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diff --git a/171-0.txt b/171-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..73d9db1 --- /dev/null +++ b/171-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4493 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Charlotte Temple, by Susanna Rowson + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Charlotte Temple + +Author: Susanna Rowson + +Release Date: March 12, 2006 [EBook #171] +Last Updated: March 16, 2018 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CHARLOTTE TEMPLE *** + + + + +Produced by Judith Boss and David Widger + + + + + +CHARLOTTE TEMPLE + +By Susanna Haswell Rowson + + + +Contents: + +CHAPTER I. A Boarding School. + +CHAPTER II. Domestic Concerns. + +CHAPTER III. Unexpected Misfortunes. + +CHAPTER IV. Change of Fortune. + +CHAPTER V. Such Things Are. + +CHAPTER VI. An Intriguing Teacher. + +CHAPTER VII. Natural Sense of Propriety Inherent in the Female Bosom. + +CHAPTER VIII. Domestic Pleasures Planned. + +CHAPTER IX. We Know Not What a Day May Bring Forth. + +CHAPTER X. When We Have Excited Curiosity, It Is But an Act of +Good Nature to Gratify it. + +CHAPTER XI. Conflict of Love and Duty. + +CHAPTER XII. Nature's last, best gift: Creature in whom excell'd, +whatever could To sight or thought be nam'd! Holy, divine! good, +amiable, and sweet! How thou art falln'!-- + +CHAPTER XIII. Cruel Disappointment. + +CHAPTER XIV. Maternal Sorrow. + +CHAPTER XV. Embarkation. + +CHAPTER XVI. Necessary Digression. + +CHAPTER XVII. A Wedding. + + +VOLUME II. + +CHAPTER XVIII. Reflections. + +CHAPTER XIX. A Mistake Discovered. + +CHAPTER XX. Virtue never appears so amiable as when reaching forth her +hand to raise a fallen sister. Chapter of Accidents. + +CHAPTER XXI. Teach me to feel another's woe, To hide the fault I see, +That mercy I to others show That mercy show to me. POPE. + +CHAPTER XXII. Sorrows of the Heart. + +CHAPTER XXIII. A Man May Smile, and Smile, and Be a Villain. + +CHAPTER XXIV. Mystery Developed. + +CHAPTER XXV. Reception of a Letter. + +CHAPTER XXVI. What Might Be Expected. + +CHAPTER XXVII. Pensive she mourn'd, and hung her languid head, Like a +fair lily overcharg'd with dew. + +CHAPTER XXVIII. A Trifling Retrospect. + +CHAPTER XXIX. We Go Forward Again. + +CHAPTER XXX. And what is friendship but a name, A charm that lulls to +sleep, A shade that follows wealth and fame, But leaves the wretch to +weep. + +CHAPTER XXXI. Subject Continued. + +CHAPTER XXXII. Reasons Why and Wherefore. + +CHAPTER XXXIII. Which People Void of Feeling Need Not Read. + +CHAPTER XXXIV. Retribution. + +CHAPTER XXXV. Conclusion. + + + + + +PREFACE. + +FOR the perusal of the young and thoughtless of the fair sex, this Tale +of Truth is designed; and I could wish my fair readers to consider it as +not merely the effusion of Fancy, but as a reality. The circumstances +on which I have founded this novel were related to me some little time +since by an old lady who had personally known Charlotte, though she +concealed the real names of the characters, and likewise the place where +the unfortunate scenes were acted: yet as it was impossible to offer a +relation to the public in such an imperfect state, I have thrown over +the whole a slight veil of fiction, and substituted names and places +according to my own fancy. The principal characters in this little tale +are now consigned to the silent tomb: it can therefore hurt the feelings +of no one; and may, I flatter myself, be of service to some who are so +unfortunate as to have neither friends to advise, or understanding to +direct them, through the various and unexpected evils that attend a +young and unprotected woman in her first entrance into life. + +While the tear of compassion still trembled in my eye for the fate of +the unhappy Charlotte, I may have children of my own, said I, to +whom this recital may be of use, and if to your own children, said +Benevolence, why not to the many daughters of Misfortune who, deprived +of natural friends, or spoilt by a mistaken education, are thrown on an +unfeeling world without the least power to defend themselves from the +snares not only of the other sex, but from the more dangerous arts of +the profligate of their own. + +Sensible as I am that a novel writer, at a time when such a variety +of works are ushered into the world under that name, stands but a poor +chance for fame in the annals of literature, but conscious that I wrote +with a mind anxious for the happiness of that sex whose morals and +conduct have so powerful an influence on mankind in general; and +convinced that I have not wrote a line that conveys a wrong idea to +the head or a corrupt wish to the heart, I shall rest satisfied in the +purity of my own intentions, and if I merit not applause, I feel that I +dread not censure. + +If the following tale should save one hapless fair one from the errors +which ruined poor Charlotte, or rescue from impending misery the heart +of one anxious parent, I shall feel a much higher gratification in +reflecting on this trifling performance, than could possibly result +from the applause which might attend the most elegant finished piece +of literature whose tendency might deprave the heart or mislead the +understanding. + + + + +CHARLOTTE TEMPLE, + + + + +VOLUME I + + + +CHAPTER I. + +A BOARDING SCHOOL. + +“ARE you for a walk,” said Montraville to his companion, as they arose +from table; “are you for a walk? or shall we order the chaise and +proceed to Portsmouth?” Belcour preferred the former; and they sauntered +out to view the town, and to make remarks on the inhabitants, as they +returned from church. + +Montraville was a Lieutenant in the army: Belcour was his brother +officer: they had been to take leave of their friends previous to their +departure for America, and were now returning to Portsmouth, where the +troops waited orders for embarkation. They had stopped at Chichester +to dine; and knowing they had sufficient time to reach the place of +destination before dark, and yet allow them a walk, had resolved, it +being Sunday afternoon, to take a survey of the Chichester ladies as +they returned from their devotions. + +They had gratified their curiosity, and were preparing to return to the +inn without honouring any of the belles with particular notice, when +Madame Du Pont, at the head of her school, descended from the church. +Such an assemblage of youth and innocence naturally attracted the young +soldiers: they stopped; and, as the little cavalcade passed, almost +involuntarily pulled off their hats. A tall, elegant girl looked at +Montraville and blushed: he instantly recollected the features of +Charlotte Temple, whom he had once seen and danced with at a ball at +Portsmouth. At that time he thought on her only as a very lovely child, +she being then only thirteen; but the improvement two years had made in +her person, and the blush of recollection which suffused her cheeks as +she passed, awakened in his bosom new and pleasing ideas. Vanity led him +to think that pleasure at again beholding him might have occasioned the +emotion he had witnessed, and the same vanity led him to wish to see her +again. + +“She is the sweetest girl in the world,” said he, as he entered the inn. +Belcour stared. “Did you not notice her?” continued Montraville: “she +had on a blue bonnet, and with a pair of lovely eyes of the same colour, +has contrived to make me feel devilish odd about the heart.” + +“Pho,” said Belcour, “a musket ball from our friends, the Americans, may +in less than two months make you feel worse.” + +“I never think of the future,” replied Montraville; “but am determined +to make the most of the present, and would willingly compound with any +kind Familiar who would inform me who the girl is, and how I might be +likely to obtain an interview.” + +But no kind Familiar at that time appearing, and the chaise which they +had ordered, driving up to the door, Montraville and his companion were +obliged to take leave of Chichester and its fair inhabitant, and proceed +on their journey. + +But Charlotte had made too great an impression on his mind to be easily +eradicated: having therefore spent three whole days in thinking on her +and in endeavouring to form some plan for seeing her, he determined +to set off for Chichester, and trust to chance either to favour or +frustrate his designs. Arriving at the verge of the town, he dismounted, +and sending the servant forward with the horses, proceeded toward the +place, where, in the midst of an extensive pleasure ground, stood the +mansion which contained the lovely Charlotte Temple. Montraville leaned +on a broken gate, and looked earnestly at the house. The wall which +surrounded it was high, and perhaps the Argus's who guarded the +Hesperian fruit within, were more watchful than those famed of old. + +“'Tis a romantic attempt,” said he; “and should I even succeed in seeing +and conversing with her, it can be productive of no good: I must of +necessity leave England in a few days, and probably may never return; +why then should I endeavour to engage the affections of this lovely +girl, only to leave her a prey to a thousand inquietudes, of which at +present she has no idea? I will return to Portsmouth and think no more +about her.” + +The evening now was closed; a serene stillness reigned; and the +chaste Queen of Night with her silver crescent faintly illuminated the +hemisphere. The mind of Montraville was hushed into composure by the +serenity of the surrounding objects. “I will think on her no more,” said +he, and turned with an intention to leave the place; but as he turned, +he saw the gate which led to the pleasure grounds open, and two women +come out, who walked arm-in-arm across the field. + +“I will at least see who these are,” said he. He overtook them, and +giving them the compliments of the evening, begged leave to see them +into the more frequented parts of the town: but how was he delighted, +when, waiting for an answer, he discovered, under the concealment of a +large bonnet, the face of Charlotte Temple. + +He soon found means to ingratiate himself with her companion, who was a +French teacher at the school, and, at parting, slipped a letter he had +purposely written, into Charlotte's hand, and five guineas into that of +Mademoiselle, who promised she would endeavour to bring her young charge +into the field again the next evening. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +DOMESTIC CONCERNS. + +MR. Temple was the youngest son of a nobleman whose fortune was by no +means adequate to the antiquity, grandeur, and I may add, pride of the +family. He saw his elder brother made completely wretched by marrying a +disagreeable woman, whose fortune helped to prop the sinking dignity +of the house; and he beheld his sisters legally prostituted to old, +decrepid men, whose titles gave them consequence in the eyes of the +world, and whose affluence rendered them splendidly miserable. “I will +not sacrifice internal happiness for outward shew,” said he: “I will +seek Content; and, if I find her in a cottage, will embrace her with as +much cordiality as I should if seated on a throne.” + +Mr. Temple possessed a small estate of about five hundred pounds a year; +and with that he resolved to preserve independence, to marry where the +feelings of his heart should direct him, and to confine his expenses +within the limits of his income. He had a heart open to every generous +feeling of humanity, and a hand ready to dispense to those who wanted +part of the blessings he enjoyed himself. + +As he was universally known to be the friend of the unfortunate, his +advice and bounty was frequently solicited; nor was it seldom that he +sought out indigent merit, and raised it from obscurity, confining his +own expenses within a very narrow compass. + +“You are a benevolent fellow,” said a young officer to him one day; “and +I have a great mind to give you a fine subject to exercise the goodness +of your heart upon.” + +“You cannot oblige me more,” said Temple, “than to point out any way by +which I can be serviceable to my fellow creatures.” + +“Come along then,” said the young man, “we will go and visit a man who +is not in so good a lodging as he deserves; and, were it not that he +has an angel with him, who comforts and supports him, he must long since +have sunk under his misfortunes.” The young man's heart was too full +to proceed; and Temple, unwilling to irritate his feelings by making +further enquiries, followed him in silence, til they arrived at the +Fleet prison. + +The officer enquired for Captain Eldridge: a person led them up several +pair of dirty stairs, and pointing to a door which led to a miserable, +small apartment, said that was the Captain's room, and retired. + +The officer, whose name was Blakeney, tapped at the door, and was bid to +enter by a voice melodiously soft. He opened the door, and discovered to +Temple a scene which rivetted him to the spot with astonishment. + +The apartment, though small, and bearing strong marks of poverty, was +neat in the extreme. In an arm-chair, his head reclined upon his hand, +his eyes fixed on a book which lay open before him, sat an aged man in +a Lieutenant's uniform, which, though threadbare, would sooner call a +blush of shame into the face of those who could neglect real merit, than +cause the hectic of confusion to glow on the cheeks of him who wore it. + +Beside him sat a lovely creature busied in painting a fan mount. She was +fair as the lily, but sorrow had nipped the rose in her cheek before it +was half blown. Her eyes were blue; and her hair, which was light brown, +was slightly confined under a plain muslin cap, tied round with a black +ribbon; a white linen gown and plain lawn handkerchief composed +the remainder of her dress; and in this simple attire, she was more +irresistibly charming to such a heart as Temple's, than she would have +been, if adorned with all the splendor of a courtly belle. + +When they entered, the old man arose from his seat, and shaking Blakeney +by the hand with great cordiality, offered Temple his chair; and there +being but three in the room, seated himself on the side of his little +bed with evident composure. + +“This is a strange place,” said he to Temple, “to receive visitors of +distinction in; but we must fit our feelings to our station. While I am +not ashamed to own the cause which brought me here, why should I blush +at my situation? Our misfortunes are not our faults; and were it not for +that poor girl--” + +Here the philosopher was lost in the father. He rose hastily from his +seat, and walking toward the window, wiped off a tear which he was +afraid would tarnish the cheek of a sailor. + +Temple cast his eye on Miss Eldridge: a pellucid drop had stolen from +her eyes, and fallen upon a rose she was painting. It blotted and +discoloured the flower. “'Tis emblematic,” said he mentally: “the rose +of youth and health soon fades when watered by the tear of affliction.” + +“My friend Blakeney,” said he, addressing the old man, “told me I could +be of service to you: be so kind then, dear Sir, as to point out some +way in which I can relieve the anxiety of your heart and increase the +pleasures of my own.” + +“My good young man,” said Eldridge, “you know not what you offer. While +deprived of my liberty I cannot be free from anxiety on my own account; +but that is a trifling concern; my anxious thoughts extend to one more +dear a thousand times than life: I am a poor weak old man, and must +expect in a few years to sink into silence and oblivion; but when I am +gone, who will protect that fair bud of innocence from the blasts of +adversity, or from the cruel hand of insult and dishonour.” + +“Oh, my father!” cried Miss Eldridge, tenderly taking his hand, “be not +anxious on that account; for daily are my prayers offered to heaven that +our lives may terminate at the same instant, and one grave receive us +both; for why should I live when deprived of my only friend.” + +Temple was moved even to tears. “You will both live many years,” said +he, “and I hope see much happiness. Cheerly, my friend, cheerly; these +passing clouds of adversity will serve only to make the sunshine of +prosperity more pleasing. But we are losing time: you might ere this +have told me who were your creditors, what were their demands, and other +particulars necessary to your liberation.” + +“My story is short,” said Mr. Eldridge, “but there are some particulars +which will wring my heart barely to remember; yet to one whose offers +of friendship appear so open and disinterested, I will relate every +circumstance that led to my present, painful situation. But my child,” + continued he, addressing his daughter, “let me prevail on you to take +this opportunity, while my friends are with me, to enjoy the benefit of +air and exercise.” + +“Go, my love; leave me now; to-morrow at your usual hour I will expect +you.” + +Miss Eldridge impressed on his cheek the kiss of filial affection, and +obeyed. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +UNEXPECTED MISFORTUNES. + +“MY life,” said Mr. Eldridge, “till within these few years was marked by +no particular circumstance deserving notice. I early embraced the life +of a sailor, and have served my King with unremitted ardour for many +years. At the age of twenty-five I married an amiable woman; one son, +and the girl who just now left us, were the fruits of our union. My +boy had genius and spirit. I straitened my little income to give him a +liberal education, but the rapid progress he made in his studies amply +compensated for the inconvenience. At the academy where he received his +education he commenced an acquaintance with a Mr. Lewis, a young man +of affluent fortune: as they grew up their intimacy ripened into +friendship, and they became almost inseparable companions. + +“George chose the profession of a soldier. I had neither friends or +money to procure him a commission, and had wished him to embrace a +nautical life: but this was repugnant to his wishes, and I ceased to +urge him on the subject. + +“The friendship subsisting between Lewis and my son was of such a nature +as gave him free access to our family; and so specious was his manner +that we hesitated not to state to him all our little difficulties in +regard to George's future views. He listened to us with attention, and +offered to advance any sum necessary for his first setting out. + +“I embraced the offer, and gave him my note for the payment of it, but +he would not suffer me to mention any stipulated time, as he said I +might do it whenever most convenient to myself. About this time my dear +Lucy returned from school, and I soon began to imagine Lewis looked at +her with eyes of affection. I gave my child a caution to beware of him, +and to look on her mother as her friend. She was unaffectedly artless; +and when, as I suspected, Lewis made professions of love, she confided +in her parents, and assured us her heart was perfectly unbiassed in his +favour, and she would cheerfully submit to our direction. + +“I took an early opportunity of questioning him concerning his +intentions towards my child: he gave an equivocal answer, and I forbade +him the house. + +“The next day he sent and demanded payment of his money. It was not in +my power to comply with the demand. I requested three days to endeavour +to raise it, determining in that time to mortgage my half pay, and live +on a small annuity which my wife possessed, rather than be under an +obligation to so worthless a man: but this short time was not allowed +me; for that evening, as I was sitting down to supper, unsuspicious of +danger, an officer entered, and tore me from the embraces of my family. + +“My wife had been for some time in a declining state of health: ruin at +once so unexpected and inevitable was a stroke she was not prepared to +bear, and I saw her faint into the arms of our servant, as I left my +own habitation for the comfortless walls of a prison. My poor Lucy, +distracted with her fears for us both, sunk on the floor and endeavoured +to detain me by her feeble efforts, but in vain; they forced open her +arms; she shrieked, and fell prostrate. But pardon me. The horrors of +that night unman me. I cannot proceed.” + +He rose from his seat, and walked several times across the room: at +length, attaining more composure, he cried--“What a mere infant I am! +Why, Sir, I never felt thus in the day of battle.” “No,” said Temple; +“but the truly brave soul is tremblingly alive to the feelings of +humanity.” + +“True,” replied the old man, (something like satisfaction darting across +his features) “and painful as these feelings are, I would not exchange +them for that torpor which the stoic mistakes for philosophy. How many +exquisite delights should I have passed by unnoticed, but for these keen +sensations, this quick sense of happiness or misery? Then let us, my +friend, take the cup of life as it is presented to us, tempered by the +hand of a wise Providence; be thankful for the good, be patient under +the evil, and presume not to enquire why the latter predominates.” + +“This is true philosophy,” said Temple. + +“'Tis the only way to reconcile ourselves to the cross events of life,” + replied he. “But I forget myself. I will not longer intrude on your +patience, but proceed in my melancholy tale. + +“The very evening that I was taken to prison, my son arrived from +Ireland, where he had been some time with his regiment. From the +distracted expressions of his mother and sister, he learnt by whom I +had been arrested; and, late as it was, flew on the wings of wounded +affection, to the house of his false friend, and earnestly enquired the +cause of this cruel conduct. With all the calmness of a cool deliberate +villain, he avowed his passion for Lucy; declared her situation in +life would not permit him to marry her; but offered to release me +immediately, and make any settlement on her, if George would persuade +her to live, as he impiously termed it, a life of honour. + +“Fired at the insult offered to a man and a soldier, my boy struck the +villain, and a challenge ensued. He then went to a coffee-house in +the neighbourhood and wrote a long affectionate letter to me, blaming +himself severely for having introduced Lewis into the family, or +permitted him to confer an obligation, which had brought inevitable +ruin on us all. He begged me, whatever might be the event of the ensuing +morning, not to suffer regret or unavailing sorrow for his fate, to +increase the anguish of my heart, which he greatly feared was already +insupportable. + +“This letter was delivered to me early in the morning. It would be vain +to attempt describing my feelings on the perusal of it; suffice it to +say, that a merciful Providence interposed, and I was for three weeks +insensible to miseries almost beyond the strength of human nature to +support. + +“A fever and strong delirium seized me, and my life was despaired of. At +length, nature, overpowered with fatigue, gave way to the salutary power +of rest, and a quiet slumber of some hours restored me to reason, though +the extreme weakness of my frame prevented my feeling my distress so +acutely as I otherways should. + +“The first object that struck me on awaking, was Lucy sitting by my +bedside; her pale countenance and sable dress prevented my enquiries for +poor George: for the letter I had received from him, was the first thing +that occurred to my memory. By degrees the rest returned: I recollected +being arrested, but could no ways account for being in this apartment, +whither they had conveyed me during my illness. + +“I was so weak as to be almost unable to speak. I pressed Lucy's hand, +and looked earnestly round the apartment in search of another dear +object. + +“Where is your mother?” said I, faintly. + +“The poor girl could not answer: she shook her head in expressive +silence; and throwing herself on the bed, folded her arms about me, and +burst into tears. + +“What! both gone?” said I. + +“Both,” she replied, endeavouring to restrain her emotions: “but they +are happy, no doubt.” + +Here Mr. Eldridge paused: the recollection of the scene was too painful +to permit him to proceed. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +CHANGE OF FORTUNE. + +“IT was some days,” continued Mr. Eldridge, recovering himself, “before +I could venture to enquire the particulars of what had happened during +my illness: at length I assumed courage to ask my dear girl how long her +mother and brother had been dead: she told me, that the morning after +my arrest, George came home early to enquire after his mother's health, +staid with them but a few minutes, seemed greatly agitated at parting, +but gave them strict charge to keep up their spirits, and hope every +thing would turn out for the best. In about two hours after, as they +were sitting at breakfast, and endeavouring to strike out some plan to +attain my liberty, they heard a loud rap at the door, which Lucy running +to open, she met the bleeding body of her brother, borne in by two men +who had lifted him from a litter, on which they had brought him from +the place where he fought. Her poor mother, weakened by illness and the +struggles of the preceding night, was not able to support this shock; +gasping for breath, her looks wild and haggard, she reached the +apartment where they had carried her dying son. She knelt by the bed +side; and taking his cold hand, 'my poor boy,' said she, 'I will not be +parted from thee: husband! son! both at once lost. Father of mercies, +spare me!' She fell into a strong convulsion, and expired in about two +hours. In the mean time, a surgeon had dressed George's wounds; but they +were in such a situation as to bar the smallest hopes of recovery. He +never was sensible from the time he was brought home, and died that +evening in the arms of his sister. + +“Late as it was when this event took place, my affectionate Lucy +insisted on coming to me. 'What must he feel,' said she, 'at our +apparent neglect, and how shall I inform him of the afflictions with +which it has pleased heaven to visit us?' + +“She left the care of the dear departed ones to some neighbours who +had kindly come in to comfort and assist her; and on entering the house +where I was confined, found me in the situation I have mentioned. + +“How she supported herself in these trying moments, I know not: heaven, +no doubt, was with her; and her anxiety to preserve the life of one +parent in some measure abated her affliction for the loss of the other. + +“My circumstances were greatly embarrassed, my acquaintance few, +and those few utterly unable to assist me. When my wife and son were +committed to their kindred earth, my creditors seized my house and +furniture, which not being sufficient to discharge all their demands, +detainers were lodged against me. No friend stepped forward to my +relief; from the grave of her mother, my beloved Lucy followed an almost +dying father to this melancholy place. + +“Here we have been nearly a year and a half. My half-pay I have given +up to satisfy my creditors, and my child supports me by her industry: +sometimes by fine needlework, sometimes by painting. She leaves me +every night, and goes to a lodging near the bridge; but returns in +the morning, to cheer me with her smiles, and bless me by her duteous +affection. A lady once offered her an asylum in her family; but she +would not leave me. 'We are all the world to each other,' said she. 'I +thank God, I have health and spirits to improve the talents with which +nature has endowed me; and I trust if I employ them in the support of a +beloved parent, I shall not be thought an unprofitable servant. While he +lives, I pray for strength to pursue my employment; and when it pleases +heaven to take one of us, may it give the survivor resignation to bear +the separation as we ought: till then I will never leave him.'” + +“But where is this inhuman persecutor?” said Temple. + +“He has been abroad ever since,” replied the old man; “but he has +left orders with his lawyer never to give up the note till the utmost +farthing is paid.” + +“And how much is the amount of your debts in all?” said Temple. + +“Five hundred pounds,” he replied. + +Temple started: it was more than he expected. “But something must be +done,” said he: “that sweet maid must not wear out her life in a prison. +I will see you again to-morrow, my friend,” said he, shaking Eldridge's +hand: “keep up your spirits: light and shade are not more happily +blended than are the pleasures and pains of life; and the horrors of the +one serve only to increase the splendor of the other.” + +“You never lost a wife and son,” said Eldridge. + +“No,” replied he, “but I can feel for those that have.” Eldridge pressed +his hand as they went toward the door, and they parted in silence. + +When they got without the walls of the prison, Temple thanked his friend +Blakeney for introducing him to so worthy a character; and telling him +he had a particular engagement in the city, wished him a good evening. + +“And what is to be done for this distressed man,” said Temple, as he +walked up Ludgate Hill. “Would to heaven I had a fortune that would +enable me instantly to discharge his debt: what exquisite transport, to +see the expressive eyes of Lucy beaming at once with pleasure for her +father's deliverance, and gratitude for her deliverer: but is not my +fortune affluence,” continued he, “nay superfluous wealth, when compared +to the extreme indigence of Eldridge; and what have I done to deserve +ease and plenty, while a brave worthy officer starves in a prison? Three +hundred a year is surely sufficient for all my wants and wishes: at any +rate Eldridge must be relieved.” + +When the heart has will, the hands can soon find means to execute a good +action. + +Temple was a young man, his feelings warm and impetuous; unacquainted +with the world, his heart had not been rendered callous by being +convinced of its fraud and hypocrisy. He pitied their sufferings, +overlooked their faults, thought every bosom as generous as his own, and +would cheerfully have divided his last guinea with an unfortunate fellow +creature. + +No wonder, then, that such a man (without waiting a moment for the +interference of Madam Prudence) should resolve to raise money sufficient +for the relief of Eldridge, by mortgaging part of his fortune. + +We will not enquire too minutely into the cause which might actuate +him in this instance: suffice it to say, he immediately put the plan in +execution; and in three days from the time he first saw the unfortunate +Lieutenant, he had the superlative felicity of seeing him at liberty, +and receiving an ample reward in the tearful eye and half articulated +thanks of the grateful Lucy. + +“And pray, young man,” said his father to him one morning, “what are +your designs in visiting thus constantly that old man and his daughter?” + +Temple was at a loss for a reply: he had never asked himself the +question: he hesitated; and his father continued-- + +“It was not till within these few days that I heard in what manner +your acquaintance first commenced, and cannot suppose any thing but +attachment to the daughter could carry you such imprudent lengths for +the father: it certainly must be her art that drew you in to mortgage +part of your fortune.” + +“Art, Sir!” cried Temple eagerly. “Lucy Eldridge is as free from art as +she is from every other error: she is--” + +“Everything that is amiable and lovely,” said his father, interrupting +him ironically: “no doubt in your opinion she is a pattern of excellence +for all her sex to follow; but come, Sir, pray tell me what are your +designs towards this paragon. I hope you do not intend to complete your +folly by marrying her.” + +“Were my fortune such as would support her according to her merit, +I don't know a woman more formed to insure happiness in the married +state.” + +“Then prithee, my dear lad,” said his father, “since your rank and +fortune are so much beneath what your PRINCESS might expect, be so kind +as to turn your eyes on Miss Weatherby; who, having only an estate of +three thousand a year, is more upon a level with you, and whose father +yesterday solicited the mighty honour of your alliance. I shall leave +you to consider on this offer; and pray remember, that your union with +Miss Weatherby will put it in your power to be more liberally the friend +of Lucy Eldridge.” + +The old gentleman walked in a stately manner out of the room; and Temple +stood almost petrified with astonishment, contempt, and rage. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +SUCH THINGS ARE. + +MISS Weatherby was the only child of a wealthy man, almost idolized by +her parents, flattered by her dependants, and never contradicted even +by those who called themselves her friends: I cannot give a better +description than by the following lines. + + The lovely maid whose form and face + Nature has deck'd with ev'ry grace, + But in whose breast no virtues glow, + Whose heart ne'er felt another's woe, + Whose hand ne'er smooth'd the bed of pain, + Or eas'd the captive's galling chain; + But like the tulip caught the eye, + Born just to be admir'd and die; + When gone, no one regrets its loss, + Or scarce remembers that it was. + +Such was Miss Weatherby: her form lovely as nature could make it, but +her mind uncultivated, her heart unfeeling, her passions impetuous, and +her brain almost turned with flattery, dissipation, and pleasure; and +such was the girl, whom a partial grandfather left independent mistress +of the fortune before mentioned. + +She had seen Temple frequently; and fancying she could never be happy +without him, nor once imagining he could refuse a girl of her beauty and +fortune, she prevailed on her fond father to offer the alliance to the +old Earl of D----, Mr. Temple's father. + +The Earl had received the offer courteously: he thought it a great match +for Henry; and was too fashionable a man to suppose a wife could be any +impediment to the friendship he professed for Eldridge and his daughter. + +Unfortunately for Temple, he thought quite otherwise: the conversation +he had just had with his father, discovered to him the situation of +his heart; and he found that the most affluent fortune would bring no +increase of happiness unless Lucy Eldridge shared it with him; and the +knowledge of the purity of her sentiments, and the integrity of his own +heart, made him shudder at the idea his father had started, of marrying +a woman for no other reason than because the affluence of her fortune +would enable him to injure her by maintaining in splendor the woman +to whom his heart was devoted: he therefore resolved to refuse Miss +Weatherby, and be the event what it might, offer his heart and hand to +Lucy Eldridge. + +Full of this determination, he fought his father, declared his +resolution, and was commanded never more to appear in his presence. +Temple bowed; his heart was too full to permit him to speak; he left the +house precipitately, and hastened to relate the cause of his sorrows to +his good old friend and his amiable daughter. + +In the mean time, the Earl, vexed to the soul that such a fortune should +be lost, determined to offer himself a candidate for Miss Weatherby's +favour. + +What wonderful changes are wrought by that reigning power, ambition! the +love-sick girl, when first she heard of Temple's refusal, wept, raved, +tore her hair, and vowed to found a protestant nunnery with her fortune; +and by commencing abbess, shut herself up from the sight of cruel +ungrateful man for ever. + +Her father was a man of the world: he suffered this first transport to +subside, and then very deliberately unfolded to her the offers of the +old Earl, expatiated on the many benefits arising from an elevated +title, painted in glowing colours the surprise and vexation of Temple +when he should see her figuring as a Countess and his mother-in-law, and +begged her to consider well before she made any rash vows. + +The DISTRESSED fair one dried her tears, listened patiently, and at +length declared she believed the surest method to revenge the slight put +on her by the son, would be to accept the father: so said so done, and +in a few days she became the Countess D----. + +Temple heard the news with emotion: he had lost his father's favour +by avowing his passion for Lucy, and he saw now there was no hope of +regaining it: “but he shall not make me miserable,” said he. “Lucy and I +have no ambitious notions: we can live on three hundred a year for +some little time, till the mortgage is paid off, and then we shall have +sufficient not only for the comforts but many of the little elegancies +of life. We will purchase a little cottage, my Lucy,” said he, “and +thither with your reverend father we will retire; we will forget there +are such things as splendor, profusion, and dissipation: we will have +some cows, and you shall be queen of the dairy; in a morning, while I +look after my garden, you shall take a basket on your arm, and sally +forth to feed your poultry; and as they flutter round you in token of +humble gratitude, your father shall smoke his pipe in a woodbine alcove, +and viewing the serenity of your countenance, feel such real pleasure +dilate his own heart, as shall make him forget he had ever been +unhappy.” + +Lucy smiled; and Temple saw it was a smile of approbation. He sought +and found a cottage suited to his taste; thither, attended by Love and +Hymen, the happy trio retired; where, during many years of uninterrupted +felicity, they cast not a wish beyond the little boundaries of their own +tenement. Plenty, and her handmaid, Prudence, presided at their board, +Hospitality stood at their gate, Peace smiled on each face, Content +reigned in each heart, and Love and Health strewed roses on their +pillows. + +Such were the parents of Charlotte Temple, who was the only pledge of +their mutual love, and who, at the earnest entreaty of a particular +friend, was permitted to finish the education her mother had begun, +at Madame Du Pont's school, where we first introduced her to the +acquaintance of the reader. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +AN INTRIGUING TEACHER. + +MADAME Du Pont was a woman every way calculated to take the care of +young ladies, had that care entirely devolved on herself; but it was +impossible to attend the education of a numerous school without proper +assistants; and those assistants were not always the kind of people +whose conversation and morals were exactly such as parents of delicacy +and refinement would wish a daughter to copy. Among the teachers +at Madame Du Pont's school, was Mademoiselle La Rue, who added to a +pleasing person and insinuating address, a liberal education and the +manners of a gentlewoman. She was recommended to the school by a lady +whose humanity overstepped the bounds of discretion: for though she +knew Miss La Rue had eloped from a convent with a young officer, and, on +coming to England, had lived with several different men in open defiance +of all moral and religious duties; yet, finding her reduced to the +most abject want, and believing the penitence which she professed to be +sincere, she took her into her own family, and from thence recommended +her to Madame Du Pont, as thinking the situation more suitable for +a woman of her abilities. But Mademoiselle possessed too much of the +spirit of intrigue to remain long without adventures. At church, where +she constantly appeared, her person attracted the attention of a young +man who was upon a visit at a gentleman's seat in the neighbourhood: she +had met him several times clandestinely; and being invited to come out +that evening, and eat some fruit and pastry in a summer-house belonging +to the gentleman he was visiting, and requested to bring some of +the ladies with her, Charlotte being her favourite, was fixed on to +accompany her. + +The mind of youth eagerly catches at promised pleasure: pure and +innocent by nature, it thinks not of the dangers lurking beneath +those pleasures, till too late to avoid them: when Mademoiselle asked +Charlotte to go with her, she mentioned the gentleman as a relation, +and spoke in such high terms of the elegance of his gardens, the +sprightliness of his conversation, and the liberality with which he ever +entertained his guests, that Charlotte thought only of the pleasure she +should enjoy in the visit,--not on the imprudence of going without her +governess's knowledge, or of the danger to which she exposed herself in +visiting the house of a gay young man of fashion. + +Madame Du Pont was gone out for the evening, and the rest of the ladies +retired to rest, when Charlotte and the teacher stole out at the back +gate, and in crossing the field, were accosted by Montraville, as +mentioned in the first CHAPTER. + +Charlotte was disappointed in the pleasure she had promised herself +from this visit. The levity of the gentlemen and the freedom of +their conversation disgusted her. She was astonished at the liberties +Mademoiselle permitted them to take; grew thoughtful and uneasy, and +heartily wished herself at home again in her own chamber. + +Perhaps one cause of that wish might be, an earnest desire to see the +contents of the letter which had been put into her hand by Montraville. + +Any reader who has the least knowledge of the world, will easily +imagine the letter was made up of encomiums on her beauty, and vows of +everlasting love and constancy; nor will he be surprised that a heart +open to every gentle, generous sentiment, should feel itself warmed by +gratitude for a man who professed to feel so much for her; nor is it +improbable but her mind might revert to the agreeable person and martial +appearance of Montraville. + +In affairs of love, a young heart is never in more danger than +when attempted by a handsome young soldier. A man of an indifferent +appearance, will, when arrayed in a military habit, shew to advantage; +but when beauty of person, elegance of manner, and an easy method of +paying compliments, are united to the scarlet coat, smart cockade, and +military sash, ah! well-a-day for the poor girl who gazes on him: she +is in imminent danger; but if she listens to him with pleasure, 'tis all +over with her, and from that moment she has neither eyes nor ears for +any other object. + +Now, my dear sober matron, (if a sober matron should deign to turn over +these pages, before she trusts them to the eye of a darling daughter,) +let me intreat you not to put on a grave face, and throw down the book +in a passion and declare 'tis enough to turn the heads of half the girls +in England; I do solemnly protest, my dear madam, I mean no more by +what I have here advanced, than to ridicule those romantic girls, who +foolishly imagine a red coat and silver epaulet constitute the fine +gentleman; and should that fine gentleman make half a dozen fine +speeches to them, they will imagine themselves so much in love as +to fancy it a meritorious action to jump out of a two pair of stairs +window, abandon their friends, and trust entirely to the honour of a +man, who perhaps hardly knows the meaning of the word, and if he does, +will be too much the modern man of refinement, to practice it in their +favour. + +Gracious heaven! when I think on the miseries that must rend the heart +of a doating parent, when he sees the darling of his age at first +seduced from his protection, and afterwards abandoned, by the very +wretch whose promises of love decoyed her from the paternal roof--when +he sees her poor and wretched, her bosom tom between remorse for her +crime and love for her vile betrayer--when fancy paints to me the good +old man stooping to raise the weeping penitent, while every tear from +her eye is numbered by drops from his bleeding heart, my bosom glows +with honest indignation, and I wish for power to extirpate those +monsters of seduction from the earth. + +Oh my dear girls--for to such only am I writing--listen not to the voice +of love, unless sanctioned by paternal approbation: be assured, it is +now past the days of romance: no woman can be run away with contrary +to her own inclination: then kneel down each morning, and request kind +heaven to keep you free from temptation, or, should it please to suffer +you to be tried, pray for fortitude to resist the impulse of inclination +when it runs counter to the precepts of religion and virtue. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +NATURAL SENSE OF PROPRIETY INHERENT IN THE FEMALE BOSOM. + +“I CANNOT think we have done exactly right in going out this evening, +Mademoiselle,” said Charlotte, seating herself when she entered her +apartment: “nay, I am sure it was not right; for I expected to be very +happy, but was sadly disappointed.” + +“It was your own fault, then,” replied Mademoiselle: “for I am sure +my cousin omitted nothing that could serve to render the evening +agreeable.” + +“True,” said Charlotte: “but I thought the gentlemen were very free in +their manner: I wonder you would suffer them to behave as they did.” + +“Prithee, don't be such a foolish little prude,” said the artful woman, +affecting anger: “I invited you to go in hopes it would divert you, and +be an agreeable change of scene; however, if your delicacy was hurt by +the behaviour of the gentlemen, you need not go again; so there let it +rest.” + +“I do not intend to go again,” said Charlotte, gravely taking off her +bonnet, and beginning to prepare for bed: “I am sure, if Madame Du Pont +knew we had been out to-night, she would be very angry; and it is ten to +one but she hears of it by some means or other.” + +“Nay, Miss,” said La Rue, “perhaps your mighty sense of propriety may +lead you to tell her yourself: and in order to avoid the censure you +would incur, should she hear of it by accident, throw the blame on +me: but I confess I deserve it: it will be a very kind return for that +partiality which led me to prefer you before any of the rest of the +ladies; but perhaps it will give you pleasure,” continued she, letting +fall some hypocritical tears, “to see me deprived of bread, and for an +action which by the most rigid could only be esteemed an inadvertency, +lose my place and character, and be driven again into the world, where I +have already suffered all the evils attendant on poverty.” + +This was touching Charlotte in the most vulnerable part: she rose from +her seat, and taking Mademoiselle's hand--“You know, my dear La Rue,” + said she, “I love you too well, to do anything that would injure you in +my governess's opinion: I am only sorry we went out this evening.” + +“I don't believe it, Charlotte,” said she, assuming a little vivacity; +“for if you had not gone out, you would not have seen the gentleman who +met us crossing the field; and I rather think you were pleased with his +conversation.” + +“I had seen him once before,” replied Charlotte, “and thought him an +agreeable man; and you know one is always pleased to see a person with +whom one has passed several cheerful hours. But,” said she pausing, +and drawing the letter from her pocket, while a gentle suffusion of +vermillion tinged her neck and face, “he gave me this letter; what shall +I do with it?” + +“Read it, to be sure,” returned Mademoiselle. + +“I am afraid I ought not,” said Charlotte: “my mother has often told +me, I should never read a letter given me by a young man, without first +giving it to her.” + +“Lord bless you, my dear girl,” cried the teacher smiling, “have you +a mind to be in leading strings all your life time. Prithee open the +letter, read it, and judge for yourself; if you show it your mother, the +consequence will be, you will be taken from school, and a strict guard +kept over you; so you will stand no chance of ever seeing the smart +young officer again.” + +“I should not like to leave school yet,” replied Charlotte, “till I have +attained a greater proficiency in my Italian and music. But you can, if +you please, Mademoiselle, take the letter back to Montraville, and +tell him I wish him well, but cannot, with any propriety, enter into a +clandestine correspondence with him.” She laid the letter on the table, +and began to undress herself. + +“Well,” said La Rue, “I vow you are an unaccountable girl: have you +no curiosity to see the inside now? for my part I could no more let a +letter addressed to me lie unopened so long, than I could work miracles: +he writes a good hand,” continued she, turning the letter, to look at +the superscription. + +“'Tis well enough,” said Charlotte, drawing it towards her. + +“He is a genteel young fellow,” said La Rue carelessly, folding up her +apron at the same time; “but I think he is marked with the small pox.” + +“Oh you are greatly mistaken,” said Charlotte eagerly; “he has a +remarkable clear skin and fine complexion.” + +“His eyes, if I could judge by what I saw,” said La Rue, “are grey and +want expression.” + +“By no means,” replied Charlotte; “they are the most expressive eyes +I ever saw.” “Well, child, whether they are grey or black is of no +consequence: you have determined not to read his letter; so it is likely +you will never either see or hear from him again.” + +Charlotte took up the letter, and Mademoiselle continued-- + +“He is most probably going to America; and if ever you should hear any +account of him, it may possibly be that he is killed; and though he +loved you ever so fervently, though his last breath should be spent in +a prayer for your happiness, it can be nothing to you: you can feel +nothing for the fate of the man, whose letters you will not open, and +whose sufferings you will not alleviate, by permitting him to think you +would remember him when absent, and pray for his safety.” + +Charlotte still held the letter in her hand: her heart swelled at the +conclusion of Mademoiselle's speech, and a tear dropped upon the wafer +that closed it. + +“The wafer is not dry yet,” said she, “and sure there can be no great +harm--” She hesitated. La Rue was silent. “I may read it, Mademoiselle, +and return it afterwards.” + +“Certainly,” replied Mademoiselle. + +“At any rate I am determined not to answer it,” continued Charlotte, as +she opened the letter. + +Here let me stop to make one remark, and trust me my very heart aches +while I write it; but certain I am, that when once a woman has stifled +the sense of shame in her own bosom, when once she has lost sight of the +basis on which reputation, honour, every thing that should be dear to +the female heart, rests, she grows hardened in guilt, and will spare +no pains to bring down innocence and beauty to the shocking level with +herself: and this proceeds from that diabolical spirit of envy, which +repines at seeing another in the full possession of that respect and +esteem which she can no longer hope to enjoy. + +Mademoiselle eyed the unsuspecting Charlotte, as she perused the letter, +with a malignant pleasure. She saw, that the contents had awakened new +emotions in her youthful bosom: she encouraged her hopes, calmed her +fears, and before they parted for the night, it was determined that she +should meet Montraville the ensuing evening. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +DOMESTIC PLEASURES PLANNED. + +“I THINK, my dear,” said Mrs. Temple, laying her hand on her husband's +arm as they were walking together in the garden, “I think next Wednesday +is Charlotte's birth day: now I have formed a little scheme in my own +mind, to give her an agreeable surprise; and if you have no objection, +we will send for her home on that day.” Temple pressed his wife's hand +in token of approbation, and she proceeded.--“You know the little alcove +at the bottom of the garden, of which Charlotte is so fond? I have an +inclination to deck this out in a fanciful manner, and invite all her +little friends to partake of a collation of fruit, sweetmeats, and other +things suitable to the general taste of young guests; and to make it +more pleasing to Charlotte, she shall be mistress of the feast, and +entertain her visitors in this alcove. I know she will be delighted; and +to complete all, they shall have some music, and finish with a dance.” + +“A very fine plan, indeed,” said Temple, smiling; “and you really +suppose I will wink at your indulging the girl in this manner? You will +quite spoil her, Lucy; indeed you will.” + +“She is the only child we have,” said Mrs. Temple, the whole tenderness +of a mother adding animation to her fine countenance; but it was withal +tempered so sweetly with the meek affection and submissive duty of the +wife, that as she paused expecting her husband's answer, he gazed at her +tenderly, and found he was unable to refuse her request. + +“She is a good girl,” said Temple. + +“She is, indeed,” replied the fond mother exultingly, “a grateful, +affectionate girl; and I am sure will never lose sight of the duty she +owes her parents.” + +“If she does,” said he, “she must forget the example set her by the best +of mothers.” + +Mrs. Temple could not reply; but the delightful sensation that dilated +her heart sparkled in her intelligent eyes and heightened the vermillion +on her cheeks. + +Of all the pleasures of which the human mind is sensible, there is +none equal to that which warms and expands the bosom, when listening to +commendations bestowed on us by a beloved object, and are conscious of +having deserved them. + +Ye giddy flutterers in the fantastic round of dissipation, who eagerly +seek pleasure in the lofty dome, rich treat, and midnight revel--tell +me, ye thoughtless daughters of folly, have ye ever found the phantom +you have so long sought with such unremitted assiduity? Has she not +always eluded your grasp, and when you have reached your hand to take +the cup she extends to her deluded votaries, have you not found the +long-expected draught strongly tinctured with the bitter dregs of +disappointment? I know you have: I see it in the wan cheek, sunk +eye, and air of chagrin, which ever mark the children of dissipation. +Pleasure is a vain illusion; she draws you on to a thousand follies, +errors, and I may say vices, and then leaves you to deplore your +thoughtless credulity. + +Look, my dear friends, at yonder lovely Virgin, arrayed in a white robe +devoid of ornament; behold the meekness of her countenance, the +modesty of her gait; her handmaids are Humility, Filial Piety, Conjugal +Affection, Industry, and Benevolence; her name is CONTENT; she holds +in her hand the cup of true felicity, and when once you have formed an +intimate acquaintance with these her attendants, nay you must admit them +as your bosom friends and chief counsellors, then, whatever may be your +situation in life, the meek eyed Virgin wig immediately take up her +abode with you. + +Is poverty your portion?--she will lighten your labours, preside at your +frugal board, and watch your quiet slumbers. + +Is your state mediocrity?--she will heighten every blessing you enjoy, +by informing you how grateful you should be to that bountiful Providence +who might have placed you in the most abject situation; and, by teaching +you to weigh your blessings against your deserts, show you how much more +you receive than you have a right to expect. + +Are you possessed of affluence?--what an inexhaustible fund of happiness +will she lay before you! To relieve the distressed, redress the injured, +in short, to perform all the good works of peace and mercy. + +Content, my dear friends, will blunt even the arrows of adversity, so +that they cannot materially harm you. She will dwell in the humblest +cottage; she will attend you even to a prison. Her parent is Religion; +her sisters, Patience and Hope. She will pass with you through life, +smoothing the rough paths and tread to earth those thorns which every +one must meet with as they journey onward to the appointed goal. She +will soften the pains of sickness, continue with you even in the +cold gloomy hour of death, and, cheating you with the smiles of her +heaven-born sister, Hope, lead you triumphant to a blissful eternity. + +I confess I have rambled strangely from my story: but what of that? if +I have been so lucky as to find the road to happiness, why should I be +such a niggard as to omit so good an opportunity of pointing out the way +to others. The very basis of true peace of mind is a benevolent wish to +see all the world as happy as one's Self; and from my soul do I pity the +selfish churl, who, remembering the little bickerings of anger, envy, +and fifty other disagreeables to which frail mortality is subject, would +wish to revenge the affront which pride whispers him he has received. +For my own part, I can safely declare, there is not a human being in +the universe, whose prosperity I should not rejoice in, and to whose +happiness I would not contribute to the utmost limit of my power: and +may my offences be no more remembered in the day of general retribution, +than as from my soul I forgive every offence or injury received from a +fellow creature. + +Merciful heaven! who would exchange the rapture of such a reflexion for +all the gaudy tinsel which the world calls pleasure! + +But to return.--Content dwelt in Mrs. Temple's bosom, and spread a +charming animation over her countenance, as her husband led her in, to +lay the plan she had formed (for the celebration of Charlotte's birth +day,) before Mr. Eldridge. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +WE KNOW NOT WHAT A DAY MAY BRING FORTH. + +VARIOUS were the sensations which agitated the mind of Charlotte, during +the day preceding the evening in which she was to meet Montraville. +Several times did she almost resolve to go to her governess, show her +the letter, and be guided by her advice: but Charlotte had taken one +step in the ways of imprudence; and when that is once done, there are +always innumerable obstacles to prevent the erring person returning to +the path of rectitude: yet these obstacles, however forcible they may +appear in general, exist chiefly in imagination. + +Charlotte feared the anger of her governess: she loved her mother, +and the very idea of incurring her displeasure, gave her the greatest +uneasiness: but there was a more forcible reason still remaining: should +she show the letter to Madame Du Pont, she must confess the means by +which it came into her possession; and what would be the consequence? +Mademoiselle would be turned out of doors. + +“I must not be ungrateful,” said she. “La Rue is very kind to me; +besides I can, when I see Montraville, inform him of the impropriety of +our continuing to see or correspond with each other, and request him to +come no more to Chichester.” + +However prudent Charlotte might be in these resolutions, she certainly +did not take a proper method to confirm herself in them. Several times +in the course of the day, she indulged herself in reading over the +letter, and each time she read it, the contents sunk deeper in her +heart. As evening drew near, she caught herself frequently consulting +her watch. “I wish this foolish meeting was over,” said she, by way of +apology to her own heart, “I wish it was over; for when I have seen him, +and convinced him my resolution is not to be shaken, I shall feel my +mind much easier.” + +The appointed hour arrived. Charlotte and Mademoiselle eluded the eye of +vigilance; and Montraville, who had waited their coming with impatience, +received them with rapturous and unbounded acknowledgments for their +condescension: he had wisely brought Belcour with him to entertain +Mademoiselle, while he enjoyed an uninterrupted conversation with +Charlotte. + +Belcour was a man whose character might be comprised in a few words; and +as he will make some figure in the ensuing pages, I shall here describe +him. He possessed a genteel fortune, and had a liberal education; +dissipated, thoughtless, and capricious, he paid little regard to +the moral duties, and less to religious ones: eager in the pursuit of +pleasure, he minded not the miseries he inflicted on others, provided +his own wishes, however extravagant, were gratified. Self, darling self, +was the idol he worshipped, and to that he would have sacrificed +the interest and happiness of all mankind. Such was the friend of +Montraville: will not the reader be ready to imagine, that the man who +could regard such a character, must be actuated by the same feelings, +follow the same pursuits, and be equally unworthy with the person to +whom he thus gave his confidence? + +But Montraville was a different character: generous in his disposition, +liberal in his opinions, and good-natured almost to a fault; yet eager +and impetuous in the pursuit of a favorite object, he staid not to +reflect on the consequence which might follow the attainment of his +wishes; with a mind ever open to conviction, had he been so fortunate +as to possess a friend who would have pointed out the cruelty of +endeavouring to gain the heart of an innocent artless girl, when he +knew it was utterly impossible for him to marry her, and when the +gratification of his passion would be unavoidable infamy and misery to +her, and a cause of never-ceasing remorse to himself: had these dreadful +consequences been placed before him in a proper light, the humanity of +his nature would have urged him to give up the pursuit: but Belcour +was not this friend; he rather encouraged the growing passion of +Montraville; and being pleased with the vivacity of Mademoiselle, +resolved to leave no argument untried, which he thought might prevail on +her to be the companion of their intended voyage; and he made no doubt +but her example, added to the rhetoric of Montraville, would persuade +Charlotte to go with them. + +Charlotte had, when she went out to meet Montraville, flattered herself +that her resolution was not to be shaken, and that, conscious of the +impropriety of her conduct in having a clandestine intercourse with a +stranger, she would never repeat the indiscretion. + +But alas! poor Charlotte, she knew not the deceitfulness of her own +heart, or she would have avoided the trial of her stability. + +Montraville was tender, eloquent, ardent, and yet respectful. “Shall I +not see you once more,” said he, “before I leave England? will you not +bless me by an assurance, that when we are divided by a vast expanse of +sea I shall not be forgotten?” + +Charlotte sighed. + +“Why that sigh, my dear Charlotte? could I flatter myself that a fear +for my safety, or a wish for my welfare occasioned it, how happy would +it make me.” + +“I shall ever wish you well, Montraville,” said she; “but we must meet +no more.” “Oh say not so, my lovely girl: reflect, that when I leave my +native land, perhaps a few short weeks may terminate my existence; the +perils of the ocean--the dangers of war--” + +“I can hear no more,” said Charlotte in a tremulous voice. “I must leave +you.” + +“Say you will see me once again.” + +“I dare not,” said she. + +“Only for one half hour to-morrow evening: 'tis my last request. I shall +never trouble you again, Charlotte.” + +“I know not what to say,” cried Charlotte, struggling to draw her hands +from him: “let me leave you now.” + +“And you will come to-morrow,” said Montraville. + +“Perhaps I may,” said she. + +“Adieu then. I will live upon that hope till we meet again.” + +He kissed her hand. She sighed an adieu, and catching hold of +Mademoiselle's arm, hastily entered the garden gate. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +WHEN WE HAVE EXCITED CURIOSITY, IT IS BUT AN ACT OF GOOD NATURE TO +GRATIFY IT. + +MONTRAVILLE was the youngest son of a gentleman of fortune, whose +family being numerous, he was obliged to bring up his sons to genteel +professions, by the exercise of which they might hope to raise +themselves into notice. + +“My daughters,” said he, “have been educated like gentlewomen; and +should I die before they are settled, they must have some provision +made, to place them above the snares and temptations which vice ever +holds out to the elegant, accomplished female, when oppressed by the +frowns of poverty and the sting of dependance: my boys, with only +moderate incomes, when placed in the church, at the bar, or in the +field, may exert their talents, make themselves friends, and raise their +fortunes on the basis of merit.” + +When Montraville chose the profession of arms, his father presented him +with a commission, and made him a handsome provision for his private +purse. “Now, my boy,” said he, “go! seek glory in the field of battle. +You have received from me all I shall ever have it in my power to +bestow: it is certain I have interest to gain you promotion; but be +assured that interest shall never be exerted, unless by your future +conduct you deserve it. Remember, therefore, your success in life +depends entirely on yourself. There is one thing I think it my duty to +caution you against; the precipitancy with which young men frequently +rush into matrimonial engagements, and by their thoughtlessness draw +many a deserving woman into scenes of poverty and distress. A soldier +has no business to think of a wife till his rank is such as to place him +above the fear of bringing into the world a train of helpless innocents, +heirs only to penury and affliction. If, indeed, a woman, whose fortune +is sufficient to preserve you in that state of independence I would +teach you to prize, should generously bestow herself on a young soldier, +whose chief hope of future prosperity depended on his success in the +field--if such a woman should offer--every barrier is removed, and I +should rejoice in an union which would promise so much felicity. But +mark me, boy, if, on the contrary, you rush into a precipitate union +with a girl of little or no fortune, take the poor creature from a +comfortable home and kind friends, and plunge her into all the evils +a narrow income and increasing family can inflict, I will leave you to +enjoy the blessed fruits of your rashness; for by all that is sacred, +neither my interest or fortune shall ever be exerted in your favour. I +am serious,” continued he, “therefore imprint this conversation on your +memory, and let it influence your future conduct. Your happiness will +always be dear to me; and I wish to warn you of a rock on which the +peace of many an honest fellow has been wrecked; for believe me, the +difficulties and dangers of the longest winter campaign are much easier +to be borne, than the pangs that would seize your heart, when you beheld +the woman of your choice, the children of your affection, involved +in penury and distress, and reflected that it was your own folly and +precipitancy had been the prime cause of their sufferings.” + +As this conversation passed but a few hours before Montraville took +leave of his father, it was deeply impressed on his mind: when, +therefore, Belcour came with him to the place of assignation with +Charlotte, he directed him to enquire of the French woman what were Miss +Temple's expectations in regard to fortune. + +Mademoiselle informed him, that though Charlotte's father possessed a +genteel independence, it was by no means probable that he could give his +daughter more than a thousand pounds; and in case she did not marry to +his liking, it was possible he might not give her a single SOUS; nor +did it appear the least likely, that Mr. Temple would agree to her union +with a young man on the point of embarking for the feat of war. + +Montraville therefore concluded it was impossible he should ever marry +Charlotte Temple; and what end he proposed to himself by continuing the +acquaintance he had commenced with her, he did not at that moment give +himself time to enquire. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +CONFLICT OF LOVE AND DUTY. + +ALMOST a week was now gone, and Charlotte continued every evening to +meet Montraville, and in her heart every meeting was resolved to be the +last; but alas! when Montraville at parting would earnestly intreat one +more interview, that treacherous heart betrayed her; and, forgetful +of its resolution, pleaded the cause of the enemy so powerfully, that +Charlotte was unable to resist. Another and another meeting succeeded; +and so well did Montraville improve each opportunity, that the heedless +girl at length confessed no idea could be so painful to her as that of +never seeing him again. + +“Then we will never be parted,” said he. + +“Ah, Montraville,” replied Charlotte, forcing a smile, “how can it be +avoided? My parents would never consent to our union; and even could +they be brought to approve it, how should I bear to be separated from my +kind, my beloved mother?” + +“Then you love your parents more than you do me, Charlotte?” + +“I hope I do,” said she, blushing and looking down, “I hope my affection +for them will ever keep me from infringing the laws of filial duty.” + +“Well, Charlotte,” said Montraville gravely, and letting go her hand, +“since that is the case, I find I have deceived myself with fallacious +hopes. I had flattered my fond heart, that I was dearer to Charlotte +than any thing in the world beside. I thought that you would for my sake +have braved the dangers of the ocean, that you would, by your affection +and smiles, have softened the hardships of war, and, had it been my fate +to fall, that your tenderness would cheer the hour of death, and smooth +my passage to another world. But farewel, Charlotte! I see you never +loved me. I shall now welcome the friendly ball that deprives me of the +sense of my misery.” + +“Oh stay, unkind Montraville,” cried she, catching hold of his arm, as +he pretended to leave her, “stay, and to calm your fears, I will here +protest that was it not for the fear of giving pain to the best of +parents, and returning their kindness with ingratitude, I would follow +you through every danger, and, in studying to promote your happiness, +insure my own. But I cannot break my mother's heart, Montraville; I must +not bring the grey hairs of my doating grand-father with sorrow to the +grave, or make my beloved father perhaps curse the hour that gave me +birth.” She covered her face with her hands, and burst into tears. + +“All these distressing scenes, my dear Charlotte,” cried Montraville, +“are merely the chimeras of a disturbed fancy. Your parents might +perhaps grieve at first; but when they heard from your own hand that you +was with a man of honour, and that it was to insure your felicity by an +union with him, to which you feared they would never have given their +assent, that you left their protection, they will, be assured, forgive +an error which love alone occasioned, and when we return from America, +receive you with open arms and tears of joy.” + +Belcour and Mademoiselle heard this last speech, and conceiving it +a proper time to throw in their advice and persuasions, approached +Charlotte, and so well seconded the entreaties of Montraville, that +finding Mademoiselle intended going with Belcour, and feeling her own +treacherous heart too much inclined to accompany them, the hapless +Charlotte, in an evil hour, consented that the next evening they should +bring a chaise to the end of the town, and that she would leave her +friends, and throw herself entirely on the protection of Montraville. +“But should you,” said she, looking earnestly at him, her eyes full +of tears, “should you, forgetful of your promises, and repenting the +engagements you here voluntarily enter into, forsake and leave me on a +foreign shore--” “Judge not so meanly of me,” said he. “The moment we +reach our place of destination, Hymen shall sanctify our love; and when +I shall forget your goodness, may heaven forget me.” + +“Ah,” said Charlotte, leaning on Mademoiselle's arm as they walked up +the garden together, “I have forgot all that I ought to have remembered, +in consenting to this intended elopement.” + +“You are a strange girl,” said Mademoiselle: “you never know your +own mind two minutes at a time. Just now you declared Montraville's +happiness was what you prized most in the world; and now I suppose +you repent having insured that happiness by agreeing to accompany him +abroad.” + +“Indeed I do repent,” replied Charlotte, “from my soul: but while +discretion points out the impropriety of my conduct, inclination urges +me on to ruin.” + +“Ruin! fiddlestick!” said Mademoiselle; “am I not going with you? and do +I feel any of these qualms?” + +“You do not renounce a tender father and mother,” said Charlotte. + +“But I hazard my dear reputation,” replied Mademoiselle, bridling. + +“True,” replied Charlotte, “but you do not feel what I do.” She then +bade her good night: but sleep was a stranger to her eyes, and the tear +of anguish watered her pillow. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + Nature's last, best gift: + Creature in whom excell'd, whatever could + To sight or thought be nam'd! + Holy, divine! good, amiable, and sweet! + How thou art fall'n!-- + +WHEN Charlotte left her restless bed, her languid eye and pale cheek +discovered to Madame Du Pont the little repose she had tasted. + +“My dear child,” said the affectionate governess, “what is the cause of +the languor so apparent in your frame? Are you not well?” + +“Yes, my dear Madam, very well,” replied Charlotte, attempting to smile, +“but I know not how it was; I could not sleep last night, and my spirits +are depressed this morning.” + +“Come cheer up, my love,” said the governess; “I believe I have brought +a cordial to revive them. I have just received a letter from your good +mama, and here is one for yourself.” + +Charlotte hastily took the letter: it contained these words-- + +“As to-morrow is the anniversary of the happy day that gave my beloved +girl to the anxious wishes of a maternal heart, I have requested your +governess to let you come home and spend it with us; and as I know you +to be a good affectionate child, and make it your study to improve in +those branches of education which you know will give most pleasure to +your delighted parents, as a reward for your diligence and attention +I have prepared an agreeable surprise for your reception. Your +grand-father, eager to embrace the darling of his aged heart, will come +in the chaise for you; so hold yourself in readiness to attend him +by nine o'clock. Your dear father joins in every tender wish for your +health and future felicity, which warms the heart of my dear Charlotte's +affectionate mother, L. TEMPLE.” + +“Gracious heaven!” cried Charlotte, forgetting where she was, and +raising her streaming eyes as in earnest supplication. + +Madame Du Pont was surprised. “Why these tears, my love?” said she. +“Why this seeming agitation? I thought the letter would have rejoiced, +instead of distressing you.” + +“It does rejoice me,” replied Charlotte, endeavouring at composure, “but +I was praying for merit to deserve the unremitted attentions of the best +of parents.” + +“You do right,” said Madame Du Pont, “to ask the assistance of +heaven that you may continue to deserve their love. Continue, my dear +Charlotte, in the course you have ever pursued, and you will insure at +once their happiness and your own.” + +“Oh!” cried Charlotte, as her governess left her, “I have forfeited both +for ever! Yet let me reflect:--the irrevocable step is not yet taken: +it is not too late to recede from the brink of a precipice, from which I +can only behold the dark abyss of ruin, shame, and remorse!” + +She arose from her seat, and flew to the apartment of La Rue. “Oh +Mademoiselle!” said she, “I am snatched by a miracle from destruction! +This letter has saved me: it has opened my eyes to the folly I was +so near committing. I will not go, Mademoiselle; I will not wound the +hearts of those dear parents who make my happiness the whole study of +their lives.” + +“Well,” said Mademoiselle, “do as you please, Miss; but pray understand +that my resolution is taken, and it is not in your power to alter it. +I shall meet the gentlemen at the appointed hour, and shall not be +surprized at any outrage which Montraville may commit, when he finds +himself disappointed. Indeed I should not be astonished, was he to come +immediately here, and reproach you for your instability in the hearing +of the whole school: and what will be the consequence? you will bear +the odium of having formed the resolution of eloping, and every girl +of spirit will laugh at your want of fortitude to put it in execution, +while prudes and fools will load you with reproach and contempt. You +will have lost the confidence of your parents, incurred their anger, and +the scoffs of the world; and what fruit do you expect to reap from this +piece of heroism, (for such no doubt you think it is?) you will have the +pleasure to reflect, that you have deceived the man who adores you, +and whom in your heart you prefer to all other men, and that you are +separated from him for ever.” + +This eloquent harangue was given with such volubility, that Charlotte +could not find an opportunity to interrupt her, or to offer a single +word till the whole was finished, and then found her ideas so confused, +that she knew not what to say. + +At length she determined that she would go with Mademoiselle to the +place of assignation, convince Montraville of the necessity of adhering +to the resolution of remaining behind; assure him of her affection, and +bid him adieu. + +Charlotte formed this plan in her mind, and exulted in the certainty of +its success. “How shall I rejoice,” said she, “in this triumph of reason +over inclination, and, when in the arms of my affectionate parents, lift +up my soul in gratitude to heaven as I look back on the dangers I have +escaped!” + +The hour of assignation arrived: Mademoiselle put what money and +valuables she possessed in her pocket, and advised Charlotte to do +the same; but she refused; “my resolution is fixed,” said she; “I will +sacrifice love to duty.” + +Mademoiselle smiled internally; and they proceeded softly down the back +stairs and out of the garden gate. Montraville and Belcour were ready to +receive them. + +“Now,” said Montraville, taking Charlotte in his arms, “you are mine for +ever.” + +“No,” said she, withdrawing from his embrace, “I am come to take an +everlasting farewel.” + +It would be useless to repeat the conversation that here ensued, suffice +it to say, that Montraville used every argument that had formerly been +successful, Charlotte's resolution began to waver, and he drew her +almost imperceptibly towards the chaise. + +“I cannot go,” said she: “cease, dear Montraville, to persuade. I must +not: religion, duty, forbid.” + +“Cruel Charlotte,” said he, “if you disappoint my ardent hopes, by +all that is sacred, this hand shall put a period to my existence. I +cannot--will not live without you.” + +“Alas! my torn heart!” said Charlotte, “how shall I act?” + +“Let me direct you,” said Montraville, lifting her into the chaise. + +“Oh! my dear forsaken parents!” cried Charlotte. + +The chaise drove off. She shrieked, and fainted into the arms of her +betrayer. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +CRUEL DISAPPOINTMENT. + +“WHAT pleasure,” cried Mr. Eldridge, as he stepped into the chaise to go +for his grand-daughter, “what pleasure expands the heart of an old +man when he beholds the progeny of a beloved child growing up in every +virtue that adorned the minds of her parents. I foolishly thought, some +few years since, that every sense of joy was buried in the graves of my +dear partner and my son; but my Lucy, by her filial affection, soothed +my soul to peace, and this dear Charlotte has twined herself round my +heart, and opened such new scenes of delight to my view, that I almost +forget I have ever been unhappy.” + +When the chaise stopped, he alighted with the alacrity of youth; so much +do the emotions of the soul influence the body. + +It was half past eight o'clock; the ladies were assembled in the school +room, and Madame Du Pont was preparing to offer the morning sacrifice +of prayer and praise, when it was discovered, that Mademoiselle and +Charlotte were missing. + +“She is busy, no doubt,” said the governess, “in preparing Charlotte for +her little excursion; but pleasure should never make us forget our duty +to our Creator. Go, one of you, and bid them both attend prayers.” + +The lady who went to summon them, soon returned, and informed +the governess, that the room was locked, and that she had knocked +repeatedly, but obtained no answer. + +“Good heaven!” cried Madame Du Pont, “this is very strange:” and turning +pale with terror, she went hastily to the door, and ordered it to be +forced open. The apartment instantly discovered, that no person had been +in it the preceding night, the beds appearing as though just made. +The house was instantly a scene of confusion: the garden, the pleasure +grounds were searched to no purpose, every apartment rang with the names +of Miss Temple and Mademoiselle; but they were too distant to hear; and +every face wore the marks of disappointment. + +Mr. Eldridge was sitting in the parlour, eagerly expecting his +grand-daughter to descend, ready equipped for her journey: he heard +the confusion that reigned in the house; he heard the name of Charlotte +frequently repeated. “What can be the matter?” said he, rising and +opening the door: “I fear some accident has befallen my dear girl.” + +The governess entered. The visible agitation of her countenance +discovered that something extraordinary had happened. + +“Where is Charlotte?” said he, “Why does not my child come to welcome +her doating parent?” + +“Be composed, my dear Sir,” said Madame Du Pont, “do not frighten +yourself unnecessarily. She is not in the house at present; but as +Mademoiselle is undoubtedly with her, she will speedily return +in safety; and I hope they will both be able to account for this +unseasonable absence in such a manner as shall remove our present +uneasiness.” + +“Madam,” cried the old man, with an angry look, “has my child been +accustomed to go out without leave, with no other company or protector +than that French woman. Pardon me, Madam, I mean no reflections on your +country, but I never did like Mademoiselle La Rue; I think she was a +very improper person to be entrusted with the care of such a girl +as Charlotte Temple, or to be suffered to take her from under your +immediate protection.” + +“You wrong me, Mr. Eldridge,” replied she, “if you suppose I have ever +permitted your grand-daughter to go out unless with the other ladies. +I would to heaven I could form any probable conjecture concerning her +absence this morning, but it is a mystery which her return can alone +unravel.” Servants were now dispatched to every place where there was +the least hope of hearing any tidings of the fugitives, but in vain. +Dreadful were the hours of horrid suspense which Mr. Eldridge passed +till twelve o'clock, when that suspense was reduced to a shocking +certainty, and every spark of hope which till then they had indulged, +was in a moment extinguished. + +Mr. Eldridge was preparing, with a heavy heart, to return to his +anxiously-expecting children, when Madame Du Pont received the following +note without either name or date. + +“Miss Temple is well, and wishes to relieve the anxiety of her +parents, by letting them know she has voluntarily put herself under +the protection of a man whose future study shall be to make her happy. +Pursuit is needless; the measures taken to avoid discovery are too +effectual to be eluded. When she thinks her friends are reconciled to +this precipitate step, they may perhaps be informed of her place of +residence. Mademoiselle is with her.” + +As Madame Du Pont read these cruel lines, she turned pale as ashes, her +limbs trembled, and she was forced to call for a glass of water. She +loved Charlotte truly; and when she reflected on the innocence and +gentleness of her disposition, she concluded that it must have been +the advice and machinations of La Rue, which led her to this imprudent +action; she recollected her agitation at the receipt of her mother's +letter, and saw in it the conflict of her mind. + +“Does that letter relate to Charlotte?” said Mr. Eldridge, having waited +some time in expectation of Madame Du Pont's speaking. + +“It does,” said she. “Charlotte is well, but cannot return today.” + +“Not return, Madam? where is she? who will detain her from her fond, +expecting parents?” + +“You distract me with these questions, Mr. Eldridge. Indeed I know not +where she is, or who has seduced her from her duty.” + +The whole truth now rushed at once upon Mr. Eldridge's mind. “She has +eloped then,” said he. “My child is betrayed; the darling, the comfort +of my aged heart, is lost. Oh would to heaven I had died but yesterday.” + +A violent gush of grief in some measure relieved him, and, after several +vain attempts, he at length assumed sufficient composure to read the +note. + +“And how shall I return to my children?” said he: “how approach that +mansion, so late the habitation of peace? Alas! my dear Lucy, how will +you support these heart-rending tidings? or how shall I be enabled to +console you, who need so much consolation myself?” + +The old man returned to the chaise, but the light step and cheerful +countenance were no more; sorrow filled his heart, and guided his +motions; he seated himself in the chaise, his venerable head reclined +upon his bosom, his hands were folded, his eye fixed on vacancy, and +the large drops of sorrow rolled silently down his cheeks. There was a +mixture of anguish and resignation depicted in his countenance, as if he +would say, henceforth who shall dare to boast his happiness, or even +in idea contemplate his treasure, lest, in the very moment his heart is +exulting in its own felicity, the object which constitutes that felicity +should be torn from him. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +MATERNAL SORROW. + +SLOW and heavy passed the time while the carriage was conveying Mr. +Eldridge home; and yet when he came in sight of the house, he wished a +longer reprieve from the dreadful task of informing Mr. and Mrs. Temple +of their daughter's elopement. + +It is easy to judge the anxiety of these affectionate parents, when they +found the return of their father delayed so much beyond the expected +time. They were now met in the dining parlour, and several of the young +people who had been invited were already arrived. Each different part of +the company was employed in the same manner, looking out at the windows +which faced the road. At length the long-expected chaise appeared. Mrs. +Temple ran out to receive and welcome her darling: her young companions +flocked round the door, each one eager to give her joy on the return +of her birth-day. The door of the chaise was opened: Charlotte was not +there. “Where is my child?” cried Mrs. Temple, in breathless agitation. + +Mr. Eldridge could not answer: he took hold of his daughter's hand and +led her into the house; and sinking on the first chair he came to, burst +into tears, and sobbed aloud. + +“She is dead,” cried Mrs. Temple. “Oh my dear Charlotte!” and clasping +her hands in an agony of distress, fell into strong hysterics. + +Mr. Temple, who had stood speechless with surprize and fear, now +ventured to enquire if indeed his Charlotte was no more. Mr. Eldridge +led him into another apartment; and putting the fatal note into +his hand, cried--“Bear it like a Christian,” and turned from him, +endeavouring to suppress his own too visible emotions. + +It would be vain to attempt describing what Mr. Temple felt whilst he +hastily ran over the dreadful lines: when he had finished, the paper +dropt from his unnerved hand. “Gracious heaven!” said he, “could +Charlotte act thus?” Neither tear nor sigh escaped him; and he sat +the image of mute sorrow, till roused from his stupor by the repeated +shrieks of Mrs. Temple. He rose hastily, and rushing into the apartment +where she was, folded his arms about her, and saying--“Let us be +patient, my dear Lucy,” nature relieved his almost bursting heart by a +friendly gush of tears. + +Should any one, presuming on his own philosophic temper, look with an +eye of contempt on the man who could indulge a woman's weakness, let him +remember that man was a father, and he will then pity the misery which +wrung those drops from a noble, generous heart. + +Mrs. Temple beginning to be a little more composed, but still imagining +her child was dead, her husband, gently taking her hand, cried--“You are +mistaken, my love. Charlotte is not dead.” + +“Then she is very ill, else why did she not come? But I will go to her: +the chaise is still at the door: let me go instantly to the dear girl. +If I was ill, she would fly to attend me, to alleviate my sufferings, +and cheer me with her love.” + +“Be calm, my dearest Lucy, and I will tell you all,” said Mr. Temple. +“You must not go, indeed you must not; it will be of no use.” + +“Temple,” said she, assuming a look of firmness and composure, “tell +me the truth I beseech you. I cannot bear this dreadful suspense. What +misfortune has befallen my child? Let me know the worst, and I will +endeavour to bear it as I ought.” + +“Lucy,” replied Mr. Temple, “imagine your daughter alive, and in no +danger of death: what misfortune would you then dread?” + +“There is one misfortune which is worse than death. But I know my child +too well to suspect--” + +“Be not too confident, Lucy.” + +“Oh heavens!” said she, “what horrid images do you start: is it possible +she should forget--” + +“She has forgot us all, my love; she has preferred the love of a +stranger to the affectionate protection of her friends. + +“Not eloped?” cried she eagerly. + +Mr. Temple was silent. + +“You cannot contradict it,” said she. “I see my fate in those tearful +eyes. Oh Charlotte! Charlotte! how ill have you requited our tenderness! +But, Father of Mercies,” continued she, sinking on her knees, and +raising her streaming eyes and clasped hands to heaven, “this once +vouchsafe to hear a fond, a distracted mother's prayer. Oh let thy +bounteous Providence watch over and protect the dear thoughtless girl, +save her from the miseries which I fear will be her portion, and oh! +of thine infinite mercy, make her not a mother, lest she should one day +feel what I now suffer.” + +The last words faultered on her tongue, and she fell fainting into the +arms of her husband, who had involuntarily dropped on his knees beside +her. + +A mother's anguish, when disappointed in her tenderest hopes, none but +a mother can conceive. Yet, my dear young readers, I would have you read +this scene with attention, and reflect that you may yourselves one day +be mothers. Oh my friends, as you value your eternal happiness, wound +not, by thoughtless ingratitude, the peace of the mother who bore you: +remember the tenderness, the care, the unremitting anxiety with which +she has attended to all your wants and wishes from earliest infancy to +the present day; behold the mild ray of affectionate applause that beams +from her eye on the performance of your duty: listen to her reproofs +with silent attention; they proceed from a heart anxious for your future +felicity: you must love her; nature, all-powerful nature, has planted +the seeds of filial affection in your bosoms. + +Then once more read over the sorrows of poor Mrs. Temple, and remember, +the mother whom you so dearly love and venerate will feel the same, when +you, forgetful of the respect due to your maker and yourself, forsake +the paths of virtue for those of vice and folly. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +EMBARKATION. + +IT was with the utmost difficulty that the united efforts of +Mademoiselle and Montraville could support Charlotte's spirits during +their short ride from Chichester to Portsmouth, where a boat waited to +take them immediately on board the ship in which they were to embark for +America. + +As soon as she became tolerably composed, she entreated pen and ink +to write to her parents. This she did in the most affecting, artless +manner, entreating their pardon and blessing, and describing +the dreadful situation of her mind, the conflict she suffered in +endeavouring to conquer this unfortunate attachment, and concluded +with saying, her only hope of future comfort consisted in the (perhaps +delusive) idea she indulged, of being once more folded in their +protecting arms, and hearing the words of peace and pardon from their +lips. + +The tears streamed incessantly while she was writing, and she was +frequently obliged to lay down her pen: but when the task was completed, +and she had committed the letter to the care of Montraville to be sent +to the post office, she became more calm, and indulging the delightful +hope of soon receiving an answer that would seal her pardon, she in some +measure assumed her usual cheerfulness. + +But Montraville knew too well the consequences that must unavoidably +ensue, should this letter reach Mr. Temple: he therefore wisely resolved +to walk on the deck, tear it in pieces, and commit the fragments to the +care of Neptune, who might or might not, as it suited his convenience, +convey them on shore. + +All Charlotte's hopes and wishes were now concentred in one, namely that +the fleet might be detained at Spithead till she could receive a letter +from her friends: but in this she was disappointed, for the second +morning after she went on board, the signal was made, the fleet weighed +anchor, and in a few hours (the wind being favourable) they bid adieu to +the white cliffs of Al-bion. + +In the mean time every enquiry that could be thought of was made by Mr. +and Mrs. Temple; for many days did they indulge the fond hope that she +was merely gone off to be married, and that when the indissoluble knot +was once tied, she would return with the partner she had chosen, and +entreat their blessing and forgiveness. + +“And shall we not forgive her?” said Mr. Temple. + +“Forgive her!” exclaimed the mother. “Oh yes, whatever be our errors, +is she not our child? and though bowed to the earth even with shame +and remorse, is it not our duty to raise the poor penitent, and whisper +peace and comfort to her desponding soul? would she but return, with +rapture would I fold her to my heart, and bury every remembrance of her +faults in the dear embrace.” + +But still day after day passed on, and Charlotte did not appear, +nor were any tidings to be heard of her: yet each rising morning was +welcomed by some new hope--the evening brought with it disappointment. +At length hope was no more; despair usurped her place; and the mansion +which was once the mansion of peace, became the habitation of pale, +dejected melancholy. + +The cheerful smile that was wont to adorn the face of Mrs. Temple was +fled, and had it not been for the support of unaffected piety, and a +consciousness of having ever set before her child the fairest example, +she must have sunk under this heavy affliction. + +“Since,” said she, “the severest scrutiny cannot charge me with any +breach of duty to have deserved this severe chastisement, I will bow +before the power who inflicts it with humble resignation to his will; +nor shall the duty of a wife be totally absorbed in the feelings of the +mother; I will endeavour to appear more cheerful, and by appearing in +some measure to have conquered my own sorrow, alleviate the sufferings +of my husband, and rouse him from that torpor into which this misfortune +has plunged him. My father too demands my care and attention: I must +not, by a selfish indulgence of my own grief, forget the interest those +two dear objects take in my happiness or misery: I will wear a smile on +my face, though the thorn rankles in my heart; and if by so doing, I in +the smallest degree contribute to restore their peace of mind, I shall +be amply rewarded for the pain the concealment of my own feelings may +occasion.” + +Thus argued this excellent woman: and in the execution of so laudable +a resolution we shall leave her, to follow the fortunes of the hapless +victim of imprudence and evil counsellors. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +NECESSARY DIGRESSION. + +ON board of the ship in which Charlotte and Mademoiselle were embarked, +was an officer of large unincumbered fortune and elevated rank, and whom +I shall call Crayton. + +He was one of those men, who, having travelled in their youth, pretend +to have contracted a peculiar fondness for every thing foreign, and to +hold in contempt the productions of their own country; and this affected +partiality extended even to the women. + +With him therefore the blushing modesty and unaffected simplicity of +Charlotte passed unnoticed; but the forward pertness of La Rue, the +freedom of her conversation, the elegance of her person, mixed with a +certain engaging JE NE SAIS QUOI, perfectly enchanted him. + +The reader no doubt has already developed the character of La Rue: +designing, artful, and selfish, she had accepted the devoirs of Belcour +because she was heartily weary of the retired life she led at the +school, wished to be released from what she deemed a slavery, and to +return to that vortex of folly and dissipation which had once plunged +her into the deepest misery; but her plan she flattered herself was now +better formed: she resolved to put herself under the protection of no +man till she had first secured a settlement; but the clandestine manner +in which she left Madame Du Pont's prevented her putting this plan +in execution, though Belcour solemnly protested he would make her a +handsome settlement the moment they arrived at Portsmouth. This he +afterwards contrived to evade by a pretended hurry of business; La Rue +readily conceiving he never meant to fulfil his promise, determined to +change her battery, and attack the heart of Colonel Crayton. She soon +discovered the partiality he entertained for her nation; and having +imposed on him a feigned tale of distress, representing Belcour as a +villain who had seduced her from her friends under promise of marriage, +and afterwards betrayed her, pretending great remorse for the errors she +had committed, and declaring whatever her affection for Belcour might +have been, it was now entirely extinguished, and she wished for nothing +more than an opportunity to leave a course of life which her soul +abhorred; but she had no friends to apply to, they had all renounced +her, and guilt and misery would undoubtedly be her future portion +through life. + +Crayton was possessed of many amiable qualities, though the peculiar +trait in his character, which we have already mentioned, in a great +measure threw a shade over them. He was beloved for his humanity and +benevolence by all who knew him, but he was easy and unsuspicious +himself, and became a dupe to the artifice of others. + +He was, when very young, united to an amiable Parisian lady, and perhaps +it was his affection for her that laid the foundation for the partiality +he ever retained for the whole nation. He had by her one daughter, who +entered into the world but a few hours before her mother left it. This +lady was universally beloved and admired, being endowed with all the +virtues of her mother, without the weakness of the father: she was +married to Major Beauchamp, and was at this time in the same fleet with +her father, attending her husband to New-York. + +Crayton was melted by the affected contrition and distress of La Rue: +he would converse with her for hours, read to her, play cards with her, +listen to all her complaints, and promise to protect her to the utmost +of his power. La Rue easily saw his character; her sole aim was to +awaken a passion in his bosom that might turn out to her advantage, +and in this aim she was but too successful, for before the voyage was +finished, the infatuated Colonel gave her from under his hand a promise +of marriage on their arrival at New-York, under forfeiture of five +thousand pounds. + +And how did our poor Charlotte pass her time during a tedious and +tempestuous passage? naturally delicate, the fatigue and sickness which +she endured rendered her so weak as to be almost entirely confined to +her bed: yet the kindness and attention of Montraville in some measure +contributed to alleviate her sufferings, and the hope of hearing from +her friends soon after her arrival, kept up her spirits, and cheered +many a gloomy hour. + +But during the voyage a great revolution took place not only in the +fortune of La Rue but in the bosom of Belcour: whilst in pursuit of +his amour with Mademoiselle, he had attended little to the interesting, +inobtrusive charms of Charlotte, but when, cloyed by possession, +and disgusted with the art and dissimulation of one, he beheld the +simplicity and gentleness of the other, the contrast became too striking +not to fill him at once with surprise and admiration. He frequently +conversed with Charlotte; he found her sensible, well informed, but +diffident and unassuming. The languor which the fatigue of her body and +perturbation of her mind spread over her delicate features, served only +in his opinion to render her more lovely: he knew that Montraville did +not design to marry her, and he formed a resolution to endeavour to gain +her himself whenever Montraville should leave her. + +Let not the reader imagine Belcour's designs were honourable. Alas! when +once a woman has forgot the respect due to herself, by yielding to the +solicitations of illicit love, they lose all their consequence, even in +the eyes of the man whose art has betrayed them, and for whose sake they +have sacrificed every valuable consideration. + + The heedless Fair, who stoops to guilty joys, + A man may pity--but he must despise. + +Nay, every libertine will think he has a right to insult her with his +licentious passion; and should the unhappy creature shrink from the +insolent overture, he will sneeringly taunt her with pretence of +modesty. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +A WEDDING. + +ON the day before their arrival at New-York, after dinner, Crayton arose +from his seat, and placing himself by Mademoiselle, thus addressed the +company-- + +“As we are now nearly arrived at our destined port, I think it but my +duty to inform you, my friends, that this lady,” (taking her hand,) “has +placed herself under my protection. I have seen and severely felt the +anguish of her heart, and through every shade which cruelty or malice +may throw over her, can discover the most amiable qualities. I thought +it but necessary to mention my esteem for her before our disembarkation, +as it is my fixed resolution, the morning after we land, to give her +an undoubted title to my favour and protection by honourably uniting my +fate to hers. I would wish every gentleman here therefore to remember +that her honour henceforth is mine, and,” continued he, looking at +Belcour, “should any man presume to speak in the least disrespectfully +of her, I shall not hesitate to pronounce him a scoundrel.” + +Belcour cast at him a smile of contempt, and bowing profoundly low, +wished Mademoiselle much joy in the proposed union; and assuring +the Colonel that he need not be in the least apprehensive of any one +throwing the least odium on the character of his lady, shook him by the +hand with ridiculous gravity, and left the cabin. + +The truth was, he was glad to be rid of La Rue, and so he was but freed +from her, he cared not who fell a victim to her infamous arts. + +The inexperienced Charlotte was astonished at what she heard. She +thought La Rue had, like herself, only been urged by the force of her +attachment to Belcour, to quit her friends, and follow him to the feat +of war: how wonderful then, that she should resolve to marry another +man. It was certainly extremely wrong. It was indelicate. She mentioned +her thoughts to Montraville. He laughed at her simplicity, called her a +little idiot, and patting her on the cheek, said she knew nothing of +the world. “If the world sanctifies such things, 'tis a very bad world I +think,” said Charlotte. “Why I always understood they were to have been +married when they arrived at New-York. I am sure Mademoiselle told me +Belcour promised to marry her.” + +“Well, and suppose he did?” + +“Why, he should be obliged to keep his word I think.” + +“Well, but I suppose he has changed his mind,” said Montraville, “and +then you know the case is altered.” + +Charlotte looked at him attentively for a moment. A full sense of her +own situation rushed upon her mind. She burst into tears, and remained +silent. Montraville too well understood the cause of her tears. He +kissed her cheek, and bidding her not make herself uneasy, unable to +bear the silent but keen remonstrance, hastily left her. + +The next morning by sun-rise they found themselves at anchor before +the city of New-York. A boat was ordered to convey the ladies on shore. +Crayton accompanied them; and they were shewn to a house of public +entertainment. Scarcely were they seated when the door opened, and the +Colonel found himself in the arms of his daughter, who had landed a few +minutes before him. The first transport of meeting subsided, Crayton +introduced his daughter to Mademoiselle La Rue, as an old friend of her +mother's, (for the artful French woman had really made it appear to the +credulous Colonel that she was in the same convent with his first wife, +and, though much younger, had received many tokens of her esteem and +regard.) + +“If, Mademoiselle,” said Mrs. Beauchamp, “you were the friend of +my mother, you must be worthy the esteem of all good hearts.” + “Mademoiselle will soon honour our family,” said Crayton, “by supplying +the place that valuable woman filled: and as you are married, my dear, I +think you will not blame--” + +“Hush, my dear Sir,” replied Mrs. Beauchamp: “I know my duty too well to +scrutinize your conduct. Be assured, my dear father, your happiness +is mine. I shall rejoice in it, and sincerely love the person who +contributes to it. But tell me,” continued she, turning to Charlotte, +“who is this lovely girl? Is she your sister, Mademoiselle?” + +A blush, deep as the glow of the carnation, suffused the cheeks of +Charlotte. + +“It is a young lady,” replied the Colonel, “who came in the same vessel +with us from England.' He then drew his daughter aside, and told her in +a whisper, Charlotte was the mistress of Montraville. + +“What a pity!” said Mrs. Beauchamp softly, (casting a most compassionate +glance at her.) “But surely her mind is not depraved. The goodness of +her heart is depicted in her ingenuous countenance.” + +Charlotte caught the word pity. “And am I already fallen so low?” said +she. A sigh escaped her, and a tear was ready to start, but Montraville +appeared, and she checked the rising emotion. Mademoiselle went with the +Colonel and his daughter to another apartment. Charlotte remained with +Montraville and Belcour. The next morning the Colonel performed his +promise, and La Rue became in due form Mrs. Crayton, exulted in her +own good fortune, and dared to look with an eye of contempt on the +unfortunate but far less guilty Charlotte. + + + + + +VOLUME II + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +REFLECTIONS. + +“AND am I indeed fallen so low,” said Charlotte, “as to be only pitied? +Will the voice of approbation no more meet my ear? and shall I never +again possess a friend, whose face will wear a smile of joy whenever I +approach? Alas! how thoughtless, how dreadfully imprudent have I been! I +know not which is most painful to endure, the sneer of contempt, or the +glance of compassion, which is depicted in the various countenances +of my own sex: they are both equally humiliating. Ah! my dear parents, +could you now see the child of your affections, the daughter whom you so +dearly loved, a poor solitary being, without society, here wearing out +her heavy hours in deep regret and anguish of heart, no kind friend of +her own sex to whom she can unbosom her griefs, no beloved mother, no +woman of character will appear in my company, and low as your Charlotte +is fallen, she cannot associate with infamy.” + +These were the painful reflections which occupied the mind of Charlotte. +Montraville had placed her in a small house a few miles from New-York: +he gave her one female attendant, and supplied her with what money she +wanted; but business and pleasure so entirely occupied his time, that +he had little to devote to the woman, whom he had brought from all her +connections, and robbed of innocence. Sometimes, indeed, he would steal +out at the close of evening, and pass a few hours with her; and then so +much was she attached to him, that all her sorrows were forgotten while +blest with his society: she would enjoy a walk by moonlight, or sit +by him in a little arbour at the bottom of the garden, and play on the +harp, accompanying it with her plaintive, harmonious voice. But often, +very often, did he promise to renew his visits, and, forgetful of his +promise, leave her to mourn her disappointment. What painful hours +of expectation would she pass! She would sit at a window which looked +toward a field he used to cross, counting the minutes, and straining her +eyes to catch the first glimpse of his person, till blinded with tears +of disappointment, she would lean her head on her hands, and give free +vent to her sorrows: then catching at some new hope, she would again +renew her watchful position, till the shades of evening enveloped every +object in a dusky cloud: she would then renew her complaints, and, with +a heart bursting with disappointed love and wounded sensibility, retire +to a bed which remorse had strewed with thorns, and court in vain that +comforter of weary nature (who seldom visits the unhappy) to come and +steep her senses in oblivion. + +Who can form an adequate idea of the sorrow that preyed upon the mind of +Charlotte? The wife, whose breast glows with affection to her husband, +and who in return meets only indifference, can but faintly conceive her +anguish. Dreadfully painful is the situation of such a woman, but she +has many comforts of which our poor Charlotte was deprived. The duteous, +faithful wife, though treated with indifference, has one solid pleasure +within her own bosom, she can reflect that she has not deserved +neglect--that she has ever fulfilled the duties of her station with the +strictest exactness; she may hope, by constant assiduity and unremitted +attention, to recall her wanderer, and be doubly happy in his returning +affection; she knows he cannot leave her to unite himself to another: he +cannot cast her out to poverty and contempt; she looks around her, +and sees the smile of friendly welcome, or the tear of affectionate +consolation, on the face of every person whom she favours with her +esteem; and from all these circumstances she gathers comfort: but the +poor girl by thoughtless passion led astray, who, in parting with +her honour, has forfeited the esteem of the very man to whom she has +sacrificed every thing dear and valuable in life, feels his indifference +in the fruit of her own folly, and laments her want of power to recall +his lost affection; she knows there is no tie but honour, and that, in +a man who has been guilty of seduction, is but very feeble: he may leave +her in a moment to shame and want; he may marry and forsake her for +ever; and should he, she has no redress, no friendly, soothing companion +to pour into her wounded mind the balm of consolation, no benevolent +hand to lead her back to the path of rectitude; she has disgraced her +friends, forfeited the good opinion of the world, and undone herself; +she feels herself a poor solitary being in the midst of surrounding +multitudes; shame bows her to the earth, remorse tears her distracted +mind, and guilt, poverty, and disease close the dreadful scene: she +sinks unnoticed to oblivion. The finger of contempt may point out to +some passing daughter of youthful mirth, the humble bed where lies this +frail sister of mortality; and will she, in the unbounded gaiety of her +heart, exult in her own unblemished fame, and triumph over the silent +ashes of the dead? Oh no! has she a heart of sensibility, she will stop, +and thus address the unhappy victim of folly-- + +“Thou had'st thy faults, but sure thy sufferings have expiated them: +thy errors brought thee to an early grave; but thou wert a +fellow-creature--thou hast been unhappy--then be those errors forgotten.” + +Then, as she stoops to pluck the noxious weed from off the sod, a tear +will fall, and consecrate the spot to Charity. + +For ever honoured be the sacred drop of humanity; the angel of mercy +shall record its source, and the soul from whence it sprang shall be +immortal. + +My dear Madam, contract not your brow into a frown of disapprobation. I +mean not to extenuate the faults of those unhappy women who fall victims +to guilt and folly; but surely, when we reflect how many errors we are +ourselves subject to, how many secret faults lie hid in the recesses of +our hearts, which we should blush to have brought into open day (and yet +those faults require the lenity and pity of a benevolent judge, or +awful would be our prospect of futurity) I say, my dear Madam, when we +consider this, we surely may pity the faults of others. + +Believe me, many an unfortunate female, who has once strayed into the +thorny paths of vice, would gladly return to virtue, was any generous +friend to endeavour to raise and re-assure her; but alas! it cannot be, +you say; the world would deride and scoff. Then let me tell you, Madam, +'tis a very unfeeling world, and does not deserve half the blessings +which a bountiful Providence showers upon it. + +Oh, thou benevolent giver of all good! how shall we erring mortals +dare to look up to thy mercy in the great day of retribution, if we now +uncharitably refuse to overlook the errors, or alleviate the miseries, +of our fellow-creatures. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +A MISTAKE DISCOVERED. + +JULIA Franklin was the only child of a man of large property, who, at +the age of eighteen, left her independent mistress of an unincumbered +income of seven hundred a year; she was a girl of a lively disposition, +and humane, susceptible heart: she resided in New-York with an uncle, +who loved her too well, and had too high an opinion of her prudence, to +scrutinize her actions so much as would have been necessary with many +young ladies, who were not blest with her discretion: she was, at the +time Montraville arrived at New-York, the life of society, and the +universal toast. Montraville was introduced to her by the following +accident. + +One night when he was upon guard, a dreadful fire broke out near Mr. +Franklin's house, which, in a few hours, reduced that and several others +to ashes; fortunately no lives were lost, and, by the assiduity of the +soldiers, much valuable property was saved from the flames. In the midst +of the confusion an old gentleman came up to Montraville, and, putting +a small box into his hands, cried--“Keep it, my good Sir, till I come +to you again;” and then rushing again into the thickest of the +crowd, Montraville saw him no more. He waited till the fire was quite +extinguished and the mob dispersed; but in vain: the old gentleman did +not appear to claim his property; and Montraville, fearing to make any +enquiry, lest he should meet with impostors who might lay claim, without +any legal right, to the box, carried it to his lodgings, and locked it +up: he naturally imagined, that the person who committed it to his care +knew him, and would, in a day or two, reclaim it; but several weeks +passed on, and no enquiry being made, he began to be uneasy, and +resolved to examine the contents of the box, and if they were, as he +supposed, valuable, to spare no pains to discover, and restore them +to the owner. Upon opening it, he found it contained jewels to a large +amount, about two hundred pounds in money, and a miniature picture set +for a bracelet. On examining the picture, he thought he had somewhere +seen features very like it, but could not recollect where. A few +days after, being at a public assembly, he saw Miss Franklin, and the +likeness was too evident to be mistaken: he enquired among his brother +officers if any of them knew her, and found one who was upon terms of +intimacy in the family: “then introduce me to her immediately,” said +he, “for I am certain I can inform her of something which will give her +peculiar pleasure.” + +He was immediately introduced, found she was the owner of the jewels, +and was invited to breakfast the next morning in order to their +restoration. This whole evening Montraville was honoured with Julia's +hand; the lively sallies of her wit, the elegance of her manner, +powerfully charmed him: he forgot Charlotte, and indulged himself in +saying every thing that was polite and tender to Julia. But on retiring, +recollection returned. “What am I about?” said he: “though I cannot +marry Charlotte, I cannot be villain enough to forsake her, nor must +I dare to trifle with the heart of Julia Franklin. I will return this +box,” said he, “which has been the source of so much uneasiness already, +and in the evening pay a visit to my poor melancholy Charlotte, and +endeavour to forget this fascinating Julia.” + +He arose, dressed himself, and taking the picture out, “I will reserve +this from the rest,” said he, “and by presenting it to her when she +thinks it is lost, enhance the value of the obligation.” He repaired to +Mr. Franklin's, and found Julia in the breakfast parlour alone. + +“How happy am I, Madam,” said he, “that being the fortunate instrument +of saving these jewels has been the means of procuring me the +acquaintance of so amiable a lady. There are the jewels and money all +safe.” + +“But where is the picture, Sir?” said Julia. + +“Here, Madam. I would not willingly part with it.” + +“It is the portrait of my mother,” said she, taking it from him: “'tis +all that remains.” She pressed it to her lips, and a tear trembled in +her eyes. Montraville glanced his eye on her grey night gown and black +ribbon, and his own feelings prevented a reply. + +Julia Franklin was the very reverse of Charlotte Temple: she was tall, +elegantly shaped, and possessed much of the air and manner of a woman +of fashion; her complexion was a clear brown, enlivened with the glow of +health, her eyes, full, black, and sparkling, darted their intelligent +glances through long silken lashes; her hair was shining brown, and her +features regular and striking; there was an air of innocent gaiety that +played about her countenance, where good humour sat triumphant. + +“I have been mistaken,” said Montraville. “I imagined I loved Charlotte: +but alas! I am now too late convinced my attachment to her was merely +the impulse of the moment. I fear I have not only entailed lasting +misery on that poor girl, but also thrown a barrier in the way of my own +happiness, which it will be impossible to surmount. I feel I love Julia +Franklin with ardour and sincerity; yet, when in her presence, I am +sensible of my own inability to offer a heart worthy her acceptance, and +remain silent.” Full of these painful thoughts, Montraville walked out +to see Charlotte: she saw him approach, and ran out to meet him: she +banished from her countenance the air of discontent which ever appeared +when he was absent, and met him with a smile of joy. + +“I thought you had forgot me, Montraville,” said she, “and was very +unhappy.” + +“I shall never forget you, Charlotte,” he replied, pressing her hand. + +The uncommon gravity of his countenance, and the brevity of his reply, +alarmed her. + +“You are not well,” said she; “your hand is hot; your eyes are heavy; +you are very ill.” + +“I am a villain,” said he mentally, as he turned from her to hide his +emotions. + +“But come,” continued she tenderly, “you shall go to bed, and I will sit +by, and watch you; you will be better when you have slept.” + +Montraville was glad to retire, and by pretending sleep, hide the +agitation of his mind from her penetrating eye. Charlotte watched by him +till a late hour, and then, lying softly down by his side, sunk into a +profound sleep, from whence she awoke not till late the next morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + Virtue never appears so amiable as when reaching forth + her hand to raise a fallen sister. + +CHAPTER OF ACCIDENTS. + +WHEN Charlotte awoke, she missed Montraville; but thinking he might have +arisen early to enjoy the beauties of the morning, she was preparing +to follow him, when casting her eye on the table, she saw a note, and +opening it hastily, found these words-- + +“My dear Charlotte must not be surprised, if she does not see me again +for some time: unavoidable business will prevent me that pleasure: be +assured I am quite well this morning; and what your fond imagination +magnified into illness, was nothing more than fatigue, which a few hours +rest has entirely removed. Make yourself happy, and be certain of the +unalterable friendship of + +“MONTRAVILLE.” + + +“FRIENDSHIP!” said Charlotte emphatically, as she finished the note, “is +it come to this at last? Alas! poor, forsaken Charlotte, thy doom is now +but too apparent. Montraville is no longer interested in thy happiness; +and shame, remorse, and disappointed love will henceforth be thy only +attendants.” + +Though these were the ideas that involuntarily rushed upon the mind +of Charlotte as she perused the fatal note, yet after a few hours had +elapsed, the syren Hope again took possession of her bosom, and she +flattered herself she could, on a second perusal, discover an air of +tenderness in the few lines he had left, which at first had escaped her +notice. + +“He certainly cannot be so base as to leave me,” said she, “and in +styling himself my friend does he not promise to protect me. I will not +torment myself with these causeless fears; I will place a confidence in +his honour; and sure he will not be so unjust as to abuse it.” + +Just as she had by this manner of reasoning brought her mind to some +tolerable degree of composure, she was surprised by a visit from +Belcour. The dejection visible in Charlotte's countenance, her swoln +eyes and neglected attire, at once told him she was unhappy: he made no +doubt but Montraville had, by his coldness, alarmed her suspicions, +and was resolved, if possible, to rouse her to jealousy, urge her to +reproach him, and by that means occasion a breach between them. “If I +can once convince her that she has a rival,” said he, “she will listen +to my passion if it is only to revenge his slights.” Belcour knew but +little of the female heart; and what he did know was only of those of +loose and dissolute lives. He had no idea that a woman might fall a +victim to imprudence, and yet retain so strong a sense of honour, as to +reject with horror and contempt every solicitation to a second fault. +He never imagined that a gentle, generous female heart, once tenderly +attached, when treated with unkindness might break, but would never +harbour a thought of revenge. + +His visit was not long, but before he went he fixed a scorpion in the +heart of Charlotte, whose venom embittered every future hour of her +life. + +We will now return for a moment to Colonel Crayton. He had been three +months married, and in that little time had discovered that the +conduct of his lady was not so prudent as it ought to have been: but +remonstrance was vain; her temper was violent; and to the Colonel's +great misfortune he had conceived a sincere affection for her: she saw +her own power, and, with the art of a Circe, made every action appear +to him in what light she pleased: his acquaintance laughed at his +blindness, his friends pitied his infatuation, his amiable daughter, +Mrs. Beauchamp, in secret deplored the loss of her father's affection, +and grieved that he should be so entirely swayed by an artful, and, she +much feared, infamous woman. + +Mrs. Beauchamp was mild and engaging; she loved not the hurry and bustle +of a city, and had prevailed on her husband to take a house a few +miles from New-York. Chance led her into the same neighbourhood with +Charlotte; their houses stood within a short space of each other, and +their gardens joined: she had not been long in her new habitation before +the figure of Charlotte struck her; she recollected her interesting +features; she saw the melancholy so conspicuous in her countenance, +and her heart bled at the reflection, that perhaps deprived of honour, +friends, all that was valuable in life, she was doomed to linger out a +wretched existence in a strange land, and sink broken-hearted into +an untimely grave. “Would to heaven I could snatch her from so hard +a fate,” said she; “but the merciless world has barred the doors of +compassion against a poor weak girl, who, perhaps, had she one kind +friend to raise and reassure her, would gladly return to peace and +virtue; nay, even the woman who dares to pity, and endeavour to recall +a wandering sister, incurs the sneer of contempt and ridicule, for an +action in which even angels are said to rejoice.” + +The longer Mrs. Beauchamp was a witness to the solitary life Charlotte +led, the more she wished to speak to her, and often as she saw her +cheeks wet with the tears of anguish, she would say--“Dear sufferer, how +gladly would I pour into your heart the balm of consolation, were it not +for the fear of derision.” + +But an accident soon happened which made her resolve to brave even the +scoffs of the world, rather than not enjoy the heavenly satisfaction of +comforting a desponding fellow-creature. + +Mrs. Beauchamp was an early riser. She was one morning walking in the +garden, leaning on her husband's arm, when the sound of a harp attracted +their notice: they listened attentively, and heard a soft melodious +voice distinctly sing the following stanzas: + + Thou glorious orb, supremely bright, + Just rising from the sea, + To cheer all nature with thy light, + What are thy beams to me? + In vain thy glories bid me rise, + To hail the new-born day, + Alas! my morning sacrifice + Is still to weep and pray. + For what are nature's charms combin'd, + To one, whose weary breast + Can neither peace nor comfort find, + Nor friend whereon to rest? + Oh! never! never! whilst I live + Can my heart's anguish cease: + Come, friendly death, thy mandate give, + And let me be at peace. + +“'Tis poor Charlotte!” said Mrs. Beauchamp, the pellucid drop of +humanity stealing down her cheek. + +Captain Beauchamp was alarmed at her emotion. “What Charlotte?” said he; +“do you know her?” + +In the accent of a pitying angel did she disclose to her husband +Charlotte's unhappy situation, and the frequent wish she had formed of +being serviceable to her. “I fear,” continued she, “the poor girl has +been basely betrayed; and if I thought you would not blame me, I would +pay her a visit, offer her my friendship, and endeavour to restore +to her heart that peace she seems to have lost, and so pathetically +laments. Who knows, my dear,” laying her hand affectionately on his arm, +“who knows but she has left some kind, affectionate parents to lament +her errors, and would she return, they might with rapture receive the +poor penitent, and wash away her faults in tears of joy. Oh! what a +glorious reflexion would it be for me could I be the happy instrument of +restoring her. Her heart may not be depraved, Beauchamp.” + +“Exalted woman!” cried Beauchamp, embracing her, “how dost thou rise +every moment in my esteem. Follow the impulse of thy generous heart, +my Emily. Let prudes and fools censure if they dare, and blame a +sensibility they never felt; I will exultingly tell them that the heart +that is truly virtuous is ever inclined to pity and forgive the errors +of its fellow-creatures.” + +A beam of exulting joy played round the animated countenance of Mrs. +Beauchamp, at these encomiums bestowed on her by a beloved husband, the +most delightful sensations pervaded her heart, and, having breakfasted, +she prepared to visit Charlotte. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + Teach me to feel another's woe, + To hide the fault I see, + That mercy I to others show, + That mercy show to me. POPE. + +WHEN Mrs. Beauchamp was dressed, she began to feel embarrassed at the +thought of beginning an acquaintance with Charlotte, and was distressed +how to make the first visit. “I cannot go without some introduction,” + said she, “it will look so like impertinent curiosity.” At length +recollecting herself, she stepped into the garden, and gathering a few +fine cucumbers, took them in her hand by way of apology for her visit. + +A glow of conscious shame vermillioned Charlotte's face as Mrs. +Beauchamp entered. + +“You will pardon me, Madam,” said she, “for not having before paid my +respects to so amiable a neighbour; but we English people always keep up +that reserve which is the characteristic of our nation wherever we go. I +have taken the liberty to bring you a few cucumbers, for I observed you +had none in your garden.” + +Charlotte, though naturally polite and well-bred, was so confused she +could hardly speak. Her kind visitor endeavoured to relieve her by +not noticing her embarrassment. “I am come, Madam,” continued she, “to +request you will spend the day with me. I shall be alone; and, as we are +both strangers in this country, we may hereafter be extremely happy in +each other's friendship.” + +“Your friendship, Madam,” said Charlotte blushing, “is an honour to +all who are favoured with it. Little as I have seen of this part of the +world, I am no stranger to Mrs. Beauchamp's goodness of heart and known +humanity: but my friendship--” She paused, glanced her eye upon her own +visible situation, and, spite of her endeavours to suppress them, burst +into tears. + +Mrs. Beauchamp guessed the source from whence those tears flowed. +“You seem unhappy, Madam,” said she: “shall I be thought worthy your +confidence? will you entrust me with the cause of your sorrow, and +rest on my assurances to exert my utmost power to serve you.” Charlotte +returned a look of gratitude, but could not speak, and Mrs. Beauchamp +continued--“My heart was interested in your behalf the first moment I +saw you, and I only lament I had not made earlier overtures towards an +acquaintance; but I flatter myself you will henceforth consider me as +your friend.” + +“Oh Madam!” cried Charlotte, “I have forfeited the good opinion of all +my friends; I have forsaken them, and undone myself.” + +“Come, come, my dear,” said Mrs. Beauchamp, “you must not indulge +these gloomy thoughts: you are not I hope so miserable as you imagine +yourself: endeavour to be composed, and let me be favoured with your +company at dinner, when, if you can bring yourself to think me your +friend, and repose a confidence in me, I am ready to convince you it +shall not be abused.” She then arose, and bade her good morning. + +At the dining hour Charlotte repaired to Mrs. Beauchamp's, and during +dinner assumed as composed an aspect as possible; but when the cloth +was removed, she summoned all her resolution and determined to make Mrs. +Beauchamp acquainted with every circumstance preceding her unfortunate +elopement, and the earnest desire she had to quit a way of life so +repugnant to her feelings. + +With the benignant aspect of an angel of mercy did Mrs. Beauchamp listen +to the artless tale: she was shocked to the soul to find how large a +share La Rue had in the seduction of this amiable girl, and a tear fell, +when she reflected so vile a woman was now the wife of her father. +When Charlotte had finished, she gave her a little time to collect her +scattered spirits, and then asked her if she had never written to her +friends. + +“Oh yes, Madam,” said she, “frequently: but I have broke their hearts: +they are either dead or have cast me off for ever, for I have never +received a single line from them.” + +“I rather suspect,” said Mrs. Beauchamp, “they have never had your +letters: but suppose you were to hear from them, and they were willing +to receive you, would you then leave this cruel Montraville, and return +to them?” + +“Would I!” said Charlotte, clasping her hands; “would not the poor +sailor, tost on a tempestuous ocean, threatened every moment with +death, gladly return to the shore he had left to trust to its deceitful +calmness? Oh, my dear Madam, I would return, though to do it I were +obliged to walk barefoot over a burning desert, and beg a scanty +pittance of each traveller to support my existence. I would endure it +all cheerfully, could I but once more see my dear, blessed mother, hear +her pronounce my pardon, and bless me before I died; but alas! I shall +never see her more; she has blotted the ungrateful Charlotte from her +remembrance, and I shall sink to the grave loaded with her's and my +father's curse.” + +Mrs. Beauchamp endeavoured to sooth her. “You shall write to them +again,” said she, “and I will see that the letter is sent by the first +packet that sails for England; in the mean time keep up your spirits, +and hope every thing, by daring to deserve it.” + +She then turned the conversation, and Charlotte having taken a cup of +tea, wished her benevolent friend a good evening. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +SORROWS OF THE HEART. + +WHEN Charlotte got home she endeavoured to collect her thoughts, and +took up a pen in order to address those dear parents, whom, spite of her +errors, she still loved with the utmost tenderness, but vain was every +effort to write with the least coherence; her tears fell so fast +they almost blinded her; and as she proceeded to describe her unhappy +situation, she became so agitated that she was obliged to give over the +attempt and retire to bed, where, overcome with the fatigue her mind had +undergone, she fell into a slumber which greatly refreshed her, and she +arose in the morning with spirits more adequate to the painful task she +had to perform, and, after several attempts, at length concluded the +following letter to her mother-- + +TO MRS. TEMPLE. NEW-YORK. + +“Will my once kind, my ever beloved mother, deign to receive a letter +from her guilty, but repentant child? or has she, justly incensed at my +ingratitude, driven the unhappy Charlotte from her remembrance? Alas! +thou much injured mother! shouldst thou even disown me, I dare not +complain, because I know I have deserved it: but yet, believe me, guilty +as I am, and cruelly as I have disappointed the hopes of the fondest +parents, that ever girl had, even in the moment when, forgetful of my +duty, I fled from you and happiness, even then I loved you most, and my +heart bled at the thought of what you would suffer. Oh! never, never! +whilst I have existence, will the agony of that moment be erased from my +memory. It seemed like the separation of soul and body. What can I plead +in excuse for my conduct? alas! nothing! That I loved my seducer is +but too true! yet powerful as that passion is when operating in a +young heart glowing with sensibility, it never would have conquered my +affection to you, my beloved parents, had I not been encouraged, nay, +urged to take the fatally imprudent step, by one of my own sex, who, +under the mask of friendship, drew me on to ruin. Yet think not your +Charlotte was so lost as to voluntarily rush into a life of infamy; no, +my dear mother, deceived by the specious appearance of my betrayer, and +every suspicion lulled asleep by the most solemn promises of marriage, +I thought not those promises would so easily be forgotten. I never once +reflected that the man who could stoop to seduction, would not hesitate +to forsake the wretched object of his passion, whenever his capricious +heart grew weary of her tenderness. When we arrived at this place, I +vainly expected him to fulfil his engagements, but was at last fatally +convinced he had never intended to make me his wife, or if he had once +thought of it, his mind was now altered. I scorned to claim from his +humanity what I could not obtain from his love: I was conscious of +having forfeited the only gem that could render me respectable in the +eye of the world. I locked my sorrows in my own bosom, and bore my +injuries in silence. But how shall I proceed? This man, this cruel +Montraville, for whom I sacrificed honour, happiness, and the love of my +friends, no longer looks on me with affection, but scorns the credulous +girl whom his art has made miserable. Could you see me, my dear parents, +without society, without friends, stung with remorse, and (I feel the +burning blush of shame die my cheeks while I write it) tortured with the +pangs of disappointed love; cut to the soul by the indifference of him, +who, having deprived me of every other comfort, no longer thinks it +worth his while to sooth the heart where he has planted the thorn of +never-ceasing regret. My daily employment is to think of you and weep, +to pray for your happiness and deplore my own folly: my nights are +scarce more happy, for if by chance I close my weary eyes, and hope +some small forgetfulness of sorrow, some little time to pass in sweet +oblivion, fancy, still waking, wafts me home to you: I see your beloved +forms, I kneel and hear the blessed words of peace and pardon. Extatic +joy pervades my soul; I reach my arms to catch your dear embraces; the +motion chases the illusive dream; I wake to real misery. At other times +I see my father angry and frowning, point to horrid caves, where, on the +cold damp ground, in the agonies of death, I see my dear mother and my +revered grand-father. I strive to raise you; you push me from you, and +shrieking cry--'Charlotte, thou hast murdered me!' Horror and despair +tear every tortured nerve; I start, and leave my restless bed, weary and +unrefreshed. + +“Shocking as these reflexions are, I have yet one more dreadful than the +rest. Mother, my dear mother! do not let me quite break your heart when +I tell you, in a few months I shall bring into the world an innocent +witness of my guilt. Oh my bleeding heart, I shall bring a poor little +helpless creature, heir to infamy and shame. + +“This alone has urged me once more to address you, to interest you in +behalf of this poor unborn, and beg you to extend your protection to the +child of your lost Charlotte; for my own part I have wrote so often, so +frequently have pleaded for forgiveness, and entreated to be received +once more beneath the paternal roof, that having received no answer, not +even one line, I much fear you have cast me from you for ever. + +“But sure you cannot refuse to protect my innocent infant: it partakes +not of its mother's guilt. Oh my father, oh beloved mother, now do I +feel the anguish I inflicted on your hearts recoiling with double force +upon my own. + +“If my child should be a girl (which heaven forbid) tell her the unhappy +fate of her mother, and teach her to avoid my errors; if a boy, teach +him to lament my miseries, but tell him not who inflicted them, lest in +wishing to revenge his mother's injuries, he should wound the peace of +his father. + +“And now, dear friends of my soul, kind guardians of my infancy, +farewell. I feel I never more must hope to see you; the anguish of my +heart strikes at the strings of life, and in a short time I shall be +at rest. Oh could I but receive your blessing and forgiveness before I +died, it would smooth my passage to the peaceful grave, and be a blessed +foretaste of a happy eternity. I beseech you, curse me not, my adored +parents, but let a tear of pity and pardon fall to the memory of your +lost + +“CHARLOTTE.” + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A MAN MAY SMILE, AND SMILE, AND BE A VILLAIN. + +WHILE Charlotte was enjoying some small degree of comfort in the +consoling friendship of Mrs. Beauchamp, Montraville was advancing +rapidly in his affection towards Miss Franklin. Julia was an amiable +girl; she saw only the fair side of his character; she possessed an +independent fortune, and resolved to be happy with the man of her heart, +though his rank and fortune were by no means so exalted as she had a +right to expect; she saw the passion which Montraville struggled to +conceal; she wondered at his timidity, but imagined the distance fortune +had placed between them occasioned his backwardness, and made every +advance which strict prudence and a becoming modesty would permit. +Montraville saw with pleasure he was not indifferent to her, but a +spark of honour which animated his bosom would not suffer him to take +advantage of her partiality. He was well acquainted with Charlotte's +situation, and he thought there would be a double cruelty in forsaking +her at such a time; and to marry Miss Franklin, while honour, humanity, +every sacred law, obliged him still to protect and support Charlotte, +was a baseness which his soul shuddered at. + +He communicated his uneasiness to Belcour: it was the very thing this +pretended friend had wished. “And do you really,” said he, laughing, +“hesitate at marrying the lovely Julia, and becoming master of her +fortune, because a little foolish, fond girl chose to leave her friends, +and run away with you to America. Dear Montraville, act more like a +man of sense; this whining, pining Charlotte, who occasions you so much +uneasiness, would have eloped with somebody else if she had not with +you.” + +“Would to heaven,” said Montraville, “I had never seen her; my regard +for her was but the momentary passion of desire, but I feel I shall love +and revere Julia Franklin as long as I live; yet to leave poor Charlotte +in her present situation would be cruel beyond description.” + +“Oh my good sentimental friend,” said Belcour, “do you imagine no body +has a right to provide for the brat but yourself.” + +Montraville started. “Sure,” said he, “you cannot mean to insinuate that +Charlotte is false.” + +“I don't insinuate it,” said Belcour, “I know it.” + +Montraville turned pale as ashes. “Then there is no faith in woman,” + said he. + +“While I thought you attached to her,” said Belcour with an air of +indifference, “I never wished to make you uneasy by mentioning her +perfidy, but as I know you love and are beloved by Miss Franklin, I was +determined not to let these foolish scruples of honour step between you +and happiness, or your tenderness for the peace of a perfidious girl +prevent your uniting yourself to a woman of honour.” + +“Good heavens!” said Montraville, “what poignant reflections does a man +endure who sees a lovely woman plunged in infamy, and is conscious he +was her first seducer; but are you certain of what you say, Belcour?” + +“So far,” replied he, “that I myself have received advances from her +which I would not take advantage of out of regard to you: but hang it, +think no more about her. I dined at Franklin's to-day, and Julia bid +me seek and bring you to tea: so come along, my lad, make good use of +opportunity, and seize the gifts of fortune while they are within your +reach.” Montraville was too much agitated to pass a happy evening even +in the company of Julia Franklin: he determined to visit Charlotte early +the next morning, tax her with her falsehood, and take an everlasting +leave of her; but when the morning came, he was commanded on duty, and +for six weeks was prevented from putting his design in execution. +At length he found an hour to spare, and walked out to spend it with +Charlotte: it was near four o'clock in the afternoon when he arrived at +her cottage; she was not in the parlour, and without calling the servant +he walked up stairs, thinking to find her in her bed room. He opened the +door, and the first object that met his eyes was Charlotte asleep on the +bed, and Belcour by her side. + +“Death and distraction,” said he, stamping, “this is too much. Rise, +villain, and defend yourself.” Belcour sprang from the bed. The noise +awoke Charlotte; terrified at the furious appearance of Montraville, and +seeing Belcour with him in the chamber, she caught hold of his arm as he +stood by the bed-side, and eagerly asked what was the matter. + +“Treacherous, infamous girl,” said he, “can you ask? How came he here?” + pointing to Belcour. + +“As heaven is my witness,” replied she weeping, “I do not know. I have +not seen him for these three weeks.” + +“Then you confess he sometimes visits you?” + +“He came sometimes by your desire.” + +“'Tis false; I never desired him to come, and you know I did not: but +mark me, Charlotte, from this instant our connexion is at an end. Let +Belcour, or any other of your favoured lovers, take you and provide for +you; I have done with you for ever.” + +He was then going to leave her; but starting wildly from the bed, she +threw herself on her knees before him, protesting her innocence and +entreating him not to leave her. “Oh Montraville,” said she, “kill me, +for pity's sake kill me, but do not doubt my fidelity. Do not leave me +in this horrid situation; for the sake of your unborn child, oh! spurn +not the wretched mother from you.” + +“Charlotte,” said he, with a firm voice, “I shall take care that neither +you nor your child want any thing in the approaching painful hour; but +we meet no more.” He then endeavoured to raise her from the ground; +but in vain; she clung about his knees, entreating him to believe her +innocent, and conjuring Belcour to clear up the dreadful mystery. + +Belcour cast on Montraville a smile of contempt: it irritated him almost +to madness; he broke from the feeble arms of the distressed girl; she +shrieked and fell prostrate on the floor. + +Montraville instantly left the house and returned hastily to the city. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +MYSTERY DEVELOPED. + +UNFORTUNATELY for Charlotte, about three weeks before this unhappy +rencontre, Captain Beauchamp, being ordered to Rhode-Island, his lady +had accompanied him, so that Charlotte was deprived of her friendly +advice and consoling society. The afternoon on which Montraville had +visited her she had found herself languid and fatigued, and after making +a very slight dinner had lain down to endeavour to recruit her exhausted +spirits, and, contrary to her expectations, had fallen asleep. She +had not long been lain down, when Belcour arrived, for he took every +opportunity of visiting her, and striving to awaken her resentment +against Montraville. He enquired of the servant where her mistress was, +and being told she was asleep, took up a book to amuse himself: having +sat a few minutes, he by chance cast his eyes towards the road, and saw +Montraville approaching; he instantly conceived the diabolical scheme +of ruining the unhappy Charlotte in his opinion for ever; he therefore +stole softly up stairs, and laying himself by her side with the greatest +precaution, for fear she should awake, was in that situation discovered +by his credulous friend. + +When Montraville spurned the weeping Charlotte from him, and left her +almost distracted with terror and despair, Belcour raised her from +the floor, and leading her down stairs, assumed the part of a tender, +consoling friend; she listened to the arguments he advanced with +apparent composure; but this was only the calm of a moment: the +remembrance of Montraville's recent cruelty again rushed upon her mind: +she pushed him from her with some violence, and crying--“Leave me, Sir, +I beseech you leave me, for much I fear you have been the cause of my +fidelity being suspected; go, leave me to the accumulated miseries my +own imprudence has brought upon me.” + +She then left him with precipitation, and retiring to her own apartment, +threw herself on the bed, and gave vent to an agony of grief which it is +impossible to describe. + +It now occurred to Belcour that she might possibly write to Montraville, +and endeavour to convince him of her innocence: he was well aware of her +pathetic remonstrances, and, sensible of the tenderness of Montraville's +heart, resolved to prevent any letters ever reaching him: he therefore +called the servant, and, by the powerful persuasion of a bribe, +prevailed with her to promise whatever letters her mistress might write +should be sent to him. He then left a polite, tender note for Charlotte, +and returned to New-York. His first business was to seek Montraville, +and endeavour to convince him that what had happened would ultimately +tend to his happiness: he found him in his apartment, solitary, pensive, +and wrapped in disagreeable reflexions. + +“Why how now, whining, pining lover?” said he, clapping him on the +shoulder. Montraville started; a momentary flush of resentment crossed +his cheek, but instantly gave place to a death-like paleness, occasioned +by painful remembrance remembrance awakened by that monitor, whom, +though we may in vain endeavour, we can never entirely silence. + +“Belcour,” said he, “you have injured me in a tender point.” “Prithee, +Jack,” replied Belcour, “do not make a serious matter of it: how could I +refuse the girl's advances? and thank heaven she is not your wife.” + +“True,” said Montraville; “but she was innocent when I first knew her. +It was I seduced her, Belcour. Had it not been for me, she had still +been virtuous and happy in the affection and protection of her family.” + +“Pshaw,” replied Belcour, laughing, “if you had not taken advantage of +her easy nature, some other would, and where is the difference, pray?” + +“I wish I had never seen her,” cried he passionately, and starting from +his seat. “Oh that cursed French woman,” added he with vehemence, “had +it not been for her, I might have been happy--” He paused. + +“With Julia Franklin,” said Belcour. The name, like a sudden spark +of electric fire, seemed for a moment to suspend his faculties--for a +moment he was transfixed; but recovering, he caught Belcour's hand, and +cried--“Stop! stop! I beseech you, name not the lovely Julia and +the wretched Montraville in the same breath. I am a seducer, a mean, +ungenerous seducer of unsuspecting innocence. I dare not hope that +purity like her's would stoop to unite itself with black, premeditated +guilt: yet by heavens I swear, Belcour, I thought I loved the lost, +abandoned Charlotte till I saw Julia--I thought I never could forsake +her; but the heart is deceitful, and I now can plainly discriminate +between the impulse of a youthful passion, and the pure flame of +disinterested affection.” + +At that instant Julia Franklin passed the window, leaning on her uncle's +arm. She curtseyed as she passed, and, with the bewitching smile of +modest cheerfulness, cried--“Do you bury yourselves in the house this +fine evening, gents?” There was something in the voice! the manner! the +look! that was altogether irresistible. “Perhaps she wishes my company,” + said Montraville mentally, as he snatched up his hat: “if I thought she +loved me, I would confess my errors, and trust to her generosity to pity +and pardon me.” He soon overtook her, and offering her his arm, they +sauntered to pleasant but unfrequented walks. Belcour drew Mr. Franklin +on one side and entered into a political discourse: they walked faster +than the young people, and Belcour by some means contrived entirely to +lose sight of them. It was a fine evening in the beginning of autumn; +the last remains of day-light faintly streaked the western sky, while +the moon, with pale and virgin lustre in the room of gorgeous gold and +purple, ornamented the canopy of heaven with silver, fleecy clouds, +which now and then half hid her lovely face, and, by partly concealing, +heightened every beauty; the zephyrs whispered softly through the trees, +which now began to shed their leafy honours; a solemn silence reigned: +and to a happy mind an evening such as this would give serenity, and +calm, unruffled pleasure; but to Montraville, while it soothed +the turbulence of his passions, it brought increase of melancholy +reflections. Julia was leaning on his arm: he took her hand in his, and +pressing it tenderly, sighed deeply, but continued silent. Julia was +embarrassed; she wished to break a silence so unaccountable, but was +unable; she loved Montraville, she saw he was unhappy, and wished to +know the cause of his uneasiness, but that innate modesty, which nature +has implanted in the female breast, prevented her enquiring. “I am bad +company, Miss Franklin,” said he, at last recollecting himself; “but +I have met with something to-day that has greatly distressed me, and I +cannot shake off the disagreeable impression it has made on my mind.” + +“I am sorry,” she replied, “that you have any cause of inquietude. I am +sure if you were as happy as you deserve, and as all your friends wish +you--” She hesitated. “And might I,” replied he with some animation, +“presume to rank the amiable Julia in that number?” + +“Certainly,” said she, “the service you have rendered me, the knowledge +of your worth, all combine to make me esteem you.” + +“Esteem, my lovely Julia,” said he passionately, “is but a poor cold +word. I would if I dared, if I thought I merited your attention--but +no, I must not--honour forbids. I am beneath your notice, Julia, I am +miserable and cannot hope to be otherwise.” “Alas!” said Julia, “I pity +you.” + +“Oh thou condescending charmer,” said he, “how that sweet word cheers my +sad heart. Indeed if you knew all, you would pity; but at the same time +I fear you would despise me.” + +Just then they were again joined by Mr. Franklin and Belcour. It had +interrupted an interesting discourse. They found it impossible to +converse on indifferent subjects, and proceeded home in silence. At +Mr. Franklin's door Montraville again pressed Julia's hand, and faintly +articulating “good night,” retired to his lodgings dispirited and +wretched, from a consciousness that he deserved not the affection, with +which he plainly saw he was honoured. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +RECEPTION OF A LETTER. + +“AND where now is our poor Charlotte?” said Mr. Temple one evening, as +the cold blasts of autumn whistled rudely over the heath, and the yellow +appearance of the distant wood, spoke the near approach of winter. In +vain the cheerful fire blazed on the hearth, in vain was he surrounded +by all the comforts of life; the parent was still alive in his heart, +and when he thought that perhaps his once darling child was ere this +exposed to all the miseries of want in a distant land, without a friend +to sooth and comfort her, without the benignant look of compassion to +cheer, or the angelic voice of pity to pour the balm of consolation on +her wounded heart; when he thought of this, his whole soul dissolved in +tenderness; and while he wiped the tear of anguish from the eye of his +patient, uncomplaining Lucy, he struggled to suppress the sympathizing +drop that started in his own. + +“Oh, my poor girl,” said Mrs. Temple, “how must she be altered, else +surely she would have relieved our agonizing minds by one line to +say she lived--to say she had not quite forgot the parents who almost +idolized her.” + +“Gracious heaven,” said Mr. Temple, starting from his seat, “I, who would +wish to be a father, to experience the agonizing pangs inflicted on a +parent's heart by the ingratitude of a child?” Mrs. Temple wept: her +father took her hand; he would have said, “be comforted my child,” + but the words died on his tongue. The sad silence that ensued was +interrupted by a loud rap at the door. In a moment a servant entered +with a letter in his hand. + +Mrs. Temple took it from him: she cast her eyes upon the superscription; +she knew the writing. “'Tis Charlotte,” said she, eagerly breaking +the seal, “she has not quite forgot us.” But before she had half gone +through the contents, a sudden sickness seized her; she grew cold and +giddy, and puffing it into her husband's hand, she cried--“Read it: I +cannot.” Mr. Temple attempted to read it aloud, but frequently paused +to give vent to his tears. “My poor deluded child,” said he, when he had +finished. + +“Oh, shall we not forgive the dear penitent?” said Mrs. Temple. “We +must, we will, my love; she is willing to return, and 'tis our duty to +receive her.” + +“Father of mercy,” said Mr. Eldridge, raising his clasped hands, “let +me but live once more to see the dear wanderer restored to her afflicted +parents, and take me from this world of sorrow whenever it seemeth best +to thy wisdom.” + +“Yes, we will receive her,” said Mr. Temple; “we will endeavour to heal +her wounded spirit, and speak peace and comfort to her agitated soul. I +will write to her to return immediately.' + +“Oh!” said Mrs. Temple, “I would if possible fly to her, support and +cheer the dear sufferer in the approaching hour of distress, and tell +her how nearly penitence is allied to virtue. Cannot we go and conduct +her home, my love?” continued she, laying her hand on his arm. “My +father will surely forgive our absence if we go to bring home his +darling.” + +“You cannot go, my Lucy,” said Mr. Temple: “the delicacy of your frame +would but poorly sustain the fatigue of a long voyage; but I will go and +bring the gentle penitent to your arms: we may still see many years of +happiness.” + +The struggle in the bosom of Mrs. Temple between maternal and conjugal +tenderness was long and painful. At length the former triumphed, and she +consented that her husband should set forward to New-York by the first +opportunity: she wrote to her Charlotte in the tenderest, most consoling +manner, and looked forward to the happy hour, when she should again +embrace her, with the most animated hope. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +WHAT MIGHT BE EXPECTED. + +IN the mean time the passion Montraville had conceived for Julia +Franklin daily encreased, and he saw evidently how much he was beloved +by that amiable girl: he was likewise strongly prepossessed with an idea +of Charlotte's perfidy. What wonder then if he gave himself up to the +delightful sensation which pervaded his bosom; and finding no obstacle +arise to oppose his happiness, he solicited and obtained the hand of +Julia. A few days before his marriage he thus addressed Belcour: + +“Though Charlotte, by her abandoned conduct, has thrown herself from my +protection, I still hold myself bound to support her till relieved +from her present condition, and also to provide for the child. I do not +intend to see her again, but I will place a sum of money in your hands, +which will amply supply her with every convenience; but should she +require more, let her have it, and I will see it repaid. I wish I could +prevail on the poor deluded girl to return to her friends: she was an +only child, and I make no doubt but that they would joyfully receive +her; it would shock me greatly to see her henceforth leading a life of +infamy, as I should always accuse myself of being the primary cause of +all her errors. If she should chuse to remain under your protection, be +kind to her, Belcour, I conjure you. Let not satiety prompt you to treat +her in such a manner, as may drive her to actions which necessity might +urge her to, while her better reason disapproved them: she shall never +want a friend while I live, but I never more desire to behold her; her +presence would be always painful to me, and a glance from her eye would +call the blush of conscious guilt into my cheek. + +“I will write a letter to her, which you may deliver when I am gone, as +I shall go to St. Eustatia the day after my union with Julia, who will +accompany me.” + +Belcour promised to fulfil the request of his friend, though nothing +was farther from his intentions, than the least design of delivering the +letter, or making Charlotte acquainted with the provision Montraville +had made for her; he was bent on the complete ruin of the unhappy girl, +and supposed, by reducing her to an entire dependance on him, to bring +her by degrees to consent to gratify his ungenerous passion. + +The evening before the day appointed for the nuptials of Montraville and +Julia, the former refired early to his apartment; and ruminating on the +past scenes of his life, suffered the keenest remorse in the remembrance +of Charlotte's seduction. “Poor girl,” said he, “I will at least write +and bid her adieu; I will too endeavour to awaken that love of virtue in +her bosom which her unfortunate attachment to me has extinguished.” He +took up the pen and began to write, but words were denied him. How could +he address the woman whom he had seduced, and whom, though he thought +unworthy his tenderness, he was about to bid adieu for ever? How should +he tell her that he was going to abjure her, to enter into the most +indissoluble ties with another, and that he could not even own the +infant which she bore as his child? Several letters were begun and +destroyed: at length he completed the following: + +TO CHARLOTTE. + +“Though I have taken up my pen to address you, my poor injured girl, I +feel I am inadequate to the task; yet, however painful the endeavour, I +could not resolve upon leaving you for ever without one kind line to bid +you adieu, to tell you how my heart bleeds at the remembrance of what +you was, before you saw the hated Montraville. Even now imagination +paints the scene, when, torn by contending passions, when, struggling +between love and duty, you fainted in my arms, and I lifted you into +the chaise: I see the agony of your mind, when, recovering, you found +yourself on the road to Portsmouth: but how, my gentle girl, how could +you, when so justly impressed with the value of virtue, how could you, +when loving as I thought you loved me, yield to the solicitations of +Belcour? + +“Oh Charlotte, conscience tells me it was I, villain that I am, who +first taught you the allurements of guilty pleasure; it was I who +dragged you from the calm repose which innocence and virtue ever enjoy; +and can I, dare I tell you, it was not love prompted to the horrid deed? +No, thou dear, fallen angel, believe your repentant Montraville, when +he tells you the man who truly loves will never betray the object of his +affection. Adieu, Charlotte: could you still find charms in a life of +unoffend-ing innocence, return to your parents; you shall never want the +means of support both for yourself and child. Oh! gracious heaven! +may that child be entirely free from the vices of its father and the +weakness of its mother. + +“To-morrow--but no, I cannot tell you what to-morrow will produce; +Belcour will inform you: he also has cash for you, which I beg you will +ask for whenever you may want it. Once more adieu: believe me could I +hear you was returned to your friends, and enjoying that tranquillity of +which I have robbed you, I should be as completely happy as even you, +in your fondest hours, could wish me, but till then a gloom will obscure +the brightest prospects of MONTRAVILLE.” + +After he had sealed this letter he threw himself on the bed, and enjoyed +a few hours repose. Early in the morning Belcour tapped at his door: he +arose hastily, and prepared to meet his Julia at the altar. + +“This is the letter to Charlotte,” said he, giving it to Belcour: “take +it to her when we are gone to Eustatia; and I conjure you, my dear +friend, not to use any sophistical arguments to prevent her return to +virtue; but should she incline that way, encourage her in the thought, +and assist her to put her design in execution.” + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + Pensive she mourn'd, and hung her languid head, + Like a fair lily overcharg'd with dew. + +CHARLOTTE had now been left almost three months a prey to her own +melancholy reflexions--sad companions indeed; nor did any one break in +upon her solitude but Belcour, who once or twice called to enquire after +her health, and tell her he had in vain endeavoured to bring Montraville +to hear reason; and once, but only once, was her mind cheered by the +receipt of an affectionate letter from Mrs. Beauchamp. Often had she +wrote to her perfidious seducer, and with the most persuasive eloquence +endeavoured to convince him of her innocence; but these letters were +never suffered to reach the hands of Montraville, or they must, though +on the very eve of marriage, have prevented his deserting the wretched +girl. Real anguish of heart had in a great measure faded her charms, her +cheeks were pale from want of rest, and her eyes, by frequent, indeed +almost continued weeping, were sunk and heavy. Sometimes a gleam of hope +would play about her heart when she thought of her parents--“They cannot +surely,” she would say, “refuse to forgive me; or should they deny their +pardon to me, they win not hate my innocent infant on account of its +mother's errors.” How often did the poor mourner wish for the consoling +presence of the benevolent Mrs. Beauchamp. + +“If she were here,” she would cry, “she would certainly comfort me, and +sooth the distraction of my soul.” + +She was sitting one afternoon, wrapped in these melancholy reflexions, +when she was interrupted by the entrance of Belcour. Great as the +alteration was which incessant sorrow had made on her person, she was +still interesting, still charming; and the unhallowed flame, which had +urged Belcour to plant dissension between her and Montraville, still +raged in his bosom: he was determined, if possible, to make her his +mistress; nay, he had even conceived the diabolical scheme of taking her +to New-York, and making her appear in every public place where it was +likely she should meet Montraville, that he might be a witness to his +unmanly triumph. + +When he entered the room where Charlotte was sitting, he assumed +the look of tender, consolatory friendship. “And how does my lovely +Charlotte?” said he, taking her hand: “I fear you are not so well as I +could wish.” + +“I am not well, Mr. Belcour,” said she, “very far from it; but the pains +and infirmities of the body I could easily bear, nay, submit to them +with patience, were they not aggravated by the most insupportable +anguish of my mind.” + +“You are not happy, Charlotte,” said he, with a look of well-dissembled +sorrow. + +“Alas!” replied she mournfully, shaking her head, “how can I be happy, +deserted and forsaken as I am, without a friend of my own sex to whom I +can unburthen my full heart, nay, my fidelity suspected by the very man +for whom I have sacrificed every thing valuable in life, for whom I have +made myself a poor despised creature, an outcast from society, an object +only of contempt and pity.” + +“You think too meanly of yourself, Miss Temple: there is no one who +would dare to treat you with contempt: all who have the pleasure of +knowing you must admire and esteem. You are lonely here, my dear girl; +give me leave to conduct you to New-York, where the agreeable society +of some ladies, to whom I will introduce you, will dispel these sad +thoughts, and I shall again see returning cheerfulness animate those +lovely features.” + +“Oh never! never!” cried Charlotte, emphatically: “the virtuous part +of my sex will scorn me, and I will never associate with infamy. No, +Belcour, here let me hide my shame and sorrow, here let me spend my +few remaining days in obscurity, unknown and unpitied, here let me die +unlamented, and my name sink to oblivion.” Here her tears stopped her +utterance. Belcour was awed to silence: he dared not interrupt her; and +after a moment's pause she proceeded--“I once had conceived the +thought of going to New-York to seek out the still dear, though cruel, +ungenerous Montraville, to throw myself at his feet, and entreat his +compassion; heaven knows, not for myself; if I am no longer beloved, +I will not be indebted to his pity to redress my injuries, but I would +have knelt and entreated him not to forsake my poor unborn--” She could +say no more; a crimson glow rushed over her cheeks, and covering her +face with her hands, she sobbed aloud. + +Something like humanity was awakened in Belcour's breast by this +pathetic speech: he arose and walked towards the window; but the selfish +passion which had taken possession of his heart, soon stifled these +finer emotions; and he thought if Charlotte was once convinced she had +no longer any dependance on Montraville, she would more readily throw +herself on his protection. Determined, therefore, to inform her of all +that had happened, he again resumed his seat; and finding she began to +be more composed, enquired if she had ever heard from Montraville since +the unfortunate recontre in her bed chamber. + +“Ah no,” said she. “I fear I shall never hear from him again.” + +“I am greatly of your opinion,” said Belcour, “for he has been for some +time past greatly attached--” + +At the word “attached” a death-like paleness overspread the countenance +of Charlotte, but she applied to some hartshorn which stood beside her, +and Belcour proceeded. + +“He has been for some time past greatly attached to one Miss Franklin, a +pleasing lively girl, with a large fortune.” + +“She may be richer, may be handsomer,” cried Charlotte, “but cannot love +him so well. Oh may she beware of his art, and not trust him too far as +I have done.” + +“He addresses her publicly,” said he, “and it was rumoured they were +to be married before he sailed for Eustatia, whither his company is +ordered.” + +“Belcour,” said Charlotte, seizing his hand, and gazing at him +earnestly, while her pale lips trembled with convulsive agony, “tell me, +and tell me truly, I beseech you, do you think he can be such a villain +as to marry another woman, and leave me to die with want and misery in +a strange land: tell me what you think; I can bear it very well; I +will not shrink from this heaviest stroke of fate; I have deserved my +afflictions, and I will endeavour to bear them as I ought.” + +“I fear,” said Belcour, “he can be that villain.” + +“Perhaps,” cried she, eagerly interrupting him, “perhaps he is married +already: come, let me know the worst,” continued she with an affected +look of composure: “you need not be afraid, I shall not send the +fortunate lady a bowl of poison.” + +“Well then, my dear girl,” said he, deceived by her appearance, +“they were married on Thursday, and yesterday morning they sailed for +Eustatia.” + +“Married--gone--say you?” cried she in a distracted accent, “what +without a last farewell, without one thought on my unhappy situation! +Oh Montraville, may God forgive your perfidy.” She shrieked, and Belcour +sprang forward just in time to prevent her falling to the floor. + +Alarming faintings now succeeded each other, and she was conveyed to +her bed, from whence she earnestly prayed she might never more arise. +Belcour staid with her that night, and in the morning found her in a +high fever. The fits she had been seized with had greatly terrified him; +and confined as she now was to a bed of sickness, she was no longer an +object of desire: it is true for several days he went constantly to see +her, but her pale, emaciated appearance disgusted him: his visits became +less frequent; he forgot the solemn charge given him by Montraville; he +even forgot the money entrusted to his care; and, the burning blush of +indignation and shame tinges my cheek while I write it, this disgrace to +humanity and manhood at length forgot even the injured Charlotte; and, +attracted by the blooming health of a farmer's daughter, whom he had +seen in his frequent excursions to the country, he left the unhappy girl +to sink unnoticed to the grave, a prey to sickness, grief, and penury; +while he, having triumphed over the virtue of the artless cottager, +rioted in all the intemperance of luxury and lawless pleasure. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +A TRIFLING RETROSPECT. + +“BLESS my heart,” cries my young, volatile reader, “I shall never have +patience to get through these volumes, there are so many ahs! and +ohs! so much fainting, tears, and distress, I am sick to death of the +subject.” My dear, cheerful, innocent girl, for innocent I will +suppose you to be, or you would acutely feel the woes of Charlotte, +did conscience say, thus might it have been with me, had not Providence +interposed to snatch me from destruction: therefore, my lively, innocent +girl, I must request your patience: I am writing a tale of truth: I +mean to write it to the heart: but if perchance the heart is rendered +impenetrable by unbounded prosperity, or a continuance in vice, I expect +not my tale to please, nay, I even expect it will be thrown by with +disgust. But softly, gentle fair one; I pray you throw it not aside till +you have perused the whole; mayhap you may find something therein to +repay you for the trouble. Methinks I see a sarcastic smile sit on your +countenance.--“And what,” cry you, “does the conceited author suppose +we can glean from these pages, if Charlotte is held up as an object of +terror, to prevent us from falling into guilty errors? does not La Rue +triumph in her shame, and by adding art to guilt, obtain the affection +of a worthy man, and rise to a station where she is beheld with respect, +and cheerfully received into all companies. What then is the moral +you would inculcate? Would you wish us to think that a deviation +from virtue, if covered by art and hypocrisy, is not an object of +detestation, but on the contrary shall raise us to fame and honour? +while the hapless girl who falls a victim to her too great sensibility, +shall be loaded with ignominy and shame?” No, my fair querist, I mean no +such thing. Remember the endeavours of the wicked are often suffered to +prosper, that in the end their fall may be attended with more bitterness +of heart; while the cup of affliction is poured out for wise and +salutary ends, and they who are compelled to drain it even to the bitter +dregs, often find comfort at the bottom; the tear of penitence blots +their offences from the book of fate, and they rise from the heavy, +painful trial, purified and fit for a mansion in the kingdom of +eternity. + +Yes, my young friends, the tear of compassion shall fall for the fate of +Charlotte, while the name of La Rue shall be detested and despised. For +Charlotte, the soul melts with sympathy; for La Rue, it feels nothing +but horror and contempt. But perhaps your gay hearts would rather +follow the fortunate Mrs. Crayton through the scenes of pleasure and +dissipation in which she was engaged, than listen to the complaints +and miseries of Charlotte. I will for once oblige you; I will for once +follow her to midnight revels, balls, and scenes of gaiety, for in such +was she constantly engaged. + +I have said her person was lovely; let us add that she was surrounded by +splendor and affluence, and he must know but little of the world who can +wonder, (however faulty such a woman's conduct,) at her being followed +by the men, and her company courted by the women: in short Mrs. Crayton +was the universal favourite: she set the fashions, she was toasted by +all the gentlemen, and copied by all the ladies. + +Colonel Crayton was a domestic man. Could he be happy with such a woman? +impossible! Remonstrance was vain: he might as well have preached to the +winds, as endeavour to persuade her from any action, however ridiculous, +on which she had set her mind: in short, after a little ineffectual +struggle, he gave up the attempt, and left her to follow the bent of +her own inclinations: what those were, I think the reader must have seen +enough of her character to form a just idea. Among the number who paid +their devotions at her shrine, she singled one, a young Ensign of mean +birth, indifferent education, and weak intellects. How such a man came +into the army, we hardly know to account for, and how he afterwards rose +to posts of honour is likewise strange and wonderful. But fortune is +blind, and so are those too frequently who have the power of dispensing +her favours: else why do we see fools and knaves at the very top of the +wheel, while patient merit sinks to the extreme of the opposite abyss. +But we may form a thousand conjectures on this subject, and yet never +hit on the right. Let us therefore endeavour to deserve her smiles, and +whether we succeed or not, we shall feel more innate satisfaction, than +thousands of those who bask in the sunshine of her favour unworthily. +But to return to Mrs. Crayton: this young man, whom I shall distinguish +by the name of Corydon, was the reigning favourite of her heart. He +escorted her to the play, danced with her at every ball, and when +indisposition prevented her going out, it was he alone who was permitted +to cheer the gloomy solitude to which she was obliged to confine +herself. Did she ever think of poor Charlotte?--if she did, my dear +Miss, it was only to laugh at the poor girl's want of spirit in +consenting to be moped up in the country, while Montraville was enjoying +all the pleasures of a gay, dissipated city. When she heard of his +marriage, she smiling said, so there's an end of Madam Charlotte's +hopes. I wonder who will take her now, or what will become of the little +affected prude? + +But as you have lead to the subject, I think we may as well return to +the distressed Charlotte, and not, like the unfeeling Mrs. Crayton, shut +our hearts to the call of humanity. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +WE GO FORWARD AGAIN. + +THE strength of Charlotte's constitution combatted against her disorder, +and she began slowly to recover, though she still laboured under a +violent depression of spirits: how must that depression be encreased, +when, upon examining her little store, she found herself reduced to +one solitary guinea, and that during her illness the attendance of an +apothecary and nurse, together with many other unavoidable expences, +had involved her in debt, from which she saw no method of extricating +herself. As to the faint hope which she had entertained of hearing from +and being relieved by her parents; it now entirely forsook her, for +it was above four months since her letter was dispatched, and she had +received no answer: she therefore imagined that her conduct had either +entirely alienated their affection from her, or broken their hearts, and +she must never more hope to receive their blessing. + +Never did any human being wish for death with greater fervency or +with juster cause; yet she had too just a sense of the duties of the +Christian religion to attempt to put a period to her own existence. “I +have but to be patient a little longer,” she would cry, “and nature, +fatigued and fainting, will throw off this heavy load of mortality, and +I shall be released from all my sufferings.” + +It was one cold stormy day in the latter end of December, as Charlotte +sat by a handful of fire, the low state of her finances not allowing her +to replenish her stock of fuel, and prudence teaching her to be careful +of what she had, when she was surprised by the entrance of a farmer's +wife, who, without much ceremony, seated herself, and began this curious +harangue. + +“I'm come to see if as how you can pay your rent, because as how we hear +Captain Montable is gone away, and it's fifty to one if he b'ant killed +afore he comes back again; an then, Miss, or Ma'am, or whatever you may +be, as I was saying to my husband, where are we to look for our money.” + +This was a stroke altogether unexpected by Charlotte: she knew so little +of the ways of the world that she had never bestowed a thought on the +payment for the rent of the house; she knew indeed that she owed a +good deal, but this was never reckoned among the others: she was +thunder-struck; she hardly knew what answer to make, yet it was +absolutely necessary that she should say something; and judging of the +gentleness of every female disposition by her own, she thought the best +way to interest the woman in her favour would be to tell her candidly to +what a situation she was reduced, and how little probability there was +of her ever paying any body. + +Alas poor Charlotte, how confined was her knowledge of human nature, or +she would have been convinced that the only way to insure the friendship +and assistance of your surrounding acquaintance is to convince them you +do not require it, for when once the petrifying aspect of distress and +penury appear, whose qualities, like Medusa's head, can change to stone +all that look upon it; when once this Gorgon claims acquaintance with +us, the phantom of friendship, that before courted our notice, will +vanish into unsubstantial air, and the whole world before us appear a +barren waste. Pardon me, ye dear spirits of benevolence, whose benign +smiles and cheerful-giving hand have strewed sweet flowers on many a +thorny path through which my wayward fate forced me to pass; think not, +that, in condemning the unfeeling texture of the human heart, I forget +the spring from whence flow an the comforts I enjoy: oh no! I look up +to you as to bright constellations, gathering new splendours from the +surrounding darkness; but ah! whilst I adore the benignant rays that +cheered and illumined my heart, I mourn that their influence cannot +extend to all the sons and daughters of affliction. + +“Indeed, Madam,” said poor Charlotte in a tremulous accent, “I am at a +loss what to do. Montraville placed me here, and promised to defray all +my expenses: but he has forgot his promise, he has forsaken me, and I +have no friend who has either power or will to relieve me. Let me hope, +as you see my unhappy situation, your charity--” + +“Charity,” cried the woman impatiently interrupting her, “charity +indeed: why, Mistress, charity begins at home, and I have seven children +at home, HONEST, LAWFUL children, and it is my duty to keep them; and do +you think I will give away my property to a nasty, impudent hussey, to +maintain her and her bastard; an I was saying to my husband the other +day what will this world come to; honest women are nothing now-a-days, +while the harlotings are set up for fine ladies, and look upon us no +more nor the dirt they walk upon: but let me tell you, my fine spoken +Ma'am, I must have my money; so seeing as how you can't pay it, why you +must troop, and leave all your fine gimcracks and fal der ralls behind +you. I don't ask for no more nor my right, and nobody shall dare for to +go for to hinder me of it.” + +“Oh heavens,” cried Charlotte, clasping her hands, “what will become of +me?” + +“Come on ye!” retorted the unfeeling wretch: “why go to the barracks and +work for a morsel of bread; wash and mend the soldiers cloaths, an cook +their victuals, and not expect to live in idleness on honest people's +means. Oh I wish I could see the day when all such cattle were obliged +to work hard and eat little; it's only what they deserve.” + +“Father of mercy,” cried Charlotte, “I acknowledge thy correction just; +but prepare me, I beseech thee, for the portion of misery thou may'st +please to lay upon me.” + +“Well,” said the woman, “I shall go an tell my husband as how you can't +pay; and so d'ye see, Ma'am, get ready to be packing away this very +night, for you should not stay another night in this house, though I was +sure you would lay in the street.” + +Charlotte bowed her head in silence; but the anguish of her heart was +too great to permit her to articulate a single word. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + And what is friendship but a name, + A charm that lulls to sleep, + A shade that follows wealth and fame, + But leaves the wretch to weep. +WHEN Charlotte was left to herself, she began to think what course she +must take, or to whom she could apply, to prevent her perishing for +want, or perhaps that very night falling a victim to the inclemency of +the season. After many perplexed thoughts, she at last determined to +set out for New-York, and enquire out Mrs. Crayton, from whom she had no +doubt but she should obtain immediate relief as soon as her distress was +made known; she had no sooner formed this resolution than she resolved +immediately to put it in execution: she therefore wrote the following +little billet to Mrs. Crayton, thinking if she should have company with +her it would be better to send it in than to request to see her. + +TO MRS. CRAYTON. + +“MADAM, + +“When we left our native land, that dear, happy land which now contains +all that is dear to the wretched Charlotte, our prospects were the same; +we both, pardon me, Madam, if I say, we both too easily followed the +impulse of our treacherous hearts, and trusted our happiness on a +tempestuous ocean, where mine has been wrecked and lost for ever; +you have been more fortunate--you are united to a man of honour and +humanity, united by the most sacred ties, respected, esteemed, and +admired, and surrounded by innumerable blessings of which I am bereaved, +enjoying those pleasures which have fled my bosom never to return; alas! +sorrow and deep regret have taken their place. Behold me, Madam, a poor +forsaken wanderer, who has no where to lay her weary head, wherewith to +supply the wants of nature, or to shield her from the inclemency of the +weather. To you I sue, to you I look for pity and relief. I ask not to +be received as an intimate or an equal; only for charity's sweet sake +receive me into your hospitable mansion, allot me the meanest apartment +in it, and let me breath out my soul in prayers for your happiness; I +cannot, I feel I cannot long bear up under the accumulated woes that +pour in upon me; but oh! my dear Madam, for the love of heaven suffer me +not to expire in the street; and when I am at peace, as soon I shall be, +extend your compassion to my helpless offspring, should it please heaven +that it should survive its unhappy mother. A gleam of joy breaks in on +my benighted soul while I reflect that you cannot, will not refuse your +protection to the heart-broken. CHARLOTTE.” + +When Charlotte had finished this letter, late as it was in the +afternoon, and though the snow began to fall very fast, she tied up a +few necessaries which she had prepared against her expected confinement, +and terrified lest she should be again exposed to the insults of her +barbarous landlady, more dreadful to her wounded spirit than either +storm or darkness, she set forward for New-York. + +It may be asked by those, who, in a work of this kind, love to cavil at +every trifling omission, whether Charlotte did not possess any valuable +of which she could have disposed, and by that means have supported +herself till Mrs. Beauchamp's return, when she would have been certain +of receiving every tender attention which compassion and friendship +could dictate: but let me entreat these wise, penetrating gentlemen to +reflect, that when Charlotte left England, it was in such haste that +there was no time to purchase any thing more than what was wanted +for immediate use on the voyage, and after her arrival at New-York, +Montraville's affection soon began to decline, so that her whole +wardrobe consisted of only necessaries, and as to baubles, with which +fond lovers often load their mistresses, she possessed not one, except a +plain gold locket of small value, which contained a lock of her mother's +hair, and which the greatest extremity of want could not have forced her +to part with. + +I hope, Sir, your prejudices are now removed in regard to the +probability of my story? Oh they are. Well then, with your leave, I will +proceed. + +The distance from the house which our suffering heroine occupied, to +New-York, was not very great, yet the snow fen so fast, and the cold so +intense, that, being unable from her situation to walk quick, she found +herself almost sinking with cold and fatigue before she reached the +town; her garments, which were merely suitable to the summer season, +being an undress robe of plain white muslin, were wet through, and +a thin black cloak and bonnet, very improper habiliments for such a +climate, but poorly defended her from the cold. In this situation she +reached the city, and enquired of a foot soldier whom she met, the way +to Colonel Crayton's. + +“Bless you, my sweet lady,” said the soldier with a voice and look of +compassion, “I will shew you the way with all my heart; but if you are +going to make a petition to Madam Crayton it is all to no purpose I +assure you: if you please I will conduct you to Mr. Franklin's; though +Miss Julia is married and gone now, yet the old gentleman is very good.” + +“Julia Franklin,” said Charlotte; “is she not married to Montraville?” + +“Yes,” replied the soldier, “and may God bless them, for a better +officer never lived, he is so good to us all; and as to Miss Julia, all +the poor folk almost worshipped her.” + +“Gracious heaven,” cried Charlotte, “is Montraville unjust then to none +but me.” + +The soldier now shewed her Colonel Crayton's door, and, with a beating +heart, she knocked for admission. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +SUBJECT CONTINUED. + +WHEN the door was opened, Charlotte, in a voice rendered scarcely +articulate, through cold and the extreme agitation of her mind, demanded +whether Mrs. Crayton was at home. The servant hesitated: he knew that +his lady was engaged at a game of picquet with her dear Corydon, +nor could he think she would like to be disturbed by a person whose +appearance spoke her of so little consequence as Charlotte; yet there +was something in her countenance that rather interested him in her +favour, and he said his lady was engaged, but if she had any particular +message he would deliver it. + +“Take up this letter,” said Charlotte: “tell her the unhappy writer of +it waits in her hall for an answer.” The tremulous accent, the tearful +eye, must have moved any heart not composed of adamant. The man took the +letter from the poor suppliant, and hastily ascended the stair case. + +“A letter, Madam,” said he, presenting it to his lady: “an immediate +answer is required.” + +Mrs. Crayton glanced her eye carelessly over the contents. “What stuff +is this;” cried she haughtily; “have not I told you a thousand times +that I will not be plagued with beggars, and petitions from people one +knows nothing about? Go tell the woman I can't do any thing in it. I'm +sorry, but one can't relieve every body.” + +The servant bowed, and heavily returned with this chilling message to +Charlotte. + +“Surely,” said she, “Mrs. Crayton has not read my letter. Go, my +good friend, pray go back to her; tell her it is Charlotte Temple who +requests beneath her hospitable roof to find shelter from the inclemency +of the season.” + +“Prithee, don't plague me, man,” cried Mrs. Crayton impatiently, as the +servant advanced something in behalf of the unhappy girl. “I tell you I +don't know her.” + +“Not know me,” cried Charlotte, rushing into the room, (for she had +followed the man up stairs) “not know me, not remember the ruined +Charlotte Temple, who, but for you, perhaps might still have been +innocent, still have been happy. Oh! La Rue, this is beyond every thing +I could have believed possible.” + +“Upon my honour, Miss,” replied the unfeeling woman with the utmost +effrontery, “this is a most unaccountable address: it is beyond my +comprehension. John,” continued she, turning to the servant, “the +young woman is certainly out of her senses: do pray take her away, she +terrifies me to death.” + +“Oh God,” cried Charlotte, clasping her hands in an agony, “this is too +much; what will become of me? but I will not leave you; they shall +not tear me from you; here on my knees I conjure you to save me from +perishing in the streets; if you really have forgot me, oh for charity's +sweet sake this night let me be sheltered from the winter's piercing +cold.” The kneeling figure of Charlotte in her affecting situation might +have moved the heart of a stoic to compassion; but Mrs. Crayton remained +inflexible. In vain did Charlotte recount the time they had known each +other at Chichester, in vain mention their being in the same ship, in +vain were the names of Montraville and Belcour mentioned. Mrs. Crayton +could only say she was sorry for her imprudence, but could not think of +having her own reputation endangered by encouraging a woman of that kind +in her own house, besides she did not know what trouble and expense +she might bring upon her husband by giving shelter to a woman in her +situation. + +“I can at least die here,” said Charlotte, “I feel I cannot long +survive this dreadful conflict. Father of mercy, here let me finish +my existence.” Her agonizing sensations overpowered her, and she fell +senseless on the floor. + +“Take her away,” said Mrs. Crayton, “she will really frighten me into +hysterics; take her away I say this instant.” + +“And where must I take the poor creature?” said the servant with a voice +and look of compassion. + +“Any where,” cried she hastily, “only don't let me ever see her again. I +declare she has flurried me so I shan't be myself again this fortnight.” + +John, assisted by his fellow-servant, raised and carried her down +stairs. “Poor soul,” said he, “you shall not lay in the street this +night. I have a bed and a poor little hovel, where my wife and her +little ones rest them, but they shall watch to night, and you shall be +sheltered from danger.” They placed her in a chair; and the benevolent +man, assisted by one of his comrades, carried her to the place where his +wife and children lived. A surgeon was sent for: he bled her, she gave +signs of returning life, and before the dawn gave birth to a female +infant. After this event she lay for some hours in a kind of stupor; and +if at any time she spoke, it was with a quickness and incoherence that +plainly evinced the total deprivation of her reason. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +REASONS WHY AND WHEREFORE. + +THE reader of sensibility may perhaps be astonished to find Mrs. Crayton +could so positively deny any knowledge of Charlotte; it is therefore but +just that her conduct should in some measure be accounted for. She had +ever been fully sensible of the superiority of Charlotte's sense and +virtue; she was conscious that she had never swerved from rectitude, had +it not been for her bad precepts and worse example. These were things as +yet unknown to her husband, and she wished not to have that part of her +conduct exposed to him, as she had great reason to fear she had already +lost considerable part of that power she once maintained over him. She +trembled whilst Charlotte was in the house, lest the Colonel should +return; she perfectly well remembered how much he seemed interested in +her favour whilst on their passage from England, and made no doubt, but, +should he see her in her present distress, he would offer her an asylum, +and protect her to the utmost of his power. In that case she feared the +unguarded nature of Charlotte might discover to the Colonel the part +she had taken in the unhappy girl's elopement, and she well knew the +contrast between her own and Charlotte's conduct would make the former +appear in no very respectable light. Had she reflected properly, she +would have afforded the poor girl protection; and by enjoining her +silence, ensured it by acts of repeated kindness; but vice in general +blinds its votaries, and they discover their real characters to the +world when they are most studious to preserve appearances. + +Just so it happened with Mrs. Crayton: her servants made no scruple of +mentioning the cruel conduct of their lady to a poor distressed +lunatic who claimed her protection; every one joined in reprobating her +inhumanity; nay even Corydon thought she might at least have ordered her +to be taken care of, but he dare not even hint it to her, for he lived +but in her smiles, and drew from her lavish fondness large sums to +support an extravagance to which the state of his own finances was very +inadequate; it cannot therefore be supposed that he wished Mrs. Crayton +to be very liberal in her bounty to the afflicted suppliant; yet vice +had not so entirely seared over his heart, but the sorrows of Charlotte +could find a vulnerable part. + +Charlotte had now been three days with her humane preservers, but +she was totally insensible of every thing: she raved incessantly for +Montraville and her father: she was not conscious of being a mother, nor +took the least notice of her child except to ask whose it was, and why +it was not carried to its parents. + +“Oh,” said she one day, starting up on hearing the infant cry, “why, why +will you keep that child here; I am sure you would not if you knew +how hard it was for a mother to be parted from her infant: it is like +tearing the cords of life asunder. Oh could you see the horrid sight +which I now behold--there there stands my dear mother, her poor bosom +bleeding at every vein, her gentle, affectionate heart torn in a +thousand pieces, and all for the loss of a ruined, ungrateful child. +Save me save me--from her frown. I dare not--indeed I dare not speak to +her.” + +Such were the dreadful images that haunted her distracted mind, and +nature was sinking fast under the dreadful malady which medicine had +no power to remove. The surgeon who attended her was a humane man; he +exerted his utmost abilities to save her, but he saw she was in want of +many necessaries and comforts, which the poverty of her hospitable host +rendered him unable to provide: he therefore determined to make her +situation known to some of the officers' ladies, and endeavour to make a +collection for her relief. + +When he returned home, after making this resolution, he found a message +from Mrs. Beauchamp, who had just arrived from Rhode-Island, requesting +he would call and see one of her children, who was very unwell. “I do +not know,” said he, as he was hastening to obey the summons, “I do not +know a woman to whom I could apply with more hope of success than Mrs. +Beauchamp. I will endeavour to interest her in this poor girl's behalf, +she wants the soothing balm of friendly consolation: we may perhaps save +her; we will try at least.” + +“And where is she,” cried Mrs. Beauchamp when he had prescribed +something for the child, and told his little pathetic tale, “where is +she, Sir? we will go to her immediately. Heaven forbid that I should +be deaf to the calls of humanity. Come we will go this instant.” Then +seizing the doctor's arm, they sought the habitation that contained the +dying Charlotte. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +WHICH PEOPLE VOID OF FEELING NEED NOT READ. + +WHEN Mrs. Beauchamp entered the apartment of the poor sufferer, she +started back with horror. On a wretched bed, without hangings and but +poorly supplied with covering, lay the emaciated figure of what still +retained the semblance of a lovely woman, though sickness had so altered +her features that Mrs. Beauchamp had not the least recollection of her +person. In one corner of the room stood a woman washing, and, shivering +over a small fire, two healthy but half naked children; the infant +was asleep beside its mother, and, on a chair by the bed side, stood +a porrenger and wooden spoon, containing a little gruel, and a tea-cup +with about two spoonfulls of wine in it. Mrs. Beauchamp had never +before beheld such a scene of poverty; she shuddered involuntarily, and +exclaiming--“heaven preserve us!” leaned on the back of a chair ready to +sink to the earth. The doctor repented having so precipitately brought +her into this affecting scene; but there was no time for apologies: +Charlotte caught the sound of her voice, and starting almost out of bed, +exclaimed--“Angel of peace and mercy, art thou come to deliver me? Oh, +I know you are, for whenever you was near me I felt eased of half my +sorrows; but you don't know me, nor can I, with all the recollection I +am mistress of, remember your name just now, but I know that benevolent +countenance, and the softness of that voice which has so often comforted +the wretched Charlotte.” + +Mrs. Beauchamp had, during the time Charlotte was speaking, seated +herself on the bed and taken one of her hands; she looked at her +attentively, and at the name of Charlotte she perfectly conceived +the whole shocking affair. A faint sickness came over her. “Gracious +heaven,” said she, “is this possible?” and bursting into tears, she +reclined the burning head of Charlotte on her own bosom; and folding her +arms about her, wept over her in silence. “Oh,” said Charlotte, “you are +very good to weep thus for me: it is a long time since I shed a tear for +myself: my head and heart are both on fire, but these tears of your's +seem to cool and refresh it. Oh now I remember you said you would send +a letter to my poor father: do you think he ever received it? or perhaps +you have brought me an answer: why don't you speak, Madam? Does he say I +may go home? Well he is very good; I shall soon be ready.” + +She then made an effort to get out of bed; but being prevented, her +frenzy again returned, and she raved with the greatest wildness and +incoherence. Mrs. Beauchamp, finding it was impossible for her to be +removed, contented herself with ordering the apartment to be made more +comfortable, and procuring a proper nurse for both mother and child; and +having learnt the particulars of Charlotte's fruitless application +to Mrs. Crayton from honest John, she amply rewarded him for his +benevolence, and returned home with a heart oppressed with many +painful sensations, but yet rendered easy by the reflexion that she had +performed her duty towards a distressed fellow-creature. + +Early the next morning she again visited Charlotte, and found her +tolerably composed; she called her by name, thanked her for her +goodness, and when her child was brought to her, pressed it in her +arms, wept over it, and called it the offspring of disobedience. Mrs. +Beauchamp was delighted to see her so much amended, and began to hope +she might recover, and, spite of her former errors, become an useful and +respectable member of society; but the arrival of the doctor put an end +to these delusive hopes: he said nature was making her last effort, and +a few hours would most probably consign the unhappy girl to her kindred +dust. + +Being asked how she found herself, she replied--“Why better, much +better, doctor. I hope now I have but little more to suffer. I had last +night a few hours sleep, and when I awoke recovered the full power of +recollection. I am quite sensible of my weakness; I feel I have but +little longer to combat with the shafts of affliction. I have an humble +confidence in the mercy of him who died to save the world, and trust +that my sufferings in this state of mortality, joined to my unfeigned +repentance, through his mercy, have blotted my offences from the sight +of my offended maker. I have but one care--my poor infant! Father of +mercy,” continued she, raising her eyes, “of thy infinite goodness, +grant that the sins of the parent be not visited on the unoffending +child. May those who taught me to despise thy laws be forgiven; lay not +my offences to their charge, I beseech thee; and oh! shower the choicest +of thy blessings on those whose pity has soothed the afflicted heart, +and made easy even the bed of pain and sickness.” + +She was exhausted by this fervent address to the throne of mercy, and +though her lips still moved her voice became inarticulate: she lay for +some time as it were in a doze, and then recovering, faintly pressed +Mrs. Beauchamp's hand, and requested that a clergyman might be sent for. + +On his arrival she joined fervently in the pious office, frequently +mentioning her ingratitude to her parents as what lay most heavy at her +heart. When she had performed the last solemn duty, and was preparing to +lie down, a little bustle on the outside door occasioned Mrs. Beauchamp +to open it, and enquire the cause. A man in appearance about forty, +presented himself, and asked for Mrs. Beauchamp. + +“That is my name, Sir,” said she. + +“Oh then, my dear Madam,” cried he, “tell me where I may find my poor, +ruined, but repentant child.” + +Mrs. Beauchamp was surprised and affected; she knew not what to say; she +foresaw the agony this interview would occasion Mr. Temple, who had just +arrived in search of his Charlotte, and yet was sensible that the pardon +and blessing of her father would soften even the agonies of death to the +daughter. + +She hesitated. “Tell me, Madam,” cried he wildly, “tell me, I beseech +thee, does she live? shall I see my darling once again? Perhaps she is +in this house. Lead, lead me to her, that I may bless her, and then lie +down and die.” + +The ardent manner in which he uttered these words occasioned him to +raise his voice. It caught the ear of Charlotte: she knew the beloved +sound: and uttering a loud shriek, she sprang forward as Mr. Temple +entered the room. “My adored father.” “My long lost child.” Nature +could support no more, and they both sunk lifeless into the arms of the +attendants. + +Charlotte was again put into bed, and a few moments restored Mr. Temple: +but to describe the agony of his sufferings is past the power of +any one, who, though they may readily conceive, cannot delineate the +dreadful scene. Every eye gave testimony of what each heart felt--but +all were silent. + +When Charlotte recovered, she found herself supported in her father's +arms. She cast on him a most expressive look, but was unable to speak. +A reviving cordial was administered. She then asked in a low voice, +for her child: it was brought to her: she put it in her father's arms. +“Protect her,” said she, “and bless your dying--” + +Unable to finish the sentence, she sunk back on her pillow: her +countenance was serenely composed; she regarded her father as he pressed +the infant to his breast with a steadfast look; a sudden beam of joy +passed across her languid features, she raised her eyes to heaven--and +then closed them for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +RETRIBUTION. + +IN the mean time Montraville having received orders to return to +New-York, arrived, and having still some remains of compassionate +tenderness for the woman whom he regarded as brought to shame by +himself, he went out in search of Belcour, to enquire whether she was +safe, and whether the child lived. He found him immersed in dissipation, +and could gain no other intelligence than that Charlotte had left him, +and that he knew not what was become of her. + +“I cannot believe it possible,” said Montraville, “that a mind once so +pure as Charlotte Temple's, should so suddenly become the mansion of +vice. Beware, Belcour,” continued he, “beware if you have dared to +behave either unjust or dishonourably to that poor girl, your life shall +pay the forfeit:--I will revenge her cause.” + +He immediately went into the country, to the house where he had left +Charlotte. It was desolate. After much enquiry he at length found the +servant girl who had lived with her. From her he learnt the misery +Charlotte had endured from the complicated evils of illness, poverty, +and a broken heart, and that she had set out on foot for New-York, on a +cold winter's evening; but she could inform him no further. + +Tortured almost to madness by this shocking account, he returned to the +city, but, before he reached it, the evening was drawing to a close. +In entering the town he was obliged to pass several little huts, the +residence of poor women who supported themselves by washing the cloaths +of the officers and soldiers. It was nearly dark: he heard from a +neighbouring steeple a solemn toll that seemed to say some poor mortal +was going to their last mansion: the sound struck on the heart of +Montraville, and he involuntarily stopped, when, from one of the houses, +he saw the appearance of a funeral. Almost unknowing what he did, he +followed at a small distance; and as they let the coffin into the grave, +he enquired of a soldier who stood by, and had just brushed off a tear +that did honour to his heart, who it was that was just buried. “An +please your honour,” said the man, “'tis a poor girl that was brought +from her friends by a cruel man, who left her when she was big with +child, and married another.” Montraville stood motionless, and the man +proceeded--“I met her myself not a fortnight since one night all wet and +cold in the streets; she went to Madam Crayton's, but she would not take +her in, and so the poor thing went raving mad.” Montraville could bear +no more; he struck his hands against his forehead with violence; and +exclaiming “poor murdered Charlotte!” ran with precipitation towards the +place where they were heaping the earth on her remains. “Hold, hold, one +moment,” said he. “Close not the grave of the injured Charlotte Temple +till I have taken vengeance on her murderer.” + +“Rash young man,” said Mr. Temple, “who art thou that thus disturbest +the last mournful rites of the dead, and rudely breakest in upon the +grief of an afflicted father.” + +“If thou art the father of Charlotte Temple,” said he, gazing at +him with mingled horror and amazement--“if thou art her father--I am +Montraville.” Then falling on his knees, he continued--“Here is my +bosom. I bare it to receive the stroke I merit. Strike--strike now, and +save me from the misery of reflexion.” + +“Alas!” said Mr. Temple, “if thou wert the seducer of my child, thy own +reflexions be thy punishment. I wrest not the power from the hand of +omnipotence. Look on that little heap of earth, there hast thou buried +the only joy of a fond father. Look at it often; and may thy heart feel +such true sorrow as shall merit the mercy of heaven.” He turned from +him; and Montraville starting up from the ground, where he had thrown +himself, and at that instant remembering the perfidy of Belcour, flew +like lightning to his lodgings. Belcour was intoxicated; Montraville +impetuous: they fought, and the sword of the latter entered the heart +of his adversary. He fell, and expired almost instantly. Montraville had +received a slight wound; and overcome with the agitation of his mind and +loss of blood, was carried in a state of insensibility to his distracted +wife. A dangerous illness and obstinate delirium ensued, during which +he raved incessantly for Charlotte: but a strong constitution, and +the tender assiduities of Julia, in time overcame the disorder. He +recovered; but to the end of his life was subject to severe fits of +melancholy, and while he remained at New-York frequently retired to the +church-yard, where he would weep over the grave, and regret the untimely +fate of the lovely Charlotte Temple. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +CONCLUSION. + +SHORTLY after the interment of his daughter, Mr. Temple, with his +dear little charge and her nurse, set forward for England. It would be +impossible to do justice to the meeting scene between him, his Lucy, and +her aged father. Every heart of sensibility can easily conceive their +feelings. After the first tumult of grief was subsided, Mrs. Temple +gave up the chief of her time to her grand-child, and as she grew up and +improved, began to almost fancy she again possessed her Charlotte. + +It was about ten years after these painful events, that Mr. and Mrs. +Temple, having buried their father, were obliged to come to London on +particular business, and brought the little Lucy with them. They had +been walking one evening, when on their return they found a poor +wretch sitting on the steps of the door. She attempted to rise as they +approached, but from extreme weakness was unable, and after several +fruitless efforts fell back in a fit. Mr. Temple was not one of those +men who stand to consider whether by assisting an object in distress +they shall not inconvenience themselves, but instigated by the impulse +of a noble feeling heart, immediately ordered her to be carried into the +house, and proper restoratives applied. + +She soon recovered; and fixing her eyes on Mrs. Temple, cried--“You know +not, Madam, what you do; you know not whom you are relieving, or you +would curse me in the bitterness of your heart. Come not near me, Madam, +I shall contaminate you. I am the viper that stung your peace. I am the +woman who turned the poor Charlotte out to perish in the street. Heaven +have mercy! I see her now,” continued she looking at Lucy; “such, such +was the fair bud of innocence that my vile arts blasted ere it was half +blown.” + +It was in vain that Mr. and Mrs. Temple intreated her to be composed and +to take some refreshment. She only drank half a glass of wine; and then +told them that she had been separated from her husband seven years, +the chief of which she had passed in riot, dissipation, and vice, till, +overtaken by poverty and sickness, she had been reduced to part with +every valuable, and thought only of ending her life in a prison; when a +benevolent friend paid her debts and released her; but that her illness +increasing, she had no possible means of supporting herself, and her +friends were weary of relieving her. “I have fasted,” said she, “two +days, and last night lay my aching head on the cold pavement: indeed it +was but just that I should experience those miseries myself which I had +unfeelingly inflicted on others.” + +Greatly as Mr. Temple had reason to detest Mrs. Crayton, he could not +behold her in this distress without some emotions of pity. He gave her +shelter that night beneath his hospitable roof, and the next day got her +admission into an hospital; where having lingered a few weeks, she died, +a striking example that vice, however prosperous in the beginning, in +the end leads only to misery and shame. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Charlotte Temple, by Susanna Rowson + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CHARLOTTE TEMPLE *** + +***** This file should be named 171-0.txt or 171-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/7/171/ + +Produced by Judith Boss and David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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