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DOUBTS AND FEARS +V. WINGS OF STEEL +VI. BESIDE THE SEA +VII. A VAIN APPEAL +VIII. JIM'S TRIAL +IX. ELLA'S SECRET +X. THE WEDDING +XI. "UNTIL DEATH" +XII. THE LOTOS-EATERS +XIII. THE REAL MAN +XIV. UNWELCOME GUESTS +XV. A LITTLE BLACK BAG +XVI. THE AWAKENING +XVII. THE SURRENDER +XVIII. TO THE NEW GOD +XIX. NANCE'S STOREHOUSE +XX. TRAPPED +XXI. THE DEVIL'S DISCIPLE +XXII. DELIVERANCE +XXIII. THE DOCTOR +XXIV. THE CALL DIVINE +XXV. THE MOTHER +XXVI. A SOUL IS BORN +XXVII. THE BABY +XXVIII. WHAT IS LOVE? +XXIX. THE NEW MAN + + + + +LEADING CHARACTERS OF THE STORY + +MARY ADAMS, An Old-Fashioned Girl. +JIM ANTHONY, A Modern Youth. +JANE ANDERSON, An Artist. +ELLA, A Scrubwoman. +NANCE OWENS, Jim Anthony's Mother. +A DOCTOR, Whose Call was Divine. +THE BABY, A Mascot. + + + + +THE FOOLISH VIRGIN + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +A FRIENDLY WARNING + +Mary Adams, you're a fool!" + +The single dimple in a smooth red cheek smiled in +answer. + +"You're repeating yourself, Jane----" + +"You won't give him one hour's time for just three +sittings?" + +"Not a second for one sitting----" + +"Hopeless!" + +Mary smiled provokingly, her white teeth gleaming +in obstinate good humor. + +"He's the most distinguished artist in America----" + +"I've heard so." + +"It would be a liberal education for a girl of your +training to know such a man----" + +"I'll omit that course of instruction." + +The younger woman was silent a moment, and a flush +of anger slowly mounted her temples. The blue eyes +were fixed reproachfully on her friend. + +"You really thought that I would pose?" + +"I hoped so." + +"Alone with a man in his studio for hours?" + +Jane Anderson lifted her dark brows. + +"Why, no, I hardly expected that! I'm sure he +would take his easel and palette out into the square in +front of the Plaza Hotel and let you sit on the base of +the Sherman monument. The crowds would cheer and +inspire him--bah! Can't you have a little common- +sense? There are a few brutes among artists, as there +are in all professions--even among the superintendents +of your schools. Gordon's a great creative genius. If +you'd try to flirt with him, he'd stop his work and +send you home. You'd be as safe in his studio as in +your mother's nursery. I've known him for ten years. +He's the gentlest, truest man I've ever met. He's +doing a canvas on which he has set his whole heart." + +"He can get professional models." + +"For his usual work, yes--but this is the head of +the Madonna. He saw you walking with me in the Park +last week and has been to my studio a half-dozen times +begging me to take you to see him. Please, Mary dear, +do this for my sake. I owe Gordon a debt I can never +pay. He gave me the cue to the work that set me on +my feet. He was big and generous and helpful when I +needed a friend. He asked nothing in return but the +privilege of helping me again if I ever needed it. You +can do me an enormous favor--please." + +Mary Adams rose with a gesture of impatience, +walked to her window and gazed on the torrent of +humanity pouring through Twenty-third Street from the +beehives of industry that have changed this quarter of +New York so rapidly in the last five years. She turned +suddenly and confronted her friend. + +"How could you think that I would stoop to such a +thing?" + +"Stoop!" + +"Yes," she snapped, "--pose for an artist! I'd as +soon think of rushing stark naked through Twenty-third +Street at noon!" + +The older woman looked at her flushed face, +suppressed a sharp answer, broke into a fit of laughter +and threw her arms around Mary's neck. + +"Honey, you're such a hopeless little fool, you're +delicious! You know that I love you--don't you?" + +The pretty lips quivered. + +"Yes." + +"Could I possibly ask you to do a thing that would +harm a single brown hair of your head?" + +The firm hand of the older girl touched a +rebellious lock with tenderness. + +"Of course not, from your point of view, Jane +dear," the stubborn lips persisted. "But you see it's +not my point of view. You're older than I----" + +Jane smiled. + +"Hoity toity, Miss! I'm just twenty-eight and +you're twenty-four. Age is not measured by calendars +these days." + +"I didn't mean that," the girl apologized. "But +you're an artist. You're established and +distinguished. You belong to a different world." + +Jane Anderson laid her hand softly on her friend's. + +"That's just it, dear. I do belong to a different +world--a big new world of whose existence you are not +quite conscious. You are living in the old, old world +in which women have groped for thousands of years. I +don't mind confessing that I undertook this job of +getting you to pose for Gordon for a double purpose. I +wished to do something to repay the debt I owe him--but +I wished far more to be of help to you. You're living +in the Dark Ages, and it's a dangerous thing for a +pretty girl to live in the Dark Ages and date her +letters from New York to-day----" + +"I don't understand you in the least." + +"And I'm afraid you never will." + +She paused suddenly and changed her tone. + +"Tell me now, are you happy in your work?" + +"I'm earning sixty dollars a month--my position is +secure----" + +"But are you happy in it?" + +"I don't expect to teach school all my life," was +the vague answer. + +"Exactly. You loathe the sight of a school-room. +You do the task they set you because your father's a +clergyman and can't support his big family. You're +waiting and longing for the day of your deliverance-- +isn't it so?" + +"Perhaps." + +"And that day of deliverance?" + +"Will come when I meet my Fate!" + +"You'll meet him, too!" + +"I will----" + +Jane Anderson shook her fine head. + +"And may the Lord have mercy on your poor little +soul when you do!" + +"And why, pray?" + +"Because you're the most helpless and defenseless +of all the things He created." + +Mary smiled. + +"I've managed to take pretty good care of myself +so far." + +"And you will--until the thunderbolt falls." + +"The thunderbolt?" + +"Until you meet your Fate." + +"I'll have someone to look after me then." + +"We'll hope so anyhow," was the quick retort. + +"But can't you see, Jane dear, that we look at life +from such utterly different angles. You glory in your +work. It's your inspiration--the breath you breathe. +I don't believe in women working for money. I don't +believe God ever meant us to work when He made us +women. He made us women for something more wonderful. +I don't see anything good or glorious in the fact that +half the torrent of humanity you see down there pouring +through the street from those factories and offices is +made up of women. They are wage-earners--so much the +worse. They are forcing the scale of wages for men +lower and lower. They are paying for it in weakened +bodies and sickly, hopeless children. We should not +shout for joy; we should cry. God never meant for +woman to be a wage-earner!" + +A sob caught her voice and she paused. + +The artist watched her emotion with keen +interest. + +"Neither do I believe that God means to force woman +at last to do the tasks of man. But she's doing them, +dear--and it must be so until a brighter day dawns for +humanity. The new world that opens before us will +never abolish marriage, but it has opened our eyes to +know what it means. You refuse to open yours. You +refuse to see this new world about you. I've begged +you to join one of my clubs. You refuse. I beg you to +meet and know such men of genius as Gordon----" + +"As an artist's model!" + +"It's the only way on earth you can meet him. You +stick to your narrow, hide-bound conventional life and +dream of the Knight who will suddenly appear some day +out of the mists and clouds. You dream of the Fate God +has prepared for you in His mysterious Providence. +It's funny how that idea persists even today in novels. +As a matter of fact we know that the old-fashioned girl +met her Fate because her shrewd mother planned the +meeting--planned it with cunning and stratagem. You're +alone in a great modern city, with all the conditions +of the life of the old regime reversed or blotted out. +Your mother is not here. And if she were, her schemes +to bring about the mysterious meeting of the Fates +would be impossible. You outgrew the limits of your +village life. Your highly trained mind landed you in +New York. You've fought your way to a competent living +in five years and kept yourself clean and unspotted +from the world. Granted. But how many men have you +met who are your equals in culture and character?" + +Jane paused and held Mary's gaze with steady +persistence. + +"How many--honest?" + +"None as yet," she confessed. + +"But you live in the one fond, imperishable hope! +It's the only thing that keeps you alive and going-- +this idea of your Fate. It's an obsession--this +mysterious Knight somewhere in the future riding to +meet you----" + +"I'll find him, never fear," the girl laughed. + +"Of course you will. You'll make him out of whole +cloth if it's necessary. Our ideals are really the +same when you come to analyze my wider outlook." + +The artist paused and laughed softly. + +"The same?" the girl asked incredulously. + +"Certainly. Mine is based on intelligence, +however--yours on blind instinct perverted and twisted +by the idiotic fiction you read morning, noon and +night." + +"I don't see it," Mary answered emphatically. +"Your ideal is fame, achievement, the applause of the +world--mine just a home and a baby----" + +Jane laughed softly. + +"And that's all you know about me?" + +"Isn't it true?" + +"You've been in this room five years, haven't you?" +the older girl asked musingly. + +"Yes----" + +"And though you've kept your lamp trimmed and +burning, you haven't yet seen a man whom you could +recognize as your equal." + +"I'm only twenty-four." + +"In these five years I've met a hundred men my +equal." + +"And smashed the conventions of Society whenever +you saw fit." + +"Without breaking a single law of reason or common- +sense. In the meantime I've met two men who have +really made love to me. I thought I loved one of +them--until I met the other. The second proved himself +to be an unprincipled scoundrel. If I had held your +views of life and hated my work, I would have married +this man and lived to awake in a prison whose only door +was Death. But I loved my work. Life meant more than +one man who was not worth an hour's tears. I turned +to my studio and he slipped back into the gutter where +he belonged. I'll meet MY Fate some day, too, +dear. I'm waiting and watching--but with clear eyes +and unafraid. I'll know mine when he comes, I shall +not be blinded by passion or the fear of drudgery. +Can't you see this bigger world of realities?" + +The dimple flashed again in the smooth red cheek. + +"It's not for me, Jane. I'm just a modest little +home body. I'll bide my time----" + +"And eat your foolish heart out here between the +narrow walls of this cell you've built for yourself. I +should think you'd die living here alone." + +The girl flushed. + +"I'm not lonely----" + +"Don't fib! I know better. Your birds and kitten +occupy daily about thirty minutes of the time that's +your own. What do you do with the rest of it?" + +"Sit by my window, watch the crowds stream through +the streets below, read and dream and think----" + +"Yes--read love stories and dream about your +Knight." + +"Well?" + +"It's morbid and unhealthy. You've hedged +yourself about with the old conventions and imagine +you're safe--and you are--until you meet HIM!" + +"I'll know how to behave--never fear." + +"You mean you'll know how instantly to blindfold, +halter and lead him to the Little Church Around the +Corner?" + +Mary moved uneasily. + +"And what else should I do with him?" + +"Compare him with other men. Weigh him in the +balances of a remorseless common-sense. Study him +under a microscope and keep your reason clear. The +girl who rushes into marriage in a great city under the +conditions in which you and I live is a fool. More +girls are ruined in New York by marriage than by any +other process. The thunderbolt out of the blue hasn't +struck you yet, but when it does----" + +"I'll tell you, Jane." + +"Will you, honestly?" + +The question was asked with wistful tenderness. + +"I promise. And you mustn't think I don't +appreciate this visit and the chance you've given again +to enter the `big world' you're always telling me +about. I just can't do it, dear. It's not my world." + +"All right, my little foolish virgin, have it your +own way. When you're lonely, run up to my studio +to see me. I won't ask you to pose or meet any of the +dangerous men of my circle. We'll lock the doors and +have a snug time all by ourselves." + +"I'll remember." + +The clock in the Metropolitan Tower chimed the hour +of five, and Jane Anderson rose with a quick, business- +like movement. + +"Don't hurry," Mary protested. "I know I've been +stubborn, but I've been so happy in your coming. I do +get lonely--frightfully lonely, sometimes--don't think +I'm ungrateful----" + +"You're dangerously beautiful, child," the artist +said, with enthusiasm. "And remember that I love you-- +no matter how silly you are--good-by." + +"You won't stay for a cup of tea? I meant to ask +you an hour ago." + +"No, I've an engagement with a dreadful man whom +I've no idea of ever marrying. I'm going to dinner +with him--just to study the animal at dose range." + +With a jolly laugh and quick, firm step she was +gone. + +Mary snatched the kitten from his snug bed between +the pillows of the window-seat and pressed his fuzzy +head under her chin. + +"She tempted us terribly, Kitty darling, but we +didn't let her find out--did we? You know deep down in +your cat's soul that I was just dying to meet the +distinguished Gordon--but such high honors are not for +home bodies like you and me----" + +She dropped on the seat and closed her eyes for a +long time. The kitten watched her wonderingly sure of +a sudden outbreak with each passing moment. Two soft +paws at last touched her cheeks and two bright eyes +sought in vain for hers. The little nose pressed +closer and kissed the drooping eyelids until they +opened. He curled himself on her bosom and began to +sing a gentle lullaby. For a long while she lay and +listened to the music of love with which her pet sought +to soothe the ache within. + +The clock in the tower chimed six. + +She lifted her body and placed her head on a pillow +beside the window. The human torrent below was now at +its flood. Two streams of humanity flowed eastward +along each broad sidewalk. Hundreds were pouring in +endless procession across Madison Square. The cars in +Broadway north and South were jammed. Every day she +watched this crowd hurrying, hurrying away into the +twilight--and among all its hundreds of thousands not +an eye was ever lifted to hers--not one man or +woman among them cared whether she lived or died. + +It was horrible, this loneliness of the desert in +an ocean of humanity! For the past year it had become +an increasing horror to look into the silent faces of +this crowd of men and women and never feel the touch of +a friendly hand or hear the sound of a human voice in +greeting. + +And yet this endless procession held for her a +supreme fascination. Somewhere among its myriads of +tramping feet, walked the one man created for her. She +no more doubted this than she doubted God Himself. It +was His law. He had ordained it so. She had grown so +used to the throngs below her window and so loved the +little park with its splashing fountain that she had +refused to follow her landlady uptown when the +brownstone boarding-house facing the Square had been +turned into a studio building. + +Instead of moving she had wheedled the landlord +into allowing her to cut off a small space from her +room for a private bath and kitchenette, built a box +couch across the window large enough for a three- +quarter mattress and covered it with velour. For five +dollars a week she had thus secured a little home in +which was combined a sitting-room, bed-room, bath and +kitchenette. + +It had its drawbacks, of course. The Professor +downstairs who taught music sometimes gave a special +lesson at night, and the Italian sculptor who worked on +the top floor used a hammer at the most impossible +hours. But on the whole she liked it better than the +tiresome routine of boarding. She was not afraid at +night. The stamp-and-coin man who occupied the first +floor, lived with his wife and baby in the rear. The +janitress had a room on the floor above hers. Two +elderly women workers of ability in the mechanical arts +occupied the rear of her floor, and a dear little fat +woman of fifty who drew designs for the New England +weavers of cotton goods lived in the room adjoining +hers. + +She had never spoken to any of these people, but +Ella, the janitress, who cleaned up her place every +morning, had told her their history. Ella was a +sociable soul, her face an eternal study and an +inscrutable mystery. She spoke both German and English +and yet never a word of her own life's history passed +her lips. She had loved Mary from the moment she +cocked her queer drawn face to one side and looked at +her with the one good eye she possessed. She was +always doing little things for her comfort--and never +asked tips for it. If Mary offered to pay she smiled +quietly and spoke in the softest drawl: "Oh, +that's nothing, child-- Ach, Gott im Himmel--nein!" + +This one-eyed, homely woman who cleaned up her room +for three dollars a month, and Jane Anderson, were the +only friends she had among the six million people whose +lives centered on Manhattan Island. + +Man had yet to darken her door. The little room +had been carefully fitted, however, to receive her +Knight when the great event of his coming should be at +hand. + +The box couch was built of hard wood paneling and +was covered with pillows of soft leather and silk. The +bed-clothes were carefully stored in the locker beneath +the mattress cushion. No one would ever suspect its +use as a bed. The bathroom was fitted with a bureau +and no signs of a sleeping apartment disfigured the +effect of her one library, parlor, and reception-room. +A desk and bookcase stood at either end of the box +couch. The bookcase was filled with fiction--love +stories exclusively. + +A large birdcage swung from a staple in the window +and two canaries peered cautiously from their perches +at the kitten in her lap. She had trained him to +ignore this cage. + +The crowds below were thinning down. A light +snow was falling. The girl lifted her pet and kissed +his cold nose. + +"We must get our own dinner tonight, Mr. +Thomascat--it's snowing outside. And did you hear what +she said, Kitty dear--`More girls are ruined by +marriage in New York than by any other process!' A +good joke, Kitty!--You and I know better than that if +we do live in our own tiny world! We'll risk it some +day, anyhow, won't we?" + +The kitten purred his assent and Mary bustled over +the little gas stove humming an old love song her +mother had taught her in a far-off village in Kentucky. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +TEMPTATION + + +Her kitchenette was a model of order and cleanliness. +The carpenter who built its neat cupboard and fitted +the drawers beneath the tiny gas range, had outdone +himself in its construction. He had given the wood- +work four coats of immaculate white paint without extra +charge. Mary had insisted on paying for it, but he +waved the proffered money aside with a gesture that +spoke louder than words: + +"Pooh! That's nothing to what I'd like to do for +you." + +She was not surprised when he called the following +Saturday and stood at her door awkwardly fumbling his +hat, trying to ask her to spend the afternoon and +evening at Coney Island with him. There was no +mistaking the manner in which he made this request. + +She had refused him as gently as possible--a big, +awkward, good-natured, ignorant boy he was, with +the eyes of a St. Bernard dog. He apologized for his +presumption and never repeated the offense. + +Somehow her conquests had all been in this class. + +The tall, blushing German youth from the butcher's +around the corner had been slipping extra cuts into her +bundle and making awkward advances until she caught him +red-handed with a pound of lamb chops which he failed +to explain. She read him a lecture on honesty that +discouraged him. It was not so much what she said, as +the way she said it, that wounded his sensitive nature. + +The ice man she had not yet entirely subdued. Tony +Bonelli had the advantage of pretending not to +understand her orders of dismissal. He merely smiled +in his sad Italian way and continued to pack her ice- +box so full the lid would never close. + +She was reminded at every turn tonight of these +futile conquests of the impossible. They all smelled +of the back stairs and the kitchen. Her people had +been slaveholders in the old regime of southern +Kentucky. A kindly tolerant contempt for the +pretensions of a servant class was bred in the bone of +her being. + +And yet their tribute to her beauty had its +compensations. It was the promise of triumph when he +for whom she waited should step from the throng and +lift his hat. Just how he was going to do this without +a breach of the proprieties of life, she couldn't see. +It would come. It must come. It was Fate. + +In twenty minutes her coffee-pot was boiling, the +lamb chops broiled to perfection and she was seated +before the dainty, snow-white table, the kitten softly +begging at her feet. Half an hour later, every dish +and pot and pan was back in its place in perfect order. +She prided herself on her mastery of the details of +cooking and the most economical administration of every +dollar devoted to housekeeping. She studied cooking in +the best schools the city afforded. She meant to show +her Knight a thing or two in this line when the time +came. His wife would not be an ignorant slattern, the +victim of incompetent servants. No servant could fool +her. She would know the business of the house down to +its minutest detail. + +Not that she loved dish-washing and pot-polishing +and scrubbing. It was simply a part of the Game of +Life she must play in the ideal home she would build. +There was no drudgery in it for this reason. She was a +soldier on the drill grounds preparing for the battle +on the successful issue of which hung her happiness and +the happiness of the one of whom she dreamed. She +might miss some of the dangerous fun which Jane +Anderson could enjoy without a scratch, but she would +make sure of the fundamental things which Jane would +never stop to consider. + +She threw herself on the couch in her favorite +position against the pillows, drew the kitten into her +arms and hugged him violently. + +"It's all right, Mr. Thomascat; we'll show them," +she purred softly. "We'll see who wins at last, the +eagle who soars or the little wren in the hedge close +beside the garden wall--we'll see, Kitty--we'll see!" + +The room was still, the noise of the street-cars +below muffled with the first soft blanket of snow. The +street lamps flickered in the wind with a pale subdued +light that scarcely brought out the furnishings of her +nest. She was in the habit of dreaming in this window +for hours with only the light from the lamps on the +street. + +The Square, deserted by its tramp lovers, lay white +and still and cold. The old battle with the Blue +Devils was on again within. The fight with Jane had +been easy. She had always found it easy to face +temptation in the concrete. The moment Satan appeared +in human shape she was up in arms and ready for the +fray. It was this silent hour she dreaded when the +defenses of the soul were down. + +There was no use to lie to herself. She was +utterly lonely and heartsick. + +She had guarded the portals of life with religious +care--with a care altogether unnecessary as events had +proved. There had been no crush of rude men to assault +her. Only an awkward carpenter, a butcher's boy and +the ice man! It was incredible. Of all the men whose +restless feet pressed the pavements of New York, not +one, save these three, had apparently cared whether she +lived or died. + +The men whom she met in her duties in the +schoolroom she had found utterly devoid of imagination +and beneath contempt. They had each been obviously on +guard against the machinations of the female of the +species. They had, each of them, shown plainly their +fear and hatred of women teachers. The feeling was +mutual. God knows she had no desire to encroach on +their domain any longer than absolutely necessary. + +Perhaps she was making a mistake. The thought was +strangling. Only the girl who waived conventions in +the rushing tide of the modern city's life seemed to +live at all. The others merely existed. Jane +Anderson lived! There could be no mistake about that. +She had mastered the ugly mob. Its cruel loneliness +was to her a thing unknown. But Jane was an +exception--the one woman in a thousand who could defy +conventions and yet keep her soul and body clean. + +The offer she had made had proved a terrible +temptation. The artist who had asked with such +eagerness to use her head for his portrait of the +Madonna on the canvas he was executing for the new +cathedral, had long appealed to her vivid imagination. +Two prints of his famous work hung on her walls. She +had always wished to know him. He had married a +Southern girl. + +That was just the point--he WAS married! + +No girl could afford to be shut up alone in a +studio with a fascinating married man for three hours-- +or half an hour. What if she should fall in love with +him at first sight! Such things had happened. They +could happen again. Only tragedy could be the end of +such an event. It was too dangerous to consider for a +moment. + +She would have consented had it been possible for +Jane to chaperon her. That would have been obviously +ridiculous. No artist with any self-respect would +tolerate such a reflection on his honesty. No girl +could afford to confess her fears in this brazen +fashion. + +The necessity for her refusal had depressed her +beyond any experience she had passed through in the +dreary desert of the past five years. + +She lifted the sleeping kitten and whispered +passionately: + +"Am I a silly fool, Kitty? Am I?" + +The tears came at last. She lay back on the +pillows and let them pour down her cheeks without +protest or effort at self-control. Every nerve of her +strong, healthy body ached for the love and +companionship of men which she had denied herself with +an iron will. At nineteen it had been easy. The sheer +animal joy in life had been enough. With the growth of +each year the ache within had become more and more +insistent. With each ripening season of body and mind, +the hunger of love had grown more and more maddening. +How long could she keep up this battle with every +instinct of her being? + +She rose at last, determined to go to Jane, confess +that she had been a fool, and step out into the new +world, New York's world, and begin to live. + +She seized her hat and furs and put them on with +feverish haste. + +"God knows it's time I began--I'll be an old maid +in another year and dry up--ugh!" + +She looked in the quaint oval mirror that hung +beside her door and lifted her head with a touch of +pride. + +She had reached the street and started for the +Broadway car before she suddenly remembered that Jane +was "dining with a dangerous man." + +She couldn't turn back to that little room tonight +without new courage. Her decision was instantaneous. +She couldn't surrender to the flesh and the devil by +yielding to Jane. + +She would go to prayer-meeting! + +Religion had always been a very real thing in her +life. Her father was a Methodist presiding elder. She +would have gone to the meeting tonight in the first +place but for the snow. Dr. Craddock, the new +sensational pastor of the Temple, was giving a series +of Wednesday-night talks that had aroused wide interest +and drawn immense crowds. + +His theme tonight was one that promised all sorts +of sensations--"The Woman of the Future." The only +trouble with the Doctor was that the substance of his +discourses sometimes failed to make good the startling +suggestions of his titles. No matter--she would go. +She felt a sense of righteous pride infighting her +way to the church through the first storm of the +winter. + +In spite of the snow the church was crowded. The +subject announced had evidently touched a vital spot in +modern life. More people were thinking about "The +Woman of the Future" than she had suspected. The crowd +sat with eager, upturned faces. + +The first half-hour's prayer and song service had +just begun. Mary joined in the singing of the stirring +evangelistic hymns with enthusiasm. Something in their +battle-cry melody caught her spirit instantly tonight +and her whole being responded. In ten minutes she was +a good shouting Methodist and supremely happy without +knowing why. She never paused to ask. Her nature was +profoundly religious and she had been born and bred in +the atmosphere of revivals. Her father was an +aggressive evangelist both in his character and methods +of work, and she was his own daughter--a child of +emotion. + +The individuals in the eager crowd which packed the +popular church meant nothing to her personally. They +had passed before her unseeing eyes Sunday after Sunday +the past five years as mere shadows of an unknown world +which swallowed them up the moment they reached the +street. She had never seen the inside of one of their +homes. Not one of them had drawn close enough to her +to venture an invitation. + +Two of the stewards she knew personally--one a +bricklayer, the other a baker on Eighth Avenue. The +preacher she had met in a purely formal way as the +bishop of the flock. She liked Dr. Craddock. He was +known in the ministry as a live wire. He was a man of +vigorous physique--just turning fifty, magnetic, +eloquent and popular with the masses. + +Mary was curious tonight as to what the preacher +would say on "The Woman of the Future." The Methodist +Church had been a pioneer in the modern Feminist +movement, having long ago admitted women to the full +ordination of the ministry. Craddock, however, had +been known for his conservatism in the woman movement. +He abhorred the idea of woman's suffrage as a dangerous +revolution and the fact that he consented to treat the +topic at all was a reluctant confession of its menacing +importance. + +With keen interest, the girl saw him rise at last. +A breathless hush fell on the crowd. He walked +deliberately to the edge of the platform and gazed into +the faces of the people. + +"I have often been asked," he slowly began, "where +I get my sermons." He paused and laughed. "I'll be +perfectly honest with you. Sometimes I get them from +the Bible--sometimes from the book of life. The +genesis of this talk tonight is very definite. I found +it in the liquid depths of a little girl's eyes. She +asked a simple question that set me thinking--not only +about the subject of her query but on the vaster issues +that grew out of it. She looked up into my face the +other night after my call for volunteers for the new +mission we are beginning in the slums of the East Side, +and asked me if the girls were not going to be given +the chance to do something worth while in this church's +work. + +"I couldn't honestly answer her off-hand and in my +groping I forgot the child and her question. I saw a +vision--a vision of that broader, nobler future toward +which human civilization is now swiftly moving. + +"I say deliberately that it is swiftly moving, +because the progress of the world during the last fifty +years has been greater than in any five hundred years +of the past. + +"The older I grow the stronger becomes my +conviction that the problems of the age in which we now +live cannot be solved by masculine brain and brawn +alone. The problems of the city and the nation and the +great fundamental social questions that involve the +foundations of modern life will find no solution until +the heart and brain of woman are poured into the +crucible of our test. + + +"They talk about a woman's sphere +As though it had a limit: +There's not a place in earth or heaven, +There's not a task to mankind given, +There's not a blessing or a woe, +There's not a whisper yes or no, +There's not a life, or death, or birth +That has a feather's weight of worth +Without a woman in it! + + + +"The difference between a man and a woman is one +that makes them the complementary parts of a perfect +unit. God made man in His own image--male and female. +The person of God therefore combines these two elements +unseparated. The mind of God is both male and female. +In man we have the strength which lifts and tugs and +fights the elements. This is the aspect turned +primarily toward matter. In woman we have the finer +qualities of the Spirit turned toward the source of all +spirit in God. The idea of a masculine deity is a +false assumption of the Dark Ages. God is both male +and female. + +"I used to wonder why Jesus Christ was a man, until +I realized that the Incarnation expressed the depth of +human need. God stooped lower in assuming the form of +man. The form of the divine revelation through Jesus +Christ was determined solely by this depth of human +need----" + +For half an hour in impetuous eloquence, in telling +incidents wet with tears and winged with hope, he held +his listeners in a spell. It was not until the burst +of applause which greeted his closing sentence had died +away that Mary Adams realized that another landmark had +toppled before the onrushing flood of modern Feminism. +The conservatism of Doctor Craddock had yielded at last +to the inevitable. He, too, had joined the ranks of +the prophets who preach of a Woman's Day of +Emancipation. + +And yet it never occurred to her that this fact had +the slightest bearing on her personal outlook on life. +On the contrary she felt in the spiritual elation of +the triumphant eloquence of her favorite preacher a +renewal of her simple religious faith. At the bottom +of that religion lay the foundation of life itself--her +conception of marriage as the supreme and only +expression of woman's power in the world. + +She walked back to her home on the Square, in a +glow of ecstatic emotion. + +Surely God had miraculously saved her this night +from the wiles of the Devil! No matter what this +eloquent discourse had meant to others, it had renewed +her faith in the old-fashioned woman and the old- +fashioned ways of the old-fashioned home. Her vision +was once more clear. She was glad Jane Anderson had +come to put her to the test. She had been tried in the +fires of hell and came forth unscorched. + +She stood beside her window dreaming again of the +home she would build when her Knight should stand +before her revealed in beauty no words could describe. +The moon was shining now in solemn glory on the white- +shrouded Square. Temptation had only strengthened the +fiber of her soul. She knelt in the moonlight beside +her couch and prayed that God should ever keep her +faith serene. She rose with a sense of peace and joy. +God would hear and answer the cry of her heart. The +City might be the Desert--it was still God's world and +not a sparrow that twittered in those bare trees or +chattered on her window-ledge in the morning could fall +to the ground without His knowledge. God had put this +deathless passion in her heart; He could not deny +it expression. She could bide His time. If the day of +her deliverance were near, it was good. If God should +choose to try her faith in loneliness and tears, it was +His way to make the revelation of glory the more +dazzling when it came. + +She drew the covering about her warm young body +with the firm faith that her hour was close at hand, +and fell asleep to dream of her Knight. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +FATE + +Mary waked next morning with the delicious sense of +impending happiness. A wonderful dream had come to +thrill her half-conscious moments, repeating itself in +increasing vividness and beauty with each awakening. +The vision had been interrupted by the unusual noise of +the snow machines on the car tracks, and yet she had +fallen asleep after each break and picked up the +rapturous scene at the exact moment of its +interruption. + +She was married and madly in love with her husband. +His face she could never see quite clearly. His +business kept him away from home on long trips. But +his baby was always there--a laughing, wonderful boy +whose chubby hands persisted in pulling her hair down +into her face each time she bent over his cradle to +kiss him. + +Ella was chattering in German to someone on the +stairs. She wondered again for the hundredth time +how this poor, slovenly, one-eyed, ill-kempt creature, +scrub-woman and janitress, could speak two languages +with such ease. Her English, except in excitement, +seemed equally fluent with her German. How did such a +woman fall so low? She was industrious and untiring in +her work. She never touched liquor or drugs. She was +kind and thoughtful and watched over her tenants with a +motherly care for which no landlord could pay in +dollars and cents. She was on her knees on the stairs +now, scrubbing down the steps to be crowded again with +muddy feet from the street below. + +Mary lay for half an hour snuggling under the warm +blankets, weaving a romance about Ella's life. A great +love for some heroic man who died and left her in +poverty could alone explain the mystery that hung about +her. She never spoke of her life or people. Mary had +ventured once to ask her. A wan smile flitted across +the haggard face for a moment, and she answered in low +tones that closed the subject. + +"I haven't any people, dear," she said slowly. +"They are dead long ago." + +The girl wondered if it were really true. In her +joy this morning she felt her heart go out to the +pathetic, drooping figure on the stairs. She +wished that every living creature might share the +secret joy that filled her soul. + +She drew the kitten from his nest beside her pillow +and rubbed her cheek against his little cold nose. He +always waked her with a kiss on her eyelids and then +coiled himself back for a tiny cat-nap until she could +make up her mind to rise. + +She sprang from the couch with sudden energy and +stretched her dainty figure with a prodigious yawn. + +"Gracious, Kitty, we must hurry!" she cried, +thrusting her bare feet into a pair of embroidered +slippers and throwing her blue flannel kimono on over +her night-dress. + +The coffee-pot was boiling busily when she had +bathed and dressed. Each detail of her domestic +schedule was given an extra care this morning. The +stove was carefully polished, each pot and pan placed +in its rack with a precision that spoke an unusual joy +within the heart of the housewife. + +And through it all she hummed a lullaby that +haunted her from the memories of a happy childhood. + +Breakfast over, the kitten fed, the birds given +their bath, their sand and seed, she couldn't stop +until the whole place had been thoroughly cleaned +and dusted. Exactly why she had done this on Thursday +morning it was impossible to say. Some hidden force +within had impelled her. + +Then back into the dream world her mind flew on +joyous wings. It was a sign from God in answer to +prayer. Why not? The Bible was full of such +revelations in ancient times. God was not dead because +the world was modern and we had steam and electricity. +The routine of school was no longer dull. Around each +commonplace child hung a halo of romance. They were +love-children today. She wove a dream of tenderness, +of chivalry, and heroic deeds about them all. She +searched each face for some line of beauty caught in +the vision of her own baby who had looked into her +heart from the mists of eternity. + +Three days passed in a sort of trance. Never had +she felt surer of life and the full fruition of every +hope and faith. Just how this marvelous blossoming +would come, she could not guess. Her chances of +meeting her Fate were no better than at any moment of +the past years of drab disillusionment, and yet, for +some reason, her foolish heart kept singing. + +Why? + +There could be but one answer. The event was +impending. Such things could be felt--not reasoned +out. + +She applied herself to her teaching with a new +energy and thoroughness. She must do this work well +and carry into the real life that must soon begin the +consciousness of every duty faithfully performed. + +A boy asked her a question about a little flower +which grew in a warm crevice of the stone wall on which +the iron fence of the school yard rested. She blushed +at her failure to enlighten him and promised to tell +him on Monday. + +Botany was not one of her tasks but she felt the +tribute to her personality in his question, and she +would take pains to make her answer full and +interesting. + +Saturday afternoon she hurried to the Public +Library, on Fifth Avenue and Forty-second Street, to +look up every reference to this flower. + +The boulevard of the Metropolis was thronged with +eager thousands. Handsome men and beautifully dressed +women passed each other in endless procession on its +crowded pavements. The cabs and automobiles, two +abreast on either side, moved at a snail's pace, so +dense were the throngs at each crossing. Her fancy was +busy weaving about each throbbing tonneau and +limousine a story of love. Not a wheel was turning in +all that long line of shining vehicles that didn't +carry a woman or was hurrying to do a woman's bidding. + +Her hero was coming, too, somewhere in the crowd +with his gloved hand on one of those wheels. She could +feel his breath on her cheek as he handed her into the +seat by his side and then the sudden leap of the car +into space and away on the wings of lightning into the +future! + +She ascended the broad steps of the majestic +building with quick, springing strength. She loved +this glorious library, with its lofty, arched ceilings. +The sense of eternity that brooded over it and filled +the stately rooms rested and inspired her. + +Besides, she forgot her poverty in this temple of +all time. Within its walls she belonged to the great +aristocracy of brains and culture of which this palace +was the supreme expression. And it was hers. Andrew +Carnegie had given the millions to build it and the +city of New York granted the site on land that was +worth many millions more. But it was all built for her +convenience, her comfort and inspiration. Every volume +of its vast and priceless collection was hers--hers to +hold in her hands, read and ponder and enjoy. Every +officer and manager in its inclosure was her +servant--to come at her beck and call and do her +bidding. The little room on Twenty-third Street was +the symbol of the future. This magnificent building +was the realization of the present. + +She smiled pleasantly to the polite assistant who +received her order slip, and took her seat on the +waiting line until her books were delivered. + +This magnificent room with its lofty ceilings of +golden panels and drifting clouds had always brought to +her a peculiar sense of restful power. The +consciousness of its ownership had from the first been +most intimate. No man can own what he cannot +appreciate. He may possess it by legal documents, but +he cannot own it unless he has eyes to see, ears to +hear, and a heart to feel its charm. This appreciation +Mary Adams possessed by inheritance from her student +father who devoured books with an insatiate hunger. +Nowhere in all New York's labyrinth did she feel as +perfectly at home as in this reading-room. The quiet +which reigned without apparent sign or warning seemed +to belong to the atmosphere of the place. It was +unthinkable that any man or woman should be rude or +thoughtless enough to break it by a loud word. + +This room was hers day or night, winter or +summer, always heated and lighted, and a hundred +swift, silent servants at hand to do her bidding. +Around the room on serried shelves, dressed in leather +aprons, stood twenty-five thousand more servants of the +centuries of the past ready to answer any question her +heart or brain might ask of the world's life since the +dawn of Time. + +In the stack-room below, on sixty-three miles of +shelves, stood a million others ready to come at her +slightest nod. She loved to dream here of the future, +in the moments she must wait for these messengers she +had summoned. In this magic room the past ceased to +be. These myriads of volumes made the past a myth. It +was all the living, throbbing present--with only the +golden future to be explored. + +Her number flashed in red letters on the electric +blackboard. + +She rose and carried her books to the seat number +assigned her near the center of the southern division +of the room on the extreme left beside the bookcases +containing the dictionaries of all languages. + +Her seat was on the aisle which skirted the +shelves. She found the full description of the flower +in which she was interested, made her notes and +closed the volume with a lazy movement of her slender, +graceful hand. + +She lifted her eyes and they rested on a +remarkable-looking young man about her own age who +stood gazing in an embarrassed, helpless sort of way at +the row of ponderous volumes marked "The Century +Dictionary." + +He was evidently a newcomer. By his embarrassment +she could easily tell that it was the first time he had +ever ventured into this room. + +He looked at the books, apparently puzzled by their +number. He raised his hand and ran his fingers +nervously through the short, thick, red hair which +covered his well-shaped head. + +The girl's attention was first fixed by the strange +contrast between his massive jaw and short neck which +spoke the physical strength of an ox, and the slender +gracefully tapering fingers of his small hand. The +wrist was small, the fingers almost feminine in their +lines. + +He caught her look of curious interest and to her +horror, smiled and walked straight to her seat. + +There was no mistaking his determination to speak. +It was useless to drop her eyes or turn aside. He +would certainly follow. + +She blushed and gazed at him in a timid, +helpless fashion while he bent over her seat and +whispered awkwardly: + +"You look kind and obliging, miss--could you help +me a little?" + +His tone was so genuine in its appeal, so +distressed and hesitating, it was impossible to resent +his question. + +"If I can--yes," was the prompt answer. + +"You won't mind?" he asked, fumbling his hat. + +"No--what is it?" + +Mary had recovered her composure as his distress +had increased and looked steadily into his steel blue +eyes inquiringly. + +"You see," he went on, in low hurried tones, "I'm +all worked up about the mountains of North Carolina-- +thinkin' o' goin' down there to Asheville in a car, an' +I want to look the bloomin' place up and kind o' get my +bearin's before I start. A lawyer friend o' mine told +me to come here and I'd find all the maps in the +Century Dictionary. The man at the desk out there told +me to come in this room and look in the shelves on the +left and take it right out. Gee, the place is so big, +I get all rattled. I found the Century Dictionary on +that shelf----" + +He paused and smiled helplessly. + +"I thought a dictionary was one book--there's a +dozen of 'em marked alike. I'm afraid to pull 'em all +down an' I don't know where to begin-- COULD you +help me--please?" + +"Certainly, with pleasure," she answered, quickly +rising and leading the way back to the shelf at which +he had been gazing. + +"You want the atlas volume," she explained, drawing +the book from the shelf and returning to the seat. + +He followed promptly and bent over her shoulder +while she pointed out the map of North Carolina, the +position of Asheville and the probable route he must +follow to get there. + +"Thanks!" he exclaimed gratefully. + +"Not at all," she replied simply. "I'm only too +glad to be of service to you." + +Her answer emboldened him to ask another question. + +"You don't happen to know anything about that +country down there, do you?" + +"Why, yes. I know a great deal about it----" + +"Sure enough?" + +"I've been through Asheville many times and spent a +summer there once." + +"Did you?" + +His tones implied that he plainly regarded her +as a prodigy of knowledge. His whole attitude +suggested at once the mind of an alert, interested boy +asking his teacher for information on a subject near to +his heart. It was impossible to resist his appeal. + +"Why, yes," Mary went on in low, rapid tones. "My +people live in the Kentucky mountains." + +He bent low and gently touched her arm. + +"Say, we can't talk in here--I'm afraid. Would it +be asking too much of you to come out in the park, sit +down on a bench and tell me about it? I'll never know +how to thank you, if you will?" + +It was absurd, of course, such a request, and yet +his interest was so keen, his deference to her superior +knowledge so humble and appealing, to refuse seemed +ungracious. She hesitated and rose abruptly. + +"Just a moment--I'll return my books and then we'll +go. You can replace this volume on the shelf where we +got it." + +"Thank yoo, miss," he responded gratefully. +"You're awfully kind." + +"Don't mention it," she laughed. + +In a moment she was walking by his side down the +smooth marble stairs and out through the grand entrance +into Fifth Avenue. The strange part about it was, she +was not in the least excited over a very unconventional +situation. She had allowed a handsomely groomed, +young, red-haired adventurer to pick her up without the +formality of an introduction, in the Public Library. +She hadn't the remotest idea of his name--nor had he of +hers--yet there was something about him that seemed +oddly familiar. They must have known one another +somewhere in childhood and forgotten each other's +faces. + +The sun was shining in clear, steady brilliancy in +a cloudless sky. The snow had quickly melted and it +was unusually warm for early December. They turned +into the throng of Fifth Avenue and at the corner of +Forty-second Street he paused and hesitated and looked +at her timidly: + +"Say," he began haltingly, "there's an awful crowd +of bums on those seats in the Square behind the +building--you know Central Park, don't you?" + +Mary smiled. + +"Quite well--I've spent many happy hours in its +quiet walks." + +"You know that place the other side of the Mall-- +that ragged hill covered with rocks and trees and +mountain laurel?" + +"I've been there often." + +"Would you mind going there where it's quiet--I've +such a lot o' things I want to ask you--you won't mind +the walk, will you?" + +"Certainly not--we'll go there," Mary responded in +even, business-like tones. + +"Because, if you don't want to walk I'll call a +cab, if you'll let me----" + +"Not at all," was the quick answer. "I love to +walk." + +It was impossible for the girl to repress a smile +at her ridiculous situation! If any human being had +told her yesterday that she, Mary Adams, an old- +fashioned girl with old-fashioned ideas of the +proprieties of life, would have allowed herself to be +picked up by an utter stranger in this unceremonious +way, she would have resented the assertion as a +personal insult--yet the preposterous and impossible +thing had happened and she was growing each moment more +and more deeply interested in the study of the +remarkable youth by her side. + +He was not handsome in the conventional sense. His +features were too strong for that. An enemy might have +called them coarse. Their first impression was of +enormous strength and exhaustless vitality. He walked +with a quick, military precision and planted his small +feet on the pavement with a soft, sure tread that +suggested the strength of a young tiger. + +The one feature that puzzled her was the size of +his hands and feet. They were remarkably small and +remarkable for their slender, graceful lines. + +His eyes were another interesting feature. The +lids drooped with a careless Oriental languor, as +though he would shut out the glare of the full +daylight, and yet the pupils flashed with a cold steel- +blue fire. One look into his eyes and there could be +no doubt that the man behind them was an interesting +personality. + +She wondered what his business could be. Not a +lawyer or doctor or teacher certainly. His timidity in +handling books was clear proof on that point. He was +well groomed. His clothes were made by a first-class +tailor. + +Her heart thumped with a sudden fear. Perhaps he +was some sort of criminal. His questions may have been +a trick to lure her away. . . . + +They had just crossed the broad plaza at Fifty- +ninth Street and entered the walkway that leads to the +Mall. + +She stopped suddenly. + +"It's too far to the hill beyond the Mall," she +began hesitatingly. "We'll find a seat in one of the +little rustic houses along the Fifty-ninth Street +side----" + +"Sure, if you say so," he agreed. + +He accepted the suggestion so simply, she regretted +her suspicions, instantly changed her mind and said, +smiling: + +"No, we'll go on where we started. The long walk +will do me good." + +"All right," he laughed; "whatever you say's the +law. I'm the little boy that does just what his +teacher says." + +She blushed and shot him a surprised look. + +"Who told you that I was a teacher?" she asked, +with a smile. + +"Lord, nobody! I had no idea of such a thing. It +never popped into my head that you do anything at all. +You know, I was awful scared when I spoke to you?" + +"Were you?" she laughed. + +"Surest thing you know! I'd 'a' never screwed up +my courage to do it if you hadn't 'a' looked so kind +and gentle and sweet. I just knew you couldn't turn me +down----" + +There was no mistaking the genuineness of the +apology for his presumption. She smiled a gracious +answer, and threw the last ugly suspicion to the winds. + +He broke into a laugh and lifted his hand in the +sudden gesture of a traffic policeman commanding a +halt. + +"What is it?" she asked. + +"You know I was so excited I clean forgot to +introduce myself! What do you think o' that? You'll +excuse me, won't you? My name's Jim Anthony. I'm +sorry I can't give you any references to my folks. I +haven't any--I'm a lost sheep in New York--no father or +mother. That's why I'm so excited about this trip I'm +plannin' down South. I hear I've got some people down +there." + +He stopped suddenly as if absorbed in the thought. +Her heart went out to him in sympathy for this +confession of his orphaned life. + +"I'm Mary Adams," she smiled in answer. "I'm a +teacher in the public schools." + +"Gee--that accounts for it! I thought you looked +like you knew everything in those books. And you've +been to Asheville, too?" + +"Yes." + +"Suppose it's not as big a burg as New York?" + +"Hardly--it's just a hustling mountain town of +about twenty-five thousand people." + +"Lot o' swells from around New York live down +there, they tell me." + +"Yes, the Vanderbilts have a beautiful castle just +outside." + +"Some mountains near Asheville?" + +"Hundreds of square miles." + +"Mountains in every direction?" + +"As far as the eye can reach, one blue range piled +above another until they're lost in the dim skies on +the horizon." + +"Gee, it may be pretty hard to find your folks if +they just live in the mountains near Asheville?" + +"Unless your directions are more explicit--I should +think so." + +"You know, I thought the mountains near Asheville +was a bunch o' hills off one side like the Palisades, +that you couldn't miss if you tried. I've never been +outside of New York--since I can remember. I'd love to +see real mountains." + +The last sentence was spoken in a wistful pathos +that touched Mary with its irresistible appeal. Her +mother instincts responded to it in quick sympathy. + +"You've missed a lot," she answered gravely. + +"I'll bet I have. It's a rotten old town, this New +York----" + +He paused, and a queer light flashed from his steel +eyes. + +"Until you get your hand on its throat," he added, +bringing his square jaws together. + +Mary lifted her face with keen interest. + +"And you've got it by the throat?" + +"That's just what--little girl!" he cried, with a +ring of pride. "You see, I'm an inventor and I won a +little pile on my first trick. I've got a machine-shop +in a room eight-by-ten over on the East Side." + +"A machine-shop all your own?" + +"Yep." + +"I'd like to see it some day." + +He shook his head emphatically. + +"It's too dirty. I couldn't let a pretty girl like +you in such a place." He paused and resumed the tone +of his narrative where she interrupted him. "You see, +I've just put a new crimp in a carburetor for the +automobile folks. They're tickled to death over it and +I've got automobiles to burn. Will you go to ride with +me tomorrow?" + +The teacher broke into a joyous laugh. + +"Why do you laugh?" he asked awkwardly. + +"Well, in the language of New York, that would be +going some, wouldn't it?" + +"And why not, I'd like to know?" he cried with +scorn. "Who's to tell us we can't? You've no kids to +bother you tomorrow. I'm my own boss. You've seen +Asheville, but you've never seen New York until you sit +down beside me in a big six-cylinder racing car I'm +handlin' next week. Let me show it to you. I'll swing +her around to your door at eight o'clock. In twenty- +five minutes we'll clear the Bronx and shoot into New +Rochelle. There'll be no cops out to bother us, and +not a wheel in sight. It'll do you good. Let me take +you! I owe you that much for bein' so nice to me +today. Will you go with me?" + +Mary hesitated. + +"I'll think it over and let you know." + +"Got a telephone?" + +"No." + +"Then you'll have to tell me before I go--won't +you?" + +"I suppose so," she answered demurely. + +They passed the big fountain beyond the Mall and +skirted the lake to the bridge, crossed, walked along +the water's edge to the laurel-covered crags and found +a seat alone in the summer house that hides among the +trees on its highest point. + +The roar of the city was dim and far away. The +only sounds to break the stillness were the laughter of +lovers along the walks below and the distant cry of +steamers in the harbor and rivers. + +"You'd almost think you're in the mountains up +here, now wouldn't you?" he asked, after a moment's +silence. + +"Yes. I call this park my country estate. It +costs me nothing to keep it in perfect order. The city +pays for it all. But I own it. Every tree and shrub +and flower and blade of grass, every statue and bird +and animal in it is mine. I couldn't get more joy out +of them if I had them inclosed behind an iron fence, +and the deed to the land in my pocket--not half as +much, for I'd be lonely and miserable without someone +to see and enjoy it all with me." + +"Gee, that's so, ain't it? I never looked at it +like that before." + +He gazed at her a long time in silent admiration, +and then spoke briskly. + +"Now tell me about this North Carolina and all +those miles and square miles of mountains." + +"You've a piece of paper and pencil?" + +He lifted his hand school-boy fashion: + +"Johnny on the spot, teacher!" + +A blank-book and pencil he threw in her lap and +leaned close. + +"Tear the leaves out, if you like." + +"No, I'll just draw the maps on the pages and leave +them for you to study." + +With deft touch she outlined in rough on the first +page, the states of New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Delaware, +Virginia and North Carolina, tracing his possible route +by Trenton, Philadelphia, Wilmington, Dover, Norfolk +and Raleigh, or by Washington, Richmond, and Danville +to Greensboro. + +"Either route you see," she said softly, "leads to +Salisbury, where you strike the foothills of the +mountains. It's about two hundred miles from there to +Asheville and `The Land of the Sky.'" + +For two hours she answered his eager, boyish +questions about the country and its people, his eyes +wide with admiration at her knowledge. + +The sun was sinking in a sea of scarlet and purple +clouds behind the tall buildings beside the Park before +she realized that they had been talking for more than +two hours. + +She sprang to her feet, blushing and confused. + +"Mercy, I had no idea it was so late." + +"Why--is it late?" he asked incredulously. + +"We must hurry----" + +She brushed the stray ringlets of hair from her +forehead, laughed and hurried down the pathway. + +They crossed the Park and took the Madison Avenue +line to Twenty-third Street. They were silent in the +car. The roar of the traffic was deafening after the +quiet of the summer house among the trees. + +"I can see you home?" he inquired appealingly. + +"We get off at Twenty-third Street." + +They stood on the steps at her door beside the +Square and there was a moment's awkward silence. + +He lifted his hat with a little chivalrous bow. + +"Tomorrow morning at eight o'clock in my car?" + +She smiled and hesitated. + +"You'll have a bully time!" + +"It's Sunday," she stammered. + +"Sure, that's why I asked you." + +"I don't like to miss my church." + +"You go to church every Sunday?" he asked in +amazement. + +"Yes." + +"Well, just this once then. It'll do you good. +And I'll drive as careful as a farmer." + +"All right," she said in low tones, and extended +her hand: + +"Good night----" + +"Good night, teacher!" he responded with a +boyish wave of his slender hand and quickly +disappeared in the crowd. + +She rushed up the stairs, her cheeks aflame, her +heart beating a tattoo of foolish joy. + +She snatched the kitten from sleep and whispered in +his tiny ear: + +"Oh, Kitty dear, I've had such an adventure! I've +spent the happiest, silliest afternoon of my life! I'm +going to have a more wonderful day tomorrow. I just +feel it. In a big racing automobile if you please, Mr. +Thomascat! Sorry I can't take you but the dust would +blind you, Kitty dear. I'm sorry to tell you that +you'll have to stay at home all day alone and keep +house. It's too bad. But I'll fix your milk and bread +before I go and you must promise me on your sacred +Persian cat's honor not to look at my birds!" + +She hugged him violently and he purred his soft +answer in song. + +"Oh, Kitty, I'm so happy--so foolishly happy!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +DOUBTS AND FEARS + +Mary attempted no analysis of her emotions. It was all +too sudden, too stunning. She was content to feel and +enjoy the first overwhelming experience of life. Hour +after hour she lay among the pillows of her couch in +the dim light of the street lamps and lazily watched +the passing Saturday evening crowds. +The world was beautiful. + +She undressed at last and went to bed, only to toss +wide-eyed for hours. + +A hundred times she reenacted the scene in the +Library and recalled her first impression of Jim's +personality. What could such an utterly unforeseen and +extraordinary meeting mean except that it was her Fate? +Certainly he could not have planned it. Certainly she +had not foreseen such an event. It had never occurred +to her in the wildest flights of fancy that she could +meet and speak to a man under such conditions, to say +nothing of the walk in the Park and the hours she +spent in the little summer house. + +And the strangest part of it all was that she could +see nothing wrong in it from beginning to end. It had +happened in the simplest and most natural way +imaginable. By the standards of conventional propriety +her act was the maddest folly; and yet she was still +happy over it. + +There was one disquieting trait about him that made +her a little uneasy. He used the catch-words of the +street gamins of New York without any consciousness of +incongruity. She thought at first that he did this as +the Southern boy of culture and refinement +unconsciously drops into the tones and dialect of the +negro, by daily association. His constant use of the +expressive and characteristic "Gee" was startling, to +say the least. And yet it came from his lips in such a +boyish way she felt sure that it was due to his +embarrassment in the unusual position in which he had +found himself with her. + +His helplessness with the dictionary was proof, of +course, that he was no scholar. And yet a boy might +have a fair education in the schools of today and be +unfamiliar with this ponderous and dignified +encyclopedia of words. It was impossible to believe +that he was illiterate. His clothes, his carriage, +even his manners made such an idea preposterous. + +Besides, no inventor could be really illiterate. +He may have been forced to work and only attended night +schools. But if he were a mechanic, capable of making +a successful improvement on one of the most delicate +and important parts of an automobile, he must have +studied the principles involved in his inventions. + +His choice of a profession appealed to her +imagination, too. It showed independence and +initiative. It opened boundless possibilities. He +might be an obscure and poorly educated boy today. In +five years he could be a millionaire and the head of +some huge business whose interests circled the world. + +The tired brain wore itself out at last in eager +speculations, and she fell into a fitful stupor. The +roar of the street-cars waked her at daylight, and +further sleep was out of the question. She rose, +dressed quickly and got her breakfast in a quiver of +nervous excitement over the adventure of the coming +automobile. + +As the hour of eight drew nearer, her doubts of the +propriety of going became more acute. + +"What on earth has come over me in the past twenty- +four hours?" she asked of herself. "I've known +this man but a day. I don't KNOW him at all, and +yet I'm going to put my life in his hands in that +racing machine. Have I gone crazy?" + +She was not in the least afraid of him. His face +and voice and personality all seemed familiar. Her +brain and common-sense told her that such a trip with +an utter stranger was dangerous and foolish beyond +words. In his automobile, unaccompanied by a human +soul and unacquainted with the roads over which they +would travel, she would be absolutely in his power. + +She set her teeth firmly at last, her mind made up. + +"It's too mad a risk. I was crazy to promise. I +won't go!" + +She had scarcely spoken her resolution when the +soft call of the auto-horn echoed below. She stood +irresolute for a moment, and the call was repeated in +plaintive, appealing notes. + +She tried to hold fast to her resolutions, but the +impulse to open the window and look out was resistless. +She turned the old-fashioned brass knob, swung her +windows wide on their hinges and leaned out. + +His keen eyes were watching. He lifted his cap and +waved. She answered with the flutter of her +handkerchief--and all resolutions were off. + +"Of course, I'll go," she cried, with a laugh. +"It's a glorious day--I may never have such a chance +again." + + + +CHAPTER V + + +WINGS OF STEEL + +She threw on her furs and hurried downstairs. Her +surrender was too sudden to realize that she was being +driven by a power that obscured reason and crushed her +will. + +Reason made one more vain cry as she paused at the +door below to draw on her gloves. + +"You have refused every invitation to see or know +the unconventional world into which thousands of women +in New York, clear-eyed and unafraid, enter daily. +You'd sooner die than pose an hour in Gordon's studio, +and on a Sabbath morning you cut your church and go on +a day's wild ride with a man you have known but fifteen +hours!" + +And the voice inside quickly answered: + +"But that's different! Gordon's a married man. My +chevalier is not! I have the right to go, and he has +the right." + +It was settled anyhow before this little +controversy arose at the street door, but the ready +answer she gave eased her conscience and cleared +the way for a happy, exciting trip. + +He leaped from the big, ugly racer to help her in, +stopped and looked at her light clothing. + +"That's your heaviest coat?" + +"Yes. It isn't cold." + +"I've one for you." + +He drew an enormous fur coat from the car and held +it up for her arms. + +"You think I'll need that?" she asked. + +His white teeth gleamed in a friendly smile. + +"Take it from me, Kiddo, you certainly will!" + +She winced just a little at the common expression, +but he said it with such a quick, boyish enthusiasm, +she wondered whether he were quoting the expression +from the Bowery boy's vocabulary or using it in a +facetious personal way. + +"I knew you'd need it. So I brought it for you," +he added genially. + +"Thanks," she murmured, lifting her arms and +drawing the coat about her trim figure. + +He helped her into the car and drew from his pocket +a light pair of goggles. + +"Now these, and you're all hunky-dory!" + +"Will I need these, too?" she asked incredulously. + +"Will you!" he cried. "You wouldn't ask +that question if you knew the horse we've got +hitched to this benzine buggy today. He's got wings-- +believe me! It's all I can do to hold him on the +ground sometimes." + +"You'll drive carefully?" she faltered. + +He lifted his hand. + +"With you settin' beside me, my first name's +`Caution.'" + +She fumbled the goggles in a vain effort to lift +her arms over her head to fasten them on. He sprang +into the seat by her side and promptly seized them. + +"Let me fix 'em." + +His slender, skillful fingers adjusted the band and +brushed a stray ringlet of hair back under the furs. +The thrill of his touch swept her with a sudden dizzy +sense of excitement. She blushed and drew her head +down into the collar of the shaggy coat. + +He touched the wheel, and the gray monster leaped +from the curb and shot down the street. The single +impulse carried them to the crossing. He had shut off +the power as the machine gracefully swung into Fourth +Avenue. The turn made, another leap and the car swept +up the Avenue and swung through Twenty-sixth Street +into Fifth Avenue. Again the power was off as he made +the turn into Fifth Avenue at a snail's pace. + +"Can't let her out yet," he whispered +apologetically. "Had to make these turns. There's no +room for her inside of town." + +Mary had no time to answer. He touched the wheel, +and the car shot up the deserted Avenue. She gasped +for breath and braced her feet, her whole being +tingling with the first exhilarating consciousness that +she too was possessed of the devil of speed madness. +It was glorious! For the first time in her life, space +and distance lost their meaning. She was free as the +birds in the heavens. She was flying on the wings of +this gray, steel monster through space. The palaces on +the Avenue whirled by in dim ghost-like flashes. They +flew through Central Park into Seventy-second Street +and out into the Drive. The waters of the river, broad +and cool, flashing in the morning sun, rested her eyes +a moment and then faded in a twinkling. They had +leaped the chasm beyond Grant's Tomb, plunged into +Broadway and before she could get her bearings, swept +up the hill at One Hundred and Fifty-fifth Street, +slipped gracefully across the iron bridge and in a +jiffy were lost in a gray cloud of dust on the Boston +Turnpike. + +When the first intoxicating joy of speed had spent +itself, she found herself shuddering at the daring +turns he made, missing a curb by a hair's breadth-- +grazing a trolley by half an inch. Her fears were soon +forgotten. + +The hand on the wheel was made of steel, too. + +The throbbing demon encased within the hood obeyed +his slightest whim. She glanced at the square, massive +jaw with furtive admiration. + +Without turning his head he laughed. + +"You like it, teacher?" + +"I'm in Heaven!" + +"You won't worry about church then, will you?" + +"Not today." + +They stopped at a road-house, and he put in more +gasoline, lifted the casing from the engine, touched +each vital part, examined his tires, and made sure that +his machine was at its best. + +She watched him with a growing sense of his +strength of character, his poise and executive ability. +He was an awkward, stammering boy in the Library +yesterday. Today with this machine in his hand he was +the master of Time and Space. + +She yielded herself completely to the delicious +sense of his protection. The extraordinary care he was +giving the machine was a plain avowal of his deep +regard for her comfort and happiness. She had been in +one or two moderately moving cars driven by careful +chauffeurs through Central Park. She had always felt +on those trips with Jane Anderson like a poor relation +from the country imposing on a rich friend. + +This trip was all her own. The car and its master +were there solely for her happiness. Her slightest +whim was law for both. It was sweet, this sense of +power. She began to lift her body with a touch of +pride. + +She laughed now at fears. What nonsense! No +Knight of the Age of Chivalry could treat her with more +deference. He had tried already to get her to stop for +a bite of lunch. + +"Don't you want a thing to eat?" he persisted. + +"Not a thing. I've just had my breakfast. It's +only nine o'clock----" + +"I know, but we've come thirty miles and the air +makes you hungry. We ought to eat about six good meals +a day." + +She shook her head. + +"No--not yet. I'm too happy with these new wings. +I want to fly some more--come on----" + +He lifted his hand in his favorite gesture of +obedience. + +"'Nuff said--we'll streak it back now by another +road, hump it through town and jump over the +Brooklyn Bridge. I'll show you Coney Island and then I +know you'll want a hot dog anyhow." + +He crossed the country and darted into Broadway. +Before she could realize it, the last tree and field +were lost behind in a cloud of dust, and they were +again in the crowded streets of the city. The deep +growl of his horn rang its warnings for each crossing +and Mary watched the timid women scramble to the +sidewalks five and six blocks ahead. + +It was delicious. She had always been the one to +scramble before. Her heart went out in a wave of +tenderness to the man by her side, strong, daring, +masterful, her chevalier, her protector and admirer. + +Yes, her admirer! There was no doubt on that +point. The moment he relaxed the tension of his hand +on the wheel, his deep, mysterious eyes beneath the +drooping lids were fixed on hers in open, shameless +admiration. Their cold fire burned into her heart and +thrilled to her finger-tips. + +In spite of his deference and his obedience to her +whim, she felt the iron grip of his personality on her +imagination. Whatever his education, his origin or his +environment, he was a power to be reckoned with. + +No other type of man had ever appealed to her. +Her conception of a real man had always been one who +did his own thinking and commanded rather than asked +the respect of others. + +She had thrown the spell of her beauty over this +headstrong, masterful man. He was wax in her hands. A +delicious sense of power filled her. She had never +known what happiness meant before. She floated through +space. The spinning lines of towering buildings on +Broadway passed as mists in a dream. + +As the velvet feet of the car touched the great +bridge she lazily opened her eyes for a moment and +gazed through the lace-work of steel at the broad sweep +of the magnificent harbor. The dark blue hills of +Staten Island framed the picture. + +He was right. She had never seen New York before. +Never before had its immense panorama been swept within +two hours. Never before had she realized its +dimensions. She had always felt stunned and crushed in +the effort to conceive it. Today she had wings. The +city lay at her feet, conquered. She was mistress of +Time and Space. + +Again her sidelong glance swept the lines of Jim +Anthony's massive jaw. She laughed softly. + +"What's the matter?" he asked. + +"Nothing. I'm just happy." + +She blushed and wondered if he had read her +thoughts by some subtle power of clairvoyance. She was +speculating on the effects of love at first sight on +such a man. Would he hesitate, back and fill and hang +on for months trying in vain to gain the courage to +speak? Or would he spring with the leap of a young +tiger the moment he realized what he wanted? + +Her own attitude was purely one of joyous +expectancy. It would, of course, be a long time before +her feelings could take any definite attitude toward a +man. For the moment she was supremely happy. It was +enough. She made no effort to probe her feelings. She +might return to earth tomorrow. Today she was in +Heaven. She would make the most of it. + +They skimmed the wooded cliffs of Bay Ridge, her +heart beating in ecstasy at the revelation of beauty of +whose existence she had not dreamed. + +"I bet you never saw this drive before, now did +you?" he asked with boyish enthusiasm. + +"No--it's wonderful." + +"Some view--eh?" + +"Entrancing!" + +"You know when I make my pile, I'd like a palace of +white marble perched on this cliff with the windows +on the south looking out over Sandy Hook, and the +windows on the west looking over that fort on the top +of Staten Island with its black eyes gazing over the +sea. How would you like that?" + +She turned away to mask the smile she couldn't +repress. + +"That would be splendid, wouldn't it?" + +"I like the water, don't you?" + +"I love it." + +"Water and hills both right together! I reckon my +father must 'a' been a sea-captain and my mother from +the mountains----" + +He said this with a pathos that found the girl's +heart. What a pitiful, lonely life, a boy's without +even the memory of a mother or father! The mother +instinct rose in a resistless flood of pity. Her eyes +grew suddenly dim. + +"Well," he said briskly, "now for the dainty job! +I've got to jump my way through that Coney Island +bunch. You see my low speed's a racing pace for an +everyday car. All I can do in a crowd is to jump from +one crossing to the next and cut her power off every +time. You can bet I'll make a guy or two jump with +me----" + +"You won't hurt anyone?" she pleaded. + +"Lord, no! I wouldn't dare to put her +through that mob in the afternoon. I'd kill a +regiment of 'em. But it's early--just the shank of the +morning. There's nobody down here yet." + +The car suddenly leaped into the Avenue that runs +through the heart of Coney Island, the deep-throated +horn screaming its warning. The crowd scattered like +sheep before a lion. + +The girl laughed in spite of her effort at self- +control. + +"Watch 'em hump!" Jim grunted. + +"It's funny, isn't it?" + +"When you're in the car--yes. It don't seem so +funny when you're on foot. Well, some people were made +to walk and some to ride. I had to hoof it at first. +I like riding better--don't you?" + +"To be perfectly honest--yes!" + +The car leaped forward again, the horn screaming. +The wheel passed within a foot of a fat woman's skirt. +With a cry of terror she fled to the sidewalk and shook +her fist at Jim, her face purple with anger. + +He waved his hand back at her: + +"Never touched you, dearie! Never touched you!" + +Mary lost all fear of accident and watched him +handle the machine with the skill of a master. She +could understand now the spirit of deviltry in a +chauffeur who knows his business. It seemed a wicked, +cruel thing from the ground--this swift plunge of a car +as if bent on murder. But now that she felt the sure, +velvet grip of the brake in a master's hand, she saw +that the danger was largely a myth. + +It was fun to see people jump at the approach of an +avalanche of steel that always stopped just short of +harm. Of course, it took a steady nerve and muscle to +do the trick. The man by her side had both. He was +always smiling. Nothing rattled him. + +Her trust was now implicit. She relaxed the +tension of the first two hours of doubt and fear, and +yielded to the spell of his strength. It seemed +inseparable from the throbbing will of the giant +machine. He was its incarnate spirit. She was being +swept through space now on the wings of omnipotent +power--but power always obedient to her whim. + +With steady, even pulse they glided down the long, +broad Avenue to Prospect Park, swung through its +winding lanes, on through the streets of Brooklyn and +once more into the open road. + +"Now for Long Beach and a good lunch!" he cried. +"I'll show you something--but you'll have to shut your +eyes to see it." + +With a sudden bound, the car leaped into the air, +and shot through the sky with the hiss and shriek of a +demon. + +The girl caught her breath and instinctively +gripped his arm. + +"Look out, Kiddo!" he shouted. "Don't touch me--or +we'll both land in Kingdom Come. I ain't ready for a +harp just yet. I'd rather fool with this toy for a +while down here." + +She braced her feet and gripped the sides of the +car, gasping for breath, steadied herself at last and +crouched low among the furs to guard her throat from +the icy daggers of the wind. + +The landscape whirled in a circle of trees and sky, +while above the dark line of hills hung the boiling +cauldron of cloud-banked heavens. + +"Are you game?" he called above the roar. + +"Yes," she gasped. "Don't stop----" + +Her soul had risen at last to the ecstasy of the +mania for speed that fired the man's spirit and nerved +his hand. It was inconceivable until experienced--this +awful joy! Her spirit sank with childish +disappointment as he slowly lowered the power. + +"Got to take a sharp curve down there," he +explained. "We turn to the right for the meadows and +the Beach--how was that?" + +"Wonderful," she cried, with dancing eyes. "Let +her go again if you want to--I'm game--now." + +Jim laughed. + +"A little rattled at first?" + +"Yes----" + +"Well, we can't let her out on this road. It's too +narrow--have to take a ditch sometimes to pass. That +wouldn't do for an eighty-mile clip, you know--now +would it?" + +"Hardly." + +"I might risk it alone--but my first name's `Old +Man Caution' today--you get me?" + +Mary nodded and turned her head away again. + +"I got you the first time, sir," she answered +playfully taking his tone. + +He ran the car into the garage at the Beach, sprang +out and lifted Mary to the ground with quick, firm +hand. They threw off their heavy coats and left them. + +"Look out for this junk now, sonny," he cried to +the attendant, tossing him a half dollar. + +"Sure, Mike!" + +"Fill her up to the chin by the time we get +back." + +"Righto!" + +Quickly they walked to the hotel and in five +minutes were seated beside a window in the dining-room, +watching the lazy roll of the sea sweep in on the sands +at low tide. + +"I'm hungry as a wolf!" he whispered. + +"So am I----" + +"We'll eat everything in sight--start at the top +and come down." + +He handed her the menu card and watched her from +the depths beneath the drooping eyelids. + +Conscious of his gaze and rejoicing in its frank +admiration, she ordered the dinner with instinctive +good taste. No effort at conversation was made by +either. They were both too hungry. As Jim lighted his +cigarette when the coffee was served, he leaned back in +his chair and watched the breakers in silence. + +"That's the best dinner I ever had in my life," he +said slowly. + +"It was good. We were hungry." + +"I've been hungry before, many a time. It was +something else, too." He paused and rose abruptly. +"Let's walk up the Beach." + +"I'd love to," she answered, slowly rising. + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +BESIDE THE SEA + +They strolled leisurely along the board-walk, found the +sand, walked in the firm, dry line of the high-water +mark for a mile to the east, and sat down on a clump of +sea-grass on the top of a sand dune. + +"I like this!" she cried joyously. + +"So do I," he answered soberly, and lapsed into +silence. + +The sun was warm and genial. The wind had died, +and the waves of the rising tide were creeping up the +long, sloping stretches of the sand with a lazy, +soothing rush. A winter gull poised above their heads +and soared seaward. The smoke of an ocean liner +streaked the horizon as she swept toward the channel +off Sandy Hook. + +Jim looked at the girl by his side and tried to +speak. She caught the strained expression in his +strong face and lowered her eyes. + +He began to trace letters in the sand. + +She knew with unerring instinct that he had made +his first desperate effort to speak his love and +failed. Would he give it up and wait for weeks and +possibly months--or would he storm the citadel in one +mad rush at the beginning? + +He found his voice at last. He had recovered from +the panic of his first impulse. + +"Well, how do you like my idea of a good day as far +as you've gone?" he asked lightly. + +She met his gaze with perfect frankness. "The +happiest day I ever spent in my life," she confessed. + +"Honest?" + +"Honest." + +"Oh, shucks--what's the use!" he cried, with sudden +fierce resolution. "You've got me, Kiddo, you've got +me! I've been eatin' out of your hand since the minute +I laid my eyes on you in that big room. I'm all yours. +You can do anything you want with me. For God's sake, +tell me that you like me a little." + +The blood slowly mounted to her cheeks in red waves +of tremulous emotion. + +"I like you very much," she said in low tones. + +He seized her hand and held it in a desperate grip. + +"I love you, Kiddo," he went on passionately. "You +don't mind me calling you Kiddo? You're so dainty +and pretty and sweet, and that dimple keeps coming in +your cheek, it just seems like that's the word--you +don't mind?" + +"No----" + +"You don't know how I've been starvin' all my life +for the love of a pure girl like you. You're the first +one I ever spoke to. I was scared to death yesterday +when I saw you. But I'd 'a' spoke to you if it killed +me in my tracks. I couldn't help it. It just looked +like an angel had dropped right down out of the gold +clouds from that ceilin'. I was afraid I'd lose you in +the crowd and never see you again. It didn't seem you +were a stranger anyhow--I didn't seem strange to you, +did I?" + +Her lips quivered, and she was silent. + +"Didn't you feel like you'd known me somewhere +before?" he pleaded. + +"Yes." + +"I just felt you did, and that's what give me +courage. Oh, Kiddo, you've got to love me a little-- +I've never been loved by a human soul in all my life. +The first thing I remember was hidin' under a stoop +from a brute who beat me every night. I ran away and +slept in barrels and crawled into coal shutes till I +was big enough to earn a livin' sellin' papers. For +years I never knew what it meant to have enough to +eat. I just scratched and fought my way through the +streets like a little hungry wolf till I got in a +blacksmith's shop down on South Street and learned to +handle tools. I was quick and smart, and the old man +liked me and let me sleep in the shop. I had enough to +eat then and got strong as an ox. I went to the night +schools and learned to read and write. I don't know +anything, but I'm quick and you can teach me--you will, +won't you?" + +"I'll try," was the low answer. + +"You do like me, Kiddo? Say it again!" + +She rose to her feet and looked out over the sea, +her face scarlet. + +"Yes, I do," she said at last. + +With a sudden resistless sweep he clasped her in +his arms and kissed her lips. + +Her heart leaped in mad response to the first kiss +a lover had ever given. Her body quivered and relaxed +in his embrace. It was sweet--it was wonderful beyond +words. + +He kissed her again, and she clung to him, lifting +her eyes to his at last in a long, wondering gaze and +then pressed her own lips to his. + +"Oh, my God, Kiddo, you love me! It beats the +world, don't it? Love at first sight for both of +us! + +I've heard about it, but I didn't think it would +ever happen to me like this--did you?" + +She shook her head and bit her lips as the tears +slowly dimmed her eyes. + +"It takes my breath," she murmured. "I can't +realize what it all means. It seems too wonderful to +be true." + +"And you won't turn me down because I don't know +who my father and mother was?" + +"No--my heart goes out to you in a great pity for +your lonely, wretched boyhood." + +"I couldn't help that--now could I?" + +"Of course not. It's wonderful that you've made +your way alone and won the fight of life." + +He gripped her hands and held her at arms' length, +devouring her with his deep, slumbering eyes. + +"Gee, but you're a brick, little girl! I thought +you were an angel when I first saw you. Now I know it. +Just watch me work for you! I'll show you a thing or +two. You'll marry me right away, won't you?" + +He bent close, his breath on her lips. + +Her eyes drooped under his passionate gaze, and the +tears slowly stole down her cheeks. Her hour of life +had struck! So suddenly, so utterly unexpectedly, it +rang a thunderbolt from the clear sky. + +"You will, won't you?" he pleaded. + +She smiled at him through her tears and slowly +said: + +"I can't say yes today." + +"Why--why?" + +"You've swept me off my feet--I--I can't think." + +"I don't want you to think--I want you to marry me +right now." + +"I must have a little time." + +His face fell in despair. + +"Say, little girl, don't turn me down--you'll kill +me." + +"I'm not turning you down," she protested tenderly. +"I only want time to see that I'm not crazy. I have to +pinch myself to see if I'm awake. It all seems a +dream"--she paused and lifted her radiant face to his-- +"a beautiful dream--the most wonderful my soul has ever +seen. I must be sure it's real!" + +He drew her into his arms, and her body again +relaxed in surrender as his lips touched hers. + +"Isn't that the real thing?" he laughed. + +She lay very still, her eyes closed, her face a +scarlet flame. She was frightened at the swift +realization of its overwhelming reality. The touch of +his hand thrilled to the last fiber and nerve of her +body. Her own trembling fingers clung to him with +desperate longing tenderness. She roused herself with +an effort and drew away. + +"That's enough now. I must have a little common- +sense. Let's go----" + +He clung to her hand. + +"You'll let me come to see you, tomorrow night?" + +"Yes----" + +"And the next night--and every night this week-- +what's the difference? There's nobody to say no, is +there?" + +"No one." + +"You'll let me?" + +"Tomorrow sure. Maybe you won't want to come the +next night." + +"Maybe I won't! Just wait and see!" + +He seized both hands again and held her at arms' +length. + +"Don't go yet--just let me look at you a minute +more! The only girl I ever had in my life--and she's +the prettiest thing God ever made on this earth. Ain't +I the lucky boy?" + +"We must go now," she cried, blushing again under +his burning eyes. + +He dropped her hands suddenly and saluted military +fashion. + +"All right, teacher! I'm the little boy that does +exactly what he's told." + +They strolled leisurely along the shining sands in +silence. Now and then his slender hand caught hers and +crushed it. The moment he touched her a living flame +flashed through her body--and through every moment of +contact her nerves throbbed and quivered as if a +musician were sweeping the strings of a harp. If this +were not love, what could it be? + +Her whole being, body and soul, responded to his. +Her body moved instinctively toward his, drawn by some +hidden, resistless power. Her hands went out to meet +his; her lips leaped to his. + +She must test it with time, of course. And yet she +knew by a deep inner sense that time could only fan the +flame that had been kindled into consuming fire that +must melt every barrier between them. + +She had asked him nothing of himself, his business +or his future, and knew nothing except what he had told +her in the first impetuous rush of his confession of +love. No matter. The big thing today was the fact of +love and the new radiance with which it was beginning +to light the world. The effect was stunning. Their +conversation had been the simplest of commonplace +questions and answers--and yet the day was the one +miracle of her life--her happiness something +unthinkable until realized. + +She had not asked time in order to know him better. +She had only asked time to see herself more clearly in +the new experience. Not for a moment did she raise the +question of the worthiness of the man she loved. It +was inconceivable that she should love a man not worthy +of her. The only questions asked were soul-searching +ones put to herself. + +Through the sweet, cool drive homeward, a hundred +times she asked within: + +"Is this love?" + +And each time the answer came from the depths: + +"Yes--yes--a thousand times yes. It's the voice of +God. I feel it and I know it." + +He throttled the racer down to the lowest speed and +took the longest road home. + +Again and again he slipped his left hand from the +wheel and pressed hers. + +"You won't let anybody knock me behind my back, now +will you, little girl?" + +She pressed his hand in answer. + +"I ain't got a single friend in all God's world to +stand up for me but just you." + +"You don't need anyone," she whispered. + +"You'll give me a chance to get back at 'em if any +of your friends knock me, won't you?" + +"Why should they dislike you?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"Well, I ain't exactly one o' the high-flyers now +am I?" + +"I'm glad you're not." + +"Sure enough?" + +"Yes." + +"Then it's me for you, Kiddo, for this world and +the next." + +The car swung suddenly to the curb and Mary lifted +her eyes with a start to find herself in front of her +home. + +Jim sprang to the ground and lifted her out. + +"Keep this coat," he whispered. "We'll need it +tomorrow. What time is your school out?" + +"At three o'clock." + +"I can come at four?" + +"You don't have to work tomorrow?" + +He hesitated a moment. + +"No, I'm on a vacation till after Christmas. +They're putting through my new patent." + +He followed her inside the door and held her hand +in the shadows of the hall. + +"All right, at four," she said. + +"I'll be here." + +He stooped and kissed her, turned and passed +quickly out. + +She stood for a moment in the shadows and listened +to the throb of the car until it melted into the roar +of the city's life, her heart beating with a joy so new +it was pain. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +A VAIN APPEAL + +A week passed on the wings of magic. + +Every day at four o'clock the car was waiting at +her door. The drab interior of the school-room had +lost its terror. No annoyance could break the spell +that reigned within. Her patience was inexhaustible, +her temper serene. + +Walking with swift step down the Avenue to her home +she wondered vaguely how she could have been lonely in +all the music and the wonder of New York's marvelous +life. The windows of the stores were already crowded +with Christmas cheer, and busy thousands passed through +their doors. Each man or woman was a swift messenger +of love. Somewhere in the shadows of the city's +labyrinth a human heart would beat with quickened joy +for every step that pressed about these crowded +counters. Love had given new eyes to see, new ears to +hear and a new heart to feel the joys and sorrows of +life. + +She hadn't given her consent yet. She was +still asking her silly heart to be sure of herself. +Of her lover, the depth and tenderness, the strength +and madness of his love, there could be no doubt. Each +day he had given new tokens. + +For Saturday afternoon she had told him not to +bring the car. + +When they reached Fifth Avenue, across the Square, +he stopped abruptly and faced her with a curious, +uneasy look: + +"Say, tell me why you wanted to walk?" + +"I had a good reason," she said evasively. + +"Yes, but why? It's a sin to lay that car up a day +like this. Look here----" + +He stopped and tried to gulp down his fears. + +"Look here--you're not going to throw me down after +leading me to the very top of the roof, are you?" + +She looked up with tender assurance. + +"Not today----" + +"Then why hoof it? Let me run round to the garage +and shoot her out. You can wait for me at the Waldorf. +I've always wanted to push my buzz-wagon up to that big +joint and wait for my girl to trip down the steps." + +"No. I've a plan of my own today. Let me have my +way." + +"All righto--just so you're happy." + +"I am happy," she answered soberly. + +At the foot of the broad stairs of the Library she +paused and looked up smilingly at its majestic front. + +"Come in a moment," she said softly. + +He followed her wonderingly into the vaulted hall +and climbed the grand staircase to the reading-room. +She walked slowly to the shelf on which the Century +Dictionary rested and looked laughingly at the seat in +which she sat Saturday afternoon a week ago at exactly +this hour. + +Jim smiled, leaned close and whispered: + +"I got you, Kiddo--I got you! Get out of here +quick or I'll grab you and kiss you!" + +She started and blushed. + +"Don't you dare!" + +"Beat it then--beat it--or I can't help it!" + +She turned quickly and they passed through the +catalogue room and lightly down the stairs. + +He held her soft, round arm with a grip that sent +the blood tingling to the roots of her brown hair. + +"You understand now?" she whispered. + +"You bet! We walk the same way up the Avenue, +through the Park to the little house on the laurel +hill. And you're goin' to be sweet to me today, my +Kiddo--I just feel it. I----" + +"Don't be too sure, sir!" she interrupted, +solemnly. + +He laughed aloud. + +"You can't fool me now--and I'm crazy as a June +bug! You know I like to walk--if I can be with you!" + +At the Park entrance she stopped again and smiled +roguishly. + +"We'll find a seat in one of the summer houses +along the Fifty-ninth Street side." + +"All right," he responded. + +"No--we'll go on where we started!" + +With a laugh, she slipped her hand through his arm. + +"You were a little scared of me last Saturday about +this time, weren't you?" + +"Just a little----" + +"It hurt me, too, but I didn't let you know." + +"I'm sorry." + +"It's all right now--it's all right. Gee I but +we've traveled some in a week, haven't we?" + +"I've known you more than a week," she protested +gayly. + +"Sure--I've known you since I was born." + +They walked through the stately rows of elms on the +Mall in joyous silence. Crowds of children and +nurses, lovers and loungers, filled the seats and +thronged the broad promenade. + +Scarcely a word was spoken until they reached the +rustic house nestling among the trees on the hill. + +"Just a week by the calendar," she murmured. "And +I've lived a lifetime." + +"It's all right then--little girl? You'll marry me +right away? When--tonight?" + +"Hardly!" + +"Tomorrow, then?" + +She drew the glove from her hand and held the +slender fingers up before him. + +"You can get the ring----" + +"Gee! I do have to get a ring, don't I?" + +"Yes----" + +"Why didn't you tell me? You know I never got +married before." + +"I should hope not!" + +He seized her hand and kissed it, drew her into his +arms, held her crushed and breathless and released her +with a quick, impulsive movement. + +"You'll help me get it?" he asked eagerly. + +"If you like." + +"A big white sparkler?" + +"No--no----" + +"No?" + +"A plain little gold band." + +"Let me get you a big diamond!" + +"No--a plain gold band." + +"It's all settled then?" + +"We're engaged. You're my fiance." + +"But for God's sake, Kiddo--how long do I have to +be a fiance?" + +A ripple of laughter rang through the trees. + +"Don't you think we've done pretty well for seven +days?" + +"I could have settled it in seven minutes after we +met," he answered complainingly. "You won't tell me +the day yet?" + +"Not yet----" + +"All right, we'll just have to take blessings as +they come, then." + +Through the beautiful afternoon they sat side by +side with close-pressed hands and planned the future +which love had given. A modest flat far up among the +trees on the cliffs overlooking the Hudson, they +decided on. + +"We'll begin with that," he cried enthusiastically, +"but we won't stay there long. I've got big plans. +I'm going to make a million. The white house down by +the sea for me, a yacht out in the front yard and a +half-dozen thundering autos in the garage. If this +deal I'm on now goes through, I'll make my pile in a +year----" + +They rose as the shadows lengthened. + +"I must go home and feed my pets," she sighed. + +"All right," he responded heartily. "I'll get the +car and be there in a jiffy. We'll take a spin out to +a road-house for dinner." + +She lifted her eyes tenderly. + +"You can come right up to my room--now that we're +engaged." + +He swept her into his arms again, and held her in +unresisting happiness. + +It was dark when he swung the gray car against the +curb and sprang out. He didn't blow his horn for her +to come down. The privilege she had granted was too +sweet and wonderful. He wouldn't miss it for the +world. + +The stairs were dark. Ella was late this afternoon +getting back to her work. His light footstep scarcely +made a sound. He found each step with quick, +instinctive touch. The building seemed deserted. The +tenants were all on trips to the country and the +seashore. The day was one of rare beauty and warmth. +Someone was fumbling in the dark on the third floor +back. + +He made his way quickly to her room, and softly +knocked, waited a moment and knocked again. There was +no response. He couldn't be mistaken. He had seen her +lean out of that window every day the past week. + +Perhaps she was busy in the kitchenette and the +noise from the street made it impossible to hear. + +He placed his hand on the doorknob. + +From the darkness of the hall, in a quick, tiger +leap, Ella threw herself on him and grappled for his +throat. + +"What are you doing at that door, you dirty thief?" +she growled. + +"Here! Here! What'ell--what's the matter with +you?" he gasped, gripping her hands and tearing them +from his neck. "I'm no thief!" + +"You are! You are, too!" she shrieked. "I heard +you sneak in the door downstairs--heard you slippin' +like a cat upstairs! Get out of here before I call a +cop!" + +She was savagely pushing him back to the landing of +the stairs. With a sudden lurch, Jim freed himself and +gripped her hands. + +"Cut it! Cut it! Or I'll knock your block off! +I've come to take my girl to ride----" + +He drew a match and quickly lighted the gas as +Mary's footstep echoed on the stairs below. + +"Well, she's coming now--we'll see," was the sullen +answer. + +Ella surveyed him from head to foot, her one eye +gleaming in angry suspicion. + +Mary sprang up the last step and saw the two +confronting each other. She had heard the angry voices +from below. + +"Why, Ella, what's the matter?" she gasped. + +"He was trying to break into your room----" + +Jim threw up his hands in a gesture of rage, and +Mary broke into a laugh. + +"Why, nonsense, Ella, I asked him to come! This is +Mr. Anthony,"--her voice dropped,--"my fiance." + +Ella's figure relaxed with a look of surprise. + +"Oh, ja?" she murmured, as if dazed. + +"Yes--come in," she said to Jim. "Sorry I was out. +I had to run to the grocer's for the Kitty." + +Ella glared at Jim, turned and began to light the +other hall lamps without any attempt at apology. + +Jim entered the room with a look of awe, took in +its impression of sweet, homelike order and recovered +quickly his composure. + +"Gee, you're the dandy little housekeeper! I could +stay here forever." + +"You like it?" + +"It's a bird's nest " He glanced in the mirror and +saw the print of Ella's fingers on his collar. "Will +you look at that?" he growled. + +"It's too bad," she said, sympathetically. + +"You know I thought a she-tiger had got loose from +the Bronx and jumped on me." + +"I'm awfully sorry," she apologized. "Ella's very +fond of me. She was trying to protect me. She +couldn't see who it was in the dark." + +"No; I reckon not," Jim laughed. + +"I've changed our plans for the evening," she +announced. "We won't go to ride tonight. I want you +to bring my best friend to dinner with us at Mouquin's. +Go after her in the car. I want to impress her----" + +"I got you, Kiddo! She's goin' to look me over-- +eh? All right, I'll stop at the store and get a clean +collar. I wouldn't like her to see the print of that +tiger's claw on my neck." + +"There's her address the Gainsborough Studios. +Drop me at Mouquin's and I'll have the table set in one +of the small rooms upstairs. I'll meet you at the +door." + +Jim glanced at the address, put it in his pocket +and helped her draw on her heavy coat. + +"You'll be nice to Jane? I want her to like you. +She's the only real friend I've ever had in New York." + +"I'll do my best for you, little girl," he +promised. + +He dropped her at the wooden cottage-front on Sixth +Avenue near Twenty-eighth Street, and returned in +twenty minutes with Jane. + +As the tall artist led the way upstairs, Jim +whispered: + +"Say, for God's sake, let me out of this!" + +"Why?" + +"She's a frost. If I have to sit beside her an +hour I'll catch cold and die. I swear it; save me! +Save my life!" + +"Sh! It's all right. She's fine and generous when +you know her." + +They had reached the door and Mary pushed him in. +There was no help for it. He'd have to make the most +of it. + +The dinner was a dismal failure. + +Jane Anderson was polite and genial, but there was +a straight look of wonder in her clear gray eyes that +froze the blood in Jim's veins. + +Mary tried desperately for the first half-hour to +put him at his ease. It was useless. The attack of +Ella had upset his nerves, and the unexpressed +hostility of Jane had completely crushed his spirits. +He tried to talk once, stammered and lapsed into a +sullen silence from which nothing could stir him. + +The two girls at last began to discuss their own +affairs and the dinner ended in a sickening failure +that depressed and angered Mary. + +The agony over at last, she rose and turned to Jim: + +"You can go now, sir--I'll take Jane home with me +for a friendly chat." + +"Thank God!" he whispered, grinning in spite of his +effort to keep a straight face. + +"Tomorrow?" he asked in low tones. + +"At eight o'clock." + +Jim bowed awkwardly to Jane, muttered something +inarticulate and rushed to his car. + +The two girls walked in silence through Twenty- +eighth Street to Broadway and thence across the Square. + +Seated in her room, Mary could contain her pent-up +rage no longer. + +"Jane Anderson, I'm furious with you! How could +you be so rude--so positively insulting!" + +"Insulting?" + +"Yes. You stared at him in cold disdain as if he +were a toad under your feet!" + +"I assure you, dear----" + +"Why did you do it?" + +The artist rose, walked to the window, looked out +on the Square for a moment, extended her hand and laid +it gently on Mary's shoulder. + +"You've made up your mind to marry this man, +honey?" + +"I certainly have," was the emphatic answer. + +Jane paused. + +"And all in seven days?" + +"Seven days or seven years--what does it matter? +He's my mate--we love--it's Fate." + +"It's incredible!" + +"What's incredible?" + +"Such madness." + +"Perhaps love is madness--the madness that makes +life worth the candle. I've never lived before the +past week." + +"And you, the dainty, cultured, pious little saint, +will marry this--this----" + +"Say it! I want you to be frank----" + +"Perfectly frank?" + +"Absolutely." + +"This coarse, ugly, illiterate brute----" + +"Jane Anderson, how dare you!" Mary sprang to her +feet, livid with rage. + +"I asked if I might be frank. Shall I lie to you? +Or shall I tell you what I think?" + +"Say what you please; it doesn't matter," Mary +interrupted angrily. + +"I only speak at all because I love you. Your +common-sense should tell you that I speak with +reluctance. But now that I have spoken, let me beg of +you for your father's sake, for your dead mother's +sake, for my sake--I'm your one disinterested friend +and you know that my love is real--for the sake of your +own soul's salvation in this world and the next--don't +marry that brute! Commit suicide if you will--jump off +the bridge--take poison, cut your throat, blow your +brains out--but, oh dear God, not this!" + +"And why, may I ask?" was the cold question. + +"He's in no way your equal in culture, in +character, in any of the essentials on which the +companionship of marriage must be based----" + +"He's a diamond in the rough," Mary staunchly +asserted. + +"He's in the rough, all right! The only diamond +about him is the one in his red scarf--`Take it from +me, Kiddo! Take it from me!'" + +Her last sentence was a quotation from Jim, her +imitation of his slang so perfect Mary's cheeks flamed +anew with anger. + +"I'll teach him to use good English--never fear. +In a month he'll forget his slang and his red scarf." + +"You mean that in a month you'll forget to use good +English and his style of dress will be yours. Oh, +honey, can't you see that such a man will only drag you +down, down to his level? Can it be possible that you-- +that you really love him?" + +"I adore him and I'm proud of his love!" + +"Now listen! You believe in an indissoluble +marriage, don't you?" + +"Yes----" + +"It's the first article of your creed--that +marriage is a holy sacrament, that no power on earth or +in hell can ever dissolve its bonds? Fools rush in +where angels fear to tread, my dear! They always +have--they always will, I suppose. This is peculiarly +true of your type of woman--the dainty, clinging girl +of religious enthusiasm. You're peculiarly susceptible +to the physical power of a brutal lover. Your soul +glories in submission to this force. The more coarse +and brutal its attraction the more abject and joyful +the surrender. Your religion can't save you because +your religion is purely emotional--it is only +another manifestation of your sex emotions." + +"How can you be so sacrilegious!" the girl +interrupted with a look of horror. + +"It may shock you, dear, but I'm telling you one of +the simplest truths of Nature. You'd as well know it +now as later. The moment you wake to realize that your +emotions have been deceived and bankrupted, your faith +will collapse. At least keep, your grip on common- +sense. Down in the cowardly soul of every weak woman-- +perhaps of every woman--is the insane desire to be +dominated by a superior brute force. The woman of the +lower classes--the peasant of Russia, for example, +whose sex impulses are of all races the most violent-- +refuses with scorn the advances of the man who will not +strike her. The man who can't beat his wife is beneath +contempt--he is no man at all----" + +Mary broke into a laugh. + +"Really, Jane, you cease to be serious you're a +joke. For Heaven's sake use a little common-sense +yourself. You can't be warning me that my lover is +marrying me in order to use his fists on me?" + +"Perhaps not, dear,"--the artist smiled; "there +might be greater depths for one of your training and +character. I'm just telling you the plain truth +about the haste with which you're rushing into +this marriage. There's nothing divine in it. There's +no true romance of lofty sentiment. It's the simplest +and most elemental of all the brutal facts of animal +life. That it is resistless in a woman of your culture +and refinement makes it all the more pathetic----" + +The girl rose with a gesture of impatience. + +"It's no use, Jane dear; we speak a different +language. I don't in the least know what you're +talking about, and what's more, I'm glad I don't. I've +a vague idea that your drift is indecent. But we're +different. I realize that. I don't sit in judgment on +you. You're wasting your breath on me. I'm going into +this marriage with my eyes wide open. It's the +fulfillment of my brightest hopes and aspirations. +That I shall be happy with this man and make him +supremely happy I know by an intuition deeper and truer +than reason. I'm going to trust that intuition without +reservation." + +"All right, honey," the artist agreed with a smile. +"I won't say anything more, except that you're fooling +yourself about the depth of this intuitive knowledge. +Your infatuation is not based on the verdict of your +deepest and truest instincts." + +"On what, then?" + +"The crazy ideals of the novels you've been +reading--that's all." + +"Ridiculous!" + +"You're absolutely sure, for instance, that God +made just one man the mate of one woman, aren't you?" + +"As sure as that I live." + +"Where did you learn it?" + +"So long ago I can't remember." + +"Not in your Bible?" + +"No." + +"The Sunday school?" + +"No." + +"Craddock didn't tell you that, did he?" + +"Hardly----" + +"I thought not. He has too much horse-sense in +spite of his emotional gymnastics. You learned it in +the first dime-novel you read." + +"I never read a dime-novel in my life," she +interrupted, indignantly. + +"I know--you paid a dollar and a quarter for it-- +but it was a dime-novel. The philosophy of this school +of trash you have built into a creed of life. How can +you be so blind? How can you make so tragic a +blunder?" + +"That's just it, Jane: I couldn't if your +impressions of his character were true. I +couldn't make a mistake about so vital a question. I +couldn't love him if he really were a coarse, +illiterate brute. What you see is only on the surface. +He hasn't had his chance yet----" + +"Who is he? What does he do? Who are his people?" + +"He has no people----" + +"I thought not." + +"I love him all the more deeply," she went on +firmly, "because of his miserable childhood. I'll do +my best to make up for the years of cruelty and hunger +and suffering through which he passed. What right have +you to sit in judgment on him without a hearing? +You've known him two hours----" + +Jane shrugged her shoulders. + +"Two minutes was quite enough." + +"And you judge by what standard?" + +"My five senses, and my sixth sense above all. One +look at his square bulldog jaw, his massive neck and +the deformity of his delicate hands and feet! I hear +the ignorant patois of the East Side underworld. I +smell the brimstone in his suppressed rage at my +dislike. There's something uncanny in the sensuous +droop of his heavy eyelids and the glitter of his +steel-blue eyes. There's something incongruous in +his whole personality. I was afraid of him the moment +I saw him." + +Mary broke into hysterical laughter. + +"And if my five senses and my intuitions contradict +yours? Who is to decide? If I loved him on sight---- +If I looked into his eyes and saw the soul of my mate? +If their cold fires thrill me with inexpressible +passion? If I see in his massive neck and jaw the +strength of an irresistible manhood, the power to win +success and to command the world? If I see in his +slender hands and small feet lines of exquisite +beauty--am I to crush my senses and strangle my love to +please your idiotic prejudice?" + +Jane threw up her hands in despair. + +"Certainly not! If you're blind and deaf I can't +keep you from committing suicide. I'd lock you up in +an asylum for the insane if I had the power to save you +from the clutches of the brute." + +Mary drew herself erect and faced her friend. + +"Please don't repeat that word in my hearing-- +there's a limit to friendship. I think you'd better +go----" + +Jane rose and walked quickly to the door, her lips +pressed firmly. + +"As you like--our lives will be far apart from +tonight. It's just as well." + +She closed the door with a bang and reached the +head of the stairs before Mary threw her arms around +her neck. + +"Please, dear, forgive me--don't go in anger." + +The older woman kissed her tenderly, glad of the +dim light to hide her own tears. + +"There, it's all right, honey--I won't remember it. +Forgive me for my ugly words." + +"I love him, Jane--I love him! It's Fate. Can't +you understand?" + +"Yes, dear, I understand, and I'll love you +always--good-by." + +"You'll come to my wedding?" + +"Perhaps----" + +"I'll let you know----" + +Another kiss, and Jane Anderson strode down the +stairs and out into the night with a sickening, +helpless fear in her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +JIM'S TRIAL + +The quarrel had left Mary in a quiver of exalted rage. +How dare a friend trample her most sacred feelings! +She pitied Jane Anderson and her tribe--these modern +feminine leaders of a senseless revolution against +man--they were crazy. They had all been disappointed +in some individual and for that reason set themselves +up as the judges of mankind. + +"Thank God my soul has not been poisoned!" she +exclaimed aloud with fervor. "How strange that these +women who claim such clear vision can be so stupidly +blind!" + +She busied herself with her little household, and +made up her mind once and for all time to be done with +such friendships. The friendship of such women was a +vain thing. They were vicious cats at heart--not like +her gentle Persian kitten whose soul was full of sleepy +sunlight. These modern insurgents were wild, half- +starved stray cats that had been hounded and +beaten until they had lapsed into their elemental brute +instincts. They were so aggravating, too, they +deserved no sympathy. + +Again she thanked God that she was not one of +them--that her heart was still capable of romantic +love--a love so sudden and so overwhelming that it +could sweep life before it in one mad rush to its +glorious end. + +She woke next morning with a dull sense of +depression. The room was damp and chilly. It was +storming. The splash of rain against the window and +the muffled roar from the street below meant that the +wind was high and the day would be a wretched one +outside. + +They couldn't take their ride. + +It was a double disappointment. She had meant to +have him dash down to Long Beach and place the ring on +her finger seated on that same bright sand-dune +overlooking the sea. Instead, they must stay indoors. +Jim was not at his best indoors. She loved him behind +the wheel with his hand on the pulse of that racer. +The machine seemed a part of his being. He breathed +his spirit into its steel heart, and together they +swept her on and on over billowy clouds through the +gates of Heaven. + +There was no help for it. They would spend +the time together in her room planning the future. +It would be sweet--these intimate hours in her home +with the man she loved. + +Should she spend a whole day alone there with him? +Was it just proper? Was it really safe? Nonsense! +The vile thoughts which Jane had uttered had poisoned +her, after all. She hated her self that she could +remember them. And yet they filled her heart with +dread in spite of every effort to laugh them off. + +"How could Jane Anderson dare say such things?" she +muttered angrily. "`A coarse, illiterate brute!' It's +a lie! a lie! a lie!" She stamped her foot in rage. +"He's strong and brave and masterful--a man among men-- +he's my mate and I love him!" + +And yet the frankness with which her friend had +spoken had in reality disturbed her beyond measure. +Through every hour of the day her uneasiness increased. +After all she was utterly alone and her life had been +pitifully narrow. Her knowledge of men she had drawn +almost exclusively from romantic fiction. + +It was just a little strange that Jim persisted in +living so completely in the present and the future. He +had told her of his pitiful childhood. He had +told her of his business. It had been definite--the +simple statement he made--and she accepted it without +question until Jane Anderson had dropped these ugly +suspicions. She hated the meddler for it. + +In the light of such suspicions the simplest, +bravest man might seem a criminal. How could her +friend be blind to the magnetism of this man's powerful +personality? Bah! She was jealous of their perfect +happiness. Why are women so contemptible? + +She began a careful study of every trait of her +lover's character, determined to weigh him by the +truest standards of manhood. Certainly he was no +weakling. The one abomination of her soul was the type +of the city degenerate she saw simpering along Broadway +and Fifth Avenue at times. Jim was brave to the point +of rashness. No man with an ounce of cowardice in his +being could handle a car in every crisis with such cool +daring and perfect control. He was strong. He could +lift her body as if it were a feather. His arms +crushed her with terrible force. He could earn a +living for them both. There could be no doubt about +that. His faultless clothes, the ease with which he +commanded unlimited credit among the automobile +manufacturers and dealers--every supply store on +Broadway seemed to know him--left no doubt on that +score. + +There was just a bit of mystery and reserve about +his career as an inventor. His first success that had +given him a start he had not explained. The big deal +about the new carburetor she could, of course, +understand. He had a workshop all his own. He had +told her this the first day they met. She would ask +him to take her to see it this afternoon. The storm +would prevent the trip to the Beach. She would ask +this, not because she doubted his honesty, but because +she really wished to see the place in which he worked. +It was her workshop now, as well as his. + +For a moment her suspicions were sickening. +Suppose he had romanced about his workshop and his +room? Supposed he lived somewhere in the squalid slums +of the lower East Side and his people, after all, were +alive? Perhaps a drunken father and a coarse, brutal +mother--and sisters---- + +She stopped with a frown and clenched her fists. + +She would ask Jim to show her his workshop. That +would be enough. If he had told her the truth about +that she would make up to him in tender abandonment of +utter trust for every suspicion she harbored. + +The car was standing in front of her door. He +waved for her to come down. + +"Jump right in!" he called gayly. "I've got an +extra rubber blanket for you." + +"In the storm, Jim?" she faltered. + +"Surest thing you know. It's great to fly through +a storm. You can just ride on its wings. Throw on +your raincoat and come on quick! I'm going to run down +to the Beach. Who's afraid of an old storm with this +thing under us?" + +Her heart gave a bound. Her longing had reached +her lover and brought him through the storm to do her +bidding. It was wonderful--this oneness of soul and +body. + +She was happy again--supremely, divinely happy. +The man by her side knew and understood. She knew and +understood. She loved this daring spirit that rose to +the wind--this iron will that brooked no interference +with his plans, even from Nature, when it crossed his +love. + +The sting of the raindrops against her cheek was +exhilarating. The car glided over the swimming roadway +like a great gray gull skimming the beach at low tide. +Her soul rose. The sun of a perfect faith and love was +shining now behind the clouds. + +She nestled close to his side and watched him +tenderly from the corners of her half-closed eyes, her +whole being content in his strength. The idea of +dashing through a blinding rain to the Beach on such a +day would have been to her mind an unthinkable piece of +madness. She was proud of his daring. It would be +hers to shield from the storms of life. She loved the +rugged lines of his massive jaw in profile. How could +Jane be such a fool as to call him ugly! + +The weather, of course, prevented them from walking +up the Beach to their sand-dune. The walk would have +been all right--but it was out of the question to sit +down there and give her the ring in the pouring rain. +She knew this as well as he. She knew, too, that he +had the ring in his pocket, though he had carefully +refrained from referring to it in any way. + +He led her to a secluded nook behind a pillar in +the little parlor. The hotel was deserted. They had +the building almost to themselves. A log fire crackled +in the open fireplace, and he drew a settee close. The +wind had moderated and the rain was pouring down in +straight streams, rolling in soft music on the roof. + +He drew the ring from his pocket. +"Well, Kiddo, I got it. The fellow said this was all +right." + +He held the tiny gold band before her shining +eyes. + +"Slip it on!" she whispered. + +"Which one?" + +"This one, silly!" + +She extended her third finger, as he pressed the +ring slowly on. + +"Seems to me a mighty little one and a mighty cheap +one, but he said it was the thing." + +"It's all right, dear," she whispered. "Kiss me!" + +He pressed his lips to hers and held them until she +sank back and lifted her hand in warning. + +"Be careful!" + +"Whose afraid?" Jim muttered, glancing over his +shoulder toward the door. "Now tell me what day-- +tomorrow?" + +"Nonsense, man!" she cried. "Give me time to +breathe----" + +"What for?" + +"Just to realize that I'm engaged--to plan and +think and dream of the wonderful day." + +"We're losing time----" + +"We'll never live these wonderful hours over again, +dear." + +Jim's face fell and his voice was pitiful in its +funereal notes: "Lord, I thought the ring settled it." + +"And so it does, dear--it does-----" + +"Not if that long-legged spider that took dinner +with us the other night gets in her fine work. I'll +bet that she handed me a few when you got home?" + +Mary was silent. + +"Now didn't she?" + +"To the best of her ability--yes--but I didn't mind +her silly talk." + +"Gee, but I'd love to give her a bouquet of poison +ivy!" + +"We had an awful quarrel----" + +"And you stood up for me?" + +"You know I did!" + +"All right, I don't give a tinker's damn what +anybody says if you stand by me! In all this world +there's just you--for me. There's never been anybody +else--and there never will be. I'm that kind." + +"And I love you for it!" she cried, with rapture +pressing his hand in both of hers. + +"What did she say about me, anyhow?" + +"Nothing worth repeating. I've forgotten it." + +Jim held her gaze. + +"It's funny how you love anybody the minute you lay +eyes on 'em--or hate 'em the same way. I wanted to +choke her the minute she opened her yap to me." + +"Forget it, dear," she broke in briskly. "I want +you to take me to see your workshop tomorrow--will +you?" + +A flash of suspicion shot from the depths of his +eyes. + +"Did she tell you to ask me that?" + +"Of course not! I'm just interested in everything +you do. I want to see where you work." + +"It's no place for a sweet girl to go--that part of +town." + +"But I'll be with you." + +"I don't want you to go down there," he sullenly +maintained. + +"But why, dear?" + +"It's a low, dirty place. I had to locate the shop +there to get the room I needed for the rent I could +pay. It's not fit for you. I'm going to move uptown +in a little while." + +"Please let me go," she pleaded. + +He shook his head emphatically. + +"No." + +She turned away to hide the tears. The first real, +hideous fear she had ever had about him caught her +heart in spite of every effort to fight it down. His +workshop might be a myth after all. He had failed in +the first test to which she had put him. It was +horrible. All the vile suggestions of Jane Anderson +rushed now into her memory. + +She struggled bravely to keep her head and not +break down. It was beyond her strength. A sob +strangled her, and she buried her face in her hands. + +Jim looked at her in helpless anguish for a moment, +started to gather her in his arms and looked around the +room in terror. + +He leaned over her and whispered tensely: + +"For God's sake, Kiddo--don't--don't do that! I +didn't mean to hurt you--honest, I didn't. Don't cry +any more and I'll take you right down to the black +hole, and let you sleep on the floor if you want to. +Gee! I'll give you the whole place, tools, junk and +all----" + +She lifted her head. + +"Will you, Jim?" + +"Sure I will! We start this minute if you want to +go." + +She glanced over his shoulder to see that no one +was looking, threw her arms around his neck and kissed +him again and again. + +"It was the first time you ever said no, dear, and +it hurt. I'm happy again now. If you'll just let me +see you in the shop for five minutes I'll never ask you +again." + +"All right--tomorrow when you get out of school. +I'll take you down. Holy Mike, that was a dandy kiss! +Let's quarrel again--start something else." + +She rose laughing and brushed the last trace of +tears from her eyes. + +"Let's eat dinner now--I'm hungry." + +"By George, I'd forgot all about the feed!" + +By eight o'clock the storm had abated; the rain +suddenly stopped, and the moon peeped through the +clouds. + +He drove the big racer back at a steady, even +stride on her lowest notch of speed--half the time with +only his right hand on the wheel and his left gripping +hers. + +As the lights of Manhattan flashed from the hills +beyond the Queensborough Bridge, he leaned close and +whispered: + +"Happy?" + +"Perfectly." + +The car was waiting the next day at half-past +three. + +"It's not far," he said, nodding carelessly. "You +needn't put on the coat. Be there in a jiffy." + +Down Twenty-third Street to Avenue A, down the +avenue to Eighteenth Street, and then he suddenly swung +the machine through Eighteenth into Avenue B and +stopped below a low, red brick building on the corner. + +He set his brakes with a crash, leaped out and +extended his hands. + +"I didn't like to take you up these stairs at the +back of that saloon, little girl, but you would come. +Now don't blame me----" + +She pressed his arm tenderly. + +"Of course I won't blame you. I'm proud and happy +to share your life and help you. I'm surprised to see +everything so quiet down here. I thought all the East +Side was packed with crowded tenements." + +"No," he answered, in a matter-of-fact way. "About +the only excitement we have in this quarter is an +occasional gas explosion in the plant over there, and +the noise of the second-hand material men unloading +iron. The tenements haven't been built here yet." + +He led her quickly past the back door of the saloon +and up two narrow flights of stairs to the top of the +building, drew from his pocket the key to a heavy +padlock and slipped the crooked bolt from the double +staples. He unlocked the door with a second key and +pushed his way in. + +"All righto," he cried. + +The straight, narrow hall inside was dark. He +fumbled in his pocket and lit the gas. + +"The workshop first, or my sleeping den?" + +"The workshop first!" she whispered excitedly. + +She had made the reality of this shop the supreme +test of Jim's word and character. She was in a fever +of expectant uncertainty as to its equipment and +practical use. + +He unlocked the door leading to the front. + +"That's my den--we'll come back here." + +He passed quickly to the further end of the hall +and again used two keys to open the door, and held it +back for her to enter. + +"I'm sorry it's so dirty--if you get your pretty +dress all ruined--it's not my fault, you know." + +Mary surveyed the room with an exclamation of +delight. + +"Oh, what a wonderful place! Why, Jim, you're a +magician!" + +There could be no doubt about the practical use to +which the shop was being put. Its one small window +opened on a fire escape in the narrow court in the +rear. A skylight in the middle opened with a hinge on +the roof and flooded the space with perfect light. An +iron ladder swung from the skylight and was hooked up +against the ceiling by a hasp fastened to a staple +over a work-bench. On one side of the room was a tiny +blacksmith's forge, an anvil, hammers and a complete +set of tools for working in rough iron. A small +gasoline engine supplied the power which turned his +lathe and worked the drills, saw and plane. On the +other side of the room was arranged a fairly complete +chemical laboratory with several retorts, and an +oxyhydrogen blow-pipe capable of developing the +powerful heat used in the melting and brazing of +metals. Beneath the benches were piled automobile +supplies of every kind. + +"You know how to use all these machines, Jim?" she +asked in wonder. + +"Sure, and then some!" he answered with a wave of +his slender hand. + +"You're a wizard----" + +"Now the den?" he said briskly. + +She followed him through the hall and into the +large front corner room overlooking Avenue B and +Eighteenth Street. The morning sun flooded the front +and the afternoon sun poured into the side windows. +The furniture was solid mahogany--a bed, bureau, +chiffonier, couch and three chairs. The windows were +fitted with wood-paneled shutters, shades and heavy +draperies. A thick, soft carpet of faded red covered +the floor. + +"It's a nice room, Jim, but I'd like to dust it for +you," she said with a smile. + +"Sure. I'm for giving you the right to dust it +every morning, Kiddo, beginning now. Let's find a +preacher tonight!" + +She blushed and moved a step toward the door. + +"Just a little while. You know it's been only ten +days since we met----" + +"But we've lived some in that time, haven't we?" + +"An eternity, I think," she said reverently. + +"I want to marry right now, girlie!" he pleaded +desperately. "If that spider gets you in her den +again, I just feel like it's good night for me." + +"Nonsense. You can't believe me such a silly +child. I'm a woman. I love you. Do you think the +foolish prejudice of a friend could destroy my love for +the man whom I have chosen for my mate?" + +"No, but I want it fixed and then it's fixed--and +they can say what they please. Marry me tonight! +You've got the ring. You're going to in a little +while, anyhow. What's the use to wait and lose these +days out of our life? What's the sense of it? Don't +you know me by this time? Don't you trust me by this +time?" + +She slipped her hand gently into his. + +"I trust you utterly. And I feel that I've known +you since the day I was born----" + +"Then why--why wait a minute?" + +"You can't understand a girl's feelings, dear--only +a little while and it's all right." + +He sat down on the couch in silence, rose and +walked to the window. She watched him struggling with +deep emotion. + +He turned suddenly. + +"Look here, Kiddo, I've got to leave on that trip +to the mountains of North Carolina. I've got to get +down there before Christmas. I must be back here by +the first of the year. Gee--I can't go without you! +You don't want to stay here without me, do you?" + +A sudden pallor overspread her face. For the first +time she realized how their lives had become one in the +sweet intimacy of the past ten days. + +"You must go now?" she gasped. + +"Yes. I've made my arrangements. I've business +back here the first of the year that can't wait. Marry +me and go with me. We'll take our honeymoon down +there. By George, we'll go together in the car! Every +day by each other's side over hundreds and hundreds of +miles! Say, ain't you game? Come on! It's a +crime to send me away without you. How can you do it?" + +"I can't--I'm afraid," she faltered. + +"You'll marry me, then?" + +"Yes!" she whispered. "What is the latest day you +can start?" + +"Next Saturday, if we go in the car----" + +"All right,"--she was looking straight into the +depths of his soul now--"next Saturday." + +He clasped her in his arms and held her with +desperate tenderness. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +ELLA'S SECRET + +The consummation of her life's dream was too near, too +sweet and wonderful for Jane's croakings to distress +Mary Adams beyond the moment. She had, of course, +wished her friend to be present at the wedding--yet the +curt refusal had only aroused anew her pity at stupid +prejudices. It was out of the question to ask her +father to leave his work in the Kentucky mountains and +come all the way to New York. She would surprise him +with the announcement. After all, she was the one +human being vitally concerned in this affair, and the +only one save the man whose life would be joined to +hers. + +In five minutes after the painful scene with Jane +she had completely regained her composure, and her face +was radiant with happiness when she waved to Jim. He +was standing before the door in the car, waiting to +take her to the City Hall to get the marriage +license. + +"Gee!" he cried, "you're the prettiest, sweetest +thing that ever walked this earth, with those cheeks +all flaming like a rose! Are you happy?" + +"Gloriously." + +She motioned him to keep his seat and sprang +lightly to his side. + +"Aren't you happy, sir?" she added gayly. + +"I am, yes--but to tell you the truth, I'm +beginning to get scared. You know what to do, don't +you, when we get before that preacher?" + +"Of course, silly----" + +"I never saw a wedding in my life." + +She pressed his hand tenderly. + +"Honestly, Jim?" + +"I swear it. You'll have to tell me how to +behave." + +"We'll rehearse it all tonight. I'll show you. +I've seen hundreds of people married. My father's a +preacher, you know." + +"Yes, I know that," he went on solemnly; "that's +what gives me courage. I knew you'd understand +everything. I'm counting on you, Kiddo--if you fall +down, we're gone. I'll run like a turkey." + +"It's easy," she laughed. + +"And this license business--how do we go about +that? What'll they do to us?" + +"Nothing, goose! We just march up to the clerk and +demand the license. He asks us a lot of questions----" + +"Questions! What sort of questions?" + +"The names of your father and mother--whether +you've been married before and where you live and how +old you are----" + +"Ask you about your business?" he interrupted, +sharply. + +"No. They think if you can pay the license fee you +can support your wife, I suppose." + +"How much is it?" + +"I don't know, here. It used to be two dollars in +Kentucky." + +"That's cheap--must come higher in this burg. I +brought along a hundred." + +"Nonsense." + +"There's a lot of graft in this town. I'll be +ready. I've got to get 'em--don't care how high they +come." + +"There'll be no graft in this, Jim," she protested +gayly. + +"Well, it'll be the first time I ever got by +without it--believe me!" + +The ease with which the license was obtained was +more than Jim could understand. All the way back from +the City Hall he expected to be held up at every +corner. He kept looking over his shoulder to see if +they were being followed. + +Arrived in her room, they discussed their plans for +the day of days. + +"I'll come round soon in the morning, and we'll +spend the whole day at the Beach," he suggested. + +She lifted her hands in protest. + +"No--no!" + +"No?" + +"Not on our wedding-day, Jim!" + +"Why?" + +"It's not good form. The groom should not see the +bride that day until they meet at the altar." + +"Let's change it!" + +"No, sir, the old way's the best. I'll spend the +day in saying good-by to the past. You'll call for me +at six o'clock. We'll go to Dr. Craddock's house and +be married in time for our wedding dinner." + +The lover smiled, and his drooping eyelids fell +still lower as he watched her intently. + +"I want that dinner here in this little place, +Kiddo----" + +She blushed and protested. + +"I thought we'd go to the Beach and spend the night +there." + +"Here, girlie, here! I love this little place-- +it's so like you. Get the old wild-cat who cleans up +for you to fix us a dinner here all by ourselves-- +wouldn't she?" + +"She'd do anything for me--yes." + +"Then fix it here--I want to be just with you-- +don't you understand?" + +"Yes," she whispered. "But I'd rather spend that +first day of our new life in a strange place--and the +Beach we both love--hadn't you just as leave go there, +Jim?" + +"No. The waiters will stare at us, and hear us +talk----" + +"We can have our meals served in our room. + +"This is better," he insisted. "I want to spend +one day here alone with you, before we go--just to feel +that you're all mine. You see, if I walk in here and +own the place, I'll know that better than any other +way. I've just set my heart on it, Kiddo--what's the +difference?" + +She lifted her lips to his. + +"All right, dear. It shall be as you wish. +Tomorrow I will be all yours--in life, in death, in +eternity. Your happiness will be the one thing for +which I shall plan and work." + +Ella was very happy in the honor conferred +on her. She was given entire charge of the place, +and spent the day in feverish preparation for the +dinner. She insisted on borrowing a larger table from +the little fat woman next door, to hold the extra +dishes. She dressed herself in her best. Her raven +black hair was pressed smooth and shining down the +sides of her pale temples. + +The work was completed by three o'clock in the +afternoon, and Mary lay in her window lazily watching +the crowds scurrying home. The offices closed early on +Saturday afternoons. + +Ella was puttering about the room, adding little +touches here and there in a pretense of still being +busy. As a matter of fact, she was watching the girl +from her one eye with a wistful tenderness she had not +dared as yet to express in words. Twice Mary had +turned suddenly and seen her thus. Each time Ella had +started as if caught in some act of mischief and asked +an irrelevant question to relieve her embarrassment. + +Mary could feel her single eye fixed on her now in +a deep, brooding look. It made her uncomfortable. + +She turned slowly and spoke in gentle tones. + +"You've been so sweet to me today, Ella--father and +mother and best friend. I'll never forget your +kindness. You'd better rest awhile now until we go to +Dr. Craddock's. I want you to be there, too----" + +"To see the marriage--ja?" she asked softly. + +"Yes." + +"Oh, no, my dear, no--I stay here and wait for you +to come. I keep the lights burning bright. I welcome +the bride and groom to their little home--ja." + +A quick glance of suspicion shot from Mary's blue +eyes. Could it be possible that this forlorn +scrubwoman would carry her hostility to her lover to +the same point of ungracious refusal to witness the +ceremony? It was nonsense, of course. Ella would feel +out of place in the minister's parlor, that was all. +She wouldn't insist. + +"All right, Ella; you can receive us here with +ceremony. You'll be our maid, butler, my father, my +mother and my friends!" + +There was a moment's silence and still no move on +Ella's part to go. The girl felt her single eye again +fixed on her in mysterious, wistful gaze. She would +send her away if it were possible without hurting her +feelings. + +Mary lifted her eyes suddenly, and Ella stirred +awkwardly and smiled. + +"I hope you are very happy, meine liebe--ja?" + +"I couldn't be happier if I were in Heaven," was +the quick answer. + +"I'm so glad----" + +Again an awkward pause. + +"I was once young and pretty like you, meine +liebe," she began dreamily, "--slim and straight and +jolly--always laughing." + +Mary held her breath in eager expectancy. Ella was +going to lift the veil from the mystery of her life, +stirred by memories which the coming wedding had +evoked. + +"And you had a thrilling romance--Ella? I always +felt it." + +Again silence, and then in low tones the woman told +her story. + +"Ja--a romance, too. I was so young and +foolish--just a baby myself--not sixteen. But I was +full of life and fun, and I had a way of doing what I +pleased. + +"The man was older than me--Oh, a lot older--with +gray hairs on the side of his head. I was wild about +him. I never took to kids. They didn't seem to like +me----" + +She paused as if hesitating to give her full +confidence, and quickly went on: + +"My folks were German. They couldn't speak +English. I learned when I was five years old. They +didn't like my lover. We quarrel day and night. I say +they didn't like him because they could not speak his +language. They say he was bad. I fight for him, and +run away and marry him----" + +Again she paused and drew a deep breath. + +"Ah, I was one happy little fool that year! He +make good wages on the docks--a stevedore. They had a +strike, and he got to drinking. The baby came----" + +She stopped suddenly. + +"You had a little baby, Ella?" the girl asked in a +tender whisper. + +"Ja--ja" she sobbed--"so sweet, so good--so +quiet--so beautiful she was. I was very happy--like a +little girl with a doll--only she laugh and cry and coo +and pull my hair! He stop the drink a little while +when she come, and he got work. And then he begin +worse and worse. It seem like he never loved me any +more after the baby. He curse me, he quarrel. He +begin to strike me sometimes. I laugh and cry at first +and make up and try again----" + +Again she paused as if for courage to go on, and +choked into silence. + +"Yes--and then?" the girl asked. + +"And then he come home one night wild drunk. He +stumble and fall across the cradle and hurt my baby so +she never cry--just lie still and tremble--her eyes +wide open at first and then they droop and close and +she die! + +"He laugh and curse and strike me, and I fight him +like a tiger. He was strong--he throw me down on the +floor and gouge my eye out with his big claw----" + +"Oh, my God," Mary sobbed. + +Ella sprang to her feet and bent over the girl with +trembling eagerness. + +"You keep my secret, meine liebe?" + +"Yes--yes----" + +"I never tell a soul on earth what I tell you now-- +I just eat my heart out and keep still all the years, I +can tell you--ja?" + +"Yes, I'll keep it sacred--go on----" + +"When I know he gouge my eye out, I go wild. I get +my hand on his throat and choke him still. I drag him +to the stairs and throw him head first all the way down +to the bottom. He fall in a heap and lie still. I run +down and drag him to the door. I kick his face and he +never move. He was dead. I kick him again--and again. +And then I laugh--I laugh--I laugh in his dead +face--I was so glad I kill him!" + +She sank in a paroxysm of sobs on the floor, and +the girl touched her smooth black hair tenderly, +strangled with her own emotions. + +Ella rose at last and brushed the tears from her +hollow cheeks. + +"Now, you know, meine liebe! Why I tell you +this today, I don't know--maybe I must! I dream once +like you dream today----" + +The girl slipped her arms around the drooping, +pathetic figure and stroked it tenderly. + +"The sunshine is for some, maybe," Ella went on +pathetically; "for some the clouds and the storms. I +hope you are very, very happy today and all the +days----" + +"I will be, Ella, I'm sure. I'll always love you +after this." + +"Maybe I make you sad because I tell you----" + +"No--no! I'm glad you told me. The knowledge of +your sorrow will make my life the sweeter. I shall be +more humble in my joy." + +It never occurred to the girl for a moment that +this lonely, broken woman had torn her soul's deepest +secret open in a last pathetic effort to warn her of +the danger of her marriage. The wistful, helpless +look in her eye meant to Mary only the anguish of +memories. Each human heart persists in learning the +big lessons of life at first hand. We refuse to learn +any other way. The tragedies of others interest us as +fiction. We make the application to others--never to +ourselves. + +Jim's familiar footstep echoed through the hall, +and Mary sprang to the door with a cry of joy. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +THE WEDDING + +Ella hurried into the kitchenette and busied herself +with dinner. Jim's unexpectedly early arrival broke +the spell of the tragedy to which Mary had listened +with breathless sympathy. Her own future she faced +without a shadow of doubt or fear. + +Her reproaches to Jim were entirely perfunctory, on +the sin of his early call on their wedding-day. + +"Naughty boy!" she cried with mock severity. "At +this unseemly hour!" + +He glanced about the room nervously. + +"Anybody in there?" + +He nodded toward the kitchenette. + +"Only Ella----" + +"Send her away." + +"What's the matter?" + +"Quick, Kiddo--quick!" + +Mary let Ella out from the little private hall +without her seeing Jim, and returned. + +"For heaven's sake, man, what ails you?" she asked +excitedly. + +"Say--I forgot that thing already. We got to go +over it again. What if I miss it?" + +"The ceremony?" + +"Yep----" + +He mopped his brow and looked at his watch. + +"By the time we get to that preacher's house, I +won't know my first name if you don't help me." + +Mary laughed softly and kissed him. + +"You can't miss it. All you've got to do is say, +`I will' when he asks you the question, put the ring on +my finger when he tells you, and repeat the words after +him--he and I will do the rest." + +"Say my question over again." + +"`Wilt thou have this woman to thy wedded wife, to +live together after God's ordinance, in the holy estate +of matrimony? Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor, +and keep her in sickness and in health; and, forsaking +all others, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye both +shall live?'" + +She looked at him and laughed. + +"Why don't you answer?" + +"Now?" + +"Yes--that's the end of the question. Say, `I +will.'" + +"Oh, I will all right! What scares me is that I'll +jump in on him and say `I will' before he gets halfway +through. Seems to me when he says, `Wilt thou have +this woman to be thy wedded wife?' I'll just have to +choke myself there to keep from saying, `You bet your +life I will, Parson!'" + +"It won't hurt anything if you say, `I will' +several times," she assured him. + +"It wouldn't queer the job?" + +"Not in the least. I've often heard them say, `I +will' two or three times. Wait until you hear the +words, `so long as ye both shall live----'" + +"`So long as ye both shall live,'" he repeated +solemnly. + +"The other speech you say after the minister." + +"He won't bite off more than I can chew at one +time, will he?" + +"No, silly--just a few words----" + +"Because if he does, I'll choke." + +Jim drew his watch again, mopped his brow, and +gazed at Mary's serene face with wonder. + +"Say, Kiddo, you're immense--you're as cool as a +cucumber!" + +"Of course. Why not? It's my day of joy and +perfect peace--the day I've dreamed of since the dawn +of maidenhood. I'm marrying the man of my +choice--the one man God made for me of all men on +earth. I know this--I'm content." + +"Let me hang around here till time--won't you?" he +asked helplessly. + +"We must have Ella come back to fix the table." + +"Sure. I just didn't want her to hear me tell you +that I had cold feet. I'm better now." + +Ella moved about the room with soft tread, watching +Jim with sullen, concentrated gaze when he was not +looking. + +The lovers sat on the couch beside the window, +holding each other's hands and watching in silence the +hurrying crowds pass below. Now that his panic was +over, Jim began to breathe more freely, and the time +swiftly passed. + +As the shadows slowly fell, they rang the bell at +the parson's house beside the church, and his good wife +ushered them into the parlor. The little Craddocks +crowded in--six of them, two girls and four boys, their +ages ranging from five to nineteen. + +Sweet memories crowded the girl's heart from her +happy childhood. She had never missed one of these +affairs at home. Her father was a very popular +minister and his home the Mecca of lovers for miles +around. + +Craddock, like her father, was inclined to be +conservative in his forms. Marriage he held with +the old theologians to be a holy sacrament. He never +used the new-fangled marriage vows. He stuck to the +formula of the Book of Common Prayer. + +When she stood before the preacher in this +beautiful familiar scene which she had witnessed so +many times at home, Mary's heart beat with a joy that +was positively silly. She tried to be serious, and the +dimple would come in her cheek in spite of every +effort. + +As Craddock's musical voice began the opening +address, the memory of a foolish incident in her +father's life flashed through her mind, and she +wondered if Jim in his excitement had forgotten his +pocket-book and couldn't pay the preacher. + +"Dearly beloved," he began, "we are gathered +together here in the sight of God----" + +Mary tried to remember that she was in the sight of +God, but she was so foolishly happy she could only +remember that funny scene. A long-legged Kentucky +mountain bridegroom at the close of the ceremony had +turned to her father and drawled: + +"Well, parson, I ain't got no money with me--but I +want to give ye five dollars. I've got a fine dawg. +He's worth ten. I'll send him to ye fur five--if it's +all right?" + +The children had giggled and her father blushed. + +"Oh, that's all right," he had answered. "Money's +no matter. Forget the five. I hope you'll be very +happy." + +Two weeks later a crate containing the dog had come +by express. On the tag was scrawled: + + +Dear Parson:--I like Nancy so well, I send ye the +hole dawg, anyhow. + + +She hadn't a doubt that Jim would feel the same +way--but she hoped he hadn't forgotten his pocketbook. + +The scene had flashed through her mind in a single +moment. She had bitten her lips and kept from laughing +by a supreme effort. Not a word of the solemn +ceremonial, however, had escaped her consciousness. + +"And in the face of this company," the preacher's +rich voice was saying, "to join together this Man and +this Woman in holy Matrimony; which is commended of St. +Paul to be honorable among all men: and therefore is +not by any to be entered into unadvisedly or lightly; +but reverently, discreetly, advisedly, soberly, and in +the fear of God. Into this holy estate these two +persons present come now to be joined. If any man +can show just cause, why they may not lawfully be +joined together, let him now speak, or else hereafter +for ever hold his peace." + +Craddock paused, and his piercing eyes searched the +man and woman before him. + +"I require to charge you both, as ye will answer at +the dreadful day of judgment, when the secrets of all +hearts shall be disclosed, that if either of you know +any impediment, why ye may not be lawfully joined +together in Matrimony, ye do now confess it----" + +Again he paused. The perspiration stood in beads +on Jim's forehead, and he glanced uneasily at Mary from +the corners of his drooping eyes. A smile was playing +about her mouth, and Jim was cheered. + +"For be ye well assured," the preacher continued, +"that if any persons are joined together otherwise than +as God's Word doth allow, their marriage is not +lawful." + +He turned with deliberation to Jim and transfixed +him with the first question of the ceremony. The groom +was hypnotized into a state of abject terror. His ears +heard the words; the mind recorded but the vaguest idea +of what they meant. + +"Wilt thou have this Woman to thy wedded wife, +to live together after God's ordinance in the holy +estate of Matrimony? Wilt thou love her, comfort her, +honor, and keep her in sickness and in health; and, +forsaking all others, keep thee only unto her, so long +as ye both shall live?" + +Jim's mouth was open; his lower jaw had dropped in +dazed awe, and he continued to stare straight into the +preacher's face until Mary pressed his arm and +whispered: + +"Jim!" + +"I will--yes, I will--you bet I will!" he hastened +to answer. + +The children giggled, and the preacher's lips +twitched. + +He turned quickly to Mary. + +"Wilt thou have this Man to thy wedded husband, to +live together after God's ordinance, in the holy estate +of Matrimony? Wilt thou obey him, and serve him, love, +honor, and keep him in sickness and in health; and, +forsaking all others, keep thee only unto him, so long +as ye both shall live?" + +With quick, clear voice, Mary answered: + +"I will." + +"Please join your right hands and repeat after +me:" + +He fixed Jim with his gaze and spoke with +deliberation, clause by clause: + +"I, James, take thee, Mary, to my wedded wife, to +have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for +worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in +health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part, +according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I plight +thee my troth." + +Jim's throat at first was husky with fear, but he +caught each clause with quick precision and repeated +them without a hitch. + +He smiled and congratulated himself: "I got ye +that time, old cull!" + +The preacher's eyes sought Mary's: + +"I, Mary, take thee, James, to my wedded husband, +to have and to hold from this day forward, for better +for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in +health, to love, cherish, and to obey, till death do us +part, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I +give thee my troth." + +In the sweetest musical voice, quivering with +happiness, the girl repeated the words. + +Again the preacher's eyes sought Jim's: + +AND THE MAN SHALL GIVE UNTO THE WOMAN A RING---- + +The groom fumbled in his pocket and found at +last the ring, which he handed to Mary. The minister +at once took it from her hand and handed it back to +Jim. + +The bride lifted her left hand, deftly extending +the fourth finger, and the groom slipped the ring on, +and held it firmly gripped as he had been instructed. + +"With this ring I thee wed----" + +"With this ring I thee wed----" Jim repeated +firmly. + +"----and with all my worldly goods I thee +endow----" + +"----and with all my worldly goods I thee +endow----" + +"In the Name of the Father----" + +"In the Name of the Father----" + +"----and of the Son----" + +"----and of the Son----" + +"----and of the Holy Ghost----" + +"----and of the Holy Ghost----" + +"Amen!" + +"Amen!" + +The voice of the preacher's prayer that followed +rang far-away and unreal to the heart of the girl. Her +vivid imagination had leaped the years. Her spirit did +not return to earth and time and place until the +minister seized her right hand and joined it to Jim's. + +"Those whom God hath joined together let no man put +asunder! + +"Forasmuch as James Anthony and Mary Adams have +consented together in holy wedlock, and have witnessed +the same before God and this company, and thereto have +given and pledged their troth, each to the other, and +have declared the same by giving and receiving a Ring, +and by joining hands; I pronounce that they are Man and +Wife, In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of +the Holy Ghost. Amen." + +The preacher lifted his hands solemnly above their +heads. + +"God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Ghost, +bless, preserve, and keep you; the Lord mercifully with +His favor look upon you, and fill you with all +spiritual benediction and grace; that ye may so live +together in this life, that in the world to come ye may +have life everlasting. AMEN." + +The preacher took Mary's hand. + +"Your father is my friend, child. This is for +him----" + +He bent quickly and kissed her lips, while Jim +gasped in astonishment. + +The minister's wife congratulated them both. The +two older children smilingly advanced and added their +voices in good wishes. + +Mary whispered to Jim: + +"Don't forget the preacher's fee!" + +"Lord, how much? Will fifty be enough? It's all +I've got." + +"Give him twenty. We'll need the rest." + +It was not until they were seated in the waiting +cab and sank back among the shadows, that Jim crushed +her in his arms and kissed her until she cried for +mercy. + +"The gall of that preacher, kissing you!" he +muttered savagely. "You know, I come within an ace of +pasting him one on the nose!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +"UNTIL DEATH" + +The lights burned in the hall with unusual brightness. +Ella stood in the open door of the room, through which +the light was streaming. With its radiance came the +perfume of roses--the scrub-woman's gift of love. The +room was a bower of gorgeous flowers. She had spent +her last cent in this extravagance. +Mary swept the place with a look of amazement. + +"Oh, Ella," she cried, "how could you be so silly!" + +"You like them, ja?" Ella asked softly. + +"They're glorious--but you should not have made +such a sacrifice for me." + +"For myself, maybe, I do it--all for myself to make +me happy, too, tonight." + +She dismissed the subject with a wave of her hand +and placed the chairs beside the beautifully set table. + +"Dinner is all ready," she announced +cheerfully. "And shall I go now and leave you? +Or will you let me serve your dinner first?" + +A sudden panic seized the bride. + +"Stay and serve the dinner, Ella, if you will," she +quickly answered. + +Jim frowned, but seated himself in business-like +fashion. + +"All right; I'm ready for it, old girl!" + +With soft tread and swift, deft touch, Ella served +the dinner, standing prim and stiff and ghost-like +behind Jim's chair between the courses. + +The bride watched her, fascinated by the pallor of +her haggard face and the queer suggestion of Death +which her appearance made in spite of the background of +flowers. She had dressed herself in a simple skirt and +shirtwaist of spotless white. The material seemed to +be draped on her tall figure, thin to emaciation. The +chalk-like pallor of her face brought out with +startling sharpness the deep, hollow caverns beneath +her straight eyebrows. Her single eye shone unusually +bright. + +Gradually the grim impression grew that Death was +hovering over her bridal feast--a foolish fancy which +persisted in her highly-wrought nervous state. Yet the +idea, once fixed, could not be crushed. In vain she +used her will to bring her wandering mind back to +the joyous present. Each time she lifted her eyes they +rested upon the silent, white figure with its single +eye piercing the depths of her soul. + +She could endure it no longer. She nodded and +smiled wanly at Ella. + +"You may go now!" + +The woman gazed at the bride in surprise. + +"I shall come again--yes?" + +"Tomorrow morning, Ella, you may help me." + +The white figure paused uncertainly at the door, +and her drawling voice breathed her parting word +tenderly: + +"Good night!" + +The bride closed her eyes and answered. + +"Good night, Ella!" + +The door closed. Jim rose quickly and bolted it. + +"Thank God!" he exclaimed fervently. He fixed his +slumbering eyes on his wife for a moment, saw the +frightened look, walked quickly back to the table and +took his seat. + +"Now, Kiddo, we can eat in peace." + +"Yes, I'd rather be alone," she sighed. + +"I must say," Jim went on briskly, "that parson of +yours did give us a run for our money." + +"I like the old, long ceremony best." + +"Well, you see, I ain't never had much choice-- +but do you know what I thought was the best thing +in it?" + +"No--what?" + +"UNTIL DEATH DO US PART! Gee how he did ring +out on that! His voice sounded to me like a big bell +somewhere away up in the clouds. Did you hear me sing +it back at him?" + +Mary smiled nervously. + +"You had found your voice then." + +"You bet I had! I muffed that first one, though, +didn't I?" + +"A little. It didn't matter." She answered +mechanically. + +He fixed his eyes on her again. + +"Hungry, Kiddo?" + +"No," she gasped. + +"What's the use!" he cried in low, vibrant tones, +springing to his feet. "I don't want to eat this +stuff--I just want to eat you!" + +Mary rose tremblingly and moved instinctively to +meet him. + +He clasped her form in his arms and crushed with +cruel strength. + +"Until death do us part!" he whispered +passionately. + +She answered with a kiss. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +THE LOTOS-EATERS + +It was eleven o'clock next morning before Ella ventured +to rap softly on the door. They had just finished +breakfast. The bride was clearing up the table, +humming a song of her childhood. + +Jim caught her in his arms. + +"Once more before she comes!" + +"Don't kill me!" she laughed. + +Jim lounged in the window and smoked his cigarette +while Ella and Mary chattered in the kitchenette. + +In half an hour the scrub-woman had made her last +trip with the extra dishes, and the little home was +spick and span. + +Mary sprang on the couch and snuggled into Jim's +arms. + +"I've changed our plans----" he began thoughtfully. + +"We won't give up our honeymoon trip?" +she cried in alarm. "That's one dream we MUST +live, Jim, dear. I've set my heart on it." + +"Sure we will--sure," he answered quickly. "But +not in that car." + +"Why?" + +Jim grinned. + +"Because I like you better--you get me, Kiddo?" + +She pressed close and whispered: + +"I think so." + +"You see, that fool car might throw a tire or two. +Believe me, it'll be a job to have her on my hands for +a thousand miles. Of course, if I didn't know you, +little girl, it would be all sorts of fun. But, honest +to God, this game beats the world." + +He bent low and kissed her again. + +"Where'll we go, then?" she murmured. + +"That's what I'm tryin' to dope out. I like the +sea. It lulls me just like whisky puts a drunkard to +sleep. I wish we could get where it's bright and warm +and the sun shines all the time. We could stay two +weeks and then jump on the train and be in Asheville +the day before Christmas." + +Mary sprang up excitedly. + +"I have it! We'll go to Florida--away down to the +Keys. It's the dream of my life to go there!" + +"The Keys what's that?" he asked, puzzled. + +"The Keys are little sand islands and reefs that +jut out into the warm waters of the Gulf of Mexico. +The railroad takes us right there." + +"It's warm and sunny there now?" + +"Just like summer up here. We can go in bathing in +the surf every day." + +Jim sprang to his feet. + +"Got a bathing suit?" + +Yes--a beauty. I've never worn it here." + +"Why?" + +"It seemed so bold." + +"All right. Maybe we can get a Key all by +ourselves for two weeks." + +"Wouldn't it be glorious!" + +"We'll try it, anyhow. I'll buy the doggoned thing +if they don't ask too much. Pack your traps. I'll go +down to the shop and get my things. We'll be ready to +start in an hour." + +By four o'clock they were seated in the drawing- +room of a Pullman car on the Florida Limited, gazing +entranced at the drab landscape of the Jersey meadows. + +Three days later, Jim had landed his boat on a tiny +sand reef a half-mile off the coast of Florida with a +tent and complete outfit for camping. Like two romping +children, they tied the boat to a stake and rushed +over the sand-dunes to the beach. They explored their +domain from end to end within an hour. Not a tree +obscured the endless panorama of sea and bay and waving +grass on the great solemn marshes. Piles of soft, warm +seaweed lay in long, dark rows along the high-tide +mark. + +Mary selected a sand-dune almost exactly the height +and shape of the one on which they sat at Long Beach +the day he told her of his love. + +"Here's the spot for our home!" she cried. "Don't +you recognize it?" + +"Can't say I've ever been here before. Oh, I got +you--I got you! Long Beach--sure! What do you think +of that?" + +He hurried to the boat and brought the tent. Mary +carried the spade, the pole and pegs. + +In half an hour the little white home was shining +on the level sand at the foot of their favorite dune. +The door was set toward the open sea, and the stove +securely placed beneath an awning which shaded it from +the sun's rays. + +"Now, Kiddo, a plunge in that shining water the +first thing. I'll give you the tent. I'll chuck my +things out here." + +In a fever of joyous haste she threw off her +clothes and donned the dainty, one-piece bathing suit. +She flew over the sand and plunged into the water +before Jim had finished changing to his suit. + +She was swimming and diving like a duck in the +lazy, beautiful waters of the Gulf when he reached the +beach. + +"Come on! Come on!" she shouted. + +He waved his hand and finished his cigarette. + +"It's glorious! It's mid-summer!" she called. + +With a quick plunge he dived into the water, +disappeared and stayed until she began to scan the +surface uneasily. With a splash he rose by her side, +lifting her screaming in his arms. Her bathing-cap was +brushed off, and he seized her long hair in his mouth, +turned and with swift, strong beat carried her +unresisting body to the beach. + +He drew her erect and looked into her smiling face. + +"That's the way I'd save you if you had called for +help. How'd you like it?" + +"It was sweet to give up and feel myself in your +power, dear!" + +His drooping eyes were devouring her exquisite +figure outlined so perfectly in the clinging suit. + +"I was afraid to wear this in New York," she said +demurely. + +"I can't blame you. If you'd ever have gone +on the beach at Coney Island in that, there'd have +been a riot." + +He lifted her in his arms and kissed her. + +"And you're all mine, Kiddo! It's too good to be +true! I'm afraid to wake up mornings now for fear I'll +find I've just been dreaming." + +They plunged again in the water, and side by side +swam far out from the shore, circled gracefully and +returned. + +Hours they spent snuggling in the warm sand. Not a +sound of the world beyond the bay broke the stillness. +The music of the water's soft sighing came on their +ears in sweet, endless cadence. The wind was gentle +and brushed their cheeks with the softest caress. Far +out at sea, white-winged sails were spread--so far away +they seemed to stand in one spot forever. The deep cry +of an ocean steamer broke the stillness at last. + +"We must dress for dinner, Jim!" she sighed. + +"Why, Kiddo?" + +"We must eat, you know." + +"But why dress? I like that style on you. It's +too much trouble to dress." + +"All right!" she cried gayly. "We'll have a little +informal dinner this evening. I love to feel the sand +under my feet." + +He gathered the wood from the dry drifts above the +waterline and kindled a fire. The salt-soaked sticks +burned fiercely, and the dinner was cooked in a jiffy-- +a fresh chicken he had bought, sweet potatoes, and +delicious buttered toast. + +They sat in their bathing suits on camp-stools +beside the folding table and ate by moonlight. + +The dinner finished, Mary cleared the wooden dishes +while Jim brought heaps of the dry, spongy sea grass +and made a bed in the tent. He piled it two feet high, +packed it down to a foot, and then spread the sheets +and blankets. + +"All ready for a stroll down the avenue, Kiddo?" he +called from the door. + +"Fifth Avenue or Broadway?" she laughed. + +"Oh, the Great White Way--you couldn't miss it! +Just look at the shimmer of the moon on the sands! +Ain't it great?" + +Hand in hand, they strolled on the beach and bathed +in the silent flood of the moonlit night--no prying +eyes near save the stars of the friendly southern +skies. + +"The moon seems different down here, Jim!" she +whispered. + +"It is different," he answered with boyish +enthusiasm. "It's all so still and white!" + +"Could we stay here forever?" + +He shook his head emphatically. + +"Not on your life. This little boy has to work, +you know. Old man John D. Rockefeller might, but it's +early for a young financier to retire." + +"A whole week, then?" + +"Sure! For a week we'll forget New York." + +They sat down on the sand-dune behind the tent and +watched the waters flash in the silvery light, the +world and its fevered life forgotten. + +"You're the only thing real tonight, Jim!" she +sighed. + +"And you're the world for me, Kiddo!" + +She waked at dawn, with a queer feeling of awe at +the weird, gray light which filtered through the cotton +walls. A sense of oneness with Nature and the beat of +Her eternal heart filled her soul. The soft wash of +the water on the sands seemed to be keeping time to the +throb of her own pulse. + +She peered curiously into the face of her sleeping +lover. She had never seen him asleep before. She +started at the transformation wrought by the closing of +his heavy eyelids and the complete relaxation of his +features. The strange, steel-blue coloring of his eyes +had always given his face an air of mystery and charm. +The complete closing of the heavy lids and the +slight droop of the lower jaw had worked a frightful +change. The romance and charm had gone, and instead +she saw only the coarse, brutal strength. + +She frowned like a spoiled child, put her dainty +hand under his chin and pressed his mouth together. + +"Wake up, sir!" she whispered. "I don't like your +expression!" + +He refused to stir, and she drew the tips of her +fingers across his ears and eyelids. + +He rubbed his eyes and muttered: + +"What t'ell?" + +"Let's take a bath in the sea before sunrise--come +on!" + +The sleeper groaned heavily, turned over, and in a +moment was again dead to the world. + +Mary's eyes were wide now with excitement. The +hours were too marvelous to be lost in sleep. She +could sleep when they must return to the tiresome world +with its endless crowds of people. + +She rose softly, ran barefoot to the beach, threw +her night-dress on the sand and plunged, her white, +young body trembling with joy, into the water. + +It was marvelous--this wonderful hush of the dawn +over the infinite sea. The air and water melted into a +pearl gray. Far out toward the east, the waters +began to blush at the kiss of the coming sun. The +pearl gray slowly turned into purple. So startling was +the vision, she swam in-shore and stood knee-deep in +the shallows to watch the magic changes. In breathless +wonder she saw the sea and sky and shore turn into a +trembling cloud of dazzling purple. A moment before, +she had caught the water up in her hand and poured it +out in a stream of pearls. She lifted a handful and +poured it out now, each drop a dazzling amethyst. And +even while she looked, the purple was changing to +scarlet--the amethyst into rubies! + +A great awe filled her in the solemn hush. She +stood in Nature's vast cathedral, close to God's +heart--her life in harmony with His eternal laws. + +How foolish and artificial were the ways of the +far-away, drab, prosaic world of clothes and houses and +furnishings! If she could only live forever in this +dream-world! + +Even while the thought surged through her heart, +she lifted her head and saw the red rim of the sun +suddenly break through the sea, and started lest the +white light of day had revealed her to some passing +boatman hurrying to his nets. + +Her keen eye quickly swept the circle of the wide, +silent world of sand-dunes, marsh and waters. No +prying eye was near. Only the morning star still +gleaming above saw. And they were twin sisters. + +Four days flew on velvet wings before the first +cloud threw its shadow across her life. Jim always +slept until nine o'clock, and refused with dogged good- +natured indifference to stir when she had asked him to +get the wood for breakfast. It was nothing, of course, +to walk a hundred yards to the beach and pick up the +wood, and she did it. The hurt that stung was the +feeling that he was growing indifferent. + +She felt for the first time an impulse to box his +lazy jaws as he yawned and turned over for the dozenth +time without rising. He looked for all the world like +a bulldog curled up on his bed of grass. + +She shook him at last. + +"Jim, dear, you must get up now! Breakfast is +almost ready and it won't be fit to eat if you don't +come on." + +He opened his heavy eyelids and gazed at her +sleepily. + +"All righto----! Just as you say--just as you +say." + +"Hurry! Breakfast will be ready before you can +dress." + +"Gee! Breakfast all ready! You're one smart +little wifie, Kiddo." + +The compliment failed to please. She was sure that +he had been fully awake twice before and pretended to +be asleep from sheer laziness and indifference. + +The thought hurt. + +When they sat down at last to breakfast, she looked +into his half-closed eyes with a sudden start. + +"Why, Jim, your eyes are red!" + +"Yes?" + +"What's the matter?" + +"Nothing." + +"You're ill--what is it?" + +He grinned sheepishly. + +"You couldn't guess now, could you?" + +"You haven't been drinking!" she gasped. + +"No," he drawled lazily, "I wouldn't say drinking-- +I just took one big swallow last night--makes you sleep +good when you're tired. Good medicine! I always carry +a little with me." + +A sickening wave went over her. Not that she felt +that he was going to be a drunkard. But the utter +indifference with which he made the announcement was a +painful revelation of the fact that her opinion on such +a question was not of the slightest importance. +That he was now master of the situation he evidently +meant that she should see and understand at once. + +She refused to accept the humiliating position +without a struggle and made up her mind to try at once +to mold his character. She would begin by getting him +to cut the slang from his conversation. + +"You remember the promise you made me one day +before we were married, Jim?" she asked brightly. + +"Which one? You know a fellow's not responsible +for what he promises to get his girl. All's fair in +love and war, they say----" + +"I'm going to hold you to this one, sir," she +firmly declared. + +"All right, little bright eyes," he responded +cheerfully as he lit a cigarette and sent the smoke +curling above his red head. + +She sat for a while in silence, studying the man +before her. The task was delicate and difficult. And +she had thought it a mere pastime of love! As her +fiance, he had been wax in her hands. As her husband, +he was a lazy, headstrong, obstinate young animal +grinning good-naturedly at her futile protests. How +long would he grin and bear her suggestions with +patience? The transition from this lazy grin to the +growl of an angry bulldog might be instantaneous. + +She would move with the utmost caution--but she +would move and at once. It would be a test of +character between them. She edged her chair close to +his, drew his head down in her lap and ran her fingers +through his thick, red hair. + +"Still love me, Jim?" she smiled. + +"Crazier over you every day--and you know it, too, +you sly little puss," he answered dreamily. + +"You WILL make good your promises?" + +"Sure, I will--surest thing you know!" + +"You see, Jim dear," she went on tenderly, "I want +to be proud of you----" + +"Well, ain't you?" + +"Of course I am, silly. I know you and understand +you. But I want all the world to respect you as I do." +She paused and breathed deeply. "They've got to do it, +too, they've got to----" + +"Sure, I'll knock their block off--if they don't!" +he broke in. + +She raised her finger reprovingly and shook her +head. + +"That's just the trouble: you can't do it with your +fists. You can't compel the respect of cultured +men and women by physical force. We've got to win with +other weapons." + +"All right, Kiddo--dope it out for me," he +responded lazily. "Dope it out----" + +Her lips quivered with the painful recognition of +the task before her. Yet when she spoke, her voice was +low and sweet and its tones even. She gave no sign to +the man whose heavy form rested in her arms. + +"Then from today we must begin to cut out every +word of slang--it's a bargain?" + +"Sure, Mike--I promised!" + +"Cut `Sure Mike!'" + +She raised her finger severely. + +"All right, teacher," he drawled. "What'll we put +in Sure Mike's place? I've found him a handy man!" + +"Say `certainly.'" + +Jim grinned good-naturedly. + +"Aw hell, Kiddo--that sounds punk!" + +"And HELL, Jim, isn't a nice word----" + +"Gee, Kid, now look here--can't get along with out +HELL--leave me that one just a little while." + +She shook her head. + +"No." + +"No?" + +"And PUNK is expressive, but not suited to +parlor use." + +"All right--t'ell with PUNK!" He turned and +looked. "What's the matter now?" he asked. + +"Don't you realize what you've just said?" + +"What did I say?" + +She turned away to hide a tear. + +He threw his arms around her neck and drew her lips +down to his. + +"Ah, don't worry, Kiddo--I'll do better next time. +Honest to God, I will. That's enough for today. Just +let's love now. T'ell with the rest." + +She smiled in answer. + +"You promise to try honestly?" + +He raised his hand in solemn vow. + +"S'help me!" + +Each day's trial ended in a laugh and a kiss until +at last Jim refused to promise any more. He grinned in +obstinate, good-natured silence and let her do the +worrying. + +She watched him with growing wonder and alarm. He +gradually lapsed into little coarse, ugly habits at the +table. She tried playfully to correct them. He took +it good-naturedly at first and then ignored her +suggestions as if she were a kitten complaining at his +feet. + +She studied him with baffling rage at the mystery +of his personality. The long silences between them +grew from hour to hour. She could see that he was +restless now at the isolation of their sand-island +home. The queer lights and shadows that played in his +cold blue eyes told only too plainly that his mind was +back again in the world of battle. He was fighting +something, too. + +She was glad of it. She could manage him better +there. She would throw him into the company of +educated people and rouse his pride and ambition. She +heard his announcement of their departure on the eighth +day with positive joy. + +"Well, Kiddo," he began briskly, "we've got to be +moving. Time to get back to work now. The old town +and the little shop down in Avenue B have been calling +me." + +"Today, Jim?" she asked quickly. + +"Right away. We'll catch the first train north, +stop two days, Christmas Eve and Christmas, in +Asheville, and then for old New York!" + +The journey along the new railroad built on +concrete bridges over miles of beautiful waters was one +of unalloyed joy. They had passed over this stretch of +marvelous engineering at night on their trip down and +had not realized its wonders. For hours the train +seemed to be flying on velvet wings through the ocean. + +She sat beside her lover and held his hand. In +spite of her enthusiasm, he would doze. At every turn +of entrancing view she would pinch his arm: + +"Look, Jim! Look!" + +He would lift his heavy eyelids, grunt good- +naturedly and doze again. + +In the dining-car she was in mortal terror at first +lest he should lapse into the coarse table manners into +which he had fallen in camp. She laid his napkin +conspicuously on his plate and saw that he had opened +and put it in place across his lap before ordering the +meals. + +The moment he found himself in a crowd, the lights +began to flash in his eyes, his broad shoulders lifted +and his whole being was at once alert and on guard. He +followed his wife's lead with unerring certainty. + +She renewed her faith in his early reformation, +though his character was a puzzle. He seemed to be +forever watching out of the corners of his slumbering +eyes. She wondered what it meant. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +THE REAL MAN + +They arrived in Asheville the night before Christmas +Eve. Jim listened to his wife's prattle about the +wonderful views with quiet indifference. + +They stopped at the Battery Park Hotel, and she +hoped the waning moon would give them at least a +glimpse of the beautiful valley of the French Broad and +Swannanoa rivers and the dark, towering ranges of +mountains among the stars. She made Jim wait on the +balcony of the room for half an hour, but the clouds +grew denser and he persisted in nodding. + +His head dipped lower than usual, and she laughed. + +"Poor old sleepy-head!" + +"For the love o' Mike, Kiddo--me for the hay. +Won't them mountains wait till morning?" + +"All right!" she answered cheerily. "I'll pull you +out at sunrise. The sunrise from our window will be +glorious." + +He rose and stretched his body like a young, well +fed tiger. + +"I think it's prettier from the bed. But have it +your own way--have it your own way. I'll agree to +anything if you lemme go to sleep now." + +She rose as the first gray fires of dawn began to +warm the cloud-banks on the eastern horizon, stood +beside her window and watched in silent ecstasy. Jim +was sleeping heavily. She would not wake him until the +glory of the sunrise was at its height. She loved to +watch the changing lights and shadows in sky and valley +and on distant mountain peaks as the light slowly +filtered over the eastern hills. + +She had recovered from the depression of the last +days of their camp. The journey back into the world +had improved Jim's manners. There could be no doubt +about his ambitions. His determination to be a +millionaire was the lever she now meant to work in +raising his social aspirations. + +Why should she feel depressed? + +Their married life had just begun. The two weeks +they had passed on their honeymoon had been happy +beyond her dreams of happiness. Somehow her +imagination had failed to give any conception of the +wonder and glory of this revelation of life. His +little lapses of selfishness on their sand island +no doubt came from ignorance of what was expected of +him. + +For one thing she felt especially thankful. There +had been no ugly confessions of a shady past to cloud +the joy of their love. Her lover might be ignorant of +the ways of polite society. He was equally free of its +sinister vices. She thanked God for that. The soul of +the man she had married was clean of all memories of +women. The love he gave was fierce in its unrestrained +passion--but it was all hers. She gloried in its +strength. + +She made up her mind, standing there in the soft +light of the dawn, that she would bend his iron will to +her own in the growing, sweet intimacy of their married +life and threw her fears to the winds. + +The thin, fleecy clouds that hung over the low +range of the eastern foreground were all aglow now, +with every tint of the rainbow, while the sun's bed +beyond the hills was flaming in scarlet and gold. + +She clapped her hands in ecstasy. + +"Jim! Jim, dear!" + +He made no response, and she rushed to his side and +whispered: + +"You must see this sunrise--get up quick, quick, +dear. It's wonderful." + +"What's the matter?" he muttered. + +"The sunrise over the mountains--quick--it's +glorious." + +His heavy eyelids drooped and closed. He dropped +on the pillow and buried his face out of sight. + +"Ah, Jim dear, do come--just to please me." + +"I'm dead, Kiddo--dead to the world," he sighed. +"Don't like to see the sun rise. I never did. Come on +back and let's sleep----" + +His last words were barely audible. He was +breathing heavily as his lips ceased to move. + +She gave it up, returned to the window and watched +the changing colors until the white light from the +sun's face had touched with life the last shadows of +the valleys and flashed its signals from the farthest +towering peaks. + +Her whole being quivered in response to the beauty +of this glorious mountain world. The air was wine. +She loved the sapphire skies and the warm, lazy, +caressing touch of the sun of the South. + +A sense of bitterness came, just for a moment, that +the man she had chosen for her mate had no eye to see +these wonders and no ear to hear their music. During +the madness of his whirlwind courtship she had gotten +the impression that his spirit was sensitive to +beauty--to the waters of the bay, the sea and the +wooded hills. She must face the facts. Their stay on +the island had convinced her that he had eyes only for +her. She must make the most of it. + +It was ten o'clock before Jim could be persuaded to +rise and get breakfast. She literally pulled him up +the stairs to the observatory on the tower of the +hotel. + +"What's the game, Kiddo? What's the game?" he +grumbled. + +"Ask me no questions. But do just as I tell you; +come on!" + +Her face was radiant, her hair in a tangle of +riotous beauty about her forehead and temples, her eyes +sparkling. + +"Don't look till I tell you!" she cried, as they +emerged on the little minaret which crowns the tower. + +"Now open and see the glory of the Lord!" she cried +with joyous awe. + +The day was one of matchless beauty. The clouds +that swung low in the early morning had floated higher +and higher till they hung now in shining billows above +the highest balsam-crowned peaks in the distance. + +In every direction, as far as the eye could +reach, north, south, east, west, the dark ranges +mounted in the azure skies until the farthest dim lines +melted into the heavens. + +"Oh, Jim dear, isn't it wonderful! We're lucky to +get this view on our first day. It's such a good +omen." + +Jim opened his eyes lazily and puffed his cigarette +in a calm, patronizing way. + +"Tough sledding we'd have had with an automobile +over those hills," he said. "We'll try it after lunch, +though." + +"We'll go for a ride?" she cried joyfully. + +"Yep. Got to hunt up the folks. The mountains +near Asheville!" he said with disgust. "I should say +they are near--and far, too. Holy smoke, I'll bet we +get lost!" + +"Nonsense----" + +"Where's the Black Mountains, I wonder?" he asked +suddenly. + +"Over there!" She pointed to the giant peaks +projecting here and there in dim, blue waves beyond the +Great Craggy Range in the foreground. + +"Holy Moses! Do we have to climb those crags +before we start?" + +"To go to Black Mountain?" + +"Yes. That's where the lawyer said they +lived, under Cat-tail Peak in the Black Mountain +Range--wherever t'ell that is." + +"No, no! You don't climb the Great Craggy; you go +around this end of it and follow the Swannanoa River +right up to the foot of Mount Mitchell, the highest +peak this side of the Rockies. The Cat-tail is just +beyond Mount Mitchell." + +"You've been there?" he asked in surprise. + +"Once, with a party from Asheville. We spent three +days and slept in caves." + +"Suppose you'd know the way now?" + +"We couldn't miss it. We follow the bed of the +Swannanoa to its source-----" + +"Then that settles it. We'll go by ourselves. I +don't want any mutt along to show us the way. We +couldn't get lost nohow, could we?" + +"Of course not--all the roads lead to Asheville. +We can ask the way to the house you want, when we reach +the little stopping place at the foot of Mount +Mitchell." + +"Gee, Kid, you're a wonder!" he exclaimed +admiringly. "Couldn't get along without you, now could +I?" + +"I hope not, sir!" + +"You bet I couldn't! We'll start right away. The +roads will give us a jolt----" + +He turned suddenly to go. + +"Wait--wait a minute, dear," she pleaded. "You +haven't seen this gorgeous view to the southwest, with +Mount Pisgah looming in the center like some vast +cathedral spire--look, isn't it glorious?" + +"Fine! Fine!" he responded in quick, businesslike +tones. + +"You can look for days and weeks and not begin to +realize the changing beauty of these mountains, clothed +in eternal green! Just think, dear, Mount Pisgah, +there, is forty miles away, and it looks as if you +could stroll over to it in an hour's walk. And there +are twenty-three magnificent peaks like that, all of +them more than six thousand feet high----" + +She paused with a frown. He was neither looking +nor listening. He had fallen into a brown study; his +mind was miles away. + +"You're not listening, Jim--nor seeing anything," +she said reproachfully. + +"No--Kiddo, we must get ready for that trip. I've +got a letter for a lawyer downtown. I'll find him and +hire a car. I'll be back here for you in an hour. +You'll be ready?" + +"Right away, in half an hour----" + +"Just pack a suit-case for us both. We'll +stay one night. I'll take a bag, too, that I have +in my trunk." + +It was noon before he returned with a staunch +touring car ready for the trip. He opened the little +steamer trunk which he had always kept locked and took +from it a small leather bag. He placed it on the +floor, and, in spite of careful handling, the ring of +metal inside could be distinctly heard. + +"What on earth have you got in that queer black +bag?" she asked in surprise. + +"Oh, just a lot o' junk from the shop. I thought I +might tinker with it at odd times. I don't want to +leave it here. It's got one of my new models in it." + +He carried the bag in his hand, refusing to allow +the porter who came for the suit-case to touch it. + +He threw the suit-case in the bottom of the +tonneau. The bag he stowed carefully under the +cushions of the rear seat. The moment he placed his +hand on the wheel of the machine, he was at his best. +Every trace of the street gamin fell from him. Again +he was the eagle-eyed master of time and space. The +machine answered his touch with more than human +obedience. He knew how to humor its mood. He +conserved its power for a hill with unerring accuracy +and threw it over the grades with rarely a pause +to change his speeds. He could turn the sharp curves +with such swift, easy grace that he scarcely caused +Mary's body to swerve an inch. He could sense a rough +place in the road and glide over it with velvet touch. + +A tire blew out, five miles up the stream from +Asheville, and the easy, business-like deliberation +with which he removed the old and adjusted the new, was +a revelation to Mary of a new phase of his character. + +He never once grunted, or swore, or lost his poise, +or manifested the slightest impatience. He set about +his task coolly, carefully, skillfully, and finished it +quickly and silently. + +His long silences at last began to worry her. An +invisible barrier had reared itself between them. The +impression was purely mental--but it was none the less +real and distressing. + +There was a look of aloof absorption about him she +had never seen before. At first she attributed it to +the dread of meeting his kinsfolk for the first time, +his fear of what they might be like or what they might +think of him. + +He answered her questions cheerfully but +mechanically. Sometimes he stared at her in a cold, +impersonal way and gave no answer, as if her +questions were an impertinence and she were not of +sufficient importance to waste his breath on. + +Unable at last to endure the strain, she burst out +impatiently: + +"What on earth's the matter with you, Jim?" + +"Why?" he asked softly. + +"You haven't spoken to me in half an hour, and I've +asked you two questions." + +"Just studying about something, Kiddo, something +big. I'll tell you sometime, maybe--not now." + +Slowly a great fear began to shape itself in her +heart. The real man behind those slumbering eyes she +had never known. Who was he? + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +UNWELCOME GUESTS + +While she was yet puzzling over the strange mood of +absorbed brooding into which Jim had fallen, his face +suddenly lighted, and he changed with such rapidity +that her uneasiness was doubled. + +They had reached the stretches of deep forest at +the foot of the Black Mountain ranges. The Swannanoa +had become a silver thread of laughing, foaming spray +and deep, still pools beneath the rocks. The fields +were few and small. The little clearings made scarcely +an impression in the towering virgin forests. + +"Great guns, Kiddo!" he exclaimed, "this is some +country! By George, I had no idea there was such a +place so close to New York!" + +She looked at him with uneasy surprise. What could +be in his mind? The solemn gorge through which they +were passing gave no entrancing views of clouds or sky +or towering peaks. Its wooded cliffs hung +ominously overhead in threatening shadows. The scene +had depressed her after the vast sunlit spaces of sky, +of shining valleys and cloud-capped, sapphire peaks on +which they had turned their backs. + +"You like this, Jim?" she asked. + +"It's great--great!" + +"I thought that waterfall we just passed was very +beautiful." + +"I didn't see it. But this is something like it. +You're clean out of the world here--and there ain't a +railroad in twenty miles!" + +The deeper the shadows of tree and threatening +crag, the higher Jim's strange spirit seemed to rise. + +She watched him with increasing fear. How little +she knew the real man! Could it be possible that this +lonely, unlettered boy of the streets of lower New +York, starved and stunted in childhood, had within him +the soul of a great poet? How else could she explain +the sudden rapture over the threatening silences and +shadows of these mountain gorges which had depressed +her? And yet his utter indifference to the glories of +beautiful waters, his blindness at noon before the most +wonderful panorama of mountains and skies on which she +had ever gazed, contradicted the theory of the poetic +soul. A poet must see beauty where she had seen +it--and a thousand wonders her eyes had not found. + +His elation was uncanny. What could it mean? + +He was driving now with a skill that was +remarkable, a curious smile playing about his drooping, +Oriental eyelids. A wave of fierce resentment swept +her heart. She was a mere plaything in this man's +life. The real man she had never seen. What was he +thinking about? What grim secret lay behind the +mysterious smile that flickered about the corners of +those eyes? He was not thinking of her. The mood was +new and cold and cynical, for all the laughter he might +put in it. + +She asked herself the question of his past, his +people, his real life-history. The only answer was his +baffling, mysterious smile. + +A frown suddenly clouded his face. + +"Hello! Ye're running right into a man's yard!" + +Mary lifted her head with quick surprise. + +"Why yes, it's the stopping place for the parties +that climb Mount Mitchell. I remember it. We stayed +all night here, left our rig, and started next morning +at sunrise on horseback to climb the trail." + +"Pretty near the jumping-off place, then," he +remarked. "We'll ask the way to Cat-tail Peak." + +He stopped the car in front of the low-pitched, +weather-stained frame house and blew the horn. + +A mountain woman with three open-eyed, silent +children came slowly to meet them. + +She smiled pleasantly, and without embarrassment +spoke in a pleasant drawl: + +"Won't you 'light and look at your saddle?" + +The expression caught Jim's fancy, and he broke +into a roar of laughter. The woman blushed and laughed +with him. She couldn't understand what was the matter +with the man. Why should he explode over the simple +greeting in which she had expressed her pleasure at +their arrival? + +Anyhow, she was an innkeeper's wife, and her +business was to make folks feel at home--so she laughed +again with Jim. + +"You know that's the funniest invitation I ever got +in a car," he cried at last. "We fly in these things +sometimes. And when you said, `Won't you 'light,'"--he +paused and turned to his wife--"I could just feel +myself up in the air on that big old racer's back." + +"Won't you-all stay all night with us?" the soft +voice drawled again. + +"Thank you, not tonight," Mary answered. + +She waited for Jim to ask the way. + +"No--not tonight," he repeated. "You happen to +know an old woman by the name of Owens who lives up +here?" + +"Nance Owens?" + +"That's her name." + +"Lord, everybody knows old Nance!" was the smiling +answer. + +"She ain't got good sense!" the tow-headed boy +spoke up. + +"Sh!" the mother warned, boxing his ears. + +"She's a little queer, that's all. Everybody knows +her in Buncombe and Yancey counties. Her house is +built across the county line. She eats in Yancey and +sleeps in Buncombe----" + +"Yes," broke in the boy joyously, "an' when the +Sheriff o' Yancey comes, she moves back into Buncombe. +She's some punkin's on a green gourd vine, she is--if +she ain't got good sense." + +His mother struck at him again, but he dodged the +blow and finished his speech without losing a word. + +"Could you tell us the way to her house?" + +"Keep right on this road, and you can't miss it." + +"How far is it?" + +"Oh, not far." + +"No; right at the bottom o' the Cat's-tail," the +boy joyfully explained. + +"He means the foot o' Cat-tail Peak!" the mother +apologized. + +"How many miles?" + +"Just a little ways--ye can't miss it; the third +house you come to on this road." + +"You'll be there in three shakes of a sheep's +tail--in that thing!" the boy declared. + +Jim waved his thanks, threw in his gear, and the +car shot forward on the level stretch of road beyond +the house. He slowed down when out of sight. + +"Gee! I'd love to have that kid in a wood-shed +with a nice shingle all by ourselves for just ten +minutes." + +"The people spoil him," Mary laughed. "The people +who stop there for the Mount Mitchell climb. He was a +baby when I was there six years ago"--she paused and a +rapt look crept into her eyes--"a beautiful little +baby, her first-born, and she was the happiest thing I +ever saw in my life." + +Her voice sank to a whisper. + +A vision suddenly illumined her own soul, and she +forgot her anxiety over Jim's queer moods. + +Deeper and deeper grew the shadows of crag, +gorge, and primeval forest. The speedometer on the +foot-board registered five miles from the Mount +Mitchell house. They had passed two cabins by the way, +and still no sign of the third. + +"Why couldn't she tell us how many miles, I'd like +to know?" Jim grumbled. + +"It's the way of the mountain folk. They're +noncommittal on distances." + +He stopped the car and lighted the lamps. + +"Going to be dark in a minute," he said. "But I +like this place," he added. + +He picked his way with care over the narrow road. +They crossed the little stream they were trailing, and +the car crawled over the rocks along the banks at a +snail's pace. + +An owl called from a dead tree-top silhouetted +against an open space of sky ahead. + +"Must be a clearing there," Jim muttered. + +He stopped the car and listened for the sounds of +life about a house. + +A vast, brooding silence filled the world. A wolf +howled from the edge of a distant crag somewhere +overhead. + +"For God's sake!" Jim shivered. "What was that?" + +"Only a mountain wolf crying for company." + +"Wolves up here?" he asked in surprise. + +"A few--harmless, timid, lonesome fellows. It +makes me sorry for them when I hear one." + +"Great country! I like it!" Jim responded. + +Again she wondered why. What a queer mixture of +strength and mystery--this man she had married! + +He started the car, turned a bend in the road, and +squarely in front, not more than a hundred yards away, +gleamed a light in a cabin window--four tiny panes of +glass. + +"By Geeminy, we come near stopping in the front +yard without knowing it!" he exclaimed. "Didn't we?" + +"I'm glad she's at home!" Mary exclaimed. "The +light shines with a friendly glow in these deep +shadows." + +"Afraid, Kiddo?" he asked lightly. + +"I don't like these dark places." + +"All right when you get used to 'em--safer than +daylight." + +Again her heart beat at his queer speech. She +shivered at the thought of this uncanny trait of +character so suddenly developed today. She made an +effort to throw off her depression. It would vanish +with the sun tomorrow morning. + +He picked his way carefully among the trees and +stopped in front of the cabin door. The little house +sat back from the road a hundred feet or more. + +He blew his horn twice and waited. + +A sudden crash inside, and the light went out. He +waited a moment for it to come back. + +Only darkness and dead silence. + +"Suppose she dropped dead and kicked over the +lamp?" Jim laughed. + +"She probably took the lamp into another room." + +"No; it went out too quick--and it went out with a +crash." + +He blew his horn again. + +Still no answer. + +"Hello! Hello!" he called loudly. + +Someone stirred at the door. Jim's keen ear was +turned toward the house. + +"I heard her bar the door, I'll swear it." + +"How foolish, Jim!" Mary whispered. "You couldn't +have heard it." + +"All the same I did. Here's a pretty kettle of +fish! The old hellion's not even going to let us in." + +He seized the lever of his horn and blew one +terrific blast after another, in weird, uncanny +sobs and wails, ending in a shriek like the last +cry of a lost soul. + +"Don't, Jim!" Mary cried, shivering. "You'll +frighten her to death." + +"I hope so." + +"Go up and speak to her--and knock on the door." + +He waited again in silence, scrambled out of the +car, and fumbled his way through the shadows to the +dark outlines of the cabin. He found the porch on +which the front door opened. + +His light foot touched the log with sure step, and +he walked softly to the cabin wall. The door was not +yet visible in the pitch darkness. His auto lights +were turned the other way and threw their concentrated +rays far down into the deep woods. + +He listened intently for a moment and caught the +cat-like tread of the old woman inside. + +"I say--hello, in there!" he called. + +Again the sound of her quick, furtive step told him +that she was on the alert and determined to defend her +castle against all comers. What if she should slip an +old rifle through a crack and blow his head off? + +She might do it, too! + +He must make her open the door. + +"Say, what's the matter in there?" he asked +persuasively. + +A moment's silence, and then a gruff voice slowly +answered: + +"They ain't nobody at home!" + +"The hell they ain't!" Jim laughed. + +"No!" + +"Who are you?" + +She hesitated and then growled back: + +"None o' your business. Who are you?" + +"We're strangers up here--lost our way. It's +cold--we got to stop for the night." + +"Ye can't--they's nobody home, I tell ye!" she +repeated with sullen emphasis. + +Jim broke into a genial laugh. + +"Ah! Come on, old girl! Open up and be sociable. +We're not revenue officers or sheriffs. If you've got +any good mountain whiskey, I'll help you drink it." + +"Who are ye?" she repeated savagely. + +"Ah, just a couple o' gentle, cooing turtle-doves-- +a bride and groom. Loosen up, old girl; it's Christmas +Eve--and we're just a couple o' gentle cooin' +doves----" + +Jim kept up his persuasive eloquence until the +light of the candle flashed through the window, +and he heard her slip the heavy bar from the door. + +He lost no time in pushing his way inside. + +Nance threw a startled look at his enormous, shaggy +fur coat--at the shining aluminum goggles almost +completely masking his face. She gave a low, +breathless scream, hurled the door-bar crashing to the +floor and stared at him like a wild, hunted animal at +bay, her thin hands trembling, the iron-gray hair +tumbling over her forehead. + +"Oh, my God!" she wailed, crouching back. + +Jim gazed at her in amazement. He had forgotten +his goggles and fur coat. + +"What's the matter?" he asked in high-keyed tones +of surprise. + +Nance made no answer but crouched lower and +attempted to put the table between them. + +"What t'ell Bill ails you--will you tell me?" he +asked with rising wrath. + +"I THOUGHT you wuz the devil," the old woman +panted. "Now I KNOW it!" + +Jim suddenly remembered his goggles and coat, and +broke into a laugh. + +"Oh!" + +He removed his goggles and cap, threw back his big +coat and squared his shoulders with a smile. + +"How's that?" + +Nance glowered at him with ill-concealed rage, +looked him over from head to foot, and answered with a +snarl: + +"'Tain't much better--ef ye ax ME!" + +"Gee! But you're a sociable old wild-cat!" he +exclaimed, starting back as if she had struck him a +blow. + +His eye caught the dried skin of a young wildcat +hanging on the log wall. + +"No wonder you skinned your neighbor and hung her +up to dry," he added moodily. + +He took in the room with deliberate insolence while +the old woman stood awkwardly watching him, shifting +her position uneasily from one foot to the other. + +In all his miserable life in New York he could not +recall a room more bare of comforts. The rough logs +were chinked with pieces of wood and daubed with red +clay. The door was made of rough boards, the ceiling +of hewn logs with split slabs laid across them. An +old-fashioned, tall spinning wheel, dirty and unused, +sat in the corner. A rough pine table was in the +middle of the floor and a smaller one against the wall. +On this side table sat two rusty flat-irons, and +against it leaned an ironing board. A dirty piece +of turkey-red calico hung on a string for a portiere at +the opening which evidently led into a sort of kitchen +somewhere in the darkness beyond. + +The walls were decorated at intervals. A huge +bunch of onions hung on a wooden peg beside the wild- +cat skin. Over the window was slung an old-fashioned +muzzle-loading musket. The sling which held it was +made of a pair of ancient home-made suspenders fastened +to the logs with nails. Beneath the gun hung a cow's +horn, cut and finished for powder, and with it a dirty +game-bag. Strings of red peppers were strung along +each of the walls, with here and there bunches of +popcorn in the ears. A pile of black walnuts lay in +one corner of the cabin and a pile of hickory nuts in +another. + +A three-legged wooden stool and a split-bottom +chair stood beside the table, and a haircloth couch, +which looked as if it had been saved from the Ark, was +pushed near the wall beside the door. + +Across this couch was thrown a ragged patchwork +quilt, and a pillow covered with calico rested on one +end, with the mark of a head dented deep in the center. + +Jim shrugged his shoulders with a look of disgust, +stepped quickly to the door and called: + +"Come on in, Kid!" + +Nance fumbled her thin hands nervously and spoke +with the faintest suggestion of a sob in her voice. + +"I ain't got nothin' for ye to eat----" + +"We've had dinner," he answered carelessly. + +He stepped to the door and called: + +"Bring that little bag from under the seat, Kiddo." + +He held the door open, and the light streamed +across the yard to the car. He watched her steadily +while she raised the cushion of the rear seat, lifted +the bag and sprang from the car. His keen eye never +left her for an instant until she placed it in his +hands. + +"Mercy, but it's heavy!" she panted, as she gave it +to him. + +He took it without a word and placed it on the +table in the center of the room. + +Nance glared at him sullenly. + +"There's no place for ye, I tell ye----" + +Jim faced her with mock politeness. + +"For them kind words--thanks!" + +He bowed low and swept the room with a mocking +gesture. + +"There ain't no room for ye," the old woman +persisted. + +Jim raised his voice to a squeaking falsetto with +deliberate purpose to torment her. + +"I got ye the first time, darlin'!" he exclaimed, +lifting his hands above her as if to hold her down. +"We must linger awhile for your name--anyhow, we +mustn't forget that. This is Mrs. Nance Owens?" + +The old woman started and watched him from beneath +her heavy eyebrows, answering with sullen emphasis: + +"Yes." + +Again Jim lifted his hands above his head and waved +her to earth. + +"Well! Don't blame me! I can't help it, you +know----" + +He turned to his wife and spoke with jolly good +humor. + +"It's the place, all right. Set down, Kiddo--take +off your hat and things. Make yourself at home." + +Nance flew at him in a sudden frenzy at his +assumption of insolent ownership of her cabin. + +"There's no place for ye to sleep!" she fairly +shrieked in his face. + +Again Jim's arms were over her head, waving her +down. + +"All right, sweetheart! We're from New York. We +don't sleep. We've come all the way down here to the +mountains of North Carolina just to see you. And we're +goin' to sit up all night and look at ye----" + +He sat down deliberately, and Nance fumbled her +hands with a nervous movement. + +Mary's heart went out in sympathy to the forlorn +old creature in her embarrassment. Her dress was dirty +and ragged, an ill-fitting gingham, the elbows out and +her bare, bony arms showing through. The waist was too +short and always slipping from the belt of wrinkled +cloth beneath which she kept trying to stuff it. + +Mary caught her restless eye at last and held it in +a friendly look. + +"Please let us stay!" she pleaded. "We can sleep +on the floor--anywhere." + +"You bet!" Jim joined in. "Married two weeks--and +I don't care whether it rains or whether it pours or +how long I have to stand outdoors--if I can be with +you, Kid." + +The old woman hesitated until Mary's smile melted +its way into her heart. + +Her lips trembled, and her watery blue eyes +blinked. + +"Well," she began grumblingly, "thar's a little +single bed in that shed-room thar for you--ef he'll +sleep in here on the sofy." + +Jim leaped to his feet. + +"What do ye think of that? Bully for the old gal! +Kinder slow at first. As the poet sings of the little +bed-bug, she ain't got no wings--but she gets there +just the same!" + +He drew the electric torch from his pocket and +advanced on Nance. + +"By Golly--I'll have another look at you." + +Nance backed in terror at the sight of the +revolver-like instrument. + +"What's that?" she gasped. + +"Just a little Gatlin' gun!" he cried jokingly. He +pressed the button, and the light flashed squarely in +the old woman's eyes. + +"God 'lmighty--don't shoot!" she screamed. + +Jim doubled with laughter. + +"For the love o' Mike!" + +Nance leaned against the side table and wiped the +perspiration from her brow. + +"Lord! I thought you'd kilt me!" she panted, still +trembling. + +"Ah, don't be foolish!" Jim said persuasively. "It +can't hurt you. Here, take it in your hand--I'll +show you how to work it. It's to nose round dark +places under the buzz-wagon." + +He held it out to Nance. + +"Here, take it and press the button." + +The old woman drew back. + +"No--no--I'm skeered! No----" + +Jim thrust the torch into her hand and forced her +to hold it. + +"Oh, come on, it's easy. Push your finger right +down on the button." + +Nance tried it gingerly at first, and then laughed +at the ease with which it could be done. She flashed +it on the floor again and again. + +"Why, it's like a big lightnin' bug, ain't it?" + +She turned the end of it up to examine more +closely, pushed the button unconsciously, and the light +flashed in her eyes. She jumped and handed it quickly +to Jim. + +"Or a jack o' lantern--here, take it," she cried, +still trembling. + +Jim threw his hands up with a laugh. + +"Can you beat it!" + +Backing quickly to the door, Nance called nervously +to Mary: + +"I'll get your room ready in a minute, ma'am." She +paused and glanced at Jim. + +"And thar's a shed out thar you can put your devil +wagon in----" + +She slipped through the dirty calico curtains, and +Mary saw her go with wondering pity in her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +A LITTLE BLACK BAG + +Mary watched Nance, with a quick glance at Jim. Again +he had forgotten that he had a wife. She had studied +this strange absorption with increasing uneasiness. +During the long, beautiful drive of the afternoon +beside laughing waters, through scenes of unparalleled +splendor, through valleys of entrancing peace, the +still, sapphire skies bending above with clear, +Southern Christmas benediction, he had not once pressed +her hand, he had not once bent to kiss her. + +Each time the thought had come, she fought back the +tears. She had made excuses for him. He was absorbed +in the memories of his miserable childhood in New York, +perhaps. The approaching meeting with his relatives +had awakened the old hunger for a mother's love that +had been denied him. The scenes through which they +were passing had perhaps stirred the currents of his +subconscious being. + +And yet why should such memories estrange his +spirit from hers? The effect should be the opposite. +In the remembrance of his loneliness and suffering, he +should instinctively turn to her. The love with which +she had unfolded his life should redeem the past. + +He was standing now with his heavy chin silhouetted +against the flickering light of the candle on the +table. His hand closed suddenly on the handle of the +bag with the swift clutch of an eagle's claw. She +started at the ugly picture it made in the dim rays of +the candle. + +What were the thoughts seething behind the mask of +his face? She watched him, spellbound by his complete +surrender to the mood that had dominated him from the +moment he had touched the deep forests of the Black +Mountain range. A grim elation ruled even his +silences. The man standing there rigid, his face a +smiling, twitching mask, was a stranger. This man she +had never known, or loved. And yet they were bound for +life in the tenderest and strongest ties that can hold +the human soul and body. + +She tossed her head and threw off the ugly thought. +It was morbid nonsense! She was just hungry for a +kiss, and in his new environment he had forgotten +himself as many thoughtless men had forgotten before +and would forget again. + +"Jim!" she whispered tenderly. + +He made no answer. His thick lips were drawn in +deep, twisted lines on one side, as if he had suddenly +reached a decision from which there could be no appeal. + +She raised her voice slightly. + +"Jim?" + +Not a muscle of his body moved. The drawn lines of +the mouth merely relaxed. His answer was scarcely +audible. + +"Yep----" + +"She's gone!" + +"Yep----" + +She moved toward him wistfully. + +"Aren't you forgetting something?" + +His square jaw still held its rigid position +silhouetted in sharp profile against the candle's +light. He answered slowly and mechanically. + +"What?" + +His indifference was more than the sore heart could +bear. The pent-up tears of the afternoon dashed in +flood against the barriers of her will. + +"You--haven't--kissed--me--today," she stammered, +struggling with each word to save a break. + +Still he stood immovable. This time his answer was +tinged with the slightest suggestion of amusement. + +"No?" + +She staggered against the table beside the door and +gripped its edge desperately. + +"Oh--" she gasped. "Don't you love me any more?" + +With his sullen head still holding its position of +indifference, his absorption in the idea which +dominated his mind still unbroken, he threw out one +hand in a gesture of irritation. + +"Cut it, Kid! Cut it!" + +His tones were not only indifferent; they were +contemptuously indifferent. + +With a sob, she sank into the chair and buried her +face in her arms. + +"You're tired! I see it now; you've tired of me. +Oh--it's not possible--it's not possible!" + +The torrent came at last in a flood of utter +abandonment. + +Jim turned, looked at her and threw up his hands in +temporary surrender. + +"Oh, for God's sake!" he muttered, crossing +deliberately to her side. He stood and let her +sob. + +With a quick change of mood, he drew her to her +feet, swept her swaying form into his arms, crushed her +and covered her lips with kisses. + +"How's that?" + +She smiled through her tears. + +"I feel better----" + +Jim laughed. + +"For better or worse--`until Death do us part'-- +that's what you said, Kid, and you meant it, too, +didn't you?" + +He seized both of her arms, held them firmly and +gazed into her eyes with steady, stern inquiry. + +She looked up with uneasy surprise. + +"Of course--I meant it," she answered slowly. + +He held her arms gripped close and said: + +"Well--we'll see!" + +His hands relaxed, and he turned away, rubbing his +square chin thoughtfully. + +She watched him in growing amazement. What could +be the mystery back of this new twist of his elusive +mind? + +He laid his hand on the black bag again, smiled, +and turned and faced her with expanding good humor. + +"Great scheme, this marryin', Kid! And you believe +in it exactly as I do, don't you?" + +"How do you mean?" she faltered. + +"That it binds and holds both our lives as only +Almighty God can bind and hold?" + +"Yes--nothing else IS marriage." + +"That's what I say, too!" + +He placed his hands on her shoulders. + +"Great scheme!" he repeated. "I get a pretty girl +to work for me for nothing for the balance of my life." +He paused and lifted the slender forefinger of his +right hand. "And you pledged your pious soul--I +memorized the words, every one of them: `I, Mary, take +thee, James, to my wedded husband--TO HAVE AND TO HOLD +from this day forward, FOR BETTER, FOR WORSE, +for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to +love, cherish AND OBEY, TIL DEATH DO US PART, ACCORDING +TO GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE; AND THEREUNTO I GIVE THEE MY +TROTH ----'" + +He paused, lifted his head and smiled grimly: +"That's some promise, believe me, Kiddo! `AND OBEY'--you +meant it all, didn't you?" + +She would have hedged lightly over that ugly old +word which still survived in the ceremony Craddock had +used, but for the sinister suggestion in his voice back +of the playful banter. He had asked it half in jest, +half in earnest. She had caught by the subtle sixth +sense the tragic idea in that one word that he was +going to hold her to it. The thought was too absurd! + +"OBEY--you meant it, didn't you?" he repeated +grimly. + +A smile played about the corners of her mouth as +she answered dreamily: + +"Yes--I--I--PROMISED!" + +"That's why I set my head on you from the first-- +you're good and sweet--you're the real thing." + +Again she caught the sinister suggestion in his +tone and threw him a startled look. + +"What has come over you today, Jim?" she asked. + +He hesitated and answered carelessly. + +"Oh, nothing, Kiddo--just been thinking a little +about business. Got to go to work, you know." He +returned to the table and touched the bag lightly. + +"Watch out now for this bag while I put up the +car--and don't forget that curiosity killed the +cat." + +Quick as a flash, she asked: + +"What's in it?" + +Jim threw up his hands and laughed. + +"Didn't I tell you that curiosity killed a cat?" +He pointed to the skin on the wall. "That's what +stretched that wild-cat's hide up there! She got too +near the old musket!" + +"Anyhow, I'm not afraid of her end--what's in it?" + +Jim scratched his red head and looked at her +thoughtfully. + +"You asked me that once before today, didn't you?" + +"Yes----" + +"Well, it's a little secret of mine. Take my +advice--put your hand on it, but not in it." + +Again the sinister look and tone chilled her. + +"I don't like secrets between us, Jim," she said. + +She looked at the bag reproachfully, and he watched +her keenly--then laughed. + +"I'd as well tell you and be done with it; you'll +go in it anyhow." + +She tossed her head with a touch of angry pride. +He took her hand, led her across the room and placed it +on the valise. + +"I've got five thousand dollars in gold in that +bag." + +She drew back, surprised beyond the power of +speech. + +"And I'm going to give it to this old woman----" + +To her--why?" she gasped. + +"She's my mother." + +"Your MOTHER?" + +"Yes." + +"I--I--thought--you told me she was dead." + +"No. I said that I didn't know who she was." + +He paused, and a queer brooding look crept into his +face. + +"I haven't seen her since I was a little duffer +three years old. This room and these wild crags and +trees come back to me now--just a glimpse of them here +and there. I've always remembered them. I thought I'd +dreamed it----" + +"You remember--how wonderful!" she breathed +reverently. She understood now, and the clouds lifted. + +"The skunk I called my daddy," Jim went on +thoughtfully, "took me to New York. He said that my +mother deserted me when I was a kid. I believed him at +first. But when he beat me and kicked me into the +streets, I knew he was a liar. When I got grown I +began to think and wonder about her. I hired a lawyer +that knew my daddy, and he found her here----" + +With a cry of joy, she seized his arms: + +"Tell her quick! Oh, you're big and fine and +generous, Jim--and I knew it! They said that you were +a brute. I knew they lied. Tell her quick!" + +He lifted his hand in protest. + +"Nope--I'm going to put up a little job on the old +girl--show her the money tonight, get her wild at the +sight of it--and give it to her Christmas morning. +We've only a few hours to wait----" + +"Oh, give it to her now--Jim! Give it to her now!" + +He shook his head and walked to the door. + +"I want to say something to her first and give her +time to think it over. Look out for the bag, and I'll +bring in the things." + +He swung the rough board door wide, slammed it and +disappeared in the darkness. + +The young wife watched the bag a moment with +consuming curiosity. She had fiercely resented his +insulting insinuations at her curiosity, and yet she +was wild to look at that glowing pile of gold inside +and picture the old woman's joyous surprise. + +Her hand touched the lock carelessly and drew back +as if her finger had been burned. She put her hands +behind her and crossed the room. + +"I won't be so weak and silly!" she cried fiercely. + +She heard Jim cranking the car. It would take him +five minutes more to start it, get it under the shed +and bring in the suit-case and robes. + +"Why shouldn't I see it!" she exclaimed. "He +has told me about it." She hesitated and struggled for +a moment, quickly walked back to the bag and touched +the spring. It yielded instantly. + +"Why, it's not even locked!" she cried in tones of +surprise at her silly scruples. + +Her hand had just touched the gold when Nance +entered. + +She snapped the bag and smiled at the old woman +carelessly. What a sweet surprise she would have +tomorrow morning! + +Nance crossed slowly, glancing once at the girl +wistfully as if she wanted to say something friendly, +and then, alarmed at her presumption, hurried on into +the little shed-room. + +Mary waited until she returned. + +"Room's all ready in thar, ma'am," she drawled, +passing into the kitchen without a pause. + +"All right--thank you," Mary answered. + +She quickly opened the bag, thrust her hand into +the gold and withdrew it, holding a costly green- +leather jewelry-case of exquisite workmanship. There +could be no mistake about its value. + +With a cry of joy, she started back, staring at the +little box. + +"Another surprise! And for me! Oh, Jim, man, +you're glorious! My Christmas present, of course! I +mustn't look at it--I won't!" + +She pushed the case from her toward the bag and +drew it back again. + +"What's the difference? I'll take one little, tiny +peep." + +She touched the spring and caught her breath. A +string of pearls fit for the neck of a princess lay +shining in its soft depths. She lifted them with a +sigh of delight. Her eye suddenly rested on a stanza +of poetry scrawled on the satin lining in the trembling +hand of an old man she had known. + +She dropped the pearls with a cry of terror. Her +face went white, and she gasped for breath. The jewel- +case in her hand she had seen before. It had belonged +to the old gentleman who lived in the front room on the +first floor of her building in the days when it was a +boarding house. The wife he had idolized was long ago +dead. This string of pearls from her neck the old man +had worshiped for years. The stanza from "The Rosary" +he had scrawled in the lining one day in Mary's +presence. He had moved uptown with the landlady. Two +months ago a burglar had entered his room, robbed and +shot him. + +"It's impossible--impossible!" she gasped. +"Oh, dear God--it's impossible! Of course the +burglar pawned them, and Jim bought them without +knowing. Of course! My nerves are on edge today--how +silly of me----" + +Jim's footsteps suddenly sounded on the porch, and +she thrust the jewel-case back into the bag with +desperate effort to pull herself together. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +THE AWAKENING + +For a moment she felt the foundations of the moral and +physical world sinking beneath her feet. Dizziness +swept her senses. She gripped the table, leaning +heavily against it, her eye watching the door with +feverish terror for Jim's appearance. + +She had never fainted in her life. It was absurd, +but the room was swimming now in a dim blur. Again she +gripped the table and set her teeth. She simply would +not give up. Why should she leap to the worst possible +explanation of the jewels? The hatred of old Ella for +Jim and the furious antagonism of Jane Anderson had +poisoned her mind, after all. It was infamous that she +could suspect her husband of crime merely because two +silly women didn't like him. + +He could explain the jewels. He, of course, asked +no questions of the pawn-broker. They were probably +sold at auction and he bought them. + +It seemed an eternity from the time Jim's foot step +echoed on the little porch until he pushed the door +open and hastily entered, his arms piled with lap- +robes, coats and the dress-suit case in his hand. + +He walked with quick, firm step, threw the coats +and robes on the couch and placed the suit-case at its +head. He hadn't turned toward her and his face was +still in profile while he removed the gloves from his +pockets, threw them on the robes, and drew the scarlet +woolen neckpiece from his throat. + +She was studying him now with new terror-stricken +eyes. Never had she seen his jaw look so big and +brutal. Never had the droop of his eyelids suggested +such menace. Never had the contrast of his slender +hands and feet suggested such hideous possibilities. + +"Merciful God! No! No!" she kept repeating in her +soul while her dilated eyes stared at him in sheer +horror of the suggestion which the jewels had roused. + +She drew a deep breath and strangled the idea by +her will. + +"I'll at least be as fair as a jury," she thought +grimly. "I'll not condemn him without a hearing." + +Jim suddenly became aware of the menace of her +silence. She had not moved a muscle, spoken or made +the slightest sound since he had entered. He had +merely taken in the room at a glance and had seen her +standing in precisely the same place beside the table. + +He saw now that she was leaning heavily against it. + +He raised his head and faced her with a sudden, +bold stare, and his voice rang in tones of sharp +command. + +"Well?" + +She tried to speak and failed. She had not yet +sufficiently mastered her emotions. + +"What's the matter?" he growled. + +"Jim----" she gasped. + +He took a step toward her with set teeth. + +"You've been in that bag--Well?" + +Her face was white, her voice husky. + +"Those jewels, Jim----" + +A cunning smile played about his mouth and he shook +his head. + +"I tried to keep my little secret from you till +Christmas morning; but you're on to my curves now, +Kiddo, and I'll have to 'fess up----" + +"You bought them for me?" she asked with trembling +eagerness. + +"Who else do you reckon I'd buy 'em for? I was +going to surprise you, too, tomorrow morning. You've +spoiled the fun." + +She had slipped close to his side and he could hear +her quick intake of breath. + +"That's--so--sweet of you, Jim. I'm sorry--I-- +spoiled the surprise--you'd--planned----" + +"Oh, what's the difference!" he broke in +carelessly. "It's all the same five minutes after, +anyhow. Well, don't you like 'em? Why don't you say +something?" + +"They're wonderful, Jim. Where--where--did you buy +them?" + +He held her gaze in silence for an instant and +fenced. + +"Isn't that a funny question, Kiddo?" he said in +low tones. "I once heard the old man I worked with in +the shop say that you shouldn't look a gift horse in +the mouth." + +"I just want to know," she insisted. + +"I'm not going to tell you!" he said with a dry +laugh. + +"Why not?" + +"Because you keep asking." + +"You wish to tease me?" + +"Maybe." + +"Please!" + +"Why do you want to know? Are you afraid they're +fakes?" + +"No, they're beautiful--they're wonderful." + +"Well, if you don't want them," he broke in +angrily, "I'll keep them. I'll sell them." + +"Don't tease me, Jim!" she begged. "I don't mind +if you bought them at a pawn-shop--if that's why you +won't tell me. That is the reason, isn't it? +Honestly, isn't it?" + +She asked the question with eager intensity. She +had persuaded herself that it was so and the horror had +been lifted. She pressed close with smiling, trembling +lips: + +"I don't mind that, Jim! You got them from a pawn- +broker, of course, didn't you?" + +He looked at her with a puzzled expression and +hesitated. + +"Didn't you?" she repeated. + +"No--I didn't!" was the curt answer. + +"You didn't?" she echoed feebly. + +"No!" + +With a quick breath she unconsciously drew back and +he glared at her angrily. + +"Say, what'ell's the matter with you, anyhow? Have +you gone crazy?" + +"You--won't--tell me--where you bought them?" she +asked slowly. + +He faced her squarely and spoke with deliberate +contempt: + +"It's--none--of your business!" + +She held his gaze with steady determination. + +"That string of pearls belongs to the man who once +lived in the front room of my old building in New York. +He moved uptown with my landlady. A few months ago a +burglar robbed and shot him----" + +She stopped, seized his arm and cried with +strangling horror: + +"Jim! Jim! Where did you get them?" + +"Now I know you've gone crazy! You don't suppose +that's the only string of pearls in the world, do you? +Did you count 'em? Did you weigh 'em?" + +"Where did you get them?" she demanded. + +"What put it into your head that that string of +pearls belonged to your old boarder?" + +"I saw him write the stanza of poetry on the satin +lining of that case. I've heard him recite it over and +over again in his piping voice: `Each bead a pearl--my +rosary!' I KNOW that they belonged to him!" + +His mouth twitched angrily and he faced her, +speaking with cold, brutal frankness. + +"I might keep on lying to you, Kiddo, and get away +with it. But what's the use? You've got to know. +It's just as well now--I did that job----Yes!" + +Her face blanched. + +"You--a--burglar--a murderer!" + +Jim followed her with quick, angry gestures. + +"All I wanted was his money! He fought--it was his +life or mine----" + +"A murderer!" + +"I just went after his money--I tell you--besides, +he didn't die; he got well. If he'd kept still he +wouldn't have lost his pearls and he wouldn't have been +hurt----" + +"And I stood up for you against them all!" she +answered in a dazed whisper. "They told me--Jane +Anderson with brutal frankness, Ella with the heart- +rending, timid confession of her own tragic life--they +told me that you were bad. I said they were liars. I +said that they envied our happiness. I believed that +you were big and brave and fine. I stood by you and +married you!" + +She paused and looked at him steadily. In a rush +of suppressed passion she seized his arm with a +violence that caused his heavy eyelids to lift in +amused surprise. + +"Oh, Jim--it's not true! It's not true--it's not +true! For God's sake, tell me that you're joking!-- +that you're teasing me! You can't mean it! I won't +believe it--I won't believe it!" + +Her head sank until it rested piteously against his +breast. He stood with his face turned awkwardly away +and then moved his body until she was forced to stand +erect. + +He touched her shoulder gently and spoke +soothingly: + +"Come, now, Kid, don't take on so. I'll quit the +business when I make my pile." + +She drew back instinctively and he followed: + +"I'll never touch another penny of yours. There's +blood on it!" + +"Rot!" he went on soothingly. "It's good Wall +Street cash--got it exactly like they got theirs--got +it because I was quicker and smarter than the fellow +that had it. I use a jimmy, they use a ticker--that's +all the difference." + +She drew her figure to its full height. + +"I'm going--Jim----" + +"Where?" + +His voice rasped like a file against steel. + +"Home!" + +"Your home's with me." + +"I won't live with a thief!" + +He stepped squarely before her and spoke with +deliberate menace. + +"You're--not--going!" + +"Get out of my way!" she cried defiantly. + +His big jaw closed with a snap and his figure +became rigid. The candle's yellow light threw a +strange glare on his face, convulsed. The blue flames +of hell were in the glitter of his steel eyes. + +Her heart sank in a dull wave of terror. She tried +to gauge the depth of his brutal rage. There was no +standard by which to measure it. She had never seen +that look in his face before. His whole being was +transformed by some sinister power. + +She was afraid to move, but her mind was alert in +this moment of supreme trial. She hadn't used her last +weapon yet. The fact that he held her with such +terrible determination was proof of the spell she had +cast over him. She might save him. He couldn't have +been a criminal long. She formed her new battle-line +with quick decision. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE SURRENDER + +How long she gazed into the convulsed face of the man +who had squared himself before her, mattered little +measured by the tick of the watch in her belt. Into +the mental anguish endured a life's agony had been +pressed. It could not have been more than twenty +seconds, and yet it marked the birth of a new being +within the soul of a woman. She had been searching +only for her own happiness. The search had entangled +another in the meshes of her life. Too much had been +lived in the past two weeks to be undone by a word and +forgotten in a day. She had attempted, coward-like, to +run. + +She saw now in the consuming flame of a great +sorrow that the man before her had some rights which +the purest woman must reckon with. He might be a +burglar. At least it was her duty to try to save him +from himself. Her surrender of the past weeks was a +tie that would bind them through all eternity. +There was no chemistry of earth or heaven or hell that +could erase its memories. Her life was no longer her +own--this man's was bound with hers. She must face the +facts. She would make one honest, brave effort to save +him. To do this she would give all without +reservation--pride must be cast to the winds. + +Her voice suddenly changed to tears. + +"Oh, Jim, you do love me, don't you?" + +His body slowly relaxed, his eyes shifted, and he +shrugged his square shoulders. + +"What'ell did I marry you for?" + +"Tell me--do you?" she demanded. + +"You know that I love you. What do you ask me such +a fool question for? I love you with a love that can +kill. Do you hear me? That's why you're not going +anywhere without me." + +There was no mistaking the depth of his passion. +She trembled to realize its power and yet it was the +lever by which she must move him. + +"Then you've got to give this life up. You're +young and brave and strong. You can earn an honest +living. You haven't been in this long--I feel it, I +know it. Have you?" + +"No!" + +"How long?" + +"Eight months." + +"Oh, Jim, dear, you must give it up now for my +sake. I'll work with you and work for you. I'll +teach, I'll sew, I'll scrub, I'll slave for you day and +night--if you're only clean and honest." + +He turned on her fiercely. + +"Cut it, Kid--cut it! I'm out for the stuff now. +I'm going to get rich and I'm going to get rich +QUICK--that's all that's the matter with me!" + +"But, Jim," she broke in tenderly--"you did earn an +honest living. Your workshop proves that." + +"I've used that to improve my tools and melt the +swag the past year. The shop's all right." + +"But you did make a successful invention?" + +"You bet I did," he answered savagely, "and that's +why I quit the business. Three years ago I took down a +big automobile and worked out an improvement in the +transmission that settled the question of heavy draft +machines. I took it to a lawyer in Wall Street and he +took it to a man that had money. Between the two of +'em, they didn't do a thing to me! They were going to +put my patent on the market and make me a millionaire. +God, I was crazy----" + +He paused and squared his shoulders with a deep +breath. + +"They put it on the market all right and they made +some millionaires--but I wasn't one of 'em, Kiddo! +They got me to sign a paper that skinned me out of +every dollar as slick as you can pull an eel through +your fingers. I hired another lawyer +and gave him half he could get to beat 'em. He fought +like a tiger and two days before I met you he got his +verdict and they paid it--just ten thousand dollars. +Think of it--ten thousand dollars! And each of them +got a million cash. They sold it outright for two +millions and a half. My lawyer got five thousand +dollars, and I got five thousand dollars. That's mine, +anyhow. It's in that bag there. I'm working on a new +set of tools now in my shop. I'm going to get that +money back from the two thieves who stole it from me by +law. I'll take it by force, the way they took it. If +I can croak them both in the fight--well, there'll be +two thieves less to rob honest men and women, that's +all." + +"Oh, Jim!" Mary gasped, lifting a trembling hand to +her throat as if to tear open her collar. "You're mad. +You don't know what you're saying----" + +"Don't fool yourself, Kiddo," he interrupted +fiercely. "My eyes are open now, and I've got a +level head back of 'em, too. I've doped it all out. +You ought to 'a' heard that lawyer give me a few +lessons in business when he'd skinned me and salted +my hide. He was good-natured and confidential. He +seemed to love me. `Business is war, sonny,' he piped, +between the puffs of the big Havana cigar he was +smoking--`war! war to the knife! We got you off your +guard and put the knife into you at the right minute-- +that's all. Don't take it so hard! Invent something +else and keep your eyes peeled. You ought to love us +for giving you an education in business early in life. +You're young. You won't have to learn your lesson +again. Go to work, sonny, in your shop, and turn out +another new tool for the advancement of trade!'" + +He paused and smiled grimly. + +"I've done it, too! I've just finished a little +invention that'll crack any safe in New York in twenty +minutes after I touch it." + +He broke into a dry laugh, sat down and +deliberately lighted a fresh cigarette. + +She studied his face with beating heart. Was he +lost beyond all hope of reformation? Or was this the +boyish bravado of an amateur criminal poisoned by the +consciousness of wrong? She tried to think. She felt +the red blood pounding through her heart and +beating against her brain in suffocating waves +of despair. + +In vivid flashes the scene of her marriage but two +weeks ago, came back in tormenting memories. The +solemn words she had spoken kept ringing like the throb +of a funeral bell far up in the star-lit heavens---- + + +"I, MARY ADAMS, TAKE THEE, JAMES ANTHONY, TO MY +WEDDED HUSBAND, TO HAVE AND TO HOLD . . . FOR BETTER +FOR WORSE, FOR RICHER FOR POORER, IN SICKNESS AND IN +HEALTH, TO LOVE, CHERISH, AND TO OBEY, TILL DEATH DO US +PART, ACCORDING TO GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE; AND THERETO +I GIVE THEE MY TROTH." + + +The last solemn prayer kept ringing its deep-toned +message over all---- + + +"GOD THE FATHER, GOD THE SON, GOD THE HOLY GHOST, +BLESS, PRESERVE, AND KEEP YOU; THE LORD MERCIFULLY +WITH HIS FAVOR LOOK UPON YOU, AND FILL YOU WITH ALL +SPIRITUAL BENEDICTION AND GRACE; THAT YE MAY SO LIVE +TOGETHER IN THIS LIFE, THAT IN THE WORLD TO COME +YE MAY HAVE LIFE EVERLASTING. AMEN." + + +In a sudden rush of desperate pity for herself and +the man to whom she was bound, she dropped on her +knees by his side, slipped her arms about his neck and +clung to him, sobbing. + +"Oh, Jim, Jim, man," she whispered hoarsely. "I +can't see you sink into hell like this! Have you no +real love in your heart for the woman who has given +all? Have mercy on me! Have mercy! You can't mean +the hideous things you've just said! You've been +crazed by your losses. You're just a boy yet. Life is +all before you. You're only twenty-four. I'm just +twenty-four. We can both begin anew. I've never lived +until these past weeks--neither have you. You couldn't +drag me down into a life of crime----" + +Her head sank and her voice choked into silence. +He made no movement of his hand to soothe her. His +voice was not persuasive. It was hard and cold. + +"I'm not asking you to help me on any of my jobs," +he said. "I'm the financier of the family. You can +say the prayers and keep house." + +"Knowing that you are a criminal? That your hands +are stained with human blood?" + +"Why not?" he snapped, the blue blaze flashing +again in his eyes. "Suppose you were the wife of the +gentlemanly lawyer-thief who robbed me, using the law +instead of a jimmy--would you bother your little head +about my business? Does his wife ask him where he +got it? Does anybody know or care? He lives on Fifth +Avenue now. He bought a palace up there the day after +he got my money. We passed it on the way to the Park +the day I met you. A line of carriages was standing in +front and finely dressed women were running up the red +carpet that led down the stoop and under the canopy to +the curb. Did any of the gay dames who smiled and +smirked at that thief's wife ask how he got the money +to buy the house? Not much. Would they have cared if +they had known? They'd have called him a shrewd +lawyer--that's all! Do you reckon his wife worries +about such tricks of trade? Why should mine worry?" + +She gripped his hand with desperate pleading. + +"Oh, Jim, dear, you can't be a criminal at heart! +I wouldn't have loved you if it had been true. I can't +believe it! I won't believe it. You're posing. You +don't mean this. You can't mean it. You're going to +return every dishonest dollar that you've taken." + +"You don't know what you're talking about!" + +He closed his jaw with a snap and leaned close in +eager, tense excitement. + +"Do you know how much junk I've piled into a little +box in my shop the past three months?" + +"I don't care--I don't want to know!" + +"You've got to care--you've got to know now! It's +worth a hundred thousand dollars, do you hear? A +hundred thousand dollars! It would take me a life-time +to earn that on a salary. In two weeks after we get +back to New York with my new invention that lawyer +advised me to make, I'll go through his house--I'll +open his safe, I'll take every diamond, every pearl and +every scrap of stolen jewelry his wife's wearing. And +I won't leave a fingerprint on the window sill. I've +got two of his servants working for me. + +"In six months I'll be worth half a million. In a +year I'll pull off the big haul I'm planning and I'll +be a millionaire. We'll retire from business then-- +just like they did. We'll build our marble palace down +at Bay Ridge and our yacht will nod in the harbor. +We'll spend our summers in Europe when we like and +every snob and fool in New York will fall over himself +to meet me. And every woman will envy my wife. I'm +young, Kiddo, but I've cut my eye teeth. You've just +been born. I'm running the business end of this thing. +You think you can reform me. You can--AFTER I'VE MADE +OUR PILE. I'll join the church then and sing +louder than that lawyer. But if you think you're going +to stop my business career at this stage of the +game--forget it, forget it!" + +He sprang up with a quick movement of his tense +body and threw her off. She rose and watched his +restless steps as he paced the floor. Her mind was +numb as if from a mortal blow. She brushed the tangled +ringlets of brown hair back from her forehead, drew the +handkerchief from her belt and wiped the perspiration +from her brow. + +Before she could gather the strength to speak, he +wheeled suddenly and confronted her: + +"I've known from the first, Kiddo, that you're not +the kind to help in this business. I don't expect it. +I don't ask it. I need a ranch like this down here for +storage. I'm going to take the old woman into +partnership with me." + +She started back in an instinctive recoil of +horror. + +"Your MOTHER?" + +He nodded. + +"Yep!" + +She drew a step nearer and peered into his set +face. + +"YOU WILL MAKE YOUR OWN MOTHER A CRIMINAL?" + +"Sure!" he growled. "That's what I came down here +for." + +"She won't do it!" + +"She won't, eh?" he sneered. "Look at this hog +pen!" + +He swept the bare, wretched cabin with a gesture of +contempt and shrugged his shoulders. + +"Look at the rags she's wearing," he went on +savagely. "When we talk it over tonight with that five +thousand dollars in gold shining in her eyes--I'm going +to show her a lot o' things she never saw before, +Kiddo--take it from me!" + +She answered in slow, even tones: + +"I can't live with you, Jim." + +The blue flames beneath the drooping eyelids were +leaping now in the yellow glare of the candle's rays. +The muscles of his body were knotted. His voice came +from his throat a low growl. + +"Do you know who you're fooling with?" + +The blood of a clean life flamed in her cheeks and +nerved her with reckless daring. Her figure stiffened +and her voice rang with defiant scorn: + +"Yes. I know at last--a thief who would drag his +own mother down to hell with him!" + +Not a muscle of his powerful body moved; his face +was a stolid mask. He threw his words slowly through +his teeth: + +"Now you listen to me. You're my wife. I didn't +invent this marriage game. I played it as I found +it. And that's the way you're going to play it. +You're good and sweet and clean--I like that kind, and +I won't have no other. You're mine. MINE, do you +hear! Mine for life--body and soul--`FOR BETTER FOR +WORSE, FOR RICHER FOR POORER, IN SICKNESS AND IN +HEALTH, TO LOVE, CHERISH'----" + +He paused and thrust his massive jaw squarely into +her face: + +"`----AND OBEY!'" he hissed, "`UNTIL DEATH DO US +PART, ACCORDING TO GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE'--you +said it, didn't you?" + +"Yes----" + +"Well?" + +She turned from him with sudden aversion: + +"I didn't know what you were----" + +"Nobody ever knows BEFORE they're married!" he +broke in savagely. "You took your chances. I took +mine--`FOR BETTER FOR WORSE.' We'll just say now +it's for worse and let it go at that!" + +The little body stiffened. + +"I'll die first!" + +He held her gaze without words, searching the +depths of her being with the cold, blue flame in his +drooping eyes. If she were bluffing, it was easy. She +could talk her head off for all he cared. If she meant +it, he might have his hands full unless he +mastered the situation at once and for all time. + +There was no sign of yielding to his iron will. An +indomitable soul had risen in her frail body and defied +him. His decision was instantaneous. + +"Oh, you'll die sooner than live with me--eh?" + +There was something hideous in the cold venom with +which he drawled the words. Her heart fairly stopped +its beating. With the last ounce of courage left, she +held her place and answered: + +"Yes!" + +With the sudden crouch of a tiger he drew his +clenched fist to strike. + +"Forget it!" + +She sprang back with terror, her body trembling in +pitiful weakness. + +"You snivelling little coward!" he growled. + +"Oh, Jim, Jim," she faltered,--"you--you--couldn't +strike me!" + +A step nearer and he stood over her, his big, flat +head thrust forward, his eyes gleaming, his muscles +knotted in blind rage. + +"No--I won't STRIKE you," he whispered. "I'll +just KILL you--that's all!" + +With the leap of an infuriated beast he sprang on +her and his sharp fingers gripped her throat. + + +The world went black and she felt herself sinking +into a bottomless abyss. With maniac energy she tore +his hands from her throat and the warm blood streamed +from the gash his nails had torn. + +Jim! Jim! For God's sake!" she moaned in abject +terror. + +With a sullen growl, his fingers, sharp as a +leopard's claw, found her neck again and closed with a +grip that sent the blood surging to her brain and her +eyes starting from their sockets. + +The one hideous thought that flashed through her +mind was that he was going to plunge his claws into her +eyes and blind her for life. He could hold her his +prisoner then. She made a last desperate struggle for +breath, her hands relaxed, she drooped and sank to the +couch toward which he had hurled her in the first rush +of his assault. + +He lifted her and choked the slender neck again to +make sure, loosed his hands and the limp body dropped +on the couch and was still. + +He stood watching her in silence, his arms at his +side. + +"Damned little fool!" he muttered. "I had to give +you that lesson. The sooner the better!" + +He waited with contemptuous indifference until +she slowly recovered consciousness. She lay motionless +for a long time and then slowly opened her eyes. + +Thank God! They had not been gouged out as poor +Ella's. She didn't mind the warm blood that soaked her +collar and ran down her neck. If he would only spare +her eyes. Blindness had been her one unspeakable +terror. She closed her eyes again and silently prayed +for strength. Her strength was gone. Wave after wave +of sickening, cowardly terror swept her prostrate soul. +She could feel his sullen presence--his body with its +merciless strength towering above her. She dared not +look. She knew that he was watching her with cruel +indifference. A single cry, a single word and he might +thrust his claw into her eyes and the light of the +world would go out forever. + +Her terror was too hideous; she could endure it no +longer. She must move. She must try to save herself. +She lifted her head and caught his steady, venomous +gaze. + +A quick, sliding movement of abject fear and she +was erect, facing him and backing away silently. + +He followed with even step, his gaze holding her as +the eyes of a snake its victim. She would not let him +know her terror of blindness. She preferred death +a thousand times. If he would only kill her outright +it was all the mercy she would ask. + +"You--won't--kill--me--Jim!" she sobbed. "Please-- +please, don't kill me!" + +He lifted his sharp finger and followed her toward +the shed-room door, his voice the triumphant cry of an +eagle above his prey. + +"`FOR BETTER, FOR WORSE--UNTIL DEATH DO US PART!'" + +Her heart gave a bound of cowardly joy. He had +relented. He would not blind her. She could live. +She was young and life was sweet. + +She tried to smile her surrender through her tears +as she backed slowly away from his ominous finger. + +"Yes, I'll try--Jim. I'll try--`UNTIL DEATH DO +US PART--UNTIL DEATH--UNTIL DEATH----'" + +Her voice broke into a flood of tears as she +blindly felt her way through the door and into the +darkened room. + +He paused on the threshold, held the creaking board +shutter in his hand and broke into a laugh. + +"The world ain't big enough for you to get away +from me, Kiddo. Good night--a good little wife now and +it's all right!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +TO THE NEW GOD + +Jim closed the door of the little shed-room with a +bang, and stood listening a moment to the sobs inside. + +"`UNTIL DEATH DO US PART,' Kiddo!" he laughed grimly. + +He turned back into the room and saw Nance standing +at the opposite entrance between the calico curtains, +an old, battered, flickering lantern in her hand. A +white wool shawl was thrown over the gray head and fell +in long, filmy waves about her thin figure. Her deep- +sunken eyes were exaggerated in the dim light of +lantern and candle. She smiled wanly. + +He stopped short at the apparition; a queer shiver +of superstitious fear shook him. The white form of +Death suddenly and noiselessly appearing from the +darkness could not have been more uncanny. He had +wondered vaguely while the quarrel with his wife was +progressing, what had become of his mother. As +the fight had reached its height, he had forgotten her. + +She looked at him, blinking her eyes and trying to +smile. + +"Where the devil have you been, old gal?" he asked nervously. + +"Nowhere," she answered evasively. + +"You've been mighty quiet on the trip anyhow. I +see you've brought something back from nowhere." + +Nance glanced down at the jug she carried in her +left hand and laughed. + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"Nothin'----" + +"Nothin' from nowhere sounds pretty good to me when +I see it in a brown jug on Christmas Eve. You're all +right, old gal! I was just going to ask if you had a +little mountain dew. You're a mind reader. I'll bet +the warehouse you keep that stored in is some snug +harbor--eh?" + +"They ain't never found it yit!" she giggled. + +"And I'll bet they won't--bully for you!" + +She took down a tin cup from a shelf and placed it +beside the jug. + +"Another glass, sweetheart----" + +The old woman stared at him in surprise, walked to +the shelf and brought another tin cup. + +"What do ye want with two?" she asked in surprise. + +Jim moved toward the stool beside the table. + +"Sit down." + +"Me?" + +"Sure. Let's be sociable. It's Christmas Eve, +isn't it?" + +"Yeah!" Nance answered cheerfully, taking her seat +and glancing timidly at her guest. + +Jim seized the jug, poured out two drinks of corn +whiskey, handed her one and raised his: + +"Well, here's lookin' at you, old girl." + +He paused, lowered his cup and smiled. + +"But say, give me a toast." He nodded toward the +shed-room. "I'm on my honeymoon, you know." + +His hostess laughed timidly and glanced at him from +the corners of her eyes. She wished to be sociable and +make up as best she could for her rudeness on their +arrival. + +"I ain't never heard but one fur honeymooners," she +said softly. + +"Let's have it. I've never heard a toast for +honeymooners in my life. It'll be new to me--fire +away!" + +Nance fumbled her faded dress with her left hand +and laughed again. + +"'May ye live long and prosper an' all yer troubles +be LITTLE ONES!'" + +She laughed aloud at the old, worm-eaten joke and +Jim joined. + +"Bully! Bully, old girl--bully!" + +He lifted his cup and drained it at one draught and +Nance did the same. + +He seized the jug and poured another drink for each. + +"Once more----" + +He leaned across the table. + +"And here's one for you." He squared his body and +lifted his cup: + +"To all your little ones--no matter how big they +are!" + +Jim drained his liquor without apparently noticing +her agitation, though he was watching her keenly from +the corner of his eye. + +The cup she held was lowered slowly until the +whiskey poured over her dress and on the floor. Her +thin figure drooped pathetically and her voice was the +faintest sob: + +"I--I--ain't got--none!" + +"I heard you had a boy," Jim said carelessly. + +The drooping figure shot upright as if a bolt of +lightning had swept her. She stared at him in +tense silence, trying to gather her wits before +she answered. + +"Who told you anything about me?" she demanded +sternly. + +"A fellow in New York," Jim continued with studied +carelessness--"said he used to live down here." + +"He LIVED down here?" she repeated blankly. + +"Yep--come now, loosen up and tell us about the +kid." + +"There ain't nuthin' ter tell--he's dead," she +cried pathetically. + +"He said you deserted the child and left him to +starve." + +"He said that?" she growled. + +"Yep." + +He was silent again and watched her keenly. + +She fumbled her dress and glanced nervously across +the table as if afraid to ask more. Unable to wait for +him to speak, she cried nervously at last: + +"Well--well--what else did he say?" + +"That he took the little duffer to New York and +raised him." + +"RAISED him?" + +She fairly screamed the words, springing to her +feet trembling from head to foot. + +"Till he was big enough to kick into the streets to +shuffle for himself." + +"The scoundrel said he was dead." + +Her voice was far away and sank into dreamy +silence. She was living the hideous, lonely years +again with a heart starved for love. + +Jim's voice broke the spell: + +"Then you didn't desert him?" The man's eyes held +hers steadily. + +She stared at him blankly and spoke with rushing +indignation: + +"Desert him--my baby--my own flesh and blood? +There's never been a minute since I looked into his +eyes that I wouldn't 'a' died fur him." + +She paused and sobbed. + +"He had such pretty eyes, stranger. They looked +like your'n--only they wuz puttier and bluer." + +She lifted her faded dress, brushed the tears from +her cheeks and went on rapidly: + +"When I found his drunken brute of a daddy was a +liar and had another wife, I wouldn't live with him. +He tried to make me but I kicked him out of the house-- +and he stole the boy to get even with me." Her voice +broke, she dropped her head and choked back the tears. +"He did get even with me, too--he did," she +sobbed. + +Jim watched her in silence until the paroxysm had +spent itself. + +"You think you'd know this boy now if you found +him?" + +She bent close, her breath coming in quick gasps. + +"My God, mister, do you think I COULD find +him?" + +"He lives in New York; his name is Jim Anthony." + +"Yes--yes?" she said in a dazed way. "He called +hisself Walter Anthony--he wuz a stranger from the +North and my boy's name was Jim." She paused and bent +eagerly across the table. "New York's an awful big +place, ain't it?" + +"Some town, old gal, take it from me." + +"COULD I find him?" + +"If you've got money enough. You said you'd know +him. How?" + +"I'd know him!" she answered eagerly. "The last +quarrel we had was about a mark on his neck. He wuz a +spunky little one. You couldn't make him cry. His +devil of a daddy used to stick pins in him and laugh +because he wouldn't cry. The last dirty trick he tried +was what ended it all. He pushed a live cigar agin his +little neck until I smelled it burnin' in the next +room. I knocked him down with a chair, drove him from +the house and told him I'd kill him if he ever put +his foot inside the door agin. + +He stole my boy the next night--but he'll carry +that scar to his grave." + +"You'd love this boy now if you found him in New +York as bad as his father ever was?" Jim asked with a +curious smile. + +"Yes--he's mine!" was the quick, firm answer. + +Jim watched her intently. + +"I looked Death in the face for him," she went on +fiercely. "I'd dive to the bottom o' hell to find him +if I knowed he wuz thar---- But what's the use to +talk; that devil killed him! I've waked up many a +night stranglin' with a dream when I seed the drunken +brute burnin' an' beatin' an' torturin' him to death. +The feller you've heard about ain't him. 'Tain't no +use to make me hope an' then kill me----" + +"He's not dead, I tell you. I know." + +Jim's voice rang with conviction so positive the +old woman's breath came in quick gasps and she smiled +through her eager tears. + +"And I MIGHT find him?" + +"IF you've got money enough! Money can do +anything in this world." + +He opened the black bag, thrust both hands into it +and threw out a handful of yellow coin which +he allowed to pour through his fingers and rattle +into a tin plate which had been left on the table. + +Her eyes sparkled with avarice. + +"It's your'n--all your'n?" she breathed hungrily. + +"I'm taking it down South to invest for a fool who +thinks"--he stopped and laughed--"who thinks it's bad +luck to keep money that's stained with blood----" + +Nance started back. + +"Got blood on it?" + +Jim spoke in confidential appeal. + +"That wouldn't make any difference to you, would +it?" + +She shook her gray locks and glanced at the pile of +yellow metal, hungrily. + +"I--I wouldn't like it with blood marks!" + +He lifted a handful of coin, clinked it musically +in his hands and held it in his open palms before her. + +"Look! Look at it close! You don't see any blood +marks on it, do you?" + +Her eyes devoured it. + +"No." + +He seized her hand, thrust a half-dozen pieces into +it and closed her thin fingers over it. + +"Feel of it--look at it!" + +Her hands gripped the gold. She breathed quickly, +broke into a laugh, caught herself in the middle of it, +and lapsed suddenly into silence. + +"Feels good, don't it?" he laughed. + +Nance grinned, her uneven, discolored gleaming +ominously in the flicker of the candle. + +"Don't it?" he repeated. + +"Yeah!" + +He lifted another handful and threw it in the air, +catching it again. + +"That's the stuff that makes the world go 'round. +There's your only friend, old girl! Others promise +well--but in the scratch they fail." + +"Yeah--when the scratch comes they fail!" Nance +echoed. + +"Money never fails!" Jim continued eagerly. "It's +the god that knows no right or wrong----" + +He touched the pile in the plate and drew the bag +close for her to see. + +"How much do you guess is there?" + +Nance gazed greedily into the open bag and looked +again at the shining heap in the plate. + +"I dunno--a million, I reckon." + +The man laughed. + +"Not quite that much! But enough to make you rich +for life--IF you had it." + +The old woman turned away pathetically and shook +her gray head. + +"I wouldn't have to work no more, would I?" + +Her thin hands touched the faded, dirty dress. + +"And I could buy me a decent dress," her voice sank +to a whisper, "and I could find my boy." + +"You bet you could!" Jim exclaimed. "There's just +one god in this world now, old girl--the Almighty +Dollar!" + +He paused and leaned close, persuasively: + +"Suppose now, the man that got that money had to +kill a fool to take it--what of it? You don't get big +money any other way. A burglar watches his chance, +takes his life in his hands and drills his way into a +house. He finds a fool there who fights. It's not his +fault that the man was born a fool, now is it?" + +"Mebbe not----" + +"Of course not. A burglar kills but one to get his +pile, and then only because he must, in self-defence. +A big gambling capitalist corners wheat, raises the +price of bread and starves a hundred thousand children +to death to make his. It's not stained with blood. +Every dollar is soaked in it! Who cares?" + +"Yeah--who cares?" Nance growled fiercely. + +Jim smiled at his easy triumph. + +"It's dog eat dog and the devil take the hindmost +now!" + +"That's so--ain't it?" she agreed. + +"You bet! Business is business and the best man's +the man that gets there. Steal a hundred dollars, you +go to the penitentiary--foolish! Don't do it. Steal a +million and go to the Senate!" + +"Yeah!" Nance laughed. + +"Money--money for its own sake," he rushed on +savagely--"right or wrong. That's all there is in it +today, old girl--take it from me!" + +He paused and his smile ended in a sneer. + +"Man shall eat bread in the sweat of his brow? +Only fools SWEAT!" + +Nance turned her face away, sighed softly, glancing +back at Jim furtively. + +"I reckon that's so, too. Have another drink, +stranger?" + +She poured another cup of whiskey and one for +herself. She raised hers as if to drink and deftly +threw the contents over her shoulder. + +Jim seized the jug and poured again. + +"Once more. Come, I've another toast for you. +You'll drink this one I know." + +He lifted his cup and rose a little unsteadily. +Nance stood with uplifted cup watching him. + +"As the poet sings," he began with a bow to the old +woman: + + +"France has her lily, England the rose, + +Everybody knows where the shamrock grows-- + +Scotland has her thistle flowerin' on the hill, + +But the American Emblem--is a One Dollar Bill!" + + + +He broke into a boisterous laugh. + +"How's that, old girl?" + +"That's bully, stranger!" + +He lifted high his cup. + +"We drink to the Almighty Dollar!" + +"To the Almighty Dollar!" Nance echoed, clinking +her cup against his." + +He drained it while she again emptied hers over her +shoulder. + +"By golly, you're all right, old girl. You're a +good fellow!" he cried jovially. + +"Yeah--have another?" she urged. + +She filled his cup and placed it on his side of the +table. His eye had rested on the gold. He ignored the +invitation, lifted a handful of gold and dropped it +with musical clinking into the plate. + +"Blood marks--tommyrot!" he sneered. + +"Yeah--tommyrot!" she echoed. "That's what I say, +too!" + +Jim wagged his head sagely: + +"Now you're talking sense, old girl!" + +He leaned across the table and pointed his finger +straight into her face. + +"And don't you forget what I'm tellin' ye tonight-- +get money, get money!" + +He stopped suddenly and a sneer curled his lips. + +"Oh I Get it `fairly'--get it `squarely'--but +whatever you do--by God!--GET IT!" + +His uplifted hand crashed downward and gripped the +gold. His fingers slowly relaxed and the coin clinked +into the plate. + +Nance watched him eagerly. + +"Yeah, that's it--get it," she breathed slowly. + +Jim lifted his drooping eyes to hers. + +"If you've GOT it, you're a god--you can do no +wrong. Nobody's goin' to ask you HOW you got it; +all they want to know is HAVE you got it!" + +"Yeah, nobody's goin' to ask you HOW you got +it, Nance repeated, "they just want to know HAVE +you got it! Yeah--yeah!" + +"You bet!" + +Jim's head sank in the first stupor of liquor and +he dropped into the chair. + +The old woman leaned eagerly over the plate of gold +and clutched the coin with growing avarice. Her +fingers opened and closed like a bird of prey. She +touched it lovingly and held it in her hands a long +time watching Jim's nodding head with furtive glances. +She dropped a handful of coin into the plate and +watched its effect on the drooping head. + +He looked up and his eyes fell again. + +"Bed-time, I reckon," Nance said. + +"Yep--pretty tired. I'll turn in." + +The old woman glided sidewise to the table near the +kitchen door, picked up the lantern and started to feel +her way backwards through the calico curtains. + +"See you in the mornin', old gal," Jim drawled-- +"Christmas mornin'--an' I got somethin' else to tell ye +in the mornin'----" + +Again his head sank to the table. + +"All right, mister--good night!" Nance answered, +slowly feeling her way through the opening, watching +him intently. + +Jim lifted his head and nodded heavily for a +moment. His hand slipped from the table and he drew +himself up sharply and rose, holding to the table for +support. + +He picked up the plate of coin, poured it back in +the bag, snapped the lock and walked with the bag +unsteadily to the couch. He placed the bag under +the pillow and pressed the soft feathers down over it, +turned back to the table and extinguished the candle by +a quick, square blow of his open palm on the flame. + +He staggered to the couch, pushed the coats to the +floor, dropped heavily, drew the lap-robe over him and +in five minutes was sound asleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +NANCE'S STOREHOUSE + + +The cabin was still. Only the broken sobbing of the +woman in the little shed-room came faint and low on old +Nance's ears. + +She slipped from the kitchen into the shadows of a +tree near the house and listened until the sobbing +ceased. + +She crept close to the shed and stood silent and +ghost-like beside its daubed walls. Immovable as a cat +crouching in the hedge to spring on her prey, she +waited until the waning moon had sunk behind the crags. +She laid her ear close to a crack in the logs from +which she had once pushed the red mud to let in the +light. All was still at last. The sobbing had +stopped. The young wife was sound asleep. + +She had wondered vaguely at first about the crying, +but quickly made up her mind that it was only a lover's +quarrel. She was glad of it. The girl would bar her +door and sulk all night. So much the better. +There would be no danger of her entering the living- +room where Jim slept. + +She would wait a little longer to make sure she was +asleep. A half hour passed. The white-shrouded figure +stood immovable, her keen ears tuned for the slightest +sounds from within. + +The stars were shining in unusual brilliance. She +could see her way through the shadows even better than +in full moon. A wolf was crying again for his mate +from a distant crag. She had grown used to his howls. +He had come close to her cabin once in the day-time. +She had tried to creep on him and show her +friendliness. But he had fled in terror at the first +glimpse of her dress through the parting underbrush. + +An owl was calling from his dead tree-top down the +valley. She smiled at his familiar, tremulous call. +Her own eyes were wide as his tonight. No sight or +sound of Nature among the crags about her cabin had for +her spirit any terror. The night was her mantle. + +She added to the meager living which she had wrung +from her mountain farm by trading with the illicit +distillers of the backwoods of Yancey County. Too +ignorant to run a distillery of her own, she had stored +their goods with such skill that the hiding-place +had never been discovered. She loved good +whiskey herself. She had tried to find in its fiery +depths the dreams of happiness life had so cruelly +denied her. + +The hiding-place of this whiskey had puzzled the +revenue officers of every administration for years. +They had watched her house day and night. Not one of +them had ever struck the trail to her storehouse. + +The game had excited her imagination. She loved +its daring and danger. That there was the slightest +element of wrong or crime in her association with the +moonshiners of her native heath had never for a moment +entered her mind. It was no crime to make whiskey. +This was the first article of the creed of the true +North Carolina mountaineer. They had from the first +declared that the tax levied by the Federal Government +on the product of their industry was an infamous act of +tyranny. They had fought this tyranny for two +generations. They would fight it as long as there was +breath in their bodies and a single load of powder and +buckshot for their rifles. + +Nance considered herself a heroine in the pride of +her soul for the shrewd and successful defiance she had +given the revenue officers for so many years. + +She had been too cunning to even allow one of +her own people to know the secret of her store house. +For that reason it had never been discovered. She +always stored the whiskey temporarily in the potato +shed or under the cabin floor until night and then +alone carried it to the place she had discovered. + +She laughed softly at the thought of this deep +hiding-place tonight. Its temperature never varied +winter or summer. Not a track had ever been left at +its door. She might live a hundred years and, unless +some spying eye should see her enter, its existence +could never be suspected. + +She tipped softly into the kitchen, walked to the +door of the living-room and listened to the even, heavy +breathing of the man on the couch. + +Once more the faint echo of a sob in the shed +beyond came to her keen ears. She stood for five +minutes. It was not repeated. She had only imagined +it. The girl was still asleep. + +She turned noiselessly back into the kitchen, put a +box of matches in her pocket, felt her way to the low +shelf on which she had placed the battered lantern, +picked it up and shook it to make sure the oil was +sufficient. + +She stepped lightly into the yard, pushed open the +gate of the split-board garden fence, walked +along the edge to the corner and selected a spade +from the tools that leaned against the boards. + +Carrying the spade and unlighted lantern in her +left hand, she glided from the yard into the woods. +Her right hand before her to feel for underbrush or +overhanging bough, she made her way rapidly to the +swift-flowing mountain brook. + +Arrived at the water whose musical ripple had +guided her steps, she removed her shoes and placed them +beside a tree. She wore no stockings. The faded skirt +she raised and tucked into her belt. She could wade +knee deep now without hindrance. + +Seizing the spade and lantern, she made her way +slowly and carefully downstream for three hundred yards +and paused beside a shelving ledge which projected +half-way across the brook. + +She paused and listened again for full ten minutes, +immovable as the rock on which her thin, bony hand +rested. The stars were looking, but they could only +peep through the network of overhanging trees. + +Feeling her way along the rock until the ledge rose +beyond her reach, she bent low and waded through a +still pool of eddying water straight under the +mountain-side for more than a hundred feet. Her +extended right hand had felt for the stone ceiling +above her head until it ran abruptly out of reach. + +She straightened her body and took a deep breath. +Ten steps she counted carefully and placed her bare +feet on the dry rock beyond the water. + +Carefully picking her way up the sloping bank until +she reached a stretch of soft earth, she sank to her +hands and knees and crawled through an opening less +than three feet in height. + +"Thar now!" she laughed. "Let 'em find me if they +can!" + +She lighted her lantern and seated herself on a +boulder to rest--one hundred and fifty feet in the +depths of a mountain. The cavern was ten feet in +height and fifty feet in length. The projecting ledges +of rock made innumerable shelves on which a merchant +might have displayed his wares. + +The old woman was too shrewd for that. Her jugs +were carefully planted in the ground behind two fallen +boulders, and their hiding-place concealed by a layer +of drift which she had gathered from the edge of the +water. She had taken this precaution against the day +when some curious explorer might stumble on her secret +as she had found it hunting ginsing roots in the woods +overhead. Her foot had slipped suddenly through a hole +in the soft mould. She peered cautiously below and +could see no bottom. She dropped a stone and heard it +strike in the depths. She made her way down the +side of the crag and found the opening through the +still eddying waters. The hole through the roof she +had long ago plugged and covered with earth and dry +leaves. + +She carried her lantern and spade to the further +end of her storehouse and dug a hole in the earth about +two feet in depth. The earth she carefully placed in a +heap. + +"That's the place!" she giggled excitedly. + +She left her lantern burning, dropped again on the +soft, mould-covered earth and quickly emerged on the +stone banks of the wide, still pool. Her hand high +extended above her head, she waded through the water +until she touched the heavy ceiling, lowered her body +again to a stooping position and rapidly made her way +out into the bed of the brook. + +She passed eagerly along the babbling path and +stopped with sure instinct at the tree beside whose +trunk she had placed her shoes. + +In five minutes she had made her way through the +woods and reached the house. She tipped into the +kitchen and stood in the doorway or the living-room +watching her sleeping guest. The even breathing +assured her that all was well. Her plan couldn't +fail. She listened again for the sobs in the shed- +room. + +She was sure once that she heard them. Five +minutes passed and still she was uncertain. To avoid +any possible accident she tipped back through the +kitchen, circled the house and placed her ear against +the crack in the logs. + +The girl was sobbing--or was she praying? She +crouched beside the wall, waited and listened. The +night wind stirred the dead leaves at her feet. She +lifted her head with a sudden start, laughed softly and +bent again to listen. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +TRAPPED + +The sobbing in the little room was the only sound that +came from one of the grimmest battle-fields from which +the soul of a woman ever emerged alive. + +To the first rush of cowardly tears Mary had +yielded utterly. She had fallen across the high-puffed +feather mattress of the bed, shivering in humble +gratitude at her escape from the horror of blindness. +The grip of his claw-like fingers on her throat came +back to her now in sickening waves. The blood was +still trickling from the wound which his nails had made +when she tore them loose in her first mad fight for +breath. + +She lifted her body and breathed deeply to make +sure her throat was free. God in heaven! Could she +ever forget the hideous sinking of body and soul down +into the depths of the black abyss! She had seen the +face of Death and it was horrible. Life, warm and +throbbing, was sweet. She loved it. She hated +Death. + +Yes--she was a coward. She knew it now, and didn't +care. + +She sprang to her feet with sudden fear. He might +attack her again to make sure that her soul had been +completely crushed. + +She crept to the door and felt its edges. + +"Yes, thank God, there's a place for the bar!" She +shivered. + +She ran her trembling fingers carefully along the +rough logs and found it in the corner. She slipped it +cautiously into the iron sockets, staggered to the bed +and dropped in grateful assurance of safety for the +moment. She buried her face in the pillow to fight +back the sobs. How great her fall! She could crawl on +her hands and knees to Jane Anderson now and beg for +protection. The last shred of pretense was gone. The +bankrupt soul stood naked and shivering, the last rag +torn from pride. + +What a miserable fight she had made, too, when put +to the test! Ella had at least proved herself worthy +to live. The scrub-woman had risen in the strength of +desperation and killed the beast who had maimed her. +She had only sunk a limp mass of shivering, helpless +cowardice and fled from the room whining and pleading +for mercy. + +She could never respect herself again. The +scene came back in vivid flashes. His eyes, +glowing like two balls of blue fire, froze the blood in +her veins--his voice the rasping cold steel of a file. +And this coarse, ugly beast had held her in the spell +of love. She had clung to him, kissed him in rapture +and yielded herself to him soul and body. And he had +gripped her delicate throat and choked her into +insensibility, dropping her limp form from his hands +like a strangled rat. She could remember the half- +conscious moment that preceded the total darkness as +she felt his grip relax. + +He would choke and beat her again, too. He had +said it in the sneering laughter at the door. + +"A good little wife now and it's all right!" + +And if you're not obedient to my whims I'll choke +you until you are! That was precisely what he meant. +That he was capable of any depth of degradation, and +that he meant to drag her with him, there could be no +longer the shadow of a doubt. + +She could not endure another scene like that. She +sprang to her feet again, shivering with terror. She +could hear the hum of the conversation in the next +room. He was persuading his mother to join in his +criminal career. He was busy with his oily tongue +transforming the simple, ignorant, lonely old +woman into an avaricious fiend who would receive his +blood-stained booty and rejoice in it. + +He was laughing again. She put her trembling hands +over her ears to shut out the sound. He had laughed at +her shame and cowardice. It made her flesh creep to +hear it. + +She would escape. The mountain road was dark and +narrow and crooked. She would lose her way in the +night, perhaps. No matter. She could keep warm by +walking. At dawn she would find her way to a cabin and +ask protection. If she could reach Asheville, a +telegram would bring her father. She wouldn't lose a +minute. Her hat and coat were in the living-room. She +would go bareheaded and without a coat. In the morning +she could borrow one from the woman at the Mount +Mitchell house. + +She crept cautiously along the walls of the room +searching for a door or window. There must be a way +out. She made the round without discovering an opening +of any kind. There must be a window of some kind high +up for ventilation. There was no glass in it, of +course. It was closed by a board shutter--if she could +reach it. + +She began at the door, found the corner of the room +and stretched her arms upward until they touched the +low, rough joist. Over every foot of its surface +she ran her fingers, carefully feeling for a window. +There was none! + +She found an open crack and peered through. The +stars were shining cold and clear in the December sky. +The twinkling heavens reminded her that it was +Christmas Eve. The dawn she hoped to see in the woods, +if she could escape, would be Christmas morning. There +was no time for idle tears of self-pity. + +The one thought that beat in every throb of her +heart now was to escape from her cell and put a +thousand miles between her body and the beast who had +strangled her. She might break through the roof! As a +rule the shed-rooms of these rude mountain cabins were +covered with split boards lightly nailed to narrow +strips eighteen inches apart. If there were no +ceiling, or if the ceiling were not nailed down and she +should move carefully, she might break through near the +eaves and drop to the ground. The cabin was not more +than nine feet in height. + +She raised herself on the footrail of the bed and +felt the ceiling. There could be no mistake. It was +there. She pressed gently at first and then with all +her might against each board. They were nailed hard +and fast. + +She sank to the bed again in despair. She had +barred herself in a prison cell. There was no escape +except by the door through which the beast had driven +her. And he would probably draw the couch against it +and sleep there. + +And then came the crushing conviction that such +flight would be of no avail in a struggle with a man of +Jim's character. His laughing words of triumph rang +through her soul now in all their full, sinister +meaning. + +"The world ain't big enough for you to get away +from me, Kiddo!" + +It wasn't big enough. She knew it with tragic and +terrible certainty. In his blind, brutal way he loved +her with a savage passion that would halt at nothing. +He would follow her to the ends of the earth and kill +any living thing that stood in his way. And when he +found her at last he would kill her. + +How could she have been so blind! There was no +longer any mystery about his personality. The slender +hands and feet, which she had thought beautiful in her +infatuation, were merely the hands and feet of a thief. +The strength of jaw and neck and shoulders had made him +the most daring of all thieves--a burglar. + +His strange moods were no longer strange. He +laughed for joy at the wild mountain gorges and crags +because he saw safety for the hiding-place of priceless +jewels he meant to steal. + +There could be no escape in divorce from such a +brute. He was happy in her cowardly submission. He +would laugh at the idea of divorce. Should she dare to +betray the secrets of his life of crime, he would kill +her as he would grind a snake under his heel. + +A single clause from the marriage ceremony kept +ringing its knell--"until DEATH DO US PART!" + +She knelt at last and prayed for Death. + +"Oh, dear God, let me die, let me die!" + +Suicide was a crime unthinkable to her pious mind. +Only God now could save her in his infinite mercy. + +She lay for a long time on the floor where she had +fallen in utter despair. The tears that brought relief +at first had ceased to flow. She had beaten her +bleeding wings against every barrier, and they were +beyond her strength. + +Out of the first stupor of complete surrender, her +senses slowly emerged. She felt the bare boards of the +floor and wondered vaguely why she was there. + +The hum of voices again came to her ears. She +lay still and listened. A single terrible sentence she +caught. He spoke it with such malignant power she +could see through the darkness the flames of hell +leaping in his eyes. + +"Nobody's going to ask you HOW you got it--all +they want to know is HAVE you got it!" + +She laughed hysterically at the idea of reformation +that had stirred her to such desperate appeal in the +first shock of discovery. As well dream of reforming +the Devil as the man who expressed his philosophy of +life in that sentence! Blood dripped from every word, +the blood of the innocent and the helpless who might +consciously or unconsciously stand in his way. The man +who had made up his mind to get rich quick, no matter +what the cost to others, would commit murder without +the quiver of an eyelid. If she had ever had a doubt +of this fact, she could have none after her experience +of tonight. + +She wondered vaguely of the effects he was +producing on his ignorant old mother. Her words were +too low and indistinct to be heard. But she feared the +worst. The temptation of the gold he was showing her +would be more than she could resist. + +She staggered to her feet and fell limp across +the bed. The iron walls of a life prison closed about +her crushed soul. The one door that could open was +Death and only God's hand could lift its bars. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +THE DEVIL'S DISCIPLE + + +Hour after hour Nance stood beside the wall of the +shed-room and with the patience of a cat waited for the +sobs to cease and the girl to be quiet. + +Mary had risen from the bed once and paced the +floor in the dark for more than an hour, like a +frightened, wild animal, trapped and caged for the +first time in life. With growing wonder, Nance counted +the beat of her foot-fall, five steps one way and five +back--round after round, round after round, in +ceaseless repetition. + +"Goddlemighty, is she gone clean crazy!" she +exclaimed. + +The footsteps stopped at last and the low sobs came +once more from the bed. The old woman crouched down on +a stone beside the log wall and drew the shawl about +her shoulders. + +A rooster crowed for midnight. Still the restless +thing inside was stirring. Nance rose uneasily. +Her lantern was still burning in her storehouse under +the cliff. The wick might eat so low it would explode. +She had heard that such things happened to lamps. It +was foolish to have left it burning, anyhow. + +She glided noiselessly from the house into the +woods, entered her hidden door exactly as she had done +before, extinguished the lantern, placed it on a +shelving rock and put a dozen matches beside it. + +In ten minutes she had returned to the house and +crouched once more against the wall of the shed. + +The low, pleading voice was praying. She pressed +her ear to the crack and heard distinctly. She must be +patient. Her plan was sure to succeed if she were only +patient. No woman could sob and pray and walk all +night. She must fall down unconscious from sheer +exhaustion before day. + +The old woman slipped into the kitchen, took up the +quilt which she had spread on the floor for her bed, +wrapped it about her thin shoulders and returned to her +watch. + +Again and again she rose, believing her patience +had won, and placed her ear to the crack only to hear a +sound within which told her only too plainly that the +girl was yet awake. Sometimes it was a sigh, sometimes +she cleared her throat, sometimes she tossed +restlessly. One spoken sentence she heard again and +again: + +"Oh, dear God, have mercy on my lost soul!" + +"What can be the matter with the fool critter!" +Nance muttered. "Is she moanin' for sin? To be shore, +they don't have no revival meetings this time o' year!" + +She had known sinners to mourn through a whole +summer sometimes, but never in all her experience in +religious revivals had a mourner carried it over into +winter. The dancing had always eased the tension and +brought a relapse to sinful thoughts. + +The hours dragged until the roosters began to crow +for day. It would soon be light. + +She must act now. There was no time to lose. She +pressed her ear to the crack once more and held it five +minutes. + +Not a sound came from within. The broken spirit +had yielded to the stupor of exhaustion at last. + +With swift, cat's tread Nance circled the cabin and +entered the kitchen. The quilt she carefully spread on +the floor leading to the entrance to the living-room, +crossed it softly and stood in the doorway with her +long hands on the calico hangings. + +For five minutes she remained immovable and +listened to the deep, regular breathing of the +sleeping man. Her wits were keen, her eyes wide. +She could see the dim outlines of the furniture by the +starlight through the window. Small objects in the +room were, of course, invisible. To light a candle was +not to be thought of. It might wake the sleeper. + +She knew how to make the light without a noise or +its rays reaching his face. He had startled her with +the electric torch because of its novelty. She was no +longer afraid. She would know how to press the button. +He had left the thing lying on the table beside the +black bag. He might have hidden the gold. He would +not remember in his drunken stupor to move the electric +torch. + +She glided ghost-like into the room. Her bare feet +were velvet. She knew every board in the floor. There +was one near the table that creaked. She counted her +steps and cleared the spot without a sound. + +Her thin fingers found the edge of the table and +slipped with uncanny touch along its surface until her +hand closed on the rounded form of the torch. + +Without moving in her tracks she turned the light +on the table and in every nook and corner of the room +beyond. She slowly swung her body on a pivot, flashing +the light into each shadow and over every inch of +floor, turning always in a circle toward the couch. + +Satisfied that the object she sought was nowhere in +the circle she had covered, she moved a step from the +table and winked the light beneath it. She squatted on +the floor and flashed it carefully over every inch of +its boards from one corner of the room to the other and +under the couch. + +She rose softly, glided behind the head of the +sleeping man and stood back some six feet, lest the +flash of the torch might disturb him. She threw its +rays behind the couch and slowly raised them until they +covered the dirty pillow on which Jim was sleeping. +There beneath the pillow lay the bag with its precious +treasure. He was sleeping on it. She had feared this, +but felt sure that the whiskey he had drunk would hold +him in its stupor until late next morning. + +She crouched low and fixed the light's ray slowly +on the bag that her hand might not err the slightest in +its touch. She laid her bony fingers on it with a +slow, imperceptible movement, held them there a moment +and moved the bag the slightest bit to test the +sleeper's wakefulness. To her surprise he stirred +instantly. + +"What'ell!" he growled sleepily. + +She stood motionless until he was breathing again +with deep, even, heavy throb. Gliding back to the +table, she flashed the light again on the bag and +studied its position. His big neck rested squarely +across it. To move it without waking him was a +physical impossibility. + +Here was a dilemma she had not fully faced. She +had not believed it possible for him to place the bag +where she could not get it. Her only purpose up to +this moment had been to take it and store it safely +beneath the soft earth in the inner recess of the cave. +He would miss it in the morning, of course. She would +express her amazement. The bar would be down from the +front door. Someone had robbed him. The money could +never be found. + +She had made up her mind to take it the moment he +had convinced her that his philosophy of life was true. +His eloquence had transformed her from an ignorant old +woman, content with her poverty and dirt, into a +dangerous and daring criminal. + +There was no such thing as failure to be thought of +now for a moment. The spade in the inner room of her +store-house could be put to larger use if necessary. +With the strength of the madness now on her she could +carry his body on her back through the woods. The +world would be none the wiser. He had quarreled +with his wife, and left her in a rage that night. That +was all she knew. The sheriff of neither county could +afford to bother his head long over an insolvable +mystery. Besides, both sheriffs were her friends. + +Her decision was instantaneous when once she saw +that it was safe. + +She smiled over the grim irony of the thing--his +words kept humming in her ears, his voice, low and +persuasive: + +"Suppose now the man that got that money had to +kill a fool to take it--what of it? You don't get big +money any other way!" + +On the shelf beside the door was a butcher knife +which she also used for carving. She had sharpened its +point that night to carve her Christmas turkey next +day. + +She raised the torch and flashed its rays on the +shelf to guide her hand, crept to the wall, took down +the knife and laid the electric torch in its place. + +Steadying her body against the wall, her arms +outspread, she edged her way behind the couch and bent +over the sleeping man until by his breathing she had +located his heart. + +She raised her tall figure and brought the +knife down with a crash into his breast. With a +sudden wrench she drew it from the wound and crouched +among the shadows watching him with wide-dilated eyes. + +The stricken sleeper gasped for breath, his +writhing body fairly leaped into the air, bounded on +the couch and stood erect. He staggered backward and +lurched toward her. The crouching figure bent low, +gripping the knife and waiting for her chance to strike +the last blow. + +Strangling with blood, Jim opened his eyes and saw +the old woman creeping nearer through the gray light of +the dawn. + +He threw his hands above his head and tried to +shout his warning. She was on him, her trembling hand +feeling for his throat, before he could speak. + +Struggling, in his weakened condition, to tear her +fingers away, he gasped: + +"Here! Here! Great God! Do you know what you're +doing?" + +"I just want yer money," she whispered. "That's +all, and I'm a-goin' ter have it!" + +Her fingers closed and the knife sank into his +neck. + +She sprang back and watched him lurch and fall +across the couch. His body writhed a moment in agony +and was still. + +Holding the knife in her hand, she tore open the +bag and thrust her itching fingers into the gold, +gripping it fiercely. + +"Nobody's goin' to ask ye how ye got it--they just +want to know HAVE ye got it--yeah! Yeah----" + +The last word died on her lips. The door of the +shed-room suddenly opened and Mary stood before her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +DELIVERANCE + +The first dim noises of the tragedy in the living-room +Mary's stupefied senses had confused with a nightmare +which she had +been painfully fighting. + +The torch in Nance's hand had flashed through a +crack into her face once. It was the flame of a +revolver in the hands of a thief in Jim's den in New +York. She merely felt it. Her eyes had been gouged +out and she was blind. A gang of his coarse companions +were holding a council, cursing, drinking, fighting. +Jim had sprung between two snarling brutes and knocked +the revolver into the air. The flame had scorched her +face. + +With an oath he had slapped her. + +"Get out, you damned little fool!" he growled. +"You're always in the way when you're not wanted. +Nobody can ever find you when there's work to be +done----" + +"But I can't see, Jim dear," she pleaded. "I +do not know when things are out of place----" + +"You're a liar!" he roared. "You know where every +piece of junk stands in this room better than I do. I +can't bring a friend into that door that you don't know +it. You can hear the swish of a woman's skirt on the +stairs four stories below----" + +"I only asked you who the woman was who came in +with you, Jim----" + +His fingers gripped her throat and stopped her +breath. Through the roar of surging blood she could +barely hear the vile words he was dinning into her +ears. + +"I know you just asked me, you nosing little devil, +and it's none of your business! She's a pal of mine, +if you want to know, the slickest thief that ever +robbed a flat. She's got more sense in a minute than +you'll ever have in a lifetime. She's going to live +here with me now. You can sleep on the cot in the +kitchen. And you come when she calls, if you know +what's good for your lazy hide. I've told her to +thrash the life out of you if you dare to give her any +impudence." + +She had cowered at his feet and begged him not to +beat her again. The fumes of whiskey and stale beer +filled the place. + +Jim turned from her to quell a new fight at +the other end of the room. Another woman was +there, coarse, dirty, beastly. She drew a knife and +demanded her share of the night's robberies. She was +trying to break from the men who held her to stab Jim. +They were all fighting and smashing the furniture---- + +She sprang from the bed with a cry of horror. The +noise was real! It was not a dream. The beast inside +was stumbling in the dark. His passions fired by +liquor, he was fumbling to find his way into her room. + +She rushed to the door and put her shoulder against +the bar, panting in terror. + +She heard his strangling cry: + +"Here! Here! Great God! Do you know what you're +doing?" + +And then his mother's voice, mad with greed, cruel, +merciless: + +"I just want yer money--that's all, an' I'm goin' +to have it!" + +She heard the clinch in the struggle and the dull +blow of the knife. In a sudden flash she saw it all. +He had succeeded in rousing Nance's avarice and +transforming her into a fiend. Without knowing it she +was stabbing her own son to death in the room in which +he had been born! + +She tried to scream and her lips refused to move. +She tried to hurry to the rescue and her knees turned +to water. + +Gasping for breath, she drew the bar from her +prison door and walked slowly into the room. + +Nance's tall, bony figure was still crouched over +the open bag, her left hand buried in the gold, her +right gripping the knife, her face convulsed with +greed--avarice and murder blended into perfect hell-lit +unity at last. + +Jim lay on his back, limp and still, obliquely +across the couch, his breast bared in the struggle, the +blood oozing a widening scarlet blot on his white +shirt. His head had fallen backward over the edge and +could not be seen. + +Without moving a muscle, her body crouching, Nance +spoke: + +"You wuz awake--you heered?" + +"Yes!" + +The gleaming eyes burned through the gray dawn, two +points of scintillating, hellish light fixed in purpose +on the intruder. + +She had only meant to take the money. The fool had +fought. She killed him because she had to. And now +the sobbing, sniveling little idiot who had kept her +waiting all night had stuck her nose into some +thing that didn't concern her. If she opened her +mouth, the gallows would be the end. + +She would open it too. Of course she would. She +was his wife. They had quarreled, but the simpleton +would blab. Nance knew this with unerring instinct. +It was no use to offer her half the money. She didn't +have sense enough to take it. She knew those pious, +baby faces--well, there was room for two in the cave +under the cliff. It was daylight now. No matter; it +was Christmas morning. No man or woman ever darkened +her door on Christmas day. She could hide their bodies +until dark, and then it was easy. She would be in New +York herself before anyone could suspect the meaning of +that automobile in the shed or the owners would trouble +themselves to come after it. + +Again her decision was quick and fierce. Her hand +was on the bag. She would hold it against the world, +all hell and heaven. + +With the leap of a tigress she was on the girl, the +bag gripped in her left hand, the knife in her right. + +To her amazement the trembling figure stood stock +still gazing at her with a strange look of pity. + +"Well!" Nance growled. "I ain't goin' ter be +took now I've got this money--I'm goin' to New York ter +find my boy!" + +She lifted the knife and stopped in sheer stupor of +surprise at the girl's immovable body and staring eyes. +Had she gone crazy? What on earth could it mean? No +girl of her youth and beauty could look death in the +face without a tremor. No woman in her right senses +could see the body of her dead husband lying there red +and yet quivering without a sign. It was more than +even Nance's nerves could endure. + +She lowered the knife and peered into the girl's +set face and glanced quickly about the room. Could she +have called help? Was the house surrounded? It was +impossible. She couldn't have escaped. What did it +mean? + +The old woman drew back with a terror she couldn't +understand. + +"What are you looking at me like that for?" she +panted. + +Mary held her gaze in lingering pity. Her heart +went out now to the miserable creature trembling in the +presence of her victim. The blow must fall that would +crush the soul out of her body at one stroke. The gray +hair had tumbled over her distorted features, the +ragged dress had been torn from her throat in the +struggle and her flat, bony breast was exposed. + +"You don't--have--to--go--to--New York--to--find-- +your--boy!" the strained voice said at last. + +Nance frowned in surprise and flew back at her in +rage. + +"Yes I do, too--he lives thar!" + +The little figure straightened above the crouching +form. + +"He's here!" + +Nance sank slowly against the table and rested the +bag on the edge of the chair. Its weight was more than +she could bear. She tried to glance over her shoulder +at the body on the couch and her courage failed. The +first suspicion of the hideous truth flashed through +her stunned mind. She couldn't grasp it at once. + +"Whar?" she whispered hoarsely. + +Mary lifted her arm slowly and pointed to the +couch. + +"There!" + +Nance glared at her a moment and broke into a +hysterical laugh. + +"It's a lie--a lie--a lie!" + +"It's true----" + +"Yer're just a lyin' ter me ter get away an give me +up--but ye won't do it--little Miss--old Nance is too +smart for ye this time. Who told you that?" + +"He told me tonight!" + +"He told you?" she repeated blankly. + +"Yes." + +"You're a liar!" she growled. "And I'll prove it-- +you move out o' your tracks an' I'll cut your throat. +My boy's got a scar on his neck--I know right whar to +look for it. Don't you move now till I see--I know +you're a liar----" + +She turned and with the quick trembling fingers of +her right hand tore the shirt back from the neck and +saw the scar. She still held the bag in her left hand. +The muscles slowly relaxed and the bag fell endwise to +the floor, the gold crashing and rolling over the +boards. She stared in stupor and threw both hands +above her streaming gray hair. + +"Lord God Almighty!" she shrieked. "Why didn't I +think that he wuz somebody else's boy if he weren't +mine!" + +The thin body trembled and crumpled beside the +couch. + +The girl lifted her head in a look of awe as if in +prayer. + +"And God has set me free! free! free!" + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +THE DOCTOR + +Mary stood overwhelmed by the tragedy she had +witnessed. For the time her brain refused to record +sensations. She had seen too much, felt too much in +the past eight hours. Soul and body were numb. + +The first impressions of returning consciousness +were fixed on Nance. She had risen suddenly from the +floor and smoothed the hair back from Jim's forehead +with tender touch as if afraid to wake him. She drew +the quilt from the kitchen floor, spread it over the +body, and lifted her eyes to Mary's. It was only too +plain. + +Reason had gone. + +She tipped close and put her fingers on her lips. + +"Sh! We mustn't wake him. He's tired. Let him +sleep. It's my boy. He's come home. We'll fix him a +fine Christmas dinner. I've got a turkey. I'll bake a +cake----" she paused and laughed softly. "I've got +eggs too, fresh laid yesterday. We'll make egg- +nog all day and all night. I ain't had no Christmas +since that devil stole him. We'll have one this time, +won't we?" + +The girl's wits were again alert. She must run for +help. A minute to humor the old woman's delusion and +she might return before any harm came to her. Jim had +not moved a muscle. It was plain that he was beyond +help. + +"Yes," Mary answered cheerfully. "You fix the +cake--and I'll get the wood to make a fire." + +Nance laughed again. + +"We'll have the dinner all ready for him when he +wakes, won't we?" + +"Yes. I'll be back in a few minutes." + +Nance hurried into the kitchen humming an old song +in a faltering voice that sent the cold chills down the +girl's spine. + +Mary slipped quietly through the door and ran with +swift, sure foot down the narrow road along which the +machine had picked its way the afternoon before. The +cabin they had passed last could not be more than a +mile. + +She made no effort to find the logs for pedestrians +when the road crossed the brook. She plunged straight +through the babbling waters with her shoes, regardless +of skirts. + +Panting for breath, she saw the smoke curling from +the cabin chimney a quarter of a mile away. + +"Thank God!" she cried. "They're awake!" + +She was so glad to have reached her goal, her +strength suddenly gave way and she dropped to a boulder +by the wayside to rest. In two minutes she was up and +running with all her might. + +She rushed to the door and knocked. + +A mountaineer in shirt-sleeves and stockings +answered with a look of mild wonder. + +"For God's sake come and help me. I must have a +doctor quick. We spent the night at Mrs. Owens'. +She's lost her mind completely--a terrible thing has +happened--you'll help me?" + +"Cose I will, honey," the mountaineer drawled. +"Jest ez quick ez I get on my shoes." + +"Is there a doctor near?" she asked breathlessly. + +He answered without looking up: + +"The best one that God ever sent to a sick bed. He +don't charge nobody a cent in these parts. He just +heals the sick because hit's his callin'. Come from +somewhar up North and built hisself a fine log house up +on the side of the mountains. Hit's full of all the +medicines in the world, too----" + +"Will you ask him to come for me?" Mary broke +in. + +"I'll jump on my hoss an' have him thar in half a' +hour. You can run right back, honey, and look out for +the po' ole critter till we get thar." + +"Thank you! Thank you!" she answered grate fully. + +"Not at all, not at all!" he protested as he swung +through the door and hurried to the low-pitched sheds +in which his horse and cow were stabled. "Be thar in +no time!" + +When Mary returned, Nance was still busy in the +kitchen. She had built a fire and put the turkey in +the oven. + +Mary was counting the minutes now until the doctor +should come. The old woman's prattle about the return +of her lost boy, so big and strong and handsome, had +become unendurable. She felt that she should scream +and collapse unless help came at once. She looked at +her watch. It was just thirty-five minutes from the +time she had left the cabin in the valley below. + +She sprang to her feet with a smothered cry of joy. +The beat of a horse's hoof at full gallop was ringing +down the road. + +In two minutes the Doctor's firm footstep was heard +at the kitchen door. + +Nance turned with a look of glad surprise. + +"Well, fur the land sake, ef hit ain't Doctor +Mulford! Come right in!" she cried. + +The Doctor seized her hand. + +"And how is my good friend, Mrs. Owens, this +morning?" he asked cheerfully. + +Mary was studying him with deep interest. She had +asked herself the question a hundred times how much she +could tell him--what to say and what to leave unsaid. +One glance at his calm, intellectual face was enough. +He was a man of striking appearance, six feet tall, +forty-five years of age, hair prematurely gray and a +slight stoop to his broad shoulders. His brown eyes +seemed to enfold the old woman in their sympathy. + +Nance was chattering her answer to his greeting. + +"Oh, I'm feelin' fine, Doctor--" she dropped her +voice confidentially--"and you're just in time for a +good dinner. My boy that was lost has come home. He's +a great big fellow, wears fine clothes and come up the +mountain all the way in a devil wagon." She put her +hand to her mouth. "Sh! He's asleep! We won't wake +him till dinner! He's all tired out." + +The Doctor nodded understandingly and turned toward +Mary. + +"And this young lady?" + +"Oh, that's his wife from New York--ain't she +purty?" + +The Doctor saw the delicate hands trembling and +extended his. + +No word was spoken. None was needed. There was +healing in his touch, healing in his whole being. No +man or woman could resist the appeal of his +personality. Their secrets were yielded with perfect +faith. + +"Come with me quickly," Mary whispered. + +"I understand," he answered carelessly. + +Turning again to Nance, he said with easy +confidence: + +"I'll not disturb you with your cooking, Mrs. +Owens. Go right on with it. I'll have a little chat +with your son's wife. If she's from New York I want to +ask her about some of my people up there----" + +"All right," Nance answered, "but don't you wake +HIM! Go with her inter the shed-room." + +"We'll go on tip-toe!" the Doctor whispered. + +Nance nodded, smiled and bent again over the oven. + +Mary led him quickly through the living-room, head +averted from the couch, and into the prison cell in +which she had passed the night. The physician +glanced with a startled look at the gold still +scattered on the floor. + +She seized his hand and swayed. + +He touched the brown hair of her bared head gently +and pressed her hand. + +"Steady, now, child, tell me quickly." + +"Yes, yes," she gasped, "I'll tell you the +truth----" + +He held her gaze. + +"And the whole truth--it's best." + +Mary nodded, tried to speak and failed. She drew +her breath and steadied herself, still gripping his +hand. + +"I will," she began faintly. "He's dead----" + +She paused and nodded toward the living-room. + +"The man--her son?" + +"Yes. We came last night from Asheville. We were +on our honeymoon. We haven't been married but three +weeks. I never knew the truth about his life and +character until last night when he told me that this +old woman was his mother. I found a case of jewels in +the bag he carried--jewels that belonged to a man in +New York who was robbed and shot. I recognized the +case. He confessed to me at last in cold, brutal words +that he was a thief. I couldn't believe it at first. +I tried to make him give up his criminal career. +He laughed at me. He gloried in it. I tried to leave +him. He choked me into insensibility and drove me into +this cell, where I spent the night. He brought the +gold that you saw on the floor which he had honestly +made to give to his old mother--but for a devilish +purpose. He showed it to her last night to rouse her +avarice and make her first agree to hide his stolen +goods. He succeeded too well. Before he had revealed +himself she slipped into the room at daylight while he +slept in a drunken stupor, murdered him and took the +money. The struggle waked me and I rushed in. She +gripped her knife to kill me. I told her that she had +murdered her own son and she went mad----" + +She paused for breath and her lips trembled +piteously. + +"You know what to do, Doctor?" + +"Yes!" + +"And you'll help me?" + +He smiled tenderly and nodded his head. + +"God knows you need it, child!" + +The nerves snapped at last, and she sank a limp +heap at his feet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +THE CALL DIVINE + +The Doctor threw off his coat and took charge of the +stricken house. He sent his waiting messenger for a +faithful nurse, a mountain woman whom he had trained, +and began the fight for Mary's life. The collapse into +which she had fallen would require weeks of patient +care. There was no immediate danger of death, and +while he awaited the arrival of help, he turned into +the living-room to examine the body of the slain +husband. + +The head had fallen backward over the side of the +lounge and a pool of blood, still warm and red, lay on +the floor in a widening circle beneath it. His quick +eye took in its significance at a glance. He sprang +forward, ripped the shirt wide open and applied his ear +to the breast. + +"He's still alive!" he cried excitedly. + +He examined the ugly wound in the left side and +found that the knife had penetrated the lung. The +heart had not been touched. The blow on the neck had +not been fatal. The shock of the final stroke had +merely choked the wounded man into collapse from the +hemorrhage of the left lung. The position into which +the body had fallen across the couch had gradually +cleared the accumulated blood. There was a chance to +save his life. + +In ten minutes he had applied stimulants and +restored respiration, but the deep wheeze from the +stricken lung told only too plainly the dangerous +character of the wound. It would be a bitter fight. +His enormous vitality might win. The chances were +against him. + +Jim's lips moved and he tried to speak. + +The Doctor placed his hand on his mouth and shook +his head. The drooping eyelids closed in grateful +obedience. + +The beat of horses' hoofs echoed down the mountain +road. His nurse and messenger were coming. He decided +at once to move Mary to his own house. She must regain +consciousness in new surroundings or her chance of +survival would be slender. To awake in this miserable +cabin, the scene of the tragedy she had witnessed, +might be instantly fatal. Besides she must not yet +know that the brute who had choked her was alive and +might still hold the power of life and death over +her frail body. She believed him dead. It was best +so. He might be dead and buried before she recovered +consciousness. The fever that burned her brain would +completely cloud reason for days. + +He hastily improvised a stretcher with a blanket +and two strong quilting-poles which stood in the corner +of the room. Nance helped him without question. She +obeyed his slightest suggestion with childlike +submission. + +He placed Mary on the stretcher, wrapped her body +in another warm blanket and turned to his nurse and +messenger: + +"Carry her to my house. Walk slowly and rest +whenever you wish. Don't wake her. Tell Aunt Abbie to +put her to bed in the south room overlooking the +valley. Don't leave her a minute, Betty. She's in the +first collapse of brain fever. You know what to do. +I'll be there in an hour. You come back here, John. I +want you." + +The mountaineer nodded and seized one end of the +stretcher. The nurse took up the other and the Doctor +held wide the cabin door as they passed out. + +For three weeks he fought the grim battle with +Death for the two young lives the Christmas +tragedy had thrust into his hands. He gave his +entire time day and night to the desperate struggle. + +When pneumonia had developed and Jim's life hung by +a hair, he slept on the couch in the living-room of the +cabin and had Nance make for herself a bed on the floor +of the kitchen. + +The old woman remained an obedient child. She +cooked the Doctor's meals and did the work about the +house and yard as if nothing had disturbed her habits +of lonely plodding. She believed implicitly all that +was told her. Her son had pneumonia from cold he had +taken in the long drive from Asheville. The house must +be kept quiet. John Sanders was helping her nurse him. +She was sure the Doctor would save him. + +Even the knife with which she had stabbed him made +no impression on her numbed senses. The Doctor had +scoured every trace of blood from the blade and put it +back in its place on the shelf, lest she should miss it +and ask questions. She used it daily without the +slightest memory of the frightful story it might tell. + +Each morning before going to the cabin the Doctor +watched with patience for the first signs of returning +consciousness in Mary's fever-wracked body. The day +she lifted her grateful eyes to his and her lips +moved in a tremulous question he raised his hand +gently. + +"Sh! Child--don't talk! It's all right. You're +getting better. I've been with you every day. You're +in my house now. You'll soon be yourself again." + +She smiled wanly, put her delicate hand on his and +pressed it gratefully. + +"I understand. You thank me--you say that I am +good to you. But I'm not. This is my life. I heal +the sick because I must. I love this battle royal with +Death. He beats me sometimes--but I never quit. I'm +always tramping on his trail, and I've won this fight!" + +The calm brown eyes held her in a spell and she +smiled again. + +"Sleep now," he said soothingly. "Sleep day and +night. Just wake to take a little food--that's all and +Nature will do the rest." + +He stroked her hand gently until her eyelids +closed. + +Two days later Jim clung to the Doctor's hand and +insisted on talking. + +"Better wait a little longer, boy," the physician +answered kindly. "You're not out of the woods +yet----" + +"I can't wait--Doc----" Jim pleaded. "I've just +got to ask you something." + +"All right. You can talk five minutes." + +"My wife, Doc, how is she? You took her to your +house, John told me. She'll get well?" + +"Yes. She's rapidly recovering now." + +"What does she say about me?" + +"She thinks you're dead." + +"You haven't told her?" + +"No." + +"Why?" + +"She had all she could stand----" + +Jim stared in silence. + +"You think she'd be sorry to know I am alive?" he +asked slowly. + +"It would be a great shock." + +The steel blue eyes slowly filled with tears. + +"God! I am rotten, ain't I?" + +"There's no doubt about that, my son," was the firm +answer. + +"Why did you fight so hard to save me--I wonder?" + +"An old feud between Death and me." + +Jim suddenly seized the Doctor's hand. + +"Say, you can't fool me--you're a good one, Doc. +You've been a friend to me and you've got to +help now--you've just got to. You're the only one +on earth who can. You've a great big heart and you +can't go back on a fellow that's down and out. Give me +a chance! You will--won't you?" + +The hot fingers gripped the Doctor's hand with +pleading tenderness. + +The brown eyes searched Jim's soul. + +"If you can show me it's worth while----" + +The fingers tightened their grip in silence. + +"Just give me a chance, Doc," he said at last, "and +I'll show you! I ain't never had a chance to really +know what was right and what was wrong. If I'd a lived +here with my old mother she'd have told me. You know +what it is to be a stray dog on the streets of New +York? Even then, I'd have kept straight if I hadn't +been robbed by a lawyer and his pal. I didn't know +what I was doin' till that night here in this cabin-- +honest to God, I didn't----" + +He paused for breath and a tear stole down his +cheek. He fought for control of his emotions and went +on in low tones. + +"I didn't know--till I saw my old mother creepin' +on me in the shadows with that big knife gleamin' in +her hand! I tried to stop her and I couldn't. I tried +to yell and strangled with blood. I saw the flames of +hell in her eyes and I had kindled them there-- +God! I never knew until that minute! I'm broken and +bruised lyin' on the rocks now in the lowest pit---- +Give me your hand, Doc! You're my only friend--I'm +goin' straight from now on--so help me God!" + +He paused again for breath and sought the actor's +eyes. + +"You'll stand by me, won't you?" + +A friendly grip closed on the trembling fingers. + +"Yes--I'll help you--if I can." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +THE MOTHER + +Mary was resting in the chair beneath the southern +windows of the sun-parlor of the Doctor's bungalow. He +had built his home of logs cut from the mountainside. +Its rooms were supplied with every modern convenience +and comfort. Clear spring water from the cliff above +poured into the cypress tank constructed beneath the +roof. An overflow pipe sent a sparkling, bubbling and +laughing through the lawn, refreshing the wild flowers +planted along its edges. + +The view from the window looking south was one of +ravishing beauty and endless charm. Perched on a +rising spur of the Black Mountain the house commanded a +view of the long valley of the Swannanoa opening at the +lower end into the wide, sunlit sweep of the lower +hills around Asheville. Upward the balsam-crowned +peaks towered among the clouds and stars. + +No two hours of the day were just alike. +Sometimes the sun was raining showers of diamonds +on the trembling tree-tops of the valleys while the +blackest storm clouds hung in ominous menace around +Mount Mitchell and the Cat-tail. Sometimes it was +raining in the valley--the rain cloud a level sheet of +gray cloth stretching from the foot of the lawn across +to the crags beyond, while the sun wrapped the little +bungalow in a warm, white mantle. + +Mary had never tired of this enchanted world during +the days of her convalescence. The Doctor, with firm +will, had lifted every care from her mind. She had +gratefully submitted to his orders, and asked no +questions. + +She began to wonder vaguely about his life and +people and why he had left the world in which a man of +his culture and power must have moved, to bury himself +in these mountain wilds. She wondered if he had +married, separated from his wife and chosen the life of +a recluse. He volunteered no information about +himself. + +When not attending his patients he spent his hours +in the greenhouse among his flowers or in the long +library extension of the bungalow. More than five +thousand volumes filled the solid shelves. A massive +oak table, ten feet in length and four feet wide, +stood in the center of the room, always generously +piled with books, magazines and papers. At the end of +this table he kept the row of books which bore +immediately on the theme he was studying. + +Beside the window opening on the view of the valley +stood his old-fashioned desk--six feet long, its top a +labyrinth of pigeon-holes and tiny drawers. + +He pursued his studies with boyish enthusiasm and +chattered of them to Mary by the hour--with never a +word passing his lips about himself. + +Aunt Abbie, the cook, brought her a cup of tea, and +Mary volunteered a question. + +"Do you know the Doctor's people, Auntie?" she +asked hesitatingly. + +"Lord, child, he's a mystery to everybody! All we +know is that he's the best man that ever walked the +earth. He won't talk and the mountain folks are too +polite to nose into his business. He saved my boy's +life one summer, and when he was strong and well and +went back to Asheville to his work, I had nothin' to do +but to hold my hands, and I come here to cook for him. +He tries to pay me wages but I laugh at him. I told +him if he could save my boy's life for nothin' I reckon +I could cook him a few good meals without pay----" + +Her eyes filled with tears. She brushed them off, +laughed and added: + +"He lets me alone now and don't pester me no more +about money." + +Her tea and toast finished, Mary placed the tray on +the table, rose with a sudden look of pain, and made +her way slowly to the library. + +A warm fire of hardwood logs sparkled in the big +stone fireplace. The Doctor was out on a visit to a +patient. He had given her the freedom of the place and +had especially insisted that she use his books and make +his library her resting place whenever her mind was +fagged. She had spent many quiet hours in its +inspiring atmosphere. + +She seated herself at his desk and studied the +calendar which hung above it. A sudden terror +overwhelmed her; she buried her face in her arms and +burst into tears. + +She was still lying across the desk, sobbing, when +the Doctor walked into the room. + +He touched her hair reproachfully with his firm +hand. + +"Why, what's this? My little soldier has disobeyed +orders?" + +"I don't want to live now," she sobbed. + +"And why not?" + +"I--I--am going to be a mother," she whispered. + +"So?" + +"The mother of a criminal! Oh, Doctor, it's +horrible! Why did you let me live? The hell I passed +through that night was enough--God knows! This will be +unendurable. I've made up my mind--I'll die first----" + +"Rubbish, child! Rubbish!" he answered with a +laugh. "Where did you get all this misinformation?" + +"You know what my husband was. How can you ask?" + +"Because I happen to know also his wife--the +mother-to-be of this supposed criminal who has just set +sail for the shores of our planet--and I know that she +is one of the purest and sweetest souls who ever lost +her way in the jungles of the world. If you were the +criminal, dear heart, the case might be hopeless. But +you're not. You are only the innocent victim of your +own folly. That doesn't count in the game of +Nature----" + +"What do you mean?" she asked breathlessly. + +"Simply this: The part which the male plays in the +reproduction of the race is small in comparison with +the role of the female. He is merely a supernumerary +who steps on the stage for a moment +and speaks one word announcing the arrival of the +queen. The queen is the mother. She plays the star +role in the drama of Heredity. She is never off the +stage for a single moment. We inherit the most obvious +physical traits from our male ancestors but even these +may be modified by the will of the mother." + +"Modified by the will of the mother?" she repeated +blankly. + +"Certainly. There are yet long days and weeks and +months before your babe will be born--at least seven +months. There's not a sight or sound of earth or +heaven that can reach or influence this coming human +being save through your eyes and ears and touch and +soul. Almighty God can speak His message only through +you. You are his ambassador on earth in this solemn +hour. What your husband was, is of little importance. +There is not a moment, waking or sleeping, day or +night, that does not bring to you its divine +opportunity. This human life is yours--absolutely to +mold and fashion in body and mind as you will." + +"You're just saying this to keep me from suicide," +Mary interrupted. + +"I am telling you the simplest truth of physical +life. You can even change the contour of your +baby's head if you like. You think in your silly fears +that the bull neck and jaw of the father will reappear +in the child. It might be so unless you see fit to +change it. All any father can do is to transmit +general physical traits unless modified by the will of +the mother." + +"You mean that I can choose even the personal +appearance of my child?" she asked in blank amazement. + +"Exactly that. Choose the type of man you wish +your babe to be and it shall be so. Who in all the +world would you prefer that he resemble?" + +"You," she answered promptly. + +He smiled gently. + +"That pays me for all my trouble, child! No doctor +ever got a bigger fee than that. Banks may fail, but +I'll never lose it. Your choice simplifies that matter +very much. You won't need a picture in your room----" + +"A picture could determine the features of an +unborn babe?" she asked incredulously. + +"Beyond a doubt, and it will determine character +sometimes. I knew a mother in the mountains of Vermont +who hung the picture of a ship under full sail in her +living-room. She bore seven sons. Not one of them +ever saw the ocean until he was grown and yet all +of them became sailors. This was not an accident. In +her age and loneliness she blamed God for taking her +children from her. Yet she had made sailors of them +all by the selection of a single piece of furniture in +her room. Nature has a way of starting her children on +their journey through this world very nearly equal-- +each a bundle of possibilities in the hands of a +mother. A father may transmit physical disease, if his +body is unsound. Such marriages should be prohibited +by law. But nine-tenths of the spiritual traits out of +which character is formed are the work of the mother. +A criminal mother will bring into the world only +criminals. A criminal male may be the father of a +saint. The responsibility of shaping the destiny of +the race rests with the mother----" + +The Doctor sprang to his feet and paced the floor, +his arms gripped behind his back in deep thought. He +paused before the enraptured listener and hesitated to +speak the thought in his mind. + +He lifted his hand suddenly, his decision +apparently made. + +"It is of the utmost importance to the race that +our mothers shall be pure. Better certainly if both +father and mother are so. It is indispensable that the +mother shall be! On this elemental fact rests the +dual standard of sex morals. On this fact rests the +hope of a glorified humanity through the development of +an intelligent motherhood. Stay here with me until +your child is born and I'll prove the truth of every +word I've spoken----" + +"Oh, if I only could!" + +"Why not?" + +"I couldn't impose such a burden on you!" she +faltered. + +"You would confer on me the highest honor, if you +will allow me to direct you in this experiment." + +There was no mistaking his honesty and earnestness. +There was no refusing the appeal. + +"You really wish me to stay?" she asked. + +"I beg of you to stay! You will bring to me a new +inspiration--new faith--new courage to fight. Will +you?" + +She extended her hand. + +"Yes." + +"And you will agree to follow my instructions?" + +"Absolutely." + +"Good. We begin from this moment. I give you my +first orders. Forget that James Anthony ever lived. +Forget the tragedy of Christmas Eve. You are going to +be a mother. All other events in life pale before this +fact. God has conferred on you the highest honor +He can give to mortal. Keep your soul serene, your +body strong. You are to worry about nothing----" + +"I must pay you for this extra expense I impose, +Doctor. I have a thousand dollars in bank in New +York," she interrupted. + +"Certainly, if you will be happier. My home is now +your sanitarium. You are my patient. Your board will +cost me about eight dollars a week. All right. You +can pay that if you wish. + +"Take no thought now except on the business of +being a mother. I will make myself your father, your +brother, your guardian, your physician, your friend and +companion. I will give you at once a course of +reading. You are to think only beautiful thoughts, see +beautiful things, dream beautiful dreams, hear +beautiful music. I'm going to make you climb these +mountain peaks with me for the next three months and +live among the clouds. I'm going to refit your room +with new furniture and pictures and place in it a +phonograph with the best music. When you are strong +enough you can work for me three hours a day as my +secretary. You use the typewriter?" + +"I'm an expert----" + +"Good! I'm writing a book which I'm going to +call `The Rulers of the World.' It is a study of +Motherhood. I am one who believes that the redemption +of humanity awaits the realization by woman of her +divine call. When woman knows that she is really a co- +creator with God in the reproduction of the race, a new +era will dawn for mankind. You promise me faithfully +to obey my instructions?" + +"Faithfully." + +"You're a wonderful subject on which to make an +experiment. You are young--in the first dawn of the +glory of womanhood. Your body is beautiful, your mind +singularly pure and sweet. You must give me at once +the full power of your will in its concentration on +Truth and Beauty. The success or failure of this +experiment will depend almost entirely on your +mentality and the use you make of it during these +months in which your babe is being formed. Whatever +the shape of the body there is one eternal certainty-- +only YOUR mind can reach the soul of this child. +If the father were the veriest fiend who ever existed +and should concentrate his mind to the task, not one +thought from his darkened soul could reach your babe! +YOUR mind will be the ever-brooding, enfolding +spirit forming and fashioning character." + +He paused and his deep brown eyes flashed with +enthusiasm. + +"Think of it! You are now creating an immortal +being whose word may bend a million wills to his. And +you are doing this mighty work solely by your mind. +The physical processes are simple and automatic. + +"The first lesson you must learn and hold with +deathless grip is that thoughts are things. A thought +can kill the body. A thought can heal the body. If I +am successful as a physician it is because I use this +power with my patients. With some I use drugs, with +others none. With all I use every ounce of mental +power which God has given me. You will remember this?" + +"Yes." + +He walked to the shelves and drew down a volume of +poetry. + +"Read these poems until you are tired today--then +sleep. I'll give you a good novel tomorrow and when +you've read it, a volume of philosophy. When we climb +the peaks, I'll give you a study of these rocks that +will tell you the story of their birth, their life, and +their coming death. We'll learn something of the birds +and flowers next spring. We'll dream great dreams and +think great thoughts--you and I--in these +wonderful days and weeks and months which God shall +give us together." + +She looked up at him through her tears: + +"Oh, Doctor, you have not only saved a miserable +life: you have saved my soul!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +A SOUL IS BORN + +It was more than a month after the experiment began +before the Doctor ventured to hint of Jim's survival. +He had waited patiently until Mary's strength had been +fully restored and her +mind filled with the new enthusiasm for motherhood. He +could tell her now with little risk. And yet he +ventured on the task with reluctance. He found her +seated at her favorite window overlooking the deep blue +valley of the Swannanoa, a volume of poetry in her lap. + +He touched her shoulder and she smiled in cheerful +response. + +"You are content?" he asked. + +"A strange peace is slowly stealing into my heart," +she responded reverently. "I shall learn to love life +again when my baby comes to help me." + +"You remember your solemn promise?" + +"Have I not kept it?" she murmured. + +"Faithfully--and I remind you of it that you +may not forget today for a moment that your work +is too high and holy to allow a shadow to darken your +spirit even for an hour. I have something to tell you +that may shock a little unless I warn you----" + +She lifted her eyes with a quick look of +uneasiness, and studied his immovable face. + +"You couldn't guess?" he laughed. + +She shook her head in puzzled silence. + +"Suppose I were to tell you," he went on evenly, +"that I found a spark of life in your husband's body +that morning and drew him back from the grave?" + +Her eyes closed and she stretched her hand toward +the Doctor. + +He clasped the fingers firmly between both his +palms, held and stroked them gently. + +"You did save him?" she breathed. + +"Yes." + +"Thank God his poor old mother is not a murderer! +But he is dead to me. I shall never see him again-- +never!" + +"I thought you would feel that way," the Doctor +quietly replied. + +"You won't let him come here?" she asked suddenly. + +"He won't try unless you consent----" + +Mary shuddered. + +"You don't know him----" + +The Doctor smiled. + +"I'm afraid you don't know him now, my child." + +"He has changed?" + +"The old, old miracle over again. He has been +literally born again--this time of the spirit." + +"It's incredible!" + +"It's true. He's a new man. I think his +reformation is the real thing. He's young. He's +strong. He has brains. He has personality----" + +Mary lifted her hand. + +"All I ask of him is to keep out of my sight. The +world is big enough for us both. The past is now a +nightmare. If I live to be a hundred years old, with +my dying breath I shall feel the grip of his fingers on +my throat----" + +She paused and closed her eyes. + +"Forget it! Forget it!" the Doctor laughed. "We +have more important things to think of now." + +"He wishes to see me?" + +"Begs every day that I ask you." + +"And you have hesitated these long weeks?" + +"Your strength and peace of mind were of greater +importance than his happiness, my dear. Let him wait +until you please to see him." + +"He'll wait forever," was the firm answer. + +Jim smiled grimly when his friend bore back the +message. + +"I'll never give up as long as there's breath in my +body," he cried, bringing his square jaws together with +a snap. + +"That's the way to talk, my boy," the Doctor +responded. + +"Anyhow you believe in me, Doc, don't you?" + +"Yes." + +"And you'll help me a little on the way if it gets +dark--won't you?" + +"If I can--you may always depend on me." + +Jim clasped his outstretched hand gratefully. + +"Well, I'm going to make good." + +There was something so genuine and manly in the +tones of his voice, he compelled the Doctor's respect. +A smaller man might have sneered. The healer of souls +and bodies had come to recognize with unerring instinct +the true and false note in the human voice. + +His heart went out in a wave of sympathy for the +lonely, miserable young animal who stood before him +now, trembling with the first sharp pains of the +immortal thing that had awaked within. He slipped his +arm about Jim's shoulders and whispered: + +"I'll tell you something that may help you +when the way gets dark--the wife is going to bear +you a child." + +"No!" + +"Yes." + +"God!---- That's great, ain't it?" + +Jim choked into silence and looked up at the Doctor +with dimmed eyes. + +"Say, Doc, you hit me hard when you brought what +she said--but that's good news! Watch me work my hands +to the bone--you know it's my kid and she can't keep me +from workin' for it if she tries now can she?" + +"No." + +"There's just one thing that'll hang over me like a +black cloud," he mused sorrowfully. + +"I know, boy--your mother's darkened mind." + +Jim nodded. + +"When I see that queer glitter in her eyes it goes +through me like a knife. Will she ever get over it?" + +"We can't tell yet. It takes time. I believe she +will." + +"You'll do the best you can for her, Doc?" he +pleaded pathetically. "You won't forget her a single +day? If you can't cure her, nobody can." + +"I'll do my level best, boy." + +Jim pressed his hand again. + +"Gee, but you've been a friend to me! I didn't +know that there were such men in the world as you!" + +For six months the Doctor watched the transplanted +child of the slums grow into a sturdy manhood in his +new environment. He snapped at every suggestion his +friend gave and with quick wit improved on it. He not +only discovered and developed a mica mine on his +mother's farm, he invented new machinery for its +working that doubled the market output. Within six +weeks from the time he began his shipments the mine was +paying a steady profit of more than five hundred +dollars a month. He had made just one trip to New York +and secretly returned to the police every stolen jewel +and piece of plunder taken, with a full confession of +the time and place of the crime. He had shipped his +tools and machinery from the workshop on the east side +before his sensational act and made good his departure +for the South. + +The tools and machinery he installed in a new +workshop which he built in the yard of Nance's cabin. +Here he worked day and night at his blacksmith forge +making the iron hinges, and irons, shovels, tongs, fire +sets and iron work complete for a log bungalow of seven +rooms which he was building on the sunny slope of +the mountain which overlooks the valley toward +Asheville. + +The Doctor had lent Jim the blue-prints of his own +home and he was quietly duplicating it with loving +care. His wife might refuse to see him but he could +build a home for their boy. For his sake she couldn't +refuse it. + +With childlike obedience Nance followed him every +day and watched the workmen rear the beautiful +structure under Jim's keen eyes and skillful hands. +The man's devotion to his mother was pathetic. Only +the Doctor knew the secret of his pitiful care, and he +kept his own counsel. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +THE BABY + +The last roses of summer were bursting their topmost +buds into full bloom on the lawn of the Doctor's +bungalow. The martins that built each year in the +little boxes he had set on poles around his garden were +circling and chattering far up in the sapphire skies of +a late September day. Their leaders had sensed the +coming frost and were drilling for their long march +across the world to their winter home. The chestnut +burrs were bursting in the woods. The silent sun- +wrapped Indian Summer had begun. Not a cloud flecked +the skies. + +A quiet joy filled the soul of the woman who smiled +and heard her summons. + +"You are not afraid?" the Doctor asked. + +She turned her grateful eyes to his. + +"The peace of God fills the world--and I owe it all +to you." + +"Nonsense. Your sturdy will and cultivated mind +did the work. I merely made the suggestion." + +"You are not going to give me an anesthetic, are +you?" she said evenly. + +"Why did you ask that?" + +"Because I wish to feel and know the pain and glory +of it all." + +"You don't wish to take it?" + +"Not unless you say I should." + +"What a wonderful patient you are, child! What a +beautiful spirit!" He looked at her intently. "Well, +I'm older and wiser in experience than you. I'm glad +you added that clause `unless you say I should.' I'm +going to say it. After all my talks to you on our +return to the truths and simplicity of Nature you are +perhaps surprised. You needn't be. I'm going to put +you into a gentle sleep. Nature will then do her +physical work automatically. I do this because our +daughters are the inheritors of the sins of their +mothers for centuries. The over-refinement of nerves, +the hothouse methods of living, and the maiming of +their bodies with the inventions of fashion have made +the pains of this supreme hour beyond endurance. This +should not be. It will not be so when our race has +come into its own. But it will take many generations +and perhaps many centuries before we reach the ideal. +No physician who has a soul could permit a woman of +your physique, your culture and refinement to walk +barefoot and blindfolded into such a hell of physical +torture. I will not permit it." + +He walked quietly into his laboratory, prepared the +sleeping powders and gave them to her. + +Six hours later she opened her eyes with eager +wonder. Aunt Abbie was busy over a bundle of fluffy +clothes. The Doctor was standing with his arms folded +behind his back, his fine, clean-shaven face in profile +looking thoughtfully over the sun-lit valley. There +was just one moment of agonized fear. If they had +failed! If her child were hideous--or deformed! Her +lips moved in silent prayer. + +"Doctor?" she whispered. + +In a moment he was bending over her, a look of +exaltation in his brown eyes. + +"Tell me quick!" + +"A wonderful boy, little mother! The most +beautiful babe I have ever seen. He didn't even cry-- +just opened his big, wide eyes and grunted +contentedly." + +"Give him to me." + +Aunt Abbie laid the warm bundle in her arms and she +pressed it gently until the sweet, red flesh touched +her own. She lay still for a moment, a smile on her +lips. + +"Lift him and let me look!" + +"What a funny little pug nose," she laughed. + +"Yes--exactly like his mother's!" the Doctor +replied. + +She gazed with breathless reverence. + +"He is beautiful, isn't he?" she sighed. + +"And you have observed the chin and mouth?" + +"Exactly like yours. It's wonderful!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +WHAT IS LOVE? + +Eighteen months swiftly passed with the little mother +and her boy still in Dr. Mulford's sanitarium. She had +allowed herself to be persuaded that he had the right +to be her guide and helper in the first year's training +of the child. + +The boy had steadily grown in strength and beauty +of body and mind. The Doctor persuaded her to spend +one more winter basking in his sun-parlor and finishing +the final chapters of his book. Her mind was +singularly clever and helpful in the interpretation of +the experiences and emotions of motherhood. + +She had stubbornly resisted every suggestion to see +her husband or allow him to see the child. The Doctor +had managed twice to give Jim an hour with the baby +while she had gone to Asheville on shopping trips. He +was rewarded for his trouble in the devotion with which +the young father worshiped his son. The Doctor +watched the slumbering fires kindle in the man's deep +blue eyes with increasing wonder at the strength and +tenderness of his newfound soul. + +Jim had completed the furnishing of the bungalow +with the advice and guidance of his friend, and every +room stood ready and waiting for its mistress. He had +insisted on making every piece of furniture for Mary's +room and the nursery adjoining. The Doctor was amazed +at the mechanical genius he displayed in its +construction. He had taken a month's instruction at a +cabinet maker's in Asheville and the bed, bureau, +tables and chairs which he had turned out were +astonishingly beautiful. Their lines were copied from +old models and each piece was a work of art. The iron +work was even more tastefully and beautifully wrought. +He had toiled day and night with an enthusiasm and +patience that gave the physician a new revelation in +the possibility of the development of human character. + +His friend came at last with a cheering message. +He began smilingly: + +"I'm going to make the big fight today, boy, to get +her to see you." + +"You think she will?" + +"There's a good chance. Her savings have all +been used up from her bank account in New York. She is +determined to go to her father in Kentucky. I'll have +a talk with her, bring her over to the bungalow, show +her through it on the pretext of its model construction +and then you can tell her that you built it with your +own hands for her and the baby. You might be loafing +around the place about that time." + +Jim's hand was suddenly lifted. + +"I got ye, Doc, I got ye! I'll be there--all day." + +"Don't let her see you until I give the signal." + +"Caution's my name." + +"We'll see what happens." + +Jim pressed close. + +"Say, Doc, if you know how to pray, I wish you'd +send up a little word for me while you're talkin' to +her. Could ye now?" + +"I'll do my best for you, boy--and I think you've +got a chance. She's been watching the blue eyes of +that baby lately with a rather curious look of unrest." + +"They're just like mine, ain't they?" Jim broke in +with pride. + +"Time has softened the old hurt," the Doctor went +on. "The boy may win for you----" + +The square jaw came together with a smash. + +"Gee--I hope so. I'll wait there all day for you +and I'm goin' to try my own hand at a little prayer or +two on the side while I'm waiting. Maybe God'll think +He's hit me hard enough by this time to give me another +trial." + +With a friendly wave of his hand the Doctor hurried +home. + +He found Mary seated under the rose trellis beside +the drive, watching for his coming. The day was still +and warm for the end of April. Birds were singing and +chattering in every branch and tree. A quail on the +top fence-rail of the wheat field called loudly to his +mate. + +The boy was screaming his joy over a new wagon to +which Aunt Abbie had hitched his goat. He drove by in +style, lifted his chubby hand to his mother and +shouted: + +"Dood-by, Doc-ter!" + +The Doctor waved a smiling answer, and lapsed into +a long silence. + +He waked at last from his absorption to notice that +Mary was day-dreaming. The fair brow was drawn into +deep lines of brooding. + +"Why shadows in your eyes a day like this, little +mother?" he asked softly. + +"Just thinking----" + +"About a past that you should forget?" + +"Yes and no," she answered thoughtfully. "I was +just thinking in this flood of spring sunlight of the +mystery of my love for such a man as the one I married. +How could it have been possible to really love him?" + +"You are sure that you loved him?" + +"Sure." + +"How did you know?" + +"By all the signs. I trembled at his footstep. +The touch of his hand, the sound of his voice thrilled +me. I was drawn by a power that was resistless. I was +mad with happiness those wonderful days that preceded +our marriage. I was madder still during our +honeymoon--until the shadows began to fall that fatal +Christmas Eve." She paused and her lips trembled. +"Oh, Doctor, what is love?" + +The drooping shoulders of the man bent lower. He +picked up a pebble from the ground and flicked it +carelessly across the drive, lifted his head at last +and asked earnestly: + +"Shall I tell you the truth?" + +"Yes--your own particular brand, please--the truth, +the whole truth and nothing but the truth." + +"I'll try," he began soberly. "If I were a poet, +naturally I would use different language. As I'm +only a prosaic doctor and physiologist I may shock your +ideals a little." + +"No matter," she interrupted. "They couldn't well +get a harder jolt than they have had already." + +He nodded and went on: + +"There are two elemental human forces that maintain +life--hunger and love. They are both utterly simple, +otherwise they could not be universal. Hunger compels +the race to live. Love compels it to reproduce itself. +There has never been anything mysterious about either +of these forces and there never will be--except in the +imagination of sentimentalists. + +"Nature begins with hunger. For about thirteen +years she first applies this force to the development +of the body before she begins to lay the foundation of +the second. Until this second development is complete +the passion known as love cannot be experienced. + +"What is this second development? Very simple +again. At the base of the brain of every child there +is a vacant space during the first twelve or fifteen +years. During the age of twelve to fourteen in girls, +thirteen to fifteen in boys, this vacant space is +slowly filled by a new lobe of the brain and with its +growth comes the consciousness of sex and the +development +of sex powers. + +"This new nerve center becomes on maturity a +powerful physical magnet. The moment this magnet comes +into contact with an organization which answers its +needs, as certain kinds of food answer the needs of +hunger, violent desire is excited. If both these +magnets should be equally powerful, the disturbance to +both will be great. The longer the personal +association is continued the more violent becomes this +disturbance, until in highly sensitive natures it +develops into an obsession which obscures reason and +crushes the will. + +"The meaning of this impulse is again very simple-- +the unconscious desire of the male to be a father, of +the female to become a mother." + +"And there is but one man on earth who could thus +affect me?" Mary asked excitedly. + +"Rubbish! There are thousands." + +"Thousands?" + +"Literally thousands. The reason you never happen +to meet them is purely an accident of our poor social +organization. Every woman has thousands of true +physical mates if she could only meet them. Every man +has thousands of true physical mates if he could only +meet them. And in every such meeting, if mind and +body are in normal condition, the same violent +disturbance would result--whether married or single, +free or bound. + +"Marriage therefore is not based merely on the +passion of love. It is a crime for any man or woman to +marry without love. It is the sheerest insanity to +believe that this passion within itself is sufficient +to justify marriage. All who marry should love. Many +love who should not marry. + +"The institution of marriage is the great +SOCIAL ordinance of the race. Its sanctity and +perpetuity are not based on the violence of the passion +of love, but something else." + +He paused and listened to the call of the quail +again from the field. + +"You hear that bob white calling his mate?" + +"Yes--and she's answering him now very softly. I +can hear them both." + +"They have mated this spring to build a home and +rear a brood of young. Within six months their babies +will all be full grown and next spring a new alignment +of lovers will be made. Their marriage lasts during +the period of infancy of their offspring. This is +Nature's law. + +"It happens in the case of man that the period of +infancy of a human being is about twenty-four +years. This is the most wonderful fact in nature. +It means that the capacity of man for the improvement +of his breed is practically limitless. A quail has a +few months in which to rear her young. God gives to +woman a quarter of a century in which to mold her +immortal offspring. Because the period of infancy of +one child covers the entire period of motherhood +capacity, marriage binds for life, and the sanctity of +marriage rests squarely on this law of Nature." + +He paused again and looked over the sunlit valley. + +"I wish our boys and girls could all know these +simple truths of their being. It would save much +unhappiness and many tragic blunders. + +"You were swept completely off your feet by the +rush of the first emotion caused by meeting a man who +was your physical mate. You imagined this emotion to +be a mysterious revelation which can come but once. +Your imagination in its excited condition, of course, +gave to your first-found mate all sorts of divine +attributes which he did not possess. You were `in +love' with a puppet of your own creation, and +hypnotized yourself into the delusion that James +Anthony was your one and only mate, your knight, your +hero. + +"In a very important sense this was true. +Your intuitions could not make a mistake on so +vital an issue. But you immediately rushed into +marriage and your union has been perfected by the birth +of a child. Whether you are happy or unhappy in +marriage does not depend on the reality of love. +Happiness in marriage is based on something else." + +"On what?" + +"The joy and peace that comes from oneness of +spirit, tastes, culture and character. I know this +from the deepest experiences of life and the widest +observation." + +"You have loved?" she asked softly. + +"Twice----" + +A silence fell between them. + +"Shall I tell you, little mother?" he finally asked +quietly. + +"Please." + +He seated himself and looked into the skies beyond +the peaks across the valley. + +"Ten years ago I met my first mate. The meeting +was fortunate for both. She was a woman of gentle +birth, of beautiful spirit. Our courtship was ideal. +We thought alike, we felt alike, she loved my +profession even--an unusual trait in a woman. She +thought it so noble in its aims that the petty jealousy +that sometimes wrecks a doctor's life was to her an +unthinkable crime. The first year was the nearest to +heaven that I had ever gotten down here. + +"And then, little mother, by one of those +inexplicable mysteries of nature she died when our baby +was born. For a while the light of the world went out. +I quit New York, gave up my profession and came here +just to lie in the sun on this mountainside and try to +pull myself together. I didn't think life could ever +be worth living again. But it was. I found about me +so much of human need--so much ignorance and +helplessness--so much to pity and love, I forgot the +ache in my own heart in bringing joy to others. + +"I had money enough. I gave up the ambitions of +greed and strife and set my soul to higher tasks. For +nine years I've devoted my leisure hours to the study +of Motherhood as the hope of a nobler humanity. But +for the great personal sorrow that came to me in the +death of my wife and baby I should never have realized +the truths I now see so clearly. + +"And then the other woman suddenly came into my +life. I never expected to love again--not because I +thought it impossible, but because I thought it +improbable in my little world here that I could +ever again meet a woman I would ask to be my wife. But +she dropped one day out of the sky." + +He paused and took a deep breath. + +"I recognized her instantly as my mate, gentle and +pure and capable of infinite joy or infinite pain. She +did not realize the secret of my interest in her. I +didn't expect it. I knew that under the conditions she +could not. But I waited." + +He paused and searched for Mary's eyes. + +"And you married her?" she asked in even tones. + +"I have never allowed her to know that I love her." + +"Why?" + +"She was married." + +Mary threw him a startled look and he went on +evenly: + +"I could have used my power over mind and body to +separate her from her husband. I confess that I was +tempted. But there was a child. Their union had been +sealed with the strongest tie that can bind two human +beings. I have never allowed her to realize that she +might love me. Had I chosen to break the silence +between us I could have revealed this to her, taken her +and torn her from the man to whom she had borne a babe. +I had no right to commit that crime, no matter how deep +the love that cried for its own. Marriage is +based on the period of infancy of the child which spans +the maternal life of woman. God had joined these two +people together and no man had the right to put them +asunder!" + +"And you gave her up?" + +"I had to, little mother. On the recognition of +this eternal law the whole structure of our +civilization rests." + +Mary bent her gaze steadily on his face for a +moment in silence. + +"And you are telling me that I should be reconciled +to the man who choked me into insensibility?" + +"I am telling you that he is the father of your +son--that he has rights which you cannot deny; that +when you gave yourself to him in the first impulse of +love a deed was done which Almighty God can never undo. +Your tragic blunder was the rush into marriage with a +man about whose character you knew so little. It's the +timid, shrinking, home-loving girl that makes this +mistake. You must face it now. You are responsible as +deeply and truly as the man who married you. That he +happened at that moment to be a brute and a criminal is +no more his fault than yours. It was YOUR business +to KNOW before you made him the father of your +child." + +"I tried to appeal to his better nature that awful +night," Mary interrupted, "but he only laughed at me!" + +"You owe him another trial, little mother--you owe +it to his boy, too." + +Mary shook her head bitterly. + +"I can't--I just can't!" + +"You won't see him once?" + +She sprang to her feet trembling. + +"No--no!" + +"I don't think it's fair." + +"I'm afraid of him! You can't understand his power +over my will." + +"Come, come, this is sheer cowardice--give the +devil his dues. Face him and fight it out. Tell him +you're done forever with him and his life, if you +will--but don't hedge and trim and run away like this. +I'm ashamed of you." + +"I won't see him--I've made up my mind." + +The Doctor threw up both hands. + +"All right. If you won't, you won't. We'll let it +go at that." + +He paused and changed his tones to friendly +personal interest. + +"And you're determined to leave me and take my kid +away tomorrow?" + +"We must go. I've no money to pay my board. I +can't impose on you----" + +"It's going to be awfully lonely." + +He looked at her with a strange, deep gaze, lifted +his stooping shoulders with sudden resolution and +changed his manner to light banter. + +"I suppose I couldn't persuade you to give me that +boy?" + +She smiled tenderly. + +"You know his father did leave his mark on him +after all! The eyes are all his. Of course, I will +admit that those drooping lids have often been the mark +of genius--perhaps a genius for evil in this case. If +you don't want to take the risk--now's your chance. I +will----" + +Mary shook her head in reproachful protest. + +"Don't tease me, dear doctor man. I've just this +one day more with you. I'm counting each precious +hour." + +"Forgive me!" he cried gayly. "I won't tease you +any more. Come, we'll run over now and see our +neighbor's new bungalow before you go. You admire this +one and threaten to duplicate it. He has built a +better one." + +"I don't believe it." + +"You'll go?" + +"If you wish it----" + +"Good. We'll take the boy, too. He can drive his +new wagon the whole way. It's only half a mile. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +THE NEW MAN + +The door of the bungalow stood wide open. Mary paused +in rapture over the rich beds of wood violets that +carpeted the spaces between the drive and the log +walls. + +"Aren't they beautiful!" she cried. "A perfect +carpet of dazzling green and purple!" + +"Come right in," the Doctor urged from the steps. +"My neighbor's a patient of mine. He hasn't moved in +yet but he told me always to make myself at home." + +Mary lifted the boy from his wagon, tied the goat +and led the child into the house. The Doctor showed +her through without comment. None was needed. The +woman's keen eye saw at a glance the perfection of care +with which the master builder had wrought the slightest +detail of every room. The floors were immaculate +native hard-wood--its grain brought out through shining +mirrors of clean varnish. There was not one shoddy +piece of work from the kitchen sink to the big +open fireplace in the spacious hall and living-room. + +"It's exquisite!" she exclaimed at last. "It seems +all hand-made--doesn't it?" + +"It is, too. The owner literally built it with his +own hands--a work of love." + +"For himself?" Mary asked with a smile. + +"For the woman he loves, of course! My neighbor's +a sort of crank and insisted on expressing himself in +this way. Come, I want you to see two rooms upstairs." + +He led her into the room Jim had built for his +wife. + +"Observe this furniture, if you please." + +"Don't tell me that he built that too?" she +laughed. + +"That's exactly what I'm going to tell you." + +"Impossible!" she protested. "Why, the line and +finish would do credit to the finest artisan in +America." + +"So I say. Look at the perfect polish of that +table! It's like the finish of a rosewood piano." He +touched the smooth surface. + +"Of course you're joking?" Mary answered. "No +amateur could have done such work." + +"So I'd have said if I had not seen him do +it." + +"What on earth possessed him to undertake such a +task?" + +"The love of a beautiful woman--what else?" + +"He learned a trade--just to furnish this room with +his own hand?" + +"Yes." + +"His love must be the real thing," she mused. + +"That's what I've said. Look at this iron work, +too--the stately andirons in that big fireplace, the +shovel, the tongs, and the massive strop-hinges on the +doors." + +"He did that, too?" she asked in amazement. + +"Every piece of iron on the place he beat out with +his own hand at his forge." + +"And all for the love of a woman? The age of +romance hasn't passed after all, has it?" + +"No." + +Mary paused before the window looking south. + +"What a glorious view!" she cried. "It's even +grander than yours, Doctor." + +"Yes. I claim some of the credit, though, for +that. I helped him lay out the grounds." + +"Who is this remarkable man?" she asked at last. + +"A friend of mine. I'll introduce him directly. +He should be here at any moment now." + +"We're intruding," Mary whispered. "We must +go. I mustn't look any more. I'll be coveting my +neighbor's house." + +The doctor turned to the window and signaled to +someone on the lawn, as Mary hurried down the stairs. + +She fairly ran into Jim, who was being pulled into +the house by the boy. + +"'Ook, Mamma! 'Ook! I found a Daddy! He says he +be my Daddy if you let him. Please let him. I want a +Daddy, an' I like him. Please!" + +Jim blushed and trembled and lifted his eyes +appealingly, while Mary stood white and still watching +him in a sort of helpless terror. + +The child moved on to his wagon. + +"Say, little girl," Jim began in low tones, "it's +been a thousand years since I saw you. Don't drive me +away--just give me one chance for God's sake and this +baby's that He sent us! I've gone straight. I've sent +back every dishonest dollar. I'm earning a clean +living down here and a good one. I've practiced for +two years cutting out the slang, too." + +He paused for breath and she turned her head away. + +"Just listen a minute! I know I was a beast that +night. I'm not the same now. I've been through the +fires of hell and I've come out a cleaner man. +Let me show you how much I love you! Life's too +short, but just give me a chance. If I could undo that +awful hour when I hurt you so, I'd crawl 'round the +world on my hands and knees--and I'll show you that I +mean it! I built this house for you and the baby." + +Mary turned suddenly with wide dilated eyes. + +"You--YOU built this house?" she gasped. + +"I've worked on it every hour, day and night, the +past two years when I wasn't earning a living in the +mine. I made every stick of that furniture in the +rooms up there--for you and my boy. The house is +yours--whether you let me stay or not." + +"I--I can't take it, Jim," she faltered. + +"You've got to, girlie. You can't throw a gift +like this back in a fellow's face--it cost too much! +Your money's all gone. You've got to bring up that +kid. He's mine, too. I'm man enough to support my +wife and baby and I'm going to do it. I don't care +what you say. You've got to let me. I'm going to work +for you, live for you and die for you--whether you stay +with me or not. I've got the right to do that, you know." + +She lifted her head and faced him squarely for the +first time, amazed at the new dignity and strength of +his quiet bearing. + +"You HAVE changed, Jim----" + +Her eyes sought the depths of his soul in a +moment's silence, and she slowly extended her hand: + +"We'll try again!" + +He bent and kissed the tips of her fingers reverently. + +They stood for a moment hand in hand and looked +over the sunlit valley of the Swannanoa shimmering in +peace and beauty between its sheltering walls of blue +mountains. The bees were humming spring music among +the flowers at their feet and the faint odor of fruit +trees in blossom came from the orchard Jim had planted +two years before. + +"I'll show you, little girl--I'll show you!" he whispered tensely. + + + + + +The Project Gutenberg Etext The Foolish Virgin, by Thomas Dixon + diff --git a/old/fvrgn10.zip b/old/fvrgn10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..5b2443f --- /dev/null +++ b/old/fvrgn10.zip |
