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(_See page_ 1).] + + + + + Cosy Corner Series + + + MILDRED'S + INHERITANCE + + JUST HER WAY + + ANN'S OWN WAY + + + By + + Annie Fellows Johnston + + Author of "The Little Colonel" Series, "Big Brother," + "The Story of Dago," "Joel: A Boy of Galilee," etc. + + _Illustrated by_ + + Diantha W. Horne + + [Illustration] + + _Boston_ + _L.C. Page & Company_ + 1906 + + _Copyright, 1899_ + BY THE TRUSTEES OF THE PRESBYTERIAN BOARD OF + PUBLICATION AND SABBATH-SCHOOL WORK + + _Copyright, 1906_ + BY L.C. PAGE & COMPANY + (INCORPORATED) + + _All rights reserved_ + + First Impression, May, 1906 + + _COLONIAL PRESS_ + _Electrotyped and Printed by C.H. Simonds & Co._ + _Boston, U.S.A._ + + [Illustration] + + + + + CONTENTS + + PAGE + + MILDRED'S INHERITANCE 1 + + JUST HER WAY 27 + + ANN'S OWN WAY 55 + + + [Illustration] + + + + + ILLUSTRATIONS + + PAGE + + "THREE PRETTY COLLEGE GIRLS LEANED OVER + THE RAILING OF THE UPPER DECK" (_See Page_ 1) _Frontispiece_ + + "BEFORE THE DAY WAS OVER THE TWO WERE + TALKING TOGETHER LIKE OLD FRIENDS" 5 + + "SAT DOWN ON THE BATTERED LITTLE BOX TO + WAIT" 11 + + "SHE READ THAT POOR MUFFIT HAD OVERTAXED + HER EYES" 21 + + "THE PASSING OF THE VILLAGE OMNIBUS WAS + AN EXCITING EVENT" 29 + + "SHE AND MISS BARBARA PORED OVER A MAP + OF WASHINGTON" 42 + + "'I WISH DAISY AVERY COULD SEE HER NOW,' + SHE MUTTERED, SAVAGELY" 47 + + "SAT PERCHED AMONG ITS GUARDED BRANCHES" 56 + + "IT WAS THE BOX THAT HELD THE GREEN KID + SHOES" 63 + + "ANN FOLLOWED GINGERLY IN THEIR WAKE" 69 + + + + +MILDRED'S INHERITANCE + + +As the good ship _Majestic_ went steaming away from the Irish coast, one +sunny September morning, three pretty college girls leaned over the +railing of the upper deck, watching the steerage passengers below. With +faces turned to the shore which they might never see again, the +lusty-throated emigrants were sending their song of "Farewell to Erin" +floating mournfully back across the water. + +"Oh, look at that poor old grandmother!" exclaimed one of the girls. +"There; that one sitting on a coil of rope with a shawl over her gray +head. The pitiful way she looks back to land would make me homesick, +too, if I were not already on my way home, with all my family on board, +and all the fun of the sophomore year ahead of me. Let's go down to the +other end of the deck, where it is more cheerful." + +They moved away in friendly, schoolgirl fashion, arm in arm, intent +only on finding as much enjoyment as possible in every moment of this +ocean voyage. A young English girl, dressed in deep mourning, who had +been standing near them, followed them with a wistful glance; then she +turned to look over the railing again at the old woman on the coil of +rope. + +"I wish that I could change places with her," thought the girl. "She is +so old that she cannot have many homesick years in store, while I--left +alone in the world at seventeen, and maybe never to see dear old England +again--" The thought brought such an overwhelming sense of desolation +that she could not control her tears. Drawing her heavy black veil over +her face, she hurriedly made her way to her deck-chair, and sank down to +sob unseen, under cover of its protecting rugs and cushions. + +This was the first time that Mildred Stanhope had ever been outside of +the village where she was born. The only child of an English clergyman, +the walls of the rectory garden had been the boundary of her little +world. She could not remember her mother, but with her father for +teacher, playmate, and constant companion, her life had been complete in +its happiness. + +If the violets blooming within the protecting walls of the old rectory +garden had suddenly been torn up by the roots and thrown into the +street, the change in their surroundings could have been no greater than +that which came to Mildred in the first shock of her father's death. She +had been like one in a confused dream ever since. Some one had answered +the letter from her mother's brother in America, offering her a home. +Some one had engaged her passage, and an old friend of her father's had +taken her to Liverpool and put her on board the steamer. Here she sat +for the first three days, staring out at the sea, with eyes which saw +nothing of its changing beauty, but always only a daisy-covered mound in +a little churchyard. All the happiness and hope that her life had, ended +in that. + +"Who is the pretty little English girl?" people asked when they passed +her. "She doesn't seem to have an acquaintance on board." + +"I never saw such a sad, hopeless face!" exclaimed one of the college +girls whom the others called "Muffit." "If she were an American girl I'd +ask her to walk with us. But English girls are so reserved and shy, and +I am afraid it would frighten her." + +If Muffit could have known, that cold, reserved manner hid a heart +hungry for one friendly word. It was the third day out before any one +spoke to her. She had been warned against making the acquaintance of +strangers, but one look at the gentle-voiced, white-haired lady who took +the chair next her own, disarmed every suspicion. The lady was dressed +in deep mourning, like herself, and she had a sweet, motherly face that +drew Mildred irresistibly to her. Before the day was over the two were +talking together like old friends. When she saw how the girl grieved for +her father, she tried to draw her away from her sorrow by questioning +her about her future. + +[Illustration: "BEFORE THE DAY WAS OVER THE TWO WERE TALKING TOGETHER +LIKE OLD FRIENDS."] + +Mildred answered with a shiver. "Oh, I try not to think about that at +all. I have never seen Uncle Joe or any of his family, and everything +must be so strange and queer in America. Now, if they lived in India I +would not dread going half so much; for there would be something +homelike in feeling that I was still under the protection of our queen. +I cannot bear to think of leaving the ship, for it will be like +leaving the last bit of home, to step from under the dear old Union +Jack. 'A stranger in a strange land,'" she added, her lips quivering. + +"No, dear, not as strange as you think," added the lady, with a motherly +hand-clasp. "Don't you know that one corner of our country is called New +England, in loving remembrance of the old; that your blood flows in our +veins regardless of dividing seas, and gives us the same heritage of +that proud past which you hold dear? Don't you know that thousands of us +go back every year, like children of the old homestead, drawn by all +those countless threads of song and story, of common interests and aims +and relationships that have kept the two nations woven together in the +woof of one great family? + +"Let me tell you a bit of personal sentiment that links me to the old +town of Chester on the River Dee. There is a house there that, until +recently, was in the possession of my husband's family for nobody knows +how many generations. Thousands of travellers go every year to see the +inscription over its door. Once, over two hundred years ago, an awful +plague swept the town, and every family in it lost one or more of its +household. Only this one house was spared, and in grateful memory of +its escape there was carved over the door the inscription: + + "'GOD'S PROVIDENCE IS MINE INHERITANCE.' + +"That became the family motto, and it is engraved here in my +wedding-ring. The beautiful thought has helped me over many times of +perplexity and sorrow, and has become the inspiration of my life. +Because we can trace it back to that place, I have grown to love every +stone in the quaint old streets of Chester." + +She sat twisting the plain gold circlet on her finger for a moment, and +then added thoughtfully: "In the light of her history America might well +set that inscription over her own door: 'God's providence is mine +inheritance.' It would be none the less appropriate because it reaches +back past the struggling colonists and past the _Mayflower_ to find the +roots of that faith in the mother country, in a little English town +beside the Dee. + +"No, my dear," she exclaimed, looking up at Mildred; "it is not a land +of strangers you are going to. We sing 'America' and you sing 'God Save +the Queen,' and we both feel sometimes that there is a vast difference +between the songs. But they are set to the same tune, you know, and to +alien ears, who cannot understand our tongue or our temperament, they +must sound alike." + +Life seemed very different to Mildred when she went to her stateroom +that night, and her cheery companion inspired her with so much hope +before the voyage was over that she began to look forward to landing +with some degree of interest. How much of her new-found courage was due +to the presence of her helpful counsellor Mildred did not realize until +she came to the parting. They were standing at the foot of the gangplank +in the New York custom-house. + +"I am sorry that I cannot stay to see you safe in your uncle's care," +the lady said, "but my son tells me there is barely time to catch the +next train to Boston. Good-bye, my child. If you get lonely and +discouraged, think of the motto in my wedding-ring, and take it for your +own." + +The next instant Mildred felt, with a terrible sinking of the heart, +that she was all alone in the great, strange, new world. + +Following the directions in her uncle's letter, she pushed her way +through the crowds until she came to the section marked "S," where he +was to meet her. There was no one in sight who bore any resemblance to +the description he had written of himself. She stood there until her +trunk was brought up, and then sat down on the battered little box to +wait. + +An hour went by, and she began to look around with frightened, nervous +glances. A half-hour more passed. The crowds had diminished, for the +officials were making their custom-house examinations as rapidly as +possible. All around her the sections were being emptied, and the +baggage wheeled off in big trucks. The newsboys and telegraph agents had +all gone. A great fear fell suddenly upon her that her uncle was never +coming, and that she would soon be left entirely alone in this barnlike, +cavernous custom-house, with its bare walls and dusty floors; and night +was coming on, and she had nowhere to go. + +She was groping in her pocket for a handkerchief to stop the tears that +would come, despite her brave efforts to wink them back, when some one +spoke to her. It was the pretty college girl whom the others had +called Muffit. + +[Illustration: "SAT DOWN ON THE BATTERED LITTLE BOX TO WAIT."] + +"Are you having trouble with your baggage too?" she asked, kindly. "One +of our trunks was misplaced, and they would not examine anything until +it was found. It is here at last, thank fortune, so that we shall not be +delayed much longer. Mamma and I have noticed you waiting here, and +wondered if you were in the same predicament. Papa says that he will be +so glad to help you in any way he can, if you need his assistance." She +did not add that her mother had said, "I can't go away with any peace of +mind until I see that child safe in somebody's hands." + +"There is some dreadful mistake!" sobbed Mildred. "My uncle was to meet +me here, and I do not know what to do!" She buried her face in her +handkerchief, and the next minute "Muffit's" mother had her arms around +her. Then she found that the girl's name was not Muffit, but Mildred, +like her own, Mildred Rowland. + +When Mildred Stanhope told Mrs. Rowland her name, that motherly woman +exclaimed, "Oh, Edward! What if it were our daughter left in such a +trying position! She shall just come to the hotel with us and stay until +we hear from her uncle. Wasn't it fortunate that that old trunk delayed +us so long! We might have hurried off and never known anything about +you. Well, it's all right now. Mr. Rowland shall telegraph to your +uncle, and we will keep you with us until he comes." + +The next two days were full of strange experiences to Mildred. The rush +and roar of the great city, the life in the palatial hotel, with its +seeming miles of corridors and hundreds of servants, bewildered her. In +response to Mr. Rowland's telegram the reply came: "Joseph Barnard died +last Wednesday. Call for letter Blank Hotel." The message was signed +Derrick Jaynes. The letter, which was brought up an hour later, bore the +same signature. It had been written at the request of Mrs. Barnard by +her minister. It told Mildred of her uncle's sudden death, occurring the +day that she left Liverpool, and had been sent to the hotel to which Mr. +Barnard had intended to take his niece, Mrs. Barnard supposing that her +husband had given Mildred that address in case of any slip in making +connections. + +The kindly old minister seemed to realize the unhappy position in which +the young girl was placed, and gave minute directions regarding the +journey she would have to take alone, while Mr. Rowland arranged for her +comfort in the same fatherly way he would have done for his own Mildred. +"What would I have done without you?" she exclaimed, in a choking voice, +as she clung to Mrs. Rowland at parting. "Now I shall be adrift again, +all alone in the world, as soon as you unclasp your hand." + +"No, Providence will take care of you, dear," answered Mrs. Rowland. +"Just keep thinking of that motto you told me about, and let us hear +from you when you are safe in Carlsville." + + * * * * * + +Easter had always come to Mildred with the freshness of country meadows, +with cowslips and crocuses, with the soft green of budding hedgerows and +a chorus of twittering bird-calls in the old rectory garden. This year, +after her long, dreary winter in Carlsville, she looked out on the roofs +of the smoky little manufacturing town, and saw only red brick factories +and dingy houses and dirty streets. The longing for the spring in her +old English home lay in her heart like a throbbing pain. "Oh, papa," she +sobbed, resting her arms on the window-sill and laying her head wearily +down, "do you know all about it, dearest? Oh, if you could only tell me +what to do!" + +A week before, her aunt, Belle Barnard, had said, in her sickly, +complaining voice, "Well, Mildred, I don't like to tell you, but I have +been talking the matter over with the girls, and they think that we +might as well be plain-spoken with you. Everybody thought that your +Uncle Joe was a rich man, and so did we till we got the business settled +up. Now we find that after the lawyers are paid there won't be enough +for us all to live on comfortably. At least there wouldn't be if it +wasn't for a small inheritance that Maud and Blanche have from their +grandmother, and, of course, they couldn't be expected to divide that +with you, and deny themselves every comfort; so I don't see any help for +it but for you to get a place in some store or millinery shop, or +something. We have to move in a smaller house next week." + +The week had nearly gone by, and Mildred was growing desperate. +Unfitted for most work, either in strength or education, she scarcely +knew for what to apply, and went from one place to another at her aunt's +recommendation, feeling like a forlorn little waif for whom there was no +place anywhere in the world. + +One afternoon she sat by her window, looking out on the early April +sunshine, trying, with the hopelessness of despair, to form some plan +for her future. "Why didn't I have a grandmother to leave me an +inheritance like Blanche and Maud?" she thought, bitterly. + +Then her thoughts flew back to the day on shipboard, when she had heard +of the old house in Chester and the inscription in her companion's +wedding-ring. "And she told me to take that motto for my own," she +whispered through her tears. "'God's providence is mine inheritance!' If +it is, the time has certainly come for me to claim it, for I have never +been in such desperate need." + +The few times that winter that Mildred had gone to any service, had been +in the church in the next block. Its gray stone walls, with masses of +overhanging ivy, reminded her of the one she had loved at home. God had +seemed so very far away since she came to Carlsville. She prayed as she +had always done before, but her prayers seemed like helpless little +birds, unable to rise high enough to carry her pleadings to the ear of +the great Creator who had so many cries constantly going up to him. She +had not realized before how big the world was and how small a part her +little affairs played in the plan of the great universe. A longing for +some closer communion than she had known before drew her toward this +church, of which Derrick Jaynes was the rector. The door was unlocked, +and the slender black figure slipped in unobserved. In the big empty +church her desolate little moan was all unheard and unheeded, as she +knelt at the altar sobbing, "Oh, God, I don't know what will become of +me if you do not help me now! Oh, show me 'mine inheritance!'" + +Three times during that week she went back to that same place with that +same cry. The last time she went some one was in the church. It was the +organist, practising some new Easter music for the next day's services. +A burst of triumphant melody greeted her as she noiselessly opened the +side door. She met the florist coming out, for he had just completed the +decorating, and the place was a mass of bloom. All around the chancel +stood the tall, white Easter lilies, waiting, like the angels in the +open tomb, with their glad resurrection message--"He is risen!" + +As Mildred stood with clasped hands, an unspoken prayer rising with the +organ's jubilant tones and the incense of the lilies, she felt a touch +on her shoulder. It was the white-haired old minister. + +"I saw you come in," he said, in a whisper. "I have been trying all day +to find time to call at your aunt's to talk with you. You do not know, +but I have been in correspondence several times this winter regarding +you, with a Mr. Rowland. He wrote me when you first came that his wife +and daughter were deeply interested in you, and wanted to be kept +informed of your welfare. This morning I received a letter which needs +your personal answer. I am very busy now, but shall try to see you +Monday in regard to it." + +Mildred's heart beat rapidly as he handed her a large, +businesslike-looking letter and went softly out again. In the dim light +of the great stained-glass windows she read that poor Muffit had +over-taxed her eyes, and that they were so badly affected she could not +go back to school for the spring term. In looking for some one who could +be eyes for their Mildred, so that she might go on with her studies at +home, they had thought of this other Mildred, the little English girl, +whose low, musical voice had been so carefully trained by her father in +reading aloud. By one of these strange providences which we never +recognize as such at the time, Mr. Rowland had broken his spectacles the +last evening of Mildred's stay in New York. She had offered to read the +magazine article which he was particularly anxious to hear, and they had +been charmed by her beautifully modulated voice. Now the letter had been +written to offer her a liberal salary and a home for the summer. + +Mildred gave a gasp of astonishment. It was not the almost miraculous +finding of what she had come to seek that overwhelmed her. It was a +feeling that swept across her like a flood, warm and sweet and tender; +the sudden realization that a hand stronger than death and wise above +all human understanding had her in its keeping. She dropped on her knees +at the flower-decked altar-rail, with face upturned and radiant; no +longer lonely; no longer afraid of what the future might hold. She had +come into her inheritance. + +[Illustration: "SHE READ THAT POOR MUFFIT HAD OVERTAXED HER EYES."] + +Kneeling there she looked back again to her father's lowly grave in the +little churchyard across the seas, but she saw it no longer through +hopeless tears. Into her heart the great organ had pealed the gladness +of its exultant Easter message, and in the deep peace of the silence +which followed, the fragrance of the lilies breathed a wordless "Amen!" + + + + +JUST HER WAY + + +"Look out of the window, Judith! Quick! Mrs. Avery is going away!" +Judith Windham, bending over the sewing-machine in her bedroom, started +as her little sister's voice came piping shrilly up the stairs, and +leaving her chair she leaned out of the old-fashioned casement window. + +There were so few goings and comings in sleepy little Westbrooke, that +the passing of the village omnibus was an exciting event. With an +imposing rumble of yellow wheels it rattled up to Doctor Allen's gate +across the road. A trunk, a dress suit case, and numerous valises were +hoisted to the top of it, and the doctor's family flocked down to the +gate to watch the departure of the youngest member of their household, +Marguerite. + +It had been four years since the first time they watched her go away, a +nineteen-year-old bride. Since then they had visited her, severally and +collectively, in her elegant apartments in Washington, but this had been +her first visit home. Judith, watching her flutter down the walk with +her hand in the old doctor's, thought she looked even prettier and more +girlish than on her wedding-day. Married life had been all roses for +Marguerite. + +"She's the same dear old harum-scarum Daisy she always was, in spite of +the efforts of her Lord Chesterfield of a husband to reform her," +thought Judith, fondly, as her old schoolmate, catching sight of her at +the window, waved her parasol so wildly that the staid old 'bus horses +began to plunge. + +The girls had bidden each other good-bye the night before, but +Marguerite stopped in the midst of her final embracings to call out, +"Good-bye, again, Judith. Remember, I shall expect you the first of +February." Then the slender figure in its faultless tailor-made gown +disappeared into the omnibus. Her husband, a distinguished, scholarly +man, lifted his hat once more and stepped in after her. The door banged +behind them, and, creaking and swaying, the ancient vehicle moved off in +a cloud of dust. + +[Illustration: "THE PASSING OF THE VILLAGE OMNIBUS WAS AN EXCITING +EVENT."] + +Feeling that something very bright and interesting had dropped out of +her life, Judith went back to the sewing-machine. As she picked up her +work an involuntary sigh escaped her. + +"That's a very sorry sound, Judith. Are you tired?" + +It was a sympathetic voice that asked the question, and Judith looked up +with a smile. Her mother's cousin stood in the doorway--a prim little +old spinster, who had been their guest for several days. Like +Marguerite, she, too, had come back to her native village after an +absence of four years, but not to her father's house. She was all alone +in the world, save for a few distant relatives who called her Cousin +Barbara. After a short visit, she would go away for another long +absence, but not, like Marguerite, to a life full of many interests and +pleasures. She had only her music pupils in a little Pennsylvania mining +town, and a room in a boarding-house. + +"Come in, Cousin Barbara," said Judith, cordially. "I was sighing over +Marguerite's departure. You know she was my best friend at school, and I +have missed her so much since her marriage. The other girls in our class +have all gone away to teach or take positions somewhere, except the two +who married and settled down here in Westbrooke; and they have such +different interests now. All they can talk about is their housekeeping +or their babies. Most of the boys have gone away, too. I don't wonder. +Anybody with any ambition would get away from such a place if it were +within the range of possibilities." + +Cousin Barbara had seated herself in a low rocking-chair and was pulling +the basting threads from a finished garment. "Listen!" she said, "isn't +that Amy calling again?" An excited little voice came shrilly up the +stairs. + +"Look, Judith! Mrs. Avery is coming back again! What do you suppose is +the matter?" + +The omnibus dashing down the road stopped suddenly at the gate opposite. +The door burst open, and the dignified Mr. Avery, in undignified haste, +ran breathlessly toward the house, while Marguerite called out a +laughing explanation to her friend at the window. + +"I left my watch on the dressing-table and my purse with my trunk keys +in it, and we've only six minutes to catch the train. Isn't that just my +way? Look at Algernon run! I wouldn't have believed it of him. Well, it +has given me another chance to remind you that you are to come to me in +February. You needn't shake your head. I'll not take 'no' for an answer. +You're so good at planning, Judith, I'm sure you can arrange it some +way." + +Then as her husband returned, red-faced and breathless, she leaned out +of the 'bus, and laughingly blew an airy kiss from her fingertips. + +"That's just like her!" exclaimed Judith. "She's as irresponsible and +careless as a child. She was always late to school, and losing her +pencils and forgetting her books. We used to call her 'Daisy +Dilly-dally.' She's such a dear little butterfly, though, and it doesn't +seem possible that we are the same age--twenty-three. I feel like a +patriarch beside her." + +"So she has invited you to visit her in Washington," began Miss Barbara. +"I am glad of that. It will be such a fine change for you." + +To her surprise, the gray eyes filled with tears, and in her effort to +wink them back Judith did not reply for a moment. Then she answered, +lightly, "Yes; it would be a golden opportunity if I could only afford +to accept, but the wolf is still at the door, Cousin Barbara. It has +stood in the way of everything I ever longed to do. Even when a child I +used to hear so much about it that I thought it was a veritable +flesh-and-blood wolf. Many a night I slipped out of bed and peered +through the curtain, all a-shiver. I wanted to see if its fiery eyeballs +were really watching at the door. I wanted to see them if they were +there, and yet was terrified to peep out for fear they were. Even now it +seems more than a mere figure of speech. Often I dream of having a +hand-to-hand struggle with it, but I always conquer it in the end--in my +dreams," she added, with a gay little laugh. "And that is a good omen." + +That cheery laugh was the key-note of Judith's character, Miss Barbara +thought. All her life she had taken the pinch of poverty bravely for the +sake of her invalid mother and the three younger sisters whom she was +now helping through school. Gradually she had shouldered the heavy +responsibilities laid upon her, until she had settled down to a routine +of duty, almost hopeless in its monotony. Miss Barbara noted with keen +eyes that a careworn look had become the habitual expression of the +sweet girlish face, and she sat wishing with all her heart that she were +something herself besides a poorly paid little music teacher with the +wolf lurking at her own door. As she wound the basting threads on a +spool she planned the rose-coloured future Judith should have if it were +only in her power to give it. + +Judith must have felt the unspoken sympathy, for presently she burst +forth: "If I could only go away, just once, and have a real good time, +like other girls, just once, while I am young enough to enjoy it, I +wouldn't ask anything more. I've never been ten miles outside of +Westbrooke, and I'm sure no one ever longed to travel more than I. I +never have any company of my own age. Our old set is all gone, and my +friends are either elderly people or the school-children who come to see +the girls. And they all are so absorbed in the trivial village +happenings and neighbourhood gossip. + +"What I want is to meet people out in the world who really do +things,--men like Mr. Avery, for instance; Daisy is always entertaining +distinguished strangers, artists and authors and musicians. Friendship +with such cultured, interesting people would broaden the horizon of my +whole life. I have a feeling that if I could once get away, it would +somehow break the ice, and things would be different ever after." Then +she added, with a tinge of bitterness that rarely crept into her voice, +"I might as well plan to go to the moon. The round-trip ticket alone, +without the sleeping-car berth, would be at least forty dollars, +wouldn't it?" + +Miss Barbara nodded. "Yes, fully that. It costs me almost that much to +go to Packertown and back, and that, you know, is a few hours this side +of Washington." + +There was silence for several minutes, while Judith, already ashamed of +her outburst, stitched twice round the skirt she was making for Amy. +Then she said in a cheerful tone that somehow forbade any return to the +subject, "Tell me about Packertown, Cousin Barbara. How did you happen +to stray off there after a music class?" + +The trip to Washington was mentioned no more that summer, but Miss +Barbara understood. + +It was the middle of September when the old yellow omnibus rolled up for +Miss Barbara and her trunk. This time there was no returning in mad +haste after forgotten property. With a precision that was almost +fussiness, she had packed her trunk days before her departure, and her +bonnet was on an hour before train time. + +"I can't help it," she said, calmly, when Judith remonstrated. "It's +just my way. I have a horror of keeping any one waiting. Habitual +disregard of punctuality in the keeping of an engagement or a promise is +a sort of dishonesty, in my opinion. I suppose I do carry it to an +extreme in minor matters, but it is better to do that than to cause +other people needless anxiety and trouble." + +Miss Barbara was mounted on her hobby now, and she ambled vigorously +along until Amy, with a sigh of relief, announced that she heard wheels. +Amy had heard Cousin Barbara's views more than once, when a missing shoe +button, a torn glove, or an unanswered note, claimed immediate +attention. + +"Remember, Judith," said Miss Barbara, at parting, "if anything should +happen to make it possible for you to go to Washington, be sure and let +me know. I want to arrange for you to stop with me a week on your way." +But even as Judith spoke her thanks, she shook her head. She had stopped +building air-castles. + +Winter came early to Westbrooke. Mrs. Allen ran over occasionally with a +letter from Marguerite, who was an erratic correspondent, sometimes +sending interesting daily bulletins of sixteen or twenty pages, +sometimes breaking a month's silence by only a postal card. They rarely +heard from Miss Barbara, but, one snowy day late in January, Amy dashed +in from the post-office with a letter to Judith, addressed in her +unmistakable precise little hand. She wrote: + + "The new year began for me with a great pleasure, Judith dear. An + old bill, which I had been unable to collect for so long that I + crossed it off my books two years ago, was paid very unexpectedly, + and I feel as if I had fallen heir to a dukedom. + + "It is enough to enable you to make your visit to Washington and to + pay your board in the room next to mine for two weeks. Maybe there + will be enough to get the material for a simple evening gown, and + you can make it while you are here, or at home. It depends on + whether you go first to Mrs. Avery or to me. Write to her at once, + please, so that I may know when to expect you. + + "Oh, my dear child, you do not know the unalloyed pleasure I have + already had in anticipating not only your visit to me, but your + good times in Washington. I feel that your enjoyment of the outing, + which I would have enjoyed so intensely at your age, will, in a + way, compensate me for my starved, unsatisfied girlhood, and I am + sure you are too generous to refuse me the pleasure. + + "Enclosed you will find the check and a card on which I have + written all necessary directions as to railroad connections, + time-tables, etc." + + * * * * * + +No girl of fifteen could have been more enthusiastic in her rapturous +expressions of delight than Judith, as she danced into her mother's +room, waving the check. Amy looked on in amazement. + +"I didn't know that sister could get so excited," she said to her +mother, afterwards. + +"It is the first great pleasure she has ever had," said Mrs. Windham, +with a sigh. "It means far more to her than a trip to Europe would to +Marguerite. We all must help her to make the most of it." + +It seemed to Judith that all Westbrooke had heard of her proposed +journey before night. Neighbours ran in to talk it over and proffer +their assistance. The little old trunk that had gone on her mother's +wedding journey was brought down, and the family dropped various +contributions into it, from Mrs. Windham's well-preserved black silk +skirt, to Edith's best stockings. Amy brought her coral pin and only +lace-trimmed handkerchief, begging Judith to wear them when she went to +the White House. "Then I can tell the girls they've seen the President +of the United States," she said, proudly. + +Lillian, next in age to Judith, presented her outright with her +Christmas gloves. "Mittens are good enough for Westbrooke," she said. +"Just bring me a leaf from Mount Vernon and one from Arlington for my +memory book. I can hardly realize that you are really going to see such +famous places." + +Marguerite's letter in response to Judith's news came promptly. She +named a long list of sights which she had planned for Judith to see, +and mentioned a noted violinist who was to visit Washington the +following month and had promised to play at the musicale she intended +giving on the sixteenth. + +"I am sure you will like that better than anything," she wrote. "Make +your visit to Miss Barbara first. I wish I could have you come on the +first of February, as I invited you to do, but, unfortunately, Mr. +Avery's mother and sisters are with us just now, and they occupy all our +spare room. They do not expect to stay long after my cousin's reception +on the third, however, and I will write as soon as they leave, and let +you know just what day to come." + +The first week of Judith's visit in Packertown fairly flew by. Miss +Barbara was away much of the time, both morning and afternoon, with her +music pupils, but Judith busied herself with the making of the dainty +white dinner gown, and wove happy day-dreams while she worked. In the +evenings she and Miss Barbara pored over a map of Washington until they +could locate all the prominent places of interest, and then Miss Barbara +brought out a pile of borrowed magazines in which were interesting +descriptions of those very places, and they took turns in reading +aloud. + +[Illustration: "SHE AND MISS BARBARA PORED OVER A MAP OF WASHINGTON"] + +When the dress was completed they had a little jubilee. Judith wore it +one evening, with its dainty flutter of ribbons, for Miss Barbara to +admire, and they invited the landlady and her daughter in to have music +and toast marshmallows. + +"You don't look a day over eighteen," Miss Barbara declared. "You ought +to wear white all the time." + +"It is given only to saints and the 'lilies that toil not' to do that," +answered Judith, gaily. "I am satisfied to be arrayed just on state +occasions." And then because she was so happy she seized the little +music teacher and waltzed her round and round before the mirror. "It's +all your doing, you blessed Cousin Barbara! See how you have +metamorphosed me." + +Several days later she stood idly turning the calendar. "This is the day +of the reception," she said; "the Averys will certainly be going home +soon, and I ought to hear from Marguerite." + +But no letter came the next day, nor the next, nor all the following +week, although she went to the post-office several times daily. + +It grew dull waiting, with Miss Barbara gone so much, and with nothing +to do. She read the few books at her disposal, she paced up and down in +the two little back bedrooms that she and Miss Barbara occupied. She +took long walks alone, but the little mining town was even smaller than +Westbrooke, and she found scant material with which to fill her letters +home. + +The two weeks for which she had been invited came to an end, and Judith +grew desperate over her fruitless trips to the post-office. She knew +that Miss Barbara had just made the payment that was due the Building +and Loan Association in which she was putting her little earnings, and +would be almost penniless until the end of another term. Besides, she +had accepted all that she was willing to take from the hard-worked +little music teacher. + +"I have packed my trunk and am going home to-morrow, Cousin Barbara," +she announced. "Mr. Avery's family have evidently stayed longer than +Daisy expected, and she can't have me. Maybe some of them are ill." + +"Then she should have written and told you so," said Miss Barbara, +waxing so indignant over the neglect of her _protegee_ that she grew +eloquent on the subject of her hobby--punctuality, especially in +correspondence. + +"I suppose you wouldn't want to write again?" she suggested. + +But Judith shook her head. "Oh, no, no!" she insisted; "Daisy +understands perfectly that I can stay here only two weeks. I explained +the situation fully in my letter. I mailed it myself, and I am sure that +she received it. And I couldn't thrust myself upon her, you know. She +has probably forgotten all about her invitation by this time; this visit +doesn't mean as much to her as to me." + +"But I can't bear to be disappointed after going so far," said Miss +Barbara. "She'll surely write in a few days. You'll just have to stay +another week. I can arrange for that long. The landlady wants the room +after the twenty-first for a permanent boarder, but you can't go until +then." + +In spite of all Judith's protestations, Miss Barbara kept her, and never +did a week drag by so slowly. It snowed incessantly. Miss Barbara was +unusually busy. Judith took a severe cold that confined her to the +house. Her eyes ached when she attempted to read, and all she could do +was to pace up and down the room and look out of the window, or watch +the clock in feverish impatience for Miss Barbara to return with the +mail. + +But not until the sixteenth, the day of the musicale, did she lose hope. +When the hour came in which she should have been listening to the famous +violinist in Marguerite's elegant drawing-rooms, she threw herself on +the bed and cried as if her heart would break. It had been years since +she had given away to her emotions as she did then, but the +disappointment was a bitter one. She must go back home without even a +glimpse of the city of her dreams, and without meeting a single +interesting person. True, she had had a pleasant visit with Cousin +Barbara, but they both had thought of it as only the stepping-stone to +what lay beyond. Then at the thought of Miss Barbara's disappointment, +second only to her own, she cried again. And again for her mother's +disappointment and the girls', and her mortification when it should be +discussed in every house in Westbrooke. She sobbed so long that finally +she fell into a deep sleep of exhaustion. + +Miss Barbara, coming in later in the twilight, found her lying on the +bed, with a feverish flush on her cheeks. The grieved, childlike droop +of the sensitive little mouth told its own story, and Miss Barbara set +her lips sternly together. + +"I wish Daisy Avery could see her now," she muttered, savagely; "it's +cruel to disappoint any one so. I don't care what the cause is, it's +wickedly cruel to be so careless." + +[Illustration: "'I WISH DAISY AVERY COULD SEE HER NOW,' SHE MUTTERED, +SAVAGELY."] + +Four days later Judith went home. In the course of a week a letter +was forwarded to her from Packertown. It was from Marguerite: + + "How can you ever forgive my abominable carelessness? I intended to + answer immediately after our guests left, but Mr. Avery and I were + invited to a little house-party in the country, and I thought a few + days wouldn't make any difference to you. Then, after our return, + so many things interfered and the days slipped by so fast, that the + month was nearly gone before I realized it. But then I always have + been such a poor correspondent. + + "I hope that it hasn't inconvenienced you any, and that you have + been having a good visit with Miss Barbara. You know my unfortunate + way of doing things, and I'm sure you'll forgive me, like the + darling you always were. + + "We shall look for you to-morrow on the six o'clock train. Don't + disappoint us, for we both shall be at the station to meet you. + + "Devotedly, + "MARGUERITE." + + +Judith read the letter aloud to the girls and then dropped it in the +fire, watching it without a word, as it curled up in the flame. How +long she had waited for that careless little letter! How anxiously she +had hoped for it! A few days sooner it would have brought untold +happiness. Now it was only a hollow mockery. Well, it was all over now. +Her hopes were in ashes like the letter. How high they had burned! And +the little evening gown she had taken such pleasure in making--there +would never be any occasion fit for its wearing in Westbrooke. She might +as well fold it away. The letter had come too late. And she was asked to +forgive it--the disappointment that would sting all her life +long--simply because it was Daisy's way. + +The silence was growing uncomfortable. Amy kept casting frightened +glances at her sister's white, tense face. "Oh, dear," she sighed, +finally, "if this had only been in a story it wouldn't have ended so +dreadfully. Something nice would have happened just at the last minute +to make up for the disappointment." + +"But it isn't in a story," said Judith, slowly, rising to leave the +room. "And nothing can compensate for such a disappointment. It will +hurt always." + +As the door closed behind her the girls exchanged sympathizing glances. +"If there had even been a good reason," sighed Lillian, "but it was only +carelessness. And the trouble of it is, the world is full of Daisy +Averys." + + + + +ANN'S OWN WAY + + +"Ann! Ann! Have you been home yet to feed the chickens?" The call came +from the doorway of a big old farmhouse, where a pleasant-faced woman +stood looking out over the October fields. + +The answer floated down from an apple-tree near by, where a ten-year-old +girl sat perched among its gnarled branches. She had a dog-eared book of +fairy tales on her knee, and was poring over it in such blissful +absorption that she had forgotten there were such things in all the +world as chickens to be fed. + +"No'm, Aunt Sally, I haven't done it yet, but I'll go in a minute," and +she was deep into the story again. + +"But, Ann," came the voice after a moment's waiting, "it is nearly +sundown, and you ought to go right away, dear. Lottie says that you have +been reading ever since you came home from school, and I am afraid that +your mother wouldn't like it." + +[Illustration: "SAT PERCHED AMONG ITS GUARDED BRANCHES"] + +"Oh, bother!" exclaimed Ann under her breath, shutting the book with an +impatient slap; but she obediently swung herself down from the limb, +and went into the house for the key. The little cottage where Ann Fowler +lived stood just across the lane from her Uncle John's big brown house, +where she was staying while her mother was away from home. Mrs. Fowler, +who had been called to the city by her sister's illness, had taken +little Betty with her, but Ann could not afford to miss school and had +been left in her Aunt Sally's care. The arrangement was very agreeable +to the child, for it meant no dish-wiping, no dusting, no running of +errands while she was a guest. Her only task was to go across the lane +twice a day and feed the chickens. + +As Ann came out of the house swinging the key, her aunt called her +again: "Mrs. Grayson was here to-day. She came to invite you and Lottie +to a Saturday afternoon romp with her little girls to-morrow. She's +asked a dozen boys and girls to come and play all afternoon and stay to +tea. Her oldest daughter, Jennie, is going to give a Hallowe'en party at +night, but she'll send you home in the carryall after tea, before the +foolishness begins." + +"Didn't she invite us to the party too?" asked Ann, who had heard it +discussed at school all week by the older girls and boys of the +neighbourhood, until her head was full of the charms and mysteries of +Hallowe'en. + +"Why, of course not," was the answer. "Jennie Grayson is fully eighteen +years old and wouldn't want you children tagging around." + +"But we can't work any charms in the afternoon," said Ann, "They won't +come true unless you wait till midnight to do 'em. I found a long list +of 'em in an old book at home and gave them to Jennie. I think she might +have asked me. I'd love to try my fate walking down cellar backwards +with a looking-glass in one hand and a candle in the other. They say +that you can see the reflection of the man you're going to marry looking +over your shoulder into the glass." + +"Why, Ann Fowler!" exclaimed her aunt in a horrified tone, lifting up +both hands in her astonishment. "I didn't think it of a little girl like +you! Don't you go to putting any foolish notions like that into Lottie's +head. Fate indeed! It would be more like your fate to fall down cellar +and break the looking-glass and set yourself on fire. No, indeed! +Lottie shouldn't go to such a party if she had a dozen invitations." + +Ann hurried away wishing that she had not spoken. She had an +uncomfortable feeling that her aunt considered her almost wicked, +because she had made that wish. As for her aunt, she was saying to her +husband, who had just come in, "Well, well! that child has the queerest +notions. Her mother lets her read entirely too much, and anything she +happens to get her hands on. And she sets such store by her clothes, +too. I believe if she had her own way she'd be rigged out in her Sunday +best the whole week long. I'm glad that Lucy isn't like her." + +No one, judging by the appearance of the resolute little figure trudging +across the lane, would have imagined that Ann's besetting sin was a love +of dress. She was such a plain old-fashioned little body, with her short +brown hair combed smoothly back behind her ears. But the checked +sunbonnet, the long-sleeved gingham apron, and the stout calfskin shoes +were no index of Ann's taste. They were of her mother's choosing, and +Ann's mother was not a woman whose decisions could be lightly set +aside. + +In a bureau drawer in the guest-chamber of the little cottage was a +dress that Ann had been longing to put on for six months. It was of +dainty white organdy, made to wear over a slip of the palest green silk, +with ribbons to match. And carefully wrapped in a box, with many +coverings of tissue paper, was a pair of beautiful pale green kid shoes. +Ann had worn them only once, and that was in the early spring, when she +had gone to a cousin's wedding in the city. Many a Sunday morning since, +she had wept bitter tears into that drawer, at not being allowed to wear +the costume to church. + +"Just see how beautiful they are, mother," she would say tearfully, +touching the beribboned dress with admiring fingers and caressing the +shoes. "By the time I have another chance to wear them in the city they +will be too small for me, and I shall have to give them to Betty. I +don't see why I can't wear them out here." + +"Because they are not suitable, Ann," her mother would answer. "You +would look ridiculous going through the fields and along the dusty roads +in such finery, and among all these plainly attired country people you +would appear overdressed. I hope that my little daughter is too much of +a lady in her tastes to ever want to call attention to herself in that +way, especially at church." + +"But, mother," the little girl would sob protestingly, and then Mrs. +Fowler's decided voice would silence her. + +"Hush, Ann! Close the drawer at once. You cannot wear them." That would +settle the matter for awhile, but the scene had been repeated several +times during the summer. Now it was next to the last day of October, and +no suitable occasion had arrived for Ann to wear them. + +As she stood scattering the corn to the chickens, a daring plan began to +form itself in her busy brain. The trees suggested it; the trees of the +surrounding woodland, decked out in their royal autumn colouring of red +and yellow, that the sunset was just now turning into a golden glory. + +"Even the trees get to wear their best clothes sometimes," she said to +herself. "They look like a lot of princesses ready for a ball. Oh, +that's what they are," she exclaimed aloud. "They are all Cinderellas. +October is their fairy godmother who has changed their old every-day +dresses into beautiful ball-gowns, for them to wear on Hallowe'en. I +don't see why I couldn't wear my best clothes too, to-morrow." Then she +went on, as if she were talking to the old white rooster: "I'd rather be +dressed up and look nice than to play, and I needn't romp at all. If we +were to begin trying charms after supper, Mrs. Grayson would be almost +sure to let us stay until after Jennie's party begins, and then all the +big boys and girls would see my lovely clothes. Nobody out here knows +I've got 'em. And then if I should go down cellar with a looking-glass +and candle and somebody should look over my shoulder, I'd be so glad +that the first time he ever saw me I was all in green and white like the +Princess Emeralda, with my beautiful pale green party shoes on." + +Alas! Aunt Sally was right. The flotsam and jetsam of too many +sentimental stories and fairy tales were afloat in the child's active +mind. A few minutes later she had gathered the eggs and put them away in +the pantry. Then she stepped into the sitting-room, awed by the solemn +stillness that enveloped the usually cheerful room. How strange and +dark it seemed with all the blinds closed! She groped her way across the +floor, and tiptoed through the hall as if she were afraid that the great +eight-day clock in the corner might hear her and call her back. Its loud +tick-tock was the only sound in the house, except her own rapid +breathing. + +[Illustration: "IT WAS THE BOX THAT HELD THE GREEN KID SHOES."] + +Throwing open a western window, she pushed back the shutters until the +guest-chamber was all alight with the glow of the sunset. Then she +clutched the handles of the bureau drawer with fingers that twitched +guiltily, and gave a jerk. It was locked. For a moment her +disappointment was so great that she was ready to cry, but her face soon +cleared and she began a search for the keys. Under the rug, in the vases +on the mantel, behind photograph frames, into every crack where a key +could be hidden, she peered with eager brown eyes. It was not to be +found. Finally she climbed on a chair to the highest closet shelf, where +she came across something that made her give a cry of delight. It was +the box that held the green kid shoes. + +"I'll wear this much of my party clothes, anyhow," she declared, +scrambling down with the box in her arms. Then followed a fruitless +search for the silk stockings that matched them. They were not in the +box with the shoes, where they had always been kept, and a rummage +through the drawers showed nothing suitable. + +She heard her Aunt Sally's cook blowing the horn for supper before she +gave up the search. That night after she and Lottie had gone up to bed, +she took her cousin into her confidence. + +"Mother hasn't left a thing unlocked but my school clothes," she said. +"I can't find a stocking except my red ones and my striped ones and some +horrid old brown things. She hasn't left out a single white pair for +Sundays; I don't see what she could have been thinking of." Nowadays +little girls might not think that such a distressing matter, but +twenty-five years ago no stockings but white ones were considered proper +for full-dress occasions. + +"I'll lend you some," said Lottie obligingly. "I have a pair of fine +white lamb's wool that will fit you. They are a little small for me, and +ma put them away to keep because grandma knit them herself after she was +eighty years old. But I know she would not care if you wore them just +once." + +"Then let's get them to-night and not say anything about it until after +to-morrow," said Ann. "She might say I ought not to wear the shoes, and +I'm just bound to have my own way for once in my life." + +When Ann's dark eyes flashed as wickedly as they did then, Lottie always +submitted without a word. Opening a big chest in one corner of the room, +she began fumbling among the pile of neatly wrapped winter flannels it +contained, while Ann held the candle. + +"I saw ma put them in this corner," said Lottie. "I am sure. Oh! here +they are," she exclaimed, and as she unfolded them she sneezed so +suddenly that it nearly put out the candle. "It's the red pepper," she +explained. "They're full of it, to keep out the moths. Hold them up and +shake them hard." + +Several shrivelled red pods fell out as Ann obeyed, and so much loose +pepper that they both began sneezing violently. Lottie's mother +presently called up the stairs for them to hurry to bed, for they surely +must be taking cold. + +The next afternoon when Mrs. Grayson's carryall drove down the lane Ann +was waiting in front of the cottage, and climbed in before her Aunt +Sally came out to the gate to see them off. + +"Tuck the lap-robe around you well," she called. "If I had known it was +so cold, I'd have gotten out your hoods instead of those sunbonnets. It +really begins to feel as if winter is on the way." + +It was a dull gray day with a hint of snow in the air. Several flakes +fell before they reached the Grayson farm, and Ann pulled aside the +lap-robe more than once to peep at the light green shoes with secret +misgivings as to their appropriateness. The wool stockings made them +such a tight fit that they pinched considerably, but the pinching was +more than compensated for by the shapely appearance of her trim little +feet. Besides there was a vast amount of satisfaction to the wilful +child in the mere knowledge that she was having her own way. + +[Illustration: "ANN FOLLOWED GINGERLY IN THEIR WAKE."] + +Under ordinary circumstances Ann would have looked back at that +afternoon as one of the merriest of her life. She loved the woods like +an Indian, and usually was the leading spirit in such exploits as they +ventured on that day. They were off to the woods with baskets and +pails as soon as they had all assembled. But for once the late wild +grapes hung their tempting bunches overhead in vain. The persimmons, +frost-sweetened and brown, lay under the trees unsought by Ann's nimble +fingers, and the nuts pattered down on the dead leaves unheeded. While +the other children raced down the hills and whooped through the frosty +hollows, Ann followed gingerly in their wake, picking her way as best +she could through the rustling leaves and across the slippery logs that +bridged the little brooks. It was too cold to sit down. She was obliged +to keep stirring; so all that miserable afternoon she tagged after the +others, painfully conscious of her fine shoes, and a slave to the task +of keeping them clean. + +"Hi! Ann, what's the matter?" called one of the boys as he noticed her +mincing along at the tail-end of the procession instead of gallantly +leading the charge as usual. Then his glance wandered down past the +checked sunbonnet and the long-sleeved gingham apron to the cause of her +leisurely gait. + +"My eyes!" he exclaimed with more vigour than politeness. "What made you +pull your shoes so soon for, Ann? They ain't ripe. They're green as +gourds." + +"Mind your own business, Bud Bailey," was the only answer he received, +but from then on what had been her greatest pride became her deepest +mortification. For some unaccountable reason, after awhile her feet +burned as if they were on fire, and before the afternoon was over the +pain was almost unbearable. Lottie found her sitting on a log behind a +big tree, with her arms clasped around her knees, rocking back and +forth, her eyes tightly closed and her teeth clenched. + +"It must be the red pepper in those stockings that burns you so," she +said sympathetically. "Come on up to the house and take them off. Lucy +will lend you another pair." + +But Ann sprang up, fiercely forbidding her to mention it to any one, and +dashed into the games with a Spartan disregard of her pain. It was the +only way to keep from crying, and she played recklessly on at +"prisoner's base," not stopping even when a pointed stick snagged one +shoe and a sharp rock cut the other. + +It was nearly dark when they went up to the house. Bud Bailey swung his +baskets over the fence and turned to help the girls, but after his +unfortunate speech to Ann, she scorned his gallantries. Scrambling to +the top rail by herself at a little distance from his proffered hand, +she poised an instant, and then sprang lightly down. Unfortunately, she +had not looked before she leaped. Bud's basket was in the way, and both +feet sank into a great pulpy mass of wild grapes, that instantly +squirted their streams of purple juice all over her light shoes. They +were splotched and dyed so deeply that no amount of rubbing could ever +wipe away the ugly stains. They were hopelessly ruined. + +Alas for the Princess Emeralda, who that night might have learned her +fate in the charm mirror! It was a Hallowe'en she could never forget, +since its unhappiness was both burned and dyed into her memory. She sat +through the tea, her feet like hot coals, too miserable to enjoy +anything. Afterwards, when Jennie's guests began to arrive, she shrank +into a corner, with her dress pulled down far as possible. + +It seemed weeks before the carryall was driven up to the door, but at +last she was jolting along the frozen road beside Lottie on the way +home. Out in the starlight, within the protecting privacy of her +sunbonnet, she could let fall some of the tears she had been fighting +back so long. Neither of the children spoke until the carryall turned +into the home lane. Then Lottie cried out; "Oh, Ann! There's a light in +your house. Your mother must have come back sooner than she expected. +Yes, I can see Betty at the window watching for you." + +At the gate Ann climbed over the wheel and then turned to exclaim +savagely, "I know what you're thinking, Lottie Fowler, even if you don't +dare say it. You're thinking you're glad that you are not in my shoes! +But I've had my own way, anyhow!" Then with her head high she marched up +the path to the house. + +But in spite of her brave speech, when she reached the door-step, she +stopped to wipe her eyes again on her apron. 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