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diff --git a/old/16137.txt b/old/16137.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4f4066f --- /dev/null +++ b/old/16137.txt @@ -0,0 +1,17291 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Hoyden, by Mrs. Hungerford + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Hoyden + +Author: Mrs. Hungerford + +Release Date: June 26, 2005 [EBook #16137] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOYDEN *** + + + + +Produced by Daniel Fromont <daniel.fromont@cnc.fr> +April 2005 +2005 is the 150th anniversary of Mrs. Hungerford's birthday. + + + + + +Mrs. Hungerford (Margaret Wolfe Hamilton) (1855?-1897) + +The Hoyden (1894) +Tauchnitz edition + + + + + + +_The Hoyden_ reviewed in the _Scotsman_ : + +"A clever, sprightly story... Fresh, sunshiny, and delightful" + + + + + + + + + +COLLECTION + +OF + +BRITISH AUTHORS + + + +TAUCHNITZ EDITION. + + + +VOL. 2956. + + + +THE HOYDEN. +BY MRS. HUNGERFORD. + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + + + +VOL. I. + + + +TAUCHNITZ EDITION. + + + +By the same Author. + + + +MOLLY BAWN 2 vols. + +MRS. GEOFFREY 2 vols. + +FAITH AND UNFAITH 2 vols. + +PORTIA 2 vols. + +LOYS, LORD BERRESFORD, ETC. 1 vol. + +HER FIRST APPEARANCE, ETC. 1 vol. + +PHYLLIS 2 vols. + +ROSSMOYNE 2 vols. + +DORIS 2 vols. + +A MAIDEN ALL FORLORN, ETC. 1 vol. + +A PASSIVE CRIME, ETC. 1 vol. + +GREEN PLEASURE AND GREY GRIEF 2 vols. + +A MENTAL STRUGGLE 2 vols. + +HER WEEK'S AMUSEMENT, ETC. 1 vol. + +LADY BRANKSMERE 2 vols. + +LADY VALWORTH'S DIAMONDS 1 vol. + +A MODERN CIRCE 2 vols. + +MARVEL 2 vols. + +THE HON. MRS. VEREKER 1 vol. + +UNDER-CURRENTS 2 vols. + +IN DURANCE VILE, ETC. 1 vol. + +A TROUBLESOME GIRL, ETC. 1 vol. + +A LIFE'S REMORSE 2 vols. + +A BORN COQUETTE 2 vols. + +THE DUCHESS 1 vol. + +LADY VERNER'S FLIGHT 1 vol. + +A CONQUERING HEROINE, ETC. 1 vol. + +NORA CREINA 2 vols. + +A MAD PRANK, ETC. 1 vol. + + + + + +THE HOYDEN + + + +A NOVEL + + + +BY MRS. HUNGERFORD + + + +AUTHOR OF + +"MOLLY BAWN," "PHYLLIS," "A CONQUERING +HEROINE," + +ETC. ETC. + + + +_COPYRIGHT EDITION._ + + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + + + +VOL. I. + + + +LEIPZIG + +BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ + +1894. + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + +OF VOLUME I. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +How Diamond cut Diamond, and how the Sparks flew + +CHAPTER II. + +How Margaret pleads for the little Hoyden, and with what Ill-success + +CHAPTER III. + +How Lady Rylton says a few Things that would have been better left +unsaid. How "The Scheme" is laid before Sir Maurice, and how he +refuses to have anything to do with it + +CHAPTER IV. + +How the Heart of Maurice grew hot within him, and how he put the +Question to the Touch, and how he neither lost nor won + +CHAPTER V. + +Showing how, when People do congregate together much Knowledge may +be found, and how the little Hoyden has some kind Things said about +her + +CHAPTER VI. + +How Games were played, "of Sorts"; and how Tita was much harried, +but how she bore herself valiantly, and, how, not knowing of her +Victories, she won all through + +CHAPTER VII. + +How the Argument grows higher; and how Marian loses her Temper, and +how Margaret objects to the Ruin of one young Life + +CHAPTER VIII. + +How a Storm raged; and how, when a Man and Woman met Face to Face, +the Victory--for a Wonder--went to the Man + +CHAPTER IX. + +How Maurice places his Life in the Hands of the Hoyden, and how she +tells him many Things, and desires many Things of him + +CHAPTER X. + +How Maurice gives Way to Temper, and how Lady Rylton plants a Shaft +or two. And how Margaret says a Word in Season, and how in return +Colonel Neilson says a Word to her + +CHAPTER XI. + +How the last Day comes, and how some strange Words are said before +the Marriage is accomplished; and how Marion Bethune scores a Point + +CHAPTER XII. + +How Tita comes back from her Honeymoon, and how her Husband's Mother +tells her of certain Things that should have been left untold + +CHAPTER XIII. + +How a young and lovely Nature takes a Shock most cruelly +administered. And how a Dowager takes a new Name as a direct Insult. +And how Tita declines to promise anything + +CHAPTER XIV. + +How Tita comes to Oakdean, and is glad. And how Maurice calls to +her, and she performs an Acrobatic Feat. And how a Discussion arises + +CHAPTER XV. + +How Tita tells of two strange Dreams, and of how they moved her. And +how Maurice sets his Soul on asking a Guest to Oakdean; and how he +gains his Desire + +CHAPTER XVI. + +How a dull Morning gives Birth to a strange Afternoon. And how +Rylton's Eyes are widened by a Friend + +CHAPTER XVII. + +How Tita suggests a Game of Blind Man's Buff, and what comes of it + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +How Tita gets a Scolding, and how she rebels and accuses Sir Maurice +of Breach of Contract + +CHAPTER XIX. + +How Rylton's Heart condemns him. And how, as he walks, a Serpent +stings him. And how he is recovered of his Wound. And how the little +Rift is mended--but with too fine Thread + +CHAPTER XX. + +How Tita takes high Ground, and how she brings her Husband, of all +People, to her Feet + +CHAPTER XXI. + +How everyone goes to Lady Warbeck's Dance, and helps to make it a +Success; and how many curious Things are said and done there + +CHAPTER XXII. + +How Rylton asks his Wife to tread a Measure with him, and how the +Fates weave a little Mesh for Tita's pretty Feet + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +How Marian fights for Mastery; and how the Battle goes; and how +Chance befriends the Enemy + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +How Rylton makes a most dishonourable Bet, and how he repents of it; +and how, though he would have withdrawn from it, he finds he cannot + +CHAPTER XXV. + +How Tita told a Secret to Tom Hescott in the Moonlight; and how he +sought to discover many Things, and how he was most innocently +baffled + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +How Tita looks at herself in the Glass, and wonders; and how she +does her Hair in quite a new Style, and goes to ask Sir Maurice what +he thinks of it; and how he answers her + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +How Sir Maurice feels uneasy; and how Tita, for once, shows herself +implacable, and refuses to accept the Overtures of Peace. And how a +little Gossip warms the Air + + + + + + + +THE HOYDEN. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +HOW DIAMOND CUT DIAMOND, AND HOW THE SPARKS FLEW. + + + +The windows are all wide open, and through them the warm, lazy +summer wind is stealing languidly. The perfume of the seringas from +the shrubbery beyond, mingled with all the lesser but more delicate +delights of the garden beneath, comes with the wind, and fills the +drawing-room of The Place with a vague, almost drowsy sense of +sweetness. + +Mrs. Bethune, with a face that smiles always, though now her very +soul is in revolt, leans back against the cushions of her lounging +chair, her fine red hair making a rich contrast with the pale-blue +satin behind it. + +"You think he will marry her, then?" + +"Think, think!" says Lady Rylton pettishly. "I can't afford to +_think_ about it. I tell you he _must_ marry her. It has come to the +very last ebb with us now, and unless Maurice consents to this +arrangement----" + +She spreads her beautiful little hands abroad, as if in eloquent +description of an end to her sentence. + +Mrs. Bethune bursts out laughing. She can always laugh at pleasure. + +"It sounds like the old Bible story," says she; "you have an only +son, and you must sacrifice him!" + +"Don't study to be absurd!" says Lady Rylton, with a click of her +fan that always means mischief. + +She throws herself back in her chair, and a tiny frown settles upon +her brow. She is such a small creation of Nature's that only a frown +of the slightest dimensions _could_ settle itself comfortably +between her eyes. Still, as a frown, it is worth a good deal! It has +cowed a good many people in its day, and had, indeed, helped to make +her a widow at an early age. Very few people stood up against Lady +Rylton's tempers, and those who did never came off quite unscathed. + +"Absurd! Have I been absurd?" asks Mrs. Bethune. "My dear +Tessie"--she is Lady Rylton's niece, but Lady Rylton objects to +being called aunt--"such a sin has seldom been laid to my charge." + +"Well, _I_ lay it," says Lady Rylton with some emphasis. + +She leans back in her chair, and, once again unfurling the huge +black fan she carries, waves it to and fro. + +Marian Bethune leans back in her chair too, and regards her aunt +with a gaze that never wavers. The two poses are in their way +perfect, but it must be confessed that the palm goes to the younger +woman. + +It might well have been otherwise, as Lady Rylton is still, even at +forty-six, a very graceful woman. Small--very small--a sort of +pocket Venus as it were, but so carefully preserved that at +forty-six she might easily be called thirty-five. If it were not for +her one child, the present Sir Maurice Rylton, this fallacy might +have been carried through. But, unfortunately, Sir Maurice is now +twenty-eight by the church register. Lady Rylton hates church +registers; they tell so much; and truth is always so rude! + +She is very fair. Her blue eyes have still retained their azure +tint--a strange thing at her age. Her little hands and feet are as +tiny now as when years ago they called all London town to look at +them on her presentation to her Majesty. She has indeed a charming +face, a slight figure, and a temper that would shame the devil. + +It isn't a quick temper--one can forgive that. It is a temper that +remembers--remembers always, and that in a mild, ladylike sort of +way destroys the one it fastens upon. Yet she is a dainty creature; +fragile, fair, and pretty, even now. It is generally in these +dainty, pretty, soulless creatures that the bitterest venom of all +is to be found. + +Her companion is different. Marian Bethune is a tall woman, with a +face not perhaps strictly handsome, but yet full of a beautiful +_diablerie_ that raises it above mere comeliness. Her hair is red--a +rich red--magnificent red hair that coils itself round her shapely +head, and adds another lustre to the exquisite purity of her skin. +Her eyes have a good deal of red in them, too, mixed with a warm +brown--wonderful eyes that hold you when they catch you, and are +difficult to forget. Some women are born with strange charms; Marian +Bethune is one of them. To go through the world with such charms is +a risk, for it must mean ruin or salvation, joy or desolation to +many. Most of all is it a risk to the possessor of those charms. + +There have been some who have denied the right of Marian to the +title beautiful. But for the most part they have been women, and +with regard to those others--the male minority--well, Mrs. Bethune +could sometimes prove unkind, and there are men who do not readily +forgive. Her mouth is curious, large and full, but not easily to be +understood. Her eyes may speak, but her mouth is a sphinx. Yet it is +a lovely mouth, and the little teeth behind it shine like pearls. +For the rest, she is a widow. She married very badly; went abroad +with her husband; buried him in Montreal; and came home again. Her +purse is as slender as her figure, and not half so well worth +possessing. She says she is twenty-eight, and to her praise be it +acknowledged that she speaks the truth. Even _good_ women sometimes +stammer over this question! + +"My sin, my sin?" demands she now gaily, smiling at Lady Rylton. + +She flings up her lovely arms, and fastens them behind her head. Her +smile is full of mockery. + +"Of course, my dear Marian, you cannot suppose that I have been +blind to the fact that you and Maurice have--for the past +year--been--er----" + +"Philandering?" suggests Mrs. Bethune lightly. + +She leans a little forward, her soft curved chin coming in +recognition. + +"I beg, Marian, you won't be vulgar," says Lady Rylton, fanning +herself petulantly. "It's worse than being immoral." + +"Far, _far_ worse!" Mrs. Bethune leans back in her chair, and laughs +aloud. "Well, I'm not immoral," says she. + +Her laughter rings through the room. The hot sun behind her is +lighting the splendid masses of her red hair, and the disdainful +gleam that dwells in her handsome eyes. + +"Of course not," says Lady Rylton, a little stiffly; "even to +_mention_ such a thing seems to be--er--a little----" + +"_Only_ a little?" says Mrs. Bethune, arching her brows. "Oh, +Tessie!" She pauses, and then with an eloquent gesture goes on +again. "After all, why shouldn't I be immoral?" says she. Once again +she flings her arms above her head so that her fingers grow clasped +behind it. "It pays! It certainly pays. It is only the goody-goodies +who go to the wall." + +"My _dear_ Marian!" says Lady Rylton, with a delicate pretence at +horror; she puts up her hands, but after a second or so bursts out +laughing. "I always say you are the one creature who amuses me," +cries she, leaning back, and giving full play to her mirth. "I never +get _at_ you, somehow. I am never _quite_ sure whether you are very +good or very--well, very much the other thing. That is your charm." + +The stupid, pretty little woman has reached a truth in spite of +herself--that _is_ Mrs. Bethune's charm. + +A quick change passes over the latter's face. There is extreme +hatred in it. It is gone, however, as soon as born, and remains for +ever a secret to her companion. + +"Does that amuse you?" says she airily. "I dare say a perpetual +riddle _is_ interesting. One can never guess it." + +"As for that, I can read you easily enough," says Lady Rylton, with +a superior air. "You are original, but--yes--I can read you." She +could as easily have read a page of Sanscrit. "It is your +originality I like. I have never, in spite of many things, been in +the least sorry that I gave you a home on the death of +your--er--rather disreputable husband." + +Mrs. Bethune looks sweetly at her. + +"And _such_ a home!" says she. + +"Not a word, not a word," entreats Lady Rylton graciously. "But to +return to Maurice. I shall expect you to help me in this matter, +Marian." + +"Naturally." + +"I have quite understood your relations with Maurice during the past +year. One, as a matter of course," with a shrug of her dainty +shoulders, "lets the nearest man make love to one---- But Maurice +must marry for money, and so must you." + +"You are all wisdom," says Marian, showing her lovely teeth. "And +this girl? She has been here a week now, but as yet you have told me +nothing about her." + +"I picked her up!" says Lady Rylton. She lays down her fan--looks +round her in a little mysterious fashion, as though to make doubly +sure of the apparent fact that there is no one in the room but her +niece and herself. "It was the most providential thing," she says; +"I was staying at the Warburtons' last month, and one day when +driving their abominable ponies along the road, suddenly the little +beasts took fright and bolted. You know the Warburtons, don't you? +They haven't an ounce of manners between them--themselves, or their +ponies, or anything else belonging to them. Well! They tore along as +if possessed----" + +"The Warburtons?" + +"No, the ponies; don't be silly?" + +"_Such_ a relief!" + +"And I really think they would have taken me over a precipice. You +can see"--holding out her exquisite little hands--"how inadequate +these would be to deal with the Warburton ponies. But for the timely +help of an elderly gentleman and a young girl--she looked a mere +child----" + +"This Miss Bolton?" + +"Yes. The old gentleman caught the ponies' heads--so did the girl. +You know my slender wrists--they were almost powerless from the +strain, but that _girl!_ her wrists seemed made of iron. She held +and held, until the little wretches gave way and returned to a sense +of decency." + +"Perhaps they _are_ made of iron. Her people are in trade, you say? +It is iron, or buttons, or what?" + +"I don't know, I'm sure, but at all events she is an heiress to +quite a tremendous extent. Two hundred thousand pounds, the +Warburtons told me afterwards; even allowing for exaggeration, +still, she must be worth a good deal, and poor dear Maurice, what is +_he_ worth?" + +"Is it another riddle?" asks Mrs. Bethune. + +"No, no, indeed! The answer is plain to all the world. The +Warburtons didn't know these people, these Boltons (so silly of +them, with a third son still unmarried), but when I heard of her +money I made inquiries. It appeared that she lived with her uncle. +Her father had died early, when she was quite young. Her mother was +dead too; this last was a _great_ comfort. And the uncle had kept +her in seclusion all her life. They are nobodies, dear Marian! +Nobodies at all, but that girl has two hundred thousand pounds, and +can redeem the property of all its mortgages--if only Maurice will +let her do it." + +"But how did you ask her here?" + +"How? What is simpler? The moment the Warburtons told me of the +wealth that would be that girl's on her marriage (I was careful to +make sure of the marriage point), I felt that an overpowering sense +of gratitude compelled me to go and call on her. She and her uncle +were new-comers in that county, and--it is very exclusive--so that +when I _did_ arrive, I was received with open arms. I was charming +to the old uncle, a frosty sort of person, but not objectionable in +any way, and I at once asked the niece to pay me a visit. They were +flattered, the uncle especially so; I expect he had been wanting to +get into Society--and as for the girl, she seemed overcome with +delight! A very second-class little creature I thought her. No +style! No suppression of her real feelings! She said at once how +glad she would be to come to me; she gave me the impression that she +would be glad to get away from her uncle! No idea of _hiding_ +anything! So strange!" + +"Strange enough to be almost a fresh fashion. Fancy her saying she +would be glad to come to _you!_ No wonder you were startled!" + +"Well, she's here," says Lady Rylton, furling her fan. Mrs. +Bethune's little sarcasm has been lost upon her. "And now, how to +_use_ her? Maurice, though I have thrust the idea upon him, seems +averse to it." + +"The idea?" + +"Of marrying her, of course, and so redeeming himself. She is not +what I would have chosen for him, I admit that; but all things must +give way before the ruin that threatens us." + +"Yes; true--all things," says Mrs. Bethune in a low tone. + +"You see that. But how to bring Maurice to the point? He is so very +difficult. _You,_ Marian--you have influence with him----" + +"I?" + +Mrs. Bethune rises in the slow, beautiful fashion that is hers +always; she moves towards the window. There is no hurry, no undue +haste, to betray the disquietude of her soul. + +"You--you, of course," says Lady Rylton peevishly. "I always rely +upon you." + +"I have no influence!" + +"You mean, of course, that you will not use it," says Lady Rylton +angrily. "You still think that you will marry him yourself, that +perhaps his uncle will die and leave him once more a rich man--the +master of The Place, as the old Place's master should be; but that +is a distant prospect, Marian." + +Mrs. Bethune has swung around, her beautiful figure is drawn up to +its most stately height. + +"Not another word!" says she imperiously. "What have I to do with +your son? Let him marry--let him marry----" She pauses as if +choking, but goes on again: "I tell you I have no influence--_none!_ +Appeal to Margaret, she may help you!" + +"She--no!" + +"Hush! here she is. Yes; ask her," says Mrs. Bethune, as if desirous +of letting Lady Rylton hear the opinion of the new-comer on this +extraordinary subject. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +HOW MARGARET PLEADS FOR THE LITTLE HOYDEN, AND WITH WHAT +ILL-SUCCESS. + + + +Margaret Knollys, entering the room and seeing the signs of +agitation in the two faces before her, stops on the threshold. + +"I am disturbing you. I can come again," says she, in her clear, +calm voice. + +"No," says Mrs. Bethune abruptly. + +She makes a gesture as if to keep her. + +"Not at all. Not at all, dear Margaret. Pray stay, and give me a +little help," says Lady Rylton plaintively. + +She pulls forward a little chair near her, as if to show Margaret +that she must say, and Miss Knollys comes quickly to her. Marian +Bethune is Lady Rylton's real niece. Margaret is her niece by +marriage. + +A niece to be proud of, in spite of the fact that she is thirty +years of age and still unmarried. Her features, taken separately, +would debar her for ever from being called either pretty or +beautiful; yet there have been many in her life-time who admired +her, and three, at all events, who would have gladly given their all +to call her theirs. Of these one is dead, and one is married, and +one--still hopes. + +There had been a fourth. Margaret loved him! Yet he was the only one +whom Margaret should not have loved. He was unworthy in all points. +Yet, when he went abroad, breaking cruelly and indifferently all +ties with her (they had been engaged), Margaret still clung to him, +and ever since has refused all comers for his sake. Her face is long +and utterly devoid of colour; her nose is too large; her mouth a +trifle too firm for beauty; her eyes, dark and earnest, have, +however, a singular fascination of their own, and when she smiles +one feels that one _must_ love her. She is a very tall woman, and +slight, and gracious in her ways. She is, too, a great heiress, and +a woman of business, having been left to manage a huge property at +the age of twenty-two. Her management up to this has been faultless. + +"Now, how can I help you?" asks she, looking at Lady Rylton. "What +is distressing you?" + +"Oh! you know," says Mrs. Bethune, breaking impatiently into the +conversation. "About Maurice and this girl! This new girl! There," +contemptuously, "have been so many of them!" + +"You mean Miss Bolton," says Margaret, in her quiet way. "Do you +seriously mean," addressing Lady Rylton, "that you desire this +marriage?" + +_ "Desire_ it? No. It is a necessity!" says Lady Rylton. "Who could +desire a daughter-in-law of no lineage, and with the most +objectionable tastes? But she has money! That throws a cloak over +all defects." + +"I don't think that poor child has so many defects as you fancy," +says Miss Knollys. "But for all that I should not regard her as a +suitable wife for Maurice." + +Mrs. Bethune leans back in her chair and laughs. + +"A suitable wife for Maurice!" repeats she. "Where is _she_ to be +found?" + +"Here! In this girl!" declares Lady Rylton solemnly. "Margaret, you +know how we are situated. You know how low we have fallen--_you_ can +understand that in this marriage lies our last hope. If Maurice can +be induced to marry Miss Bolton----" + +A sound of merry laughter interrupts her here. There comes the sound +of steps upon the terrace--running steps. Instinctively the three +women within the room grow silent and draw back a little. Barely in +time; a tiny, vivacious figure springs into view, followed by a +young man of rather stout proportions. + +"No, no, no!" cries the little figure, "you couldn't beat me. I bet +you anything you like you couldn't. You may play me again if you +will, and then," smiling and shaking her head at him, "we shall +see!" + +The windows are open and every word can be heard. + +"Your future daughter-in-law," says Mrs. Bethune, in a low voice, +nodding her beautiful head at Lady Rylton. + +"Oh, it is detestable! A hoyden--a mere _hoyden_," says Lady Rylton +pettishly. "Look at her hair!" + +And, indeed, it must be confessed that the hoyden's hair is not all +it ought to be. It is in effect "all over the place"--it is straight +here, and wandering there; but perhaps its wildness helps to make +more charming the naughty childish little face that peeps out of it. + +"She has no manners--_none!"_ says Lady Rylton. "She----" + +"Ah, is that you, Lady Rylton?" cries the small creature on the +terrace, having caught a glimpse of her hostess through the window. + +"Yes, come in--come in!" cries Lady Rylton, changing her tone at +once, and smiling and beckoning to the girl with long fingers. "I +hope you have not been fatiguing yourself on the tennis-courts, you +dearest child!" + +Her tones are cooing. + +"I have won, at all events!" says Tita, jumping in over the +window-sill. "Though Mr. Gower," glancing back at her companion, +"won't acknowledge it." + +"Why should I acknowledge it?" says the stout young man. "It's folly +to acknowledge anything." + +"But the truth is the truth!" says the girl, facing him. + +"Oh, no; on the contrary, it's generally a lie," says he. + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself," says Miss Bolton, turning her +back on him, which proceeding seems to fill the stout young man's +soul with delight. + +"Do come and sit down, dear child; you look exhausted," says Lady +Rylton, still cooing. + +"I'm not," says Tita, shaking her head. "Tennis is not so very +exhausting--is it, Mrs. Bethune?" + +"I don't know, I'm sure. It seems to have exhausted your hair, at +all events," says Mrs. Bethune, with her quick smile. "I think you +had better go upstairs and settle it; it is very untidy." + +"Is it? Is it?" says Tita. + +She runs her little fingers through her pretty short locks, and +gazes round. Her eyes meet Margaret's. + +"No, no," says the latter, laughing. "It looks like the hair of a +little girl. You," smiling, _"are_ a little girl. Go away and finish +your fight with Mr. Gower." + +"Yes. Come! Miss Knollys is on my side. She knows I shall win," says +the stout young man; and, whilst disputing with him at every step, +Tita disappears. + +"What a girl! No style, no manners," says Lady Rylton; "and yet I +must receive her as a daughter. Fancy living with that girl! A silly +child, with her hair always untidy, and a laugh that one can hear a +mile off. Yet it must be done." + +"After all, it is Maurice who will have to live with her," says Mrs. +Bethune. + +"Oh, I hope not," says Margaret quickly. + +"Why?" asks Lady Rylton, turning to her with sharp inquiry. + +"It would never do," says Margaret with decision. "They are not +suited to each other. Maurice! and that _baby!_ It is absurd! I +should certainly not counsel Maurice to take such a step as that!" + +"Why not? Good heavens, Margaret, I hope you are not in love with +him, too!" says Lady Rylton. + +"Too?" + +Margaret looks blank. + +"She means me," says Mrs. Bethune, with a slight, insolent smile. +"You know, don't you, how desperately in love with Maurice I am?" + +"I know nothing," says Miss Knollys, a little curtly. + +"Ah, you will!" says Mrs. Bethune, with her queer smile. + +"The fact is, Margaret," says Lady Rylton, with some agitation, +"that if Maurice doesn't marry this girl, there--there will be an +end of us all. He _must_ marry her." + +"But he doesn't love--he barely knows her--and a marriage without +love----" + +"Is the safest thing known." + +"Under given circumstances! I grant you that if two people well on +in life, old enough to know their own minds, and what they are +doing, were to marry, it might be different. They might risk a few +years of mere friendship together, and be glad of the venture later +on. But for two _young_ people to set out on life's journey with +nothing to steer by--that would be madness!" + +"Ah! yes. Margaret speaks like a book," says Mrs. Bethune, with an +amused air; "Maurice, you see, is _so_ young, _so_ +inexperienced----" + +"At all events, Tita is only a child." + +"Tita! Is that her name?" + +"A pet name, I fancy. Short for Titania; she is such a little +thing." + +"Titania--Queen of the Fairies; I wonder if the original Titania's +father dealt in buttons! Is it buttons, or soap, or tar? You didn't +say," says Mrs. Bethune, turning to Lady Rylton. + +"I really don't know--and as it _has_ to be trade, I can't see that +it matters," says Lady Rylton, frowning. + +"Nothing matters, if you come to think of it," says Mrs. Bethune. +"Go on, Margaret--you were in the middle of a sermon; I dare say we +shall endure to the end." + +"I was saying that Miss Bolton is only a child." + +"She is seventeen. She told us about it last night at dinner. Gave +us month and day. It was very clever of her. We _ought_ to give her +birthday-gifts, don't you think? And yet you call her a child!" + +"At seventeen, what else?" + +"Don't be ridiculous, Margaret," says Lady Rylton pettishly; "and, +above all things, don't be old-fashioned. There is no such product +nowadays as a child of seventeen. There isn't _time_ for it. It has +gone out! The idea is entirely exploded. Perhaps there were children +aged seventeen long ago--one reads of them, I admit, but it is too +long ago for one to remember. Why, I was only eighteen when I +married your uncle." + +"Pour uncle!" says Mrs. Bethune; her tone is full of feeling. + +Lady Rylton accepts the feeling as grief for the uncle's death; but +Margaret, casting a swift glance at Mrs. Bethune, wonders if it was +meant for grief for the uncle's life--_with_ Lady Rylton. + +"He was the ugliest man I ever saw, without exception," says Lady +Rylton placidly; "and I was never for a moment blind to the fact, +but he was well off at that time, and, of course, I married him. I +wasn't in love with him." She pauses, and makes a little apologetic +gesture with her fan and shoulders. "Horrid expression, isn't it?" +says she. "In love! So terribly _bourgeois_. It ought to be done +away with. However, to go on, you see how admirably my marriage +turned out. Not a hitch anywhere. Your poor dear uncle and I never +had a quarrel. I had only to express a wish, and it was gratified." + +"Poor dear uncle was so clever," says Mrs. Bethune, with lowered +lids. + +Again Margaret looks at her, but is hardly sure whether sarcasm is +really meant. + +"Clever? Hardly, perhaps," says Lady Rylton meditatively. "Clever is +scarcely the word." + +"No, wise--wise is the word," says Mrs. Bethune. + +Her eyes are still downcast. It seems to Margaret that she is +inwardly convulsed with laughter. + +"Well, wise or not, we lived in harmony," says Lady Rylton with a +sigh and a prolonged sniff at her scent-bottle. "With us it was +peace to the end." + +"Certainly; it was peace _at_ the end," says Mrs. Bethune solemnly. + +It was, indeed, a notorious thing that the late Sir Maurice had +lived in hourly fear of his wife, and had never dared to contradict +her on any subject, though he was a man of many inches, and she one +of the smallest creatures on record. + +"True! true! _You_ knew him so well!" says Lady Rylton, hiding her +eyes behind the web of a handkerchief she is holding. One tear would +have reduced it to pulp. "And when he was----" She pauses. + +"Was dead?" says Margaret kindly, softly. + +"Oh, _don't,_ dear Margaret, _don't!"_ says Lady Rylton, with a +tragical start. "That dreadful word! One should never mention death! +It is so rude! He, your poor uncle--he _left_ us with the sweetest +resignation on the 18th of February, 1887." + +"I never _saw_ such resignation," says Mrs. Bethune, with deep +emphasis. + +She casts a glance at Margaret, who, however, refuses to have +anything to do with it. But, for all that, Mrs. Bethune is clearly +enjoying herself. She can never, indeed, refrain from sarcasm, even +when her audience is unsympathetic. + +"Yes, yes; he was resigned," says Lady Rylton, pressing her +handkerchief to her nose. + +"So much so, that one might almost think he was _glad_ to go," says +Mrs. Bethune, nodding her head with beautiful sympathy. + +She is now shaking with suppressed laughter. + +"Yes; glad. It is such a comfort to dwell on it," says Lady Rylton, +still dabbing her eyes. "He was happy--quite happy when he left me." + +"I never saw anyone so happy," says Mrs. Bethune. + +Her voice sounds choking; no doubt it is emotion. She rises and goes +to the window. The emotion seems to have got into her shoulders. + +"All which proves," goes on Lady Rylton, turning to Margaret, "that +a marriage based on friendship, even between two young people, is +often successful." + +"But surely in your case there was love on one side," says Miss +Knollys, a little impatiently. "My uncle----" + +"Oh, he _adored_ me!" cries she ecstatically, throwing up her pretty +hands, her vanity so far overcoming her argument that she grows +inconsistent. "You know," with a little simper, "I was a belle in my +day." + +"I have heard it," says Margaret hastily, who, indeed, has heard it +_ad nauseam_. "But with regard to this marriage, Tessie, I don't +believe you will get Maurice to even think of it." + +"If I don't, then he is ruined!" Lady Rylton gets up from her chair, +and takes a step or two towards Margaret. "This house-party that I +have arranged, with this girl in it, is a last effort," says she in +a low voice, but rather hysterically. She clasps her hands together. +"He must--he _must_ marry her. If he refuses----" + +"But she may refuse him," says Margaret gently; "you should think of +that." + +"She--she refuse? You are mad!" says Lady Rylton. "A girl--a girl +called _Bolton."_ + +"It is certainly an ugly name," says Margaret in a conciliatory way. + +"And yet you blame me because I desire to give her Rylton instead, a +name as old as England itself. I tell you, Margaret," with a little +delicate burst of passion, "that it goes to my very soul to accept +this girl as a daughter. She--she is _hateful_ to me, not only +because of her birth, but in every way. She is antagonistic to me. +She--would you believe it?--she has had the audacity to argue with +me about little things, as if she--_she,"_ imperiously, "should have +an opinion when I was present." + +"My dear Tessie, we all have opinions, and you know you said +yourself that at seventeen nowadays one is no longer a child." + +"I wish, Margaret, you would cure yourself of that detestable habit +of repeating one's self _to_ one's self," says Lady Rylton +resentfully. "There," sinking back in her chair, and saturating her +handkerchief with some delicate essence from a little Louis Quatorze +bottle beside her, "it isn't worth so much worry. But to say that +she would refuse Maurice----" + +"Why should she not? She looks to me like a girl who would not care +to risk all her future life for mere position. I mean," says +Margaret a little sadly, "that she looks to me as if she would be +like that when she is older, and understands." + +"Then she must look to you like a fool," says Lady Rylton +petulantly. + +"Hardly that. Like a girl, rather, with sense, and with a heart." + +"My dear girl, we know how romantic you are, we know that old story +of yours," says Lady Rylton, who can be singularly nasty at times. +"Such an _old_ story, too. I think you might try to forget it." + +"Does one ever forget?" says Margaret coldly. A swift flush has dyed +her pale face. "And story or no story, I shall always think that the +woman who marries a man without caring for him is a far greater fool +than the woman who marries a man for whom she does care." + +"After all, I am not thinking of a woman," says Lady Rylton with a +shrug. "I am thinking of Maurice. This girl has money; and, of +course, she will accept him if I can only induce him to ask her." + +"It is not altogether of course!" + +_"I_ think it is," says Lady Rylton obstinately. + +Miss Knollys shrugs her shoulders. + +All at once Mrs. Bethune turns from the window and advances towards +Margaret. There is a sudden fury in her eyes. + +"What do you mean?" says she, stopping short before Miss Knollys, +and speaking with ill-suppressed rage. "Who is _she_, that she +should refuse him? That little, contemptible child! That nobody! I +tell you, she would not dare refuse him if she asked her! It would +be too great an honour for her." + +She stops. Her fingers tighten on her gown. Then, as suddenly as it +grew, her ungovernable fit of anger seems to die checked, killed by +her own will. She sinks into the chair behind her, and looks +deliberately at Margaret with an air that, if not altogether +smiling, is certainly altogether calm. It must have cost her a good +deal to do it. + +"It is beyond argument," says she; "he will not ask her." + +"He _shall,"_ says Lady Rylton in a low tone. + +Margaret rises, and moves slowly towards one of the open windows; +she pauses there a moment, then steps out on to the balcony, and so +escapes. These incessant discussions are abhorrent to her, and just +now her heart is sad for the poor child who has been brought down +here ostensibly for amusement, in reality for business. Of course, +Maurice will not marry her--she knows Maurice, he is far above all +that sort of thing; but the very attempt at the marriage seems to +cover the poor child with insult. And she is such a pretty child. + +At this moment the pretty child, with Randal Gower, comes round the +corner; she has her skirt caught up at one side, and Miss Knollys +can see it is full of broken biscuits. The pulling up of the skirt +conduces a good deal to the showing of a lovely little foot and +ankle, and Margaret, who has the word "hoyden" still ringing in her +ears, and can see Lady Rylton's cold, aristocratic, disdainful face, +wishes the girl had had the biscuit in a basket. + +"Oh, here is Miss Knollys!" cries Tita, running to her. "We are going +to feed the swans" (she looks back at her companion). "He has got +some more biscuits in his pockets." + +"It's quite true," says Mr. Gower; "I'm nothing but biscuits. Every +pocket's full of 'em, and they've gone to dust. I tried to blow my +nose a moment ago, but I couldn't. One can't blow one's nose in +biscuit." + +"Come with us, Miss Knollys--do," says Tita coaxingly. + +"I can't. Not now. I can't," says Margaret, who is a little troubled +at heart. "Go, dear child, and feed the swans, and take care of her, +Randy--take care of her." + +"I'll do my best," says Mr. Gower, with much solemnity; "but it's +small--very small. As a rule, Miss Bolton takes care of me." + +Margaret gives him a last admonitory glance and turns away. In +truth, Mr. Gower is but a broken reed to lean upon. + + + +CHAPTER III. + +HOW LADY RYLTON SAYS A FEW THINGS THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER LEFT +UNSAID. HOW "THE SCHEME" IS LAID BEFORE SIR MAURICE, AND HOW HE +REFUSES TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT. + + + +In the meantime the conversation in the drawing-room has been going +on. + +"Of course, if you think you can persuade him," says Mrs. Bethune +presently. + +"I know I shall. One can always persuade a man where his interests +lie. Besides, I have great weight with him. I tell you I shall +manage him. I could always manage his father." + +A curious expression crosses Mrs. Bethune's face. The present +Baronet may not prove so easy of management as his father! + +"Well, I can only wish you success," says she, with a shrug. "By the +way, Margaret did not back you up in this scheme as cordially as I +deemed possible." + +"Margaret is troublesome," says Lady Rylton. "Just when you expect +her to sympathize with you, she starts off at a tangent on some +other absurd idea. She is full of fads. After all, it would be rash +to depend on her. But _you_, Marian--you owe me much." + +"How much? My life's blood?" + +Mrs. Bethune lets her hands fall clasped upon her knees, and, +leaning over them, looks at her aunt--such a wonderfully young aunt, +with her yellow hair and her sparkling eyes! Marian's lips have +taken a cynical turn; her smile now is unpleasant. + +"What a hideous expression!" says Lady Rylton, shuddering. "You +spoil yourself, Marian; you do indeed. You will never make a good +marriage if you talk like that. 'Life's blood'!--_detestable!"_ + +"I don't desire a good marriage, as _you_ regard it." + +Lady Rylton sits suddenly quite upright. + +"If you mean marriage with Maurice," says she, "put that out of your +head. You must be mad to cherish such a hope. You are both paupers, +for one thing, and for the rest, I assure you, my dear, Maurice is +not as infatuated about you as you are about him!" + +Mrs. Bethune makes a sudden movement; it is slight. Her face +darkens. One reading between the lines might at this moment see that +she could have killed Lady Rylton with a wondrous joy. Killing has +its consequences, however, and she only stands quite quiet, looking +at her foe. What a look it is! + +"It is you who are mad," says she calmly. "What I meant was that I +should probably marry some rich nobody for the sake of his wealth. +It would be quite in my line. I should arrange him, form him, bring +him into Society, even against Society's will! There is a certain +excitement in the adventure. As for Maurice, he is no doubt in your +eyes a demigod--in mine," with infinite contempt, "he is a man." + +"Well, I hope you will keep to all that," says Lady Rylton, who is +shrewd as she is cruel, "and that you will not interfere with this +marriage I have arranged for Maurice." + +"Why would I interfere?" + +"Because you interfere always. You can't bear to see any man love +any woman but yourself." + +Mrs. Bethune smiles. "A common fault. It belongs to most women. But +this girl--you like her?" + +"On the contrary, as I have told you, I detest her. Once Maurice has +her money safely in his hands, I shall know how to deal with her. A +little, ignorant, detestable child! I tell you, Marian, that the +time will come when I shall pay her out for her silly insolence +towards me." + +"She is evidently going to have a good time if Maurice proposes to +her." + +"He _shall_ propose. Why----" She breaks off suddenly. "Not another +word," says she, putting up her hand. "Here is Maurice. I shall +speak to him now." + +"Shall I stay and help you?" + +"No, thank you," says Lady Rylton, with a little knowing grimace. + +Seeing it, Marian's detestation grows apace. She rises--and calmly, +yet swiftly, leaves the room. Sir Maurice is only crossing the lawn +now, and by running through the hall outside, and getting on to the +veranda outside the dining-room window, she can see him before he +enters the drawing-room. + +Gaining the veranda, she leans over the railings and makes a signal +to him; it is an old signal. Rylton responds to it, and in a second +is by her side. + +"Oh no, you must not stay; your mother is waiting for you in the +south drawing-room. She saw you coming; she wants you." + +"Well, but about what?" asks Rylton, naturally bewildered. + +"Nothing--only--she is going to advise you for your good. Shall I," +smiling at him in her beautiful way, and laying one hand upon his +breast--"shall I advise you, too?" + +"Yes, yes," says Rylton; he takes the hand lying on his breast and +lifts it to his lips. "Advise me." + +"Ah, no!" She pauses, a most eloquent pause, filled with a long deep +glance from her dark eyes. _"There, go!"_ she says, suddenly pushing +him from her. + +"But your advice?" asks he, holding her. + +"Pouf! as if that was worth anything." She looks up at him from +under her lowered lids. "Well, take it. My advice to you is to come +to the rose-garden as soon as possible, and see the roses before +they fade out of all recognition! _I_ am going there now. You know +how I love that rose-garden; I almost live there nowadays." + +"I wish I could live there too," says Rylton, laughing. + +He lifts her hand again and presses it fondly to his lips. +Something, however, in his air, though it had breathed devotion, +troubles Mrs. Bethune; she frowns as he leaves her, and, turning +into a side-path the leads to the rose-garden, gives herself up a +prey to thought. + + + + * * * * * + + + +Rylton, with a shrug, goes toward the room where Marian had told him +his mother was awaiting him. He could very readily (as Lady Rylton +had not formally requested his presence) have stayed away, but long +experience has driven into him the knowledge that when his mother +wants anything, all the delays and subterfuges and evasions in the +world will not prevent her having it. To get it over, then, as soon +as possible is the chief thing. And, after all, he is so far happy +in that he knows what the immediate interview is to be about. That +little ridiculous girl--not half a bad little girl--but---- + +It is with quite a resigned air that he seats himself on the lounge, +and agrees with himself to make his mother happy by letting her talk +to him uninterruptedly for ten minutes. + +"Women like to talk," says Sir Maurice to himself, as he sits on the +lounge where Marian had just now sat. He finds consolation in his +mother's poodle, who climbs on his knees, giving herself up a +willing prey to his teasing. + +"Maurice, you are not attending," says Lady Rylton at last, with a +touch of serious anger. + +"I am indeed--I am, I assure you," says Maurice, looking up. "If I'm +not, it's your poodle's fault; she is such a fascinating creature." + +As he says this he makes a little attack on the poodle, who snaps +back at him, barking vigorously, and evidently enjoying herself +immensely. + +"I want a decisive answer from you," says his mother. + +"A decisive answer! How can I give that?" + +He is still laughing, but even as he laughs a sound from without +checks him. It is another laugh--happy, young, joyous. Instinctively +both he and Lady Rylton look towards the open window. There below, +still attended by Mr. Gower, and coming back from her charitable +visit to the swans, is Tita, her little head upheld, her bright eyes +smiling, her lips parted. There is a sense of picturesque youth +about the child that catches Rylton's attention, and holds it for +the moment. + +"There she is," says he at last, looking back over his shoulder at +his mother. "Is _that_ the wife you have meted out for me--that +baby?" + +"Be serious about it, Maurice; it is a serious latter, I assure +you." + +"Fancy being serious with a baby! She's too young, my dear mother. +She couldn't know her duty to her neighbours yet, to say nothing of +her duty to her husband." + +"You could teach her." + +"I doubt it. They have taken that duty off nowadays, haven't they?" +He is still looking at Tita through the window; her gay little laugh +comes up to him again. "Do you know, she is very pretty," says he +dispassionately; "and what a little thing! She always makes me think +of a bird, or a mouse, or a----" + +"Think of her as a girl," says his mother impatiently. + +"Certainly. After all, it would be impossible to think of her as a +boy; she's too small." + +"I don't know about that," said Lady Rylton, shrugging her +shoulders. "She's much more a boy than a girl, where her manners are +concerned." + +"Poor little hoyden! That's what you call her, isn't it--a hoyden?" + +"Did Marian tell you that?" + +"Marian? Certainly not!" says Sir Maurice, telling his lie +beautifully. "Marian thinks her beneath notion. So would you, +if----" He pauses. "If she hadn't a penny you wouldn't know her," he +says presently; "and you admit she has no manners, yet you ask me to +marry her. Now, if I did marry her, what should I do with her?" + +"Educate her! Control her! Says his mother, a little viciously. + +"I confess I am not equal to the occasion. I could not manage a +baby. The situation doesn't suit me." + +"Maurice--it _must!"_ Lady Rylton rises, and, standing near him with +her hand on the table, looks at him with a pale face. "You find +fault with her; so do I, and frankly admit she is the last woman in +the world I should have chosen for you if I could help it, but she +is one of the richest girls in England. And after all, though I +detest the very sound of it, Trade is now our master. You object to +the girl's youth; that, however, is in her favour. You can mould her +to your own designs, and"--she casts a bitter glance at him that +will not be suppressed--"all women cannot be widows. Then, as for +her being so little a creature, she is surely quite as tall as I am, +and your father--you know, Maurice, how devoted he was to me." + +"Oh yes, poor old Dad!" says Maurice, with a movement that might +mean pain. He seldom speaks of his father--_never_ to his mother. He +had certainly loved his father. He moves quickly to the further end +of the room. + +"You will think of this girl, Maurice?" + +"Oh, if that's all," laughing shortly, "you have arranged for that. +One can't help thinking of the thing that is thrust under one's eyes +morning, noon, and night. I shall think of her certainly until she +goes away." He stops, and then says abruptly, "When is she going?" + +"When her engagement to you is an accomplished fact." + +"My dear mother, how absurd it all is! Poor little girl, and what a +shame too! She doesn't even like me! We shouldn't be taking her name +in vain like this. By-the-bye, what queer eyes she has!--have you +noticed?" + +"She has two hundred thousand pounds," says Lady Rylton solemnly. +"That is of far greater consequence. You know how it is with us, +Maurice. We can hold on very little longer. If you persist in +refusing this last chance, the old home will have to go. We shall be +beggars!" She sinks back in her chair, and sobs softly but bitterly. + +"Don't go on like that--don't!" says Rylton, coming over to her and +patting her shoulder tenderly. "There must be some other way out of +it. I know we are in a hole more or less, but----" + +"How lightly you speak of it! Who is to pay your debts? You know how +your gambling on the turf has ruined us--brought us to the very +verge of disgrace and penury, and now, when you _can _help to set +the old name straight again, you refuse--refuse!" She stops as if +choking. + +"I don't think my gambling debts are the actual cause of our +worries," says her son, rather coldly. "If I have wasted a few +hundred on a race here and there, it is all I have done. When the +property came into my hands it was dipped very deeply." + +"You would accuse your father----" begins she hotly. + +Rylton pauses. "No; not my father," says he distinctly, if gently. + +"You mean, then, that you accuse _me!"_ cries she, flashing round at +him. + +All at once her singularly youthful face grows as old as it ought to +be--a vindictive curve round the mouth makes that usually charming +feature almost repulsive. + +"My dear mother, let us avoid a scene," says her son sternly. "To +tell you the truth, I have had too many of them of late." + +Something in his manner warns her to go no farther in the late +direction. If she is to win the cause so close to her heart, she had +better refrain from recrimination--from an accusation of any sort. + +"Dearest Maurice," says she, going to him and taking his hand in +hers, "you know it is for your sake only I press this dreadful +matter. She is so rich, and you--we--are so poor! She has a house in +Surrey, and one in the North--delightful places, I have been +told--and, of course, she would like you to keep up your own house +in town. As for me, all I ask is this old house--bare and +uncomfortable as it is." + +"Nonsense, mother," letting her hand go and turning away +impatiently. "You speak as if it were all settled." + +"Why should it _not_ be settled?" + +"You talk without thinking!" He is frowning now, and his tone is +growing angry. "Am I the only one to be consulted?" + +"Oh! as for her--that child! Of course you can influence her." + +"I don't want to," wearily. + +"You can do more than that. You are very good-looking, Maurice. You +can----" She hesitates. + +"Can what?" coldly. + +"Fascinate her." + +"I shall certainly not even try to do that. Good heavens! what do +you mean?" says her son, colouring a dark red with very shame. "Are +you asking me to make love to this girl--to pretend an admiration +for her that I do not feel? To--to--_lie_ to her?" + +"I am only asking you to be sensible," says his mother sullenly. She +has gone back to her chair, and now, with lowered lids and +compressed lips, is fanning herself angrily. + +"I shan't be sensible in that way," says her son, very hotly. "Put +it out of your head. To me Miss Bolton (it is really ridiculous to +call her Miss anything; she ought to be Betty, or Lizzie, or Lily, +or whatever her name is, to everyone at her age)--to me she seems +nothing but a baby--and--I _hate_ babies!" + +"Marian has taught you!" Says his mother, with a sneer. "_She_ +certainly is not a baby, whatever else she may be. But I tell you +this, Maurice, that you will hate far more being left a beggar in +the world, without enough money to keep yourself alive." + +"I am sure I can keep myself alive." + +"Yes, but how? _You_, who have been petted and pampered all your +life?" + +"Oh, _don't_ speak to me as if I were in the cradle!" says Maurice, +with a shrug. + +"Do you never think?" + +"Sometimes". + +"Oh yes, of Marian. That designing woman! Do you believe _I_ haven't +read her, if you are still blind? She will hold you on and on and +on. And if your uncle _should_ chance to die, why, then she will +marry you; but if in the meantime she meets anyone with money who +will marry her, why, good-bye to _you_. But you must not marry! Mind +that! You must be held in chains whilst she goes free. Really, +Maurice," rising and regarding him with extreme contempt, "your +folly is so great over this absurd infatuation for Marian, that +sometimes I wonder if you can be my own son." + +"I am my father's son also," says Maurice. "He, I believe, did +sometimes believe in somebody. He believed in you." + +He turns away abruptly, and an inward laugh troubles him. Was that +last gibe not an argument against himself, his judgment? Like his +father; _is_ he like his father? Can he, too, see only gold where +dross lies deep? Sometimes, of late he has doubted. The laughter +dies away, he sighs heavily. + +"He was wise," says Lady Rylton coolly. "He had no cause to regret +his belief. But you, you sit in a corner, as it were, and see +nothing but Marian smiling. You never see Marian frowning. Your +corner suits you. It would trouble you too much to come out into the +middle of the room and look around Marian. And in the end what will +it all come to? _Nothing!"_ + +"Then why make yourself so unhappy about nothing?" + +"Because----" + +"My dear mother," turning rather fiercely on her, "let us have an +end of this. Marian would not marry me. She has refused me many +times." + +"I am quite aware of that," says Lady Rylton calmly. "She has taken +care to tell me so. She will never marry you unless you get your +uncle's money (and he is as likely to live to be a Methuselah as +anyone I ever saw; the scandalous way in which he takes care of his +health is really a byword!), but she will hold you on until----" + +"I asked you not to go on with this," says Rylton, interrupting he +again. "If you have nothing better to say to me than the abuse of +Marian, I----" + +"But I have. What is Marian, what is _anything_ to me except your +marriage with Tita Bolton? Maurice, think of it. Promise me you will +think of it. Maurice, don't go." + +She runs to him, lays her hand on his arm, and tries to hold him. + +"I must." He lifts her hand from his arm, presses it, and drops it +deliberately. "My dear mother, I can't; I can't, really," says he. + +She stands quite still. As he reaches the door, he looks back. She +is evidently crying. A pang shoots through his heart. But it is all +so utterly impossible. To marry that absurd child! It is out of +question. Still, her tears trouble him. He can see her crying as he +crosses the hall, and then her words begin to trouble him even more. +What was it she had said about Marian? It was a hint, a very broad +one. It meant that Marian might love him if he were a poor man, but +could love him much more if he were a rich one. As a fact, she would +marry him if he had money, but not if he were penniless. After all, +why not? She, Marian, had often said all that to him, or at least +some of it. But that other word, of her marrying some other man +should he appear---- + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +HOW THE HEART OF MAURICE GREW HOT WITHIN HIM, AND HOW HE PUT THE +QUESTION TO THE TOUCH, AND HOW HE NEITHER LOST NOR WON. + + + +Mrs. Bethune, sauntering slowly between the bushes laden with +exquisite blooms, all white and red and yellow, looks up as he +approaches her with a charming start. + +"You!" she says, smiling, and holding out her hand--a large hand but +beautiful. "It is my favourite spot. But that _you_ should have come +here too!" + +"You knew I should come!" returns he gravely. Something in her +charming air of surprise jars upon him at this moment. Why should +she pretend?--and to him! + +"I knew?" + +"You told me you were coming here." + +"Ah, what a lovely answer!" says she, with a glance from under her +long lashes, that--whatever her answer may be--certainly _is_ +lovely. + +Rylton regards her moodily. If she really loved him, would she +coquet with him like this--would she so pretend? All in a second, as +he stands looking at her, the whole of the past year comes back to +him. A strange year, fraught with gladness and deep pain--with fears +and joys intense! What had it all meant? If anything, it had meant +devotion to her--to his cousin, who, widowed, all but penniless, had +been flung by the adverse winds of Fate into his home. + +She was the only daughter of Lady Rylton's only brother, and the +latter had taken her in, and in a measure adopted her. It was a +strange step for her to take--for one so little led by kindly +impulses, or rather for one who had so few kindly impulses to be led +by; but everyone has a soft spot somewhere in his heart, and Lady +Rylton had loved her brother, good-for-nothing as he was. There +might have been a touch of remorse, too, in her charity; she had +made Marian's marriage! + +Grudgingly, coldly, she opened her son's doors to her niece, but +still she opened them. She was quite at liberty to do this, as +Maurice was seldom at home, and gave her always _carte blanche_ to +do as she would with all that belonged to him. She made Marian +Bethune's life for the first few months a burden to her, and then +Marian Bethune, who had waited, took the reins in a measure; at all +events, she made herself so useful to Lady Rylton that the latter +could hardly get on without her. + +Maurice had fallen in love with her almost at once; insensibly but +thoroughly. There had been an hour in which he had flung himself, +metaphorically, at her feet (one never does the real thing now, +because it spoils one's trousers so), and offered his heart, and all +the fortune still left to him after his mother's reign; and Marian +had refused it all, very tenderly, very sympathetically, very +regretfully--to tell the truth--but she _had_ refused it. + +She had sweetened the refusal by declaring that, as she could not +marry him--as she could not to be so selfish as to ruin his +prospects--she would never marry at all. She had looked lovely in +the light of the dying sunset as she said all this to him, and +Maurice had believed in her a thousand times more than before, and +had loved her a thousand times deeper. And in a sense his belief was +justified. She did love him, as she had never loved before, but not +well enough to risk poverty again. She had seen enough of that in +her first marriage, and in her degradation and misery had sworn a +bitter oath to herself never again to marry, unless marriage should +sweep her into the broad river of luxury and content. Had Maurice's +financial affairs been all they ought to have been but for his +mother's extravagances, she undoubtedly would have chosen him before +all the world; but Maurice's fortunes were (and are) at a low ebb, +and she would risk nothing. His uncle _might_ die, and then Maurice, +who was his heir, would be a rich man; but his uncle was only +sixty-five, and he might marry again, and---- No, she would refuse! + +Rylton had pressed his suit many times, but she had never yielded. +It was always the same argument, she would not ruin _him_. But one +day--only the other day, indeed--she had said something that made +him know she sometimes counted on his uncle's death. She would marry +him then! She would not marry a poor man, however much she loved +him. The thought that she was waiting for his uncle's death revolted +him at the moment, and though he forgave her afterwards, still the +thought rankled. + +It hurt him, in a sense, that she could _desire_ death--the death of +another--to create her own content. + +His mother had hinted at it only just now! Marian feared, she +said--feared to step aboard his sinking ship. Where, then, was her +love, that perfect love that casteth out all fear? + +A wave of anger rushes over him as he looks at her now--smiling, +fair, with large, deep, gleaming eyes. He tells himself he will know +at once what it is she means--what is the worth of her love. + +She is leaning towards him, a soft red rosebud crushed against her +lips. + +"Ah, yes! It is true. I _did_ know you were coming," says she +tenderly. + +She gives a hasty, an almost imperceptible glance around. Lady +Rylton is often a little--just a _little_--prone to +prying--especially of late; ever since the arrival of that small +impossible heiress, for example; and then very softly she slips her +hand into his. + +"What an evening!" says she with delicate fervour. "How sweet, how +perfect, Maurice!" + +"Well?" in a rather cold, uncompromising way. + +Mrs. Bethune gives him a quick glance. + +"What a tone!" says she; "you frighten me!" + +She laughs softly, sweetly. She draws closer to him--closer +still;--and, laying her cheek against his arm, rubs it lightly, +caressingly, up and down. + +"Look here!" says he quickly, catching her by both arms, and holding +her a little away from him; "I have a question to ask you." + +"There is always a question," says she, smiling still, "between +friends and foes, then why not between--_lovers?"_ + +She lingers over the word, and, stooping her graceful head, runs her +lips lightly across the hand that is holding her right arm. + +A shiver runs through Rylton. Is she true or false? But, however it +goes, how exquisite she is! + +"And now your question," says she; "how slow you are to ask it. Now +_what_ is it?--what--what?" + +"Shall I ask it, Marian? I have asked it too often before." + +He is holding her arms very tightly now, and his eyes are bent on +hers. Once again he is under the spell of her beauty. + +"Ask--ask what you will!" cries she. She laughs gaily, and throws +back her head. The last rays of the sunlight catch her hair, and +lift it to a very glory round her beautiful face. "Go on, go on," +she says lightly. There is, perhaps, some defiance in her tone, but, +if so, it only strengthens her for the fight. "I am your captive!" +She gives a little expressive downward glance at his hands, as he +holds her arms. "Speak, my lord! and your slave answers." She has +thrown some mockery into her tone. + +"I am not your lord," says Rylton. He drops her arms, and lets her +go, and stands well back from her. "That is the last part assigned +to me." + +Mrs. Bethune's gaze grows concentrated. It is fixed on him. What +does he mean? What is the object of this flat rebellion--this +receding from her authority? Strength is hers, as well as charm, and +she comes to the front bravely. + +"Now what _is_ it?" asks she, creeping up to him again, and now +slipping her arm around his neck. "How have I vexed you? Who has +been saying nasty little things about me? The dear mother, eh?" + +"I want no one to tell me anything, but you." + +"Speak, then; did I not tell you I should answer?" + +"I want an answer to one question, and one only," says Rylton +slowly. + +"That is modesty itself." + +"Will you marry me?" + +"Marry you?" She repeats his words almost in a whisper, her eyes on +the ground, then suddenly she uplifts her graceful form, and, lazily +clasping her arms behind her head, looks at him. "Surely we have +been through this before," says she, with a touch of reproach. + +"Many times!" His lips have grown into a rather straight line. +"Still I repeat my question." + +"Am I so selfish as this in your eyes?" asks she. "Is it thus you +regard me?" Her large eyes have grown quite full of tears. "Is my +own happiness so much to me that for the sake of it I would +deliberately ruin yours?" + +"It would not ruin mine! Marry me, Marian, if--you love me!" + +"You know I love you." Her voice is tremulous now and her face very +pale. "But _how_ can we marry? I am a beggar, and you----" + +"The same!" returns he shortly. "We are in the same boat." + +"Still, one must think." + +"And you are the one. Do you know, Marian"--he pauses, and then goes +on deliberately--"I have been thinking, too, and I have come to the +conclusion that when one truly loves, one never calculates." + +"Not even for the one beloved?" + +"For no one!" + +"Is love, then, only selfishness incarnate?" + +"I cannot answer that. It is a great mixture; but, whatever it is, +it rules the world, or should rule it. It rules _me_. You tell +me--you are for ever telling me--that marriage with you, who are +penniless, would be my ruin, and yet I would marry you. Is _that +_selfishness?" + +"No; it is only folly," says she in a low, curious tone. + +Maurice regards her curiously. + +"Marian," says he quickly, impulsively, "there are other places. If +you would come abroad with me, I could carve out a fresh life for +us--I could work for you, live for you, endure all things for you. +Come! come!" + +He holds out his hands to her. + +"But why--why not wait?" exclaims she with deep agitation. "Your +uncle--he _cannot_ live for ever." + +"I detest dead men's shoes," returns he coldly. Her last words have +chilled him to his heart's core. "And besides, my uncle has as good +a life as my own." + +To this she makes no answer; her eyes are downbent. Rylton's face is +growing hard and cold. + +"You refuse, then?" says he at last. + +"I refuse nothing, but----" She breaks off. "Maurice," cries she +passionately, "why do you talk to me like this? What has changed +you? Your mother? Ah, I know it! She has set her heart on your +marriage with this--this little _nobody_, and she is poisoning your +mind against me. But you--_you_--you will not forsake me for her!" + +"It is you who are forsaking me," returns he violently. "Am I +nothing to you, except as a medium by which you may acquire all the +luxuries that women seem ready to sell their very souls for? Come, +Marian, rose above it all. I am a poor man, but I am young, and I +can work. Marry me as I am, and for what I am in your sight, and +seek a new life with me abroad." + +"It is madness," says she, in a voice so low as to be almost +inaudible. For a short, _short_ minute the plan held out to her had +tempted her, but something stronger than her love prevailed. She +could wait--she _would;_ and she is so sure of him. He is her own, +her special property. Yes! she can afford to wait. Something must +occur shortly to change the state of his affairs, and even if things +come to the very worst--there are others. "I tell you," says she, +"that I will not spoil your life. Your uncle--he would be furious if +you married me, and----" + +Rylton put her somewhat roughly from him. + +"I am tired of that old excuse," says he, his tone even rougher than +his gesture. He turns away. + +"Maurice!" says she sharply--there is real anguish in her tone, her +face has grown white as death--"Maurice, come back." She holds out +her arms to him. "Oh--darling, do not let your mother come between +us! That girl--she will _make_ you marry that girl. She has money, +whereas I--what am I? A mere castaway on life's sea! Yes, yes." She +covers her face with her hands in a little paroxysm of despair. +"Yes," faintly, "you will marry that girl." + +"Well, why not?" sullenly. He is as white as she is--his face is +stern. "If she will deign to accept me. I have not so far," with a +bitter laugh, "been very successful in love affairs." + +"Oh! _How_ can you say that--and to me?" + +She bursts into tears, and in a moment he has her in his arms. His +beautiful darling! He soothes her, caresses her, lets her weave the +bands of her fascination over him all fresh again. + +It is only afterwards he remembers that through all her grief and +love she had never so forgotten herself as to promise to exile +herself for his sake in a foreign land. + + + +CHAPTER V. + +SHOWING HOW, WHEN PEOPLE DO CONGREGATE TOGETHER, MUCH KNOWLEDGE MAY +BE FOUND, AND HOW THE LITTLE HOYDEN HAD SOME KIND THINGS SAID ABOUT +HER. + + + +"Game and set," cries Tita at the top of her young voice, from the +other end the court. It would be useless to pretend she doesn't +_shout_ it. She is elated--happy. She has won. She tears off the +little soft round cap that, defiant of the sun, she wears, and +flings it sky-high, catching it deftly as it descends upon the top +of her dainty head, a _little_ sideways. Her pretty, soft, fluffy +hair, cut short, and curled all over her head by Mother Nature, is +flying a little wildly across her brows, her large gray eyes (that +sometimes are so nearly black) are brilliant. Altogether she is just +a little, a _very_ little, pronounced in her behaviour. Her +opponents, people who have come over to The Place for the day, +whisper something to each other, and laugh a little. After all, they +have lost--perhaps they are somewhat spiteful. Lady Rylton, sitting +on the terrace above, bites her lips. What an impossible girl! and +yet how rich! Things must be wrong somewhere, when Fate showers +money on such a little ill-bred creature. + +"How funny she is!" says Mrs. Chichester, who is sitting near Lady +Rylton, a guest at The Place in this house-party, this last big +entertainment, that is to make or mar its master. Lady Rylton had +organized it, and Sir Maurice, who never contradicted her, and who +had not the slightest idea of the real meaning of it, had shrugged +his shoulders. After all, let her have her own way to the last. +There would be enough to pay the debts and a little over for her; +and for him, poverty, a new life, and emancipation. He is tired of +his mother's rule. "And how small!" goes on Mrs. Chichester, a tall +young woman with light hair and queer eyes, whose husband is abroad +with his regiment. "Like a doll. I love dolls; don't you, Captain +Marryatt?" + +"Are _you_ a doll?" asks Captain Marryatt, who is leaning over her. + +He is always leaning over her! + +"I never know what I am," says Mrs. Chichester frankly, her queer +eyes growing a little queerer. "But Miss Bolton, how delightful she +is! so natural, and Nature is always so--so----" + +"Natural!" supplies Mr. Gower, who is lying on a rug watching the +game below. + +"Oh, get out!" says Mrs. Chichester, whose manners are not her +strong point. + +She is sitting on a garden chair behind him, and she gives him a +little dig in the back with her foot as she speaks. + +"Don't! I'm bad there!" says he. + +"I believe you are bad everywhere," says she, with a pout. + +"Then you believe wrong! My heart is a heart of gold," says Mr. +Gower ecstatically. + +"I'd like to see it," says Mrs. Chichester, who is not above a +flirtation with a man whom she knows is beyond temptation; and truly +Randal Gower is hard to get at! + +"Does that mean that you would gladly see me dead?" asks he. "Oh, +cruel woman!" + +"I'm tired of seeing you as you are, any way," says she, tilting her +chin. "Why don't you fall in love with somebody, for goodness' +sake?" + +"Well, I'm trying," says Mr. Gower, "I'm trying hard; but," looking +at her, "I don't seem to get on. You don't encourage me, you know, +and I'm very shy!" + +"There, don't be stupid," says Mrs. Chichester, seeing that Marryatt +is growing a little enraged. "We were talking of Miss Bolton. We +were saying----" + +"That she was Nature's child." + +"Give me Nature!" says Captain Marryatt, breaking into the +_tête-à-tête_ a little sulkily. "Nothing like it." + +"Is that a proposal?" demands Mr. Gower, raising himself on his +elbow, and addressing him with deep interest. "It cannot be _Mrs._ +Bolton you refer to, as she is unfortunately dead. Nature's child, +however, is still among us. Shall I convey your offer to her?" + +"Yes, shall he?" asks Mrs. Chichester. + +She casts a teasing glance at her admirer; a little amused light has +come into her green-gray eyes. + +"I should think _you,_ Randal, would be the fitting person to +propose to her, considering how you haunt her footsteps day and +night," says a strange voice. + +It comes from a tall, gaunt old lady, who, with ringlets flying, +advances towards the group. She is a cousin of the late Sir Maurice, +and an aunt of Gower's, from whom much is to be expected by the +latter at her death. There is therefore, as you see, a cousinship +between the Gowers and the Ryltons. + +"My dear aunt, is that you?" says Mr. Gower with enthusiasm. "Come +and sit here; _do,_ just here _beside_ me!" + +He pats the rug on which he is reclining as he speaks, beckoning her +warmly to it, knowing as he well does that her bones would break if +she tried to bring them to so low a level. + +"Thank you, Randal, I prefer a more elevated position," replies she +austerely. + +"Ah, you would! you would!" says Randal, who really ought to be +ashamed of himself. "You were meant for high places." + +He sighs loudly, and goes back on his rug. + +"Miss Gower is right," says Mrs. Bethune gaily, who has just +arrived. "Why don't _you_ go in for Miss Bolton?" + +"She wouldn't have me!" says Gower tragically. "I've hinted all +sorts of lovely things to her during the past week, but she has been +apparently blind to the brilliant prospects opened to her. It has +been my unhappy lot to learn that she prefers lollipops to lovers." + +"You tried her?" asks Mrs. Chichester. + +"Well, I believe I _did_ do a good deal in the chocolate-cream +business," says Mr. Gower mildly. + +"And she preferred the creams?" + +"Oh! much, _much!"_ says Gower. + +"So artless of her," says Mrs. Bethune, with a shrug. "I do love the +nineteenth-century child!" + +"If you mean Miss Bolton, so do I," says a young man who has been +listening to them, and laughing here and there--a man from the +Cavalry Barracks at Ashbridge. "She's quite out-of-the-way +charming." + +Mrs. Bethune looks at him--he is only a boy and easily to be +subdued, and she is glad of the opportunity of giving some little +play to the jealous anger that is raging within her. + +"She has a hundred thousand charming ways," says she, smiling, but +very unpleasantly. "An heiress is always charming." + +"Oh no! I didn't look at it in that way at all," says the boy, +reddening furiously. "One wouldn't, you know--when looking at +_her."_ + +"Wouldn't one?" says Mrs. Bethune. She is smiling at him always; but +it is a fixed smile now, and even more bitter. "And yet one might," +says she. + +She speaks almost without knowing it. She is thinking of +Rylton--might _he?_ + +"I think not," says the boy, stammering. + +It is his first lesson in the book that tells one that to praise a +woman to a woman is to bring one to confusion. It is the worst +manners possible. + +"I agree with you, Woodleigh," says Gower, who is case-hardened and +doesn't care about his manners, and who rather dislikes Mrs. +Bethune. "She's got lovely little ways. Have _you_ noticed them?" + +He looks direct at Marian. + +"No," says she, shaking her head, but very sweetly. "But, then, I'm +so dull." + +"Well, she has," says Gower, in quite a universally conversational +tone, looking round him. He turns himself on his rug, pulls a +cushion towards him, and lies down again. "And they're all her own, +too." + +"What a comfort!" says Mrs. Bethune, rather nastily. + +Gower looks at her. + +"Yes, you're right," says he. "To be original--honestly original--is +the thing nowadays. Have you noticed when she laughs? Those little +slender shoulders of hers actually shake." + +"My _dear_ Mr. Gower," says Mrs. Bethune, "do spare us! I'm sure you +must be portraying Miss Bolton wrongly. Emotion--to betray +emotion--how vulgar!" + +"I like emotion," says Mr. Gower calmly; "I'm a perfect mass of it +myself. Have you noticed Miss Bolton's laugh, Rylton?" to Sir +Maurice, who had come up a moment ago, and had been listening to +Mrs. Bethune's last remark. "It seems to run all through her. Not an +inch that doesn't seem to enjoy it." + +"Well, there aren't _many _inches," says Sir Maurice, with am amused +air. + +"And the laugh itself--so gay." + +"You are en enthusiast," says Sir Maurice, who is standing near Mrs. +Bethune. + +"My dear fellow, who wouldn't be, in such a cause?" says the young +cavalryman, with a rather conscious laugh. + +"Here she is," says Mrs. Chichester, who is one of those people whom +Nature has supplied with eyes behind and before. + +Tita running up the slope at this moment like a young deer--a steep +embankment that would have puzzled a good many people--puts an +effectual end to the conversation. Mr. Gower graciously deigning to +give her half of his rug, she sinks upon it gladly. She likes Gower. + +Lady Rylton calls to her. + +"Not on the grass, Tita dearest," cries she, in her little shrill, +old-young voice. "Come here to me, darling. Next to me on this seat. +Marian," to Mrs. Bethune, who has been sitting on the garden-chair +with her, "you can make a little room, eh?" + +"A great deal," says Marian. + +She rises. + +"Oh no! don't stir. Not for me," says Tita, making a little gesture +to her to reseat herself. "No, thank you, Lady Rylton; I shall stay +here. I'm quite happy here. I like sitting on the grass." + +She makes herself a little more comfortable where she is, regardless +of the honour Lady Rylton would have done her--regardless, too, of +the frown with which her hostess now regards her. + +Mr. Gower turns upon her a beaming countenance. + +"What you really mean is," says he, "that you like sitting near +_me."_ + +"Indeed I do not," says Tita indignantly. + +"My dear girl, _think_. Am I to understand, then, that you don't +like sitting near me?" + +"Ah, that's a different thing," says Tita, with a little side-glance +at him that shows a disposition to laughter. + +"You see! you see!" says Mr. Gower triumphantly--he has a talent for +teasing. "Then you do wish to sit beside me! And why not?" He +expands his hands amiably. "Could you be beside a more delightful +person?" + +"Maybe I could," says Tita, with another glance. + +Rylton, who is listening, laughs. + +His laugh seems to sting Mrs. Bethune to her heart. She turns to +him, and lets her dark eyes rest on his. + +"What a little flirt!" says she contemptuously. + +"Oh no! a mere child," returns he. + +"Miss Bolton! What an answer!" Gower is now at the height of his +enjoyment. "And after last night, too; you _must_ remember what you +said to me last night." + +"Last night?" She is staring at him with a small surprised face--a +delightful little face, as sweet as early spring. "What did I say to +you last night?" + +"And have you forgotten?" Mr. Gower has thrown tragedy into his +voice. _"Already?_ Do you mean to tell me that you don't recollect +saying to me that you preferred me to all the rest of my sex?" + +"I _never_ said that!" says Tita, with emphasis; "never! never! Why +should I say that?" + +She looks at Gower as if demanding an answer. + +"I'm not good at conundrums," says he. "Ask me another." + +"No; I won't," says she_. "Why?"_ + +Upon this Mr. Gower rolls himself over in the rug, and covers his +head. It is plain that answers are not to be got out of _him_. + +"Did I say that?" says Tita, appealing to Sir Maurice. + +"I hope not," returns he, laughing. "Certainly I did not hear it." + +"And certainly he didn't either," says Tita with decision. + +"After that," says Gower, unrolling himself, "I shall retire from +public life; I shall give myself up to"--he pauses and looks round; +a favourite ladies' paper is lying on the ground near him--"to +literature." + +He turns over on his side, and apparently becomes engrosses in it. + +"Have you been playing, Maurice?" asks Mrs. Bethune presently. + +Her tone is cold. That little speech of his to Tita, uttered some +time ago, "I hope not," had angered her. + +"No," returns he as coldly. + +He is on one of his uncertain moods with regard to her. Distrust, +disbelief, a sense of hopelessness--all are troubling him. + +"What a shame, Sir Maurice!" says Mrs. Chichester, leaning forward. +As I have hinted, she would have flirted with a broomstick. "And +you, who are our champion player." + +"I'll play now if you will play with me," says Sir Maurice +gallantly. + +"A safe answer," looking at him with a pout, and through half-closed +lids. She finds that sort of glance effective sometimes. "You know I +don't play." + +"Not _that_ game," says Mr. Gower, who never can resist a thrust. + +"I thought you were reading your paper," says Mrs. Chichester +sharply. "Come, what's in it? I don't believe," scornfully, "you are +reading it at all." + +"I am, however," says Mr. Gower. "These ladies' papers are so full +of information. I'm quite enthralled just now. I've got on to the +Exchange and Mart business, and it's too exciting for _words_. Just +listen to this: 'Two dozen old tooth-brushes (in _good_ +preservation) would be exchanged for a gold bangle (_unscratched_). +Would not be sent on approval (mind, it must not be set _scratched!_ +good old toothbrushes!) without deposit of ten shillings. Address, +'Chizzler, office of this paper.'" + +"It isn't true. I don't believe a word of it," says Tita, making a +snatch at the paper. + +"My dear girl, why not? Two dozen old toothbrushes. _Old_ +toothbrushes, you notice. Everything old now goes for a large sum, +except," thoughtfully, "aunts." + +He casts a lingering glance round, but providentially Miss Gower has +disappeared. + +"But toothbrushes! Show me that paper." + +"Do you, then, disbelieve in my word?" + +"Nobody could want a toothbrush." + +"Some people want them awfully," says Mr. Gower. "Haven't you +noticed?" + +But here Sir Maurice sees it his duty to interfere. + +"Miss Bolton, will you play this next set with me?" says he, coming +up to Tita. + +"Oh, I should _love_ it!" cries she. "You are so good a player. Do +get us some decent people to play against, though; I hate a weak +game." + +"Well, come, we'll try and manage it," says he, amused at her +enthusiasm. + +They move away together. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +HOW GAMES WERE PLAYED, "OF SORTS"; AND HOW TITA WAS MUCH HARRIED, +BUT HOW SHE BORE HERSELF VALIANTLY, AND HOW, NOT KNOWING OF HER +VICTORIES, SHE WON ALL THROUGH. + + + +There had been no question about it; it had been a walk-over. Even +Lord Eshurst and Miss Staines, who are considered quite crack people +at tennis in this part of the county, had not had a chance. Tita had +been everywhere; she seemed to fly. Every ball caught, and every +ball so well planted. Rylton had scarcely been in it, though a good +player. That little thing was here and there and everywhere, yet +Rylton could not say she poached. Whatever she did, however, she +_won_. + +She does not throw up her cap this time--perhaps she had seen a +little of that laughter before--but she claps her hands joyfully, +and pats Rylton's arm afterwards in a _bon camarade_ fashion that +seems to amuse him. And is she tired? There is no sense of fatigue, +certainly, in the way she runs up the slope again, and flings +herself gracefully upon the rug beside Mr. Gower. Mr. Gower has not +stirred from that rug since. He seldom stirs. Perhaps he would not +be quite so stout if he did. + +"You won your game?" says Margaret Knollys, bending towards Tita, +with a smile. + +Old Lady Eshurst is smiling at her, too. + +"Oh yes; how could I help it? Sir Maurice"--with a glance at the +latter as he climbs the slope in turn--"plays like an angel." + +"Oh no; it is you who do that," says he, laughing. + +"Are you an angel, Miss Bolton?" asks Mrs. Bethune, who is standing +next Rylton. + +He had gone straight to her, but she had not forgiven his playing +with the girl at all, and a sense of hatred towards Tita is warming +her breast. + +"I don't know," says Tita, with a slight grimace. It is not the +answer expected. Marian had expected to see her shy, confused; Tita, +on the contrary, is looking at her with calm, inquiring eyes. "Do +you?" asks she. + +"I have not gone into it," says Mrs. Bethune, with as distinct a +sneer as she can allow herself. + +Mr. Gower laughs. + +"You're good at games," says he to Tita. + +He might have meant her powers at tennis, he might have meant +_anything_. + +"That last game you are thinking of?" + +"Decidedly, the last game," says Gower, who laughs again +immoderately. + +"I don't see what there is to laugh at," says Miss Bolton, with some +indignation. "'They laugh who win,' is an old proverb. But _you_ +didn't win; you weren't in it." + +"I expect I never shall be," says Gower. "Yet lookers-on have their +advantage ascribed to them by a pitiful Providence. They see most of +the game." + +"It is I who should laugh," says Tita, who has not been following +him. _"I_ won--we"--looking, with an honest desire to be just to all +people, at Sir Maurice--_"we_ won." + +"No, no; leave it in the singular," says Maurice, making her a +little gesture of self-depreciation. + +"You seem very active," says Margaret kindly. "I watched you at golf +yesterday. You liked it?" + +"Yes; there is so little else to like," says Tita, looking at her, +"except my horses and my dogs." + +"A horse is the best companion of all," says Mr. Woodleigh, his eyes +bent on her charming little face. + +"I'm not sure, the dogs are so kind, so affectionate; they _want_ +one so," says Tita. "And yet a horse--oh, I _do_ love my last +mount--a brown mare! She's lying up now." + +"You ride, then?" says Sir Maurice. + +"Ride! you bet!" says Tita. She rolls over on the rug, and, resting +on her elbows, looks up at him; Lady Rylton watching, shudders. +"I've been in the saddle all my life. Just before I came here I had +a real good run--my uncle's groom had one horse, I had the other; it +was over the downs. _I_ won." + +She rests her chin upon her hands. + +Lady Rylton's face pales with horror. A race with a groom! + +"Your uncle must give you good mounts," says Mr. Woodleigh. + +"It is all he _does_ give me," says the girl, with a pout. "Yes; I +may ride, but that is all. I never _see_ anybody--there is nobody to +see; my uncle knows nobody." + +Lady Rylton makes an effort. It is growing _too_ dreadful. She turns +to Mrs. Chichester. + +"Why don't you play?" asks she. + +"Tennis? I hate it; it destroys one's clothes so," says Mrs. +Chichester. "And those shoes, they are terrible. If I knew any +girls--I never do know them, as a rule--I should beg of them not to +play tennis; it is destruction so far as feet go." + +"Fancy riding so much as that!" says Mr. Woodleigh, who, with Sir +Maurice and the others, has been listening to Tita's stories of +hunts and rides gone and done. "Why, how _long_ have you been +hunting?" + +"Ever since I was thirteen," says Tita. + +"Why, that is about your age now, isn't it?" says Gower. + +"We lived at Oakdean then," goes on Tita, taking, very properly, no +notice of him, "and my father liked me to ride. My cousin was with +us there, and he taught me. I rode a great deal before"--she pauses, +and her lips quiver; she is evidently thinking of some grief that +has entered into her young life and saddened it--"before I went to +live with my uncle." + +"It was your cousin who taught you to ride, then? Is he a son of +the--the uncle with whom you now live?" asks Sir Maurice, who is +rather ashamed of exhibiting such interest in her. + +"No, no, indeed! He is a son of my aunt's--my father's sister. She +married a man in Birmingham--a sugar merchant. I did love Uncle +Joe," says Tita warmly. + +"No wonder!" says Mrs. Bethune. "I wish _I_ had an uncle a sugar +merchant. It does sound sweet." + +"I'm not sure that _you _would think my uncle Joe sweet!" says Miss +Bolton thoughtfully. "He wasn't good to look at. He had the biggest +mouth that ever _I_ saw, and his nose was little and turned up, but +I loved him. I love him now, even when he is gone. And one _does_ +forget, you know! He said such good things to people, and"--covering +her little face with her hands, and bursting into an irrepressible +laugh--"he told such funny stories!" + +Lady Rylton makes a sudden movement. + +"Dear Lady Eshurst, wouldn't you like to come and see the houses?" +asks she. + +"I am afraid I must be going home," says old Lady Eshurst. "It is +very late; you must forgive my staying so long, but your little +friend--by-the-bye, is she a friend or relation?" + +"A friend!" says Lady Rylton sharply. + +"Well, she is so entertaining that I could not bear to go away +sooner." + +"Yes--yes; she is very charming," says Lady Rylton, as she hurries +Lady Eshurst down the steps that lead to the path below. + +Good heavens! If she should hear some of Uncle Joe's funny stories! +She takes Lady Eshurst visibly in tow, and walks her out of hearing. + +"What a good seat you must have!" says Mr. Woodleigh presently, who +has been dwelling on what Tita has said about her riding. + +"Oh, pretty well! Everyone should ride," says Tita indifferently. "I +despise a man who can't conquer a horse. I," laughing, "never saw +the horse that _I_ couldn't conquer." + +"You? Look at your hands!" says Gower, laughing. + +"Well, what's the matter with them?" says she. "My cousin, when he +was riding, used to say they were made of iron." + +"Of velvet, rather." + +"No. He said my heart was made of that." She laughs gaily, and +suddenly looking up at Rylton, who is looking down at her, she fixes +her eyes on his. She spreads her little hands abroad, brown as +berries though they are with exposure to all sorts of weather. They +are small brown hands, and very delicately shaped. "They are not so +bad after all, are they?" says she. + +"They are very pretty," smiles Rylton, returning her gaze. + +Suddenly for the first time it occurs to him that she has a beauty +that is all her own. + +"Oh no! there is nothing pretty about me," says Tita. + +She gives a sudden shrug of her shoulders. She is still lying on the +rug, her face resting on the palms of her hands. Again she lifts her +eyes slowly to Rylton; it is an entirely inconsequent glance--a +purely idle glance--and yet it suddenly occurs to Mrs. Bethune, +watching her narrowly, that there is coquetry in it; undeveloped, +certainly, but _there_. She is now a child; but later on? + +Maurice is smiling back at the child as if amused. Mrs. Bethune lays +her hands upon his arm--Lady Rylton has gone away with old Lady +Eshurst. + +"Maurice! there will be just time for a walk before tea," says she +in a whisper, her beautiful face uplifted very near to his. Her eyes +are full of promise. + +He turns with her. + +"Sir Maurice! Sir Maurice!" cries Tita; "remember our match at golf +to-morrow!" Sir Maurice looks back. "Mr. Gower and I, against you +and Mrs. Bethune. You _do_ remember?" + +"Yes, and we shall win," says Mrs. Bethune, with a cold smile. + +"Oh no! don't think it. We shall beat you into a cocked hat!" cries +Tita gaily. + +"Good heavens! how vulgar she is!" says Mrs. Bethune. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +HOW THE ARGUMENT GROWS HIGHER; AND HOW MARIAN LOSES HER TEMPER, AND +HOW MARGARET OBJECTS TO THE RUIN OF ONE YOUNG LIFE. + + + +"She is insufferable--intolerable!" says Lady Rylton, almost +hysterically. She is sitting in the drawing-room with Margaret and +Mrs. Bethune, near one of the windows that overlook the tennis +court. The guests of the afternoon have gone; only the house-party +remains, and still, in the dying daylight, the tennis balls are +being tossed to and fro. Tita's little form may be seen darting from +side to side; she is playing again with Sir Maurice. + +"She is a very young girl, who has been brought up without a +mother's care," says Miss Knollys, who has taken a fancy to the poor +hoyden, and would defend her. + +"Her manners this afternoon!--her actions--her fatal admissions!" +says Lady Rylton, who has not forgiven that word or two about the +sugar merchant. + +"She spoke only naturally. _She_ saw no reason why she should not +speak of----" + +"Don't be absurd, Margaret!" Sharply. "You know, as well as I do, +that she is detestable." + +"I am quite glad you have formed that idea of her," says Miss +Knollys, "as it leads me to hope you do not now desire to marry her +to Maurice." + +After all, there are, perhaps, moments when Margaret is not as +perfect as one believes her. She can't, for example, resist this +thrust. + +"Decidedly I don't _desire _to marry her to Maurice," says Lady +Rylton angrily. "I have told you that often enough, I think; but for +all that Maurice must marry her. It is his last chance!" + +"Tessie," says Margaret sharply, "if you persist in this matter, and +bring it to the conclusion you have in view, do you know what will +happen? You will make your only child miserable! I warn you of +that." Miss Knollys' voice is almost solemn. + +"You talk as if Maurice was the only person in the world to be made +miserable," says Lady Rylton, leaning back in her chair and bursting +into tears--at all events, it must be supposed it is tears that are +going on behind the little lace fragment pressed to her eyes. "Am +not I ten times more miserable? I, who have to give my only son--as" +(sobbing) "you most admirably describe it, Margaret--to such a girl +as that! Good heavens! What can his sufferings be to mine?" She +wipes her eyes daintily, and sits up again. "You hurt me so, dear +Margaret," she says plaintively, "but I'm _sure_ you do not mean +it." + +"No, no, of course," says Miss Knollys, as civilly as she can. She +is feeling a little disgusted. + +"And as for this affair--objectionable as the girl is, still one +must give and take a little when one's fortunes are at the ebb. And +I will save my dearest Maurice at all risks if I can, no matter what +grief it costs _me_. Who am I"--with a picturesque sigh--"that I +should interfere with the prospects of my child? And this girl! If +Maurice can be persuaded to have her----" + +"My dear Tessie, what a word!" says Margaret, rising, with a +distinct frown. "Has he _only_ to ask, then, and have?" + +"Beyond doubt," says Lady Rylton insolently, waving her fan to and +fro, "if he does it in the right way. In all my experience, my dear +Margaret, I have never known a woman to frown upon a man who was as +handsome, as well-born, as _chic_ as Maurice! Even though the man +might be a--well"--smiling and lifting her shoulders--"it's a rude +word, but--well, a very devil!" + +She looks deliberately at Margaret over her fan, who really appears +in this dull light _nearly_ as young as she is. The look is a cruel +one, hideously cruel. Even Marian Bethune, whose bowels of +compassion are extraordinary small, changes colour, and lets her +red-brown eyes rest on the small woman lounging in the deep chair +with a rather murderous gaze. + +Yet Lady Rylton smiles on, enjoying the changes in Margaret's face. +It is a terrible smile, coming from so fragile a creature. + +Margaret's face has grown white, but she answers coldly and with +deliberation. All that past horrible time--her lover, his +unworthiness, his desertion--all her young, _young_ life lies once +more massacred before her. + +"The women who give in to such fascination, such mere outward +charms, are fools!" says she with a strength that adorns her. + +"Oh, come! Come now, dearest Margaret," says her aunt, with the +gayest of little laughs, "would you call _yourself_ a fool? Why, +remember, your own dear Harold was----" + +"Pray spare me!" says Miss Knollys, in so cold, so haughty, so +commanding a tone, that even Lady Rylton sinks beneath it. She makes +an effort to sustain her position and laughs lightly, but for all +that she lets her last sentence remain a fragment. + +"You think Maurice will propose to this Miss Bolton?" says Marian +Bethune, leaning forward. There is something sarcastic in her smile. + +"He must. It is detestable, of course. One would like a girl in his +own rank, but there are so few of them with money, and when there is +one, her people want her to marry a Duke or a foreign Prince--so +tiresome of them!" + +"It is all such folly," says Margaret, knitting her brows. + +"Utter folly," says Lady Rylton. "That is what makes it so wise! It +would be folly to marry a satyr--satyrs are horrid--but if the satyr +had _millions!_ Oh, the wisdom of it!" + +"You go too far!" says Margaret. "Money is not everything." + +"And Maurice is not a satyr," says Mrs. Bethune, a trifle unwisely. +She has been watching the players on the ground below. Lady Rylton +looks at her. + +"Of course _you_ object to it," says she. + +"I!" says Marian. "Why should I object to it? I talk of marriage +only in the abstract." + +"I am glad of that!" Lady Rylton's eyes are still fixed on hers. +"This will be a veritable marriage, I assure you; I have set my mind +on it. It is terrible to contemplate, but one must give way +sometimes; yet the thought of throwing that girl into the arms of +darling Maurice----" + +She breaks off, evidently overcome, yet behind the cobweb she +presses to her cheeks she has an eye on Marian. + +"I don't think Maurice's arms could hold her," says Mrs. Bethune, +with a low laugh. It is a strange laugh. Lady Rylton's glance grows +keener. "Such a mere doll of a thing. A mite!" She laughs again, but +this time (having caught Lady Rylton's concentrated gaze) in a very +ordinary manner--the passion, the anger has died out of it. + +"Yes, she's a mere mite," says Lady Rylton. "She is positively +trivial! She is in effect a perfect idiot in some ways. You know I +have tried to impress her--to show her that she is not altogether +below our level--as she certainly _is_--but she has refused to see +my kindness. She--she's very fatiguing," says Lady Rylton, with a +long-suffering sigh. "But one gets accustomed to grievances. This +girl, just because she is hateful to me, is the one I must take into +my bosom. She is going to give her fortune to Maurice!" + +"And Maurice?" asks Margaret. + +"Is going to take it," returns his mother airily. "And is going to +give her, what she has never had--_a name!"_ + +"A cruel compact," says Margaret slowly, but with decision. "I think +this marriage should not be so much as thought of! That child! and +Maurice, who cares nothing for her. Marian"--Miss Knollys turns +suddenly to Marian, who has withdrawn behind the curtains, as if +determined to have nothing to say further to the discussion-- +"Marian, come here. Say you think Maurice should not marry this +silly child--this baby." + +"Oh! as for me," says Mrs. Bethune, coming out from behind the +curtains, her face a little pale, "what is my weight in this matter? +Nothing! nothing! Let Maurice marry as he will." + +_"As he will!"_ Lady Rylton repeats her words, and, rising, comes +towards her. "Why don't you answer?" says she. "We want your answer. +Give it!" + +"I have no answer," says Mrs. Bethune slowly. "Why should he not +marry Miss Bolton?--and again, why should he? Marriage, as we have +been told all our lives, is but a lottery--they should have said a +mockery," with a little bitter smile. "One could have understood +that." + +"Then you advise Maurice to marry this girl?" asks Lady Rylton +eagerly. + +"Oh, no, no! I advise nothing," says Marian, with a little wave of +her arms. + +"But why?" demands Lady Rylton angrily. + +She had depended upon Marian to support her against Margaret. + +"Simply because I won't," says Mrs. Bethune, her strange eyes +beginning to blaze. + +"Because you daren't?" questions Lady Rylton, with a sneer. + +"I don't understand you," says Marian coldly. + +"Don't you?" Lady Rylton's soft, little, fair face grows diabolical. +"Then let me explain." Margaret makes a movement towards her, but +she waves her back. "Pray let me explain, Margaret. Our dear Marian +is so intensely dull that she wants a word in season. We all know +why she objects to a marriage of any sort. She made a fiasco of her +own first marriage, and now hopes----" + +She would have continued her cruel speech but that Mrs. Bethune, who +has risen, breaks into it. She comes forward in a wild, tempestuous +fashion, her eyes afire, her nostrils dilated! Her beautiful red +hair seems alight as she descends upon Lady Rylton. + +"And that marriage!" says she, in a suffocating tone. "Who made it? +_Who?"_ She looks like a fury. There is hatred, an almost murderous +hatred, in the glance she casts at the little, languid, pretty woman +before her, who looks back at her with uplifted shoulders, and an +all-round air of surprise and disapprobation. _"You_ to taunt me!" +says she, in a low, condensed tone. _"You_, who hurried, who +_forced_ me into a marriage with a man I detested! You, who gave me +to understand, when I resisted, that I had no place on this big +earth except a pauper's place--a place in a workhouse!" + +She stands tall, grave, magnificent, in her fury before Lady Rylton, +who, in spite of the courage born of want of feeling, now shrinks +from her as if affrighted. + +"If you persist in going on like this," says she, pressing her +smelling-bottle to her nose, "I must ask you to go away--to go at +once. I hate scenes. You _must_ go!" + +"I went away once," says Mrs. Bethune, standing pale and cold before +her, "at your command--I went to the home of the man you selected +for me. What devil's life I led with him you may guess at. _You_ +knew him, I did not. I was seventeen then." She pauses; the breath +she draws seems to rive her body in twain. "I came back----" she +says presently. + +"A widow?" + +"A widow--_thank God!"_ + +A silence follows; something of tragedy seems to have fallen into +the air--with that young lovely creature standing there, upright, +passionate, her arms clasped behind her head, as the heroine of it. +The sunlight from the dying day lights up the red, rich beauty of +her hair, the deadly pallor of her skin. Through it all the sound of +the tennis-balls from below, as they hurry to and fro through the +hair, can be heard. Perhaps it reaches her. She flings herself +suddenly into a chair, and bursts out laughing. + +"Let us come back to common-sense," cries she. "What were we talking +of? The marriage of Maurice to this little plebeian--this little +female Croesus. Well, what of the argument--what?" + +Her manner is a little excited. + +"I, for one, object to the marriage," says Margaret distinctly. "The +child is too young and too rich! She should be given a chance; she +should not be coerced and drawn into a mesh, as it were, without her +knowledge." + +"A mesh? Do you call a marriage with my son a mesh?" asks Lady +Rylton angrily. "He of one of the oldest families in England, and +she a nobody!" + +"There is no such thing as a nobody," says Miss Knollys calmly. +"This girl has intellect, mind, a _soul!_ She has even money! She +_must_ be considered." + +"She has no birth!" says Lady Rylton. "If you are going in for +Socialistic principles, Margaret, pray do not expect _me_ to follow +you. I despise folly of that sort." + +"I am not a Socialist," says Margaret slowly, "and yet why cannot +this child be accepted as one of ourselves? Where is the great +difference? You object to her marrying your son, yet you _want_ to +marry her to your son. How do you reconcile it? Surely you are more +of Socialist than I am. You would put the son of a baronet and the +daughter of heaven knows who on an equality." + +"Never!" says Lady Rylton. "You don't understand. She will always be +just as she is, and Maurice----" + +"And their children?" asks Margaret. + +Here Mrs. Bethune springs to her feet. + +"Good heavens! Margaret, have you not gone far enough?" says she. If +her face had been pale before, it is livid now. "Why, this +marriage--this marriage"--she beats her hand upon a table near +her--"one would think it was a fact accomplished!" + +"I was only saying," says Miss Knollys, looking with a gentle glance +at Marian, "that if Maurice _were_ to marry this girl----" + +"It would be an honour to her," interrupts Lady Rylton hotly. + +"It would be a degradation to him," says Margaret coldly. "He does +not love her." + +She might have said more, but that suddenly Marian Bethune stops +her. The latter, who is leaning against the curtains of the window, +breaks into a wild little laugh. + +"Love--what is love?" cries she. "Oh, foolish Margaret! Do not +listen to her, Tessie, do not listen." + +She folds the soft silken curtains round her slender figure, and, +hidden therein, still laughs aloud with a wild passion of mirth. + +"It is you who are foolish," cries Margaret, with some agitation. + +"I?" She lets the curtains go; they fall in a sweep behind her. She +looks out at Margaret, still laughing. Her face is like ashes. "You +speak too strongly," says she. + +"Do _you_ think I could speak too strongly?" asks Margaret, looking +intently at her. It is a questioning glance. "You! Do _you_ think +Maurice ought to ask this poor, ignorant girl to marry him? Do _you_ +advise him to take this step?" + +"Why, it appears he must take some step," says Marian. "Why not +this?" + +Margaret goes close to her and speaks in so low a tone that Lady +Rylton cannot hear her. + +"His honour, is that nothing to you?" says she. + +"To me? What have I got to do with his honour?" says Mrs. Bethune, +with a little expressive gesture. + +"Oh, Marian!" says Miss Knollys. + +She half turns away as if in disgust, but Marian follows her and +catches her sleeve. + +"You mean----" says she. + +"Must I explain? With his heart full of you, do you think he should +marry this girl?" + +"Oh, _his_ heart!" says Mrs. Bethune. "Has he a heart? Dear +Margaret, don't be an enthusiast; be like everybody else. It is so +much more comfortable." + +"You can put it off like this," says Miss Knollys in a low tone. "It +is very simple; but you should think. I have always thought you--you +liked Maurice, but you were a--a friend of his. Save him from this. +Don't let him marry this child." + +"I don't think he will marry a child!" says Mrs. Bethune, laughing. + +"You mean----" + +"I mean nothing at all--nothing, really," says Marian. "But that +baby! My dear Margaret, how impossible!" + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +HOW A STORM RAGED; AND HOW, WHEN A MAN AND WOMAN MET FACE TO FACE, +THE VICTORY--FOR A WONDER--WENT TO THE MAN. + + + +There has been a second scene between Lady Rylton and Sir +Maurice--this time a terrible scene. She had sent for him directly +after dinner, and had almost commanded him to marry Miss Bolton. She +had been very bitter in her anger, and had said strange things of +Marian. Sir Maurice had come off triumphant, certainly, if greatly +injured, and with his heart on fire. He had, at all events, sworn he +would not marry the little Bolton girl. Those perpetual +insinuations! What had his mother meant by saying that Marian was +laying herself out to catch Lord Dunkerton, an old baron in the +neighbourhood, with some money and a damaged reputation? That could +not be true--he would not believe it. That old beast! Marian would +not so much as look at him. And yet--had she not been very civil to +him at that ball last week? + +Coming out from his mother's boudoir, a perfect storm of fury in his +heart, he finds himself face to face with Marian. Something in his +face warns her. She would have gone by him with a light word or two, +but, catching her by the wrist, he draws her into a room on his +left. + +"You have had another quarrel with your mother," says she +sympathetically, ignoring the anger blazing in his eyes. "About that +silly girl?" + +"No. About you!" + +His tone is short--almost violent. + +"About me?" + +She changes colour. + +"Yes, you. She accuses you of encouraging that wretched old man, +Dunkerton. Do you _hear?_ Speak! Is it true?" + +"This is madness!" says Marian, throwing out her hands. "How _could_ +you believe such folly? That old man! Why will you give ear to such +gossip?" + +"Put an end to it, then," says he savagely. + +"I? How can I put an end to it?" + +"By marrying _me!"_ + +He stands opposite to her, almost compelling her gaze in return. +Mrs. Bethune gives it fearlessly. + +"Maurice dearest, you are excited now. Your mother--she is _so_ +irritating. I know her. Marriage, as we now stand, would mean quite +dreadful things. Do be reasonable!" + +"You talk of reason," says he passionately. "Does love reason? No! I +will hear your last word now." + +"Are you condemning me, then, to death?" asks she, smiling +delicately, and laying two large but delicate hands upon his arms. + +He shakes her off. + +"Answer me. Will you marry me, or will you not?" + +"This is too sudden, Maurice!" + +A little fire is kindling in her own eyes; she had objected to that +last repulsion. + +"Sudden! After all these months!" He pauses. "Is it to be Dunkerton +or me?" asks he violently. + +"Please do not bring Lord Dunkerton into this discussion," says she +coldly. + +"I certainly shall." + +"You mean that I----" + +"Have encouraged him. So I hear, at all events, and--there are +things I remember." + +"For the matter of that," says she, throwing up her beautiful head, +"there are things I remember too! You--you dare to come here and +accuse _me_ of falsity when I have watched you all day making steady +court to that wretched little plebeian, playing tennis with her all +the day long, and far into the evening! No! I may have said half a +dozen words to Lord Dunkerton, but you--how many half-dozen words +have you said to Miss Bolton? Come, answer me that, as we seem bent +on riddles." + +"All this is as nothing," says Rylton. "You know, as well as I do, +that Miss Bolton has not a thought of mine! I want only one thing, +the assurance that you love me, and I put it at marriage. Will you +link your fate with mine, low down though it is at present? If you +will, Marian"--he comes closer to her and lays his hands upon her +shoulders, and gazes at her with eyes full filled with honest +love--"I shall work for you to the last day of my life. If you will +not----" + +He pauses--he looks at her--he waits. But no answer comes from her. + +"Marian, take courage," says he softly--very softly. "My darling, is +money everything?" + +She suddenly leans back from him, and looks fair in his eyes. + +"It is, it is," says she hoarsely. "I _can't_ again go through what +I suffered before. Wait, _do_ wait--something--something will +happen----" + +"You refuse me?" says he, in a lifeless tone. + +"Not that. Don't speak like that. Don't leave me, Maurice." + +"It is our last hour," says he deliberately. "Be sure of that. If +money is so much to you--if money counts so far beyond all that a +man can give you of his heart and soul--then take it." + +"And you," says she, "are you not seeking money, too? This girl, +this little _fool;_ your mother has led you to think of her. You +will marry her!" + +"I will marry you," says he coldly, "if you will marry me." + +"I have told you that it is impossible"--she draws a deep +breath--"at present." + +"You will not trust me, then, to make a fortune for you?" + +"A fortune! It takes so _long_ to make; and," smiling, and drawing +nearer to him, and suddenly flinging her arms around his neck, "are +we not happy as we are?" + +"No." He loosens her arms lightly, and, still holding them, looks at +her. How fair she is, how desirable! "Marian," says he hoarsely, +"think! It is indeed my last word. Will you trust yourself to me as +things are, or will you reject me? Marian, say you will marry me as +I now am--poor, ruined." + +He holds her, gazing at her despairingly. She would have spoken, +perhaps, but no words come to her; no words to soften her grim +determination. She _will_ not marry him poor--and yet she loves him. + +Rylton, with a stifled oath, pushes her from him. + +"This is the end," says he. + +He goes to the door. + +"Maurice!" says she faintly. + +He turns. + +"Well, will you marry me to-morrow?" asks he mockingly. + +"No. But----" + +"There is no time for 'buts,'" says he. + +He opens the door and closes it sharply behind him. + +Mrs. Bethune flings herself back into a chair, and presses her +handkerchief to her face. + +"Oh, it is nothing, nothing," says she presently. She gets up, and, +standing before a glass, arranges her hair and presses her eyebrows +into shape. "He gets impatient, that is all. He will never be able +to live without me. As for that absurd child, Maurice would not look +at _her_. No, I am sure of him, quite, quite sure; to-morrow he will +come back to me, repentant." + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +HOW MAURICE PLACES HIS LIFE IN THE HANDS OF THE HOYDEN, AND HOW SHE +TELLS HIM MANY THINGS, AND DESIRES MANY THINGS OF HIM. + + + +Maurice had said it was his last word. He goes straight from Marian +Bethune to one of the reception-rooms, called the lesser ballroom, +where some dancing is going on. His face is a little white, but +beyond that he betrays no emotion whatever. He feels even surprised +at himself. Has he lost all feeling? Passing Randal Gower he +whispers a gay word or two to him. He feels in brilliant spirits. + +Tita Bolton is dancing, but when her dance comes to an end he goes +to her and asks her for the next. Yes; he can have it. She dances +like a little fairy, and when the waltz is at an end he goes with +her, half mechanically, towards the conservatory at the end of the +room. + +His is calm now, quite calm; the chatter of the child has soothed +him. It had been a pleasure to dance with her, to laugh when she +laughed, to listen to her nonsense. As he walks with her towards the +flowers, he tells himself he is not in the least unhappy, though +always quite close to him, at his side, someone seems to be +whispering: + +"It is all over! it is all over!" + +Well, so much the better. She has fooled him too long. + +The conservatory at the end of the lesser ballroom leads on to the +balcony outside, and at the end of that is another and larger +conservatory, connected with the drawing-room. Towards this he would +have led her, but Tita, in the middle of the balcony, stops short. + +"But I want to dance," says she. + +That far-off house, full of flowers, seems very much removed from +the music. + +"You have been playing tennis all day," says Rylton. "You must be +tired. It is bad for you to fatigue yourself so much. You have had +enough dancing for awhile. Come and sit with me. I, too, am tired." + +"Well, for awhile," says she reluctantly. + +It is with evident regret that she takes every step that leads her +away from the dancing-room. + +The larger conservatory is but dimly lit with lamps covered with +pale pink shades. The soft musical tinkling of a fountain, hidden +somewhere amongst the flowering shrubs, adds a delicious sense of +coolness to the air. The delicate perfume of heliotrope mingles with +the breath of the roses, yellow and red and amber, that, standing in +their pots, nod their heads drowsily. The begonias, too, seem half +dead with sleep. The drawing-room beyond is deserted. + +"Now, is not this worth a moment's contemplation?" says Rylton, +pressing her gently into a deep lounging chair that seems to swallow +up her little figure. "It has its own charm, hasn't it?" + +He has flung himself into another chair beside her, and is beginning +to wonder if he might have a cigarette. He might almost have +believed himself content, but for that hateful monotonous voice at +his ear. + +"Oh, it _is_ pretty," says Tita, glancing round her. "It is lovely. +It reminds me of Oakdean." + +"Oakdean?" + +"My old home," says she softly--"where I lived with my father." + +"Ah, tell me something of your life," says Rylton kindly. + +No idea of making himself charming to her is in his thoughts. He +has, indeed, but one idea, and that is to encourage her to talk, so +that he himself may enjoy the bliss of silence. + +"There is nothing," says she quickly. "It has been a stupid life. I +was very happy at Oakdean, when," hesitating, "papa was alive; but +now I have to live at Rickfort, with Uncle George, and," simply, +"I'm not happy." + +"What's the matter with Rickfort?" + +"Nothing. It's Uncle George that there is something the matter with. +Rickfort is my house, too, but I hate it; it is so gloomy. I'm +sure," with a shrug of her shoulders, "Uncle George might have it, +and welcome, if only he wouldn't ask _me_ to live there with him." + +"Uncle George seems to make a poor show," says Rylton. + +"He's horrid!" says Miss Bolton, without reservation. "He's a +_beast!_ He hates me, and I hate him." + +"Oh, no!" says Rylton, roused a little. + +The child's face is so earnest. He feels a little amused, and +somewhat surprised. She seems the last person in the world capable +of hatred. + +"Yes, I do," says she, nodding her delightful little head, "and he +knows it. People say a lot about family resemblances, but it seems +wicked to think Uncle George is papa's brother. For my part," +recklessly, "I don't believe it." + +"Perhaps he's a changeling," says Sir Maurice. + +"Oh, don't be silly," says Miss Bolton. "Now, listen to this." She +leans forward, her elbows on her knees, her eyes glistening with +wrath. "I had a terrier, a _lovely_ one, and she had six puppies, +and, would you believe it! he drowned every one of them--said they +were ill-bred, or something. And they weren't, they _couldn't_ have +been; they were perfectly beautiful, and my darling Scrub fretted +herself nearly to death after them. I begged almost on my knees that +he would leave her _one_, and he wouldn't." Her eyes are now full of +tears. "He is a beast!" says she. This last word seems almost comic, +coming from her pretty childish lips. + +"Well, but you see," says Rylton, "some men pride themselves on the +pedigree of their dogs, and perhaps your uncle----" + +"Oh, if you are going to defend him!" says she, rising with a stiff +little air. + +"I'm not--I'm not, indeed," says Rylton. "Nothing could excuse his +refusing you that one puppy. But in other ways he is not unkind to +you?" + +"Yes, he is; he won't let me go anywhere." + +"He has let you come here." + +"Just because your mother is _Lady_ Rylton!" says the girl, with +infinite scorn. She looks straight at him. "My uncle is ashamed +because we are nobodies--because his father earned his money by +trade. He hates everyone because of that. My father," proudly, "was +above it all." + +"I think I should like to have known your father," says Rylton, +admiring the pride in her gray eyes. + +"It would have done you good," returns she thoughtfully. She pauses, +as if still thinking, and then, "As for me, I have not been good at +all since I lost him." + +"One can see that," says Rylton. "Crime sits rampant in your eyes." + +At this she laughs too; but presently she stops short, and turns to +him. + +"It is all very well for you to laugh!" says she ruefully. "You have +not to go home next week to live again with Uncle George!" + +"I begin to hate Uncle George!" says Rylton. "You see how you are +demoralizing me! But, surely, if you cannot live in peace with him, +there must be others--other relations--who would be glad to +chaperone you!" + +"No," says the girl, shaking her head sadly. "For one thing, I have +_no_ relations--at least, none who could look after me; and, for +another, by my father's will, I must stay with Uncle George until my +marriage." + +"Until your marriage!" Sir Maurice laughs. "Forgive me! I should not +have laughed," says he, "especially as your emancipation seems a +long way off." + +Really, looking at her in the subdued lights of those pink lamps, +she seems a mere baby. + +"I don't see why it _should_ be so far off," says Tita, evidently +affronted. "Lots of girls get married at seventeen; I've heard of +people who were married at sixteen! But _they_ must have been fools. +No? I don't want to be married, though, if I did, I should be able +to get rid of Uncle George. But what I should like to do would be to +run away!" + +"Where?" asks Rylton, rather abominably, it must be confessed. + +"Oh, I don't know," confusedly. "I haven't thought it out." + +"Well, _don't,"_ says he kindly. + +"That is what everyone would say," impatiently. "In the meantime, I +_cannot go_ on living with my uncle. No; I can't." She leans back, +and, flinging her arms behind her neck, looks with a little laughing +pout at Rylton. "Some day I shall do something dreadful," says she. + +She is charming, posing so. Rylton looks at her. How pretty she is! +How guileless! How far removed from worldly considerations! His +affair with Marian is at an end. Never to be renewed! That is +settled. He had given her a last word, and she had spurned it. + +After all, why should he _not _marry this charming child? The +marriage would please his mother, and restore the old name to +something of its ancient grandeur. And as for himself--why, it +matters nothing to him. + +"It is all over. It is all over." + +Again that teasing voice in his ear. + +Well, if it _is_ all over, so much to the good. But as for this girl +sitting near him, if he must take her to be his wife, it shall be at +least in good faith. She shall know all. Probably she will refuse +him. For one thing, because he is ten years older than she is--a +century in the eyes of a child of seventeen; and, for another, +because she may not like him at all. For all he knows, she may hate +him as she hates her uncle George, in certain ways. + +However it is, he will tell her that he has no love for her. It +shall be all fair and above-board between them. He can give her a +title. She can give him money, without which the title would be +useless. + +On the instant he makes up his mind to risk the proposal. In all +probability she will say "No" to it. But if not--if she accepts +him--he swears to himself he will be true to her. + +"The most dreadful thing you could do," says he, "would be to marry +a man who did not love you." + +"Eh?" says she. + +She seems surprised. + +"To marry a man, then, with whom you weren't in love!" + +"Oh, _that_, that's nothing," says she grandly. "I'd do a great deal +more than _that_ to get away from my uncle. But"--sorrowfully-- +"nobody's asked me." + +She says it so innocently, so sweetly, that Rylton's heart grows +cold within him. To ask her! To tempt this child---- + +"But," says he, looking away from her religiously, "would you marry +a man who was not in love with _you?"_ + +"Not in love with me?" + +"No. Not actually in love, but who admired--liked you?" + +"But a man who wasn't in love with me wouldn't want to marry me," +says Tita. "At least, that's what the novels say." + +"He might," says Rylton deliberately. He leans forward. "Will you +marry _me?"_ + +He almost laughs aloud as he makes his extraordinary proposal. If it +fails, as it certainly _must_, he will throw up the remnant of his +life here and go abroad. And, at all events, he can so far satisfy +his mother as to assure her that he had placed his all at this +little heiress's feet. + +"You! You!" says she. + +She stares at him. + +"Even me! You said a moment ago that no man would ask you to marry +him for any reason less than love; but I--I am not in love with you, +and yet I ask you to marry me." + +He pauses here, shocked at his own words, his brutal audacity. + +"But why?" asks the girl slowly. + +She is looking at him, deep inquiry and wonder in her great gray +eyes. + +"Because I am poor and you are rich," says he honestly. "Your money +could redeem this old place, and I could give you a title--a small +thing, no doubt." + +"You could take me away from my uncle," says the girl thoughtfully. +There is silence for awhile, and then--"I should be able to do as I +liked," says she, as if communing with herself. + +"That certainly," says Rylton, who feels as if all things should be +allowed her at this juncture, considering how little it is in his +power to allow. + +"And you?" She looks up at him. _"You_ could do as you liked, too!" + +"Thank you!" says Rylton. + +He smiles in spite of himself, but the girl continues very grave. + +"You say you have nothing," says she, "but this house?" + +"It is useless arguing about it," returns Rylton; "this house will +go shortly with all the rest. For myself, I don't care much really, +but my mother--she would feel it. That's why I say you can help us, +if you will." + +"I should like to help _you!"_ says Tita, still very slowly. + +She lays a stress upon the word "you." + +"Well, will you trust yourself to me?" + +"Trust myself!" + +"Will you marry me? Consider how it is. I lay it all before you. I +am not in love with you, and I have not a penny in the world. +Literally, I have nothing." + +"You have a mother," says Tita. "I," pathetically, "have nothing." +It is plain to him that she had set great store by her dead father. +"I have nothing, really. But you say this house must go?" + +"Not if you will help me to keep it." + +"I should not like to live here," says Tita, with some haste. And +then in a low tone, "Your mother would live here?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +"Well, and I--I have been very unhappy with Uncle George," says she. +Her air is so naïve that Rylton bursts out laughing. After all, the +last thing he would desire either would be to live here with his +mother. + +"You would not have to make this place your home," says he. It had +never been a home to him since his father's death. "You shall +command me in this matter; I shall live at Oakdean if that is your +desire." Indeed, it seems to him it would be a great relief to get +away from the Hall, from his mother, from---- + +"To live at Oakdean!" The girl's face grows transfigured. She stares +at him as if hardly seeing him, however; her thoughts have carried +her back to past delights in which he has had no part. "To live +there again!" She sighs quickly, excitedly. "You haven't seen it, +you don't _know,"_ says she. "But it is the most beautiful place on +earth." She puts out her hand and lays it on his. "If I marry you, +will you promise that I shall live at Oakdean?" + +"If you will do me the honour to marry me, you shall live just where +you like," returns he. Indeed, to him it is now a matter of +indifference where life may be dragged out to its weary end. But +Tita fails to see the apathy in his manner. + +"Then, it is settled," cries she joyfully. She clasps her hands. +"Oh, how _good_ of you!" says she. "What a blessing I came here! +Fancy getting rid of Uncle George and getting back to Oakdean all in +one stroke!" Suddenly she looks round at him; there is almost terror +in her gaze. "You are sure you _mean_ it?" says she. + +"I mean it. But, Tita,"--he takes one of her hands and holds it +between his own, and regards her with some anxiety--"have you +thought it all out? I have told you the truth, you know. I have told +you that I am not in love with you." + +"In love with me! I'm sure I hope not," says Tita with a disgusted +air. "Don't put yourself out about that. I should hate you if you +were in love with me. Fancy a person following me about always, and +saying silly things to me, and perhaps wanting to kiss me! You," +anxiously looking at him with searching eyes, "you wouldn't want to +kiss me, would you?" + +She looks so pretty as she puts this startling question, that Rylton +loses himself a little. + +"I don't know." + +"Then you had _better_ know, and at _once,"_ says Miss Bolton, with +decision. + +The whole affair seems to be trembling in the balance. A sense of +amusement has most unfortunately seized on Rylton, and is shaking +him to his very heart's core. To marry a girl who even objected to a +kiss! It sounds like a French play. He subdues his untimely mirth by +an effort, and says gravely, "How can I promise you that I shall +never want to kiss you? I may grow very fond of you in time, and +you--but, of course, that is far more improbable--may grow fond of +me." + +"Even so," begins she hotly. She pauses, however, as if some thought +had struck her. "Well, let it stay so," says she. "If ever I do grow +to like you as much as you fancy, why, then you may kiss +me--sometimes." + +"That's a bargain," says he. + +Again he suppresses a desire to laugh. It seems to him that she is +intensely interesting in some way. + +"In the meantime," says he, with quite a polite air, "may I not kiss +you now?" + +"No!" says she. It is the lightest monosyllable, but fraught with +much energy. She tilts the shoulder nearest to him, and peeps at him +over it, with a half-merry little air. + +She sets Rylton's mind at work. Is she only a silly charming child, +or an embryo flirt of the first water? Whatever she is, at all +events, she is very new, very fresh--an innovation! He continues to +look at her. + +"Really no?" questions he. + +She nods her head. + +"And yet you have said 'Yes' to everything else?" + +She nods her head again. She nods it even twice. + +"Yes, I shall marry you," says she. + +"I may tell my mother?" + +Miss Bolton sits up. A little troubled expression grows within her +eyes. + +"Oh! must you?" cried she. "She _will_ be mad. She won't let you +marry me--I know she won't. She--hates me." + +"My dear child, why?" Rylton's tone is shocked. The very truth in +her declaration makes it the more shocking. And how does she know? +His mother has been sweetness itself to her _before_ the curtain. + +"Never mind, I know," says Tita. "I feel things. They come to me. I +don't blame her. I'm sure I'm often horrid. I know that, when I look +at other people. When I look at----" + +She pauses. + +"Look at whom?" + +"At your cousin." + +"My cousin!" + +"Yes! You love her, don't you?" + +"Love her!" He has turned suddenly as pale as death. "What do you +mean?" asks he in a low voice. + +"I love her, any way," says Tita. "I think Miss Knollys is the +nicest person in all the world." + +"Oh, Margaret?" says he. He says it involuntarily. The relief is so +great that it compels him to give himself away. + +"Why, who else?" says Tita. "Who did _you_ think I meant?" + +"Who _could_ I think?" says he, recovering. "Even now I am +surprised. Margaret, though very superior in most ways, is not +always beloved." + +"But you love her?" + +"Oh yes, _I_ do!" + +"I am glad of that," says Tita. "Because I love her more than anyone +I know. And I have been thinking"--she looks at him quickly--"I have +been thinking that"--nervously--"that when I marry you, Miss Knollys +will be my cousin, too, in a sort of way, and that perhaps she will +let me call her by her name. Do you," anxiously, "think she will?" + +"I know she will." His answer is terse. He has barely yet recovered +from the shock she had innocently given him. + +"And your mother?" asks she, going back to the first question. "Do +you think she will like you to marry me? Oh, do persuade her!" + +"Make no mistake about my mother, Tita; she will receive you with +open arms." He feels as if he were lying when he says this, yet is +it not the truth? "She will be glad to receive you as a daughter." + +"Will she? She doesn't look like it," says Tita, "not sometimes +when I--_look back at her!"_ + +She rises, and makes a step towards the door of the conservatory +that will lead her to the balcony, and so back to the dancing-room. + +"Tita? Bear with my mother," says he gently, and in a low voice. + +The girl turns to him, her whole young, generous heart in her voice. +"Oh, I shall! I shall indeed!" + +They traverse the long balcony in silence. The moon is flooding it +with brilliant light. Here and there are groups in twos or +threes--the twos are most popular. Just as they come to the entrance +to the dancing-room, an alcove now deserted, Tita stops short and +looks at him. + +"You have promised to be kind to me!" says she, her voice trembling. +For the first time the solemnity of this marriage arrangement of +hers seems to have dawned upon her. + +"I have," says Rylton earnestly. + +"I am often very troublesome," says the poor child. "Uncle George +says so. But you----" She hesitates, looking at him always. Her gaze +is intense. He feels as if she is watching him, taking his mental +temperature, as it were. + +"Be kind to me in turn, Tita," says he. "Don't mistrust me. Try to +_know_ that I like you." + +"I wish," says she, a little forlornly, "that you could be fond of +me. I'm--you don't know it--nobody knows it--but I'm often very +lonely. I've been lonely all the time since pappy died." + +"You shall never be lonely again," says Rylton. "I'm your friend +from this hour--your friend for ever." He is touched to his very +heart by her words and her small face. He stoops over her, and in +spite of all that has been said against kissing, presses his lips to +her soft cheek! + +"Ah! You are kind. I _do_ like you," says she, gazing at him with +earnest eyes. "Yes, I know I shall be happy with you." She is +evidently comparing him most favourably with Uncle George. "And you +will be fond of me, won't you? You will be good to me?" + +"I will, so help me God!" says Rylton very solemnly. + +To her it seems an oath of allegiance--kindly, tender, reassuring. +To him it is a solemn abjuration of all his devotion to--the other. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +HOW MAURICE GIVES WAY TO TEMPER, AND HOW LADY RYLTON PLANTS A SHAFT +OR TWO. AND HOW MARGARET SAYS A WORD IN SEASON, AND HOW IN RETURN +COLONEL NEILSON SAYS A WORD TO HER. + + + +Maurice goes straight to his mother's room, not from a sense of +duty, but a desire to clinch the matter finally. Lady Rylton would +be the last person to permit backsliding where her own interests +were concerned, and perhaps---- He does not exactly say it to +himself in so many words, but he feels a certain dread of the moment +when he shall be alone--a prey to thought. What if he should regret +the move he had taken, to the extent of wanting it undone? His step +grows quicker as he approaches his mother's room. His interview with +her is of the slightest--a bare declaration of the fact. She would +have fallen upon his neck in the exuberance of her triumph and her +satisfaction, but he coldly repulses her. + +"My dear mother, why such enthusiasm over my engagement to a girl of +whom you distinctly disapprove?" + +"Disapprove! Of Tita! Dearest Maurice, what an idea!" + +"We won't go into it," says Maurice, with a gesture of +ill-suppressed disgust. "I know your opinion of her. I beg to say, +however, I do not share it. Badly as I shall come out of this +transaction, I should like you to remember that I both admire and +like Miss Bolton." + +"I know, dearest boy, I know," says Lady Rylton, in the tone one +would use to an acute sufferer. "It is very noble of you, Maurice. +It is a sacrifice. I felt sometimes I had no right to demand----" + +"The sacrifice is hers," says he shortly, gloomily. + +His eyes are bent upon the ground. + +"Hers! That little upst---- that poor unsophisticated child! My dear +Maurice, why run away with things? Of course she was charmed, +enchanted, _flattered_, in that you admired her so much as to ask +her to be your wife." + +"She was not," says Maurice flatly. + +"Exactly what I should have expected from such a----" Lady Rylton +checks herself in her fury. "From such an innocent creature," +substitutes she. "But for all that, I shall consider how great is +the sacrifice you have made, Maurice--how you have given up the +happiness of your life to preserve the old name." + +"I am beginning to get tired of the old name," says Maurice slowly. +"Its nobility seems to me to be on the decline." + +"Oh, not now," says Lady Rylton, who does not understand him, who +could not, if she tried, fathom the depths of self-contempt that he +endures, when he thinks of this evening's work, of his permitting +this child to marry him, and give him her wealth--for +nothing--nothing! What _can_ he give her in return? An old name. She +had not seemed to care for that--to know the importance of it. "Now +it will rise again, and at all events, Maurice, you have saved the +old home!" + +"True!" says he. "For you." + +"For _me?_ Oh, dearest boy, what _can_ you mean?" + +"Yes, for you only. She refuses to live here with you." + +The very disquietude of his soul has driven him into this mad +avowal. Looking at her with dull eyes and lowering brows, he tells +himself--in this, one of the saddest hours of his life--that he +hates the mother who bore him. Her delight in his engagement is +odious to him; it seems to fan his rage against her. What has she +ever done for him, what sympathy has she ever shown? She has +embittered the life of the woman he loves; she has insulted the +woman he is to marry. What consideration does she deserve at his +hands? + +"She refuses to live here with _me?"_ says Lady Rylton. "And why, +may I ask?" + +Her small, pale face flushes angrily. + +"I don't know, really; you should be the one to know." + +His tone is so cold, so uncompromising, that she decides on coming +to terms for the present. Afterwards, when that girl has married +him, she will remember to some purpose, so far as _she_ is +concerned. There is a little tale that she can tell her. + +"Dearest Maurice, how could I? I always fancied I treated her with +the utmost kindness. But why should we worry about it? No doubt it +was a mere girlish fancy, a distaste," playfully, "to the terrible +mamma-in-law of fiction. Such monsters do not exist now. She will +learn that by degrees. You will bring her to stay with me for awhile +on your return from your honeymoon?" + +"If you desire it." + +"Of course I shall desire it; then she and I will become great +friends. You are going? My love to your little _fiancée_, and say I +am so charmed, so delighted! And tell her I should like her to come +to me for a quiet little talk in the morning about eleven; I shall +have no one with me then but Marian." + +"She shall not come to you, then," says Rylton. A dark red mounts to +his brow. What a diabolical thought--to receive those two together! +"Do you _hear?"_ says he imperiously. + +"Good heavens, yes!" says his mother, pretending prettily to cower +before him. "What a tone! What a look! What have I done, then?" + +"What devilish cruelty is in your heart I don't know," says he, his +passion carrying him beyond all bounds; "but understand at once, I +will not have Tita tortured." + +Lady Rylton leans back in her chair and laughs. + +"You would have made a good tragic actor," she says. "If this little +plebeian throws you over after all, you should think of it. You +remind me of your father when he was in his most amusing moods. +There, go; kiss Tita for me." Rylton turns to the door, his very +soul on fire with rage. Just as he goes out, she calls to him, with +a little soft musical ripple of laughter. "By-the-bye, take care you +do not kiss Marian instead," says she. + + + + * * * * * * + + + +He meets Margaret on his way downstairs. He had walked up and down +the passages above, in the dim light, with a view to bringing +himself back into a state of control, with so much success that, +when he comes face to face with Miss Knollys, he seems to her as +self-possessed as usual. He had seen her talking to Tita in the hall +below, in a somewhat earnest manner, and had taken it for granted +that Tita had told her of their engagement. + +"Well," says he, stopping her. + +"Well?" returns she, smiling. + +"You have heard?" + +"Of what? Anything new?" curiously. The very best women are curious. + +"Of my engagement; surely she has told you?" + +"She? Who? _Marian!"_ + +"No--_no!"_ + +Then the truth comes to her. + +"Tita?" she says faintly. + +He nods his head; words fail him. + +"She told me nothing," says Margaret, recovering herself. + +"Yet I saw you talking together just now." + +"You did indeed." + +"And she said nothing?" + +"Nothing." + +"Then what _were_ you talking about?" + +"I was advising her to marry no man who did not love her." + +"What an extraordinary piece of advice to give to a girl who, as far +as you knew, was not going to be married at all! What led up to it?" + +"Not Tita, certainly. It was I who led up to it." + +"And why?" + +"Do you think I have been blind and deaf, Maurice, during the past +fortnight?" Miss Knollys almost compels his gaze. "If you are going +to marry this young girl, _this child,_ I hope, I"--almost +passionately--_"hope_ it will be for her good and yours." + +"Margaret! What a tone! You mean something!" + +"I do." Margaret's strong face lights up with honest anxiety. "I +mean this!" She takes a step nearer him. "How is it between you and +Marian?" + +"Why, how has it been?" asks he, with affected lightness; but a +change passes over his face. + +"Oh, Maurice, take care!" says his cousin, laying her hand upon his +arm. + +"Well, if you must have it," says he, frowning, "all that is over." + +He breaks away from her, frowning still. + +It is quite plain to her that she has offended him. But even as he +leaves her he looks back; a sort of grim smile illumines his face. + +"I note that in your 'hoping' you have put Miss Bolton before me; +that is as it should be. She is a sworn admirer of yours. Did you +know it?" + +"No. But she appeals to me--I don't know why--but I feel that I +could love her," says Margaret, in short sentences as if thinking, +and as if a little surprised at herself. Suddenly she breaks into a +more immediate feeling. "Oh, Maurice, love her too! Try, _try_ to +love her; she is so young. Her very _soul_ is in your keeping. Be +good to her; she is a mere baby. If you neglect her, forget her----" + +Maurice casts a queer look at her. + +"'Is thy servant a dog?'" quotes he. + + + + * * * * * + + + +Margaret moves slowly away. She had, when Maurice met her, been bent +on going upstairs to her books and her thoughts; but now she turns +backward. She feels as if she wants something. Perhaps she finds +it--unconsciously, however--when she stops before a tall, +soldierly-looking man, who, seeing her, comes to meet her with +evident pleasure. + +"You look disturbed!" says Colonel Neilson. + +He is, as I have said, a tall man, with a kindly face, and deep eyes +of a dark colour. There is nothing very special about him; he is +not, strictly speaking, handsome, yet he was, last season, one of +the most popular men in town. + +"Yes, and no," says Margaret. "My cousin has confided a sort of +secret to me." + +"A secret! I may not hear it, then?" + +"Well, I don't know. It is, as I have hinted, a _sort_ of secret, +not very much to be kept." + +"I may hear it, then?" + +"I suppose so. At all events," with a laugh, soft and silk, "I +should like you to hear it, because I want your opinion. You will +give it?" + +"You know I will give you everything I have," says he. + +"Oh no! you must not talk like that," says she. "Put all that on one +side, and let me have you for my friend. I want one now--not for +myself, but for another; for two others, in fact. You know how fond +I am of Maurice, and lately I have contracted quite a romantic, for +_me"_--she pauses and laughs--"well, quite a romantic affection, for +a little girl staying here with my aunt. You know who I mean--Tita +Bolton." + +"A charming child?" + +"I am so glad you like her! But, as you say, she is a mere child; +and Maurice has proposed to her, and she has accepted him, and I am +curious about her future." + +"Hers only?" + +"Oh no! His, too!" + +"It will be a risk, certainly," says Colonel Neilson. "I thought--I +imagined--I had heard that Rylton was engaged to his cousin, Mrs. +Bethune--a very beautiful woman." + +"How can you think so!" says Margaret. "Well, yes, no doubt she _is_ +beautiful, but I should not like Maurice to marry her." + +"You would prefer his marrying the 'charming child'?" + +"I don't know what I prefer," says Miss Knollys. She casts a +reproachful glance at him that certainly is not deserved. Has he not +served her late and early for the past six years? "I thought you +would help me!" + +"You know I shall do that, however things may turn." + +"Well, help me here. What _ought_ Maurice to do? I am so dreadfully +unhappy about this projected marriage of his." + +"It seems to me you are unhappy about all things except those that +concern yourself. Your own future seems a blank to you; is it not +so?" + +Miss Knollys makes a little movement. + +"Why should it be always a blank?" says he. "Margaret," in a low +tone, "let me fill it!" + +Margaret rises impatiently. + +"After all, you can't help me," says she, turning abruptly away. + +"Margaret, hear me!" + +"No, no, no! What is the use?" + +She goes slowly down the hall. + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +HOW THE LAST DAY COMES, AND HOW SOME STRANGE WORDS ARE SAID BEFORE +THE MARRIAGE IS ACCOMPLISHED; AND HOW MARION BETHUNE SCORES A POINT. + + + +The dawn of the wedding-day has broken. Everything has been hurried +over as much as possible; with no unseemly haste--just in the most +ordinary, kindly way--however. But Lady Rylton's hand was at the +helm, and she guided her barque to a safe anchor with all speed. She +had kept Tita with her--under her eye, as it were--until the final +accomplishment should have taken place. + +The wedding, she declared, should be from her house, from The Place, +seeing that the poor darling child was motherless! She made herself +all things to Tita in those days, although great anger stung her +within. She had been bitterly incensed by Maurice's avowal that Tita +had declined to live with her at The Place, but she had been +mightily pleased, for all that, in the thought that therefore The +Place would be left to her without a division of authority. + +Sir Maurice has gone to Rickfort to interview "Uncle George" of +unpleasant fame. He had found him a rather strange-looking man, but +not so impossible as Tita had led him to imagine. He made no +objection of any sort to the marriage, and, indeed, through his cold +exterior Maurice could see that the merchant blood in him was +flattered at his niece's alliance with some of the oldest blood in +England. + +He was quite reasonable, too, about his niece's fortune. So much was +to go to redeeming the more immediate debts on the property; for the +rest, Sir Maurice declared he would have nothing to do with it. The +money should be settled on his wife entirely. It was hers; he had no +claim to it. He would have something off his own property, a small +thing, but sufficient for his requirements. He gave his word to quit +the turf finally. He had no desire to amuse himself in that sort of +way again--or, indeed, in other ways. He wished to settle down, etc. +It occurred to old Bolton, who was a shrewd man, that Sir Maurice +looked like one whose interest in life and its joys was at an end. +Still, he was a baronet, and of very ancient lineage, and it was a +triumph for the Boltons. He refused to acknowledge to _himself_ that +he was sacrificing his niece. It was not a sacrifice; it was an +honour! + +For one thing the old man stipulated, or rather bargained. He had +managed his niece's affairs so far with great success; some of her +money was in land, in Oakdean and Rickfort, for example; the rest he +had invested securely, as he hoped and believed. If he might still +be acknowledged as her guardian? + +Sir Maurice, of course, gave in. Thoroughly ashamed and humiliated +by the whole affair--he, the man, without a penny; she, the woman, +possessed of all things in that line--it gave him genuine relief to +tell her uncle that he would be actually thankful if he would still +continue to be the head of her affairs, and manage her money +matters, as he had managed them hitherto--and always with such happy +results. + +Mr. Bolton had bowed to him over his spectacles; his curious gray +eyes caught a little addition of light, as it were. He was honoured +by Sir Maurice's confidence, but, if he might suggest it, he thought +that whilst Sir Maurice's affairs were righting themselves, he ought +to allow himself a certain income out of his wife's money. + +But Rylton would not hear of it. He had, as he had already told Mr. +Bolton, a small yearly income that he might with honesty call his +own. It was specially small on account of his mother's jointure +having to be paid out of the estate also. Of course he could not +curtail that, nor would he desire to do so. And, seeing how deeply +dipped the estates were, he could, of course, only take as much as +he could reasonably desire. With his future wife's help, however, he +felt the old property could be brought back in time to its former +splendid position--to a position that he would be proud to see her +the mistress of, etc. + +There is always a good deal of humbug talked on these occasions. +Maurice, perhaps, talked very considerably less than most people; +and, indeed, when he said he would gladly see her mistress of all he +ought to have, he spoke something very near the truth. He was +grateful to her beyond all words, and he had sworn to himself to be +loyal to her. + +Lady Rylton was distinctly annoyed when she heard of the +arrangements come to. She would have liked Maurice to have had +entire control of his wife's fortune. And, oddly enough, Tita was +annoyed too. + +"Oh, I _wish_ you had broken away entirely from Uncle George," she +had said to Maurice, when he had come down on one of his flying +visits to The Place between his engagement and his marriage. + +"But why? He seemed to me quite a nice old gentleman." + +She could not explain why, however, but only clung to her belief +that they would be better without Uncle George. She hated him. That +seemed to be the sum total of her objection. + +Maurice had left The Place the morning after his engagement. He had +had time to have an interview with his little _fiancée_, who seemed +surprised that he wanted it in private, and who, to his great +relief, insisted on making very cool adieux to him in the public +hall, where everyone was passing to and fro, and where Mr. Gower was +making a nuisance of himself by playing ball against the library +door. Naturally it was impossible to have an affecting parting +there. + +Marian had not come down to breakfast. And Sir Maurice was conscious +of a passionate sense of relief. She had heard. He knew--he felt +that! His mother would not spare her; and even if she had not cared +as _he_ had cared, still, unless she was the greatest fiend on +earth, she must have had some small love for him--how _terribly_ +small he knows! He assures himself of that all day long in the +living torture he is enduring, as if by it he can reconcile himself +to his marriage with this child, whose money is so hateful, and +whose presence is such a bore. + +There are a few things, however, always to be thankful for. Tita, in +the frankest fashion in all their interviews, has told him that she +doesn't care a fig about him, that she was marrying him _only_ to +escape from Uncle George! + +All their interviews have been but few. Sir Maurice had run down +from here, and there, and everywhere, just for a night at a time, +arriving barely in time for dinner, and going away before breakfast. +Once, and once only, he had seen Mrs. Bethune. Those other times she +had been confined to her room with neuralgia (what should we all do +without neuralgia?), or with letters to write, or something, +_any_thing else. + +That one time she came out of the library at the very moment he had +arrived. They met in the hall, and it was quite impossible to avoid +seeing him. She came forward with a charming air. + +"Is it you? How long since we have met!" said she. Her tone was +evenness itself; she was smiling brightly. If she was pale, he could +not see it in the darkening twilight. "How troublesome these +elections are! I see you have been staying with the Montgomerys; I +do hope he will get in. But Conservatives are nowhere nowadays. +Truth lies buried in a well. That's a good old saying." She nodded +to him and went up a step or two of the stairs, then looked back. +"Don't stay away from The Place on my account," said she, with +rather an amused smile. "I like to have you here. And see how badly +you are behaving to the beloved one!" + +She smiled again, with even more amusement than before, and +continued her graceful way up the stairs. He had turned away sore at +heart. She had not even thought it worth her while to make an appeal +to him. If she had! He told himself that even then, if she had said +but one word, he would have thrown up everything, even his _honour_, +and gone with her to the ends of the earth. But she had not said +that word--she had not cared--_sufficiently_. + + + +* * * * + + + +And now it is indeed all over! They have come back from the +church--Tita just as she is every day, without a cloud on her brow, +and laughing with everybody, and telling everybody, without the +least disguisement, that she is so _glad_ she is married, because +now Uncle George can never claim her again. She seems to have no +thought but this. She treats her newly-made husband in a merry, +perfectly unembarrassed, rather _boyish_ style, and is, in effect, +quite delighted with her new move. + +Sir Maurice has gone through it all without a flaw. At the breakfast +he had made quite a finished little speech (he could never have told +you afterwards what it was about), and when the bride was upstairs +changing her wedding garments he had gone about amongst his guests +with an air that left nothing to be desired. He looks quite an ideal +bridegroom. A mad longing for solitude drags him presently, however, +into a small anteroom, opening off a larger room beyond. The +carriage that is to convey him to the station is at the door, and he +almost swears at the delay that arises from Tita's non-appearance. + +Yet here--here is rest. Here there is no one to breathe detestable +congratulations into his ear--_no_ one. + +A tall, slight figure rises from a couch that is half hidden by a +Chinese screen. She comes forward a step or two. Her face is pale. +It is Marian Bethune. + +"You!" says she in a low, strange voice. "Have _you _come here, too, +to _think?"_ She speaks with difficulty. Then all at once she makes +a stray movement with her hands, and brings herself to her senses by +a passionate effort. "You are like me, you want quiet," says she, +with a very ordinary little laugh; "so you came here. Well, shall I +leave you?" + +She is looking very beautiful. Her pallor, the violet shades beneath +her eyes, all tend to make her lovely. + +"It is you who have left me." + +"I? Oh no! Oh, think!" says she, laughing still. + +Rylton draws a long breath. + +"After all, it could never have come to anything," says he, in a +dull sort of way. + +"Never, never," smiling. + +"I don't believe you care," says he bitterly. + +She looks at him. It is a curious look. + +"Why should I? Do _you_ care?" + +He turns away. + +"Don't let us part bad friends," says she, going to him, and twining +one of her hands round his arm. "What have I done to you, or you to +me? How have we been enemies? It is fate, it is poverty that has +been our common enemy, Maurice, remember what we _have_ been to each +other." + +"It is what I dare not remember," says he hoarsely. + +His face is resolutely turned from hers. + +"Well, well, forget, then, _if you can_. As for me, remembrance will +be my sole joy." + +"It is madness, Marian, to talk to me like this. What is to be +gained by it?" + +"Why, nothing, nothing, and so let us forget; let us begin again as +true friends only." + +"There is no hope of that," says he. + +His voice is a mere whisper. + +"Oh yes, there is--there," eagerly, _"must_ be. What! Would you +throw me over altogether, Maurice? Oh, that I _could_ not bear! Why +should we not be as brother and sister to each other? Yes, yes," +vehemently; "tell me it shall be so. You will ask me to your new +house, Maurice, won't you?" + +She is looking up into his face, her hand still pressing his arm. + +"My wife's house." + +"Your wife's house is yours, is it not? You owe yourself something +from this marriage. You will ask me there now and then?" + +"She will ask her own guests, I suppose." + +"She will ask whom _you_ choose. Pah! what is she but a child in +your hands?" + +"Tita is not the cipher you describe her," says Rylton coldly. + +"No, no; I spoke wrongly--I am always wrong, it seems to me," says +she, with such sweet contrition that she disarms him again. "I +cannot live if I cannot see you sometimes, and, besides, you _know_ +what my life is here, and how few are the houses I can go to, +and"--she slips her arms suddenly round his neck--"you _will_ ask me +sometimes, Maurice?" + +"Yes." + +"You promise that?" + +"I promise that, as far as it lies in my power, I will always +befriend you." + +"Ah, that is not enough," says she, laughing and sobbing in the same +breath. "I am losing you for ever. Give me something to dwell upon, +to hope for. Swear you will make me your guest sometimes." + +"I swear it," says he huskily. + +He removes her arms from his neck, and holds her from him. His face +is gray. + +"It is for the sake of our old _friendship_ that I plead," says she. + +The tears are running down her cheeks. + +"Our friendship," repeats he, with a groan. + +He makes a movement as if to fling her from him, then suddenly +catches her to his heart, and presses his lips passionately to hers. + + + + * * * * * + + + +"Maurice! Maurice!" calls somebody. + +Marian sinks upon a couch near her, and buries her face in her +hands. Sir Maurice goes into the hall to meet his bride. + +The partings are very brief. Tita, who is in the gayest spirits, +says good-bye to everybody with a light heart. Has not her freedom +been accomplished? She receives Lady Rylton's effusive embrace +calmly. There are some, indeed, who say that the little bride did +not return her kiss. Just at the very last, with her foot almost on +the carriage step, Tita looks back, and seeing Margaret at a little +distance, runs to her, and flings herself into her embrace. + +"You are mine now, my own cousin!" whispers she joyfully. + +"God bless you, Tita," says Margaret in a whisper, too, but very +earnestly, "and preserve to you your happy heart!" + +"Oh, I shall always be happy," says Tita; "and I shall hurry back to +see _you,"_ giving her another hug. + +Then somebody puts her into the carriage, and, still smiling and +waving her hands, she is driven away. + +"Really, Margaret, you should be flattered," says Lady Rylton, with +a sneer. "She seems to think more of you than of her husband." + +"I hope her husband will think of her," returns Margaret coldly. "As +I told you before, I consider this marriage ill done." + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +HOW TITA COMES BACK FROM HER HONEYMOON, AND HOW HER HUSBAND'S MOTHER +TELLS HER OF CERTAIN THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN LEFT UNTOLD. + + + +"And the weather--the weather was the most marvellous thing!" says +Tita, with enthusiasm. "Perpetual sunshine! Here, in September, it +often pelts rain all day long!" + +_ "Pelts!_ My dear Tita, _what_ a word!" says Lady Rylton. + +She sinks back in her chair as if overcome, and presses her perfumed +handkerchief to her face. + +"What's the matter with it?" asks Tita, a little smartly, perhaps. +"It's a right-down good word, in my opinion. I've heard lots of +people use it." + +"No doubt _you_ have," says her mother-in-law. + +"Well, so have you, I dare say!" says Tita. + +"I expect we all have," says Margaret Knollys, laughing. "Still, you +know, Tita, it's not a pretty word." + +"Very good; I shan't say it again," says Tita, the mutinous little +face of a moment ago now lovely with love. + +She has come back from her honeymoon quite as fond of Margaret as +when she started. + +It is now the middle of September; outside on the lawn the shadows +are wandering merrily from tree to tree. The sun is high, but little +clouds running across it now and again speak of sharp rains to come. + + "The air so soft, the pines whispering so low, + The dragon-flies, like fairy spears of steel, + Darting or poised." + +All these speak of the glad heat that still remains, though summer +itself is but a dream that is gone. + +Tita's honeymoon is at an end. It had seemed to her delightful. She +had taken but a child's view of it. Maurice had been so kind, so +good, so different from that nasty old uncle. He had been so good, +indeed, that when he asked her to come first to see his mother (Lady +Rylton had made quite a point of this in her letters to him; the +county might think it so odd if the young wife did not appear +anxious to fly into her arms on her return), she had said "Yes" +quite willingly, and with a grateful little glance. He had done so +much for her, she must do something for him. But she hated going +back to The Place, for all that. She wanted to go straight to her +own old home, her beautiful Oakdean, without a single stop. + +She has been at The Place now for a week. Margaret Knollys and +Randal Gower are the only two guests, Mrs. Bethune being on a visit +to some friends in Scotland. The shooting here is excellent, and Sir +Maurice has enjoyed himself immensely. Sir Maurice's wife has, +perhaps, not enjoyed herself quite so much. But nothing, so far, has +occurred to render her in the very least unhappy. If the clouds be +black, she has not seen them. Her young soul has uplifted itself, +and is soaring gaily amongst the stars. In her ignorance she tells +herself she is quite, quite happy; it is only when we love that we +doubt of happiness, and thus sometimes (because of our modesty, +perhaps) we gain it. Tita has never known what love means. + +There has been a little fret, a little jar to-day, between her and +Lady Rylton. The latter's memory is good, and she has never +forgotten what Maurice--in a moment's folly--had said of Tita's +determination not to live with her at The Place. It is Lady Rylton's +_rôle_ to return to all, in extra good measure, such injuries as she +may judge herself to have received. + +Tita naturally, in this small warfare, is at a disadvantage. She has +forgotten her words, but even if she remembered them, would not for +a moment suspect Maurice of having repeated them. And, indeed, +Maurice, as we all know, had done it in a heated moment with best +intent towards his small betrothed; besides, Tita at this time--so +heartwhole and so _débonnaire--_gives no thinking to anything save +the getting out into the fresh air in these uncertain days, and the +breaking in of a young horse that Maurice has made her a present of. +Danger walks behind her, but she never turns her head; what has she +to fear? + + "Youth, that knows no dread + Of any horrors lurking far ahead, + Across the sunny flowered fields of life." + +carries her safely right into the enemy's camp. Cruel youth! + +"Won't you come out with me and have a stroll in the gardens before +tea?" asks Margaret, rising. It seems to her that the social air is +growing a little too sultry. "Come, Tita; it will do you good." + +"Oh, I should love it!" says Tita, starting to her feet. + +"Dear Margaret, you forget that, though Tita has been here for a +week, this is the very first quiet moment I have had with her! Do +not tempt her from me!" + +"Certainly not, Tessie, if you wish to have her with you," says +Margaret, reseating herself. + +Now, more than ever, she feels there is danger in the air. + +"Don't let me keep _you,"_ says Lady Rylton, with deliberation. "Go, +dear Margaret, and get some of the sweet evening air--it may be of +use to your complexion; it is the tiniest bit yellow of late. And +when one is twenty-five--it _is_ twenty-five?" + +She knows Margaret's truthful nature. + +"Thirty," says Margaret, who knows her, too, to the very ground. + +"Ah, impossible!" says Lady Rylton sweetly. "Twenty-five, +Margaret--not a day more! But, still, your complexion---- There, go +away and refresh it; and come back when I have had my little chat +with my dearest Tita." + +Margaret casts a swift glance at the girl sitting there, apparently +quite unconscious of the coming storm, and with her hands twined +behind her head. She has her legs crossed--another sin--and is +waving one little foot up and down in a rather too careless fashion. + +Tita looks back at her. + +"Don't be long," says she inaudibly. + +Margaret gives her a nod, and goes out through the window. + +"My dearest child," says Lady Rylton, nestling cosily into her +chair, and smiling delicately at Tita over the top of her fan, "you +may have noticed that I gave dear Margaret her _congé_ with intent?" + +"I saw that you wanted to get rid of her," says Tita. + +"I fear, my dear, your training has been somewhat defective," says +Lady Rylton, biting her lips. "We never--we in society, I +mean--never 'get rid' of people. There are better ways of doing +things, that----" + +"It must cause you a lot of trouble," says Tita. "It looks to me +like walking half a dozen times round your bath on a frosty morning, +knowing all along you will have to get into it." + +"Sh!" says Lady Rylton. "My dear, you should not mention your _bath_ +before people." + +"Why not? When one loves a thing, one speaks of it. Don't _you_ love +your bath?" asks Tita. + +Lady Rylton sits glaring at her, as if too horrified to go on. Tita +continues: + +"If you don't, you ought, you know," says she. + +"You must be out of your mind to talk to me like this," says Lady +Rylton at last. Something in the girl's air tells her that there is +some little touch of devilment in it, some anger, some hatred. "But, +naturally, I make allowances for you. Your birth, your surroundings, +your bringing up, all preclude the idea that you should know how to +manage yourself in the world into which you have been thrown by your +marriage with my son." + +"As for my birth," says Tita slowly, "I did not choose it; and you +should be the last to throw it in my teeth. If you disapproved of it +_before_ my marriage with your son, why did you not say so?" + +"There were many reasons," says Lady Rylton slowly, deliberately. +"For one, as you know, your money was a necessity to Maurice; and +for another----" She breaks off, and scans the girl's face with an +air of question. "Dare I go on?" asks she. + +"Why should you not dare?" says Tita. + +A quick light has come into her eyes. + +"Ah, that is it! I have something to say to you that I think, +perhaps, should be said, yet I fear the saying of it." + +"For you, or for me?" asks Tita. + +She has her small brown hands clasped tightly together in her lap +now. There is something nervous in the tension of them. Where, +_where_ is Margaret? For all that, she looks back at her +mother-in-law with a clear and fearless glance. + +"For you," says Lady Rylton--"for you only! But before I begin--I am +a very nervous person, you know, and scenes," again pressing her +handkerchief to her face, "upset me so--tell me, _do_ tell me, if +you have a good temper!" + +"I don't know," says Tita. "Why?" + +"Well, a reasonable temper! I know Maurice would try +anything--_less_ than that." + +"Has it to do with Maurice? Yes? I am _very_ reasonable," says Tita, +laughing. She shows all her pretty teeth. "Now for the other reason +for deigning to accept me as your son's wife!" + +She laughs again. She seems to turn Lady Rylton into a sort of mild +ridicule. + +"I don't think I should laugh about it if I were _you,"_ returns +Lady Rylton calmly, and with the subdued air that tells her +intimates when she is in one of her vilest moods. "I feel very sorry +for you, my poor child; and I would have warned you of this thing +long ago, but I dreaded the anger of Maurice." + +"Why, what _is_ it?" cries Tita vehemently. "Has Maurice murdered +somebody, or defrauded somebody, or run away with somebody?" + +"Oh no! He did not run _away_ with her," says lady Rylton slowly. + +"You mean--you mean----" + +The girl is now leaning forward, her small face rather white. + +"I mean that he has been in love with his cousin for the past two +years." + +"His cousin!" Tita's thoughts run to Margaret. "Margaret?" + +"Nonsense!" says Lady Rylton; the idea strikes her as ludicrous. The +surprise, the strange awakening to the young bride, who, if not in +love with her husband, has at all events expected loyalty from him, +has affected her not at all; but this suggestion of Margaret as a +possible lover of Maurice's convulses her with amusement. "Margaret! +_No!"_ + +"Who, then?" asks Tita. + +"Marian--Marian Bethune." + +"Mrs. Bethune!" + +"Did you never guess? I fancied perhaps you had heard nothing, so I +felt it my duty to let you into a _little_ of the secret--to _warn_ +you. Marian might want to stay with you, for example--and +Maurice----" + +"Mrs. Bethune may stay with me with pleasure," says Tita. "Why not?" + +"Why _not?"_ Lady Rylton pauses as if choking. She had thought to +lower this girl into the very dust, and revenge herself on Maurice +at the same time by her shameful revelation. "You do not care, +then?" says she, bitterly disappointed. + +Tita does not answer her. Suddenly her young thoughts have gone +backwards, and all at once she remembers many things. The poison has +entered into her. In a moment, as it were, she is back in that dim +conservatory where Maurice (he has never been "he" or "him" to her, +as happier girls, who love more and are more beloved, would have +styled him)--where Maurice had asked her to marry him. + +Now, in some strange fashion, her memory grows alive and compels her +to remember how he looked and spoke that night--that night of his +proposal to her, when she had asked him if he loved his cousin. + +There had been a queer, indescribable change in his face--a sudden +pallor, a start! She had thought nothing of it then, but now it +comes back to her. She _had_ meant Margaret--Margaret whom she +loves; but he--who had _he_ meant? + +Really it doesn't matter so much after all, this story of Lady +Rylton's. Maurice can go his way and she hers--that was arranged! +But, for all that, it _does_ seem rather mean that he should have +married her, telling her nothing of this. + +"Care! why should I care?" says she suddenly, Lady Rylton's last +words clinging to her brain, in spite of all its swift wanderings +during the last sixty seconds. + +"Such an admirable indifference would almost lead me to believe that +you had been born of good parentage," says Lady Rylton, cold with +disappointed revenge. + +"I was born of excellent parentage----" Tita is beginning, when the +sound of footsteps slowly mounting the stairs of the veranda outside +comes to them. + +A second later Mrs. Gower shows himself. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +HOW A YOUNG AND LOVELY NATURE TAKES A SHOCK MOST CRUELLY +ADMINISTERED. AND HOW A DOWAGER TAKES A NEW NAME AS A DIRECT INSULT. +AND HOW TITA DECLINES TO PROMISE ANYTHING. + + + +He stands at the open window looking in. All at once Tita knows and +_feels_ that Margaret sent him to rescue her from captivity. + +"Lady Rylton," calls he, "won't you come out? The evening is a +perfect dream--a boon and a blessing to men, like those pens, you +know." + +The elder Lady Rylton answers him. She leans forward, a charming +smile on her wonderfully youthful features. + +"No. No, thanks." She shakes her pretty, fair head at Gower in a +delightfully coquettish fashion. Dear boy! How sweet is it of him to +come and fetch her for a little stroll among the hollyhocks. "I +can't go out now. Not _to-night_, Randal!" + +"Oh! er--so sorry! But----" He looks at Tita. It is impossible not +to understand that the Lady Rylton he had intended to take for a +little stroll in the calm, delightful evening, had been the younger +Lady Rylton. "Well, if your--er--mother--won't come, won't _you?"_ +asks he, now addressing Tita distinctly. + +"I am not going out either," says she, smiling gently at him. To go +now will be to betray fear, and she--no, she will not give in, any +way, she will never show the white feather. She will finish this +hour with Lady Rylton, whatever it may cost her. + +"Really?" asks Gower. He looks as if he would have persuaded her to +come with him, but something in her manner convinces him of the +folly of persistence. + +"Yes, really," returns she, after which he goes down the steps +again. They can hear him going, slowly this time, as if reluctantly, +and step by step. There doesn't seem to be a run left in him. + +"How absurd it is, this confusion of titles!" says Lady Rylton, as +the last unsatisfactory step is lost to them in the distance. "Lady +Rylton here and Lady Rylton there. Absurd, _I_ call it." She makes a +pretence at laughter, but it is a sorry one--her laugh is only +angry. + +"I suppose it can't be helped," says Tita indifferently. Her eyes +are still downcast, her young mouth a little scornful. + +"But if you are to be Lady Rylton as well as I, how are we to +distinguish? What am _I_ to be?" + +"The dowager, I suppose," says Tita, with a little flash of malice. +She has been rubbed the wrong way a trifle too much for _one_ +afternoon. + +_"The dowager!"_ Lady Rylton springs to her feet. "I--do you think +that _I_ shall follow _you_ out of a room?" + +"Follow me! I'd hate you to follow me anywhere!" says Tita, who does +not certainly follow her as to her meaning. + +"That is meant to be a smart speech, I presume," says Lady Rylton, +sinking back into her seat once more. "But do not for a moment +imagine that I dread you. You know very little of Society if you +think you will be tolerated _there."_ + +"I know nothing of Society," returns Tita, now very pale, "and +perhaps you will understand me when I say that I never want to know +anything. If Society means people who tell hateful, unkind stories +of a husband to his wife, I think I am very well out of it." + +"That is a little censure upon poor me, I suppose," says Lady Rylton +with a difficult smile. She looks at Tita. Evidently she expects +Tita to sink into the ground beneath that austere regard, but Tita +comes up smiling. + +"Well, yes. After all, I suppose so," says she slowly, thoughtfully. +"You shouldn't have told me that story about Maurice and----" She +stops. + +"I shall not permit you to dictate to me what I should or should not +do," interrupts Lady Rylton coldly. "You forget yourself! You forget +what is due to the head of the house." + +"I do not, indeed; Maurice will tell you so!" + +"Maurice! What has he to do with it?" + +"Why, he _is_ the head," slowly. + +"True, you are right so far," says Lady Rylton bitterly. "But I was +not alluding to the _actual_ head; I was alluding to the--the +_mistress_ of this house." She pauses, and looks with open hatred at +the little girl before her. Tita could have answered her, have told +her that her authority was at an end for ever, but by a violent +effort she restrains herself. Tita's naturally warm temper is now at +boiling-point. Still, she puts a restraint upon herself. + +"You will understand for the future, I hope," says Lady Rylton, who +has lost all control over _her_ temper; "you will, for the future, +at all events, I trust, bear yourself with respect towards the +mistress of this house." + +Her manner is so insolent, so unbearable, that Tita's short-lived +calm gives way. + +"Maurice says I am the mistress here," says she distinctly, clearly. + +"You! _you----"_ Lady Rylton advances towards her with a movement +that is almost threatening. + +"Don't be uneasy about it," says Tita, with a scornful little laugh, +and a gesture that destroys the meaning of Lady Rylton's. "I don't +want to be the mistress here. I dislike the place. I shall be +delighted if you will live here--_instead of me."_ + +"You are too good!" says Lady Rylton, in a choking tone. She looks +as if she could kill this girl, whom she has driven to so fierce an +anger. + +"I think it dismal," goes on Tita. "I like light and gay places." +There is a little clutch at her heart, though why, she hardly knows. +What she _does_ know is that she hates this pretty, fair, patrician +woman before her--this woman with a well-bred face, and the +vulgarest of all vulgar natures. This woman who has betrayed her +son's secret. Even to so young a girl, and one who is not in love +with her husband, the idea of the husband being in love with +somebody else is distinctly distasteful. + +"Besides, remember," says Tita, "Mrs. Bethune lives here. After all +you have told me of her, and--Maurice--you," breaking into a gay +little laugh, "could hardly expect me to make this place my home." + +"You certainly seem to take it very lightly," says Lady Rylton. +"Maurice must be congratulated on having secured so _compliant_ a +wife." + +"Why should I care?" asks Tita, turning a bright face to her. "We +made a bargain before our marriage--Maurice and I. He was to do as +he liked." + +"And you?" + +"I was to follow suit." + +_ "Outrageous!"_ says Lady Rylton. "I shall speak to Maurice about +it. I shall warn you. I shall tell him how I disapprove of you, and +he----" + +"He will do nothing," interrupts Tita. She stands up, and looks at +the older woman as if defying her. Her small face is all alight, her +eyes are burning. + +"I dare say not, after all," says Lady Rylton, with a cruel smile. +"He knew what he was about when he made that arrangement. It leaves +him delightfully free to renew his love-affair with Marian Bethune." + +"If he desires such freedom it is his." Tita gathers up her fan, and +the long suède gloves lying on the chair near her, and walks towards +the door. + +"Stay, Tita!" cries Lady Rylton hurriedly. "You will say nothing of +this to Maurice. It was in strict confidence I spoke, and for your +good and his. You will say nothing to him?" + +"I! what should I say?" She looks back at Lady Rylton, superb +disdain in her glance. + +"You might mention, for example, that it was I who told you." + +"Well, why shouldn't I?" asked Tita. "Are you ashamed of what you +have said?" + +"I have always told you that I spoke only through a sense of duty, +to protect you and him in your married life. You will give me your +word that you will not betray me." + +"I shall give you my word about nothing," coldly. "I shall tell +Maurice, or I shall not tell him, just as it suits me." + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +HOW TITA COMES TO OAKDEAN, AND IS GLAD. AND HOW MAURICE CALLS TO +HER, AND SHE PERFORMS AN ACROBATIC FEAT. AND HOW A DISCUSSION +ARISES. + + + +What a day it is! Golden light everywhere; and the sounds of singing +birds, and the perfume of the late mignonette and stocks. Who shall +say summer is gone? Tita, flitting gaily through the gardens and +pleasure-grounds of her old dear home, her beloved Oakdean, tells +herself that it is summer _here _at all events, whatever it may be +in other stupid homes. + +Oakdean to-day is at its best, and that is saying a great deal. The +grand old lawn, studded here and there with giant beeches, seems +sleeping solemnly in the warm light, and to their left the lake +lies, sleeping too, rocking upon its breast the lily leaves, whose +flowers are now all gone. Over there the hills are purple with +flowering heather, and beyond them, yet not so far away but that the +soft murmuring of it can be heard, dwells the sea, spreading itself +out, grand, immense, until it seems to touch the pale blue heavens. + +Tita, stopping with her hands full of lowers, stands upright, and as +a little breeze comes to her, draws in a long breath, as if catching +the salt from the great ocean that it brings her. Oh, what a +day--what a day! + +Her lovely old home! Here she is in it once more--parted for ever +from the detested uncle, mistress of this one place that holds for +her the only happy memories of her youth. Here she and her father +had lived--she a young, _young _child, and he an old one--a most +happy couple; and here, too, she had grown to girlhood. And now here +she is again, free to roam, to order, to direct, with no single +hitch anywhere to mar her happiness. + +The lovely new horse that Maurice has got for her leaves nothing to +be desired; she has had a gallop on him this morning. And all her +dear dogs have been sent to Oakdean, so that her hands are full of +favourites. As for Maurice himself, he is delightful. He doesn't +even _know_ how to scold. And it will always to be like +this--always. As for that story of Lady Rylton's about Marian +Bethune--why, Marian is quite an old thing! And besides--well, +besides, it doesn't matter. Maurice is here now, and he can't see +her, and even if he did--well, even if he did, what harm? Neither +she nor Maurice even _pretends _to be in love with the other, and if +he should be in love--as the idiots call it--with Mrs. Bethune, why, +he _can_ be! _She_ won't prevent it, only she hopes poor Maurice +won't make himself unhappy over that dreadful red-headed creature. +But there is certainly one thing; he might have told her. + +But what does anything matter? Here she is in her old home, with all +her dear delights around her! She glances backwards and forwards, a +happy smile upon her lips. From one of the Scotch firs over there, +the graceful blossoms of the hop-plant droop prettily. And beyond +them on the hillside, far, far away, she can see mushrooms gleaming +in the fields, for all the world like little sheep dotted here and +there. She laughs to herself as she notes the resemblance. And all +is hers--all. And she is in her own home, and happy. + +What a blessing she hadn't said "No" when Maurice asked her. If she +had, she would have been living at Rickfort now with Uncle George. + +"Tita!" cries Maurice. + +He has thrown up the window of his smoking-room, and is calling to +her. + +"Yes?" + +She turns to him, her arms full of flowers, her vivacious little +face, just like another sort of flower, peeping over them. + +"Can you come in for a moment?" + +"Why can't you come out? _Do_, it is lovely here!" + +"I can if you like, but it will mean hauling out pencils and paper, +and----" + +"Oh well, I'll come." + +She runs to him across the green, sweet grass, and, standing beneath +the window, holds out her hands to him. + +"You can't come in this way," says he. + +"Can't I? I wish I had a penny for every time I _did_ get in this +way," says she. "Here, give me your hands." + +He stoops to her, and catches her small brown hands in a close grip. +The new Lady Rylton plants a very shapely little foot against an +excrescence in the wall, and in a second has her knee on the +window-sill. + +"After all, my mother was right," says Rylton, laughing. "You are a +hoyden." + +He takes the slight girlish figure in his arms, and swings her into +the room. She stands for a second looking at him with a rather +thoughtful air. Then-- + +"You mother may call me names if she likes," says she. "But _you_ +mustn't!" + +"No?" laughing again. She amuses him with her little air of +authority. "Very good. I shan't! I suppose I may call you wife, any +way." + +"Oh, that!" She stops. "Did you bring me in to ask me that +question?" + +At this they laugh together. + +"No. I confess so much." + +"What, then?" + +"Well, we ought to decide at once who we are going to ask for the +rest of the shooting. The preserves are splendid, and it seems quite +a sin to let them go to waste. Of course I know a lot of men I could +ask, but there should be a few women, too, for you." + +"Why for me? I like men a great deal better," says Tita audaciously. + +"Well, you shouldn't! And, besides, you have some friends of your +won to be asked." + +"Your friends will do very well." + +"Nonsense!" with a touch of impatience. "It is you and _your_ +friends who are first to be considered; afterwards we can think of +mine." + +"I have no friends," says Tita carelessly. + +"You have your uncle, at all events; he might like----" + +"Oh, don't be an ass," says Lady Rylton. + +She delivers this excellent advice with a promptitude and vigour +that does her honour. Rylton stares at her for a moment, and then +gives way to amusement. + +"I shan't be if I can help it," says he; "but there are often so +many difficulties in the way." He hesitates as if uncertain, and +then goes on. "By the way, Tita, you shouldn't give yourself the +habit of saying things like that." + +"Like what?" + +"Well, telling a fellow not to be an ass, you know. It doesn't +matter to me, of course, but I heard you say something like that to +old Lady Warbeck yesterday, and she seemed quite startled." + +"Did she? Do her good!" says Tita, making a charming little face at +him. "Nothing like electricity nowadays. It'll quite set her up +again. Add _years_ to her life." + +"Still, she wouldn't like it, perhaps." + +"Having years added to her life?" + +"No; your slang." + +"She likes _me_, any way," says Tita nonchalantly, "so it doesn't +matter about the slang. The last word she mumbled at me through her +old false teeth was that she hoped I'd come over and see her every +Tuesday that I had at my command (I'm not going to have _many_), +because I reminded her of some granddaughter who was now in heaven, +or at the Antipodes--it's all the same." + +She pauses to catch a fly--dexterously, and with amazing swiftness, +in the palm of her hand--that has been buzzing aimlessly against the +window-pane. Having looked at it between her fingers, she flings it +into the warm air outside. + +"So you see," continues she triumphantly, "it's a good thing to +startle people. They fall in love with you at once." + +Here, as if some gay little thought has occurred to her, she lowers +her head and looks at her dainty finger-nails, then up at Rylton +from under half-closed lids. + +"What a good thing I didn't try to startle _you!"_ says she. _"You_ +might have fallen in love with me, too." + +She waits for a second as it were, just time enough to let her see +the nervous movement of his brows, and then--she laughs. + +"I've escaped that bore," says she, nodding her head. She throws +herself into a big chair. "And now, as the parsons say, 'to +continue'; you were advising me to ask----" + +"Your uncle." + +All the brightness has died out of Rylton's voice; he looks dull, +uninterested. That small remark of hers--what memories it has +awakened! And yet--_would_ he go back? + +"Chut! What a suggestion!" says Tita, shrugging her shoulders. +"Don't you know that my one thought is to enjoy myself?" + +"A great one," says he, smiling strangely. + +She cares for nothing, he tells himself: _nothing!_ He has married a +mere butterfly; yet how pretty the butterfly is, lying back there in +that huge armchair, her picturesque little figure flung carelessly +into artistic curves, her soft, velvety head rubbing itself +restlessly amongst the amber cushions. The cushions had been in one +of the drawing-rooms, but she had declared he was frightfully +uncomfortable in his horrid old den, and has insisted on making him +a handsome present of them. She seems to him the very incarnation of +exquisite idleness, the idleness that knows no thought. + +"Very good," says he at last. "If you refuse to make up a list of +_your_ friends, help me to make up a list of mine. You know you said +you would like to fill the house." + +"Ye--es," says she, as if meditating. + +"Of course, if you don't want any people here----" + +"But I do. I do really. I _hate_ being alone!" cries she, springing +into sudden life and leaning forward with her hands clasped on her +knees. + +"How few rings you have!" says he suddenly. + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +HOW TITA TELLS OF TWO STRANGE DREAMS, AND OF HOW THEY MOVED HER. AND +HOW MAURICE SETS HIS SOUL ON ASKING A GUEST TO OAKDEAN; AND HOW HE +GAINS HIS DESIRE. + + + +"Not one, except this," touching her engagement ring. "That you have +given me." + +"You don't care for them, then?" + +"Yes I do. I love them, but there was nobody to give them to me. +I was very young, you see, when poor daddy died." + +She stops; her mouth takes a mournful curve; the large gray eyes +look with a sort of intensity through the windows to +something--_something_ beyond--but something that Rylton cannot see. +After all, _is_ she so trivial? She cares, at all events, for the +memory of that dead father. Rylton regards her with interest. + +_ "He_ would have given me rings," she says. + +It is so childish, so absurd, that Rylton wonders why he doesn't +want to laugh. But the little sad face, with the gray eyes filled +with tears, checks any mirth he might have felt. A sudden longing to +give her another ring, when next he goes to town, fills his heart. + +"Well! what about our guests?" + +Her tone startles him. He looks up. All the tears, the grief are +gone; she is the gay, laughing Tita that he _thinks_ he knows. + +"Well, what?" His tone is a little cold. She _is_ superficial, +certainly. "If you decline to ask your friends----" + +"I don't decline. It is only that I _have_ no friends," declares +she. + +There is something too deliberate in her manner to be quite natural, +and Rylton looks at her. She returns his glance with something of +mockery in hers. + +"It isn't nice to be married to a mere nobody, is it?" says she, +showing her pretty teeth in a rather malicious little laugh. + +"I suppose not," says Rylton steadily. "I haven't tried it." + +A gleam--a tiny gleam of pleasure comes into her eyes, bus she +wilfully repulses it. + +"Oh, you--if anybody. However, you knew _before_ you married me, +that is one comfort." + +"Why do you speak to me like that, Tita?" A frown has settled on +Rylton's forehead. It is all such abominably bad form. "You know +how--how----" + +"Ill-bred it is," supplies she quietly, gaily. + +"It is intolerable," vehemently, turning away and walking towards +the door. + +"Ah, come back! Don't go--don't go!" cries she eagerly. She jumps +out of her big chair and runs after him. She slips her hand through +his arm, and swinging her little _svelte_ body round, smiles up into +his face mischievously. "What's the matter with you?" asks she. + +"It is in such bad taste," says Rylton, mollified, however, in a +measure in spite of himself. "You should consider how it hurts me. +You should remember you are my wife." + +"I do. That is why I think I can say to you what I can't say to +anybody else," says Tita quietly. "However, never mind; sit down +again and let us settle the question about our guests. Here's a +sheet of paper," pushing it into his hands. "And here's a pencil--an +awfully bad one, any way, but if you keep sticking it into your +mouth it'll write. _I'm _tired of licking that pencil." + +She is evidently hopeless! Rylton, after that first crushing +thought, gives way, and, leaning back in his chair, roars with +laughter. + +"And am I to lick it now!" asks he. + +"No, certainly not,". She is now evidently in high dudgeon. She puts +the pencil back in her pocket, and stands staring at him with her +angry little head somewhat lowered. "After all, you are right; I'm +horrid!" says she. + +_"I'm_ right! By what authority do you say that! Come now, Tita!" + +"By my own." + +"The very worst in the world, then. Give me back that pencil." + +"Not likely," says Tita, tilting her chin. "Here's one belonging to +yourself," taking one off the writing-table near. "This can't offend +you, I hope. After all, I'm a poor sort," says Tita, with a +disconsolate sigh that is struggling hard with a smile to gain the +mastery. "It's awfully hard to offend me. I've no dignity--that's +what your mother says. And after all, too," brightening up, and +smiling now with delightful gaiety, "I don't want to have any. One +hates to be hated!" + +"What an involved speech! Well, if you won't give me your pencil, +let us get on with this. Now, to begin, surely you _have_ someone +you would like to ask here, in spite of all you have said." + +"Well--perhaps." She pauses. "I want to see Margaret," says she, +hurriedly, tremulously, as if tears might be in her eyes. + +He cannot be sure of that, however, as her lids are lowered. But her +tone--is there a note of unhappiness in it? The very thought gives +him a shock; and of late has she not been a little uncertain in her +moods? + +_"I_ was going to name her," says Rylton. + +"Then you see we have one thought in common," says Tita. + +She has knelt down beside him to look at his list, and suddenly he +lays his palm under her chin, and so lifts her face that he can see +it. + +"What is it, Tita?" says he. "Is anything troubling you? Last night +you were so silent; to-day you talk. It is bad to be unequal." + +His tone is grave. + +"The night before last I had a bad dream," says Tita solemnly, +turning her head a little to one side, and giving him a slight +glance that lasts for the tiniest fraction of a second. + +It occurs to Rylton that there is a little touch of wickedness in +it. At all events, he grows interested. + +"A bad dream?" + +"Yes, the worst!" She nods her small head reproachfully at him. "I +dreamt you were married to a princess!" + +"Well, so I am," says Rylton, smiling. + +His smile is a failure, however; something in her air has +disconcerted him. + +"Oh no! No, she was not like me; she was a tall princess, and she +was beautiful, and her hair was like a glory round her head. She was +a very dream in herself; whereas I---- Naturally , that puts me out +of sorts!" She shrugs her shoulders pathetically. "But last +night"--she stops, clasps her hands, and sits back on her heels. "Oh +no! I shan't tell you what I dreamt last night," says she. She +shakes her head at him. "No, no! indeed, not if you asked me _for +ever!"_ + +"Oh, but you must!" says he, laughing. + +He catches her hands and draws her up gently into a kneeling +position once more--a position that brings her slender body resting +against his knees. + +"Must I?" She pauses as if in amused thought, and then, leaning +confidentially across his knees, says, "Well, then, I dreamt that +you were madly in love with _me!_ And, oh, the joy of it!" + +She breaks off, and gives way to irrepressible laughter. Covering +her face with her hands, she peeps at him through her fingers as a +child might who is bent on mischief. + +"Is all that true?" asks Maurice, colouring. + +"What, the first dream or the second?" + +"I presume one is as true as the other," somewhat stiffly. + +"You are a prophet," says Tita, with a little grimace. "Well now, go +on, do. We have arranged for Margaret." She pauses, and then says +very softly, _"Darling_ Margaret! Do you know, I believe she is the +only friend I have in the world?" + +Her words cut him to the heart. + +"And I, Tita, do I not count?" asks he. + +"You! No!" She gives him a little shake, taking his arms, as she +kneels beside him. "You represent Society, don't you? And Society +forbids all that. No man's wife is his friend nowadays." + +"True," says Rylton bitterly. "Most men's wives are their enemies +nowadays." + +"Oh, I shan't be yours!" says Tita. "And you mustn't be mine either, +remember! Well, go on--we have put down Margaret," peeping at the +paper in his hand, "and no one else. Now, someone to meet her. +Colonel Neilson?" + +"Yes, of course; and Captain Marryatt?" + +"And Mrs. Chichester to meet _him!"_ + +"My dear Tita, Mrs. Chichester has a husband somewhere!" + +"So she told me," says Tita. "But, then, he is so _very_ far off, +and in your Society distance counts." + +Rylton regards her with some surprise. Is she satirical?--this silly +_child!_ + +"You will have to correct your ideas about Society," says he coldly. +"By all means ask Mrs. Chichester here, too; I, for one, prefer not +to believe in scandals." + +"One must believe in something," says Tita. "I suppose," pencil +poised in hand, "you would like to ask Mr. Gower?" + +"Certainly." + +"And his aunt?" + +"Certainly _not."_ + +"Oh, but _I_ should," says Tita; "she amuses me. Do let us ask old +Miss Gower!" + +"I begin to think you are a wicked child," says Rylton, laughing, +whereon Miss Gower's name is scrawled down on the list. "There are +the men from the barracks in Merriton; they can always be asked +over," goes on Maurice. "And now, who else?" + +"The Marchmonts!" + +"Of course." He pauses. "And then--there is Mrs. Bethune!" + +"Your cousin! Yes!" + +"Shall we ask her?" + +"Why should we _not_ ask her?" She lifts one small, delicate, brown +hand, and, laying it on his cheek, turns his face to hers. "Don't +look out of the window; look at _me_. Why should we not ask her?" + +"My dear girl, there is no answer to such a question as that." + +"No!" She scribbles Mrs. Bethune's name on her list, and then, "You +particularly _wish_ her to be asked?" + +"Not particularly. Certainly not at all if you object to it." + +"Object! Why should I object? She is amusing--she will keep us all +alive; she will help you to entertain your people." + +"I should hope you, Tita, would help me to do that." + +"Oh, I have not the air--the manner! I shall feel like a guest +myself," says Tita. She has sprung to her feet, and is now blowing a +little feather she had found upon her frock up into the air. It +eludes her, however; she follows it round the small table, but all +in vain--it sinks to the ground. "What a _beast_ of a feather!" says +she. + +"I don't like you to say that," says Rylton. "A _guest _in your own +house!" + +"You don't like me to say anything," says Tita petulantly. "I _told_ +you I was horrid. Well, I'll be mistress in my own house, if that +will please you. But," prophetically, "it won't. Do you know, +Maurice," looking straight at him with a defiant little mien, "I'm +more glad that I can tell you that I don't care a ha'penny about +you, because if I did you would break my heart." + +"You have a high opinion of me!" says Maurice. "That I acknowledge. +But, regarding me as you do, I wonder you ever had the courage to +marry me!" + +"Well, even _you_ are better than Uncle George," says she. "Now, go +on; is there anyone else? The Heriots! Who are they? I heard you +speak of them." + +"Ordinary people; but he shoots. He is a first-class shot." + +"Heriot! It reminds me----" Tita grows silent a moment, and now a +little flood of colour warms her face. "I have someone I want to +ask, after all," cries she. "A cousin--Tom Hescott." + +"A cousin?" + +"Yes. And he has a sister--Minnie Hescott. I should like to ask them +both." She looks at him. "They are quite presentable," says she +whimsically. + +"Your cousins should be, naturally," says he. + +Yet his heart sinks. What sort of people are these Hescotts? + +"I have not seen them for years," says Tita--"never since I lived +with my father. Tom used to be with us always then, but he went +abroad." + +"To Australia?" + +"Oh no--to Rome! To Rome first, at all events; he was going to India +after that." + +"For----" + +"Nothing--nothing at all. Just to see the world!" + +"He must have had a good deal of money!" + +"More than was good for him, I often heard. But I _did_ like Tom; +and I heard he was in town last week, and Minnie with him, and I +should like very much indeed to ask them here." + +"Well, scribble down their names." + +"I dare say they won't come," says Tita, writing. + +"Why?" + +"Oh, because they know such lots of people. However, I'll try them, +any way." She flings down her pencil. "There, that's done; and now I +shall go and have a ride before luncheon." + +"You have been riding all the morning!" + +"Yes." + +"Do you never get tired?" + +"Never! Come and see if I do." + +"Well, I'll come," says Rylton. + +_"Really!"_ cries Tita; her eyes grow very bright. "You mean it?" + +"Certainly I do. It is my place, you know, to see that you don't +overdo it." + +"Oh, how delightful!" says she, clasping her hands. "I hate riding +alone. We'll go right over the downs, and back of Scart Hill, and so +home. Come on--come on," running out of the room; "don't be a minute +dressing." + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +HOW A DULL MORNING GIVES BIRTH TO A STRANGE AFTERNOON. AND HOW +RYLTON'S EYES ARE WIDENED BY A FRIEND. + + + +"Good old day!" says Mrs. Chichester disgustedly. She is sitting +near the window in the small drawing-room at Oakdean, watching the +raindrops race each other down the panes. + +"What's the matter with it?" asks Mr. Gower, who is standing beside +her, much to the annoyance of Captain Marryatt, who is anxious to +engage her for some waltzes at the dance old Lady Warbeck is giving +in the near future. + +"What _isn't_ the matter with it?" asks Mrs. Chichester, turning her +thin shoulders, that always have some queer sort of fascination in +them, on Gower. She gives him a glance out of her blue-green eyes. +She is enjoying herself immensely, in spite of the day, being quite +alive to the fact that Captain Marryatt is growing desperate, and +that old Miss Gower, whom Tita has insisted on asking to her house +party, is thinking dark things of her from the ottoman over there. + +"What's it good for, any way?" + +"For the ducks," says Mr. Gower, who is always there. An answer to +any question under the sun comes as naturally to him as sighing to +the sad. + +"Oh, well, I'm not a duck," says she prettily; whereupon Mr. Gower +whispers something to her that makes her laugh, and drives Captain +Marryatt to frenzy. + +He comes forward. + +"Lady Rylton is talking of getting up something to pass the time;" +says he, regarding Mrs. Chichester with a frowning brow--a +contortion that fills that frivolous young woman's breast with pure +joy. + +"May the heavens be her bed!" says Mr. Gower, who has spent some +years in Ireland, and has succeeded in studying the lower orders +with immense advantage to himself, but not very much to others. He +has, at all events, carried off from them a good deal of the +pleasant small-talk, whereas they had only carried off from him a +wild wonder as to what he was and where born, and whether he ought +or ought not to be inside a lunatic asylum. They had carried off +also, I am bound to add, a considerable amount of shillings. "Lady +Rylton!" to Tita, who has just come up, "is this a reality or a mere +snare? Did you say you thought you could put us successfully through +this afternoon without reducing us to the necessity of coming to +bloodshed?" Here he looks, first at Captain Marryatt, who +providentially does not see the glance, and then at Mrs. Chichester, +who laughs. + +"I'm not sure. I haven't quite thought it out," says Tita. "What +would _you_ suggest, Margaret?" to Miss Knollys. "Or you, Tom?" to a +tall young man who has followed in her quick little progress across +the room. + +He is her cousin, Tom Hescott. He is so very much taller than she +is, that she has to look up at him--the top of her head coming +barely to a level with his shoulder. She smiles as she asks her +question, and the cousin smiles back at her. It suddenly occurs to +Sir Maurice, who has strolled into the room (and in answer to a +glance from Mrs. Bethune is going to where she stands), that Tom +Hescott is extraordinarily handsome. + +And not handsome in any common way, either. If his father had been a +duke, he could not have shown more breeding in look and gesture and +voice. The fact that "Uncle Joe," the sugar merchant, _was_ his +actual father, does not do away with his charm; and his sister, +Minnie Hescott, is almost as handsome as he is! All at once Rylton +seems to remember what his wife had said to him a few weeks ago, +when they were discussing the question of their guests. She had told +him he need not be afraid of her relations; they were presentable +enough, or something like that. Looking at Tom Hescott at this +moment, Sir Maurice tells himself, with a grim smile, that he is, +perhaps, a little _too_ presentable--a sort of man that women always +smile upon. His grim smile fades into a distinct frown as he watches +Tita smiling now on the too presentable cousin. + +"What is it?" asks Mrs. Bethune, making room for him in the recess +of the window that is so cosily cushioned. "The cousin?" + +"What cousin?" demands Sir Maurice, making a bad fight, however; his +glance is still concentrated on the upper part of the room. + +"Why, _her_ cousin," says Mrs. Bethune, laughing. She is looking +younger than ever and radiant. She is looking, indeed, beautiful. +There is not a woman in the room to compare with her; and few in all +England outside it. + +The past week has opened out to her a little path that she feels she +may tread with light feet. The cousin, the handsome, the admirable +cousin! What a chance he affords for--vengeance! vengeance on that +little fool over there, who has _dared_ to step in and rob +her--Marian Bethune--of her prey! + +"Haven't you noticed?" says she, laughing lightly, and bending so +close to Rylton as almost to touch his ear with her lips. "No? Oh, +silly boy!" + +"What do you mean?" asks Rylton a little warmly. + +"And after so many days! Why, we _all_ have guessed it long ago." + +"I'm not good at conundrums," coldly. + +"But this is such an easy one. Why, the handsome cousin is in love +with the charming little wife, that is all." + +"You say everyone has been talking about it," says Rylton. His +manner is so strange, so unpleasant, that Marian takes warning. + +"Ah! That was an exaggeration. One _does_ talk much folly, you know. +No--no! It was I only who said it--at least"--hesitating--"I think +so." She pauses to let her hesitation sink in, and to be as fatal as +it can be. "But you know I have always your interests at heart, and +so I see things that, perhaps, others do not see." + +"One may see more than----" + +"True--true; and of course I am wrong. No doubt I imagined it all. +But, even if it should be so," laughing and patting his arm softly, +"who need wonder? Your wife is so pretty--those little things often +_are_ pretty--and he is her cousin--they grew up together, in a +sense." + +"No, I think not." + +"At all events, they were much together when she was growing from +child to girl. And old associations--they----" She stops as if some +dart has struck her. Rylton looks at her. + +"Are you ill?" says he sharply. "You look pale." + +"Nothing, nothing." She recovers herself and smiles at him, but her +face is still white. "A thought, a mere thought--it cannot be only +Tita and her cousin who have old associations, who +have--_memories."_ + +Her eyes are full of tears. She leans toward him. This time her lips +_do_ touch him--softly her lips touch his cheek. The curtains hide +them. + +"Have _you_ no memories?" says she. + +"Marian! This is madness," says Rylton, turning suddenly to her. In +a sense, though without a gesture, he repulses her. She looks back +at him; rage is in her heart at first, but, seeing him as he is, +rage gives place to triumph. He is actually livid. She has moved +him, then. She still has power over him. Oh for time, time only! And +he will be hers again, soul and body, and that small supplanter +shall be lowered to the very dust! + + + + * * * * * + + + +"Oh, how delightful! The very thing," says Mrs. Chichester, clapping +her hands. + +The conversation at the other end of the room is growing merrier; +Tita, in the midst of a small group, has evidently been suggesting +something in a most animated fashion. + +"We should have to put all the things back," says Minnie Hescott, +glancing round her at the small chairs and tables that abound. + +"Not at all--not at all," says Tita gaily; "we could go into the +smaller dancing-room and have it there." + +"Oh, of course! Splendid idea!" says Minnie. + +She is a tall, handsome young creature, standing fully five feet +five in her dainty little black silk stockings. Her eyes are dark +and almond-shaped like her brother's, and there is a little droop at +the far corners of the lids that adds singularly to their beauty; it +gives them softness. Perhaps this softness had not been altogether +meant, for Mother Nature had certainly not added gentleness to the +many gifts she had given Miss Hescott at her birth. Not that the +girl is of a nature to be detested; it is only that she is strong, +intolerant, and self-satisfied. She grates a little. Her yea is +always yea, and her nay, nay. She would always prefer the oppressed +to the oppressor, unless, perhaps, the oppressor might chance to be +useful to herself. She likes useful people. Yet, with all this, she +is of a merry nature, and very popular with most of her +acquaintances. Friends, in the strictest sense, she has none. She +doesn't permit herself such luxuries. + +She had been at once attracted by Tita. Naturally Tita _would_ be +useful to her, so she has adopted her on the spot. Baronets' wives +are few and far between upon her visiting list, and to have an +actual cousin for one of them sounds promising. Tita will probably +be the means of getting her into the Society for which she longs; +therefore Tita is to be cultivated. She had told Tom that he must be +_very_ specially delightful to Tita; Tom, so far, has seemed to find +no difficulty in obeying her. To him, indeed, Tita is once more the +little merry, tiny girl whom he had taught to ride and drive in +those old, good, past, sweet days, when he used to spend all his +vacations with his uncle. + +"Will you come and help us?" says Tita, turning to Gower. + +That young man spreads his arms abroad as if in protestation. + +"What a question from you to me!" says he reproachfully. + + "'Call, and I follow; I follow, _though_ I die!'" + +"You're too silly for anything," returns she most ungratefully, +turning her back upon him. + +"'Twas ever thus,'" says Mr. Gower, who seems to be in a poetical +mood. "Yet what have I done?" + +"Oh, nothing--nothing!" cries Tita petulantly. "It is only the day! +Surely it would depress anyone!" + +Her eyes wandered down the room, and are now fixed upon the curtains +that hide the window where Mrs. Bethune and her husband are +conversing. + +"Anyone but _me!"_ says Mr. Gower, with an exalted air. "I was up +early this morning to----" + +"Up early! I like that! When _were_ you up?" asks Mrs. Chichester, +between whom and Randal there is always a living feud. "Why, you +can't get up even on Sundays, I hear, to be in time for service!" + +"What it is to be clever!" says Mr. Gower, looking at her with +enthusiastic admiration. "One hears _so much"_--pause--"that isn't +true!" + +"That's a mere put off," says she. "When were you up this morning? +Come now--honour bright!" + +"At shriek of day," says Gower with dignity. "Were _you_ ever up at +that time?" + +"Never!" says Mrs. Chichester, laughing. + +She has evidently that best of all things--a sense of humour; she +gives in. + +"Well, I was. I wish I hadn't been," says Mr. Gower. "When I opened +my window the rain beat upon me so hard that I felt it was a sort of +second edition kind of thing when I took my bath later on." + +"I'm so sorry the weather is turning out so horrid," says Tita. + +"I don't see why you should ever be sorry about anything," says Tom +Hescott, in his slow, musical voice. + +"Don't you?" She turns to him in a little quick way--a way that +brings her back to that hateful window down below there. "You are +right," she laughs gaily. It seems as if she had really cast that +window and its occupants behind her for ever. "Well, I _won't_ be. +By-the-by, I told you all that we are to go to a dance at Lady +Warbeck's on Thursday week? Thursday!--yes. Thursday week." + +"I remember! How delightful!" cries Mrs. Chichester. + +"Lady Warbeck! I know her," says Gower; "she has a son!" + +"Yes--a son." + +"Oh, _do_ go on! Lady Rylton, do tell us about him," says Mrs. +Chichester, who is ever in search of fresh fields and pastures new. + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +HOW TITA SUGGESTS A GAME OF BLIND MAN'S BUFF, AND WHAT COMES OF IT. + + + +"Well, I hardly can," says Tita, struggling with her memory. "He +seems a big man, with--_airs_, you know, and--and----" + +"Trousers!" puts in Mr. Gower. "I assure you," looking confidently +around him, "the checks on his trousers are so loud, that one can +hear him _rattle_ as he walks." + +"Oh! is that the Mr. Warbeck?" says Minnie. "I know; I met him in +town last July." + +"You met a hero of romance, then," says Gower. "That is, a thing out +of the common." + +"I know him too," says Mrs. Chichester, who has been thinking. "A +big man, a sort of giant?" + +"A horrid man!" says Tita. + +Mrs. Chichester looks at her as if amused. + +"Why horrid?" asks she. + +"Oh, I don't know," says Tita, shrugging her shoulders. "I didn't +like him, anyway." + +"I'm sure I'm not surprised," says Tom Hescott. + +He takes a step closer to Tita, as if to protect her. It seems +hideous to him that she should have to discuss--that she should even +have known him. + +"Well, neither am I," says Mrs. Chichester. "He _is _horrid, and as +ugly as the----" She had the grace to stop here, and change her +sentence. "As ugly can be." + +It is a lame conclusion, but she is consoled for it by the fact that +some of her audience understand what the natural end of that +sentence would have been. + +"And what manners!" says she. "After all," with a pretty little +shake of her head, "what can you expect of a man with hair as red as +a carrot?" + +"Decency, at all events," says Tom Hescott coldly. + +"Oh! That--last of all," says Mrs. Chichester. + +"Lady Warbeck is a very charming old lady," says Margaret Knollys, +breaking into the conversation with a view to changing it. + +"Yes," says Mrs. Chichester. She laughs mischievously. "And such a +delightful contrast to her son! She is so good." + +"She's funny, isn't she?" says Tita, throwing back her lovely little +head, and laughing as if at some late remembrance. + +"No; good--_good!"_ insists Mrs. Chichester. "Captain Marryatt, were +you with me when she called that day in town? No? Oh! _well,"_ with +a little glance meant for him alone--a glance that restores him at +once to good humour, and his position as her slave once more--"you +ought to have been." + +"What did she say, then?" asks Minnie Hescott. + +"Nothing to signify, really. But as a contrast to her son, she is +perhaps, as Lady Rylton has just said, 'funny.' It was about a +book--a book we are all reading nowadays; and she said she couldn't +recommend it to me, as it _bordered_ on impropriety! I was so +enchanted." + +"I know the book you mean," says Mrs. Bethune, who has just +sauntered up to them in her slow, graceful fashion. + +"Well, of course," says Mrs. Chichester. "Such nonsense condemning +it! As if anybody worried about impropriety nowadays. Why, it has +gone out of fashion. It is an exploded essence. Nobody gives it a +thought." + +"That is _fatally true,"_ says old Miss Gower in a sepulchral tone. +She has been sitting in a corner near them, knitting sedulously +until now. But now she uplifts her voice. She uplifts her eyes, too, +and fixes them on Mrs. Chichester the frivolous. "Do your own words +never make you shiver?" asks she austerely. + +"Never," gaily; "I often wish they would in warm weather." + +Miss Gower uprears herself. + +"Be careful, woman! be careful!" says she gloomily. "There is a +warmer climate in store for some of us than has been ever known on +earth!" + +She turns aside abruptly, and strides from the room. + +Randal Gower gives way to mirth, and so do most of the others. Mrs. +Chichester, it is true, laughs a little, but Tita can see that the +laughter is somewhat forced. + +She goes quickly up to her and slips her hand into hers. + +"Don't mind her," says she. "As if a little word here and there +would count, when one has a good heart, and I know you have one. We +shall all go to heaven, I think, don't you? Don't mind what she +hinted about--about that other place, you know." + +"Eh?" says Mrs. Chichester, staring at her as if astonished. + +"I _saw_ you didn't like it," says Tita. + +"Well, I didn't," says Mrs. Chichester, pouting. + +"No, of course, one wouldn't." + +"One wouldn't what?" + +"Like to be told that one would have to go to--_you_ know." + +"Oh, I see," says Mrs. Chichester, with some disgust. "Is that what +you mean? Oh, I shouldn't care a fig about that!" + +"About what, then?" asks Tita anxiously. + +"Well, I didn't like to be called _a woman!"_ says Mrs. Chichester, +frowning. + +"Oh!" says Tita. + +"Lady Rylton, where are you? You said you were going to get up blind +man's buff," cries someone at this moment. + +"Yes, yes, indeed. Maurice, will you come and help us?" says Tita, +seeing her husband, and going to him gladly, as a means of getting +out of her ridiculous interview with Mrs. Chichester, which has +begun to border on burlesque. + +"Certainly," says Sir Maurice; he speaks rapidly, eagerly, as if +desirous of showing himself devoted to any project of hers. + +"Well, then, come on--come on," cries she, gaily beckoning to her +guests right and left, and carrying them off, a merry train, to the +ball-room. + +"Now, who'll be blinded first?" asks Mr. Gower, who has evidently +constituted himself Master of the Ceremonies. + +"You!" cries Miss Hescott. + +"Not at all. There is only one fair way of arranging that," says +Tita. "I'll show you. Now," turning to her husband, "make them all +catch hands, Maurice--all in a ring, don't you know--and I'll show +you." + +They all catch hands; there is a slight tussle between Captain +Marryatt and Mr. Gower (who is nothing if not a born nuisance +wherever he goes), as to which of them is to take Mrs. Chichester's +right hand. This, providentially, is arranged by Mr. Gower's giving +in, and consenting on a grimace from her to take her _left_ hand. +Not that he wants it. Tom Hescott has shown himself desirous of +taking Tita's small fingers into his possession for the time being, +at all events--a fact pointed out to Rylton by Mrs. Bethune with a +low, amused little laugh; but Tita had told him to go away, as she +couldn't give her hand to _anybody_ for a moment, as she was going +to have the conduct of the affair. + +"Now, are you all ready?" asks she, and seeing them standing in a +circle, hands entwined, she runs suddenly to Maurice, disengages his +hand from Mrs. Bethune's with a little airy grace, gives her right +hand to the latter, and the left to Maurice, and, having so joined +the broken ring again, leans forward. + +"Now," cries she gaily, her lovely little face lit up with +excitement, "who ever the _last_ word comes to, he or she will have +to hunt us! See?" + +She takes her right hand from Mrs. Bethune's, that she may point her +little forefinger at each one in succession, and begins her +incantation with Mr. Gower, who is directly opposite to her, nodding +her head at each mystic word; and, indeed, so far as the beginning +of it goes, this strange chant of hers mystifies everybody--everybody +except Tom Hescott, who has played this game with her before, in the not +so very distant past--Tom Hescott, who is now gazing at her with a most +profound regard, all his soul in his eyes, oblivious of the fact that +two pairs of eyes, at all events, are regarding _him _very curiously. + + "Hena, Dena, Dina, Dus." + +"Good heavens!" interrupts Mr. Gower, with extravagant admiration. +"What command of language! I"--to miss Hescott--"didn't know she was +a linguist, did you?" + + "Calto, Wheela, Kila, Kus." + +"Oh, I say!" murmurs Mr. Gower faintly. "It can't be right, can it, +to say 'cuss words' at us like that? Oh, really, Rylton, _would _you +mind if I retired?" + + "Hot pan, Mustard, Jan, + Tiddledum, taddledum, twenty-one, + You raise up the latch, and walk straight out." + +The last word falls on Tom Hescott. "Out" comes to him. + +"There, Tom! You must be blindfolded," says Tita delightfully. +"Who's got a _big_ handkerchief?" + +"I wouldn't stand that, Hescott, if I were you," says Colonel +Neilson, laughing. + +"What is it?" asks Tom, who is a little abstracted. + +"Nothing much," says Mrs. Chichester mischievously. "Except that +Lady Rylton says your head is so big that she has sent to the +housekeeper for a young sheet to tie it up in." + +Hescott smiles. He can well afford his smile, his head being +wonderfully handsome, not too small, but slender and beautifully +formed. + +"Give me yours," says Tita, thrusting her hand into her husband's +pocket and pulling out his handkerchief. + +The little familiar action sends a sharp pang through Mrs. Bethune's +heart. + +"Now, Tom, come and be decorated," cries Tita. Hescott advances to +her, and stops as if waiting. "Ah!" cries she, "do you imagine I +could ever get up there!" + +She raises both her arms to their fullest height, which hardly +brings her pretty hands even to a level with his forehead. She +stands so for a moment, laughing at him through the gracefully +uplifted arms. It is a coquettish gesture, though certainly +innocent, and nobody, perhaps, would have thought anything of it but +for the quick, bright light that springs into Hescott's eyes. So she +might stand if she were about to fling her arms around his neck. + +"Down on your knees," cries Tita, giving herself the airs of a +little queen. + +Hescott drops silently on to them. He has never once removed his +gaze from hers. Such a strange gaze! One or two of the men present +grow amused, all the women interested. Margaret Knollys makes an +involuntary step forward, and then checks herself. + +"There!" says Tita, who has now bound the handkerchief over +Hescott's eager eyes. "Now are you sure you can't see? Not a blink?" +She turns up his chin, and examines him carefully. "I'm _certain_ +you can see out of this one," says she, and pulls the handkerchief a +little farther over the offending eye. "Now, get up. 'How many +horses in your father's stable?'" + +This is an embarrassing question, or ought to be, as Mr. Hescott's +father is dead; but he seems quite up to it. Indeed, it now occurs +to Sir Maurice that this cannot be the first time he has played +blind man's buff with his cousin. + +"'Three white and three gray.'" + +"An excellent stud!" says Mr. Gower. + +But Tita is not thinking of frivolities. Like Elia's old lady, the +"rigour of game" is all she cares for. She gives Tom Hescott one or +two little turns. + +"'Then turn about, and turn about,'" says she, suiting the action +to the word, "'And you don't catch _me_ till May-day.'" + +With this, she gives him a delicate little shove, and, picking up +the train of her gown, springs lightly backwards to the wall behind +her. + +And now the fun grows fast and furious. Hescott, who, I regret to +say, must have disarranged that handkerchief once for all, is making +great running with the lady guests. As Mr. Gower remarks, it is +perfectly wonderful how well he and Marryatt and the other men can +elude him. There is no difficulty at all about it! Whereas Mrs. +Chichester is in danger of her life any moment, and Mrs. Bethune has +had several narrow escapes. Tita, who is singularly nimble (fairies +usually are), has been able to dart to and fro with comparative +ease; but Margaret Knollys, who, to everybody's immense surprise, is +enjoying herself down to the ground, was very nearly caught once. + +"That was a near shave," says Colonel Neilson, who happens to be +near her when she runs, flushed and laughing, to the doorway. And +then--"How you are enjoying yourself!" + +"Yes. Isn't it foolish of me," says she; but she laughs still. + +"It is the essence of wisdom," says Neilson. + +Here a little giggle from Mrs. Chichester tells of _her_ having been +nearly caught. And now, now there is a skirmish down there, and +presently they can see Hescott drawing Tita reluctantly forward. + +Tita is making frantic signs to Mr. Gower. + +"It's not a fair capture unless you can guess the name of your +captive," says Gower, in answer to that frantic if silent appeal. + +Hescott raises his right hand, pretends to feel blindly in the air +for a moment, then his hand falls on Tita's sunny little head. It +wanders on her short curls--it is a very slow wandering. + +Mrs. Bethune looks up at Rylton, who is standing beside her. + +"Do you still doubt?" asks she, in a low whisper. + +"Doubt! I am a past master at it," says he bitterly. "I should be! +_You_ taught me!" + +"I! Oh, Maurice!" + +"Yes--you! Yesterday, as it seems to me, I believed in everyone. +To-day I doubt every soul I meet." + +At this point Hescott's "doubts," at all events, seem to be set at +rest. His hand has ceased to wander over the pretty head, and in a +low tone he says: + +"Titania!" + +This word is meant for Tita alone. A second later he calls aloud: + +"Lady Rylton!" + +But Maurice and Mrs. Bethune, who had been standing just behind him, +had heard that whispered first word. + +"Oh, you rare right," says Tita petulantly. "But you would never +have known me but for my hair. And I _hate_ being blindfolded, too. +Maurice, will you take it for me?" holding out to him the +handkerchief. + +"No!" says Rylton quietly, but decisively--so decisively that Mrs. +Chichester suddenly hides her face behind her fan. + +"What a No!" says she to Captain Marryatt. "Did you hear it? What's +the matter with him?" + +"He's jealous, perhaps," says Captain Marryatt. + +Mrs. Chichester gives way to wild, if suppressed, mirth. + +"Heavens! Fancy being jealous of one's own wife!" says she. "Now, if +it had been anyone else's----" + +"Yes, there would be reason in that!" says Captain Marryatt, so +gloomily that her mirth breaks forth afresh. + +He is always a joy to her, this absurd young man, who, in spite of +barbs and shafts, follows at her chariot wheels with a determination +worthy of a better cause. + +Gower, who also had heard that quiet "No," had come instantly +forward, and entreated Tita to blindfold him. And once more the fun +is at its height. Hescott, as compared with Randal Gower, is not +even _in_ it in this game. The latter simulates the swallow, and +even outdoes that wily bird in his swift dartings to and fro. Great +is his surprise, and greater still his courage--this last is +acknowledged by _all_--when, on a final swoop round the room with +arms extended, he suddenly closes them round the bony form of Miss +Gower, who had returned five minutes ago, and who, silent and +solitary, is standing in a distant corner breathing anathemas upon +the game. + +Everyone stops dead short--everyone looks at the ceiling; surely it +_must_ fall! There had been a general, if unvoiced, opinion up to +this that Mr. Gower could _see_; but now he is at once exonerated, +and may leave the dock at any moment without a stain upon his +character. + +"Come away! come away!" whisper two or three behind his back. + +Mrs. Chichester pulls frantically at his coat-tails; but Mr. Gower +holds on. He passes his hand over Miss Gower's gray head. + +"It is--it is--it _must_ be!" cries he, in a positive tone. +"It"--here his hand flies swiftly down her warlike nose--"it is +Colonel Neilson!" declares he, with a shout of triumph. + +"Unhand me, sir!" cries Miss Gower. + +She had not spoken up to this--but to compare her to a man! She +moves majestically forward. Gower unhands her, and, lifting one side +of his would-be blind, regards her fixedly. + +"It was the nose!" He looks round reproachfully at Neilson. "Just +see what you've let me in for!" says he. + +"Don't talk to me, sir!" cries his aunt indignantly. "Make no +excuses--none need be made! When one plays demoralizing games in +daylight, one should be prepared for anything;" and with this she +once more leaves the room. + +"Ah, we should have played demoralizing games at _midnight,"_ says +Mr. Gower, who doesn't look half as much ashamed of himself as he +ought, "then we should have been all right." + +Here somebody who is standing at one of the windows says suddenly: + +"It is clearing!" + +"Is it?" cries Tita. "Then I suppose we ought to go out! But what a +pity we couldn't have another game first!" + +She looks very sorry. + +"You certainly seemed to enjoy it," says Sir Maurice with a cold +smile, as he passes her. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +HOW TITA GETS A SCOLDING, AND HOW SHE REBELS AND ACCUSES SIR MAURICE +OF BREACH OF CONTRACT. + + + +"Can I come in?" + +Rylton's voice is a little curt as he knocks at his wife's door. It +is not the door opening into the corridor outside, but the inner +door that leads from her room to his, and to the dressing-room +beyond. + +"Yes, of course," cries Tita pleasantly. + +She is just on the point of dismissing her maid for the night--the +maid who has so little to do; no long hair to brush, only the soft +little curly locks that cover her mistress's head. She has taken off +Tita's evening gown, and, now that the little locks have been +carefully seen to, has taken off her dressing-gown also. It occurs +to Tita that she might as well take _herself_ off as well, and as +soon as possible. + +This thought makes her laugh. + +"You can go now, Sarah," says she to the maid, who loves her; "and +don't bring me my tea before eight to-morrow, because I'm as sleepy +as sleepy can be." + +She nods kindly to the dismissed maid, and, going to the door where +Rylton is presumably standing, lets him in. + +"How early you are!" says she, thinking of the glories of the +smoking-room below. + +"How late you are!" returns he. "I half fancied you would have been +asleep by this time!" + +"Oh, well, I soon shall be!" says she. "I was just going to say my +prayers as you came in; after that it won't take me a minute to get +out of my clothes, and," with a little laugh, "into my bed." + +Her clothes, as she stands at present, are so becoming that it seems +quite a pity that she should ever get out of them. Her neck and +arms--soft and fair and round as a little child's--are shining in +the lamplight, and beneath them the exquisite lace petticoat she +wears gives her the air of one who is just going to a fancy ball. It +is short enough to show the perfect little feet and the slender +ankles beneath it. + +"How inhospitable of you to desert your friends so soon!" says she. +"Why, you never come up till two, do you?--at least, so you tell +me." + +"You will catch cold if you stay like that," says he. + +It is a somewhat irrelevant remark; but, for the first time in all +his knowledge of her, the tender charm that is her own becomes clear +to him. It seems to him that she is a new being--one he has never +seen before; and, with this fresh knowledge, his anger towards her +grows stronger. + +"I!--in this weather! Why, it is hardly chilly even yet, in spite of +the rain; and, besides, I have this fire!" She catches his hand, and +draws him towards the hearthrug. "I am sure you have something to +say to me," says she. "Come and sit by the fire, and tell me all +about it." + +"It is nothing, really," says Rylton, resisting her pretty efforts +to push him into a luxurious lounging chair. "It is only a question +about your cousin." + +He leans his elbow on the chimney-piece, and looks down at her--a +dainty fairy lying now in the bosom of some soft pink cushions, with +her legs crossed and her toes towards the fire. She has clasped her +arms behind her head. + +"About Minnie?" + +"No." + +His heart hardens again. Is this duplicity on her part? How small, +how innocent, how girlish, how--reluctantly this--beautiful she +looks! and yet---- + +"About Tom, then?" + +"About Mr. Hescott"--coldly--"yes." + +"What! you don't like him?" questions Tita, abandoning her lounging +attitude, and leaning towards him. + +"So far as he is concerned," with increasing coldness, "I am quite +indifferent to him; it is of you I think." + +"Of me! And why of me? Why should you think of me?" + +"I hardly know," somewhat bitterly; "except that it is perhaps +better that _I_ should criticise your conduct than--other people." + +"I don't know what you mean!" says Tita slowly. + +Her charming face loses suddenly all its vivacity; she looks a +little sad, a little forlorn. + +"There is very little to know," says Rylton hurriedly, touched by +her expression. + +"But you said--you spoke of my _conduct!"_ + +"Well, and is there nothing to be said of that? This cousin----" He +stops, and then goes on abruptly: "Why does he call you Titania?" + +"Oh, it is an old name for me!" She looks at him, and, leaning back +again in her chair, bursts out laughing. She has flung her arms over +her head again, and now looks at him from under one of them with a +mischievous smile. "Is _that_ the whole?" says she. "He used to call +me that years ago. He used to say I was like a fairy queen." + +"Used he?" + +Rylton's face is untranslatable. + +"Yes. I was the smallest child alive, I do believe." She springs to +her feet, and goes up to Rylton in a swaying, graceful little +fashion. "I'm not so very big even _now_, am I?" says she. + +Rylton turns his eyes from hers with open determination; he steels +his heart against her. + +"About this cousin," he says icily. "He is the one who used to say +you had hands like iron, and a heart like velvet?" + +"Yes. _Fancy_ you remembering that!" says Tita, a sudden, quick +gleam of pleasure dyeing her pretty cheeks quite red. + +"I always remember," returns Rylton distantly. + +His tone is a repulse. The lovely colour fades from her face. + +"I'm tired," says she suddenly, petulantly. She moves to the other +end of the room, and, opening a wardrobe, pretends to make some +rearrangements with its contents. "If you have nothing more to +say"--with perhaps more honesty than politeness--"I wish you would +go away." + +"I _have_ something more to say." The very nervousness he is feeling +makes his tone unnecessarily harsh. "I object to your extreme +intimacy with your cousin." + +Tita drops the dress she has just taken from the wardrobe, and comes +back once more into the full light of the lamp. Her barer and +slender arms are now hanging straight before her, her fingers +interlaced; she looks up at him. + +"With _Tom?"_ + +"With Mr. Hescott." + +"I have known Tom all my life," defiantly. + +"I don't care about that. One may know people all one's life, and +yet have very unpleasant things said about one." + +_ "Can_ one----" She stops suddenly, facing him, her eyes fixed on +his; her lips part, her slight little frame quivers as if with +eagerness. It grows quite plain that there is something she desires +passionately to say to him--something terrible-- but all at once she +controls herself; she makes a little gesture with her right hand, as +if throwing something from her, and goes on quickly, excitedly: +"What do you mean? Who has been talking about me?" + +"I didn't say anyone had been talking about you." + +"Yes, you did! You hinted it, at all events. Go on. Tell me who it +was." + +"Even if I knew I should not tell you," says Rylton, who is now +white with anger. + +He had understood her hesitation of a moment since. He had known +exactly what she wanted to say to him, and unfortunately the +pricking of is conscience had only served to add fuel to the fire of +his discontent towards her. + +"Well, _I'll_ tell _you,"_ says Tita, coming a step closer to him, +her eyes blazing. "It was Mrs. Bethune. I know that she is no friend +of mine. And I may as well say at once that I detest her. _You_ may +like her, but I don't, and I never shall. She's a _beast!"_ + +"Tita!" + +Her husband stares at her aghast. The small form seems transfigured. +Has she grown? + +"Yes--a _beast!_ I don't care what you think. I'm not afraid of +you--remember that! I was not even afraid of Uncle George. I shall +never be afraid of anyone in all this wide, wide world!" + +Suddenly her passion breaks down. Her arms fall to her sides, and +she leans back against the end of her bed like a broken lily. + +"Tita--if you would let me explain," says Rylton, who is overcome by +her forlorn attitude, "I----" + +"No." He would have laid his hands gently upon her pretty bare +shoulders, but she repulses him. "I want no explanation; there +_isn't_ one." + +Then, to his surprise and misery, she covers her face with both her +hands and bursts into tears. + +"You are unkind," sobs she wildly. "And you are not _true_. You +don't tell the truth. You said--you _said,"_ passionately, "that you +would be good to me. That you would let me do as I liked--that I +should be happy! That was why I married you! That I might be happy! +And now--now----" + +"But to do as you liked! Tita, be reasonable." + +"Oh, _reasonable!_ Uncle George used to talk to me like that. _He_ +was a reasonable person, I suppose; and so are you. And he--hated +me!" She grows silent as one might when some dreadful thought +assails one. "Perhaps," says the poor child, in a quick, frightened +sort of way, "you hate me too. Perhaps everyone hates me. There are +people whom everyone hates, aren't there?" + +"Are there?" asks Rylton drearily. + +At this moment, at all events, he feels himself to be hateful. What +a pitiful little face he is looking at! + +"Yes, my uncle detested me," says Tita slowly, as if remembering +things. "He said I ought not to have had all that money. That if I +had not been born, he would have had it. But one can't help being +born. One isn't asked about it! If"--she pauses, and the tears well +up into her eyes again--"if _I_ had been asked, I should have said +no, _no_, NO!" + +"Don't talk like that," says Rylton. + +There is a sensation of chokiness about his throat. How young she +is--how small--and to be _already_ sorry that ever she was born! +What a slender little hand! Just now it is lying crushed against her +breast. And those clear eyes. Oh, if only he could have felt +differently towards her--if he could have loved her! All this passes +through his mind in an instant. He is even thinking of making her +some kindly speech that shall heal the present breach between them, +when she makes a sudden answer to his last remark. + +"If you weren't here, I shouldn't have to talk at all," says she. + +"True," he returns, feeling a little discomfited. "Well, good-night, +Tita." + +"Good-night." + +She refuses to see his proffered hand. + +"Of course," says Rylton, who now feels _he_ is in the wrong, "I am +very sorry that I--that I----" + +"Yes, so am I," with a saucy little tilting of her chin. + +"Sorry," continues Rylton, with dignity, "that I felt it my duty +to--to----" + +"Make a fool of yourself? _So am I!"_ says Lady Rylton. + +After this astounding speech there is silence for a moment or two. +Then Rylton, in spite of himself, laughs. And after a faint struggle +with _her_self, Tita joins in his mirth. Emboldened by this +departure, and really anxious to make it up with her, Rylton bids +her good-night again, and this time would have added a kiss to his +adieu. But Tita pushed him away. + +"Kiss you? Not likely!" says she scornfully; "I shall never want to +kiss you again in all my life!" + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +HOW RYLTON'S HEART CONDEMNS HIM. AND HOW, AS HE WALKS, A SERPENT +STINGS HIM. AND HOW HE IS RECOVERED OF HIS WOUND. AND HOW THE LITTLE +RIFT IS MENDED--BUT WITH TOO FINE THREAD. + + + +Rylton had gone to his own room in a strange frame of mind. He +called it aggrieved, but, _au fond_, there were some grains of +remorse at the bottom of it. He had married her, and in spite of all +things was bound to protect her. That sad little touch of hers, +"Perhaps everyone hates me," had gone to his heart. + +There were other things that had gone home too. Little things, but +bitter to the senses of one highly cultured; and of course the +Ryltons had been accustomed to the best of things always. Tita's +phrases grated a good deal. That "make a fool of yourself" had sunk +deep, and there were so many other extraordinary expressions. The +women of his own world very often used them in fun, but Tita used +them in earnest: that made all the difference. + +And yet--he was sorry that he had vexed her. It kept him sleepless +an hour almost, dwelling upon this, and even in the morning, when he +awoke, it was the first thought that assailed him. + + + + * * * * * + + + +It is in truth a lovely morning. Sweet as June, and fresh as "Fresh +May." + +Rylton, whilst dressing, tells himself he wishes to goodness he had +been clever enough to make it up with his wife before going to bed +last night. Nothing so horrid as little coldnesses, little +bickerings before one's guests--and Tita is so untutored that +probably she will make it rather unbearable for him during +breakfast. + +He has underrated Tita, however. She is almost the first down, and +gets through the morning salutations to her guests in the gayest +style, and takes possession of the teapot and the huge old urn quite +calmly. She has delivered up the coffee to Margaret, to whom she +always look as a sure ally. So calm, so pretty in her demeanour, +that Rylton, taking heart of grace, throws to her a word or two--to +his utter chagrin! + +Not that the words are not responded to; not one of them, indeed, +but is answered, yet Tita's eyes had not gone with her words. They +had been downcast; busied, presumably, with the tea-cup now, or a +smile to her neighbour on her left, or a chiding to the fox-terrier +at her knee. She gives Rylton the impression, at all events, that +she will be civil to him in the future, but that she regrets the +fact that she has to be. + +When the hateful meal is over he rises, telling himself that he must +make it up with her, and as soon as possible. That child! to have a +living feud with _her_. It is out of the question! And, besides, +before one's guests! How bad it will look. A disagreement is not +allowed between a host and hostess--when one is staying in their +house, at all events. It is quite simple to get all the quarrelling +over beforehand, to so arrange as to look like winged angels when +one's house-party is here to see. + +He refuses to have anything to do with a swift glance from Mrs. +Bethune as he leaves the breakfast-room. He gets quickly past her, +disturbed at heart, and going through the hall, turns abruptly +towards the stables. + +The day is lovely. A sort of Indian summer reigns. And presently +most of those staying in the house turn their steps towards the +pleasure grounds. The tennis courts have been kept marked, in spite +of the fact that the regular tennis season is at an end, and Mr. +Gower, who is an indefatigable player, has called on Miss Hescott to +get up a double with him. + +The idea has evidently caught on, for now everyone seems to be +swarming tennis-wards, rackets in hand, and tennis shoes on feet. + +Rylton, turning back from the stables an hour later, and with a mind +still much upset, finds all the courts occupied, and everyone very +much alive. Standing on the top of the stone steps that lead down to +one of the courts, he glances sharply round him. No! Tita is not +here. Tita, who is a perfect devotee where tennis is concerned. +Where is she, then? A second time his glance sweeps the tennis +courts, and now his brow grows dark; Hescott is not here, either. + +He draws in his breath a little sharply, and without descending the +steps, goes round the courts nearest him to where an opening in the +wood will lead him beyond fear of conversation. + +As he reaches this opening, a voice behind him cries gaily, "Whither +away, Sir Maurice?" + +He turns and manages to smile pleasantly at Minnie Hescott, who, +with Mrs. Bethune, is close behind him. A fancy that Marian has +brought Miss Hescott here to say something occurs to him, and he +curses himself for the thought. Is he growing suspicious of +_everyone?_ + +"I was going down to one of the lower farms," says he in a light +tone. He had not been going there, but the evasion seems impossible +to avoid. + +"You won't find anything _there,"_ says Mrs. Bethune, smiling at +him. She is dressed entirely in black, and from under the huge black +hat that shades her face her eyes gleam up at him in a sort of +mockery--sad, yet beseeching. She is looking beautiful! Her pale +face, so refined; the masses of her rich, red hair shining +gorgeously in the clear sunlight. + +"No? I shall find old Wicks and his wife, at all events." + +"Oh, that? Yes." + +"Why, what did you think I was looking for?" + +"I really hardly know;" she smiles, and then says quietly, "Why, +amusement, of course." + +At this moment Minnie Hescott, who detests being left out of +anything, determines on boring a way into the _tête-à-tête_ before +her. + +"Where is Tita?" asks she. "We wanted her for tennis, she is such a +good player; but no one could find her." + +"Not even your brother?" asks Mrs. Bethune. + +"Not even Tom; she disappeared somewhere after breakfast." + +"Why, so did he!" and Mrs. Bethune lifts her brows in a very amused +fashion. + +"Oh no, he didn't," says Minnie Hescott, casting a sudden shrewd +glance at her. "He was in the library writing letters till an hour +ago. I know that, because I was with him." + +"What an excellent sister you are!" says Mrs. Bethune, with a slight +laugh. + +"Why?" asks Miss Hescott slowly. "Because I was with him?" Her tone +is a little dangerous. + +"Naturally," says Mrs. Bethune, saving herself promptly. "To be +always with one's brother shows devotion indeed; but you forget your +_rôle_, don't you? Where has he been for the past hour? You haven't +told us that! Surely you have not forsaken him now, when it may be +the hour of his extremity." Her tone is jesting, but all through it +Rylton can read between the lines. + +"He is with Colonel Neilson, at the kennels," replies Miss Hescott +promptly. + +"Ah, I told you you were a good sister," says Mrs. Bethune. + +"Because I said Tom was with Colonel Neilson? Do you think he +_isn't_ with him?" asks Minnie, looking at her fixedly. + +"My _dear_ girl! What a _bêtise!_ No! Because you take such care to +know what he is doing. And so he is now with Colonel Neilson?" + +"Yes," shortly. + +"I'm afraid I must go," says Sir Maurice; "if I don't catch those +Wickses at this hour I shall never catch them at all." He nods to +Minnie. For a second his eyes meet Marian's. There is something in +them that so satisfies her, that on way back with Minnie she makes +herself thoroughly agreeable to that astute damsel. What _was_ there +in his eye?--rage, hatred, revenge! + +In truth, Rylton's mind is full of evil thoughts as he strides +onward into the recesses of the wood. The falling autumn leaves +crackle beneath his swift tread, and through the trees the sky shows +signs of storm. But what storm in all Nature can be compared with +the rage that stirs the heart of man? + +Marian Bethune's coverts hints, added to his own suspicions, have +set his heart on fire! And that girl's attempts at evasion, her +hiding of her brother's faults--all that, too, had been laid bare to +him by Marian! + +Just now it seems to him as true as life itself that Tita and Tom +Hescott have gone for a walk together; somewhere--anywhere beyond +the ken of those of her own household. To think that he should have +sacrificed his whole life--that he should have married this child, +who is less to him that thistledown, to be cast aside by her, and to +let her bring down his good name with ignominy to the dust. + +He is striding onwards, lost in miserable thought, when suddenly +footsteps, coming quickly towards him, rouse him. Someone is +laughing. The laughter strikes to his very soul. When people laugh +seldom, one always knows their laugh. Before Tom Hescott turns the +corner Rylton knows it is his. But his companion! + +"Why, there you are, Rylton!" says Colonel Neilson at the top of his +voice. "By Jove! well met! We've been disputing about a point in the +tenant right down here, and you can set us straight!" + +Rylton can hardly account to himself for the terrible revulsion of +feeling he endures at this moment. Is it joy? _Can_ it be joy? What +is she to him or he to her? Yet positively it is a most thankful joy +he feels as he sees these two men approaching him together. After +all, Minnie Hescott had been right. It is perhaps worthy of notice +that he does not say to himself that Marian Bethune had been wrong! + +He sets Colonel Neilson straight on a point or two, and then goes on +again, striking now, however, into a pathway that leads him very far +from the farm he had proposed to visit. It opens out into a pleasant +little green sward dotted with trees, through which the sun glints +delicately. One of these trees is a gnarled old oak. + +As Rylton steps into this open glade the oak attracts him. He looks +at it--first carelessly, and then with sharp interest. What strange +fruit is that hanging on it? A foot!--an exquisite little slipper! + +He stands still, and looks higher; and there he sees Tita embedded +amongst the leaves, half reclining on a giant bough and reading. The +book is on her knees, her eyes upon her book. + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +HOW TITA TAKES HIGH GROUND, AND HOW SHE BRINGS HER HUSBAND, OF ALL +PEOPLE, TO HER FEET. + + + +She looks like a little elf. All at once the pretty beauty of her +breaks upon Rylton. The reaction from such extreme doubt of her to a +clear certainty has made his appreciation of her kinder--has, +perhaps, opened his eyes to the perfections she possesses. However +this may be, there is, beyond question, a great deal of remorse in +his soul as he walks towards the tree in which she sits enshrined. + +How will she receive him? Not a word, save those much-begrudged ones +at breakfast, has passed between them since last night; and this +hurrying away from the others, does it not mean a dislike to meet +_him?_ + +"You have mounted very high in the world!" says he, stopping beneath +the tree and addressing her. + +He has come towards her very softly on the grass--so softly that she +has not heard his coming. And now, as he speaks, she starts +violently, and looks down at him as if surprised out of all measure. +In a second, however, she recovers herself. + +"True!" says she; "I have married you!" + +It is to be still war, then! Rylton bites his lips, but controls +himself. It is plain he is not forgiven. But, after all, she has had +something to forgive, and more--_far_ more than she even knows. That +last suspicion of her was base. + +"That is an unkind little speech!" says he gently. "It reminds me +that it was you who set _me_ up in the world." + +This shaft tells. + +Tita colours warmly; her generous soul shrinks from such an +accusation. + +"I didn't mean that," says she; "you know very well I didn't. I +wish," petulantly, "you would go away; I want to read." + +"Well, I'm going," says Rylton. As a means of carrying out this +promise, he props himself up with a branch of the tree on which she +is sitting--a branch on a level with her dainty little silk-clad +feet. He has leant both his arms on it, and now involuntarily his +eyes rest upon her shoes. "What beautiful feet you have!" says he +slowly. + +It is a perfectly Machiavellian speech. Tita's feet are beyond +argument, and there is not a woman in _this_ world, any way, who has +beautiful feet, who doesn't want everyone to tell her all about +them. + +"No, no; they're nothing," says she, making a pretence of tucking up +the much-maligned feet in question under her frock, which basely +fails to help her. + +But even as she says this she smiles--reluctantly, no doubt; but, +still, she _does_ smile--and casts a glance at Rylton from under her +long lashes. It is a delightful look--half pleased, half defiant, +wholly sweet. + +"Forgive me, Tita!" says her husband quickly. + +"I don't want you to talk to me like that," says she, with a frown. + +"But I must say that. Well, will you?" + +"I don't know." She stops, and again casts that pretty glance at +him. "At all events, you will have to promise me one thing." + +"Anything." + +"No; I'm in earnest." + +"So am I." + +He ventures now to take one of the charming feet so close to him +into one of his hands, and strokes the instep softly with the other. + +"Oh no! you are never in earnest with me," says the girl. "But what +I want you to say is, that you won't do it again." + +"Do what?" + +"Scold me." + +"Never--never!" says Rylton. + +"That's a promise, mind." + +"I shall mind it." + +"Very well--I forgive you." + +"Let me bring you back to Mother Earth, then," says Rylton. + +"No, thank you; I can take myself down." + +"That's being unkind to yourself. Take down your friends if you +like, but spare yourself." + +"I should like to take _you_ down," says she maliciously. + +"Am _I_ your friend, then?" + +"No--no, indeed!" + +"Well----" + +He pauses and looks at her. All at once it seems to him that perhaps +he _is_ her friend--a friend--a mere friend! But could a man who +loved another woman be an honest friend to his wife? + +"Are you?" asks Tita. + +"Yes. Didn't I want to take you down just now?" + +At this she gives in and laughs a little. He laughs too. + +"You are too clever for me," says she. + +"And you--what are you? Too good for me, perhaps." + +"I don't think you ought to say things you don't mean," says Tita. +"But as you have made that promise--why, you _may_ take me down +now." + +She leans towards him, holding out her arms. He takes her into his, +and brings her slowly, carefully to the grass beside him. Even when +safely landed here he still holds her. + +"We _are_ friends?" asks he. + +His tone is a question. + +"Yes, yes, of course," impatiently. "Are they playing tennis? Do you +think they want me?" + +It is impossible for him to misunderstand her meaning. A longing to +get back to the others to play, and win at her favourite game of +tennis, has been in part the cause of her ready forgiveness. + +"Certainly they want you," says he, surprised at himself for the +touch of chagrin he feels. "But," still holding her, "you have quite +made it up with me, haven't you?" + +"Quite--quite." + +"But what a way to make it up!" says Rylton reproachfully. + +He is smiling all through, however. + +"What's the matter with it?" asks Tita. + +"Don't you know? Must I tell you? Last night, Tita, you told me you +would never want to kiss me again." + +"Well, kissing's a bore," says Tita, with a little grimace. "I never +want to kiss anyone really, except----" + +She hesitates. + +"Except?" asks Rylton, his grasp tighter on her arms. + +"Except Margaret." + +Rylton bursts out laughing; for the moment he believes her, +afterwards-- + +"What a baby you are!" says he; "and what a cruel baby! Tita, I +shan't believe you have forgiven me unless you----" + +"I think it is _you_ who are the baby," says she, with a shrug. +"What on earth _do_ you want to kiss me for? Well, there," holding +up to him the coolest, freshest cheek in the world, "you can kiss me +if you like." + +"Is that all?" says Rylton, somewhat piqued. + +"Yes--all," with decision. "I can't bear people to kiss me on my +mouth." + +"Perhaps you would prefer that people would not kiss you at all?" + +"Well, yes, I should," says she. "But," quickly, "of course, you are +not quite like other people. You may kiss my cheek if you like." + +"Thank you," says Rylton. "I appreciate the difference." + +He kisses her cheek discreetly, but would have liked to shake her as +he does so. + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +HOW EVERYONE GOES TO LADY WARBECK'S DANCE, AND HELPS TO MAKE IT A +SUCCESS; AND HOW MANY CURIOUS THINGS ARE SAID AND DONE THERE. + + + +Everyone has come now, and old Lady Warbeck, resplendent in pearls +and brocade, has dropped into a chair that some charitable person +has placed behind her. + +It is indeed close upon midnight, and dancing it at its height. +Flowers are everywhere, and a band from town has been secured. This +latter is quite a flight on the part of Lady Warbeck, who, as a +rule, trusts the music to the local geniuses. Altogether everyone +acknowledges it is very well done. Very well done _indeed_, and a +good deal more than one would expect from the Warbecks! + +Old Sir Thomas is marching round, paying senile compliments to all +the prettiest girls; his son Gillam, with a diamond stud that you +could see a mile off, is beaming on Mrs. Bethune, who is openly +encouraging him. Indeed, "The Everlasting," as he is called by his +friends (it is always one's friends who give one a bad name), is +careering round and about Mrs. Bethune with a vigour hardly to be +expected of him. He is looking even younger than usual. Though fully +forty-five, he still looks only thirty--the reason of his nickname! +Everyone is a little surprised at Mrs. Bethune's civility to him, +she having been studiously cold to all men save her cousin Sir +Maurice during the past year; but Mrs. Bethune herself is quite +aware of what she is doing. Of late--it seems difficult of +belief--but of late she has fancied Maurice has avoided her. He was +always a little highflown with regard to morals, dear Maurice, but +she will reform him! A touch, just a _touch_ of jealousy will put an +end to the moral question! + +She has thrown aside the dark colours she usually affects, and is +to-night all in white. So is Tita. So is Mrs. Chichester, for the +matter of that. The latter is all smiles, and is now surrounded by a +little court of admirers at the top of the room, Captain Marryatt, +fatuous as ever, by her side, and the others encircling her. + +"Quite refreshing to see so many men all together," says she in a +loud voice, addressing everybody at once. She likes an audience. "As +a rule, when one gets into the country, one sticks a glass in one's +eye, and ask, 'Where's the MAN?'" + +"I never heard anything so unkind in my life," says Mr. Gower, with +a deep reproach. "I'm sure ever since _you_ have been in the country +you have had a regiment round you, waiting on your lightest word." + +"Oh! you git!" says Mrs. Chichester, who is as vulgar as she is +well-born. Her glance roams down the room. "Just look at Mrs. +Bethune and 'The Everlasting,'" says she. _"Aren't_ they going it? +And for once the fair Bethune is well-gowned." + +"Yet I hear she is very hard up at present," says a woman near her. +"What eyes she has!" + +"I was told she made her own gowns," says another, laughing. + +"Pouf!" says Mrs. Chichester. "That's going a trifle too far. One +may make the garment that covers one--I'm sure I don't know, but +I've heard it--but no one ever made a _gown_ except a regular +clothes woman--a modiste." + +"And, for the matter of that, hers is beautiful. Do you see how the +catch at the side of the dress is? It shows the bit of satin lining +admirably." + +"Well, but how did she get such a charming gown if she is as you +say--well, 'hard up'?" + +"Ah! To go into a thing like that! How _rude!"_ says Mrs. +Chichester, going off into a little convulsion of laughter behind +her fan. + +"Talking of clothes," says Captain Marryatt at the moment, "did you +ever see anything like Gillam's get up?" + +"Gillam? Is that Mrs. Bethune's partner?" + +"Yes. Just look at his trousers, his diamonds! How _can_ Mrs. +Bethune stand it all?" + +"Perhaps she admires it--the diamonds at all events." + +"'My love in his attire doth show his wit!'" quotes Marryatt, who +likes to pose as a man of letters. + +"'When the age is in the wit is out,'" quotes Gower in his turn, +who can never resist the longing to take the wind out of somebody's +sails; "and, after all, The Everlasting is not a youth! No doubt his +intellect is on the wane." + +"He's a cad, poor fellow!" says one the cavalry men from the +barracks at Merriton. + +"Nonsense!" says the girl with him, a tall, heavy creature. "Why, +his father is a baronet." + +The cavalry man regards her with pity. How _little_ she knows! + +"A cad is not always the son of a sweep," says he, giving his +information gently; "sometimes--he is the son of a prince." + +"Ah! now you are being very funny," says the girl, who thinks he is +trying to be clever. + +"Yes, really, isn't he?" says Mrs. Chichester, who knows them both; +she is a sort of person who always knows everybody. Give her three +days in any neighbourhood whatsoever, and she'll post you up in all +the affairs of the residents there as well as if she had dwelt +amongst them since the beginning of time. _You,_ who have lived with +them for a hundred years, will be nowhere; she'll always be able to +tell you something about them you never heard before. + +"Isn't he?" says she; she is now regarding the heavy girl with +suppressed, but keen, amusement. "And to be funny in this serious +age is unpardonable. Don't do it again, Captain Warrender, as you +value your life." + +"I shan't!" says he. "A second attempt might be fatal!" + +"How well Mr. Hescott dances!" goes on Mrs. Chichester, who admires +Tom Hescott. + +"True. The very worst of us, you see, have _one_ good point," says +Gower. + +"I don't consider Mr. Hescott the worst of you, by a long way," +returns she. + +"Oh no, neither do I," says a pretty little woman next to her, a +bride of a few weeks, who, with her husband, has just come up. + +"I have you on my side then, Lady Selton?" says Mrs. Chichester. + +Lady Selton nods her reply. She is panting, and fanning herself +audibly. Without the slightest ear for music, she has been plunging +round the room with her husband, who is still so far infatuated as +to half believe she can dance. She is an extremely pretty woman, so +one can condone his idiocy. + +At this moment Hescott appears. He goes straight to the bride. He +has been sent, indeed, by Lady Warbeck. + +"Will you give me the pleasure of this dance, Lady Selton?" asks he. + +"It? What is it?" nervously. + +"A waltz." + +He is smiling at her. She has a charming figure. Of course she can +dance. Tom Hescott would not have asked the loveliest woman in the +land to waltz with him, if he knew her to be a bad dancer. + +"I can't waltz at all," says the bride. But her husband comes to the +rescue. + +"Oh, nonsense!" says he, smilingly. "Hescott dances so well that he +will teach you. Go, go with him." He gives her a playful little push +towards Hescott, who is looking very blank. "You'll get into it in +no time." + +"Get into it." + +The disgust that is writ so large on Hescott's face, as he leads her +away, makes Mrs. Chichester shake with laughter. + +"He'll find it a slight difference after Lady Rylton's waltzing," +says she to Marryatt. + +"He'll find a difference in every way. Lady Selton is devoted to her +husband----" + +"And Lady Rylton----" + +_"Well!"_ He hesitates. + +"How vague! But I know, I know! By-the-bye," with a swift change of +tone that quite deceives him, "which do you admire most?" + +"Oh, Lady Rylton, of course. Lady Selton is pretty--in a +way--but----" + +"Then you prefer the woman who is _not_ devoted to her husband?" + +"I don't see how that argument comes in," says he quickly. "Some +husbands are--are----" + +"Quite true. They are indeed," interrupts Mrs. Chichester, who seems +to be enjoying herself. "But what an aspersion on poor Sir Maurice." + +"I wasn't thinking of him," says Marryatt hurriedly. + +"Of whom then?" + +She fixes her eyes full on his--eyes merry with mischief. + +"Oh, I don't know," says he confusedly. + +"Of _my_ husband?" + +"Mrs. Chichester, I don't think----" + +"That's right," says she, rising and slipping her arm into his. +"Never think; it's about the most foolish thing anyone can do. _I +_never think. I only wait; waiting is full of promise." + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +HOW RYLTON ASKS HIS WIFE TO TREAD A MEASURE WITH HIM, AND HOW THE +FATES WEAVE A LITTLE MESH FOR TITA'S PRETTY FEET. + + + +"Will you give me this dance, Tita?" asks Sir Maurice, going up to +his wife. + +Tita is standing in a recess near the window. The window is wide +open, and filled at each corner with giant ferns in pots. + +"Ye--es," says Tita, with hesitation. + +"Of course, if you are engaged----" + +"That's it, I'm not quite sure." + +Rylton laughs unpleasantly. + +"Oh, if you want to give it to somebody else----" + +"I don't," returns Tita calmly. "You dance better than anyone here, +except Tom." + +"Perhaps, then, you wish to reserve it for Tom? I see you have +already danced a good deal with Tom." + +"It is such a pleasure to dance with him," says she +enthusiastically. + +"One can see how you regard it." + +"What do you mean?" looking at him. "Have I danced too much with him? +If you imagine----" + +"I shouldn't presume to imagine. But this dance, why can't I have +it?" + +"Well, to tell you the truth, I've lost my card. I can't think what +I have done with it." + +"Dropped it, perhaps." + +"No; I _fancy"_--frowning as if trying to remember--"that I gave it +to somebody to keep for me." + +"Tom, perhaps," dryly. + +"I think not." + +"Well, your partner for this dance, whoever he is, doesn't seem to +be in a hurry to claim you," says Rylton, making his rude speech +very suavely. "You may as well give it to me." + +At this moment Hescott, looking rather out of breath, comes up to +them, pushing the curtain near him aside. + +"What a place to hide yourself!" says he to Tita. "I have been +hunting for you everywhere." Here he catches sight of Rylton. "Oh, +you, Rylton! Tita is in good company, at all events." + +"She is always in good company, of course," returns Rylton, smiling. + +"Why, is it _you,_ then, who is my partner?" says Tita, quickly +looking at Tom. "Maurice wants me to dance this with him. I told him +I should be delighted to, but----" + +"Did you tell me that?" interrupts Sir Maurice, always smiling. + +"Well, if I didn't say it, I meant it," with a shrug. "But, you see, +I had lost my card, so I wasn't sure whether I was engaged to +somebody else or not." + +"Why----" begins Hescott. + +He stops dead short. Suddenly it occurs to him that perhaps she +doesn't wish her husband to _know!_ He curses himself for this +thought afterwards. She--_she_ to descend to duplicity of any sort! + +"It is you who have my card!" cries Tita suddenly, as if just +remembering, and with a merry laugh. "Of course! How could I have +forgotten!" + +"How, indeed!" says her husband pleasantly; his mouth is looking a +little hard, however. + +"Give it to me," says Tita. + +Hescott gives her the car in silence. If she is ignorant, he, at all +events, is quite aware that there is thunder in the atmosphere. + +Tita runs her eye down the card. + +"Yes, this dance is yours," says she, looking up at Tom. + +"If you would prefer to dance it with Sir Maurice----" begins he. + +He is looking at her. His heart feels on fire. _Will_ she elect to +dance with this husband, who, as report goes, so openly prefers +another? + +"No, no, no!" cries Tita gaily; "I have promised you. Maurice can +ask me for another later on." + +"Certainly," says Sir Maurice courteously. + +He nods and smiles at them as they leave the recess, but once past +his view, his expression changes; his brow grows black as night. +What does it all mean? Is she as innocent as heaven itself, or as +false as hell? All things point the latter way. + +First she had said---- What was it she had said? That she didn't +know whether she were engaged to this dance or not. A clear putting +off--a plan to gain time. She had lost her card; she couldn't +imagine how and where. Then comes the inevitable cousin _with_ the +card. And his hesitation--that was fatal. He surely was clever +enough to have avoided that. _She_ had known what to do, however; +she had taken the bull by the horns. She had given "Tom," as she +calls him, a safe lead. + +And yet--and yet! Her face comes back to him. Could he accuse that +face of falsehood? And another thing: If she and that cousin of hers +were in collusion, would they have so openly defied him, as it were? + +No; it is out of the question. So far as she goes, at all events, +there is nothing to complain of. That she is indifferent to him--her +husband--is, of course, beyond question. He himself had arranged all +that beforehand--before his marriage. Both he and she were to have +a loose rein, and there was to be no call for affection on either +side. + +His mind runs back to those early days when he had asked Tita to +marry him. He had been altogether satisfied with the arrangements +then made--arrangements that left him as free as air, and his wife +too. He had thought with boredom of this marriage, and had grasped +at any alleviation of the martyrdom. And now it is just as he had +ordained it. And yet---- + +Tita has disappeared. Once or twice he had caught a glimpse of her +floating round the room with her cousin, but for the past five +minutes she has not been _en évidence_ at all. Sir Maurice, moving +out of the recess, is touched by a hand from behind. He turns. + +Marian Bethune, beautiful, more animated than usual, and with her +eyes sparkling, smiles up at him. + +"How dull you look!" cries she gaily. "Come out here on the balcony +and enjoy the moonlight for awhile." + +She had been standing out there in the shadow, and had heard and +seen what had occurred between Tita and her husband, and later on +with Tom Hescott. Rylton follows her. The soft chill of the air +outside attracts him. It seems to check all at once the bitter anger +that is raging in his heart. It surprises himself that he should be +so angry. After all, what is Tita to him? A mere name. And yet---- + +Outside here the night looks exquisite. Star after star one sees +decking the heavens with beauty. + + "Many a night I saw the Pleiads, rising through the mellow shade, + Glitter like a swarm of fire-flies tangled in a silver braid." + +Such a night is this, delicate, tender, its charms heightened by a +soft low wind that sweeps over the gardens and sends a sigh or two +to the balconies above. + +"Well!" says Mrs. Bethune. + +She had led him to the far end of the balcony, where no seats are, +and where, therefore, one may be sure of seclusion--for the moment, +at all events. She looks up at him. Some pale pink lamps from behind +throw a slight radiance on her--not too deep a radiance. They are +too far behind for that, but yet enough to soften her, to idealize +her, and to render even more delicate the exquisite flesh tints of +her face. + +She has waited for her answer some time, but is well satisfied that +no answer has been forthcoming. Rylton's eyes are resting upon hers, +as if surprised at this new fairness of hers. His glance is full of +admiration, yet there is something of sadness--of anger in it, too, +that annoys her, in spite of her exultation. For whom is the +anger--for that little fool he has married? It seems to her an +absurd thing that he should cast a thought, even an angry one, upon +his wife when she--Marian--is here. + +She has been leaning upon the rails of the balcony, and now draws +closer to him. + +"Why waste a thought on her?" says she in a low tone that is almost +a whisper. + +"On her! Who?" asks he quickly, and with an evident start. + +"Oh!" with a shrug. "If you don't wish to go into it." + +"But into what?" + +He frowns. He is feeling very irritable still, in spite of his +admiration of her beauty. + +She makes a little gesture of contempt. + +"If you will not acknowledge me as even your friend." + +"You!" says he sharply. "You! _Are_ you my friend?" + +There is a pause. She looks away from him. And then---- + +"Oh, _more_ than that!" cries she in a low but passionate tone. +_"Far_ more!" + +She lays her hand upon her throat, and looks up to heaven. The +moonlight, striking upon her as she so stands, makes her fairness +even greater. + +"Marian! You mean----" + +The past rushes in upon him. He has turned to her. + +"No! no! It is nothing," says she, with a little laugh that is full +of pain. She makes a movement that almost repulses him. "But I am +your friend, if nothing else; and the world--the world is beginning +to talk about you, Maurice!" + +"About me!" + +He has drawn back with a sharp pang. She sees that this new idea +that touches him, or that little fool (as she has designated Tita in +her mind), has destroyed his interest in her for the moment. + +"Yes! Be warned in time." + +"Who is daring to talk about me?" + +"Not about you directly; but about Lady Rylton." + +Some strange feeling compels him to put a fresh question for her, +though he knows what the answer will be. + +"My mother?" + +"This is unworthy of you," says Marian slowly. "No; I meant Tita!" + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +HOW MARIAN FIGHTS FOR MASTERY; AND HOW THE BATTLE GOES; AND HOW +CHANCE BEFRIENDS THE ENEMY. + + + +"Tita! You wrong her!" says he. "Why speak of her? You should not; +you always disliked her." + +"True." She is silent for a moment, looking down into the silent +garden. Then she lifts her head, and gazes straight at him. "You +know why I disliked her. You must! You--you only. Some instinct from +the very first warned me against her. I knew. I _knew_ she would rob +me of all that life had left me. I knew"--with a quick, long +sob--"she would take _you_ from me!" + +Rylton, who has been leaning on the railings beside her, raises +himself, and stands staring at her, a terrible anguish in his eyes. + +"Marian--think," says he hoarsely. + +"Oh, _why_ did you marry her?" cries she, smiting her hands together +as if half distracted. "There was always so much time--time!" + +"There was none." + +"There is always time!" She is silent for a moment, and then, with +an increase of passion in her tone, repeats her question: "Why did +you marry her?" + +_"You_--to ask me that!" exclaims he fiercely. + +"It was not like you," says she, interrupting him in a measure, as +though unable to keep back the words, the accusations, that are +rushing to her lips. "I have known you so long--so long. Ah! I +thought I knew you. I believed you faithful. I believed you many +things. But, at all events"--with a sad and desolate reproach--"I +never believed you fond of money." + +"Marian!" She has laid her hand upon his arm, and now he flings it +from him. "That _you_ should accuse _me!_ Money! What was money to +me in comparison with your love? But you--you----" + +He does not go on: it is so hard to condemn her. He is looking at +her in the tender light with eyes that seek to read her heart, and +he is very pale. She can see that, in spite of the warm, pink glow +of the lamps behind them. + +"Well--and I?" questions she, with deep agitation. + +How handsome he is! how lovable! Oh for the good sweet past she has +so madly flung aside! + +"You refused me," says he slowly, "you, on whom my soul was set." + +"For your own good," in a stifled voice. + +"Don't repeat that wretched formula," exclaims he vehemently. "It +means nothing. It was not for my good. It was for my damnation, I +think. You see how things are going." + +He stops abruptly here, as if thinking of something, and she knows +and resents the knowledge that his mind has gone back to +Tita--resents it, though his thought has been condemnatory of his +wife. Why can't he forget her altogether? + +"Yes I meant it for your good," says she, in a whisper. + +Her heart is beating wildly. + +"You refused me," persists he, in a dull tone. "That is all I +remember. You refused me--how many times?" + +She turns away from him. + +"Once too often, at all events," replies she, in a low, wretched +voice. + +She makes a movement as if to go back to the lighted rooms beyond, +but he catches her and compels her to stay with him. + +"What do you mean?" demands he sternly. "To say _that_ to me--and +now--now, when it is too late." + +"Too late, indeed!" echoes she. + +Her voice sounds like the voice of one dying. She covers her face +with her hands. He knows that she is crying. Very gently he takes +down one of the hands and holds it between both his own, and presses +it to his lips. How dear she has always been to him! He realizes in +this moment how dear she still _is._ + +"Marian, have pity on me," says he hoarsely. "I have suffered a +great deal. And your tears----" + +"My tears! They will avail me nothing," says she bitterly. "When +_you_ have forsaken me, what is left?" + +_ "Have_ I forsaken you?" He pauses, as if to control the agitation +that is threatening to overcome him. "When all I cared for was lost +to me," he goes on presently, his eyes upon the ground, "when you +had told me that marriage between us was impossible, then one thing +remained, and one only--ambition. The old place had been ours for +two centuries--it had its claim on me. If love was not to be my +portion, I felt I might as well do all I could for the old name--the +old place." + +"And your wife? Was that honourable towards _her?"_ She smiles, but +her smile is a sneer. "After all, she would not care," says she. +"She carried her point! She has compelled you to raise her from the +mud to the sky!" + +Rylton draws back suddenly. All at once recollection comes to him. +His wife! Yes, Tita _is_ his wife, and honour binds him to her. He +drops Mrs. Bethune's hand. + +"I have been quite honourable," says he coldly. "I arranged matters +with her. She knows--she is content to know--that----" + +"What?" Mrs. Bethune has felt the change in his manner ever since +she mentioned Tita's name. "That you once loved me!" + +"No," frowning, "I have not told her that." + +"Ah!" cries she, with a sort of passionate relief, "I thank you for +that, even though your love for me may now be dead. I thank you for +that; and as for your wife, what is she to you?" + +"She is my _wife!"_ returns he gloomily. "I shall remember +that--always!" + +"Ah! she will _make_ you remember it," cries Marian, with a queer +laugh. "I warn you of _that!"_ + +"You warn me!" + +"Yes--yes." She throws out her arms in the moonlight, and laughs +again, with a great but cruel delight. "You will see. You don't care +for her, she doesn't care for you, and you will see----" + +"Marian, take care! I can hear nothing said against my wife, even by +you." + +"You prefer to hear it, then, from others?" says Mrs. Bethune, +leaning back against the railings that overlook the gardens beneath, +with a strange smile upon her lips. + +"I prefer to believe that there is nothing to hear"--haughtily. + +"You can prefer what you like," says she, with a sudden burst of +rage; "but hear you shall!" + +She takes a step nearer him. + +"I shall not," says Rylton firmly, if gently. "She is my wife. I +have made her that! I shall remember it." + +"And she," says Marian furiously, "what does _she_ remember? You may +forget all old ties, if you will; but she--does _she_ forget?" + +"Forget what?" + +Mrs. Bethune laughs softly, sweetly, wildly. + +"Are you blind? Are you _mad?_ Can you see _nothing?"_ cries she, +her soft, musical voice now a little harsh and strained. "That +cousin--have you seen nothing there?" + +"You are alluding to Hescott?" + +"Yes--to him, and--Tita!" + +"Tita?" His brow darkens. "What are you going to say of her?" + +"What you"--deliberately--"do not dare to say, although you know +it--that she is absolutely depraved!" + +_"Depraved!"_ + +"There--stand back!" She laughs, a strange laugh. She has shaken +herself free from him. "Fancy your taking it like that!" says she. +She is laughing still, but panting; the pressure of his hands on her +arms is still fresh. "And have you not seen for yourself, then? Is +it not open to all the world to see? Is no one talking but _me?_ +Why, her flirtation with her cousin is common talk." + +"Depraved, you said!" He has recovered out of that first wild +passion of his, and is now gazing at her with a certain degree of +composure. "Depraved! I will not have that word used. She is +young--thoughtless--foolish, if you will, but not depraved!" + +"You can delude yourself just as long as you like," returns she, +shrugging her shoulders, "but, all the same, I warn you. I----" + +She stops suddenly; voices and steps, coming nearer, check her +words. She draws a little away from Rylton, and, lifting her fan, +waves it indolently to and fro. The voice belongs to Minnie Hescott, +who, with her partner, has come out to the balcony, and now moves +down the steps to the lighted gardens below. Mrs. Bethune would have +been glad at the thought that Miss Hescott had not seen her; but +there had been one moment when she knew the girl's eyes had +penetrated through the dusk where she stood, and had known her. + +Not that it mattered much. The Hescott girl was of little +consequence at any time. Yet sharp, too! Perhaps, after all, she +_is_ of consequence. She has gone, however--and it is a mere +question whether she had seen her with Sir Maurice or not. Of +course, the girl would be on her brother's side, and if the brother +is really in love with that little silly fool--and if a divorce was +to be thought of--the girl might make herself troublesome. + +Mrs. Bethune, leaning over the railings lost in such thoughts, +suddenly sees something. She raises herself, and peers more keenly +into the soft light below. Yes--yes, _surely!_ + +But Minnie Hescott, who has gone down the steps into the garden, has +seen something too--that fair, fierce face leaning over the balcony! +The eyes are following Tita and her brother, Tom Hescott. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +HOW RYLTON MAKES A MOST DISHONOURABLE BET, AND HOW HE REPENTS OF IT; +AND HOW, THOUGH HE WOULD HAVE WITHDRAWN FROM IT, HE FINDS HE CANNOT. + + + +"You have said," says Rylton, when the steps have ceased, "that you +would warn me about my wife. Of what?" + +She shrugs her shoulders. + +"Ah, you are so violent--you take things so very unpleasantly--that +one is quite afraid to speak." + +"You mean something"--sternly. "I apologize to you if I was rough a +moment since. I--it was so sudden--I forgot myself, I think." + +"To be able to forget is a most excellent thing--at _times,"_ says +she, with a curious smile, her eyes hidden. "If I were you I should +cultivate it." + +"It?" + +"The power to forget--_at times!"_ + +"Speak," says he. "It is not a moment for sneers. Of what would you +warn me?" + +"I have told you before, but you took it badly." + +"Words--words," says he, frowning. + +"Would you have deeds?" She breaks into a low laugh. "Oh, how +foolish you are! Why don't you let things go?" + +"What did you mean?" persists he icily. + +"What a tragic tone!" Her manner is all changed; she is laughing +now. "Well, what _did_ I mean? That your wife---- Stay!" with a +little comic uplifting of her beautiful shoulders and an exaggerated +show of fear, "do not assault me again. That your wife has shown the +bad taste to prefer her cousin--her old lover--to you!" + +"As I said, words, mere words," returns he, with a forced smile. +"Because she speaks to him, dances with him, is civil to him, as she +is civil to all guests----" + +"Is she _just as_ civil to all her guests?" + +"I think so. It is my part to do her justice," says he coldly, "and, +I confess, I think her a perfect hostess, if----" + +"If?" + +"If wanting in a few social matters. As to her cousin, Mr. +Hescott--being one of her few relations, she is naturally attentive +to him." + +_"Very!"_ + +"And she is----" + +"Always with him!" Mrs. Bethune laughs again--always that low, +sweet, cruel laughter. _"Could_ attention farther go?" + +"Always? Surely that is an exaggeration." + +Rylton speaks with comparative calmness. It is plain that his one +outbreak of passion has horrified himself, and he is determined not +to give way to another whatever provocation may lie in his path. + +"Is it?" tauntingly. "Come"--gaily--"I will make a bet with you--a +fair one, certainly. Of course, I know as little of your wife's +movements at present as you do. I could not possibly know more, as I +have been here with you all this time." + +"Well--your bet?" darkly. + +"That she is now with her old--with Mr. Hescott." + +"I take it," says he coldly. + +Something in his air that is full of anger, of suppressed fury, +gives her pause for thought. Her heart sinks. Is she to win or lose +in this great game, the game of her life? Why should he look like +that, when only the honour of that little upstart is in question? + +"Come, then," says she. + +She moves impulsively towards the stairs that lead to the garden--an +impulsive step that costs her dear. + +"But why this way?" asks Rylton. "Why not here?" pointing towards +the ballroom. "Or _here?"_ contemptuously pointing to a window +further on that leads to a conservatory. + +For a moment Mrs. Bethune loses herself--only for a moment, however. +That first foolish movement that betrayed her knowledge of where +Tita really is has to be overcome. + +"The dance is over," says she, "and the gardens are exquisitely lit. +Lady Warbeck has great taste. After all, Maurice," slipping her hand +into his arm, "our bet is a purely imaginary one. We know nothing. +And perhaps I have been a little severe; but as it _is_ a bet, I am +willing to lose it to you. Let us take one turn down this walk that +leads to the dahlias, and after that----" + +"After that----" + +"Why, _you_ win, perhaps." + +"As you will," says he listlessly. + +His heart is still on fire. Not a word passes his lips as they go +down the path. His eyes feel strained, hurt; they are +staring--staring always towards the end of this path, where a seat +is, so hedged round with creepers that one can scarcely see it. Will +she be there? He turns abruptly to his companion. + +"I am sick of this," says he; "I shall go no farther." + +"But your bet?" + +"It is a damnable bet!" exclaims he fiercely. "I ought to be ashamed +of myself for having made it. You win it, of course, in a sense, as +I decline to go on with it; but, still, I believe that _I_ win it in +fact." + +"You are afraid," says she, with a daring that astonishes even +herself. + +"I am afraid of forgetting that once I was a gentleman," says he +curtly. + +"You are afraid of what is in that arbour," returns she mercilessly. + +Rylton hesitates. To draw back is to betray disbelief in his wife; +to go on is to join in a conspiracy against her. He had started on +that conspiracy in a moment of intense passion, but now his very +soul revolts from it. And yet if he draws back it will show. . . . +It will give this woman beside him the victory over the woman he has +married. And then a sudden thought comes to him. Why not go on? Why +not put it to be proof? Why not win his wager? Tita is thoughtless; +but it would be madness in anyone to think her vile. It was madness +in _him_ a moment since to dream of her being alone in that small, +isolated arbour with Hescott. Much as he may revolt--as he does +revolt--from this abominable wager he has entered into, surely it is +better to go on with it and bring it to a satisfactory end for Tita +than to "cry off," and subject her to scoffs and jeers from her +adversary. + +"Let us go on," says he quietly. "I shall win my bet. But that is +nothing! What really matters is, that I should have entered into +such a wager with you or anyone. That is a debt I shall never be +able to repay--Lady Rylton." + +His tone is bitterly self-condemnatory, but Marian has scarcely +caught that. The "Lady Rylton" has struck upon her ears, and hurt +her to her heart's core! Oh, that she could destroy--blot out that +small usurper! + +"You have regained your courage? Come, then," says she, in a low +tone that is full of a strange mirth. + +He follows her along the grassy path--a path noiseless--until +presently, having skirted a few low bushes, he finds himself, with +Marian beside him, at the southern side of the arbour. + +Marian, laying her hand silently upon his arm, points through the +evergreens that veil the seat within; a mocking, triumphant smile is +on her lips. + +There is no need for any indication on her part, however--Rylton can +see for himself. On the low, rustic seat within the arbour is +Tita--with Hescott beside her. The two young heads are close +together. Tita is whispering to Hescott--something very secret, +undoubtedly. Her small face is upturned to his, and very earnest. +_His_ face. + +Rylton never forgets his face! + +Tita is speaking--she is smiling--she leans toward her companion; +her voice is full of a delicious confidence. + +"Well, remember it is a secret--a secret between us." + +Rylton draws back as if stabbed. He would have given his soul to +hear the end of this terrible beginning--this beginning that, at all +events, sounds so terrible to _him;_ but the fact that he _is_ +longing to hear, that he has been listening, makes him cold from +head to heel. + +He moves away silently. Mrs. Bethune, catching his arm, says +quickly: + +"You heard--a secret--a secret between those two--_you heard!"_ + +There is something delirious in her tone--something that speaks of +revenge perfected, that through all his agitation is understood by +him. He flings her hand aside, and goes swiftly onwards alone into +the dense darkness of the trees beyond, damning himself as he goes. +A very rage of hatred, of horror of his own conduct, is the first +misery that assails him, and after that---- + +After that he sees only Tita sitting there with Hescott beside +her--he whispering to her, and she to him. + +He stops in his rapid walk, and pulls himself together: he must have +time--time to think, to control himself, to work it all out. + +Things seem to come back to him with a strange clearness. He +remembers how Tita had once said to him that she never cared to kiss +anyone except--Margaret. Her hesitation returns to him now; was +Margaret the name she would have said had not fear, mixed with +prudence, prompted her words? He remembers, too, that she had once +refused to let _him_ kiss her lips--him, her husband! Why? He +trembles with rage as he asks himself this question. Was it to keep +them sacred for someone else--for that "old lover" of hers, for +example? + +Who had called him that? Marian, was it not? Old lover! + +He had laughed at the name then. That child to have a lover! Why, he +had believed she did not know the meaning of the word "love." What a +baby she had always seemed to him--a careless, troublesome baby. And +now! + +Great heavens! Who is to be trusted? Is anyone to be trusted? He had +put his faith in Tita; he had thought her wild, perhaps a little +unmanageable, but--yes, he had thought her lovable; there had been +moments when---- + +And now it had all come to this, that she had deceived him--is +wilfully deceiving him. + +He does not even in this, his angry hour, accuse her of more than a +well-developed flirtation with her cousin; but that is the beginning +of an end that he will put a stop to at once, and for ever. He will +show her who is her master. If she cannot respect herself, he will, +at all events, take care that she respects his name; she shall not +disgrace _that_. + +He has hardly known where his feet have taken him, but now he finds +himself on a lighted path, with two or three couples coming towards +him; evidently they have just left the dancing-room. He has +therefore described a circle, and come back to the place from which +he started. One of the men passing him looks into his face. + +That quick, curious glance brings Rylton to himself. He cannot stay +here any longer. He must go back into the house. It will be madness +to absent himself. And, after all, is not the whole thing madness? +What is this girl to him? A mere name; nothing more. + +He mounts the steps leading to the conservatory, and, meeting Minnie +Hescott, asks her to dance. + +"This is only a supper dance," says she. "I'm engaged for all the +rest. But, if you like, I'll take one turn with you. After that you +must get me something to eat; I never felt so hungry in all my +life." + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +HOW TITA TOLD A SECRET TO TOM HESCOTT IN THE MOONLIGHT; AND HOW HE +SOUGHT TO DISCOVER MANY THINGS, AND HOW HE WAS MOST INNOCENTLY +BAFFLED. + + + +"Of course, I shall understand that it is a secret," says Tom +Hescott. + +Both he and Tita are quite unaware of the fact that Rylton and Mrs. +Bethune had just been standing behind them. Tita, who had been +dancing with Hescott, had led the way to this spot when they came +out into the garden. + +"Still," says Tita, hesitating, "perhaps I ought not to speak. A +secret _is_ a secret, you know." + +"Yes; everyone knows that," says Hescott. + +"Knows what?" sharply. + +"About a secret." + +"If you're going to be nasty, you shan't know it at all," says Tita. +"I understand you very well. You think no woman can keep a secret." + +"Ah! but a man can. Tell me yours." + +"Nonsense! A woman is _twice_ as good at keeping a secret as a man +is. And I can tell you this"--with a little emphatic shake of her +charming head--"that I should not tell _you_ anything of this +secret, only that you are always calling her names." + +"Her? Who?" + +"Oh, you know very well." + +"Who do I know very well? Not a soul here except you; and, after +all, I don't think I know _you_ very well." + +"Well, if you don't you ought." + +"Ought what? Know the mysterious 'her' or you?" + +_"Me!"_ + +Hescott looks at her keenly in the dim light. _Is_ she a born +coquette, or is she only a sweet child--the sweetest child that +earth ever gave forth? Somehow it would have hurt him to find her a +coquette. + +"Ah! I _don't_ know you." + +"Tom!" There is a little reproach in her tone. Suddenly she puts out +her little slim hand and slips it into his. "As if we weren't +brought up together," says she, "just like a brother and sister. You +remember the old days, don't you, Tom? when we used to go fishing +together, and the cricket----" + +"Is it wise to remember?" says Hescott in a low tone. + +His heart is beating; his fingers now close on hers. + +"I don't know--yes. Yes, I think I like to," says Tita. "Darling +pappy! Sometimes it all comes back to me. How happy I was then!" + +"And now, Tita, _now!_--are you happy now?" asks he. + +His tone is almost violent. The pressure of his hand on hers grows +hurtful. Involuntarily she gives a little cry. + +"Nonsense! Of course I am happy!" says she petulantly, pulling her +hand out of his. "How rough you are, Tom!" + +"Did I hurt you?" exclaims he passionately. "Tita, forgive me. To +hurt you----" + +"There, don't be a fool!" says Tita, laughing. "My fingers are not +broken, if that's what you mean. But you certainly _are _rough: and, +after all"--mischievously--"I don't think I shall tell you that +secret now." + +"You must. I shan't sleep if I don't know it. You said I knew the +heroine of it." + +"Yes, you do indeed," laughing. + +"And that I was always calling her names?" + +"True; and I can't bear that, because"--gently--"I love her." She +pauses, and goes on again very earnestly: "I love her with all my +heart." + +"I envy her," says Hescott. "I'm glad this mysterious stranger is a +she." + +"Why?" + +"Oh, no matter; go on. Tell me more. What evil names have I called +her?" + +"The worst of all. You have called her an old maid--there!" + +"Good heavens! what an atrocity! Surely--surely you malign me." + +"No, I don't; I heard you. And it was to me, too, you said it." + +"What! I called you an old maid!" + +"Pouf! No!" laughing gaily. "That's out of your power." + +"It is indeed," says Hescott slowly. + +He is looking at her, the little, pretty, sweet, lovely thing! If +she were a maid to-day, some chance--some small chance--might have +been his. + +"Well, I'll tell you about it," says she. She looks round her +cautiously, in the funniest little way, as if expecting enemies in +the bushes near her. Then she hesitates. "After all, I won't," says +she, with the most delightful inconsistency. "It wouldn't be a +secret if I did." + +"Oh, go on," says Hescott, seeing she is dying to speak. "A secret +told to me is as lost as though you had dropped it down a well." + +"You must remember first, then, that I should never have told you, +only that you seemed to think she _couldn't_ get married. +It"--hesitating--"it's about Margaret!" + +"Miss Knollys!" Hescott stares. "What has she been up to?" + +"She has been refusing Colonel Neilson for _years!"_ solemnly. "Only +this very night she has refused him again; and all because of a +silly old attachment to a man she knew when she was quite a girl." + +"That must have been some time ago," says Hescott irreverently and +unwisely. + +"A very _few_ years ago," severely. She rises. She is evidently +disgusted with him. "Come back to the house," says she. "I am +engaged for the next." + +"A word," says Tom, rising and following her. He lays a detaining +hand upon her soft, little, bare arm. "You blame her--Miss +Knollys--for being faithful to an old attachment?" + +"Y-es," says Tita slowly, as if thinking, and then again, "Yes!" +with decision. "When the old attachment if of no use any longer, and +when there is someone else." + +"But if there was an old attachment, and"--Hescott's face is a +little pale in the moonlight--"and practically--no one else--how +then?" + +"Eh?" + +"I mean, if"--he comes closer to her--"Tita, if _you _had known a +man who loved you before you were married, and if when you did +marry--" + +"But she didn't marry him at all," interrupts Tita. "He died--or +something--I forget what." + +"Yes; but think." + +"There is nothing to think about. He died--so _stupid_ of him; and +now she is making one of the nicest men I know miserable, all +because she has made up her mind to be wretched for ever! So stupid +of _her!"_ + +"Has it ever occurred to you that there is such a thing as love?" +asks Hescott, looking at her with a sudden frown. + +"Oh, I've heard of it," with a little shrug of her pretty shoulders; +"but I don't believe in it. It's a myth! a fable!" + +"And yet"--with an anger that he can hardly hide, seeing her +standing there so young, so fair, so debonnair before him--so +insensible to the passion for her that is stirring within his +heart--"and yet your friend, Miss Knollys, is giving up her life, +you say, to the consecration of this myth." + +Tita nods. + +"Yes; isn't she silly! I _told_ you she was very foolish." + +"You assure me honestly that you don't believe in love?" + +"Not a bit," says Tita. "It's all nonsense! Now come in--I want to +dance. And remember--remember, Tom, you have promised not to breathe +a word about what I have told you." + +"I promise," says Hescott in a slow sort of way; he is thinking. + +When they reach the dancing-room they find it, comparatively +speaking, empty, save for a few enthusiastic couples who are still +careering round it. + +"Supper must be on," says Hescott. "Come and have something." + + + + * * * * * + + + +As they enter the supper-room several people look at them. To +Rylton, who is standing near Mrs. Bethune, these glances seem full +of impertinent inquiry. In reality they mean nothing, except +admiration of his wife. To-night Lady Rylton has been pronounced by +most of those present the prettiest woman in the room. Hescott +pilots his charming companion to a low lounge in a corner of the +room, a place at any of the tables being impossible to get. But +Rylton decides that he has taken her to that secluded spot to make +more conspicuous his flirtation with her; and she--she seems only +too ready to help him in his plan. + +The fact that he is frowning heavily is conveyed to him by a voice +at his elbow. + +_ "Don't_ look so intense--so like a thirteenth-century +conspirator!" says Mrs. Bethune. Her eyes are full of laughter and +mischief--there is something of triumph in them too. "What does it +matter, after all?" + +"True." He gives her a brilliant smile in return for her rather +mocking one. "Nothing matters--except the present moment. Let us +consider it. Are you engaged for this dance?" + +"Yes; but I can manage to forget my partner." + +"That means?" + +"You know very well what it means--what it always meant--in the old +days." + +Her lips part over her beautiful teeth; now there is no mockery in +her smile, only love, and a most exquisite delight. + +"Ah, Marian!" says he, in a low tone. + +He leads her from the room. Her hand tightens on his arm; he feels +the pressure, and now in the ball-room his arm goes round her. +She--the woman he had loved for so long--is in his arms; he forgets +everything. He has sworn to himself in the last minute or two that +he _will_ forget. Why, indeed, should he remember? + +For the rest of the evening he gives himself up to Marian--devoting +himself to her; telling himself he is knowing the old sweet +happiness again, but always with a strange unaccountable sting at +his heart. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +HOW TITA LOOKS AT HERSELF IN THE GLASS AND WONDERS; AND HOW SHE DOES +HER HAIR IN QUITE A NEW STYLE, AND GOES TO ASK SIR MAURICE WHAT HE +THINKS OF IT; AND HOW HE ANSWERS HER. + + + +"You can go to bed, Sarah; I shan't want you. And any other night +when I am out so late you must not stop up for me. Do you hear?" + +"Oh! But, my lady----" + +"Yes, yes, yes; I know," interrupting her gaily. "But I won't have +it. Do you think I can't take off my own frocks? You will lose your +beauty sleep, and I shall be responsible for it. There, go; I'm all +right now." + +Tita waves her gaily out of the room. She is indeed in the merriest +mood, having enjoyed her evening immensely, and danced to the very +last minute. She had been thoroughly sorry when Sir Maurice had told +her that she ought to say "Good-night" to her hostess and come home. +She had not noticed the coldness of his manner at all, being so +disappointed at his suggestion; but she had said "Good-night" at +once to old Lady Warbeck, who would have liked her to stay on, +having taken a great fancy to her; and as she had come back in a +brougham with Margaret and Colonel Neilson and Minnie Hescott, she +had not seen her husband since. + +Having at last dismissed her maid, who had insisted on waiting to +take off her evening dress, Tita sits down before the glass to look +at herself (all women like looking at themselves), and to think over +her evening. + +How well the men danced, especially Tom!--though, after all, not so +well as Maurice. What a pity she could not have had that _one_ dance +with him he had asked her for. + +She leans forward, and pulling some hairpins out of her short, curly +hair, pushes it into another shape, a little lower down on the neck, +to see if that would suit her better. No, it wouldn't. + +After all, Maurice _might_ have asked her again. He danced a great +deal with Mrs. Bethune towards the end of the evening, and how +charming he looked when dancing! + +She rests her arms--soft, naked arms, round and white as a +child's--upon the dressing-table and wonders. Wonders if that old +story--the story her mother-in-law had told her of Maurice and Mrs. +Bethune--was really true. Maurice did not look like that--like a man +who would be dishonest. Oh no! It is not true--that horrid story! + +Her eyes light up again; she goes back again to her hair, the +arrangement of which, on account of its length, is difficult. She +piles it now far up on her head, and sticks little diamond pins into +it. She almost laughs aloud. She looks like a Japanese young woman. +And it's very pretty, too--she _does_ look nice in this way. What a +pity nobody can see her! And with this little new white +dressing-gown, too! Such a little dream of a thing! + +Where's Maurice? Surely he must have come up by this time. Some of +the men had gone into the smoking-room on their return; but it is so +late--with the dawn breaking; perhaps Maurice _has_ come up. + +She crosses a little passage and goes to the door leading into his +room, and knocks lightly; no answer. She knocks again, more +impatiently this time, and as still only silence follows her +attempt, she opens the door and steps on tiptoe into the room. + +It is lit by two or more lamps, and at the end of it, close to a +hanging curtain, stands Maurice in his trousers and shirt, having +evidently just flung off his evening coat. + +"Oh, here you are!" cries she with open delight. "I was afraid you +hadn't come up yet, and I wanted to show myself to you. Look at my +hair!" She pulls out the skirts of her dainty loose gown and dances +merrily up to him. "Don't I look lovely?" cries she, laughing. + +Rylton has turned; he is looking at her; his eyes seem to devour +her--more with anger than delight, however. And yet the beauty of +her, in spite of him, enters into his heart. How sweet she is, +standing there with her loose gown in her pretty uplifted hands, and +the lace flounces of her petticoat showing in front! She had not +fastened this new delight in robes across her neck, and now the +whiteness of her throat and neck vies with the purity of the gown +itself. + + "He looked on her and found her fair, + For all he had been told." + +Yet a very rage of anger against her still grows within his heart. + +"What brought you here?" asks he sharply, brutally. + +She drops her pretty gown. She looks at him as if astonished. + +"Why--because"--she is moving backwards towards the door, her large +eyes fixed on him--"because I wanted you to look at me--to see how +nice I am." + +"Others have looked too," says he. "There, go. Do you think I am a +fool?" + +At that Tita's old spirit returns to her. She stands still and gives +him a quick glance. + +"Well, I never thought so till now," says she. She nods at him. +"Good-night." + +"No, stop!" says Rylton. "I will have this out with you. You pretend +to misunderstand me; but I shall make it clear. Do you think I have +not seen your conduct of this evening?" + +"Mine?" + +"Yes, with your cousin--with Hescott." He draws nearer to her. His +eyes are on fire, his face white. "Do you think I saw nothing?" + +"I don't know what you saw," says she slowly. + +All her lovely mirth has died away, as if killed by a cruel death. + +"Don't you?" tauntingly. "Then I will tell you. I saw you"--he +pauses as if to watch the changes of her face, to see when fear +arises, but none does--"in the arbour"--he pauses again, but again +no fear arises--"with your cousin." + +He grows silent, studying her with eager eyes, as if expecting +something; but nothing comes of all his scrutiny, except surprise. +Surprise, indeed, marks all her charming features. + +"Well?" says she, as he stops, as if expecting more. + +She waits, indeed, as one at a loss. + +"Well?" He repeats the word with a wild mockery. Could there be +under heaven another woman so dead to all honesty? Does she dare to +think she can deceive him to the end? In what a lovely form the evil +can dwell! "Well!" He brings down his hand with a little crash upon +the table near her. "I was there--near that arbour. I heard--I heard +all." + +"Well, I'm sorry," says Tita slowly, colouring faintly. + +"Sorry! Is that all? Do you know what it means--what I can do?" + +"I don't see that you can do anything," says she, thinking of her +revelation to Hescott about Margaret. "It is Colonel Neilson who +might do something." + +"Neilson?" + +"Yes, Colonel Neilson." + +"Are you mad?" says Sir Maurice, in a low tone, "to think you can +thus deceive me over and over again?" + +He draws back from her. Disgust is in his heart. Does she dream that +she can pass off Neilson as her lover, instead of Hescott? He draws +a sharp breath. How she must love Hescott, to seek thus to shield +him, when ruin is waiting for herself! + +"I am not mad," says Tita, throwing up her head. "And as to +deceiving you--Of course I can see that you are very angry with me +for betraying Margaret's secret to Tom; but, then, Tom is a great +friend, and when he said something about Margaret's being an old +maid, I couldn't bear it any longer. You _know_ how I love +Margaret!--and I told him all about Colonel Neilson's love for her, +and that she _needn't_ be an old maid unless she liked. But as to +deceiving you----" + +Rylton, standing staring at her, feels that it is the truth--the +truth only--to which he is listening. Not for a moment does he +disbelieve her. Who could, gazing on that small, earnest face? And +yet his silence breathes of disbelief to her. She steps backwards, +and raises her little hand--a little hand very tightly clenched. + +"What! Do you not believe me?" asks she, her eyes blazing. + +"I believe you? Yes," returns her quickly. "But there is this----" + +"There is this, too," interrupting him passionately. "You accuse me +of deception most wrongfully, and I--I accuse you of the worst thing +of all, of listening behind my back--of listening deliberately to +what was never meant for you to hear." + +"I did not listen," says Rylton, who is now very white. "It so +chanced that I stood near the arbour; but I heard only one word, and +it was about some secret. I came away then. I did not stay." + +Tita turns to him with a vehemence that arrests him. + +"Who brought you to the arbour?" asks she. + +"Brought me?" + +"Yes. Who brought you?" + +"What do you mean?" asks Rylton, calmly enough, but with a change of +colour. + +"Ah! you will not betray her, but I know. It was Mrs. Bethune. +Now"--she goes nearer to him, her pretty, childish face transformed +by grief and anger--"now, confess, it _was!"_ She draws back again. +"No," says she, sighing disconsolately. "No, of course you would not +tell. But I," looking back at him reproachfully, _"I_--told +_you--_things." + +"Many things," returns he coldly--unreasonably angry with her +because of her allusion to Mrs. Bethune; "and hardly to your credit. +Why should you tell Mr. Hescott your secrets? Why is he to be your +confidant?" + +"I have known Tom all my life." + +"Nevertheless, I object to him as a special friend for you. I don't +think married women should have special friends of the other sex. I +object to your confiding in him secrets that you never told to me. +You said nothing to me of Margaret's love affairs, although she is +my cousin." + +"You forget, Maurice. I spoke to you several times, but you never +seemed to care. And I should not have told Tom, only he called her +an old maid, and that _hurt_ me, and I wanted to show him how it +was. I love Margaret, and I--I am fond of Tom, and----" + +The hesitation, though unmeant, is fatal. Rylton turns upon her +furiously. + +"It is of no consequence to me whom you love or whom you--_care_ +for," says he, imitating her hesitation, with a sneer. "What _is_ of +consequence to me, is your conduct as my wife, and that I object to +altogether!" + +There is a long pause, and then-- + +_"My_ conduct?" says she slowly. She lifts her hands and runs them +softly though her loose hair, and looks at him all the time; so +standing, few could vie with her in beauty. She pauses. "And yours?" +asks she. + +"Mine?" + +"Yes, yours! I don't know what you mean about my conduct. But you, +you have been dancing all the night with that horrid Mrs. Bethune. +Yes!"--letting her hands fall, and coming towards him with a face +like a little angry angel--"you may say what you like, but you +_have_ been dancing all night with her. And she _is_ horrid." + +This is carrying the war into the enemy's camp with a vengeance. +There is something in her tone that startles Rylton. Has she heard +of that old attachment? His heart grows sick within him. Has it come +to this, then? Is there to be concealment--deception on _his_ part? +Before his marriage he had thought nothing of his love for Marian in +so far as it could touch his wife, but now--now, if she knows! But +how can she know? And besides---- + +Here his wrath grows warm again. Even if she does know, how does +that affect her own behaviour? Her sin is of her own making. _His_ +sin---- Was it ever a sin? Was it not a true, a loyal love? And when +hope of its fulfilment was denied him, when he placed a barrier +between it and him, had he not been true to that barrier? Only +to-night--to-night when, maddened by the folly of this girl before +him--he had let his heart stir again--had given way to the love that +had swayed him for two long years and more. + +"You forget yourself," says he coldly. + +"Oh no, I don't," says Tita, to whom this answer sounds rather +overbearing. "Why should I?" She glances at him mischievously from +under her long lashes. "I should be the most unselfish person alive +if I did that." She hesitates for a moment, and then, "Do you ever +forget yourself?" asks she saucily. + +She laughs--her little saucy air suits her. She is delighted with +herself for having called Mrs. Bethune "horrid," and given him such +a delicious tit-for-tat. She looks full of fun and mischief. There +is no longer an atom of rancour about her. Rylton, in spite of +himself, acknowledges her charm; but what does she mean by this +sudden sweetness--this sudden sauciness? Is she holding out the +olive-branch to him? If so, he will accept it. After all, he may +have wronged her in many ways; and at all events, her faults--her +very worst fault--must fall short of crime. + +"Sometimes," replies he. He smiles. "I forgot myself just now, +perhaps. But you must admit I had provocation. You----" + +"Oh, don't begin it all over again," cries she, with delightful +_verve_. "Why should you scold me, or I scold you? Scolding is very +nasty, like medicine." She makes a little face. "And, you know, +before we married we arranged everything." + +"Before?" + +"Yes, before, of course. Well--good-night!" + +"No; don't go. Tell me what it was we arranged before our marriage?" + +Rylton has drawn a chair for her towards the fire that is lighting +in his grate, and now sinks into another. + +"It's awfully late, isn't it?" says Tita, with a yawn, "but I'll +stay a minute or two. Why, what we arranged was, that we should be +friends, you and I--eh?" + +"Well?" + +"Well--that's all. Poke up the fire, and let me see a blaze. Fancy +your having a fire so early!" + +"Haven't you one?" + +"Yes. But then I'm a woman. However, when I see one I want it poked. +I want it blazing." + +At this Sir Maurice pokes the fire, until it flames well up the +chimney. + +"Ah! I like that," says Tita. She slips from her chair to the +hearthrug--a beautiful white soft Persian one--and sits upon it, as +it were, one snowflake on another. "How nice it is!" says she, +staring at the sparks roaring up the chimney; "such a companion!" +She leans back and rests her head against Rylton's knees. "Now, go +on," she says comfortably. + +"Go on?" + +"Yes. We were saying something about friends. That _we_ should be +friends all our lives. So we shall be. Eh?" + +"I don't know." Rylton bends over her, and, suddenly laying his hand +under her chin, lifts her face so that he can see it. "You mean that +I shall be your friend, and you mine." + +"Yes. Yes, of course." + +"You have other friends, however. And I don't like that." + +"What! Is one to have only one friend?" She wriggles her face out of +his hands, and moving her body as she reclines upon the white rug, +so turns herself that she comes face to face with him. "Only one!" +says she, smiling. She flings her arms across his knees, and looks +up at him. + +"Is not one enough?" He is looking at her very earnestly. How lovely +she is! What a strange charm lies in her deep eyes! And her smile-- + + "The smile that rests to play + Upon her lip, foretells + That musical array + Tricks her sweet syllables." + +"Oh, it would be a poor world with only one friend," says she, +shaking he head. + +"You want two?" His brow is darkening again. + +"More than that. I want you, and Margaret, and----" + +"Hescott?" + +It is not so much that she has hesitated as he has not given her +time to speak. + +"Well, yes--Tom," says she. "He _is_ my friend!" + +"The best of all?" She is not looking at him now, so does not see +the expression in his eyes. He is listening breathlessly for her +answer, but she knows nothing. She is gazing idly, happily into the +fire. + +"At present," says she slowly. Then once again she leans across his +knees, and looks up at him. "You know Tom is very fond of me--he +loves me, I think." + +Here Rylton lays his hands upon her wrists, grasping them hard. + +"He loves you. He has told you so?" + +"No. Why should he?" He lets her hands go. "I know it. He has loved +me so many years; and perhaps--in many years"--she comes closer to +him, and putting up one soft little hand, lays it on his cheek, and +tries to turn his face to hers--_"you_ will love me too!" + +Sir Maurice springs to his feet, and, catching her hands, lifts her +forcibly to hers. + +"There, go," says he, as if choking. "Is that how you speak to +_him?"_ + +"To him?" + +She stands back from him--not trembling, but with a terrible wonder +in her eyes. + +"To Hescott---- There--go." + +"You think----" says she. + +"I think you what you are, a finished coquette." He almost pushes +her from him. + +Tita puts up her hands as if to warn him off. + +"I am sorry I ever came here," says she at last. "I am sorry I ever +married you. I shall never forgive this--never!" + +"And I," says Rylton. "Have _I_ nothing to forgive?" + +"Nothing, nothing," passionately. "I came here to-night because I +was lonely, and wanted to talk to somebody. I came here to show you +my pretty new frock; and how have you received me? You have been +_hateful _to me. And yet you wonder that I didn't think you my best +friend! You are not a friend at all. You can't bear me! If I had +gone to Tom, instead of you--to show _him_ my frock--do you think he +would have treated me like this? No, he----" + +"Be silent!" says Sir Maurice. "How _dare_ you talk to me like +this!" A dark flush has risen to his brow, his nostrils are dilated. +Is she mad--to say such things to him? "Go!" says he, pointing +imperiously to the door. + +"You have said that twice!" returns she in a low tone. A moment her +eyes rest on his, in another moment she is gone. + +All that is left him is the memory of a little lovely creature, clad +in a white gown, who had come to him with merry, happy eyes, and a +smile upon her lips--a smile that he had killed! + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +HOW SIR MAURICE FEELS UNEASY; AND HOW TITA, FOR ONCE, SHOWS HERSELF +IMPLACABLE, AND REFUSES TO ACCEPT THE OVERTURES OF PEACE. AND HOW A +LITTLE GOSSIP WARMS THE AIR. + + + +It is the next day, and luncheon is well over, a somewhat +badly-attended meal. But now all have managed to scramble +downstairs, and the terrace is full of people who are saying +"Good-morning" to each other at four o'clock in the afternoon. + +"I never felt so tired in my life," says Mrs. Chichester, subsiding +into a lounge chair, and trying to look as if her tea-gown isn't +quite new. She has selected this evening in especial to spring it +upon her women friends. As a rule people look dowdy after being up +all night. Mrs. Chichester is determined _she_ won't. She appears as +fresh as the proverbial lark, in an exquisite arrangement of white +silk and lace, and a heavenly temper. Her eyes are a little greener +than usual. + +"You don't look it," says Sir Maurice, who is standing near. He is +wondering if Tita will come down. Tita has not put in an appearance +all day. There had been no necessity to send an apology about her +absence from breakfast, as almost every one of the women had taken +that meal in her own room, but she _had_ sent a word or two of +regret about her inability to appear at luncheon, and, somehow, it +has got into Sir Maurice's mind that perhaps she has made up her +mind to stay in her own rooms all day. The thought makes him uneasy; +but at this moment an end is put to it. + +There is a little stir on his left, and, looking up, he sees Tita +coming towards him down the terrace, stopping at every step to say a +word to somebody. Now she stops as she comes to Margaret, and, +laying her hands upon her shoulders, kisses her. She is dressed in +the simplest little white frock in the world--a frock that makes her +look even younger than usual. Her pretty short air is curling all +over her head, and her dark gray eyes are _very_ dark to-day. Do +shadows lie in them, or has she been crying? It is Rylton who, +watching her, asks himself this question, and as he asks it a +strange pang shoots through his heart. Good heavens! why had he +married her? To make her unhappy? He must have been possessed of the +devil when he did that deed. + +"How pretty you look, Tita!" Margaret whispers to her--Margaret, who +has the gift of knowing how to soothe and please. She, too, has her +misgivings about those lovely eyes; but all girls like to be told +they are pretty, and Tita at once brightens. + +"Am I? You are a goose, Madge!" But she presses Margaret's hands +fondly for all that as she leaves her. + +"Lady Rylton, come and sit here," cries Mrs. Chichester. "I have a +lovely chair here for you. It's as soft as----" She cannot find a +simile. + +"As what?" asks Gower, who delights in annoying Mrs. Chichester. + +"As you!" returns she, with a contemptuous glance that fills him +with joy. + +"Come," says Mrs. Chichester, calling again to Tita, and patting the +chair in question. "You look tired. This is a perfect lounge." + +"She looks as if she had been crying," says old Miss Gower, frowning +at Tita over her glasses. + +Again that strange pang contracts Rylton's heart. _Has_ she been +crying--and because of him? + +"Looks! What are looks?" cries Mrs. Chichester gaily. "Looks always +belie one." + +"Certainly Lady Rylton's must belie _her,"_ says Mrs. Bethune, with +a slow smile. "What cause has she for tears?" + +"Not one!" declares Mrs. Chichester with decision. "It would be 'a +sinner above all the Galileans' who would make Lady Rylton cry." + +Her queer green eyes smile at Tita, who smiles back at her in her +little sweet way, and then all at once bursts out laughing. It is a +charming laugh, apparently full of mirth. There are only two present +who do not quite believe in it, Margaret and Tom Hescott--but these +two love her. + +As for Rylton, some instinct causes him at this moment to look at +Hescott. Tita's cousin is staring at her, his brows met, his lips +somewhat compressed. He has forgotten that people may be staring at +him in return, maybe measuring his thoughts on this or that. He has +forgotten everything, indeed, except Tita's pale, laughing face and +dancing, tear-stained eyes. + +"Do you see a ghost?" whispers Mrs. Bethune to him, who has been +watching him with cruel amusement. + +"I don't know," he answers, hardly hearing her. Is not Tita to-day a +ghost of her sweet self? And those words, "A sinner above all the +Galileans!" _Is_ there such a sinner?--and if so, surely it is---- + +Hescott lifts his eyes to meet those of Rylton. For a moment the two +men regard each other steadily, and in that moment know that each +hates the other with an undying intensity. Mrs. Bethune, who alone +sees the working of the little tragedy, leans back in her chair, and +lets her lids fall over her eyes. So still she lies that one might +think her sleeping, but she is only battling with a fierce joy that +threatens every moment to break its bonds, and declare her secret to +the world! + +During all this, conversation has been going on. Last night's +sayings and doings are on the _tapis,_ and everyone is giving his +and her experiences. Just now the rather disreputable wife of a +decidedly disreputable neighbour is lying on the social dissecting +board. + +"She gives herself away a good deal, I must say," says Mrs. +Chichester, who loves to hear her own voice, and who certainly +cannot be called ungenerous on her own account. "The way she dances! +And her frock! Good heavens!" + +"I hear she makes all her own clothes," says Margaret, who perhaps +hopes that this may be one small point in her favour. + +Minnie Hescott makes a little _moue_. + +"She may possibly make the things that cover her----" + +"That _what?"_ questions Mr. Gower, resting innocent eyes on hers, +but Miss Hescott very properly refuses to hear him. + +"It must be a matter for regret to all well-minded people," says +Miss Gower, shaking her head until all her ringlets are set flying, +"that when making that hideous dress, she did not add a yard or two, +to----" She pauses. + +"The what?" asks Mrs. Chichester, leaning forward. + +"The _bodice!"_ replies Miss Gower severely. + +"Oh, auntie!" says her nephew, falling back in his chair and +covering his face with his hands. "You shouldn't! You really +shouldn't! It's--it's not delicate!" + +"What do you mean, Randal?" demands his aunt, with a snort that +would have done credit to a war-horse. "To whom are you addressing +your remarks? Are you calling _me_ indelicate?" + +"Oh no--not for worlds!" says Mrs. Chichester, who is choking with +laughter, and who only emerges from behind her fan to say this, and +go back again. "Who could? But we feared--we thought you were going +to say her _skirt."_ + +"It is my opinion that you fear nothing," says Miss Gower, with a +withering glance at the fan. "And let me tell you that there are +_other_ people,"--with awful emphasis--"besides Mrs. Tyneway who +would do well to put a tucker round their----" + +"Ankles!" puts in Mrs. Chichester sweetly. + +"No; their----" + +"What was her dress made of?" breaks in Margaret hurriedly, who is +afraid of their going too far with the irascible old lady. + +"Goodness knows! She was all black and blue, at all events!" + +"No! You don't say so?" exclaims Mr. Gower, with a tragic gesture. +"So her husband has been at it again!" + +At this they all roar, as people will, at _anything,_ when they have +nothing else to do. Even Tita, who, though smiling always, is +looking rather depressed, gives way to a merry little laugh. Hearing +her, Margaret blesses Randal for his silly old joke. + +"Oh, Randal! you are too stupid for anything," says Tita, showing +all her pretty teeth. + +"You have for once lighted on a solemn truth," puts in Randal's aunt +grimly. "Let us hope you are getting sense." + +"Or a wise tooth," says Colonel Neilson, with a friendly smile at +Tita. "Lady Rylton is very _nearly_ old enough to be thinking of +that now." + +"As for that wretched Mrs. Tyneway," says Miss Gower, taking no +notice of him, "if her husband did so far take the law into his own +hands as to make her black and blue, I, for one, should not blame +him." + +"That's funny!" says Mrs. Chichester, giving her a saucy little +smile. + +"What is funny, may I ask?" + +"To hear you defend a man. I thought you despised them in a body." + +"I have my own views about them," says Miss Gower, with a sniff. +"But I admit they have rights of their own." + +"Fancy allowing a man to have rights nowadays!" cries Mrs. +Chichester, uplifting her long arms as if in amazement. "Good +heavens! What a wife you would have made! Rights?" She looks up +suddenly at Captain Marryatt, who is, as usual, hanging over the +back of her chair. "Do you think a man has any rights?" + +"If you don't, I don't," returns that warrior, with much abasement +and perhaps more sense than one would have expected from him. + +"Good boy," says she, patting his hand with her fan. + +"I suppose husbands have some rights, at all events?" says Sir +Maurice. + +He says it quite lightly--quite debonnairly, yet he hardly knows why +he says it. He had been looking at Tita, and suddenly she had looked +back at him. There was something in the cold expression of her face, +something defiant, that had driven him to make this foolish speech. + +"Husbands? Pouf! They least of all," says Mrs. Chichester, who loves +to shock her audience, and now finds Miss Gower ready to her hand. + +"Where is your husband now, Mrs. Chichester?" asks Colonel Neilson, +quite without _malice prepense_. + +Margaret gives him a warning glance, just a little too late. Though +indeed, after all, what is there to warn about Mrs. Chichester? She +is only one of a thousand flighty young women one meets every day, +and though Captain Marryatt's infatuation for her is beyond dispute, +still, her infatuation for him has yet to be proved. Margaret had +objected to her, in her own mind, as a companion for Tita--Tita, who +seems too young to judge for herself in the matter of friendships. + +"I don't know, I'm sure," returns Mrs. Chichester, lifting her +shoulders. "Miss Gower will tell you; she knows everything. Miss +Gower," raising her voice slightly, and compelling that terrible old +woman to look at her, "will you tell Colonel Neilson where my +husband is now?" + +_Poor_ Colonel Neilson! who is beginning to wish that the earth +would open and swallow him up. + +"It argues ill for you that you should be obliged to ask such a +question," says Miss Gower, with a lowering eye. + +"Does it? How dreadful!" says Mrs. Chichester. She looks immensely +amused. "Do you know I heard the other day that he was married +again! It can't be true--can it?" + +She appeals once again to Colonel Neilson, as if enjoying his +discomfiture, and being willing to add to it through pure mischief. +However, she is disappointed this time. Colonel Neilson does not +know what to do with her appeal to him, and remains discreetly +silent. He can see she is not in earnest. + +"At all events, _if_ true," says Mrs. Chichester, looking now at +Miss Gower, and speaking in a confidential tone, "I am sure John +will let me know about it." + +"John" is Major Chichester. + +Marryatt is leaning now so far over her that he is whispering in her +ear. + +"Is this--_is_ this true?" questions he, in low but vehement tones. + +"It--it may be. Who can tell?" returns she, with beautiful +hesitation. + +She subsides once again behind the invaluable fan. To him she seems +to be trembling. To Margaret, who is watching her angrily, she seems +to be laughing. + +"You have evidently great faith in your husband," says Miss Gower, +with what she fondly believes to be the most artful sarcasm. + +"Oh, I have--I have!" says Mrs. Chichester, clasping her hands in an +enthusiastic fashion. + +"And he in you, doubtless?" + +"Oh, _such_ faith!" with a considerable increase in the enthusiasm. + +Miss Gower looks at her over her spectacles. It is an awful look. + +"I shall pray for you to-night!" says she, in a piously vindictive +tone. + +"Oh, thanks! Thanks! How _kind_ of you!" says Mrs. Chichester, with +extreme pathos. + +There is an explosion on her left. Mrs. Chichester looks mournfully +in that direction to see the cause of it. There is only Mr. Gower to +be seen! He, as usual, is misconducting himself to quite a +remarkable degree. He is now, in fact, laughing so hard but so +silently that the tears are running down his cheeks. To laugh out +loud with his aunt listening, might mean the loss of seven hundred a +year to him. + +"What's the matter with you? Aren't you well?" asks Mrs. Chichester, +in a loud voice, calculated to draw attention to him. + +She feels that here is an opportunity given her to pay off old +scores. + +"Oh, don't," gasps Gower, frantically struggling still with his +laughter. "If she hears you, she'll be down on me like a shot. As +you are strong, be merciful!" + +"Very well; remember you are in my debt," says she, who _au fond_ is +not ill-natured. At this moment Tita passes down the balcony to +where her husband is standing on the top of the steps that lead to +the gardens beneath. + +As she draws closer to him, he fixes his eyes upon her as if to +compel a glance from her in return; but Tita, who is accompanied by +Minnie Hescott, does not so much as once let her gaze wander in his +direction. She comes nearer--ever nearer, laughing and talking +gaily, and passes him, still without recognition of any sort. As her +skirt sweeps against him, he speaks. + +"Are you going out, Tita?" + +It is the first word that has passed between them since last +night--since she left his room. A sudden angry determination to +_make_ her speak to him, induces him now to get before her, and bar +her passage to the steps. + +"Yes," returns she coldly, graciously, briefly. + +She leans back a little, as if to catch up the tail of her white +gown--in reality, to avoid looking at him. + +"Just here there is shelter," says Rylton, speaking hurriedly, as if +to gain time, and keep her from gliding past him. "But outside---- +And you have a very thin frock on. Shall I get you a shawl?" + +"No, thank you." + +Her manner is still perfectly gracious, but still she refuses to +look at him. The gathering up of her frock is evidently causing her +a great deal of trouble. + +"Shall I take you out some cushions, then?" + +"No, thank you." + +She has conquered the frock now, but still she does not look at him. +In fact, she turns to Minnie, and, as though forgetful of his +presence, murmurs some little thing or other to her. + +"If you are going to the gardens," says Rylton, with Heaven knows +what intention--perhaps a desire to show her how little he cares for +her childish anger, perhaps to bring matters to their worst--to know +what she means--"may I come with you?" + +Tita gives him a glance--the fleetest; a smile--the briefest. + +_"No,_ thank you," says she, a faint emphasis upon the "No" being +the only change in her even tone. + +As she speaks she goes down the steps, Minnie Hescott following her. + + + +END OF VOL. I. + + + + + + + + + + + + + +COLLECTION + +OF + +BRITISH AUTHORS + + + +TAUCHNITZ EDITION. + + + +VOL. 2957. + + + +THE HOYDEN. BY MRS. HUNGERFORD. + + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + + + +VOL. II. + + + + + + + +THE HOYDEN + + + +A NOVEL + + + +BY MRS. HUNGERFORD + + + +AUTHOR OF + +"MOLLY BAWN," "PHYLLIS," "A CONQUERING HEROINE," + +ETC. ETC. + + + +_COPYRIGHT EDITION._ + + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + + + +VOL. II. + + + +LEIPZIG + +BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ + +1894. + + + +CONTENTS + +OF VOLUME II. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +How Minnie Hescott gives Tita a Hint; and learns that Hints may be +thrown away; and how Margaret's Soul is grieved + +CHAPTER II. + +How Tita commits a great Folly, though little is the Sin that lies +therein. And how Margaret tries to make Peace, and what comes of it + +CHAPTER III. + +How Mr. Gower grows darkly mysterious; and how Tita hears of the +Arrival of another Guest + +CHAPTER IV. + +How Tita's Soul at last is stirred; and how her Happiness is +threatened and herself set at naught; and how Minnie Hescott speaks + +CHAPTER V. + +How Miss Gower goes for a pleasant Row upon the Lake with her +Nephew; and how she admires the Sky and Water; and how presently +Fear falls on her; and how Death threatens her; and how by a mere +Scratch of a Pen she regains Shore and Life + +CHAPTER VI. + +How all the House Party at Oakdean grow frivolous in the Absence of +the Lord and Master; and how Mrs. Bethune encourages a Game of +Hide-and-seek; and how, after many Escapes, Tita is caught at last + +CHAPTER VII. + +How Tita is "caught," but by one whom she did not expect; and how +she played with Fire for a little Bit; and how finally she ran away + +CHAPTER VIII. + +How Tita, having been repulsed, grows angry; and how a very pretty +Battle is fought out; and how Tita gains a Present; and how Sir +Maurice loses his Temper + +CHAPTER IX. + +How Mrs. Bethune is brought before the Bar; and how she gives her +Evidence against Tita; and how Maurice's Mother desires an Interview +with Maurice's Wife + +CHAPTER X. + +How "that Girl" was "seen" by the Dowager Lady Rylton; and how Tita +held her small Head very high, and fought a good Fight with the +Enemy + +CHAPTER XI. + +How Tita goes for a Walk with two sad Companions--Anger and Despair; +and how she meets Sir Maurice; and how she introduces him to Anger + +CHAPTER XII. + +How Tita, running from the Enemy, suddenly finds herself Face to +Face with another Foe; and how she fights a second Battle, and comes +off victorious + +CHAPTER XIII. + +How a little Sparring is done amongst the Guests at Oakdean; and how +Tom Hescott tells a Story + +CHAPTER XIV. + +How Tita flings herself upon Margaret's Breast; and how Margaret +comforts her; and how Tita promises to be good; and how she has a +Meeting "by Lamplight alone" + +CHAPTER XV. + +How Jealousy runs Riot in Oakdean; and how Margaret tries to throw +Oil upon the Waters; and how a great Crash comes, with many Words +and one Surprise + +CHAPTER XVI. + +How Maurice tells his Mother of the great Fiasco; and how she +receives the News + +CHAPTER XVII. + +How Matters come to a Climax; and how Tita tells Maurice many Things +that sting him sharply; and how he lays Hands upon her; and how the +last Adieux are said + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +How Margaret steps into the Breach, and learns that all Peacemakers +are not blessed + +CHAPTER XIX. + +How Margaret and Tita tread many Paths; and how Fortune, having +turned her Back on Tita, shows a smiling Front to Maurice + +CHAPTER XX. + +How Margaret starts as a special Pleader, and is much worsted in her +Argument; and how a simple Knock at the Hall Door scatters one Being +who delights in War + +CHAPTER XXI. + +How Margaret makes a fearful Discovery; how she rushes to the +Rescue, but is far from well received; and how Tita gives herself +away, not once, but twice + +CHAPTER XXII. + +How Maurice smokes a Cigar, and muses on many Things; how he laments +his Solitude; and how an unexpected Visitor comes to him + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +How Rylton's evil Genius comes to him and speaks sweet Treacheries +within his Ear; and how he renounces her and all her Deeds + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +How Tita pleads her Cause with Margaret; and how Margaret rebukes +her; and how Steps are heard, and Tita seeks Seclusion behind a +Japanese Screen; and what comes of it + +CHAPTER XXV. + +How Tita wages War with Margaret and Maurice; and how Margaret +suffers ignominious Treatment on both Hands; and how Maurice at the +last gains one small Victory + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +How some old Friends reappear again; and how some News is told; and +how Maurice makes another Effort to win his Cause + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +How Maurice gains another Point; and how Tita consents to think +about it; and how Margaret tells a Lie + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +How Tita receives a Basket of Flowers and an Entreaty; and how she +ceases to fight against her destiny + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +How a Journey is begun as the Day dies down; and how that Journey +ends; and how a great Secret is discovered--the Secret of Tita's +Heart + + + + + + +THE HOYDEN. + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +HOW MINNIE HESCOTT GIVES TITA A HINT; AND LEARNS THAT HINTS MAY BE +THROWN AWAY; AND HOW MARGARET'S SOUL IS GRIEVED. + + + +Minnie Hescott, during the time it takes her to go down the terrace +steps behind Tita, comes to a resolution. _She will give Tita a +hint!_ It will be a gift of no mean order, and whether it be well +received or not, will always be a gift to be remembered, perhaps +with gratitude. + +And Minnie, who is strictly practical if nothing else, sees a fair +hope of return in her present plan. She likes Tita in her way--likes +her perhaps better than she likes most people, and Tita may be +useful to her as Sir Maurice Rylton's _wife_. But Tita, dismantled +of her honours, would be no help at all, and therefore to keep Tita +enthroned is now a very special object with her astute cousin. + +In and between all this is Minnie's detestation of Mrs. Bethune, who +has occasionally been rude to her in the small ways that make up the +sum of life. + +Minnie, who is not sensitive, takes the bull by the horns. + +"Mrs. Bethune," says she, as they go by a bed of hollyhocks now +hastening to their death, "is a friend of yours?" + +It is a question. + +"Mrs. Bethune!" says Tita, stopping and looking at her as if +wondering. + +What does she mean? + +"Yes," says Minnie pleasantly. "A friend. An old friend!" + +"Not an _old_ friend," says Tita quietly. "She is a cousin of +Maurice's." + +"Yes. But not a friend of yours?" + +"No," coldly. + +"I'm glad of that," says Minnie, with hilarity. "I _hate_ old +friends, don't you? They always cost one such a lot. They tell one +such horrid news about one's self. They do such nasty things. Give +me a stranger for choice. And as for Mrs. Bethune, now you have told +me she is not a friend of yours, I suppose I may speak freely. Do +you know, Tita, I'd keep my eye on her if I were you. You have given +me a free hand, so I can tell you what is in my mind. That +woman--she means----" + +"What?" asks Tita, turning upon her with some haughtiness. + +_ "Business!"_ says Minnie Hescott, with an emphatic nod. "Mischief +all through. She's up to mischief of some sort. I tell you what," +says Minnie, with her old young look, "you've _got_ to keep your eye +on her." + +"I could never keep my eye on anyone," says Tita, with a sudden, +irrepressible little laugh. "And why should I keep my eye on Mrs. +Bethune? To tell you a solemn truth, Minnie, I can't bear to look at +her. She's beautiful, so they say, but to me she is hideous. +Therefore, why should I keep my eye on her? It," with a whimsical +little glance, "would hurt me so." + +"Nevertheless, you _should!"_ says Minnie solemnly. "She's a viper!" + +"Vipers are ugly." + +"And dangerous." + +"Then why look at them?" + +"To avoid them--lest they sting you," says Minnie, feeling quite +pleased with herself for this flight of fancy. + +"You think," says Tita, stopping and looking at her, "that Mrs. +Bethune will sting me?" + +"I think nothing," says Minnie Hescott, throwing out her hands in an +airy fashion; "only, get rid of her--get rid of her, Tita, as soon +as ever you can!" + +"To get rid of a guest! _No,"_ says Tita. "She may stay here, and I +shall make her welcome for ever----" She pauses and looks full at +her cousin. There is great courage and great pride in her look. "For +ever!" repeats she. + +"There is always a fool somewhere!" says Minnie Hescott, with a +sigh. "Well," abandoning the discussion for the present, "let us go +for our walk round the garden." + +As they pass beneath the balcony, Margaret, who is leaning over it, +with Colonel Neilson beside her, makes a little irrepressible +movement. + +"What is it now?" asks he, who knows every mood of hers. + +"Nothing. I was only thinking about Tita." + +"A charming subject." + +"Oh! _too_ charming," says Margaret, with a sigh. "That child +troubles me." + +"But why? She seems to be getting on all right, in spite of your +evil prognostications before her marriage. She and Rylton seem on +very good terms." + +"Not to-day, at all events," shaking her head. + +"No? I confess I did think there was a little rift somewhere." + +"Oh yes! There is something," says Margaret somewhat impatiently. +"Did you see the poor child's eyes, and her whole air? Her pretty +little attempts at unconcern?" + +"I thought Rylton looked rather put out, too." + +"I didn't look at him. I have no patience with him. It is a mad +marriage for any man to make." She pauses. "I am afraid there was +some disagreeableness last night." She hesitates again. Though quite +determined never to marry Colonel Neilson or any other man, she +permits herself the luxury of retaining Neilson as a confidential +friend. "I wish her cousin, Mr. Hescott, was not quite so attentive +to her. She is very young, of course, but I don't think she ought to +have danced so much with him last night." + +"And what of Rylton?" asks the Colonel, pulling the glass out of his +eye and sticking it in again in an angry fashion. "Who did _he_ +dance with?" + +"Yes. I saw," sadly. + +"Well, why should he complain, then?" says Neilson, who can see the +right and the wrong so _much_ better because it is not his own case. +"To tell you the truth, Margaret, I think Mrs. Bethune should not be +here." + +"I think that, too. But it appears it was Tita who invited her." + +"My dear girl, who else? But there is such a thing as coercion." + +"It was the prettiest, the most cordial letter. I read it." + +"Then you think she knows nothing of that old affair?" + +"Old?" She looks quickly at Neilson. "Do you think it is old--worn +out, I mean?" + +"No, I don't," says Neilson promptly. "And in my opinion, the sooner +Mrs. Bethune terminates her visit the better for everyone." + +"What an unhappy marriage!" says Margaret, with a sigh. "All +marriages are unhappy, I think." + +"Not a bit of it. Most of the married people we know would not +separate even were the power given them to do so." + +"That is merely because they have grown necessary to each other." + +"Well, what is love?" says Neilson, who is always defending his +great cause against Margaret's attacks. "Was there ever a lover yet, +who did not think the woman he loved necessary to him?" + +"It is not the higher form of love," says Margaret, who still dreams +of an ideal, born of her first attachment--an ideal that never in +this practical world could have been realized, and if it _could,_ +would have been condemned at once as tiresome to the last degree. + +"It is high enough for most people," says Neilson. "Don't grow +pessimistic, Margaret. There is a great deal of light and joy and +laughter in the world, and I know _no_ one so framed to enjoy it as +yourself, if only you would give yourself full sway. You condemn +marriage, yet how can you speak of it with authority--you who have +not tried it?" + +"Oh, do, _do_ stop," says Margaret, lifting her hand. "You are +getting on that--that wretched old tack again." + +"So I am. I know it. I shall be on that tack to the end of my life. +And I think it so unfair of you to condemn anybody without even a +hearing." + +"Why, I must," says she, laughing in spite of herself. + +"No, you needn't. Marry me, and then give judgment!" + +"I shall never marry," says Margaret, with cold decision; then, as +if ashamed of her tone, she looks up at him. It is rather a shy +look, and makes her even more admirable in the eyes of the man +watching her. _"Why_ will you persist?" asks she. + +"I must. I must." + +"It sounds like a doom," says she lightly, though tears are +gathering in her eyes. "Don't waste your life. _Don't!"_ + +"I am not wasting it. I am spending it on you," says the Colonel, +who is really a delightful lover. + +"Ah! but that is so dreadful--for me!" + +"Do I worry you, then?" + +"No! no! A thousand times no!" cries she eagerly. "It is only that I +must always reproach myself?" + +"Why always? Give in, Margaret, and let me change my place from +lover to husband." + +"It is often a fatal change." + +"You mistrust me?" + +"You! No, indeed! You least of all. I believe in you from my very +soul! Don't think that, Harry. But," impatiently, "why go over it +again and again?" + +Colonel Neilson turns a solemn face to hers. + +"Margaret!" says he. "Are you bent on dying an old maid?" + +Miss Knollys flushes; she turns aside. + +"What an odious word!" says she. + +She walks deliberately into the drawing-room behind her. Neilson +still stands leaning over the balcony--a slow and distinctly +satisfied smile crosses his features. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +HOW TITA COMMITS A GREAT FOLLY, THOUGH LITTLE IS THE SIN THAT LIES +THEREIN. AND HOW MARGARET TRIES TO MAKE PEACE, AND WHAT COMES OF IT. + + + +Breakfast is nearly over--an uncomfortable breakfast, with only a +host to guide it--the hostess had put in no appearance. This would +be nothing if the plea of headache had been urged, but headache had +been out of it altogether. In fact, Lady Rylton had gone out riding +at eight o'clock with her cousin, Mr. Hescott, and has not yet come +back, though the clock points at ten-thirty. + +Sir Maurice had made very light of it. He had asked Mrs. Bethune to +pour out the tea, and had said that Tita would be back presently. +But everyone can see that he is upset and angry, and Margaret, +noting it all, feels her heart grow cold within her. + +As a fact, Rylton is feeling something more than anger. Something +akin to fear. Where is she--the girl he had married, meaning to be +true to her if nothing else? He had questioned her maid very +casually, very unconcernedly, and she had told him that her mistress +had gone out riding this morning about eight o'clock with Mr. +Hescott. His questions had been so clever, so altogether without +anxiety, that the maid had believed in him, and saw nothing in his +words to dwell upon later. + +Yet Rylton's heart had seemed to cease beating as she answered him. +She had gone riding with Hescott. With Hescott! Will she ever come +back? + +Tita's face, when she had left him that last night, is before him +now. Tita's determination not to accept the olive branch he offered +her yesterday is before him too. What if she---- + +And, in truth, Tita _had_ been angry. Her spirit had been roused. +His open declaration that he believed her capable of carrying on a +flirtation with her cousin had hurt her more than she cared to +confess even to herself. It was so silly--so unjust! She--_she!_ + +And he! What of him? Everything that his mother had told her of his +affection for Marian grew, all at once, fresh in her mind. How did +he then _dare _to speak to _her_ of inconstancy? He--who had been +false to her from the very beginning. When he had spoken to her +to-day, as she passed him on her way to the garden, she had felt as +though she could hardly bring herself to answer him--and always +revenge was in her mind. Revenge--to show him how little she cared +for his censures. + +When, therefore, Hescott during the evening asked her to go for a +ride with him before breakfast next morning, she had said yes +quickly--so quickly, that Hescott foolishly believed she meant more +than a readiness to ride in the early morning. Did she wish to be +_with_ him? A mad hope made his heart warm. + +As for Tita--she thought only of that small revenge. She would go +for a ride with Tom, without telling Maurice one word about it. She +could easily be back in time for breakfast, and no one, therefore, +would be annoyed, except Maurice! It seemed _delightful_ to annoy +Maurice! + + + + * * * * * + + + +The little revenge hardly seems so delightful now, however, as she +springs from her horse, and running into the hall, followed by +Hescott, sees by the clock there that it is just half-past ten. + +"Oh! you should have _told_ me," cries she, most unjustly turning +upon Tom. + +"Good heavens! How could I? I didn't know myself. I told you I had +left my watch on my dressing-table." + +"Well, we are in for it now, any way," says she, with a little +nervous laugh. + +She walks straight to the breakfast-room, and, throwing open the +door, goes in. + +"I'm so sorry!" says she at once. + +She gives a little general, beaming smile all round. Only Margaret +can see the nervousness of it. She had taken off her hat in the +hall, and her pretty, short air is lying loosely on her forehead. +There is a tiny dab of mud on her cheek, close to the eye. It is +distinctly becoming, and looks more like a Queen Anne patch than +anything else. + +All the men rise as she enters, except Rylton, who is reading a +letter of such deep importance, evidently, that he seems hardly to +note his wife's entrance. Tita beckons to them all to resume their +seats. + +"I'm dreadfully sorry--dreadfully," says she, in a quick little way. +"I had no idea it was so late. So _good_ of you," turning to Mrs. +Bethune, who is sitting at the head of the table, "to take my place! +You see," looking once again round her, "when I started I did not +mean to go so far." + +"Ah! that is what so often happens," says Mrs. Bethune, with a queer +little glance from under her lids. + +There is something so insolent both in her meaning and her voice, +that Margaret's face flushes, and she makes a slight movement as if +to rise; but Colonel Neilson, who is next her, by a slight gesture +restrains her. She looks at Maurice, however, as if wondering why he +does not interfere--does not _say_ something; but Maurice seems more +than ever buried in his letter. Indeed, beyond one brief glance at +his wife, he has taken no notice of her. + +Margaret's eyes go back to Tita. Everyone is offering her a seat +here or there, and she is shaking her head in refusal. Evidently +Mrs. Bethune's remark has gone by her, like the wind unheard; it had +not been understood. + +"Come and sit here, and have a hot cup of coffee," says Captain +Marryatt. + +"No, thank you. I couldn't really. See how muddy I am," glancing +down at her skirt. "It must have rained a great deal last night. Tom +and I ran a race, and this is the result. I must go upstairs and +change my things." + +"Certainly, a change would be desirable in many ways," says old Miss +Gower, in her most conscious tone, on which her nephew, who is +helping himself to cold pie on the sideboard, turns and looks at her +as if he would like to rend her. + +"Yes, run away, Tita; I'll be up with you in a moment," says +Margaret gently, fondly. "I am afraid you must feel very damp." + +"I feel very uncomfortable, any way," says Tita, though without +_arrière pensée_. Mrs. Chichester, dropping her handkerchief, gets +her laugh over before she picks it up again. Tita moves towards the +door, and then looks back. "Maurice," says she, with a courage born +of defiance, "will you send me up some breakfast to my room?" + +Sir Maurice turns at once to the butler. + +"See that breakfast is sent up to Lady Rylton," says he calmly. + +A faint colour rises to Tita's forehead. She goes straight to the +door. Randal Gower, who is still at the sideboard, hurries to open +it for her. + +"There's a regular ta-ra-ra waiting for _you,"_ says he, "in the +near bimeby." + +Tita gives him an indignant glance as she goes by, which that youth +accepts with a beaming smile. + +Tita has hardly been in her room twenty minutes, has hardly, indeed, +had time to change her clothes, when Margaret knocks at the door. + +"May I come in?" asks she. + +"Oh! come in. Come in!" cries Tita, who has just dismissed her maid. +She runs to Margaret and kisses her on both cheeks. "Good-morning," +says she. And then saucily, "You have come to read me a lecture?" + +"No. No, indeed," replies Margaret earnestly. She _had _perhaps, but +the sight of the child's small, pretty, entreating face has done +away with everything condemnatory that was in her mind. Still, there +is such a thing as a word in season. "But, Tita dearest," says she, +"is it wise, the way you are going on?" + +"Ah! I knew I should not escape," says Tita whimsically. + +"I am not going to scold you, really," says Margaret, smiling; "but +consider, dear child! To begin with----" + +"Oh, this is _worse_ than I thought," interrupts Tita, covering her +face with her hands, and blinking at her through her fingers. "Is it +going to be firstly, secondly, thirdly? Come to the thirdly at +once." + +"Do you know what you want?" says Margaret, who feels fonder of her +every moment. "A good _slap!_ I shall deliver it some day. But, +seriously now, Tita, you ought to have considered your guests, at +all events. If you had stayed in your room it would have been +nothing--but----" + +"But because I stayed in the open air it was _something!" _Tita +bursts out laughing. "Oh, isn't it funny?" says she. "It would have +been all right if I had had a bad headache. _Either_ way they +wouldn't have seen me at breakfast, and what it amounts to is, that +they are very angry because I hadn't a bad headache." + +"No one is angry at all." + +"No one?" + +"Except Maurice, and surely he has some right on his side. You know +your conduct was a little--just a little--er----" + +"Rude," says Tita, helping her out. "Well, I know that, and I am +sorry to my heart's core, Margaret, if I was rude--_to you!"_ + +The climax is very sweet. Margaret tells herself that Tita is too +much for her. The girl by this time has her arms round her neck. + +"Don't mind me," says Margaret, holding the little form closely to +her. "Think of yourself, my dearest. As if _I_ should misunderstand +you! But you should study conventionality a little; you should----" + +She breaks off; it almost seems to her that she is preaching +deception to this baby. + +"Now, I'll tell you," says Tita, leaning back a little from her, and +pointing each word by a tap on her shoulder, "I'm not so bad as I +_seem!_ I really _meant_ to be in, in time for breakfast--but +Tom----" + +"Tom," impatiently, "is a bad adviser!" + +"It wasn't his fault, any way. The fact is, I took it into my head +to run a race with him. He is always lauding that old horse of his, +you know----" + +"I don't know. All I do know is, that Mr. Hescott must have had a +watch about him." + +"Well," triumphantly, "he hadn't. So you don't know anything after +all, you darling old Madge! He had forgotten it. He had left it at +home! That was just what put us out! Not that I _care_. Well, I was +going to tell you about our race. We started for Clumber's Hill--to +get there and back again, and all went well until my mare ran away +with me!" + +"Ran away----" + +"Don't look like that. I _love_ a horse to run away with me; and +there were no sandpits or precipices of any sort; it was a real +_good _run away. Oh!" throwing out her arms, "how I enjoyed it!" She +pauses. "But I don't think Tom did. He was like an egg when he came +up with me. _So_ white!" + +"Never mind Mr. Hescott, go on." + +"Well, that's all. By the time I had the mare well in hand again, we +were a good many miles farther from here than we meant to be, and, +of course, I was late." She puts Margaret away from her a little, +and looks at her. "After all," says she, "why should Maurice be so +angry about it? Everyone makes mistakes now and then. I suppose," +lightly, "even the immaculate Maurice can make his?" + +"No doubt," says Margaret, in a low tone. + +Is he not making a mistake now--a dreadful one? + +"And, for the matter of that, so can _you,"_ says Tita audaciously, +but so lovingly that no one could be angry with her. + +"Don't waste time over me," says Margaret, growing very red, but +laughing. "Come back to your naughty little self. Now what are you +going to do about this, Tita?" + +"Do?" + +"Yes. Couldn't you go down and say something pretty to Maurice?" + +"Go down--to Maurice? Go and beg his pardon. Is _that_ what you +mean? No, thank you!" + +"But, my dear, he is your husband?" + +"Is that all?" Tita tilts her chin airily. "One would think I was +his daughter, the way you speak, or his slave! No. I shan't +apologize to him, Margaret, is that is what you mean. I'm _hanged_ +if I do!" + +"Tita--my dear!" Margaret looks shocked. "I don't think you ought to +use such expressions. You make me very unhappy when you do." + +"Do I?" Tita gives her a little sidelong glance, meant to be +contrite, but too full of mischief to be anything but incorrigible. +"Then _I'm hanged_ if I say it again," says she. + +"Tita, you will come to grief yet," says Margaret, laughing in spite +of herself. "Now to return to our argument. I tell you, you owe +Maurice something for this escapade of yours, innocent as it is. +Fancy in what an awkward position you placed him with your guests! A +man doesn't like to feel awkward; and he is, naturally, a little +annoyed with you about it. And----" + +"Nonsense!" says Tita; "the guests have nothing to do with it! As if +I didn't know! Maurice is just in a bad temper because I have been +riding with Tom. He hates poor old Tom. If I had gone riding with +Randal or any of the others, and hadn't been in till _luncheon_, he +would have said nothing--he would have treated it as a joke, I dare +say." + +"Well--but, Tita, is there nothing in his objection to Mr. Hescott? +You must admit, dearest, that your cousin is a little--well, +attentive to you." + +"Why, of course he is attentive to me. He is quite like a brother to +me." + +"Brothers, as a rule, are not so very attentive to their sisters. +The fact is, Tita," says Margaret desperately, "that I +think--er--that Maurice thinks--that Mr. Hescott is----" + +"In love with me? I know that," says Tita, without the faintest +embarrassment. _"Isn't_ it absurd? Fancy Tom being in love with +_me!_" + +Margaret tells herself that she could fancy it very easily, but +refrains from saying so. + +"How do you know he isn't?" asks she slowly. + +"Why, if he was, I suppose he would tell me so," says Tita, after +which Miss Knollys feels that further argument would be useless. + +Suddenly Tita turns to her. + +"You think me entirely in the wrong," says she, "and Maurice +altogether in the right. But there are things about Maurice I do not +understand. Is he true or is he false? I never seem to know. I don't +ask much of him--not half as much as he asks of me--and still----" + +"What do you mean, Tita?" asks Margaret, a nervous feeling +contracting her throat. + +Has she heard, then?--does she know? + +"I mean that he is unfair to me," says Tita, standing back from +Margaret, her eyes lighting. "For one thing, why did he ask Mrs. +Bethune to pour out tea this morning in my absence? Was there," +petulantly, "no one else to ask?" + +"She is his cousin." + +"So are you." + +"My dear, I am not married." + +"More shame on you," says Tita, with the ghost of a smile. "Well, +there was Miss Gower!" + +"She is not married, either." + +"And no shame to anyone." Here Tita, in spite of her wrath, cannot +help laughing. "But really, Margaret, the blame should not be +entirely on my side. If I have to accuse Maurice----" + +"Accuse him! Of what?" + +Tita looks full at her. + +"You are a good friend," says she; "but his mother told me." + + + +CHAPTER III. + +HOW MR. GOWER GROWS DARKLY MYSTERIOUS; AND HOW TITA HEARS OF THE +ARRIVAL OF ANOTHER GUEST. + + + +Tita, going down the stairs after her interview with Margaret, meets +Randal in the hall below. + +"You look rather down on your luck!" says he. + +"My looks belie me, then," says she stoutly. "But you--what is the +matter with you?" + +"Ruin!" says Mr. Gower tragically. "My looks do _not_ belie me." + +"Good gracious, Randal!" + +"Ruin stares me in the face," says he, "look where I will." + +"Very rude of it," says Tita, with an irrepressible laugh. "One +should never stare people out of countenance. You should speak to +Ruin." + +"Oh, it's all very fine making a joke of it!" says Mr. Gower, who +is, however, laughing too. + +"Where are you going now?" asks Tita, as he moves away from her +towards the hall door. + +"'Anywhere--anywhere out of the world,'" quotes he, with a dismal +shake of the head. + +"Is it so serious as all that?" cries Tita. "Look here, Randal, wait +a moment, can't you? I have a last request to make. If you _are_ +bent on dying, do it; but do it nicely--be picturesque: something +original, and no blood. Promise me there will be no blood!" + +"'So young, and so untender!'" says Gower, gazing at her with deep +reproach. + +He seems full of quotations. + +"But where are you going, really?" + +"Out." + +He pauses. + +"Not out of your mind, I hope?" + +"Don't be too sure." + +"Well, wait, and I'll go with you," says she, glancing at the stand +in the hall where her garden hat is generally to be found. + +"Not to-day," says Gower; "you mustn't come with me to-day. I'm going +out on business." + +"Business!" + +Mr. Gower and business seem so very far apart. + +"Gruesome business," repeats he, dropping his voice to a whisper. +"I'm going with my aunt--'my dear, unmarried aunt.' It's my last +chance. I shall do or die to-day, or else"--an afterthought striking +him--_"she_ will." + +"Where are you going with her?" + +"I am taking her," says Mr. Gower, looking darkly round him, "for a +row on the lake. She says she dotes on lakes. I don't think she will +dote on your lake when she returns, if"--with a murderous eye--"she +ever does." + +"Are you going to drown her?" asks Tita, catching him by the arm. + +She is laughing still. + +"I hope not--I _hope_ not," says Gower gloomily. "Circumstances +_may_ be favourable. We must pray for the best." + +He tears himself away from her with a profound sigh, and she is +still standing, laughing in the hall, when the library door opens, +and Rylton comes into the hall. + +Her laughter dies quickly. Rylton, after a swift, careless glance at +her, goes towards the letter-rack and places a letter in it, then +goes back to the library. As he reaches the door, however, he hears +little running feet behind him. + +"Don't go--don't go," says Tita. She has laid one hand upon his arm, +and is looking up at him. "You are angry with me, and----" + +"Angry? No!" + +"You are--you know you are! And you want to scold me, and----" + +"You are quite mistaken," says Rylton, shaking off her hand gently, +but with decision. "I have no desire whatever to scold you. Why +should I?" + +He goes past her into the library, but she follows him--a lovely +little penitent--with lowered eyes. + +"Do scold me!" says she. "I was wrong; and I did it on purpose, +too." + +"On purpose?" + +"Yes," hanging her pretty head; "I did it to annoy you! You were +so--so nasty about Tom the other night--do you remember? So I wanted +to make you _really mad_ this time--just for revenge, you know; but, +honestly, I didn't mean to be late for breakfast." + +"Didn't you?" drearily. + +"No, I didn't; you _must_ believe that." She goes nearer to him, and +slips her hand through his arm. "Maurice!" whispers she. He makes +her no answer. She moves even closer to him, and, leaning her little +head against his shoulder, looks up at him. _"Do_ scold me!" says +she again. The tender, childish voice touches him; it goes home to +his heart--the heart that is so full of another. He looks down at +her, and, stooping, lays his lips on hers. It can hardly be called a +kiss; yet it satisfies _her_, to whom, as yet, kissing means so +little. "Now I am forgiven," cries she triumphantly. "Is _that _your +scolding?" + +"I told you I couldn't scold you," says he. + +As he says this he sighs heavily. + +"What a sigh!" She pushes him from her with both hands. "After all, +I believe you hate me!" + +"No, I don't," says Rylton. + +He smiles. After all, why not be friends with her? Had he explained +that indifference was the word she should have used for hate, would +she be any the wiser? + +"No--really?" She has flung herself into a chair, and is looking at +him with her hands clasped behind her head. "Well," thoughtfully, "I +don't hate you, either. That's a blessing, isn't it?" + +"A great one." + +He feels a little piqued, however, at the nonchalance of her manner. +Why should it occur to her that she might hate him? She has, +unknowingly certainly, but unquestionably, blocked his way to the +fulfilment of his desires, but he---- He changes colour; is he +standing in _her_ way, then? + +"What was the letter you were reading this morning when I came in?" + +"A letter?" + +He brings himself back to the present with an effort. + +"Yes. It was so interesting," says she, making him a little +malicious grimace, "that you could not spare a moment from the +reading of it to acknowledge my presence." + +"It was from my mother." + +"No wonder it was so engrossing," says Tita naughtily. "Well----" + +"It isn't well; it is ill," returns he, laughing. "She says she is +coming to stay with us for a week or so on her way to Lady Sarah's." + +"Why is she coming?" + +"For our sins, I suppose. I really don't know any other reason." He +casts an anxious glance at her. "I am afraid that you won't care +about it." + +"Well, I shan't," says Tita frankly; "but if she wants to come, +there is nothing more to be said. What _I_ am afraid of is that +Marian won't like it." + +"Marian?" + +"Yes, Marian. It struck me that she was not very fond of your +mother. Was I right?" + +"I could not possibly answer for Marian." + +"No?" + +"Certainly not." + +"Yet I thought," with a swift glance, "that you were the one person +in the world who could have told me all about her." + +"You were wrong, then. I have known Marian, and--liked her; but I +think no human being can answer for another's likes and dislikes." + +"Perhaps so." She looks down thoughtfully. "When is your mother +coming?" + +"To-morrow. I shall run up to town and meet her, and bring her on." + +"You will be back to-morrow night?" + +"Well, she seems to think so; but I expect she will be tired, and +stay in town until next morning. In the meantime," smiling at her, +"I leave the house and the guests and everything in your charge." + +"How delightful!" cries Tita, clapping her hands. + +Rylton turns away. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +HOW TITA'S SOUL AT LAST IS STIRRED; AND HOW HER HAPPINESS IS +THREATENED AND HERSELF SET AT NAUGHT; AND HOW MINNIE HESCOTT SPEAKS. + + + +"Such a day to go out on the lake!" says Mrs. Bethune, with a +contemptuous curve of her lip. "Really, that old woman must be as +mad as she is disagreeable." + +"Well, she could hardly be _more_ so," says Mrs. Chichester. + +They are all in the oriel chamber, the windows of which look upon +the lake, and now they can see Randall and Miss Gower rowing +apparently in the utmost peace across it. + +"She has a perfect passion for boating," says Margaret. + +"So I should say. I dare say it seems to her pretty and idyllic." + +"Her passions ought to be at a low ebb by this time," says Mrs. +Bethune with a sneer. She has suffered many things at the old maid's +hands. + +"Well, let us pray Randal will bring her home in safety," says Tita, +laughing. + +"My _dear_ Lady Rylton!" + +"Heavens--what a prayer!" exclaims Mrs. Chichester. + +"Let us say it backwards," says captain Marryatt, which is +considered such a wonderful departure for him, such a stroke of wit +on his part, that everyone laughs in the most encouraging fashion. + +"You'll be a reigning wit yet, if you don't look out," says Mrs. +Chichester. + +"As you are a reigning toast," responds he, quite fired by the late +ovation. + +"Oh, goodness!" says Mrs. Chichester, shrugging up her thin +shoulders and casting a queer glance round her from under her brows; +"let us take him away quickly, before he cuts himself with his own +smartness." + +"Yes. Come down to the library, it's warmer there," says Tita. She +leads the way to the door, and when at it looks back over her +shoulder at her husband. "Are you coming, Maurice?" + +"In a moment or two. I have a few letters to write first." + +"And you?" says Tita, looking at Mrs. Bethune. + +"I, too, have some letters to write," returns Marian. + +Her tone is quite ordinary, but to the young girl gazing at her +there seems something defiant in her eyes and her smile. What is it +in the smile--a sort of hateful amusement. + +Tita leaves the room. She goes out and down the spiral stairs quite +collectedly, to all appearance, yet she is not aware for a moment +that Margaret's hand is on her arm. For the first time--the first +time in all her young and most innocent life--a sin has touched her +soul. She has learned to hate--she as yet does not know why--but she +knows she hates Marian Bethune. + +As the door closes behind her and her guests, Rylton turns on +Marian. + +"Why did you say that? Why didn't you go?" says he. + +His face is white as death. He cannot account to himself for the +agitation that is consuming him. + +"Why should I not say what is the truth?" returns she, her beautiful +daring eyes full on his. "Why should I go? Does Lady Rylton demand +that all her guests should be at her beck and call, morning, noon, +and night?" + +"She demands nothing," says Rylton. + +The terrible truth of what he is saying goes home to him. What has +she ever demanded, that poor child, who has given him her fortune, +her life? Her little, sweet, half-pathetic face as she looked back +at him from the doorway is before him. Her face is often before him +now. + +"She must be a fool, then," says Marian insolently. She takes a step +nearer to him. "Don't let us talk of her. What is she to us?" cries +she, in a low fierce tone that speaks of words held back for many +days, words that have been scorching her, and must find sound at +last. "Maurice! Maurice! how long is this to go on!" She takes a +step nearer to him, and then, as if it is impossible to her to hold +back any longer, she flings herself suddenly into his arms. +"Maurice, speak to me. My love! My life!" Her words are low, +dispirited, broken by little sobs. + +Rylton presses her to him. It is an involuntary movement, the action +of one who would succour another when in trouble. His face has lost +all colour. He is indeed as white as death. He holds her. His arms +are round her--round this woman he has loved so long; it is--it must +be a supreme moment--and yet-- + +He lays his hands upon her arms, and putting her gently back from +him gazes into her drenched eyes. Those eyes so dear, so lustrous. +How often has he looked into them, when, + + "Soft eyes looked love to eyes which spake again!" + +"Marian," says he. His tone is tenderness itself, yet there is now a +sudden strength in it that astonishes him. _She_ had had all the +strength in those old days. She had dominated him, subduing him by +her beauty, her charm. The charm is there still--he knows that as he +gazes into her deep eyes, but is it quite as potent? A year ago +would she have been standing before him, looking at him as she is +looking now with this ineffable passion in her gaze whilst _he_ +stood too? No. He would have been at her feet, her slave, her lover, +to do with as she would. "Marian, is this wise?" + +"Ah! one moment!" entreats she sadly. "It is so seldom I can see you +alone, and this blessed chance--will you refuse it? You saw how I +dared everything. How I even risked her suspicion. It was because I +felt I _should_ see--_should_ speak with you again." + +"You should consider yourself," says he in a dull tone. + +He hardly understands himself. Where is the old, wild longing to be +with her, when others are away, to hold her in his arms? To kiss her +lips--dear willing lips? + +"What do I care about myself?" returns she vehemently. Her passion +has so carried her with it, that she has failed to see the new +wonder in his air, the chill, the lack of warmth, the secret +questioning. "Ah, Maurice, forgive me! It is so like you to think of +me before yourself. And I know one _must_ think. But will it be +always so? Is there no chance, no hope--of freedom for you and me? +You are rich now, and if--if----" + +"Don't," says he, in a choked tone. + +He almost pushes her from him, but she clings to him. + +"I know--I know," says she. "It is a dishonourable thought, but +thoughts will come. And you----" She catches him by both arms, and +swaying her little body a little, compels his gaze to meet hers. +"They come to you, too," cries she in a low tone, soft as velvet, +but quick with fervour. "You, too, long for freedom. Do I not know +you, Maurice? Do I not believe in you? You are mine--mine! Oh how I +honour you, for your honour to _her!_ I think you are the one good +man I ever met. If I loved you before your marriage, I love you a +thousand times better since. You are mine, and I am yours. And we +must wait--wait--but not for long. That girl----" + +He releases himself from her by a quick, almost infuriated gesture. +At the very instant of his doing so the sound of footsteps coming +along the corridor without can be heard. Mrs. Bethune steps quickly +to a side-door, and passes noiselessly into a passage that leads her +to a back staircase. As she runs along it softly, noiselessly, a +great swell of delight lifts her bosom. + +He loves her. He loves her still. He had not repulsed her when she +had flung herself into his embrace, and this last moment when he had +flung her out of it, _that_ spoke more than all. He had heard those +coming footsteps. He had thought of her--her reputation. That was +dear to him. She gains her own room by a circuitous round, +breathless, unseen, secure in her belief of her power over him. The +insatiable vanity of the woman had prevented her from reading +between the lines. + +Rylton, detesting himself for the necessity for deception, has just +seated himself at a writing-table, when Minnie Hescott enters the +room. That astute young woman refrains from a glance round the room. + +"Still writing?" says she. + +She had told herself when she escaped from the others that she would +do a good turn to Tita. She decided upon not caring what Rylton +would think of her. Men were more easily appeased than women. She +would square him later on, even if her plain speaking offended him +now; and, at all events, Tita would be on her side--would +acknowledge she had meant kindly towards her, and even if all failed +still something would be gained. She would have "been even" with +Mrs. Bethune. + +Miss Hescott's vocabulary is filled with choice sayings, expressive +if scarcely elegant. Beyond her dislike to Mrs. Bethune, +personally--she might have conquered that--Minnie is clever--there +is always the fact that Mrs. Bethune is poor, and poor people, as +Minnie has learned through a hard philosophy, are never of any use +at all. Mrs. Bethune, therefore, could never advance her one inch on +the road to social success; whereas Tita, though she is a mere +nobody in herself, and not of half as good birth as Mrs. Bethune, +can be of the utmost use as a propeller. + +Tita, by happy circumstances, is the wife of a real live Baronet, +and Tita is her cousin. Tita has money, and is very likely to go to +town every year in the season, and what more likely than that Tita +should take her (Minnie) under her wing next season, present her and +marry her? Delightful prospect. Her step is quite buoyant as she +approaches Rylton and says: + +"Still writing?" + +"Yes," returns Rylton leisurely, to whom Minnie is not dear. + +"I'm sorry. I wanted to say something to you," says Minnie, who has +decided on adopting the unadorned style of conversation, that +belongs as a rule to the young--the unsophisticated. + +"If I can be of the slightest use to you," says Rylton, wheeling +round on his chair, "I shall be delighted." He had knocked off the +blotting paper as he turned, and now stoops to pick it up, a moment +that Minnie takes to see that he has no letter half begun before +him, and no letter finished either, as the rack on the side of the +wall testifies. Minnie would have done well as a female detective! + +"Oh no--no. On the contrary, I wanted to be of use to you." + +"To me?" + +"Yes. You mustn't be angry with me," says Minnie, still with the air +of the _ingénue_ full about her; "but I felt ever since the night +before last that I _should_ speak to you." + +"The night before last!" + +Rylton's astonishment is so immense that he can do nothing but +repeat her words. And now it must be told that Minnie, who had seen +that vindictive look on Mrs. Bethune's face as she went down the +terrace steps on the night of Lady Warbeck's dance, and had augured +ill from it for Tita and her brother, had cross-examined Tom very +cleverly, and had elicited from him the fact that he had heard +footsteps behind the arbour where he and somebody--he refused to +give the name--had sat that night, and that he--Tom--had glanced +round, and had seen and known, but that he had said nothing of it to +his companion. A mutual hatred for Mrs. Bethune, born in the breast +of Tom as well as in his sister, had alone compelled Tom to declare +even this much. Minnie had probed and probed about his companion, as +to who she was, but Tom would not speak. Yet he might as well have +spoken. Minnie knew! + +"Yes, that night at Lady Warbeck's. I know you will think me horrid +to say what I am going to say, and really there is nothing--only--I +am so fond of Tita." + +"It is not horrid of you to say that," says Rylton, smiling. + +"No. I know that. But that isn't all. I--am afraid Tita has an enemy +in this house." + +"Impossible," says Rylton. + +He rises, smiling always, but as if to put a termination to the +interview. + +"No, but listen," says Minnie, who, now she has entered upon her +plan, would be difficult to beat. "Do you remember when you and Mrs. +Bethune were standing on the balcony at Warbeck Towers--that night?" + +Rylton starts, but in a second collects himself. + +"Yes," returns he calmly. + +He feels it would be madness to deny it. + +"Very well," says Minnie, "I was there too, and I went down the +steps--to the garden. Your wife went down before me." + +Rylton grows suddenly interested. He had seen Minnie go down those +steps--but the other! + +"Then?" asks he; his tone is breathless. + +"Oh, yes--just then," says Minnie, "and that is what I wanted to +talk to you about. You and Mrs. Bethune were on the balcony above, +and Tita passed just beneath, and I saw Mrs. Bethune lean over for a +_second_ as it were--it seemed to me a most evil second, and she saw +Tita--and her eyes!" Minnie pauses. "Her eyes were awful! I felt +frightened for Tita." + +"You mean to tell me that Mrs. Bethune _saw_ Tita that night passing +beneath the balcony?" + +The memory of his bet with Marian, that strange bet, so strangely +begun, comes back to him--and other things too! He loses himself a +little. Once again he is back on that balcony; the lights are low, +the stars are over his head. Marian is whispering to him, and all at +once she grows silent. He remembers it; she takes a step forward. He +remembers that too--a step as though she would have checked +something, and then thought better of it. + +Is this girl speaking the truth? _Had_ Marian seen and then made her +bet, and then deliberately drawn him step by step to that accursed +arbour? And all so quietly--so secretly--without a thought of pity, +of remorse! + +No, it is not true! This girl is false---- And yet--that quick step +Marian had taken; it had somehow, in some queer way, planted itself +upon his memory. + +Had she seen Tita go by with Hescott? She had called it a fair bet! +Was it fair? Was there any truth anywhere? If she had seen them--if +she had deliberately led him to spy upon them---- + +A very rage of anger swells up within his heart, and with it a first +doubt--a first suspicion of the honour of her on whom he had set his +soul! Perhaps the ground was ready for the sowing. + +"Saw her? Yes, indeed," says Minnie, still with the air of childish +candour. "It was _because_ I saw her that I was so frightened about +Tita. Do you know, Sir Maurice,"--most ingenuously this--"I don't +think Mrs. Bethune likes Tita." + +"Why should you suppose such a thing?" says Rylton. His face is dark +and lowering. "Tita seems to me to be a person impossible to +dislike." + +"Ah, that is what I think," says Minnie. "And it made me the more +surprised that Mrs. Bethune should look at her so unkindly. Well," +smiling very naturally and pleasantly, "I suppose there is nothing +in it. It was only my love for Tita that made me come and tell you +what was troubling me." + +"Why not tell Tita?" + +"Ah, Tita is a little angel," says Minnie Hescott. "I might as well +speak to the winds as to her. I tried to tell her, you know, +and----" + +"And----" + +He looked up eagerly. + +"And she wouldn't listen. I tell you she is an angel," says Minnie, +laughing. She stops. "I suppose it is all nonsense--all my own +folly; but I am so fond of Tita, that I felt terrified when I saw +Mrs. Bethune look so unkindly at her on the balcony." + +"You are sure you were not dreaming?" says Rylton, making an effort, +and growing careless once again in his manner. + +Minnie Hescott smiles too. + +"I never dream," says she. + + + +CHAPTER V. + +HOW MISS GOWER GOES FOR A PLEASANT ROW UPON THE LAKE WITH HER +NEPHEW; AND HOW SHE ADMIRES THE SKY AND THE WATER; AND HOW PRESENTLY +FEAR FALLS ON HER; AND HOW DEATH THREATENS HER; AND HOW BY A MERE +SCRATCH OF A PEN SHE REGAINS SHORE AND LIFE. + + + +"How delicious the water looks to-day!" says Miss Gower, gazing at +the still lake beneath her with a sentimental eye. The eye is under +one of the biggest sun-hats in Christendom. "And the sky," continues +Miss Gower, now casting the eye aloft, "is admirably arranged too. +What a day for a row, and so late in the season, too!" + +"'Late, late, so late!'" quotes her nephew, in a gloomy tone. + +"Nonsense!" sharply; "it is not so very late, after all. And even if +it were there would be no necessity for being so lugubrious over it. +And permit me to add, Randal, that when you take a lady out for a +row, it is in the very worst possible taste to be in low spirits." + +"I can't help it," says Mr. Gower, with a groan. + +"What's the matter with you?" demands his aunt. + +"Ah, no matter--no matter!" + +"In debt, as usual, I suppose?" grimly. + +"Deeply!" with increasing gloom. + +"And you expect me to help you, I suppose?" + +"No. I expect nothing. I hope only for one thing," says Mr. Gower, +fixing a haggard gaze upon her face. + +"If it's a cheque from me," says his aunt sternly, "you will hope a +long time." + +"I don't think so," sadly. + +"What do you mean, sir? Do you think I am a weathercock, to change +with every wind? You have had your last cheque from me, Randal. Be +sure of that. I shall no longer pander to your wicked ways, your +terrible extravagances." + +"I didn't mean that. I wished only to convey to you the thought that +soon there would be no room for hope left to me." + +"Well, there isn't _now!" _says Miss Gower cheerfully, "if you are +alluding to me. Row on, Randal; there isn't anything like as good a +view from this spot as there is from the lower end!" + +"I like the middle of the lake," says Mr. Gower, in a sepulchral +tone. As he speaks he draws in both oars, and leaning his arms upon +them, looks straight across into her face. It is now neck or +nothing, he tells himself, and decides at once it shall be neck. +"Aunt," says he, in a low, soft, sad tone--a tone that reduces +itself into a freezing whisper, _"Are you prepared to die?"_ + +"What!" says Miss Gower. She drops the ropes she has been holding +and glares at him. "Collect yourself, boy!" + +"I entreat you not to waste time over trivialities! I entreat you to +answer me, and quickly." + +Mr. Gower's voice is now apparently coming from his boots. + +"Good gracious, Randal, what do you mean?" cries the spinster, +turning very yellow. "Prepared to _die!_ Why ask me such a +question?" + +"Because, dear aunt, your time has come!" + +"Randal!" says Miss Gower, trying to rise, "pull me ashore. Do you +hear me, sir? Pull me ashore at once. Cease your levity." + +"Sit down," says her nephew sadly. "Pray sit down. It comes easier +sitting than any other way, I have been told." + +"What comes?" Miss Gower casts a wild glance round her. They are far +from the shore, and, indeed, even if they had been nearer to it, no +help could reach her, as there is not a soul to be seen, and from +where they now are not a glimpse of the house is to be had. "Randal, +would you murder me?" cries she. + +"Oh, dear aunt, what a question!" says Mr. Gower with deep reproach. +"No, far from that. Learn that I, too, am resolved to die!" + +"Oh, heavens!" cries Miss Gower, clinging to the sides of the boat. +"What brought me out to-day? And to think insanity should break out, +in our family here, for the first time! Unhappy youth, bethink +yourself! Would you have my death upon your soul?" + +Here all at once it occurs to her that she has read somewhere of the +power of the human eye. _She_ has an eye, and it is human; she will +use it! She leans forward and half closes her lids (presumably to +concentrate the rays within), and casts upon Gower a glance that she +herself would have designated "fell." The effect is, perhaps, a +little destroyed by the fact that her big hat has fallen over her +left ear, and that she has put on a diabolic grin--meant to be +impressive--that gives all the gold with which the dentist has +supplied her, to public view. Quite a little fortune in itself! She +speaks. + +"How _dare_ you!" says she, in a voice meant to be thunder, but +which trembles like a jelly. "Take me back at once to the house! +What _madness_ is this!" + +She is frightened when she utters the word "madness." But the +present madman does not seem to care about it. + +"Not madness, aunt," says he, still with unutterable sadness in look +and tone, "but sober, terrible _truth!_ Life has ceased to have +charms for me. I have therefore resolved to put an end to it!" + +"But what of me, Randal!" cries the spinster in an agonized tone. + +"I cannot bear to die alone, dear aunt. To leave you to mourn my +memory! Such misery I am resolved to spare you. We--_die together!"_ + +"Randal--Randal, I say, you are out of your mind." + +She has forgotten the power of the eye--everything. + +"You are right, dear aunt, I _am_ out of my mind," says Mr. Gower, +with the utmost gentleness. "I am out of my mind with misery! I +have, therefore, bored a hole in the bottom of this boat, through +which I"--sweetly--"am glad to see the water is swiftly coming." + +He points gently to where he has removed the plug, and where the +water is certainly coming into the boat. + +"It is rising, I think," says he softly and very pleasantly. + +Miss Gower gives a wild scream. + +"Help! help!" yells she. She waves her hands and arms towards the +shore, but there is no one there to succour her. "Oh, Randal, the +water is coming in--it's wetting my boots. It's getting on to my +petticoats! Oh, my goodness! What shall I do?" + +Here she picks up most of her garments; nay, all of them, indeed, +and steps on to a loose bit of wood lying in the boat. + +"Don't look! don't look!" screams she. There is a flicker of +something scarlet--a second flicker of something that might be +described as white tuckers of white embroidery. + +"Look!" says Mr. Gower reproachfully. "What do you take me for? I'd +die first. Ah!"--turning modestly aside--"how I have always been +maligned!" He sighs. "I'm going to die now," says he. "Go on, aunt," +in a melancholy tone. "There is little time to lose. Perfect your +arrangements. The water is rising. I admire you. I do, indeed. There +is a certain dignity in dying nicely, and without a sound." + +"I _won't_ die!" cries Miss Gower wildly. "I _won't_ be dignified. +Ho! there! Help! help!" + +She is appealing to the shores on either side, but no help is +forthcoming. She turns at last a pale glance on Randal. + +"Randal!" cries she, "you say _you_ are tired of life. But--I--I'm +not!" + +"This is folly," says Mr. Gower. "It is born of an hour, filled with +a sudden fear. In a few moments you will be yourself again, and will +know that you are glad of a chance of escaping from this hateful +world that you have been for so many years reviling. Just think! +Only yesterday I heard you abusing it, and now in a very few moments +you will sink through the quiet waters to a rest this world has +never known." + +"You are wrong. It is _not_ folly," says Miss Gower wildly. "I don't +want to die. You do, you say. Die, then! But why sacrifice me? Oh, +goodness gracious, Randal, the boat is sinking! I _feel_ it. I know +it is going down." + +"So do I," says Gower, with an unearthly smile. "Pray, aunt, pray!" + +"I shan't!" cries Miss Gower. "Oh, you wretched boy! Oh, Randal, +what's the matter with the boat?" + +"It's settling," says Mr. Gower tragically. "There is time for a +last prayer, dear aunt." + +Miss Gower gives a wild shriek. + +"Forgive me, my beloved aunt," says Mr. Gower, with deep feeling. He +is standing up now, and is doing something in the bottom of the +boat. "Honour alone has driven me to this deed." + +"Honour! Randal! Then it isn't madness. Oh, my dear boy, what is it? +Oh," shrieking again to the irresponsive shore, "will no one save +us?" + +"You can!" says Mr. Gower. "At least you _could_. I fear now it is +too late. I gave you a hint about that before, but you scorned my +quotation. Therefore, thy death be on thy own head!" + +"Oh, it can't be too late yet. You can swim, my dear good Randal. My +_dearest_ boy! I can help, you say. But how, Randal, is it--_can_ it +be that the debt you spoke of a while ago has driven you to this?" + +"Ay, even to this!" says Mr. Gower in a frenzied tone. + +"How much is it, dearest? Not _very_ much, eh? Your poor old aunt, +you know, is far from rich." As a fact, she hardly knows what to do +with her money. "Oh, speak, my dear boy, speak!" + +"It is only seven hundred pounds," says Mr. Gower in a voice full of +depression. "But rather than ask you to pay it, aunt I would----" He +bends downwards. + +"Oh, _don't!"_ screams Miss Gower. "For Heaven's sake don't make any +more holes!" + +"Why not?" says Randal. "We all can die but once!" + +"But we can live for a long time yet." + +"I _can't,"_ says he. "Honour calls me. Naught is left me but to +die." + +Here he stands up and begins to beat frantically upon the bottom of +the boat, as if to make a fresh hole. + +"Oh, darling boy, don't! Seven hundred pounds, is it? If that can +save us, you shall have it, Randal, you shall indeed!" + +"Is that the truth?" says Gower. He seats himself suddenly upon the +seat opposite to her, and with a countenance not one whit the less +draped in gloom, pulls from his pocket a cheque-book, a pen, and a +tiny little ink case. + +"I hardly know if there is yet time," says he, "but if you will sign +this, I shall do my best to get back to a life that is apparently +dear to you, though not"--mournfully--"to me." + +Miss Gower takes the pen, plunges it into the ink, and writes her +name. It is not until to-morrow that she remembers that the cheque +was drawn out in every way, except for her signature. + +"Ah, we may yet reach the shore alive!" says Mr. Gower, in a +depressing tone, putting in the plug. + +When they reach it, he gives his arm to his aunt, and, in the +tenderest fashion, helps her along the short pathway that leads to +the house. + +In the hall quite a large number of people are assembled, and +everyone runs toward them. + +"Why, we thought you were lost," says Mrs. Chichester. + +"Yes, so we were very nearly," says Mr. Gower, shaking his head and +advancing into the hall with the languid airs of one who has just +undergone a strange experience. + +"But how--how?" They all crowd round him now. + +"Poor aunt and I were nearly drowned," says Mr. Gower pathetically. +He takes a step forward, and the water drips from his trousers. He +looks back at Miss Gower. "Weren't we?" says he. + +"But you are dripping!" cries Tita, "whilst Miss Gower seems quite +dry. Dear Miss Gower," turning anxiously to that spinster, "I hope +you are not wet." + +"Ah! she was so nice, so _nice,"_ says Randal sweetly, "that she +wouldn't let me do much for her. But if you will just look under her +petticoats I am afraid you will----" + +"Randal!" cries Miss Gower indignantly. + +After this the spinster is hurried upstairs by many willing hands +and is put to bed. Tita, on her way down from seeing her made +comfortable, meets Randal redressed and dry and comfortable in the +library. + +"What does all this mean?" says she. "When you spoke this morning of +taking Miss Gower out on the lake I--I did not suspect you of +anything--but now----" + +"Well, now, you shall hear the truth," says Gower. Whereupon he +gives her a graphic account of the scene on the lake. + +"I knew she'd take _that_ fence," says he. "And I was right; there +wasn't even a jib." + +"I wonder you aren't ashamed of yourself," says Tita indignantly. + +"Don't wonder any more. I _am_ ashamed of myself. I'm so ashamed +that I'm going at once to pay my debts." + +"Oh, I like that!" + +"Well, I am. I shall give my landlady five pounds out of her +account." + +"And the account?" + +"I really think it must be about seventy or eighty by this time," +says Mr. Gower thoughtfully. "However, it doesn't matter about that. +She'll be awfully pleased to get the five pounds. One likes five +pounds, you know, when one has lost all hope of ever getting it." + +"Oh, go away!" says Tita. "You are a _horrid_ boy!" + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +HOW ALL THE HOUSE PARTY AT OAKDEAN GROW FRIVOLOUS IN THE ABSENCE OF +THE LORD AND MASTER; AND HOW MRS. BETHUNE ENCOURAGES A GAME OF +HIDE-AND-SEEK; AND HOW, AFTER MANY ESCAPES, TITA IS CAUGHT AT LAST. + + + +"She has gone to bed," says Tita, reappearing in the drawing-room +just as the clock strikes nine on the following evening. + +"Thank goodness!" says Mrs. Chichester, _sotto voce_, at which +Captain Marryatt laughs. + +"She is not very ill, I hope?" says Margaret. + +"Oh no! A mere headache." + +"Bile!" suggests Mr. Gower prettily. + +Tita looks angrily at him. + +"What a hideous word that is!" says Mrs. Bethune, with a sneer. "It +ought to be expunged from every decent dictionary. Fortunately," +with a rather insolent glance at Randal, who is so openly a friend +of Tita's, "very few people use it--in civilized society." + +"And I'm one of them," says the young man, with deep +self-gratulation. "I like to be in a minority--so choice, you know; +so distinguished! But what, really," turning to Tita, "is the matter +with poor, dear old auntie?" + +"A chill, I should think," returns Tita severely. Has he forgotten +all about yesterday's escapade? "She seemed to me very wet when she +got home last evening." + +"She was soaking," says Mr. Gower. "She didn't show it much, because +when the water was rising in that wretched old boat--really, you +know, Maurice ought to put respectable boats on his lake--she pulled +up her----" + +"Randal!" + +"Well, she did!" says Randal, unabashed. "Don't glare at _me!_ I +didn't pull up anything! I'd nothing to pull up, but she----" Here +Mr. Gower gives way to wild mirth. "Oh, if you'd _seen_ her!" says +he--"such spindleshanks!" + +At this Marryatt gets behind him, draws a silken chair-back over his +face, thus mercifully putting an end to his spoken recollections. + +"If I were you, Tita, I should order Randal off to bed," says +Margaret, who, I regret to say, is laughing. "He has been up quite +long enough for a child of his years." + +"Well--but, really, what is the matter with Miss Gower?" asks +somebody. + +"Temper," puts in Mrs. Bethune, with a shrug. + +She is leaning back in an easy-chair, feeling and looking distinctly +vexed. Maurice is away. This morning he had started for town to meet +his mother, and bring her back with him for a short stay at Oakdean. +He had gone away directly after breakfast, telling them all he would +be home by the evening if possible; but he feared the journey would +be too long for his mother, and that probably she would spend the +night in town. In the meantime, if anything in the shape of a murder +or an elopement should occur, they might telegraph to Claridge's. He +had then turned and smiled at Tita. + +"I leave them all in your care," he had said. + +Was there meaning in his smile--was it a little entreaty to her to +be "good" during his absence? + +"Well, she's in bed, any way," says Tita; "and the question is, what +shall we do now?" + +"Dance!" says someone. + +But they have been dancing every evening, and there seems nothing +very special about that. + +"I tell you what," says Tita; "let us have hide-and-seek!" + +"Oh, how lovely!" cries Mrs. Chichester, springing to her feet. +"What a heavenly suggestion!" + +"Yes; two to hunt, and all the rest to hide in couples," says Tom +Hescott. + +It has occurred to him that he would like to hunt with Tita, or else +to hide with her; and it might be managed. Margaret, who happens to +be looking at him, makes a slight movement forward. + +"Perhaps we should disturb Miss Gower!" says she anxiously. + +"Oh no!" says Mrs. Bethune quickly. "Her room is in the north wing. +If we confine our game to this part of the house, she can never hear +us." + +"Still, it seems such a silly thing to do!" says Margaret nervously. + +She distrusts Marian where Tita is concerned. Why should she +advocate the game--she who is the embodiment of languor itself, to +whom any sort of running about would mean discomfort? + +"Dear Margaret," says Mrs. Bethune, in a low voice, but a distinct +one--one quite loud enough for Colonel Neilson to hear, who is +standing near Miss Knollys--"don't give way to it; don't let it +conquer you--_too_ soon!" + +"It?--what?" asks Margaret unconsciously. + +"Middle age!" sweetly, and softly always, but with a rapid glance at +Neilson. She leans back and smiles, enjoying the quiet blush that, +in spite of her, rises to Margaret's cheek. "I feel it coming," says +she. "Even _I_ feel it. But why encourage it? Why not let these +children have their game, without a check from us who are _so_ much +older?" + +"That is not the question," says Margaret coldly, who has now +recovered herself. "My thought was that perhaps Maurice might not +approve of this most harmless, if perhaps----" + +"Frivolous performance. Of course, if you are going to manage +Maurice and Maurice's wife," with a strange laugh, "there is no more +to be said. But I wish you joy of the last task. And as for +Maurice," with a curl of her lips, _"he_ is not a prig." + +"Well, neither am I, I hope," says Margaret, with perfect temper. + +She turns away, Colonel Neilson, who is furious with Mrs. Bethune, +following her. As for the latter, she looks after Margaret until she +is out of sight, and for once, perhaps, is sorry for her rudeness. +She likes Margaret, but she is out of heart to-night and irritable. +The absence of Rylton, the coming of her aunt, all tend to disturb +her. And Rylton had gone without a word, a look even!--he who always +dwelt upon her words, had studied her looks; he had not given her +one farewell sign. She had waited to see if he would give one to +Tita; but he had not--at least, nothing in particular--nor had Tita +run out to the hall to see him off. She had blown him a little kiss +from behind the urn, which he had accepted calmly, and that was all! + +"Come on," says Randal excitedly; "Miss Hescott and I will hunt the +lot of you! But look here, you must all keep to the parts of the +house agreed on. I am not going to have my beloved aunt descending +upon me in a nightcap and a wrapper!" + +"Well, you must give us three minutes," says Tita, "and you mustn't +stir until you hear someone cry, 'Coo-ee!' You understand now, +Minnie." + +"I know! I'll keep him in hand," says Miss Hescott. + +"And he mustn't peep," says Mrs. Chichester. + +"Good gracious! what a mean thought!" says Mr. Gower, who is already +laying plans in his own mind as to how he is to discomfit the +hiders, and win laurels for himself as a searcher. + +"Well, off we go!" cries Mrs. Chichester, flying out of the room, +Captain Marryatt after her. + +Hide-and-seek as a game leaves little to be desired. Even Margaret, +who had said so much against it, enters into the spirit of it +presently, and knows the throes of anguish when the hunter draws +nigh her hiding-place, and the glow of joy when she has safely +eluded him and flown to the den, without a clutch upon so much as +the end of her garments. Indeed, all have given themselves up to the +hour and its excitement, except only Marian Bethune, who, whilst +entering into the game with apparently all the zest of the others, +is ever listening--listening---- He had said he _might_ come home +to-night. And it is now close on eleven! In ten minutes, if at all, +he will be here. If only she could so manage as to---- + +They are all now standing once more, laughing, talking, in the small +drawing-room, preparatory to another start. + +"Who'll hunt now?" asks Colonel Neilson, who has been far and away +the best pursuer up to this. + +"Why not Tita and Mr. Hescott?" says Marian suddenly, vivaciously. +She seems to have lost all her indolence. "They have not been +hunting once to-night." + +"Yes; that is true," says Captain Marryatt. + +"I hate hunting and I like hiding," says Tita. "Colonel Neilson, you +and Margaret can be our pursuers this time. Come, Tom! come, all of +you!" + +Mrs. Bethune for a moment frowns, and then a quick light comes back +to her eyes. Even _better_ so--if Maurice should arrive. She had +planned that they--those two, Tita and her cousin--should be +together on his arrival, should he come; and now, now they will be +_hiding_ together in all probability! Oh for Maurice to come +now--now! + +She has evaded her own partner in the game, and, slipping away +unobserved, is standing in one of the windows of the deserted +library--a window that opens on the avenue--listening for the sound +of horses' hoofs. In five minutes Maurice will be here, if he comes +at all to-night, and as yet they have scarcely started on their game +of hide-and-seek. She had heard Tita whisper to Mr. Hescott +something about the picture-gallery--she had caught the word--a +delightful place in semi-darkness, and with huge screens here and +there. Oh, if only Tita could be found hiding behind one with Mr. +Hescott! + +She presses her hot cheek against the pane of the open window, and +as she does so she starts. She leans out into the night, and +yes--yes, beyond doubt, here is the carriage! + +It is rounding the bushes at the corner, and is already in sight. +She springs lightly into the hall--now deserted, as all the house +party have gone up the stairs to the happy hunting grounds above. +All, that is, except Margaret and Colonel Neilson, who are waiting +for the "Coo-ee." + +Mrs. Bethune had forgotten them, and running lightly through the +hall, she opens the door, and steps into the moonlight just as Sir +Maurice comes up the steps. + +"You!" says he, surprised. + +"Yes. I heard you coming." There is a sort of wild delight in her +voice. She would have liked to have flung herself into his arms, but +the men outside are busy with his portmanteau and other things; and +then--his mother---- + +"Your mother?" asks she, peering into the darkness. + +"She has not come. I had a telegram from her at Claridge's. She +can't come till next week, so I came back." He pauses, and then, +abruptly, "Where is Tita?" + +"Tita?" Mrs. Bethune shrugs her shoulders, and a little low laugh +escapes her. "She is playing hide-and-seek," says she, "with--her +cousin." + +"What are you saying?" exclaims Rylton, her manner far more than her +words striking cold to his heart. "Do you mean to insinuate----" + +"Why, nothing. I insinuate nothing; we have all been playing----" + +"All?" + +"Yes." + +"You and----" + +"And everyone else." + +"Was there nothing better, then, for you all to do?" + +"Many things," coldly. "But your wife started the game. She had +doubtless her reasons----" + +"Is that another insinuation? But at all events you cannot condemn +the game, as you joined in it." + +"I could not avoid joining in it. Was _I_ to be the one to censure +my hostess?" + +"Certainly not," sternly. "No one is censuring her. And besides, as +you all----" Then, as though the words are torn from him, "Where is +she now?" + +"In the picture-gallery, behind one of your favourite screens, with +Mr. Hescott." + +"A graphic description," says he. He almost thrusts her aside, and +steps quickly into the hall. Mrs. Bethune, leaning against the wall +behind her, breaks into silent, terrible laughter. + +At the foot of the stairs Margaret comes quickly to him. His face +frightens her. + +"Where are you going, Maurice?" + +"Upstairs," returns he quite calmly. + +"You are going to be angry with Tita," says Margaret suddenly. "I +know it! And nothing is true. _Nothing!_ What has Marian been saying +to you? She"--with the very strangest little burst of passion, from +Margaret, the quiet Margaret!--"she has been telling you lies!" + +"My dear Margaret!" + +"Oh, Maurice, do be led by me!--by _anyone_ but her!" says Miss +Knollys, holding him, as he would have gone on. "Why can't you see? +Are you blind?" + +"I really think I must be," returns he with a peculiar smile. "It is +only just now I am beginning to open my eyes. My dear, good +Margaret!" He lifts her hand from his sleeve and pats it softly. +"You are too good for this world. It is you who are blind, really. +It will take longer to open your eyes than even mine." He runs +lightly past her up the stairs. + +Margaret gives a little cry of despair. Colonel Neilson, catching +her hand, draws her into a room on the left. The expected "Coo-ee" +has been called twice already, but neither Margaret nor Neilson have +heard it. + +"Marian has done this," says Margaret, in great distress. He has her +hand still in his, and now, half unconsciously, she tightens her +fingers over his. + +"That woman is a perfect devil!" says the Colonel savagely. "She is +playing Old Harry with the _régime_ here." + +"I can't think what she means to be the end of it," says Margaret. +"She can't marry him herself, and----" + +"She might, you know, if--if--she could manage to prove certain +things." + +"Oh _no!_ I won't believe she is as bad as that," says Margaret with +horror. "She has her good points. She has, really, though you will +never believe me." + +"Never!" says the Colonel stoutly. "The way she behaved to you this +evening----" + +"To me?" Margaret flushes quickly. The flush makes her charming. She +knows quite well to what he is alluding, and she likes him for being +indignant with Marian because of it--and yet, if only he _hadn't_ +alluded to it! It isn't nice to be called middle-aged--though when +one is only thirty, one ought to be able to laugh at it--but when +one is thirty and unmarried, somehow one never laughs at it. + +"To you. Do you think I should have cared much if she had been +beastly to anyone else? I tell you, Margaret, I could hardly +restrain myself! I had only one great desire at the moment--that she +had been a man." + +"Ah! But if she had been a man, she wouldn't have said it," says +Margaret. There is a little moisture in her eyes. + +"No, by Jove! of course not. I'll do my own sex that credit." + +"And after all," says Margaret, "why be so angry with her? There was +nothing but truth in what she said." + +There is something almost pathetic in the way she says this; she +does not know it, perhaps, but she is plainly longing for a denial +to her own statement. + +"I really think you ought to be above this sort of thing," says the +Colonel, with such indignation that she is at once comforted; all +the effusive words of flattery he could have used could not have +been half so satisfactory as this rather rude speech. + +"Well, never mind me," says she; "let us think of my dear little +girl. My poor Tita! I fear--I fear----" She falters, and breaks +down. "I am powerless. I can do nothing to help her; you saw how I +failed with him just now. Oh, what shall I do?" + +She covers her face with her hands, and tears fall through her +fingers. + +Neilson, as if distracted by this sad sight, lays his arm gently +round her shoulder, and draws her to him. + +"Margaret, my darling girl, don't cry about it, whatever you do," +entreats he frantically. "Margaret, don't break my heart!" + +Miss Knollys' tears cease as suddenly as though an electric battery +has been directed at her. + +"Nonsense! Don't be foolish! And at _my_ age too!" says she +indignantly. + +She pushes him from her. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +HOW TITA IS "CAUGHT," BUT BY ONE WHOM SHE DID NOT EXPECT; AND HOW +SHE PLAYED WITH FIRE FOR A LITTLE BIT; AND HOW FINALLY SHE RAN AWAY. + + + +Rylton, striding upstairs, makes straight for the picture-gallery. +It strikes him as he passes along the corridor that leads to it that +a most unearthly silence reigns elsewhere, and yet a sort of silence +that with difficulty holds back the sound behind it. A strange +feeling that every dark corner contains some hidden thing that could +at a second's notice spring out upon him oppresses him, and, indeed, +such a feeling is not altogether without justification. Many eyes +look out at him at these corners as he goes by, and once the deadly +silence is broken by a titter, evidently forcibly suppressed! Rylton +takes no notice, however. His wrath is still so warm that he thinks +of nothing but the picture-gallery, and that screen at the end of +it--where _she,_ his wife, is---- + +Now, there is a screen just inside the entrance to this gallery, and +behind it are Minnie Hescott and Mr. Gower. Randal's eyes are sharp, +but Minnie's even sharper. They both note, not only Maurice's abrupt +entrance, but the expression on his face. + +"Do something--quickly," says Minnie, giving Randal a little +energetic push that all but overturns the screen. + +"Anything! To half my kingdom; but what?" demands Mr. Gower, in a +whisper very low, as befits the occasion. + +"Tita is down there with Tom," says Miss Hescott, pointing to the +far end of the long, dimly-lit gallery. "Do you want to see _murder_ +done?" + +"Not much," says Gower. "But--how am I to prevent it?" + +"Don't you know what you must do?" says she energetically. "Those +idiots downstairs have forsaken us. Run up the room as quick as you +can--past Sir Maurice--and pretend you are the one who is hunting. +_I'll_ go for Tom. If we make a regular bustle, Sir Maurice won't +think so much about our little game as he does now. Did you see his +face?" + +"I saw fireworks," says Mr. Gower. Then, "I'm off," says he. + +He slips out from behind the screen, and galloping up the room comes +to the screen very nearly as soon as Rylton. Not soon enough, +however. Rylton has turned the corner of it, and found Tita with Tom +Hescott crouching behind it, whispering together, and evidently +enjoying themselves immensely. + +As she sees him, Tita gives a little cry. She had plainly taken him +for one of the hunters, and had hoped he would pass by. + +"Oh, you!" cries she. "You! Go away. Go _at once!_ They'll find us +if----" + +She waves him frantically from her. He is too angry to see that +there is not a vestige of embarrassment in her air. + +Here Gower comes up panting. + +"Caught!" cries he, making a pounce of Tita. + +"Not a bit of it!" says she, springing away from him to the other +side of the screen. "And _you,_ Randal, you are not hunting. Where's +Colonel Neilson? Where's Margaret?" + +"They changed," says Mr. Gower mendaciously. "Miss Hescott and I are +upon the track; we are the bloodhounds--we," making another grab at +her soft gown, "have _got_ you!" + +"No, you haven't," says Tita, whereupon there ensues a very animated +chase round and round the screen, Tita at last finding shelter--of +_all_ places--behind her husband--behind Maurice, whose face it is +quite as well she cannot see. + +He makes a movement as if to go, but she catches him, and unless he +were to use violence he could hardly get away. + +"There now!" says she, addressing Rylton indignantly. "See how +you've given us away. You've told him where we were. Don't stir. You +mustn't. If you do he'll catch me." + +She laughs defiantly at Gower as she says this. Gower could have +laughed too. There could, indeed, be hardly anything stranger than +the scene as it stands--comedy and tragedy combined. The husband +cold, impassive, stern, and over his shoulder the charming face of +his little wife peeping--all mirth and fun and gaiety. + +"You _must_ stay," says she, giving Sir Maurice a little shake. +"Why, you've betrayed our hiding-place. You've shown him where we +were. It isn't fair, Randal--it isn't indeed----" + +"You are caught, any way," says Gower, who would willingly bring the +scene to a close. + +_He_ can see Maurice's face, she cannot. As for Tom Hescott, his +sister has chased him out of the gallery long before this, with a +promptitude that does her credit. + +"Caught! Not I," says Tita. "Caught, indeed!" + +"Certainly you're caught," says Gower, making frantic little dabs at +her; but she dances away from him, letting her husband go, and +rushing once more behind the unfriendly screen that has done her so +bad a turn. + +"Certainly I'm _not,"_ retorts she, nodding her saucy head at him. +Slowly and artfully, as she speaks, she moves towards the farther +end of the screen, always keeping an eye on her adversary over the +top of it until she comes to the far end, when, darting like a +little swallow round the corner, she flies down the long, dark +gallery. Once only she turns. _"Now_ am I caught?" cries she, +laughing defiance at Gower. + +"Call _that_ fair, if you like!" says he, in high disgust. + +But she is gone. + + + + * * * * * + + + +The house is quiet again. Gower and Marryatt are still lingering in +the smoking-room, but for the rest, they have bidden each other +"Good-night" and gone to their rooms. + +Tita is sitting before her glass having her hair brushed, when a +somewhat loud knock comes to her door. The maid opens it, and Sir +Maurice walks in. + +"You can go," says he to Sarah, who courtesies and withdraws. + +"Oh! it is you," says Tita, springing up. + +Her hair has just been brushed for the night, and round her forehead +some cloudy ringlets are lying. She had thrown on her +dressing-gown--a charming creation of white cashmere, almost covered +with lace--without a thought of fastening it, and her young and +lovely neck shows through the opening of the laces whiter than its +surroundings. Her petticoat--all white lace, too, and caught here +and there with tiny knots of pale pink ribbons--is naturally shorter +than her gown would be, and shows the dainty little feet beneath +them. + + "When youth and beauty meet together, + There's worke for breath." + +And surely here are youth and beauty met together! Rylton, seeing +the sweet combination, draws a long breath. + +She advances towards him in the friendliest way, as if delighted. + +"I haven't had a word with you," says she. "Hardly one. You just +told me your mother had not come, and"--she stops, and breaks into a +gay little laugh--"you must forgive me, but what I said to myself +was, _'Thank goodness!' "_ She covers her eyes with widened fingers, +and peeps at him through them. "What I said to you out loud was, +'Oh, I _am_ sorry!' Do you remember? Now, am I not a hypocrite?" + +At this she takes down her hands from her eyes, and holds them out +to him in the prettiest way. + +He pushes them savagely from him. + +"You are!" says he hoarsely; "and one of the very worst of your +kind!" + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +HOW TITA, HAVING BEEN REPULSED, GROWS ANGRY; AND HOW A VERY PRETTY +BATTLE IS FOUGHT OUT; AND HOW TITA GAINS A PRESENT; AND HOW SIR +MAURICE LOSES HIS TEMPER. + + + +Her hands drop to her sides. She grows suddenly a little pale. Her +eyes widen. + +"What is it? What have I done _now?"_ asks she. + +The "now" has something pathetic in it. + +"Done! done!" He is trying to keep down the fury that is possessing +him. He had come to speak to her with a fixed determination in his +heart not to lose his temper, not to let her have that advantage +over him. He would be calm, judicial, but now---- What is the matter +with him now? Seeing her there, so lovely and so sweet, so full of +all graciousness--a very flower of beauty--a little thing-- + + "Light as the foam that flecks the seas, + Fitful as summer's sunset breeze"-- + +somehow a very _rage_ of anger conquers him, and he feels as if he +would like to take her and _compel_ her to his will. "You have done +one thing, at all events," says he. "You have forfeited my trust in +you for ever." + +"_I_ have?" + +"Yes, you! When I left home this morning, what was the last word I +said to you? I must have been a fool indeed when I said it. I told +you I left our house and our guests in your charge." + +"Well?" + +"Well?" He checks himself forcibly. Even now, when passion is +gathering, he holds himself back. "When I came back what did I see?" + +"Our house--_not_ in flames, I hope; and our guests--enjoying +themselves!" Tita has lifted her head. She allows herself a little +smile. Then she turns upon him. "Ah, I told you!" says she. "You +want always to find fault with me." + +"I want nothing but that my wife should show _some_ sort of +dignity." + +"I see! You should have asked Mrs. Bethune to see after your +house--your guests!" says Tita. + +She says it very lightly. Her small face has a faint smile upon it. +She moves to a large lounging chair, and flings herself into it with +charming _abandon_, crosses her lovely naked arms behind her head, +and looks up at him with naughty defiance. + +"Perhaps you hardly know, Tita, what you are saying," says Rylton +slowly. + +"Yes, I do. I do indeed. What I do _not_ know is, what fault you +have to find with me." + +"Then learn it at once." His tone is stern. "I object to your +playing hide-and-seek with your cousin." + +"With my cousin! One would think," says Tita, getting up from her +chair and staring at him as if astonished, "that Tom and I had been +playing it by _ourselves!"_ + +"It seemed to me very much like that," says Rylton, his eyes white +and cold. + +"I know what you mean," says Tita. "And," with open contempt, "I'm +sorry for you--you think Tom is in love with me! And you therefore +refuse to let me have a single word with him at any time. And why? +What does it matter to you, when _you_ don't care? When _you_ are +not in love with me!" Rylton makes a slight movement. "It's a +regular dog in the manger business; _you_ don't like me, and +therefore nobody else must like me. That's what it comes to! And," +with a little blaze of wrath, "it is all so absurd, too! If I can't +speak to my own cousin, I can't speak to anyone." + +"I don't object to your speaking to your cousin," says Rylton; "you +can speak to him as much as ever you like. What I object to is your +making yourself particular with him--your spending whole _hours_ +with him." + +"Hours! We weren't five seconds behind that screen." + +"I am not thinking of the screen now; I am thinking of yesterday +morning, when you went out riding with him." + +"What! you have not forgotten that yet?" exclaims she, with high +scorn. "Why, I thought you had forgiven, and put all that behind +you." + +"I have not forgotten it. I might have considered it wiser to say +nothing more about it, had not your conduct of this evening----" + +"Nonsense!" She interrupts him with a saucy little shrug of her +shoulders. "And as for _hours_--it wasn't hours, any way." + +"You went out with him at eight o'clock----" + +"Who told you that?" + +"Your maid." + +"You asked Sarah?" + +"Certainly I did. I had to do something before I asked my guests to +sit down to breakfast without their hostess!" + +"Well, I don't care who you asked," says Tita mutinously. + +"You went out at eight, and you came home late for breakfast at +half-past ten." + +"I explained all that to you," says Tita, flinging out her hands. +"Tom and I went for a race, and of course I didn't think it would +take so long, and----" + +"I don't suppose," coldly, "you thought at all." + +"Certainly I never thought I was going to get a scolding on my +return!" + +"A scolding! I shouldn't dream of scolding so advanced a person as +you," says Rylton--who is scolding with all his might. + +"I wonder what you think you are doing now?" says Tita. She pauses +and looks at him critically. He returns her gaze. His cold eyes so +full of condemnation, his compressed lips that speak of anger hardly +kept back, all make a picture that impresses itself upon her mind. +Not, alas! in any salutary way. "Well," says she at last, with much +deliberation and open, childish vindictiveness, "if you only knew +how _ugly_ you are when you look like that, you would never do it +again!" She nods her head. _"There!"_ says she. + +It is so unexpected, so utterly undignified, that it takes all the +dignity out of Rylton on the spot. It suddenly occurs to him that it +is no good to be angry with her. What is she? A mere naughty +child--or---- + +"You do not know who you are like!" continues she. + +Rylton shakes his head; he is afraid to speak--a sudden wild desire +to laugh is oppressing him. + +"You are the image of Uncle George," says she, with such wicked +spite that a smile parts his lips. + +"Oh! you can laugh if you like," says she, "but you _are,_ for all +that. You're _worse_ than him," her anger growing because of that +smile. "I never----" + +"Never what?" + +"I never met such a _cross cat_ in my life!" says Lady Rylton, +turning her back on him. + +"It's well to be unique in one's own line," says he grimly. + +A short laugh breaks from him. How absurd she is! A regular little +spitfire; yet what a pretty one. His heart is full of sadness, yet +he cannot keep back that laugh. He hardly knows how he has so much +mirth left in him, but the laugh sounds through the room and drives +Tita to frenzy. + +"Oh, you can laugh!" cries she, turning upon him. "You can laugh +when--when----" She makes a frantic little gesture that flings open +the loose gown she wears, and shows once again her charming neck; +words seem to fail her. "Oh! I should like to _shake_ you," says she +at last. + +"Would you?" said Rylton. His laughter has come to an end. "And you. +What do you think I should like to do with you?" + +He looks at her. + +"Oh! I know. It is not difficult to answer," with a contemptuous +glance from under the long, soft lashes, beneath which his glance +sinks into insignificance. "You would like to _give me away!"_ + +There is a pause. + +It is on Rylton's tongue to say she has given _herself_ away very +considerably of late, but he abstains from saying so--with +difficulty, however! + +"No, I should not," says Rylton gravely. + +_"No?_ Is that the truth?" She bites her lips. "After all," with +angry tearfulness, "I dare say it is. I believe you would rather +keep me here for ever--just to be able to worry the life out of me +day by day." + +"You have a high opinion of me!" + +Rylton is white now with rage. + +"You are wrong there; I have the worst opinion of you; I think you a +tyrant--a perfect _Nero!"_ + +Suddenly she lifts her pretty hands and covers her face with them. +She bursts into tears. + +"And you _promised_ you would never be unkind to me!" sobs she. + +"Unkind! Good heavens!" says Rylton, distractedly. _Who_ is unkind? +Is it he or she? Who is in fault? + +"At all events you pretended to be fond of me." + +"I never pretend anything," says Rylton, whose soul seems torn in +twain. + +"You did," cries Tita wildly. "You _did."_ She brushes her tears +aside, and looks up at him--her small, delicate face flushed--her +eyes on fire! "You promised you would be kind to me." + +"I promised nothing," in a dull sort of way. He feels crushed, +unable to move. "It was you who arranged everything; I was to go my +way, and you yours." + +"It was liberal, at all events." + +"And useless!" There is a prophetic note in his voice. "As you would +have gone your way, whether or no." + +"And you, yours!" + +"I don't know about that. But your way--where does that lead? Now, +look here, Tita,"--he takes a step towards her--"you are bent on +following that way. But mark my words, bad will come of it." + +"Nothing bad will come of _my_ way!" says Tita distinctly. + +Her eyes are fixed on his. For a full minute they regard each other +silently. How much does she know? Rylton's very soul seems harassed +with this question. That old story! A shock runs through him as he +says those last words to himself. _Is_ it old? That story? _Marian!_ +What is she to him now? + +"As for Tom," says Tita suddenly, "I tell you distinctly I shall not +give him up." + +"Give him up!" The phrase grates upon his ear. "What do you mean?" +demands he, his anger all aflame again. + +"That I shall not insult him, or be cold to him, to please you or +anybody." + +"Is that your decision? Then I think it will be wise of your cousin +to shorten his visit." + +"Do you mean by that that you are going to be uncivil to him?" + +"Yes!" shortly, and with decision. + +"You will be cold to him? To Tom? To my own cousin? Maurice, +Maurice! Think what you are doing!" + +She has come close up to him. Her charming face is uplifted to his. + +"Think what _you_ are doing," returns he hoarsely. He catches her +hands. "If you will swear to me that he is nothing to +you--nothing----" + +"He is my cousin," says Tita, who hardly understands. + +"Oh!" He almost flings her from him. "There--let it be as you will," +says he bitterly. "It is you cousin--your house." + +Tita grows very pale. + +"That is ungenerous," says she. + +"I have all the faults, naturally." He goes towards the door, and +then suddenly comes back and flings something upon the table before +her. "You once told me you were fond of rings," says he. + +The case has flown open, because of his passionate throwing of it, +and an exquisite diamond and pearl ring lies displayed. Tita springs +to her feet. + +"Oh, wait! _Don't_ go! Oh, _do_ stop!" cries she, in great distress. +_"Fancy_ your thinking of me when you were in town! And what a +lovely, _lovely_ ring! Oh! Maurice--I'm sorry. I am indeed!" + +She holds out her hands to him. Rylton, still standing on the +threshold of the door, looks back at her. + +Is it an apology? An admission that she has been wrong in her +dealings with her cousin? An open declaration that this night's +undignified proceedings are really being repented of? + +He comes slowly back to her. + +"If you are sorry----" begins he. + +"Oh, I am indeed. And you must let me kiss you for this darling +ring. I know you _hate_ me to kiss you--but," she flings her arms +round him, "I really _must_ do it now." + +Instinctively his arms close round her. With a thoroughly astonished +air, however, she wriggles herself free, and draws back from him. + +"You have done your part beautifully," says she, with a little soft +grimace. "You bore up wonderfully. I'll let you off next time as a +consideration." + +"I don't want to be let off," says Rylton. + +"There, that will do," lifting her hand. "And I _am_ sorry--remember +that." + +"If you are," says he, "you will promise me--not to----" + +He has grown quite serious again. He hardly knows how to put it into +words, and therefore hesitates; but if only she will cease from her +encouragement of her cousin---- + +"Oh no--never. I shall never do it again," says she earnestly. "It +was so--so--dreadful of me----" + +"If you see it now, I wonder you didn't see it then," says Rylton, a +little stiffly; this sudden conversion brings all the past back to +him. + +"Well, but I didn't see it then--I always talk too fast." + +She hangs her pretty head. + +"I don't remember what you _said,"_ says Rylton, a little at fault. +"But--if you are honestly determined, Tita, to be--er--a little more +circumspect in that direction in future----" + +"I am--I am indeed!" cries Tita. "I'm sure I can't think how I ever +said it to you! It was so rude--so horrid----" + +"Said? _What?"_ demands Rylton, with quick suspicion. + +"Well, you know I did call you a _cross cat!"_ says his wife, with a +little slide glance at him, and a tremulous smile, and withal such +lovely penitence, that if he had not been led astray by another +thought, he would have granted her absolution for all her sins, here +and hereafter, on the spot. + +As it is, his wrath grows once more hot within him; so she is _not +_sorry after all. + +"Pshaw!" says he. + +"Oh, and I called you ugly, too!" cries Tita. "Oh, how _could_ I? +But you will forgive me, won't you?" She runs after him, and lays +her hand upon his arm. "You do forgive me, don't you?" + +_ "No!"_ says he violently. + +He almost flings her from him. + +"Hypocrite!" he says to himself, as he fastens the door of his own +room. + +A baby's face, and the heart of a liar! She had played with him; she +had fooled him; she had, at all events, refused to say she regretted +her conduct with her cousin. + +He goes down to the garden, feeling it impossible to sleep just now, +and, coming back two hours later, finds the ring he had given her +lying on his dressing-table. There is no note with it--not even a +single line. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +HOW MRS. BETHUNE IS BROUGHT BEFORE THE BAR; AND HOW SHE GIVES HER +EVIDENCE AGAINST TITA; AND HOW MAURICE'S MOTHER DESIRES AN INTERVIEW +WITH MAURICE'S WIFE. + + + +"And now for the news," says the elder Lady Rylton, next morning, +leaning back in her chair; she objects to the word "Dowager." + +Contrary to all expectations, she had arrived to-day at half-past +eight, and is now, at one o'clock, sitting in her room with Mrs. +Bethune before her. She had seen Tita, of course; but only for a +moment or so, as she had been in a hurry to get to her bedroom and +her maid, and have the ravages that travel had laid upon her +old-young face obliterated. She had, indeed, been furious (secretly) +with Tita for having come out of her room to bid her welcome--such +bad taste, obtruding one's self upon a person in the early hours of +the morning, when one has only just left a train. But what _can_ one +expect from a plebeian! + +"News?" says Marian, lifting her brows. + +"Well," testily, "I suppose there is some! How is the _ménage_ going +on? How is it being managed, eh? You have a tongue, my dear--speak! +I suppose you can tell me something!" + +"Something! Yes." + +"What does that mean?" + +"A great deal," says Mrs. Bethune. + +"Then you can tell me a great deal. Begin--begin!" says Lady Rylton, +waving her hand in her airiest style. "I guessed as much! I always +hated that girl! Well--and so---- _Do_ go on!" + +"I hardly know what you expect me to say," says Mrs. Bethune coldly, +and with a hatred very badly suppressed. + +"You know perfectly well," says her aunt. "I wish to know how +Maurice and his wife are getting on." + +"How can I answer that?" says Marian, turning upon her like one +brought to bay. + +It is _too_ bitter to her, this cross-examination; it savours of a +servitude that she must either endure or--starve! + +"It is quite simple," says Lady Rylton. She looks at Marian with a +certain delight in her eyes--the delight that tyrants know. She has +this creature at her heels, and she will drag her to her death. "I +am waiting," says she. "My good girl, why _don't_ you answer? What +of Maurice and his wife?" + +"They are not on good terms, I think," says Mrs. Bethune sullenly. + +"No? And whose fault is that?" Lady Rylton catches the tip of +Marian's gown, and draws her to her. When she has made her turn, so +that she can study and gloat over the rapid changes of her face, she +says, "Yours?" in a light, questioning way. + +She smiles as she asks her question--a hateful smile. There is +something in it almost devilish--a compelling of the woman before +her to remember days that _should_ be dead, and a secret that should +have been hers alone. + +"Not mine, certainly," says Marian, clearing her throat as though it +is a little dry, but otherwise defying the scrutiny of the other. + +"And yet you say they are not on good terms!" Lady Rylton pauses as +if thinking, and then goes on. "No wonder, too," says she, with a +shrug. "Two people with two such tempers!" + +"Has Tita a temper?" asks Marian indifferently. + +Lady Rylton regards her curiously. + +"Have you not found that out yet?" asks she. + +"No," coldly. + +"It argues badly for you," says her aunt, with a small, malicious +smile. "She has shown you none of it, then?" + +"None," distinctly. + +"My dear Marian, I am afraid Maurice is proving false," says Lady +Rylton, leaning back in her chair, and giving way to soft, delicate +mirth--the mirth that suits her Dresden china sort of beauty. +"Evidently our dear Tita is not _afraid_ of you." + +"You take a wrong reading of it, perhaps," says Mrs. Bethune, who is +now, in spite of all her efforts to be emotionless, a little pale. +"She is simply so indifferent to Maurice, that she does not care +whom he likes or dislikes--with whom he spends--or wastes his time. +Or with whom he----" + +"Flirts?" puts in Lady Rylton, lifting her brows; there is most +insolent meaning in her tone. + +For the first time Mrs. Bethune loses herself; she turns upon her +aunt, her eyes flashing. + +"Maurice does not flirt with me," says she. + +It seems horrible--_horrible,_ that thought. Maurice--his love--it +surely is hers! And to talk of it as a mere flirtation! Oh _no!_ Her +very soul seems to sink within her. + +"My good child, who was speaking of you?" says Lady Rylton, with a +burst of amusement. "You should control yourself, my dear Marian. To +give yourself away like that is to suffer defeat at any moment. One +would think you were a girl in your first season, instead of being a +mature married woman. Well, and if not with you, with whom does +Maurice flirt?" + +"With no one." Marian has so far commanded herself as to be able now +to speak collectedly. "If you will keep to the word 'flirtation,' +you must think of Tita, though perhaps 'flirtation' is too mild a +word to----" + +"Tita!" + +Tita's mother-in-law grows immediately interested. + +"Yes, Tita. What I was going to say when you interrupted me was, +that she refuses to take _me_ into consideration--or anyone else for +the matter of that--because----" + +She stops--she feels choking; she honestly believes that Tita likes +Tom Hescott far more than she likes her husband. But that the girl +is guilty, even in _thought_ guilty, she does _not_ believe; and now +she speaks--and to this woman of all others---- And yet if she +_does_ speak, ruin will probably come out of it--to Tita. She +hesitates; she is lost! + +"Oh, go on!" says Lady Rylton, who can be a little vulgar at +times--where the soul is coarse, the manner will be coarse too. + +"There is a cousin!" says Marian slowly. + +"A cousin? You grow interesting!" says Lady Rylton. There is a +silence for a moment, and then: "Do you mean to tell me that this +girl," with a scornful intonation, "has a--Really" with a shrug, +"considering her birth, one may be excused for calling it--a +_follower?"_ + +"Yes." + +"And so _l'ingénue_ has awakened at last!" + +"If you mean Tita," icily, "I think she is in love with her cousin; +and, beyond all doubt, her cousin is in love with her." + +"Birds of a feather!" says Lady Rylton. It has been plain to Marian +for the past five minutes that her aunt has been keeping back her +temper with some difficulty. Now it flames forth. "The _insolence!"_ +cries she, between her teeth. "That little half-bred creature! +Fancy--just _fancy--_her daring to be unfaithful to _my_ son! To +marry a Rylton, and then bring a low intrigue into his family!" She +turns furiously on Marian. "Where is she?" + +"Tita?" + +"Yes. I must see her this moment--this _moment;_ do you hear?" The +tyrannical nature of her breaks out now in a furious outburst. She +would have liked to get Tita in her grasp and crush her. She rises. +"I wish to speak to her." + +"I should advise you to do no such foolish thing," says Mrs. +Bethune, rising too. + +_"You_ advise!--you! Who are you?" says Lady Rylton insolently. +"When did I ask for your advice, or take it? Send that girl +here--directly." + +"Surely you forget that 'that girl' is at this moment your hostess!" +says Marian Bethune, who has some sense of decency left. "This is +her house; I could not deliver such a message to her." + +"Then take another! Say----" + +"Nor any other. She dislikes me, as I dislike her. If you wish to +see her, send a message through her maid, or," a happy thought +coming to her, "through Margaret; she cares for Tita as a cat might +care for her kitten!" + +"Poor Margaret," says Lady Rylton, with a sneer. "I fear she will +always have to care for other cats' kittens!" + +"Do you? I don't," says Marian, who, though she detests most people, +has always a strange tenderness for Margaret. + +"What do you mean?" asks Lady Rylton sharply. + +"I think she will marry Colonel Neilson." + +"Don't make yourself more absurd than you need be!" says her aunt +contemptuously. "An old maid like that! What could Colonel Neilson +see in her? I don't believe a word of that ridiculous story. Why, +she is nearly as bad--_worse,_ indeed," with a short laugh, "than a +widow----like you!" + +"I think she will marry him, for all that," says Mrs. Bethune +calmly, with supreme self-control. She takes no notice of her +insult. + +"You can think as you like," says her aunt. "There, go away; I must +arrange about seeing that girl." + + + +CHAPTER X. + +HOW "THAT GIRL" WAS "SEEN" BY THE DOWAGER LADY RYLTON; AND HOW TITA +HELD HER SMALL HEAD VERY HIGH, AND FOUGHT A GOOD FIGHT WITH THE +ENEMY. + + + +There is scarcely time for Lady Rylton to make arrangements for a +private interview with her daughter-in-law, as Mrs. Bethune has +scarcely left her room before that small person knocks at the door. +And there is, perhaps, a slight touch of confusion on the older +woman's face as Tita enters. She had not had time to prepare the +little bitter barbs she had meant to fling against the girl's heart, +and is now slightly taken aback. + +However, Nature, the All-Mother, has been generous to Tessie in the +way of venom, and after a moment or two she tells herself that she +will be able to get through this interview with honour. + +"My dear Tita. You! So glad! Pray come and sit down." + +"I just came," says Tita smiling, but hesitating on the threshold, +as if desirous of an excuse to run away again as quickly as +possible, "to see if you were quite comfortable--quite happy." + +"Ah, _happy!"_ says Lady Rylton in a peculiar tone. "Do come in, +Tita. It is a fad of mine--a silly one, no doubt--but I cannot bear +to look at an open door. Besides, I wish to speak to you." + +Tita closes the door and comes well into the room. She does not seat +herself, however; she remains standing near the chimney-piece. + +"About what?" asks she promptly. + +"About many things." Perhaps the girl's bluntness has daunted her a +little, because, as she says this, she moves uneasily, and finally +changes her seat for a low lounge that brings the light on the back +of her head. "I am sorry to say I have heard several unpleasant +things about you of late." + +Tita stares at her. + +"I don't understand you," says she. + +"Then it must be my unhappy task to have to explain myself," says +Tessie, who has now recovered herself, and is beginning to revel in +the situation. The merriest game of all, to _some_ people, is that +of hurting the feelings of others. "For one thing, I am grieved to +hear that you have made my son far from happy in his married life." + +A quick red dyes Tita's face. It lasts for a moment only. She +controls herself admirably, and, going to a chair, pulls it a little +forward in a perfectly self-possessed fashion, pausing a little over +the exact position of it, after which she seats herself amongst the +cushions. + +"Has Maurice told you that?" asks she. + +"Maurice? _No!"_ haughtily. "In _our_ set husbands do not complain +of their wives." + +"No?" says Tita. She looks amused. "Then who else could it be in +'our set' who has said nasty little things about me? Mrs. Bethune?" + +"All this is beside the question," says the dowager, with a wave of +her hand. "There is something else I must speak of--painful though +it is to me!" She unfurls the everlasting fan, and wafts it +delicately to and fro, as if to blow away from her the hideous aroma +of the thing she is forced to say. "I hear you have established +a--er--a far too friendly relationship with a--er--a cousin of your +own." + +If Tita had grown red before, she is very white now. + +"I am sure you are not aware of it," says she, setting her small +teeth, but speaking quite calmly, "but you are very impertinent." + +"I--_I?"_ says Lady Rylton. In all her long, tyrannical life she has +met with so few people to show her defiance, that now this girl's +contemptuous reply daunts her. "You forget yourself," says she, with +ill-suppressed fury. + +"No, indeed," says Tita, "it is because I remember myself that I +spoke like that. And I think it will save time," says she quietly, +"and perhaps a good deal of temper too--mine," smiling coldly, "is +not good, you know--if you understand at once that I shall not allow +you to say insolent things like that to me." + +_ "You_ allow _me!"_ Tessie gets up from her chair and stares at her +opponent, who remains seated, looking back at her. "I see you have +made up your mind to ruin my son," says she, changing her tone to +one of tearful indignation. "You accepted him, you married him, but +you have never made even an effort to love him." + +Here Tessie sinks back in her chair and covers her eyes with her +handkerchief. This is her way of telling people she is crying; it +saves the rouge and the powder, and leaves the eye-lashes as black +as before. + +"It is not always easy to love someone who is in love with someone +else," says Tita. + +"Someone else! What do you mean?" + +"There is one fault, at all events, that you cannot find with me," +says Tita; "I have not got a bad memory. As if it were only +yesterday, I remember how you enlightened me about Maurice's +affection"--she would have said "love," but somehow she +cannot--"for--for Mrs. Bethune." + +"Pouf!" says the dowager. _"That!_ I don't see how that can +influence your conduct. You married my son, and you ought to do your +duty by him. As for Marian, if you had been a good wife you should +have taught him to forget all that long ago. It seems you have not." +She darts this barbed arrow with much joy, and watches for the pain +it ought to have caused, but watches in vain. "The fact of your +remembering it all this time only shows," says Tessie vindictively, +angry at the failure of her dart, "what a malicious spirit you have. +You are not only malicious, but silly! People of the world _never_ +remember unpleasant things." + +"Well, I am not of them; I remember," says Tita. She pauses. "People +of the world seem to me to do strange things." + +"On the contrary," with a sneer, "it is people who are not in +society who do strange things." + +"Meaning me?" flushing and frowning. Tita's temper is beginning to +give way. "What have I done now?" asks she. + +"That is what I have been trying to explain," says Lady Rylton, "but +your temper is so frightful that I am afraid to go into anything. +Temper, my dear Tita, should always be one's slave; it should never +be given liberty except in one's room, with one's own maid or one's +own husband." + +"Or one's own mother-in-law!" + +"Well, yes! Quite so!" says Tessie with a fine shrug. "If you _will_ +make me one apart, so be it. I hate scenes; but when one has a +son--a precious, _only_ child--one must make sacrifices." + +"I beg you will make none for _me."_ + +"I have made one already, however. I have permitted my son to marry +you." + +"Lady Rylton----" + +"Be silent!" says Tessie, in a low but terrible voice. "How _dare_ +you interrupt me, or speak to me at all, until I ask for a reply? +_You,_ whom I have brought from the very depths, to a decent +position in society! You--whom I have raised!" + +"Raised!" + +"Yes--you! I tell you you owe me a debt you never can repay." + +"I do indeed," says Tita, in a low voice; her small firm hands are +clasped in front of her--they are tightly clenched. + +"You married him for ambition," goes on Tessie, with cold hatred in +her voice and eye, "and----" + +"And he?" The girl has risen now, and is clinging with both hands to +the arms of her chair. She is very pale. + +"Pshaw!" says the dowager, laughing cruelly. "He married you for +your money. What else do you think he would marry _you_ for? Are you +to learn that now?" + +"No." Tita throws up her head. _"That_ pleasure is denied you. He +told me he was marrying me for my money, long before our marriage." + +Lady Rylton laughs. + +"What! He had the audacity?" + +"The honesty!" Somehow this answer, coming straight from Tita's +heart, goes to her soul, and in some queer, indescribable way +soothes her--comforts her--gives her deep compensation for all the +agony she has been enduring. Later on she wonders why the agony +_was_ so great! Why had she cared or suffered? Maurice and she? What +are they to each other? A mere name--no more! And yet--and yet! + +"At all events," goes on Tessie, "when you made up your mind to +marry my son, you----" + +"It was your son who married me," says Tita, with a touch of hauteur +that sits very prettily on her. She feels suddenly stronger--more +equal to the fight. + +"Was it? I quite forget"--Tessie shrugs her shoulders--"these +_little_ points," says she. "Well, I give you that! Oh! he was +honest!" says she. "But, after all, not quite honest enough." + +"I think he was honest," says Tita. + +Her heart is beginning to beat to suffocation. There is a horror in +her mind--the horror of hearing again that he--he had loved Marian. +But how to stop it? + +"You seem to admire honesty," says Lady Rylton, with a sneering +laugh. "It is a pity you do not emulate _his!_ If Maurice is as true +to you as you"--with a slight laugh--"imagine him, why, you should, +in common generosity, be true to him. And this flirtation, with this +Mr. Hescott----" + +"Don't go on!" says Tita passionately; "I cannot bear it. Whoever +has told you that I ever---- Oh!" She covers her eyes suddenly with +her pretty hands. "Oh! it is a lie!" cries she. + +"No one has told me a lie," says Lady Rylton implacably. + +The sight of the girl's distress is very pleasant to her. She gloats +over it. + +"Then you have invented the whole thing," cries Tita wildly, who is +so angry, so agitated, that she forgets the commonest decencies of +life. We all do occasionally! + +"To be rude is not to be forcible," says Tessie, who is now a fury, +"and I believe all that I have heard about you!" She makes a quick +movement towards Tita, her colour showing even through the washes +that try to make her skin look young. "How _dare_ you insult me?" +cries she furiously. Tessie in a rage is almost the vulgarest thing +that anyone could see. "I wish my son had never seen you--or your +money. I wish now he had married the woman he loved, instead of the +woman whom----" + +"He hated," puts in Tita very softly. + +She smiles in a sort of last defiance, but every hope she has seems +lying dead. In a second, as it were, she seems to _care_ for +nothing. What _is_ there to care for? It is so odd. But it is true! +How blank the whole thing is! + +"Yes. _Hated!"_ says Tessie in a cold fury. "I tell you he wanted to +marry Marian, and her only. He would have given his soul for her, +but she would not marry him! And then, when hope was at an end, +he--destroyed self--he married _you!"_ + +"You are very plain! You leave nothing to be said." Tita has +compelled herself to this answer, but her voice is faint. Her poor +little face, beautiful even in its distress, is as white as death. +"I am sorry----" + +"For Maurice? So you _ought_ to be," says Lady Rylton, unmoved even +by that pathetic face before her. + +Tita turns upon her. All at once the old spirit springs to life +within the poor child's breast. + +"No, _for myself!"_ cries she, with a bitterness hardly to be +described. + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +HOW TITA GOES FOR A WALK WITH TWO SAD COMPANIONS--ANGER AND DESPAIR; +AND HOW SHE MEETS SIR MAURICE; AND HOW SHE INTRODUCES HIM TO ANGER. + + + +Escaping from her mother-in-law's room, Tita goes hurriedly, +carefully downstairs. There is no one in the smaller hall; she runs +through it, and into one of the conservatories that has a door +leading to the gardens outside. Its is a small conservatory, little +frequented; and when one gets to the end of the two steps, one finds +one's self at the part of the garden that leads directly into the +woods beyond. + +Tita, flinging open the little rustic gate that opens a way to these +woods, hastens through it as though all the furies are at her back, +and never ceases running until she finds herself a good half-mile +from home. + +And now she throws herself upon a sort mossy bank, and, clasping her +hands in front of her, gives herself up to thought. Most women when +in grief make direct for their bedrooms; Tita, a mere child of +Nature, has turned to her mother in her great extremity. Her heart +seems on fire, her eyes dry and burning. Her quick, angry run has +left her tired and panting, and like one at bay. + +She lays her flushed cheek against the cold, sweet mosses. + +How good, how _eternally_ good is the exquisite heart of the earth! +A very balm from it seems now to arise and take this young creature +into its embrace. The coolness, the softness of it! Who shall +describe it? The girl lying on the ground, not understanding, feels +the great light hand of the All-Mother on her head, and suddenly the +first great pang dies. Nature, the supreme Hypnotizer, has come to +her rescue, not dulling or destroying the senses, but soothing them, +and showing a way out of the darkness, flinging a lamp into the dim, +winding ways of her misery. + +The cool mosses have brought her to herself again. She sits up, and, +taking her knees into her embrace, looks out upon the world. To her +it seems a cruel world, full of nothing but injustice. She has a +long talk with herself, poor child!--a most bitter conversation. And +the end of it is this: If only she could _see_ Maurice and tell +him--_tell_ him what she thinks of him; and if only---- But it seems +so impossible. + +And here is where Mother Nature's doings come in. She has driven +Maurice from his house almost as Tita left it, and has sent him +here; for does he not know that Tita loves this solitary spot, +and---- + +He has sprung upon the wall, and it is quite suddenly he sees her. +Her attitude makes his heart stand still. Has it come to this? Has +he brought her to this? What a child she was when he married +her!--light-hearted, free---- + +_Free! Was_ she free? This word spoils all his sympathy. Was she +really free? Did she not love her cousin even then, when she +consented to marry _him?_ He springs lightly to the ground; his gun +is on his shoulder, but he lays that against a tree, and goes +lightly towards her. + +How still she is! How tightly her small hands are clasped! How _very +_small they are! Is that the first ring he had given her, shining on +her third finger? She had not flung _that_ back in his face, at all +events! He hardly understands the wild, quick thrill of joy that +this knowledge affords him. And how pale she is! + + "In all her face was not one drop of blood." + +She is staring before her, as if into the future--as if _demanding_ +happiness from it for her youth. He goes quickly to her. + +"I was just getting over that fence there," says he, in a rather +stammering sort of way, the new strange pallor on that small, +erstwhile happy face having disarranged his nerves a little, "when I +saw you. I am glad I saw you, as I wanted to say that perhaps I +spoke to you too--roughly last night." + +Tita remains silent. Something in her whole air seems to him +changed. Her eyes--her mouth--what has happened to them? Such a +change! And all since last night! Had he indeed been so rough with +her as to cause all this? + + "How bitter and winterly waxed last night + The air that was mild! + How nipped with frost were the flowers last night + That at dawning smiled! + How the bird lost the tune of the song last night + That the spring beguiled!" + +_Did_ it all happen last night? He breaks through his wonder to hear +her. + +"I don't know how you dared speak to me at all," says she at last +slowly, deliberately. + +Where is the childish anger now that used to irritate--and amuse +him? It is all gone. This is hardly Tita, this girl, cold, +repellent; it is an absurd thought, but it seems to him that she has +grown! + +"I spoke--because---- I think I explained," says he, somewhat +incoherently, upset not so much by her words (which are strange, +too) as by the strange look that accompanies them. + +"Ah, explained!" says she. Her lips curl slightly, and her eyes +(always fastened upon his) seem to grow darker. "If you are coming +to explanations----" says she softly, but with some intensity. +_"Have_ you explained things? And when? Was it _before_ our +marriage? It _should _have been, I think!" + +Rylton changes colour. It is such a sudden change that the girl goes +over to him and lays her hand upon his chest. + +"Did you think--all this time--that I did not know?" says she, +raising her eyes to his--such solemn young eyes. "I have known it a +long, long time. _Always,_ I think! Your mother told me when we went +to the Hall after our--trip abroad." + +"She told you what?" + +It is a last effort to spare---- To spare whom? Marian or +himself--or---- All at once he knows it is Tita whom he would spare. + +"Ah, that is useless," says Tita, with a slight gesture. "She told +me a great deal then; she has told me more to-day." + +"To-day?" + +"A few last items," says the girl, her eyes burning into his as she +stands before him, her hand upon his breast. "Shall I tell them to +you? You married me for my money! You ruined your life"--she seems +to be looking back and repeating things that had been said to +her--"by doing _that_. Your mother" slowly, "seemed sorry that your +life was ruined!" + +_"Tita!"_ + +"No, listen; there is a little more. You only consented to make me +your wife when you found Mrs. Bethune would not have you." + +"You shall hear me," says he. + +His face is as white as death now, but she silences him. She lifts +her small, cold hand from his breast, and lays it on his lips that +are nearly as cold. + +"You proposed to her four times! All your love was hers! And it was +only when hope was _dead_--when life seemed worthless--that +you--married me." + +"She told you that--all that?" asks Rylton; he has caught her hand. + +"All that--and more." Tita is smiling now, but very pitifully. "But +that was enough. Why take it to heart? It is nothing, really. It +does not concern us. Of course, I always knew. You _told_ me--that +you did not love me." + +"I shall not forgive her," says Rylton fiercely. + +There is anguish as well as rage in his tone. He is holding her hand +tightly clenched between both his own. + +"I don't care whether you do or not," says Tita suddenly, almost +violently. "You can forgive her or not, as you choose. The whole +thing," dragging her hand forcibly from his, "is a matter of no +consequence whatever to _me!"_ + +"You mean that you don't care?" says Rylton, in a suffocating voice. + +"Care!" contemptuously. "No! Why should I care, or wonder, or waste +one thought upon your love affairs?" + +This insolent answer rouses Rylton from his remorse. + +"Why, indeed!" says he, stung by her scorn. "You have _your own to +think of!"_ + +And now a terrible thing happens--swift as lightning she lifts her +hand, and gives him a little stinging blow across his face. + +A second afterwards she has her hands upon her breast, and is crying +affrightedly. + +"I'm sorry--_I'm sorry_--_I'm sorry!"_ + +Yet through all the fright he can hear there is not an atom of real +sorrow in her voice. + +"Let that alone," says he, smiling grimly. "I dare say I deserved +it. I take it meekly, as you see. But now--how is it to be between +us?" + +"You know. You _ought_ to know. We agreed before our marriage that +you were to go your way, and I--mine!" + +"Very well," says Rylton slowly. "Let it be so. Remember always, +however," looking fixedly at her, "that it was _you_ who insisted on +it." + +"I shall remember," says Tita. + +She turns and walks quickly on the path that leads to the house. +Rylton turns to accompany her. But she, stopping short, looks up at +him with a frowning brow. + +"We have been talking about ways," says she. "This," with a little +significant gesture to the right, "is my way." + +He lifts his brows and laughs, a very sad and dismal laugh, however. + +"And therefore not mine," says he. "You are right so far. I meant to +go on to Upsall Farm, but I should like to see you safely back to +the avenue, at all events--if you will allow me?" + +_"No!"_ Tita has turned upon him like a little fury. All her rage +and grief and misery has at last overpowered her. "I shall not allow +you! I shall go nowhere with you! Our ways, as you say, are +separate." + +"As _I_ say----" + +"It doesn't matter," says she vehemently; "words are nothing. There +is only meaning left, and what _I_ mean is that I want never to go +anywhere with you again." + +"As you will, of course," says he, drawing back. Evidently it is to +be war to the knife. + +He could have laughed at himself as he leans back against a huge +oak-tree and lights a cigar. Truly he is no Don Juan! The woman he +loved did not love him to any measurable extent; the woman he +married cares for him even less! + +A very rage of anger against Tita is filling his breast, but now, +standing here in the cold soft shades of the silent wood, his anger +gives place to thought. By what right is he angry with her? By what +right does he upbraid her? She knows all--everything. His _mother_ +had seen to that. Yes, his wife knows---- + +And yet, after all, what is there to condemn him for? What man under +heaven has been so scrupulous, so careful as he? There had been that +one night at the Warbeck's dance--but beyond that, never by word or +look had he been unfaithful! + +He is beginning almost to pride himself upon his good behaviour, +when all at once it comes to him that it has been _easy_ to be +faithful, that there has been no trouble at all about being +scrupulous. + +It is like a dagger in his heart. Is it all at the end then? Must it +be regarded as a thing that was told--that old, sweet story! Dead, +withered, with the life, the meaning, gone from it. And if so, what +remains? + +Nothing but the face of a small, angry little girl defying +him--defying him always. + +Pouf! He thrusts it from him. He lights another cigar. Again the old +anger breaks out. Tita's words come back to him. Plainly she would +be as glad to get rid of him as he---- She had spoken of her own +way. Why not let her go that way? It leads to her cousin. All the +finger-posts point in that direction. Well---- If so---- There might +be a divorce, and a divorce would mean marriage with Marian, and---- + +He stands staring stupidly at the ground before him. What is the +matter with him? Only three months, three little months ago, and +such a thought would have raised ecstasy within his heart, and +now---- + +How flat it all seems, how unprofitable! Nothing seems alive within +him save a desire for vengeance on this child who has dared to drag +his name into the dust. + +This child! + +Again her face rises before him. Pale, determined, scorning him! He +had read hatred in her glance, and behind that hatred--bred of it, +perhaps--love for her cousin. + +He flings his cigar into a bush near him, and goes back to the +house, taking the path his wife had chosen. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +HOW TITA, RUNNING FROM THE ENEMY, SUDDENLY FINDS HERSELF FACE TO +FACE WITH ANOTHER FOE; AND HOW SHE FIGHTS A SECOND BATTLE, AND COMES +OFF VICTORIOUS! + + + +Tita, once out of the sight of Maurice, had run home very quickly. +She knew that she was crying, and despised herself for so doing, but +could not check her tears. She was not sure what they meant, grief +or rage. Perhaps a little of both. All her guests were in the +garden, so she would not return to the house that way, though it was +much the nearest; but turning into a side path she made for a point +in the shrubberies, from which one could get to the armoury door +without being seen by anyone. + +She is wrong in her calculations, however, for just as she steps +into the shrubbery walk, she finds herself face to face with Tom +Hescott. + +_"Tita!_ You have been crying!" says he suddenly, after a devouring +glance at her small face, that indeed shows all the signs of woe. + +"No, no!" cries Tita breathlessly. + +She puts up her hands in protestation. She has grown crimson with +shame and vexation. + +"You have," says Hescott, almost savagely. The knowledge that he is +leaving to-morrow (they are all leaving except the elder Lady +Rylton) has rendered him desperate, and made more difficult of +concealment the mad passion he entertains for her. "What has +happened?" he asks, going closer to her and letting his cigar drop +to the ground. "Are you unhappy? You," breathing quickly, "have been +unhappy for a long time!" + +"And even so, am I the only person in the world who is unhappy? Are +you never unhappy?" demands Tita defiantly. + +"God knows I am, _always!"_ says Hescott. "But you! That _you_ +should be unhappy!" + +"Never mind me," says Tita petulantly. "And I must say," with a +little flaming glance at him, "that it would have been in much +better taste if you--if you had pretended to see that I was _not_ +crying." + +Hescott does not hear, or takes no notice of this little bombshell. + +"Has your husband been unkind to you?" asks he sharply, most +unpardonably. + +Tita looks at him for a second as if he had struck her, and then +waves him aside imperiously. + +"Maurice is never unkind to me," says she, "and even if he were, I +should not allow you or anyone to question me in the matter. What +are you thinking of?" + +"Of you," slowly. + +"You waste your time," says Tita. + +"It is not wasted. It is spent on you," says Hescott, with +compressed but strong passion. "And now a last word, Tita. If ever +you want to--to----" He hesitates. "To leave him," he had almost +said, but her proud eyes and her pale lips made him hesitate--_such_ +pride! It raises his love for her to fever-heat. "If ever you should +want anyone to help you, I----" + +She interrupts him. She makes a haughty little gesture with hand. It +would be impossible to describe the wild grace and beauty of it--or +the dignity. + +"If ever I should, I shall have Maurice!" says she coldly. + +Hescott looks at her. Of course he has been told that old story +about Mrs. Bethune, and has seen for himself many things. + +"You are an angel!" says he at last, very sadly; yet he would not +have wished her less than that. + +"Don't be absurd!" says Tita most ungratefully. + +She marches past him with her angry little head still upheld, but +presently a word from him brings her to a standstill. + +"Don't be angry with me, Tita," he is saying in a low tone. "I'm +going away to-morrow." + +"Ah, so you are!" says Tita. Her sweet nature comes back to her. +Dear old Tom! And she has been saying such horrid things to him. +"Never mind me, Tom!" says she, holding out her hand to him. "I'm +dreadfully cross sometimes, but I don't ever mean it, really. And," +smiling gently at him, "you _know_ that I love you!" + +Hescott takes her hand. His heart seems very full--too full for +words. Those words, "I love you!" He stoops and presses a kiss upon +the little warm fingers now resting within his own. And without +another word he leaves her. + +He is hardly gone, when Rylton lays his hand upon her arm. + +"Well," says he, his voice vibrating with anger. He had followed +her, as has been said, with no idea of watching her, but with a +curious longing to get near to her again. _Why,_ he could hardly +have explained even to himself. The only thing he did know in that +walk homeward was that he was most horribly, most unreasonably +unhappy! + +He had followed her and he had found her crying, or at least with +the signs of tears upon her eyes, and had seen her cousin kissing +her hand. A slight madness came over him then. Crying for her +cousin, no doubt, because he must leave her to-morrow! + +"Well!" His tone is abrupt, almost brutal. Yet even in this hour +where all things point to her discomfiture he cannot get the victory +over her. + +"Well?" demands she in return, shaking her arm loose from his hold. + +"You have been crying for him, no doubt--for your----" He pauses. + +"My what?" asks Tita. She is looking at him with fearless, wondering +eyes. + +"Your cousin," says Rylton, altering the phrase that would have made +it in his anger, "your lover." + +"I have not been crying because of Tom," says Tita coldly, "though I +am very sorry he is going. He loves me, I _think."_ + +"Do you?" says Rylton. A sarcastic smile crosses his lips "And you? +Do you love him? No doubt cousins are charming possessions. And so I +find you crying because your dear possession is going, and because, +no doubt, you were confiding to him what a desperate monster a +husband can be." + +There is hardly anything in his life afterwards that Rylton is so +ashamed of as this; even now in the heat of the terrible anger that +leads him so to forget himself, he cowers before the girl's eyes. + +"Is that what people do in _your_ set?" says she coldly--icily. "In +the charmed circle within which your mother tells me I am not fit to +enter? If so, I am glad I do not belong to it. Set your mind at +ease, Maurice. I have not told Tom anything about you. I have not +even told him what a----" She pauses. A flash from her eyes enters +his. "I have told him nothing--nothing," says she, running past him +into the house. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +HOW A LITTLE SPARRING IS DONE AMONGST THE GUESTS AT OAKDEAN; AND HOW +TOM HESCOTT TELLS A STORY. + + + +Meantime all the others are sitting out in the garden, gossiping to +their hearts' content. They had tried tennis, but the courts are +rather soft now; and though an Indian summer has fallen upon us, +still it has not sufficed to dry up all the moisture caused by the +late rains. + +The little thatched hut at the end of the gardens, where the sun is +now blazing, has drawn them all into a net, as it were. It is an off +day, when there is no shooting, and the women are therefore +jubilant, and distinctly in the ascendant. The elder Lady Rylton is +not present, which adds to the hilarity of the hour, as in spite of +her wonderful juvenility she is by no means a favourite. Miss Gower, +however, _is--_which balances the situation. + +"I don't believe I ever felt so sorry for leaving any place," says +Mrs. Chichester (who is always talking) with a soft but prolonged +sigh--the sigh that is meant to be heard. She casts a languishing +glance at Marryatt as she says this. He is _not_ invited to the next +country house to which she is bound. He returns her glance fourfold, +upon which she instantly dives behind Mrs. Bethune's back, on the +pretence of speaking to Margaret, but in reality to hide her face. + +"Yes; I feel sorry too," says Colonel Neilson. "Where are you +going?" + +"To the Hastings'," says Mrs. Chichester, who has now emerged from +behind Marian's back, with the same sad face as before. _"You_ know +her. Matilda Bruce!" + +"Bless me! Has _she_ got married?" says Colonel Neilson, who is +really the kindest-hearted man alive. + +"Yes; quite a year ago." + +Mrs. Bethune laughs her usual slow, cruel little laugh, that is +always in some strange way so full of fascination. She, too, had +known Matilda Bruce. "I am afraid poor Mr. Hastings must have had a +great many refusals," says she. She looks at Mrs. Chichester. "So +you are going there?" + +"Yes, for my sins. Fred Hastings is a very old friend of mine." + +"What a great many old friends you have," says Mrs. Bethune softly. + +"Well, it is better to have old friends than no friends"--making the +retort courteous, with a beaming smile. + +"I've been staying at the Hastings', too," says Minnie Hescott, glad +to show that she is within the sacred circle, even though it be on +its outermost edge. "But----" She stops. + +"I know. You needn't go on," says Mrs. Chichester. "I've heard all +about it. A terrible _ménage,_ and no fires anywhere. Amy Stuart +told me--she was staying with them last Christmas--that she often +wished she was the roast joint in the oven, she felt so _withered +up_ with cold." + +"Well, marriage improves people," says Colonel Neilson, laughing. +"Let us hope it will enlarge Mrs. Hastings' mind as to the matter of +fires." + +"It will!" says Mrs. Chichester. + +"But why? If----" says Margaret, leaning forward. + +"Because marriage improves women, and"--Mrs. Chichester pauses, and +lets her queer green eyes rest on Marryatt's--"and does the other +thing for men." + +Marryatt is looking back at her as if transfixed. He is thinking of +her words rather than of her. Has marriage disimproved _her_ +husband? Has he been a brute to her? He knows so little--she has +told him so little! At this moment it occurs to him that she has +told him _nothing._ + +"What are you staring at?" asks she presently. "Is anything the +matter with me? Have I straws in my hair?" + +His answer is interrupted by Mr. Gower. + +"Take it down," says he. "How can anyone tell nowadays what a woman +has in her hair unless one sees?" + +"Well, it's not straws, any way," says Mrs. Chichester, with a shrug +of her lean shoulders. + +"It might be worse!" says Mr. Gower, who has always declared that +Mrs. Chichester has dyed her hair. His tone, which is always +sepulchral, attracts immediate attention, as all things sepulchral +do. "And as for Matilda Bruce, I refuse to see why you should sit +upon her with such determined cruelty. I know her, and I think her a +most excellent wife, and house-wife, and--_mother!"_ + +"A mother!" says Margaret, who had known Mrs. Bruce slightly, but +had not been in sympathy with her. + +"Why, yes! She's got a baby," says Mrs. Chichester. "Didn't you +hear? Nobody _does_ hear much about them. For my part, I pity her +about that baby! It's so awkward to have children!" + +"Awkward?" + +"Yes. Nasty people go about asking their ages, especially the age of +the eldest little horror, and then they can guess to a nicety how +long one must have lived. It's a mean way of finding out one's age. +I'm thankful _I_ have no children." + +Mrs. Chichester leans back in her chair and laughs. +Perhaps--_perhaps_--there is a regret in her laugh. + +"I think it is the _children_ who ought to be thankful," says old +Miss Gower, covering her with a condemnatory glance. + +Mrs. Chichester turns her eye on her. + +"Do you know, Miss Gower, you have for once hit a happy truth," says +she. + +She smiles blandly on the terrible old maid. But Tita, who has just +come down from her room, and has entered the hut, is struck by the +queer expression in her eyes. + +"You have come at last, Tita," says Margaret, going to her. + +"I have had such a headache," says Tita, pressing her hands to her +brow. "It has worried me all day. But I came down now, hoping the +air and"--sweetly looking round her--"all of you would cure it." + +"I think you ought to be lying down," says Margaret, seeing the +pallor of the young face before her, and pitying the determination, +so plainly to be seen, to keep up. + +"Maurice"--to Rylton, who has come on the scene a moment later than +his wife, so immediately after her, indeed, that one might be +forgiven for imagining he had come in her train, only for one thing, +he had come from an opposite direction--"Maurice, I think Tita +should be induced to lie down for a bit. She looks tired." + +"Nonsense," says Tita. + +Her tone is almost repellent, although it is to Margaret she speaks. +But in reality the tone is meant for Maurice. + +"I've got a headache, certainly. But I firmly believe that it has +grown out of the knowledge that you are all going to desert me +to-morrow." + +This little speech, most innocently meant, she points by smiling at +her cousin, Tom Hescott. She had been unkind to him down there in +the shrubbery awhile ago, she tells herself, and now she is telling +him in silent, sweet little ways that she meant nothing nasty, +nothing cold or uncourteous. + +Her husband, watching her, sees the glance, and grinds under it. He +misunderstands it. As for Tom! Poor Tom! He, too, sees the pretty +glance, and he, too, misunderstands it. + +All at once a quick but most erroneous thought springs to life +within his heart. Her glance now! Her tears awhile ago! Were they +for him? Is she sorry because he is leaving her? Is her life here +unbearable? + +Mrs. Bethune has risen and come up to Tita. + +"You speak as if we were going to leave you to immediate +destruction?" says she. "Are you afraid of being left alone +with--Maurice?" + +Mrs. Chichester, who has a great deal of good in her, mixed up with +a terrible amount of frivolity, comes forward so quietly that Tita's +sudden whiteness is hardly seen, except by one. + +"Fancy being afraid of Sir Maurice," says she. "Sir Maurice," +casting a laughing glance at him, _"I_ shouldn't be afraid of you." + +Sir Maurice laughs back, and everyone laughs with him, and Mrs. +Bethune's barb is blunted. + +"I am not afraid of anything," says Tita lightly. "But I confess I +feel sorry at the thought of losing you all, even for a time----" + +This prettily, and with a glance round her as good as an invitation +for next year. + +"I know you, Minnie" (to her cousin), "are going to delightful +people--and you," turning suddenly to Mrs. Bethune, "I hope you are +going to friends?" + +"Friends! I have no friends," says Marian Bethune sombrely. "I have +learned to forbid myself such luxuries. I can't afford them. I find +them too expensive!" + +"Expensive?" + +"Yes. A loss to me of peace of mind that can never be made up." She +smiles at Tita, a cold, unpleasant smile. "Do you know what my +definition of a friend is? Someone who takes delight in telling you +all the detestable things your _other_ friends have said of you." + +"I don't think much of _your_ friends, any way," says Mrs. +Chichester, who as a rule is always _en évidence_. "Do you, Sir +Maurice?" + +"Do I what?" + +"Do you agree with Mrs. Bethune?" + +"I always agree with everybody," says Rylton, smiling. + +Tita moves abruptly away. + +"What a hot day it is," says she petulantly, "and nothing to do. +Tom," beckoning Hescott to her, "tell us a story. Do. You used to +tell beautiful ones--in--the old days." + +"Do you still long for them?" asks Mrs. Bethune, always with her +supercilious smile, and in a tone that is almost a whisper, yet +quite loud enough for Rylton, who is standing near, to hear. + +"Do _you?"_ demands Tita, turning upon her with eyes ablaze with +miserable anger. + +"I?" haughtily. "What do you mean?" + +Tita lifts her eyes to Rylton--_such_ eyes. + +_"He_ will tell you," says she, and with a little scornful lifting +of her chin she turns away. + +"Now for your story, Tom," cries she gaily, merrily. + +"You take me very short," says Hescott, who seems, in his present +mood, which is of the darkest, to be the last man in Europe to tell +an amusing tale. "But one occurs to me, and, of course," looking +round him, "you all know it. Everyone nowadays knows every story +that has and has not been told since the world began. Well, any way, +I heard of a man the other day who--it is a most extraordinary +thing--but he hated his wife!" + +"For goodness' sake tell us something new," says Mrs. Chichester, +with open disgust. + +"Isn't that new? Well, this man was at a prayer-meeting of some +sort. There is a sort of bad man that hankers after prayer-meetings, +and, of course, this was a bad man because he hated his wife. It was +at the East End, and Job was the subject. Job is good for an +East-End meeting, because patience is the sort of thing you must +preach there nowadays if you wish to keep your houses from being set +on fire; and he heard of all the troubles of Job, and how he was +cursed--and how his children and cattle and goods had been taken +from him--and _only his wife left!_ That struck him--_about the +wife!_ 'Hang it! That was a big curse!' said he. 'Fancy leaving the +_wife!'_ And the odd part of it was," says Hescott, lifting his eyes +and looking deliberately at Rylton, "that his wife was an angel, +whereas he--well, _she_ was the Job of _his_ life. She had to endure +all things at his hands." + +Rylton looks back at him, and feels his brow grow black with rage. +He would have liked to take him and choke the life out of him. + +"A delightful story," says he, with a sneer. "So fresh, so +_original!"_ + +"Very dull, I think," says Mrs. Chichester, who _can't_ hold her +tongue. "An everyday sort of thing. Lady Rylton, what do you think?" + +But when they look round for her they find Tita has disappeared. + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +HOW TITA FLINGS HERSELF UPON MARGARET'S BREAST; AND HOW MARGARET +COMFORTS HER; AND HOW TITA PROMISES TO BE GOOD; AND HOW SHE HAS A +MEETING "BY LAMPLIGHT ALONE." + + + +It is now eleven o'clock. Margaret, who is in her own room, and has +sent her maid to bed, is sitting over her fire dreaming of many +things, when her door is suddenly opened and as suddenly closed, +and, just as suddenly as all the rest of it, a little fragile thing +runs towards her, and flings herself in a perfectly tragic fashion +upon her breast, lying there prone--lost, apparently, in an +unappeasable outburst of grief. + +"Tita, my child, my darling! What has happened?" exclaims Margaret, +pressing the girl to her. _"Do_ look up, my dear, and tell me. There +is nothing new, surely, Tita." + +"Oh, I'm tired--I'm tired of it all!" cries Tita wildly. "I want to +be done with it. Oh, Margaret, I've said nothing, nothing! _Have_ I, +now?" appealing to her with great drenched eyes. "But I can go on no +longer. He hates me." + +"Oh, hush, hush, Tita!" + +"He does! He was unkind to me all to-day. He is always unkind to me. +He _hates_ me, and he--loves her." + +"I don't think so. I don't, really. Sit down, darling," says +Margaret, in great agitation. + +"I know he does. Did you see that he would hardly speak to me this +evening, and----" + +"I thought it was you who would not speak to him." + +"Oh no, no! I was longing to speak to him. I can't bear being bad +friends with _anyone;_ but, of course, I could not go up to him, and +tell him so; and he--what did _he_ do?--he spent the whole evening +with Mrs. Bethune in the conservatory." + +"Tita, I assure you he was not alone with her then. Mrs. +Chichester----" + +"I don't care about his being alone with her," says Tita, whose mind +is as fresh as her face. "He was _with_ her all the evening; you +know he was. Oh, how I hate that woman!" + +"Tita, listen----" + +"Yes; I hate her. And----" She stops and lays her hands on +Margaret's arm and looks piteously at her. "Do you know," says she, +"I used _not_ to hate people. I thought once I hated my uncle, but I +didn't know. It was nothing like this. It is dreadful to feel like +this." + +There is poignant anguish in the young voice. It goes to Margaret's +heart. + +"Tita, be sensible," says she sharply. "Do you think all the misery +of the world is yours?" + +"No, no," faintly. "Only _my_ portion is so heavy." + +She bursts into tears. + +"Good heavens!" says Margaret distractedly, caressing her and +soothing her. "What a world it is! Why, _why_ cannot you and Maurice +see how delightful you both are? It is an enigma. No one can solve +it. Tita darling, take heart. Why--why, if Marian were so bad as you +think her--which I pray God she isn't--still, think how far you can +surpass her in youth, in charm, in beauty." + +"Beauty!" + +The girl looks up at Margaret as if too astonished to say more. + +_"Certainly_ in beauty," firmly. "Marian in her best days was never +as lovely as you are. Never!" + +"Ah! Now I know you love me," says Tita very sadly. "You alone think +that." She pauses, and the pause is eloquent. "Maurice doesn't," +says she. + +"Maurice is a fool" is on Margaret's lips, but she resists the +desire to say it to Maurice's wife, and, in the meantime, Tita has +recovered herself somewhat, and is now giving full sway once more to +her temper. + +"After all, I don't care!" exclaims she. "Why should I? Maurice is +as little to me as I am to him. What I _do_ care about is being +scolded by him all day long, when I have quite as good a right to +scold him. Oh, better! He has behaved badly, Margaret, hasn't he? He +should never have married me without _telling_ me of--of her." + +"I think he should have told you," says Margaret, with decision. +"But I think, too, Tita, that he has been perfectly true to you +since his marriage." + +"True?" + +"I mean--I think--he has not shown any special attention to Marian." + +"He showed it to-night, any way," rebelliously. + +"He did not indeed. She asked him to show her the chrysanthemums, +and what could he do but go with her to the conservatory? And I +particularly noticed that as he passed Mrs. Chichester he asked her +to come and see them too." + +"He didn't ask me, at all events," says Tita. + +"Perhaps he was afraid; and, indeed, Tita"--very gently--"you are +not so altogether blameless yourself. You talked and played cards +the whole night with Mr. Hescott." + +"Oh, poor old Tom! That was only because I had been unkind to him in +the morning, and because"--ingenuously--"I wanted to pay out +Maurice." + +Margaret sighs. + +"It is all very sad," says she. + +"It is," says Tita, tears welling up into her eyes again--a sign of +grace that Margaret welcomes. + +"Well, go to bed now, darling; and, Tita, if Maurice says anything +to you--anything----" + +"Cross--_I_ know!" puts in Tita. + +"Promise me you will not answer him in anger, do promise me! It +makes me so unhappy," says Margaret persuasively, kissing the girl, +and pressing her in her arms. + +"Oh! _Does_ it? I'm sorry," says Tita, seeing the real distress on +Margaret's sweet face. "There! He may say what he likes to me, I +shan't answer him back. Not a word! A syllable! I'll be as good as +gold!" + +She kisses Margaret fondly, and leaves the room. + +Outside, in the long corridor, the lamps are beginning to burn +dimly. It is already twelve o'clock. Twelve strokes from the hall +beneath fall upon Tita's ear as she goes hurriedly towards her own +room. It is the midnight hour, the mystic hour, when ghosts do take +their nightly rounds! + +This is not a ghost, however, this tall young man, who, coming up by +the central staircase, meets her now face to face. + +"Tita! Is it you?" + +"Yes, yes," says Tita, trying to hurry past him. + +If Tom has come up from the smoking-room, of course the others will +be coming too, and, on the whole, she is not as well got up as +usual. It is with a sort of contempt she treats the charming gown in +which she is now clothed. And yet she has hardly ever looked +lovelier than now, with her eyes a little widened by her late grief, +and her hair so sweetly disturbed, and her little slender form +showing through the open folds of the long white gown that covers +her. + +"Don't go. Don't!" says Tom Hescott; his tone is so full of poignant +anguish that she stops short. "Stay a moment." In his despair he has +caught a fold of her gown. To do him fair justice, he honestly +believes that she hates her husband, and that she is thoroughly +unhappy with him. Unhappy with great cause. "I am going--you know +that, and--I have a last word to say. I tried to say it this +afternoon--out there--you know--in the shrubberies, and when you +wouldn't listen--I--I respected that. I respected you. But--a time +may come when you"--hurriedly--"may not always choose to live this +wretched life. There will be a way out of it, Tita--a way not made +by _you!"_ + +Tita suddenly feels very cold, chilled to her heart's core. She had +listened so far as if stunned; but now she wakes, and the face of +Marian Bethune seems to look with a cold sneer into hers. + +"And after that," goes on Hescott, "if--if----" He breaks down. +"Well, if _that_ comes, you know I--_love_ you, Tita." + +He tries to take her hand. + +"Don't touch me!" says Tita vehemently. She pushes his hand from +her; such a disdainful little push. "Oh, I thought you really _did_ +love me," says she, "but not like _this!"_ Suddenly a sort of rage +and of anger springs to life within her. She turns a face, +singularly childish, yet with the sad first break of womanhood upon +it, to his. "How _dare_ you love me like this?" says she. + +"Tita, listen to me----" + +"No. Not I! You must be a _fool_ to talk to me like this. Of what +use is it? What good? If you loved me for ever, what good could come +of it? I don't love you! Ah!"--she catches her breath and looks +straight at him with an undying sense of indignation--"Maurice was +right about you, and I was wrong. He saw through you, I didn't. +I"--with a little inward glance into her own feelings--"I shan't +forgive you for _that,_ either!" + +"You mean----" + +"It really doesn't matter," says Tita, cruel for the first time in +all her sweet young life. The light is so dim that she cannot see +his face distinctly. Perhaps if she had, she would have been kinder. +"I mean nothing. Only go; go at once! Do you _hear?"_ + +Her childish voice grows imperious. + +"I am going," says Hescott dully--"in the morning." + +"Oh! I'm glad"--smiting her hands together--"by the _early_ train?" + +"The earliest!" + +Hescott's soul seems dying within him. All at once the truth is +clear to him, or, at least, half of it. She may not love her +husband, but, beyond all question, love for him--Hescott--has never +entered into her mind. + +"And a good thing too!" says Tita wrathfully. "I hope I shall never +see you here again. I could never bear to look at you after this!" +She is standing trembling with agitation before him, like one +full-filled with wrath. "To-day--I shall not forget _that._ +To-day--and that story"--she stops as if choking--"what did you +_mean_ by telling that story?" demands she, almost violently. +"Everyone there knew what you meant. It dragged me down to the +ground. I hated you for it! You invented it. You _know_ you did, +just to humiliate _him!_ You think Maurice hates me, but he doesn't. +It is a lie!" She pauses, her lovely eyes aflame. "It is a lie!" she +repeats passionately. + +"If so----" begins Hescott, but in so low a tone, and so dead, that +she scarcely heeds it. + +"And to call me an angel before them all. Ah! I could read through +you. So could everyone. It was an insult! I _won't_ be called an +angel. I am just what Maurice is, and no more. I wonder Maurice +didn't _kill_ you--and he would, only you were his guest. So would +I--only----" + +She breaks off. The tears are running down her cheeks. She makes a +little swift turn of her body towards him. + +"Oh, Tom! and I did so believe in _you!"_ + +There is a short silence fraught with misery for one soul, at all +events. + +"Believe in me still," says Tom Hescott, in a queer, low tone. +"Believe in me now--and for ever--to"--with passionate +fondness--"the last moment of your life." He draws his breath +sharply. "And now good-bye." + +He struggles with himself, and, failing in the struggle, catches her +suddenly to his breast, and there holds her to his heart for half a +minute, perhaps. + +Then he releases her. It is all over. He had not even tried to kiss +her. He goes swiftly past her into the gloom beyond the dying lamp, +and is lost. + +Tita stands as if stricken dumb. For a second only. _Then_ she is +conscious of a hand being laid on her arm, of her being forcibly led +forward to her own room, of the door being closed behind her. + +She turns and looks up at Rylton. His eyes are blazing. He is +dangerously white across cheeks and nose. + +"There shall be an end of this!" says he. + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +HOW JEALOUSY RUNS RIOT IN OAKDEAN; AND HOW MARGARET TRIES TO THROW +OIL UPON THE WATERS; AND HOW A GREAT CRASH COMES, WITH MANY WORDS +AND ONE SURPRISE. + + + +Tita has wrenched herself from his grasp. + +"Of _what?"_ demands she. + +"Do you think you can hoodwink me any longer? There shall be an end +of it--do you hear?" Rylton's face, as she now sees it in the light +of the lamps in her room, almost frightens her. "I've had enough of +it!" + +"I don't understand you!" says Tita, standing well away from him, +her face as white as ashes. + +As for _his_ face---- + +"Don't you?" violently. "Then I shall explain. I've had enough of +what ruins men's lives and honours--of what leads to----" + +"To?" says the girl, shrinking, yet leaning forward. + +"To the devil--to the Divorce Court!" says Rylton, with increasing +violence. "Do you think I did not see you and him just now--you--_in +his arms!_ Look here!" + +He seizes her arm. There is a quick, sudden movement, and she is +once again free. Such a little, fragile creature! She seems to have +grown a woman during this encounter, and to be now tall to him, and +strong and imperious. + +"Don't!" says she, in a curious tone, so low as to be almost +unheard, yet clear to him. "Don't come near me. _Don't!_ What do you +accuse me of?" + +"You know right well. Do you think the whole world--_our_ world, at +all events--has not seen how it has been with you and----" + +He cannot go on. He pauses, looking at her. He had meant to spare +her feelings; but, to his surprise, she meets his gaze fully, and +says, "Well?" in a questioning way. + +At this his rage bursts forth. + +"Are you _quite_ shameless that you talk to me like this?" cries he. +"Are you mad?" As he speaks, his fingers tighten on a piece of +paper--evidently a letter--that he is holding in his right hand. +"You _must_ know that I saw you with him to-night--you--in his +arms--_you_----" + +Tita turns upon him. + +"It is you who are mad," says she. She goes quite close to him. "He +was going. He was bidding me good-bye." She pauses; her breath comes +heavily, but she goes on: "He was bidding me good-bye, and--he told +me he loved me----" + +Rylton flings her from him. + +"Do you pretend that was the first time?" + +"The first--the _first?"_ cries Tita passionately. "Do you think--do +you _dare_ to think that----" + +"I refuse to tell you what I think. There is one thing more, +however, to be said; you shall give up all further intercourse with +your cousin." + +Now, Tita had decided, during her late interview with Tom, that she +would never willingly see him again; but here and thus to be +_ordered_ to do her own desire is more than she can bear. + +"No, I shall not do that," says she. + +"You _shall,"_ says Rylton, whose temper is now beyond his control. + +"I shall _not."_ Tita is standing back from him, her small +flower-like head uplifted, her eyes on fire. "Oh, coward!" cries +she. "You do right to speak to me like this--to me, who have no one +to help me." + +"You--you!" interrupts he. "Where is Hescott, then?" + +His voice, his tone, his whole air, is one great insult. + +Tita stands for one moment like a marble thing transfixed; then: + +"Tom is not _here,"_ says she slowly, contemptuously, and with great +meaning. "If he were---- In the meantime, I am in your power, so far +that I must listen to you. There is no one to help me. I haven't a +living soul in the wide world to stand by me, and you know it." + +Here the door is thrown open, and Margaret comes in, pale, uneasy. +By a mere chance she had left her room to place a letter for the +early post in the box in the corridor outside, and had then seen +Hescott going down the corridor (unconscious of Rylton coming up +behind him)--had seen the latter's rather rough impelling of Tita +into her bedroom, and---- And afraid of consequences, she had at +last smothered her dreadful repugnance to interfering with other +people's business, and had gone swiftly to Tita's door. Even then +she was on the point of giving up--of being false to her +principles--when Tita's voice, a little high, a little strained, had +frightened her. It had been followed by an angry answer from Rylton. +Margaret opened the door and went in. + +Tita is standing with her back to a small table, her hands behind +her, resting upon it, steadying her. She is facing Rylton, and every +one of her small beautiful features breathes defiance--a defiance +which seems to madden Rylton. His face is terribly white, and he has +caught his under lip with his teeth--a bad sign with him. + +"Maurice, it is not her fault. Tita, forgive me! I heard--I saw--I +feared something." The gentle Margaret seems all broken up, and very +agitated. After a pause, as if to draw her breath--a pause not +interrupted, so great is the amazement of the two belligerents +before her et her so sudden appearance--she addresses herself solely +to Sir Maurice. "She had been with me," she begins. "It was the +merest chance her leaving me just then; she was going to her own +room." + +But Tita cuts he short. + +"I forbid you, Margaret!" cries she violently. "Be silent! I tell +you I will not have myself either excused or explained. Do not +arrange a defence for me. I will not be defended." + +"Let me explain, my dearest--_do_ let me explain," entreats Margaret +earnestly. "It is for your good." + +"It is not; and even if it were, I should not allow it. Besides, +there is nothing to explain. I was only bidding good-bye to Tom!" +She pauses, and tears spring to her eyes--tears half angry, half +remorseful. "Oh, _poor_ Tom!" cries she. _"He_ loves me!" Her breast +rises and falls rapidly, and, after a struggle with herself, she +bursts out crying. "He was my _one_ friend, I think! And I was so +unkind to him! I told him I should never ask him here again! I was +abominable to him! And all for nothing--nothing at all. Only because +he said he--_loved_ _me!"_ + +She is sobbing passionately now. + +"Tita," says Rylton; he takes a step towards her. + +"As for you," cries she wildly, putting up her hands as if to keep +him far from her, "I wish I had been born a _beggar._ Then," slowly, +and in a voice vibrating with scorn--"then I should not have been +chosen by _you!"_ + +The cut goes home. For a second Rylton winces, then his fingers +close even more tightly over the paper he is holding, and a cynical +smile crosses his lips. + +"You believe much in money," says he. + +"I have reason to do so," coldly. The strange smile on his lips has +caught her attention, and has killed the more vehement form of her +passion. "It induced you to marry me! Your mother told me so!" + +"Did she?" He is smiling still. "Well, all that is at an end." +Something in his voice makes Margaret look quickly at him, and he +flings the letter he has been crushing in his hand to her. "Read +that!" says he. + +Margaret catches it, opens it hurriedly, and reads. Her face grows +very pale. She looks up. + +"You got it?" + +"By the night mail, two hours ago." + +"What is it?" demands Tita imperiously. + +She had taken no notice of his giving the letter to Margaret; but +now she is sure that some mystery lies in it--a mystery that has +something to do with her. + +Margaret regards her piteously. + +"My dear--I----" + +She breaks down, and looks now at Rylton as if reproaching him for +having cast this task upon her shoulders. Rylton shakes his head. + +"From you--it will be kinder," says he. + +_"What_ is it?" asks Tita again, taking a step towards Margaret, and +holding out her hand for the letter. + +"Your money!" falters Margaret nervously. + +"Yes--yes!" + +_ "It is all gone!"_ + +"Gone?" + +"All! There is nothing left," says Margaret, pale as ashes. + +"Gone!" Tita repeats the word once or twice, as a child might, +trying to learn a new syllable; she seems a little stunned. Then +suddenly her whole face grows bright; it wakes into a new life as it +were. "Is it _all_ gone?" asks she. + +"Yes, my dearest girl, I am afraid so. But you must not be unhappy, +Tita; I----" + +"Oh, _unhappy!"_ cries the girl, in a high clear tone, one full of +fresh, sweet courage and delight. She walks straight up to Rylton. +_"Now I can leave you!"_ says she. + +If she had been planning a revenge, she could hardly have arranged +it better. Rylton looks back at her. He is silent, but she reads the +disturbance of his soul in his firmly shut mouth, and the little, +quick, flittering frown that draws his brows together in momentary +rapidity. He had thought many things of her, but that she should +hail with rapture the ruin that seemed to give her a chance of +escape from him--_that_ thought had not been his. + +In a moment, however, he has pulled himself together. He tells +himself he sees at once the right course to pursue. In other words, +he has decided on conquering her. + +"You shall certainly not do that," says he icily. + +"I shall, however." She almost laughs as she steps back from him, +and up to Margaret. There is an air about her as though she had +snapped her pretty fingers in his face. "Now you must help me to +gain my living," cries she gaily. "'A child of the people' (I quote +your mother again)," smiling at Rylton, "I will go back to the +people." + +"It is not quite so bad as that," says Margaret, who has been +studying the fatal letter with a view of tearing _some_ good out of +it. "It seems that when these speculations that your uncle made with +your money all failed--and these failures have been going on for +years--that still he tried to keep up his credit with you by--by +sacrificing all his own money, and----" + +"Poor old Uncle George," says the girl softly. For the first time +she seems sorry for the misfortune that has fallen on her house. +"Perhaps I can go to him, and help him. I dare say, now he is down +in the world, he might be a little kinder to me." + +"Impossible, Tita. He has gone abroad," says Margaret, who, as she +tells herself miserably, is developing into a determined liar! + +Uncle George, so runs the letter, has committed suicide. Truly he +has gone abroad with a vengeance, and no man knoweth whither. + +Tita sighs. It is, to tell truth, a sigh of relief. Uncle George had +not been palatable to her. + +"Well, I can earn something." + +"You need not that," says Margaret. "It seems there is from two to +three hundred a year left to you that cannot be disputed. It should +be sufficient to----" + +"I can live on _half_ that!" cries Tita eagerly. + +"You shall live with me," says Rylton, breaking in with cold anger. +"You are my wife. You shall not leave me." + +Tita makes a little gesture. + +"Why waste time over it?" says she. "I shall leave you as soon as +ever I can. To-morrow. I am afraid it is too late to-night. I should +have gone any way, after what you said to me just now----" + +"After what _he_ said to you, you mean!" bursts in Rylton violently, +losing all control over his temper. "You were going with him----" + +_"Maurice!"_ Margaret has stepped between them. "How _dare_ you +speak to her like that?" says she, her calm, kind face transfigured. +"I hope to see you ashamed of yourself to-morrow. Be quiet, Tita. +_I_ will look after you." She turns again hurriedly to Rylton, who +is looking very white and breathing heavily, with his eyes immovably +fixed on Tita. "She will come with me--to my house to-morrow," says +Margaret. "You will, Tita?" + +"Oh yes, to you!" cries Tita, running to her, and flinging herself +into her arms. "You are the only one who--of _his_ family"--with a +baleful glance at Rylton over her shoulder--"who has been kind to +me!" + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +HOW MAURICE TELLS HIS MOTHER OF THE GREAT FIASCO; AND HOW SHE +RECEIVES THE NEWS. + + + +The guests have all gone! The morning train had swallowed up the +Hescotts, and the eleven o'clock had disposed of the rest. Only the +Dowager Lady Rylton and Margaret still remain. + +The latter has decided on going by the evening train and taking Tita +with her, deeming it best to separate husband and wife for a little +while, until the calamity be overpast for a few weeks, at all +events. As for Tessie, she had come with a determination to linger +on until Christmas with her son and his wife, though asked for three +weeks only; and it is her son's pleasing task to be obliged now to +explain to her why and wherefore she must go back at once to the old +home--to The Place--to the old home partially saved from ruin by his +unhappy marriage, and now doomed to a sure destruction because of +the loss of the fortune that had been the primary motive in the +making of that marriage. + +Rylton got through the telling of his lamentable tale more easily +than he could have supposed possible. Whilst walking up the stairs +to his mother's room, he had tried to compose certain forms of +speech that might let the whole affair "down easy," to quote from +the modern English language, but had failed utterly. Yet, when on +the spot, he had run glibly through it all--coldly--almost without +feeling. And his mother had heard him as coldly, until she learned +all hope was at an end--as far as Tita's thousands were concerned. + +Then she gave way to hysterics! + +And even now, when, by the help of a wet sponge and a maid and a +bottle of champagne, he has pulled her through, sufficient at all +events to be able to talk rationally, she is still in the very +lowest depths of despair. + +"And to think you should have sacrificed yourself for a mere +'person' like that! A little"--sob--"wretched _nobody_. Oh! if your +father could only see you now! A creature of no family, no manners, +no----" + +"Who are you talking of, mother? My father?" + +"If you can be frivolous at this moment, Maurice, you can be +frivolous for ever," says his mother, weeping (presumably) behind +her little lace rag, her voice like a dagger. + +"I'm far from that," says Maurice, flinging himself into a chair. +"But the fact is, mother, let us leave Tita out of this affair. I +object to hearing her--er--criticised by you--or anyone." + +Tessie weeps afresh. + +"The soul of honour," breathes she, apostrophizing the ceiling. "But +I cannot let you, Maurice, be so deceived by a mere swindler such as +she is. Do you for a moment imagine--ah yes!" throwing up her hands +and plainly admiring Maurice with great fervour--"you probably do; +you have a soul, Maurice, a great soul, inherited from _me!_ But I +shall not permit that little vulgar fraud of a girl to demoralize +it. Of _course_ she knew all about her uncle's speculations--and +married you gladly, knowing what the end would be. Oh! my poor boy!" + +Lady Rylton retires again behind her lace rag. + +"That will do," says Maurice curtly. + +It seems almost funny to him that he, who has been condemning Tita +all the night and morning in his heart, can now be so violently +angry with another fellow-creature for decrying her. + +"Of course, I know. I understand," says Tessie, still weeping, "it +is always so painful to know that one has been thoroughly taken in. +No wonder you can't listen even to your own mother with common +patience. I excuse you, Maurice. I often had to excuse your dear +father. Both you and he were a little weak--a little noble, +perhaps--but well, you required someone to look after you. And +I--poor, _poor_ I--what could I do?" Tessie shakes her head +mournfully from side to side. "And as for this miserable little +deception----" + +"Look here, mother----" + +"Oh! I know, I know. It is not the nice thing to do, of course, but +alone with one's only son one may waive a point and condole with him +on the abominable qualities of the woman he has chosen to be his +wife---- Dear Maurice, you should be careful. Didn't you _see_ that +footstool? I quite thought you kicked it. And her laugh. Do you know +it used to hurt me?" + +"Not until after our marriage, however," says Rylton, who is now a +little strung. + +"Oh! no wonder you reproach me," says his mother. "I shall for ever +reproach myself. _Such_ a person--without a penny--to fling herself +into your arms." + +"Ah! she had a penny then," says Maurice. + +"Then? Yes! Do you think I should have countenanced your marriage +otherwise?" + +"My dear mother, of course not. I know you too well for that." + +His irony is thrown away upon Tessie, who is not equal to these +drags upon her intellect, and as a fact Rylton is scarcely listening +to her; his whole soul is in a turmoil. He scarcely knows what he +wants or what he does not want--whom he loves or hates. Only +Tita--Tita is always before him; and as hate is stronger than love, +as some folk have it (though they lie), he believes that all his +thoughts grow with a cruel persistence of detestation towards the +small, ill-tempered child whom he has married. + +"At all events _she_ knew what she was about," says Tessie, flinging +down her handkerchief and speaking with a touch of viciousness. "She +knew perfectly how she stood with her wretched uncle before she +married you. No doubt they arranged it between them. She was fully +aware of the state of her finances, and so was the uncle. So glad +that miserable old person is out of the way for ever, of making +young men of family marry young women of no family, who have not +even money to recommend them. I must say your--_I shudder_ to utter +the word, Maurice--your wife--is as thoroughly dishonest a person +as----" Tessie pauses, and casts a furtive glance at him. "After +all, there may be a hope for you, Maurice. That cousin! So +_prononcée_ the whole thing--so unmistakable. And once a divorce was +established----" + +She never knew afterwards what really happened. Perhaps, after all, +nothing happened--nothing material; but what she does know if that +Maurice is standing before her, looking like a demon. + +"D----n it!" says he. His temper is _very_ bad sometimes. "Can't you +_see_ that I won't have a word said against her?" + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +HOW MATTERS COME TO A CLIMAX; AND HOW TITA TELLS MAURICE MANY THINGS +THAT STING HIM SHARPLY; AND HOW HE LAYS HANDS UPON HER; AND HOW THE +LAST ADIEUX ARE SAID. + + + +"So you have made up your mind," says Maurice, looking at his wife +with a glance as full of coldness as it is of rage. "You see your +way? It is for ever, remember. You decide on leaving me?" + +"Why should I stay?" says Tita. + +There is evidently no idea of "staying" about her; she is dressed +for a journey, with care--_great_ care--but with all the air of one +who is going away for a long, long time. She is exquisitely dressed; +the soft gray costume, trimmed with costly furs, sets off her bijou +figure to perfection, and her soft, dainty curls show coquettishly +from beneath her fur cap. Her eyes are shining like stars; her lips +have taken a slightly malicious curve; her rounded chin, soft and +white as a baby's, is delicately tilted. She is looking lovely. "Why +should I stay?" Her question seems to beat upon his brain. He could +have answered it, perhaps, had pride permitted him, but pride is a +great tyrant, and rules with an iron rod. And, besides, even if he +had answered, _she_ has a tyrant, too--her own pride. As a fact we +all have these tyrants, and it is surprising how we hug them to our +breasts. + +"Why should I stay?" says Tita. "All you wanted from me is gone; now +I go too. You should rejoice. If you have lost in one way you have +gained in another. You will never see me or my money again!" + +The bitterness in the young voice, the hatred in the young eyes, is +terrible. + +For a full minute Rylton remains silent. The mind is a strange +thing, not to be controlled, full of vagaries, and now, for no +reason whatever, as it seems to him, it has run back to his wedding +morning. Is _this_ the careless, idle, little tomboy who had stood +before the altar--the little girl he had assured himself he could +mould to his will? + +"You forget," says he coldly, "that you are married to me. It is not +so simple a matter as you seem to imagine for a wife to throw off +her marriage yoke." + +"Yoke! What a good word that is!" says Tita, with the air of one +making a discovery. Then lightly, "Pouf! Nonsense! I'll show you how +easy it is! And as for that----" Again her mood changes. "Don't go +in for that sort of thing," says she contemptuously. "Be honest with +me now, at the last. You know you will be as glad to get rid of me, +as I shall be to be rid of you." + +"Speak for yourself," says Rylton slowly. His eyes are on the +ground. "I have not said I shall be glad to get rid of you." + +"No, I have said it for you. I have befriended you to the very end; +and if you _will_ be a hypocrite, why--_be it!"_ cries she gaily. + +She throws up her hands with an airy little gesture, full of grace, +and anger, and something else difficult to describe, but that +certainly is devoid of any sort of mirth. + +"Hypocrite or not, remember this," says Maurice, "it is _you_ who +have decided on a separation." + +"Yes; I--I." She bursts out laughing. "'Alone I did it!' To-day I +set you free!" + +"Free!" + +"Ah, not so free as I _would_ make you!" shaking her head. + +He looks at her. + +_ "You_ are honest, at all events," says he bitterly; then, after a +moment, "You approve, then, on the step you are taking?" + +Tita makes a gesture of impatience. + +"What _will_ you have?" says she. "What do you find fault with now? +Have I not behaved well? Have I not behaved beautifully? I stayed +with you as long as I had any money--the money for which you gave me +your--title. I cannot flatter myself that you gave me more than that +for it. Probably you gave me too much. And so now, when the money is +gone, the bargain is off, and"--with a shrug of her shoulders, and +the saucy glance of a naughty child from under her long lashes--_"I_ +am off too! Isn't that being good?" + +"Have you no charity?" says he. A dark red flush has crimsoned his +forehead. "What a character you give me! Do you think I have no +heart?" + +"Oh, _your_ heart!" says she gaily. "I don't think you need to be +unhappy about it. It will do. You say I am honest, and one thing +honestly I do regret, that I should have unwittingly tempted you to +marry me because of my money--when now it has all dropped overboard. +If I had only known how you regarded it, I----" + +"That infernal money!" says he violently. + +There is almost a groan in his voice. His eyes are fixed upon her; +he is wondering at her. What a child she looks in her pretty frock! +What an unreasonable child! But what a charm in the angry eyes of +her, the defiance of her whole air! There is something that maddens +him in the scornful shrug of her dainty shoulders. + +"Oh yes--yes--of course!" says she, bringing the little disdainful +shrug into full requisition now. "No wonder you abuse it, poor +thing! _But_ for that 'infernal money,' you would never have dreamed +of marrying me, and now that it is gone--gone----" She pauses. "Oh," +sharply, "I am _glad_ it is gone! It opens for me a way to leave +you!" + +Rylton strides forward, and seizes her by both her arms. + +"Supposing I don't _let_ you go!" says he. + +"I shan't ask your permission," returns she calmly, submitting to +his violent pressure without a wince--a pressure unmeant--unknown by +him, to do him justice. "And I need not! Think of the detestable +life we have lived together! Don't I know that you hated it as much +as I did--perhaps more! No," softly. "Not _more!"_ + +Rylton loosens his hold of her, and steps back. If she had said a +thousand words, they could not have brought her meaning more +forcibly home to him than these two, "Not _more."_ + +"Oh, think!" cries she, clasping her hands in a sort of ecstasy. +"To-day--this very day--in an hour or so, we shall be miles, and +miles, and _miles_ away from each other! What more can you desire?" + +Rylton brings his hand down upon the table before him. + +"Nothing!" returns he hoarsely. "I would rather die than subject +myself to the misery I have been enduring with you. I would, by +heaven!" + +"Ah, you speak the truth at last," says she. "Well"--she moves +towards him and holds out her hand--"now that you have spoken, I am +satisfied. Good-bye; I hope I shall never see you again!" + +He thrusts her hand aside. + +"I shall remember that," says he. + +"That was why I said it," returns she. She has flung up her head, +angered a little perhaps even in this desperate moment at his +rejection of her hand. Her eyes are gleaming. Her beauty seems to +shine out--to grow upon him. Maurice regards her curiously even +now--now, when she is going for ever. _How_ can so bitter a spirit +dwell in so sweet a temple? "Will you not say good-bye, then?" says +she. + +"No--never." + +She turns away deliberately and leaves the room. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +HOW MARGARET STEPS INTO THE BREACH, AND LEARNS THAT ALL PEACEMAKERS +ARE NOT BLESSED. + + + +"It is quite the wisest thing to be done at present," says Margaret. +"I do hope, Maurice, you will not object to the arrangement." + +She regards him anxiously. It is an hour later, and the carriage has +been ordered to be at the door in fifteen minutes. Margaret has come +to bid Maurice good-bye, and say a few words to him. + +_ "I!_ What have I got to do with it?" he laughs contemptuously. +_"She_ has arranged everything. The farther she goes from me the +better. I am sorry that the resting-place she has chosen is so near. +Park Lane as usual, I suppose, Margaret? But it won't last, my dear +girl. She will go farther afield soon." + +"You think her fickle, I don't," says Margaret gravely. "You have +misjudged her all along. I believe she loves me. I believe," slowly, +"she has a great capacity for loving." + +"Are you alluding to her capacity for loving Mr. Hescott?" + +"That is unworthy of you," says his cousin. She rises. "I have only +a few moments--and your wife is coming with me, and I would say one +word to you before I go. She is young--_very_ young. She is a mere +child." + +"She is old enough, I presume, to know right from wrong." + +"She is the youngest creature I know," persists Margaret, in her +sweet angelic way, that is all charity, all kindness and all +forbearance. "And what a little fairy of a thing! A man should have +patience with her. _Have_ patience, Maurice." + +"Oh! All you women support each other," says he, frowning. "You wish +me to believe that because Nature has built her in a smaller mould +than other women, I should therefore condone her faults." + +"Such pretty faults," says Margaret. "A little hot temper, a little +sauciness, a little petulance--what more?" + +Rylton's lip curls. + +"If you are such a devotee at her shrine as all that comes to, there +is nothing more to be said. Her flirtation with her cousin----" + +_"Was_ it a flirtation?" + +"There are new names for things every day. Give it the new name and +be done with it." + +"There can be no new name for a mere imagination. I don't believe +she ever had any--any love affair with Mr. Hescott. I don't really, +and," boldly, "in your heart I don't think you believe it either. +No, don't turn away, _don't._ It is for your sake I speak, because I +have always your interest at heart; Maurice, I entreat you to pause, +to think. Is all the fault on Tita's side? Have you loved her as she +should be loved?--that little, quick, enthusiastic creature. Where +has your heart been since your marriage!" + +"You go very far," says Rylton, pale, cold. + +"I know; I know. And I am only a cousin, a mere nobody. But I love +the child, and I _must_ speak. You will hate me for it, perhaps, but +why has Marian been here?" + +"Tita asked her." + +"Is that the whole truth?" + +"No; the half," says Sir Maurice. He rouses himself from the +lethargy into which he has fallen, and looks at Margaret. "I +promised Marian an invitation here; I asked Tita for that invitation +later. Marian came. I believed there would be harm in her coming, +and I steeled myself against it. I tell you, Margaret--I tell you, +and you only--that when she came the harm--was--well"--straightening +himself--"there was _no_ harm. All at once I found I did not care. +My love for her seemed dead. It was terrible, but it was the fact; I +seemed to care for nothing--nothing at all. Margaret, believe me, it +was all dead. I tell you this, that the night when I discovered +that, I longed for death as a solution of my misery. To care for +nothing--nothing!" + +"There was something," says Margaret. "There was Tita!" + +"Was there?" + +"Certainly there was." + +"She has proved it," says Rylton, breaking into a sort of +heart-broken mirth. + +"She is angry now," says Margaret eagerly. "She is very +naturally--unhinged; and she has been told----" + +"By my mother?" + +"Yes. That was unfortunate. She--Tessie--your mother," hastily, +"should not have told her." + +"After all, I'm glad she did," says Rylton warmly. "What does it +matter? And, at all events, it makes the thing clear to Tita. It is +quite as well that she should know that I was a cur of the worst +description when I asked her to marry me." + +"You were never that," says his cousin, tears rising in her eyes. +"You have been wrong in many ways, but I still believe in you, and I +think that when you married Tita you meant to be true to her." + +"I did, God knows!" says he. "It was the least I could do, +considering how I had taken advantage of her. But she----" + +"Well?" says Margaret. + +"Hescott----" + +"Oh, Maurice, don't! _Don't_ be unjust over that. I tell you there +was nothing in that. The poor child has been foolish, faulty, +absurd, in many ways, but daylight is not sweeter or more pure. I +tell you this as my last word. And, Maurice, in time--in a month or +so--come and see us----" + +"Us? _Her?_ No!" + +"Come and see me, then. I shall be, as you know, in town. _Do_ +come." + +"Well, let me know first that she won't be there." + +"I shall arrange for you not to see her, if you wish that," says +Margaret, deeply grieved in her kind spirit. "But I hope that in +time----" + +"If you are hoping that Tita and I shall ever make it up again, you +are the most hopeful person alive," says he. "No--I tell you +plainly--I shall go to see you when she is away, never when she is +with you." + +"But why? You certainly can't believe she has any _tendresse_ for +Mr. Hescott." + +"Why should I not believe it?" gloomily. + +"Why should you? Dear Maurice, be sensible. I _know_ that Tita cares +nothing for him." + +"How? Has she told you?" + +"Not told me. But one can see." + +"So can another one." He throws up his head suddenly, as if tired +and altogether done. "There! I give it up," says he. "I have married +an enigma, apparently, and my blood must be on my own head." + +"You have married one of the sweetest girls on earth," says Margaret +indignantly, stung by his nonchalant demeanour. "You are unworthy of +her--you are not capable of understanding her." Rylton shrugs his +shoulders. "In time--in _time,"_ says the gentle Margaret, now all +aglow with anger, "you will learn her worth; but as it is----" + +She moves towards the door. Rylton hurries to open it for her. + +"I may come and see you?" asks he. + +"If you will, but I shall certainly not send Tita out of the way to +oblige you." + +"Well, I shall take my chance." + +"It is in your own hands." + +Margaret sweeps past him. She is at this moment nearly as angry with +him as Tita is. + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +HOW MARGARET AND TITA TREAD MANY PATHS; AND HOW FORTUNE, HAVING +TURNED HER BACK ON TITA, SHOWS A SMILING FRONT TO MAURICE. + + + +It is six months later, and now fair May has come to us on young and +eager feet. On young feet barely born, and with a smile so slight +that one dare hardly call it sunshine. At this moment a little gleam +of it, just strong enough to make one dream of summer, but not +enough to warm one, is stealing timidly though the windows of +Margaret's smaller drawing-room in Park Lane. + +She had taken Tita abroad almost immediately after the rupture at +Oakdean, explaining to their mutual friends that it was necessary +for Tita's health that she should winter in the south. An +explanation received face to face with delicate appreciation and +warm sympathy, and much laughed over later on. Poor old Margaret! As +if one didn't _know!_ As if one couldn't _see!_ That cousin, you +know! He was--he really _was_ far too good-looking. And then this +sudden loss of fortune! After all, these unequal marriages never +_do_. Rylton plainly was tired of her, and when the money +went--well, then Margaret took her off his hands. Of course Margaret +was better than the cousin--more respectable. This brilliant bit of +wit was received with much soft smothered mirth. But as for +Rylton--he certainly had not come well out of it. A fellow should +stick to his bargain, any way. He had married her for her money, and +that gone, had shaken himself free. It was certainly playing it a +little low down. By the way, wouldn't Mrs. Bethune be singing hymns +over it all! _Such_ a downfall to her rival! There was a good deal +of gossip about it, here and there. + +Mrs. Chichester, who has a heart somewhere in her lean, frivolous +body, had come all the way up from Devonshire, where she was then +falsely beguiling a most unlucky young curate, to see Margaret, on +the latter's way through town, and express her sorrow for Tita. She +had honestly liked Tita, and she said to Margaret many kindly things +about her. So many, and so kindly indeed, that Margaret almost +forgave her that reprehensible flirtation with Captain Marryatt. But +then Margaret, at that time, knew nothing of the luckless curate! + +The greatest surprise of all, however, came from old Miss Gower. +Popularly she had been supposed to hate Tita, and resent her +marriage with Rylton, who was a relative of hers; but five days +after the _fiasco,_ as Randal called it, Rylton had a letter from +her that somewhat startled him. It was extremely abusive, and rather +involved; but the meaning of it was that he ought to be ashamed of +himself, and that Tita was too good for him. She wound up with a few +very rude remarks directed at Mrs. Bethune, and a hope that Tita +would stick to her determination to cast off the tyrant--_Man_ (the +capital was enormous), as personified by Maurice. + +Rylton wasn't in the least annoyed by this letter; indeed, it +somewhat puzzled him to find that he rather liked it, and he put it +away in his private drawer, amongst the papers he cared for. + +Margaret had taken Tita to Rome, and thence to Constantinople. She +had kept her moving about from place to place, hoping to clear her +mind of all past deadly thoughts by constant change. She had a hope +that by breaking off all old associations, the girl might come to +think of the past--and Maurice--in a more gentle, lenient light, and +thus be prepared for a reconciliation in the future. To Margaret it +seemed terrible that these two young people should be for ever +apart--their lives ruined, their social position smirched. + +A long separation from her own country--her own circle--might lead +Tita to desire a return to it--a return to her husband and her home. + +Alas! not to the old home, however. She might desire a return to +that with all her soul, yet nothing would come of it. It was gone! +Gone past recall! When Tita's affairs were wound up, it was found +that all should be sold, not only her other two houses, but the old +home--the one beloved of her childhood. Oakdean came to the hammer a +month ago! + +Indeed, out of all her large fortune only a bare £300 a year was +saved for the poor little heiress of yesterday! When Tita was +assured that even this small sum was honourably hers, she had +insisted on her lawyers writing and offering half of it to +Maurice--an offer I need hardly say refused. Maurice declined, +naturally, but, unfortunately, very rudely, to touch a penny of +hers. + +So far Tita was protected from actual poverty--poverty was much +closer to Maurice at this time than to her; and, indeed, being with +Margaret, who loved her from her heart, and would hear no word of +her leaving her, hardly felt the change in her position. The loss of +the old home--of Oakdean--had been, so far as Margaret could see, +the one thing that had deeply affected her. Of Maurice she would +hardly talk at all, but of Oakdean she would talk by the hour. + +The wheels of law grind slowly, and it was not until last month that +the actual sale of her beautiful home took place. The news came to +her when she and Margaret were at Berne on their homeward way, and +she had quite broken down. She had cried terribly over it night and +day--so much, indeed, that Margaret, who had been astonished at her +strength of mind over her loss of fortune, now began to regard her +as devoid of it altogether. For days and days she fretted, eating +scarcely anything, caring for nothing. It was when Margaret was +almost in despair about her that she grew better, and let herself be +amused by the ordinary occurrences of the day. + +As for Rylton, these past six months had been the fullest of his +life. Time had made him his shuttlecock. Fortune had played with +him. It had caught him when he was up in the world and flung him to +the ground, and after that had seized him afresh, and sent him +flying to a higher altitude than he had ever known before. As a +fact, three months had not elapsed after his parting with his wife +when his uncle (a comparatively young man) had died of typhoid +fever, leaving him all his property. + +It seemed the very irony of fate. A year ago, if he had had this +money, he would not have even _seen_ Tita. The marriage was an +arrangement of his mother's, and now that he has got this money, of +what good is it to him? His wife is gone, yet he still is wedded. +The first sense of comfort he got from his newly-acquired fortune +was the thought that he could now give Tita some of it. + +But Tita would none of it! The very fact that their cases had been +so suddenly and so marvellously reversed made her the more strong in +her determination to spurn any gift from him. She was now sitting on +the lowest rung of Fortune's ladder, whilst he stood at the top; +but, for all that, she would take nothing from him. Rylton wrote to +Margaret, who scolded Tita vigorously to no end; and so the matter +stood. The first instalment of a very magnificent allowance was paid +into Tita's bank, and rested there untouched, doing no good to +anybody. + +"It is senseless! As his wife, you are entitled to some of his +money. It is not a gift," said Margaret angrily. + +But Tita had laughed, and tore his letter to Margaret in two. + +"He wouldn't take my small gift," said she, alluding to that offer +of hers of the half of her tiny income. "And now it does me _good_ +to be able to refuse his big one." + +"But it isn't a gift; it is your right," Margaret urged again; but +all in vain. + +Now they are back once more in England. Ten days ago they arrived, +and are this morning in Margaret's pretty room that is half filled +with growing plants, moving about from this flower to that, and +feeling unconsciously little thrills of delight in the fresh +sweetness of the morning. + + "Spring goeth all in white, + Crowned with milk-white May; + In fleecy flocks of light, + O'er heaven the white clouds stray. + + "White butterflies in the air, + White daisies prank the ground; + The cherry and the hoary pear + Scatter their snow around." + +Well, there are no cherry-trees or hoary pear-trees here, but the +perfume of the delicate lilac comes to them from the Park, telling +them that spring is reigning, even in this dusty old city, with a +right royal gaiety. + +Twice during these ten days Rylton has called, always asking +scrupulously for Margaret; and Margaret only has he seen. Hescott +had called once, but Tita would not see him either, and poor +Margaret had a rather dreadful interview with him. He had offered +her in a frantic, foolish moment, half of all he was worth to be +given from him to Tita, and Margaret had a good deal of difficulty +in explaining to him that Tita, in reality, was as well off as any +young woman need be. Margaret even exaggerated somewhat, and told +him that she had a large sum lying idle in a bank--as indeed she +had, considering Rylton paid in his princely allowance to her, with +determined punctuality, every month, in spite of his knowledge of +the fact that she would not touch it. Margaret suffered a good deal +through Hescott, and was devoutly grateful when she learned the +morning after his visit to her that he had started for a prolonged +tour in South Africa. She learned this from himself in a somewhat +incoherent letter, and a paragraph in the papers the day after set +her mind at rest. Margaret was a Christian, or she might have found +consolation in the thought that there are lions in South Africa! + +She watched Tita anxiously for a day or two after this, but could +not see that the girl was distressed at Tom's departure. She talked +of him, indeed, very freely--always a good sign. + + + + * * * * * + + + +"Tita, do you hear the birds?" says Margaret, in quite a little +excited way. "Come here to this window. How they sing!" + +"Don't they!" says Tita rapturously. + +Her face lights up, but presently she looks a little sad. + +"It makes you long for the country?" asks Margaret gently, looking +at her without seeming to do so. + +"No," says Tita, shaking her head resolutely; and then: "Yes--yes. +But I shall always hate to go to it now--now that the dear old home +is gone." + +"I wish I had been able to buy it!" says Margaret regretfully. + +"Oh, Meg, don't go on like that! You--you who have been everything +to me!" + +"I wasn't rich enough," says Margaret ruefully; "and, at all events, +I wasn't in time. I confess now I sold out some shares a little time +ago with a view to getting it, but I was too late; it was bought--a +private sale, they said." + +"There is nothing I can say--nothing," says Tita, tears dimming her +eyes. "Why are you so good to me? Oh, Meg! there is one, one +thing--I love you, and love you, and love you!" She slips her soft +arms round Margaret's neck, and presses her cheek to hers. There is +moisture on Margaret's face when this little burst of gratitude has +been accomplished. "I never loved anyone as I love you," says Tita. + +"There is someone else you ought to love better, Tita." + +"There is someone else I _hate,"_ returns Tita, with really +astonishing promptitude. + +"Well, about Oakdean," says Margaret quickly, appalled by this +outbreak of wrath. + +"There is nothing about it; it is gone," says Tita, in a forlorn +sort of way; then: "I wonder who bought it?" + +"I don't know. I asked, but I could not find out. Some rich +merchant, no doubt." + +"Well," sighing, "a rich merchant bought it before--my poor +father--and to a rich merchant it has gone. That is as it should be. +Still, it was so pretty, so lovely, so homelike, that I wish----" + +"What, darling?" + +"That it had been burnt to the ground before anyone else got it," +breaks out Tita, in a little storm of grief and despair. + +"Yes, I know; I can feel with you," says Margaret, pressing her back +into a chair, and hovering over her with loving touches and tender +words. "But, after all, Tita, one has to give up things daily. It is +life. Life is one long surrender." + +"My surrender has been done in a bundle," says Tita indignantly. +"Other people do their surrenders by degrees, year after year; but +in _one_ year I have lost everything--my home, my money, my +husband." + +Margaret notes with fear that she has put her husband last in the +list of her losses. + +"Not that I care a fig about Maurice," continues Tita, with a tilt +of her chin that would have made any man admire her. "I was +delighted to get rid of _him."_ Then, glancing at Margaret, she +flings her arms round her neck again. "No; don't look at me like +that. I'm a wretch. But _really,_ Margaret, you know that Maurice +was a wretch, too!" + +"Well, well!" says Margaret sadly. "It seems useless to defend +Maurice--you know how sorry I am for you always," she goes on +gently. "To come from riches to poverty is one of the worst things +the word offers; but to be very rich is not well, Tita. It clogs the +mind; it takes one away from the very meaning of life. Money hardens +the soul; it keeps one away from touch with the inner circle of +humanity--from the misery, the sorrow, the vice! It is bad to be too +rich." + +"Yet you are rich, Margaret!" + +"Yet--yes; and it frightens me," says she, in a low tone. + +Tita rubs her cheek softly against hers. + +"Yet _you_ are not far from the kingdom of God!" says she. + +The little kittenish gesture and the solemn phrase! Margaret presses +Tita to her. What a strange child she is! What a mixture! + +"Neither are you, I trust," says she. + +"So you see riches have got nothing to do with it," says Tita, +breaking into a gay, irresistible little laugh. + +Miss Knollys laughs too, in spite of herself, and then grows +suddenly very grave. There is something she must say to Tita. + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +HOW MARGARET STARTS AS A SPECIAL PLEADER, AND IS MUCH WORSTED IN HER +ARGUMENT; AND HOW A SIMPLE KNOCK AT THE HALL DOOR SCATTERS ONE BEING +WHO DELIGHTS IN WAR. + + + +"I think you ought to see your husband," says Margaret. + +It is a bombshell! Tita withdraws her arms from round Margaret's +neck and looks at her like one seeing her for the first time. It is +plain to Margaret that she is very angry. + +Poor Margaret! She feels torn in twain. Rylton, as has been said, +had called twice during the past ten days, but on neither of those +occasions had seen Tita. Tita, indeed, had obstinately refused to +come downstairs, even though Margaret had gone up to fetch her. +Margaret had not forgotten that occasion. She had found the girl in +her room. + +"Never, never, never!" said Tita, in answer to all her entreaties, +who had screwed herself into the farthest corner of her room between +a wardrobe and a table--a most uncomfortable position, but one +possessed of certain advantages. It would be difficult, for example, +to dislodge her from it. And she gave Margaret the impression, as +she entered the room, that she thought force was about to be +resorted to. + +"It is your duty to come downstairs and see him," Margaret had said. + +She always brought in poor Duty, who certainly must have been fagged +to death at that time. + +"I hate him!" said Tita rebelliously, and now with increased venom, +as she saw that Margaret only had come to the assault. "Go down and +tell him that." + +"This is dreadful," said poor Margaret, going to the door. + +But even now the little miscreant wedged in between the furniture +was not satisfied. + +"Tell him I hope I'll never see him again!" said she, calling it out +loudly as though afraid Margaret might not hear and deliver her +words. + +"I shall certainly deliver no such message," said the latter, +pausing on the threshold and waxing wroth. Even the worm will turn, +they say, though I confess I never saw one that did. "You can tell +him that yourself, some day, when you see him!" + +But this parting shaft had only made Tita laugh. _"See him!_ She +would die first!" + +Margaret had gone down with a modified edition of this _rencontre_ +to Rylton, and Rylton had shrugged his shoulders. He could not +disguise from Margaret the fact, however, that he was chagrined. He +had seen through the modifying, of course, and had laughed--not very +merrily--and told Margaret not to ruin her conscience on _his +_account. He had lived with Tita long enough to know the sort of +message she would be sure to send. + +Margaret mumbled something after that, never very clear to either of +them, and Rylton had gone on to say that he was going down to the +country for a month. He was starting on Monday next. He had said all +that on Thursday, and this is Tuesday. There is a sense of relief, +yet of regret, in Margaret's heart as she tells herself that he is +well out of town. But _now,_ certainly, is the time to work on +Tita's sense of right and wrong. Rylton will come back at the end of +the month, and when he does, surely--surely his wife should be +willing to, at all events, receive him as a friend. The gossip +surrounding these two people, so dear to her, is distressing to +Margaret, and she would gladly have put an end to it. The whole +thing, too, is so useless, so senseless. And as for that affair of +Marian's Bethune's--she has no belief in that. It has blown over--is +dead. Killed--by time. + +"See him?" says Tita at last, stammering. + +"Yes, when he comes back. You have a month to think about it. He has +gone to the country." + +"A very good thing too," says Tita, with a shrug of her shoulders. +"I hope he will stay there." + +"But he won't," says Margaret in despair. "He returns to town in +June. Tita, I hope--I do hope you will be sensible, and consent to +see him then." + +"Does he want to see me?" asks Tita. + +Here Margaret is posed. Rylton had certainly _known,_ that day she +had gone up to Tita's room to bring her down, what her errand was, +but he had not asked her to go upon it. He had expressed no desire, +had shown no wish for a meeting with his wife. + +"My dear--I----" + +"Ah, you make a bad liar, Meg!" says Tita; "you ought to throw up +the appointment. You aren't earning your salary honestly. And, +besides, it doesn't matter. Even if he were _dying _to see me, I +should still rather die than see him." + +"That is not a right spirit, to----" + +"I expect my spirit is as right as his," says Tita rebelliously, +"and," with a sudden burst of indignation that does away with all +sense of her duty to her language, "a thousand times righter for the +matter of that. No, Margaret! No--no--no! I will _not_ see him. Do +you think I ever forget----" + +"I had hoped, dearest, that----" + +"It is useless to hope. _What_ woman would forgive it? I knew he +married me without loving me. That was all fair! He told me that. +What he did not tell me was the vital thing--that he loved someone +else." + +"You should never have married him when he told you he did not love +you." + +"Why not?" warmly. "I knew nothing of love; I thought he knew +nothing of it either. Love seemed to me a stupid sort of thing (it +seems so still). I said to myself that a nice strong friendship +would be sufficient for me----" + +"Well?" + +"Well, so it would--only he felt no friendship. He felt nothing but +his love for that odious woman! I couldn't stand that." + +"You stood it for a long time, Tita--if it ever existed." + +"Yes; I know. I didn't seem to care much at first, but when he grew +rude to me about Tom---- Well, I knew what _that_ meant." + +"If you knew, you should have kept your cousin at a greater +distance." + +"Nonsense, Margaret! what do you mean by that?" Tita has turned a +pair of lustrous eyes upon her--eyes lit by the fire of battle--not +battle with Margaret, however, but with memory. "You honestly think +that he believed I was in love with Tom?" + +"I do. And I think he was jealous." + +Tita bursts out laughing. There is little music in her mirth. + +"And now I'll tell you what _I_ think. That he was _glad_ to pretend +to believe I was in love with Tom, because he hoped to get rid of +me, and after that to marry his cousin." + +"Tita! I shall not listen to you if you say such things. How dare +you even think them? Maurice is incapable of such a design." + +"In my opinion, he is capable of anything," retorts Maurice's wife, +without a trace of repentance. She looks long at Margaret, and then +dropping gracefully upon a _pouf_ at Margaret's feet, says sweetly, +"He's a beast!" + +"Oh, Tita! I don't know _why_ I love you," says Margaret, with +terrible reproach. + +At this Tita springs to her feet, and flings her arms round Miss +Knollys. Presently she leans back and looks at her again, still, +however, holding her with her arms. Her small face, so woeful a +while ago, is now wreathed in smiles; it even suggests itself to +Margaret that she is with difficulty suppressing a wild outbreak of +mirth--a suppression meant, no doubt, as a concession to Margaret's +feelings. + +"I'll tell you," whispers she. "You love me because you would be the +most ungrateful wretch on earth unless you did. You give me _some_ +of your love; I give you all mine. I have no one else." + +"That is your own fault," says Margaret, still trying to scold her, +actually believing she is doing it, whilst with her eyes and mouth +she is smiling at her. + +"Not another word, not one," says Tita. "And promise me you won't +ask me to see him again. I hate him! He sets my nerves on edge. I +think he is actually _ugly."_ + +"I think you must have forgotten what he is like by this time." + +"No, I don't. One doesn't forget a nightmare in a hurry." + +"Tita, really----" + +"There! I'll be good. I'll consign him to the lowest depths and +never dig him up again. And so he has left town? What a blessed +relief! Now I can go out and enjoy myself. _Let_ us go out, Meg! Let +us----_what's that?"_ + +She stands transfixed in the middle of the room, Margaret opposite +her. Both seem stricken into marble. + +A knock at the door, loud, sharp, resounding--a knock well known to +both. + +"And you _said_ he was gone to the country," says Tita, in a low +whisper filled with deepest suspicions. + +"He said so. I believed it. It must be a mistake," says Margaret. +"He _certainly_ said so." + +They have lost some moments over their fear and astonishment. The +sound of a rapidly approaching footstep, quite as well known to them +as the knock, rouses both to a sense of desperation. + +"What on earth shall I do?" says Tita, who is now as white as a +sheet. + +"Stay and see him," says Margaret, with sudden inspiration. + +"Stay! Do you think I should stay for one moment in the room with +him? No! I shall go in there," pointing to the next room that opens +out of this with folding-doors, "and wait until he goes away." + +She has hardly time to reach this seclusion when the door is thrown +wide, and Sir Maurice is announced. + +"Nobody with you?" says he, glancing somewhat expectantly around +him. "I fancied I heard someone. _So_ glad to find you alone!" + +"Yes--yes--perhaps it is better," says Margaret vaguely, absently, +thinking always of the little firebrand in that room beyond, but so +near, so fatally near. + +"Better? You mean----" + +"Well, I mean that Tita has only just left the room," says Margaret +desperately. + +"She--is in there, then?" pointing towards the folding-doors. + +"Yes. _Do_ speak low. You know she--I can't disguise from you, +Maurice, that she----" + +Margaret hesitates. + +"Hates me? I'm quite aware of that." A long pause. "She is well, I +hope?" frigidly. + +"I think so. She looks well, lovely indeed--a little pale, perhaps. +Maurice," leaning across and whispering cautiously, "why don't you +try to make a reconciliation of some sort? A beginning might lead to +the happiest results, and I am sure you do care for her--and--_do_ +try and make up with her." + +"You must be out of your mind!" says Maurice, springing to his feet, +and to poor Margaret's abject fear speaking at the top of his lungs. +"With _her,_ when she deliberately deserted me of her own +accord--when----" + +"Oh, hush, hush!" says Margaret in an agony. She makes wild signs to +him, pointing towards the closed doors as she does so. A nice girl, +we all know, would rather _die_ than put her ear to a keyhole, even +if by doing so she could save her neck from the scaffold; but the +very best of girls might by chance be leaning against a door through +the chinks of which sounds might enter from the room beyond it. +"She'll _hear_ you!" gasps Margaret. + +"I don't care if she does," says Maurice indignantly, but he calms +down for all that, and consents to sit in a chair as far from the +folding-doors as possible. "You have misjudged me all through," says +he. + +"I think not--I hope not. But I will say, Maurice, that I think you +began your marriage badly, and--you should not have----" + +"Have what?" + +"Asked Marian to stay with you." + +"That was"--gloomily--"a mistake. I admit that. But have _I_ nothing +to complain of?" + +"Nothing, I honestly believe." + +Her tone is so honest (Margaret herself is so sweetly honest all +through) that he remains silent for a moment. It is, however, a +constrained silence. The knowledge that Tita is standing or sitting, +laughing or frowning, behind those boards over there, disturbs him +in spite of himself. + +"Well, I have often thought that, too," says he, "and yet I have +often thought--the other thing. At all events, you cannot deny that +_he_ was in love with her." + +"Why should I deny that? To me"--with a reproachful glance at +him--"she seems like one with whom many might be in love." + +"Oh, you are a partisan!" says he irritably, rising abruptly, and +preparing to pace the room. + +Margaret catches his coat as he goes by her. + +"I entreat, I implore you to be quiet. It is so _slight_ a +partition," says she. "Do sit down like a dear boy and talk softly, +unless"--wistfully and evidently hopefully--"you want to go away." + +"Well, I don't," says he grimly. + +He reseats himself. An extraordinary fascination keeps him in this +room, even in face of the fact that the mistress of it is plainly +longing for his departure. She has even openly hinted at it. And the +fascination? It lies there behind the folding-doors. There is no +romance in it, he tells himself; it is rather the feeling of an +enemy who knows his foe to be close by. He turns to Margaret. + +"Why did she refuse that money?" + +"Why did you refuse hers?" + +"Pshaw! You're evading the question. To take half of her little +pittance! I wonder you can even suggest the thing. It--it is almost +an insult," says he, reddening to his brows. + +"I didn't mean it," says Margaret quickly, the more so that she +thinks he is going to walk the room again. "Of course you could not +have taken it." + +"And yet I did take her money," says he miserably; "I wish to heaven +now I hadn't. _Then_ it seemed a fair exchange--her money for my +title; it is done every day, and no one thinks anything of it--but +now---- It was a most cursed thing," says he. + +"It would have been nothing--nothing," says Margaret eagerly, "if +you had been heart-whole. But to marry her, loving another, that was +wrong--unpardonable----" + +"Unpardonable!" He looks at her with a start. What does she mean? Is +he beyond pardon, indeed? Pardon from---- "That's all over," says +he. + +"It wasn't over _then!"_ + +"I don't know----" He gets up and walks to the window in an agitated +fashion, and then back again. "Margaret, I don't believe I ever +loved her." + +Margaret stares at him. + +"You are talking of Marian?" + +"Yes; Marian. If I did love her, then there is no such thing as +love--love the eternal--because I love her no longer." + +"It is not that," says Margaret; "but love can be killed. Poor +love!" she sighed. "Marian of her own accord has killed yours." + +There is a long pause; then: "Well, I'm glad of it," says he. + +He lifts his arms high above his head, as a man might who yawns, or +a man might who has all at once recognised that he is rid of a great +encumbrance. + +"I suppose you did not come here to discuss your love affairs with +Marian," says Margaret, a little coldly. + +In a strange sort of way she had liked Marian, and she knew that +Marian, in a strange sort of way, clung to _her_. And, besides, to +say love could be killed! It was tantamount to saying love could +die! Has _her_ love died? Colonel Neilson had been with her a good +deal since her return to town, and there had been moments of +heart-burning, when she had searched her heart indeed, and found it +wanting--wanting in its fixed determination to be true for ever to +the dear dead beloved. And such a miserable wanting, a mere craving +to be as others are--to live in the life of another, to know the +warmth, the _breath_ of the world's sunshine--to love, and be loved +again. + +No wonder Margaret is angry with Rylton for bringing all these +delinquencies into the light of certainty. + +"No," says Sir Maurice moodily. "I came here to see you." + +"You told me you intended leaving town yesterday." + +"Yes, I know. I meant it. But I've changed my mind about stopping in +the country--at least, I'm running down to The Place for the night +to see after some business with the agent, but I'll be back +to-morrow." + +"Really, you must forgive me if I say I don't think much of your +mind," says Margaret, who is still a little sore over her own +reflections. + +"I don't think much of it myself," says Rylton, with increasing +gloom. + +At this abject surrender Margaret's tender heart relents. + +"I believe all you have told me," says she; "and I suppose I'm glad +of it, although--Well, never mind that. Marian deserves no pity, but +still----" + +"Pshaw!" says he. "What has Marian got to do with it? Marian never +cared _that_ about me." He makes an expressive movement with his +fingers--a little snap. "I know now that Marian only played with me. +I amused her. I was the plaything of an hour." + +"You wrong her there, Maurice." + +"Do I? How? They tell us"--with a bitter smile--"that if a woman +loves a man she will cling to him through all things--poverty, +ill-repute, even crime. But poverty, the least of these things, +daunted _her."_ + +"She had known so _much_ poverty----" + +"Are you pleading _her_ cause now?" says Maurice, with a slight +smile. "You plead it badly. The very fact of her knowing it so well +should not have deterred her from trying it again with the man she +loved. I offered to throw up everything for her, to go abroad, to +work, to wrestle with fortune for her sake, but she----" He stops, +and draws a long breath. "Well, it is over," says he. + +"That is. But your future life----" + +"I'm not a favourite of gods, am I?" says he, laughing. "My future +life! Well, I leave it to them. So Tita is looking well?" + +"Yes; quite well. A little pale, I said." + +"She never had much colour. She never speaks of me, I suppose?" + +"Sometimes--yes." + +Rylton looks down at the carpet, and then laughs a little awkwardly. + +"I expect I had better not inquire into it," says he. "It is a +general remark, yet it is _all _question." + +"Of course, she remembers things," says Margaret nervously. + +If he were to make another scene, to prance up and down the room, +and talk at the top of his lungs, there is no knowing _what_ may not +happen, considering who is standing behind those folding-doors. + +"We can all remember things," says Sir Maurice, rising and holding +out his hand. He bids her good-bye. As he gets to the door he looks +back. "Tell her I didn't like to keep her in durance vile longer +than was necessary," says he. + +With this parting shot, he goes down the stairs and out of the +house. + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +HOW MARGARET MAKES A FEARFUL DISCOVERY; HOW SHE RUSHES TO THE +RESCUE, BUT IS FAR FROM WELL RECEIVED; AND HOW TITA GIVES HERSELF +AWAY, NOT ONCE, BUT TWICE. + + + +Margaret, with a keen sense of relief, goes to the folding-doors, +opens them cautiously, and looks in. A distinctly cold and cutting +air greets her; she is aware at once that she is standing in a +thorough draught. And where is Tita? + +Good gracious! where _can_ she have gone to? There is no exit from +this room save through the next, where she and Rylton have been +sitting--except by the chimney, or through one of the windows. For +one awful moment it occurs to Miss Knollys that Tita might have +flung herself out of a window. + +She glances hurriedly to the window nearest her, and then sees +something that makes her heart stand still. + +Are those Tita's heels? + +Margaret's mind is full of suicidal fears. She steps cautiously +towards the open window--the window through which Tita's body is now +flung. Tita's feet alone are in the room! Tita herself is suspended +between heaven and earth, like Mahomet's coffin! + +"Tita! what are you doing?" cries Margaret, laying a sudden hand +upon the white sash that is encircling Lady Rylton's waist. + +At this, the latter scrambles back into a more respectable position, +and stares at Margaret with angry, shamed eyes, and cheeks like a +"red, red rose." + +"Good gracious!" says she. "Why, you very nearly threw me out of the +window." + +Now, this is so manifestly unfair that Margaret feels resentment. +What had her action been? She had dragged Tita backwards into the +room; she had not pushed her out, as the latter seemed to suggest. + +"I quite thought you were trying to throw yourself out of the +window," says Margaret, with emphasis. "What _have_ you been doing?" + +"Nothing--nothing," declares Tita airily, hurriedly. "The day is so +lovely--you remember we were talking about it a while ago. I +was--er--listening to the birds." + +"Surely one need not hang one's self out of a window to listen to +them," says Miss Knollys. "Why don't you confess the truth? You were +looking at Maurice." + +"Well, if you _will_ have it," says Tita resentfully, "I _was!_ I +was curious to see if he was as ill-tempered looking as ever. I was +foiled, however; I saw nothing but the back of his odious head." + +"What a disappointment!" says Margaret, laughing with an +irrepressible if rather unkind mirth. + +"I dare say I shall get over it," coldly, with a distrustful glance +at Margaret. "Well--how _is_ he looking?" + +At this Margaret laughs again. + +"That was just what he asked about you!" + +"About me!" frowning. "Fancy his asking anything about me! Well, and +you said I was looking----" + +"Lovely, but a little pale, as if you were pining." + +"Margaret, you did _not_ say that!" + +"My dear child, of course I did. I am not sure about the pining, but +I certainly said you looked pale. So you do. You couldn't expect me +to tell a lie about it." + +"I could indeed. I," with deep reproach, "would have told a dozen +lies for you in a minute." + +"Well, I don't want you to," says Miss Knollys. "By-the-bye, he is +not going out of town, after all." + +"No?" with studied indifference. "Then I suppose we may expect to +hear that Mrs. Bethune will be in town shortly?" + +"I really do think, Tita, that you ought to refrain from speeches +like that. They are unworthy of you, and they are not true. Whatever +infatuation Maurice felt for Marian Bethune in the past, lies in the +past. Only to-day he told me----" + +"Told you?" + +Tita leans eagerly forward. + +"That if he ever _had_ loved her--and he seemed now to doubt +that--he loved her no longer." + +"Just shows how fickle he is," says Tita, with supreme scorn. + +"Of course, if you are determined to misjudge him in _every_ +way----" + +"It is he who misjudges me!" She gets up and walks impatiently from +Margaret to the window and back again. "How could he say I +deliberately deserted him?" + +Margaret looks at her. It suddenly occurs to her what a blessed +thought that was of hers to take him out of hearing to the far end +of the room. + +"You heard that, then?" + +Tita starts and turns crimson. + +"Oh, that!" stammers she. "Well, I--I couldn't help it. I was near +the door, and he spoke very loudly, and----" + +"And you heard," says Margaret, suppressing some amusement. "Quite +so. Well, you did leave him, you see." + +"Not until he drove me to it by his cruelty, his wicked suspicions. +You know that, Margaret." + +"Oh! I know he behaved like a stupid boy," says Margaret +impatiently. + +"Ah, _darling_ Meg! I _knew_ you would take my part." + +"And you," mercilessly, "behaved like a silly baby." + +Tita flings herself into a chair with a petulant gesture. + +"He has won you over to his side. I knew, when he took you down to +the end of the room, where I could hear nothing, that he was going +to poison your mind against me." + +Miss Knollys gives way once more to ill-timed mirth. + +"So you were _looking,_ too?" says she. + +"I--no. Oh _no._ I--I only"--growing crimson--"wanted to see whether +you were safe. You had stopped talking, and I know how violent he +can be, and," with a gasp, "I just looked once to see that you were +alive." + +"Tita," says Miss Knollys solemnly, "when I want those dozen lies +told for me in a minute, I shan't ask _you_ to tell them." + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +HOW MAURICE SMOKES A CIGAR, AND MUSES ON MANY THINGS; HOW HE LAMENTS +HIS SOLITUDE; AND HOW AN UNEXPECTED VISITOR COMES TO HIM. + + + +"It is the mynd that maketh good or ill," says the old poet. Sir +Maurice, sitting here in the library at The Place, feels _his_ +"mynd" far from happy. He has finished his business with the agent, +and now there lies before him a long, dull evening in which to think +on many things. + +He is comfortable enough. His mother is well away, somewhere in +Essex, and so he has the house to himself. The fire is burning very +nicely--these May evenings are often chilly--and the cigar he is +smoking is excellent. The dinner has been excellent, too. +Astonishing, considering the shortness of the notice and what +servants are. And yet--yet he feels dull to the last degree. + +Over and over again his mind runs back to his morning's interview +with Margaret. He would have stifled such returns, but they are +beyond him. His brain insists on making photographs of Margaret's +drawing-room, with its screens here and its pots there, and the tall +jar filled with the sweet-scented flowers of early summer. The +photographs go farther than that, too. One prominent object in all +of them are the folding-doors at the end of the room. + +It seems to him, as he angrily flicks the ash off the end of his +cigar, that he had seen nothing but those folding-doors. His eyes +had been riveted upon them. He--it was absurd, of course--but he had +in a way seen through them--seen _her_--that little faithless, +stormy child, who is playing the very mischief with his life. + + "Ask not her name; + The light winds whisper it on every hand." + +That is the worst of it! Rylton gets up, and begins to pace the +room. Her name--her face---- He cannot get rid of them. They seem to +haunt him! And what has he _done_ that she should so deride and +scorn him? Say he was in fault about Marian Bethune. Well, he +_was_--grossly in fault, if you like, so far as his having kept +silence about his love for her before his marriage. But afterwards! +He had little or nothing to reproach himself with afterwards. His +married life had been blameless so far as Marian had been concerned. +He had often wondered, indeed, about that--about that strange +coldness he had felt when she had come to stay with them--with Tita +and him. He had looked forward to her coming, and when she came--it +was a sort of blank! At the time he hated himself for it, but it was +not to be overcome. However, it was Marian's own doing. That last +time when she had refused him, he had understood her. Love with her +took a second place. Money held the reins. + +Up and down, up and down the room he goes, smoking and thinking. + + "She + Whom the gods love--tranquillity--" + +is far from him to-night. Why had Tita run away when he went in? +Margaret had told him plainly that she would not see him; she had +almost allowed that she hated him, and certainly her whole conduct +points that way. What is to be the end of it, then? Is he to be +bound to her, and she to him, until kindly Death drops in to release +them one from the other? And never a word between them all the time! +It sounds ghastly! He flings his cigar into the fire, and, seating +himself on the edge or the table, gives himself up a prey to evil +prognostications. + +His thoughts wander, but always they come back to those +folding-doors, and the possible vision behind them. + +Such a tender vision! Half child, half woman, wholly sweet, yet a +little tyrant in her own way. The vision behind the folding-doors +grows brighter. A little thing, slender, beautiful, with such +bright, earnest eyes, and her lips just smiling and apart, and the +soft rings of hair lying on the white forehead. Behind those +doors--were the eyes glad, or angry, as they so often were--with +him? With Margaret, no doubt, they were always bright. She loved +Margaret, but him she never loved. Why should she? Had _he_ loved +her? + +It is a terrible question, and all in a moment the answer to it +comes to him--an answer almost as terrible. He had thought of it, +trifled with it, played with it, this question. But now he _knows!_ +Yes, he does love her. Her, and her only. + +He is still sitting at the table thinking. His head is bent a little +down, his hands are resting on the table behind him. Will she ever +forgive or forget? + + "My love is like the sea, + As changeful and as free; + Sometimes she's angry, sometimes rough, + Yet oft she's smooth and calm enough-- + Ay, much too calm for me!" + +The pretty words come to him as if describing her; "sometimes she's +angry": with him she had been often angry, but now, looking back on +it, what sweetest anger it had been, anger that cried aloud for +tender arms in which to sink and lose itself for ever. Oh, if +only--only--she would be angry with him once again, he might so +argue with her that she would forgive him, and, perhaps, take him, +worthless as he is, to that warm heart of hers. + +Mechanically he slips from the table to a standing position. He will +be in town to-morrow. He will make one last effort to see her. +Margaret will aid him, and, after all, what is there to separate +them? Hescott is in South Africa (there was nothing in that +really--he had made an ass of himself over that, more or less). And +Marian Bethune? Well, Tita must know by this time that that old +folly is at an end for ever--even Marian herself has tired of it. + +He turns slowly; the door has opened behind him. The lamp is a +little low, and he has to look closely into the gloom at the end of +the room to see who has come in. One of the servants, no doubt. He +looks again. + +"The post, Peter?" says he expectantly. But it is not Peter who +comes forward. + +_ "Maurice!"_ says Marian Bethune, in a tone that is barely above a +whisper. + +She is with him now, her hands upon his arms, her eyes riveted upon +his. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +HOW RYLTON'S EVIL GENIUS COMES TO HIM AND SPEAKS SWEET TREACHERIES +WITHIN HIS EAR; AND HOW HE RENOUNCES HER AND ALL HER DEEDS. + + + +"You!" says Rylton. His voice is as low as her own, and strange--it +sounds strange even to himself. Her hands are lying on his arms--the +little hands he used to call snowflakes long ago. Great heaven! +_how_ long ago! + +He does not repulse her--that is beyond him--but in this new strange +voice of his there is assuredly no welcome. He feels choking. The +dead past is so horribly dead that he cannot bear to look upon it. +He feels cold--benumbed. What is he to say to her, or she to him? +Must this battle be fought? And through all this weary wondering +there is ever present with him a strong fear. + +If Tita should hear of this--if she should learn that Marian was +here to-night--with him--alone! His heart sinks within him. Not all +the waters of Jordan could wash him clean in her eyes. + +A sudden anger against this woman rises within him. Has she not been +his undoing from first to last? Gently, but with determination, he +lifts her fingers from his arms. + +"Is this wise?" says he. + +"No one can know. _No_ one," says she hurriedly. "I have arranged it +all. I am staying with the Heriots, and when I heard at dinner that +you would be here to-night, I felt that I _should_--_must_ see you." + +She flings back the soft furred cloak that is enfolding her with a +little rapid movement, as though stifling. It falls in a loose mass +at her feet, and leaves her standing before him a very picture of +beauty perfected. Beauty ripe, yet fresh! + +All in black! From head to foot black clothes her. In her hair jet +stars are shining, round her neck jet sparkles, making more fair the +sweet fair flesh beneath; and her gown that clings around her +shapely limbs as though it loves them, is black, too, and glittering +with black beads. + +She is looking her loveliest. Maurice takes a step towards her. +Nature (as poor a thing at times as it is often grand) compels this +step, then suddenly he stops. All at once, from the shadow of the +room, the memory of a small, sweet, angry, frowning little face +stands out. + +"Still----" begins he. + +"You need not be uneasy about me," says Marian, in the full egotism +of her nature, still believing herself as dear to him as in those +old days when he was at her feet. "I told them--the Heriot girl (who +_would_ follow me, and see to my bad headache)--that I should go for +a long walk in the park to ease the pain; I told her not to expect +me for some time. You know they let me do as I like. I ran through +the park, and at the village inn I engaged a fly." + +"But the people at the inn?" + +"They could not see me. They did not know me; and, besides, I felt I +could risk all to see you." She pauses. She lifts her beautiful face +to his, and suddenly flings herself into his arms. "Oh, Maurice! you +are free now--free! Oh! those _cursed_ days when your mother watched +and followed me. Now at last I can come to you, and you are free!" + +"Free?" + +"Yes, yes." She has raised herself again from his unwilling arms, +and is gazing at him feverishly. So wild is her mood, so exalted in +its own way, that she does not mark the coldness of his mien. "What +is that little fool to you? Nothing! A mere shadow in your path!" + +"She is my wife," says Rylton steadily. + +"And _such_ a wife!" Marian laughs nervously, strangely. "Besides," +eagerly, "that might be arranged." She leans towards him. There is +something terrible to Rylton in the expression of her eyes, the +certainty that lies in them, that he is as eager to rid his life of +Tita as she is. "There are acts, words of hers that could be used. +On less"--again she goes close to him and presses the fingers of one +hand against his breast--"on far less evidence than we could produce +_many_ a divorce has been procured." + +Rylton's eyes are fixed upon her. A sense of revulsion is sickening +him. How _her_ eyes are shining! So might a fiend look; and her +fingers--they seem to burn through his breast into his very soul. + +"Acts--words--whose acts?" asks he slowly. + +"Tita's." + +"Lady Rylton's? What do you mean?" + +He shakes himself suddenly free of the touch that has grown hateful +to him. + +"I mean," says she boldly, still unconscious of his real meaning of +the abyss that lies before her, "that you can at any moment get rid +of her. You can at any moment get a divorce!" + +"By lying?" says he, with agitation. "By"--vehemently--"dragging her +name into the dust. By falsely, grossly swearing against her." + +"Why take it so much to heart?" says she, again coming close to him. +"She would not care, she would _help_ you. She could then marry her +cousin. We could all see how that was. Would it be such false +swearing after all?" + +"Don't!" says Rylton, in a suffocating tone. + +"Ah, Maurice, I understand you. I know how your honour revolts from +such a step, but it is only a step--one--_one,_ and then--_we_----" +She covers her eyes with her hands and leans heavily against the +table behind her. "We should be together--for ever," whispers she +faintly. + +A long, long silence follows this. It seems to hold, to envelop the +room. It is like darkness! All at once Marian begins to tremble. She +lifts her head. + +"You do not speak," says she. There is something frantic in her low +voice--an awful fear. The first dawn of the truth is breaking on +her, but as yet the light is imperfect. "You do not speak," she +repeats, and now her voice is higher, shriller; there is agony in +it. "You mean--you mean---- _What_ do you mean, Maurice?" + +"What can I mean? You called me just now an honourable man." + +"Ah, your honour!" says she bitterly. + +"You, at least, can find no flaw in it," says he suddenly. + +"No? Was it an honourable man who married that girl for her money, +loving me all the time? You," passionately, "you _did_ love me +then?" + +There is question in her tone. + +"The dishonour was to her, not to you," returns he, his eyes bent on +the ground. + +"Oh, forget her! What has she got to do with us?" cries she, with a +sudden burst of angry misery, stung by the fact that he had given no +answer to that last question of hers. "You loved me once. You loved +me. Oh, Maurice," smiting her hands together, "you cannot have +forgotten that! You cannot. Why should _I_ remember if you forget? +Each kiss of yours, each word, is graven on my soul! When I am dead, +perhaps I shall forget, but not till then; and you--you, too--you +must remember!" + +"I remember!" + +He is looking white and haggard. + +"Ah!" + +There is a quick triumphant note in her voice. + +"But what?" he goes on quickly. "What have I to remember about you? +That I prayed you on my knees day after day to give yourself to me. +To risk the chances of poverty, to marry me--and," slowly, "I +remember, too, your answer. It was always _'No'_. You loved me, you +said, but you would wait. Poverty frightened you. I would have given +my life for you, you would not give even your comfort for me. Even +when my engagement with--with----" + +_"Your wife."_ + +The words come like a knife from between her clenched teeth. + +"With Tita was almost accomplished--but not quite--I spoke to you +again, but you still held back. You let me go--you deliberately gave +me up to another. Was that love? I tell you," says he vehemently, +"that all the money the world contains would not have forced me from +you at that time. You of your own accord put me outside your life. +Was that love?" + +"I was content to wait. I did not seek another in marriage. I, too, +was poor. But I swore to myself to live and die a pauper--for your +sake, if--if no help came to us." She pauses. A sigh--a cruel sigh +bursts from her lips. "No help came." + +She is deadly white. A sudden reaction from hope, sure and glorious, +to horrible despair is mastering her. She had not thought, she had +not known she loved him so well until now, when it has begun to dawn +upon her that he no longer loves her. + +In all her life no gladness had come to her until she met Rylton, +and then her heart went forth, but without the full generosity of +one who had been fed with love from its birth. Soured, narrowed by +her surroundings, and chilled by a dread of the poverty she had so +learned to fear, she had hung back when joy was offered to her, and +now that joy was dead. It would be hers never, never! The love on +which she had been counting all these days, + + "For which I cry both day and night, + For which I let slip all delight, + Whereby I grow both deaf and blind, + Careless to win, unskilled to find," + +is hers no longer. Deaf and blind she has been indeed. + +A little faintness falls on her; she sways, and Rylton, catching +her, presses her into a chair. His touch recalls her to life, and +rouses within her a sudden outbreak of passion. + +"Maurice!"--she holds him with both her hands--"I will _not_ believe +it. It is not true! You love me still! You do, you do. I was"--she +lets his arms go and raises her hands to his shoulders, and, leaning +back, gazes with wild, beautiful, beseeching eyes into his +face--"wrong--foolish--_mad,_ I think, when I flung from me the only +good that Heaven ever gave me, but--but for all that you love me +still." She pauses. His eyes are on the ground; he looks like a +criminal condemned to death. "Say it, _say_ it," whispers she +hoarsely. There is a silence that speaks. He can feel the shudder +that runs through her. It nerves him. + +"All this," he says--his voice is low and harsh, because of the +agony of the moment--"all this comes----" + +He grows silent. He cannot say it. _She_ can. + +_"Too late?"_ + +The words fall like a knell, yet there is a question in them, and +one that must be answered. + +"Too late!" repeats he. He could have cursed himself, yet it had to +be done. He frees himself from her and stands back. "Why do you +compel me to say such things?" cries he violently. + +But she does not hear him. She is looking into the distant corner of +the room as though--as one might suppose, seeing her earnest +gaze--she can there see something. Her dead life's hope, perhaps, +lying in its shroud. And perhaps, too, the sight is too much for +her, for after a moment or two she raises her hands to her eyes, and +clasps them there. + +A sound breaks from her. In all his after life Rylton never forgets +it. + +"Oh!" says she, and that is all--but it sounds like a last breath--a +final moan--an end. + +Then all at once it is over. Whatever she has felt is done with for +the present. She takes down her hands, and looks round at him +deliberately. Her face is as the face of one dead, but her voice is +clear and cold and cutting as an east wind. + +"It is this, then," says she, "that all is at an end between us. You +have tired of me. I have heard that men do tire. Now I know it. You +wish me dead, perhaps." + +"No! Marian, No!" + +"For that, I suppose, I should thank you. Thank the man who once +wanted so much to make me his wife. You _did_ wish to make me--your +wife?" + +"Yes--yes. But that is all over," says he desperately. + +"For you, yes! For me----" + +She pauses. + +"Great heavens!" cries Rylton. "Why go on like this? Why go into it +again? Was it my fault? At that time I was a poor man. I laid my +heart at your feet, but"--drawing a long breath--"I _was_ a poor +man. It all lay in that." + +"Ah! You will throw that in my teeth always," says she--not +violently now, not even with a touch of excitement, but slowly, +evenly. "Even in the days to come. Yet it was not that that killed +your love for me. There was something else. Go on. Let me hear it." + +"There is nothing to hear. I beg of you, Marian, to----" + +"To let you off?" says she, with a ghastly attempt at gaiety. "No, +don't hope for that. There is something--something that has cost +_me_--everything. And I will learn it. No one's love dies without a +cause. And there is a cause for the death of yours. Be frank with +me, now, in this our last hour. Make me a confession." + +Five minutes ago she would have thrown her arms round him, and +besought him, with tender phrases, to tell her what is on his mind. +Now she stands apart from him, with a cold, lifeless smile upon her +still colder lips. + +"No! Do not perjure yourself," says she quickly, seeing him about to +speak. "Do you think I do not know? That I cannot see by your face +that there is something? I have studied it quite long enough to +understand it. Come, Maurice. The past is the past--_you_ have +decided that--and it is a merely curious mood that leads me to ask +you the secret of the great crime that has separated us. _My_ crime, +_bien entendu!"_ + +Rylton turns away from her with an impatient gesture, and goes back +to the hearthrug. To persist like this! It is madness! + +"There was no crime," says he. "But"--frowning--"as we are on the +subject, and as you compel me to it, I----" + +"No, don't speak. _Don't!"_ says she quickly. + +She seems to cower away from him. She had solicited his +condemnation, yet when it came to the point she had no strength to +bear it. And after all, is she had only known, he was merely going +to accuse himself of having been over-foolish when he induced Tita +to ask her to Oakdean on a visit. + +"As you will," says he listlessly. "I was merely thinking of----" + +"I know--I know. Of course _she_ would make me out the worst in the +world, and I have reason to know that her cousin, Miss Hescott, told +you stories about me. There was a night when---- + +"When----" + +"Ah, I was wrong there. I was merely thinking of----" + +"Wrong!" says Rylton slowly. + +His thoughts have gone back to that last interview with Margaret, +and what she had said about his folly in asking Marian on a visit to +Oakdean, considering all that had been said and done between them in +the old time. + +"You remember it, then?" asks Marian. She looks at him. Her face is +still livid, and as she speaks she throws back her head and laughs +aloud--such a cruel, hateful laugh! "Well, I know it--I lied. I lied +then most abominably." + +"Then?" + +"That night on the balcony--I confess it. I know Minnie Hescott told +you." + +Rylton's mind goes quickly back. + +"That night," says he slowly, as if thinking, as if concentrating +his thoughts, "the night you led me to where----" + +He hesitates. + +"Does it hurt you to name her in my presence?" asks Mrs. Bethune in +a tone like velvet. "Well, spare yourself. Let us call her +'she'--the immaculate 'she.' Now you can go on with safety." + +Her tone, her sneer, so evidently directed at Tita, maddens Rylton. + +"You _say_ you lied that night," says he, with barely suppressed +fury. "And--I believe you. I was on the balcony with you, and you +told me then that you did not know where my wife was. At all events, +you gave me the _impression_ that you did not know where she was. +You made me a bet--you can't have forgotten it--that she was with +her cousin in the garden. I took the bet, and then you led me to the +arbour--the arbour where you _knew_ she was. All things seemed to +swear against her--all things save her cousin, Minnie Hescott." + +"Minnie Hescott!" Marian Bethune laughs aloud. "Minnie and Tom +Hescott! Would a brother swear against a brother? Would a sister +give a brother away? No. And I will tell you why. Because it is to +the interest of each to support the other. Minnie Hescott would lie +far deeper than I did to save her brother's reputation, for with her +brother's reputation her own would sink. _I_ lied when I said I did +not know where your precious wife was at that moment, but I lied for +_your_ sake, Maurice--to save you from a woman who was betraying +you, and who would drag you down to the very dust with her." + +Rylton lifts his head. + +"To what woman are you alluding?" asks he shortly, icily. + +"To Tita," returns she boldly. "I knew where she was that night; I +knew she would be with her cousin at that moment--the cousin she had +known and loved all her life. The cousin she had cast aside, _for +the moment,_ to take your title, and mount by it to a higher rank in +life." She takes a step towards him, her large eyes blazing. _"Now_ +you know the truth," says she, with a vehemence that shakes her. +"Your love may be dead to me, but you shall know _her_ as she is! +Faithless! False as hell she is! _She_ shall not supplant me!" + +She stands back from him, her hands outstretched and clenched. She +looks almost superb in her wicked wrath. + +Rylton regards her steadily. + +"You are tired," says he coldly. "You ought to get some rest. You +will sleep here to-night?" + +There is a question in his tone. + +"Why not? In this my old home--my home for years--your mother's +home." + +"My mother is in Scotland," says he briefly. + +Something is tearing at his breast. Her deliberate, her most cruel +attack on Tita has touched him to the quick. + +"Don't be frightened!" says Mrs. Bethune, bursting out laughing. +"What are you thinking of--your reputation?" + +"No!" + +Manlike, he refrains from the obvious return. But she, in her mad +frenzy of despair and anger, supplies it. + +"Mine, then? It is not worth a thought, eh? Who cares for me? +Whether I sink with the vile, or swim with the good? No! I'll tell +you what you are thinking of, Maurice." She lays her hand upon her +throat quickly, as if stifling, yet laughs gaily. "You are thinking +that that little _idiot_ may hear of my being here, and that she +will make a fuss about it--all underbred people love a fuss--and +that----" + +She would have gone on, but Rylton has given up his neutral position +on the hearthrug--he has made one step forward, his face dark with +passion. + +"Not another word!" says he in a sharp, imperious tone. "Not another +word about--MY WIFE!" + +The last two words explain all. Mrs. Bethune stand still, as if +struck to the heart. + +For a full minute she so stands, and then--"You are right. I should +not be here," says she. She turns, and rests her eyes steadily on +him. "So _that_ is my fault," says she, "that you love--_her!"_ + +Shame holds him silent. + +"You _do_ love her?" persists she, playing with her misery, +insisting on it. She lays her hand upon her heart as if to stay its +beating. Is it going to burst its bonds? Oh, if it only might, and +at this moment! To think that she--that _girl_--should take her +place! And yet, had she not known? All through, had she not known? +She had felt a superstitious fear about her, and now--"You do not +speak?" says she. "Is it that you cannot? God knows I do not wonder! +Well," slowly, "good-night! good-bye!" + +She goes to the door. + +"You cannot go like this," says Rylton, with some agitation. "Stay +here to-night. I shall have time to catch the up-train, and I have +business in town; and besides----" + +"Do not lie!" says she. She stops and faces him; her eyes are +aflame, and she throws out her right arm with a gesture that must be +called magnificent. It fills him with a sort of admiration. "I want +no hollow courtesies from you." She stoops, and gathering up her +wraps, folds them around her. Then she turns to him again. "As all +is dead between us." She stops short. "Oh no!"--laying her hand upon +her heart.--"As all is dead in _you_----" + +Whether her strength forsakes her here, or whether she refuses to +say more, he never knows. She opens the door and goes into the hall, +and, seeing a servant, beckons to him. + +Rylton follows her, but, seeing him coming, she turns and waves him +back. One last word she flings at him. + +"Remember your reputation." + +He can hear the bitterness of her laugh as she runs down the stone +steps into the fly outside. She had evidently told the man to wait. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +HOW TITA PLEADS HER CAUSE WITH MARGARET; AND HOW MARGARET REBUKES +HER; AND HOW STEPS ARE HEARD, AND TITA SEEKS SECLUSION BEHIND A +JAPANESE SCREEN; AND WHAT COMES OF IT. + + + +"What hour did he say he was coming?" asks Tita, looking up suddenly +from the book she has been pretending to read. + +"About four. I wish, dearest, you would consent to see him." + +"_I_ consent? Four, you say? And it is just three now. A whole hour +before I feel his hated presence in the house. Where are you going +to receive him?" + +"In the small drawing-room, I suppose." + +"You _suppose._ Margaret, is it possible you have not given +directions to James? Why, he might show him in _here."_ + +"Well, even if he did," says Margaret impatiently, "I don't suppose +he would do you any bodily harm. Once you saw him the ice would be +broken, and----" + +"We should both fall in and be drowned. It would only make matters +worse, I assure you." + +"It would be a change at all events, and 'variety is charming.' As +it is, you have both fallen out." + +"You are getting too funny for anything," says Tita, tilting her +chin saucily. + +"Now, if you were to do as you suggest, fall in--in _love_--with +each other----" + +"Really, Margaret, this is beneath you," says Tita, laughing in +spite of herself. "No! no! no! I tell you," starting to her feet, +"I'd rather _die_ than meet him again. When you and Colonel Neilson +are married----" + +"Oh! as to _that,"_ says Margaret, but she colours faintly. + +"I shall take a tiny cottage in the country, and a tiny maid; and +I'll have chickens, and a big dog, and a pony and trap, and----" + +"A desolate hearth. No, Tita, you were not born for the old maid's +joys." + +"Well, I was not born to be tyrannized over, any way," says Tita, +raising her arms above her head, her fingers interlaced, and yawning +lightly. "And old maid has liberty, at all events." + +"I don't see that mine does me much good," says Margaret ruefully. + +"That's why you are going to give it up. Though anyone who could +call _you_ an old maid would be a fool. I sometimes"--wistfully-- +"wish you _were_ going to be one, Meg, because then I could live +with you for ever." + +"Well, you shall." + +"No; not I. Three is trumpery." + +"There won't be three." + +"I wish I had a big bet on that. I wish someone would bet me my old +dear home, my Oakdean, upon that. I should be a happy girl again." + +A great sadness grows within her eyes. + +"Tita, you could be happy if you chose." + +"You are always saying that," says Lady Rylton, looking full at her. +"But how--_how_ can I be happy!" + +_"See_ Maurice! Make it up with him. Put an end to this foolish +quarrel." + +"What should I gain by agreeing to live again with a man who cares +nothing for me? I tell you, Margaret, that I desire no great things. +I did not expect to wring from life extraordinary joys. I have never +been exorbitant in my demands. I did not even ask that Maurice +should _love_ me. I asked only that he should _like_ me--be--be +_fond_ of me. I"--her voice beginning to tremble--"have had _so_ few +people to be fond of me; and to _live_ with anyone, Margaret, to see +him all day long, and know he cared nothing for me, that he thought +me in his way, that he so hated me that he couldn't speak to me +without scolding me, or saying hurtful words! Oh, no! I could not do +that again." + +"Maurice has been most unfortunate," says Margaret, very sadly. "Do +you really believe all this of him, Tita?" + +"I believe he loved Mrs. Bethune all the time," returns she simply. +"And even if it be true what you say, that he does not love her +now--still he does not love me either." + +"And you?" + +"Oh, I--I am like the 'miller of the Dee.'" She had been on the +verge of tears, but now she laughs. + + "'I care for nobody, no, not I, + And nobody cares for me.' + +I told you that before. Why do you persist in thinking I am in love? +Such a silly phrase! At all events"--disdainfully--"I'm not in love +with Maurice." + +"I am afraid not, indeed," says Margaret, in a low voice. "And yet +you seem to have such a capacity for loving. Me I _know_ you +love--and that old home." + +"Ah yes--that! But that is gone. And soon you will be gone, too." + +"Never! never!" says Margaret earnestly. "And all this is so morbid, +Tita. You must rouse yourself; you know some of our old friends are +coming to see me on Sunday next. You will meet them?" + +"If you like." She pauses. "Is Mrs. Chichester coming?" + +"Yes, I think so, and Randal Gower, and some others." + +"I should like to see them very much." + +She has grown quite animated. + +"The only one you _don't_ want to see, in my opinion, is your +husband," says Margaret, with a little reproach. + +"I want to see him quite as much as he wants to see me," says Tita. +"By-the-bye, you ought to tell James about his coming. It is +half-past three now." + +"He's always late," says Margaret lazily. + +But even as she says it, both Tita and she are conscious of the +approach of a man's footstep, that assuredly is not the footstep of +James. + +"I told you--I told you!" cries Tita, springing to her feet, and +wringing her hands. "Oh! _why_ didn't you give some directions to +James? Oh, Margaret! Oh! _what_ shall I do? If I go out there I +shall meet him face to face. Oh! why do people build rooms with only +one door in them? I'm undone." She glances wildly round her, and in +the far distance of this big drawing-room espies a screen. "That," +gasps she, _"that_ will do! I'll hide myself behind that. Don't keep +him long, Meg darling! Hurry him off. Say you've got the +cholera--_any_ little thing like that--and get rid of him." + +"Tita--you can't. It is impossible. He will probably say things, and +you won't like them--and----" + +"I shan't listen! I shall put my fingers in my ears. Of +_course"_--indignantly--"I shan't listen." + +"But--Tita--good gracious----" + +Her other words are lost for ever. The handle of the door is turned. +Tita, indeed, has barely time to scramble behind the screen when Sir +Maurice is announced by James, who is electrified by the glance his +mistress casts at him. + +"I expect I'm a little early," says Rylton, shaking hands with +Margaret--apologizing in his words but not in his tone. He is of +course unaware of the heart-burnings in Margaret's breast, or the +apology would have been more than a mere society speech. "You are +alone?" + +Here poor Margaret's purgatory begins--Margaret, who is the soul of +truth. + +"Well, you can see!" says she, spreading out her hands and giving a +comprehensive glance round her--a glance that rests as if stricken +on the screen. What awful possibilities lie behind that! + +"Yes, yes, of course. Yet I fancied I heard voices." + +"How curious are our fancies!" says poor Margaret, taking the tone +of an advanced Theosophist, even while her heart is dying within +her. + +"Where is Tita?" asks Rylton suddenly. To Margaret's guilty +conscience the direct question sounds like an open disbelief in her +former answers. But Rylton had asked it thus abruptly merely because +he felt that if he lingered over it it never might be asked; and he +_must_ know. "Where is Tita?" asks he again. Where indeed! + +"She is here--at least," hurriedly, almost frantically, _"with me,_ +you know; staying with me. _Staying,_ you know." + +"Yes, I know. Gone out, perhaps?" + +"No, n--o. In retirement," says Margaret wretchedly. _Is_ she +listening? How can she answer him all through? If he speaks +_against_ her, what is she to do? If she has in all justice to +condemn her in some little ways, will she bear it? Will she keep her +fingers in her ears? + +"Ah--headache, I suppose," says Rylton. + +"Yes; her head aches sometimes," says Margaret, who now feels she is +fast developing into a confirmed liar. + +"It usen't to ache," says he. + +At this Miss Knollys grows a little wild. + +"Used it not?" says she. "You remember, perhaps; I don't! But I am +certain she would object to being made a subject for +cross-examination. If you are anxious about her health, you need not +be. She is well, very well indeed. Excellently well. She seems to +regret--to require--nothing." + +Margaret has quite assured herself that this little speech of hers +will be acceptable to the hidden form behind the screen. She feels, +indeed, quite proud of it. Tita had been angry with her that last +day when she had told Rylton she looked pale, but now she casts a +glance at the screen, and to her horror sees that it shakes +perceptibly. There is something angry in the shake of it. What is +wrong now? What has she said or done? + +"I am glad to hear that," says Sir Maurice, in a tone that is +absolutely raging. He moves up the room, as he speaks, to the +fire--a small fire, it is still a little chilly--and terribly close +to the screen. Indeed, as he stoops to lift the poker and break the +coals, his elbow touches the corner of it. + +"Don't stand there; come over here. So bad for your complexion!" +says Margaret frantically. + +As Maurice is about as brown as he can be, this caution falls +somewhat flat. + +"It's cold enough," says he absently, standing upright, with his +hands behind him. He gives himself a little shake, as men do when +airing themselves before a fire in mid-winter. It is quite warm +to-day, but he had "seen the fire," and--we are all children of +habit. "It is wonderfully cold for this time of year," continues he, +even more absently than before. He lays his hand upon the corner of +the screen near him. Margaret is conscious of a vague sensation of +faintness. Maurice turns to her. + +"You were saying that Tita----" + +Here Margaret rebels. + +"Once for all, Maurice, I decline to discuss your wife," says she +quickly. "Talk of anything else on earth you like--of Mr. Gladstone, +the Irish question, poor Lord Tennyson, the mice in Hungary, +_anything_--but _not_ of Tita!" + +"But why?" asks Rylton. "Has she forbidden you to mention her to +me?" + +"Certainly not! Why should she?" + +"Why indeed? A man more barbarously treated by her than I have +been--has seldom----" + +Margaret's unhappy eyes once more glance towards the screen. It is +shaking now--ominously. + +"Of course! Of course! We all know that," says she, her eyes on the +screen, her mind nowhere. She has not the least idea of the words +she has chosen. She had meant only to pacify him, to avert the +catastrophe if possible: she had spoken timidly, enthusiastically, +_fatally_. The screen now seems to quiver to its fall. An earthquake +has taken possession of it, apparently--an earthquake in an +extremely advanced stage. + +Oh, those girls, and their promises about their fingers and their +ears! + +"I'm sorry I can't ask you to stay, Maurice," says she hurriedly. +"But--but I'm not well: I, too, have a headache--a sort of +neuralgia, you know." + +"You seem pretty well, however," says Sir Maurice, regarding her +curiously. + +"Oh, I dare say," impatiently. "But I'm not. I'm ill. I tell you +this sudden attack of influenza is overpowering me, and--it's +_infectious,_ my dear Maurice. It is really. They all say so--the +very cleverest doctors; and I should never forgive myself if you +took it--and, besides----" + +"You can't be feeling very bad," says Maurice slowly. "Your colour +is all right." + +"Ah! That is what is so deceptive about it," says Margaret eagerly. +"One looks well, even whilst one is almost dying. I assure you these +sudden attacks of--of toothache"--wildly--"are most trying. They +take so much out of one." + +"They must," says Maurice gravely. "So many attacks, and all endured +at the same time, would shake the constitution of an annuitant. +Headache, neuralgia, influenza, toothache! You have been greatly +afflicted. Are you sure you feel no symptoms of hydrophobia?" + +"Maurice----" + +"No? So glad of that! My dear girl, why are you so anxious to get +rid of me?" + +"Anxious to get rid of you? What an absurd idea!" + +"Well, if not that, what on earth _do_ you mean?" + +"I have told you! I have a headache." + +"Like Lady Rylton. The fact is, Margaret," says he, turning upon her +wrathfully, "she has bound you down not to listen to a word I can +say in my own defence. The last day I was here you were very +different. But I can see she has been at work since, and is fast +prejudicing you against me. I call that most unfair. I don't blame +_you,_ though I think you _might_ give half an hour to a cousin and +an old friend--one who was your friend long before ever _she_ saw +you. You think the right is all on her side; but is it? Now I put it +fairly to you. _Is it?"_ + +Margaret is quaking. + +"My dear Maurice--I--you know how I feel for you--for"--with a +frantic glance at the screen--"for _both_ of you, but----" + +"Pshaw! that is mere playing with the subject. Do you mean to say +you have given up even your honest opinion to her? You must know +that it is not right for a wife to refuse to live with her husband. +Come"--vehemently--"you _must_ know that." + +"Yes. Yes, of course," says poor Margaret, who doesn't know on earth +what she is saying. + +Her eyes are riveted on that awful screen, and now she is shaken to +the very core by the fact that it _is_ evidently undergoing a second +earthquake! What is to be done? How long will this last? And when +the end comes, will even _one_ of them be left alive to tell the +tale? + +"Look here!" says Rylton. "She won't see me, it appears; she +declines to acknowledge the tie that binds us. She has plainly +decided on putting me outside her life altogether. But she can't do +that, you know. And"--with some vehemence--"what I wish to say is +this, that if I was in fault when I married her, fancying myself in +love with another woman----" + +"Maurice, I entreat," says Margaret, rising, "I _desire_ you to----" + +"No; you must listen. I will not be condemned unheard. She can't +have it all her own way. If I was in fault, so was she. Is it right +for a woman to marry a man without one spark of love for him, +with--she never concealed it--an almost open dislike to him?" + +"Dislike? Maurice----" + +"Well, is she not proving it now? My coming seems to be the signal +for her hiding herself away in her own room. 'In retirement' you +said she was, with a bad headache. Do you think"--furiously--"I +can't see through her headaches? Now listen, Margaret; the case +stands thus: I married her for her money, and she married me for my +title. We both accepted the risk, and----" + +Margaret throws up her hands. Her face grows livid, her eyes are +fastened on the screen, and at this moment it goes over with a loud +crash. + +"It is not true! It is a lie!" says Tita, advancing into the middle +of the room, her lips apart, her eyes blazing. + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +HOW TITA WAGES WAR WITH MARGARET AND MAURICE; AND HOW MARGARET +SUFFERS IGNOMINIOUS TREATMENT ON BOTH HANDS; AND HOW MAURICE AT THE +LAST GAINS ONE SMALL VICTORY. + + + +There is a moment's awful silence, and then Tita sweeps straight up +to Rylton, who is gazing at her as if he never saw her before. As +for Margaret, she feels as if she is going to faint. + +"I--_I!_" says Tita; "to accuse me of marrying you for your title! I +never thought about your title. I don't care a fig for your title. +My greatest grief now is that people call me Lady Rylton." + +"I beg of you, Tita----" begins Margaret, trembling; she lays her +hand on the girl's arm, but Tita shakes her off. + +"Don't speak to me. Don't touch me. You are as bad as he is. You +took his part all through. You said you _felt_ for him! When he was +saying all sorts of dreadful things about me. You said, 'Yes, yes, +of course.' I heard you; I was listening. I heard every word." + +"May I ask," says Rylton, "if you did not marry me for my title, +what _did_ you marry me for? Not," with a sneer, "for love, +certainly." + +"I should think not," with a sneer on her part that sinks his into +insignificance. "I married you to escape from my uncle, who was +making me wretched! But not"--with an ireful glance at him--_"half_ +as wretched as _you_ have made me!" + +Rylton shrugs his shoulders. You should never shrug your shoulders +when a woman is angry. + +"Yes, wretched--wretched!" says Tita, angry tears flooding her eyes. +"There was never _any_ one so miserable as I have been since I +married you." + +"That makes it all the more unfortunate that you are married to me +still," says Rylton icily. + +"I may be married to you--I shan't live with you," says Tita. + +"We shall see to that," says Rylton, who has lost his head a little. + +"Yes, _I_ shall," returns she, with open defiance. + +Meantime Margaret, who had been crushed by that first onslaught on +her, has recovered herself a little. To appeal to Tita again is +useless; but to Maurice--she _must_ say a word of entreaty to +Maurice. Tita has been most unjust, but men are of nobler make. +Maurice will understand. + +"I think," says she very gently, catching his eye, "that it would be +better for you to--to discuss all this--with Tita--alone. I shall +go, but I beg of you, Maurice, to----" + +"Pray don't beg anything of me," says Maurice, turning upon her with +an expression that bodes no good to anyone. "I should think you +ought to be the last person in the world to ask a favour of me." + +"Good gracious! what have I done now?" exclaims Margaret shrinking +back, and cut to the heart by this fresh affront. + +"You knew she was there, behind that screen, and you never gave me +even a hint about it. A hint would have been sufficient, but----" + +"I did!" says Margaret, driven to bay. "I told you I had a headache, +and that you were to go away--but you wouldn't!" + +"You told me you had twenty diseases, but even that wouldn't +exonerate you from letting her hear what was not meant for her +ears." + +"Ah! I'm glad you acknowledge even _so_ much," breaks in Tita +vindictively. + +"Even though they weren't meant for your ears I'm glad you heard +them," says Rylton, turning to her with all the air of one who isn't +going to give in at _any_ price. "But as for you, Margaret, I did +not expect this from you. I believed you stanch, at all events, and +honest; yet you deliberately let me say what was in my mind, +_knowing_ there was an unseen listener who would be sure to make the +worst of all she heard." + +"Tita, _you_ shall explain this!" says Margaret, turning with a +tragic gesture towards her. "Speak. Tell him." + +"What is the good of telling him anything?" says Tita, regarding her +coldly. "Yet though you have forsaken me, Margaret, I will do as you +wish." She turns to Rylton. "It was against Margaret's wish that I +hid behind that screen. I heard you coming, and there was no way out +of the room except by the door through which you would enter, and +rather than meet you I felt"--with a sudden flash of her large eyes +at him--"I would willingly die. So I got behind that screen, +and--and" She pauses. "Well, that's all," says she. + +"You see it was not my fault," says Margaret. + +She lets a passing glance fall on Rylton, and with an increase of +dignity in her air leaves the room. The two left behind look +strangely at each other. + +"So you were listening?" says Rylton. "Listening all that time?" + +"You wrong me as usual. I was _not_ listening all the time. I didn't +want to listen at all. Do you think I ever wanted to hear your voice +again?" + +"I didn't flatter myself so far, as to this,"--bitterly--"and +yet----" + +"I only wanted to get away from you, and I wasn't listening, really. +I kept my fingers _tight_ in my ears until you had been there for +_hours;_ then my arms felt as if they were dead, and I--well, I +dropped them then." + +"Hours! I like that! Why, I haven't been here for half an hour yet." + +"Oh, _you_ could say anything!" says Tita contemptuously. + +She walks away from him, and flings herself into a lounging chair. +She is dressed in a very pale pink gown, with knots of black velvet +here and there. And as she has seated herself a tiny, exquisitely +shaped foot, clad in a pale pink stocking and black shoe, betrays +itself to the admiring air. + +Rylton, who is too angry to see anything, and has only a +half-conscious knowledge that she is looking more beautiful than +ever, goes up to the lounging chair in which she is reclining, and +looking down upon her, says sternly, and with a distinctly dramatic +air: + +"At last we meet." + +"At last," returns she, regarding with fixed interest the tip of her +shoe as she sways it with an air of steady indifference to and fro. +"Against my will!" + +"I know that. I have had plenty of time to know that." + +"Then why do you come?" + +"To see you," says he plainly. + +"Knowing that I didn't wish to see _you?"_ + +"Yes. Because I wish to see you." + +"What a man's reason!" says she, with a scoffing smile. "I wonder +you aren't ashamed of yourself." + +"Well, I _am_ sometimes," says Rylton, making an effort to suppress +the anger that is rising within him. "I sometimes tell myself, for +example, that I must be the meanest hound alive. I know you avoid +me--hate me--and yet I come." + +"But why--why?" impatiently. + +"Because," slowly, "I--do not hate _you."_ + +"Don't be a hypocrite," says Tita sharply. She gets up suddenly, +pushing back her chair behind her. _"Why_ do you pretend?" says she. +"What is to be gained by it? I know we are bound to each other in a +sense--bound----" She breaks off. "Ah, that horrid word!" cries she. +"Why can we not get rid of it? Why can't we separate? How ridiculous +the laws are! You would be as glad to say good-bye to me for ever as +I should be to say it to you, and yet----" + +"I beg your pardon," says Rylton, interrupting her quickly. "Speak +for yourself only. For my part, I have no desire to be separated +from you now, or," steadily, "at any other time." + +Tita lifts her eyes and looks at him. Their glances meet, and there +is something in his that brings the blood to her face. + +"I cannot understand you," cries she, with some agitation. "You +don't want my money _now;_ you have plenty of your own, and," +throwing up her head with a disdainful little gesture, "certainly +you don't want _me."_ + +"You seem wonderfully certain on many points," says Rylton, "but is +your judgment always infallible?" + +"In this case, yes." + +"Ah! you have decided," says he. His gaze wanders from her face and +falls upon her hands. On the right hand is a beautiful pearl ring. +He regards it without thought for a second or two, and then he +wakens to the fact that he had never seen it there before. "Who gave +you that ring?" demands he suddenly, with something of the old +masterful air. It is so like the old air that Tita for a little +while is silent, then she wakes. No! It is all over now--that +ownership. She has emancipated herself; she is free. There is +something strange and terrible, however, to her in the knowledge +that this thought gives her no joy. She stands pale, actually +frightened, for there _is_ fear in the knowledge--that she had felt +a sharp throb of delight when that commanding tone had fallen on her +ears. + +She recovers almost instantly. + +"You think it was Tom, perhaps," says she, speaking with a little +difficulty, but smiling contemptuously. "Well, it was not. It was +only Margaret, after all. This is a last insult, I suppose. Was it +to deliver it that you came here to-day?" + +"No," he is beginning, "but----" + +_ "You_ ask me questions," continues she, brushing his words aside +with a wave of her small hand. "And I--I--have _I_ no questions to +ask?" She stops, as if suffocating. + +"You have, God knows," says he. "And"--he hesitates--"I don't expect +you to believe me, but--that old folly--it is dead." + +"Dead?" She shakes her head. "What killed it?" + +_"You!"_ says Rylton. + +One burning glance she casts at him. + +"Do not let us waste time," says she. "Tell me plainly why you came +here, why you want to see me." + +"You give me little encouragement to speak"--bitterly. "But it is +this: I want you to come back to me, to be mistress of my house +again. I"--he pauses as if seeking words--"I have bought a new +house; I want you to come and be the head of it." + +Tita has been listening to him with wide eyes. She had grown pale as +death itself during his speech, and now she recoils from him. She +makes a little movement as though to repel him for ever, and then, +suddenly she covers her eyes with her hands, and bursts into violent +weeping. + +"Oh no! No!" gasps she. "Never! Never again! How _could_ you ask +me!" + +He takes a step towards her, and lays his hand upon her arm. + +"No, don't touch me. Don't speak to me," cries she. "I have _had_ to +see you to-day, and it has been terrible to me--so terrible that I +hope I shall _never_ see you again. I could not bear it. Go--go +away!" + +"Do not send me from you like this," entreats Rylton, in a voice +that trembles. Her tears cut him to the heart. He is so close to her +that he has only to put out his hand to catch her--to take her to +him, and yet----"Think, Tita! We have got to live out our lives, +whether we like it or not. _Can_ we not live them out together?" + +"We cannot," says Tita, in a low but distinct voice. She turns to +him proudly. "Have you forgotten?" says she. Her poor little face is +stained with tears, but he sees no disfigurement in it; he has but +one desire, and that is to take her into his arms and kiss those +tears away from it for ever. + +"Forget! Do you think I shall ever forget? It is my curse that I +shall always remember. But that is at an end, Tita. I _swear_ it! I +hope I shall never see her again. If you wish it--I----" + +"I wish nothing with regard to either her or you," interrupts Tita, +her breath coming a little quickly. "It is nothing to me. I do not +care." + +"Don't say that," says Rylton hoarsely. He is fighting his battle +inch by inch. "Give me some hope! Is one sin to condemn a man for +ever? I tell you all that is done. And you--if you love no one--give +_me_ a chance!" + +"Why should I trouble myself so far?" says she, with infinite +disdain. + +At this Rylton turns away from her. He goes to the window, and +stands there gazing out, but seeing nothing. + +"You are implacable--cold, heartless," says he, in a low tone, +fraught with hidden meaning. + +"Oh, let us leave _hearts_ out of the discussion," cries Tita +scornfully. "And, indeed, why should we have any discussions? Why +need we talk to each other at all? This interview"-- clenching her +handkerchief into a ball--"what has it done for us? It has only made +us both wretched!" She takes a step nearer to him. "Do--do promise +me you will not seek another." + +"I cannot promise you that." + +"No?" She turns back again. "Well--go away now, at all events," says +she, sighing. + +"Not until I have said what is on my mind," says Rylton, with +determination. + +"Well, say it"--frowning. + +"I will! You are my wife, and I am your husband, and I think it is +your _duty_ to live with me." + +She looks at him for a long time, as if thinking. + +"I'll tell you what you think," says she slowly, "that it will add +to your respectability in the eyes of your world to have your wife +living in _your_ house, and not in Margaret's." + +"I don't expect to be generously judged by you," says he. "But even +as you put it there is sense in it. If our world----" + +"Yours! yours!" interrupts she angrily--that old wound had always +rankled. "It is not my world! I have nothing to do with it. I do not +belong to it. Your mother showed me that, even so long ago as when +we were first"--there is a little perceptible hesitation--"married". + +_"Hang_ my mother!" says Rylton violently. "I tell you my world is +your world, and if not--well, then I have no desire to belong to it. +The question is, Tita, will you consent to forget--and--and +forgive--and"--with a sudden plunge--"make it up with me?" + +He would have taken her hand here, but she slips adroitly behind a +small table. + +"Say it is for respectability's sake, if you like, that I ask you to +return to me," goes on Rylton, a little daunted, however, by her +determined entrenchment; "though it is not. Still----" + +She stops him. + +"It is no use," says she. "Don't go on. I cannot. I _will_ not. I," +her lips quiver slightly--"I was _too_ unhappy with you. And I +should always think of----" Her voice dies away. + +Rylton is thinking, too, of last night, and that terrible interview +with Marian. A feeling of hatred towards her grows within him. She +had played with him--killed all that was best in him, and then flung +him aside. She had let him go for the moment--only to return and +spoil whatever good the world had left him. Her face rises before +him pleading, seductive; and here is the other face--angry, +scornful. Oh, dear little angry face! How fair, how pure, and how +beloved! + +"I tell you," says he, breaking out vehemently, "that all that is at +an end--if I ever loved her." He forgets everything now, and, +catching her hands, holds them tightly in his own. "Give me another +trial," entreats he. + +"No, no!" She speaks as if choking, but for all that she draws her +hands out of his. "It would be madness. You would tire. We should +tire of each other in a week--where there is no love. No, no!" + +"You refuse, then?" + +"I refuse!" + +"Tita----" + +She turns upon him passionately. + +"I _won't_ listen. It is useless. You"--a sob breaks from her--"why +_don't_ you go!" she cries a little wildly. + +"This is not good-bye," says he desperately. "You will let me come +again? Margaret, I know, receives on Sundays. _Say_ I may come +then." + +"Yes." + +She gives the permission faintly, and with evident reluctance. She +lifts her eyes, and makes a gesture towards the door. + +"Oh, I am going," says Rylton bitterly. He goes a step or two away +from her, and then pauses as if loath to leave her. + +"You might at least shake hands with me," says he. + +She hesitates--then lays a cold little hand in his. He too +hesitates, then, stooping, presses his lips warmly, lingeringly to +it. + +In another moment he is gone. + +Tita stands motionless, listening to his departing footsteps. For a +while she struggles with herself, as if determined to overcome the +strange emotion that is threatening to master her. Then she gives +way, and, flinging herself into an armchair, breaks into a passion +of tears. + +Margaret, coming presently into the room, sees her, and going to +her, kneels down beside the chair and takes her into her arms. + +"Oh, Margaret!" cries Tita. "Oh, Meg! Meg! And I was so rude to you! +But to see him--to see him again----" + +"My poor darling!" says Margaret, pressing the girl to her with +infinite tenderness. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +HOW SOME OLD FRIENDS REAPPEAR AGAIN; AND HOW SOME NEWS IS TOLD; AND +HOW MAURICE MAKES ANOTHER EFFORT TO WIN HIS CASE. + + + +"Just been to see her," says Mr. Gower, who has selected the +snuggest chair in Margaret's drawing-room, and is now holding forth +from its cushioned depths with a radiant smile upon his brow. "She's +staying with the Tennants. They always had a hankering after Mrs. +Bethune." + +"Fancy Marian's being with _anyone_ when Tessie is in town!" says +Margaret. "Captain Marryatt, that is a wretchedly uncomfortable +chair. Come and sit here." + +"Oh, thanks! I'm all right," says Marryatt, who would have died +rather than give up his present seat. It has a full command of the +door. It is plain, indeed, to all present that he is expecting +someone, and that someone Mrs. Chichester--his mistaken, if honest, +infatuation for that lean young woman being still as ardent as of +yore. + +Minnie Hescott, who is talking to Tita, conceals a smile behind her +fan. + +"What! haven't you heard about her and Marian?" asks Gower, leaning +towards his hostess. "Why, you must be out of the swim altogether +not to have heard that. There's a split there. A regular cucumber +coldness! They don't speak now." + +"An exaggeration, surely," says Margaret. "I saw lady Rylton +yesterday and---- How d'ye do, colonel Neilson?" + +There is the faintest blush on Margaret's cheek as she rises to +receive her warrior. + +"I hardly expected you to-day; I thought you were going down to +Twickenham." + +"What an awful story!" says Gower, letting her hear his whisper +under pretence of picking up her handkerchief. + +"Monday will do for that," says Neilson. "But Monday might not do +for you. I decided not to risk the Sunday. By-the-bye, I have +something to say to you, presently, if you can spare me a moment." + +"Certainly," says Margaret, whereon the Colonel moves away to talk +to someone else. + +"Same old game, I suppose," suggests Gower, in a sweetly +confidential tone, when he has gone. "Find it a little slow, don't +you, knowing exactly what he's going to say to you, presently, when +you have spared him a moment?" + +"I really _don't_ know," says Margaret, bringing a dignified eye to +bear upon him. + +"No? Then you ought. It isn't that you haven't had opportunities +enough. Time has not been denied you. But as you say you _don't_ +know, I think it my duty to prepare you; to----" + +"Really, Randal, I don't wish to know anything. I dare say Colonel +Neilson is quite capable of----" + +"He appears to me," severely, "to be thoroughly _in_-capable. He +ought to have impressed it upon your brain in half the time he's +taken to do it. It is quite a _little_ speech, and only firmness was +required to make you remember it. This is it----" + +"I don't wish to hear anything," says Margaret with suspicious +haste. + +"But _I_ wish you to hear it. I think it bad to have things sprung +upon one unawares. Now listen. 'For the nine hundred and ninetieth +time, my beloved Margaret, I implore you on my bended knees to make +me a happy man!' You remember it now?" + +"No, indeed; I never heard such an absurd speech in my life." + +"That's the _second_ story you've told to-day," says Mr. Gower, +regarding her with gentle sorrow. + +"Oh, don't be stupid!" says Margaret. "Tell me what I _want_ to +know; about Marian. I am sorry if there really has occurred a breach +between her and my aunt." + +"There is little doubt about that! What a born orator is a woman!" +says Mr. Gower, with deep enthusiasm. "Not _one_ woman, mind you, +but _every_ woman. What command of language is theirs! I assure you +if Mr. Goldstone had heard Mrs. Bethune on the subject of the +Dowager Lady Rylton to-day, he would have given her a place in the +Cabinet upon the spot. She would carry all before her in the House +of Commons; we should have Home Rule for Ireland in twenty-four +hours." + +"Perhaps she wouldn't have voted for it," says Margaret, laughing. + +"You bet!" says Mr. Gower. "Any way, there's a row on between her +and Lady Rylton. The hatchet that has been buried for so long is dug +up again, and it is now war to the knife between them." + +"But what is to become of Marian?" asks Margaret anxiously, whose +kind heart bleeds for all sad souls. + +"She's going to marry a Russian. A nobody--but lots of money. Best +thing she could do, too," says Gower, speaking the last words +hurriedly, as he sees the door open and Margaret rise to receive her +new visitor. + +The fresh arrival is Mrs. Chichester, exquisitely arrayed in a +summery costume of apple-green. It suits her eyes, which are greener +than ever to-day, and sparkling. Her whole air, indeed, is full of +delightful vivacity. There is a _verve,_ a brightness, about her +that communicates itself to her audience. She looks taller, thinner +than usual. + +"Such news!" cries she, in her clear, sharp voice. "Jack is coming +home next month!" + +"Jack?" questions Margaret. + +"Yes, Jack. Jack Chichester--my husband, don't you know?" + +At this a stricken silence falls upon her listeners. They all try to +look as if they had been accustomed to think of Jack Chichester as +an old and bosom friend. They also try (and this is even harder) +_not_ to look at Marryatt. As for him, he has forgotten that there +is anyone to look at him. His foolish, boyish eyes are fixed on Mrs. +Chichester. + +"Yes, really," goes on that somewhat flighty young person. "No +wonder you are all surprised. He has been so long away that I expect +you thought he wasn't anywhere. _I_ did almost. Well, he's coming +now, any way, and that's a blessing. You'll all like him, I can tell +you." + +There is a ring of genuine feeling in her tone, not to be mistaken. +She _is_ glad at the thought of her husband's return. Marryatt, +recognising that ring, sinks into a chair with a groan. Oh, heavens! +How he has pranced after that woman for fully twelve months, dancing +attendance upon her, fulfilling her commands, and all the time her +heart was filled with the face of this abominable Jack! + +Presently, on the first moment, indeed, when he can do so with any +decency, he leaves Miss Knollys' house a sadder, and most decidedly +a wiser, man! + +"Am I to sympathize with you?" asks Gower, in a low, expressive +voice, as Mrs. Chichester sweeps towards him. + +She laughs. + +"Pouf!" says she, making light of his little impertinence. "You're +out of it altogether. Why, I'm _glad_ he's coming home. You've +mistaken me." + +"I knew it. I felt it all along," cries Gower enthusiastically. "It +is _you_ who have mistaken me. When I mentioned the word +'sympathy'--ah!" rapturously, "that was sympathy with your joy!" + +"Was it? You ought to do it again," says Mrs. Chichester; "and +before the glass next time. _Practise_ it. However, I'm too happy to +give you the lesson you deserve. I can tell you Jack isn't half bad. +I like him better, any way, than any man I ever met in my life, and +that's saying a lot. Of course," candidly, "I doubt if I could ever +like any man as well as myself; but I confess I run it very close +with Jack." + +"Naturally. 'We all love Jack,'" quotes Mr. Gower in a sort of +ecstasy. + +"But for all that, I must have my little fling sometimes," says +Jack's wife, with a delightful smile, that makes her look thinner +than ever. + +"Quite so," says Gower. + +They both laugh--a good healthy laugh; and, indeed, the vulgar +expression coming from her does not sound so bad as it might. There +are some people who, when they say a queer thing, set one's teeth on +edge; and there are others who, when they use the same words, raise +only a smile. As yet, there is much injustice in the world. + +Margaret is standing in a distant window, talking in an undertone to +Colonel Neilson, and Gower is now teasing Minnie Hescott, when once +again the door is thrown open and Sir Maurice comes in. + +"Another surprise packet!" says Gower faintly. "Miss Hescott, you +know everything. _Are _there more to come? I'm not strong; my heart +is in a bad state. Pray, _pray_ give me a gentle word of warning +if----" + +"Isn't he looking well!" says Minnie excitedly. + +Sir Maurice is indeed looking very handsome as he comes up the room. +It brings a mutual smile to Margaret and Colonel Neilson's lips as +they note the extreme care with which he has got himself up for the +visit to--_his wife!_ + +He is holding his head very high, and the flower in his button-hole +has evidently been chosen with great care. He shakes hands with +Margaret first, of course, and with Tita last. She is sitting near +Mrs. Chichester, and she gives him her hand without looking at him. +She has grown a little white. + +And then presently they all fade away: Captain Marryatt first, as +has been said, and Mrs. Chichester last, still saying absurd things +about the return of her "Jack"--absurd, but undoubtedly sincere. +"That's what made them so funny," said Gower afterwards. And now +Margaret makes a little excuse and goes too, but not before she has +asked Maurice to stay to dinner. + +"Oh, thank you!" says Rylton, and then hesitates; but after a glance +at Tita's face, most reluctantly, and a little hopelessly, as it +seems to Margaret, declares he has a previous engagement. + +"Another night, then," says Margaret kindly, and closes the door +behind her. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +HOW MAURICE GAINS ANOTHER POINT; AND HOW TITA CONSENTS TO THINK +ABOUT IT; AND HOW MARGARET TELLS A LIE. + + + +For a little while no word is spoken. It seems as if no words are +theirs to speak. Rylton, standing on the hearthrug, has nothing to +look at save her back, that is so determinedly turned towards him. +She is leaning over the plants in one of the windows, pretending to +busy herself with their leaves. + +"Won't you speak to me?" says Rylton at last. + +He goes to her, and so stands that she is forced to let him see her +face--a face beautiful, but pale and unkind, and with the eyes so +steadfastly lowered. And yet he + + "Knows they must be there, + Sweet eyes behind those lashes fair, + That will not raise their rim." + +"I _have_ spoken," says Tita. + +"When?" + +"I said, 'How d'ye do' to you." + +"Nonsense" says he; and then, "I don't believe you said even so +much. You gave me your hand, that was all; and that you gave +reluctantly." + +"Well, I can't help it," slowly. "Remember what I told you that last +day." + +"I don't want to remember anything," says he earnestly. "I want to +start afresh--from this hour. And yet--there _is_ one thing I must +recall. You said--that last day--there was no love between +us--that," slowly, "was not true. There is love on one side, at all +events. Tita"--taking a step towards her--"I----" + +She makes a sudden, wild gesture, throwing out her hands as if to +ward off something. + +_"Don't!"_ cries she in a stifled voice. "Don't say it!" + +"I must! I _will!"_ says Rylton passionately. "I love you!" There is +a dead silence, and in it he says again, "I love you!" + +For a moment Tita looks as if she were going to faint; then the +light returns to her eyes, the colour to her face. + +"First her, then me," says she. + +"Will you never forgive that?" asks he. "And it was _before_ I saw +you. When I did see you--Tita, do try to believe this much, at all +events, that after our marriage I was true to you. I think now, that +from the first moment I saw you I loved you. But I did not know it, +and----" + +"That is not all," says Tita in a low tone. + +"I know--about Hescott. I beg your pardon about that. I was mad, I +think; but the madness arose out of jealousy. I could not bear to +think you were happy with him, _un_happy with me. If I had loved +another, would I have cared with _whom_ you were happy?" + +"I don't know," says Tita. + +There is something so forlorn in the sad little answer--something so +forlorn in her whole attitude, indeed--the droop of her head, the +sorrowful clasping of her small hands before her--that Rylton's +heart burns within him. + +"Be just--be just to me," cries he; "give me a chance. I confess I +married you for your money. But now that accursed money is all gone +(for which I thank heaven), and our positions are reversed. The +money now is mine, and I come to you, and fling it at your feet, and +implore you from my very soul to forgive me, and take me back." + +She still remains silent, and her silence cuts him to the heart. + +"What can I say? What can I do to move you?" exclaims he, in a low +tone, but one that trembles. "Is your heart dead to me? Have I +killed any hope that might have been mine? Is it too late in the day +to call myself your lover?" + +At this she lifts her hands and covers her face. All at once he +knows that she is crying. He goes to her quickly, and lays his arm +round her shoulder. + +"Let me begin again," says he. "Trust me once more. I know well, +Tita, that you do not love me yet, but perhaps in time you will +forgive me, and take me to your heart. I am sorry, darling, for +every angry word I have ever said to you, but in every one of those +angry words there was love for you, and you alone. I thought only of +you, only I did not know it. Tita, say you will begin life again +with me." + +"I--I _couldn't_ go to The Place," says Tita. A shudder shakes her +frame. "It was there I first heard---- It was there your mother told +me of----" + +"I know--I know; and I don't ask you to go there. I think I told you +I had bought a new place. Come there with me." + +"Why do you want me to go with you," asks she, lifting her mournful +eyes to his, "when you know I do not love you?" + +"Yes; I know that." He pauses. "I ask you for many reasons, and not +all selfish ones. I ask you for your own sake more than all. The +world is cruel, Tita, to a woman who deliberately lives away from +her husband; and, besides----" + +"I don't care about the world." + +"We all care about the world sooner or later, and, besides, you who +have been accustomed to money all your life cannot find your present +income sufficient for you, and Margaret may marry." + +"Oh yes! Yes; I think so." For the first time she shows some +animation. "I _hope_ so. You saw them talking together to-day?" + +"I did." There is a slight pause, and then: "You are glad for +Margaret. You wish everyone"--reproachfully--"to be happy except +me." + +She shakes her head. + +"Give me a kind word before I go," says Rylton earnestly. + +"What can I say?" + +"Say that you will think of what I have been urging." + +"One _must_ think," says she, in a rather refractory tone. + +"You promise, then?" + +"Yes; I shall think." + +"Until to-morrow, then," says he, holding out his hand. + +"To-morrow?" + +She looks troubled. + +"Yes; to-morrow. Don't forbid me to come to-morrow." + +He presses her hand. + +The troubled look still rests upon her face as she turns away from +him, having bidden him good-bye. The last memory of her he takes +away with him is of a little slender figure standing at the window, +with her hands clasped behind her back. She does not look back at +him. + + + + * * * * * + + + +"Well?" says Margaret, coming into the room half an hour later. +"Why, what a little snowflake you are! Come up to the fire and warm +those white cheeks. Was it Maurice made you look like that? I shall +scold him. What did he say to you?" + +"He wants me to go back to him." + +"Yes?" anxiously. + +"Well---- That's all." + +"But you, dearest?" + +"Oh, I can't _bear_ to think of it!" cries Tita, in a miserable +tone. + +At this Margaret feels hope dying within her. Beyond question she +has again refused to be reconciled to him. Margaret is so fond of +the girl that it goes to her very heart to see her thus wilfully (as +she believes) throwing away her best chance of happiness in this +world. + +"Tita, have you well considered what you are doing? A woman +separated from her husband, no matter how free from blame she may +be, is always regarded with coldness by----" + +"Oh, yes! I know," impatiently. _"He_ has been saying all that." + +"And, after all, what has Maurice done that you should be so hard +with him? Many a man has loved another woman before his marriage. +That old story----" + +"It isn't that," says Tita suddenly. "It is"--she lays her hands on +Margaret's shoulders, and regards her earnestly and with +agitation--"it is that I fear _myself."_ + +"You fear"--uncertainly--"that you don't love him?" + +"Pshaw!" says Tita, letting her go, and rising to her feet, as +though to sit still is impossible to her. "What a speech from you to +me--you, who know all! _Love_ him! I am sure about that, at all +events. I know I don't." + +"Are you so sure?" + +"Positive--_positive!"_ + +"What? Not even _one_ doubt?" + +"Not one." + +"What is your fear, then?" asks Margaret. + +"That even if I went back to him, took up my old position, asked his +guests to our house, and so on, that sooner or later I should +quarrel with him a second time, and then this dreadful work would +have to be done all over again." + +"That would rest in your own hands. Of course, it is a risk, if, +indeed, you mean what you say, Tita"--watching her closely--"that +you do not care for Maurice. But"--anxiously--"at all events, you do +not care for anyone else?" + +"No--no--no" petulantly--"why should I? I think all men more trouble +than they are worth." + +"If that is so, and you are heart-whole, I think it your positive +duty to live with your husband," says Margaret, with decision. "How +can you hesitate, Tita? Are the vows you uttered at the altar +nothing to you? Many a woman lives with a bad husband through +conscientious motives, and----" + +"I don't believe it," says Tita, who is evidently in one of her most +wayward moods. "They go on living with their horrid husbands because +they are afraid of what people will say about them. You know you +said something about it yourself just now, and so did--_he;_ +something about the world being disagreeable to any woman, however +good, who is separated from the man she married." + +Margaret gives up the argument. + +"Well," says she, smiling, "at all events, Maurice isn't a horrid +husband." + +"You say that because he isn't yours," with a shrug. + +"Come back here, you bad child," says Margaret, laughing now, "and +listen to me for a little while longer. You know, Tita, darling, +that I have your interest, and yours only, at heart. Promise me you +will at least think of what Maurice proposes." + +"Oh, I've promised _him_ that," says Tita, frowning. + +"You have?" cries Margaret. "Oh, you _good_ girl! Come! that's +right. And so you parted not altogether at war? How glad I am! And +he--he was glad, too. He"--anxiously--"he said----" + +"He said he was coming again to-morrow," with apparent disgust. + +"To get your answer?" + +"Oh, I suppose so! I don't know, I'm sure," with such a sharp +gesture as proves to Margaret her patience has come to an end. "Let +us forget it--put it from us--while we can." She laughs nervously. +"You see what a temper I have! He will repent his bargain, I +think--if I do consent. Come, let us talk of something else, Meg--of +you." + +"Of me?" + +"What better subject? Tell me what Colonel Neilson was saying to you +in that window this evening," pointing to the one farthest off. + +"Nothing--nothing at all. He is so stupid," says Margaret, blushing +crimson. "He really never sees me without proposing all over again, +as if there was any good in it." + +"And what did you say this time?" + +Margaret grows confused. + +"Really, dearest, I was so taken up thinking of you and Maurice," +says she, with a first (and most flagrant) attempt at dissimulation, +"that I believe I forgot to--to--say anything." + +Tita gives way to a burst of irrepressible laughter. + +"I like that," says she. "Well, at all events, by your own showing, +you didn't say _no."_ + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +HOW TITA RECEIVES A BASKET OF FLOWERS AND AN ENTREATY; AND HOW SHE +CEASES TO FIGHT AGAINST HER DESTINY. + + + +It is quite early, barely eleven o'clock, and a most lovely morning. +Tita and Margaret, who have just settled down in the latter's +boudoir, presumably to write their letters, but actually to have a +little gossip, are checked by the entrance of a servant, who brings +something to Tita and lays it on the table beside her. + +"With Sir Maurice Rylton's compliments," says the servant. + +"What is it?" says Tita, when he has gone, with the air of one who +instinctively knows, but would prefer to go on guessing about it. + +"Not dynamite, assuredly," says Margaret. "What a delightful +basket!" + +"What can be inside it?" + +"The best way to find that out is to open it," says Margaret, with +abominable briskness. "Shall I cut these pretty ribbons, or will +you?" + +"No, _don't_ cut them," says Tita quickly. + +She draws the basket towards her, and slowly and with care unties +the true lover's knot of pale blue ribbon that fastens it. + +"Flowers, I expect," says Margaret. + +"But tied up like this?" + +"That is because there is a letter inside it." + +"You seem to know all about it," says Tita, at which Margaret grows +a little red, and wishes, like the parrot, that she had not spoken. + +"Yes; it is flowers," says Tita. + +"Such flowers!" cries Margaret. And, indeed, it is a rare basketful +of Nature's sweetest gifts that lies before them. Delicate reds, and +waxen whites, and the tender greens of the waving fern. "How +beautiful!" exclaims Margaret. + +Tita has said nothing. But now she puts out her hand. + +"What is that?" says she. + +"Why, the letter," says Margaret, forgetting her late discomfiture +in the excitement of this new discovery. + +Tita draws it forth reluctantly. It is tied to a little plant--a +tiny plant of pale forget-me-not. + +"What can he have to write about?" says she. "Perhaps it is to say +he is not coming to-day; let us hope so. But what does this plant +mean?" + +She opens the envelope with disdainful fingers. It does not, +however, contain a letter, after all. It is only a verse scribbled +on a card: + + "If you will touch, and take, and pardon, + What I can give; + Take this, a flower, into your garden, + And bid it live." + +Neither of them speaks for a moment. + +"It is a pretty message," says Margaret at last. + +"Yes." + +Tita's face is turned aside. Her hand is still resting on the table, +the verse and the little plant within it. + +"He will be coming soon," says Margaret again. + +"Yes, I know." + +"You will be kind to him, dearest?" + +"That--I _don't_ know." + +"Oh! I _think_ you do," says Margaret; "I think you must see that +he----" + +"Let me think it out, Meg," says Tita, turning a very pale face to +hers. "When he comes tell him I am in the small drawing-room." + +She kisses Margaret and leaves the room. The basket of flowers, too, +she has left behind her. But Margaret can see that she has taken +with her the tiny plant of forget-me-not. + + + + * * * * * * + + + +He comes quickly towards her, holding out his hand. + +"Margaret said I should find you here," says he. Hope, mingled with +great fear, is in his glance. He holds the hand she gives him. "Have +you kept your promise?" he asks her. "Have you thought of it?" + +"I am tired of thinking," says she, with a long sigh. + +"And your decision?" + +"Oh! it shall be as you wish," cries she, dragging her hand out of +his, and walking backwards from him till she reaches the wall, where +she stays, leaning against it as if glad of its support, and +glancing at him from under her long lashes. "You shall have your own +way. You have always had it. You will have it to the end, I +suppose." + +"You consent, then!" exclaims her. + +"Ah! That is all you think of. To save appearances! You"--her breath +coming quickly--"you care nothing for what _I_ am feeling----" + +"Don't wrong me like that," says Rylton, interrupting her. "If you +could read my heart you would know that it is of you alone I think. +For you I have thought out everything. You shall be your own +mistress---- I shall not interfere with you in any way. I ask you to +be my wife, so far as entertaining our guests goes, and the +arranging of the household, and that---- No more! You shall be free +as air. Do you think that I do not know I have sinned towards you?" +He breaks off in some agitation, and then goes on. "I tell you I +shall not for one moment even question a wish of yours." + +"I should not like that," says Tita sadly. "That would keep me as I +was: always an outsider; a stranger; a guest in my own house." + +Rylton walks to the window and back again. A stranger! _Had_ she +felt like a stranger in her own house? It hurts him terribly. + +"It was I who should have been the stranger," says he. "It was all +yours--and yet--did I really make you so unhappy?" + +There is something so cruel in his own condemnation of himself that +Tita's heart melts. + +"It is all over," says she. "It is at an end. If"--with a sad, +strange little glance at him--"we must come together again, let us +not begin the new life with recriminations. Perhaps I have been hard +to you--Margaret says I have--and if so----" Tears rise in her eyes +and choke her utterance. She turns aside from him, and drums with +her fingers on the table near her. "I thought those flowers so +pretty," says she. + +"I didn't know what to send," returns he, in a voice as low as her +own. + +"I liked them." + +"Did you?" He looks at her. "And yet you are not wearing one of +them--not even a bud. I said to myself, when I was coming here, that +if you wore one I should take hope from it." + +"Flowers die," says she, with her eyes upon the ground. + +"Cut flowers. But I sent you a little plant." + +"Forget-me-not would not live in town." + +"But we shall not live in town. You have promised to come to the +country with me," says he quickly. "And even if this plant dies, +another can grow--a new one. I told you that I bought a place. +It--it is in the same county as Oakdean." + +"Ah! Oakdean!" A pathetic look grows within her large eyes. She +turns aside. "I _dread_ the country now that my old house is +gone---- I----" Suddenly she gives way, and bursts into a storm of +tears. "Everything seems gone!" cries she. "But if I _must_ seek a +new home let me go to it at once. Don't let me think about it. Take +me there as soon as ever you can." + +"To-morrow," says Rylton, "if you wish." + +"Yes, yes," feverishly, "to-morrow." + +She is sobbing bitterly. + +"Tita," says Rylton, who is now very pale, "if it costs you so much, +I give up my plan. Stay with Margaret--stay where you like, only let +me provide for you." + +"No, I shall go with you," says Tita, making a violent effort to +suppress her sobs. "It is arranged, I tell you. Only let me go _at +once_. I cannot stand the thinking of it day by day." + +"To-morrow, then, by the evening train; will that suit you?" + +"Yes." + +"I shall call for you here?" + +"Yes." + +"Remember our compact. You shall be as free as air." + +"I know." + +He goes to her, and, taking her head between his hands, kisses her +forehead. He would have liked to take her in his arms and kiss her +with all his heart, but something forbids him. + +"Good-bye, Tita." + +"Good-bye." + +He has his hand upon her shoulder now. + +"Do you know you have never once called me by my name," says he. + +"Have I not?" mournfully. + +"Not once; and if we are to be friends--friends, at least--you +might----" He pauses, but no answer comes. "Well, good-bye," says he +again. + +He is half-way across the room when she says: "Good-bye, Maurice," +in a faint tone, like a child repeating a lesson. + +The sorrow in Rylton's heart is deeper as he leaves the house. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +HOW A JOURNEY IS BEGUN AS THE DAY DIES DOWN; AND HOW THAT JOURNEY +ENDS; AND HOW A GREAT SECRET IS DISCOVERED--THE SECRET OF TITA'S +HEART. + + + +The parting between Margaret and Tita had taken a long time. There +had been many admonitions from the former, and entreaties from the +latter, principally about Margaret's coming to see her as soon as +possible. These precious moments had been broken in upon by Colonel +Neilson, who had sent up word by one of the servants that he asked a +few minutes' conversation with Miss Knollys. + +Those minutes had grown into a quarter of an hour, and then Margaret +had come back looking decidedly guilty, but rather inclined to a +tearful mirth. + +"You needn't speak," said Tita, with a pretence at contempt. "You +didn't say 'No' on Sunday, and you have said 'Yes' to-day. It is +quite simple." + +"Well, it is all your fault," Margaret had returned, sinking into a +chair, and beginning to laugh rather shamefacedly. "If you had +stayed with me it never would have happened. But you have shown me +how delightful companionship is, and having shown it, you basely +desert me. And now--I feel so lonely that----" + +"That?" + +"I have broken through all my vows, and said----" + +"Yes?" + +"Yes!" + +"You must _both_ come down and stay with me as soon as ever you +can," said Tita, giving her a tender hug. + + + + * * * * * * + + + +The long sweet summer evening is growing into night as the train +draws up at the old station that Tita knows so well. She looks out +of the window, her heart in her eyes, taking in all the old +signs--the guard fussy as ever--Evans the porter (she nods to him +through eyes filled with tears)--the glimpse of the church spire +over the top of the station-house--the little damp patch in the roof +of the booking-office. + +She almost starts, so deep is her reverie, as Rylton lays a hand +upon her shoulder. + +"Come," says he, smiling. + +"Why----" begins she, surprised. She sees he has her travelling-bag +in his hand, and that he wants to pass her to open the window. + +"This is our station," says he. + +"This?" + +"Yes. I think I told you the new place I had bought was in this +county." + +"Yes. I know, but so near----" + +Rylton has opened the door, and is calling to a porter. Evan comes +up. + +"Welcome home, my lady," says he, touching his cap to Tita, who +gives him a little nod in return, whilst feeling that her heart is +breaking. + +"Home!" She feels as if she hates poor Evans, and yet of course he +had meant nothing. No doubt he thought she was coming back to +Oakdean. Dear, _dear_ Oakdean, now lost to her for ever! + +A carriage is waiting for them, and Rylton, putting her into it, +goes away to see to their luggage. Tita, sitting drearily within, +her heart sad with recollections of the past, is suddenly struck by +a sound that comes to her through the shut windows of the carriage. +She opens the one nearest to her and listens. + +It is only a poor vagrant on the pavement without, singing for a +penny or two. But the song goes to her very heart: + + "It's hame, and its hame--hame fain wad I be, + O! hame, hame, hame, to my ain countree." + +A sob rises in her throat. So near to her own dear home, and yet so +far. She finds her purse, and hastily flings half a crown to the +poor wretch outside, who never guesses why she got so large a dole. + +And now Rylton returns. He gets in. The carriage drives away through +the well-remembered town, over the old bridge, and into the +sweetness of the sleeping country. + +Already the stars are out. Through the warm bank of dying sunset +over there a pale little dot is glimmering. Steel-gray are the +heavens, fast deepening into darkest blue, and over the hills, far, +far away, the faint suggestion of a "young May moon" is growing. A +last faint twittering of birds is in the air, and now it ceases, and +darkness falls and grows, and shadows fill the land and hide the +edges of the moors, and blacken the sides of the walls as they drive +past them. + +Tita is always peering out of the window. At a sudden turn in the +road she draws back as if hurt. + +"This is the turn to Oakdean!" says she sharply. + +"Yes; we are going this road." + +"It must be near, then, this new place--_quite_ near?" + +"It is near." + +She looks at him for a moment, her face fraught with great grief. + +"Oh, how _could_ you?" says she. "How _could_ you have bought a +place so close to it?" + +She leans back into her corner, and it is his misery at this moment +that he cannot know whether she is crying or not. Presently she +starts forward again. + +"Why, we are going down the road!" cries she. "We shall go past the +gates!" She waits as if for an answer, but he makes her none. "Oh, +you _should_ have told me," says she faintly. + +He puts out his hand and takes hers. She does not repulse him, and +he holds it in a close clasp. Is there some magnetic influence at +work that tells her all the truth--that betrays to her his secret? +She turns suddenly and looks at him, but he refuses to meet her +glance. He can feel that she is trembling violently. Her hand is +still in his, and her eyes are fixed intently on the open window +near her. + +And now they are nearing Oakdean. She can see the pillars of the +gates. A little cry escapes her. And now, _now_ they are _at_ the +gate--soon they will be past---- + +_But what is this?_ The coachman has drawn up! They stop! The groom +springs down--someone from the lodge rushes quickly out. The gates +are flung wide. The horses dash down the avenue! + + + + * * * * * + + + +Presently they draw up at the hall door--the door of Oakdean! + +Rylton, getting out, takes her in his arms, and places her on the +first step of the stones that lead to the hall. + +Not one word has passed between them since that last reproach of +hers. + +And now they have reached the library. It is brilliantly lit. Tita, +flinging off her wraps in a mechanical sort of way, looks round her. +Nothing is changed--nothing! It is _home_. Home really--home as it +always had been! + +She is pale as a little ghost! Though she has looked at the room, +she has not once looked at _him!_ And, with a sort of feeling that +he has made a bid for her favour, Rylton makes no attempt to go to +her or say a word. + +She is so silent, so calm, that doubts arise within him as to the +success of his experiment--for experiment it must be called. He had +bought in the old house expressly to please her the moment he was in +a position to do so; had bought it, indeed, when she was showing a +most settled determination to have nothing to do with him--directly +after her refusal to accept a competence at his hands. + +And now, how will it be? Her eyes are wandering round the room, +noting each dear familiar object; at last they come to Rylton. + +He is looking back at her--a little sad, a little hopeless. Their +eyes meet. + +Then all at once she gives way. She runs to him, and flings herself +into his open arms. + +"To do this for me! _This!_" cries she. + +She clings to him. Her voice dies away. + +She is lying on his breast. He can feel her heart beating against +his. His arms tighten round her. + +"Tita, you love me!" whispers he, in a low tone, passionately. + +She feels so small a thing in his embrace--a mere child of fourteen +might be a bigger thing than she is. The knowledge that she has +grown very thin during their estrangement goes to his heart like a +knife. Oh, dear little, _darling_ girl! + +"You must love me--you _must,"_ says he, holding her to him, as if +he could never let her go. _"Try_ to love me, Tita." + +Slowly, very slowly, she stirs within his arms. She looks up at him. +It is such a strange look. It transfigures the beautiful little +face, making it even more beautiful than it was before. But Maurice, +who is hanging on it, to whom it means life or death, does not dare +translate the expression. It seems to him that she is going into all +that intolerable past and reading his very soul. God grant she may +read it aright! + +The strain grows too terrible; he breaks it. + +"My darling, speak!" entreats he. + +She wakes as if from a dream. + +"Oh, I love you--I do love you!" cries she. She lays her hands +against his breast, and leans back from him. "I have loved you +always, I think; but now I know it. Oh, Maurice, love me too, and +not _her_--_not her!"_ + + + + * * * * * + + + +It is half an hour later. He has induced her to eat something; and +at her request has eaten something himself--as a fact, being both +young, they were both extremely hungry, and are now feeling +infinitely better. + +"I want a fresh handkerchief," says Tita, looking up at him shyly, +but with a smile that shows all her pretty teeth. _"See_ how you +have made me cry!" She holds up the little damp rag that she has +been using since her arrival. "Give me one out of my bag." + +Opening her bag to get the handkerchief desired, something else +falls to the floor--a small thing. He picks it up. + +"Why, what is this?" says he. + +"Oh, it is my---- Give it to me. It is my forget-me-not," says she, +colouring hotly. + +A pause. + +"The little plant I sent?" asks he softly. + +"Yes," in a lovely, shamefaced way. + +"You kept that?" + +"To plant it here." + +"Because----" + +"Oh, you _know."_ + +"Tell me again." + +"Because I love you." + +She throws her arms around his neck, and their lips meet. + + + + + +THE END. + + + + + + + +PRINTING OFFICE OF THE PUBLISHER. + + + + + + +Obvious typographical errors silently corrected by the +transcriber: + +volume 1 Chapter 4 : =Marry me as I am, and for what I am in your +sight, and seek a new life with me abroad.= silently corrected as +=Marry me as I am, and for what I am in your sight, and seek a new +life with me abroad."= + +volume 1 chapter 6 : ='They laugh who win," is an old proverb.= +silently corrected as ='They laugh who win,' is an old +proverb.= + +volume 1 chapter 9 : =Rickfort is my house, too, but I hate it; it +is so gloomy." I'm sure," with a shrug of her shoulders= silently +corrected as =Rickfort is my house, too, but I hate it; it is so +gloomy. I'm sure," with a shrug of her shoulders= + +volume 1 chapter 10 : ="God heavens, yes!" says his mother= +silently corrected as ="Good heavens, yes!" says his mother= + +volume 1 chapter 21 : =she'll always be able to tell you something +about them you never heard before."= silently corrected as +=she'll always be able to tell you something about them you never +heard before= + +volume 1 chapter 22 : ="Many I night I saw the Pleiads, rising +through the mellow shade,= silently corrected as ="Many a night +I saw the Pleiads, rising through the mellow shade,= + +volume 1 chapter 27 : ="Oh, Randal!" you are too stupid for +anything," says Tita, showing all her pretty teeth=. Silently +corrected as ="Oh, Randal! you are too stupid for anything," says +Tita, showing all her pretty teeth.= + +volume 2 chapter 1 : ="Oh, do, _do_ stop," says Margaret, lifting +her hand. "You are getting on that--that wretched old tack +again.= silently corrected as ="Oh, do, _do_ stop," says +Margaret, lifting her hand. "You are getting on that--that wretched +old tack again."= + +volume 2 chapter 2 : =Tita's determination not to accept the olive +branch he offered her yesterday is before him too. What if +she=--="= silently corrected as =Tita's determination not +to accept the olive branch he offered her yesterday is before him +too. What if she--= + +volume 2 chapter 4 : ="I know--I know," says she. "If is a +dishonourable thought,= silently corrected as "=I know--I +know," says she. "It is a dishonourable thought,= + +volume 2 chapter 8 : ="Yes, you? When I left home this morning, +what was the last word I said to you? =silently corrected as= +"Yes, you! When I left home this morning, what was the last word I +said to you?= + +volume 2 chapter 8 : =words seem to fail her. Oh! I should like to +_shake_ you," says she at last.= silently corrected as =words +seem to fail her. "Oh! I should like to _shake_ you," says she at +last.= + +volume 2 chapter 8 =: "She has come close up to him. Her charming +face is uplifted to his.= silently corrected as =She has come +close up to him. Her charming face is uplifted to his.= + +volume 2 chapter 17 : ="You forget," says he coldly, "that you are +married to me. It is not so simple a matter as you seem to imagine +for a wife to throw off her marriage yoke.= silently corrected as +"=You forget," says he coldly, "that you are married to me. It is +not so simple a matter as you seem to imagine for a wife to throw +off her marriage yoke."= + +volume 2 chapter 17 : =" 'Alone I did it!" To-day I set you free!" +=silently corrected as =" 'Alone I did it!' To-day I set you +free!"= + +volume 2 chapter 22 : =It is the mynd that maketh good or ill," +says the old poet.= silently corrected as ="It is the mynd that +maketh good or ill," says the old poet.= + +volume 2 chapter 23 =: "You loved me once. You loved me. Oh, +Maurice, smiting her hands together,= silently corrected as +"=You loved me once. You loved me. Oh, Maurice," smiting her hands +together,= + +volume 2 chapter 25 : =Maurice will understand."= Silently +corrected as =Maurice will understand.= + +Volume 2 chapter 25 : =says Rylton, interrupting her quickly. +Speak for yourself only. For my part,= silently corrected as +=says Rylton, interrupting her quickly. "Speak for yourself only. +For my part,= + +volume 2 chapter 26 : ="I really _don't_ know," says Margaret, +"bringing a dignified eye to bear upon him=. 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