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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of I Say No, by Wilkie Collins
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-Title: I Say No
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-Author: Wilkie Collins
-
-Release Date: February, 1999 [EBook #1629]
-Last Updated: August 14, 2016
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK I SAY NO ***
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-Produced by James Rusk
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-"I SAY NO"
-
-By Wilkie Collins
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE FIRST--AT SCHOOL.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I. THE SMUGGLED SUPPER.
-
-Outside the bedroom the night was black and still.
-
-The small rain fell too softly to be heard in the garden; not a leaf
-stirred in the airless calm; the watch-dog was asleep, the cats were
-indoors; far or near, under the murky heaven, not a sound was stirring.
-
-Inside the bedroom the night was black and still.
-
-Miss Ladd knew her business as a schoolmistress too well to allow
-night-lights; and Miss Ladd's young ladies were supposed to be fast
-asleep, in accordance with the rules of the house. Only at intervals the
-silence was faintly disturbed, when the restless turning of one of
-the girls in her bed betrayed itself by a gentle rustling between the
-sheets. In the long intervals of stillness, not even the softly audible
-breathing of young creatures asleep was to be heard.
-
-The first sound that told of life and movement revealed the mechanical
-movement of the clock. Speaking from the lower regions, the tongue of
-Father Time told the hour before midnight.
-
-A soft voice rose wearily near the door of the room. It counted the
-strokes of the clock--and reminded one of the girls of the lapse of
-time.
-
-"Emily! eleven o'clock."
-
-There was no reply. After an interval the weary voice tried again, in
-louder tones:
-
-"Emily!"
-
-A girl, whose bed was at the inner end of the room, sighed under
-the heavy heat of the night--and said, in peremptory tones, "Is that
-Cecilia?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What do you want?"
-
-"I'm getting hungry, Emily. Is the new girl asleep?"
-
-The new girl answered promptly and spitefully, "No, she isn't."
-
-Having a private object of their own in view, the five wise virgins of
-Miss Ladd's first class had waited an hour, in wakeful anticipation
-of the falling asleep of the stranger--and it had ended in this way!
-A ripple of laughter ran round the room. The new girl, mortified and
-offended, entered her protest in plain words.
-
-"You are treating me shamefully! You all distrust me, because I am a
-stranger."
-
-"Say we don't understand you," Emily answered, speaking for her
-schoolfellows; "and you will be nearer the truth."
-
-"Who expected you to understand me, when I only came here to-day? I have
-told you already my name is Francine de Sor. If want to know more, I'm
-nineteen years old, and I come from the West Indies."
-
-Emily still took the lead. "Why do you come _here?_" she asked. "Who
-ever heard of a girl joining a new school just before the holidays? You
-are nineteen years old, are you? I'm a year younger than you--and I have
-finished my education. The next big girl in the room is a year younger
-than me--and she has finished her education. What can you possibly have
-left to learn at your age?"
-
-"Everything!" cried the stranger from the West Indies, with an outburst
-of tears. "I'm a poor ignorant creature. Your education ought to have
-taught you to pity me instead of making fun of me. I hate you all. For
-shame, for shame!"
-
-Some of the girls laughed. One of them--the hungry girl who had counted
-the strokes of the clock--took Francine's part.
-
-"Never mind their laughing, Miss de Sor. You are quite right, you have
-good reason to complain of us."
-
-Miss de Sor dried her eyes. "Thank you--whoever you are," she answered
-briskly.
-
-"My name is Cecilia Wyvil," the other proceeded. "It was not, perhaps,
-quite nice of you to say you hated us all. At the same time we have
-forgotten our good breeding--and the least we can do is to beg your
-pardon."
-
-This expression of generous sentiment appeared to have an irritating
-effect on the peremptory young person who took the lead in the room.
-Perhaps she disapproved of free trade in generous sentiment.
-
-"I can tell you one thing, Cecilia," she said; "you shan't beat ME in
-generosity. Strike a light, one of you, and lay the blame on me if Miss
-Ladd finds us out. I mean to shake hands with the new girl--and how can
-I do it in the dark? Miss de Sor, my name's Brown, and I'm queen of the
-bedroom. I--not Cecilia--offer our apologies if we have offended you.
-Cecilia is my dearest friend, but I don't allow her to take the lead in
-the room. Oh, what a lovely nightgown!"
-
-The sudden flow of candle-light had revealed Francine, sitting up in her
-bed, and displaying such treasures of real lace over her bosom that
-the queen lost all sense of royal dignity in irrepressible admiration.
-"Seven and sixpence," Emily remarked, looking at her own night-gown and
-despising it. One after another, the girls yielded to the attraction of
-the wonderful lace. Slim and plump, fair and dark, they circled round
-the new pupil in their flowing white robes, and arrived by common
-consent at one and the same conclusion: "How rich her father must be!"
-
-Favored by fortune in the matter of money, was this enviable person
-possessed of beauty as well?
-
-In the disposition of the beds, Miss de Sor was placed between Cecilia
-on the right hand, and Emily on the left. If, by some fantastic turn of
-events, a man--say in the interests of propriety, a married doctor, with
-Miss Ladd to look after him--had been permitted to enter the room, and
-had been asked what he thought of the girls when he came out, he would
-not even have mentioned Francine. Blind to the beauties of the expensive
-night-gown, he would have noticed her long upper lip, her obstinate
-chin, her sallow complexion, her eyes placed too close together--and
-would have turned his attention to her nearest neighbors. On one side
-his languid interest would have been instantly roused by Cecilia's
-glowing auburn hair, her exquisitely pure skin, and her tender blue
-eyes. On the other, he would have discovered a bright little creature,
-who would have fascinated and perplexed him at one and the same time. If
-he had been questioned about her by a stranger, he would have been at
-a loss to say positively whether she was dark or light: he would have
-remembered how her eyes had held him, but he would not have known of
-what color they were. And yet, she would have remained a vivid picture
-in his memory when other impressions, derived at the same time, had
-vanished. "There was one little witch among them, who was worth all the
-rest put together; and I can't tell you why. They called her Emily. If
-I wasn't a married man--" There he would have thought of his wife, and
-would have sighed and said no more.
-
-While the girls were still admiring Francine, the clock struck the
-half-hour past eleven.
-
-Cecilia stole on tiptoe to the door--looked out, and listened--closed
-the door again--and addressed the meeting with the irresistible charm of
-her sweet voice and her persuasive smile.
-
-"Are none of you hungry yet?" she inquired. "The teachers are safe in
-their rooms; we have set ourselves right with Francine. Why keep the
-supper waiting under Emily's bed?"
-
-Such reasoning as this, with such personal attractions to recommend
-it, admitted of but one reply. The queen waved her hand graciously, and
-said, "Pull it out."
-
-Is a lovely girl--whose face possesses the crowning charm of expression,
-whose slightest movement reveals the supple symmetry of her figure--less
-lovely because she is blessed with a good appetite, and is not ashamed
-to acknowledge it? With a grace all her own, Cecilia dived under
-the bed, and produced a basket of jam tarts, a basket of fruit and
-sweetmeats, a basket of sparkling lemonade, and a superb cake--all
-paid for by general subscriptions, and smuggled into the room by kind
-connivance of the servants. On this occasion, the feast was especially
-plentiful and expensive, in commemoration not only of the arrival of the
-Midsummer holidays, but of the coming freedom of Miss Ladd's two leading
-young ladies. With widely different destinies before them, Emily and
-Cecilia had completed their school life, and were now to go out into the
-world.
-
-The contrast in the characters of the two girls showed itself, even in
-such a trifle as the preparations for supper.
-
-Gentle Cecilia, sitting on the floor surrounded by good things, left it
-to the ingenuity of others to decide whether the baskets should be all
-emptied at once, or handed round from bed to bed, one at a time. In the
-meanwhile, her lovely blue eyes rested tenderly on the tarts.
-
-Emily's commanding spirit seized on the reins of government, and
-employed each of her schoolfellows in the occupation which she was
-fittest to undertake. "Miss de Sor, let me look at your hand. Ah! I
-thought so. You have got the thickest wrist among us; you shall draw
-the corks. If you let the lemonade pop, not a drop of it goes down your
-throat. Effie, Annis, Priscilla, you are three notoriously lazy girls;
-it's doing you a true kindness to set you to work. Effie, clear the
-toilet-table for supper; away with the combs, the brushes, and the
-looking-glass. Annis, tear the leaves out of your book of exercises, and
-set them out for plates. No! I'll unpack; nobody touches the baskets but
-me. Priscilla, you have the prettiest ears in the room. You shall act as
-sentinel, my dear, and listen at the door. Cecilia, when you have done
-devouring those tarts with your eyes, take that pair of scissors (Miss
-de Sor, allow me to apologize for the mean manner in which this school
-is carried on; the knives and forks are counted and locked up every
-night)--I say take that pair of scissors, Cecilia, and carve the cake,
-and don't keep the largest bit for yourself. Are we all ready? Very
-well. Now take example by me. Talk as much as you like, so long as you
-don't talk too loud. There is one other thing before we begin. The men
-always propose toasts on these occasions; let's be like the men. Can any
-of you make a speech? Ah, it falls on me as usual. I propose the first
-toast. Down with all schools and teachers--especially the new teacher,
-who came this half year. Oh, mercy, how it stings!" The fixed gas in the
-lemonade took the orator, at that moment, by the throat, and effectually
-checked the flow of her eloquence. It made no difference to the girls.
-Excepting the ease of feeble stomachs, who cares for eloquence in
-the presence of a supper-table? There were no feeble stomachs in that
-bedroom. With what inexhaustible energy Miss Ladd's young ladies ate
-and drank! How merrily they enjoyed the delightful privilege of talking
-nonsense! And--alas! alas!--how vainly they tried, in after life, to
-renew the once unalloyed enjoyment of tarts and lemonade!
-
-In the unintelligible scheme of creation, there appears to be no
-human happiness--not even the happiness of schoolgirls--which is ever
-complete. Just as it was drawing to a close, the enjoyment of the feast
-was interrupted by an alarm from the sentinel at the door.
-
-"Put out the candle!" Priscilla whispered "Somebody on the stairs."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II. BIOGRAPHY IN THE BEDROOM.
-
-The candle was instantly extinguished. In discreet silence the girls
-stole back to their beds, and listened.
-
-As an aid to the vigilance of the sentinel, the door had been left ajar.
-Through the narrow opening, a creaking of the broad wooden stairs of
-the old house became audible. In another moment there was silence. An
-interval passed, and the creaking was heard again. This time, the
-sound was distant and diminishing. On a sudden it stopped. The midnight
-silence was disturbed no more.
-
-What did this mean?
-
-Had one among the many persons in authority under Miss Ladd's roof heard
-the girls talking, and ascended the stairs to surprise them in the act
-of violating one of the rules of the house? So far, such a proceeding
-was by no means uncommon. But was it within the limits of probability
-that a teacher should alter her opinion of her own duty half-way up the
-stairs, and deliberately go back to her own room again? The bare idea
-of such a thing was absurd on the face of it. What more rational
-explanation could ingenuity discover on the spur of the moment?
-
-Francine was the first to offer a suggestion. She shook and shivered in
-her bed, and said, "For heaven's sake, light the candle again! It's a
-Ghost."
-
-"Clear away the supper, you fools, before the ghost can report us to
-Miss Ladd."
-
-With this excellent advice Emily checked the rising panic. The door was
-closed, the candle was lit; all traces of the supper disappeared. For
-five minutes more they listened again. No sound came from the stairs; no
-teacher, or ghost of a teacher, appeared at the door.
-
-Having eaten her supper, Cecilia's immediate anxieties were at an end;
-she was at leisure to exert her intelligence for the benefit of her
-schoolfellows. In her gentle ingratiating way, she offered a composing
-suggestion. "When we heard the creaking, I don't believe there was
-anybody on the stairs. In these old houses there are always strange
-noises at night--and they say the stairs here were made more than two
-hundred years since."
-
-The girls looked at each other with a sense of relief--but they waited
-to hear the opinion of the queen. Emily, as usual, justified the
-confidence placed in her. She discovered an ingenious method of putting
-Cecilia's suggestion to the test.
-
-"Let's go on talking," she said. "If Cecilia is right, the teachers are
-all asleep, and we have nothing to fear from them. If she's wrong, we
-shall sooner or later see one of them at the door. Don't be alarmed,
-Miss de Sor. Catching us talking at night, in this school, only means
-a reprimand. Catching us with a light, ends in punishment. Blow out the
-candle."
-
-Francine's belief in the ghost was too sincerely superstitious to be
-shaken: she started up in bed. "Oh, don't leave me in the dark! I'll
-take the punishment, if we are found out."
-
-"On your sacred word of honor?" Emily stipulated.
-
-"Yes--yes."
-
-The queen's sense of humor was tickled.
-
-"There's something funny," she remarked, addressing her subjects, "in
-a big girl like this coming to a new school and beginning with a
-punishment. May I ask if you are a foreigner, Miss de Sor?"
-
-"My papa is a Spanish gentleman," Francine answered, with dignity.
-
-"And your mamma?"
-
-"My mamma is English."
-
-"And you have always lived in the West Indies?"
-
-"I have always lived in the Island of St. Domingo."
-
-Emily checked off on her fingers the different points thus far
-discovered in the character of Mr. de Sor's daughter. "She's ignorant,
-and superstitious, and foreign, and rich. My dear (forgive the
-familiarity), you are an interesting girl--and we must really know more
-of you. Entertain the bedroom. What have you been about all your life?
-And what in the name of wonder, brings you here? Before you begin I
-insist on one condition, in the name of all the young ladies in the
-room. No useful information about the West Indies!"
-
-Francine disappointed her audience.
-
-She was ready enough to make herself an object of interest to her
-companions; but she was not possessed of the capacity to arrange
-events in their proper order, necessary to the recital of the simplest
-narrative. Emily was obliged to help her, by means of questions. In
-one respect, the result justified the trouble taken to obtain it. A
-sufficient reason was discovered for the extraordinary appearance of a
-new pupil, on the day before the school closed for the holidays.
-
-Mr. de Sor's elder brother had left him an estate in St. Domingo, and a
-fortune in money as well; on the one easy condition that he continued
-to reside in the island. The question of expense being now beneath the
-notice of the family, Francine had been sent to England, especially
-recommended to Miss Ladd as a young lady with grand prospects, sorely
-in need of a fashionable education. The voyage had been so timed, by
-the advice of the schoolmistress, as to make the holidays a means of
-obtaining this object privately. Francine was to be taken to Brighton,
-where excellent masters could be obtained to assist Miss Ladd. With six
-weeks before her, she might in some degree make up for lost time; and,
-when the school opened again, she would avoid the mortification of being
-put down in the lowest class, along with the children.
-
-The examination of Miss de Sor having produced these results was
-pursued no further. Her character now appeared in a new, and not very
-attractive, light. She audaciously took to herself the whole credit of
-telling her story:
-
-"I think it's my turn now," she said, "to be interested and amused. May
-I ask you to begin, Miss Emily? All I know of you at present is, that
-your family name is Brown."
-
-Emily held up her hand for silence.
-
-Was the mysterious creaking on the stairs making itself heard once more?
-No. The sound that had caught Emily's quick ear came from the beds, on
-the opposite side of the room, occupied by the three lazy girls. With
-no new alarm to disturb them, Effie, Annis, and Priscilla had yielded
-to the composing influences of a good supper and a warm night. They were
-fast asleep--and the stoutest of the three (softly, as became a young
-lady) was snoring!
-
-The unblemished reputation of the bedroom was dear to Emily, in her
-capacity of queen. She felt herself humiliated in the presence of the
-new pupil.
-
-"If that fat girl ever gets a lover," she said indignantly, "I shall
-consider it my duty to warn the poor man before he marries her.
-Her ridiculous name is Euphemia. I have christened her (far more
-appropriately) Boiled Veal. No color in her hair, no color in her
-eyes, no color in her complexion. In short, no flavor in Euphemia. You
-naturally object to snoring. Pardon me if I turn my back on you--I am
-going to throw my slipper at her."
-
-The soft voice of Cecilia--suspiciously drowsy in tone--interposed in
-the interests of mercy.
-
-"She can't help it, poor thing; and she really isn't loud enough to
-disturb us."
-
-"She won't disturb _you_, at any rate! Rouse yourself, Cecilia. We are
-wide awake on this side of the room--and Francine says it's our turn to
-amuse her."
-
-A low murmur, dying away gently in a sigh, was the only answer. Sweet
-Cecilia had yielded to the somnolent influences of the supper and the
-night. The soft infection of repose seemed to be in some danger of
-communicating itself to Francine. Her large mouth opened luxuriously in
-a long-continued yawn.
-
-"Good-night!" said Emily.
-
-Miss de Sor became wide awake in an instant.
-
-"No," she said positively; "you are quite mistaken if you think I am
-going to sleep. Please exert yourself, Miss Emily--I am waiting to be
-interested."
-
-Emily appeared to be unwilling to exert herself. She preferred talking
-of the weather.
-
-"Isn't the wind rising?" she said.
-
-There could be no doubt of it. The leaves in the garden were beginning
-to rustle, and the pattering of the rain sounded on the windows.
-
-Francine (as her straight chin proclaimed to all students of
-physiognomy) was an obstinate girl. Determined to carry her point she
-tried Emily's own system on Emily herself--she put questions.
-
-"Have you been long at this school?"
-
-"More than three years."
-
-"Have you got any brothers and sisters?"
-
-"I am the only child."
-
-"Are your father and mother alive?"
-
-Emily suddenly raised herself in bed.
-
-"Wait a minute," she said; "I think I hear it again."
-
-"The creaking on the stairs?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Either she was mistaken, or the change for the worse in the weather
-made it not easy to hear slight noises in the house. The wind was still
-rising. The passage of it through the great trees in the garden began
-to sound like the fall of waves on a distant beach. It drove the rain--a
-heavy downpour by this time--rattling against the windows.
-
-"Almost a storm, isn't it?" Emily said
-
-Francine's last question had not been answered yet. She took the
-earliest opportunity of repeating it:
-
-"Never mind the weather," she said. "Tell me about your father and
-mother. Are they both alive?"
-
-Emily's reply only related to one of her parents.
-
-"My mother died before I was old enough to feel my loss."
-
-"And your father?"
-
-Emily referred to another relative--her father's sister. "Since I have
-grown up," she proceeded, "my good aunt has been a second mother to me.
-My story is, in one respect, the reverse of yours. You are unexpectedly
-rich; and I am unexpectedly poor. My aunt's fortune was to have been
-my fortune, if I outlived her. She has been ruined by the failure of
-a bank. In her old age, she must live on an income of two hundred a
-year--and I must get my own living when I leave school."
-
-"Surely your father can help you?" Francine persisted.
-
-"His property is landed property." Her voice faltered, as she referred
-to him, even in that indirect manner. "It is entailed; his nearest male
-relative inherits it."
-
-The delicacy which is easily discouraged was not one of the weaknesses
-in the nature of Francine.
-
-"Do I understand that your father is dead?" she asked.
-
-Our thick-skinned fellow-creatures have the rest of us at their mercy:
-only give them time, and they carry their point in the end. In sad
-subdued tones--telling of deeply-rooted reserves of feeling, seldom
-revealed to strangers--Emily yielded at last.
-
-"Yes," she said, "my father is dead."
-
-"Long ago?"
-
-"Some people might think it long ago. I was very fond of my father. It's
-nearly four years since he died, and my heart still aches when I think
-of him. I'm not easily depressed by troubles, Miss de Sor. But his death
-was sudden--he was in his grave when I first heard of it--and--Oh, he
-was so good to me; he was so good to me!"
-
-The gay high-spirited little creature who took the lead among them
-all--who was the life and soul of the school--hid her face in her hands,
-and burst out crying.
-
-Startled and--to do her justice--ashamed, Francine attempted to make
-excuses. Emily's generous nature passed over the cruel persistency
-that had tortured her. "No no; I have nothing to forgive. It isn't your
-fault. Other girls have not mothers and brothers and sisters--and get
-reconciled to such a loss as mine. Don't make excuses."
-
-"Yes, but I want you to know that I feel for you," Francine insisted,
-without the slightest approach to sympathy in face, voice, or manner.
-"When my uncle died, and left us all the money, papa was much shocked.
-He trusted to time to help him."
-
-"Time has been long about it with me, Francine. I am afraid there is
-something perverse in my nature; the hope of meeting again in a better
-world seems so faint and so far away. No more of it now! Let us talk of
-that good creature who is asleep on the other side of you. Did I tell
-you that I must earn my own bread when I leave school? Well, Cecilia
-has written home and found an employment for me. Not a situation as
-governess--something quite out of the common way. You shall hear all
-about it."
-
-In the brief interval that had passed, the weather had begun to change
-again. The wind was as high as ever; but to judge by the lessening
-patter on the windows the rain was passing away.
-
-Emily began.
-
-She was too grateful to her friend and school-fellow, and too deeply
-interested in her story, to notice the air of indifference with which
-Francine settled herself on her pillow to hear the praises of Cecilia.
-The most beautiful girl in the school was not an object of interest to a
-young lady with an obstinate chin and unfortunately-placed eyes.
-Pouring warm from the speaker's heart the story ran smoothly on, to the
-monotonous accompaniment of the moaning wind. By fine degrees Francine's
-eyes closed, opened and closed again. Toward the latter part of the
-narrative Emily's memory became, for the moment only, confused between
-two events. She stopped to consider--noticed Francine's silence, in an
-interval when she might have said a word of encouragement--and looked
-closer at her. Miss de Sor was asleep.
-
-"She might have told me she was tired," Emily said to herself quietly.
-"Well! the best thing I can do is to put out the light and follow her
-example."
-
-As she took up the extinguisher, the bedroom door was suddenly opened
-from the outer side. A tall woman, robed in a black dressing-gown, stood
-on the threshold, looking at Emily.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III. THE LATE MR. BROWN.
-
-The woman's lean, long-fingered hand pointed to the candle.
-
-"Don't put it out." Saying those words, she looked round the room, and
-satisfied herself that the other girls were asleep.
-
-Emily laid down the extinguisher. "You mean to report us, of course,"
-she said. "I am the only one awake, Miss Jethro; lay the blame on me."
-
-"I have no intention of reporting you. But I have something to say."
-
-She paused, and pushed her thick black hair (already streaked with gray)
-back from her temples. Her eyes, large and dark and dim, rested on
-Emily with a sorrowful interest. "When your young friends wake to-morrow
-morning," she went on, "you can tell them that the new teacher, whom
-nobody likes, has left the school."
-
-For once, even quick-witted Emily was bewildered. "Going away," she
-said, "when you have only been here since Easter!"
-
-Miss Jethro advanced, not noticing Emily's expression of surprise. "I am
-not very strong at the best of times," she continued, "may I sit down
-on your bed?" Remarkable on other occasions for her cold composure, her
-voice trembled as she made that request--a strange request surely, when
-there were chairs at her disposal.
-
-Emily made room for her with the dazed look of a girl in a dream. "I
-beg your pardon, Miss Jethro, one of the things I can't endure is being
-puzzled. If you don't mean to report us, why did you come in and catch
-me with the light?"
-
-Miss Jethro's explanation was far from relieving the perplexity which
-her conduct had caused.
-
-"I have been mean enough," she answered, "to listen at the door, and I
-heard you talking of your father. I want to hear more about him. That is
-why I came in."
-
-"You knew my father!" Emily exclaimed.
-
-"I believe I knew him. But his name is so common--there are so many
-thousands of 'James Browns' in England--that I am in fear of making a
-mistake. I heard you say that he died nearly four years since. Can you
-mention any particulars which might help to enlighten me? If you think I
-am taking a liberty--"
-
-Emily stopped her. "I would help you if I could," she said. "But I was
-in poor health at the time; and I was staying with friends far away in
-Scotland, to try change of air. The news of my father's death brought on
-a relapse. Weeks passed before I was strong enough to travel--weeks and
-weeks before I saw his grave! I can only tell you what I know from my
-aunt. He died of heart-complaint."
-
-Miss Jethro started.
-
-Emily looked at her for the first time, with eyes that betrayed a
-feeling of distrust. "What have I said to startle you?" she asked.
-
-"Nothing! I am nervous in stormy weather--don't notice me." She went on
-abruptly with her inquiries. "Will you tell me the date of your father's
-death?"
-
-"The date was the thirtieth of September, nearly four years since."
-
-She waited, after that reply.
-
-Miss Jethro was silent.
-
-"And this," Emily continued, "is the thirtieth of June, eighteen hundred
-and eighty-one. You can now judge for yourself. Did you know my father?"
-
-Miss Jethro answered mechanically, using the same words.
-
-"I did know your father."
-
-Emily's feeling of distrust was not set at rest. "I never heard him
-speak of you," she said.
-
-In her younger days the teacher must have been a handsome woman.
-Her grandly-formed features still suggested the idea of imperial
-beauty--perhaps Jewish in its origin. When Emily said, "I never heard
-him speak of you," the color flew into her pallid cheeks: her dim eyes
-became alive again with a momentary light. She left her seat on the bed,
-and, turning away, mastered the emotion that shook her.
-
-"How hot the night is!" she said: and sighed, and resumed the subject
-with a steady countenance. "I am not surprised that your father never
-mentioned me--to _you_." She spoke quietly, but her face was paler than
-ever. She sat down again on the bed. "Is there anything I can do for
-you," she asked, "before I go away? Oh, I only mean some trifling
-service that would lay you under no obligation, and would not oblige you
-to keep up your acquaintance with me."
-
-Her eyes--the dim black eyes that must once have been irresistibly
-beautiful--looked at Emily so sadly that the generous girl reproached
-herself for having doubted her father's friend. "Are you thinking of
-_him_," she said gently, "when you ask if you can be of service to me?"
-
-Miss Jethro made no direct reply. "You were fond of your father?" she
-added, in a whisper. "You told your schoolfellow that your heart still
-aches when you speak of him."
-
-"I only told her the truth," Emily answered simply.
-
-Miss Jethro shuddered--on that hot night!--shuddered as if a chill had
-struck her.
-
-Emily held out her hand; the kind feeling that had been roused in
-her glittered prettily in her eyes. "I am afraid I have not done you
-justice," she said. "Will you forgive me and shake hands?"
-
-Miss Jethro rose, and drew back. "Look at the light!" she exclaimed.
-
-The candle was all burned out. Emily still offered her hand--and still
-Miss Jethro refused to see it.
-
-"There is just light enough left," she said, "to show me my way to the
-door. Good-night--and good-by."
-
-Emily caught at her dress, and stopped her. "Why won't you shake hands
-with me?" she asked.
-
-The wick of the candle fell over in the socket, and left them in the
-dark. Emily resolutely held the teacher's dress. With or without light,
-she was still bent on making Miss Jethro explain herself.
-
-They had throughout spoken in guarded tones, fearing to disturb the
-sleeping girls. The sudden darkness had its inevitable effect. Their
-voices sank to whispers now. "My father's friend," Emily pleaded, "is
-surely my friend?"
-
-"Drop the subject."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"You can never be _my_ friend."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Let me go!"
-
-Emily's sense of self-respect forbade her to persist any longer. "I beg
-your pardon for having kept you here against your will," she said--and
-dropped her hold on the dress.
-
-Miss Jethro instantly yielded on her side. "I am sorry to have been
-obstinate," she answered. "If you do despise me, it is after all no more
-than I have deserved." Her hot breath beat on Emily's face: the unhappy
-woman must have bent over the bed as she made her confession. "I am not
-a fit person for you to associate with."
-
-"I don't believe it!"
-
-Miss Jethro sighed bitterly. "Young and warm hearted--I was once like
-you!" She controlled that outburst of despair. Her next words were
-spoken in steadier tones. "You _will_ have it--you _shall_ have it!"
-she said. "Some one (in this house or out of it; I don't know which)
-has betrayed me to the mistress of the school. A wretch in my situation
-suspects everybody, and worse still, does it without reason or excuse.
-I heard you girls talking when you ought to have been asleep. You all
-dislike me. How did I know it mightn't be one of you? Absurd, to a
-person with a well-balanced mind! I went halfway up the stairs, and felt
-ashamed of myself, and went back to my room. If I could only have got
-some rest! Ah, well, it was not to be done. My own vile suspicions kept
-me awake; I left my bed again. You know what I heard on the other side
-of that door, and why I was interested in hearing it. Your father never
-told me he had a daughter. 'Miss Brown,' at this school, was any 'Miss
-Brown,' to me. I had no idea of who you really were until to-night.
-I'm wandering. What does all this matter to you? Miss Ladd has been
-merciful; she lets me go without exposing me. You can guess what has
-happened. No? Not even yet? Is it innocence or kindness that makes
-you so slow to understand? My dear, I have obtained admission to
-this respectable house by means of false references, and I have been
-discovered. _Now_ you know why you must not be the friend of such a
-woman as I am! Once more, good-night--and good-by."
-
-Emily shrank from that miserable farewell.
-
-"Bid me good-night," she said, "but don't bid me good-by. Let me see you
-again."
-
-"Never!"
-
-The sound of the softly-closed door was just audible in the darkness.
-She had spoken--she had gone--never to be seen by Emily again.
-
-Miserable, interesting, unfathomable creature--the problem that night of
-Emily's waking thoughts: the phantom of her dreams. "Bad? or good?" she
-asked herself. "False; for she listened at the door. True; for she told
-me the tale of her own disgrace. A friend of my father; and she never
-knew that he had a daughter. Refined, accomplished, lady-like; and she
-stoops to use a false reference. Who is to reconcile such contradictions
-as these?"
-
-Dawn looked in at the window--dawn of the memorable day which was, for
-Emily, the beginning of a new life. The years were before her; and the
-years in their course reveal baffling mysteries of life and death.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV. MISS LADD'S DRAWING-MASTER.
-
-Francine was awakened the next morning by one of the housemaids,
-bringing up her breakfast on a tray. Astonished at this concession to
-laziness, in an institution devoted to the practice of all virtues, she
-looked round. The bedroom was deserted.
-
-"The other young ladies are as busy as bees, miss," the housemaid
-explained. "They were up and dressed two hours ago: and the breakfast
-has been cleared away long since. It's Miss Emily's fault. She wouldn't
-allow them to wake you; she said you could be of no possible use
-downstairs, and you had better be treated like a visitor. Miss Cecilia
-was so distressed at your missing your breakfast that she spoke to the
-housekeeper, and I was sent up to you. Please to excuse it if the tea's
-cold. This is Grand Day, and we are all topsy-turvy in consequence."
-
-Inquiring what "Grand Day" meant, and why it produced this extraordinary
-result in a ladies' school, Francine discovered that the first day of
-the vacation was devoted to the distribution of prizes, in the
-presence of parents, guardians and friends. An Entertainment was added,
-comprising those merciless tests of human endurance called Recitations;
-light refreshments and musical performances being distributed at
-intervals, to encourage the exhausted audience. The local newspaper sent
-a reporter to describe the proceedings, and some of Miss Ladd's young
-ladies enjoyed the intoxicating luxury of seeing their names in print.
-
-"It begins at three o'clock," the housemaid went on, "and, what with
-practicing and rehearsing, and ornamenting the schoolroom, there's a
-hubbub fit to make a person's head spin. Besides which," said the girl,
-lowering her voice, and approaching a little nearer to Francine, "we
-have all been taken by surprise. The first thing in the morning Miss
-Jethro left us, without saying good-by to anybody."
-
-"Who is Miss Jethro?"
-
-"The new teacher, miss. We none of us liked her, and we all suspect
-there's something wrong. Miss Ladd and the clergyman had a long talk
-together yesterday (in private, you know), and they sent for Miss
-Jethro--which looks bad, doesn't it? Is there anything more I can do for
-you, miss? It's a beautiful day after the rain. If I was you, I should
-go and enjoy myself in the garden."
-
-Having finished her breakfast, Francine decided on profiting by this
-sensible suggestion.
-
-The servant who showed her the way to the garden was not favorably
-impressed by the new pupil: Francine's temper asserted itself a little
-too plainly in her face. To a girl possessing a high opinion of her own
-importance it was not very agreeable to feel herself excluded, as
-an illiterate stranger, from the one absorbing interest of her
-schoolfellows. "Will the time ever come," she wondered bitterly, "when
-I shall win a prize, and sing and play before all the company? How I
-should enjoy making the girls envy me!"
-
-A broad lawn, overshadowed at one end by fine old trees--flower beds and
-shrubberies, and winding paths prettily and invitingly laid out--made
-the garden a welcome refuge on that fine summer morning. The novelty
-of the scene, after her experience in the West Indies, the delicious
-breezes cooled by the rain of the night, exerted their cheering
-influence even on the sullen disposition of Francine. She smiled, in
-spite of herself, as she followed the pleasant paths, and heard the
-birds singing their summer songs over her head.
-
-Wandering among the trees, which occupied a considerable extent of
-ground, she passed into an open space beyond, and discovered an old
-fish-pond, overgrown by aquatic plants. Driblets of water trickled from
-a dilapidated fountain in the middle. On the further side of the pond
-the ground sloped downward toward the south, and revealed, over a low
-paling, a pretty view of a village and its church, backed by fir woods
-mounting the heathy sides of a range of hills beyond. A fanciful little
-wooden building, imitating the form of a Swiss cottage, was placed so as
-to command the prospect. Near it, in the shadow of the building, stood a
-rustic chair and table--with a color-box on one, and a portfolio on the
-other. Fluttering over the grass, at the mercy of the capricious breeze,
-was a neglected sheet of drawing-paper. Francine ran round the pond, and
-picked up the paper just as it was on the point of being tilted into
-the water. It contained a sketch in water colors of the village and the
-woods, and Francine had looked at the view itself with indifference--the
-picture of the view interested her. Ordinary visitors to Galleries of
-Art, which admit students, show the same strange perversity. The work of
-the copyist commands their whole attention; they take no interest in the
-original picture.
-
-Looking up from the sketch, Francine was startled. She discovered a man,
-at the window of the Swiss summer-house, watching her.
-
-"When you have done with that drawing," he said quietly, "please let me
-have it back again."
-
-He was tall and thin and dark. His finely-shaped intelligent
-face--hidden, as to the lower part of it, by a curly black beard--would
-have been absolutely handsome, even in the eyes of a schoolgirl, but for
-the deep furrows that marked it prematurely between the eyebrows, and at
-the sides of the mouth. In the same way, an underlying mockery impaired
-the attraction of his otherwise refined and gentle manner. Among
-his fellow-creatures, children and dogs were the only critics who
-appreciated his merits without discovering the defects which lessened
-the favorable appreciation of him by men and women. He dressed neatly,
-but his morning coat was badly made, and his picturesque felt hat was
-too old. In short, there seemed to be no good quality about him which
-was not perversely associated with a drawback of some kind. He was one
-of those harmless and luckless men, possessed of excellent qualities,
-who fail nevertheless to achieve popularity in their social sphere.
-
-Francine handed his sketch to him, through the window; doubtful whether
-the words that he had addressed to her were spoken in jest or in
-earnest.
-
-"I only presumed to touch your drawing," she said, "because it was in
-danger."
-
-"What danger?" he inquired.
-
-Francine pointed to the pond. "If I had not been in time to pick it up,
-it would have been blown into the water."
-
-"Do you think it was worth picking up?"
-
-Putting that question, he looked first at the sketch--then at the view
-which it represented--then back again at the sketch. The corners of his
-mouth turned upward with a humorous expression of scorn. "Madam Nature,"
-he said, "I beg your pardon." With those words, he composedly tore his
-work of art into small pieces, and scattered them out of the window.
-
-"What a pity!" said Francine.
-
-He joined her on the ground outside the cottage. "Why is it a pity?" he
-asked.
-
-"Such a nice drawing."
-
-"It isn't a nice drawing."
-
-"You're not very polite, sir."
-
-He looked at her--and sighed as if he pitied so young a woman for having
-a temper so ready to take offense. In his flattest contradictions he
-always preserved the character of a politely-positive man.
-
-"Put it in plain words, miss," he replied. "I have offended the
-predominant sense in your nature--your sense of self-esteem. You don't
-like to be told, even indirectly, that you know nothing of Art. In these
-days, everybody knows everything--and thinks nothing worth knowing after
-all. But beware how you presume on an appearance of indifference, which
-is nothing but conceit in disguise. The ruling passion of civilized
-humanity is, Conceit. You may try the regard of your dearest friend
-in any other way, and be forgiven. Ruffle the smooth surface of your
-friend's self-esteem--and there will be an acknowledged coolness between
-you which will last for life. Excuse me for giving you the benefit of
-my trumpery experience. This sort of smart talk is _my_ form of conceit.
-Can I be of use to you in some better way? Are you looking for one of
-our young ladies?"
-
-Francine began to feel a certain reluctant interest in him when he spoke
-of "our young ladies." She asked if he belonged to the school.
-
-The corners of his mouth turned up again. "I'm one of the masters," he
-said. "Are _you_ going to belong to the school, too?"
-
-Francine bent her head, with a gravity and condescension intended
-to keep him at his proper distance. Far from being discouraged, he
-permitted his curiosity to take additional liberties. "Are you to have
-the misfortune of being one of my pupils?" he asked.
-
-"I don't know who you are."
-
-"You won't be much wiser when you do know. My name is Alban Morris."
-
-Francine corrected herself. "I mean, I don't know what you teach."
-
-Alban Morris pointed to the fragments of his sketch from Nature. "I am a
-bad artist," he said. "Some bad artists become Royal Academicians. Some
-take to drink. Some get a pension. And some--I am one of them--find
-refuge in schools. Drawing is an 'Extra' at this school. Will you take
-my advice? Spare your good father's pocket; say you don't want to learn
-to draw."
-
-He was so gravely in earnest that Francine burst out laughing. "You are
-a strange man," she said.
-
-"Wrong again, miss. I am only an unhappy man."
-
-The furrows in his face deepened, the latent humor died out of his eyes.
-He turned to the summer-house window, and took up a pipe and tobacco
-pouch, left on the ledge.
-
-"I lost my only friend last year," he said. "Since the death of my dog,
-my pipe is the one companion I have left. Naturally I am not allowed to
-enjoy the honest fellow's society in the presence of ladies. They have
-their own taste in perfumes. Their clothes and their letters reek with
-the foetid secretion of the musk deer. The clean vegetable smell of
-tobacco is unendurable to them. Allow me to retire--and let me thank you
-for the trouble you took to save my drawing."
-
-The tone of indifference in which he expressed his gratitude piqued
-Francine. She resented it by drawing her own conclusion from what he
-had said of the ladies and the musk deer. "I was wrong in admiring your
-drawing," she remarked; "and wrong again in thinking you a strange man.
-Am I wrong, for the third time, in believing that you dislike women?"
-
-"I am sorry to say you are right," Alban Morris answered gravely.
-
-"Is there not even one exception?"
-
-The instant the words passed her lips, she saw that there was some
-secretly sensitive feeling in him which she had hurt. His black brows
-gathered into a frown, his piercing eyes looked at her with angry
-surprise. It was over in a moment. He raised his shabby hat, and made
-her a bow.
-
-"There is a sore place still left in me," he said; "and you have
-innocently hit it. Good-morning."
-
-Before she could speak again, he had turned the corner of the
-summer-house, and was lost to view in a shrubbery on the westward side
-of the grounds.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V. DISCOVERIES IN THE GARDEN.
-
-Left by herself, Miss de Sor turned back again by way of the trees.
-
-So far, her interview with the drawing-master had helped to pass the
-time. Some girls might have found it no easy task to arrive at a
-true view of the character of Alban Morris. Francine's essentially
-superficial observation set him down as "a little mad," and left him
-there, judged and dismissed to her own entire satisfaction.
-
-Arriving at the lawn, she discovered Emily pacing backward and forward,
-with her head down and her hands behind her, deep in thought. Francine's
-high opinion of herself would have carried her past any of the other
-girls, unless they had made special advances to her. She stopped and
-looked at Emily.
-
-It is the sad fate of little women in general to grow too fat and to be
-born with short legs. Emily's slim finely-strung figure spoke for itself
-as to the first of these misfortunes, and asserted its happy freedom
-from the second, if she only walked across a room. Nature had built her,
-from head to foot, on a skeleton-scaffolding in perfect proportion. Tall
-or short matters little to the result, in women who possess the first
-and foremost advantage of beginning well in their bones. When they live
-to old age, they often astonish thoughtless men, who walk behind them in
-the street. "I give you my honor, she was as easy and upright as a
-young girl; and when you got in front of her and looked--white hair, and
-seventy years of age."
-
-Francine approached Emily, moved by a rare impulse in her nature--the
-impulse to be sociable. "You look out of spirits," she began. "Surely
-you don't regret leaving school?"
-
-In her present mood, Emily took the opportunity (in the popular phrase)
-of snubbing Francine. "You have guessed wrong; I do regret," she
-answered. "I have found in Cecilia my dearest friend at school. And
-school brought with it the change in my life which has helped me to bear
-the loss of my father. If you must know what I was thinking of just now,
-I was thinking of my aunt. She has not answered my last letter--and I'm
-beginning to be afraid she is ill."
-
-"I'm very sorry," said Francine.
-
-"Why? You don't know my aunt; and you have only known me since yesterday
-afternoon. Why are you sorry?"
-
-Francine remained silent. Without realizing it, she was beginning to
-feel the dominant influence that Emily exercised over the weaker natures
-that came in contact with her. To find herself irresistibly attracted
-by a stranger at a new school--an unfortunate little creature, whose
-destiny was to earn her own living--filled the narrow mind of Miss de
-Sor with perplexity. Having waited in vain for a reply, Emily turned
-away, and resumed the train of thought which her schoolfellow had
-interrupted.
-
-
-
-By an association of ideas, of which she was not herself aware, she
-now passed from thinking of her aunt to thinking of Miss Jethro. The
-interview of the previous night had dwelt on her mind at intervals, in
-the hours of the new day.
-
-Acting on instinct rather than on reason, she had kept that remarkable
-incident in her school life a secret from every one. No discoveries had
-been made by other persons. In speaking to her staff of teachers,
-Miss Ladd had alluded to the affair in the most cautious terms.
-"Circumstances of a private nature have obliged the lady to retire from
-my school. When we meet after the holidays, another teacher will be
-in her place." There, Miss Ladd's explanation had begun and ended.
-Inquiries addressed to the servants had led to no result. Miss Jethro's
-luggage was to be forwarded to the London terminus of the railway--and
-Miss Jethro herself had baffled investigation by leaving the school
-on foot. Emily's interest in the lost teacher was not the transitory
-interest of curiosity; her father's mysterious friend was a person
-whom she honestly desired to see again. Perplexed by the difficulty of
-finding a means of tracing Miss Jethro, she reached the shady limit of
-the trees, and turned to walk back again. Approaching the place at which
-she and Francine had met, an idea occurred to her. It was just possible
-that Miss Jethro might not be unknown to her aunt.
-
-Still meditating on the cold reception that she had encountered, and
-still feeling the influence which mastered her in spite of herself,
-Francine interpreted Emily's return as an implied expression of regret.
-She advanced with a constrained smile, and spoke first.
-
-"How are the young ladies getting on in the schoolroom?" she asked, by
-way of renewing the conversation.
-
-Emily's face assumed a look of surprise which said plainly, Can't you
-take a hint and leave me to myself?
-
-Francine was constitutionally impenetrable to reproof of this sort; her
-thick skin was not even tickled. "Why are you not helping them," she
-went on; "you who have the clearest head among us and take the lead in
-everything?"
-
-It may be a humiliating confession to make, yet it is surely true that
-we are all accessible to flattery. Different tastes appreciate different
-methods of burning incense--but the perfume is more or less agreeable to
-all varieties of noses. Francine's method had its tranquilizing effect
-on Emily. She answered indulgently, "Miss de Sor, I have nothing to do
-with it."
-
-"Nothing to do with it? No prizes to win before you leave school?"
-
-"I won all the prizes years ago."
-
-"But there are recitations. Surely you recite?"
-
-Harmless words in themselves, pursuing the same smooth course of
-flattery as before--but with what a different result! Emily's face
-reddened with anger the moment they were spoken. Having already
-irritated Alban Morris, unlucky Francine, by a second mischievous
-interposition of accident, had succeeded in making Emily smart next.
-"Who has told you," she burst out; "I insist on knowing!"
-
-"Nobody has told me anything!" Francine declared piteously.
-
-"Nobody has told you how I have been insulted?"
-
-"No, indeed! Oh, Miss Brown, who could insult _you?_"
-
-In a man, the sense of injury does sometimes submit to the discipline of
-silence. In a woman--never. Suddenly reminded of her past wrongs (by
-the pardonable error of a polite schoolfellow), Emily committed the
-startling inconsistency of appealing to the sympathies of Francine!
-
-"Would you believe it? I have been forbidden to recite--I, the head girl
-of the school. Oh, not to-day! It happened a month ago--when we were all
-in consultation, making our arrangements. Miss Ladd asked me if I had
-decided on a piece to recite. I said, 'I have not only decided, I have
-learned the piece.' 'And what may it be?' 'The dagger-scene in Macbeth.'
-There was a howl--I can call it by no other name--a howl of indignation.
-A man's soliloquy, and, worse still, a murdering man's soliloquy,
-recited by one of Miss Ladd's young ladies, before an audience of
-parents and guardians! That was the tone they took with me. I was as
-firm as a rock. The dagger-scene or nothing. The result is--nothing! An
-insult to Shakespeare, and an insult to Me. I felt it--I feel it still.
-I was prepared for any sacrifice in the cause of the drama. If Miss Ladd
-had met me in a proper spirit, do you know what I would have done?
-I would have played Macbeth in costume. Just hear me, and judge for
-yourself. I begin with a dreadful vacancy in my eyes, and a hollow
-moaning in my voice: 'Is this a dagger that I see before me--?'"
-
-Reciting with her face toward the trees, Emily started, dropped the
-character of Macbeth, and instantly became herself again: herself, with
-a rising color and an angry brightening of the eyes. "Excuse me, I can't
-trust my memory: I must get the play." With that abrupt apology, she
-walked away rapidly in the direction of the house.
-
-In some surprise, Francine turned, and looked at the trees. She
-discovered--in full retreat, on his side--the eccentric drawing-master,
-Alban Morris.
-
-Did he, too, admire the dagger-scene? And was he modestly desirous of
-hearing it recited, without showing himself? In that case, why should
-Emily (whose besetting weakness was certainly not want of confidence in
-her own resources) leave the garden the moment she caught sight of him?
-Francine consulted her instincts. She had just arrived at a conclusion
-which expressed itself outwardly by a malicious smile, when gentle
-Cecilia appeared on the lawn--a lovable object in a broad straw hat
-and a white dress, with a nosegay in her bosom--smiling, and fanning
-herself.
-
-"It's so hot in the schoolroom," she said, "and some of the girls, poor
-things, are so ill-tempered at rehearsal--I have made my escape. I hope
-you got your breakfast, Miss de Sor. What have you been doing here, all
-by yourself?"
-
-"I have been making an interesting discovery," Francine replied.
-
-"An interesting discovery in our garden? What _can_ it be?"
-
-"The drawing-master, my dear, is in love with Emily. Perhaps she doesn't
-care about him. Or, perhaps, I have been an innocent obstacle in the way
-of an appointment between them."
-
-Cecilia had breakfasted to her heart's content on her favorite
-dish--buttered eggs. She was in such good spirits that she was inclined
-to be coquettish, even when there was no man present to fascinate. "We
-are not allowed to talk about love in this school," she said--and hid
-her face behind her fan. "Besides, if it came to Miss Ladd's ears, poor
-Mr. Morris might lose his situation."
-
-"But isn't it true?" asked Francine.
-
-"It may be true, my dear; but nobody knows. Emily hasn't breathed a word
-about it to any of us. And Mr. Morris keeps his own secret. Now and then
-we catch him looking at her--and we draw our own conclusions."
-
-"Did you meet Emily on your way here?"
-
-"Yes, and she passed without speaking to me."
-
-"Thinking perhaps of Mr. Morris."
-
-Cecilia shook her head. "Thinking, Francine, of the new life before
-her--and regretting, I am afraid, that she ever confided her hopes and
-wishes to me. Did she tell you last night what her prospects are when
-she leaves school?"
-
-"She told me you had been very kind in helping her. I daresay I should
-have heard more, if I had not fallen asleep. What is she going to do?"
-
-"To live in a dull house, far away in the north," Cecilia answered;
-"with only old people in it. She will have to write and translate for a
-great scholar, who is studying mysterious inscriptions--hieroglyphics,
-I think they are called--found among the ruins of Central America. It's
-really no laughing matter, Francine! Emily made a joke of it, too. 'I'll
-take anything but a situation as a governess,' she said; 'the children
-who have Me to teach them would be to be pitied indeed!' She begged and
-prayed me to help her to get an honest living. What could I do? I could
-only write home to papa. He is a member of Parliament: and everybody
-who wants a place seems to think he is bound to find it for them. As it
-happened, he had heard from an old friend of his (a certain Sir Jervis
-Redwood), who was in search of a secretary. Being in favor of letting
-the women compete for employment with the men, Sir Jervis was willing to
-try, what he calls, 'a female.' Isn't that a horrid way of speaking of
-us? and Miss Ladd says it's ungrammatical, besides. Papa had written
-back to say he knew of no lady whom he could recommend. When he got my
-letter speaking of Emily, he kindly wrote again. In the interval, Sir
-Jervis had received two applications for the vacant place. They were
-both from old ladies--and he declined to employ them."
-
-"Because they were old," Francine suggested maliciously.
-
-"You shall hear him give his own reasons, my dear. Papa sent me an
-extract from his letter. It made me rather angry; and (perhaps for that
-reason) I think I can repeat it word for word:--'We are four old people
-in this house, and we don't want a fifth. Let us have a young one
-to cheer us. If your daughter's friend likes the terms, and is not
-encumbered with a sweetheart, I will send for her when the school breaks
-up at midsummer.' Coarse and selfish--isn't it? However, Emily didn't
-agree with me, when I showed her the extract. She accepted the place,
-very much to her aunt's surprise and regret, when that excellent person
-heard of it. Now that the time has come (though Emily won't acknowledge
-it), I believe she secretly shrinks, poor dear, from the prospect."
-
-"Very likely," Francine agreed--without even a pretense of sympathy.
-"But tell me, who are the four old people?"
-
-"First, Sir Jervis himself--seventy, last birthday. Next, his unmarried
-sister--nearly eighty. Next, his man-servant, Mr. Rook--well past sixty.
-And last, his man-servant's wife, who considers herself young, being
-only a little over forty. That is the household. Mrs. Rook is coming
-to-day to attend Emily on the journey to the North; and I am not at all
-sure that Emily will like her."
-
-"A disagreeable woman, I suppose?"
-
-"No--not exactly that. Rather odd and flighty. The fact is, Mrs. Rook
-has had her troubles; and perhaps they have a little unsettled her. She
-and her husband used to keep the village inn, close to our park: we know
-all about them at home. I am sure I pity these poor people. What are you
-looking at, Francine?"
-
-Feeling no sort of interest in Mr. and Mrs. Rook, Francine was studying
-her schoolfellow's lovely face in search of defects. She had already
-discovered that Cecilia's eyes were placed too widely apart, and that
-her chin wanted size and character.
-
-"I was admiring your complexion, dear," she answered coolly. "Well, and
-why do you pity the Rooks?"
-
-Simple Cecilia smiled, and went on with her story.
-
-"They are obliged to go out to service in their old age, through a
-misfortune for which they are in no way to blame. Their customers
-deserted the inn, and Mr. Rook became bankrupt. The inn got what they
-call a bad name--in a very dreadful way. There was a murder committed in
-the house."
-
-"A murder?" cried Francine. "Oh, this is exciting! You provoking girl,
-why didn't you tell me about it before?"
-
-"I didn't think of it," said Cecilia placidly.
-
-"Do go on! Were you at home when it happened?"
-
-"I was here, at school."
-
-"You saw the newspapers, I suppose?"
-
-"Miss Ladd doesn't allow us to read newspapers. I did hear of it,
-however, in letters from home. Not that there was much in the letters.
-They said it was too horrible to be described. The poor murdered
-gentleman--"
-
-Francine was unaffectedly shocked. "A gentleman!" she exclaimed. "How
-dreadful!"
-
-"The poor man was a stranger in our part of the country," Cecilia
-resumed; "and the police were puzzled about the motive for a murder. His
-pocketbook was missing; but his watch and his rings were found on the
-body. I remember the initials on his linen because they were the same
-as my mother's initial before she was married--'J. B.' Really, Francine,
-that's all I know about it."
-
-"Surely you know whether the murderer was discovered?"
-
-"Oh, yes--of course I know that! The government offered a reward; and
-clever people were sent from London to help the county police. Nothing
-came of it. The murderer has never been discovered, from that time to
-this."
-
-"When did it happen?"
-
-"It happened in the autumn."
-
-"The autumn of last year?"
-
-"No! no! Nearly four years since."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI. ON THE WAY TO THE VILLAGE.
-
-Alban Morris--discovered by Emily in concealment among the trees--was
-not content with retiring to another part of the grounds. He pursued
-his retreat, careless in what direction it might take him, to a footpath
-across the fields, which led to the highroad and the railway station.
-
-Miss Ladd's drawing-master was in that state of nervous irritability
-which seeks relief in rapidity of motion. Public opinion in the
-neighborhood (especially public opinion among the women) had long since
-decided that his manners were offensive, and his temper incurably bad.
-The men who happened to pass him on the footpath said "Good-morning"
-grudgingly. The women took no notice of him--with one exception. She was
-young and saucy, and seeing him walking at the top of his speed on the
-way to the railway station, she called after him, "Don't be in a hurry,
-sir! You're in plenty of time for the London train."
-
-To her astonishment he suddenly stopped. His reputation for rudeness was
-so well established that she moved away to a safe distance, before she
-ventured to look at him again. He took no notice of her--he seemed to
-be considering with himself. The frolicsome young woman had done him a
-service: she had suggested an idea.
-
-"Suppose I go to London?" he thought. "Why not?--the school is breaking
-up for the holidays--and _she_ is going away like the rest of them." He
-looked round in the direction of the schoolhouse. "If I go back to wish
-her good-by, she will keep out of my way, and part with me at the last
-moment like a stranger. After my experience of women, to be in love
-again--in love with a girl who is young enough to be my daughter--what a
-fool, what a driveling, degraded fool I must be!"
-
-Hot tears rose in his eyes. He dashed them away savagely, and went on
-again faster than ever--resolved to pack up at once at his lodgings in
-the village, and to take his departure by the next train.
-
-At the point where the footpath led into the road, he came to a
-standstill for the second time.
-
-The cause was once more a person of the sex associated in his mind
-with a bitter sense of injury. On this occasion the person was only a
-miserable little child, crying over the fragments of a broken jug.
-
-Alban Morris looked at her with his grimly humorous smile. "So you've
-broken a jug?" he remarked.
-
-"And spilt father's beer," the child answered. Her frail little body
-shook with terror. "Mother'll beat me when I go home," she said.
-
-"What does mother do when you bring the jug back safe and sound?" Alban
-asked.
-
-"Gives me bren-butter."
-
-"Very well. Now listen to me. Mother shall give you bread and butter
-again this time."
-
-The child stared at him with the tears suspended in her eyes. He went on
-talking to her as seriously as ever.
-
-"You understand what I have just said to you?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Have you got a pocket-handkerchief?"
-
-"No, sir."
-
-"Then dry your eyes with mine."
-
-He tossed his handkerchief to her with one hand, and picked up a
-fragment of the broken jug with the other. "This will do for a pattern,"
-he said to himself. The child stared at the handkerchief--stared at
-Alban--took courage--and rubbed vigorously at her eyes. The instinct,
-which is worth all the reason that ever pretended to enlighten
-mankind--the instinct that never deceives--told this little ignorant
-creature that she had found a friend. She returned the handkerchief in
-grave silence. Alban took her up in his arms.
-
-"Your eyes are dry, and your face is fit to be seen," he said. "Will you
-give me a kiss?" The child gave him a resolute kiss, with a smack in
-it. "Now come and get another jug," he said, as he put her down. Her red
-round eyes opened wide in alarm. "Have you got money enough?" she asked.
-Alban slapped his pocket. "Yes, I have," he answered. "That's a good
-thing," said the child; "come along."
-
-They went together hand in hand to the village, and bought the new jug,
-and had it filled at the beer-shop. The thirsty father was at the upper
-end of the fields, where they were making a drain. Alban carried the jug
-until they were within sight of the laborer. "You haven't far to go," he
-said. "Mind you don't drop it again--What's the matter now?"
-
-"I'm frightened."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Oh, give me the jug."
-
-She almost snatched it out of his hand. If she let the precious minutes
-slip away, there might be another beating in store for her at the drain:
-her father was not of an indulgent disposition when his children were
-late in bringing his beer. On the point of hurrying away, without a
-word of farewell, she remembered the laws of politeness as taught at
-the infant school--and dropped her little curtsey--and said, "Thank you,
-sir." That bitter sense of injury was still in Alban's mind as he looked
-after her. "What a pity she should grow up to be a woman!" he said to
-himself.
-
-The adventure of the broken jug had delayed his return to his lodgings
-by more than half an hour. When he reached the road once more, the cheap
-up-train from the North had stopped at the station. He heard the ringing
-of the bell as it resumed the journey to London.
-
-One of the passengers (judging by the handbag that she carried) had not
-stopped at the village.
-
-As she advanced toward him along the road, he remarked that she was
-a small wiry active woman--dressed in bright colors, combined with
-a deplorable want of taste. Her aquiline nose seemed to be her
-most striking feature as she came nearer. It might have been fairly
-proportioned to the rest of her face, in her younger days, before her
-cheeks had lost flesh and roundness. Being probably near-sighted, she
-kept her eyes half-closed; there were cunning little wrinkles at the
-corners of them. In spite of appearances, she was unwilling to present
-any outward acknowledgment of the march of time. Her hair was palpably
-dyed--her hat was jauntily set on her head, and ornamented with a gay
-feather. She walked with a light tripping step, swinging her bag, and
-holding her head up smartly. Her manner, like her dress, said as plainly
-as words could speak, "No matter how long I may have lived, I mean to
-be young and charming to the end of my days." To Alban's surprise she
-stopped and addressed him.
-
-"Oh, I beg your pardon. Could you tell me if I am in the right road to
-Miss Ladd's school?"
-
-She spoke with nervous rapidity of articulation, and with a singularly
-unpleasant smile. It parted her thin lips just widely enough to show her
-suspiciously beautiful teeth; and it opened her keen gray eyes in the
-strangest manner. The higher lid rose so as to disclose, for a moment,
-the upper part of the eyeball, and to give her the appearance--not of
-a woman bent on making herself agreeable, but of a woman staring in a
-panic of terror. Careless to conceal the unfavorable impression that she
-had produced on him, Alban answered roughly, "Straight on," and tried to
-pass her.
-
-She stopped him with a peremptory gesture. "I have treated you
-politely," she said, "and how do you treat me in return? Well! I am not
-surprised. Men are all brutes by nature--and you are a man. 'Straight
-on'?" she repeated contemptuously; "I should like to know how far that
-helps a person in a strange place. Perhaps you know no more where Miss
-Ladd's school is than I do? or, perhaps, you don't care to take the
-trouble of addressing me? Just what I should have expected from a person
-of your sex! Good-morning."
-
-Alban felt the reproof; she had appealed to his most readily-impressible
-sense--his sense of humor. He rather enjoyed seeing his own prejudice
-against women grotesquely reflected in this flighty stranger's prejudice
-against men. As the best excuse for himself that he could make, he gave
-her all the information that she could possibly want--then tried
-again to pass on--and again in vain. He had recovered his place in her
-estimation: she had not done with him yet.
-
-"You know all about the way there," she said "I wonder whether you know
-anything about the school?"
-
-No change in her voice, no change in her manner, betrayed any special
-motive for putting this question. Alban was on the point of suggesting
-that she should go on to the school, and make her inquiries there--when
-he happened to notice her eyes. She had hitherto looked him straight in
-the face. She now looked down on the road. It was a trifling change;
-in all probability it meant nothing--and yet, merely because it was a
-change, it roused his curiosity. "I ought to know something about the
-school," he answered. "I am one of the masters."
-
-"Then you're just the man I want. May I ask your name?"
-
-"Alban Morris."
-
-"Thank you. I am Mrs. Rook. I presume you have heard of Sir Jervis
-Redwood?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Bless my soul! You are a scholar, of course--and you have never heard
-of one of your own trade. Very extraordinary. You see, I am Sir Jervis's
-housekeeper; and I am sent here to take one of your young ladies back
-with me to our place. Don't interrupt me! Don't be a brute again! Sir
-Jervis is not of a communicative disposition. At least, not to me. A
-man--that explains it--a man! He is always poring over his books and
-writings; and Miss Redwood, at her great age, is in bed half the day.
-Not a thing do I know about this new inmate of ours, except that I am
-to take her back with me. You would feel some curiosity yourself in my
-place, wouldn't you? Now do tell me. What sort of girl is Miss Emily
-Brown?"
-
-The name that he was perpetually thinking of--on this woman's lips!
-Alban looked at her.
-
-"Well," said Mrs. Rook, "am I to have no answer? Ah, you want leading.
-So like a man again! Is she pretty?"
-
-Still examining the housekeeper with mingled feelings of interest and
-distrust, Alban answered ungraciously:
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Good-tempered?"
-
-Alban again said "Yes."
-
-"So much about herself," Mrs. Rook remarked. "About her family now?" She
-shifted her bag restlessly from one hand to another. "Perhaps you can
-tell me if Miss Emily's father--" she suddenly corrected herself--"if
-Miss Emily's parents are living?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"You mean you won't tell me."
-
-"I mean exactly what I have said."
-
-"Oh, it doesn't matter," Mrs. Rook rejoined; "I shall find out at the
-school. The first turning to the left, I think you said--across the
-fields?"
-
-He was too deeply interested in Emily to let the housekeeper go without
-putting a question on his side:
-
-"Is Sir Jervis Redwood one of Miss Emily's old friends?" he asked.
-
-"He? What put that into your head? He has never even seen Miss Emily.
-She's going to our house--ah, the women are getting the upper hand now,
-and serve the men right, I say!--she's going to our house to be Sir
-Jervis's secretary. You would like to have the place yourself, wouldn't
-you? You would like to keep a poor girl from getting her own living?
-Oh, you may look as fierce as you please--the time's gone by when a man
-could frighten _me_. I like her Christian name. I call Emily a nice name
-enough. But 'Brown'! Good-morning, Mr. Morris; you and I are not cursed
-with such a contemptibly common name as that! 'Brown'? Oh, Lord!"
-
-She tossed her head scornfully, and walked away, humming a tune.
-
-Alban stood rooted to the spot. The effort of his later life had been to
-conceal the hopeless passion which had mastered him in spite of himself.
-Knowing nothing from Emily--who at once pitied and avoided him--of her
-family circumstances or of her future plans, he had shrunk from making
-inquiries of others, in the fear that they, too, might find out his
-secret, and that their contempt might be added to the contempt which he
-felt for himself. In this position, and with these obstacles in his
-way, the announcement of Emily's proposed journey--under the care of
-a stranger, to fill an employment in the house of a stranger--not
-only took him by surprise, but inspired him with a strong feeling of
-distrust. He looked after Sir Jervis Redwood's flighty housekeeper,
-completely forgetting the purpose which had brought him thus far on the
-way to his lodgings. Before Mrs. Rook was out of sight, Alban Morris was
-following her back to the school.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII. "COMING EVENTS CAST THEIR SHADOWS BEFORE."
-
-Miss De Sor and Miss Wyvil were still sitting together under the trees,
-talking of the murder at the inn.
-
-"And is that really all you can tell me?" said Francine.
-
-"That is all," Cecilia answered.
-
-"Is there no love in it?"
-
-"None that I know of."
-
-"It's the most uninteresting murder that ever was committed. What shall
-we do with ourselves? I'm tired of being here in the garden. When do the
-performances in the schoolroom begin?"
-
-"Not for two hours yet."
-
-Francine yawned. "And what part do you take in it?" she asked.
-
-"No part, my dear. I tried once--only to sing a simple little song. When
-I found myself standing before all the company and saw rows of ladies
-and gentlemen waiting for me to begin, I was so frightened that Miss
-Ladd had to make an apology for me. I didn't get over it for the rest of
-the day. For the first time in my life, I had no appetite for my dinner.
-Horrible!" said Cecilia, shuddering over the remembrance of it. "I do
-assure you, I thought I was going to die."
-
-Perfectly unimpressed by this harrowing narrative, Francine turned
-her head lazily toward the house. The door was thrown open at the same
-moment. A lithe little person rapidly descended the steps that led to
-the lawn.
-
-"It's Emily come back again," said Francine.
-
-"And she seems to be rather in a hurry," Cecilia remarked.
-
-Francine's satirical smile showed itself for a moment. Did this
-appearance of hurry in Emily's movements denote impatience to resume the
-recital of "the dagger-scene"? She had no book in her hand; she never
-even looked toward Francine. Sorrow became plainly visible in her face
-as she approached the two girls.
-
-Cecilia rose in alarm. She had been the first person to whom Emily had
-confided her domestic anxieties. "Bad news from your aunt?" she asked.
-
-"No, my dear; no news at all." Emily put her arms tenderly round her
-friend's neck. "The time has come, Cecilia," she said. "We must wish
-each other good-by."
-
-"Is Mrs. Rook here already?"
-
-"It's _you_, dear, who are going," Emily answered sadly. "They have sent
-the governess to fetch you. Miss Ladd is too busy in the schoolroom to
-see her--and she has told me all about it. Don't be alarmed. There is no
-bad news from home. Your plans are altered; that's all."
-
-"Altered?" Cecilia repeated. "In what way?"
-
-"In a very agreeable way--you are going to travel. Your father wishes
-you to be in London, in time for the evening mail to France."
-
-Cecilia guessed what had happened. "My sister is not getting well," she
-said, "and the doctors are sending her to the Continent."
-
-"To the baths at St. Moritz," Emily added. "There is only one difficulty
-in the way; and you can remove it. Your sister has the good old
-governess to take care of her, and the courier to relieve her of all
-trouble on the journey. They were to have started yesterday. You know
-how fond Julia is of you. At the last moment, she won't hear of going
-away, unless you go too. The rooms are waiting at St. Moritz; and your
-father is annoyed (the governess says) by the delay that has taken place
-already."
-
-She paused. Cecilia was silent. "Surely you don't hesitate?" Emily said.
-
-"I am too happy to go wherever Julia goes," Cecilia answered warmly; "I
-was thinking of you, dear." Her tender nature, shrinking from the hard
-necessities of life, shrank from the cruelly-close prospect of parting.
-"I thought we were to have had some hours together yet," she said. "Why
-are we hurried in this way? There is no second train to London, from our
-station, till late in the afternoon."
-
-"There is the express," Emily reminded her; "and there is time to catch
-it, if you drive at once to the town." She took Cecilia's hand and
-pressed it to her bosom. "Thank you again and again, dear, for all you
-have done for me. Whether we meet again or not, as long as I live I
-shall love you. Don't cry!" She made a faint attempt to resume her
-customary gayety, for Cecilia's sake. "Try to be as hard-hearted as I
-am. Think of your sister--don't think of me. Only kiss me."
-
-Cecilia's tears fell fast. "Oh, my love, I am so anxious about you! I am
-so afraid that you will not be happy with that selfish old man--in that
-dreary house. Give it up, Emily! I have got plenty of money for both
-of us; come abroad with me. Why not? You always got on well with Julia,
-when you came to see us in the holidays. Oh, my darling! my darling!
-What shall I do without you?"
-
-All that longed for love in Emily's nature had clung round her
-school-friend since her father's death. Turning deadly pale under the
-struggle to control herself, she made the effort--and bore the pain of
-it without letting a cry or a tear escape her. "Our ways in life lie far
-apart," she said gently. "There is the hope of meeting again, dear--if
-there is nothing more."
-
-The clasp of Cecilia's arm tightened round her. She tried to release
-herself; but her resolution had reached its limits. Her hands dropped,
-trembling. She could still try to speak cheerfully, and that was all.
-
-"There is not the least reason, Cecilia, to be anxious about my
-prospects. I mean to be Sir Jervis Redwood's favorite before I have been
-a week in his service."
-
-She stopped, and pointed to the house. The governess was approaching
-them. "One more kiss, darling. We shall not forget the happy hours we
-have spent together; we shall constantly write to each other." She broke
-down at last. "Oh, Cecilia! Cecilia! leave me for God's sake--I can't
-bear it any longer!"
-
-The governess parted them. Emily dropped into the chair that her friend
-had left. Even her hopeful nature sank under the burden of life at that
-moment.
-
-A hard voice, speaking close at her side, startled her.
-
-"Would you rather be Me," the voice asked, "without a creature to care
-for you?"
-
-Emily raised her head. Francine, the unnoticed witness of the parting
-interview, was standing by her, idly picking the leaves from a rose
-which had dropped out of Cecilia's nosegay.
-
-Had she felt her own isolated position? She had felt it resentfully.
-
-Emily looked at her, with a heart softened by sorrow. There was no
-answering kindness in the eyes of Miss de Sor--there was only a dogged
-endurance, sad to see in a creature so young.
-
-"You and Cecilia are going to write to each other," she said. "I suppose
-there is some comfort in that. When I left the island they were glad to
-get rid of me. They said, 'Telegraph when you are safe at Miss Ladd's
-school.' You see, we are so rich, the expense of telegraphing to the
-West Indies is nothing to us. Besides, a telegram has an advantage over
-a letter--it doesn't take long to read. I daresay I shall write home.
-But they are in no hurry; and I am in no hurry. The school's breaking
-up; you are going your way, and I am going mine--and who cares what
-becomes of me? Only an ugly old schoolmistress, who is paid for caring.
-I wonder why I am saying all this? Because I like you? I don't know that
-I like you any better than you like me. When I wanted to be friends with
-you, you treated me coolly; I don't want to force myself on you. I don't
-particularly care about you. May I write to you from Brighton?"
-
-Under all this bitterness--the first exhibition of Francine's temper, at
-its worst, which had taken place since she joined the school--Emily saw,
-or thought she saw, distress that was too proud, or too shy, to show
-itself. "How can you ask the question?" she answered cordially.
-
-Francine was incapable of meeting the sympathy offered to her, even half
-way. "Never mind how," she said. "Yes or no is all I want from you."
-
-"Oh, Francine! Francine! what are you made of! Flesh and blood? or stone
-and iron? Write to me of course--and I will write back again."
-
-"Thank you. Are you going to stay here under the trees?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"All by yourself?"
-
-"All by myself."
-
-"With nothing to do?"
-
-"I can think of Cecilia."
-
-Francine eyed her with steady attention for a moment.
-
-"Didn't you tell me last night that you were very poor?" she asked.
-
-"I did."
-
-"So poor that you are obliged to earn your own living?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Francine looked at her again.
-
-"I daresay you won't believe me," she said. "I wish I was you."
-
-She turned away irritably, and walked back to the house.
-
-Were there really longings for kindness and love under the surface of
-this girl's perverse nature? Or was there nothing to be hoped from a
-better knowledge of her?--In place of tender remembrances of Cecilia,
-these were the perplexing and unwelcome thoughts which the more potent
-personality of Francine forced upon Emily's mind.
-
-She rose impatiently, and looked at her watch. When would it be her turn
-to leave the school, and begin the new life?
-
-Still undecided what to do next, her interest was excited by the
-appearance of one of the servants on the lawn. The woman approached her,
-and presented a visiting-card; bearing on it the name of _Sir Jervis
-Redwood_. Beneath the name, there was a line written in pencil: "Mrs.
-Rook, to wait on Miss Emily Brown." The way to the new life was open
-before her at last!
-
-Looking again at the commonplace announcement contained in the line of
-writing, she was not quite satisfied. Was it claiming a deference toward
-herself, to which she was not entitled, to expect a letter either from
-Sir Jervis, or from Miss Redwood; giving her some information as to
-the journey which she was about to undertake, and expressing with some
-little politeness the wish to make her comfortable in her future home?
-At any rate, her employer had done her one service: he had reminded her
-that her station in life was not what it had been in the days when her
-father was living, and when her aunt was in affluent circumstances.
-
-She looked up from the card. The servant had gone. Alban Morris was
-waiting at a little distance--waiting silently until she noticed him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII. MASTER AND PUPIL.
-
-Emily's impulse was to avoid the drawing-master for the second time.
-The moment afterward, a kinder feeling prevailed. The farewell interview
-with Cecilia had left influences which pleaded for Alban Morris. It
-was the day of parting good wishes and general separations: he had only
-perhaps come to say good-by. She advanced to offer her hand, when he
-stopped her by pointing to Sir Jervis Redwood's card.
-
-"May I say a word, Miss Emily, about that woman?" he asked
-
-"Do you mean Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"Yes. You know, of course, why she comes here?"
-
-"She comes here by appointment, to take me to Sir Jervis Redwood's
-house. Are you acquainted with her?"
-
-"She is a perfect stranger to me. I met her by accident on her way
-here. If Mrs. Rook had been content with asking me to direct her to the
-school, I should not be troubling you at this moment. But she forced her
-conversation on me. And she said something which I think you ought to
-know. Have you heard of Sir Jervis Redwood's housekeeper before to-day?"
-
-"I have only heard what my friend--Miss Cecilia Wyvil--has told me."
-
-"Did Miss Cecilia tell you that Mrs. Rook was acquainted with your
-father or with any members of your family?"
-
-"Certainly not!"
-
-Alban reflected. "It was natural enough," he resumed, "that Mrs. Rook
-should feel some curiosity about You. What reason had she for putting
-a question to me about your father--and putting it in a very strange
-manner?"
-
-Emily's interest was instantly excited. She led the way back to the
-seats in the shade. "Tell me, Mr. Morris, exactly what the woman said."
-As she spoke, she signed to him to be seated.
-
-Alban observed the natural grace of her action when she set him the
-example of taking a chair, and the little heightening of her color
-caused by anxiety to hear what he had still to tell her. Forgetting the
-restraint that he had hitherto imposed on himself, he enjoyed the luxury
-of silently admiring her. Her manner betrayed none of the conscious
-confusion which would have shown itself, if her heart had been
-secretly inclined toward him. She saw the man looking at her. In simple
-perplexity she looked at the man.
-
-"Are you hesitating on my account?" she asked. "Did Mrs. Rook say
-something of my father which I mustn't hear?"
-
-"No, no! nothing of the sort!"
-
-"You seem to be confused."
-
-Her innocent indifference tried his patience sorely. His memory went
-back to the past time--recalled the ill-placed passion of his youth, and
-the cruel injury inflicted on him--his pride was roused. Was he
-making himself ridiculous? The vehement throbbing of his heart almost
-suffocated him. And there she sat, wondering at his odd behavior. "Even
-this girl is as cold-blooded as the rest of her sex!" That angry thought
-gave him back his self-control. He made his excuses with the easy
-politeness of a man of the world.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Miss Emily; I was considering how to put what I have
-to say in the fewest and plainest words. Let me try if I can do it.
-If Mrs. Rook had merely asked me whether your father and mother were
-living, I should have attributed the question to the commonplace
-curiosity of a gossiping woman, and have thought no more of it. What
-she actually did say was this: 'Perhaps you can tell me if Miss Emily's
-father--' There she checked herself, and suddenly altered the question
-in this way: 'If Miss Emily's _parents_ are living?' I may be making
-mountains out of molehills; but I thought at the time (and think still)
-that she had some special interest in inquiring after your father, and,
-not wishing me to notice it for reasons of her own, changed the form
-of the question so as to include your mother. Does this strike you as a
-far-fetched conclusion?"
-
-"Whatever it may be," Emily said, "it is my conclusion, too. How did you
-answer her?"
-
-"Quite easily. I could give her no information--and I said so."
-
-"Let me offer you the information, Mr. Morris, before we say anything
-more. I have lost both my parents."
-
-Alban's momentary outbreak of irritability was at an end. He was earnest
-and yet gentle, again; he forgave her for not understanding how dear and
-how delightful to him she was. "Will it distress you," he said, "if I
-ask how long it is since your father died?"
-
-"Nearly four years," she replied. "He was the most generous of men; Mrs.
-Rook's interest in him may surely have been a grateful interest. He
-may have been kind to her in past years--and she may remember him
-thankfully. Don't you think so?"
-
-Alban was unable to agree with her. "If Mrs. Rook's interest in your
-father was the harmless interest that you have suggested," he said, "why
-should she have checked herself in that unaccountable manner, when she
-first asked me if he was living? The more I think of it now, the less
-sure I feel that she knows anything at all of your family history. It
-may help me to decide, if you will tell me at what time the death of
-your mother took place."
-
-"So long ago," Emily replied, "that I can't even remember her death. I
-was an infant at the time."
-
-"And yet Mrs. Rook asked me if your 'parents' were living! One of two
-things," Alban concluded. "Either there is some mystery in this matter,
-which we cannot hope to penetrate at present--or Mrs. Rook may have been
-speaking at random; on the chance of discovering whether you are related
-to some 'Mr. Brown' whom she once knew."
-
-"Besides," Emily added, "it's only fair to remember what a common family
-name mine is, and how easily people may make mistakes. I should like
-to know if my dear lost father was really in her mind when she spoke to
-you. Do you think I could find it out?"
-
-"If Mrs. Rook has any reasons for concealment, I believe you would
-have no chance of finding it out--unless, indeed, you could take her by
-surprise."
-
-"In what way, Mr. Morris?"
-
-"Only one way occurs to me just now," he said. "Do you happen to have a
-miniature or a photograph of your father?"
-
-Emily held out a handsome locket, with a monogram in diamonds, attached
-to her watch chain. "I have his photograph here," she rejoined; "given
-to me by my dear old aunt, in the days of her prosperity. Shall I show
-it to Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"Yes--if she happens, by good luck, to offer you an opportunity."
-
-Impatient to try the experiment, Emily rose as he spoke. "I mustn't keep
-Mrs. Rook waiting," she said.
-
-Alban stopped her, on the point of leaving him. The confusion and
-hesitation which she had already noticed began to show themselves in his
-manner once more.
-
-"Miss Emily, may I ask you a favor before you go? I am only one of the
-masters employed in the school; but I don't think--let me say, I hope I
-am not guilty of presumption--if I offer to be of some small service to
-one of my pupils--"
-
-There his embarrassment mastered him. He despised himself not only
-for yielding to his own weakness, but for faltering like a fool in the
-expression of a simple request. The next words died away on his lips.
-
-This time, Emily understood him.
-
-The subtle penetration which had long since led her to the discovery
-of his secret--overpowered, thus far, by the absorbing interest of the
-moment--now recovered its activity. In an instant, she remembered that
-Alban's motive for cautioning her, in her coming intercourse with Mrs.
-Rook, was not the merely friendly motive which might have actuated him,
-in the case of one of the other girls. At the same time, her quickness
-of apprehension warned her not to risk encouraging this persistent
-lover, by betraying any embarrassment on her side. He was evidently
-anxious to be present (in her interests) at the interview with Mrs.
-Rook. Why not? Could he reproach her with raising false hope, if she
-accepted his services, under circumstances of doubt and difficulty which
-he had himself been the first to point out? He could do nothing of the
-sort. Without waiting until he had recovered himself, she answered him
-(to all appearances) as composedly as if he had spoken to her in the
-plainest terms.
-
-"After all that you have told me," she said, "I shall indeed feel
-obliged if you will be present when I see Mrs. Rook."
-
-The eager brightening of his eyes, the flush of happiness that made him
-look young on a sudden, were signs not to be mistaken. The sooner they
-were in the presence of a third person (Emily privately concluded) the
-better it might be for both of them. She led the way rapidly to the
-house.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX. MRS. ROOK AND THE LOCKET.
-
-As mistress of a prosperous school, bearing a widely-extended
-reputation, Miss Ladd prided herself on the liberality of her household
-arrangements. At breakfast and dinner, not only the solid comforts but
-the elegant luxuries of the table, were set before the young ladies
-"Other schools may, and no doubt do, offer to pupils the affectionate
-care to which they have been accustomed under the parents' roof," Miss
-Ladd used to say. "At my school, that care extends to their meals, and
-provides them with a _cuisine_ which, I flatter myself, equals the most
-successful efforts of the cooks at home." Fathers, mothers, and friends,
-when they paid visits to this excellent lady, brought away with them
-the most gratifying recollections of her hospitality. The men, in
-particular, seldom failed to recognize in their hostess the rarest
-virtue that a single lady can possess--the virtue of putting wine on the
-table which may be gratefully remembered by her guests the next morning.
-
-An agreeable surprise awaited Mrs. Rook when she entered the house of
-bountiful Miss Ladd.
-
-Luncheon was ready for Sir Jervis Redwood's confidential emissary in the
-waiting-room. Detained at the final rehearsals of music and recitation,
-Miss Ladd was worthily represented by cold chicken and ham, a fruit
-tart, and a pint decanter of generous sherry. "Your mistress is
-a perfect lady!" Mrs. Rook said to the servant, with a burst of
-enthusiasm. "I can carve for myself, thank you; and I don't care how
-long Miss Emily keeps me waiting."
-
-As they ascended the steps leading into the house, Alban asked Emily if
-he might look again at her locket.
-
-"Shall I open it for you?" she suggested.
-
-"No: I only want to look at the outside of it."
-
-He examined the side on which the monogram appeared, inlaid with
-diamonds. An inscription was engraved beneath.
-
-"May I read it?" he said.
-
-"Certainly!"
-
-The inscription ran thus: "In loving memory of my father. Died 30th
-September, 1877."
-
-"Can you arrange the locket," Alban asked, "so that the side on which
-the diamonds appear hangs outward?"
-
-She understood him. The diamonds might attract Mrs. Rook's notice; and
-in that case, she might ask to see the locket of her own accord. "You
-are beginning to be of use to me, already," Emily said, as they turned
-into the corridor which led to the waiting-room.
-
-They found Sir Jervis's housekeeper luxuriously recumbent in the easiest
-chair in the room.
-
-Of the eatable part of the lunch some relics were yet left. In the pint
-decanter of sherry, not a drop remained. The genial influence of the
-wine (hastened by the hot weather) was visible in Mrs. Rook's flushed
-face, and in a special development of her ugly smile. Her widening lips
-stretched to new lengths; and the white upper line of her eyeballs were
-more freely and horribly visible than ever.
-
-"And this is the dear young lady?" she said, lifting her hands in
-over-acted admiration. At the first greetings, Alban perceived that
-the impression produced was, in Emily's case as in his case, instantly
-unfavorable.
-
-The servant came in to clear the table. Emily stepped aside for a minute
-to give some directions about her luggage. In that interval Mrs. Rook's
-cunning little eyes turned on Alban with an expression of malicious
-scrutiny.
-
-"You were walking the other way," she whispered, "when I met you." She
-stopped, and glanced over her shoulder at Emily. "I see what attraction
-has brought you back to the school. Steal your way into that poor little
-fool's heart; and then make her miserable for the rest of her life!--No
-need, miss, to hurry," she said, shifting the polite side of her toward
-Emily, who returned at the moment. "The visits of the trains to your
-station here are like the visits of the angels described by the poet,
-'few and far between.' Please excuse the quotation. You wouldn't think
-it to look at me--I'm a great reader."
-
-"Is it a long journey to Sir Jervis Redwood's house?" Emily asked, at a
-loss what else to say to a woman who was already becoming unendurable to
-her.
-
-Mrs. Rook looked at the journey from an oppressively cheerful point of
-view.
-
-"Oh, Miss Emily, you shan't feel the time hang heavy in my company. I
-can converse on a variety of topics, and if there is one thing more than
-another that I like, it's amusing a pretty young lady. You think me a
-strange creature, don't you? It's only my high spirits. Nothing strange
-about me--unless it's my queer Christian name. You look a little dull,
-my dear. Shall I begin amusing you before we are on the railway? Shall I
-tell you how I came by my queer name?"
-
-Thus far, Alban had controlled himself. This last specimen of the
-housekeeper's audacious familiarity reached the limits of his endurance.
-
-"We don't care to know how you came by your name," he said.
-
-"Rude," Mrs. Rook remarked, composedly. "But nothing surprises me,
-coming from a man."
-
-She turned to Emily. "My father and mother were a wicked married
-couple," she continued, "before I was born. They 'got religion,' as
-the saying is, at a Methodist meeting in a field. When I came into the
-world--I don't know how you feel, miss; I protest against being brought
-into the world without asking my leave first--my mother was determined
-to dedicate me to piety, before I was out of my long clothes. What
-name do you suppose she had me christened by? She chose it, or made it,
-herself--the name of 'Righteous'! Righteous Rook! Was there ever a poor
-baby degraded by such a ridiculous name before? It's needless to say,
-when I write letters, I sign R. Rook--and leave people to think it's
-Rosamond, or Rosabelle, or something sweetly pretty of that kind.
-You should have seen my husband's face when he first heard that his
-sweetheart's name was 'Righteous'! He was on the point of kissing me,
-and he stopped. I daresay he felt sick. Perfectly natural under the
-circumstances."
-
-Alban tried to stop her again. "What time does the train go?" he asked.
-
-Emily entreated him to restrain himself, by a look. Mrs. Rook was still
-too inveterately amiable to take offense. She opened her traveling-bag
-briskly, and placed a railway guide in Alban's hands.
-
-"I've heard that the women do the men's work in foreign parts," she
-said. "But this is England; and I am an Englishwoman. Find out when the
-train goes, my dear sir, for yourself."
-
-Alban at once consulted the guide. If there proved to be no immediate
-need of starting for the station, he was determined that Emily should
-not be condemned to pass the interval in the housekeeper's company. In
-the meantime, Mrs. Rook was as eager as ever to show her dear young lady
-what an amusing companion she could be.
-
-"Talking of husbands," she resumed, "don't make the mistake, my dear,
-that I committed. Beware of letting anybody persuade you to marry an old
-man. Mr. Rook is old enough to be my father. I bear with him. Of course,
-I bear with him. At the same time, I have not (as the poet says) 'passed
-through the ordeal unscathed.' My spirit--I have long since ceased
-to believe in anything of the sort: I only use the word for want of
-a better--my spirit, I say, has become embittered. I was once a pious
-young woman; I do assure you I was nearly as good as my name. Don't let
-me shock you; I have lost faith and hope; I have become--what's the last
-new name for a free-thinker? Oh, I keep up with the times, thanks to
-old Miss Redwood! She takes in the newspapers, and makes me read them
-to her. What _is_ the new name? Something ending in ic. Bombastic? No,
-Agnostic?--that's it! I have become an Agnostic. The inevitable result
-of marrying an old man; if there's any blame it rests on my husband."
-
-"There's more than an hour yet before the train starts," Alban
-interposed. "I am sure, Miss Emily, you would find it pleasanter to wait
-in the garden."
-
-"Not at all a bad notion," Mrs. Rook declared. "Here's a man who can
-make himself useful, for once. Let's go into the garden."
-
-She rose, and led the way to the door. Alban seized the opportunity of
-whispering to Emily.
-
-"Did you notice the empty decanter, when we first came in? That horrid
-woman is drunk."
-
-Emily pointed significantly to the locket. "Don't let her go. The garden
-will distract her attention: keep her near me here."
-
-Mrs. Rook gayly opened the door. "Take me to the flower-beds," she said.
-"I believe in nothing--but I adore flowers."
-
-Mrs. Rook waited at the door, with her eye on Emily. "What do _you_ say,
-miss?"
-
-"I think we shall be more comfortable if we stay where we are."
-
-"Whatever pleases you, my dear, pleases me." With this reply, the
-compliant housekeeper--as amiable as ever on the surface--returned to
-her chair.
-
-Would she notice the locket as she sat down? Emily turned toward the
-window, so as to let the light fall on the diamonds.
-
-No: Mrs. Rook was absorbed, at the moment, in her own reflections. Miss
-Emily, having prevented her from seeing the garden, she was maliciously
-bent on disappointing Miss Emily in return. Sir Jervis's secretary
-(being young) took a hopeful view no doubt of her future prospects.
-Mrs. Rook decided on darkening that view in a mischievously-suggestive
-manner, peculiar to herself.
-
-"You will naturally feel some curiosity about your new home," she began,
-"and I haven't said a word about it yet. How very thoughtless of me!
-Inside and out, dear Miss Emily, our house is just a little dull. I say
-_our_ house, and why not--when the management of it is all thrown on me.
-We are built of stone; and we are much too long, and are not half high
-enough. Our situation is on the coldest side of the county, away in
-the west. We are close to the Cheviot hills; and if you fancy there is
-anything to see when you look out of window, except sheep, you will find
-yourself woefully mistaken. As for walks, if you go out on one side of
-the house you may, or may not, be gored by cattle. On the other side, if
-the darkness overtakes you, you may, or may not, tumble down a deserted
-lead mine. But the company, inside the house, makes amends for it
-all," Mrs. Rook proceeded, enjoying the expression of dismay which was
-beginning to show itself on Emily's face. "Plenty of excitement for you,
-my dear, in our small family. Sir Jervis will introduce you to plaster
-casts of hideous Indian idols; he will keep you writing for him, without
-mercy, from morning to night; and when he does let you go, old Miss
-Redwood will find she can't sleep, and will send for the pretty young
-lady-secretary to read to her. My husband I am sure you will like. He is
-a respectable man, and bears the highest character. Next to the idols,
-he's the most hideous object in the house. If you are good enough to
-encourage him, I don't say that he won't amuse you; he will tell you,
-for instance, he never in his life hated any human being as he hates
-his wife. By the way, I must not forget--in the interests of truth, you
-know--to mention one drawback that does exist in our domestic circle.
-One of these days we shall have our brains blown out or our throats
-cut. Sir Jervis's mother left him ten thousand pounds' worth of precious
-stones all contained in a little cabinet with drawers. He won't let the
-banker take care of his jewels; he won't sell them; he won't even wear
-one of the rings on his finger, or one of the pins at his breast. He
-keeps his cabinet on his dressing-room table; and he says, 'I like to
-gloat over my jewels, every night, before I go to bed.' Ten thousand
-pounds' worth of diamonds, rubies, emeralds, sapphires, and what not--at
-the mercy of the first robber who happens to hear of them. Oh, my dear,
-he would have no choice, I do assure you, but to use his pistols. We
-shouldn't quietly submit to be robbed. Sir Jervis inherits the spirit
-of his ancestors. My husband has the temper of a game cock. I myself,
-in defense of the property of my employers, am capable of becoming a
-perfect fiend. And we none of us understand the use of firearms!"
-
-While she was in full enjoyment of this last aggravation of the horrors
-of the prospect, Emily tried another change of position--and, this time,
-with success. Greedy admiration suddenly opened Mrs. Rook's little eyes
-to their utmost width. "My heart alive, miss, what do I see at your
-watch-chain? How they sparkle! Might I ask for a closer view?"
-
-Emily's fingers trembled; but she succeeded in detaching the locket from
-the chain. Alban handed it to Mrs. Rook.
-
-She began by admiring the diamonds--with a certain reserve. "Nothing
-like so large as Sir Jervis's diamonds; but choice specimens no doubt.
-Might I ask what the value--?"
-
-She stopped. The inscription had attracted her notice: she began to read
-it aloud: "In loving memory of my father. Died--"
-
-Her face instantly became rigid. The next words were suspended on her
-lips.
-
-Alban seized the chance of making her betray herself--under pretense of
-helping her. "Perhaps you find the figures not easy to read," he
-said. "The date is 'thirtieth September, eighteen hundred and
-seventy-seven'--nearly four years since."
-
-Not a word, not a movement, escaped Mrs. Rook. She held the locket
-before her as she had held it from the first. Alban looked at Emily.
-Her eyes were riveted on the housekeeper: she was barely capable of
-preserving the appearance of composure. Seeing the necessity of acting
-for her, he at once said the words which she was unable to say for
-herself.
-
-"Perhaps, Mrs. Rook, you would like to look at the portrait?" he
-suggested. "Shall I open the locket for you?"
-
-Without speaking, without looking up, she handed the locket to Alban.
-
-He opened it, and offered it to her. She neither accepted nor refused
-it: her hands remained hanging over the arms of the chair. He put the
-locket on her lap.
-
-The portrait produced no marked effect on Mrs. Rook. Had the date
-prepared her to see it? She sat looking at it--still without moving:
-still without saying a word. Alban had no mercy on her. "That is the
-portrait of Miss Emily's father," he said. "Does it represent the same
-Mr. Brown whom you had in your mind when you asked me if Miss Emily's
-father was still living?"
-
-That question roused her. She looked up, on the instant; she answered
-loudly and insolently: "No!"
-
-"And yet," Alban persisted, "you broke down in reading the inscription:
-and considering what talkative woman you are, the portrait has had a
-strange effect on you--to say the least of it."
-
-She eyed him steadily while he was speaking--and turned to Emily when he
-had done. "You mentioned the heat just now, miss. The heat has overcome
-me; I shall soon get right again."
-
-The insolent futility of that excuse irritated Emily into answering
-her. "You will get right again perhaps all the sooner," she said, "if
-we trouble you with no more questions, and leave you to recover by
-yourself."
-
-The first change of expression which relaxed the iron tensity of the
-housekeeper's face showed itself when she heard that reply. At last
-there was a feeling in Mrs. Rook which openly declared itself--a feeling
-of impatience to see Alban and Emily leave the room.
-
-They left her, without a word more.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X. GUESSES AT THE TRUTH.
-
-"What are we to do next? Oh, Mr. Morris, you must have seen all sorts of
-people in your time--you know human nature, and I don't. Help me with a
-word of advice!"
-
-Emily forgot that he was in love with her--forgot everything, but the
-effect produced by the locket on Mrs. Rook, and the vaguely alarming
-conclusion to which it pointed. In the fervor of her anxiety she took
-Alban's arm as familiarly as if he had been her brother. He was gentle,
-he was considerate; he tried earnestly to compose her. "We can do
-nothing to any good purpose," he said, "unless we begin by thinking
-quietly. Pardon me for saying so--you are needlessly exciting yourself."
-
-There was a reason for her excitement, of which he was necessarily
-ignorant. Her memory of the night interview with Miss Jethro had
-inevitably intensified the suspicion inspired by the conduct of Mrs.
-Rook. In less than twenty-four hours, Emily had seen two women shrinking
-from secret remembrances of her father--which might well be guilty
-remembrances--innocently excited by herself! How had they injured him?
-Of what infamy, on their parts, did his beloved and stainless memory
-remind them? Who could fathom the mystery of it? "What does it mean?"
-she cried, looking wildly in Alban's compassionate face. "You _must_
-have formed some idea of your own. What does it mean?"
-
-"Come, and sit down, Miss Emily. We will try if we can find out what it
-means, together."
-
-They returned to the shady solitude under the trees. Away, in front of
-the house, the distant grating of carriage wheels told of the arrival of
-Miss Ladd's guests, and of the speedy beginning of the ceremonies of the
-day.
-
-"We must help each other," Alban resumed.
-
-"When we first spoke of Mrs. Rook, you mentioned Miss Cecilia Wyvil as
-a person who knew something about her. Have you any objection to tell me
-what you may have heard in that way?"
-
-In complying with his request Emily necessarily repeated what Cecilia
-had told Francine, when the two girls had met that morning in the
-garden.
-
-Alban now knew how Emily had obtained employment as Sir Jervis's
-secretary; how Mr. and Mrs. Rook had been previously known to Cecilia's
-father as respectable people keeping an inn in his own neighborhood;
-and, finally, how they had been obliged to begin life again in domestic
-service, because the terrible event of a murder had given the inn a bad
-name, and had driven away the customers on whose encouragement their
-business depended.
-
-Listening in silence, Alban remained silent when Emily's narrative had
-come to an end.
-
-"Have you nothing to say to me?" she asked.
-
-"I am thinking over what I have just heard," he answered.
-
-Emily noticed a certain formality in his tone and manner, which
-disagreeably surprised her. He seemed to have made his reply as a mere
-concession to politeness, while he was thinking of something else which
-really interested him.
-
-"Have I disappointed you in any way?" she asked.
-
-"On the contrary, you have interested me. I want to be quite sure that
-I remember exactly what you have said. You mentioned, I think, that your
-friendship with Miss Cecilia Wyvil began here, at the school?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And in speaking of the murder at the village inn, you told me that the
-crime was committed--I have forgotten how long ago?"
-
-His manner still suggested that he was idly talking about what she
-had told him, while some more important subject for reflection was in
-possession of his mind.
-
-"I don't know that I said anything about the time that had passed since
-the crime was committed," she answered, sharply. "What does the murder
-matter to _us?_ I think Cecilia told me it happened about four years
-since. Excuse me for noticing it, Mr. Morris--you seem to have some
-interests of your own to occupy your attention. Why couldn't you say so
-plainly when we came out here? I should not have asked you to help me,
-in that case. Since my poor father's death, I have been used to fight
-through my troubles by myself."
-
-She rose, and looked at him proudly. The next moment her eyes filled
-with tears.
-
-In spite of her resistance, Alban took her hand. "Dear Miss Emily," he
-said, "you distress me: you have not done me justice. Your interests
-only are in my mind."
-
-Answering her in those terms, he had not spoken as frankly as usual. He
-had only told her a part of the truth.
-
-Hearing that the woman whom they had just left had been landlady of an
-inn, and that a murder had been committed under her roof, he was led to
-ask himself if any explanation might be found, in these circumstances,
-of the otherwise incomprehensible effect produced on Mrs. Rook by the
-inscription on the locket.
-
-In the pursuit of this inquiry there had arisen in his mind a monstrous
-suspicion, which pointed to Mrs. Rook. It impelled him to ascertain
-the date at which the murder had been committed, and (if the discovery
-encouraged further investigation) to find out next the manner in which
-Mr. Brown had died.
-
-Thus far, what progress had he made? He had discovered that the date of
-Mr. Brown's death, inscribed on the locket, and the date of the crime
-committed at the inn, approached each other nearly enough to justify
-further investigation.
-
-In the meantime, had he succeeded in keeping his object concealed
-from Emily? He had perfectly succeeded. Hearing him declare that her
-interests only had occupied his mind, the poor girl innocently entreated
-him to forgive her little outbreak of temper. "If you have any more
-questions to ask me, Mr. Morris, pray go on. I promise never to think
-unjustly of you again."
-
-He went on with an uneasy conscience--for it seemed cruel to deceive
-her, even in the interests of truth--but still he went on.
-
-"Suppose we assume that this woman had injured your father in some
-way," he said. "Am I right in believing that it was in his character to
-forgive injuries?"
-
-"Entirely right."
-
-"In that case, his death may have left Mrs. Rook in a position to be
-called to account, by those who owe a duty to his memory--I mean the
-surviving members of his family."
-
-"There are but two of us, Mr. Morris. My aunt and myself."
-
-"There are his executors."
-
-"My aunt is his only executor."
-
-"Your father's sister--I presume?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"He may have left instructions with her, which might be of the greatest
-use to us."
-
-"I will write to-day, and find out," Emily replied. "I had already
-planned to consult my aunt," she added, thinking again of Miss Jethro.
-
-"If your aunt has not received any positive instructions," Alban
-continued, "she may remember some allusion to Mrs. Rook, on your
-father's part, at the time of his last illness--"
-
-Emily stopped him. "You don't know how my dear father died," she said.
-"He was struck down--apparently in perfect health--by disease of the
-heart."
-
-"Struck down in his own house?"
-
-"Yes--in his own house."
-
-Those words closed Alban's lips. The investigation so carefully and so
-delicately conducted had failed to serve any useful purpose. He had now
-ascertained the manner of Mr. Brown's death and the place of Mr. Brown's
-death--and he was as far from confirming his suspicions of Mrs. Rook as
-ever.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI. THE DRAWING-MASTER'S CONFESSION.
-
-"Is there nothing else you can suggest?" Emily asked.
-
-"Nothing--at present."
-
-"If my aunt fails us, have we no other hope?"
-
-"I have hope in Mrs. Rook," Alban answered. "I see I surprise you; but I
-really mean what I say. Sir Jervis's housekeeper is an excitable woman,
-and she is fond of wine. There is always a weak side in the character
-of such a person as that. If we wait for our chance, and turn it to
-the right use when it comes, we may yet succeed in making her betray
-herself."
-
-Emily listened to him in bewilderment.
-
-"You talk as if I was sure of your help in the future," she said. "Have
-you forgotten that I leave school to-day, never to return? In half an
-hour more, I shall be condemned to a long journey in the company of that
-horrible creature--with a life to look forward to, in the same house
-with her, among strangers! A miserable prospect, and a hard trial of a
-girl's courage--is it not, Mr. Morris?"
-
-"You will at least have one person, Miss Emily, who will try with all
-his heart and soul to encourage you."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I mean," said Alban, quietly, "that the Midsummer vacation begins
-to-day; and that the drawing-master is going to spend his holidays in
-the North."
-
-Emily jumped up from her chair. "You!" she exclaimed. "_You_ are going
-to Northumberland? With me?"
-
-"Why not?" Alban asked. "The railway is open to all travelers alike, if
-they have money enough to buy a ticket."
-
-"Mr. Morris! what _can_ you be thinking of? Indeed, indeed, I am not
-ungrateful. I know you mean kindly--you are a good, generous man. But
-do remember how completely a girl, in my position, is at the mercy of
-appearances. You, traveling in the same carriage with me! and that
-woman putting her own vile interpretation on it, and degrading me in Sir
-Jervis Redwood's estimation, on the day when I enter his house! Oh, it's
-worse than thoughtless--it's madness, downright madness."
-
-"You are quite right," Alban gravely agreed, "it _is_ madness. I lost
-whatever little reason I once possessed, Miss Emily, on the day when I
-first met you out walking with the young ladies of the school."
-
-Emily turned away in significant silence. Alban followed her.
-
-"You promised just now," he said, "never to think unjustly of me again.
-I respect and admire you far too sincerely to take a base advantage of
-this occasion--the only occasion on which I have been permitted to speak
-with you alone. Wait a little before you condemn a man whom you don't
-understand. I will say nothing to annoy you--I only ask leave to explain
-myself. Will you take your chair again?"
-
-She returned unwillingly to her seat. "It can only end," she thought,
-sadly, "in my disappointing him!"
-
-"I have had the worst possible opinion of women for years past," Alban
-resumed; "and the only reason I can give for it condemns me out of my
-own mouth. I have been infamously treated by one woman; and my wounded
-self-esteem has meanly revenged itself by reviling the whole sex. Wait
-a little, Miss Emily. My fault has received its fit punishment. I have
-been thoroughly humiliated--and _you_ have done it."
-
-"Mr. Morris!"
-
-"Take no offense, pray, where no offense is meant. Some few years since
-it was the great misfortune of my life to meet with a Jilt. You know
-what I mean?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"She was my equal by birth (I am a younger son of a country squire), and
-my superior in rank. I can honestly tell you that I was fool enough to
-love her with all my heart and soul. She never allowed me to doubt--I
-may say this without conceit, remembering the miserable end of it--that
-my feeling for her was returned. Her father and mother (excellent
-people) approved of the contemplated marriage. She accepted my presents;
-she allowed all the customary preparations for a wedding to proceed to
-completion; she had not even mercy enough, or shame enough, to prevent
-me from publicly degrading myself by waiting for her at the altar, in
-the presence of a large congregation. The minutes passed--and no bride
-appeared. The clergyman, waiting like me, was requested to return to the
-vestry. I was invited to follow him. You foresee the end of the story,
-of course? She had run away with another man. But can you guess who the
-man was? Her groom!"
-
-Emily's face reddened with indignation. "She suffered for it? Oh, Mr.
-Morris, surely she suffered for it?"
-
-"Not at all. She had money enough to reward the groom for marrying
-her; and she let herself down easily to her husband's level. It was a
-suitable marriage in every respect. When I last heard of them, they were
-regularly in the habit of getting drunk together. I am afraid I
-have disgusted you? We will drop the subject, and resume my precious
-autobiography at a later date. One showery day in the autumn of last
-year, you young ladies went out with Miss Ladd for a walk. When you were
-all trotting back again, under your umbrellas, did you (in particular)
-notice an ill-tempered fellow standing in the road, and getting a good
-look at you, on the high footpath above him?"
-
-Emily smiled, in spite of herself. "I don't remember it," she said.
-
-"You wore a brown jacket which fitted you as if you had been born in
-it--and you had the smartest little straw hat I ever saw on a woman's
-head. It was the first time I ever noticed such things. I think I could
-paint a portrait of the boots you wore (mud included), from memory
-alone. That was the impression you produced on me. After believing,
-honestly believing, that love was one of the lost illusions of my
-life--after feeling, honestly feeling, that I would as soon look at
-the devil as look at a woman--there was the state of mind to which
-retribution had reduced me; using for his instrument Miss Emily Brown.
-Oh, don't be afraid of what I may say next! In your presence, and out
-of your presence, I am man enough to be ashamed of my own folly. I am
-resisting your influence over me at this moment, with the strongest of
-all resolutions--the resolution of despair. Let's look at the humorous
-side of the story again. What do you think I did when the regiment of
-young ladies had passed by me?"
-
-Emily declined to guess.
-
-"I followed you back to the school; and, on pretense of having a
-daughter to educate, I got one of Miss Ladd's prospectuses from the
-porter at the lodge gate. I was in your neighborhood, you must know, on
-a sketching tour. I went back to my inn, and seriously considered what
-had happened to me. The result of my cogitations was that I went
-abroad. Only for a change--not at all because I was trying to weaken the
-impression you had produced on me! After a while I returned to England.
-Only because I was tired of traveling--not at all because your influence
-drew me back! Another interval passed; and luck turned my way, for
-a wonder. The drawing-master's place became vacant here. Miss Ladd
-advertised; I produced my testimonials; and took the situation. Only
-because the salary was a welcome certainty to a poor man--not at all
-because the new position brought me into personal association with Miss
-Emily Brown! Do you begin to see why I have troubled you with all this
-talk about myself? Apply the contemptible system of self-delusion which
-my confession has revealed, to that holiday arrangement for a tour in
-the north which has astonished and annoyed you. I am going to travel
-this afternoon by your train. Only because I feel an intelligent longing
-to see the northernmost county of England--not at all because I won't
-let you trust yourself alone with Mrs. Rook! Not at all because I won't
-leave you to enter Sir Jervis Redwood's service without a friend within
-reach in case you want him! Mad? Oh, yes--perfectly mad. But, tell me
-this: What do all sensible people do when they find themselves in the
-company of a lunatic? They humor him. Let me take your ticket and see
-your luggage labeled: I only ask leave to be your traveling servant.
-If you are proud--I shall like you all the better, if you are--pay me
-wages, and keep me in my proper place in that way."
-
-Some girls, addressed with this reckless intermingling of jest and
-earnest, would have felt confused, and some would have felt flattered.
-With a good-tempered resolution, which never passed the limits of
-modesty and refinement, Emily met Alban Morris on his own ground.
-
-"You have said you respect me," she began; "I am going to prove that I
-believe you. The least I can do is not to misinterpret you, on my side.
-Am I to understand, Mr. Morris--you won't think the worse of me, I hope,
-if I speak plainly--am I to understand that you are in love with me?"
-
-"Yes, Miss Emily--if you please."
-
-He had answered with the quaint gravity which was peculiar to him; but
-he was already conscious of a sense of discouragement. Her composure was
-a bad sign--from his point of view.
-
-"My time will come, I daresay," she proceeded. "At present I
-know nothing of love, by experience; I only know what some of my
-schoolfellows talk about in secret. Judging by what they tell me, a
-girl blushes when her lover pleads with her to favor his addresses. Am I
-blushing?"
-
-"Must I speak plainly, too?" Alban asked.
-
-"If you have no objection," she answered, as composedly as if she had
-been addressing her grandfather.
-
-"Then, Miss Emily, I must say--you are not blushing."
-
-She went on. "Another token of love--as I am informed--is to tremble. Am
-I trembling?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Am I too confused to look at you?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Do I walk away with dignity--and then stop, and steal a timid glance at
-my lover, over my shoulder?"
-
-"I wish you did!"
-
-"A plain answer, Mr. Morris! Yes or No."
-
-"No--of course."
-
-"In one last word, do I give you any sort of encouragement to try
-again?"
-
-"In one last word, I have made a fool of myself--and you have taken the
-kindest possible way of telling me so."
-
-This time, she made no attempt to reply in his own tone. The
-good-humored gayety of her manner disappeared. She was in
-earnest--truly, sadly in earnest--when she said her next words.
-
-"Is it not best, in your own interests, that we should bid each other
-good-by?" she asked. "In the time to come--when you only remember how
-kind you once were to me--we may look forward to meeting again. After
-all that you have suffered, so bitterly and so undeservedly, don't, pray
-don't, make me feel that another woman has behaved cruelly to you, and
-that I--so grieved to distress you--am that heartless creature!"
-
-Never in her life had she been so irresistibly charming as she was at
-that moment. Her sweet nature showed all its innocent pity for him in
-her face.
-
-He saw it--he felt it--he was not unworthy of it. In silence, he lifted
-her hand to his lips. He turned pale as he kissed it.
-
-"Say that you agree with me?" she pleaded.
-
-"I obey you."
-
-As he answered, he pointed to the lawn at their feet. "Look," he said,
-"at that dead leaf which the air is wafting over the grass. Is it
-possible that such sympathy as you feel for Me, such love as I feel for
-You, can waste, wither, and fall to the ground like that leaf? I leave
-you, Emily--with the firm conviction that there is a time of fulfillment
-to come in our two lives. Happen what may in the interval--I trust the
-future."
-
-
-
-The words had barely passed his lips when the voice of one of the
-servants reached them from the house. "Miss Emily, are you in the
-garden?"
-
-Emily stepped out into the sunshine. The servant hurried to meet her,
-and placed a telegram in her hand. She looked at it with a sudden
-misgiving. In her small experience, a telegram was associated with the
-communication of bad news. She conquered her hesitation--opened it--read
-it. The color left her face: she shuddered. The telegram dropped on the
-grass.
-
-"Read it," she said, faintly, as Alban picked it up.
-
-He read these words: "Come to London directly. Miss Letitia is
-dangerously ill."
-
-"Your aunt?" he asked.
-
-"Yes--my aunt."
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE SECOND--IN LONDON.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII. MRS. ELLMOTHER.
-
-The metropolis of Great Britain is, in certain respects, like no other
-metropolis on the face of the earth. In the population that throngs the
-streets, the extremes of Wealth and the extremes of Poverty meet, as
-they meet nowhere else. In the streets themselves, the glory and the
-shame of architecture--the mansion and the hovel--are neighbors in
-situation, as they are neighbors nowhere else. London, in its social
-aspect, is the city of contrasts.
-
-Toward the close of evening Emily left the railway terminus for the
-place of residence in which loss of fortune had compelled her aunt
-to take refuge. As she approached her destination, the cab passed--by
-merely crossing a road--from a spacious and beautiful Park, with its
-surrounding houses topped by statues and cupolas, to a row of cottages,
-hard by a stinking ditch miscalled a canal. The city of contrasts: north
-and south, east and west, the city of social contrasts.
-
-Emily stopped the cab before the garden gate of a cottage, at the
-further end of the row. The bell was answered by the one servant now in
-her aunt's employ--Miss Letitia's maid.
-
-Personally, this good creature was one of the ill-fated women whose
-appearance suggests that Nature intended to make men of them and altered
-her mind at the last moment. Miss Letitia's maid was tall and gaunt and
-awkward. The first impression produced by her face was an impression of
-bones. They rose high on her forehead; they projected on her cheeks;
-and they reached their boldest development in her jaws. In the cavernous
-eyes of this unfortunate person rigid obstinacy and rigid goodness
-looked out together, with equal severity, on all her fellow-creatures
-alike. Her mistress (whom she had served for a quarter of a century and
-more) called her "Bony." She accepted this cruelly appropriate nick-name
-as a mark of affectionate familiarity which honored a servant. No other
-person was allowed to take liberties with her: to every one but her
-mistress she was known as Mrs. Ellmother.
-
-"How is my aunt?" Emily asked.
-
-"Bad."
-
-"Why have I not heard of her illness before?"
-
-"Because she's too fond of you to let you be distressed about her.
-'Don't tell Emily'; those were her orders, as long as she kept her
-senses."
-
-"Kept her senses? Good heavens! what do you mean?"
-
-"Fever--that's what I mean."
-
-"I must see her directly; I am not afraid of infection."
-
-"There's no infection to be afraid of. But you mustn't see her, for all
-that."
-
-"I insist on seeing her."
-
-"Miss Emily, I am disappointing you for your own good. Don't you know me
-well enough to trust me by this time?"
-
-"I do trust you."
-
-"Then leave my mistress to me--and go and make yourself comfortable in
-your own room."
-
-Emily's answer was a positive refusal. Mrs. Ellmother, driven to her
-last resources, raised a new obstacle.
-
-"It's not to be done, I tell you! How can you see Miss Letitia when she
-can't bear the light in her room? Do you know what color her eyes are?
-Red, poor soul--red as a boiled lobster."
-
-With every word the woman uttered, Emily's perplexity and distress
-increased.
-
-"You told me my aunt's illness was fever," she said--"and now you speak
-of some complaint in her eyes. Stand out of the way, if you please, and
-let me go to her."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother, still keeping her place, looked through the open door.
-
-"Here's the doctor," she announced. "It seems I can't satisfy you; ask
-him what's the matter. Come in, doctor." She threw open the door of the
-parlor, and introduced Emily. "This is the mistress's niece, sir. Please
-try if _you_ can keep her quiet. I can't." She placed chairs with the
-hospitable politeness of the old school--and returned to her post at
-Miss Letitia's bedside.
-
-Doctor Allday was an elderly man, with a cool manner and a ruddy
-complexion--thoroughly acclimatized to the atmosphere of pain and grief
-in which it was his destiny to live. He spoke to Emily (without any
-undue familiarity) as if he had been accustomed to see her for the
-greater part of her life.
-
-"That's a curious woman," he said, when Mrs. Ellmother closed the door;
-"the most headstrong person, I think, I ever met with. But devoted
-to her mistress, and, making allowance for her awkwardness, not a bad
-nurse. I am afraid I can't give you an encouraging report of your aunt.
-The rheumatic fever (aggravated by the situation of this house--built
-on clay, you know, and close to stagnant water) has been latterly
-complicated by delirium."
-
-"Is that a bad sign, sir?"
-
-"The worst possible sign; it shows that the disease has affected the
-heart. Yes: she is suffering from inflammation of the eyes, but that is
-an unimportant symptom. We can keep the pain under by means of cooling
-lotions and a dark room. I've often heard her speak of you--especially
-since the illness assumed a serious character. What did you say? Will
-she know you, when you go into her room? This is about the time when the
-delirium usually sets in. I'll see if there's a quiet interval."
-
-He opened the door--and came back again.
-
-"By the way," he resumed, "I ought perhaps to explain how it was that I
-took the liberty of sending you that telegram. Mrs. Ellmother refused
-to inform you of her mistress's serious illness. That circumstance,
-according to my view of it, laid the responsibility on the doctor's
-shoulders. The form taken by your aunt's delirium--I mean the apparent
-tendency of the words that escape her in that state--seems to excite
-some incomprehensible feeling in the mind of her crabbed servant. She
-wouldn't even let _me_ go into the bedroom, if she could possibly help
-it. Did Mrs. Ellmother give you a warm welcome when you came here?"
-
-"Far from it. My arrival seemed to annoy her."
-
-"Ah--just what I expected. These faithful old servants always end by
-presuming on their fidelity. Did you ever hear what a witty poet--I
-forget his name: he lived to be ninety--said of the man who had been his
-valet for more than half a century? 'For thirty years he was the best
-of servants; and for thirty years he has been the hardest of masters.'
-Quite true--I might say the same of my housekeeper. Rather a good story,
-isn't it?"
-
-The story was completely thrown away on Emily; but one subject
-interested her now. "My poor aunt has always been fond of me," she said.
-"Perhaps she might know me, when she recognizes nobody else."
-
-"Not very likely," the doctor answered. "But there's no laying down any
-rule in cases of this kind. I have sometimes observed that circumstances
-which have produced a strong impression on patients, when they are in
-a state of health, give a certain direction to the wandering of their
-minds, when they are in a state of fever. You will say, 'I am not a
-circumstance; I don't see how this encourages me to hope'--and you will
-be quite right. Instead of talking of my medical experience, I shall do
-better to look at Miss Letitia, and let you know the result. You have
-got other relations, I suppose? No? Very distressing--very distressing."
-
-Who has not suffered as Emily suffered, when she was left alone? Are
-there not moments--if we dare to confess the truth--when poor humanity
-loses its hold on the consolations of religion and the hope of
-immortality, and feels the cruelty of creation that bids us live, on the
-condition that we die, and leads the first warm beginnings of love, with
-merciless certainty, to the cold conclusion of the grave?
-
-"She's quiet, for the time being," Dr. Allday announced, on his return.
-"Remember, please, that she can't see you in the inflamed state of her
-eyes, and don't disturb the bed-curtains. The sooner you go to her
-the better, perhaps--if you have anything to say which depends on her
-recognizing your voice. I'll call to-morrow morning. Very distressing,"
-he repeated, taking his hat and making his bow--"Very distressing."
-
-Emily crossed the narrow little passage which separated the two
-rooms, and opened the bed-chamber door. Mrs. Ellmother met her on the
-threshold. "No," said the obstinate old servant, "you can't come in."
-
-The faint voice of Miss Letitia made itself heard, calling Mrs.
-Ellmother by her familiar nick-name.
-
-"Bony, who is it?"
-
-"Never mind."
-
-"Who is it?"
-
-"Miss Emily, if you must know."
-
-"Oh! poor dear, why does she come here? Who told her I was ill?"
-
-"The doctor told her."
-
-"Don't come in, Emily. It will only distress you--and it will do me no
-good. God bless you, my love. Don't come in."
-
-"There!" said Mrs. Ellmother. "Do you hear that? Go back to the
-sitting-room."
-
-Thus far, the hard necessity of controlling herself had kept Emily
-silent. She was now able to speak without tears. "Remember the old
-times, aunt," she pleaded, gently. "Don't keep me out of your room, when
-I have come here to nurse you!"
-
-"I'm her nurse. Go back to the sitting-room," Mrs. Ellmother repeated.
-
-True love lasts while life lasts. The dying woman relented.
-
-"Bony! Bony! I can't be unkind to Emily. Let her in."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother still insisted on having her way.
-
-"You're contradicting your own orders," she said to her mistress. "You
-don't know how soon you may begin wandering in your mind again. Think,
-Miss Letitia--think."
-
-This remonstrance was received in silence. Mrs. Ellmother's great gaunt
-figure still blocked up the doorway.
-
-"If you force me to it," Emily said, quietly, "I must go to the doctor,
-and ask him to interfere."
-
-"Do you mean that?" Mrs. Ellmother said, quietly, on her side.
-
-"I do mean it," was the answer.
-
-The old servant suddenly submitted--with a look which took Emily by
-surprise. She had expected to see anger; the face that now confronted
-her was a face subdued by sorrow and fear.
-
-"I wash my hands of it," Mrs. Ellmother said. "Go in--and take the
-consequences."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII. MISS LETITIA.
-
-Emily entered the room. The door was immediately closed on her from the
-outer side. Mrs. Ellmother's heavy steps were heard retreating along the
-passage. Then the banging of the door that led into the kitchen shook
-the flimsily-built cottage. Then, there was silence.
-
-The dim light of a lamp hidden away in a corner and screened by a dingy
-green shade, just revealed the closely-curtained bed, and the table
-near it bearing medicine-bottles and glasses. The only objects on
-the chimney-piece were a clock that had been stopped in mercy to the
-sufferer's irritable nerves, and an open case containing a machine for
-pouring drops into the eyes. The smell of fumigating pastilles hung
-heavily on the air. To Emily's excited imagination, the silence was like
-the silence of death. She approached the bed trembling. "Won't you speak
-to me, aunt?"
-
-"Is that you, Emily? Who let you come in?"
-
-"You said I might come in, dear. Are you thirsty? I see some lemonade on
-the table. Shall I give it to you?"
-
-"No! If you open the bed-curtains, you let in the light. My poor eyes!
-Why are you here, my dear? Why are you not at the school?"
-
-"It's holiday-time, aunt. Besides, I have left school for good."
-
-"Left school?" Miss Letitia's memory made an effort, as she repeated
-those words. "You were going somewhere when you left school," she said,
-"and Cecilia Wyvil had something to do with it. Oh, my love, how cruel
-of you to go away to a stranger, when you might live here with me!"
-She paused--her sense of what she had herself just said began to grow
-confused. "What stranger?" she asked abruptly. "Was it a man? What name?
-Oh, my mind! Has death got hold of my mind before my body?"
-
-"Hush! hush! I'll tell you the name. Sir Jervis Redwood."
-
-"I don't know him. I don't want to know him. Do you think he means
-to send for you. Perhaps he _has_ sent for you. I won't allow it! You
-shan't go!"
-
-"Don't excite yourself, dear! I have refused to go; I mean to stay here
-with you."
-
-The fevered brain held to its last idea. "_Has_ he sent for you?" she
-said again, louder than before.
-
-Emily replied once more, in terms carefully chosen with the one purpose
-of pacifying her. The attempt proved to be useless, and worse--it seemed
-to make her suspicious. "I won't be deceived!" she said; "I mean to know
-all about it. He did send for you. Whom did he send?"
-
-"His housekeeper."
-
-"What name?" The tone in which she put the question told of excitement
-that was rising to its climax. "Don't you know that I'm curious about
-names?" she burst out. "Why do you provoke me? Who is it?"
-
-"Nobody you know, or need care about, dear aunt. Mrs. Rook."
-
-Instantly on the utterance of that name, there followed an unexpected
-result. Silence ensued.
-
-Emily waited--hesitated--advanced, to part the curtains, and look in at
-her aunt. She was stopped by a dreadful sound of laughter--the cheerless
-laughter that is heard among the mad. It suddenly ended in a dreary
-sigh.
-
-Afraid to look in, she spoke, hardly knowing what she said. "Is there
-anything you wish for? Shall I call--?"
-
-Miss Letitia's voice interrupted her. Dull, low, rapidly muttering, it
-was unlike, shockingly unlike, the familiar voice of her aunt. It said
-strange words.
-
-"Mrs. Rook? What does Mrs. Rook matter? Or her husband either? Bony,
-Bony, you're frightened about nothing. Where's the danger of those two
-people turning up? Do you know how many miles away the village is? Oh,
-you fool--a hundred miles and more. Never mind the coroner, the coroner
-must keep in his own district--and the jury too. A risky deception? I
-call it a pious fraud. And I have a tender conscience, and a cultivated
-mind. The newspaper? How is _our_ newspaper to find its way to her, I
-should like to know? You poor old Bony! Upon my word you do me good--you
-make me laugh."
-
-The cheerless laughter broke out again--and died away again drearily in
-a sigh.
-
-Accustomed to decide rapidly in the ordinary emergencies of her life,
-Emily felt herself painfully embarrassed by the position in which she
-was now placed.
-
-After what she had already heard, could she reconcile it to her sense of
-duty to her aunt to remain any longer in the room?
-
-In the hopeless self-betrayal of delirium, Miss Letitia had revealed
-some act of concealment, committed in her past life, and confided to
-her faithful old servant. Under these circumstances, had Emily made
-any discoveries which convicted her of taking a base advantage of her
-position at the bedside? Most assuredly not! The nature of the act of
-concealment; the causes that had led to it; the person (or persons)
-affected by it--these were mysteries which left her entirely in the
-dark. She had found out that her aunt was acquainted with Mrs. Rook, and
-that was literally all she knew.
-
-Blameless, so far, in the line of conduct that she had pursued, might
-she still remain in the bed-chamber--on this distinct understanding
-with herself: that she would instantly return to the sitting-room if she
-heard anything which could suggest a doubt of Miss Letitia's claim to
-her affection and respect? After some hesitation, she decided on leaving
-it to her conscience to answer that question. Does conscience ever
-say, No--when inclination says, Yes? Emily's conscience sided with her
-reluctance to leave her aunt.
-
-Throughout the time occupied by these reflections, the silence had
-remained unbroken. Emily began to feel uneasy. She timidly put her hand
-through the curtains, and took Miss Letitia's hand. The contact with
-the burning skin startled her. She turned away to the door, to call the
-servant--when the sound of her aunt's voice hurried her back to the bed.
-
-"Are you there, Bony?" the voice asked.
-
-Was her mind getting clear again? Emily tried the experiment of making
-a plain reply. "Your niece is with you," she said. "Shall I call the
-servant?"
-
-Miss Letitia's mind was still far away from Emily, and from the present
-time.
-
-"The servant?" she repeated. "All the servants but you, Bony, have
-been sent away. London's the place for us. No gossiping servants and no
-curious neighbors in London. Bury the horrid truth in London. Ah, you
-may well say I look anxious and wretched. I hate deception--and yet, it
-must be done. Why do you waste time in talking? Why don't you find out
-where the vile woman lives? Only let me get at her--and I'll make Sara
-ashamed of herself."
-
-Emily's heart beat fast when she heard the woman's name. "Sara" (as she
-and her school-fellows knew) was the baptismal name of Miss Jethro. Had
-her aunt alluded to the disgraced teacher, or to some other woman?
-
-She waited eagerly to hear more. There was nothing to be heard. At this
-most interesting moment, the silence remained undisturbed.
-
-In the fervor of her anxiety to set her doubts at rest, Emily's faith in
-her own good resolutions began to waver. The temptation to say
-something which might set her aunt talking again was too strong to be
-resisted--if she remained at the bedside. Despairing of herself she rose
-and turned to the door. In the moment that passed while she crossed the
-room the very words occurred to her that would suit her purpose. Her
-cheeks were hot with shame--she hesitated--she looked back at the
-bed--the words passed her lips.
-
-"Sara is only one of the woman's names," she said. "Do you like her
-other name?"
-
-The rapidly-muttering tones broke out again instantly--but not in answer
-to Emily. The sound of a voice had encouraged Miss Letitia to pursue
-her own confused train of thought, and had stimulated the fast-failing
-capacity of speech to exert itself once more.
-
-"No! no! He's too cunning for you, and too cunning for me. He doesn't
-leave letters about; he destroys them all. Did I say he was too cunning
-for us? It's false. We are too cunning for him. Who found the morsels of
-his letter in the basket? Who stuck them together? Ah, _we_ know! Don't
-read it, Bony. 'Dear Miss Jethro'--don't read it again. 'Miss Jethro' in
-his letter; and 'Sara,' when he talks to himself in the garden. Oh,
-who would have believed it of him, if we hadn't seen and heard it
-ourselves!"
-
-There was no more doubt now.
-
-But who was the man, so bitterly and so regretfully alluded to?
-
-No: this time Emily held firmly by the resolution which bound her
-to respect the helpless position of her aunt. The speediest way of
-summoning Mrs. Ellmother would be to ring the bell. As she touched the
-handle a faint cry of suffering from the bed called her back.
-
-"Oh, so thirsty!" murmured the failing voice--"so thirsty!"
-
-She parted the curtains. The shrouded lamplight just showed her the
-green shade over Miss Letitia's eyes--the hollow cheeks below it--the
-arms laid helplessly on the bed-clothes. "Oh, aunt, don't you know my
-voice? Don't you know Emily? Let me kiss you, dear!" Useless to plead
-with her; useless to kiss her; she only reiterated the words, "So
-thirsty! so thirsty!" Emily raised the poor tortured body with a patient
-caution which spared it pain, and put the glass to her aunt's lips. She
-drank the lemonade to the last drop. Refreshed for the moment, she spoke
-again--spoke to the visionary servant of her delirious fancy, while she
-rested in Emily's arms.
-
-"For God's sake, take care how you answer if she questions you. If _she_
-knew what _we_ know! Are men ever ashamed? Ha! the vile woman! the vile
-woman!"
-
-Her voice, sinking gradually, dropped to a whisper. The next few words
-that escaped her were muttered inarticulately. Little by little, the
-false energy of fever was wearing itself out. She lay silent and still.
-To look at her now was to look at the image of death. Once more, Emily
-kissed her--closed the curtains--and rang the bell. Mrs. Ellmother
-failed to appear. Emily left the room to call her.
-
-Arrived at the top of the kitchen stairs, she noted a slight change.
-The door below, which she had heard banged on first entering her aunt's
-room, now stood open. She called to Mrs. Ellmother. A strange voice
-answered her. Its accent was soft and courteous; presenting the
-strongest imaginable contrast to the harsh tones of Miss Letitia's
-crabbed old maid.
-
-"Is there anything I can do for you, miss?"
-
-The person making this polite inquiry appeared at the foot of the
-stairs--a plump and comely woman of middle age. She looked up at the
-young lady with a pleasant smile.
-
-"I beg your pardon," Emily said; "I had no intention of disturbing you.
-I called to Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-The stranger advanced a little way up the stairs, and answered, "Mrs.
-Ellmother is not here."
-
-"Do you expect her back soon?"
-
-"Excuse me, miss--I don't expect her back at all."
-
-"Do you mean to say that she has left the house?"
-
-"Yes, miss. She has left the house."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV. MRS. MOSEY.
-
-Emily's first act--after the discovery of Mrs. Ellmother's
-incomprehensible disappearance--was to invite the new servant to follow
-her into the sitting-room.
-
-"Can you explain this?" she began.
-
-"No, miss."
-
-"May I ask if you have come here by Mrs. Ellmother's invitation?"
-
-"By Mrs. Ellmother's _request_, miss."
-
-"Can you tell me how she came to make the request?"
-
-"With pleasure, miss. Perhaps--as you find me here, a stranger to
-yourself, in place of the customary servant--I ought to begin by giving
-you a reference."
-
-"And, perhaps (if you will be so kind), by mentioning your name," Emily
-added.
-
-"Thank you for reminding me, miss. My name is Elizabeth Mosey. I am well
-known to the gentleman who attends Miss Letitia. Dr. Allday will speak
-to my character and also to my experience as a nurse. If it would be in
-any way satisfactory to give you a second reference--"
-
-"Quite needless, Mrs. Mosey."
-
-"Permit me to thank you again, miss. I was at home this evening, when
-Mrs. Ellmother called at my lodgings. Says she, 'I have come here,
-Elizabeth, to ask a favor of you for old friendship's sake.' Says I, 'My
-dear, pray command me, whatever it may be.' If this seems rather a hasty
-answer to make, before I knew what the favor was, might I ask you to
-bear in mind that Mrs. Ellmother put it to me 'for old friendship's
-sake'--alluding to my late husband, and to the business which we carried
-on at that time? Through no fault of ours, we got into difficulties.
-Persons whom we had trusted proved unworthy. Not to trouble you further,
-I may say at once, we should have been ruined, if our old friend Mrs.
-Ellmother had not come forward, and trusted us with the savings of her
-lifetime. The money was all paid back again, before my husband's
-death. But I don't consider--and, I think you won't consider--that the
-obligation was paid back too. Prudent or not prudent, there is nothing
-Mrs. Ellmother can ask of me that I am not willing to do. If I have put
-myself in an awkward situation (and I don't deny that it looks so) this
-is the only excuse, miss, that I can make for my conduct."
-
-Mrs. Mosey was too fluent, and too fond of hearing the sound of her own
-eminently persuasive voice. Making allowance for these little drawbacks,
-the impression that she produced was decidedly favorable; and, however
-rashly she might have acted, her motive was beyond reproach. Having said
-some kind words to this effect, Emily led her back to the main interest
-of her narrative.
-
-"Did Mrs. Ellmother give no reason for leaving my aunt, at such a time
-as this?" she asked.
-
-"The very words I said to her, miss."
-
-"And what did she say, by way of reply?"
-
-"She burst out crying--a thing I have never known her to do before, in
-an experience of twenty years."
-
-"And she really asked you to take her place here, at a moment's notice?"
-
-"That was just what she did," Mrs. Mosey answered. "I had no need to
-tell her I was astonished; my lips spoke for me, no doubt. She's a hard
-woman in speech and manner, I admit. But there's more feeling in her
-than you would suppose. 'If you are the good friend I take you for,' she
-says, 'don't ask me for reasons; I am doing what is forced on me, and
-doing it with a heavy heart.' In my place, miss, would you have insisted
-on her explaining herself, after that? The one thing I naturally wanted
-to know was, if I could speak to some lady, in the position of mistress
-here, before I ventured to intrude. Mrs. Ellmother understood that it
-was her duty to help me in this particular. Your poor aunt being out of
-the question she mentioned you."
-
-"How did she speak of me? In an angry way?"
-
-"No, indeed--quite the contrary. She says, 'You will find Miss Emily
-at the cottage. She is Miss Letitia's niece. Everybody likes her--and
-everybody is right.'"
-
-"She really said that?"
-
-"Those were her words. And, what is more, she gave me a message for you
-at parting. 'If Miss Emily is surprised' (that was how she put it) 'give
-her my duty and good wishes; and tell her to remember what I said, when
-she took my place at her aunt's bedside.' I don't presume to inquire
-what this means," said Mrs. Mosey respectfully, ready to hear what it
-meant, if Emily would only be so good as to tell her. "I deliver the
-message, miss, as it was delivered to me. After which, Mrs. Ellmother
-went her way, and I went mine."
-
-"Do you know where she went?"
-
-"No, miss."
-
-"Have you nothing more to tell me?"
-
-"Nothing more; except that she gave me my directions, of course, about
-the nursing. I took them down in writing--and you will find them in
-their proper place, with the prescriptions and the medicines."
-
-Acting at once on this hint, Emily led the way to her aunt's room.
-
-Miss Letitia was silent, when the new nurse softly parted the
-curtains--looked in--and drew them together again. Consulting her watch,
-Mrs. Mosey compared her written directions with the medicine-bottles on
-the table, and set one apart to be used at the appointed time. "Nothing,
-so far, to alarm us," she whispered. "You look sadly pale and tired,
-miss. Might I advise you to rest a little?"
-
-"If there is any change, Mrs. Mosey--either for the better or the
-worse--of course you will let me know?"
-
-"Certainly, miss."
-
-Emily returned to the sitting-room: not to rest (after all that she had
-heard), but to think.
-
-
-Amid much that was unintelligible, certain plain conclusions presented
-themselves to her mind.
-
-After what the doctor had already said to Emily, on the subject of
-delirium generally, Mrs. Ellmother's proceedings became intelligible:
-they proved that she knew by experience the perilous course taken by her
-mistress's wandering thoughts, when they expressed themselves in words.
-This explained the concealment of Miss Letitia's illness from her niece,
-as well as the reiterated efforts of the old servant to prevent Emily
-from entering the bedroom.
-
-But the event which had just happened--that is to say, Mrs. Ellmother's
-sudden departure from the cottage--was not only of serious importance in
-itself, but pointed to a startling conclusion.
-
-The faithful maid had left the mistress, whom she had loved and served,
-sinking under a fatal illness--and had put another woman in her
-place, careless of what that woman might discover by listening at the
-bedside--rather than confront Emily after she had been within hearing of
-her aunt while the brain of the suffering woman was deranged by fever.
-There was the state of the case, in plain words.
-
-In what frame of mind had Mrs. Ellmother adopted this desperate course
-of action?
-
-To use her own expression, she had deserted Miss Letitia "with a heavy
-heart." To judge by her own language addressed to Mrs. Mosey, she
-had left Emily to the mercy of a stranger--animated, nevertheless, by
-sincere feelings of attachment and respect. That her fears had taken for
-granted suspicion which Emily had not felt, and discoveries which Emily
-had (as yet) not made, in no way modified the serious nature of the
-inference which her conduct justified. The disclosure which this woman
-dreaded--who could doubt it now?--directly threatened Emily's peace of
-mind. There was no disguising it: the innocent niece was associated
-with an act of deception, which had been, until that day, the undetected
-secret of the aunt and the aunt's maid.
-
-In this conclusion, and in this only, was to be found the rational
-explanation of Mrs. Ellmother's choice--placed between the alternatives
-of submitting to discovery by Emily, or of leaving the house.
-
-
-Poor Miss Letitia's writing-table stood near the window of the
-sitting-room. Shrinking from the further pursuit of thoughts which might
-end in disposing her mind to distrust of her dying aunt, Emily looked
-round in search of some employment sufficiently interesting to absorb
-her attention. The writing-table reminded her that she owed a letter to
-Cecilia. That helpful friend had surely the first claim to know why she
-had failed to keep her engagement with Sir Jervis Redwood.
-
-After mentioning the telegram which had followed Mrs. Rook's arrival at
-the school, Emily's letter proceeded in these terms:
-
-"As soon as I had in some degree recovered myself, I informed Mrs. Rook
-of my aunt's serious illness.
-
-"Although she carefully confined herself to commonplace expressions of
-sympathy, I could see that it was equally a relief to both of us to feel
-that we were prevented from being traveling companions. Don't suppose
-that I have taken a capricious dislike to Mrs. Rook--or that you are in
-any way to blame for the unfavorable impression which she has produced
-on me. I will make this plain when we meet. In the meanwhile, I need
-only tell you that I gave her a letter of explanation to present to Sir
-Jervis Redwood. I also informed him of my address in London: adding a
-request that he would forward your letter, in case you have written to
-me before you receive these lines.
-
-"Kind Mr. Alban Morris accompanied me to the railway-station, and
-arranged with the guard to take special care of me on the journey to
-London. We used to think him rather a heartless man. We were quite
-wrong. I don't know what his plans are for spending the summer holidays.
-Go where he may, I remember his kindness; my best wishes go with him.
-
-"My dear, I must not sadden your enjoyment of your pleasant visit to the
-Engadine, by writing at any length of the sorrow that I am suffering.
-You know how I love my aunt, and how gratefully I have always felt her
-motherly goodness to me. The doctor does not conceal the truth. At her
-age, there is no hope: my father's last-left relation, my one dearest
-friend, is dying.
-
-"No! I must not forget that I have another friend--I must find some
-comfort in thinking of _you_.
-
-"I do so long in my solitude for a letter from my dear Cecilia. Nobody
-comes to see me, when I most want sympathy; I am a stranger in this vast
-city. The members of my mother's family are settled in Australia: they
-have not even written to me, in all the long years that have passed
-since her death. You remember how cheerfully I used to look forward to
-my new life, on leaving school? Good-by, my darling. While I can see
-your sweet face, in my thoughts, I don't despair--dark as it looks
-now--of the future that is before me."
-
-Emily had closed and addressed her letter, and was just rising from her
-chair, when she heard the voice of the new nurse at the door.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV. EMILY.
-
-"May I say a word?" Mrs. Mosey inquired. She entered the room--pale
-and trembling. Seeing that ominous change, Emily dropped back into her
-chair.
-
-"Dead?" she said faintly.
-
-Mrs. Mosey looked at her in vacant surprise.
-
-"I wish to say, miss, that your aunt has frightened me."
-
-Even that vague allusion was enough for Emily.
-
-"You need say no more," she replied. "I know but too well how my aunt's
-mind is affected by the fever."
-
-Confused and frightened as she was, Mrs. Mosey still found relief in her
-customary flow of words.
-
-"Many and many a person have I nursed in fever," she announced. "Many
-and many a person have I heard say strange things. Never yet, miss, in
-all my experience--!"
-
-"Don't tell me of it!" Emily interposed.
-
-"Oh, but I _must_ tell you! In your own interests, Miss Emily--in your
-own interests. I won't be inhuman enough to leave you alone in the house
-to-night; but if this delirium goes on, I must ask you to get another
-nurse. Shocking suspicions are lying in wait for me in that bedroom, as
-it were. I can't resist them as I ought, if I go back again, and hear
-your aunt saying what she has been saying for the last half hour and
-more. Mrs. Ellmother has expected impossibilities of me; and Mrs.
-Ellmother must take the consequences. I don't say she didn't warn
-me--speaking, you will please to understand, in the strictest
-confidence. 'Elizabeth,' she says, 'you know how wildly people talk in
-Miss Letitia's present condition. Pay no heed to it,' she says. 'Let it
-go in at one ear and out at the other,' she says. 'If Miss Emily asks
-questions--you know nothing about it. If she's frightened--you know
-nothing about it. If she bursts into fits of crying that are dreadful
-to see, pity her, poor thing, but take no notice.' All very well,
-and sounds like speaking out, doesn't it? Nothing of the sort! Mrs.
-Ellmother warns me to expect this, that, and the other. But there is one
-horrid thing (which I heard, mind, over and over again at your aunt's
-bedside) that she does _not_ prepare me for; and that horrid thing
-is--Murder!"
-
-At that last word, Mrs. Mosey dropped her voice to a whisper--and waited
-to see what effect she had produced.
-
-Sorely tried already by the cruel perplexities of her position, Emily's
-courage failed to resist the first sensation of horror, aroused in her
-by the climax of the nurse's hysterical narrative. Encouraged by
-her silence, Mrs. Mosey went on. She lifted one hand with theatrical
-solemnity--and luxuriously terrified herself with her own horrors.
-
-"An inn, Miss Emily; a lonely inn, somewhere in the country; and a
-comfortless room at the inn, with a makeshift bed at one end of it, and
-a makeshift bed at the other--I give you my word of honor, that was
-how your aunt put it. She spoke of two men next; two men asleep (you
-understand) in the two beds. I think she called them 'gentlemen'; but I
-can't be sure, and I wouldn't deceive you--you know I wouldn't deceive
-you, for the world. Miss Letitia muttered and mumbled, poor soul. I own
-I was getting tired of listening--when she burst out plain again, in
-that one horrid word--Oh, miss, don't be impatient! don't interrupt me!"
-
-Emily did interrupt, nevertheless. In some degree at least she had
-recovered herself. "No more of it!" she said--"I won't hear a word
-more."
-
-But Mrs. Mosey was too resolutely bent on asserting her own importance,
-by making the most of the alarm that she had suffered, to be repressed
-by any ordinary method of remonstrance. Without paying the slightest
-attention to what Emily had said, she went on again more loudly and more
-excitably than ever.
-
-"Listen, miss--listen! The dreadful part of it is to come; you haven't
-heard about the two gentlemen yet. One of them was murdered--what do
-you think of that!--and the other (I heard your aunt say it, in so many
-words) committed the crime. Did Miss Letitia fancy she was addressing a
-lot of people when _you_ were nursing her? She called out, like a person
-making public proclamation, when I was in her room. 'Whoever you are,
-good people' (she says), 'a hundred pounds reward, if you find the
-runaway murderer. Search everywhere for a poor weak womanish creature,
-with rings on his little white hands. There's nothing about him like
-a man, except his voice--a fine round voice. You'll know him, my
-friends--the wretch, the monster--you'll know him by his voice.' That
-was how she put it; I tell you again, that was how she put it. Did you
-hear her scream? Ah, my dear young lady, so much the better for you!
-'O the horrid murder' (she says)--'hush it up!' I'll take my Bible oath
-before the magistrate," cried Mrs. Mosey, starting out of her chair,
-"your aunt said, 'Hush it up!'"
-
-Emily crossed the room. The energy of her character was roused at last.
-She seized the foolish woman by the shoulders, forced her back in the
-chair, and looked her straight in the face without uttering a word.
-
-For the moment, Mrs. Mosey was petrified. She had fully expected--having
-reached the end of her terrible story--to find Emily at her feet,
-entreating her not to carry out her intention of leaving the cottage
-the next morning; and she had determined, after her sense of her own
-importance had been sufficiently flattered, to grant the prayer of the
-helpless young lady. Those were her anticipations--and how had they been
-fulfilled? She had been treated like a mad woman in a state of revolt!
-
-"How dare you assault me?" she asked piteously. "You ought to be ashamed
-of yourself. God knows I meant well."
-
-"You are not the first person," Emily answered, quietly releasing her,
-"who has done wrong with the best intentions."
-
-"I did my duty, miss, when I told you what your aunt said."
-
-"You forgot your duty when you listened to what my aunt said."
-
-"Allow me to explain myself."
-
-"No: not a word more on _that_ subject shall pass between us. Remain
-here, if you please; I have something to suggest in your own interests.
-Wait, and compose yourself."
-
-The purpose which had taken a foremost place in Emily's mind rested on
-the firm foundation of her love and pity for her aunt.
-
-Now that she had regained the power to think, she felt a hateful doubt
-pressed on her by Mrs. Mosey's disclosures. Having taken for granted
-that there was a foundation in truth for what she herself had heard in
-her aunt's room, could she reasonably resist the conclusion that there
-must be a foundation in truth for what Mrs. Mosey had heard, under
-similar circumstances?
-
-There was but one way of escaping from this dilemma--and Emily
-deliberately took it. She turned her back on her own convictions; and
-persuaded herself that she had been in the wrong, when she had attached
-importance to anything that her aunt had said, under the influence
-of delirium. Having adopted this conclusion, she resolved to face the
-prospect of a night's solitude by the death-bed--rather than permit Mrs.
-Mosey to have a second opportunity of drawing her own inferences from
-what she might hear in Miss Letitia's room.
-
-"Do you mean to keep me waiting much longer, miss?"
-
-"Not a moment longer, now you are composed again," Emily answered. "I
-have been thinking of what has happened; and I fail to see any necessity
-for putting off your departure until the doctor comes to-morrow morning.
-There is really no objection to your leaving me to-night."
-
-"I beg your pardon, miss; there _is_ an objection. I have already told
-you I can't reconcile it to my conscience to leave you here by yourself.
-I am not an inhuman woman," said Mrs. Mosey, putting her handkerchief to
-her eyes--smitten with pity for herself.
-
-Emily tried the effect of a conciliatory reply. "I am grateful for your
-kindness in offering to stay with me," she said.
-
-"Very good of you, I'm sure," Mrs. Mosey answered ironically. "But for
-all that, you persist in sending me away."
-
-"I persist in thinking that there is no necessity for my keeping you
-here until to-morrow."
-
-"Oh, have it your own way! I am not reduced to forcing my company on
-anybody."
-
-Mrs. Mosey put her handkerchief in her pocket, and asserted her dignity.
-With head erect and slowly-marching steps she walked out of the room.
-Emily was left in the cottage, alone with her dying aunt.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI. MISS JETHRO.
-
-A fortnight after the disappearance of Mrs. Ellmother, and the dismissal
-of Mrs. Mosey, Doctor Allday entered his consulting-room, punctual to
-the hour at which he was accustomed to receive patients.
-
-An occasional wrinkling of his eyebrows, accompanied by an intermittent
-restlessness in his movements, appeared to indicate some disturbance
-of this worthy man's professional composure. His mind was indeed not at
-ease. Even the inexcitable old doctor had felt the attraction which had
-already conquered three such dissimilar people as Alban Morris, Cecilia
-Wyvil, and Francine de Sor. He was thinking of Emily.
-
-A ring at the door-bell announced the arrival of the first patient.
-
-The servant introduced a tall lady, dressed simply and elegantly in dark
-apparel. Noticeable features, of a Jewish cast--worn and haggard, but
-still preserving their grandeur of form--were visible through her
-veil. She moved with grace and dignity; and she stated her object in
-consulting Doctor Allday with the ease of a well-bred woman.
-
-"I come to ask your opinion, sir, on the state of my heart," she said;
-"and I am recommended by a patient, who has consulted you with advantage
-to herself." She placed a card on the doctor's writing-desk, and added:
-"I have become acquainted with the lady, by being one of the lodgers in
-her house."
-
-The doctor recognized the name--and the usual proceedings ensued. After
-careful examination, he arrived at a favorable conclusion. "I may tell
-you at once," he said--"there is no reason to be alarmed about the state
-of your heart."
-
-"I have never felt any alarm about myself," she answered quietly. "A
-sudden death is an easy death. If one's affairs are settled, it seems,
-on that account, to be the death to prefer. My object was to settle
-_my_ affairs--such as they are--if you had considered my life to be in
-danger. Is there nothing the matter with me?"
-
-"I don't say that," the doctor replied. "The action of your heart is
-very feeble. Take the medicine that I shall prescribe; pay a little
-more attention to eating and drinking than ladies usually do; don't run
-upstairs, and don't fatigue yourself by violent exercise--and I see no
-reason why you shouldn't live to be an old woman."
-
-"God forbid!" the lady said to herself. She turned away, and looked out
-of the window with a bitter smile.
-
-Doctor Allday wrote his prescription. "Are you likely to make a long
-stay in London?" he asked.
-
-"I am here for a little while only. Do you wish to see me again?"
-
-"I should like to see you once more, before you go away--if you can make
-it convenient. What name shall I put on the prescription?"
-
-"Miss Jethro."
-
-"A remarkable name," the doctor said, in his matter-of-fact way.
-
-Miss Jethro's bitter smile showed itself again.
-
-Without otherwise noticing what Doctor Allday had said, she laid the
-consultation fee on the table. At the same moment, the footman appeared
-with a letter. "From Miss Emily Brown," he said. "No answer required."
-
-He held the door open as he delivered the message, seeing that Miss
-Jethro was about to leave the room. She dismissed him by a gesture; and,
-returning to the table, pointed to the letter.
-
-"Was your correspondent lately a pupil at Miss Ladd's school?" she
-inquired.
-
-"My correspondent has just left Miss Ladd," the doctor answered. "Are
-you a friend of hers?"
-
-"I am acquainted with her."
-
-"You would be doing the poor child a kindness, if you would go and see
-her. She has no friends in London."
-
-"Pardon me--she has an aunt."
-
-"Her aunt died a week since."
-
-"Are there no other relations?"
-
-"None. A melancholy state of things, isn't it? She would have been
-absolutely alone in the house, if I had not sent one of my women
-servants to stay with her for the present. Did you know her father?"
-
-Miss Jethro passed over the question, as if she had not heard it. "Has
-the young lady dismissed her aunt's servants?" she asked.
-
-"Her aunt kept but one servant, ma'am. The woman has spared Miss Emily
-the trouble of dismissing her." He briefly alluded to Mrs. Ellmother's
-desertion of her mistress. "I can't explain it," he said when he had
-done. "Can _you_?"
-
-"What makes you think, sir, that I can help you? I have never even heard
-of the servant--and the mistress was a stranger to me."
-
-At Doctor Allday's age a man is not easily discouraged by reproof, even
-when it is administered by a handsome woman. "I thought you might have
-known Miss Emily's father," he persisted.
-
-Miss Jethro rose, and wished him good-morning. "I must not occupy any
-more of your valuable time," she said.
-
-"Suppose you wait a minute?" the doctor suggested.
-
-Impenetrable as ever, he rang the bell. "Any patients in the
-waiting-room?" he inquired. "You see I have time to spare," he resumed,
-when the man had replied in the negative. "I take an interest in this
-poor girl; and I thought--"
-
-"If you think that I take an interest in her, too," Miss Jethro
-interposed, "you are perfectly right--I knew her father," she added
-abruptly; the allusion to Emily having apparently reminded her of the
-question which she had hitherto declined to notice.
-
-"In that case," Doctor Allday proceeded, "I want a word of advice. Won't
-you sit down?"
-
-She took a chair in silence. An irregular movement in the lower part of
-her veil seemed to indicate that she was breathing with difficulty. The
-doctor observed her with close attention. "Let me see my prescription
-again," he said. Having added an ingredient, he handed it back with a
-word of explanation. "Your nerves are more out of order than I supposed.
-The hardest disease to cure that I know of is--worry."
-
-The hint could hardly have been plainer; but it was lost on Miss
-Jethro. Whatever her troubles might be, her medical adviser was not made
-acquainted with them. Quietly folding up the prescription, she reminded
-him that he had proposed to ask her advice.
-
-"In what way can I be of service to you?" she inquired.
-
-"I am afraid I must try your patience," the doctor acknowledged, "if I
-am to answer that question plainly."
-
-With these prefatory words, he described the events that had followed
-Mrs. Mosey's appearance at the cottage. "I am only doing justice to this
-foolish woman," he continued, "when I tell you that she came here, after
-she had left Miss Emily, and did her best to set matters right. I went
-to the poor girl directly--and I felt it my duty, after looking at her
-aunt, not to leave her alone for that night. When I got home the next
-morning, whom do you think I found waiting for me? Mrs. Ellmother!"
-
-He stopped--in the expectation that Miss Jethro would express some
-surprise. Not a word passed her lips.
-
-"Mrs. Ellmother's object was to ask how her mistress was going on," the
-doctor proceeded. "Every day while Miss Letitia still lived, she came
-here to make the same inquiry--without a word of explanation. On the day
-of the funeral, there she was at the church, dressed in deep mourning;
-and, as I can personally testify, crying bitterly. When the ceremony was
-over--can you believe it?--she slipped away before Miss Emily or I could
-speak to her. We have seen nothing more of her, and heard nothing more,
-from that time to this."
-
-He stopped again, the silent lady still listening without making any
-remark.
-
-"Have you no opinion to express?" the doctor asked bluntly.
-
-"I am waiting," Miss Jethro answered.
-
-"Waiting--for what?"
-
-"I haven't heard yet, why you want my advice."
-
-Doctor Allday's observation of humanity had hitherto reckoned want of
-caution among the deficient moral qualities in the natures of women. He
-set down Miss Jethro as a remarkable exception to a general rule.
-
-"I want you to advise me as to the right course to take with Miss
-Emily," he said. "She has assured me she attaches no serious importance
-to her aunt's wanderings, when the poor old lady's fever was at its
-worst. I don't doubt that she speaks the truth--but I have my own
-reasons for being afraid that she is deceiving herself. Will you bear
-this in mind?"
-
-"Yes--if it's necessary."
-
-"In plain words, Miss Jethro, you think I am still wandering from the
-point. I have got to the point. Yesterday, Miss Emily told me that
-she hoped to be soon composed enough to examine the papers left by her
-aunt."
-
-Miss Jethro suddenly turned in her chair, and looked at Doctor Allday.
-
-"Are you beginning to feel interested?" the doctor asked mischievously.
-
-She neither acknowledged nor denied it. "Go on"--was all she said.
-
-"I don't know how _you_ feel," he proceeded; "_I_ am afraid of the
-discoveries which she may make; and I am strongly tempted to advise
-her to leave the proposed examination to her aunt's lawyer. Is there
-anything in your knowledge of Miss Emily's late father, which tells you
-that I am right?"
-
-"Before I reply," said Miss Jethro, "it may not be amiss to let the
-young lady speak for herself."
-
-"How is she to do that?" the doctor asked.
-
-Miss Jethro pointed to the writing table. "Look there," she said. "You
-have not yet opened Miss Emily's letter."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII. DOCTOR ALLDAY.
-
-Absorbed in the effort to overcome his patient's reserve, the doctor had
-forgotten Emily's letter. He opened it immediately.
-
-After reading the first sentence, he looked up with an expression of
-annoyance. "She has begun the examination of the papers already," he
-said.
-
-"Then I can be of no further use to you," Miss Jethro rejoined. She made
-a second attempt to leave the room.
-
-Doctor Allday turned to the next page of the letter. "Stop!" he cried.
-"She has found something--and here it is."
-
-He held up a small printed Handbill, which had been placed between the
-first and second pages. "Suppose you look at it?" he said.
-
-"Whether I am interested in it or not?" Miss Jethro asked.
-
-"You may be interested in what Miss Emily says about it in her letter."
-
-"Do you propose to show me her letter?"
-
-"I propose to read it to you."
-
-Miss Jethro took the Handbill without further objection. It was
-expressed in these words:
-
-"MURDER. 100 POUNDS REWARD.--Whereas a murder was committed on the
-thirtieth September, 1877, at the Hand-in-Hand Inn, in the village
-of Zeeland, Hampshire, the above reward will be paid to any person or
-persons whose exertions shall lead to the arrest and conviction of the
-suspected murderer. Name not known. Supposed age, between twenty and
-thirty years. A well-made man, of small stature. Fair complexion,
-delicate features, clear blue eyes. Hair light, and cut rather short.
-Clean shaven, with the exception of narrow half-whiskers. Small, white,
-well-shaped hands. Wore valuable rings on the two last fingers of
-the left hand. Dressed neatly in a dark-gray tourist-suit. Carried
-a knapsack, as if on a pedestrian excursion. Remarkably good voice,
-smooth, full, and persuasive. Ingratiating manners. Apply to the Chief
-Inspector, Metropolitan Police Office, London."
-
-Miss Jethro laid aside the Handbill without any visible appearance of
-agitation. The doctor took up Emily's letter, and read as follows:
-
-"You will be as much relieved as I was, my kind friend, when you look at
-the paper inclosed. I found it loose in a blank book, with cuttings from
-newspapers, and odd announcements of lost property and other curious
-things (all huddled together between the leaves), which my aunt no doubt
-intended to set in order and fix in their proper places. She must have
-been thinking of her book, poor soul, in her last illness. Here is the
-origin of those 'terrible words' which frightened stupid Mrs. Mosey! Is
-it not encouraging to have discovered such a confirmation of my opinion
-as this? I feel a new interest in looking over the papers that still
-remain to be examined--"
-
-Before he could get to the end of the sentence Miss Jethro's agitation
-broke through her reserve.
-
-"Do what you proposed to do!" she burst out vehemently. "Stop her at
-once from carrying her examination any further! If she hesitates, insist
-on it!"
-
-At last Doctor Allday had triumphed! "It has been a long time coming,"
-he remarked, in his cool way; "and it's all the more welcome on that
-account. You dread the discoveries she may make, Miss Jethro, as I do.
-And _you_ know what those discoveries may be."
-
-"What I do know, or don't know, is of no importance." she answered
-sharply.
-
-"Excuse me, it is of very serious importance. I have no authority over
-this poor girl--I am not even an old friend. You tell me to insist. Help
-me to declare honestly that I know of circumstances which justify me;
-and I may insist to some purpose."
-
-Miss Jethro lifted her veil for the first time, and eyed him
-searchingly.
-
-"I believe I can trust you," she said. "Now listen! The one
-consideration on which I consent to open my lips, is consideration for
-Miss Emily's tranquillity. Promise me absolute secrecy, on your word of
-honor."
-
-He gave the promise.
-
-"I want to know one thing, first," Miss Jethro proceeded. "Did she tell
-you--as she once told me--that her father had died of heart-complaint?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Did you put any questions to her?"
-
-"I asked how long ago it was."
-
-"And she told you?"
-
-"She told me."
-
-"You wish to know, Doctor Allday, what discoveries Miss Emily may yet
-make, among her aunt's papers. Judge for yourself, when I tell you that
-she has been deceived about her father's death."
-
-"Do you mean that he is still living?"
-
-"I mean that she has been deceived--purposely deceived--about the
-_manner_ of his death."
-
-"Who was the wretch who did it?"
-
-"You are wronging the dead, sir! The truth can only have been concealed
-out of the purest motives of love and pity. I don't desire to disguise
-the conclusion at which I have arrived after what I have heard from
-yourself. The person responsible must be Miss Emily's aunt--and the old
-servant must have been in her confidence. Remember! You are bound in
-honor not to repeat to any living creature what I have just said."
-
-The doctor followed Miss Jethro to the door. "You have not yet told me,"
-he said, "_how_ her father died."
-
-"I have no more to tell you."
-
-With those words she left him.
-
-He rang for his servant. To wait until the hour at which he was
-accustomed to go out, might be to leave Emily's peace of mind at the
-mercy of an accident. "I am going to the cottage," he said. "If anybody
-wants me, I shall be back in a quarter of an hour."
-
-On the point of leaving the house, he remembered that Emily would
-probably expect him to return the Handbill. As he took it up, the first
-lines caught his eye: he read the date at which the murder had been
-committed, for the second time. On a sudden the ruddy color left his
-face.
-
-"Good God!" he cried, "her father was murdered--and that woman was
-concerned in it."
-
-Following the impulse that urged him, he secured the Handbill in his
-pocketbook--snatched up the card which his patient had presented as her
-introduction--and instantly left the house. He called the first cab that
-passed him, and drove to Miss Jethro's lodgings.
-
-"Gone"--was the servant's answer when he inquired for her. He insisted
-on speaking to the landlady. "Hardly ten minutes have passed," he said,
-"since she left my house."
-
-"Hardly ten minutes have passed," the landlady replied, "since that
-message was brought here by a boy."
-
-The message had been evidently written in great haste: "I am
-unexpectedly obliged to leave London. A bank note is inclosed in payment
-of my debt to you. I will send for my luggage."
-
-The doctor withdrew.
-
-"Unexpectedly obliged to leave London," he repeated, as he got into the
-cab again. "Her flight condemns her: not a doubt of it now. As fast
-as you can!" he shouted to the man; directing him to drive to Emily's
-cottage.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII. MISS LADD.
-
-Arriving at the cottage, Doctor Allday discovered a gentleman, who was
-just closing the garden gate behind him.
-
-"Has Miss Emily had a visitor?" he inquired, when the servant admitted
-him.
-
-"The gentleman left a letter for Miss Emily, sir."
-
-"Did he ask to see her?"
-
-"He asked after Miss Letitia's health. When he heard that she was dead,
-he seemed to be startled, and went away immediately."
-
-"Did he give his name?"
-
-"No, sir."
-
-The doctor found Emily absorbed over her letter. His anxiety to
-forestall any possible discovery of the deception which had concealed
-the terrible story of her father's death, kept Doctor Allday's vigilance
-on the watch. He doubted the gentleman who had abstained from giving
-his name; he even distrusted the other unknown person who had written to
-Emily.
-
-She looked up. Her face relieved him of his misgivings, before she could
-speak.
-
-"At last, I have heard from my dearest friend," she said. "You remember
-what I told you about Cecilia? Here is a letter--a long delightful
-letter--from the Engadine, left at the door by some gentleman unknown. I
-was questioning the servant when you rang the bell."
-
-"You may question me, if you prefer it. I arrived just as the gentleman
-was shutting your garden gate."
-
-"Oh, tell me! what was he like?"
-
-"Tall, and thin, and dark. Wore a vile republican-looking felt hat.
-Had nasty ill-tempered wrinkles between his eyebrows. The sort of man I
-distrust by instinct."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because he doesn't shave."
-
-"Do you mean that he wore a beard?"
-
-"Yes; a curly black beard."
-
-Emily clasped her hands in amazement. "Can it be Alban Morris?" she
-exclaimed.
-
-The doctor looked at her with a sardonic smile; he thought it likely
-that he had discovered her sweetheart.
-
-"Who is Mr. Alban Morris?" he asked.
-
-"The drawing-master at Miss Ladd's school."
-
-Doctor Allday dropped the subject: masters at ladies' schools were not
-persons who interested him. He returned to the purpose which had brought
-him to the cottage--and produced the Handbill that had been sent to him
-in Emily's letter.
-
-"I suppose you want to have it back again?" he said.
-
-She took it from him, and looked at it with interest.
-
-"Isn't it strange," she suggested, "that the murderer should have
-escaped, with such a careful description of him as this circulated all
-over England?"
-
-She read the description to the doctor.
-
-"'Name not known. Supposed age, between twenty-five and thirty years.
-A well-made man, of small stature. Fair complexion, delicate features,
-clear blue eyes. Hair light, and cut rather short. Clean shaven, with
-the exception of narrow half-whiskers. Small, white, well-shaped hands.
-Wore valuable rings on the two last fingers of the left hand. Dressed
-neatly--'"
-
-"That part of the description is useless," the doctor remarked; "he
-would change his clothes."
-
-"But could he change his voice?" Emily objected. "Listen to this:
-'Remarkably good voice, smooth, full, and persuasive.' And here
-again! 'Ingratiating manners.' Perhaps you will say he could put on an
-appearance of rudeness?"
-
-"I will say this, my dear. He would be able to disguise himself so
-effectually that ninety-nine people out of a hundred would fail to
-identify him, either by his voice or his manner."
-
-"How?"
-
-"Look back at the description: 'Hair cut rather short, clean shaven,
-with the exception of narrow half-whiskers.' The wretch was safe from
-pursuit; he had ample time at his disposal--don't you see how he could
-completely alter the appearance of his head and face? No more, my dear,
-of this disagreeable subject! Let us get to something interesting. Have
-you found anything else among your aunt's papers?"
-
-"I have met with a great disappointment," Emily replied. "Did I tell you
-how I discovered the Handbill?"
-
-"No."
-
-"I found it, with the scrap-book and the newspaper cuttings, under
-a collection of empty boxes and bottles, in a drawer of the
-washhand-stand. And I naturally expected to make far more interesting
-discoveries in this room. My search was over in five minutes. Nothing
-in the cabinet there, in the corner, but a few books and some china.
-Nothing in the writing-desk, on that side-table, but a packet of
-note-paper and some sealing-wax. Nothing here, in the drawers, but
-tradesmen's receipts, materials for knitting, and old photographs. She
-must have destroyed all her papers, poor dear, before her last illness;
-and the Handbill and the other things can only have escaped, because
-they were left in a place which she never thought of examining. Isn't it
-provoking?"
-
-With a mind inexpressibly relieved, good Doctor Allday asked permission
-to return to his patients: leaving Emily to devote herself to her
-friend's letter.
-
-On his way out, he noticed that the door of the bed-chamber on the
-opposite side of the passage stood open. Since Miss Letitia's death the
-room had not been used. Well within view stood the washhand-stand
-to which Emily had alluded. The doctor advanced to the house
-door--reflected--hesitated--and looked toward the empty room.
-
-It had struck him that there might be a second drawer which Emily had
-overlooked. Would he be justified in setting this doubt at rest? If
-he passed over ordinary scruples it would not be without excuse. Miss
-Letitia had spoken to him of her affairs, and had asked him to act (in
-Emily's interest) as co-executor with her lawyer. The rapid progress
-of the illness had made it impossible for her to execute the necessary
-codicil. But the doctor had been morally (if not legally) taken into her
-confidence--and, for that reason, he decided that he had a right in this
-serious matter to satisfy his own mind.
-
-A glance was enough to show him that no second drawer had been
-overlooked.
-
-There was no other discovery to detain the doctor. The wardrobe only
-contained the poor old lady's clothes; the one cupboard was open
-and empty. On the point of leaving the room, he went back to the
-washhand-stand. While he had the opportunity, it might not be amiss
-to make sure that Emily had thoroughly examined those old boxes and
-bottles, which she had alluded to with some little contempt.
-
-The drawer was of considerable length. When he tried to pull it
-completely out from the grooves in which it ran, it resisted him. In his
-present frame of mind, this was a suspicious circumstance in itself. He
-cleared away the litter so as to make room for the introduction of his
-hand and arm into the drawer. In another moment his fingers touched
-a piece of paper, jammed between the inner end of the drawer and the
-bottom of the flat surface of the washhand-stand. With a little care, he
-succeeded in extricating the paper. Only pausing to satisfy himself
-that there was nothing else to be found, and to close the drawer after
-replacing its contents, he left the cottage.
-
-The cab was waiting for him. On the drive back to his own house, he
-opened the crumpled paper. It proved to be a letter addressed to
-Miss Letitia; and it was signed by no less a person than Emily's
-schoolmistress. Looking back from the end to the beginning, Doctor
-Allday discovered, in the first sentence, the name of--Miss Jethro.
-
-But for the interview of that morning with his patient he might have
-doubted the propriety of making himself further acquainted with the
-letter. As things were, he read it without hesitation.
-
-"DEAR MADAM--I cannot but regard it as providential circumstance that
-your niece, in writing to you from my house, should have mentioned,
-among other events of her school life, the arrival of my new teacher,
-Miss Jethro.
-
-"To say that I was surprised is to express very inadequately what I felt
-when I read your letter, informing me confidentially that I had employed
-a woman who was unworthy to associate with the young persons placed
-under my care. It is impossible for me to suppose that a lady in your
-position, and possessed of your high principles, would make such a
-serious accusation as this, without unanswerable reasons for doing so.
-At the same time I cannot, consistently with my duty as a Christian,
-suffer my opinion of Miss Jethro to be in any way modified, until proofs
-are laid before me which it is impossible to dispute.
-
-"Placing the same confidence in your discretion, which you have placed
-in mine, I now inclose the references and testimonials which Miss Jethro
-submitted to me, when she presented herself to fill the vacant situation
-in my school.
-
-"I earnestly request you to lose no time in instituting the confidential
-inquiries which you have volunteered to make. Whatever the result may
-be, pray return to me the inclosures which I have trusted to your care,
-and believe me, dear madam, in much suspense and anxiety, sincerely
-yours,
-
-"AMELIA LADD."
-
-
-It is needless to describe, at any length, the impression which these
-lines produced on the doctor.
-
-If he had heard what Emily had heard at the time of her aunt's last
-illness, he would have called to mind Miss Letitia's betrayal of her
-interest in some man unknown, whom she believed to have been beguiled
-by Miss Jethro--and he would have perceived that the vindictive hatred,
-thus produced, must have inspired the letter of denunciation which the
-schoolmistress had acknowledged. He would also have inferred that Miss
-Letitia's inquiries had proved her accusation to be well founded--if
-he had known of the new teacher's sudden dismissal from the school. As
-things were, he was merely confirmed in his bad opinion of Miss Jethro;
-and he was induced, on reflection, to keep his discovery to himself.
-
-"If poor Miss Emily saw the old lady exhibited in the character of an
-informer," he thought, "what a blow would be struck at her innocent
-respect for the memory of her aunt!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX. SIR JERVIS REDWOOD.
-
-In the meantime, Emily, left by herself, had her own correspondence to
-occupy her attention. Besides the letter from Cecilia (directed to the
-care of Sir Jervis Redwood), she had received some lines addressed to
-her by Sir Jervis himself. The two inclosures had been secured in a
-sealed envelope, directed to the cottage.
-
-If Alban Morris had been indeed the person trusted as messenger by Sir
-Jervis, the conclusion that followed filled Emily with overpowering
-emotions of curiosity and surprise.
-
-Having no longer the motive of serving and protecting her, Alban must,
-nevertheless, have taken the journey to Northumberland. He must have
-gained Sir Jervis Redwood's favor and confidence--and he might even
-have been a guest at the baronet's country seat--when Cecilia's letter
-arrived. What did it mean?
-
-Emily looked back at her experience of her last day at school, and
-recalled her consultation with Alban on the subject of Mrs. Rook. Was
-he still bent on clearing up his suspicions of Sir Jervis's housekeeper?
-And, with that end in view, had he followed the woman, on her return to
-her master's place of abode?
-
-Suddenly, almost irritably, Emily snatched up Sir Jervis's letter.
-Before the doctor had come in, she had glanced at it, and had thrown it
-aside in her impatience to read what Cecilia had written. In her present
-altered frame of mind, she was inclined to think that Sir Jervis might
-be the more interesting correspondent of the two.
-
-On returning to his letter, she was disappointed at the outset.
-
-In the first place, his handwriting was so abominably bad that she was
-obliged to guess at his meaning. In the second place, he never hinted at
-the circumstances under which Cecilia's letter had been confided to the
-gentleman who had left it at her door.
-
-She would once more have treated the baronet's communication with
-contempt--but for the discovery that it contained an offer of employment
-in London, addressed to herself.
-
-Sir Jervis had necessarily been obliged to engage another secretary
-in Emily's absence. But he was still in want of a person to serve his
-literary interests in London. He had reason to believe that discoveries
-made by modern travelers in Central America had been reported from time
-to time by the English press; and he wished copies to be taken of any
-notices of this sort which might be found, on referring to the files
-of newspapers kept in the reading-room of the British Museum. If
-Emily considered herself capable of contributing in this way to the
-completeness of his great work on "the ruined cities," she had only
-to apply to his bookseller in London, who would pay her the customary
-remuneration and give her every assistance of which she might stand in
-need. The bookseller's name and address followed (with nothing legible
-but the two words "Bond Street"), and there was an end of Sir Jervis's
-proposal.
-
-Emily laid it aside, deferring her answer until she had read Cecilia's
-letter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX. THE REVEREND MILES MIRABEL.
-
-"I am making a little excursion from the Engadine, my dearest of all
-dear friends. Two charming fellow-travelers take care of me; and we may
-perhaps get as far as the Lake of Como.
-
-"My sister (already much improved in health) remains at St. Moritz with
-the old governess. The moment I know what exact course we are going to
-take, I shall write to Julia to forward any letters which arrive in my
-absence. My life, in this earthly paradise, will be only complete when I
-hear from my darling Emily.
-
-"In the meantime, we are staying for the night at some interesting
-place, the name of which I have unaccountably forgotten; and here I am
-in my room, writing to you at last--dying to know if Sir Jervis has yet
-thrown himself at your feet, and offered to make you Lady Redwood with
-magnificent settlements.
-
-"But you are waiting to hear who my new friends are. My dear, one of
-them is, next to yourself, the most delightful creature in existence.
-Society knows her as Lady Janeaway. I love her already, by her Christian
-name; she is my friend Doris. And she reciprocates my sentiments.
-
-"You will now understand that union of sympathies made us acquainted
-with each other.
-
-"If there is anything in me to be proud of, I think it must be my
-admirable appetite. And, if I have a passion, the name of it is Pastry.
-Here again, Lady Doris reciprocates my sentiments. We sit next to each
-other at the _table d'hote_.
-
-"Good heavens, I have forgotten her husband! They have been married
-rather more than a month. Did I tell you that she is just two years
-older than I am?
-
-"I declare I am forgetting him again! He is Lord Janeaway. Such a quiet
-modest man, and so easily amused. He carries with him everywhere a dirty
-little tin case, with air holes in the cover. He goes softly poking
-about among bushes and brambles, and under rocks, and behind old wooden
-houses. When he has caught some hideous insect that makes one shudder,
-he blushes with pleasure, and looks at his wife and me, and says, with
-the prettiest lisp: 'This is what I call enjoying the day.' To see the
-manner in which he obeys Her is, between ourselves, to feel proud of
-being a woman.
-
-"Where was I? Oh, at the _table d'hote_.
-
-"Never, Emily--I say it with a solemn sense of the claims of
-truth--never have I eaten such an infamous, abominable, maddeningly bad
-dinner, as the dinner they gave us on our first day at the hotel. I ask
-you if I am not patient; I appeal to your own recollection of occasions
-when I have exhibited extraordinary self-control. My dear, I held out
-until they brought the pastry round. I took one bite, and committed
-the most shocking offense against good manners at table that you can
-imagine. My handkerchief, my poor innocent handkerchief, received the
-horrid--please suppose the rest. My hair stands on end, when I think of
-it. Our neighbors at the table saw me. The coarse men laughed. The sweet
-young bride, sincerely feeling for me, said, 'Will you allow me to shake
-hands? I did exactly what you have done the day before yesterday.' Such
-was the beginning of my friendship with Lady Doris Janeaway.
-
-"We are two resolute women--I mean that _she_ is resolute, and that
-I follow her--and we have asserted our right of dining to our own
-satisfaction, by means of an interview with the chief cook.
-
-"This interesting person is an ex-Zouave in the French army. Instead of
-making excuses, he confessed that the barbarous tastes of the English
-and American visitors had so discouraged him, that he had lost all pride
-and pleasure in the exercise of his art. As an example of what he meant,
-he mentioned his experience of two young Englishmen who could speak
-no foreign language. The waiters reported that they objected to their
-breakfasts, and especially to the eggs. Thereupon (to translate the
-Frenchman's own way of putting it) he exhausted himself in exquisite
-preparations of eggs. _Eggs a la tripe, au gratin, a l'Aurore, a
-la Dauphine, a la Poulette, a la Tartare, a la Venitienne, a la
-Bordelaise_, and so on, and so on. Still the two young gentlemen
-were not satisfied. The ex-Zouave, infuriated; wounded in his honor,
-disgraced as a professor, insisted on an explanation. What, in heaven's
-name, _did_ they want for breakfast? They wanted boiled eggs; and a fish
-which they called a _Bloaterre_. It was impossible, he said, to express
-his contempt for the English idea of a breakfast, in the presence
-of ladies. You know how a cat expresses herself in the presence of a
-dog--and you will understand the allusion. Oh, Emily, what dinners we
-have had, in our own room, since we spoke to that noble cook!
-
-"Have I any more news to send you? Are you interested, my dear, in
-eloquent young clergymen?
-
-"On our first appearance at the public table we noticed a remarkable air
-of depression among the ladies. Had some adventurous gentleman tried to
-climb a mountain, and failed? Had disastrous political news arrived from
-England; a defeat of the Conservatives, for instance? Had a revolution
-in the fashions broken out in Paris, and had all our best dresses become
-of no earthly value to us? I applied for information to the only lady
-present who shone on the company with a cheerful face--my friend Doris,
-of course. "'What day was yesterday?' she asked.
-
-"'Sunday,' I answered.
-
-"'Of all melancholy Sundays,' she continued, the most melancholy in
-the calendar. Mr. Miles Mirabel preached his farewell sermon, in our
-temporary chapel upstairs.'
-
-"'And you have not recovered it yet?'
-
-"'We are all heart-broken, Miss Wyvil.'
-
-"This naturally interested me. I asked what sort of sermons Mr. Mirabel
-preached. Lady Janeaway said: 'Come up to our room after dinner. The
-subject is too distressing to be discussed in public.'
-
-"She began by making me personally acquainted with the reverend
-gentleman--that is to say, she showed me the photographic portraits of
-him. They were two in number. One only presented his face. The other
-exhibited him at full length, adorned in his surplice. Every lady in the
-congregation had received the two photographs as a farewell present. 'My
-portraits,' Lady Doris remarked, 'are the only complete specimens. The
-others have been irretrievably ruined by tears.'
-
-"You will now expect a personal description of this fascinating man.
-What the photographs failed to tell me, my friend was so kind as to
-complete from the resources of her own experience. Here is the result
-presented to the best of my ability.
-
-"He is young--not yet thirty years of age. His complexion is fair; his
-features are delicate, his eyes are clear blue. He has pretty hands, and
-rings prettier still. And such a voice, and such manners! You will say
-there are plenty of pet parsons who answer to this description. Wait a
-little--I have kept his chief distinction till the last. His beautiful
-light hair flows in profusion over his shoulders; and his glossy beard
-waves, at apostolic length, down to the lower buttons of his waistcoat.
-
-"What do you think of the Reverend Miles Mirabel now?
-
-"The life and adventures of our charming young clergyman, bear eloquent
-testimony to the saintly patience of his disposition, under trials which
-would have overwhelmed an ordinary man. (Lady Doris, please notice,
-quotes in this place the language of his admirers; and I report Lady
-Doris.)
-
-"He has been clerk in a lawyer's office--unjustly dismissed. He has
-given readings from Shakespeare--infamously neglected. He has been
-secretary to a promenade concert company--deceived by a penniless
-manager. He has been employed in negotiations for making foreign
-railways--repudiated by an unprincipled Government. He has been
-translator to a publishing house--declared incapable by
-envious newspapers and reviews. He has taken refuge in dramatic
-criticism--dismissed by a corrupt editor. Through all these means of
-purification for the priestly career, he passed at last into the
-one sphere that was worthy of him: he entered the Church, under the
-protection of influential friends. Oh, happy change! From that moment
-his labors have been blessed. Twice already he has been presented
-with silver tea-pots filled with sovereigns. Go where he may, precious
-sympathies environ him; and domestic affection places his knife and fork
-at innumerable family tables. After a continental career, which will
-leave undying recollections, he is now recalled to England--at the
-suggestion of a person of distinction in the Church, who prefers a mild
-climate. It will now be his valued privilege to represent an absent
-rector in a country living; remote from cities, secluded in pastoral
-solitude, among simple breeders of sheep. May the shepherd prove worthy
-of the flock!
-
-"Here again, my dear, I must give the merit where the merit is due.
-This memoir of Mr. Mirabel is not of my writing. It formed part of his
-farewell sermon, preserved in the memory of Lady Doris--and it shows
-(once more in the language of his admirers) that the truest humility may
-be found in the character of the most gifted man.
-
-"Let me only add, that you will have opportunities of seeing and
-hearing this popular preacher, when circumstances permit him to address
-congregations in the large towns. I am at the end of my news; and I
-begin to feel--after this long, long letter--that it is time to go to
-bed. Need I say that I have often spoken of you to Doris, and that she
-entreats you to be her friend as well as mine, when we meet again in
-England?
-
-"Good-by, darling, for the present. With fondest love,
-
-"Your CECILIA."
-
-"P.S.--I have formed a new habit. In case of feeling hungry in the
-night, I keep a box of chocolate under the pillow. You have no idea what
-a comfort it is. If I ever meet with the man who fulfills my ideal, I
-shall make it a condition of the marriage settlement, that I am to have
-chocolate under the pillow."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI. POLLY AND SALLY.
-
-Without a care to trouble her; abroad or at home, finding
-inexhaustible varieties of amusement; seeing new places, making new
-acquaintances--what a disheartening contrast did Cecilia's happy life
-present to the life of her friend! Who, in Emily's position, could have
-read that joyously-written letter from Switzerland, and not have lost
-heart and faith, for the moment at least, as the inevitable result?
-
-A buoyant temperament is of all moral qualities the most precious, in
-this respect; it is the one force in us--when virtuous resolution proves
-insufficient--which resists by instinct the stealthy approaches of
-despair. "I shall only cry," Emily thought, "if I stay at home; better
-go out."
-
-Observant persons, accustomed to frequent the London parks, can hardly
-have failed to notice the number of solitary strangers sadly endeavoring
-to vary their lives by taking a walk. They linger about the flower-beds;
-they sit for hours on the benches; they look with patient curiosity at
-other people who have companions; they notice ladies on horseback and
-children at play, with submissive interest; some of the men find company
-in a pipe, without appearing to enjoy it; some of the women find a
-substitute for dinner, in little dry biscuits wrapped in crumpled scraps
-of paper; they are not sociable; they are hardly ever seen to make
-acquaintance with each other; perhaps they are shame-faced, or proud, or
-sullen; perhaps they despair of others, being accustomed to despair
-of themselves; perhaps they have their reasons for never venturing to
-encounter curiosity, or their vices which dread detection, or their
-virtues which suffer hardship with the resignation that is sufficient
-for itself. The one thing certain is, that these unfortunate people
-resist discovery. We know that they are strangers in London--and we know
-no more.
-
-And Emily was one of them.
-
-Among the other forlorn wanderers in the Parks, there appeared latterly
-a trim little figure in black (with the face protected from notice
-behind a crape veil), which was beginning to be familiar, day after
-day, to nursemaids and children, and to rouse curiosity among harmless
-solitaries meditating on benches, and idle vagabonds strolling over the
-grass. The woman-servant, whom the considerate doctor had provided, was
-the one person in Emily's absence left to take care of the house. There
-was no other creature who could be a companion to the friendless girl.
-Mrs. Ellmother had never shown herself again since the funeral. Mrs.
-Mosey could not forget that she had been (no matter how politely)
-requested to withdraw. To whom could Emily say, "Let us go out for a
-walk?" She had communicated the news of her aunt's death to Miss Ladd,
-at Brighton; and had heard from Francine. The worthy schoolmistress had
-written to her with the truest kindness. "Choose your own time, my poor
-child, and come and stay with me at Brighton; the sooner the better."
-Emily shrank--not from accepting the invitation--but from encountering
-Francine. The hard West Indian heiress looked harder than ever with
-a pen in her hand. Her letter announced that she was "getting on
-wretchedly with her studies (which she hated); she found the masters
-appointed to instruct her ugly and disagreeable (and loathed the sight
-of them); she had taken a dislike to Miss Ladd (and time only confirmed
-that unfavorable impression); Brighton was always the same; the sea
-was always the same; the drives were always the same. Francine felt a
-presentiment that she should do something desperate, unless Emily joined
-her, and made Brighton endurable behind the horrid schoolmistress's
-back." Solitude in London was a privilege and a pleasure, viewed as the
-alternative to such companionship as this.
-
-Emily wrote gratefully to Miss Ladd, and asked to be excused.
-
-Other days had passed drearily since that time; but the one day that had
-brought with it Cecilia's letter set past happiness and present sorrow
-together so vividly and so cruelly that Emily's courage sank. She had
-forced back the tears, in her lonely home; she had gone out to seek
-consolation and encouragement under the sunny sky--to find comfort for
-her sore heart in the radiant summer beauty of flowers and grass, in
-the sweet breathing of the air, in the happy heavenward soaring of the
-birds. No! Mother Nature is stepmother to the sick at heart. Soon,
-too soon, she could hardly see where she went. Again and again she
-resolutely cleared her eyes, under the shelter of her veil, when passing
-strangers noticed her; and again and again the tears found their way
-back. Oh, if the girls at the school were to see her now--the girls
-who used to say in their moments of sadness, "Let us go to Emily and be
-cheered"--would they know her again? She sat down to rest and recover
-herself on the nearest bench. It was unoccupied. No passing footsteps
-were audible on the remote path to which she had strayed. Solitude at
-home! Solitude in the Park! Where was Cecilia at that moment? In
-Italy, among the lakes and mountains, happy in the company of her
-light-hearted friend.
-
-The lonely interval passed, and persons came near. Two sisters, girls
-like herself, stopped to rest on the bench.
-
-They were full of their own interests; they hardly looked at the
-stranger in mourning garments. The younger sister was to be married, and
-the elder was to be bridesmaid. They talked of their dresses and their
-presents; they compared the dashing bridegroom of one with the timid
-lover of the other; they laughed over their own small sallies of wit,
-over their joyous dreams of the future, over their opinions of the
-guests invited to the wedding. Too joyfully restless to remain inactive
-any longer, they jumped up again from the seat. One of them said,
-"Polly, I'm too happy!" and danced as she walked away. The other
-cried, "Sally, for shame!" and laughed, as if she had hit on the most
-irresistible joke that ever was made.
-
-Emily rose and went home.
-
-By some mysterious influence which she was unable to trace, the
-boisterous merriment of the two girls had roused in her a sense of
-revolt against the life that she was leading. Change, speedy change, to
-some occupation that would force her to exert herself, presented the
-one promise of brighter days that she could see. To feel this was to be
-inevitably reminded of Sir Jervis Redwood. Here was a man, who had never
-seen her, transformed by the incomprehensible operation of Chance into
-the friend of whom she stood in need--the friend who pointed the way to
-a new world of action, the busy world of readers in the library of the
-Museum.
-
-Early in the new week, Emily had accepted Sir Jervis's proposal, and
-had so interested the bookseller to whom she had been directed to apply,
-that he took it on himself to modify the arbitrary instructions of his
-employer.
-
-"The old gentleman has no mercy on himself, and no mercy on others,"
-he explained, "where his literary labors are concerned. You must spare
-yourself, Miss Emily. It is not only absurd, it's cruel, to expect you
-to ransack old newspapers for discoveries in Yucatan, from the time when
-Stephens published his 'Travels in Central America'--nearly forty years
-since! Begin with back numbers published within a few years--say five
-years from the present date--and let us see what your search over that
-interval will bring forth."
-
-Accepting this friendly advice, Emily began with the newspaper-volume
-dating from New Year's Day, 1876.
-
-The first hour of her search strengthened the sincere sense of gratitude
-with which she remembered the bookseller's kindness. To keep her
-attention steadily fixed on the one subject that interested her
-employer, and to resist the temptation to read those miscellaneous items
-of news which especially interest women, put her patience and resolution
-to a merciless test. Happily for herself, her neighbors on either side
-were no idlers. To see them so absorbed over their work that they never
-once looked at her, after the first moment when she took her place
-between them, was to find exactly the example of which she stood most in
-need. As the hours wore on, she pursued her weary way, down one column
-and up another, resigned at least (if not quite reconciled yet) to her
-task. Her labors ended, for the day, with such encouragement as she
-might derive from the conviction of having, thus far, honestly pursued a
-useless search.
-
-News was waiting for her when she reached home, which raised her sinking
-spirits.
-
-On leaving the cottage that morning she had given certain instructions,
-relating to the modest stranger who had taken charge of her
-correspondence--in case of his paying a second visit, during her absence
-at the Museum. The first words spoken by the servant, on opening the
-door, informed her that the unknown gentleman had called again. This
-time he had boldly left his card. There was the welcome name that she
-had expected to see--Alban Morris.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII. ALBAN MORRIS.
-
-Having looked at the card, Emily put her first question to the servant.
-
-"Did you tell Mr. Morris what your orders were?" she asked.
-
-"Yes, miss; I said I was to have shown him in, if you had been at home.
-Perhaps I did wrong; I told him what you told me when you went out this
-morning--I said you had gone to read at the Museum."
-
-"What makes you think you did wrong?"
-
-"Well, miss, he didn't say anything, but he looked upset."
-
-"Do you mean that he looked angry?"
-
-The servant shook her head. "Not exactly angry--puzzled and put out."
-
-"Did he leave any message?"
-
-"He said he would call later, if you would be so good as to receive
-him."
-
-In half an hour more, Alban and Emily were together again. The light
-fell full on her face as she rose to receive him.
-
-"Oh, how you have suffered!"
-
-The words escaped him before he could restrain himself. He looked at her
-with the tender sympathy, so precious to women, which she had not seen
-in the face of any human creature since the loss of her aunt. Even the
-good doctor's efforts to console her had been efforts of professional
-routine--the inevitable result of his life-long familiarity with sorrow
-and death. While Alban's eyes rested on her, Emily felt her tears
-rising. In the fear that he might misinterpret her reception of him, she
-made an effort to speak with some appearance of composure.
-
-"I lead a lonely life," she said; "and I can well understand that my
-face shows it. You are one of my very few friends, Mr. Morris"--the
-tears rose again; it discouraged her to see him standing irresolute,
-with his hat in his hand, fearful of intruding on her. "Indeed, indeed,
-you are welcome," she said, very earnestly.
-
-In those sad days her heart was easily touched. She gave him her hand
-for the second time. He held it gently for a moment. Every day since
-they had parted she had been in his thoughts; she had become dearer to
-him than ever. He was too deeply affected to trust himself to answer.
-That silence pleaded for him as nothing had pleaded for him yet. In
-her secret self she remembered with wonder how she had received his
-confession in the school garden. It was a little hard on him, surely, to
-have forbidden him even to hope.
-
-Conscious of her own weakness--even while giving way to it--she felt the
-necessity of turning his attention from herself. In some confusion, she
-pointed to a chair at her side, and spoke of his first visit, when he
-had left her letters at the door. Having confided to him all that she
-had discovered, and all that she had guessed, on that occasion, it
-was by an easy transition that she alluded next to the motive for his
-journey to the North.
-
-"I thought it might be suspicion of Mrs. Rook," she said. "Was I
-mistaken?"
-
-"No; you were right."
-
-"They were serious suspicions, I suppose?"
-
-"Certainly! I should not otherwise have devoted my holiday-time to
-clearing them up."
-
-"May I know what they were?"
-
-"I am sorry to disappoint you," he began.
-
-"But you would rather not answer my question," she interposed.
-
-"I would rather hear you tell me if you have made any other guess."
-
-"One more, Mr. Morris. I guessed that you had become acquainted with Sir
-Jervis Redwood."
-
-"For the second time, Miss Emily, you have arrived at a sound
-conclusion. My one hope of finding opportunities for observing Sir
-Jervis's housekeeper depended on my chance of gaining admission to Sir
-Jervis's house."
-
-"How did you succeed? Perhaps you provided yourself with a letter of
-introduction?"
-
-"I knew nobody who could introduce me," Alban replied. "As the event
-proved, a letter would have been needless. Sir Jervis introduced
-himself--and, more wonderful still, he invited me to his house at our
-first interview."
-
-"Sir Jervis introduced himself?" Emily repeated, in amazement. "From
-Cecilia's description of him, I should have thought he was the last
-person in the world to do that!"
-
-Alban smiled. "And you would like to know how it happened?" he
-suggested.
-
-"The very favor I was going to ask of you," she replied.
-
-Instead of at once complying with her wishes, he paused--hesitated--and
-made a strange request. "Will you forgive my rudeness, if I ask leave to
-walk up and down the room while I talk? I am a restless man. Walking up
-and down helps me to express myself freely."
-
-Her f ace brightened for the first time. "How like You that is!" she
-exclaimed.
-
-Alban looked at her with surprise and delight. She had betrayed an
-interest in studying his character, which he appreciated at its full
-value. "I should never have dared to hope," he said, "that you knew me
-so well already."
-
-"You are forgetting your story," she reminded him.
-
-He moved to the opposite side of the room, where there were fewer
-impediments in the shape of furniture. With his head down, and his hands
-crossed behind him, he paced to and fro. Habit made him express himself
-in his usual quaint way--but he became embarrassed as he went on. Was he
-disturbed by his recollections? or by the fear of taking Emily into his
-confidence too freely?
-
-"Different people have different ways of telling a story," he said.
-"Mine is the methodical way--I begin at the beginning. We will start, if
-you please, in the railway--we will proceed in a one-horse chaise--and
-we will stop at a village, situated in a hole. It was the nearest place
-to Sir Jervis's house, and it was therefore my destination. I picked out
-the biggest of the cottages--I mean the huts--and asked the woman at
-the door if she had a bed to let. She evidently thought me either mad
-or drunk. I wasted no time in persuasion; the right person to plead my
-cause was asleep in her arms. I began by admiring the baby; and I ended
-by taking the baby's portrait. From that moment I became a member of the
-family--the member who had his own way. Besides the room occupied by
-the husband and wife, there was a sort of kennel in which the husband's
-brother slept. He was dismissed (with five shillings of mine to comfort
-him) to find shelter somewhere else; and I was promoted to the vacant
-place. It is my misfortune to be tall. When I went to bed, I slept with
-my head on the pillow, and my feet out of the window. Very cool and
-pleasant in summer weather. The next morning, I set my trap for Sir
-Jervis."
-
-"Your trap?" Emily repeated, wondering what he meant.
-
-"I went out to sketch from Nature," Alban continued. "Can anybody (with
-or without a title, I don't care), living in a lonely country house, see
-a stranger hard at work with a color-box and brushes, and not stop to
-look at what he is doing? Three days passed, and nothing happened. I was
-quite patient; the grand open country all round me offered lessons of
-inestimable value in what we call aerial perspective. On the fourth
-day, I was absorbed over the hardest of all hard tasks in landscape
-art, studying the clouds straight from Nature. The magnificent moorland
-silence was suddenly profaned by a man's voice, speaking (or rather
-croaking) behind me. 'The worst curse of human life,' the voice said,
-'is the detestable necessity of taking exercise. I hate losing my time;
-I hate fine scenery; I hate fresh air; I hate a pony. Go on, you brute!'
-Being too deeply engaged with the clouds to look round, I had supposed
-this pretty speech to be addressed to some second person. Nothing of the
-sort; the croaking voice had a habit of speaking to itself. In a minute
-more, there came within my range of view a solitary old man, mounted on
-a rough pony."
-
-"Was it Sir Jervis?"
-
-Alban hesitated.
-
-"It looked more like the popular notion of the devil," he said.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Morris!"
-
-"I give you my first impression, Miss Emily, for what it is worth. He
-had his high-peaked hat in his hand, to keep his head cool. His wiry
-iron-gray hair looked like hair standing on end; his bushy eyebrows
-curled upward toward his narrow temples; his horrid old globular eyes
-stared with a wicked brightness; his pointed beard hid his chin; he
-was covered from his throat to his ankles in a loose black garment,
-something between a coat and a cloak; and, to complete him, he had a
-club foot. I don't doubt that Sir Jervis Redwood is the earthly alias
-which he finds convenient--but I stick to that first impression which
-appeared to surprise you. 'Ha! an artist; you seem to be the sort of man
-I want!' In those terms he introduced himself. Observe, if you please,
-that my trap caught him the moment he came my way. Who wouldn't be an
-artist?"
-
-"Did he take a liking to you?" Emily inquired.
-
-"Not he! I don't believe he ever took a liking to anybody in his life."
-
-"Then how did you get your invitation to his house?"
-
-"That's the amusing part of it, Miss Emily. Give me a little breathing
-time, and you shall hear."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII. MISS REDWOOD.
-
-"I got invited to Sir Jervis's house," Alban resumed, "by treating the
-old savage as unceremoniously as he had treated me. 'That's an idle
-trade of yours,' he said, looking at my sketch. 'Other ignorant people
-have made the same remark,' I answered. He rode away, as if he was not
-used to be spoken to in that manner, and then thought better of it, and
-came back. 'Do you understand wood engraving?' he asked. 'Yes.'
-'And etching?' 'I have practiced etching myself.' 'Are you a Royal
-Academician?' 'I'm a drawing-master at a ladies' school.' 'Whose
-school?' 'Miss Ladd's.' 'Damn it, you know the girl who ought to have
-been my secretary.' I am not quite sure whether you will take it as a
-compliment--Sir Jervis appeared to view you in the light of a reference
-to my respectability. At any rate, he went on with his questions. 'How
-long do you stop in these parts?' 'I haven't made up my mind.' 'Look
-here; I want to consult you--are you listening?' 'No; I'm sketching.' He
-burst into a horrid scream. I asked if he felt himself taken ill. 'Ill?'
-he said--'I'm laughing.' It was a diabolical laugh, in one syllable--not
-'ha! ha! ha!' only 'ha!'--and it made him look wonderfully like that
-eminent person, whom I persist in thinking he resembles. 'You're an
-impudent dog,' he said; 'where are you living?' He was so delighted when
-he heard of my uncomfortable position in the kennel-bedroom, that
-he offered his hospitality on the spot. 'I can't go to you in such a
-pigstye as that,' he said; 'you must come to me. What's your name?'
-'Alban Morris; what's yours?' 'Jervis Redwood. Pack up your traps when
-you've done your job, and come and try my kennel. There it is, in a
-corner of your drawing, and devilish like, too.' I packed up my traps,
-and I tried his kennel. And now you have had enough of Sir Jervis
-Redwood."
-
-"Not half enough!" Emily answered. "Your story leaves off just at the
-interesting moment. I want you to take me to Sir Jervis's house."
-
-"And I want you, Miss Emily, to take me to the British Museum. Don't let
-me startle you! When I called here earlier in the day, I was told that
-you had gone to the reading-room. Is your reading a secret?"
-
-His manner, when he made that reply, suggested to Emily that there was
-some foregone conclusion in his mind, which he was putting to the test.
-She answered without alluding to the impression which he had produced on
-her.
-
-"My reading is no secret. I am only consulting old newspapers."
-
-He repeated the last words to himself. "Old newspapers?" he said--as if
-he was not quite sure of having rightly understood her.
-
-She tried to help him by a more definite reply.
-
-"I am looking through old newspapers," she resumed, "beginning with the
-year eighteen hundred and seventy-six."
-
-"And going back from that time," he asked eagerly; "to earlier dates
-still?"
-
-"No--just the contrary--advancing from 'seventy-six' to the present
-time."
-
-He suddenly turned pale--and tried to hide his face from her by looking
-out of the window. For a moment, his agitation deprived him of his
-presence of mind. In that moment, she saw that she had alarmed him.
-
-"What have I said to frighten you?" she asked.
-
-He tried to assume a tone of commonplace gallantry. "There are limits
-even to your power over me," he replied. "Whatever else you may do, you
-can never frighten me. Are you searching those old newspapers with any
-particular object in view?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"May I know what it is?"
-
-"May I know why I frightened you?"
-
-He began to walk up and down the room again--then checked himself
-abruptly, and appealed to her mercy.
-
-"Don't be hard on me," he pleaded. "I am so fond of you--oh, forgive me!
-I only mean that it distresses me to have any concealments from you. If
-I could open my whole heart at this moment, I should be a happier man."
-
-She understood him and believed him. "My curiosity shall never embarrass
-you again," she answered warmly. "I won't even remember that I wanted to
-hear how you got on in Sir Jervis's house."
-
-His gratitude seized the opportunity of taking her harmlessly into his
-confidence. "As Sir Jervis's guest," he said, "my experience is at your
-service. Only tell me how I can interest you."
-
-She replied, with some hesitation, "I should like to know what happened
-when you first saw Mrs. Rook." To her surprise and relief, he at once
-complied with her wishes.
-
-"We met," he said, "on the evening when I first entered the house. Sir
-Jervis took me into the dining-room--and there sat Miss Redwood, with
-a large black cat on her lap. Older than her brother, taller than her
-brother, leaner than her brother--with strange stony eyes, and a skin
-like parchment--she looked (if I may speak in contradictions) like
-a living corpse. I was presented, and the corpse revived. The last
-lingering relics of former good breeding showed themselves faintly in
-her brow and in her smile. You will hear more of Miss Redwood presently.
-In the meanwhile, Sir Jervis made me reward his hospitality by
-professional advice. He wished me to decide whether the artists whom
-he had employed to illustrate his wonderful book had cheated him by
-overcharges and bad work--and Mrs. Rook was sent to fetch the engravings
-from his study upstairs. You remember her petrified appearance, when she
-first read the inscription on your locket? The same result followed when
-she found herself face to face with me. I saluted her civilly--she was
-deaf and blind to my politeness. Her master snatched the illustrations
-out of her hand, and told her to leave the room. She stood stockstill,
-staring helplessly. Sir Jervis looked round at his sister; and I
-followed his example. Miss Redwood was observing the housekeeper too
-attentively to notice anything else; her brother was obliged to speak
-to her. 'Try Rook with the bell,' he said. Miss Redwood took a fine old
-bronze hand-bell from the table at her side, and rang it. At the shrill
-silvery sound of the bell, Mrs. Rook put her hand to her head as if the
-ringing had hurt her--turned instantly, and left us. 'Nobody can manage
-Rook but my sister,' Sir Jervis explained; 'Rook is crazy.' Miss Redwood
-differed with him. 'No!' she said. Only one word, but there were volumes
-of contradiction in it. Sir Jervis looked at me slyly; meaning, perhaps,
-that he thought his sister crazy too. The dinner was brought in at the
-same moment, and my attention was diverted to Mrs. Rook's husband."
-
-"What was he like?" Emily asked.
-
-"I really can't tell you; he was one of those essentially commonplace
-persons, whom one never looks at a second time. His dress was shabby,
-his head was bald, and his hands shook when he waited on us at
-table--and that is all I remember. Sir Jervis and I feasted on salt
-fish, mutton, and beer. Miss Redwood had cold broth, with a wine-glass
-full of rum poured into it by Mr. Rook. 'She's got no stomach,' her
-brother informed me; 'hot things come up again ten minutes after they
-have gone down her throat; she lives on that beastly mixture, and calls
-it broth-grog!' Miss Redwood sipped her elixir of life, and occasionally
-looked at me with an appearance of interest which I was at a loss to
-understand. Dinner being over, she rang her antique bell. The shabby old
-man-servant answered her call. 'Where's your wife?' she inquired. 'Ill,
-miss.' She took Mr. Rook's arm to go out, and stopped as she passed me.
-'Come to my room, if you please, sir, to-morrow at two o'clock,' she
-said. Sir Jervis explained again: 'She's all to pieces in the morning'
-(he invariably called his sister 'She'); 'and gets patched up toward the
-middle of the day. Death has forgotten her, that's about the truth of
-it.' He lighted his pipe and pondered over the hieroglyphics found among
-the ruined cities of Yucatan; I lighted my pipe, and read the only book
-I could find in the dining-room--a dreadful record of shipwrecks and
-disasters at sea. When the room was full of tobacco-smoke we fell asleep
-in our chairs--and when we awoke again we got up and went to bed. There
-is the true story of my first evening at Redwood Hall."
-
-Emily begged him to go on. "You have interested me in Miss Redwood," she
-said. "You kept your appointment, of course?"
-
-"I kept my appointment in no very pleasant humor. Encouraged by my
-favorable report of the illustrations which he had submitted to
-my judgment, Sir Jervis proposed to make me useful to him in a new
-capacity. 'You have nothing particular to do,' he said, 'suppose you
-clean my pictures?' I gave him one of my black looks, and made no other
-reply. My interview with his sister tried my powers of self-command in
-another way. Miss Redwood declared her purpose in sending for me the
-moment I entered the room. Without any preliminary remarks--speaking
-slowly and emphatically, in a wonderfully strong voice for a woman of
-her age--she said, 'I have a favor to ask of you, sir. I want you to
-tell me what Mrs. Rook has done.' I was so staggered that I stared at
-her like a fool. She went on: 'I suspected Mrs. Rook, sir, of having
-guilty remembrances on her conscience before she had been a week in
-our service.' Can you imagine my astonishment when I heard that Miss
-Redwood's view of Mrs. Rook was my view? Finding that I still said
-nothing, the old lady entered into details: 'We arranged, sir,' (she
-persisted in calling me 'sir,' with the formal politeness of the old
-school)--'we arranged, sir, that Mrs. Rook and her husband should occupy
-the bedroom next to mine, so that I might have her near me in case of
-my being taken ill in the night. She looked at the door between the two
-rooms--suspicious! She asked if there was any objection to her changing
-to another room--suspicious! suspicious! Pray take a seat, sir, and tell
-me which Mrs. Rook is guilty of--theft or murder?'"
-
-"What a dreadful old woman!" Emily exclaimed. "How did you answer her?"
-
-"I told her, with perfect truth, that I knew nothing of Mrs. Rook's
-secrets. Miss Redwood's humor took a satirical turn. 'Allow me to ask,
-sir, whether your eyes were shut, when our housekeeper found herself
-unexpectedly in your presence?' I referred the old lady to her brother's
-opinion. 'Sir Jervis believes Mrs. Rook to be crazy,' I reminded her.
-'Do you refuse to trust me, sir?' 'I have no information to give you,
-madam.' She waved her skinny old hand in the direction of the door.
-I made my bow, and retired. She called me back. 'Old women used to
-be prophets, sir, in the bygone time,' she said. 'I will venture on a
-prediction. You will be the means of depriving us of the services of
-Mr. and Mrs. Rook. If you will be so good as to stay here a day or two
-longer you will hear that those two people have given us notice to
-quit. It will be her doing, mind--he is a mere cypher. I wish you
-good-morning.' Will you believe me, when I tell you that the prophecy
-was fulfilled?"
-
-"Do you mean that they actually left the house?"
-
-"They would certainly have left the house," Alban answered, "if Sir
-Jervis had not insisted on receiving the customary month's warning. He
-asserted his resolution by locking up the old husband in the pantry. His
-sister's suspicions never entered his head; the housekeeper's conduct
-(he said) simply proved that she was, what he had always considered
-her to be, crazy. 'A capital servant, in spite of that drawback,' he
-remarked; 'and you will see, I shall bring her to her senses.' The
-impression produced on me was naturally of a very different kind.
-While I was still uncertain how to entrap Mrs. Rook into confirming my
-suspicions, she herself had saved me the trouble. She had placed her own
-guilty interpretation on my appearance in the house--I had driven her
-away!"
-
-Emily remained true to her resolution not to let her curiosity embarrass
-Alban again. But the unexpressed question was in her thoughts--"Of what
-guilt does he suspect Mrs. Rook? And, when he first felt his suspicions,
-was my father in his mind?"
-
-Alban proceeded.
-
-"I had only to consider next, whether I could hope to make any further
-discoveries, if I continued to be Sir Jervis's guest. The object of
-my journey had been gained; and I had no desire to be employed as
-picture-cleaner. Miss Redwood assisted me in arriving at a decision.
-I was sent for to speak to her again. The success of her prophecy had
-raised her spirits. She asked, with ironical humility, if I proposed to
-honor them by still remaining their guest, after the disturbance that I
-had provoked. I answered that I proposed to leave by the first train the
-next morning. 'Will it be convenient for you to travel to some place at
-a good distance from this part of the world?' she asked. I had my own
-reasons for going to London, and said so. 'Will you mention that to my
-brother this evening, just before we sit down to dinner?' she continued.
-'And will you tell him plainly that you have no intention of returning
-to the North? I shall make use of Mrs. Rook's arm, as usual, to help me
-downstairs--and I will take care that she hears what you say. Without
-venturing on another prophecy, I will only hint to you that I have my
-own idea of what will happen; and I should like you to see for yourself,
-sir, whether my anticipations are realized.' Need I tell you that this
-strange old woman proved to be right once more? Mr. Rook was released;
-Mrs. Rook made humble apologies, and laid the whole blame on her
-husband's temper: and Sir Jervis bade me remark that his method had
-succeeded in bringing the housekeeper to her senses. Such were
-the results produced by the announcement of my departure for
-London--purposely made in Mrs. Rook's hearing. Do you agree with me,
-that my journey to Northumberland has not been taken in vain?"
-
-Once more, Emily felt the necessity of controlling herself.
-
-Alban had said that he had "reasons of his own for going to London."
-Could she venture to ask him what those reasons were? She could only
-persist in restraining her curiosity, and conclude that he would have
-mentioned his motive, if it had been (as she had at one time supposed)
-connected with herself. It was a wise decision. No earthly consideration
-would have induced Alban to answer her, if she had put the question to
-him.
-
-All doubt of the correctness of his own first impression was now at an
-end; he was convinced that Mrs. Rook had been an accomplice in the
-crime committed, in 1877, at the village inn. His object in traveling
-to London was to consult the newspaper narrative of the murder. He, too,
-had been one of the readers at the Museum--had examined the back numbers
-of the newspaper--and had arrived at the conclusion that Emily's father
-had been the victim of the crime. Unless he found means to prevent it,
-her course of reading would take her from the year 1876 to the year
-1877, and under that date, she would see the fatal report, heading the
-top of a column, and printed in conspicuous type.
-
-In the meanwhile Emily had broken the silence, before it could lead to
-embarrassing results, by asking if Alban had seen Mrs. Rook again, on
-the morning when he left Sir Jervis's house.
-
-"There was nothing to be gained by seeing her," Alban replied. "Now that
-she and her husband had decided to remain at Redwood Hall, I knew where
-to find her in case of necessity. As it happened I saw nobody, on the
-morning of my departure, but Sir Jervis himself. He still held to his
-idea of having his pictures cleaned for nothing. 'If you can't do it
-yourself,' he said, 'couldn't you teach my secretary?' He described the
-lady whom he had engaged in your place as a 'nasty middle-aged woman
-with a perpetual cold in her head.' At the same time (he remarked) he
-was a friend to the women, 'because he got them cheap.' I declined to
-teach the unfortunate secretary the art of picture-cleaning. Finding me
-determined, Sir Jervis was quite ready to say good-by. But he made use
-of me to the last. He employed me as postman and saved a stamp. The
-letter addressed to you arrived at breakfast-time. Sir Jervis said, 'You
-are going to London; suppose you take it with you?'"
-
-"Did he tell you that there was a letter of his own inclosed in the
-envelope?"
-
-"No. When he gave me the envelope it was already sealed."
-
-Emily at once handed to him Sir Jervis's letter. "That will tell you who
-employs me at the Museum, and what my work is," she said.
-
-He looked through the letter, and at once offered--eagerly offered--to
-help her.
-
-"I have been a student in the reading-room at intervals, for years
-past," he said. "Let me assist you, and I shall have something to do in
-my holiday time." He was so anxious to be of use that he interrupted her
-before she could thank him. "Let us take alternate years," he suggested.
-"Did you not tell me you were searching the newspapers published in
-eighteen hundred and seventy-six?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Very well. I will take the next year. You will take the year after. And
-so on."
-
-"You are very kind," she answered--"but I should like to propose an
-improvement on your plan."
-
-"What improvement?" he asked, rather sharply.
-
-"If you will leave the five years, from 'seventy-six to 'eighty-one,
-entirely to me," she resumed, "and take the next five years, reckoning
-_backward_ from 'seventy-six, you will help me to better purpose. Sir
-Jervis expects me to look for reports of Central American Explorations,
-through the newspapers of the last forty years; and I have taken the
-liberty of limiting the heavy task imposed on me. When I report my
-progress to my employer, I should like to say that I have got through
-ten years of the examination, instead of five. Do you see any objection
-to the arrangement I propose?"
-
-He proved to be obstinate--incomprehensibly obstinate.
-
-"Let us try my plan to begin with," he insisted. "While you are looking
-through 'seventy-six, let me be at work on 'seventy-seven. If you still
-prefer your own arrangement, after that, I will follow your suggestion
-with pleasure. Is it agreed?"
-
-Her acute perception--enlightened by his tone as wall as by his
-words--detected something under the surface already.
-
-"It isn't agreed until I understand you a little better," she quietly
-replied. "I fancy you have some object of your own in view."
-
-She spoke with her usual directness of look and manner. He was evidently
-disconcerted. "What makes you think so?" he asked.
-
-"My own experience of myself makes me think so," she answered. "If _I_
-had some object to gain, I should persist in carrying it out--like you."
-
-"Does that mean, Miss Emily, that you refuse to give way?"
-
-"No, Mr. Morris. I have made myself disagreeable, but I know when to
-stop. I trust you--and submit."
-
-If he had been less deeply interested in the accomplishment of his
-merciful design, he might have viewed Emily's sudden submission with
-some distrust. As it was, his eagerness to prevent her from discovering
-the narrative of the murder hurried him into an act of indiscretion.
-He made an excuse to leave her immediately, in the fear that she might
-change her mind.
-
-"I have inexcusably prolonged my visit," he said. "If I presume on your
-kindness in this way, how can I hope that you will receive me again? We
-meet to-morrow in the reading-room."
-
-He hastened away, as if he was afraid to let her say a word in reply.
-
-Emily reflected.
-
-"Is there something he doesn't want me to see, in the news of the year
-'seventy-seven?" The one explanation which suggested itself to her mind
-assumed that form of expression--and the one method of satisfying her
-curiosity that seemed likely to succeed, was to search the volume which
-Alban had reserved for his own reading.
-
-For two days they pursued their task together, seated at opposite desks.
-On the third day Emily was absent.
-
-Was she ill?
-
-She was at the library in the City, consulting the file of _The Times_
-for the year 1877.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV. MR. ROOK.
-
-Emily's first day in the City library proved to be a day wasted.
-
-She began reading the back numbers of the newspaper at haphazard,
-without any definite idea of what she was looking for. Conscious of the
-error into which her own impatience had led her, she was at a loss
-how to retrace the false step that she had taken. But two alternatives
-presented themselves: either to abandon the hope of making any
-discovery--or to attempt to penetrate Alban 's motives by means of pure
-guesswork, pursued in the dark.
-
-How was the problem to be solved? This serious question troubled her all
-through the evening, and kept her awake when she went to bed. In despair
-of her capacity to remove the obstacle that stood in her way, she
-decided on resuming her regular work at the Museum--turned her pillow to
-get at the cool side of it--and made up her mind to go asleep.
-
-In the case of the wiser animals, the Person submits to Sleep. It is
-only the superior human being who tries the hopeless experiment of
-making Sleep submit to the Person. Wakeful on the warm side of the
-pillow, Emily remained wakeful on the cool side--thinking again and
-again of the interview with Alban which had ended so strangely.
-
-Little by little, her mind passed the limits which had restrained it
-thus far. Alban's conduct in keeping his secret, in the matter of
-the newspapers, now began to associate itself with Alban's conduct in
-keeping that other secret, which concealed from her his suspicions of
-Mrs. Rook.
-
-She started up in bed as the next possibility occurred to her.
-
-In speaking of the disaster which had compelled Mr. and Mrs. Rook to
-close the inn, Cecilia had alluded to an inquest held on the body of the
-murdered man. Had the inquest been mentioned in the newspapers, at the
-time? And had Alban seen something in the report, which concerned Mrs.
-Rook?
-
-Led by the new light that had fallen on her, Emily returned to the
-library the next morning with a definite idea of what she had to look
-for. Incapable of giving exact dates, Cecilia had informed her that the
-crime was committed "in the autumn." The month to choose, in beginning
-her examination, was therefore the month of August.
-
-No discovery rewarded her. She tried September, next--with the same
-unsatisfactory results. On Monday the first of October she met with some
-encouragement at last. At the top of a column appeared a telegraphic
-summary of all that was then known of the crime. In the number for the
-Wednesday following, she found a full report of the proceedings at the
-inquest.
-
-Passing over the preliminary remarks, Emily read the evidence with the
-closest attention.
-
- -------------
-
-The jury having viewed the body, and having visited an outhouse in which
-the murder had been committed, the first witness called was Mr. Benjamin
-Rook, landlord of the Hand-in-Hand inn.
-
-On the evening of Sunday, September 30th, 1877, two gentlemen presented
-themselves at Mr. Rook's house, under circumstances which especially
-excited his attention.
-
-The youngest of the two was short, and of fair complexion. He carried a
-knapsack, like a gentleman on a pedestrian excursion; his manners were
-pleasant; and he was decidedly good-looking. His companion, older,
-taller, and darker--and a finer man altogether--leaned on his arm and
-seemed to be exhausted. In every respect they were singularly unlike
-each other. The younger stranger (excepting little half-whiskers) was
-clean shaved. The elder wore his whole beard. Not knowing their names,
-the landlord distinguished them, at the coroner's suggestion, as the
-fair gentleman, and the dark gentleman.
-
-It was raining when the two arrived at the inn. There were signs in the
-heavens of a stormy night.
-
-On accosting the landlord, the fair gentleman volunteered the following
-statement:
-
-Approaching the village, he had been startled by seeing the dark
-gentleman (a total stranger to him) stretched prostrate on the grass at
-the roadside--so far as he could judge, in a swoon. Having a flask with
-brandy in it, he revived the fainting man, and led him to the inn.
-
-This statement was confirmed by a laborer, who was on his way to the
-village at the time.
-
-The dark gentleman endeavored to explain what had happened to him. He
-had, as he supposed, allowed too long a time to pass (after an early
-breakfast that morning), without taking food: he could only attribute
-the fainting fit to that cause. He was not liable to fainting fits. What
-purpose (if any) had brought him into the neighborhood of Zeeland, he
-did not state. He had no intention of remaining at the inn, except for
-refreshment; and he asked for a carriage to take him to the railway
-station.
-
-The fair gentleman, seeing the signs of bad weather, desired to remain
-in Mr. Rook's house for the night, and proposed to resume his walking
-tour the next day.
-
-Excepting the case of supper, which could be easily provided, the
-landlord had no choice but to disappoint both his guests. In his small
-way of business, none of his customers wanted to hire a carriage--even
-if he could have afforded to keep one. As for beds, the few rooms which
-the inn contained were all engaged; including even the room occupied by
-himself and his wife. An exhibition of agricultural implements had
-been opened in the neighborhood, only two days since; and a public
-competition between rival machines was to be decided on the coming
-Monday. Not only was the Hand-in-Hand inn crowded, but even the
-accommodation offered by the nearest town had proved barely sufficient
-to meet the public demand.
-
-The gentlemen looked at each other and agreed that there was no help for
-it but to hurry the supper, and walk to the railway station--a distance
-of between five and six miles--in time to catch the last train.
-
-While the meal was being prepared, the rain held off for a while. The
-dark man asked his way to the post-office and went out by himself.
-
-He came back in about ten minutes, and sat down afterward to supper with
-his companion. Neither the landlord, nor any other person in the public
-room, noticed any change in him on his return. He was a grave, quiet
-sort of person, and (unlike the other one) not much of a talker.
-
-As the darkness came on, the rain fell again heavily; and the heavens
-were black.
-
-A flash of lightning startled the gentlemen when they went to the window
-to look out: the thunderstorm began. It was simply impossible that
-two strangers to the neighborhood could find their way to the station,
-through storm and darkness, in time to catch the train. With or without
-bedrooms, they must remain at the inn for the night. Having already
-given up their own room to their lodgers, the landlord and landlady had
-no other place to sleep in than the kitchen. Next to the kitchen, and
-communicating with it by a door, was an outhouse; used, partly as a
-scullery, partly as a lumber-room. There was an old truckle-bed among
-the lumber, on which one of the gentlemen might rest. A mattress on the
-floor could be provided for the other. After adding a table and a basin,
-for the purposes of the toilet, the accommodation which Mr. Rook was
-able to offer came to an end.
-
-The travelers agreed to occupy this makeshift bed-chamber.
-
-The thunderstorm passed away; but the rain continued to fall heavily.
-Soon after eleven the guests at the inn retired for the night. There was
-some little discussion between the two travelers, as to which of them
-should take possession of the truckle-bed. It was put an end to by the
-fair gentleman, in his own pleasant way. He proposed to "toss up
-for it"--and he lost. The dark gentleman went to bed first; the fair
-gentleman followed, after waiting a while. Mr. Rook took his knapsack
-into the outhouse; and arranged on the table his appliances for the
-toilet--contained in a leather roll, and including a razor--ready for
-use in the morning.
-
-Having previously barred the second door of the outhouse, which led into
-the yard, Mr. Rook fastened the other door, the lock and bolts of which
-were on the side of the kitchen. He then secured the house door, and the
-shutters over the lower windows. Returning to the kitchen, he noticed
-that the time was ten minutes short of midnight. Soon afterward, he and
-his wife went to bed.
-
-Nothing happened to disturb Mr. and Mrs. Rook during the night.
-
-At a quarter to seven the next morning, he got up; his wife being still
-asleep. He had been instructed to wake the gentlemen early; and he
-knocked at their door. Receiving no answer, after repeatedly knocking,
-he opened the door and stepped into the outhouse.
-
-At this point in his evidence, the witness's recollections appeared to
-overpower him. "Give me a moment, gentlemen," he said to the jury. "I
-have had a dreadful fright; and I don't believe I shall get over it for
-the rest of my life."
-
-The coroner helped him by a question: "What did you see when you opened
-the door?"
-
-Mr. Rook answered: "I saw the dark man stretched out on his bed--dead,
-with a frightful wound in his throat. I saw an open razor, stained with
-smears of blood, at his side."
-
-"Did you notice the door, leading into the yard?"
-
-"It was wide open, sir. When I was able to look round me, the other
-traveler--I mean the man with the fair complexion, who carried the
-knapsack--was nowhere to be seen."
-
-"What did you do, after making these discoveries?"
-
-"I closed the yard door. Then I locked the other door, and put the
-key in my pocket. After that I roused the servant, and sent him to the
-constable--who lived near to us--while I ran for the doctor, whose
-house was at the other end of our village. The doctor sent his groom, on
-horseback, to the police-office in the town. When I returned to the
-inn, the constable was there--and he and the police took the matter into
-their own hands."
-
-"You have nothing more to tell us?"
-
-"Nothing more."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV. "J. B."
-
-Mr. Rook having completed his evidence, the police authorities were the
-next witnesses examined.
-
-They had not found the slightest trace of any attempt to break into
-the house in the night. The murdered man's gold watch and chain were
-discovered under his pillow. On examining his clothes the money was
-found in his purse, and the gold studs and sleeve buttons were left in
-his shirt. But his pocketbook (seen by witnesses who had not yet been
-examined) was missing. The search for visiting cards and letters had
-proved to be fruitless. Only the initials, "J. B.," were marked on his
-linen. He had brought no luggage with him to the inn. Nothing could be
-found which led to the discovery of his name or of the purpose which had
-taken him into that part of the country.
-
-The police examined the outhouse next, in search of circumstantial
-evidence against the missing man.
-
-He must have carried away his knapsack, when he took to flight, but
-he had been (probably) in too great a hurry to look for his razor--or
-perhaps too terrified to touch it, if it had attracted his notice. The
-leather roll, and the other articles used for his toilet, had been
-taken away. Mr. Rook identified the blood-stained razor. He had noticed
-overnight the name of the Belgian city, "Liege," engraved on it.
-
-The yard was the next place inspected. Foot-steps were found on the
-muddy earth up to the wall. But the road on the other side had been
-recently mended with stones, and the trace of the fugitive was lost.
-Casts had been taken of the footsteps; and no other means of discovery
-had been left untried. The authorities in London had also been
-communicated with by telegraph.
-
-The doctor being called, described a personal peculiarity, which he
-had noticed at the post-mortem examination, and which might lead to the
-identification of the murdered man.
-
-As to the cause of death, the witness said it could be stated in
-two words. The internal jugular vein had been cut through, with such
-violence, judging by the appearances, that the wound could not have been
-inflicted, in the act of suicide, by the hand of the deceased person. No
-other injuries, and no sign of disease, was found on the body. The one
-cause of death had been Hemorrhage; and the one peculiarity which called
-for notice had been discovered in the mouth. Two of the front teeth, in
-the upper jaw, were false. They had been so admirably made to resemble
-the natural teeth on either side of them, in form and color, that the
-witness had only hit on the discovery by accidentally touching the inner
-side of the gum with one of his fingers.
-
-The landlady was examined, when the doctor had retired. Mrs. Rook was
-able, in answering questions put to her, to give important information,
-in reference to the missing pocketbook.
-
-Before retiring to rest, the two gentlemen had paid the bill--intending
-to leave the inn the first thing in the morning. The traveler with the
-knapsack paid his share in money. The other unfortunate gentleman looked
-into his purse, and found only a shilling and a sixpence in it. He asked
-Mrs. Rook if she could change a bank-note. She told him it could be
-done, provided the note was for no considerable sum of money. Upon that
-he opened his pocketbook (which the witness described minutely) and
-turned out the contents on the table. After searching among many Bank
-of England notes, some in one pocket of the book and some in another, he
-found a note of the value of five pounds. He thereupon settled his bill,
-and received the change from Mrs. Rook--her husband being in another
-part of the room, attending to the guests. She noticed a letter in an
-envelope, and a few cards which looked (to her judgment) like visiting
-cards, among the bank-notes which he had turned out on the table. When
-she returned to him with the change, he had just put them back, and
-was closing the pocketbook. She saw him place it in one of the breast
-pockets of his coat.
-
-The fellow-traveler who had accompanied him to the inn was present all
-the time, sitting on the opposite side of the table. He made a remark
-when he saw the notes produced. He said, "Put all that money back--don't
-tempt a poor man like me!" It was said laughing, as if by way of a joke.
-
-Mrs. Rook had observed nothing more that night; had slept as soundly as
-usual; and had been awakened when her husband knocked at the outhouse
-door, according to instructions received from the gentlemen, overnight.
-
-Three of the guests in the public room corroborated Mrs. Rook's
-evidence. They were respectable persons, well and widely known in that
-part of Hampshire. Besides these, there were two strangers staying
-in the house. They referred the coroner to their employers--eminent
-manufacturers at Sheffield and Wolverhampton--whose testimony spoke for
-itself.
-
-The last witness called was a grocer in the village, who kept the
-post-office.
-
-On the evening of the 30th, a dark gentleman, wearing his beard, knocked
-at the door, and asked for a letter addressed to "J. B., Post-office,
-Zeeland." The letter had arrived by that morning's post; but, being
-Sunday evening, the grocer requested that application might be made for
-it the next morning. The stranger said the letter contained news, which
-it was of importance to him to receive without delay. Upon this, the
-grocer made an exception to customary rules and gave him the letter.
-He read it by the light of the lamp in the passage. It must have been
-short, for the reading was done in a moment. He seemed to think over it
-for a while; and then he turned round to go out. There was nothing to
-notice in his look or in his manner. The witness offered a remark on the
-weather; and the gentleman said, "Yes, it looks like a bad night"--and
-so went away.
-
-The postmaster's evidence was of importance in one respect: it suggested
-the motive which had brought the deceased to Zeeland. The letter
-addressed to "J. B." was, in all probability, the letter seen by Mrs.
-Rook among the contents of the pocketbook, spread out on the table.
-
-The inquiry being, so far, at an end, the inquest was adjourned--on the
-chance of obtaining additional evidence, when the reported proceedings
-were read by the public.
-
- ........
-
-Consulting a later number of the newspaper Emily discovered that the
-deceased person had been identified by a witness from London.
-
-Henry Forth, gentleman's valet, being examined, made the following
-statement:
-
-He had read the medical evidence contained in the report of the inquest;
-and, believing that he could identify the deceased, had been sent by
-his present master to assist the object of the inquiry. Ten days since,
-being then out of place, he had answered an advertisement. The next day,
-he was instructed to call at Tracey's Hotel, London, at six o'clock in
-the evening, and to ask for Mr. James Brown. Arriving at the hotel he
-saw the gentleman for a few minutes only. Mr. Brown had a friend with
-him. After glancing over the valet's references, he said, "I haven't
-time enough to speak to you this evening. Call here to-morrow morning
-at nine o'clock." The gentleman who was present laughed, and said, "You
-won't be up!" Mr. Brown answered, "That won't matter; the man can come
-to my bedroom, and let me see how he understands his duties, on trial."
-At nine the next morning, Mr. Brown was reported to be still in bed; and
-the witness was informed of the number of the room. He knocked at the
-door. A drowsy voice inside said something, which he interpreted as
-meaning "Come in." He went in. The toilet-table was on his left hand,
-and the bed (with the lower curtain drawn) was on his right. He saw on
-the table a tumbler with a little water in it, and with two false
-teeth in the water. Mr. Brown started up in bed--looked at him
-furiously--abused him for daring to enter the room--and shouted to him
-to "get out." The witness, not accustomed to be treated in that way,
-felt naturally indignant, and at once withdrew--but not before he had
-plainly seen the vacant place which the false teeth had been made to
-fill. Perhaps Mr. Brown had forgotten that he had left his teeth on the
-table. Or perhaps he (the valet) had misunderstood what had been said
-to him when he knocked at the door. Either way, it seemed to be plain
-enough that the gentleman resented the discovery of his false teeth by a
-stranger.
-
-Having concluded his statement the witness proceeded to identify the
-remains of the deceased.
-
-He at once recognized the gentleman named James Brown, whom he had
-twice seen--once in the evening, and again the next morning--at Tracey's
-Hotel. In answer to further inquiries, he declared that he knew nothing
-of the family, or of the place of residence, of the deceased. He
-complained to the proprietor of the hotel of the rude treatment that he
-had received, and asked if Mr. Tracey knew anything of Mr. James Brown.
-Mr. Tracey knew nothing of him. On consulting the hotel book it was
-found that he had given notice to leave, that afternoon.
-
-Before returning to London, the witness produced references which gave
-him an excellent character. He also left the address of the master who
-had engaged him three days since.
-
-The last precaution adopted was to have the face of the corpse
-photographed, before the coffin was closed. On the same day the jury
-agreed on their verdict: "Willful murder against some person unknown."
-
- ........
-
-
-Two days later, Emily found a last allusion to the crime--extracted from
-the columns of the _South Hampshire Gazette_.
-
-A relative of the deceased, seeing the report of the adjourned inquest,
-had appeared (accompanied by a medical gentleman); had seen the
-photograph; and had declared the identification by Henry Forth to be
-correct.
-
-Among other particulars, now communicated for the first time, it was
-stated that the late Mr. James Brown had been unreasonably sensitive on
-the subject of his false teeth, and that the one member of his family
-who knew of his wearing them was the relative who now claimed his
-remains.
-
-The claim having been established to the satisfaction of the
-authorities, the corpse was removed by railroad the same day. No further
-light had been thrown on the murder. The Handbill offering the reward,
-and describing the suspected man, had failed to prove of any assistance
-to the investigations of the police.
-
-From that date, no further notice of the crime committed at the
-Hand-in-Hand inn appeared in the public journals.
-
- ........
-
-
-Emily closed the volume which she had been consulting, and thankfully
-acknowledged the services of the librarian.
-
-The new reader had excited this gentleman's interest. Noticing how
-carefully she examined the numbers of the old newspaper, he looked at
-her, from time to time, wondering whether it was good news or bad of
-which she was in search. She read steadily and continuously; but she
-never rewarded his curiosity by any outward sign of the impression that
-had been produced on her. When she left the room there was nothing to
-remark in her manner; she looked quietly thoughtful--and that was all.
-
-The librarian smiled--amused by his own folly. Because a stranger's
-appearance had attracted him, he had taken it for granted that
-circumstances of romantic interest must be connected with her visit to
-the library. Far from misleading him, as he supposed, his fancy might
-have been employed to better purpose, if it had taken a higher flight
-still--and had associated Emily with the fateful gloom of tragedy, in
-place of the brighter interest of romance.
-
-There, among the ordinary readers of the day, was a dutiful and
-affectionate daughter following the dreadful story of the death of
-her father by murder, and believing it to be the story of a
-stranger--because she loved and trusted the person whose short-sighted
-mercy had deceived her. That very discovery, the dread of which had
-shaken the good doctor's firm nerves, had forced Alban to exclude from
-his confidence the woman whom he loved, and had driven the faithful
-old servant from the bedside of her dying mistress--that very discovery
-Emily had now made, with a face which never changed color, and a heart
-which beat at ease. Was the deception that had won this cruel victory
-over truth destined still to triumph in the days which were to come?
-Yes--if the life of earth is a foretaste of the life of hell. No--if a
-lie _is_ a lie, be the merciful motive for the falsehood what it may.
-No--if all deceit contains in it the seed of retribution, to be ripened
-inexorably in the lapse of time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI. MOTHER EVE.
-
-The servant received Emily, on her return from the library, with a sly
-smile. "Here he is again, miss, waiting to see you."
-
-She opened the parlor door, and revealed Alban Morris, as restless as
-ever, walking up and down the room.
-
-"When I missed you at the Museum, I was afraid you might be ill," he
-said. "Ought I to have gone away, when my anxiety was relieved? Shall I
-go away now?"
-
-"You must take a chair, Mr. Morris, and hear what I have to say for
-myself. When you left me after your last visit, I suppose I felt the
-force of example. At any rate I, like you, had my suspicions. I have
-been trying to confirm them--and I have failed."
-
-He paused, with the chair in his hand. "Suspicions of Me?" he asked.
-
-"Certainly! Can you guess how I have been employed for the last two
-days? No--not even your ingenuity can do that. I have been hard at work,
-in another reading-room, consulting the same back numbers of the same
-newspaper, which you have been examining at the British Museum. There is
-my confession--and now we will have some tea."
-
-She moved to the fireplace, to ring the bell, and failed to see the
-effect produced on Alban by those lightly-uttered words. The common
-phrase is the only phrase that can describe it. He was thunderstruck.
-
-"Yes," she resumed, "I have read the report of the inquest. If I know
-nothing else, I know that the murder at Zeeland can't be the discovery
-which you are bent on keeping from me. Don't be alarmed for the
-preservation of your secret! I am too much discouraged to try again."
-
-The servant interrupted them by answering the bell; Alban once more
-escaped detection. Emily gave her orders with an approach to the old
-gayety of her school days. "Tea, as soon as possible--and let us have
-the new cake. Are you too much of a man, Mr. Morris, to like cake?"
-
-In this state of agitation, he was unreasonably irritated by that
-playful question. "There is one thing I like better than cake," he said;
-"and that one thing is a plain explanation."
-
-His tone puzzled her. "Have I said anything to offend you?" she asked.
-"Surely you can make allowance for a girl's curiosity? Oh, you shall
-have your explanation--and, what is more, you shall have it without
-reserve!"
-
-She was as good as her word. What she had thought, and what she had
-planned, when he left her after his last visit, was frankly and fully
-told. "If you wonder how I discovered the library," she went on, "I must
-refer you to my aunt's lawyer. He lives in the City--and I wrote to him
-to help me. I don't consider that my time has been wasted. Mr. Morris,
-we owe an apology to Mrs. Rook."
-
-Alban's astonishment, when he heard this, forced its way to expression
-in words. "What can you possibly mean?" he asked.
-
-The tea was brought in before Emily could reply. She filled the cups,
-and sighed as she looked at the cake. "If Cecilia was here, how she
-would enjoy it!" With that complimentary tribute to her friend, she
-handed a slice to Alban. He never even noticed it.
-
-"We have both of us behaved most unkindly to Mrs. Rook," she resumed. "I
-can excuse your not seeing it; for I should not have seen it either, but
-for the newspaper. While I was reading, I had an opportunity of thinking
-over what we said and did, when the poor woman's behavior so needlessly
-offended us. I was too excited to think, at the time--and, besides, I
-had been upset, only the night before, by what Miss Jethro said to me."
-
-Alban started. "What has Miss Jethro to do with it?" he asked.
-
-"Nothing at all," Emily answered. "She spoke to me of her own private
-affairs. A long story--and you wouldn't be interested in it. Let me
-finish what I had to say. Mrs. Rook was naturally reminded of the
-murder, when she heard that my name was Brown; and she must certainly
-have been struck--as I was--by the coincidence of my father's death
-taking place at the same time when his unfortunate namesake was killed.
-Doesn't this sufficiently account for her agitation when she looked at
-the locket? We first took her by surprise: and then we suspected her of
-Heaven knows what, because the poor creature didn't happen to have her
-wits about her, and to remember at the right moment what a very common
-name 'James Brown' is. Don't you see it as I do?"
-
-"I see that you have arrived at a remarkable change of opinion, since we
-spoke of the subject in the garden at school."
-
-"In my place, you would have changed your opinion too. I shall write to
-Mrs. Rook by tomorrow's post."
-
-Alban heard her with dismay. "Pray be guided by my advice!" he said
-earnestly. "Pray don't write that letter!"
-
-"Why not?"
-
-It was too late to recall the words which he had rashly allowed to
-escape him. How could he reply?
-
-To own that he had not only read what Emily had read, but had carefully
-copied the whole narrative and considered it at his leisure, appeared
-to be simply impossible after what he had now heard. Her peace of
-mind depended absolutely on his discretion. In this serious emergency,
-silence was a mercy, and silence was a lie. If he remained silent, might
-the mercy be trusted to atone for the lie? He was too fond of Emily
-to decide that question fairly, on its own merits. In other words, he
-shrank from the terrible responsibility of telling her the truth.
-
-"Isn't the imprudence of writing to such a person as Mrs. Rook plain
-enough to speak for itself?" he suggested cautiously.
-
-"Not to me."
-
-She made that reply rather obstinately. Alban seemed (in her view) to be
-trying to prevent her from atoning for an act of injustice. Besides,
-he despised her cake. "I want to know why you object," she said; taking
-back the neglected slice, and eating it herself.
-
-"I object," Alban answered, "because Mrs. Rook is a coarse presuming
-woman. She may pervert your letter to some use of her own, which you may
-have reason to regret."
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-"Isn't it enough?"
-
-"It may be enough for _you_. When I have done a person an injury, and
-wish to make an apology, I don't think it necessary to inquire whether
-the person's manners happen to be vulgar or not."
-
-Alban's patience was still equal to any demands that she could make on
-it. "I can only offer you advice which is honestly intended for your own
-good," he gently replied.
-
-"You would have more influence over me, Mr. Morris, if you were a little
-readier to take me into your confidence. I daresay I am wrong--but I
-don't like following advice which is given to me in the dark."
-
-It was impossible to offend him. "Very naturally," he said; "I don't
-blame you."
-
-Her color deepened, and her voice rose. Alban's patient adherence to his
-own view--so courteously and considerately urged--was beginning to try
-her temper. "In plain words," she rejoined, "I am to believe that you
-can't be mistaken in your judgment of another person."
-
-There was a ring at the door of the cottage while she was speaking. But
-she was too warmly interested in confuting Alban to notice it.
-
-He was quite willing to be confuted. Even when she lost her temper,
-she was still interesting to him. "I don't expect you to think me
-infallible," he said. "Perhaps you will remember that I have had some
-experience. I am unfortunately older than you are."
-
-"Oh if wisdom comes with age," she smartly reminded him, "your friend
-Miss Redwood is old enough to be your mother--and she suspected Mrs.
-Rook of murder, because the poor woman looked at a door, and disliked
-being in the next room to a fidgety old maid."
-
-Alban's manner changed: he shrank from that chance allusion to doubts
-and fears which he dare not acknowledge. "Let us talk of something
-else," he said.
-
-She looked at him with a saucy smile. "Have I driven you into a corner
-at last? And is _that_ your way of getting out of it?"
-
-Even his endurance failed. "Are you trying to provoke me?" he asked.
-"Are you no better than other women? I wouldn't have believed it of you,
-Emily."
-
-"Emily?" She repeated the name in a tone of surprise, which reminded
-him that he had addressed her with familiarity at a most inappropriate
-time--the time when they were on the point of a quarrel. He felt the
-implied reproach too keenly to be able to answer her with composure.
-
-"I think of Emily--I love Emily--my one hope is that Emily may love me.
-Oh, my dear, is there no excuse if I forget to call you 'Miss' when you
-distress me?"
-
-All that was tender and true in her nature secretly took his part. She
-would have followed that better impulse, if he had only been calm enough
-to understand her momentary silence, and to give her time. But the
-temper of a gentle and generous man, once roused, is slow to subside.
-Alban abruptly left his chair. "I had better go!" he said.
-
-"As you please," she answered. "Whether you go, Mr. Morris, or whether
-you stay, I shall write to Mrs. Rook."
-
-The ring at the bell was followed by the appearance of a visitor. Doctor
-Allday opened the door, just in time to hear Emily's last words. Her
-vehemence seemed to amuse him.
-
-"Who is Mrs. Rook?" he asked.
-
-"A most respectable person," Emily answered indignantly; "housekeeper to
-Sir Jervis Redwood. You needn't sneer at her, Doctor Allday! She has not
-always been in service--she was landlady of the inn at Zeeland."
-
-The doctor, about to put his hat on a chair, paused. The inn at Zeeland
-reminded him of the Handbill, and of the visit of Miss Jethro.
-
-"Why are you so hot over it?" he inquired
-
-"Because I detest prejudice!" With this assertion of liberal feeling she
-pointed to Alban, standing quietly apart at the further end of the room.
-"There is the most prejudiced man living--he hates Mrs. Rook. Would you
-like to be introduced to him? You're a philosopher; you may do him some
-good. Doctor Allday--Mr. Alban Morris."
-
-The doctor recognized the man, with the felt hat and the objectionable
-beard, whose personal appearance had not impressed him favorably.
-
-Although they may hesitate to acknowledge it, there are respectable
-Englishmen still left, who regard a felt hat and a beard as symbols of
-republican disaffection to the altar and the throne. Doctor Allday's
-manner might have expressed this curious form of patriotic feeling, but
-for the associations which Emily had revived. In his present frame of
-mind, he was outwardly courteous, because he was inwardly suspicious.
-Mrs. Rook had been described to him as formerly landlady of the inn at
-Zeeland. Were there reasons for Mr. Morris's hostile feeling toward this
-woman which might be referable to the crime committed in her house that
-might threaten Emily's tranquillity if they were made known? It would
-not be amiss to see a little more of Mr. Morris, on the first convenient
-occasion.
-
-"I am glad to make your acquaintance, sir."
-
-"You are very kind, Doctor Allday."
-
-The exchange of polite conventionalities having been accomplished, Alban
-approached Emily to take his leave, with mingled feelings of regret and
-anxiety--regret for having allowed himself to speak harshly; anxiety to
-part with her in kindness.
-
-"Will you forgive me for differing from you?" It was all he could
-venture to say, in the presence of a stranger.
-
-"Oh, yes!" she said quietly.
-
-"Will you think again, before you decide?"
-
-"Certainly, Mr. Morris. But it won't alter my opinion, if I do."
-
-The doctor, hearing what passed between them, frowned. On what subject
-had they been differing? And what opinion did Emily decline to alter?
-
-Alban gave it up. He took her hand gently. "Shall I see you at the
-Museum, to-morrow?" he asked.
-
-She was politely indifferent to the last. "Yes--unless something happens
-to keep me at home."
-
-The doctor's eyebrows still expressed disapproval. For what object was
-the meeting proposed? And why at a museum?
-
-"Good-afternoon, Doctor Allday."
-
-"Good-afternoon, sir."
-
-For a moment after Alban's departure, the doctor stood irresolute.
-Arriving suddenly at a decision, he snatched up his hat, and turned to
-Emily in a hurry.
-
-"I bring you news, my dear, which will surprise you. Who do you think
-has just left my house? Mrs. Ellmother! Don't interrupt me. She has
-made up her mind to go out to service again. Tired of leading an
-idle life--that's her own account of it--and asks me to act as her
-reference."
-
-"Did you consent?"
-
-"Consent! If I act as her reference, I shall be asked how she came
-to leave her last place. A nice dilemma! Either I must own that she
-deserted her mistress on her deathbed--or tell a lie. When I put it to
-her in that way, she walked out of the house in dead silence. If she
-applies to you next, receive her as I did--or decline to see her, which
-would be better still."
-
-"Why am I to decline to see her?"
-
-"In consequence of her behavior to your aunt, to be sure! No: I have
-said all I wanted to say--and I have no time to spare for answering idle
-questions. Good-by."
-
-Socially-speaking, doctors try the patience of their nearest and dearest
-friends, in this respect--they are almost always in a hurry. Doctor
-Allday's precipitate departure did not tend to soothe Emily's irritated
-nerves. She began to find excuses for Mrs. Ellmother in a spirit of pure
-contradiction. The old servant's behavior might admit of justification:
-a friendly welcome might persuade her to explain herself. "If she
-applies to me," Emily determined, "I shall certainly receive her."
-
-Having arrived at this resolution, her mind reverted to Alban.
-
-Some of the sharp things she had said to him, subjected to
-after-reflection in solitude, failed to justify themselves. Her better
-sense began to reproach her. She tried to silence that unwelcome monitor
-by laying the blame on Alban. Why had he been so patient and so good?
-What harm was there in his calling her "Emily"? If he had told her to
-call _him_ by his Christian name, she might have done it. How noble he
-looked, when he got up to go away; he was actually handsome! Women may
-say what they please and write what they please: their natural instinct
-is to find their master in a man--especially when they like him. Sinking
-lower and lower in her own estimation, Emily tried to turn the current
-of her thoughts in another direction. She took up a book--opened it,
-looked into it, threw it across the room.
-
-If Alban had returned at that moment, resolved on a reconciliation--if
-he had said, "My dear, I want to see you like yourself again; will you
-give me a kiss, and make it up"--would he have left her crying, when he
-went away? She was crying now.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII. MENTOR AND TELEMACHUS.
-
-If Emily's eyes could have followed Alban as her thoughts were following
-him, she would have seen him stop before he reached the end of the road
-in which the cottage stood. His heart was full of tenderness and sorrow:
-the longing to return to her was more than he could resist. It would be
-easy to wait, within view of the gate, until the doctor's visit came
-to an end. He had just decided to go back and keep watch--when he heard
-rapid footsteps approaching. There (devil take him!) was the doctor
-himself.
-
-"I have something to say to you, Mr. Morris. Which way are you walking?"
-
-"Any way," Alban answered--not very graciously.
-
-"Then let us take the turning that leads to my house. It's not customary
-for strangers, especially when they happen to be Englishmen, to place
-confidence in each other. Let me set the example of violating that rule.
-I want to speak to you about Miss Emily. May I take your arm? Thank
-you. At my age, girls in general--unless they are my patients--are not
-objects of interest to me. But that girl at the cottage--I daresay I
-am in my dotage--I tell you, sir, she has bewitched me! Upon my soul, I
-could hardly be more anxious about her, if I was her father. And, mind,
-I am not an affectionate man by nature. Are you anxious about her too?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"In what way?"
-
-"In what way are you anxious, Doctor Allday?"
-
-The doctor smiled grimly.
-
-"You don't trust me? Well, I have promised to set the example. Keep your
-mask on, sir--mine is off, come what may of it. But, observe: if you
-repeat what I am going to say--"
-
-Alban would hear no more. "Whatever you may say, Doctor Allday, is
-trusted to my honor. If you doubt my honor, be so good as to let go my
-arm--I am not walking your way."
-
-The doctor's hand tightened its grasp. "That little flourish of temper,
-my dear sir, is all I want to set me at my ease. I feel I have got hold
-of the right man. Now answer me this. Have you ever heard of a person
-named Miss Jethro?"
-
-Alban suddenly came to a standstill.
-
-"All right!" said the doctor. "I couldn't have wished for a more
-satisfactory reply."
-
-"Wait a minute," Alban interposed. "I know Miss Jethro as a teacher
-at Miss Ladd's school, who left her situation suddenly--and I know no
-more."
-
-The doctor's peculiar smile made its appearance again.
-
-"Speaking in the vulgar tone," he said, "you seem to be in a hurry to
-wash your hands of Miss Jethro."
-
-"I have no reason to feel any interest in her," Alban replied.
-
-"Don't be too sure of that, my friend. I have something to tell you
-which may alter your opinion. That ex-teacher at the school, sir, knows
-how the late Mr. Brown met his death, and how his daughter has been
-deceived about it."
-
-Alban listened with surprise--and with some little doubt, which he
-thought it wise not to acknowledge.
-
-"The report of the inquest alludes to a 'relative' who claimed the
-body," he said. "Was that 'relative' the person who deceived Miss Emily?
-And was the person her aunt?"
-
-"I must leave you to take your own view," Doctor Allday replied. "A
-promise binds me not to repeat the information that I have received.
-Setting that aside, we have the same object in view--and we must take
-care not to get in each other's way. Here is my house. Let us go in, and
-make a clean breast of it on both sides."
-
-Established in the safe seclusion of his study, the doctor set the
-example of confession in these plain terms:
-
-"We only differ in opinion on one point," he said. "We both think it
-likely (from our experience of the women) that the suspected murderer
-had an accomplice. I say the guilty person is Miss Jethro. You say--Mrs.
-Rook."
-
-"When you have read my copy of the report," Alban answered, "I think you
-will arrive at my conclusion. Mrs. Rook might have entered the outhouse
-in which the two men slept, at any time during the night, while her
-husband was asleep. The jury believed her when she declared that she
-never woke till the morning. I don't."
-
-"I am open to conviction, Mr. Morris. Now about the future. Do you mean
-to go on with your inquiries?"
-
-"Even if I had no other motive than mere curiosity," Alban answered, "I
-think I should go on. But I have a more urgent purpose in view. All that
-I have done thus far, has been done in Emily's interests. My object,
-from the first, has been to preserve her from any association--in
-the past or in the future--with the woman whom I believe to have been
-concerned in her father's death. As I have already told you, she is
-innocently doing all she can, poor thing, to put obstacles in my way."
-
-"Yes, yes," said the doctor; "she means to write to Mrs. Rook--and you
-have nearly quarreled about it. Trust me to take that matter in hand.
-I don't regard it as serious. But I am mortally afraid of what you are
-doing in Emily's interests. I wish you would give it up."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because I see a danger. I don't deny that Emily is as innocent of
-suspicion as ever. But the chances, next time, may be against us. How
-do you know to what lengths your curiosity may lead you? Or on what
-shocking discoveries you may not blunder with the best intentions?
-Some unforeseen accident may open her eyes to the truth, before you can
-prevent it. I seem to surprise you?"
-
-"You do, indeed, surprise me."
-
-"In the old story, my dear sir, Mentor sometimes surprised Telemachus.
-I am Mentor--without being, I hope, quite so long-winded as that
-respectable philosopher. Let me put it in two words. Emily's happiness
-is precious to you. Take care you are not made the means of wrecking it!
-Will you consent to a sacrifice, for her sake?"
-
-"I will do anything for her sake."
-
-"Will you give up your inquiries?"
-
-"From this moment I have done with them!"
-
-"Mr. Morris, you are the best friend she has."
-
-"The next best friend to you, doctor."
-
-In that fond persuasion they now parted--too eagerly devoted to Emily
-to look at the prospect before them in its least hopeful aspect.
-Both clever men, neither one nor the other asked himself if any human
-resistance has ever yet obstructed the progress of truth--when truth has
-once begun to force its way to the light.
-
-For the second time Alban stopped, on his way home. The longing to
-be reconciled with Emily was not to be resisted. He returned to the
-cottage, only to find disappointment waiting for him. The servant
-reported that her young mistress had gone to bed with a bad headache.
-
-Alban waited a day, in the hope that Emily might write to him. No letter
-arrived. He repeated his visit the next morning. Fortune was still
-against him. On this occasion, Emily was engaged.
-
-"Engaged with a visitor?" he asked.
-
-"Yes, sir. A young lady named Miss de Sor."
-
-Where had he heard that name before? He remembered immediately that he
-had heard it at the school. Miss de Sor was the unattractive new pupil,
-whom the girls called Francine. Alban looked at the parlor window as
-he left the cottage. It was of serious importance that he should set
-himself right with Emily. "And mere gossip," he thought contemptuously,
-"stands in my way!"
-
-If he had been less absorbed in his own interests, he might have
-remembered that mere gossip is not always to be despised. It has worked
-fatal mischief in its time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII. FRANCINE.
-
-"You're surprised to see me, of course?" Saluting Emily in those terms,
-Francine looked round the parlor with an air of satirical curiosity.
-"Dear me, what a little place to live in!"
-
-"What brings you to London?" Emily inquired.
-
-"You ought to know, my dear, without asking. Why did I try to make
-friends with you at school? And why have I been trying ever since?
-Because I hate you--I mean because I can't resist you--no! I mean
-because I hate myself for liking you. Oh, never mind my reasons. I
-insisted on going to London with Miss Ladd--when that horrid woman
-announced that she had an appointment with her lawyer. I said, 'I want
-to see Emily.' 'Emily doesn't like you.' 'I don't care whether she likes
-me or not; I want to see her.' That's the way we snap at each other, and
-that's how I always carry my point. Here I am, till my duenna finishes
-her business and fetches me. What a prospect for You! Have you got any
-cold meat in the house? I'm not a glutton, like Cecilia--but I'm afraid
-I shall want some lunch."
-
-"Don't talk in that way, Francine!"
-
-"Do you mean to say you're glad to see me?"
-
-"If you were only a little less hard and bitter, I should always be glad
-to see you."
-
-"You darling! (excuse my impetuosity). What are you looking at? My new
-dress? Do you envy me?"
-
-"No; I admire the color--that's all."
-
-Francine rose, and shook out her dress, and showed it from every point
-of view. "See how it's made: Paris, of course! Money, my dear; money
-will do anything--except making one learn one's lessons."
-
-"Are you not getting on any better, Francine?"
-
-"Worse, my sweet friend--worse. One of the masters, I am happy to say,
-has flatly refused to teach me any longer. 'Pupils without brains I
-am accustomed to,' he said in his broken English; 'but a pupil with no
-heart is beyond my endurance.' Ha! ha! the mouldy old refugee has an eye
-for character, though. No heart--there I am, described in two words."
-
-"And proud of it," Emily remarked.
-
-"Yes--proud of it. Stop! let me do myself justice. You consider tears
-a sign that one has some heart, don't you? I was very near crying
-last Sunday. A popular preacher did it; no less a person that Mr.
-Mirabel--you look as if you had heard of him."
-
-"I have heard of him from Cecilia."
-
-"Is _she_ at Brighton? Then there's one fool more in a fashionable
-watering place. Oh, she's in Switzerland, is she? I don't care where she
-is; I only care about Mr. Mirabel. We all heard he was at Brighton for
-his health, and was going to preach. Didn't we cram the church! As
-to describing him, I give it up. He is the only little man I ever
-admired--hair as long as mine, and the sort of beard you see in
-pictures. I wish I had his fair complexion and his white hands. We were
-all in love with him--or with his voice, which was it?--when he began
-to read the commandments. I wish I could imitate him when he came to
-the fifth commandment. He began in his deepest bass voice: 'Honor thy
-father--' He stopped and looked up to heaven as if he saw the rest of
-it there. He went on with a tremendous emphasis on the next word. '_And_
-thy mother,' he said (as if that was quite a different thing) in a
-tearful, fluty, quivering voice which was a compliment to mothers in
-itself. We all felt it, mothers or not. But the great sensation was when
-he got into the pulpit. The manner in which he dropped on his knees,
-and hid his face in his hands, and showed his beautiful rings was, as a
-young lady said behind me, simply seraphic. We understood his celebrity,
-from that moment--I wonder whether I can remember the sermon."
-
-"You needn't attempt it on my account," Emily said.
-
-"My dear, don't be obstinate. Wait till you hear him."
-
-"I am quite content to wait."
-
-"Ah, you're just in the right state of mind to be converted; you're in
-a fair way to become one of his greatest admirers. They say he is so
-agreeable in private life; I am dying to know him.--Do I hear a ring at
-the bell? Is somebody else coming to see you?"
-
-The servant brought in a card and a message.
-
-"The person will call again, miss."
-
-Emily looked at the name written on the card.
-
-"Mrs. Ellmother!" she exclaimed.
-
-"What an extraordinary name!" cried Francine. "Who is she?"
-
-"My aunt's old servant."
-
-"Does she want a situation?"
-
-Emily looked at some lines of writing at the back of the card. Doctor
-Allday had rightly foreseen events. Rejected by the doctor, Mrs.
-Ellmother had no alternative but to ask Emily to help her.
-
-"If she is out of place," Francine went on, "she may be just the sort of
-person I am looking for."
-
-"You?" Emily asked, in astonishment.
-
-Francine refused to explain until she got an answer to her question.
-"Tell me first," she said, "is Mrs. Ellmother engaged?"
-
-"No; she wants an engagement, and she asks me to be her reference."
-
-"Is she sober, honest, middle-aged, clean, steady, good-tempered,
-industrious?" Francine rattled on. "Has she all the virtues, and none of
-the vices? Is she not too good-looking, and has she no male followers?
-In one terrible word--will she satisfy Miss Ladd?"
-
-"What has Miss Ladd to do with it?"
-
-"How stupid you are, Emily! Do put the woman's card down on the table,
-and listen to me. Haven't I told you that one of my masters has declined
-to have anything more to do with me? Doesn't that help you to understand
-how I get on with the rest of them? I am no longer Miss Ladd's pupil,
-my dear. Thanks to my laziness and my temper, I am to be raised to the
-dignity of 'a parlor boarder.' In other words, I am to be a young lady
-who patronizes the school; with a room of my own, and a servant of my
-own. All provided for by a private arrangement between my father and
-Miss Ladd, before I left the West Indies. My mother was at the bottom of
-it, I have not the least doubt. You don't appear to understand me."
-
-"I don't, indeed!"
-
-Francine considered a little. "Perhaps they were fond of you at home,"
-she suggested.
-
-"Say they loved me, Francine--and I loved them."
-
-"Ah, my position is just the reverse of yours. Now they have got rid of
-me, they don't want me back again at home. I know as well what my mother
-said to my father, as if I had heard her. 'Francine will never get on
-at school, at her age. Try her, by all means; but make some other
-arrangement with Miss Ladd in case of a failure--or she will be returned
-on our hands like a bad shilling.' There is my mother, my anxious,
-affectionate mother, hit off to a T."
-
-"She _is_ your mother, Francine; don't forget that."
-
-"Oh, no; I won't forget it. My cat is my kitten's mother--there! there!
-I won't shock your sensibilities. Let us get back to matter of fact.
-When I begin my new life, Miss Ladd makes one condition. My maid is to
-be a model of discretion--an elderly woman, not a skittish young person
-who will only encourage me. I must submit to the elderly woman, or
-I shall be sent back to the West Indies after all. How long did Mrs.
-Ellmother live with your aunt?"
-
-"Twenty-five years, and more.'
-
-"Good heavens, it's a lifetime! Why isn't this amazing creature living
-with you, now your aunt is dead? Did you send her away?"
-
-"Certainly not."
-
-"Then why did she go?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Do you mean that she went away without a word of explanation?"
-
-"Yes; that is exactly what I mean."
-
-"When did she go? As soon as your aunt was dead?"
-
-"That doesn't matter, Francine."
-
-"In plain English, you won't tell me? I am all on fire with
-curiosity--and that's how you put me out! My dear, if you have the
-slightest regard for me, let us have the woman in here when she comes
-back for her answer. Somebody must satisfy me. I mean to make Mrs.
-Ellmother explain herself."
-
-"I don't think you will succeed, Francine."
-
-"Wait a little, and you will see. By-the-by, it is understood that
-my new position at the school gives me the privilege of accepting
-invitations. Do you know any nice people to whom you can introduce me?"
-
-"I am the last person in the world who has a chance of helping you,"
-Emily answered. "Excepting good Doctor Allday--" On the point of adding
-the name of Alban Morris, she checked herself without knowing why, and
-substituted the name of her school-friend. "And not forgetting Cecilia,"
-she resumed, "I know nobody."
-
-"Cecilia's a fool," Francine remarked gravely; "but now I think of it,
-she may be worth cultivating. Her father is a member of Parliament--and
-didn't I hear that he has a fine place in the country? You see, Emily,
-I may expect to be married (with my money), if I can only get into good
-society. (Don't suppose I am dependent on my father; my marriage portion
-is provided for in my uncle's will.) Cecilia may really be of some use
-to me. Why shouldn't I make a friend of her, and get introduced to her
-father--in the autumn, you know, when the house is full of company? Have
-you any idea when she is coming back?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Do you think of writing to her?"
-
-"Of course!"
-
-"Give her my kind love; and say I hope she enjoys Switzerland."
-
-"Francine, you are positively shameless! After calling my dearest friend
-a fool and a glutton, you send her your love for your own selfish ends;
-and you expect me to help you in deceiving her! I won't do it."
-
-"Keep your temper, my child. We are all selfish, you little goose. The
-only difference is--some of us own it, and some of us don't. I shall
-find my own way to Cecilia's good graces quite easily: the way is
-through her mouth. You mentioned a certain Doctor Allday. Does he give
-parties? And do the right sort of men go to them? Hush! I think I hear
-the bell again. Go to the door, and see who it is."
-
-Emily waited, without taking any notice of this suggestion. The servant
-announced that "the person had called again, to know if there was any
-answer."
-
-"Show her in here," Emily said.
-
-The servant withdrew, and came back again.
-
-"The person doesn't wish to intrude, miss; it will be quite sufficient
-if you will send a message by me."
-
-Emily crossed the room to the door.
-
-"Come in, Mrs. Ellmother," she said. "You have been too long away
-already. Pray come in."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX. "BONY."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother reluctantly entered the room.
-
-Since Emily had seen her last, her personal appearance doubly justified
-the nickname by which her late mistress had distinguished her. The old
-servant was worn and wasted; her gown hung loose on her angular body;
-the big bones of her face stood out, more prominently than ever. She
-took Emily's offered hand doubtingly. "I hope I see you well, miss,"
-she said--with hardly a vestige left of her former firmness of voice and
-manner.
-
-"I am afraid you have been suffering from illness," Emily answered
-gently.
-
-"It's the life I'm leading that wears me down; I want work and change."
-
-Making that reply, she looked round, and discovered Francine observing
-her with undisguised curiosity. "You have got company with you," she
-said to Emily. "I had better go away, and come back another time."
-
-Francine stopped her before she could open the door. "You mustn't go
-away; I wish to speak to you."
-
-"About what, miss?"
-
-The eyes of the two women met--one, near the end of her life,
-concealing under a rugged surface a nature sensitively affectionate and
-incorruptibly true: the other, young in years, without the virtues of
-youth, hard in manner and hard at heart. In silence on either side,
-they stood face to face; strangers brought together by the force of
-circumstances, working inexorably toward their hidden end.
-
-Emily introduced Mrs. Ellmother to Francine. "It may be worth your
-while," she hinted, "to hear what this young lady has to say."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother listened, with little appearance of interest in anything
-that a stranger might have to say: her eyes rested on the card which
-contained her written request to Emily. Francine, watching her closely,
-understood what was passing in her mind. It might be worth while to
-conciliate the old woman by a little act of attention. Turning to Emily,
-Francine pointed to the card lying on the table. "You have not attended
-yet to Mr. Ellmother's request," she said.
-
-Emily at once assured Mrs. Ellmother that the request was granted. "But
-is it wise," she asked, "to go out to service again, at your age?"
-
-"I have been used to service all my life, Miss Emily--that's one reason.
-And service may help me to get rid of my own thoughts--that's another.
-If you can find me a situation somewhere, you will be doing me a good
-turn."
-
-"Is it useless to suggest that you might come back, and live with me?"
-Emily ventured to say.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's head sank on her breast. "Thank you kindly, miss; it
-_is_ useless."
-
-"Why is it useless?" Francine asked.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother was silent.
-
-"Miss de Sor is speaking to you," Emily reminded her.
-
-"Am I to answer Miss de Sor?"
-
-Attentively observing what passed, and placing her own construction on
-looks and tones, it suddenly struck Francine that Emily herself might be
-in Mrs. Ellmother's confidence, and that she might have reasons of her
-own for assuming ignorance when awkward questions were asked. For the
-moment at least, Francine decided on keeping her suspicions to herself.
-
-"I may perhaps offer you the employment you want," she said to Mrs.
-Ellmother. "I am staying at Brighton, for the present, with the lady who
-was Miss Emily's schoolmistress, and I am in need of a maid. Would you
-be willing to consider it, if I proposed to engage you?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"In that case, you can hardly object to the customary inquiry. Why did
-you leave your last place?"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother appealed to Emily. "Did you tell this young lady how long
-I remained in my last place?"
-
-Melancholy remembrances had been revived in Emily by the turn which the
-talk had now taken. Francine's cat-like patience, stealthily feeling its
-way to its end, jarred on her nerves. "Yes," she said; "in justice to
-you, I have mentioned your long term of service."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother addressed Francine. "You know, miss, that I served
-my late mistress for over twenty-five years. Will you please remember
-that--and let it be a reason for not asking me why I left my place."
-
-Francine smiled compassionately. "My good creature, you have mentioned
-the very reason why I _should_ ask. You live five-and-twenty years with
-your mistress--and then suddenly leave her--and you expect me to pass
-over this extraordinary proceeding without inquiry. Take a little time
-to think."
-
-"I want no time to think. What I had in my mind, when I left Miss
-Letitia, is something which I refuse to explain, miss, to you, or to
-anybody."
-
-She recovered some of her old firmness, when she made that reply.
-Francine saw the necessity of yielding--for the time at least, Emily
-remained silent, oppressed by remembrance of the doubts and fears which
-had darkened the last miserable days of her aunt's illness. She began
-already to regret having made Francine and Mrs. Ellmother known to each
-other.
-
-"I won't dwell on what appears to be a painful subject," Francine
-graciously resumed. "I meant no offense. You are not angry, I hope?"
-
-"Sorry, miss. I might have been angry, at one time. That time is over."
-
-It was said sadly and resignedly: Emily heard the answer. Her heart
-ached as she looked at the old servant, and thought of the contrast
-between past and present. With what a hearty welcome this broken woman
-had been used to receive her in the bygone holiday-time! Her eyes
-moistened. She felt the merciless persistency of Francine, as if it had
-been an insult offered to herself. "Give it up!" she said sharply.
-
-"Leave me, my dear, to manage my own business," Francine replied. "About
-your qualifications?" she continued, turning coolly to Mrs. Ellmother.
-"Can you dress hair?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I ought to tell you," Francine insisted, "that I am very particular
-about my hair."
-
-"My mistress was very particular about her hair," Mrs. Ellmother
-answered.
-
-"Are you a good needlewoman?"
-
-"As good as ever I was--with the help of my spectacles."
-
-Francine turned to Emily. "See how well we get on together. We are
-beginning to understand each other already. I am an odd creature, Mrs.
-Ellmother. Sometimes, I take sudden likings to persons--I have taken a
-liking to you. Do you begin to think a little better of me than you did?
-I hope you will produce the right impression on Miss Ladd; you shall
-have every assistance that I can give. I will beg Miss Ladd, as a favor
-to me, not to ask you that one forbidden question."
-
-Poor Mrs. Ellmother, puzzled by the sudden appearance of Francine in the
-character of an eccentric young lady, the creature of genial impulse,
-thought it right to express her gratitude for the promised interference
-in her favor. "That's kind of you, miss," she said.
-
-"No, no, only just. I ought to tell you there's one thing Miss Ladd
-is strict about--sweethearts. Are you quite sure," Francine inquired
-jocosely, "that you can answer for yourself, in that particular?"
-
-This effort of humor produced its intended effect. Mrs. Ellmother,
-thrown off her guard, actually smiled. "Lord, miss, what will you say
-next!"
-
-"My good soul, I will say something next that is more to the purpose. If
-Miss Ladd asks me why you have so unaccountably refused to be a servant
-again in this house, I shall take care to say that it is certainly not
-out of dislike to Miss Emily."
-
-"You need say nothing of the sort," Emily quietly remarked.
-
-"And still less," Francine proceeded, without noticing the
-interruption--"still less through any disagreeable remembrances of Miss
-Emily's aunt."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother saw the trap that had been set for her. "It won't do,
-miss," she said.
-
-"What won't do?"
-
-"Trying to pump me."
-
-Francine burst out laughing. Emily noticed an artificial ring in her
-gayety which suggested that she was exasperated, rather than amused, by
-the repulse which had baffled her curiosity once more.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother reminded the merry young lady that the proposed
-arrangement between them had not been concluded yet. "Am I to
-understand, miss, that you will keep a place open for me in your
-service?"
-
-"You are to understand," Francine replied sharply, "that I must have
-Miss Ladd's approval before I can engage you. Suppose you come to
-Brighton? I will pay your fare, of course."
-
-"Never mind my fare, miss. Will you give up pumping?"
-
-"Make your mind easy. It's quite useless to attempt pumping _you_. When
-will you come?"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother pleaded for a little delay. "I'm altering my gowns," she
-said. "I get thinner and thinner--don't I, Miss Emily? My work won't be
-done before Thursday."
-
-"Let us say Friday, then," Francine proposed.
-
-"Friday!" Mrs. Ellmother exclaimed. "You forget that Friday is an
-unlucky day."
-
-"I forgot that, certainly! How can you be so absurdly superstitious."
-
-"You may call it what you like, miss. I have good reason to think as I
-do. I was married on a Friday--and a bitter bad marriage it turned out
-to be. Superstitious, indeed! You don't know what my experience has
-been. My only sister was one of a party of thirteen at dinner; and she
-died within the year. If we are to get on together nicely, I'll take
-that journey on Saturday, if you please."
-
-"Anything to satisfy you," Francine agreed; "there is the address. Come
-in the middle of the day, and we will give you your dinner. No fear
-of our being thirteen in number. What will you do, if you have the
-misfortune to spill the salt?"
-
-"Take a pinch between my finger and thumb, and throw it over my left
-shoulder," Mrs. Ellmother answered gravely. "Good-day, miss."
-
-"Good-day."
-
-Emily followed the departing visitor out to the hall. She had seen
-and heard enough to decide her on trying to break off the proposed
-negotiation--with the one kind purpose of protecting Mrs. Ellmother
-against the pitiless curiosity of Francine.
-
-"Do you think you and that young lady are likely to get on well
-together?" she asked.
-
-"I have told you already, Miss Emily, I want to get away from my own
-home and my own thoughts; I don't care where I go, so long as I do
-that." Having answered in those words, Mrs. Ellmother opened the door,
-and waited a while, thinking. "I wonder whether the dead know what is
-going on in the world they have left?" she said, looking at Emily. "If
-they do, there's one among them knows my thoughts, and feels for me.
-Good-by, miss--and don't think worse of me than I deserve."
-
-Emily went back to the parlor. The only resource left was to plead with
-Francine for mercy to Mrs. Ellmother.
-
-"Do you really mean to give it up?" she asked.
-
-"To give up--what? 'Pumping,' as that obstinate old creature calls it?"
-
-Emily persisted. "Don't worry the poor old soul! However strangely she
-may have left my aunt and me her motives are kind and good--I am sure of
-that. Will you let her keep her harmless little secret?"
-
-"Oh, of course!"
-
-"I don't believe you, Francine!"
-
-"Don't you? I am like Cecilia--I am getting hungry. Shall we have some
-lunch?"
-
-"You hard-hearted creature!"
-
-"Does that mean--no luncheon until I have owned the truth? Suppose _you_
-own the truth? I won't tell Mrs. Ellmother that you have betrayed her."
-
-"For the last time, Francine--I know no more of it than you do. If you
-persist in taking your own view, you as good as tell me I lie; and you
-will oblige me to leave the room."
-
-Even Francine's obstinacy was compelled to give way, so far as
-appearances went. Still possessed by the delusion that Emily was
-deceiving her, she was now animated by a stronger motive than mere
-curiosity. Her sense of her own importance imperatively urged her to
-prove that she was not a person who could be deceived with impunity.
-
-"I beg your pardon," she said with humility. "But I must positively have
-it out with Mrs. Ellmother. She has been more than a match for me--my
-turn next. I mean to get the better of her; and I shall succeed."
-
-"I have already told you, Francine--you will fail."
-
-"My dear, I am a dunce, and I don't deny it. But let me tell you one
-thing. I haven't lived all my life in the West Indies, among black
-servants, without learning something."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"More, my clever friend, than you are likely to guess. In the meantime,
-don't forget the duties of hospitality. Ring the bell for luncheon."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX. LADY DORIS.
-
-The arrival of Miss Ladd, some time before she had been expected,
-interrupted the two girls at a critical moment. She had hurried over her
-business in London, eager to pass the rest of the day with her favorite
-pupil. Emily's affectionate welcome was, in some degree at least,
-inspired by a sensation of relief. To feel herself in the embrace of the
-warm-hearted schoolmistress was like finding a refuge from Francine.
-
-When the hour of departure arrived, Miss Ladd invited Emily to Brighton
-for the second time. "On the last occasion, my dear, you wrote me an
-excuse; I won't be treated in that way again. If you can't return with
-us now, come to-morrow." She added in a whisper, "Otherwise, I shall
-think you include _me_ in your dislike of Francine."
-
-There was no resisting this. It was arranged that Emily should go to
-Brighton on the next day.
-
-Left by herself, her thoughts might have reverted to Mrs. Ellmother's
-doubtful prospects, and to Francine's strange allusion to her life in
-the West Indies, but for the arrival of two letters by the afternoon
-post. The handwriting on one of them was unknown to her. She opened
-that one first. It was an answer to the letter of apology which she
-had persisted in writing to Mrs. Rook. Happily for herself, Alban's
-influence had not been without its effect, after his departure. She had
-written kindly--but she had written briefly at the same time.
-
-Mrs. Rook's reply presented a nicely compounded mixture of gratitude and
-grief. The gratitude was addressed to Emily as a matter of course.
-The grief related to her "excellent master." Sir Jervis's strength had
-suddenly failed. His medical attendant, being summoned, had expressed
-no surprise. "My patient is over seventy years of age," the doctor
-remarked. "He will sit up late at night, writing his book; and he
-refuses to take exercise, till headache and giddiness force him to try
-the fresh air. As the necessary result, he has broken down at last. It
-may end in paralysis, or it may end in death." Reporting this expression
-of medical opinion, Mrs. Rook's letter glided imperceptibly from
-respectful sympathy to modest regard for her own interests in the
-future. It might be the sad fate of her husband and herself to be thrown
-on the world again. If necessity brought them to London, would "kind
-Miss Emily grant her the honor of an interview, and favor a poor unlucky
-woman with a word of advice?"
-
-"She may pervert your letter to some use of her own, which you may have
-reason to regret." Did Emily remember Alban's warning words? No: she
-accepted Mrs. Rook's reply as a gratifying tribute to the justice of her
-own opinions.
-
-Having proposed to write to Alban, feeling penitently that she had
-been in the wrong, she was now readier than ever to send him a letter,
-feeling compassionately that she had been in the right. Besides, it was
-due to the faithful friend, who was still working for her in the reading
-room, that he should be informed of Sir Jervis's illness. Whether the
-old man lived or whether he died, his literary labors were fatally
-interrupted in either case; and one of the consequences would be the
-termination of her employment at the Museum. Although the second of the
-two letters which she had received was addressed to her in Cecilia's
-handwriting, Emily waited to read it until she had first written to
-Alban. "He will come to-morrow," she thought; "and we shall both make
-apologies. I shall regret that I was angry with him and he will regret
-that he was mistaken in his judgment of Mrs. Rook. We shall be as good
-friends again as ever."
-
-In this happy frame of mind she opened Cecilia's letter. It was full of
-good news from first to last.
-
-The invalid sister had made such rapid progress toward recovery that the
-travelers had arranged to set forth on their journey back to England in
-a fortnight. "My one regret," Cecilia added, "is the parting with Lady
-Doris. She and her husband are going to Genoa, where they will embark
-in Lord Janeaway's yacht for a cruise in the Mediterranean. When we have
-said that miserable word good-by--oh, Emily, what a hurry I shall be in
-to get back to you! Those allusions to your lonely life are so dreadful,
-my dear, that I have destroyed your letter; it is enough to break one's
-heart only to look at it. When once I get to London, there shall be no
-more solitude for my poor afflicted friend. Papa will be free from his
-parliamentary duties in August--and he has promised to have the house
-full of delightful people to meet you. Who do you think will be one of
-our guests? He is illustrious; he is fascinating; he deserves a line all
-to himself, thus:
-
-"The Reverend Miles Mirabel!
-
-"Lady Doris has discovered that the country parsonage, in which this
-brilliant clergyman submits to exile, is only twelve miles away from our
-house. She has written to Mr. Mirabel to introduce me, and to
-mention the date of my return. We will have some fun with the popular
-preacher--we will both fall in love with him together.
-
-"Is there anybody to whom you would like me to send an invitation? Shall
-we have Mr. Alban Morris? Now I know how kindly he took care of you at
-the railway station, your good opinion of him is my opinion. Your letter
-also mentions a doctor. Is he nice? and do you think he will let me eat
-pastry, if we have him too? I am so overflowing with hospitality (all
-for your sake) that I am ready to invite anybody, and everybody, to
-cheer you and make you happy. Would you like to meet Miss Ladd and the
-whole school?
-
-"As to our amusements, make your mind easy.
-
-"I have come to a distinct understanding with Papa that we are to have
-dances every evening--except when we try a little concert as a change.
-Private theatricals are to follow, when we want another change after
-the dancing and the music. No early rising; no fixed hour for breakfast;
-everything that is most exquisitely delicious at dinner--and, to crown
-all, your room next to mine, for delightful midnight gossipings, when we
-ought to be in bed. What do you say, darling, to the programme?
-
-"A last piece of news--and I have done.
-
-"I have actually had a proposal of marriage, from a young gentleman who
-sits opposite me at the table d'hote! When I tell you that he has white
-eyelashes, and red hands, and such enormous front teeth that he can't
-shut his mouth, you will not need to be told that I refused him. This
-vindictive person has abused me ever since, in the most shameful manner.
-I heard him last night, under my window, trying to set one of his
-friends against me. 'Keep clear of her, my dear fellow; she's the most
-heartless creature living.' The friend took my part; he said, 'I don't
-agree with you; the young lady is a person of great sensibility.'
-'Nonsense!' says my amiable lover; 'she eats too much--her sensibility
-is all stomach.' There's a wretch for you. What a shameful advantage to
-take of sitting opposite to me at dinner! Good-by, my love, till we meet
-soon, and are as happy together as the day is long."
-
-Emily kissed the signature. At that moment of all others, Cecilia was
-such a refreshing contrast to Francine!
-
-Before putting the letter away, she looked again at that part of it
-which mentioned Lady Doris's introduction of Cecilia to Mr. Mirabel. "I
-don't feel the slightest interest in Mr. Mirabel," she thought, smiling
-as the idea occurred to her; "and I need never have known him, but for
-Lady Doris--who is a perfect stranger to me."
-
-She had just placed the letter in her desk, when a visitor was
-announced. Doctor Allday presented himself (in a hurry as usual).
-
-"Another patient waiting?" Emily asked mischievously. "No time to spare,
-again?"
-
-"Not a moment," the old gentleman answered. "Have you heard from Mrs.
-Ellmother?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You don't mean to say you have answered her?"
-
-"I have done better than that, doctor--I have seen her this morning."
-
-"And consented to be her reference, of course?"
-
-"How well you know me!"
-
-Doctor Allday was a philosopher: he kept his temper. "Just what I might
-have expected," he said. "Eve and the apple! Only forbid a woman to do
-anything, and she does it directly--be cause you have forbidden her.
-I'll try the other way with you now, Miss Emily. There was something
-else that I meant to have forbidden."
-
-"What was it?"
-
-"May I make a special request?"
-
-"Certainly."
-
-"Oh, my dear, write to Mrs. Rook! I beg and entreat of you, write to
-Mrs. Rook!"
-
-Emily's playful manner suddenly disappeared.
-
-Ignoring the doctor's little outbreak of humor, she waited in grave
-surprise, until it was his pleasure to explain himself.
-
-Doctor Allday, on his side, ignored the ominous change in Emily; he went
-on as pleasantly as ever. "Mr. Morris and I have had a long talk about
-you, my dear. Mr. Morris is a capital fellow; I recommend him as a
-sweetheart. I also back him in the matter of Mrs. Rook.--What's the
-matter now? You're as red as a rose. Temper again, eh?"
-
-"Hatred of meanness!" Emily answered indignantly. "I despise a man who
-plots, behind my back, to get another man to help him. Oh, how I have
-been mistaken in Alban Morris!"
-
-"Oh, how little you know of the best friend you have!" cried the doctor,
-imitating her. "Girls are all alike; the only man they can understand,
-is the man who flatters them. _Will_ you oblige me by writing to Mrs.
-Rook?"
-
-Emily made an attempt to match the doctor, with his own weapons. "Your
-little joke comes too late," she said satirically. "There is Mrs. Rook's
-answer. Read it, and--" she checked herself, even in her anger she was
-incapable of speaking ungenerously to the old man who had so warmly
-befriended her. "I won't say to _you_," she resumed, "what I might have
-said to another person."
-
-"Shall I say it for you?" asked the incorrigible doctor. "'Read it, and
-be ashamed of yourself'--That was what you had in your mind, isn't it?
-Anything to please you, my dear." He put on his spectacles, read the
-letter, and handed it back to Emily with an impenetrable countenance.
-"What do you think of my new spectacles?" he asked, as he took the
-glasses off his nose. "In the experience of thirty years, I have had
-three grateful patients." He put the spectacles back in the case. "This
-comes from the third. Very gratifying--very gratifying."
-
-Emily's sense of humor was not the uppermost sense in her at that
-moment. She pointed with a peremptory forefinger to Mrs. Rook's letter.
-"Have you nothing to say about this?"
-
-The doctor had so little to say about it that he was able to express
-himself in one word:
-
-"Humbug!"
-
-He took his hat--nodded kindly to Emily--and hurried away to feverish
-pulses waiting to be felt, and to furred tongues that were ashamed to
-show themselves.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI. MOIRA.
-
-When Alban presented himself the next morning, the hours of the night
-had exercised their tranquilizing influence over Emily. She remembered
-sorrowfully how Doctor Allday had disturbed her belief in the man who
-loved her; no feeling of irritation remained. Alban noticed that her
-manner was unusually subdued; she received him with her customary grace,
-but not with her customary smile.
-
-"Are you not well?" he asked.
-
-"I am a little out of spirits," she replied. "A disappointment--that is
-all."
-
-He waited a moment, apparently in the expectation that she might tell
-him what the disappointment was. She remained silent, and she looked
-away from him. Was he in any way answerable for the depression of
-spirits to which she alluded? The doubt occurred to him--but he said
-nothing.
-
-"I suppose you have received my letter?" she resumed.
-
-"I have come here to thank you for your letter."
-
-"It was my duty to tell you of Sir Jervis's illness; I deserve no
-thanks."
-
-"You have written to me so kindly," Alban reminded her; "you have
-referred to our difference of opinion, the last time I was here, so
-gently and so forgivingly--"
-
-"If I had written a little later," she interposed, "the tone of my
-letter might have been less agreeable to you. I happened to send it to
-the post, before I received a visit from a friend of yours--a friend who
-had something to say to me after consulting with you."
-
-"Do you mean Doctor Allday?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What did he say?"
-
-"What you wished him to say. He did his best; he was as obstinate and
-unfeeling as you could possibly wish him to be; but he was too late.
-I have written to Mrs. Rook, and I have received a reply." She spoke
-sadly, not angrily--and pointed to the letter lying on her desk.
-
-Alban understood: he looked at her in despair. "Is that wretched woman
-doomed to set us at variance every time we meet!" he exclaimed.
-
-Emily silently held out the letter.
-
-He refused to take it. "The wrong you have done me is not to be set
-right in that way," he said. "You believe the doctor's visit was
-arranged between us. I never knew that he intended to call on you; I had
-no interest in sending him here--and I must not interfere again between
-you and Mrs. Rook."
-
-"I don't understand you."
-
-"You will understand me when I tell you how my conversation with Doctor
-Allday ended. I have done with interference; I have done with advice.
-Whatever my doubts may be, all further effort on my part to justify
-them--all further inquiries, no matter in what direction--are at an end:
-I made the sacrifice, for your sake. No! I must repeat what you said
-to me just now; I deserve no thanks. What I have done, has been done in
-deference to Doctor Allday--against my own convictions; in spite of my
-own fears. Ridiculous convictions! ridiculous fears! Men with morbid
-minds are their own tormentors. It doesn't matter how I suffer, so long
-as you are at ease. I shall never thwart you or vex you again. Have you
-a better opinion of me now?"
-
-She made the best of all answers--she gave him her hand.
-
-"May I kiss it?" he asked, as timidly as if he had been a boy addressing
-his first sweetheart.
-
-She was half inclined to laugh, and half inclined to cry. "Yes, if you
-like," she said softly.
-
-"Will you let me come and see you again?"
-
-"Gladly--when I return to London."
-
-"You are going away?"
-
-"I am going to Brighton this afternoon, to stay with Miss Ladd."
-
-It was hard to lose her, on the happy day when they understood each
-other at last. An expression of disappointment passed over his face.
-He rose, and walked restlessly to the window. "Miss Ladd?" he repeated,
-turning to Emily as if an idea had struck him. "Did I hear, at the
-school, that Miss de Sor was to spend the holidays under the care of
-Miss Ladd?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"The same young lady," he went on, "who paid you a visit yesterday
-morning?"
-
-"The same."
-
-That haunting distrust of the future, which he had first betrayed and
-then affected to ridicule, exercised its depressing influence over his
-better sense. He was unreasonable enough to feel doubtful of Francine,
-simply because she was a stranger.
-
-"Miss de Sor is a new friend of yours," he said. "Do you like her?"
-
-It was not an easy question to answer--without entering into particulars
-which Emily's delicacy of feeling warned her to avoid. "I must know a
-little more of Miss de Sor," she said, "before I can decide."
-
-Alban's misgivings were naturally encouraged by this evasive reply. He
-began to regret having left the cottage, on the previous day, when he
-had heard that Emily was engaged. He might have sent in his card,
-and might have been admitted. It was an opportunity lost of observing
-Francine. On the morning of her first day at school, when they had
-accidentally met at the summer house, she had left a disagreeable
-impression on his mind. Ought he to allow his opinion to be influenced
-by this circumstance? or ought he to follow Emily's prudent example, and
-suspend judgment until he knew a little more of Francine?
-
-"Is any day fixed for your return to London?" he asked.
-
-"Not yet," she said; "I hardly know how long my visit will be."
-
-"In little more than a fortnight," he continued, "I shall return to my
-classes--they will be dreary classes, without you. Miss de Sor goes back
-to the school with Miss Ladd, I suppose?"
-
-Emily was at a loss to account for the depression in his looks and
-tones, while he was making these unimportant inquiries. She tried to
-rouse him by speaking lightly in reply.
-
-"Miss de Sor returns in quite a new character; she is to be a guest
-instead of a pupil. Do you wish to be better acquainted with her?"
-
-"Yes," he said grave ly, "now I know that she is a friend of yours." He
-returned to his place near her. "A pleasant visit makes the days pass
-quickly," he resumed. "You may remain at Brighton longer than you
-anticipate; and we may not meet again for some time to come. If anything
-happens--"
-
-"Do you mean anything serious?" she asked.
-
-"No, no! I only mean--if I can be of any service. In that case, will you
-write to me?"
-
-"You know I will!"
-
-She looked at him anxiously. He had completely failed to hide from
-her the uneasy state of his mind: a man less capable of concealment of
-feeling never lived. "You are anxious, and out of spirits," she said
-gently. "Is it my fault?"
-
-"Your fault? oh, don't think that! I have my dull days and my bright
-days--and just now my barometer is down at dull." His voice faltered,
-in spite of his efforts to control it; he gave up the struggle, and took
-his hat to go. "Do you remember, Emily, what I once said to you in the
-garden at the school? I still believe there is a time of fulfillment to
-come in our lives." He suddenly checked himself, as if there had been
-something more in his mind to which he hesitated to give expression--and
-held out his hand to bid her good-by.
-
-"My memory of what you said in the garden is better than yours," she
-reminded him. "You said 'Happen what may in the interval, I trust the
-future.' Do you feel the same trust still?"
-
-He sighed--drew her to him gently--and kissed her on the forehead. Was
-that his own reply? She was not calm enough to ask him the question: it
-remained in her thoughts for some time after he had gone.
-
- ........
-
-On the same day Emily was at Brighton.
-
-Francine happened to be alone in the drawing-room. Her first proceeding,
-when Emily was shown in, was to stop the servant.
-
-"Have you taken my letter to the post?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"It doesn't matter." She dismissed the servant by a gesture, and burst
-into such effusive hospitality that she actually insisted on kissing
-Emily. "Do you know what I have been doing?" she said. "I have been
-writing to Cecilia--directing to the care of her father, at the House of
-Commons. I stupidly forgot that you would be able to give me the right
-address in Switzerland. You don't object, I hope, to my making myself
-agreeable to our dear, beautiful, greedy girl? It is of such importance
-to me to surround myself with influential friends--and, of course,
-I have given her your love. Don't look disgusted! Come, and see your
-room.--Oh, never mind Miss Ladd. You will see her when she wakes. Ill?
-Is that sort of old woman ever ill? She's only taking her nap after
-bathing. Bathing in the sea, at her age! How she must frighten the
-fishes!"
-
-Having seen her own bed-chamber, Emily was next introduced to the room
-occupied by Francine.
-
-One object that she noticed in it caused her some little surprise--not
-unmingled with disgust. She discovered on the toilet-table a
-coarsely caricatured portrait of Mrs. Ellmother. It was a sketch in
-pencil--wretchedly drawn; but spitefully successful as a likeness.
-"I didn't know you were an artist," Emily remarked, with an ironical
-emphasis on the last word. Francine laughed scornfully--crumpled the
-drawing up in her hand--and threw it into the waste-paper basket.
-
-"You satirical creature!" she burst out gayly. "If you had lived a dull
-life at St. Domingo, you would have taken to spoiling paper too. I might
-really have turned out an artist, if I had been clever and industrious
-like you. As it was, I learned a little drawing--and got tired of it.
-I tried modeling in wax--and got tired of it. Who do you think was my
-teacher? One of our slaves."
-
-"A slave!" Emily exclaimed.
-
-"Yes--a mulatto, if you wish me to be particular; the daughter of an
-English father and a negro mother. In her young time (at least she
-said so herself) she was quite a beauty, in her particular style.
-Her master's favorite; he educated her himself. Besides drawing
-and painting, and modeling in wax, she could sing and play--all the
-accomplishments thrown away on a slave! When her owner died, my uncle
-bought her at the sale of the property."
-
-A word of natural compassion escaped Emily--to Francine's surprise.
-
-"Oh, my dear, you needn't pity her! Sappho (that was her name) fetched
-a high price, even when she was no longer young. She came to us, by
-inheritance, with the estates and the rest of it; and took a fancy to
-me, when she found out I didn't get on well with my father and mother.
-'I owe it to _my_ father and mother,' she used to say, 'that I am a
-slave. When I see affectionate daughters, it wrings my heart.' Sappho
-was a strange compound. A woman with a white side to her character, and
-a black side. For weeks together, she would be a civilized being. Then
-she used to relapse, and become as complete a negress as her mother.
-At the risk of her life she stole away, on those occasions, into
-the interior of the island, and looked on, in hiding, at the horrid
-witchcrafts and idolatries of the blacks; they would have murdered a
-half-blood, prying into their ceremonies, if they had discovered her.
-I followed her once, so far as I dared. The frightful yellings and
-drummings in the darkness of the forests frightened me. The blacks
-suspected her, and it came to my ears. I gave her the warning that saved
-her life (I don't know what I should have done without Sappho to amuse
-me!); and, from that time, I do believe the curious creature loved me.
-You see I can speak generously even of a slave!"
-
-"I wonder you didn't bring her with you to England," Emily said.
-
-"In the first place," Francine answered, "she was my father's property,
-not mine. In the second place, she's dead. Poisoned, as the other
-half-bloods supposed, by some enemy among the blacks. She said herself,
-she was under a spell!"
-
-"What did she mean?"
-
-Francine was not interested enough in the subject to explain. "Stupid
-superstition, my dear. The negro side of Sappho was uppermost when she
-was dying--there is the explanation. Be off with you! I hear the old
-woman on the stairs. Meet her before she can come in here. My bedroom is
-my only refuge from Miss Ladd."
-
-On the morning of the last day in the week, Emily had a little talk in
-private with her old schoolmistress. Miss Ladd listened to what she had
-to say of Mrs. Ellmother, and did her best to relieve Emily's anxieties.
-"I think you are mistaken, my child, in supposing that Francine is in
-earnest. It is her great fault that she is hardly ever in earnest. You
-can trust to my discretion; leave the rest to your aunt's old servant
-and to me."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother arrived, punctual to the appointed time. She was shown
-into Miss Ladd's own room. Francine--ostentatiously resolved to take no
-personal part in the affair--went for a walk. Emily waited to hear the
-result.
-
-After a long interval, Miss Ladd returned to the drawing-room, and
-announced that she had sanctioned the engagement of Mrs. Ellmother.
-
-"I have considered your wishes, in this respect," she said. "It is
-arranged that a week's notice, on either side, shall end the term of
-service, after the first month. I cannot feel justified in doing more
-than that. Mrs. Ellmother is such a respectable woman; she is so well
-known to you, and she was so long in your aunt's service, that I am
-bound to consider the importance of securing a person who is exactly
-fitted to attend on such a girl as Francine. In one word, I can trust
-Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-"When does she enter on her service?" Emily inquired.
-
-"On the day after we return to the school," Miss Ladd replied. "You will
-be glad to see her, I am sure. I will send her here."
-
-"One word more before you go," Emily said.
-
-"Did you ask her why she left my aunt?"
-
-"My dear child, a woman who has been five-and-twenty years in one place
-is entitled to keep her own secrets. I understand that she had her
-reasons, and that she doesn't think it necessary to mention them to
-anybody. Never trust people by halves--especially when they are people
-like Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-It was too late now to raise any objections. Emily felt relieved, rather
-than disappointed, on discovering that Mrs. Ellmother was in a hurry to
-get back to London by the next train. Sh e had found an opportunity of
-letting her lodgings; and she was eager to conclude the bargain. "You
-see I couldn't say Yes," she explained, "till I knew whether I was to
-get this new place or not--and the person wants to go in tonight."
-
-Emily stopped her at the door. "Promise to write and tell me how you get
-on with Miss de Sor."
-
-"You say that, miss, as if you didn't feel hopeful about me."
-
-"I say it, because I feel interested about you. Promise to write."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother promised, and hastened away. Emily looked after her from
-the window, as long as she was in view. "I wish I could feel sure of
-Francine!" she said to herself.
-
-"In what way?" asked the hard voice of Francine, speaking at the door.
-
-It was not in Emily's nature to shrink from a plain reply. She completed
-her half-formed thought without a moment's hesitation.
-
-"I wish I could feel sure," she answered, "that you will be kind to Mrs.
-Ellmother."
-
-"Are you afraid I shall make her life one scene of torment?" Francine
-inquired. "How can I answer for myself? I can't look into the future."
-
-"For once in your life, can you be in earnest?" Emily said.
-
-"For once in your life, can you take a joke?" Francine replied.
-
-Emily said no more. She privately resolved to shorten her visit to
-Brighton.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE THIRD--NETHERWOODS.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII. IN THE GRAY ROOM.
-
-The house inhabited by Miss Ladd and her pupils had been built, in the
-early part of the present century, by a wealthy merchant--proud of his
-money, and eager to distinguish himself as the owner of the largest
-country seat in the neighborhood.
-
-After his death, Miss Ladd had taken Netherwoods (as the place was
-called), finding her own house insufficient for the accommodation of the
-increasing number of her pupils. A lease was granted to her on moderate
-terms. Netherwoods failed to attract persons of distinction in search
-of a country residence. The grounds were beautiful; but no landed
-property--not even a park--was attached to the house. Excepting the few
-acres on which the building stood, the surrounding land belonged to
-a retired naval officer of old family, who resented the attempt of a
-merchant of low birth to assume the position of a gentleman. No matter
-what proposals might be made to the admiral, he refused them all. The
-privilege of shooting was not one of the attractions offered to tenants;
-the country presented no facilities for hunting; and the only stream in
-the neighborhood was not preserved. In consequence of these drawbacks,
-the merchant's representatives had to choose between a proposal to use
-Netherwoods as a lunatic asylum, or to accept as tenant the respectable
-mistress of a fashionable and prosperous school. They decided in favor
-of Miss Ladd.
-
-The contemplated change in Francine's position was accomplished, in that
-vast house, without inconvenience. There were rooms unoccupied, even
-when the limit assigned to the number of pupils had been reached. On the
-re-opening of the school, Francine was offered her choice between two
-rooms on one of the upper stories, and two rooms on the ground floor.
-She chose these last.
-
-Her sitting-room and bedroom, situated at the back of the house,
-communicated with each other. The sitting-room, ornamented with a pretty
-paper of delicate gray, and furnished with curtains of the same color,
-had been accordingly named, "The Gray Room." It had a French window,
-which opened on the terrace overlooking the garden and the grounds.
-Some fine old engravings from the grand landscapes of Claude (part of a
-collection of prints possessed by Miss Ladd's father) hung on the walls.
-The carpet was in harmony with the curtains; and the furniture was
-of light-colored wood, which helped the general effect of subdued
-brightness that made the charm of the room. "If you are not happy here,"
-Miss Ladd said, "I despair of you." And Francine answered, "Yes, it's
-very pretty, but I wish it was not so small."
-
-On the twelfth of August the regular routine of the school was resumed.
-Alban Morris found two strangers in his class, to fill the vacancies
-left by Emily and Cecilia. Mrs. Ellmother was duly established in her
-new place. She produced an unfavorable impression in the servants'
-hall--not (as the handsome chief housemaid explained) because she
-was ugly and old, but because she was "a person who didn't talk." The
-prejudice against habitual silence, among the lower order of the people,
-is almost as inveterate as the prejudice against red hair.
-
-In the evening, on that first day of renewed studies--while the girls
-were in the grounds, after tea--Francine had at last completed the
-arrangement of her rooms, and had dismissed Mrs. Ellmother (kept hard
-at work since the morning) to take a little rest. Standing alone at her
-window, the West Indian heiress wondered what she had better do next.
-She glanced at the girls on the lawn, and decided that they were
-unworthy of serious notice, on the part of a person so specially favored
-as herself. She turned sidewise, and looked along the length of the
-terrace. At the far end a tall man was slowly pacing to and fro, with
-his head down and his hands in his pockets. Francine recognized the rude
-drawing-master, who had torn up his view of the village, after she had
-saved it from being blown into the pond.
-
-She stepped out on the terrace, and called to him. He stopped, and
-looked up.
-
-"Do you want me?" he called back.
-
-"Of course I do!"
-
-She advanced a little to meet him, and offered encouragement under the
-form of a hard smile. Although his manners might be unpleasant, he
-had claims on the indulgence of a young lady, who was at a loss how to
-employ her idle time. In the first place, he was a man. In the second
-place, he was not as old as the music-master, or as ugly as the
-dancing-master. In the third place, he was an admirer of Emily; and the
-opportunity of trying to shake his allegiance by means of a flirtation,
-in Emily's absence, was too good an opportunity to be lost.
-
-"Do you remember how rude you were to me, on the day when you
-were sketching in the summer-house?" Francine asked with snappish
-playfulness. "I expect you to make yourself agreeable this time--I am
-going to pay you a compliment."
-
-He waited, with exasperating composure, to hear what the proposed
-compliment might be. The furrow between his eyebrows looked deeper than
-ever. There were signs of secret trouble in that dark face, so grimly
-and so resolutely composed. The school, without Emily, presented the
-severest trial of endurance that he had encountered, since the day when
-he had been deserted and disgraced by his affianced wife.
-
-"You are an artist," Francine proceeded, "and therefore a person of
-taste. I want to have your opinion of my sitting-room. Criticism is
-invited; pray come in."
-
-He seemed to be unwilling to accept the invitation--then altered his
-mind, and followed Francine. She had visited Emily; she was perhaps in
-a fair way to become Emily's friend. He remembered that he had already
-lost an opportunity of studying her character, and--if he saw the
-necessity--of warning Emily not to encourage the advances of Miss de
-Sor.
-
-"Very pretty," he remarked, looking round the room--without appearing to
-care for anything in it, except the prints.
-
-Francine was bent on fascinating him. She raised her eyebrows and lifted
-her hands, in playful remonstrance. "Do remember it's _my_ room," she
-said, "and take some little interest in it, for _my_ sake!"
-
-"What do you want me to say?" he asked.
-
-"Come and sit down by me." She made room for him on the sofa. Her one
-favorite aspiration--the longing to excite envy in others--expressed
-itself in her next words. "Say something pretty," she answered; "say you
-would like to have such a room as this."
-
-"I should like to have your prints," he remarked. "Will that do?"
-
-"It wouldn't do--from anybody else. Ah, Mr. Morris, I know why you are
-not as nice as you might be! You are not happy. The school has lost its
-one attraction, in losing our dear Emily. You feel it--I know you feel
-it." She assisted this expression of sympathy to produce the right
-effect by a sigh. "What would I not give to inspire such devotion as
-yours! I don't envy Emily; I only wish--" She paused in confusion,
-and opened her fan. "Isn't it pretty?" she said, with an ostentatious
-appearance of changing the subject. Alban behaved like a monster; he
-began to talk of the weather.
-
-"I think this is the hottest day we have had," he said; "no wonder you
-want your fan. Netherwoods is an airless place at this season of the
-year."
-
-She controlled her temper. "I do indeed feel the heat," she admitted,
-with a resignation which gently reproved him; "it is so heavy and
-oppressive here after Brighton. Perhaps my sad life, far away from
-home and friends, makes me sensitive to trifles. Do you think so, Mr.
-Morris?"
-
-The merciless man said he thought it was the situation of the house.
-
-"Miss Ladd took the place in the spring," he continued; "and only
-discovered the one objection to it some months afterward. We are in the
-highest part of the valley here--but, you see, it's a valley surrounded
-by hills; and on three sides the hills are near us. All very well in
-winter; but in summer I have heard of girls in this school so out of
-health in the relaxing atmosphere that they have been sent home again."
-
-Francine suddenly showed an interest in what he was saying. If he had
-cared to observe her closely, he might have noticed it.
-
-"Do you mean that the girls were really ill?" she asked.
-
-"No. They slept badly--lost appetite--started at trifling noises. In
-short, their nerves were out of order."
-
-"Did they get well again at home, in another air?"
-
-"Not a doubt of it," he answered, beginning to get weary of the subject.
-"May I look at your books?"
-
-Francine's interest in the influence of different atmospheres on health
-was not exhausted yet. "Do you know where the girls lived when they were
-at home?" she inquired.
-
-"I know where one of them lived. She was the best pupil I ever had--and
-I remember she lived in Yorkshire." He was so weary of the idle
-curiosity--as it appeared to him--which persisted in asking trifling
-questions, that he left his seat, and crossed the room. "May I look at
-your books?" he repeated.
-
-"Oh, yes!"
-
-The conversation was suspended for a while. The lady thought, "I should
-like to box his ears!" The gentleman thought, "She's only an inquisitive
-fool after all!" His examination of her books confirmed him in the
-delusion that there was really nothing in Francine's character which
-rendered it necessary to caution Emily against the advances of her new
-friend. Turning away from the book-case, he made the first excuse that
-occurred to him for putting an end to the interview.
-
-"I must beg you to let me return to my duties, Miss de Sor. I have to
-correct the young ladies' drawings, before they begin again to-morrow."
-
-Francine's wounded vanity made a last expiring attempt to steal the
-heart of Emily's lover.
-
-"You remind me that I have a favor to ask," she said. "I don't attend
-the other classes--but I should so like to join _your_ class! May I?"
-She looked up at him with a languishing appearance of entreaty which
-sorely tried Alban's capacity to keep his face in serious order. He
-acknowledged the compliment paid to him in studiously commonplace terms,
-and got a little nearer to the open window. Francine's obstinacy was not
-conquered yet.
-
-"My education has been sadly neglected," she continued; "but I have had
-some little instruction in drawing. You will not find me so ignorant
-as some of the other girls." She waited a little, anticipating a few
-complimentary words. Alban waited also--in silence. "I shall look
-forward with pleasure to my lessons under such an artist as yourself,"
-she went on, and waited again, and was disappointed again. "Perhaps,"
-she resumed, "I may become your favorite pupil--Who knows?"
-
-"Who indeed!"
-
-It was not much to say, when he spoke at last--but it was enough to
-encourage Francine. She called him "dear Mr. Morris"; she pleaded
-for permission to take her first lesson immediately; she clasped her
-hands--"Please say Yes!"
-
-"I can't say Yes, till you have complied with the rules."
-
-"Are they _your_ rules?"
-
-Her eyes expressed the readiest submission--in that case. He entirely
-failed to see it: he said they were Miss Ladd's rules--and wished her
-good-evening.
-
-She watched him, walking away down the terrace. How was he paid? Did he
-receive a yearly salary, or did he get a little extra money for each
-new pupil who took drawing lessons? In this last case, Francine saw her
-opportunity of being even with him "You brute! Catch me attending your
-class!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII. RECOLLECTIONS OF ST. DOMINGO.
-
-The night was oppressively hot. Finding it impossible to sleep, Francine
-lay quietly in her bed, thinking. The subject of her reflections was a
-person who occupied the humble position of her new servant.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother looked wretchedly ill. Mrs. Ellmother had told Emily that
-her object, in returning to domestic service, was to try if change would
-relieve her from the oppression of her own thoughts. Mrs. Ellmother
-believed in vulgar superstitions which declared Friday to be an unlucky
-day; and which recommended throwing a pinch over your left shoulder, if
-you happened to spill the salt.
-
-In themselves, these were trifling recollections. But they assumed a
-certain importance, derived from the associations which they called
-forth.
-
-They reminded Francine, by some mental process which she was at a loss
-to trace, of Sappho the slave, and of her life at St. Domingo.
-
-She struck a light, and unlocked her writing desk. From one of the
-drawers she took out an old household account-book.
-
-The first page contained some entries, relating to domestic expenses, in
-her own handwriting. They recalled one of her efforts to occupy her idle
-time, by relieving her mother of the cares of housekeeping. For a day or
-two, she had persevered--and then she had ceased to feel any interest in
-her new employment. The remainder of the book was completely filled
-up, in a beautifully clear handwriting, beginning on the second page. A
-title had been found for the manuscript by Francine. She had written at
-the top of the page: _Sappho's Nonsense_.
-
-After reading the first few sentences she rapidly turned over the
-leaves, and stopped at a blank space near the end of the book. Here
-again she had added a title. This time it implied a compliment to the
-writer: the page was headed: _Sappho's Sense_.
-
-She read this latter part of the manuscript with the closest attention.
-
-"I entreat my kind and dear young mistress not to suppose that I believe
-in witchcraft--after such an education as I have received. When I wrote
-down, at your biding, all that I had told you by word of mouth, I cannot
-imagine what delusion possessed me. You say I have a negro side to
-my character, which I inherit from my mother. Did you mean this, dear
-mistress, as a joke? I am almost afraid it is sometimes not far off from
-the truth.
-
-"Let me be careful, however, to avoid leading you into a mistake. It is
-really true that the man-slave I spoke of did pine and die, after the
-spell had been cast on him by my witch-mother's image of wax. But I
-ought also to have told you that circumstances favored the working of
-the spell: the fatal end was not brought about by supernatural means.
-
-"The poor wretch was not in good health at the time; and our owner had
-occasion to employ him in the valley of the island far inland. I have
-been told, and can well believe, that the climate there is different
-from the climate on the coast--in which the unfortunate slave had been
-accustomed to live. The overseer wouldn't believe him when he said the
-valley air would be his death--and the negroes, who might otherwise have
-helped him, all avoided a man whom they knew to be under a spell.
-
-"This, you see, accounts for what might appear incredible to civilized
-persons. If you will do me a favor, you will burn this little book, as
-soon as you have read what I have written here. If my request is not
-granted, I can only implore you to let no eyes but your own see these
-pages. My life might be in danger if the blacks knew what I have now
-told you, in the interests of truth."
-
-Francine closed the book, and locked it up again in her desk. "Now I
-know," she said to herself, "what reminded me of St. Domingo."
-
-When Francine rang her bell the next morning, so long a time elapsed
-without producing an answer that she began to think of sending one of
-the house-servants to make inquiries. Before she could decide, Mrs.
-Ellmother presented herself, and offered her apologies.
-
-"It's the first time I have overslept myself, miss, since I was a girl.
-Please to excuse me, it shan't happen again."
-
-"Do you find that the air here makes you drowsy?" Francine asked.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother shook her head. "I didn't get to sleep," she said,
-"till morning, and so I was too heavy to be up in time. But air has got
-nothing to do with it. Gentlefolks may have their whims and fancies. All
-air is the same to people like me."
-
-"You enjoy good health, Mrs. Ellmother?"
-
-"Why not, miss? I have never had a doctor."
-
-"Oh! That's your opinion of doctors, is it?"
-
-"I won't have anything to do with them--if that's what you mean by my
-opinion," Mrs. Ellmother answered doggedly. "How will you have your hair
-done?"
-
-"The same as yesterday. Have you seen anything of Miss Emily? She went
-back to London the day after you left us."
-
-"I haven't been in London. I'm thankful to say my lodgings are let to a
-good tenant."
-
-"Then where have you lived, while you were waiting to come here?"
-
-"I had only one place to go to, miss; I went to the village where I was
-born. A friend found a corner for me. Ah, dear heart, it's a pleasant
-place, there!"
-
-"A place like this?"
-
-"Lord help you! As little like this as chalk is to cheese. A fine big
-moor, miss, in Cumberland, without a tree in sight--look where you may.
-Something like a wind, I can tell you, when it takes to blowing there."
-
-"Have you never been in this part of the country?"
-
-"Not I! When I left the North, my new mistress took me to Canada. Talk
-about air! If there was anything in it, the people in _that_ air ought
-to live to be a hundred. I liked Canada."
-
-"And who was your next mistress?"
-
-Thus far, Mrs. Ellmother had been ready enough to talk. Had she failed
-to hear what Francine had just said to her? or had she some reason for
-feeling reluctant to answer? In any case, a spirit of taciturnity took
-sudden possession of her--she was silent.
-
-Francine (as usual) persisted. "Was your next place in service with Miss
-Emily's aunt?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Did the old lady always live in London?"
-
-"No."
-
-"What part of the country did she live in?"
-
-"Kent."
-
-"Among the hop gardens?"
-
-"No."
-
-"In what other part, then?"
-
-"Isle of Thanet."
-
-"Near the sea coast?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Even Francine could insist no longer: Mrs. Ellmother's reserve had
-beaten her--for that day at least. "Go into the hall," she said, "and
-see if there are any letters for me in the rack."
-
-There was a letter bearing the Swiss postmark. Simple Cecilia was
-flattered and delighted by the charming manner in which Francine had
-written to her. She looked forward with impatience to the time when
-their present acquaintance might ripen into friendship. Would "Dear
-Miss de Sor" waive all ceremony, and consent to be a guest (later in the
-autumn) at her father's house? Circumstances connected with her sister's
-health would delay their return to England for a little while. By the
-end of the month she hoped to be at home again, and to hear if Francine
-was disengaged. Her address, in England, was Monksmoor Park, Hants.
-
-Having read the letter, Francine drew a moral from it: "There is great
-use in a fool, when one knows how to manage her."
-
-Having little appetite for her breakfast, she tried the experiment of a
-walk on the terrace. Alban Morris was right; the air at Netherwoods, in
-the summer time, _was_ relaxing. The morning mist still hung over the
-lowest part of the valley, between the village and the hills beyond. A
-little exercise produced a feeling of fatigue. Francine returned to her
-room, and trifled with her tea and toast.
-
-Her next proceeding was to open her writing-desk, and look into the old
-account-book once more. While it lay open on her lap, she recalled what
-had passed that morning, between Mrs. Ellmother and herself.
-
-The old woman had been born and bred in the North, on an open moor. She
-had been removed to the keen air of Canada when she left her birthplace.
-She had been in service after that, on the breezy eastward coast of
-Kent. Would the change to the climate of Netherwoods produce any effect
-on Mrs. Ellmother? At her age, and with her seasoned constitution, would
-she feel it as those school-girls had felt it--especially that one among
-them, who lived in the bracing air of the North, the air of Yorkshire?
-
-Weary of solitary thinking on one subject, Francine returned to the
-terrace with a vague idea of finding something to amuse her--that is to
-say, something she could turn into ridicule--if she joined the girls.
-
-The next morning, Mrs. Ellmother answered her mistress's bell without
-delay. "You have slept better, this time?" Francine said.
-
-"No, miss. When I did get to sleep I was troubled by dreams. Another bad
-night--and no mistake!"
-
-"I suspect your mind is not quite at ease," Francine suggested.
-
-"Why do you suspect that, if you please?"
-
-"You talked, when I met you at Miss Emily's, of wanting to get away from
-your own thoughts. Has the change to this place helped you?"
-
-"It hasn't helped me as I expected. Some people's thoughts stick fast."
-
-"Remorseful thoughts?" Francine inquired.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother held up her forefinger, and shook it with a gesture of
-reproof. "I thought we agreed, miss, that there was to be no pumping."
-
-The business of the toilet proceeded in silence.
-
-A week passed. During an interval in the labors of the school, Miss Ladd
-knocked at the door of Francine's room.
-
-"I want to speak to you, my dear, about Mrs. Ellmother. Have you noticed
-that she doesn't seem to be in good health?"
-
-"She looks rather pale, Miss Ladd."
-
-"It's more serious than that, Francine. The servants tell me that she
-has hardly any appetite. She herself acknowledges that she sleeps badly.
-I noticed her yesterday evening in the garden, under the schoolroom
-window. One of the girls dropped a dictionary. She started at that
-slight noise, as if it terrified her. Her nerves are seriously out of
-order. Can you prevail upon her to see the doctor?"
-
-Francine hesitated--and made an excuse. "I think she would be much more
-likely, Miss Ladd, to listen to you. Do you mind speaking to her?"
-
-"Certainly not!"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother was immediately sent for. "What is your pleasure, miss?"
-she said to Francine.
-
-Miss Ladd interposed. "It is I who wish to speak to you, Mrs. Ellmother.
-For some days past, I have been sorry to see you looking ill."
-
-"I never was ill in my life, ma'am."
-
-Miss Ladd gently persisted. "I hear that you have lost your appetite."
-
-"I never was a great eater, ma'am."
-
-It was evidently useless to risk any further allusion to Mrs.
-Ellmother's symptoms. Miss Ladd tried another method of persuasion.
-"I daresay I may be mistaken," she said; "but I do really feel anxious
-about you. To set my mind at rest, will you see the doctor?"
-
-"The doctor! Do you think I'm going to begin taking physic, at my time
-of life? Lord, ma'am! you amuse me--you do indeed!" She burst into a
-sudden fit of laughter; the hysterical laughter which is on the verge of
-tears. With a desperate effort, she controlled herself. "Please, don't
-make a fool of me again," she said--and left the room.
-
-"What do you think now?" Miss Ladd asked.
-
-Francine appeared to be still on her guard.
-
-"I don't know what to think," she said evasively.
-
-Miss Ladd looked at her in silent surprise, and withdrew.
-
-Left by herself, Francine sat with her elbows on the table and her face
-in her hands, absorbed in thought. After a long interval, she opened her
-desk--and hesitated. She took a sheet of note-paper--and paused, as
-if still in doubt. She snatched up her pen, with a sudden recovery of
-resolution--and addressed these lines to the wife of her father's agent
-in London:
-
-"When I was placed under your care, on the night of my arrival from
-the West Indies, you kindly said I might ask you for any little service
-which might be within your power. I shall be greatly obliged if you can
-obtain for me, and send to this place, a supply of artists' modeling
-wax--sufficient for the product ion of a small image."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV. IN THE DARK.
-
-A week later, Alban Morris happened to be in Miss Ladd's study, with
-a report to make on the subject of his drawing-class. Mrs. Ellmother
-interrupted them for a moment. She entered the room to return a book
-which Francine had borrowed that morning.
-
-"Has Miss de Sor done with it already?" Miss Ladd asked.
-
-"She won't read it, ma'am. She says the leaves smell of tobacco-smoke."
-
-Miss Ladd turned to Alban, and shook her head with an air of
-good-humored reproof. "I know who has been reading that book last!" she
-said.
-
-Alban pleaded guilty, by a look. He was the only master in the school
-who smoked. As Mrs. Ellmother passed him, on her way out, he noticed the
-signs of suffering in her wasted face.
-
-"That woman is surely in a bad state of health," he said. "Has she seen
-the doctor?"
-
-"She flatly refuses to consult the doctor," Miss Ladd replied. "If she
-was a stranger, I should meet the difficulty by telling Miss de Sor
-(whose servant she is) that Mrs. Ellmother must be sent home. But I
-cannot act in that peremptory manner toward a person in whom Emily is
-interested."
-
-From that moment Mrs. Ellmother became a person in whom Alban was
-interested. Later in the day, he met her in one of the lower corridors
-of the house, and spoke to her. "I am afraid the air of this place
-doesn't agree with you," he said.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's irritable objection to being told (even indirectly)
-that she looked ill, expressed itself roughly in reply. "I daresay you
-mean well, sir--but I don't see how it matters to you whether the place
-agrees with me or not."
-
-"Wait a minute," Alban answered good-humoredly. "I am not quite a
-stranger to you."
-
-"How do you make that out, if you please?"
-
-"I know a young lady who has a sincere regard for you."
-
-"You don't mean Miss Emily?"
-
-"Yes, I do. I respect and admire Miss Emily; and I have tried, in my
-poor way, to be of some little service to her."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's haggard face instantly softened. "Please to forgive me,
-sir, for forgetting my manners," she said simply. "I have had my health
-since the day I was born--and I don't like to be told, in my old age,
-that a new place doesn't agree with me."
-
-Alban accepted this apology in a manner which at once won the heart
-of the North-countrywoman. He shook hands with her. "You're one of the
-right sort," she said; "there are not many of them in this house."
-
-Was she alluding to Francine? Alban tried to make the discovery. Polite
-circumlocution would be evidently thrown away on Mrs. Ellmother. "Is
-your new mistress one of the right sort?" he asked bluntly.
-
-The old servant's answer was expressed by a frowning look, followed by a
-plain question.
-
-"Do you say that, sir, because you like my new mistress?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Please to shake hands again!" She said it--took his hand with a sudden
-grip that spoke for itself--and walked away.
-
-Here was an exhibition of character which Alban was just the man to
-appreciate. "If I had been an old woman," he thought in his dryly
-humorous way, "I believe I should have been like Mrs. Ellmother. We
-might have talked of Emily, if she had not left me in such a hurry. When
-shall I see her again?"
-
-He was destined to see her again, that night--under circumstances which
-he remembered to the end of his life.
-
-The rules of Netherwoods, in summer time, recalled the young ladies from
-their evening's recreation in the grounds at nine o'clock. After that
-hour, Alban was free to smoke his pipe, and to linger among trees and
-flower-beds before he returned to his hot little rooms in the village.
-As a relief to the drudgery of teaching the young ladies, he had
-been using his pencil, when the day's lessons were over, for his own
-amusement. It was past ten o'clock before he lighted his pipe, and began
-walking slowly to and fro on the path which led to the summer-house, at
-the southern limit of the grounds.
-
-In the perfect stillness of the night, the clock of the village church
-was distinctly audible, striking the hours and the quarters. The moon
-had not risen; but the mysterious glimmer of starlight trembled on the
-large open space between the trees and the house.
-
-Alban paused, admiring with an artist's eye the effect of light, so
-faintly and delicately beautiful, on the broad expanse of the lawn.
-"Does the man live who could paint that?" he asked himself. His memory
-recalled the works of the greatest of all landscape painters--the
-English artists of fifty years since. While recollections of many a
-noble picture were still passing through his mind, he was startled by
-the sudden appearance of a bareheaded woman on the terrace steps.
-
-She hurried down to the lawn, staggering as she ran--stopped, and looked
-back at the house--hastened onward toward the trees--stopped again,
-looking backward and forward, uncertain which way to turn next--and then
-advanced once more. He could now hear her heavily gasping for breath. As
-she came nearer, the starlight showed a panic-stricken face--the face of
-Mrs. Ellmother.
-
-Alban ran to meet her. She dropped on the grass before he could cross
-the short distance which separated them. As he raised her in his arms
-she looked at him wildly, and murmured and muttered in the vain attempt
-to speak. "Look at me again," he said. "Don't you remember the man who
-had some talk with you to-day?" She still stared at him vacantly: he
-tried again. "Don't you remember Miss Emily's friend?"
-
-As the name passed his lips, her mind in some degree recovered its
-balance. "Yes," she said; "Emily's friend; I'm glad I have met with
-Emily's friend." She caught at Alban's arm--starting as if her own words
-had alarmed her. "What am I talking about? Did I say 'Emily'? A servant
-ought to say 'Miss Emily.' My head swims. Am I going mad?"
-
-Alban led her to one of the garden chairs. "You're only a little
-frightened," he said. "Rest, and compose yourself."
-
-She looked over her shoulder toward the house. "Not here! I've run away
-from a she-devil; I want to be out of sight. Further away, Mister--I
-don't know your name. Tell me your name; I won't trust you, unless you
-tell me your name!"
-
-"Hush! hush! Call me Alban."
-
-"I never heard of such a name; I won't trust you."
-
-"You won't trust your friend, and Emily's friend? You don't mean that,
-I'm sure. Call me by my other name--call me 'Morris.'"
-
-"Morris?" she repeated. "Ah, I've heard of people called 'Morris.' Look
-back! Your eyes are young--do you see her on the terrace?"
-
-"There isn't a living soul to be seen anywhere."
-
-With one hand he raised her as he spoke--and with the other he took up
-the chair. In a minute more, they were out of sight of the house. He
-seated her so that she could rest her head against the trunk of a tree.
-
-"What a good fellow!" the poor old creature said, admiring him; "he
-knows how my head pains me. Don't stand up! You're a tall man. She might
-see you."
-
-"She can see nothing. Look at the trees behind us. Even the starlight
-doesn't get through them."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother was not satisfied yet. "You take it coolly," she said.
-"Do you know who saw us together in the passage to-day? You good Morris,
-_she_ saw us--she did. Wretch! Cruel, cunning, shameless wretch."
-
-In the shadows that were round them, Alban could just see that she
-was shaking her clinched fists in the air. He made another attempt to
-control her. "Don't excite yourself! If she comes into the garden, she
-might hear you."
-
-The appeal to her fears had its effect.
-
-"That's true," she said, in lowered tones. A sudden distrust of him
-seized her the next moment. "Who told me I was excited?" she burst out.
-"It's you who are excited. Deny it if you dare; I begin to suspect you,
-Mr. Morris; I don't like your conduct. What has become of your pipe? I
-saw you put your pipe in your coat pocket. You did it when you set me
-down among the trees where _she_ could see me! You are in league
-with her--she is coming to meet you here--you know she does not like
-tobacco-smoke. Are you two going to put me in the madhouse?"
-
-She started to her feet. It occurred to Alban that the speediest way of
-pacifying her might be by means of the pipe. Mere words would exercise
-no persuasive influence over that bewildered mind. Instant action, of
-some kind, would be far more likely to have the right effect. He put his
-pipe and his tobacco pouch into her hands, and so mastered her attention
-before he spoke.
-
-"Do you know how to fill a man's pipe for him?" he asked.
-
-"Haven't I filled my husband's pipe hundreds of times?" she answered
-sharply.
-
-"Very well. Now do it for me."
-
-She took her chair again instantly, and filled the pipe. He lighted it,
-and seated himself on the grass, quietly smoking. "Do you think I'm in
-league with her now?" he asked, purposely adopting the rough tone of a
-man in her own rank of life.
-
-She answered him as she might have answered her husband, in the days of
-her unhappy marriage.
-
-"Oh, don't gird at me, there's a good man! If I've been off my head for
-a minute or two, please not to notice me. It's cool and quiet here,"
-the poor woman said gratefully. "Bless God for the darkness; there's
-something comforting in the darkness--along with a good man like you.
-Give me a word of advice. You are my friend in need. What am I to do? I
-daren't go back to the house!"
-
-She was quiet enough now, to suggest the hope that she might be able
-to give Alban some information "Were you with Miss de Sor," he asked,
-"before you came out here? What did she do to frighten you?"
-
-There was no answer; Mrs. Ellmother had abruptly risen once more.
-"Hush!" she whispered. "Don't I hear somebody near us?"
-
-Alban at once went back, along the winding path which they had followed.
-No creature was visible in the gardens or on the terrace. On returning,
-he found it impossible to use his eyes to any good purpose in the
-obscurity among the trees. He waited a while, listening intently. No
-sound was audible: there was not even air enough to stir the leaves.
-
-As he returned to the place that he had left, the silence was broken by
-the chimes of the distant church clock, striking the three-quarters past
-ten.
-
-Even that familiar sound jarred on Mrs. Ellmother's shattered nerves. In
-her state of mind and body, she was evidently at the mercy of any false
-alarm which might be raised by her own fears. Relieved of the feeling
-of distrust which had thus far troubled him, Alban sat down by her
-again--opened his match-box to relight his pipe--and changed his mind.
-Mrs. Ellmother had unconsciously warned him to be cautious.
-
-For the first time, he thought it likely that the heat in the house
-might induce some of the inmates to try the cooler atmosphere in the
-grounds. If this happened, and if he continued to smoke, curiosity might
-tempt them to follow the scent of tobacco hanging on the stagnant air.
-
-"Is there nobody near us?" Mrs. Ellmother asked. "Are you sure?"
-
-"Quite sure. Now tell me, did you really mean it, when you said just now
-that you wanted my advice?"
-
-"Need you ask that, sir? Who else have I got to help me?"
-
-"I am ready and willing to help you--but I can't do it unless I know
-first what has passed between you and Miss de Sor. Will you trust me?"
-
-"I will!"
-
-"May I depend on you?"
-
-"Try me!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV. THE TREACHERY OF THE PIPE.
-
-Alban took Mrs. Ellmother at her word. "I am going to venture on a
-guess," he said. "You have been with Miss de Sor to-night."
-
-"Quite true, Mr. Morris."
-
-"I am going to guess again. Did Miss de Sor ask you to stay with her,
-when you went into her room?"
-
-"That's it! She rang for me, to see how I was getting on with my
-needlework--and she was what I call hearty, for the first time since
-I have been in her service. I didn't think badly of her when she first
-talked of engaging me; and I've had reason to repent of my opinion ever
-since. Oh, she showed the cloven foot to-night! 'Sit down,' she says;
-'I've nothing to read, and I hate work; let's have a little chat.' She's
-got a glib tongue of her own. All I could do was to say a word now and
-then to keep her going. She talked and talked till it was time to light
-the lamp. She was particular in telling me to put the shade over it. We
-were half in the dark, and half in the light. She trapped me (Lord knows
-how!) into talking about foreign parts; I mean the place she lived in
-before they sent her to England. Have you heard that she comes from the
-West Indies?"
-
-"Yes; I have heard that. Go on."
-
-"Wait a bit, sir. There's something, by your leave, that I want to know.
-Do you believe in Witchcraft?"
-
-"I know nothing about it. Did Miss de Sor put that question to you?"
-
-"She did."
-
-"And how did you answer?"
-
-"Neither in one way nor the other. I'm in two minds about that matter
-of Witchcraft. When I was a girl, there was an old woman in our village,
-who was a sort of show. People came to see her from all the country
-round--gentlefolks among them. It was her great age that made her
-famous. More than a hundred years old, sir! One of our neighbors didn't
-believe in her age, and she heard of it. She cast a spell on his flock.
-I tell you, she sent a plague on his sheep, the plague of the Bots. The
-whole flock died; I remember it well. Some said the sheep would have had
-the Bots anyhow. Some said it was the spell. Which of them was right?
-How am I to settle it?"
-
-"Did you mention this to Miss de Sor?"
-
-"I was obliged to mention it. Didn't I tell you, just now, that I can't
-make up my mind about Witchcraft? 'You don't seem to know whether you
-believe or disbelieve,' she says. It made me look like a fool. I told
-her I had my reasons, and then I was obliged to give them."
-
-"And what did she do then?"
-
-"She said, 'I've got a better story of Witchcraft than yours.' And she
-opened a little book, with a lot of writing in it, and began to read.
-Her story made my flesh creep. It turns me cold, sir, when I think of it
-now."
-
-He heard her moaning and shuddering. Strongly as his interest was
-excited, there was a compassionate reluctance in him to ask her to go
-on. His merciful scruples proved to be needless. The fascination of
-beauty it is possible to resist. The fascination of horror fastens
-its fearful hold on us, struggle against it as we may. Mrs. Ellmother
-repeated what she had heard, in spite of herself.
-
-"It happened in the West Indies," she said; "and the writing of a woman
-slave was the writing in the little book. The slave wrote about her
-mother. Her mother was a black--a Witch in her own country. There was
-a forest in her own country. The devil taught her Witchcraft in the
-forest. The serpents and the wild beasts were afraid to touch her.
-She lived without eating. She was sold for a slave, and sent to the
-island--an island in the West Indies. An old man lived there; the
-wickedest man of them all. He filled the black Witch with devilish
-knowledge. She learned to make the image of wax. The image of wax casts
-spells. You put pins in the image of wax. At every pin you put, the
-person under the spell gets nearer and nearer to death. There was a poor
-black in the island. He offended the Witch. She made his image in wax;
-she cast spells on him. He couldn't sleep; he couldn't eat; he was such
-a coward that common noises frightened him. Like Me! Oh, God, like me!"
-
-"Wait a little," Alban interposed. "You are exciting yourself
-again--wait."
-
-"You're wrong, sir! You think it ended when she finished her story, and
-shut up her book; there's worse to come than anything you've heard yet.
-I don't know what I did to offend her. She looked at me and spoke to me,
-as if I was the dirt under her feet. 'If you're too stupid to understand
-what I have been reading,' she says, 'get up and go to the glass. Look
-at yourself, and remember what happened to the slave who was under the
-spell. You're getting paler and paler, and thinner and thinner; you're
-pining away just as he did. Shall I tell you why?' She snatched off the
-shade from the lamp, and put her hand under the table, and brought out
-an image of wax. _My_ image! She pointed to three pins in it. 'One,'
-she says, 'for no sleep. One for no appetite. One for broken nerves.' I
-asked her what I had done to make such a bitter enemy of her. She says,
-'Remember what I asked of you when we talked of your being my servant.
-Choose which you will do? Die by inches' (I swear she said it as I hope
-to be saved); 'die by inches, or tell me--'"
-
-There--in the full frenzy of the agitation that possessed her--there,
-Mrs. Ellmother suddenly stopped.
-
-Alban's first impression was that she might have fainted. He looked
-closer, and could just see her shadowy figure still seated in the chair.
-He asked if she was ill. No.
-
-"Then why don't you go on?"
-
-"I have done," she answered.
-
-"Do you think you can put me off," he rejoined sternly, "with such an
-excuse as that? What did Miss de Sor ask you to tell her? You promised
-to trust me. Be as good as your word."
-
-In the days of her health and strength, she would have set him at
-defiance. All she could do now was to appeal to his mercy.
-
-"Make some allowance for me," she said. "I have been terribly upset.
-What has become of my courage? What has broken me down in this way?
-Spare me, sir."
-
-He refused to listen. "This vile attempt to practice on your fears may
-be repeated," he reminded her. "More cruel advantage may be taken of the
-nervous derangement from which you are suffering in the climate of this
-place. You little know me, if you think I will allow that to go on."
-
-She made a last effort to plead with him. "Oh sir, is this behaving
-like the good kind man I thought you were? You say you are Miss Emily's
-friend? Don't press me--for Miss Emily's sake!"
-
-"Emily!" Alban exclaimed. "Is _she_ concerned in this?"
-
-There was a change to tenderness in his voice, which persuaded Mrs.
-Ellmother that she had found her way to the weak side of him. Her one
-effort now was to strengthen the impression which she believed herself
-to have produced. "Miss Emily _is_ concerned in it," she confessed.
-
-"In what way?"
-
-"Never mind in what way."
-
-"But I do mind."
-
-"I tell you, sir, Miss Emily must never know it to her dying day!"
-
-The first suspicion of the truth crossed Alban's mind.
-
-"I understand you at last," he said. "What Miss Emily must never
-know--is what Miss de Sor wanted you to tell her. Oh, it's useless to
-contradict me! Her motive in trying to frighten you is as plain to me
-now as if she had confessed it. Are you sure you didn't betray yourself,
-when she showed the image of wax?"
-
-"I should have died first!" The reply had hardly escaped her before she
-regretted it. "What makes you want to be so sure about it?" she said.
-"It looks as if you knew--"
-
-"I do know."
-
-"What!"
-
-The kindest thing that he could do now was to speak out. "Your secret is
-no secret to _me_," he said.
-
-Rage and fear shook her together. For the moment she was like the Mrs.
-Ellmother of former days. "You lie!" she cried.
-
-"I speak the truth."
-
-"I won't believe you! I daren't believe you!"
-
-"Listen to me. In Emily's interests, listen to me. I have read of the
-murder at Zeeland--"
-
-"That's nothing! The man was a namesake of her father."
-
-"The man was her father himself. Keep your seat! There is nothing to be
-alarmed about. I know that Emily is ignorant of the horrid death that
-her father died. I know that you and your late mistress have kept the
-discovery from her to this day. I know the love and pity which plead
-your excuse for deceiving her, and the circumstances that favored the
-deception. My good creature, Emily's peace of mind is as sacred to me
-as it is to you! I love her as I love my own life--and better. Are you
-calmer, now?"
-
-He heard her crying: it was the best relief that could come to her.
-After waiting a while to let the tears have their way, he helped her to
-rise. There was no more to be said now. The one thing to do was to take
-her back to the house.
-
-"I can give you a word of advice," he said, "before we part for the
-night. You must leave Miss de Sor's service at once. Your health will be
-a sufficient excuse. Give her warning immediately."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother hung back, when he offered her his arm. The bare prospect
-of seeing Francine again was revolting to her. On Alban's assurance
-that the notice to leave could be given in writing, she made no further
-resistance. The village clock struck eleven as they ascended the terrace
-steps.
-
-A minute later, another person left the grounds by the path which led
-to the house. Alban's precaution had been taken too late. The smell of
-tobacco-smoke had guided Francine, when she was at a loss which way to
-turn next in search of Mrs. Ellmother. For the last quarter of an hour
-she had been listening, hidden among the trees.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI. CHANGE OF AIR.
-
-The inmates of Netherwoods rose early, and went to bed early. When Alban
-and Mrs. Ellmother arrived at the back door of the house, they found it
-locked.
-
-The only light visible, along the whole length of the building,
-glimmered through the Venetian blind of the window-entrance to
-Francine's sitting-room. Alban proposed to get admission to the house by
-that way. In her horror of again encountering Francine, Mrs. Ellmother
-positively refused to follow him when he turned away from the door.
-"They can't be all asleep yet," she said--and rang the bell.
-
-One person was still out of bed--and that person was the mistress of
-the house. They recognized her voice in the customary question: "Who's
-there?" The door having been opened, good Miss Ladd looked backward and
-forward between Alban and Mrs. Ellmother, with the bewildered air of
-a lady who doubted the evidence of her own eyes. The next moment, her
-sense of humor overpowered her. She burst out laughing.
-
-"Close the door, Mr. Morris," she said, "and be so good as to tell me
-what this means. Have you been giving a lesson in drawing by starlight?"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother moved, so that the light of the lamp in Miss Ladd's hand
-fell on her face. "I am faint and giddy," she said; "let me go to my
-bed."
-
-Miss Ladd instantly followed her. "Pray forgive me! I didn't see you
-were ill, when I spoke," she gently explained. "What can I do for you?"
-
-"Thank you kindly, ma'am. I want nothing but peace and quiet. I wish you
-good-night."
-
-Alban followed Miss Ladd to her study, on the front side of the
-house. He had just mentioned the circumstances under which he and Mrs.
-Ellmother had met, when they were interrupted by a tap at the door.
-Francine had got back to her room unperceived, by way of the French
-window. She now presented herself, with an elaborate apology, and with
-the nearest approach to a penitent expression of which her face was
-capable.
-
-"I am ashamed, Miss Ladd, to intrude on you at this time of night. My
-only excuse is, that I am anxious about Mrs. Ellmother. I heard you just
-now in the hall. If she is really ill, I am the unfortunate cause of
-it."
-
-"In what way, Miss de Sor?"
-
-"I am sorry to say I frightened her--while we were talking in my
-room--quite unintentionally. She rushed to the door and ran out. I
-supposed she had gone to her bedroom; I had no idea she was in the
-grounds."
-
-In this false statement there was mingled a grain of truth. It was
-true that Francine believed Mrs. Ellmother to have taken refuge in her
-room--for she had examined the room. Finding it empty, and failing
-to discover the fugitive in other parts of the house, she had become
-alarmed, and had tried the grounds next--with the formidable result
-which has been already related. Concealing this circumstance, she had
-lied in such a skillfully artless manner that Alban (having no suspicion
-of what had really happened to sharpen his wits) was as completely
-deceived as Miss Ladd. Proceeding to further explanation--and
-remembering that she was in Alban's presence--Francine was careful to
-keep herself within the strict limit of truth. Confessing that she had
-frightened her servant by a description of sorcery, as it was practiced
-among the slaves on her father's estate, she only lied again, in
-declaring that Mrs. Ellmother had supposed she was in earnest, when she
-was guilty of no more serious offense than playing a practical joke.
-
-In this case, Alban was necessarily in a position to detect the
-falsehood. But it was so evidently in Francine's interests to present
-her conduct in the most favorable light, that the discovery failed to
-excite his suspicion. He waited in silence, while Miss Ladd administered
-a severe reproof. Francine having left the room, as penitently as she
-had entered it (with her handkerchief over her tearless eyes), he was
-at liberty, with certain reserves, to return to what had passed between
-Mrs. Ellmother and himself.
-
-"The fright which the poor old woman has suffered," he said, "has led
-to one good result. I have found her ready at last to acknowledge that
-she is ill, and inclined to believe that the change to Netherwoods has
-had something to do with it. I have advised her to take the course which
-you suggested, by leaving this house. Is it possible to dispense with
-the usual delay, when she gives notice to leave Miss de Sor's service?"
-
-"She need feel no anxiety, poor soul, on that account," Miss Ladd
-replied. "In any case, I had arranged that a week's notice on either
-side should be enough. As it is, I will speak to Francine myself. The
-least she can do, to express her regret, is to place no difficulties in
-Mrs. Ellmother's way."
-
-The next day was Sunday.
-
-Miss Ladd broke through her rule of attending to secular affairs on
-week days only; and, after consulting with Mrs. Ellmother, arranged
-with Francine that her servant should be at liberty to leave Netherwoods
-(health permitting) on the next day. But one difficulty remained. Mrs.
-Ellmother was in no condition to take the long journey to her birthplace
-in Cumberland; and her own lodgings in London had been let.
-
-Under these circumstances, what was the best arrangement that could be
-made for her? Miss Ladd wisely and kindly wrote to Emily on the subject,
-and asked for a speedy reply.
-
-Later in the day, Alban was sent for to see Mrs. Ellmother. He found
-her anxiously waiting to hear what had passed, on the previous night,
-between Miss Ladd and himself. "Were you careful, sir, to say nothing
-about Miss Emily?"
-
-"I was especially careful; I never alluded to her in any way."
-
-"Has Miss de Sor spoken to you?"
-
-"I have not given her the opportunity."
-
-"She's an obstinate one--she might try."
-
-"If she does, she shall hear my opinion of her in plain words." The talk
-between them turned next on Alban's discovery of the secret, of which
-Mrs. Ellmother had believed herself to be the sole depositary since Miss
-Letitia's death. Without alarming her by any needless allusion to Doctor
-Allday or to Miss Jethro, he answered her inquiries (so far as he was
-himself concerned) without reserve. Her curiosity once satisfied, she
-showed no disposition to pursue the topic. She pointed to Miss Ladd's
-cat, fast asleep by the side of an empty saucer.
-
-"Is it a sin, Mr. Morris, to wish I was Tom? _He_ doesn't trouble
-himself about his life that is past or his life that is to come. If I
-could only empty my saucer and go to sleep, I shouldn't be thinking of
-the number of people in this world, like myself, who would be better out
-of it than in it. Miss Ladd has got me my liberty tomorrow; and I don't
-even know where to go, when I leave this place."
-
-"Suppose you follow Tom's example?" Alban suggested. "Enjoy to-day (in
-that comfortable chair) and let to-morrow take care of itself."
-
-To-morrow arrived, and justified Alban's system of philosophy. Emily
-answered Miss Ladd's letter, to excellent purpose, by telegraph.
-
-"I leave London to-day with Cecilia" (the message announced) "for
-Monksmoor Park, Hants. Will Mrs. Ellmother take care of the cottage in
-my absence? I shall be away for a month, at least. All is prepared for
-her if she consents."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother gladly accepted this proposal. In the interval of Emily's
-absence, she could easily arrange to return to her own lodgings.
-With words of sincere gratitude she took leave of Miss Ladd; but no
-persuasion would induce her to say good-by to Francine. "Do me one more
-kindness, ma'am; don't tell Miss de Sor when I go away." Ignorant of
-the provocation which had produced this unforgiving temper of mind, Miss
-Ladd gently remonstrated. "Miss de Sor received my reproof in a penitent
-spirit; she expresses sincere sorrow for having thoughtlessly frightened
-you. Both yesterday and to-day she has made kind inquiries after
-your health. Come! come! don't bear malice--wish her good-by." Mrs.
-Ellmother's answer was characteristic. "I'll say good-by by telegraph,
-when I get to London."
-
-Her last words were addressed to Alban. "If you can find a way of doing
-it, sir, keep those two apart."
-
-"Do you mean Emily and Miss de Sor?
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What are you afraid of?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Is that quite reasonable, Mrs. Ellmother?"
-
-"I daresay not. I only know that I _am_ afraid."
-
-The pony chaise took her away. Alban's class was not yet ready for him.
-He waited on the terrace.
-
-Innocent alike of all knowledge of the serious reason for fear which
-did really exist, Mrs. Ellmother and Alban felt, nevertheless, the
-same vague distrust of an intimacy between the two girls. Idle, vain,
-malicious, false--to know that Francine's character presented these
-faults, without any discoverable merits to set against them, was surely
-enough to justify a gloomy view of the prospect, if she succeeded in
-winning the position of Emily's friend. Alban reasoned it out logically
-in this way--without satisfying himself, and without accounting for
-the remembrance that haunted him of Mrs. Ellmother's farewell look. "A
-commonplace man would say we are both in a morbid state of mind," he
-thought; "and sometimes commonplace men turn out to be right."
-
-He was too deeply preoccupied to notice that he had advanced perilously
-near Francine's window. She suddenly stepped out of her room, and spoke
-to him.
-
-"Do you happen to know, Mr. Morris, why Mrs. Ellmother has gone away
-without bidding me good-by?"
-
-"She was probably afraid, Miss de Sor, that you might make her the
-victim of another joke."
-
-Francine eyed him steadily. "Have you any particular reason for speaking
-to me in that way?"
-
-"I am not aware that I have answered you rudely--if that is what you
-mean."
-
-"That is _not_ what I mean. You seem to have taken a dislike to me. I
-should be glad to know why."
-
-"I dislike cruelty--and you have behaved cruelly to Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-"Meaning to be cruel?" Francine inquired.
-
-"You know as well as I do, Miss de Sor, that I can't answer that
-question."
-
-Francine looked at him again "Am I to understand that we are enemies?"
-she asked.
-
-"You are to understand," he replied, "that a person whom Miss Ladd
-employs to help her in teaching, cannot always presume to express his
-sentiments in speaking to the young ladies."
-
-"If that means anything, Mr. Morris, it means that we are enemies."
-
-"It means, Miss de Sor, that I am the drawing-master at this school, and
-that I am called to my class."
-
-Francine returned to her room, relieved of the only doubt that had
-troubled her. Plainly no suspicion that she had overheard what passed
-between Mrs. Ellmother and himself existed in Alban's mind. As to the
-use to be made of her discovery, she felt no difficulty in deciding to
-wait, and be guided by events. Her curiosity and her self-esteem had
-been alike gratified--she had got the better of Mrs. Ellmother at last,
-and with that triumph she was content. While Emily remained her friend,
-it would be an act of useless cruelty to disclose the terrible truth.
-There had certainly been a coolness between them at Brighton. But
-Francine--still influenced by the magnetic attraction which drew her
-to Emily--did not conceal from herself that she had offered the
-provocation, and had been therefore the person to blame. "I can set all
-that right," she thought, "when we meet at Monksmoor Park." She opened
-her desk and wrote the shortest and sweetest of letters to Cecilia. "I
-am entirely at the disposal of my charming friend, on any convenient
-day--may I add, my dear, the sooner the better?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII. "THE LADY WANTS YOU, SIR."
-
-The pupils of the drawing-class put away their pencils and color-boxes
-in high good humor: the teacher's vigilant eye for faults had failed
-him for the first time in their experience. Not one of them had been
-reproved; they had chattered and giggled and drawn caricatures on the
-margin of the paper, as freely as if the master had left the room.
-Alban's wandering attention was indeed beyond the reach of control. His
-interview with Francine had doubled his sense of responsibility
-toward Emily--while he was further than ever from seeing how he could
-interfere, to any useful purpose, in his present position, and with his
-reasons for writing under reserve.
-
-One of the servants addressed him as he was leaving the schoolroom.
-The landlady's boy was waiting in the hall, with a message from his
-lodgings.
-
-"Now then! what is it?" he asked, irritably.
-
-"The lady wants you, sir." With this mysterious answer, the boy
-presented a visiting card. The name inscribed on it was--"Miss Jethro."
-
-She had arrived by the train, and she was then waiting at Alban's
-lodgings. "Say I will be with her directly." Having given the message,
-he stood for a while, with his hat in his hand--literally lost in
-astonishment. It was simply impossible to guess at Miss Jethro's
-object: and yet, with the usual perversity of human nature, he was still
-wondering what she could possibly want with him, up to the final moment
-when he opened the door of his sitting-room.
-
-She rose and bowed with the same grace of movement, and the same
-well-bred composure of manner, which Doctor Allday had noticed when she
-entered his consulting-room. Her dark melancholy eyes rested on Alban
-with a look of gentle interest. A faint flush of color animated for
-a moment the faded beauty of her face--passed away again--and left it
-paler than before.
-
-"I cannot conceal from myself," she began, "that I am intruding on you
-under embarrassing circumstances."
-
-"May I ask, Miss Jethro, to what circumstances you allude?"
-
-"You forget, Mr. Morris, that I left Miss Ladd's school, in a manner
-which justified doubt of me in the minds of strangers."
-
-"Speaking as one of those strangers," Alban replied, "I cannot feel that
-I had any right to form an opinion, on a matter which only concerned
-Miss Ladd and yourself."
-
-Miss Jethro bowed gravely. "You encourage me to hope," she said. "I
-think you will place a favorable construction on my visit when I mention
-my motive. I ask you to receive me, in the interests of Miss Emily
-Brown."
-
-Stating her purpose in calling on him in those plain terms, she added to
-the amazement which Alban already felt, by handing to him--as if she was
-presenting an introduction--a letter marked, "Private," addressed to her
-by Doctor Allday.
-
-"I may tell you," she premised, "that I had no idea of troubling you,
-until Doctor Allday suggested it. I wrote to him in the first instance;
-and there is his reply. Pray read it."
-
-The letter was dated, "Penzance"; and the doctor wrote, as he spoke,
-without ceremony.
-
-
-"MADAM--Your letter has been forwarded to me. I am spending my autumn
-holiday in the far West of Cornwall. However, if I had been at home,
-it would have made no difference. I should have begged leave to decline
-holding any further conversation with you, on the subject of Miss Emily
-Brown, for the following reasons:
-
-"In the first place, though I cannot doubt your sincere interest in the
-young lady's welfare, I don't like your mysterious way of showing it. In
-the second place, when I called at your address in London, after you
-had left my house, I found that you had taken to flight. I place my own
-interpretation on this circumstance; but as it is not founded on any
-knowledge of facts, I merely allude to it, and say no more."
-
-Arrived at that point, Alban offered to return the letter. "Do you
-really mean me to go on reading it?" he asked.
-
-"Yes," she said quietly.
-
-Alban returned to the letter.
-
-"In the third place, I have good reason to believe that you entered Miss
-Ladd's school as a teacher, under false pretenses. After that discovery,
-I tell you plainly I hesitate to attach credit to any statement that you
-may wish to make. At the same time, I must not permit my prejudices
-(as you will probably call them) to stand in the way of Miss Emily's
-interests--supposing them to be really depending on any interference
-of yours. Miss Ladd's drawing-master, Mr. Alban Morris, is even more
-devoted to Miss Emily's service than I am. Whatever you might have said
-to me, you can say to him--with this possible advantage, that _he_ may
-believe you."
-
-There the letter ended. Alban handed it back in silence.
-
-Miss Jethro pointed to the words, "Mr. Alban Morris is even more devoted
-to Miss Emily's service than I am."
-
-"Is that true?" she asked.
-
-"Quite true."
-
-"I don't complain, Mr. Morris, of the hard things said of me in that
-letter; you are at liberty to suppose, if you like, that I deserve them.
-Attribute it to pride, or attribute it to reluctance to make needless
-demands on your time--I shall not attempt to defend myself. I leave
-you to decide whether the woman who has shown you that letter--having
-something important to say to you--is a person who is mean enough to say
-it under false pretenses."
-
-"Tell me what I can do for you, Miss Jethro: and be assured, beforehand,
-that I don't doubt your sincerity."
-
-"My purpose in coming here," she answered, "is to induce you to use your
-influence over Miss Emily Brown--"
-
-"With what object?" Alban asked, interrupting her.
-
-"My object is her own good. Some years since, I happened to become
-acquainted with a person who has attained some celebrity as a preacher.
-You have perhaps heard of Mr. Miles Mirabel?"
-
-"I have heard of him."
-
-"I have been in correspondence with him," Miss Jethro proceeded. "He
-tells me he has been introduced to a young lady, who was formerly one of
-Miss Ladd's pupils, and who is the daughter of Mr. Wyvil, of Monksmoor
-Park. He has called on Mr. Wyvil; and he has since received an
-invitation to stay at Mr. Wyvil's house. The day fixed for the visit is
-Monday, the fifth of next month."
-
-Alban listened--at a loss to know what interest he was supposed to have
-in being made acquainted with Mr. Mirabel's engagements. Miss Jethro's
-next words enlightened him.
-
-"You are perhaps aware," she resumed, "that Miss Emily Brown is Miss
-Wyvil's intimate friend. She will be one of the guests at Monksmoor
-Park. If there are any obstacles which you can place in her way--if
-there is any influence which you can exert, without exciting suspicion
-of your motive--prevent her, I entreat you, from accepting Miss Wyvil's
-invitation, until Mr. Mirabel's visit has come to an end."
-
-"Is there anything against Mr. Mirabel?" he asked.
-
-"I say nothing against him."
-
-"Is Miss Emily acquainted with him?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Is he a person with whom it would be disagreeable to her to associate?"
-
-"Quite the contrary."
-
-"And yet you expect me to prevent them from meeting! Be reasonable, Miss
-Jethro."
-
-"I can only be in earnest, Mr. Morris--more truly, more deeply in
-earnest than you can suppose. I declare to you that I am speaking in
-Miss Emily's interests. Do you still refuse to exert yourself for her
-sake?"
-
-"I am spared the pain of refusal," Alban answered. "The time for
-interference has gone by. She is, at this moment, on her way to
-Monksmoor Park."
-
-Miss Jethro attempted to rise--and dropped back into her chair. "Water!"
-she said faintly. After drinking from the glass to the last drop, she
-began to revive. Her little traveling-bag was on the floor at her side.
-She took out a railway guide, and tried to consult it. Her fingers
-trembled incessantly; she was unable to find the page to which she
-wished to refer. "Help me," she said, "I must leave this place--by the
-first train that passes."
-
-"To see Emily?" Alban asked.
-
-"Quite useless! You have said it yourself--the time for interference has
-gone by. Look at the guide."
-
-"What place shall I look for?"
-
-"Look for Vale Regis."
-
-Alban found the place. The train was due in ten minutes. "Surely you are
-not fit to travel so soon?" he suggested.
-
-"Fit or not, I must see Mr. Mirabel--I must make the effort to keep them
-apart by appealing to _him_."
-
-"With any hope of success?"
-
-"With no hope--and with no interest in the man himself. Still I must
-try."
-
-"Out of anxiety for Emily's welfare?"
-
-"Out of anxiety for more than that."
-
-"For what?"
-
-"If you can't guess, I daren't tell you."
-
-That strange reply startled Alban. Before he could ask what it meant,
-Miss Jethro had left him.
-
-In the emergencies of life, a person readier of resource than Alban
-Morris it would not have been easy to discover. The extraordinary
-interview that had now come to an end had found its limits. Bewildered
-and helpless, he stood at the window of his room, and asked himself (as
-if he had been the weakest man living), "What shall I do?"
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE FOURTH--THE COUNTRY HOUSE.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII. DANCING.
-
-The windows of the long drawing-room at Monksmoor are all thrown open
-to the conservatory. Distant masses of plants and flowers, mingled in
-ever-varying forms of beauty, are touched by the melancholy luster of
-the rising moon. Nearer to the house, the restful shadows are disturbed
-at intervals, where streams of light fall over them aslant from the
-lamps in the room. The fountain is playing. In rivalry with its lighter
-music, the nightingales are singing their song of ecstasy. Sometimes,
-the laughter of girls is heard--and, sometimes, the melody of a waltz.
-The younger guests at Monksmoor are dancing.
-
-Emily and Cecilia are dressed alike in white, with flowers in their
-hair. Francine rivals them by means of a gorgeous contrast of color, and
-declares that she is rich with the bright emphasis of diamonds and the
-soft persuasion of pearls.
-
-Miss Plym (from the rectory) is fat and fair and prosperous: she
-overflows with good spirits; she has a waist which defies tight-lacing,
-and she dances joyously on large flat feet. Miss Darnaway (officer's
-daughter with small means) is the exact opposite of Miss Plym. She is
-thin and tall and faded--poor soul. Destiny has made it her hard lot
-in life to fill the place of head-nursemaid at home. In her pensive
-moments, she thinks of the little brothers and sisters, whose patient
-servant she is, and wonders who comforts them in their tumbles and tells
-them stories at bedtime, while she is holiday-making at the pleasant
-country house.
-
-Tender-hearted Cecilia, remembering how few pleasures this young friend
-has, and knowing how well she dances, never allows her to be without
-a partner. There are three invaluable young gentlemen present, who are
-excellent dancers. Members of different families, they are nevertheless
-fearfully and wonderfully like each other. They present the same rosy
-complexions and straw-colored mustachios, the same plump cheeks, vacant
-eyes and low forehead; and they utter, with the same stolid gravity,
-the same imbecile small talk. On sofas facing each other sit the two
-remaining guests, who have not joined the elders at the card-table
-in another room. They are both men. One of them is drowsy and
-middle-aged--happy in the possession of large landed property: happier
-still in a capacity for drinking Mr. Wyvil's famous port-wine without
-gouty results.
-
-The other gentleman--ah, who is the other? He is the confidential
-adviser and bosom friend of every young lady in the house. Is it
-necessary to name the Reverend Miles Mirabel?
-
-There he sits enthroned, with room for a fair admirer on either side of
-him--the clerical sultan of a platonic harem. His persuasive ministry
-is felt as well as heard: he has an innocent habit of fondling
-young persons. One of his arms is even long enough to embrace the
-circumference of Miss Plym--while the other clasps the rigid silken
-waist of Francine. "I do it everywhere else," he says innocently, "why
-not here?" Why not indeed--with that delicate complexion and those
-beautiful blue eyes; with the glorious golden hair that rests on
-his shoulders, and the glossy beard that flows over his breast?
-Familiarities, forbidden to mere men, become privileges and
-condescensions when an angel enters society--and more especially when
-that angel has enough of mortality in him to be amusing. Mr. Mirabel,
-on his social side, is an irresistible companion. He is cheerfulness
-itself; he takes a favorable view of everything; his sweet temper never
-differs with anybody. "In my humble way," he confesses, "I like to make
-the world about me brighter." Laughter (harmlessly produced, observe!)
-is the element in which he lives and breathes. Miss Darnaway's serious
-face puts him out; he has laid a bet with Emily--not in money, not even
-in gloves, only in flowers--that he will make Miss Darnaway laugh; and
-he has won the wager. Emily's flowers are in his button-hole, peeping
-through the curly interstices of his beard. "Must you leave me?" he asks
-tenderly, when there is a dancing man at liberty, and it is Francine's
-turn to claim him. She leaves her seat not very willingly. For a while,
-the place is vacant; Miss Plym seizes the opportunity of consulting the
-ladies' bosom friend.
-
-"Dear Mr. Mirabel, do tell me what you think of Miss de Sor?"
-
-Dear Mr. Mirabel bursts into enthusiasm and makes a charming reply.
-His large experience of young ladies warns him that they will tell each
-other what he thinks of them, when they retire for the night; and he is
-careful on these occasions to say something that will bear repetition.
-
-"I see in Miss de Sor," he declares, "the resolution of a man, tempered
-by the sweetness of a woman. When that interesting creature marries,
-her husband will be--shall I use the vulgar word?--henpecked. Dear Miss
-Plym, he will enjoy it; and he will be quite right too; and, if I am
-asked to the wedding, I shall say, with heartfelt sincerity, Enviable
-man!"
-
-In the height of her admiration for Mr. Mirabel's wonderful eye for
-character, Miss Plym is called away to the piano. Cecilia succeeds to
-her friend's place--and has her waist taken in charge as a matter of
-course.
-
-"How do you like Miss Plym?" she asks directly.
-
-Mr. Mirabel smiles, and shows the prettiest little pearly teeth. "I was
-just thinking of her," he confesses pleasantly; "Miss Plym is so nice
-and plump, so comforting and domestic--such a perfect clergyman's
-daughter. You love her, don't you? Is she engaged to be married? In that
-case--between ourselves, dear Miss Wyvil, a clergyman is obliged to be
-cautious--I may own that I love her too."
-
-Delicious titillations of flattered self-esteem betray themselves
-in Cecilia's lovely complexion. She is the chosen confidante of this
-irresistible man; and she would like to express her sense of obligation.
-But Mr. Mirabel is a master in the art of putting the right words in the
-right places; and simple Cecilia distrusts herself and her grammar.
-
-At that moment of embarrassment, a friend leaves the dance, and helps
-Cecilia out of the difficulty.
-
-Emily approaches the sofa-throne, breathless--followed by her partner,
-entreating her to give him "one turn more." She is not to be tempted;
-she means to rest. Cecilia sees an act of mercy, suggested by the
-presence of the disengaged young man. She seizes his arm, and hurries
-him off to poor Miss Darnaway; sitting forlorn in a corner, and thinking
-of the nursery at home. In the meanwhile a circumstance occurs. Mr.
-Mirabel's all-embracing arm shows itself in a new character, when Emily
-sits by his side.
-
-It becomes, for the first time, an irresolute arm. It advances a
-little--and hesitates. Emily at once administers an unexpected check;
-she insists on preserving a free waist, in her own outspoken language.
-"No, Mr. Mirabel, keep that for the others. You can't imagine how
-ridiculous you and the young ladies look, and how absurdly unaware of
-it you all seem to be." For the first time in his life, the reverend and
-ready-witted man of the world is at a loss for an answer. Why?
-
-For this simple reason. He too has felt the magnetic attraction of the
-irresistible little creature whom every one likes. Miss Jethro has been
-doubly defeated. She has failed to keep them apart; and her unexplained
-misgivings have not been justified by events: Emily and Mr. Mirabel are
-good friends already. The brilliant clergyman is poor; his interests in
-life point to a marriage for money; he has fascinated the heiresses of
-two rich fathers, Mr. Tyvil and Mr. de Sor--and yet he is conscious of
-an influence (an alien influence, without a balance at its bankers),
-which has, in some mysterious way, got between him and his interests.
-
-On Emily's side, the attraction felt is of another nature altogether.
-Among the merry young people at Monksmoor she is her old happy self
-again; and she finds in Mr. Mirabel the most agreeable and amusing man
-whom she has ever met. After those dismal night watches by the bed of
-her dying aunt, and the dreary weeks of solitude that followed, to
-live in this new world of luxury and gayety is like escaping from the
-darkness of night, and basking in the fall brightn ess of day. Cecilia
-declares that she looks, once more, like the joyous queen of the
-bedroom, in the bygone time at school; and Francine (profaning
-Shakespeare without knowing it), says, "Emily is herself again!"
-
-"Now that your arm is in its right place, reverend sir," she gayly
-resumes, "I may admit that there are exceptions to all rules. My waist
-is at your disposal, in a case of necessity--that is to say, in a case
-of waltzing."
-
-"The one case of all others," Mirabel answers, with the engaging
-frankness that has won him so many friends, "which can never happen in
-my unhappy experience. Waltzing, I blush to own it, means picking me
-up off the floor, and putting smelling salts to my nostrils. In other
-words, dear Miss Emily, it is the room that waltzes--not I. I can't look
-at those whirling couples there, with a steady head. Even the exquisite
-figure of our young hostess, when it describes flying circles, turns me
-giddy."
-
-Hearing this allusion to Cecilia, Emily drops to the level of the
-other girls. She too pays her homage to the Pope of private life. "You
-promised me your unbiased opinion of Cecilia," she reminds him; "and you
-haven't given it yet."
-
-The ladies' friend gently remonstrates. "Miss Wyvil's beauty dazzles me.
-How can I give an unbiased opinion? Besides, I am not thinking of her; I
-can only think of you."
-
-Emily lifts her eyes, half merrily, half tenderly, and looks at him over
-the top of her fan. It is her first effort at flirtation. She is tempted
-to engage in the most interesting of all games to a girl--the game
-which plays at making love. What has Cecilia told her, in those
-bedroom gossipings, dear to the hearts of the two friends? Cecilia has
-whispered, "Mr. Mirabel admires your figure; he calls you 'the Venus of
-Milo, in a state of perfect abridgment.'" Where is the daughter of Eve,
-who would not have been flattered by that pretty compliment--who would
-not have talked soft nonsense in return? "You can only think of Me,"
-Emily repeats coquettishly. "Have you said that to the last young lady
-who occupied my place, and will you say it again to the next who follows
-me?"
-
-"Not to one of them! Mere compliments are for the others--not for you."
-
-"What is for me, Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-"What I have just offered you--a confession of the truth."
-
-Emily is startled by the tone in which he replies. He seems to be in
-earnest; not a vestige is left of the easy gayety of his manner. His
-face shows an expression of anxiety which she has never seen in it yet.
-"Do you believe me?" he asks in a whisper.
-
-She tries to change the subject.
-
-"When am I to hear you preach, Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-He persists. "When you believe me," he says.
-
-His eyes add an emphasis to that reply which is not to be mistaken.
-Emily turns away from him, and notices Francine. She has left the dance,
-and is looking with marked attention at Emily and Mirabel. "I want to
-speak to you," she says, and beckons impatiently to Emily.
-
-Mirabel whispers, "Don't go!"
-
-Emily rises nevertheless--ready to avail herself of the first excuse for
-leaving him. Francine meets her half way, and takes her roughly by the
-arm.
-
-"What is it?" Emily asks.
-
-"Suppose you leave off flirting with Mr. Mirabel, and make yourself of
-some use."
-
-"In what way?"
-
-"Use your ears--and look at that girl."
-
-She points disdainfully to innocent Miss Plym. The rector's daughter
-possesses all the virtues, with one exception--the virtue of having an
-ear for music. When she sings, she is out of tune; and, when she plays,
-she murders time.
-
-"Who can dance to such music as that?" says Francine. "Finish the waltz
-for her."
-
-Emily naturally hesitates. "How can I take her place, unless she asks
-me?"
-
-Francine laughs scornfully. "Say at once, you want to go back to Mr.
-Mirabel."
-
-"Do you think I should have got up, when you beckoned to me," Emily
-rejoins, "if I had not wanted to get away from Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-Instead of resenting this sharp retort, Francine suddenly breaks into
-good humor. "Come along, you little spit-fire; I'll manage it for you."
-
-She leads Emily to the piano, and stops Miss Plym without a word of
-apology: "It's your turn to dance now. Here's Miss Brown waiting to
-relieve you."
-
-Cecilia has not been unobservant, in her own quiet way, of what has been
-going on. Waiting until Francine and Miss Plym are out of hearing, she
-bends over Emily, and says, "My dear, I really do think Francine is in
-love with Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"After having only been a week in the same house with him!" Emily
-exclaims.
-
-"At any rate," said Cecilia, more smartly than usual, "she is jealous of
-_you_."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX. FEIGNING.
-
-The next morning, Mr. Mirabel took two members of the circle at
-Monksmoor by surprise. One of them was Emily; and one of them was the
-master of the house.
-
-Seeing Emily alone in the garden before breakfast, he left his room
-and joined her. "Let me say one word," he pleaded, "before we go to
-breakfast. I am grieved to think that I was so unfortunate as to offend
-you, last night."
-
-Emily's look of astonishment answered for her before she could speak.
-"What can I have said or done," she asked, "to make you think that?"
-
-"Now I breathe again!" he cried, with the boyish gayety of manner which
-was one of the secrets of his popularity among women. "I really feared
-that I had spoken thoughtlessly. It is a terrible confession for a
-clergyman to make--but it is not the less true that I am one of the most
-indiscreet men living. It is my rock ahead in life that I say the first
-thing which comes uppermost, without stopping to think. Being well aware
-of my own defects, I naturally distrust myself."
-
-"Even in the pulpit?" Emily inquired.
-
-He laughed with the readiest appreciation of the satire--although it was
-directed against himself.
-
-"I like that question," he said; "it tells me we are as good friends
-again as ever. The fact is, the sight of the congregation, when I get
-into the pulpit, has the same effect upon me that the sight of the
-footlights has on an actor. All oratory (though my clerical brethren are
-shy of confessing it) is acting--without the scenery and the costumes.
-Did you really mean it, last night, when you said you would like to hear
-me preach?"
-
-"Indeed, I did."
-
-"How very kind of you. I don't think myself the sermon is worth the
-sacrifice. (There is another specimen of my indiscreet way of talking!)
-What I mean is, that you will have to get up early on Sunday morning,
-and drive twelve miles to the damp and dismal little village, in which I
-officiate for a man with a rich wife who likes the climate of Italy. My
-congregation works in the fields all the week, and naturally enough
-goes to sleep in church on Sunday. I have had to counteract that. Not by
-preaching! I wouldn't puzzle the poor people with my eloquence for the
-world. No, no: I tell them little stories out of the Bible--in a nice
-easy gossiping way. A quarter of an hour is my limit of time; and, I
-am proud to say, some of them (mostly the women) do to a certain extent
-keep awake. If you and the other ladies decide to honor me, it is
-needless to say you shall have one of my grand efforts. What will be
-the effect on my unfortunate flock remains to be seen. I will have
-the church brushed up, and luncheon of course at the parsonage. Beans,
-bacon, and beer--I haven't got anything else in the house. Are you rich?
-I hope not!"
-
-"I suspect I am quite as poor as you are, Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"I am delighted to hear it. (More of my indiscretion!) Our poverty is
-another bond between us."
-
-Before he could enlarge on this text, the breakfast bell rang.
-
-He gave Emily his arm, quite satisfied with the result of the morning's
-talk. In speaking seriously to her on the previous night, he had
-committed the mistake of speaking too soon. To amend this false step,
-and to recover his position in Emily's estimation, had been his
-object in view--and it had been successfully accomplished. At the
-breakfast-table that morning, the companionable clergyman was more
-amusing than ever.
-
-The meal being over, the company dispersed as usual--with the one
-exception of Mirabel. Without any apparent reason, he kept his place at
-the table. Mr. Wyvil, the most courteous and considerate of men, felt it
-an attention due to his guest not to leave the room first. All that he
-could venture to do was to give a little hint. "Have you any plans for
-the morning?" he asked.
-
-"I have a plan that depends entirely on yourself," Mirabel answered;
-"and I am afraid of being as indiscreet as usual, if I mention it. Your
-charming daughter tells me you play on the violin."
-
-Modest Mr. Wyvil looked confused. "I hope you have not been annoyed," he
-said; "I practice in a distant room so that nobody may hear me."
-
-"My dear sir, I am eager to hear you! Music is my passion; and the
-violin is my favorite instrument."
-
-Mr. Wyvil led the way to his room, positively blushing with pleasure.
-Since the death of his wife he had been sadly in want of a little
-encouragement. His daughters and his friends were careful--over-careful,
-as he thought--of intruding on him in his hours of practice. And, sad to
-say, his daughters and his friends were, from a musical point of view,
-perfectly right.
-
-Literature has hardly paid sufficient attention to a social phenomenon
-of a singularly perplexing kind. We hear enough, and more than enough,
-of persons who successfully cultivate the Arts--of the remarkable manner
-in which fitness for their vocation shows itself in early life, of
-the obstacles which family prejudice places in their way, and of the
-unremitting devotion which has led to the achievement of glorious
-results.
-
-But how many writers have noticed those other incomprehensible persons,
-members of families innocent for generations past of practicing Art or
-caring for Art, who have notwithstanding displayed from their earliest
-years the irresistible desire to cultivate poetry, painting, or music;
-who have surmounted obstacles, and endured disappointments, in the
-single-hearted resolution to devote their lives to an intellectual
-pursuit--being absolutely without the capacity which proves the
-vocation, and justifies the sacrifice. Here is Nature, "unerring
-Nature," presented in flat contradiction with herself. Here are men
-bent on performing feats of running, without having legs; and women,
-hopelessly barren, living in constant expectation of large families to
-the end of their days. The musician is not to be found more completely
-deprived than Mr. Wyvil of natural capacity for playing on an
-instrument--and, for twenty years past, it had been the pride and
-delight of his heart to let no day of his life go by without practicing
-on the violin.
-
-"I am sure I must be tiring you," he said politely--after having played
-without mercy for an hour and more.
-
-No: the insatiable amateur had his own purpose to gain, and was not
-exhausted yet. Mr. Wyvil got up to look for some more music. In that
-interval desultory conversation naturally took place. Mirabel contrived
-to give it the necessary direction--the direction of Emily.
-
-"The most delightful girl I have met with for many a long year past!"
-Mr. Wyvil declared warmly. "I don't wonder at my daughter being so fond
-of her. She leads a solitary life at home, poor thing; and I am honestly
-glad to see her spirits reviving in my house."
-
-"An only child?" Mirabel asked.
-
-In the necessary explanation that followed, Emily's isolated position
-in the world was revealed in few words. But one more discovery--the most
-important of all--remained to be made. Had she used a figure of speech
-in saying that she was as poor as Mirabel himself? or had she told him
-the shocking truth? He put the question with perfect delicacy---but with
-unerring directness as well.
-
-Mr. Wyvil, quoting his daughter's authority, described Emily's income as
-falling short even of two hundred a year. Having made that disheartening
-reply, he opened another music book. "You know this sonata, of course?"
-he said. The next moment, the violin was under his chin and the
-performance began.
-
-While Mirabel was, to all appearance, listening with the utmost
-attention, he was actually endeavoring to reconcile himself to a serious
-sacrifice of his own inclinations. If he remained much longer in the
-same house with Emily, the impression that she had produced on him would
-be certainly strengthened--and he would be guilty of the folly of making
-an offer of marriage to a woman who was as poor as himself. The one
-remedy that could be trusted to preserve him from such infatuation as
-this, was absence. At the end of the week, he had arranged to return to
-Vale Regis for his Sunday duty; engaging to join his friends again at
-Monksmoor on the Monday following. That rash promise, there could be no
-further doubt about it, must not be fulfilled.
-
-He had arrived at this resolution, when the terrible activity of Mr.
-Wyvil's bow was suspended by the appearance of a third person in the
-room.
-
-Cecilia's maid was charged with a neat little three-cornered note
-from her young lady, to be presented to her master. Wondering why
-his daughter should write to him, Mr. Wyvil opened the note, and was
-informed of Cecilia's motive in these words:
-
-"DEAREST PAPA--I hear Mr. Mirabel is with you, and as this is a secret,
-I must write. Emily has received a very strange letter this morning,
-which puzzles her and alarms me. When you are quite at liberty, we shall
-be so much obliged if you will tell us how Emily ought to answer it."
-
-Mr. Wyvil stopped Mirabel, on the point of trying to escape from the
-music. "A little domestic matter to attend to," he said. "But we will
-finish the sonata first."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XL. CONSULTING.
-
-Out of the music room, and away from his violin, the sound side of Mr.
-Wyvil's character was free to assert itself. In his public and in his
-private capacity, he was an eminently sensible man.
-
-As a member of parliament, he set an example which might have been
-followed with advantage by many of his colleagues. In the first place he
-abstained from hastening the downfall of representative institutions by
-asking questions and making speeches. In the second place, he was able
-to distinguish between the duty that he owed to his party, and the
-duty that he owed to his country. When the Legislature acted
-politically--that is to say, when it dealt with foreign complications,
-or electoral reforms--he followed his leader. When the Legislature acted
-socially--that is to say, for the good of the people--he followed his
-conscience. On the last occasion when the great Russian bugbear provoked
-a division, he voted submissively with his Conservative allies. But,
-when the question of opening museums and picture galleries on Sundays
-arrayed the two parties in hostile camps, he broke into open mutiny,
-and went over to the Liberals. He consented to help in preventing
-an extension of the franchise; but he refused to be concerned in
-obstructing the repeal of taxes on knowledge. "I am doubtful in the
-first case," he said, "but I am sure in the second." He was asked for an
-explanation: "Doubtful of what? and sure of what?" To the astonishment
-of his leader, he answered: "The benefit to the people." The same
-sound sense appeared in the transactions of his private life. Lazy and
-dishonest servants found that the gentlest of masters had a side to his
-character which took them by surprise. And, on certain occasions in
-the experience of Cecilia and her sister, the most indulgent of fathers
-proved to be as capable of saying No, as the sternest tyrant who ever
-ruled a fireside.
-
-Called into council by his daughter and his guest, Mr. Wyvil assisted
-them by advice which was equally wise and kind--but which afterward
-proved, under the perverse influence of circumstances, to be advice that
-he had better not have given.
-
-The letter to Emily which Cecilia had recommended to her father's
-consideration, had come from Netherwoods, and had been written by Alban
-Morris.
-
-He assured Emily that he had only decided on writing to her, after some
-hesitation, in the hope of serving interests which he did not
-himself understand, but which might prove to be interests worthy of
-consideration, nevertheless. Having stated his motive in these terms, he
-proceeded to relate what had passed between Miss Jethro and himself.
-On the subject of Francine, Alban only ventured to add that she had not
-produced a favorable impression on him, and that he could not think her
-likely, on further experience, to prove a desirable friend.
-
-On the last leaf were added some lines, which Emily was at no loss how
-to answer. She had folded back the page, so that no eyes but her own
-should see how the poor drawing-master finished his letter: "I wish
-you all possible happiness, my dear, among your new friends; but don't
-forget the old friend who thinks of you, and dreams of you, and longs to
-see you again. The little world I live in is a dreary world, Emily, in
-your absence. Will you write to me now and then, and encourage me to
-hope?"
-
-Mr. Wyvil smiled, as he looked at the folded page, which hid the
-signature.
-
-"I suppose I may take it for granted," he said slyly, "that this
-gentleman really has your interests at heart? May I know who he is?"
-
-Emily answered the last question readily enough. Mr. Wyvil went on with
-his inquiries. "About the mysterious lady, with the strange name," he
-proceeded--"do you know anything of her?"
-
-Emily related what she knew; without revealing the true reason for Miss
-Jethro's departure from Netherwoods. In after years, it was one of her
-most treasured remembrances, that she had kept secret the melancholy
-confession which had startled her, on the last night of her life at
-school.
-
-Mr. Wyvil looked at Alban's letter again. "Do you know how Miss Jethro
-became acquainted with Mr. Mirabel?" he asked.
-
-"I didn't even know that they were acquainted."
-
-"Do you think it likely--if Mr. Morris had been talking to you instead
-of writing to you--that he might have said more than he has said in his
-letter?"
-
-Cecilia had hitherto remained a model of discretion. Seeing Emily
-hesitate, temptation overcame her. "Not a doubt of it, papa!" she
-declared confidently.
-
-"Is Cecilia right?" Mr. Wyvil inquired.
-
-Reminded in this way of her influence over Alban, Emily could only make
-one honest reply. She admitted that Cecilia was right.
-
-Mr. Wyvil thereupon advised her not to express any opinion, until she
-was in a better position to judge for herself. "When you write to Mr.
-Morris," he continued, "say that you will wait to tell him what you
-think of Miss Jethro, until you see him again."
-
-"I have no prospect at present of seeing him again," Emily said.
-
-"You can see Mr. Morris whenever it suits him to come here," Mr. Wyvil
-replied. "I will write and ask him to visit us, and you can inclose the
-invitation in your letter."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Wyvil, how good of you!"
-
-"Oh, papa, the very thing I was going to ask you to do!"
-
-The excellent master of Monksmoor looked unaffectedly surprised. "What
-are you two young ladies making a fuss about?" he said. "Mr. Morris is
-a gentleman by profession; and--may I venture to say it, Miss Emily?--a
-valued friend of yours as well. Who has a better claim to be one of my
-guests?"
-
-Cecilia stopped her father as he was about to leave the room. "I suppose
-we mustn't ask Mr. Mirabel what he knows of Miss Jethro?" she said.
-
-"My dear, what can you be thinking of? What right have we to question
-Mr. Mirabel about Miss Jethro?"
-
-"It's so very unsatisfactory, papa. There must be some reason why Emily
-and Mr. Mirabel ought not to meet--or why should Miss Jethro have been
-so very earnest about it?"
-
-"Miss Jethro doesn't intend us to know why, Cecilia. It will perhaps
-come out in time. Wait for time."
-
-Left together, the girls discussed the course which Alban would probably
-take, on receiving Mr. Wyvil's invitation.
-
-"He will only be too glad," Cecilia asserted, "to have the opportunity
-of seeing you again."
-
-"I doubt whether he will care about seeing me again, among strangers,"
-Emily replied. "And you forget that there are obstacles in his way. How
-is he to leave his class?"
-
-"Quite easily! His class doesn't meet on the Saturday half-holiday. He
-can be here, if he starts early, in time for luncheon; and he can stay
-till Monday or Tuesday."
-
-"Who is to take his place at the school?"
-
-"Miss Ladd, to be sure--if _you_ make a point of it. Write to her, as
-well as to Mr. Morris."
-
-The letters being written--and the order having been given to prepare
-a room for the expected guest--Emily and Cecilia returned to the
-drawing-room. They found the elders of the party variously engaged--the
-men with newspapers, and the ladies with work. Entering the conservatory
-next, they discovered Cecilia's sister languishing among the flowers in
-an easy chair. Constitutional laziness, in some young ladies, assumes an
-invalid character, and presents the interesting spectacle of perpetual
-convalescence. The doctor declared that the baths at St. Moritz had
-cured Miss Julia. Miss Julia declined to agree with the doctor.
-
-"Come into the garden with Emily and me," Cecilia said.
-
-"Emily and you don't know what it is to be ill," Julia answered.
-
-The two girls left her, and joined the young people who were amusing
-themselves in the garden. Francine had taken possession of Mirabel, and
-had condemned him to hard labor in swinging her. He made an attempt
-to get away when Emily and Cecilia approached, and was peremptorily
-recalled to his duty. "Higher!" cried Miss de Sor, in her hardest
-tones of authority. "I want to swing higher than anybody else!" Mirabel
-submitted with gentleman-like resignation, and was rewarded by tender
-encouragement expressed in a look.
-
-"Do you see that?" Cecilia whispered. "He knows how rich she is--I
-wonder whether he will marry her."
-
-Emily smiled. "I doubt it, while he is in this house," she said.
-"You are as rich as Francine--and don't forget that you have other
-attractions as well."
-
-Cecilia shook her head. "Mr. Mirabel is very nice," she admitted; "but I
-wouldn't marry him. Would you?"
-
-Emily secretly compared Alban with Mirabel. "Not for the world!" she
-answered.
-
-The next day was the day of Mirabel's departure. His admirers among the
-ladies followed him out to the door, at which Mr. Wyvil's carriage was
-waiting. Francine threw a nosegay after the departing guest as he got
-in. "Mind you come back to us on Monday!" she said. Mirabel bowed and
-thanked her; but his last look was for Emily, standing apart from the
-others at the top of the steps. Francine said nothing; her lips closed
-convulsively--she turned suddenly pale.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLI. SPEECHIFYING.
-
-On the Monday, a plowboy from Vale Regis arrived at Monksmoor.
-
-In respect of himself, he was a person beneath notice. In respect of
-his errand, he was sufficiently important to cast a gloom over the
-household. The faithless Mirabel had broken his engagement, and the
-plowboy was the herald of misfortune who brought his apology. To his
-great disappointment (he wrote) he was detained by the affairs of his
-parish. He could only trust to Mr. Wyvil's indulgence to excuse him, and
-to communicate his sincere sense of regret (on scented note paper) to
-the ladies.
-
-Everybody believed in the affairs of the parish--with the exception of
-Francine. "Mr. Mirabel has made the best excuse he could think of for
-shortening his visit; and I don't wonder at it," she said, looking
-significantly at Emily.
-
-Emily was playing with one of the dogs; exercising him in the tricks
-which he had learned. She balanced a morsel of sugar on his nose--and
-had no attention to spare for Francine.
-
-Cecilia, as the mistress of the house, felt it her duty to interfere.
-"That is a strange remark to make," she answered. "Do you mean to say
-that we have driven Mr. Mirabel away from us?"
-
-"I accuse nobody," Francine began with spiteful candor.
-
-"Now she's going to accuse everybody!" Emily interposed, addressing
-herself facetiously to the dog.
-
-"But when girls are bent on fascinating men, whether they like it or
-not," Francine proceeded, "men have only one alternative--they must keep
-out of the way." She looked again at Emily, more pointedly than ever.
-
-Even gentle Cecilia resented this. "Whom do you refer to?" she said
-sharply.
-
-"My dear!" Emily remonstrated, "need you ask?" She glanced at Francine
-as she spoke, and then gave the dog his signal. He tossed up the sugar,
-and caught it in his mouth. His audience applauded him--and so, for that
-time, the skirmish ended.
-
-Among the letters of the next morning's delivery, arrived Alban's reply.
-Emily's anticipations proved to be correct. The drawing-master's du ties
-would not permit him to leave Netherwoods; and he, like Mirabel, sent
-his apologies. His short letter to Emily contained no further allusion
-to Miss Jethro; it began and ended on the first page.
-
-Had he been disappointed by the tone of reserve in which Emily had
-written to him, under Mr. Wyvil's advice? Or (as Cecilia suggested) had
-his detention at the school so bitterly disappointed him that he was too
-disheartened to write at any length? Emily made no attempt to arrive at
-a conclusion, either one way or the other. She seemed to be in depressed
-spirits; and she spoke superstitiously, for the first time in Cecilia's
-experience of her.
-
-"I don't like this reappearance of Miss Jethro," she said. "If the
-mystery about that woman is ever cleared up, it will bring trouble
-and sorrow to me--and I believe, in his own secret heart, Alban Morris
-thinks so too."
-
-"Write, and ask him," Cecilia suggested.
-
-"He is so kind and so unwilling to distress me," Emily answered, "that
-he wouldn't acknowledge it, even if I am right."
-
-In the middle of the week, the course of private life at Monksmoor
-suffered an interruption--due to the parliamentary position of the
-master of the house.
-
-The insatiable appetite for making and hearing speeches, which
-represents one of the marked peculiarities of the English race
-(including their cousins in the United States), had seized on Mr.
-Wyvil's constituents. There was to be a political meeting at the market
-hall, in the neighboring town; and the member was expected to make an
-oration, passing in review contemporary events at home and abroad. "Pray
-don't think of accompanying me," the good man said to his guests. "The
-hall is badly ventilated, and the speeches, including my own, will not
-be worth hearing."
-
-This humane warning was ungratefully disregarded. The gentlemen were all
-interested in "the objects of the meeting"; and the ladies were firm in
-the resolution not to be left at home by themselves. They dressed with a
-view to the large assembly of spectators before whom they were about to
-appear; and they outtalked the men on political subjects, all the way to
-the town.
-
-The most delightful of surprises was in store for them, when they
-reached the market hall. Among the crowd of ordinary gentlemen, waiting
-under the portico until the proceedings began, appeared one person of
-distinction, whose title was "Reverend," and whose name was Mirabel.
-
-Francine was the first to discover him. She darted up the steps and held
-out her hand.
-
-"This _is_ a pleasure!" she cried. "Have you come here to see--" she
-was about to say Me, but, observing the strangers round her, altered the
-word to Us. "Please give me your arm," she whispered, before her young
-friends had arrived within hearing. "I am so frightened in a crowd!"
-
-She held fast by Mirabel, and kept a jealous watch on him. Was it only
-her fancy? or did she detect a new charm in his smile when he spoke to
-Emily?
-
-Before it was possible to decide, the time for the meeting had arrived.
-Mr. Wyvil's friends were of course accommodated with seats on the
-platform. Francine, still insisting on her claim to Mirabel's arm, got
-a chair next to him. As she seated herself, she left him free for a
-moment. In that moment, the infatuated man took an empty chair on the
-other side of him, and placed it for Emily. He communicated to that
-hated rival the information which he ought to have reserved for
-Francine. "The committee insist," he said, "on my proposing one of
-the Resolutions. I promise not to bore you; mine shall be the shortest
-speech delivered at the meeting."
-
-The proceedings began.
-
-Among the earlier speakers not one was inspired by a feeling of mercy
-for the audience. The chairman reveled in words. The mover and seconder
-of the first Resolution (not having so much as the ghost of an idea to
-trouble either of them), poured out language in flowing and overflowing
-streams, like water from a perpetual spring. The heat exhaled by the
-crowded audience was already becoming insufferable. Cries of "Sit
-down!" assailed the orator of the moment. The chairman was obliged to
-interfere. A man at the back of the hall roared out, "Ventilation!"
-and broke a window with his stick. He was rewarded with three rounds of
-cheers; and was ironically invited to mount the platform and take the
-chair.
-
-Under these embarrassing circumstances, Mirabel rose to speak.
-
-He secured silence, at the outset, by a humorous allusion to the prolix
-speaker who had preceded him. "Look at the clock, gentlemen," he said;
-"and limit my speech to an interval of ten minutes." The applause which
-followed was heard, through the broken window, in the street. The boys
-among the mob outside intercepted the flow of air by climbing on each
-other's shoulders and looking in at the meeting, through the gaps left
-by the shattered glass. Having proposed his Resolution with discreet
-brevity of speech, Mirabel courted popularity on the plan adopted by the
-late Lord Palmerston in the House of Commons--he told stories, and
-made jokes, adapted to the intelligence of the dullest people who
-were listening to him. The charm of his voice and manner completed his
-success. Punctually at the tenth minute, he sat down amid cries of "Go
-on." Francine was the first to take his hand, and to express admiration
-mutely by pressing it. He returned the pressure--but he looked at the
-wrong lady--the lady on the other side.
-
-Although she made no complaint, he instantly saw that Emily was overcome
-by the heat. Her lips were white, and her eyes were closing. "Let me
-take you out," he said, "or you will faint."
-
-Francine started to her feet to follow them. The lower order of the
-audience, eager for amusement, put their own humorous construction on
-the young lady's action. They roared with laughter. "Let the parson and
-his sweetheart be," they called out; "two's company, miss, and three
-isn't." Mr. Wyvil interposed his authority and rebuked them. A lady
-seated behind Francine interfered to good purpose by giving her a chair,
-which placed her out of sight of the audience. Order was restored--and
-the proceedings were resumed.
-
-On the conclusion of the meeting, Mirabel and Emily were found waiting
-for their friends at the door. Mr. Wyvil innocently added fuel to the
-fire that was burning in Francine. He insisted that Mirabel should
-return to Monksmoor, and offered him a seat in the carriage at Emily's
-side.
-
-Later in the evening, when they all met at dinner, there appeared a
-change in Miss de Sor which surprised everybody but Mirabel. She was gay
-and good-humored, and especially amiable and attentive to Emily--who sat
-opposite to her at the table. "What did you and Mr. Mirabel talk about
-while you were away from us?" she asked innocently. "Politics?"
-
-Emily readily adopted Francine's friendly tone. "Would you have talked
-politics, in my place?" she asked gayly.
-
-"In your place, I should have had the most delightful of companions,"
-Francine rejoined; "I wish I had been overcome by the heat too!"
-
-Mirabel--attentively observing her--acknowledged the compliment by a
-bow, and left Emily to continue the conversation. In perfect good faith
-she owned to having led Mirabel to talk of himself. She had heard from
-Cecilia that his early life had been devoted to various occupations,
-and she was interested in knowing how circumstances had led him into
-devoting himself to the Church. Francine listened with the outward
-appearance of implicit belief, and with the inward conviction that Emily
-was deliberately deceiving her. When the little narrative was at an end,
-she was more agreeable than ever. She admired Emily's dress, and she
-rivaled Cecilia in enjoyment of the good things on the table; she
-entertained Mirabel with humorous anecdotes of the priests at St.
-Domingo, and was so interested in the manufacture of violins, ancient
-and modern, that Mr. Wyvil promised to show her his famous collection of
-instruments, after dinner. Her overflowing amiability included even
-poor Miss Darnaway and the absent brothers and sisters. She heard with
-flattering sympathy, how they had been ill and had got well again; what
-amusing tricks they played, what alarming accidents happened to them,
-and how remarkably clever they were--"including, I do assure you, dear
-Miss de Sor, the baby only ten months old." When the ladies rose to
-retire, Francine was, socially speaking, the heroine of the evening.
-
-While the violins were in course of exhibition, Mirabel found an
-opportunity of speaking to Emily, unobserved.
-
-"Have you said, or done, anything to offend Miss de Sor?" he asked.
-
-"Nothing whatever!" Emily declared, startled by the question. "What
-makes you think I have offended her?"
-
-"I have been trying to find a reason for the change in her," Mirabel
-answered--"especially the change toward yourself."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Well--she means mischief."
-
-"Mischief of what sort?"
-
-"Of a sort which may expose her to discovery--unless she disarms
-suspicion at the outset. That is (as I believe) exactly what she has
-been doing this evening. I needn't warn you to be on your guard."
-
-All the next day Emily was on the watch for events--and nothing
-happened. Not the slightest appearance of jealousy betrayed itself in
-Francine. She made no attempt to attract to herself the attentions of
-Mirabel; and she showed no hostility to Emily, either by word, look, or
-manner.
-
-........
-
-The day after, an event occurred at Netherwoods. Alban Morris received
-an anonymous letter, addressed to him in these terms:
-
-"A certain young lady, in whom you are supposed to be interested, is
-forgetting you in your absence. If you are not mean enough to allow
-yourself to be supplanted by another man, join the party at Monksmoor
-before it is too late."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLII. COOKING.
-
-The day after the political meeting was a day of departures, at the
-pleasant country house.
-
-Miss Darnaway was recalled to the nursery at home. The old squire who
-did justice to Mr. Wyvil's port-wine went away next, having guests to
-entertain at his own house. A far more serious loss followed. The three
-dancing men had engagements which drew them to new spheres of activity
-in other drawing-rooms. They said, with the same dreary grace of manner,
-"Very sorry to go"; they drove to the railway, arrayed in the same
-perfect traveling suits of neutral tint; and they had but one difference
-of opinion among them--each firmly believed that he was smoking the best
-cigar to be got in London.
-
-The morning after these departures would have been a dull morning
-indeed, but for the presence of Mirabel.
-
-When breakfast was over, the invalid Miss Julia established herself on
-the sofa with a novel. Her father retired to the other end of the house,
-and profaned the art of music on music's most expressive instrument.
-Left with Emily, Cecilia, and Francine, Mirabel made one of his happy
-suggestions. "We are thrown on our own resources," he said. "Let us
-distinguish ourselves by inventing some entirely new amusement for the
-day. You young ladies shall sit in council--and I will be secretary."
-He turned to Cecilia. "The meeting waits to hear the mistress of the
-house."
-
-Modest Cecilia appealed to her school friends for help; addressing
-herself in the first instance (by the secretary's advice) to Francine,
-as the eldest. They all noticed another change in this variable young
-person. She was silent and subdued; and she said wearily, "I don't care
-what we do--shall we go out riding?"
-
-The unanswerable objection to riding as a form of amusement, was that it
-had been more than once tried already. Something clever and surprising
-was anticipated from Emily when it came to her turn. She, too,
-disappointed expectation. "Let us sit under the trees," was all that she
-could suggest, "and ask Mr. Mirabel to tell us a story."
-
-Mirabel laid down his pen and took it on himself to reject this
-proposal. "Remember," he remonstrated, "that I have an interest in the
-diversions of the day. You can't expect me to be amused by my own story.
-I appeal to Miss Wyvil to invent a pleasure which will include the
-secretary."
-
-Cecilia blushed and looked uneasy. "I think I have got an idea," she
-announced, after some hesitation. "May I propose that we all go to the
-keeper's lodge?" There her courage failed her, and she hesitated again.
-
-Mirabel gravely registered the proposal, as far as it went. "What are we
-to do when we get to the keeper's lodge?" he inquired.
-
-"We are to ask the keeper's wife," Cecilia proceeded, "to lend us her
-kitchen."
-
-"To lend us her kitchen," Mirabel repeated.
-
-"And what are we to do in the kitchen?"
-
-Cecilia looked down at her pretty hands crossed on her lap, and answered
-softly, "Cook our own luncheon."
-
-Here was an entirely new amusement, in the most attractive sense of
-the words! Here was charming Cecilia's interest in the pleasures of the
-table so happily inspired, that the grateful meeting offered its tribute
-of applause--even including Francine. The members of the council were
-young; their daring digestions contemplated without fear the prospect
-of eating their own amateur cookery. The one question that troubled them
-now was what they were to cook.
-
-"I can make an omelet," Cecilia ventured to say.
-
-"If there is any cold chicken to be had," Emily added, "I undertake to
-follow the omelet with a mayonnaise."
-
-"There are clergymen in the Church of England who are even clever enough
-to fry potatoes," Mirabel announced--"and I am one of them. What shall
-we have next? A pudding? Miss de Sor, can you make a pudding?"
-
-Francine exhibited another new side to her character--a diffident and
-humble side. "I am ashamed to say I don't know how to cook anything,"
-she confessed; "you had better leave me out of it."
-
-But Cecilia was now in her element. Her plan of operations was wide
-enough even to include Francine. "You shall wash the lettuce, my dear,
-and stone the olives for Emily's mayonnaise. Don't be discouraged! You
-shall have a companion; we will send to the rectory for Miss Plym--the
-very person to chop parsley and shallot for my omelet. Oh, Emily, what
-a morning we are going to have!" Her lovely blue eyes sparkled with joy;
-she gave Emily a kiss which Mirabel must have been more or less than man
-not to have coveted. "I declare," cried Cecilia, completely losing her
-head, "I'm so excited, I don't know what to do with myself!"
-
-Emily's intimate knowledge of her friend applied the right remedy. "You
-don't know what to do with yourself?" she repeated. "Have you no sense
-of duty? Give the cook your orders."
-
-Cecilia instantly recovered her presence of mind. She sat down at the
-writing-table, and made out a list of eatable productions in the animal
-and vegetable world, in which every other word was underlined two or
-three times over. Her serious face was a sight to see, when she rang for
-the cook, and the two held a privy council in a corner.
-
-On the way to the keeper's lodge, the young mistress of the house headed
-a procession of servants carrying the raw materials. Francine followed,
-held in custody by Miss Plym--who took her responsibilities seriously,
-and clamored for instruction in the art of chopping parsley. Mirabel and
-Emily were together, far behind; they were the only two members of
-the company whose minds were not occupied in one way or another by the
-kitchen.
-
-"This child's play of ours doesn't seem to interest you," Mirabel
-remarked.
-
-"I am thinking," Emily answered, "of what you said to me about
-Francine."
-
-"I can say something more," he rejoined. "When I noticed the change in
-her at dinner, I told you she meant mischief. There is another change
-to-day, which suggests to my mind that the mischief is done."
-
-"And directed against me?" Emily asked.
-
-Mirabel made no direct reply. It was impossible for _him_ to remind her
-that she had, no matter how innocently, exposed herself to the jealous
-hatred of Francine. "Time will tell us, what we don't know now," he
-replied evasively.
-
-"You seem to have faith in time, Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"The greatest faith. Time is the inveterate enemy of deceit. Sooner or
-later, every hidden thing is a thing doomed to discovery."
-
-"Without exception?"
-
-"Yes," he answered positively, "without exception."
-
-At that moment Francine stopped and looked back at them. Did she think
-that Emily and Mirabel had been talking together long enough? Miss
-Plym--with the parsley still on her mind---advanced to consult Emil
-y's experience. The two walked on together, leaving Mirabel to overtake
-Francine. He saw, in her first look at him, the effort that it cost
-her to suppress those emotions which the pride of women is most deeply
-interested in concealing. Before a word had passed, he regretted that
-Emily had left them together.
-
-"I wish I had your cheerful disposition," she began, abruptly. "I am out
-of spirits or out of temper--I don't know which; and I don't know why.
-Do you ever trouble yourself with thinking of the future?"
-
-"As seldom as possible, Miss de Sor. In such a situation as mine, most
-people have prospects--I have none."
-
-He spoke gravely, conscious of not feeling at ease on his side. If
-he had been the most modest man that ever lived, he must have seen in
-Francine's face that she loved him.
-
-When they had first been presented to each other, she was still under
-the influence of the meanest instincts in her scheming and selfish
-nature. She had thought to herself, "With my money to help him, that
-man's celebrity would do the rest; the best society in England would be
-glad to receive Mirabel's wife." As the days passed, strong feeling
-had taken the place of those contemptible aspirations: Mirabel had
-unconsciously inspired the one passion which was powerful enough to
-master Francine--sensual passion. Wild hopes rioted in her. Measureless
-desires which she had never felt before, united themselves with
-capacities for wickedness, which had been the horrid growth of a few
-nights--capacities which suggested even viler attempts to rid herself
-of a supposed rivalry than slandering Emily by means of an anonymous
-letter. Without waiting for it to be offered, she took Mirabel's arm,
-and pressed it to her breast as they slowly walked on. The fear of
-discovery which had troubled her after she had sent her base letter to
-the post, vanished at that inspiriting moment. She bent her head near
-enough to him when he spoke to feel his breath on her face.
-
-"There is a strange similarity," she said softly, "between your position
-and mine. Is there anything cheering in _my_ prospects? I am far away
-from home--my father and mother wouldn't care if they never saw me
-again. People talk about my money! What is the use of money to such a
-lonely wretch as I am? Suppose I write to London, and ask the lawyer if
-I may give it all away to some deserving person? Why not to you?"
-
-"My dear Miss de Sor--!"
-
-"Is there anything wrong, Mr. Mirabel, in wishing that I could make you
-a prosperous man?"
-
-"You must not even talk of such a thing!"
-
-"How proud you are!" she said submissively.
-
-"Oh, I can't bear to think of you in that miserable village--a position
-so unworthy of your talents and your claims! And you tell me I must not
-talk about it. Would you have said that to Emily, if she was as anxious
-as I am to see you in your right place in the world?"
-
-"I should have answered her exactly as I have answered you."
-
-"She will never embarrass you, Mr. Mirabel, by being as sincere as I am.
-Emily can keep her own secrets."
-
-"Is she to blame for doing that?"
-
-"It depends on your feeling for her."
-
-"What feeling do you mean?"
-
-"Suppose you heard she was engaged to be married?" Francine suggested.
-
-Mirabel's manner--studiously cold and formal thus far--altered on a
-sudden. He looked with unconcealed anxiety at Francine. "Do you say that
-seriously?" he asked.
-
-"I said 'suppose.' I don't exactly know that she is engaged."
-
-"What _do_ you know?"
-
-"Oh, how interested you are in Emily! She is admired by some people. Are
-you one of them?"
-
-Mirabel's experience of women warned him to try silence as a means of
-provoking her into speaking plainly. The experiment succeeded: Francine
-returned to the question that he had put to her, and abruptly answered
-it.
-
-"You may believe me or not, as you like--I know of a man who is in love
-with her. He has had his opportunities; and he has made good use of
-them. Would you like to know who he is?"
-
-"I should like to know anything which you may wish to tell me." He did
-his best to make the reply in a tone of commonplace politeness--and he
-might have succeeded in deceiving a man. The woman's quicker ear told
-her that he was angry. Francine took the full advantage of that change
-in her favor.
-
-"I am afraid your good opinion of Emily will be shaken," she quietly
-resumed, "when I tell you that she has encouraged a man who is
-only drawing-master at a school. At the same time, a person in her
-circumstances--I mean she has no money--ought not to be very hard to
-please. Of course she has never spoken to you of Mr. Alban Morris?"
-
-"Not that I remember."
-
-Only four words--but they satisfied Francine.
-
-The one thing wanting to complete the obstacle which she had now placed
-in Emily's way, was that Alban Morris should enter on the scene. He
-might hesitate; but, if he was really fond of Emily, the anonymous
-letter would sooner or later bring him to Monksmoor. In the meantime,
-her object was gained. She dropped Mirabel's arm.
-
-"Here is the lodge," she said gayly--"I declare Cecilia has got an apron
-on already! Come, and cook."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIII. SOUNDING.
-
-Mirabel left Francine to enter the lodge by herself. His mind was
-disturbed: he felt the importance of gaining time for reflection before
-he and Emily met again.
-
-The keeper's garden was at the back of the lodge. Passing through the
-wicket-gate, he found a little summer-house at a turn in the path.
-Nobody was there: he went in and sat down.
-
-At intervals, he had even yet encouraged himself to underrate the true
-importance of the feeling which Emily had awakened in him. There was an
-end to all self-deception now. After what Francine had said to him, this
-shallow and frivolous man no longer resisted the all-absorbing influence
-of love. He shrank under the one terrible question that forced itself on
-his mind:--Had that jealous girl spoken the truth?
-
-In what process of investigation could he trust, to set this anxiety at
-rest? To apply openly to Emily would be to take a liberty, which Emily
-was the last person in the world to permit. In his recent intercourse
-with her he had felt more strongly than ever the importance of speaking
-with reserve. He had been scrupulously careful to take no unfair
-advantage of his opportunity, when he had removed her from the meeting,
-and when they had walked together, with hardly a creature to observe
-them, in the lonely outskirts of the town. Emily's gaiety and good humor
-had not led him astray: he knew that these were bad signs, viewed in the
-interests of love. His one hope of touching her deeper sympathies was
-to wait for the help that might yet come from time and chance. With a
-bitter sigh, he resigned himself to the necessity of being as agreeable
-and amusing as ever: it was just possible that he might lure her into
-alluding to Alban Morris, if he began innocently by making her laugh.
-
-As he rose to return to the lodge, the keeper's little terrier, prowling
-about the garden, looked into the summer-house. Seeing a stranger, the
-dog showed his teeth and growled.
-
-Mirabel shrank back against the wall behind him, trembling in every
-limb. His eyes stared in terror as the dog came nearer: barking in high
-triumph over the discovery of a frightened man whom he could bully.
-Mirabel called out for help. A laborer at work in the garden ran to the
-place--and stopped with a broad grin of amusement at seeing a grown man
-terrified by a barking dog. "Well," he said to himself, after Mirabel
-had passed out under protection, "there goes a coward if ever there was
-one yet!"
-
-Mirabel waited a minute behind the lodge to recover himself. He had been
-so completely unnerved that his hair was wet with perspiration. While
-he used his handkerchief, he shuddered at other recollections than the
-recollection of the dog. "After that night at the inn," he thought, "the
-least thing frightens me!"
-
-He was received by the young ladies with cries of derisive welcome. "Oh,
-for shame! for shame! here are the potatoes already cut, and nobody to
-fry them!"
-
-Mirabel assumed the mask of cheerfulness--with the desperate resolution
-of an actor, amusing his audience at a time of domestic distress. He
-astonished the keeper's wife by showing that he really knew how to use
-her frying-pan. Cecilia's omelet was tough--but the young ladies ate it.
-Emily's mayonnaise sauce was almost as liquid as water--they swallowed
-it nevertheless by the help of spoons. The potatoes followed, crisp and
-dry and delicious--and Mirabel became more popular than ever. "He is the
-only one of us," Cecilia sadly acknowledged, "who knows how to cook."
-
-When they all left the lodge for a stroll in the park, Francine attached
-herself to Cecilia and Miss Plym. She resigned Mirabel to Emily--in the
-happy belief that she had paved the way for a misunderstanding between
-them.
-
-The merriment at the luncheon table had revived Emily's good spirits.
-She had a light-hearted remembrance of the failure of her sauce. Mirabel
-saw her smiling to herself. "May I ask what amuses you?" he said.
-
-"I was thinking of the debt of gratitude that we owe to Mr. Wyvil," she
-replied. "If he had not persuaded you to return to Monksmoor, we should
-never have seen the famous Mr. Mirabel with a frying pan in his hand,
-and never have tasted the only good dish at our luncheon."
-
-Mirabel tried vainly to adopt his companion's easy tone. Now that he was
-alone with her, the doubts that Francine had aroused shook the prudent
-resolution at which he had arrived in the garden. He ran the risk, and
-told Emily plainly why he had returned to Mr. Wyvil's house.
-
-"Although I am sensible of our host's kindness," he answered, "I should
-have gone back to my parsonage--but for You."
-
-She declined to understand him seriously. "Then the affairs of your
-parish are neglected--and I am to blame!" she said.
-
-"Am I the first man who has neglected his duties for your sake?" he
-asked. "I wonder whether the masters at school had the heart to report
-you when you neglected your lessons?"
-
-She thought of Alban--and betrayed herself by a heightened color. The
-moment after, she changed the subject. Mirabel could no longer resist
-the conclusion that Francine had told him the truth.
-
-"When do you leave us," she inquired.
-
-"To-morrow is Saturday--I must go back as usual."
-
-"And how will your deserted parish receive you?"
-
-He made a desperate effort to be as amusing as usual.
-
-"I am sure of preserving my popularity," he said, "while I have a cask
-in the cellar, and a few spare sixpences in my pocket. The public spirit
-of my parishioners asks for nothing but money and beer. Before I went to
-that wearisome meeting, I told my housekeeper that I was going to make
-a speech about reform. She didn't know what I meant. I explained that
-reform might increase the number of British citizens who had the right
-of voting at elections for parliament. She brightened up directly. 'Ah,'
-she said, 'I've heard my husband talk about elections. The more there
-are of them (_he_ says) the more money he'll get for his vote. I'm all
-for reform.' On my way out of the house, I tried the man who works in
-my garden on the same subject. He didn't look at the matter from the
-housekeeper's sanguine point of view. 'I don't deny that parliament once
-gave me a good dinner for nothing at the public-house,' he admitted.
-'But that was years ago--and (you'll excuse me, sir) I hear nothing of
-another dinner to come. It's a matter of opinion, of course. I don't
-myself believe in reform.' There are specimens of the state of public
-spirit in our village!" He paused. Emily was listening--but he had not
-succeeded in choosing a subject that amused her. He tried a topic more
-nearly connected with his own interests; the topic of the future. "Our
-good friend has asked me to prolong my visit, after Sunday's duties are
-over," he said. "I hope I shall find you here, next week?"
-
-"Will the affairs of your parish allow you to come back?" Emily asked
-mischievously.
-
-"The affairs of my parish--if you force me to confess it--were only an
-excuse."
-
-"An excuse for what?"
-
-"An excuse for keeping away from Monksmoor--in the interests of my own
-tranquillity. The experiment has failed. While you are here, I can't
-keep away."
-
-She still declined to understand him seriously. "Must I tell you in
-plain words that flattery is thrown away on me?" she said.
-
-"Flattery is not offered to you," he answered gravely. "I beg your
-pardon for having led to the mistake by talking of myself." Having
-appealed to her indulgence by that act of submission, he ventured on
-another distant allusion to the man whom he hated and feared. "Shall I
-meet any friends of yours," he resumed, "when I return on Monday?"
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I only meant to ask if Mr. Wyvil expects any new guests?"
-
-As he put the question, Cecilia's voice was heard behind them, calling
-to Emily. They both turned round. Mr. Wyvil had joined his daughter and
-her two friends. He advanced to meet Emily.
-
-"I have some news for you that you little expect," he said. "A telegram
-has just arrived from Netherwoods. Mr. Alban Morris has got leave of
-absence, and is coming here to-morrow."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIV. COMPETING.
-
-Time at Monksmoor had advanced to the half hour before dinner, on
-Saturday evening.
-
-Cecilia and Francine, Mr. Wyvil and Mirabel, were loitering in the
-conservatory. In the drawing-room, Emily had been considerately left
-alone with Alban. He had missed the early train from Netherwoods; but
-he had arrived in time to dress for dinner, and to offer the necessary
-explanations.
-
-If it had been possible for Alban to allude to the anonymous letter, he
-might have owned that his first impulse had led him to destroy it, and
-to assert his confidence in Emily by refusing Mr. Wyvil's invitation.
-But try as he might to forget them, the base words that he had read
-remained in his memory. Irritating him at the outset, they had ended
-in rousing his jealousy. Under that delusive influence, he persuaded
-himself that he had acted, in the first instance, without due
-consideration. It was surely his interest--it might even be his duty--to
-go to Mr. Wyvil's house, and judge for himself. After some last wretched
-moments of hesitation, he had decided on effecting a compromise with
-his own better sense, by consulting Miss Ladd. That excellent lady did
-exactly what he had expected her to do. She made arrangements which
-granted him leave of absence, from the Saturday to the Tuesday
-following. The excuse which had served him, in telegraphing to Mr.
-Wyvil, must now be repeated, in accounting for his unexpected appearance
-to Emily. "I found a person to take charge of my class," he said; "and I
-gladly availed myself of the opportunity of seeing you again."
-
-After observing him attentively, while he was speaking to her, Emily
-owned, with her customary frankness, that she had noticed something in
-his manner which left her not quite at her ease.
-
-"I wonder," she said, "if there is any foundation for a doubt that has
-troubled me?" To his unutterable relief, she at once explained what the
-doubt was. "I am afraid I offended you, in replying to your letter about
-Miss Jethro."
-
-In this case, Alban could enjoy the luxury of speaking unreservedly. He
-confessed that Emily's letter had disappointed him.
-
-"I expected you to answer me with less reserve," he replied; "and I
-began to think I had acted rashly in writing to you at all. When there
-is a better opportunity, I may have a word to say--" He was apparently
-interrupted by something that he saw in the conservatory. Looking that
-way, Emily perceived that Mirabel was the object which had attracted
-Alban's attention. The vile anonymous letter was in his mind again.
-Without a preliminary word to prepare Emily, he suddenly changed the
-subject. "How do you like the clergyman?" he asked.
-
-"Very much indeed," she replied, without the slightest embarrassment.
-"Mr. Mirabel is clever and agreeable--and not at all spoiled by his
-success. I am sure," she said innocently, "you will like him too."
-
-Alban's face answered her unmistakably in the negative sense--but
-Emily's attention was drawn the other way by Francine. She joined them
-at the moment, on the lookout for any signs of an encouraging result
-which her treachery might already have produced. Alban had been inclined
-to suspect her when he had received the letter. He rose and bowed as she
-approached. Something--he was unable to realize what it was--told him,
-in the moment when they looked at each other, that his suspicion had hit
-the mark.
-
-In the conservatory the ever-amiable Mirabel had left his friends for
-a while in search of flowers for Cecilia. She turned to her father when
-they were alone, and asked him which of the gentlemen was to take her in
-to dinner--Mr. Mirabel or Mr. Morris?
-
-"Mr. Morris, of course," he answered. "He is the new guest--and he turns
-out to be more than the equal, socially-speaking, of our other friend.
-When I showed him his room, I asked if he was related to a man who
-bore the same name--a fellow student of mine, years and years ago, at
-college. He is my friend's younger son; one of a ruined family--but
-persons of high distinction in their day."
-
-Mirabel returned with the flowers, just as dinner was announced.
-
-"You are to take Emily to-day," Cecilia said to him, leading the way out
-of the conservatory. As they entered the drawing-room, Alban was just
-offering his arm to Emily. "Papa gives you to me, Mr. Morris," Cecilia
-explained pleasantly. Alban hesitated, apparently not understanding the
-allusion. Mirabel interfered with his best grace: "Mr. Wyvil offers
-you the honor of taking his daughter to the dining-room." Alban's face
-darkened ominously, as the elegant little clergyman gave his arm to
-Emily, and followed Mr. Wyvil and Francine out of the room. Cecilia
-looked at her silent and surly companion, and almost envied her lazy
-sister, dining--under cover of a convenient headache--in her own room.
-
-Having already made up his mind that Alban Morris required careful
-handling, Mirabel waited a little before he led the conversation as
-usual. Between the soup and the fish, he made an interesting confession,
-addressed to Emily in the strictest confidence.
-
-"I have taken a fancy to your friend Mr. Morris," he said. "First
-impressions, in my case, decide everything; I like people or dislike
-them on impulse. That man appeals to my sympathies. Is he a good
-talker?"
-
-"I should say Yes," Emily answered prettily, "if _you_ were not
-present."
-
-Mirabel was not to be beaten, even by a woman, in the art of paying
-compliments. He looked admiringly at Alban (sitting opposite to him),
-and said: "Let us listen."
-
-This flattering suggestion not only pleased Emily--it artfully served
-Mirabel's purpose. That is to say, it secured him an opportunity for
-observation of what was going on at the other side of the table.
-
-Alban's instincts as a gentleman had led him to control his irritation
-and to regret that he had suffered it to appear. Anxious to please, he
-presented himself at his best. Gentle Cecilia forgave and forgot the
-angry look which had startled her. Mr. Wyvil was delighted with the son
-of his old friend. Emily felt secretly proud of the good opinions which
-her admirer was gathering; and Francine saw with pleasure that he was
-asserting his claim to Emily's preference, in the way of all others
-which would be most likely to discourage his rival. These various
-impressions--produced while Alban's enemy was ominously silent--began
-to suffer an imperceptible change, from the moment when Mirabel decided
-that his time had come to take the lead. A remark made by Alban offered
-him the chance for which he had been on the watch. He agreed with the
-remark; he enlarged on the remark; he was brilliant and familiar, and
-instructive and amusing--and still it was all due to the remark. Alban's
-temper was once more severely tried. Mirabel's mischievous object had
-not escaped his penetration. He did his best to put obstacles in the
-adversary's way--and was baffled, time after time, with the readiest
-ingenuity. If he interrupted--the sweet-tempered clergyman submitted,
-and went on. If he differed--modest Mr. Mirabel said, in the most
-amiable manner, "I daresay I am wrong," and handled the topic from his
-opponent's point of view. Never had such a perfect Christian sat before
-at Mr. Wyvil's table: not a hard word, not an impatient look, escaped
-him. The longer Alban resisted, the more surely he lost ground in the
-general estimation. Cecilia was disappointed; Emily was grieved; Mr.
-Wyvil's favorable opinion began to waver; Francine was disgusted. When
-dinner was over, and the carriage was waiting to take the shepherd back
-to his flock by moonlight, Mirabel's triumph was complete. He had made
-Alban the innocent means of publicly exhibiting his perfect temper and
-perfect politeness, under their best and brightest aspect.
-
-So that day ended. Sunday promised to pass quietly, in the absence of
-Mirabel. The morning came--and it seemed doubtful whether the promise
-would be fulfilled.
-
-Francine had passed an uneasy night. No such encouraging result as she
-had anticipated had hitherto followed the appearance of Alban Morris
-at Monksmoor. He had clumsily allowed Mirabel to improve his
-position--while he had himself lost ground--in Emily's estimation. If
-this first disastrous consequence of the meeting between the two men was
-permitted to repeat itself on future occasions, Emily and Mirabel would
-be brought more closely together, and Alban himself would be the unhappy
-cause of it. Francine rose, on the Sunday morning, before the table
-was laid for breakfast--resolved to try the effect of a timely word of
-advice.
-
-Her bedroom was situated in the front of the house. The man she was
-looking for presently passed within her range of view from the window,
-on his way to take a morning walk in the park. She followed him
-immediately.
-
-"Good-morning, Mr. Morris."
-
-He raised his hat and bowed--without speaking, and without looking at
-her.
-
-"We resemble each other in one particular," she proceeded, graciously;
-"we both like to breathe the fresh air before breakfast."
-
-He said exactly what common politeness obliged him to say, and no
-more--he said, "Yes."
-
-Some girls might have been discouraged. Francine went on.
-
-"It is no fault of mine, Mr. Morris, that we have not been better
-friends. For some reason, into which I don't presume to inquire, you
-seem to distrust me. I really don't know what I have done to deserve
-it."
-
-"Are you sure of that?" he asked--eying her suddenly and searchingly as
-he spoke.
-
-Her hard face settled into a rigid look; her eyes met his eyes with a
-stony defiant stare. Now, for the first time, she knew that he suspected
-her of having written the anonymous letter. Every evil quality in
-her nature steadily defied him. A hardened old woman could not have
-sustained the shock of discovery with a more devilish composure than
-this girl displayed. "Perhaps you will explain yourself," she said.
-
-"I _have_ explained myself," he answered.
-
-"Then I must be content," she rejoined, "to remain in the dark. I had
-intended, out of my regard for Emily, to suggest that you might--with
-advantage to yourself, and to interests that are very dear to you--be
-more careful in your behavior to Mr. Mirabel. Are you disposed to listen
-to me?"
-
-"Do you wish me to answer that question plainly, Miss de Sor?"
-
-"I insist on your answering it plainly."
-
-"Then I am _not_ disposed to listen to you."
-
-"May I know why? or am I to be left in the dark again?"
-
-"You are to be left, if you please, to your own ingenuity."
-
-Francine looked at him, with a malignant smile. "One of these days, Mr.
-Morris--I will deserve your confidence in my ingenuity." She said it,
-and went back to the house.
-
-This was the only element of disturbance that troubled the perfect
-tranquillity of the day. What Francine had proposed to do, with the one
-idea of making Alban serve her purpose, was accomplished a few hours
-later by Emily's influence for good over the man who loved her.
-
-They passed the afternoon together uninterruptedly in the distant
-solitudes of the park. In the course of conversation Emily found an
-opportunity of discreetly alluding to Mirabel. "You mustn't be jealous
-of our clever little friend," she said; "I like him, and admire him;
-but--"
-
-"But you don't love him?"
-
-She smiled at the eager way in which Alban put the question.
-
-"There is no fear of that," she answered brightly.
-
-"Not even if you discovered that he loves you?"
-
-"Not even then. Are you content at last? Promise me not to be rude to
-Mr. Mirabel again."
-
-"For his sake?"
-
-"No--for my sake. I don't like to see you place yourself at a
-disadvantage toward another man; I don't like you to disappoint me."
-
-The happiness of hearing her say those words transfigured him--the
-manly beauty of his earlier and happier years seemed to have returned to
-Alban. He took her hand--he was too agitated to speak.
-
-"You are forgetting Mr. Mirabel," she reminded him gently.
-
-"I will be all that is civil and kind to Mr. Mirabel; I will like him
-and admire him as you do. Oh, Emily, are you a little, only a very
-little, fond of me?"
-
-"I don't quite know."
-
-"May I try to find out?"
-
-"How?" she asked.
-
-Her fair cheek was very near to him. The softly-rising color on it said,
-Answer me here--and he answered.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLV. MISCHIEF--MAKING.
-
-On Monday, Mirabel made his appearance--and the demon of discord
-returned with him.
-
-Alban had employed the earlier part of the day in making a sketch in the
-park--intended as a little present for Emily. Presenting himself in the
-drawing-room, when his work was completed, he found Cecilia and Francine
-alone. He asked where Emily was.
-
-The question had been addressed to Cecilia. Francine answered it.
-
-"Emily mustn't be disturbed," she said.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"She is with Mr. Mirabel in the rose garden. I saw them talking
-together--evidently feeling the deepest interest in what they were
-saying to each other. Don't interrupt them--you will only be in the
-way."
-
-Cecilia at once protested against this last assertion. "She is trying
-to make mischief, Mr. Morris--don't believe her. I am sure they will be
-glad to see you, if you join them in the garden."
-
-Francine rose, and left the room. She turned, and looked at Alban as she
-opened the door. "Try it," she said--"and you will find I am right."
-
-"Francine sometimes talks in a very ill-natured way," Cecilia gently
-remarked. "Do you think she means it, Mr. Morris?'
-
-"I had better not offer an opinion," Alban replied.
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I can't speak impartially; I dislike Miss de Sor."
-
-There was a pause. Alban's sense of self-respect forbade him to try the
-experiment which Francine had maliciously suggested. His thoughts--less
-easy to restrain--wandered in the direction of the garden. The attempt
-to make him jealous had failed; but he was conscious, at the same time,
-that Emily had disappointed him. After what they had said to each other
-in the park, she ought to have remembered that women are at the mercy of
-appearances. If Mirabel had something of importance to say to her,
-she might have avoided exposing herself to Francine's spiteful
-misconstruction: it would have been easy to arrange with Cecilia that a
-third person should be present at the interview.
-
-While he was absorbed in these reflections, Cecilia--embarrassed by
-the silence--was trying to find a topic of conversation. Alban roughly
-pushed his sketch-book away from him, on the table. Was he displeased
-with Emily? The same question had occurred to Cecilia at the time of the
-correspondence, on the subject of Miss Jethro. To recall those letters
-led her, by natural sequence, to another effort of memory. She was
-reminded of the person who had been the cause of the correspondence: her
-interest was revived in the mystery of Miss Jethro.
-
-"Has Emily told you that I have seen your letter?" she asked.
-
-He roused himself with a start. "I beg your pardon. What letter are you
-thinking of?"
-
-"I was thinking of the letter which mentions Miss Jethro's strange
-visit. Emily was so puzzled and so surprised that she showed it to
-me--and we both consulted my father. Have you spoken to Emily about Miss
-Jethro?"
-
-"I have tried--but she seemed to be unwilling to pursue the subject."
-
-"Have you made any discoveries since you wrote to Emily?"
-
-"No. The mystery is as impenetrable as ever."
-
-As he replied in those terms, Mirabel entered the conservatory from the
-garden, evidently on his way to the drawing-room.
-
-To see the man, whose introduction to Emily it had been Miss Jethro's
-mysterious object to prevent--at the very moment when he had been
-speaking of Miss Jethro herself--was, not only a temptation of
-curiosity, but a direct incentive (in Emily's own interests) to make an
-effort at discovery. Alban pursued the conversation with Cecilia, in a
-tone which was loud enough to be heard in the conservatory.
-
-"The one chance of getting any information that I can see," he
-proceeded, "is to speak to Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"I shall be only too glad, if I can be of any service to Miss Wyvil and
-Mr. Morris."
-
-With those obliging words, Mirabel made a dramatic entry, and looked at
-Cecilia with his irresistible smile. Startled by his sudden appearance,
-she unconsciously assisted Alban's design. Her silence gave him the
-opportunity of speaking in her place.
-
-"We were talking," he said quietly to Mirabel, "of a lady with whom you
-are acquainted."
-
-"Indeed! May I ask the lady's name?"
-
-"Miss Jethro."
-
-Mirabel sustained the shock with extraordinary self-possession--so far
-as any betrayal by sudden movement was concerned. But his color told the
-truth: it faded to paleness--it revealed, even to Cecilia's eyes, a man
-overpowered by fright.
-
-Alban offered him a chair. He refused to take it by a gesture. Alban
-tried an apology next. "I am afraid I have ignorantly revived some
-painful associations. Pray excuse me."
-
-The apology roused Mirabel: he felt the necessity of offering some
-explanation. In timid animals, the one defensive capacity which is
-always ready for action is cunning. Mirabel was too wily to dispute
-the inference--the inevitable inference--which any one must have
-drawn, after seeing the effect on him that the name of Miss Jethro had
-produced. He admitted that "painful associations" had been revived, and
-deplored the "nervous sensibility" which had permitted it to be seen.
-
-"No blame can possibly attach to _you_, my dear sir," he continued, in
-his most amiable manner. "Will it be indiscreet, on my part, if I ask
-how you first became acquainted with Miss Jethro?"
-
-"I first became acquainted with her at Miss Ladd's school," Alban
-answered. "She was, for a short time only, one of the teachers; and
-she left her situation rather suddenly." He paused--but Mirabel made
-no remark. "After an interval of a few months," he resumed, "I saw Miss
-Jethro again. She called on me at my lodgings, near Netherwoods."
-
-"Merely to renew your former acquaintance?"
-
-Mirabel made that inquiry with an eager anxiety for the reply which he
-was quite unable to conceal. Had he any reason to dread what Miss Jethro
-might have it in her power to say of him to another person? Alban was
-in no way pledged to secrecy, and he was determined to leave no means
-untried of throwing light on Miss Jethro's mysterious warning. He
-repeated the plain narrative of the interview, which he had communicated
-by letter to Emily. Mirabel listened without making any remark.
-
-"After what I have told you, can you give me no explanation?" Alban
-asked.
-
-"I am quite unable, Mr. Morris, to help you."
-
-Was he lying? or speaking, the truth? The impression produced on Alban
-was that he had spoken the truth.
-
-Women are never so ready as men to resign themselves to the
-disappointment of their hopes. Cecilia, silently listening up to this
-time, now ventured to speak--animated by her sisterly interest in Emily.
-
-"Can you not tell us," she said to Mirabel, "why Miss Jethro tried to
-prevent Emily Brown from meeting you here?"
-
-"I know no more of her motive than you do," Mirabel replied.
-
-Alban interposed. "Miss Jethro left me," he said, "with the
-intention--quite openly expressed--of trying to prevent you from
-accepting Mr. Wyvil's invitation. Did she make the attempt?"
-
-Mirabel admitted that she had made the attempt. "But," he added,
-"without mentioning Miss Emily's name. I was asked to postpone my visit,
-as a favor to herself, because she had her own reasons for wishing it. I
-had _my_ reasons" (he bowed with gallantry to Cecilia) "for being eager
-to have the honor of knowing Mr. Wyvil and his daughter; and I refused."
-
-Once more, the doubt arose: was he lying? or speaking the truth? And,
-once more, Alban could not resist the conclusion that he was speaking
-the truth.
-
-"There is one thing I should like to know," Mirabel continued, after
-some hesitation. "Has Miss Emily been informed of this strange affair?"
-
-"Certainly!"
-
-Mirabel seemed to be disposed to continue his inquiries--and suddenly
-changed his mind. Was he beginning to doubt if Alban had spoken without
-concealment, in describing Miss Jethro's visit? Was he still afraid of
-what Miss Jethro might have said of him? In any case, he changed the
-subject, and made an excuse for leaving the room.
-
-"I am forgetting my errand," he said to Alban. "Miss Emily was anxious
-to know if you had finished your sketch. I must tell her that you have
-returned."
-
-He bowed and withdrew.
-
-Alban rose to follow him--and checked himself.
-
-"No," he thought, "I trust Emily!" He sat down again by Cecilia's side.
-
-
-
-Mirabel had indeed returned to the rose garden. He found Emily employed
-as he had left her, in making a crown of roses, to be worn by Cecilia in
-the evening. But, in one other respect, there was a change. Francine was
-present.
-
-"Excuse me for sending you on a needless errand," Emily said to Mirabel;
-"Miss de Sor tells me Mr. Morris has finished his sketch. She left him
-in the drawing-room--why didn't you bring him here?"
-
-"He was talking with Miss Wyvil."
-
-Mirabel answered absently--with his eyes on Francine. He gave her one
-of those significant looks, which says to a third person, "Why are
-you here?" Francine's jealousy declined to understand him. He tried a
-broader hint, in words.
-
-"Are you going to walk in the garden?" he said.
-
-Francine was impenetrable. "No," she answered, "I am going to stay here
-with Emily."
-
-Mirabel had no choice but to yield. Imperative anxieties forced him
-to say, in Francine's presence, what he had hoped to say to Emily
-privately.
-
-"When I joined Miss Wyvil and Mr. Morris," he began, "what do you think
-they were doing? They were talking of--Miss Jethro."
-
-Emily dropped the rose-crown on her lap. It was easy to see that she had
-been disagreeably surprised.
-
-"Mr. Morris has told me the curious story of Miss Jethro's visit,"
-Mirabel continued; "but I am in some doubt whether he has spoken to me
-without reserve. Perhaps he expressed himself more freely when he spoke
-to _you_. Miss Jethro may have said something to him which tended to
-lower me in your estimation?"
-
-"Certainly not, Mr. Mirabel--so far as I know. If I had heard anything
-of the kind, I should have thought it my duty to tell you. Will it
-relieve your anxiety, if I go at once to Mr. Morris, and ask him plainly
-whether he has concealed anything from you or from me?"
-
-Mirabel gratefully kissed her hand. "Your kindness overpowers me," he
-said--speaking, for once, with true emotion.
-
-Emily immediately returned to the house. As soon as she was out of
-sight, Francine approached Mirabel, trembling with suppressed rage.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVI. PRETENDING.
-
-Miss de Sor began cautiously with an apology. "Excuse me, Mr. Mirabel,
-for reminding you of my presence."
-
-Mr. Mirabel made no reply.
-
-"I beg to say," Francine proceeded, "that I didn't intentionally see you
-kiss Emily's hand."
-
-Mirabel stood, looking at the roses which Emily had left on her chair,
-as completely absorbed in his own thoughts as if he had been alone in
-the garden.
-
-"Am I not even worth notice?" Francine asked. "Ah, I know to whom I
-am indebted for your neglect!" She took him familiarly by the arm, and
-burst into a harsh laugh. "Tell me now, in confidence--do you think
-Emily is fond of you?"
-
-The impression left by Emily's kindness was still fresh in Mirabel's
-memory: he was in no humor to submit to the jealous resentment of a
-woman whom he regarded with perfect indifference. Through the varnish
-of politeness which overlaid his manner, there rose to the surface the
-underlying insolence, hidden, on all ordinary occasions, from all human
-eyes. He answered Francine--mercilessly answered her--at last.
-
-"It is the dearest hope of my life that she may be fond of me," he said.
-
-Francine dropped his arm "And fortune favors your hopes," she added,
-with an ironical assumption of interest in Mirabel's prospects. "When
-Mr. Morris leaves us to-morrow, he removes the only obstacle you have to
-fear. Am I right?"
-
-"No; you are wrong."
-
-"In what way, if you please?"
-
-"In this way. I don't regard Mr. Morris as an obstacle. Emily is too
-delicate and too kind to hurt his feelings--she is not in love with him.
-There is no absorbing interest in her mind to divert her thoughts from
-me. She is idle and happy; she thoroughly enjoys her visit to this
-house, and I am associated with her enjoyment. There is my chance--!"
-
-He suddenly stopped. Listening to him thus far, unnaturally calm and
-cold, Francine now showed that she felt the lash of his contempt. A
-hideous smile passed slowly over her white face. It threatened the
-vengeance which knows no fear, no pity, no remorse--the vengeance of a
-jealous woman. Hysterical anger, furious language, Mirabel was prepared
-for. The smile frightened him.
-
-"Well?" she said scornfully, "why don't you go on?"
-
-A bolder man might still have maintained the audacious position which
-he had assumed. Mirabel's faint heart shrank from it. He was eager
-to shelter himself under the first excuse that he could find. His
-ingenuity, paralyzed by his fears, was unable to invent anything new. He
-feebly availed himself of the commonplace trick of evasion which he had
-read of in novels, and seen in action on the stage.
-
-"Is it possible," he asked, with an overacted assumption of surprise,
-"that you think I am in earnest?"
-
-In the case of any other person, Francine would have instantly seen
-through that flimsy pretense. But the love which accepts the meanest
-crumbs of comfort that can be thrown to it--which fawns and grovels
-and deliberately deceives itself, in its own intensely selfish
-interests--was the love that burned in Francine's breast. The wretched
-girl believed Mirabel with such an ecstatic sense of belief that she
-trembled in every limb, and dropped into the nearest chair.
-
-"_I_ was in earnest," she said faintly. "Didn't you see it?"
-
-He was perfectly shameless; he denied that he had seen it, in the most
-positive manner. "Upon my honor, I thought you were mystifying me, and I
-humored the joke."
-
-She sighed, and looking at him with an expression of tender reproach. "I
-wonder whether I can believe you," she said softly.
-
-"Indeed you may believe me!" he assured her.
-
-She hesitated--for the pleasure of hesitating. "I don't know. Emily is
-very much admired by some men. Why not by you?"
-
-"For the best of reasons," he answered "She is poor, and I am poor.
-Those are facts which speak for themselves."
-
-"Yes--but Emily is bent on attracting you. She would marry you
-to-morrow, if you asked her. Don't attempt to deny it! Besides, you
-kissed her hand."
-
-"Oh, Miss de Sor!"
-
-"Don't call me 'Miss de Sor'! Call me Francine. I want to know why you
-kissed her hand."
-
-He humored her with inexhaustible servility. "Allow me to kiss _your_
-hand, Francine!--and let me explain that kissing a lady's hand is only a
-form of thanking her for her kindness. You must own that Emily--"
-
-She interrupted him for the third time. "Emily?" she repeated. "Are you
-as familiar as that already? Does she call you 'Miles,' when you are
-by yourselves? Is there any effort at fascination which this charming
-creature has left untried? She told you no doubt what a lonely life she
-leads in her poor little home?"
-
-Even Mirabel felt that he must not permit this to pass.
-
-"She has said nothing to me about herself," he answered. "What I know of
-her, I know from Mr. Wyvil."
-
-"Oh, indeed! You asked Mr. Wyvil about her family, of course? What did
-he say?"
-
-"He said she lost her mother when she was a child--and he told me her
-father had died suddenly, a few years since, of heart complaint."
-
-"Well, and what else?--Never mind now! Here is somebody coming."
-
-The person was only one of the servants. Mirabel felt grateful to
-the man for interrupting them. Animated by sentiments of a precisely
-opposite nature, Francine spoke to him sharply.
-
-"What do you want here?"
-
-"A message, miss."
-
-"From whom?"
-
-"From Miss Brown."
-
-"For me?"
-
-"No, miss." He turned to Mirabel. "Miss Brown wishes to speak to you,
-sir, if you are not engaged."
-
-Francine controlled herself until the man was out of hearing.
-
-"Upon my word, this is too shameless!" she declared indignantly. "Emily
-can't leave you with me for five minutes, without wanting to see you
-again. If you go to her after all that you have said to me," she cried,
-threatening Mirabel with her outstretched hand, "you are the meanest of
-men!"
-
-He _was_ the meanest of men--he carried out his cowardly submission to
-the last extremity.
-
-"Only say what you wish me to do," he replied.
-
-Even Francine expected some little resistance from a creature bearing
-the outward appearance of a man. "Oh, do you really mean it?" she asked
-"I want you to disappoint Emily. Will you stay here, and let me make
-your excuses?"
-
-"I will do anything to please you."
-
-Francine gave him a farewell look. Her admiration made a desperate
-effort to express itself appropriately in words. "You are not a man,"
-she said, "you are an angel!"
-
-Left by himself, Mirabel sat down to rest. He reviewed his own conduct
-with perfect complacency. "Not one man in a hundred could have managed
-that she-devil as I have done," he thought. "How shall I explain matters
-to Emily?"
-
-Considering this question, he looked by chance at the unfinished
-crown of roses. "The very thing to help me!" he said--and took out his
-pocketbook, and wrote these lines on a blank page: "I have had a scene
-of jealousy with Miss de Sor, which is beyond all description. To spare
-_you_ a similar infliction, I have done violence to my own feelings.
-Instead of instantly obeying the message which you have so kindly sent
-to me, I remain here for a little while--entirely for your sake."
-
-Having torn out the page, and twisted it up among the roses, so that
-only a corner of the paper appeared in view, Mirabel called to a lad who
-was at work in the garden, and gave him his directions, accompanied by a
-shilling. "Take those flowers to the servants' hall, and tell one of the
-maids to put them in Miss Brown's room. Stop! Which is the way to the
-fruit garden?"
-
-The lad gave the necessary directions. Mirabel walked away slowly,
-with his hands in his pockets. His nerves had been shaken; he thought a
-little fruit might refresh him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVII. DEBATING.
-
-In the meanwhile Emily had been true to her promise to relieve Mirabel's
-anxieties, on the subject of Miss Jethro. Entering the drawing-room in
-search of Alban, she found him talking with Cecilia, and heard her own
-name mentioned as she opened the door.
-
-"Here she is at last!" Cecilia exclaimed. "What in the world has kept
-you all this time in the rose garden?"
-
-"Has Mr. Mirabel been more interesting than usual?" Alban asked gayly.
-Whatever sense of annoyance he might have felt in Emily's absence, was
-forgotten the moment she appeared; all traces of trouble in his face
-vanished when they looked at each other.
-
-"You shall judge for yourself," Emily replied with a smile. "Mr. Mirabel
-has been speaking to me of a relative who is very dear to him--his
-sister."
-
-Cecilia was surprised. "Why has he never spoken to _us_ of his sister?"
-she asked.
-
-"It's a sad subject to speak of, my dear. His sister lives a life of
-suffering--she has been for years a prisoner in her room. He writes to
-her constantly. His letters from Monksmoor have interested her, poor
-soul. It seems he said something about me--and she has sent a kind
-message, inviting me to visit her one of these days. Do you understand
-it now, Cecilia?"
-
-"Of course I do! Tell me--is Mr. Mirabel's sister older or younger than
-he is?"
-
-"Older."
-
-"Is she married?"
-
-"She is a widow."
-
-"Does she live with her brother?" Alban asked.
-
-"Oh, no! She has her own house--far away in Northumberland."
-
-"Is she near Sir Jervis Redwood?"
-
-"I fancy not. Her house is on the coast."
-
-"Any children?" Cecilia inquired.
-
-"No; she is quite alone. Now, Cecilia, I have told you all I know--and
-I have something to say to Mr. Morris. No, you needn't leave us; it's a
-subject in which you are interested. A subject," she repeated, turning
-to Alban, "which you may have noticed is not very agreeable to me."
-
-"Miss Jethro?" Alban guessed.
-
-"Yes; Miss Jethro."
-
-Cecilia's curiosity instantly asserted itself.
-
-"_We_ have tried to get Mr. Mirabel to enlighten us, and tried in vain,"
-she said. "You are a favorite. Have you succeeded?"
-
-"I have made no attempt to succeed," Emily replied. "My only object is
-to relieve Mr. Mirabel's anxiety, if I can--with your help, Mr. Morris."
-
-"In what way can I help you?"
-
-"You mustn't be angry."
-
-"Do I look angry?"
-
-"You look serious. It is a very simple thing. Mr. Mirabel is afraid that
-Miss Jethro may have said something disagreeable about him, which
-you might hesitate to repeat. Is he making himself uneasy without any
-reason?"
-
-"Without the slightest reason. I have concealed nothing from Mr.
-Mirabel."
-
-"Thank you for the explanation." She turned to Cecilia. "May I send
-one of the servants with a message? I may as well put an end to Mr.
-Mirabel's suspense."
-
-The man was summoned, and was dispatched with the message. Emily would
-have done well, after this, if she had abstained from speaking further
-of Miss Jethro. But Mirabel's doubts had, unhappily, inspired a
-similar feeling of uncertainty in her own mind. She was now disposed to
-attribute the tone of mystery in Alban's unlucky letter to some possible
-concealment suggested by regard for herself. "I wonder whether _I_ have
-any reason to feel uneasy?" she said--half in jest, half in earnest.
-
-"Uneasy about what?" Alban inquired.
-
-"About Miss Jethro, of course! Has she said anything of me which your
-kindness has concealed?"
-
-Alban seemed to be a little hurt by the doubt which her question
-implied. "Was that your motive," he asked, "for answering my letter as
-cautiously as if you had been writing to a stranger?"
-
-"Indeed you are quite wrong!" Emily earnestly assured him. "I was
-perplexed and startled--and I took Mr. Wyvil's advice, before I wrote to
-you. Shall we drop the subject?"
-
-Alban would have willingly dropped the subject--but for that unfortunate
-allusion to Mr. Wyvil. Emily had unconsciously touched him on a sore
-place. He had already heard from Cecilia of the consultation over his
-letter, and had disapproved of it. "I think you were wrong to trouble
-Mr. Wyvil," he said.
-
-The altered tone of his voice suggested to Emily that he would have
-spoken more severely, if Cecilia had not been in the room. She thought
-him needlessly ready to complain of a harmless proceeding--and she too
-returned to the subject, after having proposed to drop it not a minute
-since!
-
-"You didn't tell me I was to keep your letter a secret," she replied.
-
-Cecilia made matters worse--with the best intentions. "I'm sure, Mr.
-Morris, my father was only too glad to give Emily his advice."
-
-Alban remained silent--ungraciously silent as Emily thought, after Mr.
-Wyvil's kindness to him.
-
-"The thing to regret," she remarked, "is that Mr. Morris allowed Miss
-Jethro to leave him without explaining herself. In his place, I should
-have insisted on knowing why she wanted to prevent me from meeting Mr.
-Mirabel in this house."
-
-Cecilia made another unlucky attempt at judicious interference. This
-time, she tried a gentle remonstrance.
-
-"Remember, Emily, how Mr. Morris was situated. He could hardly be rude
-to a lady. And I daresay Miss Jethro had good reasons for not wishing to
-explain herself."
-
-Francine opened the drawing-room door and heard Cecilia's last words.
-
-"Miss Jethro again!" she exclaimed.
-
-"Where is Mr. Mirabel?" Emily asked. "I sent him a message."
-
-"He regrets to say he is otherwise engaged for the present," Francine
-replied with spiteful politeness. "Don't let me interrupt the
-conversation. Who is this Miss Jethro, whose name is on everybody's
-lips?"
-
-Alban could keep silent no longer. "We have done with the subject," he
-said sharply.
-
-"Because I am here?"
-
-"Because we have said more than enough about Miss Jethro already."
-
-"Speak for yourself, Mr. Morris," Emily answered, resenting the
-masterful tone which Alban's interference had assumed. "I have not done
-with Miss Jethro yet, I can assure you."
-
-"My dear, you don't know where she lives," Cecilia reminded her.
-
-"Leave me to discover it!" Emily answered hotly. "Perhaps Mr. Mirabel
-knows. I shall ask Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"I thought you would find a reason for returning to Mr. Mirabel,"
-Francine remarked.
-
-Before Emily could reply, one of the maids entered the room with a
-wreath of roses in her hand.
-
-"Mr. Mirabel sends you these flowers, miss," the woman said, addressing
-Emily. "The boy told me they were to be taken to your room. I thought it
-was a mistake, and I have brought them to you here."
-
-Francine, who happened to be nearest to the door, took the roses from
-the girl on pretense of handing them to Emily. Her jealous vigilance
-detected the one visible morsel of Mirabel's letter, twisted up with the
-flowers. Had Emily entrapped him into a secret correspondence with her?
-"A scrap of waste paper among your roses," she said, crumpling it up in
-her hand as if she meant to throw it away.
-
-But Emily was too quick for her. She caught Francine by the wrist.
-"Waste paper or not," she said; "it was among my flowers and it belongs
-to me."
-
-Francine gave up the letter, with a look which might have startled Emily
-if she had noticed it. She handed the roses to Cecilia. "I was making
-a wreath for you to wear this evening, my dear--and I left it in the
-garden. It's not quite finished yet."
-
-Cecilia was delighted. "How lovely it is!" she exclaimed. "And how
-very kind of you! I'll finish it myself." She turned away to the
-conservatory.
-
-"I had no idea I was interfering with a letter," said Francine; watching
-Emily with fiercely-attentive eyes, while she smoothed out the crumpled
-paper.
-
-Having read what Mirabel had written to her, Emily looked up, and saw
-that Alban was on the point of following Cecilia into the conservatory.
-He had noticed something in Francine's face which he was at a loss to
-understand, but which made her presence in the room absolutely hateful
-to him. Emily followed and spoke to him.
-
-"I am going back to the rose garden," she said.
-
-"For any particular purpose?" Alban inquired
-
-"For a purpose which, I am afraid, you won't approve of. I mean to ask
-Mr. Mirabel if he knows Miss Jethro's address."
-
-"I hope he is as ignorant of it as I am," Alban answered gravely.
-
-"Are we going to quarrel over Miss Jethro, as we once quarreled over
-Mrs. Rook?" Emily asked--with the readiest recovery of her good humor.
-"Come! come! I am sure you are as anxious, in your own private mind, to
-have this matter cleared up as I am."
-
-"With one difference--that I think of consequences, and you don't."
-He said it, in his gentlest and kindest manner, and stepped into the
-conservatory.
-
-"Never mind the consequences," she called after him, "if we can only get
-at the truth. I hate being deceived!"
-
-"There is no person living who has better reason than you have to say
-that."
-
-Emily looked round with a start. Alban was out of hearing. It was
-Francine who had answered her.
-
-"What do you mean?" she said.
-
-Francine hesitated. A ghastly paleness overspread her face.
-
-"Are you ill?" Emily asked.
-
-"No--I am thinking."
-
-After waiting for a moment in silence, Emily moved away toward the door
-of the drawing-room. Francine suddenly held up her hand.
-
-"Stop!" she cried.
-
-Emily stood still.
-
-"My mind is made up," Francine said.
-
-"Made up--to what?"
-
-"You asked what I meant, just now."
-
-"I did."
-
-"Well, my mind is made up to answer you. Miss Emily Brown, you are
-leading a sadly frivolous life in this house. I am going to give you
-something more serious to think about than your flirtation with Mr.
-Mirabel. Oh, don't be impatient! I am coming to the point. Without
-knowing it yourself, you have been the victim of deception for years
-past--cruel deception--wicked deception that puts on the mask of mercy."
-
-"Are you alluding to Miss Jethro?" Emily asked, in astonishment. "I
-thought you were strangers to each other. Just now, you wanted to know
-who she was."
-
-"I know nothing about her. I care nothing about her. I am not thinking
-of Miss Jethro."
-
-"Who are you thinking of?"
-
-"I am thinking," Francine answered, "of your dead father."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVIII. INVESTIGATING.
-
-Having revived his sinking energies in the fruit garden, Mirabel
-seated himself under the shade of a tree, and reflected on the critical
-position in which he was placed by Francine's jealousy.
-
-If Miss de Sor continued to be Mr. Wyvil's guest, there seemed to be no
-other choice before Mirabel than to leave Monksmoor--and to trust to
-a favorable reply to his sister's invitation for the free enjoyment of
-Emily's society under another roof. Try as he might, he could arrive
-at no more satisfactory conclusion than this. In his preoccupied state,
-time passed quickly. Nearly an hour had elapsed before he rose to return
-to the house.
-
-Entering the hall, he was startled by a cry of terror in a woman's
-voice, coming from the upper regions. At the same time Mr. Wyvil,
-passing along the bedroom corridor after leaving the music-room, was
-confronted by his daughter, hurrying out of Emily's bedchamber in such a
-state of alarm that she could hardly speak.
-
-"Gone!" she cried, the moment she saw her father.
-
-Mr. Wyvil took her in his arms and tried to compose her. "Who has gone?"
-he asked.
-
-"Emily! Oh, papa, Emily has left us! She has heard dreadful news--she
-told me so herself."
-
-"What news? How did she hear it?"
-
-"I don't know how she heard it. I went back to the drawing-room to show
-her my roses--"
-
-"Was she alone?"
-
-"Yes! She frightened me--she seemed quite wild. She said, 'Let me be by
-myself; I shall have to go home.' She kissed me--and ran up to her room.
-Oh, I am such a fool! Anybody else would have taken care not to lose
-sight of her."
-
-"How long did you leave her by herself?"
-
-"I can't say. I thought I would go and tell you. And then I got anxious
-about her, and knocked at her door, and looked into the room. Gone!
-Gone!"
-
-Mr. Wyvil rang the bell and confided Cecilia to the care of her maid.
-Mirabel had already joined him in the corridor. They went downstairs
-together and consulted with Alban. He volunteered to make immediate
-inquiries at the railway station. Mr. Wyvil followed him, as far as the
-lodge gate which opened on the highroad--while Mirabel went to a second
-gate, at the opposite extremity of the park.
-
-Mr. Wyvil obtained the first news of Emily. The lodge keeper had seen
-her pass him, on her way out of the park, in the greatest haste. He had
-called after her, "Anything wrong, miss?" and had received no reply.
-Asked what time had elapsed since this had happened, he was too confused
-to be able to answer with any certainty. He knew that she had taken the
-road which led to the station--and he knew no more.
-
-Mr. Wyvil and Mirabel met again at the house, and instituted an
-examination of the servants. No further discoveries were made.
-
-The question which occurred to everybody was suggested by the words
-which Cecilia had repeated to her father. Emily had said she had "heard
-dreadful news"--how had that news reached her? The one postal delivery
-at Monksmoor was in the morning. Had any special messenger arrived, with
-a letter for Emily? The servants were absolutely certain that no such
-person had entered the house. The one remaining conclusion suggested
-that somebody must have communicated the evil tidings by word of mouth.
-But here again no evidence was to be obtained. No visitor had called
-during the day, and no new guests had arrived. Investigation was
-completely baffled.
-
-Alban returned from the railway, with news of the fugitive.
-
-He had reached the station, some time after the departure of the London
-train. The clerk at the office recognized his description of Emily, and
-stated that she had taken her ticket for London. The station-master had
-opened the carriage door for her, and had noticed that the young lady
-appeared to be very much agitated. This information obtained, Alban had
-dispatched a telegram to Emily--in Cecilia's name: "Pray send us a
-few words to relieve our anxiety, and let us know if we can be of any
-service to you."
-
-This was plainly all that could be done--but Cecilia was not satisfied.
-If her father had permitted it, she would have followed Emily. Alban
-comforted her. He apologized to Mr. Wyvil for shortening his visit, and
-announced his intention of traveling to London by the next train. "We
-may renew our inquiries to some advantage," he added, after hearing what
-had happened in his absence, "if we can find out who was the last person
-who saw her, and spoke to her, before your daughter found her alone in
-the drawing-room. When I went out of the room, I left her with Miss de
-Sor."
-
-The maid who waited on Miss de Sor was sent for. Francine had been out,
-by herself, walking in the park. She was then in her room, changing her
-dress. On hearing of Emily's sudden departure, she had been (as the
-maid reported) "much shocked and quite at a loss to understand what it
-meant."
-
-Joining her friends a few minutes later, Francine presented, so far
-as personal appearance went, a strong contrast to the pale and anxious
-faces round her. She looked wonderfully well, after her walk. In other
-respects, she was in perfect harmony with the prevalent feeling. She
-expressed herself with the utmost propriety; her sympathy moved poor
-Cecilia to tears.
-
-"I am sure, Miss de Sor, you will try to help us?" Mr. Wyvil began
-
-"With the greatest pleasure," Francine answered.
-
-"How long were you and Miss Emily Brown together, after Mr. Morris left
-you?"
-
-"Not more than a quarter of an hour, I should think."
-
-"Did anything remarkable occur in the course of conversation?"
-
-"Nothing whatever."
-
-Alban interfered for the first time. "Did you say anything," he asked,
-"which agitated or offended Miss Brown?"
-
-"That's rather an extraordinary question," Francine remarked.
-
-"Have you no other answer to give?" Alban inquired.
-
-"I answer--No!" she said, with a sudden outburst of anger.
-
-There, the matter dropped. While she spoke in reply to Mr. Wyvil,
-Francine had confronted him without embarrassment. When Alban
-interposed, she never looked at him--except when he provoked her to
-anger. Did she remember that the man who was questioning her, was also
-the man who had suspected her of writing the anonymous letter? Alban
-was on his guard against himself, knowing how he disliked her. But the
-conviction in his own mind was not to be resisted. In some unimaginable
-way, Francine was associated with Emily's flight from the house.
-
-The answer to the telegram sent from the railway station had not
-arrived, when Alban took his departure for London. Cecilia's suspense
-began to grow unendurable: she looked to Mirabel for comfort, and found
-none. His office was to console, and his capacity for performing that
-office was notorious among his admirers; but he failed to present
-himself to advantage, when Mr. Wyvil's lovely daughter had need of his
-services. He was, in truth, too sincerely anxious and distressed to be
-capable of commanding his customary resources of ready-made sentiment
-and fluently-pious philosophy. Emily's influence had awakened the only
-earnest and true feeling which had ever ennobled the popular preacher's
-life.
-
-Toward evening, the long-expected telegram was received at last. What
-could be said, under the circumstances, it said in these words:
-
-"Safe at home--don't be uneasy about me--will write soon."
-
-With that promise they were, for the time, forced to be content.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE FIFTH--THE COTTAGE.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIX. EMILY SUFFERS.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother--left in charge of Emily's place of abode, and feeling
-sensible of her lonely position from time to time--had just thought of
-trying the cheering influence of a cup of tea, when she heard a cab draw
-up at the cottage gate. A violent ring at the bell followed. She opened
-the door--and found Emily on the steps. One look at that dear and
-familiar face was enough for the old servant.
-
-"God help us," she cried, "what's wrong now?"
-
-Without a word of reply, Emily led the way into the bedchamber which had
-been the scene of Miss Letitia's death. Mrs. Ellmother hesitated on the
-threshold.
-
-"Why do you bring me in here?" she asked.
-
-"Why did you try to keep me out?" Emily answered.
-
-"When did I try to keep you out, miss?"
-
-"When I came home from school, to nurse my aunt. Ah, you remember now!
-Is it true--I ask you here, where your old mistress died--is it true
-that my aunt deceived me about my father's death? And that you knew it?"
-
-There was dead silence. Mrs. Ellmother trembled horribly--her lips
-dropped apart--her eyes wandered round the room with a stare of idiotic
-terror. "Is it her ghost tells you that?" she whispered. "Where is her
-ghost? The room whirls round and round, miss--and the air sings in my
-ears."
-
-Emily sprang forward to support her. She staggered to a chair, and
-lifted her great bony hands in wild entreaty. "Don't frighten me," she
-said. "Stand back."
-
-Emily obeyed her. She dashed the cold sweat off her forehead. "You were
-talking about your father's death just now," she burst out, in desperate
-defiant tones. "Well! we know it and we are sorry for it--your father
-died suddenly."
-
-"My father died murdered in the inn at Zeeland! All the long way to
-London, I have tried to doubt it. Oh, me, I know it now!"
-
-Answering in those words, she looked toward the bed. Harrowing
-remembrances of her aunt's delirious self-betrayal made the room
-unendurable to her. She ran out. The parlor door was open. Entering the
-room, she passed by a portrait of her father, which her aunt had hung
-on the wall over the fireplace. She threw herself on the sofa and burst
-into a passionate fit of crying. "Oh, my father--my dear, gentle, loving
-father; my first, best, truest friend--murdered! murdered! Oh, God,
-where was your justice, where was your mercy, when he died that dreadful
-death?"
-
-A hand was laid on her shoulder; a voice said to her, "Hush, my child!
-God knows best."
-
-Emily looked up, and saw that Mrs. Ellmother had followed her. "You
-poor old soul," she said, suddenly remembering; "I frightened you in the
-other room."
-
-"I have got over it, my dear. I am old; and I have lived a hard life.
-A hard life schools a person. I make no complaints." She stopped, and
-began to shudder again. "Will you believe me if I tell you something?"
-she asked. "I warned my self-willed mistress. Standing by your father's
-coffin, I warned her. Hide the truth as you may (I said), a time will
-come when our child will know what you are keeping from her now. One or
-both of us may live to see it. I am the one who has lived; no refuge
-in the grave for me. I want to hear about it--there's no fear of
-frightening or hurting me now. I want to hear how you found it out. Was
-it by accident, my dear? or did a person tell you?"
-
-Emily's mind was far away from Mrs. Ellmother. She rose from the sofa,
-with her hands held fast over her aching heart.
-
-"The one duty of my life," she said--"I am thinking of the one duty of
-my life. Look! I am calm now; I am resigned to my hard lot. Never, never
-again, can the dear memory of my father be what it was! From this time,
-it is the horrid memory of a crime. The crime has gone unpunished; the
-man has escaped others. He shall not escape Me." She paused, and looked
-at Mrs. Ellmother absently. "What did you say just now? You want to hear
-how I know what I know? Naturally! naturally! Sit down here--sit
-down, my old friend, on the sofa with me--and take your mind back to
-Netherwoods. Alban Morris--"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother recoiled from Emily in dismay. "Don't tell me _he_ had
-anything to do with it! The kindest of men; the best of men!"
-
-"The man of all men living who least deserves your good opinion or
-mine," Emily answered sternly.
-
-"You!" Mrs. Ellmother exclaimed, "_you_ say that!"
-
-"I say it. He--who won on me to like him--he was in the conspiracy to
-deceive me; and you know it! He heard me talk of the newspaper story of
-the murder of my father--I say, he heard me talk of it composedly, talk
-of it carelessly, in the innocent belief that it was the murder of
-a stranger--and he never opened his lips to prevent that horrid
-profanation! He never even said, speak of something else; I won't hear
-you! No more of him! God forbid I should ever see him again. No! Do
-what I told you. Carry your mind back to Netherwoods. One night you let
-Francine de Sor frighten you. You ran away from her into the garden.
-Keep quiet! At your age, must I set you an example of self-control?
-
-"I want to know, Miss Emily, where Francine de Sor is now?"
-
-"She is at the house in the country, which I have left."
-
-"Where does she go next, if you please? Back to Miss Ladd?"
-
-"I suppose so. What interest have you in knowing where she goes next?"
-
-"I won't interrupt you, miss. It's true that I ran away into the garden.
-I can guess who followed me. How did she find her way to me and Mr.
-Morris, in the dark?"
-
-"The smell of tobacco guided her--she knew who smoked--she had seen him
-talking to you, on that very day--she followed the scent--she heard what
-you two said to each other--and she has repeated it to me. Oh, my old
-friend, the malice of a revengeful girl has enlightened me, when you,
-my nurse--and he, my lover--left me in the dark: it has told me how my
-father died!"
-
-"That's said bitterly, miss!"
-
-"Is it said truly?"
-
-"No. It isn't said truly of myself. God knows you would never have
-been kept in the dark, if your aunt had listened to me. I begged and
-prayed--I went down on my knees to her--I warned her, as I told you just
-now. Must I tell _you_ what a headstrong woman Miss Letitia was? She
-insisted. She put the choice before me of leaving her at once and
-forever--or giving in. I wouldn't have given in to any other creature on
-the face of this earth. I am obstinate, as you have often told me.
-Well, your aunt's obstinacy beat mine; I was too fond of her to say No.
-Besides, if you ask me who was to blame in the first place, I tell you
-it wasn't your aunt; she was frightened into it."
-
-"Who frightened her?"
-
-"Your godfather--the great London surgeon--he who was visiting in our
-house at the time."
-
-"Sir Richard?"
-
-"Yes--Sir Richard. He said he wouldn't answer for the consequences, in
-the delicate state of your health, if we told you the truth. Ah, he had
-it all his own way after that. He went with Miss Letitia to the inquest;
-he won over the coroner and the newspaper men to his will; he kept your
-aunt's name out of the papers; he took charge of the coffin; he
-hired the undertaker and his men, strangers from London; he wrote the
-certificate--who but he! Everybody was cap in hand to the famous man!"
-
-"Surely, the servants and the neighbors asked questions?"
-
-"Hundreds of questions! What did that matter to Sir Richard? They were
-like so many children, in _his_ hands. And, mind you, the luck helped
-him. To begin with, there was the common name. Who was to pick out your
-poor father among the thousands of James Browns? Then, again, the house
-and lands went to the male heir, as they called him--the man your father
-quarreled with in the bygone time. He brought his own establishment
-with him. Long before you got back from the friends you were staying
-with--don't you remember it?--we had cleared out of the house; we
-were miles and miles away; and the old servants were scattered abroad,
-finding new situations wherever they could. How could you suspect us?
-We had nothing to fear in that way; but my conscience pricked me. I made
-another attempt to prevail on Miss Letitia, when you had recovered
-your health. I said, 'There's no fear of a relapse now; break it to her
-gently, but tell her the truth.' No! Your aunt was too fond of you. She
-daunted me with dreadful fits of crying, when I tried to persuade her.
-And that wasn't the worst of it. She bade me remember what an excitable
-man your father was--she reminded me that the misery of your mother's
-death laid him low with brain fever--she said, 'Emily takes after her
-father; I have heard you say it yourself; she has his constitution, and
-his sensitive nerves. Don't you know how she loved him--how she talks
-of him to this day? Who can tell (if we are not careful) what dreadful
-mischief we may do?' That was how my mistress worked on me. I got
-infected with her fears; it was as if I had caught an infection of
-disease. Oh, my dear, blame me if it must be; but don't forget how I
-have suffered for it since! I was driven away from my dying mistress, in
-terror of what she might say, while you were watching at her bedside. I
-have lived in fear of what you might ask me--and have longed to go back
-to you--and have not had the courage to do it. Look at me now!"
-
-The poor woman tried to take out her handkerchief; her quivering hand
-helplessly entangled itself in her dress. "I can't even dry my eyes,"
-she said faintly. "Try to forgive me, miss!"
-
-Emily put her arms round the old nurse's neck. "It is _you_," she said
-sadly, "who must forgive me."
-
-For a while they were silent. Through the window that was open to
-the little garden, came the one sound that could be heard--the gentle
-trembling of leaves in the evening wind.
-
-The silence was harshly broken by the bell at the cottage door. They
-both started.
-
-Emily's heart beat fast. "Who can it be?" she said.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother rose. "Shall I say you can't see anybody?" she asked,
-before leaving the room.
-
-"Yes! yes!"
-
-Emily heard the door opened--heard low voices in the passage. There was
-a momentary interval. Then, Mrs. Ellmother returned. She said nothing.
-Emily spoke to her.
-
-"Is it a visitor?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Have you said I can't see anybody?"
-
-"I couldn't say it."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Don't be hard on him, my dear. It's Mr. Alban Morris."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER L. MISS LADD ADVISES.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother sat by the dying embers of the kitchen fire; thinking
-over the events of the day in perplexity and distress.
-
-She had waited at the cottage door for a friendly word with Alban, after
-he had left Emily. The stern despair in his face warned her to let him
-go in silence. She had looked into the parlor next. Pale and cold, Emily
-lay on the sofa--sunk in helpless depression of body and mind. "Don't
-speak to me," she whispered; "I am quite worn out." It was but too plain
-that the view of Alban's conduct which she had already expressed, was
-the view to which she had adhered at the interview between them. They
-had parted in grief---perhaps in anger--perhaps forever. Mrs. Ellmother
-lifted Emily in compassionate silence, and carried her upstairs, and
-waited by her until she slept.
-
-In the still hours of the night, the thoughts of the faithful old
-servant--dwelling for a while on past and present--advanced, by slow
-degrees, to consideration of the doubtful future. Measuring, to the best
-of her ability, the responsibility which had fallen on her, she felt
-that it was more than she could bear, or ought to bear, alone. To whom
-could she look for help?
-
-The gentlefolks at Monksmoor were strangers to her. Doctor Allday was
-near at hand--but Emily had said, "Don't send for him; he will torment
-me with questions--and I want to keep my mind quiet, if I can." But
-one person was left, to whose ever-ready kindness Mrs. Ellmother could
-appeal--and that person was Miss Ladd.
-
-It would have been easy to ask the help of the good schoolmistress in
-comforting and advising the favorite pupil whom she loved. But Mrs.
-Ellmother had another object in view: she was determined that the
-cold-blooded cruelty of Emily's treacherous friend should not be allowed
-to triumph with impunity. If an ignorant old woman could do nothing
-else, she could tell the plain truth, and could leave Miss Ladd to
-decide whether such a person as Francine deserved to remain under her
-care.
-
-To feel justified in taking this step was one thing: to put it all
-clearly in writing was another. After vainly making the attempt
-overnight, Mrs. Ellmother tore up her letter, and communicated with Miss
-Ladd by means of a telegraphic message, in the morning. "Miss Emily is
-in great distress. I must not leave her. I have something besides to say
-to you which cannot be put into a letter. Will you please come to us?"
-
-Later in the forenoon, Mrs. Ellmother was called to the door by the
-arrival of a visitor. The personal appearance of the stranger impressed
-her favorably. He was a handsome little gentleman; his manners were
-winning, and his voice was singularly pleasant to hear.
-
-"I have come from Mr. Wyvil's house in the country," he said; "and I
-bring a letter from his daughter. May I take the opportunity of asking
-if Miss Emily is well?"
-
-"Far from it, sir, I am sorry to say. She is so poorly that she keeps
-her bed."
-
-At this reply, the visitor's face revealed such sincere sympathy and
-regret, that Mrs. Ellmother was interested in him: she added a word
-more. "My mistress has had a hard trial to bear, sir. I hope there is no
-bad news for her in the young lady's letter?"
-
-"On the contrary, there is news that she will be glad to hear--Miss
-Wyvil is coming here this evening. Will you excuse my asking if Miss
-Emily has had medical advice?"
-
-"She won't hear of seeing the doctor, sir. He's a good friend of
-hers--and he lives close by. I am unfortunately alone in the house. If I
-could leave her, I would go at once and ask his advice."
-
-"Let _me_ go!" Mirabel eagerly proposed.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's face brightened. "That's kindly thought of, sir--if you
-don't mind the trouble."
-
-"My good lady, nothing is a trouble in your young mistress's service.
-Give me the doctor's name and address--and tell me what to say to him."
-
-"There's one thing you must be careful of," Mrs. Ellmother answered. "He
-mustn't come here, as if he had been sent for--she would refuse to see
-him."
-
-Mirabel understood her. "I will not forget to caution him. Kindly tell
-Miss Emily I called--my name is Mirabel. I will return to-morrow."
-
-He hastened away on his errand--only to find that he had arrived too
-late. Doctor Allday had left London; called away to a serious case of
-illness. He was not expected to get back until late in the afternoon.
-Mirabel left a message, saying that he would return in the evening.
-
-The next visitor who arrived at the cottage was the trusty friend, in
-whose generous nature Mrs. Ellmother had wisely placed confidence. Miss
-Ladd had resolved to answer the telegram in person, the moment she read
-it.
-
-"If there is bad news," she said, "let me hear it at once. I am not well
-enough to bear suspense; my busy life at the school is beginning to tell
-on me."
-
-"There is nothing that need alarm you, ma'am--but there is a great
-deal to say, before you see Miss Emily. My stupid head turns giddy with
-thinking of it. I hardly know where to begin."
-
-"Begin with Emily," Miss Ladd suggested.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother took the advice. She described Emily's unexpected arrival
-on the previous day; and she repeated what had passed between them
-afterward. Miss Ladd's first impulse, when she had recovered her
-composure, was to go to Emily without waiting to hear more. Not
-presuming to stop her, Mrs. Ellmother ventured to put a question "Do
-you happen to have my telegram about you, ma'am?" Miss Ladd produced it.
-"Will you please look at the last part of it again?"
-
-Miss Ladd read the words: "I have something besides to say to you which
-cannot be put into a letter." She at once returned to her chair.
-
-"Does what you have still to tell me refer to any person whom I know?"
-she said.
-
-"It refers, ma'am, to Miss de Sor. I am afraid I shall distress you."
-
-"What did I say, when I came in?" Miss Ladd asked. "Speak out plainly;
-and try--it's not easy, I know--but try to begin at the beginning."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother looked back through her memory of past events, and
-began by alluding to the feeling of curiosity which she had excited in
-Francine, on the day when Emily had made them known to one another.
-From this she advanced to the narrative of what had taken place at
-Netherwoods--to the atrocious attempt to frighten her by means of
-the image of wax--to the discovery made by Francine in the garden at
-night--and to the circumstances under which that discovery had been
-communicated to Emily.
-
-Miss Ladd's face reddened with indignation. "Are you sure of all that
-you have said?" she asked.
-
-"I am quite sure, ma'am. I hope I have not done wrong," Mrs. Ellmother
-added simply, "in telling you all this?"
-
-"Wrong?" Miss Ladd repeated warmly. "If that wretched girl has no
-defense to offer, she is a disgrace to my school--and I owe you a debt
-of gratitude for showing her to me in her true character. She shall
-return at once to Netherwoods; and she shall answer me to my entire
-satisfaction--or leave my house. What cruelty! what duplicity! In all my
-experience of girls, I have never met with the like of it. Let me go to
-my dear little Emily--and try to forget what I have heard."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother led the good lady to Emily's room--and, returning to the
-lower part of the house, went out into the garden. The mental effort
-that she had made had left its result in an aching head, and in an
-overpowering sense of depression. "A mouthful of fresh air will revive
-me," she thought.
-
-The front garden and back garden at the cottage communicated with each
-other. Walking slowly round and round, Mrs. Ellmother heard footsteps
-on the road outside, which stopped at the gate. She looked through the
-grating, and discovered Alban Morris.
-
-"Come in, sir!" she said, rejoiced to see him. He obeyed in silence. The
-full view of his face shocked Mrs. Ellmother. Never in her experience of
-the friend who had been so kind to her at Netherwoods, had he looked so
-old and so haggard as he looked now. "Oh, Mr. Alban, I see how she
-has distressed you! Don't take her at her word. Keep a good heart,
-sir--young girls are never long together of the same mind."
-
-Alban gave her his hand. "I mustn't speak about it," he said. "Silence
-helps me to bear my misfortune as becomes a man. I have had some hard
-blows in my time: they don't seem to have blunted my sense of feeling
-as I thought they had. Thank God, she doesn't know how she has made me
-suffer! I want to ask her pardon for having forgotten myself yesterday.
-I spoke roughly to her, at one time. No: I won't intrude on her; I have
-said I am sorry, in writing. Do you mind giving it to her? Good-by--and
-thank you. I mustn't stay longer; Miss Ladd expects me at Netherwoods."
-
-"Miss Ladd is in the house, sir, at this moment."
-
-"Here, in London!"
-
-"Upstairs, with Miss Emily."
-
-"Upstairs? Is Emily ill?"
-
-"She is getting better, sir. Would you like to see Miss Ladd?"
-
-"I should indeed! I have something to say to her--and time is of
-importance to me. May I wait in the garden?"
-
-"Why not in the parlor, sir?"
-
-"The parlor reminds me of happier days. In time, I may have courage
-enough to look at the room again. Not now."
-
-"If she doesn't make it up with that good man," Mrs. Ellmother thought,
-on her way back to the house, "my nurse-child is what I have never
-believed her to be yet--she's a fool."
-
-In half an hour more, Miss Ladd joined Alban on the little plot of grass
-behind the cottage. "I bring Emily's reply to your letter," she said.
-"Read it, before you speak to me."
-
-Alban read it: "Don't suppose you have offended me--and be assured that
-I feel gratefully the tone in which your note is written. I try to write
-forbearingly on my side; I wish I could write acceptably as well. It is
-not to be done. I am as unable as ever to enter into your motives. You
-are not my relation; you were under no obligation of secrecy: you heard
-me speak ignorantly of the murder of my father, as if it had been the
-murder of a stranger; and yet you kept me--deliberately, cruelly kept
-me--deceived! The remembrance of it burns me like fire. I cannot--oh,
-Alban, I cannot restore you to the place in my estimation which you have
-lost! If you wish to help me to bear my trouble, I entreat you not to
-write to me again."
-
-Alban offered the letter silently to Miss Ladd. She signed to him to
-keep it.
-
-"I know what Emily has written," she said; "and I have told her, what I
-now tell you--she is wrong; in every way, wrong. It is the misfortune
-of her impetuous nature that she rushes to conclusions--and those
-conclusions once formed, she holds to them with all the strength of her
-character. In this matter, she has looked at her side of the question
-exclusively; she is blind to your side."
-
-"Not willfully!" Alban interposed.
-
-Miss Ladd looked at him with admiration. "You defend Emily?" she said.
-
-"I love her," Alban answered.
-
-Miss Ladd felt for him, as Mrs. Ellmother had felt for him. "Trust to
-time, Mr. Morris," she resumed. "The danger to be afraid of is--the
-danger of some headlong action, on her part, in the interval. Who can
-say what the end may be, if she persists in her present way of thinking?
-There is something monstrous, in a young girl declaring that it is _her_
-duty to pursue a murderer, and to bring him to justice! Don't you see it
-yourself?"
-
-Alban still defended Emily. "It seems to me to be a natural impulse,"
-he said--"natural, and noble."
-
-"Noble!" Miss Ladd exclaimed.
-
-"Yes--for it grows out of the love which has not died with her father's
-death."
-
-"Then you encourage her?"
-
-"With my whole heart--if she would give me the opportunity!"
-
-"We won't pursue the subject, Mr. Morris. I am told by Mrs. Ellmother
-that you have something to say to me. What is it?"
-
-"I have to ask you," Alban replied, "to let me resign my situation at
-Netherwoods."
-
-Miss Ladd was not only surprised; she was also--a very rare thing with
-her--inclined to be suspicious. After what he had said to Emily, it
-occurred to her that Alban might be meditating some desperate project,
-with the hope of recovering his lost place in her favor.
-
-"Have you heard of some better employment?" she asked.
-
-"I have heard of no employment. My mind is not in a state to give the
-necessary attention to my pupils."
-
-"Is that your only reason for wishing to leave me?"
-
-"It is one of my reasons."
-
-"The only one which you think it necessary to mention?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I shall be sorry to lose you, Mr. Morris."
-
-"Believe me, Miss Ladd, I am not ungrateful for your kindness."
-
-"Will you let me, in all kindness, say something more?" Miss Ladd
-answered. "I don't intrude on your secrets--I only hope that you have no
-rash project in view."
-
-"I don't understand you, Miss Ladd."
-
-"Yes, Mr. Morris--you do."
-
-She shook hands with him--and went back to Emily.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LI. THE DOCTOR SEES.
-
-Alban returned to Netherwoods--to continue his services, until another
-master could be found to take his place.
-
-By a later train Miss Ladd followed him. Emily was too well aware of the
-importance of the mistress's presence to the well-being of the school,
-to permit her to remain at the cottage. It was understood that they were
-to correspond, and that Emily's room was waiting for her at Netherwoods,
-whenever she felt inclined to occupy it.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother made the tea, that evening, earlier than usual. Being
-alone again with Emily, it struck her that she might take advantage of
-her position to say a word in Alban's favor. She had chosen her time
-unfortunately. The moment she pronounced the name, Emily checked her by
-a look, and spoke of another person--that person being Miss Jethro.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother at once entered her protest, in her own downright way.
-"Whatever you do," she said, "don't go back to that! What does Miss
-Jethro matter to you?"
-
-"I am more interested in her than you suppose--I happen to know why she
-left the school."
-
-"Begging your pardon, miss, that's quite impossible!"
-
-"She left the school," Emily persisted, "for a serious reason. Miss Ladd
-discovered that she had used false references."
-
-"Good Lord! who told you that?"
-
-"You see I know it. I asked Miss Ladd how she got her information. She
-was bound by a promise never to mention the person's name. I didn't say
-it to her--but I may say it to you. I am afraid I have an idea of who
-the person was."
-
-"No," Mrs. Ellmother obstinately asserted, "you can't possibly know who
-it was! How should you know?"
-
-"Do you wish me to repeat what I heard in that room opposite, when my
-aunt was dying?"
-
-"Drop it, Miss Emily! For God's sake, drop it!"
-
-"I can't drop it. It's dreadful to me to have suspicions of my aunt--and
-no better reason for them than what she said in a state of delirium.
-Tell me, if you love me, was it her wandering fancy? or was it the
-truth?"
-
-"As I hope to be saved, Miss Emily, I can only guess as you do--I don't
-rightly know. My mistress trusted me half way, as it were. I'm afraid I
-have a rough tongue of my own sometimes. I offended her--and from that
-time she kept her own counsel. What she did, she did in the dark, so far
-as I was concerned."
-
-"How did you offend her?"
-
-"I shall be obliged to speak of your father if I tell you how?"
-
-"Speak of him."
-
-"_He_ was not to blame--mind that!" Mrs. Ellmother said earnestly. "If I
-wasn't certain of what I say now you wouldn't get a word out of me. Good
-harmless man--there's no denying it--he _was_ in love with Miss Jethro!
-What's the matter?"
-
-Emily was thinking of her memorable conversation with the disgraced
-teacher on her last night at school. "Nothing" she answered. "Go on."
-
-"If he had not tried to keep it secret from us," Mrs. Ellmother resumed,
-"your aunt might never have taken it into her head that he was entangled
-in a love affair of the shameful sort. I don't deny that I helped her in
-her inquiries; but it was only because I felt sure from the first that
-the more she discovered the more certainly my master's innocence would
-show itself. He used to go away and visit Miss Jethro privately. In the
-time when your aunt trusted me, we never could find out where. She
-made that discovery afterward for herself (I can't tell you how long
-afterward); and she spent money in employing mean wretches to pry into
-Miss Jethro's past life. She had (if you will excuse me for saying it)
-an old maid's hatred of the handsome young woman, who lured your father
-away from home, and set up a secret (in a manner of speaking) between
-her brother and herself. I won't tell you how we looked at letters and
-other things which he forgot to leave under lock and key. I will only
-say there was one bit, in a journal he kept, which made me ashamed of
-myself. I read it out to Miss Letitia; and I told her in so many words,
-not to count any more on me. No; I haven't got a copy of the words--I
-can remember them without a copy. 'Even if my religion did not forbid
-me to peril my soul by leading a life of sin with this woman whom I
-love'--that was how it began--'the thought of my daughter would keep
-me pure. No conduct of mine shall ever make me unworthy of my child's
-affection and respect.' There! I'm making you cry; I won't stay here any
-longer. All that I had to say has been said. Nobody but Miss Ladd knows
-for certain whether your aunt was innocent or guilty in the matter
-of Miss Jethro's disgrace. Please to excuse me; my work's waiting
-downstairs."
-
-
-From time to time, as she pursued her domestic labors, Mrs. Ellmother
-thought of Mirabel. Hours on hours had passed--and the doctor had not
-appeared. Was he too busy to spare even a few minutes of his time? Or
-had the handsome little gentleman, after promising so fairly, failed to
-perform his errand? This last doubt wronged Mirabel. He had engaged to
-return to the doctor's house; and he kept his word.
-
-Doctor Allday was at home again, and was seeing patients. Introduced
-in his turn, Mirabel had no reason to complain of his reception. At the
-same time, after he had stated the object of his visit, something odd
-began to show itself in the doctor's manner.
-
-He looked at Mirabel with an appearance of uneasy curiosity; and he
-contrived an excuse for altering the visitor's position in the room, so
-that the light fell full on Mirabel's face.
-
-"I fancy I must have seen you," the doctor said, "at some former time."
-
-"I am ashamed to say I don't remember it," Mirabel answered.
-
-"Ah, very likely I'm wrong! I'll call on Miss Emily, sir, you may depend
-on it."
-
-Left in his consulting-room, Doctor Allday failed to ring the bell which
-summoned the next patient who was waiting for him. He took his diary
-from the table drawer, and turned to the daily entries for the past
-month of July.
-
-Arriving at the fifteenth day of the month, he glanced at the first
-lines of writing: "A visit from a mysterious lady, calling herself Miss
-Jethro. Our conference led to some very unexpected results."
-
-No: that was not what he was in search of. He looked a little lower
-down: and read on regularly, from that point, as follows:
-
-"Called on Miss Emily, in great anxiety about the discoveries which
-she might make among her aunt's papers. Papers all destroyed, thank
-God--except the Handbill, offering a reward for discovery of the
-murderer, which she found in the scrap-book. Gave her back the Handbill.
-Emily much surprised that the wretch should have escaped, with such
-a careful description of him circulated everywhere. She read the
-description aloud to me, in her nice clear voice: 'Supposed age between
-twenty-five and thirty years. A well-made man of small stature. Fai
-r complexion, delicate features, clear blue eyes. Hair light, and
-cut rather short. Clean shaven, with the exception of narrow
-half-whiskers'--and so on. Emily at a loss to understand how the
-fugitive could disguise himself. Reminded her that he could effectually
-disguise his head and face (with time to help him) by letting his hair
-grow long, and cultivating his beard. Emily not convinced, even by this
-self-evident view of the case. Changed the subject."
-
-The doctor put away his diary, and rang the bell.
-
-"Curious," he thought. "That dandified little clergyman has certainly
-reminded me of my discussion with Emily, more than two months since. Was
-it his flowing hair, I wonder? or his splendid beard? Good God! suppose
-it should turn out--?"
-
-He was interrupted by the appearance of his patient. Other ailing people
-followed. Doctor Allday's mind was professionally occupied for the rest
-of the evening.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LII. "IF I COULD FIND A FRIEND!"
-
-Shortly after Miss Ladd had taken her departure, a parcel arrived for
-Emily, bearing the name of a bookseller printed on the label. It was
-large, and it was heavy. "Reading enough, I should think, to last for a
-lifetime," Mrs. Ellmother remarked, after carrying the parcel upstairs.
-
-Emily called her back as she was leaving the room. "I want to caution
-you," she said, "before Miss Wyvil comes. Don't tell her--don't tell
-anybody--how my father met his death. If other persons are taken into
-our confidence, they will talk of it. We don't know how near to us the
-murderer may be. The slightest hint may put him on his guard."
-
-"Oh, miss, are you still thinking of that!"
-
-"I think of nothing else."
-
-"Bad for your mind, Miss Emily--and bad for your body, as your looks
-show. I wish you would take counsel with some discreet person, before
-you move in this matter by yourself."
-
-Emily sighed wearily. "In my situation, where is the person whom I can
-trust?"
-
-"You can trust the good doctor."
-
-"Can I? Perhaps I was wrong when I told you I wouldn't see him. He might
-be of some use to me."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother made the most of this concession, in the fear that Emily
-might change her mind. "Doctor Allday may call on you tomorrow," she
-said.
-
-"Do you mean that you have sent for him?"
-
-"Don't be angry! I did it for the best--and Mr. Mirabel agreed with me."
-
-"Mr. Mirabel! What have you told Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-"Nothing, except that you are ill. When he heard that, he proposed to go
-for the doctor. He will be here again to-morrow, to ask for news of your
-health. Will you see him?"
-
-"I don't know yet--I have other things to think of. Bring Miss Wyvil up
-here when she comes."
-
-"Am I to get the spare room ready for her?"
-
-"No. She is staying with her father at the London house."
-
-Emily made that reply almost with an air of relief. When Cecilia
-arrived, it was only by an effort that she could show grateful
-appreciation of the sympathy of her dearest friend. When the visit came
-to an end, she felt an ungrateful sense of freedom: the restraint was
-off her mind; she could think again of the one terrible subject that had
-any interest for her now. Over love, over friendship, over the natural
-enjoyment of her young life, predominated the blighting resolution which
-bound her to avenge her father's death. Her dearest remembrances of
-him--tender remembrances once--now burned in her (to use her own words)
-like fire. It was no ordinary love that had bound parent and child
-together in the bygone time. Emily had grown from infancy to girlhood,
-owing all the brightness of her life--a life without a mother, without
-brothers, without sisters--to her father alone. To submit to lose this
-beloved, this only companion, by the cruel stroke of disease was of all
-trials of resignation the hardest to bear. But to be severed from him by
-the murderous hand of a man, was more than Emily's fervent nature could
-passively endure. Before the garden gate had closed on her friend
-she had returned to her one thought, she was breathing again her one
-aspiration. The books that she had ordered, with her own purpose in
-view--books that might supply her want of experience, and might reveal
-the perils which beset the course that lay before her--were unpacked and
-spread out on the table. Hour after hour, when the old servant believed
-that her mistress was in bed, she was absorbed over biographies in
-English and French, which related the stratagems by means of which
-famous policemen had captured the worst criminals of their time. From
-these, she turned to works of fiction, which found their chief topic of
-interest in dwelling on the discovery of hidden crime. The night passed,
-and dawn glimmered through the window--and still she opened book
-after book with sinking courage--and still she gained nothing but the
-disheartening conviction of her inability to carry out her own plans.
-Almost every page that she turned over revealed the immovable obstacles
-set in her way by her sex and her age. Could _she_ mix with the people,
-or visit the scenes, familiar to the experience of men (in fact and
-in fiction), who had traced the homicide to his hiding-place, and had
-marked him among his harmless fellow-creatures with the brand of Cain?
-No! A young girl following, or attempting to follow, that career, must
-reckon with insult and outrage--paying their abominable tribute to her
-youth and her beauty, at every turn. What proportion would the men
-who might respect her bear to the men who might make her the object of
-advances, which it was hardly possible to imagine without shuddering.
-She crept exhausted to her bed, the most helpless, hopeless creature on
-the wide surface of the earth--a girl self-devoted to the task of a man.
-
-
-
-Careful to perform his promise to Mirabel, without delay, the doctor
-called on Emily early in the morning--before the hour at which he
-usually entered his consulting-room.
-
-"Well? What's the matter with the pretty young mistress?" he asked,
-in his most abrupt manner, when Mrs. Ellmother opened the door. "Is it
-love? or jealousy? or a new dress with a wrinkle in it?"
-
-"You will hear about it, sir, from Miss Emily herself. I am forbidden to
-say anything."
-
-"But you mean to say something--for all that?"
-
-"Don't joke, Doctor Allday! The state of things here is a great deal too
-serious for joking. Make up your mind to be surprised--I say no more."
-
-Before the doctor could ask what this meant, Emily opened the parlor
-door. "Come in!" she said, impatiently.
-
-Doctor Allday's first greeting was strictly professional. "My dear
-child, I never expected this," he began. "You are looking wretchedly
-ill." He attempted to feel her pulse. She drew her hand away from him.
-
-"It's my mind that's ill," she answered. "Feeling my pulse won't cure
-me of anxiety and distress. I want advice; I want help. Dear old doctor,
-you have always been a good friend to me--be a better friend than ever
-now."
-
-"What can I do?"
-
-"Promise you will keep secret what I am going to say to you--and listen,
-pray listen patiently, till I have done."
-
-Doctor Allday promised, and listened. He had been, in some degree at
-least, prepared for a surprise--but the disclosure which now burst on
-him was more than his equanimity could sustain. He looked at Emily in
-silent dismay. She had surprised and shocked him, not only by what she
-said, but by what she unconsciously suggested. Was it possible that
-Mirabel's personal appearance had produced on her the same impression
-which was present in his own mind? His first impulse, when he was
-composed enough to speak, urged him to put the question cautiously.
-
-"If you happened to meet with the suspected man," he said, "have you any
-means of identifying him?"
-
-"None whatever, doctor. If you would only think it over--"
-
-He stopped her there; convinced of the danger of encouraging her, and
-resolved to act on his conviction.
-
-"I have enough to occupy me in my profession," he said. "Ask your other
-friend to think it over."
-
-"What other friend?"
-
-"Mr. Alban Morris."
-
-The moment he pronounced the name, he saw that he had touched on some
-painful association. "Has Mr. Morris refused to help you?" he inquired.
-
-"I have not asked him to help me."
-
-"Why?"
-
-There was no choice (with such a man as Doctor Allday) between offending
-him or answering him. Emily adopted the last alternative. On this
-occasion she had no reason to complain of his silence.
-
-"Your view of Mr. Morris's conduct surprises me," he replied--"surprises
-me more than I can say," he added; remembering that he too was guilty
-of having kept her in ignorance of the truth, out of regard--mistaken
-regard, as it now seemed to be--for her peace of mind.
-
-"Be good to me, and pass it over if I am wrong," Emily said: "I can't
-dispute with you; I can only tell you what I feel. You have always been
-so kind to me--may I count on your kindness still?"
-
-Doctor Allday relapsed into silence.
-
-"May I at least ask," she went on, "if you know anything of persons--"
-She paused, discouraged by the cold expression of inquiry in the old
-man's eyes as he looked at her.
-
-"What persons?" he said.
-
-"Persons whom I suspect."
-
-"Name them."
-
-Emily named the landlady of the inn at Zeeland: she could now place the
-right interpretation on Mrs. Rook's conduct, when the locket had been
-put into her hand at Netherwoods. Doctor Allday answered shortly and
-stiffly: he had never even seen Mrs. Rook. Emily mentioned Miss Jethro
-next--and saw at once that she had interested him.
-
-"What do you suspect Miss Jethro of doing?" he asked.
-
-"I suspect her of knowing more of my father's death than she is willing
-to acknowledge," Emily replied.
-
-The doctor's manner altered for the better. "I agree with you," he said
-frankly. "But I have some knowledge of that lady. I warn you not to
-waste time and trouble in trying to discover the weak side of Miss
-Jethro."
-
-"That was not my experience of her at school," Emily rejoined. "At the
-same time I don't know what may have happened since those days. I may
-perhaps have lost the place I once held in her regard."
-
-"How?"
-
-"Through my aunt."
-
-"Through your aunt?"
-
-"I hope and trust I am wrong," Emily continued; "but I fear my aunt had
-something to do with Miss Jethro's dismissal from the school--and in
-that case Miss Jethro may have found it out." Her eyes, resting on
-the doctor, suddenly brightened. "You know something about it!" she
-exclaimed.
-
-He considered a little--whether he should or should not tell her of the
-letter addressed by Miss Ladd to Miss Letitia, which he had found at the
-cottage.
-
-"If I could satisfy you that your fears are well founded," he asked,
-"would the discovery keep you away from Miss Jethro?"
-
-"I should be ashamed to speak to her--even if we met."
-
-"Very well. I can tell you positively, that your aunt was the person who
-turned Miss Jethro out of the school. When I get home, I will send you a
-letter that proves it."
-
-Emily's head sank on her breast. "Why do I only hear of this now?" she
-said.
-
-"Because I had no reason for letting you know of it, before to-day. If
-I have done nothing else, I have at least succeeded in keeping you and
-Miss Jethro apart."
-
-Emily looked at him in alarm. He went on without appearing to notice
-that he had startled her. "I wish to God I could as easily put a stop to
-the mad project which you are contemplating."
-
-"The mad project?" Emily repeated. "Oh, Doctor Allday. Do you cruelly
-leave me to myself, at the time of all others, when I am most in need of
-your sympathy?"
-
-That appeal moved him. He spoke more gently; he pitied, while he
-condemned her.
-
-"My poor dear child, I should be cruel indeed, if I encouraged you. You
-are giving yourself up to an enterprise, so shockingly unsuited to a
-young girl like you, that I declare I contemplate it with horror. Think,
-I entreat you, think; and let me hear that you have yielded--not to my
-poor entreaties--but to your own better sense!" His voice faltered; his
-eyes moistened. "I shall make a fool of myself," he burst out furiously,
-"if I stay here any longer. Good-by."
-
-He left her.
-
-She walked to the window, and looked out at the fair morning. No one to
-feel for her--no one to understand her--nothing nearer that could speak
-to poor mortality of hope and encouragement than the bright heaven, so
-far away! She turned from the window. "The sun shines on the murderer,"
-she thought, "as it shines on me."
-
-She sat down at the table, and tried to quiet her mind; to think
-steadily to some good purpose. Of the few friends that she possessed,
-every one had declared that she was in the wrong. Had _they_ lost the
-one loved being of all beings on earth, and lost him by the hand of a
-homicide--and that homicide free? All that was faithful, all that was
-devoted in the girl's nature, held her to her desperate resolution as
-with a hand of iron. If she shrank at that miserable moment, it was not
-from her design--it was from the sense of her own helplessness. "Oh, if
-I had been a man!" she said to herself. "Oh, if I could find a friend!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIII. THE FRIEND IS FOUND.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother looked into the parlor. "I told you Mr. Mirabel would
-call again," she announced. "Here he is."
-
-"Has he asked to see me?"
-
-"He leaves it entirely to you."
-
-For a moment, and a moment only, Emily was undecided. "Show him in," she
-said.
-
-Mirabel's embarrassment was visible the moment he entered the room.
-For the first time in his life--in the presence of a woman--the
-popular preacher was shy. He who had taken hundreds of fair hands with
-sympathetic pressure--he who had offered fluent consolation, abroad and
-at home, to beauty in distress--was conscious of a rising color, and was
-absolutely at a loss for words when Emily received him. And yet, though
-he appeared at disadvantage--and, worse still, though he was aware of
-it himself--there was nothing contemptible in his look and manner. His
-silence and confusion revealed a change in him which inspired respect.
-Love had developed this spoiled darling of foolish congregations, this
-effeminate pet of drawing-rooms and boudoirs, into the likeness of a
-Man--and no woman, in Emily's position, could have failed to see that it
-was love which she herself had inspired.
-
-Equally ill at ease, they both took refuge in the commonplace phrases
-suggested by the occasion. These exhausted there was a pause. Mirabel
-alluded to Cecilia, as a means of continuing the conversation.
-
-"Have you seen Miss Wyvil?" he inquired.
-
-"She was here last night; and I expect to see her again to-day before
-she returns to Monksmoor with her father. Do you go back with them?"
-
-"Yes--if _you_ do."
-
-"I remain in London."
-
-"Then I remain in London, too."
-
-The strong feeling that was in him had forced its way to expression
-at last. In happier days--when she had persistently refused to let him
-speak to her seriously--she would have been ready with a light-hearted
-reply. She was silent now. Mirabel pleaded with her not to misunderstand
-him, by an honest confession of his motives which presented him under a
-new aspect. The easy plausible man, who had hardly ever seemed to be in
-earnest before--meant, seriously meant, what he said now.
-
-"May I try to explain myself?" he asked.
-
-"Certainly, if you wish it."
-
-"Pray, don't suppose me capable," Mirabel said earnestly, "of presuming
-to pay you an idle compliment. I cannot think of you, alone and in
-trouble, without feeling anxiety which can only be relieved in one
-way--I must be near enough to hear of you, day by day. Not by repeating
-this visit! Unless you wish it, I will not again cross the threshold
-of your door. Mrs. Ellmother will tell me if your mind is more at ease;
-Mrs. Ellmother will tell me if there is any new trial of your fortitude.
-She needn't even mention that I have been speaking to her at the
-door; and she may be sure, and you may be sure, that I shall ask no
-inquisitive questions. I can feel for you in your misfortune, without
-wishing to know what that misfortune is. If I can ever be of the
-smallest use, think of me as your other servant. Say to Mrs. Ellmother,
-'I want him'--and say no more."
-
-Where is the woman who could have resisted such devotion as
-this--inspired, truly inspired, by herself? Emily's eyes softened as she
-answered him.
-
-"You little know how your kindness touches me," she said.
-
-"Don't speak of my kindness until you have put me to the proof," he
-interposed. "Can a friend (such a friend as I am, I mean) be of any
-use?"
-
-"Of the greatest use if I could feel justified in trying you."
-
-"I entreat you to try me!"
-
-"But, Mr. Mirabel, you don't know what I am thinking of."
-
-"I don't want to know."
-
-"I may be wrong. My friends all say I _am_ wrong."
-
-"I don't care what your friends say; I don't care about any earthly
-thing but your tranquillity. Does your dog ask whether you are right or
-wrong? I am your dog. I think of You, and I think of nothing else."
-
-She looked back through the experience of the last few days. Miss
-Ladd--Mrs. Ellmother--Doctor Allday: not one of them had felt for her,
-not one of them had spoken to her, as this man had felt and had spoken.
-She remembered the dreadful sense of solitude and helplessness which
-had wrung her heart, in the interval before Mirabel came in. Her father
-himself could hardly have been kinder to her than this friend of a few
-weeks only. She looked at him through her tears; she could say nothing
-that was eloquent, nothing even that was adequate. "You are very good to
-me," was her only acknowledgment of all that he had offered. How poor it
-seemed to be! and yet how much it meant!
-
-He rose--saying considerately that he would leave her to recover
-herself, and would wait to hear if he was wanted.
-
-"No," she said; "I must not let you go. In common gratitude I ought
-to decide before you leave me, and I do decide to take you into my
-confidence." She hesitated; her color rose a little. "I know how
-unselfishly you offer me your help," she resumed; "I know you speak to
-me as a brother might speak to a sister--"
-
-He gently interrupted her. "No," he said; "I can't honestly claim to do
-that. And--may I venture to remind you?--you know why."
-
-She started. Her eyes rested on him with a momentary expression of
-reproach.
-
-"Is it quite fair," she asked, "in my situation, to say that?"
-
-"Would it have been quite fair," he rejoined, "to allow you to deceive
-yourself? Should I deserve to be taken into your confidence, if I
-encouraged you to trust me, under false pretenses? Not a word more of
-those hopes on which the happiness of my life depends shall pass my
-lips, unless you permit it. In my devotion to your interests, I promise
-to forget myself. My motives may be misinterpreted; my position may be
-misunderstood. Ignorant people may take me for that other happier man,
-who is an object of interest to you--"
-
-"Stop, Mr. Mirabel! The person to whom you refer has no such claim on me
-as you suppose."
-
-"Dare I say how happy I am to hear it? Will you forgive me?"
-
-"I will forgive you if you say no more."
-
-Their eyes met. Completely overcome by the new hope that she had
-inspired, Mirabel was unable to answer her. His sensitive nerves
-trembled under emotion, like the nerves of a woman; his delicate
-complexion faded away slowly into whiteness. Emily was alarmed--he
-seemed to be on the point of fainting. She ran to the window to open it
-more widely.
-
-"Pray don't trouble yourself," he said, "I am easily agitated by any
-sudden sensation--and I am a little overcome at this moment by my own
-happiness."
-
-"Let me give you a glass of wine."
-
-"Thank you--I don't need it indeed."
-
-"You really feel better?"
-
-"I feel quite well again--and eager to hear how I can serve you."
-
-"It's a long story, Mr. Mirabel--and a dreadful story."
-
-"Dreadful?"
-
-"Yes! Let me tell you first how you can serve me. I am in search of
-a man who has done me the cruelest wrong that one human creature can
-inflict on another. But the chances are all against me--I am only
-a woman; and I don't know how to take even the first step toward
-discovery."
-
-"You will know, when I guide you."
-
-He reminded her tenderly of what she might expect from him, and was
-rewarded by a grateful look. Seeing nothing, suspecting nothing, they
-advanced together nearer and nearer to the end.
-
-"Once or twice," Emily continued, "I spoke to you of my poor father,
-when we were at Monksmoor--and I must speak of him again. You could have
-no interest in inquiring about a stranger--and you cannot have heard how
-he died."
-
-"Pardon me, I heard from Mr. Wyvil how he died."
-
-"You heard what I had told Mr. Wyvil," Emily said: "I was wrong."
-
-"Wrong!" Mirabel exclaimed, in a tone of courteous surprise. "Was it not
-a sudden death?"
-
-"It _was_ a sudden death."
-
-"Caused by disease of the heart?"
-
-"Caused by no disease. I have been deceived about my father's death--and
-I have only discovered it a few days since."
-
-At the impending moment of the frightful shock which she was innocently
-about to inflict on him, she stopped--doubtful whether it would be best
-to relate how the discovery had been made, or to pass at once to the
-result. Mirabel supposed that she had paused to control her agitation.
-He was so immeasurably far away from the faintest suspicion of what was
-coming that he exerted his ingenuity, in the hope of sparing her.
-
-"I can anticipate the rest," he said. "Your sad loss has been caused by
-some fatal accident. Let us change the subject; tell me more of that man
-whom I must help you to find. It will only distress you to dwell on your
-father's death."
-
-"Distress me?" she repeated. "His death maddens me!"
-
-"Oh, don't say that!"
-
-"Hear me! hear me! My father died murdered, at Zeeland--and the man you
-must help me to find is the wretch who killed him."
-
-She started to her feet with a cry of terror. Mirabel dropped from his
-chair senseless to the floor.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIV. THE END OF THE FAINTING FIT.
-
-Emily recovered her presence of mind. She opened the door, so as to
-make a draught of air in the room, and called for water. Returning to
-Mirabel, she loosened his cravat. Mrs. Ellmother came in, just in
-time to prevent her from committing a common error in the treatment of
-fainting persons, by raising Mirabel's head. The current of air, and the
-sprinkling of water over his face, soon produced their customary effect.
-"He'll come round, directly," Mrs. Ellmother remarked. "Your aunt was
-sometimes taken with these swoons, miss; and I know something about
-them. He looks a poor weak creature, in spite of his big beard. Has
-anything frightened him?"
-
-Emily little knew how correctly that chance guess had hit on the truth!
-
-"Nothing can possibly have frightened him," she replied; "I am afraid he
-is in bad health. He turned suddenly pale while we were talking; and I
-thought he was going to be taken ill; he made light of it, and seemed
-to recover. Unfortunately, I was right; it was the threatening of a
-fainting fit--he dropped on the floor a minute afterward."
-
-A sigh fluttered over Mirabel's lips. His eyes opened, looked at Mrs.
-Ellmother in vacant terror, and closed again. Emily whispered to her
-to leave the room. The old woman smiled satirically as she opened the
-door--then looked back, with a sudden change of humor. To see the kind
-young mistress bending over the feeble little clergyman set her--by
-some strange association of ideas--thinking of Alban Morris. "Ah," she
-muttered to herself, on her way out, "I call _him_ a Man!"
-
-There was wine in the sideboard--the wine which Emily had once already
-offered in vain. Mirabel drank it eagerly, this time. He looked round
-the room, as if he wished to be sure that they were alone. "Have I
-fallen to a low place in your estimation?" he asked, smiling faintly. "I
-am afraid you will think poorly enough of your new ally, after this?"
-
-"I only think you should take more care of your health," Emily replied,
-with sincere interest in his recovery. "Let me leave you to rest on the
-sofa."
-
-He refused to remain at the cottage--he asked, with a sudden change to
-fretfulness, if she would let her servant get him a cab. She ventured to
-doubt whether he was quite strong enough yet to go away by himself. He
-reiterated, piteously reiterated, his request. A passing cab was stopped
-directly. Emily accompanied him to the gate. "I know what to do," he
-said, in a hurried absent way. "Rest and a little tonic medicine will
-soon set me right." The clammy coldness of his skin made Emily shudder,
-as they shook hands. "You won't think the worse of me for this?" he
-asked.
-
-"How can you imagine such a thing!" she answered warmly.
-
-"Will you see me, if I come to-morrow?"
-
-"I shall be anxious to see you."
-
-So they parted. Emily returned to the house, pitying him with all her
-heart.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE SIXTH--HERE AND THERE.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LV. MIRABEL SEES HIS WAY.
-
-Reaching the hotel at which he was accustomed to stay when he was in
-London, Mirabel locked the door of his room. He looked at the houses on
-the opposite side of the street. His mind was in such a state of morbid
-distrust that he lowered the blind over the window. In solitude and
-obscurity, the miserable wretch sat down in a corner, and covered his
-face with his hands, and tried to realize what had happened to him.
-
-Nothing had been said at the fatal interview with Emily, which could
-have given him the slightest warning of what was to come. Her father's
-name--absolutely unknown to him when he fled from the inn--had only been
-communicated to the public by the newspaper reports of the adjourned
-inquest. At the time when those reports appeared, he was in hiding,
-under circumstances which prevented him from seeing a newspaper. While
-the murder was still a subject of conversation, he was in France--far
-out of the track of English travelers--and he remained on the continent
-until the summer of eighteen hundred and eighty-one. No exercise of
-discretion, on his part, could have extricated him from the terrible
-position in which he was now placed. He stood pledged to Emily to
-discover the man suspected of the murder of her father; and that man
-was--himself!
-
-What refuge was left open to him?
-
-If he took to flight, his sudden disappearance would be a suspicious
-circumstance in itself, and would therefore provoke inquiries which
-might lead to serious results. Supposing that he overlooked the risk
-thus presented, would he be capable of enduring a separation from
-Emily, which might be a separation for life? Even in the first horror
-of discovering his situation, her influence remained unshaken--the
-animating spirit of the one manly capacity for resistance which raised
-him above the reach of his own fears. The only prospect before him which
-he felt himself to be incapable of contemplating, was the prospect of
-leaving Emily.
-
-Having arrived at this conclusion, his fears urged him to think of
-providing for his own safety.
-
-The first precaution to adopt was to separate Emily from friends whose
-advice might be hostile to his interests--perhaps even subversive of his
-security. To effect this design, he had need of an ally whom he could
-trust. That ally was at his disposal, far away in the north.
-
-At the time when Francine's jealousy began to interfere with all
-freedom of intercourse between Emily and himself at Monksmoor, he had
-contemplated making arrangements which might enable them to meet at the
-house of his invalid sister, Mrs. Delvin. He had spoken of her, and of
-the bodily affliction which confined her to her room, in terms which
-had already interested Emily. In the present emergency, he decided on
-returning to the subject, and on hastening the meeting between the two
-women which he had first suggested at Mr. Wyvil's country seat.
-
-No time was to be lost in carrying out this intention. He wrote to Mrs.
-Delvin by that day's post; confiding to her, in the first place, the
-critical position in which he now found himself. This done, he proceeded
-as follows:
-
-"To your sound judgment, dearest Agatha, it may appear that I am making
-myself needlessly uneasy about the future. Two persons only know that I
-am the man who escaped from the inn at Zeeland. You are one of them, and
-Miss Jethro is the other. On you I can absolutely rely; and, after my
-experience of her, I ought to feel sure of Miss Jethro. I admit this;
-but I cannot get over my distrust of Emily's friends. I fear the cunning
-old doctor; I doubt Mr. Wyvil; I hate Alban Morris.
-
-"Do me a favor, my dear. Invite Emily to be your guest, and so separate
-her from these friends. The old servant who attends on her will be
-included in the invitation, of course. Mrs. Ellmother is, as I believe,
-devoted to the interests of Mr. Alban Morris: she will be well out
-of the way of doing mischief, while we have her safe in your northern
-solitude.
-
-"There is no fear that Emily will refuse your invitation.
-
-"In the first place, she is already interested in you. In the second
-place, I shall consider the small proprieties of social life; and,
-instead of traveling with her to your house, I shall follow by a later
-train. In the third place, I am now the chosen adviser in whom she
-trusts; and what I tell her to do, she will do. It pains me, really
-and truly pains me, to be compelled to deceive her--but the other
-alternative is to reveal myself as the wretch of whom she is in search.
-Was there ever such a situation? And, oh, Agatha, I am so fond of her!
-If I fail to persuade her to be my wife, I don't care what becomes
-of me. I used to think disgrace, and death on the scaffold, the most
-frightful prospect that a man can contemplate. In my present frame of
-mind, a life without Emily may just as well end in that way as in any
-other. When we are together in your old sea-beaten tower, do your best,
-my dear, to incline the heart of this sweet girl toward me. If she
-remains in London, how do I know that Mr. Morris may not recover the
-place he has lost in her good opinion? The bare idea of it turns me
-cold.
-
-"There is one more point on which I must touch, before I can finish my
-letter.
-
-"When you last wrote, you told me that Sir Jervis Redwood was not
-expected to live much longer, and that the establishment would be broken
-up after his death. Can you find out for me what will become, under the
-circumstances, of Mr. and Mrs. Rook? So far as I am concerned, I don't
-doubt that the alteration in my personal appearance, which has protected
-me for years past, may be trusted to preserve me from recognition by
-these two people. But it is of the utmost importance, remembering the
-project to which Emily has devoted herself, that she should not meet
-with Mrs. Rook. They have been already in correspondence; and Mrs. Rook
-has expressed an intention (if the opportunity offers itself) of calling
-at the cottage. Another reason, and a pressing reason, for removing
-Emily from London! We can easily keep the Rooks out of _your_ house;
-but I own I should feel more at my ease, if I heard that they had left
-Northumberland."
-
-With that confession, Mrs. Delvin's brother closed his letter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVI. ALBAN SEES HIS WAY.
-
-During the first days of Mirabel's sojourn at his hotel in London,
-events were in progress at Netherwoods, affecting the interests of the
-man who was the especial object of his distrust. Not long after Miss
-Ladd had returned to her school, she heard of an artist who was capable
-of filling the place to be vacated by Alban Morris. It was then the
-twenty-third of the month. In four days more the new master would be
-ready to enter on his duties; and Alban would be at liberty.
-
-On the twenty-fourth, Alban received a telegram which startled him. The
-person sending the message was Mrs. Ellmother; and the words were: "Meet
-me at your railway station to-day, at two o'clock."
-
-He found the old woman in the waiting-room; and he met with a rough
-reception.
-
-"Minutes are precious, Mr. Morris," she said; "you are two minutes late.
-The next train to London stops here in half an hour--and I must go back
-by it."
-
-"Good heavens, what brings you here? Is Emily--?"
-
-"Emily is well enough in health--if that's what you mean? As to why I
-come here, the reason is that it's a deal easier for me (worse luck!)
-to take this journey than to write a letter. One good turn deserves
-another. I don't forget how kind you were to me, away there at the
-school--and I can't, and won't, see what's going on at the cottage,
-behind your back, without letting you know of it. Oh, you needn't
-be alarmed about _her!_ I've made an excuse to get away for a few
-hours--but I haven't left her by herself. Miss Wyvil has come to London
-again; and Mr. Mirabel spends the best part of his time with her. Excuse
-me for a moment, will you? I'm so thirsty after the journey, I can
-hardly speak."
-
-She presented herself at the counter in the waiting-room. "I'll trouble
-you, young woman, for a glass of ale." She returned to Alban in a better
-humor. "It's not bad stuff, that! When I have said my say, I'll have a
-drop more--just to wash the taste of Mr. Mirabel out of my mouth. Wait
-a bit; I have something to ask you. How much longer are you obliged to
-stop here, teaching the girls to draw?"
-
-"I leave Netherwoods in three days more," Alban replied.
-
-"That's all right! You may be in time to bring Miss Emily to her senses,
-yet."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I mean--if you don't stop it--she will marry the parson."
-
-"I can't believe it, Mrs. Ellmother! I won't believe it!"
-
-"Ah, it's a comfort to him, poor fellow, to say that! Look here, Mr.
-Morris; this is how it stands. You're in disgrace with Miss Emily--and
-he profits by it. I was fool enough to take a liking to Mr. Mirabel when
-I first opened the door to him; I know better now. He got on the blind
-side of me; and now he has got on the blind side of _her_. Shall I tell
-you how? By doing what you would have done if you had had the chance.
-He's helping her--or pretending to help her, I don't know which--to find
-the man who murdered poor Mr. Brown. After four years! And when all the
-police in England (with a reward to encourage them) did their best, and
-it came to nothing!"
-
-"Never mind that!" Alban said impatiently. "I want to know how Mr.
-Mirabel is helping her?"
-
-"That's more than I can tell you. You don't suppose they take me into
-their confidence? All I can do is to pick up a word, here and there,
-when fine weather tempts them out into the garden. She tells him to
-suspect Mrs. Rook, and to make inquiries after Miss Jethro. And he has
-his plans; and he writes them down, which is dead against his doing
-anything useful, in my opinion. I don't hold with your scribblers. At
-the same time I wouldn't count too positively, in your place, on his
-being likely to fail. That little Mirabel--if it wasn't for his beard, I
-should believe he was a woman, and a sickly woman too; he fainted in
-our house the other day--that little Mirabel is in earnest. Rather than
-leave Miss Emily from Saturday to Monday, he has got a parson out of
-employment to do his Sunday work for him. And, what's more, he has
-persuaded her (for some reasons of his own) to leave London next week."
-
-"Is she going back to Monksmoor?"
-
-"Not she! Mr. Mirabel has got a sister, a widow lady; she's a cripple,
-or something of the sort. Her name is Mrs. Delvin. She lives far away
-in the north country, by the sea; and Miss Emily is going to stay with
-her."
-
-"Are you sure of that?"
-
-"Sure? I've seen the letter."
-
-"Do you mean the letter of invitation?"
-
-"Yes--I do. Miss Emily herself showed it to me. I'm to go with her--'in
-attendance on my mistress,' as the lady puts it. This I will say for
-Mrs. Delvin: her handwriting is a credit to the school that taught her;
-and the poor bedridden creature words her invitation so nicely, that I
-myself couldn't have resisted it--and I'm a hard one, as you know. You
-don't seem to heed me, Mr. Morris."
-
-"I beg your pardon, I was thinking."
-
-"Thinking of what--if I may make so bold?"
-
-"Of going back to London with you, instead of waiting till the new
-master comes to take my place."
-
-"Don't do that, sir! You would do harm instead of good, if you showed
-yourself at the cottage now. Besides, it would not be fair to Miss Ladd,
-to leave her before the other man takes your girls off your hands. Trust
-me to look after your interests; and don't go near Miss Emily--don't
-even write to her--unless you have got something to say about the
-murder, which she will be eager to hear. Make some discovery in that
-direction, Mr. Morris, while the parson is only trying to do it or
-pretending to do it--and I'll answer for the result. Look at the clock!
-In ten minutes more the train will be here. My memory isn't as good as
-it was; but I do think I have told you all I had to tell."
-
-"You are the best of good friends!" Alban said warmly.
-
-"Never mind about that, sir. If you want to do a friendly thing in
-return, tell me if you know what has become of Miss de Sor."
-
-"She has returned to Netherwoods."
-
-"Aha! Miss Ladd is as good as her word. Would you mind writing to tell
-me of it, if Miss de Sor leaves the school again? Good Lord! there
-she is on the platform with bag and baggage. Don't let her see me,
-Mr. Morris! If she comes in here, I shall set the marks of my ten
-finger-nails on that false face of hers, as sure as I am a Christian
-woman."
-
-Alban placed himself at the door, so as to hide Mrs. Ellmother. There
-indeed was Francine, accompanied by one of the teachers at the school.
-She took a seat on the bench outside the booking-office, in a state of
-sullen indifference--absorbed in herself--noticing nothing. Urged by
-ungovernable curiosity, Mrs. Ellmother stole on tiptoe to Alban's side
-to look at her. To a person acquainted with the circumstances there
-could be no possible doubt of what had happened. Francine had failed to
-excuse herself, and had been dismissed from Miss Ladd's house.
-
-"I would have traveled to the world's end," Mrs. Ellmother said, "to see
-_that!_"
-
-She returned to her place in the waiting-room, perfectly satisfied.
-
-The teacher noticed Alban, on leaving the booking-office after taking
-the tickets. "I shall be glad," she said, looking toward Francine, "when
-I have resigned the charge of that young lady to the person who is to
-receive her in London."
-
-"Is she to be sent back to her parents?" Alban asked.
-
-"We don't know yet. Miss Ladd will write to St. Domingo by the next
-mail. In the meantime, her father's agent in London--the same person
-who pays her allowance--takes care of her until he hears from the West
-Indies."
-
-"Does she consent to this?"
-
-"She doesn't seem to care what becomes of her. Miss Ladd has given her
-every opportunity of explaining and excusing herself, and has
-produced no impression. You can see the state she is in. Our good
-mistress--always hopeful even in the worst cases, as you know--thinks
-she is feeling ashamed of herself, and is too proud and self-willed to
-own it. My own idea is, that some secret disappointment is weighing on
-her mind. Perhaps I am wrong."
-
-No. Miss Ladd was wrong; and the teacher was right.
-
-The passion of revenge, being essentially selfish in its nature, is
-of all passions the narrowest in its range of view. In gratifying her
-jealous hatred of Emily, Francine had correctly foreseen consequences,
-as they might affect the other object of her enmity--Alban Morris. But
-she had failed to perceive the imminent danger of another result,
-which in a calmer frame of mind might not have escaped discovery. In
-triumphing over Emily and Alban, she had been the indirect means of
-inflicting on herself the bitterest of all disappointments--she had
-brought Emily and Mirabel together. The first forewarning of this
-catastrophe had reached her, on hearing that Mirabel would not return
-to Monksmoor. Her worst fears had been thereafter confirmed by a letter
-from Cecilia, which had followed her to Netherwoods. From that moment,
-she, who had made others wretched, paid the penalty in suffering as keen
-as any that she had inflicted. Completely prostrated; powerless, through
-ignorance of his address in London, to make a last appeal to Mirabel;
-she was literally, as had just been said, careless what became of her.
-When the train approached, she sprang to her feet--advanced to the edge
-of the platform--and suddenly drew back, shuddering. The teacher looked
-in terror at Alban. Had the desperate girl meditated throwing herself
-under the wheels of the engine? The thought had been in both their
-minds; but neither of them acknowledged it. Francine stepped quietly
-into the carriage, when the train drew up, and laid her head back in a
-corner, and closed her eyes. Mrs. Ellmother took her place in another
-compartment, and beckoned to Alban to speak to her at the window.
-
-"Where can I see you, when you go to London?" she asked.
-
-"At Doctor Allday's house."
-
-"On what day?"
-
-"On Tuesday next."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVII. APPROACHING THE END.
-
-Alban reached London early enough in the afternoon to find the doctor at
-his luncheon. "Too late to see Mrs. Ellmother," he announced. "Sit down
-and have something to eat."
-
-"Has she left any message for me?"
-
-"A message, my good friend, that you won't like to hear. She is off
-with her mistress, this morning, on a visit to Mr. Mirabel's sister."
-
-"Does he go with them?"
-
-"No; he follows by a later train."
-
-"Has Mrs. Ellmother mentioned the address?"
-
-"There it is, in her own handwriting."
-
-Alban read the address:--"Mrs. Delvin, The Clink, Belford,
-Northumberland."
-
-"Turn to the back of that bit of paper," the doctor said. "Mrs.
-Ellmother has written something on it."
-
-She had written these words: "No discoveries made by Mr. Mirabel, up to
-this time. Sir Jervis Redwood is dead. The Rooks are believed to be
-in Scotland; and Miss Emily, if need be, is to help the parson to find
-them. No news of Miss Jethro."
-
-"Now you have got your information," Doctor Allday resumed, "let me have
-a look at you. You're not in a rage: that's a good sign to begin with."
-
-"I am not the less determined," Alban answered.
-
-"To bring Emily to her senses?" the doctor asked.
-
-"To do what Mirabel has _not_ done--and then to let her choose between
-us."
-
-"Ay? ay? Your good opinion of her hasn't altered, though she has treated
-you so badly?"
-
-"My good opinion makes allowance for the state of my poor darling's
-mind, after the shock that has fallen on her," Alban answered quietly.
-"She is not _my_ Emily now. She will be _my_ Emily yet. I told her I
-was convinced of it, in the old days at school--and my conviction is
-as strong as ever. Have you seen her, since I have been away at
-Netherwoods?"
-
-"Yes; and she is as angry with me as she is with you."
-
-"For the same reason?"
-
-"No, no. I heard enough to warn me to hold my tongue. I refused to help
-her--that's all. You are a man, and you may run risks which no young
-girl ought to encounter. Do you remember when I asked you to drop all
-further inquiries into the murder, for Emily's sake? The circumstances
-have altered since that time. Can I be of any use?"
-
-"Of the greatest use, if you can give me Miss Jethro's address."
-
-"Oh! You mean to begin in that way, do you?"
-
-"Yes. You know that Miss Jethro visited me at Netherwoods?"
-
-"Go on."
-
-"She showed me your answer to a letter which she had written to you.
-Have you got that letter?"
-
-Doctor Allday produced it. The address was at a post-office, in a town
-on the south coast. Looking up when he had copied it, Alban saw the
-doctor's eyes fixed on him with an oddly-mingled expression: partly of
-sympathy, partly of hesitation.
-
-"Have you anything to suggest?" he asked.
-
-"You will get nothing out of Miss Jethro," the doctor answered,
-"unless--" there he stopped.
-
-"Unless, what?"
-
-"Unless you can frighten her."
-
-"How am I to do that?"
-
-After a little reflection, Doctor Allday returned, without any apparent
-reason, to the subject of his last visit to Emily.
-
-"There was one thing she said, in the course of our talk," he continued,
-"which struck me as being sensible: possibly (for we are all more or
-less conceited), because I agreed with her myself. She suspects Miss
-Jethro of knowing more about that damnable murder than Miss Jethro
-is willing to acknowledge. If you want to produce the right effect on
-her--" he looked hard at Alban and checked himself once more.
-
-"Well? what am I to do?"
-
-"Tell her you have an idea of who the murderer is."
-
-"But I have no idea."
-
-"But _I_ have."
-
-"Good God! what do you mean?"
-
-"Don't mistake me! An impression has been produced on my mind--that's
-all. Call it a freak or fancy; worth trying perhaps as a bold
-experiment, and worth nothing more. Come a little nearer. My housekeeper
-is an excellent woman, but I have once or twice caught her rather too
-near to that door. I think I'll whisper it."
-
-He did whisper it. In breathless wonder, Alban heard of the doubt which
-had crossed Doctor Allday's mind, on the evening when Mirabel had called
-at his house.
-
-"You look as if you didn't believe it," the doctor remarked.
-
-"I'm thinking of Emily. For her sake I hope and trust you are wrong.
-Ought I to go to her at once? I don't know what to do!"
-
-"Find out first, my good fellow, whether I am right or wrong. You can do
-it, if you will run the risk with Miss Jethro."
-
-Alban recovered himself. His old friend's advice was clearly the right
-advice to follow. He examined his railway guide, and then looked at his
-watch. "If I can find Miss Jethro," he answered, "I'll risk it before
-the day is out."
-
-The doctor accompanied him to the door. "You will write to me, won't
-you?"
-
-"Without fail. Thank you--and good-by."
-
-
-BOOK THE SEVENTH--THE CLINK.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVIII. A COUNCIL OF TWO.
-
-Early in the last century one of the picturesque race of robbers and
-murderers, practicing the vices of humanity on the borderlands
-watered by the river Tweed, built a tower of stone on the coast of
-Northumberland. He lived joyously in the perpetration of atrocities; and
-he died penitent, under the direction of his priest. Since that event,
-he has figured in poems and pictures; and has been greatly admired by
-modern ladies and gentlemen, whom he would have outraged and robbed if
-he had been lucky enough to meet with them in the good old times.
-
-His son succeeded him, and failed to profit by the paternal example:
-that is to say, he made the fatal mistake of fighting for other people
-instead of fighting for himself.
-
-In the rebellion of Forty-Five, this northern squire sided to serious
-purpose with Prince Charles and the Highlanders. He lost his head;
-and his children lost their inheritance. In the lapse of years, the
-confiscated property fell into the hands of strangers; the last of whom
-(having a taste for the turf) discovered, in course of time, that he was
-in want of money. A retired merchant, named Delvin (originally of French
-extraction), took a liking to the wild situation, and purchased the
-tower. His wife--already in failing health--had been ordered by the
-doctors to live a quiet life by the sea. Her husband's death left her a
-rich and lonely widow; by day and night alike, a prisoner in her room;
-wasted by disease, and having but two interests which reconciled her to
-life--writing poetry in the intervals of pain, and paying the debts of
-a reverend brother who succeeded in the pulpit, and prospered nowhere
-else.
-
-In the later days of its life, the tower had been greatly improved as a
-place of residence. The contrast was remarkable between the dreary gray
-outer walls, and the luxuriously furnished rooms inside, rising by two
-at a time to the lofty eighth story of the building. Among the scattered
-populace of the country round, the tower was still known by the odd name
-given to it in the bygone time--"The Clink." It had been so called (as
-was supposed) in allusion to the noise made by loose stones, washed
-backward and forward at certain times of the tide, in hollows of the
-rock on which the building stood.
-
-On the evening of her arrival at Mrs. Delvin's retreat, Emily retired at
-an early hour, fatigued by her long journey. Mirabel had an opportunity
-of speaking with his sister privately in her own room.
-
-"Send me away, Agatha, if I disturb you," he said, "and let me know when
-I can see you in the morning."
-
-"My dear Miles, have you forgotten that I am never able to sleep in calm
-weather? My lullaby, for years past, has been the moaning of the great
-North Sea, under my window. Listen! There is not a sound outside on this
-peaceful night. It is the right time of the tide, just now--and yet,
-'the clink' is not to be heard. Is the moon up?"
-
-Mirabel opened the curtains. "The whole sky is one great abyss of
-black," he answered. "If I was superstitious, I should think that horrid
-darkness a bad omen for the future. Are you suffering, Agatha?"
-
-"Not just now. I suppose I look sadly changed for the worse since you
-saw me last?"
-
-But for the feverish brightness of her eyes, she would have looked like
-a corpse. Her wrinkled forehead, her hollow cheeks, her white lips told
-their terrible tale of the suffering of years. The ghastly appearance
-of her face was heightened by the furnishing of the room. This doomed
-woman, dying slowly day by day, delighted in bright colors and sumptuous
-materials. The paper on the walls, the curtains, the carpet presented
-the hues of the rainbow. She lay on a couch covered with purple silk,
-under draperies of green velvet to keep her warm. Rich lace hid h er
-scanty hair, turning prematurely gray; brilliant rings glittered on her
-bony fingers. The room was in a blaze of light from lamps and candles.
-Even the wine at her side that kept her alive had been decanted into a
-bottle of lustrous Venetian glass. "My grave is open," she used to say;
-"and I want all these beautiful things to keep me from looking at it. I
-should die at once, if I was left in the dark."
-
-Her brother sat by the couch, thinking "Shall I tell you what is in your
-mind?" she asked.
-
-Mirabel humored the caprice of the moment. "Tell me!" he said.
-
-"You want to know what I think of Emily," she answered. "Your letter
-told me you were in love; but I didn't believe your letter. I have
-always doubted whether you were capable of feeling true love--until
-I saw Emily. The moment she entered the room, I knew that I had never
-properly appreciated my brother. You _are_ in love with her, Miles; and
-you are a better man than I thought you. Does that express my opinion?"
-
-Mirabel took her wasted hand, and kissed it gratefully.
-
-"What a position I am in!" he said. "To love her as I love her; and, if
-she knew the truth, to be the object of her horror--to be the man whom
-she would hunt to the scaffold, as an act of duty to the memory of her
-father!"
-
-"You have left out the worst part of it," Mrs. Delvin reminded him.
-"You have bound yourself to help her to find the man. Your one hope of
-persuading her to become your wife rests on your success in finding him.
-And you are the man. There is your situation! You can't submit to it.
-How can you escape from it?"
-
-"You are trying to frighten me, Agatha."
-
-"I am trying to encourage you to face your position boldly."
-
-"I am doing my best," Mirabel said, with sullen resignation. "Fortune
-has favored me so far. I have, really and truly, been unable to satisfy
-Emily by discovering Miss Jethro. She has left the place at which I saw
-her last--there is no trace to be found of her--and Emily knows it."
-
-"Don't forget," Mrs. Delvin replied, "that there is a trace to be found
-of Mrs. Rook, and that Emily expects you to follow it."
-
-Mirabel shuddered. "I am surrounded by dangers, whichever way I look,"
-he said. "Do what I may, it turns out to be wrong. I was wrong, perhaps,
-when I brought Emily here."
-
-"No!"
-
-"I could easily make an excuse," Mirabel persisted "and take her back to
-London."
-
-"And for all you know to the contrary," his wiser sister replied, "Mrs.
-Rook may go to London; and you may take Emily back in time to receive
-her at the cottage. In every way you are safer in my old tower.
-And--don't forget--you have got my money to help you, if you want it. In
-my belief, Miles, you _will_ want it."
-
-"You are the dearest and best of sisters! What do you recommend me to
-do?"
-
-"What you would have been obliged to do," Mrs. Delvin answered, "if you
-had remained in London. You must go to Redwood Hall tomorrow, as Emily
-has arranged it. If Mrs. Rook is not there, you must ask for her address
-in Scotland. If nobody knows the address, you must still bestir yourself
-in trying to find it. And, when you do fall in with Mrs. Rook--"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Take care, wherever it may be, that you see her privately."
-
-Mirabel was alarmed. "Don't keep me in suspense," he burst out. "Tell me
-what you propose."
-
-"Never mind what I propose, to-night. Before I can tell you what I have
-in my mind, I must know whether Mrs. Rook is in England or Scotland.
-Bring me that information to-morrow, and I shall have something to say
-to you. Hark! The wind is rising, the rain is falling. There is a chance
-of sleep for me--I shall soon hear the sea. Good-night."
-
-"Good-night, dearest--and thank you again, and again!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIX. THE ACCIDENT AT BELFORD.
-
-Early in the morning Mirabel set forth for Redwood Hall, in one of the
-vehicles which Mrs. Delvin still kept at "The Clink" for the convenience
-of visitors. He returned soon after noon; having obtained information
-of the whereabout of Mrs. Rook and her husband. When they had last been
-heard of, they were at Lasswade, near Edinburgh. Whether they had, or
-had not, obtained the situation of which they were in search, neither
-Miss Redwood nor any one else at the Hall could tell.
-
-In half an hour more, another horse was harnessed, and Mirabel was
-on his way to the railway station at Belford, to follow Mrs. Rook at
-Emily's urgent request. Before his departure, he had an interview with
-his sister.
-
-Mrs. Delvin was rich enough to believe implicitly in the power of money.
-Her method of extricating her brother from the serious difficulties that
-beset him, was to make it worth the while of Mr. and Mrs. Rook to leave
-England. Their passage to America would be secretly paid; and they would
-take with them a letter of credit addressed to a banker in New York. If
-Mirabel failed to discover them, after they had sailed, Emily could not
-blame his want of devotion to her interests. He understood this; but he
-remained desponding and irresolute, even with the money in his hands.
-The one person who could rouse his courage and animate his hope, was
-also the one person who must know nothing of what had passed between his
-sister and himself. He had no choice but to leave Emily, without being
-cheered by her bright looks, invigorated by her inspiriting words.
-Mirabel went away on his doubtful errand with a heavy heart.
-
-"The Clink" was so far from the nearest post town, that the few letters,
-usually addressed to the tower, were delivered by private arrangement
-with a messenger. The man's punctuality depended on the convenience of
-his superiors employed at the office. Sometimes he arrived early, and
-sometimes he arrived late. On this particular morning he presented
-himself, at half past one o'clock, with a letter for Emily; and when
-Mrs. Ellmother smartly reproved him for the delay, he coolly attributed
-it to the hospitality of friends whom he had met on the road.
-
-The letter, directed to Emily at the cottage, had been forwarded from
-London by the person left in charge. It addressed her as "Honored Miss."
-She turned at once to the end--and discovered the signature of Mrs.
-Rook!
-
-"And Mr. Mirabel has gone," Emily exclaimed, "just when his presence is
-of the greatest importance to us!"
-
-Shrewd Mrs. Ellmother suggested that it might be as well to read the
-letter first--and then to form an opinion.
-
-Emily read it.
-
-
-"Lasswade, near Edinburgh, Sept. 26th.
-
-"HONORED MISS--I take up my pen to bespeak your kind sympathy for my
-husband and myself; two old people thrown on the world again by the
-death of our excellent master. We are under a month's notice to leave
-Redwood Hall.
-
-"Hearing of a situation at this place (also that our expenses would be
-paid if we applied personally), we got leave of absence, and made our
-application. The lady and her son are either the stingiest people that
-ever lived--or they have taken a dislike to me and my husband, and they
-make money a means of getting rid of us easily. Suffice it to say that
-we have refused to accept starvation wages, and that we are still out of
-place. It is just possible that you may have heard of something to suit
-us. So I write at once, knowing that good chances are often lost through
-needless delay.
-
-"We stop at Belford on our way back, to see some friends of my husband,
-and we hope to get to Redwood Hall in good time on the 28th. Would you
-please address me to care of Miss Redwood, in case you know of any good
-situation for which we could apply. Perhaps we may be driven to try our
-luck in London. In this case, will you permit me to have the honor of
-presenting my respects, as I ventured to propose when I wrote to you a
-little time since.
-
-"I beg to remain, Honored Miss,
-
-"Your humble servant,
-
-"R. ROOK."
-
-
-Emily handed the letter to Mrs. Ellmother. "Read it," she said, "and
-tell me what you think."
-
-"I think you had better be careful."
-
-"Careful of Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"Yes--and careful of Mrs. Delvin too."
-
-Emily was astonished. "Are you really speaking seriously?" she said.
-"Mrs. Delvin is a most interesting person; so patient under her
-sufferings; so kind, so clever; so interested in all that interests
-_me_. I shall take the letter to her at once, and ask her advice."
-
-"Have your own way, miss. I can't tell you why--but I don't like her!"
-
-Mrs. Delvin's devotion to the interests of her guest took even Emily
-by surprise. After reading Mrs. Rook's letter, she rang the bell on
-her table in a frenzy of impatience. "My brother must be instantly
-recalled," she said. "Telegraph to him in your own name, telling him
-what has happened. He will find the message waiting for him, at the end
-of his journey."
-
-The groom, summoned by the bell, was ordered to saddle the third and
-last horse left in the stables; to take the telegram to Belford, and to
-wait there until the answer arrived.
-
-"How far is it to Redwood Hall?" Emily asked, when the man had received
-his orders.
-
-"Ten miles," Mrs. Delvin answered.
-
-"How can I get there to-day?"
-
-"My dear, you can't get there."
-
-"Pardon me, Mrs. Delvin, I must get there."
-
-"Pardon _me_. My brother represents you in this matter. Leave it to my
-brother."
-
-The tone taken by Mirabel's sister was positive, to say the least of it.
-Emily thought of what her faithful old servant had said, and began
-to doubt her own discretion in so readily showing the letter. The
-mistake--if a mistake it was--had however been committed; and, wrong
-or right, she was not disposed to occupy the subordinate position which
-Mrs. Delvin had assigned to her.
-
-"If you will look at Mrs. Rook's letter again," Emily replied, "you will
-see that I ought to answer it. She supposes I am in London."
-
-"Do you propose to tell Mrs. Rook that you are in this house?" Mrs.
-Delvin asked.
-
-"Certainly."
-
-"You had better consult my brother, before you take any responsibility
-on yourself."
-
-Emily kept her temper. "Allow me to remind you," she said, "that Mr.
-Mirabel is not acquainted with Mrs. Rook--and that I am. If I speak to
-her personally, I can do much to assist the object of our inquiries,
-before he returns. She is not an easy woman to deal with--"
-
-"And therefore," Mrs. Delvin interposed, "the sort of person who
-requires careful handling by a man like my brother--a man of the world."
-
-"The sort of person, as I venture to think," Emily persisted, "whom I
-ought to see with as little loss of time as possible."
-
-Mrs. Delvin waited a while before she replied. In her condition of
-health, anxiety was not easy to bear. Mrs. Rook's letter and Emily's
-obstinacy had seriously irritated her. But, like all persons of ability,
-she was capable, when there was serious occasion for it, of exerting
-self-control. She really liked and admired Emily; and, as the elder
-woman and the hostess, she set an example of forbearance and good humor.
-
-"It is out of my power to send you to Redwood Hall at once," she
-resumed. "The only one of my three horses now at your disposal is the
-horse which took my brother to the Hall this morning. A distance, there
-and back, of twenty miles. You are not in too great a hurry, I am sure,
-to allow the horse time to rest?"
-
-Emily made her excuses with perfect grace and sincerity. "I had no
-idea the distance was so great," she confessed. "I will wait, dear Mrs.
-Delvin, as long as you like."
-
-They parted as good friends as ever--with a certain reserve,
-nevertheless, on either side. Emily's eager nature was depressed and
-irritated by the prospect of delay. Mrs. Delvin, on the other hand
-(devoted to her brother's interests), thought hopefully of obstacles
-which might present themselves with the lapse of time. The horse
-might prove to be incapable of further exertion for that day. Or the
-threatening aspect of the weather might end in a storm.
-
-But the hours passed--and the sky cleared--and the horse was reported
-to be fit for work again. Fortune was against the lady of the tower; she
-had no choice but to submit.
-
-Mrs. Delvin had just sent word to Emily that the carriage would be ready
-for her in ten minutes, when the coachman who had driven Mirabel to
-Belford returned. He brought news which agreeably surprised both the
-ladies. Mirabel had reached the station five minutes too late; the
-coachman had left him waiting the arrival of the next train to the
-North. He would now receive the telegraphic message at Belford, and
-might return immediately by taking the groom's horse. Mrs. Delvin left
-it to Emily to decide whether she would proceed by herself to Redwood
-Hall, or wait for Mirabel's return.
-
-Under the changed circumstances, Emily would have acted ungraciously if
-she had persisted in holding to her first intention. She consented to
-wait.
-
-The sea still remained calm. In the stillness of the moorland solitude
-on the western side of "The Clink," the rapid steps of a horse were
-heard at some little distance on the highroad.
-
-Emily ran out, followed by careful Mrs. Ellmother, expecting to meet
-Mirabel.
-
-She was disappointed: it was the groom who had returned. As he pulled up
-at the house, and dismounted, Emily noticed that the man looked excited.
-
-"Is there anything wrong?" she asked.
-
-"There has been an accident, miss."
-
-"Not to Mr. Mirabel!''
-
-"No, no, miss. An accident to a poor foolish woman, traveling from
-Lasswade."
-
-Emily looked at Mrs. Ellmother. "It can't be Mrs. Rook!" she said.
-
-"That's the name, miss! She got out before the train had quite stopped,
-and fell on the platform."
-
-"Was she hurt?"
-
-"Seriously hurt, as I heard. They carried her into a house hard by--and
-sent for the doctor."
-
-"Was Mr. Mirabel one of the people who helped her?"
-
-"He was on the other side of the platform, miss; waiting for the train
-from London. I got to the station and gave him the telegram, just as the
-accident took place. We crossed over to hear more about it. Mr. Mirabel
-was telling me that he would return to 'The Clink' on my horse--when
-he heard the woman's name mentioned. Upon that, he changed his mind and
-went to the house."
-
-"Was he let in?"
-
-"The doctor wouldn't hear of it. He was making his examination; and he
-said nobody was to be in the room but her husband and the woman of the
-house."
-
-"Is Mr. Mirabel waiting to see her?"
-
-"Yes, miss. He said he would wait all day, if necessary; and he gave me
-this bit of a note to take to the mistress."
-
-Emily turned to Mrs. Ellmother. "It's impossible to stay here, not
-knowing whether Mrs. Rook is going to live or die," she said. "I shall
-go to Belford--and you will go with me."
-
-The groom interfered. "I beg your pardon, miss. It was Mr. Mirabel's
-most particular wish that you were not, on any account, to go to
-Belford."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"He didn't say."
-
-Emily eyed the note in the man's hand with well-grounded distrust. In
-all probability, Mirabel's object in writing was to instruct his sister
-to prevent her guest from going to Belford. The carriage was waiting
-at the door. With her usual promptness of resolution, Emily decided on
-taking it for granted that she was free to use as she pleased a carriage
-which had been already placed at her disposal.
-
-"Tell your mistress," she said to the groom, "that I am going to Belford
-instead of to Redwood Hall."
-
-In a minute more, she and Mrs. Ellmother were on their way to join
-Mirabel at the station.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LX. OUTSIDE THE ROOM.
-
-Emily found Mirabel in the waiting room at Belford. Her sudden
-appearance might well have amazed him; but his face expressed a more
-serious emotion than surprise--he looked at her as if she had alarmed
-him.
-
-"Didn't you get my message?" he asked. "I told the groom I wished you
-to wait for my return. I sent a note to my sister, in case he made any
-mistake."
-
-"The man made no mistake," Emily answered. "I was in too great a hurry
-to be able to speak with Mrs. Delvin. Did you really suppose I could
-endure the suspense of waiting till you came back? Do you think I can be
-of no use--I who know Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"They won't let you see her."
-
-"Why not? _You_ seem to be waiting to see her."
-
-"I am waiting for the return of the rector of Belford. He is at Berwick;
-and he has been sent for at Mrs. Rook's urgent request."
-
-"Is she dying?"
-
-"She is in fear of death--whether rightly or wrongly, I don't know.
-There is some internal injury from the fall. I hope to see her when the
-rector returns. As a brother clergyman, I may with perfect propriety
-ask him to use his influence in my favor."
-
-"I am glad to find you so eager about it."
-
-"I am always eager in your interests."
-
-"Don't think me ungrateful," Emily replied gently. "I am no stranger to
-Mrs. Rook; and, if I send in my name, I may be able to see her before
-the clergyman returns."
-
-She stopped. Mirabel suddenly moved so as to place himself between her
-and the door. "I must really beg of you to give up that idea," he said;
-"you don't know what horrid sight you may see--what dreadful agonies of
-pain this unhappy woman may be suffering."
-
-His manner suggested to Emily that he might be acting under some motive
-which he was unwilling to acknowledge. "If you have a reason for wishing
-that I should keep away from Mrs. Rook," she said, "let me hear what it
-is. Surely we trust each other? I have done my best to set the example,
-at any rate."
-
-Mirabel seemed to be at a loss for a reply.
-
-While he was hesitating, the station-master passed the door. Emily asked
-him to direct her to the house in which Mrs. Rook had been received. He
-led the way to the end of the platform, and pointed to the house. Emily
-and Mrs. Ellmother immediately left the station. Mirabel accompanied
-them, still remonstrating, still raising obstacles.
-
-The house door was opened by an old man. He looked reproachfully at
-Mirabel. "You have been told already," he said, "that no strangers are
-to see my wife?"
-
-Encouraged by discovering that the man was Mr. Rook, Emily mentioned her
-name. "Perhaps you may have heard Mrs. Rook speak of me," she added.
-
-"I've heard her speak of you oftentimes."
-
-"What does the doctor say?"
-
-"He thinks she may get over it. She doesn't believe him."
-
-"Will you say that I am anxious to see her, if she feels well enough to
-receive me?"
-
-Mr. Rook looked at Mrs. Ellmother. "Are there two of you wanting to go
-upstairs?" he inquired.
-
-"This is my old friend and servant," Emily answered. "She will wait for
-me down here."
-
-"She can wait in the parlor; the good people of this house are well
-known to me." He pointed to the parlor door--and then led the way to the
-first floor. Emily followed him. Mirabel, as obstinate as ever, followed
-Emily.
-
-Mr. Rook opened a door at the end of the landing; and, turning round to
-speak to Emily, noticed Mirabel standing behind her. Without making
-any remarks, the old man pointed significantly down the stairs. His
-resolution was evidently immovable. Mirabel appealed to Emily to help
-him.
-
-"She will see me, if _you_ ask her," he said, "Let me wait here?"
-
-The sound of his voice was instantly followed by a cry from the
-bed-chamber--a cry of terror.
-
-Mr. Rook hurried into the room, and closed the door. In less than a
-minute, he opened it again, with doubt and horror plainly visible in his
-face. He stepped up to Mirabel--eyed him with the closest scrutiny--and
-drew back again with a look of relief.
-
-"She's wrong," he said; "you are not the man."
-
-This strange proceeding startled Emily.
-
-"What man do you mean?" she asked.
-
-Mr. Rook took no notice of the question. Still looking at Mirabel,
-he pointed down the stairs once more. With vacant eyes--moving
-mechanically, like a sleep-walker in his dream--Mirabel silently obeyed.
-Mr. Rook turned to Emily.
-
-"Are you easily frightened?" he said
-
-"I don't understand you," Emily replied. "Who is going to frighten me?
-Why did you speak to Mr. Mirabel in that strange way?"
-
-Mr. Rook looked toward the bedroom door. "Maybe you'll hear why, inside
-there. If I could have my way, you shouldn't see her--but she's not to
-be reasoned with. A caution, miss. Don't be too ready to believe what
-my wife may say to you. She's had a fright." He opened the door. "In my
-belief," he whispered, "she's off her head."
-
-Emily crossed the threshold. Mr. Rook softly closed the door behind her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXI. INSIDE THE ROOM.
-
-A decent elderly woman was seated at the bedside. She rose, and spoke
-to Emily with a mingling of sorrow and confusion strikingly expressed on
-her face. "It isn't my fault," she said, "that Mrs. Rook receives you in
-this manner; I am obliged to humor her."
-
-She drew aside, and showed Mrs. Rook with her head supported by many
-pillows, and her face strangely hidden from view under a veil. Emily
-started back in horror. "Is her face injured?" she asked.
-
-Mrs. Rook answered the question herself. Her voice was low and weak; but
-she still spoke with the same nervous hurry of articulation which had
-been remarked by Alban Morris, on the day when she asked him to direct
-her to Netherwoods.
-
-"Not exactly injured," she explained; "but one's appearance is a
-matter of some anxiety even on one's death-bed. I am disfigured by a
-thoughtless use of water, to bring me to when I had my fall--and I can't
-get at my toilet-things to put myself right again. I don't wish to shock
-you. Please excuse the veil."
-
-Emily remembered the rouge on her cheeks, and the dye on her hair,
-when they had first seen each other at the school. Vanity--of all human
-frailties the longest-lived--still held its firmly-rooted place in
-this woman's nature; superior to torment of conscience, unassailable by
-terror of death!
-
-The good woman of the house waited a moment before she left the room.
-"What shall I say," she asked, "if the clergyman comes?"
-
-Mrs. Rook lifted her hand solemnly "Say," she answered, "that a dying
-sinner is making atonement for sin. Say this young lady is present, by
-the decree of an all-wise Providence. No mortal creature must disturb
-us." Her hand dropped back heavily on the bed. "Are we alone?" she
-asked.
-
-"We are alone," Emily answered. "What made you scream just before I came
-in?"
-
-"No! I can't allow you to remind me of that," Mrs. Rook protested. "I
-must compose myself. Be quiet. Let me think."
-
-Recovering her composure, she also recovered that sense of enjoyment
-in talking of herself, which was one of the marked peculiarities in her
-character.
-
-"You will excuse me if I exhibit religion," she resumed. "My dear
-parents were exemplary people; I was most carefully brought up. Are you
-pious? Let us hope so."
-
-Emily was once more reminded of the past.
-
-The bygone time returned to her memory--the time when she had accepted
-Sir Jervis Redwood's offer of employment, and when Mrs. Rook had arrived
-at the school to be her traveling companion to the North. The wretched
-creature had entirely forgotten her own loose talk, after she had
-drunk Miss Ladd's good wine to the last drop in the bottle. As she was
-boasting now of her piety, so she had boasted then of her lost faith and
-hope, and had mockingly declared her free-thinking opinions to be the
-result of her ill-assorted marriage. Forgotten--all forgotten, in this
-later time of pain and fear. Prostrate under the dread of death, her
-innermost nature--stripped of the concealments of her later life--was
-revealed to view. The early religious training, at which she had
-scoffed in the insolence of health and strength, revealed its latent
-influence--intermitted, but a living influence always from first to
-last. Mrs. Rook was tenderly mindful of her exemplary parents, and proud
-of exhibiting religion, on the bed from which she was never to rise
-again.
-
-"Did I tell you that I am a miserable sinner?" she asked, after an
-interval of silence.
-
-Emily could endure it no longer. "Say that to the clergyman," she
-answered--"not to me."
-
-"Oh, but I must say it," Mrs. Rook insisted. "I _am_ a miserable sinner.
-Let me give you an instance of it," she continued, with a shameless
-relish of the memory of her own frailties. "I have been a drinker, in
-my time. Anything was welcome, when the fit was on me, as long as it got
-into my head. Like other persons in liquor, I sometimes talked of things
-that had better have been kept secret. We bore that in mind--my old man
-and I---when we were engaged by Sir Jervis. Miss Redwood wanted to
-put us in the next bedroom to hers--a risk not to be run. I might have
-talked of the murder at the inn; and she might have heard me. Please to
-remark a curious thing. Whatever else I might let out, when I was in my
-cups, not a word about the pocketbook ever dropped from me. You will ask
-how I know it. My dear, I should have heard of it from my husband, if I
-had let _that_ out--and he is as much in the dark as you are. Wonderful
-are the workings of the human mind, as the poet says; and drink drowns
-care, as the proverb says. But can drink deliver a person from fear by
-day, and fear by night? I believe, if I had dropped a word about the
-pocketbook, it would have sobered me in an instant. Have you any remark
-to make on this curious circumstance?"
-
-Thus far, Emily had allowed the woman to ramble on, in the hope of
-getting information which direct inquiry might fail to produce. It was
-impossible, however, to pass over the allusion to the pocketbook. After
-giving her time to recover from the exhaustion which her heavy breathing
-sufficiently revealed, Emily put the question:
-
-"Who did the pocketbook belong to?"
-
-"Wait a little," said Mrs. Rook. "Everything in its right place, is my
-motto. I mustn't begin with the pocketbook. Why did I begin with it? Do
-you think this veil on my face confuses me? Suppose I take it off. But
-you must promise first--solemnly promise you won't look at my face. How
-can I tell you about the murder (the murder is part of my confession,
-you know), with this lace tickling my skin? Go away--and stand there
-with your back to me. Thank you. Now I'll take it off. Ha! the air
-feels refreshing; I know what I am about. Good heavens, I have forgotten
-something! I have forgotten _him_. And after such a fright as he gave
-me! Did you see him on the landing?"
-
-"Who are you talking of?" Emily asked.
-
-Mrs. Rook's failing voice sank lower still.
-
-"Come closer," she said, "this must be whispered. Who am I talking of?"
-she repeated. "I am talking of the man who slept in the other bed at
-the inn; the man who did the deed with his own razor. He was gone when I
-looked into the outhouse in the gray of the morning. Oh, I have done my
-duty! I have told Mr. Rook to keep an eye on him downstairs. You haven't
-an idea how obstinate and stupid my husband is. He says I couldn't know
-the man, because I didn't see him. Ha! there's such a thing as hearing,
-when you don't see. I heard--and I knew it again."
-
-Emily turned cold from head to foot.
-
-"What did you know again?" she said.
-
-"His voice," Mrs. Rook answered. "I'll swear to his voice before all the
-judges in England."
-
-Emily rushed to the bed. She looked at the woman who had said those
-dreadful words, speechless with horror.
-
-"You're breaking your promise!" cried Mrs. Rook. "You false girl, you're
-breaking your promise!"
-
-She snatched at the veil, and put it on again. The sight of her face,
-momentary as it had been, reassured Emily. Her wild eyes, made wilder
-still by the blurred stains of rouge below them, half washed away--her
-disheveled hair, with streaks of gray showing through the dye--presented
-a spectacle which would have been grotesque under other circumstances,
-but which now reminded Emily of Mr. Rook's last words; warning her not
-to believe what his wife said, and even declaring his conviction that
-her intellect was deranged. Emily drew back from the bed, conscious
-of an overpowering sense of self-reproach. Although it was only for a
-moment, she had allowed her faith in Mirabel to be shaken by a woman who
-was out of her mind.
-
-"Try to forgive me," she said. "I didn't willfully break my promise; you
-frightened me."
-
-Mrs. Rook began to cry. "I was a handsome woman in my time," she
-murmured. "You would say I was handsome still, if the clumsy fools about
-me had not spoiled my appearance. Oh, I do feel so weak! Where's my
-medicine?"
-
-The bottle was on the table. Emily gave her the prescribed dose, and
-revived her failing strength.
-
-"I am an extraordinary person," she resumed. "My resolution has always
-been the admiration of every one who knew me. But my mind feels--how
-shall I express it?--a little vacant. Have mercy on my poor wicked soul!
-Help me."
-
-"How can I help you?"
-
-"I want to recollect. Something happened in the summer time, when we
-were talking at Netherwoods. I mean when that impudent master at the
-school showed his suspicions of me. (Lord! how he frightened me, when he
-turned up afterward at Sir Jervis's house.) You must have seen yourself
-he suspected me. How did he show it?"
-
-"He showed you my locket," Emily answered.
-
-"Oh, the horrid reminder of the murder!" Mrs. Rook exclaimed. "_I_
-didn't mention it: don't blame Me. You poor innocent, I have something
-dreadful to tell you."
-
-Emily's horror of the woman forced her to speak. "Don't tell me!" she
-cried. "I know more than you suppose; I know what I was ignorant of when
-you saw the locket."
-
-Mrs. Rook took offense at the interruption.
-
-"Clever as you are, there's one thing you don't know," she said. "You
-asked me, just now, who the pocketbook belonged to. It belonged to your
-father. What's the matter? Are you crying?"
-
-Emily was thinking of her father. The pocketbook was the last present
-she had given to him--a present on his birthday. "Is it lost?" she asked
-sadly.
-
-"No; it's not lost. You will hear more of it directly. Dry your eyes,
-and expect something interesting--I'm going to talk about love. Love,
-my dear, means myself. Why shouldn't it? I'm not the only nice-looking
-woman, married to an old man, who has had a lover."
-
-"Wretch! what has that got to do with it?"
-
-"Everything, you rude girl! My lover was like the rest of them; he would
-bet on race-horses, and he lost. He owned it to me, on the day when your
-father came to our inn. He said, 'I must find the money--or be off to
-America, and say good-by forever.' I was fool enough to be fond of him.
-It broke my heart to hear him talk in that way. I said, 'If I find the
-money, and more than the money, will you take me with you wherever you
-go?' Of course, he said Yes. I suppose you have heard of the inquest
-held at our old place by the coroner and jury? Oh, what idiots! They
-believed I was asleep on the night of the murder. I never closed my
-eyes--I was so miserable, I was so tempted."
-
-"Tempted? What tempted you?"
-
-"Do you think I had any money to spare? Your father's pocketbook tempted
-me. I had seen him open it, to pay his bill over-night. It was full of
-bank-notes. Oh, what an overpowering thing love is! Perhaps you have
-known it yourself."
-
-Emily's indignation once more got the better of her prudence. "Have you
-no feeling of decency on your death-bed!" she said.
-
-Mrs. Rook forgot her piety; she was ready with an impudent rejoinder.
-"You hot-headed little woman, your time will come," she answered. "But
-you're right--I am wandering from the point; I am not sufficiently
-sensible of this solemn occasion. By-the-by, do you notice my language?
-I inherit correct English from my mother--a cultivated person, who
-married beneath her. My paternal grandfather was a gentleman. Did I tell
-you that there came a time, on that dreadful night, when I could stay in
-bed no longer? The pocketbook--I did nothing but think of that devilish
-pocketbook, full of bank-notes. My husband was fast asleep all the time.
-I got a chair and stood on it. I looked into the place where the two men
-were sleeping, through the glass in the top of the door. Your father
-was awake; he was walking up and down the room. What do you say? Was he
-agitated? I didn't notice. I don't know whether the other man was asleep
-or awake. I saw nothing but the pocketbook stuck under the pillow, half
-in and half out. Your father kept on walking up and down. I thought to
-myself, 'I'll wait till he gets tired, and then I'll have another look
-at the pocketbook.' Where's the wine? The doctor said I might have a
-glass of wine when I wanted it."
-
-Emily found the wine and gave it to her. She shuddered as she
-accidentally touched Mrs. Rook's hand.
-
-The wine helped the sinking woman.
-
-"I must have got up more than once," she resumed. "And more than once my
-heart must have failed me. I don't clearly remember what I did, till the
-gray of the morning came. I think that must have been the last time I
-looked through the glass in the door."
-
-She began to tremble. She tore the veil off her face. She cried out
-piteously, "Lord, be merciful to me a sinner! Come here," she said to
-Emily. "Where are you? No! I daren't tell you what I saw; I daren't tell
-you what I did. When you're pos sessed by the devil, there's nothing,
-nothing, nothing you can't do! Where did I find the courage to unlock
-the door? Where did I find the courage to go in? Any other woman would
-have lost her senses, when she found blood on her fingers after taking
-the pocketbook--"
-
-Emily's head swam; her heart beat furiously--she staggered to the door,
-and opened it to escape from the room.
-
-"I'm guilty of robbing him; but I'm innocent of his blood!" Mrs. Rook
-called after her wildly. "The deed was done--the yard door was wide
-open, and the man was gone--when I looked in for the last time. Come
-back, come back!"
-
-Emily looked round.
-
-"I can't go near you," she said, faintly.
-
-"Come near enough to see this."
-
-She opened her bed-gown at the throat, and drew up a loop of ribbon over
-her head. 'The pocketbook was attached to the ribbon. She held it out.
-
-"Your father's book," she said. "Won't you take your father's book?"
-
-For a moment, and only for a moment, Emily was repelled by the
-profanation associated with her birthday gift. Then, the loving
-remembrance of the dear hands that had so often touched that relic,
-drew the faithful daughter back to the woman whom she abhorred. Her eyes
-rested tenderly on the book. Before it had lain in that guilty bosom,
-it had been _his_ book. The beloved memory was all that was left to her
-now; the beloved memory consecrated it to her hand. She took the book.
-
-"Open it," said Mrs. Rook.
-
-There were two five-pound bank-notes in it.
-
-"His?" Emily asked.
-
-"No; mine--the little I have been able to save toward restoring what I
-stole."
-
-"Oh!" Emily cried, "is there some good in this woman, after all?"
-
-"There's no good in the woman!" Mrs. Rook answered desperately. "There's
-nothing but fear--fear of hell now; fear of the pocketbook in the past
-time. Twice I tried to destroy it--and twice it came back, to remind me
-of the duty that I owed to my miserable soul. I tried to throw it into
-the fire. It struck the bar, and fell back into the fender at my feet.
-I went out, and cast it into the well. It came back again in the first
-bucket of water that was drawn up. From that moment, I began to save
-what I could. Restitution! Atonement! I tell you the book found a
-tongue--and those were the grand words it dinned in my ears, morning and
-night." She stooped to fetch her breath--stopped, and struck her bosom.
-"I hid it here, so that no person should see it, and no person take it
-from me. Superstition? Oh, yes, superstition! Shall tell you something?
-_You_ may find yourself superstitious, if you are ever cut to the heart
-as I was. He left me! The man I had disgraced myself for, deserted me on
-the day when I gave him the stolen money. He suspected it was stolen; he
-took care of his own cowardly self--and left me to the hard mercy of the
-law, if the theft was found out. What do you call that, in the way
-of punishment? Haven't I suffered? Haven't I made atonement? Be a
-Christian--say you forgive me."
-
-"I do forgive you."
-
-"Say you will pray for me."
-
-"I will."
-
-"Ah! that comforts me! Now you can go."
-
-Emily looked at her imploringly. "Don't send me away, knowing no more
-of the murder than I knew when I came here! Is there nothing, really
-nothing, you can tell me?"
-
-Mrs. Rook pointed to the door.
-
-"Haven't I told you already? Go downstairs, and see the wretch who
-escaped in the dawn of the morning!"
-
-"Gently, ma'am, gently! You're talking too loud," cried a mocking voice
-from outside.
-
-"It's only the doctor," said Mrs. Rook. She crossed her hands over her
-bosom with a deep-drawn sigh. "I want no doctor, now. My peace is made
-with my Maker. I'm ready for death; I'm fit for Heaven. Go away! go
-away!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXII. DOWNSTAIRS.
-
-In a moment more, the doctor came in--a brisk, smiling, self-sufficient
-man--smartly dressed, with a flower in his button-hole. A stifling
-odor of musk filled the room, as he drew out his handkerchief with a
-flourish, and wiped his forehead.
-
-"Plenty of hard work in my line, just now," he said. "Hullo, Mrs. Rook!
-somebody has been allowing you to excite yourself. I heard you, before
-I opened the door. Have you been encouraging her to talk?" he asked,
-turning to Emily, and shaking his finger at her with an air of facetious
-remonstrance.
-
-Incapable of answering him; forgetful of the ordinary restraints of
-social intercourse--with the one doubt that preserved her belief in
-Mirabel, eager for confirmation--Emily signed to this stranger to follow
-her into a corner of the room, out of hearing. She made no excuses: she
-took no notice of his look of surprise. One hope was all she could feel,
-one word was all she could say, after that second assertion of Mirabel's
-guilt. Indicating Mrs. Rook by a glance at the bed, she whispered the
-word:
-
-"Mad?"
-
-Flippant and familiar, the doctor imitated her; he too looked at the
-bed.
-
-"No more mad than you are, miss. As I said just now, my patient has
-been exciting herself; I daresay she has talked a little wildly in
-consequence. _Hers_ isn't a brain to give way, I can tell you. But
-there's somebody else--"
-
-Emily had fled from the room. He had destroyed her last fragment of
-belief in Mirabel's innocence. She was on the landing trying to console
-herself, when the doctor joined her.
-
-"Are you acquainted with the gentleman downstairs?" he asked.
-
-"What gentleman?"
-
-"I haven't heard his name; he looks like a clergyman. If you know him--"
-
-"I do know him. I can't answer questions! My mind--"
-
-"Steady your mind, miss! and take your friend home as soon as you can.
-_He_ hasn't got Mrs. Rook's hard brain; he's in a state of nervous
-prostration, which may end badly. Do you know where he lives?"
-
-"He is staying with his sister--Mrs. Delvin."
-
-"Mrs. Delvin! she's a friend and patient of mine. Say I'll look in
-to-morrow morning, and see what I can do for her brother. In the
-meantime, get him to bed, and to rest; and don't be afraid of giving him
-brandy."
-
-The doctor returned to the bedroom. Emily heard Mrs. Ellmother's voice
-below.
-
-"Are you up there, miss?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother ascended the stairs. "It was an evil hour," she said,
-"that you insisted on going to this place. Mr. Mirabel--" The sight of
-Emily's face suspended the next words on her lips. She took the poor
-young mistress in her motherly arms. "Oh, my child! what has happened to
-you?"
-
-"Don't ask me now. Give me your arm--let us go downstairs."
-
-"You won't be startled when you see Mr. Mirabel--will you, my dear? I
-wouldn't let them disturb you; I said nobody should speak to you but
-myself. The truth is, Mr. Mirabel has had a dreadful fright. What are
-you looking for?"
-
-"Is there a garden here? Any place where we can breathe the fresh air?"
-
-There was a courtyard at the back of the house. They found their way to
-it. A bench was placed against one of the walls. They sat down.
-
-"Shall I wait till you're better before I say any more?" Mrs. Ellmother
-asked. "No? You want to hear about Mr. Mirabel? My dear, he came into
-the parlor where I was; and Mr. Rook came in too---and waited, looking
-at him. Mr. Mirabel sat down in a corner, in a dazed state as I thought.
-It wasn't for long. He jumped up, and clapped his hand on his heart as
-if his heart hurt him. 'I must and will know what's going on upstairs,'
-he says. Mr. Rook pulled him back, and told him to wait till the
-young lady came down. Mr. Mirabel wouldn't hear of it. 'Your wife's
-frightening her,' he says; 'your wife's telling her horrible things
-about me.' He was taken on a sudden with a shivering fit; his eyes
-rolled, and his teeth chattered. Mr. Rook made matters worse; he lost
-his temper. 'I'm damned,' he says, 'if I don't begin to think you
-_are_ the man, after all; I've half a mind to send for the police.' Mr.
-Mirabel dropped into his chair. His eyes stared, his mouth fell open. I
-took hold of his hand. Cold--cold as ice. What it all meant I can't say.
-Oh, miss, _you_ know! Let me tell you the rest of it some other time."
-
-Emily insisted on hearing more. "The end!" she cried. "How did it end?"
-
-"I don't know how it might have ended, if the doctor hadn't come in--to
-pay his visit, you know, upstairs. He said some learned words. When
-he came to plain English, he asked if anybody had frightened the
-gentleman. I said Mr. Rook had frightened him. The doctor says to Mr.
-Rook, 'Mind what you are about. If you frighten him again, you may have
-his death to answer for.' That cowed Mr. Rook. He asked what he had
-better do. 'Give me some brandy for him first,' says the doctor; 'and
-then get him home at once.' I found the brandy, and went away to the inn
-to order the carriage. Your ears are quicker than mine, miss--do I hear
-it now?"
-
-They rose, and went to the house door. The carriage was there.
-
-Still cowed by what the doctor had said, Mr. Rook appeared, carefully
-leading Mirabel out. He had revived under the action of the stimulant.
-Passing Emily he raised his eyes to her--trembled--and looked down
-again. When Mr. Rook opened the door of the carriage he paused, with one
-of his feet on the step. A momentary impulse inspired him with a false
-courage, and brought a flush into his ghastly face. He turned to Emily.
-
-"May I speak to you?" he asked.
-
-She started back from him. He looked at Mrs. Ellmother. "Tell her I
-am innocent," he said. The trembling seized on him again. Mr. Rook was
-obliged to lift him into the carriage.
-
-Emily caught at Mrs. Ellmother's arm. "You go with him," she said. "I
-can't."
-
-"How are you to get back, miss?"
-
-She turned away and spoke to the coachman. "I am not very well. I want
-the fresh air--I'll sit by you."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother remonstrated and protested, in vain. As Emily had
-determined it should be, so it was.
-
-"Has he said anything?" she asked, when they had arrived at their
-journey's end.
-
-"He has been like a man frozen up; he hasn't said a word; he hasn't even
-moved."
-
-"Take him to his sister; and tell her all that you know. Be careful to
-repeat what the doctor said. I can't face Mrs. Delvin. Be patient, my
-good old friend; I have no secrets from you. Only wait till to-morrow;
-and leave me by myself to-night."
-
-Alone in her room, Emily opened her writing-case. Searching among
-the letters in it, she drew out a printed paper. It was the Handbill
-describing the man who had escaped from the inn, and offering a reward
-for the discovery of him.
-
-At the first line of the personal description of the fugitive, the paper
-dropped from her hand. Burning tears forced their way into her eyes.
-Feeling for her handkerchief, she touched the pocketbook which she had
-received from Mrs. Rook. After a little hesitation she took it out. She
-looked at it. She opened it.
-
-The sight of the bank-notes repelled her; she hid them in one of the
-pockets of the book. There was a second pocket which she had not yet
-examined. She pat her hand into it, and, touching something, drew out a
-letter.
-
-The envelope (already open) was addressed to "James Brown, Esq., Post
-Office, Zeeland." Would it be inconsistent with her respect for her
-father's memory to examine the letter? No; a glance would decide whether
-she ought to read it or not.
-
-It was without date or address; a startling letter to look at--for it
-only contained three words:
-
-"I say No."
-
-The words were signed in initials:
-
-"S. J."
-
-In the instant when she read the initials, the name occurred to her.
-
-Sara Jethro.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXIII. THE DEFENSE OF MIRABEL.
-
-The discovery of the letter gave a new direction to Emily's
-thoughts--and so, for the time at least, relieved her mind from the
-burden that weighed on it. To what question, on her father's part, had
-"I say No" been Miss Jethro's brief and stern reply? Neither letter nor
-envelope offered the slightest hint that might assist inquiry; even the
-postmark had been so carelessly impressed that it was illegible.
-
-Emily was still pondering over the three mysterious words, when she was
-interrupted by Mrs. Ellmother's voice at the door.
-
-"I must ask you to let me come in, miss; though I know you wished to be
-left by yourself till to-morrow. Mrs. Delvin says she must positively
-see you to-night. It's my belief that she will send for the servants,
-and have herself carried in here, if you refuse to do what she asks. You
-needn't be afraid of seeing Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"Where is he?"
-
-"His sister has given up her bedroom to him," Mrs. Ellmother answered.
-"She thought of your feelings before she sent me here--and had the
-curtains closed between the sitting-room and the bedroom. I suspect my
-nasty temper misled me, when I took a dislike to Mrs. Delvin. She's a
-good creature; I'm sorry you didn't go to her as soon as we got back."
-
-"Did she seem to be angry, when she sent you here?"
-
-"Angry! She was crying when I left her."
-
-Emily hesitated no longer.
-
-She noticed a remarkable change in the invalid's sitting-room--so
-brilliantly lighted on other occasions--the moment she entered it. The
-lamps were shaded, and the candles were all extinguished. "My eyes don't
-bear the light so well as usual," Mrs. Delvin said. "Come and sit near
-me, Emily; I hope to quiet your mind. I should be grieved if you left my
-house with a wrong impression of me."
-
-Knowing what she knew, suffering as she must have suffered, the quiet
-kindness of her tone implied an exercise of self-restraint which
-appealed irresistibly to Emily's sympathies. "Forgive me," she said,
-"for having done you an injustice. I am ashamed to think that I shrank
-from seeing you when I returned from Belford."
-
-"I will endeavor to be worthy of your better opinion of me," Mrs. Delvin
-replied. "In one respect at least, I may claim to have had your best
-interests at heart--while we were still personally strangers. I tried
-to prevail on my poor brother to own the truth, when he discovered
-the terrible position in which he was placed toward you. He was too
-conscious of the absence of any proof which might induce you to
-believe him, if he attempted to defend himself--in one word, he was too
-timid--to take my advice. He has paid the penalty, and I have paid the
-penalty, of deceiving you."
-
-Emily started. "In what way have you deceived me?" she asked.
-
-"In the way that was forced on us by our own conduct," Mrs. Delvin said.
-"We have appeared to help you, without really doing so; we calculated on
-inducing you to marry my brother, and then (when he could speak with
-the authority of a husband) on prevailing on you to give up all further
-inquiries. When you insisted on seeing Mrs. Rook, Miles had the money in
-his hand to bribe her and her husband to leave England."
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Delvin!"
-
-"I don't attempt to excuse myself. I don't expect you to consider how
-sorely I was tempted to secure the happiness of my brother's life,
-by marriage with such a woman as yourself. I don't remind you that I
-knew--when I put obstacles in your way--that you were blindly devoting
-yourself to the discovery of an innocent man."
-
-Emily heard her with angry surprise. "Innocent?" she repeated. "Mrs.
-Rook recognized his voice the instant she heard him speak."
-
-Impenetrable to interruption, Mrs. Delvin went on. "But what I do ask,"
-she persisted, "even after our short acquaintance, is this. Do you
-suspect me of deliberately scheming to make you the wife of a murderer?"
-
-Emily had never viewed the serious question between them in this light.
-Warmly, generously, she answered the appeal that had been made to her.
-"Oh, don't think that of me! I know I spoke thoughtlessly and cruelly to
-you, just now--"
-
-"You spoke impulsively," Mrs. Delvin interposed; "that was all. My one
-desire before we part--how can I expect you to remain here, after what
-has happened?--is to tell you the truth. I have no interested object in
-view; for all hope of your marriage with my brother is now at an end.
-May I ask if you have heard that he and your father were strangers, when
-they met at the inn?"
-
-"Yes; I know that."
-
-"If there had been any conversation between them, when they retired
-to rest, they might have mentioned their names. But your father was
-preoccupied; and my brother, after a long day's walk, was so tired that
-he fell asleep as soon as his head was on the pillow. He only woke when
-the morning dawned. What he saw when he looked toward the opposite bed
-might have struck with terror the boldest man that ever lived. His first
-impulse was naturally to alarm the house. When he got on his feet, he
-saw his own razor--a blood-stained razor on the bed by the side of the
-corpse. At that discovery, he lost all control over himself. In a panic
-of terror, he snatched up his knapsack, unfastened the yard door, and
-fled from the house. Knowing him, as you and I know him, can we wonder
-at it? Many a man has been hanged for murder, on circumstantial evidence
-less direct than the evidence against poor Miles. His horror of his own
-recollections was so overpowering that he forbade me even to mention the
-inn at Zeeland in my letters, while he was abroad. 'Never tell me (he
-wrote) who that wretched murdered stranger was, if I only heard of
-his name, I believe it would haunt me to my dying day. I ought not to
-trouble you with these details--and yet, I am surely not without excuse.
-In the absence of any proof, I cannot expect you to believe as I do in
-my brother's innocence. But I may at least hope to show you that there
-is some reason for doubt. Will you give him the benefit of that doubt?"
-
-"Willingly!" Emily replied. "Am I right in supposing that you don't
-despair of proving his innocence, even yet'?"
-
-"I don't quite despair. But my hopes have grown fainter and fainter,
-as the years have gone on. There is a person associated with his escape
-from Zeeland; a person named Jethro--"
-
-"You mean Miss Jethro!"
-
-"Yes. Do you know her?"
-
-"I know her--and my father knew her. I have found a letter, addressed
-to him, which I have no doubt was written by Miss Jethro. It is barely
-possible that you may understand what it means. Pray look at it."
-
-"I am quite unable to help you," Mrs. Delvin answered, after reading the
-letter. "All I know of Miss Jethro is that, but for her interposition,
-my brother might have fallen into the hands of the police. She saved
-him."
-
-"Knowing him, of course?"
-
-"That is the remarkable part of it: they were perfect strangers to each
-other."
-
-"But she must have had some motive."
-
-"_There_ is the foundation of my hope for Miles. Miss Jethro declared,
-when I wrote and put the question to her, that the one motive by which
-she was actuated was the motive of mercy. I don't believe her. To my
-mind, it is in the last degree improbable that she would consent to
-protect a stranger from discovery, who owned to her (as my brother did)
-that he was a fugitive suspected of murder. She knows something, I am
-firmly convinced, of that dreadful event at Zeeland--and she has some
-reason for keeping it secret. Have you any influence over her?"
-
-"Tell me where I can find her."
-
-"I can't tell you. She has removed from the address at which my brother
-saw her last. He has made every possible inquiry--without result."
-
-As she replied in those discouraging terms, the curtains which divided
-Mrs. Delvin's bedroom from her sitting-room were drawn aside. An elderly
-woman-servant approached her mistress's couch.
-
-"Mr. Mirabel is awake, ma'am. He is very low; I can hardly feel his
-pulse. Shall I give him some more brandy?"
-
-Mrs. Delvin held out her hand to Emily. "Come to me to-morrow morning,"
-she said--and signed to the servant to wheel her couch into the next
-room. As the curtain closed over them, Emily heard Mirabel's voice.
-"Where am I?" he said faintly. "Is it all a dream?"
-
-The prospect of his recovery the next morning was gloomy indeed. He had
-sunk into a state of deplorable weakness, in mind as well as in body.
-The little memory of events that he still preserved was regarded by him
-as the memory of a dream. He alluded to Emily, and to his meeting with
-her unexpectedly. But from that point his recollection failed him.
-They had talked of something interesting, he said--but he was unable
-to remember what it was. And they had waited together at a railway
-station--but for what purpose he could not tell. He sighed and wondered
-when Emily would marry him--and so fell asleep again, weaker than ever.
-
-Not having any confidence in the doctor at Belford, Mrs. Delvin had sent
-an urgent message to a physician at Edinburgh, famous for his skill in
-treating diseases of the nervous system. "I cannot expect him to reach
-this remote place, without some delay," she said; "I must bear my
-suspense as well as I can."
-
-"You shall not bear it alone," Emily answered. "I will wait with you
-till the doctor comes."
-
-Mrs. Delvin lifted her frail wasted hands to Emily's face, drew it a
-little nearer--and kissed her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXIV. ON THE WAY TO LONDON.
-
-The parting words had been spoken. Emily and her companion were on their
-way to London.
-
-For some little time, they traveled in silence--alone in the railway
-carriage. After submitting as long as she could to lay an embargo on the
-use of her tongue, Mrs. Ellmother started the conversation by means of a
-question: "Do you think Mr. Mirabel will get over it, miss?"
-
-"It's useless to ask me," Emily said. "Even the great man from Edinburgh
-is not able to decide yet, whether he will recover or not."
-
-"You have taken me into your confidence, Miss Emily, as you
-promised--and I have got something in my mind in consequence. May I
-mention it without giving offense?"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"I wish you had never taken up with Mr. Mirabel."
-
-Emily was silent. Mrs. Ellmother, having a design of her own to
-accomplish, ventured to speak more plainly. "I often think of Mr. Alban
-Morris," she proceeded. "I always did like him, and I always shall."
-
-Emily suddenly pulled down her veil. "Don't speak of him!" she said.
-
-"I didn't mean to offend you."
-
-"You don't offend me. You distress me. Oh, how often I have wished--!"
-She threw herself back in a corner of the carriage and said no more.
-
-Although not remarkable for the possession of delicate tact, Mrs.
-Ellmother discovered that the best course she could now follow was a
-course of silence.
-
-Even at the time when she had most implicitly trusted Mirabel, the
-fear that she might have acted hastily and harshly toward Alban had
-occasionally troubled Emily's mind. The impression produced by later
-events had not only intensified this feeling, but had presented the
-motives of that true friend under an entirely new point of view. If she
-had been left in ignorance of the manner of her father's death--as Alban
-had designed to leave her; as she would have been left, but for the
-treachery of Francine--how happily free she would have been from
-thoughts which it was now a terror to her to recall. She would have
-parted from Mirabel, when the visit to the pleasant country house had
-come to an end, remembering him as an amusing acquaintance and nothing
-more. He would have been spared, and she would have been spared, the
-shock that had so cruelly assailed them both. What had she gained
-by Mrs. Rook's detestable confession? The result had been perpetual
-disturbance of mind provoked by self-torturing speculations on the
-subject of the murder. If Mirabel was innocent, who was guilty? The
-false wife, without pity and without shame--or the brutal husband, who
-looked capable of any enormity? What was her future to be? How was it
-all to end? In the despair of that bitter moment--seeing her devoted old
-servant looking at her with kind compassionate eyes--Emily's troubled
-spirit sought refuge in impetuous self-betrayal; the very betrayal which
-she had resolved should not escape her, hardly a minute since!
-
-She bent forward out of her corner, and suddenly drew up her veil. "Do
-you expect to see Mr. Alban Morris, when we get back?" she asked.
-
-"I should like to see him, miss--if you have no objection."
-
-"Tell him I am ashamed of myself! and say I ask his pardon with all my
-heart!"
-
-"The Lord be praised!" Mrs. Ellmother burst out--and then, when it was
-too late, remembered the conventional restraints appropriate to the
-occasion. "Gracious, what a fool I am!" she said to herself. "Beautiful
-weather, Miss Emily, isn't it?" she continued, in a desperate hurry to
-change the subject.
-
-Emily reclined again in her corner of the carriage. She smiled, for the
-first time since she had become Mrs. Delvin's guest at the tower.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE LAST--AT HOME AGAIN.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXV. CECILIA IN A NEW CHARACTER.
-
-Reaching the cottage at night, Emily found the card of a visitor who
-had called during the day. It bore the name of "Miss Wyvil," and had a
-message written on it which strongly excited Emily's curiosity.
-
-"I have seen the telegram which tells your servant that you return
-to-night. Expect me early to-morrow morning--with news that will deeply
-interest you."
-
-To what news did Cecilia allude? Emily questioned the woman who had been
-left in charge of the cottage, and found that she had next to nothing to
-tell. Miss Wyvil had flushed up, and had looked excited, when she read
-the telegraphic message--that was all. Emily's impatience was, as usual,
-not to be concealed. Expert Mrs. Ellmother treated the case in the right
-way--first with supper, and then with an adjournment to bed. The clock
-struck twelve, when she put out the young mistress's candle. "Ten hours
-to pass before Cecilia comes here!" Emily exclaimed. "Not ten minutes,"
-Mrs. Ellmother reminded her, "if you will only go to sleep."
-
-Cecilia arrived before the breakfast-table was cleared; as lovely,
-as gentle, as affectionate as ever--but looking unusually serious and
-subdued.
-
-"Out with it at once!" Emily cried. "What have you got to tell me?'
-
-"Perhaps, I had better tell you first," Cecilia said, "that I know what
-you kept from me when I came here, after you left us at Monksmoor. Don't
-think, my dear, that I say this by way of complaint. Mr. Alban Morris
-says you had good reasons for keeping your secret."
-
-"Mr. Alban Morris! Did you get your information from _him?_"
-
-"Yes. Do I surprise you?"
-
-"More than words can tell!"
-
-"Can you bear another surprise? Mr. Morris has seen Miss Jethro, and
-has discovered that Mr. Mirabel has been wrongly suspected of a dreadful
-crime. Our amiable little clergyman is guilty of being a coward--and
-guilty of nothing else. Are you really quiet enough to read about it?"
-
-She produced some leaves of paper filled with writing. "There," she
-explained, "is Mr. Morris's own account of all that passed between Miss
-Jethro and himself."
-
-"But how do _you_ come by it?"
-
-"Mr. Morris gave it to me. He said, 'Show it to Emily as soon as
-possible; and take care to be with her while she reads it.' There is
-a reason for this--" Cecilia's voice faltered. On the brink of some
-explanation, she seemed to recoil from it. "I will tell you by-and-by
-what the reason is," she said.
-
-Emily looked nervously at the manuscript. "Why doesn't he tell me
-himself what he has discovered? Is he--" The leaves began to flutter in
-her trembling fingers--"is he angry with me?"
-
-"Oh, Emily, angry with You! Read what he has written and you shall know
-why he keeps away."
-
-Emily opened the manuscript.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXVI. ALBAN'S NARRATIVE.
-
-"The information which I have obtained from Miss Jethro has been
-communicated to me, on the condition that I shall not disclose the place
-of her residence. 'Let me pass out of notice (she said) as completely as
-if I had passed out of life; I wish to be forgotten by some, and to be
-unknown by others.'" With this one stipulation, she left me free to write
-the present narrative of what passed at the interview between us. I feel
-that the discoveries which I have made are too important to the persons
-interested to be trusted to memory.
-
-
-1. _She Receives Me_.
-
-"Finding Miss Jethro's place of abode, with far less difficulty than I
-had anticipated (thanks to favoring circumstances), I stated plainly the
-object of my visit. She declined to enter into conversation with me on
-the subject of the murder at Zeeland.
-
-"I was prepared to meet with this rebuke, and to take the necessary
-measures for obtaining a more satisfactory reception. 'A person is
-suspected of having committed the murder,' I said; 'and there is reason
-to believe that you are in a position to say whether the suspicion is
-justified or not. Do you refuse to answer me, if I put the question?'
-
-"Miss Jethro asked who the person was.
-
-"I mentioned the name--Mr. Miles Mirabel.
-
-"It is not necessary, and it would certainly be not agreeable to me,
-to describe the effect which this reply produced on Miss Jethro. After
-giving her time to compose herself, I entered into certain explanations,
-in order to convince her at the outset of my good faith. The result
-justified my anticipations. I was at once admitted to her confidence.
-
-"She said, 'I must not hesitate to do an act of justice to an innocent
-man. But, in such a serious matter as this, you have a right to judge
-for yourself whether the person who is now speaking to you is a person
-whom you can trust. You may believe that I tell the truth about others,
-if I begin--whatever it may cost me--by telling the truth about myself.'"
-
-
-2. _She Speaks of Herself_.
-
-"I shall not attempt to place on record the confession of a most unhappy
-woman. It was the common story of sin bitterly repented, and of vain
-effort to recover the lost place in social esteem. Too well known a
-story, surely, to be told again.
-
-"But I may with perfect propriety repeat what Miss Jethro said to me,
-in allusion to later events in her life which are connected with my own
-personal experience. She recalled to my memory a visit which she had
-paid to me at Netherwoods, and a letter addressed to her by Doctor
-Allday, which I had read at her express request.
-
-"She said, 'You may remember that the letter contained some severe
-reflections on my conduct. Among other things, the doctor mentions that
-he called at the lodging I occupied during my visit to London, and found
-I had taken to flight: also that he had reason to believe I had entered
-Miss Ladd's service, under false pretenses.'
-
-"I asked if the doctor had wronged her.
-
-"She answered 'No: in one case, he is ignorant; in the other, he is
-right. On leaving his house, I found myself followed in the street by
-the man to whom I owe the shame and misery of my past life. My horror of
-him is not to be described in words. The one way of escaping was offered
-by an empty cab that passed me. I reached the railway station safely,
-and went back to my home in the country. Do you blame me?'
-
-"It was impossible to blame her--and I said so.
-
-"She then confessed the deception which she had practiced on Miss Ladd.
-'I have a cousin,' she said, 'who was a Miss Jethro like me. Before
-her marriage she had been employed as a governess. She pitied me; she
-sympathized with my longing to recover the character that I had lost.
-With her permission, I made use of the testimonials which she had earned
-as a teacher--I was betrayed (to this day I don't know by whom)--and I
-was dismissed from Netherwoods. Now you know that I deceived Miss Ladd,
-you may reasonably conclude that I am likely to deceive You.'
-
-"I assured her, with perfect sincerity, that I had drawn no such
-conclusion. Encouraged by my reply, Miss Jethro proceeded as follows."
-
-
-3. _She Speaks of Mirabel_.
-
-"'Four years ago, I was living near Cowes, in the Isle of Wight--in a
-cottage which had been taken for me by a gentleman who was the owner of
-a yacht. We had just returned from a short cruise, and the vessel was
-under orders to sail for Cherbourg with the next tide.
-
-"'While I was walking in my garden, I was startled by the sudden
-appearance Of a man (evidently a gentleman) who was a perfect stranger
-to me. He was in a pitiable state of terror, and he implored my
-protection. In reply to my first inquiries, he mentioned the inn at
-Zeeland, and the dreadful death of a person unknown to him; whom I
-recognized (partly by the description given, and partly by comparison of
-dates) as Mr. James Brown. I shall say nothing of the shock inflicted
-on me: you don't want to know what I felt. What I did (having literally
-only a minute left for decision) was to hide the fugitive from
-discovery, and to exert my influence in his favor with the owner of the
-yacht. I saw nothing more of him. He was put on board, as soon as the
-police were out of sight, and was safely landed at Cherbourg.'
-
-"I asked what induced her to run the risk of protecting a stranger, who
-was under suspicion of having committed a murder.
-
-"She said, 'You shall hear my explanation directly. Let us have done
-with Mr. Mirabel first. We occasionally corresponded, during the long
-absence on the continent; never alluding, at his express request, to
-the horrible event at the inn. His last letter reached me, after he
-had established himself at Vale Regis. Writing of the society in the
-neighborhood, he informed me of his introduction to Miss Wyvil, and of
-the invitation that he had received to meet her friend and schoolfellow
-at Monksmoor. I knew that Miss Emily possessed a Handbill describing
-personal peculiarities in Mr. Mirabel, not hidden under the changed
-appearance of his head and face. If she remembered or happened to refer
-to that description, while she was living in the same house with him,
-there was a possibility at least of her suspicion being excited. The
-fear of this took me to you. It was a morbid fear, and, as events turned
-out, an unfounded fear: but I was unable to control it. Failing to
-produce any effect on you, I went to Vale Regis, and tried (vainly
-again) to induce Mr. Mirabel to send an excuse to Monksmoor. He, like
-you, wanted to know what my motive was. When I tell you that I acted
-solely in Miss Emily's interests, and that I knew how she had been
-deceived about her father's death, need I say why I was afraid to
-acknowledge my motive?'
-
-"I understood that Miss Jethro might well be afraid of the consequences,
-if she risked any allusion to Mr. Brown's horrible death, and if it
-afterward chanced to reach his daughter's ears. But this state of
-feeling implied an extraordinary interest in the preservation of Emily's
-peace of mind. I asked Miss Jethro how that interest had been excited?
-
-"She answered, 'I can only satisfy you in one way. I must speak of her
-father now.'"
-
-
-Emily looked up from the manuscript. She felt Cecilia's arm tenderly
-caressing her. She heard Cecilia say, "My poor dear, there is one last
-trial of your courage still to come. I am afraid of what you are going
-to read, when you turn to the next page. And yet--"
-
-"And yet," Emily replied gently, "it must be done. I have learned my
-hard lesson of endurance, Cecilia, don't be afraid."
-
-Emily turned to the next page.
-
-
-4. _She Speaks of the Dead_.
-
-"For the first time, Miss Jethro appeared to be at a loss how to
-proceed. I could see that she was suffering. She rose, and opening a
-drawer in her writing table, took a letter from it.
-
-"She said, 'Will you read this? It was written by Miss Emily's father.
-Perhaps it may say more for me than I can say for myself?'
-
-"I copy the letter. It was thus expressed:
-
-"'You have declared that our farewell to-day is our farewell forever.
-For the second time, you have refused to be my wife; and you have done
-this, to use your own words, in mercy to Me.
-
-"'In mercy to Me, I implore you to reconsider your decision.
-
-"'If you condemn me to live without you--I feel it, I know it--you
-condemn me to despair which I have not fortitude enough to endure. Look
-at the passages which I have marked for you in the New Testament. Again
-and again, I say it; your true repentance has made you worthy of the
-pardon of God. Are you not worthy of the love, admiration, and respect
-of man? Think! oh, Sara, think of what our lives might be, and let them
-be united for time and for eternity.
-
-"'I can write no more. A deadly faintness oppresses me. My mind is in
-a state unknown to me in past years. I am in such confusion that I
-sometimes think I hate you. And then I recover from my delusion, and
-know that man never loved woman as I love you.
-
-"'You will have time to write to me by this evening's post. I shall stop
-at Zeeland to-morrow, on my way back, and ask for a letter at the post
-office. I forbid explanations and excuses. I forbid heartless allusions
-to your duty. Let me have an answer which does not keep me for a moment
-in suspense.
-
-"'For the last time, I ask you: Do you consent to be my wife? Say,
-Yes--or say, No.'
-
-"I gave her back the letter--with the one comment on it, which the
-circumstances permitted me to make:
-
-"'You said No?'
-
-"She bent her head in silence.
-
-"I went on--not willingly, for I would have spared her if it had been
-possible. I said, 'He died, despairing, by his own hand--and you knew
-it?'
-
-"She looked up. 'No! To say that I knew it is too much. To say that I
-feared it is the truth.'
-
-"'Did you love him?'
-
-"She eyed me in stern surprise. 'Have _I_ any right to love? Could I
-disgrace an honorable man by allowing him to marry me? You look as if
-you held me responsible for his death.'
-
-"'Innocently responsible,' I said.
-
-"She still followed her own train of thought. 'Do you suppose I could
-for a moment anticipate that he would destroy himself, when I wrote my
-reply? He was a truly religious man. If he had been in his right mind,
-he would have shrunk from the idea of suicide as from the idea of a
-crime.'
-
-"On reflection, I was inclined to agree with her. In his terrible
-position, it was at least possible that the sight of the razor
-(placed ready, with the other appliances of the toilet, for his
-fellow-traveler's use) might have fatally tempted a man whose last hope
-was crushed, whose mind was tortured by despair. I should have been
-merciless indeed, if I had held Miss Jethro accountable thus far. But
-I found it hard to sympathize with the course which she had pursued, in
-permitting Mr. Brown's death to be attributed to murder without a word
-of protest. 'Why were you silent?' I said.
-
-"She smiled bitterly.
-
-"'A woman would have known why, without asking,' she replied. 'A woman
-would have understood that I shrank from a public confession of my
-shameful past life. A woman would have remembered what reasons I had
-for pitying the man who loved me, and for accepting any responsibility
-rather than associate his memory, before the world, with an unworthy
-passion for a degraded creature, ending in an act of suicide. Even if I
-had made that cruel sacrifice, would public opinion have believed such
-a person as I am--against the evidence of a medical man, and the verdict
-of a jury? No, Mr. Morris! I said nothing, and I was resolved to say
-nothing, so long as the choice of alternatives was left to me. On the
-day when Mr. Mirabel implored me to save him, that choice was no longer
-mine--and you know what I did. And now again when suspicion (after all
-the long interval that had passed) has followed and found that innocent
-man, you know what I have done. What more do you ask of me?'
-
-"'Your pardon,' I said, 'for not having understood you--and a last
-favor. May I repeat what I have heard to the one person of all others
-who ought to know, and who must know, what you have told me?'
-
-"It was needless to hint more plainly that I was speaking of Emily. Miss
-Jethro granted my request.
-
-"'It shall be as you please,' she answered. 'Say for me to _his_
-daughter, that the grateful remembrance of her is my one refuge from the
-thoughts that tortured me, when we spoke together on her last night at
-school. She has made this dead heart of mine feel a reviving breath of
-life, when I think of her. Never, in our earthly pilgrimage, shall we
-meet again--I implore her to pity and forget me. Farewell, Mr. Morris;
-farewell forever.'
-
-"I confess that the tears came into my eyes. When I could see clearly
-again, I was alone in the room."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXVII. THE TRUE CONSOLATION.
-
-Emily closed the pages which told her that her father had died by his
-own hand.
-
-Cecilia still held her tenderly embraced. By slow degrees, her head
-dropped until it rested on her friend's bosom. Silently she suffered.
-Silently Cecilia bent forward, and kissed her forehead. The sounds that
-penetrated to the room were not out of harmony with the time. From a
-distant house the voices of children were just audible, singing the
-plaintive melody of a hymn; and, now and then, the breeze blew the first
-faded leaves of autumn against the window. Neither of the girls knew how
-long the minutes followed each other uneventfully, before there was a
-change. Emily raised her head, and looked at Cecilia.
-
-"I have one friend left," she said.
-
-"Not only me, love--oh, I hope not only me!"
-
-"Yes. Only you."
-
-"I want to say something, Emily; but I am afraid of hurting you."
-
-"My dear, do you remember what we once read in a book of history at
-school? It told of the death of a tortured man, in the old time, who
-was broken on the wheel. He lived through it long enough to say that
-the agony, after the first stroke of the club, dulled his capacity for
-feeling pain when the next blows fell. I fancy pain of the mind must
-follow the same rule. Nothing you can say will hurt me now."
-
-"I only wanted to ask, Emily, if you were engaged--at one time--to marry
-Mr. Mirabel. Is it true?"
-
-"False! He pressed me to consent to an engagement--and I said he must
-not hurry me."
-
-"What made you say that?"
-
-"I thought of Alban Morris."
-
-Vainly Cecilia tried to restrain herself. A cry of joy escaped her.
-
-"Are you glad?" Emily asked. "Why?"
-
-Cecilia made no direct reply. "May I tell you what you wanted to know, a
-little while since?" she said. "You asked why Mr. Morris left it all to
-me, instead of speaking to you himself. When I put the same question to
-him, he told me to read what he had written. 'Not a shadow of suspicion
-rests on Mr. Mirabel,' he said. 'Emily is free to marry him--and free
-through Me. Can _I_ tell her that? For her sake, and for mine, it must
-not be. All that I can do is to leave old remembrances to plead for me.
-If they fail, I shall know that she will be happier with Mr. Mirabel
-than with me.' 'And you will submit?' I asked. 'Because I love her,' he
-answered, 'I must submit.' Oh, how pale you are! Have I distressed you?"
-
-"You have done me good."
-
-"Will you see him?"
-
-Emily pointed to the manuscript. "At such a time as this?" she said.
-
-Cecilia still held to her resolution. "Such a time as this is the right
-time," she answered. "It is now, when you most want to be comforted,
-that you ought to see him. Who can quiet your poor aching heart as _he_
-can quiet it?" She impulsively snatched at the manuscript and threw it
-out of sight. "I can't bear to look at it," she said. "Emily! if I have
-done wrong, will you forgive me? I saw him this morning before I came
-here. I was afraid of what might happen--I refused to break the dreadful
-news to you, unless he was somewhere near us. Your good old servant
-knows where to go. Let me send her--"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother herself opened the door, and stood doubtful on the
-threshold, hysterically sobbing and laughing at the same time. "I'm
-everything that's bad!" the good old creature burst out. "I've been
-listening--I've been lying--I said you wanted him. Turn me out of my
-situation, if you like. I've got him! Here he is!"
-
-In another moment, Emily was in his arms--and they were alone. On his
-faithful breast the blessed relief of tears came to her at last: she
-burst out crying.
-
-"Oh, Alban, can you forgive me?"
-
-He gently raised her head, so that he could see her face.
-
-"My love, let me look at you," he said. "I want to think again of the
-day when we parted in the garden at school. Do you remember the one
-conviction that sustained me? I told you, Emily, there was a time of
-fulfillment to come in our two lives; and I have never wholly lost the
-dear belief. My own darling, the time has come!"
-
-
-POSTSCRIPT.
-
-GOSSIP IN THE STUDIO.
-
-
-The winter time had arrived. Alban was clearing his palette, after
-a hard day's work at the cottage. The servant announced that tea was
-ready, and that Miss Ladd was waiting to see him in the next room.
-
-Alban ran in, and received the visitor cordially with both hands.
-"Welcome back to England! I needn't ask if the sea-voyage has done you
-good. You are looking ten years younger than when you went away."
-
-Miss Ladd smiled. "I shall soon be ten years older again, if I go back
-to Netherwoods," she replied. "I didn't believe it at the time; but I
-know better now. Our friend Doctor Allday was right, when he said that
-my working days were over. I must give up the school to a younger and
-stronger successor, and make the best I can in retirement of what is
-left of my life. You and Emily may expect to have me as a near neighbor.
-Where is Emily?"
-
-"Far away in the North."
-
-"In the North! You don't mean that she has gone back to Mrs. Delvin?"
-
-"She has gone back--with Mrs. Ellmother to take care of her--at my
-express request. You know what Emily is, when there is an act of mercy
-to be done. That unhappy man has been sinking (with intervals of partial
-recovery) for months past. Mrs. Delvin sent word to us that the end was
-near, and that the one last wish her brother was able to express was the
-wish to see Emily. He had been for some hours unable to speak when my
-wife arrived. But he knew her, and smiled faintly. He was just able
-to lift his hand. She took it, and waited by him, and spoke words of
-consolation and kindness from time to time. As the night advanced, he
-sank into sleep, still holding her hand. They only knew that he had
-passed from sleep to death--passed without a movement or a sigh--when
-his hand turned cold. Emily remained for a day at the tower to comfort
-poor Mrs. Delvin--and she comes home, thank God, this evening!"
-
-"I needn't ask if you are happy?" Miss Ladd said.
-
-"Happy? I sing, when I have my bath in the morning. If that isn't
-happiness (in a man of my age) I don't know what is!"
-
-"And how are you getting on?"
-
-"Famously! I have turned portrait painter, since you were sent away for
-your health. A portrait of Mr. Wyvil is to decorate the town hall in the
-place that he represents; and our dear kind-hearted Cecilia has induced
-a fascinated mayor and corporation to confide the work to my hands."
-
-"Is there no hope yet of that sweet girl being married?" Miss Ladd
-asked. "We old maids all believe in marriage, Mr. Morris--though some of
-us don't own it."
-
-"There seems to be a chance," Alban answered. "A young lord has turned
-up at Monksmoor; a handsome pleasant fellow, and a rising man in
-politics. He happened to be in the house a few days before Cecilia's
-birthday; and he asked my advice about the right present to give her. I
-said, 'Try something new in Tarts.' When he found I was in earnest,
-what do you think he did? Sent his steam yacht to Rouen for some of the
-famous pastry! You should have seen Cecilia, when the young lord offered
-his delicious gift. If I could paint that smile and those eyes, I should
-be the greatest artist living. I believe she will marry him. Need I
-say how rich they will be? We shall not envy them--we are rich too.
-Everything is comparative. The portrait of Mr. Wyvil will put three
-hundred pounds in my pocket. I have earned a hundred and twenty more by
-illustrations, since we have been married. And my wife's income (I
-like to be particular) is only five shillings and tenpence short of two
-hundred a year. Moral! we are rich as well as happy."
-
-"Without a thought of the future?" Miss Ladd asked slyly.
-
-"Oh, Doctor Allday has taken the future in hand! He revels in the
-old-fashioned jokes, which used to be addressed to newly-married people,
-in his time. 'My dear fellow,' he said the other day, 'you may possibly
-be under a joyful necessity of sending for the doctor, before we are
-all a year older. In that case, let it be understood that I am Honorary
-Physician to the family.' The warm-hearted old man talks of getting me
-another portrait to do. 'The greatest ass in the medical profession (he
-informed me) has just been made a baronet; and his admiring friends have
-decided that he is to be painted at full length, with his bandy
-legs hidden under a gown, and his great globular eyes staring at the
-spectator--I'll get you the job.' Shall I tell you what he says of Mrs.
-Rook's recovery?"
-
-Miss Ladd held up her hands in amazement. "Recovery!" she exclaimed.
-
-"And a most remarkable recovery too," Alban informed her. "It is the
-first case on record of any person getting over such an injury as she
-has received. Doctor Allday looked grave when he heard of it. 'I begin
-to believe in the devil,' he said; 'nobody else could have saved Mrs.
-Rook.' Other people don't take that view. She has been celebrated in
-all the medical newspapers--and she has been admitted to come excellent
-almshouse, to live in comfortable idleness to a green old age. The
-best of it is that she shakes her head, when her wonderful recovery is
-mentioned. 'It seems such a pity,' she says; 'I was so fit for heaven.'
-Mr. Rook having got rid of his wife, is in excellent spirits. He is
-occupied in looking after an imbecile old gentleman; and, when he is
-asked if he likes the employment, he winks mysteriously and slaps his
-pocket. Now, Miss Ladd, I think it's my turn to hear some news. What
-have you got to tell me?"
-
-"I believe I can match your account of Mrs. Rook," Miss Ladd said. "Do
-you care to hear what has become of Francine?"
-
-Alban, rattling on hitherto in boyish high spirits, suddenly became
-serious. "I have no doubt Miss de Sor is doing well," he said sternly.
-"She is too heartless and wicked not to prosper."
-
-"You are getting like your old cynical self again, Mr. Morris--and
-you are wrong. I called this morning on the agent who had the care of
-Francine, when I left England. When I mentioned her name, he showed me
-a telegram, sent to him by her father. 'There's my authority,' he said,
-'for letting her leave my house.' The message was short enough to be
-easily remembered: 'Anything my daughter likes as long as she doesn't
-come back to us.' In those cruel terms Mr. de Sor wrote of his own
-child. The agent was just as unfeeling, in his way. He called her the
-victim of slighted love and clever proselytizing. 'In plain words,' he
-said, 'the priest of the Catholic chapel close by has converted her;
-and she is now a novice in a convent of Carmelite nuns in the West of
-England. Who could have expected it? Who knows how it may end?"
-
-As Miss Ladd spoke, the bell rang at the cottage gate. "Here she is!"
-Alban cried, leading the way into the hall. "Emily has come home."
-
-
-
-
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