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diff --git a/1634.txt b/1634.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..654710d --- /dev/null +++ b/1634.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9867 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Foolish Virgin, by Thomas Dixon + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Foolish Virgin + +Author: Thomas Dixon + +Posting Date: October 5, 2008 [EBook #1634] +Release Date: February, 1999 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE FOOLISH VIRGIN *** + + + + +Produced by An Anonymous Volunteer + + + + + +THE FOOLISH VIRGIN + +By Thomas Dixon + + + + +TO GERTRUDE ATHERTON WITH GRATITUDE AND ADMIRATION + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER + + I. A FRIENDLY WARNING + II. TEMPTATION + III. FATE + IV. DOUBTS AND FEARS + V. WINGS OF STEEL + VI. BESIDE THE SEA + VII. A VAIN APPEAL + VIII. JIM'S TRIAL + IX. ELLA'S SECRET + X. THE WEDDING + XI. "UNTIL DEATH" + XII. THE LOTOS-EATERS + XIII. THE REAL MAN + XIV. UNWELCOME GUESTS + XV. A LITTLE BLACK BAG + XVI. THE AWAKENING + XVII. THE SURRENDER + XVIII. TO THE NEW GOD + XIX. NANCE'S STOREHOUSE + XX. TRAPPED + XXI. THE DEVIL'S DISCIPLE + XXII. DELIVERANCE + XXIII. THE DOCTOR + XXIV. THE CALL DIVINE + XXV. THE MOTHER + XXVI. A SOUL IS BORN + XXVII. THE BABY + XXVIII. WHAT IS LOVE? + XXIX. THE NEW MAN + + + + +LEADING CHARACTERS OF THE STORY + + MARY ADAMS, An Old-Fashioned Girl. + JIM ANTHONY, A Modern Youth. + JANE ANDERSON, An Artist. + ELLA, A Scrubwoman. + NANCE OWENS, Jim Anthony's Mother. + A DOCTOR, Whose Call was Divine. + THE BABY, A Mascot. + + + + +THE FOOLISH VIRGIN + + + + +CHAPTER I. A FRIENDLY WARNING + +"Mary Adams, you're a fool!" + +The single dimple in a smooth red cheek smiled in answer. + +"You're repeating yourself, Jane----" + +"You won't give him one hour's time for just three sittings?" + +"Not a second for one sitting----" + +"Hopeless!" + +Mary smiled provokingly, her white teeth gleaming in obstinate good +humor. + +"He's the most distinguished artist in America----" + +"I've heard so." + +"It would be a liberal education for a girl of your training to know +such a man----" + +"I'll omit that course of instruction." + +The younger woman was silent a moment, and a flush of anger slowly +mounted her temples. The blue eyes were fixed reproachfully on her +friend. + +"You really thought that I would pose?" + +"I hoped so." + +"Alone with a man in his studio for hours?" + +Jane Anderson lifted her dark brows. + +"Why, no, I hardly expected that! I'm sure he would take his easel and +palette out into the square in front of the Plaza Hotel and let you sit +on the base of the Sherman monument. The crowds would cheer and inspire +him--bah! Can't you have a little common-sense? There are a few +brutes among artists, as there are in all professions--even among the +superintendents of your schools. Gordon's a great creative genius. If +you'd try to flirt with him, he'd stop his work and send you home. You'd +be as safe in his studio as in your mother's nursery. I've known him +for ten years. He's the gentlest, truest man I've ever met. He's doing a +canvas on which he has set his whole heart." + +"He can get professional models." + +"For his usual work, yes--but this is the head of the Madonna. He saw +you walking with me in the Park last week and has been to my studio a +half-dozen times begging me to take you to see him. Please, Mary dear, +do this for my sake. I owe Gordon a debt I can never pay. He gave me +the cue to the work that set me on my feet. He was big and generous +and helpful when I needed a friend. He asked nothing in return but the +privilege of helping me again if I ever needed it. You can do me an +enormous favor--please." + +Mary Adams rose with a gesture of impatience, walked to her window and +gazed on the torrent of humanity pouring through Twenty-third Street +from the beehives of industry that have changed this quarter of New York +so rapidly in the last five years. She turned suddenly and confronted +her friend. + +"How could you think that I would stoop to such a thing?" + +"Stoop!" + +"Yes," she snapped, "--pose for an artist! I'd as soon think of rushing +stark naked through Twenty-third Street at noon!" + +The older woman looked at her flushed face, suppressed a sharp answer, +broke into a fit of laughter and threw her arms around Mary's neck. + +"Honey, you're such a hopeless little fool, you're delicious! You know +that I love you--don't you?" + +The pretty lips quivered. + +"Yes." + +"Could I possibly ask you to do a thing that would harm a single brown +hair of your head?" + +The firm hand of the older girl touched a rebellious lock with +tenderness. + +"Of course not, from your point of view, Jane dear," the stubborn lips +persisted. "But you see it's not my point of view. You're older than +I----" + +Jane smiled. + +"Hoity toity, Miss! I'm just twenty-eight and you're twenty-four. Age is +not measured by calendars these days." + +"I didn't mean that," the girl apologized. "But you're an artist. You're +established and distinguished. You belong to a different world." + +Jane Anderson laid her hand softly on her friend's. + +"That's just it, dear. I do belong to a different world--a big new world +of whose existence you are not quite conscious. You are living in the +old, old world in which women have groped for thousands of years. I +don't mind confessing that I undertook this job of getting you to pose +for Gordon for a double purpose. I wished to do something to repay +the debt I owe him--but I wished far more to be of help to you. You're +living in the Dark Ages, and it's a dangerous thing for a pretty girl to +live in the Dark Ages and date her letters from New York to-day----" + +"I don't understand you in the least." + +"And I'm afraid you never will." + +She paused suddenly and changed her tone. + +"Tell me now, are you happy in your work?" + +"I'm earning sixty dollars a month--my position is secure----" + +"But are you happy in it?" + +"I don't expect to teach school all my life," was the vague answer. + +"Exactly. You loathe the sight of a school-room. You do the task they +set you because your father's a clergyman and can't support his +big family. You're waiting and longing for the day of your +deliverance--isn't it so?" + +"Perhaps." + +"And that day of deliverance?" + +"Will come when I meet my Fate!" + +"You'll meet him, too!" + +"I will----" + +Jane Anderson shook her fine head. + +"And may the Lord have mercy on your poor little soul when you do!" + +"And why, pray?" + +"Because you're the most helpless and defenseless of all the things He +created." + +Mary smiled. + +"I've managed to take pretty good care of myself so far." + +"And you will--until the thunderbolt falls." + +"The thunderbolt?" + +"Until you meet your Fate." + +"I'll have someone to look after me then." + +"We'll hope so anyhow," was the quick retort. + +"But can't you see, Jane dear, that we look at life from such utterly +different angles. You glory in your work. It's your inspiration--the +breath you breathe. I don't believe in women working for money. I don't +believe God ever meant us to work when He made us women. He made +us women for something more wonderful. I don't see anything good or +glorious in the fact that half the torrent of humanity you see down +there pouring through the street from those factories and offices is +made up of women. They are wage-earners--so much the worse. They are +forcing the scale of wages for men lower and lower. They are paying for +it in weakened bodies and sickly, hopeless children. We should not shout +for joy; we should cry. God never meant for woman to be a wage-earner!" + +A sob caught her voice and she paused. + +The artist watched her emotion with keen interest. + +"Neither do I believe that God means to force woman at last to do the +tasks of man. But she's doing them, dear--and it must be so until a +brighter day dawns for humanity. The new world that opens before us +will never abolish marriage, but it has opened our eyes to know what it +means. You refuse to open yours. You refuse to see this new world about +you. I've begged you to join one of my clubs. You refuse. I beg you to +meet and know such men of genius as Gordon----" + +"As an artist's model!" + +"It's the only way on earth you can meet him. You stick to your narrow, +hide-bound conventional life and dream of the Knight who will suddenly +appear some day out of the mists and clouds. You dream of the Fate God +has prepared for you in His mysterious Providence. It's funny how that +idea persists even today in novels. As a matter of fact we know that the +old-fashioned girl met her Fate because her shrewd mother planned the +meeting--planned it with cunning and stratagem. You're alone in a great +modern city, with all the conditions of the life of the old regime +reversed or blotted out. Your mother is not here. And if she were, her +schemes to bring about the mysterious meeting of the Fates would be +impossible. You outgrew the limits of your village life. Your highly +trained mind landed you in New York. You've fought your way to a +competent living in five years and kept yourself clean and unspotted +from the world. Granted. But how many men have you met who are your +equals in culture and character?" + +Jane paused and held Mary's gaze with steady persistence. + +"How many--honest?" + +"None as yet," she confessed. + +"But you live in the one fond, imperishable hope! It's the only +thing that keeps you alive and going--this idea of your Fate. It's an +obsession--this mysterious Knight somewhere in the future riding to meet +you----" + +"I'll find him, never fear," the girl laughed. + +"Of course you will. You'll make him out of whole cloth if it's +necessary. Our ideals are really the same when you come to analyze my +wider outlook." + +The artist paused and laughed softly. + +"The same?" the girl asked incredulously. + +"Certainly. Mine is based on intelligence, however--yours on blind +instinct perverted and twisted by the idiotic fiction you read morning, +noon and night." + +"I don't see it," Mary answered emphatically. "Your ideal is fame, +achievement, the applause of the world--mine just a home and a baby----" + +Jane laughed softly. + +"And that's all you know about me?" + +"Isn't it true?" + +"You've been in this room five years, haven't you?" the older girl asked +musingly. + +"Yes----" + +"And though you've kept your lamp trimmed and burning, you haven't yet +seen a man whom you could recognize as your equal." + +"I'm only twenty-four." + +"In these five years I've met a hundred men my equal." + +"And smashed the conventions of Society whenever you saw fit." + +"Without breaking a single law of reason or common-sense. In the +meantime I've met two men who have really made love to me. I thought I +loved one of them--until I met the other. The second proved himself to +be an unprincipled scoundrel. If I had held your views of life and hated +my work, I would have married this man and lived to awake in a prison +whose only door was Death. But I loved my work. Life meant more than +one man who was not worth an hour's tears. I turned to my studio and he +slipped back into the gutter where he belonged. I'll meet MY Fate +some day, too, dear. I'm waiting and watching--but with clear eyes +and unafraid. I'll know mine when he comes, I shall not be blinded by +passion or the fear of drudgery. Can't you see this bigger world of +realities?" + +The dimple flashed again in the smooth red cheek. + +"It's not for me, Jane. I'm just a modest little home body. I'll bide my +time----" + +"And eat your foolish heart out here between the narrow walls of this +cell you've built for yourself. I should think you'd die living here +alone." + +The girl flushed. + +"I'm not lonely----" + +"Don't fib! I know better. Your birds and kitten occupy daily about +thirty minutes of the time that's your own. What do you do with the rest +of it?" + +"Sit by my window, watch the crowds stream through the streets below, +read and dream and think----" + +"Yes--read love stories and dream about your Knight." + +"Well?" + +"It's morbid and unhealthy. You've hedged yourself about with the old +conventions and imagine you're safe--and you are--until you meet HIM!" + +"I'll know how to behave--never fear." + +"You mean you'll know how instantly to blindfold, halter and lead him to +the Little Church Around the Corner?" + +Mary moved uneasily. + +"And what else should I do with him?" + +"Compare him with other men. Weigh him in the balances of a remorseless +common-sense. Study him under a microscope and keep your reason clear. +The girl who rushes into marriage in a great city under the conditions +in which you and I live is a fool. More girls are ruined in New York +by marriage than by any other process. The thunderbolt out of the blue +hasn't struck you yet, but when it does----" + +"I'll tell you, Jane." + +"Will you, honestly?" + +The question was asked with wistful tenderness. + +"I promise. And you mustn't think I don't appreciate this visit and the +chance you've given again to enter the `big world' you're always telling +me about. I just can't do it, dear. It's not my world." + +"All right, my little foolish virgin, have it your own way. When you're +lonely, run up to my studio to see me. I won't ask you to pose or meet +any of the dangerous men of my circle. We'll lock the doors and have a +snug time all by ourselves." + +"I'll remember." + +The clock in the Metropolitan Tower chimed the hour of five, and Jane +Anderson rose with a quick, business-like movement. + +"Don't hurry," Mary protested. "I know I've been stubborn, but I've +been so happy in your coming. I do get lonely--frightfully lonely, +sometimes--don't think I'm ungrateful----" + +"You're dangerously beautiful, child," the artist said, with enthusiasm. +"And remember that I love you--no matter how silly you are--good-by." + +"You won't stay for a cup of tea? I meant to ask you an hour ago." + +"No, I've an engagement with a dreadful man whom I've no idea of ever +marrying. I'm going to dinner with him--just to study the animal at dose +range." + +With a jolly laugh and quick, firm step she was gone. + +Mary snatched the kitten from his snug bed between the pillows of the +window-seat and pressed his fuzzy head under her chin. + +"She tempted us terribly, Kitty darling, but we didn't let her find +out--did we? You know deep down in your cat's soul that I was just dying +to meet the distinguished Gordon--but such high honors are not for home +bodies like you and me----" + +She dropped on the seat and closed her eyes for a long time. The kitten +watched her wonderingly sure of a sudden outbreak with each passing +moment. Two soft paws at last touched her cheeks and two bright eyes +sought in vain for hers. The little nose pressed closer and kissed the +drooping eyelids until they opened. He curled himself on her bosom and +began to sing a gentle lullaby. For a long while she lay and listened to +the music of love with which her pet sought to soothe the ache within. + +The clock in the tower chimed six. + +She lifted her body and placed her head on a pillow beside the window. +The human torrent below was now at its flood. Two streams of humanity +flowed eastward along each broad sidewalk. Hundreds were pouring in +endless procession across Madison Square. The cars in Broadway north and +South were jammed. Every day she watched this crowd hurrying, hurrying +away into the twilight--and among all its hundreds of thousands not +an eye was ever lifted to hers--not one man or woman among them cared +whether she lived or died. + +It was horrible, this loneliness of the desert in an ocean of humanity! +For the past year it had become an increasing horror to look into the +silent faces of this crowd of men and women and never feel the touch of +a friendly hand or hear the sound of a human voice in greeting. + +And yet this endless procession held for her a supreme fascination. +Somewhere among its myriads of tramping feet, walked the one man created +for her. She no more doubted this than she doubted God Himself. It was +His law. He had ordained it so. She had grown so used to the throngs +below her window and so loved the little park with its splashing +fountain that she had refused to follow her landlady uptown when the +brownstone boarding-house facing the Square had been turned into a +studio building. + +Instead of moving she had wheedled the landlord into allowing her to +cut off a small space from her room for a private bath and kitchenette, +built a box couch across the window large enough for a three-quarter +mattress and covered it with velour. For five dollars a week she +had thus secured a little home in which was combined a sitting-room, +bed-room, bath and kitchenette. + +It had its drawbacks, of course. The Professor downstairs who taught +music sometimes gave a special lesson at night, and the Italian sculptor +who worked on the top floor used a hammer at the most impossible hours. +But on the whole she liked it better than the tiresome routine of +boarding. She was not afraid at night. The stamp-and-coin man who +occupied the first floor, lived with his wife and baby in the rear. The +janitress had a room on the floor above hers. Two elderly women workers +of ability in the mechanical arts occupied the rear of her floor, and +a dear little fat woman of fifty who drew designs for the New England +weavers of cotton goods lived in the room adjoining hers. + +She had never spoken to any of these people, but Ella, the janitress, +who cleaned up her place every morning, had told her their history. +Ella was a sociable soul, her face an eternal study and an inscrutable +mystery. She spoke both German and English and yet never a word of her +own life's history passed her lips. She had loved Mary from the moment +she cocked her queer drawn face to one side and looked at her with the +one good eye she possessed. She was always doing little things for her +comfort--and never asked tips for it. If Mary offered to pay she smiled +quietly and spoke in the softest drawl: "Oh, that's nothing, child--Ach, +Gott im Himmel--nein!" + +This one-eyed, homely woman who cleaned up her room for three dollars +a month, and Jane Anderson, were the only friends she had among the six +million people whose lives centered on Manhattan Island. + +Man had yet to darken her door. The little room had been carefully +fitted, however, to receive her Knight when the great event of his +coming should be at hand. + +The box couch was built of hard wood paneling and was covered with +pillows of soft leather and silk. The bed-clothes were carefully stored +in the locker beneath the mattress cushion. No one would ever suspect +its use as a bed. The bathroom was fitted with a bureau and no signs of +a sleeping apartment disfigured the effect of her one library, parlor, +and reception-room. A desk and bookcase stood at either end of the box +couch. The bookcase was filled with fiction--love stories exclusively. + +A large birdcage swung from a staple in the window and two canaries +peered cautiously from their perches at the kitten in her lap. She had +trained him to ignore this cage. + +The crowds below were thinning down. A light snow was falling. The girl +lifted her pet and kissed his cold nose. + +"We must get our own dinner tonight, Mr. Thomascat--it's snowing +outside. And did you hear what she said, Kitty dear--`More girls are +ruined by marriage in New York than by any other process!' A good joke, +Kitty!--You and I know better than that if we do live in our own tiny +world! We'll risk it some day, anyhow, won't we?" + +The kitten purred his assent and Mary bustled over the little gas stove +humming an old love song her mother had taught her in a far-off village +in Kentucky. + + + + +CHAPTER II. TEMPTATION + + +Her kitchenette was a model of order and cleanliness. The carpenter +who built its neat cupboard and fitted the drawers beneath the tiny +gas range, had outdone himself in its construction. He had given the +wood-work four coats of immaculate white paint without extra charge. +Mary had insisted on paying for it, but he waved the proffered money +aside with a gesture that spoke louder than words: + +"Pooh! That's nothing to what I'd like to do for you." + +She was not surprised when he called the following Saturday and stood +at her door awkwardly fumbling his hat, trying to ask her to spend the +afternoon and evening at Coney Island with him. There was no mistaking +the manner in which he made this request. + +She had refused him as gently as possible--a big, awkward, good-natured, +ignorant boy he was, with the eyes of a St. Bernard dog. He apologized +for his presumption and never repeated the offense. + +Somehow her conquests had all been in this class. + +The tall, blushing German youth from the butcher's around the corner +had been slipping extra cuts into her bundle and making awkward advances +until she caught him red-handed with a pound of lamb chops which he +failed to explain. She read him a lecture on honesty that discouraged +him. It was not so much what she said, as the way she said it, that +wounded his sensitive nature. + +The ice man she had not yet entirely subdued. Tony Bonelli had the +advantage of pretending not to understand her orders of dismissal. He +merely smiled in his sad Italian way and continued to pack her ice-box +so full the lid would never close. + +She was reminded at every turn tonight of these futile conquests of the +impossible. They all smelled of the back stairs and the kitchen. Her +people had been slaveholders in the old regime of southern Kentucky. A +kindly tolerant contempt for the pretensions of a servant class was bred +in the bone of her being. + +And yet their tribute to her beauty had its compensations. It was the +promise of triumph when he for whom she waited should step from the +throng and lift his hat. Just how he was going to do this without a +breach of the proprieties of life, she couldn't see. It would come. It +must come. It was Fate. + +In twenty minutes her coffee-pot was boiling, the lamb chops broiled to +perfection and she was seated before the dainty, snow-white table, the +kitten softly begging at her feet. Half an hour later, every dish and +pot and pan was back in its place in perfect order. She prided herself +on her mastery of the details of cooking and the most economical +administration of every dollar devoted to housekeeping. She studied +cooking in the best schools the city afforded. She meant to show her +Knight a thing or two in this line when the time came. His wife would +not be an ignorant slattern, the victim of incompetent servants. No +servant could fool her. She would know the business of the house down to +its minutest detail. + +Not that she loved dish-washing and pot-polishing and scrubbing. It was +simply a part of the Game of Life she must play in the ideal home she +would build. There was no drudgery in it for this reason. She was a +soldier on the drill grounds preparing for the battle on the successful +issue of which hung her happiness and the happiness of the one of +whom she dreamed. She might miss some of the dangerous fun which Jane +Anderson could enjoy without a scratch, but she would make sure of the +fundamental things which Jane would never stop to consider. + +She threw herself on the couch in her favorite position against the +pillows, drew the kitten into her arms and hugged him violently. + +"It's all right, Mr. Thomascat; we'll show them," she purred softly. +"We'll see who wins at last, the eagle who soars or the little wren in +the hedge close beside the garden wall--we'll see, Kitty--we'll see!" + +The room was still, the noise of the street-cars below muffled with the +first soft blanket of snow. The street lamps flickered in the wind with +a pale subdued light that scarcely brought out the furnishings of her +nest. She was in the habit of dreaming in this window for hours with +only the light from the lamps on the street. + +The Square, deserted by its tramp lovers, lay white and still and cold. +The old battle with the Blue Devils was on again within. The fight with +Jane had been easy. She had always found it easy to face temptation in +the concrete. The moment Satan appeared in human shape she was up in +arms and ready for the fray. It was this silent hour she dreaded when +the defenses of the soul were down. + +There was no use to lie to herself. She was utterly lonely and +heartsick. + +She had guarded the portals of life with religious care--with a care +altogether unnecessary as events had proved. There had been no crush of +rude men to assault her. Only an awkward carpenter, a butcher's boy +and the ice man! It was incredible. Of all the men whose restless +feet pressed the pavements of New York, not one, save these three, had +apparently cared whether she lived or died. + +The men whom she met in her duties in the schoolroom she had found +utterly devoid of imagination and beneath contempt. They had each +been obviously on guard against the machinations of the female of the +species. They had, each of them, shown plainly their fear and hatred of +women teachers. The feeling was mutual. God knows she had no desire to +encroach on their domain any longer than absolutely necessary. + +Perhaps she was making a mistake. The thought was strangling. Only the +girl who waived conventions in the rushing tide of the modern city's +life seemed to live at all. The others merely existed. Jane Anderson +lived! There could be no mistake about that. She had mastered the ugly +mob. Its cruel loneliness was to her a thing unknown. But Jane was an +exception--the one woman in a thousand who could defy conventions and +yet keep her soul and body clean. + +The offer she had made had proved a terrible temptation. The artist who +had asked with such eagerness to use her head for his portrait of the +Madonna on the canvas he was executing for the new cathedral, had long +appealed to her vivid imagination. Two prints of his famous work hung on +her walls. She had always wished to know him. He had married a Southern +girl. + +That was just the point--he WAS married! + +No girl could afford to be shut up alone in a studio with a fascinating +married man for three hours--or half an hour. What if she should fall +in love with him at first sight! Such things had happened. They could +happen again. Only tragedy could be the end of such an event. It was too +dangerous to consider for a moment. + +She would have consented had it been possible for Jane to chaperon +her. That would have been obviously ridiculous. No artist with any +self-respect would tolerate such a reflection on his honesty. No girl +could afford to confess her fears in this brazen fashion. + +The necessity for her refusal had depressed her beyond any experience +she had passed through in the dreary desert of the past five years. + +She lifted the sleeping kitten and whispered passionately: + +"Am I a silly fool, Kitty? Am I?" + +The tears came at last. She lay back on the pillows and let them pour +down her cheeks without protest or effort at self-control. Every nerve +of her strong, healthy body ached for the love and companionship of men +which she had denied herself with an iron will. At nineteen it had been +easy. The sheer animal joy in life had been enough. With the growth of +each year the ache within had become more and more insistent. With each +ripening season of body and mind, the hunger of love had grown more +and more maddening. How long could she keep up this battle with every +instinct of her being? + +She rose at last, determined to go to Jane, confess that she had been +a fool, and step out into the new world, New York's world, and begin to +live. + +She seized her hat and furs and put them on with feverish haste. + +"God knows it's time I began--I'll be an old maid in another year and +dry up--ugh!" + +She looked in the quaint oval mirror that hung beside her door and +lifted her head with a touch of pride. + +She had reached the street and started for the Broadway car before she +suddenly remembered that Jane was "dining with a dangerous man." + +She couldn't turn back to that little room tonight without new courage. +Her decision was instantaneous. She couldn't surrender to the flesh and +the devil by yielding to Jane. + +She would go to prayer-meeting! + +Religion had always been a very real thing in her life. Her father was a +Methodist presiding elder. She would have gone to the meeting tonight +in the first place but for the snow. Dr. Craddock, the new sensational +pastor of the Temple, was giving a series of Wednesday-night talks that +had aroused wide interest and drawn immense crowds. + +His theme tonight was one that promised all sorts of sensations--"The +Woman of the Future." The only trouble with the Doctor was that the +substance of his discourses sometimes failed to make good the startling +suggestions of his titles. No matter--she would go. She felt a sense of +righteous pride infighting her way to the church through the first storm +of the winter. + +In spite of the snow the church was crowded. The subject announced had +evidently touched a vital spot in modern life. More people were thinking +about "The Woman of the Future" than she had suspected. The crowd sat +with eager, upturned faces. + +The first half-hour's prayer and song service had just begun. +Mary joined in the singing of the stirring evangelistic hymns with +enthusiasm. Something in their battle-cry melody caught her spirit +instantly tonight and her whole being responded. In ten minutes she was +a good shouting Methodist and supremely happy without knowing why. She +never paused to ask. Her nature was profoundly religious and she had +been born and bred in the atmosphere of revivals. Her father was an +aggressive evangelist both in his character and methods of work, and she +was his own daughter--a child of emotion. + +The individuals in the eager crowd which packed the popular church meant +nothing to her personally. They had passed before her unseeing eyes +Sunday after Sunday the past five years as mere shadows of an unknown +world which swallowed them up the moment they reached the street. She +had never seen the inside of one of their homes. Not one of them had +drawn close enough to her to venture an invitation. + +Two of the stewards she knew personally--one a bricklayer, the other a +baker on Eighth Avenue. The preacher she had met in a purely formal way +as the bishop of the flock. She liked Dr. Craddock. He was known in the +ministry as a live wire. He was a man of vigorous physique--just turning +fifty, magnetic, eloquent and popular with the masses. + +Mary was curious tonight as to what the preacher would say on "The Woman +of the Future." The Methodist Church had been a pioneer in the modern +Feminist movement, having long ago admitted women to the full ordination +of the ministry. Craddock, however, had been known for his conservatism +in the woman movement. He abhorred the idea of woman's suffrage as a +dangerous revolution and the fact that he consented to treat the topic +at all was a reluctant confession of its menacing importance. + +With keen interest, the girl saw him rise at last. A breathless hush +fell on the crowd. He walked deliberately to the edge of the platform +and gazed into the faces of the people. + +"I have often been asked," he slowly began, "where I get my sermons." He +paused and laughed. "I'll be perfectly honest with you. Sometimes I get +them from the Bible--sometimes from the book of life. The genesis of +this talk tonight is very definite. I found it in the liquid depths of +a little girl's eyes. She asked a simple question that set me +thinking--not only about the subject of her query but on the vaster +issues that grew out of it. She looked up into my face the other night +after my call for volunteers for the new mission we are beginning in the +slums of the East Side, and asked me if the girls were not going to be +given the chance to do something worth while in this church's work. + +"I couldn't honestly answer her off-hand and in my groping I forgot the +child and her question. I saw a vision--a vision of that broader, nobler +future toward which human civilization is now swiftly moving. + +"I say deliberately that it is swiftly moving, because the progress of +the world during the last fifty years has been greater than in any five +hundred years of the past. + +"The older I grow the stronger becomes my conviction that the problems +of the age in which we now live cannot be solved by masculine brain +and brawn alone. The problems of the city and the nation and the great +fundamental social questions that involve the foundations of modern life +will find no solution until the heart and brain of woman are poured into +the crucible of our test. + +"They talk about a woman's sphere As though it had a limit: There's not +a place in earth or heaven, There's not a task to mankind given, There's +not a blessing or a woe, There's not a whisper yes or no, There's not a +life, or death, or birth That has a feather's weight of worth Without a +woman in it! + +"The difference between a man and a woman is one that makes them +the complementary parts of a perfect unit. God made man in His own +image--male and female. The person of God therefore combines these two +elements unseparated. The mind of God is both male and female. In man we +have the strength which lifts and tugs and fights the elements. This is +the aspect turned primarily toward matter. In woman we have the finer +qualities of the Spirit turned toward the source of all spirit in God. +The idea of a masculine deity is a false assumption of the Dark Ages. +God is both male and female. + +"I used to wonder why Jesus Christ was a man, until I realized that +the Incarnation expressed the depth of human need. God stooped lower +in assuming the form of man. The form of the divine revelation through +Jesus Christ was determined solely by this depth of human need----" + +For half an hour in impetuous eloquence, in telling incidents wet with +tears and winged with hope, he held his listeners in a spell. It was not +until the burst of applause which greeted his closing sentence had died +away that Mary Adams realized that another landmark had toppled before +the onrushing flood of modern Feminism. The conservatism of Doctor +Craddock had yielded at last to the inevitable. He, too, had joined the +ranks of the prophets who preach of a Woman's Day of Emancipation. + +And yet it never occurred to her that this fact had the slightest +bearing on her personal outlook on life. On the contrary she felt in the +spiritual elation of the triumphant eloquence of her favorite preacher +a renewal of her simple religious faith. At the bottom of that religion +lay the foundation of life itself--her conception of marriage as the +supreme and only expression of woman's power in the world. + +She walked back to her home on the Square, in a glow of ecstatic +emotion. + +Surely God had miraculously saved her this night from the wiles of the +Devil! No matter what this eloquent discourse had meant to others, it +had renewed her faith in the old-fashioned woman and the old-fashioned +ways of the old-fashioned home. Her vision was once more clear. She was +glad Jane Anderson had come to put her to the test. She had been tried +in the fires of hell and came forth unscorched. + +She stood beside her window dreaming again of the home she would build +when her Knight should stand before her revealed in beauty no words +could describe. The moon was shining now in solemn glory on the +white-shrouded Square. Temptation had only strengthened the fiber of her +soul. She knelt in the moonlight beside her couch and prayed that God +should ever keep her faith serene. She rose with a sense of peace and +joy. God would hear and answer the cry of her heart. The City might be +the Desert--it was still God's world and not a sparrow that twittered in +those bare trees or chattered on her window-ledge in the morning could +fall to the ground without His knowledge. God had put this deathless +passion in her heart; He could not deny it expression. She could bide +His time. If the day of her deliverance were near, it was good. If God +should choose to try her faith in loneliness and tears, it was His way +to make the revelation of glory the more dazzling when it came. + +She drew the covering about her warm young body with the firm faith that +her hour was close at hand, and fell asleep to dream of her Knight. + + + + +CHAPTER III. FATE + +Mary waked next morning with the delicious sense of impending happiness. +A wonderful dream had come to thrill her half-conscious moments, +repeating itself in increasing vividness and beauty with each awakening. +The vision had been interrupted by the unusual noise of the snow +machines on the car tracks, and yet she had fallen asleep after each +break and picked up the rapturous scene at the exact moment of its +interruption. + +She was married and madly in love with her husband. His face she could +never see quite clearly. His business kept him away from home on long +trips. But his baby was always there--a laughing, wonderful boy whose +chubby hands persisted in pulling her hair down into her face each time +she bent over his cradle to kiss him. + +Ella was chattering in German to someone on the stairs. She wondered +again for the hundredth time how this poor, slovenly, one-eyed, +ill-kempt creature, scrub-woman and janitress, could speak two languages +with such ease. Her English, except in excitement, seemed equally fluent +with her German. How did such a woman fall so low? She was industrious +and untiring in her work. She never touched liquor or drugs. She was +kind and thoughtful and watched over her tenants with a motherly care +for which no landlord could pay in dollars and cents. She was on her +knees on the stairs now, scrubbing down the steps to be crowded again +with muddy feet from the street below. + +Mary lay for half an hour snuggling under the warm blankets, weaving a +romance about Ella's life. A great love for some heroic man who died and +left her in poverty could alone explain the mystery that hung about her. +She never spoke of her life or people. Mary had ventured once to ask +her. A wan smile flitted across the haggard face for a moment, and she +answered in low tones that closed the subject. + +"I haven't any people, dear," she said slowly. "They are dead long ago." + +The girl wondered if it were really true. In her joy this morning she +felt her heart go out to the pathetic, drooping figure on the stairs. +She wished that every living creature might share the secret joy that +filled her soul. + +She drew the kitten from his nest beside her pillow and rubbed her cheek +against his little cold nose. He always waked her with a kiss on her +eyelids and then coiled himself back for a tiny cat-nap until she could +make up her mind to rise. + +She sprang from the couch with sudden energy and stretched her dainty +figure with a prodigious yawn. + +"Gracious, Kitty, we must hurry!" she cried, thrusting her bare feet +into a pair of embroidered slippers and throwing her blue flannel kimono +on over her night-dress. + +The coffee-pot was boiling busily when she had bathed and dressed. Each +detail of her domestic schedule was given an extra care this morning. +The stove was carefully polished, each pot and pan placed in its rack +with a precision that spoke an unusual joy within the heart of the +housewife. + +And through it all she hummed a lullaby that haunted her from the +memories of a happy childhood. + +Breakfast over, the kitten fed, the birds given their bath, their sand +and seed, she couldn't stop until the whole place had been thoroughly +cleaned and dusted. Exactly why she had done this on Thursday morning it +was impossible to say. Some hidden force within had impelled her. + +Then back into the dream world her mind flew on joyous wings. It was a +sign from God in answer to prayer. Why not? The Bible was full of such +revelations in ancient times. God was not dead because the world was +modern and we had steam and electricity. The routine of school was no +longer dull. Around each commonplace child hung a halo of romance. They +were love-children today. She wove a dream of tenderness, of chivalry, +and heroic deeds about them all. She searched each face for some line +of beauty caught in the vision of her own baby who had looked into her +heart from the mists of eternity. + +Three days passed in a sort of trance. Never had she felt surer of life +and the full fruition of every hope and faith. Just how this marvelous +blossoming would come, she could not guess. Her chances of meeting +her Fate were no better than at any moment of the past years of drab +disillusionment, and yet, for some reason, her foolish heart kept +singing. + +Why? + +There could be but one answer. The event was impending. Such things +could be felt--not reasoned out. + +She applied herself to her teaching with a new energy and thoroughness. +She must do this work well and carry into the real life that must soon +begin the consciousness of every duty faithfully performed. + +A boy asked her a question about a little flower which grew in a warm +crevice of the stone wall on which the iron fence of the school yard +rested. She blushed at her failure to enlighten him and promised to tell +him on Monday. + +Botany was not one of her tasks but she felt the tribute to her +personality in his question, and she would take pains to make her answer +full and interesting. + +Saturday afternoon she hurried to the Public Library, on Fifth Avenue +and Forty-second Street, to look up every reference to this flower. + +The boulevard of the Metropolis was thronged with eager thousands. +Handsome men and beautifully dressed women passed each other in endless +procession on its crowded pavements. The cabs and automobiles, two +abreast on either side, moved at a snail's pace, so dense were the +throngs at each crossing. Her fancy was busy weaving about each +throbbing tonneau and limousine a story of love. Not a wheel was turning +in all that long line of shining vehicles that didn't carry a woman or +was hurrying to do a woman's bidding. + +Her hero was coming, too, somewhere in the crowd with his gloved hand on +one of those wheels. She could feel his breath on her cheek as he handed +her into the seat by his side and then the sudden leap of the car into +space and away on the wings of lightning into the future! + +She ascended the broad steps of the majestic building with quick, +springing strength. She loved this glorious library, with its lofty, +arched ceilings. The sense of eternity that brooded over it and filled +the stately rooms rested and inspired her. + +Besides, she forgot her poverty in this temple of all time. Within its +walls she belonged to the great aristocracy of brains and culture of +which this palace was the supreme expression. And it was hers. Andrew +Carnegie had given the millions to build it and the city of New York +granted the site on land that was worth many millions more. But it was +all built for her convenience, her comfort and inspiration. Every volume +of its vast and priceless collection was hers--hers to hold in her +hands, read and ponder and enjoy. Every officer and manager in its +inclosure was her servant--to come at her beck and call and do her +bidding. The little room on Twenty-third Street was the symbol of the +future. This magnificent building was the realization of the present. + +She smiled pleasantly to the polite assistant who received her order +slip, and took her seat on the waiting line until her books were +delivered. + +This magnificent room with its lofty ceilings of golden panels and +drifting clouds had always brought to her a peculiar sense of restful +power. The consciousness of its ownership had from the first been most +intimate. No man can own what he cannot appreciate. He may possess it by +legal documents, but he cannot own it unless he has eyes to see, ears +to hear, and a heart to feel its charm. This appreciation Mary Adams +possessed by inheritance from her student father who devoured books with +an insatiate hunger. Nowhere in all New York's labyrinth did she feel +as perfectly at home as in this reading-room. The quiet which reigned +without apparent sign or warning seemed to belong to the atmosphere of +the place. It was unthinkable that any man or woman should be rude or +thoughtless enough to break it by a loud word. + +This room was hers day or night, winter or summer, always heated and +lighted, and a hundred swift, silent servants at hand to do her bidding. +Around the room on serried shelves, dressed in leather aprons, stood +twenty-five thousand more servants of the centuries of the past ready +to answer any question her heart or brain might ask of the world's life +since the dawn of Time. + +In the stack-room below, on sixty-three miles of shelves, stood a +million others ready to come at her slightest nod. She loved to dream +here of the future, in the moments she must wait for these messengers +she had summoned. In this magic room the past ceased to be. These +myriads of volumes made the past a myth. It was all the living, +throbbing present--with only the golden future to be explored. + +Her number flashed in red letters on the electric blackboard. + +She rose and carried her books to the seat number assigned her near the +center of the southern division of the room on the extreme left beside +the bookcases containing the dictionaries of all languages. + +Her seat was on the aisle which skirted the shelves. She found the full +description of the flower in which she was interested, made her notes +and closed the volume with a lazy movement of her slender, graceful +hand. + +She lifted her eyes and they rested on a remarkable-looking young man +about her own age who stood gazing in an embarrassed, helpless sort of +way at the row of ponderous volumes marked "The Century Dictionary." + +He was evidently a newcomer. By his embarrassment she could easily tell +that it was the first time he had ever ventured into this room. + +He looked at the books, apparently puzzled by their number. He raised +his hand and ran his fingers nervously through the short, thick, red +hair which covered his well-shaped head. + +The girl's attention was first fixed by the strange contrast between his +massive jaw and short neck which spoke the physical strength of an ox, +and the slender gracefully tapering fingers of his small hand. The wrist +was small, the fingers almost feminine in their lines. + +He caught her look of curious interest and to her horror, smiled and +walked straight to her seat. + +There was no mistaking his determination to speak. It was useless to +drop her eyes or turn aside. He would certainly follow. + +She blushed and gazed at him in a timid, helpless fashion while he bent +over her seat and whispered awkwardly: + +"You look kind and obliging, miss--could you help me a little?" + +His tone was so genuine in its appeal, so distressed and hesitating, it +was impossible to resent his question. + +"If I can--yes," was the prompt answer. + +"You won't mind?" he asked, fumbling his hat. + +"No--what is it?" + +Mary had recovered her composure as his distress had increased and +looked steadily into his steel blue eyes inquiringly. + +"You see," he went on, in low hurried tones, "I'm all worked up about +the mountains of North Carolina--thinkin' o' goin' down there to +Asheville in a car, an' I want to look the bloomin' place up and kind o' +get my bearin's before I start. A lawyer friend o' mine told me to come +here and I'd find all the maps in the Century Dictionary. The man at the +desk out there told me to come in this room and look in the shelves +on the left and take it right out. Gee, the place is so big, I get all +rattled. I found the Century Dictionary on that shelf----" + +He paused and smiled helplessly. + +"I thought a dictionary was one book--there's a dozen of 'em marked +alike. I'm afraid to pull 'em all down an' I don't know where to +begin--COULD you help me--please?" + +"Certainly, with pleasure," she answered, quickly rising and leading the +way back to the shelf at which he had been gazing. + +"You want the atlas volume," she explained, drawing the book from the +shelf and returning to the seat. + +He followed promptly and bent over her shoulder while she pointed out +the map of North Carolina, the position of Asheville and the probable +route he must follow to get there. + +"Thanks!" he exclaimed gratefully. + +"Not at all," she replied simply. "I'm only too glad to be of service to +you." + +Her answer emboldened him to ask another question. + +"You don't happen to know anything about that country down there, do +you?" + +"Why, yes. I know a great deal about it----" + +"Sure enough?" + +"I've been through Asheville many times and spent a summer there once." + +"Did you?" + +His tones implied that he plainly regarded her as a prodigy of +knowledge. His whole attitude suggested at once the mind of an alert, +interested boy asking his teacher for information on a subject near to +his heart. It was impossible to resist his appeal. + +"Why, yes," Mary went on in low, rapid tones. "My people live in the +Kentucky mountains." + +He bent low and gently touched her arm. + +"Say, we can't talk in here--I'm afraid. Would it be asking too much of +you to come out in the park, sit down on a bench and tell me about it? +I'll never know how to thank you, if you will?" + +It was absurd, of course, such a request, and yet his interest was so +keen, his deference to her superior knowledge so humble and appealing, +to refuse seemed ungracious. She hesitated and rose abruptly. + +"Just a moment--I'll return my books and then we'll go. You can replace +this volume on the shelf where we got it." + +"Thank yoo, miss," he responded gratefully. "You're awfully kind." + +"Don't mention it," she laughed. + +In a moment she was walking by his side down the smooth marble stairs +and out through the grand entrance into Fifth Avenue. The strange +part about it was, she was not in the least excited over a very +unconventional situation. She had allowed a handsomely groomed, young, +red-haired adventurer to pick her up without the formality of an +introduction, in the Public Library. She hadn't the remotest idea of his +name--nor had he of hers--yet there was something about him that seemed +oddly familiar. They must have known one another somewhere in childhood +and forgotten each other's faces. + +The sun was shining in clear, steady brilliancy in a cloudless sky. The +snow had quickly melted and it was unusually warm for early December. +They turned into the throng of Fifth Avenue and at the corner of +Forty-second Street he paused and hesitated and looked at her timidly: + +"Say," he began haltingly, "there's an awful crowd of bums on those +seats in the Square behind the building--you know Central Park, don't +you?" + +Mary smiled. + +"Quite well--I've spent many happy hours in its quiet walks." + +"You know that place the other side of the Mall--that ragged hill +covered with rocks and trees and mountain laurel?" + +"I've been there often." + +"Would you mind going there where it's quiet--I've such a lot o' things +I want to ask you--you won't mind the walk, will you?" + +"Certainly not--we'll go there," Mary responded in even, business-like +tones. + +"Because, if you don't want to walk I'll call a cab, if you'll let +me----" + +"Not at all," was the quick answer. "I love to walk." + +It was impossible for the girl to repress a smile at her ridiculous +situation! If any human being had told her yesterday that she, Mary +Adams, an old-fashioned girl with old-fashioned ideas of the proprieties +of life, would have allowed herself to be picked up by an utter stranger +in this unceremonious way, she would have resented the assertion as a +personal insult--yet the preposterous and impossible thing had happened +and she was growing each moment more and more deeply interested in the +study of the remarkable youth by her side. + +He was not handsome in the conventional sense. His features were too +strong for that. An enemy might have called them coarse. Their first +impression was of enormous strength and exhaustless vitality. He walked +with a quick, military precision and planted his small feet on the +pavement with a soft, sure tread that suggested the strength of a young +tiger. + +The one feature that puzzled her was the size of his hands and feet. +They were remarkably small and remarkable for their slender, graceful +lines. + +His eyes were another interesting feature. The lids drooped with a +careless Oriental languor, as though he would shut out the glare of the +full daylight, and yet the pupils flashed with a cold steel-blue fire. +One look into his eyes and there could be no doubt that the man behind +them was an interesting personality. + +She wondered what his business could be. Not a lawyer or doctor or +teacher certainly. His timidity in handling books was clear proof on +that point. He was well groomed. His clothes were made by a first-class +tailor. + +Her heart thumped with a sudden fear. Perhaps he was some sort of +criminal. His questions may have been a trick to lure her away.... + +They had just crossed the broad plaza at Fifty-ninth Street and entered +the walkway that leads to the Mall. + +She stopped suddenly. + +"It's too far to the hill beyond the Mall," she began hesitatingly. +"We'll find a seat in one of the little rustic houses along the +Fifty-ninth Street side----" + +"Sure, if you say so," he agreed. + +He accepted the suggestion so simply, she regretted her suspicions, +instantly changed her mind and said, smiling: + +"No, we'll go on where we started. The long walk will do me good." + +"All right," he laughed; "whatever you say's the law. I'm the little boy +that does just what his teacher says." + +She blushed and shot him a surprised look. + +"Who told you that I was a teacher?" she asked, with a smile. + +"Lord, nobody! I had no idea of such a thing. It never popped into my +head that you do anything at all. You know, I was awful scared when I +spoke to you?" + +"Were you?" she laughed. + +"Surest thing you know! I'd 'a' never screwed up my courage to do it +if you hadn't 'a' looked so kind and gentle and sweet. I just knew you +couldn't turn me down----" + +There was no mistaking the genuineness of the apology for his +presumption. She smiled a gracious answer, and threw the last ugly +suspicion to the winds. + +He broke into a laugh and lifted his hand in the sudden gesture of a +traffic policeman commanding a halt. + +"What is it?" she asked. + +"You know I was so excited I clean forgot to introduce myself! What do +you think o' that? You'll excuse me, won't you? My name's Jim Anthony. +I'm sorry I can't give you any references to my folks. I haven't +any--I'm a lost sheep in New York--no father or mother. That's why I'm +so excited about this trip I'm plannin' down South. I hear I've got some +people down there." + +He stopped suddenly as if absorbed in the thought. Her heart went out to +him in sympathy for this confession of his orphaned life. + +"I'm Mary Adams," she smiled in answer. "I'm a teacher in the public +schools." + +"Gee--that accounts for it! I thought you looked like you knew +everything in those books. And you've been to Asheville, too?" + +"Yes." + +"Suppose it's not as big a burg as New York?" + +"Hardly--it's just a hustling mountain town of about twenty-five +thousand people." + +"Lot o' swells from around New York live down there, they tell me." + +"Yes, the Vanderbilts have a beautiful castle just outside." + +"Some mountains near Asheville?" + +"Hundreds of square miles." + +"Mountains in every direction?" + +"As far as the eye can reach, one blue range piled above another until +they're lost in the dim skies on the horizon." + +"Gee, it may be pretty hard to find your folks if they just live in the +mountains near Asheville?" + +"Unless your directions are more explicit--I should think so." + +"You know, I thought the mountains near Asheville was a bunch o' hills +off one side like the Palisades, that you couldn't miss if you tried. +I've never been outside of New York--since I can remember. I'd love to +see real mountains." + +The last sentence was spoken in a wistful pathos that touched Mary with +its irresistible appeal. Her mother instincts responded to it in quick +sympathy. + +"You've missed a lot," she answered gravely. + +"I'll bet I have. It's a rotten old town, this New York----" + +He paused, and a queer light flashed from his steel eyes. + +"Until you get your hand on its throat," he added, bringing his square +jaws together. + +Mary lifted her face with keen interest. + +"And you've got it by the throat?" + +"That's just what--little girl!" he cried, with a ring of pride. "You +see, I'm an inventor and I won a little pile on my first trick. I've got +a machine-shop in a room eight-by-ten over on the East Side." + +"A machine-shop all your own?" + +"Yep." + +"I'd like to see it some day." + +He shook his head emphatically. + +"It's too dirty. I couldn't let a pretty girl like you in such a place." +He paused and resumed the tone of his narrative where she interrupted +him. "You see, I've just put a new crimp in a carburetor for the +automobile folks. They're tickled to death over it and I've got +automobiles to burn. Will you go to ride with me tomorrow?" + +The teacher broke into a joyous laugh. + +"Why do you laugh?" he asked awkwardly. + +"Well, in the language of New York, that would be going some, wouldn't +it?" + +"And why not, I'd like to know?" he cried with scorn. "Who's to tell us +we can't? You've no kids to bother you tomorrow. I'm my own boss. You've +seen Asheville, but you've never seen New York until you sit down beside +me in a big six-cylinder racing car I'm handlin' next week. Let me +show it to you. I'll swing her around to your door at eight o'clock. In +twenty-five minutes we'll clear the Bronx and shoot into New Rochelle. +There'll be no cops out to bother us, and not a wheel in sight. It'll do +you good. Let me take you! I owe you that much for bein' so nice to me +today. Will you go with me?" + +Mary hesitated. + +"I'll think it over and let you know." + +"Got a telephone?" + +"No." + +"Then you'll have to tell me before I go--won't you?" + +"I suppose so," she answered demurely. + +They passed the big fountain beyond the Mall and skirted the lake to +the bridge, crossed, walked along the water's edge to the laurel-covered +crags and found a seat alone in the summer house that hides among the +trees on its highest point. + +The roar of the city was dim and far away. The only sounds to break +the stillness were the laughter of lovers along the walks below and the +distant cry of steamers in the harbor and rivers. + +"You'd almost think you're in the mountains up here, now wouldn't you?" +he asked, after a moment's silence. + +"Yes. I call this park my country estate. It costs me nothing to keep it +in perfect order. The city pays for it all. But I own it. Every tree and +shrub and flower and blade of grass, every statue and bird and animal in +it is mine. I couldn't get more joy out of them if I had them inclosed +behind an iron fence, and the deed to the land in my pocket--not half as +much, for I'd be lonely and miserable without someone to see and enjoy +it all with me." + +"Gee, that's so, ain't it? I never looked at it like that before." + +He gazed at her a long time in silent admiration, and then spoke +briskly. + +"Now tell me about this North Carolina and all those miles and square +miles of mountains." + +"You've a piece of paper and pencil?" + +He lifted his hand school-boy fashion: + +"Johnny on the spot, teacher!" + +A blank-book and pencil he threw in her lap and leaned close. + +"Tear the leaves out, if you like." + +"No, I'll just draw the maps on the pages and leave them for you to +study." + +With deft touch she outlined in rough on the first page, the states of +New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Delaware, Virginia and North Carolina, tracing +his possible route by Trenton, Philadelphia, Wilmington, Dover, Norfolk +and Raleigh, or by Washington, Richmond, and Danville to Greensboro. + +"Either route you see," she said softly, "leads to Salisbury, where you +strike the foothills of the mountains. It's about two hundred miles from +there to Asheville and `The Land of the Sky.'" + +For two hours she answered his eager, boyish questions about the country +and its people, his eyes wide with admiration at her knowledge. + +The sun was sinking in a sea of scarlet and purple clouds behind the +tall buildings beside the Park before she realized that they had been +talking for more than two hours. + +She sprang to her feet, blushing and confused. + +"Mercy, I had no idea it was so late." + +"Why--is it late?" he asked incredulously. + +"We must hurry----" + +She brushed the stray ringlets of hair from her forehead, laughed and +hurried down the pathway. + +They crossed the Park and took the Madison Avenue line to Twenty-third +Street. They were silent in the car. The roar of the traffic was +deafening after the quiet of the summer house among the trees. + +"I can see you home?" he inquired appealingly. + +"We get off at Twenty-third Street." + +They stood on the steps at her door beside the Square and there was a +moment's awkward silence. + +He lifted his hat with a little chivalrous bow. + +"Tomorrow morning at eight o'clock in my car?" + +She smiled and hesitated. + +"You'll have a bully time!" + +"It's Sunday," she stammered. + +"Sure, that's why I asked you." + +"I don't like to miss my church." + +"You go to church every Sunday?" he asked in amazement. + +"Yes." + +"Well, just this once then. It'll do you good. And I'll drive as careful +as a farmer." + +"All right," she said in low tones, and extended her hand: + +"Good night----" + +"Good night, teacher!" he responded with a boyish wave of his slender +hand and quickly disappeared in the crowd. + +She rushed up the stairs, her cheeks aflame, her heart beating a tattoo +of foolish joy. + +She snatched the kitten from sleep and whispered in his tiny ear: + +"Oh, Kitty dear, I've had such an adventure! I've spent the happiest, +silliest afternoon of my life! I'm going to have a more wonderful day +tomorrow. I just feel it. In a big racing automobile if you please, Mr. +Thomascat! Sorry I can't take you but the dust would blind you, Kitty +dear. I'm sorry to tell you that you'll have to stay at home all day +alone and keep house. It's too bad. But I'll fix your milk and bread +before I go and you must promise me on your sacred Persian cat's honor +not to look at my birds!" + +She hugged him violently and he purred his soft answer in song. + +"Oh, Kitty, I'm so happy--so foolishly happy!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV. DOUBTS AND FEARS + +Mary attempted no analysis of her emotions. It was all too sudden, +too stunning. She was content to feel and enjoy the first overwhelming +experience of life. Hour after hour she lay among the pillows of her +couch in the dim light of the street lamps and lazily watched the +passing Saturday evening crowds. The world was beautiful. + +She undressed at last and went to bed, only to toss wide-eyed for hours. + +A hundred times she reenacted the scene in the Library and recalled +her first impression of Jim's personality. What could such an utterly +unforeseen and extraordinary meeting mean except that it was her Fate? +Certainly he could not have planned it. Certainly she had not foreseen +such an event. It had never occurred to her in the wildest flights of +fancy that she could meet and speak to a man under such conditions, +to say nothing of the walk in the Park and the hours she spent in the +little summer house. + +And the strangest part of it all was that she could see nothing wrong +in it from beginning to end. It had happened in the simplest and most +natural way imaginable. By the standards of conventional propriety her +act was the maddest folly; and yet she was still happy over it. + +There was one disquieting trait about him that made her a little uneasy. +He used the catch-words of the street gamins of New York without any +consciousness of incongruity. She thought at first that he did this as +the Southern boy of culture and refinement unconsciously drops into the +tones and dialect of the negro, by daily association. His constant use +of the expressive and characteristic "Gee" was startling, to say the +least. And yet it came from his lips in such a boyish way she felt sure +that it was due to his embarrassment in the unusual position in which he +had found himself with her. + +His helplessness with the dictionary was proof, of course, that he was +no scholar. And yet a boy might have a fair education in the schools of +today and be unfamiliar with this ponderous and dignified encyclopedia +of words. It was impossible to believe that he was illiterate. His +clothes, his carriage, even his manners made such an idea preposterous. + +Besides, no inventor could be really illiterate. He may have been forced +to work and only attended night schools. But if he were a mechanic, +capable of making a successful improvement on one of the most delicate +and important parts of an automobile, he must have studied the +principles involved in his inventions. + +His choice of a profession appealed to her imagination, too. It showed +independence and initiative. It opened boundless possibilities. He might +be an obscure and poorly educated boy today. In five years he could be +a millionaire and the head of some huge business whose interests circled +the world. + +The tired brain wore itself out at last in eager speculations, and she +fell into a fitful stupor. The roar of the street-cars waked her at +daylight, and further sleep was out of the question. She rose, dressed +quickly and got her breakfast in a quiver of nervous excitement over the +adventure of the coming automobile. + +As the hour of eight drew nearer, her doubts of the propriety of going +became more acute. + +"What on earth has come over me in the past twenty-four hours?" she +asked of herself. "I've known this man but a day. I don't KNOW him +at all, and yet I'm going to put my life in his hands in that racing +machine. Have I gone crazy?" + +She was not in the least afraid of him. His face and voice and +personality all seemed familiar. Her brain and common-sense told her +that such a trip with an utter stranger was dangerous and foolish beyond +words. In his automobile, unaccompanied by a human soul and unacquainted +with the roads over which they would travel, she would be absolutely in +his power. + +She set her teeth firmly at last, her mind made up. + +"It's too mad a risk. I was crazy to promise. I won't go!" + +She had scarcely spoken her resolution when the soft call of the +auto-horn echoed below. She stood irresolute for a moment, and the call +was repeated in plaintive, appealing notes. + +She tried to hold fast to her resolutions, but the impulse to open the +window and look out was resistless. She turned the old-fashioned brass +knob, swung her windows wide on their hinges and leaned out. + +His keen eyes were watching. He lifted his cap and waved. She answered +with the flutter of her handkerchief--and all resolutions were off. + +"Of course, I'll go," she cried, with a laugh. "It's a glorious day--I +may never have such a chance again." + + + +CHAPTER V. WINGS OF STEEL + +She threw on her furs and hurried downstairs. Her surrender was too +sudden to realize that she was being driven by a power that obscured +reason and crushed her will. + +Reason made one more vain cry as she paused at the door below to draw on +her gloves. + +"You have refused every invitation to see or know the unconventional +world into which thousands of women in New York, clear-eyed and +unafraid, enter daily. You'd sooner die than pose an hour in Gordon's +studio, and on a Sabbath morning you cut your church and go on a day's +wild ride with a man you have known but fifteen hours!" + +And the voice inside quickly answered: + +"But that's different! Gordon's a married man. My chevalier is not! I +have the right to go, and he has the right." + +It was settled anyhow before this little controversy arose at the street +door, but the ready answer she gave eased her conscience and cleared the +way for a happy, exciting trip. + +He leaped from the big, ugly racer to help her in, stopped and looked at +her light clothing. + +"That's your heaviest coat?" + +"Yes. It isn't cold." + +"I've one for you." + +He drew an enormous fur coat from the car and held it up for her arms. + +"You think I'll need that?" she asked. + +His white teeth gleamed in a friendly smile. + +"Take it from me, Kiddo, you certainly will!" + +She winced just a little at the common expression, but he said it with +such a quick, boyish enthusiasm, she wondered whether he were quoting +the expression from the Bowery boy's vocabulary or using it in a +facetious personal way. + +"I knew you'd need it. So I brought it for you," he added genially. + +"Thanks," she murmured, lifting her arms and drawing the coat about her +trim figure. + +He helped her into the car and drew from his pocket a light pair of +goggles. + +"Now these, and you're all hunky-dory!" + +"Will I need these, too?" she asked incredulously. + +"Will you!" he cried. "You wouldn't ask that question if you knew +the horse we've got hitched to this benzine buggy today. He's got +wings--believe me! It's all I can do to hold him on the ground +sometimes." + +"You'll drive carefully?" she faltered. + +He lifted his hand. + +"With you settin' beside me, my first name's `Caution.'" + +She fumbled the goggles in a vain effort to lift her arms over her head +to fasten them on. He sprang into the seat by her side and promptly +seized them. + +"Let me fix 'em." + +His slender, skillful fingers adjusted the band and brushed a stray +ringlet of hair back under the furs. The thrill of his touch swept her +with a sudden dizzy sense of excitement. She blushed and drew her head +down into the collar of the shaggy coat. + +He touched the wheel, and the gray monster leaped from the curb and shot +down the street. The single impulse carried them to the crossing. He had +shut off the power as the machine gracefully swung into Fourth Avenue. +The turn made, another leap and the car swept up the Avenue and swung +through Twenty-sixth Street into Fifth Avenue. Again the power was off +as he made the turn into Fifth Avenue at a snail's pace. + +"Can't let her out yet," he whispered apologetically. "Had to make these +turns. There's no room for her inside of town." + +Mary had no time to answer. He touched the wheel, and the car shot up +the deserted Avenue. She gasped for breath and braced her feet, her +whole being tingling with the first exhilarating consciousness that she +too was possessed of the devil of speed madness. It was glorious! For +the first time in her life, space and distance lost their meaning. She +was free as the birds in the heavens. She was flying on the wings +of this gray, steel monster through space. The palaces on the Avenue +whirled by in dim ghost-like flashes. They flew through Central Park +into Seventy-second Street and out into the Drive. The waters of the +river, broad and cool, flashing in the morning sun, rested her eyes a +moment and then faded in a twinkling. They had leaped the chasm beyond +Grant's Tomb, plunged into Broadway and before she could get her +bearings, swept up the hill at One Hundred and Fifty-fifth Street, +slipped gracefully across the iron bridge and in a jiffy were lost in a +gray cloud of dust on the Boston Turnpike. + +When the first intoxicating joy of speed had spent itself, she found +herself shuddering at the daring turns he made, missing a curb by a +hair's breadth--grazing a trolley by half an inch. Her fears were soon +forgotten. + +The hand on the wheel was made of steel, too. + +The throbbing demon encased within the hood obeyed his slightest whim. +She glanced at the square, massive jaw with furtive admiration. + +Without turning his head he laughed. + +"You like it, teacher?" + +"I'm in Heaven!" + +"You won't worry about church then, will you?" + +"Not today." + +They stopped at a road-house, and he put in more gasoline, lifted the +casing from the engine, touched each vital part, examined his tires, and +made sure that his machine was at its best. + +She watched him with a growing sense of his strength of character, his +poise and executive ability. He was an awkward, stammering boy in the +Library yesterday. Today with this machine in his hand he was the master +of Time and Space. + +She yielded herself completely to the delicious sense of his protection. +The extraordinary care he was giving the machine was a plain avowal of +his deep regard for her comfort and happiness. She had been in one or +two moderately moving cars driven by careful chauffeurs through Central +Park. She had always felt on those trips with Jane Anderson like a poor +relation from the country imposing on a rich friend. + +This trip was all her own. The car and its master were there solely for +her happiness. Her slightest whim was law for both. It was sweet, this +sense of power. She began to lift her body with a touch of pride. + +She laughed now at fears. What nonsense! No Knight of the Age of +Chivalry could treat her with more deference. He had tried already to +get her to stop for a bite of lunch. + +"Don't you want a thing to eat?" he persisted. + +"Not a thing. I've just had my breakfast. It's only nine o'clock----" + +"I know, but we've come thirty miles and the air makes you hungry. We +ought to eat about six good meals a day." + +She shook her head. + +"No--not yet. I'm too happy with these new wings. I want to fly some +more--come on----" + +He lifted his hand in his favorite gesture of obedience. + +"'Nuff said--we'll streak it back now by another road, hump it through +town and jump over the Brooklyn Bridge. I'll show you Coney Island and +then I know you'll want a hot dog anyhow." + +He crossed the country and darted into Broadway. Before she could +realize it, the last tree and field were lost behind in a cloud of dust, +and they were again in the crowded streets of the city. The deep growl +of his horn rang its warnings for each crossing and Mary watched the +timid women scramble to the sidewalks five and six blocks ahead. + +It was delicious. She had always been the one to scramble before. Her +heart went out in a wave of tenderness to the man by her side, strong, +daring, masterful, her chevalier, her protector and admirer. + +Yes, her admirer! There was no doubt on that point. The moment he +relaxed the tension of his hand on the wheel, his deep, mysterious +eyes beneath the drooping lids were fixed on hers in open, shameless +admiration. Their cold fire burned into her heart and thrilled to her +finger-tips. + +In spite of his deference and his obedience to her whim, she felt the +iron grip of his personality on her imagination. Whatever his education, +his origin or his environment, he was a power to be reckoned with. + +No other type of man had ever appealed to her. Her conception of a real +man had always been one who did his own thinking and commanded rather +than asked the respect of others. + +She had thrown the spell of her beauty over this headstrong, masterful +man. He was wax in her hands. A delicious sense of power filled her. She +had never known what happiness meant before. She floated through space. +The spinning lines of towering buildings on Broadway passed as mists in +a dream. + +As the velvet feet of the car touched the great bridge she lazily opened +her eyes for a moment and gazed through the lace-work of steel at the +broad sweep of the magnificent harbor. The dark blue hills of Staten +Island framed the picture. + +He was right. She had never seen New York before. Never before had +its immense panorama been swept within two hours. Never before had she +realized its dimensions. She had always felt stunned and crushed in the +effort to conceive it. Today she had wings. The city lay at her feet, +conquered. She was mistress of Time and Space. + +Again her sidelong glance swept the lines of Jim Anthony's massive jaw. +She laughed softly. + +"What's the matter?" he asked. + +"Nothing. I'm just happy." + +She blushed and wondered if he had read her thoughts by some subtle +power of clairvoyance. She was speculating on the effects of love at +first sight on such a man. Would he hesitate, back and fill and hang +on for months trying in vain to gain the courage to speak? Or would he +spring with the leap of a young tiger the moment he realized what he +wanted? + +Her own attitude was purely one of joyous expectancy. It would, of +course, be a long time before her feelings could take any definite +attitude toward a man. For the moment she was supremely happy. It was +enough. She made no effort to probe her feelings. She might return to +earth tomorrow. Today she was in Heaven. She would make the most of it. + +They skimmed the wooded cliffs of Bay Ridge, her heart beating in +ecstasy at the revelation of beauty of whose existence she had not +dreamed. + +"I bet you never saw this drive before, now did you?" he asked with +boyish enthusiasm. + +"No--it's wonderful." + +"Some view--eh?" + +"Entrancing!" + +"You know when I make my pile, I'd like a palace of white marble perched +on this cliff with the windows on the south looking out over Sandy Hook, +and the windows on the west looking over that fort on the top of Staten +Island with its black eyes gazing over the sea. How would you like +that?" + +She turned away to mask the smile she couldn't repress. + +"That would be splendid, wouldn't it?" + +"I like the water, don't you?" + +"I love it." + +"Water and hills both right together! I reckon my father must 'a' been a +sea-captain and my mother from the mountains----" + +He said this with a pathos that found the girl's heart. What a pitiful, +lonely life, a boy's without even the memory of a mother or father! +The mother instinct rose in a resistless flood of pity. Her eyes grew +suddenly dim. + +"Well," he said briskly, "now for the dainty job! I've got to jump my +way through that Coney Island bunch. You see my low speed's a racing +pace for an everyday car. All I can do in a crowd is to jump from one +crossing to the next and cut her power off every time. You can bet I'll +make a guy or two jump with me----" + +"You won't hurt anyone?" she pleaded. + +"Lord, no! I wouldn't dare to put her through that mob in the afternoon. +I'd kill a regiment of 'em. But it's early--just the shank of the +morning. There's nobody down here yet." + +The car suddenly leaped into the Avenue that runs through the heart of +Coney Island, the deep-throated horn screaming its warning. The crowd +scattered like sheep before a lion. + +The girl laughed in spite of her effort at self-control. + +"Watch 'em hump!" Jim grunted. + +"It's funny, isn't it?" + +"When you're in the car--yes. It don't seem so funny when you're on +foot. Well, some people were made to walk and some to ride. I had to +hoof it at first. I like riding better--don't you?" + +"To be perfectly honest--yes!" + +The car leaped forward again, the horn screaming. The wheel passed +within a foot of a fat woman's skirt. With a cry of terror she fled to +the sidewalk and shook her fist at Jim, her face purple with anger. + +He waved his hand back at her: + +"Never touched you, dearie! Never touched you!" + +Mary lost all fear of accident and watched him handle the machine with +the skill of a master. She could understand now the spirit of deviltry +in a chauffeur who knows his business. It seemed a wicked, cruel thing +from the ground--this swift plunge of a car as if bent on murder. But +now that she felt the sure, velvet grip of the brake in a master's hand, +she saw that the danger was largely a myth. + +It was fun to see people jump at the approach of an avalanche of steel +that always stopped just short of harm. Of course, it took a steady +nerve and muscle to do the trick. The man by her side had both. He was +always smiling. Nothing rattled him. + +Her trust was now implicit. She relaxed the tension of the first two +hours of doubt and fear, and yielded to the spell of his strength. It +seemed inseparable from the throbbing will of the giant machine. He was +its incarnate spirit. She was being swept through space now on the wings +of omnipotent power--but power always obedient to her whim. + +With steady, even pulse they glided down the long, broad Avenue to +Prospect Park, swung through its winding lanes, on through the streets +of Brooklyn and once more into the open road. + +"Now for Long Beach and a good lunch!" he cried. "I'll show you +something--but you'll have to shut your eyes to see it." + +With a sudden bound, the car leaped into the air, and shot through the +sky with the hiss and shriek of a demon. + +The girl caught her breath and instinctively gripped his arm. + +"Look out, Kiddo!" he shouted. "Don't touch me--or we'll both land in +Kingdom Come. I ain't ready for a harp just yet. I'd rather fool with +this toy for a while down here." + +She braced her feet and gripped the sides of the car, gasping for +breath, steadied herself at last and crouched low among the furs to +guard her throat from the icy daggers of the wind. + +The landscape whirled in a circle of trees and sky, while above the dark +line of hills hung the boiling cauldron of cloud-banked heavens. + +"Are you game?" he called above the roar. + +"Yes," she gasped. "Don't stop----" + +Her soul had risen at last to the ecstasy of the mania for speed that +fired the man's spirit and nerved his hand. It was inconceivable +until experienced--this awful joy! Her spirit sank with childish +disappointment as he slowly lowered the power. + +"Got to take a sharp curve down there," he explained. "We turn to the +right for the meadows and the Beach--how was that?" + +"Wonderful," she cried, with dancing eyes. "Let her go again if you want +to--I'm game--now." + +Jim laughed. + +"A little rattled at first?" + +"Yes----" + +"Well, we can't let her out on this road. It's too narrow--have to take +a ditch sometimes to pass. That wouldn't do for an eighty-mile clip, you +know--now would it?" + +"Hardly." + +"I might risk it alone--but my first name's `Old Man Caution' today--you +get me?" + +Mary nodded and turned her head away again. + +"I got you the first time, sir," she answered playfully taking his tone. + +He ran the car into the garage at the Beach, sprang out and lifted Mary +to the ground with quick, firm hand. They threw off their heavy coats +and left them. + +"Look out for this junk now, sonny," he cried to the attendant, tossing +him a half dollar. + +"Sure, Mike!" + +"Fill her up to the chin by the time we get back." + +"Righto!" + +Quickly they walked to the hotel and in five minutes were seated beside +a window in the dining-room, watching the lazy roll of the sea sweep in +on the sands at low tide. + +"I'm hungry as a wolf!" he whispered. + +"So am I----" + +"We'll eat everything in sight--start at the top and come down." + +He handed her the menu card and watched her from the depths beneath the +drooping eyelids. + +Conscious of his gaze and rejoicing in its frank admiration, she ordered +the dinner with instinctive good taste. No effort at conversation was +made by either. They were both too hungry. As Jim lighted his cigarette +when the coffee was served, he leaned back in his chair and watched the +breakers in silence. + +"That's the best dinner I ever had in my life," he said slowly. + +"It was good. We were hungry." + +"I've been hungry before, many a time. It was something else, too." He +paused and rose abruptly. "Let's walk up the Beach." + +"I'd love to," she answered, slowly rising. + + + +CHAPTER VI. BESIDE THE SEA + +They strolled leisurely along the board-walk, found the sand, walked in +the firm, dry line of the high-water mark for a mile to the east, and +sat down on a clump of sea-grass on the top of a sand dune. + +"I like this!" she cried joyously. + +"So do I," he answered soberly, and lapsed into silence. + +The sun was warm and genial. The wind had died, and the waves of the +rising tide were creeping up the long, sloping stretches of the sand +with a lazy, soothing rush. A winter gull poised above their heads and +soared seaward. The smoke of an ocean liner streaked the horizon as she +swept toward the channel off Sandy Hook. + +Jim looked at the girl by his side and tried to speak. She caught the +strained expression in his strong face and lowered her eyes. + +He began to trace letters in the sand. + +She knew with unerring instinct that he had made his first desperate +effort to speak his love and failed. Would he give it up and wait for +weeks and possibly months--or would he storm the citadel in one mad rush +at the beginning? + +He found his voice at last. He had recovered from the panic of his first +impulse. + +"Well, how do you like my idea of a good day as far as you've gone?" he +asked lightly. + +She met his gaze with perfect frankness. "The happiest day I ever spent +in my life," she confessed. + +"Honest?" + +"Honest." + +"Oh, shucks--what's the use!" he cried, with sudden fierce resolution. +"You've got me, Kiddo, you've got me! I've been eatin' out of your hand +since the minute I laid my eyes on you in that big room. I'm all yours. +You can do anything you want with me. For God's sake, tell me that you +like me a little." + +The blood slowly mounted to her cheeks in red waves of tremulous +emotion. + +"I like you very much," she said in low tones. + +He seized her hand and held it in a desperate grip. + +"I love you, Kiddo," he went on passionately. "You don't mind me calling +you Kiddo? You're so dainty and pretty and sweet, and that dimple keeps +coming in your cheek, it just seems like that's the word--you don't +mind?" + +"No----" + +"You don't know how I've been starvin' all my life for the love of a +pure girl like you. You're the first one I ever spoke to. I was scared +to death yesterday when I saw you. But I'd 'a' spoke to you if it killed +me in my tracks. I couldn't help it. It just looked like an angel had +dropped right down out of the gold clouds from that ceilin'. I was +afraid I'd lose you in the crowd and never see you again. It didn't seem +you were a stranger anyhow--I didn't seem strange to you, did I?" + +Her lips quivered, and she was silent. + +"Didn't you feel like you'd known me somewhere before?" he pleaded. + +"Yes." + +"I just felt you did, and that's what give me courage. Oh, Kiddo, you've +got to love me a little--I've never been loved by a human soul in all my +life. The first thing I remember was hidin' under a stoop from a brute +who beat me every night. I ran away and slept in barrels and crawled +into coal shutes till I was big enough to earn a livin' sellin' papers. +For years I never knew what it meant to have enough to eat. I just +scratched and fought my way through the streets like a little hungry +wolf till I got in a blacksmith's shop down on South Street and learned +to handle tools. I was quick and smart, and the old man liked me and let +me sleep in the shop. I had enough to eat then and got strong as an ox. +I went to the night schools and learned to read and write. I don't know +anything, but I'm quick and you can teach me--you will, won't you?" + +"I'll try," was the low answer. + +"You do like me, Kiddo? Say it again!" + +She rose to her feet and looked out over the sea, her face scarlet. + +"Yes, I do," she said at last. + +With a sudden resistless sweep he clasped her in his arms and kissed her +lips. + +Her heart leaped in mad response to the first kiss a lover had ever +given. Her body quivered and relaxed in his embrace. It was sweet--it +was wonderful beyond words. + +He kissed her again, and she clung to him, lifting her eyes to his at +last in a long, wondering gaze and then pressed her own lips to his. + +"Oh, my God, Kiddo, you love me! It beats the world, don't it? Love at +first sight for both of us! I've heard about it, but I didn't think it +would ever happen to me like this--did you?" + +She shook her head and bit her lips as the tears slowly dimmed her eyes. + +"It takes my breath," she murmured. "I can't realize what it all means. +It seems too wonderful to be true." + +"And you won't turn me down because I don't know who my father and +mother was?" + +"No--my heart goes out to you in a great pity for your lonely, wretched +boyhood." + +"I couldn't help that--now could I?" + +"Of course not. It's wonderful that you've made your way alone and won +the fight of life." + +He gripped her hands and held her at arms' length, devouring her with +his deep, slumbering eyes. + +"Gee, but you're a brick, little girl! I thought you were an angel when +I first saw you. Now I know it. Just watch me work for you! I'll show +you a thing or two. You'll marry me right away, won't you?" + +He bent close, his breath on her lips. + +Her eyes drooped under his passionate gaze, and the tears slowly stole +down her cheeks. Her hour of life had struck! So suddenly, so utterly +unexpectedly, it rang a thunderbolt from the clear sky. + +"You will, won't you?" he pleaded. + +She smiled at him through her tears and slowly said: + +"I can't say yes today." + +"Why--why?" + +"You've swept me off my feet--I--I can't think." + +"I don't want you to think--I want you to marry me right now." + +"I must have a little time." + +His face fell in despair. + +"Say, little girl, don't turn me down--you'll kill me." + +"I'm not turning you down," she protested tenderly. "I only want time to +see that I'm not crazy. I have to pinch myself to see if I'm awake. It +all seems a dream"--she paused and lifted her radiant face to his--"a +beautiful dream--the most wonderful my soul has ever seen. I must be +sure it's real!" + +He drew her into his arms, and her body again relaxed in surrender as +his lips touched hers. + +"Isn't that the real thing?" he laughed. + +She lay very still, her eyes closed, her face a scarlet flame. She was +frightened at the swift realization of its overwhelming reality. The +touch of his hand thrilled to the last fiber and nerve of her body. Her +own trembling fingers clung to him with desperate longing tenderness. +She roused herself with an effort and drew away. + +"That's enough now. I must have a little common-sense. Let's go----" + +He clung to her hand. + +"You'll let me come to see you, tomorrow night?" + +"Yes----" + +"And the next night--and every night this week--what's the difference? +There's nobody to say no, is there?" + +"No one." + +"You'll let me?" + +"Tomorrow sure. Maybe you won't want to come the next night." + +"Maybe I won't! Just wait and see!" + +He seized both hands again and held her at arms' length. + +"Don't go yet--just let me look at you a minute more! The only girl I +ever had in my life--and she's the prettiest thing God ever made on this +earth. Ain't I the lucky boy?" + +"We must go now," she cried, blushing again under his burning eyes. + +He dropped her hands suddenly and saluted military fashion. + +"All right, teacher! I'm the little boy that does exactly what he's +told." + +They strolled leisurely along the shining sands in silence. Now and then +his slender hand caught hers and crushed it. The moment he touched her +a living flame flashed through her body--and through every moment of +contact her nerves throbbed and quivered as if a musician were sweeping +the strings of a harp. If this were not love, what could it be? + +Her whole being, body and soul, responded to his. Her body moved +instinctively toward his, drawn by some hidden, resistless power. Her +hands went out to meet his; her lips leaped to his. + +She must test it with time, of course. And yet she knew by a deep inner +sense that time could only fan the flame that had been kindled into +consuming fire that must melt every barrier between them. + +She had asked him nothing of himself, his business or his future, and +knew nothing except what he had told her in the first impetuous rush of +his confession of love. No matter. The big thing today was the fact +of love and the new radiance with which it was beginning to light the +world. The effect was stunning. Their conversation had been the simplest +of commonplace questions and answers--and yet the day was the one +miracle of her life--her happiness something unthinkable until realized. + +She had not asked time in order to know him better. She had only asked +time to see herself more clearly in the new experience. Not for a moment +did she raise the question of the worthiness of the man she loved. It +was inconceivable that she should love a man not worthy of her. The only +questions asked were soul-searching ones put to herself. + +Through the sweet, cool drive homeward, a hundred times she asked +within: + +"Is this love?" + +And each time the answer came from the depths: + +"Yes--yes--a thousand times yes. It's the voice of God. I feel it and I +know it." + +He throttled the racer down to the lowest speed and took the longest +road home. + +Again and again he slipped his left hand from the wheel and pressed +hers. + +"You won't let anybody knock me behind my back, now will you, little +girl?" + +She pressed his hand in answer. + +"I ain't got a single friend in all God's world to stand up for me but +just you." + +"You don't need anyone," she whispered. + +"You'll give me a chance to get back at 'em if any of your friends knock +me, won't you?" + +"Why should they dislike you?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"Well, I ain't exactly one o' the high-flyers now am I?" + +"I'm glad you're not." + +"Sure enough?" + +"Yes." + +"Then it's me for you, Kiddo, for this world and the next." + +The car swung suddenly to the curb and Mary lifted her eyes with a start +to find herself in front of her home. + +Jim sprang to the ground and lifted her out. + +"Keep this coat," he whispered. "We'll need it tomorrow. What time is +your school out?" + +"At three o'clock." + +"I can come at four?" + +"You don't have to work tomorrow?" + +He hesitated a moment. + +"No, I'm on a vacation till after Christmas. They're putting through my +new patent." + +He followed her inside the door and held her hand in the shadows of the +hall. + +"All right, at four," she said. + +"I'll be here." + +He stooped and kissed her, turned and passed quickly out. + +She stood for a moment in the shadows and listened to the throb of the +car until it melted into the roar of the city's life, her heart beating +with a joy so new it was pain. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. A VAIN APPEAL + +A week passed on the wings of magic. + +Every day at four o'clock the car was waiting at her door. The drab +interior of the school-room had lost its terror. No annoyance could +break the spell that reigned within. Her patience was inexhaustible, her +temper serene. + +Walking with swift step down the Avenue to her home she wondered vaguely +how she could have been lonely in all the music and the wonder of New +York's marvelous life. The windows of the stores were already crowded +with Christmas cheer, and busy thousands passed through their doors. +Each man or woman was a swift messenger of love. Somewhere in the +shadows of the city's labyrinth a human heart would beat with quickened +joy for every step that pressed about these crowded counters. Love had +given new eyes to see, new ears to hear and a new heart to feel the joys +and sorrows of life. + +She hadn't given her consent yet. She was still asking her silly heart +to be sure of herself. Of her lover, the depth and tenderness, the +strength and madness of his love, there could be no doubt. Each day he +had given new tokens. + +For Saturday afternoon she had told him not to bring the car. + +When they reached Fifth Avenue, across the Square, he stopped abruptly +and faced her with a curious, uneasy look: + +"Say, tell me why you wanted to walk?" + +"I had a good reason," she said evasively. + +"Yes, but why? It's a sin to lay that car up a day like this. Look +here----" + +He stopped and tried to gulp down his fears. + +"Look here--you're not going to throw me down after leading me to the +very top of the roof, are you?" + +She looked up with tender assurance. + +"Not today----" + +"Then why hoof it? Let me run round to the garage and shoot her out. You +can wait for me at the Waldorf. I've always wanted to push my buzz-wagon +up to that big joint and wait for my girl to trip down the steps." + +"No. I've a plan of my own today. Let me have my way." + +"All righto--just so you're happy." + +"I am happy," she answered soberly. + +At the foot of the broad stairs of the Library she paused and looked up +smilingly at its majestic front. + +"Come in a moment," she said softly. + +He followed her wonderingly into the vaulted hall and climbed the grand +staircase to the reading-room. She walked slowly to the shelf on which +the Century Dictionary rested and looked laughingly at the seat in which +she sat Saturday afternoon a week ago at exactly this hour. + +Jim smiled, leaned close and whispered: + +"I got you, Kiddo--I got you! Get out of here quick or I'll grab you and +kiss you!" + +She started and blushed. + +"Don't you dare!" + +"Beat it then--beat it--or I can't help it!" + +She turned quickly and they passed through the catalogue room and +lightly down the stairs. + +He held her soft, round arm with a grip that sent the blood tingling to +the roots of her brown hair. + +"You understand now?" she whispered. + +"You bet! We walk the same way up the Avenue, through the Park to the +little house on the laurel hill. And you're goin' to be sweet to me +today, my Kiddo--I just feel it. I----" + +"Don't be too sure, sir!" she interrupted, solemnly. + +He laughed aloud. + +"You can't fool me now--and I'm crazy as a June bug! You know I like to +walk--if I can be with you!" + +At the Park entrance she stopped again and smiled roguishly. + +"We'll find a seat in one of the summer houses along the Fifty-ninth +Street side." + +"All right," he responded. + +"No--we'll go on where we started!" + +With a laugh, she slipped her hand through his arm. + +"You were a little scared of me last Saturday about this time, weren't +you?" + +"Just a little----" + +"It hurt me, too, but I didn't let you know." + +"I'm sorry." + +"It's all right now--it's all right. Gee I but we've traveled some in a +week, haven't we?" + +"I've known you more than a week," she protested gayly. + +"Sure--I've known you since I was born." + +They walked through the stately rows of elms on the Mall in joyous +silence. Crowds of children and nurses, lovers and loungers, filled the +seats and thronged the broad promenade. + +Scarcely a word was spoken until they reached the rustic house nestling +among the trees on the hill. + +"Just a week by the calendar," she murmured. "And I've lived a +lifetime." + +"It's all right then--little girl? You'll marry me right away? +When--tonight?" + +"Hardly!" + +"Tomorrow, then?" + +She drew the glove from her hand and held the slender fingers up before +him. + +"You can get the ring----" + +"Gee! I do have to get a ring, don't I?" + +"Yes----" + +"Why didn't you tell me? You know I never got married before." + +"I should hope not!" + +He seized her hand and kissed it, drew her into his arms, held her +crushed and breathless and released her with a quick, impulsive +movement. + +"You'll help me get it?" he asked eagerly. + +"If you like." + +"A big white sparkler?" + +"No--no----" + +"No?" + +"A plain little gold band." + +"Let me get you a big diamond!" + +"No--a plain gold band." + +"It's all settled then?" + +"We're engaged. You're my fiance." + +"But for God's sake, Kiddo--how long do I have to be a fiance?" + +A ripple of laughter rang through the trees. + +"Don't you think we've done pretty well for seven days?" + +"I could have settled it in seven minutes after we met," he answered +complainingly. "You won't tell me the day yet?" + +"Not yet----" + +"All right, we'll just have to take blessings as they come, then." + +Through the beautiful afternoon they sat side by side with close-pressed +hands and planned the future which love had given. A modest flat far up +among the trees on the cliffs overlooking the Hudson, they decided on. + +"We'll begin with that," he cried enthusiastically, "but we won't stay +there long. I've got big plans. I'm going to make a million. The white +house down by the sea for me, a yacht out in the front yard and a +half-dozen thundering autos in the garage. If this deal I'm on now goes +through, I'll make my pile in a year----" + +They rose as the shadows lengthened. + +"I must go home and feed my pets," she sighed. + +"All right," he responded heartily. "I'll get the car and be there in a +jiffy. We'll take a spin out to a road-house for dinner." + +She lifted her eyes tenderly. + +"You can come right up to my room--now that we're engaged." + +He swept her into his arms again, and held her in unresisting happiness. + +It was dark when he swung the gray car against the curb and sprang out. +He didn't blow his horn for her to come down. The privilege she had +granted was too sweet and wonderful. He wouldn't miss it for the world. + +The stairs were dark. Ella was late this afternoon getting back to her +work. His light footstep scarcely made a sound. He found each step with +quick, instinctive touch. The building seemed deserted. The tenants were +all on trips to the country and the seashore. The day was one of rare +beauty and warmth. Someone was fumbling in the dark on the third floor +back. + +He made his way quickly to her room, and softly knocked, waited a moment +and knocked again. There was no response. He couldn't be mistaken. He +had seen her lean out of that window every day the past week. + +Perhaps she was busy in the kitchenette and the noise from the street +made it impossible to hear. + +He placed his hand on the doorknob. + +From the darkness of the hall, in a quick, tiger leap, Ella threw +herself on him and grappled for his throat. + +"What are you doing at that door, you dirty thief?" she growled. + +"Here! Here! What'ell--what's the matter with you?" he gasped, gripping +her hands and tearing them from his neck. "I'm no thief!" + +"You are! You are, too!" she shrieked. "I heard you sneak in the door +downstairs--heard you slippin' like a cat upstairs! Get out of here +before I call a cop!" + +She was savagely pushing him back to the landing of the stairs. With a +sudden lurch, Jim freed himself and gripped her hands. + +"Cut it! Cut it! Or I'll knock your block off! I've come to take my girl +to ride----" + +He drew a match and quickly lighted the gas as Mary's footstep echoed on +the stairs below. + +"Well, she's coming now--we'll see," was the sullen answer. + +Ella surveyed him from head to foot, her one eye gleaming in angry +suspicion. + +Mary sprang up the last step and saw the two confronting each other. She +had heard the angry voices from below. + +"Why, Ella, what's the matter?" she gasped. + +"He was trying to break into your room----" + +Jim threw up his hands in a gesture of rage, and Mary broke into a +laugh. + +"Why, nonsense, Ella, I asked him to come! This is Mr. Anthony,"--her +voice dropped,--"my fiance." + +Ella's figure relaxed with a look of surprise. + +"Oh, ja?" she murmured, as if dazed. + +"Yes--come in," she said to Jim. "Sorry I was out. I had to run to the +grocer's for the Kitty." + +Ella glared at Jim, turned and began to light the other hall lamps +without any attempt at apology. + +Jim entered the room with a look of awe, took in its impression of +sweet, homelike order and recovered quickly his composure. + +"Gee, you're the dandy little housekeeper! I could stay here forever." + +"You like it?" + +"It's a bird's nest." He glanced in the mirror and saw the print of +Ella's fingers on his collar. "Will you look at that?" he growled. + +"It's too bad," she said, sympathetically. + +"You know I thought a she-tiger had got loose from the Bronx and jumped +on me." + +"I'm awfully sorry," she apologized. "Ella's very fond of me. She was +trying to protect me. She couldn't see who it was in the dark." + +"No; I reckon not," Jim laughed. + +"I've changed our plans for the evening," she announced. "We won't go +to ride tonight. I want you to bring my best friend to dinner with us at +Mouquin's. Go after her in the car. I want to impress her----" + +"I got you, Kiddo! She's goin' to look me over--eh? All right, I'll +stop at the store and get a clean collar. I wouldn't like her to see the +print of that tiger's claw on my neck." + +"There's her address the Gainsborough Studios. Drop me at Mouquin's and +I'll have the table set in one of the small rooms upstairs. I'll meet +you at the door." + +Jim glanced at the address, put it in his pocket and helped her draw on +her heavy coat. + +"You'll be nice to Jane? I want her to like you. She's the only real +friend I've ever had in New York." + +"I'll do my best for you, little girl," he promised. + +He dropped her at the wooden cottage-front on Sixth Avenue near +Twenty-eighth Street, and returned in twenty minutes with Jane. + +As the tall artist led the way upstairs, Jim whispered: + +"Say, for God's sake, let me out of this!" + +"Why?" + +"She's a frost. If I have to sit beside her an hour I'll catch cold and +die. I swear it; save me! Save my life!" + +"Sh! It's all right. She's fine and generous when you know her." + +They had reached the door and Mary pushed him in. There was no help for +it. He'd have to make the most of it. + +The dinner was a dismal failure. + +Jane Anderson was polite and genial, but there was a straight look of +wonder in her clear gray eyes that froze the blood in Jim's veins. + +Mary tried desperately for the first half-hour to put him at his +ease. It was useless. The attack of Ella had upset his nerves, and the +unexpressed hostility of Jane had completely crushed his spirits. He +tried to talk once, stammered and lapsed into a sullen silence from +which nothing could stir him. + +The two girls at last began to discuss their own affairs and the dinner +ended in a sickening failure that depressed and angered Mary. + +The agony over at last, she rose and turned to Jim: + +"You can go now, sir--I'll take Jane home with me for a friendly chat." + +"Thank God!" he whispered, grinning in spite of his effort to keep a +straight face. + +"Tomorrow?" he asked in low tones. + +"At eight o'clock." + +Jim bowed awkwardly to Jane, muttered something inarticulate and rushed +to his car. + +The two girls walked in silence through Twenty-eighth Street to Broadway +and thence across the Square. + +Seated in her room, Mary could contain her pent-up rage no longer. + +"Jane Anderson, I'm furious with you! How could you be so rude--so +positively insulting!" + +"Insulting?" + +"Yes. You stared at him in cold disdain as if he were a toad under your +feet!" + +"I assure you, dear----" + +"Why did you do it?" + +The artist rose, walked to the window, looked out on the Square for a +moment, extended her hand and laid it gently on Mary's shoulder. + +"You've made up your mind to marry this man, honey?" + +"I certainly have," was the emphatic answer. + +Jane paused. + +"And all in seven days?" + +"Seven days or seven years--what does it matter? He's my mate--we +love--it's Fate." + +"It's incredible!" + +"What's incredible?" + +"Such madness." + +"Perhaps love is madness--the madness that makes life worth the candle. +I've never lived before the past week." + +"And you, the dainty, cultured, pious little saint, will marry +this--this----" + +"Say it! I want you to be frank----" + +"Perfectly frank?" + +"Absolutely." + +"This coarse, ugly, illiterate brute----" + +"Jane Anderson, how dare you!" Mary sprang to her feet, livid with rage. + +"I asked if I might be frank. Shall I lie to you? Or shall I tell you +what I think?" + +"Say what you please; it doesn't matter," Mary interrupted angrily. + +"I only speak at all because I love you. Your common-sense should tell +you that I speak with reluctance. But now that I have spoken, let me +beg of you for your father's sake, for your dead mother's sake, for my +sake--I'm your one disinterested friend and you know that my love is +real--for the sake of your own soul's salvation in this world and the +next--don't marry that brute! Commit suicide if you will--jump off the +bridge--take poison, cut your throat, blow your brains out--but, oh dear +God, not this!" + +"And why, may I ask?" was the cold question. + +"He's in no way your equal in culture, in character, in any of the +essentials on which the companionship of marriage must be based----" + +"He's a diamond in the rough," Mary staunchly asserted. + +"He's in the rough, all right! The only diamond about him is the one in +his red scarf--`Take it from me, Kiddo! Take it from me!'" + +Her last sentence was a quotation from Jim, her imitation of his slang +so perfect Mary's cheeks flamed anew with anger. + +"I'll teach him to use good English--never fear. In a month he'll forget +his slang and his red scarf." + +"You mean that in a month you'll forget to use good English and his +style of dress will be yours. Oh, honey, can't you see that such a man +will only drag you down, down to his level? Can it be possible that +you--that you really love him?" + +"I adore him and I'm proud of his love!" + +"Now listen! You believe in an indissoluble marriage, don't you?" + +"Yes----" + +"It's the first article of your creed--that marriage is a holy +sacrament, that no power on earth or in hell can ever dissolve its +bonds? Fools rush in where angels fear to tread, my dear! They always +have--they always will, I suppose. This is peculiarly true of your type +of woman--the dainty, clinging girl of religious enthusiasm. You're +peculiarly susceptible to the physical power of a brutal lover. Your +soul glories in submission to this force. The more coarse and brutal its +attraction the more abject and joyful the surrender. Your religion can't +save you because your religion is purely emotional--it is only another +manifestation of your sex emotions." + +"How can you be so sacrilegious!" the girl interrupted with a look of +horror. + +"It may shock you, dear, but I'm telling you one of the simplest truths +of Nature. You'd as well know it now as later. The moment you wake to +realize that your emotions have been deceived and bankrupted, your faith +will collapse. At least keep, your grip on common-sense. Down in the +cowardly soul of every weak woman--perhaps of every woman--is the insane +desire to be dominated by a superior brute force. The woman of the lower +classes--the peasant of Russia, for example, whose sex impulses are of +all races the most violent--refuses with scorn the advances of the man +who will not strike her. The man who can't beat his wife is beneath +contempt--he is no man at all----" + +Mary broke into a laugh. + +"Really, Jane, you cease to be serious you're a joke. For Heaven's sake +use a little common-sense yourself. You can't be warning me that my +lover is marrying me in order to use his fists on me?" + +"Perhaps not, dear,"--the artist smiled; "there might be greater depths +for one of your training and character. I'm just telling you the plain +truth about the haste with which you're rushing into this marriage. +There's nothing divine in it. There's no true romance of lofty +sentiment. It's the simplest and most elemental of all the brutal facts +of animal life. That it is resistless in a woman of your culture and +refinement makes it all the more pathetic----" + +The girl rose with a gesture of impatience. + +"It's no use, Jane dear; we speak a different language. I don't in the +least know what you're talking about, and what's more, I'm glad I don't. +I've a vague idea that your drift is indecent. But we're different. I +realize that. I don't sit in judgment on you. You're wasting your breath +on me. I'm going into this marriage with my eyes wide open. It's the +fulfillment of my brightest hopes and aspirations. That I shall be happy +with this man and make him supremely happy I know by an intuition +deeper and truer than reason. I'm going to trust that intuition without +reservation." + +"All right, honey," the artist agreed with a smile. "I won't say +anything more, except that you're fooling yourself about the depth of +this intuitive knowledge. Your infatuation is not based on the verdict +of your deepest and truest instincts." + +"On what, then?" + +"The crazy ideals of the novels you've been reading--that's all." + +"Ridiculous!" + +"You're absolutely sure, for instance, that God made just one man the +mate of one woman, aren't you?" + +"As sure as that I live." + +"Where did you learn it?" + +"So long ago I can't remember." + +"Not in your Bible?" + +"No." + +"The Sunday school?" + +"No." + +"Craddock didn't tell you that, did he?" + +"Hardly----" + +"I thought not. He has too much horse-sense in spite of his emotional +gymnastics. You learned it in the first dime-novel you read." + +"I never read a dime-novel in my life," she interrupted, indignantly. + +"I know--you paid a dollar and a quarter for it--but it was a +dime-novel. The philosophy of this school of trash you have built into +a creed of life. How can you be so blind? How can you make so tragic a +blunder?" + +"That's just it, Jane: I couldn't if your impressions of his character +were true. I couldn't make a mistake about so vital a question. I +couldn't love him if he really were a coarse, illiterate brute. What you +see is only on the surface. He hasn't had his chance yet----" + +"Who is he? What does he do? Who are his people?" + +"He has no people----" + +"I thought not." + +"I love him all the more deeply," she went on firmly, "because of his +miserable childhood. I'll do my best to make up for the years of cruelty +and hunger and suffering through which he passed. What right have you +to sit in judgment on him without a hearing? You've known him two +hours----" + +Jane shrugged her shoulders. + +"Two minutes was quite enough." + +"And you judge by what standard?" + +"My five senses, and my sixth sense above all. One look at his square +bulldog jaw, his massive neck and the deformity of his delicate hands +and feet! I hear the ignorant patois of the East Side underworld. +I smell the brimstone in his suppressed rage at my dislike. There's +something uncanny in the sensuous droop of his heavy eyelids and the +glitter of his steel-blue eyes. There's something incongruous in his +whole personality. I was afraid of him the moment I saw him." + +Mary broke into hysterical laughter. + +"And if my five senses and my intuitions contradict yours? Who is to +decide? If I loved him on sight----If I looked into his eyes and saw +the soul of my mate? If their cold fires thrill me with inexpressible +passion? If I see in his massive neck and jaw the strength of an +irresistible manhood, the power to win success and to command the +world? If I see in his slender hands and small feet lines of exquisite +beauty--am I to crush my senses and strangle my love to please your +idiotic prejudice?" + +Jane threw up her hands in despair. + +"Certainly not! If you're blind and deaf I can't keep you from +committing suicide. I'd lock you up in an asylum for the insane if I had +the power to save you from the clutches of the brute." + +Mary drew herself erect and faced her friend. + +"Please don't repeat that word in my hearing--there's a limit to +friendship. I think you'd better go----" + +Jane rose and walked quickly to the door, her lips pressed firmly. + +"As you like--our lives will be far apart from tonight. It's just as +well." + +She closed the door with a bang and reached the head of the stairs +before Mary threw her arms around her neck. + +"Please, dear, forgive me--don't go in anger." + +The older woman kissed her tenderly, glad of the dim light to hide her +own tears. + +"There, it's all right, honey--I won't remember it. Forgive me for my +ugly words." + +"I love him, Jane--I love him! It's Fate. Can't you understand?" + +"Yes, dear, I understand, and I'll love you always--good-by." + +"You'll come to my wedding?" + +"Perhaps----" + +"I'll let you know----" + +Another kiss, and Jane Anderson strode down the stairs and out into the +night with a sickening, helpless fear in her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. JIM'S TRIAL + +The quarrel had left Mary in a quiver of exalted rage. How dare a friend +trample her most sacred feelings! She pitied Jane Anderson and her +tribe--these modern feminine leaders of a senseless revolution against +man--they were crazy. They had all been disappointed in some individual +and for that reason set themselves up as the judges of mankind. + +"Thank God my soul has not been poisoned!" she exclaimed aloud with +fervor. "How strange that these women who claim such clear vision can be +so stupidly blind!" + +She busied herself with her little household, and made up her mind once +and for all time to be done with such friendships. The friendship of +such women was a vain thing. They were vicious cats at heart--not like +her gentle Persian kitten whose soul was full of sleepy sunlight. These +modern insurgents were wild, half-starved stray cats that had been +hounded and beaten until they had lapsed into their elemental brute +instincts. They were so aggravating, too, they deserved no sympathy. + +Again she thanked God that she was not one of them--that her heart was +still capable of romantic love--a love so sudden and so overwhelming +that it could sweep life before it in one mad rush to its glorious end. + +She woke next morning with a dull sense of depression. The room was damp +and chilly. It was storming. The splash of rain against the window and +the muffled roar from the street below meant that the wind was high and +the day would be a wretched one outside. + +They couldn't take their ride. + +It was a double disappointment. She had meant to have him dash down to +Long Beach and place the ring on her finger seated on that same bright +sand-dune overlooking the sea. Instead, they must stay indoors. Jim was +not at his best indoors. She loved him behind the wheel with his hand +on the pulse of that racer. The machine seemed a part of his being. He +breathed his spirit into its steel heart, and together they swept her on +and on over billowy clouds through the gates of Heaven. + +There was no help for it. They would spend the time together in her room +planning the future. It would be sweet--these intimate hours in her home +with the man she loved. + +Should she spend a whole day alone there with him? Was it just proper? +Was it really safe? Nonsense! The vile thoughts which Jane had uttered +had poisoned her, after all. She hated her self that she could remember +them. And yet they filled her heart with dread in spite of every effort +to laugh them off. + +"How could Jane Anderson dare say such things?" she muttered angrily. +"`A coarse, illiterate brute!' It's a lie! a lie! a lie!" She stamped +her foot in rage. "He's strong and brave and masterful--a man among +men--he's my mate and I love him!" + +And yet the frankness with which her friend had spoken had in reality +disturbed her beyond measure. Through every hour of the day her +uneasiness increased. After all she was utterly alone and her life +had been pitifully narrow. Her knowledge of men she had drawn almost +exclusively from romantic fiction. + +It was just a little strange that Jim persisted in living so completely +in the present and the future. He had told her of his pitiful childhood. +He had told her of his business. It had been definite--the simple +statement he made--and she accepted it without question until Jane +Anderson had dropped these ugly suspicions. She hated the meddler for +it. + +In the light of such suspicions the simplest, bravest man might seem a +criminal. How could her friend be blind to the magnetism of this man's +powerful personality? Bah! She was jealous of their perfect happiness. +Why are women so contemptible? + +She began a careful study of every trait of her lover's character, +determined to weigh him by the truest standards of manhood. Certainly +he was no weakling. The one abomination of her soul was the type of the +city degenerate she saw simpering along Broadway and Fifth Avenue at +times. Jim was brave to the point of rashness. No man with an ounce of +cowardice in his being could handle a car in every crisis with such cool +daring and perfect control. He was strong. He could lift her body as if +it were a feather. His arms crushed her with terrible force. He could +earn a living for them both. There could be no doubt about that. His +faultless clothes, the ease with which he commanded unlimited credit +among the automobile manufacturers and dealers--every supply store on +Broadway seemed to know him--left no doubt on that score. + +There was just a bit of mystery and reserve about his career as an +inventor. His first success that had given him a start he had not +explained. The big deal about the new carburetor she could, of course, +understand. He had a workshop all his own. He had told her this the +first day they met. She would ask him to take her to see it this +afternoon. The storm would prevent the trip to the Beach. She would ask +this, not because she doubted his honesty, but because she really wished +to see the place in which he worked. It was her workshop now, as well as +his. + +For a moment her suspicions were sickening. Suppose he had romanced +about his workshop and his room? Supposed he lived somewhere in the +squalid slums of the lower East Side and his people, after all, were +alive? Perhaps a drunken father and a coarse, brutal mother--and +sisters---- + +She stopped with a frown and clenched her fists. + +She would ask Jim to show her his workshop. That would be enough. If +he had told her the truth about that she would make up to him in tender +abandonment of utter trust for every suspicion she harbored. + +The car was standing in front of her door. He waved for her to come +down. + +"Jump right in!" he called gayly. "I've got an extra rubber blanket for +you." + +"In the storm, Jim?" she faltered. + +"Surest thing you know. It's great to fly through a storm. You can just +ride on its wings. Throw on your raincoat and come on quick! I'm going +to run down to the Beach. Who's afraid of an old storm with this thing +under us?" + +Her heart gave a bound. Her longing had reached her lover and brought +him through the storm to do her bidding. It was wonderful--this oneness +of soul and body. + +She was happy again--supremely, divinely happy. The man by her side knew +and understood. She knew and understood. She loved this daring spirit +that rose to the wind--this iron will that brooked no interference with +his plans, even from Nature, when it crossed his love. + +The sting of the raindrops against her cheek was exhilarating. The car +glided over the swimming roadway like a great gray gull skimming the +beach at low tide. Her soul rose. The sun of a perfect faith and love +was shining now behind the clouds. + +She nestled close to his side and watched him tenderly from the corners +of her half-closed eyes, her whole being content in his strength. The +idea of dashing through a blinding rain to the Beach on such a day would +have been to her mind an unthinkable piece of madness. She was proud +of his daring. It would be hers to shield from the storms of life. She +loved the rugged lines of his massive jaw in profile. How could Jane be +such a fool as to call him ugly! + +The weather, of course, prevented them from walking up the Beach to +their sand-dune. The walk would have been all right--but it was out +of the question to sit down there and give her the ring in the pouring +rain. She knew this as well as he. She knew, too, that he had the ring +in his pocket, though he had carefully refrained from referring to it in +any way. + +He led her to a secluded nook behind a pillar in the little parlor. The +hotel was deserted. They had the building almost to themselves. A log +fire crackled in the open fireplace, and he drew a settee close. The +wind had moderated and the rain was pouring down in straight streams, +rolling in soft music on the roof. + +He drew the ring from his pocket. "Well, Kiddo, I got it. The fellow +said this was all right." + +He held the tiny gold band before her shining eyes. + +"Slip it on!" she whispered. + +"Which one?" + +"This one, silly!" + +She extended her third finger, as he pressed the ring slowly on. + +"Seems to me a mighty little one and a mighty cheap one, but he said it +was the thing." + +"It's all right, dear," she whispered. "Kiss me!" + +He pressed his lips to hers and held them until she sank back and lifted +her hand in warning. + +"Be careful!" + +"Whose afraid?" Jim muttered, glancing over his shoulder toward the +door. "Now tell me what day--tomorrow?" + +"Nonsense, man!" she cried. "Give me time to breathe----" + +"What for?" + +"Just to realize that I'm engaged--to plan and think and dream of the +wonderful day." + +"We're losing time----" + +"We'll never live these wonderful hours over again, dear." + +Jim's face fell and his voice was pitiful in its funereal notes: "Lord, +I thought the ring settled it." + +"And so it does, dear--it does-----" + +"Not if that long-legged spider that took dinner with us the other night +gets in her fine work. I'll bet that she handed me a few when you got +home?" + +Mary was silent. + +"Now didn't she?" + +"To the best of her ability--yes--but I didn't mind her silly talk." + +"Gee, but I'd love to give her a bouquet of poison ivy!" + +"We had an awful quarrel----" + +"And you stood up for me?" + +"You know I did!" + +"All right, I don't give a tinker's damn what anybody says if you stand +by me! In all this world there's just you--for me. There's never been +anybody else--and there never will be. I'm that kind." + +"And I love you for it!" she cried, with rapture pressing his hand in +both of hers. + +"What did she say about me, anyhow?" + +"Nothing worth repeating. I've forgotten it." + +Jim held her gaze. + +"It's funny how you love anybody the minute you lay eyes on 'em--or hate +'em the same way. I wanted to choke her the minute she opened her yap to +me." + +"Forget it, dear," she broke in briskly. "I want you to take me to see +your workshop tomorrow--will you?" + +A flash of suspicion shot from the depths of his eyes. + +"Did she tell you to ask me that?" + +"Of course not! I'm just interested in everything you do. I want to see +where you work." + +"It's no place for a sweet girl to go--that part of town." + +"But I'll be with you." + +"I don't want you to go down there," he sullenly maintained. + +"But why, dear?" + +"It's a low, dirty place. I had to locate the shop there to get the room +I needed for the rent I could pay. It's not fit for you. I'm going to +move uptown in a little while." + +"Please let me go," she pleaded. + +He shook his head emphatically. + +"No." + +She turned away to hide the tears. The first real, hideous fear she had +ever had about him caught her heart in spite of every effort to fight it +down. His workshop might be a myth after all. He had failed in the first +test to which she had put him. It was horrible. All the vile suggestions +of Jane Anderson rushed now into her memory. + +She struggled bravely to keep her head and not break down. It was beyond +her strength. A sob strangled her, and she buried her face in her hands. + +Jim looked at her in helpless anguish for a moment, started to gather +her in his arms and looked around the room in terror. + +He leaned over her and whispered tensely: + +"For God's sake, Kiddo--don't--don't do that! I didn't mean to hurt +you--honest, I didn't. Don't cry any more and I'll take you right down +to the black hole, and let you sleep on the floor if you want to. Gee! +I'll give you the whole place, tools, junk and all----" + +She lifted her head. + +"Will you, Jim?" + +"Sure I will! We start this minute if you want to go." + +She glanced over his shoulder to see that no one was looking, threw her +arms around his neck and kissed him again and again. + +"It was the first time you ever said no, dear, and it hurt. I'm happy +again now. If you'll just let me see you in the shop for five minutes +I'll never ask you again." + +"All right--tomorrow when you get out of school. I'll take you down. +Holy Mike, that was a dandy kiss! Let's quarrel again--start something +else." + +She rose laughing and brushed the last trace of tears from her eyes. + +"Let's eat dinner now--I'm hungry." + +"By George, I'd forgot all about the feed!" + +By eight o'clock the storm had abated; the rain suddenly stopped, and +the moon peeped through the clouds. + +He drove the big racer back at a steady, even stride on her lowest notch +of speed--half the time with only his right hand on the wheel and his +left gripping hers. + +As the lights of Manhattan flashed from the hills beyond the +Queensborough Bridge, he leaned close and whispered: + +"Happy?" + +"Perfectly." + +The car was waiting the next day at half-past three. + +"It's not far," he said, nodding carelessly. "You needn't put on the +coat. Be there in a jiffy." + +Down Twenty-third Street to Avenue A, down the avenue to Eighteenth +Street, and then he suddenly swung the machine through Eighteenth into +Avenue B and stopped below a low, red brick building on the corner. + +He set his brakes with a crash, leaped out and extended his hands. + +"I didn't like to take you up these stairs at the back of that saloon, +little girl, but you would come. Now don't blame me----" + +She pressed his arm tenderly. + +"Of course I won't blame you. I'm proud and happy to share your life and +help you. I'm surprised to see everything so quiet down here. I thought +all the East Side was packed with crowded tenements." + +"No," he answered, in a matter-of-fact way. "About the only excitement +we have in this quarter is an occasional gas explosion in the plant over +there, and the noise of the second-hand material men unloading iron. The +tenements haven't been built here yet." + +He led her quickly past the back door of the saloon and up two narrow +flights of stairs to the top of the building, drew from his pocket the +key to a heavy padlock and slipped the crooked bolt from the double +staples. He unlocked the door with a second key and pushed his way in. + +"All righto," he cried. + +The straight, narrow hall inside was dark. He fumbled in his pocket and +lit the gas. + +"The workshop first, or my sleeping den?" + +"The workshop first!" she whispered excitedly. + +She had made the reality of this shop the supreme test of Jim's word +and character. She was in a fever of expectant uncertainty as to its +equipment and practical use. + +He unlocked the door leading to the front. + +"That's my den--we'll come back here." + +He passed quickly to the further end of the hall and again used two keys +to open the door, and held it back for her to enter. + +"I'm sorry it's so dirty--if you get your pretty dress all ruined--it's +not my fault, you know." + +Mary surveyed the room with an exclamation of delight. + +"Oh, what a wonderful place! Why, Jim, you're a magician!" + +There could be no doubt about the practical use to which the shop was +being put. Its one small window opened on a fire escape in the narrow +court in the rear. A skylight in the middle opened with a hinge on the +roof and flooded the space with perfect light. An iron ladder swung from +the skylight and was hooked up against the ceiling by a hasp fastened +to a staple over a work-bench. On one side of the room was a tiny +blacksmith's forge, an anvil, hammers and a complete set of tools for +working in rough iron. A small gasoline engine supplied the power which +turned his lathe and worked the drills, saw and plane. On the other +side of the room was arranged a fairly complete chemical laboratory with +several retorts, and an oxyhydrogen blow-pipe capable of developing the +powerful heat used in the melting and brazing of metals. Beneath the +benches were piled automobile supplies of every kind. + +"You know how to use all these machines, Jim?" she asked in wonder. + +"Sure, and then some!" he answered with a wave of his slender hand. + +"You're a wizard----" + +"Now the den?" he said briskly. + +She followed him through the hall and into the large front corner room +overlooking Avenue B and Eighteenth Street. The morning sun flooded the +front and the afternoon sun poured into the side windows. The furniture +was solid mahogany--a bed, bureau, chiffonier, couch and three chairs. +The windows were fitted with wood-paneled shutters, shades and heavy +draperies. A thick, soft carpet of faded red covered the floor. + +"It's a nice room, Jim, but I'd like to dust it for you," she said with +a smile. + +"Sure. I'm for giving you the right to dust it every morning, Kiddo, +beginning now. Let's find a preacher tonight!" + +She blushed and moved a step toward the door. + +"Just a little while. You know it's been only ten days since we met----" + +"But we've lived some in that time, haven't we?" + +"An eternity, I think," she said reverently. + +"I want to marry right now, girlie!" he pleaded desperately. "If that +spider gets you in her den again, I just feel like it's good night for +me." + +"Nonsense. You can't believe me such a silly child. I'm a woman. I love +you. Do you think the foolish prejudice of a friend could destroy my +love for the man whom I have chosen for my mate?" + +"No, but I want it fixed and then it's fixed--and they can say what +they please. Marry me tonight! You've got the ring. You're going to in a +little while, anyhow. What's the use to wait and lose these days out of +our life? What's the sense of it? Don't you know me by this time? Don't +you trust me by this time?" + +She slipped her hand gently into his. + +"I trust you utterly. And I feel that I've known you since the day I was +born----" + +"Then why--why wait a minute?" + +"You can't understand a girl's feelings, dear--only a little while and +it's all right." + +He sat down on the couch in silence, rose and walked to the window. She +watched him struggling with deep emotion. + +He turned suddenly. + +"Look here, Kiddo, I've got to leave on that trip to the mountains of +North Carolina. I've got to get down there before Christmas. I must be +back here by the first of the year. Gee--I can't go without you! You +don't want to stay here without me, do you?" + +A sudden pallor overspread her face. For the first time she realized how +their lives had become one in the sweet intimacy of the past ten days. + +"You must go now?" she gasped. + +"Yes. I've made my arrangements. I've business back here the first +of the year that can't wait. Marry me and go with me. We'll take our +honeymoon down there. By George, we'll go together in the car! Every day +by each other's side over hundreds and hundreds of miles! Say, ain't you +game? Come on! It's a crime to send me away without you. How can you do +it?" + +"I can't--I'm afraid," she faltered. + +"You'll marry me, then?" + +"Yes!" she whispered. "What is the latest day you can start?" + +"Next Saturday, if we go in the car----" + +"All right,"--she was looking straight into the depths of his soul +now--"next Saturday." + +He clasped her in his arms and held her with desperate tenderness. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. ELLA'S SECRET + +The consummation of her life's dream was too near, too sweet and +wonderful for Jane's croakings to distress Mary Adams beyond the moment. +She had, of course, wished her friend to be present at the wedding--yet +the curt refusal had only aroused anew her pity at stupid prejudices. +It was out of the question to ask her father to leave his work in the +Kentucky mountains and come all the way to New York. She would surprise +him with the announcement. After all, she was the one human being +vitally concerned in this affair, and the only one save the man whose +life would be joined to hers. + +In five minutes after the painful scene with Jane she had completely +regained her composure, and her face was radiant with happiness when +she waved to Jim. He was standing before the door in the car, waiting to +take her to the City Hall to get the marriage license. + +"Gee!" he cried, "you're the prettiest, sweetest thing that ever walked +this earth, with those cheeks all flaming like a rose! Are you happy?" + +"Gloriously." + +She motioned him to keep his seat and sprang lightly to his side. + +"Aren't you happy, sir?" she added gayly. + +"I am, yes--but to tell you the truth, I'm beginning to get scared. You +know what to do, don't you, when we get before that preacher?" + +"Of course, silly----" + +"I never saw a wedding in my life." + +She pressed his hand tenderly. + +"Honestly, Jim?" + +"I swear it. You'll have to tell me how to behave." + +"We'll rehearse it all tonight. I'll show you. I've seen hundreds of +people married. My father's a preacher, you know." + +"Yes, I know that," he went on solemnly; "that's what gives me courage. +I knew you'd understand everything. I'm counting on you, Kiddo--if you +fall down, we're gone. I'll run like a turkey." + +"It's easy," she laughed. + +"And this license business--how do we go about that? What'll they do to +us?" + +"Nothing, goose! We just march up to the clerk and demand the license. +He asks us a lot of questions----" + +"Questions! What sort of questions?" + +"The names of your father and mother--whether you've been married before +and where you live and how old you are----" + +"Ask you about your business?" he interrupted, sharply. + +"No. They think if you can pay the license fee you can support your +wife, I suppose." + +"How much is it?" + +"I don't know, here. It used to be two dollars in Kentucky." + +"That's cheap--must come higher in this burg. I brought along a +hundred." + +"Nonsense." + +"There's a lot of graft in this town. I'll be ready. I've got to get +'em--don't care how high they come." + +"There'll be no graft in this, Jim," she protested gayly. + +"Well, it'll be the first time I ever got by without it--believe me!" + +The ease with which the license was obtained was more than Jim could +understand. All the way back from the City Hall he expected to be held +up at every corner. He kept looking over his shoulder to see if they +were being followed. + +Arrived in her room, they discussed their plans for the day of days. + +"I'll come round soon in the morning, and we'll spend the whole day at +the Beach," he suggested. + +She lifted her hands in protest. + +"No--no!" + +"No?" + +"Not on our wedding-day, Jim!" + +"Why?" + +"It's not good form. The groom should not see the bride that day until +they meet at the altar." + +"Let's change it!" + +"No, sir, the old way's the best. I'll spend the day in saying good-by +to the past. You'll call for me at six o'clock. We'll go to Dr. +Craddock's house and be married in time for our wedding dinner." + +The lover smiled, and his drooping eyelids fell still lower as he +watched her intently. + +"I want that dinner here in this little place, Kiddo----" + +She blushed and protested. + +"I thought we'd go to the Beach and spend the night there." + +"Here, girlie, here! I love this little place--it's so like you. Get +the old wild-cat who cleans up for you to fix us a dinner here all by +ourselves--wouldn't she?" + +"She'd do anything for me--yes." + +"Then fix it here--I want to be just with you--don't you understand?" + +"Yes," she whispered. "But I'd rather spend that first day of our new +life in a strange place--and the Beach we both love--hadn't you just as +leave go there, Jim?" + +"No. The waiters will stare at us, and hear us talk----" + +"We can have our meals served in our room. + +"This is better," he insisted. "I want to spend one day here alone with +you, before we go--just to feel that you're all mine. You see, if I walk +in here and own the place, I'll know that better than any other way. +I've just set my heart on it, Kiddo--what's the difference?" + +She lifted her lips to his. + +"All right, dear. It shall be as you wish. Tomorrow I will be all +yours--in life, in death, in eternity. Your happiness will be the one +thing for which I shall plan and work." + +Ella was very happy in the honor conferred on her. She was given entire +charge of the place, and spent the day in feverish preparation for the +dinner. She insisted on borrowing a larger table from the little fat +woman next door, to hold the extra dishes. She dressed herself in her +best. Her raven black hair was pressed smooth and shining down the sides +of her pale temples. + +The work was completed by three o'clock in the afternoon, and Mary lay +in her window lazily watching the crowds scurrying home. The offices +closed early on Saturday afternoons. + +Ella was puttering about the room, adding little touches here and there +in a pretense of still being busy. As a matter of fact, she was watching +the girl from her one eye with a wistful tenderness she had not dared +as yet to express in words. Twice Mary had turned suddenly and seen her +thus. Each time Ella had started as if caught in some act of mischief +and asked an irrelevant question to relieve her embarrassment. + +Mary could feel her single eye fixed on her now in a deep, brooding +look. It made her uncomfortable. + +She turned slowly and spoke in gentle tones. + +"You've been so sweet to me today, Ella--father and mother and best +friend. I'll never forget your kindness. You'd better rest awhile now +until we go to Dr. Craddock's. I want you to be there, too----" + +"To see the marriage--ja?" she asked softly. + +"Yes." + +"Oh, no, my dear, no--I stay here and wait for you to come. I keep the +lights burning bright. I welcome the bride and groom to their little +home--ja." + +A quick glance of suspicion shot from Mary's blue eyes. Could it be +possible that this forlorn scrubwoman would carry her hostility to her +lover to the same point of ungracious refusal to witness the ceremony? +It was nonsense, of course. Ella would feel out of place in the +minister's parlor, that was all. She wouldn't insist. + +"All right, Ella; you can receive us here with ceremony. You'll be our +maid, butler, my father, my mother and my friends!" + +There was a moment's silence and still no move on Ella's part to go. The +girl felt her single eye again fixed on her in mysterious, wistful +gaze. She would send her away if it were possible without hurting her +feelings. + +Mary lifted her eyes suddenly, and Ella stirred awkwardly and smiled. + +"I hope you are very happy, meine liebe--ja?" + +"I couldn't be happier if I were in Heaven," was the quick answer. + +"I'm so glad----" + +Again an awkward pause. + +"I was once young and pretty like you, meine liebe," she began dreamily, +"--slim and straight and jolly--always laughing." + +Mary held her breath in eager expectancy. Ella was going to lift the +veil from the mystery of her life, stirred by memories which the coming +wedding had evoked. + +"And you had a thrilling romance--Ella? I always felt it." + +Again silence, and then in low tones the woman told her story. + +"Ja--a romance, too. I was so young and foolish--just a baby myself--not +sixteen. But I was full of life and fun, and I had a way of doing what I +pleased. + +"The man was older than me--Oh, a lot older--with gray hairs on the side +of his head. I was wild about him. I never took to kids. They didn't +seem to like me----" + +She paused as if hesitating to give her full confidence, and quickly +went on: + +"My folks were German. They couldn't speak English. I learned when I was +five years old. They didn't like my lover. We quarrel day and night. I +say they didn't like him because they could not speak his language. They +say he was bad. I fight for him, and run away and marry him----" + +Again she paused and drew a deep breath. + +"Ah, I was one happy little fool that year! He make good wages on the +docks--a stevedore. They had a strike, and he got to drinking. The baby +came----" + +She stopped suddenly. + +"You had a little baby, Ella?" the girl asked in a tender whisper. + +"Ja--ja," she sobbed--"so sweet, so good--so quiet--so beautiful she was. +I was very happy--like a little girl with a doll--only she laugh and +cry and coo and pull my hair! He stop the drink a little while when she +come, and he got work. And then he begin worse and worse. It seem like +he never loved me any more after the baby. He curse me, he quarrel. He +begin to strike me sometimes. I laugh and cry at first and make up and +try again----" + +Again she paused as if for courage to go on, and choked into silence. + +"Yes--and then?" the girl asked. + +"And then he come home one night wild drunk. He stumble and fall +across the cradle and hurt my baby so she never cry--just lie still and +tremble--her eyes wide open at first and then they droop and close and +she die! + +"He laugh and curse and strike me, and I fight him like a tiger. He was +strong--he throw me down on the floor and gouge my eye out with his big +claw----" + +"Oh, my God," Mary sobbed. + +Ella sprang to her feet and bent over the girl with trembling eagerness. + +"You keep my secret, meine liebe?" + +"Yes--yes----" + +"I never tell a soul on earth what I tell you now--I just eat my heart +out and keep still all the years, I can tell you--ja?" + +"Yes, I'll keep it sacred--go on----" + +"When I know he gouge my eye out, I go wild. I get my hand on his throat +and choke him still. I drag him to the stairs and throw him head first +all the way down to the bottom. He fall in a heap and lie still. I run +down and drag him to the door. I kick his face and he never move. He was +dead. I kick him again--and again. And then I laugh--I laugh--I laugh in +his dead face--I was so glad I kill him!" + +She sank in a paroxysm of sobs on the floor, and the girl touched her +smooth black hair tenderly, strangled with her own emotions. + +Ella rose at last and brushed the tears from her hollow cheeks. + +"Now, you know, meine liebe! Why I tell you this today, I don't +know--maybe I must! I dream once like you dream today----" + +The girl slipped her arms around the drooping, pathetic figure and +stroked it tenderly. + +"The sunshine is for some, maybe," Ella went on pathetically; "for some +the clouds and the storms. I hope you are very, very happy today and all +the days----" + +"I will be, Ella, I'm sure. I'll always love you after this." + +"Maybe I make you sad because I tell you----" + +"No--no! I'm glad you told me. The knowledge of your sorrow will make my +life the sweeter. I shall be more humble in my joy." + +It never occurred to the girl for a moment that this lonely, broken +woman had torn her soul's deepest secret open in a last pathetic effort +to warn her of the danger of her marriage. The wistful, helpless look +in her eye meant to Mary only the anguish of memories. Each human heart +persists in learning the big lessons of life at first hand. We refuse to +learn any other way. The tragedies of others interest us as fiction. We +make the application to others--never to ourselves. + +Jim's familiar footstep echoed through the hall, and Mary sprang to the +door with a cry of joy. + + + + +CHAPTER X. THE WEDDING + +Ella hurried into the kitchenette and busied herself with dinner. Jim's +unexpectedly early arrival broke the spell of the tragedy to which Mary +had listened with breathless sympathy. Her own future she faced without +a shadow of doubt or fear. + +Her reproaches to Jim were entirely perfunctory, on the sin of his early +call on their wedding-day. + +"Naughty boy!" she cried with mock severity. "At this unseemly hour!" + +He glanced about the room nervously. + +"Anybody in there?" + +He nodded toward the kitchenette. + +"Only Ella----" + +"Send her away." + +"What's the matter?" + +"Quick, Kiddo--quick!" + +Mary let Ella out from the little private hall without her seeing Jim, +and returned. + +"For heaven's sake, man, what ails you?" she asked excitedly. + +"Say--I forgot that thing already. We got to go over it again. What if I +miss it?" + +"The ceremony?" + +"Yep----" + +He mopped his brow and looked at his watch. + +"By the time we get to that preacher's house, I won't know my first name +if you don't help me." + +Mary laughed softly and kissed him. + +"You can't miss it. All you've got to do is say, `I will' when he asks +you the question, put the ring on my finger when he tells you, and +repeat the words after him--he and I will do the rest." + +"Say my question over again." + +"`Wilt thou have this woman to thy wedded wife, to live together after +God's ordinance, in the holy estate of matrimony? Wilt thou love +her, comfort her, honor, and keep her in sickness and in health; and, +forsaking all others, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye both shall +live?'" + +She looked at him and laughed. + +"Why don't you answer?" + +"Now?" + +"Yes--that's the end of the question. Say, `I will.'" + +"Oh, I will all right! What scares me is that I'll jump in on him and +say `I will' before he gets halfway through. Seems to me when he says, +`Wilt thou have this woman to be thy wedded wife?' I'll just have to +choke myself there to keep from saying, `You bet your life I will, +Parson!'" + +"It won't hurt anything if you say, `I will' several times," she assured +him. + +"It wouldn't queer the job?" + +"Not in the least. I've often heard them say, `I will' two or three +times. Wait until you hear the words, `so long as ye both shall +live----'" + +"`So long as ye both shall live,'" he repeated solemnly. + +"The other speech you say after the minister." + +"He won't bite off more than I can chew at one time, will he?" + +"No, silly--just a few words----" + +"Because if he does, I'll choke." + +Jim drew his watch again, mopped his brow, and gazed at Mary's serene +face with wonder. + +"Say, Kiddo, you're immense--you're as cool as a cucumber!" + +"Of course. Why not? It's my day of joy and perfect peace--the day I've +dreamed of since the dawn of maidenhood. I'm marrying the man of +my choice--the one man God made for me of all men on earth. I know +this--I'm content." + +"Let me hang around here till time--won't you?" he asked helplessly. + +"We must have Ella come back to fix the table." + +"Sure. I just didn't want her to hear me tell you that I had cold feet. +I'm better now." + +Ella moved about the room with soft tread, watching Jim with sullen, +concentrated gaze when he was not looking. + +The lovers sat on the couch beside the window, holding each other's +hands and watching in silence the hurrying crowds pass below. Now that +his panic was over, Jim began to breathe more freely, and the time +swiftly passed. + +As the shadows slowly fell, they rang the bell at the parson's house +beside the church, and his good wife ushered them into the parlor. The +little Craddocks crowded in--six of them, two girls and four boys, their +ages ranging from five to nineteen. + +Sweet memories crowded the girl's heart from her happy childhood. She +had never missed one of these affairs at home. Her father was a very +popular minister and his home the Mecca of lovers for miles around. + +Craddock, like her father, was inclined to be conservative in his forms. +Marriage he held with the old theologians to be a holy sacrament. He +never used the new-fangled marriage vows. He stuck to the formula of the +Book of Common Prayer. + +When she stood before the preacher in this beautiful familiar scene +which she had witnessed so many times at home, Mary's heart beat with a +joy that was positively silly. She tried to be serious, and the dimple +would come in her cheek in spite of every effort. + +As Craddock's musical voice began the opening address, the memory of a +foolish incident in her father's life flashed through her mind, and +she wondered if Jim in his excitement had forgotten his pocket-book and +couldn't pay the preacher. + +"Dearly beloved," he began, "we are gathered together here in the sight +of God----" + +Mary tried to remember that she was in the sight of God, but she was so +foolishly happy she could only remember that funny scene. A long-legged +Kentucky mountain bridegroom at the close of the ceremony had turned to +her father and drawled: + +"Well, parson, I ain't got no money with me--but I want to give ye five +dollars. I've got a fine dawg. He's worth ten. I'll send him to ye fur +five--if it's all right?" + +The children had giggled and her father blushed. + +"Oh, that's all right," he had answered. "Money's no matter. Forget the +five. I hope you'll be very happy." + +Two weeks later a crate containing the dog had come by express. On the +tag was scrawled: + + +Dear Parson:--I like Nancy so well, I send ye the hole dawg, anyhow. + + +She hadn't a doubt that Jim would feel the same way--but she hoped he +hadn't forgotten his pocketbook. + +The scene had flashed through her mind in a single moment. She had +bitten her lips and kept from laughing by a supreme effort. Not a word +of the solemn ceremonial, however, had escaped her consciousness. + +"And in the face of this company," the preacher's rich voice was saying, +"to join together this Man and this Woman in holy Matrimony; which is +commended of St. Paul to be honorable among all men: and therefore is +not by any to be entered into unadvisedly or lightly; but reverently, +discreetly, advisedly, soberly, and in the fear of God. Into this holy +estate these two persons present come now to be joined. If any man can +show just cause, why they may not lawfully be joined together, let him +now speak, or else hereafter for ever hold his peace." + +Craddock paused, and his piercing eyes searched the man and woman before +him. + +"I require to charge you both, as ye will answer at the dreadful day +of judgment, when the secrets of all hearts shall be disclosed, that +if either of you know any impediment, why ye may not be lawfully joined +together in Matrimony, ye do now confess it----" + +Again he paused. The perspiration stood in beads on Jim's forehead, and +he glanced uneasily at Mary from the corners of his drooping eyes. A +smile was playing about her mouth, and Jim was cheered. + +"For be ye well assured," the preacher continued, "that if any persons +are joined together otherwise than as God's Word doth allow, their +marriage is not lawful." + +He turned with deliberation to Jim and transfixed him with the first +question of the ceremony. The groom was hypnotized into a state of +abject terror. His ears heard the words; the mind recorded but the +vaguest idea of what they meant. + +"Wilt thou have this Woman to thy wedded wife, to live together after +God's ordinance in the holy estate of Matrimony? Wilt thou love her, +comfort her, honor, and keep her in sickness and in health; and, +forsaking all others, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye both shall +live?" + +Jim's mouth was open; his lower jaw had dropped in dazed awe, and he +continued to stare straight into the preacher's face until Mary pressed +his arm and whispered: + +"Jim!" + +"I will--yes, I will--you bet I will!" he hastened to answer. + +The children giggled, and the preacher's lips twitched. + +He turned quickly to Mary. + +"Wilt thou have this Man to thy wedded husband, to live together after +God's ordinance, in the holy estate of Matrimony? Wilt thou obey him, +and serve him, love, honor, and keep him in sickness and in health; and, +forsaking all others, keep thee only unto him, so long as ye both shall +live?" + +With quick, clear voice, Mary answered: + +"I will." + +"Please join your right hands and repeat after me:" + +He fixed Jim with his gaze and spoke with deliberation, clause by +clause: + +"I, James, take thee, Mary, to my wedded wife, to have and to hold from +this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in +sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part, +according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I plight thee my troth." + +Jim's throat at first was husky with fear, but he caught each clause +with quick precision and repeated them without a hitch. + +He smiled and congratulated himself: "I got ye that time, old cull!" + +The preacher's eyes sought Mary's: + +"I, Mary, take thee, James, to my wedded husband, to have and to hold +from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in +sickness and in health, to love, cherish, and to obey, till death do +us part, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I give thee my +troth." + +In the sweetest musical voice, quivering with happiness, the girl +repeated the words. + +Again the preacher's eyes sought Jim's: + +AND THE MAN SHALL GIVE UNTO THE WOMAN A RING---- + +The groom fumbled in his pocket and found at last the ring, which he +handed to Mary. The minister at once took it from her hand and handed it +back to Jim. + +The bride lifted her left hand, deftly extending the fourth finger, and +the groom slipped the ring on, and held it firmly gripped as he had been +instructed. + +"With this ring I thee wed----" + +"With this ring I thee wed----" Jim repeated firmly. + +"----and with all my worldly goods I thee endow----" + +"----and with all my worldly goods I thee endow----" + +"In the Name of the Father----" + +"In the Name of the Father----" + +"----and of the Son----" + +"----and of the Son----" + +"----and of the Holy Ghost----" + +"----and of the Holy Ghost----" + +"Amen!" + +"Amen!" + +The voice of the preacher's prayer that followed rang far-away and +unreal to the heart of the girl. Her vivid imagination had leaped the +years. Her spirit did not return to earth and time and place until the +minister seized her right hand and joined it to Jim's. + +"Those whom God hath joined together let no man put asunder! + +"Forasmuch as James Anthony and Mary Adams have consented together in +holy wedlock, and have witnessed the same before God and this company, +and thereto have given and pledged their troth, each to the other, and +have declared the same by giving and receiving a Ring, and by joining +hands; I pronounce that they are Man and Wife, In the Name of the +Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen." + +The preacher lifted his hands solemnly above their heads. + +"God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Ghost, bless, preserve, and +keep you; the Lord mercifully with His favor look upon you, and fill you +with all spiritual benediction and grace; that ye may so live together +in this life, that in the world to come ye may have life everlasting. +AMEN." + +The preacher took Mary's hand. + +"Your father is my friend, child. This is for him----" + +He bent quickly and kissed her lips, while Jim gasped in astonishment. + +The minister's wife congratulated them both. The two older children +smilingly advanced and added their voices in good wishes. + +Mary whispered to Jim: + +"Don't forget the preacher's fee!" + +"Lord, how much? Will fifty be enough? It's all I've got." + +"Give him twenty. We'll need the rest." + +It was not until they were seated in the waiting cab and sank back among +the shadows, that Jim crushed her in his arms and kissed her until she +cried for mercy. + +"The gall of that preacher, kissing you!" he muttered savagely. "You +know, I come within an ace of pasting him one on the nose!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. "UNTIL DEATH" + +The lights burned in the hall with unusual brightness. Ella stood in the +open door of the room, through which the light was streaming. With its +radiance came the perfume of roses--the scrub-woman's gift of love. The +room was a bower of gorgeous flowers. She had spent her last cent in +this extravagance. Mary swept the place with a look of amazement. + +"Oh, Ella," she cried, "how could you be so silly!" + +"You like them, ja?" Ella asked softly. + +"They're glorious--but you should not have made such a sacrifice for +me." + +"For myself, maybe, I do it--all for myself to make me happy, too, +tonight." + +She dismissed the subject with a wave of her hand and placed the chairs +beside the beautifully set table. + +"Dinner is all ready," she announced cheerfully. "And shall I go now and +leave you? Or will you let me serve your dinner first?" + +A sudden panic seized the bride. + +"Stay and serve the dinner, Ella, if you will," she quickly answered. + +Jim frowned, but seated himself in business-like fashion. + +"All right; I'm ready for it, old girl!" + +With soft tread and swift, deft touch, Ella served the dinner, standing +prim and stiff and ghost-like behind Jim's chair between the courses. + +The bride watched her, fascinated by the pallor of her haggard face and +the queer suggestion of Death which her appearance made in spite of the +background of flowers. She had dressed herself in a simple skirt and +shirtwaist of spotless white. The material seemed to be draped on her +tall figure, thin to emaciation. The chalk-like pallor of her face +brought out with startling sharpness the deep, hollow caverns beneath +her straight eyebrows. Her single eye shone unusually bright. + +Gradually the grim impression grew that Death was hovering over her +bridal feast--a foolish fancy which persisted in her highly-wrought +nervous state. Yet the idea, once fixed, could not be crushed. In +vain she used her will to bring her wandering mind back to the joyous +present. Each time she lifted her eyes they rested upon the silent, +white figure with its single eye piercing the depths of her soul. + +She could endure it no longer. She nodded and smiled wanly at Ella. + +"You may go now!" + +The woman gazed at the bride in surprise. + +"I shall come again--yes?" + +"Tomorrow morning, Ella, you may help me." + +The white figure paused uncertainly at the door, and her drawling voice +breathed her parting word tenderly: + +"Good night!" + +The bride closed her eyes and answered. + +"Good night, Ella!" + +The door closed. Jim rose quickly and bolted it. + +"Thank God!" he exclaimed fervently. He fixed his slumbering eyes on his +wife for a moment, saw the frightened look, walked quickly back to the +table and took his seat. + +"Now, Kiddo, we can eat in peace." + +"Yes, I'd rather be alone," she sighed. + +"I must say," Jim went on briskly, "that parson of yours did give us a +run for our money." + +"I like the old, long ceremony best." + +"Well, you see, I ain't never had much choice--but do you know what I +thought was the best thing in it?" + +"No--what?" + +"UNTIL DEATH DO US PART! Gee how he did ring out on that! His voice +sounded to me like a big bell somewhere away up in the clouds. Did you +hear me sing it back at him?" + +Mary smiled nervously. + +"You had found your voice then." + +"You bet I had! I muffed that first one, though, didn't I?" + +"A little. It didn't matter." She answered mechanically. + +He fixed his eyes on her again. + +"Hungry, Kiddo?" + +"No," she gasped. + +"What's the use!" he cried in low, vibrant tones, springing to his feet. +"I don't want to eat this stuff--I just want to eat you!" + +Mary rose tremblingly and moved instinctively to meet him. + +He clasped her form in his arms and crushed with cruel strength. + +"Until death do us part!" he whispered passionately. + +She answered with a kiss. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. THE LOTOS-EATERS + +It was eleven o'clock next morning before Ella ventured to rap softly +on the door. They had just finished breakfast. The bride was clearing up +the table, humming a song of her childhood. + +Jim caught her in his arms. + +"Once more before she comes!" + +"Don't kill me!" she laughed. + +Jim lounged in the window and smoked his cigarette while Ella and Mary +chattered in the kitchenette. + +In half an hour the scrub-woman had made her last trip with the extra +dishes, and the little home was spick and span. + +Mary sprang on the couch and snuggled into Jim's arms. + +"I've changed our plans----" he began thoughtfully. + +"We won't give up our honeymoon trip?" she cried in alarm. "That's one +dream we MUST live, Jim, dear. I've set my heart on it." + +"Sure we will--sure," he answered quickly. "But not in that car." + +"Why?" + +Jim grinned. + +"Because I like you better--you get me, Kiddo?" + +She pressed close and whispered: + +"I think so." + +"You see, that fool car might throw a tire or two. Believe me, it'll +be a job to have her on my hands for a thousand miles. Of course, if I +didn't know you, little girl, it would be all sorts of fun. But, honest +to God, this game beats the world." + +He bent low and kissed her again. + +"Where'll we go, then?" she murmured. + +"That's what I'm tryin' to dope out. I like the sea. It lulls me just +like whisky puts a drunkard to sleep. I wish we could get where it's +bright and warm and the sun shines all the time. We could stay two +weeks and then jump on the train and be in Asheville the day before +Christmas." + +Mary sprang up excitedly. + +"I have it! We'll go to Florida--away down to the Keys. It's the dream +of my life to go there!" + +"The Keys what's that?" he asked, puzzled. + +"The Keys are little sand islands and reefs that jut out into the warm +waters of the Gulf of Mexico. The railroad takes us right there." + +"It's warm and sunny there now?" + +"Just like summer up here. We can go in bathing in the surf every day." + +Jim sprang to his feet. + +"Got a bathing suit?" + +"Yes--a beauty. I've never worn it here." + +"Why?" + +"It seemed so bold." + +"All right. Maybe we can get a Key all by ourselves for two weeks." + +"Wouldn't it be glorious!" + +"We'll try it, anyhow. I'll buy the doggoned thing if they don't ask too +much. Pack your traps. I'll go down to the shop and get my things. We'll +be ready to start in an hour." + +By four o'clock they were seated in the drawing-room of a Pullman car +on the Florida Limited, gazing entranced at the drab landscape of the +Jersey meadows. + +Three days later, Jim had landed his boat on a tiny sand reef a +half-mile off the coast of Florida with a tent and complete outfit for +camping. Like two romping children, they tied the boat to a stake and +rushed over the sand-dunes to the beach. They explored their domain from +end to end within an hour. Not a tree obscured the endless panorama of +sea and bay and waving grass on the great solemn marshes. Piles of soft, +warm seaweed lay in long, dark rows along the high-tide mark. + +Mary selected a sand-dune almost exactly the height and shape of the one +on which they sat at Long Beach the day he told her of his love. + +"Here's the spot for our home!" she cried. "Don't you recognize it?" + +"Can't say I've ever been here before. Oh, I got you--I got you! Long +Beach--sure! What do you think of that?" + +He hurried to the boat and brought the tent. Mary carried the spade, the +pole and pegs. + +In half an hour the little white home was shining on the level sand at +the foot of their favorite dune. The door was set toward the open sea, +and the stove securely placed beneath an awning which shaded it from the +sun's rays. + +"Now, Kiddo, a plunge in that shining water the first thing. I'll give +you the tent. I'll chuck my things out here." + +In a fever of joyous haste she threw off her clothes and donned the +dainty, one-piece bathing suit. She flew over the sand and plunged into +the water before Jim had finished changing to his suit. + +She was swimming and diving like a duck in the lazy, beautiful waters of +the Gulf when he reached the beach. + +"Come on! Come on!" she shouted. + +He waved his hand and finished his cigarette. + +"It's glorious! It's mid-summer!" she called. + +With a quick plunge he dived into the water, disappeared and stayed +until she began to scan the surface uneasily. With a splash he rose by +her side, lifting her screaming in his arms. Her bathing-cap was brushed +off, and he seized her long hair in his mouth, turned and with swift, +strong beat carried her unresisting body to the beach. + +He drew her erect and looked into her smiling face. + +"That's the way I'd save you if you had called for help. How'd you like +it?" + +"It was sweet to give up and feel myself in your power, dear!" + +His drooping eyes were devouring her exquisite figure outlined so +perfectly in the clinging suit. + +"I was afraid to wear this in New York," she said demurely. + +"I can't blame you. If you'd ever have gone on the beach at Coney Island +in that, there'd have been a riot." + +He lifted her in his arms and kissed her. + +"And you're all mine, Kiddo! It's too good to be true! I'm afraid to +wake up mornings now for fear I'll find I've just been dreaming." + +They plunged again in the water, and side by side swam far out from the +shore, circled gracefully and returned. + +Hours they spent snuggling in the warm sand. Not a sound of the world +beyond the bay broke the stillness. The music of the water's soft +sighing came on their ears in sweet, endless cadence. The wind was +gentle and brushed their cheeks with the softest caress. Far out at sea, +white-winged sails were spread--so far away they seemed to stand in one +spot forever. The deep cry of an ocean steamer broke the stillness at +last. + +"We must dress for dinner, Jim!" she sighed. + +"Why, Kiddo?" + +"We must eat, you know." + +"But why dress? I like that style on you. It's too much trouble to +dress." + +"All right!" she cried gayly. "We'll have a little informal dinner this +evening. I love to feel the sand under my feet." + +He gathered the wood from the dry drifts above the waterline and kindled +a fire. The salt-soaked sticks burned fiercely, and the dinner was +cooked in a jiffy--a fresh chicken he had bought, sweet potatoes, and +delicious buttered toast. + +They sat in their bathing suits on camp-stools beside the folding table +and ate by moonlight. + +The dinner finished, Mary cleared the wooden dishes while Jim brought +heaps of the dry, spongy sea grass and made a bed in the tent. He piled +it two feet high, packed it down to a foot, and then spread the sheets +and blankets. + +"All ready for a stroll down the avenue, Kiddo?" he called from the +door. + +"Fifth Avenue or Broadway?" she laughed. + +"Oh, the Great White Way--you couldn't miss it! Just look at the shimmer +of the moon on the sands! Ain't it great?" + +Hand in hand, they strolled on the beach and bathed in the silent flood +of the moonlit night--no prying eyes near save the stars of the friendly +southern skies. + +"The moon seems different down here, Jim!" she whispered. + +"It is different," he answered with boyish enthusiasm. "It's all so +still and white!" + +"Could we stay here forever?" + +He shook his head emphatically. + +"Not on your life. This little boy has to work, you know. Old man John +D. Rockefeller might, but it's early for a young financier to retire." + +"A whole week, then?" + +"Sure! For a week we'll forget New York." + +They sat down on the sand-dune behind the tent and watched the waters +flash in the silvery light, the world and its fevered life forgotten. + +"You're the only thing real tonight, Jim!" she sighed. + +"And you're the world for me, Kiddo!" + +She waked at dawn, with a queer feeling of awe at the weird, gray light +which filtered through the cotton walls. A sense of oneness with Nature +and the beat of Her eternal heart filled her soul. The soft wash of the +water on the sands seemed to be keeping time to the throb of her own +pulse. + +She peered curiously into the face of her sleeping lover. She had never +seen him asleep before. She started at the transformation wrought by +the closing of his heavy eyelids and the complete relaxation of his +features. The strange, steel-blue coloring of his eyes had always given +his face an air of mystery and charm. The complete closing of the +heavy lids and the slight droop of the lower jaw had worked a frightful +change. The romance and charm had gone, and instead she saw only the +coarse, brutal strength. + +She frowned like a spoiled child, put her dainty hand under his chin and +pressed his mouth together. + +"Wake up, sir!" she whispered. "I don't like your expression!" + +He refused to stir, and she drew the tips of her fingers across his ears +and eyelids. + +He rubbed his eyes and muttered: + +"What t'ell?" + +"Let's take a bath in the sea before sunrise--come on!" + +The sleeper groaned heavily, turned over, and in a moment was again dead +to the world. + +Mary's eyes were wide now with excitement. The hours were too marvelous +to be lost in sleep. She could sleep when they must return to the +tiresome world with its endless crowds of people. + +She rose softly, ran barefoot to the beach, threw her night-dress on +the sand and plunged, her white, young body trembling with joy, into the +water. + +It was marvelous--this wonderful hush of the dawn over the infinite sea. +The air and water melted into a pearl gray. Far out toward the east, +the waters began to blush at the kiss of the coming sun. The pearl +gray slowly turned into purple. So startling was the vision, she swam +in-shore and stood knee-deep in the shallows to watch the magic changes. +In breathless wonder she saw the sea and sky and shore turn into a +trembling cloud of dazzling purple. A moment before, she had caught the +water up in her hand and poured it out in a stream of pearls. She lifted +a handful and poured it out now, each drop a dazzling amethyst. And even +while she looked, the purple was changing to scarlet--the amethyst into +rubies! + +A great awe filled her in the solemn hush. She stood in Nature's vast +cathedral, close to God's heart--her life in harmony with His eternal +laws. + +How foolish and artificial were the ways of the far-away, drab, prosaic +world of clothes and houses and furnishings! If she could only live +forever in this dream-world! + +Even while the thought surged through her heart, she lifted her head and +saw the red rim of the sun suddenly break through the sea, and started +lest the white light of day had revealed her to some passing boatman +hurrying to his nets. + +Her keen eye quickly swept the circle of the wide, silent world of +sand-dunes, marsh and waters. No prying eye was near. Only the morning +star still gleaming above saw. And they were twin sisters. + +Four days flew on velvet wings before the first cloud threw its shadow +across her life. Jim always slept until nine o'clock, and refused with +dogged good-natured indifference to stir when she had asked him to get +the wood for breakfast. It was nothing, of course, to walk a hundred +yards to the beach and pick up the wood, and she did it. The hurt that +stung was the feeling that he was growing indifferent. + +She felt for the first time an impulse to box his lazy jaws as he yawned +and turned over for the dozenth time without rising. He looked for all +the world like a bulldog curled up on his bed of grass. + +She shook him at last. + +"Jim, dear, you must get up now! Breakfast is almost ready and it won't +be fit to eat if you don't come on." + +He opened his heavy eyelids and gazed at her sleepily. + +"All righto----! Just as you say--just as you say." + +"Hurry! Breakfast will be ready before you can dress." + +"Gee! Breakfast all ready! You're one smart little wifie, Kiddo." + +The compliment failed to please. She was sure that he had been fully +awake twice before and pretended to be asleep from sheer laziness and +indifference. + +The thought hurt. + +When they sat down at last to breakfast, she looked into his half-closed +eyes with a sudden start. + +"Why, Jim, your eyes are red!" + +"Yes?" + +"What's the matter?" + +"Nothing." + +"You're ill--what is it?" + +He grinned sheepishly. + +"You couldn't guess now, could you?" + +"You haven't been drinking!" she gasped. + +"No," he drawled lazily, "I wouldn't say drinking--I just took one +big swallow last night--makes you sleep good when you're tired. Good +medicine! I always carry a little with me." + +A sickening wave went over her. Not that she felt that he was going +to be a drunkard. But the utter indifference with which he made the +announcement was a painful revelation of the fact that her opinion on +such a question was not of the slightest importance. That he was now +master of the situation he evidently meant that she should see and +understand at once. + +She refused to accept the humiliating position without a struggle and +made up her mind to try at once to mold his character. She would begin +by getting him to cut the slang from his conversation. + +"You remember the promise you made me one day before we were married, +Jim?" she asked brightly. + +"Which one? You know a fellow's not responsible for what he promises to +get his girl. All's fair in love and war, they say----" + +"I'm going to hold you to this one, sir," she firmly declared. + +"All right, little bright eyes," he responded cheerfully as he lit a +cigarette and sent the smoke curling above his red head. + +She sat for a while in silence, studying the man before her. The task +was delicate and difficult. And she had thought it a mere pastime of +love! As her fiance, he had been wax in her hands. As her husband, he +was a lazy, headstrong, obstinate young animal grinning good-naturedly +at her futile protests. How long would he grin and bear her suggestions +with patience? The transition from this lazy grin to the growl of an +angry bulldog might be instantaneous. + +She would move with the utmost caution--but she would move and at once. +It would be a test of character between them. She edged her chair close +to his, drew his head down in her lap and ran her fingers through his +thick, red hair. + +"Still love me, Jim?" she smiled. + +"Crazier over you every day--and you know it, too, you sly little puss," +he answered dreamily. + +"You WILL make good your promises?" + +"Sure, I will--surest thing you know!" + +"You see, Jim dear," she went on tenderly, "I want to be proud of +you----" + +"Well, ain't you?" + +"Of course I am, silly. I know you and understand you. But I want all +the world to respect you as I do." She paused and breathed deeply. +"They've got to do it, too, they've got to----" + +"Sure, I'll knock their block off--if they don't!" he broke in. + +She raised her finger reprovingly and shook her head. + +"That's just the trouble: you can't do it with your fists. You can't +compel the respect of cultured men and women by physical force. We've +got to win with other weapons." + +"All right, Kiddo--dope it out for me," he responded lazily. "Dope it +out----" + +Her lips quivered with the painful recognition of the task before her. +Yet when she spoke, her voice was low and sweet and its tones even. She +gave no sign to the man whose heavy form rested in her arms. + +"Then from today we must begin to cut out every word of slang--it's a +bargain?" + +"Sure, Mike--I promised!" + +"Cut `Sure Mike!'" + +She raised her finger severely. + +"All right, teacher," he drawled. "What'll we put in Sure Mike's place? +I've found him a handy man!" + +"Say `certainly.'" + +Jim grinned good-naturedly. + +"Aw hell, Kiddo--that sounds punk!" + +"And HELL, Jim, isn't a nice word----" + +"Gee, Kid, now look here--can't get along with out HELL--leave me that +one just a little while." + +She shook her head. + +"No." + +"No?" + +"And PUNK is expressive, but not suited to parlor use." + +"All right--t'ell with PUNK!" He turned and looked. "What's the matter +now?" he asked. + +"Don't you realize what you've just said?" + +"What did I say?" + +She turned away to hide a tear. + +He threw his arms around her neck and drew her lips down to his. + +"Ah, don't worry, Kiddo--I'll do better next time. Honest to God, I +will. That's enough for today. Just let's love now. T'ell with the +rest." + +She smiled in answer. + +"You promise to try honestly?" + +He raised his hand in solemn vow. + +"S'help me!" + +Each day's trial ended in a laugh and a kiss until at last Jim refused +to promise any more. He grinned in obstinate, good-natured silence and +let her do the worrying. + +She watched him with growing wonder and alarm. He gradually lapsed into +little coarse, ugly habits at the table. She tried playfully to +correct them. He took it good-naturedly at first and then ignored her +suggestions as if she were a kitten complaining at his feet. + +She studied him with baffling rage at the mystery of his personality. +The long silences between them grew from hour to hour. She could see +that he was restless now at the isolation of their sand-island home. The +queer lights and shadows that played in his cold blue eyes told only +too plainly that his mind was back again in the world of battle. He was +fighting something, too. + +She was glad of it. She could manage him better there. She would +throw him into the company of educated people and rouse his pride and +ambition. She heard his announcement of their departure on the eighth +day with positive joy. + +"Well, Kiddo," he began briskly, "we've got to be moving. Time to get +back to work now. The old town and the little shop down in Avenue B have +been calling me." + +"Today, Jim?" she asked quickly. + +"Right away. We'll catch the first train north, stop two days, Christmas +Eve and Christmas, in Asheville, and then for old New York!" + +The journey along the new railroad built on concrete bridges over miles +of beautiful waters was one of unalloyed joy. They had passed over this +stretch of marvelous engineering at night on their trip down and had not +realized its wonders. For hours the train seemed to be flying on velvet +wings through the ocean. + +She sat beside her lover and held his hand. In spite of her enthusiasm, +he would doze. At every turn of entrancing view she would pinch his arm: + +"Look, Jim! Look!" + +He would lift his heavy eyelids, grunt good-naturedly and doze again. + +In the dining-car she was in mortal terror at first lest he should lapse +into the coarse table manners into which he had fallen in camp. She laid +his napkin conspicuously on his plate and saw that he had opened and put +it in place across his lap before ordering the meals. + +The moment he found himself in a crowd, the lights began to flash in his +eyes, his broad shoulders lifted and his whole being was at once alert +and on guard. He followed his wife's lead with unerring certainty. + +She renewed her faith in his early reformation, though his character +was a puzzle. He seemed to be forever watching out of the corners of his +slumbering eyes. She wondered what it meant. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. THE REAL MAN + +They arrived in Asheville the night before Christmas Eve. Jim listened +to his wife's prattle about the wonderful views with quiet indifference. + +They stopped at the Battery Park Hotel, and she hoped the waning moon +would give them at least a glimpse of the beautiful valley of the French +Broad and Swannanoa rivers and the dark, towering ranges of mountains +among the stars. She made Jim wait on the balcony of the room for half +an hour, but the clouds grew denser and he persisted in nodding. + +His head dipped lower than usual, and she laughed. + +"Poor old sleepy-head!" + +"For the love o' Mike, Kiddo--me for the hay. Won't them mountains wait +till morning?" + +"All right!" she answered cheerily. "I'll pull you out at sunrise. The +sunrise from our window will be glorious." + +He rose and stretched his body like a young, well fed tiger. + +"I think it's prettier from the bed. But have it your own way--have it +your own way. I'll agree to anything if you lemme go to sleep now." + +She rose as the first gray fires of dawn began to warm the cloud-banks +on the eastern horizon, stood beside her window and watched in silent +ecstasy. Jim was sleeping heavily. She would not wake him until the +glory of the sunrise was at its height. She loved to watch the changing +lights and shadows in sky and valley and on distant mountain peaks as +the light slowly filtered over the eastern hills. + +She had recovered from the depression of the last days of their camp. +The journey back into the world had improved Jim's manners. There could +be no doubt about his ambitions. His determination to be a millionaire +was the lever she now meant to work in raising his social aspirations. + +Why should she feel depressed? + +Their married life had just begun. The two weeks they had passed on +their honeymoon had been happy beyond her dreams of happiness. Somehow +her imagination had failed to give any conception of the wonder and +glory of this revelation of life. His little lapses of selfishness on +their sand island no doubt came from ignorance of what was expected of +him. + +For one thing she felt especially thankful. There had been no ugly +confessions of a shady past to cloud the joy of their love. Her lover +might be ignorant of the ways of polite society. He was equally free of +its sinister vices. She thanked God for that. The soul of the man she +had married was clean of all memories of women. The love he gave was +fierce in its unrestrained passion--but it was all hers. She gloried in +its strength. + +She made up her mind, standing there in the soft light of the dawn, that +she would bend his iron will to her own in the growing, sweet intimacy +of their married life and threw her fears to the winds. + +The thin, fleecy clouds that hung over the low range of the eastern +foreground were all aglow now, with every tint of the rainbow, while the +sun's bed beyond the hills was flaming in scarlet and gold. + +She clapped her hands in ecstasy. + +"Jim! Jim, dear!" + +He made no response, and she rushed to his side and whispered: + +"You must see this sunrise--get up quick, quick, dear. It's wonderful." + +"What's the matter?" he muttered. + +"The sunrise over the mountains--quick--it's glorious." + +His heavy eyelids drooped and closed. He dropped on the pillow and +buried his face out of sight. + +"Ah, Jim dear, do come--just to please me." + +"I'm dead, Kiddo--dead to the world," he sighed. "Don't like to see the +sun rise. I never did. Come on back and let's sleep----" + +His last words were barely audible. He was breathing heavily as his lips +ceased to move. + +She gave it up, returned to the window and watched the changing colors +until the white light from the sun's face had touched with life the +last shadows of the valleys and flashed its signals from the farthest +towering peaks. + +Her whole being quivered in response to the beauty of this glorious +mountain world. The air was wine. She loved the sapphire skies and the +warm, lazy, caressing touch of the sun of the South. + +A sense of bitterness came, just for a moment, that the man she had +chosen for her mate had no eye to see these wonders and no ear to hear +their music. During the madness of his whirlwind courtship she had +gotten the impression that his spirit was sensitive to beauty--to the +waters of the bay, the sea and the wooded hills. She must face the +facts. Their stay on the island had convinced her that he had eyes only +for her. She must make the most of it. + +It was ten o'clock before Jim could be persuaded to rise and get +breakfast. She literally pulled him up the stairs to the observatory on +the tower of the hotel. + +"What's the game, Kiddo? What's the game?" he grumbled. + +"Ask me no questions. But do just as I tell you; come on!" + +Her face was radiant, her hair in a tangle of riotous beauty about her +forehead and temples, her eyes sparkling. + +"Don't look till I tell you!" she cried, as they emerged on the little +minaret which crowns the tower. + +"Now open and see the glory of the Lord!" she cried with joyous awe. + +The day was one of matchless beauty. The clouds that swung low in +the early morning had floated higher and higher till they hung now in +shining billows above the highest balsam-crowned peaks in the distance. + +In every direction, as far as the eye could reach, north, south, east, +west, the dark ranges mounted in the azure skies until the farthest dim +lines melted into the heavens. + +"Oh, Jim dear, isn't it wonderful! We're lucky to get this view on our +first day. It's such a good omen." + +Jim opened his eyes lazily and puffed his cigarette in a calm, +patronizing way. + +"Tough sledding we'd have had with an automobile over those hills," he +said. "We'll try it after lunch, though." + +"We'll go for a ride?" she cried joyfully. + +"Yep. Got to hunt up the folks. The mountains near Asheville!" he said +with disgust. "I should say they are near--and far, too. Holy smoke, +I'll bet we get lost!" + +"Nonsense----" + +"Where's the Black Mountains, I wonder?" he asked suddenly. + +"Over there!" She pointed to the giant peaks projecting here and there +in dim, blue waves beyond the Great Craggy Range in the foreground. + +"Holy Moses! Do we have to climb those crags before we start?" + +"To go to Black Mountain?" + +"Yes. That's where the lawyer said they lived, under Cat-tail Peak in +the Black Mountain Range--wherever t'ell that is." + +"No, no! You don't climb the Great Craggy; you go around this end of it +and follow the Swannanoa River right up to the foot of Mount Mitchell, +the highest peak this side of the Rockies. The Cat-tail is just beyond +Mount Mitchell." + +"You've been there?" he asked in surprise. + +"Once, with a party from Asheville. We spent three days and slept in +caves." + +"Suppose you'd know the way now?" + +"We couldn't miss it. We follow the bed of the Swannanoa to its +source-----" + +"Then that settles it. We'll go by ourselves. I don't want any mutt +along to show us the way. We couldn't get lost nohow, could we?" + +"Of course not--all the roads lead to Asheville. We can ask the way to +the house you want, when we reach the little stopping place at the foot +of Mount Mitchell." + +"Gee, Kid, you're a wonder!" he exclaimed admiringly. "Couldn't get +along without you, now could I?" + +"I hope not, sir!" + +"You bet I couldn't! We'll start right away. The roads will give us a +jolt----" + +He turned suddenly to go. + +"Wait--wait a minute, dear," she pleaded. "You haven't seen this +gorgeous view to the southwest, with Mount Pisgah looming in the center +like some vast cathedral spire--look, isn't it glorious?" + +"Fine! Fine!" he responded in quick, businesslike tones. + +"You can look for days and weeks and not begin to realize the changing +beauty of these mountains, clothed in eternal green! Just think, dear, +Mount Pisgah, there, is forty miles away, and it looks as if you +could stroll over to it in an hour's walk. And there are twenty-three +magnificent peaks like that, all of them more than six thousand feet +high----" + +She paused with a frown. He was neither looking nor listening. He had +fallen into a brown study; his mind was miles away. + +"You're not listening, Jim--nor seeing anything," she said +reproachfully. + +"No--Kiddo, we must get ready for that trip. I've got a letter for a +lawyer downtown. I'll find him and hire a car. I'll be back here for you +in an hour. You'll be ready?" + +"Right away, in half an hour----" + +"Just pack a suit-case for us both. We'll stay one night. I'll take a +bag, too, that I have in my trunk." + +It was noon before he returned with a staunch touring car ready for the +trip. He opened the little steamer trunk which he had always kept locked +and took from it a small leather bag. He placed it on the floor, and, in +spite of careful handling, the ring of metal inside could be distinctly +heard. + +"What on earth have you got in that queer black bag?" she asked in +surprise. + +"Oh, just a lot o' junk from the shop. I thought I might tinker with +it at odd times. I don't want to leave it here. It's got one of my new +models in it." + +He carried the bag in his hand, refusing to allow the porter who came +for the suit-case to touch it. + +He threw the suit-case in the bottom of the tonneau. The bag he stowed +carefully under the cushions of the rear seat. The moment he placed his +hand on the wheel of the machine, he was at his best. Every trace of the +street gamin fell from him. Again he was the eagle-eyed master of +time and space. The machine answered his touch with more than human +obedience. He knew how to humor its mood. He conserved its power for a +hill with unerring accuracy and threw it over the grades with rarely +a pause to change his speeds. He could turn the sharp curves with such +swift, easy grace that he scarcely caused Mary's body to swerve an inch. +He could sense a rough place in the road and glide over it with velvet +touch. + +A tire blew out, five miles up the stream from Asheville, and the easy, +business-like deliberation with which he removed the old and adjusted +the new, was a revelation to Mary of a new phase of his character. + +He never once grunted, or swore, or lost his poise, or manifested +the slightest impatience. He set about his task coolly, carefully, +skillfully, and finished it quickly and silently. + +His long silences at last began to worry her. An invisible barrier had +reared itself between them. The impression was purely mental--but it was +none the less real and distressing. + +There was a look of aloof absorption about him she had never seen +before. At first she attributed it to the dread of meeting his kinsfolk +for the first time, his fear of what they might be like or what they +might think of him. + +He answered her questions cheerfully but mechanically. Sometimes he +stared at her in a cold, impersonal way and gave no answer, as if her +questions were an impertinence and she were not of sufficient importance +to waste his breath on. + +Unable at last to endure the strain, she burst out impatiently: + +"What on earth's the matter with you, Jim?" + +"Why?" he asked softly. + +"You haven't spoken to me in half an hour, and I've asked you two +questions." + +"Just studying about something, Kiddo, something big. I'll tell you +sometime, maybe--not now." + +Slowly a great fear began to shape itself in her heart. The real man +behind those slumbering eyes she had never known. Who was he? + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. UNWELCOME GUESTS + +While she was yet puzzling over the strange mood of absorbed brooding +into which Jim had fallen, his face suddenly lighted, and he changed +with such rapidity that her uneasiness was doubled. + +They had reached the stretches of deep forest at the foot of the Black +Mountain ranges. The Swannanoa had become a silver thread of laughing, +foaming spray and deep, still pools beneath the rocks. The fields were +few and small. The little clearings made scarcely an impression in the +towering virgin forests. + +"Great guns, Kiddo!" he exclaimed, "this is some country! By George, I +had no idea there was such a place so close to New York!" + +She looked at him with uneasy surprise. What could be in his mind? The +solemn gorge through which they were passing gave no entrancing views +of clouds or sky or towering peaks. Its wooded cliffs hung ominously +overhead in threatening shadows. The scene had depressed her after the +vast sunlit spaces of sky, of shining valleys and cloud-capped, sapphire +peaks on which they had turned their backs. + +"You like this, Jim?" she asked. + +"It's great--great!" + +"I thought that waterfall we just passed was very beautiful." + +"I didn't see it. But this is something like it. You're clean out of the +world here--and there ain't a railroad in twenty miles!" + +The deeper the shadows of tree and threatening crag, the higher Jim's +strange spirit seemed to rise. + +She watched him with increasing fear. How little she knew the real man! +Could it be possible that this lonely, unlettered boy of the streets +of lower New York, starved and stunted in childhood, had within him the +soul of a great poet? How else could she explain the sudden rapture over +the threatening silences and shadows of these mountain gorges which +had depressed her? And yet his utter indifference to the glories of +beautiful waters, his blindness at noon before the most wonderful +panorama of mountains and skies on which she had ever gazed, +contradicted the theory of the poetic soul. A poet must see beauty where +she had seen it--and a thousand wonders her eyes had not found. + +His elation was uncanny. What could it mean? + +He was driving now with a skill that was remarkable, a curious +smile playing about his drooping, Oriental eyelids. A wave of fierce +resentment swept her heart. She was a mere plaything in this man's life. +The real man she had never seen. What was he thinking about? What grim +secret lay behind the mysterious smile that flickered about the corners +of those eyes? He was not thinking of her. The mood was new and cold and +cynical, for all the laughter he might put in it. + +She asked herself the question of his past, his people, his real +life-history. The only answer was his baffling, mysterious smile. + +A frown suddenly clouded his face. + +"Hello! Ye're running right into a man's yard!" + +Mary lifted her head with quick surprise. + +"Why yes, it's the stopping place for the parties that climb Mount +Mitchell. I remember it. We stayed all night here, left our rig, and +started next morning at sunrise on horseback to climb the trail." + +"Pretty near the jumping-off place, then," he remarked. "We'll ask the +way to Cat-tail Peak." + +He stopped the car in front of the low-pitched, weather-stained frame +house and blew the horn. + +A mountain woman with three open-eyed, silent children came slowly to +meet them. + +She smiled pleasantly, and without embarrassment spoke in a pleasant +drawl: + +"Won't you 'light and look at your saddle?" + +The expression caught Jim's fancy, and he broke into a roar of laughter. +The woman blushed and laughed with him. She couldn't understand what was +the matter with the man. Why should he explode over the simple greeting +in which she had expressed her pleasure at their arrival? + +Anyhow, she was an innkeeper's wife, and her business was to make folks +feel at home--so she laughed again with Jim. + +"You know that's the funniest invitation I ever got in a car," he cried +at last. "We fly in these things sometimes. And when you said, `Won't +you 'light,'"--he paused and turned to his wife--"I could just feel +myself up in the air on that big old racer's back." + +"Won't you-all stay all night with us?" the soft voice drawled again. + +"Thank you, not tonight," Mary answered. + +She waited for Jim to ask the way. + +"No--not tonight," he repeated. "You happen to know an old woman by the +name of Owens who lives up here?" + +"Nance Owens?" + +"That's her name." + +"Lord, everybody knows old Nance!" was the smiling answer. + +"She ain't got good sense!" the tow-headed boy spoke up. + +"Sh!" the mother warned, boxing his ears. + +"She's a little queer, that's all. Everybody knows her in Buncombe and +Yancey counties. Her house is built across the county line. She eats in +Yancey and sleeps in Buncombe----" + +"Yes," broke in the boy joyously, "an' when the Sheriff o' Yancey comes, +she moves back into Buncombe. She's some punkin's on a green gourd vine, +she is--if she ain't got good sense." + +His mother struck at him again, but he dodged the blow and finished his +speech without losing a word. + +"Could you tell us the way to her house?" + +"Keep right on this road, and you can't miss it." + +"How far is it?" + +"Oh, not far." + +"No; right at the bottom o' the Cat's-tail," the boy joyfully explained. + +"He means the foot o' Cat-tail Peak!" the mother apologized. + +"How many miles?" + +"Just a little ways--ye can't miss it; the third house you come to on +this road." + +"You'll be there in three shakes of a sheep's tail--in that thing!" the +boy declared. + +Jim waved his thanks, threw in his gear, and the car shot forward on +the level stretch of road beyond the house. He slowed down when out of +sight. + +"Gee! I'd love to have that kid in a wood-shed with a nice shingle all +by ourselves for just ten minutes." + +"The people spoil him," Mary laughed. "The people who stop there for the +Mount Mitchell climb. He was a baby when I was there six years ago"--she +paused and a rapt look crept into her eyes--"a beautiful little baby, +her first-born, and she was the happiest thing I ever saw in my life." + +Her voice sank to a whisper. + +A vision suddenly illumined her own soul, and she forgot her anxiety +over Jim's queer moods. + +Deeper and deeper grew the shadows of crag, gorge, and primeval forest. +The speedometer on the foot-board registered five miles from the Mount +Mitchell house. They had passed two cabins by the way, and still no sign +of the third. + +"Why couldn't she tell us how many miles, I'd like to know?" Jim +grumbled. + +"It's the way of the mountain folk. They're noncommittal on distances." + +He stopped the car and lighted the lamps. + +"Going to be dark in a minute," he said. "But I like this place," he +added. + +He picked his way with care over the narrow road. They crossed the +little stream they were trailing, and the car crawled over the rocks +along the banks at a snail's pace. + +An owl called from a dead tree-top silhouetted against an open space of +sky ahead. + +"Must be a clearing there," Jim muttered. + +He stopped the car and listened for the sounds of life about a house. + +A vast, brooding silence filled the world. A wolf howled from the edge +of a distant crag somewhere overhead. + +"For God's sake!" Jim shivered. "What was that?" + +"Only a mountain wolf crying for company." + +"Wolves up here?" he asked in surprise. + +"A few--harmless, timid, lonesome fellows. It makes me sorry for them +when I hear one." + +"Great country! I like it!" Jim responded. + +Again she wondered why. What a queer mixture of strength and +mystery--this man she had married! + +He started the car, turned a bend in the road, and squarely in +front, not more than a hundred yards away, gleamed a light in a cabin +window--four tiny panes of glass. + +"By Geeminy, we come near stopping in the front yard without knowing +it!" he exclaimed. "Didn't we?" + +"I'm glad she's at home!" Mary exclaimed. "The light shines with a +friendly glow in these deep shadows." + +"Afraid, Kiddo?" he asked lightly. + +"I don't like these dark places." + +"All right when you get used to 'em--safer than daylight." + +Again her heart beat at his queer speech. She shivered at the thought of +this uncanny trait of character so suddenly developed today. She made +an effort to throw off her depression. It would vanish with the sun +tomorrow morning. + +He picked his way carefully among the trees and stopped in front of the +cabin door. The little house sat back from the road a hundred feet or +more. + +He blew his horn twice and waited. + +A sudden crash inside, and the light went out. He waited a moment for it +to come back. + +Only darkness and dead silence. + +"Suppose she dropped dead and kicked over the lamp?" Jim laughed. + +"She probably took the lamp into another room." + +"No; it went out too quick--and it went out with a crash." + +He blew his horn again. + +Still no answer. + +"Hello! Hello!" he called loudly. + +Someone stirred at the door. Jim's keen ear was turned toward the house. + +"I heard her bar the door, I'll swear it." + +"How foolish, Jim!" Mary whispered. "You couldn't have heard it." + +"All the same I did. Here's a pretty kettle of fish! The old hellion's +not even going to let us in." + +He seized the lever of his horn and blew one terrific blast after +another, in weird, uncanny sobs and wails, ending in a shriek like the +last cry of a lost soul. + +"Don't, Jim!" Mary cried, shivering. "You'll frighten her to death." + +"I hope so." + +"Go up and speak to her--and knock on the door." + +He waited again in silence, scrambled out of the car, and fumbled his +way through the shadows to the dark outlines of the cabin. He found the +porch on which the front door opened. + +His light foot touched the log with sure step, and he walked softly to +the cabin wall. The door was not yet visible in the pitch darkness. His +auto lights were turned the other way and threw their concentrated rays +far down into the deep woods. + +He listened intently for a moment and caught the cat-like tread of the +old woman inside. + +"I say--hello, in there!" he called. + +Again the sound of her quick, furtive step told him that she was on the +alert and determined to defend her castle against all comers. What if +she should slip an old rifle through a crack and blow his head off? + +She might do it, too! + +He must make her open the door. + +"Say, what's the matter in there?" he asked persuasively. + +A moment's silence, and then a gruff voice slowly answered: + +"They ain't nobody at home!" + +"The hell they ain't!" Jim laughed. + +"No!" + +"Who are you?" + +She hesitated and then growled back: + +"None o' your business. Who are you?" + +"We're strangers up here--lost our way. It's cold--we got to stop for +the night." + +"Ye can't--they's nobody home, I tell ye!" she repeated with sullen +emphasis. + +Jim broke into a genial laugh. + +"Ah! Come on, old girl! Open up and be sociable. We're not revenue +officers or sheriffs. If you've got any good mountain whiskey, I'll help +you drink it." + +"Who are ye?" she repeated savagely. + +"Ah, just a couple o' gentle, cooing turtle-doves--a bride and groom. +Loosen up, old girl; it's Christmas Eve--and we're just a couple o' +gentle cooin' doves----" + +Jim kept up his persuasive eloquence until the light of the candle +flashed through the window, and he heard her slip the heavy bar from the +door. + +He lost no time in pushing his way inside. + +Nance threw a startled look at his enormous, shaggy fur coat--at the +shining aluminum goggles almost completely masking his face. She gave +a low, breathless scream, hurled the door-bar crashing to the floor +and stared at him like a wild, hunted animal at bay, her thin hands +trembling, the iron-gray hair tumbling over her forehead. + +"Oh, my God!" she wailed, crouching back. + +Jim gazed at her in amazement. He had forgotten his goggles and fur +coat. + +"What's the matter?" he asked in high-keyed tones of surprise. + +Nance made no answer but crouched lower and attempted to put the table +between them. + +"What t'ell Bill ails you--will you tell me?" he asked with rising +wrath. + +"I THOUGHT you wuz the devil," the old woman panted. "Now I KNOW it!" + +Jim suddenly remembered his goggles and coat, and broke into a laugh. + +"Oh!" + +He removed his goggles and cap, threw back his big coat and squared his +shoulders with a smile. + +"How's that?" + +Nance glowered at him with ill-concealed rage, looked him over from head +to foot, and answered with a snarl: + +"'Tain't much better--ef ye ax ME!" + +"Gee! But you're a sociable old wild-cat!" he exclaimed, starting back +as if she had struck him a blow. + +His eye caught the dried skin of a young wildcat hanging on the log +wall. + +"No wonder you skinned your neighbor and hung her up to dry," he added +moodily. + +He took in the room with deliberate insolence while the old woman stood +awkwardly watching him, shifting her position uneasily from one foot to +the other. + +In all his miserable life in New York he could not recall a room more +bare of comforts. The rough logs were chinked with pieces of wood and +daubed with red clay. The door was made of rough boards, the ceiling +of hewn logs with split slabs laid across them. An old-fashioned, tall +spinning wheel, dirty and unused, sat in the corner. A rough pine table +was in the middle of the floor and a smaller one against the wall. +On this side table sat two rusty flat-irons, and against it leaned an +ironing board. A dirty piece of turkey-red calico hung on a string for +a portiere at the opening which evidently led into a sort of kitchen +somewhere in the darkness beyond. + +The walls were decorated at intervals. A huge bunch of onions hung on +a wooden peg beside the wild-cat skin. Over the window was slung an +old-fashioned muzzle-loading musket. The sling which held it was made of +a pair of ancient home-made suspenders fastened to the logs with nails. +Beneath the gun hung a cow's horn, cut and finished for powder, and with +it a dirty game-bag. Strings of red peppers were strung along each of +the walls, with here and there bunches of popcorn in the ears. A pile of +black walnuts lay in one corner of the cabin and a pile of hickory nuts +in another. + +A three-legged wooden stool and a split-bottom chair stood beside the +table, and a haircloth couch, which looked as if it had been saved from +the Ark, was pushed near the wall beside the door. + +Across this couch was thrown a ragged patchwork quilt, and a pillow +covered with calico rested on one end, with the mark of a head dented +deep in the center. + +Jim shrugged his shoulders with a look of disgust, stepped quickly to +the door and called: + +"Come on in, Kid!" + +Nance fumbled her thin hands nervously and spoke with the faintest +suggestion of a sob in her voice. + +"I ain't got nothin' for ye to eat----" + +"We've had dinner," he answered carelessly. + +He stepped to the door and called: + +"Bring that little bag from under the seat, Kiddo." + +He held the door open, and the light streamed across the yard to the +car. He watched her steadily while she raised the cushion of the rear +seat, lifted the bag and sprang from the car. His keen eye never left +her for an instant until she placed it in his hands. + +"Mercy, but it's heavy!" she panted, as she gave it to him. + +He took it without a word and placed it on the table in the center of +the room. + +Nance glared at him sullenly. + +"There's no place for ye, I tell ye----" + +Jim faced her with mock politeness. + +"For them kind words--thanks!" + +He bowed low and swept the room with a mocking gesture. + +"There ain't no room for ye," the old woman persisted. + +Jim raised his voice to a squeaking falsetto with deliberate purpose to +torment her. + +"I got ye the first time, darlin'!" he exclaimed, lifting his hands +above her as if to hold her down. "We must linger awhile for your +name--anyhow, we mustn't forget that. This is Mrs. Nance Owens?" + +The old woman started and watched him from beneath her heavy eyebrows, +answering with sullen emphasis: + +"Yes." + +Again Jim lifted his hands above his head and waved her to earth. + +"Well! Don't blame me! I can't help it, you know----" + +He turned to his wife and spoke with jolly good humor. + +"It's the place, all right. Set down, Kiddo--take off your hat and +things. Make yourself at home." + +Nance flew at him in a sudden frenzy at his assumption of insolent +ownership of her cabin. + +"There's no place for ye to sleep!" she fairly shrieked in his face. + +Again Jim's arms were over her head, waving her down. + +"All right, sweetheart! We're from New York. We don't sleep. We've come +all the way down here to the mountains of North Carolina just to see +you. And we're goin' to sit up all night and look at ye----" + +He sat down deliberately, and Nance fumbled her hands with a nervous +movement. + +Mary's heart went out in sympathy to the forlorn old creature in her +embarrassment. Her dress was dirty and ragged, an ill-fitting gingham, +the elbows out and her bare, bony arms showing through. The waist was +too short and always slipping from the belt of wrinkled cloth beneath +which she kept trying to stuff it. + +Mary caught her restless eye at last and held it in a friendly look. + +"Please let us stay!" she pleaded. "We can sleep on the +floor--anywhere." + +"You bet!" Jim joined in. "Married two weeks--and I don't care whether +it rains or whether it pours or how long I have to stand outdoors--if I +can be with you, Kid." + +The old woman hesitated until Mary's smile melted its way into her +heart. + +Her lips trembled, and her watery blue eyes blinked. + +"Well," she began grumblingly, "thar's a little single bed in that +shed-room thar for you--ef he'll sleep in here on the sofy." + +Jim leaped to his feet. + +"What do ye think of that? Bully for the old gal! Kinder slow at first. +As the poet sings of the little bed-bug, she ain't got no wings--but she +gets there just the same!" + +He drew the electric torch from his pocket and advanced on Nance. + +"By Golly--I'll have another look at you." + +Nance backed in terror at the sight of the revolver-like instrument. + +"What's that?" she gasped. + +"Just a little Gatlin' gun!" he cried jokingly. He pressed the button, +and the light flashed squarely in the old woman's eyes. + +"God 'lmighty--don't shoot!" she screamed. + +Jim doubled with laughter. + +"For the love o' Mike!" + +Nance leaned against the side table and wiped the perspiration from her +brow. + +"Lord! I thought you'd kilt me!" she panted, still trembling. + +"Ah, don't be foolish!" Jim said persuasively. "It can't hurt you. Here, +take it in your hand--I'll show you how to work it. It's to nose round +dark places under the buzz-wagon." + +He held it out to Nance. + +"Here, take it and press the button." + +The old woman drew back. + +"No--no--I'm skeered! No----" + +Jim thrust the torch into her hand and forced her to hold it. + +"Oh, come on, it's easy. Push your finger right down on the button." + +Nance tried it gingerly at first, and then laughed at the ease with +which it could be done. She flashed it on the floor again and again. + +"Why, it's like a big lightnin' bug, ain't it?" + +She turned the end of it up to examine more closely, pushed the button +unconsciously, and the light flashed in her eyes. She jumped and handed +it quickly to Jim. + +"Or a jack o' lantern--here, take it," she cried, still trembling. + +Jim threw his hands up with a laugh. + +"Can you beat it!" + +Backing quickly to the door, Nance called nervously to Mary: + +"I'll get your room ready in a minute, ma'am." She paused and glanced at +Jim. + +"And thar's a shed out thar you can put your devil wagon in----" + +She slipped through the dirty calico curtains, and Mary saw her go with +wondering pity in her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. A LITTLE BLACK BAG + +Mary watched Nance, with a quick glance at Jim. Again he had forgotten +that he had a wife. She had studied this strange absorption with +increasing uneasiness. During the long, beautiful drive of the afternoon +beside laughing waters, through scenes of unparalleled splendor, through +valleys of entrancing peace, the still, sapphire skies bending above +with clear, Southern Christmas benediction, he had not once pressed her +hand, he had not once bent to kiss her. + +Each time the thought had come, she fought back the tears. She had +made excuses for him. He was absorbed in the memories of his miserable +childhood in New York, perhaps. The approaching meeting with his +relatives had awakened the old hunger for a mother's love that had +been denied him. The scenes through which they were passing had perhaps +stirred the currents of his subconscious being. + +And yet why should such memories estrange his spirit from hers? The +effect should be the opposite. In the remembrance of his loneliness and +suffering, he should instinctively turn to her. The love with which she +had unfolded his life should redeem the past. + +He was standing now with his heavy chin silhouetted against the +flickering light of the candle on the table. His hand closed suddenly +on the handle of the bag with the swift clutch of an eagle's claw. She +started at the ugly picture it made in the dim rays of the candle. + +What were the thoughts seething behind the mask of his face? She watched +him, spellbound by his complete surrender to the mood that had dominated +him from the moment he had touched the deep forests of the Black +Mountain range. A grim elation ruled even his silences. The man standing +there rigid, his face a smiling, twitching mask, was a stranger. This +man she had never known, or loved. And yet they were bound for life in +the tenderest and strongest ties that can hold the human soul and body. + +She tossed her head and threw off the ugly thought. It was morbid +nonsense! She was just hungry for a kiss, and in his new environment he +had forgotten himself as many thoughtless men had forgotten before and +would forget again. + +"Jim!" she whispered tenderly. + +He made no answer. His thick lips were drawn in deep, twisted lines +on one side, as if he had suddenly reached a decision from which there +could be no appeal. + +She raised her voice slightly. + +"Jim?" + +Not a muscle of his body moved. The drawn lines of the mouth merely +relaxed. His answer was scarcely audible. + +"Yep----" + +"She's gone!" + +"Yep----" + +She moved toward him wistfully. + +"Aren't you forgetting something?" + +His square jaw still held its rigid position silhouetted in sharp +profile against the candle's light. He answered slowly and mechanically. + +"What?" + +His indifference was more than the sore heart could bear. The pent-up +tears of the afternoon dashed in flood against the barriers of her will. + +"You--haven't--kissed--me--today," she stammered, struggling with each +word to save a break. + +Still he stood immovable. This time his answer was tinged with the +slightest suggestion of amusement. + +"No?" + +She staggered against the table beside the door and gripped its edge +desperately. + +"Oh--" she gasped. "Don't you love me any more?" + +With his sullen head still holding its position of indifference, his +absorption in the idea which dominated his mind still unbroken, he threw +out one hand in a gesture of irritation. + +"Cut it, Kid! Cut it!" + +His tones were not only indifferent; they were contemptuously +indifferent. + +With a sob, she sank into the chair and buried her face in her arms. + +"You're tired! I see it now; you've tired of me. Oh--it's not +possible--it's not possible!" + +The torrent came at last in a flood of utter abandonment. + +Jim turned, looked at her and threw up his hands in temporary surrender. + +"Oh, for God's sake!" he muttered, crossing deliberately to her side. He +stood and let her sob. + +With a quick change of mood, he drew her to her feet, swept her swaying +form into his arms, crushed her and covered her lips with kisses. + +"How's that?" + +She smiled through her tears. + +"I feel better----" + +Jim laughed. + +"For better or worse--`until Death do us part'--that's what you said, +Kid, and you meant it, too, didn't you?" + +He seized both of her arms, held them firmly and gazed into her eyes +with steady, stern inquiry. + +She looked up with uneasy surprise. + +"Of course--I meant it," she answered slowly. + +He held her arms gripped close and said: + +"Well--we'll see!" + +His hands relaxed, and he turned away, rubbing his square chin +thoughtfully. + +She watched him in growing amazement. What could be the mystery back of +this new twist of his elusive mind? + +He laid his hand on the black bag again, smiled, and turned and faced +her with expanding good humor. + +"Great scheme, this marryin', Kid! And you believe in it exactly as I +do, don't you?" + +"How do you mean?" she faltered. + +"That it binds and holds both our lives as only Almighty God can bind +and hold?" + +"Yes--nothing else IS marriage." + +"That's what I say, too!" + +He placed his hands on her shoulders. + +"Great scheme!" he repeated. "I get a pretty girl to work for me for +nothing for the balance of my life." He paused and lifted the slender +forefinger of his right hand. "And you pledged your pious soul--I +memorized the words, every one of them: `I, Mary, take thee, James, +to my wedded husband--TO HAVE AND TO HOLD from this day forward, FOR +BETTER, FOR WORSE, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, +to love, cherish AND OBEY, TIL DEATH DO US PART, ACCORDING TO GOD'S HOLY +ORDINANCE; AND THEREUNTO I GIVE THEE MY TROTH----'" + +He paused, lifted his head and smiled grimly: "That's some promise, +believe me, Kiddo! `AND OBEY'--you meant it all, didn't you?" + +She would have hedged lightly over that ugly old word which still +survived in the ceremony Craddock had used, but for the sinister +suggestion in his voice back of the playful banter. He had asked it half +in jest, half in earnest. She had caught by the subtle sixth sense the +tragic idea in that one word that he was going to hold her to it. The +thought was too absurd! + +"OBEY--you meant it, didn't you?" he repeated grimly. + +A smile played about the corners of her mouth as she answered dreamily: + +"Yes--I--I--PROMISED!" + +"That's why I set my head on you from the first--you're good and +sweet--you're the real thing." + +Again she caught the sinister suggestion in his tone and threw him a +startled look. + +"What has come over you today, Jim?" she asked. + +He hesitated and answered carelessly. + +"Oh, nothing, Kiddo--just been thinking a little about business. Got +to go to work, you know." He returned to the table and touched the bag +lightly. + +"Watch out now for this bag while I put up the car--and don't forget +that curiosity killed the cat." + +Quick as a flash, she asked: + +"What's in it?" + +Jim threw up his hands and laughed. + +"Didn't I tell you that curiosity killed a cat?" He pointed to the skin +on the wall. "That's what stretched that wild-cat's hide up there! She +got too near the old musket!" + +"Anyhow, I'm not afraid of her end--what's in it?" + +Jim scratched his red head and looked at her thoughtfully. + +"You asked me that once before today, didn't you?" + +"Yes----" + +"Well, it's a little secret of mine. Take my advice--put your hand on +it, but not in it." + +Again the sinister look and tone chilled her. + +"I don't like secrets between us, Jim," she said. + +She looked at the bag reproachfully, and he watched her keenly--then +laughed. + +"I'd as well tell you and be done with it; you'll go in it anyhow." + +She tossed her head with a touch of angry pride. He took her hand, led +her across the room and placed it on the valise. + +"I've got five thousand dollars in gold in that bag." + +She drew back, surprised beyond the power of speech. + +"And I'm going to give it to this old woman----" + +"To her--why?" she gasped. + +"She's my mother." + +"Your MOTHER?" + +"Yes." + +"I--I--thought--you told me she was dead." + +"No. I said that I didn't know who she was." + +He paused, and a queer brooding look crept into his face. + +"I haven't seen her since I was a little duffer three years old. This +room and these wild crags and trees come back to me now--just a glimpse +of them here and there. I've always remembered them. I thought I'd +dreamed it----" + +"You remember--how wonderful!" she breathed reverently. She understood +now, and the clouds lifted. + +"The skunk I called my daddy," Jim went on thoughtfully, "took me to New +York. He said that my mother deserted me when I was a kid. I believed +him at first. But when he beat me and kicked me into the streets, I knew +he was a liar. When I got grown I began to think and wonder about her. I +hired a lawyer that knew my daddy, and he found her here----" + +With a cry of joy, she seized his arms: + +"Tell her quick! Oh, you're big and fine and generous, Jim--and I knew +it! They said that you were a brute. I knew they lied. Tell her quick!" + +He lifted his hand in protest. + +"Nope--I'm going to put up a little job on the old girl--show her the +money tonight, get her wild at the sight of it--and give it to her +Christmas morning. We've only a few hours to wait----" + +"Oh, give it to her now--Jim! Give it to her now!" + +He shook his head and walked to the door. + +"I want to say something to her first and give her time to think it +over. Look out for the bag, and I'll bring in the things." + +He swung the rough board door wide, slammed it and disappeared in the +darkness. + +The young wife watched the bag a moment with consuming curiosity. She +had fiercely resented his insulting insinuations at her curiosity, and +yet she was wild to look at that glowing pile of gold inside and picture +the old woman's joyous surprise. + +Her hand touched the lock carelessly and drew back as if her finger had +been burned. She put her hands behind her and crossed the room. + +"I won't be so weak and silly!" she cried fiercely. + +She heard Jim cranking the car. It would take him five minutes more to +start it, get it under the shed and bring in the suit-case and robes. + +"Why shouldn't I see it!" she exclaimed. "He has told me about it." She +hesitated and struggled for a moment, quickly walked back to the bag and +touched the spring. It yielded instantly. + +"Why, it's not even locked!" she cried in tones of surprise at her silly +scruples. + +Her hand had just touched the gold when Nance entered. + +She snapped the bag and smiled at the old woman carelessly. What a sweet +surprise she would have tomorrow morning! + +Nance crossed slowly, glancing once at the girl wistfully as if she +wanted to say something friendly, and then, alarmed at her presumption, +hurried on into the little shed-room. + +Mary waited until she returned. + +"Room's all ready in thar, ma'am," she drawled, passing into the kitchen +without a pause. + +"All right--thank you," Mary answered. + +She quickly opened the bag, thrust her hand into the gold and +withdrew it, holding a costly green-leather jewelry-case of exquisite +workmanship. There could be no mistake about its value. + +With a cry of joy, she started back, staring at the little box. + +"Another surprise! And for me! Oh, Jim, man, you're glorious! My +Christmas present, of course! I mustn't look at it--I won't!" + +She pushed the case from her toward the bag and drew it back again. + +"What's the difference? I'll take one little, tiny peep." + +She touched the spring and caught her breath. A string of pearls fit for +the neck of a princess lay shining in its soft depths. She lifted them +with a sigh of delight. Her eye suddenly rested on a stanza of poetry +scrawled on the satin lining in the trembling hand of an old man she had +known. + +She dropped the pearls with a cry of terror. Her face went white, and +she gasped for breath. The jewel-case in her hand she had seen before. +It had belonged to the old gentleman who lived in the front room on the +first floor of her building in the days when it was a boarding house. +The wife he had idolized was long ago dead. This string of pearls from +her neck the old man had worshiped for years. The stanza from "The +Rosary" he had scrawled in the lining one day in Mary's presence. He had +moved uptown with the landlady. Two months ago a burglar had entered his +room, robbed and shot him. + +"It's impossible--impossible!" she gasped. "Oh, dear God--it's +impossible! Of course the burglar pawned them, and Jim bought them +without knowing. Of course! My nerves are on edge today--how silly of +me----" + +Jim's footsteps suddenly sounded on the porch, and she thrust the +jewel-case back into the bag with desperate effort to pull herself +together. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. THE AWAKENING + +For a moment she felt the foundations of the moral and physical world +sinking beneath her feet. Dizziness swept her senses. She gripped +the table, leaning heavily against it, her eye watching the door with +feverish terror for Jim's appearance. + +She had never fainted in her life. It was absurd, but the room was +swimming now in a dim blur. Again she gripped the table and set her +teeth. She simply would not give up. Why should she leap to the worst +possible explanation of the jewels? The hatred of old Ella for Jim and +the furious antagonism of Jane Anderson had poisoned her mind, after +all. It was infamous that she could suspect her husband of crime merely +because two silly women didn't like him. + +He could explain the jewels. He, of course, asked no questions of the +pawn-broker. They were probably sold at auction and he bought them. + +It seemed an eternity from the time Jim's foot step echoed on the little +porch until he pushed the door open and hastily entered, his arms piled +with lap-robes, coats and the dress-suit case in his hand. + +He walked with quick, firm step, threw the coats and robes on the couch +and placed the suit-case at its head. He hadn't turned toward her and +his face was still in profile while he removed the gloves from his +pockets, threw them on the robes, and drew the scarlet woolen neckpiece +from his throat. + +She was studying him now with new terror-stricken eyes. Never had she +seen his jaw look so big and brutal. Never had the droop of his eyelids +suggested such menace. Never had the contrast of his slender hands and +feet suggested such hideous possibilities. + +"Merciful God! No! No!" she kept repeating in her soul while her dilated +eyes stared at him in sheer horror of the suggestion which the jewels +had roused. + +She drew a deep breath and strangled the idea by her will. + +"I'll at least be as fair as a jury," she thought grimly. "I'll not +condemn him without a hearing." + +Jim suddenly became aware of the menace of her silence. She had not +moved a muscle, spoken or made the slightest sound since he had entered. +He had merely taken in the room at a glance and had seen her standing in +precisely the same place beside the table. + +He saw now that she was leaning heavily against it. + +He raised his head and faced her with a sudden, bold stare, and his +voice rang in tones of sharp command. + +"Well?" + +She tried to speak and failed. She had not yet sufficiently mastered her +emotions. + +"What's the matter?" he growled. + +"Jim----" she gasped. + +He took a step toward her with set teeth. + +"You've been in that bag--Well?" + +Her face was white, her voice husky. + +"Those jewels, Jim----" + +A cunning smile played about his mouth and he shook his head. + +"I tried to keep my little secret from you till Christmas morning; but +you're on to my curves now, Kiddo, and I'll have to 'fess up----" + +"You bought them for me?" she asked with trembling eagerness. + +"Who else do you reckon I'd buy 'em for? I was going to surprise you, +too, tomorrow morning. You've spoiled the fun." + +She had slipped close to his side and he could hear her quick intake of +breath. + +"That's--so--sweet of you, Jim. I'm sorry--I--spoiled the +surprise--you'd--planned----" + +"Oh, what's the difference!" he broke in carelessly. "It's all the same +five minutes after, anyhow. Well, don't you like 'em? Why don't you say +something?" + +"They're wonderful, Jim. Where--where--did you buy them?" + +He held her gaze in silence for an instant and fenced. + +"Isn't that a funny question, Kiddo?" he said in low tones. "I once +heard the old man I worked with in the shop say that you shouldn't look +a gift horse in the mouth." + +"I just want to know," she insisted. + +"I'm not going to tell you!" he said with a dry laugh. + +"Why not?" + +"Because you keep asking." + +"You wish to tease me?" + +"Maybe." + +"Please!" + +"Why do you want to know? Are you afraid they're fakes?" + +"No, they're beautiful--they're wonderful." + +"Well, if you don't want them," he broke in angrily, "I'll keep them. +I'll sell them." + +"Don't tease me, Jim!" she begged. "I don't mind if you bought them at +a pawn-shop--if that's why you won't tell me. That is the reason, isn't +it? Honestly, isn't it?" + +She asked the question with eager intensity. She had persuaded herself +that it was so and the horror had been lifted. She pressed close with +smiling, trembling lips: + +"I don't mind that, Jim! You got them from a pawn-broker, of course, +didn't you?" + +He looked at her with a puzzled expression and hesitated. + +"Didn't you?" she repeated. + +"No--I didn't!" was the curt answer. + +"You didn't?" she echoed feebly. + +"No!" + +With a quick breath she unconsciously drew back and he glared at her +angrily. + +"Say, what'ell's the matter with you, anyhow? Have you gone crazy?" + +"You--won't--tell me--where you bought them?" she asked slowly. + +He faced her squarely and spoke with deliberate contempt: + +"It's--none--of your business!" + +She held his gaze with steady determination. + +"That string of pearls belongs to the man who once lived in the front +room of my old building in New York. He moved uptown with my landlady. A +few months ago a burglar robbed and shot him----" + +She stopped, seized his arm and cried with strangling horror: + +"Jim! Jim! Where did you get them?" + +"Now I know you've gone crazy! You don't suppose that's the only string +of pearls in the world, do you? Did you count 'em? Did you weigh 'em?" + +"Where did you get them?" she demanded. + +"What put it into your head that that string of pearls belonged to your +old boarder?" + +"I saw him write the stanza of poetry on the satin lining of that case. +I've heard him recite it over and over again in his piping voice: `Each +bead a pearl--my rosary!' I KNOW that they belonged to him!" + +His mouth twitched angrily and he faced her, speaking with cold, brutal +frankness. + +"I might keep on lying to you, Kiddo, and get away with it. But +what's the use? You've got to know. It's just as well now--I did that +job----Yes!" + +Her face blanched. + +"You--a--burglar--a murderer!" + +Jim followed her with quick, angry gestures. + +"All I wanted was his money! He fought--it was his life or mine----" + +"A murderer!" + +"I just went after his money--I tell you--besides, he didn't die; he +got well. If he'd kept still he wouldn't have lost his pearls and he +wouldn't have been hurt----" + +"And I stood up for you against them all!" she answered in a dazed +whisper. "They told me--Jane Anderson with brutal frankness, Ella with +the heart-rending, timid confession of her own tragic life--they told me +that you were bad. I said they were liars. I said that they envied our +happiness. I believed that you were big and brave and fine. I stood by +you and married you!" + +She paused and looked at him steadily. In a rush of suppressed passion +she seized his arm with a violence that caused his heavy eyelids to lift +in amused surprise. + +"Oh, Jim--it's not true! It's not true--it's not true! For God's sake, +tell me that you're joking!--that you're teasing me! You can't mean it! +I won't believe it--I won't believe it!" + +Her head sank until it rested piteously against his breast. He stood +with his face turned awkwardly away and then moved his body until she +was forced to stand erect. + +He touched her shoulder gently and spoke soothingly: + +"Come, now, Kid, don't take on so. I'll quit the business when I make my +pile." + +She drew back instinctively and he followed: + +"I'll never touch another penny of yours. There's blood on it!" + +"Rot!" he went on soothingly. "It's good Wall Street cash--got it +exactly like they got theirs--got it because I was quicker and smarter +than the fellow that had it. I use a jimmy, they use a ticker--that's +all the difference." + +She drew her figure to its full height. + +"I'm going--Jim----" + +"Where?" + +His voice rasped like a file against steel. + +"Home!" + +"Your home's with me." + +"I won't live with a thief!" + +He stepped squarely before her and spoke with deliberate menace. + +"You're--not--going!" + +"Get out of my way!" she cried defiantly. + +His big jaw closed with a snap and his figure became rigid. The candle's +yellow light threw a strange glare on his face, convulsed. The blue +flames of hell were in the glitter of his steel eyes. + +Her heart sank in a dull wave of terror. She tried to gauge the depth of +his brutal rage. There was no standard by which to measure it. She had +never seen that look in his face before. His whole being was transformed +by some sinister power. + +She was afraid to move, but her mind was alert in this moment of supreme +trial. She hadn't used her last weapon yet. The fact that he held her +with such terrible determination was proof of the spell she had cast +over him. She might save him. He couldn't have been a criminal long. She +formed her new battle-line with quick decision. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. THE SURRENDER + +How long she gazed into the convulsed face of the man who had squared +himself before her, mattered little measured by the tick of the watch +in her belt. Into the mental anguish endured a life's agony had been +pressed. It could not have been more than twenty seconds, and yet it +marked the birth of a new being within the soul of a woman. She had been +searching only for her own happiness. The search had entangled another +in the meshes of her life. Too much had been lived in the past two +weeks to be undone by a word and forgotten in a day. She had attempted, +coward-like, to run. + +She saw now in the consuming flame of a great sorrow that the man before +her had some rights which the purest woman must reckon with. He might be +a burglar. At least it was her duty to try to save him from himself. Her +surrender of the past weeks was a tie that would bind them through all +eternity. There was no chemistry of earth or heaven or hell that could +erase its memories. Her life was no longer her own--this man's was bound +with hers. She must face the facts. She would make one honest, +brave effort to save him. To do this she would give all without +reservation--pride must be cast to the winds. + +Her voice suddenly changed to tears. + +"Oh, Jim, you do love me, don't you?" + +His body slowly relaxed, his eyes shifted, and he shrugged his square +shoulders. + +"What'ell did I marry you for?" + +"Tell me--do you?" she demanded. + +"You know that I love you. What do you ask me such a fool question for? +I love you with a love that can kill. Do you hear me? That's why you're +not going anywhere without me." + +There was no mistaking the depth of his passion. She trembled to realize +its power and yet it was the lever by which she must move him. + +"Then you've got to give this life up. You're young and brave and +strong. You can earn an honest living. You haven't been in this long--I +feel it, I know it. Have you?" + +"No!" + +"How long?" + +"Eight months." + +"Oh, Jim, dear, you must give it up now for my sake. I'll work with you +and work for you. I'll teach, I'll sew, I'll scrub, I'll slave for you +day and night--if you're only clean and honest." + +He turned on her fiercely. + +"Cut it, Kid--cut it! I'm out for the stuff now. I'm going to get rich +and I'm going to get rich QUICK--that's all that's the matter with me!" + +"But, Jim," she broke in tenderly--"you did earn an honest living. Your +workshop proves that." + +"I've used that to improve my tools and melt the swag the past year. The +shop's all right." + +"But you did make a successful invention?" + +"You bet I did," he answered savagely, "and that's why I quit the +business. Three years ago I took down a big automobile and worked out an +improvement in the transmission that settled the question of heavy draft +machines. I took it to a lawyer in Wall Street and he took it to a man +that had money. Between the two of 'em, they didn't do a thing to +me! They were going to put my patent on the market and make me a +millionaire. God, I was crazy----" + +He paused and squared his shoulders with a deep breath. + +"They put it on the market all right and they made some +millionaires--but I wasn't one of 'em, Kiddo! They got me to sign a +paper that skinned me out of every dollar as slick as you can pull an +eel through your fingers. I hired another lawyer and gave him half he +could get to beat 'em. He fought like a tiger and two days before I +met you he got his verdict and they paid it--just ten thousand dollars. +Think of it--ten thousand dollars! And each of them got a million cash. +They sold it outright for two millions and a half. My lawyer got five +thousand dollars, and I got five thousand dollars. That's mine, anyhow. +It's in that bag there. I'm working on a new set of tools now in my +shop. I'm going to get that money back from the two thieves who stole +it from me by law. I'll take it by force, the way they took it. If I can +croak them both in the fight--well, there'll be two thieves less to rob +honest men and women, that's all." + +"Oh, Jim!" Mary gasped, lifting a trembling hand to her throat as if +to tear open her collar. "You're mad. You don't know what you're +saying----" + +"Don't fool yourself, Kiddo," he interrupted fiercely. "My eyes are open +now, and I've got a level head back of 'em, too. I've doped it all out. +You ought to 'a' heard that lawyer give me a few lessons in business +when he'd skinned me and salted my hide. He was good-natured and +confidential. He seemed to love me. `Business is war, sonny,' he piped, +between the puffs of the big Havana cigar he was smoking--`war! war to +the knife! We got you off your guard and put the knife into you at the +right minute--that's all. Don't take it so hard! Invent something +else and keep your eyes peeled. You ought to love us for giving you an +education in business early in life. You're young. You won't have to +learn your lesson again. Go to work, sonny, in your shop, and turn out +another new tool for the advancement of trade!'" + +He paused and smiled grimly. + +"I've done it, too! I've just finished a little invention that'll crack +any safe in New York in twenty minutes after I touch it." + +He broke into a dry laugh, sat down and deliberately lighted a fresh +cigarette. + +She studied his face with beating heart. Was he lost beyond all hope +of reformation? Or was this the boyish bravado of an amateur criminal +poisoned by the consciousness of wrong? She tried to think. She felt the +red blood pounding through her heart and beating against her brain in +suffocating waves of despair. + +In vivid flashes the scene of her marriage but two weeks ago, came back +in tormenting memories. The solemn words she had spoken kept ringing +like the throb of a funeral bell far up in the star-lit heavens---- + + +"I, MARY ADAMS, TAKE THEE, JAMES ANTHONY, TO MY WEDDED HUSBAND, TO HAVE +AND TO HOLD... FOR BETTER FOR WORSE, FOR RICHER FOR POORER, IN SICKNESS +AND IN HEALTH, TO LOVE, CHERISH, AND TO OBEY, TILL DEATH DO US PART, +ACCORDING TO GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE; AND THERETO I GIVE THEE MY TROTH." + + +The last solemn prayer kept ringing its deep-toned message over all---- + + +"GOD THE FATHER, GOD THE SON, GOD THE HOLY GHOST, BLESS, PRESERVE, AND +KEEP YOU; THE LORD MERCIFULLY WITH HIS FAVOR LOOK UPON YOU, AND FILL YOU +WITH ALL SPIRITUAL BENEDICTION AND GRACE; THAT YE MAY SO LIVE TOGETHER +IN THIS LIFE, THAT IN THE WORLD TO COME YE MAY HAVE LIFE EVERLASTING. +AMEN." + + +In a sudden rush of desperate pity for herself and the man to whom she +was bound, she dropped on her knees by his side, slipped her arms about +his neck and clung to him, sobbing. + +"Oh, Jim, Jim, man," she whispered hoarsely. "I can't see you sink into +hell like this! Have you no real love in your heart for the woman who +has given all? Have mercy on me! Have mercy! You can't mean the hideous +things you've just said! You've been crazed by your losses. You're just +a boy yet. Life is all before you. You're only twenty-four. I'm just +twenty-four. We can both begin anew. I've never lived until these +past weeks--neither have you. You couldn't drag me down into a life of +crime----" + +Her head sank and her voice choked into silence. He made no movement of +his hand to soothe her. His voice was not persuasive. It was hard and +cold. + +"I'm not asking you to help me on any of my jobs," he said. "I'm the +financier of the family. You can say the prayers and keep house." + +"Knowing that you are a criminal? That your hands are stained with human +blood?" + +"Why not?" he snapped, the blue blaze flashing again in his eyes. +"Suppose you were the wife of the gentlemanly lawyer-thief who robbed +me, using the law instead of a jimmy--would you bother your little head +about my business? Does his wife ask him where he got it? Does anybody +know or care? He lives on Fifth Avenue now. He bought a palace up there +the day after he got my money. We passed it on the way to the Park the +day I met you. A line of carriages was standing in front and finely +dressed women were running up the red carpet that led down the stoop and +under the canopy to the curb. Did any of the gay dames who smiled and +smirked at that thief's wife ask how he got the money to buy the house? +Not much. Would they have cared if they had known? They'd have called +him a shrewd lawyer--that's all! Do you reckon his wife worries about +such tricks of trade? Why should mine worry?" + +She gripped his hand with desperate pleading. + +"Oh, Jim, dear, you can't be a criminal at heart! I wouldn't have loved +you if it had been true. I can't believe it! I won't believe it. You're +posing. You don't mean this. You can't mean it. You're going to return +every dishonest dollar that you've taken." + +"You don't know what you're talking about!" + +He closed his jaw with a snap and leaned close in eager, tense +excitement. + +"Do you know how much junk I've piled into a little box in my shop the +past three months?" + +"I don't care--I don't want to know!" + +"You've got to care--you've got to know now! It's worth a hundred +thousand dollars, do you hear? A hundred thousand dollars! It would take +me a life-time to earn that on a salary. In two weeks after we get back +to New York with my new invention that lawyer advised me to make, I'll +go through his house--I'll open his safe, I'll take every diamond, every +pearl and every scrap of stolen jewelry his wife's wearing. And I won't +leave a fingerprint on the window sill. I've got two of his servants +working for me. + +"In six months I'll be worth half a million. In a year I'll pull off +the big haul I'm planning and I'll be a millionaire. We'll retire from +business then--just like they did. We'll build our marble palace down at +Bay Ridge and our yacht will nod in the harbor. We'll spend our summers +in Europe when we like and every snob and fool in New York will fall +over himself to meet me. And every woman will envy my wife. I'm young, +Kiddo, but I've cut my eye teeth. You've just been born. I'm running the +business end of this thing. You think you can reform me. You can--AFTER +I'VE MADE OUR PILE. I'll join the church then and sing louder than that +lawyer. But if you think you're going to stop my business career at this +stage of the game--forget it, forget it!" + +He sprang up with a quick movement of his tense body and threw her off. +She rose and watched his restless steps as he paced the floor. Her mind +was numb as if from a mortal blow. She brushed the tangled ringlets of +brown hair back from her forehead, drew the handkerchief from her belt +and wiped the perspiration from her brow. + +Before she could gather the strength to speak, he wheeled suddenly and +confronted her: + +"I've known from the first, Kiddo, that you're not the kind to help in +this business. I don't expect it. I don't ask it. I need a ranch +like this down here for storage. I'm going to take the old woman into +partnership with me." + +She started back in an instinctive recoil of horror. + +"Your MOTHER?" + +He nodded. + +"Yep!" + +She drew a step nearer and peered into his set face. + +"YOU WILL MAKE YOUR OWN MOTHER A CRIMINAL?" + +"Sure!" he growled. "That's what I came down here for." + +"She won't do it!" + +"She won't, eh?" he sneered. "Look at this hog pen!" + +He swept the bare, wretched cabin with a gesture of contempt and +shrugged his shoulders. + +"Look at the rags she's wearing," he went on savagely. "When we talk +it over tonight with that five thousand dollars in gold shining in +her eyes--I'm going to show her a lot o' things she never saw before, +Kiddo--take it from me!" + +She answered in slow, even tones: + +"I can't live with you, Jim." + +The blue flames beneath the drooping eyelids were leaping now in the +yellow glare of the candle's rays. The muscles of his body were knotted. +His voice came from his throat a low growl. + +"Do you know who you're fooling with?" + +The blood of a clean life flamed in her cheeks and nerved her with +reckless daring. Her figure stiffened and her voice rang with defiant +scorn: + +"Yes. I know at last--a thief who would drag his own mother down to hell +with him!" + +Not a muscle of his powerful body moved; his face was a stolid mask. He +threw his words slowly through his teeth: + +"Now you listen to me. You're my wife. I didn't invent this marriage +game. I played it as I found it. And that's the way you're going to play +it. You're good and sweet and clean--I like that kind, and I won't +have no other. You're mine. MINE, do you hear! Mine for life--body and +soul--`FOR BETTER FOR WORSE, FOR RICHER FOR POORER, IN SICKNESS AND IN +HEALTH, TO LOVE, CHERISH'----" + +He paused and thrust his massive jaw squarely into her face: + +"`----AND OBEY!'" he hissed, "`UNTIL DEATH DO US PART, ACCORDING TO +GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE'--you said it, didn't you?" + +"Yes----" + +"Well?" + +She turned from him with sudden aversion: + +"I didn't know what you were----" + +"Nobody ever knows BEFORE they're married!" he broke in savagely. "You +took your chances. I took mine--`FOR BETTER FOR WORSE.' We'll just say +now it's for worse and let it go at that!" + +The little body stiffened. + +"I'll die first!" + +He held her gaze without words, searching the depths of her being with +the cold, blue flame in his drooping eyes. If she were bluffing, it was +easy. She could talk her head off for all he cared. If she meant it, he +might have his hands full unless he mastered the situation at once and +for all time. + +There was no sign of yielding to his iron will. An indomitable soul had +risen in her frail body and defied him. His decision was instantaneous. + +"Oh, you'll die sooner than live with me--eh?" + +There was something hideous in the cold venom with which he drawled +the words. Her heart fairly stopped its beating. With the last ounce of +courage left, she held her place and answered: + +"Yes!" + +With the sudden crouch of a tiger he drew his clenched fist to strike. + +"Forget it!" + +She sprang back with terror, her body trembling in pitiful weakness. + +"You snivelling little coward!" he growled. + +"Oh, Jim, Jim," she faltered,--"you--you--couldn't strike me!" + +A step nearer and he stood over her, his big, flat head thrust forward, +his eyes gleaming, his muscles knotted in blind rage. + +"No--I won't STRIKE you," he whispered. "I'll just KILL you--that's +all!" + +With the leap of an infuriated beast he sprang on her and his sharp +fingers gripped her throat. + + +The world went black and she felt herself sinking into a bottomless +abyss. With maniac energy she tore his hands from her throat and the +warm blood streamed from the gash his nails had torn. + +"Jim! Jim! For God's sake!" she moaned in abject terror. + +With a sullen growl, his fingers, sharp as a leopard's claw, found her +neck again and closed with a grip that sent the blood surging to her +brain and her eyes starting from their sockets. + +The one hideous thought that flashed through her mind was that he was +going to plunge his claws into her eyes and blind her for life. He +could hold her his prisoner then. She made a last desperate struggle +for breath, her hands relaxed, she drooped and sank to the couch toward +which he had hurled her in the first rush of his assault. + +He lifted her and choked the slender neck again to make sure, loosed his +hands and the limp body dropped on the couch and was still. + +He stood watching her in silence, his arms at his side. + +"Damned little fool!" he muttered. "I had to give you that lesson. The +sooner the better!" + +He waited with contemptuous indifference until she slowly recovered +consciousness. She lay motionless for a long time and then slowly opened +her eyes. + +Thank God! They had not been gouged out as poor Ella's. She didn't mind +the warm blood that soaked her collar and ran down her neck. If he would +only spare her eyes. Blindness had been her one unspeakable terror. She +closed her eyes again and silently prayed for strength. Her strength was +gone. Wave after wave of sickening, cowardly terror swept her prostrate +soul. She could feel his sullen presence--his body with its merciless +strength towering above her. She dared not look. She knew that he was +watching her with cruel indifference. A single cry, a single word and he +might thrust his claw into her eyes and the light of the world would go +out forever. + +Her terror was too hideous; she could endure it no longer. She must +move. She must try to save herself. She lifted her head and caught his +steady, venomous gaze. + +A quick, sliding movement of abject fear and she was erect, facing him +and backing away silently. + +He followed with even step, his gaze holding her as the eyes of a snake +its victim. She would not let him know her terror of blindness. She +preferred death a thousand times. If he would only kill her outright it +was all the mercy she would ask. + +"You--won't--kill--me--Jim!" she sobbed. "Please--please, don't kill +me!" + +He lifted his sharp finger and followed her toward the shed-room door, +his voice the triumphant cry of an eagle above his prey. + +"`FOR BETTER, FOR WORSE--UNTIL DEATH DO US PART!'" + +Her heart gave a bound of cowardly joy. He had relented. He would not +blind her. She could live. She was young and life was sweet. + +She tried to smile her surrender through her tears as she backed slowly +away from his ominous finger. + +"Yes, I'll try--Jim. I'll try--`UNTIL DEATH DO US PART--UNTIL +DEATH--UNTIL DEATH----'" + +Her voice broke into a flood of tears as she blindly felt her way +through the door and into the darkened room. + +He paused on the threshold, held the creaking board shutter in his hand +and broke into a laugh. + +"The world ain't big enough for you to get away from me, Kiddo. Good +night--a good little wife now and it's all right!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. TO THE NEW GOD + +Jim closed the door of the little shed-room with a bang, and stood +listening a moment to the sobs inside. + +"`UNTIL DEATH DO US PART,' Kiddo!" he laughed grimly. + +He turned back into the room and saw Nance standing at the opposite +entrance between the calico curtains, an old, battered, flickering +lantern in her hand. A white wool shawl was thrown over the gray head +and fell in long, filmy waves about her thin figure. Her deep-sunken +eyes were exaggerated in the dim light of lantern and candle. She smiled +wanly. + +He stopped short at the apparition; a queer shiver of superstitious fear +shook him. The white form of Death suddenly and noiselessly appearing +from the darkness could not have been more uncanny. He had wondered +vaguely while the quarrel with his wife was progressing, what had become +of his mother. As the fight had reached its height, he had forgotten +her. + +She looked at him, blinking her eyes and trying to smile. + +"Where the devil have you been, old gal?" he asked nervously. + +"Nowhere," she answered evasively. + +"You've been mighty quiet on the trip anyhow. I see you've brought +something back from nowhere." + +Nance glanced down at the jug she carried in her left hand and laughed. + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"Nothin'----" + +"Nothin' from nowhere sounds pretty good to me when I see it in a brown +jug on Christmas Eve. You're all right, old gal! I was just going to +ask if you had a little mountain dew. You're a mind reader. I'll bet the +warehouse you keep that stored in is some snug harbor--eh?" + +"They ain't never found it yit!" she giggled. + +"And I'll bet they won't--bully for you!" + +She took down a tin cup from a shelf and placed it beside the jug. + +"Another glass, sweetheart----" + +The old woman stared at him in surprise, walked to the shelf and brought +another tin cup. + +"What do ye want with two?" she asked in surprise. + +Jim moved toward the stool beside the table. + +"Sit down." + +"Me?" + +"Sure. Let's be sociable. It's Christmas Eve, isn't it?" + +"Yeah!" Nance answered cheerfully, taking her seat and glancing timidly +at her guest. + +Jim seized the jug, poured out two drinks of corn whiskey, handed her +one and raised his: + +"Well, here's lookin' at you, old girl." + +He paused, lowered his cup and smiled. + +"But say, give me a toast." He nodded toward the shed-room. "I'm on my +honeymoon, you know." + +His hostess laughed timidly and glanced at him from the corners of her +eyes. She wished to be sociable and make up as best she could for her +rudeness on their arrival. + +"I ain't never heard but one fur honeymooners," she said softly. + +"Let's have it. I've never heard a toast for honeymooners in my life. +It'll be new to me--fire away!" + +Nance fumbled her faded dress with her left hand and laughed again. + +"'May ye live long and prosper an' all yer troubles be LITTLE ONES!'" + +She laughed aloud at the old, worm-eaten joke and Jim joined. + +"Bully! Bully, old girl--bully!" + +He lifted his cup and drained it at one draught and Nance did the same. + +He seized the jug and poured another drink for each. + +"Once more----" + +He leaned across the table. + +"And here's one for you." He squared his body and lifted his cup: + +"To all your little ones--no matter how big they are!" + +Jim drained his liquor without apparently noticing her agitation, though +he was watching her keenly from the corner of his eye. + +The cup she held was lowered slowly until the whiskey poured over her +dress and on the floor. Her thin figure drooped pathetically and her +voice was the faintest sob: + +"I--I--ain't got--none!" + +"I heard you had a boy," Jim said carelessly. + +The drooping figure shot upright as if a bolt of lightning had swept +her. She stared at him in tense silence, trying to gather her wits +before she answered. + +"Who told you anything about me?" she demanded sternly. + +"A fellow in New York," Jim continued with studied carelessness--"said +he used to live down here." + +"He LIVED down here?" she repeated blankly. + +"Yep--come now, loosen up and tell us about the kid." + +"There ain't nuthin' ter tell--he's dead," she cried pathetically. + +"He said you deserted the child and left him to starve." + +"He said that?" she growled. + +"Yep." + +He was silent again and watched her keenly. + +She fumbled her dress and glanced nervously across the table as if +afraid to ask more. Unable to wait for him to speak, she cried nervously +at last: + +"Well--well--what else did he say?" + +"That he took the little duffer to New York and raised him." + +"RAISED him?" + +She fairly screamed the words, springing to her feet trembling from head +to foot. + +"Till he was big enough to kick into the streets to shuffle for +himself." + +"The scoundrel said he was dead." + +Her voice was far away and sank into dreamy silence. She was living the +hideous, lonely years again with a heart starved for love. + +Jim's voice broke the spell: + +"Then you didn't desert him?" The man's eyes held hers steadily. + +She stared at him blankly and spoke with rushing indignation: + +"Desert him--my baby--my own flesh and blood? There's never been a +minute since I looked into his eyes that I wouldn't 'a' died fur him." + +She paused and sobbed. + +"He had such pretty eyes, stranger. They looked like your'n--only they +wuz puttier and bluer." + +She lifted her faded dress, brushed the tears from her cheeks and went +on rapidly: + +"When I found his drunken brute of a daddy was a liar and had another +wife, I wouldn't live with him. He tried to make me but I kicked him +out of the house--and he stole the boy to get even with me." Her voice +broke, she dropped her head and choked back the tears. "He did get even +with me, too--he did," she sobbed. + +Jim watched her in silence until the paroxysm had spent itself. + +"You think you'd know this boy now if you found him?" + +She bent close, her breath coming in quick gasps. + +"My God, mister, do you think I COULD find him?" + +"He lives in New York; his name is Jim Anthony." + +"Yes--yes?" she said in a dazed way. "He called hisself Walter +Anthony--he wuz a stranger from the North and my boy's name was Jim." +She paused and bent eagerly across the table. "New York's an awful big +place, ain't it?" + +"Some town, old gal, take it from me." + +"COULD I find him?" + +"If you've got money enough. You said you'd know him. How?" + +"I'd know him!" she answered eagerly. "The last quarrel we had was about +a mark on his neck. He wuz a spunky little one. You couldn't make him +cry. His devil of a daddy used to stick pins in him and laugh because +he wouldn't cry. The last dirty trick he tried was what ended it all. He +pushed a live cigar agin his little neck until I smelled it burnin' in +the next room. I knocked him down with a chair, drove him from the house +and told him I'd kill him if he ever put his foot inside the door agin. +He stole my boy the next night--but he'll carry that scar to his grave." + +"You'd love this boy now if you found him in New York as bad as his +father ever was?" Jim asked with a curious smile. + +"Yes--he's mine!" was the quick, firm answer. + +Jim watched her intently. + +"I looked Death in the face for him," she went on fiercely. "I'd dive +to the bottom o' hell to find him if I knowed he wuz thar---- But what's +the use to talk; that devil killed him! I've waked up many a night +stranglin' with a dream when I seed the drunken brute burnin' an' +beatin' an' torturin' him to death. The feller you've heard about ain't +him. 'Tain't no use to make me hope an' then kill me----" + +"He's not dead, I tell you. I know." + +Jim's voice rang with conviction so positive the old woman's breath came +in quick gasps and she smiled through her eager tears. + +"And I MIGHT find him?" + +"IF you've got money enough! Money can do anything in this world." + +He opened the black bag, thrust both hands into it and threw out a +handful of yellow coin which he allowed to pour through his fingers and +rattle into a tin plate which had been left on the table. + +Her eyes sparkled with avarice. + +"It's your'n--all your'n?" she breathed hungrily. + +"I'm taking it down South to invest for a fool who thinks"--he stopped +and laughed--"who thinks it's bad luck to keep money that's stained with +blood----" + +Nance started back. + +"Got blood on it?" + +Jim spoke in confidential appeal. + +"That wouldn't make any difference to you, would it?" + +She shook her gray locks and glanced at the pile of yellow metal, +hungrily. + +"I--I wouldn't like it with blood marks!" + +He lifted a handful of coin, clinked it musically in his hands and held +it in his open palms before her. + +"Look! Look at it close! You don't see any blood marks on it, do you?" + +Her eyes devoured it. + +"No." + +He seized her hand, thrust a half-dozen pieces into it and closed her +thin fingers over it. + +"Feel of it--look at it!" + +Her hands gripped the gold. She breathed quickly, broke into a laugh, +caught herself in the middle of it, and lapsed suddenly into silence. + +"Feels good, don't it?" he laughed. + +Nance grinned, her uneven, discolored gleaming ominously in the flicker +of the candle. + +"Don't it?" he repeated. + +"Yeah!" + +He lifted another handful and threw it in the air, catching it again. + +"That's the stuff that makes the world go 'round. There's your only +friend, old girl! Others promise well--but in the scratch they fail." + +"Yeah--when the scratch comes they fail!" Nance echoed. + +"Money never fails!" Jim continued eagerly. "It's the god that knows no +right or wrong----" + +He touched the pile in the plate and drew the bag close for her to see. + +"How much do you guess is there?" + +Nance gazed greedily into the open bag and looked again at the shining +heap in the plate. + +"I dunno--a million, I reckon." + +The man laughed. + +"Not quite that much! But enough to make you rich for life--IF you had +it." + +The old woman turned away pathetically and shook her gray head. + +"I wouldn't have to work no more, would I?" + +Her thin hands touched the faded, dirty dress. + +"And I could buy me a decent dress," her voice sank to a whisper, "and I +could find my boy." + +"You bet you could!" Jim exclaimed. "There's just one god in this world +now, old girl--the Almighty Dollar!" + +He paused and leaned close, persuasively: + +"Suppose now, the man that got that money had to kill a fool to take +it--what of it? You don't get big money any other way. A burglar watches +his chance, takes his life in his hands and drills his way into a house. +He finds a fool there who fights. It's not his fault that the man was +born a fool, now is it?" + +"Mebbe not----" + +"Of course not. A burglar kills but one to get his pile, and then only +because he must, in self-defence. A big gambling capitalist corners +wheat, raises the price of bread and starves a hundred thousand children +to death to make his. It's not stained with blood. Every dollar is +soaked in it! Who cares?" + +"Yeah--who cares?" Nance growled fiercely. + +Jim smiled at his easy triumph. + +"It's dog eat dog and the devil take the hindmost now!" + +"That's so--ain't it?" she agreed. + +"You bet! Business is business and the best man's the man that gets +there. Steal a hundred dollars, you go to the penitentiary--foolish! +Don't do it. Steal a million and go to the Senate!" + +"Yeah!" Nance laughed. + +"Money--money for its own sake," he rushed on savagely--"right or wrong. +That's all there is in it today, old girl--take it from me!" + +He paused and his smile ended in a sneer. + +"Man shall eat bread in the sweat of his brow? Only fools SWEAT!" + +Nance turned her face away, sighed softly, glancing back at Jim +furtively. + +"I reckon that's so, too. Have another drink, stranger?" + +She poured another cup of whiskey and one for herself. She raised hers +as if to drink and deftly threw the contents over her shoulder. + +Jim seized the jug and poured again. + +"Once more. Come, I've another toast for you. You'll drink this one I +know." + +He lifted his cup and rose a little unsteadily. Nance stood with +uplifted cup watching him. + +"As the poet sings," he began with a bow to the old woman: + + "France has her lily, England the rose, + Everybody knows where the shamrock grows-- + Scotland has her thistle flowerin' on the hill, + But the American Emblem--is a One Dollar Bill!" + +He broke into a boisterous laugh. + +"How's that, old girl?" + +"That's bully, stranger!" + +He lifted high his cup. + +"We drink to the Almighty Dollar!" + +"To the Almighty Dollar!" Nance echoed, clinking her cup against his. + +He drained it while she again emptied hers over her shoulder. + +"By golly, you're all right, old girl. You're a good fellow!" he cried +jovially. + +"Yeah--have another?" she urged. + +She filled his cup and placed it on his side of the table. His eye had +rested on the gold. He ignored the invitation, lifted a handful of gold +and dropped it with musical clinking into the plate. + +"Blood marks--tommyrot!" he sneered. + +"Yeah--tommyrot!" she echoed. "That's what I say, too!" + +Jim wagged his head sagely: + +"Now you're talking sense, old girl!" + +He leaned across the table and pointed his finger straight into her +face. + +"And don't you forget what I'm tellin' ye tonight--get money, get +money!" + +He stopped suddenly and a sneer curled his lips. + +"Oh I Get it `fairly'--get it `squarely'--but whatever you do--by +God!--GET IT!" + +His uplifted hand crashed downward and gripped the gold. His fingers +slowly relaxed and the coin clinked into the plate. + +Nance watched him eagerly. + +"Yeah, that's it--get it," she breathed slowly. + +Jim lifted his drooping eyes to hers. + +"If you've GOT it, you're a god--you can do no wrong. Nobody's goin' to +ask you HOW you got it; all they want to know is HAVE you got it!" + +"Yeah, nobody's goin' to ask you HOW you got it," Nance repeated, "they +just want to know HAVE you got it! Yeah--yeah!" + +"You bet!" + +Jim's head sank in the first stupor of liquor and he dropped into the +chair. + +The old woman leaned eagerly over the plate of gold and clutched the +coin with growing avarice. Her fingers opened and closed like a bird +of prey. She touched it lovingly and held it in her hands a long time +watching Jim's nodding head with furtive glances. She dropped a handful +of coin into the plate and watched its effect on the drooping head. + +He looked up and his eyes fell again. + +"Bed-time, I reckon," Nance said. + +"Yep--pretty tired. I'll turn in." + +The old woman glided sidewise to the table near the kitchen door, picked +up the lantern and started to feel her way backwards through the calico +curtains. + +"See you in the mornin', old gal," Jim drawled--"Christmas mornin'--an' +I got somethin' else to tell ye in the mornin'----" + +Again his head sank to the table. + +"All right, mister--good night!" Nance answered, slowly feeling her way +through the opening, watching him intently. + +Jim lifted his head and nodded heavily for a moment. His hand slipped +from the table and he drew himself up sharply and rose, holding to the +table for support. + +He picked up the plate of coin, poured it back in the bag, snapped the +lock and walked with the bag unsteadily to the couch. He placed the bag +under the pillow and pressed the soft feathers down over it, turned back +to the table and extinguished the candle by a quick, square blow of his +open palm on the flame. + +He staggered to the couch, pushed the coats to the floor, dropped +heavily, drew the lap-robe over him and in five minutes was sound +asleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. NANCE'S STOREHOUSE + + +The cabin was still. Only the broken sobbing of the woman in the little +shed-room came faint and low on old Nance's ears. + +She slipped from the kitchen into the shadows of a tree near the house +and listened until the sobbing ceased. + +She crept close to the shed and stood silent and ghost-like beside its +daubed walls. Immovable as a cat crouching in the hedge to spring on her +prey, she waited until the waning moon had sunk behind the crags. She +laid her ear close to a crack in the logs from which she had once pushed +the red mud to let in the light. All was still at last. The sobbing had +stopped. The young wife was sound asleep. + +She had wondered vaguely at first about the crying, but quickly made +up her mind that it was only a lover's quarrel. She was glad of it. The +girl would bar her door and sulk all night. So much the better. There +would be no danger of her entering the living-room where Jim slept. + +She would wait a little longer to make sure she was asleep. A half hour +passed. The white-shrouded figure stood immovable, her keen ears tuned +for the slightest sounds from within. + +The stars were shining in unusual brilliance. She could see her way +through the shadows even better than in full moon. A wolf was crying +again for his mate from a distant crag. She had grown used to his howls. +He had come close to her cabin once in the day-time. She had tried to +creep on him and show her friendliness. But he had fled in terror at the +first glimpse of her dress through the parting underbrush. + +An owl was calling from his dead tree-top down the valley. She smiled at +his familiar, tremulous call. Her own eyes were wide as his tonight. +No sight or sound of Nature among the crags about her cabin had for her +spirit any terror. The night was her mantle. + +She added to the meager living which she had wrung from her mountain +farm by trading with the illicit distillers of the backwoods of Yancey +County. Too ignorant to run a distillery of her own, she had stored +their goods with such skill that the hiding-place had never been +discovered. She loved good whiskey herself. She had tried to find in its +fiery depths the dreams of happiness life had so cruelly denied her. + +The hiding-place of this whiskey had puzzled the revenue officers of +every administration for years. They had watched her house day and +night. Not one of them had ever struck the trail to her storehouse. + +The game had excited her imagination. She loved its daring and +danger. That there was the slightest element of wrong or crime in her +association with the moonshiners of her native heath had never for a +moment entered her mind. It was no crime to make whiskey. This was the +first article of the creed of the true North Carolina mountaineer. +They had from the first declared that the tax levied by the Federal +Government on the product of their industry was an infamous act of +tyranny. They had fought this tyranny for two generations. They would +fight it as long as there was breath in their bodies and a single load +of powder and buckshot for their rifles. + +Nance considered herself a heroine in the pride of her soul for the +shrewd and successful defiance she had given the revenue officers for so +many years. + +She had been too cunning to even allow one of her own people to know the +secret of her store house. For that reason it had never been discovered. +She always stored the whiskey temporarily in the potato shed or under +the cabin floor until night and then alone carried it to the place she +had discovered. + +She laughed softly at the thought of this deep hiding-place tonight. +Its temperature never varied winter or summer. Not a track had ever been +left at its door. She might live a hundred years and, unless some spying +eye should see her enter, its existence could never be suspected. + +She tipped softly into the kitchen, walked to the door of the +living-room and listened to the even, heavy breathing of the man on the +couch. + +Once more the faint echo of a sob in the shed beyond came to her keen +ears. She stood for five minutes. It was not repeated. She had only +imagined it. The girl was still asleep. + +She turned noiselessly back into the kitchen, put a box of matches in +her pocket, felt her way to the low shelf on which she had placed the +battered lantern, picked it up and shook it to make sure the oil was +sufficient. + +She stepped lightly into the yard, pushed open the gate of the +split-board garden fence, walked along the edge to the corner and +selected a spade from the tools that leaned against the boards. + +Carrying the spade and unlighted lantern in her left hand, she glided +from the yard into the woods. Her right hand before her to feel for +underbrush or overhanging bough, she made her way rapidly to the +swift-flowing mountain brook. + +Arrived at the water whose musical ripple had guided her steps, she +removed her shoes and placed them beside a tree. She wore no stockings. +The faded skirt she raised and tucked into her belt. She could wade knee +deep now without hindrance. + +Seizing the spade and lantern, she made her way slowly and carefully +downstream for three hundred yards and paused beside a shelving ledge +which projected half-way across the brook. + +She paused and listened again for full ten minutes, immovable as the +rock on which her thin, bony hand rested. The stars were looking, but +they could only peep through the network of overhanging trees. + +Feeling her way along the rock until the ledge rose beyond her reach, +she bent low and waded through a still pool of eddying water straight +under the mountain-side for more than a hundred feet. Her extended right +hand had felt for the stone ceiling above her head until it ran abruptly +out of reach. + +She straightened her body and took a deep breath. Ten steps she counted +carefully and placed her bare feet on the dry rock beyond the water. + +Carefully picking her way up the sloping bank until she reached a +stretch of soft earth, she sank to her hands and knees and crawled +through an opening less than three feet in height. + +"Thar now!" she laughed. "Let 'em find me if they can!" + +She lighted her lantern and seated herself on a boulder to rest--one +hundred and fifty feet in the depths of a mountain. The cavern was ten +feet in height and fifty feet in length. The projecting ledges of rock +made innumerable shelves on which a merchant might have displayed his +wares. + +The old woman was too shrewd for that. Her jugs were carefully planted +in the ground behind two fallen boulders, and their hiding-place +concealed by a layer of drift which she had gathered from the edge +of the water. She had taken this precaution against the day when some +curious explorer might stumble on her secret as she had found it hunting +ginsing roots in the woods overhead. Her foot had slipped suddenly +through a hole in the soft mould. She peered cautiously below and could +see no bottom. She dropped a stone and heard it strike in the depths. +She made her way down the side of the crag and found the opening through +the still eddying waters. The hole through the roof she had long ago +plugged and covered with earth and dry leaves. + +She carried her lantern and spade to the further end of her storehouse +and dug a hole in the earth about two feet in depth. The earth she +carefully placed in a heap. + +"That's the place!" she giggled excitedly. + +She left her lantern burning, dropped again on the soft, mould-covered +earth and quickly emerged on the stone banks of the wide, still pool. +Her hand high extended above her head, she waded through the water until +she touched the heavy ceiling, lowered her body again to a stooping +position and rapidly made her way out into the bed of the brook. + +She passed eagerly along the babbling path and stopped with sure +instinct at the tree beside whose trunk she had placed her shoes. + +In five minutes she had made her way through the woods and reached +the house. She tipped into the kitchen and stood in the doorway or the +living-room watching her sleeping guest. The even breathing assured her +that all was well. Her plan couldn't fail. She listened again for the +sobs in the shed-room. + +She was sure once that she heard them. Five minutes passed and still she +was uncertain. To avoid any possible accident she tipped back through +the kitchen, circled the house and placed her ear against the crack in +the logs. + +The girl was sobbing--or was she praying? She crouched beside the wall, +waited and listened. The night wind stirred the dead leaves at her feet. +She lifted her head with a sudden start, laughed softly and bent again +to listen. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. TRAPPED + +The sobbing in the little room was the only sound that came from one of +the grimmest battle-fields from which the soul of a woman ever emerged +alive. + +To the first rush of cowardly tears Mary had yielded utterly. She had +fallen across the high-puffed feather mattress of the bed, shivering in +humble gratitude at her escape from the horror of blindness. The grip +of his claw-like fingers on her throat came back to her now in sickening +waves. The blood was still trickling from the wound which his nails had +made when she tore them loose in her first mad fight for breath. + +She lifted her body and breathed deeply to make sure her throat was +free. God in heaven! Could she ever forget the hideous sinking of body +and soul down into the depths of the black abyss! She had seen the face +of Death and it was horrible. Life, warm and throbbing, was sweet. She +loved it. She hated Death. + +Yes--she was a coward. She knew it now, and didn't care. + +She sprang to her feet with sudden fear. He might attack her again to +make sure that her soul had been completely crushed. + +She crept to the door and felt its edges. + +"Yes, thank God, there's a place for the bar!" She shivered. + +She ran her trembling fingers carefully along the rough logs and found +it in the corner. She slipped it cautiously into the iron sockets, +staggered to the bed and dropped in grateful assurance of safety for the +moment. She buried her face in the pillow to fight back the sobs. How +great her fall! She could crawl on her hands and knees to Jane Anderson +now and beg for protection. The last shred of pretense was gone. The +bankrupt soul stood naked and shivering, the last rag torn from pride. + +What a miserable fight she had made, too, when put to the test! Ella had +at least proved herself worthy to live. The scrub-woman had risen in the +strength of desperation and killed the beast who had maimed her. She had +only sunk a limp mass of shivering, helpless cowardice and fled from the +room whining and pleading for mercy. + +She could never respect herself again. The scene came back in vivid +flashes. His eyes, glowing like two balls of blue fire, froze the blood +in her veins--his voice the rasping cold steel of a file. And this +coarse, ugly beast had held her in the spell of love. She had clung to +him, kissed him in rapture and yielded herself to him soul and body. And +he had gripped her delicate throat and choked her into insensibility, +dropping her limp form from his hands like a strangled rat. She could +remember the half-conscious moment that preceded the total darkness as +she felt his grip relax. + +He would choke and beat her again, too. He had said it in the sneering +laughter at the door. + +"A good little wife now and it's all right!" + +And if you're not obedient to my whims I'll choke you until you are! +That was precisely what he meant. That he was capable of any depth of +degradation, and that he meant to drag her with him, there could be no +longer the shadow of a doubt. + +She could not endure another scene like that. She sprang to her feet +again, shivering with terror. She could hear the hum of the conversation +in the next room. He was persuading his mother to join in his criminal +career. He was busy with his oily tongue transforming the simple, +ignorant, lonely old woman into an avaricious fiend who would receive +his blood-stained booty and rejoice in it. + +He was laughing again. She put her trembling hands over her ears to shut +out the sound. He had laughed at her shame and cowardice. It made her +flesh creep to hear it. + +She would escape. The mountain road was dark and narrow and crooked. She +would lose her way in the night, perhaps. No matter. She could keep +warm by walking. At dawn she would find her way to a cabin and ask +protection. If she could reach Asheville, a telegram would bring +her father. She wouldn't lose a minute. Her hat and coat were in the +living-room. She would go bareheaded and without a coat. In the morning +she could borrow one from the woman at the Mount Mitchell house. + +She crept cautiously along the walls of the room searching for a door or +window. There must be a way out. She made the round without discovering +an opening of any kind. There must be a window of some kind high up for +ventilation. There was no glass in it, of course. It was closed by a +board shutter--if she could reach it. + +She began at the door, found the corner of the room and stretched her +arms upward until they touched the low, rough joist. Over every foot of +its surface she ran her fingers, carefully feeling for a window. There +was none! + +She found an open crack and peered through. The stars were shining cold +and clear in the December sky. The twinkling heavens reminded her that +it was Christmas Eve. The dawn she hoped to see in the woods, if she +could escape, would be Christmas morning. There was no time for idle +tears of self-pity. + +The one thought that beat in every throb of her heart now was to escape +from her cell and put a thousand miles between her body and the beast +who had strangled her. She might break through the roof! As a rule the +shed-rooms of these rude mountain cabins were covered with split boards +lightly nailed to narrow strips eighteen inches apart. If there were +no ceiling, or if the ceiling were not nailed down and she should +move carefully, she might break through near the eaves and drop to the +ground. The cabin was not more than nine feet in height. + +She raised herself on the footrail of the bed and felt the ceiling. +There could be no mistake. It was there. She pressed gently at first and +then with all her might against each board. They were nailed hard and +fast. + +She sank to the bed again in despair. She had barred herself in a prison +cell. There was no escape except by the door through which the beast had +driven her. And he would probably draw the couch against it and sleep +there. + +And then came the crushing conviction that such flight would be of no +avail in a struggle with a man of Jim's character. His laughing words of +triumph rang through her soul now in all their full, sinister meaning. + +"The world ain't big enough for you to get away from me, Kiddo!" + +It wasn't big enough. She knew it with tragic and terrible certainty. In +his blind, brutal way he loved her with a savage passion that would halt +at nothing. He would follow her to the ends of the earth and kill any +living thing that stood in his way. And when he found her at last he +would kill her. + +How could she have been so blind! There was no longer any mystery about +his personality. The slender hands and feet, which she had thought +beautiful in her infatuation, were merely the hands and feet of a thief. +The strength of jaw and neck and shoulders had made him the most daring +of all thieves--a burglar. + +His strange moods were no longer strange. He laughed for joy at the wild +mountain gorges and crags because he saw safety for the hiding-place of +priceless jewels he meant to steal. + +There could be no escape in divorce from such a brute. He was happy in +her cowardly submission. He would laugh at the idea of divorce. Should +she dare to betray the secrets of his life of crime, he would kill her +as he would grind a snake under his heel. + +A single clause from the marriage ceremony kept ringing its +knell--"until DEATH DO US PART!" + +She knelt at last and prayed for Death. + +"Oh, dear God, let me die, let me die!" + +Suicide was a crime unthinkable to her pious mind. Only God now could +save her in his infinite mercy. + +She lay for a long time on the floor where she had fallen in utter +despair. The tears that brought relief at first had ceased to flow. +She had beaten her bleeding wings against every barrier, and they were +beyond her strength. + +Out of the first stupor of complete surrender, her senses slowly +emerged. She felt the bare boards of the floor and wondered vaguely why +she was there. + +The hum of voices again came to her ears. She lay still and listened. +A single terrible sentence she caught. He spoke it with such malignant +power she could see through the darkness the flames of hell leaping in +his eyes. + +"Nobody's going to ask you HOW you got it--all they want to know is HAVE +you got it!" + +She laughed hysterically at the idea of reformation that had stirred her +to such desperate appeal in the first shock of discovery. As well dream +of reforming the Devil as the man who expressed his philosophy of +life in that sentence! Blood dripped from every word, the blood of the +innocent and the helpless who might consciously or unconsciously stand +in his way. The man who had made up his mind to get rich quick, no +matter what the cost to others, would commit murder without the quiver +of an eyelid. If she had ever had a doubt of this fact, she could have +none after her experience of tonight. + +She wondered vaguely of the effects he was producing on his ignorant +old mother. Her words were too low and indistinct to be heard. But she +feared the worst. The temptation of the gold he was showing her would be +more than she could resist. + +She staggered to her feet and fell limp across the bed. The iron walls +of a life prison closed about her crushed soul. The one door that could +open was Death and only God's hand could lift its bars. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. THE DEVIL'S DISCIPLE + + +Hour after hour Nance stood beside the wall of the shed-room and with +the patience of a cat waited for the sobs to cease and the girl to be +quiet. + +Mary had risen from the bed once and paced the floor in the dark for +more than an hour, like a frightened, wild animal, trapped and caged for +the first time in life. With growing wonder, Nance counted the beat +of her foot-fall, five steps one way and five back--round after round, +round after round, in ceaseless repetition. + +"Goddlemighty, is she gone clean crazy!" she exclaimed. + +The footsteps stopped at last and the low sobs came once more from the +bed. The old woman crouched down on a stone beside the log wall and drew +the shawl about her shoulders. + +A rooster crowed for midnight. Still the restless thing inside was +stirring. Nance rose uneasily. Her lantern was still burning in her +storehouse under the cliff. The wick might eat so low it would explode. +She had heard that such things happened to lamps. It was foolish to have +left it burning, anyhow. + +She glided noiselessly from the house into the woods, entered her hidden +door exactly as she had done before, extinguished the lantern, placed it +on a shelving rock and put a dozen matches beside it. + +In ten minutes she had returned to the house and crouched once more +against the wall of the shed. + +The low, pleading voice was praying. She pressed her ear to the crack +and heard distinctly. She must be patient. Her plan was sure to succeed +if she were only patient. No woman could sob and pray and walk all +night. She must fall down unconscious from sheer exhaustion before day. + +The old woman slipped into the kitchen, took up the quilt which she had +spread on the floor for her bed, wrapped it about her thin shoulders and +returned to her watch. + +Again and again she rose, believing her patience had won, and placed +her ear to the crack only to hear a sound within which told her only too +plainly that the girl was yet awake. Sometimes it was a sigh, sometimes +she cleared her throat, sometimes she tossed restlessly. One spoken +sentence she heard again and again: + +"Oh, dear God, have mercy on my lost soul!" + +"What can be the matter with the fool critter!" Nance muttered. "Is she +moanin' for sin? To be shore, they don't have no revival meetings this +time o' year!" + +She had known sinners to mourn through a whole summer sometimes, but +never in all her experience in religious revivals had a mourner carried +it over into winter. The dancing had always eased the tension and +brought a relapse to sinful thoughts. + +The hours dragged until the roosters began to crow for day. It would +soon be light. + +She must act now. There was no time to lose. She pressed her ear to the +crack once more and held it five minutes. + +Not a sound came from within. The broken spirit had yielded to the +stupor of exhaustion at last. + +With swift, cat's tread Nance circled the cabin and entered the kitchen. +The quilt she carefully spread on the floor leading to the entrance to +the living-room, crossed it softly and stood in the doorway with her +long hands on the calico hangings. + +For five minutes she remained immovable and listened to the deep, +regular breathing of the sleeping man. Her wits were keen, her eyes +wide. She could see the dim outlines of the furniture by the starlight +through the window. Small objects in the room were, of course, +invisible. To light a candle was not to be thought of. It might wake the +sleeper. + +She knew how to make the light without a noise or its rays reaching +his face. He had startled her with the electric torch because of its +novelty. She was no longer afraid. She would know how to press the +button. He had left the thing lying on the table beside the black bag. +He might have hidden the gold. He would not remember in his drunken +stupor to move the electric torch. + +She glided ghost-like into the room. Her bare feet were velvet. She knew +every board in the floor. There was one near the table that creaked. She +counted her steps and cleared the spot without a sound. + +Her thin fingers found the edge of the table and slipped with uncanny +touch along its surface until her hand closed on the rounded form of the +torch. + +Without moving in her tracks she turned the light on the table and in +every nook and corner of the room beyond. She slowly swung her body on a +pivot, flashing the light into each shadow and over every inch of floor, +turning always in a circle toward the couch. + +Satisfied that the object she sought was nowhere in the circle she had +covered, she moved a step from the table and winked the light beneath +it. She squatted on the floor and flashed it carefully over every inch +of its boards from one corner of the room to the other and under the +couch. + +She rose softly, glided behind the head of the sleeping man and stood +back some six feet, lest the flash of the torch might disturb him. +She threw its rays behind the couch and slowly raised them until they +covered the dirty pillow on which Jim was sleeping. There beneath the +pillow lay the bag with its precious treasure. He was sleeping on it. +She had feared this, but felt sure that the whiskey he had drunk would +hold him in its stupor until late next morning. + +She crouched low and fixed the light's ray slowly on the bag that her +hand might not err the slightest in its touch. She laid her bony fingers +on it with a slow, imperceptible movement, held them there a moment and +moved the bag the slightest bit to test the sleeper's wakefulness. To +her surprise he stirred instantly. + +"What'ell!" he growled sleepily. + +She stood motionless until he was breathing again with deep, even, heavy +throb. Gliding back to the table, she flashed the light again on the +bag and studied its position. His big neck rested squarely across it. To +move it without waking him was a physical impossibility. + +Here was a dilemma she had not fully faced. She had not believed it +possible for him to place the bag where she could not get it. Her +only purpose up to this moment had been to take it and store it safely +beneath the soft earth in the inner recess of the cave. He would miss +it in the morning, of course. She would express her amazement. The bar +would be down from the front door. Someone had robbed him. The money +could never be found. + +She had made up her mind to take it the moment he had convinced her that +his philosophy of life was true. His eloquence had transformed her +from an ignorant old woman, content with her poverty and dirt, into a +dangerous and daring criminal. + +There was no such thing as failure to be thought of now for a moment. +The spade in the inner room of her store-house could be put to larger +use if necessary. With the strength of the madness now on her she could +carry his body on her back through the woods. The world would be none +the wiser. He had quarreled with his wife, and left her in a rage that +night. That was all she knew. The sheriff of neither county could +afford to bother his head long over an insolvable mystery. Besides, both +sheriffs were her friends. + +Her decision was instantaneous when once she saw that it was safe. + +She smiled over the grim irony of the thing--his words kept humming in +her ears, his voice, low and persuasive: + +"Suppose now the man that got that money had to kill a fool to take +it--what of it? You don't get big money any other way!" + +On the shelf beside the door was a butcher knife which she also used for +carving. She had sharpened its point that night to carve her Christmas +turkey next day. + +She raised the torch and flashed its rays on the shelf to guide her +hand, crept to the wall, took down the knife and laid the electric torch +in its place. + +Steadying her body against the wall, her arms outspread, she edged +her way behind the couch and bent over the sleeping man until by his +breathing she had located his heart. + +She raised her tall figure and brought the knife down with a crash into +his breast. With a sudden wrench she drew it from the wound and crouched +among the shadows watching him with wide-dilated eyes. + +The stricken sleeper gasped for breath, his writhing body fairly +leaped into the air, bounded on the couch and stood erect. He staggered +backward and lurched toward her. The crouching figure bent low, gripping +the knife and waiting for her chance to strike the last blow. + +Strangling with blood, Jim opened his eyes and saw the old woman +creeping nearer through the gray light of the dawn. + +He threw his hands above his head and tried to shout his warning. She +was on him, her trembling hand feeling for his throat, before he could +speak. + +Struggling, in his weakened condition, to tear her fingers away, he +gasped: + +"Here! Here! Great God! Do you know what you're doing?" + +"I just want yer money," she whispered. "That's all, and I'm a-goin' ter +have it!" + +Her fingers closed and the knife sank into his neck. + +She sprang back and watched him lurch and fall across the couch. His +body writhed a moment in agony and was still. + +Holding the knife in her hand, she tore open the bag and thrust her +itching fingers into the gold, gripping it fiercely. + +"Nobody's goin' to ask ye how ye got it--they just want to know HAVE ye +got it--yeah! Yeah----" + +The last word died on her lips. The door of the shed-room suddenly +opened and Mary stood before her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. DELIVERANCE + +The first dim noises of the tragedy in the living-room Mary's stupefied +senses had confused with a nightmare which she had been painfully +fighting. + +The torch in Nance's hand had flashed through a crack into her face +once. It was the flame of a revolver in the hands of a thief in Jim's +den in New York. She merely felt it. Her eyes had been gouged out and +she was blind. A gang of his coarse companions were holding a council, +cursing, drinking, fighting. Jim had sprung between two snarling brutes +and knocked the revolver into the air. The flame had scorched her face. + +With an oath he had slapped her. + +"Get out, you damned little fool!" he growled. "You're always in the way +when you're not wanted. Nobody can ever find you when there's work to be +done----" + +"But I can't see, Jim dear," she pleaded. "I do not know when things are +out of place----" + +"You're a liar!" he roared. "You know where every piece of junk stands +in this room better than I do. I can't bring a friend into that door +that you don't know it. You can hear the swish of a woman's skirt on the +stairs four stories below----" + +"I only asked you who the woman was who came in with you, Jim----" + +His fingers gripped her throat and stopped her breath. Through the roar +of surging blood she could barely hear the vile words he was dinning +into her ears. + +"I know you just asked me, you nosing little devil, and it's none of +your business! She's a pal of mine, if you want to know, the slickest +thief that ever robbed a flat. She's got more sense in a minute than +you'll ever have in a lifetime. She's going to live here with me now. +You can sleep on the cot in the kitchen. And you come when she calls, +if you know what's good for your lazy hide. I've told her to thrash the +life out of you if you dare to give her any impudence." + +She had cowered at his feet and begged him not to beat her again. The +fumes of whiskey and stale beer filled the place. + +Jim turned from her to quell a new fight at the other end of the room. +Another woman was there, coarse, dirty, beastly. She drew a knife and +demanded her share of the night's robberies. She was trying to break +from the men who held her to stab Jim. They were all fighting and +smashing the furniture---- + +She sprang from the bed with a cry of horror. The noise was real! It was +not a dream. The beast inside was stumbling in the dark. His passions +fired by liquor, he was fumbling to find his way into her room. + +She rushed to the door and put her shoulder against the bar, panting in +terror. + +She heard his strangling cry: + +"Here! Here! Great God! Do you know what you're doing?" + +And then his mother's voice, mad with greed, cruel, merciless: + +"I just want yer money--that's all, an' I'm goin' to have it!" + +She heard the clinch in the struggle and the dull blow of the knife. +In a sudden flash she saw it all. He had succeeded in rousing Nance's +avarice and transforming her into a fiend. Without knowing it she was +stabbing her own son to death in the room in which he had been born! + +She tried to scream and her lips refused to move. She tried to hurry to +the rescue and her knees turned to water. + +Gasping for breath, she drew the bar from her prison door and walked +slowly into the room. + +Nance's tall, bony figure was still crouched over the open bag, her +left hand buried in the gold, her right gripping the knife, her face +convulsed with greed--avarice and murder blended into perfect hell-lit +unity at last. + +Jim lay on his back, limp and still, obliquely across the couch, his +breast bared in the struggle, the blood oozing a widening scarlet blot +on his white shirt. His head had fallen backward over the edge and could +not be seen. + +Without moving a muscle, her body crouching, Nance spoke: + +"You wuz awake--you heered?" + +"Yes!" + +The gleaming eyes burned through the gray dawn, two points of +scintillating, hellish light fixed in purpose on the intruder. + +She had only meant to take the money. The fool had fought. She killed +him because she had to. And now the sobbing, sniveling little idiot who +had kept her waiting all night had stuck her nose into some thing that +didn't concern her. If she opened her mouth, the gallows would be the +end. + +She would open it too. Of course she would. She was his wife. They had +quarreled, but the simpleton would blab. Nance knew this with unerring +instinct. It was no use to offer her half the money. She didn't have +sense enough to take it. She knew those pious, baby faces--well, there +was room for two in the cave under the cliff. It was daylight now. No +matter; it was Christmas morning. No man or woman ever darkened her door +on Christmas day. She could hide their bodies until dark, and then it +was easy. She would be in New York herself before anyone could suspect +the meaning of that automobile in the shed or the owners would trouble +themselves to come after it. + +Again her decision was quick and fierce. Her hand was on the bag. She +would hold it against the world, all hell and heaven. + +With the leap of a tigress she was on the girl, the bag gripped in her +left hand, the knife in her right. + +To her amazement the trembling figure stood stock still gazing at her +with a strange look of pity. + +"Well!" Nance growled. "I ain't goin' ter be took now I've got this +money--I'm goin' to New York ter find my boy!" + +She lifted the knife and stopped in sheer stupor of surprise at the +girl's immovable body and staring eyes. Had she gone crazy? What on +earth could it mean? No girl of her youth and beauty could look death +in the face without a tremor. No woman in her right senses could see +the body of her dead husband lying there red and yet quivering without a +sign. It was more than even Nance's nerves could endure. + +She lowered the knife and peered into the girl's set face and glanced +quickly about the room. Could she have called help? Was the house +surrounded? It was impossible. She couldn't have escaped. What did it +mean? + +The old woman drew back with a terror she couldn't understand. + +"What are you looking at me like that for?" she panted. + +Mary held her gaze in lingering pity. Her heart went out now to the +miserable creature trembling in the presence of her victim. The blow +must fall that would crush the soul out of her body at one stroke. The +gray hair had tumbled over her distorted features, the ragged dress had +been torn from her throat in the struggle and her flat, bony breast was +exposed. + +"You don't--have--to--go--to--New York--to--find--your--boy!" the +strained voice said at last. + +Nance frowned in surprise and flew back at her in rage. + +"Yes I do, too--he lives thar!" + +The little figure straightened above the crouching form. + +"He's here!" + +Nance sank slowly against the table and rested the bag on the edge of +the chair. Its weight was more than she could bear. She tried to glance +over her shoulder at the body on the couch and her courage failed. The +first suspicion of the hideous truth flashed through her stunned mind. +She couldn't grasp it at once. + +"Whar?" she whispered hoarsely. + +Mary lifted her arm slowly and pointed to the couch. + +"There!" + +Nance glared at her a moment and broke into a hysterical laugh. + +"It's a lie--a lie--a lie!" + +"It's true----" + +"Yer're just a lyin' ter me ter get away an give me up--but ye won't do +it--little Miss--old Nance is too smart for ye this time. Who told you +that?" + +"He told me tonight!" + +"He told you?" she repeated blankly. + +"Yes." + +"You're a liar!" she growled. "And I'll prove it--you move out o' your +tracks an' I'll cut your throat. My boy's got a scar on his neck--I know +right whar to look for it. Don't you move now till I see--I know you're +a liar----" + +She turned and with the quick trembling fingers of her right hand tore +the shirt back from the neck and saw the scar. She still held the bag +in her left hand. The muscles slowly relaxed and the bag fell endwise to +the floor, the gold crashing and rolling over the boards. She stared in +stupor and threw both hands above her streaming gray hair. + +"Lord God Almighty!" she shrieked. "Why didn't I think that he wuz +somebody else's boy if he weren't mine!" + +The thin body trembled and crumpled beside the couch. + +The girl lifted her head in a look of awe as if in prayer. + +"And God has set me free! free! free!" + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. THE DOCTOR + +Mary stood overwhelmed by the tragedy she had witnessed. For the time +her brain refused to record sensations. She had seen too much, felt too +much in the past eight hours. Soul and body were numb. + +The first impressions of returning consciousness were fixed on Nance. +She had risen suddenly from the floor and smoothed the hair back from +Jim's forehead with tender touch as if afraid to wake him. She drew the +quilt from the kitchen floor, spread it over the body, and lifted her +eyes to Mary's. It was only too plain. + +Reason had gone. + +She tipped close and put her fingers on her lips. + +"Sh! We mustn't wake him. He's tired. Let him sleep. It's my boy. He's +come home. We'll fix him a fine Christmas dinner. I've got a turkey. +I'll bake a cake----" she paused and laughed softly. "I've got eggs too, +fresh laid yesterday. We'll make egg-nog all day and all night. I ain't +had no Christmas since that devil stole him. We'll have one this time, +won't we?" + +The girl's wits were again alert. She must run for help. A minute to +humor the old woman's delusion and she might return before any harm +came to her. Jim had not moved a muscle. It was plain that he was beyond +help. + +"Yes," Mary answered cheerfully. "You fix the cake--and I'll get the +wood to make a fire." + +Nance laughed again. + +"We'll have the dinner all ready for him when he wakes, won't we?" + +"Yes. I'll be back in a few minutes." + +Nance hurried into the kitchen humming an old song in a faltering voice +that sent the cold chills down the girl's spine. + +Mary slipped quietly through the door and ran with swift, sure foot down +the narrow road along which the machine had picked its way the afternoon +before. The cabin they had passed last could not be more than a mile. + +She made no effort to find the logs for pedestrians when the road +crossed the brook. She plunged straight through the babbling waters with +her shoes, regardless of skirts. + +Panting for breath, she saw the smoke curling from the cabin chimney a +quarter of a mile away. + +"Thank God!" she cried. "They're awake!" + +She was so glad to have reached her goal, her strength suddenly gave way +and she dropped to a boulder by the wayside to rest. In two minutes she +was up and running with all her might. + +She rushed to the door and knocked. + +A mountaineer in shirt-sleeves and stockings answered with a look of +mild wonder. + +"For God's sake come and help me. I must have a doctor quick. We spent +the night at Mrs. Owens'. She's lost her mind completely--a terrible +thing has happened--you'll help me?" + +"Cose I will, honey," the mountaineer drawled. "Jest ez quick ez I get +on my shoes." + +"Is there a doctor near?" she asked breathlessly. + +He answered without looking up: + +"The best one that God ever sent to a sick bed. He don't charge nobody +a cent in these parts. He just heals the sick because hit's his callin'. +Come from somewhar up North and built hisself a fine log house up on +the side of the mountains. Hit's full of all the medicines in the world, +too----" + +"Will you ask him to come for me?" Mary broke in. + +"I'll jump on my hoss an' have him thar in half a' hour. You can run +right back, honey, and look out for the po' ole critter till we get +thar." + +"Thank you! Thank you!" she answered grate fully. + +"Not at all, not at all!" he protested as he swung through the door +and hurried to the low-pitched sheds in which his horse and cow were +stabled. "Be thar in no time!" + +When Mary returned, Nance was still busy in the kitchen. She had built a +fire and put the turkey in the oven. + +Mary was counting the minutes now until the doctor should come. The old +woman's prattle about the return of her lost boy, so big and strong and +handsome, had become unendurable. She felt that she should scream and +collapse unless help came at once. She looked at her watch. It was just +thirty-five minutes from the time she had left the cabin in the valley +below. + +She sprang to her feet with a smothered cry of joy. The beat of a +horse's hoof at full gallop was ringing down the road. + +In two minutes the Doctor's firm footstep was heard at the kitchen door. + +Nance turned with a look of glad surprise. + +"Well, fur the land sake, ef hit ain't Doctor Mulford! Come right in!" +she cried. + +The Doctor seized her hand. + +"And how is my good friend, Mrs. Owens, this morning?" he asked +cheerfully. + +Mary was studying him with deep interest. She had asked herself the +question a hundred times how much she could tell him--what to say and +what to leave unsaid. One glance at his calm, intellectual face was +enough. He was a man of striking appearance, six feet tall, forty-five +years of age, hair prematurely gray and a slight stoop to his broad +shoulders. His brown eyes seemed to enfold the old woman in their +sympathy. + +Nance was chattering her answer to his greeting. + +"Oh, I'm feelin' fine, Doctor--" she dropped her voice +confidentially--"and you're just in time for a good dinner. My boy that +was lost has come home. He's a great big fellow, wears fine clothes and +come up the mountain all the way in a devil wagon." She put her hand +to her mouth. "Sh! He's asleep! We won't wake him till dinner! He's all +tired out." + +The Doctor nodded understandingly and turned toward Mary. + +"And this young lady?" + +"Oh, that's his wife from New York--ain't she purty?" + +The Doctor saw the delicate hands trembling and extended his. + +No word was spoken. None was needed. There was healing in his touch, +healing in his whole being. No man or woman could resist the appeal of +his personality. Their secrets were yielded with perfect faith. + +"Come with me quickly," Mary whispered. + +"I understand," he answered carelessly. + +Turning again to Nance, he said with easy confidence: + +"I'll not disturb you with your cooking, Mrs. Owens. Go right on with +it. I'll have a little chat with your son's wife. If she's from New York +I want to ask her about some of my people up there----" + +"All right," Nance answered, "but don't you wake HIM! Go with her inter +the shed-room." + +"We'll go on tip-toe!" the Doctor whispered. + +Nance nodded, smiled and bent again over the oven. + +Mary led him quickly through the living-room, head averted from the +couch, and into the prison cell in which she had passed the night. The +physician glanced with a startled look at the gold still scattered on +the floor. + +She seized his hand and swayed. + +He touched the brown hair of her bared head gently and pressed her hand. + +"Steady, now, child, tell me quickly." + +"Yes, yes," she gasped, "I'll tell you the truth----" + +He held her gaze. + +"And the whole truth--it's best." + +Mary nodded, tried to speak and failed. She drew her breath and steadied +herself, still gripping his hand. + +"I will," she began faintly. "He's dead----" + +She paused and nodded toward the living-room. + +"The man--her son?" + +"Yes. We came last night from Asheville. We were on our honeymoon. We +haven't been married but three weeks. I never knew the truth about his +life and character until last night when he told me that this old woman +was his mother. I found a case of jewels in the bag he carried--jewels +that belonged to a man in New York who was robbed and shot. I recognized +the case. He confessed to me at last in cold, brutal words that he was +a thief. I couldn't believe it at first. I tried to make him give up his +criminal career. He laughed at me. He gloried in it. I tried to leave +him. He choked me into insensibility and drove me into this cell, where +I spent the night. He brought the gold that you saw on the floor which +he had honestly made to give to his old mother--but for a devilish +purpose. He showed it to her last night to rouse her avarice and make +her first agree to hide his stolen goods. He succeeded too well. Before +he had revealed himself she slipped into the room at daylight while he +slept in a drunken stupor, murdered him and took the money. The struggle +waked me and I rushed in. She gripped her knife to kill me. I told her +that she had murdered her own son and she went mad----" + +She paused for breath and her lips trembled piteously. + +"You know what to do, Doctor?" + +"Yes!" + +"And you'll help me?" + +He smiled tenderly and nodded his head. + +"God knows you need it, child!" + +The nerves snapped at last, and she sank a limp heap at his feet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. THE CALL DIVINE + +The Doctor threw off his coat and took charge of the stricken house. He +sent his waiting messenger for a faithful nurse, a mountain woman whom +he had trained, and began the fight for Mary's life. The collapse into +which she had fallen would require weeks of patient care. There was no +immediate danger of death, and while he awaited the arrival of help, he +turned into the living-room to examine the body of the slain husband. + +The head had fallen backward over the side of the lounge and a pool of +blood, still warm and red, lay on the floor in a widening circle beneath +it. His quick eye took in its significance at a glance. He sprang +forward, ripped the shirt wide open and applied his ear to the breast. + +"He's still alive!" he cried excitedly. + +He examined the ugly wound in the left side and found that the knife +had penetrated the lung. The heart had not been touched. The blow on the +neck had not been fatal. The shock of the final stroke had merely choked +the wounded man into collapse from the hemorrhage of the left lung. The +position into which the body had fallen across the couch had gradually +cleared the accumulated blood. There was a chance to save his life. + +In ten minutes he had applied stimulants and restored respiration, +but the deep wheeze from the stricken lung told only too plainly the +dangerous character of the wound. It would be a bitter fight. His +enormous vitality might win. The chances were against him. + +Jim's lips moved and he tried to speak. + +The Doctor placed his hand on his mouth and shook his head. The drooping +eyelids closed in grateful obedience. + +The beat of horses' hoofs echoed down the mountain road. His nurse and +messenger were coming. He decided at once to move Mary to his own house. +She must regain consciousness in new surroundings or her chance of +survival would be slender. To awake in this miserable cabin, the scene +of the tragedy she had witnessed, might be instantly fatal. Besides she +must not yet know that the brute who had choked her was alive and might +still hold the power of life and death over her frail body. She believed +him dead. It was best so. He might be dead and buried before she +recovered consciousness. The fever that burned her brain would +completely cloud reason for days. + +He hastily improvised a stretcher with a blanket and two strong +quilting-poles which stood in the corner of the room. Nance helped him +without question. She obeyed his slightest suggestion with childlike +submission. + +He placed Mary on the stretcher, wrapped her body in another warm +blanket and turned to his nurse and messenger: + +"Carry her to my house. Walk slowly and rest whenever you wish. +Don't wake her. Tell Aunt Abbie to put her to bed in the south room +overlooking the valley. Don't leave her a minute, Betty. She's in the +first collapse of brain fever. You know what to do. I'll be there in an +hour. You come back here, John. I want you." + +The mountaineer nodded and seized one end of the stretcher. The nurse +took up the other and the Doctor held wide the cabin door as they passed +out. + +For three weeks he fought the grim battle with Death for the two young +lives the Christmas tragedy had thrust into his hands. He gave his +entire time day and night to the desperate struggle. + +When pneumonia had developed and Jim's life hung by a hair, he slept on +the couch in the living-room of the cabin and had Nance make for herself +a bed on the floor of the kitchen. + +The old woman remained an obedient child. She cooked the Doctor's meals +and did the work about the house and yard as if nothing had disturbed +her habits of lonely plodding. She believed implicitly all that was told +her. Her son had pneumonia from cold he had taken in the long drive from +Asheville. The house must be kept quiet. John Sanders was helping her +nurse him. She was sure the Doctor would save him. + +Even the knife with which she had stabbed him made no impression on +her numbed senses. The Doctor had scoured every trace of blood from the +blade and put it back in its place on the shelf, lest she should miss it +and ask questions. She used it daily without the slightest memory of the +frightful story it might tell. + +Each morning before going to the cabin the Doctor watched with patience +for the first signs of returning consciousness in Mary's fever-wracked +body. The day she lifted her grateful eyes to his and her lips moved in +a tremulous question he raised his hand gently. + +"Sh! Child--don't talk! It's all right. You're getting better. I've +been with you every day. You're in my house now. You'll soon be yourself +again." + +She smiled wanly, put her delicate hand on his and pressed it +gratefully. + +"I understand. You thank me--you say that I am good to you. But I'm +not. This is my life. I heal the sick because I must. I love this battle +royal with Death. He beats me sometimes--but I never quit. I'm always +tramping on his trail, and I've won this fight!" + +The calm brown eyes held her in a spell and she smiled again. + +"Sleep now," he said soothingly. "Sleep day and night. Just wake to take +a little food--that's all and Nature will do the rest." + +He stroked her hand gently until her eyelids closed. + +Two days later Jim clung to the Doctor's hand and insisted on talking. + +"Better wait a little longer, boy," the physician answered kindly. +"You're not out of the woods yet----" + +"I can't wait--Doc----" Jim pleaded. "I've just got to ask you +something." + +"All right. You can talk five minutes." + +"My wife, Doc, how is she? You took her to your house, John told me. +She'll get well?" + +"Yes. She's rapidly recovering now." + +"What does she say about me?" + +"She thinks you're dead." + +"You haven't told her?" + +"No." + +"Why?" + +"She had all she could stand----" + +Jim stared in silence. + +"You think she'd be sorry to know I am alive?" he asked slowly. + +"It would be a great shock." + +The steel blue eyes slowly filled with tears. + +"God! I am rotten, ain't I?" + +"There's no doubt about that, my son," was the firm answer. + +"Why did you fight so hard to save me--I wonder?" + +"An old feud between Death and me." + +Jim suddenly seized the Doctor's hand. + +"Say, you can't fool me--you're a good one, Doc. You've been a friend to +me and you've got to help now--you've just got to. You're the only one +on earth who can. You've a great big heart and you can't go back on a +fellow that's down and out. Give me a chance! You will--won't you?" + +The hot fingers gripped the Doctor's hand with pleading tenderness. + +The brown eyes searched Jim's soul. + +"If you can show me it's worth while----" + +The fingers tightened their grip in silence. + +"Just give me a chance, Doc," he said at last, "and I'll show you! I +ain't never had a chance to really know what was right and what was +wrong. If I'd a lived here with my old mother she'd have told me. You +know what it is to be a stray dog on the streets of New York? Even then, +I'd have kept straight if I hadn't been robbed by a lawyer and his +pal. I didn't know what I was doin' till that night here in this +cabin--honest to God, I didn't----" + +He paused for breath and a tear stole down his cheek. He fought for +control of his emotions and went on in low tones. + +"I didn't know--till I saw my old mother creepin' on me in the shadows +with that big knife gleamin' in her hand! I tried to stop her and I +couldn't. I tried to yell and strangled with blood. I saw the flames of +hell in her eyes and I had kindled them there--God! I never knew until +that minute! I'm broken and bruised lyin' on the rocks now in the +lowest pit---- Give me your hand, Doc! You're my only friend--I'm goin' +straight from now on--so help me God!" + +He paused again for breath and sought the actor's eyes. + +"You'll stand by me, won't you?" + +A friendly grip closed on the trembling fingers. + +"Yes--I'll help you--if I can." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. THE MOTHER + +Mary was resting in the chair beneath the southern windows of the +sun-parlor of the Doctor's bungalow. He had built his home of logs +cut from the mountainside. Its rooms were supplied with every modern +convenience and comfort. Clear spring water from the cliff above poured +into the cypress tank constructed beneath the roof. An overflow pipe +sent a sparkling, bubbling and laughing through the lawn, refreshing the +wild flowers planted along its edges. + +The view from the window looking south was one of ravishing beauty and +endless charm. Perched on a rising spur of the Black Mountain the house +commanded a view of the long valley of the Swannanoa opening at +the lower end into the wide, sunlit sweep of the lower hills around +Asheville. Upward the balsam-crowned peaks towered among the clouds and +stars. + +No two hours of the day were just alike. Sometimes the sun was raining +showers of diamonds on the trembling tree-tops of the valleys while the +blackest storm clouds hung in ominous menace around Mount Mitchell and +the Cat-tail. Sometimes it was raining in the valley--the rain cloud a +level sheet of gray cloth stretching from the foot of the lawn across to +the crags beyond, while the sun wrapped the little bungalow in a warm, +white mantle. + +Mary had never tired of this enchanted world during the days of her +convalescence. The Doctor, with firm will, had lifted every care from +her mind. She had gratefully submitted to his orders, and asked no +questions. + +She began to wonder vaguely about his life and people and why he had +left the world in which a man of his culture and power must have moved, +to bury himself in these mountain wilds. She wondered if he had married, +separated from his wife and chosen the life of a recluse. He volunteered +no information about himself. + +When not attending his patients he spent his hours in the greenhouse +among his flowers or in the long library extension of the bungalow. +More than five thousand volumes filled the solid shelves. A massive oak +table, ten feet in length and four feet wide, stood in the center of the +room, always generously piled with books, magazines and papers. At the +end of this table he kept the row of books which bore immediately on the +theme he was studying. + +Beside the window opening on the view of the valley stood his +old-fashioned desk--six feet long, its top a labyrinth of pigeon-holes +and tiny drawers. + +He pursued his studies with boyish enthusiasm and chattered of them to +Mary by the hour--with never a word passing his lips about himself. + +Aunt Abbie, the cook, brought her a cup of tea, and Mary volunteered a +question. + +"Do you know the Doctor's people, Auntie?" she asked hesitatingly. + +"Lord, child, he's a mystery to everybody! All we know is that he's +the best man that ever walked the earth. He won't talk and the mountain +folks are too polite to nose into his business. He saved my boy's life +one summer, and when he was strong and well and went back to Asheville +to his work, I had nothin' to do but to hold my hands, and I come here +to cook for him. He tries to pay me wages but I laugh at him. I told him +if he could save my boy's life for nothin' I reckon I could cook him a +few good meals without pay----" + +Her eyes filled with tears. She brushed them off, laughed and added: + +"He lets me alone now and don't pester me no more about money." + +Her tea and toast finished, Mary placed the tray on the table, rose with +a sudden look of pain, and made her way slowly to the library. + +A warm fire of hardwood logs sparkled in the big stone fireplace. The +Doctor was out on a visit to a patient. He had given her the freedom of +the place and had especially insisted that she use his books and make +his library her resting place whenever her mind was fagged. She had +spent many quiet hours in its inspiring atmosphere. + +She seated herself at his desk and studied the calendar which hung above +it. A sudden terror overwhelmed her; she buried her face in her arms and +burst into tears. + +She was still lying across the desk, sobbing, when the Doctor walked +into the room. + +He touched her hair reproachfully with his firm hand. + +"Why, what's this? My little soldier has disobeyed orders?" + +"I don't want to live now," she sobbed. + +"And why not?" + +"I--I--am going to be a mother," she whispered. + +"So?" + +"The mother of a criminal! Oh, Doctor, it's horrible! Why did you let me +live? The hell I passed through that night was enough--God knows! This +will be unendurable. I've made up my mind--I'll die first----" + +"Rubbish, child! Rubbish!" he answered with a laugh. "Where did you get +all this misinformation?" + +"You know what my husband was. How can you ask?" + +"Because I happen to know also his wife--the mother-to-be of this +supposed criminal who has just set sail for the shores of our +planet--and I know that she is one of the purest and sweetest souls who +ever lost her way in the jungles of the world. If you were the criminal, +dear heart, the case might be hopeless. But you're not. You are only +the innocent victim of your own folly. That doesn't count in the game of +Nature----" + +"What do you mean?" she asked breathlessly. + +"Simply this: The part which the male plays in the reproduction of the +race is small in comparison with the role of the female. He is merely +a supernumerary who steps on the stage for a moment and speaks one word +announcing the arrival of the queen. The queen is the mother. She plays +the star role in the drama of Heredity. She is never off the stage for a +single moment. We inherit the most obvious physical traits from our male +ancestors but even these may be modified by the will of the mother." + +"Modified by the will of the mother?" she repeated blankly. + +"Certainly. There are yet long days and weeks and months before your +babe will be born--at least seven months. There's not a sight or sound +of earth or heaven that can reach or influence this coming human being +save through your eyes and ears and touch and soul. Almighty God can +speak His message only through you. You are his ambassador on earth in +this solemn hour. What your husband was, is of little importance. There +is not a moment, waking or sleeping, day or night, that does not bring +to you its divine opportunity. This human life is yours--absolutely to +mold and fashion in body and mind as you will." + +"You're just saying this to keep me from suicide," Mary interrupted. + +"I am telling you the simplest truth of physical life. You can even +change the contour of your baby's head if you like. You think in your +silly fears that the bull neck and jaw of the father will reappear +in the child. It might be so unless you see fit to change it. All any +father can do is to transmit general physical traits unless modified by +the will of the mother." + +"You mean that I can choose even the personal appearance of my child?" +she asked in blank amazement. + +"Exactly that. Choose the type of man you wish your babe to be and it +shall be so. Who in all the world would you prefer that he resemble?" + +"You," she answered promptly. + +He smiled gently. + +"That pays me for all my trouble, child! No doctor ever got a bigger +fee than that. Banks may fail, but I'll never lose it. Your choice +simplifies that matter very much. You won't need a picture in your +room----" + +"A picture could determine the features of an unborn babe?" she asked +incredulously. + +"Beyond a doubt, and it will determine character sometimes. I knew a +mother in the mountains of Vermont who hung the picture of a ship under +full sail in her living-room. She bore seven sons. Not one of them ever +saw the ocean until he was grown and yet all of them became sailors. +This was not an accident. In her age and loneliness she blamed God for +taking her children from her. Yet she had made sailors of them all by +the selection of a single piece of furniture in her room. Nature has a +way of starting her children on their journey through this world very +nearly equal--each a bundle of possibilities in the hands of a mother. +A father may transmit physical disease, if his body is unsound. Such +marriages should be prohibited by law. But nine-tenths of the spiritual +traits out of which character is formed are the work of the mother. A +criminal mother will bring into the world only criminals. A criminal +male may be the father of a saint. The responsibility of shaping the +destiny of the race rests with the mother----" + +The Doctor sprang to his feet and paced the floor, his arms gripped +behind his back in deep thought. He paused before the enraptured +listener and hesitated to speak the thought in his mind. + +He lifted his hand suddenly, his decision apparently made. + +"It is of the utmost importance to the race that our mothers shall +be pure. Better certainly if both father and mother are so. It is +indispensable that the mother shall be! On this elemental fact rests the +dual standard of sex morals. On this fact rests the hope of a glorified +humanity through the development of an intelligent motherhood. Stay here +with me until your child is born and I'll prove the truth of every word +I've spoken----" + +"Oh, if I only could!" + +"Why not?" + +"I couldn't impose such a burden on you!" she faltered. + +"You would confer on me the highest honor, if you will allow me to +direct you in this experiment." + +There was no mistaking his honesty and earnestness. There was no +refusing the appeal. + +"You really wish me to stay?" she asked. + +"I beg of you to stay! You will bring to me a new inspiration--new +faith--new courage to fight. Will you?" + +She extended her hand. + +"Yes." + +"And you will agree to follow my instructions?" + +"Absolutely." + +"Good. We begin from this moment. I give you my first orders. Forget +that James Anthony ever lived. Forget the tragedy of Christmas Eve. +You are going to be a mother. All other events in life pale before this +fact. God has conferred on you the highest honor He can give to +mortal. Keep your soul serene, your body strong. You are to worry about +nothing----" + +"I must pay you for this extra expense I impose, Doctor. I have a +thousand dollars in bank in New York," she interrupted. + +"Certainly, if you will be happier. My home is now your sanitarium. You +are my patient. Your board will cost me about eight dollars a week. All +right. You can pay that if you wish. + +"Take no thought now except on the business of being a mother. I will +make myself your father, your brother, your guardian, your physician, +your friend and companion. I will give you at once a course of reading. +You are to think only beautiful thoughts, see beautiful things, dream +beautiful dreams, hear beautiful music. I'm going to make you climb +these mountain peaks with me for the next three months and live among +the clouds. I'm going to refit your room with new furniture and pictures +and place in it a phonograph with the best music. When you are strong +enough you can work for me three hours a day as my secretary. You use +the typewriter?" + +"I'm an expert----" + +"Good! I'm writing a book which I'm going to call `The Rulers of the +World.' It is a study of Motherhood. I am one who believes that the +redemption of humanity awaits the realization by woman of her divine +call. When woman knows that she is really a co-creator with God in the +reproduction of the race, a new era will dawn for mankind. You promise +me faithfully to obey my instructions?" + +"Faithfully." + +"You're a wonderful subject on which to make an experiment. You are +young--in the first dawn of the glory of womanhood. Your body is +beautiful, your mind singularly pure and sweet. You must give me at once +the full power of your will in its concentration on Truth and Beauty. +The success or failure of this experiment will depend almost entirely on +your mentality and the use you make of it during these months in which +your babe is being formed. Whatever the shape of the body there is one +eternal certainty--only YOUR mind can reach the soul of this child. +If the father were the veriest fiend who ever existed and should +concentrate his mind to the task, not one thought from his darkened soul +could reach your babe! YOUR mind will be the ever-brooding, enfolding +spirit forming and fashioning character." + +He paused and his deep brown eyes flashed with enthusiasm. + +"Think of it! You are now creating an immortal being whose word may bend +a million wills to his. And you are doing this mighty work solely by +your mind. The physical processes are simple and automatic. + +"The first lesson you must learn and hold with deathless grip is that +thoughts are things. A thought can kill the body. A thought can heal the +body. If I am successful as a physician it is because I use this power +with my patients. With some I use drugs, with others none. With all +I use every ounce of mental power which God has given me. You will +remember this?" + +"Yes." + +He walked to the shelves and drew down a volume of poetry. + +"Read these poems until you are tired today--then sleep. I'll give you +a good novel tomorrow and when you've read it, a volume of philosophy. +When we climb the peaks, I'll give you a study of these rocks that will +tell you the story of their birth, their life, and their coming death. +We'll learn something of the birds and flowers next spring. We'll dream +great dreams and think great thoughts--you and I--in these wonderful +days and weeks and months which God shall give us together." + +She looked up at him through her tears: + +"Oh, Doctor, you have not only saved a miserable life: you have saved my +soul!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. A SOUL IS BORN + +It was more than a month after the experiment began before the Doctor +ventured to hint of Jim's survival. He had waited patiently until +Mary's strength had been fully restored and her mind filled with the new +enthusiasm for motherhood. He could tell her now with little risk. And +yet he ventured on the task with reluctance. He found her seated at her +favorite window overlooking the deep blue valley of the Swannanoa, a +volume of poetry in her lap. + +He touched her shoulder and she smiled in cheerful response. + +"You are content?" he asked. + +"A strange peace is slowly stealing into my heart," she responded +reverently. "I shall learn to love life again when my baby comes to help +me." + +"You remember your solemn promise?" + +"Have I not kept it?" she murmured. + +"Faithfully--and I remind you of it that you may not forget today for a +moment that your work is too high and holy to allow a shadow to darken +your spirit even for an hour. I have something to tell you that may +shock a little unless I warn you----" + +She lifted her eyes with a quick look of uneasiness, and studied his +immovable face. + +"You couldn't guess?" he laughed. + +She shook her head in puzzled silence. + +"Suppose I were to tell you," he went on evenly, "that I found a spark +of life in your husband's body that morning and drew him back from the +grave?" + +Her eyes closed and she stretched her hand toward the Doctor. + +He clasped the fingers firmly between both his palms, held and stroked +them gently. + +"You did save him?" she breathed. + +"Yes." + +"Thank God his poor old mother is not a murderer! But he is dead to me. +I shall never see him again--never!" + +"I thought you would feel that way," the Doctor quietly replied. + +"You won't let him come here?" she asked suddenly. + +"He won't try unless you consent----" + +Mary shuddered. + +"You don't know him----" + +The Doctor smiled. + +"I'm afraid you don't know him now, my child." + +"He has changed?" + +"The old, old miracle over again. He has been literally born again--this +time of the spirit." + +"It's incredible!" + +"It's true. He's a new man. I think his reformation is the real thing. +He's young. He's strong. He has brains. He has personality----" + +Mary lifted her hand. + +"All I ask of him is to keep out of my sight. The world is big enough +for us both. The past is now a nightmare. If I live to be a hundred +years old, with my dying breath I shall feel the grip of his fingers on +my throat----" + +She paused and closed her eyes. + +"Forget it! Forget it!" the Doctor laughed. "We have more important +things to think of now." + +"He wishes to see me?" + +"Begs every day that I ask you." + +"And you have hesitated these long weeks?" + +"Your strength and peace of mind were of greater importance than his +happiness, my dear. Let him wait until you please to see him." + +"He'll wait forever," was the firm answer. + +Jim smiled grimly when his friend bore back the message. + +"I'll never give up as long as there's breath in my body," he cried, +bringing his square jaws together with a snap. + +"That's the way to talk, my boy," the Doctor responded. + +"Anyhow you believe in me, Doc, don't you?" + +"Yes." + +"And you'll help me a little on the way if it gets dark--won't you?" + +"If I can--you may always depend on me." + +Jim clasped his outstretched hand gratefully. + +"Well, I'm going to make good." + +There was something so genuine and manly in the tones of his voice, he +compelled the Doctor's respect. A smaller man might have sneered. The +healer of souls and bodies had come to recognize with unerring instinct +the true and false note in the human voice. + +His heart went out in a wave of sympathy for the lonely, miserable young +animal who stood before him now, trembling with the first sharp pains +of the immortal thing that had awaked within. He slipped his arm about +Jim's shoulders and whispered: + +"I'll tell you something that may help you when the way gets dark--the +wife is going to bear you a child." + +"No!" + +"Yes." + +"God!---- That's great, ain't it?" + +Jim choked into silence and looked up at the Doctor with dimmed eyes. + +"Say, Doc, you hit me hard when you brought what she said--but that's +good news! Watch me work my hands to the bone--you know it's my kid and +she can't keep me from workin' for it if she tries now can she?" + +"No." + +"There's just one thing that'll hang over me like a black cloud," he +mused sorrowfully. + +"I know, boy--your mother's darkened mind." + +Jim nodded. + +"When I see that queer glitter in her eyes it goes through me like a +knife. Will she ever get over it?" + +"We can't tell yet. It takes time. I believe she will." + +"You'll do the best you can for her, Doc?" he pleaded pathetically. "You +won't forget her a single day? If you can't cure her, nobody can." + +"I'll do my level best, boy." + +Jim pressed his hand again. + +"Gee, but you've been a friend to me! I didn't know that there were such +men in the world as you!" + +For six months the Doctor watched the transplanted child of the slums +grow into a sturdy manhood in his new environment. He snapped at every +suggestion his friend gave and with quick wit improved on it. He not +only discovered and developed a mica mine on his mother's farm, he +invented new machinery for its working that doubled the market output. +Within six weeks from the time he began his shipments the mine was +paying a steady profit of more than five hundred dollars a month. He had +made just one trip to New York and secretly returned to the police every +stolen jewel and piece of plunder taken, with a full confession of the +time and place of the crime. He had shipped his tools and machinery from +the workshop on the east side before his sensational act and made good +his departure for the South. + +The tools and machinery he installed in a new workshop which he built +in the yard of Nance's cabin. Here he worked day and night at his +blacksmith forge making the iron hinges, and irons, shovels, tongs, fire +sets and iron work complete for a log bungalow of seven rooms which +he was building on the sunny slope of the mountain which overlooks the +valley toward Asheville. + +The Doctor had lent Jim the blue-prints of his own home and he was +quietly duplicating it with loving care. His wife might refuse to see +him but he could build a home for their boy. For his sake she couldn't +refuse it. + +With childlike obedience Nance followed him every day and watched the +workmen rear the beautiful structure under Jim's keen eyes and skillful +hands. The man's devotion to his mother was pathetic. Only the Doctor +knew the secret of his pitiful care, and he kept his own counsel. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. THE BABY + +The last roses of summer were bursting their topmost buds into full +bloom on the lawn of the Doctor's bungalow. The martins that built each +year in the little boxes he had set on poles around his garden were +circling and chattering far up in the sapphire skies of a late September +day. Their leaders had sensed the coming frost and were drilling for +their long march across the world to their winter home. The chestnut +burrs were bursting in the woods. The silent sun-wrapped Indian Summer +had begun. Not a cloud flecked the skies. + +A quiet joy filled the soul of the woman who smiled and heard her +summons. + +"You are not afraid?" the Doctor asked. + +She turned her grateful eyes to his. + +"The peace of God fills the world--and I owe it all to you." + +"Nonsense. Your sturdy will and cultivated mind did the work. I merely +made the suggestion." + +"You are not going to give me an anesthetic, are you?" she said evenly. + +"Why did you ask that?" + +"Because I wish to feel and know the pain and glory of it all." + +"You don't wish to take it?" + +"Not unless you say I should." + +"What a wonderful patient you are, child! What a beautiful spirit!" He +looked at her intently. "Well, I'm older and wiser in experience than +you. I'm glad you added that clause `unless you say I should.' I'm going +to say it. After all my talks to you on our return to the truths and +simplicity of Nature you are perhaps surprised. You needn't be. I'm +going to put you into a gentle sleep. Nature will then do her physical +work automatically. I do this because our daughters are the inheritors +of the sins of their mothers for centuries. The over-refinement of +nerves, the hothouse methods of living, and the maiming of their bodies +with the inventions of fashion have made the pains of this supreme hour +beyond endurance. This should not be. It will not be so when our race +has come into its own. But it will take many generations and perhaps +many centuries before we reach the ideal. No physician who has a soul +could permit a woman of your physique, your culture and refinement to +walk barefoot and blindfolded into such a hell of physical torture. I +will not permit it." + +He walked quietly into his laboratory, prepared the sleeping powders and +gave them to her. + +Six hours later she opened her eyes with eager wonder. Aunt Abbie was +busy over a bundle of fluffy clothes. The Doctor was standing with his +arms folded behind his back, his fine, clean-shaven face in profile +looking thoughtfully over the sun-lit valley. There was just one moment +of agonized fear. If they had failed! If her child were hideous--or +deformed! Her lips moved in silent prayer. + +"Doctor?" she whispered. + +In a moment he was bending over her, a look of exaltation in his brown +eyes. + +"Tell me quick!" + +"A wonderful boy, little mother! The most beautiful babe I have ever +seen. He didn't even cry--just opened his big, wide eyes and grunted +contentedly." + +"Give him to me." + +Aunt Abbie laid the warm bundle in her arms and she pressed it gently +until the sweet, red flesh touched her own. She lay still for a moment, +a smile on her lips. + +"Lift him and let me look!" + +"What a funny little pug nose," she laughed. + +"Yes--exactly like his mother's!" the Doctor replied. + +She gazed with breathless reverence. + +"He is beautiful, isn't he?" she sighed. + +"And you have observed the chin and mouth?" + +"Exactly like yours. It's wonderful!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. WHAT IS LOVE? + +Eighteen months swiftly passed with the little mother and her boy still +in Dr. Mulford's sanitarium. She had allowed herself to be persuaded +that he had the right to be her guide and helper in the first year's +training of the child. + +The boy had steadily grown in strength and beauty of body and mind. The +Doctor persuaded her to spend one more winter basking in his sun-parlor +and finishing the final chapters of his book. Her mind was singularly +clever and helpful in the interpretation of the experiences and emotions +of motherhood. + +She had stubbornly resisted every suggestion to see her husband or allow +him to see the child. The Doctor had managed twice to give Jim an hour +with the baby while she had gone to Asheville on shopping trips. He was +rewarded for his trouble in the devotion with which the young father +worshiped his son. The Doctor watched the slumbering fires kindle in +the man's deep blue eyes with increasing wonder at the strength and +tenderness of his newfound soul. + +Jim had completed the furnishing of the bungalow with the advice and +guidance of his friend, and every room stood ready and waiting for its +mistress. He had insisted on making every piece of furniture for Mary's +room and the nursery adjoining. The Doctor was amazed at the mechanical +genius he displayed in its construction. He had taken a month's +instruction at a cabinet maker's in Asheville and the bed, bureau, +tables and chairs which he had turned out were astonishingly beautiful. +Their lines were copied from old models and each piece was a work of +art. The iron work was even more tastefully and beautifully wrought. He +had toiled day and night with an enthusiasm and patience that gave the +physician a new revelation in the possibility of the development of +human character. + +His friend came at last with a cheering message. He began smilingly: + +"I'm going to make the big fight today, boy, to get her to see you." + +"You think she will?" + +"There's a good chance. Her savings have all been used up from her bank +account in New York. She is determined to go to her father in Kentucky. +I'll have a talk with her, bring her over to the bungalow, show her +through it on the pretext of its model construction and then you can +tell her that you built it with your own hands for her and the baby. You +might be loafing around the place about that time." + +Jim's hand was suddenly lifted. + +"I got ye, Doc, I got ye! I'll be there--all day." + +"Don't let her see you until I give the signal." + +"Caution's my name." + +"We'll see what happens." + +Jim pressed close. + +"Say, Doc, if you know how to pray, I wish you'd send up a little word +for me while you're talkin' to her. Could ye now?" + +"I'll do my best for you, boy--and I think you've got a chance. She's +been watching the blue eyes of that baby lately with a rather curious +look of unrest." + +"They're just like mine, ain't they?" Jim broke in with pride. + +"Time has softened the old hurt," the Doctor went on. "The boy may win +for you----" + +The square jaw came together with a smash. + +"Gee--I hope so. I'll wait there all day for you and I'm goin' to try my +own hand at a little prayer or two on the side while I'm waiting. Maybe +God'll think He's hit me hard enough by this time to give me another +trial." + +With a friendly wave of his hand the Doctor hurried home. + +He found Mary seated under the rose trellis beside the drive, watching +for his coming. The day was still and warm for the end of April. Birds +were singing and chattering in every branch and tree. A quail on the top +fence-rail of the wheat field called loudly to his mate. + +The boy was screaming his joy over a new wagon to which Aunt Abbie had +hitched his goat. He drove by in style, lifted his chubby hand to his +mother and shouted: + +"Dood-by, Doc-ter!" + +The Doctor waved a smiling answer, and lapsed into a long silence. + +He waked at last from his absorption to notice that Mary was +day-dreaming. The fair brow was drawn into deep lines of brooding. + +"Why shadows in your eyes a day like this, little mother?" he asked +softly. + +"Just thinking----" + +"About a past that you should forget?" + +"Yes and no," she answered thoughtfully. "I was just thinking in this +flood of spring sunlight of the mystery of my love for such a man as the +one I married. How could it have been possible to really love him?" + +"You are sure that you loved him?" + +"Sure." + +"How did you know?" + +"By all the signs. I trembled at his footstep. The touch of his hand, +the sound of his voice thrilled me. I was drawn by a power that was +resistless. I was mad with happiness those wonderful days that preceded +our marriage. I was madder still during our honeymoon--until the +shadows began to fall that fatal Christmas Eve." She paused and her lips +trembled. "Oh, Doctor, what is love?" + +The drooping shoulders of the man bent lower. He picked up a pebble from +the ground and flicked it carelessly across the drive, lifted his head +at last and asked earnestly: + +"Shall I tell you the truth?" + +"Yes--your own particular brand, please--the truth, the whole truth and +nothing but the truth." + +"I'll try," he began soberly. "If I were a poet, naturally I would use +different language. As I'm only a prosaic doctor and physiologist I may +shock your ideals a little." + +"No matter," she interrupted. "They couldn't well get a harder jolt than +they have had already." + +He nodded and went on: + +"There are two elemental human forces that maintain life--hunger +and love. They are both utterly simple, otherwise they could not be +universal. Hunger compels the race to live. Love compels it to reproduce +itself. There has never been anything mysterious about either of +these forces and there never will be--except in the imagination of +sentimentalists. + +"Nature begins with hunger. For about thirteen years she first applies +this force to the development of the body before she begins to lay the +foundation of the second. Until this second development is complete the +passion known as love cannot be experienced. + +"What is this second development? Very simple again. At the base of the +brain of every child there is a vacant space during the first twelve or +fifteen years. During the age of twelve to fourteen in girls, thirteen +to fifteen in boys, this vacant space is slowly filled by a new lobe +of the brain and with its growth comes the consciousness of sex and the +development of sex powers. + +"This new nerve center becomes on maturity a powerful physical magnet. +The moment this magnet comes into contact with an organization which +answers its needs, as certain kinds of food answer the needs of hunger, +violent desire is excited. If both these magnets should be equally +powerful, the disturbance to both will be great. The longer the personal +association is continued the more violent becomes this disturbance, +until in highly sensitive natures it develops into an obsession which +obscures reason and crushes the will. + +"The meaning of this impulse is again very simple--the unconscious +desire of the male to be a father, of the female to become a mother." + +"And there is but one man on earth who could thus affect me?" Mary asked +excitedly. + +"Rubbish! There are thousands." + +"Thousands?" + +"Literally thousands. The reason you never happen to meet them is purely +an accident of our poor social organization. Every woman has thousands +of true physical mates if she could only meet them. Every man has +thousands of true physical mates if he could only meet them. And in +every such meeting, if mind and body are in normal condition, the same +violent disturbance would result--whether married or single, free or +bound. + +"Marriage therefore is not based merely on the passion of love. It is +a crime for any man or woman to marry without love. It is the sheerest +insanity to believe that this passion within itself is sufficient to +justify marriage. All who marry should love. Many love who should not +marry. + +"The institution of marriage is the great SOCIAL ordinance of the race. +Its sanctity and perpetuity are not based on the violence of the passion +of love, but something else." + +He paused and listened to the call of the quail again from the field. + +"You hear that bob white calling his mate?" + +"Yes--and she's answering him now very softly. I can hear them both." + +"They have mated this spring to build a home and rear a brood of young. +Within six months their babies will all be full grown and next spring +a new alignment of lovers will be made. Their marriage lasts during the +period of infancy of their offspring. This is Nature's law. + +"It happens in the case of man that the period of infancy of a human +being is about twenty-four years. This is the most wonderful fact in +nature. It means that the capacity of man for the improvement of his +breed is practically limitless. A quail has a few months in which to +rear her young. God gives to woman a quarter of a century in which to +mold her immortal offspring. Because the period of infancy of one child +covers the entire period of motherhood capacity, marriage binds for +life, and the sanctity of marriage rests squarely on this law of +Nature." + +He paused again and looked over the sunlit valley. + +"I wish our boys and girls could all know these simple truths of their +being. It would save much unhappiness and many tragic blunders. + +"You were swept completely off your feet by the rush of the first +emotion caused by meeting a man who was your physical mate. You imagined +this emotion to be a mysterious revelation which can come but once. +Your imagination in its excited condition, of course, gave to your +first-found mate all sorts of divine attributes which he did not +possess. You were `in love' with a puppet of your own creation, and +hypnotized yourself into the delusion that James Anthony was your one +and only mate, your knight, your hero. + +"In a very important sense this was true. Your intuitions could not make +a mistake on so vital an issue. But you immediately rushed into marriage +and your union has been perfected by the birth of a child. Whether you +are happy or unhappy in marriage does not depend on the reality of love. +Happiness in marriage is based on something else." + +"On what?" + +"The joy and peace that comes from oneness of spirit, tastes, culture +and character. I know this from the deepest experiences of life and the +widest observation." + +"You have loved?" she asked softly. + +"Twice----" + +A silence fell between them. + +"Shall I tell you, little mother?" he finally asked quietly. + +"Please." + +He seated himself and looked into the skies beyond the peaks across the +valley. + +"Ten years ago I met my first mate. The meeting was fortunate for both. +She was a woman of gentle birth, of beautiful spirit. Our courtship was +ideal. We thought alike, we felt alike, she loved my profession even--an +unusual trait in a woman. She thought it so noble in its aims that +the petty jealousy that sometimes wrecks a doctor's life was to her an +unthinkable crime. The first year was the nearest to heaven that I had +ever gotten down here. + +"And then, little mother, by one of those inexplicable mysteries of +nature she died when our baby was born. For a while the light of the +world went out. I quit New York, gave up my profession and came here +just to lie in the sun on this mountainside and try to pull myself +together. I didn't think life could ever be worth living again. But +it was. I found about me so much of human need--so much ignorance and +helplessness--so much to pity and love, I forgot the ache in my own +heart in bringing joy to others. + +"I had money enough. I gave up the ambitions of greed and strife and set +my soul to higher tasks. For nine years I've devoted my leisure hours +to the study of Motherhood as the hope of a nobler humanity. But for the +great personal sorrow that came to me in the death of my wife and baby I +should never have realized the truths I now see so clearly. + +"And then the other woman suddenly came into my life. I never expected +to love again--not because I thought it impossible, but because I +thought it improbable in my little world here that I could ever again +meet a woman I would ask to be my wife. But she dropped one day out of +the sky." + +He paused and took a deep breath. + +"I recognized her instantly as my mate, gentle and pure and capable +of infinite joy or infinite pain. She did not realize the secret of my +interest in her. I didn't expect it. I knew that under the conditions +she could not. But I waited." + +He paused and searched for Mary's eyes. + +"And you married her?" she asked in even tones. + +"I have never allowed her to know that I love her." + +"Why?" + +"She was married." + +Mary threw him a startled look and he went on evenly: + +"I could have used my power over mind and body to separate her from +her husband. I confess that I was tempted. But there was a child. Their +union had been sealed with the strongest tie that can bind two human +beings. I have never allowed her to realize that she might love me. Had +I chosen to break the silence between us I could have revealed this to +her, taken her and torn her from the man to whom she had borne a babe. +I had no right to commit that crime, no matter how deep the love that +cried for its own. Marriage is based on the period of infancy of the +child which spans the maternal life of woman. God had joined these two +people together and no man had the right to put them asunder!" + +"And you gave her up?" + +"I had to, little mother. On the recognition of this eternal law the +whole structure of our civilization rests." + +Mary bent her gaze steadily on his face for a moment in silence. + +"And you are telling me that I should be reconciled to the man who +choked me into insensibility?" + +"I am telling you that he is the father of your son--that he has rights +which you cannot deny; that when you gave yourself to him in the first +impulse of love a deed was done which Almighty God can never undo. +Your tragic blunder was the rush into marriage with a man about whose +character you knew so little. It's the timid, shrinking, home-loving +girl that makes this mistake. You must face it now. You are responsible +as deeply and truly as the man who married you. That he happened at that +moment to be a brute and a criminal is no more his fault than yours. It +was YOUR business to KNOW before you made him the father of your child." + +"I tried to appeal to his better nature that awful night," Mary +interrupted, "but he only laughed at me!" + +"You owe him another trial, little mother--you owe it to his boy, too." + +Mary shook her head bitterly. + +"I can't--I just can't!" + +"You won't see him once?" + +She sprang to her feet trembling. + +"No--no!" + +"I don't think it's fair." + +"I'm afraid of him! You can't understand his power over my will." + +"Come, come, this is sheer cowardice--give the devil his dues. Face him +and fight it out. Tell him you're done forever with him and his life, if +you will--but don't hedge and trim and run away like this. I'm ashamed +of you." + +"I won't see him--I've made up my mind." + +The Doctor threw up both hands. + +"All right. If you won't, you won't. We'll let it go at that." + +He paused and changed his tones to friendly personal interest. + +"And you're determined to leave me and take my kid away tomorrow?" + +"We must go. I've no money to pay my board. I can't impose on you----" + +"It's going to be awfully lonely." + +He looked at her with a strange, deep gaze, lifted his stooping +shoulders with sudden resolution and changed his manner to light banter. + +"I suppose I couldn't persuade you to give me that boy?" + +She smiled tenderly. + +"You know his father did leave his mark on him after all! The eyes are +all his. Of course, I will admit that those drooping lids have often +been the mark of genius--perhaps a genius for evil in this case. If you +don't want to take the risk--now's your chance. I will----" + +Mary shook her head in reproachful protest. + +"Don't tease me, dear doctor man. I've just this one day more with you. +I'm counting each precious hour." + +"Forgive me!" he cried gayly. "I won't tease you any more. Come, we'll +run over now and see our neighbor's new bungalow before you go. You +admire this one and threaten to duplicate it. He has built a better +one." + +"I don't believe it." + +"You'll go?" + +"If you wish it----" + +"Good. We'll take the boy, too. He can drive his new wagon the whole +way. It's only half a mile." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. THE NEW MAN + +The door of the bungalow stood wide open. Mary paused in rapture over +the rich beds of wood violets that carpeted the spaces between the drive +and the log walls. + +"Aren't they beautiful!" she cried. "A perfect carpet of dazzling green +and purple!" + +"Come right in," the Doctor urged from the steps. "My neighbor's a +patient of mine. He hasn't moved in yet but he told me always to make +myself at home." + +Mary lifted the boy from his wagon, tied the goat and led the child +into the house. The Doctor showed her through without comment. None was +needed. The woman's keen eye saw at a glance the perfection of care with +which the master builder had wrought the slightest detail of every +room. The floors were immaculate native hard-wood--its grain brought out +through shining mirrors of clean varnish. There was not one shoddy piece +of work from the kitchen sink to the big open fireplace in the spacious +hall and living-room. + +"It's exquisite!" she exclaimed at last. "It seems all +hand-made--doesn't it?" + +"It is, too. The owner literally built it with his own hands--a work of +love." + +"For himself?" Mary asked with a smile. + +"For the woman he loves, of course! My neighbor's a sort of crank and +insisted on expressing himself in this way. Come, I want you to see two +rooms upstairs." + +He led her into the room Jim had built for his wife. + +"Observe this furniture, if you please." + +"Don't tell me that he built that too?" she laughed. + +"That's exactly what I'm going to tell you." + +"Impossible!" she protested. "Why, the line and finish would do credit +to the finest artisan in America." + +"So I say. Look at the perfect polish of that table! It's like the +finish of a rosewood piano." He touched the smooth surface. + +"Of course you're joking?" Mary answered. "No amateur could have done +such work." + +"So I'd have said if I had not seen him do it." + +"What on earth possessed him to undertake such a task?" + +"The love of a beautiful woman--what else?" + +"He learned a trade--just to furnish this room with his own hand?" + +"Yes." + +"His love must be the real thing," she mused. + +"That's what I've said. Look at this iron work, too--the stately +andirons in that big fireplace, the shovel, the tongs, and the massive +strop-hinges on the doors." + +"He did that, too?" she asked in amazement. + +"Every piece of iron on the place he beat out with his own hand at his +forge." + +"And all for the love of a woman? The age of romance hasn't passed after +all, has it?" + +"No." + +Mary paused before the window looking south. + +"What a glorious view!" she cried. "It's even grander than yours, +Doctor." + +"Yes. I claim some of the credit, though, for that. I helped him lay out +the grounds." + +"Who is this remarkable man?" she asked at last. + +"A friend of mine. I'll introduce him directly. He should be here at any +moment now." + +"We're intruding," Mary whispered. "We must go. I mustn't look any more. +I'll be coveting my neighbor's house." + +The doctor turned to the window and signaled to someone on the lawn, as +Mary hurried down the stairs. + +She fairly ran into Jim, who was being pulled into the house by the boy. + +"'Ook, Mamma! 'Ook! I found a Daddy! He says he be my Daddy if you let +him. Please let him. I want a Daddy, an' I like him. Please!" + +Jim blushed and trembled and lifted his eyes appealingly, while Mary +stood white and still watching him in a sort of helpless terror. + +The child moved on to his wagon. + +"Say, little girl," Jim began in low tones, "it's been a thousand years +since I saw you. Don't drive me away--just give me one chance for God's +sake and this baby's that He sent us! I've gone straight. I've sent back +every dishonest dollar. I'm earning a clean living down here and a good +one. I've practiced for two years cutting out the slang, too." + +He paused for breath and she turned her head away. + +"Just listen a minute! I know I was a beast that night. I'm not the same +now. I've been through the fires of hell and I've come out a cleaner +man. Let me show you how much I love you! Life's too short, but just +give me a chance. If I could undo that awful hour when I hurt you so, +I'd crawl 'round the world on my hands and knees--and I'll show you that +I mean it! I built this house for you and the baby." + +Mary turned suddenly with wide dilated eyes. + +"You--YOU built this house?" she gasped. + +"I've worked on it every hour, day and night, the past two years when +I wasn't earning a living in the mine. I made every stick of that +furniture in the rooms up there--for you and my boy. The house is +yours--whether you let me stay or not." + +"I--I can't take it, Jim," she faltered. + +"You've got to, girlie. You can't throw a gift like this back in a +fellow's face--it cost too much! Your money's all gone. You've got to +bring up that kid. He's mine, too. I'm man enough to support my wife and +baby and I'm going to do it. I don't care what you say. You've got to +let me. I'm going to work for you, live for you and die for you--whether +you stay with me or not. I've got the right to do that, you know." + +She lifted her head and faced him squarely for the first time, amazed at +the new dignity and strength of his quiet bearing. + +"You HAVE changed, Jim----" + +Her eyes sought the depths of his soul in a moment's silence, and she +slowly extended her hand: + +"We'll try again!" + +He bent and kissed the tips of her fingers reverently. + +They stood for a moment hand in hand and looked over the sunlit valley +of the Swannanoa shimmering in peace and beauty between its sheltering +walls of blue mountains. The bees were humming spring music among the +flowers at their feet and the faint odor of fruit trees in blossom came +from the orchard Jim had planted two years before. + +"I'll show you, little girl--I'll show you!" he whispered tensely. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Foolish Virgin, by Thomas Dixon + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE FOOLISH VIRGIN *** + +***** This file should be named 1634.txt or 1634.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/6/3/1634/ + +Produced by An Anonymous Volunteer + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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