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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/16099-8.txt b/16099-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..40d88ea --- /dev/null +++ b/16099-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6966 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Austin and His Friends, by Frederic H. Balfour + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Austin and His Friends + + +Author: Frederic H. Balfour + + + +Release Date: June 21, 2005 [eBook #16099] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUSTIN AND HIS FRIENDS*** + + +E-text prepared by Marilynda Fraser-Cunliffe, Jeannie Howse, and the +Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team +(https://www.pgdp.net) + + + +AUSTIN AND HIS FRIENDS + +by + +FREDERIC H. BALFOUR + +Author Of "The Expiation of Eugene," etc. + +London +Greening & Co., Ltd. + +1906 + + + + + + + +[Illustration: DAPHNIS AT THE FOUNTAIN] + + + + * * * * * + +Advertisement + + +The old-fashioned ghost-story was always terrifying and ghastly; +something that made people afraid to go to bed, or to look over their +shoulders, or to enter a room in the dark. It dealt with apparitions +in a white sheet, and clanking chains, and dreadful faces that peered +out from behind the window curtains in a haunted chamber. And the more +blood-curdling it was, the more keenly people enjoyed it--until they +were left alone, and then they were apt to wish that they had been +reading Robinson Crusoe or Alison's History of Europe instead. Now the +present book embodies an attempt to write a _cheerful_ ghost-story; a +story in which the ghostly element is of a friendly and pleasant +character, and sheds a sense of happiness and sunshine over the entire +life of the ghost-seer. Whether the author has succeeded in doing so +will be for his readers to decide. It is only necessary to add that he +has not introduced a single supernormal incident that has not occurred +and been authenticated in the recorded experiences of persons lately +or still alive. + + * * * * * + + + + +Austin and His Friends + +Chapter the First + + +It was rather a beautiful old house--the house where Austin lived. +That is, it was old-fashioned, low-browed, solid, and built of that +peculiar sort of red brick which turns a rich rose-colour with age; +and this warm rosy tint was set off to advantage by the thick mantle +of dark green ivy in which it was partly encased, and by the row of +tall white and purple irises which ran along the whole length of the +sunniest side of the building. There was an ancient sun-dial just +above the door, and all the windows were made of small, square +panes--not a foot of plate-glass was there about the place; and if the +rooms were nor particularly large or stately, they had that +comfortable and settled look which tells of undisturbed occupancy by +the same inmates for many years. But the principal charm of the place +was the garden in which the house stood. In this case the frame was +really more beautiful than the picture. On one side, the grounds were +laid out in very formal style, with straight walks, clipped box +hedges, an old stone fountain, and a perfect bowling-green of a lawn; +while at right angles to this there was a plot of land in which all +regularity was set at naught, and sweet-peas, tulips, hollyhocks, +dahlias, gillyflowers, wall-flowers, sun-flowers, and a dozen others +equally sweet and friendly shared the soil with gooseberry bushes and +thriving apple-trees. Taking it all in all, it was a lovable and most +reposeful home, and Austin, who had lived there ever since he could +remember, was quite unable to imagine any lot in life that could be +compared to his. + +Now this was curious, for Austin was a hopeless cripple. Up to the age +of sixteen, he had been the most active, restless, healthy boy in all +the countryside. He used to spend his days in boating, bicycling, +climbing hills, and wandering at large through the woods and leafy +lanes which stretched far and wide in all directions of the compass. +One of his chief diversions had been sheep-chasing; nothing delighted +him more than to start a whole flock of the astonished creatures +careering madly round some broad green meadow, their fat woolly backs +wobbling and jolting along in a compact mass of mild perplexity at +this sudden interruption of their never-ending meal, while Austin +scampered at their tails, as much excited with the sport as Don +Quixote himself when he dispersed the legions of Alifanfaron. Let +hare-coursers, otter-hunters, and pigeon-torturers blame him if they +choose; the exercise probably did the sheep a vast amount of good, and +Austin fully believed that they enjoyed it quite as much as he did. +Then suddenly a great calamity befell him. A weakness made itself +apparent in his right knee, accompanied by considerable pain. The +family doctor looked anxious and puzzled; a great surgeon was called +in, and the two shook their heads together in very portentous style. +It was a case of caries, they said, and Austin mustn't hunt sheep any +more. Soon he had to lie upon the sofa for several hours a day, and +what made Aunt Charlotte more anxious than anything else was that he +didn't seem to mind lying on the sofa, as he would have done if he had +felt strong and well; on the contrary, he grew thin and listless, and +instead of always jumping up and trying to evade the doctor's orders, +appeared quite content to lie there, quiet and resigned, from one +week's end to another. That, thought shrewd Aunt Charlotte, betokened +mischief. Another consultation followed, and then a very terrible +sentence was pronounced. It was necessary, in order to save his life, +that Austin should lose his leg. + +What does a boy generally feel under such circumstances? What would +you and I feel? Austin's first impulse was to burst into a passionate +fit of weeping, and he yielded to it unreservedly. But, the fit once +past, he smiled brilliantly through his tears. True, he would never +again be able to enjoy those glorious ramps up hill and down dale that +up till then had sent the warm life coursing through his veins. Never +more would he go scorching along the level roads against the wind on +his cherished bicycle. The open-air athletic days of stress and effort +were gone, never to return. But there might be compensations; who +could tell? Happiness, all said and done, need not depend upon a +shin-bone more or less. He might lose a leg, but legs were, after all, +a mere concomitant to life--life did not consist in legs. There would +still be something left to live for, and who could tell whether that +something might not be infinitely grander and nobler and more +satisfying than even the rapture of flying ten miles an hour on his +wheel, or chevying a flock of agitated sheep from one pasture to +another? + +Where this sudden inspiration came from, he then had no idea; but come +it did, in the very nick of time, and helped him to dry his tears. The +day of destiny also came, and his courage was put to the test. He knew +well enough, of course, that of the operation he would feel nothing. +But the sight of the hard, white, narrow pallet on which he had to +lie, the cold glint of the remorseless instruments, the neatly folded +packages of lint and cotton-wool, and the faint, horrible smell of +chloroform turned him rather sick for a minute. Then he glanced +downwards, with a sense of almost affectionate yearning, at the limb +he was about to lose. "Good-bye, dear old leg!" he murmured, with a +little laugh which smothered a rising sob. "We've had some lovely +ramps together, but the best of friends must part." + +Afterwards, during the long days of dreary convalescence, he began to +feel an interest in what remained of it; and then he found himself +taking a sort of ęsthetic pleasure in the smooth, beautifully-rounded +stump, which really was in its way quite an artistic piece of work. At +last, when the flesh was properly healed, and the white skin growing +healthily again around his abbreviated member, he grew eager to make +acquaintance with his new leg; for of course it was never intended +that he should perform the rest of his earthly pilgrimage with only a +leg and a half--let the added half be of what material it might. And +his excitement may be better imagined than described when, one +afternoon, the surgeon came in with a most wonderful object in his +arms--a lovely prop of bright, black, burnished wood, set off with +steel couplings and the most fascinating straps you ever saw. And the +best of all was the socket, in which his soft white stump fitted as +comfortably as though they had been made for one another--as, in fact, +one of them had been. It was a little difficult to walk just at first, +for Austin was accustomed to begin by throwing out his foot, whereas +now he had to begin by moving his thigh; this naturally made him +stagger, and for some time he could only get along with the aid of a +crutch. But to be able to walk again at all was a great achievement, +and then, if you only looked at it in the proper light, it really was +great fun. + +There was, however, one person who, probably from a defective sense of +humour, was unable to see any fun in it at all. Aunt Charlotte would +have given her very ears for Austin, but her affection was of a +somewhat irritable sort, and generally took the form of scolding. She +was not a stupid woman by any means, but there was one thing in the +world she never could understand, and that was Austin himself. He +wasn't like other boys one bit, she always said. He had such a queer, +topsy-turvy way of looking at things; would express the most +outrageous opinions with an innocent unconsciousness that made her +long to box his ears, and support the most arrant absurdities by +arguments that conveyed not the smallest meaning to her intellect. +Look at him now, for instance; a cripple for life, and pretending to +see nothing in it but a joke, and expressing as much admiration for +his horrible wooden leg as though it had been a king's sceptre! In +Aunt Charlotte's view, Austin ought to have pitied himself immensely, +and expressed a hope that God would help him to bear his burden with +orthodox resignation to the Divine will; instead of which, he seemed +totally unconscious of having any burden at all--a state of mind that +was nothing less than impious. Austin was now seventeen, and it was +high time that he took more serious views of life. Ever since he was a +baby he had been her special charge; for his mother had died in giving +him birth, and his father had followed her about a twelvemonth later. +She had always done her duty to the boy, and loved him as though he +had been her own; but she reminded onlookers rather of a conscientious +elderly cat with limited views of natural history condemned by +circumstances to take care of a very irresponsible young eaglet. The +eaglet, on his side, was entirely devoted to his protectress, but it +was impossible for him not to feel a certain lenient and amused +contempt for her very limited horizon. + +"Auntie," he said to her one day, "you're just like a frog at the +bottom of a well. You think the speck of blue you see above you is the +entire sky, and the water you paddle up and down in is the ocean. Why +can't you take a rather more cosmic view of things?" + +This extraordinary remark occurred in the course of a wrangle between +the two, because Austin insisted on his pet cat--a plump, white, +matronly creature he had christened 'Gioconda,' because (so _he_ said) +she always smiled so sweetly--sitting up at the dinner-table and being +fed with tit-bits off his own fork; and Aunt Charlotte objected to +this proceeding on the ground that the proper place for cats was in +the kitchen. Austin, on his side, averred that cats were in many ways +much superior to human beings; that they had been worshipped as gods +by the philosophical Egyptians because they were so scornful and +mysterious; and that Gioconda herself was not only the divinest cat +alive, but entitled to respect, if only as an embodiment and +representative of cat-hood in the abstract, which was a most important +element in the economy of the universe. It was when Aunt Charlotte +stigmatised these philosophical reflections as a pack of impertinent +twaddle that Austin had had the audacity to say that she was like a +frog. + +And now her eaglet had been maimed for life, and whatever he might +feel about it himself her own responsibilities were certainly much +increased. At this very moment, for instance, after having practised +stumping about the room for half-an-hour he insisted on going +downstairs. Of course the idea was ridiculous. Even the doctor shook +his head, while old Martha, who had tubbed Austin when he was two +years old, joined in the general protest. But Austin, disdaining to +argue the point with any one of them, had already hobbled out of the +room, and before they were well aware of it had begun to essay the +descent perilous. Ominous bumps were heard, and then a dull thud as of +a body falling. But a bend in the wall had caught the body, and the +explorer was none the worse. Then Aunt Charlotte, rushing back into +the bedroom, flung open the window wide. + +"Lubin!" she shouted lustily. + +A young gardener boy, tall, round-faced and curly-haired, glanced up +astonished from his work among the sweet-peas. + +"Come up here directly and carry Master Austin downstairs. He's got a +wooden leg and hasn't learnt how to use it." + +The consequence of which was that two minutes later Austin, panting +and enraged at the failure of his first attempt at independence, found +himself firmly encircled by a pair of strong young arms, lifted gently +from the ground, and carried swiftly and safely downstairs and out at +the garden door. + +"Now you just keep quiet, Master Austin," murmured Lubin, chuckling as +Austin began to kick. "No use your starting to run before you know how +to walk. Wooden legs must be humoured a bit, Sir; 'twon't do to expect +too much of 'em just at first, you see. This one o' yours is mighty +handsome to look at, I don't deny, but it's not accustomed to +staircases and maybe it'll take some time before it is. Hold tight, +Sir; only a few yards more now. There! Here we are on the lawn at +last. Now you can try your paces at your leisure." + +"You're awfully nice to me, Lubin," gasped Austin, red with +mortification, as he slipped from the lad's arms on to the grass, "but +I felt just now as if I could have killed you, all the same." + +"Lor', Sir, I don't mind," said Lubin. "I doubt that was no more'n +natural. Can you stand steady? Here--lay hold o' my arm. Slow and +sure's the word. Look out for that flower-bed. Now, then, round you +go--that's it. Ah!"--as Austin fell sprawling on the grass. "Now how +are you going to get up again, I should like to know? Seems to me the +first thing you've got to learn is not to lose your balance, 'cause +once you're down 'tain't the easiest thing in creation to scramble up +again. You'll have to stick to the crutch at first, I reckon. Up we +come! Now let's see how you can fare along a bit all by yourself." + +Austin was thankful for the support of his crutch, with the aid of +which he managed to stagger about for a few minutes at quite a +respectable speed. It reminded him almost of the far-off days when he +was learning to ride his bicycle. At last he thought he would like to +rest a bit, and was much surprised when, on flinging himself down +upon a garden seat, his leg flew up in the air. + +"Lively sort o' limb, this new leg o' yours, Sir," commented Lubin, as +he bent it into a more decorous position. "You'll have to take care it +don't carry you off with it one o' these fine days. Seems to me it +wants taming, and learning how to behave itself in company. I heard +tell of a cork leg once upon a time as was that nimble it started off +running on its own account, and no earthly power could stop it. +Wouldn't have mattered so much if it'd had nobody but itself to +consider, but unluckily the gentleman it belonged to happened to be +screwed on to the top end of it, and of course he had to follow. They +do say as how he's following it still--poor beggar! Must be worn to a +shadow by this time, I should think. But p'raps it ain't true after +all. There are folks as'll say anything." + +"I expect it's true enough," replied Austin cheerfully. "If you want a +thing to be true, all you've got to do is to believe it--believe it as +hard as you can. That makes it true, you see. At least, that's what +the new psychology teaches. Thought creates things, you +understand--though how it works I confess I can't explain. But never +mind. Oh, dear, how drunk I am!" + +"Drunk, Sir? No, no, only a bit giddy," said Lubin, as he stood +watching Austin with his hands upon his hips. "You're not over strong +yet, and that new leg of yours has been giving you too much exercise +to begin with. You just keep quiet a few minutes, and you'll soon be +as right as ninepence." + +Then Austin slid carefully off the seat, and stretched himself full +length upon the grass. "I _am_ drunk," he murmured, closing his eyes, +"drunk with the scent of the flowers. Don't you smell them, Lubin? The +air's heavy with it, and it has got into my brain. And how sweet the +grass smells too. I love it--it's like breathing the breath of Nature. +What do legs matter? It's much nicer to roll over the grass wherever +you want to go than to have the bother of walking. Don't worry about +me any more, nice Lubin. Go on tying up your sweet-peas. I'll come and +help you when I'm tired of rolling about. Just now I don't want +anything; I'm drunk--I'm happy--I'm satisfied--I'm happier than I ever +was before. Be kind to the flowers, Lubin; don't tie them too tight. +They're my friends and my lovers. Aren't you a little fond of them +too?" + +Then, left to his own reflections, he lay perfectly peaceful and +content staring up into the sky. For months he had been fated to lead +an entirely new life, and now it had actually begun. His entrance upon +it was not bitter. He had flowers growing by his path, and books that +he loved, and one or two friends who loved him. It was all right! And +that was how he spent his first day of acknowledged cripplehood. + + + + +Chapter the Second + + +In a very short time Austin had overcome the initial difficulties of +locomotion, and now began to take regular exercise out of doors. It +would be too much to say that his gait was particularly elegant; but +there really was something triumphal about the way in which he learnt +to brandish his leg with every step he took, and the majestic swing +with which he brought it round to its place in advance of the other. +In fact, he soon found himself stumping along the highroads with +wonderful speed and safety; though to clamber over stiles, and work a +bicycle one-footed, of course took much more practice. + +Hitherto I have said nothing about the neighbourhood of Austin's home. +Now when I say neighbourhood, I don't mean the topographical +surroundings--I use the word in its correcter sense of neighbours; and +these it is necessary to refer to in passing. Of course there were +several people living round about. There was the MacTavish family, +for instance, consisting of Mr and Mrs MacTavish, five daughters and +two sons. Mrs MacTavish had a brother who had been knighted, and on +the strength of such near relationship to Sir Titus and Lady +Clandougal, considered herself one of the county. But her claim was +not endorsed, even by the humbler gentry with whom she was forced to +associate, while as for the county proper it is not too much to say +that that august community had never even heard of her. The Miss +MacTavishes, ranging in age from fifteen to five-and-twenty, were +rather gawky young persons, with red hair and a perpetual giggle; in +fact they could not speak without giggling, even if it was to tell you +that somebody was dead. Every now and then Mrs MacTavish would +proclaim, with portentous complacency, that Florrie, or Lizzie, or +Aggie, was "out"--to the awe-struck admiration of her friends; which +meant that the young person referred to had begun to do up her hair in +a sort of bun at the back of her head, and had had her frock let down +a couple of tucks. Austin couldn't bear them, though he was always +scrupulously polite. And the boys were, if anything, less interesting +than the girls. The elder of the two--a freckled young giant named +Jock--was always asking him strange conundrums, such as whether he was +going to put the pot on for the Metropolitan--which conveyed no more +idea to Austin's mind than if he had said it in Chinese; while Sandy, +the younger, used to terrify him out of his wits by shouting out that +Yorkshire had got the hump, or that Jobson was 'not out' for a +century, or that wickets were cheap at the Oval. In fact, the entire +family bored him to extinction, though Aunt Charlotte, who had been an +old school-friend of the mamma, sang their praises perseveringly, and +said that the girls were dears. + +Then there was the inevitable vicar, with a wife who piqued herself on +her smart bonnets; a curate, who preached Socialism, wore +knickerbockers, and belonged to the Fabian Society; a few unattached +elderly ladies who had long outlived the reproach of their virginity; +and just two or three other families with nothing particular to +distinguish them one way or another. It may readily be inferred, +therefore, that Austin had not many associates. There was really no +one in the place who interested him in the very least, and the +consequence was that he was generally regarded as unsociable. And so +he was--very unsociable. The companionship of his books, his bicycle, +his flowers and his thoughts was far more precious to him than that of +the silly people who bothered him to join in their vapid diversions +and unseasonable talk, and he rightly acted upon his preference. His +own resources were of such a nature that he never felt alone; and +having but few comrades in the flesh, he wisely courted the society of +those whom, though long since dead, he held in far higher esteem than +all the elderly ladies and curates and MacTavishes who ever lived. His +appetite in literature was keen, but fastidious. He devoured all the +books he could procure about the Renaissance of art in Italy. The +works of Mr Walter Pater were as a treasure-house of suggestion to +him, and did much to form and guide his gradually developing +mentality. He read Plato, being even more fascinated by the exquisite +technique of the dialectic than by the ethical value of the teaching. +And there was one small, slim book that he always carried about with +him, and kept for special reading in the fields and woods. This was +Virgil's Eclogues, the sylvan atmosphere of which penetrated the very +depths of his being, and created in him a moral or spiritual +atmosphere which was its counterpart. He seemed to live amid gracious +pastoral scenes, where beautiful youths and maidens passed a +perpetual springtime in a land of dewy lawns, and shady groves, and +pools, and rippling streams. Daphnis and Mopsus, Corydon, Alexis, and +Amyntas, were all to him real personages, who peopled his solitude, +inspired his poetic fancy, and fostered in his imagination the +elements of an ideal life where the beauty and purity and freshness of +untainted Nature reigned supreme. The accident of his lameness, by +incapacitating him for violent exercise out of doors, ministered to +the development of this spiritual tendency, and threw him back upon +the allurements of a refined idealism. Daphnis became to him the +embodiment, the concrete image, of eternal youthhood, of adolescence +in the abstract, the attribute of an idealised humanity. To lead the +pure Daphnis life of simplicity, stainlessness, communion with +beautiful souls, was to lead the highest life. To find one's bliss in +sunshine, flowers, and the winds of heaven--in both the physical and +moral spheres--was to find the highest bliss. Why should not he, +Austin Trevor, cripple as he was, so live the Daphnis life as to be +himself a Daphnis? + +No wonder a boy like this was voted unsociable. No wonder Sandy and +Jock despised him as a muff, and the young ladies deplored his +unaccountably elusive ways. The truth was that Austin simply had no +use for any of them; his life was complete without them, it contained +no niche into which they could ever fit. Lubin was a far more +congenial comrade. Lubin never bothered him about football, or +cricket, or horse-racing, never worried him with invitations to +horrible picnics, never outraged his sensibilities in any way. On the +contrary, Lubin rather contributed to his happiness by the care he +took of the flowers, and the intelligence he showed in carrying out +all Austin's elaborately conveyed instructions. Why, Lubin himself was +a sort of Daphnis--in a humble way. But Sandy! No, Austin was not +equal to putting up with Sandy. + +There was, however, one gentleman in the neighbourhood whom Master +Austin was gracious enough to approve. This was a certain Mr Roger St +Aubyn, a man of taste and culture, who possessed a very rare +collection of fine pictures and old engravings which nobody had ever +seen. St Aubyn was, in fact, something of a recluse, a student who +seldom went beyond his park gates, and found his greatest pleasure in +reading Greek and cultivating orchids. It was by the purest accident +that the two came across each other. Austin was lying one afternoon on +a bank of wild hyacinths just outside Combe Spinney, lazily admiring +the effect of his bright black leg against the bright blue sky, and +thinking of nothing in particular. Mr St Aubyn, who happened to be +strolling in that direction, was attracted by the unwonted spectacle, +and ventured on some good-humoured quizzical remark. This led to a +conversation, in the course of which the scholar thought he discovered +certain original traits in the modest observations of the youth. One +topic drifted into another, and soon the two were engaged in an +animated discussion about pursuits in life. It was in the course of +this that Austin let drop the one word--Art. + +"What is Art?" queried St Aubyn. + +Austin hesitated for some moments. Then he said, very slowly: + +"That is a question to which a dozen answers might be given. A whole +book would be required to deal with it." + +St Aubyn was delighted, both at the reply and at the hesitation that +had preceded it. + +"And are you an artist?" he enquired. + +"I believe I am," replied Austin, very seriously. "Of course one +doesn't like to be too confident, and I can't draw a single line, but +still----" + +"Good again," approved the other. "Here as in everything else all +depends upon the definition. What is an artist?" + +"An artist," exclaimed Austin, kindling, "is one who can see the +beauty everywhere." + +"_The_ beauty?" repeated St Aubyn. + +"The beauty that exists everywhere, even in ugly things. The beauty +that ordinary people don't see," returned Austin. "Anybody can see +beauty in what are _called_ beautiful things--light, and colour, and +grace. But it takes an artist to see beauty in a muddy road, and +dripping branches, and drenching rain. How people cursed and grumbled +on that rainy day we had last week; it made me sick to hear them. Now +I saw the beauty _under_ the ugliness of it all--the wonderful soft +greys and browns, the tiny glints of silver between the leaves, the +flashes of pearl and orpiment behind the shifting clouds. Do you know, +I even see beauty in this wooden leg of mine, great beauty, though +everybody else thinks it perfectly hideous! So that is why I hope I am +not wrong in imagining that perhaps I may, really, be in some sense an +artist." + +For a moment St Aubyn did not speak. "The boy's a great artist," he +muttered to himself. His interest was now excited in good earnest; here +was no common mind. Of art Austin knew practically nothing, but the +artistic instinct was evidently tingling in every vein of him. St Aubyn +himself lived for art and literature, and was amazed to have come +across so curiously exceptional a personality. He drew the boy out a +little more, and then, in a moment of impulse, did a most unaccustomed +thing: he invited Austin to lunch with him on the following Thursday, +promising, in addition, that they should spend the afternoon together +looking over his conservatories and picture-gallery. + +So great an honour, so undreamt-of a privilege, sent Austin's blood to +the roots of his hair. He flourished his leg more proudly than ever as +he stumped victoriously home and announced the great news to Aunt +Charlotte. That estimable lady was fingering some notepaper on her +writing-table as her excited nephew came bursting in upon her with his +face radiant. + +"Auntie," he cried, "what do you think? You'll never guess. I'm going +to lunch with Mr St Aubyn on Thursday!" + +Aunt Charlotte turned round, looking slightly dazed. + +"Going to lunch with whom?" she asked. + +"With Mr St Aubyn. You know--he lives at Moorcombe Court. I met him in +the woods and had a long talk with him, and now he's going to show me +all his pictures--_and_ his engravings--_and_ his wonderful orchids +and things. I'm to spend all the afternoon with him. Isn't it +splendid! I could never have hoped for such an opportunity. And he's +so awfully nice--so cultured and clever, you know--" + +"Really!" said Aunt Charlotte, drawing herself up. "Well, you're +vastly honoured, Austin, I must say. Mr St Aubyn is chary of his +civilities. It is very kind of him to ask you, I'm sure, but I think +it's rather a liberty all the same." + +"A liberty!" repeated Austin, aghast. + +"He has never called on me," returned Aunt Charlotte, statelily. "If +he had wished to cultivate our acquaintance, that would have been at +least the usual thing to do. However, of course I've no objection. On +Thursday, you say. Well, now just give me your attention to something +rather more important. I intend to invite some people here to tea next +week, and you may as well write the invitations for me now." + +Austin's face lengthened. "Oh, why?" he sighed. "It isn't as though +there was anybody worth asking--and really, the horrid creatures that +infest this neighbourhood--. Whom do you want to ask?" + +"I'm astonished at you, speaking of our friends like that," replied +his aunt, severely. "They're not horrid creatures; they're all very +nice and kind. Of course we must have the MacTavishes----" + +"I knew it," groaned Austin, sinking into a chair. "Those dear +MacTavishes! There are nineteen of them, aren't there? Or is it only +nine?" + +"Don't be ridiculous, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte. "Then there are +the Miss Minchins--that'll be eleven; the vicar and his wife, of +_course_; and old Mr and Mrs Cobbledick. Now just come and sit +here----" + +"The Cobbledicks--those old murderers!" cried Austin. "Do you want us +to be all assassinated together?" + +"Murderers!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, horrified. "I think you've gone +out of your mind. A dear kindly old couple like the Cobbledicks! Not +very handsome, perhaps, but--murderers! What in the world will you say +next?" + +"The most sinister-looking old pair of cut-throats in the parish," +returned Austin. "I should be sorry to meet them on a lonely road on a +dark night, I know that. But really, auntie, I do wish you'd think +better of all this. We're quite happy alone; what do we want of all +these horrible people coming to bore us for Heaven knows how many +hours? Of course _I_ shall be told off to amuse the MacTavishes; just +think of it! Seven red-haired, screaming, giggling monsters----" + +"Hold your tongue, do, you abominable boy!" cried Aunt Charlotte. "I'm +inviting our friends for _my_ pleasure, not for yours, and I forbid +you to speak of them in that wicked, slanderous, disrespectful way. +Come now, sit down here and write me the invitations at once." + +"For the last time, auntie, I entreat you----" began Austin. + +"Not a word more!" replied his aunt. "Begin without more ado." + +"Well, if you insist," consented Austin, as he dragged himself into +the seat. "Have you fixed upon a day?" + +"No--any day will do. Just choose one yourself," said Aunt Charlotte, +as she dived after an errant ball of worsted. "What day will suit you +best?" + +"Shall we say the 24th?" suggested Austin. + +"By all means," replied his aunt briskly. "If you're sure that that +won't interfere with anything else. I've such a wretched memory for +dates. To-day is the 19th. Yes, I should say the 24th will do very +well indeed." + +"It will suit me admirably," said Austin, sitting down and beginning +to write with great alacrity, while his aunt busied herself with her +knitting. As soon as the envelopes were addressed, he slipped them +into his coat pocket, and, rising, said he might as well go out and +post them there and then. + +"Do," said Aunt Charlotte, well pleased at Austin's sudden +capitulation. "That is, unless you're too tired with your walk. Martha +can always give them to the milkman if you are." + +"Not a bit of it," said Austin hastily, as he swung himself out of the +room. "I shall be back in time for dinner." + +"He certainly is the very oddest boy," soliloquised Aunt Charlotte, as +she settled herself comfortably on the sofa and went on clicking her +knitting-needles. "Why he dislikes the MacTavishes so I can't imagine; +nice, cheerful young persons as anyone would wish to see. It really is +very queer. And then the way he suddenly gave in at last! It only +shows that I must be firm with him. As soon as he saw I was in earnest +he yielded at once. He's got a sweet nature, but he requires a firm +hand. He's different, too, since he lost his leg--more full of +fancies, it seems to me, and a great deal too much wrapped up in those +books of his. I suppose that when one's body is defective, one's mind +feels the effects of it. I shall have to keep him up to the mark, and +see that he has plenty of cheerful society. Nothing like nice +companions for maintaining the brain in order." + +Thus did Aunt Charlotte decide to her own satisfaction what she +thought would be best for Austin. + + + + +Chapter the Third + + +He stood leaning against the old stone fountain on the straight lawn +under the noonday sun. The bees hummed slumberously around him, +sailing from flower to flower, and the hot air, laden with the scents +of the soil, seemed to penetrate his body at every pore, infusing a +sense of vitality into him which pulsed through all his veins. Austin +always said that high noon was the supreme moment of the day. To some +folks the most beautiful time was dawn, to others sunset, but at noon +Nature was like a flower at its full, a flower in the very zenith of +its strength and glory. He had always loved the noon. + +"The world seems literally palpitating with life," he thought, as he +rested his arm on the rim of the time-worn fountain. "I'm sure it's +conscious, in some way or other. How it must enjoy itself! Look at the +trees; so strong, and calm, and splendid. They know well enough how +strong they are, and when there's a storm that tries to blow them +down, how they do revel in battling with it! And then the hot air, +embracing the earth so voluptuously--playing with the slender plants, +and caressing the upstanding flowers. They stand up because they want +to be caressed, the amorous creatures. How wonderful it is--the +different characters that flowers have. Some are shrill and fierce and +passionate, while others are meek and sly, and pretend to shrink when +they are even noticed. Some are wicked--shamelessly, insolently, +magnificently wicked--like those scarlet anthuriums, with their +curling yellow tongues. That flower is the very incarnation of sin; +no, not incarnation--what's the word? I can't think, but it doesn't +matter. Incarnation will do, for the thing is exactly like +recalcitrant human flesh. Lubin!" + +"Yes, Sir?" responded Lubin, who was digging near. + +"What are the wickedest flowers you know?" asked Austin. + +"Well, Sir, I should say them as had most thorns," said Lubin +feelingly. + +"I wonder," mused Austin. Then he relapsed into his meditations. "How +thick with life the air is. I'm sure it's populated, if we only had +eyes to see. I feel it throbbing all round me--full of beings as much +alive as I am, only invisible. People used to see them once upon a +time--why can't we now? Naiads, and dryads, and fauns, and the great +god Pan everywhere; oh, to think we may be actually surrounded by +these wonders of beauty, and yet unable to talk to any of them! +Nothing but wicked old women, and horrible young men in plaid +knickerbockers and bowler hats, who worry one about odds and +handicaps. It's all very sad and ugly." + +"Aren't you rather hot, standing there in the sun, Sir, all this +time?" said Lubin, looking up. + +"Very hot," replied Austin. "I wonder what time it is?" + +Lubin glanced up at the sundial. "Just five minutes past the hour, or +thereabouts, I make it." + +"Oh, Lubin, let's go and bathe!" cried Austin suddenly. "You must be +far hotter than I am. There's plenty of time--we don't lunch till +half-past one. How long would it take us to get to the bathing-pool +just at the bend of the river?" + +"Well--not above ten minutes, I should say," was Lubin's answer. "I'd +like a dip myself more'n a little, but I'm not quite sure if I ought +to--you see the mistress wants all this finished up by the afternoon, +and then----" + +"But you must!" insisted Austin. "You forget that I've only got one +leg, so I can't swim as I used, and you've got to come and take care I +don't get drowned. 'O weep for Adonais--he is dead!' How angry Aunt +Charlotte would be. And then she'd cry, poor dear, and go into hideous +mourning for her poor Austin. Come along, Lubin--but wait, I must just +go and get a couple of towels. Oh, I'm simply mad for the water. I'll +be back in less than a flash." + +Lubin drove his spade into the earth, turned down his sleeves, and +rested--a fair-skinned, bronzed, wholesome object, good to look +at--while Austin stumped away. In less than five minutes the two +youths started off together, tramping through the long, lush +meadow-grass which lay between the end of the garden and the river. +The sun burned fiercely overhead, and the air quivered in the heat. + +"Isn't it wonderful!" cried Austin, when they reached the edge of the +water, and were standing under the shade of some trees that overhung +the towing-path. "Come, Lubin, strip--I'm half undressed already. Look +at the white and purple lights in the water--aren't they marvellous? +Now we're going right down into them. Oh the freedom of air, and +colour, and body--how I do _hate_ clothes! I say, how funny my stump +looks, doesn't it? Just like a great white rolling-pin. You must go in +first, Lubin, and then you'll be prepared to catch me when I begin +drowning." + +Lubin, standing nude and shapely, like a fair Greek statue, for a +moment on the bank, took a silent header and disappeared. Then Austin +prepared to follow. He tumbled rather than plunged into the water, +and, unable to attain an erect position owing to his imperfect +organism, would have fared badly if Lubin had not caught him in his +arms and turned him deftly over on his back. + +"You just content yourself with floating face upwards, Sir," he said. +"There's no sort of use in trying to strike out, you'd only sink to +the bottom like a boat with a hole in it. There--let me hold you like +this; one hand'll do it. Look out for the river-weeds. Now try and +work your foot. Seems to be making you go round and round, somehow. +But that don't matter. A bathe's a bathe, all said and done. How jolly +cool it is!" + +"Isn't it exquisite?" murmured Austin, with closed eyes. "I do think +that drowning must be a lovely death. We're like the minnows, Lubin, +'staying their wavy bodies 'gainst the streams, to taste the luxury of +sunny beams tempered with coolness.' That's what _our_ wavy bodies are +doing now. Don't you like it? 'Now more than ever it seems rich to +die----'" + +But the next moment, owing probably to Lubin having lost his +equilibrium, the young rhapsodist found himself, spluttering and +half-choked, nearer to the bed of the river than the surface, while +his leg was held in chancery by a network of clinging water-weeds. +Lubin had some slight difficulty in extricating him, and for the +moment, at least, his poetic fantasies came to an abrupt and +unromantic finish. + +"Here, get on my back, and I'll swim you out as far as them +water-lilies," said Lubin, giving him a dexterous hoist. "I'm awfully +keen on the yellow sort, and they look wonderful fine ones. That's +better. Now, Sir, you can just imagine yourself any drownded heathen +as comes into your head, only hold tight and don't stir. If you do +you'll get drownded in good earnest, and I shall have to settle +accounts with your aunt afterwards. Are you ready? Right, then. And +now away we go." + +He struck out strongly and slowly, with Austin crouching on his +shoulders. They arrived in safety at the point aimed at, and managed +to tear away a grand cluster of the great, beautiful yellow flowers; +but the process was a very ticklish one, and the struggle resulted, +not unnaturally, in Austin becoming dislodged from his not very secure +position, and floundering head foremost into the depths. Lubin caught +him as he rose again, and, taking him firmly by one hand, helped him +to swim alongside of him back to the shore. It was a difficult feat, +and by the time they had accomplished the distance they were both +pretty well exhausted. + +"You _have_ been good to me, Lubin," gasped Austin, as he flung +himself sprawling on the grass. "I've had a lovely time--haven't you +too? Was I very heavy? Perhaps it is rather a bore to have only one +leg when one wants to swim. But now you can always say you've saved me +from drowning, can't you. I should have gone under a dozen times if +you hadn't held me up and lugged me about. Oh, dear, now we must put +on our clothes again--what a barbarism clothes are! I do hate them so, +don't you? But I suppose there's no help for it. + + "Rise, Lubin, rise, and twitch thy mantle blue; + To-morrow to fresh woods, and pastures new. + +"Oh, do help me to screw on my leg. That's it. I say, it's a +quarter-past one! We must hurry up, or Aunt Charlotte will be cursing. +What _does_ it matter if one eats at half-past one or at a quarter to +two? I really am very fond of Aunt Charlotte, you know, though I find +it awfully difficult to educate her. I sometimes despair of ever being +able to bring her up properly at all, she is so hopelessly Early +Victorian, poor thing. But, then, so many people are, aren't they? Now +animals are never Early Victorian; that's why I respect them so. If +you weren't a human being, Lubin--and a very nice one, as you +are--what sort of an animal would you like to be?" + +"Well, I don't rightly know as I ever considered the point," said +Lubin, passing his fingers through his drenched curls. "Perhaps I'd as +lief be a squirrel as anything. I'm awfully fond o' nuts, and when I +was a kid I used to spend half my time a-climbing trees. A squirrel +must have rather a jolly life of it, when one comes to think." + +"What a splendid idea!" cried Austin, as they prepared to start. "You +_are_ clever, Lubin. It would be lovely to live in a tree, curtained +all round with thousands of quivering green leaves. I wish I knew what +animals think about all day. It must be very dull for them never to +have any thoughts, poor dears, and yet they seem happy enough +somehow. Perhaps they have something else instead to make up for +it--something that we've no idea of. I _say_--it's half-past one!" + +So Austin was late for lunch after all, and got a scolding from Aunt +Charlotte, who told him that it was exceedingly ill-bred to +inconvenience other people by habitual unpunctuality. Austin was very +penitent, and promised he'd never be unpunctual again if he lived to +be a hundred. Then Aunt Charlotte was mollified, and regaled him with +an improving account of a most excellent book she had just been +reading, upon the importance of instilling sound principles of +political economy into the mind of the agricultural labourer. It was +so essential, she explained, that people in that position should +understand something about the laws which govern prices, the relations +of capital and labour, the _metayer_ system, and the ratio which +should exist between an increase of population and the exhaustion of +the soil by too frequent crops of wheat; and she wound up by +propounding a series of hypothetical problems based on the doctrines +she had set forth, for Austin to solve offhand. + +Austin listened very dutifully for some time, but the subject bored +him atrociously, and his attention began to wander. At last he made +some rather vague and irrelevant replies, and then announced boldly +that he thought all politicians were very silly old gentlemen, +particularly economists; for his own part, he hated economy, +especially when he wanted to buy something beautiful to look at; he +further considered that political economists would be much better +employed if they sat contemplating tulips instead of writing horrid +books, and that Lubin was a great deal wiser than the whole pack of +them put together. Then Aunt Charlotte got extremely angry, and a +great wrangle ensued, in the course of which she said he was a +foolish, ignorant boy, who talked nonsense for the sake of talking it. +Austin replied by asking if she knew what a quincunx was, or what +Virgil was really driving at when he composed the First Eclogue, and +whether she had ever heard of Lycidas; and when she said that she had +something better to do than stuff her head with quidnunxes and all +such pagan rubbish, he remarked very politely that ignorance was +evidently not all of the same sort. Which sent Aunt Charlotte bustling +away in a huff to look after her household duties. + +"It's all very sad and very ugly, isn't it, Gioconda?" sighed Austin, +as he lifted the large, white, fluffy animal upon his lap. "You're a +great philosopher, my dear; I wish I were as wise as you. You're so +scornful, so dignified, so divinely egoistic. But you don't mind being +worshipped, do you, Gioconda? Because you know it's your right, of +course. There--she's actually condescending to purr! Now we'll come +and disport ourselves under the trees, and you shall watch the birds +from a safe distance. I know your wicked ways, and I must teach you +how to treat your inferiors with proper benignity and toleration." + +But Gioconda had plans of her own for the afternoon, and declined the +proposed discipline; so Austin strolled off by himself, and lay down +under the trees with a large book on Italian gardens to console him. +His improvised exertions in the water had produced a certain fatigue, +and he felt lazy and inert. Gradually he dropped off into a doze, +which lasted more than an hour. And he had a curious dream. He thought +he was in some strange land--a land like a garden seen through yellow +glass--where everything was transparent, and people glided about as +though they were skating, without any conscious effort. Then Aunt +Charlotte appeared upon the scene, and he saw by her eyes that she was +very angry because Lycidas had been drowned while bathing; but Austin +assured her that it was Lubin who was drowned, and that it really was +of no consequence, because Lubin was only a squirrel after all. At +this point things got extremely mixed, and the sound of voices broke +in upon his slumbers. He opened his eyes, and saw Aunt Charlotte +herself in the act of walking away with a toss of her head that +betokened a ruffled temper. + +Austin's interest was immediately aroused. "Lubin!" he called softly, +motioning the lad to come nearer. "What was she rowing you about? Was +she blowing you up about this morning?" + +"Well," confessed Lubin with a broad smile, "she didn't seem +over-pleased. Said you might have lost your life, going out o' your +depth with only one leg to stand on, and that if you'd been drownded I +should have had to answer for it before a judge and jury." + +"What a wicked, abandoned old woman!" cried Austin. "Only one leg to +stand on, indeed!--she hasn't a single leg to stand on when she says +such things. She ought to have gone down on her knees and thanked you +for taking such care of me. But I shall never make anything of her, +I'm afraid. The more I try to educate her the worse she gets." + +"I shouldn't wonder," replied Lubin sagely. "The old hen feels herself +badly off when the egg teaches her to cackle. That's human nature, +that is. And then she was riled because she was afraid I shouldn't +have time to get the garden-things in order by to-morrow, when it +seems there's some sort o' company expected. I told her 'twould be all +right." + +"Oh, those brutes! Of course, they're coming to-morrow. I'd nearly +forgotten all about it. It's just like Aunt Charlotte to be so fond of +all those hideous people. You hate the MacTavishes, don't you, Lubin? +_Do_ hate the MacTavishes! Fancy--nine of them, no less, counting the +old ones, and all of them coming together. What a family! I despise +people who breed like rabbits, as though they thought they were so +superlative that the rest of the world could never have enough of +them." + +"Ay, fools grow without watering," assented Lubin. "Can't say I ever +took to 'em myself--though it's not my place to say so. The young +gents make a bit too free with one, and when they opens their mouths +no one else may so much as sneeze. Think they know everything, they +do. There's a saying as I've heard, that asses sing badly 'cause they +pitch their voices too high. Maybe it's the same wi' them." + +"Well, I hope Aunt Charlotte will enjoy their conversation," said +Austin comfortably. "I say, Lubin, do you know anything about a Mr St +Aubyn, who lives not far from here?" + +"What, him at the Court?" replied Lubin. "I don't know him myself, but +they say as _he's_ a gentleman, and no mistake. Keeps himself to +himself, he does, and has always got a civil word for everybody. Fine +old place, too, that of his." + +"Have you ever been inside?" asked Austin. + +"Lor' no, Sir," answered Lubin. "Don't know as I'm over anxious to, +either. The garden's a sight, it's true--but it seems there's +something queer about the house. Can't make out what it can be, unless +the drains are a bit out of order. But it ain't that neither. Sort o' +frightening--so folks say. But lor', some folks'll say anything. I +never knew anybody as ever _saw_ anything there. It's only some old +woman's yarn, I reckon." + +"Oh, is it haunted? Are there any ghosts?" cried Austin, in great +excitement. "I'd give anything in this world to see a ghost!" + +"I don't know as I'd care to sleep in a haunted house myself," said +Lubin, beginning to sweep the lawn. "Some folks don't mind that sort +o' thing, I s'pose; must have got accustomed to it somehow. Then +there's those as is born ghost-seers, and others as couldn't see one, +not if it was to walk arm-in-arm with 'em to church. Let's hope Mr St +Aubyn's one o' that sort, seeing as he's got to live there. It's poor +work being a baker if your head's made of butter, I've heard say." + +"Then it _is_ haunted!" exclaimed Austin. "What a bit of luck. You +see, Lubin, I know Mr St Aubyn just a little, and soon I'm going to +lunch with him. How I shall be on the look-out! I wonder how it feels +to see a ghost. You've never seen one, have you?" + +"Oh no, Sir," replied Lubin, shaking his head. "I doubt I'm not put +together that way. A blind man may shoot a crow by mistake, but he +ain't no judge o' colours. Though ghosts are mostly white, they say. +Well, it may be different with you, and when you go to lunch at the +Court, I'm sure I hope you'll see all the ghosts on the premises if +you've a fancy for that kind of wild fowl. Let ghosts leave me alone +and I'll leave them alone--that's all I've got to say. I never had no +hankering after gentry as go flopping around without their bodies. +'Tain't commonly decent, to my thinking. Don't hold with such goings +on myself." + +"Oh, but you must make allowances for their circumstances," answered +Austin. "If they've got no bodies of course they can't put them on, +you know. Besides, there are ghosts and ghosts. Some are mischievous, +and some are very, very unhappy, and others come to do us good and +help us to find wills, and treasures, and all sorts of pleasant +things. I'd love to talk with one, and have it out with him. What +wonderful things one might learn!" + +"Ay, there's more in the world than what's taught in the catechism," +said Lubin. "Let's hope you'll have picked up a few crumbs when you've +been to lunch at the Court. Every little helps, as the sow said when +she swallowed the gnat. I confess I'm not curious myself." + +"Well, I'm awfully curious," replied Austin, as he began to get up. +"But now I must stir about a bit. You know my wooden leg gets horribly +lazy sometimes, and I've got to exercise it every now and then for its +own good. I know Aunt Charlotte wants me to go into the town with her +to buy provender for this bun-trouble of hers to-morrow. It's very +curious what different ideas of pleasure different people have." + +"He's a rare sort o' boy, the young master," soliloquised Lubin as +Austin went pegging along towards the house. "Game for no end of +mischief when the fit takes him, for all he's only got one leg. One'd +think he was half daft to hear him talk sometimes, too. Seems like as +if it galled him a bit to rub along with the old auntie, and I +shouldn't wonder if the old auntie herself felt about as snug as a +bell-wether tied to a frisky colt. However, I s'pose the A'mighty +knows what He's about, and it's always the old cow's notion as she +never was a calf herself." + +With which philosophical reflection Lubin slipped on his green +corduroy jacket, shouldered his broom, and trudged cheerfully home +to tea. + + + + +Chapter the Fourth + + +The next day the great heat had moderated, and the sky was covered +with a thin pearly veil of gossamer greyness which afforded a +delightful relief after the glare of the past week. A smart shower had +fallen during the night, and the parched earth, refreshed after its +bath, appeared more fragrant and more beautiful than ever. Aunt +Charlotte busied herself all the morning with various household +diversions, while Austin, swaying lazily to and fro in a hammock under +an old apple tree, read 'Sir Gawaine and the Green Knight.' At last he +looked at his watch, and found that it was about time to go and dress. + +"Well, you _have_ made yourself smart," commented Aunt Charlotte +complacently, as Austin, sprucely attired in a pale flannel suit, with +a lilac tie and a dark-red rose in his button-hole, came into the +morning-room to say good-bye. "But why need you have dressed so early? +Our friends aren't coming till three o'clock at the very earliest, +and it's not much more than twelve--at least, so says my watch. You +needn't have changed till after lunch, at any rate." + +"My dear auntie, have you forgotten?" asked Austin, in innocent +surprise. "To-day's Thursday, and I'm engaged to lunch and spend the +afternoon with Mr St Aubyn. You know I told you all about it the very +day he asked me." + +"Mr St Aubyn?--I don't understand," said Aunt Charlotte, with a +bewildered air. "I have a recollection of your telling me a few days +ago that you were lunching out some day or other, but----" + +"On Thursday, you know, I said." + +"Did you? Well, but--but our friends are coming _here_ to-day! You +must have been dreaming, Austin," cried Aunt Charlotte, sitting bolt +upright. "How can you have made such a blunder? Of course you can't +possibly go!" + +"Do you really propose, auntie, that I should break my engagement with +Mr St Aubyn for the sake of entertaining people like the MacTavishes +and the Cobbledicks?" replied Austin, quite unmoved. + +"But why did you fix on the same day?" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte +desperately. "I cannot understand it. I left the date to you, you know +I did--I told you I didn't care what day it was, and said you might +choose whichever suited yourself best. What on earth induced you to +pitch on the very day when you were invited out?" + +"For the very reason you yourself assign--that you let me choose any +day that suited me best. For the very reason that I _was_ invited out. +You see, my dear auntie----" + +"Oh, you false, cunning boy!" cried Aunt Charlotte, who now saw how +she had been trapped. "So you let me agree to the 24th, and took care +not to tell me that the 24th was Thursday because you knew quite well +I should never have consented if you had. What abominable deception! +But you shall suffer for it, Austin. Of course you'll remain at home +now, if only as a punishment for your deceit. I shouldn't dream of +letting you go, after such disgraceful conduct. To think you could +have tricked me so!" + +"My dear auntie, of course I shall go," said Austin, drawing on his +gloves. "Why you should wish me to stay, I cannot imagine. What on +earth makes you so insistent that I should meet these friends of +yours?" + +"It's for your own good, you ungrateful little creature," replied Aunt +Charlotte, quivering. "You know what I've always said. You require +more companionship of your own age, you want to mix with other young +people instead of wasting and dreaming your time away as you do, and +it was for your sake, for your sake only, that I asked our +friends----" + +"Oh, no, auntie, it wasn't. You told me so yourself," Austin reminded +her. "You told me distinctly that it was for your own pleasure and not +for mine that you were going to invite them. So that argument won't +do. And you were perfectly right. If you find intellectual joy in the +society of Mrs Cobbledick and Shock-headed Peter----" + +"Shock-headed Peter? Who in the name of fortune is that?" interrupted +Aunt Charlotte, amazed. + +"One of the MacTavish enchantresses--Florrie, I think, or perhaps +Aggie. How am I to know? Everybody calls her Shock-headed Peter. But +as I was saying, if you find happiness in the society of such people, +invite them by all means. I only ask you not to cram them down my +throat. I wouldn't mind the others so much, but the MacTavishes I +_bar_. I will not have them forced upon me. I detest them, and I've +no doubt they despise me. We simply bore each other out of our lives. +There! Let that suffice. I'm very fond of _you_, auntie, and I don't +want anyone else. Do you perfectly understand?" + +"I shall evidently never understand _you_, Austin," replied Aunt +Charlotte. "You have treated me shockingly, shockingly. And now you +leave me in the most heartless way with all these people on my +hands----" + +"Then why did you insist on inviting them?" put in Austin. "I +entreated you not to. I'd have gone down on my knees to you, only +unfortunately I've only one. And when I entreated you for the last +time, you said you wouldn't listen to another word. I saw that further +appeal was useless, so I was compelled by you yourself to play for my +own safety. So now good-bye, dear auntie. It's time I was off. Cheer +up--you'll all enjoy yourselves much more without an awkward +unsympathetic creature like me among you, see if you don't. And you +can make any excuse for me you like," he added with a smile as he left +the room. Aunt Charlotte remained transfixed. + +"I suppose he must go his own gait," she muttered, as she picked up +her knitting again. "There's no use in trying to force him this way +or that; if he doesn't want to do a thing he won't do it. Of course +what he says is true enough--I did let him choose the date, and I did +ask these people because I thought it would be good for him, and I did +insist on doing so when he begged me not to. Well, I'm hoist with my +own petard this time, though I wouldn't confess as much to him if my +life depended on it. But the trickery of the little wretch! It's that +I can't get over." + +Meanwhile Austin meditated on the little episode on his side, as he +made his way along the road. "I daresay dear old auntie was a bit put +out," he thought, "but she brought it all upon herself. She doesn't +see that everybody must live his own life, that it's a duty one owes +to oneself to realise one's own individuality. Now it's _bad_ for me +to associate with people I detest--bad for my soul's development; just +as bad as it is for anyone's body to eat food that doesn't agree with +him. Those MacTavishes poison my soul just as arsenic poisons the +body, and I won't have my soul poisoned if I can help it. It's very +sad to see how blind she is to the art and philosophy of life. But +she'll have to learn it, and the sooner she begins the better." + +Here he left the high road, and turned into a long, narrow lane +enclosed between high banks, which led into a pleasant meadow by the +river side. This shortened the way considerably, and when he reached +the stile at the further end of the meadow he found himself only some +ten minutes' walk from the park gates. Then a subdued excitement fell +upon him. He was going to see the beautiful picture-gallery and the +great collection of engravings, and the gardens with conservatories +full of lovely orchids. He was going to hold delightful converse with +the cultured and agreeable man to whom all these things belonged. +And--well, he might possibly even see a ghost! But now, in the genial +daylight, with the prospect of luncheon immediately before him, the +idea of ghosts seemed rather to retire into the background. Ghosts did +not appear so attractive as they had done yesterday afternoon, when he +had talked about them with Lubin. However--here he was. + +Mr St Aubyn, tall and middle-aged, with a refined face set in a short, +pointed beard, received him with exquisite cordiality. How seldom does +a man realise the positive idolatry he can inspire by treating a +well-bred youth on equal terms, instead of assuming airs of patronage +and condescension! The boy accepts such an attitude as natural, +perhaps, but he resents it nevertheless, and never gives the man his +confidence. The perfect manners of St Aubyn won Austin's heart at +once, and he responded with a modest ardour that touched and gratified +his host. The Court, too, exceeded his expectations. It was a grand +old mansion dating from the reign of Elizabeth, with mullioned +casements, and carved doorways, and cool, dim rooms oak-panelled, and +broad fireplaces; and around it lay a shining garden enclosed by old +monastic walls of red brick, with shaped beds of carnations glowing +redly in the sunlight, and, beyond the straight lines of lawn, a +wilderness of nut-trees, with a pool of yellow water-lilies, where +wild hyacinths and pale jonquils rioted when it was spring. On one +side of the garden, at right angles to the house, the wall shelved +into a great grass terrace, and here stood a sort of wing, flanked by +two glorious old towers, crumbling and ivy-draped, forming entrances +to a vast room, tapestried, which had been a banqueting hall in the +picturesque Tudor days. Meanwhile, Austin was ushered by his host into +the library--a moderate-sized apartment, lined with countless books +and adorned with etchings of great choiceness; whence, after a few +minutes' chat on indifferent subjects, they adjourned to the +dining-room, where a luncheon, equally choice and good, awaited them. + +At first they played a little at cross-purposes. St Aubyn, with the tact +of an accomplished man entertaining a clever youth, tried to draw Austin +out; while Austin, modest in the presence of one whom he recognised as +infinitely his superior in everything he most valued, was far more +anxious to hear St Aubyn talk than to talk himself. The result was that +Austin won, and St Aubyn soon launched forth delightfully upon art, and +books, and travel. He had been a great traveller in his day, and the boy +listened with enraptured ears to his description of the magnificent +gardens in the vicinity of Rome--the Lante, the Torlonia, the +Aldobrandini, the Falconieri, and the Muti--architectural wonders that +Austin had often read of, but of course had never seen; and then he +talked of Viterbo and its fountains, Vicenza the city of Palladian +palaces, every house a gem, and Sicily, with its hidden wonders, hidden +from the track of tourists because far in the depths of the interior. He +had travelled in Burma too, and inflamed the boy's imagination by +telling him of the gorgeous temples of Rangoon and Mandalay; he had +been--like everybody else--to Japan; and he had lived for six weeks up +country in China, in a secluded Buddhist monastery perched on the edge +of a precipice, like an eagle's nest, where his only associates were +bonzes in yellow robes, and the stillness was only broken by the +deep-toned temple bell, booming for vespers. Then, somehow, his thoughts +turned back to Europe, and he began a disquisition upon the great old +masters--Tintoretto, Rembrandt, Velasquez, Tiziano, and Peter Paul--with +whose immortal works he seemed as familiar as he subsequently showed +himself with the pictures in his own house. He described the Memlings at +Bruges, the Botticellis at Florence and the Velasquezes in +Spain--averring in humorous exaggeration that beside a Velasquez most +other paintings were little better than chromolithographs. Austin put in +a word now and then, asked a question or two as occasion served, and so +suggested fresh and still more fascinating reminiscences; but he had no +desire whatever to interrupt the illuminating stream of words by airing +any opinions of his own. It was not until the meal was drawing to a +close that the conversation took a more personal turn, and Austin was +induced to say something about himself, his tastes, and his +surroundings. Then St Aubyn began deftly and diplomatically to elicit +something in the way of self-disclosure; and before long he was able to +see exactly how things stood--the boy of ideals, of visionary and +artistic tastes, of crude fresh theories and a queer philosophy of life, +full of a passion for Nature and a contempt for facts, on one hand; and +the excellent, commonplace, uncomprehending aunt, with her philistine +friends and blundering notions as to what was good for him, upon the +other. It was an amusing situation, and psychologically very +interesting. St Aubyn listened attentively with a sympathetic smile as +Austin stated his case. + +"I see, I see," he said nodding. "You feel it imperative to lead your +own life and try to live up to your own ideals. That is good--quite +good. And you are not in sympathy with your aunt's friends. Nothing +more natural. Of course it is important to be sure that your ideals +are the highest possible. Do you think they are?" + +"They seem so. They are the highest possible for _me_," replied Austin +earnestly. + +"That implies a limitation," observed St Aubyn, emitting a stream of +blue smoke from his lips. "Well, we all have our limitations. You +appear to have a very strong sense that every man should realise his +own individuality to the full; that that is his first duty to +himself. Tell me then--does it never occur to you that we may also +have duties to others?" + +"Why, yes--certainly," said Austin. "I only mean that we have _no +right_ to sacrifice our own individualities to other people's ideas. +For instance, my aunt, who has always been the best of friends to me, +is for ever worrying me to associate with people who rasp every nerve +in my body, because she thinks that it would do me good. Then I rebel. +I simply will not do it." + +"What friends have you?" asked St Aubyn quietly. + +"I don't think I have any," said Austin, with great simplicity. +"Except Lubin. My best companionship I find in books." + +"The best in the world--so long as the books are good," replied St +Aubyn. "But who is Lubin?" + +"He's a gardener," said Austin. "About two years older than I am. But +he's a gentleman, you understand. And if you could only see the sort +of people my poor aunt tries to force upon me!" + +"I think you may add me to Lubin--as your friend," observed St Aubyn; +at which Austin flushed with pleasure. "But now, one other word. You +say you want to realise your highest self. Well, the way to do it is +not to live for yourself alone; it is to live for others. To save +oneself one must first lose oneself--forget oneself, when occasion +arises--for the sake of other people. It is only by self-sacrifice for +the sake of others that the supreme heights are to be attained." + +For the first time Austin's face fell. He tossed his long hair off his +forehead, and toyed silently with his cigarette. + +"Is that a hard saying?" resumed St Aubyn, smiling. "It has high +authority, however. Think it over at your leisure. Have you finished? +Come, then, and let me show you the pictures. We have the whole +afternoon before us." + +They explored the fine old house well-nigh from roof to basement, +while St Aubyn recounted all the associations connected with the +different rooms. Then they went into the picture-gallery. Austin, +breathless with interest, hung upon St Aubyn's lips as he pointed out +the peculiarities of each great master represented, and explained how, +for instance, by a fold of the drapery or the crook of a finger, the +characteristic mannerisms of the painter could be detected, and the +school to which a given work belonged could approximately be +determined; drew attention to the unifying and grouping of the +different features of a composition; spoke learnedly of textures, +qualities, and tactile values; and laid stress on the importance of +colour, light, atmosphere, and the sense of motion, as contrasted with +the undue preponderance too often attached by critics to mere outline. +All this was new to Austin, who had really never seen any good +pictures before, and his enthusiasm grew with what it fed on. St Aubyn +was an admirable cicerone; he loved his pictures, and he knew +them--knew everything that could be known about them--and, inspired by +the intelligent appreciation of his guest, spared no pains to do them +justice. A good half-hour was then spent over the engravings, which +were kept in a quaint old room by themselves; and afterwards they +adjourned to the garden. St Aubyn's conservatories were famous, and +his orchids of great variety and beauty. Austin seemed transported +into a world where everything was so arranged as to gratify his +craving for harmony and fitness, and he moved almost silently beside +his host in a dream of satisfaction and delight. + +"By the way, there's still one room you haven't seen," remarked St +Aubyn, as they were strolling at their leisure through the grounds. +"We call it the Banqueting Hall--in that wing between the two old +towers. Queen Elizabeth was entertained there once, and it contains +some rather beautiful tapestries. I should like to have them moved +into the main building, only there's really no place where they'd fit, +and perhaps it's better they should remain where they were originally +intended for. Are you fond of tapestry?" + +"I've never seen any," said Austin, "but of course I've read about +it--Gobelin, Bayeux, and so on. I should love to see what it looks +like in reality." + +"Come, then," said St Aubyn, crossing the lawn. "I have the key in my +pocket." + +He flung open the door. Austin found himself in the vast apartment, +groined and vaulted, measuring about a hundred and twenty feet by +fifty, and lighted by exquisite pointed windows enriched with +coats-of-arms and other heraldic devices in jewel-like stained glass. +The walls were completely hidden by tapestries of rare beauty, woven +into the semblance of gardens, palaces, arcades and bowers of clipped +hedges and pleached trees with slender fountains set meetly in green +shade; while some again were crowded with swaying Gothic figures of +saints and kings and warriors and angels, all far too beautiful, +thought Austin, to have ever lived. Yet surely there must be some +prototypes of all these wonderful conceptions somewhere. There must be +a world--if we could only find it--where loveliness that we only know +as pictured exists in actual reality. What a dream-like hall it was, +on that still summer afternoon. Yet there was something uncanny about +it too. St Aubyn had stepped out of sight, and Austin left by himself +began to experience a very extraordinary sensation. He felt that he +was not alone. The immense chamber seemed _full of presences_. He +could see nothing, but he felt them all about him. The place was +thickly populated, but the population was invisible. Everything looked +as empty as it had looked when the door was first thrown open, and yet +it was really full of ghostly palpitating life, crowded with the +spirits of bygone men and women who had held stately revels there +three hundred years before. He was not frightened, but a sense of awe +crept over him, rooting him to the spot and imparting a rapt +expression to his face. Did he hear anything? Wasn't there a faint +rustling sound somewhere in the air behind him? No. It must have been +his fancy. Everything was as silent as the grave. + +He turned and saw St Aubyn close beside him. "The place is haunted!" +he exclaimed in a husky voice. + +"What makes you think so?" asked St Aubyn, without any intonation of +surprise. + +"I feel it," he replied. + +"Come out," said the other abruptly. "It's curious you should say +that. Other people seem to have felt the same. I'm not so sensitive +myself. You're looking pale. Let's go into the library and have a cup +of tea." + +The hot stimulant revived him, and he was soon talking at his ease +again. But the curious impression remained. It seemed to him as if he +had had an experience whose effects would not be easily shaken off. He +had seen no ghosts, but he had felt them, and that was quite enough. +The sensation he had undergone was unmistakable; the hall was full of +ghosts, and he had been conscious of their presence. This, then, was +apparently what Lubin had alluded to. Oh, it was all real +enough--there was no room left for any doubt whatever. + +It was a quarter to five when he took leave of his entertainer, +responding warmly to an injunction to look in again whenever he felt +disposed. He walked very thoughtfully homewards, revolving many +questions in his busy brain. How much he had seen and learnt since he +left home that morning! Worlds of beauty, of art, of intellect had +dawned upon his consciousness; a world of mystery too. Even now, +tramping along the road, he felt a different being. Even now he +imagined the presence of unseen entities--walking by his side, it +might be, but anyhow close to him. Was it so? Could it be that he +really was surrounded by intelligences that eluded his physical senses +and yet in some mysterious fashion made their existence _known_? + +At last he arrived at the stile leading into the meadow, and prepared +to clamber over. Then he hesitated. Why? He could not tell. A queer, +invincible repugnance to cross that stile suddenly came over him. The +meadow looked fresh and green, and the road--hot, dusty, and +white--was certainly not alluring; besides, he longed to saunter along +the grass by the river and think over his experiences. But something +prevented him. With a sense of irritation he took a few steps along +the road; then the thought of the cool field reasserted itself, and +with a determined effort he retraced his steps and threw one leg over +the top bar of the stile. It was no use. Gently, but unmistakably, +something pushed him back. He _could_ not cross. He wanted to, and he +was in full possession of both his physical and mental faculties, but +he simply could not do it. + +In great perplexity, not unmixed with some natural sense of umbrage, +Austin set off again along the ugly road. The sun had come out once +more, and it was very hot. What could be the matter with him? Why had +he been so silly as to take the highway, with its horrid dust and +glare, when the field and the lane would have been so much more +pleasant? He felt puzzled and annoyed. How Mr St Aubyn would have +laughed at him could he but have known. This long tramp along the +disagreeable road was the only jarring incident that had befallen him +that day. Well, it would soon be over. And what a day it had been, +after all. How marvellous the pictures were, and the gardens; what an +acquisition to his life was the friendship--not only the +acquaintanceship--of St Aubyn; and then the tapestries, the great +mysterious hall, and the strange revelations that had come upon him in +the hall itself! At last his thoughts reverted, half in +self-reproach, to Aunt Charlotte. How had she fared, meanwhile? Had +she enjoyed her Cobbledicks and her MacTavishes as much as he had +enjoyed his experiences at the Court? + +For all his theories about living his own life and developing his own +individuality, Austin was not a selfish boy. Egoistic he might be, but +selfish he was not. His impulses were always generous and kindly, and +he was full of thought for others. He was for ever contriving delicate +little gifts for those in want, planning pleasant little surprises for +people whom he loved. And now he hoped most ardently that dear Aunt +Charlotte had not been very dull, and for the moment felt quite kindly +towards the Cobbledicks and the MacTavishes as he reflected that, no +doubt, they had helped to make his auntie happy on that afternoon. + +At last he came to the entrance of the lane through which he had +passed in the morning. At that moment a crowd of men and boys, most of +them armed with heavy sticks and all looking terribly excited, rushed +past him, and precipitated themselves into the narrow opening. He +asked one of them what was the matter, but the man took no notice and +ran panting after the others. So Austin pursued his way, and in a few +minutes arrived at the garden gate, where to his great surprise he +found Aunt Charlotte waiting for him--the picture of anxiety and +terror. + +"Well, auntie!--why, what's the matter?" he exclaimed, as Aunt +Charlotte with a cry of relief threw herself into his arms. + +"Oh, my dear boy!" she uttered in trembling agitation. "How thankful I +am to see you! Which way did you come back?" + +"Which way? Along the road," said Austin, much astonished. "Why?" + +"Thank God!" ejaculated Aunt Charlotte. "Then you're really safe. I've +been out of my mind with fear. A most dreadful thing has happened. Let +us sit down a minute till I get my breath, and I'll tell you all about +it." + +Austin led her to a garden seat which stood near, and sat down beside +her. "Well, what is it all about?" he asked. + +"My dear, it was like this," began Aunt Charlotte, as she gradually +recovered her composure. "Our friends were just going away--oh, I +forgot to tell you that of course they came; we had a most delightful +time, and dear Lottie--no, Lizzie--I always do forget which is +which--I can't remember, but it doesn't matter--was the life and soul +of the party; however, as I was saying, they were just going away, and +I was there at the gate seeing them off, when the butcher's boy came +running up and warned them on no account to venture into the road, as +Hunt's dog--that's the butcher, you know--I mean Hunt is--had gone +raving mad, and was loose upon the streets. Of course we were all most +horribly alarmed, and wanted to know whether anybody had been bitten; +but the boy was off like a shot, and two minutes afterwards the +wretched dog itself came tearing past, as mad as a dog could be, its +jaws a mass of foam, and snapping right and left. As soon as ever it +was safe our friends took the opportunity of escaping--of course in +the opposite direction; and then a crowd of villagers came along in +pursuit, but not knowing which turning to take till some man or other +told them that the dog had gone up the lane. Then imagine my terror! +For I felt perfectly convinced that you'd be coming home that way, as +the road was hot and dusty, and I know how fond you are of lanes and +fields. Oh, my dear, I can't get over it even now. How was it you +chose the road?" + +For a moment Austin did not speak. Then he said very slowly: + +"I don't know how to tell you. Of course I _could_ tell you easily +enough, but I don't think you'd understand. Auntie, I intended to come +home by the lane. Twice or three times I tried to cross the stile into +the meadows, and each time I was prevented. Something stopped me. +Something pushed me back. Naturally I wanted to come by the +meadow--the road was horrid--and I wanted to stroll along on the grass +and enjoy myself by the river. But there it was--I couldn't do it. So +I gave up trying, and came by the road after all." + +"What _do_ you mean, Austin?" asked Aunt Charlotte. "I never heard +such a thing in my life. What was it that pushed you back?" + +"I don't know," replied the boy deliberately. "I only know that +something did. And as the lane is very narrow, and enclosed by +excessively steep banks, the chances are that I should have met the +dog in it, and that the dog would have bitten me and given me +hydrophobia. And now you know as much as I do myself." + +"I can't tell what to think, I'm sure," said Aunt Charlotte. "Anyhow, +it's most providential that you escaped, but as for your being +prevented, as you say--as for anything pushing you back--why, my dear, +of course that was only your fancy. What else could it have been? I'm +far too practical to believe in presentiments, and warnings, and +nonsense of that sort. I'd as soon believe in table-rapping. No, my +dear; I thank God you've come back safe and sound, but don't go +hinting at anything supernatural, because I simply don't believe in +it." + +"Then why do you thank God?" asked Austin, "Isn't He supernatural? +Why, He's the only really supernatural Being possible, it seems to +me." + +That was a poser. Aunt Charlotte, having recovered her equanimity, +began to feel argumentative. It was incumbent on her to prove that she +was not inconsistent in attributing Austin's preservation to the +intervention of God, while disclaiming any belief in what she called +the supernatural. And for the moment she did not know how to do it. + +"By the supernatural, Austin," she said at last, in a very oracular +tone, "I mean superstition. And I call that story of yours a piece of +superstition and nothing else." + +"Auntie, you do talk the most delightful nonsense of any elderly lady +of my acquaintance," cried Austin, as he laughingly patted her on the +back. "It's no use arguing with you, because you never can see that +two and two make four. It's very sad, isn't it? However, the thing to +be thankful for is that I've got back safe and sound, and that we've +both had a delightful afternoon. And now tell me all your adventures. +I'm dying to hear about the vicar, and the Cobbledicks, and the +ingenious Jock and Sandy. Did all your friends turn up?" + +"Indeed they did, and a most charming time we had," replied Aunt +Charlotte briskly. "Of course they were astonished to find that you +weren't here to welcome them, and I was obliged to say how unfortunate +it was, but a most stupid mistake had arisen, and that you were +dreadfully sorry, and all the rest of it. Ah, you don't know what you +missed, Austin. The boys were full of fun as usual, and dear +Lizzie--or was it Florrie? well, it doesn't matter--said she was sure +you'd gone to the Court in preference because you were expecting to +meet a lot of girls there who were much prettier than she was. Of +course she was joking, but----" + +"The vulgar, disgusting brute!" cried Austin, in sudden anger. "And +these are the creatures you torment me to associate with. Well----" + +"Austin, you've no right to call a young lady a brute; it's abominably +rude of you," said Aunt Charlotte severely. "There was nothing vulgar +in what she said; it was just a playful sally, such as any sprightly +girl might indulge in. I assured her you were going to meet nobody but +Mr St Aubyn himself, and then she said it was a shame that you should +have been inveigled away to be bored by----" + +"I don't want to hear what the woman said," interrupted Austin, with a +gesture of contempt. "Such people have no right to exist. They're not +worthy for a man like St Aubyn to tread upon. It's a pity you know +nothing of him yourself, auntie. You wouldn't appreciate your Lotties +and your Florries quite so much as you do now, if you did." + +"Then you enjoyed yourself?" returned Aunt Charlotte, waiving the +point. "Oh, I've no doubt he's an agreeable person in his way. And the +gardens are quite pretty, I'm told. Hasn't he got a few rather nice +pictures in his rooms? I'm very fond of pictures myself. Well, now, +tell me all about it. How did you amuse yourself all the afternoon, +and what did you talk to him about?" + +But before Austin could frame a fitting answer the butcher's boy +looked over the gate to tell them that the rabid dog had been found in +the lane and killed. + + + + +Chapter the Fifth + + +It will readily be understood that Austin was in no hurry to confide +anything about his experiences in the Banqueting Hall to his Aunt +Charlotte. The way in which she had received his straightforward, +simple account of the curious impressions which had determined his +choice of a route in coming home was enough, and more than enough, to +seal his tongue. He was sensitive in the extreme, and any lack of +sympathy or comprehension made him retire immediately into his shell. +His aunt's demeanour imparted an air of reserve even to the +description he gave her of the attractions of Moorcombe Court. Perhaps +the good lady was a trifle sore at never having been invited there +herself. One never knows. At any rate, her attitude was chilling. So +as regarded the incident in the Banqueting Hall he preserved entire +silence. Her scepticism was too complacent to be attacked. + +He was aroused next morning by the sweetest of country sounds--the +sound of a scythe upon the lawn. Then there came the distant call of +the street flower-seller, "All a-growing, all a-blowing," which he +remembered as long as he could remember anything. The world was waking +up, but it was yet early--not more than half-past six at the very +latest. So he lay quietly and contentedly in his white bed, lazily +wondering how it would feel in the Banqueting Hall at that early hour, +and what it would be like there in the dead of night, and how soon it +would be proper for him to go and leave a card on Mr St Aubyn, and +what Lubin would think of it all, and how it was he had never before +noticed that great crack in the ceiling just above his head. At last +he slipped carefully out of bed without waiting for Martha to bring +him his hot water, and hopped as best he could to the open window and +looked out. There was Lubin, mowing vigorously away, and the air was +full of sweet garden scents and the early twittering of birds. He +could not go back to bed after that, but proceeded forthwith to dress. + +After a hurried toilet, he bumped his way downstairs; intercepted the +dairyman, from whom he extorted a great draught of milk, and then +went into the garden. How sweet it was, that breath of morning air! +Lubin had just finished mowing the lawn, and the perfume of the cool +grass, damp with the night's dew, seemed to pervade the world. No one +else was stirring; there was nothing to jar his nerves; everything was +harmonious, fresh, beautiful, and young. And the harmony of it all +consisted in this, that Austin was fresh, and beautiful, and young +himself. + +"Well, and how did ye fare at the Court?" asked Lubin, as Austin +joined him. "Was it as fine a place as you reckoned it would be?" + +"Oh, Lubin, it was lovely!" cried Austin, enthusiastically. "I do wish +you could see it. And the garden! Of course this one's lovely too, and +I love it, but the garden at the Court is simply divine. It's on a +great scale, you know, and there are huge orchid-houses, and flaming +carnations, and stained tulips, and gilded lilies, and a wonderful +grass terrace, and--" + +"Ay, ay, I've heard tell of all that," interrupted Lubin. "But how +about the ghosts? Did you see any o' them, as you was so anxious +about?" + +"No--I didn't see any; but they're there all the same," returned +Austin. "I felt them, you know. But only in one place; that great +room, they say, was a Banqueting Hall once upon a time. You know, +Lubin, I'm going back there before long. Mr St Aubyn asked me to come +again, and I intend to go into that room again to see if I feel +anything more. It was the very queerest thing! I never felt so strange +in my life. The place seemed actually full of them. I could feel them +all round me, though I couldn't see a thing. And the strangest part of +it is that I've never felt quite the same since." + +"How d'ye mean?" asked Lubin, looking up. + +"I don't know--but I fancy I may still be surrounded by them in some +sort of way," replied Austin. "It's possibly nothing but imagination +after all. However, we shall see. Now this morning I want to go a long +ramp into the country--as far as the Beacon, if I can. It's going to +be a splendid day, I'm sure." + +"I'm not," said Lubin. "The old goose was dancing for rain on the +green last night, and that's a sure sign of a change." + +"Dancing for rain! What old goose?" asked Austin, astonished. + +"The geese always dance when they want rain," replied Lubin, "and what +the goose asks for God sends. Did you never hear that before? It's a +sure fact, that is. It'll rain within four-and-twenty hours, you mark +my words." + +"I hope it won't," said Austin. "And so your mother keeps geese?" + +"Ay, that she does, and breeds 'em, and fattens 'em up against +Michaelmas. And we've a fine noise o' ducks on the pond, too. They +pays their way too, I reckon." + +"A noise o' ducks? What, do they quack so loud?" + +"Lor' bless you, Master Austin, where was you brought up? Everybody +hereabouts know what a noise o' ducks is. Same as a flock o' geese, +only one quacks and the other cackles. Well, now I'm off home, for its +peckish work mowing on an empty belly, and the mother'll be looking +out for me. Geese for me, ghosts for you, and in the end we'll see +which pans out the best." + +So Lubin trudged away to his breakfast and left Austin to his +reflections. The predicted rain held off in spite of the terpsichorean +importunity of Lubin's geese, and Austin passed a lovely morning on +the moors; but next day it came down with a vengeance, and for six +hours there was a regular deluge. However, Austin didn't mind. When it +was fine he spent his days in the fields and woods; if it rained, he +sat at a window where he could watch the grey mists, and the driving +clouds, and the straight arrows of water falling wonderfully through +the air. His books, too, were a resource that never failed, and if he +was unable personally to participate in beautiful scenes, he could +always read about them, which was the next best thing after all. + +The weather continued unsettled for some days, and then it cleared up +gloriously, so that Austin was able to lead what he called his Daphnis +life once more. The rains had had rather a depressing effect upon his +general health, and once or twice he had fancied that something was +troubling him in his stump; but with the return of the sun all such +symptoms disappeared as though by magic, and he felt younger and +lighter than ever as he stepped forth again into the glittering air. +More than a week had elapsed since his day at the Court, and he began +to think that now he really might venture to go and call. So off he +set one sunny afternoon, and with rather a beating heart presented +himself at the park gates. + +Here, however, a disappointment awaited him. The lodge-keeper shook +his head, and announced that Mr St Aubyn was away and wouldn't be back +till night. Austin could do nothing but leave a card, and hope that he +might be lucky enough to meet him by accident before long. + +So he turned back and made for the meadow by the river side, feeling +sure that he would be safe from rabid dogs that time at any rate. And +certainly no mysterious influences intervened to prevent him sitting +on the stile for a rest, and indulging in pleasant thoughts. Then he +pulled out his pocket-volume of the beloved Eclogues, and read the +musical contest between Menalcas and Damętas with great enjoyment. +Why, he wondered, were there no delightful shepherd-boys now-a-days, +who spent their time in lying under trees and singing one against the +other? Lubin was much nicer than most country lads, but even Lubin was +not equal to improvising songs about Phyllis, and Delia, and the +Muses. Then he looked up, and saw a stranger approaching him across +the field. + +He was a big, stoutish man, with a fat face, a frock-coat tightly +buttoned up, a large umbrella, and a rather shabby hat of the shape +called chimney-pot. A somewhat incongruous object, amid that rural +scene, and not a very prepossessing one; but apparently a gentleman, +though scarcely of the stamp of St Aubyn. At last he came quite near, +and Austin moved as though to let him pass. + +"Don't trouble yourself, young gentleman," said the newcomer, in a +good-humoured, offhand way. "Can you tell me whether I'm anywhere near +a place called Moorcombe Court?" + +"Yes--it's not far off," replied Austin, immediately interested. "I've +just come from there myself." + +"Really, now!" was the gentleman's rejoinder. "And how's me friend St +Aubyn?" + +So he was Mr St Aubyn's friend--or claimed to be. "I really +suspected," said Austin to himself, "that he must be a bailiff." From +which it may be inferred that the youth's acquaintance with bailiffs +was somewhat limited. Then he said, aloud: + +"I believe he's quite well, thank you, but I'm afraid you'll not be +able to see him. He's gone out somewhere for the day." + +"Dear me, now, that's a pity!" exclaimed the stranger, taking off his +hat and wiping his hot, bald head. "Dear old Roger--it's years since +we met, and I was quite looking forward to enjoying a chat with him +about old times. Well, well, another day will do, no doubt. You don't +live at the Court, do you?" + +"I? Oh, no," said Austin. "I only visit there. It is such a charming +place!" + +"Shouldn't wonder," remarked the other, nodding. "Our friend's a rich +man, and can afford to gratify his tastes--which are rather expensive +ones, or used to be when I knew him years ago. I must squeeze an hour +to go and see him some time or other while I'm here, if I can only +manage it." + +"Then you are not here for long?" asked Austin, wondering who the man +could be. + +"Depends upon business, young gentleman," replied the stranger. +"Depends upon how we draw. We shall have a week for certain, but after +that----" + +"How you draw?" repeated Austin, politely mystified. + +"Yes, draw--what houses we draw, to be sure," explained the stranger. +"What, haven't you seen the bills? I'm on tour with 'Sardanapalus'!" + +A ray of light flashed upon Austin's memory. "Oh! I think I +understand," he ventured hesitatingly. "Are you--can you perhaps +be--er--Mr Buckskin?" + +"For Buckskin read Buskin, and you may boast of having hazarded a +particularly shrewd guess," replied the gentleman. "Bucephalus Buskin, +at your service; and, of course, the public's." + +"Ah, now I know," exclaimed Austin. "The greatest actor in Europe, on +or off the stage." + +"Oh come, now, come; spare my blushes, young gentleman, draw it a +_little_ milder!" cried the delighted manager, almost bursting with +mock modesty. "Greatest actor in Europe--oh, very funny, very good +indeed! Off the stage, too! Oh dear, dear, dear, what wags there are +in the world! And pray, young gentleman, from whom did you pick up +that?" + +"I think it must have been the milkman," replied Austin simply. + +"The milkman, eh? A most discriminating milkman, 'pon my word. Well, +it's always encouraging to find appreciation of high art, even among +milkmen," observed Mr Buskin. "Only shows how much we owe the growing +education of the masses to the drama. Talk of the press, the pulpit, +the schoolroom----" + +"I believe he was quoting an advertisement," interpolated Austin. + +"An ad., eh?" said the mummer, somewhat disconcerted. "Oh, well, I +shouldn't be surprised. Of course _I_ have nothing to do with such +things. That's the business of the advance-agent. And did he really +put in that? I positively must speak to him about it. A good fellow, +you know, but rather inclined to let his zeal outrun his discretion. +It's not good business to raise too great expectations, is it, now?" + +Austin, in his innocence, scarcely took in the meaning of all this. +But it was clear enough that Mr Buskin was a great personage in his +way, and extremely modest into the bargain. His interest was now very +much excited, and he awaited eagerly what the communicative gentleman +would say next. + +"I should think it would take," continued Mr Buskin, warming to his +subject. "It's a most magnificent spectacle when it's properly done--as +we do it. There's a scene in the third act--the Banquet in the Royal +Palace--that's something you won't forget as long as you live. A +gorgeous hall, brilliantly illuminated--the whole Court in glittering +costumes--the tables covered with gold and silver plate. Peals of +thunder, and a frightful tempest raging outside. In the midst of the +revels a conspiracy breaks out--enter Pania, bloody--Sardanapalus +assumes a suit of armour, and admires himself in a looking-glass--and +then the rival armies burst in, and a terrific battle ensues----" + +"What, in the dining-room?" asked the astonished Austin. + +"Well, well, the poet allows himself a bit of licence there, I admit; +but that only gives us an opportunity of showing what fine +stage-management can do," said Mr Buskin complacently. "It's a +magnificent situation. You'll say you never saw anything like it since +you were born, you just mark my words." + +"It certainly must be very wonderful," remarked Austin. "But I'm +afraid I'm rather ignorant of such matters. What _is_ 'Sardanapalus,' +may I ask?" + +"What, never heard of Byron's 'Sardanapalus'?" exclaimed the actor, +throwing up his hands. "Why, it's one of the finest things ever put +upon the boards. Full of telling effects, and not too many bothering +lengths, you know. The Poet Laureate, dear good man, worried my life +out a year ago to let him write a play upon the subject especially for +me. The part of Sardanapalus was to be devised so as to bring out all +my particular--er--capabilities, and any little hints that might occur +to me were to be acted upon and embodied in the text. But I wouldn't +hear of it. 'Me dear Alfred,' I said, 'it isn't that I underrate your +very well-known talents, but Byron's good enough for _me_. Hang it +all, you know, an artist owes something to the classics of his +country.' So now, if that uneasy spirit ever looks this way from the +land of the eternal shades, he'll see something at least to comfort +him. He'll see that one actor, at least, not unknown to Europe, has +vindicated his reputation as a playwright in the face of the British +public." + +Austin felt immensely flattered at such confidences being vouchsafed +to him by the eminent exponent of Lord Byron, and said he was certain +that the theatre would be crammed. Mr Buskin shrugged his shoulders, +and replied he was sure he hoped so. + +"And now," he added, "I think I'll be walking back. And look you here, +young gentleman. We've had a pleasant meeting, and I'd like to see +you again. Just take this card"--scribbling a few words on it in +pencil--"and the night you favour us with your presence in the house, +come round and see me in me dressing-room between the acts. You've +only to show that, and they'll let you in at once. I'd like your +impressions of the thing while it's going on." + +Austin accepted the card with becoming courtesy, and offered his own +in exchange. Mr Buskin shook hands in a very cordial manner, and the +next moment was making his way rapidly in the direction of the town. + +"What a very singular gentleman," thought Austin, when he was once +more alone. "I wonder whether all actors are like that. Scarcely, I +suppose. Well, now I'm to have a glimpse of another new world. Mr St +Aubyn has shown me one or two; what will Mr Buskin's be like? It's all +extremely interesting, anyhow." + +Then he stumped along to the river side, giving a majestic twirl to +his wooden leg with every step he took through the long grass. How he +would have loved a bathe! The pool where he had so enjoyed himself +with Lubin was not far off--the pool of Daphnis, as he had christened +it; but he hesitated to venture in alone. So he lay down on the bank +and watched the yellow water-lilies from afar, dreaming of many +things. How clever Lubin was, and what a lot he knew! Why geese should +dance for rain he couldn't even imagine; but the rain had actually +come, and it was all a most suggestive mystery. How many other curious +connections there must be among natural occurrences that nobody ever +dreamt of! It was in the country one learnt about such things; in the +fields and woods, and by the side of rivers. Nature was the great +school, after all. History and geography were all very well in their +way, but what food for the soul was there in knowing whether Norway +was an island or a peninsula, or on what date some silly king had had +his crown put on? What did it matter, after all? Those were the facts +he despised; facts that had no significance for him whatever, that +left him exactly as they found him first. The sky and the birds and +the flowers taught him lessons that were worth more than all the +histories and geographies that were ever written. The schoolroom was a +desert, arid and unsatisfying; whereas the garden, the enclosed space +which held stained cups of beauty and purple gold-eyed bells, that was +a jewelled sanctuary. Lubin was nearer the heart of things than +Freeman and Macaulay, though they would have disdained him as a clod. +Virgil and Theocritus were greater philosophers than either Comte or +Hegel. Daphnis and Corydon represented the finest flower, the purest +type of human evolution, and Herbert Spencer was nothing better than a +particularly silly old man. + +Having disposed of the education question thus conclusively, it +occurred to Austin that it must be about time for tea; so he struggled +to his legs and turned his footsteps homeward. Just as he arrived at +the house he met Lubin outside the gate with a wheelbarrow. + +"Off already?" he asked. + +"Ay," said Lubin. "I say, Master Austin, there's something I want to +tell you. I see a magpie not an hour ago!" + +"A magpie? I don't think I ever saw one in my life. What was it like?" +enquired Austin. + +"Don't matter what it was like," replied Lubin, sententiously. "But it +was just outside your bedroom window. You'd better be on the +look-out." + +"What for?" asked Austin. "Did it say it was coming back?" + +"'Tain't nothing to laugh at," said Lubin, nodding his head. "A magpie +bodes ill-luck. That's well known, that is. So you just keep your eye +open, that's all I've got to say. It's a warning, you see. Did ye +never hear that before?" + +Austin's first impulse was to laugh; then he remembered the dancing +goose, and the rain which followed in due course. "All right, Lubin," +he said cheerfully. "I'm not afraid of magpies; I don't think they're +very dangerous. But I _have_ heard that they've a fancy for silver +spoons, so I'll tell Aunt Charlotte to lock the plate up safely before +she goes to bed." + +As he had expected, Aunt Charlotte was much pleased at hearing of his +encounter with Mr Buskin, who, she thought, must be a most delightful +person. It would be so good, too, for Austin to see something of the +gay world instead of always mooning about alone; and then he would be +sure to meet other young people at the performance, friends from the +neighbouring town, with whom he could talk and be sociable. Austin, on +his side, was quite willing to go and be amused, though he felt, +perhaps, more interested in what promised to be an entirely new +experience than excited at the prospect of a treat. He wanted to see +and to study, and then he would be able to judge. + +"By the way, Austin," said his aunt, as they were separating for the +night a few hours later, "I want you to go into the town to-morrow and +tell Snewin to send a man up at once to look at the roof. I'm afraid +it's been in rather a bad state for some time past, and those heavy +rains we had last week seem to have damaged it still more. Be sure you +don't forget. It won't do to have a leaky roof over our heads; it +might come tumbling down, and cost a mint of money to put right +again." + +Austin gave the required promise, and thought no more about it. He +also forgot entirely to tell his aunt she had better lock up the +spoons with particular care that night because Lubin had seen a magpie +in suspicious proximity to his window. He went straight up to his +room, feeling rather sleepy, and bent on getting between the sheets as +soon as possible. But just as he was putting on his nightgown, a light +pattering sound attracted his attention, and he immediately became all +ears. + +"Rain?" he exclaimed. "Why, there wasn't a sign of it an hour ago!" + +He drew up the blind and looked out. The sky was perfectly clear, and +a brilliant moon was shining. + +"That's queer!" he murmured. "I could have sworn I heard it raining. +What in the world could it have been?" + +He turned away and put out the candle. As he approached the bed a +curious disinclination to get into it came over him. Then he heard the +same pattering noise again. He stopped short, and listened more +attentively. It seemed to come from the walls. + +A shower of raps, rather like tiny explosions, now sounded all around +him. He leant his head against the wall, and the sound became +distincter. This time there was no mistake about it. He had never +heard anything like it in his life. He was quite cool, not in the +least frightened, and very much on the alert. The raps continued at +intervals for about five minutes. Then, seeing that it was impossible +to solve the mystery, he suddenly jumped into bed. At that moment the +raps ceased. + +For nearly an hour he lay awake, wondering. Certainly he had not been +the victim of hallucination. He was in perfect health, and in full +possession of all his faculties. Indeed his faculties were +particularly alive; he had been thinking of something else altogether +when the raps first forced themselves upon his consciousness, and +afterwards he had listened to them for several minutes with close and +critical attention. No explanation of the strange phenomenon suggested +itself in spite of endless theories and speculations. Could it be +mice? But mice only gnawed and scuttled about; they did not rap. It +was more like crackling than anything else; the noise produced by +thousands of faint discharges. No, it was inexplicable, and he +wondered more and more. + +Gradually he fell asleep. How long he slept he didn't know, but he +awoke with a sensation of cold. Instinctively he put out his hand to +pull the coverings closer over him, and found that they seemed to have +slipped down somehow, leaving his chest exposed. Then, warm again, he +dozed off once more and dreamt that he was at the pool of Daphnis with +Lubin. How cool and blue the water looked, and how lovely the plunge +would be! But when he was stripped the weather suddenly changed; a +chill wind sprang up which made his teeth chatter; and then Lubin--who +somehow wasn't Lubin but had unaccountably turned into Mr +Buskin--insisted on throwing him into the water, which now looked cold +and black. He struggled furiously, and awoke shivering. + +There was not a rag upon him. Again he stretched out his hand to feel +for the clothes, but they had disappeared. Instinctively he threw +himself out of bed and flung open the shutters. The moon had set, and +the first faint gleams of approaching dawn filtered into the room, +showing, to his amazement, the bedclothes drawn completely away from +the mattress and hanging over the rail at the foot, so as to be quite +out of the reach of his hand as he had lain there. What on earth was +the matter with the bed? Was it bewitched? Who had uncovered him in +that unceremonious way, leaving him perished with cold? No wonder he +had dreamt of that chilly wind, numbing his body as he stood naked by +the pool. Had he by any chance kicked the coverlet off in his sleep, +as he engaged in that dream-struggle with the absurdly impossible +Buskin-Lubin who had attempted to pitch him into the dark water? +Clearly not; for that would not account for the sheet and blanket +being dragged so carefully out of the range of his hands, and hung +over the foot-rail so that they touched the floor. + +Such were the thoughts that flashed through his mind as he stood +motionless by the window, with wide open eyes, in the chill morning +light. Suddenly a rending, bursting noise was heard in the ceiling. +The crack widened into a chasm, and then, with a heavy thud, down fell +a confused mass of old bricks, crumbling mortar, and rotten, +worm-eaten wood full on the mattress he had just relinquished, +scattering pulverised rubble in all directions, and covering the bed +with a layer of horrible dust and _débris_. + + + + +Chapter the Sixth + + +Had her very life depended on it, old Martha would have been totally +unable to give any coherent account of what she felt, said, or did, +when she came into Master Austin's room that morning at half-past +seven with his hot water. She thought she must have screamed, but such +was her bewilderment and terror she really could not remember whether +she did or no. But she never had any doubt as to what she saw. Instead +of a fair white bed with Austin lying in it, she was confronted by the +sight of a gaping hole in the roof, something that looked like a +rubbish heap in a brickfield immediately underneath, and the long +slender form of Austin himself wrapped in a comfortable wadded +dressing-gown fast asleep upon the sofa. "Bless us and save us!" she +ejaculated under her breath. "And to think that the boy's lived +through it!" + +Austin, roused by her entrance, yawned, stretched himself, and lazily +opened his eyes. "Is that you already, Martha?" he said. "Oh, how +sleepy I am. Is it really half-past seven?" + +"But what does it all mean--how it is you're not killed?" cried +Martha, putting down the jug, and finding her voice at last. "The good +Lord preserve us--here's the house tumbling down about our ears and +never a one of us the wiser. And the man was to 'ave come this very +day to see to that blessed roof. Come, wake up, do, Master Austin, and +tell me how it happened." + +"Is Aunt Charlotte up yet?" asked Austin turning over on his side. + +"Ay, that she be, and making it lively for the maids downstairs. +Whatever will she say when she hears about this to-do?" exclaimed +Martha, with her hands upon her hips as she gazed at the desolation +round her. + +"Well, please go down and ask her to come up here at once," said +Austin. "I see I shall have to say something, and it really will be +too much bother to go over it to everybody in turn. I've had rather a +disturbed night, and feel most awfully tired. So just run down and +bring her up as soon as ever you can, and then we'll get it over." + +"A pretty business--and me with forty-eleven things to do already +to-day," muttered the old servant as she hurried out. "True it is that +except the Lord builds the house they labour in vain as builds it. He +didn't have no hand in building this one, that's as plain as I am--as +never was a beauty at my best. Well, the child's safe, that's one +mercy. Though what he was doing out of his bed when the roof came +down's a mystery to _me_. Talking to the moon, I shouldn't wonder. The +good Lord's got 'is own ways o' doing things, and it ain't for the +likes of us to pick holes when they turn out better than the worst." + +Meanwhile Austin lay quietly and drowsily on his couch piecing things +together. Seen from the distance of a few hours, now that he had +leisure to reflect, how wonderfully they fitted in! First of all, +there had been that sudden outburst of raps just as he was stepping +into bed. That, evidently, was intended as a warning. It was as much +as to say, "Don't! don't!" But of course he couldn't be expected to +know this, and so he could only wonder where the raps came from, and +get into bed as usual. Then, the instant he did so the raps ceased. +That was because it wasn't any use to go on. The rappers, he +supposed, had benevolently tried to frighten him away, and induce him +to go and sleep on the sofa at the other end of the room where he was +now; but the attempt had failed. So there was nothing for them to do, +as he was actually in bed, but to get him out again; and this they had +succeeded in doing by dragging all his clothes off. Now he saw it all. +Nothing, it seemed to him, could possibly be clearer. But who were the +unseen friends who had thus interposed to save his life? Ah, that was +a secret still. + +Then footsteps were heard outside, and in bustled Aunt Charlotte, with +Martha chattering in her wake. Austin raised himself upon his +cushions, and then sank back again. "Lord save us!" cried Aunt +Charlotte, coming to a dead stop, as she surveyed the ruins. + +"It's rather a mess, isn't it?" remarked Austin, folding a red +table-cover round his single leg by way of counterpane. + +"A mess!" repeated Aunt Charlotte. "I should think it _was_ a mess. +How in the world, Austin, did you manage to escape?" + +"Well--I happened to get out of bed a minute or two before the ceiling +broke," said Austin, "and it's just as well I did. Otherwise my +artless countenance would have got rather disfigured, and I might +even have been hurt. You see all that raw material isn't composed of +gossamer----" + +"What time did it occur?" asked Aunt Charlotte, shortly. + +"The dawn was just breaking. I suppose it must have been about four +o'clock, but I didn't look at my watch," replied Austin. "I was too +cold and sleepy." + +"Cold and sleepy!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "And the house collapsing +over your head. You seem to have had time to pull the bedclothes away, +though. That's very curious. What did you do that for?" + +"I didn't," replied Austin. + +"Then who did?" asked Aunt Charlotte, getting more and more excited. +"I do wish you'd be a little more communicative, Austin; I have to +drag every word out of you as though you were trying to hide +something. Who hung the bedclothes over the footrail if you didn't?" + +"I can't tell you. I don't know. All I know is that I found them where +they are now when I woke up, and I woke up because I was so cold. Then +I got out of bed, and a minute afterwards down came all the bricks." + +"Do you mean to tell me----" began Aunt Charlotte, in her most +scathing tones. + +"Certainly I do. Exactly what I _have_ told you. Why?" + +"Do you expect me to believe," resumed his aunt, "that somebody came +into the room when you were asleep, and deliberately pulled off all +your bedclothes for the fun of doing it? Am I to understand----" + +"My dear auntie, I am not an idiot, nor am I in the habit of perjuring +myself," interrupted Austin. "I saw nobody come into the room, and I +saw nobody pull off the clothes. If you really want to know what I +'expect you to believe,' I've already told you. I might tell you a +little more, but then I shouldn't expect you to believe it, so what +would be the good? It seems to me the best thing to do now is to send +for Snewin to take away all this mess, move the furniture, and mend +the hole in the ceiling. If once it begins to rain----" + +"Oh! You might tell me a little more, might you?" said Aunt Charlotte, +bristling. "So you haven't told me everything after all. Now, then, +never mind whether I believe it or not, that's my affair. What is +there more to tell?" + +"Nothing," replied Austin. "Because it isn't only your affair whether +you believe me or not; it's my affair as well. Why, you don't even +believe what I've told you already! So I won't tax your credulity any +further." + +Aunt Charlotte now began to get rather angry, "Look here, Austin," she +said, "I intend to get to the bottom of this business, so it's not the +slightest use trying to beat about the bush. I insist on your telling +me how it was you happened to get out of bed just before the accident +occurred, and how the bedclothes came to be pulled away and hung where +they are now. There's a mystery about the whole thing, and I hate +mysteries, so you'd better make a clean breast of it at once." + +"Had I?" said Austin, pretending to reflect. "I wonder whether it +would be wise. You see, dear auntie, you're such a sensitive creature; +your nerves are so highly strung, you're so easily frightened out of +your dear old wits--" + +"Be done with all this nonsense!" snapped Aunt Charlotte brusquely. +"Come, I can't stand here all day. Just tell me exactly what took +place--why you woke up, and what you saw, and everything about it you +remember." + +"Dear auntie, I don't want you to stand there all day; in fact I'd +much rather you didn't stand there a minute longer, because I want to +get up," Austin assured her earnestly. "I awoke because I had a horrid +dream, caused by the cold which in its turn was produced by my being +left with nothing on. And I didn't see anything, for the simple reason +that the room was as dark as pitch. Is there anything else you want to +know?" + +"Yes, there is. Everything that you haven't told me," said the +uncompromising aunt. + +"Very well, then," said Austin, leaning upon his elbow and looking her +full in the face. "But on one condition only--that you believe every +word I say." + +"Of course, Austin, I should never dream of doubting your good faith," +replied Aunt Charlotte. "But don't romance. Now then." + +"It's very simple, after all," began Austin. "Just as I was getting +into bed a strange noise, like a shower of little raps, broke out all +around me. It went on for nearly five minutes, and I was listening all +the time and trying to find out what it was and where it came from. At +the moment I had no clue, but now I fancy I can guess. Those raps +were warnings. They--the rappers--were trying to prevent me getting +into bed. They didn't succeed, of course, and so, just as the ceiling +was on the point of giving way, they compelled me to get out of bed by +pulling all the clothes off. If they hadn't, I should have been half +killed. Now, what do you make of that?" + +"I knew it must be some nonsense of the sort!" exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte, in her most vigorous tones. "Raps, indeed! I never heard +such twaddle. Of course I don't doubt your word, but it's clear enough +that you dreamt the whole thing. You always were a dreamer, Austin, +and you're getting worse than ever. I don't believe you know half the +time whether you're asleep or awake." + +"Did I dream _that_?" asked Austin, pointing to the bedclothes as they +hung. + +"You dragged them there in your sleep, of course," retorted Aunt +Charlotte triumphantly. "I see the whole thing now. You had a dream, +you kicked the clothes off in your sleep, and then you got out of bed, +still in your sleep----" + +"I didn't do anything of the sort," interrupted Austin. "I was wide +awake the whole time. You see, auntie, I was here and you weren't, so +I ought to know something about it." + +"It's no use arguing with you," replied Aunt Charlotte, loftily. "It's +a clear case of sleep-walking--as clear as any case I ever heard of. +And then all that nonsense about raps! Of course, if you heard +anything at all--which I only half believe--it was something beginning +to give way in the roof. There! It only requires a little +common-sense, you see, to explain the whole affair. And now, my +dear----" + +"Hush!" whispered Austin suddenly. + +"What's the matter?" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, not liking to be +interrupted. + +"Listen!" said Austin, under his breath. + +A torrent of raps burst out in the wall immediately behind him, +plainly audible in the silence. Then they stopped, as suddenly as they +had begun. + +"Did you hear them?" said Austin. "Those were the raps I told you of. +Hark! There they are again. I wish they would sound a little louder." +A distinct increase in the sound was noticeable. "Oh, isn't it +perfectly wonderful? Now, what have you to say?" + +Aunt Charlotte stood agape. It was no use pretending she didn't hear +them. They were as unmistakable as knocks at a front door. + +"What jugglery is this?" she demanded, in an angry tone. + +"Really, dear auntie, I am not a conjurer," replied Austin, as he sank +back upon his cushions. "That was what I heard last night. But of +course _you_ don't believe in such absurdities. It's only your fancy +after all, you know." + +"'Tain't _my_ fancy, anyhow," put in old Martha, speaking for the +first time. "I heard 'em plain enough. 'Tis the 'good people,' for +sure." + +"Hold your tongue, do!" cried Aunt Charlotte in sore perplexity. "Good +people, indeed!--the devil himself, more likely. I tell you what it +is, Austin----" + +"Why, I thought you weren't superstitious!" observed Austin, in a tone +of most exasperating surprise. Three gentle knocks, running off into a +ripple of pattering explosions, were then heard in a farther corner of +the room. "There, don't you hear them laughing at you? Thank you, dear +people, whoever you are, that was very kind. And it was awfully sweet +of you to save me from those bricks last night. It _was_ good of them, +wasn't it, auntie dear?" + +"If all this devilry goes on I shall take serious measures to stop +it," gasped Aunt Charlotte, who was almost frightened to death. "I +cannot and will not live in a haunted house. It's you who are haunted, +Austin, and I shall go and see the vicar about it this very day. It's +an awful state of things, positively awful. To think that you are +actually holding communication with familiar spirits! The vicar shall +come here at once, and I'll get him to hold a service of exorcism. I +believe there is such a service, and----" + +"Oh, do, do, _do_!" screamed Austin, clapping his hands with delight. +"What fun it would be! Fancy dear Mr Sheepshanks, in all his tippets +and toggery, ambling and capering round poor me, and trying to drive +the devil out of me with a broomful of holy water! That's a lovely +idea of yours, auntie. Lubin shall come and be an acolyte, and we'll +get Mr Buskin to be stage-manager, and you shall be the pew-opener. +And then I'll empty the holy-water pot over dear Mr Sheepshanks' head +when he's looking the other way. You _are_ a genius, auntie, though +you're too modest to be conscious of it. But you're very ungrateful +all the same, for if it hadn't been for----" + +"There, stop your ribaldry, Austin, and get up," said Aunt Charlotte, +impatiently. "The sooner we're all out of this dreadful room the +better. And let me tell you that you'd be better employed in thanking +God for your deliverance than in turning sacred subjects into +ridicule." + +"Thanking God? Why, not a moment ago you said it was the devil!" +exclaimed Austin. "How you do chop and change about, auntie. You can't +possibly expect me to be orthodox when you go on contradicting +yourself at such a rate. However, if you really must go, I think I +_will_ get up. It must be long past eight, and I want my breakfast +awfully." + +The day so excitingly ushered in turned out a busy one. As soon as he +had finished his meal, Austin pounded off to invoke the immediate +presence of Mr Snewin the builder, and before long there was a mighty +bustle in the house. The furniture had all to be removed from the +scene of the disaster, the bed cleared of the _débris_, preparations +made for the erection of light scaffolding for repairing the roof, and +Austin himself installed, with all his books and treasures, in another +bedroom overlooking a different part of the garden. It was all a most +enjoyable adventure, and even Aunt Charlotte forgot her terrors in +the more practical necessities of the occasion. Just before lunch +Austin snatched a few minutes to run out and gossip with Lubin on the +lawn. Lubin listened with keen interest to the boy's picturesque +account of his experiences, and then remarked, sagely nodding his +head: + +"I told you to be on the look-out, you know, Master Austin. Magpies +don't perch on folks' window-sills for nothing. You'll believe me a +little quicker next time, maybe." + +For once in his life Austin could think of nothing to say in reply. To +ask Lubin to explain the connection between magpies and misadventures +would have been useless; it evidently sufficed for him that such was +the order of Nature, and only a magpie would have been able to clear +up the mystery. Besides, there are many such mysteries in the world. +Why do cats occasionally wash their heads behind the ear? Clearly, to +tell us that we may expect bad weather; for the bad weather invariably +follows. These are all providential arrangements intended for our +personal convenience, and are not to be accounted for on any +cut-and-dried scientific theory. Lubin's erudition was certainly very +great, but there was something exasperating about it too. + +So Austin went in to lunch thoughtful and dispirited, wondering why +there were so many absurdities in life that he could neither elucidate +nor controvert. He decided not to say anything to Aunt Charlotte about +Lubin's magpie sciolisms, lest he should provoke a further outburst of +the discussion they had held in the morning; he had had the best of +that, anyhow, and did not care to compromise his victory by dragging +in extraneous considerations in which he did not feel sure of his +ground. Aunt Charlotte, on her side, was inclined to be talkative, +taking refuge in the excitement of having work-men in the house from +the uneasy feelings which still oppressed her in consequence of those +frightening raps. But now that the haunted room was to be invaded by +friendly, commonplace artisans from the village, and turned inside +out, and almost pulled to pieces, there was a chance that the ghosts +would be got rid of without invoking the aid of Mr Sheepshanks; a +reflection that inspired her with hope, and comforted her greatly. + +"You know you're a great anxiety to me, Austin," she said, as, +refreshed by food and wine, she took up her knitting after lunch. "I +wish you were more like other boys, indeed I do. I never could +understand you, and I suppose I never shall." + +"But what does that matter, auntie?" asked Austin. "I don't understand +_you_ sometimes, but that doesn't make me anxious in the very least. +Why you should worry yourself about me I can't conceive. What do I do +to make you anxious? I don't get tipsy, I don't gamble away vast +fortunes at a sitting, and although I'm getting on for eighteen I +haven't had a single action for breach of promise brought against me +by anybody. Now _I_ think that's rather a creditable record. It isn't +everybody who can say as much." + +"I want you to be more _serious_, Austin," replied his aunt, "and not +to talk such nonsense as you're talking now. I want you to be +sensible, practical, and alive to the sober facts of life. You're too +dreamy a great deal. Soon you won't know the difference between dreams +and realities----" + +"I don't even now. No more do you. No more does anybody," interrupted +Austin, lighting a cigarette. + +"There you are again!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, clicking her needles +energetically. "Did one ever hear such rubbish? It all comes from +those outlandish books you're always poring over. If you'd only take +_my_ advice, you'd read something solid, and sensible, and improving, +like 'Self Help,' by Dr Smiles. That would be of some use to you, but +these others----" + +"I read a whole chapter of it once," said Austin. "I can scarcely +believe it myself, but I did. It's the most immoral, sordid, selfish +book that was ever printed. It deifies Success--success in +money-making--success of the coarsest and most materialistic kind. It +is absolutely unspiritual and degrading. It nearly made me sick." + +"Be silent!" cried Aunt Charlotte, horrified. "How dare you talk like +that? I will not sit still and hear you say such things. Few books +have had a greater influence upon the age. Degrading? Why, it's been +the making of thousands!" + +"Thousands of soulless money-grubbers," retorted Austin. "That's what +it has made. Men without an idea or an aspiration above their horrible +spinning-jennies and account-books. I hate your successful +stockbrokers and shipowners and manufacturers. They are an odious +race. Wasn't it a stockjobber who thought Botticelli was a cheese? +Everyone knows the story, and I believe the hero of it was either a +stockjobber or a man who made screws in Birmingham." + +Aunt Charlotte let her knitting fall on her lap in despair. "Austin," +she said, in her most solemn tones, "I never regretted your poor +mother's death as I regret it at this moment." + +"Why, auntie?" he asked, surprised. + +"Perhaps she would have understood you better; perhaps she might even +have been able to manage you," replied the poor lady. "I confess that +you're beyond me altogether. Do you know what it was she said to me +upon her death-bed? 'Charlotte,' she said, 'my only sorrow in dying is +that I shall never be able to bring up my boy. Who will ever take such +care of him as I should?' You were then two days old, and the very +next day she died. I've never forgotten it. She passed away with that +sorrow, that terrible anxiety, tearing at her heart. I took her place, +as you know, but of course I was only a makeshift. I often wonder +whether she is still as anxious about you as she was then." + +"My dearest auntie, you've been an angel in a lace cap to me all my +life, and I'm sure my mother isn't worrying herself about me one bit. +Why should she?" argued Austin. "I'm leading a lovely life, I'm as +happy as the days are long, and if my tastes don't run in the +direction of selling screws or posting ledgers, nothing that anybody +can say will change them. And I tell you candidly that if they were so +changed they would certainly be changed for the worse. I hate ugly +things as intensely as I love beautiful ones, and I'm very thankful +that I'm not ugly myself. Now don't look at me like that; it's so +conventional! Of course I know I'm not ugly, but rather the reverse +(that's a modest way of putting it), and I pray to beloved Pan that he +will give me beauty in the inward soul so that the inward and the +outward man may be at one. That's out of the 'Phędrus,' you know--a +very much superior composition to 'Self Help.' So cheer up, auntie, +and don't look on me as a doomed soul because we're not both turned +out of the same melting-pot. Now I'm just going upstairs to see to the +arrangement of my new room, and then I shall go and help Lubin in the +garden." + +So saying, he strolled out. But poor Aunt Charlotte only shook her +head. She could not forget how Austin's mother had grieved at not +living to bring up her boy, and wished more earnestly than ever that +the responsibility had fallen into other hands than hers. There was +something so dreadfully uncanny about Austin. His ignorance about the +common facts of life was as extraordinary as his perfect familiarity +with matters known only to great scholars. His views and tastes were +strange to her, so strange as to be beyond her comprehension +altogether. She found herself unable to argue with him because their +minds were set on different planes, and her representations did not +seem to touch him in the very least. And yet, after all, he was a very +good boy, full of pure thoughts and kindly impulses and spiritual +intuitions and intellectual proclivities which certainly no moralist +would condemn. If only he were more practical, even more commonplace, +and wouldn't talk such nonsense! Then there would not be such a gulf +between them as there was at present; then she might have some +influence over him for good, at any rate. Her thoughts recurred, +uneasily, to the strange experiences of that morning. The mystery of +the raps distracted her, puzzled her, frightened her; whereas Austin +was not frightened at all--on the contrary, he accepted the whole +thing with the serenest cheerfulness and _sang-froid_, finding it +apparently quite natural that these unseen agencies, coming from +nobody knew where, should take him under their protection and make +friends with him. What could it all portend? + +Of course it was very foolish of the good lady to fret like this +because Austin was so different from what she thought he should be. +She did not see that his nature was infinitely finer and subtler than +her own, and that it was no use in the world attempting to stifle his +intellectual growth and drag him down to her own level. A burly, +muscular boy, who played football and read 'Tom Brown,' would have +been far more to her taste, for such a one she would at least have +understood. But Austin, with his queer notions and audacious +paradoxes, was utterly beyond her. Unluckily, too, she had no sense of +humour, and instead of laughing at his occasionally preposterous +sallies, she allowed them to irritate and worry her. A person with no +sense of humour is handicapped from start to finish, and is as much to +be pitied as one born blind or deaf. + +But Austin had his limitations too, and among them was a most +deplorable want of tact. Otherwise he would never have said, as he +was going to bed that night: + +"By the way, auntie, what day have you arranged for the vicar to come +and cast all those devils out of me?" + +He might as well have let sleeping dogs lie. Aunt Charlotte turned +round upon him in almost a rage, and solemnly forbade him, in any +circumstances and under whatsoever provocation, ever to mention the +subject in her presence again. + + + + +Chapter the Seventh + + +But by one of those curious coincidences that occur every now and +then, who should happen to drop in the very next afternoon but the +vicar himself, just as Austin and his aunt were having tea upon the +lawn. Now Aunt Charlotte and the vicar were great friends. They had +many interests in common--the same theological opinions, for example; +and then Aunt Charlotte was indefatigable in all sorts of parish work, +such as district-visiting, and the organisation of school teas, +village clubs, and those rather formidable entertainments known as +"treats"; so that the two had always something to talk about, and were +very fond of meeting. Besides all this, there was another bond of +union between them which scarcely anybody would have guessed. Mr +Sheepshanks, though as unworldly a man as any in the county, +considered himself unusually shrewd in business matters; and Aunt +Charlotte, like many middle-aged ladies in her position, found it a +great comfort to have a gentleman at her beck and call with whom she +could talk confidentially about her investments, and who could be +relied upon to give her much disinterested advice that he often acted +on himself. On this particular afternoon the vicar hinted that he had +something of special importance to communicate, and Aunt Charlotte was +unusually gracious. He was a short gentleman, with a sloping forehead, +a prominent nose, a clean-shaven, High-Church face, narrow, dogmatic +views, and small, twinkling eyes; not the sort of person whom one +would naturally associate with financial acumen, but endowed with an +air of self-confidence, and a pretension to private information, which +would have done credit to any stockbroker on 'Change. + +"I've been thinking over that little matter of yours that you +mentioned to me the other day," he began, when he had finished his +third cup, and Austin had strolled away. "You say your mortgage at +Southport has just been paid off, and you want a new investment for +your money. Well, I think I know the very thing to suit you." + +"Do you really? How kind of you!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "What is +it--shares or bonds?" + +"Shares," replied Mr Sheepshanks; "shares. Of course I know that very +prudent people will tell you that bonds are safer. And no doubt, as a +rule they are. If a concern fails, the bond-holder is a creditor, +while the shareholder is a debtor--besides having lost his capital. +But in this case there is no fear of failure." + +"Dear me," said Aunt Charlotte, beginning to feel impressed. "Is it an +industrial undertaking?" + +"I suppose it might be so described," answered her adviser, +cautiously. "But it is mainly scientific. It is the outcome of a great +chemical analysis." + +"Oh, pray tell me all about it; I am so interested!" urged Aunt +Charlotte, eagerly. "You know what confidence I have in your judgment. +Has it anything to do with raw material? It isn't a plantation +anywhere, is it?" + +"It's gold!" said Mr Sheepshanks. + +"Gold?" repeated Aunt Charlotte, rather taken aback. "A gold mine, I +suppose you mean?" + +"The hugest gold-mine in the world," replied the vicar, enjoying her +evident perplexity. "An inexhaustible gold mine. A gold mine without +limits." + +"But where--whereabouts is it?" cried Aunt Charlotte. + +"All around you," said the vicar, waving his hands vaguely in the air. +"Not in any country at all, but everywhere else. In the ocean." + +"Gold in the ocean!" ejaculated the puzzled lady, dropping her +knitting on her lap, and gazing helplessly at her financial mentor. + +"Gold in the ocean--precisely," affirmed that gentleman in an +impressive voice. "It has been discovered that sea-water holds a large +quantity of gold in solution, and that by some most interesting +process of precipitation any amount of it can be procured ready for +coining. I got a prospectus of the scheme this morning from Shark, +Picaroon & Co., Fleece Court, London, and I've brought it for you to +read. A most enterprising firm they seem to be. You'll see that it's +full of very elaborate scientific details--the results of the analyses +that have been made, the cost of production, estimates for machinery, +and I don't know what all. I can't say I follow it very clearly +myself, for the clerical mind, as everybody knows, is not very well +adapted to grasping scientific terminology, but I can understand the +general tenor of it well enough. It seems to me that the enterprise is +promising in a very high degree." + +"How very remarkable!" observed Aunt Charlotte, as she gazed at the +tabulated figures and enumeration of chemical properties in bewildered +awe. "And you think it a safe investment?" + +"_I_ do," replied Mr Sheepshanks, "but don't act on my opinion--judge +for yourself. What's the amount you have to invest--two thousand +pounds, isn't it? Well, I believe that you'd stand to get an income to +that very amount by investing just that sum in the undertaking. Look +what they say overleaf about the cost of working and the estimated +returns. It all sounds fabulous, I admit, but there are the figures, +my dear lady, in black and white, and figures cannot lie." + +"I'll write to my bankers about it this very night," said Aunt +Charlotte, folding up the prospectus and putting it carefully into her +pocket. "It's evidently not a chance to be missed, and I'm most +grateful to you, dear Mr Sheepshanks, for putting it in my way." + +"Always delighted to be of service to you--as far as my poor judgment +can avail," the vicar assured her with becoming modesty. "Ah, it's +wonderful when one thinks of the teeming riches that lie around us, +only waiting to be utilised. There _was_ another scheme I thought of +for you--a scheme for raising the sunken galleons in the Spanish main, +and recovering the immense treasures that are now lying, safe and +sound, at the bottom of the sea. Curious that both enterprises should +be connected with salt water, eh? And the prospectus was headed with a +most appropriate text--'The Sea shall give up her Dead.' That rather +appealed to me, do you know. It cast an air of solemnity over the +undertaking, and seemed to sanctify it somehow. However, I think the +other will be the best. Well, Austin, and what are you reading now?" + +"Aunt Charlotte's face," laughed Austin, sauntering up. "She looks as +though you had been giving her absolution, Mr Sheepshanks--so beaming +and refreshed. Why, what's it all about?" + +"I expect you want more absolution than your aunt," said the vicar, +humorously. "A sad useless fellow you are, I'm afraid. You and I must +have a little serious talk together some day, Austin. I really want +you to do something--for your own sake, you know. Now, how would you +like to take a class in the Sunday-school, for instance? I shall have +a vacancy in a week or two." + +"Austin teach in the Sunday-school! He'd be more in his place if he +went there as a scholar than as a teacher," said Aunt Charlotte, +derisively. + +"I don't know why you should say that," remarked Austin, with perfect +gravity. "I think it would be delightful. I should make a beautiful +Sunday-school teacher, I'm convinced." + +"There, now!" exclaimed the vicar, approvingly. + +Austin was standing under an apple-tree, and over him stretched a +horizontal branch laden with ripening fruit. He raised his hands on +either side of his head and clasped it, and then began swinging his +wooden leg round and round in a way that bade fair to get on Aunt +Charlotte's nerves. He was so proud of that leg of his, while his aunt +abhorred the very sight of it. + +"No doubt they're all very charming boys, and I should love to tell +them things," he went on. "I think I'd begin with 'The Gods of +Greece'--Louis Dyer, you know--and then I'd read them a few +carefully-selected passages from the 'Phędrus.' Then, by way of +something lighter, and more appropriate to their circumstances, I'd +give them a course of Virgil--the 'Georgics', because, I suppose, +most of them are connected with farming, and the 'Eclogues,' to +initiate them into the poetical side of country life. When once I'd +brought out all their latent sense of the Beautiful--for I'm afraid it +_is_ latent----" + +"But it's a _Sunday_-school!" interrupted the vicar, horrified. +"Virgil and the Phędrus indeed! My dear boy, have you taken leave of +your senses? What in the world can you be thinking of?" + +"Then what would you suggest?" enquired Austin, mildly. + +"You'd have to teach them the Bible and the Catechism, of course," +said Mr Sheepshanks, with an air of slight bewilderment. + +"H'm--that seems to me rather a limited curriculum," replied Austin, +dubiously. "I only remember one passage in the Catechism, beginning, +'My good child, know this.' I forget what it was he had to know, but +it was something very dull. The Bible, of course, has more +possibilities. There is some ravishing poetry in the Bible. Well, I +can begin with the Bible, if you really prefer it, of course. The Song +of Solomon, for instance. Oh, yes, that would be lovely! I'll divide +it up into characters, and make each boy learn his part--the +shepherd, the Shulamite, King Solomon, and all the rest of them. The +Spring Song might even be set to music. And then all those lovely +metaphors, about the two roes that were twins, and something else that +was like a heap of wheat set about with lilies. Though, to be sure, I +never could see any very striking resemblance between the objects +typified and----" + +"Hold your tongue, do, Austin!" cried Aunt Charlotte, scandalised. +"And for mercy's sake, keep that leg of yours quiet, if you can. You +are fidgeting me out of my wits." + +Mr Sheepshanks, his mouth pursed up in a deprecating and uneasy smile, +sat gazing vaguely in front of him. "I think it might be wise to defer +the Song of Solomon," he suggested. "A few simple stories from the +Book of Genesis, perhaps, would be better suited to the minds of your +young pupils. And then the sublime opening chapters----" + +"Oh, dear Mr Sheepshanks! Those stories in Genesis are some of them +too _risqués_ altogether," protested Austin. "One must draw the line +somewhere, you see. We should be sure to come upon something improper, +and just think how I should blush. Really, you can't expect me to read +such things to boys actually younger than myself, and probably be +asked to explain them into the bargain. There's the Creation part, +it's true, but surely when one considers how occult all that is one +wants to be familiar with the Kabbala and all sorts of mystical works +to discover the hidden meaning. Now I should propose 'The Art of +Creation'--do you know it? It shows that the only possible creator is +Thought, and explains how everything exists in idea before it takes +tangible shape. This applies to the universe at large, as well as to +everything we make ourselves. I'd tell the boys that whenever they +_think_, they are really _creating_, so that----" + +"I should vastly like to know where you pick up all these +extraordinary notions!" interrupted the vicar, who could not for the +life of him make out whether Austin was in jest or earnest. "They're +most dangerous notions, let me tell you, and entirely opposed to sound +orthodox Church teaching. It's clear to me that your reading wants to +be supervised, Austin, by some judicious friend. There's an excellent +little work I got a few days ago that I think you would like to see. +It's called 'The Mission-field in Africa.' There you'll find a most +remarkable account of all those heathen superstitions----" + +"Where is Africa?" asked Austin, munching a leaf. + +"There!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "That's Austin all over. He'll talk +by the hour together about a lot of outlandish nonsense that no +sensible person ever heard of, and all the time he doesn't even know +where Africa is upon the map. What is to be done with such a boy?" + +"Well, I think we'll postpone the question of his teaching in the +Sunday-school, at all events," remarked the vicar, who began to feel +rather sorry that he had ever suggested it. "It's more than probable +that his ideas would be over the children's heads, and come into +collision with what they heard in church. Well, now I must be going. +You'll think over that little matter we were speaking of?" he said, as +he took a neighbourly leave of his parishioner and ally. + +"Indeed I will, and I'll write to my bankers to-night," replied that +lady cordially. + +Then the vicar ambled across the lawn, and Austin accompanied him, as +in duty bound, to the garden gate. Meanwhile, Aunt Charlotte leant +comfortably back in her wicker chair, absorbed in pleasant meditation. +The repairs to the roof would, no doubt, run into a little money, but +the vicar's tip about this wonderful company for extracting gold from +sea-water made up for any anxiety she might otherwise have experienced +upon that score. What a kind, good man he was--and _so_ clever in +business matters, which, of course, were out of her range altogether. +She took the prospectus out of her pocket, and ran her eyes over it +again. Capital, £500,000, in shares of £100 each. Solicitors, Messrs +Somebody Something & Co., Fetter Lane, E.C. Bankers, The Shoreditch & +Houndsditch Amalgamated Banking Corporation, St Mary Axe. Acquisition +of machinery, so much. Cost of working, so much. Estimated +returns--something perfectly enormous. It all looked wonderful, quite +wonderful. She again determined to write to her bankers that very +evening before dinner. + +"You're going to the theatre to-night, aren't you, Austin?" she said, +as he returned from seeing Mr Sheepshanks courteously off the +premises. "I want you to post a letter for me on your way. Post it at +the Central Office, so as to be sure it catches the night mail. It's a +business letter of importance." + +"All right, auntie," he replied, arranging his trouser so that it +should fall gracefully over his wooden leg. + +"And I do wish, Austin, that you'd behave rather more like other +people when Mr Sheepshanks comes to see us. There really is no +necessity for talking to him in the way you do. Of course it was a +great compliment, his asking you to take a class in the Sunday-school, +though I could have told him that he couldn't possibly have made an +absurder choice, and you might very well have contented yourself with +regretting your utter unfitness for such a post without exposing your +ignorance in the way you did. The idea of telling a clergyman, too, +that the Book of Genesis was too improper for boys to read, when he +had just been recommending it! I thought you'd have had more respect +for his position, whatever silly notions you may have yourself." + +"I do respect the vicar; he's quite a nice little thing," replied +Austin, in a conciliatory tone. "And of course he thinks just what a +vicar ought to think, and I suppose what all vicars do think. But as +I'm not a vicar myself I don't see that I am bound to think as they +do." + +"You a vicar, indeed!" sniffed Aunt Charlotte. "A remarkable sort of +vicar you'd make, and pretty sermons you'd preach if you had the +chance. What time does this performance of yours begin to-night?" + +"At eight, I believe." + +"Well, then, I'll just go in and tell cook to let us have dinner a +quarter of an hour earlier than usual," said Aunt Charlotte, as she +folded up her work. "The omnibus from the 'Peacock' will get you into +town in plenty of time, and the walk back afterwards will do you +good." + + * * * * * + +The town in question was about a couple of miles from the village +where Austin lived--a clean, cheerful, prosperous little borough, with +plenty of good shops, a commodious theatre, several churches and +chapels, and a fine market. Dinner was soon disposed of, and as the +omnibus which plied between the two places clattered and rattled along +at a good speed--having to meet the seven-fifty down-train at the +railway station--he was able to post his aunt's precious letter and +slip into his stall in the dress-circle before the curtain rose. The +orchestra was rioting through a composition called 'The Clang o' the +Wooden Shoon,' as an appropriate introduction to a tragedy the scene +of which was laid in Nineveh; the house seemed fairly full, and the +air was heavy with that peculiar smell, a sort of doubtfully aromatic +stuffiness, which is so grateful to the nostrils of playgoers. Austin +gazed around him with keen interest. He had not been inside a theatre +for years, and the vivid description that Mr Buskin had given him of +the show he was about to witness filled him with pleasurable +anticipation. To all intents and purposes, the experience that awaited +him was something entirely new; how, he wondered, would it fit into +his scheme of life? What room would there be, in his idealistic +philosophy, for the stage? + +Then the music came to an end in a series of defiant bangs, the +curtain rolled itself out of sight, and a brilliant spectacle +appeared. The only occupant of the scene at first was a gentleman in a +thick black beard and fantastic garb who seemed to have acquired the +habit of talking very loudly to himself. In this way the audience +discovered that the gentleman, who was no less a personage than the +Queen's brother, was seriously dissatisfied with his royal +brother-in-law, whose habits were of a nature which did not make for +the harmony of his domestic circle. Then soft music was heard, and in +lounged Sardanapalus himself--a glittering figure in flowing robes of +silver and pale blue, garlanded with flowers, and surrounded by a +crowd of slaves and women all very elegantly dressed; and it really +was quite wonderful to notice how his Majesty lolled and languished +about the stage, how beautifully affected all his gestures were, and +with what a high-bred supercilious drawl he rolled out his behests +that a supper should be served at midnight in the pavilion that +commanded a view of the Euphrates. And this magnificent, absurd +creature--this mouthing, grimacing, attitudinising popinjay, thought +Austin, was no other than Mr Bucephalus Buskin, with whom he had +chatted on easy terms in a common field only a few days previously! +The memory of the umbrella, the tight frock-coat, the bald head, the +fat, reddish face, and the rather rusty "chimney-pot" here recurred to +him, and he nearly giggled out loud in thinking how irresistibly funny +Mr Buskin would look if he were now going through all these fanciful +gesticulations in his walking dress. The fact was that the man himself +was perfectly unrecognisable, and Austin was mightily impressed by +what was really a signal triumph in the art of making up. + +The play went on, and Sardanapalus showed no signs of moral +improvement. In fact, it soon became evident that his code of ethics +was deplorable, and Austin could only console himself with the +thought that the real Mr Buskin was, no doubt, a most virtuous and +respectable person who never gave Mrs Buskin--if there was one--any +grounds for jealousy. Then the first act came to an end, the lights +went up, and a subdued buzz of conversation broke out all over the +theatre. The second act was even more exciting, as Sardanapalus, +having previously confessed himself unable to go on multiplying +empires, was forced to interfere in a scuffle between his +brother-in-law and Arbaces--who was by way of being a traitor; but the +most sensational scene of all was the banquet in act the third, of +which so glowing an account had been given to Austin by the great +tragedian himself. That, indeed, was something to remember. + + "Guests, to my pledge! + Down on your knees, and drink a measure to + The safety of the King--the monarch, say I? + The god Sardanapalus! mightier than + His father Baal, the god Sardanapalus!" + [_Thunder. Confusion._] + +Ah, that was thrilling, if you like, in spite of the halting rhythm. +And yet, even at that supreme moment, the vision of the umbrella and +the rather shabby hat would crop up again, and Austin didn't quite +know whether to let himself be thrilled or to lean back and roar. The +conspiracy burst out a few minutes afterwards, and then there ensued +a most terrifying and portentous battle, rioters and loyalists +furiously attempting to kill each other by the singular expedient of +clattering their swords together so as to make as much noise as +possible, and then passing them under their antagonists' armpits, till +the stage was heaped with corpses; and all this bloody work entirely +irrespective of the valuable glass and china on the supper-table, and +the costly hearthrugs strewn about the floor. Even Sardanapalus, +having first looked in the glass to make sure that his helmet was +straight, performed prodigies of valour, and the curtain descended to +his insatiable shouting for fresh weapons and a torrent of tumultuous +applause from the gallery. + +"Now for it!" said Austin to himself, when another act had been got +through, in the course of which Sardanapalus had suffered from a +distressing nightmare. He took Mr Buskin's card out of his pocket, +and, hurrying out as fast as he could manage, stumped his way round to +the stage door. Cerberus would fain have stopped him, but Austin +flourished his card in passing, and enquired of the first +civil-looking man he met where the manager was to be found. He was +piloted through devious ways and under strange scaffoldings, to the +foot of a steep and very dirty flight of steps--luckily there were +only seven--at the top of which was dimly visible a door; and at this, +having screwed his courage to the sticking-place, he knocked. + +"Come in!" cried a voice inside. + +He found himself on the threshold of a room such as he had never seen +before. There was no carpet, and the little furniture it contained was +heaped with masses of heterogeneous clothes. Two looking-glasses were +fixed against the walls, and in front of one of them was a sort of +shelf, or dresser, covered with small pots of some ungodly looking +materials of a pasty appearance--rouge, grease-paint, cocoa-butter, +and heaven knows what beside--with black stuff, white stuff, yellow +stuff, paint-brushes, gum-pots, powder-puffs, and discoloured rags +spread about in not very picturesque confusion. In a corner of this +engaging boudoir, sitting in an armchair with a glass of liquor beside +him and smoking a strong cigar, was the most extraordinary and +repulsive object he had ever clapped his eyes on. The face, daubed and +glistening with an unsightly coating of red, white, and yellow-ochre +paint, and adorned with protuberant bristles by way of eyebrows, +appeared twice its natural dimensions. The throat was bare to the +collar-bones. A huge wig covered the head, falling over the shoulders; +while the whole was encircled by a great wreath of pink calico roses, +the back of which, just under the nape of the neck, was fastened by a +glittering pinchbeck tassel. The arms were nude, their natural growth +of dark hair being plastered over with white chalk, which had a +singularly ghastly effect; a short-skirted, low-necked gold frock, cut +like a little girl's, partly covered the body, and over this were +draped coarse folds of scarlet, purple, and white, with tinsel stars +along the seams, and so disposed as to display to fullest advantage +the brawny calves of the tragedian. + +"Great Scott, if it isn't young Dot-and-carry-One!" exclaimed Mr +Sardanapalus Buskin, as the slim figure of Austin, in his simple +evening-dress, appeared at the entrance. "Come in, young gentleman, +come in. So you've come to beard the lion in his den, have you? Well, +it's kind of you not to have forgotten. You're welcome, very welcome. +That was a very pleasant little meeting we had the other day, over +there in the fields. And what do you think of the performance? Been in +front?" + +"Oh, yes--thank you so very much," said Austin, hesitatingly. "It is +awfully kind of you to let me come and see you like this. I've never +seen anything of the sort in all my life." + +"Ah, I daresay it's a sort of revelation to you," said Sardanapalus, +with good-humoured condescension. "Have a drop of whiskey-and-water? +Well, well, I won't press you. And so you've enjoyed the play?" + +"The whole thing has interested me enormously," replied Austin. "It +has given me any amount to think of." + +"Ah, that's good; that's very good, indeed," said the actor, nodding +sagely. "Do you remember what I was saying to you the other day about +the educative power of the stage? That's what it is, you see; the +greatest educative power in the land. How did that last scene go? Made +the people in the stalls sit up a bit, I reckon. Ah, it's a great +life, this. Talk of art! I tell you, young gentleman, acting's the +only art worthy of the name. The actor's all the artists in creation +rolled into one. Every art that exists conspires to produce him and to +perfect him. Painting, for instance; did you ever see anything to +compare with that Banqueting Scene in the Palace? Why, it's a triumph +of pictorial art, and, by Jove, of architecture too. And the actor +doesn't only paint scenes--or get them painted for him, it comes to +the same thing--he paints himself. Look at me, for instance. Why, I +could paint you, young gentleman, so that your own mother wouldn't +know you. With a few strokes of the brush I could transform you into a +beautiful young girl, or a wrinkled old Jew, or an Artful Dodger, or +anything else you had a fancy for. Music, again--think of the effect +of that slow music in the first act. There was pathos for you, if you +like. Oratory--talk of Demosthenes or Cicero, Mr Gladstone or John +Bright! Why, they're nowhere, my dear young friend, literally nowhere. +Didn't my description of the dream just _fetch_ you? Be honest now; by +George, Sir, it thrilled the house. Look here, young man"--and +Sardanapalus began to speak very slowly, with tremendous emphasis and +solemnity--"and remember what I'm going to say until your dying day. +If I were to drink too much of this, I should be intoxicated; but what +is the intoxication produced by whiskey compared with the intoxication +of applause? Just think of it, as soberly and calmly as you +can--hundreds of people, all in their right minds, stamping and +shouting and yelling for you to come and show yourself before the +curtain; the entire house at your feet. Why, it's worship, Sir, sheer +worship; and worship is a very sacred thing. Show me the man who's +superior to _that_, and I'll show you a man who's either above or +below the level of human nature. Whatever he may be, I don't envy him. +To-morrow morning I shall be an ordinary citizen in a frock-coat and a +tall hat. To-night I'm a king, a god. What other artist can say as +much?" + +So saying, Sardanapalus puffed up his cigar and swallowed another +half-glass of liquor. The pungent smoke made Austin cough and blink. +"It must indeed be an exciting life," he ventured; "quite delirious, +to judge from what you say." + +"It requires a cool head," replied Sardanapalus, with a stoical shrug. +"Ah! there's the bell," he added, as a loud ting was heard outside. +"The curtain's going up. Now hurry away to the front, and see the last +act. The scene where I'm burnt on the top of all my treasures isn't to +be missed. It's the grandest and most moving scene in any play upon +the stage. And watch the expression of my face," said Mr Buskin, as he +applied the powder-puff to his cheeks and nose. "Gestures are all very +well--any fool can be taught to act with his arms and legs. But +expression! That's where the heaven-born genius comes in. However, I +must be off. Good-night, young gentleman, good-night." + +He shook Austin warmly by the hand, and precipitated himself down the +wooden steps. Austin followed, regained the stage-door, and was soon +back in the dress-circle. But he felt that really he had seen almost +enough. The last act seemed to drag, and it was only for the sake of +witnessing the holocaust at the end that he sat it out. Even the +varying "expressions" assumed by Sardanapalus failed to arouse his +enthusiasm. He reproached himself for this, for poor Buskin rolled his +eyes and twisted his mouth and pulled such lugubrious faces that +Austin felt how pathetic it all was, and how hard the man was trying +to work upon the feelings of the audience. But the flare-up at the end +was really very creditable. Blue fire, red fire, and clouds of smoke +filled the entire stage, and when Myrrha clambered up the burning pile +to share the fate of her paramour the enthusiasm of the spectators +knew no bounds. Calls for Sardanapalus and all his company resounded +from every part of the house, and it was a tremendous moment when the +curtain was drawn aside, and the great actor, apparently not a penny +the worse for having just been burnt alive, advanced majestically to +the footlights. Then all the other performers were generously +permitted to approach and share in the ovation, bowing again and again +in acknowledgment of the approbation of their patrons, and looking, +thought Austin rather cruelly, exactly like a row of lacqueys in +masquerade. This marked the close of the proceedings, and Austin, with +a sigh of relief, soon found himself once more in the cool streets, +walking briskly in the direction of the country. + +Well, he had had his experience, and now his curiosity was satisfied. +What was the net result? He began sifting his sensations, and trying +to discover what effect the things he had seen and heard had really +had upon him. It was all very brilliant, very interesting; in a +certain way, very exciting. He began to understand what it was that +made so many people fond of theatre-going. But he felt at the same +time that he himself was not one of them. For some reason or other he +had escaped the spell. He was more inclined to criticise than to +enjoy. There was something wanting in it all. What could that +something be? + +The sound of footsteps behind him, echoing in the quiet street, just +then reached his ears. The steps came nearer, and the next moment a +well-known voice exclaimed: + +"Well, Austin! I hoped I should catch you up!" + +"Oh, Mr St Aubyn, is that you? How glad I am to see you!" cried the +boy, grasping the other's hand. "This is a delightful surprise. Have +you been to the theatre, too?" + +"I have," replied St Aubyn. "You didn't notice me, I daresay, but I +was watching you most of the time. It amused me to speculate what +impression the thing was making on you. Were you very much carried +away?" + +"I certainly was not," said Austin, "though I was immensely +interested. It gave me a lot to think about, as I told Mr Buskin +himself when I went to see him for a few minutes behind the scenes. +You know I happened to meet him a few days ago, and he asked me to--it +really was most kind of him. By the way, he was just on his way to +call upon you at the Court." + +"Well--and now tell me what you thought of it all. What impressed you +most about the whole affair?" + +"I think," said Austin, speaking very slowly, as though weighing every +word, "that the general impression made upon me was that of utter +unreality. I cannot conceive of anything more essentially artificial. +The music was pretty, the scenery was very fine, and the costumes were +dazzling enough--from a distance; but when you've said that you've +said everything. The situations were impossible and absurd. The +speeches were bombast. The sentiment was silly and untrue. And +Sardanapalus himself was none so distraught by his unpleasant dream +and all his other troubles but that he was looking forward to his +glass of whiskey-and-water between the acts. No, he didn't impose on +me one bit. I didn't believe in Sardanapalus for a moment, even before +I had the privilege of seeing and hearing him as Mr Buskin in his +dressing-room. The entire business was a sham." + +"But surely it doesn't pretend to be anything else?" suggested St +Aubyn, surprised. + +"Be it so. I don't like shams, I suppose," returned the boy. + +"Still, you shouldn't generalise too widely," urged the other. "There +are plays where one's sensibilities are really touched, where the +situations are not forced, where the performers move and speak like +living, ordinary human beings, and, in the case of great actors, work +upon the feelings of the audience to such an extent----" + +"And there the artificiality is all the greater!" chipped in Austin, +tersely. "The more perfect the illusion, the hollower the +artificiality. Of course, no one could take Sardanapalus seriously, +any more than if he were a marionette pulled by strings instead of the +sort of live marionette he really is. But where the acting and the +situations are so perfect, as you say, as to cause real emotion, the +unreality of the whole business is more flagrantly conspicuous than +ever. The emotions pourtrayed are not real, and nobody pretends they +are. The art, therefore, of making them appear real, and even +communicating them to the audience, must of necessity involve greater +artificiality than where the acting is bad and the situations +ridiculous. There's a person I know, near where I live--you never +heard of him, of course, but he's called Jock MacTavish--and he told +me he once went to see a really very great actress do some part or +other in which she had to die a most pathetic death. It was said to be +simply heart-rending, and everybody used to cry. Well, the night Jock +MacTavish was there something went wrong--a sofa was out of its place, +or a bolster had been forgotten, or a rope wouldn't work, I don't know +what it was--and the language that woman indulged in while she was in +the act of dying would have disgraced a bargee. Jock was in a +stage-box and heard every filthy word of it. Of course _he_ told me +the story as a joke, and I was rather disgusted, but I'm glad he did +so now. That was an extreme case, I know--such things don't occur one +time in ten thousand, no doubt--but it's an illustration of what I +mean when I say that the finer the illusion produced the hollower the +sham that produces it." + +"You're a mighty subtle-minded young person for your age," exclaimed +St Aubyn, with a good-humoured laugh. "I confess that your theory is +new to me; it had never occurred to me before. For one who has only +been inside a theatre two or three times in his life you seem to have +elaborated your conclusions pretty quickly. I may infer, then, that +you're not exactly hankering to go on the stage yourself?" + +"_I_?" said Austin, drawing himself up. "I, disguise myself in paint +and feathers to be a public gazing-stock? Of course you mean it as a +joke." + +"And yet there _are_ gentlemen upon the stage," observed St Aubyn, in +order to draw him on. + +"So much the better for the stage, perhaps; so much the worse for the +gentlemen," replied Austin haughtily. + +A pause. They were now well out in the open country, with the moonlit +road stretching far in front of them. Then St Aubyn said, in a +different tone altogether: + +"You surprise me beyond measure by what you say. I should have thought +that a boy of your poetical and artistic temperament would have had +his imagination somewhat fired, even by the efforts of the poor +showman whom we've seen to-night. Now I will make you a confession. At +the bottom of my heart I agree with every word you've said. I may be +one-sided, prejudiced, what you will, but I cannot help looking upon a +public performer as I look upon no other human being. And I pity the +performer, too; he takes himself so seriously, he fails so completely +to realise what he really is. And the danger of going on the stage is +that, once an actor, always an actor. Let a man once get bitten by the +craze, and there's no hope for him. Only the very finest natures can +escape. The fascination is too strong. He's ruined for any other +career, however honourable and brilliant." + +"Is that so, really?" asked Austin. "I cannot see where all this +wonderful fascination comes in. I should think it must be a dreadful +trade myself." + +"So it is. Because they don't know it. Because of the very fascination +which exists, although you can't understand it. Let me tell you a +story. I knew a man once upon a time--he was a great friend of +mine--in the navy. Although he was quite young, not more than +twenty-six, he was already a distinguished officer; he had seen active +service, been mentioned in despatches, and all the rest of it. He was +also, curiously enough, a most accomplished botanist, and had written +papers on the flora of Cambodia and Yucatan that had been accepted +with marked appreciation by the Linnęan Society. Well--that man, who +had a brilliant career before him, and would probably have been an +admiral and a K.C.B. if he had stuck to it, got attacked by the +theatrical microbe. He chucked everything, and devoted his whole life +to acting. He is acting still. He cares for nothing else. It is the +one and only thing in the universe he lives for. The service of his +country, the pure fame of scientific research and authorship, are as +nothing to him, the merest dust in the balance, as compared with the +cheap notoriety of the footlights." + +"He must be mad. And is he a success?" asked Austin. + +"Judge for yourself--you've just been seeing him," replied St Aubyn. +"Though, of course, his name is no more Buskin than yours or mine." + +"Good Heavens!" cried the boy. "And Mr Buskin was--all that?" + +"He was all that," responded the other. "It was rather painful for me +to see him this evening in his present state, as you may imagine. As +to his being successful in a monetary sense, I really cannot tell you. +But, to do him justice, I don't think he cares for money in the very +least. So long as he makes two ends meet he's quite satisfied. All he +cares about is painting his face, and dressing himself up, and +ranting, and getting rounds of applause. And, so far, he certainly has +his reward. His highest ambition, it is true, he has not yet attained. +If he could only get his portrait published in a halfpenny paper +wearing some new-shaped stock or collar that the hosiers were anxious +to bring into fashion, he would feel that there was little left to +live for. But that is a distinction reserved for actors who stand at +the tip-top of their profession, and I'm afraid that poor Buskin has +but little chance of ever realising his aspiration." + +"Are you serious?" said Austin, open-eyed. + +"Absolutely," replied St Aubyn. "I know it for a fact." + +"Well," exclaimed Austin, fetching a deep breath, "of course if a man +has to do this sort of thing for a living--if it's his only way of +making money--I don't think I despise him so much. But if he does it +because he loves it, loves it better than any other earthly thing, +then I despise him with all my heart and soul. I cannot conceive a +more utterly unworthy existence." + +"And to such an existence our friend Buskin has sacrificed his whole +career," replied St Aubyn, gravely. + +"What a tragedy," observed the boy. + +"Yes; a tragedy," agreed the other. "A truer tragedy than the +imitation one that he's been acting in, if he could only see it. Well, +here is my turning. Good-night! I'm very glad we met. Come and see me +soon. I'm not going away again." + +Then Austin, left alone, stumped thoughtfully along the country road. +The sweet smell of the flowery hedges pervaded the night air, and from +the fields on either side was heard ever and anon the bleating of some +wakeful sheep. How peaceful, how reposeful, everything was! How strong +and solemn the great trees looked, standing here and there in the wide +meadows under the moonlight and the stars! And what a contrast--oh, +_what_ a contrast--was the beauty of these calm pastoral scenes to +the tawdry gorgeousness of those other "scenes" he had been witnessing, +with their false effects, and coloured fires, and painted, spouting +occupants! There was no need for him to argue the question any more, +even with himself. It was as clear as the moon in the steel-blue sky +above him that the associations of the theatre were totally, hopelessly, +and radically incompatible with the ideals of the Daphnis life. + + + + +Chapter the Eighth + + +It is scarcely necessary to say that Austin knew nothing whatever +about his aunt's preoccupation, and that even if she had taken him +into her confidence, he would have paid little or no attention to the +matter. I am afraid that his ideas about finance were crude in the +extreme, being limited to a sort of vague impression that capital was +what you put into a bank, and interest was what you took out; while +the difference between the par value of a security and the price you +could get for it on the market, would have been to him a hopelessly +unfathomable mystery. Aunt Charlotte, therefore, was very wise in +abstaining from any reference, in conversation, to the great +enterprise for extracting gold from sea-water, in which she hoped to +purchase shares; for one could never have told what foolish remark he +might have made, though it was quite certain that he would have said +something foolish, and probably very exasperating. So she kept her +secret locked up in her own breast, and silently counted the hours +till she could get a reply from her bankers. + +Of course Austin had to give his aunt an account, at breakfast-time +next morning, of the pageant of the previous night; and as he confined +himself to saying that the scenery and dresses were very fine, and +that Mr Buskin was quite unrecognisable, and that all the performers +knew their parts, and that he had walked part of the way home with +Roger St Aubyn afterwards, the impression left on the good lady's mind +was that he had enjoyed himself very much. This inevitable duty +accomplished, Austin straightway banished the whole subject from his +memory and gave himself up more unreservedly than ever to his garden +and his thoughts. How fresh and sweet and welcoming the garden looked +on that calm, lovely summer day! How brightly the morning dewdrops +twinkled on the leaves, like a sprinkling of liquid diamonds! Every +flower seemed to greet him with silent laughter: "Aha, you've been +playing truant, have you? Straying into alien precincts, roving in +search of something newer and gaudier than anything you have here? +Sunlight palls on you; gas is so much more festive! The scents of the +fields are vulgar; finer the hot smells of the playhouse, more meet +for a cultured nostril!" Of course Austin made all this nonsense up +himself, but he felt so happy that it amused him to attribute the +words to the dear flower-friends who were all around him, and to whom +he could never be really faithless. Faugh! that playhouse! He would +never enter one again. Be an actor! Lubin was a cleaner gentleman than +any painted Buskin on the stage. Here, in the clear, pure splendour of +the sunlit air, the place where he had been last night loomed up in +his consciousness as something meretricious and unwholesome. Yet he +was glad he had been, for it made everything so much purer and sweeter +by contrast. Never had the garden looked more meetly set, never had +the sun shone more genially, and the air impelled the blood and sent +it coursing more joyously through his veins, than on that morning of +the rejuvenescence of all his high ideals. + +Then he drew a small blue volume out of his pocket, and lay down on +the grass with his back against the trunk of an apple-tree. Austin's +theory--or one of his theories, for he had hundreds--was that one's +literature should always be in harmony with one's surroundings; and +so, intending to pass his morning in the garden, he had chosen 'The +Garden of Cyrus' as an appropriate study. He opened it reverently, for +it was compact of jewelled thoughts that had been set to words by one +of the princes of prose. He, the young garden-lover, sat at the feet +of the great garden-mystic, and began to pore wonderingly over the +inscrutable secrets of the quincunx. His fine ear was charmed by the +rhythm of the sumptuous and stately sentences, and his pulses throbbed +in response to every measured phrase in which the lore of garden +symmetry and the principles of garden science were set forth. He read +of the hanging gardens of Babylon, first made by Queen Semiramis, +third or fourth from Nimrod, and magnificently renewed by +Nabuchodonosor, according to Josephus: "_from whence, overlooking +Babylon, and all the region about it, he found no circumscription to +the eye of his ambition; till, over-delighted with the bravery of this +Paradise, in his melancholy metamorphosis he found the folly of that +delight, and a proper punishment in the contrary habitation--in wild +plantations and wanderings of the fields_." Austin shook his head over +this; he did not think it possible to love a garden too much, and +demurred to the idea that such a love deserved any punishment at all. +But that was theology, and he had no taste for theological +dissertations. So he dipped into the pages where the quincunx is +"naturally" considered, and here he admired the encyclopędic learning +of the author, which appeared to have been as wide as that attributed +to Solomon; then glanced at the "mystic" part, which he reserved for +later study. But one paragraph riveted his attention, as he turned +over the leaves. Here was a mine of gold, a treasure-house of +suggestiveness and wisdom. + +_"Light, that makes things seen, makes some things invisible; were it +not for darkness and the shadow of the earth, the noblest part of the +creation had remained unseen, and the stars in heaven as invisible as +on the fourth day, when they were created above the horizon with the +sun, or there was not an eye to behold them. The greatest mystery of +religion is expressed by adumbration, and in the noblest part of +Jewish types, we find the cherubim shadowing the mercy-seat. Life +itself is but the shadow of death, and souls departed but the shadows +of the living. All things fall under this name. The sun itself is but +the dark simulacrum, and light but the shadow of God."_ + +Austin delighted in symbolism, and these apparent paradoxes fascinated +him. But was it all true? He loved to think that life was the shadow, +and death--what we call death--the substance; he had always felt that +the reality of everything was to be sought for on the other side. But +he could not see why departed souls should be regarded as the shadows +of living men. Rather it was we who lived in a vain show, and would +continue to do so until the spirit, the true substance of us, should +be set free. Well, whatever the truth of it might be, it was all a +charming puzzle, and we should learn all about it some day, and +meantime he had been furnished with an entirely new idea--the +revealing power of darkness. He loved the light because it was +beautiful, and now he loved the darkness because it was mysterious, +and held such wondrous secrets in its folds. He had never been afraid +of the dark even when a child. It had always been associated in his +mind with sleep and dreams, and he was very fond of both. + +Of course it would have been no use attempting to instruct Lubin in +the cryptic properties of the quincunx, or any other theories of +garden arrangement propounded by Sir Thomas Browne. And Aunt Charlotte +would have proved a still more hopeless subject. She had no head for +mysticism, poor dear, and Austin often told her she was one of the +greatest sceptics he had ever known. "You believe in nothing but your +dinner, your bank-book, and your Bible, auntie; I declare it's +perfectly shocking," he said to her one day. "And a very good creed +too," she replied; "it wouldn't be a bad thing for you either, if you +had a little more sound religion and practical common-sense." Just now +it was the bank-book phase that was uppermost, and when a letter was +brought in to her at breakfast-time next morning bearing the London +postmark, she clutched it eagerly and opened it with evident +anticipation. But as she read the contents her brow clouded and her +face fell. Clearly she was disappointed and surprised, but made no +remark to Austin. + +A couple of days passed without anything of importance happening, +except that she wrote again to her bankers and looked out anxiously +for their reply. But none came, and she grew irritable and disturbed. +It really was most extraordinary; she had always thought that bankers +were so shrewd, and prompt, and business-like, and yet here they were, +treating her as though she were of no account whatever, and actually +leaving her second letter without an answer. The affair was pressing, +too. There was certain to be a perfect rush for shares in so +exceptional an undertaking, and when once they were all allotted, of +course up they'd go to an enormous premium, and all her chances of +investing would be lost. It was too exasperating for words. What were +the men thinking of? Why were they so neglectful of her interests? She +had always been an excellent customer, and had never overdrawn her +account--never. And now they were leaving her in the lurch. However, +she determined she would not submit. She fumed in silence for yet +another day, and then, at dinner in the evening, came out with a most +unexpected declaration. + +"Austin," she said suddenly, after a long pause, "I'm going to town +to-morrow by the 10.27 train." + +Austin was peeling an apple, intent on seeing how long a strip he +could pare off without breaking it. "Won't it be very hot?" he asked +absently. + +"Hot? Well, perhaps it will," said Aunt Charlotte, rather nettled at +his indifference. "But I can't help that. The fact is that my bankers +are giving me a great deal of annoyance just now, and I'm going up to +London to have it out with them." + +"Really?" replied Austin, politely interested. "I hope they haven't +been embezzling your money?" + +"Do, for goodness sake, pull yourself together and try not to talk +nonsense for once in your life," retorted Aunt Charlotte, tartly. +"Embezzling my money, indeed!--I should just like to catch them at it. +Of course it's nothing of the kind. But I've lately given them certain +instructions which they virtually refuse to carry out, and in a case +of that sort it's always better to discuss the affair in person." + +"I see," said Austin, beginning to munch his apple. "I wonder why they +won't do what you want them to. Isn't it very rude of them?" + +"Rude? Well--I can't say they've been exactly rude," acknowledged Aunt +Charlotte. "But they're making all sorts of difficulties, and hint +that they know better than I do----" + +"Which is absurd, of course," put in Austin, with his very simplest +air. + +Aunt Charlotte glanced sharply at him, but there was not the faintest +trace of irony in his expression. "I fancy they don't quite understand +the question," she said, "so I intend to run up and explain it to +them. One can do these things so much better in conversation than by +writing. I shall get lunch in town, and then there'll be time for me +to do a little shopping, perhaps, before catching the 4.40 back. That +will get me here in ample time for dinner at half-past seven." + +"And what train do you go by in the morning?" enquired Austin. + +"The 10.27," replied his aunt. "I shall take the omnibus from the +Peacock that starts at a quarter to ten." + +It cannot be said that Aunt Charlotte's projected trip to town +interested Austin much. Business of any sort was a profound mystery to +him, and with regard to speculations, investments, and such-like +matters his mind was a perfect blank. He had a vague notion that +perhaps Aunt Charlotte wanted some money, and that the bankers had +refused to give her any; though whether she had a right to demand it, +or they a right to withhold it, he had no more idea than the man in +the moon. So he dismissed the whole affair from his mind as something +with which he had nothing whatever to do, and spent the evening in the +company of Sir Thomas Browne. At ten o'clock he went forth into the +garden, and became absorbed in an attempt to identify the different +colours of the flowers in the moonlight. It proved a fascinating +occupation, for the pale, cold brightness imparted hues to the +flowers that were strange and weird, so that it was a matter of real +difficulty to say what the colours actually were. Then he wondered how +it was he had never before discovered what an inspiring thing it was +to wander all alone at night about a garden illuminated by a brilliant +moon. The shadows were so black and secret, the radiance so spiritual, +the shapes so startlingly fantastic, it was like being in another +world. And then the silence. That was the most compelling charm of +all. It helped him to feel. And he felt that he was not alone, though +he heard nothing and saw nobody. The garden was full of +flower-fairies, invisible elves and sprites whose mission it was to +guard the flowers, and who loved the moonlight more than they loved +the day; dainty, diaphanous creatures who were wafted across the +smooth lawns on summer breezes, and washed the thirsty petals and +drooping leaves in the dew which the clear blue air of night diffuses +so abundantly. He had a sense--almost a knowledge--that the garden he +was in was a dream-garden, a sort of panoramic phantasm, and that the +real garden lay _behind_ it somehow, hidden from material eyesight, +eluding material touch, but there all the same, unearthly and elysian, +more beautiful a great deal than the one in which he was standing, +and teeming with gracious presences. It seemed a revelation to him, +this sudden perception of a real world underlying the apparent one; +and for nearly half-an-hour he sauntered to and fro in a reverie, +leaning sometimes against the old stone fountain, and sometimes +watching the pale clouds as they began flitting together as though to +keep a rendezvous in space, until they concealed the face of the moon +entirely from view and left the garden dark. + + * * * * * + +Whether Austin had strange dreams that night or no, certain it is that +when he came down to breakfast in the morning his face was set and +there was a look of unusual preoccupation in his eyes. Aunt Charlotte, +being considerably preoccupied with her own affairs, noticed nothing, +and busied herself with the teapot as was her wont. Austin chipped his +egg in silence, while his auntie, helping herself generously to fried +bacon, made some remark about the desirability of laying a good +foundation in view of her journey up to town. Thereupon Austin said: + +"Is it absolutely necessary for you to go to town this morning, +auntie?" + +"Of course it is," replied Aunt Charlotte, munching heartily. "I told +you so last night." + +"Why can't you go to-morrow instead?" asked Austin, tentatively. +"Would it be too late?" + +"I've arranged to go _to-day_," said Aunt Charlotte, with decision. +"The sooner this business is settled the better. What should I gain by +waiting?" + +"I don't see any particular hurry," said Austin. "It's only giving +yourself trouble for nothing. If I were you I'd write what you want to +say, and then go up to see these people if their answer was still +unsatisfactory." + +"But you see you don't know anything about the matter," retorted Aunt +Charlotte, beginning to wonder at the boy's persistency. "What in the +world makes you want me not to go?" + +"Oh--I only thought it might prove unnecessary," replied he, rather +lamely. "It's going to be very hot, and after all----" + +"It'll be quite as hot to-morrow," said Aunt Charlotte, as she stirred +her tea. + +"Well, why not go by a later train, then?" suggested Austin. "Look +here; go by the 4.20 this afternoon, and take me with you. We'll go to +a nice quiet hotel, and have a beautiful dinner, and see some of the +sights, and then you'd have all to-morrow morning to do your business +with these horrid old gentlemen at the bank. Now don't you think +that's rather a good idea?" + +"I--dare--_say_!" cried Aunt Charlotte, in her highest key. "So that's +what you're aiming at, is it? Oh, you're a cunning boy, my dear, if +ever there was one. But your little project would cost at least four +times as much as I propose to spend to-day, and for that reason alone +it's not to be thought of for a moment. What in creation ever put such +an idea into your head?" + +"I don't want to come with you in the very least, really--especially +as you don't want to have me," replied Austin. "But I do wish you'd +give up your idea of going to London by the 10.27 this morning. If +you'll only do that I don't care for anything else. Take the same +train to-morrow, if you like, but not to-day. That's all I have to ask +you." + +"But why--why--why?" demanded Aunt Charlotte, in not unnatural +amazement. + +"I can't tell you why," said Austin. "It wouldn't be any use." + +"You are the very absurdest child I ever came across!" exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte. "I've often had to put up with your fancies, but never with +any so outrageously unreasonable as this. Now not another word. I'm +going to travel by the 10.27 this morning, and if you like to come and +see me off, you're at perfect liberty to do so." + +Austin made no reply, and breakfast proceeded in silence. Then he +glanced at the clock, and saw that it was ten minutes to nine. As soon +as the meal was finished, he rose from his chair and moved slowly +towards the door. + +"You still intend to go by the----" + +"Hold your tongue!" snapped his aunt. Whereupon Austin left the room +without another word. Then he stumped his way upstairs and was not +seen again. Aunt Charlotte, meanwhile, began preparations for her +journey. It was now close on nine o'clock, and she had to order the +dinner, see that she had sufficient money for her expenses, choose a +bonnet for travelling in, and look after half-a-dozen other important +trifles before setting out to catch the railway omnibus at the +Peacock. At last Austin, waiting behind a door, heard her enter her +room to dress. Very gently he stole out with something in his pocket, +and two minutes afterwards was standing on the lawn with his straw +hat tilted over his eyes, chattering with Lubin about tubers, corms, +and bulbs, potting and bedding-out, and other pleasant mysteries of +garden-craft. + +It was not very long, however, before a singular bustle was heard on +the first floor. Maids ran scuttling up and down stairs, voices +resounded through the open windows, and then came the sound of thumps, +as of somebody vigorously battering at a door. Austin turned round, +and began walking towards the house. He was met by old Martha, who +seemed to be in a tremendous fluster about something. + +"Master Austin! Master Austin! Oh, here you are. What in the world is +to be done? Your aunt's locked up in her bedroom, and nobody can find +the key!" + +"Is that all?" answered Austin calmly. "Then she'll have to stay there +till it turns up, evidently." + +"But the mistress says she's sure you know all about it," panted +Martha, in great distress, "and she's in a most terrible taking. Now, +Master Austin, I do beseech you--'tain't no laughing matter, for the +omnibus starts in a few minutes, and your aunt----" + +A terrific banging was now heard from the locked-up room, accompanied +by shouts and cries from the imprisoned lady. Austin advanced to the +foot of the staircase, looking rather white, and listened. + +"Austin! Austin! Where are you? What have you done with the key?" +shrieked Aunt Charlotte, in a tempest of despair and rage. "Let me +out, I say, let me out at once! It's you who have done this, I know it +is. Open the door, or I shall lose the train!" A fresh bombardment +from the lady's fists here followed. "Where _is_ Austin, Martha? Can't +you find him anywhere?" + +"He's here, ma'am," cried back Martha, in quavering tones, "but he +don't seem as if----" + +"Call Lubin with a ladder!" interrupted the desperate lady. "I must +catch the omnibus, if I break all my bones in getting out of the +window. Where's Lubin? Isn't there a ladder tall enough? Austin! +Austin! Where _is_ Austin, and why doesn't he open the door?" + +"He was here not a moment ago," replied Martha, tremulously, "but +where he's got to now, or where he's put the key, the Lord only knows. +Perhaps he's gone to see about a ladder. Lubin! have you seen Master +Austin anywhere?" + +But Austin, unobserved in the confusion, having stealthily glanced at +his watch, had slipped out at the garden gate, and now stood looking +down the road. The omnibus had just started, and for about thirty +seconds he remained watching it as it lumbered and clattered along in +a cloud of dust until it was lost to view. Then he went back to the +house, and handed the key to Martha. "There's the key," he said. "Tell +Aunt Charlotte I'm going for a walk, and I'll let her know all about +it when I come back to lunch." + +He was out of the house in a twinkling, stumping along as hard as he +could go until he reached the moors. He had played a daring game, but +felt quite satisfied with the result so far, as he knew that there +were no cabs to be had in the village, and that, even if his aunt were +mad enough to brave a two-mile tramp along the broiling road, she +could not possibly reach the station in time to catch the train. Now +that the deed was done, a sensation of fatigue stole over him, and +with a sigh of relief he flung himself down on the soft tussocks of +purple heather, and covered his eyes with his straw hat. For +half-an-hour he lay there motionless and deep in thought. No suspicion +that he had acted wrongly disturbed him for a moment. Of course it was +a pity that poor Aunt Charlotte should have been disappointed, and +certainly that locking of her up in her bedroom had been a very +painful duty; but if it was necessary--as it was--what else could he +have done? No doubt she would forgive him when she understood his +reasons; and, after all, it was really her own fault for having been +so obstinate. + +It was now half-past ten, and Austin had no intention of getting home +before it was time for lunch. He had thus the whole morning before +him, and he spent it rambling about the moors, struggling up hills, +revelling in the heat tempered by cool grass, and wondering how +Daphnis would have behaved if he had had an unreasonable old aunt to +take care of; for Aunt Charlotte was really a great responsibility, +and dreadfully difficult to manage. Then, coming on a deep, clear +rivulet which ran between two meadows, he yielded to a sudden impulse, +and, stripping himself to the skin, plunged into it, wooden leg and +all. There he floated luxuriously for a while, the sun blazing +fiercely overhead, and the cool waters playing over his white body. +When he emerged, covered with sparkling drops, he remembered that he +had no towel; so there was nothing to be done but to stagger about and +disport himself like a naked faun among the buttercups and bulrushes, +until the sun had dried him. As soon as he was dressed, he looked at +his watch, and found that it was nearly twelve. Then he consulted a +little time-table, and made a rapid calculation. It would take him +just half-an-hour to reach the station from where he was, and +therefore it was high time to start. + +Off he set, and arrived there, as it seemed, at a moment of great +excitement. The station-master was on the platform, in the act of +posting up a telegram, around which a number of people--travellers, +porters, and errand-boys--were crowding eagerly. Austin joined the +group, and read the message carefully and deliberately twice through. +He asked no questions, but listened to the remarks he heard around +him. Then he passed rapidly through the booking-office, and struck out +on his way home. + +Meantime Aunt Charlotte had passed the hours fuming. To her, Austin's +extraordinary behaviour was absolutely unaccountable, except on the +hypothesis that he was not responsible for his actions. Her rage was +beyond control. That the boy should have had the unheard-of audacity +to lock her up in her own bedroom in order to gratify some mad whim, +and so have upset her plans for the entire day, was an outrage +impossible to forgive. If he was not out of his mind he ought to be, +for there was no other excuse for him that she could think of. What +_was_ to be done with such a boy? He was too old to be whipped, too +young to be sent to college, too delicate to be placed under +restraint. But she would let him feel the full force of her +indignation when he returned. He should apologise, he should eat his +fill of humble pie, he should beg for mercy on his knees. She had put +up with a good deal, but this last escapade was not to be overlooked. +Even Martha, when she came in to lay the cloth for lunch, could think +of nothing to say in extenuation of his offence. + +It was certainly two hours before her excitement allowed her to sit +down and begin to knit. Even then--and naturally enough--while she was +musing the fire burned. It never occurred to her to reflect that there +must have been some _reason_ for Austin's extraordinary prank, and +that the first thing to be done was to discover what that was. She was +too angry to take this obvious fact into consideration, and so, when +Austin at last appeared, his eyes full of suppressed excitement and +his forehead bathed in sweat, her pent-up wrath found vent and she +flamed out at him in a rage. + +For some minutes Austin stood quite silent while she stormed. If it +made her feel better to storm, well, let her do it. Half-a-dozen times +she demanded what he meant by his behaviour, and how he dared, and +whether he had suddenly gone crazy, and then went on storming without +waiting for his reply. Once, when he opened his mouth to speak, she +sharply told him to shut it again. It was clear, even to Martha, that +if Austin's conduct had been inexplicable, his aunt's was utterly +absurd. + +"You've asked me several times what made me lock you up this morning," +he said at last, when she paused for breath, "and each time you've +refused to let me answer you. That's not very reasonable, you know. +Now I've got something to tell you, but if you want to do any more +raving please do it at once and get it over, and then I'll have my +turn." + +"Will you go to your room this instant and stay there?" cried Aunt +Charlotte, pointing to the door. + +"Certainly not," replied Austin. "And now I'll ask you to listen to me +for a minute, for you must be tired with all that shouting." Aunt +Charlotte took up her work with trembling hands, ostentatiously +pretending that Austin was no longer in the room. "You wanted to go to +town by the 10.27 train, and I took forcible measures to prevent you. +It may therefore interest you to know what became of that train, and +what you have escaped. There's been a frightful collision. The down +express ran into it at the curve just beyond the signal station at +Colebridge Junction, owing to some mistake of the signalman, I +believe. Anyhow, in the train you wanted to go by there were five +people killed outright, and fourteen others crunched up and mangled in +a most inartistic style. And if I hadn't locked you up as I did you'd +probably be in the County Hospital at this moment in an exceedingly +unpleasant predicament." + +Dead silence. Then, "The Lord preserve us!" ejaculated Martha, who +stood by, in awe-struck tones. Aunt Charlotte slowly raised her eyes +from her knitting, and fixed them on Austin's face. "A collision!" she +exclaimed. "Why, what do you know about it?" + +"I called at the station and read the telegram myself. There was a +crowd of people on the platform all discussing it," returned Austin, +briefly. + +"Your life has been saved by a miracle, ma'am, and it's Master Austin +as you've got to thank for it," cried Martha, her eyes full of tears, +"though how it came about, the good Lord only knows," she added, +turning as though for enlightenment to the boy himself. + +Then Aunt Charlotte sank back in her chair, looking very white. "I +don't understand it, Austin," she said tremulously. "It's terrible to +think of such a catastrophe, and all those poor creatures being +killed--and it's most providential, of course, that--that--I was kept +from going. But all that doesn't explain what share _you_ had in it. +You don't expect me to believe that you knew what was going to happen +and kept me at home on purpose? The very idea is ridiculous. It was a +coincidence, of course, though a most remarkable one, I must admit. A +collision! Thank God for all His mercies!" + +"If it was only a coincidence I don't exactly see what there is to +thank God for," remarked Austin, very drily. + +"'Twarn't no coincidence," averred old Martha, solemnly. "On that I'll +stake my soul." + +"What was it, then?" retorted Aunt Charlotte. "Anyhow, Austin, there +seems no doubt that, under God, it was what you did that saved my life +to-day. But what made you do it? How could you possibly tell that you +were preventing me from getting killed?" + +"I should have told you all that long ago if you weren't so hopelessly +illogical, auntie," he replied. "But you never can see the connection +between cause and effect. That was the reason I couldn't explain why I +didn't want you to go, even before I locked you up. It wouldn't have +been any use. You'd have simply laughed in my face, and have gone to +London all the same." + +"I don't know what you mean. Don't beat about the bush, Austin, and +worry my head with all this vague talk about cause and effect and such +like. What has my being illogical got to do with it?" + +"Well--if you want me to explain, of course I'll do so; but I don't +suppose it'll make any difference," said Austin. "Some time ago, I +told you that just as I was going to get over a stile, I felt +something push me back, and so I came home another way. You'll +recollect that if I _had_ got over that stile I should have come +across a rabid dog where there was no possibility of escape, and no +doubt have got frightfully bitten. But when I told you how I was +prevented, you scoffed at the whole story, and said that I was +superstitious.--Stop a minute! I haven't finished yet.--Then, only +the other day, my life was saved from all those bricks tumbling on me +when I was asleep by just the same sort of interposition. Again you +jeered at me, and when I told you I had heard raps in the wall you +ridiculed the idea, and--do you remember?--the words were scarcely out +of your mouth when you heard the raps yourself, and then you got +nearly beside yourself with fright and anger, and said it was the +devil. And now for the third time the same sort of thing has happened. +What is the good of telling you about it? You'd only scoff and jeer as +you did before, although on this occasion it is your own life that has +been saved, not mine." + +Certainly Master Austin was having his revenge on Aunt Charlotte for +the torrent of abuse she had poured upon him a few minutes previously. +For a short time she sat quite still, the picture of perplexity and +irritation. The facts as Austin stated them were incontrovertible, and +yet--probably because she lacked the instinct of causality--she could +not accept his explanation of them. There are some people in the world +who are constituted like this. They create a mental atmosphere around +them which is as impenetrable to conviction in certain matters as a +brick wall is to a parched pea. They will fall back on any loophole +of a theory, however imbecile and far-fetched, rather than accept some +simple and self-evident solution that they start out by regarding as +impossible. And Aunt Charlotte was a very apposite specimen of the +class. + +"I'll not scoff, at anyrate, Austin," she said at last. "I cannot +forget--and I never will forget--that it's to you I owe it that I am +sitting here this moment. Tell me what moved you to act as you did +this morning. I may not share your belief, but I will not ridicule it. +Of that you may rest assured." + +"It is all simple enough," he said. "I had a horrid dream just before +I woke--nothing circumstantial, but a general sense of the most awful +confusion, and disaster, and terror. I fancy it was that that woke me. +And as I was opening my eyes, a voice said to me quite distinctly, as +distinctly as I am speaking now, '_Keep auntie at home this morning._' +The words dinned themselves into my ears all the time I was dressing, +and then I acted upon them as you know. But what would have been the +good of telling you? None whatever. So I tried persuasion, and when +that failed I simply locked you in." + +Now there are two sorts of superstition, each of which is the very +antithesis of the other. The victim of one believes all kinds of +absurdities blindfold, oblivious of evidence or causality. The +upsetting of a salt-cellar or the fall of a mirror is to him a +harbinger of disaster, entirely irrespective of any possible +connection between the cause and the effect. A bit of stalk floating +on his tea presages an unlooked-for visitor, and the guttering of a +candle is a sign of impending death. All this he believes firmly, and +acts upon, although he would candidly acknowledge his inability to +explain the principle supposed to underlie the sequence between the +omen and its fulfilment. It is the irrationality of the belief that +constitutes its superstitious character, the contented acquiescence in +some inconceivable and impossible law, whether physical or +metaphysical, in virtue of which the predicted event is expected to +follow the wholly unrelated augury. The other sort of superstition is +that of which, as we have seen, Aunt Charlotte was an exemplification. +Here, again, there is a splendid disregard of evidence, testimony, and +causal laws. But it takes the form of scepticism, and a scepticism so +blindly partial as to sink into the most abject credulity. The wildest +sophistries are dragged in to account for an unfamiliar happening, and +scientific students are accused, now of idiocy, now of fraud, rather +than the fact should be confessed that our knowledge of the universe +is limited. If Aunt Charlotte, for instance, had seen a table rise +into the air of itself in broad daylight she would have said, "I +certainly saw it happen, and as an honest woman I can't deny it; but I +don't believe it for all that." The succession of abnormal +occurrences, however, of which Austin had been the subject, had begun +to undermine her dogmatism; and this last event, the interposition of +something, she knew not what, to save her from a horrible accident, +appealed to her very strongly. There was a pathos, too, about the part +played in it by Austin which touched her to the quick, and she +reproached herself keenly for the injustice with which she had treated +him in her unreasoning anger. + +She felt a great lump come in her throat as he ceased speaking, and +for a moment or two found it impossible to answer. "A voice!" she +uttered at last. "What sort of a voice, Austin?" + +"It sounded like a woman's," he replied. + + + + +Chapter the Ninth + + +From this time forward Austin seemed to live a double life. Perhaps it +would be more accurate to say that he inhabited two worlds. Around him +the flowers bloomed in the garden, Lubin worked and whistled, Aunt +Charlotte bustled about her duties, and everything went on as usual. +But beyond and behind all this there was something else. The dreams +and reveries that had hitherto invaded him became felt realities; he +no longer had any doubt that he was encircled by beings whom he could +not see, but who were none the less actual for that. And the curious +feature of the case was that it all seemed perfectly natural to him, +and so far from feeling frightened, or suffering from any sense of +being haunted, he experienced a sort of pleasure in it, a grateful +consciousness of friendly though unseen companionship that heightened +his joy in life. Who these invisible guardians could be, of course he +had no idea; it was enough for him just then to know that they were +there, and that, by their timely intervention on no fewer than three +ocasions, they had given ample proof that they both loved and trusted +him. + +Aunt Charlotte, on her side, could not but acknowledge that there must +be "something in it," as she said; it could not all be nothing but +Austin's fancy. She remembered that people who wrote hymns and poems +talked sometimes of guardian angels, and it was possible that a belief +in guardian angels might be orthodox. It was even conceivable that it +was a benevolent functionary of this class who had let St Peter out of +prison; and if the institution had existed then, why, there was +nothing unreasonable in the conclusion that it might possibly exist +now. She revolved these questionings in her mind during her journey up +to town the day after Austin's escapade, when, as she told herself, +she would be perfectly safe from accident; for it was not in the +nature of things that two collisions should happen so close together. +And she had reason to be glad she went, seeing that her bankers +received her with perfect cordiality, and convinced her that she would +certainly lose all her money if she insisted on investing it in any +such wild-cat scheme as the one she had set her heart upon. They +suggested, instead, certain foreign bonds on which she would receive a +perfectly safe four-and-a-half per cent.; and so pleased was she at +having been preserved from risking her two thousand pounds that she +not only indulged in a modest half-bottle of Beaune with her lunch, +but bought a pretty pencil-case for Austin. She determined at the same +time to let the vicar know what her bankers had said about the +investment he had urged upon her, and promised herself that she would +take the opportunity--of course without mentioning names--of +consulting him about the orthodoxy of guardian angels. He might be +expected to prove a safer guide in such a matter as that than in +questions of high finance. + +A few days afterwards, Austin went to call upon his friend St Aubyn. +He longed to see the beautiful gardens at the Court again, now that he +had obtained a glimpse into the mystic side of garden-craft through +the writings of Sir Thomas Browne; he felt intensely curious to pay +another visit to the haunted Banqueting Hall, which had a special +fascination for him since his own abnormal experiences; and he felt +that a confidential talk with Mr St Aubyn himself would do him no end +of good. _There_ was a man, at anyrate, to whom he could open his +heart; a man of high culture, wide sympathies, and great knowledge of +life. He was shown into the big, dim drawing-room, where a faint +perfume of lavender seemed to hang about, imparting to him a sense of +quiet and repose that was very soothing; through the half-closed +shutters the colours of the garden again gleamed brilliantly in the +sunshine, and there was heard a faint liquid sound, as of the plashing +of an adjacent fountain. St Aubyn entered in a few minutes, and +greeted him very cordially. + +"Well, and what have you been about?" he said, after a few +preliminaries had been exchanged. "Reading and dreaming, I suppose, as +usual?" + +"I'm afraid I've done both, and very little else to speak of," replied +Austin, laughing. "I'm always reading, off and on, without much +system, you know. But if I'm rather desultory I always enjoy reading, +because books give me so many new ideas, and it's delightful to have +always something fresh to think about." + +"Yes, yes," rejoined St Aubyn. "I don't know what you read, of course, +but it's clear you don't read many novels." + +"Novels!" exclaimed Austin scornfully. "How _can_ people read novels, +when there are so many other books in the world?" + +"Well, what have you been reading, then?" enquired St Aubyn, lighting +a cigarette. + +"I've been dipping into one of the most puzzling, fascinating, +bothering books I ever came across," replied Austin, following his +example. "I mean 'The Garden of Cyrus,' by Sir Thomas Browne. I can't +follow him a bit, and yet, somehow, he drags me along with him. All +that about the quincunx is most baffling. He seems to begin with the +arrangement of a garden, and then to lead one on through a maze of +arithmetical progressions till one finds oneself landed in a mystical +philosophy of life and creation, and I don't know what all. If I could +only understand him better I should probably enjoy him more." + +St Aubyn smiled. "Well, of course, it all sounds very fanciful," he +said. "One must read him as one reads all those curious old medięval +authors, who are full of pseudo-science and theories based on fables. +His great charm to me is his style, which is singularly rich and +chaste. But I've no doubt whatever, myself, that a great deal of this +ancient lore, which we have been accustomed to regard as so much +sciolism, not to say pure nonsense, had a germ of truth in it, and +that truth I believe we are gradually beginning to re-discover. You +see, one mustn't always take the formulas employed by these old +writers in their literal sense. Many were purely symbolic, and +concealed occult meanings. Now the philosopher's stone, to take a +familiar example, was not a stone at all. The word was no more than a +symbol, and covered a search for one of the great secrets--the origin +of life, or the nature of matter, or the attainment of immortality. +They seem to us to have taken a very roundabout route in their +investigations, but their object was often very much the same as that +of every chemist and biologist of the present day. Take alchemy, +again, which is supposed by people generally to have been nothing but +an attempt to turn the baser metals into gold. According to the +Rosicrucians, who may be supposed to have known something about it, +alchemy was the science of guiding the invisible processes of life for +the purpose of attaining certain results in both the physical and +spiritual spheres. Chemistry deals with inanimate substances, alchemy +with the principle of life itself. The highest aim of the alchemist +was the evolution of a divine and immortal being out of a mortal and +semi-animal man; the development, in short, of all those hidden +properties which lie latent in man's nature." + +"That is a very valuable thing to know," observed Austin, greatly +interested. "Every day I live, the more I realise the truth that +everything we see is on the surface, and that there's a whole world of +machinery--I can't think of a better term--working at the back of it. +It's like a clock. The face and the hands are all we see, but it's the +works inside that we can't see that make it go." + +"Excellently put," returned St Aubyn. "There are influences and forces +all round us of which we only notice the effects, and how far these +forces are intelligent is a very curious question. I see nothing +unscientific myself in the hypothesis that they may be." + +"I wonder!" exclaimed Austin. "Do you know--I have had some very funny +experiences myself lately, that can't be explained on any other ground +that I can think of. The first occurred the very day that I was here +first. Would you mind if I told you about them? Would it bother you +very much?" + +"On the contrary! I shall listen with the greatest interest, I assure +you," replied St Aubyn, with a smile. + +So Austin began at the beginning, and gave his friend a clear, full, +circumstantial account of the three occurrences which had made so deep +an impression on his mind. The story of the bricks riveted the +attention of his hearer, who questioned him closely about a number of +significant details; then he went on to the incident of Aunt +Charlotte's proposed journey, the mysterious warning he had received, +and the desperate measures to which he had been driven to keep her +from going out. St Aubyn shouted with laughter as Austin gravely +described how he had locked her up in her bedroom, and how lustily she +had banged and screamed to be released before it was too late to catch +the train. The sequel seemed to astonish him, and he fell into a +musing silence. + +"You tell your story remarkably well," he said at last, "and I don't +mind confessing that the abnormal character of the whole thing strikes +me as beyond question. Any attempt to explain such sequences by the +worn-out old theory of imagination or coincidence would be manifestly +futile. Such coincidences, like miracles, do not happen. Many things +have happened that people call miracles, by which they mean a sort of +divine conjuring-trick that is performed or brought about by violating +or annihilating natural laws. That, of course, is absurd. Nothing +happens but in virtue of natural laws, laws just as natural and +inherent in the universal scheme of things as gravitation or the +precession of the equinoxes, _only_ outside our extremely limited +knowledge of the universe. That, under certain conditions, such +interpositions affecting physical organisms may be produced by +invisible agencies is, in my view, eminently conceivable. It is purely +a question of evidence." + +"I am so glad you think so," replied Austin. "It makes things so much +easier. And then it's so pleasant to think that one is really +surrounded by unseen friends who are looking after one. I was never a +bit afraid of ghosts, and _my_ ghosts are apparently a charming set of +people. I wonder who they are?" + +"Ah, that is more than I can tell you," answered the other, laughing. +"I'm not so favoured as you appear to be. But come, let's have a +stroll round the garden. You don't mind the sun, I know." + +"And the Banqueting Hall! I insist on the Banqueting Hall," added +Austin, who now began to feel quite at home with his genial host. "I +long to be in there again. I'm sure it's full of wonders, if one only +had eyes to see." + +"By all means," smiled St Aubyn, as they went out. "You shall take +your fill of them, never fear. Don't forget your hat--the sun's pretty +powerful to-day. Doesn't the lawn look well?" + +"Lovely," assented Austin, admiringly. "Like a great green velvet +carpet. How do you manage to keep it in such good condition?" + +"By plenty of rolling and watering. That's the only secret. Let's walk +this way, down to the pool where the lilies are. There'll be plenty of +shade under the trees. Do you see that old statue, just over there by +the wall? That's a great favourite of mine. It always looks to me like +a petrified youth, a being that will never grow old in soul although +its form has existed for centuries, and the stone it's made of for +thousands of thousands of years. That's an illustration of the saying +that whom the gods love die young. Not that they die in youth, but +that they never really grow old, let them live for eighty years or +more, as we count time. They remain always young in soul, however long +their bodies last. Perhaps that's what Isaiah had in his mind when he +talked about a child dying at a hundred. _You'll_ never grow old, you +know." + +"Shan't I? How nice," exclaimed Austin, brightly. "I certainly can't +fancy myself old a bit. How funny it would be if one always preserved +one's youthful shape and features, while one's skin got all cracked +and rough and wrinkled like that old youth over there! The effect +would be rather ghastly. But I don't want to grow old in any sense. I +should like to remain a boy all my life. I suppose that in the other +world people may live a thousand years and always remain eighteen. I'm +nearly eighteen myself." + +St Aubyn could not help casting a glance of keen interest at the boy +as he said this. A presentiment shot through him that that might +actually be the destiny of the pure-souled, enthusiastic young +creature who had just uttered the suggestive words. Austin's long, +pale face, slender form, and bright, far-away expression carried with +them the idea that perhaps he might not stay very long where he was. A +sudden pang made itself felt as the possibility occurred to him, and +he rapidly changed the subject. + +"I don't think I'd let my thoughts run too much on mystical questions +if I were you, Austin," he said. "I mean in connection with these +curious experiences you've been having. You have enough joy in life, +joy from the world around you, to dispense with speculations about the +unseen. All that sort of thing is premature, and if it takes too great +a hold upon you its tendency will be to make you morbid." + +"It hasn't done so yet," replied Austin. "As far as I can judge of the +other world, it seems quite as joyous and lively as this one, and in +reality I expect it's a good deal more so. I don't hanker after +experiences, as you call them, but hitherto whenever they've come +they've always been helpful and agreeable--never terrifying or ghastly +in the very least. And I don't lay myself out for them, you know. I +just feel that there _is_ something near me that I can't see, and that +it's pleasant and friendly. The thought is a happy one, and makes me +enjoy the world I live in all the more." + +"Well, then, let us enjoy it together, and talk about orchids and +tulips, and things we can see and handle," said St Aubyn, cheerfully. +"How's Aunt Charlotte, for instance? Has she quite forgiven you for +having saved her life?" + +"Oh, quite, I think," replied Austin, his eyes twinkling. "I believe +she's almost grateful, for when she came back from town she presented +me with a gold pencil-case. She doesn't often do that sort of thing, +poor dear, and I'm sure she meant it as a sign of reconciliation. It's +pretty, isn't it?" he added, taking it out of his pocket. + +"Charming," assented St Aubyn. "That bit of lapis lazuli at the top, +with a curious design upon it, is by way of being an amulet, I +suppose?" + +"H'm! I don't believe in amulets, you know," said Austin, nodding +sagely. "I consider that all nonsense." + +"Yet there's no doubt that some amulets have influence," remarked St +Aubyn. "If a piece of amber, for example, has been highly magnetised +by a 'sensitive,' as very psychic persons are called, it is quite +possible that, worn next the skin, a certain amount of magnetic fluid +may be transmitted to the wearer, producing a distinct effect upon his +vitality. There's nothing occult about that. The most thoroughgoing +materialist might acknowledge it. But when it comes to spells, and all +that gibberish, there, of course, I part company. The magical power of +certain precious stones may be a fact of nature, but I see no proof +of its truth, and therefore I don't believe in it." + +"And now may we go and look at the flowers?" suggested Austin. + +"Come along," returned St Aubyn. "What a boy you are for flowers! Do +you know much of botany?" + +"No--yes, a little--but not nearly as much as I ought," said Austin, +as they strolled through the blaze of colour. "I love flowers for +their beauty and suggestiveness, irrespective of the classifications +to which they may happen to belong. A garden is to me the most +beautiful thing in the world. There's something sacred about it. +Everything that's beautiful is good, and if it isn't beautiful it +can't be good, and when one realises beauty one is happy. That's why I +feel so much happier in gardens than in church." + +"Why, aren't you fond of church?" asked St Aubyn, amused. + +"A garden makes me happier," said Austin. "Religion seems to encourage +pain, and ugliness, and mourning. I don't know why it should, but +nearly all the very religious people I know are solemn and melancholy, +as though they hadn't wits enough to be anything else. They only +understand what is uncomfortable, just as beasts of burden only +understand threats and beatings. I suppose it's a question of culture. +Now I learn more of what _I_ call religion from fields, and trees, and +flowers than from anything else. I don't believe that if the world had +consisted of nothing but cities any real religion would ever have been +evolved at all." + +"Crude, my dear Austin, very crude!" remarked St Aubyn, patting his +shoulder as they walked. "There's more in religion than that, a great +deal. Beware of generalising too widely, and don't forget the personal +equation. Now, come and have a look at the orchids. I've got one or +two rather fine ones that you haven't seen." + +He led the way towards the orchid-houses. Here they spent a delightful +quarter of an hour, and it was only the thought of his visit to the +Banqueting Hall that reconciled Austin to tearing himself away. St +Aubyn seemed much diverted at his insistence, and asked him whether he +expected to find the figures on the tapestry endowed with life and +disporting themselves about the room for his entertainment. + +"I wish they would!" laughed Austin. "What fun it would be. I'm sure +they'd enjoy it too. How old is the tapestry, by the way?" + +"It's fifteenth century work, I believe," replied St Aubyn. "Here we +are. It really is very good of its kind, and the colours are +wonderfully preserved." + +"It's lovely!" sighed Austin, as he walked slowly up the hall, +feasting his eyes once more on the beautiful fabrics. "What a thing to +live with! Just think of having all these charming people as one's +daily companions. I shouldn't want them to come to life, I like them +just as they are. If they moved or spoke the charm would be broken. +Why don't you spend hours every day in this wonderful place?" + +"My dear boy, I haven't such an imagination as you have," answered St +Aubyn, laughing. "But as a mere artist, of course I appreciate them as +much as anyone, just as I appreciate statuary or pictures. And I prize +them for their historical value too." + +Austin made no reply. He began to look abstracted, as though listening +to something else. The sun had begun to sink on the other side of the +house, leaving the hall itself in comparative shadow. + +"Don't you feel anything?" he said at last, in an undertone. + +"Nothing whatever," replied St Aubyn. "Do you?" + +"Yes. Hush! No--it was nothing. But I feel it--all round me. The most +curious sensation. The room's full. Some of them are behind me. Don't +you feel a wind?" + +"Indeed I don't," said St Aubyn. "There's not a breath stirring +anywhere." + +They were standing side by side. Austin gently put out his right hand +and grasped St Aubyn's left. + +"_Now_ don't you feel anything?" he asked. + +"Yes--a sort of thrill. A tingling in my arm," replied St Aubyn. +"That's rather strange. But it comes from you, not from----" He +paused. + +"It comes _through_ me," said Austin. + +They stood for a few seconds in unbroken silence. Then St Aubyn +suddenly withdrew his hand. "This is unhealthy!" he said, with a touch +of abruptness. "You must be highly magnetic. Your organism is +'sensitive,' and that's why you experience things that I don't." + +"Oh, why did you break the spell?" cried Austin, regretfully. "What +harm could it have done you? You said yourself just now that nothing +happens that isn't natural. And this is natural enough, if one could +only understand the way it works." + +"Many things are natural that are not desirable," returned St Aubyn, +walking up and down. "It's quite natural for people to go to sea, but +it makes some of them sea-sick, nevertheless, and they had better stay +on shore. It's all a matter of temperament, I suppose, and what is +pleasant for you is something that my own instincts warn me very +carefully to avoid." + +Austin drew his handkerchief across his eyes, as though beginning to +come back to the realities of life. "I daresay," he said, vaguely. +"But it's very restful here. The air seems to make me sleepy. I almost +think--" + +At this point a servant appeared at the other end of the hall, and St +Aubyn went to see what he wanted. The next moment he returned, with +quickened steps. + +"Come away with you--you and your spooks!" he cried, cheerfully, +taking Austin by the arm. "Here's an old aunt of mine suddenly dropped +from the skies, and clamouring for a cup of tea. We must go in and +entertain her. She's all by herself in the library." + +"I shall be very glad," said Austin. "You go on first, and I'll be +with you in two minutes." + +So St Aubyn strode off to welcome his elderly relative, and when +Austin came into the room he found his friend stooping over a very +small, very dowdy old lady dressed in rusty black silk, with a large +bonnet rather on one side, who was standing on tiptoe, the better to +peck at St Aubyn's cheek by way of a salute. She had small, twinkling +eyes, a wrinkled face, and the very honestest wig that Austin had ever +seen; and yet there was an air and a style about the old body which +somehow belied her quaint appearance, and suggested the idea that she +was something more than the insignificant little creature that she +looked at first sight. And so in fact she was, being no less a +personage than the Dowager-Countess of Merthyr Tydvil, and a very +great lady indeed. + +"But, my dear aunt, why did you never let me know that I might expect +you?" St Aubyn was saying as Austin entered. "I might have been miles +away, and you'd have had all your journey for nothing." + +"My dear, I'm staying with the people at Cleeve Castle, and I thought +I'd just give 'em the slip for an hour or two and take you by +surprise," answered the old lady as she sat down. "No, you needn't +ring--I ordered tea as soon as I came in. They just bore me out of my +life, you see, and they've got a pack o' riffraff staying with 'em +that I don't know how to sit in the same room with. But who's your +young friend over there? Why don't you introduce him?" + +"I beg your pardon!" said St Aubyn. "Mr Austin Trevor, a near +neighbour of mine. Austin, my aunt, Lady Merthyr Tydvil." + +"Why, of course I know now," said the old lady, nodding briskly. "So +you're Austin, are you? Roger was telling me about you not three weeks +ago. Well, Austin, I like the looks of you, and that's more than I can +say of most people, I can tell you. How long have you been living +hereabouts?" + +"Ever since I can remember," Austin said. + +"Roger, do touch the bell, there's a good creature," said Lady Merthyr +Tydvil. "That man of yours must be growing the tea-plants, I should +think. Ah, here he is. I'm gasping for something to drink. Did the +water boil, Richards? You're sure? How many spoonfuls of tea did you +put in? H'm! Well, never mind now. I shall be better directly. What +are those? Oh--Nebuchadnezzar sandwiches. Very good. That's all we +want, I think." + +She dismissed the man with a gesture as though the house belonged to +her, while St Aubyn looked on, amused. + +"I thought I should never get here," she continued. "The driver was a +perfect imbecile, my dear--didn't know the country a bit. And it's not +more than seven miles, you know, if it's as much. I was sure the +wretch was going wrong, and if I hadn't insisted on pulling him up and +asking a respectable-looking body where the house was I believe we +should have been wandering about the next shire at this moment. I've +no patience with such fools." + +"And how long are you staying at Cleeve?" asked St Aubyn, supplying +her with sandwiches. + +"I've been there nearly a week already, and the trouble lasts three +days more," replied his aunt, as she munched away. "The Duke's a fool, +and she's worse. Haven't the ghost of an idea, either of 'em, how to +mix people, you know. And what with their horrible charades, and their +nonsensical round games, and their everlasting bridge, I'm pretty well +at the end of my tether. Never was among such a beef-witted set of +addlepates since I was born. The only man among 'em who isn't a +hopeless booby's a Socialist, and he's been twice in gaol for inciting +honest folks not to pay their taxes. Oh, they're a precious lot, I +promise you. I don't know what we're coming to, I'm sure." + +"But it's so easy not to do things," observed St Aubyn, lazily. "Why +on earth do you go there? I wouldn't, I know that." + +"Why does anybody do anything?" retorted the old lady. "We can't all +stay at home and write books that nobody reads, as you do." + +Austin looked up enquiringly. He had no idea that St Aubyn was an +author, and said so. + +"What, you didn't know that Roger wrote books?" said the old lady, +turning to him. "Oh yes, he does, my dear, and very fine books +too--only they're miles above the comprehension of stupid old women +like me. Probably you've not a notion what a learned person he really +is. I don't even know the names of the things he writes of." + +"And you never told me!" said Austin to his friend. "But you'll have +to lend me some of your books now, you know. I'm dying to know what +they're all about." + +"They're chiefly about antiquities," responded St Aubyn; "early +Peruvian, Mexican, Egyptian, and so on. You're perfectly welcome to +read them all if you care to. They're not at all deep, whatever my +aunt may say." + +During this brief interchange of remarks, Lady Merthyr Tydvil had been +gazing rather fixedly at Austin, with her head on one side like an +enquiring old bird, and a puzzled expression on her face. + +"The most curious likeness!" she exclaimed. "Now, how is it that your +face seems so familiar to me, I wonder? I've certainly never seen you +anywhere before, and yet--and yet--who _is_ it you remind me of, for +goodness' sake?" + +"I wish I could tell you," replied Austin, laughing. "Likenesses are +often quite accidental, and it may be----" + +"Stuff and nonsense, my dear," interrupted the old lady, brusquely. +"There's nothing accidental about this. You're the living image of +somebody, but who it is I can't for the life of me imagine. What do +you say your name is?" + +"My surname, you mean?--Trevor," replied Austin, beginning to be +rather interested. + +"Trevor!" cried Lady Merthyr Tydvil, her voice rising almost to a +squeak. "No relation to Geoffrey Trevor who was in the 16th Lancers?" + +"He was my father," said Austin, much surprised. + +"Why, my dear, my dear, he was a _great_ friend of mine!" exclaimed +the old lady, raising both her hands. "I knew him twenty years ago and +more, and was fonder of him than I ever let out to anybody. Of course +it doesn't matter a bit now, but I always told him that if I'd been a +single woman, and a quarter of a century younger, I'd have married him +out of hand. That was a standing joke between us, for I was old enough +to be his mother, and he was already engaged--ah, and a sweet pretty +creature she was, too, and I don't wonder he fell in love with her. So +you are Geoffrey's son! I can scarcely believe it, even now. But it's +your mother you take after, not Geoffrey. She was a Miss--Miss----" + +"Her maiden name was Waterfield," interpolated Austin. + +"So it was, so it was!" assented the old lady, eagerly. "What a memory +you've got, to be sure. One of Sir Philip Waterfield's daughters, down +in Leicestershire. And her other name was Dorothea. Why, I remember it +all now as though it had happened yesterday. Your father made me his +confidante all through; such a state as he was in you never saw, +wondering whether she'd have him, never able to screw up his courage +to ask her, now all down in the dumps and the next day halfway up to +the moon. Well, of course they were married at last, and then I +somehow lost sight of them. They went abroad, I think, and when they +came back they settled in some place on the other side of nowhere and +I never saw them again. And you are their son Austin!" + +Interested as he was in these reminiscences, Austin could not help +being struck with the wonderful grace of this curious old lady's +gestures. In spite of her skimpy dress and antiquated bonnet, she was, +he thought, the most exquisitely-bred old woman he had ever seen. +Every movement was a charm, and he watched her, as she spoke, with +growing fascination and delight. + +"It is quite marvellous to think you knew my parents," he said in +reply, "while I have no recollection of either of them. My mother died +when I was born, and my father a year or two later. What was my mother +like? Did you know her well?" + +"She was a delicate-looking creature, with a pale face and dark-grey +eyes," answered the old lady, "and you put me in mind of her very +strongly. I didn't know her very well, but I remember your father +bringing her to call on me when they were first engaged, and a +wonderfully handsome couple they were. No doubt they were very happy, +but their lives were cut short, as so often happens, leaving a lot of +stupid people alive that the world could well dispense with. But I see +you've lost one of your legs! How did that come about, I should like +to know?" + +"Oh--something went wrong with the bone, and it had to be cut off," +said Austin, rather vaguely. + +"Dear, dear, what a pity," was the old lady's comment. "And are you +very sorry for yourself?" + +"Not in the least," said Austin, smiling brightly. "I've got quite +fond of my new one." + +"You're quite a philosopher, I see," said the old lady, nodding; "as +great a philosopher as the fox who couldn't reach the grapes, and he +was one of the wisest who ever lived. And now I think I'll have +another cup of tea, Roger, if there's any left. Give me two lumps of +sugar, and just enough cream to swear by." + +The conversation now became more general, and Austin, thinking that +the countess would like to be alone with her nephew for a few minutes +before returning to the Castle, watched for an opportunity of taking +leave. He soon rose, and said he must be going home. The old lady +shook hands with him in the most cordial manner, telling him that in +no case must he ever forget his mother--oblivious, apparently, of the +fact that by no earthly possibility could he remember her; and St +Aubyn accompanied him to the door. "You've quite won her heart," he +said, laughingly, as he bade the boy farewell. "If she was ever in +love with your father, she seems to have transferred her affections to +you. Good-bye--and don't let it be too long before you come again." + +Austin brandished his leg with more than usual haughtiness as he +thudded his way home along the road. He always gave it a sort of +additional swing when he was excited or pleased, and on this +particular occasion his gait was almost defiant. It must be confessed +that, never having known either of his parents, he had not hitherto +thought much about them. There was one small and much-faded photograph +of his father, which Aunt Charlotte kept locked up in a drawer, but +of his mother there was no likeness at all, and he had no idea +whatever of her appearance. But now he began to feel more interest in +them, and a sense of longing, not unmixed with curiosity, took +possession of him. What sort of a woman, he wondered, could that +unknown mother have been? Well, physically he was himself like her--so +Lady Merthyr Tydvil had said; and so much like her that it was through +that very resemblance that all these interesting discoveries had been +made. Then his thoughts reverted to what Aunt Charlotte had told him +about his mother's dying words, and how bitterly she had grieved at +not living to bring him up herself. And yet she was still +alive--somewhere--though in a world removed. Of course he couldn't +remember her, having never seen her, _but she had not forgotten +him_--of that he felt convinced. That was a curious reflection. His +mother was alive, and mindful of him. He could not prove it, +naturally, but he knew it all the same. He realised it as though by +instinct. And who could tell how near she might be to him? Distance, +after all, is not necessarily a matter of miles. One may be only a few +inches from another person, and yet if those inches are occupied by an +impenetrable wall of solid steel, the two will be as much separated +as though an ocean rolled between them. On the other hand, Austin had +read of cases in which two friends were actually on the opposite sides +of an ocean, and yet, through some mysterious channel, were sometimes +conscious, in a sub-conscious way, of each other's thoughts and +circumstances. Perhaps his mother could even see him, although he +could not see her. It was all a very fascinating puzzle, but there was +some truth underlying it somewhere, if he could only find it out. + + + + +Chapter the Tenth + + +Austin returned in plenty of time to spend a few minutes loitering in +the garden after he had dressed for dinner. It was a favourite habit +of his, and he said it gave him an appetite; but the truth was that he +always loved to be in the open air to the very last moment of the day, +watching the colours of the sky as they changed and melted into +twilight. On this particular evening the heavens were streaked with +primrose, and pale iris, and delicate limpid green; and so absorbed +was he in gazing at this splendour of dissolving beauty that he forgot +all about his appetite, and had to be called twice over before he +could drag himself away. + +"Well, and did you have an interesting visit?" asked Aunt Charlotte, +when dinner was halfway through. "You found Mr St Aubyn at home?" + +Austin had been unusually silent up till then, being somewhat +preoccupied with the experiences of the afternoon. He wanted to ask +his aunt all manner of questions, but scarcely liked to do so as long +as the servant was waiting. But now he could hold out no longer. + +"Yes--even more interesting than I hoped," he answered. "I had plenty +of delightful chat with St Aubyn, and then a visitor came in. It's +that that I want to talk about." + +"A visitor, eh?" said Aunt Charlotte, her attention quickening. "What +sort of a visitor? A lady?" + +"Yes, an old lady," replied Austin, "who----" + +"Did she come in an open fly?" pursued Aunt Charlotte, helping herself +to sauce. + +"Why, how did you know? I believe she did," said Austin. "She had +driven over from Cleeve." + +"Well, then, I must have seen her," said Aunt Charlotte. "A +queer-looking old person in a great bonnet. I happened to be walking +through the village, and she stopped the fly to ask me the way to the +Court, and I remember wondering who she could possibly be. I suppose +it was she whom you met there." + +"What, was it _you_ she asked?" exclaimed Austin, opening his eyes. +"She told us the driver didn't know the way, and that she'd +enquired--oh dear, oh dear, how funny!" + +"What's funny?" demanded Aunt Charlotte, abruptly. + +"Oh, never mind, I can't tell you, and it doesn't matter in the +least," said Austin, beginning to giggle. "Only I shouldn't have known +it was you from her description." + +"Why, what did she say?" Aunt Charlotte was getting suspicious. + +"My dear auntie, she didn't know who you were, of course," replied +Austin, "and she bore high testimony to the respectability of your +appearance, that's all. Only it's so funny to think it was you. It +never occurred to me for a moment." + +"What did she _say_, Austin?" repeated Aunt Charlotte, sternly. "I +insist upon knowing her exact words. Of course it doesn't really +matter what a poor old thing like that may have said, but I always +like to be precise, and it's just as well to know how one strikes a +stranger. It wasn't anything rude, I hope, for I'm sure I answered her +quite kindly." + +The servant was out of the room. "No, auntie, I don't think it was +rude, but it was so comic----" + +"Do stop giggling, and tell me what it was," interrupted Aunt +Charlotte, impatiently. + +"Well, she only said you were a respectable-looking body," replied +Austin, as gravely as he could. "And so you are, you know, auntie, +though, perhaps, if I had to describe you I should put it in rather +different words. I'm sure she meant it as a compliment." + +"Upon my word, I feel extremely flattered!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, +reddening. "A respectable-looking body, indeed! Well, it's something +to know I look respectable. And who was this very patronising old +person, pray? Some old nurse or other, I should say, to judge by her +appearance." + +"She was the Countess of Merthyr Tydvil, St Aubyn's aunt," said +Austin, enjoying the joke. + +"The Countess of Merthyr Tydvil!" echoed Aunt Charlotte, amazed. + +"And she's staying with the Duke at Cleeve Castle," added Austin. "But +that's not the point. Just fancy, auntie, she actually knew my father! +She knew him before he was married, and they were tremendous friends. +It all came out because she said I was so like somebody, and she +couldn't think who it could be, and then she asked what my surname +was, and so on, till we found out all about it. Wasn't it curious? Did +you ever hear of her before?" + +"Indeed I never knew of her existence till this moment," answered Aunt +Charlotte, beginning to get interested. "Your father had any number of +friends, and of course we didn't know them all. Well, it is curious, I +must say. But she didn't say you were like your father, did she?" + +"No--my mother," replied Austin. "She didn't know her much, but she +remembers her very well. She said she was a very lovely person, too." + +"Your father was good-looking in a way," said Aunt Charlotte, falling +into a reminiscent mood, "but not in the least like you. He used to go +a great deal into society, and no doubt it was there he met this Lady +Merthyr Tydvil, and any number of others. Did she tell you anything +about him--anything, I mean, that you didn't know before?" + +"No, I don't think she did, except that she was very fond of him and +would like to have married him herself. But as she was married +already, and he was engaged to somebody else, of course it was too +late." + +"What! She told you that?" cried Aunt Charlotte, scandalized. "What a +shameless old hussy she must be!" + +"Not a bit of it," retorted Austin. "She's a sweet old woman, and I +love her very much. Besides, she only meant it in fun." + +"Fun, indeed!" sniffed Aunt Charlotte, primly. "She may call me a +respectable-looking body as much as she likes now. It's more than I +can say for her." + +"Auntie, you _are_ an old goose!" exclaimed Austin, with a burst of +laughter. "You never could see a joke. She called you a +respectable-looking body, and you called her a queer old woman like a +nurse. Now you say she's a shameless old hussy, and so, on the whole, +I think you've won the match." + +Aunt Charlotte relapsed into silence, and did not speak again until +the dessert had been brought in. Austin helped himself to a plateful +of black cherries, while his aunt toyed with a peach. At last she +said, in rather a hesitating tone: + +"Well, you've told me your adventures, so there's an end of that. But +I've had a little adventure of my own this afternoon; though whether +it would interest you to hear it----" + +"Oh, do tell me!" said Austin, eagerly. "An adventure--you?" + +"I'm not sure whether adventure is quite the correct expression," +replied Aunt Charlotte, "and I don't quite know how to begin. You see, +my dear Austin, that you are very young." + +"It isn't anything improper, is it?" asked Austin, innocently. + +"If you say such things as that I won't utter another word," rejoined +his aunt. "I simply state the fact--that you are very young." + +"And I hope I shall always remain so," Austin said. + +"That being the case," resumed his aunt, impressively, "a great many +things happened long before you were born." + +"I've never doubted that for a moment, even in my most sceptical +moods," Austin assured her seriously. + +"Well, I once knew a gentleman," continued Aunt Charlotte, "of whom I +used to see a great deal. Indeed I had reasons for believing that--the +gentleman--rather appreciated my--conversation. Perhaps I was a little +more sprightly in those days than I am now. Anyhow, he paid me +considerable attention----" + +"Oh!" cried Austin, opening his eyes as wide as they would go. "Oh, +auntie!" + +"Of course things never went any further," said Aunt Charlotte, +"though I don't know what might have happened had it not been that I +gave him no encouragement whatever." + +"But why didn't you? What was he like? Tell me all about him!" +interrupted Austin, excitedly. "Was he a soldier, like father? I'm +sure he was--a beautiful soldier in the Blues, whatever the Blues may +be, with a grand uniform and clanking spurs. That's the sort of man +that would have captivated you, auntie. Was he wounded? Had he a +wooden leg? Oh, go on, go on! I'm dying to hear all about it." + +"That he had a uniform is possible, though I never saw him wear one, +and it may have been blue for anything I know; but that wouldn't imply +that he was in the Blues," replied his aunt, sedately. "No; the +strange thing was that he suddenly went abroad, and for +five-and-twenty years I never heard of him. And now he has written me +a letter." + +"A letter!" cried Austin. "This _is_ an adventure, and no mistake. But +go on, go on." + +"I never was more astounded in my life," resumed his aunt. "A letter +came from him this afternoon. He recalls himself to my remembrance, +and says--this is the most singular part--that he was actually staying +quite close to here only a short time ago, but had no idea that I was +living here. Had he known it he would most certainly have called, but +as he has only just discovered it, quite accidentally, he says he +shall make a point of coming down again, when he hopes he may be +permitted to renew our old acquaintance." + +"Now look here, auntie," said Austin, sitting bolt upright. "Let him +call, by all means, and see how well you look after being deserted for +five-and-twenty years; but I don't want a step-uncle, and you are not +to give me one. Fancy me with an Uncle Charlotte! That wouldn't do, +you know. You won't give me a step-uncle, will you? Please!" + +"Don't be absurd, my dear; and do, for goodness' sake, keep that +dreadful leg of yours quiet if you can. It always gives me the jumps +when you go on jerking it about like that. Of course I should never +dream of marrying now; but I confess I do feel a little curious to see +what my old friend looks like after all these years----" + +"Your old admirer, you mean," interpolated Austin. "To think of your +having had a romance! You can't throw stones at Lady Merthyr Tydvil +now, you know. I believe you're a regular flirt, auntie, I do indeed. +This poor young man now; you say he disappeared, but _I_ believe you +simply drove him away in despair by your cruelty. Were you a 'cruel +maid' like the young women one reads about in poetry-books? Oh, +auntie, auntie, I shall never have faith in you again." + +"You're a very disrespectful boy, that's what _you_ are," retorted +Aunt Charlotte, turning as pink as her ribbons. "The gentleman we're +speaking of must be quite elderly, several years older than I am, and, +for all I know, he may have a wife and half-a-dozen grown-up children +by this time. You let your tongue wag a very great deal too fast, I +can tell you, Austin." + +"But what's his name?" asked Austin, not in the least abashed. "We +can't go on for ever referring to him as 'the gentleman,' as though +there were no other gentlemen in the world, can we now?" + +"His name is Ogilvie--Mr Granville Ogilvie," replied his aunt. "He +belongs to a very fine old family in the north. There have been +Ogilvies distinguished in many ways--in literature, in the services, +and in politics. But there was always a mystery about Granville, +somehow. However, I expect he'll be calling here in a few days, and +then, no doubt, your curiosity will be gratified." + +"Oh, I know what he'll be like," said Austin. "A lean, brown +traveller, with his face tanned by tropic suns and Arctic snows to the +colour of an old saddle-bag. His hair, of course, prematurely grey. On +his right cheek there'll be a lovely bright-blue scar, where a +charming tiger scratched him just before he killed it with unerring +aim. I know the sort of person exactly. And now he comes to say that +he lays his battered, weather-worn old carcase at the feet of the +cruel maid who spurned it when it was young and strong and beautiful. +And the cruel maid, now in the full bloom of placid maternity--I mean +maturity----" + +"Hold your tongue or I'll pull your ears!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, +scarlet with confusion. "You'll make me sorry I ever said anything to +you on the subject. Mr Ogilvie, as far as I can judge from his letter, +is a most polished gentleman. There's a quaint, old-world courtesy +about him which one scarcely ever meets with at the present day. Just +remember, if you please, that we're simply two old friends, who are +going to meet again after having lost sight of each other for +five-and-twenty years; and what there is to laugh about in that I +entirely fail to see." + +"Dear auntie, I won't laugh any more, I promise you," said Austin. +"I'm sure he'll turn out a most courtly old personage, and perhaps +he'll have an enormous fortune that he made by shaking pagoda-trees in +India. How do pagodas grow on trees, I wonder? I always thought a +pagoda was a sort of odalisque--isn't that right? Oh, I mean +obelisk--with beautiful flounces all the way up to the top. It seems a +funny way of making money, doesn't it. Where is India, by the bye? +Anywhere near Peru?" + +"Your ignorance is positively disgraceful, Austin," said Aunt +Charlotte, with great severity. "I only hope you won't talk like that +in the presence of Mr Ogilvie. I expect you're right in surmising that +he's been a great traveller, for he says himself that he has led a +very wandering, restless life, and he would be shocked to think I had +a nephew who didn't know how to find India upon the map. There, you've +had quite as many cherries as are good for you, I'm sure. Let us go +and see if it's dry enough to have our coffee on the lawn, while +Martha clears away." + +Now although Austin was intensely tickled at the idea of Aunt Charlotte +having had a love-affair, and a love-affair that appeared to threaten +renewal, the fact was that he really felt just a little anxious. Not +that he believed for a moment that she would be such a goose as to +marry, at her age; that, he assured himself, was impossible. But it is +often the very things we tell ourselves are impossible that we fear the +most, and Austin, in spite of his curiosity to see his aunt's old flame, +looked forward to his arrival with just a little apprehension. For some +reason or other, he considered himself partly responsible for Aunt +Charlotte. The poor lady had so many limitations, she was so hopelessly +impervious to a joke, her views were so stereotyped and conventional--in +a word, she was so terribly Early Victorian, that there was no knowing +how she might be taken in and done for if he did not look after her a +bit. But how to do it was the difficulty. Certainly he could not prevent +the elderly swain from calling, and, of course, it would be only proper +that he himself should be absent when the two first came together. A +_tźte-ą-tźte_ between them was inevitable, and was not likely to be +decisive. But, this once over, he would appear upon the scene, take +stock of the aspirant, and shape his policy accordingly. What sort of a +man, he wondered, could Mr Ogilvie be? He had actually passed through +the town not so very long ago; but then so had hundreds of strangers, +and Austin had never noticed anyone in particular--certainly no one who +was in the least likely to be the gentleman in question. There was +nothing to be done, meanwhile, then, but to wait and watch. Perhaps the +gentleman would not want to marry Aunt Charlotte after all. Perhaps, as +she herself had suggested, he had a wife and family already. Neither of +them knew anything at all about him. He might be a battered old +traveller, or an Anglo-Indian nabob, or a needy haunter of Continental +pensions, or a convict just emerged from a term of penal servitude. He +might be as rich as Midas, or as poor as a church-mouse. But on one +thing Austin was determined--Aunt Charlotte must be saved from herself, +if necessary. They wanted no interloper in their peaceful home. And he, +Austin, would go forth into the world, wooden leg and all, rather than +submit to be saddled with a step-uncle. + +As for Aunt Charlotte, she, too, deemed it beyond the dreams of +possibility that she would ever marry. In fact, it was only Austin's +nonsense that had put so ridiculous a notion into her head. It was +true that, in the years gone by, the attentions of young Granville +Ogilvie had occasioned her heart a flutter. Perhaps some faint, +far-off reverberation of that flutter was making itself felt in her +heart now. It is so, no doubt, with many maiden ladies when they look +back upon the past. But if she had ever felt a little sore at her +sudden abandonment by the mercurial young man who had once touched her +fancy, the tiny scratch had healed and been forgotten long ago. At the +same time, although the idea of marriage after five-and-twenty years +was too absurd to be dwelt on for a moment, the worthy lady could not +help feeling how delightful it would be to be _asked_. Of course, that +would involve the extremely painful process of refusing; and Aunt +Charlotte, in spite of her rough tongue, was a merciful woman, and +never willingly inflicted suffering upon anybody. Even blackbeetles, +as she often told herself, were God's creatures, and Mr Ogilvie, +although he had deserted her, no doubt had finer sensibilities than a +blackbeetle. So she did not wish to hurt him if she could avoid it; +still, a proposal of marriage at the age of forty-seven would be +rather a feather in her cap, and she was too true a woman to be +indifferent to that coveted decoration. But then, once more, it was +quite possible that he would not propose at all. + +The next morning Austin put on his straw hat, and went and sat down by +the old stone fountain in the full blaze of the sun, as was his +custom. Lubin was somewhere in the shrubbery, and, unaware that anyone +was within hearing, was warbling lustily to himself. Austin +immediately pricked up his ears, for he had had no idea that Lubin was +a vocalist. Away he carolled blithely enough, in a rough but not +unmusical voice, and Austin was just able to catch some of the words +of the quaint old west-country ballad that he was singing. + + "Welcome to town, Tom Dove, Tom Dove, + The merriest man alive, + Thy company still we love, we love, + God grant thee still to thrive. + And never will we, depart from thee, + For better or worse, my joy! + For thou shalt still, have our good will, + God's blessing on my sweet boy." + +"Bravo, Lubin!" cried Austin, clapping his hands. "You do sing +beautifully. And what a delightful old song! Where did you pick it +up?" + +"Eh, Master Austin," said Lubin, emerging from among the +rhododendrons, "if I'd known you was a-listening I'd 'a faked up +something from a French opera for you. Why, that's an old song as I've +known ever since I was that high--'Tom of Exeter' they calls it. It's +a rare favourite wi' the maids down in the parts I come from." + +"Shows their good taste," said Austin. "It's awfully pretty. Who was +Tom Dove, and why did he come to town?" + +"Nay, I can't tell," replied Lubin. "Tis some made-up tale, I doubt. +They do say as how he was a tailor. But there is folks as'll say +anything, you know." + +"A tailor!" exclaimed Austin, scornfully, "That I'm sure he wasn't. +But oh, Lubin, there _is_ somebody coming to town in a day or +two--somebody I want to find out about. Do you often go into the +town?" + +"Eh, well, just o' times; when there's anything to take me there," +answered Lubin, vaguely. "On market-days, every now and again." + +"Oh yes, I know, when you go and sell ducks," put in Austin. "Now +what I want to know is this. Have you, within the last three or four +weeks, seen a stranger anywhere about?" + +"A stranger?" repeated Lubin. "Ay, that I certainly have. Any amount +o' strangers." + +"Oh well, yes, of course, how stupid of me!" exclaimed Austin, +impatiently. "There must have been scores and scores. But I mean a +particular stranger--a certain person in particular, if you understand +me. Anybody whose appearance struck you in any way." + +"Well, but what sort of a stranger?" asked Lubin. "Can't you tell me +anything about him? What'd he look like, now?" + +"That's just what I want to find out," replied Austin. "If I could +describe him I shouldn't want you to. All I know is that he's a sort +of elderly gentleman, rather more than fifty. He may be fifty-five, or +getting on for sixty. Now, isn't that near enough? Oh--and I'm almost +sure that he's a traveller." + +"H'm," pondered Lubin, leaning on his broom reflectively. "Well, yes, +I did see a sort of elderly gentleman some three or four weeks ago, +standing at the bar o' the 'Coach-and-Horses.' What his age might be I +couldn't exactly say, 'cause he was having a drink with his back +turned to the door. But he was a traveller, that I know." + +"A traveller? I wonder whether that was the one!" exclaimed Austin. +"Had he a dark-brown face? Or a wooden leg? Or a scar down one of his +cheeks?" + +"Not as I see," answered Lubin, beginning to sweep the lawn. "But a +traveller he was, because the barmaid told me so. Travelled all over +the country in bonnets." + +"Travelled in bonnets?" cried Austin. "What _do_ you mean, Lubin? How +can a man go travelling about the country in a bonnet? Had he a bonnet +on when you saw him drinking in the bar?" + +"Lor', Master Austin, wherever was you brought up?" exclaimed Lubin, +in grave amazement at the youth's ignorance. "When a gentleman +'travels' in anything, it means he goes about getting orders for it. +Now this here gentleman was agent, I take it, for some big millinery +shop in London, and come down here wi' boxes an' boxes o' bonnets, an' +tokes, and all sorts o' female headgear as women goes about in----" + +"In short, he was a commercial traveller," said Austin, very mildly. +"You see, my dear Lubin, we have been talking of different things. I +wasn't thinking of a gentleman who hawks haberdashery. When I said +traveller, I meant a man who goes tramping across Africa, and shoots +elephants, and gets snowed up at the North Pole, and has all sorts of +uncomfortable and quite incredible adventures. They always have faces +as brown as an old trunk, and generally limp when they walk. That's +the sort of person I'm looking out for. You haven't seen anyone like +that, have you?" + +"Nay--nary a one," said Lubin, shaking his head. "Would he have been +putting up at one o' the inns, now, or staying long wi' some o' the +gentry?" + +"I haven't the slightest idea," acknowledged Austin. + +"Might as well go about looking for a ram wi' five feet," remarked +Lubin. "Some things you can't find 'cause they don't exist, and other +things you can't find 'cause there's too many of 'em. And as you don't +know nothing about this gentleman, and wouldn't know him if you met +him in the street permiscuous, I take it you'll have to wait to see +what he looks like till he turns up again of his own accord. 'Tain't +in reason as you can go up to every old gentleman with a brown face +as you never see before an' ask him if he's ever been snowed up at the +North Pole and why he hasn't got a wooden leg. He'd think, as likely +as not, as you was trying to get a rise out of him. Don't you know +what the name may be, neither?" + +"Oh yes, I do, of course," responded Austin. "He's a Mr Ogilvie." + +"Never heard of 'im," said Lubin. "Might find out at one o' the inns +if any party o' that name's been staying there, but I doubt they +wouldn't remember. Folks don't generally stay more'n one night, you +see, just to have a look at the old market-place and the church, and +then off they go next morning and don't leave no addresses. Th' only +sort as stays a day or two are the artists, and they'll stay painting +here for more'n a week at a time. It may 'a been one o' them." + +"I wonder!" exclaimed Austin, struck by the idea. "Perhaps he's an +artist, after all; artists do travel, I know. I never thought of that. +However, it doesn't matter. It's only some old friend of Aunt +Charlotte's, and he's coming to call on her soon, so it isn't worth +bothering about meanwhile." + +He therefore dismissed the matter from his mind, and set about the far +more profitable employment of fortifying himself by a morning's +devotion to garden-craft, both manual and mental, against the +martyrdom (as he called it) that he was to undergo that afternoon. For +Aunt Charlotte had insisted on his accompanying her to tea at the +vicarage, and this was a function he detested with all his heart. He +never knew whom he might meet there, and always went in fear of +Cobbledicks, MacTavishes, and others of the same sort. The vicar +himself he did not mind so much--the vicar was not a bad little thing +in his way; but Mrs Sheepshanks, with her patronising disapproval and +affected airs of smartness, he couldn't endure, while the Socialistic +curate was his aversion. The reason he hated the curate was partly +because he always wore black knickerbockers, and partly because he was +such chums with the MacTavish boys. How any self-respecting individual +could put up with such savages as Jock and Sandy was a problem that +Austin was wholly unable to solve, until it was suggested to him by +somebody that the real attraction was neither Jock nor Sandy, but one +of their screaming sisters--a Florrie, or a Lottie, or an Aggie--it +really did not matter which, since they were all alike. When this +once dawned upon him, Austin despised the knickerbockered curate more +than ever. + +On the present occasion, however, the MacTavishes were happily not +there; the only other guest (for of course the curate didn't count) +being a friend of the curate's, who had come to spend a few days with +him in the country. The friend was a harsh-featured, swarthy young +man, belonging to what may be called the muscular variety of high +Ritualism; much given to a sort of aggressive slang--he had been known +to refer to the bishop of his diocese as "the sporting old jester that +bosses our show"--and representing militant sacerdotalism in its most +blusterous and rampant form. He was also in the habit of informing +people that he was "nuts" on the Athanasian Creed, and expressing the +somewhat arbitrary opinion that if the Rev. John Wesley had had his +deserts he would have been exhibited in a pillory and used as a target +for stale eggs. There are a few such interesting youths in Holy +Orders, and the curate's friend was one of them. + +The party were assembled in the garden, where Mrs Sheepshanks's best +tea-service was laid out. To say that the conversation was brilliant +would be an exaggeration; but it was pleasant and decorous, as +conversations at a vicarage ought to be. The two ladies compared notes +about the weather and the parish; the curate asked Austin what he had +been doing with himself lately; the friend kept silence, even from +good words, while the vicar, one of the mildest of his cloth, sat +blinking in furtive contemplation of the friend. Certainly it was not +a very exhilarating entertainment, and Austin felt that if it went on +much longer he should scream. What possible pleasure, he marvelled, +could Aunt Charlotte find in such a vapid form of dissipation? Even +the garden irritated him, for it was laid out in the silly Early +Victorian style, with wriggling paths, and ribbon borders, and shrubs +planted meaninglessly here and there about the lawn, and a dreadful +piece of sham rockwork in one corner. Of course the vicar's wife +thought it quite perfect, and always snubbed Austin in a very lofty +way if he ever ventured to express his own views as to how a garden +should be fitly ordered. Then his eye happened to fall upon the +curate's friend; and he caught the curate's friend in the act of +staring at him with a most offensive expression of undisguised +contempt. + +Now, Austin was courteous to everyone; but to anybody he disliked his +politeness was simply deadly. Of course he took no notice of the young +parson's tacit insolence; he only longed, as fervently as he knew how +to long, for an opportunity of being polite to him. And the occasion +was soon forthcoming. The conversation growing more general by +degrees, a reference was made by the vicar, in passing, to a certain +clergyman of profound scholarship and enlightened views, whose +recently published book upon the prophet Daniel had been painfully +exercising the minds of the editor and readers of the _Church Times_; +and it was then that the curate's friend, without moving a muscle of +his face, suddenly leaned forward and said, in a rasping voice: + +"The man's an impostor and a heretic. He ought to be burned. I would +gladly walk in the procession, singing the 'Te Deum,' and set fire to +the faggots myself."[A] + +And there was no doubt he meant it. A dead silence fell upon the +party. The curate looked horribly annoyed. The ladies exclaimed "Oh!" +with a little shudder of dismay. The vicar started, fidgeted, and +blinked more nervously than ever. Then Austin, with the most charming +manner in the world, broke the spell. + +"Really!" he exclaimed, turning towards the speaker, a bright smile of +interest upon his face. "That's a most delightfully original +suggestion. May I ask what religion you belong to?" + +"What religion!" scowled the curate's friend, astounded at the +enquiry. + +"Yes--it must be one I never heard of," replied Austin, sweetly. "I am +so awfully ignorant, you know; I know nothing of geography, and +scarcely anything about the religions of savage countries. Are you a +Thug?" + +"Oh, Austin!" breathed Aunt Charlotte, faintly. + +"I always do make such mistakes," continued Austin, with his most +engaging air; "I'm so sorry, please forgive me if I'm stupid. I +forgot, of course Thugs don't burn people alive, they only strangle +them. Perhaps I'm thinking of the Bosjesmans, or the Andaman +Islanders, or the aborigines of New Guinea. I do get so mixed up! But +I've often thought how lovely it would be to meet a cannibal. You +aren't a cannibal, are you?" he added wistfully. + +"I'm a priest of the Church of England," replied the curate's friend, +with crushing scorn, though his face was livid. "When you're a little +older you'll probably understand all that that implies." + +"Fancy!" exclaimed Austin, with an air of innocent amazement. "I've +heard of the Church of England, but I quite thought you must belong to +one of those curious persuasions in Africa, isn't it--or is it +Borneo?--where the services consist in skinning people alive and then +roasting them for dinner. It occurred to me that you might have gone +there as a missionary, and that the savages had converted you instead +of you converting the savages. I'm sure I beg your pardon. And have +you ever set fire to a bishop?" + +"Austin! Austin!" came still more faintly from Aunt Charlotte. + +The vicar, scandalised at first, was now in convulsions of silent +laughter. Mrs Sheepshanks's parasol was lowered in a most suspicious +manner, so as completely to hide her face; while the unfortunate +curate, with his head almost between his knees, was working havoc in +the vicarage lawn with the point of a heavy walking-stick. The only +person who seemed perfectly at his ease was Austin, and he was +enjoying himself hugely. Then the vicar, feeling it incumbent upon +him, as host, to say something to relieve the strain, attempted to +pull himself together. + +"My dear boy," he said, in rather a quavering voice, "you may be +perfectly sure that our valued guest has no sympathy with any of the +barbarous religions you allude to, but is a most loyal member of the +Church of England; and that when he said he would like to 'burn' a +brother clergyman--one of the greatest Talmudists and Hebrew scholars +now alive--it was only his humorous way of intimating that he was +inclined to differ from him on one or two obscure points of historical +or verbal criticism which----" + +"It was not," said the curate's friend. + +Mrs Sheepshanks immediately turned to Aunt Charlotte, and remarked +that feather boas were likely to be more than ever in fashion when the +weather changed; and Aunt Charlotte said she had heard from a most +authoritative source that pleated corselets were to be the rage that +autumn. Both ladies then agreed that the days were certainly beginning +to draw in, and asked the curate if he didn't think so too. The curate +fumbled in his pocket, and offered Austin a cigarette, and Austin, +noticing the unconcealed annoyance of the unfortunate young man, who +was really not a bad fellow in the main, felt kindly towards him, and +accepted the cigarette with effusion. The vicar relapsed into silence, +making no attempt to complete his unfinished sentence; then he stole a +glance at the saturnine face of the stranger, and from that moment +became an almost liberal-minded theologian; He had had an +object-lesson that was to last him all his life, and he never forgot +it. + +"Well, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte, when they were walking home, a +few minutes later, "of course you _ought_ to have a severe scolding +for your behaviour this afternoon; but the fact is, my dear, that on +this occasion I do not feel inclined to give you one. That man was +perfectly horrible, and deserved everything he got. I only hope it may +have done him good. I couldn't have believed such people existed at +the present day. The most charitable view to take of him is that he +can scarcely be in his right mind." + +"What, because he wanted to burn somebody alive?" said Austin. "Oh, +that was natural enough. I thought it rather an amusing idea, to tell +the truth. The reason I went for him was that I caught him making +faces at me when he thought I wasn't looking. I saw at once that he +was a beast, so the instant he gave me an opportunity of settling +accounts with him I took it. Oh, what a blessing it is to be at home +again! Dear auntie, let's make a virtuous resolution. We'll neither of +us go to the vicarage again as long as we both shall live." + +He strolled into the garden--the good garden, with straight walks, and +clipped hedges, and fair formal shape--and threw himself down upon a +long chair. He had already begun to forget the incidents of the +afternoon. Here was rest, and peace, and beauty. How tired he was! Why +did he feel so tired? He could not tell. A deep sense of satisfaction +and repose stole over him. Lubin was there, tidying up, but he did not +feel any inclination to talk to Lubin or anybody else. He liked +watching Lubin, however, for Lubin was part of the garden, and all his +associations with him were pleasant. The scent of the flowers and the +grass possessed him. The sun was far from setting, and a young +crescent moon was hovering high in the heavens, looking like a silver +sickle against the blue. From the distant church came the sound of +bells ringing for even-song, faint as horns of elf-land, through the +still air. He felt that he would like to lie there always--just +resting, and drinking in the beauty of the world. + +Suddenly he half-rose. "Lubin!" he called out quickly, in an +undertone. + +"Sir," responded Lubin, turning round. + +"Who was that lady looking over the garden-gate just now?" + +"Lady?" repeated Lubin. "I never saw no lady. Whereabouts was she?" + +"On the path of course, outside. A second ago. She stood looking at me +over the gate, and then went on. Run to the gate and see how far she's +got--quick!" + +Lubin did as he was bidden without delay, looking up and down the +road. Then he returned, and soberly picked up his broom. + +"There ain't no lady there," he said. "No one in sight either way. +Must 'a been your fancy, Master Austin, I expect." + +"Fancy, indeed!" retorted Austin, excitedly. "You'll tell me next it's +my fancy that I'm looking at you now. A lady in a large hat and a sort +of light-coloured dress. She _must_ be there. There's nowhere else for +her to be, unless the earth has swallowed her up. I'll go and look +myself." + +He struggled up and staggered as fast as he could go to the gate. Then +he pushed it open and went out as far as the middle of the road from +which he could see at least a hundred yards each way. But not a living +creature was in sight. + +"It's enough to make one's hair stand on end!" he exclaimed, as he +came slowly back. "Where can she have got to? She was here--here, by +the gate--not twenty seconds ago, only a few yards from where I was +sitting. Don't talk to me about fancy; that's sheer nonsense. I saw +her as distinctly as I see you now, and I should know her again +directly if I saw her a year hence. Of all inexplicable things!" + +There was no more lying down. He was too much puzzled and excited to +keep still. Up and down he paced, cudgelling his brains in search of +an explanation, wondering what it could all mean, and longing for +another glimpse of the mysterious visitor. For one brief moment he had +had a full, clear view of her face, and in that moment he had been +struck by her unmistakable resemblance to himself. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[A] A fact. Said in the writer's presence by a young clergyman of the +same breed as the one here described. + + + + +Chapter the Eleventh + + +The repairs to the ceiling in Austin's room were now finished, and it +was with great satisfaction that he resumed possession of his old +quarters. The mysterious events that had befallen him when he slept +there last, some weeks before, recurred very vividly to his mind as he +found himself once more amid the familiar surroundings, and although +he heard no more raps or anything else of an abnormal nature, he felt +that, whatever dangers might threaten him in the future, he would +always be protected by those he thought of as his unseen friends. Aunt +Charlotte, meanwhile, had taken an opportunity of consulting the vicar +as to the orthodoxy of a belief in guardian angels, and the vicar had +reassured her at once by referring her to the Collect for St Michael +and All Angels, in which we are invited to pray that they may succour +and defend us upon earth; so that there really was nothing +superstitious in the conclusion that, as Austin had undoubtedly been +succoured and defended in a very remarkable manner on more than one +occasion, some benevolent entity from a better world might have had a +hand in it. The worthy lady, of course, could not resist the +temptation of informing Mr Sheepshanks of what her bankers had said +about the investment he had so earnestly urged upon her, and the vicar +seemed greatly surprised. He had not put any money into it himself, it +was true, but was being sorely tempted by another prospectus he had +just received of an enterprise for recovering the baggage which King +John lost some centuries ago in the Wash. The only consideration that +made him hesitate was the uncertainty whether, in view of the +perishable nature of the things themselves, they would be worth very +much to anybody if ever they were fished up. + +"Austin," said Aunt Charlotte, two days afterwards at breakfast, "I +have had another letter from Mr Ogilvie. Of course I wrote to him when +I heard first, saying how pleased I should be to see him whenever he +was in the neighbourhood again; and now I have his reply. He proposes +to call here to-morrow afternoon, and have a cup of tea with us." + +"So the fateful day has come at last," remarked Austin. "Very well, +auntie, I'll make myself scarce while you're talking over old times +together, but I insist on coming in before he goes, remember. I'm +awfully curious to see what he's like. Do you think he wears a wig?" + +"I really haven't thought about it," replied his aunt. "It's nothing +to me whether he does or not--or to you either, for the matter of +that. Of course you must present yourself to him some time or other; +it would be most discourteous not to. And do, if you can, try and +behave rather more like other people. Don't parade your terrible +ignorance of geography, for instance, as you do sometimes. He would +think that I had neglected your education disgracefully, and seeing +what a traveller he's been himself--" + +"All right, auntie, I won't give you away," Austin assured her. "You'd +better tell him what a horrid dunce I am before I come in, and then he +won't be so surprised if I do put my foot in it. After all, we're not +sure that he's been a traveller. He may be a painter. Lubin says that +lots of painters come down here sometimes. My own idea is that he'll +turn out to be nothing but a bank manager, or perhaps a stockbroker. I +expect he's rolling in money." + +Austin had said nothing to his aunt about the lady who had looked over +the gate for one brief moment and then so unaccountably disappeared. +What would have been the use? He felt baffled and perplexed, but it +was not likely that Aunt Charlotte would be able to throw any light +upon the mystery. She would probably say that he had been dreaming, or +that he only imagined it, or that it was an old gipsy woman, or one of +the MacTavish girls playing a trick, or something equally fatuous and +absurd. But the more he thought of it the more he was convinced of the +reality of the whole thing, and of the existence of some great marvel. +That he had seen the lady was beyond question. That she had vanished +the next moment was also beyond question. That she had hidden behind a +tree or gone crouching in a ditch was inconceivable, to say the least +of it; so fair and gracious a person would scarcely descend to such +undignified manoeuvres, worthy only of a hoydenish peasant girl. And +yet, what could possibly have become of her? The enigma was quite +unsolvable. + +The next morning brought with it a surprise. Aunt Charlotte had some +very important documents that she wanted to deposit with her +bankers--so important, indeed, that she did not like to entrust them +to the post; so Austin, half in jest, proposed that he should go to +town himself by an early train, and leave them at the bank in person. +To his no small astonishment, Aunt Charlotte took him at his word, +though not without some misgivings; instructed him to send her a +telegram as soon as ever the papers were in safe custody, and assured +him that she would not have a moment's peace until she got it. Austin, +much excited at the prospect of a change, packed the documents away in +the pistol-pocket of his trousers, and started off immediately after +breakfast in high spirits. The journey was a great delight to him, as +he had not travelled by railway for nearly a couple of years, and he +derived immense amusement from watching his fellow-passengers and +listening to their conversation. There was a party of very +serious-minded American tourists, with an accent reverberant enough to +have cracked the windows of the carriage had they not, luckily, been +open; and from the talk of these good people he learnt that they came +from a place called New Jerusalem, that they intended to do London in +two days, and that they answered to the names of Mr Thwing, Mr Moment, +and Mr and Mrs Skull. The gentlemen were arrayed in shiny +broad-cloth, with narrow black ties, tied in a careless bow; the lady +wore long curls all down her back and a brown alpaca gown; and they +all seemed under the impression that the most important sights which +awaited them were the Metropolitan Tabernacle and some tunnel under +the Thames. The only other passenger was a rather smart-looking +gentleman with a flower in his buttonhole, who made himself very +pleasant; engaged Austin in conversation, gave him hints as to how +best to enjoy himself in London, asked him a number of questions about +where he lived and how he spent his time, and finished up by inviting +him to lunch. But Austin, never having seen the man before, declined; +and no amount of persuasion availed to make him alter his decision. + +On arrival in London, he got into an omnibus--not daring to call a +cab, lest he should pay the cabman a great deal too much or a great +deal too little--and in a short time was set down near Waterloo Place, +where the bank was situated. His first care was to relieve himself of +the precious documents, and this he did at once; but he thought the +clerk looked at him in a disagreeably sharp and suspicious manner, and +wondered whether it was possible he might be accused of forgery and +given in charge to a policeman. The papers consisted of some +dividend-warrants payable to bearer, and an endorsed cheque, and the +clerk examined them with a most formidable and inquisitorial frown. +Then he asked Austin what his name was, and where he lived; and Austin +blushed and stammered to such an extent and made such confused replies +that the clerk looked more suspiciously at him than ever, and Austin +had it on the tip of his tongue to assure him that he really had not +stolen the documents, or forged Aunt Charlotte's name, or infringed +the laws in any way whatever that he could think of. But just then the +clerk, who had been holding a muttered consultation with another +gentleman of equally threatening aspect, turned to him again with a +less aggressive expression, as much as to say that he'd let him off +this time if he promised never to do it any more, and intimated, with +a sort of grudging nod, that he was free to go if he liked. Which +Austin, much relieved, forthwith proceeded to do. + +Then he stumped off as hard as he could go to the Post-Office near by, +to despatch the telegram which should set Aunt Charlotte's mind at +ease; and by dint of carefully observing what all the other people did +managed to get hold of a telegraph-form and write his message. +"Documents all safe in the Bank.--Your affectionate Austin." That +would do beautifully, he thought. Then he offered it to a +proud-looking young lady who lived behind a barricade of brass +palings, and the young lady, having read it through (rather to his +indignation) and rapidly counted the words, gave him a couple of +stamps. But he explained, with great politeness, that he did not wish +it to go by post, as it was most important that it should reach its +destination before lunch-time; whereupon the young lady burst into a +hearty laugh, and asked him how soon he was going back to school. +Austin coloured furiously, rectified his mistake, and bolted. + +In Piccadilly Circus his attention was immediately attracted by a +number of stout, florid, elderly ladies who were selling some most +lovely bouquets for the buttonhole. This was a temptation impossible +to resist, and he lost no time in choosing one. It cost fourpence, and +Austin was so charmed at the skilful way in which the florid lady he +had patronised pinned it into the lapel of his jacket that he raised +his hat to her on parting with as much ceremony as though she had been +a duchess at the very least. Then, observing that his shoe was dusty, +he submitted it to a merry-looking shoeblack, who not only cleaned it +and creamed it to perfection but polished up his wooden leg as well; +Austin, in his usual absent-minded way, humming to himself the while. +During the operation there suddenly rushed up a drove of very +ungainly-looking objects, who, in point of fact, were persons lately +arrived from Lancashire to play a football match at the Alexandra +Palace--though Austin, of course, could not be expected to know that; +and two of these, staring at him as though he were a wild animal that +they had never seen before, enquired with much solicitude how his +mother was, and whether he was having a happy day. Austin took no more +notice of them than if they had been flies, but as soon as the +shoeblack had finished, and been generously rewarded, he presented +them each with a penny. + +"Wot's this for?" growled the foremost. "We ain't beggars, we ain't. +Wot d'ye mean by it?" + +"Aren't you? I thought you were," said Austin. "However, you can keep +the pennies. They will buy you bread, you know." + +The fellows edged off, muttering resentfully, and Austin prepared to +cross the road to Piccadilly. The next moment he received a violent +blow on the shoulder from an advancing horse, and was knocked clean +off his legs. He was in the act of half-consciously taking off his hat +and begging the horse's pardon when a stout policeman, coming to the +rescue, lifted him bodily up in one arm, and, carrying him over the +crossing, deposited him safely on the pavement. He recovered his +breath in a minute or two, and then began to walk down Piccadilly +towards the Park. + +The streets were gay and crowded, partly with black and grey people +who seemed to be going about some business or other, but starred +beautifully here and there with bright-eyed, clear-skinned, slender +youths in straw hats, something like Austin himself, enjoying their +release from school. Phalanxes of smartly-dressed ladies impeded the +traffic outside the windows of all the millinery shops, omnibuses +rattled up and down in a never-ending procession, and strident urchins +with little pink newspapers under their arms yelled for all they were +worth. Austin, absorbed in the cheerful spectacle, sauntered hither +and thither, now attracted by the fresh verdure of the Green Park, now +gazing with vivid interest at the ever-varying types of humanity that +surged around him; blissfully unconscious that every one was staring +at him, as though wondering who the pale-faced boy with eager eyes and +a shiny black wooden leg could be, and why he went zigzagging to and +fro and peering so excitedly about as though he had never seen any +shops or people in his life before. At last he arrived at the Corner, +and, turning into the Park, spent a quarter of an hour watching the +riders in Rotten Row; then he crossed to the Marble Arch, passing a +vast array of gorgeous flowers in full bloom, listened wonderingly to +an untidy orator demolishing Christianity for the benefit of a little +knot of errand-boys and nursemaids, took another omnibus along Oxford +Street to the Circus, and, after an enchanting walk down Regent +Street, entered a bright little Italian restaurant in the Quadrant, +where he had a delightful lunch. This disposed of, he found that he +could afford a full hour to have a look at the National Gallery +without danger of losing his train, and off he plodded towards +Trafalgar Square to make the most of his opportunity. + +Meanwhile Aunt Charlotte received her telegram, and, greatly relieved +by its contents, spent an agreeable day. It was not to be wondered at +if she felt a little fluttering excitement at the prospect of seeing +her old suitor, and was more than usually fastidious in the +arrangement of her modest toilet. Lubin had been requisitioned to +provide a special supply of the freshest and finest flowers for the +drawing-room, and she had herself gone to the pastrycook's to order +the cheese-cakes and cream-tarts on which the expected visitor was to +be regaled. Of course she kept on telling herself all the time what a +foolish old woman she was, and how silly Mr Ogilvie would think her if +he only knew of all her little fussy preparations; men who had knocked +about the world hated to be fidgeted over and made much of, and no +doubt it was quite natural they should. And then she went bustling off +to impress on Martha the expediency of giving the silver tea-service +an extra polish, and to be sure and see that the toast was crisp and +fresh. When at last she sat down with a book in front of her in order +to pass the time she found her attention wandering, and her thoughts +recurring to the last occasion on which she had seen Granville +Ogilvie. He had been rather a fine-looking young man in those +days--tall, straight, and well set up; and well she remembered the +whimsical way he had of speaking, the humorous glance of his eye, and +those baffling intonations of voice that made it so difficult for her +to be sure whether he were in jest or earnest. That he had +confessedly been attracted by her was a matter of common knowledge. +Why had she given him no encouragement? Perhaps it was because she had +never understood him; because she had never been able to feel any real +rapport between them, because their minds moved on different planes, +and never seemed to meet. She had no sense of humour, and no insight; +he was elusive, difficult to get into touch with; all she knew of him +was his exterior, and that, for her, was no guide to the man beneath. +Then he had dropped out of her life, and for five and twenty years she +had never heard of him. Whatever chance she may have had was gone, and +gone for ever. Did she regret it, now that she was able to look back +upon the past so calmly? She thought not. And yet, as she meditated on +those far-off days when she was young and pretty, the intervening +years seemed to be annihilated, and she felt herself once more a girl +of twenty-two, with a young man hovering around her, always on the +verge of a proposal that she herself staved off. + +She was not agitated, but she was very curious to see what he would +look like, and just a little anxious lest there should be any +awkwardness about their meeting. But eventually it came about in the +most natural manner in the world, and if anybody had peeped into the +shady drawing-room just at the time when Austin's train was steaming +into the station, there would certainly have been nothing in the scene +to suggest any tragedy or romance whatever. Aunt Charlotte, in a +pretty white lace _fichu_ set off with rose-coloured bows, was +dispensing tea with hospitable smiles, while Martha handed cakes and +poured a fresh supply of hot water into the teapot. Opposite, sat the +long expected visitor; no lean, brown adventurer, no Indian nabob, and +certainly no artist, but a tallish, large-featured, and somewhat +portly gentleman, with a ruddy complexion, good teeth, and a general +air of prosperity. His fashionable pale-grey frock-coat, evidently the +work of a good tailor, fitted him like a glove; he wore, also, a white +waistcoat, a gold eye-glass, and patent leather shoes. His appearance, +in short, was that of a thoroughly well-groomed, though slightly +over-dressed, London man; and he impressed both Martha and Aunt +Charlotte with being a very fine gentleman indeed, for his manners +were simply perfect, if perhaps a little studied. He dropped his +gloves into his hat with a graceful gesture as he accepted a cup of +tea, and then, turning to his hostess, said---- + +"It is indeed delightful to meet you after all these years; it seems +to bring back old times so vividly. And the years have dealt very +gently with you, my dear friend. I should have known you anywhere." + +It was not quite certain to Aunt Charlotte whether she could +truthfully have returned the compliment. There are some elderly people +in whom it is the easiest thing in the world to recognise the features +of their youth. Allow for a little accentuation of facial lines, a +little roughening of the skin, a little modification in the +arrangement of the hair, and the face is virtually the same. Aunt +Charlotte herself was one of these, but Granville Ogilvie was not. She +might even have passed him in the street. That he was the man she had +known was beyond question, but there was a puffiness under the eyes +and a fulness about the cheeks that altered the general effect of his +appearance, and in spite of his modish dress and elaborate manners he +seemed to have grown just a little coarse. Still, remembering what a +bird of passage he had been, and the many experiences he must have had +by land and sea, all that was not to be wondered at. It was really +remarkable, everything considered, that he had managed to preserve +himself so well. + +"Oh, I'm an old woman now," replied Aunt Charlotte with an almost +youthful blush. "But I've had a peaceful life if rather a monotonous +one, and I've nothing to complain of. It is very good of you to have +remembered me, and I'm more glad than I can say to see you again. It's +a quarter of a century since we met!" + +"It seems like yesterday," Mr Ogilvie assured her. "And yet how many +things have happened in the meantime! This charming house of yours is +a perfect haven of rest. Why do people knock about the world as they +do, when they might stay quietly at home?" + +"Nay, it is rather I who should ask you that," laughed Aunt Charlotte. +"It is you who have been knocking about, you know, not I. Men are so +fond of adventures, while we women have to content ourselves with a +very humdrum sort of life. You've been a great traveller, have you +not?" + +This was a mild attempt at pumping on the part of Aunt Charlotte, for +Mr Ogilvie certainly did not give one the idea of an explorer. But she +was consumed with curiosity to knew where he had spent the years +since she had seen him last, and now brought all her artless ingenuity +into play in order to find out. + +"Yes, I was always a roving, restless sort of fellow," said Mr +Ogilvie. "Never could stay long in the same place, you know. I often +wonder how long it will be before I settle down for good." + +"Well, I almost envy you," confessed Aunt Charlotte, nibbling a +cheese-cake. "I love travels and adventures; in books, of course, I +mean. I've been reading Captain Burnaby's 'Ride to Khiva' lately, and +that wonderful 'Life of Sir Richard Burton.' What marvellous nerve +such men must have! To think of the disguises, for instance, they were +forced to adopt, when detection would have cost them their lives! You +should write your travels too, you know; I'm sure they'd be most +exciting. Were you ever compelled to disguise yourself when you were +travelling?" + +"I should rather think so," replied Mr Ogilvie, nodding his head +impressively. "And that, my dear lady, under circumstances in which +disguise was absolutely imperative. The most serious results would +have followed if I hadn't done so; not death, perhaps, but utter and +irretrievable ruin. However, here I am, you see, safe and sound, and +none the worse for it after all. What delicious cream-tarts these are, +to be sure! They remind one of the Arabian Nights. In Persia, by the +way, they put pepper in them." + +"Oh dear! I don't think I should like that at all," exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte, naļvely. "And have you really been in Persia? You must have +enjoyed that very much. I suppose you saw some magnificent scenery in +your wanderings?" + +"Oh, magnificent, magnificent," assented the great traveller. +"Mountains, forests, castles, glaciers, and everything you can think +of. But I've never got quite as far as Persia, you understand, and +just at present I feel more interested in England. I sometimes think +that I shall never leave English shores again." + +"And you are not married?" ventured the lady, with a tremor of +hesitation in her voice. She had rushed on her destruction unawares. + +"No--no," replied the man who had once wanted to marry her. "And at +this moment I'm very glad I'm not." + +"Oh, are you? Why?" exclaimed the foolish woman. "Don't you believe in +marriage?" + +"In the abstract--oh, yes," said Mr Ogilvie, with meaning. "But my +chance of married happiness escaped me years ago." + +Aunt Charlotte blushed hotly. She felt angry with herself for having +given him an opening for such a remark, and annoyed with him for +taking advantage of it. "Let me give you some more tea," she said. + +"Thank you so much, but I never exceed two cups," replied Mr Ogilvie, +who did not particularly care for tea. "And yet there comes a time, +you know, when the sight of so peaceful and attractive a home as this +makes one wish that one had one like it of one's own. Of course a man +has his tastes, his hobbies, his ambitions--every man, I mean, of +character. And I am a man of character. But indulgence in a hobby is +not incompatible with the love of a fireside, and the blessings of +_dulce domum_, to say nothing of the _placens uxor_, who is the only +true goddess of the hearth. Yes, dear friend, I confess that I should +like--that I positively long--to marry. That is why, paradoxical as it +may appear, I congratulate myself on not being married already. But, +of course, in all such cases, the man himself is not the only factor +to be reckoned with. The lady must be found, and the lady's consent +obtained. And there we have the rub." + +"Dear me! how very unfortunate!" was all Aunt Charlotte could think of +to remark. "And can't you find the lady?" + +"I thought I had found her once," said Mr Ogilvie. + +Then he deliberately rose from his chair, brushed a few crumbs from his +coat, and took a few steps up and down the room. "Listen to me, dear +friend," he began, in low, earnest tones. "There was a time--far be it +from me to take undue advantage of these reminiscences--when you and I +were thrown considerably together. At that time, that far-off, happy, +and yet most tantalising time, I was bold enough to cherish certain +aspirations." Here he took up his position behind a chair, resting his +hands lightly on the back of it. "That those aspirations were not wholly +unsuspected by you I had reason to believe. I may, of course, have been +mistaken; love, or vanity if you prefer it, may blind the wisest of us. +In any case, if I was vain, my pride came to the rescue, and sooner than +incur the humiliation of a refusal--possibly a scornful refusal--I kept +my secret locked in the inmost sanctuary of my heart, and went away." +Mr Ogilvie illustrated his disappearance into vacancy by a slight but +most expressive gesture of his arms. "I simply went away. And now I have +come back. I have unburdened myself before you. In the years that are +past, I was silent. Now I have spoken. And I am here to know what answer +you have in your heart to give me." + +It had actually come. She remembered how she had told herself that, +though she could never dream of marrying, it really would be very +pleasant to be asked. But now that the proposal had been made she felt +most horribly embarrassed. What in the world was she to say to the +man? She knew him not one bit better than she had done when she saw +him last. He puzzled her more than ever. He did not look like a +despairing lover, but a singularly plump and prosperous gentleman; and +certainly the silver-grey frock-coat, and gold eye-glass, and +varnished shoes struck her as singularly out of harmony with the +extraordinary speech he had just delivered. Yet it was evidently +impromptu, and possibly would never have been delivered at all had not +she herself so blunderingly led up to it. And it was not a bad speech +in its way. There was something really effective about it--or perhaps +it was in the manner of its delivery. So she sat in silence, most +dreadfully ill at ease, and not finding a single word wherewith to +answer him. + +"Charlotte," said Mr Ogilvie in a low voice, bending over her, +"Charlotte." + +"Mr Ogilvie!" gasped the unhappy lady, almost frightened out of her +wits. + +"You _once_ called me Granville," he murmured, trying to take her +hand. + +"But I can't do it again!" cried Aunt Charlotte, shaking her head +vigorously. "It wouldn't be proper. We are just two old people, you +see, and--and----" + +"H'm!" Mr Ogilvie straightened himself again. "It is true I am no +longer in my first youth, and time has certainly left its mark upon my +lineaments; but you, dear friend, are one of those whose charms +intensify with years." Here he took out a white pocket-handkerchief, +and passed it lightly across his eyes. "But I have startled you, and I +am sorry. I have sprung upon you, suddenly and thoughtlessly, what I +ought to have only hinted at. I have erred from lack of delicacy. +Forgive me my impulsiveness, my ardour. I was ever a blunt man, little +versed in the arts of diplomacy and _finesse_. For years I have +looked forward to this moment; in my dreams, in my waking hours, +in----" + +"Pardon me one moment," said Aunt Charlotte, starting to her feet. "I +know I'm sadly rude to interrupt you, but I hear my nephew in the +hall, and I must just say a word to him before he comes in. I'll be +back immediately. You will forgive me--won't you?" + +She floundered to the door, leaving Mr Ogilvie no little disconcerted +at his appeal being thus cut short. Austin had just come in, and was +in the act of hanging up his hat when his aunt appeared. + +"Well, auntie!" he said. "And has the gentleman arrived?" + +"Hush!" breathed Aunt Charlotte, as she pointed a warning finger to +the door. "He's in the drawing-room. Austin, you've come back in the +very nick of time. Don't ask me any questions. My dear, you were right +after all." + +"Ah!" was all Austin said. "Well?" + +"Come in with me at once, we can't keep him waiting," said Aunt +Charlotte hastily. "I'll explain everything to you afterwards. Never +mind your hair--you look quite nice enough. And mind--your very +prettiest manners, for my sake." + +What in the world she meant by this Austin couldn't imagine, but +instantly took up the cue. The two entered the room together. Mr +Ogilvie was standing a little distance off in an attitude of +expectancy, his eyes turned towards the door. Aunt Charlotte took a +step forward, and prepared to introduce her nephew. Austin suddenly +paused; gazed at the visitor for one instant with an expression that +no one had ever seen upon his face before; and then, falling flop upon +the nearest easy-chair, went straightway into a paroxysm of hysterical +and frantic laughter. + +"Austin! Austin! Have you gone out of your mind?" cried his aunt, +almost beside herself with stupefaction. "Is this your good behaviour? +What in the world's the matter with the boy now?" + +"It's _Mr Buskin!_" shrieked Austin, hammering his leg upon the floor +in a perfect ecstasy of delight. "The step-uncle! Oh, do slap me, +auntie, or I shall go on laughing till I die!" + +"_Who's_ Mr Buskin?" gasped his aunt, bewildered. "This is Mr +Granville Ogilvie. What Buskin are you raving about, for Heaven's +sake?" + +"It's Mr Buskin the actor," panted Austin breathlessly, as he began to +recover himself. "He was at the theatre here, some time ago. How do +you do, Mr Buskin? Oh, please forgive me for being so rude. I hope +you're pretty well?" + +Mr Ogilvie had not budged an inch. But when Austin came in he had +started violently. "Great Scott! Young Dot-and-carry-One!" he +muttered, but so low that no one heard him. He now advanced a pace or +two, and cleared his throat. + +"I have certainly had the honour of meeting this young gentleman +before," he said, in his most stately manner. "He was even kind enough +to present me with his card, but I fear I did not pay as much +attention to the name as it deserved. It is true, my dear lady, that I +am known to Europe under the designation he ascribes to me; but to you +I am what I have always been and always shall be--Granville Ogilvie, +and your most humble slave." + +"Is it possible?" ejaculated Aunt Charlotte faintly. + +"You will, no doubt, attribute to its true source the concealment I +have exercised towards you respecting my life for the last +five-and-twenty years," resumed Mr Ogilvie, with a candid air. "I was +ever the most modest of men, and the modesty which, from a gross and +worldly point of view, has always been the most formidable obstacle in +my path, prohibited my avowing to you the secret of my profession. +Still, I practised no deceit; indeed, I confessed in the most artless +fashion that, in my wanderings--in other words, on tour--I was +compelled to assume disguises, and that some of my scenery was +magnificent. But why should I defend myself? _Qui s'excuse s'accuse_; +and now that this very engaging young gentleman has saved me the +trouble of revealing the position in life that I am proud to occupy, +there is nothing more to be said. We were interrupted, you remember, +at a crisis of our conversation. I crave your permission to add, at a +crisis of our lives. Far be it from me to----" + +"I am afraid I am scarcely equal to renewing the conversation at the +point where we broke off," said Aunt Charlotte, who now felt her wits +getting more under control. "Indeed, Mr Ogilvie, I have nothing to +reproach you with. I had no right to enquire what your profession was, +and still less have I a right to criticise it. But of course you will +understand that the subject we were speaking of must never be +mentioned again." + +The lover sighed. It was not a bad situation, and his long experience +enabled him to make it quite effective. Silently he took his gloves +out of his hat, paused, and then dropped them in again, with the very +faintest and most dramatic gesture of despair. The action was trifling +in the extreme, but it was performed by a play-actor who knew his +business, and Aunt Charlotte felt as though cold water were running +down her back. Then he turned, quite beautifully, to Austin. + +"And you, young gentleman. And what have _you_ to say?" he asked in a +carefully choking voice. + +"That I like you even better in your present part than as +Sardanapalus," replied Austin, cordially. + +"The tribute is two-edged," observed the actor with a shrug. And +certainly he had acted well, and dressed the character to perfection. +But the takings of the performance, alas, had not paid expenses. He +really had a sentiment for the lady he had been wooing, and the +prospect of a solid additional income--for it was clear she was in +very easy circumstances--had smiled upon him not unpleasantly. And +why should she not have married him? He was her equal in birth, they +had been possible lovers in their youth, he had made a name for +himself meanwhile, and, after all, there was no stain upon his honour. +But she had now definitely refused. The little comedy had been played +out. There was nothing for him to do but to make a graceful exit, and +this he did in a way that brought tears to the lady's eyes. "Oh, need +you go?" she urged with fatuous politeness. Austin was more friendly +still; he reminded Mr Ogilvie that having returned so late he had had +no opportunity of enjoying a renewal of their acquaintance, and begged +him to remain a little longer for a chat and a cigarette. But Mr +Ogilvie was too much of an artist to permit an anti-climax. The +catastrophe had come off, and the curtain must be run down quick. So +he wrenched himself away with what dignity he might, and, relapsing +into his natural or Buskin phase as soon as he got outside, comforted +himself with a glass of stiff whiskey and water at the refreshment bar +of the railway station before getting into the train for London. + + + + +Chapter the Twelfth + + +As the weeks rolled on the days began perceptibly to draw in, and the +leaves turned gradually from green to golden brown. It was the fall of +the year, when the wind acquires an edge, and blue sky disappears behind +purple clouds, and the world is reminded that ere very long all nature +will be wrapped in a shroud of grey and silver. Rain fell with greater +frequency, the uplands were often veiled in a damp mist, the hours of +basking in noontide suns by the old stone fountain were gone, and Austin +was fain to relinquish, one by one, those summer fantasies that for so +many happy months had made the gladness of his life. There is always +something sad about the autumn. It is associated, undeniably, with +golden harvests and purple vintages, the crimson and yellow magnificence +of foliage, and a few gorgeous blooms; but these, after all, are no more +than indications that the glory of the year has reached its zenith, +that its labours have attained fruition, and that the death of winter +must be passed through before the resurrection-time of spring. + + "Ihr Matten lebt wohl, + Ihr sonnigen Waiden, + Der Senne muss scheiden, + Die Sommer ist bin." + +And yet the summer did not carry everything away with it. As the year +ripened and decayed, other fantasies arose to take the place of those +he was losing--or rather, he grew more and more under the obsession of +ideas not wholly of this world, ideas and phases of consciousness +that, as we have seen, had for some time past been gradually gaining +an entrance into his soul. As the beauties of the material world +faded, the wonders of a higher world superseded them. He still lived +much in the open air, drinking in all the influences of the scenery in +earth and sky, and marvelling at the loveliness of the year's +decadence; but, as though in subtle sympathy with nature's phases, it +seemed to him as though his own body had less vitality, and that, +while his mind was as keen and vigorous as ever, he felt less and less +inclined to explore his beloved, fields and woods. Aunt Charlotte +looked first critically and then anxiously at his face, which +appeared to her paler and thinner than before. His stump began to +trouble him again, and once or twice he confessed, in a reluctant sort +of way, that his back did not feel quite comfortable. Of course he +thought it was very silly of his back, and was annoyed that it did not +behave more sensibly. But he didn't let it trouble him over-much, for +he was always very philosophical about pain. Once, when he had a +toothache, somebody expressed surprise that he bore it with such +stoicism, and asked him jokingly for the secret. "Oh," he replied, "I +just fix my attention on my great toe, or any other part of my body, +and think how nice it is that I haven't got a toothache there." + +Aunt Charlotte had meanwhile grown to have much more respect for +Austin than she had ever felt previously. He was now nearly eighteen, +and his character and mental force had developed very rapidly of late. +In spite of his inconceivable ignorance in some respects--geography, +for instance--he had shown a shrewdness for which she had been totally +unprepared, and a quiet persistence in matters where he felt that he +was right and she was wrong that had begun to impress her very +seriously. Many instances had arisen in which there had been a +struggle for the mastery between them, and in every case not only had +Austin had his own way but she had been compelled to acknowledge to +herself that the wisdom had been on his side and not on hers. It was +not so much that his reasoning powers were exceptionally acute as that +he seemed to have a mysterious instinct, a sort of sub-conscious +intuition, that never led him astray. And then there were those +baffling, inexplicable premonitions that on three occasions had +intervened to prevent some great disaster. The thought of these made +her very pensive, and now that the vicar had set her mind at rest upon +the abstract theory of invisible protectors she felt that she could +harbour speculations about them without danger to her soul's welfare. +That the power at work could scarcely emanate from the devil was now +clear even to her, timid and narrow-minded as she was. Still, with +that illogical shrinking from any tangible proof that her creed was +true that is so characteristic of the orthodox, the whole thing gave +her rather an uncomfortable sensation, and she would vastly have +preferred to believe in spiritual or angelic ministrations as a pious +opinion or casual article of faith than to have it brought home to her +in the guise of knocks and raps. There are millions like her in the +world to-day. Her religion, like everything else about her, was +conventional, though not a whit the less sincere for that. + +And so it came about that she felt very much more dependent upon +Austin than Austin did on her, although neither of them was conscious +of the fact. The chief result was that, now they had fallen into their +proper positions, they got on together much better than they had done +before. Austin had really accomplished something towards "educating" +his aunt, as he used humorously to say, and as he represented the +newer and fresher thought it was well that it should be so. I do not +know that he troubled himself very much about the future. In spite of +his delicate health he was full of the joy of life, and he accepted it +as a matter of course that wherever his future might be spent it would +be a happy and a joyous one. What was the use of worrying about a +matter over which he had absolutely no control? The universe was very +beautiful, and he was a part of it. And as the universe would +certainly endure, so would he endure. Why, then, should he concern +himself about what might be in store for him? + +"You must take care of yourself, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte to him +one day. "I'm afraid you've been overtaxing your strength, you know. +You never would remain quiet even on the hottest days, and we've had +rather a trying summer, you must remember." + +"It's been a lovely summer," replied Austin, who was lying down. + +"And how are you feeling, my dear?" asked Aunt Charlotte, anxiously. + +"Splendid!" he assured her. "I never felt better in my life." + +"But those little pains you spoke of; that weakness in your back----" + +"Oh, _that_!" said Austin, slightingly. "I wasn't thinking of my body. +What does one's body matter? I meant _myself_. I'm all right. I +daresay my bones may be doing something silly, but really I'm not +responsible for their vagaries, am I now?" + +Aunt Charlotte sighed, and dropped the subject for the time being. But +she was not quite easy in her mind. + +One day a great joy came to Austin. He was hobbling about the garden +with his aunt, when all of a sudden he saw Roger St Aubyn approaching +them across the lawn. It was with immense pride that he presented his +friend to Aunt Charlotte, who, as may be remembered, had been just a +little huffy that St Aubyn had never called on her before; but now +that he had actually come the small grievance was forgotten in a +moment, and she welcomed him with charming cordiality. + +"It is all the pleasanter to meet you," she said, "as I have now an +opportunity of thanking you for all your kindness to Austin. He is +never tired of telling me how much he has enjoyed himself with you." + +"The pleasure has been divided; he certainly has given me quite as +much as ever I have been fortunate enough to give him," replied St +Aubyn, smiling, "What a very dear old garden you have here; I don't +wonder that he's so fond of it. It seems a place one might spend one's +life in without ever growing old." + +"That's what I mean to do," said Austin, laughing. + +"But yours is magnificent, I'm told," observed Aunt Charlotte. "A +little place like this is nothing in comparison, of course. Still, you +are right; we are both extremely fond of it, and have spent many happy +hours in it during the years that we've lived here." + +"And is that Lubin?" asked St Aubyn, noticing the young gardener a +little distance off. + +"Yes, that's Lubin," replied Austin, delighted that St Aubyn should +have remembered him. Then Lubin looked up with a respectful smile, and +bashfully touched his cap. "Lubin's awfully clever," he continued, as +they sauntered out of hearing, "and _so_ nice every way. He's what I +call a real gentleman, and knows all sorts of curious things. It's +perfectly wonderful how much more country people know than townsfolk. +Of course I mean about _real_ things--nature, and all that--not silly +stuff you find in history-books, which is of no consequence to anybody +in the world." + +"Now, Austin," began Aunt Charlotte, warningly. + +"Oh, you needn't be afraid," laughed St Aubyn; "Austin's heresies are +no novelty to me. And a heresy, you must recollect, has always some +forgotten truth at the bottom of it." + +"I'm sure I hope so," replied Aunt Charlotte. "But the wind's getting +a trifle chilly, and I think it's about time for tea. Austin isn't +very strong just now, and mustn't run any risks." + +So they went indoors and had their tea in the drawing-room, when St +Aubyn let fall the information that he was starting in a few days for +a short tour in Italy. It would not be long, however, before he was +back, and then of course he should look forward to seeing a great deal +of Austin at the Court. Then Aunt Charlotte had to promise that she +would honour the Court with a visit too; whereupon Austin launched out +into a most glowing and picturesque description of the orchid-houses, +and the pool of water-lilies, and the tapestry in the Banqueting Hall, +being extremely curious to know whether his prosaic relative would +experience any of those queer sensations that had so greatly impressed +himself. This suggested a reference to Lady Merthyr Tydvil, who had +taken so great an interest in Austin when last he had been at the +Court; and here Aunt Charlotte chimed in, being naturally anxious to +hear all about the wonderful old lady who had known Austin's father so +well in years gone by, and remembered his mother too. Of course St +Aubyn said, as in duty bound, that he hoped the countess would have +the pleasure of meeting Austin's aunt some day under his own roof, and +Aunt Charlotte acknowledged the courtesy in fitting terms. + +So the visit was quite a success, and Austin felt much more at his +ease now that he could talk to his aunt about St Aubyn as one whom +they both knew. She, on her side, was delighted with her new +acquaintance, particularly as he seemed quite familiar with Austin's +ethical and intellectual eccentricities, and did not seem horrified at +them in the very least. The only thing that disturbed her just a +little was the state of the boy's health. His spirits were as good as +ever, and he seemed quite indifferent to the fact that he was not +robust and hale; but there could be no doubt that he was paler and +more fragile than he ought to have been, and the uneasiness he was +fain to acknowledge in his hip and back worried her not a +little--more, in fact, a great deal than it worried Austin himself. + +The truth was that his attention was taken up with something wholly +different. The allusions to his unknown mother that had been made by +Lady Merthyr Tydvil, and the cropping-up of the same subject during St +Aubyn's visit, had somehow connected themselves in his mind with the +mysterious appearance of the strange lady at the garden gate on the +evening of the tea-party at the vicarage. Lady Merthyr Tydvil had +recognised a strong resemblance between his mother as she had known +her and himself, and he had noticed the very same thing in the +strange lady. There were the same dark eyes, the same long, pale face, +even (as far as he could judge) the same shade in colour of the hair. +He would have thought little or nothing of this had it not been for +the inexplicable and almost miraculous vanishing of the figure when +there was absolutely nowhere for it to vanish to. Austin knew nothing +of such happenings; with all his reading he had never chanced to open +a single book that dealt with phenomena of this class, much less any +written by scientific and sober investigators, so that the entire +subject was an undiscovered country to him. Had he done so, his +perplexity would not have been nearly so great, and very probably he +might have recognised the fact of his own remarkable psychic powers. +Still, in spite of this disadvantage, the conviction was slowly but +surely forcing itself upon his mind that the lady he had seen was no +one but his own mother. From this to a belief that it was she who had +intervened to save both himself and his Aunt Charlotte from serious +disasters was but a single step; and like Mary of old, in the presence +of an even greater mystery, he revolved all these things silently in +his heart. + +It was during the period when he was occupied with this train of +thought that another strange thing occurred. One evening he strolled +into the garden just as the sun was setting. It was one of those lurid +sunsets peculiar to autumn, which look like a distant conflagration +obscured by a veil of smoke. The western sky was aglow with a dull, +murky crimson flecked by clouds of the deepest indigo, from behind +which there seemed to shoot up luminous pulsations like the reflection +of unseen flames. The effect of this red, throbbing light upon the +garden in which he stood was almost unearthly, something resembling +that of an eclipse viewed through warm-coloured glass; beautiful in +itself, yet abnormal, fantastic, suggestive of weird imaginings. +Austin, absorbed in contemplation, moved slowly through the shrubbery +until he reached the lawn; then came to a dead stop. An astounding +vision appeared before him. Standing by the old stone fountain, +scarcely ten yards away, he saw the figure of a youth. The slender +form was partly draped in a loose tunic of some dim, pale, reddish +hue, descending halfway to his knees; on his feet were sandals of the +old classic type; his golden hair was bound by a narrow fillet, and in +his right hand he held a round, shallow cup, apparently of gold, +towards which he was bending his head as though to drink from it. +Austin stood transfixed. So exquisite a being he had never dreamt of +or conceived. The contour of the limbs, the fall of the tunic, the +pose of the head and throat, the ruddy lips, ever so slightly parted +to meet the edge of the vessel he was in the act of raising to them, +were something more than human. The whole thing stood out with +stereoscopic clearness, and seemed as though self-luminous, although +it shed no light on its surroundings. At that moment the youth turned +his head, and met Austin's eyes with an expression that was not a +smile, but something far more subtle, something that bore the same +relation to a smile that a smile does to a laugh--thrilling, +penetrating, indescribable. Austin flung out his hands in rapture. + +"Daphnis!" he ejaculated, with a flash of intuition. + +He threw himself forward impulsively, in a mad attempt to approach the +wonderful phantasm. As he did so, the colours lost their sheen, and +the figure faded into transparency. By the time he was near enough to +touch it, it was no longer there, and the next instant he found +himself clinging to the cold stone margin of the old fountain, all +alone upon the lawn in the fast gathering twilight, shivering, +panting, marvelling, but exultant in the consciousness of having been +vouchsafed just one glimpse of the being who, so long unseen, had +constituted for many years his cherished ideal of physical and +spiritual beauty. + +He leant upon the fountain, in the spot that the vision had occupied. +"And I believe he's always been here--all these many years," mused the +boy, coming gradually to himself again. "He has stood beside me, often +and often, inspiring me with beautiful ideas, though I never guessed +it, never suspected it for a single moment. And now he has shown +himself to me at last. The fountain is haunted, haunted by the +beautiful earth-spirit that has been my guide, that I've dreamt of all +my life without ever having seen him. It's a sacred fountain now--like +the fountains of old Hellas, sacred with the hauntings of the gods. +And he actually drank of the water--or was going to, if I hadn't +frightened him away. Perhaps he's still here, although I can't see him +any more. I wonder whether he knows my mother. It may be that they're +great friends, and keep watch over me together. How wonderful it all +is!" + +Then he walked slowly and rather painfully back to the house. He was +in great spirits that night at dinner, though he ate no more than +would have satisfied a bird, greatly to his aunt's disturbance. With +much tact he abstained from saying anything to her about the +extraordinary experience he had just gone through, feeling very justly +that, though she seemed more or less reconciled to the ministry of +angels, Daphnis was frankly a pagan spirit, and would, as such, be +open to grave suspicion from the standpoint of his aunt's orthodoxy. +But it didn't matter much, after all. He was happy in the +consciousness that every day he was getting into nearer touch with a +beautiful world that he could not see as yet, but in the existence of +which he now believed as firmly as in that of his own garden. The +spirit-land was fast becoming a reality to him, and although he had +never beheld the glories of its scenery he had actually had a visit +from two of its inhabitants. That, he thought, constituted the +difference between Aunt Charlotte and himself. She believed in some +place she called heaven, and had a vague notion that it was like a +sort of religious transformation-scene, millions of miles away, up +somewhere in the sky. He, on the contrary, knew that the spirit-world +was all around him, because he had had ocular as well as intuitive +demonstration of its proximity. + +It must not be supposed, however, that he sank into a state of mystic +contemplation that unfitted him for every-day life. On the contrary, +he took more interest in his physical surroundings than ever. It was +now October, and he threw himself with almost feverish energy into the +garden-work belonging to that month. There were potted carnations to +be removed into warmth and shelter, hyacinths and tulips for the +spring bloom to be planted in different beds, roses and honeysuckles +to be carefully and scientifically pruned, and dead leaves to be +plucked off everywhere. His fragile health prevented him from helping +in the more onerous tasks, but he followed Lubin about indefatigably, +watching everything he did with eager vigilance, whether he was +planting ranunculuses and anemones, or clipping hedges, or trimming +evergreens; while he himself was fain to be content with pruning and +budding, and directing how the plants should be most fitly set. He +said he wanted the show of flowers next year to be a triumph of +gardencraft. The garden was a sort of holy of holies to him, and he +tended it, and planned for it, and worked in it more enthusiastically +than he had ever done before. This interest in common things was +gratifying to Aunt Charlotte, who distrusted and discouraged his +dwelling on what she called the uncanny side of life; but she was +anxious, at the same time, that he should not overtax his strength, +and gave secret orders to Lubin to see that the young master did not +allow his ardour to outrun the dictates of discretion. + +One afternoon, Austin, who was feeling unusually tired, was lying in +an easy-chair in the drawing-room with a book. He had been all the +morning standing about in the garden, and after lunch Aunt Charlotte +had put her foot down, and peremptorily forbidden him to go out any +more that day. Austin had tried to get up a small rebellion, +protesting that there were a lot of jonquils to be planted, and that +Lubin would be sure to stick them too close together if he were not +there to look after him; but his aunt was firm, and Austin was +compelled on this occasion to submit. So there he lay, very calm and +comfortable, while Aunt Charlotte knitted industriously, close by. + +"You see, my dear, you're not strong--not nearly so strong as you +ought to be," she said, as she glanced at his drawn face. "I intend to +take extra care of you this winter, and if you're not good about it I +shall have to call in the doctor. I feel I have a great +responsibility, you know, Austin. Oh, if only your poor mother were +here, and could look after you herself!" + +"How do you know she doesn't?" asked Austin. + +"My dear!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, rather shocked. + +"Well, you can't be sure," retorted Austin, "and I believe myself she +does. I'm sure of one thing, anyhow--and that is that if she came into +the room at this moment I should recognise her at once." + +"You? Why, you never saw her in your life!" said Aunt Charlotte. "You +shouldn't indulge such fancies, Austin. You could only think it might +possibly be your mother, from the descriptions you've heard of her. Of +course you could never be certain." + +"How is it she never had her likeness taken?" enquired Austin, laying +his book aside. + +"She did have her likeness taken once; but she didn't care for it, and +I don't think she kept any copies," replied Aunt Charlotte. "It was +just a common cabinet photograph, you know, done by some man or other +in a country town. There may be one or two in existence, but I've +never come across any. I've often wished I could." + +"There are a lot of old trunks up in the attic, full of all sorts of +rubbish," suggested Austin. "It might be amusing to go up and grub +about among them some day. One might find wonderful heirlooms, and +jewels, and forgotten wills. I should like to hunt there awfully. I'm +sure they haven't been touched for a century." + +"In that case it isn't likely we should find your mother's photograph +among them," retorted Aunt Charlotte briskly. + +Austin laughed. "But may I?" he persisted. + +"My dear, of course you may if you like," replied Aunt Charlotte. "I +don't suppose there are any treasures or secrets to be unearthed; +probably you'll find nothing but a lot of old bills, and school-books, +and such-like useless lumber. There _may_ be some forgotten +photographs--I couldn't swear there aren't; but if you do find +anything of interest I shall be much surprised." + +Austin was on his legs in a moment. "Just the thing for an afternoon +like this!" he cried impulsively. "I'll go up now, and have a look +round. Don't worry, auntie; I won't fatigue myself, I promise you. I +only want to see if there's anything that looks as though it might be +worth examining." + +He hopped out of the room in some excitement, full of this new +project. Aunt Charlotte, less enthusiastic, continued knitting +placidly, her only anxiety being lest Austin should strain his back in +leaning over the boxes. In about twenty minutes or so he returned, +followed by Martha, the two carrying between them a battered green +chest full of odds and ends, which she had carefully dusted before +bringing into the drawing-room. "There!" he said, triumphantly; +"here's treasure-trove, if you like. Put it on the chair, Martha, +close by me, and then I can empty it at my leisure. Now for a plunge +into the past. Isn't it going to be fun, auntie?" + +"I hope, my dear, that the entertainment will come up to your +expectations," observed Aunt Charlotte, equably. + +"Sure to," said Austin, beginning to rummage about. "What are these? +Old exercise-books, as I live! Oh, do look here; isn't this wonderful? +Here's a translation: 'Horace, Liber I, Satire 5.' How brown the ink +is. _Aricia a little town on the way to Appia received me coming from +the magnificent city of Rome with poor accommodation. Heliodorus by far +the most learned orator of the Greeks accompanied me. We came to the +market-place of Appius filled with sailors and insolent brokers._--Were +they stockbrokers, I wonder? Oh, auntie, these are exercises done by my +grandfather when he was a little boy. Poor little grandfather; what +pains he seems to have taken over it, and how beautifully it's written. +I hope he got a lot of marks; do you think he did? _The sailor, soaked +in poor wine, and the passenger, earnestly celebrate their absent +mistresses._ Poor things! They don't seem to have had a very enjoyable +excursion. However, I can't read it all through. Oh--here are a lot of +letters. Not very interesting. All about contracts and sales, and silly +things like that. Here's a funny book, though. Do look, auntie. It must +have been printed centuries ago by the look of it. I wonder what it's +all about. _A Sequel to the Antidote to the Miseries of Human Life, +containing a Further Account of Mrs Placid and her daughter Rachel. By +the Author of the Antidote._ What _does_ it all mean? 'Squire +Bustle'--'Miss Finakin'--'Uncle Jeremiah'--used people to read books +like this when grandfather was a little boy? It looks quite charming, +but I think we'll put it by for the present. What's this? Oh, a +daguerreotype, I suppose--an extraordinary-looking, smirking old +person in a great bonnet with large roses all round her face, and tied +with huge ribbons under her chin. Dear auntie, why don't you wear +bonnets like that? You _would_ look so sweet! Pamphlets--tracts--oh +dear, these are all dreadfully dry. What a mixture it all is, to be +sure. The things seem to have been shot in anyhow. Hullo--an album. +_Now_ we shall see. This is evidently of much later date than the other +treasures, though it is at the bottom of them all." + +He dragged out an old, soiled, photographic album bound in purple +morocco, and all falling to pieces. It proved to contain family +portraits, none of them particularly attractive in themselves, but +interesting enough to Austin. He turned over the pages one by one, +slowly. Aunt Charlotte glanced curiously at them over her spectacles +from where she sat. + +"I don't think I remember ever seeing that album," she said. "I wonder +whom it can have belonged to. Ah! I expect it must have been your +father's. Yes--there's a photograph of your Uncle Ernest, when he was +just of age. You never saw him, he went to Australia before you were +born. Those ladies I don't know. What a string of them there are, to +be sure. I suppose they were----" + +"There she is!" cried Austin, suddenly bringing his hand down upon the +page. "That's my mother. I told you I should know her, didn't I?" + +Aunt Charlotte jumped. "The very photograph!" she exclaimed. "I had no +idea there was a copy in existence. But how in the wide world did you +recognise it?" + +Austin continued examining it for some seconds without replying. "I +don't think it quite does her justice," he said at last, thoughtfully. +"The position isn't well arranged. It makes the chin too small." + +"Quite true!" assented Aunt Charlotte. "It's the way she's holding her +head." Then, with another start: "But how can you know that?" + +"Because I saw her only the other day," said Austin. + +For a moment Aunt Charlotte thought he was wool-gathering. He spoke in +such a perfectly calm, natural tone, that he might have been referring +to someone who lived in the next street. But a glance at his face +convinced her that he meant exactly what he said. + +"Austin!" she exclaimed. "What can you be thinking about?" + +"It's perfectly true," he assured her. "I saw her a few weeks ago in +the garden. She stood and looked at me over the gate, and then +suddenly disappeared." + +"And you really believe it?" cried Aunt Charlotte in amaze. + +"I don't believe it, I know it," he answered, laying down the +photograph. "I saw her as distinctly as I see you now. It was that day +we had been having tea at the vicarage, when we met the man who wanted +to set fire to some bishop or other. Ask Lubin; he'll remember it fast +enough." + +This time Aunt Charlotte fairly collapsed. It was no longer any use +flouting Austin's statements; they were too calm, too collected, to be +disposed of by mere derision. There could be no doubt that he firmly +believed he had seen something or somebody, and whatever might be the +explanation of that belief it had enabled him not only to recognise +his mother's photograph but to criticise, and criticise correctly, a +certain defect in the portrait. She could not deny that what he said +was true. "Can such things really be?" she uttered under her breath. + +"Dear auntie, they _are_," said Austin. "I've been conscious of it for +months, and lately I've had the proof. Indeed, I've had more than +one. There are people all round us, only it isn't given to everybody +to see them. And it isn't really very astonishing that it should be +so, when one comes to think of it." + +From that day forward Aunt Charlotte watched Austin with a sense of +something akin to awe. Certainly he was different from other folk. +With all his love of life, his keen interest in his surroundings, and +his wealth of boyish spirits, he seemed a being apart--a being who +lived not only in this world but on the boundary between this world +and another. As an orthodox Christian woman of course she believed in +that other--"another and a better world," as she was accustomed to +call it. But that that world was actually around her, hemming her in, +within reach of her fingertips so to speak, that was quite a new idea. +It gave her the creeps, and she strove to put it out of her head as +much as possible. But ere many weeks elapsed, it was forced upon her +in a very painful way, and she could no longer ignore the feeling +which stole over her from time to time that not only was the boundary +between the two worlds a very narrow one, but that her poor Austin +would not be long before he crossed it altogether. + +For there was no doubt that he was beginning to fade. He got paler +and thinner by degrees, and one day she found him in a dead faint upon +the floor. The slight uneasiness in his hip had increased to actual +pain, and the pain had spread to his back. In an agony of apprehension +she summoned the doctor, and the doctor with hollow professional +cheerfulness said that that sort of thing wouldn't do at all, and that +Master Austin must make up his mind to lie up a bit. And so he was put +to bed, and people smiled ghastly smiles which were far more +heartrending than sobs, and talked about taking him away to some +beautiful warm southern climate where he would soon grow strong and +well again. Austin only said that he was very comfortable where he +was, and that he wouldn't think of being taken away, because he knew +how dreadfully poor Aunt Charlotte suffered at sea, and travelling was +a sad nuisance after all. And indeed it would have been impossible to +move him, for his sufferings were occasionally very great. Sometimes +he would writhe in strange agonies all night long, till they used to +wonder how he would live through it; but when morning came he scarcely +ever remembered anything at all, and in answer to enquiries always +said that he had had a very good night indeed, thank you. Once or +twice he seemed to have a dim recollection of something--some "bustle +and fluff," as he expressed it--during his troubled sleep; and then he +would ask anxiously whether he really had been giving them any bother, +and assure them that he was so very sorry, and hoped they would +forgive him for having been so stupid. At which Aunt Charlotte had to +smile and joke as heroically as she knew how. + +There were some days, however, when he was quite free from pain, and +then he was as bright and cheerful as ever. He lay in his white bed +surrounded by the books he loved, which he read intermittently; and +every now and then, when Aunt Charlotte thought he was strong enough, +a visitor would be admitted. Roger St Aubyn, now back from Italy, +often dropped in to sit with him, and these were golden hours to +Austin, who listened delightedly to his friend's absorbing +descriptions of the beautiful places he had been to and the wonderful +old legends that were attached to them. Then nothing would content him +but that Lubin must come up occasionally and tell him how the garden +was looking, and what he thought of the prospects for next summer, and +answer all sorts of searching questions as to the operations in which +he had been engaged since Austin had been a prisoner. Austin enjoyed +these colloquies with Lubin; the very sight of him, he said, was like +having a glimpse of the garden. But somehow Lubin's eyes always looked +rather red and misty when he came out of the room, and it was noticed +that he went about his work in a very half-hearted and listless +manner. + +One day, however, a visitor called whose presence was not so +sympathetic. This was Mr Sheepshanks, the vicar. Of course he was +quite right to call--indeed it would have been an unpardonable +omission had he not done so; at the same time his little furtive +movements and professional air of solemnity got on Austin's nerves, +and produced a sense of irritation that was certainly not conducive to +his well-being. At last the point was reached to which the vicar had +been gradually leading up, and he suggested that, now that it had +pleased Providence to stretch Austin on a couch of pain, it was +advisable that he should think about making his peace with God. + +"Make my peace with God?" repeated Austin, opening his eyes. "What +about? We haven't quarrelled!" + +"My dear young friend, that is scarcely the way for a creature to +speak of its relations with its Creator," said the vicar, gravely +shocked. + +"Isn't it?" said Austin. "I'm very sorry; I thought you were hinting +that I had some grudge against the Creator, and that I ought to make +it up. Because I haven't, not in the very least. I've had a lovely +life, and I'm more obliged to Him for it than I can say." + +"Ahem," coughed the vicar dubiously. "One scarcely speaks of being +_obliged_ to the Almighty, my dear Austin. We owe Him our everlasting +gratitude for His mercies to us, and when we think how utterly +unworthy the best of us are of the very least attention on His +part----" + +"I don't see that at all," interrupted Austin. "On the contrary, +seeing that God brought us all into existence without consulting any +one of us I think we have a right to expect a great deal of attention +on His part. Surely He has more responsibility towards somebody He has +made than that somebody has towards Him. That's only common sense, it +seems to me." + +The vicar thought he had never had such an unmanageable penitent to +deal with since he took orders. "But how about sin?" he suggested, +shifting his ground. "Have you no sense of sin?" + +"I'm almost afraid not," acknowledged Austin, with well-bred concern. +"Ought I to have?" + +"We all ought to have," replied the vicar sternly. "We have all +sinned, and come short of the glory of God." + +"I don't see how we could have done otherwise," remarked Austin, who +was getting rather bored. "Little people like us can't be expected to +come up to a standard which I suppose implies divine perfection. I +dare say I've done lots of sins, but for the life of me I've no idea +what they were. I don't think I ever thought about it." + +"It's time you thought about it now, then," said the vicar, getting +up. "I won't worry you any more to-day, because I see you're tired. +But I shall pray for you, and when next I come I hope you'll +understand my meaning more clearly than you do at present." + +"That is very kind of you," said Austin, putting out his almost +transparent hand. "I'm awfully sorry to give you so much trouble. +You'll see Aunt Charlotte before you go away? I know she'll expect +you to go in for a cup of tea." + +So the vicar escaped, almost as glad to do so as Austin was to be left +in peace. And the worst of it was that, though he cudgelled his brains +for many hours that night, he could not think of any sins in +particular that Austin had been in the habit of committing. He was +kind, he was pure, and he was unselfish. His exaggerated abuse of +people he didn't like was more than half humorous, and was rather a +fault than a sin. Yet he must be a sinner somehow, because everybody +was. Perhaps his sin consisted in his not being pious in the +evangelical sense of the word. Yet he loved goodness, and the vicar +had once heard a great Roman Catholic divine say that loving goodness +was the same thing as loving God. But Austin had never said that he +loved God; he had only said that he was much obliged to Him. The poor +vicar worried himself about all this until he fell asleep, taking +refuge in the reflection that if he couldn't understand the state of +Austin's soul there was always the probability that God did. + +Aunt Charlotte, on her side, was too much absorbed in her anxiety and +sorrow to trouble herself with such misgivings. The light of her life +was burning very low, and bade fair to be extinguished altogether. +What were theological conundrums to her now? It would be positively +wicked to fear that anything dreadful could happen to Austin because +he had forgotten his catechism and was not impressed by the vicar's +prosy discourses in church. Face to face with the possibility of +losing him, all her conventionality collapsed. The boy had been +everything in the world to her, and now he was going elsewhere. + +The house was a very mournful place just then, and the servants moved +noiselessly about as though in the presence of some strange mystery. +The only person in it who seemed really happy was Austin himself. A +great London surgeon came to see him once, and then there was talk of +hiring a trained nurse. But Austin combatted this project with all the +vigour at his command, protesting that trained nurses always scented +themselves with chloroform and put him in mind of a hospital; he +really could not have one in the room. Some assistance, however, was +necessary, for the disease was making such rapid progress that he +could no longer turn himself in bed; and Austin, recognising the fact, +insisted that Lubin and no other should tend him. So Lubin, tearfully +overjoyed at the distinction, exchanged the garden for the +sick-chamber, into which, as Austin said, he seemed to bring the very +scent of grass and flowers; and there he passed his time, day after +day, raising the helpless boy in his strong arms, shifting his +position, anticipating his slightest wish, and even sleeping in a low +truckle-bed in a corner of the room at night. + +Sometimes Austin would lie, silent and motionless, for hours, with a +perfectly calm and happy look upon his face. This was when the pain +relaxed its grip upon him. At other times he would talk almost +incessantly, apparently holding a conversation with people whom Lubin +could not see. One would have thought that someone very dear to him +had come to pay him a visit, and that he and this mysterious someone +were deeply attached to each other, so bright and playful were the +smiles that rippled upon his lips. He spoke in a low, rapid undertone, +so that Lubin could only catch a word or two here and there; then +there would be a pause, as though to allow for some unheard reply, to +which Austin appeared to be listening intently; and then off he would +go again as fast as ever. His eyes had a wistful, far-off look in +them, and every now and then he seemed puzzled at Lubin's presence, +not being quite able to reconcile the actual surroundings of the +sick-room with those other scenes that were now dawning upon his +sight, scenes in which Lubin had no place. There was a little +confusion in his mind in consequence; but as the days went on things +gradually became much clearer. + +Now Austin, in spite of his utter indifference to, or indeed aversion +from, theological religion, had always loved his Sundays. To him they +were as days of heaven upon earth, and in them he appeared to take an +instinctive delight, as though the very atmosphere of the day filled +him with spiritual aspirations, and thoughts which belonged not to +this world. Above all, he loved Sunday evenings, which appeared to him +a season hallowed in some special way, when all high and pure +influences were felt in their greatest intensity. And now another +Sunday came round, and, as had been the case all through his illness, +he felt and knew by instinct what day it was. He lay quite still, as +the distant chime of the church bells was wafted through the air, +faint but just audible in the silent room. Aunt Charlotte smiled +tenderly at him through her tears; she was going to church, poor soul, +to pray for his recovery, though knowing quite well that what she +called his recovery was beyond hope. Austin shot a brilliant smile at +her in return, and Aunt Charlotte rushed out of the room choking. + +The day drew to its close, the darkness gathered, and Austin, who had +been suffering considerably during the afternoon, was now easier. At +about seven o'clock his aunt stole softly in, unable to keep away, and +looked at him. His eyes were closed, and he appeared to be asleep. + +"How has he been this afternoon?" she asked of Lubin in an undertone. + +"Seemed to be sufferin' a bit about two hour ago, but nothing more 'n +usual," said Lubin. "Then he got easier and sank asleep, quite +quiet-like. He's breathin' regular enough." + +"He doesn't look worse--there's even a little colour in his cheeks," +observed Aunt Charlotte, as she watched the sleeping boy. "He's in +quite a nice, natural slumber. If nursing could only bring him round!" + +"I'd nurse him all my life for that matter," replied Lubin huskily, +standing on the other side of the bed. + +"I know you would, Lubin," cried Aunt Charlotte. "You've been +goodness itself to my poor darling. What wouldn't I do--what wouldn't +we all do--to save his precious life!" + +"Is he waking up?" whispered Lubin, bending over. "Nay--just turning +his head a bit to one side. He's comfortable enough for the time +being. If it wasn't for them crooel pains as seizes him----" + +"Ah, but they're only the symptoms of the disease!" sighed Aunt +Charlotte, mournfully. "And the doctor says that if they were to leave +him suddenly, it--wouldn't--be a good--sign." Here she began to sob +under her breath. "It might mean that his poor body was no longer +capable of feeling. Well, God knows what's best for all of us. Aren't +you getting nearly worn out yourself, Lubin?" + +"I? Laws no, ma'am," answered Lubin almost scornfully. "I get a sort +o' dog's snooze every now and again, and when Martha was here this +morning I slept for four hour on end. No fear o' me caving in. Ah, +would ye now?" observing some feeble attempt on Austin's part to shift +his position. "There!" as he deftly slipped his hands under him, and +turned him a little to one side. "That eases him a bit. It's stiff +work, lying half the day with one's back in the same place." + +Then Martha appeared at the door, and insisted on Aunt Charlotte going +downstairs and trying to take some nourishment. In the sick-room all +was silent. Austin continued sleeping peacefully, an expression of +absolute contentment and happiness upon his face, while Lubin sat by +the bedside watching. + +But Austin did not go on sleeping all the night. There came a time +when his deep unconsciousness was invaded by a very strange and +wonderful sensation. He no longer felt himself lying motionless in +bed, as he had been doing for so long. He seemed rather to be +floating, as one might float along the current of a strong, swift +stream. He felt no bed under him, though what it was that held him up +he couldn't guess, and it never occurred to him to wonder. All he knew +was that his pains had vanished, that his body was scarcely palpable, +and that the smooth, gliding motion--if motion it could be called--was +the most exquisite sensation he had ever felt. What _could_ be +happening? Austin, his mind now wide awake, and thoroughly on the +alert, lay for some time in rapt enjoyment of this new experience. +Then he opened his eyes, and found that he was in bed after all; the +nightlight was burning on a table by the window, the bookcase stood +where it did, and he could even discern Lubin, who seemed to have +dropped asleep, in an armchair three or four yards away. That made the +mystery all the greater, and Austin waited in expectant silence to see +what would happen next. + +Suddenly, as in a flash, the whole of his past life unrolled itself +before his consciousness. He saw himself a toddling baby, a growing +child, a schoolboy, a happy young rascal chasing sheep; then came a +period of pain, a gradual convalescence, a joyful life in the country +air, a life of reading, a life of pleasant dreams, a life into which +entered his friendship with St Aubyn, his days with Lubin in the +garden, his encounters with Mr Buskin, and those strange experiences +that had reached him from another world. That other world was coming +very near to him now, and he was coming very near to it! And all these +recollections formed one marvellous panorama, one great simultaneous +whole, with no appearance of succession, but just as though it had +happened all at once. Austin seemed to be past reasoning; he had +advanced to a stage where thinking and speculating were things gone by +for ever, and his perceptions were wholly passive. There was his +life, spread out in consciousness before him; and meanwhile he was +undergoing a change. + +He looked up, and saw a dim, violet cloud hanging horizontally over +him. It was in shape like a human form; his own form. At that moment a +great tremor, a sort of convulsive thrill, passed through him as he +lay, jarring every nerve, and awaking him, at that supreme crisis, to +the existence of his body. A sense of confusion followed; and then he +seemed to pass out of his own head, and found himself poised in the +air immediately over the place where he had just been lying. He saw +the violet cloud no more, though whether he had coalesced with it, or +the cloud itself had become disintegrated, he could not tell; then, by +a sort of instinct, he assumed an erect position, and saw that he was +balanced, somehow, a little distance from the bed, looking down upon +it. And on the bed, connected with him by a faintly luminous cord, lay +the white, still, beautiful form of a dead boy. "And that was my +body!" he cried, in awestruck wonder, though his words caused no +vibration in the air. + +He looked at himself, and saw that he was glorious, encircled by a +radiant fire-mist. And he was throbbing and pulsating with life, able +to move hither and thither without effort, free from lameness, free +from weight, strong, vigorous, full of energy, poised like a bird in +the pure air of heaven, ready to take his flight in any conceivable +direction at the faintest motion of his own will. Then the +resplendence that enveloped him extended, until the whole room was +full of it; and in the midst of it there stood a very sweet and +gracious figure, robed in white drapery, and with eyes of intensest +love, more beautiful to look at than anything that Austin had ever +dreamed of. "Mother!" he whispered, as he glided swiftly towards her. + +The walls and ceiling of the room dissolved, and a wonderful +landscape, the pageantry and splendour of the Spirit Land, revealed +itself. It was bathed in a light that never was on land or sea, and +there were sunny slopes, and jewelled meadows, and silvery streams, +and flowers that only grow in Paradise. Austin was dazzled with its +glory; here at last was the realisation of all he had dimly fancied, +all he had ever longed for. And yet as he floated outwards and upwards +into the heavenly realms, the crown and climax of his happiness lay in +the thought that he could always, by the mere impulse of desire, +revisit the sweet old garden he had loved, and watch Lubin at his +work among the flowers, and stand, though all unseen, beside the old +stone fountain where he had passed such happy times in the earth-life +he was leaving. + + + + +Edinburgh +M'laren and Co., Limited +Printers + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUSTIN AND HIS FRIENDS*** + + +******* This file should be named 16099-8.txt or 16099-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/6/0/9/16099 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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BALFOUR</h2> + +<h4>AUTHOR OF<br /> +"THE EXPIATION OF EUGENE," ETC.</h4> + +<br /> +<br /> +<div class="img" style="width: 40%;"> +<img border="0" src="images/deco.jpg" width="40%" alt="Frontpage decoration" /> +</div> +<br /> + + +<h5>LONDON<br /> +GREENING & CO., LTD.<br /> +1906</h5> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toc" id="toc"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h3>Table of Contents</h3> + +<div class="centered"> + <table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="1" width="30%" summary="Table of Contents"> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_First">Chapter the First</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Second">Chapter the Second</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Third">Chapter the Third</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Fourth">Chapter the Fourth</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Fifth">Chapter the Fifth</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Sixth">Chapter the Sixth</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Seventh">Chapter the Seventh</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Eighth">Chapter the Eighth</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Ninth">Chapter the Ninth</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Tenth">Chapter the Tenth</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Eleventh">Chapter the Eleventh</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#Chapter_the_Twelfth">Chapter the Twelfth</a></td> + </tr> + </table> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_4" id="Page_4"></a><hr/> +<br /> + +<h3>Advertisement<a name="Page_5" id="Page_5"></a></h3> +<br /> + +<p>The old-fashioned ghost-story was always terrifying and ghastly; +something that made people afraid to go to bed, or to look over their +shoulders, or to enter a room in the dark. It dealt with apparitions +in a white sheet, and clanking chains, and dreadful faces that peered +out from behind the window curtains in a haunted chamber. And the more +blood-curdling it was, the more keenly people enjoyed it—until they +were left alone, and then they were apt to wish that they had been +reading Robinson Crusoe or Alison's History of Europe instead. Now the +present book embodies an attempt to write a <i>cheerful</i> ghost-story; a +story in which the ghostly element is of a friendly and pleasant +character, and sheds a sense of happiness and sunshine over the entire +life of the ghost-seer. Whether the author has succeeded in doing so +will be for his readers to decide. It is only necessary to add that he +has not introduced a single supernormal incident that has not occurred +and been authenticated in the recorded experiences of persons lately +or still alive.</p> + +<br /><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6"></a> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_First" id="Chapter_the_First"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>Austin and His Friends</h2><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7"></a> + +<h2>Chapter the First<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>It was rather a beautiful old house—the house where Austin lived. +That is, it was old-fashioned, low-browed, solid, and built of that +peculiar sort of red brick which turns a rich rose-colour with age; +and this warm rosy tint was set off to advantage by the thick mantle +of dark green ivy in which it was partly encased, and by the row of +tall white and purple irises which ran along the whole length of the +sunniest side of the building. There was an ancient sun-dial just +above the door, and all the windows were made of small, square +panes—not a foot of plate-glass was there about the place; and if the +rooms were nor particularly large or stately, they had that +comfortable and settled look which tells of undisturbed occupancy by +the same inmates for many years. But the principal charm of the place<a name="Page_8" id="Page_8"></a> +was the garden in which the house stood. In this case the frame was +really more beautiful than the picture. On one side, the grounds were +laid out in very formal style, with straight walks, clipped box +hedges, an old stone fountain, and a perfect bowling-green of a lawn; +while at right angles to this there was a plot of land in which all +regularity was set at naught, and sweet-peas, tulips, hollyhocks, +dahlias, gillyflowers, wall-flowers, sun-flowers, and a dozen others +equally sweet and friendly shared the soil with gooseberry bushes and +thriving apple-trees. Taking it all in all, it was a lovable and most +reposeful home, and Austin, who had lived there ever since he could +remember, was quite unable to imagine any lot in life that could be +compared to his.</p> + +<p>Now this was curious, for Austin was a hopeless cripple. Up to the age +of sixteen, he had been the most active, restless, healthy boy in all +the countryside. He used to spend his days in boating, bicycling, +climbing hills, and wandering at large through the woods and leafy +lanes which stretched far and wide in all directions of the compass. +One of his chief diversions had been sheep-chasing; nothing delighted +him more than to start a whole flock of the astonished creatures +careering madly round some broad green meadow, their fat woolly backs<a name="Page_9" id="Page_9"></a> +wobbling and jolting along in a compact mass of mild perplexity at +this sudden interruption of their never-ending meal, while Austin +scampered at their tails, as much excited with the sport as Don +Quixote himself when he dispersed the legions of Alifanfaron. Let +hare-coursers, otter-hunters, and pigeon-torturers blame him if they +choose; the exercise probably did the sheep a vast amount of good, and +Austin fully believed that they enjoyed it quite as much as he did. +Then suddenly a great calamity befell him. A weakness made itself +apparent in his right knee, accompanied by considerable pain. The +family doctor looked anxious and puzzled; a great surgeon was called +in, and the two shook their heads together in very portentous style. +It was a case of caries, they said, and Austin mustn't hunt sheep any +more. Soon he had to lie upon the sofa for several hours a day, and +what made Aunt Charlotte more anxious than anything else was that he +didn't seem to mind lying on the sofa, as he would have done if he had +felt strong and well; on the contrary, he grew thin and listless, and +instead of always jumping up and trying to evade the doctor's orders, +appeared quite content to lie there, quiet and resigned, from one +week's end to another. That, <a name="Page_10" id="Page_10"></a>thought shrewd Aunt Charlotte, betokened +mischief. Another consultation followed, and then a very terrible +sentence was pronounced. It was necessary, in order to save his life, +that Austin should lose his leg.</p> + +<p>What does a boy generally feel under such circumstances? What would +you and I feel? Austin's first impulse was to burst into a passionate +fit of weeping, and he yielded to it unreservedly. But, the fit once +past, he smiled brilliantly through his tears. True, he would never +again be able to enjoy those glorious ramps up hill and down dale that +up till then had sent the warm life coursing through his veins. Never +more would he go scorching along the level roads against the wind on +his cherished bicycle. The open-air athletic days of stress and effort +were gone, never to return. But there might be compensations; who +could tell? Happiness, all said and done, need not depend upon a +shin-bone more or less. He might lose a leg, but legs were, after all, +a mere concomitant to life—life did not consist in legs. There would +still be something left to live for, and who could tell whether that +something might not be infinitely grander and nobler and more +satisfying than even the rapture of flying ten miles an hour on his +<a name="Page_11" id="Page_11"></a>wheel, or chevying a flock of agitated sheep from one pasture to +another?</p> + +<p>Where this sudden inspiration came from, he then had no idea; but come +it did, in the very nick of time, and helped him to dry his tears. The +day of destiny also came, and his courage was put to the test. He knew +well enough, of course, that of the operation he would feel nothing. +But the sight of the hard, white, narrow pallet on which he had to +lie, the cold glint of the remorseless instruments, the neatly folded +packages of lint and cotton-wool, and the faint, horrible smell of +chloroform turned him rather sick for a minute. Then he glanced +downwards, with a sense of almost affectionate yearning, at the limb +he was about to lose. "Good-bye, dear old leg!" he murmured, with a +little laugh which smothered a rising sob. "We've had some lovely +ramps together, but the best of friends must part."</p> + +<p>Afterwards, during the long days of dreary convalescence, he began to +feel an interest in what remained of it; and then he found himself +taking a sort of æsthetic pleasure in the smooth, beautifully-rounded +stump, which really was in its way quite an artistic piece of work. At +last, when the flesh was properly healed, and the white skin growing +healthily again around his <a name="Page_12" id="Page_12"></a>abbreviated member, he grew eager to make +acquaintance with his new leg; for of course it was never intended +that he should perform the rest of his earthly pilgrimage with only a +leg and a half—let the added half be of what material it might. And +his excitement may be better imagined than described when, one +afternoon, the surgeon came in with a most wonderful object in his +arms—a lovely prop of bright, black, burnished wood, set off with +steel couplings and the most fascinating straps you ever saw. And the +best of all was the socket, in which his soft white stump fitted as +comfortably as though they had been made for one another—as, in fact, +one of them had been. It was a little difficult to walk just at first, +for Austin was accustomed to begin by throwing out his foot, whereas +now he had to begin by moving his thigh; this naturally made him +stagger, and for some time he could only get along with the aid of a +crutch. But to be able to walk again at all was a great achievement, +and then, if you only looked at it in the proper light, it really was +great fun.</p> + +<p>There was, however, one person who, probably from a defective sense of +humour, was unable to see any fun in it at all. Aunt Charlotte would +have given her very ears for Austin, but her <a name="Page_13" id="Page_13"></a>affection was of a +somewhat irritable sort, and generally took the form of scolding. She +was not a stupid woman by any means, but there was one thing in the +world she never could understand, and that was Austin himself. He +wasn't like other boys one bit, she always said. He had such a queer, +topsy-turvy way of looking at things; would express the most +outrageous opinions with an innocent unconsciousness that made her +long to box his ears, and support the most arrant absurdities by +arguments that conveyed not the smallest meaning to her intellect. +Look at him now, for instance; a cripple for life, and pretending to +see nothing in it but a joke, and expressing as much admiration for +his horrible wooden leg as though it had been a king's sceptre! In +Aunt Charlotte's view, Austin ought to have pitied himself immensely, +and expressed a hope that God would help him to bear his burden with +orthodox resignation to the Divine will; instead of which, he seemed +totally unconscious of having any burden at all—a state of mind that +was nothing less than impious. Austin was now seventeen, and it was +high time that he took more serious views of life. Ever since he was a +baby he had been her special charge; for his mother had died in giving +him birth, and his father had followed <a name="Page_14" id="Page_14"></a>her about a twelvemonth later. +She had always done her duty to the boy, and loved him as though he +had been her own; but she reminded onlookers rather of a conscientious +elderly cat with limited views of natural history condemned by +circumstances to take care of a very irresponsible young eaglet. The +eaglet, on his side, was entirely devoted to his protectress, but it +was impossible for him not to feel a certain lenient and amused +contempt for her very limited horizon.</p> + +<p>"Auntie," he said to her one day, "you're just like a frog at the +bottom of a well. You think the speck of blue you see above you is the +entire sky, and the water you paddle up and down in is the ocean. Why +can't you take a rather more cosmic view of things?"</p> + +<p>This extraordinary remark occurred in the course of a wrangle between +the two, because Austin insisted on his pet cat—a plump, white, +matronly creature he had christened 'Gioconda,' because (so <i>he</i> said) +she always smiled so sweetly—sitting up at the dinner-table and being +fed with tit-bits off his own fork; and Aunt Charlotte objected to +this proceeding on the ground that the proper place for cats was in +the kitchen. Austin, on his side, averred that cats were in many ways +much superior to human beings; <a name="Page_15" id="Page_15"></a>that they had been worshipped as gods +by the philosophical Egyptians because they were so scornful and +mysterious; and that Gioconda herself was not only the divinest cat +alive, but entitled to respect, if only as an embodiment and +representative of cat-hood in the abstract, which was a most important +element in the economy of the universe. It was when Aunt Charlotte +stigmatised these philosophical reflections as a pack of impertinent +twaddle that Austin had had the audacity to say that she was like a +frog.</p> + +<p>And now her eaglet had been maimed for life, and whatever he might +feel about it himself her own responsibilities were certainly much +increased. At this very moment, for instance, after having practised +stumping about the room for half-an-hour he insisted on going +downstairs. Of course the idea was ridiculous. Even the doctor shook +his head, while old Martha, who had tubbed Austin when he was two +years old, joined in the general protest. But Austin, disdaining to +argue the point with any one of them, had already hobbled out of the +room, and before they were well aware of it had begun to essay the +descent perilous. Ominous bumps were heard, and then a dull thud as of +a body falling. But <a name="Page_16" id="Page_16"></a>a bend in the wall had caught the body, and the +explorer was none the worse. Then Aunt Charlotte, rushing back into +the bedroom, flung open the window wide.</p> + +<p>"Lubin!" she shouted lustily.</p> + +<p>A young gardener boy, tall, round-faced and curly-haired, glanced up +astonished from his work among the sweet-peas.</p> + +<p>"Come up here directly and carry Master Austin downstairs. He's got a +wooden leg and hasn't learnt how to use it."</p> + +<p>The consequence of which was that two minutes later Austin, panting +and enraged at the failure of his first attempt at independence, found +himself firmly encircled by a pair of strong young arms, lifted gently +from the ground, and carried swiftly and safely downstairs and out at +the garden door.</p> + +<p>"Now you just keep quiet, Master Austin," murmured Lubin, chuckling as +Austin began to kick. "No use your starting to run before you know how +to walk. Wooden legs must be humoured a bit, Sir; 'twon't do to expect +too much of 'em just at first, you see. This one o' yours is mighty +handsome to look at, I don't deny, but it's not accustomed to +staircases and maybe it'll take some time before it is. Hold tight, +Sir; only a few yards more now. There! <a name="Page_17" id="Page_17"></a>Here we are on the lawn at +last. Now you can try your paces at your leisure."</p> + +<p>"You're awfully nice to me, Lubin," gasped Austin, red with +mortification, as he slipped from the lad's arms on to the grass, "but +I felt just now as if I could have killed you, all the same."</p> + +<p>"Lor', Sir, I don't mind," said Lubin. "I doubt that was no more'n +natural. Can you stand steady? Here—lay hold o' my arm. Slow and +sure's the word. Look out for that flower-bed. Now, then, round you +go—that's it. Ah!"—as Austin fell sprawling on the grass. "Now how +are you going to get up again, I should like to know? Seems to me the +first thing you've got to learn is not to lose your balance, 'cause +once you're down 'tain't the easiest thing in creation to scramble up +again. You'll have to stick to the crutch at first, I reckon. Up we +come! Now let's see how you can fare along a bit all by yourself."</p> + +<p>Austin was thankful for the support of his crutch, with the aid of +which he managed to stagger about for a few minutes at quite a +respectable speed. It reminded him almost of the far-off days when he +was learning to ride his bicycle. At last he thought he would like to +rest a bit, and was much surprised when, on flinging <a name="Page_18" id="Page_18"></a>himself down +upon a garden seat, his leg flew up in the air.</p> + +<p>"Lively sort o' limb, this new leg o' yours, Sir," commented Lubin, as +he bent it into a more decorous position. "You'll have to take care it +don't carry you off with it one o' these fine days. Seems to me it +wants taming, and learning how to behave itself in company. I heard +tell of a cork leg once upon a time as was that nimble it started off +running on its own account, and no earthly power could stop it. +Wouldn't have mattered so much if it'd had nobody but itself to +consider, but unluckily the gentleman it belonged to happened to be +screwed on to the top end of it, and of course he had to follow. They +do say as how he's following it still—poor beggar! Must be worn to a +shadow by this time, I should think. But p'raps it ain't true after +all. There are folks as'll say anything."</p> + +<p>"I expect it's true enough," replied Austin cheerfully. "If you want a +thing to be true, all you've got to do is to believe it—believe it as +hard as you can. That makes it true, you see. At least, that's what +the new psychology teaches. Thought creates things, you +understand—though how it works I confess I can't explain. But never +mind. Oh, dear, how drunk I am!"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_19" id="Page_19"></a>Drunk, Sir? No, no, only a bit giddy," said Lubin, as he stood +watching Austin with his hands upon his hips. "You're not over strong +yet, and that new leg of yours has been giving you too much exercise +to begin with. You just keep quiet a few minutes, and you'll soon be +as right as ninepence."</p> + +<p>Then Austin slid carefully off the seat, and stretched himself full +length upon the grass. "I <i>am</i> drunk," he murmured, closing his eyes, +"drunk with the scent of the flowers. Don't you smell them, Lubin? The +air's heavy with it, and it has got into my brain. And how sweet the +grass smells too. I love it—it's like breathing the breath of Nature. +What do legs matter? It's much nicer to roll over the grass wherever +you want to go than to have the bother of walking. Don't worry about +me any more, nice Lubin. Go on tying up your sweet-peas. I'll come and +help you when I'm tired of rolling about. Just now I don't want +anything; I'm drunk—I'm happy—I'm satisfied—I'm happier than I ever +was before. Be kind to the flowers, Lubin; don't tie them too tight. +They're my friends and my lovers. Aren't you a little fond of them +too?"</p> + +<p>Then, left to his own reflections, he lay <a name="Page_20" id="Page_20"></a>perfectly peaceful and +content staring up into the sky. For months he had been fated to lead +an entirely new life, and now it had actually begun. His entrance upon +it was not bitter. He had flowers growing by his path, and books that +he loved, and one or two friends who loved him. It was all right! And +that was how he spent his first day of acknowledged cripplehood.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Second" id="Chapter_the_Second"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21"></a>Chapter the Second<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>In a very short time Austin had overcome the initial difficulties of +locomotion, and now began to take regular exercise out of doors. It +would be too much to say that his gait was particularly elegant; but +there really was something triumphal about the way in which he learnt +to brandish his leg with every step he took, and the majestic swing +with which he brought it round to its place in advance of the other. +In fact, he soon found himself stumping along the highroads with +wonderful speed and safety; though to clamber over stiles, and work a +bicycle one-footed, of course took much more practice.</p> + +<p>Hitherto I have said nothing about the neighbourhood of Austin's home. +Now when I say neighbourhood, I don't mean the topographical +surroundings—I use the word in its correcter sense of neighbours; and +these it is necessary to refer to in passing. Of course there were +several <a name="Page_22" id="Page_22"></a>people living round about. There was the MacTavish family, +for instance, consisting of Mr and Mrs MacTavish, five daughters and +two sons. Mrs MacTavish had a brother who had been knighted, and on +the strength of such near relationship to Sir Titus and Lady +Clandougal, considered herself one of the county. But her claim was +not endorsed, even by the humbler gentry with whom she was forced to +associate, while as for the county proper it is not too much to say +that that august community had never even heard of her. The Miss +MacTavishes, ranging in age from fifteen to five-and-twenty, were +rather gawky young persons, with red hair and a perpetual giggle; in +fact they could not speak without giggling, even if it was to tell you +that somebody was dead. Every now and then Mrs MacTavish would +proclaim, with portentous complacency, that Florrie, or Lizzie, or +Aggie, was "out"—to the awe-struck admiration of her friends; which +meant that the young person referred to had begun to do up her hair in +a sort of bun at the back of her head, and had had her frock let down +a couple of tucks. Austin couldn't bear them, though he was always +scrupulously polite. And the boys were, if anything, less interesting +than the girls. The elder of the two—<a name="Page_23" id="Page_23"></a>a freckled young giant named +Jock—was always asking him strange conundrums, such as whether he was +going to put the pot on for the Metropolitan—which conveyed no more +idea to Austin's mind than if he had said it in Chinese; while Sandy, +the younger, used to terrify him out of his wits by shouting out that +Yorkshire had got the hump, or that Jobson was 'not out' for a +century, or that wickets were cheap at the Oval. In fact, the entire +family bored him to extinction, though Aunt Charlotte, who had been an +old school-friend of the mamma, sang their praises perseveringly, and +said that the girls were dears.</p> + +<p>Then there was the inevitable vicar, with a wife who piqued herself on +her smart bonnets; a curate, who preached Socialism, wore +knickerbockers, and belonged to the Fabian Society; a few unattached +elderly ladies who had long outlived the reproach of their virginity; +and just two or three other families with nothing particular to +distinguish them one way or another. It may readily be inferred, +therefore, that Austin had not many associates. There was really no +one in the place who interested him in the very least, and the +consequence was that he was generally regarded as unsociable. And so +he was—very <a name="Page_24" id="Page_24"></a>unsociable. The companionship of his books, his bicycle, +his flowers and his thoughts was far more precious to him than that of +the silly people who bothered him to join in their vapid diversions +and unseasonable talk, and he rightly acted upon his preference. His +own resources were of such a nature that he never felt alone; and +having but few comrades in the flesh, he wisely courted the society of +those whom, though long since dead, he held in far higher esteem than +all the elderly ladies and curates and MacTavishes who ever lived. His +appetite in literature was keen, but fastidious. He devoured all the +books he could procure about the Renaissance of art in Italy. The +works of Mr Walter Pater were as a treasure-house of suggestion to +him, and did much to form and guide his gradually developing +mentality. He read Plato, being even more fascinated by the exquisite +technique of the dialectic than by the ethical value of the teaching. +And there was one small, slim book that he always carried about with +him, and kept for special reading in the fields and woods. This was +Virgil's Eclogues, the sylvan atmosphere of which penetrated the very +depths of his being, and created in him a moral or spiritual +atmosphere which was its counterpart. He seemed to live amid gracious +pastoral scenes, <a name="Page_25" id="Page_25"></a>where beautiful youths and maidens passed a +perpetual springtime in a land of dewy lawns, and shady groves, and +pools, and rippling streams. Daphnis and Mopsus, Corydon, Alexis, and +Amyntas, were all to him real personages, who peopled his solitude, +inspired his poetic fancy, and fostered in his imagination the +elements of an ideal life where the beauty and purity and freshness of +untainted Nature reigned supreme. The accident of his lameness, by +incapacitating him for violent exercise out of doors, ministered to +the development of this spiritual tendency, and threw him back upon +the allurements of a refined idealism. Daphnis became to him the +embodiment, the concrete image, of eternal youthhood, of adolescence +in the abstract, the attribute of an idealised humanity. To lead the +pure Daphnis life of simplicity, stainlessness, communion with +beautiful souls, was to lead the highest life. To find one's bliss in +sunshine, flowers, and the winds of heaven—in both the physical and +moral spheres—was to find the highest bliss. Why should not he, +Austin Trevor, cripple as he was, so live the Daphnis life as to be +himself a Daphnis?</p> + +<p>No wonder a boy like this was voted unsociable. No wonder Sandy and +Jock despised him as a muff, and the young ladies deplored his +<a name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></a>unaccountably elusive ways. The truth was that Austin simply had no +use for any of them; his life was complete without them, it contained +no niche into which they could ever fit. Lubin was a far more +congenial comrade. Lubin never bothered him about football, or +cricket, or horse-racing, never worried him with invitations to +horrible picnics, never outraged his sensibilities in any way. On the +contrary, Lubin rather contributed to his happiness by the care he +took of the flowers, and the intelligence he showed in carrying out +all Austin's elaborately conveyed instructions. Why, Lubin himself was +a sort of Daphnis—in a humble way. But Sandy! No, Austin was not +equal to putting up with Sandy.</p> + +<p>There was, however, one gentleman in the neighbourhood whom Master +Austin was gracious enough to approve. This was a certain Mr Roger St +Aubyn, a man of taste and culture, who possessed a very rare +collection of fine pictures and old engravings which nobody had ever +seen. St Aubyn was, in fact, something of a recluse, a student who +seldom went beyond his park gates, and found his greatest pleasure in +reading Greek and cultivating orchids. It was by the purest accident +that the two came across each other. Austin was lying one afternoon on +a bank of wild <a name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></a>hyacinths just outside Combe Spinney, lazily admiring +the effect of his bright black leg against the bright blue sky, and +thinking of nothing in particular. Mr St Aubyn, who happened to be +strolling in that direction, was attracted by the unwonted spectacle, +and ventured on some good-humoured quizzical remark. This led to a +conversation, in the course of which the scholar thought he discovered +certain original traits in the modest observations of the youth. One +topic drifted into another, and soon the two were engaged in an +animated discussion about pursuits in life. It was in the course of +this that Austin let drop the one word—Art.</p> + +<p>"What is Art?" queried St Aubyn.</p> + +<p>Austin hesitated for some moments. Then he said, very slowly:</p> + +<p>"That is a question to which a dozen answers might be given. A whole +book would be required to deal with it."</p> + +<p>St Aubyn was delighted, both at the reply and at the hesitation that +had preceded it.</p> + +<p>"And are you an artist?" he enquired.</p> + +<p>"I believe I am," replied Austin, very seriously. "Of course one +doesn't like to be too confident, and I can't draw a single line, but +still——"</p> + +<p>"Good again," approved the other. "Here <a name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></a>as in everything else all +depends upon the definition. What is an artist?"</p> + +<p>"An artist," exclaimed Austin, kindling, "is one who can see the +beauty everywhere."</p> + +<p>"<i>The</i> beauty?" repeated St Aubyn.</p> + +<p>"The beauty that exists everywhere, even in ugly things. The beauty +that ordinary people don't see," returned Austin. "Anybody can see +beauty in what are <i>called</i> beautiful things—light, and colour, and +grace. But it takes an artist to see beauty in a muddy road, and +dripping branches, and drenching rain. How people cursed and grumbled +on that rainy day we had last week; it made me sick to hear them. Now +I saw the beauty <i>under</i> the ugliness of it all—the wonderful soft +greys and browns, the tiny glints of silver between the leaves, the +flashes of pearl and orpiment behind the shifting clouds. Do you know, +I even see beauty in this wooden leg of mine, great beauty, though +everybody else thinks it perfectly hideous! So that is why I hope I am +not wrong in imagining that perhaps I may, really, be in some sense an +artist."</p> + +<p>For a moment St Aubyn did not speak. "The boy's a great artist," he +muttered to himself. His interest was now excited in good earnest; here +was no common mind. Of art Austin knew <a name="Page_29" id="Page_29"></a>practically nothing, but the +artistic instinct was evidently tingling in every vein of him. St Aubyn +himself lived for art and literature, and was amazed to have come +across so curiously exceptional a personality. He drew the boy out a +little more, and then, in a moment of impulse, did a most unaccustomed +thing: he invited Austin to lunch with him on the following Thursday, +promising, in addition, that they should spend the afternoon together +looking over his conservatories and picture-gallery.</p> + +<p>So great an honour, so undreamt-of a privilege, sent Austin's blood to +the roots of his hair. He flourished his leg more proudly than ever as +he stumped victoriously home and announced the great news to Aunt +Charlotte. That estimable lady was fingering some notepaper on her +writing-table as her excited nephew came bursting in upon her with his +face radiant.</p> + +<p>"Auntie," he cried, "what do you think? You'll never guess. I'm going +to lunch with Mr St Aubyn on Thursday!"</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte turned round, looking slightly dazed.</p> + +<p>"Going to lunch with whom?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"With Mr St Aubyn. You know—he lives at Moorcombe Court. I met him in +the woods <a name="Page_30" id="Page_30"></a>and had a long talk with him, and now he's going to show me +all his pictures—<i>and</i> his engravings—<i>and</i> his wonderful orchids +and things. I'm to spend all the afternoon with him. Isn't it +splendid! I could never have hoped for such an opportunity. And he's +so awfully nice—so cultured and clever, you know—"</p> + +<p>"Really!" said Aunt Charlotte, drawing herself up. "Well, you're +vastly honoured, Austin, I must say. Mr St Aubyn is chary of his +civilities. It is very kind of him to ask you, I'm sure, but I think +it's rather a liberty all the same."</p> + +<p>"A liberty!" repeated Austin, aghast.</p> + +<p>"He has never called on me," returned Aunt Charlotte, statelily. "If +he had wished to cultivate our acquaintance, that would have been at +least the usual thing to do. However, of course I've no objection. On +Thursday, you say. Well, now just give me your attention to something +rather more important. I intend to invite some people here to tea next +week, and you may as well write the invitations for me now."</p> + +<p>Austin's face lengthened. "Oh, why?" he sighed. "It isn't as though +there was anybody worth asking—and really, the horrid creatures that +infest this neighbourhood—. Whom do you want to ask?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_31" id="Page_31"></a>I'm astonished at you, speaking of our friends like that," replied +his aunt, severely. "They're not horrid creatures; they're all very +nice and kind. Of course we must have the MacTavishes——"</p> + +<p>"I knew it," groaned Austin, sinking into a chair. "Those dear +MacTavishes! There are nineteen of them, aren't there? Or is it only +nine?"</p> + +<p>"Don't be ridiculous, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte. "Then there are +the Miss Minchins—that'll be eleven; the vicar and his wife, of +<i>course</i>; and old Mr and Mrs Cobbledick. Now just come and sit +here——"</p> + +<p>"The Cobbledicks—those old murderers!" cried Austin. "Do you want us +to be all assassinated together?"</p> + +<p>"Murderers!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, horrified. "I think you've gone +out of your mind. A dear kindly old couple like the Cobbledicks! Not +very handsome, perhaps, but—murderers! What in the world will you say +next?"</p> + +<p>"The most sinister-looking old pair of cut-throats in the parish," +returned Austin. "I should be sorry to meet them on a lonely road on a +dark night, I know that. But really, auntie, I do wish you'd think +better of all this. We're <a name="Page_32" id="Page_32"></a>quite happy alone; what do we want of all +these horrible people coming to bore us for Heaven knows how many +hours? Of course <i>I</i> shall be told off to amuse the MacTavishes; just +think of it! Seven red-haired, screaming, giggling monsters——"</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue, do, you abominable boy!" cried Aunt Charlotte. "I'm +inviting our friends for <i>my</i> pleasure, not for yours, and I forbid +you to speak of them in that wicked, slanderous, disrespectful way. +Come now, sit down here and write me the invitations at once."</p> + +<p>"For the last time, auntie, I entreat you——" began Austin.</p> + +<p>"Not a word more!" replied his aunt. "Begin without more ado."</p> + +<p>"Well, if you insist," consented Austin, as he dragged himself into +the seat. "Have you fixed upon a day?"</p> + +<p>"No—any day will do. Just choose one yourself," said Aunt Charlotte, +as she dived after an errant ball of worsted. "What day will suit you +best?"</p> + +<p>"Shall we say the 24th?" suggested Austin.</p> + +<p>"By all means," replied his aunt briskly. "If you're sure that that +won't interfere with anything else. I've such a wretched memory for +dates. <a name="Page_33" id="Page_33"></a>To-day is the 19th. Yes, I should say the 24th will do very +well indeed."</p> + +<p>"It will suit me admirably," said Austin, sitting down and beginning +to write with great alacrity, while his aunt busied herself with her +knitting. As soon as the envelopes were addressed, he slipped them +into his coat pocket, and, rising, said he might as well go out and +post them there and then.</p> + +<p>"Do," said Aunt Charlotte, well pleased at Austin's sudden +capitulation. "That is, unless you're too tired with your walk. Martha +can always give them to the milkman if you are."</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it," said Austin hastily, as he swung himself out of the +room. "I shall be back in time for dinner."</p> + +<p>"He certainly is the very oddest boy," soliloquised Aunt Charlotte, as +she settled herself comfortably on the sofa and went on clicking her +knitting-needles. "Why he dislikes the MacTavishes so I can't imagine; +nice, cheerful young persons as anyone would wish to see. It really is +very queer. And then the way he suddenly gave in at last! It only +shows that I must be firm with him. As soon as he saw I was in earnest +he yielded at once. He's got a sweet nature, but he requires a firm +hand. He's <a name="Page_34" id="Page_34"></a>different, too, since he lost his leg—more full of +fancies, it seems to me, and a great deal too much wrapped up in those +books of his. I suppose that when one's body is defective, one's mind +feels the effects of it. I shall have to keep him up to the mark, and +see that he has plenty of cheerful society. Nothing like nice +companions for maintaining the brain in order."</p> + +<p>Thus did Aunt Charlotte decide to her own satisfaction what she +thought would be best for Austin.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Third" id="Chapter_the_Third"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35"></a>Chapter the Third<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>He stood leaning against the old stone fountain on the straight lawn +under the noonday sun. The bees hummed slumberously around him, +sailing from flower to flower, and the hot air, laden with the scents +of the soil, seemed to penetrate his body at every pore, infusing a +sense of vitality into him which pulsed through all his veins. Austin +always said that high noon was the supreme moment of the day. To some +folks the most beautiful time was dawn, to others sunset, but at noon +Nature was like a flower at its full, a flower in the very zenith of +its strength and glory. He had always loved the noon.</p> + +<p>"The world seems literally palpitating with life," he thought, as he +rested his arm on the rim of the time-worn fountain. "I'm sure it's +conscious, in some way or other. How it must enjoy itself! Look at the +trees; so strong, and calm, and splendid. They know well enough how +strong <a name="Page_36" id="Page_36"></a>they are, and when there's a storm that tries to blow them +down, how they do revel in battling with it! And then the hot air, +embracing the earth so voluptuously—playing with the slender plants, +and caressing the upstanding flowers. They stand up because they want +to be caressed, the amorous creatures. How wonderful it is—the +different characters that flowers have. Some are shrill and fierce and +passionate, while others are meek and sly, and pretend to shrink when +they are even noticed. Some are wicked—shamelessly, insolently, +magnificently wicked—like those scarlet anthuriums, with their +curling yellow tongues. That flower is the very incarnation of sin; +no, not incarnation—what's the word? I can't think, but it doesn't +matter. Incarnation will do, for the thing is exactly like +recalcitrant human flesh. Lubin!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Sir?" responded Lubin, who was digging near.</p> + +<p>"What are the wickedest flowers you know?" asked Austin.</p> + +<p>"Well, Sir, I should say them as had most thorns," said Lubin +feelingly.</p> + +<p>"I wonder," mused Austin. Then he relapsed into his meditations. "How +thick with life the air is. I'm sure it's populated, if we only had +<a name="Page_37" id="Page_37"></a>eyes to see. I feel it throbbing all round me—full of beings as much +alive as I am, only invisible. People used to see them once upon a +time—why can't we now? Naiads, and dryads, and fauns, and the great +god Pan everywhere; oh, to think we may be actually surrounded by +these wonders of beauty, and yet unable to talk to any of them! +Nothing but wicked old women, and horrible young men in plaid +knickerbockers and bowler hats, who worry one about odds and +handicaps. It's all very sad and ugly."</p> + +<p>"Aren't you rather hot, standing there in the sun, Sir, all this +time?" said Lubin, looking up.</p> + +<p>"Very hot," replied Austin. "I wonder what time it is?"</p> + +<p>Lubin glanced up at the sundial. "Just five minutes past the hour, or +thereabouts, I make it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Lubin, let's go and bathe!" cried Austin suddenly. "You must be +far hotter than I am. There's plenty of time—we don't lunch till +half-past one. How long would it take us to get to the bathing-pool +just at the bend of the river?"</p> + +<p>"Well—not above ten minutes, I should say," was Lubin's answer. "I'd +like a dip myself more'n a little, but I'm not quite sure if I ought +<a name="Page_38" id="Page_38"></a>to—you see the mistress wants all this finished up by the afternoon, +and then——"</p> + +<p>"But you must!" insisted Austin. "You forget that I've only got one +leg, so I can't swim as I used, and you've got to come and take care I +don't get drowned. 'O weep for Adonais—he is dead!' How angry Aunt +Charlotte would be. And then she'd cry, poor dear, and go into hideous +mourning for her poor Austin. Come along, Lubin—but wait, I must just +go and get a couple of towels. Oh, I'm simply mad for the water. I'll +be back in less than a flash."</p> + +<p>Lubin drove his spade into the earth, turned down his sleeves, and +rested—a fair-skinned, bronzed, wholesome object, good to look +at—while Austin stumped away. In less than five minutes the two +youths started off together, tramping through the long, lush +meadow-grass which lay between the end of the garden and the river. +The sun burned fiercely overhead, and the air quivered in the heat.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it wonderful!" cried Austin, when they reached the edge of the +water, and were standing under the shade of some trees that overhung +the towing-path. "Come, Lubin, strip—I'm half undressed already. Look +at the white and purple lights in the water—aren't they marvellous? +<a name="Page_39" id="Page_39"></a>Now we're going right down into them. Oh the freedom of air, and +colour, and body—how I do <i>hate</i> clothes! I say, how funny my stump +looks, doesn't it? Just like a great white rolling-pin. You must go in +first, Lubin, and then you'll be prepared to catch me when I begin +drowning."</p> + +<p>Lubin, standing nude and shapely, like a fair Greek statue, for a +moment on the bank, took a silent header and disappeared. Then Austin +prepared to follow. He tumbled rather than plunged into the water, +and, unable to attain an erect position owing to his imperfect +organism, would have fared badly if Lubin had not caught him in his +arms and turned him deftly over on his back.</p> + +<p>"You just content yourself with floating face upwards, Sir," he said. +"There's no sort of use in trying to strike out, you'd only sink to +the bottom like a boat with a hole in it. There—let me hold you like +this; one hand'll do it. Look out for the river-weeds. Now try and +work your foot. Seems to be making you go round and round, somehow. +But that don't matter. A bathe's a bathe, all said and done. How jolly +cool it is!"</p> + +<p>"Isn't it exquisite?" murmured Austin, with closed eyes. "I do think +that drowning must be <a name="Page_40" id="Page_40"></a>a lovely death. We're like the minnows, Lubin, +'staying their wavy bodies 'gainst the streams, to taste the luxury of +sunny beams tempered with coolness.' That's what <i>our</i> wavy bodies are +doing now. Don't you like it? 'Now more than ever it seems rich to +die——'"</p> + +<p>But the next moment, owing probably to Lubin having lost his +equilibrium, the young rhapsodist found himself, spluttering and +half-choked, nearer to the bed of the river than the surface, while +his leg was held in chancery by a network of clinging water-weeds. +Lubin had some slight difficulty in extricating him, and for the +moment, at least, his poetic fantasies came to an abrupt and +unromantic finish.</p> + +<p>"Here, get on my back, and I'll swim you out as far as them +water-lilies," said Lubin, giving him a dexterous hoist. "I'm awfully +keen on the yellow sort, and they look wonderful fine ones. That's +better. Now, Sir, you can just imagine yourself any drownded heathen +as comes into your head, only hold tight and don't stir. If you do +you'll get drownded in good earnest, and I shall have to settle +accounts with your aunt afterwards. Are you ready? Right, then. And +now away we go."</p> + +<p>He struck out strongly and slowly, with Austin <a name="Page_41" id="Page_41"></a>crouching on his +shoulders. They arrived in safety at the point aimed at, and managed +to tear away a grand cluster of the great, beautiful yellow flowers; +but the process was a very ticklish one, and the struggle resulted, +not unnaturally, in Austin becoming dislodged from his not very secure +position, and floundering head foremost into the depths. Lubin caught +him as he rose again, and, taking him firmly by one hand, helped him +to swim alongside of him back to the shore. It was a difficult feat, +and by the time they had accomplished the distance they were both +pretty well exhausted.</p> + +<p>"You <i>have</i> been good to me, Lubin," gasped Austin, as he flung +himself sprawling on the grass. "I've had a lovely time—haven't you +too? Was I very heavy? Perhaps it is rather a bore to have only one +leg when one wants to swim. But now you can always say you've saved me +from drowning, can't you. I should have gone under a dozen times if +you hadn't held me up and lugged me about. Oh, dear, now we must put +on our clothes again—what a barbarism clothes are! I do hate them so, +don't you? But I suppose there's no help for it.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 10em;">"Rise, +Lubin, rise, and twitch thy mantle blue;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 10em;">To-morrow to fresh woods, and pastures new.</span><br /> + +<p class="noin"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42"></a>"Oh, +do help me to screw on my leg. That's it. I say, it's a +quarter-past one! We must hurry up, or Aunt Charlotte will be cursing. +What <i>does</i> it matter if one eats at half-past one or at a quarter to +two? I really am very fond of Aunt Charlotte, you know, though I find +it awfully difficult to educate her. I sometimes despair of ever being +able to bring her up properly at all, she is so hopelessly Early +Victorian, poor thing. But, then, so many people are, aren't they? Now +animals are never Early Victorian; that's why I respect them so. If +you weren't a human being, Lubin—and a very nice one, as you +are—what sort of an animal would you like to be?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't rightly know as I ever considered the point," said +Lubin, passing his fingers through his drenched curls. "Perhaps I'd as +lief be a squirrel as anything. I'm awfully fond o' nuts, and when I +was a kid I used to spend half my time a-climbing trees. A squirrel +must have rather a jolly life of it, when one comes to think."</p> + +<p>"What a splendid idea!" cried Austin, as they prepared to start. "You +<i>are</i> clever, Lubin. It would be lovely to live in a tree, curtained +all round with thousands of quivering green leaves. I wish I knew what +animals think about all day. It must be very dull for them never to +have any <a name="Page_43" id="Page_43"></a>thoughts, poor dears, and yet they seem happy enough +somehow. Perhaps they have something else instead to make up for +it—something that we've no idea of. I <i>say</i>—it's half-past one!"</p> + +<p>So Austin was late for lunch after all, and got a scolding from Aunt +Charlotte, who told him that it was exceedingly ill-bred to +inconvenience other people by habitual unpunctuality. Austin was very +penitent, and promised he'd never be unpunctual again if he lived to +be a hundred. Then Aunt Charlotte was mollified, and regaled him with +an improving account of a most excellent book she had just been +reading, upon the importance of instilling sound principles of +political economy into the mind of the agricultural labourer. It was +so essential, she explained, that people in that position should +understand something about the laws which govern prices, the relations +of capital and labour, the <i>metayer</i> system, and the ratio which +should exist between an increase of population and the exhaustion of +the soil by too frequent crops of wheat; and she wound up by +propounding a series of hypothetical problems based on the doctrines +she had set forth, for Austin to solve offhand.</p> + +<p>Austin listened very dutifully for some time, but the subject bored +him atrociously, and his <a name="Page_44" id="Page_44"></a>attention began to wander. At last he made +some rather vague and irrelevant replies, and then announced boldly +that he thought all politicians were very silly old gentlemen, +particularly economists; for his own part, he hated economy, +especially when he wanted to buy something beautiful to look at; he +further considered that political economists would be much better +employed if they sat contemplating tulips instead of writing horrid +books, and that Lubin was a great deal wiser than the whole pack of +them put together. Then Aunt Charlotte got extremely angry, and a +great wrangle ensued, in the course of which she said he was a +foolish, ignorant boy, who talked nonsense for the sake of talking it. +Austin replied by asking if she knew what a quincunx was, or what +Virgil was really driving at when he composed the First Eclogue, and +whether she had ever heard of Lycidas; and when she said that she had +something better to do than stuff her head with quidnunxes and all +such pagan rubbish, he remarked very politely that ignorance was +evidently not all of the same sort. Which sent Aunt Charlotte bustling +away in a huff to look after her household duties.</p> + +<p>"It's all very sad and very ugly, isn't it, Gioconda?" sighed Austin, +as he lifted the large, <a name="Page_45" id="Page_45"></a>white, fluffy animal upon his lap. "You're a +great philosopher, my dear; I wish I were as wise as you. You're so +scornful, so dignified, so divinely egoistic. But you don't mind being +worshipped, do you, Gioconda? Because you know it's your right, of +course. There—she's actually condescending to purr! Now we'll come +and disport ourselves under the trees, and you shall watch the birds +from a safe distance. I know your wicked ways, and I must teach you +how to treat your inferiors with proper benignity and toleration."</p> + +<p>But Gioconda had plans of her own for the afternoon, and declined the +proposed discipline; so Austin strolled off by himself, and lay down +under the trees with a large book on Italian gardens to console him. +His improvised exertions in the water had produced a certain fatigue, +and he felt lazy and inert. Gradually he dropped off into a doze, +which lasted more than an hour. And he had a curious dream. He thought +he was in some strange land—a land like a garden seen through yellow +glass—where everything was transparent, and people glided about as +though they were skating, without any conscious effort. Then Aunt +Charlotte appeared upon the scene, and he saw by her eyes that she was +very angry <a name="Page_46" id="Page_46"></a>because Lycidas had been drowned while bathing; but Austin +assured her that it was Lubin who was drowned, and that it really was +of no consequence, because Lubin was only a squirrel after all. At +this point things got extremely mixed, and the sound of voices broke +in upon his slumbers. He opened his eyes, and saw Aunt Charlotte +herself in the act of walking away with a toss of her head that +betokened a ruffled temper.</p> + +<p>Austin's interest was immediately aroused. "Lubin!" he called softly, +motioning the lad to come nearer. "What was she rowing you about? Was +she blowing you up about this morning?"</p> + +<p>"Well," confessed Lubin with a broad smile, "she didn't seem +over-pleased. Said you might have lost your life, going out o' your +depth with only one leg to stand on, and that if you'd been drownded I +should have had to answer for it before a judge and jury."</p> + +<p>"What a wicked, abandoned old woman!" cried Austin. "Only one leg to +stand on, indeed!—she hasn't a single leg to stand on when she says +such things. She ought to have gone down on her knees and thanked you +for taking such care of me. But I shall never make anything of her, +I'm afraid. The more I try to educate her the worse she gets."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_47" id="Page_47"></a>I shouldn't wonder," replied Lubin sagely. "The old hen feels herself +badly off when the egg teaches her to cackle. That's human nature, +that is. And then she was riled because she was afraid I shouldn't +have time to get the garden-things in order by to-morrow, when it +seems there's some sort o' company expected. I told her 'twould be all +right."</p> + +<p>"Oh, those brutes! Of course, they're coming to-morrow. I'd nearly +forgotten all about it. It's just like Aunt Charlotte to be so fond of +all those hideous people. You hate the MacTavishes, don't you, Lubin? +<i>Do</i> hate the MacTavishes! Fancy—nine of them, no less, counting the +old ones, and all of them coming together. What a family! I despise +people who breed like rabbits, as though they thought they were so +superlative that the rest of the world could never have enough of +them."</p> + +<p>"Ay, fools grow without watering," assented Lubin. "Can't say I ever +took to 'em myself—though it's not my place to say so. The young +gents make a bit too free with one, and when they opens their mouths +no one else may so much as sneeze. Think they know everything, they +do. There's a saying as I've heard, that asses sing badly 'cause they +pitch <a name="Page_48" id="Page_48"></a>their voices too high. Maybe it's the same wi' them."</p> + +<p>"Well, I hope Aunt Charlotte will enjoy their conversation," said +Austin comfortably. "I say, Lubin, do you know anything about a Mr St +Aubyn, who lives not far from here?"</p> + +<p>"What, him at the Court?" replied Lubin. "I don't know him myself, but +they say as <i>he's</i> a gentleman, and no mistake. Keeps himself to +himself, he does, and has always got a civil word for everybody. Fine +old place, too, that of his."</p> + +<p>"Have you ever been inside?" asked Austin.</p> + +<p>"Lor' no, Sir," answered Lubin. "Don't know as I'm over anxious to, +either. The garden's a sight, it's true—but it seems there's +something queer about the house. Can't make out what it can be, unless +the drains are a bit out of order. But it ain't that neither. Sort o' +frightening—so folks say. But lor', some folks'll say anything. I +never knew anybody as ever <i>saw</i> anything there. It's only some old +woman's yarn, I reckon."</p> + +<p>"Oh, is it haunted? Are there any ghosts?" cried Austin, in great +excitement. "I'd give anything in this world to see a ghost!"</p> + +<p>"I don't know as I'd care to sleep in a haunted house myself," said +Lubin, beginning to sweep <a name="Page_49" id="Page_49"></a>the lawn. "Some folks don't mind that sort +o' thing, I s'pose; must have got accustomed to it somehow. Then +there's those as is born ghost-seers, and others as couldn't see one, +not if it was to walk arm-in-arm with 'em to church. Let's hope Mr St +Aubyn's one o' that sort, seeing as he's got to live there. It's poor +work being a baker if your head's made of butter, I've heard say."</p> + +<p>"Then it <i>is</i> haunted!" exclaimed Austin. "What a bit of luck. You +see, Lubin, I know Mr St Aubyn just a little, and soon I'm going to +lunch with him. How I shall be on the look-out! I wonder how it feels +to see a ghost. You've never seen one, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, Sir," replied Lubin, shaking his head. "I doubt I'm not put +together that way. A blind man may shoot a crow by mistake, but he +ain't no judge o' colours. Though ghosts are mostly white, they say. +Well, it may be different with you, and when you go to lunch at the +Court, I'm sure I hope you'll see all the ghosts on the premises if +you've a fancy for that kind of wild fowl. Let ghosts leave me alone +and I'll leave them alone—that's all I've got to say. I never had no +hankering after gentry as go flopping around without their bodies. +'Tain't commonly <a name="Page_50" id="Page_50"></a>decent, to my thinking. Don't hold with such goings +on myself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but you must make allowances for their circumstances," answered +Austin. "If they've got no bodies of course they can't put them on, +you know. Besides, there are ghosts and ghosts. Some are mischievous, +and some are very, very unhappy, and others come to do us good and +help us to find wills, and treasures, and all sorts of pleasant +things. I'd love to talk with one, and have it out with him. What +wonderful things one might learn!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, there's more in the world than what's taught in the catechism," +said Lubin. "Let's hope you'll have picked up a few crumbs when you've +been to lunch at the Court. Every little helps, as the sow said when +she swallowed the gnat. I confess I'm not curious myself."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm awfully curious," replied Austin, as he began to get up. +"But now I must stir about a bit. You know my wooden leg gets horribly +lazy sometimes, and I've got to exercise it every now and then for its +own good. I know Aunt Charlotte wants me to go into the town with her +to buy provender for this bun-trouble of hers to-morrow. It's very +curious what different ideas of pleasure different people have."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_51" id="Page_51"></a>He's a rare sort o' boy, the young master," soliloquised Lubin as +Austin went pegging along towards the house. "Game for no end of +mischief when the fit takes him, for all he's only got one leg. One'd +think he was half daft to hear him talk sometimes, too. Seems like as +if it galled him a bit to rub along with the old auntie, and I +shouldn't wonder if the old auntie herself felt about as snug as a +bell-wether tied to a frisky colt. However, I s'pose the A'mighty +knows what He's about, and it's always the old cow's notion as she +never was a calf herself."</p> + +<p>With which philosophical reflection Lubin slipped on his green +corduroy jacket, shouldered his broom, and trudged cheerfully home +to tea.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Fourth" id="Chapter_the_Fourth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52"></a>Chapter the Fourth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>The next day the great heat had moderated, and the sky was covered +with a thin pearly veil of gossamer greyness which afforded a +delightful relief after the glare of the past week. A smart shower had +fallen during the night, and the parched earth, refreshed after its +bath, appeared more fragrant and more beautiful than ever. Aunt +Charlotte busied herself all the morning with various household +diversions, while Austin, swaying lazily to and fro in a hammock under +an old apple tree, read 'Sir Gawaine and the Green Knight.' At last he +looked at his watch, and found that it was about time to go and dress.</p> + +<p>"Well, you <i>have</i> made yourself smart," commented Aunt Charlotte +complacently, as Austin, sprucely attired in a pale flannel suit, with +a lilac tie and a dark-red rose in his button-hole, came into the +morning-room to say good-bye. "But why need you have dressed so early? +Our <a name="Page_53" id="Page_53"></a>friends aren't coming till three o'clock at the very earliest, +and it's not much more than twelve—at least, so says my watch. You +needn't have changed till after lunch, at any rate."</p> + +<p>"My dear auntie, have you forgotten?" asked Austin, in innocent +surprise. "To-day's Thursday, and I'm engaged to lunch and spend the +afternoon with Mr St Aubyn. You know I told you all about it the very +day he asked me."</p> + +<p>"Mr St Aubyn?—I don't understand," said Aunt Charlotte, with a +bewildered air. "I have a recollection of your telling me a few days +ago that you were lunching out some day or other, but——"</p> + +<p>"On Thursday, you know, I said."</p> + +<p>"Did you? Well, but—but our friends are coming <i>here</i> to-day! You +must have been dreaming, Austin," cried Aunt Charlotte, sitting bolt +upright. "How can you have made such a blunder? Of course you can't +possibly go!"</p> + +<p>"Do you really propose, auntie, that I should break my engagement with +Mr St Aubyn for the sake of entertaining people like the MacTavishes +and the Cobbledicks?" replied Austin, quite unmoved.</p> + +<p>"But why did you fix on the same day?" <a name="Page_54" id="Page_54"></a>exclaimed Aunt Charlotte +desperately. "I cannot understand it. I left the date to you, you know +I did—I told you I didn't care what day it was, and said you might +choose whichever suited yourself best. What on earth induced you to +pitch on the very day when you were invited out?"</p> + +<p>"For the very reason you yourself assign—that you let me choose any +day that suited me best. For the very reason that I <i>was</i> invited out. +You see, my dear auntie——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you false, cunning boy!" cried Aunt Charlotte, who now saw how +she had been trapped. "So you let me agree to the 24th, and took care +not to tell me that the 24th was Thursday because you knew quite well +I should never have consented if you had. What abominable deception! +But you shall suffer for it, Austin. Of course you'll remain at home +now, if only as a punishment for your deceit. I shouldn't dream of +letting you go, after such disgraceful conduct. To think you could +have tricked me so!"</p> + +<p>"My dear auntie, of course I shall go," said Austin, drawing on his +gloves. "Why you should wish me to stay, I cannot imagine. What on +earth makes you so insistent that I should meet these friends of +yours?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_55" id="Page_55"></a>It's for your own good, you ungrateful little creature," replied Aunt +Charlotte, quivering. "You know what I've always said. You require +more companionship of your own age, you want to mix with other young +people instead of wasting and dreaming your time away as you do, and +it was for your sake, for your sake only, that I asked our +friends——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, auntie, it wasn't. You told me so yourself," Austin reminded +her. "You told me distinctly that it was for your own pleasure and not +for mine that you were going to invite them. So that argument won't +do. And you were perfectly right. If you find intellectual joy in the +society of Mrs Cobbledick and Shock-headed Peter——"</p> + +<p>"Shock-headed Peter? Who in the name of fortune is that?" interrupted +Aunt Charlotte, amazed.</p> + +<p>"One of the MacTavish enchantresses—Florrie, I think, or perhaps +Aggie. How am I to know? Everybody calls her Shock-headed Peter. But +as I was saying, if you find happiness in the society of such people, +invite them by all means. I only ask you not to cram them down my +throat. I wouldn't mind the others so much, but the MacTavishes I +<i>bar</i>. I will not have them forced upon <a name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></a>me. I detest them, and I've +no doubt they despise me. We simply bore each other out of our lives. +There! Let that suffice. I'm very fond of <i>you</i>, auntie, and I don't +want anyone else. Do you perfectly understand?"</p> + +<p>"I shall evidently never understand <i>you</i>, Austin," replied Aunt +Charlotte. "You have treated me shockingly, shockingly. And now you +leave me in the most heartless way with all these people on my +hands——"</p> + +<p>"Then why did you insist on inviting them?" put in Austin. "I +entreated you not to. I'd have gone down on my knees to you, only +unfortunately I've only one. And when I entreated you for the last +time, you said you wouldn't listen to another word. I saw that further +appeal was useless, so I was compelled by you yourself to play for my +own safety. So now good-bye, dear auntie. It's time I was off. Cheer +up—you'll all enjoy yourselves much more without an awkward +unsympathetic creature like me among you, see if you don't. And you +can make any excuse for me you like," he added with a smile as he left +the room. Aunt Charlotte remained transfixed.</p> + +<p>"I suppose he must go his own gait," she muttered, as she picked up +her knitting again. "<a name="Page_57" id="Page_57"></a>There's no use in trying to force him this way +or that; if he doesn't want to do a thing he won't do it. Of course +what he says is true enough—I did let him choose the date, and I did +ask these people because I thought it would be good for him, and I did +insist on doing so when he begged me not to. Well, I'm hoist with my +own petard this time, though I wouldn't confess as much to him if my +life depended on it. But the trickery of the little wretch! It's that +I can't get over."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Austin meditated on the little episode on his side, as he +made his way along the road. "I daresay dear old auntie was a bit put +out," he thought, "but she brought it all upon herself. She doesn't +see that everybody must live his own life, that it's a duty one owes +to oneself to realise one's own individuality. Now it's <i>bad</i> for me +to associate with people I detest—bad for my soul's development; just +as bad as it is for anyone's body to eat food that doesn't agree with +him. Those MacTavishes poison my soul just as arsenic poisons the +body, and I won't have my soul poisoned if I can help it. It's very +sad to see how blind she is to the art and philosophy of life. But +she'll have to learn it, and the sooner she begins the better."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></a>Here he left the high road, and turned into a long, narrow lane +enclosed between high banks, which led into a pleasant meadow by the +river side. This shortened the way considerably, and when he reached +the stile at the further end of the meadow he found himself only some +ten minutes' walk from the park gates. Then a subdued excitement fell +upon him. He was going to see the beautiful picture-gallery and the +great collection of engravings, and the gardens with conservatories +full of lovely orchids. He was going to hold delightful converse with +the cultured and agreeable man to whom all these things belonged. +And—well, he might possibly even see a ghost! But now, in the genial +daylight, with the prospect of luncheon immediately before him, the +idea of ghosts seemed rather to retire into the background. Ghosts did +not appear so attractive as they had done yesterday afternoon, when he +had talked about them with Lubin. However—here he was.</p> + +<p>Mr St Aubyn, tall and middle-aged, with a refined face set in a short, +pointed beard, received him with exquisite cordiality. How seldom does +a man realise the positive idolatry he can inspire by treating a +well-bred youth on equal terms, instead of assuming airs of patronage +and <a name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></a>condescension! The boy accepts such an attitude as natural, +perhaps, but he resents it nevertheless, and never gives the man his +confidence. The perfect manners of St Aubyn won Austin's heart at +once, and he responded with a modest ardour that touched and gratified +his host. The Court, too, exceeded his expectations. It was a grand +old mansion dating from the reign of Elizabeth, with mullioned +casements, and carved doorways, and cool, dim rooms oak-panelled, and +broad fireplaces; and around it lay a shining garden enclosed by old +monastic walls of red brick, with shaped beds of carnations glowing +redly in the sunlight, and, beyond the straight lines of lawn, a +wilderness of nut-trees, with a pool of yellow water-lilies, where +wild hyacinths and pale jonquils rioted when it was spring. On one +side of the garden, at right angles to the house, the wall shelved +into a great grass terrace, and here stood a sort of wing, flanked by +two glorious old towers, crumbling and ivy-draped, forming entrances +to a vast room, tapestried, which had been a banqueting hall in the +picturesque Tudor days. Meanwhile, Austin was ushered by his host into +the library—a moderate-sized apartment, lined with countless books +and adorned with etchings of great choiceness; whence, after a few +minutes' <a name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></a>chat on indifferent subjects, they adjourned to the +dining-room, where a luncheon, equally choice and good, awaited them.</p> + +<p>At first they played a little at cross-purposes. St Aubyn, with the tact +of an accomplished man entertaining a clever youth, tried to draw Austin +out; while Austin, modest in the presence of one whom he recognised as +infinitely his superior in everything he most valued, was far more +anxious to hear St Aubyn talk than to talk himself. The result was that +Austin won, and St Aubyn soon launched forth delightfully upon art, and +books, and travel. He had been a great traveller in his day, and the boy +listened with enraptured ears to his description of the magnificent +gardens in the vicinity of Rome—the Lante, the Torlonia, the +Aldobrandini, the Falconieri, and the Muti—architectural wonders that +Austin had often read of, but of course had never seen; and then he +talked of Viterbo and its fountains, Vicenza the city of Palladian +palaces, every house a gem, and Sicily, with its hidden wonders, hidden +from the track of tourists because far in the depths of the interior. He +had travelled in Burma too, and inflamed the boy's imagination by +telling him of the gorgeous temples of Rangoon and Mandalay; he had +been—like everybody else—<a name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></a>to Japan; and he had lived for six weeks up +country in China, in a secluded Buddhist monastery perched on the edge +of a precipice, like an eagle's nest, where his only associates were +bonzes in yellow robes, and the stillness was only broken by the +deep-toned temple bell, booming for vespers. Then, somehow, his thoughts +turned back to Europe, and he began a disquisition upon the great old +masters—Tintoretto, Rembrandt, Velasquez, Tiziano, and Peter Paul—with +whose immortal works he seemed as familiar as he subsequently showed +himself with the pictures in his own house. He described the Memlings at +Bruges, the Botticellis at Florence and the Velasquezes in +Spain—averring in humorous exaggeration that beside a Velasquez most +other paintings were little better than chromolithographs. Austin put in +a word now and then, asked a question or two as occasion served, and so +suggested fresh and still more fascinating reminiscences; but he had no +desire whatever to interrupt the illuminating stream of words by airing +any opinions of his own. It was not until the meal was drawing to a +close that the conversation took a more personal turn, and Austin was +induced to say something about himself, his tastes, and his +surroundings. Then St Aubyn began deftly and <a name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></a>diplomatically to elicit +something in the way of self-disclosure; and before long he was able to +see exactly how things stood—the boy of ideals, of visionary and +artistic tastes, of crude fresh theories and a queer philosophy of life, +full of a passion for Nature and a contempt for facts, on one hand; and +the excellent, commonplace, uncomprehending aunt, with her philistine +friends and blundering notions as to what was good for him, upon the +other. It was an amusing situation, and psychologically very +interesting. St Aubyn listened attentively with a sympathetic smile as +Austin stated his case.</p> + +<p>"I see, I see," he said nodding. "You feel it imperative to lead your +own life and try to live up to your own ideals. That is good—quite +good. And you are not in sympathy with your aunt's friends. Nothing +more natural. Of course it is important to be sure that your ideals +are the highest possible. Do you think they are?"</p> + +<p>"They seem so. They are the highest possible for <i>me</i>," replied Austin +earnestly.</p> + +<p>"That implies a limitation," observed St Aubyn, emitting a stream of +blue smoke from his lips. "Well, we all have our limitations. You +appear to have a very strong sense that every man should realise his +own individuality to the <a name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></a>full; that that is his first duty to +himself. Tell me then—does it never occur to you that we may also +have duties to others?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes—certainly," said Austin. "I only mean that we have <i>no +right</i> to sacrifice our own individualities to other people's ideas. +For instance, my aunt, who has always been the best of friends to me, +is for ever worrying me to associate with people who rasp every nerve +in my body, because she thinks that it would do me good. Then I rebel. +I simply will not do it."</p> + +<p>"What friends have you?" asked St Aubyn quietly.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I have any," said Austin, with great simplicity. +"Except Lubin. My best companionship I find in books."</p> + +<p>"The best in the world—so long as the books are good," replied St +Aubyn. "But who is Lubin?"</p> + +<p>"He's a gardener," said Austin. "About two years older than I am. But +he's a gentleman, you understand. And if you could only see the sort +of people my poor aunt tries to force upon me!"</p> + +<p>"I think you may add me to Lubin—as your friend," observed St Aubyn; +at which Austin <a name="Page_64" id="Page_64"></a>flushed with pleasure. "But now, one other word. You +say you want to realise your highest self. Well, the way to do it is +not to live for yourself alone; it is to live for others. To save +oneself one must first lose oneself—forget oneself, when occasion +arises—for the sake of other people. It is only by self-sacrifice for +the sake of others that the supreme heights are to be attained."</p> + +<p>For the first time Austin's face fell. He tossed his long hair off his +forehead, and toyed silently with his cigarette.</p> + +<p>"Is that a hard saying?" resumed St Aubyn, smiling. "It has high +authority, however. Think it over at your leisure. Have you finished? +Come, then, and let me show you the pictures. We have the whole +afternoon before us."</p> + +<p>They explored the fine old house well-nigh from roof to basement, +while St Aubyn recounted all the associations connected with the +different rooms. Then they went into the picture-gallery. Austin, +breathless with interest, hung upon St Aubyn's lips as he pointed out +the peculiarities of each great master represented, and explained how, +for instance, by a fold of the drapery or the crook of a finger, the +characteristic mannerisms of the painter could be detected, and the +school <a name="Page_65" id="Page_65"></a>to which a given work belonged could approximately be +determined; drew attention to the unifying and grouping of the +different features of a composition; spoke learnedly of textures, +qualities, and tactile values; and laid stress on the importance of +colour, light, atmosphere, and the sense of motion, as contrasted with +the undue preponderance too often attached by critics to mere outline. +All this was new to Austin, who had really never seen any good +pictures before, and his enthusiasm grew with what it fed on. St Aubyn +was an admirable cicerone; he loved his pictures, and he knew +them—knew everything that could be known about them—and, inspired by +the intelligent appreciation of his guest, spared no pains to do them +justice. A good half-hour was then spent over the engravings, which +were kept in a quaint old room by themselves; and afterwards they +adjourned to the garden. St Aubyn's conservatories were famous, and +his orchids of great variety and beauty. Austin seemed transported +into a world where everything was so arranged as to gratify his +craving for harmony and fitness, and he moved almost silently beside +his host in a dream of satisfaction and delight.</p> + +<p>"By the way, there's still one room you <a name="Page_66" id="Page_66"></a>haven't seen," remarked St +Aubyn, as they were strolling at their leisure through the grounds. +"We call it the Banqueting Hall—in that wing between the two old +towers. Queen Elizabeth was entertained there once, and it contains +some rather beautiful tapestries. I should like to have them moved +into the main building, only there's really no place where they'd fit, +and perhaps it's better they should remain where they were originally +intended for. Are you fond of tapestry?"</p> + +<p>"I've never seen any," said Austin, "but of course I've read about +it—Gobelin, Bayeux, and so on. I should love to see what it looks +like in reality."</p> + +<p>"Come, then," said St Aubyn, crossing the lawn. "I have the key in my +pocket."</p> + +<p>He flung open the door. Austin found himself in the vast apartment, +groined and vaulted, measuring about a hundred and twenty feet by +fifty, and lighted by exquisite pointed windows enriched with +coats-of-arms and other heraldic devices in jewel-like stained glass. +The walls were completely hidden by tapestries of rare beauty, woven +into the semblance of gardens, palaces, arcades and bowers of clipped +hedges and pleached trees with slender fountains set <a name="Page_67" id="Page_67"></a>meetly in green +shade; while some again were crowded with swaying Gothic figures of +saints and kings and warriors and angels, all far too beautiful, +thought Austin, to have ever lived. Yet surely there must be some +prototypes of all these wonderful conceptions somewhere. There must be +a world—if we could only find it—where loveliness that we only know +as pictured exists in actual reality. What a dream-like hall it was, +on that still summer afternoon. Yet there was something uncanny about +it too. St Aubyn had stepped out of sight, and Austin left by himself +began to experience a very extraordinary sensation. He felt that he +was not alone. The immense chamber seemed <i>full of presences</i>. He +could see nothing, but he felt them all about him. The place was +thickly populated, but the population was invisible. Everything looked +as empty as it had looked when the door was first thrown open, and yet +it was really full of ghostly palpitating life, crowded with the +spirits of bygone men and women who had held stately revels there +three hundred years before. He was not frightened, but a sense of awe +crept over him, rooting him to the spot and imparting a rapt +expression to his face. Did he hear anything? Wasn't there a faint +rustling <a name="Page_68" id="Page_68"></a>sound somewhere in the air behind him? No. It must have been +his fancy. Everything was as silent as the grave.</p> + +<p>He turned and saw St Aubyn close beside him. "The place is haunted!" +he exclaimed in a husky voice.</p> + +<p>"What makes you think so?" asked St Aubyn, without any intonation of +surprise.</p> + +<p>"I feel it," he replied.</p> + +<p>"Come out," said the other abruptly. "It's curious you should say +that. Other people seem to have felt the same. I'm not so sensitive +myself. You're looking pale. Let's go into the library and have a cup +of tea."</p> + +<p>The hot stimulant revived him, and he was soon talking at his ease +again. But the curious impression remained. It seemed to him as if he +had had an experience whose effects would not be easily shaken off. He +had seen no ghosts, but he had felt them, and that was quite enough. +The sensation he had undergone was unmistakable; the hall was full of +ghosts, and he had been conscious of their presence. This, then, was +apparently what Lubin had alluded to. Oh, it was all real +enough—there was no room left for any doubt whatever.</p> + +<p>It was a quarter to five when he took leave of <a name="Page_69" id="Page_69"></a>his entertainer, +responding warmly to an injunction to look in again whenever he felt +disposed. He walked very thoughtfully homewards, revolving many +questions in his busy brain. How much he had seen and learnt since he +left home that morning! Worlds of beauty, of art, of intellect had +dawned upon his consciousness; a world of mystery too. Even now, +tramping along the road, he felt a different being. Even now he +imagined the presence of unseen entities—walking by his side, it +might be, but anyhow close to him. Was it so? Could it be that he +really was surrounded by intelligences that eluded his physical senses +and yet in some mysterious fashion made their existence <i>known</i>?</p> + +<p>At last he arrived at the stile leading into the meadow, and prepared +to clamber over. Then he hesitated. Why? He could not tell. A queer, +invincible repugnance to cross that stile suddenly came over him. The +meadow looked fresh and green, and the road—hot, dusty, and +white—was certainly not alluring; besides, he longed to saunter along +the grass by the river and think over his experiences. But something +prevented him. With a sense of irritation he took a few steps along +the road; then the thought of the cool field reasserted itself, and +with a <a name="Page_70" id="Page_70"></a>determined effort he retraced his steps and threw one leg over +the top bar of the stile. It was no use. Gently, but unmistakably, +something pushed him back. He <i>could</i> not cross. He wanted to, and he +was in full possession of both his physical and mental faculties, but +he simply could not do it.</p> + +<p>In great perplexity, not unmixed with some natural sense of umbrage, +Austin set off again along the ugly road. The sun had come out once +more, and it was very hot. What could be the matter with him? Why had +he been so silly as to take the highway, with its horrid dust and +glare, when the field and the lane would have been so much more +pleasant? He felt puzzled and annoyed. How Mr St Aubyn would have +laughed at him could he but have known. This long tramp along the +disagreeable road was the only jarring incident that had befallen him +that day. Well, it would soon be over. And what a day it had been, +after all. How marvellous the pictures were, and the gardens; what an +acquisition to his life was the friendship—not only the +acquaintanceship—of St Aubyn; and then the tapestries, the great +mysterious hall, and the strange revelations that had come upon him in +the hall itself! At last his thoughts reverted, <a name="Page_71" id="Page_71"></a>half in +self-reproach, to Aunt Charlotte. How had she fared, meanwhile? Had +she enjoyed her Cobbledicks and her MacTavishes as much as he had +enjoyed his experiences at the Court?</p> + +<p>For all his theories about living his own life and developing his own +individuality, Austin was not a selfish boy. Egoistic he might be, but +selfish he was not. His impulses were always generous and kindly, and +he was full of thought for others. He was for ever contriving delicate +little gifts for those in want, planning pleasant little surprises for +people whom he loved. And now he hoped most ardently that dear Aunt +Charlotte had not been very dull, and for the moment felt quite kindly +towards the Cobbledicks and the MacTavishes as he reflected that, no +doubt, they had helped to make his auntie happy on that afternoon.</p> + +<p>At last he came to the entrance of the lane through which he had +passed in the morning. At that moment a crowd of men and boys, most of +them armed with heavy sticks and all looking terribly excited, rushed +past him, and precipitated themselves into the narrow opening. He +asked one of them what was the matter, but the man took no notice and +ran panting after the <a name="Page_72" id="Page_72"></a>others. So Austin pursued his way, and in a few +minutes arrived at the garden gate, where to his great surprise he +found Aunt Charlotte waiting for him—the picture of anxiety and +terror.</p> + +<p>"Well, auntie!—why, what's the matter?" he exclaimed, as Aunt +Charlotte with a cry of relief threw herself into his arms.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear boy!" she uttered in trembling agitation. "How thankful I +am to see you! Which way did you come back?"</p> + +<p>"Which way? Along the road," said Austin, much astonished. "Why?"</p> + +<p>"Thank God!" ejaculated Aunt Charlotte. "Then you're really safe. I've +been out of my mind with fear. A most dreadful thing has happened. Let +us sit down a minute till I get my breath, and I'll tell you all about +it."</p> + +<p>Austin led her to a garden seat which stood near, and sat down beside +her. "Well, what is it all about?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"My dear, it was like this," began Aunt Charlotte, as she gradually +recovered her composure. "Our friends were just going away—oh, I +forgot to tell you that of course they came; we had a most delightful +time, and dear Lottie—no, Lizzie—<a name="Page_73" id="Page_73"></a>I always do forget which is +which—I can't remember, but it doesn't matter—was the life and soul +of the party; however, as I was saying, they were just going away, and +I was there at the gate seeing them off, when the butcher's boy came +running up and warned them on no account to venture into the road, as +Hunt's dog—that's the butcher, you know—I mean Hunt is—had gone +raving mad, and was loose upon the streets. Of course we were all most +horribly alarmed, and wanted to know whether anybody had been bitten; +but the boy was off like a shot, and two minutes afterwards the +wretched dog itself came tearing past, as mad as a dog could be, its +jaws a mass of foam, and snapping right and left. As soon as ever it +was safe our friends took the opportunity of escaping—of course in +the opposite direction; and then a crowd of villagers came along in +pursuit, but not knowing which turning to take till some man or other +told them that the dog had gone up the lane. Then imagine my terror! +For I felt perfectly convinced that you'd be coming home that way, as +the road was hot and dusty, and I know how fond you are of lanes and +fields. Oh, my dear, I can't get over it even now. How was it you +chose the road?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74"></a>For a moment Austin did not speak. Then he said very slowly:</p> + +<p>"I don't know how to tell you. Of course I <i>could</i> tell you easily +enough, but I don't think you'd understand. Auntie, I intended to come +home by the lane. Twice or three times I tried to cross the stile into +the meadows, and each time I was prevented. Something stopped me. +Something pushed me back. Naturally I wanted to come by the +meadow—the road was horrid—and I wanted to stroll along on the grass +and enjoy myself by the river. But there it was—I couldn't do it. So +I gave up trying, and came by the road after all."</p> + +<p>"What <i>do</i> you mean, Austin?" asked Aunt Charlotte. "I never heard +such a thing in my life. What was it that pushed you back?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," replied the boy deliberately. "I only know that +something did. And as the lane is very narrow, and enclosed by +excessively steep banks, the chances are that I should have met the +dog in it, and that the dog would have bitten me and given me +hydrophobia. And now you know as much as I do myself."</p> + +<p>"I can't tell what to think, I'm sure," said <a name="Page_75" id="Page_75"></a>Aunt Charlotte. "Anyhow, +it's most providential that you escaped, but as for your being +prevented, as you say—as for anything pushing you back—why, my dear, +of course that was only your fancy. What else could it have been? I'm +far too practical to believe in presentiments, and warnings, and +nonsense of that sort. I'd as soon believe in table-rapping. No, my +dear; I thank God you've come back safe and sound, but don't go +hinting at anything supernatural, because I simply don't believe in +it."</p> + +<p>"Then why do you thank God?" asked Austin, "Isn't He supernatural? +Why, He's the only really supernatural Being possible, it seems to +me."</p> + +<p>That was a poser. Aunt Charlotte, having recovered her equanimity, +began to feel argumentative. It was incumbent on her to prove that she +was not inconsistent in attributing Austin's preservation to the +intervention of God, while disclaiming any belief in what she called +the supernatural. And for the moment she did not know how to do it.</p> + +<p>"By the supernatural, Austin," she said at last, in a very oracular +tone, "I mean superstition. And I call that story of yours a piece of +superstition and nothing else."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_76" id="Page_76"></a>Auntie, you do talk the most delightful nonsense of any elderly lady +of my acquaintance," cried Austin, as he laughingly patted her on the +back. "It's no use arguing with you, because you never can see that +two and two make four. It's very sad, isn't it? However, the thing to +be thankful for is that I've got back safe and sound, and that we've +both had a delightful afternoon. And now tell me all your adventures. +I'm dying to hear about the vicar, and the Cobbledicks, and the +ingenious Jock and Sandy. Did all your friends turn up?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed they did, and a most charming time we had," replied Aunt +Charlotte briskly. "Of course they were astonished to find that you +weren't here to welcome them, and I was obliged to say how unfortunate +it was, but a most stupid mistake had arisen, and that you were +dreadfully sorry, and all the rest of it. Ah, you don't know what you +missed, Austin. The boys were full of fun as usual, and dear +Lizzie—or was it Florrie? well, it doesn't matter—said she was sure +you'd gone to the Court in preference because you were expecting to +meet a lot of girls there who were much prettier than she was. Of +course she was joking, but——"</p> + +<p>"The vulgar, disgusting brute!" cried <a name="Page_77" id="Page_77"></a>Austin, in sudden anger. "And +these are the creatures you torment me to associate with. Well——"</p> + +<p>"Austin, you've no right to call a young lady a brute; it's abominably +rude of you," said Aunt Charlotte severely. "There was nothing vulgar +in what she said; it was just a playful sally, such as any sprightly +girl might indulge in. I assured her you were going to meet nobody but +Mr St Aubyn himself, and then she said it was a shame that you should +have been inveigled away to be bored by——"</p> + +<p>"I don't want to hear what the woman said," interrupted Austin, with a +gesture of contempt. "Such people have no right to exist. They're not +worthy for a man like St Aubyn to tread upon. It's a pity you know +nothing of him yourself, auntie. You wouldn't appreciate your Lotties +and your Florries quite so much as you do now, if you did."</p> + +<p>"Then you enjoyed yourself?" returned Aunt Charlotte, waiving the +point. "Oh, I've no doubt he's an agreeable person in his way. And the +gardens are quite pretty, I'm told. Hasn't he got a few rather nice +pictures in his rooms? I'm very fond of pictures myself. Well, now, +tell me all about it. How did you amuse yourself all <a name="Page_78" id="Page_78"></a>the afternoon, +and what did you talk to him about?"</p> + +<p>But before Austin could frame a fitting answer the butcher's boy +looked over the gate to tell them that the rabid dog had been found in +the lane and killed.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Fifth" id="Chapter_the_Fifth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79"></a>Chapter the Fifth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>It will readily be understood that Austin was in no hurry to confide +anything about his experiences in the Banqueting Hall to his Aunt +Charlotte. The way in which she had received his straightforward, +simple account of the curious impressions which had determined his +choice of a route in coming home was enough, and more than enough, to +seal his tongue. He was sensitive in the extreme, and any lack of +sympathy or comprehension made him retire immediately into his shell. +His aunt's demeanour imparted an air of reserve even to the +description he gave her of the attractions of Moorcombe Court. Perhaps +the good lady was a trifle sore at never having been invited there +herself. One never knows. At any rate, her attitude was chilling. So +as regarded the incident in the Banqueting Hall he preserved entire +silence. Her scepticism was too complacent to be attacked.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80"></a>He was aroused next morning by the sweetest of country sounds—the +sound of a scythe upon the lawn. Then there came the distant call of +the street flower-seller, "All a-growing, all a-blowing," which he +remembered as long as he could remember anything. The world was waking +up, but it was yet early—not more than half-past six at the very +latest. So he lay quietly and contentedly in his white bed, lazily +wondering how it would feel in the Banqueting Hall at that early hour, +and what it would be like there in the dead of night, and how soon it +would be proper for him to go and leave a card on Mr St Aubyn, and +what Lubin would think of it all, and how it was he had never before +noticed that great crack in the ceiling just above his head. At last +he slipped carefully out of bed without waiting for Martha to bring +him his hot water, and hopped as best he could to the open window and +looked out. There was Lubin, mowing vigorously away, and the air was +full of sweet garden scents and the early twittering of birds. He +could not go back to bed after that, but proceeded forthwith to dress.</p> + +<p>After a hurried toilet, he bumped his way downstairs; intercepted the +dairyman, from whom he extorted a great draught of milk, and then +went <a name="Page_81" id="Page_81"></a>into the garden. How sweet it was, that breath of morning air! +Lubin had just finished mowing the lawn, and the perfume of the cool +grass, damp with the night's dew, seemed to pervade the world. No one +else was stirring; there was nothing to jar his nerves; everything was +harmonious, fresh, beautiful, and young. And the harmony of it all +consisted in this, that Austin was fresh, and beautiful, and young +himself.</p> + +<p>"Well, and how did ye fare at the Court?" asked Lubin, as Austin +joined him. "Was it as fine a place as you reckoned it would be?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Lubin, it was lovely!" cried Austin, enthusiastically. "I do wish +you could see it. And the garden! Of course this one's lovely too, and +I love it, but the garden at the Court is simply divine. It's on a +great scale, you know, and there are huge orchid-houses, and flaming +carnations, and stained tulips, and gilded lilies, and a wonderful +grass terrace, and—"</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay, I've heard tell of all that," interrupted Lubin. "But how +about the ghosts? Did you see any o' them, as you was so anxious +about?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_82" id="Page_82"></a>No—I didn't see any; but they're there all the same," returned +Austin. "I felt them, you know. But only in one place; that great +room, they say, was a Banqueting Hall once upon a time. You know, +Lubin, I'm going back there before long. Mr St Aubyn asked me to come +again, and I intend to go into that room again to see if I feel +anything more. It was the very queerest thing! I never felt so strange +in my life. The place seemed actually full of them. I could feel them +all round me, though I couldn't see a thing. And the strangest part of +it is that I've never felt quite the same since."</p> + +<p>"How d'ye mean?" asked Lubin, looking up.</p> + +<p>"I don't know—but I fancy I may still be surrounded by them in some +sort of way," replied Austin. "It's possibly nothing but imagination +after all. However, we shall see. Now this morning I want to go a long +ramp into the country—as far as the Beacon, if I can. It's going to +be a splendid day, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>"I'm not," said Lubin. "The old goose was dancing for rain on the +green last night, and that's a sure sign of a change."</p> + +<p>"Dancing for rain! What old goose?" asked Austin, astonished.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_83" id="Page_83"></a>The geese always dance when they want rain," replied Lubin, "and what +the goose asks for God sends. Did you never hear that before? It's a +sure fact, that is. It'll rain within four-and-twenty hours, you mark +my words."</p> + +<p>"I hope it won't," said Austin. "And so your mother keeps geese?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, that she does, and breeds 'em, and fattens 'em up against +Michaelmas. And we've a fine noise o' ducks on the pond, too. They +pays their way too, I reckon."</p> + +<p>"A noise o' ducks? What, do they quack so loud?"</p> + +<p>"Lor' bless you, Master Austin, where was you brought up? Everybody +hereabouts know what a noise o' ducks is. Same as a flock o' geese, +only one quacks and the other cackles. Well, now I'm off home, for its +peckish work mowing on an empty belly, and the mother'll be looking +out for me. Geese for me, ghosts for you, and in the end we'll see +which pans out the best."</p> + +<p>So Lubin trudged away to his breakfast and left Austin to his +reflections. The predicted rain held off in spite of the terpsichorean +importunity of Lubin's geese, and Austin passed a lovely <a name="Page_84" id="Page_84"></a>morning on +the moors; but next day it came down with a vengeance, and for six +hours there was a regular deluge. However, Austin didn't mind. When it +was fine he spent his days in the fields and woods; if it rained, he +sat at a window where he could watch the grey mists, and the driving +clouds, and the straight arrows of water falling wonderfully through +the air. His books, too, were a resource that never failed, and if he +was unable personally to participate in beautiful scenes, he could +always read about them, which was the next best thing after all.</p> + +<p>The weather continued unsettled for some days, and then it cleared up +gloriously, so that Austin was able to lead what he called his Daphnis +life once more. The rains had had rather a depressing effect upon his +general health, and once or twice he had fancied that something was +troubling him in his stump; but with the return of the sun all such +symptoms disappeared as though by magic, and he felt younger and +lighter than ever as he stepped forth again into the glittering air. +More than a week had elapsed since his day at the Court, and he began +to think that now he really might venture to go and call. So off he +set one sunny afternoon, and with rather <a name="Page_85" id="Page_85"></a>a beating heart presented +himself at the park gates.</p> + +<p>Here, however, a disappointment awaited him. The lodge-keeper shook +his head, and announced that Mr St Aubyn was away and wouldn't be back +till night. Austin could do nothing but leave a card, and hope that he +might be lucky enough to meet him by accident before long.</p> + +<p>So he turned back and made for the meadow by the river side, feeling +sure that he would be safe from rabid dogs that time at any rate. And +certainly no mysterious influences intervened to prevent him sitting +on the stile for a rest, and indulging in pleasant thoughts. Then he +pulled out his pocket-volume of the beloved Eclogues, and read the +musical contest between Menalcas and Damætas with great enjoyment. +Why, he wondered, were there no delightful shepherd-boys now-a-days, +who spent their time in lying under trees and singing one against the +other? Lubin was much nicer than most country lads, but even Lubin was +not equal to improvising songs about Phyllis, and Delia, and the +Muses. Then he looked up, and saw a stranger approaching him across +the field.</p> + +<p>He was a big, stoutish man, with a fat face, a <a name="Page_86" id="Page_86"></a>frock-coat tightly +buttoned up, a large umbrella, and a rather shabby hat of the shape +called chimney-pot. A somewhat incongruous object, amid that rural +scene, and not a very prepossessing one; but apparently a gentleman, +though scarcely of the stamp of St Aubyn. At last he came quite near, +and Austin moved as though to let him pass.</p> + +<p>"Don't trouble yourself, young gentleman," said the newcomer, in a +good-humoured, offhand way. "Can you tell me whether I'm anywhere near +a place called Moorcombe Court?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—it's not far off," replied Austin, immediately interested. "I've +just come from there myself."</p> + +<p>"Really, now!" was the gentleman's rejoinder. "And how's me friend St +Aubyn?"</p> + +<p>So he was Mr St Aubyn's friend—or claimed to be. "I really +suspected," said Austin to himself, "that he must be a bailiff." From +which it may be inferred that the youth's acquaintance with bailiffs +was somewhat limited. Then he said, aloud:</p> + +<p>"I believe he's quite well, thank you, but I'm afraid you'll not be +able to see him. He's gone out somewhere for the day."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_87" id="Page_87"></a>Dear me, now, that's a pity!" exclaimed the stranger, taking off his +hat and wiping his hot, bald head. "Dear old Roger—it's years since +we met, and I was quite looking forward to enjoying a chat with him +about old times. Well, well, another day will do, no doubt. You don't +live at the Court, do you?"</p> + +<p>"I? Oh, no," said Austin. "I only visit there. It is such a charming +place!"</p> + +<p>"Shouldn't wonder," remarked the other, nodding. "Our friend's a rich +man, and can afford to gratify his tastes—which are rather expensive +ones, or used to be when I knew him years ago. I must squeeze an hour +to go and see him some time or other while I'm here, if I can only +manage it."</p> + +<p>"Then you are not here for long?" asked Austin, wondering who the man +could be.</p> + +<p>"Depends upon business, young gentleman," replied the stranger. +"Depends upon how we draw. We shall have a week for certain, but after +that——"</p> + +<p>"How you draw?" repeated Austin, politely mystified.</p> + +<p>"Yes, draw—what houses we draw, to be sure," explained the stranger. +"What, haven't you <a name="Page_88" id="Page_88"></a>seen the bills? I'm on tour with 'Sardanapalus'!"</p> + +<p>A ray of light flashed upon Austin's memory. "Oh! I think I +understand," he ventured hesitatingly. "Are you—can you perhaps +be—er—Mr Buckskin?"</p> + +<p>"For Buckskin read Buskin, and you may boast of having hazarded a +particularly shrewd guess," replied the gentleman. "Bucephalus Buskin, +at your service; and, of course, the public's."</p> + +<p>"Ah, now I know," exclaimed Austin. "The greatest actor in Europe, on +or off the stage."</p> + +<p>"Oh come, now, come; spare my blushes, young gentleman, draw it a +<i>little</i> milder!" cried the delighted manager, almost bursting with +mock modesty. "Greatest actor in Europe—oh, very funny, very good +indeed! Off the stage, too! Oh dear, dear, dear, what wags there are +in the world! And pray, young gentleman, from whom did you pick up +that?"</p> + +<p>"I think it must have been the milkman," replied Austin simply.</p> + +<p>"The milkman, eh? A most discriminating milkman, 'pon my word. Well, +it's always encouraging to find appreciation of high art, even among +milkmen," observed Mr Buskin. "Only <a name="Page_89" id="Page_89"></a>shows how much we owe the growing +education of the masses to the drama. Talk of the press, the pulpit, +the schoolroom——"</p> + +<p>"I believe he was quoting an advertisement," interpolated Austin.</p> + +<p>"An ad., eh?" said the mummer, somewhat disconcerted. "Oh, well, I +shouldn't be surprised. Of course <i>I</i> have nothing to do with such +things. That's the business of the advance-agent. And did he really +put in that? I positively must speak to him about it. A good fellow, +you know, but rather inclined to let his zeal outrun his discretion. +It's not good business to raise too great expectations, is it, now?"</p> + +<p>Austin, in his innocence, scarcely took in the meaning of all this. +But it was clear enough that Mr Buskin was a great personage in his +way, and extremely modest into the bargain. His interest was now very +much excited, and he awaited eagerly what the communicative gentleman +would say next.</p> + +<p>"I should think it would take," continued Mr Buskin, warming to his +subject. "It's a most magnificent spectacle when it's properly done—as +we do it. There's a scene in the third act—the Banquet in the Royal +Palace—that's <a name="Page_90" id="Page_90"></a>something you won't forget as long as you live. A +gorgeous hall, brilliantly illuminated—the whole Court in glittering +costumes—the tables covered with gold and silver plate. Peals of +thunder, and a frightful tempest raging outside. In the midst of the +revels a conspiracy breaks out—enter Pania, bloody—Sardanapalus +assumes a suit of armour, and admires himself in a looking-glass—and +then the rival armies burst in, and a terrific battle ensues——"</p> + +<p>"What, in the dining-room?" asked the astonished Austin.</p> + +<p>"Well, well, the poet allows himself a bit of licence there, I admit; +but that only gives us an opportunity of showing what fine +stage-management can do," said Mr Buskin complacently. "It's a +magnificent situation. You'll say you never saw anything like it since +you were born, you just mark my words."</p> + +<p>"It certainly must be very wonderful," remarked Austin. "But I'm +afraid I'm rather ignorant of such matters. What <i>is</i> 'Sardanapalus,' +may I ask?"</p> + +<p>"What, never heard of Byron's 'Sardanapalus'?" exclaimed the actor, +throwing up his hands. "Why, it's one of the finest things ever put +upon the boards. Full of telling effects, and <a name="Page_91" id="Page_91"></a>not too many bothering +lengths, you know. The Poet Laureate, dear good man, worried my life +out a year ago to let him write a play upon the subject especially for +me. The part of Sardanapalus was to be devised so as to bring out all +my particular—er—capabilities, and any little hints that might occur +to me were to be acted upon and embodied in the text. But I wouldn't +hear of it. 'Me dear Alfred,' I said, 'it isn't that I underrate your +very well-known talents, but Byron's good enough for <i>me</i>. Hang it +all, you know, an artist owes something to the classics of his +country.' So now, if that uneasy spirit ever looks this way from the +land of the eternal shades, he'll see something at least to comfort +him. He'll see that one actor, at least, not unknown to Europe, has +vindicated his reputation as a playwright in the face of the British +public."</p> + +<p>Austin felt immensely flattered at such confidences being vouchsafed +to him by the eminent exponent of Lord Byron, and said he was certain +that the theatre would be crammed. Mr Buskin shrugged his shoulders, +and replied he was sure he hoped so.</p> + +<p>"And now," he added, "I think I'll be walking back. And look you here, +young gentleman. We've had a pleasant meeting, and I'd like to <a name="Page_92" id="Page_92"></a>see +you again. Just take this card"—scribbling a few words on it in +pencil—"and the night you favour us with your presence in the house, +come round and see me in me dressing-room between the acts. You've +only to show that, and they'll let you in at once. I'd like your +impressions of the thing while it's going on."</p> + +<p>Austin accepted the card with becoming courtesy, and offered his own +in exchange. Mr Buskin shook hands in a very cordial manner, and the +next moment was making his way rapidly in the direction of the town.</p> + +<p>"What a very singular gentleman," thought Austin, when he was once +more alone. "I wonder whether all actors are like that. Scarcely, I +suppose. Well, now I'm to have a glimpse of another new world. Mr St +Aubyn has shown me one or two; what will Mr Buskin's be like? It's all +extremely interesting, anyhow."</p> + +<p>Then he stumped along to the river side, giving a majestic twirl to +his wooden leg with every step he took through the long grass. How he +would have loved a bathe! The pool where he had so enjoyed himself +with Lubin was not far off—the pool of Daphnis, as he had christened +it; but he hesitated to venture in alone. So he lay down on the bank +and watched the yellow water-lilies <a name="Page_93" id="Page_93"></a>from afar, dreaming of many +things. How clever Lubin was, and what a lot he knew! Why geese should +dance for rain he couldn't even imagine; but the rain had actually +come, and it was all a most suggestive mystery. How many other curious +connections there must be among natural occurrences that nobody ever +dreamt of! It was in the country one learnt about such things; in the +fields and woods, and by the side of rivers. Nature was the great +school, after all. History and geography were all very well in their +way, but what food for the soul was there in knowing whether Norway +was an island or a peninsula, or on what date some silly king had had +his crown put on? What did it matter, after all? Those were the facts +he despised; facts that had no significance for him whatever, that +left him exactly as they found him first. The sky and the birds and +the flowers taught him lessons that were worth more than all the +histories and geographies that were ever written. The schoolroom was a +desert, arid and unsatisfying; whereas the garden, the enclosed space +which held stained cups of beauty and purple gold-eyed bells, that was +a jewelled sanctuary. Lubin was nearer the heart of things than +Freeman and Macaulay, though they would have disdained him as a clod. +<a name="Page_94" id="Page_94"></a>Virgil and Theocritus were greater philosophers than either Comte or +Hegel. Daphnis and Corydon represented the finest flower, the purest +type of human evolution, and Herbert Spencer was nothing better than a +particularly silly old man.</p> + +<p>Having disposed of the education question thus conclusively, it +occurred to Austin that it must be about time for tea; so he struggled +to his legs and turned his footsteps homeward. Just as he arrived at +the house he met Lubin outside the gate with a wheelbarrow.</p> + +<p>"Off already?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Lubin. "I say, Master Austin, there's something I want to +tell you. I see a magpie not an hour ago!"</p> + +<p>"A magpie? I don't think I ever saw one in my life. What was it like?" +enquired Austin.</p> + +<p>"Don't matter what it was like," replied Lubin, sententiously. "But it +was just outside your bedroom window. You'd better be on the +look-out."</p> + +<p>"What for?" asked Austin. "Did it say it was coming back?"</p> + +<p>"'Tain't nothing to laugh at," said Lubin, nodding his head. "A magpie +bodes ill-luck. That's well known, that is. So you just keep <a name="Page_95" id="Page_95"></a>your eye +open, that's all I've got to say. It's a warning, you see. Did ye +never hear that before?"</p> + +<p>Austin's first impulse was to laugh; then he remembered the dancing +goose, and the rain which followed in due course. "All right, Lubin," +he said cheerfully. "I'm not afraid of magpies; I don't think they're +very dangerous. But I <i>have</i> heard that they've a fancy for silver +spoons, so I'll tell Aunt Charlotte to lock the plate up safely before +she goes to bed."</p> + +<p>As he had expected, Aunt Charlotte was much pleased at hearing of his +encounter with Mr Buskin, who, she thought, must be a most delightful +person. It would be so good, too, for Austin to see something of the +gay world instead of always mooning about alone; and then he would be +sure to meet other young people at the performance, friends from the +neighbouring town, with whom he could talk and be sociable. Austin, on +his side, was quite willing to go and be amused, though he felt, +perhaps, more interested in what promised to be an entirely new +experience than excited at the prospect of a treat. He wanted to see +and to study, and then he would be able to judge.</p> + +<p>"By the way, Austin," said his aunt, as they <a name="Page_96" id="Page_96"></a>were separating for the +night a few hours later, "I want you to go into the town to-morrow and +tell Snewin to send a man up at once to look at the roof. I'm afraid +it's been in rather a bad state for some time past, and those heavy +rains we had last week seem to have damaged it still more. Be sure you +don't forget. It won't do to have a leaky roof over our heads; it +might come tumbling down, and cost a mint of money to put right +again."</p> + +<p>Austin gave the required promise, and thought no more about it. He +also forgot entirely to tell his aunt she had better lock up the +spoons with particular care that night because Lubin had seen a magpie +in suspicious proximity to his window. He went straight up to his +room, feeling rather sleepy, and bent on getting between the sheets as +soon as possible. But just as he was putting on his nightgown, a light +pattering sound attracted his attention, and he immediately became all +ears.</p> + +<p>"Rain?" he exclaimed. "Why, there wasn't a sign of it an hour ago!"</p> + +<p>He drew up the blind and looked out. The sky was perfectly clear, and +a brilliant moon was shining.</p> + +<p>"That's queer!" he murmured. "I could <a name="Page_97" id="Page_97"></a>have sworn I heard it raining. +What in the world could it have been?"</p> + +<p>He turned away and put out the candle. As he approached the bed a +curious disinclination to get into it came over him. Then he heard the +same pattering noise again. He stopped short, and listened more +attentively. It seemed to come from the walls.</p> + +<p>A shower of raps, rather like tiny explosions, now sounded all around +him. He leant his head against the wall, and the sound became +distincter. This time there was no mistake about it. He had never +heard anything like it in his life. He was quite cool, not in the +least frightened, and very much on the alert. The raps continued at +intervals for about five minutes. Then, seeing that it was impossible +to solve the mystery, he suddenly jumped into bed. At that moment the +raps ceased.</p> + +<p>For nearly an hour he lay awake, wondering. Certainly he had not been +the victim of hallucination. He was in perfect health, and in full +possession of all his faculties. Indeed his faculties were +particularly alive; he had been thinking of something else altogether +when the raps first forced themselves upon his consciousness, and +afterwards he had listened to them for several <a name="Page_98" id="Page_98"></a>minutes with close and +critical attention. No explanation of the strange phenomenon suggested +itself in spite of endless theories and speculations. Could it be +mice? But mice only gnawed and scuttled about; they did not rap. It +was more like crackling than anything else; the noise produced by +thousands of faint discharges. No, it was inexplicable, and he +wondered more and more.</p> + +<p>Gradually he fell asleep. How long he slept he didn't know, but he +awoke with a sensation of cold. Instinctively he put out his hand to +pull the coverings closer over him, and found that they seemed to have +slipped down somehow, leaving his chest exposed. Then, warm again, he +dozed off once more and dreamt that he was at the pool of Daphnis with +Lubin. How cool and blue the water looked, and how lovely the plunge +would be! But when he was stripped the weather suddenly changed; a +chill wind sprang up which made his teeth chatter; and then Lubin—who +somehow wasn't Lubin but had unaccountably turned into Mr +Buskin—insisted on throwing him into the water, which now looked cold +and black. He struggled furiously, and awoke shivering.</p> + +<p>There was not a rag upon him. Again he <a name="Page_99" id="Page_99"></a>stretched out his hand to feel +for the clothes, but they had disappeared. Instinctively he threw +himself out of bed and flung open the shutters. The moon had set, and +the first faint gleams of approaching dawn filtered into the room, +showing, to his amazement, the bedclothes drawn completely away from +the mattress and hanging over the rail at the foot, so as to be quite +out of the reach of his hand as he had lain there. What on earth was +the matter with the bed? Was it bewitched? Who had uncovered him in +that unceremonious way, leaving him perished with cold? No wonder he +had dreamt of that chilly wind, numbing his body as he stood naked by +the pool. Had he by any chance kicked the coverlet off in his sleep, +as he engaged in that dream-struggle with the absurdly impossible +Buskin-Lubin who had attempted to pitch him into the dark water? +Clearly not; for that would not account for the sheet and blanket +being dragged so carefully out of the range of his hands, and hung +over the foot-rail so that they touched the floor.</p> + +<p>Such were the thoughts that flashed through his mind as he stood +motionless by the window, with wide open eyes, in the chill morning +light. Suddenly a rending, bursting noise was heard <a name="Page_100" id="Page_100"></a>in the ceiling. +The crack widened into a chasm, and then, with a heavy thud, down fell +a confused mass of old bricks, crumbling mortar, and rotten, +worm-eaten wood full on the mattress he had just relinquished, +scattering pulverised rubble in all directions, and covering the bed +with a layer of horrible dust and <i>débris</i>.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Sixth" id="Chapter_the_Sixth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101"></a>Chapter the Sixth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Had her very life depended on it, old Martha would have been totally +unable to give any coherent account of what she felt, said, or did, +when she came into Master Austin's room that morning at half-past +seven with his hot water. She thought she must have screamed, but such +was her bewilderment and terror she really could not remember whether +she did or no. But she never had any doubt as to what she saw. Instead +of a fair white bed with Austin lying in it, she was confronted by the +sight of a gaping hole in the roof, something that looked like a +rubbish heap in a brickfield immediately underneath, and the long +slender form of Austin himself wrapped in a comfortable wadded +dressing-gown fast asleep upon the sofa. "Bless us and save us!" she +ejaculated under her breath. "And to think that the boy's lived +through it!"</p> + +<p>Austin, roused by her entrance, yawned, <a name="Page_102" id="Page_102"></a>stretched himself, and lazily +opened his eyes. "Is that you already, Martha?" he said. "Oh, how +sleepy I am. Is it really half-past seven?"</p> + +<p>"But what does it all mean—how it is you're not killed?" cried +Martha, putting down the jug, and finding her voice at last. "The good +Lord preserve us—here's the house tumbling down about our ears and +never a one of us the wiser. And the man was to 'ave come this very +day to see to that blessed roof. Come, wake up, do, Master Austin, and +tell me how it happened."</p> + +<p>"Is Aunt Charlotte up yet?" asked Austin turning over on his side.</p> + +<p>"Ay, that she be, and making it lively for the maids downstairs. +Whatever will she say when she hears about this to-do?" exclaimed +Martha, with her hands upon her hips as she gazed at the desolation +round her.</p> + +<p>"Well, please go down and ask her to come up here at once," said +Austin. "I see I shall have to say something, and it really will be +too much bother to go over it to everybody in turn. I've had rather a +disturbed night, and feel most awfully tired. So just run down and +bring her up as soon as ever you can, and then we'll get it over."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_103" id="Page_103"></a>A pretty business—and me with forty-eleven things to do already +to-day," muttered the old servant as she hurried out. "True it is that +except the Lord builds the house they labour in vain as builds it. He +didn't have no hand in building this one, that's as plain as I am—as +never was a beauty at my best. Well, the child's safe, that's one +mercy. Though what he was doing out of his bed when the roof came +down's a mystery to <i>me</i>. Talking to the moon, I shouldn't wonder. The +good Lord's got 'is own ways o' doing things, and it ain't for the +likes of us to pick holes when they turn out better than the worst."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Austin lay quietly and drowsily on his couch piecing things +together. Seen from the distance of a few hours, now that he had +leisure to reflect, how wonderfully they fitted in! First of all, +there had been that sudden outburst of raps just as he was stepping +into bed. That, evidently, was intended as a warning. It was as much +as to say, "Don't! don't!" But of course he couldn't be expected to +know this, and so he could only wonder where the raps came from, and +get into bed as usual. Then, the instant he did so the raps ceased. +That was because it wasn't any use to go on. The rappers, <a name="Page_104" id="Page_104"></a>he +supposed, had benevolently tried to frighten him away, and induce him +to go and sleep on the sofa at the other end of the room where he was +now; but the attempt had failed. So there was nothing for them to do, +as he was actually in bed, but to get him out again; and this they had +succeeded in doing by dragging all his clothes off. Now he saw it all. +Nothing, it seemed to him, could possibly be clearer. But who were the +unseen friends who had thus interposed to save his life? Ah, that was +a secret still.</p> + +<p>Then footsteps were heard outside, and in bustled Aunt Charlotte, with +Martha chattering in her wake. Austin raised himself upon his +cushions, and then sank back again. "Lord save us!" cried Aunt +Charlotte, coming to a dead stop, as she surveyed the ruins.</p> + +<p>"It's rather a mess, isn't it?" remarked Austin, folding a red +table-cover round his single leg by way of counterpane.</p> + +<p>"A mess!" repeated Aunt Charlotte. "I should think it <i>was</i> a mess. +How in the world, Austin, did you manage to escape?"</p> + +<p>"Well—I happened to get out of bed a minute or two before the ceiling +broke," said Austin, "and it's just as well I did. Otherwise my +<a name="Page_105" id="Page_105"></a>artless countenance would have got rather disfigured, and I might +even have been hurt. You see all that raw material isn't composed of +gossamer——"</p> + +<p>"What time did it occur?" asked Aunt Charlotte, shortly.</p> + +<p>"The dawn was just breaking. I suppose it must have been about four +o'clock, but I didn't look at my watch," replied Austin. "I was too +cold and sleepy."</p> + +<p>"Cold and sleepy!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "And the house collapsing +over your head. You seem to have had time to pull the bedclothes away, +though. That's very curious. What did you do that for?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't," replied Austin.</p> + +<p>"Then who did?" asked Aunt Charlotte, getting more and more excited. +"I do wish you'd be a little more communicative, Austin; I have to +drag every word out of you as though you were trying to hide +something. Who hung the bedclothes over the footrail if you didn't?"</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you. I don't know. All I know is that I found them where +they are now when I woke up, and I woke up because I was so cold. Then +I got out of bed, and <a name="Page_106" id="Page_106"></a>a minute afterwards down came all the bricks."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to tell me——" began Aunt Charlotte, in her most +scathing tones.</p> + +<p>"Certainly I do. Exactly what I <i>have</i> told you. Why?"</p> + +<p>"Do you expect me to believe," resumed his aunt, "that somebody came +into the room when you were asleep, and deliberately pulled off all +your bedclothes for the fun of doing it? Am I to understand——"</p> + +<p>"My dear auntie, I am not an idiot, nor am I in the habit of perjuring +myself," interrupted Austin. "I saw nobody come into the room, and I +saw nobody pull off the clothes. If you really want to know what I +'expect you to believe,' I've already told you. I might tell you a +little more, but then I shouldn't expect you to believe it, so what +would be the good? It seems to me the best thing to do now is to send +for Snewin to take away all this mess, move the furniture, and mend +the hole in the ceiling. If once it begins to rain——"</p> + +<p>"Oh! You might tell me a little more, might you?" said Aunt Charlotte, +bristling. "So you haven't told me everything after all. Now, then, +never mind whether I believe it <a name="Page_107" id="Page_107"></a>or not, that's my affair. What is +there more to tell?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing," replied Austin. "Because it isn't only your affair whether +you believe me or not; it's my affair as well. Why, you don't even +believe what I've told you already! So I won't tax your credulity any +further."</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte now began to get rather angry, "Look here, Austin," she +said, "I intend to get to the bottom of this business, so it's not the +slightest use trying to beat about the bush. I insist on your telling +me how it was you happened to get out of bed just before the accident +occurred, and how the bedclothes came to be pulled away and hung where +they are now. There's a mystery about the whole thing, and I hate +mysteries, so you'd better make a clean breast of it at once."</p> + +<p>"Had I?" said Austin, pretending to reflect. "I wonder whether it +would be wise. You see, dear auntie, you're such a sensitive creature; +your nerves are so highly strung, you're so easily frightened out of +your dear old wits—"</p> + +<p>"Be done with all this nonsense!" snapped Aunt Charlotte brusquely. +"Come, I can't stand here all day. Just tell me exactly what took +place—why you woke up, and <a name="Page_108" id="Page_108"></a>what you saw, and everything about it you +remember."</p> + +<p>"Dear auntie, I don't want you to stand there all day; in fact I'd +much rather you didn't stand there a minute longer, because I want to +get up," Austin assured her earnestly. "I awoke because I had a horrid +dream, caused by the cold which in its turn was produced by my being +left with nothing on. And I didn't see anything, for the simple reason +that the room was as dark as pitch. Is there anything else you want to +know?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is. Everything that you haven't told me," said the +uncompromising aunt.</p> + +<p>"Very well, then," said Austin, leaning upon his elbow and looking her +full in the face. "But on one condition only—that you believe every +word I say."</p> + +<p>"Of course, Austin, I should never dream of doubting your good faith," +replied Aunt Charlotte. "But don't romance. Now then."</p> + +<p>"It's very simple, after all," began Austin. "Just as I was getting +into bed a strange noise, like a shower of little raps, broke out all +around me. It went on for nearly five minutes, and I was listening all +the time and trying to find out what it was and where it came from. At +the <a name="Page_109" id="Page_109"></a>moment I had no clue, but now I fancy I can guess. Those raps +were warnings. They—the rappers—were trying to prevent me getting +into bed. They didn't succeed, of course, and so, just as the ceiling +was on the point of giving way, they compelled me to get out of bed by +pulling all the clothes off. If they hadn't, I should have been half +killed. Now, what do you make of that?"</p> + +<p>"I knew it must be some nonsense of the sort!" exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte, in her most vigorous tones. "Raps, indeed! I never heard +such twaddle. Of course I don't doubt your word, but it's clear enough +that you dreamt the whole thing. You always were a dreamer, Austin, +and you're getting worse than ever. I don't believe you know half the +time whether you're asleep or awake."</p> + +<p>"Did I dream <i>that</i>?" asked Austin, pointing to the bedclothes as they +hung.</p> + +<p>"You dragged them there in your sleep, of course," retorted Aunt +Charlotte triumphantly. "I see the whole thing now. You had a dream, +you kicked the clothes off in your sleep, and then you got out of bed, +still in your sleep——"</p> + +<p>"I didn't do anything of the sort," interrupted <a name="Page_110" id="Page_110"></a>Austin. "I was wide +awake the whole time. You see, auntie, I was here and you weren't, so +I ought to know something about it."</p> + +<p>"It's no use arguing with you," replied Aunt Charlotte, loftily. "It's +a clear case of sleep-walking—as clear as any case I ever heard of. +And then all that nonsense about raps! Of course, if you heard +anything at all—which I only half believe—it was something beginning +to give way in the roof. There! It only requires a little +common-sense, you see, to explain the whole affair. And now, my +dear——"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" whispered Austin suddenly.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter?" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, not liking to be +interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" said Austin, under his breath.</p> + +<p>A torrent of raps burst out in the wall immediately behind him, +plainly audible in the silence. Then they stopped, as suddenly as they +had begun.</p> + +<p>"Did you hear them?" said Austin. "Those were the raps I told you of. +Hark! There they are again. I wish they would sound a little louder." +A distinct increase in the sound was noticeable. "Oh, isn't it +perfectly wonderful? Now, what have you to say?"</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte stood agape. It was no use <a name="Page_111" id="Page_111"></a>pretending she didn't hear +them. They were as unmistakable as knocks at a front door.</p> + +<p>"What jugglery is this?" she demanded, in an angry tone.</p> + +<p>"Really, dear auntie, I am not a conjurer," replied Austin, as he sank +back upon his cushions. "That was what I heard last night. But of +course <i>you</i> don't believe in such absurdities. It's only your fancy +after all, you know."</p> + +<p>"'Tain't <i>my</i> fancy, anyhow," put in old Martha, speaking for the +first time. "I heard 'em plain enough. 'Tis the 'good people,' for +sure."</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue, do!" cried Aunt Charlotte in sore perplexity. "Good +people, indeed!—the devil himself, more likely. I tell you what it +is, Austin——"</p> + +<p>"Why, I thought you weren't superstitious!" observed Austin, in a tone +of most exasperating surprise. Three gentle knocks, running off into a +ripple of pattering explosions, were then heard in a farther corner of +the room. "There, don't you hear them laughing at you? Thank you, dear +people, whoever you are, that was very kind. And it was awfully sweet +of you to save me from those bricks last night. It <i>was</i> good of them, +wasn't it, auntie dear?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_112" id="Page_112"></a>If all this devilry goes on I shall take serious measures to stop +it," gasped Aunt Charlotte, who was almost frightened to death. "I +cannot and will not live in a haunted house. It's you who are haunted, +Austin, and I shall go and see the vicar about it this very day. It's +an awful state of things, positively awful. To think that you are +actually holding communication with familiar spirits! The vicar shall +come here at once, and I'll get him to hold a service of exorcism. I +believe there is such a service, and——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, do, do, <i>do</i>!" screamed Austin, clapping his hands with delight. +"What fun it would be! Fancy dear Mr Sheepshanks, in all his tippets +and toggery, ambling and capering round poor me, and trying to drive +the devil out of me with a broomful of holy water! That's a lovely +idea of yours, auntie. Lubin shall come and be an acolyte, and we'll +get Mr Buskin to be stage-manager, and you shall be the pew-opener. +And then I'll empty the holy-water pot over dear Mr Sheepshanks' head +when he's looking the other way. You <i>are</i> a genius, auntie, though +you're too modest to be conscious of it. But you're very ungrateful +all the same, for if it hadn't been for——"</p> + +<p>"There, stop your ribaldry, Austin, and get <a name="Page_113" id="Page_113"></a>up," said Aunt Charlotte, +impatiently. "The sooner we're all out of this dreadful room the +better. And let me tell you that you'd be better employed in thanking +God for your deliverance than in turning sacred subjects into +ridicule."</p> + +<p>"Thanking God? Why, not a moment ago you said it was the devil!" +exclaimed Austin. "How you do chop and change about, auntie. You can't +possibly expect me to be orthodox when you go on contradicting +yourself at such a rate. However, if you really must go, I think I +<i>will</i> get up. It must be long past eight, and I want my breakfast +awfully."</p> + +<p>The day so excitingly ushered in turned out a busy one. As soon as he +had finished his meal, Austin pounded off to invoke the immediate +presence of Mr Snewin the builder, and before long there was a mighty +bustle in the house. The furniture had all to be removed from the +scene of the disaster, the bed cleared of the <i>débris</i>, preparations +made for the erection of light scaffolding for repairing the roof, and +Austin himself installed, with all his books and treasures, in another +bedroom overlooking a different part of the garden. It was all a most +enjoyable adventure, and even Aunt Charlotte forgot her <a name="Page_114" id="Page_114"></a>terrors in +the more practical necessities of the occasion. Just before lunch +Austin snatched a few minutes to run out and gossip with Lubin on the +lawn. Lubin listened with keen interest to the boy's picturesque +account of his experiences, and then remarked, sagely nodding his +head:</p> + +<p>"I told you to be on the look-out, you know, Master Austin. Magpies +don't perch on folks' window-sills for nothing. You'll believe me a +little quicker next time, maybe."</p> + +<p>For once in his life Austin could think of nothing to say in reply. To +ask Lubin to explain the connection between magpies and misadventures +would have been useless; it evidently sufficed for him that such was +the order of Nature, and only a magpie would have been able to clear +up the mystery. Besides, there are many such mysteries in the world. +Why do cats occasionally wash their heads behind the ear? Clearly, to +tell us that we may expect bad weather; for the bad weather invariably +follows. These are all providential arrangements intended for our +personal convenience, and are not to be accounted for on any +cut-and-dried scientific theory. Lubin's erudition was certainly very +great, but there was something exasperating about it too.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115"></a>So Austin went in to lunch thoughtful and dispirited, wondering why +there were so many absurdities in life that he could neither elucidate +nor controvert. He decided not to say anything to Aunt Charlotte about +Lubin's magpie sciolisms, lest he should provoke a further outburst of +the discussion they had held in the morning; he had had the best of +that, anyhow, and did not care to compromise his victory by dragging +in extraneous considerations in which he did not feel sure of his +ground. Aunt Charlotte, on her side, was inclined to be talkative, +taking refuge in the excitement of having work-men in the house from +the uneasy feelings which still oppressed her in consequence of those +frightening raps. But now that the haunted room was to be invaded by +friendly, commonplace artisans from the village, and turned inside +out, and almost pulled to pieces, there was a chance that the ghosts +would be got rid of without invoking the aid of Mr Sheepshanks; a +reflection that inspired her with hope, and comforted her greatly.</p> + +<p>"You know you're a great anxiety to me, Austin," she said, as, +refreshed by food and wine, she took up her knitting after lunch. "I +wish you were more like other boys, indeed I do. <a name="Page_116" id="Page_116"></a>I never could +understand you, and I suppose I never shall."</p> + +<p>"But what does that matter, auntie?" asked Austin. "I don't understand +<i>you</i> sometimes, but that doesn't make me anxious in the very least. +Why you should worry yourself about me I can't conceive. What do I do +to make you anxious? I don't get tipsy, I don't gamble away vast +fortunes at a sitting, and although I'm getting on for eighteen I +haven't had a single action for breach of promise brought against me +by anybody. Now <i>I</i> think that's rather a creditable record. It isn't +everybody who can say as much."</p> + +<p>"I want you to be more <i>serious</i>, Austin," replied his aunt, "and not +to talk such nonsense as you're talking now. I want you to be +sensible, practical, and alive to the sober facts of life. You're too +dreamy a great deal. Soon you won't know the difference between dreams +and realities——"</p> + +<p>"I don't even now. No more do you. No more does anybody," interrupted +Austin, lighting a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"There you are again!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, clicking her needles +energetically. "Did one ever hear such rubbish? It all comes <a name="Page_117" id="Page_117"></a>from +those outlandish books you're always poring over. If you'd only take +<i>my</i> advice, you'd read something solid, and sensible, and improving, +like 'Self Help,' by Dr Smiles. That would be of some use to you, but +these others——"</p> + +<p>"I read a whole chapter of it once," said Austin. "I can scarcely +believe it myself, but I did. It's the most immoral, sordid, selfish +book that was ever printed. It deifies Success—success in +money-making—success of the coarsest and most materialistic kind. It +is absolutely unspiritual and degrading. It nearly made me sick."</p> + +<p>"Be silent!" cried Aunt Charlotte, horrified. "How dare you talk like +that? I will not sit still and hear you say such things. Few books +have had a greater influence upon the age. Degrading? Why, it's been +the making of thousands!"</p> + +<p>"Thousands of soulless money-grubbers," retorted Austin. "That's what +it has made. Men without an idea or an aspiration above their horrible +spinning-jennies and account-books. I hate your successful +stockbrokers and shipowners and manufacturers. They are an odious +race. Wasn't it a stockjobber who thought Botticelli <a name="Page_118" id="Page_118"></a>was a cheese? +Everyone knows the story, and I believe the hero of it was either a +stockjobber or a man who made screws in Birmingham."</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte let her knitting fall on her lap in despair. "Austin," +she said, in her most solemn tones, "I never regretted your poor +mother's death as I regret it at this moment."</p> + +<p>"Why, auntie?" he asked, surprised.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps she would have understood you better; perhaps she might even +have been able to manage you," replied the poor lady. "I confess that +you're beyond me altogether. Do you know what it was she said to me +upon her death-bed? 'Charlotte,' she said, 'my only sorrow in dying is +that I shall never be able to bring up my boy. Who will ever take such +care of him as I should?' You were then two days old, and the very +next day she died. I've never forgotten it. She passed away with that +sorrow, that terrible anxiety, tearing at her heart. I took her place, +as you know, but of course I was only a makeshift. I often wonder +whether she is still as anxious about you as she was then."</p> + +<p>"My dearest auntie, you've been an angel in <a name="Page_119" id="Page_119"></a>a lace cap to me all my +life, and I'm sure my mother isn't worrying herself about me one bit. +Why should she?" argued Austin. "I'm leading a lovely life, I'm as +happy as the days are long, and if my tastes don't run in the +direction of selling screws or posting ledgers, nothing that anybody +can say will change them. And I tell you candidly that if they were so +changed they would certainly be changed for the worse. I hate ugly +things as intensely as I love beautiful ones, and I'm very thankful +that I'm not ugly myself. Now don't look at me like that; it's so +conventional! Of course I know I'm not ugly, but rather the reverse +(that's a modest way of putting it), and I pray to beloved Pan that he +will give me beauty in the inward soul so that the inward and the +outward man may be at one. That's out of the 'Phædrus,' you know—a +very much superior composition to 'Self Help.' So cheer up, auntie, +and don't look on me as a doomed soul because we're not both turned +out of the same melting-pot. Now I'm just going upstairs to see to the +arrangement of my new room, and then I shall go and help Lubin in the +garden."</p> + +<p>So saying, he strolled out. But poor Aunt Charlotte only shook her +head. She could not <a name="Page_120" id="Page_120"></a>forget how Austin's mother had grieved at not +living to bring up her boy, and wished more earnestly than ever that +the responsibility had fallen into other hands than hers. There was +something so dreadfully uncanny about Austin. His ignorance about the +common facts of life was as extraordinary as his perfect familiarity +with matters known only to great scholars. His views and tastes were +strange to her, so strange as to be beyond her comprehension +altogether. She found herself unable to argue with him because their +minds were set on different planes, and her representations did not +seem to touch him in the very least. And yet, after all, he was a very +good boy, full of pure thoughts and kindly impulses and spiritual +intuitions and intellectual proclivities which certainly no moralist +would condemn. If only he were more practical, even more commonplace, +and wouldn't talk such nonsense! Then there would not be such a gulf +between them as there was at present; then she might have some +influence over him for good, at any rate. Her thoughts recurred, +uneasily, to the strange experiences of that morning. The mystery of +the raps distracted her, puzzled her, frightened her; whereas Austin +was not frightened at all—on the contrary, he accepted the whole +<a name="Page_121" id="Page_121"></a>thing with the serenest cheerfulness and <i>sang-froid</i>, finding it +apparently quite natural that these unseen agencies, coming from +nobody knew where, should take him under their protection and make +friends with him. What could it all portend?</p> + +<p>Of course it was very foolish of the good lady to fret like this +because Austin was so different from what she thought he should be. +She did not see that his nature was infinitely finer and subtler than +her own, and that it was no use in the world attempting to stifle his +intellectual growth and drag him down to her own level. A burly, +muscular boy, who played football and read 'Tom Brown,' would have +been far more to her taste, for such a one she would at least have +understood. But Austin, with his queer notions and audacious +paradoxes, was utterly beyond her. Unluckily, too, she had no sense of +humour, and instead of laughing at his occasionally preposterous +sallies, she allowed them to irritate and worry her. A person with no +sense of humour is handicapped from start to finish, and is as much to +be pitied as one born blind or deaf.</p> + +<p>But Austin had his limitations too, and among them was a most +deplorable want of tact. <a name="Page_122" id="Page_122"></a>Otherwise he would never have said, as he +was going to bed that night:</p> + +<p>"By the way, auntie, what day have you arranged for the vicar to come +and cast all those devils out of me?"</p> + +<p>He might as well have let sleeping dogs lie. Aunt Charlotte turned +round upon him in almost a rage, and solemnly forbade him, in any +circumstances and under whatsoever provocation, ever to mention the +subject in her presence again.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Seventh" id="Chapter_the_Seventh"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123"></a>Chapter the Seventh<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>But by one of those curious coincidences that occur every now and +then, who should happen to drop in the very next afternoon but the +vicar himself, just as Austin and his aunt were having tea upon the +lawn. Now Aunt Charlotte and the vicar were great friends. They had +many interests in common—the same theological opinions, for example; +and then Aunt Charlotte was indefatigable in all sorts of parish work, +such as district-visiting, and the organisation of school teas, +village clubs, and those rather formidable entertainments known as +"treats"; so that the two had always something to talk about, and were +very fond of meeting. Besides all this, there was another bond of +union between them which scarcely anybody would have guessed. Mr +Sheepshanks, though as unworldly a man as any in the county, +considered himself unusually shrewd in business matters; and Aunt +<a name="Page_124" id="Page_124"></a>Charlotte, like many middle-aged ladies in her position, found it a +great comfort to have a gentleman at her beck and call with whom she +could talk confidentially about her investments, and who could be +relied upon to give her much disinterested advice that he often acted +on himself. On this particular afternoon the vicar hinted that he had +something of special importance to communicate, and Aunt Charlotte was +unusually gracious. He was a short gentleman, with a sloping forehead, +a prominent nose, a clean-shaven, High-Church face, narrow, dogmatic +views, and small, twinkling eyes; not the sort of person whom one +would naturally associate with financial acumen, but endowed with an +air of self-confidence, and a pretension to private information, which +would have done credit to any stockbroker on 'Change.</p> + +<p>"I've been thinking over that little matter of yours that you +mentioned to me the other day," he began, when he had finished his +third cup, and Austin had strolled away. "You say your mortgage at +Southport has just been paid off, and you want a new investment for +your money. Well, I think I know the very thing to suit you."</p> + +<p>"Do you really? How kind of you!" <a name="Page_125" id="Page_125"></a>exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "What is +it—shares or bonds?"</p> + +<p>"Shares," replied Mr Sheepshanks; "shares. Of course I know that very +prudent people will tell you that bonds are safer. And no doubt, as a +rule they are. If a concern fails, the bond-holder is a creditor, +while the shareholder is a debtor—besides having lost his capital. +But in this case there is no fear of failure."</p> + +<p>"Dear me," said Aunt Charlotte, beginning to feel impressed. "Is it an +industrial undertaking?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose it might be so described," answered her adviser, +cautiously. "But it is mainly scientific. It is the outcome of a great +chemical analysis."</p> + +<p>"Oh, pray tell me all about it; I am so interested!" urged Aunt +Charlotte, eagerly. "You know what confidence I have in your judgment. +Has it anything to do with raw material? It isn't a plantation +anywhere, is it?"</p> + +<p>"It's gold!" said Mr Sheepshanks.</p> + +<p>"Gold?" repeated Aunt Charlotte, rather taken aback. "A gold mine, I +suppose you mean?"</p> + +<p>"The hugest gold-mine in the world," replied the vicar, enjoying her +evident perplexity. "An <a name="Page_126" id="Page_126"></a>inexhaustible gold mine. A gold mine without +limits."</p> + +<p>"But where—whereabouts is it?" cried Aunt Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"All around you," said the vicar, waving his hands vaguely in the air. +"Not in any country at all, but everywhere else. In the ocean."</p> + +<p>"Gold in the ocean!" ejaculated the puzzled lady, dropping her +knitting on her lap, and gazing helplessly at her financial mentor.</p> + +<p>"Gold in the ocean—precisely," affirmed that gentleman in an +impressive voice. "It has been discovered that sea-water holds a large +quantity of gold in solution, and that by some most interesting +process of precipitation any amount of it can be procured ready for +coining. I got a prospectus of the scheme this morning from Shark, +Picaroon & Co., Fleece Court, London, and I've brought it for you to +read. A most enterprising firm they seem to be. You'll see that it's +full of very elaborate scientific details—the results of the analyses +that have been made, the cost of production, estimates for machinery, +and I don't know what all. I can't say I follow it very clearly +myself, for the clerical mind, as everybody knows, is not very well +adapted to grasping scientific terminology, but I can <a name="Page_127" id="Page_127"></a>understand the +general tenor of it well enough. It seems to me that the enterprise is +promising in a very high degree."</p> + +<p>"How very remarkable!" observed Aunt Charlotte, as she gazed at the +tabulated figures and enumeration of chemical properties in bewildered +awe. "And you think it a safe investment?"</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> do," replied Mr Sheepshanks, "but don't act on my opinion—judge +for yourself. What's the amount you have to invest—two thousand +pounds, isn't it? Well, I believe that you'd stand to get an income to +that very amount by investing just that sum in the undertaking. Look +what they say overleaf about the cost of working and the estimated +returns. It all sounds fabulous, I admit, but there are the figures, +my dear lady, in black and white, and figures cannot lie."</p> + +<p>"I'll write to my bankers about it this very night," said Aunt +Charlotte, folding up the prospectus and putting it carefully into her +pocket. "It's evidently not a chance to be missed, and I'm most +grateful to you, dear Mr Sheepshanks, for putting it in my way."</p> + +<p>"Always delighted to be of service to you—as far as my poor judgment +can avail," the vicar <a name="Page_128" id="Page_128"></a>assured her with becoming modesty. "Ah, it's +wonderful when one thinks of the teeming riches that lie around us, +only waiting to be utilised. There <i>was</i> another scheme I thought of +for you—a scheme for raising the sunken galleons in the Spanish main, +and recovering the immense treasures that are now lying, safe and +sound, at the bottom of the sea. Curious that both enterprises should +be connected with salt water, eh? And the prospectus was headed with a +most appropriate text—'The Sea shall give up her Dead.' That rather +appealed to me, do you know. It cast an air of solemnity over the +undertaking, and seemed to sanctify it somehow. However, I think the +other will be the best. Well, Austin, and what are you reading now?"</p> + +<p>"Aunt Charlotte's face," laughed Austin, sauntering up. "She looks as +though you had been giving her absolution, Mr Sheepshanks—so beaming +and refreshed. Why, what's it all about?"</p> + +<p>"I expect you want more absolution than your aunt," said the vicar, +humorously. "A sad useless fellow you are, I'm afraid. You and I must +have a little serious talk together some day, Austin. I really want +you to do something—for your own sake, you know. Now, how would <a name="Page_129" id="Page_129"></a>you +like to take a class in the Sunday-school, for instance? I shall have +a vacancy in a week or two."</p> + +<p>"Austin teach in the Sunday-school! He'd be more in his place if he +went there as a scholar than as a teacher," said Aunt Charlotte, +derisively.</p> + +<p>"I don't know why you should say that," remarked Austin, with perfect +gravity. "I think it would be delightful. I should make a beautiful +Sunday-school teacher, I'm convinced."</p> + +<p>"There, now!" exclaimed the vicar, approvingly.</p> + +<p>Austin was standing under an apple-tree, and over him stretched a +horizontal branch laden with ripening fruit. He raised his hands on +either side of his head and clasped it, and then began swinging his +wooden leg round and round in a way that bade fair to get on Aunt +Charlotte's nerves. He was so proud of that leg of his, while his aunt +abhorred the very sight of it.</p> + +<p>"No doubt they're all very charming boys, and I should love to tell +them things," he went on. "I think I'd begin with 'The Gods of +Greece'—Louis Dyer, you know—and then I'd read them a few +carefully-selected passages from the 'Phædrus.' Then, by way of +something lighter, and more appropriate to their circumstances, I'd +give them a <a name="Page_130" id="Page_130"></a>course of Virgil—the 'Georgics', because, I suppose, +most of them are connected with farming, and the 'Eclogues,' to +initiate them into the poetical side of country life. When once I'd +brought out all their latent sense of the Beautiful—for I'm afraid it +<i>is</i> latent——"</p> + +<p>"But it's a <i>Sunday</i>-school!" interrupted the vicar, horrified. +"Virgil and the Phædrus indeed! My dear boy, have you taken leave of +your senses? What in the world can you be thinking of?"</p> + +<p>"Then what would you suggest?" enquired Austin, mildly.</p> + +<p>"You'd have to teach them the Bible and the Catechism, of course," +said Mr Sheepshanks, with an air of slight bewilderment.</p> + +<p>"H'm—that seems to me rather a limited curriculum," replied Austin, +dubiously. "I only remember one passage in the Catechism, beginning, +'My good child, know this.' I forget what it was he had to know, but +it was something very dull. The Bible, of course, has more +possibilities. There is some ravishing poetry in the Bible. Well, I +can begin with the Bible, if you really prefer it, of course. The Song +of Solomon, for instance. Oh, yes, that would be lovely! I'll divide +it up into characters, and make each boy learn his <a name="Page_131" id="Page_131"></a>part—the +shepherd, the Shulamite, King Solomon, and all the rest of them. The +Spring Song might even be set to music. And then all those lovely +metaphors, about the two roes that were twins, and something else that +was like a heap of wheat set about with lilies. Though, to be sure, I +never could see any very striking resemblance between the objects +typified and——"</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue, do, Austin!" cried Aunt Charlotte, scandalised. +"And for mercy's sake, keep that leg of yours quiet, if you can. You +are fidgeting me out of my wits."</p> + +<p>Mr Sheepshanks, his mouth pursed up in a deprecating and uneasy smile, +sat gazing vaguely in front of him. "I think it might be wise to defer +the Song of Solomon," he suggested. "A few simple stories from the +Book of Genesis, perhaps, would be better suited to the minds of your +young pupils. And then the sublime opening chapters——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear Mr Sheepshanks! Those stories in Genesis are some of them +too <i>risqués</i> altogether," protested Austin. "One must draw the line +somewhere, you see. We should be sure to come upon something improper, +and just think how I should blush. Really, you can't expect me to read +such things to boys actually younger than <a name="Page_132" id="Page_132"></a>myself, and probably be +asked to explain them into the bargain. There's the Creation part, +it's true, but surely when one considers how occult all that is one +wants to be familiar with the Kabbala and all sorts of mystical works +to discover the hidden meaning. Now I should propose 'The Art of +Creation'—do you know it? It shows that the only possible creator is +Thought, and explains how everything exists in idea before it takes +tangible shape. This applies to the universe at large, as well as to +everything we make ourselves. I'd tell the boys that whenever they +<i>think</i>, they are really <i>creating</i>, so that——"</p> + +<p>"I should vastly like to know where you pick up all these +extraordinary notions!" interrupted the vicar, who could not for the +life of him make out whether Austin was in jest or earnest. "They're +most dangerous notions, let me tell you, and entirely opposed to sound +orthodox Church teaching. It's clear to me that your reading wants to +be supervised, Austin, by some judicious friend. There's an excellent +little work I got a few days ago that I think you would like to see. +It's called 'The Mission-field in Africa.' There you'll find a most +remarkable account of all those heathen superstitions——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_133" id="Page_133"></a>Where is Africa?" asked Austin, munching a leaf.</p> + +<p>"There!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "That's Austin all over. He'll talk +by the hour together about a lot of outlandish nonsense that no +sensible person ever heard of, and all the time he doesn't even know +where Africa is upon the map. What is to be done with such a boy?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I think we'll postpone the question of his teaching in the +Sunday-school, at all events," remarked the vicar, who began to feel +rather sorry that he had ever suggested it. "It's more than probable +that his ideas would be over the children's heads, and come into +collision with what they heard in church. Well, now I must be going. +You'll think over that little matter we were speaking of?" he said, as +he took a neighbourly leave of his parishioner and ally.</p> + +<p>"Indeed I will, and I'll write to my bankers to-night," replied that +lady cordially.</p> + +<p>Then the vicar ambled across the lawn, and Austin accompanied him, as +in duty bound, to the garden gate. Meanwhile, Aunt Charlotte leant +comfortably back in her wicker chair, absorbed in pleasant meditation. +The repairs to the roof would, no doubt, run into a little money, but +the vicar's tip about this wonderful <a name="Page_134" id="Page_134"></a>company for extracting gold from +sea-water made up for any anxiety she might otherwise have experienced +upon that score. What a kind, good man he was—and <i>so</i> clever in +business matters, which, of course, were out of her range altogether. +She took the prospectus out of her pocket, and ran her eyes over it +again. Capital, £500,000, in shares of £100 each. Solicitors, Messrs +Somebody Something & Co., Fetter Lane, E.C. Bankers, The Shoreditch & +Houndsditch Amalgamated Banking Corporation, St Mary Axe. Acquisition +of machinery, so much. Cost of working, so much. Estimated +returns—something perfectly enormous. It all looked wonderful, quite +wonderful. She again determined to write to her bankers that very +evening before dinner.</p> + +<p>"You're going to the theatre to-night, aren't you, Austin?" she said, +as he returned from seeing Mr Sheepshanks courteously off the +premises. "I want you to post a letter for me on your way. Post it at +the Central Office, so as to be sure it catches the night mail. It's a +business letter of importance."</p> + +<p>"All right, auntie," he replied, arranging his trouser so that it +should fall gracefully over his wooden leg.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_135" id="Page_135"></a>And I do wish, Austin, that you'd behave rather more like other +people when Mr Sheepshanks comes to see us. There really is no +necessity for talking to him in the way you do. Of course it was a +great compliment, his asking you to take a class in the Sunday-school, +though I could have told him that he couldn't possibly have made an +absurder choice, and you might very well have contented yourself with +regretting your utter unfitness for such a post without exposing your +ignorance in the way you did. The idea of telling a clergyman, too, +that the Book of Genesis was too improper for boys to read, when he +had just been recommending it! I thought you'd have had more respect +for his position, whatever silly notions you may have yourself."</p> + +<p>"I do respect the vicar; he's quite a nice little thing," replied +Austin, in a conciliatory tone. "And of course he thinks just what a +vicar ought to think, and I suppose what all vicars do think. But as +I'm not a vicar myself I don't see that I am bound to think as they +do."</p> + +<p>"You a vicar, indeed!" sniffed Aunt Charlotte. "A remarkable sort of +vicar you'd make, and pretty sermons you'd preach if you had the +<a name="Page_136" id="Page_136"></a>chance. What time does this performance of yours begin to-night?"</p> + +<p>"At eight, I believe."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I'll just go in and tell cook to let us have dinner a +quarter of an hour earlier than usual," said Aunt Charlotte, as she +folded up her work. "The omnibus from the 'Peacock' will get you into +town in plenty of time, and the walk back afterwards will do you +good."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The town in question was about a couple of miles from the village +where Austin lived—a clean, cheerful, prosperous little borough, with +plenty of good shops, a commodious theatre, several churches and +chapels, and a fine market. Dinner was soon disposed of, and as the +omnibus which plied between the two places clattered and rattled along +at a good speed—having to meet the seven-fifty down-train at the +railway station—he was able to post his aunt's precious letter and +slip into his stall in the dress-circle before the curtain rose. The +orchestra was rioting through a composition called 'The Clang o' the +Wooden Shoon,' as an appropriate introduction to a tragedy the scene +of which was laid in Nineveh; the house seemed fairly full, and the +air was heavy with that peculiar smell, a sort <a name="Page_137" id="Page_137"></a>of doubtfully aromatic +stuffiness, which is so grateful to the nostrils of playgoers. Austin +gazed around him with keen interest. He had not been inside a theatre +for years, and the vivid description that Mr Buskin had given him of +the show he was about to witness filled him with pleasurable +anticipation. To all intents and purposes, the experience that awaited +him was something entirely new; how, he wondered, would it fit into +his scheme of life? What room would there be, in his idealistic +philosophy, for the stage?</p> + +<p>Then the music came to an end in a series of defiant bangs, the +curtain rolled itself out of sight, and a brilliant spectacle +appeared. The only occupant of the scene at first was a gentleman in a +thick black beard and fantastic garb who seemed to have acquired the +habit of talking very loudly to himself. In this way the audience +discovered that the gentleman, who was no less a personage than the +Queen's brother, was seriously dissatisfied with his royal +brother-in-law, whose habits were of a nature which did not make for +the harmony of his domestic circle. Then soft music was heard, and in +lounged Sardanapalus himself—a glittering figure in flowing robes of +silver and pale blue, garlanded with flowers, and surrounded by a +crowd of slaves <a name="Page_138" id="Page_138"></a>and women all very elegantly dressed; and it really +was quite wonderful to notice how his Majesty lolled and languished +about the stage, how beautifully affected all his gestures were, and +with what a high-bred supercilious drawl he rolled out his behests +that a supper should be served at midnight in the pavilion that +commanded a view of the Euphrates. And this magnificent, absurd +creature—this mouthing, grimacing, attitudinising popinjay, thought +Austin, was no other than Mr Bucephalus Buskin, with whom he had +chatted on easy terms in a common field only a few days previously! +The memory of the umbrella, the tight frock-coat, the bald head, the +fat, reddish face, and the rather rusty "chimney-pot" here recurred to +him, and he nearly giggled out loud in thinking how irresistibly funny +Mr Buskin would look if he were now going through all these fanciful +gesticulations in his walking dress. The fact was that the man himself +was perfectly unrecognisable, and Austin was mightily impressed by +what was really a signal triumph in the art of making up.</p> + +<p>The play went on, and Sardanapalus showed no signs of moral +improvement. In fact, it soon became evident that his code of ethics +was deplorable, and Austin could only console himself <a name="Page_139" id="Page_139"></a>with the +thought that the real Mr Buskin was, no doubt, a most virtuous and +respectable person who never gave Mrs Buskin—if there was one—any +grounds for jealousy. Then the first act came to an end, the lights +went up, and a subdued buzz of conversation broke out all over the +theatre. The second act was even more exciting, as Sardanapalus, +having previously confessed himself unable to go on multiplying +empires, was forced to interfere in a scuffle between his +brother-in-law and Arbaces—who was by way of being a traitor; but the +most sensational scene of all was the banquet in act the third, of +which so glowing an account had been given to Austin by the great +tragedian himself. That, indeed, was something to remember.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i8">"Guests, to my pledge!<br /></span> +<span>Down on your knees, and drink a measure to<br /></span> +<span>The safety of the King—the monarch, say I?<br /></span> +<span>The god Sardanapalus! mightier than<br /></span> +<span>His father Baal, the god Sardanapalus!"<br /></span> +<span class="i8">[<i>Thunder. Confusion.</i>]<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Ah, that was thrilling, if you like, in spite of the halting rhythm. +And yet, even at that supreme moment, the vision of the umbrella and +the rather shabby hat would crop up again, and Austin didn't quite +know whether to let himself be thrilled or to lean back and roar. The +cons<a name="Page_140" id="Page_140"></a>piracy burst out a few minutes afterwards, and then there ensued +a most terrifying and portentous battle, rioters and loyalists +furiously attempting to kill each other by the singular expedient of +clattering their swords together so as to make as much noise as +possible, and then passing them under their antagonists' armpits, till +the stage was heaped with corpses; and all this bloody work entirely +irrespective of the valuable glass and china on the supper-table, and +the costly hearthrugs strewn about the floor. Even Sardanapalus, +having first looked in the glass to make sure that his helmet was +straight, performed prodigies of valour, and the curtain descended to +his insatiable shouting for fresh weapons and a torrent of tumultuous +applause from the gallery.</p> + +<p>"Now for it!" said Austin to himself, when another act had been got +through, in the course of which Sardanapalus had suffered from a +distressing nightmare. He took Mr Buskin's card out of his pocket, +and, hurrying out as fast as he could manage, stumped his way round to +the stage door. Cerberus would fain have stopped him, but Austin +flourished his card in passing, and enquired of the first +civil-looking man he met where the manager was to be found. He <a name="Page_141" id="Page_141"></a>was +piloted through devious ways and under strange scaffoldings, to the +foot of a steep and very dirty flight of steps—luckily there were +only seven—at the top of which was dimly visible a door; and at this, +having screwed his courage to the sticking-place, he knocked.</p> + +<p>"Come in!" cried a voice inside.</p> + +<p>He found himself on the threshold of a room such as he had never seen +before. There was no carpet, and the little furniture it contained was +heaped with masses of heterogeneous clothes. Two looking-glasses were +fixed against the walls, and in front of one of them was a sort of +shelf, or dresser, covered with small pots of some ungodly looking +materials of a pasty appearance—rouge, grease-paint, cocoa-butter, +and heaven knows what beside—with black stuff, white stuff, yellow +stuff, paint-brushes, gum-pots, powder-puffs, and discoloured rags +spread about in not very picturesque confusion. In a corner of this +engaging boudoir, sitting in an armchair with a glass of liquor beside +him and smoking a strong cigar, was the most extraordinary and +repulsive object he had ever clapped his eyes on. The face, daubed and +glistening with an unsightly coating of red, white, and yellow-ochre +paint, and adorned with protuberant bristles by way <a name="Page_142" id="Page_142"></a>of eyebrows, +appeared twice its natural dimensions. The throat was bare to the +collar-bones. A huge wig covered the head, falling over the shoulders; +while the whole was encircled by a great wreath of pink calico roses, +the back of which, just under the nape of the neck, was fastened by a +glittering pinchbeck tassel. The arms were nude, their natural growth +of dark hair being plastered over with white chalk, which had a +singularly ghastly effect; a short-skirted, low-necked gold frock, cut +like a little girl's, partly covered the body, and over this were +draped coarse folds of scarlet, purple, and white, with tinsel stars +along the seams, and so disposed as to display to fullest advantage +the brawny calves of the tragedian.</p> + +<p>"Great Scott, if it isn't young Dot-and-carry-One!" exclaimed Mr +Sardanapalus Buskin, as the slim figure of Austin, in his simple +evening-dress, appeared at the entrance. "Come in, young gentleman, +come in. So you've come to beard the lion in his den, have you? Well, +it's kind of you not to have forgotten. You're welcome, very welcome. +That was a very pleasant little meeting we had the other day, over +there in the fields. And what do you think of the performance? Been in +front?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_143" id="Page_143"></a>Oh, yes—thank you so very much," said Austin, hesitatingly. "It is +awfully kind of you to let me come and see you like this. I've never +seen anything of the sort in all my life."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I daresay it's a sort of revelation to you," said Sardanapalus, +with good-humoured condescension. "Have a drop of whiskey-and-water? +Well, well, I won't press you. And so you've enjoyed the play?"</p> + +<p>"The whole thing has interested me enormously," replied Austin. "It +has given me any amount to think of."</p> + +<p>"Ah, that's good; that's very good, indeed," said the actor, nodding +sagely. "Do you remember what I was saying to you the other day about +the educative power of the stage? That's what it is, you see; the +greatest educative power in the land. How did that last scene go? Made +the people in the stalls sit up a bit, I reckon. Ah, it's a great +life, this. Talk of art! I tell you, young gentleman, acting's the +only art worthy of the name. The actor's all the artists in creation +rolled into one. Every art that exists conspires to produce him and to +perfect him. Painting, for instance; did you ever see anything to +compare with that Banqueting Scene in the Palace? Why, it's a triumph +of pictorial art, <a name="Page_144" id="Page_144"></a>and, by Jove, of architecture too. And the actor +doesn't only paint scenes—or get them painted for him, it comes to +the same thing—he paints himself. Look at me, for instance. Why, I +could paint you, young gentleman, so that your own mother wouldn't +know you. With a few strokes of the brush I could transform you into a +beautiful young girl, or a wrinkled old Jew, or an Artful Dodger, or +anything else you had a fancy for. Music, again—think of the effect +of that slow music in the first act. There was pathos for you, if you +like. Oratory—talk of Demosthenes or Cicero, Mr Gladstone or John +Bright! Why, they're nowhere, my dear young friend, literally nowhere. +Didn't my description of the dream just <i>fetch</i> you? Be honest now; by +George, Sir, it thrilled the house. Look here, young man"—and +Sardanapalus began to speak very slowly, with tremendous emphasis and +solemnity—"and remember what I'm going to say until your dying day. +If I were to drink too much of this, I should be intoxicated; but what +is the intoxication produced by whiskey compared with the intoxication +of applause? Just think of it, as soberly and calmly as you +can—hundreds of people, all in their right minds, stamping and +shouting and yelling for you to <a name="Page_145" id="Page_145"></a>come and show yourself before the +curtain; the entire house at your feet. Why, it's worship, Sir, sheer +worship; and worship is a very sacred thing. Show me the man who's +superior to <i>that</i>, and I'll show you a man who's either above or +below the level of human nature. Whatever he may be, I don't envy him. +To-morrow morning I shall be an ordinary citizen in a frock-coat and a +tall hat. To-night I'm a king, a god. What other artist can say as +much?"</p> + +<p>So saying, Sardanapalus puffed up his cigar and swallowed another +half-glass of liquor. The pungent smoke made Austin cough and blink. +"It must indeed be an exciting life," he ventured; "quite delirious, +to judge from what you say."</p> + +<p>"It requires a cool head," replied Sardanapalus, with a stoical shrug. +"Ah! there's the bell," he added, as a loud ting was heard outside. +"The curtain's going up. Now hurry away to the front, and see the last +act. The scene where I'm burnt on the top of all my treasures isn't to +be missed. It's the grandest and most moving scene in any play upon +the stage. And watch the expression of my face," said Mr Buskin, as he +applied the powder-puff to his cheeks and nose. "Gestures are all very +well—any fool can be taught to act with his arms and legs. But +<a name="Page_146" id="Page_146"></a>expression! That's where the heaven-born genius comes in. However, I +must be off. Good-night, young gentleman, good-night."</p> + +<p>He shook Austin warmly by the hand, and precipitated himself down the +wooden steps. Austin followed, regained the stage-door, and was soon +back in the dress-circle. But he felt that really he had seen almost +enough. The last act seemed to drag, and it was only for the sake of +witnessing the holocaust at the end that he sat it out. Even the +varying "expressions" assumed by Sardanapalus failed to arouse his +enthusiasm. He reproached himself for this, for poor Buskin rolled his +eyes and twisted his mouth and pulled such lugubrious faces that +Austin felt how pathetic it all was, and how hard the man was trying +to work upon the feelings of the audience. But the flare-up at the end +was really very creditable. Blue fire, red fire, and clouds of smoke +filled the entire stage, and when Myrrha clambered up the burning pile +to share the fate of her paramour the enthusiasm of the spectators +knew no bounds. Calls for Sardanapalus and all his company resounded +from every part of the house, and it was a tremendous moment when the +curtain was drawn aside, and the great actor, apparently not a penny +the worse for having <a name="Page_147" id="Page_147"></a>just been burnt alive, advanced majestically to +the footlights. Then all the other performers were generously +permitted to approach and share in the ovation, bowing again and again +in acknowledgment of the approbation of their patrons, and looking, +thought Austin rather cruelly, exactly like a row of lacqueys in +masquerade. This marked the close of the proceedings, and Austin, with +a sigh of relief, soon found himself once more in the cool streets, +walking briskly in the direction of the country.</p> + +<p>Well, he had had his experience, and now his curiosity was satisfied. +What was the net result? He began sifting his sensations, and trying +to discover what effect the things he had seen and heard had really +had upon him. It was all very brilliant, very interesting; in a +certain way, very exciting. He began to understand what it was that +made so many people fond of theatre-going. But he felt at the same +time that he himself was not one of them. For some reason or other he +had escaped the spell. He was more inclined to criticise than to +enjoy. There was something wanting in it all. What could that +something be?</p> + +<p>The sound of footsteps behind him, echoing in the quiet street, just +then reached his ears. <a name="Page_148" id="Page_148"></a>The steps came nearer, and the next moment a +well-known voice exclaimed:</p> + +<p>"Well, Austin! I hoped I should catch you up!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr St Aubyn, is that you? How glad I am to see you!" cried the +boy, grasping the other's hand. "This is a delightful surprise. Have +you been to the theatre, too?"</p> + +<p>"I have," replied St Aubyn. "You didn't notice me, I daresay, but I +was watching you most of the time. It amused me to speculate what +impression the thing was making on you. Were you very much carried +away?"</p> + +<p>"I certainly was not," said Austin, "though I was immensely +interested. It gave me a lot to think about, as I told Mr Buskin +himself when I went to see him for a few minutes behind the scenes. +You know I happened to meet him a few days ago, and he asked me to—it +really was most kind of him. By the way, he was just on his way to +call upon you at the Court."</p> + +<p>"Well—and now tell me what you thought of it all. What impressed you +most about the whole affair?"</p> + +<p>"I think," said Austin, speaking very slowly, as though weighing every +word, "that the general impression made upon me was that of utter +<a name="Page_149" id="Page_149"></a>unreality. I cannot conceive of anything more essentially artificial. +The music was pretty, the scenery was very fine, and the costumes were +dazzling enough—from a distance; but when you've said that you've +said everything. The situations were impossible and absurd. The +speeches were bombast. The sentiment was silly and untrue. And +Sardanapalus himself was none so distraught by his unpleasant dream +and all his other troubles but that he was looking forward to his +glass of whiskey-and-water between the acts. No, he didn't impose on +me one bit. I didn't believe in Sardanapalus for a moment, even before +I had the privilege of seeing and hearing him as Mr Buskin in his +dressing-room. The entire business was a sham."</p> + +<p>"But surely it doesn't pretend to be anything else?" suggested St +Aubyn, surprised.</p> + +<p>"Be it so. I don't like shams, I suppose," returned the boy.</p> + +<p>"Still, you shouldn't generalise too widely," urged the other. "There +are plays where one's sensibilities are really touched, where the +situations are not forced, where the performers move and speak like +living, ordinary human beings, and, in the case of great actors, work +upon the feelings of the audience to such an extent——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_150" id="Page_150"></a>And there the artificiality is all the greater!" chipped in Austin, +tersely. "The more perfect the illusion, the hollower the +artificiality. Of course, no one could take Sardanapalus seriously, +any more than if he were a marionette pulled by strings instead of the +sort of live marionette he really is. But where the acting and the +situations are so perfect, as you say, as to cause real emotion, the +unreality of the whole business is more flagrantly conspicuous than +ever. The emotions pourtrayed are not real, and nobody pretends they +are. The art, therefore, of making them appear real, and even +communicating them to the audience, must of necessity involve greater +artificiality than where the acting is bad and the situations +ridiculous. There's a person I know, near where I live—you never +heard of him, of course, but he's called Jock MacTavish—and he told +me he once went to see a really very great actress do some part or +other in which she had to die a most pathetic death. It was said to be +simply heart-rending, and everybody used to cry. Well, the night Jock +MacTavish was there something went wrong—a sofa was out of its place, +or a bolster had been forgotten, or a rope wouldn't work, I don't know +what it was—and the language that woman indulged in while she <a name="Page_151" id="Page_151"></a>was in +the act of dying would have disgraced a bargee. Jock was in a +stage-box and heard every filthy word of it. Of course <i>he</i> told me +the story as a joke, and I was rather disgusted, but I'm glad he did +so now. That was an extreme case, I know—such things don't occur one +time in ten thousand, no doubt—but it's an illustration of what I +mean when I say that the finer the illusion produced the hollower the +sham that produces it."</p> + +<p>"You're a mighty subtle-minded young person for your age," exclaimed +St Aubyn, with a good-humoured laugh. "I confess that your theory is +new to me; it had never occurred to me before. For one who has only +been inside a theatre two or three times in his life you seem to have +elaborated your conclusions pretty quickly. I may infer, then, that +you're not exactly hankering to go on the stage yourself?"</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i>?" said Austin, drawing himself up. "I, disguise myself in paint +and feathers to be a public gazing-stock? Of course you mean it as a +joke."</p> + +<p>"And yet there <i>are</i> gentlemen upon the stage," observed St Aubyn, in +order to draw him on.</p> + +<p>"So much the better for the stage, perhaps; so much the worse for the +gentlemen," replied Austin haughtily.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152"></a>A pause. They were now well out in the open country, with the moonlit +road stretching far in front of them. Then St Aubyn said, in a +different tone altogether:</p> + +<p>"You surprise me beyond measure by what you say. I should have thought +that a boy of your poetical and artistic temperament would have had +his imagination somewhat fired, even by the efforts of the poor +showman whom we've seen to-night. Now I will make you a confession. At +the bottom of my heart I agree with every word you've said. I may be +one-sided, prejudiced, what you will, but I cannot help looking upon a +public performer as I look upon no other human being. And I pity the +performer, too; he takes himself so seriously, he fails so completely +to realise what he really is. And the danger of going on the stage is +that, once an actor, always an actor. Let a man once get bitten by the +craze, and there's no hope for him. Only the very finest natures can +escape. The fascination is too strong. He's ruined for any other +career, however honourable and brilliant."</p> + +<p>"Is that so, really?" asked Austin. "I cannot see where all this +wonderful fascination comes in. I should think it must be a dreadful +trade myself."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_153" id="Page_153"></a>So it is. Because they don't know it. Because of the very fascination +which exists, although you can't understand it. Let me tell you a +story. I knew a man once upon a time—he was a great friend of +mine—in the navy. Although he was quite young, not more than +twenty-six, he was already a distinguished officer; he had seen active +service, been mentioned in despatches, and all the rest of it. He was +also, curiously enough, a most accomplished botanist, and had written +papers on the flora of Cambodia and Yucatan that had been accepted +with marked appreciation by the Linnæan Society. Well—that man, who +had a brilliant career before him, and would probably have been an +admiral and a K.C.B. if he had stuck to it, got attacked by the +theatrical microbe. He chucked everything, and devoted his whole life +to acting. He is acting still. He cares for nothing else. It is the +one and only thing in the universe he lives for. The service of his +country, the pure fame of scientific research and authorship, are as +nothing to him, the merest dust in the balance, as compared with the +cheap notoriety of the footlights."</p> + +<p>"He must be mad. And is he a success?" asked Austin.</p> + +<p>"Judge for yourself—you've just been seeing <a name="Page_154" id="Page_154"></a>him," replied St Aubyn. +"Though, of course, his name is no more Buskin than yours or mine."</p> + +<p>"Good Heavens!" cried the boy. "And Mr Buskin was—all that?"</p> + +<p>"He was all that," responded the other. "It was rather painful for me +to see him this evening in his present state, as you may imagine. As +to his being successful in a monetary sense, I really cannot tell you. +But, to do him justice, I don't think he cares for money in the very +least. So long as he makes two ends meet he's quite satisfied. All he +cares about is painting his face, and dressing himself up, and +ranting, and getting rounds of applause. And, so far, he certainly has +his reward. His highest ambition, it is true, he has not yet attained. +If he could only get his portrait published in a halfpenny paper +wearing some new-shaped stock or collar that the hosiers were anxious +to bring into fashion, he would feel that there was little left to +live for. But that is a distinction reserved for actors who stand at +the tip-top of their profession, and I'm afraid that poor Buskin has +but little chance of ever realising his aspiration."</p> + +<p>"Are you serious?" said Austin, open-eyed.</p> + +<p>"Absolutely," replied St Aubyn. "I know it for a fact."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_155" id="Page_155"></a>Well," exclaimed Austin, fetching a deep breath, "of course if a man +has to do this sort of thing for a living—if it's his only way of +making money—I don't think I despise him so much. But if he does it +because he loves it, loves it better than any other earthly thing, +then I despise him with all my heart and soul. I cannot conceive a +more utterly unworthy existence."</p> + +<p>"And to such an existence our friend Buskin has sacrificed his whole +career," replied St Aubyn, gravely.</p> + +<p>"What a tragedy," observed the boy.</p> + +<p>"Yes; a tragedy," agreed the other. "A truer tragedy than the +imitation one that he's been acting in, if he could only see it. Well, +here is my turning. Good-night! I'm very glad we met. Come and see me +soon. I'm not going away again."</p> + +<p>Then Austin, left alone, stumped thoughtfully along the country road. +The sweet smell of the flowery hedges pervaded the night air, and from +the fields on either side was heard ever and anon the bleating of some +wakeful sheep. How peaceful, how reposeful, everything was! How strong +and solemn the great trees looked, standing here and there in the wide +meadows under the moonlight and the stars! And what a contrast—oh, +<a name="Page_156" id="Page_156"></a><i>what</i> a contrast—was the beauty of these calm pastoral scenes to +the tawdry gorgeousness of those other "scenes" he had been witnessing, +with their false effects, and coloured fires, and painted, spouting +occupants! There was no need for him to argue the question any more, +even with himself. It was as clear as the moon in the steel-blue sky +above him that the associations of the theatre were totally, hopelessly, +and radically incompatible with the ideals of the Daphnis life.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Eighth" id="Chapter_the_Eighth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157"></a>Chapter the Eighth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>It is scarcely necessary to say that Austin knew nothing whatever +about his aunt's preoccupation, and that even if she had taken him +into her confidence, he would have paid little or no attention to the +matter. I am afraid that his ideas about finance were crude in the +extreme, being limited to a sort of vague impression that capital was +what you put into a bank, and interest was what you took out; while +the difference between the par value of a security and the price you +could get for it on the market, would have been to him a hopelessly +unfathomable mystery. Aunt Charlotte, therefore, was very wise in +abstaining from any reference, in conversation, to the great +enterprise for extracting gold from sea-water, in which she hoped to +purchase shares; for one could never have told what foolish remark he +might have made, though it was quite certain that he would have said +something foolish, and <a name="Page_158" id="Page_158"></a>probably very exasperating. So she kept her +secret locked up in her own breast, and silently counted the hours +till she could get a reply from her bankers.</p> + +<p>Of course Austin had to give his aunt an account, at breakfast-time +next morning, of the pageant of the previous night; and as he confined +himself to saying that the scenery and dresses were very fine, and +that Mr Buskin was quite unrecognisable, and that all the performers +knew their parts, and that he had walked part of the way home with +Roger St Aubyn afterwards, the impression left on the good lady's mind +was that he had enjoyed himself very much. This inevitable duty +accomplished, Austin straightway banished the whole subject from his +memory and gave himself up more unreservedly than ever to his garden +and his thoughts. How fresh and sweet and welcoming the garden looked +on that calm, lovely summer day! How brightly the morning dewdrops +twinkled on the leaves, like a sprinkling of liquid diamonds! Every +flower seemed to greet him with silent laughter: "Aha, you've been +playing truant, have you? Straying into alien precincts, roving in +search of something newer and gaudier than anything you have here? +Sunlight palls on you; gas is so much more <a name="Page_159" id="Page_159"></a>festive! The scents of the +fields are vulgar; finer the hot smells of the playhouse, more meet +for a cultured nostril!" Of course Austin made all this nonsense up +himself, but he felt so happy that it amused him to attribute the +words to the dear flower-friends who were all around him, and to whom +he could never be really faithless. Faugh! that playhouse! He would +never enter one again. Be an actor! Lubin was a cleaner gentleman than +any painted Buskin on the stage. Here, in the clear, pure splendour of +the sunlit air, the place where he had been last night loomed up in +his consciousness as something meretricious and unwholesome. Yet he +was glad he had been, for it made everything so much purer and sweeter +by contrast. Never had the garden looked more meetly set, never had +the sun shone more genially, and the air impelled the blood and sent +it coursing more joyously through his veins, than on that morning of +the rejuvenescence of all his high ideals.</p> + +<p>Then he drew a small blue volume out of his pocket, and lay down on +the grass with his back against the trunk of an apple-tree. Austin's +theory—or one of his theories, for he had hundreds—was that one's +literature should always be in harmony with one's surroundings; and +so, <a name="Page_160" id="Page_160"></a>intending to pass his morning in the garden, he had chosen 'The +Garden of Cyrus' as an appropriate study. He opened it reverently, for +it was compact of jewelled thoughts that had been set to words by one +of the princes of prose. He, the young garden-lover, sat at the feet +of the great garden-mystic, and began to pore wonderingly over the +inscrutable secrets of the quincunx. His fine ear was charmed by the +rhythm of the sumptuous and stately sentences, and his pulses throbbed +in response to every measured phrase in which the lore of garden +symmetry and the principles of garden science were set forth. He read +of the hanging gardens of Babylon, first made by Queen Semiramis, +third or fourth from Nimrod, and magnificently renewed by +Nabuchodonosor, according to Josephus: "<i>from whence, overlooking +Babylon, and all the region about it, he found no circumscription to +the eye of his ambition; till, over-delighted with the bravery of this +Paradise, in his melancholy metamorphosis he found the folly of that +delight, and a proper punishment in the contrary habitation—in wild +plantations and wanderings of the fields</i>." Austin shook his head over +this; he did not think it possible to love a garden too much, and +demurred to the idea that such a love deserved any punishment at <a name="Page_161" id="Page_161"></a>all. +But that was theology, and he had no taste for theological +dissertations. So he dipped into the pages where the quincunx is +"naturally" considered, and here he admired the encyclopædic learning +of the author, which appeared to have been as wide as that attributed +to Solomon; then glanced at the "mystic" part, which he reserved for +later study. But one paragraph riveted his attention, as he turned +over the leaves. Here was a mine of gold, a treasure-house of +suggestiveness and wisdom.</p> + +<p><i>"Light, that makes things seen, makes some things invisible; were it +not for darkness and the shadow of the earth, the noblest part of the +creation had remained unseen, and the stars in heaven as invisible as +on the fourth day, when they were created above the horizon with the +sun, or there was not an eye to behold them. The greatest mystery of +religion is expressed by adumbration, and in the noblest part of +Jewish types, we find the cherubim shadowing the mercy-seat. Life +itself is but the shadow of death, and souls departed but the shadows +of the living. All things fall under this name. The sun itself is but +the dark simulacrum, and light but the shadow of God."</i></p> + +<p>Austin delighted in symbolism, and these apparent paradoxes fascinated +him. But was it <a name="Page_162" id="Page_162"></a>all true? He loved to think that life was the shadow, +and death—what we call death—the substance; he had always felt that +the reality of everything was to be sought for on the other side. But +he could not see why departed souls should be regarded as the shadows +of living men. Rather it was we who lived in a vain show, and would +continue to do so until the spirit, the true substance of us, should +be set free. Well, whatever the truth of it might be, it was all a +charming puzzle, and we should learn all about it some day, and +meantime he had been furnished with an entirely new idea—the +revealing power of darkness. He loved the light because it was +beautiful, and now he loved the darkness because it was mysterious, +and held such wondrous secrets in its folds. He had never been afraid +of the dark even when a child. It had always been associated in his +mind with sleep and dreams, and he was very fond of both.</p> + +<p>Of course it would have been no use attempting to instruct Lubin in +the cryptic properties of the quincunx, or any other theories of +garden arrangement propounded by Sir Thomas Browne. And Aunt Charlotte +would have proved a still more hopeless subject. She had no head for +mysticism, poor dear, and Austin often told her <a name="Page_163" id="Page_163"></a>she was one of the +greatest sceptics he had ever known. "You believe in nothing but your +dinner, your bank-book, and your Bible, auntie; I declare it's +perfectly shocking," he said to her one day. "And a very good creed +too," she replied; "it wouldn't be a bad thing for you either, if you +had a little more sound religion and practical common-sense." Just now +it was the bank-book phase that was uppermost, and when a letter was +brought in to her at breakfast-time next morning bearing the London +postmark, she clutched it eagerly and opened it with evident +anticipation. But as she read the contents her brow clouded and her +face fell. Clearly she was disappointed and surprised, but made no +remark to Austin.</p> + +<p>A couple of days passed without anything of importance happening, +except that she wrote again to her bankers and looked out anxiously +for their reply. But none came, and she grew irritable and disturbed. +It really was most extraordinary; she had always thought that bankers +were so shrewd, and prompt, and business-like, and yet here they were, +treating her as though she were of no account whatever, and actually +leaving her second letter without an answer. The affair was pressing, +too. There was certain <a name="Page_164" id="Page_164"></a>to be a perfect rush for shares in so +exceptional an undertaking, and when once they were all allotted, of +course up they'd go to an enormous premium, and all her chances of +investing would be lost. It was too exasperating for words. What were +the men thinking of? Why were they so neglectful of her interests? She +had always been an excellent customer, and had never overdrawn her +account—never. And now they were leaving her in the lurch. However, +she determined she would not submit. She fumed in silence for yet +another day, and then, at dinner in the evening, came out with a most +unexpected declaration.</p> + +<p>"Austin," she said suddenly, after a long pause, "I'm going to town +to-morrow by the 10.27 train."</p> + +<p>Austin was peeling an apple, intent on seeing how long a strip he +could pare off without breaking it. "Won't it be very hot?" he asked +absently.</p> + +<p>"Hot? Well, perhaps it will," said Aunt Charlotte, rather nettled at +his indifference. "But I can't help that. The fact is that my bankers +are giving me a great deal of annoyance just now, and I'm going up to +London to have it out with them."</p> + +<p>"Really?" replied Austin, politely interested. "<a name="Page_165" id="Page_165"></a>I hope they haven't +been embezzling your money?"</p> + +<p>"Do, for goodness sake, pull yourself together and try not to talk +nonsense for once in your life," retorted Aunt Charlotte, tartly. +"Embezzling my money, indeed!—I should just like to catch them at it. +Of course it's nothing of the kind. But I've lately given them certain +instructions which they virtually refuse to carry out, and in a case +of that sort it's always better to discuss the affair in person."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Austin, beginning to munch his apple. "I wonder why they +won't do what you want them to. Isn't it very rude of them?"</p> + +<p>"Rude? Well—I can't say they've been exactly rude," acknowledged Aunt +Charlotte. "But they're making all sorts of difficulties, and hint +that they know better than I do——"</p> + +<p>"Which is absurd, of course," put in Austin, with his very simplest +air.</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte glanced sharply at him, but there was not the faintest +trace of irony in his expression. "I fancy they don't quite understand +the question," she said, "so I intend to run up and explain it to +them. One can do these things so much better in conversation than by +writing. I shall get lunch in town, and then <a name="Page_166" id="Page_166"></a>there'll be time for me +to do a little shopping, perhaps, before catching the 4.40 back. That +will get me here in ample time for dinner at half-past seven."</p> + +<p>"And what train do you go by in the morning?" enquired Austin.</p> + +<p>"The 10.27," replied his aunt. "I shall take the omnibus from the +Peacock that starts at a quarter to ten."</p> + +<p>It cannot be said that Aunt Charlotte's projected trip to town +interested Austin much. Business of any sort was a profound mystery to +him, and with regard to speculations, investments, and such-like +matters his mind was a perfect blank. He had a vague notion that +perhaps Aunt Charlotte wanted some money, and that the bankers had +refused to give her any; though whether she had a right to demand it, +or they a right to withhold it, he had no more idea than the man in +the moon. So he dismissed the whole affair from his mind as something +with which he had nothing whatever to do, and spent the evening in the +company of Sir Thomas Browne. At ten o'clock he went forth into the +garden, and became absorbed in an attempt to identify the different +colours of the flowers in the moonlight. It proved a fascinating +occupation, for the pale, <a name="Page_167" id="Page_167"></a>cold brightness imparted hues to the +flowers that were strange and weird, so that it was a matter of real +difficulty to say what the colours actually were. Then he wondered how +it was he had never before discovered what an inspiring thing it was +to wander all alone at night about a garden illuminated by a brilliant +moon. The shadows were so black and secret, the radiance so spiritual, +the shapes so startlingly fantastic, it was like being in another +world. And then the silence. That was the most compelling charm of +all. It helped him to feel. And he felt that he was not alone, though +he heard nothing and saw nobody. The garden was full of +flower-fairies, invisible elves and sprites whose mission it was to +guard the flowers, and who loved the moonlight more than they loved +the day; dainty, diaphanous creatures who were wafted across the +smooth lawns on summer breezes, and washed the thirsty petals and +drooping leaves in the dew which the clear blue air of night diffuses +so abundantly. He had a sense—almost a knowledge—that the garden he +was in was a dream-garden, a sort of panoramic phantasm, and that the +real garden lay <i>behind</i> it somehow, hidden from material eyesight, +eluding material touch, but there all the same, unearthly and elysian, +more <a name="Page_168" id="Page_168"></a>beautiful a great deal than the one in which he was standing, +and teeming with gracious presences. It seemed a revelation to him, +this sudden perception of a real world underlying the apparent one; +and for nearly half-an-hour he sauntered to and fro in a reverie, +leaning sometimes against the old stone fountain, and sometimes +watching the pale clouds as they began flitting together as though to +keep a rendezvous in space, until they concealed the face of the moon +entirely from view and left the garden dark.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Whether Austin had strange dreams that night or no, certain it is that +when he came down to breakfast in the morning his face was set and +there was a look of unusual preoccupation in his eyes. Aunt Charlotte, +being considerably preoccupied with her own affairs, noticed nothing, +and busied herself with the teapot as was her wont. Austin chipped his +egg in silence, while his auntie, helping herself generously to fried +bacon, made some remark about the desirability of laying a good +foundation in view of her journey up to town. Thereupon Austin said:</p> + +<p>"Is it absolutely necessary for you to go to town this morning, +auntie?"</p> + +<p>"Of course it is," replied Aunt Charlotte, <a name="Page_169" id="Page_169"></a>munching heartily. "I told +you so last night."</p> + +<p>"Why can't you go to-morrow instead?" asked Austin, tentatively. +"Would it be too late?"</p> + +<p>"I've arranged to go <i>to-day</i>," said Aunt Charlotte, with decision. +"The sooner this business is settled the better. What should I gain by +waiting?"</p> + +<p>"I don't see any particular hurry," said Austin. "It's only giving +yourself trouble for nothing. If I were you I'd write what you want to +say, and then go up to see these people if their answer was still +unsatisfactory."</p> + +<p>"But you see you don't know anything about the matter," retorted Aunt +Charlotte, beginning to wonder at the boy's persistency. "What in the +world makes you want me not to go?"</p> + +<p>"Oh—I only thought it might prove unnecessary," replied he, rather +lamely. "It's going to be very hot, and after all——"</p> + +<p>"It'll be quite as hot to-morrow," said Aunt Charlotte, as she stirred +her tea.</p> + +<p>"Well, why not go by a later train, then?" suggested Austin. "Look +here; go by the 4.20 this afternoon, and take me with you. We'll go to +a nice quiet hotel, and have a beautiful dinner, <a name="Page_170" id="Page_170"></a>and see some of the +sights, and then you'd have all to-morrow morning to do your business +with these horrid old gentlemen at the bank. Now don't you think +that's rather a good idea?"</p> + +<p>"I—dare—<i>say</i>!" cried Aunt Charlotte, in her highest key. "So that's +what you're aiming at, is it? Oh, you're a cunning boy, my dear, if +ever there was one. But your little project would cost at least four +times as much as I propose to spend to-day, and for that reason alone +it's not to be thought of for a moment. What in creation ever put such +an idea into your head?"</p> + +<p>"I don't want to come with you in the very least, really—especially +as you don't want to have me," replied Austin. "But I do wish you'd +give up your idea of going to London by the 10.27 this morning. If +you'll only do that I don't care for anything else. Take the same +train to-morrow, if you like, but not to-day. That's all I have to ask +you."</p> + +<p>"But why—why—why?" demanded Aunt Charlotte, in not unnatural +amazement.</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you why," said Austin. "It wouldn't be any use."</p> + +<p>"You are the very absurdest child I ever came <a name="Page_171" id="Page_171"></a>across!" exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte. "I've often had to put up with your fancies, but never with +any so outrageously unreasonable as this. Now not another word. I'm +going to travel by the 10.27 this morning, and if you like to come and +see me off, you're at perfect liberty to do so."</p> + +<p>Austin made no reply, and breakfast proceeded in silence. Then he +glanced at the clock, and saw that it was ten minutes to nine. As soon +as the meal was finished, he rose from his chair and moved slowly +towards the door.</p> + +<p>"You still intend to go by the——"</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue!" snapped his aunt. Whereupon Austin left the room +without another word. Then he stumped his way upstairs and was not +seen again. Aunt Charlotte, meanwhile, began preparations for her +journey. It was now close on nine o'clock, and she had to order the +dinner, see that she had sufficient money for her expenses, choose a +bonnet for travelling in, and look after half-a-dozen other important +trifles before setting out to catch the railway omnibus at the +Peacock. At last Austin, waiting behind a door, heard her enter her +room to dress. Very gently he stole out with something in his pocket, +and two minutes afterwards was standing <a name="Page_172" id="Page_172"></a>on the lawn with his straw +hat tilted over his eyes, chattering with Lubin about tubers, corms, +and bulbs, potting and bedding-out, and other pleasant mysteries of +garden-craft.</p> + +<p>It was not very long, however, before a singular bustle was heard on +the first floor. Maids ran scuttling up and down stairs, voices +resounded through the open windows, and then came the sound of thumps, +as of somebody vigorously battering at a door. Austin turned round, +and began walking towards the house. He was met by old Martha, who +seemed to be in a tremendous fluster about something.</p> + +<p>"Master Austin! Master Austin! Oh, here you are. What in the world is +to be done? Your aunt's locked up in her bedroom, and nobody can find +the key!"</p> + +<p>"Is that all?" answered Austin calmly. "Then she'll have to stay there +till it turns up, evidently."</p> + +<p>"But the mistress says she's sure you know all about it," panted +Martha, in great distress, "and she's in a most terrible taking. Now, +Master Austin, I do beseech you—'tain't no laughing matter, for the +omnibus starts in a few minutes, and your aunt——"</p> + +<p>A terrific banging was now heard from the <a name="Page_173" id="Page_173"></a>locked-up room, accompanied +by shouts and cries from the imprisoned lady. Austin advanced to the +foot of the staircase, looking rather white, and listened.</p> + +<p>"Austin! Austin! Where are you? What have you done with the key?" +shrieked Aunt Charlotte, in a tempest of despair and rage. "Let me +out, I say, let me out at once! It's you who have done this, I know it +is. Open the door, or I shall lose the train!" A fresh bombardment +from the lady's fists here followed. "Where <i>is</i> Austin, Martha? Can't +you find him anywhere?"</p> + +<p>"He's here, ma'am," cried back Martha, in quavering tones, "but he +don't seem as if——"</p> + +<p>"Call Lubin with a ladder!" interrupted the desperate lady. "I must +catch the omnibus, if I break all my bones in getting out of the +window. Where's Lubin? Isn't there a ladder tall enough? Austin! +Austin! Where <i>is</i> Austin, and why doesn't he open the door?"</p> + +<p>"He was here not a moment ago," replied Martha, tremulously, "but +where he's got to now, or where he's put the key, the Lord only knows. +Perhaps he's gone to see about a ladder. Lubin! have you seen Master +Austin anywhere?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174"></a>But Austin, unobserved in the confusion, having stealthily glanced at +his watch, had slipped out at the garden gate, and now stood looking +down the road. The omnibus had just started, and for about thirty +seconds he remained watching it as it lumbered and clattered along in +a cloud of dust until it was lost to view. Then he went back to the +house, and handed the key to Martha. "There's the key," he said. "Tell +Aunt Charlotte I'm going for a walk, and I'll let her know all about +it when I come back to lunch."</p> + +<p>He was out of the house in a twinkling, stumping along as hard as he +could go until he reached the moors. He had played a daring game, but +felt quite satisfied with the result so far, as he knew that there +were no cabs to be had in the village, and that, even if his aunt were +mad enough to brave a two-mile tramp along the broiling road, she +could not possibly reach the station in time to catch the train. Now +that the deed was done, a sensation of fatigue stole over him, and +with a sigh of relief he flung himself down on the soft tussocks of +purple heather, and covered his eyes with his straw hat. For +half-an-hour he lay there motionless and deep in thought. No suspicion +that he had acted wrongly disturbed him for a moment. Of course it was +a pity that poor <a name="Page_175" id="Page_175"></a>Aunt Charlotte should have been disappointed, and +certainly that locking of her up in her bedroom had been a very +painful duty; but if it was necessary—as it was—what else could he +have done? No doubt she would forgive him when she understood his +reasons; and, after all, it was really her own fault for having been +so obstinate.</p> + +<p>It was now half-past ten, and Austin had no intention of getting home +before it was time for lunch. He had thus the whole morning before +him, and he spent it rambling about the moors, struggling up hills, +revelling in the heat tempered by cool grass, and wondering how +Daphnis would have behaved if he had had an unreasonable old aunt to +take care of; for Aunt Charlotte was really a great responsibility, +and dreadfully difficult to manage. Then, coming on a deep, clear +rivulet which ran between two meadows, he yielded to a sudden impulse, +and, stripping himself to the skin, plunged into it, wooden leg and +all. There he floated luxuriously for a while, the sun blazing +fiercely overhead, and the cool waters playing over his white body. +When he emerged, covered with sparkling drops, he remembered that he +had no towel; so there was nothing to be done but to stagger about and +disport himself <a name="Page_176" id="Page_176"></a>like a naked faun among the buttercups and bulrushes, +until the sun had dried him. As soon as he was dressed, he looked at +his watch, and found that it was nearly twelve. Then he consulted a +little time-table, and made a rapid calculation. It would take him +just half-an-hour to reach the station from where he was, and +therefore it was high time to start.</p> + +<p>Off he set, and arrived there, as it seemed, at a moment of great +excitement. The station-master was on the platform, in the act of +posting up a telegram, around which a number of people—travellers, +porters, and errand-boys—were crowding eagerly. Austin joined the +group, and read the message carefully and deliberately twice through. +He asked no questions, but listened to the remarks he heard around +him. Then he passed rapidly through the booking-office, and struck out +on his way home.</p> + +<p>Meantime Aunt Charlotte had passed the hours fuming. To her, Austin's +extraordinary behaviour was absolutely unaccountable, except on the +hypothesis that he was not responsible for his actions. Her rage was +beyond control. That the boy should have had the unheard-of audacity +to lock her up in her own bedroom in order to gratify some mad whim, +and so have upset her <a name="Page_177" id="Page_177"></a>plans for the entire day, was an outrage +impossible to forgive. If he was not out of his mind he ought to be, +for there was no other excuse for him that she could think of. What +<i>was</i> to be done with such a boy? He was too old to be whipped, too +young to be sent to college, too delicate to be placed under +restraint. But she would let him feel the full force of her +indignation when he returned. He should apologise, he should eat his +fill of humble pie, he should beg for mercy on his knees. She had put +up with a good deal, but this last escapade was not to be overlooked. +Even Martha, when she came in to lay the cloth for lunch, could think +of nothing to say in extenuation of his offence.</p> + +<p>It was certainly two hours before her excitement allowed her to sit +down and begin to knit. Even then—and naturally enough—while she was +musing the fire burned. It never occurred to her to reflect that there +must have been some <i>reason</i> for Austin's extraordinary prank, and +that the first thing to be done was to discover what that was. She was +too angry to take this obvious fact into consideration, and so, when +Austin at last appeared, his eyes full of suppressed excitement and +his forehead bathed in sweat, her <a name="Page_178" id="Page_178"></a>pent-up wrath found vent and she +flamed out at him in a rage.</p> + +<p>For some minutes Austin stood quite silent while she stormed. If it +made her feel better to storm, well, let her do it. Half-a-dozen times +she demanded what he meant by his behaviour, and how he dared, and +whether he had suddenly gone crazy, and then went on storming without +waiting for his reply. Once, when he opened his mouth to speak, she +sharply told him to shut it again. It was clear, even to Martha, that +if Austin's conduct had been inexplicable, his aunt's was utterly +absurd.</p> + +<p>"You've asked me several times what made me lock you up this morning," +he said at last, when she paused for breath, "and each time you've +refused to let me answer you. That's not very reasonable, you know. +Now I've got something to tell you, but if you want to do any more +raving please do it at once and get it over, and then I'll have my +turn."</p> + +<p>"Will you go to your room this instant and stay there?" cried Aunt +Charlotte, pointing to the door.</p> + +<p>"Certainly not," replied Austin. "And now I'll ask you to listen to me +for a minute, for you must be tired with all that shouting." Aunt +<a name="Page_179" id="Page_179"></a>Charlotte took up her work with trembling hands, ostentatiously +pretending that Austin was no longer in the room. "You wanted to go to +town by the 10.27 train, and I took forcible measures to prevent you. +It may therefore interest you to know what became of that train, and +what you have escaped. There's been a frightful collision. The down +express ran into it at the curve just beyond the signal station at +Colebridge Junction, owing to some mistake of the signalman, I +believe. Anyhow, in the train you wanted to go by there were five +people killed outright, and fourteen others crunched up and mangled in +a most inartistic style. And if I hadn't locked you up as I did you'd +probably be in the County Hospital at this moment in an exceedingly +unpleasant predicament."</p> + +<p>Dead silence. Then, "The Lord preserve us!" ejaculated Martha, who +stood by, in awe-struck tones. Aunt Charlotte slowly raised her eyes +from her knitting, and fixed them on Austin's face. "A collision!" she +exclaimed. "Why, what do you know about it?"</p> + +<p>"I called at the station and read the telegram myself. There was a +crowd of people on the platform all discussing it," returned Austin, +briefly.</p> + +<p>"Your life has been saved by a miracle, ma'am, <a name="Page_180" id="Page_180"></a>and it's Master Austin +as you've got to thank for it," cried Martha, her eyes full of tears, +"though how it came about, the good Lord only knows," she added, +turning as though for enlightenment to the boy himself.</p> + +<p>Then Aunt Charlotte sank back in her chair, looking very white. "I +don't understand it, Austin," she said tremulously. "It's terrible to +think of such a catastrophe, and all those poor creatures being +killed—and it's most providential, of course, that—that—I was kept +from going. But all that doesn't explain what share <i>you</i> had in it. +You don't expect me to believe that you knew what was going to happen +and kept me at home on purpose? The very idea is ridiculous. It was a +coincidence, of course, though a most remarkable one, I must admit. A +collision! Thank God for all His mercies!"</p> + +<p>"If it was only a coincidence I don't exactly see what there is to +thank God for," remarked Austin, very drily.</p> + +<p>"'Twarn't no coincidence," averred old Martha, solemnly. "On that I'll +stake my soul."</p> + +<p>"What was it, then?" retorted Aunt Charlotte. "Anyhow, Austin, there +seems no doubt that, under God, it was what you did that saved my life +to-day. But what made you do it? <a name="Page_181" id="Page_181"></a>How could you possibly tell that you +were preventing me from getting killed?"</p> + +<p>"I should have told you all that long ago if you weren't so hopelessly +illogical, auntie," he replied. "But you never can see the connection +between cause and effect. That was the reason I couldn't explain why I +didn't want you to go, even before I locked you up. It wouldn't have +been any use. You'd have simply laughed in my face, and have gone to +London all the same."</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you mean. Don't beat about the bush, Austin, and +worry my head with all this vague talk about cause and effect and such +like. What has my being illogical got to do with it?"</p> + +<p>"Well—if you want me to explain, of course I'll do so; but I don't +suppose it'll make any difference," said Austin. "Some time ago, I +told you that just as I was going to get over a stile, I felt +something push me back, and so I came home another way. You'll +recollect that if I <i>had</i> got over that stile I should have come +across a rabid dog where there was no possibility of escape, and no +doubt have got frightfully bitten. But when I told you how I was +prevented, you scoffed at the whole story, and said that I was +superstitious.—Stop a minute! I haven't finished <a name="Page_182" id="Page_182"></a>yet.—Then, only +the other day, my life was saved from all those bricks tumbling on me +when I was asleep by just the same sort of interposition. Again you +jeered at me, and when I told you I had heard raps in the wall you +ridiculed the idea, and—do you remember?—the words were scarcely out +of your mouth when you heard the raps yourself, and then you got +nearly beside yourself with fright and anger, and said it was the +devil. And now for the third time the same sort of thing has happened. +What is the good of telling you about it? You'd only scoff and jeer as +you did before, although on this occasion it is your own life that has +been saved, not mine."</p> + +<p>Certainly Master Austin was having his revenge on Aunt Charlotte for +the torrent of abuse she had poured upon him a few minutes previously. +For a short time she sat quite still, the picture of perplexity and +irritation. The facts as Austin stated them were incontrovertible, and +yet—probably because she lacked the instinct of causality—she could +not accept his explanation of them. There are some people in the world +who are constituted like this. They create a mental atmosphere around +them which is as impenetrable to conviction in certain matters as a +brick wall is to a parched pea. They will fall back on <a name="Page_183" id="Page_183"></a>any loophole +of a theory, however imbecile and far-fetched, rather than accept some +simple and self-evident solution that they start out by regarding as +impossible. And Aunt Charlotte was a very apposite specimen of the +class.</p> + +<p>"I'll not scoff, at anyrate, Austin," she said at last. "I cannot +forget—and I never will forget—that it's to you I owe it that I am +sitting here this moment. Tell me what moved you to act as you did +this morning. I may not share your belief, but I will not ridicule it. +Of that you may rest assured."</p> + +<p>"It is all simple enough," he said. "I had a horrid dream just before +I woke—nothing circumstantial, but a general sense of the most awful +confusion, and disaster, and terror. I fancy it was that that woke me. +And as I was opening my eyes, a voice said to me quite distinctly, as +distinctly as I am speaking now, '<i>Keep auntie at home this morning.</i>' +The words dinned themselves into my ears all the time I was dressing, +and then I acted upon them as you know. But what would have been the +good of telling you? None whatever. So I tried persuasion, and when +that failed I simply locked you in."</p> + +<p>Now there are two sorts of superstition, each of which is the very +antithesis of the other. The <a name="Page_184" id="Page_184"></a>victim of one believes all kinds of +absurdities blindfold, oblivious of evidence or causality. The +upsetting of a salt-cellar or the fall of a mirror is to him a +harbinger of disaster, entirely irrespective of any possible +connection between the cause and the effect. A bit of stalk floating +on his tea presages an unlooked-for visitor, and the guttering of a +candle is a sign of impending death. All this he believes firmly, and +acts upon, although he would candidly acknowledge his inability to +explain the principle supposed to underlie the sequence between the +omen and its fulfilment. It is the irrationality of the belief that +constitutes its superstitious character, the contented acquiescence in +some inconceivable and impossible law, whether physical or +metaphysical, in virtue of which the predicted event is expected to +follow the wholly unrelated augury. The other sort of superstition is +that of which, as we have seen, Aunt Charlotte was an exemplification. +Here, again, there is a splendid disregard of evidence, testimony, and +causal laws. But it takes the form of scepticism, and a scepticism so +blindly partial as to sink into the most abject credulity. The wildest +sophistries are dragged in to account for an unfamiliar happening, and +scientific students are accused, now of idiocy, now of fraud, <a name="Page_185" id="Page_185"></a>rather +than the fact should be confessed that our knowledge of the universe +is limited. If Aunt Charlotte, for instance, had seen a table rise +into the air of itself in broad daylight she would have said, "I +certainly saw it happen, and as an honest woman I can't deny it; but I +don't believe it for all that." The succession of abnormal +occurrences, however, of which Austin had been the subject, had begun +to undermine her dogmatism; and this last event, the interposition of +something, she knew not what, to save her from a horrible accident, +appealed to her very strongly. There was a pathos, too, about the part +played in it by Austin which touched her to the quick, and she +reproached herself keenly for the injustice with which she had treated +him in her unreasoning anger.</p> + +<p>She felt a great lump come in her throat as he ceased speaking, and +for a moment or two found it impossible to answer. "A voice!" she +uttered at last. "What sort of a voice, Austin?"</p> + +<p>"It sounded like a woman's," he replied.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Ninth" id="Chapter_the_Ninth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186"></a>Chapter the Ninth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>From this time forward Austin seemed to live a double life. Perhaps it +would be more accurate to say that he inhabited two worlds. Around him +the flowers bloomed in the garden, Lubin worked and whistled, Aunt +Charlotte bustled about her duties, and everything went on as usual. +But beyond and behind all this there was something else. The dreams +and reveries that had hitherto invaded him became felt realities; he +no longer had any doubt that he was encircled by beings whom he could +not see, but who were none the less actual for that. And the curious +feature of the case was that it all seemed perfectly natural to him, +and so far from feeling frightened, or suffering from any sense of +being haunted, he experienced a sort of pleasure in it, a grateful +consciousness of friendly though unseen companionship that heightened +his joy in life. Who these invisible guardians <a name="Page_187" id="Page_187"></a>could be, of course he +had no idea; it was enough for him just then to know that they were +there, and that, by their timely intervention on no fewer than three +ocasions, they had given ample proof that they both loved and trusted +him.</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte, on her side, could not but acknowledge that there must +be "something in it," as she said; it could not all be nothing but +Austin's fancy. She remembered that people who wrote hymns and poems +talked sometimes of guardian angels, and it was possible that a belief +in guardian angels might be orthodox. It was even conceivable that it +was a benevolent functionary of this class who had let St Peter out of +prison; and if the institution had existed then, why, there was +nothing unreasonable in the conclusion that it might possibly exist +now. She revolved these questionings in her mind during her journey up +to town the day after Austin's escapade, when, as she told herself, +she would be perfectly safe from accident; for it was not in the +nature of things that two collisions should happen so close together. +And she had reason to be glad she went, seeing that her bankers +received her with perfect cordiality, and convinced her that she would +certainly lose all her money if she insisted on investing it in any +such <a name="Page_188" id="Page_188"></a>wild-cat scheme as the one she had set her heart upon. They +suggested, instead, certain foreign bonds on which she would receive a +perfectly safe four-and-a-half per cent.; and so pleased was she at +having been preserved from risking her two thousand pounds that she +not only indulged in a modest half-bottle of Beaune with her lunch, +but bought a pretty pencil-case for Austin. She determined at the same +time to let the vicar know what her bankers had said about the +investment he had urged upon her, and promised herself that she would +take the opportunity—of course without mentioning names—of +consulting him about the orthodoxy of guardian angels. He might be +expected to prove a safer guide in such a matter as that than in +questions of high finance.</p> + +<p>A few days afterwards, Austin went to call upon his friend St Aubyn. +He longed to see the beautiful gardens at the Court again, now that he +had obtained a glimpse into the mystic side of garden-craft through +the writings of Sir Thomas Browne; he felt intensely curious to pay +another visit to the haunted Banqueting Hall, which had a special +fascination for him since his own abnormal experiences; and he felt +that a confidential talk with Mr St Aubyn himself would do <a name="Page_189" id="Page_189"></a>him no end +of good. <i>There</i> was a man, at anyrate, to whom he could open his +heart; a man of high culture, wide sympathies, and great knowledge of +life. He was shown into the big, dim drawing-room, where a faint +perfume of lavender seemed to hang about, imparting to him a sense of +quiet and repose that was very soothing; through the half-closed +shutters the colours of the garden again gleamed brilliantly in the +sunshine, and there was heard a faint liquid sound, as of the plashing +of an adjacent fountain. St Aubyn entered in a few minutes, and +greeted him very cordially.</p> + +<p>"Well, and what have you been about?" he said, after a few +preliminaries had been exchanged. "Reading and dreaming, I suppose, as +usual?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I've done both, and very little else to speak of," replied +Austin, laughing. "I'm always reading, off and on, without much +system, you know. But if I'm rather desultory I always enjoy reading, +because books give me so many new ideas, and it's delightful to have +always something fresh to think about."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," rejoined St Aubyn. "I don't know what you read, of course, +but it's clear you don't read many novels."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_190" id="Page_190"></a>Novels!" exclaimed Austin scornfully. "How <i>can</i> people read novels, +when there are so many other books in the world?"</p> + +<p>"Well, what have you been reading, then?" enquired St Aubyn, lighting +a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"I've been dipping into one of the most puzzling, fascinating, +bothering books I ever came across," replied Austin, following his +example. "I mean 'The Garden of Cyrus,' by Sir Thomas Browne. I can't +follow him a bit, and yet, somehow, he drags me along with him. All +that about the quincunx is most baffling. He seems to begin with the +arrangement of a garden, and then to lead one on through a maze of +arithmetical progressions till one finds oneself landed in a mystical +philosophy of life and creation, and I don't know what all. If I could +only understand him better I should probably enjoy him more."</p> + +<p>St Aubyn smiled. "Well, of course, it all sounds very fanciful," he +said. "One must read him as one reads all those curious old mediæval +authors, who are full of pseudo-science and theories based on fables. +His great charm to me is his style, which is singularly rich and +chaste. But I've no doubt whatever, myself, that a great deal of this +ancient lore, which we have been <a name="Page_191" id="Page_191"></a>accustomed to regard as so much +sciolism, not to say pure nonsense, had a germ of truth in it, and +that truth I believe we are gradually beginning to re-discover. You +see, one mustn't always take the formulas employed by these old +writers in their literal sense. Many were purely symbolic, and +concealed occult meanings. Now the philosopher's stone, to take a +familiar example, was not a stone at all. The word was no more than a +symbol, and covered a search for one of the great secrets—the origin +of life, or the nature of matter, or the attainment of immortality. +They seem to us to have taken a very roundabout route in their +investigations, but their object was often very much the same as that +of every chemist and biologist of the present day. Take alchemy, +again, which is supposed by people generally to have been nothing but +an attempt to turn the baser metals into gold. According to the +Rosicrucians, who may be supposed to have known something about it, +alchemy was the science of guiding the invisible processes of life for +the purpose of attaining certain results in both the physical and +spiritual spheres. Chemistry deals with inanimate substances, alchemy +with the principle of life itself. The highest aim of the alchemist +was the evolution of a divine <a name="Page_192" id="Page_192"></a>and immortal being out of a mortal and +semi-animal man; the development, in short, of all those hidden +properties which lie latent in man's nature."</p> + +<p>"That is a very valuable thing to know," observed Austin, greatly +interested. "Every day I live, the more I realise the truth that +everything we see is on the surface, and that there's a whole world of +machinery—I can't think of a better term—working at the back of it. +It's like a clock. The face and the hands are all we see, but it's the +works inside that we can't see that make it go."</p> + +<p>"Excellently put," returned St Aubyn. "There are influences and forces +all round us of which we only notice the effects, and how far these +forces are intelligent is a very curious question. I see nothing +unscientific myself in the hypothesis that they may be."</p> + +<p>"I wonder!" exclaimed Austin. "Do you know—I have had some very funny +experiences myself lately, that can't be explained on any other ground +that I can think of. The first occurred the very day that I was here +first. Would you mind if I told you about them? Would it bother you +very much?"</p> + +<p>"On the contrary! I shall listen with the <a name="Page_193" id="Page_193"></a>greatest interest, I assure +you," replied St Aubyn, with a smile.</p> + +<p>So Austin began at the beginning, and gave his friend a clear, full, +circumstantial account of the three occurrences which had made so deep +an impression on his mind. The story of the bricks riveted the +attention of his hearer, who questioned him closely about a number of +significant details; then he went on to the incident of Aunt +Charlotte's proposed journey, the mysterious warning he had received, +and the desperate measures to which he had been driven to keep her +from going out. St Aubyn shouted with laughter as Austin gravely +described how he had locked her up in her bedroom, and how lustily she +had banged and screamed to be released before it was too late to catch +the train. The sequel seemed to astonish him, and he fell into a +musing silence.</p> + +<p>"You tell your story remarkably well," he said at last, "and I don't +mind confessing that the abnormal character of the whole thing strikes +me as beyond question. Any attempt to explain such sequences by the +worn-out old theory of imagination or coincidence would be manifestly +futile. Such coincidences, like miracles, do not happen. Many things +have happened that people <a name="Page_194" id="Page_194"></a>call miracles, by which they mean a sort of +divine conjuring-trick that is performed or brought about by violating +or annihilating natural laws. That, of course, is absurd. Nothing +happens but in virtue of natural laws, laws just as natural and +inherent in the universal scheme of things as gravitation or the +precession of the equinoxes, <i>only</i> outside our extremely limited +knowledge of the universe. That, under certain conditions, such +interpositions affecting physical organisms may be produced by +invisible agencies is, in my view, eminently conceivable. It is purely +a question of evidence."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad you think so," replied Austin. "It makes things so much +easier. And then it's so pleasant to think that one is really +surrounded by unseen friends who are looking after one. I was never a +bit afraid of ghosts, and <i>my</i> ghosts are apparently a charming set of +people. I wonder who they are?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, that is more than I can tell you," answered the other, laughing. +"I'm not so favoured as you appear to be. But come, let's have a +stroll round the garden. You don't mind the sun, I know."</p> + +<p>"And the Banqueting Hall! I insist on the Banqueting Hall," added +Austin, who now began <a name="Page_195" id="Page_195"></a>to feel quite at home with his genial host. "I +long to be in there again. I'm sure it's full of wonders, if one only +had eyes to see."</p> + +<p>"By all means," smiled St Aubyn, as they went out. "You shall take +your fill of them, never fear. Don't forget your hat—the sun's pretty +powerful to-day. Doesn't the lawn look well?"</p> + +<p>"Lovely," assented Austin, admiringly. "Like a great green velvet +carpet. How do you manage to keep it in such good condition?"</p> + +<p>"By plenty of rolling and watering. That's the only secret. Let's walk +this way, down to the pool where the lilies are. There'll be plenty of +shade under the trees. Do you see that old statue, just over there by +the wall? That's a great favourite of mine. It always looks to me like +a petrified youth, a being that will never grow old in soul although +its form has existed for centuries, and the stone it's made of for +thousands of thousands of years. That's an illustration of the saying +that whom the gods love die young. Not that they die in youth, but +that they never really grow old, let them live for eighty years or +more, as we count time. They remain always young in soul, however long +their bodies last. Perhaps that's what Isaiah had in his mind <a name="Page_196" id="Page_196"></a>when he +talked about a child dying at a hundred. <i>You'll</i> never grow old, you +know."</p> + +<p>"Shan't I? How nice," exclaimed Austin, brightly. "I certainly can't +fancy myself old a bit. How funny it would be if one always preserved +one's youthful shape and features, while one's skin got all cracked +and rough and wrinkled like that old youth over there! The effect +would be rather ghastly. But I don't want to grow old in any sense. I +should like to remain a boy all my life. I suppose that in the other +world people may live a thousand years and always remain eighteen. I'm +nearly eighteen myself."</p> + +<p>St Aubyn could not help casting a glance of keen interest at the boy +as he said this. A presentiment shot through him that that might +actually be the destiny of the pure-souled, enthusiastic young +creature who had just uttered the suggestive words. Austin's long, +pale face, slender form, and bright, far-away expression carried with +them the idea that perhaps he might not stay very long where he was. A +sudden pang made itself felt as the possibility occurred to him, and +he rapidly changed the subject.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I'd let my thoughts run too much on mystical questions +if I were you, Austin," <a name="Page_197" id="Page_197"></a>he said. "I mean in connection with these +curious experiences you've been having. You have enough joy in life, +joy from the world around you, to dispense with speculations about the +unseen. All that sort of thing is premature, and if it takes too great +a hold upon you its tendency will be to make you morbid."</p> + +<p>"It hasn't done so yet," replied Austin. "As far as I can judge of the +other world, it seems quite as joyous and lively as this one, and in +reality I expect it's a good deal more so. I don't hanker after +experiences, as you call them, but hitherto whenever they've come +they've always been helpful and agreeable—never terrifying or ghastly +in the very least. And I don't lay myself out for them, you know. I +just feel that there <i>is</i> something near me that I can't see, and that +it's pleasant and friendly. The thought is a happy one, and makes me +enjoy the world I live in all the more."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, let us enjoy it together, and talk about orchids and +tulips, and things we can see and handle," said St Aubyn, cheerfully. +"How's Aunt Charlotte, for instance? Has she quite forgiven you for +having saved her life?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, quite, I think," replied Austin, his eyes <a name="Page_198" id="Page_198"></a>twinkling. "I believe +she's almost grateful, for when she came back from town she presented +me with a gold pencil-case. She doesn't often do that sort of thing, +poor dear, and I'm sure she meant it as a sign of reconciliation. It's +pretty, isn't it?" he added, taking it out of his pocket.</p> + +<p>"Charming," assented St Aubyn. "That bit of lapis lazuli at the top, +with a curious design upon it, is by way of being an amulet, I +suppose?"</p> + +<p>"H'm! I don't believe in amulets, you know," said Austin, nodding +sagely. "I consider that all nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Yet there's no doubt that some amulets have influence," remarked St +Aubyn. "If a piece of amber, for example, has been highly magnetised +by a 'sensitive,' as very psychic persons are called, it is quite +possible that, worn next the skin, a certain amount of magnetic fluid +may be transmitted to the wearer, producing a distinct effect upon his +vitality. There's nothing occult about that. The most thoroughgoing +materialist might acknowledge it. But when it comes to spells, and all +that gibberish, there, of course, I part company. The magical power of +certain precious stones may be a fact of nature, but I see <a name="Page_199" id="Page_199"></a>no proof +of its truth, and therefore I don't believe in it."</p> + +<p>"And now may we go and look at the flowers?" suggested Austin.</p> + +<p>"Come along," returned St Aubyn. "What a boy you are for flowers! Do +you know much of botany?"</p> + +<p>"No—yes, a little—but not nearly as much as I ought," said Austin, +as they strolled through the blaze of colour. "I love flowers for +their beauty and suggestiveness, irrespective of the classifications +to which they may happen to belong. A garden is to me the most +beautiful thing in the world. There's something sacred about it. +Everything that's beautiful is good, and if it isn't beautiful it +can't be good, and when one realises beauty one is happy. That's why I +feel so much happier in gardens than in church."</p> + +<p>"Why, aren't you fond of church?" asked St Aubyn, amused.</p> + +<p>"A garden makes me happier," said Austin. "Religion seems to encourage +pain, and ugliness, and mourning. I don't know why it should, but +nearly all the very religious people I know are solemn and melancholy, +as though they hadn't wits enough to be anything else. They only +<a name="Page_200" id="Page_200"></a>understand what is uncomfortable, just as beasts of burden only +understand threats and beatings. I suppose it's a question of culture. +Now I learn more of what <i>I</i> call religion from fields, and trees, and +flowers than from anything else. I don't believe that if the world had +consisted of nothing but cities any real religion would ever have been +evolved at all."</p> + +<p>"Crude, my dear Austin, very crude!" remarked St Aubyn, patting his +shoulder as they walked. "There's more in religion than that, a great +deal. Beware of generalising too widely, and don't forget the personal +equation. Now, come and have a look at the orchids. I've got one or +two rather fine ones that you haven't seen."</p> + +<p>He led the way towards the orchid-houses. Here they spent a delightful +quarter of an hour, and it was only the thought of his visit to the +Banqueting Hall that reconciled Austin to tearing himself away. St +Aubyn seemed much diverted at his insistence, and asked him whether he +expected to find the figures on the tapestry endowed with life and +disporting themselves about the room for his entertainment.</p> + +<p>"I wish they would!" laughed Austin. "What fun it would be. I'm sure +they'd enjoy <a name="Page_201" id="Page_201"></a>it too. How old is the tapestry, by the way?"</p> + +<p>"It's fifteenth century work, I believe," replied St Aubyn. "Here we +are. It really is very good of its kind, and the colours are +wonderfully preserved."</p> + +<p>"It's lovely!" sighed Austin, as he walked slowly up the hall, +feasting his eyes once more on the beautiful fabrics. "What a thing to +live with! Just think of having all these charming people as one's +daily companions. I shouldn't want them to come to life, I like them +just as they are. If they moved or spoke the charm would be broken. +Why don't you spend hours every day in this wonderful place?"</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, I haven't such an imagination as you have," answered St +Aubyn, laughing. "But as a mere artist, of course I appreciate them as +much as anyone, just as I appreciate statuary or pictures. And I prize +them for their historical value too."</p> + +<p>Austin made no reply. He began to look abstracted, as though listening +to something else. The sun had begun to sink on the other side of the +house, leaving the hall itself in comparative shadow.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_202" id="Page_202"></a>Don't you feel anything?" he said at last, in an undertone.</p> + +<p>"Nothing whatever," replied St Aubyn. "Do you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Hush! No—it was nothing. But I feel it—all round me. The most +curious sensation. The room's full. Some of them are behind me. Don't +you feel a wind?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I don't," said St Aubyn. "There's not a breath stirring +anywhere."</p> + +<p>They were standing side by side. Austin gently put out his right hand +and grasped St Aubyn's left.</p> + +<p>"<i>Now</i> don't you feel anything?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes—a sort of thrill. A tingling in my arm," replied St Aubyn. +"That's rather strange. But it comes from you, not from——" He +paused.</p> + +<p>"It comes <i>through</i> me," said Austin.</p> + +<p>They stood for a few seconds in unbroken silence. Then St Aubyn +suddenly withdrew his hand. "This is unhealthy!" he said, with a touch +of abruptness. "You must be highly magnetic. Your organism is +'sensitive,' and that's why you experience things that I don't."</p> + +<p>"Oh, why did you break the spell?" cried <a name="Page_203" id="Page_203"></a>Austin, regretfully. "What +harm could it have done you? You said yourself just now that nothing +happens that isn't natural. And this is natural enough, if one could +only understand the way it works."</p> + +<p>"Many things are natural that are not desirable," returned St Aubyn, +walking up and down. "It's quite natural for people to go to sea, but +it makes some of them sea-sick, nevertheless, and they had better stay +on shore. It's all a matter of temperament, I suppose, and what is +pleasant for you is something that my own instincts warn me very +carefully to avoid."</p> + +<p>Austin drew his handkerchief across his eyes, as though beginning to +come back to the realities of life. "I daresay," he said, vaguely. +"But it's very restful here. The air seems to make me sleepy. I almost +think—"</p> + +<p>At this point a servant appeared at the other end of the hall, and St +Aubyn went to see what he wanted. The next moment he returned, with +quickened steps.</p> + +<p>"Come away with you—you and your spooks!" he cried, cheerfully, +taking Austin by the arm. "Here's an old aunt of mine suddenly dropped +from the skies, and clamouring for a cup of tea. <a name="Page_204" id="Page_204"></a>We must go in and +entertain her. She's all by herself in the library."</p> + +<p>"I shall be very glad," said Austin. "You go on first, and I'll be +with you in two minutes."</p> + +<p>So St Aubyn strode off to welcome his elderly relative, and when +Austin came into the room he found his friend stooping over a very +small, very dowdy old lady dressed in rusty black silk, with a large +bonnet rather on one side, who was standing on tiptoe, the better to +peck at St Aubyn's cheek by way of a salute. She had small, twinkling +eyes, a wrinkled face, and the very honestest wig that Austin had ever +seen; and yet there was an air and a style about the old body which +somehow belied her quaint appearance, and suggested the idea that she +was something more than the insignificant little creature that she +looked at first sight. And so in fact she was, being no less a +personage than the Dowager-Countess of Merthyr Tydvil, and a very +great lady indeed.</p> + +<p>"But, my dear aunt, why did you never let me know that I might expect +you?" St Aubyn was saying as Austin entered. "I might have been miles +away, and you'd have had all your journey for nothing."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_205" id="Page_205"></a>My dear, I'm staying with the people at Cleeve Castle, and I thought +I'd just give 'em the slip for an hour or two and take you by +surprise," answered the old lady as she sat down. "No, you needn't +ring—I ordered tea as soon as I came in. They just bore me out of my +life, you see, and they've got a pack o' riffraff staying with 'em +that I don't know how to sit in the same room with. But who's your +young friend over there? Why don't you introduce him?"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon!" said St Aubyn. "Mr Austin Trevor, a near +neighbour of mine. Austin, my aunt, Lady Merthyr Tydvil."</p> + +<p>"Why, of course I know now," said the old lady, nodding briskly. "So +you're Austin, are you? Roger was telling me about you not three weeks +ago. Well, Austin, I like the looks of you, and that's more than I can +say of most people, I can tell you. How long have you been living +hereabouts?"</p> + +<p>"Ever since I can remember," Austin said.</p> + +<p>"Roger, do touch the bell, there's a good creature," said Lady Merthyr +Tydvil. "That man of yours must be growing the tea-plants, I should +think. Ah, here he is. I'm gasping for something to drink. Did the +water boil, Richards? You're sure? How many spoonfuls <a name="Page_206" id="Page_206"></a>of tea did you +put in? H'm! Well, never mind now. I shall be better directly. What +are those? Oh—Nebuchadnezzar sandwiches. Very good. That's all we +want, I think."</p> + +<p>She dismissed the man with a gesture as though the house belonged to +her, while St Aubyn looked on, amused.</p> + +<p>"I thought I should never get here," she continued. "The driver was a +perfect imbecile, my dear—didn't know the country a bit. And it's not +more than seven miles, you know, if it's as much. I was sure the +wretch was going wrong, and if I hadn't insisted on pulling him up and +asking a respectable-looking body where the house was I believe we +should have been wandering about the next shire at this moment. I've +no patience with such fools."</p> + +<p>"And how long are you staying at Cleeve?" asked St Aubyn, supplying +her with sandwiches.</p> + +<p>"I've been there nearly a week already, and the trouble lasts three +days more," replied his aunt, as she munched away. "The Duke's a fool, +and she's worse. Haven't the ghost of an idea, either of 'em, how to +mix people, you know. And what with their horrible charades, and their +nonsensical round games, and their everlasting bridge, I'm pretty well +at the end of my <a name="Page_207" id="Page_207"></a>tether. Never was among such a beef-witted set of +addlepates since I was born. The only man among 'em who isn't a +hopeless booby's a Socialist, and he's been twice in gaol for inciting +honest folks not to pay their taxes. Oh, they're a precious lot, I +promise you. I don't know what we're coming to, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>"But it's so easy not to do things," observed St Aubyn, lazily. "Why +on earth do you go there? I wouldn't, I know that."</p> + +<p>"Why does anybody do anything?" retorted the old lady. "We can't all +stay at home and write books that nobody reads, as you do."</p> + +<p>Austin looked up enquiringly. He had no idea that St Aubyn was an +author, and said so.</p> + +<p>"What, you didn't know that Roger wrote books?" said the old lady, +turning to him. "Oh yes, he does, my dear, and very fine books +too—only they're miles above the comprehension of stupid old women +like me. Probably you've not a notion what a learned person he really +is. I don't even know the names of the things he writes of."</p> + +<p>"And you never told me!" said Austin to his friend. "But you'll have +to lend me some of your books now, you know. I'm dying to know what +they're all about."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_208" id="Page_208"></a>They're chiefly about antiquities," responded St Aubyn; "early +Peruvian, Mexican, Egyptian, and so on. You're perfectly welcome to +read them all if you care to. They're not at all deep, whatever my +aunt may say."</p> + +<p>During this brief interchange of remarks, Lady Merthyr Tydvil had been +gazing rather fixedly at Austin, with her head on one side like an +enquiring old bird, and a puzzled expression on her face.</p> + +<p>"The most curious likeness!" she exclaimed. "Now, how is it that your +face seems so familiar to me, I wonder? I've certainly never seen you +anywhere before, and yet—and yet—who <i>is</i> it you remind me of, for +goodness' sake?"</p> + +<p>"I wish I could tell you," replied Austin, laughing. "Likenesses are +often quite accidental, and it may be——"</p> + +<p>"Stuff and nonsense, my dear," interrupted the old lady, brusquely. +"There's nothing accidental about this. You're the living image of +somebody, but who it is I can't for the life of me imagine. What do +you say your name is?"</p> + +<p>"My surname, you mean?—Trevor," replied Austin, beginning to be +rather interested.</p> + +<p>"Trevor!" cried Lady Merthyr Tydvil, her <a name="Page_209" id="Page_209"></a>voice rising almost to a +squeak. "No relation to Geoffrey Trevor who was in the 16th Lancers?"</p> + +<p>"He was my father," said Austin, much surprised.</p> + +<p>"Why, my dear, my dear, he was a <i>great</i> friend of mine!" exclaimed +the old lady, raising both her hands. "I knew him twenty years ago and +more, and was fonder of him than I ever let out to anybody. Of course +it doesn't matter a bit now, but I always told him that if I'd been a +single woman, and a quarter of a century younger, I'd have married him +out of hand. That was a standing joke between us, for I was old enough +to be his mother, and he was already engaged—ah, and a sweet pretty +creature she was, too, and I don't wonder he fell in love with her. So +you are Geoffrey's son! I can scarcely believe it, even now. But it's +your mother you take after, not Geoffrey. She was a Miss—Miss——"</p> + +<p>"Her maiden name was Waterfield," interpolated Austin.</p> + +<p>"So it was, so it was!" assented the old lady, eagerly. "What a memory +you've got, to be sure. One of Sir Philip Waterfield's daughters, down +in Leicestershire. And her other name was Dorothea. Why, I remember it +all now as though it had happened yesterday. Your father made <a name="Page_210" id="Page_210"></a>me his +confidante all through; such a state as he was in you never saw, +wondering whether she'd have him, never able to screw up his courage +to ask her, now all down in the dumps and the next day halfway up to +the moon. Well, of course they were married at last, and then I +somehow lost sight of them. They went abroad, I think, and when they +came back they settled in some place on the other side of nowhere and +I never saw them again. And you are their son Austin!"</p> + +<p>Interested as he was in these reminiscences, Austin could not help +being struck with the wonderful grace of this curious old lady's +gestures. In spite of her skimpy dress and antiquated bonnet, she was, +he thought, the most exquisitely-bred old woman he had ever seen. +Every movement was a charm, and he watched her, as she spoke, with +growing fascination and delight.</p> + +<p>"It is quite marvellous to think you knew my parents," he said in +reply, "while I have no recollection of either of them. My mother died +when I was born, and my father a year or two later. What was my mother +like? Did you know her well?"</p> + +<p>"She was a delicate-looking creature, with a <a name="Page_211" id="Page_211"></a>pale face and dark-grey +eyes," answered the old lady, "and you put me in mind of her very +strongly. I didn't know her very well, but I remember your father +bringing her to call on me when they were first engaged, and a +wonderfully handsome couple they were. No doubt they were very happy, +but their lives were cut short, as so often happens, leaving a lot of +stupid people alive that the world could well dispense with. But I see +you've lost one of your legs! How did that come about, I should like +to know?"</p> + +<p>"Oh—something went wrong with the bone, and it had to be cut off," +said Austin, rather vaguely.</p> + +<p>"Dear, dear, what a pity," was the old lady's comment. "And are you +very sorry for yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Not in the least," said Austin, smiling brightly. "I've got quite +fond of my new one."</p> + +<p>"You're quite a philosopher, I see," said the old lady, nodding; "as +great a philosopher as the fox who couldn't reach the grapes, and he +was one of the wisest who ever lived. And now I think I'll have +another cup of tea, Roger, if there's any left. Give me two lumps of +sugar, and just enough cream to swear by."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212"></a>The conversation now became more general, and Austin, thinking that +the countess would like to be alone with her nephew for a few minutes +before returning to the Castle, watched for an opportunity of taking +leave. He soon rose, and said he must be going home. The old lady +shook hands with him in the most cordial manner, telling him that in +no case must he ever forget his mother—oblivious, apparently, of the +fact that by no earthly possibility could he remember her; and St +Aubyn accompanied him to the door. "You've quite won her heart," he +said, laughingly, as he bade the boy farewell. "If she was ever in +love with your father, she seems to have transferred her affections to +you. Good-bye—and don't let it be too long before you come again."</p> + +<p>Austin brandished his leg with more than usual haughtiness as he +thudded his way home along the road. He always gave it a sort of +additional swing when he was excited or pleased, and on this +particular occasion his gait was almost defiant. It must be confessed +that, never having known either of his parents, he had not hitherto +thought much about them. There was one small and much-faded photograph +of his father, which Aunt Charlotte kept locked up in a drawer, but +<a name="Page_213" id="Page_213"></a>of his mother there was no likeness at all, and he had no idea +whatever of her appearance. But now he began to feel more interest in +them, and a sense of longing, not unmixed with curiosity, took +possession of him. What sort of a woman, he wondered, could that +unknown mother have been? Well, physically he was himself like her—so +Lady Merthyr Tydvil had said; and so much like her that it was through +that very resemblance that all these interesting discoveries had been +made. Then his thoughts reverted to what Aunt Charlotte had told him +about his mother's dying words, and how bitterly she had grieved at +not living to bring him up herself. And yet she was still +alive—somewhere—though in a world removed. Of course he couldn't +remember her, having never seen her, <i>but she had not forgotten +him</i>—of that he felt convinced. That was a curious reflection. His +mother was alive, and mindful of him. He could not prove it, +naturally, but he knew it all the same. He realised it as though by +instinct. And who could tell how near she might be to him? Distance, +after all, is not necessarily a matter of miles. One may be only a few +inches from another person, and yet if those inches are occupied by an +impenetrable wall of solid steel, the two will be <a name="Page_214" id="Page_214"></a>as much separated +as though an ocean rolled between them. On the other hand, Austin had +read of cases in which two friends were actually on the opposite sides +of an ocean, and yet, through some mysterious channel, were sometimes +conscious, in a sub-conscious way, of each other's thoughts and +circumstances. Perhaps his mother could even see him, although he +could not see her. It was all a very fascinating puzzle, but there was +some truth underlying it somewhere, if he could only find it out.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Tenth" id="Chapter_the_Tenth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215"></a>Chapter the Tenth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Austin returned in plenty of time to spend a few minutes loitering in +the garden after he had dressed for dinner. It was a favourite habit +of his, and he said it gave him an appetite; but the truth was that he +always loved to be in the open air to the very last moment of the day, +watching the colours of the sky as they changed and melted into +twilight. On this particular evening the heavens were streaked with +primrose, and pale iris, and delicate limpid green; and so absorbed +was he in gazing at this splendour of dissolving beauty that he forgot +all about his appetite, and had to be called twice over before he +could drag himself away.</p> + +<p>"Well, and did you have an interesting visit?" asked Aunt Charlotte, +when dinner was halfway through. "You found Mr St Aubyn at home?"</p> + +<p>Austin had been unusually silent up till then, <a name="Page_216" id="Page_216"></a>being somewhat +preoccupied with the experiences of the afternoon. He wanted to ask +his aunt all manner of questions, but scarcely liked to do so as long +as the servant was waiting. But now he could hold out no longer.</p> + +<p>"Yes—even more interesting than I hoped," he answered. "I had plenty +of delightful chat with St Aubyn, and then a visitor came in. It's +that that I want to talk about."</p> + +<p>"A visitor, eh?" said Aunt Charlotte, her attention quickening. "What +sort of a visitor? A lady?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, an old lady," replied Austin, "who——"</p> + +<p>"Did she come in an open fly?" pursued Aunt Charlotte, helping herself +to sauce.</p> + +<p>"Why, how did you know? I believe she did," said Austin. "She had +driven over from Cleeve."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I must have seen her," said Aunt Charlotte. "A +queer-looking old person in a great bonnet. I happened to be walking +through the village, and she stopped the fly to ask me the way to the +Court, and I remember wondering who she could possibly be. I suppose +it was she whom you met there."</p> + +<p>"What, was it <i>you</i> she asked?" exclaimed Austin, opening his eyes. +"She told us the driver <a name="Page_217" id="Page_217"></a>didn't know the way, and that she'd +enquired—oh dear, oh dear, how funny!"</p> + +<p>"What's funny?" demanded Aunt Charlotte, abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, never mind, I can't tell you, and it doesn't matter in the +least," said Austin, beginning to giggle. "Only I shouldn't have known +it was you from her description."</p> + +<p>"Why, what did she say?" Aunt Charlotte was getting suspicious.</p> + +<p>"My dear auntie, she didn't know who you were, of course," replied +Austin, "and she bore high testimony to the respectability of your +appearance, that's all. Only it's so funny to think it was you. It +never occurred to me for a moment."</p> + +<p>"What did she <i>say</i>, Austin?" repeated Aunt Charlotte, sternly. "I +insist upon knowing her exact words. Of course it doesn't really +matter what a poor old thing like that may have said, but I always +like to be precise, and it's just as well to know how one strikes a +stranger. It wasn't anything rude, I hope, for I'm sure I answered her +quite kindly."</p> + +<p>The servant was out of the room. "No, auntie, I don't think it was +rude, but it was so comic——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_218" id="Page_218"></a>Do stop giggling, and tell me what it was," interrupted Aunt +Charlotte, impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Well, she only said you were a respectable-looking body," replied +Austin, as gravely as he could. "And so you are, you know, auntie, +though, perhaps, if I had to describe you I should put it in rather +different words. I'm sure she meant it as a compliment."</p> + +<p>"Upon my word, I feel extremely flattered!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, +reddening. "A respectable-looking body, indeed! Well, it's something +to know I look respectable. And who was this very patronising old +person, pray? Some old nurse or other, I should say, to judge by her +appearance."</p> + +<p>"She was the Countess of Merthyr Tydvil, St Aubyn's aunt," said +Austin, enjoying the joke.</p> + +<p>"The Countess of Merthyr Tydvil!" echoed Aunt Charlotte, amazed.</p> + +<p>"And she's staying with the Duke at Cleeve Castle," added Austin. "But +that's not the point. Just fancy, auntie, she actually knew my father! +She knew him before he was married, and they were tremendous friends. +It all came out because she said I was so like somebody, and she +couldn't think who it could be, and then she <a name="Page_219" id="Page_219"></a>asked what my surname +was, and so on, till we found out all about it. Wasn't it curious? Did +you ever hear of her before?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I never knew of her existence till this moment," answered Aunt +Charlotte, beginning to get interested. "Your father had any number of +friends, and of course we didn't know them all. Well, it is curious, I +must say. But she didn't say you were like your father, did she?"</p> + +<p>"No—my mother," replied Austin. "She didn't know her much, but she +remembers her very well. She said she was a very lovely person, too."</p> + +<p>"Your father was good-looking in a way," said Aunt Charlotte, falling +into a reminiscent mood, "but not in the least like you. He used to go +a great deal into society, and no doubt it was there he met this Lady +Merthyr Tydvil, and any number of others. Did she tell you anything +about him—anything, I mean, that you didn't know before?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't think she did, except that she was very fond of him and +would like to have married him herself. But as she was married +already, and he was engaged to somebody else, of course it was too +late."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_220" id="Page_220"></a>What! She told you that?" cried Aunt Charlotte, scandalized. "What a +shameless old hussy she must be!"</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it," retorted Austin. "She's a sweet old woman, and I +love her very much. Besides, she only meant it in fun."</p> + +<p>"Fun, indeed!" sniffed Aunt Charlotte, primly. "She may call me a +respectable-looking body as much as she likes now. It's more than I +can say for her."</p> + +<p>"Auntie, you <i>are</i> an old goose!" exclaimed Austin, with a burst of +laughter. "You never could see a joke. She called you a +respectable-looking body, and you called her a queer old woman like a +nurse. Now you say she's a shameless old hussy, and so, on the whole, +I think you've won the match."</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte relapsed into silence, and did not speak again until +the dessert had been brought in. Austin helped himself to a plateful +of black cherries, while his aunt toyed with a peach. At last she +said, in rather a hesitating tone:</p> + +<p>"Well, you've told me your adventures, so there's an end of that. But +I've had a little adventure of my own this afternoon; though whether +it would interest you to hear it——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_221" id="Page_221"></a>Oh, do tell me!" said Austin, eagerly. "An adventure—you?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not sure whether adventure is quite the correct expression," +replied Aunt Charlotte, "and I don't quite know how to begin. You see, +my dear Austin, that you are very young."</p> + +<p>"It isn't anything improper, is it?" asked Austin, innocently.</p> + +<p>"If you say such things as that I won't utter another word," rejoined +his aunt. "I simply state the fact—that you are very young."</p> + +<p>"And I hope I shall always remain so," Austin said.</p> + +<p>"That being the case," resumed his aunt, impressively, "a great many +things happened long before you were born."</p> + +<p>"I've never doubted that for a moment, even in my most sceptical +moods," Austin assured her seriously.</p> + +<p>"Well, I once knew a gentleman," continued Aunt Charlotte, "of whom I +used to see a great deal. Indeed I had reasons for believing that—the +gentleman—rather appreciated my—conversation. Perhaps I was a little +more sprightly in those days than I am now. Anyhow, he paid me +considerable attention——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_222" id="Page_222"></a>Oh!" cried Austin, opening his eyes as wide as they would go. "Oh, +auntie!"</p> + +<p>"Of course things never went any further," said Aunt Charlotte, +"though I don't know what might have happened had it not been that I +gave him no encouragement whatever."</p> + +<p>"But why didn't you? What was he like? Tell me all about him!" +interrupted Austin, excitedly. "Was he a soldier, like father? I'm +sure he was—a beautiful soldier in the Blues, whatever the Blues may +be, with a grand uniform and clanking spurs. That's the sort of man +that would have captivated you, auntie. Was he wounded? Had he a +wooden leg? Oh, go on, go on! I'm dying to hear all about it."</p> + +<p>"That he had a uniform is possible, though I never saw him wear one, +and it may have been blue for anything I know; but that wouldn't imply +that he was in the Blues," replied his aunt, sedately. "No; the +strange thing was that he suddenly went abroad, and for +five-and-twenty years I never heard of him. And now he has written me +a letter."</p> + +<p>"A letter!" cried Austin. "This <i>is</i> an adventure, and no mistake. But +go on, go on."</p> + +<p>"I never was more astounded in my life," <a name="Page_223" id="Page_223"></a>resumed his aunt. "A letter +came from him this afternoon. He recalls himself to my remembrance, +and says—this is the most singular part—that he was actually staying +quite close to here only a short time ago, but had no idea that I was +living here. Had he known it he would most certainly have called, but +as he has only just discovered it, quite accidentally, he says he +shall make a point of coming down again, when he hopes he may be +permitted to renew our old acquaintance."</p> + +<p>"Now look here, auntie," said Austin, sitting bolt upright. "Let him +call, by all means, and see how well you look after being deserted for +five-and-twenty years; but I don't want a step-uncle, and you are not +to give me one. Fancy me with an Uncle Charlotte! That wouldn't do, +you know. You won't give me a step-uncle, will you? Please!"</p> + +<p>"Don't be absurd, my dear; and do, for goodness' sake, keep that +dreadful leg of yours quiet if you can. It always gives me the jumps +when you go on jerking it about like that. Of course I should never +dream of marrying now; but I confess I do feel a little curious to see +what my old friend looks like after all these years——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_224" id="Page_224"></a>Your old admirer, you mean," interpolated Austin. "To think of your +having had a romance! You can't throw stones at Lady Merthyr Tydvil +now, you know. I believe you're a regular flirt, auntie, I do indeed. +This poor young man now; you say he disappeared, but <i>I</i> believe you +simply drove him away in despair by your cruelty. Were you a 'cruel +maid' like the young women one reads about in poetry-books? Oh, +auntie, auntie, I shall never have faith in you again."</p> + +<p>"You're a very disrespectful boy, that's what <i>you</i> are," retorted +Aunt Charlotte, turning as pink as her ribbons. "The gentleman we're +speaking of must be quite elderly, several years older than I am, and, +for all I know, he may have a wife and half-a-dozen grown-up children +by this time. You let your tongue wag a very great deal too fast, I +can tell you, Austin."</p> + +<p>"But what's his name?" asked Austin, not in the least abashed. "We +can't go on for ever referring to him as 'the gentleman,' as though +there were no other gentlemen in the world, can we now?"</p> + +<p>"His name is Ogilvie—Mr Granville Ogilvie," replied his aunt. "He +belongs to a very fine old family in the north. There have been +Ogilvies <a name="Page_225" id="Page_225"></a>distinguished in many ways—in literature, in the services, +and in politics. But there was always a mystery about Granville, +somehow. However, I expect he'll be calling here in a few days, and +then, no doubt, your curiosity will be gratified."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know what he'll be like," said Austin. "A lean, brown +traveller, with his face tanned by tropic suns and Arctic snows to the +colour of an old saddle-bag. His hair, of course, prematurely grey. On +his right cheek there'll be a lovely bright-blue scar, where a +charming tiger scratched him just before he killed it with unerring +aim. I know the sort of person exactly. And now he comes to say that +he lays his battered, weather-worn old carcase at the feet of the +cruel maid who spurned it when it was young and strong and beautiful. +And the cruel maid, now in the full bloom of placid maternity—I mean +maturity——"</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue or I'll pull your ears!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, +scarlet with confusion. "You'll make me sorry I ever said anything to +you on the subject. Mr Ogilvie, as far as I can judge from his letter, +is a most polished gentleman. There's a quaint, old-world courtesy +about him which one scarcely ever meets with at the <a name="Page_226" id="Page_226"></a>present day. Just +remember, if you please, that we're simply two old friends, who are +going to meet again after having lost sight of each other for +five-and-twenty years; and what there is to laugh about in that I +entirely fail to see."</p> + +<p>"Dear auntie, I won't laugh any more, I promise you," said Austin. +"I'm sure he'll turn out a most courtly old personage, and perhaps +he'll have an enormous fortune that he made by shaking pagoda-trees in +India. How do pagodas grow on trees, I wonder? I always thought a +pagoda was a sort of odalisque—isn't that right? Oh, I mean +obelisk—with beautiful flounces all the way up to the top. It seems a +funny way of making money, doesn't it. Where is India, by the bye? +Anywhere near Peru?"</p> + +<p>"Your ignorance is positively disgraceful, Austin," said Aunt +Charlotte, with great severity. "I only hope you won't talk like that +in the presence of Mr Ogilvie. I expect you're right in surmising that +he's been a great traveller, for he says himself that he has led a +very wandering, restless life, and he would be shocked to think I had +a nephew who didn't know how to find India upon the map. There, you've +had quite as many cherries as are good for you, I'm <a name="Page_227" id="Page_227"></a>sure. Let us go +and see if it's dry enough to have our coffee on the lawn, while +Martha clears away."</p> + +<p>Now although Austin was intensely tickled at the idea of Aunt Charlotte +having had a love-affair, and a love-affair that appeared to threaten +renewal, the fact was that he really felt just a little anxious. Not +that he believed for a moment that she would be such a goose as to +marry, at her age; that, he assured himself, was impossible. But it is +often the very things we tell ourselves are impossible that we fear the +most, and Austin, in spite of his curiosity to see his aunt's old flame, +looked forward to his arrival with just a little apprehension. For some +reason or other, he considered himself partly responsible for Aunt +Charlotte. The poor lady had so many limitations, she was so hopelessly +impervious to a joke, her views were so stereotyped and conventional—in +a word, she was so terribly Early Victorian, that there was no knowing +how she might be taken in and done for if he did not look after her a +bit. But how to do it was the difficulty. Certainly he could not prevent +the elderly swain from calling, and, of course, it would be only proper +that he himself should be absent when the two first came together. A +<i>tête-à-tête</i> <a name="Page_228" id="Page_228"></a>between them was inevitable, and was not likely to be +decisive. But, this once over, he would appear upon the scene, take +stock of the aspirant, and shape his policy accordingly. What sort of a +man, he wondered, could Mr Ogilvie be? He had actually passed through +the town not so very long ago; but then so had hundreds of strangers, +and Austin had never noticed anyone in particular—certainly no one who +was in the least likely to be the gentleman in question. There was +nothing to be done, meanwhile, then, but to wait and watch. Perhaps the +gentleman would not want to marry Aunt Charlotte after all. Perhaps, as +she herself had suggested, he had a wife and family already. Neither of +them knew anything at all about him. He might be a battered old +traveller, or an Anglo-Indian nabob, or a needy haunter of Continental +pensions, or a convict just emerged from a term of penal servitude. He +might be as rich as Midas, or as poor as a church-mouse. But on one +thing Austin was determined—Aunt Charlotte must be saved from herself, +if necessary. They wanted no interloper in their peaceful home. And he, +Austin, would go forth into the world, wooden leg and all, rather than +submit to be saddled with a step-uncle.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229"></a>As for Aunt Charlotte, she, too, deemed it beyond the dreams of +possibility that she would ever marry. In fact, it was only Austin's +nonsense that had put so ridiculous a notion into her head. It was +true that, in the years gone by, the attentions of young Granville +Ogilvie had occasioned her heart a flutter. Perhaps some faint, +far-off reverberation of that flutter was making itself felt in her +heart now. It is so, no doubt, with many maiden ladies when they look +back upon the past. But if she had ever felt a little sore at her +sudden abandonment by the mercurial young man who had once touched her +fancy, the tiny scratch had healed and been forgotten long ago. At the +same time, although the idea of marriage after five-and-twenty years +was too absurd to be dwelt on for a moment, the worthy lady could not +help feeling how delightful it would be to be <i>asked</i>. Of course, that +would involve the extremely painful process of refusing; and Aunt +Charlotte, in spite of her rough tongue, was a merciful woman, and +never willingly inflicted suffering upon anybody. Even blackbeetles, +as she often told herself, were God's creatures, and Mr Ogilvie, +although he had deserted her, no doubt had finer sensibilities than a +blackbeetle. So she did not wish to hurt him <a name="Page_230" id="Page_230"></a>if she could avoid it; +still, a proposal of marriage at the age of forty-seven would be +rather a feather in her cap, and she was too true a woman to be +indifferent to that coveted decoration. But then, once more, it was +quite possible that he would not propose at all.</p> + +<p>The next morning Austin put on his straw hat, and went and sat down by +the old stone fountain in the full blaze of the sun, as was his +custom. Lubin was somewhere in the shrubbery, and, unaware that anyone +was within hearing, was warbling lustily to himself. Austin +immediately pricked up his ears, for he had had no idea that Lubin was +a vocalist. Away he carolled blithely enough, in a rough but not +unmusical voice, and Austin was just able to catch some of the words +of the quaint old west-country ballad that he was singing.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"Welcome to town, Tom Dove, Tom Dove,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The merriest man alive,<br /></span> +<span> Thy company still we love, we love,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">God grant thee still to thrive.<br /></span> +<span> And never will we, depart from thee,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For better or worse, my joy!<br /></span> +<span> For thou shalt still, have our good will,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">God's blessing on my sweet boy."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Bravo, Lubin!" cried Austin, clapping his hands. "You do sing +beautifully. And what <a name="Page_231" id="Page_231"></a>a delightful old song! Where did you pick it +up?"</p> + +<p>"Eh, Master Austin," said Lubin, emerging from among the +rhododendrons, "if I'd known you was a-listening I'd 'a faked up +something from a French opera for you. Why, that's an old song as I've +known ever since I was that high—'Tom of Exeter' they calls it. It's +a rare favourite wi' the maids down in the parts I come from."</p> + +<p>"Shows their good taste," said Austin. "It's awfully pretty. Who was +Tom Dove, and why did he come to town?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, I can't tell," replied Lubin. "Tis some made-up tale, I doubt. +They do say as how he was a tailor. But there is folks as'll say +anything, you know."</p> + +<p>"A tailor!" exclaimed Austin, scornfully, "That I'm sure he wasn't. +But oh, Lubin, there <i>is</i> somebody coming to town in a day or +two—somebody I want to find out about. Do you often go into the +town?"</p> + +<p>"Eh, well, just o' times; when there's anything to take me there," +answered Lubin, vaguely. "On market-days, every now and again."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I know, when you go and sell <a name="Page_232" id="Page_232"></a>ducks," put in Austin. "Now +what I want to know is this. Have you, within the last three or four +weeks, seen a stranger anywhere about?"</p> + +<p>"A stranger?" repeated Lubin. "Ay, that I certainly have. Any amount +o' strangers."</p> + +<p>"Oh well, yes, of course, how stupid of me!" exclaimed Austin, +impatiently. "There must have been scores and scores. But I mean a +particular stranger—a certain person in particular, if you understand +me. Anybody whose appearance struck you in any way."</p> + +<p>"Well, but what sort of a stranger?" asked Lubin. "Can't you tell me +anything about him? What'd he look like, now?"</p> + +<p>"That's just what I want to find out," replied Austin. "If I could +describe him I shouldn't want you to. All I know is that he's a sort +of elderly gentleman, rather more than fifty. He may be fifty-five, or +getting on for sixty. Now, isn't that near enough? Oh—and I'm almost +sure that he's a traveller."</p> + +<p>"H'm," pondered Lubin, leaning on his broom reflectively. "Well, yes, +I did see a sort of elderly gentleman some three or four weeks ago, +standing at the bar o' the 'Coach-and-Horses.' What his age might be I +couldn't exactly say, <a name="Page_233" id="Page_233"></a>'cause he was having a drink with his back +turned to the door. But he was a traveller, that I know."</p> + +<p>"A traveller? I wonder whether that was the one!" exclaimed Austin. +"Had he a dark-brown face? Or a wooden leg? Or a scar down one of his +cheeks?"</p> + +<p>"Not as I see," answered Lubin, beginning to sweep the lawn. "But a +traveller he was, because the barmaid told me so. Travelled all over +the country in bonnets."</p> + +<p>"Travelled in bonnets?" cried Austin. "What <i>do</i> you mean, Lubin? How +can a man go travelling about the country in a bonnet? Had he a bonnet +on when you saw him drinking in the bar?"</p> + +<p>"Lor', Master Austin, wherever was you brought up?" exclaimed Lubin, +in grave amazement at the youth's ignorance. "When a gentleman +'travels' in anything, it means he goes about getting orders for it. +Now this here gentleman was agent, I take it, for some big millinery +shop in London, and come down here wi' boxes an' boxes o' bonnets, an' +tokes, and all sorts o' female headgear as women goes about in——"</p> + +<p>"In short, he was a commercial traveller," <a name="Page_234" id="Page_234"></a>said Austin, very mildly. +"You see, my dear Lubin, we have been talking of different things. I +wasn't thinking of a gentleman who hawks haberdashery. When I said +traveller, I meant a man who goes tramping across Africa, and shoots +elephants, and gets snowed up at the North Pole, and has all sorts of +uncomfortable and quite incredible adventures. They always have faces +as brown as an old trunk, and generally limp when they walk. That's +the sort of person I'm looking out for. You haven't seen anyone like +that, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Nay—nary a one," said Lubin, shaking his head. "Would he have been +putting up at one o' the inns, now, or staying long wi' some o' the +gentry?"</p> + +<p>"I haven't the slightest idea," acknowledged Austin.</p> + +<p>"Might as well go about looking for a ram wi' five feet," remarked +Lubin. "Some things you can't find 'cause they don't exist, and other +things you can't find 'cause there's too many of 'em. And as you don't +know nothing about this gentleman, and wouldn't know him if you met +him in the street permiscuous, I take it you'll have to wait to see +what he looks like till he turns up again of his own accord. 'Tain't +in reason as <a name="Page_235" id="Page_235"></a>you can go up to every old gentleman with a brown face +as you never see before an' ask him if he's ever been snowed up at the +North Pole and why he hasn't got a wooden leg. He'd think, as likely +as not, as you was trying to get a rise out of him. Don't you know +what the name may be, neither?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I do, of course," responded Austin. "He's a Mr Ogilvie."</p> + +<p>"Never heard of 'im," said Lubin. "Might find out at one o' the inns +if any party o' that name's been staying there, but I doubt they +wouldn't remember. Folks don't generally stay more'n one night, you +see, just to have a look at the old market-place and the church, and +then off they go next morning and don't leave no addresses. Th' only +sort as stays a day or two are the artists, and they'll stay painting +here for more'n a week at a time. It may 'a been one o' them."</p> + +<p>"I wonder!" exclaimed Austin, struck by the idea. "Perhaps he's an +artist, after all; artists do travel, I know. I never thought of that. +However, it doesn't matter. It's only some old friend of Aunt +Charlotte's, and he's coming to call on her soon, so it isn't worth +bothering about meanwhile."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236"></a>He therefore dismissed the matter from his mind, and set about the far +more profitable employment of fortifying himself by a morning's +devotion to garden-craft, both manual and mental, against the +martyrdom (as he called it) that he was to undergo that afternoon. For +Aunt Charlotte had insisted on his accompanying her to tea at the +vicarage, and this was a function he detested with all his heart. He +never knew whom he might meet there, and always went in fear of +Cobbledicks, MacTavishes, and others of the same sort. The vicar +himself he did not mind so much—the vicar was not a bad little thing +in his way; but Mrs Sheepshanks, with her patronising disapproval and +affected airs of smartness, he couldn't endure, while the Socialistic +curate was his aversion. The reason he hated the curate was partly +because he always wore black knickerbockers, and partly because he was +such chums with the MacTavish boys. How any self-respecting individual +could put up with such savages as Jock and Sandy was a problem that +Austin was wholly unable to solve, until it was suggested to him by +somebody that the real attraction was neither Jock nor Sandy, but one +of their screaming sisters—a Florrie, or a Lottie, or an Aggie—it +really did not matter which, since <a name="Page_237" id="Page_237"></a>they were all alike. When this +once dawned upon him, Austin despised the knickerbockered curate more +than ever.</p> + +<p>On the present occasion, however, the MacTavishes were happily not +there; the only other guest (for of course the curate didn't count) +being a friend of the curate's, who had come to spend a few days with +him in the country. The friend was a harsh-featured, swarthy young +man, belonging to what may be called the muscular variety of high +Ritualism; much given to a sort of aggressive slang—he had been known +to refer to the bishop of his diocese as "the sporting old jester that +bosses our show"—and representing militant sacerdotalism in its most +blusterous and rampant form. He was also in the habit of informing +people that he was "nuts" on the Athanasian Creed, and expressing the +somewhat arbitrary opinion that if the Rev. John Wesley had had his +deserts he would have been exhibited in a pillory and used as a target +for stale eggs. There are a few such interesting youths in Holy +Orders, and the curate's friend was one of them.</p> + +<p>The party were assembled in the garden, where Mrs Sheepshanks's best +tea-service was laid out. To say that the conversation was brilliant +would <a name="Page_238" id="Page_238"></a>be an exaggeration; but it was pleasant and decorous, as +conversations at a vicarage ought to be. The two ladies compared notes +about the weather and the parish; the curate asked Austin what he had +been doing with himself lately; the friend kept silence, even from +good words, while the vicar, one of the mildest of his cloth, sat +blinking in furtive contemplation of the friend. Certainly it was not +a very exhilarating entertainment, and Austin felt that if it went on +much longer he should scream. What possible pleasure, he marvelled, +could Aunt Charlotte find in such a vapid form of dissipation? Even +the garden irritated him, for it was laid out in the silly Early +Victorian style, with wriggling paths, and ribbon borders, and shrubs +planted meaninglessly here and there about the lawn, and a dreadful +piece of sham rockwork in one corner. Of course the vicar's wife +thought it quite perfect, and always snubbed Austin in a very lofty +way if he ever ventured to express his own views as to how a garden +should be fitly ordered. Then his eye happened to fall upon the +curate's friend; and he caught the curate's friend in the act of +staring at him with a most offensive expression of undisguised +contempt.</p> + +<p>Now, Austin was courteous to everyone; but <a name="Page_239" id="Page_239"></a>to anybody he disliked his +politeness was simply deadly. Of course he took no notice of the young +parson's tacit insolence; he only longed, as fervently as he knew how +to long, for an opportunity of being polite to him. And the occasion +was soon forthcoming. The conversation growing more general by +degrees, a reference was made by the vicar, in passing, to a certain +clergyman of profound scholarship and enlightened views, whose +recently published book upon the prophet Daniel had been painfully +exercising the minds of the editor and readers of the <i>Church Times</i>; +and it was then that the curate's friend, without moving a muscle of +his face, suddenly leaned forward and said, in a rasping voice:</p> + +<p>"The man's an impostor and a heretic. He ought to be burned. I would +gladly walk in the procession, singing the 'Te Deum,' and set fire to +the faggots myself."<a name="FNanchor_A_1" id="FNanchor_A_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_A_1"><sup>[A]</sup></a></p> + +<p>And there was no doubt he meant it. A dead silence fell upon the +party. The curate looked horribly annoyed. The ladies exclaimed "Oh!" +with a little shudder of dismay. The vicar started, fidgeted, and +blinked more nervously than ever. <a name="Page_240" id="Page_240"></a>Then Austin, with the most charming +manner in the world, broke the spell.</p> + +<p>"Really!" he exclaimed, turning towards the speaker, a bright smile of +interest upon his face. "That's a most delightfully original +suggestion. May I ask what religion you belong to?"</p> + +<p>"What religion!" scowled the curate's friend, astounded at the +enquiry.</p> + +<p>"Yes—it must be one I never heard of," replied Austin, sweetly. "I am +so awfully ignorant, you know; I know nothing of geography, and +scarcely anything about the religions of savage countries. Are you a +Thug?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Austin!" breathed Aunt Charlotte, faintly.</p> + +<p>"I always do make such mistakes," continued Austin, with his most +engaging air; "I'm so sorry, please forgive me if I'm stupid. I +forgot, of course Thugs don't burn people alive, they only strangle +them. Perhaps I'm thinking of the Bosjesmans, or the Andaman +Islanders, or the aborigines of New Guinea. I do get so mixed up! But +I've often thought how lovely it would be to meet a cannibal. You +aren't a cannibal, are you?" he added wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I'm a priest of the Church of England," replied the curate's friend, +with crushing scorn, <a name="Page_241" id="Page_241"></a>though his face was livid. "When you're a little +older you'll probably understand all that that implies."</p> + +<p>"Fancy!" exclaimed Austin, with an air of innocent amazement. "I've +heard of the Church of England, but I quite thought you must belong to +one of those curious persuasions in Africa, isn't it—or is it +Borneo?—where the services consist in skinning people alive and then +roasting them for dinner. It occurred to me that you might have gone +there as a missionary, and that the savages had converted you instead +of you converting the savages. I'm sure I beg your pardon. And have +you ever set fire to a bishop?"</p> + +<p>"Austin! Austin!" came still more faintly from Aunt Charlotte.</p> + +<p>The vicar, scandalised at first, was now in convulsions of silent +laughter. Mrs Sheepshanks's parasol was lowered in a most suspicious +manner, so as completely to hide her face; while the unfortunate +curate, with his head almost between his knees, was working havoc in +the vicarage lawn with the point of a heavy walking-stick. The only +person who seemed perfectly at his ease was Austin, and he was +enjoying himself hugely. Then the vicar, feeling it incumbent <a name="Page_242" id="Page_242"></a>upon +him, as host, to say something to relieve the strain, attempted to +pull himself together.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy," he said, in rather a quavering voice, "you may be +perfectly sure that our valued guest has no sympathy with any of the +barbarous religions you allude to, but is a most loyal member of the +Church of England; and that when he said he would like to 'burn' a +brother clergyman—one of the greatest Talmudists and Hebrew scholars +now alive—it was only his humorous way of intimating that he was +inclined to differ from him on one or two obscure points of historical +or verbal criticism which——"</p> + +<p>"It was not," said the curate's friend.</p> + +<p>Mrs Sheepshanks immediately turned to Aunt Charlotte, and remarked +that feather boas were likely to be more than ever in fashion when the +weather changed; and Aunt Charlotte said she had heard from a most +authoritative source that pleated corselets were to be the rage that +autumn. Both ladies then agreed that the days were certainly beginning +to draw in, and asked the curate if he didn't think so too. The curate +fumbled in his pocket, and offered Austin a cigarette, and Austin, +noticing the unconcealed annoyance of the unfortunate young man, who +<a name="Page_243" id="Page_243"></a>was really not a bad fellow in the main, felt kindly towards him, and +accepted the cigarette with effusion. The vicar relapsed into silence, +making no attempt to complete his unfinished sentence; then he stole a +glance at the saturnine face of the stranger, and from that moment +became an almost liberal-minded theologian; He had had an +object-lesson that was to last him all his life, and he never forgot +it.</p> + +<p>"Well, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte, when they were walking home, a +few minutes later, "of course you <i>ought</i> to have a severe scolding +for your behaviour this afternoon; but the fact is, my dear, that on +this occasion I do not feel inclined to give you one. That man was +perfectly horrible, and deserved everything he got. I only hope it may +have done him good. I couldn't have believed such people existed at +the present day. The most charitable view to take of him is that he +can scarcely be in his right mind."</p> + +<p>"What, because he wanted to burn somebody alive?" said Austin. "Oh, +that was natural enough. I thought it rather an amusing idea, to tell +the truth. The reason I went for him was that I caught him making +faces at me when he thought I wasn't looking. I saw at once that he +<a name="Page_244" id="Page_244"></a>was a beast, so the instant he gave me an opportunity of settling +accounts with him I took it. Oh, what a blessing it is to be at home +again! Dear auntie, let's make a virtuous resolution. We'll neither of +us go to the vicarage again as long as we both shall live."</p> + +<p>He strolled into the garden—the good garden, with straight walks, and +clipped hedges, and fair formal shape—and threw himself down upon a +long chair. He had already begun to forget the incidents of the +afternoon. Here was rest, and peace, and beauty. How tired he was! Why +did he feel so tired? He could not tell. A deep sense of satisfaction +and repose stole over him. Lubin was there, tidying up, but he did not +feel any inclination to talk to Lubin or anybody else. He liked +watching Lubin, however, for Lubin was part of the garden, and all his +associations with him were pleasant. The scent of the flowers and the +grass possessed him. The sun was far from setting, and a young +crescent moon was hovering high in the heavens, looking like a silver +sickle against the blue. From the distant church came the sound of +bells ringing for even-song, faint as horns of elf-land, through the +still air. He felt that he would like to lie there always—just +resting, and drinking in the beauty of the world.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245"></a>Suddenly he half-rose. "Lubin!" he called out quickly, in an +undertone.</p> + +<p>"Sir," responded Lubin, turning round.</p> + +<p>"Who was that lady looking over the garden-gate just now?"</p> + +<p>"Lady?" repeated Lubin. "I never saw no lady. Whereabouts was she?"</p> + +<p>"On the path of course, outside. A second ago. She stood looking at me +over the gate, and then went on. Run to the gate and see how far she's +got—quick!"</p> + +<p>Lubin did as he was bidden without delay, looking up and down the +road. Then he returned, and soberly picked up his broom.</p> + +<p>"There ain't no lady there," he said. "No one in sight either way. +Must 'a been your fancy, Master Austin, I expect."</p> + +<p>"Fancy, indeed!" retorted Austin, excitedly. "You'll tell me next it's +my fancy that I'm looking at you now. A lady in a large hat and a sort +of light-coloured dress. She <i>must</i> be there. There's nowhere else for +her to be, unless the earth has swallowed her up. I'll go and look +myself."</p> + +<p>He struggled up and staggered as fast as he could go to the gate. Then +he pushed it open and went out as far as the middle of the road <a name="Page_246" id="Page_246"></a>from +which he could see at least a hundred yards each way. But not a living +creature was in sight.</p> + +<p>"It's enough to make one's hair stand on end!" he exclaimed, as he +came slowly back. "Where can she have got to? She was here—here, by +the gate—not twenty seconds ago, only a few yards from where I was +sitting. Don't talk to me about fancy; that's sheer nonsense. I saw +her as distinctly as I see you now, and I should know her again +directly if I saw her a year hence. Of all inexplicable things!"</p> + +<p>There was no more lying down. He was too much puzzled and excited to +keep still. Up and down he paced, cudgelling his brains in search of +an explanation, wondering what it could all mean, and longing for +another glimpse of the mysterious visitor. For one brief moment he had +had a full, clear view of her face, and in that moment he had been +struck by her unmistakable resemblance to himself.</p> + +<a name="Footnote_A_1" id="Footnote_A_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_A_1">[A]</a><div class="note"><p> A fact. Said in the writer's presence by a young +clergyman of the same breed as the one here described.</p></div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Eleventh" id="Chapter_the_Eleventh"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247"></a>Chapter the Eleventh<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>The repairs to the ceiling in Austin's room were now finished, and it +was with great satisfaction that he resumed possession of his old +quarters. The mysterious events that had befallen him when he slept +there last, some weeks before, recurred very vividly to his mind as he +found himself once more amid the familiar surroundings, and although +he heard no more raps or anything else of an abnormal nature, he felt +that, whatever dangers might threaten him in the future, he would +always be protected by those he thought of as his unseen friends. Aunt +Charlotte, meanwhile, had taken an opportunity of consulting the vicar +as to the orthodoxy of a belief in guardian angels, and the vicar had +reassured her at once by referring her to the Collect for St Michael +and All Angels, in which we are invited to pray that they may succour +and defend us upon earth; so that there really was nothing +<a name="Page_248" id="Page_248"></a>superstitious in the conclusion that, as Austin had undoubtedly been +succoured and defended in a very remarkable manner on more than one +occasion, some benevolent entity from a better world might have had a +hand in it. The worthy lady, of course, could not resist the +temptation of informing Mr Sheepshanks of what her bankers had said +about the investment he had so earnestly urged upon her, and the vicar +seemed greatly surprised. He had not put any money into it himself, it +was true, but was being sorely tempted by another prospectus he had +just received of an enterprise for recovering the baggage which King +John lost some centuries ago in the Wash. The only consideration that +made him hesitate was the uncertainty whether, in view of the +perishable nature of the things themselves, they would be worth very +much to anybody if ever they were fished up.</p> + +<p>"Austin," said Aunt Charlotte, two days afterwards at breakfast, "I +have had another letter from Mr Ogilvie. Of course I wrote to him when +I heard first, saying how pleased I should be to see him whenever he +was in the neighbourhood again; and now I have his reply. He proposes +to call here to-morrow afternoon, and have a cup of tea with us."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_249" id="Page_249"></a>So the fateful day has come at last," remarked Austin. "Very well, +auntie, I'll make myself scarce while you're talking over old times +together, but I insist on coming in before he goes, remember. I'm +awfully curious to see what he's like. Do you think he wears a wig?"</p> + +<p>"I really haven't thought about it," replied his aunt. "It's nothing +to me whether he does or not—or to you either, for the matter of +that. Of course you must present yourself to him some time or other; +it would be most discourteous not to. And do, if you can, try and +behave rather more like other people. Don't parade your terrible +ignorance of geography, for instance, as you do sometimes. He would +think that I had neglected your education disgracefully, and seeing +what a traveller he's been himself—"</p> + +<p>"All right, auntie, I won't give you away," Austin assured her. "You'd +better tell him what a horrid dunce I am before I come in, and then he +won't be so surprised if I do put my foot in it. After all, we're not +sure that he's been a traveller. He may be a painter. Lubin says that +lots of painters come down here sometimes. My own idea is that he'll +turn out to be nothing but a bank manager, or perhaps a stockbroker. I +expect he's rolling in money."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250"></a>Austin had said nothing to his aunt about the lady who had looked over +the gate for one brief moment and then so unaccountably disappeared. +What would have been the use? He felt baffled and perplexed, but it +was not likely that Aunt Charlotte would be able to throw any light +upon the mystery. She would probably say that he had been dreaming, or +that he only imagined it, or that it was an old gipsy woman, or one of +the MacTavish girls playing a trick, or something equally fatuous and +absurd. But the more he thought of it the more he was convinced of the +reality of the whole thing, and of the existence of some great marvel. +That he had seen the lady was beyond question. That she had vanished +the next moment was also beyond question. That she had hidden behind a +tree or gone crouching in a ditch was inconceivable, to say the least +of it; so fair and gracious a person would scarcely descend to such +undignified manoeuvres, worthy only of a hoydenish peasant girl. And +yet, what could possibly have become of her? The enigma was quite +unsolvable.</p> + +<p>The next morning brought with it a surprise. Aunt Charlotte had some +very important documents that she wanted to deposit with her +bankers—so important, indeed, that she did not <a name="Page_251" id="Page_251"></a>like to entrust them +to the post; so Austin, half in jest, proposed that he should go to +town himself by an early train, and leave them at the bank in person. +To his no small astonishment, Aunt Charlotte took him at his word, +though not without some misgivings; instructed him to send her a +telegram as soon as ever the papers were in safe custody, and assured +him that she would not have a moment's peace until she got it. Austin, +much excited at the prospect of a change, packed the documents away in +the pistol-pocket of his trousers, and started off immediately after +breakfast in high spirits. The journey was a great delight to him, as +he had not travelled by railway for nearly a couple of years, and he +derived immense amusement from watching his fellow-passengers and +listening to their conversation. There was a party of very +serious-minded American tourists, with an accent reverberant enough to +have cracked the windows of the carriage had they not, luckily, been +open; and from the talk of these good people he learnt that they came +from a place called New Jerusalem, that they intended to do London in +two days, and that they answered to the names of Mr Thwing, Mr Moment, +and Mr and Mrs Skull. The gentlemen were arrayed in shiny +<a name="Page_252" id="Page_252"></a>broad-cloth, with narrow black ties, tied in a careless bow; the lady +wore long curls all down her back and a brown alpaca gown; and they +all seemed under the impression that the most important sights which +awaited them were the Metropolitan Tabernacle and some tunnel under +the Thames. The only other passenger was a rather smart-looking +gentleman with a flower in his buttonhole, who made himself very +pleasant; engaged Austin in conversation, gave him hints as to how +best to enjoy himself in London, asked him a number of questions about +where he lived and how he spent his time, and finished up by inviting +him to lunch. But Austin, never having seen the man before, declined; +and no amount of persuasion availed to make him alter his decision.</p> + +<p>On arrival in London, he got into an omnibus—not daring to call a +cab, lest he should pay the cabman a great deal too much or a great +deal too little—and in a short time was set down near Waterloo Place, +where the bank was situated. His first care was to relieve himself of +the precious documents, and this he did at once; but he thought the +clerk looked at him in a disagreeably sharp and suspicious manner, and +wondered whether it was possible he might be accused of <a name="Page_253" id="Page_253"></a>forgery and +given in charge to a policeman. The papers consisted of some +dividend-warrants payable to bearer, and an endorsed cheque, and the +clerk examined them with a most formidable and inquisitorial frown. +Then he asked Austin what his name was, and where he lived; and Austin +blushed and stammered to such an extent and made such confused replies +that the clerk looked more suspiciously at him than ever, and Austin +had it on the tip of his tongue to assure him that he really had not +stolen the documents, or forged Aunt Charlotte's name, or infringed +the laws in any way whatever that he could think of. But just then the +clerk, who had been holding a muttered consultation with another +gentleman of equally threatening aspect, turned to him again with a +less aggressive expression, as much as to say that he'd let him off +this time if he promised never to do it any more, and intimated, with +a sort of grudging nod, that he was free to go if he liked. Which +Austin, much relieved, forthwith proceeded to do.</p> + +<p>Then he stumped off as hard as he could go to the Post-Office near by, +to despatch the telegram which should set Aunt Charlotte's mind at +ease; and by dint of carefully observing what all the other people did +managed to get hold of a <a name="Page_254" id="Page_254"></a>telegraph-form and write his message. +"Documents all safe in the Bank.—Your affectionate Austin." That +would do beautifully, he thought. Then he offered it to a +proud-looking young lady who lived behind a barricade of brass +palings, and the young lady, having read it through (rather to his +indignation) and rapidly counted the words, gave him a couple of +stamps. But he explained, with great politeness, that he did not wish +it to go by post, as it was most important that it should reach its +destination before lunch-time; whereupon the young lady burst into a +hearty laugh, and asked him how soon he was going back to school. +Austin coloured furiously, rectified his mistake, and bolted.</p> + +<p>In Piccadilly Circus his attention was immediately attracted by a +number of stout, florid, elderly ladies who were selling some most +lovely bouquets for the buttonhole. This was a temptation impossible +to resist, and he lost no time in choosing one. It cost fourpence, and +Austin was so charmed at the skilful way in which the florid lady he +had patronised pinned it into the lapel of his jacket that he raised +his hat to her on parting with as much ceremony as though she had been +a duchess at the very least. Then, observing that his shoe was dusty, +he submitted <a name="Page_255" id="Page_255"></a>it to a merry-looking shoeblack, who not only cleaned it +and creamed it to perfection but polished up his wooden leg as well; +Austin, in his usual absent-minded way, humming to himself the while. +During the operation there suddenly rushed up a drove of very +ungainly-looking objects, who, in point of fact, were persons lately +arrived from Lancashire to play a football match at the Alexandra +Palace—though Austin, of course, could not be expected to know that; +and two of these, staring at him as though he were a wild animal that +they had never seen before, enquired with much solicitude how his +mother was, and whether he was having a happy day. Austin took no more +notice of them than if they had been flies, but as soon as the +shoeblack had finished, and been generously rewarded, he presented +them each with a penny.</p> + +<p>"Wot's this for?" growled the foremost. "We ain't beggars, we ain't. +Wot d'ye mean by it?"</p> + +<p>"Aren't you? I thought you were," said Austin. "However, you can keep +the pennies. They will buy you bread, you know."</p> + +<p>The fellows edged off, muttering resentfully, and Austin prepared to +cross the road to Piccadilly. The next moment he received a violent +<a name="Page_256" id="Page_256"></a>blow on the shoulder from an advancing horse, and was knocked clean +off his legs. He was in the act of half-consciously taking off his hat +and begging the horse's pardon when a stout policeman, coming to the +rescue, lifted him bodily up in one arm, and, carrying him over the +crossing, deposited him safely on the pavement. He recovered his +breath in a minute or two, and then began to walk down Piccadilly +towards the Park.</p> + +<p>The streets were gay and crowded, partly with black and grey people +who seemed to be going about some business or other, but starred +beautifully here and there with bright-eyed, clear-skinned, slender +youths in straw hats, something like Austin himself, enjoying their +release from school. Phalanxes of smartly-dressed ladies impeded the +traffic outside the windows of all the millinery shops, omnibuses +rattled up and down in a never-ending procession, and strident urchins +with little pink newspapers under their arms yelled for all they were +worth. Austin, absorbed in the cheerful spectacle, sauntered hither +and thither, now attracted by the fresh verdure of the Green Park, now +gazing with vivid interest at the ever-varying types of humanity that +surged around him; blissfully unconscious that <a name="Page_257" id="Page_257"></a>every one was staring +at him, as though wondering who the pale-faced boy with eager eyes and +a shiny black wooden leg could be, and why he went zigzagging to and +fro and peering so excitedly about as though he had never seen any +shops or people in his life before. At last he arrived at the Corner, +and, turning into the Park, spent a quarter of an hour watching the +riders in Rotten Row; then he crossed to the Marble Arch, passing a +vast array of gorgeous flowers in full bloom, listened wonderingly to +an untidy orator demolishing Christianity for the benefit of a little +knot of errand-boys and nursemaids, took another omnibus along Oxford +Street to the Circus, and, after an enchanting walk down Regent +Street, entered a bright little Italian restaurant in the Quadrant, +where he had a delightful lunch. This disposed of, he found that he +could afford a full hour to have a look at the National Gallery +without danger of losing his train, and off he plodded towards +Trafalgar Square to make the most of his opportunity.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Aunt Charlotte received her telegram, and, greatly relieved +by its contents, spent an agreeable day. It was not to be wondered at +if she felt a little fluttering excitement at the prospect of seeing +her old suitor, and was more <a name="Page_258" id="Page_258"></a>than usually fastidious in the +arrangement of her modest toilet. Lubin had been requisitioned to +provide a special supply of the freshest and finest flowers for the +drawing-room, and she had herself gone to the pastrycook's to order +the cheese-cakes and cream-tarts on which the expected visitor was to +be regaled. Of course she kept on telling herself all the time what a +foolish old woman she was, and how silly Mr Ogilvie would think her if +he only knew of all her little fussy preparations; men who had knocked +about the world hated to be fidgeted over and made much of, and no +doubt it was quite natural they should. And then she went bustling off +to impress on Martha the expediency of giving the silver tea-service +an extra polish, and to be sure and see that the toast was crisp and +fresh. When at last she sat down with a book in front of her in order +to pass the time she found her attention wandering, and her thoughts +recurring to the last occasion on which she had seen Granville +Ogilvie. He had been rather a fine-looking young man in those +days—tall, straight, and well set up; and well she remembered the +whimsical way he had of speaking, the humorous glance of his eye, and +those baffling intonations of voice that made it so difficult for her +to be sure whether <a name="Page_259" id="Page_259"></a>he were in jest or earnest. That he had +confessedly been attracted by her was a matter of common knowledge. +Why had she given him no encouragement? Perhaps it was because she had +never understood him; because she had never been able to feel any real +rapport between them, because their minds moved on different planes, +and never seemed to meet. She had no sense of humour, and no insight; +he was elusive, difficult to get into touch with; all she knew of him +was his exterior, and that, for her, was no guide to the man beneath. +Then he had dropped out of her life, and for five and twenty years she +had never heard of him. Whatever chance she may have had was gone, and +gone for ever. Did she regret it, now that she was able to look back +upon the past so calmly? She thought not. And yet, as she meditated on +those far-off days when she was young and pretty, the intervening +years seemed to be annihilated, and she felt herself once more a girl +of twenty-two, with a young man hovering around her, always on the +verge of a proposal that she herself staved off.</p> + +<p>She was not agitated, but she was very curious to see what he would +look like, and just a little anxious lest there should be any +awkwardness about their <a name="Page_260" id="Page_260"></a>meeting. But eventually it came about in the +most natural manner in the world, and if anybody had peeped into the +shady drawing-room just at the time when Austin's train was steaming +into the station, there would certainly have been nothing in the scene +to suggest any tragedy or romance whatever. Aunt Charlotte, in a +pretty white lace <i>fichu</i> set off with rose-coloured bows, was +dispensing tea with hospitable smiles, while Martha handed cakes and +poured a fresh supply of hot water into the teapot. Opposite, sat the +long expected visitor; no lean, brown adventurer, no Indian nabob, and +certainly no artist, but a tallish, large-featured, and somewhat +portly gentleman, with a ruddy complexion, good teeth, and a general +air of prosperity. His fashionable pale-grey frock-coat, evidently the +work of a good tailor, fitted him like a glove; he wore, also, a white +waistcoat, a gold eye-glass, and patent leather shoes. His appearance, +in short, was that of a thoroughly well-groomed, though slightly +over-dressed, London man; and he impressed both Martha and Aunt +Charlotte with being a very fine gentleman indeed, for his manners +were simply perfect, if perhaps a little studied. He dropped his +gloves into his hat with a graceful gesture as he accepted <a name="Page_261" id="Page_261"></a>a cup of +tea, and then, turning to his hostess, said——</p> + +<p>"It is indeed delightful to meet you after all these years; it seems +to bring back old times so vividly. And the years have dealt very +gently with you, my dear friend. I should have known you anywhere."</p> + +<p>It was not quite certain to Aunt Charlotte whether she could +truthfully have returned the compliment. There are some elderly people +in whom it is the easiest thing in the world to recognise the features +of their youth. Allow for a little accentuation of facial lines, a +little roughening of the skin, a little modification in the +arrangement of the hair, and the face is virtually the same. Aunt +Charlotte herself was one of these, but Granville Ogilvie was not. She +might even have passed him in the street. That he was the man she had +known was beyond question, but there was a puffiness under the eyes +and a fulness about the cheeks that altered the general effect of his +appearance, and in spite of his modish dress and elaborate manners he +seemed to have grown just a little coarse. Still, remembering what a +bird of passage he had been, and the many experiences he must have had +by land and sea, all that was not to be wondered at. It was really +<a name="Page_262" id="Page_262"></a>remarkable, everything considered, that he had managed to preserve +himself so well.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm an old woman now," replied Aunt Charlotte with an almost +youthful blush. "But I've had a peaceful life if rather a monotonous +one, and I've nothing to complain of. It is very good of you to have +remembered me, and I'm more glad than I can say to see you again. It's +a quarter of a century since we met!"</p> + +<p>"It seems like yesterday," Mr Ogilvie assured her. "And yet how many +things have happened in the meantime! This charming house of yours is +a perfect haven of rest. Why do people knock about the world as they +do, when they might stay quietly at home?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, it is rather I who should ask you that," laughed Aunt Charlotte. +"It is you who have been knocking about, you know, not I. Men are so +fond of adventures, while we women have to content ourselves with a +very humdrum sort of life. You've been a great traveller, have you +not?"</p> + +<p>This was a mild attempt at pumping on the part of Aunt Charlotte, for +Mr Ogilvie certainly did not give one the idea of an explorer. But she +was consumed with curiosity to knew where <a name="Page_263" id="Page_263"></a>he had spent the years +since she had seen him last, and now brought all her artless ingenuity +into play in order to find out.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I was always a roving, restless sort of fellow," said Mr +Ogilvie. "Never could stay long in the same place, you know. I often +wonder how long it will be before I settle down for good."</p> + +<p>"Well, I almost envy you," confessed Aunt Charlotte, nibbling a +cheese-cake. "I love travels and adventures; in books, of course, I +mean. I've been reading Captain Burnaby's 'Ride to Khiva' lately, and +that wonderful 'Life of Sir Richard Burton.' What marvellous nerve +such men must have! To think of the disguises, for instance, they were +forced to adopt, when detection would have cost them their lives! You +should write your travels too, you know; I'm sure they'd be most +exciting. Were you ever compelled to disguise yourself when you were +travelling?"</p> + +<p>"I should rather think so," replied Mr Ogilvie, nodding his head +impressively. "And that, my dear lady, under circumstances in which +disguise was absolutely imperative. The most serious results would +have followed if I hadn't done so; not death, perhaps, but utter and +irretrievable <a name="Page_264" id="Page_264"></a>ruin. However, here I am, you see, safe and sound, and +none the worse for it after all. What delicious cream-tarts these are, +to be sure! They remind one of the Arabian Nights. In Persia, by the +way, they put pepper in them."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear! I don't think I should like that at all," exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte, naïvely. "And have you really been in Persia? You must have +enjoyed that very much. I suppose you saw some magnificent scenery in +your wanderings?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, magnificent, magnificent," assented the great traveller. +"Mountains, forests, castles, glaciers, and everything you can think +of. But I've never got quite as far as Persia, you understand, and +just at present I feel more interested in England. I sometimes think +that I shall never leave English shores again."</p> + +<p>"And you are not married?" ventured the lady, with a tremor of +hesitation in her voice. She had rushed on her destruction unawares.</p> + +<p>"No—no," replied the man who had once wanted to marry her. "And at +this moment I'm very glad I'm not."</p> + +<p>"Oh, are you? Why?" exclaimed the foolish woman. "Don't you believe in +marriage?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_265" id="Page_265"></a>In the abstract—oh, yes," said Mr Ogilvie, with meaning. "But my +chance of married happiness escaped me years ago."</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte blushed hotly. She felt angry with herself for having +given him an opening for such a remark, and annoyed with him for +taking advantage of it. "Let me give you some more tea," she said.</p> + +<p>"Thank you so much, but I never exceed two cups," replied Mr Ogilvie, +who did not particularly care for tea. "And yet there comes a time, +you know, when the sight of so peaceful and attractive a home as this +makes one wish that one had one like it of one's own. Of course a man +has his tastes, his hobbies, his ambitions—every man, I mean, of +character. And I am a man of character. But indulgence in a hobby is +not incompatible with the love of a fireside, and the blessings of +<i>dulce domum</i>, to say nothing of the <i>placens uxor</i>, who is the only +true goddess of the hearth. Yes, dear friend, I confess that I should +like—that I positively long—to marry. That is why, paradoxical as it +may appear, I congratulate myself on not being married already. But, +of course, in all such cases, the man himself is not the only factor +to be reckoned with. The lady must be found, <a name="Page_266" id="Page_266"></a>and the lady's consent +obtained. And there we have the rub."</p> + +<p>"Dear me! how very unfortunate!" was all Aunt Charlotte could think of +to remark. "And can't you find the lady?"</p> + +<p>"I thought I had found her once," said Mr Ogilvie.</p> + +<p>Then he deliberately rose from his chair, brushed a few crumbs from his +coat, and took a few steps up and down the room. "Listen to me, dear +friend," he began, in low, earnest tones. "There was a time—far be it +from me to take undue advantage of these reminiscences—when you and I +were thrown considerably together. At that time, that far-off, happy, +and yet most tantalising time, I was bold enough to cherish certain +aspirations." Here he took up his position behind a chair, resting his +hands lightly on the back of it. "That those aspirations were not wholly +unsuspected by you I had reason to believe. I may, of course, have been +mistaken; love, or vanity if you prefer it, may blind the wisest of us. +In any case, if I was vain, my pride came to the rescue, and sooner than +incur the humiliation of a refusal—possibly a scornful refusal—I kept +my secret locked in the inmost sanctuary of my heart, and went away." +Mr <a name="Page_267" id="Page_267"></a>Ogilvie illustrated his disappearance into vacancy by a slight but +most expressive gesture of his arms. "I simply went away. And now I have +come back. I have unburdened myself before you. In the years that are +past, I was silent. Now I have spoken. And I am here to know what answer +you have in your heart to give me."</p> + +<p>It had actually come. She remembered how she had told herself that, +though she could never dream of marrying, it really would be very +pleasant to be asked. But now that the proposal had been made she felt +most horribly embarrassed. What in the world was she to say to the +man? She knew him not one bit better than she had done when she saw +him last. He puzzled her more than ever. He did not look like a +despairing lover, but a singularly plump and prosperous gentleman; and +certainly the silver-grey frock-coat, and gold eye-glass, and +varnished shoes struck her as singularly out of harmony with the +extraordinary speech he had just delivered. Yet it was evidently +impromptu, and possibly would never have been delivered at all had not +she herself so blunderingly led up to it. And it was not a bad speech +in its way. There was something really effective about it—or <a name="Page_268" id="Page_268"></a>perhaps +it was in the manner of its delivery. So she sat in silence, most +dreadfully ill at ease, and not finding a single word wherewith to +answer him.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte," said Mr Ogilvie in a low voice, bending over her, +"Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"Mr Ogilvie!" gasped the unhappy lady, almost frightened out of her +wits.</p> + +<p>"You <i>once</i> called me Granville," he murmured, trying to take her +hand.</p> + +<p>"But I can't do it again!" cried Aunt Charlotte, shaking her head +vigorously. "It wouldn't be proper. We are just two old people, you +see, and—and——"</p> + +<p>"H'm!" Mr Ogilvie straightened himself again. "It is true I am no +longer in my first youth, and time has certainly left its mark upon my +lineaments; but you, dear friend, are one of those whose charms +intensify with years." Here he took out a white pocket-handkerchief, +and passed it lightly across his eyes. "But I have startled you, and I +am sorry. I have sprung upon you, suddenly and thoughtlessly, what I +ought to have only hinted at. I have erred from lack of delicacy. +Forgive me my impulsiveness, my ardour. I was ever a blunt man, little +versed in the arts of diplomacy and <a name="Page_269" id="Page_269"></a><i>finesse</i>. For years I have +looked forward to this moment; in my dreams, in my waking hours, +in——"</p> + +<p>"Pardon me one moment," said Aunt Charlotte, starting to her feet. "I +know I'm sadly rude to interrupt you, but I hear my nephew in the +hall, and I must just say a word to him before he comes in. I'll be +back immediately. You will forgive me—won't you?"</p> + +<p>She floundered to the door, leaving Mr Ogilvie no little disconcerted +at his appeal being thus cut short. Austin had just come in, and was +in the act of hanging up his hat when his aunt appeared.</p> + +<p>"Well, auntie!" he said. "And has the gentleman arrived?"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" breathed Aunt Charlotte, as she pointed a warning finger to +the door. "He's in the drawing-room. Austin, you've come back in the +very nick of time. Don't ask me any questions. My dear, you were right +after all."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" was all Austin said. "Well?"</p> + +<p>"Come in with me at once, we can't keep him waiting," said Aunt +Charlotte hastily. "I'll explain everything to you afterwards. Never +mind your hair—you look quite nice enough. <a name="Page_270" id="Page_270"></a>And mind—your very +prettiest manners, for my sake."</p> + +<p>What in the world she meant by this Austin couldn't imagine, but +instantly took up the cue. The two entered the room together. Mr +Ogilvie was standing a little distance off in an attitude of +expectancy, his eyes turned towards the door. Aunt Charlotte took a +step forward, and prepared to introduce her nephew. Austin suddenly +paused; gazed at the visitor for one instant with an expression that +no one had ever seen upon his face before; and then, falling flop upon +the nearest easy-chair, went straightway into a paroxysm of hysterical +and frantic laughter.</p> + +<p>"Austin! Austin! Have you gone out of your mind?" cried his aunt, +almost beside herself with stupefaction. "Is this your good behaviour? +What in the world's the matter with the boy now?"</p> + +<p>"It's <i>Mr Buskin!</i>" shrieked Austin, hammering his leg upon the floor +in a perfect ecstasy of delight. "The step-uncle! Oh, do slap me, +auntie, or I shall go on laughing till I die!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Who's</i> Mr Buskin?" gasped his aunt, bewildered. "This is Mr +Granville Ogilvie. What Buskin are you raving about, for Heaven's +sake?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_271" id="Page_271"></a>It's Mr Buskin the actor," panted Austin breathlessly, as he began to +recover himself. "He was at the theatre here, some time ago. How do +you do, Mr Buskin? Oh, please forgive me for being so rude. I hope +you're pretty well?"</p> + +<p>Mr Ogilvie had not budged an inch. But when Austin came in he had +started violently. "Great Scott! Young Dot-and-carry-One!" he +muttered, but so low that no one heard him. He now advanced a pace or +two, and cleared his throat.</p> + +<p>"I have certainly had the honour of meeting this young gentleman +before," he said, in his most stately manner. "He was even kind enough +to present me with his card, but I fear I did not pay as much +attention to the name as it deserved. It is true, my dear lady, that I +am known to Europe under the designation he ascribes to me; but to you +I am what I have always been and always shall be—Granville Ogilvie, +and your most humble slave."</p> + +<p>"Is it possible?" ejaculated Aunt Charlotte faintly.</p> + +<p>"You will, no doubt, attribute to its true source the concealment I +have exercised towards you respecting my life for the last +five-and-twenty <a name="Page_272" id="Page_272"></a>years," resumed Mr Ogilvie, with a candid air. "I was +ever the most modest of men, and the modesty which, from a gross and +worldly point of view, has always been the most formidable obstacle in +my path, prohibited my avowing to you the secret of my profession. +Still, I practised no deceit; indeed, I confessed in the most artless +fashion that, in my wanderings—in other words, on tour—I was +compelled to assume disguises, and that some of my scenery was +magnificent. But why should I defend myself? <i>Qui s'excuse s'accuse</i>; +and now that this very engaging young gentleman has saved me the +trouble of revealing the position in life that I am proud to occupy, +there is nothing more to be said. We were interrupted, you remember, +at a crisis of our conversation. I crave your permission to add, at a +crisis of our lives. Far be it from me to——"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I am scarcely equal to renewing the conversation at the +point where we broke off," said Aunt Charlotte, who now felt her wits +getting more under control. "Indeed, Mr Ogilvie, I have nothing to +reproach you with. I had no right to enquire what your profession was, +and still less have I a right to criticise it. But of course you will +understand that the subject <a name="Page_273" id="Page_273"></a>we were speaking of must never be +mentioned again."</p> + +<p>The lover sighed. It was not a bad situation, and his long experience +enabled him to make it quite effective. Silently he took his gloves +out of his hat, paused, and then dropped them in again, with the very +faintest and most dramatic gesture of despair. The action was trifling +in the extreme, but it was performed by a play-actor who knew his +business, and Aunt Charlotte felt as though cold water were running +down her back. Then he turned, quite beautifully, to Austin.</p> + +<p>"And you, young gentleman. And what have <i>you</i> to say?" he asked in a +carefully choking voice.</p> + +<p>"That I like you even better in your present part than as +Sardanapalus," replied Austin, cordially.</p> + +<p>"The tribute is two-edged," observed the actor with a shrug. And +certainly he had acted well, and dressed the character to perfection. +But the takings of the performance, alas, had not paid expenses. He +really had a sentiment for the lady he had been wooing, and the +prospect of a solid additional income—for it was clear she was in +very easy circumstances—had smiled <a name="Page_274" id="Page_274"></a>upon him not unpleasantly. And +why should she not have married him? He was her equal in birth, they +had been possible lovers in their youth, he had made a name for +himself meanwhile, and, after all, there was no stain upon his honour. +But she had now definitely refused. The little comedy had been played +out. There was nothing for him to do but to make a graceful exit, and +this he did in a way that brought tears to the lady's eyes. "Oh, need +you go?" she urged with fatuous politeness. Austin was more friendly +still; he reminded Mr Ogilvie that having returned so late he had had +no opportunity of enjoying a renewal of their acquaintance, and begged +him to remain a little longer for a chat and a cigarette. But Mr +Ogilvie was too much of an artist to permit an anti-climax. The +catastrophe had come off, and the curtain must be run down quick. So +he wrenched himself away with what dignity he might, and, relapsing +into his natural or Buskin phase as soon as he got outside, comforted +himself with a glass of stiff whiskey and water at the refreshment bar +of the railway station before getting into the train for London.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Chapter_the_Twelfth" id="Chapter_the_Twelfth"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275"></a>Chapter the Twelfth<span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>As the weeks rolled on the days began perceptibly to draw in, and the +leaves turned gradually from green to golden brown. It was the fall of +the year, when the wind acquires an edge, and blue sky disappears behind +purple clouds, and the world is reminded that ere very long all nature +will be wrapped in a shroud of grey and silver. Rain fell with greater +frequency, the uplands were often veiled in a damp mist, the hours of +basking in noontide suns by the old stone fountain were gone, and Austin +was fain to relinquish, one by one, those summer fantasies that for so +many happy months had made the gladness of his life. There is always +something sad about the autumn. It is associated, undeniably, with +golden harvests and purple vintages, the crimson and yellow magnificence +of foliage, and a few gorgeous blooms; but these, after all, are no more +than indications that the glory of the year has reached <a name="Page_276" id="Page_276"></a>its zenith, +that its labours have attained fruition, and that the death of winter +must be passed through before the resurrection-time of spring.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"Ihr Matten lebt wohl,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ihr sonnigen Waiden,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Der Senne muss scheiden,<br /></span> +<span>Die Sommer ist bin."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p class="noin">And yet the summer did not carry everything away with it. As the year +ripened and decayed, other fantasies arose to take the place of those +he was losing—or rather, he grew more and more under the obsession of +ideas not wholly of this world, ideas and phases of consciousness +that, as we have seen, had for some time past been gradually gaining +an entrance into his soul. As the beauties of the material world +faded, the wonders of a higher world superseded them. He still lived +much in the open air, drinking in all the influences of the scenery in +earth and sky, and marvelling at the loveliness of the year's +decadence; but, as though in subtle sympathy with nature's phases, it +seemed to him as though his own body had less vitality, and that, +while his mind was as keen and vigorous as ever, he felt less and less +inclined to explore his beloved, fields and woods. Aunt Charlotte +looked first <a name="Page_277" id="Page_277"></a>critically and then anxiously at his face, which +appeared to her paler and thinner than before. His stump began to +trouble him again, and once or twice he confessed, in a reluctant sort +of way, that his back did not feel quite comfortable. Of course he +thought it was very silly of his back, and was annoyed that it did not +behave more sensibly. But he didn't let it trouble him over-much, for +he was always very philosophical about pain. Once, when he had a +toothache, somebody expressed surprise that he bore it with such +stoicism, and asked him jokingly for the secret. "Oh," he replied, "I +just fix my attention on my great toe, or any other part of my body, +and think how nice it is that I haven't got a toothache there."</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte had meanwhile grown to have much more respect for +Austin than she had ever felt previously. He was now nearly eighteen, +and his character and mental force had developed very rapidly of late. +In spite of his inconceivable ignorance in some respects—geography, +for instance—he had shown a shrewdness for which she had been totally +unprepared, and a quiet persistence in matters where he felt that he +was right and she was wrong that had begun to impress her very +seriously. Many instances had arisen <a name="Page_278" id="Page_278"></a>in which there had been a +struggle for the mastery between them, and in every case not only had +Austin had his own way but she had been compelled to acknowledge to +herself that the wisdom had been on his side and not on hers. It was +not so much that his reasoning powers were exceptionally acute as that +he seemed to have a mysterious instinct, a sort of sub-conscious +intuition, that never led him astray. And then there were those +baffling, inexplicable premonitions that on three occasions had +intervened to prevent some great disaster. The thought of these made +her very pensive, and now that the vicar had set her mind at rest upon +the abstract theory of invisible protectors she felt that she could +harbour speculations about them without danger to her soul's welfare. +That the power at work could scarcely emanate from the devil was now +clear even to her, timid and narrow-minded as she was. Still, with +that illogical shrinking from any tangible proof that her creed was +true that is so characteristic of the orthodox, the whole thing gave +her rather an uncomfortable sensation, and she would vastly have +preferred to believe in spiritual or angelic ministrations as a pious +opinion or casual article of faith than to have it brought home to her +in the guise of knocks <a name="Page_279" id="Page_279"></a>and raps. There are millions like her in the +world to-day. Her religion, like everything else about her, was +conventional, though not a whit the less sincere for that.</p> + +<p>And so it came about that she felt very much more dependent upon +Austin than Austin did on her, although neither of them was conscious +of the fact. The chief result was that, now they had fallen into their +proper positions, they got on together much better than they had done +before. Austin had really accomplished something towards "educating" +his aunt, as he used humorously to say, and as he represented the +newer and fresher thought it was well that it should be so. I do not +know that he troubled himself very much about the future. In spite of +his delicate health he was full of the joy of life, and he accepted it +as a matter of course that wherever his future might be spent it would +be a happy and a joyous one. What was the use of worrying about a +matter over which he had absolutely no control? The universe was very +beautiful, and he was a part of it. And as the universe would +certainly endure, so would he endure. Why, then, should he concern +himself about what might be in store for him?</p> + +<p>"You must take care of yourself, Austin," said <a name="Page_280" id="Page_280"></a>Aunt Charlotte to him +one day. "I'm afraid you've been overtaxing your strength, you know. +You never would remain quiet even on the hottest days, and we've had +rather a trying summer, you must remember."</p> + +<p>"It's been a lovely summer," replied Austin, who was lying down.</p> + +<p>"And how are you feeling, my dear?" asked Aunt Charlotte, anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Splendid!" he assured her. "I never felt better in my life."</p> + +<p>"But those little pains you spoke of; that weakness in your back——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>that</i>!" said Austin, slightingly. "I wasn't thinking of my body. +What does one's body matter? I meant <i>myself</i>. I'm all right. I +daresay my bones may be doing something silly, but really I'm not +responsible for their vagaries, am I now?"</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte sighed, and dropped the subject for the time being. But +she was not quite easy in her mind.</p> + +<p>One day a great joy came to Austin. He was hobbling about the garden +with his aunt, when all of a sudden he saw Roger St Aubyn approaching +them across the lawn. It was with immense pride that he presented his +friend to Aunt <a name="Page_281" id="Page_281"></a>Charlotte, who, as may be remembered, had been just a +little huffy that St Aubyn had never called on her before; but now +that he had actually come the small grievance was forgotten in a +moment, and she welcomed him with charming cordiality.</p> + +<p>"It is all the pleasanter to meet you," she said, "as I have now an +opportunity of thanking you for all your kindness to Austin. He is +never tired of telling me how much he has enjoyed himself with you."</p> + +<p>"The pleasure has been divided; he certainly has given me quite as +much as ever I have been fortunate enough to give him," replied St +Aubyn, smiling, "What a very dear old garden you have here; I don't +wonder that he's so fond of it. It seems a place one might spend one's +life in without ever growing old."</p> + +<p>"That's what I mean to do," said Austin, laughing.</p> + +<p>"But yours is magnificent, I'm told," observed Aunt Charlotte. "A +little place like this is nothing in comparison, of course. Still, you +are right; we are both extremely fond of it, and have spent many happy +hours in it during the years that we've lived here."</p> + +<p>"And is that Lubin?" asked St Aubyn, <a name="Page_282" id="Page_282"></a>noticing the young gardener a +little distance off.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's Lubin," replied Austin, delighted that St Aubyn should +have remembered him. Then Lubin looked up with a respectful smile, and +bashfully touched his cap. "Lubin's awfully clever," he continued, as +they sauntered out of hearing, "and <i>so</i> nice every way. He's what I +call a real gentleman, and knows all sorts of curious things. It's +perfectly wonderful how much more country people know than townsfolk. +Of course I mean about <i>real</i> things—nature, and all that—not silly +stuff you find in history-books, which is of no consequence to anybody +in the world."</p> + +<p>"Now, Austin," began Aunt Charlotte, warningly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you needn't be afraid," laughed St Aubyn; "Austin's heresies are +no novelty to me. And a heresy, you must recollect, has always some +forgotten truth at the bottom of it."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I hope so," replied Aunt Charlotte. "But the wind's getting +a trifle chilly, and I think it's about time for tea. Austin isn't +very strong just now, and mustn't run any risks."</p> + +<p>So they went indoors and had their tea in the <a name="Page_283" id="Page_283"></a>drawing-room, when St +Aubyn let fall the information that he was starting in a few days for +a short tour in Italy. It would not be long, however, before he was +back, and then of course he should look forward to seeing a great deal +of Austin at the Court. Then Aunt Charlotte had to promise that she +would honour the Court with a visit too; whereupon Austin launched out +into a most glowing and picturesque description of the orchid-houses, +and the pool of water-lilies, and the tapestry in the Banqueting Hall, +being extremely curious to know whether his prosaic relative would +experience any of those queer sensations that had so greatly impressed +himself. This suggested a reference to Lady Merthyr Tydvil, who had +taken so great an interest in Austin when last he had been at the +Court; and here Aunt Charlotte chimed in, being naturally anxious to +hear all about the wonderful old lady who had known Austin's father so +well in years gone by, and remembered his mother too. Of course St +Aubyn said, as in duty bound, that he hoped the countess would have +the pleasure of meeting Austin's aunt some day under his own roof, and +Aunt Charlotte acknowledged the courtesy in fitting terms.</p> + +<p>So the visit was quite a success, and Austin <a name="Page_284" id="Page_284"></a>felt much more at his +ease now that he could talk to his aunt about St Aubyn as one whom +they both knew. She, on her side, was delighted with her new +acquaintance, particularly as he seemed quite familiar with Austin's +ethical and intellectual eccentricities, and did not seem horrified at +them in the very least. The only thing that disturbed her just a +little was the state of the boy's health. His spirits were as good as +ever, and he seemed quite indifferent to the fact that he was not +robust and hale; but there could be no doubt that he was paler and +more fragile than he ought to have been, and the uneasiness he was +fain to acknowledge in his hip and back worried her not a +little—more, in fact, a great deal than it worried Austin himself.</p> + +<p>The truth was that his attention was taken up with something wholly +different. The allusions to his unknown mother that had been made by +Lady Merthyr Tydvil, and the cropping-up of the same subject during St +Aubyn's visit, had somehow connected themselves in his mind with the +mysterious appearance of the strange lady at the garden gate on the +evening of the tea-party at the vicarage. Lady Merthyr Tydvil had +recognised a strong resemblance between his mother as she had known +her and himself, and <a name="Page_285" id="Page_285"></a>he had noticed the very same thing in the +strange lady. There were the same dark eyes, the same long, pale face, +even (as far as he could judge) the same shade in colour of the hair. +He would have thought little or nothing of this had it not been for +the inexplicable and almost miraculous vanishing of the figure when +there was absolutely nowhere for it to vanish to. Austin knew nothing +of such happenings; with all his reading he had never chanced to open +a single book that dealt with phenomena of this class, much less any +written by scientific and sober investigators, so that the entire +subject was an undiscovered country to him. Had he done so, his +perplexity would not have been nearly so great, and very probably he +might have recognised the fact of his own remarkable psychic powers. +Still, in spite of this disadvantage, the conviction was slowly but +surely forcing itself upon his mind that the lady he had seen was no +one but his own mother. From this to a belief that it was she who had +intervened to save both himself and his Aunt Charlotte from serious +disasters was but a single step; and like Mary of old, in the presence +of an even greater mystery, he revolved all these things silently in +his heart.</p> + +<p>It was during the period when he was occupied <a name="Page_286" id="Page_286"></a>with this train of +thought that another strange thing occurred. One evening he strolled +into the garden just as the sun was setting. It was one of those lurid +sunsets peculiar to autumn, which look like a distant conflagration +obscured by a veil of smoke. The western sky was aglow with a dull, +murky crimson flecked by clouds of the deepest indigo, from behind +which there seemed to shoot up luminous pulsations like the reflection +of unseen flames. The effect of this red, throbbing light upon the +garden in which he stood was almost unearthly, something resembling +that of an eclipse viewed through warm-coloured glass; beautiful in +itself, yet abnormal, fantastic, suggestive of weird imaginings. +Austin, absorbed in contemplation, moved slowly through the shrubbery +until he reached the lawn; then came to a dead stop. An astounding +vision appeared before him. Standing by the old stone fountain, +scarcely ten yards away, he saw the figure of a youth. The slender +form was partly draped in a loose tunic of some dim, pale, reddish +hue, descending halfway to his knees; on his feet were sandals of the +old classic type; his golden hair was bound by a narrow fillet, and in +his right hand he held a round, shallow cup, apparently of gold, +towards which he was bending <a name="Page_287" id="Page_287"></a>his head as though to drink from it. +Austin stood transfixed. So exquisite a being he had never dreamt of +or conceived. The contour of the limbs, the fall of the tunic, the +pose of the head and throat, the ruddy lips, ever so slightly parted +to meet the edge of the vessel he was in the act of raising to them, +were something more than human. The whole thing stood out with +stereoscopic clearness, and seemed as though self-luminous, although +it shed no light on its surroundings. At that moment the youth turned +his head, and met Austin's eyes with an expression that was not a +smile, but something far more subtle, something that bore the same +relation to a smile that a smile does to a laugh—thrilling, +penetrating, indescribable. Austin flung out his hands in rapture.</p> + +<p>"Daphnis!" he ejaculated, with a flash of intuition.</p> + +<p>He threw himself forward impulsively, in a mad attempt to approach the +wonderful phantasm. As he did so, the colours lost their sheen, and +the figure faded into transparency. By the time he was near enough to +touch it, it was no longer there, and the next instant he found +himself clinging to the cold stone margin of the old fountain, all +alone upon the lawn in the fast <a name="Page_288" id="Page_288"></a>gathering twilight, shivering, +panting, marvelling, but exultant in the consciousness of having been +vouchsafed just one glimpse of the being who, so long unseen, had +constituted for many years his cherished ideal of physical and +spiritual beauty.</p> + +<p>He leant upon the fountain, in the spot that the vision had occupied. +"And I believe he's always been here—all these many years," mused the +boy, coming gradually to himself again. "He has stood beside me, often +and often, inspiring me with beautiful ideas, though I never guessed +it, never suspected it for a single moment. And now he has shown +himself to me at last. The fountain is haunted, haunted by the +beautiful earth-spirit that has been my guide, that I've dreamt of all +my life without ever having seen him. It's a sacred fountain now—like +the fountains of old Hellas, sacred with the hauntings of the gods. +And he actually drank of the water—or was going to, if I hadn't +frightened him away. Perhaps he's still here, although I can't see him +any more. I wonder whether he knows my mother. It may be that they're +great friends, and keep watch over me together. How wonderful it all +is!"</p> + +<p>Then he walked slowly and rather painfully <a name="Page_289" id="Page_289"></a>back to the house. He was +in great spirits that night at dinner, though he ate no more than +would have satisfied a bird, greatly to his aunt's disturbance. With +much tact he abstained from saying anything to her about the +extraordinary experience he had just gone through, feeling very justly +that, though she seemed more or less reconciled to the ministry of +angels, Daphnis was frankly a pagan spirit, and would, as such, be +open to grave suspicion from the standpoint of his aunt's orthodoxy. +But it didn't matter much, after all. He was happy in the +consciousness that every day he was getting into nearer touch with a +beautiful world that he could not see as yet, but in the existence of +which he now believed as firmly as in that of his own garden. The +spirit-land was fast becoming a reality to him, and although he had +never beheld the glories of its scenery he had actually had a visit +from two of its inhabitants. That, he thought, constituted the +difference between Aunt Charlotte and himself. She believed in some +place she called heaven, and had a vague notion that it was like a +sort of religious transformation-scene, millions of miles away, up +somewhere in the sky. He, on the contrary, knew that the spirit-world +was all around him, because he had <a name="Page_290" id="Page_290"></a>had ocular as well as intuitive +demonstration of its proximity.</p> + +<p>It must not be supposed, however, that he sank into a state of mystic +contemplation that unfitted him for every-day life. On the contrary, +he took more interest in his physical surroundings than ever. It was +now October, and he threw himself with almost feverish energy into the +garden-work belonging to that month. There were potted carnations to +be removed into warmth and shelter, hyacinths and tulips for the +spring bloom to be planted in different beds, roses and honeysuckles +to be carefully and scientifically pruned, and dead leaves to be +plucked off everywhere. His fragile health prevented him from helping +in the more onerous tasks, but he followed Lubin about indefatigably, +watching everything he did with eager vigilance, whether he was +planting ranunculuses and anemones, or clipping hedges, or trimming +evergreens; while he himself was fain to be content with pruning and +budding, and directing how the plants should be most fitly set. He +said he wanted the show of flowers next year to be a triumph of +gardencraft. The garden was a sort of holy of holies to him, and he +tended it, and planned for it, and worked in it more enthusiastically +than he had ever done <a name="Page_291" id="Page_291"></a>before. This interest in common things was +gratifying to Aunt Charlotte, who distrusted and discouraged his +dwelling on what she called the uncanny side of life; but she was +anxious, at the same time, that he should not overtax his strength, +and gave secret orders to Lubin to see that the young master did not +allow his ardour to outrun the dictates of discretion.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, Austin, who was feeling unusually tired, was lying in +an easy-chair in the drawing-room with a book. He had been all the +morning standing about in the garden, and after lunch Aunt Charlotte +had put her foot down, and peremptorily forbidden him to go out any +more that day. Austin had tried to get up a small rebellion, +protesting that there were a lot of jonquils to be planted, and that +Lubin would be sure to stick them too close together if he were not +there to look after him; but his aunt was firm, and Austin was +compelled on this occasion to submit. So there he lay, very calm and +comfortable, while Aunt Charlotte knitted industriously, close by.</p> + +<p>"You see, my dear, you're not strong—not nearly so strong as you +ought to be," she said, as she glanced at his drawn face. "I intend to +take extra care of you this winter, and if you're <a name="Page_292" id="Page_292"></a>not good about it I +shall have to call in the doctor. I feel I have a great +responsibility, you know, Austin. Oh, if only your poor mother were +here, and could look after you herself!"</p> + +<p>"How do you know she doesn't?" asked Austin.</p> + +<p>"My dear!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, rather shocked.</p> + +<p>"Well, you can't be sure," retorted Austin, "and I believe myself she +does. I'm sure of one thing, anyhow—and that is that if she came into +the room at this moment I should recognise her at once."</p> + +<p>"You? Why, you never saw her in your life!" said Aunt Charlotte. "You +shouldn't indulge such fancies, Austin. You could only think it might +possibly be your mother, from the descriptions you've heard of her. Of +course you could never be certain."</p> + +<p>"How is it she never had her likeness taken?" enquired Austin, laying +his book aside.</p> + +<p>"She did have her likeness taken once; but she didn't care for it, and +I don't think she kept any copies," replied Aunt Charlotte. "It was +just a common cabinet photograph, you know, done by some man or other +in a country town. There may be one or two in existence, but I've +<a name="Page_293" id="Page_293"></a>never come across any. I've often wished I could."</p> + +<p>"There are a lot of old trunks up in the attic, full of all sorts of +rubbish," suggested Austin. "It might be amusing to go up and grub +about among them some day. One might find wonderful heirlooms, and +jewels, and forgotten wills. I should like to hunt there awfully. I'm +sure they haven't been touched for a century."</p> + +<p>"In that case it isn't likely we should find your mother's photograph +among them," retorted Aunt Charlotte briskly.</p> + +<p>Austin laughed. "But may I?" he persisted.</p> + +<p>"My dear, of course you may if you like," replied Aunt Charlotte. "I +don't suppose there are any treasures or secrets to be unearthed; +probably you'll find nothing but a lot of old bills, and school-books, +and such-like useless lumber. There <i>may</i> be some forgotten +photographs—I couldn't swear there aren't; but if you do find +anything of interest I shall be much surprised."</p> + +<p>Austin was on his legs in a moment. "Just the thing for an afternoon +like this!" he cried impulsively. "I'll go up now, and have a look +round. Don't worry, auntie; I won't fatigue myself, I promise you. I +only want to see if <a name="Page_294" id="Page_294"></a>there's anything that looks as though it might be +worth examining."</p> + +<p>He hopped out of the room in some excitement, full of this new +project. Aunt Charlotte, less enthusiastic, continued knitting +placidly, her only anxiety being lest Austin should strain his back in +leaning over the boxes. In about twenty minutes or so he returned, +followed by Martha, the two carrying between them a battered green +chest full of odds and ends, which she had carefully dusted before +bringing into the drawing-room. "There!" he said, triumphantly; +"here's treasure-trove, if you like. Put it on the chair, Martha, +close by me, and then I can empty it at my leisure. Now for a plunge +into the past. Isn't it going to be fun, auntie?"</p> + +<p>"I hope, my dear, that the entertainment will come up to your +expectations," observed Aunt Charlotte, equably.</p> + +<p>"Sure to," said Austin, beginning to rummage about. "What are these? +Old exercise-books, as I live! Oh, do look here; isn't this wonderful? +Here's a translation: 'Horace, Liber I, Satire 5.' How brown the ink +is. <i>Aricia a little town on the way to Appia received me coming from +the magnificent city of Rome with poor accommodation. Heliodorus by +far the most learned orator of the <a name="Page_295" id="Page_295"></a>Greeks accompanied me. We came +to the market-place of Appius filled with sailors and insolent +brokers.</i>—Were they stockbrokers, I wonder? Oh, auntie, these are +exercises done by my grandfather when he was a little boy. Poor little +grandfather; what pains he seems to have taken over it, and how +beautifully it's written. I hope he got a lot of marks; do you think +he did? <i>The sailor, soaked in poor wine, and the passenger, earnestly +celebrate their absent mistresses.</i> Poor things! They don't seem to +have had a very enjoyable excursion. However, I can't read it all +through. Oh—here are a lot of letters. Not very interesting. All +about contracts and sales, and silly things like that. Here's a funny +book, though. Do look, auntie. It must have been printed centuries ago +by the look of it. I wonder what it's all about. <i>A Sequel to the +Antidote to the Miseries of Human Life, containing a Further Account +of Mrs Placid and her daughter Rachel. By the Author of the Antidote.</i> +What <i>does</i> it all mean? 'Squire Bustle'—'Miss Finakin'—'Uncle +Jeremiah'—used people to read books like this when grandfather was a +little boy? It looks quite charming, but I think we'll put it by for +the present. What's this? Oh, a daguerreotype, I suppose—an +extraordinary-looking, smirking old <a name="Page_296" id="Page_296"></a>person in a great bonnet with +large roses all round her face, and tied with huge ribbons under her +chin. Dear auntie, why don't you wear bonnets like that? You <i>would</i> +look so sweet! Pamphlets—tracts—oh dear, these are all dreadfully +dry. What a mixture it all is, to be sure. The things seem to have +been shot in anyhow. Hullo—an album. <i>Now</i> we shall see. This is +evidently of much later date than the other treasures, though it is at +the bottom of them all."</p> + +<p>He dragged out an old, soiled, photographic album bound in purple +morocco, and all falling to pieces. It proved to contain family +portraits, none of them particularly attractive in themselves, but +interesting enough to Austin. He turned over the pages one by one, +slowly. Aunt Charlotte glanced curiously at them over her spectacles +from where she sat.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I remember ever seeing that album," she said. "I wonder +whom it can have belonged to. Ah! I expect it must have been your +father's. Yes—there's a photograph of your Uncle Ernest, when he was +just of age. You never saw him, he went to Australia before you were +born. Those ladies I don't know. What a string of them there are, to +be sure. I suppose they were——"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_297" id="Page_297"></a>There she is!" cried Austin, suddenly bringing his hand down upon the +page. "That's my mother. I told you I should know her, didn't I?"</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte jumped. "The very photograph!" she exclaimed. "I had no +idea there was a copy in existence. But how in the wide world did you +recognise it?"</p> + +<p>Austin continued examining it for some seconds without replying. "I +don't think it quite does her justice," he said at last, thoughtfully. +"The position isn't well arranged. It makes the chin too small."</p> + +<p>"Quite true!" assented Aunt Charlotte. "It's the way she's holding her +head." Then, with another start: "But how can you know that?"</p> + +<p>"Because I saw her only the other day," said Austin.</p> + +<p>For a moment Aunt Charlotte thought he was wool-gathering. He spoke in +such a perfectly calm, natural tone, that he might have been referring +to someone who lived in the next street. But a glance at his face +convinced her that he meant exactly what he said.</p> + +<p>"Austin!" she exclaimed. "What can you be thinking about?"</p> + +<p>"It's perfectly true," he assured her. "I saw <a name="Page_298" id="Page_298"></a>her a few weeks ago in +the garden. She stood and looked at me over the gate, and then +suddenly disappeared."</p> + +<p>"And you really believe it?" cried Aunt Charlotte in amaze.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it, I know it," he answered, laying down the +photograph. "I saw her as distinctly as I see you now. It was that day +we had been having tea at the vicarage, when we met the man who wanted +to set fire to some bishop or other. Ask Lubin; he'll remember it fast +enough."</p> + +<p>This time Aunt Charlotte fairly collapsed. It was no longer any use +flouting Austin's statements; they were too calm, too collected, to be +disposed of by mere derision. There could be no doubt that he firmly +believed he had seen something or somebody, and whatever might be the +explanation of that belief it had enabled him not only to recognise +his mother's photograph but to criticise, and criticise correctly, a +certain defect in the portrait. She could not deny that what he said +was true. "Can such things really be?" she uttered under her breath.</p> + +<p>"Dear auntie, they <i>are</i>," said Austin. "I've been conscious of it for +months, and lately I've had the proof. Indeed, I've had more than +one. <a name="Page_299" id="Page_299"></a>There are people all round us, only it isn't given to everybody +to see them. And it isn't really very astonishing that it should be +so, when one comes to think of it."</p> + +<p>From that day forward Aunt Charlotte watched Austin with a sense of +something akin to awe. Certainly he was different from other folk. +With all his love of life, his keen interest in his surroundings, and +his wealth of boyish spirits, he seemed a being apart—a being who +lived not only in this world but on the boundary between this world +and another. As an orthodox Christian woman of course she believed in +that other—"another and a better world," as she was accustomed to +call it. But that that world was actually around her, hemming her in, +within reach of her fingertips so to speak, that was quite a new idea. +It gave her the creeps, and she strove to put it out of her head as +much as possible. But ere many weeks elapsed, it was forced upon her +in a very painful way, and she could no longer ignore the feeling +which stole over her from time to time that not only was the boundary +between the two worlds a very narrow one, but that her poor Austin +would not be long before he crossed it altogether.</p> + +<p>For there was no doubt that he was beginning <a name="Page_300" id="Page_300"></a>to fade. He got paler +and thinner by degrees, and one day she found him in a dead faint upon +the floor. The slight uneasiness in his hip had increased to actual +pain, and the pain had spread to his back. In an agony of apprehension +she summoned the doctor, and the doctor with hollow professional +cheerfulness said that that sort of thing wouldn't do at all, and that +Master Austin must make up his mind to lie up a bit. And so he was put +to bed, and people smiled ghastly smiles which were far more +heartrending than sobs, and talked about taking him away to some +beautiful warm southern climate where he would soon grow strong and +well again. Austin only said that he was very comfortable where he +was, and that he wouldn't think of being taken away, because he knew +how dreadfully poor Aunt Charlotte suffered at sea, and travelling was +a sad nuisance after all. And indeed it would have been impossible to +move him, for his sufferings were occasionally very great. Sometimes +he would writhe in strange agonies all night long, till they used to +wonder how he would live through it; but when morning came he scarcely +ever remembered anything at all, and in answer to enquiries always +said that he had had a very good night indeed, thank you. Once or +twice <a name="Page_301" id="Page_301"></a>he seemed to have a dim recollection of something—some "bustle +and fluff," as he expressed it—during his troubled sleep; and then he +would ask anxiously whether he really had been giving them any bother, +and assure them that he was so very sorry, and hoped they would +forgive him for having been so stupid. At which Aunt Charlotte had to +smile and joke as heroically as she knew how.</p> + +<p>There were some days, however, when he was quite free from pain, and +then he was as bright and cheerful as ever. He lay in his white bed +surrounded by the books he loved, which he read intermittently; and +every now and then, when Aunt Charlotte thought he was strong enough, +a visitor would be admitted. Roger St Aubyn, now back from Italy, +often dropped in to sit with him, and these were golden hours to +Austin, who listened delightedly to his friend's absorbing +descriptions of the beautiful places he had been to and the wonderful +old legends that were attached to them. Then nothing would content him +but that Lubin must come up occasionally and tell him how the garden +was looking, and what he thought of the prospects for next summer, and +answer all sorts of searching questions as to the operations in which +he had been engaged <a name="Page_302" id="Page_302"></a>since Austin had been a prisoner. Austin enjoyed +these colloquies with Lubin; the very sight of him, he said, was like +having a glimpse of the garden. But somehow Lubin's eyes always looked +rather red and misty when he came out of the room, and it was noticed +that he went about his work in a very half-hearted and listless +manner.</p> + +<p>One day, however, a visitor called whose presence was not so +sympathetic. This was Mr Sheepshanks, the vicar. Of course he was +quite right to call—indeed it would have been an unpardonable +omission had he not done so; at the same time his little furtive +movements and professional air of solemnity got on Austin's nerves, +and produced a sense of irritation that was certainly not conducive to +his well-being. At last the point was reached to which the vicar had +been gradually leading up, and he suggested that, now that it had +pleased Providence to stretch Austin on a couch of pain, it was +advisable that he should think about making his peace with God.</p> + +<p>"Make my peace with God?" repeated Austin, opening his eyes. "What +about? We haven't quarrelled!"</p> + +<p>"My dear young friend, that is scarcely <a name="Page_303" id="Page_303"></a>the way for a creature to +speak of its relations with its Creator," said the vicar, gravely +shocked.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it?" said Austin. "I'm very sorry; I thought you were hinting +that I had some grudge against the Creator, and that I ought to make +it up. Because I haven't, not in the very least. I've had a lovely +life, and I'm more obliged to Him for it than I can say."</p> + +<p>"Ahem," coughed the vicar dubiously. "One scarcely speaks of being +<i>obliged</i> to the Almighty, my dear Austin. We owe Him our everlasting +gratitude for His mercies to us, and when we think how utterly +unworthy the best of us are of the very least attention on His +part——"</p> + +<p>"I don't see that at all," interrupted Austin. "On the contrary, +seeing that God brought us all into existence without consulting any +one of us I think we have a right to expect a great deal of attention +on His part. Surely He has more responsibility towards somebody He has +made than that somebody has towards Him. That's only common sense, it +seems to me."</p> + +<p>The vicar thought he had never had such an unmanageable penitent to +deal with since he took <a name="Page_304" id="Page_304"></a>orders. "But how about sin?" he suggested, +shifting his ground. "Have you no sense of sin?"</p> + +<p>"I'm almost afraid not," acknowledged Austin, with well-bred concern. +"Ought I to have?"</p> + +<p>"We all ought to have," replied the vicar sternly. "We have all +sinned, and come short of the glory of God."</p> + +<p>"I don't see how we could have done otherwise," remarked Austin, who +was getting rather bored. "Little people like us can't be expected to +come up to a standard which I suppose implies divine perfection. I +dare say I've done lots of sins, but for the life of me I've no idea +what they were. I don't think I ever thought about it."</p> + +<p>"It's time you thought about it now, then," said the vicar, getting +up. "I won't worry you any more to-day, because I see you're tired. +But I shall pray for you, and when next I come I hope you'll +understand my meaning more clearly than you do at present."</p> + +<p>"That is very kind of you," said Austin, putting out his almost +transparent hand. "I'm awfully sorry to give you so much trouble. +You'll see Aunt Charlotte before you go away? <a name="Page_305" id="Page_305"></a>I know she'll expect +you to go in for a cup of tea."</p> + +<p>So the vicar escaped, almost as glad to do so as Austin was to be left +in peace. And the worst of it was that, though he cudgelled his brains +for many hours that night, he could not think of any sins in +particular that Austin had been in the habit of committing. He was +kind, he was pure, and he was unselfish. His exaggerated abuse of +people he didn't like was more than half humorous, and was rather a +fault than a sin. Yet he must be a sinner somehow, because everybody +was. Perhaps his sin consisted in his not being pious in the +evangelical sense of the word. Yet he loved goodness, and the vicar +had once heard a great Roman Catholic divine say that loving goodness +was the same thing as loving God. But Austin had never said that he +loved God; he had only said that he was much obliged to Him. The poor +vicar worried himself about all this until he fell asleep, taking +refuge in the reflection that if he couldn't understand the state of +Austin's soul there was always the probability that God did.</p> + +<p>Aunt Charlotte, on her side, was too much absorbed in her anxiety and +sorrow to trouble herself with such misgivings. The light of her <a name="Page_306" id="Page_306"></a>life +was burning very low, and bade fair to be extinguished altogether. +What were theological conundrums to her now? It would be positively +wicked to fear that anything dreadful could happen to Austin because +he had forgotten his catechism and was not impressed by the vicar's +prosy discourses in church. Face to face with the possibility of +losing him, all her conventionality collapsed. The boy had been +everything in the world to her, and now he was going elsewhere.</p> + +<p>The house was a very mournful place just then, and the servants moved +noiselessly about as though in the presence of some strange mystery. +The only person in it who seemed really happy was Austin himself. A +great London surgeon came to see him once, and then there was talk of +hiring a trained nurse. But Austin combatted this project with all the +vigour at his command, protesting that trained nurses always scented +themselves with chloroform and put him in mind of a hospital; he +really could not have one in the room. Some assistance, however, was +necessary, for the disease was making such rapid progress that he +could no longer turn himself in bed; and Austin, recognising the fact, +insisted that Lubin and no other should tend him. So <a name="Page_307" id="Page_307"></a>Lubin, tearfully +overjoyed at the distinction, exchanged the garden for the +sick-chamber, into which, as Austin said, he seemed to bring the very +scent of grass and flowers; and there he passed his time, day after +day, raising the helpless boy in his strong arms, shifting his +position, anticipating his slightest wish, and even sleeping in a low +truckle-bed in a corner of the room at night.</p> + +<p>Sometimes Austin would lie, silent and motionless, for hours, with a +perfectly calm and happy look upon his face. This was when the pain +relaxed its grip upon him. At other times he would talk almost +incessantly, apparently holding a conversation with people whom Lubin +could not see. One would have thought that someone very dear to him +had come to pay him a visit, and that he and this mysterious someone +were deeply attached to each other, so bright and playful were the +smiles that rippled upon his lips. He spoke in a low, rapid undertone, +so that Lubin could only catch a word or two here and there; then +there would be a pause, as though to allow for some unheard reply, to +which Austin appeared to be listening intently; and then off he would +go again as fast as ever. His eyes had a wistful, far-off look in +them, and every now <a name="Page_308" id="Page_308"></a>and then he seemed puzzled at Lubin's presence, +not being quite able to reconcile the actual surroundings of the +sick-room with those other scenes that were now dawning upon his +sight, scenes in which Lubin had no place. There was a little +confusion in his mind in consequence; but as the days went on things +gradually became much clearer.</p> + +<p>Now Austin, in spite of his utter indifference to, or indeed aversion +from, theological religion, had always loved his Sundays. To him they +were as days of heaven upon earth, and in them he appeared to take an +instinctive delight, as though the very atmosphere of the day filled +him with spiritual aspirations, and thoughts which belonged not to +this world. Above all, he loved Sunday evenings, which appeared to him +a season hallowed in some special way, when all high and pure +influences were felt in their greatest intensity. And now another +Sunday came round, and, as had been the case all through his illness, +he felt and knew by instinct what day it was. He lay quite still, as +the distant chime of the church bells was wafted through the air, +faint but just audible in the silent room. Aunt Charlotte smiled +tenderly at him through her tears; she was going to church, poor soul, +to pray for his recovery, though <a name="Page_309" id="Page_309"></a>knowing quite well that what she +called his recovery was beyond hope. Austin shot a brilliant smile at +her in return, and Aunt Charlotte rushed out of the room choking.</p> + +<p>The day drew to its close, the darkness gathered, and Austin, who had +been suffering considerably during the afternoon, was now easier. At +about seven o'clock his aunt stole softly in, unable to keep away, and +looked at him. His eyes were closed, and he appeared to be asleep.</p> + +<p>"How has he been this afternoon?" she asked of Lubin in an undertone.</p> + +<p>"Seemed to be sufferin' a bit about two hour ago, but nothing more 'n +usual," said Lubin. "Then he got easier and sank asleep, quite +quiet-like. He's breathin' regular enough."</p> + +<p>"He doesn't look worse—there's even a little colour in his cheeks," +observed Aunt Charlotte, as she watched the sleeping boy. "He's in +quite a nice, natural slumber. If nursing could only bring him round!"</p> + +<p>"I'd nurse him all my life for that matter," replied Lubin huskily, +standing on the other side of the bed.</p> + +<p>"I know you would, Lubin," cried Aunt <a name="Page_310" id="Page_310"></a>Charlotte. "You've been +goodness itself to my poor darling. What wouldn't I do—what wouldn't +we all do—to save his precious life!"</p> + +<p>"Is he waking up?" whispered Lubin, bending over. "Nay—just turning +his head a bit to one side. He's comfortable enough for the time +being. If it wasn't for them crooel pains as seizes him——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, but they're only the symptoms of the disease!" sighed Aunt +Charlotte, mournfully. "And the doctor says that if they were to leave +him suddenly, it—wouldn't—be a good—sign." Here she began to sob +under her breath. "It might mean that his poor body was no longer +capable of feeling. Well, God knows what's best for all of us. Aren't +you getting nearly worn out yourself, Lubin?"</p> + +<p>"I? Laws no, ma'am," answered Lubin almost scornfully. "I get a sort +o' dog's snooze every now and again, and when Martha was here this +morning I slept for four hour on end. No fear o' me caving in. Ah, +would ye now?" observing some feeble attempt on Austin's part to shift +his position. "There!" as he deftly slipped his hands under him, and +turned him a little to one side. "That eases him a bit. It's <a name="Page_311" id="Page_311"></a>stiff +work, lying half the day with one's back in the same place."</p> + +<p>Then Martha appeared at the door, and insisted on Aunt Charlotte going +downstairs and trying to take some nourishment. In the sick-room all +was silent. Austin continued sleeping peacefully, an expression of +absolute contentment and happiness upon his face, while Lubin sat by +the bedside watching.</p> + +<p>But Austin did not go on sleeping all the night. There came a time +when his deep unconsciousness was invaded by a very strange and +wonderful sensation. He no longer felt himself lying motionless in +bed, as he had been doing for so long. He seemed rather to be +floating, as one might float along the current of a strong, swift +stream. He felt no bed under him, though what it was that held him up +he couldn't guess, and it never occurred to him to wonder. All he knew +was that his pains had vanished, that his body was scarcely palpable, +and that the smooth, gliding motion—if motion it could be called—was +the most exquisite sensation he had ever felt. What <i>could</i> be +happening? Austin, his mind now wide awake, and thoroughly on the +alert, lay for some time in rapt enjoyment of this new experience. +Then he opened his eyes, and found that <a name="Page_312" id="Page_312"></a>he was in bed after all; the +nightlight was burning on a table by the window, the bookcase stood +where it did, and he could even discern Lubin, who seemed to have +dropped asleep, in an armchair three or four yards away. That made the +mystery all the greater, and Austin waited in expectant silence to see +what would happen next.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, as in a flash, the whole of his past life unrolled itself +before his consciousness. He saw himself a toddling baby, a growing +child, a schoolboy, a happy young rascal chasing sheep; then came a +period of pain, a gradual convalescence, a joyful life in the country +air, a life of reading, a life of pleasant dreams, a life into which +entered his friendship with St Aubyn, his days with Lubin in the +garden, his encounters with Mr Buskin, and those strange experiences +that had reached him from another world. That other world was coming +very near to him now, and he was coming very near to it! And all these +recollections formed one marvellous panorama, one great simultaneous +whole, with no appearance of succession, but just as though it had +happened all at once. Austin seemed to be past reasoning; he had +advanced to a stage where thinking and speculating were things gone by +for ever, and his <a name="Page_313" id="Page_313"></a>perceptions were wholly passive. There was his +life, spread out in consciousness before him; and meanwhile he was +undergoing a change.</p> + +<p>He looked up, and saw a dim, violet cloud hanging horizontally over +him. It was in shape like a human form; his own form. At that moment a +great tremor, a sort of convulsive thrill, passed through him as he +lay, jarring every nerve, and awaking him, at that supreme crisis, to +the existence of his body. A sense of confusion followed; and then he +seemed to pass out of his own head, and found himself poised in the +air immediately over the place where he had just been lying. He saw +the violet cloud no more, though whether he had coalesced with it, or +the cloud itself had become disintegrated, he could not tell; then, by +a sort of instinct, he assumed an erect position, and saw that he was +balanced, somehow, a little distance from the bed, looking down upon +it. And on the bed, connected with him by a faintly luminous cord, lay +the white, still, beautiful form of a dead boy. "And that was my +body!" he cried, in awestruck wonder, though his words caused no +vibration in the air.</p> + +<p>He looked at himself, and saw that he was glorious, encircled by a +radiant fire-mist. And <a name="Page_314" id="Page_314"></a>he was throbbing and pulsating with life, able +to move hither and thither without effort, free from lameness, free +from weight, strong, vigorous, full of energy, poised like a bird in +the pure air of heaven, ready to take his flight in any conceivable +direction at the faintest motion of his own will. Then the +resplendence that enveloped him extended, until the whole room was +full of it; and in the midst of it there stood a very sweet and +gracious figure, robed in white drapery, and with eyes of intensest +love, more beautiful to look at than anything that Austin had ever +dreamed of. "Mother!" he whispered, as he glided swiftly towards her.</p> + +<p>The walls and ceiling of the room dissolved, and a wonderful +landscape, the pageantry and splendour of the Spirit Land, revealed +itself. It was bathed in a light that never was on land or sea, and +there were sunny slopes, and jewelled meadows, and silvery streams, +and flowers that only grow in Paradise. Austin was dazzled with its +glory; here at last was the realisation of all he had dimly fancied, +all he had ever longed for. And yet as he floated outwards and upwards +into the heavenly realms, the crown and climax of his happiness lay in +the thought that he could always, by the mere impulse of desire, +revisit the sweet <a name="Page_315" id="Page_315"></a>old garden he had loved, and watch Lubin at his +work among the flowers, and stand, though all unseen, beside the old +stone fountain where he had passed such happy times in the earth-life +he was leaving.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<br /> +<a name="Page_316" id="Page_316"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h5>EDINBURGH<br /> +M'LAREN AND CO., LIMITED<br /> +PRINTERS</h5> + +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUSTIN AND HIS FRIENDS***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 16099-h.txt or 16099-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br /> +<a href="https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/6/0/9/16099">https://www.gutenberg.org/1/6/0/9/16099</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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BALFOUR + +Author Of "The Expiation of Eugene," etc. + +London +Greening & Co., Ltd. + +1906 + + + + + + + +[Illustration: DAPHNIS AT THE FOUNTAIN] + + + + * * * * * + +Advertisement + + +The old-fashioned ghost-story was always terrifying and ghastly; +something that made people afraid to go to bed, or to look over their +shoulders, or to enter a room in the dark. It dealt with apparitions +in a white sheet, and clanking chains, and dreadful faces that peered +out from behind the window curtains in a haunted chamber. And the more +blood-curdling it was, the more keenly people enjoyed it--until they +were left alone, and then they were apt to wish that they had been +reading Robinson Crusoe or Alison's History of Europe instead. Now the +present book embodies an attempt to write a _cheerful_ ghost-story; a +story in which the ghostly element is of a friendly and pleasant +character, and sheds a sense of happiness and sunshine over the entire +life of the ghost-seer. Whether the author has succeeded in doing so +will be for his readers to decide. It is only necessary to add that he +has not introduced a single supernormal incident that has not occurred +and been authenticated in the recorded experiences of persons lately +or still alive. + + * * * * * + + + + +Austin and His Friends + +Chapter the First + + +It was rather a beautiful old house--the house where Austin lived. +That is, it was old-fashioned, low-browed, solid, and built of that +peculiar sort of red brick which turns a rich rose-colour with age; +and this warm rosy tint was set off to advantage by the thick mantle +of dark green ivy in which it was partly encased, and by the row of +tall white and purple irises which ran along the whole length of the +sunniest side of the building. There was an ancient sun-dial just +above the door, and all the windows were made of small, square +panes--not a foot of plate-glass was there about the place; and if the +rooms were nor particularly large or stately, they had that +comfortable and settled look which tells of undisturbed occupancy by +the same inmates for many years. But the principal charm of the place +was the garden in which the house stood. In this case the frame was +really more beautiful than the picture. On one side, the grounds were +laid out in very formal style, with straight walks, clipped box +hedges, an old stone fountain, and a perfect bowling-green of a lawn; +while at right angles to this there was a plot of land in which all +regularity was set at naught, and sweet-peas, tulips, hollyhocks, +dahlias, gillyflowers, wall-flowers, sun-flowers, and a dozen others +equally sweet and friendly shared the soil with gooseberry bushes and +thriving apple-trees. Taking it all in all, it was a lovable and most +reposeful home, and Austin, who had lived there ever since he could +remember, was quite unable to imagine any lot in life that could be +compared to his. + +Now this was curious, for Austin was a hopeless cripple. Up to the age +of sixteen, he had been the most active, restless, healthy boy in all +the countryside. He used to spend his days in boating, bicycling, +climbing hills, and wandering at large through the woods and leafy +lanes which stretched far and wide in all directions of the compass. +One of his chief diversions had been sheep-chasing; nothing delighted +him more than to start a whole flock of the astonished creatures +careering madly round some broad green meadow, their fat woolly backs +wobbling and jolting along in a compact mass of mild perplexity at +this sudden interruption of their never-ending meal, while Austin +scampered at their tails, as much excited with the sport as Don +Quixote himself when he dispersed the legions of Alifanfaron. Let +hare-coursers, otter-hunters, and pigeon-torturers blame him if they +choose; the exercise probably did the sheep a vast amount of good, and +Austin fully believed that they enjoyed it quite as much as he did. +Then suddenly a great calamity befell him. A weakness made itself +apparent in his right knee, accompanied by considerable pain. The +family doctor looked anxious and puzzled; a great surgeon was called +in, and the two shook their heads together in very portentous style. +It was a case of caries, they said, and Austin mustn't hunt sheep any +more. Soon he had to lie upon the sofa for several hours a day, and +what made Aunt Charlotte more anxious than anything else was that he +didn't seem to mind lying on the sofa, as he would have done if he had +felt strong and well; on the contrary, he grew thin and listless, and +instead of always jumping up and trying to evade the doctor's orders, +appeared quite content to lie there, quiet and resigned, from one +week's end to another. That, thought shrewd Aunt Charlotte, betokened +mischief. Another consultation followed, and then a very terrible +sentence was pronounced. It was necessary, in order to save his life, +that Austin should lose his leg. + +What does a boy generally feel under such circumstances? What would +you and I feel? Austin's first impulse was to burst into a passionate +fit of weeping, and he yielded to it unreservedly. But, the fit once +past, he smiled brilliantly through his tears. True, he would never +again be able to enjoy those glorious ramps up hill and down dale that +up till then had sent the warm life coursing through his veins. Never +more would he go scorching along the level roads against the wind on +his cherished bicycle. The open-air athletic days of stress and effort +were gone, never to return. But there might be compensations; who +could tell? Happiness, all said and done, need not depend upon a +shin-bone more or less. He might lose a leg, but legs were, after all, +a mere concomitant to life--life did not consist in legs. There would +still be something left to live for, and who could tell whether that +something might not be infinitely grander and nobler and more +satisfying than even the rapture of flying ten miles an hour on his +wheel, or chevying a flock of agitated sheep from one pasture to +another? + +Where this sudden inspiration came from, he then had no idea; but come +it did, in the very nick of time, and helped him to dry his tears. The +day of destiny also came, and his courage was put to the test. He knew +well enough, of course, that of the operation he would feel nothing. +But the sight of the hard, white, narrow pallet on which he had to +lie, the cold glint of the remorseless instruments, the neatly folded +packages of lint and cotton-wool, and the faint, horrible smell of +chloroform turned him rather sick for a minute. Then he glanced +downwards, with a sense of almost affectionate yearning, at the limb +he was about to lose. "Good-bye, dear old leg!" he murmured, with a +little laugh which smothered a rising sob. "We've had some lovely +ramps together, but the best of friends must part." + +Afterwards, during the long days of dreary convalescence, he began to +feel an interest in what remained of it; and then he found himself +taking a sort of aesthetic pleasure in the smooth, beautifully-rounded +stump, which really was in its way quite an artistic piece of work. At +last, when the flesh was properly healed, and the white skin growing +healthily again around his abbreviated member, he grew eager to make +acquaintance with his new leg; for of course it was never intended +that he should perform the rest of his earthly pilgrimage with only a +leg and a half--let the added half be of what material it might. And +his excitement may be better imagined than described when, one +afternoon, the surgeon came in with a most wonderful object in his +arms--a lovely prop of bright, black, burnished wood, set off with +steel couplings and the most fascinating straps you ever saw. And the +best of all was the socket, in which his soft white stump fitted as +comfortably as though they had been made for one another--as, in fact, +one of them had been. It was a little difficult to walk just at first, +for Austin was accustomed to begin by throwing out his foot, whereas +now he had to begin by moving his thigh; this naturally made him +stagger, and for some time he could only get along with the aid of a +crutch. But to be able to walk again at all was a great achievement, +and then, if you only looked at it in the proper light, it really was +great fun. + +There was, however, one person who, probably from a defective sense of +humour, was unable to see any fun in it at all. Aunt Charlotte would +have given her very ears for Austin, but her affection was of a +somewhat irritable sort, and generally took the form of scolding. She +was not a stupid woman by any means, but there was one thing in the +world she never could understand, and that was Austin himself. He +wasn't like other boys one bit, she always said. He had such a queer, +topsy-turvy way of looking at things; would express the most +outrageous opinions with an innocent unconsciousness that made her +long to box his ears, and support the most arrant absurdities by +arguments that conveyed not the smallest meaning to her intellect. +Look at him now, for instance; a cripple for life, and pretending to +see nothing in it but a joke, and expressing as much admiration for +his horrible wooden leg as though it had been a king's sceptre! In +Aunt Charlotte's view, Austin ought to have pitied himself immensely, +and expressed a hope that God would help him to bear his burden with +orthodox resignation to the Divine will; instead of which, he seemed +totally unconscious of having any burden at all--a state of mind that +was nothing less than impious. Austin was now seventeen, and it was +high time that he took more serious views of life. Ever since he was a +baby he had been her special charge; for his mother had died in giving +him birth, and his father had followed her about a twelvemonth later. +She had always done her duty to the boy, and loved him as though he +had been her own; but she reminded onlookers rather of a conscientious +elderly cat with limited views of natural history condemned by +circumstances to take care of a very irresponsible young eaglet. The +eaglet, on his side, was entirely devoted to his protectress, but it +was impossible for him not to feel a certain lenient and amused +contempt for her very limited horizon. + +"Auntie," he said to her one day, "you're just like a frog at the +bottom of a well. You think the speck of blue you see above you is the +entire sky, and the water you paddle up and down in is the ocean. Why +can't you take a rather more cosmic view of things?" + +This extraordinary remark occurred in the course of a wrangle between +the two, because Austin insisted on his pet cat--a plump, white, +matronly creature he had christened 'Gioconda,' because (so _he_ said) +she always smiled so sweetly--sitting up at the dinner-table and being +fed with tit-bits off his own fork; and Aunt Charlotte objected to +this proceeding on the ground that the proper place for cats was in +the kitchen. Austin, on his side, averred that cats were in many ways +much superior to human beings; that they had been worshipped as gods +by the philosophical Egyptians because they were so scornful and +mysterious; and that Gioconda herself was not only the divinest cat +alive, but entitled to respect, if only as an embodiment and +representative of cat-hood in the abstract, which was a most important +element in the economy of the universe. It was when Aunt Charlotte +stigmatised these philosophical reflections as a pack of impertinent +twaddle that Austin had had the audacity to say that she was like a +frog. + +And now her eaglet had been maimed for life, and whatever he might +feel about it himself her own responsibilities were certainly much +increased. At this very moment, for instance, after having practised +stumping about the room for half-an-hour he insisted on going +downstairs. Of course the idea was ridiculous. Even the doctor shook +his head, while old Martha, who had tubbed Austin when he was two +years old, joined in the general protest. But Austin, disdaining to +argue the point with any one of them, had already hobbled out of the +room, and before they were well aware of it had begun to essay the +descent perilous. Ominous bumps were heard, and then a dull thud as of +a body falling. But a bend in the wall had caught the body, and the +explorer was none the worse. Then Aunt Charlotte, rushing back into +the bedroom, flung open the window wide. + +"Lubin!" she shouted lustily. + +A young gardener boy, tall, round-faced and curly-haired, glanced up +astonished from his work among the sweet-peas. + +"Come up here directly and carry Master Austin downstairs. He's got a +wooden leg and hasn't learnt how to use it." + +The consequence of which was that two minutes later Austin, panting +and enraged at the failure of his first attempt at independence, found +himself firmly encircled by a pair of strong young arms, lifted gently +from the ground, and carried swiftly and safely downstairs and out at +the garden door. + +"Now you just keep quiet, Master Austin," murmured Lubin, chuckling as +Austin began to kick. "No use your starting to run before you know how +to walk. Wooden legs must be humoured a bit, Sir; 'twon't do to expect +too much of 'em just at first, you see. This one o' yours is mighty +handsome to look at, I don't deny, but it's not accustomed to +staircases and maybe it'll take some time before it is. Hold tight, +Sir; only a few yards more now. There! Here we are on the lawn at +last. Now you can try your paces at your leisure." + +"You're awfully nice to me, Lubin," gasped Austin, red with +mortification, as he slipped from the lad's arms on to the grass, "but +I felt just now as if I could have killed you, all the same." + +"Lor', Sir, I don't mind," said Lubin. "I doubt that was no more'n +natural. Can you stand steady? Here--lay hold o' my arm. Slow and +sure's the word. Look out for that flower-bed. Now, then, round you +go--that's it. Ah!"--as Austin fell sprawling on the grass. "Now how +are you going to get up again, I should like to know? Seems to me the +first thing you've got to learn is not to lose your balance, 'cause +once you're down 'tain't the easiest thing in creation to scramble up +again. You'll have to stick to the crutch at first, I reckon. Up we +come! Now let's see how you can fare along a bit all by yourself." + +Austin was thankful for the support of his crutch, with the aid of +which he managed to stagger about for a few minutes at quite a +respectable speed. It reminded him almost of the far-off days when he +was learning to ride his bicycle. At last he thought he would like to +rest a bit, and was much surprised when, on flinging himself down +upon a garden seat, his leg flew up in the air. + +"Lively sort o' limb, this new leg o' yours, Sir," commented Lubin, as +he bent it into a more decorous position. "You'll have to take care it +don't carry you off with it one o' these fine days. Seems to me it +wants taming, and learning how to behave itself in company. I heard +tell of a cork leg once upon a time as was that nimble it started off +running on its own account, and no earthly power could stop it. +Wouldn't have mattered so much if it'd had nobody but itself to +consider, but unluckily the gentleman it belonged to happened to be +screwed on to the top end of it, and of course he had to follow. They +do say as how he's following it still--poor beggar! Must be worn to a +shadow by this time, I should think. But p'raps it ain't true after +all. There are folks as'll say anything." + +"I expect it's true enough," replied Austin cheerfully. "If you want a +thing to be true, all you've got to do is to believe it--believe it as +hard as you can. That makes it true, you see. At least, that's what +the new psychology teaches. Thought creates things, you +understand--though how it works I confess I can't explain. But never +mind. Oh, dear, how drunk I am!" + +"Drunk, Sir? No, no, only a bit giddy," said Lubin, as he stood +watching Austin with his hands upon his hips. "You're not over strong +yet, and that new leg of yours has been giving you too much exercise +to begin with. You just keep quiet a few minutes, and you'll soon be +as right as ninepence." + +Then Austin slid carefully off the seat, and stretched himself full +length upon the grass. "I _am_ drunk," he murmured, closing his eyes, +"drunk with the scent of the flowers. Don't you smell them, Lubin? The +air's heavy with it, and it has got into my brain. And how sweet the +grass smells too. I love it--it's like breathing the breath of Nature. +What do legs matter? It's much nicer to roll over the grass wherever +you want to go than to have the bother of walking. Don't worry about +me any more, nice Lubin. Go on tying up your sweet-peas. I'll come and +help you when I'm tired of rolling about. Just now I don't want +anything; I'm drunk--I'm happy--I'm satisfied--I'm happier than I ever +was before. Be kind to the flowers, Lubin; don't tie them too tight. +They're my friends and my lovers. Aren't you a little fond of them +too?" + +Then, left to his own reflections, he lay perfectly peaceful and +content staring up into the sky. For months he had been fated to lead +an entirely new life, and now it had actually begun. His entrance upon +it was not bitter. He had flowers growing by his path, and books that +he loved, and one or two friends who loved him. It was all right! And +that was how he spent his first day of acknowledged cripplehood. + + + + +Chapter the Second + + +In a very short time Austin had overcome the initial difficulties of +locomotion, and now began to take regular exercise out of doors. It +would be too much to say that his gait was particularly elegant; but +there really was something triumphal about the way in which he learnt +to brandish his leg with every step he took, and the majestic swing +with which he brought it round to its place in advance of the other. +In fact, he soon found himself stumping along the highroads with +wonderful speed and safety; though to clamber over stiles, and work a +bicycle one-footed, of course took much more practice. + +Hitherto I have said nothing about the neighbourhood of Austin's home. +Now when I say neighbourhood, I don't mean the topographical +surroundings--I use the word in its correcter sense of neighbours; and +these it is necessary to refer to in passing. Of course there were +several people living round about. There was the MacTavish family, +for instance, consisting of Mr and Mrs MacTavish, five daughters and +two sons. Mrs MacTavish had a brother who had been knighted, and on +the strength of such near relationship to Sir Titus and Lady +Clandougal, considered herself one of the county. But her claim was +not endorsed, even by the humbler gentry with whom she was forced to +associate, while as for the county proper it is not too much to say +that that august community had never even heard of her. The Miss +MacTavishes, ranging in age from fifteen to five-and-twenty, were +rather gawky young persons, with red hair and a perpetual giggle; in +fact they could not speak without giggling, even if it was to tell you +that somebody was dead. Every now and then Mrs MacTavish would +proclaim, with portentous complacency, that Florrie, or Lizzie, or +Aggie, was "out"--to the awe-struck admiration of her friends; which +meant that the young person referred to had begun to do up her hair in +a sort of bun at the back of her head, and had had her frock let down +a couple of tucks. Austin couldn't bear them, though he was always +scrupulously polite. And the boys were, if anything, less interesting +than the girls. The elder of the two--a freckled young giant named +Jock--was always asking him strange conundrums, such as whether he was +going to put the pot on for the Metropolitan--which conveyed no more +idea to Austin's mind than if he had said it in Chinese; while Sandy, +the younger, used to terrify him out of his wits by shouting out that +Yorkshire had got the hump, or that Jobson was 'not out' for a +century, or that wickets were cheap at the Oval. In fact, the entire +family bored him to extinction, though Aunt Charlotte, who had been an +old school-friend of the mamma, sang their praises perseveringly, and +said that the girls were dears. + +Then there was the inevitable vicar, with a wife who piqued herself on +her smart bonnets; a curate, who preached Socialism, wore +knickerbockers, and belonged to the Fabian Society; a few unattached +elderly ladies who had long outlived the reproach of their virginity; +and just two or three other families with nothing particular to +distinguish them one way or another. It may readily be inferred, +therefore, that Austin had not many associates. There was really no +one in the place who interested him in the very least, and the +consequence was that he was generally regarded as unsociable. And so +he was--very unsociable. The companionship of his books, his bicycle, +his flowers and his thoughts was far more precious to him than that of +the silly people who bothered him to join in their vapid diversions +and unseasonable talk, and he rightly acted upon his preference. His +own resources were of such a nature that he never felt alone; and +having but few comrades in the flesh, he wisely courted the society of +those whom, though long since dead, he held in far higher esteem than +all the elderly ladies and curates and MacTavishes who ever lived. His +appetite in literature was keen, but fastidious. He devoured all the +books he could procure about the Renaissance of art in Italy. The +works of Mr Walter Pater were as a treasure-house of suggestion to +him, and did much to form and guide his gradually developing +mentality. He read Plato, being even more fascinated by the exquisite +technique of the dialectic than by the ethical value of the teaching. +And there was one small, slim book that he always carried about with +him, and kept for special reading in the fields and woods. This was +Virgil's Eclogues, the sylvan atmosphere of which penetrated the very +depths of his being, and created in him a moral or spiritual +atmosphere which was its counterpart. He seemed to live amid gracious +pastoral scenes, where beautiful youths and maidens passed a +perpetual springtime in a land of dewy lawns, and shady groves, and +pools, and rippling streams. Daphnis and Mopsus, Corydon, Alexis, and +Amyntas, were all to him real personages, who peopled his solitude, +inspired his poetic fancy, and fostered in his imagination the +elements of an ideal life where the beauty and purity and freshness of +untainted Nature reigned supreme. The accident of his lameness, by +incapacitating him for violent exercise out of doors, ministered to +the development of this spiritual tendency, and threw him back upon +the allurements of a refined idealism. Daphnis became to him the +embodiment, the concrete image, of eternal youthhood, of adolescence +in the abstract, the attribute of an idealised humanity. To lead the +pure Daphnis life of simplicity, stainlessness, communion with +beautiful souls, was to lead the highest life. To find one's bliss in +sunshine, flowers, and the winds of heaven--in both the physical and +moral spheres--was to find the highest bliss. Why should not he, +Austin Trevor, cripple as he was, so live the Daphnis life as to be +himself a Daphnis? + +No wonder a boy like this was voted unsociable. No wonder Sandy and +Jock despised him as a muff, and the young ladies deplored his +unaccountably elusive ways. The truth was that Austin simply had no +use for any of them; his life was complete without them, it contained +no niche into which they could ever fit. Lubin was a far more +congenial comrade. Lubin never bothered him about football, or +cricket, or horse-racing, never worried him with invitations to +horrible picnics, never outraged his sensibilities in any way. On the +contrary, Lubin rather contributed to his happiness by the care he +took of the flowers, and the intelligence he showed in carrying out +all Austin's elaborately conveyed instructions. Why, Lubin himself was +a sort of Daphnis--in a humble way. But Sandy! No, Austin was not +equal to putting up with Sandy. + +There was, however, one gentleman in the neighbourhood whom Master +Austin was gracious enough to approve. This was a certain Mr Roger St +Aubyn, a man of taste and culture, who possessed a very rare +collection of fine pictures and old engravings which nobody had ever +seen. St Aubyn was, in fact, something of a recluse, a student who +seldom went beyond his park gates, and found his greatest pleasure in +reading Greek and cultivating orchids. It was by the purest accident +that the two came across each other. Austin was lying one afternoon on +a bank of wild hyacinths just outside Combe Spinney, lazily admiring +the effect of his bright black leg against the bright blue sky, and +thinking of nothing in particular. Mr St Aubyn, who happened to be +strolling in that direction, was attracted by the unwonted spectacle, +and ventured on some good-humoured quizzical remark. This led to a +conversation, in the course of which the scholar thought he discovered +certain original traits in the modest observations of the youth. One +topic drifted into another, and soon the two were engaged in an +animated discussion about pursuits in life. It was in the course of +this that Austin let drop the one word--Art. + +"What is Art?" queried St Aubyn. + +Austin hesitated for some moments. Then he said, very slowly: + +"That is a question to which a dozen answers might be given. A whole +book would be required to deal with it." + +St Aubyn was delighted, both at the reply and at the hesitation that +had preceded it. + +"And are you an artist?" he enquired. + +"I believe I am," replied Austin, very seriously. "Of course one +doesn't like to be too confident, and I can't draw a single line, but +still----" + +"Good again," approved the other. "Here as in everything else all +depends upon the definition. What is an artist?" + +"An artist," exclaimed Austin, kindling, "is one who can see the +beauty everywhere." + +"_The_ beauty?" repeated St Aubyn. + +"The beauty that exists everywhere, even in ugly things. The beauty +that ordinary people don't see," returned Austin. "Anybody can see +beauty in what are _called_ beautiful things--light, and colour, and +grace. But it takes an artist to see beauty in a muddy road, and +dripping branches, and drenching rain. How people cursed and grumbled +on that rainy day we had last week; it made me sick to hear them. Now +I saw the beauty _under_ the ugliness of it all--the wonderful soft +greys and browns, the tiny glints of silver between the leaves, the +flashes of pearl and orpiment behind the shifting clouds. Do you know, +I even see beauty in this wooden leg of mine, great beauty, though +everybody else thinks it perfectly hideous! So that is why I hope I am +not wrong in imagining that perhaps I may, really, be in some sense an +artist." + +For a moment St Aubyn did not speak. "The boy's a great artist," he +muttered to himself. His interest was now excited in good earnest; here +was no common mind. Of art Austin knew practically nothing, but the +artistic instinct was evidently tingling in every vein of him. St Aubyn +himself lived for art and literature, and was amazed to have come +across so curiously exceptional a personality. He drew the boy out a +little more, and then, in a moment of impulse, did a most unaccustomed +thing: he invited Austin to lunch with him on the following Thursday, +promising, in addition, that they should spend the afternoon together +looking over his conservatories and picture-gallery. + +So great an honour, so undreamt-of a privilege, sent Austin's blood to +the roots of his hair. He flourished his leg more proudly than ever as +he stumped victoriously home and announced the great news to Aunt +Charlotte. That estimable lady was fingering some notepaper on her +writing-table as her excited nephew came bursting in upon her with his +face radiant. + +"Auntie," he cried, "what do you think? You'll never guess. I'm going +to lunch with Mr St Aubyn on Thursday!" + +Aunt Charlotte turned round, looking slightly dazed. + +"Going to lunch with whom?" she asked. + +"With Mr St Aubyn. You know--he lives at Moorcombe Court. I met him in +the woods and had a long talk with him, and now he's going to show me +all his pictures--_and_ his engravings--_and_ his wonderful orchids +and things. I'm to spend all the afternoon with him. Isn't it +splendid! I could never have hoped for such an opportunity. And he's +so awfully nice--so cultured and clever, you know--" + +"Really!" said Aunt Charlotte, drawing herself up. "Well, you're +vastly honoured, Austin, I must say. Mr St Aubyn is chary of his +civilities. It is very kind of him to ask you, I'm sure, but I think +it's rather a liberty all the same." + +"A liberty!" repeated Austin, aghast. + +"He has never called on me," returned Aunt Charlotte, statelily. "If +he had wished to cultivate our acquaintance, that would have been at +least the usual thing to do. However, of course I've no objection. On +Thursday, you say. Well, now just give me your attention to something +rather more important. I intend to invite some people here to tea next +week, and you may as well write the invitations for me now." + +Austin's face lengthened. "Oh, why?" he sighed. "It isn't as though +there was anybody worth asking--and really, the horrid creatures that +infest this neighbourhood--. Whom do you want to ask?" + +"I'm astonished at you, speaking of our friends like that," replied +his aunt, severely. "They're not horrid creatures; they're all very +nice and kind. Of course we must have the MacTavishes----" + +"I knew it," groaned Austin, sinking into a chair. "Those dear +MacTavishes! There are nineteen of them, aren't there? Or is it only +nine?" + +"Don't be ridiculous, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte. "Then there are +the Miss Minchins--that'll be eleven; the vicar and his wife, of +_course_; and old Mr and Mrs Cobbledick. Now just come and sit +here----" + +"The Cobbledicks--those old murderers!" cried Austin. "Do you want us +to be all assassinated together?" + +"Murderers!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, horrified. "I think you've gone +out of your mind. A dear kindly old couple like the Cobbledicks! Not +very handsome, perhaps, but--murderers! What in the world will you say +next?" + +"The most sinister-looking old pair of cut-throats in the parish," +returned Austin. "I should be sorry to meet them on a lonely road on a +dark night, I know that. But really, auntie, I do wish you'd think +better of all this. We're quite happy alone; what do we want of all +these horrible people coming to bore us for Heaven knows how many +hours? Of course _I_ shall be told off to amuse the MacTavishes; just +think of it! Seven red-haired, screaming, giggling monsters----" + +"Hold your tongue, do, you abominable boy!" cried Aunt Charlotte. "I'm +inviting our friends for _my_ pleasure, not for yours, and I forbid +you to speak of them in that wicked, slanderous, disrespectful way. +Come now, sit down here and write me the invitations at once." + +"For the last time, auntie, I entreat you----" began Austin. + +"Not a word more!" replied his aunt. "Begin without more ado." + +"Well, if you insist," consented Austin, as he dragged himself into +the seat. "Have you fixed upon a day?" + +"No--any day will do. Just choose one yourself," said Aunt Charlotte, +as she dived after an errant ball of worsted. "What day will suit you +best?" + +"Shall we say the 24th?" suggested Austin. + +"By all means," replied his aunt briskly. "If you're sure that that +won't interfere with anything else. I've such a wretched memory for +dates. To-day is the 19th. Yes, I should say the 24th will do very +well indeed." + +"It will suit me admirably," said Austin, sitting down and beginning +to write with great alacrity, while his aunt busied herself with her +knitting. As soon as the envelopes were addressed, he slipped them +into his coat pocket, and, rising, said he might as well go out and +post them there and then. + +"Do," said Aunt Charlotte, well pleased at Austin's sudden +capitulation. "That is, unless you're too tired with your walk. Martha +can always give them to the milkman if you are." + +"Not a bit of it," said Austin hastily, as he swung himself out of the +room. "I shall be back in time for dinner." + +"He certainly is the very oddest boy," soliloquised Aunt Charlotte, as +she settled herself comfortably on the sofa and went on clicking her +knitting-needles. "Why he dislikes the MacTavishes so I can't imagine; +nice, cheerful young persons as anyone would wish to see. It really is +very queer. And then the way he suddenly gave in at last! It only +shows that I must be firm with him. As soon as he saw I was in earnest +he yielded at once. He's got a sweet nature, but he requires a firm +hand. He's different, too, since he lost his leg--more full of +fancies, it seems to me, and a great deal too much wrapped up in those +books of his. I suppose that when one's body is defective, one's mind +feels the effects of it. I shall have to keep him up to the mark, and +see that he has plenty of cheerful society. Nothing like nice +companions for maintaining the brain in order." + +Thus did Aunt Charlotte decide to her own satisfaction what she +thought would be best for Austin. + + + + +Chapter the Third + + +He stood leaning against the old stone fountain on the straight lawn +under the noonday sun. The bees hummed slumberously around him, +sailing from flower to flower, and the hot air, laden with the scents +of the soil, seemed to penetrate his body at every pore, infusing a +sense of vitality into him which pulsed through all his veins. Austin +always said that high noon was the supreme moment of the day. To some +folks the most beautiful time was dawn, to others sunset, but at noon +Nature was like a flower at its full, a flower in the very zenith of +its strength and glory. He had always loved the noon. + +"The world seems literally palpitating with life," he thought, as he +rested his arm on the rim of the time-worn fountain. "I'm sure it's +conscious, in some way or other. How it must enjoy itself! Look at the +trees; so strong, and calm, and splendid. They know well enough how +strong they are, and when there's a storm that tries to blow them +down, how they do revel in battling with it! And then the hot air, +embracing the earth so voluptuously--playing with the slender plants, +and caressing the upstanding flowers. They stand up because they want +to be caressed, the amorous creatures. How wonderful it is--the +different characters that flowers have. Some are shrill and fierce and +passionate, while others are meek and sly, and pretend to shrink when +they are even noticed. Some are wicked--shamelessly, insolently, +magnificently wicked--like those scarlet anthuriums, with their +curling yellow tongues. That flower is the very incarnation of sin; +no, not incarnation--what's the word? I can't think, but it doesn't +matter. Incarnation will do, for the thing is exactly like +recalcitrant human flesh. Lubin!" + +"Yes, Sir?" responded Lubin, who was digging near. + +"What are the wickedest flowers you know?" asked Austin. + +"Well, Sir, I should say them as had most thorns," said Lubin +feelingly. + +"I wonder," mused Austin. Then he relapsed into his meditations. "How +thick with life the air is. I'm sure it's populated, if we only had +eyes to see. I feel it throbbing all round me--full of beings as much +alive as I am, only invisible. People used to see them once upon a +time--why can't we now? Naiads, and dryads, and fauns, and the great +god Pan everywhere; oh, to think we may be actually surrounded by +these wonders of beauty, and yet unable to talk to any of them! +Nothing but wicked old women, and horrible young men in plaid +knickerbockers and bowler hats, who worry one about odds and +handicaps. It's all very sad and ugly." + +"Aren't you rather hot, standing there in the sun, Sir, all this +time?" said Lubin, looking up. + +"Very hot," replied Austin. "I wonder what time it is?" + +Lubin glanced up at the sundial. "Just five minutes past the hour, or +thereabouts, I make it." + +"Oh, Lubin, let's go and bathe!" cried Austin suddenly. "You must be +far hotter than I am. There's plenty of time--we don't lunch till +half-past one. How long would it take us to get to the bathing-pool +just at the bend of the river?" + +"Well--not above ten minutes, I should say," was Lubin's answer. "I'd +like a dip myself more'n a little, but I'm not quite sure if I ought +to--you see the mistress wants all this finished up by the afternoon, +and then----" + +"But you must!" insisted Austin. "You forget that I've only got one +leg, so I can't swim as I used, and you've got to come and take care I +don't get drowned. 'O weep for Adonais--he is dead!' How angry Aunt +Charlotte would be. And then she'd cry, poor dear, and go into hideous +mourning for her poor Austin. Come along, Lubin--but wait, I must just +go and get a couple of towels. Oh, I'm simply mad for the water. I'll +be back in less than a flash." + +Lubin drove his spade into the earth, turned down his sleeves, and +rested--a fair-skinned, bronzed, wholesome object, good to look +at--while Austin stumped away. In less than five minutes the two +youths started off together, tramping through the long, lush +meadow-grass which lay between the end of the garden and the river. +The sun burned fiercely overhead, and the air quivered in the heat. + +"Isn't it wonderful!" cried Austin, when they reached the edge of the +water, and were standing under the shade of some trees that overhung +the towing-path. "Come, Lubin, strip--I'm half undressed already. Look +at the white and purple lights in the water--aren't they marvellous? +Now we're going right down into them. Oh the freedom of air, and +colour, and body--how I do _hate_ clothes! I say, how funny my stump +looks, doesn't it? Just like a great white rolling-pin. You must go in +first, Lubin, and then you'll be prepared to catch me when I begin +drowning." + +Lubin, standing nude and shapely, like a fair Greek statue, for a +moment on the bank, took a silent header and disappeared. Then Austin +prepared to follow. He tumbled rather than plunged into the water, +and, unable to attain an erect position owing to his imperfect +organism, would have fared badly if Lubin had not caught him in his +arms and turned him deftly over on his back. + +"You just content yourself with floating face upwards, Sir," he said. +"There's no sort of use in trying to strike out, you'd only sink to +the bottom like a boat with a hole in it. There--let me hold you like +this; one hand'll do it. Look out for the river-weeds. Now try and +work your foot. Seems to be making you go round and round, somehow. +But that don't matter. A bathe's a bathe, all said and done. How jolly +cool it is!" + +"Isn't it exquisite?" murmured Austin, with closed eyes. "I do think +that drowning must be a lovely death. We're like the minnows, Lubin, +'staying their wavy bodies 'gainst the streams, to taste the luxury of +sunny beams tempered with coolness.' That's what _our_ wavy bodies are +doing now. Don't you like it? 'Now more than ever it seems rich to +die----'" + +But the next moment, owing probably to Lubin having lost his +equilibrium, the young rhapsodist found himself, spluttering and +half-choked, nearer to the bed of the river than the surface, while +his leg was held in chancery by a network of clinging water-weeds. +Lubin had some slight difficulty in extricating him, and for the +moment, at least, his poetic fantasies came to an abrupt and +unromantic finish. + +"Here, get on my back, and I'll swim you out as far as them +water-lilies," said Lubin, giving him a dexterous hoist. "I'm awfully +keen on the yellow sort, and they look wonderful fine ones. That's +better. Now, Sir, you can just imagine yourself any drownded heathen +as comes into your head, only hold tight and don't stir. If you do +you'll get drownded in good earnest, and I shall have to settle +accounts with your aunt afterwards. Are you ready? Right, then. And +now away we go." + +He struck out strongly and slowly, with Austin crouching on his +shoulders. They arrived in safety at the point aimed at, and managed +to tear away a grand cluster of the great, beautiful yellow flowers; +but the process was a very ticklish one, and the struggle resulted, +not unnaturally, in Austin becoming dislodged from his not very secure +position, and floundering head foremost into the depths. Lubin caught +him as he rose again, and, taking him firmly by one hand, helped him +to swim alongside of him back to the shore. It was a difficult feat, +and by the time they had accomplished the distance they were both +pretty well exhausted. + +"You _have_ been good to me, Lubin," gasped Austin, as he flung +himself sprawling on the grass. "I've had a lovely time--haven't you +too? Was I very heavy? Perhaps it is rather a bore to have only one +leg when one wants to swim. But now you can always say you've saved me +from drowning, can't you. I should have gone under a dozen times if +you hadn't held me up and lugged me about. Oh, dear, now we must put +on our clothes again--what a barbarism clothes are! I do hate them so, +don't you? But I suppose there's no help for it. + + "Rise, Lubin, rise, and twitch thy mantle blue; + To-morrow to fresh woods, and pastures new. + +"Oh, do help me to screw on my leg. That's it. I say, it's a +quarter-past one! We must hurry up, or Aunt Charlotte will be cursing. +What _does_ it matter if one eats at half-past one or at a quarter to +two? I really am very fond of Aunt Charlotte, you know, though I find +it awfully difficult to educate her. I sometimes despair of ever being +able to bring her up properly at all, she is so hopelessly Early +Victorian, poor thing. But, then, so many people are, aren't they? Now +animals are never Early Victorian; that's why I respect them so. If +you weren't a human being, Lubin--and a very nice one, as you +are--what sort of an animal would you like to be?" + +"Well, I don't rightly know as I ever considered the point," said +Lubin, passing his fingers through his drenched curls. "Perhaps I'd as +lief be a squirrel as anything. I'm awfully fond o' nuts, and when I +was a kid I used to spend half my time a-climbing trees. A squirrel +must have rather a jolly life of it, when one comes to think." + +"What a splendid idea!" cried Austin, as they prepared to start. "You +_are_ clever, Lubin. It would be lovely to live in a tree, curtained +all round with thousands of quivering green leaves. I wish I knew what +animals think about all day. It must be very dull for them never to +have any thoughts, poor dears, and yet they seem happy enough +somehow. Perhaps they have something else instead to make up for +it--something that we've no idea of. I _say_--it's half-past one!" + +So Austin was late for lunch after all, and got a scolding from Aunt +Charlotte, who told him that it was exceedingly ill-bred to +inconvenience other people by habitual unpunctuality. Austin was very +penitent, and promised he'd never be unpunctual again if he lived to +be a hundred. Then Aunt Charlotte was mollified, and regaled him with +an improving account of a most excellent book she had just been +reading, upon the importance of instilling sound principles of +political economy into the mind of the agricultural labourer. It was +so essential, she explained, that people in that position should +understand something about the laws which govern prices, the relations +of capital and labour, the _metayer_ system, and the ratio which +should exist between an increase of population and the exhaustion of +the soil by too frequent crops of wheat; and she wound up by +propounding a series of hypothetical problems based on the doctrines +she had set forth, for Austin to solve offhand. + +Austin listened very dutifully for some time, but the subject bored +him atrociously, and his attention began to wander. At last he made +some rather vague and irrelevant replies, and then announced boldly +that he thought all politicians were very silly old gentlemen, +particularly economists; for his own part, he hated economy, +especially when he wanted to buy something beautiful to look at; he +further considered that political economists would be much better +employed if they sat contemplating tulips instead of writing horrid +books, and that Lubin was a great deal wiser than the whole pack of +them put together. Then Aunt Charlotte got extremely angry, and a +great wrangle ensued, in the course of which she said he was a +foolish, ignorant boy, who talked nonsense for the sake of talking it. +Austin replied by asking if she knew what a quincunx was, or what +Virgil was really driving at when he composed the First Eclogue, and +whether she had ever heard of Lycidas; and when she said that she had +something better to do than stuff her head with quidnunxes and all +such pagan rubbish, he remarked very politely that ignorance was +evidently not all of the same sort. Which sent Aunt Charlotte bustling +away in a huff to look after her household duties. + +"It's all very sad and very ugly, isn't it, Gioconda?" sighed Austin, +as he lifted the large, white, fluffy animal upon his lap. "You're a +great philosopher, my dear; I wish I were as wise as you. You're so +scornful, so dignified, so divinely egoistic. But you don't mind being +worshipped, do you, Gioconda? Because you know it's your right, of +course. There--she's actually condescending to purr! Now we'll come +and disport ourselves under the trees, and you shall watch the birds +from a safe distance. I know your wicked ways, and I must teach you +how to treat your inferiors with proper benignity and toleration." + +But Gioconda had plans of her own for the afternoon, and declined the +proposed discipline; so Austin strolled off by himself, and lay down +under the trees with a large book on Italian gardens to console him. +His improvised exertions in the water had produced a certain fatigue, +and he felt lazy and inert. Gradually he dropped off into a doze, +which lasted more than an hour. And he had a curious dream. He thought +he was in some strange land--a land like a garden seen through yellow +glass--where everything was transparent, and people glided about as +though they were skating, without any conscious effort. Then Aunt +Charlotte appeared upon the scene, and he saw by her eyes that she was +very angry because Lycidas had been drowned while bathing; but Austin +assured her that it was Lubin who was drowned, and that it really was +of no consequence, because Lubin was only a squirrel after all. At +this point things got extremely mixed, and the sound of voices broke +in upon his slumbers. He opened his eyes, and saw Aunt Charlotte +herself in the act of walking away with a toss of her head that +betokened a ruffled temper. + +Austin's interest was immediately aroused. "Lubin!" he called softly, +motioning the lad to come nearer. "What was she rowing you about? Was +she blowing you up about this morning?" + +"Well," confessed Lubin with a broad smile, "she didn't seem +over-pleased. Said you might have lost your life, going out o' your +depth with only one leg to stand on, and that if you'd been drownded I +should have had to answer for it before a judge and jury." + +"What a wicked, abandoned old woman!" cried Austin. "Only one leg to +stand on, indeed!--she hasn't a single leg to stand on when she says +such things. She ought to have gone down on her knees and thanked you +for taking such care of me. But I shall never make anything of her, +I'm afraid. The more I try to educate her the worse she gets." + +"I shouldn't wonder," replied Lubin sagely. "The old hen feels herself +badly off when the egg teaches her to cackle. That's human nature, +that is. And then she was riled because she was afraid I shouldn't +have time to get the garden-things in order by to-morrow, when it +seems there's some sort o' company expected. I told her 'twould be all +right." + +"Oh, those brutes! Of course, they're coming to-morrow. I'd nearly +forgotten all about it. It's just like Aunt Charlotte to be so fond of +all those hideous people. You hate the MacTavishes, don't you, Lubin? +_Do_ hate the MacTavishes! Fancy--nine of them, no less, counting the +old ones, and all of them coming together. What a family! I despise +people who breed like rabbits, as though they thought they were so +superlative that the rest of the world could never have enough of +them." + +"Ay, fools grow without watering," assented Lubin. "Can't say I ever +took to 'em myself--though it's not my place to say so. The young +gents make a bit too free with one, and when they opens their mouths +no one else may so much as sneeze. Think they know everything, they +do. There's a saying as I've heard, that asses sing badly 'cause they +pitch their voices too high. Maybe it's the same wi' them." + +"Well, I hope Aunt Charlotte will enjoy their conversation," said +Austin comfortably. "I say, Lubin, do you know anything about a Mr St +Aubyn, who lives not far from here?" + +"What, him at the Court?" replied Lubin. "I don't know him myself, but +they say as _he's_ a gentleman, and no mistake. Keeps himself to +himself, he does, and has always got a civil word for everybody. Fine +old place, too, that of his." + +"Have you ever been inside?" asked Austin. + +"Lor' no, Sir," answered Lubin. "Don't know as I'm over anxious to, +either. The garden's a sight, it's true--but it seems there's +something queer about the house. Can't make out what it can be, unless +the drains are a bit out of order. But it ain't that neither. Sort o' +frightening--so folks say. But lor', some folks'll say anything. I +never knew anybody as ever _saw_ anything there. It's only some old +woman's yarn, I reckon." + +"Oh, is it haunted? Are there any ghosts?" cried Austin, in great +excitement. "I'd give anything in this world to see a ghost!" + +"I don't know as I'd care to sleep in a haunted house myself," said +Lubin, beginning to sweep the lawn. "Some folks don't mind that sort +o' thing, I s'pose; must have got accustomed to it somehow. Then +there's those as is born ghost-seers, and others as couldn't see one, +not if it was to walk arm-in-arm with 'em to church. Let's hope Mr St +Aubyn's one o' that sort, seeing as he's got to live there. It's poor +work being a baker if your head's made of butter, I've heard say." + +"Then it _is_ haunted!" exclaimed Austin. "What a bit of luck. You +see, Lubin, I know Mr St Aubyn just a little, and soon I'm going to +lunch with him. How I shall be on the look-out! I wonder how it feels +to see a ghost. You've never seen one, have you?" + +"Oh no, Sir," replied Lubin, shaking his head. "I doubt I'm not put +together that way. A blind man may shoot a crow by mistake, but he +ain't no judge o' colours. Though ghosts are mostly white, they say. +Well, it may be different with you, and when you go to lunch at the +Court, I'm sure I hope you'll see all the ghosts on the premises if +you've a fancy for that kind of wild fowl. Let ghosts leave me alone +and I'll leave them alone--that's all I've got to say. I never had no +hankering after gentry as go flopping around without their bodies. +'Tain't commonly decent, to my thinking. Don't hold with such goings +on myself." + +"Oh, but you must make allowances for their circumstances," answered +Austin. "If they've got no bodies of course they can't put them on, +you know. Besides, there are ghosts and ghosts. Some are mischievous, +and some are very, very unhappy, and others come to do us good and +help us to find wills, and treasures, and all sorts of pleasant +things. I'd love to talk with one, and have it out with him. What +wonderful things one might learn!" + +"Ay, there's more in the world than what's taught in the catechism," +said Lubin. "Let's hope you'll have picked up a few crumbs when you've +been to lunch at the Court. Every little helps, as the sow said when +she swallowed the gnat. I confess I'm not curious myself." + +"Well, I'm awfully curious," replied Austin, as he began to get up. +"But now I must stir about a bit. You know my wooden leg gets horribly +lazy sometimes, and I've got to exercise it every now and then for its +own good. I know Aunt Charlotte wants me to go into the town with her +to buy provender for this bun-trouble of hers to-morrow. It's very +curious what different ideas of pleasure different people have." + +"He's a rare sort o' boy, the young master," soliloquised Lubin as +Austin went pegging along towards the house. "Game for no end of +mischief when the fit takes him, for all he's only got one leg. One'd +think he was half daft to hear him talk sometimes, too. Seems like as +if it galled him a bit to rub along with the old auntie, and I +shouldn't wonder if the old auntie herself felt about as snug as a +bell-wether tied to a frisky colt. However, I s'pose the A'mighty +knows what He's about, and it's always the old cow's notion as she +never was a calf herself." + +With which philosophical reflection Lubin slipped on his green +corduroy jacket, shouldered his broom, and trudged cheerfully home +to tea. + + + + +Chapter the Fourth + + +The next day the great heat had moderated, and the sky was covered +with a thin pearly veil of gossamer greyness which afforded a +delightful relief after the glare of the past week. A smart shower had +fallen during the night, and the parched earth, refreshed after its +bath, appeared more fragrant and more beautiful than ever. Aunt +Charlotte busied herself all the morning with various household +diversions, while Austin, swaying lazily to and fro in a hammock under +an old apple tree, read 'Sir Gawaine and the Green Knight.' At last he +looked at his watch, and found that it was about time to go and dress. + +"Well, you _have_ made yourself smart," commented Aunt Charlotte +complacently, as Austin, sprucely attired in a pale flannel suit, with +a lilac tie and a dark-red rose in his button-hole, came into the +morning-room to say good-bye. "But why need you have dressed so early? +Our friends aren't coming till three o'clock at the very earliest, +and it's not much more than twelve--at least, so says my watch. You +needn't have changed till after lunch, at any rate." + +"My dear auntie, have you forgotten?" asked Austin, in innocent +surprise. "To-day's Thursday, and I'm engaged to lunch and spend the +afternoon with Mr St Aubyn. You know I told you all about it the very +day he asked me." + +"Mr St Aubyn?--I don't understand," said Aunt Charlotte, with a +bewildered air. "I have a recollection of your telling me a few days +ago that you were lunching out some day or other, but----" + +"On Thursday, you know, I said." + +"Did you? Well, but--but our friends are coming _here_ to-day! You +must have been dreaming, Austin," cried Aunt Charlotte, sitting bolt +upright. "How can you have made such a blunder? Of course you can't +possibly go!" + +"Do you really propose, auntie, that I should break my engagement with +Mr St Aubyn for the sake of entertaining people like the MacTavishes +and the Cobbledicks?" replied Austin, quite unmoved. + +"But why did you fix on the same day?" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte +desperately. "I cannot understand it. I left the date to you, you know +I did--I told you I didn't care what day it was, and said you might +choose whichever suited yourself best. What on earth induced you to +pitch on the very day when you were invited out?" + +"For the very reason you yourself assign--that you let me choose any +day that suited me best. For the very reason that I _was_ invited out. +You see, my dear auntie----" + +"Oh, you false, cunning boy!" cried Aunt Charlotte, who now saw how +she had been trapped. "So you let me agree to the 24th, and took care +not to tell me that the 24th was Thursday because you knew quite well +I should never have consented if you had. What abominable deception! +But you shall suffer for it, Austin. Of course you'll remain at home +now, if only as a punishment for your deceit. I shouldn't dream of +letting you go, after such disgraceful conduct. To think you could +have tricked me so!" + +"My dear auntie, of course I shall go," said Austin, drawing on his +gloves. "Why you should wish me to stay, I cannot imagine. What on +earth makes you so insistent that I should meet these friends of +yours?" + +"It's for your own good, you ungrateful little creature," replied Aunt +Charlotte, quivering. "You know what I've always said. You require +more companionship of your own age, you want to mix with other young +people instead of wasting and dreaming your time away as you do, and +it was for your sake, for your sake only, that I asked our +friends----" + +"Oh, no, auntie, it wasn't. You told me so yourself," Austin reminded +her. "You told me distinctly that it was for your own pleasure and not +for mine that you were going to invite them. So that argument won't +do. And you were perfectly right. If you find intellectual joy in the +society of Mrs Cobbledick and Shock-headed Peter----" + +"Shock-headed Peter? Who in the name of fortune is that?" interrupted +Aunt Charlotte, amazed. + +"One of the MacTavish enchantresses--Florrie, I think, or perhaps +Aggie. How am I to know? Everybody calls her Shock-headed Peter. But +as I was saying, if you find happiness in the society of such people, +invite them by all means. I only ask you not to cram them down my +throat. I wouldn't mind the others so much, but the MacTavishes I +_bar_. I will not have them forced upon me. I detest them, and I've +no doubt they despise me. We simply bore each other out of our lives. +There! Let that suffice. I'm very fond of _you_, auntie, and I don't +want anyone else. Do you perfectly understand?" + +"I shall evidently never understand _you_, Austin," replied Aunt +Charlotte. "You have treated me shockingly, shockingly. And now you +leave me in the most heartless way with all these people on my +hands----" + +"Then why did you insist on inviting them?" put in Austin. "I +entreated you not to. I'd have gone down on my knees to you, only +unfortunately I've only one. And when I entreated you for the last +time, you said you wouldn't listen to another word. I saw that further +appeal was useless, so I was compelled by you yourself to play for my +own safety. So now good-bye, dear auntie. It's time I was off. Cheer +up--you'll all enjoy yourselves much more without an awkward +unsympathetic creature like me among you, see if you don't. And you +can make any excuse for me you like," he added with a smile as he left +the room. Aunt Charlotte remained transfixed. + +"I suppose he must go his own gait," she muttered, as she picked up +her knitting again. "There's no use in trying to force him this way +or that; if he doesn't want to do a thing he won't do it. Of course +what he says is true enough--I did let him choose the date, and I did +ask these people because I thought it would be good for him, and I did +insist on doing so when he begged me not to. Well, I'm hoist with my +own petard this time, though I wouldn't confess as much to him if my +life depended on it. But the trickery of the little wretch! It's that +I can't get over." + +Meanwhile Austin meditated on the little episode on his side, as he +made his way along the road. "I daresay dear old auntie was a bit put +out," he thought, "but she brought it all upon herself. She doesn't +see that everybody must live his own life, that it's a duty one owes +to oneself to realise one's own individuality. Now it's _bad_ for me +to associate with people I detest--bad for my soul's development; just +as bad as it is for anyone's body to eat food that doesn't agree with +him. Those MacTavishes poison my soul just as arsenic poisons the +body, and I won't have my soul poisoned if I can help it. It's very +sad to see how blind she is to the art and philosophy of life. But +she'll have to learn it, and the sooner she begins the better." + +Here he left the high road, and turned into a long, narrow lane +enclosed between high banks, which led into a pleasant meadow by the +river side. This shortened the way considerably, and when he reached +the stile at the further end of the meadow he found himself only some +ten minutes' walk from the park gates. Then a subdued excitement fell +upon him. He was going to see the beautiful picture-gallery and the +great collection of engravings, and the gardens with conservatories +full of lovely orchids. He was going to hold delightful converse with +the cultured and agreeable man to whom all these things belonged. +And--well, he might possibly even see a ghost! But now, in the genial +daylight, with the prospect of luncheon immediately before him, the +idea of ghosts seemed rather to retire into the background. Ghosts did +not appear so attractive as they had done yesterday afternoon, when he +had talked about them with Lubin. However--here he was. + +Mr St Aubyn, tall and middle-aged, with a refined face set in a short, +pointed beard, received him with exquisite cordiality. How seldom does +a man realise the positive idolatry he can inspire by treating a +well-bred youth on equal terms, instead of assuming airs of patronage +and condescension! The boy accepts such an attitude as natural, +perhaps, but he resents it nevertheless, and never gives the man his +confidence. The perfect manners of St Aubyn won Austin's heart at +once, and he responded with a modest ardour that touched and gratified +his host. The Court, too, exceeded his expectations. It was a grand +old mansion dating from the reign of Elizabeth, with mullioned +casements, and carved doorways, and cool, dim rooms oak-panelled, and +broad fireplaces; and around it lay a shining garden enclosed by old +monastic walls of red brick, with shaped beds of carnations glowing +redly in the sunlight, and, beyond the straight lines of lawn, a +wilderness of nut-trees, with a pool of yellow water-lilies, where +wild hyacinths and pale jonquils rioted when it was spring. On one +side of the garden, at right angles to the house, the wall shelved +into a great grass terrace, and here stood a sort of wing, flanked by +two glorious old towers, crumbling and ivy-draped, forming entrances +to a vast room, tapestried, which had been a banqueting hall in the +picturesque Tudor days. Meanwhile, Austin was ushered by his host into +the library--a moderate-sized apartment, lined with countless books +and adorned with etchings of great choiceness; whence, after a few +minutes' chat on indifferent subjects, they adjourned to the +dining-room, where a luncheon, equally choice and good, awaited them. + +At first they played a little at cross-purposes. St Aubyn, with the tact +of an accomplished man entertaining a clever youth, tried to draw Austin +out; while Austin, modest in the presence of one whom he recognised as +infinitely his superior in everything he most valued, was far more +anxious to hear St Aubyn talk than to talk himself. The result was that +Austin won, and St Aubyn soon launched forth delightfully upon art, and +books, and travel. He had been a great traveller in his day, and the boy +listened with enraptured ears to his description of the magnificent +gardens in the vicinity of Rome--the Lante, the Torlonia, the +Aldobrandini, the Falconieri, and the Muti--architectural wonders that +Austin had often read of, but of course had never seen; and then he +talked of Viterbo and its fountains, Vicenza the city of Palladian +palaces, every house a gem, and Sicily, with its hidden wonders, hidden +from the track of tourists because far in the depths of the interior. He +had travelled in Burma too, and inflamed the boy's imagination by +telling him of the gorgeous temples of Rangoon and Mandalay; he had +been--like everybody else--to Japan; and he had lived for six weeks up +country in China, in a secluded Buddhist monastery perched on the edge +of a precipice, like an eagle's nest, where his only associates were +bonzes in yellow robes, and the stillness was only broken by the +deep-toned temple bell, booming for vespers. Then, somehow, his thoughts +turned back to Europe, and he began a disquisition upon the great old +masters--Tintoretto, Rembrandt, Velasquez, Tiziano, and Peter Paul--with +whose immortal works he seemed as familiar as he subsequently showed +himself with the pictures in his own house. He described the Memlings at +Bruges, the Botticellis at Florence and the Velasquezes in +Spain--averring in humorous exaggeration that beside a Velasquez most +other paintings were little better than chromolithographs. Austin put in +a word now and then, asked a question or two as occasion served, and so +suggested fresh and still more fascinating reminiscences; but he had no +desire whatever to interrupt the illuminating stream of words by airing +any opinions of his own. It was not until the meal was drawing to a +close that the conversation took a more personal turn, and Austin was +induced to say something about himself, his tastes, and his +surroundings. Then St Aubyn began deftly and diplomatically to elicit +something in the way of self-disclosure; and before long he was able to +see exactly how things stood--the boy of ideals, of visionary and +artistic tastes, of crude fresh theories and a queer philosophy of life, +full of a passion for Nature and a contempt for facts, on one hand; and +the excellent, commonplace, uncomprehending aunt, with her philistine +friends and blundering notions as to what was good for him, upon the +other. It was an amusing situation, and psychologically very +interesting. St Aubyn listened attentively with a sympathetic smile as +Austin stated his case. + +"I see, I see," he said nodding. "You feel it imperative to lead your +own life and try to live up to your own ideals. That is good--quite +good. And you are not in sympathy with your aunt's friends. Nothing +more natural. Of course it is important to be sure that your ideals +are the highest possible. Do you think they are?" + +"They seem so. They are the highest possible for _me_," replied Austin +earnestly. + +"That implies a limitation," observed St Aubyn, emitting a stream of +blue smoke from his lips. "Well, we all have our limitations. You +appear to have a very strong sense that every man should realise his +own individuality to the full; that that is his first duty to +himself. Tell me then--does it never occur to you that we may also +have duties to others?" + +"Why, yes--certainly," said Austin. "I only mean that we have _no +right_ to sacrifice our own individualities to other people's ideas. +For instance, my aunt, who has always been the best of friends to me, +is for ever worrying me to associate with people who rasp every nerve +in my body, because she thinks that it would do me good. Then I rebel. +I simply will not do it." + +"What friends have you?" asked St Aubyn quietly. + +"I don't think I have any," said Austin, with great simplicity. +"Except Lubin. My best companionship I find in books." + +"The best in the world--so long as the books are good," replied St +Aubyn. "But who is Lubin?" + +"He's a gardener," said Austin. "About two years older than I am. But +he's a gentleman, you understand. And if you could only see the sort +of people my poor aunt tries to force upon me!" + +"I think you may add me to Lubin--as your friend," observed St Aubyn; +at which Austin flushed with pleasure. "But now, one other word. You +say you want to realise your highest self. Well, the way to do it is +not to live for yourself alone; it is to live for others. To save +oneself one must first lose oneself--forget oneself, when occasion +arises--for the sake of other people. It is only by self-sacrifice for +the sake of others that the supreme heights are to be attained." + +For the first time Austin's face fell. He tossed his long hair off his +forehead, and toyed silently with his cigarette. + +"Is that a hard saying?" resumed St Aubyn, smiling. "It has high +authority, however. Think it over at your leisure. Have you finished? +Come, then, and let me show you the pictures. We have the whole +afternoon before us." + +They explored the fine old house well-nigh from roof to basement, +while St Aubyn recounted all the associations connected with the +different rooms. Then they went into the picture-gallery. Austin, +breathless with interest, hung upon St Aubyn's lips as he pointed out +the peculiarities of each great master represented, and explained how, +for instance, by a fold of the drapery or the crook of a finger, the +characteristic mannerisms of the painter could be detected, and the +school to which a given work belonged could approximately be +determined; drew attention to the unifying and grouping of the +different features of a composition; spoke learnedly of textures, +qualities, and tactile values; and laid stress on the importance of +colour, light, atmosphere, and the sense of motion, as contrasted with +the undue preponderance too often attached by critics to mere outline. +All this was new to Austin, who had really never seen any good +pictures before, and his enthusiasm grew with what it fed on. St Aubyn +was an admirable cicerone; he loved his pictures, and he knew +them--knew everything that could be known about them--and, inspired by +the intelligent appreciation of his guest, spared no pains to do them +justice. A good half-hour was then spent over the engravings, which +were kept in a quaint old room by themselves; and afterwards they +adjourned to the garden. St Aubyn's conservatories were famous, and +his orchids of great variety and beauty. Austin seemed transported +into a world where everything was so arranged as to gratify his +craving for harmony and fitness, and he moved almost silently beside +his host in a dream of satisfaction and delight. + +"By the way, there's still one room you haven't seen," remarked St +Aubyn, as they were strolling at their leisure through the grounds. +"We call it the Banqueting Hall--in that wing between the two old +towers. Queen Elizabeth was entertained there once, and it contains +some rather beautiful tapestries. I should like to have them moved +into the main building, only there's really no place where they'd fit, +and perhaps it's better they should remain where they were originally +intended for. Are you fond of tapestry?" + +"I've never seen any," said Austin, "but of course I've read about +it--Gobelin, Bayeux, and so on. I should love to see what it looks +like in reality." + +"Come, then," said St Aubyn, crossing the lawn. "I have the key in my +pocket." + +He flung open the door. Austin found himself in the vast apartment, +groined and vaulted, measuring about a hundred and twenty feet by +fifty, and lighted by exquisite pointed windows enriched with +coats-of-arms and other heraldic devices in jewel-like stained glass. +The walls were completely hidden by tapestries of rare beauty, woven +into the semblance of gardens, palaces, arcades and bowers of clipped +hedges and pleached trees with slender fountains set meetly in green +shade; while some again were crowded with swaying Gothic figures of +saints and kings and warriors and angels, all far too beautiful, +thought Austin, to have ever lived. Yet surely there must be some +prototypes of all these wonderful conceptions somewhere. There must be +a world--if we could only find it--where loveliness that we only know +as pictured exists in actual reality. What a dream-like hall it was, +on that still summer afternoon. Yet there was something uncanny about +it too. St Aubyn had stepped out of sight, and Austin left by himself +began to experience a very extraordinary sensation. He felt that he +was not alone. The immense chamber seemed _full of presences_. He +could see nothing, but he felt them all about him. The place was +thickly populated, but the population was invisible. Everything looked +as empty as it had looked when the door was first thrown open, and yet +it was really full of ghostly palpitating life, crowded with the +spirits of bygone men and women who had held stately revels there +three hundred years before. He was not frightened, but a sense of awe +crept over him, rooting him to the spot and imparting a rapt +expression to his face. Did he hear anything? Wasn't there a faint +rustling sound somewhere in the air behind him? No. It must have been +his fancy. Everything was as silent as the grave. + +He turned and saw St Aubyn close beside him. "The place is haunted!" +he exclaimed in a husky voice. + +"What makes you think so?" asked St Aubyn, without any intonation of +surprise. + +"I feel it," he replied. + +"Come out," said the other abruptly. "It's curious you should say +that. Other people seem to have felt the same. I'm not so sensitive +myself. You're looking pale. Let's go into the library and have a cup +of tea." + +The hot stimulant revived him, and he was soon talking at his ease +again. But the curious impression remained. It seemed to him as if he +had had an experience whose effects would not be easily shaken off. He +had seen no ghosts, but he had felt them, and that was quite enough. +The sensation he had undergone was unmistakable; the hall was full of +ghosts, and he had been conscious of their presence. This, then, was +apparently what Lubin had alluded to. Oh, it was all real +enough--there was no room left for any doubt whatever. + +It was a quarter to five when he took leave of his entertainer, +responding warmly to an injunction to look in again whenever he felt +disposed. He walked very thoughtfully homewards, revolving many +questions in his busy brain. How much he had seen and learnt since he +left home that morning! Worlds of beauty, of art, of intellect had +dawned upon his consciousness; a world of mystery too. Even now, +tramping along the road, he felt a different being. Even now he +imagined the presence of unseen entities--walking by his side, it +might be, but anyhow close to him. Was it so? Could it be that he +really was surrounded by intelligences that eluded his physical senses +and yet in some mysterious fashion made their existence _known_? + +At last he arrived at the stile leading into the meadow, and prepared +to clamber over. Then he hesitated. Why? He could not tell. A queer, +invincible repugnance to cross that stile suddenly came over him. The +meadow looked fresh and green, and the road--hot, dusty, and +white--was certainly not alluring; besides, he longed to saunter along +the grass by the river and think over his experiences. But something +prevented him. With a sense of irritation he took a few steps along +the road; then the thought of the cool field reasserted itself, and +with a determined effort he retraced his steps and threw one leg over +the top bar of the stile. It was no use. Gently, but unmistakably, +something pushed him back. He _could_ not cross. He wanted to, and he +was in full possession of both his physical and mental faculties, but +he simply could not do it. + +In great perplexity, not unmixed with some natural sense of umbrage, +Austin set off again along the ugly road. The sun had come out once +more, and it was very hot. What could be the matter with him? Why had +he been so silly as to take the highway, with its horrid dust and +glare, when the field and the lane would have been so much more +pleasant? He felt puzzled and annoyed. How Mr St Aubyn would have +laughed at him could he but have known. This long tramp along the +disagreeable road was the only jarring incident that had befallen him +that day. Well, it would soon be over. And what a day it had been, +after all. How marvellous the pictures were, and the gardens; what an +acquisition to his life was the friendship--not only the +acquaintanceship--of St Aubyn; and then the tapestries, the great +mysterious hall, and the strange revelations that had come upon him in +the hall itself! At last his thoughts reverted, half in +self-reproach, to Aunt Charlotte. How had she fared, meanwhile? Had +she enjoyed her Cobbledicks and her MacTavishes as much as he had +enjoyed his experiences at the Court? + +For all his theories about living his own life and developing his own +individuality, Austin was not a selfish boy. Egoistic he might be, but +selfish he was not. His impulses were always generous and kindly, and +he was full of thought for others. He was for ever contriving delicate +little gifts for those in want, planning pleasant little surprises for +people whom he loved. And now he hoped most ardently that dear Aunt +Charlotte had not been very dull, and for the moment felt quite kindly +towards the Cobbledicks and the MacTavishes as he reflected that, no +doubt, they had helped to make his auntie happy on that afternoon. + +At last he came to the entrance of the lane through which he had +passed in the morning. At that moment a crowd of men and boys, most of +them armed with heavy sticks and all looking terribly excited, rushed +past him, and precipitated themselves into the narrow opening. He +asked one of them what was the matter, but the man took no notice and +ran panting after the others. So Austin pursued his way, and in a few +minutes arrived at the garden gate, where to his great surprise he +found Aunt Charlotte waiting for him--the picture of anxiety and +terror. + +"Well, auntie!--why, what's the matter?" he exclaimed, as Aunt +Charlotte with a cry of relief threw herself into his arms. + +"Oh, my dear boy!" she uttered in trembling agitation. "How thankful I +am to see you! Which way did you come back?" + +"Which way? Along the road," said Austin, much astonished. "Why?" + +"Thank God!" ejaculated Aunt Charlotte. "Then you're really safe. I've +been out of my mind with fear. A most dreadful thing has happened. Let +us sit down a minute till I get my breath, and I'll tell you all about +it." + +Austin led her to a garden seat which stood near, and sat down beside +her. "Well, what is it all about?" he asked. + +"My dear, it was like this," began Aunt Charlotte, as she gradually +recovered her composure. "Our friends were just going away--oh, I +forgot to tell you that of course they came; we had a most delightful +time, and dear Lottie--no, Lizzie--I always do forget which is +which--I can't remember, but it doesn't matter--was the life and soul +of the party; however, as I was saying, they were just going away, and +I was there at the gate seeing them off, when the butcher's boy came +running up and warned them on no account to venture into the road, as +Hunt's dog--that's the butcher, you know--I mean Hunt is--had gone +raving mad, and was loose upon the streets. Of course we were all most +horribly alarmed, and wanted to know whether anybody had been bitten; +but the boy was off like a shot, and two minutes afterwards the +wretched dog itself came tearing past, as mad as a dog could be, its +jaws a mass of foam, and snapping right and left. As soon as ever it +was safe our friends took the opportunity of escaping--of course in +the opposite direction; and then a crowd of villagers came along in +pursuit, but not knowing which turning to take till some man or other +told them that the dog had gone up the lane. Then imagine my terror! +For I felt perfectly convinced that you'd be coming home that way, as +the road was hot and dusty, and I know how fond you are of lanes and +fields. Oh, my dear, I can't get over it even now. How was it you +chose the road?" + +For a moment Austin did not speak. Then he said very slowly: + +"I don't know how to tell you. Of course I _could_ tell you easily +enough, but I don't think you'd understand. Auntie, I intended to come +home by the lane. Twice or three times I tried to cross the stile into +the meadows, and each time I was prevented. Something stopped me. +Something pushed me back. Naturally I wanted to come by the +meadow--the road was horrid--and I wanted to stroll along on the grass +and enjoy myself by the river. But there it was--I couldn't do it. So +I gave up trying, and came by the road after all." + +"What _do_ you mean, Austin?" asked Aunt Charlotte. "I never heard +such a thing in my life. What was it that pushed you back?" + +"I don't know," replied the boy deliberately. "I only know that +something did. And as the lane is very narrow, and enclosed by +excessively steep banks, the chances are that I should have met the +dog in it, and that the dog would have bitten me and given me +hydrophobia. And now you know as much as I do myself." + +"I can't tell what to think, I'm sure," said Aunt Charlotte. "Anyhow, +it's most providential that you escaped, but as for your being +prevented, as you say--as for anything pushing you back--why, my dear, +of course that was only your fancy. What else could it have been? I'm +far too practical to believe in presentiments, and warnings, and +nonsense of that sort. I'd as soon believe in table-rapping. No, my +dear; I thank God you've come back safe and sound, but don't go +hinting at anything supernatural, because I simply don't believe in +it." + +"Then why do you thank God?" asked Austin, "Isn't He supernatural? +Why, He's the only really supernatural Being possible, it seems to +me." + +That was a poser. Aunt Charlotte, having recovered her equanimity, +began to feel argumentative. It was incumbent on her to prove that she +was not inconsistent in attributing Austin's preservation to the +intervention of God, while disclaiming any belief in what she called +the supernatural. And for the moment she did not know how to do it. + +"By the supernatural, Austin," she said at last, in a very oracular +tone, "I mean superstition. And I call that story of yours a piece of +superstition and nothing else." + +"Auntie, you do talk the most delightful nonsense of any elderly lady +of my acquaintance," cried Austin, as he laughingly patted her on the +back. "It's no use arguing with you, because you never can see that +two and two make four. It's very sad, isn't it? However, the thing to +be thankful for is that I've got back safe and sound, and that we've +both had a delightful afternoon. And now tell me all your adventures. +I'm dying to hear about the vicar, and the Cobbledicks, and the +ingenious Jock and Sandy. Did all your friends turn up?" + +"Indeed they did, and a most charming time we had," replied Aunt +Charlotte briskly. "Of course they were astonished to find that you +weren't here to welcome them, and I was obliged to say how unfortunate +it was, but a most stupid mistake had arisen, and that you were +dreadfully sorry, and all the rest of it. Ah, you don't know what you +missed, Austin. The boys were full of fun as usual, and dear +Lizzie--or was it Florrie? well, it doesn't matter--said she was sure +you'd gone to the Court in preference because you were expecting to +meet a lot of girls there who were much prettier than she was. Of +course she was joking, but----" + +"The vulgar, disgusting brute!" cried Austin, in sudden anger. "And +these are the creatures you torment me to associate with. Well----" + +"Austin, you've no right to call a young lady a brute; it's abominably +rude of you," said Aunt Charlotte severely. "There was nothing vulgar +in what she said; it was just a playful sally, such as any sprightly +girl might indulge in. I assured her you were going to meet nobody but +Mr St Aubyn himself, and then she said it was a shame that you should +have been inveigled away to be bored by----" + +"I don't want to hear what the woman said," interrupted Austin, with a +gesture of contempt. "Such people have no right to exist. They're not +worthy for a man like St Aubyn to tread upon. It's a pity you know +nothing of him yourself, auntie. You wouldn't appreciate your Lotties +and your Florries quite so much as you do now, if you did." + +"Then you enjoyed yourself?" returned Aunt Charlotte, waiving the +point. "Oh, I've no doubt he's an agreeable person in his way. And the +gardens are quite pretty, I'm told. Hasn't he got a few rather nice +pictures in his rooms? I'm very fond of pictures myself. Well, now, +tell me all about it. How did you amuse yourself all the afternoon, +and what did you talk to him about?" + +But before Austin could frame a fitting answer the butcher's boy +looked over the gate to tell them that the rabid dog had been found in +the lane and killed. + + + + +Chapter the Fifth + + +It will readily be understood that Austin was in no hurry to confide +anything about his experiences in the Banqueting Hall to his Aunt +Charlotte. The way in which she had received his straightforward, +simple account of the curious impressions which had determined his +choice of a route in coming home was enough, and more than enough, to +seal his tongue. He was sensitive in the extreme, and any lack of +sympathy or comprehension made him retire immediately into his shell. +His aunt's demeanour imparted an air of reserve even to the +description he gave her of the attractions of Moorcombe Court. Perhaps +the good lady was a trifle sore at never having been invited there +herself. One never knows. At any rate, her attitude was chilling. So +as regarded the incident in the Banqueting Hall he preserved entire +silence. Her scepticism was too complacent to be attacked. + +He was aroused next morning by the sweetest of country sounds--the +sound of a scythe upon the lawn. Then there came the distant call of +the street flower-seller, "All a-growing, all a-blowing," which he +remembered as long as he could remember anything. The world was waking +up, but it was yet early--not more than half-past six at the very +latest. So he lay quietly and contentedly in his white bed, lazily +wondering how it would feel in the Banqueting Hall at that early hour, +and what it would be like there in the dead of night, and how soon it +would be proper for him to go and leave a card on Mr St Aubyn, and +what Lubin would think of it all, and how it was he had never before +noticed that great crack in the ceiling just above his head. At last +he slipped carefully out of bed without waiting for Martha to bring +him his hot water, and hopped as best he could to the open window and +looked out. There was Lubin, mowing vigorously away, and the air was +full of sweet garden scents and the early twittering of birds. He +could not go back to bed after that, but proceeded forthwith to dress. + +After a hurried toilet, he bumped his way downstairs; intercepted the +dairyman, from whom he extorted a great draught of milk, and then +went into the garden. How sweet it was, that breath of morning air! +Lubin had just finished mowing the lawn, and the perfume of the cool +grass, damp with the night's dew, seemed to pervade the world. No one +else was stirring; there was nothing to jar his nerves; everything was +harmonious, fresh, beautiful, and young. And the harmony of it all +consisted in this, that Austin was fresh, and beautiful, and young +himself. + +"Well, and how did ye fare at the Court?" asked Lubin, as Austin +joined him. "Was it as fine a place as you reckoned it would be?" + +"Oh, Lubin, it was lovely!" cried Austin, enthusiastically. "I do wish +you could see it. And the garden! Of course this one's lovely too, and +I love it, but the garden at the Court is simply divine. It's on a +great scale, you know, and there are huge orchid-houses, and flaming +carnations, and stained tulips, and gilded lilies, and a wonderful +grass terrace, and--" + +"Ay, ay, I've heard tell of all that," interrupted Lubin. "But how +about the ghosts? Did you see any o' them, as you was so anxious +about?" + +"No--I didn't see any; but they're there all the same," returned +Austin. "I felt them, you know. But only in one place; that great +room, they say, was a Banqueting Hall once upon a time. You know, +Lubin, I'm going back there before long. Mr St Aubyn asked me to come +again, and I intend to go into that room again to see if I feel +anything more. It was the very queerest thing! I never felt so strange +in my life. The place seemed actually full of them. I could feel them +all round me, though I couldn't see a thing. And the strangest part of +it is that I've never felt quite the same since." + +"How d'ye mean?" asked Lubin, looking up. + +"I don't know--but I fancy I may still be surrounded by them in some +sort of way," replied Austin. "It's possibly nothing but imagination +after all. However, we shall see. Now this morning I want to go a long +ramp into the country--as far as the Beacon, if I can. It's going to +be a splendid day, I'm sure." + +"I'm not," said Lubin. "The old goose was dancing for rain on the +green last night, and that's a sure sign of a change." + +"Dancing for rain! What old goose?" asked Austin, astonished. + +"The geese always dance when they want rain," replied Lubin, "and what +the goose asks for God sends. Did you never hear that before? It's a +sure fact, that is. It'll rain within four-and-twenty hours, you mark +my words." + +"I hope it won't," said Austin. "And so your mother keeps geese?" + +"Ay, that she does, and breeds 'em, and fattens 'em up against +Michaelmas. And we've a fine noise o' ducks on the pond, too. They +pays their way too, I reckon." + +"A noise o' ducks? What, do they quack so loud?" + +"Lor' bless you, Master Austin, where was you brought up? Everybody +hereabouts know what a noise o' ducks is. Same as a flock o' geese, +only one quacks and the other cackles. Well, now I'm off home, for its +peckish work mowing on an empty belly, and the mother'll be looking +out for me. Geese for me, ghosts for you, and in the end we'll see +which pans out the best." + +So Lubin trudged away to his breakfast and left Austin to his +reflections. The predicted rain held off in spite of the terpsichorean +importunity of Lubin's geese, and Austin passed a lovely morning on +the moors; but next day it came down with a vengeance, and for six +hours there was a regular deluge. However, Austin didn't mind. When it +was fine he spent his days in the fields and woods; if it rained, he +sat at a window where he could watch the grey mists, and the driving +clouds, and the straight arrows of water falling wonderfully through +the air. His books, too, were a resource that never failed, and if he +was unable personally to participate in beautiful scenes, he could +always read about them, which was the next best thing after all. + +The weather continued unsettled for some days, and then it cleared up +gloriously, so that Austin was able to lead what he called his Daphnis +life once more. The rains had had rather a depressing effect upon his +general health, and once or twice he had fancied that something was +troubling him in his stump; but with the return of the sun all such +symptoms disappeared as though by magic, and he felt younger and +lighter than ever as he stepped forth again into the glittering air. +More than a week had elapsed since his day at the Court, and he began +to think that now he really might venture to go and call. So off he +set one sunny afternoon, and with rather a beating heart presented +himself at the park gates. + +Here, however, a disappointment awaited him. The lodge-keeper shook +his head, and announced that Mr St Aubyn was away and wouldn't be back +till night. Austin could do nothing but leave a card, and hope that he +might be lucky enough to meet him by accident before long. + +So he turned back and made for the meadow by the river side, feeling +sure that he would be safe from rabid dogs that time at any rate. And +certainly no mysterious influences intervened to prevent him sitting +on the stile for a rest, and indulging in pleasant thoughts. Then he +pulled out his pocket-volume of the beloved Eclogues, and read the +musical contest between Menalcas and Damaetas with great enjoyment. +Why, he wondered, were there no delightful shepherd-boys now-a-days, +who spent their time in lying under trees and singing one against the +other? Lubin was much nicer than most country lads, but even Lubin was +not equal to improvising songs about Phyllis, and Delia, and the +Muses. Then he looked up, and saw a stranger approaching him across +the field. + +He was a big, stoutish man, with a fat face, a frock-coat tightly +buttoned up, a large umbrella, and a rather shabby hat of the shape +called chimney-pot. A somewhat incongruous object, amid that rural +scene, and not a very prepossessing one; but apparently a gentleman, +though scarcely of the stamp of St Aubyn. At last he came quite near, +and Austin moved as though to let him pass. + +"Don't trouble yourself, young gentleman," said the newcomer, in a +good-humoured, offhand way. "Can you tell me whether I'm anywhere near +a place called Moorcombe Court?" + +"Yes--it's not far off," replied Austin, immediately interested. "I've +just come from there myself." + +"Really, now!" was the gentleman's rejoinder. "And how's me friend St +Aubyn?" + +So he was Mr St Aubyn's friend--or claimed to be. "I really +suspected," said Austin to himself, "that he must be a bailiff." From +which it may be inferred that the youth's acquaintance with bailiffs +was somewhat limited. Then he said, aloud: + +"I believe he's quite well, thank you, but I'm afraid you'll not be +able to see him. He's gone out somewhere for the day." + +"Dear me, now, that's a pity!" exclaimed the stranger, taking off his +hat and wiping his hot, bald head. "Dear old Roger--it's years since +we met, and I was quite looking forward to enjoying a chat with him +about old times. Well, well, another day will do, no doubt. You don't +live at the Court, do you?" + +"I? Oh, no," said Austin. "I only visit there. It is such a charming +place!" + +"Shouldn't wonder," remarked the other, nodding. "Our friend's a rich +man, and can afford to gratify his tastes--which are rather expensive +ones, or used to be when I knew him years ago. I must squeeze an hour +to go and see him some time or other while I'm here, if I can only +manage it." + +"Then you are not here for long?" asked Austin, wondering who the man +could be. + +"Depends upon business, young gentleman," replied the stranger. +"Depends upon how we draw. We shall have a week for certain, but after +that----" + +"How you draw?" repeated Austin, politely mystified. + +"Yes, draw--what houses we draw, to be sure," explained the stranger. +"What, haven't you seen the bills? I'm on tour with 'Sardanapalus'!" + +A ray of light flashed upon Austin's memory. "Oh! I think I +understand," he ventured hesitatingly. "Are you--can you perhaps +be--er--Mr Buckskin?" + +"For Buckskin read Buskin, and you may boast of having hazarded a +particularly shrewd guess," replied the gentleman. "Bucephalus Buskin, +at your service; and, of course, the public's." + +"Ah, now I know," exclaimed Austin. "The greatest actor in Europe, on +or off the stage." + +"Oh come, now, come; spare my blushes, young gentleman, draw it a +_little_ milder!" cried the delighted manager, almost bursting with +mock modesty. "Greatest actor in Europe--oh, very funny, very good +indeed! Off the stage, too! Oh dear, dear, dear, what wags there are +in the world! And pray, young gentleman, from whom did you pick up +that?" + +"I think it must have been the milkman," replied Austin simply. + +"The milkman, eh? A most discriminating milkman, 'pon my word. Well, +it's always encouraging to find appreciation of high art, even among +milkmen," observed Mr Buskin. "Only shows how much we owe the growing +education of the masses to the drama. Talk of the press, the pulpit, +the schoolroom----" + +"I believe he was quoting an advertisement," interpolated Austin. + +"An ad., eh?" said the mummer, somewhat disconcerted. "Oh, well, I +shouldn't be surprised. Of course _I_ have nothing to do with such +things. That's the business of the advance-agent. And did he really +put in that? I positively must speak to him about it. A good fellow, +you know, but rather inclined to let his zeal outrun his discretion. +It's not good business to raise too great expectations, is it, now?" + +Austin, in his innocence, scarcely took in the meaning of all this. +But it was clear enough that Mr Buskin was a great personage in his +way, and extremely modest into the bargain. His interest was now very +much excited, and he awaited eagerly what the communicative gentleman +would say next. + +"I should think it would take," continued Mr Buskin, warming to his +subject. "It's a most magnificent spectacle when it's properly done--as +we do it. There's a scene in the third act--the Banquet in the Royal +Palace--that's something you won't forget as long as you live. A +gorgeous hall, brilliantly illuminated--the whole Court in glittering +costumes--the tables covered with gold and silver plate. Peals of +thunder, and a frightful tempest raging outside. In the midst of the +revels a conspiracy breaks out--enter Pania, bloody--Sardanapalus +assumes a suit of armour, and admires himself in a looking-glass--and +then the rival armies burst in, and a terrific battle ensues----" + +"What, in the dining-room?" asked the astonished Austin. + +"Well, well, the poet allows himself a bit of licence there, I admit; +but that only gives us an opportunity of showing what fine +stage-management can do," said Mr Buskin complacently. "It's a +magnificent situation. You'll say you never saw anything like it since +you were born, you just mark my words." + +"It certainly must be very wonderful," remarked Austin. "But I'm +afraid I'm rather ignorant of such matters. What _is_ 'Sardanapalus,' +may I ask?" + +"What, never heard of Byron's 'Sardanapalus'?" exclaimed the actor, +throwing up his hands. "Why, it's one of the finest things ever put +upon the boards. Full of telling effects, and not too many bothering +lengths, you know. The Poet Laureate, dear good man, worried my life +out a year ago to let him write a play upon the subject especially for +me. The part of Sardanapalus was to be devised so as to bring out all +my particular--er--capabilities, and any little hints that might occur +to me were to be acted upon and embodied in the text. But I wouldn't +hear of it. 'Me dear Alfred,' I said, 'it isn't that I underrate your +very well-known talents, but Byron's good enough for _me_. Hang it +all, you know, an artist owes something to the classics of his +country.' So now, if that uneasy spirit ever looks this way from the +land of the eternal shades, he'll see something at least to comfort +him. He'll see that one actor, at least, not unknown to Europe, has +vindicated his reputation as a playwright in the face of the British +public." + +Austin felt immensely flattered at such confidences being vouchsafed +to him by the eminent exponent of Lord Byron, and said he was certain +that the theatre would be crammed. Mr Buskin shrugged his shoulders, +and replied he was sure he hoped so. + +"And now," he added, "I think I'll be walking back. And look you here, +young gentleman. We've had a pleasant meeting, and I'd like to see +you again. Just take this card"--scribbling a few words on it in +pencil--"and the night you favour us with your presence in the house, +come round and see me in me dressing-room between the acts. You've +only to show that, and they'll let you in at once. I'd like your +impressions of the thing while it's going on." + +Austin accepted the card with becoming courtesy, and offered his own +in exchange. Mr Buskin shook hands in a very cordial manner, and the +next moment was making his way rapidly in the direction of the town. + +"What a very singular gentleman," thought Austin, when he was once +more alone. "I wonder whether all actors are like that. Scarcely, I +suppose. Well, now I'm to have a glimpse of another new world. Mr St +Aubyn has shown me one or two; what will Mr Buskin's be like? It's all +extremely interesting, anyhow." + +Then he stumped along to the river side, giving a majestic twirl to +his wooden leg with every step he took through the long grass. How he +would have loved a bathe! The pool where he had so enjoyed himself +with Lubin was not far off--the pool of Daphnis, as he had christened +it; but he hesitated to venture in alone. So he lay down on the bank +and watched the yellow water-lilies from afar, dreaming of many +things. How clever Lubin was, and what a lot he knew! Why geese should +dance for rain he couldn't even imagine; but the rain had actually +come, and it was all a most suggestive mystery. How many other curious +connections there must be among natural occurrences that nobody ever +dreamt of! It was in the country one learnt about such things; in the +fields and woods, and by the side of rivers. Nature was the great +school, after all. History and geography were all very well in their +way, but what food for the soul was there in knowing whether Norway +was an island or a peninsula, or on what date some silly king had had +his crown put on? What did it matter, after all? Those were the facts +he despised; facts that had no significance for him whatever, that +left him exactly as they found him first. The sky and the birds and +the flowers taught him lessons that were worth more than all the +histories and geographies that were ever written. The schoolroom was a +desert, arid and unsatisfying; whereas the garden, the enclosed space +which held stained cups of beauty and purple gold-eyed bells, that was +a jewelled sanctuary. Lubin was nearer the heart of things than +Freeman and Macaulay, though they would have disdained him as a clod. +Virgil and Theocritus were greater philosophers than either Comte or +Hegel. Daphnis and Corydon represented the finest flower, the purest +type of human evolution, and Herbert Spencer was nothing better than a +particularly silly old man. + +Having disposed of the education question thus conclusively, it +occurred to Austin that it must be about time for tea; so he struggled +to his legs and turned his footsteps homeward. Just as he arrived at +the house he met Lubin outside the gate with a wheelbarrow. + +"Off already?" he asked. + +"Ay," said Lubin. "I say, Master Austin, there's something I want to +tell you. I see a magpie not an hour ago!" + +"A magpie? I don't think I ever saw one in my life. What was it like?" +enquired Austin. + +"Don't matter what it was like," replied Lubin, sententiously. "But it +was just outside your bedroom window. You'd better be on the +look-out." + +"What for?" asked Austin. "Did it say it was coming back?" + +"'Tain't nothing to laugh at," said Lubin, nodding his head. "A magpie +bodes ill-luck. That's well known, that is. So you just keep your eye +open, that's all I've got to say. It's a warning, you see. Did ye +never hear that before?" + +Austin's first impulse was to laugh; then he remembered the dancing +goose, and the rain which followed in due course. "All right, Lubin," +he said cheerfully. "I'm not afraid of magpies; I don't think they're +very dangerous. But I _have_ heard that they've a fancy for silver +spoons, so I'll tell Aunt Charlotte to lock the plate up safely before +she goes to bed." + +As he had expected, Aunt Charlotte was much pleased at hearing of his +encounter with Mr Buskin, who, she thought, must be a most delightful +person. It would be so good, too, for Austin to see something of the +gay world instead of always mooning about alone; and then he would be +sure to meet other young people at the performance, friends from the +neighbouring town, with whom he could talk and be sociable. Austin, on +his side, was quite willing to go and be amused, though he felt, +perhaps, more interested in what promised to be an entirely new +experience than excited at the prospect of a treat. He wanted to see +and to study, and then he would be able to judge. + +"By the way, Austin," said his aunt, as they were separating for the +night a few hours later, "I want you to go into the town to-morrow and +tell Snewin to send a man up at once to look at the roof. I'm afraid +it's been in rather a bad state for some time past, and those heavy +rains we had last week seem to have damaged it still more. Be sure you +don't forget. It won't do to have a leaky roof over our heads; it +might come tumbling down, and cost a mint of money to put right +again." + +Austin gave the required promise, and thought no more about it. He +also forgot entirely to tell his aunt she had better lock up the +spoons with particular care that night because Lubin had seen a magpie +in suspicious proximity to his window. He went straight up to his +room, feeling rather sleepy, and bent on getting between the sheets as +soon as possible. But just as he was putting on his nightgown, a light +pattering sound attracted his attention, and he immediately became all +ears. + +"Rain?" he exclaimed. "Why, there wasn't a sign of it an hour ago!" + +He drew up the blind and looked out. The sky was perfectly clear, and +a brilliant moon was shining. + +"That's queer!" he murmured. "I could have sworn I heard it raining. +What in the world could it have been?" + +He turned away and put out the candle. As he approached the bed a +curious disinclination to get into it came over him. Then he heard the +same pattering noise again. He stopped short, and listened more +attentively. It seemed to come from the walls. + +A shower of raps, rather like tiny explosions, now sounded all around +him. He leant his head against the wall, and the sound became +distincter. This time there was no mistake about it. He had never +heard anything like it in his life. He was quite cool, not in the +least frightened, and very much on the alert. The raps continued at +intervals for about five minutes. Then, seeing that it was impossible +to solve the mystery, he suddenly jumped into bed. At that moment the +raps ceased. + +For nearly an hour he lay awake, wondering. Certainly he had not been +the victim of hallucination. He was in perfect health, and in full +possession of all his faculties. Indeed his faculties were +particularly alive; he had been thinking of something else altogether +when the raps first forced themselves upon his consciousness, and +afterwards he had listened to them for several minutes with close and +critical attention. No explanation of the strange phenomenon suggested +itself in spite of endless theories and speculations. Could it be +mice? But mice only gnawed and scuttled about; they did not rap. It +was more like crackling than anything else; the noise produced by +thousands of faint discharges. No, it was inexplicable, and he +wondered more and more. + +Gradually he fell asleep. How long he slept he didn't know, but he +awoke with a sensation of cold. Instinctively he put out his hand to +pull the coverings closer over him, and found that they seemed to have +slipped down somehow, leaving his chest exposed. Then, warm again, he +dozed off once more and dreamt that he was at the pool of Daphnis with +Lubin. How cool and blue the water looked, and how lovely the plunge +would be! But when he was stripped the weather suddenly changed; a +chill wind sprang up which made his teeth chatter; and then Lubin--who +somehow wasn't Lubin but had unaccountably turned into Mr +Buskin--insisted on throwing him into the water, which now looked cold +and black. He struggled furiously, and awoke shivering. + +There was not a rag upon him. Again he stretched out his hand to feel +for the clothes, but they had disappeared. Instinctively he threw +himself out of bed and flung open the shutters. The moon had set, and +the first faint gleams of approaching dawn filtered into the room, +showing, to his amazement, the bedclothes drawn completely away from +the mattress and hanging over the rail at the foot, so as to be quite +out of the reach of his hand as he had lain there. What on earth was +the matter with the bed? Was it bewitched? Who had uncovered him in +that unceremonious way, leaving him perished with cold? No wonder he +had dreamt of that chilly wind, numbing his body as he stood naked by +the pool. Had he by any chance kicked the coverlet off in his sleep, +as he engaged in that dream-struggle with the absurdly impossible +Buskin-Lubin who had attempted to pitch him into the dark water? +Clearly not; for that would not account for the sheet and blanket +being dragged so carefully out of the range of his hands, and hung +over the foot-rail so that they touched the floor. + +Such were the thoughts that flashed through his mind as he stood +motionless by the window, with wide open eyes, in the chill morning +light. Suddenly a rending, bursting noise was heard in the ceiling. +The crack widened into a chasm, and then, with a heavy thud, down fell +a confused mass of old bricks, crumbling mortar, and rotten, +worm-eaten wood full on the mattress he had just relinquished, +scattering pulverised rubble in all directions, and covering the bed +with a layer of horrible dust and _debris_. + + + + +Chapter the Sixth + + +Had her very life depended on it, old Martha would have been totally +unable to give any coherent account of what she felt, said, or did, +when she came into Master Austin's room that morning at half-past +seven with his hot water. She thought she must have screamed, but such +was her bewilderment and terror she really could not remember whether +she did or no. But she never had any doubt as to what she saw. Instead +of a fair white bed with Austin lying in it, she was confronted by the +sight of a gaping hole in the roof, something that looked like a +rubbish heap in a brickfield immediately underneath, and the long +slender form of Austin himself wrapped in a comfortable wadded +dressing-gown fast asleep upon the sofa. "Bless us and save us!" she +ejaculated under her breath. "And to think that the boy's lived +through it!" + +Austin, roused by her entrance, yawned, stretched himself, and lazily +opened his eyes. "Is that you already, Martha?" he said. "Oh, how +sleepy I am. Is it really half-past seven?" + +"But what does it all mean--how it is you're not killed?" cried +Martha, putting down the jug, and finding her voice at last. "The good +Lord preserve us--here's the house tumbling down about our ears and +never a one of us the wiser. And the man was to 'ave come this very +day to see to that blessed roof. Come, wake up, do, Master Austin, and +tell me how it happened." + +"Is Aunt Charlotte up yet?" asked Austin turning over on his side. + +"Ay, that she be, and making it lively for the maids downstairs. +Whatever will she say when she hears about this to-do?" exclaimed +Martha, with her hands upon her hips as she gazed at the desolation +round her. + +"Well, please go down and ask her to come up here at once," said +Austin. "I see I shall have to say something, and it really will be +too much bother to go over it to everybody in turn. I've had rather a +disturbed night, and feel most awfully tired. So just run down and +bring her up as soon as ever you can, and then we'll get it over." + +"A pretty business--and me with forty-eleven things to do already +to-day," muttered the old servant as she hurried out. "True it is that +except the Lord builds the house they labour in vain as builds it. He +didn't have no hand in building this one, that's as plain as I am--as +never was a beauty at my best. Well, the child's safe, that's one +mercy. Though what he was doing out of his bed when the roof came +down's a mystery to _me_. Talking to the moon, I shouldn't wonder. The +good Lord's got 'is own ways o' doing things, and it ain't for the +likes of us to pick holes when they turn out better than the worst." + +Meanwhile Austin lay quietly and drowsily on his couch piecing things +together. Seen from the distance of a few hours, now that he had +leisure to reflect, how wonderfully they fitted in! First of all, +there had been that sudden outburst of raps just as he was stepping +into bed. That, evidently, was intended as a warning. It was as much +as to say, "Don't! don't!" But of course he couldn't be expected to +know this, and so he could only wonder where the raps came from, and +get into bed as usual. Then, the instant he did so the raps ceased. +That was because it wasn't any use to go on. The rappers, he +supposed, had benevolently tried to frighten him away, and induce him +to go and sleep on the sofa at the other end of the room where he was +now; but the attempt had failed. So there was nothing for them to do, +as he was actually in bed, but to get him out again; and this they had +succeeded in doing by dragging all his clothes off. Now he saw it all. +Nothing, it seemed to him, could possibly be clearer. But who were the +unseen friends who had thus interposed to save his life? Ah, that was +a secret still. + +Then footsteps were heard outside, and in bustled Aunt Charlotte, with +Martha chattering in her wake. Austin raised himself upon his +cushions, and then sank back again. "Lord save us!" cried Aunt +Charlotte, coming to a dead stop, as she surveyed the ruins. + +"It's rather a mess, isn't it?" remarked Austin, folding a red +table-cover round his single leg by way of counterpane. + +"A mess!" repeated Aunt Charlotte. "I should think it _was_ a mess. +How in the world, Austin, did you manage to escape?" + +"Well--I happened to get out of bed a minute or two before the ceiling +broke," said Austin, "and it's just as well I did. Otherwise my +artless countenance would have got rather disfigured, and I might +even have been hurt. You see all that raw material isn't composed of +gossamer----" + +"What time did it occur?" asked Aunt Charlotte, shortly. + +"The dawn was just breaking. I suppose it must have been about four +o'clock, but I didn't look at my watch," replied Austin. "I was too +cold and sleepy." + +"Cold and sleepy!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "And the house collapsing +over your head. You seem to have had time to pull the bedclothes away, +though. That's very curious. What did you do that for?" + +"I didn't," replied Austin. + +"Then who did?" asked Aunt Charlotte, getting more and more excited. +"I do wish you'd be a little more communicative, Austin; I have to +drag every word out of you as though you were trying to hide +something. Who hung the bedclothes over the footrail if you didn't?" + +"I can't tell you. I don't know. All I know is that I found them where +they are now when I woke up, and I woke up because I was so cold. Then +I got out of bed, and a minute afterwards down came all the bricks." + +"Do you mean to tell me----" began Aunt Charlotte, in her most +scathing tones. + +"Certainly I do. Exactly what I _have_ told you. Why?" + +"Do you expect me to believe," resumed his aunt, "that somebody came +into the room when you were asleep, and deliberately pulled off all +your bedclothes for the fun of doing it? Am I to understand----" + +"My dear auntie, I am not an idiot, nor am I in the habit of perjuring +myself," interrupted Austin. "I saw nobody come into the room, and I +saw nobody pull off the clothes. If you really want to know what I +'expect you to believe,' I've already told you. I might tell you a +little more, but then I shouldn't expect you to believe it, so what +would be the good? It seems to me the best thing to do now is to send +for Snewin to take away all this mess, move the furniture, and mend +the hole in the ceiling. If once it begins to rain----" + +"Oh! You might tell me a little more, might you?" said Aunt Charlotte, +bristling. "So you haven't told me everything after all. Now, then, +never mind whether I believe it or not, that's my affair. What is +there more to tell?" + +"Nothing," replied Austin. "Because it isn't only your affair whether +you believe me or not; it's my affair as well. Why, you don't even +believe what I've told you already! So I won't tax your credulity any +further." + +Aunt Charlotte now began to get rather angry, "Look here, Austin," she +said, "I intend to get to the bottom of this business, so it's not the +slightest use trying to beat about the bush. I insist on your telling +me how it was you happened to get out of bed just before the accident +occurred, and how the bedclothes came to be pulled away and hung where +they are now. There's a mystery about the whole thing, and I hate +mysteries, so you'd better make a clean breast of it at once." + +"Had I?" said Austin, pretending to reflect. "I wonder whether it +would be wise. You see, dear auntie, you're such a sensitive creature; +your nerves are so highly strung, you're so easily frightened out of +your dear old wits--" + +"Be done with all this nonsense!" snapped Aunt Charlotte brusquely. +"Come, I can't stand here all day. Just tell me exactly what took +place--why you woke up, and what you saw, and everything about it you +remember." + +"Dear auntie, I don't want you to stand there all day; in fact I'd +much rather you didn't stand there a minute longer, because I want to +get up," Austin assured her earnestly. "I awoke because I had a horrid +dream, caused by the cold which in its turn was produced by my being +left with nothing on. And I didn't see anything, for the simple reason +that the room was as dark as pitch. Is there anything else you want to +know?" + +"Yes, there is. Everything that you haven't told me," said the +uncompromising aunt. + +"Very well, then," said Austin, leaning upon his elbow and looking her +full in the face. "But on one condition only--that you believe every +word I say." + +"Of course, Austin, I should never dream of doubting your good faith," +replied Aunt Charlotte. "But don't romance. Now then." + +"It's very simple, after all," began Austin. "Just as I was getting +into bed a strange noise, like a shower of little raps, broke out all +around me. It went on for nearly five minutes, and I was listening all +the time and trying to find out what it was and where it came from. At +the moment I had no clue, but now I fancy I can guess. Those raps +were warnings. They--the rappers--were trying to prevent me getting +into bed. They didn't succeed, of course, and so, just as the ceiling +was on the point of giving way, they compelled me to get out of bed by +pulling all the clothes off. If they hadn't, I should have been half +killed. Now, what do you make of that?" + +"I knew it must be some nonsense of the sort!" exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte, in her most vigorous tones. "Raps, indeed! I never heard +such twaddle. Of course I don't doubt your word, but it's clear enough +that you dreamt the whole thing. You always were a dreamer, Austin, +and you're getting worse than ever. I don't believe you know half the +time whether you're asleep or awake." + +"Did I dream _that_?" asked Austin, pointing to the bedclothes as they +hung. + +"You dragged them there in your sleep, of course," retorted Aunt +Charlotte triumphantly. "I see the whole thing now. You had a dream, +you kicked the clothes off in your sleep, and then you got out of bed, +still in your sleep----" + +"I didn't do anything of the sort," interrupted Austin. "I was wide +awake the whole time. You see, auntie, I was here and you weren't, so +I ought to know something about it." + +"It's no use arguing with you," replied Aunt Charlotte, loftily. "It's +a clear case of sleep-walking--as clear as any case I ever heard of. +And then all that nonsense about raps! Of course, if you heard +anything at all--which I only half believe--it was something beginning +to give way in the roof. There! It only requires a little +common-sense, you see, to explain the whole affair. And now, my +dear----" + +"Hush!" whispered Austin suddenly. + +"What's the matter?" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, not liking to be +interrupted. + +"Listen!" said Austin, under his breath. + +A torrent of raps burst out in the wall immediately behind him, +plainly audible in the silence. Then they stopped, as suddenly as they +had begun. + +"Did you hear them?" said Austin. "Those were the raps I told you of. +Hark! There they are again. I wish they would sound a little louder." +A distinct increase in the sound was noticeable. "Oh, isn't it +perfectly wonderful? Now, what have you to say?" + +Aunt Charlotte stood agape. It was no use pretending she didn't hear +them. They were as unmistakable as knocks at a front door. + +"What jugglery is this?" she demanded, in an angry tone. + +"Really, dear auntie, I am not a conjurer," replied Austin, as he sank +back upon his cushions. "That was what I heard last night. But of +course _you_ don't believe in such absurdities. It's only your fancy +after all, you know." + +"'Tain't _my_ fancy, anyhow," put in old Martha, speaking for the +first time. "I heard 'em plain enough. 'Tis the 'good people,' for +sure." + +"Hold your tongue, do!" cried Aunt Charlotte in sore perplexity. "Good +people, indeed!--the devil himself, more likely. I tell you what it +is, Austin----" + +"Why, I thought you weren't superstitious!" observed Austin, in a tone +of most exasperating surprise. Three gentle knocks, running off into a +ripple of pattering explosions, were then heard in a farther corner of +the room. "There, don't you hear them laughing at you? Thank you, dear +people, whoever you are, that was very kind. And it was awfully sweet +of you to save me from those bricks last night. It _was_ good of them, +wasn't it, auntie dear?" + +"If all this devilry goes on I shall take serious measures to stop +it," gasped Aunt Charlotte, who was almost frightened to death. "I +cannot and will not live in a haunted house. It's you who are haunted, +Austin, and I shall go and see the vicar about it this very day. It's +an awful state of things, positively awful. To think that you are +actually holding communication with familiar spirits! The vicar shall +come here at once, and I'll get him to hold a service of exorcism. I +believe there is such a service, and----" + +"Oh, do, do, _do_!" screamed Austin, clapping his hands with delight. +"What fun it would be! Fancy dear Mr Sheepshanks, in all his tippets +and toggery, ambling and capering round poor me, and trying to drive +the devil out of me with a broomful of holy water! That's a lovely +idea of yours, auntie. Lubin shall come and be an acolyte, and we'll +get Mr Buskin to be stage-manager, and you shall be the pew-opener. +And then I'll empty the holy-water pot over dear Mr Sheepshanks' head +when he's looking the other way. You _are_ a genius, auntie, though +you're too modest to be conscious of it. But you're very ungrateful +all the same, for if it hadn't been for----" + +"There, stop your ribaldry, Austin, and get up," said Aunt Charlotte, +impatiently. "The sooner we're all out of this dreadful room the +better. And let me tell you that you'd be better employed in thanking +God for your deliverance than in turning sacred subjects into +ridicule." + +"Thanking God? Why, not a moment ago you said it was the devil!" +exclaimed Austin. "How you do chop and change about, auntie. You can't +possibly expect me to be orthodox when you go on contradicting +yourself at such a rate. However, if you really must go, I think I +_will_ get up. It must be long past eight, and I want my breakfast +awfully." + +The day so excitingly ushered in turned out a busy one. As soon as he +had finished his meal, Austin pounded off to invoke the immediate +presence of Mr Snewin the builder, and before long there was a mighty +bustle in the house. The furniture had all to be removed from the +scene of the disaster, the bed cleared of the _debris_, preparations +made for the erection of light scaffolding for repairing the roof, and +Austin himself installed, with all his books and treasures, in another +bedroom overlooking a different part of the garden. It was all a most +enjoyable adventure, and even Aunt Charlotte forgot her terrors in +the more practical necessities of the occasion. Just before lunch +Austin snatched a few minutes to run out and gossip with Lubin on the +lawn. Lubin listened with keen interest to the boy's picturesque +account of his experiences, and then remarked, sagely nodding his +head: + +"I told you to be on the look-out, you know, Master Austin. Magpies +don't perch on folks' window-sills for nothing. You'll believe me a +little quicker next time, maybe." + +For once in his life Austin could think of nothing to say in reply. To +ask Lubin to explain the connection between magpies and misadventures +would have been useless; it evidently sufficed for him that such was +the order of Nature, and only a magpie would have been able to clear +up the mystery. Besides, there are many such mysteries in the world. +Why do cats occasionally wash their heads behind the ear? Clearly, to +tell us that we may expect bad weather; for the bad weather invariably +follows. These are all providential arrangements intended for our +personal convenience, and are not to be accounted for on any +cut-and-dried scientific theory. Lubin's erudition was certainly very +great, but there was something exasperating about it too. + +So Austin went in to lunch thoughtful and dispirited, wondering why +there were so many absurdities in life that he could neither elucidate +nor controvert. He decided not to say anything to Aunt Charlotte about +Lubin's magpie sciolisms, lest he should provoke a further outburst of +the discussion they had held in the morning; he had had the best of +that, anyhow, and did not care to compromise his victory by dragging +in extraneous considerations in which he did not feel sure of his +ground. Aunt Charlotte, on her side, was inclined to be talkative, +taking refuge in the excitement of having work-men in the house from +the uneasy feelings which still oppressed her in consequence of those +frightening raps. But now that the haunted room was to be invaded by +friendly, commonplace artisans from the village, and turned inside +out, and almost pulled to pieces, there was a chance that the ghosts +would be got rid of without invoking the aid of Mr Sheepshanks; a +reflection that inspired her with hope, and comforted her greatly. + +"You know you're a great anxiety to me, Austin," she said, as, +refreshed by food and wine, she took up her knitting after lunch. "I +wish you were more like other boys, indeed I do. I never could +understand you, and I suppose I never shall." + +"But what does that matter, auntie?" asked Austin. "I don't understand +_you_ sometimes, but that doesn't make me anxious in the very least. +Why you should worry yourself about me I can't conceive. What do I do +to make you anxious? I don't get tipsy, I don't gamble away vast +fortunes at a sitting, and although I'm getting on for eighteen I +haven't had a single action for breach of promise brought against me +by anybody. Now _I_ think that's rather a creditable record. It isn't +everybody who can say as much." + +"I want you to be more _serious_, Austin," replied his aunt, "and not +to talk such nonsense as you're talking now. I want you to be +sensible, practical, and alive to the sober facts of life. You're too +dreamy a great deal. Soon you won't know the difference between dreams +and realities----" + +"I don't even now. No more do you. No more does anybody," interrupted +Austin, lighting a cigarette. + +"There you are again!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, clicking her needles +energetically. "Did one ever hear such rubbish? It all comes from +those outlandish books you're always poring over. If you'd only take +_my_ advice, you'd read something solid, and sensible, and improving, +like 'Self Help,' by Dr Smiles. That would be of some use to you, but +these others----" + +"I read a whole chapter of it once," said Austin. "I can scarcely +believe it myself, but I did. It's the most immoral, sordid, selfish +book that was ever printed. It deifies Success--success in +money-making--success of the coarsest and most materialistic kind. It +is absolutely unspiritual and degrading. It nearly made me sick." + +"Be silent!" cried Aunt Charlotte, horrified. "How dare you talk like +that? I will not sit still and hear you say such things. Few books +have had a greater influence upon the age. Degrading? Why, it's been +the making of thousands!" + +"Thousands of soulless money-grubbers," retorted Austin. "That's what +it has made. Men without an idea or an aspiration above their horrible +spinning-jennies and account-books. I hate your successful +stockbrokers and shipowners and manufacturers. They are an odious +race. Wasn't it a stockjobber who thought Botticelli was a cheese? +Everyone knows the story, and I believe the hero of it was either a +stockjobber or a man who made screws in Birmingham." + +Aunt Charlotte let her knitting fall on her lap in despair. "Austin," +she said, in her most solemn tones, "I never regretted your poor +mother's death as I regret it at this moment." + +"Why, auntie?" he asked, surprised. + +"Perhaps she would have understood you better; perhaps she might even +have been able to manage you," replied the poor lady. "I confess that +you're beyond me altogether. Do you know what it was she said to me +upon her death-bed? 'Charlotte,' she said, 'my only sorrow in dying is +that I shall never be able to bring up my boy. Who will ever take such +care of him as I should?' You were then two days old, and the very +next day she died. I've never forgotten it. She passed away with that +sorrow, that terrible anxiety, tearing at her heart. I took her place, +as you know, but of course I was only a makeshift. I often wonder +whether she is still as anxious about you as she was then." + +"My dearest auntie, you've been an angel in a lace cap to me all my +life, and I'm sure my mother isn't worrying herself about me one bit. +Why should she?" argued Austin. "I'm leading a lovely life, I'm as +happy as the days are long, and if my tastes don't run in the +direction of selling screws or posting ledgers, nothing that anybody +can say will change them. And I tell you candidly that if they were so +changed they would certainly be changed for the worse. I hate ugly +things as intensely as I love beautiful ones, and I'm very thankful +that I'm not ugly myself. Now don't look at me like that; it's so +conventional! Of course I know I'm not ugly, but rather the reverse +(that's a modest way of putting it), and I pray to beloved Pan that he +will give me beauty in the inward soul so that the inward and the +outward man may be at one. That's out of the 'Phaedrus,' you know--a +very much superior composition to 'Self Help.' So cheer up, auntie, +and don't look on me as a doomed soul because we're not both turned +out of the same melting-pot. Now I'm just going upstairs to see to the +arrangement of my new room, and then I shall go and help Lubin in the +garden." + +So saying, he strolled out. But poor Aunt Charlotte only shook her +head. She could not forget how Austin's mother had grieved at not +living to bring up her boy, and wished more earnestly than ever that +the responsibility had fallen into other hands than hers. There was +something so dreadfully uncanny about Austin. His ignorance about the +common facts of life was as extraordinary as his perfect familiarity +with matters known only to great scholars. His views and tastes were +strange to her, so strange as to be beyond her comprehension +altogether. She found herself unable to argue with him because their +minds were set on different planes, and her representations did not +seem to touch him in the very least. And yet, after all, he was a very +good boy, full of pure thoughts and kindly impulses and spiritual +intuitions and intellectual proclivities which certainly no moralist +would condemn. If only he were more practical, even more commonplace, +and wouldn't talk such nonsense! Then there would not be such a gulf +between them as there was at present; then she might have some +influence over him for good, at any rate. Her thoughts recurred, +uneasily, to the strange experiences of that morning. The mystery of +the raps distracted her, puzzled her, frightened her; whereas Austin +was not frightened at all--on the contrary, he accepted the whole +thing with the serenest cheerfulness and _sang-froid_, finding it +apparently quite natural that these unseen agencies, coming from +nobody knew where, should take him under their protection and make +friends with him. What could it all portend? + +Of course it was very foolish of the good lady to fret like this +because Austin was so different from what she thought he should be. +She did not see that his nature was infinitely finer and subtler than +her own, and that it was no use in the world attempting to stifle his +intellectual growth and drag him down to her own level. A burly, +muscular boy, who played football and read 'Tom Brown,' would have +been far more to her taste, for such a one she would at least have +understood. But Austin, with his queer notions and audacious +paradoxes, was utterly beyond her. Unluckily, too, she had no sense of +humour, and instead of laughing at his occasionally preposterous +sallies, she allowed them to irritate and worry her. A person with no +sense of humour is handicapped from start to finish, and is as much to +be pitied as one born blind or deaf. + +But Austin had his limitations too, and among them was a most +deplorable want of tact. Otherwise he would never have said, as he +was going to bed that night: + +"By the way, auntie, what day have you arranged for the vicar to come +and cast all those devils out of me?" + +He might as well have let sleeping dogs lie. Aunt Charlotte turned +round upon him in almost a rage, and solemnly forbade him, in any +circumstances and under whatsoever provocation, ever to mention the +subject in her presence again. + + + + +Chapter the Seventh + + +But by one of those curious coincidences that occur every now and +then, who should happen to drop in the very next afternoon but the +vicar himself, just as Austin and his aunt were having tea upon the +lawn. Now Aunt Charlotte and the vicar were great friends. They had +many interests in common--the same theological opinions, for example; +and then Aunt Charlotte was indefatigable in all sorts of parish work, +such as district-visiting, and the organisation of school teas, +village clubs, and those rather formidable entertainments known as +"treats"; so that the two had always something to talk about, and were +very fond of meeting. Besides all this, there was another bond of +union between them which scarcely anybody would have guessed. Mr +Sheepshanks, though as unworldly a man as any in the county, +considered himself unusually shrewd in business matters; and Aunt +Charlotte, like many middle-aged ladies in her position, found it a +great comfort to have a gentleman at her beck and call with whom she +could talk confidentially about her investments, and who could be +relied upon to give her much disinterested advice that he often acted +on himself. On this particular afternoon the vicar hinted that he had +something of special importance to communicate, and Aunt Charlotte was +unusually gracious. He was a short gentleman, with a sloping forehead, +a prominent nose, a clean-shaven, High-Church face, narrow, dogmatic +views, and small, twinkling eyes; not the sort of person whom one +would naturally associate with financial acumen, but endowed with an +air of self-confidence, and a pretension to private information, which +would have done credit to any stockbroker on 'Change. + +"I've been thinking over that little matter of yours that you +mentioned to me the other day," he began, when he had finished his +third cup, and Austin had strolled away. "You say your mortgage at +Southport has just been paid off, and you want a new investment for +your money. Well, I think I know the very thing to suit you." + +"Do you really? How kind of you!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "What is +it--shares or bonds?" + +"Shares," replied Mr Sheepshanks; "shares. Of course I know that very +prudent people will tell you that bonds are safer. And no doubt, as a +rule they are. If a concern fails, the bond-holder is a creditor, +while the shareholder is a debtor--besides having lost his capital. +But in this case there is no fear of failure." + +"Dear me," said Aunt Charlotte, beginning to feel impressed. "Is it an +industrial undertaking?" + +"I suppose it might be so described," answered her adviser, +cautiously. "But it is mainly scientific. It is the outcome of a great +chemical analysis." + +"Oh, pray tell me all about it; I am so interested!" urged Aunt +Charlotte, eagerly. "You know what confidence I have in your judgment. +Has it anything to do with raw material? It isn't a plantation +anywhere, is it?" + +"It's gold!" said Mr Sheepshanks. + +"Gold?" repeated Aunt Charlotte, rather taken aback. "A gold mine, I +suppose you mean?" + +"The hugest gold-mine in the world," replied the vicar, enjoying her +evident perplexity. "An inexhaustible gold mine. A gold mine without +limits." + +"But where--whereabouts is it?" cried Aunt Charlotte. + +"All around you," said the vicar, waving his hands vaguely in the air. +"Not in any country at all, but everywhere else. In the ocean." + +"Gold in the ocean!" ejaculated the puzzled lady, dropping her +knitting on her lap, and gazing helplessly at her financial mentor. + +"Gold in the ocean--precisely," affirmed that gentleman in an +impressive voice. "It has been discovered that sea-water holds a large +quantity of gold in solution, and that by some most interesting +process of precipitation any amount of it can be procured ready for +coining. I got a prospectus of the scheme this morning from Shark, +Picaroon & Co., Fleece Court, London, and I've brought it for you to +read. A most enterprising firm they seem to be. You'll see that it's +full of very elaborate scientific details--the results of the analyses +that have been made, the cost of production, estimates for machinery, +and I don't know what all. I can't say I follow it very clearly +myself, for the clerical mind, as everybody knows, is not very well +adapted to grasping scientific terminology, but I can understand the +general tenor of it well enough. It seems to me that the enterprise is +promising in a very high degree." + +"How very remarkable!" observed Aunt Charlotte, as she gazed at the +tabulated figures and enumeration of chemical properties in bewildered +awe. "And you think it a safe investment?" + +"_I_ do," replied Mr Sheepshanks, "but don't act on my opinion--judge +for yourself. What's the amount you have to invest--two thousand +pounds, isn't it? Well, I believe that you'd stand to get an income to +that very amount by investing just that sum in the undertaking. Look +what they say overleaf about the cost of working and the estimated +returns. It all sounds fabulous, I admit, but there are the figures, +my dear lady, in black and white, and figures cannot lie." + +"I'll write to my bankers about it this very night," said Aunt +Charlotte, folding up the prospectus and putting it carefully into her +pocket. "It's evidently not a chance to be missed, and I'm most +grateful to you, dear Mr Sheepshanks, for putting it in my way." + +"Always delighted to be of service to you--as far as my poor judgment +can avail," the vicar assured her with becoming modesty. "Ah, it's +wonderful when one thinks of the teeming riches that lie around us, +only waiting to be utilised. There _was_ another scheme I thought of +for you--a scheme for raising the sunken galleons in the Spanish main, +and recovering the immense treasures that are now lying, safe and +sound, at the bottom of the sea. Curious that both enterprises should +be connected with salt water, eh? And the prospectus was headed with a +most appropriate text--'The Sea shall give up her Dead.' That rather +appealed to me, do you know. It cast an air of solemnity over the +undertaking, and seemed to sanctify it somehow. However, I think the +other will be the best. Well, Austin, and what are you reading now?" + +"Aunt Charlotte's face," laughed Austin, sauntering up. "She looks as +though you had been giving her absolution, Mr Sheepshanks--so beaming +and refreshed. Why, what's it all about?" + +"I expect you want more absolution than your aunt," said the vicar, +humorously. "A sad useless fellow you are, I'm afraid. You and I must +have a little serious talk together some day, Austin. I really want +you to do something--for your own sake, you know. Now, how would you +like to take a class in the Sunday-school, for instance? I shall have +a vacancy in a week or two." + +"Austin teach in the Sunday-school! He'd be more in his place if he +went there as a scholar than as a teacher," said Aunt Charlotte, +derisively. + +"I don't know why you should say that," remarked Austin, with perfect +gravity. "I think it would be delightful. I should make a beautiful +Sunday-school teacher, I'm convinced." + +"There, now!" exclaimed the vicar, approvingly. + +Austin was standing under an apple-tree, and over him stretched a +horizontal branch laden with ripening fruit. He raised his hands on +either side of his head and clasped it, and then began swinging his +wooden leg round and round in a way that bade fair to get on Aunt +Charlotte's nerves. He was so proud of that leg of his, while his aunt +abhorred the very sight of it. + +"No doubt they're all very charming boys, and I should love to tell +them things," he went on. "I think I'd begin with 'The Gods of +Greece'--Louis Dyer, you know--and then I'd read them a few +carefully-selected passages from the 'Phaedrus.' Then, by way of +something lighter, and more appropriate to their circumstances, I'd +give them a course of Virgil--the 'Georgics', because, I suppose, +most of them are connected with farming, and the 'Eclogues,' to +initiate them into the poetical side of country life. When once I'd +brought out all their latent sense of the Beautiful--for I'm afraid it +_is_ latent----" + +"But it's a _Sunday_-school!" interrupted the vicar, horrified. +"Virgil and the Phaedrus indeed! My dear boy, have you taken leave of +your senses? What in the world can you be thinking of?" + +"Then what would you suggest?" enquired Austin, mildly. + +"You'd have to teach them the Bible and the Catechism, of course," +said Mr Sheepshanks, with an air of slight bewilderment. + +"H'm--that seems to me rather a limited curriculum," replied Austin, +dubiously. "I only remember one passage in the Catechism, beginning, +'My good child, know this.' I forget what it was he had to know, but +it was something very dull. The Bible, of course, has more +possibilities. There is some ravishing poetry in the Bible. Well, I +can begin with the Bible, if you really prefer it, of course. The Song +of Solomon, for instance. Oh, yes, that would be lovely! I'll divide +it up into characters, and make each boy learn his part--the +shepherd, the Shulamite, King Solomon, and all the rest of them. The +Spring Song might even be set to music. And then all those lovely +metaphors, about the two roes that were twins, and something else that +was like a heap of wheat set about with lilies. Though, to be sure, I +never could see any very striking resemblance between the objects +typified and----" + +"Hold your tongue, do, Austin!" cried Aunt Charlotte, scandalised. +"And for mercy's sake, keep that leg of yours quiet, if you can. You +are fidgeting me out of my wits." + +Mr Sheepshanks, his mouth pursed up in a deprecating and uneasy smile, +sat gazing vaguely in front of him. "I think it might be wise to defer +the Song of Solomon," he suggested. "A few simple stories from the +Book of Genesis, perhaps, would be better suited to the minds of your +young pupils. And then the sublime opening chapters----" + +"Oh, dear Mr Sheepshanks! Those stories in Genesis are some of them +too _risques_ altogether," protested Austin. "One must draw the line +somewhere, you see. We should be sure to come upon something improper, +and just think how I should blush. Really, you can't expect me to read +such things to boys actually younger than myself, and probably be +asked to explain them into the bargain. There's the Creation part, +it's true, but surely when one considers how occult all that is one +wants to be familiar with the Kabbala and all sorts of mystical works +to discover the hidden meaning. Now I should propose 'The Art of +Creation'--do you know it? It shows that the only possible creator is +Thought, and explains how everything exists in idea before it takes +tangible shape. This applies to the universe at large, as well as to +everything we make ourselves. I'd tell the boys that whenever they +_think_, they are really _creating_, so that----" + +"I should vastly like to know where you pick up all these +extraordinary notions!" interrupted the vicar, who could not for the +life of him make out whether Austin was in jest or earnest. "They're +most dangerous notions, let me tell you, and entirely opposed to sound +orthodox Church teaching. It's clear to me that your reading wants to +be supervised, Austin, by some judicious friend. There's an excellent +little work I got a few days ago that I think you would like to see. +It's called 'The Mission-field in Africa.' There you'll find a most +remarkable account of all those heathen superstitions----" + +"Where is Africa?" asked Austin, munching a leaf. + +"There!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte. "That's Austin all over. He'll talk +by the hour together about a lot of outlandish nonsense that no +sensible person ever heard of, and all the time he doesn't even know +where Africa is upon the map. What is to be done with such a boy?" + +"Well, I think we'll postpone the question of his teaching in the +Sunday-school, at all events," remarked the vicar, who began to feel +rather sorry that he had ever suggested it. "It's more than probable +that his ideas would be over the children's heads, and come into +collision with what they heard in church. Well, now I must be going. +You'll think over that little matter we were speaking of?" he said, as +he took a neighbourly leave of his parishioner and ally. + +"Indeed I will, and I'll write to my bankers to-night," replied that +lady cordially. + +Then the vicar ambled across the lawn, and Austin accompanied him, as +in duty bound, to the garden gate. Meanwhile, Aunt Charlotte leant +comfortably back in her wicker chair, absorbed in pleasant meditation. +The repairs to the roof would, no doubt, run into a little money, but +the vicar's tip about this wonderful company for extracting gold from +sea-water made up for any anxiety she might otherwise have experienced +upon that score. What a kind, good man he was--and _so_ clever in +business matters, which, of course, were out of her range altogether. +She took the prospectus out of her pocket, and ran her eyes over it +again. Capital, L500,000, in shares of L100 each. Solicitors, Messrs +Somebody Something & Co., Fetter Lane, E.C. Bankers, The Shoreditch & +Houndsditch Amalgamated Banking Corporation, St Mary Axe. Acquisition +of machinery, so much. Cost of working, so much. Estimated +returns--something perfectly enormous. It all looked wonderful, quite +wonderful. She again determined to write to her bankers that very +evening before dinner. + +"You're going to the theatre to-night, aren't you, Austin?" she said, +as he returned from seeing Mr Sheepshanks courteously off the +premises. "I want you to post a letter for me on your way. Post it at +the Central Office, so as to be sure it catches the night mail. It's a +business letter of importance." + +"All right, auntie," he replied, arranging his trouser so that it +should fall gracefully over his wooden leg. + +"And I do wish, Austin, that you'd behave rather more like other +people when Mr Sheepshanks comes to see us. There really is no +necessity for talking to him in the way you do. Of course it was a +great compliment, his asking you to take a class in the Sunday-school, +though I could have told him that he couldn't possibly have made an +absurder choice, and you might very well have contented yourself with +regretting your utter unfitness for such a post without exposing your +ignorance in the way you did. The idea of telling a clergyman, too, +that the Book of Genesis was too improper for boys to read, when he +had just been recommending it! I thought you'd have had more respect +for his position, whatever silly notions you may have yourself." + +"I do respect the vicar; he's quite a nice little thing," replied +Austin, in a conciliatory tone. "And of course he thinks just what a +vicar ought to think, and I suppose what all vicars do think. But as +I'm not a vicar myself I don't see that I am bound to think as they +do." + +"You a vicar, indeed!" sniffed Aunt Charlotte. "A remarkable sort of +vicar you'd make, and pretty sermons you'd preach if you had the +chance. What time does this performance of yours begin to-night?" + +"At eight, I believe." + +"Well, then, I'll just go in and tell cook to let us have dinner a +quarter of an hour earlier than usual," said Aunt Charlotte, as she +folded up her work. "The omnibus from the 'Peacock' will get you into +town in plenty of time, and the walk back afterwards will do you +good." + + * * * * * + +The town in question was about a couple of miles from the village +where Austin lived--a clean, cheerful, prosperous little borough, with +plenty of good shops, a commodious theatre, several churches and +chapels, and a fine market. Dinner was soon disposed of, and as the +omnibus which plied between the two places clattered and rattled along +at a good speed--having to meet the seven-fifty down-train at the +railway station--he was able to post his aunt's precious letter and +slip into his stall in the dress-circle before the curtain rose. The +orchestra was rioting through a composition called 'The Clang o' the +Wooden Shoon,' as an appropriate introduction to a tragedy the scene +of which was laid in Nineveh; the house seemed fairly full, and the +air was heavy with that peculiar smell, a sort of doubtfully aromatic +stuffiness, which is so grateful to the nostrils of playgoers. Austin +gazed around him with keen interest. He had not been inside a theatre +for years, and the vivid description that Mr Buskin had given him of +the show he was about to witness filled him with pleasurable +anticipation. To all intents and purposes, the experience that awaited +him was something entirely new; how, he wondered, would it fit into +his scheme of life? What room would there be, in his idealistic +philosophy, for the stage? + +Then the music came to an end in a series of defiant bangs, the +curtain rolled itself out of sight, and a brilliant spectacle +appeared. The only occupant of the scene at first was a gentleman in a +thick black beard and fantastic garb who seemed to have acquired the +habit of talking very loudly to himself. In this way the audience +discovered that the gentleman, who was no less a personage than the +Queen's brother, was seriously dissatisfied with his royal +brother-in-law, whose habits were of a nature which did not make for +the harmony of his domestic circle. Then soft music was heard, and in +lounged Sardanapalus himself--a glittering figure in flowing robes of +silver and pale blue, garlanded with flowers, and surrounded by a +crowd of slaves and women all very elegantly dressed; and it really +was quite wonderful to notice how his Majesty lolled and languished +about the stage, how beautifully affected all his gestures were, and +with what a high-bred supercilious drawl he rolled out his behests +that a supper should be served at midnight in the pavilion that +commanded a view of the Euphrates. And this magnificent, absurd +creature--this mouthing, grimacing, attitudinising popinjay, thought +Austin, was no other than Mr Bucephalus Buskin, with whom he had +chatted on easy terms in a common field only a few days previously! +The memory of the umbrella, the tight frock-coat, the bald head, the +fat, reddish face, and the rather rusty "chimney-pot" here recurred to +him, and he nearly giggled out loud in thinking how irresistibly funny +Mr Buskin would look if he were now going through all these fanciful +gesticulations in his walking dress. The fact was that the man himself +was perfectly unrecognisable, and Austin was mightily impressed by +what was really a signal triumph in the art of making up. + +The play went on, and Sardanapalus showed no signs of moral +improvement. In fact, it soon became evident that his code of ethics +was deplorable, and Austin could only console himself with the +thought that the real Mr Buskin was, no doubt, a most virtuous and +respectable person who never gave Mrs Buskin--if there was one--any +grounds for jealousy. Then the first act came to an end, the lights +went up, and a subdued buzz of conversation broke out all over the +theatre. The second act was even more exciting, as Sardanapalus, +having previously confessed himself unable to go on multiplying +empires, was forced to interfere in a scuffle between his +brother-in-law and Arbaces--who was by way of being a traitor; but the +most sensational scene of all was the banquet in act the third, of +which so glowing an account had been given to Austin by the great +tragedian himself. That, indeed, was something to remember. + + "Guests, to my pledge! + Down on your knees, and drink a measure to + The safety of the King--the monarch, say I? + The god Sardanapalus! mightier than + His father Baal, the god Sardanapalus!" + [_Thunder. Confusion._] + +Ah, that was thrilling, if you like, in spite of the halting rhythm. +And yet, even at that supreme moment, the vision of the umbrella and +the rather shabby hat would crop up again, and Austin didn't quite +know whether to let himself be thrilled or to lean back and roar. The +conspiracy burst out a few minutes afterwards, and then there ensued +a most terrifying and portentous battle, rioters and loyalists +furiously attempting to kill each other by the singular expedient of +clattering their swords together so as to make as much noise as +possible, and then passing them under their antagonists' armpits, till +the stage was heaped with corpses; and all this bloody work entirely +irrespective of the valuable glass and china on the supper-table, and +the costly hearthrugs strewn about the floor. Even Sardanapalus, +having first looked in the glass to make sure that his helmet was +straight, performed prodigies of valour, and the curtain descended to +his insatiable shouting for fresh weapons and a torrent of tumultuous +applause from the gallery. + +"Now for it!" said Austin to himself, when another act had been got +through, in the course of which Sardanapalus had suffered from a +distressing nightmare. He took Mr Buskin's card out of his pocket, +and, hurrying out as fast as he could manage, stumped his way round to +the stage door. Cerberus would fain have stopped him, but Austin +flourished his card in passing, and enquired of the first +civil-looking man he met where the manager was to be found. He was +piloted through devious ways and under strange scaffoldings, to the +foot of a steep and very dirty flight of steps--luckily there were +only seven--at the top of which was dimly visible a door; and at this, +having screwed his courage to the sticking-place, he knocked. + +"Come in!" cried a voice inside. + +He found himself on the threshold of a room such as he had never seen +before. There was no carpet, and the little furniture it contained was +heaped with masses of heterogeneous clothes. Two looking-glasses were +fixed against the walls, and in front of one of them was a sort of +shelf, or dresser, covered with small pots of some ungodly looking +materials of a pasty appearance--rouge, grease-paint, cocoa-butter, +and heaven knows what beside--with black stuff, white stuff, yellow +stuff, paint-brushes, gum-pots, powder-puffs, and discoloured rags +spread about in not very picturesque confusion. In a corner of this +engaging boudoir, sitting in an armchair with a glass of liquor beside +him and smoking a strong cigar, was the most extraordinary and +repulsive object he had ever clapped his eyes on. The face, daubed and +glistening with an unsightly coating of red, white, and yellow-ochre +paint, and adorned with protuberant bristles by way of eyebrows, +appeared twice its natural dimensions. The throat was bare to the +collar-bones. A huge wig covered the head, falling over the shoulders; +while the whole was encircled by a great wreath of pink calico roses, +the back of which, just under the nape of the neck, was fastened by a +glittering pinchbeck tassel. The arms were nude, their natural growth +of dark hair being plastered over with white chalk, which had a +singularly ghastly effect; a short-skirted, low-necked gold frock, cut +like a little girl's, partly covered the body, and over this were +draped coarse folds of scarlet, purple, and white, with tinsel stars +along the seams, and so disposed as to display to fullest advantage +the brawny calves of the tragedian. + +"Great Scott, if it isn't young Dot-and-carry-One!" exclaimed Mr +Sardanapalus Buskin, as the slim figure of Austin, in his simple +evening-dress, appeared at the entrance. "Come in, young gentleman, +come in. So you've come to beard the lion in his den, have you? Well, +it's kind of you not to have forgotten. You're welcome, very welcome. +That was a very pleasant little meeting we had the other day, over +there in the fields. And what do you think of the performance? Been in +front?" + +"Oh, yes--thank you so very much," said Austin, hesitatingly. "It is +awfully kind of you to let me come and see you like this. I've never +seen anything of the sort in all my life." + +"Ah, I daresay it's a sort of revelation to you," said Sardanapalus, +with good-humoured condescension. "Have a drop of whiskey-and-water? +Well, well, I won't press you. And so you've enjoyed the play?" + +"The whole thing has interested me enormously," replied Austin. "It +has given me any amount to think of." + +"Ah, that's good; that's very good, indeed," said the actor, nodding +sagely. "Do you remember what I was saying to you the other day about +the educative power of the stage? That's what it is, you see; the +greatest educative power in the land. How did that last scene go? Made +the people in the stalls sit up a bit, I reckon. Ah, it's a great +life, this. Talk of art! I tell you, young gentleman, acting's the +only art worthy of the name. The actor's all the artists in creation +rolled into one. Every art that exists conspires to produce him and to +perfect him. Painting, for instance; did you ever see anything to +compare with that Banqueting Scene in the Palace? Why, it's a triumph +of pictorial art, and, by Jove, of architecture too. And the actor +doesn't only paint scenes--or get them painted for him, it comes to +the same thing--he paints himself. Look at me, for instance. Why, I +could paint you, young gentleman, so that your own mother wouldn't +know you. With a few strokes of the brush I could transform you into a +beautiful young girl, or a wrinkled old Jew, or an Artful Dodger, or +anything else you had a fancy for. Music, again--think of the effect +of that slow music in the first act. There was pathos for you, if you +like. Oratory--talk of Demosthenes or Cicero, Mr Gladstone or John +Bright! Why, they're nowhere, my dear young friend, literally nowhere. +Didn't my description of the dream just _fetch_ you? Be honest now; by +George, Sir, it thrilled the house. Look here, young man"--and +Sardanapalus began to speak very slowly, with tremendous emphasis and +solemnity--"and remember what I'm going to say until your dying day. +If I were to drink too much of this, I should be intoxicated; but what +is the intoxication produced by whiskey compared with the intoxication +of applause? Just think of it, as soberly and calmly as you +can--hundreds of people, all in their right minds, stamping and +shouting and yelling for you to come and show yourself before the +curtain; the entire house at your feet. Why, it's worship, Sir, sheer +worship; and worship is a very sacred thing. Show me the man who's +superior to _that_, and I'll show you a man who's either above or +below the level of human nature. Whatever he may be, I don't envy him. +To-morrow morning I shall be an ordinary citizen in a frock-coat and a +tall hat. To-night I'm a king, a god. What other artist can say as +much?" + +So saying, Sardanapalus puffed up his cigar and swallowed another +half-glass of liquor. The pungent smoke made Austin cough and blink. +"It must indeed be an exciting life," he ventured; "quite delirious, +to judge from what you say." + +"It requires a cool head," replied Sardanapalus, with a stoical shrug. +"Ah! there's the bell," he added, as a loud ting was heard outside. +"The curtain's going up. Now hurry away to the front, and see the last +act. The scene where I'm burnt on the top of all my treasures isn't to +be missed. It's the grandest and most moving scene in any play upon +the stage. And watch the expression of my face," said Mr Buskin, as he +applied the powder-puff to his cheeks and nose. "Gestures are all very +well--any fool can be taught to act with his arms and legs. But +expression! That's where the heaven-born genius comes in. However, I +must be off. Good-night, young gentleman, good-night." + +He shook Austin warmly by the hand, and precipitated himself down the +wooden steps. Austin followed, regained the stage-door, and was soon +back in the dress-circle. But he felt that really he had seen almost +enough. The last act seemed to drag, and it was only for the sake of +witnessing the holocaust at the end that he sat it out. Even the +varying "expressions" assumed by Sardanapalus failed to arouse his +enthusiasm. He reproached himself for this, for poor Buskin rolled his +eyes and twisted his mouth and pulled such lugubrious faces that +Austin felt how pathetic it all was, and how hard the man was trying +to work upon the feelings of the audience. But the flare-up at the end +was really very creditable. Blue fire, red fire, and clouds of smoke +filled the entire stage, and when Myrrha clambered up the burning pile +to share the fate of her paramour the enthusiasm of the spectators +knew no bounds. Calls for Sardanapalus and all his company resounded +from every part of the house, and it was a tremendous moment when the +curtain was drawn aside, and the great actor, apparently not a penny +the worse for having just been burnt alive, advanced majestically to +the footlights. Then all the other performers were generously +permitted to approach and share in the ovation, bowing again and again +in acknowledgment of the approbation of their patrons, and looking, +thought Austin rather cruelly, exactly like a row of lacqueys in +masquerade. This marked the close of the proceedings, and Austin, with +a sigh of relief, soon found himself once more in the cool streets, +walking briskly in the direction of the country. + +Well, he had had his experience, and now his curiosity was satisfied. +What was the net result? He began sifting his sensations, and trying +to discover what effect the things he had seen and heard had really +had upon him. It was all very brilliant, very interesting; in a +certain way, very exciting. He began to understand what it was that +made so many people fond of theatre-going. But he felt at the same +time that he himself was not one of them. For some reason or other he +had escaped the spell. He was more inclined to criticise than to +enjoy. There was something wanting in it all. What could that +something be? + +The sound of footsteps behind him, echoing in the quiet street, just +then reached his ears. The steps came nearer, and the next moment a +well-known voice exclaimed: + +"Well, Austin! I hoped I should catch you up!" + +"Oh, Mr St Aubyn, is that you? How glad I am to see you!" cried the +boy, grasping the other's hand. "This is a delightful surprise. Have +you been to the theatre, too?" + +"I have," replied St Aubyn. "You didn't notice me, I daresay, but I +was watching you most of the time. It amused me to speculate what +impression the thing was making on you. Were you very much carried +away?" + +"I certainly was not," said Austin, "though I was immensely +interested. It gave me a lot to think about, as I told Mr Buskin +himself when I went to see him for a few minutes behind the scenes. +You know I happened to meet him a few days ago, and he asked me to--it +really was most kind of him. By the way, he was just on his way to +call upon you at the Court." + +"Well--and now tell me what you thought of it all. What impressed you +most about the whole affair?" + +"I think," said Austin, speaking very slowly, as though weighing every +word, "that the general impression made upon me was that of utter +unreality. I cannot conceive of anything more essentially artificial. +The music was pretty, the scenery was very fine, and the costumes were +dazzling enough--from a distance; but when you've said that you've +said everything. The situations were impossible and absurd. The +speeches were bombast. The sentiment was silly and untrue. And +Sardanapalus himself was none so distraught by his unpleasant dream +and all his other troubles but that he was looking forward to his +glass of whiskey-and-water between the acts. No, he didn't impose on +me one bit. I didn't believe in Sardanapalus for a moment, even before +I had the privilege of seeing and hearing him as Mr Buskin in his +dressing-room. The entire business was a sham." + +"But surely it doesn't pretend to be anything else?" suggested St +Aubyn, surprised. + +"Be it so. I don't like shams, I suppose," returned the boy. + +"Still, you shouldn't generalise too widely," urged the other. "There +are plays where one's sensibilities are really touched, where the +situations are not forced, where the performers move and speak like +living, ordinary human beings, and, in the case of great actors, work +upon the feelings of the audience to such an extent----" + +"And there the artificiality is all the greater!" chipped in Austin, +tersely. "The more perfect the illusion, the hollower the +artificiality. Of course, no one could take Sardanapalus seriously, +any more than if he were a marionette pulled by strings instead of the +sort of live marionette he really is. But where the acting and the +situations are so perfect, as you say, as to cause real emotion, the +unreality of the whole business is more flagrantly conspicuous than +ever. The emotions pourtrayed are not real, and nobody pretends they +are. The art, therefore, of making them appear real, and even +communicating them to the audience, must of necessity involve greater +artificiality than where the acting is bad and the situations +ridiculous. There's a person I know, near where I live--you never +heard of him, of course, but he's called Jock MacTavish--and he told +me he once went to see a really very great actress do some part or +other in which she had to die a most pathetic death. It was said to be +simply heart-rending, and everybody used to cry. Well, the night Jock +MacTavish was there something went wrong--a sofa was out of its place, +or a bolster had been forgotten, or a rope wouldn't work, I don't know +what it was--and the language that woman indulged in while she was in +the act of dying would have disgraced a bargee. Jock was in a +stage-box and heard every filthy word of it. Of course _he_ told me +the story as a joke, and I was rather disgusted, but I'm glad he did +so now. That was an extreme case, I know--such things don't occur one +time in ten thousand, no doubt--but it's an illustration of what I +mean when I say that the finer the illusion produced the hollower the +sham that produces it." + +"You're a mighty subtle-minded young person for your age," exclaimed +St Aubyn, with a good-humoured laugh. "I confess that your theory is +new to me; it had never occurred to me before. For one who has only +been inside a theatre two or three times in his life you seem to have +elaborated your conclusions pretty quickly. I may infer, then, that +you're not exactly hankering to go on the stage yourself?" + +"_I_?" said Austin, drawing himself up. "I, disguise myself in paint +and feathers to be a public gazing-stock? Of course you mean it as a +joke." + +"And yet there _are_ gentlemen upon the stage," observed St Aubyn, in +order to draw him on. + +"So much the better for the stage, perhaps; so much the worse for the +gentlemen," replied Austin haughtily. + +A pause. They were now well out in the open country, with the moonlit +road stretching far in front of them. Then St Aubyn said, in a +different tone altogether: + +"You surprise me beyond measure by what you say. I should have thought +that a boy of your poetical and artistic temperament would have had +his imagination somewhat fired, even by the efforts of the poor +showman whom we've seen to-night. Now I will make you a confession. At +the bottom of my heart I agree with every word you've said. I may be +one-sided, prejudiced, what you will, but I cannot help looking upon a +public performer as I look upon no other human being. And I pity the +performer, too; he takes himself so seriously, he fails so completely +to realise what he really is. And the danger of going on the stage is +that, once an actor, always an actor. Let a man once get bitten by the +craze, and there's no hope for him. Only the very finest natures can +escape. The fascination is too strong. He's ruined for any other +career, however honourable and brilliant." + +"Is that so, really?" asked Austin. "I cannot see where all this +wonderful fascination comes in. I should think it must be a dreadful +trade myself." + +"So it is. Because they don't know it. Because of the very fascination +which exists, although you can't understand it. Let me tell you a +story. I knew a man once upon a time--he was a great friend of +mine--in the navy. Although he was quite young, not more than +twenty-six, he was already a distinguished officer; he had seen active +service, been mentioned in despatches, and all the rest of it. He was +also, curiously enough, a most accomplished botanist, and had written +papers on the flora of Cambodia and Yucatan that had been accepted +with marked appreciation by the Linnaean Society. Well--that man, who +had a brilliant career before him, and would probably have been an +admiral and a K.C.B. if he had stuck to it, got attacked by the +theatrical microbe. He chucked everything, and devoted his whole life +to acting. He is acting still. He cares for nothing else. It is the +one and only thing in the universe he lives for. The service of his +country, the pure fame of scientific research and authorship, are as +nothing to him, the merest dust in the balance, as compared with the +cheap notoriety of the footlights." + +"He must be mad. And is he a success?" asked Austin. + +"Judge for yourself--you've just been seeing him," replied St Aubyn. +"Though, of course, his name is no more Buskin than yours or mine." + +"Good Heavens!" cried the boy. "And Mr Buskin was--all that?" + +"He was all that," responded the other. "It was rather painful for me +to see him this evening in his present state, as you may imagine. As +to his being successful in a monetary sense, I really cannot tell you. +But, to do him justice, I don't think he cares for money in the very +least. So long as he makes two ends meet he's quite satisfied. All he +cares about is painting his face, and dressing himself up, and +ranting, and getting rounds of applause. And, so far, he certainly has +his reward. His highest ambition, it is true, he has not yet attained. +If he could only get his portrait published in a halfpenny paper +wearing some new-shaped stock or collar that the hosiers were anxious +to bring into fashion, he would feel that there was little left to +live for. But that is a distinction reserved for actors who stand at +the tip-top of their profession, and I'm afraid that poor Buskin has +but little chance of ever realising his aspiration." + +"Are you serious?" said Austin, open-eyed. + +"Absolutely," replied St Aubyn. "I know it for a fact." + +"Well," exclaimed Austin, fetching a deep breath, "of course if a man +has to do this sort of thing for a living--if it's his only way of +making money--I don't think I despise him so much. But if he does it +because he loves it, loves it better than any other earthly thing, +then I despise him with all my heart and soul. I cannot conceive a +more utterly unworthy existence." + +"And to such an existence our friend Buskin has sacrificed his whole +career," replied St Aubyn, gravely. + +"What a tragedy," observed the boy. + +"Yes; a tragedy," agreed the other. "A truer tragedy than the +imitation one that he's been acting in, if he could only see it. Well, +here is my turning. Good-night! I'm very glad we met. Come and see me +soon. I'm not going away again." + +Then Austin, left alone, stumped thoughtfully along the country road. +The sweet smell of the flowery hedges pervaded the night air, and from +the fields on either side was heard ever and anon the bleating of some +wakeful sheep. How peaceful, how reposeful, everything was! How strong +and solemn the great trees looked, standing here and there in the wide +meadows under the moonlight and the stars! And what a contrast--oh, +_what_ a contrast--was the beauty of these calm pastoral scenes to +the tawdry gorgeousness of those other "scenes" he had been witnessing, +with their false effects, and coloured fires, and painted, spouting +occupants! There was no need for him to argue the question any more, +even with himself. It was as clear as the moon in the steel-blue sky +above him that the associations of the theatre were totally, hopelessly, +and radically incompatible with the ideals of the Daphnis life. + + + + +Chapter the Eighth + + +It is scarcely necessary to say that Austin knew nothing whatever +about his aunt's preoccupation, and that even if she had taken him +into her confidence, he would have paid little or no attention to the +matter. I am afraid that his ideas about finance were crude in the +extreme, being limited to a sort of vague impression that capital was +what you put into a bank, and interest was what you took out; while +the difference between the par value of a security and the price you +could get for it on the market, would have been to him a hopelessly +unfathomable mystery. Aunt Charlotte, therefore, was very wise in +abstaining from any reference, in conversation, to the great +enterprise for extracting gold from sea-water, in which she hoped to +purchase shares; for one could never have told what foolish remark he +might have made, though it was quite certain that he would have said +something foolish, and probably very exasperating. So she kept her +secret locked up in her own breast, and silently counted the hours +till she could get a reply from her bankers. + +Of course Austin had to give his aunt an account, at breakfast-time +next morning, of the pageant of the previous night; and as he confined +himself to saying that the scenery and dresses were very fine, and +that Mr Buskin was quite unrecognisable, and that all the performers +knew their parts, and that he had walked part of the way home with +Roger St Aubyn afterwards, the impression left on the good lady's mind +was that he had enjoyed himself very much. This inevitable duty +accomplished, Austin straightway banished the whole subject from his +memory and gave himself up more unreservedly than ever to his garden +and his thoughts. How fresh and sweet and welcoming the garden looked +on that calm, lovely summer day! How brightly the morning dewdrops +twinkled on the leaves, like a sprinkling of liquid diamonds! Every +flower seemed to greet him with silent laughter: "Aha, you've been +playing truant, have you? Straying into alien precincts, roving in +search of something newer and gaudier than anything you have here? +Sunlight palls on you; gas is so much more festive! The scents of the +fields are vulgar; finer the hot smells of the playhouse, more meet +for a cultured nostril!" Of course Austin made all this nonsense up +himself, but he felt so happy that it amused him to attribute the +words to the dear flower-friends who were all around him, and to whom +he could never be really faithless. Faugh! that playhouse! He would +never enter one again. Be an actor! Lubin was a cleaner gentleman than +any painted Buskin on the stage. Here, in the clear, pure splendour of +the sunlit air, the place where he had been last night loomed up in +his consciousness as something meretricious and unwholesome. Yet he +was glad he had been, for it made everything so much purer and sweeter +by contrast. Never had the garden looked more meetly set, never had +the sun shone more genially, and the air impelled the blood and sent +it coursing more joyously through his veins, than on that morning of +the rejuvenescence of all his high ideals. + +Then he drew a small blue volume out of his pocket, and lay down on +the grass with his back against the trunk of an apple-tree. Austin's +theory--or one of his theories, for he had hundreds--was that one's +literature should always be in harmony with one's surroundings; and +so, intending to pass his morning in the garden, he had chosen 'The +Garden of Cyrus' as an appropriate study. He opened it reverently, for +it was compact of jewelled thoughts that had been set to words by one +of the princes of prose. He, the young garden-lover, sat at the feet +of the great garden-mystic, and began to pore wonderingly over the +inscrutable secrets of the quincunx. His fine ear was charmed by the +rhythm of the sumptuous and stately sentences, and his pulses throbbed +in response to every measured phrase in which the lore of garden +symmetry and the principles of garden science were set forth. He read +of the hanging gardens of Babylon, first made by Queen Semiramis, +third or fourth from Nimrod, and magnificently renewed by +Nabuchodonosor, according to Josephus: "_from whence, overlooking +Babylon, and all the region about it, he found no circumscription to +the eye of his ambition; till, over-delighted with the bravery of this +Paradise, in his melancholy metamorphosis he found the folly of that +delight, and a proper punishment in the contrary habitation--in wild +plantations and wanderings of the fields_." Austin shook his head over +this; he did not think it possible to love a garden too much, and +demurred to the idea that such a love deserved any punishment at all. +But that was theology, and he had no taste for theological +dissertations. So he dipped into the pages where the quincunx is +"naturally" considered, and here he admired the encyclopaedic learning +of the author, which appeared to have been as wide as that attributed +to Solomon; then glanced at the "mystic" part, which he reserved for +later study. But one paragraph riveted his attention, as he turned +over the leaves. Here was a mine of gold, a treasure-house of +suggestiveness and wisdom. + +_"Light, that makes things seen, makes some things invisible; were it +not for darkness and the shadow of the earth, the noblest part of the +creation had remained unseen, and the stars in heaven as invisible as +on the fourth day, when they were created above the horizon with the +sun, or there was not an eye to behold them. The greatest mystery of +religion is expressed by adumbration, and in the noblest part of +Jewish types, we find the cherubim shadowing the mercy-seat. Life +itself is but the shadow of death, and souls departed but the shadows +of the living. All things fall under this name. The sun itself is but +the dark simulacrum, and light but the shadow of God."_ + +Austin delighted in symbolism, and these apparent paradoxes fascinated +him. But was it all true? He loved to think that life was the shadow, +and death--what we call death--the substance; he had always felt that +the reality of everything was to be sought for on the other side. But +he could not see why departed souls should be regarded as the shadows +of living men. Rather it was we who lived in a vain show, and would +continue to do so until the spirit, the true substance of us, should +be set free. Well, whatever the truth of it might be, it was all a +charming puzzle, and we should learn all about it some day, and +meantime he had been furnished with an entirely new idea--the +revealing power of darkness. He loved the light because it was +beautiful, and now he loved the darkness because it was mysterious, +and held such wondrous secrets in its folds. He had never been afraid +of the dark even when a child. It had always been associated in his +mind with sleep and dreams, and he was very fond of both. + +Of course it would have been no use attempting to instruct Lubin in +the cryptic properties of the quincunx, or any other theories of +garden arrangement propounded by Sir Thomas Browne. And Aunt Charlotte +would have proved a still more hopeless subject. She had no head for +mysticism, poor dear, and Austin often told her she was one of the +greatest sceptics he had ever known. "You believe in nothing but your +dinner, your bank-book, and your Bible, auntie; I declare it's +perfectly shocking," he said to her one day. "And a very good creed +too," she replied; "it wouldn't be a bad thing for you either, if you +had a little more sound religion and practical common-sense." Just now +it was the bank-book phase that was uppermost, and when a letter was +brought in to her at breakfast-time next morning bearing the London +postmark, she clutched it eagerly and opened it with evident +anticipation. But as she read the contents her brow clouded and her +face fell. Clearly she was disappointed and surprised, but made no +remark to Austin. + +A couple of days passed without anything of importance happening, +except that she wrote again to her bankers and looked out anxiously +for their reply. But none came, and she grew irritable and disturbed. +It really was most extraordinary; she had always thought that bankers +were so shrewd, and prompt, and business-like, and yet here they were, +treating her as though she were of no account whatever, and actually +leaving her second letter without an answer. The affair was pressing, +too. There was certain to be a perfect rush for shares in so +exceptional an undertaking, and when once they were all allotted, of +course up they'd go to an enormous premium, and all her chances of +investing would be lost. It was too exasperating for words. What were +the men thinking of? Why were they so neglectful of her interests? She +had always been an excellent customer, and had never overdrawn her +account--never. And now they were leaving her in the lurch. However, +she determined she would not submit. She fumed in silence for yet +another day, and then, at dinner in the evening, came out with a most +unexpected declaration. + +"Austin," she said suddenly, after a long pause, "I'm going to town +to-morrow by the 10.27 train." + +Austin was peeling an apple, intent on seeing how long a strip he +could pare off without breaking it. "Won't it be very hot?" he asked +absently. + +"Hot? Well, perhaps it will," said Aunt Charlotte, rather nettled at +his indifference. "But I can't help that. The fact is that my bankers +are giving me a great deal of annoyance just now, and I'm going up to +London to have it out with them." + +"Really?" replied Austin, politely interested. "I hope they haven't +been embezzling your money?" + +"Do, for goodness sake, pull yourself together and try not to talk +nonsense for once in your life," retorted Aunt Charlotte, tartly. +"Embezzling my money, indeed!--I should just like to catch them at it. +Of course it's nothing of the kind. But I've lately given them certain +instructions which they virtually refuse to carry out, and in a case +of that sort it's always better to discuss the affair in person." + +"I see," said Austin, beginning to munch his apple. "I wonder why they +won't do what you want them to. Isn't it very rude of them?" + +"Rude? Well--I can't say they've been exactly rude," acknowledged Aunt +Charlotte. "But they're making all sorts of difficulties, and hint +that they know better than I do----" + +"Which is absurd, of course," put in Austin, with his very simplest +air. + +Aunt Charlotte glanced sharply at him, but there was not the faintest +trace of irony in his expression. "I fancy they don't quite understand +the question," she said, "so I intend to run up and explain it to +them. One can do these things so much better in conversation than by +writing. I shall get lunch in town, and then there'll be time for me +to do a little shopping, perhaps, before catching the 4.40 back. That +will get me here in ample time for dinner at half-past seven." + +"And what train do you go by in the morning?" enquired Austin. + +"The 10.27," replied his aunt. "I shall take the omnibus from the +Peacock that starts at a quarter to ten." + +It cannot be said that Aunt Charlotte's projected trip to town +interested Austin much. Business of any sort was a profound mystery to +him, and with regard to speculations, investments, and such-like +matters his mind was a perfect blank. He had a vague notion that +perhaps Aunt Charlotte wanted some money, and that the bankers had +refused to give her any; though whether she had a right to demand it, +or they a right to withhold it, he had no more idea than the man in +the moon. So he dismissed the whole affair from his mind as something +with which he had nothing whatever to do, and spent the evening in the +company of Sir Thomas Browne. At ten o'clock he went forth into the +garden, and became absorbed in an attempt to identify the different +colours of the flowers in the moonlight. It proved a fascinating +occupation, for the pale, cold brightness imparted hues to the +flowers that were strange and weird, so that it was a matter of real +difficulty to say what the colours actually were. Then he wondered how +it was he had never before discovered what an inspiring thing it was +to wander all alone at night about a garden illuminated by a brilliant +moon. The shadows were so black and secret, the radiance so spiritual, +the shapes so startlingly fantastic, it was like being in another +world. And then the silence. That was the most compelling charm of +all. It helped him to feel. And he felt that he was not alone, though +he heard nothing and saw nobody. The garden was full of +flower-fairies, invisible elves and sprites whose mission it was to +guard the flowers, and who loved the moonlight more than they loved +the day; dainty, diaphanous creatures who were wafted across the +smooth lawns on summer breezes, and washed the thirsty petals and +drooping leaves in the dew which the clear blue air of night diffuses +so abundantly. He had a sense--almost a knowledge--that the garden he +was in was a dream-garden, a sort of panoramic phantasm, and that the +real garden lay _behind_ it somehow, hidden from material eyesight, +eluding material touch, but there all the same, unearthly and elysian, +more beautiful a great deal than the one in which he was standing, +and teeming with gracious presences. It seemed a revelation to him, +this sudden perception of a real world underlying the apparent one; +and for nearly half-an-hour he sauntered to and fro in a reverie, +leaning sometimes against the old stone fountain, and sometimes +watching the pale clouds as they began flitting together as though to +keep a rendezvous in space, until they concealed the face of the moon +entirely from view and left the garden dark. + + * * * * * + +Whether Austin had strange dreams that night or no, certain it is that +when he came down to breakfast in the morning his face was set and +there was a look of unusual preoccupation in his eyes. Aunt Charlotte, +being considerably preoccupied with her own affairs, noticed nothing, +and busied herself with the teapot as was her wont. Austin chipped his +egg in silence, while his auntie, helping herself generously to fried +bacon, made some remark about the desirability of laying a good +foundation in view of her journey up to town. Thereupon Austin said: + +"Is it absolutely necessary for you to go to town this morning, +auntie?" + +"Of course it is," replied Aunt Charlotte, munching heartily. "I told +you so last night." + +"Why can't you go to-morrow instead?" asked Austin, tentatively. +"Would it be too late?" + +"I've arranged to go _to-day_," said Aunt Charlotte, with decision. +"The sooner this business is settled the better. What should I gain by +waiting?" + +"I don't see any particular hurry," said Austin. "It's only giving +yourself trouble for nothing. If I were you I'd write what you want to +say, and then go up to see these people if their answer was still +unsatisfactory." + +"But you see you don't know anything about the matter," retorted Aunt +Charlotte, beginning to wonder at the boy's persistency. "What in the +world makes you want me not to go?" + +"Oh--I only thought it might prove unnecessary," replied he, rather +lamely. "It's going to be very hot, and after all----" + +"It'll be quite as hot to-morrow," said Aunt Charlotte, as she stirred +her tea. + +"Well, why not go by a later train, then?" suggested Austin. "Look +here; go by the 4.20 this afternoon, and take me with you. We'll go to +a nice quiet hotel, and have a beautiful dinner, and see some of the +sights, and then you'd have all to-morrow morning to do your business +with these horrid old gentlemen at the bank. Now don't you think +that's rather a good idea?" + +"I--dare--_say_!" cried Aunt Charlotte, in her highest key. "So that's +what you're aiming at, is it? Oh, you're a cunning boy, my dear, if +ever there was one. But your little project would cost at least four +times as much as I propose to spend to-day, and for that reason alone +it's not to be thought of for a moment. What in creation ever put such +an idea into your head?" + +"I don't want to come with you in the very least, really--especially +as you don't want to have me," replied Austin. "But I do wish you'd +give up your idea of going to London by the 10.27 this morning. If +you'll only do that I don't care for anything else. Take the same +train to-morrow, if you like, but not to-day. That's all I have to ask +you." + +"But why--why--why?" demanded Aunt Charlotte, in not unnatural +amazement. + +"I can't tell you why," said Austin. "It wouldn't be any use." + +"You are the very absurdest child I ever came across!" exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte. "I've often had to put up with your fancies, but never with +any so outrageously unreasonable as this. Now not another word. I'm +going to travel by the 10.27 this morning, and if you like to come and +see me off, you're at perfect liberty to do so." + +Austin made no reply, and breakfast proceeded in silence. Then he +glanced at the clock, and saw that it was ten minutes to nine. As soon +as the meal was finished, he rose from his chair and moved slowly +towards the door. + +"You still intend to go by the----" + +"Hold your tongue!" snapped his aunt. Whereupon Austin left the room +without another word. Then he stumped his way upstairs and was not +seen again. Aunt Charlotte, meanwhile, began preparations for her +journey. It was now close on nine o'clock, and she had to order the +dinner, see that she had sufficient money for her expenses, choose a +bonnet for travelling in, and look after half-a-dozen other important +trifles before setting out to catch the railway omnibus at the +Peacock. At last Austin, waiting behind a door, heard her enter her +room to dress. Very gently he stole out with something in his pocket, +and two minutes afterwards was standing on the lawn with his straw +hat tilted over his eyes, chattering with Lubin about tubers, corms, +and bulbs, potting and bedding-out, and other pleasant mysteries of +garden-craft. + +It was not very long, however, before a singular bustle was heard on +the first floor. Maids ran scuttling up and down stairs, voices +resounded through the open windows, and then came the sound of thumps, +as of somebody vigorously battering at a door. Austin turned round, +and began walking towards the house. He was met by old Martha, who +seemed to be in a tremendous fluster about something. + +"Master Austin! Master Austin! Oh, here you are. What in the world is +to be done? Your aunt's locked up in her bedroom, and nobody can find +the key!" + +"Is that all?" answered Austin calmly. "Then she'll have to stay there +till it turns up, evidently." + +"But the mistress says she's sure you know all about it," panted +Martha, in great distress, "and she's in a most terrible taking. Now, +Master Austin, I do beseech you--'tain't no laughing matter, for the +omnibus starts in a few minutes, and your aunt----" + +A terrific banging was now heard from the locked-up room, accompanied +by shouts and cries from the imprisoned lady. Austin advanced to the +foot of the staircase, looking rather white, and listened. + +"Austin! Austin! Where are you? What have you done with the key?" +shrieked Aunt Charlotte, in a tempest of despair and rage. "Let me +out, I say, let me out at once! It's you who have done this, I know it +is. Open the door, or I shall lose the train!" A fresh bombardment +from the lady's fists here followed. "Where _is_ Austin, Martha? Can't +you find him anywhere?" + +"He's here, ma'am," cried back Martha, in quavering tones, "but he +don't seem as if----" + +"Call Lubin with a ladder!" interrupted the desperate lady. "I must +catch the omnibus, if I break all my bones in getting out of the +window. Where's Lubin? Isn't there a ladder tall enough? Austin! +Austin! Where _is_ Austin, and why doesn't he open the door?" + +"He was here not a moment ago," replied Martha, tremulously, "but +where he's got to now, or where he's put the key, the Lord only knows. +Perhaps he's gone to see about a ladder. Lubin! have you seen Master +Austin anywhere?" + +But Austin, unobserved in the confusion, having stealthily glanced at +his watch, had slipped out at the garden gate, and now stood looking +down the road. The omnibus had just started, and for about thirty +seconds he remained watching it as it lumbered and clattered along in +a cloud of dust until it was lost to view. Then he went back to the +house, and handed the key to Martha. "There's the key," he said. "Tell +Aunt Charlotte I'm going for a walk, and I'll let her know all about +it when I come back to lunch." + +He was out of the house in a twinkling, stumping along as hard as he +could go until he reached the moors. He had played a daring game, but +felt quite satisfied with the result so far, as he knew that there +were no cabs to be had in the village, and that, even if his aunt were +mad enough to brave a two-mile tramp along the broiling road, she +could not possibly reach the station in time to catch the train. Now +that the deed was done, a sensation of fatigue stole over him, and +with a sigh of relief he flung himself down on the soft tussocks of +purple heather, and covered his eyes with his straw hat. For +half-an-hour he lay there motionless and deep in thought. No suspicion +that he had acted wrongly disturbed him for a moment. Of course it was +a pity that poor Aunt Charlotte should have been disappointed, and +certainly that locking of her up in her bedroom had been a very +painful duty; but if it was necessary--as it was--what else could he +have done? No doubt she would forgive him when she understood his +reasons; and, after all, it was really her own fault for having been +so obstinate. + +It was now half-past ten, and Austin had no intention of getting home +before it was time for lunch. He had thus the whole morning before +him, and he spent it rambling about the moors, struggling up hills, +revelling in the heat tempered by cool grass, and wondering how +Daphnis would have behaved if he had had an unreasonable old aunt to +take care of; for Aunt Charlotte was really a great responsibility, +and dreadfully difficult to manage. Then, coming on a deep, clear +rivulet which ran between two meadows, he yielded to a sudden impulse, +and, stripping himself to the skin, plunged into it, wooden leg and +all. There he floated luxuriously for a while, the sun blazing +fiercely overhead, and the cool waters playing over his white body. +When he emerged, covered with sparkling drops, he remembered that he +had no towel; so there was nothing to be done but to stagger about and +disport himself like a naked faun among the buttercups and bulrushes, +until the sun had dried him. As soon as he was dressed, he looked at +his watch, and found that it was nearly twelve. Then he consulted a +little time-table, and made a rapid calculation. It would take him +just half-an-hour to reach the station from where he was, and +therefore it was high time to start. + +Off he set, and arrived there, as it seemed, at a moment of great +excitement. The station-master was on the platform, in the act of +posting up a telegram, around which a number of people--travellers, +porters, and errand-boys--were crowding eagerly. Austin joined the +group, and read the message carefully and deliberately twice through. +He asked no questions, but listened to the remarks he heard around +him. Then he passed rapidly through the booking-office, and struck out +on his way home. + +Meantime Aunt Charlotte had passed the hours fuming. To her, Austin's +extraordinary behaviour was absolutely unaccountable, except on the +hypothesis that he was not responsible for his actions. Her rage was +beyond control. That the boy should have had the unheard-of audacity +to lock her up in her own bedroom in order to gratify some mad whim, +and so have upset her plans for the entire day, was an outrage +impossible to forgive. If he was not out of his mind he ought to be, +for there was no other excuse for him that she could think of. What +_was_ to be done with such a boy? He was too old to be whipped, too +young to be sent to college, too delicate to be placed under +restraint. But she would let him feel the full force of her +indignation when he returned. He should apologise, he should eat his +fill of humble pie, he should beg for mercy on his knees. She had put +up with a good deal, but this last escapade was not to be overlooked. +Even Martha, when she came in to lay the cloth for lunch, could think +of nothing to say in extenuation of his offence. + +It was certainly two hours before her excitement allowed her to sit +down and begin to knit. Even then--and naturally enough--while she was +musing the fire burned. It never occurred to her to reflect that there +must have been some _reason_ for Austin's extraordinary prank, and +that the first thing to be done was to discover what that was. She was +too angry to take this obvious fact into consideration, and so, when +Austin at last appeared, his eyes full of suppressed excitement and +his forehead bathed in sweat, her pent-up wrath found vent and she +flamed out at him in a rage. + +For some minutes Austin stood quite silent while she stormed. If it +made her feel better to storm, well, let her do it. Half-a-dozen times +she demanded what he meant by his behaviour, and how he dared, and +whether he had suddenly gone crazy, and then went on storming without +waiting for his reply. Once, when he opened his mouth to speak, she +sharply told him to shut it again. It was clear, even to Martha, that +if Austin's conduct had been inexplicable, his aunt's was utterly +absurd. + +"You've asked me several times what made me lock you up this morning," +he said at last, when she paused for breath, "and each time you've +refused to let me answer you. That's not very reasonable, you know. +Now I've got something to tell you, but if you want to do any more +raving please do it at once and get it over, and then I'll have my +turn." + +"Will you go to your room this instant and stay there?" cried Aunt +Charlotte, pointing to the door. + +"Certainly not," replied Austin. "And now I'll ask you to listen to me +for a minute, for you must be tired with all that shouting." Aunt +Charlotte took up her work with trembling hands, ostentatiously +pretending that Austin was no longer in the room. "You wanted to go to +town by the 10.27 train, and I took forcible measures to prevent you. +It may therefore interest you to know what became of that train, and +what you have escaped. There's been a frightful collision. The down +express ran into it at the curve just beyond the signal station at +Colebridge Junction, owing to some mistake of the signalman, I +believe. Anyhow, in the train you wanted to go by there were five +people killed outright, and fourteen others crunched up and mangled in +a most inartistic style. And if I hadn't locked you up as I did you'd +probably be in the County Hospital at this moment in an exceedingly +unpleasant predicament." + +Dead silence. Then, "The Lord preserve us!" ejaculated Martha, who +stood by, in awe-struck tones. Aunt Charlotte slowly raised her eyes +from her knitting, and fixed them on Austin's face. "A collision!" she +exclaimed. "Why, what do you know about it?" + +"I called at the station and read the telegram myself. There was a +crowd of people on the platform all discussing it," returned Austin, +briefly. + +"Your life has been saved by a miracle, ma'am, and it's Master Austin +as you've got to thank for it," cried Martha, her eyes full of tears, +"though how it came about, the good Lord only knows," she added, +turning as though for enlightenment to the boy himself. + +Then Aunt Charlotte sank back in her chair, looking very white. "I +don't understand it, Austin," she said tremulously. "It's terrible to +think of such a catastrophe, and all those poor creatures being +killed--and it's most providential, of course, that--that--I was kept +from going. But all that doesn't explain what share _you_ had in it. +You don't expect me to believe that you knew what was going to happen +and kept me at home on purpose? The very idea is ridiculous. It was a +coincidence, of course, though a most remarkable one, I must admit. A +collision! Thank God for all His mercies!" + +"If it was only a coincidence I don't exactly see what there is to +thank God for," remarked Austin, very drily. + +"'Twarn't no coincidence," averred old Martha, solemnly. "On that I'll +stake my soul." + +"What was it, then?" retorted Aunt Charlotte. "Anyhow, Austin, there +seems no doubt that, under God, it was what you did that saved my life +to-day. But what made you do it? How could you possibly tell that you +were preventing me from getting killed?" + +"I should have told you all that long ago if you weren't so hopelessly +illogical, auntie," he replied. "But you never can see the connection +between cause and effect. That was the reason I couldn't explain why I +didn't want you to go, even before I locked you up. It wouldn't have +been any use. You'd have simply laughed in my face, and have gone to +London all the same." + +"I don't know what you mean. Don't beat about the bush, Austin, and +worry my head with all this vague talk about cause and effect and such +like. What has my being illogical got to do with it?" + +"Well--if you want me to explain, of course I'll do so; but I don't +suppose it'll make any difference," said Austin. "Some time ago, I +told you that just as I was going to get over a stile, I felt +something push me back, and so I came home another way. You'll +recollect that if I _had_ got over that stile I should have come +across a rabid dog where there was no possibility of escape, and no +doubt have got frightfully bitten. But when I told you how I was +prevented, you scoffed at the whole story, and said that I was +superstitious.--Stop a minute! I haven't finished yet.--Then, only +the other day, my life was saved from all those bricks tumbling on me +when I was asleep by just the same sort of interposition. Again you +jeered at me, and when I told you I had heard raps in the wall you +ridiculed the idea, and--do you remember?--the words were scarcely out +of your mouth when you heard the raps yourself, and then you got +nearly beside yourself with fright and anger, and said it was the +devil. And now for the third time the same sort of thing has happened. +What is the good of telling you about it? You'd only scoff and jeer as +you did before, although on this occasion it is your own life that has +been saved, not mine." + +Certainly Master Austin was having his revenge on Aunt Charlotte for +the torrent of abuse she had poured upon him a few minutes previously. +For a short time she sat quite still, the picture of perplexity and +irritation. The facts as Austin stated them were incontrovertible, and +yet--probably because she lacked the instinct of causality--she could +not accept his explanation of them. There are some people in the world +who are constituted like this. They create a mental atmosphere around +them which is as impenetrable to conviction in certain matters as a +brick wall is to a parched pea. They will fall back on any loophole +of a theory, however imbecile and far-fetched, rather than accept some +simple and self-evident solution that they start out by regarding as +impossible. And Aunt Charlotte was a very apposite specimen of the +class. + +"I'll not scoff, at anyrate, Austin," she said at last. "I cannot +forget--and I never will forget--that it's to you I owe it that I am +sitting here this moment. Tell me what moved you to act as you did +this morning. I may not share your belief, but I will not ridicule it. +Of that you may rest assured." + +"It is all simple enough," he said. "I had a horrid dream just before +I woke--nothing circumstantial, but a general sense of the most awful +confusion, and disaster, and terror. I fancy it was that that woke me. +And as I was opening my eyes, a voice said to me quite distinctly, as +distinctly as I am speaking now, '_Keep auntie at home this morning._' +The words dinned themselves into my ears all the time I was dressing, +and then I acted upon them as you know. But what would have been the +good of telling you? None whatever. So I tried persuasion, and when +that failed I simply locked you in." + +Now there are two sorts of superstition, each of which is the very +antithesis of the other. The victim of one believes all kinds of +absurdities blindfold, oblivious of evidence or causality. The +upsetting of a salt-cellar or the fall of a mirror is to him a +harbinger of disaster, entirely irrespective of any possible +connection between the cause and the effect. A bit of stalk floating +on his tea presages an unlooked-for visitor, and the guttering of a +candle is a sign of impending death. All this he believes firmly, and +acts upon, although he would candidly acknowledge his inability to +explain the principle supposed to underlie the sequence between the +omen and its fulfilment. It is the irrationality of the belief that +constitutes its superstitious character, the contented acquiescence in +some inconceivable and impossible law, whether physical or +metaphysical, in virtue of which the predicted event is expected to +follow the wholly unrelated augury. The other sort of superstition is +that of which, as we have seen, Aunt Charlotte was an exemplification. +Here, again, there is a splendid disregard of evidence, testimony, and +causal laws. But it takes the form of scepticism, and a scepticism so +blindly partial as to sink into the most abject credulity. The wildest +sophistries are dragged in to account for an unfamiliar happening, and +scientific students are accused, now of idiocy, now of fraud, rather +than the fact should be confessed that our knowledge of the universe +is limited. If Aunt Charlotte, for instance, had seen a table rise +into the air of itself in broad daylight she would have said, "I +certainly saw it happen, and as an honest woman I can't deny it; but I +don't believe it for all that." The succession of abnormal +occurrences, however, of which Austin had been the subject, had begun +to undermine her dogmatism; and this last event, the interposition of +something, she knew not what, to save her from a horrible accident, +appealed to her very strongly. There was a pathos, too, about the part +played in it by Austin which touched her to the quick, and she +reproached herself keenly for the injustice with which she had treated +him in her unreasoning anger. + +She felt a great lump come in her throat as he ceased speaking, and +for a moment or two found it impossible to answer. "A voice!" she +uttered at last. "What sort of a voice, Austin?" + +"It sounded like a woman's," he replied. + + + + +Chapter the Ninth + + +From this time forward Austin seemed to live a double life. Perhaps it +would be more accurate to say that he inhabited two worlds. Around him +the flowers bloomed in the garden, Lubin worked and whistled, Aunt +Charlotte bustled about her duties, and everything went on as usual. +But beyond and behind all this there was something else. The dreams +and reveries that had hitherto invaded him became felt realities; he +no longer had any doubt that he was encircled by beings whom he could +not see, but who were none the less actual for that. And the curious +feature of the case was that it all seemed perfectly natural to him, +and so far from feeling frightened, or suffering from any sense of +being haunted, he experienced a sort of pleasure in it, a grateful +consciousness of friendly though unseen companionship that heightened +his joy in life. Who these invisible guardians could be, of course he +had no idea; it was enough for him just then to know that they were +there, and that, by their timely intervention on no fewer than three +ocasions, they had given ample proof that they both loved and trusted +him. + +Aunt Charlotte, on her side, could not but acknowledge that there must +be "something in it," as she said; it could not all be nothing but +Austin's fancy. She remembered that people who wrote hymns and poems +talked sometimes of guardian angels, and it was possible that a belief +in guardian angels might be orthodox. It was even conceivable that it +was a benevolent functionary of this class who had let St Peter out of +prison; and if the institution had existed then, why, there was +nothing unreasonable in the conclusion that it might possibly exist +now. She revolved these questionings in her mind during her journey up +to town the day after Austin's escapade, when, as she told herself, +she would be perfectly safe from accident; for it was not in the +nature of things that two collisions should happen so close together. +And she had reason to be glad she went, seeing that her bankers +received her with perfect cordiality, and convinced her that she would +certainly lose all her money if she insisted on investing it in any +such wild-cat scheme as the one she had set her heart upon. They +suggested, instead, certain foreign bonds on which she would receive a +perfectly safe four-and-a-half per cent.; and so pleased was she at +having been preserved from risking her two thousand pounds that she +not only indulged in a modest half-bottle of Beaune with her lunch, +but bought a pretty pencil-case for Austin. She determined at the same +time to let the vicar know what her bankers had said about the +investment he had urged upon her, and promised herself that she would +take the opportunity--of course without mentioning names--of +consulting him about the orthodoxy of guardian angels. He might be +expected to prove a safer guide in such a matter as that than in +questions of high finance. + +A few days afterwards, Austin went to call upon his friend St Aubyn. +He longed to see the beautiful gardens at the Court again, now that he +had obtained a glimpse into the mystic side of garden-craft through +the writings of Sir Thomas Browne; he felt intensely curious to pay +another visit to the haunted Banqueting Hall, which had a special +fascination for him since his own abnormal experiences; and he felt +that a confidential talk with Mr St Aubyn himself would do him no end +of good. _There_ was a man, at anyrate, to whom he could open his +heart; a man of high culture, wide sympathies, and great knowledge of +life. He was shown into the big, dim drawing-room, where a faint +perfume of lavender seemed to hang about, imparting to him a sense of +quiet and repose that was very soothing; through the half-closed +shutters the colours of the garden again gleamed brilliantly in the +sunshine, and there was heard a faint liquid sound, as of the plashing +of an adjacent fountain. St Aubyn entered in a few minutes, and +greeted him very cordially. + +"Well, and what have you been about?" he said, after a few +preliminaries had been exchanged. "Reading and dreaming, I suppose, as +usual?" + +"I'm afraid I've done both, and very little else to speak of," replied +Austin, laughing. "I'm always reading, off and on, without much +system, you know. But if I'm rather desultory I always enjoy reading, +because books give me so many new ideas, and it's delightful to have +always something fresh to think about." + +"Yes, yes," rejoined St Aubyn. "I don't know what you read, of course, +but it's clear you don't read many novels." + +"Novels!" exclaimed Austin scornfully. "How _can_ people read novels, +when there are so many other books in the world?" + +"Well, what have you been reading, then?" enquired St Aubyn, lighting +a cigarette. + +"I've been dipping into one of the most puzzling, fascinating, +bothering books I ever came across," replied Austin, following his +example. "I mean 'The Garden of Cyrus,' by Sir Thomas Browne. I can't +follow him a bit, and yet, somehow, he drags me along with him. All +that about the quincunx is most baffling. He seems to begin with the +arrangement of a garden, and then to lead one on through a maze of +arithmetical progressions till one finds oneself landed in a mystical +philosophy of life and creation, and I don't know what all. If I could +only understand him better I should probably enjoy him more." + +St Aubyn smiled. "Well, of course, it all sounds very fanciful," he +said. "One must read him as one reads all those curious old mediaeval +authors, who are full of pseudo-science and theories based on fables. +His great charm to me is his style, which is singularly rich and +chaste. But I've no doubt whatever, myself, that a great deal of this +ancient lore, which we have been accustomed to regard as so much +sciolism, not to say pure nonsense, had a germ of truth in it, and +that truth I believe we are gradually beginning to re-discover. You +see, one mustn't always take the formulas employed by these old +writers in their literal sense. Many were purely symbolic, and +concealed occult meanings. Now the philosopher's stone, to take a +familiar example, was not a stone at all. The word was no more than a +symbol, and covered a search for one of the great secrets--the origin +of life, or the nature of matter, or the attainment of immortality. +They seem to us to have taken a very roundabout route in their +investigations, but their object was often very much the same as that +of every chemist and biologist of the present day. Take alchemy, +again, which is supposed by people generally to have been nothing but +an attempt to turn the baser metals into gold. According to the +Rosicrucians, who may be supposed to have known something about it, +alchemy was the science of guiding the invisible processes of life for +the purpose of attaining certain results in both the physical and +spiritual spheres. Chemistry deals with inanimate substances, alchemy +with the principle of life itself. The highest aim of the alchemist +was the evolution of a divine and immortal being out of a mortal and +semi-animal man; the development, in short, of all those hidden +properties which lie latent in man's nature." + +"That is a very valuable thing to know," observed Austin, greatly +interested. "Every day I live, the more I realise the truth that +everything we see is on the surface, and that there's a whole world of +machinery--I can't think of a better term--working at the back of it. +It's like a clock. The face and the hands are all we see, but it's the +works inside that we can't see that make it go." + +"Excellently put," returned St Aubyn. "There are influences and forces +all round us of which we only notice the effects, and how far these +forces are intelligent is a very curious question. I see nothing +unscientific myself in the hypothesis that they may be." + +"I wonder!" exclaimed Austin. "Do you know--I have had some very funny +experiences myself lately, that can't be explained on any other ground +that I can think of. The first occurred the very day that I was here +first. Would you mind if I told you about them? Would it bother you +very much?" + +"On the contrary! I shall listen with the greatest interest, I assure +you," replied St Aubyn, with a smile. + +So Austin began at the beginning, and gave his friend a clear, full, +circumstantial account of the three occurrences which had made so deep +an impression on his mind. The story of the bricks riveted the +attention of his hearer, who questioned him closely about a number of +significant details; then he went on to the incident of Aunt +Charlotte's proposed journey, the mysterious warning he had received, +and the desperate measures to which he had been driven to keep her +from going out. St Aubyn shouted with laughter as Austin gravely +described how he had locked her up in her bedroom, and how lustily she +had banged and screamed to be released before it was too late to catch +the train. The sequel seemed to astonish him, and he fell into a +musing silence. + +"You tell your story remarkably well," he said at last, "and I don't +mind confessing that the abnormal character of the whole thing strikes +me as beyond question. Any attempt to explain such sequences by the +worn-out old theory of imagination or coincidence would be manifestly +futile. Such coincidences, like miracles, do not happen. Many things +have happened that people call miracles, by which they mean a sort of +divine conjuring-trick that is performed or brought about by violating +or annihilating natural laws. That, of course, is absurd. Nothing +happens but in virtue of natural laws, laws just as natural and +inherent in the universal scheme of things as gravitation or the +precession of the equinoxes, _only_ outside our extremely limited +knowledge of the universe. That, under certain conditions, such +interpositions affecting physical organisms may be produced by +invisible agencies is, in my view, eminently conceivable. It is purely +a question of evidence." + +"I am so glad you think so," replied Austin. "It makes things so much +easier. And then it's so pleasant to think that one is really +surrounded by unseen friends who are looking after one. I was never a +bit afraid of ghosts, and _my_ ghosts are apparently a charming set of +people. I wonder who they are?" + +"Ah, that is more than I can tell you," answered the other, laughing. +"I'm not so favoured as you appear to be. But come, let's have a +stroll round the garden. You don't mind the sun, I know." + +"And the Banqueting Hall! I insist on the Banqueting Hall," added +Austin, who now began to feel quite at home with his genial host. "I +long to be in there again. I'm sure it's full of wonders, if one only +had eyes to see." + +"By all means," smiled St Aubyn, as they went out. "You shall take +your fill of them, never fear. Don't forget your hat--the sun's pretty +powerful to-day. Doesn't the lawn look well?" + +"Lovely," assented Austin, admiringly. "Like a great green velvet +carpet. How do you manage to keep it in such good condition?" + +"By plenty of rolling and watering. That's the only secret. Let's walk +this way, down to the pool where the lilies are. There'll be plenty of +shade under the trees. Do you see that old statue, just over there by +the wall? That's a great favourite of mine. It always looks to me like +a petrified youth, a being that will never grow old in soul although +its form has existed for centuries, and the stone it's made of for +thousands of thousands of years. That's an illustration of the saying +that whom the gods love die young. Not that they die in youth, but +that they never really grow old, let them live for eighty years or +more, as we count time. They remain always young in soul, however long +their bodies last. Perhaps that's what Isaiah had in his mind when he +talked about a child dying at a hundred. _You'll_ never grow old, you +know." + +"Shan't I? How nice," exclaimed Austin, brightly. "I certainly can't +fancy myself old a bit. How funny it would be if one always preserved +one's youthful shape and features, while one's skin got all cracked +and rough and wrinkled like that old youth over there! The effect +would be rather ghastly. But I don't want to grow old in any sense. I +should like to remain a boy all my life. I suppose that in the other +world people may live a thousand years and always remain eighteen. I'm +nearly eighteen myself." + +St Aubyn could not help casting a glance of keen interest at the boy +as he said this. A presentiment shot through him that that might +actually be the destiny of the pure-souled, enthusiastic young +creature who had just uttered the suggestive words. Austin's long, +pale face, slender form, and bright, far-away expression carried with +them the idea that perhaps he might not stay very long where he was. A +sudden pang made itself felt as the possibility occurred to him, and +he rapidly changed the subject. + +"I don't think I'd let my thoughts run too much on mystical questions +if I were you, Austin," he said. "I mean in connection with these +curious experiences you've been having. You have enough joy in life, +joy from the world around you, to dispense with speculations about the +unseen. All that sort of thing is premature, and if it takes too great +a hold upon you its tendency will be to make you morbid." + +"It hasn't done so yet," replied Austin. "As far as I can judge of the +other world, it seems quite as joyous and lively as this one, and in +reality I expect it's a good deal more so. I don't hanker after +experiences, as you call them, but hitherto whenever they've come +they've always been helpful and agreeable--never terrifying or ghastly +in the very least. And I don't lay myself out for them, you know. I +just feel that there _is_ something near me that I can't see, and that +it's pleasant and friendly. The thought is a happy one, and makes me +enjoy the world I live in all the more." + +"Well, then, let us enjoy it together, and talk about orchids and +tulips, and things we can see and handle," said St Aubyn, cheerfully. +"How's Aunt Charlotte, for instance? Has she quite forgiven you for +having saved her life?" + +"Oh, quite, I think," replied Austin, his eyes twinkling. "I believe +she's almost grateful, for when she came back from town she presented +me with a gold pencil-case. She doesn't often do that sort of thing, +poor dear, and I'm sure she meant it as a sign of reconciliation. It's +pretty, isn't it?" he added, taking it out of his pocket. + +"Charming," assented St Aubyn. "That bit of lapis lazuli at the top, +with a curious design upon it, is by way of being an amulet, I +suppose?" + +"H'm! I don't believe in amulets, you know," said Austin, nodding +sagely. "I consider that all nonsense." + +"Yet there's no doubt that some amulets have influence," remarked St +Aubyn. "If a piece of amber, for example, has been highly magnetised +by a 'sensitive,' as very psychic persons are called, it is quite +possible that, worn next the skin, a certain amount of magnetic fluid +may be transmitted to the wearer, producing a distinct effect upon his +vitality. There's nothing occult about that. The most thoroughgoing +materialist might acknowledge it. But when it comes to spells, and all +that gibberish, there, of course, I part company. The magical power of +certain precious stones may be a fact of nature, but I see no proof +of its truth, and therefore I don't believe in it." + +"And now may we go and look at the flowers?" suggested Austin. + +"Come along," returned St Aubyn. "What a boy you are for flowers! Do +you know much of botany?" + +"No--yes, a little--but not nearly as much as I ought," said Austin, +as they strolled through the blaze of colour. "I love flowers for +their beauty and suggestiveness, irrespective of the classifications +to which they may happen to belong. A garden is to me the most +beautiful thing in the world. There's something sacred about it. +Everything that's beautiful is good, and if it isn't beautiful it +can't be good, and when one realises beauty one is happy. That's why I +feel so much happier in gardens than in church." + +"Why, aren't you fond of church?" asked St Aubyn, amused. + +"A garden makes me happier," said Austin. "Religion seems to encourage +pain, and ugliness, and mourning. I don't know why it should, but +nearly all the very religious people I know are solemn and melancholy, +as though they hadn't wits enough to be anything else. They only +understand what is uncomfortable, just as beasts of burden only +understand threats and beatings. I suppose it's a question of culture. +Now I learn more of what _I_ call religion from fields, and trees, and +flowers than from anything else. I don't believe that if the world had +consisted of nothing but cities any real religion would ever have been +evolved at all." + +"Crude, my dear Austin, very crude!" remarked St Aubyn, patting his +shoulder as they walked. "There's more in religion than that, a great +deal. Beware of generalising too widely, and don't forget the personal +equation. Now, come and have a look at the orchids. I've got one or +two rather fine ones that you haven't seen." + +He led the way towards the orchid-houses. Here they spent a delightful +quarter of an hour, and it was only the thought of his visit to the +Banqueting Hall that reconciled Austin to tearing himself away. St +Aubyn seemed much diverted at his insistence, and asked him whether he +expected to find the figures on the tapestry endowed with life and +disporting themselves about the room for his entertainment. + +"I wish they would!" laughed Austin. "What fun it would be. I'm sure +they'd enjoy it too. How old is the tapestry, by the way?" + +"It's fifteenth century work, I believe," replied St Aubyn. "Here we +are. It really is very good of its kind, and the colours are +wonderfully preserved." + +"It's lovely!" sighed Austin, as he walked slowly up the hall, +feasting his eyes once more on the beautiful fabrics. "What a thing to +live with! Just think of having all these charming people as one's +daily companions. I shouldn't want them to come to life, I like them +just as they are. If they moved or spoke the charm would be broken. +Why don't you spend hours every day in this wonderful place?" + +"My dear boy, I haven't such an imagination as you have," answered St +Aubyn, laughing. "But as a mere artist, of course I appreciate them as +much as anyone, just as I appreciate statuary or pictures. And I prize +them for their historical value too." + +Austin made no reply. He began to look abstracted, as though listening +to something else. The sun had begun to sink on the other side of the +house, leaving the hall itself in comparative shadow. + +"Don't you feel anything?" he said at last, in an undertone. + +"Nothing whatever," replied St Aubyn. "Do you?" + +"Yes. Hush! No--it was nothing. But I feel it--all round me. The most +curious sensation. The room's full. Some of them are behind me. Don't +you feel a wind?" + +"Indeed I don't," said St Aubyn. "There's not a breath stirring +anywhere." + +They were standing side by side. Austin gently put out his right hand +and grasped St Aubyn's left. + +"_Now_ don't you feel anything?" he asked. + +"Yes--a sort of thrill. A tingling in my arm," replied St Aubyn. +"That's rather strange. But it comes from you, not from----" He +paused. + +"It comes _through_ me," said Austin. + +They stood for a few seconds in unbroken silence. Then St Aubyn +suddenly withdrew his hand. "This is unhealthy!" he said, with a touch +of abruptness. "You must be highly magnetic. Your organism is +'sensitive,' and that's why you experience things that I don't." + +"Oh, why did you break the spell?" cried Austin, regretfully. "What +harm could it have done you? You said yourself just now that nothing +happens that isn't natural. And this is natural enough, if one could +only understand the way it works." + +"Many things are natural that are not desirable," returned St Aubyn, +walking up and down. "It's quite natural for people to go to sea, but +it makes some of them sea-sick, nevertheless, and they had better stay +on shore. It's all a matter of temperament, I suppose, and what is +pleasant for you is something that my own instincts warn me very +carefully to avoid." + +Austin drew his handkerchief across his eyes, as though beginning to +come back to the realities of life. "I daresay," he said, vaguely. +"But it's very restful here. The air seems to make me sleepy. I almost +think--" + +At this point a servant appeared at the other end of the hall, and St +Aubyn went to see what he wanted. The next moment he returned, with +quickened steps. + +"Come away with you--you and your spooks!" he cried, cheerfully, +taking Austin by the arm. "Here's an old aunt of mine suddenly dropped +from the skies, and clamouring for a cup of tea. We must go in and +entertain her. She's all by herself in the library." + +"I shall be very glad," said Austin. "You go on first, and I'll be +with you in two minutes." + +So St Aubyn strode off to welcome his elderly relative, and when +Austin came into the room he found his friend stooping over a very +small, very dowdy old lady dressed in rusty black silk, with a large +bonnet rather on one side, who was standing on tiptoe, the better to +peck at St Aubyn's cheek by way of a salute. She had small, twinkling +eyes, a wrinkled face, and the very honestest wig that Austin had ever +seen; and yet there was an air and a style about the old body which +somehow belied her quaint appearance, and suggested the idea that she +was something more than the insignificant little creature that she +looked at first sight. And so in fact she was, being no less a +personage than the Dowager-Countess of Merthyr Tydvil, and a very +great lady indeed. + +"But, my dear aunt, why did you never let me know that I might expect +you?" St Aubyn was saying as Austin entered. "I might have been miles +away, and you'd have had all your journey for nothing." + +"My dear, I'm staying with the people at Cleeve Castle, and I thought +I'd just give 'em the slip for an hour or two and take you by +surprise," answered the old lady as she sat down. "No, you needn't +ring--I ordered tea as soon as I came in. They just bore me out of my +life, you see, and they've got a pack o' riffraff staying with 'em +that I don't know how to sit in the same room with. But who's your +young friend over there? Why don't you introduce him?" + +"I beg your pardon!" said St Aubyn. "Mr Austin Trevor, a near +neighbour of mine. Austin, my aunt, Lady Merthyr Tydvil." + +"Why, of course I know now," said the old lady, nodding briskly. "So +you're Austin, are you? Roger was telling me about you not three weeks +ago. Well, Austin, I like the looks of you, and that's more than I can +say of most people, I can tell you. How long have you been living +hereabouts?" + +"Ever since I can remember," Austin said. + +"Roger, do touch the bell, there's a good creature," said Lady Merthyr +Tydvil. "That man of yours must be growing the tea-plants, I should +think. Ah, here he is. I'm gasping for something to drink. Did the +water boil, Richards? You're sure? How many spoonfuls of tea did you +put in? H'm! Well, never mind now. I shall be better directly. What +are those? Oh--Nebuchadnezzar sandwiches. Very good. That's all we +want, I think." + +She dismissed the man with a gesture as though the house belonged to +her, while St Aubyn looked on, amused. + +"I thought I should never get here," she continued. "The driver was a +perfect imbecile, my dear--didn't know the country a bit. And it's not +more than seven miles, you know, if it's as much. I was sure the +wretch was going wrong, and if I hadn't insisted on pulling him up and +asking a respectable-looking body where the house was I believe we +should have been wandering about the next shire at this moment. I've +no patience with such fools." + +"And how long are you staying at Cleeve?" asked St Aubyn, supplying +her with sandwiches. + +"I've been there nearly a week already, and the trouble lasts three +days more," replied his aunt, as she munched away. "The Duke's a fool, +and she's worse. Haven't the ghost of an idea, either of 'em, how to +mix people, you know. And what with their horrible charades, and their +nonsensical round games, and their everlasting bridge, I'm pretty well +at the end of my tether. Never was among such a beef-witted set of +addlepates since I was born. The only man among 'em who isn't a +hopeless booby's a Socialist, and he's been twice in gaol for inciting +honest folks not to pay their taxes. Oh, they're a precious lot, I +promise you. I don't know what we're coming to, I'm sure." + +"But it's so easy not to do things," observed St Aubyn, lazily. "Why +on earth do you go there? I wouldn't, I know that." + +"Why does anybody do anything?" retorted the old lady. "We can't all +stay at home and write books that nobody reads, as you do." + +Austin looked up enquiringly. He had no idea that St Aubyn was an +author, and said so. + +"What, you didn't know that Roger wrote books?" said the old lady, +turning to him. "Oh yes, he does, my dear, and very fine books +too--only they're miles above the comprehension of stupid old women +like me. Probably you've not a notion what a learned person he really +is. I don't even know the names of the things he writes of." + +"And you never told me!" said Austin to his friend. "But you'll have +to lend me some of your books now, you know. I'm dying to know what +they're all about." + +"They're chiefly about antiquities," responded St Aubyn; "early +Peruvian, Mexican, Egyptian, and so on. You're perfectly welcome to +read them all if you care to. They're not at all deep, whatever my +aunt may say." + +During this brief interchange of remarks, Lady Merthyr Tydvil had been +gazing rather fixedly at Austin, with her head on one side like an +enquiring old bird, and a puzzled expression on her face. + +"The most curious likeness!" she exclaimed. "Now, how is it that your +face seems so familiar to me, I wonder? I've certainly never seen you +anywhere before, and yet--and yet--who _is_ it you remind me of, for +goodness' sake?" + +"I wish I could tell you," replied Austin, laughing. "Likenesses are +often quite accidental, and it may be----" + +"Stuff and nonsense, my dear," interrupted the old lady, brusquely. +"There's nothing accidental about this. You're the living image of +somebody, but who it is I can't for the life of me imagine. What do +you say your name is?" + +"My surname, you mean?--Trevor," replied Austin, beginning to be +rather interested. + +"Trevor!" cried Lady Merthyr Tydvil, her voice rising almost to a +squeak. "No relation to Geoffrey Trevor who was in the 16th Lancers?" + +"He was my father," said Austin, much surprised. + +"Why, my dear, my dear, he was a _great_ friend of mine!" exclaimed +the old lady, raising both her hands. "I knew him twenty years ago and +more, and was fonder of him than I ever let out to anybody. Of course +it doesn't matter a bit now, but I always told him that if I'd been a +single woman, and a quarter of a century younger, I'd have married him +out of hand. That was a standing joke between us, for I was old enough +to be his mother, and he was already engaged--ah, and a sweet pretty +creature she was, too, and I don't wonder he fell in love with her. So +you are Geoffrey's son! I can scarcely believe it, even now. But it's +your mother you take after, not Geoffrey. She was a Miss--Miss----" + +"Her maiden name was Waterfield," interpolated Austin. + +"So it was, so it was!" assented the old lady, eagerly. "What a memory +you've got, to be sure. One of Sir Philip Waterfield's daughters, down +in Leicestershire. And her other name was Dorothea. Why, I remember it +all now as though it had happened yesterday. Your father made me his +confidante all through; such a state as he was in you never saw, +wondering whether she'd have him, never able to screw up his courage +to ask her, now all down in the dumps and the next day halfway up to +the moon. Well, of course they were married at last, and then I +somehow lost sight of them. They went abroad, I think, and when they +came back they settled in some place on the other side of nowhere and +I never saw them again. And you are their son Austin!" + +Interested as he was in these reminiscences, Austin could not help +being struck with the wonderful grace of this curious old lady's +gestures. In spite of her skimpy dress and antiquated bonnet, she was, +he thought, the most exquisitely-bred old woman he had ever seen. +Every movement was a charm, and he watched her, as she spoke, with +growing fascination and delight. + +"It is quite marvellous to think you knew my parents," he said in +reply, "while I have no recollection of either of them. My mother died +when I was born, and my father a year or two later. What was my mother +like? Did you know her well?" + +"She was a delicate-looking creature, with a pale face and dark-grey +eyes," answered the old lady, "and you put me in mind of her very +strongly. I didn't know her very well, but I remember your father +bringing her to call on me when they were first engaged, and a +wonderfully handsome couple they were. No doubt they were very happy, +but their lives were cut short, as so often happens, leaving a lot of +stupid people alive that the world could well dispense with. But I see +you've lost one of your legs! How did that come about, I should like +to know?" + +"Oh--something went wrong with the bone, and it had to be cut off," +said Austin, rather vaguely. + +"Dear, dear, what a pity," was the old lady's comment. "And are you +very sorry for yourself?" + +"Not in the least," said Austin, smiling brightly. "I've got quite +fond of my new one." + +"You're quite a philosopher, I see," said the old lady, nodding; "as +great a philosopher as the fox who couldn't reach the grapes, and he +was one of the wisest who ever lived. And now I think I'll have +another cup of tea, Roger, if there's any left. Give me two lumps of +sugar, and just enough cream to swear by." + +The conversation now became more general, and Austin, thinking that +the countess would like to be alone with her nephew for a few minutes +before returning to the Castle, watched for an opportunity of taking +leave. He soon rose, and said he must be going home. The old lady +shook hands with him in the most cordial manner, telling him that in +no case must he ever forget his mother--oblivious, apparently, of the +fact that by no earthly possibility could he remember her; and St +Aubyn accompanied him to the door. "You've quite won her heart," he +said, laughingly, as he bade the boy farewell. "If she was ever in +love with your father, she seems to have transferred her affections to +you. Good-bye--and don't let it be too long before you come again." + +Austin brandished his leg with more than usual haughtiness as he +thudded his way home along the road. He always gave it a sort of +additional swing when he was excited or pleased, and on this +particular occasion his gait was almost defiant. It must be confessed +that, never having known either of his parents, he had not hitherto +thought much about them. There was one small and much-faded photograph +of his father, which Aunt Charlotte kept locked up in a drawer, but +of his mother there was no likeness at all, and he had no idea +whatever of her appearance. But now he began to feel more interest in +them, and a sense of longing, not unmixed with curiosity, took +possession of him. What sort of a woman, he wondered, could that +unknown mother have been? Well, physically he was himself like her--so +Lady Merthyr Tydvil had said; and so much like her that it was through +that very resemblance that all these interesting discoveries had been +made. Then his thoughts reverted to what Aunt Charlotte had told him +about his mother's dying words, and how bitterly she had grieved at +not living to bring him up herself. And yet she was still +alive--somewhere--though in a world removed. Of course he couldn't +remember her, having never seen her, _but she had not forgotten +him_--of that he felt convinced. That was a curious reflection. His +mother was alive, and mindful of him. He could not prove it, +naturally, but he knew it all the same. He realised it as though by +instinct. And who could tell how near she might be to him? Distance, +after all, is not necessarily a matter of miles. One may be only a few +inches from another person, and yet if those inches are occupied by an +impenetrable wall of solid steel, the two will be as much separated +as though an ocean rolled between them. On the other hand, Austin had +read of cases in which two friends were actually on the opposite sides +of an ocean, and yet, through some mysterious channel, were sometimes +conscious, in a sub-conscious way, of each other's thoughts and +circumstances. Perhaps his mother could even see him, although he +could not see her. It was all a very fascinating puzzle, but there was +some truth underlying it somewhere, if he could only find it out. + + + + +Chapter the Tenth + + +Austin returned in plenty of time to spend a few minutes loitering in +the garden after he had dressed for dinner. It was a favourite habit +of his, and he said it gave him an appetite; but the truth was that he +always loved to be in the open air to the very last moment of the day, +watching the colours of the sky as they changed and melted into +twilight. On this particular evening the heavens were streaked with +primrose, and pale iris, and delicate limpid green; and so absorbed +was he in gazing at this splendour of dissolving beauty that he forgot +all about his appetite, and had to be called twice over before he +could drag himself away. + +"Well, and did you have an interesting visit?" asked Aunt Charlotte, +when dinner was halfway through. "You found Mr St Aubyn at home?" + +Austin had been unusually silent up till then, being somewhat +preoccupied with the experiences of the afternoon. He wanted to ask +his aunt all manner of questions, but scarcely liked to do so as long +as the servant was waiting. But now he could hold out no longer. + +"Yes--even more interesting than I hoped," he answered. "I had plenty +of delightful chat with St Aubyn, and then a visitor came in. It's +that that I want to talk about." + +"A visitor, eh?" said Aunt Charlotte, her attention quickening. "What +sort of a visitor? A lady?" + +"Yes, an old lady," replied Austin, "who----" + +"Did she come in an open fly?" pursued Aunt Charlotte, helping herself +to sauce. + +"Why, how did you know? I believe she did," said Austin. "She had +driven over from Cleeve." + +"Well, then, I must have seen her," said Aunt Charlotte. "A +queer-looking old person in a great bonnet. I happened to be walking +through the village, and she stopped the fly to ask me the way to the +Court, and I remember wondering who she could possibly be. I suppose +it was she whom you met there." + +"What, was it _you_ she asked?" exclaimed Austin, opening his eyes. +"She told us the driver didn't know the way, and that she'd +enquired--oh dear, oh dear, how funny!" + +"What's funny?" demanded Aunt Charlotte, abruptly. + +"Oh, never mind, I can't tell you, and it doesn't matter in the +least," said Austin, beginning to giggle. "Only I shouldn't have known +it was you from her description." + +"Why, what did she say?" Aunt Charlotte was getting suspicious. + +"My dear auntie, she didn't know who you were, of course," replied +Austin, "and she bore high testimony to the respectability of your +appearance, that's all. Only it's so funny to think it was you. It +never occurred to me for a moment." + +"What did she _say_, Austin?" repeated Aunt Charlotte, sternly. "I +insist upon knowing her exact words. Of course it doesn't really +matter what a poor old thing like that may have said, but I always +like to be precise, and it's just as well to know how one strikes a +stranger. It wasn't anything rude, I hope, for I'm sure I answered her +quite kindly." + +The servant was out of the room. "No, auntie, I don't think it was +rude, but it was so comic----" + +"Do stop giggling, and tell me what it was," interrupted Aunt +Charlotte, impatiently. + +"Well, she only said you were a respectable-looking body," replied +Austin, as gravely as he could. "And so you are, you know, auntie, +though, perhaps, if I had to describe you I should put it in rather +different words. I'm sure she meant it as a compliment." + +"Upon my word, I feel extremely flattered!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, +reddening. "A respectable-looking body, indeed! Well, it's something +to know I look respectable. And who was this very patronising old +person, pray? Some old nurse or other, I should say, to judge by her +appearance." + +"She was the Countess of Merthyr Tydvil, St Aubyn's aunt," said +Austin, enjoying the joke. + +"The Countess of Merthyr Tydvil!" echoed Aunt Charlotte, amazed. + +"And she's staying with the Duke at Cleeve Castle," added Austin. "But +that's not the point. Just fancy, auntie, she actually knew my father! +She knew him before he was married, and they were tremendous friends. +It all came out because she said I was so like somebody, and she +couldn't think who it could be, and then she asked what my surname +was, and so on, till we found out all about it. Wasn't it curious? Did +you ever hear of her before?" + +"Indeed I never knew of her existence till this moment," answered Aunt +Charlotte, beginning to get interested. "Your father had any number of +friends, and of course we didn't know them all. Well, it is curious, I +must say. But she didn't say you were like your father, did she?" + +"No--my mother," replied Austin. "She didn't know her much, but she +remembers her very well. She said she was a very lovely person, too." + +"Your father was good-looking in a way," said Aunt Charlotte, falling +into a reminiscent mood, "but not in the least like you. He used to go +a great deal into society, and no doubt it was there he met this Lady +Merthyr Tydvil, and any number of others. Did she tell you anything +about him--anything, I mean, that you didn't know before?" + +"No, I don't think she did, except that she was very fond of him and +would like to have married him herself. But as she was married +already, and he was engaged to somebody else, of course it was too +late." + +"What! She told you that?" cried Aunt Charlotte, scandalized. "What a +shameless old hussy she must be!" + +"Not a bit of it," retorted Austin. "She's a sweet old woman, and I +love her very much. Besides, she only meant it in fun." + +"Fun, indeed!" sniffed Aunt Charlotte, primly. "She may call me a +respectable-looking body as much as she likes now. It's more than I +can say for her." + +"Auntie, you _are_ an old goose!" exclaimed Austin, with a burst of +laughter. "You never could see a joke. She called you a +respectable-looking body, and you called her a queer old woman like a +nurse. Now you say she's a shameless old hussy, and so, on the whole, +I think you've won the match." + +Aunt Charlotte relapsed into silence, and did not speak again until +the dessert had been brought in. Austin helped himself to a plateful +of black cherries, while his aunt toyed with a peach. At last she +said, in rather a hesitating tone: + +"Well, you've told me your adventures, so there's an end of that. But +I've had a little adventure of my own this afternoon; though whether +it would interest you to hear it----" + +"Oh, do tell me!" said Austin, eagerly. "An adventure--you?" + +"I'm not sure whether adventure is quite the correct expression," +replied Aunt Charlotte, "and I don't quite know how to begin. You see, +my dear Austin, that you are very young." + +"It isn't anything improper, is it?" asked Austin, innocently. + +"If you say such things as that I won't utter another word," rejoined +his aunt. "I simply state the fact--that you are very young." + +"And I hope I shall always remain so," Austin said. + +"That being the case," resumed his aunt, impressively, "a great many +things happened long before you were born." + +"I've never doubted that for a moment, even in my most sceptical +moods," Austin assured her seriously. + +"Well, I once knew a gentleman," continued Aunt Charlotte, "of whom I +used to see a great deal. Indeed I had reasons for believing that--the +gentleman--rather appreciated my--conversation. Perhaps I was a little +more sprightly in those days than I am now. Anyhow, he paid me +considerable attention----" + +"Oh!" cried Austin, opening his eyes as wide as they would go. "Oh, +auntie!" + +"Of course things never went any further," said Aunt Charlotte, +"though I don't know what might have happened had it not been that I +gave him no encouragement whatever." + +"But why didn't you? What was he like? Tell me all about him!" +interrupted Austin, excitedly. "Was he a soldier, like father? I'm +sure he was--a beautiful soldier in the Blues, whatever the Blues may +be, with a grand uniform and clanking spurs. That's the sort of man +that would have captivated you, auntie. Was he wounded? Had he a +wooden leg? Oh, go on, go on! I'm dying to hear all about it." + +"That he had a uniform is possible, though I never saw him wear one, +and it may have been blue for anything I know; but that wouldn't imply +that he was in the Blues," replied his aunt, sedately. "No; the +strange thing was that he suddenly went abroad, and for +five-and-twenty years I never heard of him. And now he has written me +a letter." + +"A letter!" cried Austin. "This _is_ an adventure, and no mistake. But +go on, go on." + +"I never was more astounded in my life," resumed his aunt. "A letter +came from him this afternoon. He recalls himself to my remembrance, +and says--this is the most singular part--that he was actually staying +quite close to here only a short time ago, but had no idea that I was +living here. Had he known it he would most certainly have called, but +as he has only just discovered it, quite accidentally, he says he +shall make a point of coming down again, when he hopes he may be +permitted to renew our old acquaintance." + +"Now look here, auntie," said Austin, sitting bolt upright. "Let him +call, by all means, and see how well you look after being deserted for +five-and-twenty years; but I don't want a step-uncle, and you are not +to give me one. Fancy me with an Uncle Charlotte! That wouldn't do, +you know. You won't give me a step-uncle, will you? Please!" + +"Don't be absurd, my dear; and do, for goodness' sake, keep that +dreadful leg of yours quiet if you can. It always gives me the jumps +when you go on jerking it about like that. Of course I should never +dream of marrying now; but I confess I do feel a little curious to see +what my old friend looks like after all these years----" + +"Your old admirer, you mean," interpolated Austin. "To think of your +having had a romance! You can't throw stones at Lady Merthyr Tydvil +now, you know. I believe you're a regular flirt, auntie, I do indeed. +This poor young man now; you say he disappeared, but _I_ believe you +simply drove him away in despair by your cruelty. Were you a 'cruel +maid' like the young women one reads about in poetry-books? Oh, +auntie, auntie, I shall never have faith in you again." + +"You're a very disrespectful boy, that's what _you_ are," retorted +Aunt Charlotte, turning as pink as her ribbons. "The gentleman we're +speaking of must be quite elderly, several years older than I am, and, +for all I know, he may have a wife and half-a-dozen grown-up children +by this time. You let your tongue wag a very great deal too fast, I +can tell you, Austin." + +"But what's his name?" asked Austin, not in the least abashed. "We +can't go on for ever referring to him as 'the gentleman,' as though +there were no other gentlemen in the world, can we now?" + +"His name is Ogilvie--Mr Granville Ogilvie," replied his aunt. "He +belongs to a very fine old family in the north. There have been +Ogilvies distinguished in many ways--in literature, in the services, +and in politics. But there was always a mystery about Granville, +somehow. However, I expect he'll be calling here in a few days, and +then, no doubt, your curiosity will be gratified." + +"Oh, I know what he'll be like," said Austin. "A lean, brown +traveller, with his face tanned by tropic suns and Arctic snows to the +colour of an old saddle-bag. His hair, of course, prematurely grey. On +his right cheek there'll be a lovely bright-blue scar, where a +charming tiger scratched him just before he killed it with unerring +aim. I know the sort of person exactly. And now he comes to say that +he lays his battered, weather-worn old carcase at the feet of the +cruel maid who spurned it when it was young and strong and beautiful. +And the cruel maid, now in the full bloom of placid maternity--I mean +maturity----" + +"Hold your tongue or I'll pull your ears!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, +scarlet with confusion. "You'll make me sorry I ever said anything to +you on the subject. Mr Ogilvie, as far as I can judge from his letter, +is a most polished gentleman. There's a quaint, old-world courtesy +about him which one scarcely ever meets with at the present day. Just +remember, if you please, that we're simply two old friends, who are +going to meet again after having lost sight of each other for +five-and-twenty years; and what there is to laugh about in that I +entirely fail to see." + +"Dear auntie, I won't laugh any more, I promise you," said Austin. +"I'm sure he'll turn out a most courtly old personage, and perhaps +he'll have an enormous fortune that he made by shaking pagoda-trees in +India. How do pagodas grow on trees, I wonder? I always thought a +pagoda was a sort of odalisque--isn't that right? Oh, I mean +obelisk--with beautiful flounces all the way up to the top. It seems a +funny way of making money, doesn't it. Where is India, by the bye? +Anywhere near Peru?" + +"Your ignorance is positively disgraceful, Austin," said Aunt +Charlotte, with great severity. "I only hope you won't talk like that +in the presence of Mr Ogilvie. I expect you're right in surmising that +he's been a great traveller, for he says himself that he has led a +very wandering, restless life, and he would be shocked to think I had +a nephew who didn't know how to find India upon the map. There, you've +had quite as many cherries as are good for you, I'm sure. Let us go +and see if it's dry enough to have our coffee on the lawn, while +Martha clears away." + +Now although Austin was intensely tickled at the idea of Aunt Charlotte +having had a love-affair, and a love-affair that appeared to threaten +renewal, the fact was that he really felt just a little anxious. Not +that he believed for a moment that she would be such a goose as to +marry, at her age; that, he assured himself, was impossible. But it is +often the very things we tell ourselves are impossible that we fear the +most, and Austin, in spite of his curiosity to see his aunt's old flame, +looked forward to his arrival with just a little apprehension. For some +reason or other, he considered himself partly responsible for Aunt +Charlotte. The poor lady had so many limitations, she was so hopelessly +impervious to a joke, her views were so stereotyped and conventional--in +a word, she was so terribly Early Victorian, that there was no knowing +how she might be taken in and done for if he did not look after her a +bit. But how to do it was the difficulty. Certainly he could not prevent +the elderly swain from calling, and, of course, it would be only proper +that he himself should be absent when the two first came together. A +_tete-a-tete_ between them was inevitable, and was not likely to be +decisive. But, this once over, he would appear upon the scene, take +stock of the aspirant, and shape his policy accordingly. What sort of a +man, he wondered, could Mr Ogilvie be? He had actually passed through +the town not so very long ago; but then so had hundreds of strangers, +and Austin had never noticed anyone in particular--certainly no one who +was in the least likely to be the gentleman in question. There was +nothing to be done, meanwhile, then, but to wait and watch. Perhaps the +gentleman would not want to marry Aunt Charlotte after all. Perhaps, as +she herself had suggested, he had a wife and family already. Neither of +them knew anything at all about him. He might be a battered old +traveller, or an Anglo-Indian nabob, or a needy haunter of Continental +pensions, or a convict just emerged from a term of penal servitude. He +might be as rich as Midas, or as poor as a church-mouse. But on one +thing Austin was determined--Aunt Charlotte must be saved from herself, +if necessary. They wanted no interloper in their peaceful home. And he, +Austin, would go forth into the world, wooden leg and all, rather than +submit to be saddled with a step-uncle. + +As for Aunt Charlotte, she, too, deemed it beyond the dreams of +possibility that she would ever marry. In fact, it was only Austin's +nonsense that had put so ridiculous a notion into her head. It was +true that, in the years gone by, the attentions of young Granville +Ogilvie had occasioned her heart a flutter. Perhaps some faint, +far-off reverberation of that flutter was making itself felt in her +heart now. It is so, no doubt, with many maiden ladies when they look +back upon the past. But if she had ever felt a little sore at her +sudden abandonment by the mercurial young man who had once touched her +fancy, the tiny scratch had healed and been forgotten long ago. At the +same time, although the idea of marriage after five-and-twenty years +was too absurd to be dwelt on for a moment, the worthy lady could not +help feeling how delightful it would be to be _asked_. Of course, that +would involve the extremely painful process of refusing; and Aunt +Charlotte, in spite of her rough tongue, was a merciful woman, and +never willingly inflicted suffering upon anybody. Even blackbeetles, +as she often told herself, were God's creatures, and Mr Ogilvie, +although he had deserted her, no doubt had finer sensibilities than a +blackbeetle. So she did not wish to hurt him if she could avoid it; +still, a proposal of marriage at the age of forty-seven would be +rather a feather in her cap, and she was too true a woman to be +indifferent to that coveted decoration. But then, once more, it was +quite possible that he would not propose at all. + +The next morning Austin put on his straw hat, and went and sat down by +the old stone fountain in the full blaze of the sun, as was his +custom. Lubin was somewhere in the shrubbery, and, unaware that anyone +was within hearing, was warbling lustily to himself. Austin +immediately pricked up his ears, for he had had no idea that Lubin was +a vocalist. Away he carolled blithely enough, in a rough but not +unmusical voice, and Austin was just able to catch some of the words +of the quaint old west-country ballad that he was singing. + + "Welcome to town, Tom Dove, Tom Dove, + The merriest man alive, + Thy company still we love, we love, + God grant thee still to thrive. + And never will we, depart from thee, + For better or worse, my joy! + For thou shalt still, have our good will, + God's blessing on my sweet boy." + +"Bravo, Lubin!" cried Austin, clapping his hands. "You do sing +beautifully. And what a delightful old song! Where did you pick it +up?" + +"Eh, Master Austin," said Lubin, emerging from among the +rhododendrons, "if I'd known you was a-listening I'd 'a faked up +something from a French opera for you. Why, that's an old song as I've +known ever since I was that high--'Tom of Exeter' they calls it. It's +a rare favourite wi' the maids down in the parts I come from." + +"Shows their good taste," said Austin. "It's awfully pretty. Who was +Tom Dove, and why did he come to town?" + +"Nay, I can't tell," replied Lubin. "Tis some made-up tale, I doubt. +They do say as how he was a tailor. But there is folks as'll say +anything, you know." + +"A tailor!" exclaimed Austin, scornfully, "That I'm sure he wasn't. +But oh, Lubin, there _is_ somebody coming to town in a day or +two--somebody I want to find out about. Do you often go into the +town?" + +"Eh, well, just o' times; when there's anything to take me there," +answered Lubin, vaguely. "On market-days, every now and again." + +"Oh yes, I know, when you go and sell ducks," put in Austin. "Now +what I want to know is this. Have you, within the last three or four +weeks, seen a stranger anywhere about?" + +"A stranger?" repeated Lubin. "Ay, that I certainly have. Any amount +o' strangers." + +"Oh well, yes, of course, how stupid of me!" exclaimed Austin, +impatiently. "There must have been scores and scores. But I mean a +particular stranger--a certain person in particular, if you understand +me. Anybody whose appearance struck you in any way." + +"Well, but what sort of a stranger?" asked Lubin. "Can't you tell me +anything about him? What'd he look like, now?" + +"That's just what I want to find out," replied Austin. "If I could +describe him I shouldn't want you to. All I know is that he's a sort +of elderly gentleman, rather more than fifty. He may be fifty-five, or +getting on for sixty. Now, isn't that near enough? Oh--and I'm almost +sure that he's a traveller." + +"H'm," pondered Lubin, leaning on his broom reflectively. "Well, yes, +I did see a sort of elderly gentleman some three or four weeks ago, +standing at the bar o' the 'Coach-and-Horses.' What his age might be I +couldn't exactly say, 'cause he was having a drink with his back +turned to the door. But he was a traveller, that I know." + +"A traveller? I wonder whether that was the one!" exclaimed Austin. +"Had he a dark-brown face? Or a wooden leg? Or a scar down one of his +cheeks?" + +"Not as I see," answered Lubin, beginning to sweep the lawn. "But a +traveller he was, because the barmaid told me so. Travelled all over +the country in bonnets." + +"Travelled in bonnets?" cried Austin. "What _do_ you mean, Lubin? How +can a man go travelling about the country in a bonnet? Had he a bonnet +on when you saw him drinking in the bar?" + +"Lor', Master Austin, wherever was you brought up?" exclaimed Lubin, +in grave amazement at the youth's ignorance. "When a gentleman +'travels' in anything, it means he goes about getting orders for it. +Now this here gentleman was agent, I take it, for some big millinery +shop in London, and come down here wi' boxes an' boxes o' bonnets, an' +tokes, and all sorts o' female headgear as women goes about in----" + +"In short, he was a commercial traveller," said Austin, very mildly. +"You see, my dear Lubin, we have been talking of different things. I +wasn't thinking of a gentleman who hawks haberdashery. When I said +traveller, I meant a man who goes tramping across Africa, and shoots +elephants, and gets snowed up at the North Pole, and has all sorts of +uncomfortable and quite incredible adventures. They always have faces +as brown as an old trunk, and generally limp when they walk. That's +the sort of person I'm looking out for. You haven't seen anyone like +that, have you?" + +"Nay--nary a one," said Lubin, shaking his head. "Would he have been +putting up at one o' the inns, now, or staying long wi' some o' the +gentry?" + +"I haven't the slightest idea," acknowledged Austin. + +"Might as well go about looking for a ram wi' five feet," remarked +Lubin. "Some things you can't find 'cause they don't exist, and other +things you can't find 'cause there's too many of 'em. And as you don't +know nothing about this gentleman, and wouldn't know him if you met +him in the street permiscuous, I take it you'll have to wait to see +what he looks like till he turns up again of his own accord. 'Tain't +in reason as you can go up to every old gentleman with a brown face +as you never see before an' ask him if he's ever been snowed up at the +North Pole and why he hasn't got a wooden leg. He'd think, as likely +as not, as you was trying to get a rise out of him. Don't you know +what the name may be, neither?" + +"Oh yes, I do, of course," responded Austin. "He's a Mr Ogilvie." + +"Never heard of 'im," said Lubin. "Might find out at one o' the inns +if any party o' that name's been staying there, but I doubt they +wouldn't remember. Folks don't generally stay more'n one night, you +see, just to have a look at the old market-place and the church, and +then off they go next morning and don't leave no addresses. Th' only +sort as stays a day or two are the artists, and they'll stay painting +here for more'n a week at a time. It may 'a been one o' them." + +"I wonder!" exclaimed Austin, struck by the idea. "Perhaps he's an +artist, after all; artists do travel, I know. I never thought of that. +However, it doesn't matter. It's only some old friend of Aunt +Charlotte's, and he's coming to call on her soon, so it isn't worth +bothering about meanwhile." + +He therefore dismissed the matter from his mind, and set about the far +more profitable employment of fortifying himself by a morning's +devotion to garden-craft, both manual and mental, against the +martyrdom (as he called it) that he was to undergo that afternoon. For +Aunt Charlotte had insisted on his accompanying her to tea at the +vicarage, and this was a function he detested with all his heart. He +never knew whom he might meet there, and always went in fear of +Cobbledicks, MacTavishes, and others of the same sort. The vicar +himself he did not mind so much--the vicar was not a bad little thing +in his way; but Mrs Sheepshanks, with her patronising disapproval and +affected airs of smartness, he couldn't endure, while the Socialistic +curate was his aversion. The reason he hated the curate was partly +because he always wore black knickerbockers, and partly because he was +such chums with the MacTavish boys. How any self-respecting individual +could put up with such savages as Jock and Sandy was a problem that +Austin was wholly unable to solve, until it was suggested to him by +somebody that the real attraction was neither Jock nor Sandy, but one +of their screaming sisters--a Florrie, or a Lottie, or an Aggie--it +really did not matter which, since they were all alike. When this +once dawned upon him, Austin despised the knickerbockered curate more +than ever. + +On the present occasion, however, the MacTavishes were happily not +there; the only other guest (for of course the curate didn't count) +being a friend of the curate's, who had come to spend a few days with +him in the country. The friend was a harsh-featured, swarthy young +man, belonging to what may be called the muscular variety of high +Ritualism; much given to a sort of aggressive slang--he had been known +to refer to the bishop of his diocese as "the sporting old jester that +bosses our show"--and representing militant sacerdotalism in its most +blusterous and rampant form. He was also in the habit of informing +people that he was "nuts" on the Athanasian Creed, and expressing the +somewhat arbitrary opinion that if the Rev. John Wesley had had his +deserts he would have been exhibited in a pillory and used as a target +for stale eggs. There are a few such interesting youths in Holy +Orders, and the curate's friend was one of them. + +The party were assembled in the garden, where Mrs Sheepshanks's best +tea-service was laid out. To say that the conversation was brilliant +would be an exaggeration; but it was pleasant and decorous, as +conversations at a vicarage ought to be. The two ladies compared notes +about the weather and the parish; the curate asked Austin what he had +been doing with himself lately; the friend kept silence, even from +good words, while the vicar, one of the mildest of his cloth, sat +blinking in furtive contemplation of the friend. Certainly it was not +a very exhilarating entertainment, and Austin felt that if it went on +much longer he should scream. What possible pleasure, he marvelled, +could Aunt Charlotte find in such a vapid form of dissipation? Even +the garden irritated him, for it was laid out in the silly Early +Victorian style, with wriggling paths, and ribbon borders, and shrubs +planted meaninglessly here and there about the lawn, and a dreadful +piece of sham rockwork in one corner. Of course the vicar's wife +thought it quite perfect, and always snubbed Austin in a very lofty +way if he ever ventured to express his own views as to how a garden +should be fitly ordered. Then his eye happened to fall upon the +curate's friend; and he caught the curate's friend in the act of +staring at him with a most offensive expression of undisguised +contempt. + +Now, Austin was courteous to everyone; but to anybody he disliked his +politeness was simply deadly. Of course he took no notice of the young +parson's tacit insolence; he only longed, as fervently as he knew how +to long, for an opportunity of being polite to him. And the occasion +was soon forthcoming. The conversation growing more general by +degrees, a reference was made by the vicar, in passing, to a certain +clergyman of profound scholarship and enlightened views, whose +recently published book upon the prophet Daniel had been painfully +exercising the minds of the editor and readers of the _Church Times_; +and it was then that the curate's friend, without moving a muscle of +his face, suddenly leaned forward and said, in a rasping voice: + +"The man's an impostor and a heretic. He ought to be burned. I would +gladly walk in the procession, singing the 'Te Deum,' and set fire to +the faggots myself."[A] + +And there was no doubt he meant it. A dead silence fell upon the +party. The curate looked horribly annoyed. The ladies exclaimed "Oh!" +with a little shudder of dismay. The vicar started, fidgeted, and +blinked more nervously than ever. Then Austin, with the most charming +manner in the world, broke the spell. + +"Really!" he exclaimed, turning towards the speaker, a bright smile of +interest upon his face. "That's a most delightfully original +suggestion. May I ask what religion you belong to?" + +"What religion!" scowled the curate's friend, astounded at the +enquiry. + +"Yes--it must be one I never heard of," replied Austin, sweetly. "I am +so awfully ignorant, you know; I know nothing of geography, and +scarcely anything about the religions of savage countries. Are you a +Thug?" + +"Oh, Austin!" breathed Aunt Charlotte, faintly. + +"I always do make such mistakes," continued Austin, with his most +engaging air; "I'm so sorry, please forgive me if I'm stupid. I +forgot, of course Thugs don't burn people alive, they only strangle +them. Perhaps I'm thinking of the Bosjesmans, or the Andaman +Islanders, or the aborigines of New Guinea. I do get so mixed up! But +I've often thought how lovely it would be to meet a cannibal. You +aren't a cannibal, are you?" he added wistfully. + +"I'm a priest of the Church of England," replied the curate's friend, +with crushing scorn, though his face was livid. "When you're a little +older you'll probably understand all that that implies." + +"Fancy!" exclaimed Austin, with an air of innocent amazement. "I've +heard of the Church of England, but I quite thought you must belong to +one of those curious persuasions in Africa, isn't it--or is it +Borneo?--where the services consist in skinning people alive and then +roasting them for dinner. It occurred to me that you might have gone +there as a missionary, and that the savages had converted you instead +of you converting the savages. I'm sure I beg your pardon. And have +you ever set fire to a bishop?" + +"Austin! Austin!" came still more faintly from Aunt Charlotte. + +The vicar, scandalised at first, was now in convulsions of silent +laughter. Mrs Sheepshanks's parasol was lowered in a most suspicious +manner, so as completely to hide her face; while the unfortunate +curate, with his head almost between his knees, was working havoc in +the vicarage lawn with the point of a heavy walking-stick. The only +person who seemed perfectly at his ease was Austin, and he was +enjoying himself hugely. Then the vicar, feeling it incumbent upon +him, as host, to say something to relieve the strain, attempted to +pull himself together. + +"My dear boy," he said, in rather a quavering voice, "you may be +perfectly sure that our valued guest has no sympathy with any of the +barbarous religions you allude to, but is a most loyal member of the +Church of England; and that when he said he would like to 'burn' a +brother clergyman--one of the greatest Talmudists and Hebrew scholars +now alive--it was only his humorous way of intimating that he was +inclined to differ from him on one or two obscure points of historical +or verbal criticism which----" + +"It was not," said the curate's friend. + +Mrs Sheepshanks immediately turned to Aunt Charlotte, and remarked +that feather boas were likely to be more than ever in fashion when the +weather changed; and Aunt Charlotte said she had heard from a most +authoritative source that pleated corselets were to be the rage that +autumn. Both ladies then agreed that the days were certainly beginning +to draw in, and asked the curate if he didn't think so too. The curate +fumbled in his pocket, and offered Austin a cigarette, and Austin, +noticing the unconcealed annoyance of the unfortunate young man, who +was really not a bad fellow in the main, felt kindly towards him, and +accepted the cigarette with effusion. The vicar relapsed into silence, +making no attempt to complete his unfinished sentence; then he stole a +glance at the saturnine face of the stranger, and from that moment +became an almost liberal-minded theologian; He had had an +object-lesson that was to last him all his life, and he never forgot +it. + +"Well, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte, when they were walking home, a +few minutes later, "of course you _ought_ to have a severe scolding +for your behaviour this afternoon; but the fact is, my dear, that on +this occasion I do not feel inclined to give you one. That man was +perfectly horrible, and deserved everything he got. I only hope it may +have done him good. I couldn't have believed such people existed at +the present day. The most charitable view to take of him is that he +can scarcely be in his right mind." + +"What, because he wanted to burn somebody alive?" said Austin. "Oh, +that was natural enough. I thought it rather an amusing idea, to tell +the truth. The reason I went for him was that I caught him making +faces at me when he thought I wasn't looking. I saw at once that he +was a beast, so the instant he gave me an opportunity of settling +accounts with him I took it. Oh, what a blessing it is to be at home +again! Dear auntie, let's make a virtuous resolution. We'll neither of +us go to the vicarage again as long as we both shall live." + +He strolled into the garden--the good garden, with straight walks, and +clipped hedges, and fair formal shape--and threw himself down upon a +long chair. He had already begun to forget the incidents of the +afternoon. Here was rest, and peace, and beauty. How tired he was! Why +did he feel so tired? He could not tell. A deep sense of satisfaction +and repose stole over him. Lubin was there, tidying up, but he did not +feel any inclination to talk to Lubin or anybody else. He liked +watching Lubin, however, for Lubin was part of the garden, and all his +associations with him were pleasant. The scent of the flowers and the +grass possessed him. The sun was far from setting, and a young +crescent moon was hovering high in the heavens, looking like a silver +sickle against the blue. From the distant church came the sound of +bells ringing for even-song, faint as horns of elf-land, through the +still air. He felt that he would like to lie there always--just +resting, and drinking in the beauty of the world. + +Suddenly he half-rose. "Lubin!" he called out quickly, in an +undertone. + +"Sir," responded Lubin, turning round. + +"Who was that lady looking over the garden-gate just now?" + +"Lady?" repeated Lubin. "I never saw no lady. Whereabouts was she?" + +"On the path of course, outside. A second ago. She stood looking at me +over the gate, and then went on. Run to the gate and see how far she's +got--quick!" + +Lubin did as he was bidden without delay, looking up and down the +road. Then he returned, and soberly picked up his broom. + +"There ain't no lady there," he said. "No one in sight either way. +Must 'a been your fancy, Master Austin, I expect." + +"Fancy, indeed!" retorted Austin, excitedly. "You'll tell me next it's +my fancy that I'm looking at you now. A lady in a large hat and a sort +of light-coloured dress. She _must_ be there. There's nowhere else for +her to be, unless the earth has swallowed her up. I'll go and look +myself." + +He struggled up and staggered as fast as he could go to the gate. Then +he pushed it open and went out as far as the middle of the road from +which he could see at least a hundred yards each way. But not a living +creature was in sight. + +"It's enough to make one's hair stand on end!" he exclaimed, as he +came slowly back. "Where can she have got to? She was here--here, by +the gate--not twenty seconds ago, only a few yards from where I was +sitting. Don't talk to me about fancy; that's sheer nonsense. I saw +her as distinctly as I see you now, and I should know her again +directly if I saw her a year hence. Of all inexplicable things!" + +There was no more lying down. He was too much puzzled and excited to +keep still. Up and down he paced, cudgelling his brains in search of +an explanation, wondering what it could all mean, and longing for +another glimpse of the mysterious visitor. For one brief moment he had +had a full, clear view of her face, and in that moment he had been +struck by her unmistakable resemblance to himself. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[A] A fact. Said in the writer's presence by a young clergyman of the +same breed as the one here described. + + + + +Chapter the Eleventh + + +The repairs to the ceiling in Austin's room were now finished, and it +was with great satisfaction that he resumed possession of his old +quarters. The mysterious events that had befallen him when he slept +there last, some weeks before, recurred very vividly to his mind as he +found himself once more amid the familiar surroundings, and although +he heard no more raps or anything else of an abnormal nature, he felt +that, whatever dangers might threaten him in the future, he would +always be protected by those he thought of as his unseen friends. Aunt +Charlotte, meanwhile, had taken an opportunity of consulting the vicar +as to the orthodoxy of a belief in guardian angels, and the vicar had +reassured her at once by referring her to the Collect for St Michael +and All Angels, in which we are invited to pray that they may succour +and defend us upon earth; so that there really was nothing +superstitious in the conclusion that, as Austin had undoubtedly been +succoured and defended in a very remarkable manner on more than one +occasion, some benevolent entity from a better world might have had a +hand in it. The worthy lady, of course, could not resist the +temptation of informing Mr Sheepshanks of what her bankers had said +about the investment he had so earnestly urged upon her, and the vicar +seemed greatly surprised. He had not put any money into it himself, it +was true, but was being sorely tempted by another prospectus he had +just received of an enterprise for recovering the baggage which King +John lost some centuries ago in the Wash. The only consideration that +made him hesitate was the uncertainty whether, in view of the +perishable nature of the things themselves, they would be worth very +much to anybody if ever they were fished up. + +"Austin," said Aunt Charlotte, two days afterwards at breakfast, "I +have had another letter from Mr Ogilvie. Of course I wrote to him when +I heard first, saying how pleased I should be to see him whenever he +was in the neighbourhood again; and now I have his reply. He proposes +to call here to-morrow afternoon, and have a cup of tea with us." + +"So the fateful day has come at last," remarked Austin. "Very well, +auntie, I'll make myself scarce while you're talking over old times +together, but I insist on coming in before he goes, remember. I'm +awfully curious to see what he's like. Do you think he wears a wig?" + +"I really haven't thought about it," replied his aunt. "It's nothing +to me whether he does or not--or to you either, for the matter of +that. Of course you must present yourself to him some time or other; +it would be most discourteous not to. And do, if you can, try and +behave rather more like other people. Don't parade your terrible +ignorance of geography, for instance, as you do sometimes. He would +think that I had neglected your education disgracefully, and seeing +what a traveller he's been himself--" + +"All right, auntie, I won't give you away," Austin assured her. "You'd +better tell him what a horrid dunce I am before I come in, and then he +won't be so surprised if I do put my foot in it. After all, we're not +sure that he's been a traveller. He may be a painter. Lubin says that +lots of painters come down here sometimes. My own idea is that he'll +turn out to be nothing but a bank manager, or perhaps a stockbroker. I +expect he's rolling in money." + +Austin had said nothing to his aunt about the lady who had looked over +the gate for one brief moment and then so unaccountably disappeared. +What would have been the use? He felt baffled and perplexed, but it +was not likely that Aunt Charlotte would be able to throw any light +upon the mystery. She would probably say that he had been dreaming, or +that he only imagined it, or that it was an old gipsy woman, or one of +the MacTavish girls playing a trick, or something equally fatuous and +absurd. But the more he thought of it the more he was convinced of the +reality of the whole thing, and of the existence of some great marvel. +That he had seen the lady was beyond question. That she had vanished +the next moment was also beyond question. That she had hidden behind a +tree or gone crouching in a ditch was inconceivable, to say the least +of it; so fair and gracious a person would scarcely descend to such +undignified manoeuvres, worthy only of a hoydenish peasant girl. And +yet, what could possibly have become of her? The enigma was quite +unsolvable. + +The next morning brought with it a surprise. Aunt Charlotte had some +very important documents that she wanted to deposit with her +bankers--so important, indeed, that she did not like to entrust them +to the post; so Austin, half in jest, proposed that he should go to +town himself by an early train, and leave them at the bank in person. +To his no small astonishment, Aunt Charlotte took him at his word, +though not without some misgivings; instructed him to send her a +telegram as soon as ever the papers were in safe custody, and assured +him that she would not have a moment's peace until she got it. Austin, +much excited at the prospect of a change, packed the documents away in +the pistol-pocket of his trousers, and started off immediately after +breakfast in high spirits. The journey was a great delight to him, as +he had not travelled by railway for nearly a couple of years, and he +derived immense amusement from watching his fellow-passengers and +listening to their conversation. There was a party of very +serious-minded American tourists, with an accent reverberant enough to +have cracked the windows of the carriage had they not, luckily, been +open; and from the talk of these good people he learnt that they came +from a place called New Jerusalem, that they intended to do London in +two days, and that they answered to the names of Mr Thwing, Mr Moment, +and Mr and Mrs Skull. The gentlemen were arrayed in shiny +broad-cloth, with narrow black ties, tied in a careless bow; the lady +wore long curls all down her back and a brown alpaca gown; and they +all seemed under the impression that the most important sights which +awaited them were the Metropolitan Tabernacle and some tunnel under +the Thames. The only other passenger was a rather smart-looking +gentleman with a flower in his buttonhole, who made himself very +pleasant; engaged Austin in conversation, gave him hints as to how +best to enjoy himself in London, asked him a number of questions about +where he lived and how he spent his time, and finished up by inviting +him to lunch. But Austin, never having seen the man before, declined; +and no amount of persuasion availed to make him alter his decision. + +On arrival in London, he got into an omnibus--not daring to call a +cab, lest he should pay the cabman a great deal too much or a great +deal too little--and in a short time was set down near Waterloo Place, +where the bank was situated. His first care was to relieve himself of +the precious documents, and this he did at once; but he thought the +clerk looked at him in a disagreeably sharp and suspicious manner, and +wondered whether it was possible he might be accused of forgery and +given in charge to a policeman. The papers consisted of some +dividend-warrants payable to bearer, and an endorsed cheque, and the +clerk examined them with a most formidable and inquisitorial frown. +Then he asked Austin what his name was, and where he lived; and Austin +blushed and stammered to such an extent and made such confused replies +that the clerk looked more suspiciously at him than ever, and Austin +had it on the tip of his tongue to assure him that he really had not +stolen the documents, or forged Aunt Charlotte's name, or infringed +the laws in any way whatever that he could think of. But just then the +clerk, who had been holding a muttered consultation with another +gentleman of equally threatening aspect, turned to him again with a +less aggressive expression, as much as to say that he'd let him off +this time if he promised never to do it any more, and intimated, with +a sort of grudging nod, that he was free to go if he liked. Which +Austin, much relieved, forthwith proceeded to do. + +Then he stumped off as hard as he could go to the Post-Office near by, +to despatch the telegram which should set Aunt Charlotte's mind at +ease; and by dint of carefully observing what all the other people did +managed to get hold of a telegraph-form and write his message. +"Documents all safe in the Bank.--Your affectionate Austin." That +would do beautifully, he thought. Then he offered it to a +proud-looking young lady who lived behind a barricade of brass +palings, and the young lady, having read it through (rather to his +indignation) and rapidly counted the words, gave him a couple of +stamps. But he explained, with great politeness, that he did not wish +it to go by post, as it was most important that it should reach its +destination before lunch-time; whereupon the young lady burst into a +hearty laugh, and asked him how soon he was going back to school. +Austin coloured furiously, rectified his mistake, and bolted. + +In Piccadilly Circus his attention was immediately attracted by a +number of stout, florid, elderly ladies who were selling some most +lovely bouquets for the buttonhole. This was a temptation impossible +to resist, and he lost no time in choosing one. It cost fourpence, and +Austin was so charmed at the skilful way in which the florid lady he +had patronised pinned it into the lapel of his jacket that he raised +his hat to her on parting with as much ceremony as though she had been +a duchess at the very least. Then, observing that his shoe was dusty, +he submitted it to a merry-looking shoeblack, who not only cleaned it +and creamed it to perfection but polished up his wooden leg as well; +Austin, in his usual absent-minded way, humming to himself the while. +During the operation there suddenly rushed up a drove of very +ungainly-looking objects, who, in point of fact, were persons lately +arrived from Lancashire to play a football match at the Alexandra +Palace--though Austin, of course, could not be expected to know that; +and two of these, staring at him as though he were a wild animal that +they had never seen before, enquired with much solicitude how his +mother was, and whether he was having a happy day. Austin took no more +notice of them than if they had been flies, but as soon as the +shoeblack had finished, and been generously rewarded, he presented +them each with a penny. + +"Wot's this for?" growled the foremost. "We ain't beggars, we ain't. +Wot d'ye mean by it?" + +"Aren't you? I thought you were," said Austin. "However, you can keep +the pennies. They will buy you bread, you know." + +The fellows edged off, muttering resentfully, and Austin prepared to +cross the road to Piccadilly. The next moment he received a violent +blow on the shoulder from an advancing horse, and was knocked clean +off his legs. He was in the act of half-consciously taking off his hat +and begging the horse's pardon when a stout policeman, coming to the +rescue, lifted him bodily up in one arm, and, carrying him over the +crossing, deposited him safely on the pavement. He recovered his +breath in a minute or two, and then began to walk down Piccadilly +towards the Park. + +The streets were gay and crowded, partly with black and grey people +who seemed to be going about some business or other, but starred +beautifully here and there with bright-eyed, clear-skinned, slender +youths in straw hats, something like Austin himself, enjoying their +release from school. Phalanxes of smartly-dressed ladies impeded the +traffic outside the windows of all the millinery shops, omnibuses +rattled up and down in a never-ending procession, and strident urchins +with little pink newspapers under their arms yelled for all they were +worth. Austin, absorbed in the cheerful spectacle, sauntered hither +and thither, now attracted by the fresh verdure of the Green Park, now +gazing with vivid interest at the ever-varying types of humanity that +surged around him; blissfully unconscious that every one was staring +at him, as though wondering who the pale-faced boy with eager eyes and +a shiny black wooden leg could be, and why he went zigzagging to and +fro and peering so excitedly about as though he had never seen any +shops or people in his life before. At last he arrived at the Corner, +and, turning into the Park, spent a quarter of an hour watching the +riders in Rotten Row; then he crossed to the Marble Arch, passing a +vast array of gorgeous flowers in full bloom, listened wonderingly to +an untidy orator demolishing Christianity for the benefit of a little +knot of errand-boys and nursemaids, took another omnibus along Oxford +Street to the Circus, and, after an enchanting walk down Regent +Street, entered a bright little Italian restaurant in the Quadrant, +where he had a delightful lunch. This disposed of, he found that he +could afford a full hour to have a look at the National Gallery +without danger of losing his train, and off he plodded towards +Trafalgar Square to make the most of his opportunity. + +Meanwhile Aunt Charlotte received her telegram, and, greatly relieved +by its contents, spent an agreeable day. It was not to be wondered at +if she felt a little fluttering excitement at the prospect of seeing +her old suitor, and was more than usually fastidious in the +arrangement of her modest toilet. Lubin had been requisitioned to +provide a special supply of the freshest and finest flowers for the +drawing-room, and she had herself gone to the pastrycook's to order +the cheese-cakes and cream-tarts on which the expected visitor was to +be regaled. Of course she kept on telling herself all the time what a +foolish old woman she was, and how silly Mr Ogilvie would think her if +he only knew of all her little fussy preparations; men who had knocked +about the world hated to be fidgeted over and made much of, and no +doubt it was quite natural they should. And then she went bustling off +to impress on Martha the expediency of giving the silver tea-service +an extra polish, and to be sure and see that the toast was crisp and +fresh. When at last she sat down with a book in front of her in order +to pass the time she found her attention wandering, and her thoughts +recurring to the last occasion on which she had seen Granville +Ogilvie. He had been rather a fine-looking young man in those +days--tall, straight, and well set up; and well she remembered the +whimsical way he had of speaking, the humorous glance of his eye, and +those baffling intonations of voice that made it so difficult for her +to be sure whether he were in jest or earnest. That he had +confessedly been attracted by her was a matter of common knowledge. +Why had she given him no encouragement? Perhaps it was because she had +never understood him; because she had never been able to feel any real +rapport between them, because their minds moved on different planes, +and never seemed to meet. She had no sense of humour, and no insight; +he was elusive, difficult to get into touch with; all she knew of him +was his exterior, and that, for her, was no guide to the man beneath. +Then he had dropped out of her life, and for five and twenty years she +had never heard of him. Whatever chance she may have had was gone, and +gone for ever. Did she regret it, now that she was able to look back +upon the past so calmly? She thought not. And yet, as she meditated on +those far-off days when she was young and pretty, the intervening +years seemed to be annihilated, and she felt herself once more a girl +of twenty-two, with a young man hovering around her, always on the +verge of a proposal that she herself staved off. + +She was not agitated, but she was very curious to see what he would +look like, and just a little anxious lest there should be any +awkwardness about their meeting. But eventually it came about in the +most natural manner in the world, and if anybody had peeped into the +shady drawing-room just at the time when Austin's train was steaming +into the station, there would certainly have been nothing in the scene +to suggest any tragedy or romance whatever. Aunt Charlotte, in a +pretty white lace _fichu_ set off with rose-coloured bows, was +dispensing tea with hospitable smiles, while Martha handed cakes and +poured a fresh supply of hot water into the teapot. Opposite, sat the +long expected visitor; no lean, brown adventurer, no Indian nabob, and +certainly no artist, but a tallish, large-featured, and somewhat +portly gentleman, with a ruddy complexion, good teeth, and a general +air of prosperity. His fashionable pale-grey frock-coat, evidently the +work of a good tailor, fitted him like a glove; he wore, also, a white +waistcoat, a gold eye-glass, and patent leather shoes. His appearance, +in short, was that of a thoroughly well-groomed, though slightly +over-dressed, London man; and he impressed both Martha and Aunt +Charlotte with being a very fine gentleman indeed, for his manners +were simply perfect, if perhaps a little studied. He dropped his +gloves into his hat with a graceful gesture as he accepted a cup of +tea, and then, turning to his hostess, said---- + +"It is indeed delightful to meet you after all these years; it seems +to bring back old times so vividly. And the years have dealt very +gently with you, my dear friend. I should have known you anywhere." + +It was not quite certain to Aunt Charlotte whether she could +truthfully have returned the compliment. There are some elderly people +in whom it is the easiest thing in the world to recognise the features +of their youth. Allow for a little accentuation of facial lines, a +little roughening of the skin, a little modification in the +arrangement of the hair, and the face is virtually the same. Aunt +Charlotte herself was one of these, but Granville Ogilvie was not. She +might even have passed him in the street. That he was the man she had +known was beyond question, but there was a puffiness under the eyes +and a fulness about the cheeks that altered the general effect of his +appearance, and in spite of his modish dress and elaborate manners he +seemed to have grown just a little coarse. Still, remembering what a +bird of passage he had been, and the many experiences he must have had +by land and sea, all that was not to be wondered at. It was really +remarkable, everything considered, that he had managed to preserve +himself so well. + +"Oh, I'm an old woman now," replied Aunt Charlotte with an almost +youthful blush. "But I've had a peaceful life if rather a monotonous +one, and I've nothing to complain of. It is very good of you to have +remembered me, and I'm more glad than I can say to see you again. It's +a quarter of a century since we met!" + +"It seems like yesterday," Mr Ogilvie assured her. "And yet how many +things have happened in the meantime! This charming house of yours is +a perfect haven of rest. Why do people knock about the world as they +do, when they might stay quietly at home?" + +"Nay, it is rather I who should ask you that," laughed Aunt Charlotte. +"It is you who have been knocking about, you know, not I. Men are so +fond of adventures, while we women have to content ourselves with a +very humdrum sort of life. You've been a great traveller, have you +not?" + +This was a mild attempt at pumping on the part of Aunt Charlotte, for +Mr Ogilvie certainly did not give one the idea of an explorer. But she +was consumed with curiosity to knew where he had spent the years +since she had seen him last, and now brought all her artless ingenuity +into play in order to find out. + +"Yes, I was always a roving, restless sort of fellow," said Mr +Ogilvie. "Never could stay long in the same place, you know. I often +wonder how long it will be before I settle down for good." + +"Well, I almost envy you," confessed Aunt Charlotte, nibbling a +cheese-cake. "I love travels and adventures; in books, of course, I +mean. I've been reading Captain Burnaby's 'Ride to Khiva' lately, and +that wonderful 'Life of Sir Richard Burton.' What marvellous nerve +such men must have! To think of the disguises, for instance, they were +forced to adopt, when detection would have cost them their lives! You +should write your travels too, you know; I'm sure they'd be most +exciting. Were you ever compelled to disguise yourself when you were +travelling?" + +"I should rather think so," replied Mr Ogilvie, nodding his head +impressively. "And that, my dear lady, under circumstances in which +disguise was absolutely imperative. The most serious results would +have followed if I hadn't done so; not death, perhaps, but utter and +irretrievable ruin. However, here I am, you see, safe and sound, and +none the worse for it after all. What delicious cream-tarts these are, +to be sure! They remind one of the Arabian Nights. In Persia, by the +way, they put pepper in them." + +"Oh dear! I don't think I should like that at all," exclaimed Aunt +Charlotte, naively. "And have you really been in Persia? You must have +enjoyed that very much. I suppose you saw some magnificent scenery in +your wanderings?" + +"Oh, magnificent, magnificent," assented the great traveller. +"Mountains, forests, castles, glaciers, and everything you can think +of. But I've never got quite as far as Persia, you understand, and +just at present I feel more interested in England. I sometimes think +that I shall never leave English shores again." + +"And you are not married?" ventured the lady, with a tremor of +hesitation in her voice. She had rushed on her destruction unawares. + +"No--no," replied the man who had once wanted to marry her. "And at +this moment I'm very glad I'm not." + +"Oh, are you? Why?" exclaimed the foolish woman. "Don't you believe in +marriage?" + +"In the abstract--oh, yes," said Mr Ogilvie, with meaning. "But my +chance of married happiness escaped me years ago." + +Aunt Charlotte blushed hotly. She felt angry with herself for having +given him an opening for such a remark, and annoyed with him for +taking advantage of it. "Let me give you some more tea," she said. + +"Thank you so much, but I never exceed two cups," replied Mr Ogilvie, +who did not particularly care for tea. "And yet there comes a time, +you know, when the sight of so peaceful and attractive a home as this +makes one wish that one had one like it of one's own. Of course a man +has his tastes, his hobbies, his ambitions--every man, I mean, of +character. And I am a man of character. But indulgence in a hobby is +not incompatible with the love of a fireside, and the blessings of +_dulce domum_, to say nothing of the _placens uxor_, who is the only +true goddess of the hearth. Yes, dear friend, I confess that I should +like--that I positively long--to marry. That is why, paradoxical as it +may appear, I congratulate myself on not being married already. But, +of course, in all such cases, the man himself is not the only factor +to be reckoned with. The lady must be found, and the lady's consent +obtained. And there we have the rub." + +"Dear me! how very unfortunate!" was all Aunt Charlotte could think of +to remark. "And can't you find the lady?" + +"I thought I had found her once," said Mr Ogilvie. + +Then he deliberately rose from his chair, brushed a few crumbs from his +coat, and took a few steps up and down the room. "Listen to me, dear +friend," he began, in low, earnest tones. "There was a time--far be it +from me to take undue advantage of these reminiscences--when you and I +were thrown considerably together. At that time, that far-off, happy, +and yet most tantalising time, I was bold enough to cherish certain +aspirations." Here he took up his position behind a chair, resting his +hands lightly on the back of it. "That those aspirations were not wholly +unsuspected by you I had reason to believe. I may, of course, have been +mistaken; love, or vanity if you prefer it, may blind the wisest of us. +In any case, if I was vain, my pride came to the rescue, and sooner than +incur the humiliation of a refusal--possibly a scornful refusal--I kept +my secret locked in the inmost sanctuary of my heart, and went away." +Mr Ogilvie illustrated his disappearance into vacancy by a slight but +most expressive gesture of his arms. "I simply went away. And now I have +come back. I have unburdened myself before you. In the years that are +past, I was silent. Now I have spoken. And I am here to know what answer +you have in your heart to give me." + +It had actually come. She remembered how she had told herself that, +though she could never dream of marrying, it really would be very +pleasant to be asked. But now that the proposal had been made she felt +most horribly embarrassed. What in the world was she to say to the +man? She knew him not one bit better than she had done when she saw +him last. He puzzled her more than ever. He did not look like a +despairing lover, but a singularly plump and prosperous gentleman; and +certainly the silver-grey frock-coat, and gold eye-glass, and +varnished shoes struck her as singularly out of harmony with the +extraordinary speech he had just delivered. Yet it was evidently +impromptu, and possibly would never have been delivered at all had not +she herself so blunderingly led up to it. And it was not a bad speech +in its way. There was something really effective about it--or perhaps +it was in the manner of its delivery. So she sat in silence, most +dreadfully ill at ease, and not finding a single word wherewith to +answer him. + +"Charlotte," said Mr Ogilvie in a low voice, bending over her, +"Charlotte." + +"Mr Ogilvie!" gasped the unhappy lady, almost frightened out of her +wits. + +"You _once_ called me Granville," he murmured, trying to take her +hand. + +"But I can't do it again!" cried Aunt Charlotte, shaking her head +vigorously. "It wouldn't be proper. We are just two old people, you +see, and--and----" + +"H'm!" Mr Ogilvie straightened himself again. "It is true I am no +longer in my first youth, and time has certainly left its mark upon my +lineaments; but you, dear friend, are one of those whose charms +intensify with years." Here he took out a white pocket-handkerchief, +and passed it lightly across his eyes. "But I have startled you, and I +am sorry. I have sprung upon you, suddenly and thoughtlessly, what I +ought to have only hinted at. I have erred from lack of delicacy. +Forgive me my impulsiveness, my ardour. I was ever a blunt man, little +versed in the arts of diplomacy and _finesse_. For years I have +looked forward to this moment; in my dreams, in my waking hours, +in----" + +"Pardon me one moment," said Aunt Charlotte, starting to her feet. "I +know I'm sadly rude to interrupt you, but I hear my nephew in the +hall, and I must just say a word to him before he comes in. I'll be +back immediately. You will forgive me--won't you?" + +She floundered to the door, leaving Mr Ogilvie no little disconcerted +at his appeal being thus cut short. Austin had just come in, and was +in the act of hanging up his hat when his aunt appeared. + +"Well, auntie!" he said. "And has the gentleman arrived?" + +"Hush!" breathed Aunt Charlotte, as she pointed a warning finger to +the door. "He's in the drawing-room. Austin, you've come back in the +very nick of time. Don't ask me any questions. My dear, you were right +after all." + +"Ah!" was all Austin said. "Well?" + +"Come in with me at once, we can't keep him waiting," said Aunt +Charlotte hastily. "I'll explain everything to you afterwards. Never +mind your hair--you look quite nice enough. And mind--your very +prettiest manners, for my sake." + +What in the world she meant by this Austin couldn't imagine, but +instantly took up the cue. The two entered the room together. Mr +Ogilvie was standing a little distance off in an attitude of +expectancy, his eyes turned towards the door. Aunt Charlotte took a +step forward, and prepared to introduce her nephew. Austin suddenly +paused; gazed at the visitor for one instant with an expression that +no one had ever seen upon his face before; and then, falling flop upon +the nearest easy-chair, went straightway into a paroxysm of hysterical +and frantic laughter. + +"Austin! Austin! Have you gone out of your mind?" cried his aunt, +almost beside herself with stupefaction. "Is this your good behaviour? +What in the world's the matter with the boy now?" + +"It's _Mr Buskin!_" shrieked Austin, hammering his leg upon the floor +in a perfect ecstasy of delight. "The step-uncle! Oh, do slap me, +auntie, or I shall go on laughing till I die!" + +"_Who's_ Mr Buskin?" gasped his aunt, bewildered. "This is Mr +Granville Ogilvie. What Buskin are you raving about, for Heaven's +sake?" + +"It's Mr Buskin the actor," panted Austin breathlessly, as he began to +recover himself. "He was at the theatre here, some time ago. How do +you do, Mr Buskin? Oh, please forgive me for being so rude. I hope +you're pretty well?" + +Mr Ogilvie had not budged an inch. But when Austin came in he had +started violently. "Great Scott! Young Dot-and-carry-One!" he +muttered, but so low that no one heard him. He now advanced a pace or +two, and cleared his throat. + +"I have certainly had the honour of meeting this young gentleman +before," he said, in his most stately manner. "He was even kind enough +to present me with his card, but I fear I did not pay as much +attention to the name as it deserved. It is true, my dear lady, that I +am known to Europe under the designation he ascribes to me; but to you +I am what I have always been and always shall be--Granville Ogilvie, +and your most humble slave." + +"Is it possible?" ejaculated Aunt Charlotte faintly. + +"You will, no doubt, attribute to its true source the concealment I +have exercised towards you respecting my life for the last +five-and-twenty years," resumed Mr Ogilvie, with a candid air. "I was +ever the most modest of men, and the modesty which, from a gross and +worldly point of view, has always been the most formidable obstacle in +my path, prohibited my avowing to you the secret of my profession. +Still, I practised no deceit; indeed, I confessed in the most artless +fashion that, in my wanderings--in other words, on tour--I was +compelled to assume disguises, and that some of my scenery was +magnificent. But why should I defend myself? _Qui s'excuse s'accuse_; +and now that this very engaging young gentleman has saved me the +trouble of revealing the position in life that I am proud to occupy, +there is nothing more to be said. We were interrupted, you remember, +at a crisis of our conversation. I crave your permission to add, at a +crisis of our lives. Far be it from me to----" + +"I am afraid I am scarcely equal to renewing the conversation at the +point where we broke off," said Aunt Charlotte, who now felt her wits +getting more under control. "Indeed, Mr Ogilvie, I have nothing to +reproach you with. I had no right to enquire what your profession was, +and still less have I a right to criticise it. But of course you will +understand that the subject we were speaking of must never be +mentioned again." + +The lover sighed. It was not a bad situation, and his long experience +enabled him to make it quite effective. Silently he took his gloves +out of his hat, paused, and then dropped them in again, with the very +faintest and most dramatic gesture of despair. The action was trifling +in the extreme, but it was performed by a play-actor who knew his +business, and Aunt Charlotte felt as though cold water were running +down her back. Then he turned, quite beautifully, to Austin. + +"And you, young gentleman. And what have _you_ to say?" he asked in a +carefully choking voice. + +"That I like you even better in your present part than as +Sardanapalus," replied Austin, cordially. + +"The tribute is two-edged," observed the actor with a shrug. And +certainly he had acted well, and dressed the character to perfection. +But the takings of the performance, alas, had not paid expenses. He +really had a sentiment for the lady he had been wooing, and the +prospect of a solid additional income--for it was clear she was in +very easy circumstances--had smiled upon him not unpleasantly. And +why should she not have married him? He was her equal in birth, they +had been possible lovers in their youth, he had made a name for +himself meanwhile, and, after all, there was no stain upon his honour. +But she had now definitely refused. The little comedy had been played +out. There was nothing for him to do but to make a graceful exit, and +this he did in a way that brought tears to the lady's eyes. "Oh, need +you go?" she urged with fatuous politeness. Austin was more friendly +still; he reminded Mr Ogilvie that having returned so late he had had +no opportunity of enjoying a renewal of their acquaintance, and begged +him to remain a little longer for a chat and a cigarette. But Mr +Ogilvie was too much of an artist to permit an anti-climax. The +catastrophe had come off, and the curtain must be run down quick. So +he wrenched himself away with what dignity he might, and, relapsing +into his natural or Buskin phase as soon as he got outside, comforted +himself with a glass of stiff whiskey and water at the refreshment bar +of the railway station before getting into the train for London. + + + + +Chapter the Twelfth + + +As the weeks rolled on the days began perceptibly to draw in, and the +leaves turned gradually from green to golden brown. It was the fall of +the year, when the wind acquires an edge, and blue sky disappears behind +purple clouds, and the world is reminded that ere very long all nature +will be wrapped in a shroud of grey and silver. Rain fell with greater +frequency, the uplands were often veiled in a damp mist, the hours of +basking in noontide suns by the old stone fountain were gone, and Austin +was fain to relinquish, one by one, those summer fantasies that for so +many happy months had made the gladness of his life. There is always +something sad about the autumn. It is associated, undeniably, with +golden harvests and purple vintages, the crimson and yellow magnificence +of foliage, and a few gorgeous blooms; but these, after all, are no more +than indications that the glory of the year has reached its zenith, +that its labours have attained fruition, and that the death of winter +must be passed through before the resurrection-time of spring. + + "Ihr Matten lebt wohl, + Ihr sonnigen Waiden, + Der Senne muss scheiden, + Die Sommer ist bin." + +And yet the summer did not carry everything away with it. As the year +ripened and decayed, other fantasies arose to take the place of those +he was losing--or rather, he grew more and more under the obsession of +ideas not wholly of this world, ideas and phases of consciousness +that, as we have seen, had for some time past been gradually gaining +an entrance into his soul. As the beauties of the material world +faded, the wonders of a higher world superseded them. He still lived +much in the open air, drinking in all the influences of the scenery in +earth and sky, and marvelling at the loveliness of the year's +decadence; but, as though in subtle sympathy with nature's phases, it +seemed to him as though his own body had less vitality, and that, +while his mind was as keen and vigorous as ever, he felt less and less +inclined to explore his beloved, fields and woods. Aunt Charlotte +looked first critically and then anxiously at his face, which +appeared to her paler and thinner than before. His stump began to +trouble him again, and once or twice he confessed, in a reluctant sort +of way, that his back did not feel quite comfortable. Of course he +thought it was very silly of his back, and was annoyed that it did not +behave more sensibly. But he didn't let it trouble him over-much, for +he was always very philosophical about pain. Once, when he had a +toothache, somebody expressed surprise that he bore it with such +stoicism, and asked him jokingly for the secret. "Oh," he replied, "I +just fix my attention on my great toe, or any other part of my body, +and think how nice it is that I haven't got a toothache there." + +Aunt Charlotte had meanwhile grown to have much more respect for +Austin than she had ever felt previously. He was now nearly eighteen, +and his character and mental force had developed very rapidly of late. +In spite of his inconceivable ignorance in some respects--geography, +for instance--he had shown a shrewdness for which she had been totally +unprepared, and a quiet persistence in matters where he felt that he +was right and she was wrong that had begun to impress her very +seriously. Many instances had arisen in which there had been a +struggle for the mastery between them, and in every case not only had +Austin had his own way but she had been compelled to acknowledge to +herself that the wisdom had been on his side and not on hers. It was +not so much that his reasoning powers were exceptionally acute as that +he seemed to have a mysterious instinct, a sort of sub-conscious +intuition, that never led him astray. And then there were those +baffling, inexplicable premonitions that on three occasions had +intervened to prevent some great disaster. The thought of these made +her very pensive, and now that the vicar had set her mind at rest upon +the abstract theory of invisible protectors she felt that she could +harbour speculations about them without danger to her soul's welfare. +That the power at work could scarcely emanate from the devil was now +clear even to her, timid and narrow-minded as she was. Still, with +that illogical shrinking from any tangible proof that her creed was +true that is so characteristic of the orthodox, the whole thing gave +her rather an uncomfortable sensation, and she would vastly have +preferred to believe in spiritual or angelic ministrations as a pious +opinion or casual article of faith than to have it brought home to her +in the guise of knocks and raps. There are millions like her in the +world to-day. Her religion, like everything else about her, was +conventional, though not a whit the less sincere for that. + +And so it came about that she felt very much more dependent upon +Austin than Austin did on her, although neither of them was conscious +of the fact. The chief result was that, now they had fallen into their +proper positions, they got on together much better than they had done +before. Austin had really accomplished something towards "educating" +his aunt, as he used humorously to say, and as he represented the +newer and fresher thought it was well that it should be so. I do not +know that he troubled himself very much about the future. In spite of +his delicate health he was full of the joy of life, and he accepted it +as a matter of course that wherever his future might be spent it would +be a happy and a joyous one. What was the use of worrying about a +matter over which he had absolutely no control? The universe was very +beautiful, and he was a part of it. And as the universe would +certainly endure, so would he endure. Why, then, should he concern +himself about what might be in store for him? + +"You must take care of yourself, Austin," said Aunt Charlotte to him +one day. "I'm afraid you've been overtaxing your strength, you know. +You never would remain quiet even on the hottest days, and we've had +rather a trying summer, you must remember." + +"It's been a lovely summer," replied Austin, who was lying down. + +"And how are you feeling, my dear?" asked Aunt Charlotte, anxiously. + +"Splendid!" he assured her. "I never felt better in my life." + +"But those little pains you spoke of; that weakness in your back----" + +"Oh, _that_!" said Austin, slightingly. "I wasn't thinking of my body. +What does one's body matter? I meant _myself_. I'm all right. I +daresay my bones may be doing something silly, but really I'm not +responsible for their vagaries, am I now?" + +Aunt Charlotte sighed, and dropped the subject for the time being. But +she was not quite easy in her mind. + +One day a great joy came to Austin. He was hobbling about the garden +with his aunt, when all of a sudden he saw Roger St Aubyn approaching +them across the lawn. It was with immense pride that he presented his +friend to Aunt Charlotte, who, as may be remembered, had been just a +little huffy that St Aubyn had never called on her before; but now +that he had actually come the small grievance was forgotten in a +moment, and she welcomed him with charming cordiality. + +"It is all the pleasanter to meet you," she said, "as I have now an +opportunity of thanking you for all your kindness to Austin. He is +never tired of telling me how much he has enjoyed himself with you." + +"The pleasure has been divided; he certainly has given me quite as +much as ever I have been fortunate enough to give him," replied St +Aubyn, smiling, "What a very dear old garden you have here; I don't +wonder that he's so fond of it. It seems a place one might spend one's +life in without ever growing old." + +"That's what I mean to do," said Austin, laughing. + +"But yours is magnificent, I'm told," observed Aunt Charlotte. "A +little place like this is nothing in comparison, of course. Still, you +are right; we are both extremely fond of it, and have spent many happy +hours in it during the years that we've lived here." + +"And is that Lubin?" asked St Aubyn, noticing the young gardener a +little distance off. + +"Yes, that's Lubin," replied Austin, delighted that St Aubyn should +have remembered him. Then Lubin looked up with a respectful smile, and +bashfully touched his cap. "Lubin's awfully clever," he continued, as +they sauntered out of hearing, "and _so_ nice every way. He's what I +call a real gentleman, and knows all sorts of curious things. It's +perfectly wonderful how much more country people know than townsfolk. +Of course I mean about _real_ things--nature, and all that--not silly +stuff you find in history-books, which is of no consequence to anybody +in the world." + +"Now, Austin," began Aunt Charlotte, warningly. + +"Oh, you needn't be afraid," laughed St Aubyn; "Austin's heresies are +no novelty to me. And a heresy, you must recollect, has always some +forgotten truth at the bottom of it." + +"I'm sure I hope so," replied Aunt Charlotte. "But the wind's getting +a trifle chilly, and I think it's about time for tea. Austin isn't +very strong just now, and mustn't run any risks." + +So they went indoors and had their tea in the drawing-room, when St +Aubyn let fall the information that he was starting in a few days for +a short tour in Italy. It would not be long, however, before he was +back, and then of course he should look forward to seeing a great deal +of Austin at the Court. Then Aunt Charlotte had to promise that she +would honour the Court with a visit too; whereupon Austin launched out +into a most glowing and picturesque description of the orchid-houses, +and the pool of water-lilies, and the tapestry in the Banqueting Hall, +being extremely curious to know whether his prosaic relative would +experience any of those queer sensations that had so greatly impressed +himself. This suggested a reference to Lady Merthyr Tydvil, who had +taken so great an interest in Austin when last he had been at the +Court; and here Aunt Charlotte chimed in, being naturally anxious to +hear all about the wonderful old lady who had known Austin's father so +well in years gone by, and remembered his mother too. Of course St +Aubyn said, as in duty bound, that he hoped the countess would have +the pleasure of meeting Austin's aunt some day under his own roof, and +Aunt Charlotte acknowledged the courtesy in fitting terms. + +So the visit was quite a success, and Austin felt much more at his +ease now that he could talk to his aunt about St Aubyn as one whom +they both knew. She, on her side, was delighted with her new +acquaintance, particularly as he seemed quite familiar with Austin's +ethical and intellectual eccentricities, and did not seem horrified at +them in the very least. The only thing that disturbed her just a +little was the state of the boy's health. His spirits were as good as +ever, and he seemed quite indifferent to the fact that he was not +robust and hale; but there could be no doubt that he was paler and +more fragile than he ought to have been, and the uneasiness he was +fain to acknowledge in his hip and back worried her not a +little--more, in fact, a great deal than it worried Austin himself. + +The truth was that his attention was taken up with something wholly +different. The allusions to his unknown mother that had been made by +Lady Merthyr Tydvil, and the cropping-up of the same subject during St +Aubyn's visit, had somehow connected themselves in his mind with the +mysterious appearance of the strange lady at the garden gate on the +evening of the tea-party at the vicarage. Lady Merthyr Tydvil had +recognised a strong resemblance between his mother as she had known +her and himself, and he had noticed the very same thing in the +strange lady. There were the same dark eyes, the same long, pale face, +even (as far as he could judge) the same shade in colour of the hair. +He would have thought little or nothing of this had it not been for +the inexplicable and almost miraculous vanishing of the figure when +there was absolutely nowhere for it to vanish to. Austin knew nothing +of such happenings; with all his reading he had never chanced to open +a single book that dealt with phenomena of this class, much less any +written by scientific and sober investigators, so that the entire +subject was an undiscovered country to him. Had he done so, his +perplexity would not have been nearly so great, and very probably he +might have recognised the fact of his own remarkable psychic powers. +Still, in spite of this disadvantage, the conviction was slowly but +surely forcing itself upon his mind that the lady he had seen was no +one but his own mother. From this to a belief that it was she who had +intervened to save both himself and his Aunt Charlotte from serious +disasters was but a single step; and like Mary of old, in the presence +of an even greater mystery, he revolved all these things silently in +his heart. + +It was during the period when he was occupied with this train of +thought that another strange thing occurred. One evening he strolled +into the garden just as the sun was setting. It was one of those lurid +sunsets peculiar to autumn, which look like a distant conflagration +obscured by a veil of smoke. The western sky was aglow with a dull, +murky crimson flecked by clouds of the deepest indigo, from behind +which there seemed to shoot up luminous pulsations like the reflection +of unseen flames. The effect of this red, throbbing light upon the +garden in which he stood was almost unearthly, something resembling +that of an eclipse viewed through warm-coloured glass; beautiful in +itself, yet abnormal, fantastic, suggestive of weird imaginings. +Austin, absorbed in contemplation, moved slowly through the shrubbery +until he reached the lawn; then came to a dead stop. An astounding +vision appeared before him. Standing by the old stone fountain, +scarcely ten yards away, he saw the figure of a youth. The slender +form was partly draped in a loose tunic of some dim, pale, reddish +hue, descending halfway to his knees; on his feet were sandals of the +old classic type; his golden hair was bound by a narrow fillet, and in +his right hand he held a round, shallow cup, apparently of gold, +towards which he was bending his head as though to drink from it. +Austin stood transfixed. So exquisite a being he had never dreamt of +or conceived. The contour of the limbs, the fall of the tunic, the +pose of the head and throat, the ruddy lips, ever so slightly parted +to meet the edge of the vessel he was in the act of raising to them, +were something more than human. The whole thing stood out with +stereoscopic clearness, and seemed as though self-luminous, although +it shed no light on its surroundings. At that moment the youth turned +his head, and met Austin's eyes with an expression that was not a +smile, but something far more subtle, something that bore the same +relation to a smile that a smile does to a laugh--thrilling, +penetrating, indescribable. Austin flung out his hands in rapture. + +"Daphnis!" he ejaculated, with a flash of intuition. + +He threw himself forward impulsively, in a mad attempt to approach the +wonderful phantasm. As he did so, the colours lost their sheen, and +the figure faded into transparency. By the time he was near enough to +touch it, it was no longer there, and the next instant he found +himself clinging to the cold stone margin of the old fountain, all +alone upon the lawn in the fast gathering twilight, shivering, +panting, marvelling, but exultant in the consciousness of having been +vouchsafed just one glimpse of the being who, so long unseen, had +constituted for many years his cherished ideal of physical and +spiritual beauty. + +He leant upon the fountain, in the spot that the vision had occupied. +"And I believe he's always been here--all these many years," mused the +boy, coming gradually to himself again. "He has stood beside me, often +and often, inspiring me with beautiful ideas, though I never guessed +it, never suspected it for a single moment. And now he has shown +himself to me at last. The fountain is haunted, haunted by the +beautiful earth-spirit that has been my guide, that I've dreamt of all +my life without ever having seen him. It's a sacred fountain now--like +the fountains of old Hellas, sacred with the hauntings of the gods. +And he actually drank of the water--or was going to, if I hadn't +frightened him away. Perhaps he's still here, although I can't see him +any more. I wonder whether he knows my mother. It may be that they're +great friends, and keep watch over me together. How wonderful it all +is!" + +Then he walked slowly and rather painfully back to the house. He was +in great spirits that night at dinner, though he ate no more than +would have satisfied a bird, greatly to his aunt's disturbance. With +much tact he abstained from saying anything to her about the +extraordinary experience he had just gone through, feeling very justly +that, though she seemed more or less reconciled to the ministry of +angels, Daphnis was frankly a pagan spirit, and would, as such, be +open to grave suspicion from the standpoint of his aunt's orthodoxy. +But it didn't matter much, after all. He was happy in the +consciousness that every day he was getting into nearer touch with a +beautiful world that he could not see as yet, but in the existence of +which he now believed as firmly as in that of his own garden. The +spirit-land was fast becoming a reality to him, and although he had +never beheld the glories of its scenery he had actually had a visit +from two of its inhabitants. That, he thought, constituted the +difference between Aunt Charlotte and himself. She believed in some +place she called heaven, and had a vague notion that it was like a +sort of religious transformation-scene, millions of miles away, up +somewhere in the sky. He, on the contrary, knew that the spirit-world +was all around him, because he had had ocular as well as intuitive +demonstration of its proximity. + +It must not be supposed, however, that he sank into a state of mystic +contemplation that unfitted him for every-day life. On the contrary, +he took more interest in his physical surroundings than ever. It was +now October, and he threw himself with almost feverish energy into the +garden-work belonging to that month. There were potted carnations to +be removed into warmth and shelter, hyacinths and tulips for the +spring bloom to be planted in different beds, roses and honeysuckles +to be carefully and scientifically pruned, and dead leaves to be +plucked off everywhere. His fragile health prevented him from helping +in the more onerous tasks, but he followed Lubin about indefatigably, +watching everything he did with eager vigilance, whether he was +planting ranunculuses and anemones, or clipping hedges, or trimming +evergreens; while he himself was fain to be content with pruning and +budding, and directing how the plants should be most fitly set. He +said he wanted the show of flowers next year to be a triumph of +gardencraft. The garden was a sort of holy of holies to him, and he +tended it, and planned for it, and worked in it more enthusiastically +than he had ever done before. This interest in common things was +gratifying to Aunt Charlotte, who distrusted and discouraged his +dwelling on what she called the uncanny side of life; but she was +anxious, at the same time, that he should not overtax his strength, +and gave secret orders to Lubin to see that the young master did not +allow his ardour to outrun the dictates of discretion. + +One afternoon, Austin, who was feeling unusually tired, was lying in +an easy-chair in the drawing-room with a book. He had been all the +morning standing about in the garden, and after lunch Aunt Charlotte +had put her foot down, and peremptorily forbidden him to go out any +more that day. Austin had tried to get up a small rebellion, +protesting that there were a lot of jonquils to be planted, and that +Lubin would be sure to stick them too close together if he were not +there to look after him; but his aunt was firm, and Austin was +compelled on this occasion to submit. So there he lay, very calm and +comfortable, while Aunt Charlotte knitted industriously, close by. + +"You see, my dear, you're not strong--not nearly so strong as you +ought to be," she said, as she glanced at his drawn face. "I intend to +take extra care of you this winter, and if you're not good about it I +shall have to call in the doctor. I feel I have a great +responsibility, you know, Austin. Oh, if only your poor mother were +here, and could look after you herself!" + +"How do you know she doesn't?" asked Austin. + +"My dear!" exclaimed Aunt Charlotte, rather shocked. + +"Well, you can't be sure," retorted Austin, "and I believe myself she +does. I'm sure of one thing, anyhow--and that is that if she came into +the room at this moment I should recognise her at once." + +"You? Why, you never saw her in your life!" said Aunt Charlotte. "You +shouldn't indulge such fancies, Austin. You could only think it might +possibly be your mother, from the descriptions you've heard of her. Of +course you could never be certain." + +"How is it she never had her likeness taken?" enquired Austin, laying +his book aside. + +"She did have her likeness taken once; but she didn't care for it, and +I don't think she kept any copies," replied Aunt Charlotte. "It was +just a common cabinet photograph, you know, done by some man or other +in a country town. There may be one or two in existence, but I've +never come across any. I've often wished I could." + +"There are a lot of old trunks up in the attic, full of all sorts of +rubbish," suggested Austin. "It might be amusing to go up and grub +about among them some day. One might find wonderful heirlooms, and +jewels, and forgotten wills. I should like to hunt there awfully. I'm +sure they haven't been touched for a century." + +"In that case it isn't likely we should find your mother's photograph +among them," retorted Aunt Charlotte briskly. + +Austin laughed. "But may I?" he persisted. + +"My dear, of course you may if you like," replied Aunt Charlotte. "I +don't suppose there are any treasures or secrets to be unearthed; +probably you'll find nothing but a lot of old bills, and school-books, +and such-like useless lumber. There _may_ be some forgotten +photographs--I couldn't swear there aren't; but if you do find +anything of interest I shall be much surprised." + +Austin was on his legs in a moment. "Just the thing for an afternoon +like this!" he cried impulsively. "I'll go up now, and have a look +round. Don't worry, auntie; I won't fatigue myself, I promise you. I +only want to see if there's anything that looks as though it might be +worth examining." + +He hopped out of the room in some excitement, full of this new +project. Aunt Charlotte, less enthusiastic, continued knitting +placidly, her only anxiety being lest Austin should strain his back in +leaning over the boxes. In about twenty minutes or so he returned, +followed by Martha, the two carrying between them a battered green +chest full of odds and ends, which she had carefully dusted before +bringing into the drawing-room. "There!" he said, triumphantly; +"here's treasure-trove, if you like. Put it on the chair, Martha, +close by me, and then I can empty it at my leisure. Now for a plunge +into the past. Isn't it going to be fun, auntie?" + +"I hope, my dear, that the entertainment will come up to your +expectations," observed Aunt Charlotte, equably. + +"Sure to," said Austin, beginning to rummage about. "What are these? +Old exercise-books, as I live! Oh, do look here; isn't this wonderful? +Here's a translation: 'Horace, Liber I, Satire 5.' How brown the ink +is. _Aricia a little town on the way to Appia received me coming from +the magnificent city of Rome with poor accommodation. Heliodorus by far +the most learned orator of the Greeks accompanied me. We came to the +market-place of Appius filled with sailors and insolent brokers._--Were +they stockbrokers, I wonder? Oh, auntie, these are exercises done by my +grandfather when he was a little boy. Poor little grandfather; what +pains he seems to have taken over it, and how beautifully it's written. +I hope he got a lot of marks; do you think he did? _The sailor, soaked +in poor wine, and the passenger, earnestly celebrate their absent +mistresses._ Poor things! They don't seem to have had a very enjoyable +excursion. However, I can't read it all through. Oh--here are a lot of +letters. Not very interesting. All about contracts and sales, and silly +things like that. Here's a funny book, though. Do look, auntie. It must +have been printed centuries ago by the look of it. I wonder what it's +all about. _A Sequel to the Antidote to the Miseries of Human Life, +containing a Further Account of Mrs Placid and her daughter Rachel. By +the Author of the Antidote._ What _does_ it all mean? 'Squire +Bustle'--'Miss Finakin'--'Uncle Jeremiah'--used people to read books +like this when grandfather was a little boy? It looks quite charming, +but I think we'll put it by for the present. What's this? Oh, a +daguerreotype, I suppose--an extraordinary-looking, smirking old +person in a great bonnet with large roses all round her face, and tied +with huge ribbons under her chin. Dear auntie, why don't you wear +bonnets like that? You _would_ look so sweet! Pamphlets--tracts--oh +dear, these are all dreadfully dry. What a mixture it all is, to be +sure. The things seem to have been shot in anyhow. Hullo--an album. +_Now_ we shall see. This is evidently of much later date than the other +treasures, though it is at the bottom of them all." + +He dragged out an old, soiled, photographic album bound in purple +morocco, and all falling to pieces. It proved to contain family +portraits, none of them particularly attractive in themselves, but +interesting enough to Austin. He turned over the pages one by one, +slowly. Aunt Charlotte glanced curiously at them over her spectacles +from where she sat. + +"I don't think I remember ever seeing that album," she said. "I wonder +whom it can have belonged to. Ah! I expect it must have been your +father's. Yes--there's a photograph of your Uncle Ernest, when he was +just of age. You never saw him, he went to Australia before you were +born. Those ladies I don't know. What a string of them there are, to +be sure. I suppose they were----" + +"There she is!" cried Austin, suddenly bringing his hand down upon the +page. "That's my mother. I told you I should know her, didn't I?" + +Aunt Charlotte jumped. "The very photograph!" she exclaimed. "I had no +idea there was a copy in existence. But how in the wide world did you +recognise it?" + +Austin continued examining it for some seconds without replying. "I +don't think it quite does her justice," he said at last, thoughtfully. +"The position isn't well arranged. It makes the chin too small." + +"Quite true!" assented Aunt Charlotte. "It's the way she's holding her +head." Then, with another start: "But how can you know that?" + +"Because I saw her only the other day," said Austin. + +For a moment Aunt Charlotte thought he was wool-gathering. He spoke in +such a perfectly calm, natural tone, that he might have been referring +to someone who lived in the next street. But a glance at his face +convinced her that he meant exactly what he said. + +"Austin!" she exclaimed. "What can you be thinking about?" + +"It's perfectly true," he assured her. "I saw her a few weeks ago in +the garden. She stood and looked at me over the gate, and then +suddenly disappeared." + +"And you really believe it?" cried Aunt Charlotte in amaze. + +"I don't believe it, I know it," he answered, laying down the +photograph. "I saw her as distinctly as I see you now. It was that day +we had been having tea at the vicarage, when we met the man who wanted +to set fire to some bishop or other. Ask Lubin; he'll remember it fast +enough." + +This time Aunt Charlotte fairly collapsed. It was no longer any use +flouting Austin's statements; they were too calm, too collected, to be +disposed of by mere derision. There could be no doubt that he firmly +believed he had seen something or somebody, and whatever might be the +explanation of that belief it had enabled him not only to recognise +his mother's photograph but to criticise, and criticise correctly, a +certain defect in the portrait. She could not deny that what he said +was true. "Can such things really be?" she uttered under her breath. + +"Dear auntie, they _are_," said Austin. "I've been conscious of it for +months, and lately I've had the proof. Indeed, I've had more than +one. There are people all round us, only it isn't given to everybody +to see them. And it isn't really very astonishing that it should be +so, when one comes to think of it." + +From that day forward Aunt Charlotte watched Austin with a sense of +something akin to awe. Certainly he was different from other folk. +With all his love of life, his keen interest in his surroundings, and +his wealth of boyish spirits, he seemed a being apart--a being who +lived not only in this world but on the boundary between this world +and another. As an orthodox Christian woman of course she believed in +that other--"another and a better world," as she was accustomed to +call it. But that that world was actually around her, hemming her in, +within reach of her fingertips so to speak, that was quite a new idea. +It gave her the creeps, and she strove to put it out of her head as +much as possible. But ere many weeks elapsed, it was forced upon her +in a very painful way, and she could no longer ignore the feeling +which stole over her from time to time that not only was the boundary +between the two worlds a very narrow one, but that her poor Austin +would not be long before he crossed it altogether. + +For there was no doubt that he was beginning to fade. He got paler +and thinner by degrees, and one day she found him in a dead faint upon +the floor. The slight uneasiness in his hip had increased to actual +pain, and the pain had spread to his back. In an agony of apprehension +she summoned the doctor, and the doctor with hollow professional +cheerfulness said that that sort of thing wouldn't do at all, and that +Master Austin must make up his mind to lie up a bit. And so he was put +to bed, and people smiled ghastly smiles which were far more +heartrending than sobs, and talked about taking him away to some +beautiful warm southern climate where he would soon grow strong and +well again. Austin only said that he was very comfortable where he +was, and that he wouldn't think of being taken away, because he knew +how dreadfully poor Aunt Charlotte suffered at sea, and travelling was +a sad nuisance after all. And indeed it would have been impossible to +move him, for his sufferings were occasionally very great. Sometimes +he would writhe in strange agonies all night long, till they used to +wonder how he would live through it; but when morning came he scarcely +ever remembered anything at all, and in answer to enquiries always +said that he had had a very good night indeed, thank you. Once or +twice he seemed to have a dim recollection of something--some "bustle +and fluff," as he expressed it--during his troubled sleep; and then he +would ask anxiously whether he really had been giving them any bother, +and assure them that he was so very sorry, and hoped they would +forgive him for having been so stupid. At which Aunt Charlotte had to +smile and joke as heroically as she knew how. + +There were some days, however, when he was quite free from pain, and +then he was as bright and cheerful as ever. He lay in his white bed +surrounded by the books he loved, which he read intermittently; and +every now and then, when Aunt Charlotte thought he was strong enough, +a visitor would be admitted. Roger St Aubyn, now back from Italy, +often dropped in to sit with him, and these were golden hours to +Austin, who listened delightedly to his friend's absorbing +descriptions of the beautiful places he had been to and the wonderful +old legends that were attached to them. Then nothing would content him +but that Lubin must come up occasionally and tell him how the garden +was looking, and what he thought of the prospects for next summer, and +answer all sorts of searching questions as to the operations in which +he had been engaged since Austin had been a prisoner. Austin enjoyed +these colloquies with Lubin; the very sight of him, he said, was like +having a glimpse of the garden. But somehow Lubin's eyes always looked +rather red and misty when he came out of the room, and it was noticed +that he went about his work in a very half-hearted and listless +manner. + +One day, however, a visitor called whose presence was not so +sympathetic. This was Mr Sheepshanks, the vicar. Of course he was +quite right to call--indeed it would have been an unpardonable +omission had he not done so; at the same time his little furtive +movements and professional air of solemnity got on Austin's nerves, +and produced a sense of irritation that was certainly not conducive to +his well-being. At last the point was reached to which the vicar had +been gradually leading up, and he suggested that, now that it had +pleased Providence to stretch Austin on a couch of pain, it was +advisable that he should think about making his peace with God. + +"Make my peace with God?" repeated Austin, opening his eyes. "What +about? We haven't quarrelled!" + +"My dear young friend, that is scarcely the way for a creature to +speak of its relations with its Creator," said the vicar, gravely +shocked. + +"Isn't it?" said Austin. "I'm very sorry; I thought you were hinting +that I had some grudge against the Creator, and that I ought to make +it up. Because I haven't, not in the very least. I've had a lovely +life, and I'm more obliged to Him for it than I can say." + +"Ahem," coughed the vicar dubiously. "One scarcely speaks of being +_obliged_ to the Almighty, my dear Austin. We owe Him our everlasting +gratitude for His mercies to us, and when we think how utterly +unworthy the best of us are of the very least attention on His +part----" + +"I don't see that at all," interrupted Austin. "On the contrary, +seeing that God brought us all into existence without consulting any +one of us I think we have a right to expect a great deal of attention +on His part. Surely He has more responsibility towards somebody He has +made than that somebody has towards Him. That's only common sense, it +seems to me." + +The vicar thought he had never had such an unmanageable penitent to +deal with since he took orders. "But how about sin?" he suggested, +shifting his ground. "Have you no sense of sin?" + +"I'm almost afraid not," acknowledged Austin, with well-bred concern. +"Ought I to have?" + +"We all ought to have," replied the vicar sternly. "We have all +sinned, and come short of the glory of God." + +"I don't see how we could have done otherwise," remarked Austin, who +was getting rather bored. "Little people like us can't be expected to +come up to a standard which I suppose implies divine perfection. I +dare say I've done lots of sins, but for the life of me I've no idea +what they were. I don't think I ever thought about it." + +"It's time you thought about it now, then," said the vicar, getting +up. "I won't worry you any more to-day, because I see you're tired. +But I shall pray for you, and when next I come I hope you'll +understand my meaning more clearly than you do at present." + +"That is very kind of you," said Austin, putting out his almost +transparent hand. "I'm awfully sorry to give you so much trouble. +You'll see Aunt Charlotte before you go away? I know she'll expect +you to go in for a cup of tea." + +So the vicar escaped, almost as glad to do so as Austin was to be left +in peace. And the worst of it was that, though he cudgelled his brains +for many hours that night, he could not think of any sins in +particular that Austin had been in the habit of committing. He was +kind, he was pure, and he was unselfish. His exaggerated abuse of +people he didn't like was more than half humorous, and was rather a +fault than a sin. Yet he must be a sinner somehow, because everybody +was. Perhaps his sin consisted in his not being pious in the +evangelical sense of the word. Yet he loved goodness, and the vicar +had once heard a great Roman Catholic divine say that loving goodness +was the same thing as loving God. But Austin had never said that he +loved God; he had only said that he was much obliged to Him. The poor +vicar worried himself about all this until he fell asleep, taking +refuge in the reflection that if he couldn't understand the state of +Austin's soul there was always the probability that God did. + +Aunt Charlotte, on her side, was too much absorbed in her anxiety and +sorrow to trouble herself with such misgivings. The light of her life +was burning very low, and bade fair to be extinguished altogether. +What were theological conundrums to her now? It would be positively +wicked to fear that anything dreadful could happen to Austin because +he had forgotten his catechism and was not impressed by the vicar's +prosy discourses in church. Face to face with the possibility of +losing him, all her conventionality collapsed. The boy had been +everything in the world to her, and now he was going elsewhere. + +The house was a very mournful place just then, and the servants moved +noiselessly about as though in the presence of some strange mystery. +The only person in it who seemed really happy was Austin himself. A +great London surgeon came to see him once, and then there was talk of +hiring a trained nurse. But Austin combatted this project with all the +vigour at his command, protesting that trained nurses always scented +themselves with chloroform and put him in mind of a hospital; he +really could not have one in the room. Some assistance, however, was +necessary, for the disease was making such rapid progress that he +could no longer turn himself in bed; and Austin, recognising the fact, +insisted that Lubin and no other should tend him. So Lubin, tearfully +overjoyed at the distinction, exchanged the garden for the +sick-chamber, into which, as Austin said, he seemed to bring the very +scent of grass and flowers; and there he passed his time, day after +day, raising the helpless boy in his strong arms, shifting his +position, anticipating his slightest wish, and even sleeping in a low +truckle-bed in a corner of the room at night. + +Sometimes Austin would lie, silent and motionless, for hours, with a +perfectly calm and happy look upon his face. This was when the pain +relaxed its grip upon him. At other times he would talk almost +incessantly, apparently holding a conversation with people whom Lubin +could not see. One would have thought that someone very dear to him +had come to pay him a visit, and that he and this mysterious someone +were deeply attached to each other, so bright and playful were the +smiles that rippled upon his lips. He spoke in a low, rapid undertone, +so that Lubin could only catch a word or two here and there; then +there would be a pause, as though to allow for some unheard reply, to +which Austin appeared to be listening intently; and then off he would +go again as fast as ever. His eyes had a wistful, far-off look in +them, and every now and then he seemed puzzled at Lubin's presence, +not being quite able to reconcile the actual surroundings of the +sick-room with those other scenes that were now dawning upon his +sight, scenes in which Lubin had no place. There was a little +confusion in his mind in consequence; but as the days went on things +gradually became much clearer. + +Now Austin, in spite of his utter indifference to, or indeed aversion +from, theological religion, had always loved his Sundays. To him they +were as days of heaven upon earth, and in them he appeared to take an +instinctive delight, as though the very atmosphere of the day filled +him with spiritual aspirations, and thoughts which belonged not to +this world. Above all, he loved Sunday evenings, which appeared to him +a season hallowed in some special way, when all high and pure +influences were felt in their greatest intensity. And now another +Sunday came round, and, as had been the case all through his illness, +he felt and knew by instinct what day it was. He lay quite still, as +the distant chime of the church bells was wafted through the air, +faint but just audible in the silent room. Aunt Charlotte smiled +tenderly at him through her tears; she was going to church, poor soul, +to pray for his recovery, though knowing quite well that what she +called his recovery was beyond hope. Austin shot a brilliant smile at +her in return, and Aunt Charlotte rushed out of the room choking. + +The day drew to its close, the darkness gathered, and Austin, who had +been suffering considerably during the afternoon, was now easier. At +about seven o'clock his aunt stole softly in, unable to keep away, and +looked at him. His eyes were closed, and he appeared to be asleep. + +"How has he been this afternoon?" she asked of Lubin in an undertone. + +"Seemed to be sufferin' a bit about two hour ago, but nothing more 'n +usual," said Lubin. "Then he got easier and sank asleep, quite +quiet-like. He's breathin' regular enough." + +"He doesn't look worse--there's even a little colour in his cheeks," +observed Aunt Charlotte, as she watched the sleeping boy. "He's in +quite a nice, natural slumber. If nursing could only bring him round!" + +"I'd nurse him all my life for that matter," replied Lubin huskily, +standing on the other side of the bed. + +"I know you would, Lubin," cried Aunt Charlotte. "You've been +goodness itself to my poor darling. What wouldn't I do--what wouldn't +we all do--to save his precious life!" + +"Is he waking up?" whispered Lubin, bending over. "Nay--just turning +his head a bit to one side. He's comfortable enough for the time +being. If it wasn't for them crooel pains as seizes him----" + +"Ah, but they're only the symptoms of the disease!" sighed Aunt +Charlotte, mournfully. "And the doctor says that if they were to leave +him suddenly, it--wouldn't--be a good--sign." Here she began to sob +under her breath. "It might mean that his poor body was no longer +capable of feeling. Well, God knows what's best for all of us. Aren't +you getting nearly worn out yourself, Lubin?" + +"I? Laws no, ma'am," answered Lubin almost scornfully. "I get a sort +o' dog's snooze every now and again, and when Martha was here this +morning I slept for four hour on end. No fear o' me caving in. Ah, +would ye now?" observing some feeble attempt on Austin's part to shift +his position. "There!" as he deftly slipped his hands under him, and +turned him a little to one side. "That eases him a bit. It's stiff +work, lying half the day with one's back in the same place." + +Then Martha appeared at the door, and insisted on Aunt Charlotte going +downstairs and trying to take some nourishment. In the sick-room all +was silent. Austin continued sleeping peacefully, an expression of +absolute contentment and happiness upon his face, while Lubin sat by +the bedside watching. + +But Austin did not go on sleeping all the night. There came a time +when his deep unconsciousness was invaded by a very strange and +wonderful sensation. He no longer felt himself lying motionless in +bed, as he had been doing for so long. He seemed rather to be +floating, as one might float along the current of a strong, swift +stream. He felt no bed under him, though what it was that held him up +he couldn't guess, and it never occurred to him to wonder. All he knew +was that his pains had vanished, that his body was scarcely palpable, +and that the smooth, gliding motion--if motion it could be called--was +the most exquisite sensation he had ever felt. What _could_ be +happening? Austin, his mind now wide awake, and thoroughly on the +alert, lay for some time in rapt enjoyment of this new experience. +Then he opened his eyes, and found that he was in bed after all; the +nightlight was burning on a table by the window, the bookcase stood +where it did, and he could even discern Lubin, who seemed to have +dropped asleep, in an armchair three or four yards away. That made the +mystery all the greater, and Austin waited in expectant silence to see +what would happen next. + +Suddenly, as in a flash, the whole of his past life unrolled itself +before his consciousness. He saw himself a toddling baby, a growing +child, a schoolboy, a happy young rascal chasing sheep; then came a +period of pain, a gradual convalescence, a joyful life in the country +air, a life of reading, a life of pleasant dreams, a life into which +entered his friendship with St Aubyn, his days with Lubin in the +garden, his encounters with Mr Buskin, and those strange experiences +that had reached him from another world. That other world was coming +very near to him now, and he was coming very near to it! And all these +recollections formed one marvellous panorama, one great simultaneous +whole, with no appearance of succession, but just as though it had +happened all at once. Austin seemed to be past reasoning; he had +advanced to a stage where thinking and speculating were things gone by +for ever, and his perceptions were wholly passive. There was his +life, spread out in consciousness before him; and meanwhile he was +undergoing a change. + +He looked up, and saw a dim, violet cloud hanging horizontally over +him. It was in shape like a human form; his own form. At that moment a +great tremor, a sort of convulsive thrill, passed through him as he +lay, jarring every nerve, and awaking him, at that supreme crisis, to +the existence of his body. A sense of confusion followed; and then he +seemed to pass out of his own head, and found himself poised in the +air immediately over the place where he had just been lying. He saw +the violet cloud no more, though whether he had coalesced with it, or +the cloud itself had become disintegrated, he could not tell; then, by +a sort of instinct, he assumed an erect position, and saw that he was +balanced, somehow, a little distance from the bed, looking down upon +it. And on the bed, connected with him by a faintly luminous cord, lay +the white, still, beautiful form of a dead boy. "And that was my +body!" he cried, in awestruck wonder, though his words caused no +vibration in the air. + +He looked at himself, and saw that he was glorious, encircled by a +radiant fire-mist. And he was throbbing and pulsating with life, able +to move hither and thither without effort, free from lameness, free +from weight, strong, vigorous, full of energy, poised like a bird in +the pure air of heaven, ready to take his flight in any conceivable +direction at the faintest motion of his own will. Then the +resplendence that enveloped him extended, until the whole room was +full of it; and in the midst of it there stood a very sweet and +gracious figure, robed in white drapery, and with eyes of intensest +love, more beautiful to look at than anything that Austin had ever +dreamed of. "Mother!" he whispered, as he glided swiftly towards her. + +The walls and ceiling of the room dissolved, and a wonderful +landscape, the pageantry and splendour of the Spirit Land, revealed +itself. It was bathed in a light that never was on land or sea, and +there were sunny slopes, and jewelled meadows, and silvery streams, +and flowers that only grow in Paradise. Austin was dazzled with its +glory; here at last was the realisation of all he had dimly fancied, +all he had ever longed for. And yet as he floated outwards and upwards +into the heavenly realms, the crown and climax of his happiness lay in +the thought that he could always, by the mere impulse of desire, +revisit the sweet old garden he had loved, and watch Lubin at his +work among the flowers, and stand, though all unseen, beside the old +stone fountain where he had passed such happy times in the earth-life +he was leaving. + + + + +Edinburgh +M'laren and Co., Limited +Printers + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUSTIN AND HIS FRIENDS*** + + +******* This file should be named 16099.txt or 16099.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/6/0/9/16099 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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