 'I wish +people would leave me and my concerns alone.' + +Miss Peck could see the girl's face in the long glass, the red spot +burning on her cheeks, and the beautiful lips angrily quivering, and she +became more and more perplexed. Of late Gladys had become a being +difficult to understand. + +'What is the use of talking in that manner, Gladys?' she said, with a +faint show of sternness. 'I saw Mr. Fordyce in town the other day, and +he told me it is quite likely the marriage will take place on the eighth +of October. It is quite impossible that it could be definitely fixed +without you.' + +'I suppose so. And what did Walter say when you told him my marriage-day +was fixed?' inquired Gladys, as she tied the ribbon on her hair. + +'I shall not tell you what he said,' answered the little spinster, quite +severely for her. 'You are in a mood which would make you laugh at an +honest heart's suffering.' + +'You think very highly of me, Guardy, I must say,' said Gladys a trifle +unsteadily. 'But why do you speak of an honest man's suffering? Do you +mean to say it made Walter suffer to hear I was going to be married?' + +'My dear, he loves you as his own soul. I can never forget how he looked +and spoke of you,' said the little spinster. 'He is a good and noble +man, and God will bless him wherever he goes.' + +There was a few minutes' silence, then Gladys walked over to the window, +and drawing aside the lace hangings, allowed the red glory of the +setting sun to flood the whole room. Standing there, with her white +shapely arm against the delicate lace, she looked out in silence upon +the lovely prospect which had so often filled her soul with delight. A +shadow, dark as a storm-cloud, had fallen upon that sunny scene, and she +saw no beauty in it. + +'I have loved this place well, Guardy--loved and longed for it. It has +been an idol to me, and my punishment is here. I wish I had never seen +it. I wish I had never left the city, never been parted from the old +friends. I am a miserable woman. I wish I had never been born.' + +With a quick gesture she let the curtain drop, and throwing herself on +the end of the couch, buried her face in the pillows. + +Here again it was Miss Peck's privilege to administer some crumbs of +comfort to the sad heart of the woman, even as she had once comforted +the child. Stooping over her, she laid her hand tenderly on the bent +golden head. + +'My dear, it is not yet too late. If you do not love this man, it will +be a great sin to marry him--a wrong done to yourself and to him. If +there is a chord in your heart responsive to Walter's, don't stifle it. +What is anything in this world in comparison with happiness and peace of +mind?' + +'Nothing, nothing,' Gladys answered, with mournful bitterness. 'But it +is too late. It is Walter's fault, not mine; he left me in my +desolation, when I needed him most. I did everything I could to show him +that I could never forget him, and he repulsed me every time, until it +was too late. If he is unhappy, it is no more than he deserves, and I am +not going to be so dishonourable as to draw back now from my plighted +word. George has always been kind to me, he has never hurt my feelings, +and I will try and repay him by being to him a good and faithful wife.' + +'A good and faithful wife!' + +The little spinster repeated these words in a half-mournful whisper, as +she walked slowly to and fro the room. + +Ah, not thus was it meet for a heart like Gladys Graham's to anticipate +the most momentous crisis of a woman's life. She felt powerless to +help, but Heaven was still the Hearer and Answerer of prayer, and with +Heaven Miss Peck left the case. + +She prayed that her darling's way might be opened up, and that she might +be saved from committing so great a wrong, which would bring upon her +the curse of a loveless marriage. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +THE MAGDALENE. + + +Summer seemed no longer to smile upon Bourhill. That sunny evening was +the last for many days. A wild, chill, wintry blast ushered in +September, if the Lammas spates had tarried, when they came they brought +destruction in their train. All over the country the harvest was +endangered, in low-lying places carried away, by the floods. Whole +fields lay under water, and there were many anxious hearts among those +who earned their bread by tillage of the soil. These dull days were in +keeping with the mood prevailing at Bourhill. Never had the atmosphere +of that happy house been so depressed and melancholy; its young mistress +appeared to have lost her interest in life. Many anxious talks had the +little spinster and the faithful Teen upon the theme so absorbingly +interesting to both--unsatisfactory talks at best, since none can +minister to a mind diseased. One day a letter came which changed the +current of life at Bourhill. How often is such an unpretending missive, +borne by the postman's careless hand, fraught with stupendous issues? It +came in a plain, square envelope, bearing the Glasgow post-mark, and the +words 'Royal Infirmary' on the flap. Gladys opened it, as she did most +things now, with but a languid interest, which, however, immediately +changed to the liveliest concern. + +'Why, Miss Peck, it is a letter, see, about poor Lizzie Hepburn. I must +go to her at once, I and Teen. Where is she? If we make haste, we shall +catch the eleven-o'clock train.' + +She handed Miss Peck the letter, and sprang up from a half-finished +breakfast. The little spinster perused the brief communication with the +deepest concern. + + WARD XII., ROYAL INFIRMARY, GLASGOW, + '_September_ 6, 188 . + + 'MADAM,--I write to you at the request of one of the patients under + my care, a young woman called Lizzie Hepburn, who, I fear, is + dying. She appears very anxious to see you, and asked me to write + and ask you to come. I would suggest that, if at all possible, you + should lose no time, as we fear she cannot last many days, perhaps + not many hours.--Yours truly, + + 'CHARLOTTE RUTHERFURD.' + +'This is from one of the nurses, I suppose,' said the little spinster +pityingly. 'Poor girl, poor thing! the end has come only a little sooner +than we anticipated.' + +Gladys did not hear the last sentence. She was already in the hall +giving her orders, and then off in search of Teen, whose duties were not +very clearly defined, and who had no particular place of habitation in +the house. It said a great deal for Teen's prudence and tact that her +rather curious positions in the house--the trusted companion of the +housekeeper and the friend of the young lady--had not brought her into +bad odour with the servants. She was a favourite with them all, because +she gave herself no airs, and was always ready to lend a hand to help at +any time, disarming all jealousy by her unpretentious, willing, cheerful +ways. Gladys found her in the drawing-room, dusting the treasures of the +china cabinet. + +'Oh, Teen, there is a letter about poor Lizzie at last!' she cried +breathlessly. 'It is from the Infirmary; the nurse says she is very ill, +perhaps dying, and she wishes to see me. You would like to go, I am +sure, and if we make haste we can get the eleven train.' + +Teen very nearly dropped the Sèvres vase she held in her hand in her +sheer surprise over this news. + +'There is no time to talk. Make haste, if you wish to go; we must be off +in fifteen minutes,' cried Gladys, and ran off to her own room to make +ready for her journey, Miss Peck fussing about her as usual, anxious to +see that she forgot nothing which could protect her from the storm. It +was indeed a wild morning, a heavy rain scudding like drift before the +biting wind, and the sky thickly overcast with ink-black clouds; but +they drove off in a closed carriage, and took no hurt from the angry +elements. They did not speak much during the journey. In addition to her +natural excitement and concern for the poor lost girl, Gladys was also +possessed by a strange prevision that that day was to be a turning-point +in her history. + +'Surely Walter will have seen his sister; he cannot have left Glasgow so +soon,' she said, as they drove from St. Enoch's Station, by way of the +old High Street, to the Infirmary. These streets, with their constant +stream of life, were all familiar to the eyes of Gladys. Many an hour in +the old days she had spent wandering their melancholy pavements, +scanning with a boundless and yearning pity the faces of the outcast and +the destitute, feeling no scorn of them or their surroundings, but only +a divine compassion, which had betrayed itself in her sweet face and +shining, earnest eyes, and had arrested many a rude stare, and awakened +a vague wonder in many a hardened breast. She was not less compasionate +now, only a degree more hopeless. Since she had been so far removed from +the sins and sorrows, the degradations and grinding poverty of the great +city, she had, while not thinking less seriously or sympathetically of +it all, felt oppressed by the impotence of those standing on the outside +to lift it up to any level of hope. + +'The loud, stunning tide of human care and crime,' as Keble has it, beat +more remorselessly and hopelessly on her ears as she looked up to the +smoke-obscured sky that wet and dismal day. She felt as if heaven had +never been so far away. Almost her faith had lost its hold. These sad +thoughts, which gave a somewhat worn and wearied look to her face, were +arrested by their arrival at the Infirmary gates. It was not the +visiting hour, but a word of explanation to the porter secured them +admittance, and they found their way to the portion of the old house +where Lizzie Hepburn lay. The visiting surgeons and physicians had just +left, so there were no impediments put in their way, and one of the +housemaids speedily brought Nurse Rutherfurd to them. She was a +pleasant-faced, brisk little body, whose very presence was suggestive of +skill and patience and kindly thought for others. + +'Oh yes, you are Miss Graham, and have come to see poor Lizzie,' she +said. 'Will you just come in here a moment? Her brother is with her. I +will tell her you have come.' + +She took them into a little room outside the ward door, and lingered +only a moment to give them some particulars. + +'She has been here three weeks,' she explained; 'she was over in the +surgical wards first, and then came to us; it was too late for us to do +any good. The doctor said this morning that she will probably slip away +to-day.' + +The little seamstress turned away to the grey window and wept silently; +Gladys remained composed, but very pale. + +'And her brother is with her? Is this the first time?' she asked. + +'Yes; it was only when we told her there was no hope that she mentioned +the names of anybody belonging to her. She spoke of you yesterday, and +asked only this morning that her brother might be sent for. Shall I tell +her you have come?' + +'If you please. Tell her her old chum is with me; she will quite +understand,' said Gladys quietly, and the nurse withdrew. Not a word +passed between her and Teen while they were alone. + +The nurse was not many moments absent, and the two followed her in to +the long ward. It was a painful sight to Gladys, who had never before +been within the walls of an hospital. Teen, however, looked about her +with her usual calm self-possession, only her heart gave a great beat +when the nurse stopped at a bed surrounded and shut off by +draught-screens from sight of the other beds. She knew, though Gladys +did not, why the screens had been placed there. The nurse drew one +aside, and then slipped away. There was absolute silence there when +these four met again. Walter, who had been sitting with his face buried +in his hands, rose from the chair and offered it to Gladys, but he did +not look at her, nor did any sort of greeting pass between them. Gladys +mechanically sat down, then Walter walked away slowly out of the ward. +With a low cry, Teen flung herself on her knees, laying her face on the +white, wasted hand of Liz as it lay outside the coverlet. The figure in +the bed, raised up in a half-sitting posture, had an unearthly beauty in +the haggard face, a brilliance in the eye, which struck her chilly to +the heart; it was like Liz, and yet strangely unlike. Gladys felt a +strange thrill pass over her as she bent towards her, trying to smile, +and to say a word of kindly greeting. It brought no answering smile to +the dying girl's face, and the only sign of recognition she betrayed was +to raise her feeble hand and touch the bowed head of the little +seamstress with a tender touch, never bestowed in the days of health and +strength. + +'Weel,' she said, looking at Gladys, and speaking in the feeblest +whisper, 'I'm gled ye've come. I couldna dee withoot seem' ye. Ye bear +me nae grudge for takin' French leave? Ye can see I've suffered for it. +I say, is't true that ye are to be mairried to George Fordyce? Tell me +that plain. I must ken.' + +These words were spoken with difficulty at intervals, and so feebly that +Gladys had to bend forward to catch the sound. She felt that there was +not only anxiety, but a certain solemnity in the question, and she did +not evade it, even for a moment. + +'They have fixed my marriage for the eighth of October,' she answered; +and the manner of the reply struck even Liz, and her great hollow eyes +dwelt yet more searchingly on the girl's sweet face. + +'It'll no' be noo,' she said. 'I've lain here ever since the nurse telt +me she heard it was to be, wonderin' whether I should tell. If ye hadna +been what ye are I wad never hae telt; but, though I hae suffered, I +wad spare you. It was him that brocht me to this.' + +Gladys neither started nor trembled, but sat quite motionless, staring +at the sad, beautiful face before her, as if not comprehending what was +said to her. + +'It was him that led me awa' first, an' when a lassie yince gets on that +road, it's ill keepin' straicht. He said he wad mairry me, an' I +believed it, as mony anither has afore me. Wheesht, Teen; dinna greet.' + +The sobs of the little seamstress shook the narrow bed, and appeared to +distress Liz inexpressibly. Presently she glanced again at the face of +Gladys, and was struck by its altered look. It was no longer sympathetic +nor sweet in its expression, but very pale and hard and set, as if the +iron had entered into the soul within. + +'Is this quite true?' she asked, and her very voice had a hard, cold +ring. + +'When ye're deein', ye dinna perjure yersel',' replied Liz, with a faint +return of the old caustic speech. 'If ye dinna believe me, ask him. Is +Wat away? Teen, ye micht gang an' bring him back.' + +The little seamstress rose obediently, and when they were alone behind +the screens, Liz lifted her feeble hand again and touched the arm of +Gladys. + +'Oh, dinna tak' him! He's a bad man--bad, selfish, cruel; dinna tak' +him, or ye'll rue'd but yince. I dinna want to excuse mysel'. Maybe I +wasna guid, but afore God I lo'ed him, an' I believed I wad be his wife. +Eh, d'ye think that'll be onything against me in the ither world? Eh, +wummin, I'm feared! If only I had anither chance!' + +That pitiful speech, and the unspeakable pathos on the face of Liz, +lifted Gladys above the supreme bitterness of that moment. + +'Oh, do not be afraid,' she cried, folding her gentle hands, whose very +touch seemed to carry hope and healing. 'Jesus is so very tender with +us; He will never send the erring away. Let us ask Him to be with you +now, to give you of His own comfort and strength and hope.' + +She knelt down by the bed, unconscious of any listener save the dying +girl, and there prayed the most earnest and heartfelt prayer which had +ever passed her lips. While she was speaking, the other two had returned +to the bed-side, and stood with bowed heads, listening with a deep and +solemn awe to the words which seemed to bring heaven so very near to +that little spot of earth. The dying girl's strength was evidently fast +ebbing; the brilliance died out of her eyes, and the film of death took +its place. She smiled faintly upon them all with a glance of sad +recognition, but her last look, her last word, was for Gladys, and so +she passed within the portals of the unseen without a struggle, nay, +even with an expression of deep peace upon her worn face. + +A wasted life? Yes; and a death which might have wrung tears of pity +from a heart of stone. + +But the Pharisee, who wraps the robe of his respectability around him, +and, with head high in the air, thanks God he is not as other men are, +what spark of divine compassion or human feeling has he in his soul? + +Yet what saith the Scriptures?--'He that is without sin among you, let +him first cast a stone at her.' + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +THE BOLT FALLS. + + +From that sad death-bed Gladys passed out into the open air alone. + +'When you are ready, Teen,' she said, 'you can go home, and tell Miss +Peck I shall come to-day, sometime. I have something to do first.' + +She neither spoke to nor looked at Walter, but passed out into the open +square before the Cathedral, and down the old High Street, with a +steady, purposeful step. The rain had ceased, but a heavy mist hung low +and drearily over the city, and the wind swept across the roofs with a +moaning cadence in its voice. The bitter coldness of the weather made no +difference to the streets. Those depraved and melancholy men and women, +the bold-looking girls and the wretched children, were constantly before +the vision of Gladys as she walked, but she saw them not. For once in +her life her unselfish heart was entirely concentrated upon its own +concerns, and she was in a fever of conflicting emotions--a fever so +high and so uncontrollable that she had to walk to keep it down. It was +close upon the hour of afternoon tea at Bellairs Crescent when Gladys +rang the bell. + +'Is Mrs. Fordyce at home, Hardy?' she asked the servant; 'and is she +alone--no visitors, I mean?' + +'Quite alone, with Miss Mina, in the drawing-room, Miss Graham,' +announced the maid, with a smile, but thinking at the same time that the +girl looked very white and tired. 'Miss Fordyce is spending the day at +Pollokshields, and will dine and sleep there, we expect.' + +Gladys nodded, gave her cloak and umbrella into the maid's hand, and +went up-stairs, not with her usual springing step, but slowly, as if she +were very tired. + +Hardy, who had a genuine affection for the young mistress of Bourhill, +looked after her with some concern on her honest face. + +'She doesn't look a bit like a bride,' she said to herself. 'There's +something gone wrong.' + +With a little exclamation of joyful surprise, Mina jumped up from her +stool before the fire. + +'Oh, you delightful creature, to take pity on our loneliness on such a +day. Mother, do wake up; here is Gladys.' + +'Oh, my dear, how are you?' said Mrs. Fordyce, waking up with a start. +'When did you come up? Were you not afraid to venture on such a day?' + +'I had to come,' Gladys made reply, and she kissed them both with a +perfectly grave face. 'Will you do something for me, Mrs. Fordyce?' + +'Why, certainly, my dear. But what is the matter with you? You look as +melancholy as an owl.' + +'Will you send a servant to Gorbals Mill, to ask your nephew to come +here on his way home from business? I want to see him very +particularly.' + +It was a very natural and simple request, but somehow Mrs. Fordyce +experienced a sense of uneasiness as she heard it. + +'Why, certainly. But will a telegram not do as well? It will catch him +more quickly. He is often away early just now; there is so much to see +about at Dowanhill.' + +At Dowanhill was situated the handsome town house George Fordyce had +taken for his bride, but the allusion to it had no effect on Gladys +except to make her give her lips a very peculiar compression. + +'How stupid of me not to think of a telegram! Will you please send it +out at once?' + +'From myself?' + +'Yes, please.' + +She brought Mrs. Fordyce her writing materials, the telegram was +written, and the maid who brought in the tea took it down-stairs. + +'Gladys, you look frightfully out of sorts,' said Mina quickly. 'What +have you been about? Have you been long in town?' + +'Since twelve. I have come from the Infirmary just now, walking all the +way.' + +'Walking all the way!--but from the Western, of course?' + +'No, from the Royal; it seemed quite short. Oh, that tea is delicious!' + +She drank the contents of the cup at one feverish draught, and held it +out for more. Both mother and daughter regarded her with increased +anxiety in their looks. + +'My dear, it is quite time you had some one to exercise a gentle +authority over you. To walk from the Royal Infirmary here! It is past +speaking of. Child, what do you mean? You will be ill on our hands next, +and that will be a pretty to-do. Surely you came off in post-haste this +morning without your rings?' she added, with a significant glance at +the girl's white hand, from which she had removed the glove. + +Gladys took no notice of the remark; but Mina, observant as usual, saw a +look she had never before seen creep into the girl's eyes. + +'But you have never told us yet what you were doing at the Infirmary?' +she said suggestively; but Gladys preserved silence for a few minutes +more. + +'Please not to ask any questions,' she said rather hurriedly. 'You will +know everything very soon, only let me be quiet now. I know you will, +for you have always been good to me.' + +A great dread instantly seized upon those who heard these words, and +Mrs. Fordyce became nervous and apprehensive; but she was obliged to +respect such a request, and they changed the subject, trying dismally to +turn the talk into a commonplace groove. But it was a strain and an +effort on all three, and at last Gladys rose and began to walk up and +down the room, giving an occasional glance out of the window, as if +impatient for her lover's coming, but it was an impatience which made +Mrs. Fordyce's heart sink, and she feared the worst. + +George was no laggard lover; within the hour he rang the familiar bell. +Then the nervous restlessness which had taken possession of Gladys +seemed to be quietened down, and she stood quite still on the +hearth-rug, and her face was calm, but deadly pale. + +'Shall we go before George comes up?' asked Mrs. Fordyce, involuntarily +rising; but Gladys made answer, with a shade of imperious command,-- + +'No, I wish you to remain. Mina can go, if she likes.' + +Mina had not the opportunity. A quick, eager footstep came hurrying +up-stairs, and the door was thrown open with a careless hand. + +'You here, Gladys?' he exclaimed, with all the eagerness and delight he +might have been expected to display, but next moment the light died out +of his face, and he knew that the bolt had fallen. Even those who blamed +him most must have commiserated the man upon whom fell that lightning +glance of unutterable loathing and contempt. + +'I have sent for you to come here, because it was here I saw you first,' +she said, and her voice rang out clear and sweet as a bell. 'You know +why I have sent for you?--to give you back these things, the sign of a +bond which ought never to have been between us. How dared you--how dared +you offer them to me, after your monstrous cruelty to that poor girl +from whose death-bed I have just come?' + +She threw the rings down upon the table; they rolled to the floor, +sparkling as if in mockery as they went, but none offered to touch them. + +Mina opened the door hurriedly, and left the room. Mrs. Fordyce turned +away also, and a sob broke from her lips. + +Gladys stood quite erect, the linen at her stately throat not whiter +than her face, her clear eyes, brilliant with indignation, fixed +mercilessly on her lover's changing face. He was, indeed, a creature to +be pitied even more than despised. + +'Gladys, for God's sake, don't be too hasty! Give me opportunity for +explanation. I admit that I did wrong, but there are extenuating +circumstances. Let me explain, I entreat you, before you thus blight my +life, and your own.' + +'What explanation is there to give? If it is true that you ruined that +poor girl,--and do you think that a lie can be uttered on a +death-bed,--what more is there to say? Gather up these baubles, and take +them away.' + +Her bearing was that of a queen. Well might he shrink under that +matchless scorn, yet never had she appeared more beautiful, more +desirable in his eyes. He made one more attempt. + +'Take time, Gladys. I deny nothing; I only ask to be allowed to show +you, at least, that I am a repentant man, and that I will atone for all +the past by a lifetime of devotion.' + +'To whom?' + +'To you. I have been a wild, foolish, sinful fellow, if you like, but +never wholly bad,' he said eagerly. 'And, Gladys, think of the fearful +scandal this will be. We dare not break off the marriage, when it is so +near.' + +'I dare; I dare anything, George Fordyce. And I pray God to forgive you +the awful wrong you did to that poor girl, and the insult you were base +enough to offer me in asking me to be your wife--an insult, I fear, I +can never forgive.' + +'Aunt Isabel, will you not help me?' said he then, turning desperately +to his aunt. 'Tell Gladys what you know to be true, that there are +hundreds of men in this and other cities who have married girls as pure +and good as Gladys, and whose life before marriage would not bear +investigation, yet they make the best of husbands. Tell her that she is +making a mountain out of little, and that it will be madness to break +off the marriage at this late date.' + +Mrs. Fordyce slowly turned towards them. The tears were streaming down +her face, but she only sadly shook her head. + +'I cannot, George. Gladys is right. You had better go.' + +Then George Fordyce, with a malignant scowl on his face, put his heel on +the bauble which had cost him a hundred guineas, crushed it into powder, +and flung himself out of the room. Then Gladys, with a low, faint, +shuddering cry, threw herself upon the couch, and gave way to the +floodtide of her grief and humiliation and angry pain. + +Mrs. Fordyce wisely allowed it to have full vent, but at last she seated +herself by the couch, and laid her hand on the girl's flushed and heated +head. + +'Now, my dear, be calm. It is all over. You will be better soon, my +poor, dear, darling child.' + +Gladys sat up, and her wet eyes met those of her kind friend, who had +allowed her upright and womanly heart to take the right, if the +unworldly side. + +'Just think how merciful it was of God to let me know in time. In a few +weeks I should have been his wife, and then it would have been +terrible.' + +'It would,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a sigh; 'but you would just have had +to bury it, and live on, as many other women have to do, with such +skeletons in the cupboard.' + +'I don't suppose I should have died, but I should have lived the rest of +my life apart from him. Is it true what he says, that so many are bad? I +cannot believe it.' + +'Nor do I. There are some, I know, who have had an unworthy past, but +you must remember that all women do not look at moral questions from +your exalted standpoint. There are even girls, like Julia, for instance, +who admire men who are a little fast.' + +'How dreadful! That must lower the morality of men. It shall never be +said of me. If I cannot marry a man who entertains a high and reverent +ideal of manhood and womanhood, I shall die as I am.' + +'He will be difficult to find, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce sadly. 'This +is a melancholy end to all our high hopes and ambitions. It will be a +frightful blow to them at Pollokshields.' + +'I am not sorry for them. They will think only of what the world will +say, and will never give poor Lizzie one kindly thought. If it is a +blow, they deserve it; I am not sorry for them at all.' + +'And you are not in the least disconcerted at the nine days' wonder the +breaking of your engagement will make?' + +'Not in the least. What is it, after all? The buzzing of a few idle +flies. I have no room for anything in my heart but a vast pity for the +poor dead girl who was more sinned against than sinning, and a profound +thankfulness to God for His unspeakable mercy to me.' + +She spoke the truth; and in her own home that night, upon her knees, she +poured forth her heart in fervent prayer, and mingling with her many +strange feelings was a strange and unutterable sense of relief, because +she was once more free. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +THE WORLD WELL LOST. + + +Gladys returned to her own home that night, and when she again left it +it was in altered and happy circumstances. Those who loved her so dearly +watched over her the next days with a tender and solicitous concern, but +they did not see much, in her outward demeanour at least, to give them +cause for alarm. She was certainly graver, preoccupied, and rather sad; +but, again, her natural gaiety would over-flow more spontaneously than +it had done for long, thus showing that pride and womanly feeling had +been wounded; the heart was perfectly whole. + +She lived out of doors during the splendid September weather, taking an +abounding interest in all the harvest-work, finding comfort and healing +in simple things and homely pleasures, and feeling that never while she +lived did she wish to set foot in Glasgow again. There was only one tie +to bind her to it--one spot beneath its heavy sky dear to her; how much +and how often her thoughts were concentrated upon that lowly place none +knew save herself. + +Since that melancholy morning in the ward of the Royal Infirmary she had +not heard of or seen Walter, but she knew in her inmost heart that she +should see him, and waited for it with a strange restfulness of heart, +therefore it was no surprise to her when he came one sunny evening up +the avenue to the house. She saw him coming, and ran out to meet +him--something in the old childish fashion--with a look of eager welcome +on her face. His dark face flushed at her coming, and he gave his head a +swift turn away, and swallowed something in his throat. When they met he +was grave, courteous, but a trifle distant; she was quick to note the +change. + +'I knew you would come to see me again, Walter,' she said, as they shook +hands with the undemonstrative cordiality of tried friends. 'I am very +glad to see you.' + +'Are you? Yet it was a toss-up with me whether I should come or not,' he +said, looking at the graceful figure, and noticing with some wonder that +she was all in black, relieved only by the silver belt confining her +silk blouse at the waist; 'but I thought I had better come and say +good-bye.' + +'Good-bye! Are you going away, then, somewhere?' she asked in a quiet, +still voice, which betrayed nothing. + +'Yes; I have taken my passage to Australia for the fourteenth of +October, sailing from London. I leave on Monday, however, for I have +some things to see to in London.' + +'On Monday? And does your mother accompany you?' + +'No; she is too old for such an undertaking. I have arranged for her to +board with a family in the country. She has been there some weeks now, +ever since I sold off, and likes it very much. It is better for me to go +alone.' + +'I suppose so. Are you tired with your walk, Walter, or can you go on a +little farther? It is a shame that you have never seen anything of +Bourhill. Surely you will at least sleep here to-night? or must you run +away again by the nine-fifteen?' + +'I can stay, since you are good enough to wish it,' he said a trifle +formally; 'and you know I shall be only too happy to walk anywhere you +like with you.' + +'How accommodating!' said Gladys, with a faint touch of ironical humour. +'Well, let us go up to the birch wood. We shall see the moon rising +shortly, if you care about anything so commonplace as the rising of a +moon. To Australia? And when will you come back, Walter?' + +'I can't say--perhaps never.' + +'And will it cost you no pang to turn your back on the land of brown +heath and shaggy wood, which her children are supposed to adore?' she +asked, still in her old bantering mood. + +'She has not done much for me; I leave few but painful memories behind,' +he answered, with a touch of kindness in his voice. 'But I will not say +I go without a pang.' + +They remained silent as Gladys led the way through the shrubbery walk, +and up the steep and somewhat rugged way to the birch wood crowning the +little hill which sheltered Bourhill from the northern blast. It was a +still and beautiful evening, with a lovely softness in the air, +suggestive of a universal resting after the stress of the harvest. From +the summit of the little hill they looked across many a fair breadth of +goodly land, where the reapers had been so busy that scarce one field of +growing corn was to be seen. All the woods were growing mellow, and the +fulness and plenty of the autumn were abroad in the land. + +'It's dowie at the hint o' hairst, at the wa' gaun o' the swallow,' +quoted Walter in a low voice, and his eye grew moist as it ranged across +the beautiful landscape with something of that unutterable and painful +longing with which, the exile takes his farewell of the land he loves. + +'Walter,' said Gladys quite softly, as she leaned against the straight +white trunk of a rowan tree, on which the berries hung rich and red, 'I +have often thought of you since that sad day. Often I wished to write, +but I knew that you would come when you felt like it. Did you +understand?' + +'I heard that your marriage was broken off, and I thanked God for that,' +Walter answered; and Gladys heard the tremor in his voice, and saw his +firm, hue mouth take a long, stern curve. + +'It did not surprise you?' she asked in the same soft, far-off voice, +which betrayed nothing but the gentlest sisterly confidence and regard. + +'No, but I suffered agony enough till I heard it. When, one lives +through such dark days as these were, Gladys, faith in humankind becomes +very difficult. I feared lest your scruples might be overcome.' + +'I am sorry you had such a fear for me, Walter, even for a moment, but +perhaps it was natural. And when will you come back from this dreadful +Australia, did you say?' + +'Perhaps never.' + +He did not allow himself to look at her face, because he did not dare; +but he saw her pick the berries from a red bunch she had pulled, and +drop them one by one to the ground. Never had he loved her as he did +then in the anguish of farewell, and he called himself a fool for not +having gone, as prudence prompted, leaving only a written message +behind. + +'And is that all you have to say to me, Walter, that you are going to +Australia--on the fourteenth, is it?--and that you will never come +back?' + +'It is all I dare to say,' he answered, nor did he look at her yet, +though there was a whimsical, tender little smile on the lovely mouth +which might have won his gaze. + +'And you are quite determined to go alone?' + +'Well, you see,' he began, glad of anything to get on commonplace +ground, 'I might get plenty of fellows, but it's an awful bore, unless +they happen just to be the right sort.' + +'Yes, that is quite true, there are so few nice fellows,' said Gladys +innocently. 'Don't you think you might get a nice girl to go with you, +if you asked her properly?' + +Then Walter flashed a sad, proud look at her--a look which Gladys +fearlessly met, and thought at that very moment that she had never seen +him look so well, so handsome, so worthy of regard. Sorrow had wrought +her perfect work in him, and he had emerged from the shadow of blighted +hope and frustrated ambition a gentler, humbler, ay, and a holier man +than he had yet been. Suddenly that look of sad, quiet wonder, which had +a touch of reproach in it, quite broke Gladys down, and she made no +effort to stem the tears which might make him sad or glad, she did not +care. + +'Gladys,' he began hurriedly, 'it is more than man is fit to bear, to +see these tears. If they mean nothing more than a natural regret at +parting from one whom circumstances have strangely thrown in your way, +perhaps too often, tell me so, and I shall thank you, even for that +kindly regret; but if they mean that I may come back some day--worthier, +perhaps, than I am to-day'-- + +'That day will never come,' broke in Gladys quietly. 'But if you will +take me to Australia with you, Walter, I am ready to go this very day.' + +His face grew dusky red, his eyes shone, he looked at her as if he +sought to read her soul. + +'Do you know what you are saying, Gladys? If you go, it can only be in +one way--as my wife.' + +'Well?' + +She took a long breath, but was allowed to say no more until a long time +after, when she raised her face from her lover's breast, and demanded +that he should take her home. + +'It is an awful thing we have done, Gladys,' he said, touching her dear +head for the twentieth time, and looking down into her eyes, which were +luminous with the light of love,--'an awful thing for me, at least. We +shall have to flee the country, and they will say I have abducted the +heiress of Bourhill.' + +'Oh, do! Run off with me, as the Red Reiver and all these nice, +interesting sort of people used to do long ago. Let us abscond, and not +tell a single living soul, except the faithful Teen.' + +But Walter shook his head. + +'It is what I should like to do above everything, but I must resist the +temptation. No, my darling; for your sake, everything must be most +scrupulously conventional, if a little hurried. I shall pay your +guardian a visit to-morrow morning, which will somewhat astonish him.' + +Gladys looked at him with a sudden access of admiration. To hear him +speak in that calm, masterful tone pleased her as nothing else could +have done. + +'But you won't let them frighten you, and abscond without me? That would +be too mean,' she said saucily. + +Walter made no verbal reply, and so, hand in hand, they turned to leave +the moonlit woods, and there was a look on the face of Walter such as +you see on the faces of reverent worshippers who have found rest and +peace to their souls. + +'Poor Liz!' he said under his breath, as he uplifted his eyes to the +clear sky, as if seeking to penetrate its mystery, and find whither that +wayward soul had fled. + +Gladys laid her soft cheek against his arm, and silence fell upon them +again. But the heart of each was full to the uttermost, and they asked +no more. + +It was, indeed, the world well lost for love. + + * * * * * + +On the morning of the ninth of October, this announcement appeared in +the marriage list of the _Glasgow Herald_, and was read and discussed at +many breakfast-tables:-- + +'At Bourhill, Ayrshire, on the 8th instant, Walter Hepburn to Gladys +Graham.' + +It may be added that it was a source of profound wonder to many, and of +awful chagrin to a few. In the house of the Pollokshields' Fordyces the +announcement was discreetly tabooed, though George must have felt it +keenly, seeing Gladys had suffered so little over the unhappy +termination of their engagement that she could substitute another +bridegroom though retaining the same marriage-day. + +On the fourteenth the young couple set sail for the land of the Southern +Cross, and were absent exactly twelve months, the reason for their +return being that they wished their first-born child to see the light +first in Bourhill. And they never left it again; for Walter made use of +the Colonial connection he had made to build up a new business in +Glasgow, which has prospered far above his expectation. So fortune has +blessed him in the end, and he can admit now that the bitterness of the +old days was not without its purpose. + +The faithful Teen, no longer melancholy, reigns in a snug house of her +own, not a hundred miles from Mauchline, but retains her old adoration +for Bourhill and its bonnie, sweet mistress. + +There are occasional comings and goings between the Bellairs Crescent +Fordyces and Bourhill, and the family are united in approving the +marriage of Gladys now, though they had their fling at it with the rest +of the folk when it was a nine days' wonder. But that is the way of the +world mostly, to go with the crowd, which jumps on a man when he is +down, and gives him a kindly pat or a cringing salute, as may seem most +advisable, when he is up. + +But the wise man takes no account of such, pursuing his own path with +integrity and perseverance, cherishing the tried friends, and keeping +warm and close in his heart, like a dove in its nest, the love which, +through sunshine and storm, remains unchanged. + + + + * * * * * + + +Transcriber's note: Printer's errors retained. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE GUINEA STAMP*** + + +******* This file should be named 17442-8.txt or 17442-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/7/4/4/17442 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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