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Jones + +Release Date: June 18, 2005 [EBook #16088] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE RECORD OF A QUAKER *** + + + + +Produced by Mark C. Orton, Melissa Er-Raqabi and the Online +Distributed Proofreading + + + + + +THE RECORD OF A +QUAKER CONSCIENCE + + + + +[Illustration: Macmillan Logo] + +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +NEW YORK · BOSTON · CHICAGO · DALLAS +ATLANTA · SAN FRANCISCO + + +MACMILLAN & CO., Limited + +LONDON · BOMBAY · CALCUTTA +MELBOURNE + + +THE MACMILLAN CO. OF CANADA, Ltd. +TORONTO + + + + +THE RECORD OF A +QUAKER CONSCIENCE + + +CYRUS PRINGLE'S DIARY + + +WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY +RUFUS M. JONES + + +New York + +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +1918 + +_All rights reserved_ + + + + +Copyright, 1913 +BY THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY COMPANY + + +Copyright, 1918 +By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +Set up and printed. Published, February, 1918 + + +[Transcriber's Note: + +Several unusual spellings have been kept as in the original, including: +northermost ("Fairhope meeting-house is in the northermost country") and +comformable ("yet probably in a manner comformable to"). + +In some cases, variant spellings of the same word are used, as in the +case of "enrolment" and "enrollment", "therefor" and "therefore", "well +meant" and "well-meant". These have been comfirmed with the original. + +In referring to God, there is also inconsistency in the use of "His" +versus "his" and "Him" versus "him".] + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +The body of this little book consists of the personal diary of a young +Quaker named Cyrus Guernsey Pringle of Charlotte, Vermont. He was +drafted for service in the Union Army, July 13th, 1863. Under the +existing draft law a person who had religious scruples against engaging +in war was given the privilege of paying a commutation fine of three +hundred dollars. This commutation money Pringle's conscience would not +allow him to pay. A prosperous uncle proposed to pay it surreptitiously +for him, but the honest-minded youth discovered the plan and refused to +accept the well meant kindness, since he believed, no doubt rightly, +that this money would be used to pay for an army substitute in his +place. The Diary relates in simple, naïve style the experiences which +befell the narrator as he followed his hard path of duty, and +incidentally it reveals a fine and sensitive type of character, not +unlike that which comes so beautifully to light in the Journal of John +Woolman. + +This is plainly not the psychological moment to study the highly complex +and delicate problem of conscience. The strain and tension of world +issues disturb our judgment. We cannot if we would turn away from the +events and movements that affect the destiny of nations to dwell calmly +and securely upon our own inner, private actions. It is never easy, even +when the world is most normal and peaceful, to mark off with sharp lines +the area of individual freedom. No person ever lives unto himself or is +sufficient to himself. He is inextricably woven into the tissue of the +social group. His privileges, his responsibilities, his obligations are +forever over-individual and come from beyond his narrow isolated life. +If he is to be a rational being at all he must _relate_ his life to +others and share in some measure their triumphs and their tragedies. + +But at the same time the most precious thing in the universe is that +mysterious thing we call individual liberty and which even God himself +guards and respects. Up to some point, difficult certainly to delimit, a +man must be captain of his soul. He cannot be a _person_ if he does not +have a sphere of power over his own act. To treat him as a puppet of +external forces, or a mere cog in a vast social mechanism, is to wipe +out the unique distinction between person and thing. Somewhere the free +spirit must take its stand and claim its God-given distinction. If life +is to be at all worth while there must be some boundary within which the +soul holds its own august and ultimate tribunal. That Sanctuary domain +within the soul the Quakers, ever since their origin in the period of +the English Commonwealth, have always guarded as the most sacred +possession a man can have. + +No grave difficulty, at least in the modern world, is involved in this +faith, until it suddenly comes into conflict with the urgent +requirements of social efficiency. When the social group is fused with +emotion and moves almost as an undivided unit toward some end, then the +claim of a right, on the ground of conscience, for the individual to +deviate from the group and to pursue another or an opposite course +appears serious if not positively insufferable. The abstract principle +of individual liberty all modern persons grant; the strain comes when +some one proposes to insist upon a concrete instance of it which +involves implications that may endanger the ends which the intensified +group is pursuing. A situation of this type confronts the Quakers +whenever their country engages in war, since as a people they feel that +they cannot fight or take any part in military operations. + +They do not find it an easy thing to give a completely rational ground +for their opposition to war. Nor, as a matter of fact, is it any more +easy for the militarist to rationalize his method of solving world +difficulties. Both are evidently actuated by instinctive forces which +lie far beneath the level of pure reason. + +The roots of the Quakers' opposition to war go deep down into the soil +of the past. They are the outgrowth and culmination of a long spiritual +movement. They carry along, in their ideas, emotions, habits and +attitudes, tendencies which have been unconsciously sucked in with their +mother's milk, and which, therefore, cannot be held up and analysed. +The mystics, the humanists, the anabaptists, the spiritual reformers, +are forerunners of the Quaker. They are a necessary part of his +pedigree,--and they were all profoundly opposed to war. This attitude +has become an integral part of the vital stock of truth by which the +Quaker lives his spiritual life, and to violate it is for him to stop +living "the way of truth," as the early Quakers quaintly called their +religious faith. + +But the Quakers have never been champions of the negative. They do not +take kindly to the rôle of being "antis." Their negations grow out of +their insistent affirmations. If they are _against_ an established +institution or custom it is because they are _for_ some other way of +life which seems to them divinely right, and their first obligation is +to incarnate that way of life. They cannot, therefore, stand apart in +monastic seclusion and safely watch the swirl of forces which they +silently disapprove. If in war-time they do not fight, they _do_ +something else. They accept and face the dangers incident to their way +of life. They feel a compulsion to take up and in some measure to bear +the burden of the world's suffering. They endeavour to exhibit, humbly +and modestly, the power of sacrificial love, freely, joyously given, and +they venture all that the brave can venture to carry their faith into +life and action. In the American civil war, in the Franco-Prussian, the +South African, the Balkan, the Russo-Japanese, small bands of Quakers +revealed the same spirit of service and the same obliviousness to danger +which have marked the larger groups that have manned the ambulance units +and the war-victims' relief and reconstruction work of this world war. +In this present crisis they have gone wherever they could go,--to +Belgium, to France, to Russia, to Italy, to Serbia and Greece and Syria +and Mesopotamia,--to carry into operation the forces of restoration and +of reconstruction. They have not stood aloof as spectators of the +world's tragedy. They have entered into it and shared it, and they have +counted neither money nor life dear to themselves in their desire to +reveal the power of redeeming and transforming love. + +Slowly the sincerity of the Quaker conviction about war has made itself +felt and limited legislative provisions have been made, especially in +England and America, to meet the claims of conscience. The problem which +confronts the law-maker, even when he is sympathetic with the rights of +conviction, is the grave difficulty of determining where to draw the +line of special exception to general requirements and how to discover +the sincerity of conscientious objection to war. The "slacker" is +always a stern possibility. There must be no holes in the net for him to +escape through. The makers of armies naturally want every man who can be +spared from civilian life and can be utilized for military operations. +It has consequently often seemed necessary for law-makers to be narrow +and hard toward the obviously sincere for fear of being too easy and +lenient with those suspected of having sham consciences. + +During the Civil War in America, President Lincoln, eager as he was to +win the war, was always deeply in sympathy with the Quakers, and he +stretched his administrative powers to their full limit to provide +relief for conscientious convictions. In the early stages of the great +conflict the President wrote the following kindly note in answer to a +message from New England Yearly Meeting of the Society of Friends: +"Engaged as I am, in a great war, I fear it will be difficult for the +world to understand how fully I appreciate the principles of peace +inculcated in this letter [of yours] and every where by the Society of +Friends."[1] Both he and Secretary Stanton made many positive efforts to +find some way of providing for the tender consciences of Friends without +being unfair to the rights of others. They even requested American +Friends to call a conference to consider how to find a satisfactory +solution of the problem. Such a conference was held in Baltimore, +December 7th, 1863, and the Friends there assembled expressed great +appreciation of "the kindness evinced at all times by the President and +Secretary of War." A delegation from this conference visited Washington +and, in co-operation with Secretary Stanton, succeeded in securing a +clause in the enrolment bill, declaring Friends to be non-combatants, +assigning all drafted Friends to hospital service or work among +freedmen, and further providing for the entire exemption of Friends from +military service on the payment of $300 into a fund for the relief of +sick and wounded.[2] + +On several occasions Friends in larger or smaller groups went to +Washington for times of prayer and spiritual communion with the great +President. These times were deeply appreciated by the heavily burdened +man. Tears ran down his cheeks, we are told, as he sat bowed in solemn +silence or knelt as some moved Friend prayed for him to Almighty God. +Writing of the visit of Isaac and Sarah Harvey of Clinton County, Ohio, +in the autumn of 1862, Lincoln tenderly said: "May the Lord comfort them +as they have sustained me." A letter written by the President in 1862 to +Eliza P. Gurney, one of a small group of Friends who visited him and +prayed with him in the autumn of that year, reveals forcibly how he +regarded these occasions: + + "I am glad of this interview, and glad to know that I have your + sympathy and prayers. We are indeed going through a great trial--a + fiery trial. In the very responsible position in which I happen to + be placed, being a humble instrument in the hands of our Heavenly + Father, as I am, and as we all are, to work out his great purposes, + I have desired that all my works and acts may be according to his + will, and that it might be so, I have sought his aid; but if, after + endeavouring to do my best in the light which he affords me, I find + my efforts fail, I must believe that for some purpose unknown to + me, his will is otherwise. If I had had my way, this war would + never have been commenced. If I had been allowed my way, this war + would have been ended before this; but we find it still continues, + and we must believe that he permits it for some wise purpose of + his own, mysterious and unknown to us; and though with our limited + understandings we may not be able to comprehend it, yet we cannot + but believe that he who made the world still governs it." + +Somewhat later President Lincoln wrote again to Eliza P. Gurney +requesting her to exercise her freedom to write to him as he felt the +need of spiritual help and reinforcement. Her letter of reply so closely +touched him and spoke to his condition that he carried it about with him +and it was found in his coat pocket at the time of his death, twenty +months after it was written. In the autumn of 1864, President Lincoln, +still impressed by the message which he had received, wrote a memorable +letter to Eliza P. Gurney. It was as follows: + + "I have not forgotten--probably never shall forget--the very + impressive occasion when yourself and friends visited me on a + Sabbath forenoon two years ago. Nor has your kind letter, written + nearly a year later, ever been forgotten. In all it has been your + purpose to strengthen my reliance on God. I am much indebted to the + good Christian people of the country for their constant prayers and + consolations; and to no one of them more than to yourself. The + purposes of the Almighty are perfect, and must prevail, though we + erring mortals may fail to accurately perceive them in advance. We + hoped for a happy termination of this terrible war long before + this; but God knows best, and has ruled otherwise. We shall yet + acknowledge his wisdom, and our own error therein. Meanwhile we + must work earnestly in the best lights he gives us, trusting that + so working still conduces to the great ends he ordains. Surely he + intends some great good to follow this mighty convulsion, which no + mortal could make, and no mortal could stay. Your people, the + Friends, have had, and are having, a very great trial. On principle + and faith opposed to both war and oppression, they can only + practically oppose oppression by war. In this dilemma some have + chosen one horn and some the other. For those appealing to me on + conscientious grounds, I have done, and shall do, the best I could + and can, in my own conscience, under my oath to the law. That you + believe this I doubt not; and, believing it, I shall still receive + for our country and myself your earnest prayers to our Father in + heaven." + +It is, then, not surprising that President Lincoln was "moved with +sympathy" when he heard the story of Pringle's suffering for conscience, +or that he quietly said to the Secretary of War, "It is my urgent wish +that this Friend be released." + +RUFUS M. JONES. + +Haverford, Pa., +December, 1917. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] Nicolay and Hay: "Abraham Lincoln," Vol. VI, p. 328. + +[2] Secretary Stanton endeavoured to provide that this commutation money +should be made into a fund for the care of freedmen. This suggestion +was, however, not adopted by Congress. + + + + +THE RECORD OF A QUAKER CONSCIENCE + + +At Burlington, Vt., on the 13th of the seventh month, 1863, I was +drafted. Pleasant are my recollections of the 14th. Much of that rainy +day I spent in my chamber, as yet unaware of my fate; in writing and +reading and in reflecting to compose my mind for any event. The day and +the exercise, by the blessing of the Father, brought me precious +reconciliation to the will of Providence. + +With ardent zeal for our Faith and the cause of our peaceable +principles; and almost disgusted at the lukewarmness and unfaithfulness +of very many who profess these; and considering how heavily slight +crosses bore upon their shoulders, I felt to say, "Here am I, Father, +for thy service. As thou will." May I trust it was He who called me and +sent me forth with the consolation: "My grace is sufficient for thee." +Deeply have I felt many times since that I am nothing without the +companionship of the Spirit. + +I was to report on the 27th. Then, loyal to our country, Wm. Lindley +Dean and I appeared before the Provost Marshal with a statement of our +cases. We were ordered for a hearing on the 29th. On the afternoon of +that day W.L.D. was rejected upon examination of the Surgeon, but my +case not coming up, he remained with me,--much to my strength and +comfort. Sweet was his converse and long to be remembered, as we lay +together that warm summer night on the straw of the barracks. By his +encouragement much was my mind strengthened; my desires for a pure life, +and my resolutions for good. In him and those of whom he spoke I saw +the abstract beauty of Quakerism. On the next morning came Joshua M. +Dean to support me and plead my case before the Board of Enrollment. On +the day after, the 31st, I came before the Board. Respectfully those men +listened to the exposition of our principles; and, on our representing +that we looked for some relief from the President, the marshal released +me for twenty days. Meanwhile appeared Lindley M. Macomber and was +likewise, by the kindness of the marshal, though they had received +instructions from the Provost Marshal General to show such claims no +partiality, released to appear on the 20th day of the eighth month. + +All these days we were urged by our acquaintances to pay our commutation +money; by some through well-meant kindness and sympathy; by others +through interest in the war; and by others still through a belief they +entertained it was our duty. But we confess a higher duty than that to +country; and, asking no military protection of our Government and +grateful for none, deny any obligation to support so unlawful a system, +as we hold a war to be even when waged in opposition to an evil and +oppressive power and ostensibly in defence of liberty, virtue, and free +institutions; and, though touched by the kind interest of friends, we +could not relieve their distress by a means we held even more sinful +than that of serving ourselves, as by supplying money to hire a +substitute we would not only be responsible for the result, but be the +agents in bringing others into evil. So looking to our Father alone for +help, and remembering that "Whoso loseth his life for my sake shall find +it; but whoso saveth it shall lose it," we presented ourselves again +before the Board, as we had promised to do when released. Being offered +four days more of time, we accepted it as affording opportunity to +visit our friends; and moreover as there would be more probability of +meeting Peter Dakin at Rutland. + +Sweet was the comfort and sympathy of our friends as we visited them. +There was a deep comfort, as we left them, in the thought that so many +pure and pious people follow us with their love and prayers. Appearing +finally before the marshal on the 24th, suits and uniforms were selected +for us, and we were called upon to give receipts for them. L.M.M. was on +his guard, and, being first called upon, declared he could not do so, as +that would imply acceptance. Failing to come to any agreement, the +matter was postponed till next morning, when we certified to the fact +that the articles were "with us." Here I must make record of the +kindness of the marshal, Rolla Gleason, who treated us with respect and +kindness. He had spoken with respect of our Society; had given me +furloughs to the amount of twenty-four days, when the marshal at Rutland +considered himself restricted by his oath and duty to six days; and here +appeared in person to prevent any harsh treatment of us by his +sergeants; and though much against his inclinations, assisted in putting +on the uniform with his own hands. We bade him farewell with grateful +feelings and expressions of fear that we should not fall into as tender +hands again; and amid the rain in the early morning, as the town clock +tolled the hour of seven, we were driven amongst the flock that was +going forth to the slaughter, down the street and into the cars for +Brattleboro. Dark was the day with murk and cloud and rain; and, as we +rolled down through the narrow vales of eastern Vermont, somewhat of the +shadow crept into our hearts and filled them with dark apprehensions of +evil fortune ahead; of long, hopeless trials; of abuse from inferior +officers; of contempt from common soldiers; of patient endurance (or an +attempt at this), unto an end seen only by the eye of a strong faith. + +Herded into a car by ourselves, we conscripts, substitutes, and the +rest, through the greater part of the day, swept over the fertile +meadows along the banks of the White River and the Connecticut, through +pleasant scenes that had little of delight for us. At Woodstock we were +joined by the conscripts from the 1st District,--altogether an inferior +company from those before with us, who were honest yeomen from the +northern and mountainous towns, while these were many of them +substitutes from the cities. + +At Brattleboro we were marched up to the camp; our knapsacks and persons +searched; and any articles of citizen's dress taken from us; and then +shut up in a rough board building under a guard. Here the prospect was +dreary, and I felt some lack of confidence in our Father's arm, though +but two days before I wrote to my dear friend, E.M.H.,-- + + I go tomorrow where the din + Of war is in the sulphurous air. + I go the Prince of Peace to serve, + His cross of suffering to bear. + + +Brattleboro, _26th_, _8th_ month, 1863.--Twenty-five or thirty caged +lions roam lazily to and fro through this building hour after hour +through the day. On every side without, sentries pace their slow beat, +bearing loaded muskets. Men are ranging through the grounds or hanging +in synods about the doors of the different buildings, apparently without +a purpose. Aimless is military life, except betimes its aim is deadly. +Idle life blends with violent death-struggles till the man is unmade a +man; and henceforth there is little of manhood about him. Of a man he is +made a soldier, which is a man-destroying machine in two senses,--a +thing for the prosecuting or repelling an invasion like the block of +stone in the fortress or the plate of iron on the side of the Monitor. +They are alike. I have tried in vain to define a difference, and I see +only this. The iron-clad with its gun is the bigger soldier: the more +formidable in attack, the less liable to destruction in a given time; +the block the most capable of resistance; both are equally obedient to +officers. Or the more perfect is the soldier, the more nearly he +approaches these in this respect. + +Three times a day we are marched out to the mess houses for our rations. +In our hands we carry a tin plate, whereon we bring back a piece of +bread (sour and tough most likely), and a cup. Morning and noon a piece +of meat, antique betimes, bears company with the bread. They who wish it +receive in their cups two sorts of decoctions: in the morning burnt +bread, or peas perhaps, steeped in water with some saccharine substance +added (I dare not affirm it to be sugar). At night steeped tea extended +by some other herbs probably and its pungency and acridity assuaged by +the saccharine principle aforementioned. On this we have so far +subsisted and, save some nauseating, comfortably. As we go out and +return, on right and left and in front and rear go bayonets. Some +substitutes heretofore have escaped and we are not to be neglected in +our attendants. Hard beds are healthy, but I query cannot the result be +defeated by the _degree_? Our mattresses are boards. Only the slight +elasticity of our thin blankets breaks the fall of our flesh and bones +thereon. Oh! now I praise the discipline I have received from uncarpeted +floors through warm summer nights of my boyhood. + +The building resounds with petty talk; jokes and laughter and swearing. +Something more than that. Many of the caged lions are engaged with +cards, and money changes hands freely. Some of the caged lions read, and +some sleep, and so the weary day goes by. + +L.M.M. and I addressed the following letter to Governor Holbrook and +hired a corporal to forward it to him. + +BRATTLEBORO, VT., _26th_, _8th_ month, 1863. +FREDERICK HOLBROOK, +Governor of Vermont:-- + +We, the undersigned members of the Society of Friends, beg leave to +represent to thee, that we were lately drafted in the 3d Dist. of +Vermont, have been forced into the army and reached the camp near this +town yesterday. + +That in the language of the elders of our New York Yearly Meeting, "We +love our country and acknowledge with gratitude to our Heavenly Father +the many blessings we have been favoured with under the government; and +can feel no sympathy with any who seek its overthrow." + +But that, true to well-known principles of our Society, we cannot +violate our religious convictions either by complying with military +requisitions or by the equivalents of this compliance,--the furnishing +of a substitute or payment of commutation money. That, therefore, we are +brought into suffering and exposed to insult and contempt from those who +have us in charge, as well as to the penalties of insubordination, +though liberty of conscience is granted us by the Constitution of +Vermont as well as that of the United States. + +Therefore, we beg of thee as Governor of our State any assistance thou +may be able to render, should it be no more than the influence of thy +position interceding in our behalf. + +Truly Thy Friend, +CYRUS G. PRINGLE. + +P.S.--We are informed we are to be sent to the vicinity of Boston +tomorrow. + +_27th._--On board train to Boston. The long afternoon of yesterday +passed slowly away. This morning passed by,--the time of our stay in +Brattleboro, and we neither saw nor heard anything of our Governor. We +suppose he could not or would not help us. So as we go down to our trial +we have no arm to lean upon among all men; but why dost thou complain, +oh, my Soul? Seek thou that faith that will prove a buckler to thy +breast, and gain for thee the protection of an arm mightier than the +arms of all men. + +_28th._ CAMP VERMONT: LONG ISLAND, BOSTON HARBOUR.--In the early morning +damp and cool we marched down off the heights of Brattleboro to take +train for this place. Once in the car the dashing young cavalry officer, +who had us in charge, gave notice he had placed men through the cars, +with loaded revolvers, who had orders to shoot any person attempting to +escape, or jump from the window, and that any one would be shot if he +even put his head out of the window. Down the beautiful valley of the +Connecticut, all through its broad intervales, heavy with its crops of +corn or tobacco, or shaven smooth by the summer harvest; over the hard +and stony counties of northern Massachusetts, through its suburbs and +under the shadow of Bunker Hill Monument we came into the City of +Boston, "the Hub of the Universe." Out through street after street we +were marched double guarded to the wharves, where we took a small +steamer for the island some six miles out in the harbour. A circumstance +connected with this march is worth mentioning for its singularity: at +the head of this company, like convicts (and feeling very much like +such), through the City of Boston walked, with heavy hearts and +down-cast eyes, two Quakers. + +Here on this dry and pleasant island in the midst of the beautiful +Massachusetts Bay, we have the liberty of the camp, the privilege of air +and sunshine and hay beds to sleep upon. So we went to bed last night +with somewhat of gladness elevating our depressed spirits. + +Here are many troops gathering daily from all the New England States +except Connecticut and Rhode Island. Their white tents are dotting the +green slopes and hilltops of the island and spreading wider and wider. +This is the flow of military tide here just now. The ebb went out to sea +in the shape of a great shipload just as we came in, and another load +will be sent before many days. All is war here. We are surrounded by the +pomp and circumstance of war, and enveloped in the cloud thereof. The +cloud settles down over the minds and souls of all; they cannot see +beyond, nor do they try; but with the clearer eye of Christian faith I +try to look beyond all this error unto Truth and Holiness immaculate: +and thanks to our Father, I am favoured with glimpses that are sweet +consolation amid this darkness. + +This is one gratification: the men with us give us their sympathy. They +seem to look upon us tenderly and pitifully, and their expressions of +kind wishes are warm. Although we are relieved from duty and from drill, +and may lie in our tents during rain and at night, we have heard of no +complaint. This is the more worthy of note as there are so few in our +little (Vermont) camp. Each man comes on guard half the days. It would +probably be otherwise were their hearts in the service; but I have yet +to find the man in any of these camps or at any service who does not +wish himself at home. Substitutes say if they knew all they know now +before leaving home they would not have enlisted; and they have been but +a week from their homes and have endured no hardships. Yesterday L.M.M. +and I appeared before the Captain commanding this camp with a statement +of our cases. He listened to us respectfully and promised to refer us to +the General commanding here, General Devens; and in the meantime +released us from duty. In a short time afterward he passed us in our +tent, asking our names. We have not heard from him, but do not drill or +stand guard; so, we suppose, his release was confirmed. At that +interview a young lieutenant sneeringly told us he thought we had better +throw away our scruples and fight in the service of the country; and as +we told the Captain we could not accept pay, he laughed mockingly, and +said he would not stay here for $13.00 per month. He gets more than a +hundred, I suppose. + +How beautiful seems the world on this glorious morning here by the +seaside! Eastward and toward the sun, fair green isles with outlines of +pure beauty are scattered over the blue bay. Along the far line of the +mainland white hamlets and towns glisten in the morning sun; countless +tiny waves dance in the wind that comes off shore and sparkle sunward +like myriads of gems. Up the fair vault, flecked by scarcely a cloud, +rolls the sun in glory. Though fair be the earth, it has come to be +tainted and marred by him who was meant to be its crowning glory. Behind +me on this island are crowded vile and wicked men, the murmur of whose +ribaldry riseth continually like the smoke and fumes of a lower world. +Oh! Father of Mercies, forgive the hard heartlessness and blindness and +scarlet sins of my fellows, my brothers. + + +PRISON EXPERIENCES FOR CONSCIENCE' SAKE--OUR PRISON + +_31st._, _8th_ month, 1863. IN GUARD HOUSE.--Yesterday morning L.M.M. +and I were called upon to do fatigue duty. The day before we were asked +to do some cleaning about camp and to bring water. We wished to be +obliging, to appear willing to bear a hand toward that which would +promote our own and our fellows' health and convenience; but as we +worked we did not feel easy. Suspecting we had been assigned to such +work, the more we discussed in our minds the subject, the more clearly +the right way seemed opened to us; and we separately came to the +judgment that we must not conform to this requirement. So when the +sergeant bade us "Police the streets," we asked him if he had received +instructions with regard to us, and he replied we had been assigned to +"Fatigue Duty." L.M.M. answered him that we could not obey. He left us +immediately for the Major (Jarvis of Weathersfield, Vt.). He came back +and ordered us to the Major's tent. The latter met us outside and +inquired concerning the complaint he had heard of us. Upon our statement +of our position, he apparently undertook to argue our whimsies, as he +probably looked upon our principles, out of our heads. We replied to his +points as we had ability; but he soon turned to bullying us rather than +arguing with us, and would hardly let us proceed with a whole sentence. +"I make some pretension to religion myself," he said; and quoted the Old +Testament freely in support of war. Our terms were, submission or the +guard-house. We replied we could not obey. + +This island was formerly occupied by a company, who carried on the large +farm it comprises and opened a great hotel as a summer resort. + +The subjects of all misdemeanours, grave and small, are here confined. +Those who have deserted or attempted it; those who have insulted +officers and those guilty of theft, fighting, drunkenness, etc. In +_most_, as in the camps, there are traces yet of manhood and of the +Divine Spark, but some are abandoned, dissolute. There are many here +among the substitutes who were actors in the late New York riots. They +show unmistakably the characteristics and sentiments of those rioters, +and, especially, hatred to the blacks drafted and about camp, and +exhibit this in foul and profane jeers heaped upon these unoffending men +at every opportunity. In justice to the blacks I must say they are +superior to the whites in all their behaviour. + +_31st._ P.M.--Several of us were a little time ago called out one by one +to answer inquiries with regard to our offences. We replied we could not +comply with military requisitions. P.D., being last, was asked if he +would die first, and replied promptly but mildly, _Yes_. + +Here we are in prison in our own land for no crimes, no offence to God +nor man; nay, more: we are here for obeying the commands of the Son of +God and the influences of his Holy Spirit. I must look for patience in +this dark day. I am troubled too much and excited and perplexed. + +_1st._, _9th_ month.--Oh, the horrors of the past night--I never before +experienced such _sensations_ and fears; and never did I feel so clearly +that I had nothing but the hand of our Father to shield me from evil. +Last night we three lay down together on the floor of a lower room of +which we had taken possession. The others were above. We had but one +blanket between us and the floor, and one over us. The other one we had +lent to a wretched deserter who had skulked into our room for _relief_, +being without anything of his own. We had during the day gained the +respect of the fellows, and they seemed disposed to let us occupy our +room in peace. I cannot say in quiet, for these caged beasts are +restless, and the resonant boards of this old building speak of bedlam. +The thin board partitions, the light door fastened only by a pine stick +thrust into a wooden loop on the casing, seemed small protection in case +of assault; but we lay down to sleep in quiet trust. But we had scarcely +fallen asleep before we were awakened by the demoniac howlings and +yellings of a man just brought into the next room, and allowed the +liberty of the whole house. He was drunk, and further seemed to be +labouring under delirium tremens. He crashed about furiously, and all +the more after the guard tramped heavily in and bound him with +handcuffs, and chain and ball. Again and again they left, only to return +to quiet him by threats or by crushing him down to the floor and gagging +him. In a couple of hours he became quiet and we got considerable sleep. + +In the morning the fellow came into our room apologizing for the +intrusion. He appeared a smart, fine-looking young man, restless and +uneasy. P.D. has a way of disposing of intruders that is quite +effectual. I have not entirely disposed of some misgivings with respect +to the legitimacy of his use of the means, so he commenced reading aloud +in the Bible. The fellow was impatient and noisy, but he soon settled +down on the floor beside him. As he listened and talked with us the +recollections of his father's house and his innocent childhood were +awakened. He was the child of pious parents, taught in Sabbath School +and under pure home influences till thirteen. Then he was drawn into bad +company, soon after leaving home for the sea; and, since then, has +served in the army and navy,--in the army in Wilson's and Hawkins's +[brigades]. His was the old story of the total subjection of moral power +and thralldom to evil habits and associates. He would get drunk, +whenever it was in his power. It was wrong; but he could not help it. +Though he was awakened and recollected his parents looking long and in +vain for his return, he soon returned to camp, to his wallowing in the +mire, and I fear to his path to certain perdition. + +_3d._ [9th month.]--A Massachusetts major, the officer of the day, in +his inspection of the guard-house came into our room today. We were +lying on the floor engaged in reading and writing. He was apparently +surprised at this and inquired the name of our books; and finding the +Bible and Thomas à Kempis's _Imitation of Christ_, observed that they +were good books. I cannot say if he knew we were Friends, but he asked +us why we were in here. + +Like all officers he proceeded to reason with us, and to advise us to +serve, presenting no comfort if we still persisted in our course. He +informed us of a young Friend, Edward W. Holway of Sandwich, Mass., +having been yesterday under punishment in the camp by his orders, who +was today doing service about camp. He said he was not going to put his +Quaker in the guard-house, but was going to bring him to work by +punishment. We were filled with deep sympathy for him and desired to +cheer him by kind words as well as by the knowledge of our similar +situation. We obtained permission of the Major to write to him a letter +open to his inspection. "You may be sure," said E.W.H. to us at W., "the +Major did not allow it to leave his hands." + +This forenoon the Lieutenant of the Day came in and acted the same part, +though he was not so cool, and left expressing the hope, if we would not +serve our country like men, that God would curse us. Oh, the trials from +these officers! One after another comes in to relieve himself upon us. +Finding us firm and not lacking in words, they usually fly into a +passion and end by bullying us. How can we reason with such men? They +are utterly unable to comprehend the pure Christianity and spirituality +of our principles. They have long stiffened their necks in their own +strength. They have stopped their ears to the voice of the Spirit, and +hardened their hearts to his influences. They see no duty higher than +that to country. What shall we receive at their hands? + +This Major tells us we will not be tried here. Then we are to be sent +into the field, and there who will deliver us but God? Ah, I have nursed +in my heart a hope that I may be spared to return home. Must I cast it +out and have no desire, but to do the will of my Master. It were better, +even so. O, Lord, Thy will be done. Grant I may make it my chief delight +and render true submission thereto. + +Yesterday a little service was required of our dear L.M.M., but he +insisted he could not comply. A sergeant and two privates were engaged. +They coaxed and threatened him by turns, and with a determination not to +be baffled took him out to perform it. Though guns were loaded he still +stood firm and was soon brought back. We are happy here in +guard-house,--too happy, too much at ease. We should see more of the +Comforter,--feel more strength,--if the trial were fiercer; but this is +well. This is a trial of strength of patience. + +_6th._ [9th month.]--Yesterday we had officers again for visitors. Major +J.B. Gould, 13th Massachusetts, came in with the determination of +persuading us to consent to be transferred to the hospital here, he +being the Provost Marshal of the island and having the power to make the +transfer. He is different in being and bearing from those who have been +here before. His motives were apparently those of pure kindness, and his +demeanour was that of a gentleman. Though he talked with us more than an +hour, he lost no part of his self-control or good humour. So by his +eloquence and kindness he made more impression upon us than any before. +As Congregationalist he well knew the courts of the temple, but the Holy +of Holies he had never seen, and knew nothing of its secrets. He +understood expediency; but is not the man to "lay down his life for my +sake." He is sincere and seems to think what Major Gould believes cannot +be far from right. After his attempt we remained as firm as ever. We +must expect all means will be tried upon us, and no less persuasion than +threats. + +AT THE HOSPITAL, _7th._ [9th month.]--Yesterday morning came to us Major +Gould again, informing us that he had come to take us out of that dirty +place, as he could not see such respectable men lying there, and was +going to take us up to the hospital. We assured him we could not serve +there, and asked him if he would not bring us back when we had there +declared our purpose. He would not reply directly; but brought us here +and left us. When the surgeon knew our determination, he was for haling +us back at once; what he wanted, he said, was willing men. We sat on +the sward without the hospital tents till nearly noon, for some one to +take us back; when we were ordered to move into the tents and quarters +assigned us in the mess-room. The Major must have interposed, +demonstrating his kindness by his resolution that we should occupy and +enjoy the pleasanter quarters of the hospital, certainly if serving; but +none the less so if we declined. Later in the day L.M.M. and P.D. were +sitting without, when he passed them and, laughing heartily, declared +they were the strangest prisoners of war he ever saw. He stopped some +time to talk with them and when they came in they declared him a kind +and honest man. + +If we interpret aright his conduct, this dangerous trial is over, and we +have escaped the perplexities that his kindness and determination threw +about us. + +_13th._--Last night we received a letter from Henry Dickinson, stating +that the President, though sympathizing with those in our situation, +felt bound by the Conscription Act, and felt liberty, in view of his +oath to execute the laws, to do no more than detail us from active +service to hospital duty, or to the charge of the coloured refugees. For +more than a week have we lain here, refusing to engage in hospital +service; shall we retrace the steps of the past week? Or shall we go +South as overseers of the blacks on the confiscated estates of the +rebels, to act under military commanders and to report to such? What +would become of our testimony and our determination to preserve +ourselves clear of the guilt of this war? + +P.S. We have written back to Henry Dickinson that we cannot purchase +life at cost of peace of soul. + +_14th._--We have been exceeding sorrowful since receiving advice--as we +must call it--from H.D. to enter the hospital service or some similar +situation. We did not look for that from him. It is not what our Friends +sent us out for; nor is it what we came for. We shall feel desolate and +dreary in our position, unless supported and cheered by the words of +those who have at heart our best interests more than regard for our +personal welfare. We walk as we feel guided by Best Wisdom. Oh, may we +run and not err in the high path of Holiness. + +_16th._--Yesterday a son-in-law of N.B. of Lynn came to see us. He was +going to get passes for one or two of the Lynn Friends, that they might +come over to see us today. He informed us that the sentiment of the +Friends hereabouts was that we might enter the hospital without +compromising our principles; and he produced a letter from W.W. to S.B. +to the same effect. W.W. expressed his opinion that we might do so +without doing it in lieu of other service. How can we evade a fact? +Does not the government both demand and accept it as in lieu of other +service? Oh, the cruelest blow of all comes from our friends. + +_17th._--Although this trial was brought upon us by our friends, their +intentions were well meant. Their regard for our personal welfare and +safety too much absorbs the zeal they should possess for the maintenance +of the principle of the peaceableness of our Master's kingdom. An +unfaithfulness to this through meekness and timidity seems +manifest,--too great a desire to avoid suffering at some sacrifice of +principle, perhaps,--too little of placing of Faith and confidence upon +the Rock of Eternal Truth. + +Our friends at home, with W.D. at their head, support us; and yesterday, +at the opportune moment, just as we were most distressed by the +solicitations of our visitors, kind and cheering words of Truth were +sent us through dear C.M.P., whose love rushes out to us warm and living +and just from an overflowing fountain. + +I must record another work of kind attention shown us by Major Gould. +Before we embarked, he came to us for a friendly visit. As we passed him +on our way to the wharf he bade us Farewell and expressed a hope we +should not have so hard a time as we feared. And after we were aboard +the steamer, as the result of his interference on our behalf, we must +believe, we were singled out from the midst of the prisoners, among whom +we had been placed previous to coming aboard, and allowed the liberty of +the vessel. By this are we saved much suffering, as the other prisoners +were kept under close guard in a corner on the outside of the boat. + +FOREST CITY UP THE POTOMAC. _22nd._ [9th month.]--It was near noon, +yesterday, when we turned in from sea between Cape Charles and Henry; +and, running thence down across the mouth of Chesapeake Bay, alongside +Old Point Comfort, dropped anchor off Fortress Monroe. The scene around +us was one of beauty, though many of its adornments were the results and +means of wrong. The sunshine was brighter, the verdure greener to our +eyes weary of the sea, and the calm was milder and more grateful that we +had so long tossed in the storm. + +The anchor was soon drawn up again and the _Forest City_ steamed up the +James River toward Newport News, and turning to the left between the +low, pine-grown banks, passed Norfolk to leave the New Hampshire +detachment at Portsmouth. + +Coming back to Fortress Monroe, some freight was landed; and in the calm +clear light of the moon, we swung away from shore and dropping down the +mouth of the river, rounded Old Point, and, going up the Chesapeake, +entered the Potomac in the night-time. + +OFF SHORE, ALEXANDRIA. _23d._--Here we anchored last night after the +main detachment was landed, and the Vermont and Massachusetts men +remained on board another night. We hear we are to go right to the +field, where active operations are going on. This seems hard. We have +not till now given up the hope that we were not to go out into Virginia +with the rest of the men, but were to be kept here at Washington. +Fierce, indeed, are our trials. I am not discouraged entirely; but I am +weak from want of food which I can eat, and from sickness. I do not know +how I am going to live in such way, or get to the front. + +P.S. We have just landed; and I had the liberty to buy a pie of a woman +hawking such things, that has strengthened me wonderfully. + +CAMP NEAR CULPEPER. _25th._--My distress is too great for words; but I +must overcome my disinclination to write, or this record will remain +unfinished. So, with aching head and heart, I proceed. + +Yesterday morning we were roused early for breakfast and for preparation +for starting. After marching out of the barracks, we were first taken to +the armory, where each man received a gun and its equipments and a piece +of tent. We stood in line, waiting for our turn with apprehensions of +coming trouble. Though we had felt free to keep with those among whom we +had been placed, we could not consent to carry a gun, even though we did +not intend to use it; and, from our previous experience, we knew it +would go harder with us, if we took the first step in the wrong +direction, though it might seem an unimportant one, and an easy and not +very wrong way to avoid difficulty. So we felt decided we must decline +receiving the guns. In the hurry and bustle of equipping a detachment +of soldiers, one attempting to explain a position and the grounds +therefor so peculiar as ours to junior, petty officers, possessing +liberally the characteristics of these: pride, vanity, conceit, and an +arbitrary spirit, impatience, profanity, and contempt for holy things, +must needs find the opportunity a very unfavourable one. + +We succeeded in giving these young officers a slight idea of what we +were; and endeavoured to answer their questions of why we did not pay +our commutation, and avail ourselves of that provision made expressly +for such; of why we had come as far as that place, etc. We realized then +the unpleasant results of that practice, that had been employed with us +by the successive officers into whose hands we had fallen,--of shirking +any responsibility, and of passing us on to the next officer above. + +A council was soon holden to decide what to do with us. One proposed to +place us under arrest, a sentiment we rather hoped might prevail, as it +might prevent our being sent on to the front; but another, in some spite +and impatience, insisted, as it was their duty to supply a gun to every +man and forward him, that the guns should be put upon us, and we be made +to carry them. Accordingly the equipment was buckled about us, and the +straps of the guns being loosened, they were thrust over our heads and +hung upon our shoulders. In this way we were urged forward through the +streets of Alexandria; and, having been put upon a long train of dirt +cars, were started for Culpeper. We came over a long stretch of +desolated and deserted country, through battlefields of previous +summers, and through many camps now lively with the work of this present +campaign. Seeing, for the first time, a country made dreary by the +war-blight, a country once adorned with groves and green pastures and +meadows and fields of waving grain, and happy with a thousand homes, now +laid with the ground, one realizes as he can in no other way something +of the ruin that lies in the trail of a war. But upon these fields of +Virginia, once so fair, there rests a two-fold blight, first that of +slavery, now that of war. When one contrasts the face of this country +with the smiling hillsides and vales of New England, he sees stamped +upon it in characters so marked, none but a blind man can fail to read, +the great irrefutable arguments against slavery and against war, too; +and must be filled with loathing for these twin relics of barbarism, so +awful in the potency of their consequences that they can change even the +face of the country. + +Through the heat of this long ride, we felt our total lack of water and +the meagreness of our supply of food. Our thirst became so oppressive +as we were marched here from Culpeper, some four miles with scarcely a +halt to rest, under our heavy loads, and through the heat and deep dust +of the road, that we drank water and dipped in the brooks we passed, +though it was discoloured with the soap the soldiers had used in +washing. The guns interfered with our walking, and, slipping down, +dragged with painful weight upon our shoulders. Poor P.D. fell out from +exhaustion and did not come in till we had been some little time at the +camp. We were taken to the 4th Vermont regiment and soon apportioned to +companies. Though we waited upon the officer commanding the company in +which we were placed, and endeavoured to explain our situation, we were +required immediately after to be present at inspection of arms. We +declined, but an attempt was made to force us to obedience, first, by +the officers of the company, then, by those of the regiment; but, +failing to exact obedience of us, we were ordered by the colonel to be +tied, and, if we made outcry, to be gagged also, and to be kept so till +he gave orders for our release. After two or three hours we were +relieved and left under guard; lying down on the ground in the open air, +and covering ourselves with our blankets, we soon fell asleep from +exhaustion, and the fatigue of the day. + +This morning the officers told us we must yield. We must obey and serve. +We were threatened great severities and even death. We seem perfectly at +the mercy of the military power, and, more, in the hands of the inferior +officers, who, from their being far removed from Washington, feel less +restraint from those Regulations of the Army, which are for the +protection of privates from personal abuse. + +_26th._ [_9th_ month.]--Yesterday my mind was much agitated: doubts and +fears and forebodings seized me. I was alone, seeking a resting-place +and finding none. It seemed as if God had forsaken me in this dark hour; +and the Tempter whispered, that after all I might be only the victim of +a delusion. My prayers for faith and strength seemed all in vain. + +But this morning I enjoy peace, and feel as though I could face +anything. Though I am as a lamb in the shambles, yet do I cry, "Thy will +be done," and can indeed say,-- + + Passive to His holy will + Trust I in my Master still + Even though he slay me. + +I mind me of the anxiety of our dear friends about home, and of their +prayers for us. + +Oh, praise be to the Lord for the peace and love and resignation that +has filled my soul today! Oh, the passing beauty of holiness! There is +a holy life that is above fear; it is a close communion with Christ. I +pray for this continually but am not free from the shadow and the +tempter. There is ever present with us the thought that perhaps we shall +serve the Lord the most effectually by our death, and desire, if that be +the service He requires of us, that we may be ready and resigned. + +REGIMENTAL HOSPITAL, 4th Vermont. _29th._ [_9th_ month.]--On the evening +of the 26th the Colonel came to us apologizing for the roughness with +which he treated us at first, which was, as he insisted, through +ignorance of our real character and position. He told us if we persisted +in our course, death would probably follow; though at another time he +confessed to P.D. that this would only be the extreme sentence of +court-martial. + +He urged us to go into the hospital, stating that this course was +advised by Friends about New York. We were too well aware of such a fact +to make any denial, though it was a subject of surprise to us that he +should be informed of it. He pleaded with us long and earnestly, urging +us with many promises of indulgence and favour and attentions we found +afterwards to be untrue. He gave us till the next morning to consider +the question and report our decision. In our discussion of the subject +among ourselves, we were very much perplexed. If all his statements +concerning the ground taken by our Society were true, we seemed to be +liable, if we persisted in the course which alone seemed to us to be in +accordance with Truth, to be exposed to the charge of over-zeal and +fanaticism even among our own brethren. Regarding the work to be done in +hospital as one of mercy and benevolence, we asked if we had any right +to refuse its performance; and questioned whether we could do more good +by endeavouring to bear to the end a clear testimony against war, than +by labouring by word and deed among the needy in the hospitals and +camps. We saw around us a rich field for usefulness in which there were +scarce any labourers, and toward whose work our hands had often started +involuntarily and unbidden. At last we consented to a trial, at least +till we could make inquiries concerning the Colonel's allegations, and +ask the counsel of our friends, reserving the privilege of returning to +our former position. + +At first a great load seemed rolled away from us; we rejoiced in the +prospect of life again. But soon there prevailed a feeling of +condemnation, as though we had sold our Master. And that first day was +one of the bitterest I ever experienced. It was a time of stern conflict +of soul. The voice that seemed to say, "Follow me," as I sought +guidance the night before, kept pleading with me, convincing of sin, +till I knew of a truth my feet had strayed from His path. The +Scriptures, which the day before I could scarcely open without finding +words of strength and comfort, seemed closed against me, till after a +severe struggle alone in the wood to which I had retired, I consented to +give up and retrace my steps in faith. But it was too late. L.M.M. +wishing to make a fair, honest trial, we were brought here--P.D. being +already here unwell. We feel we are erring; but scarce anything is +required of us and we wait to hear from Friends. + +Of these days of going down into sin, I wish to make little mention. I +would that my record of such degradation be brief. We wish to come to an +understanding with our friends and the Society before we move, but it +does not seem that we can repress the upheavings of Truth in our +hearts. We are bruised by sin. + +It is with pleasure I record we have just waited upon the Colonel with +an explanation of our distress of mind, requesting him to proceed with +court-martial. We were kindly and tenderly received. "If you want a +trial I can give it to you," he answered. The brigade has just marched +out to join with the division for inspection. After that we are to have +attention to our case. + +P.M. There is particular cause for congratulation in the consideration +that we took this step this morning, when now we receive a letter from +H.D. charging us to faithfulness. + +When lately I have seen dear L.M.M. in the thoroughness and patience of +his trial to perform service in hospital, his uneasiness and the +intensity of his struggle as manifested by his silence and disposition +to avoid the company of his friends, and seen him fail and declare to +us, "I cannot stay here," I have received a new proof, and to me a +strong one, because it is from the experimental knowledge of an honest +man, that no Friend, who is really such, desiring to keep himself clear +of complicity with this system of war and to bear a perfect testimony +against it, can lawfully perform service in the hospitals of the Army in +lieu of bearing arms. + +_10th_ mo., _3d._--Today dawned fair and our Camp is dry again. I was +asked to clean the gun I brought, and declining, was tied some two hours +upon the ground. + +_6th._ AT WASHINGTON.--At first, after being informed of our declining +to serve in his hospital, Colonel Foster did not appear altered in his +kind regard for us. But his spleen soon became evident. At the time we +asked for a trial by court-martial, and it was his duty to place us +under arrest and proceed with the preferring of his charges against us. +For a while he seemed to hesitate and consult his inferior officers, and +among them his Chaplain. The result of the conference was our being +ordered into our companies, that, separated, and with the force of the +officers of a company bearing upon us, we might the more likely be +subdued. Yet the Colonel assured L.M.M., interceding in my behalf, when +the lieutenant commanding my company threatened force upon me, that he +should not allow any personal injury. When we marched next day I was +compelled to bear a gun and equipments. My associates were more +fortunate, for, being asked if they would carry their guns, declined and +saw no more trouble from them. The captain of the company in which P.D. +was placed told him he did not believe he was ugly about it, and that he +could only put him under arrest and prefer charges against him. He +accordingly was taken under guard, where he lay till we left for here. + +The next morning the men were busy in burnishing their arms. When I +looked toward the one I had borne, yellow with rust, I trembled in the +weakness of the flesh at the trial I felt impending over me. Before the +Colonel was up I knocked at his tent, but was told he was asleep, +though, through the opening, I saw him lying gazing at me. Although I +felt I should gain no relief from him, I applied again soon after. He +admitted me and, lying on his bed, inquired with cold heartlessness what +I wanted. I stated to him, that I could never consent to serve, and, +being under the war-power, was resigned to suffer instead all the just +penalties of the law. I begged of him release from the attempts by +violence to compel my obedience and service, and a trial, though likely +to be made by those having no sympathy with me, yet probably in a +manner comformable to law. + +He replied that he had shown us all the favour he should; that he had, +now, turned us over to the military power and was going to let that take +its course; that is, henceforth we were to be at the mercy of the +inferior officers, without appeal to law, justice, or mercy. He said he +had placed us in a pleasant position, against which we could have no +reasonable objection, and that we had failed to perform our agreement. +He wished to deny that our consent was only temporary and conditional. +He declared, furthermore, his belief, that a man who would not fight for +his country did not deserve to live. I was glad to withdraw from his +presence as soon as I could. + +I went back to my tent and lay down for a season of retirement, +endeavouring to gain resignation to any event. I dreaded torture and +desired strength of flesh and spirit. My trial soon came. The lieutenant +called me out, and pointing to the gun that lay near by, asked if I was +going to clean it. I replied to him, that I could not comply with +military requisitions, and felt resigned to the consequences. "I do not +ask about your feelings; I want to know if you are going to clean that +gun?" "I cannot do it," was my answer. He went away, saying, "Very +well," and I crawled into the tent again. Two sergeants soon called for +me, and taking me a little aside, bid me lie down on my back, and +stretching my limbs apart tied cords to my wrists and ankles and these +to four stakes driven in the ground somewhat in the form of an X. + +I was very quiet in my mind as I lay there on the ground [soaked] with +the rain of the previous day, exposed to the heat of the sun, and +suffering keenly from the cords binding my wrists and straining my +muscles. And, if I dared the presumption, I should say that I caught a +glimpse of heavenly pity. I wept, not so much from my own suffering as +from sorrow that such things should be in our own country, where Justice +and Freedom and Liberty of Conscience have been the annual boast of +Fourth-of-July orators so many years. It seemed that our forefathers in +the faith had wrought and suffered in vain, when the privileges they so +dearly bought were so soon set aside. And I was sad, that one +endeavouring to follow our dear Master should be so generally regarded +as a despicable and stubborn culprit. + +After something like an hour had passed, the lieutenant came with his +orderly to ask me if I was ready to clean the gun. I replied to the +orderly asking the question, that it could but give me pain to be asked +or required to do anything I believed wrong. He repeated it to the +lieutenant just behind him, who advanced and addressed me. I was +favoured to improve the opportunity to say to him a few things I wished. +He said little; and, when I had finished, he withdrew with the others +who had gathered around. About the end of another hour his orderly came +and released me. + +I arose and sat on the ground. I did not rise to go away. I had not +where to go, nothing to do. As I sat there my heart swelled with joy +from above. The consolation and sweet fruit of tribulation patiently +endured. But I also grieved, that the world was so far gone astray, so +cruel and blind. It seemed as if the gospel of Christ had never been +preached upon earth, and the beautiful example of his life had been +utterly lost sight of. + +Some of the men came about me, advising me to yield, and among them one +of those who had tied me down, telling me what I had already suffered +was nothing to what I must yet suffer unless I yielded; that human flesh +could not endure what they would put upon me. I wondered if it could be +that they could force me to obedience by torture, and examined myself +closely to see if they had advanced as yet one step toward the +accomplishment of their purposes. Though weaker in body, I believed I +found myself, through divine strength, as firm in my resolution to +maintain my allegiance to my Master. + +The relaxation of my nerves and muscles after having been so tensely +strained left me that afternoon so weak that I could hardly walk or +perform any mental exertion. + +I had not yet eaten the mean and scanty breakfast I had prepared, when I +was ordered to pack up my things and report myself at the lieutenant's +tent. I was accustomed to such orders and complied, little moved. + +The lieutenant received me politely with, "Good-morning, Mr. Pringle," +and desiring me to be seated, proceeded with the writing with which he +was engaged. I sat down in some wonderment and sought to be quiet and +prepared for any event. + +"You are ordered to report to Washington," said he; "I do not know what +it is for." I assured him that neither did I know. We were gathered +before the Major's tent for preparation for departure. The regimental +officers were there manifesting surprise and chagrin; for they could not +but show both as they looked upon us, whom the day before they were +threatening to crush into submission, and attempting also to execute +their threats that morning, standing out of their power and under orders +from one superior to their Major Commanding E.M. As the bird uncaged, +so were our hearts that morning. Short and uncertain at first were the +flights of Hope. As the slave many times before us, leaving his yoke +behind him, turned from the plantations of Virginia and set his face +toward the far North, so we from out a grasp as close and as abundant in +suffering and severity, and from without the line of bayonets that had +so many weeks surrounded us, turned our backs upon the camp of the 4th +Vermont and took our way over the turnpike that ran through the tented +fields of Culpeper. + +At the War Office we were soon admitted to an audience with the Adjutant +General, Colonel Townsend, whom we found to be a very fine man, mild and +kind. He referred our cases to the Secretary of War, Stanton, by whom we +were ordered to report for service to Surgeon General Hammond. Here we +met Isaac Newton, Commissioner of Agriculture, waiting for our arrival, +and James Austin of Nantucket, expecting his son, Charles L. Austin, and +Edward W. Holway of Sandwich, Mass., conscripted Friends like ourselves, +and ordered here from the 22nd Massachusetts. + +We understand it is through the influence of Isaac Newton that Friends +have been able to approach the heads of Government in our behalf and to +prevail with them to so great an extent. He explained to us the +circumstance in which we are placed. That the Secretary of War and +President sympathized with Friends in their present suffering, and would +grant them full release, but that they felt themselves bound by their +oaths that they would execute the laws, to carry out to its full extent +the Conscription Act. That there appeared but one door of relief +open,--that was to parole us and allow us to go home, but subject to +their call again ostensibly, though this they neither wished nor +proposed to do. That the fact of Friends in the Army and refusing +service had attracted public attention so that it was not expedient to +parole us at present. That, therefore, we were to be sent to one of the +hospitals for a short time, where it was hoped and expressly requested +that we would consent to remain quiet and acquiesce, if possible, in +whatever might be required of us. That our work there would be quite +free from objection, being for the direct relief of the sick; and that +there we would release none for active service in the field, as the +nurses were hired civilians. + +These requirements being so much less objectionable than we had feared, +we felt relief, and consented to them. I.N. went with us himself to the +Surgeon General's office, where he procured peculiar favours for us: +that we should be sent to a hospital in the city, where he could see us +often; and that orders should be given that nothing should interfere +with our comfort, or our enjoyment of our consciences. + +Thence we were sent to Medical Purveyor Abbot, who assigned us to the +best hospital in the city, the Douglas Hospital. + +The next day after our coming here Isaac Newton and James Austin came to +add to our number E.W.H. and C.L.A., so now there are five of us instead +of three. We are pleasantly situated in a room by ourselves in the upper +or fourth story, and are enjoying our advantages of good quarters and +tolerable food as no one can except he has been deprived of them. + +[_10th_ month] _8th._--Today we have a pass to go out to see the city. + +_9th._--We all went, thinking to do the whole city in a day, but before +the time of our passes expired, we were glad to drag ourselves back to +the rest and quiet of D.H. During the day we called upon our friend +I.N. in the Patent Office. When he came to see us on the 7th, he stated +he had called upon the President that afternoon to request him to +release us and let us go home to our friends. The President promised to +consider it over-night. Accordingly yesterday morning, as I.N. told us, +he waited upon him again. He found there a woman in the greatest +distress. Her son, only a boy of fifteen years and four months, having +been enticed into the Army, had deserted and been sentenced to be shot +the next day. As the clerks were telling her, the President was in the +War Office and could not be seen, nor did they think he could attend to +her case that day. I.N. found her almost wild with grief. "Do not +despair, my good woman," said he, "I guess the President can be seen +after a bit." He soon presented her case to the President, who exclaimed +at once, "That must not be, I must look into that case, before they +shoot that boy"; and telegraphed at once to have the order suspended. + +I.N. judged it was not a fit time to urge our case. We feel we can +afford to wait, that a life may be saved. But we long for release. We do +not feel easy to remain here. + +_11th._--Today we attended meeting held in the house of a Friend, Asa +Arnold, living near here. There were but four persons beside ourselves. +E.W.H. and C.L.A. showed their copy of the charges about to have been +preferred against them in court-martial before they left their regiment, +to a lawyer who attended the meeting. He laughed at the Specification of +Mutiny, declaring such a charge could not have been lawfully sustained +against them. + +The experiences of our new friends were similar to ours, except they +fell among officers who usually showed them favour and rejoiced with +them in their release. + +_13th._--L.M.M. had quite an adventure yesterday. He being fireman with +another was in the furnace room among three or four others, when the +officer of the day, one of the surgeons, passed around on inspection. +"Stand up," he ordered them, wishing to be saluted. The others arose; +but by no means L. The order was repeated for his benefit, but he sat +with his cap on, telling the surgeon he had supposed he was excused from +such things as he was one of the Friends. Thereat the officer flew at +him, exclaiming, he would take the Quaker out of him. He snatched off +his cap and seizing him by the collar tried to raise him to his feet; +but finding his strength insufficient and that L. was not to be +frightened, he changed his purpose in his wrath and calling for the +corporal of the guard had him taken to the guard-house. This was about +eleven A.M. and he lay there till about six P.M., when the surgeon in +charge, arriving home and hearing of it, ordered the officer of the day +to go and take him out, telling him never to put another man into the +guard-house while he was in charge here without consulting him. The +manner of his release was very satisfactory to us, and we waited for +this rather than effect it by our own efforts. We are all getting uneasy +about remaining here, and if our release do not come soon, we feel we +must intercede with the authorities, even if the alternative be +imprisonment. + +The privations I have endured since leaving home, the great tax upon my +nervous strength, and my mind as well, since I have had charge of our +extensive correspondence, are beginning to tell upon my health and I +long for rest. + +_20th._ We begin to feel we shall have to decline service as +heretofore, unless our position is changed. I shall not say but we +submit too much in not declining at once, but it has seemed most prudent +at least to make suit with Government rather than provoke the hostility +of their subalterns. We were ordered here with little understanding of +the true state of things as they really exist here; and were advised by +Friends to come and make no objections, being assured it was but for a +very brief time and only a matter of form. It might not have been wrong; +but as we find we do too much fill the places of soldiers (L.M.M.'s +fellow fireman has just left for the field, and I am to take his place, +for instance), and are clearly doing military service, we are +continually oppressed by a sense of guilt, that makes our struggles +earnest. + +_21st._--I.N. has not called yet; our situation is becoming almost +intolerable. I query if patience is justified under the circumstances. +My distress of mind may be enhanced by my feeble condition of health, +for today I am confined to my bed, almost too weak to get downstairs. +This is owing to exposure after being heated over the furnaces. + +_26th._--Though a week has gone by, and my cold has left me, I find I am +no better, and that I am reduced very low in strength and flesh by the +sickness and pain I am experiencing. Yet I still persist in going below +once a day. The food I am able to get is not such as is proper. + +_11th_ mo., _5th._--I spend most of my time on my bed, much of it alone. +And very precious to me is the nearness unto the Master I am favoured to +attain to. Notwithstanding my situation and state, I am happy in the +enjoyment of His consolations. Lately my confidence has been strong, and +I think I begin to feel that our patience is soon to be rewarded with +relief; insomuch that a little while ago, when dear P.D. was almost +overcome with sorrow, I felt bold to comfort him with the assurance of +my belief, that it would not be long so. My mind is too weak to allow of +my reading much; and, though I enjoy the company of my companions a part +of the time, especially in the evening, I am much alone; which affords +me abundant time for meditation and waiting upon God. The fruits of this +are sweet, and a recompense for affliction. + +_6th._--Last evening E.W.H. saw I.N. particularly on my behalf, I +suppose. He left at once for the President. This morning he called to +inform us of his interview at the White House. The President was moved +to sympathy in my behalf, when I.N. gave him a letter from one of our +Friends in New York. After its perusal he exclaimed to our friend, "I +want you to go and tell Stanton that it is my wish all those young men +be sent home at once." He was on his way to the Secretary this morning +as he called. + +Later. I.N. has just called again informing us in joy that we are free. +At the War Office he was urging the Secretary to consent to our paroles, +when the President entered. "It is my urgent wish," said he. The +Secretary yielded; the order was given, and we were released. What we +had waited for so many weeks was accomplished in a few moments by a +Providential ordering of circumstances. + +_7th._--I.N. came again last evening bringing our paroles. The +preliminary arrangements are being made, and we are to start this +afternoon for New York. + +_Note._ Rising from my sick-bed to undertake this journey, which lasted +through the night, its fatigues overcame me, and upon my arrival in New +York I was seized with delirium from which I only recovered after many +weeks, through the mercy and favour of Him, who in all this trial had +been our guide and strength and comfort. + + + + +THE END + + + + +PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + + + + +The following pages contain advertisements of a few of the Macmillan +books on kindred subjects + + + + +The Heart of the Puritan + +By ELIZABETH DEERING HANSCOM + +_$1.50_ + +The purpose of this volume is stated by the editor in these words: "I +determined to bring together in one place in a convenient compendium, as +it were, some gleanings from many and dusty tomes, some fragments of +reality, in the hope that from them might radiate for others, as for me, +shafts of light to penetrate the past." 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Published, February, 1918</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p class="center"><b>Transcriber's Note:</b></p> + +<div style="margin-left: 20%; margin-right: 20%;"> +<p><i>Several unusual spellings have been kept as in the original, including: +northermost ("Fairhope meeting-house is in the northermost country") and +comformable ("yet probably in a manner comformable to").</i></p> + +<p><i>In some cases, variant spellings of the same word are used, as in the +case of "enrolment" and "enrollment", "therefor" and "therefore", "well meant" +and "well-meant". These have been comfirmed with the original.</i></p> + +<p><i>In referring to God, there is also inconsistency in the use of "His" +versus "his" and "Him" versus "him".</i></p> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><!-- Page 5 --><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5"></a></p> +<h2>INTRODUCTION</h2> + + +<p>The body of this little book consists of the personal diary of a young +Quaker named Cyrus Guernsey Pringle of Charlotte, Vermont. He was +drafted for service in the Union Army, July 13th, 1863. Under the +existing draft law a person who had religious scruples against engaging +in war was given the privilege of paying a commutation fine of three +hundred dollars. This commutation money Pringle's conscience would not +allow him to pay. A prosperous uncle proposed to pay it surreptitiously +for him, but the honest-minded youth discovered the plan and refused to +accept the well meant kindness, since he believed, no doubt rightly, +that this money would be used to pay for an army <!-- Page 6 --><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6"></a>substitute in his +place. The Diary relates in simple, naïve style the experiences which +befell the narrator as he followed his hard path of duty, and +incidentally it reveals a fine and sensitive type of character, not +unlike that which comes so beautifully to light in the Journal of John +Woolman.</p> + +<p>This is plainly not the psychological moment to study the highly complex +and delicate problem of conscience. The strain and tension of world +issues disturb our judgment. We cannot if we would turn away from the +events and movements that affect the destiny of nations to dwell calmly +and securely upon our own inner, private actions. It is never easy, even +when the world is most normal and peaceful, to mark off with sharp lines +the area of individual freedom. No person ever lives unto himself or is +sufficient to himself. He is inextricably woven into the tissue of the +social group. His privileges, his <!-- Page 7 --><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7"></a>responsibilities, his obligations are +forever over-individual and come from beyond his narrow isolated life. +If he is to be a rational being at all he must <i>relate</i> his life to +others and share in some measure their triumphs and their tragedies.</p> + +<p>But at the same time the most precious thing in the universe is that +mysterious thing we call individual liberty and which even God himself +guards and respects. Up to some point, difficult certainly to delimit, a +man must be captain of his soul. He cannot be a <i>person</i> if he does not +have a sphere of power over his own act. To treat him as a puppet of +external forces, or a mere cog in a vast social mechanism, is to wipe +out the unique distinction between person and thing. Somewhere the free +spirit must take its stand and claim its God-given distinction. If life +is to be at all worth while there must be some boundary within which the +soul holds its own <!-- Page 8 --><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8"></a>august and ultimate tribunal. That Sanctuary domain +within the soul the Quakers, ever since their origin in the period of +the English Commonwealth, have always guarded as the most sacred +possession a man can have.</p> + +<p>No grave difficulty, at least in the modern world, is involved in this +faith, until it suddenly comes into conflict with the urgent +requirements of social efficiency. When the social group is fused with +emotion and moves almost as an undivided unit toward some end, then the +claim of a right, on the ground of conscience, for the individual to +deviate from the group and to pursue another or an opposite course +appears serious if not positively insufferable. The abstract principle +of individual liberty all modern persons grant; the strain comes when +some one proposes to insist upon a concrete instance of it which +involves implications that may <!-- Page 9 --><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9"></a>endanger the ends which the intensified +group is pursuing. A situation of this type confronts the Quakers +whenever their country engages in war, since as a people they feel that +they cannot fight or take any part in military operations.</p> + +<p>They do not find it an easy thing to give a completely rational ground +for their opposition to war. Nor, as a matter of fact, is it any more +easy for the militarist to rationalize his method of solving world +difficulties. Both are evidently actuated by instinctive forces which +lie far beneath the level of pure reason.</p> + +<p>The roots of the Quakers' opposition to war go deep down into the soil +of the past. They are the outgrowth and culmination of a long spiritual +movement. They carry along, in their ideas, emotions, habits and +attitudes, tendencies which have been unconsciously sucked in with their +mother's milk, <!-- Page 10 --><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10"></a>and which, therefore, cannot be held up and analysed. +The mystics, the humanists, the anabaptists, the spiritual reformers, +are forerunners of the Quaker. They are a necessary part of his +pedigree,—and they were all profoundly opposed to war. This attitude +has become an integral part of the vital stock of truth by which the +Quaker lives his spiritual life, and to violate it is for him to stop +living "the way of truth," as the early Quakers quaintly called their +religious faith.</p> + +<p>But the Quakers have never been champions of the negative. They do not +take kindly to the rôle of being "antis." Their negations grow out of +their insistent affirmations. If they are <i>against</i> an established +institution or custom it is because they are <i>for</i> some other way of +life which seems to them divinely right, and their first obligation is +to incarnate that way of life. They cannot, <!-- Page 11 --><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11"></a>therefore, stand apart in +monastic seclusion and safely watch the swirl of forces which they +silently disapprove. If in war-time they do not fight, they <i>do</i> +something else. They accept and face the dangers incident to their way +of life. They feel a compulsion to take up and in some measure to bear +the burden of the world's suffering. They endeavour to exhibit, humbly +and modestly, the power of sacrificial love, freely, joyously given, and +they venture all that the brave can venture to carry their faith into +life and action. In the American civil war, in the Franco-Prussian, the +South African, the Balkan, the Russo-Japanese, small bands of Quakers +revealed the same spirit of service and the same obliviousness to danger +which have marked the larger groups that have manned the ambulance units +and the war-victims' relief and reconstruction work of this world war. +In this present crisis they <!-- Page 12 --><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12"></a>have gone wherever they could go,—to +Belgium, to France, to Russia, to Italy, to Serbia and Greece and Syria +and Mesopotamia,—to carry into operation the forces of restoration and +of reconstruction. They have not stood aloof as spectators of the +world's tragedy. They have entered into it and shared it, and they have +counted neither money nor life dear to themselves in their desire to +reveal the power of redeeming and transforming love.</p> + +<p>Slowly the sincerity of the Quaker conviction about war has made itself +felt and limited legislative provisions have been made, especially in +England and America, to meet the claims of conscience. The problem which +confronts the law-maker, even when he is sympathetic with the rights of +conviction, is the grave difficulty of determining where to draw the +line of special exception to general requirements and how to discover +<!-- Page 13 --><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13"></a>the sincerity of conscientious objection to war. The "slacker" is +always a stern possibility. There must be no holes in the net for him to +escape through. The makers of armies naturally want every man who can be +spared from civilian life and can be utilized for military operations. +It has consequently often seemed necessary for law-makers to be narrow +and hard toward the obviously sincere for fear of being too easy and +lenient with those suspected of having sham consciences.</p> + +<p>During the Civil War in America, President Lincoln, eager as he was to +win the war, was always deeply in sympathy with the Quakers, and he +stretched his administrative powers to their full limit to provide +relief for conscientious convictions. In the early stages of the great +conflict the President wrote the following kindly note in answer to a +message from New England Yearly Meet<!-- Page 14 --><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14"></a>ing of the Society of Friends: +"Engaged as I am, in a great war, I fear it will be difficult for the +world to understand how fully I appreciate the principles of peace +inculcated in this letter [of yours] and every where by the Society of +Friends."<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> Both he and Secretary Stanton made many positive efforts to +find some way of providing for the tender consciences of Friends without +being unfair to the rights of others. They even requested American +Friends to call a conference to consider how to find a satisfactory +solution of the problem. Such a conference was held in Baltimore, +December 7th, 1863, and the Friends there assembled expressed great +appreciation of "the kindness evinced at all times by the President and +Secretary of War." A delegation from this conference visited Washington +and, in co-operation with<!-- Page 15 --><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15"></a> Secretary Stanton, succeeded in securing a +clause in the enrolment bill, declaring Friends to be non-combatants, +assigning all drafted Friends to hospital service or work among +freedmen, and further providing for the entire exemption of Friends from +military service on the payment of $300 into a fund for the relief of +sick and wounded.<a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a></p> + +<p>On several occasions Friends in larger or smaller groups went to +Washington for times of prayer and spiritual communion with the great +President. These times were deeply appreciated by the heavily burdened +man. Tears ran down his cheeks, we are told, as he sat bowed in solemn +silence or knelt as some moved Friend prayed for him to Almighty God. +Writing of the visit of Isaac and Sarah Harvey of Clinton County,<!-- Page 16 --><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16"></a> Ohio, +in the autumn of 1862, Lincoln tenderly said: "May the Lord comfort them +as they have sustained me." A letter written by the President in 1862 to +Eliza P. Gurney, one of a small group of Friends who visited him and +prayed with him in the autumn of that year, reveals forcibly how he +regarded these occasions:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I am glad of this interview, and glad to know that I have your +sympathy and prayers. We are indeed going through a great trial—a +fiery trial. In the very responsible position in which I happen to +be placed, being a humble instrument in the hands of our Heavenly +Father, as I am, and as we all are, to work out his great purposes, +I have desired that all my works and acts may be according to his +will, and that it might be so, I have sought his aid; but if, after +endeavouring to do my best in the light which he affords me, I find +my efforts fail, I must believe that for some purpose unknown to +me, his will is otherwise. If I had had my way, this war would +never have been commenced. If I had been allowed my way, this war +would have been ended before this; but we find it still continues, +and we must believe that he permits it for some wise purpose <!-- Page 17 --><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17"></a>of +his own, mysterious and unknown to us; and though with our limited +understandings we may not be able to comprehend it, yet we cannot +but believe that he who made the world still governs it."</p></div> + +<p>Somewhat later President Lincoln wrote again to Eliza P. Gurney +requesting her to exercise her freedom to write to him as he felt the +need of spiritual help and reinforcement. Her letter of reply so closely +touched him and spoke to his condition that he carried it about with him +and it was found in his coat pocket at the time of his death, twenty +months after it was written. In the autumn of 1864, President Lincoln, +still impressed by the message which he had received, wrote a memorable +letter to Eliza P. Gurney. It was as follows:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I have not forgotten—probably never shall forget—the very +impressive occasion when yourself and friends visited me on a +Sabbath forenoon two years ago. Nor has your kind letter, written +nearly a year later, ever been forgotten. In all it has <!-- Page 18 --><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18"></a>been your +purpose to strengthen my reliance on God. I am much indebted to the +good Christian people of the country for their constant prayers and +consolations; and to no one of them more than to yourself. The +purposes of the Almighty are perfect, and must prevail, though we +erring mortals may fail to accurately perceive them in advance. We +hoped for a happy termination of this terrible war long before +this; but God knows best, and has ruled otherwise. We shall yet +acknowledge his wisdom, and our own error therein. Meanwhile we +must work earnestly in the best lights he gives us, trusting that +so working still conduces to the great ends he ordains. Surely he +intends some great good to follow this mighty convulsion, which no +mortal could make, and no mortal could stay. Your people, the +Friends, have had, and are having, a very great trial. On principle +and faith opposed to both war and oppression, they can only +practically oppose oppression by war. In this dilemma some have +chosen one horn and some the other. For those appealing to me on +conscientious grounds, I have done, and shall do, the best I could +and can, in my own conscience, under my oath to the law. That you +believe this I doubt not; and, believing it, I shall still receive +for our country and myself your earnest prayers to our Father in +heaven."</p></div> + +<p><!-- Page 19 --><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19"></a>It is, then, not surprising that President Lincoln was "moved with +sympathy" when he heard the story of Pringle's suffering for conscience, +or that he quietly said to the Secretary of War, "It is my urgent wish +that this Friend be released."</p> + +<p class="right"> +<span class="smcap">Rufus M. Jones.</span></p> + +<p>Haverford, Pa.,<br /> +December, 1917.<br /> +</p> + +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> Nicolay and Hay: "Abraham Lincoln," Vol. VI, p. 328.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> Secretary Stanton endeavoured to provide that this +commutation money should be made into a fund for the care of freedmen. +This suggestion was, however, not adopted by Congress.</p></div></div> + +<p><!-- Page 20 --><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20"></a></p><p><!-- Page 21 --><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21"></a></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><!-- Page 22 --><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22"></a></p><p><!-- Page 23 --><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23"></a></p> +<h2>THE RECORD OF A QUAKER CONSCIENCE</h2> + + +<p>At Burlington, Vt., on the 13th of the seventh month, 1863, I was +drafted. Pleasant are my recollections of the 14th. Much of that rainy +day I spent in my chamber, as yet unaware of my fate; in writing and +reading and in reflecting to compose my mind for any event. The day and +the exercise, by the blessing of the Father, brought me precious +reconciliation to the will of Providence.</p> + +<p>With ardent zeal for our Faith and the cause of our peaceable +principles; and almost disgusted at the lukewarmness and unfaithfulness +of very many who profess these; and considering how heavily slight +crosses bore upon their shoulders, I felt to say, "Here am<!-- Page 24 --><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24"></a> I, Father, +for thy service. As thou will." May I trust it was He who called me and +sent me forth with the consolation: "My grace is sufficient for thee." +Deeply have I felt many times since that I am nothing without the +companionship of the Spirit.</p> + +<p>I was to report on the 27th. Then, loyal to our country, Wm. Lindley +Dean and I appeared before the Provost Marshal with a statement of our +cases. We were ordered for a hearing on the 29th. On the afternoon of +that day W.L.D. was rejected upon examination of the Surgeon, but my +case not coming up, he remained with me,—much to my strength and +comfort. Sweet was his converse and long to be remembered, as we lay +together that warm summer night on the straw of the barracks. By his +encouragement much was my mind strengthened; my desires for a pure life, +and my resolutions for good. In him and those of whom he spoke I <!-- Page 25 --><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25"></a>saw +the abstract beauty of Quakerism. On the next morning came Joshua M. +Dean to support me and plead my case before the Board of Enrollment. On +the day after, the 31st, I came before the Board. Respectfully those men +listened to the exposition of our principles; and, on our representing +that we looked for some relief from the President, the marshal released +me for twenty days. Meanwhile appeared Lindley M. Macomber and was +likewise, by the kindness of the marshal, though they had received +instructions from the Provost Marshal General to show such claims no +partiality, released to appear on the 20th day of the eighth month.</p> + +<p>All these days we were urged by our acquaintances to pay our commutation +money; by some through well-meant kindness and sympathy; by others +through interest in the war; and by others still through a belief they +entertained it was our duty. But we confess <!-- Page 26 --><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></a>a higher duty than that to +country; and, asking no military protection of our Government and +grateful for none, deny any obligation to support so unlawful a system, +as we hold a war to be even when waged in opposition to an evil and +oppressive power and ostensibly in defence of liberty, virtue, and free +institutions; and, though touched by the kind interest of friends, we +could not relieve their distress by a means we held even more sinful +than that of serving ourselves, as by supplying money to hire a +substitute we would not only be responsible for the result, but be the +agents in bringing others into evil. So looking to our Father alone for +help, and remembering that "Whoso loseth his life for my sake shall find +it; but whoso saveth it shall lose it," we presented ourselves again +before the Board, as we had promised to do when released. Being offered +four days more of time, we accepted it as affording opportunity <!-- Page 27 --><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></a>to +visit our friends; and moreover as there would be more probability of +meeting Peter Dakin at Rutland.</p> + +<p>Sweet was the comfort and sympathy of our friends as we visited them. +There was a deep comfort, as we left them, in the thought that so many +pure and pious people follow us with their love and prayers. Appearing +finally before the marshal on the 24th, suits and uniforms were selected +for us, and we were called upon to give receipts for them. L.M.M. was on +his guard, and, being first called upon, declared he could not do so, as +that would imply acceptance. Failing to come to any agreement, the +matter was postponed till next morning, when we certified to the fact +that the articles were "with us." Here I must make record of the +kindness of the marshal, Rolla Gleason, who treated us with respect and +kindness. He had spoken with respect of our Society; had <!-- Page 28 --><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></a>given me +furloughs to the amount of twenty-four days, when the marshal at Rutland +considered himself restricted by his oath and duty to six days; and here +appeared in person to prevent any harsh treatment of us by his +sergeants; and though much against his inclinations, assisted in putting +on the uniform with his own hands. We bade him farewell with grateful +feelings and expressions of fear that we should not fall into as tender +hands again; and amid the rain in the early morning, as the town clock +tolled the hour of seven, we were driven amongst the flock that was +going forth to the slaughter, down the street and into the cars for +Brattleboro. Dark was the day with murk and cloud and rain; and, as we +rolled down through the narrow vales of eastern Vermont, somewhat of the +shadow crept into our hearts and filled them with dark apprehensions of +evil fortune ahead; of long, hopeless trials; of abuse from <!-- Page 29 --><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29"></a>inferior +officers; of contempt from common soldiers; of patient endurance (or an +attempt at this), unto an end seen only by the eye of a strong faith.</p> + +<p>Herded into a car by ourselves, we conscripts, substitutes, and the +rest, through the greater part of the day, swept over the fertile +meadows along the banks of the White River and the Connecticut, through +pleasant scenes that had little of delight for us. At Woodstock we were +joined by the conscripts from the 1st District,—altogether an inferior +company from those before with us, who were honest yeomen from the +northern and mountainous towns, while these were many of them +substitutes from the cities.</p> + +<p>At Brattleboro we were marched up to the camp; our knapsacks and persons +searched; and any articles of citizen's dress taken from us; and then +shut up in a rough board building under a guard. Here the prospect was +<!-- Page 30 --><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30"></a>dreary, and I felt some lack of confidence in our Father's arm, though +but two days before I wrote to my dear friend, E.M.H.,—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I go tomorrow where the din<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of war is in the sulphurous air.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I go the Prince of Peace to serve,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">His cross of suffering to bear.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>Brattleboro, <i>26th</i>, <i>8th</i> month, 1863.—Twenty-five or thirty caged +lions roam lazily to and fro through this building hour after hour +through the day. On every side without, sentries pace their slow beat, +bearing loaded muskets. Men are ranging through the grounds or hanging +in synods about the doors of the different buildings, apparently without +a purpose. Aimless is military life, except betimes its aim is deadly. +Idle life blends with violent death-struggles till the man is unmade a +man; and henceforth there is little of manhood about him. Of a man he is +made a soldier, which is a man-destroy<!-- Page 31 --><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31"></a>ing machine in two senses,—a +thing for the prosecuting or repelling an invasion like the block of +stone in the fortress or the plate of iron on the side of the Monitor. +They are alike. I have tried in vain to define a difference, and I see +only this. The iron-clad with its gun is the bigger soldier: the more +formidable in attack, the less liable to destruction in a given time; +the block the most capable of resistance; both are equally obedient to +officers. Or the more perfect is the soldier, the more nearly he +approaches these in this respect.</p> + +<p>Three times a day we are marched out to the mess houses for our rations. +In our hands we carry a tin plate, whereon we bring back a piece of +bread (sour and tough most likely), and a cup. Morning and noon a piece +of meat, antique betimes, bears company with the bread. They who wish it +receive in their cups two sorts of decoctions:<!-- Page 32 --><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32"></a> in the morning burnt +bread, or peas perhaps, steeped in water with some saccharine substance +added (I dare not affirm it to be sugar). At night steeped tea extended +by some other herbs probably and its pungency and acridity assuaged by +the saccharine principle aforementioned. On this we have so far +subsisted and, save some nauseating, comfortably. As we go out and +return, on right and left and in front and rear go bayonets. Some +substitutes heretofore have escaped and we are not to be neglected in +our attendants. Hard beds are healthy, but I query cannot the result be +defeated by the <i>degree</i>? Our mattresses are boards. Only the slight +elasticity of our thin blankets breaks the fall of our flesh and bones +thereon. Oh! now I praise the discipline I have received from uncarpeted +floors through warm summer nights of my boyhood.</p> + +<p><!-- Page 33 --><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33"></a>The building resounds with petty talk; jokes and laughter and swearing. +Something more than that. Many of the caged lions are engaged with +cards, and money changes hands freely. Some of the caged lions read, and +some sleep, and so the weary day goes by.</p> + +<p>L.M.M. and I addressed the following letter to Governor Holbrook and +hired a corporal to forward it to him.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Brattleboro, Vt.</span>, <i>26th</i>, <i>8th</i> month, 1863.</p> +<p><span class="smcap">Frederick Holbrook</span>,</p> +<p class="center">Governor of Vermont:—</p> + + +<p>We, the undersigned members of the Society of Friends, beg leave to +represent to thee, that we were lately drafted in the 3d Dist. of +Vermont, have been forced into the army and reached the camp near this +town yesterday.</p> + +<p><!-- Page 34 --><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34"></a>That in the language of the elders of our New York Yearly Meeting, "We +love our country and acknowledge with gratitude to our Heavenly Father +the many blessings we have been favoured with under the government; and +can feel no sympathy with any who seek its overthrow."</p> + +<p>But that, true to well-known principles of our Society, we cannot +violate our religious convictions either by complying with military +requisitions or by the equivalents of this compliance,—the furnishing +of a substitute or payment of commutation money. That, therefore, we are +brought into suffering and exposed to insult and contempt from those who +have us in charge, as well as to the penalties of insubordination, +though liberty of conscience is granted us by the Constitution of +Vermont as well as that of the United States.</p> + +<p>Therefore, we beg of thee as Governor of our State any assistance thou +may be able to <!-- Page 35 --><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35"></a>render, should it be no more than the influence of thy +position interceding in our behalf.</p> + +<p class="right"> +Truly Thy Friend,<br /> +<span class="smcap">Cyrus G. Pringle</span>.<br /> +</p> + +<p>P.S.—We are informed we are to be sent to the vicinity of Boston +tomorrow.</p> +</div> + +<p><i>27th.</i>—On board train to Boston. The long afternoon of yesterday +passed slowly away. This morning passed by,—the time of our stay in +Brattleboro, and we neither saw nor heard anything of our Governor. We +suppose he could not or would not help us. So as we go down to our trial +we have no arm to lean upon among all men; but why dost thou complain, +oh, my Soul? Seek thou that faith that will prove a buckler to thy +breast, and gain for thee the protection of an arm mightier than the +arms of all men.</p> + +<p><i>28th.</i> <span class="smcap">Camp Vermont: Long Island, Boston Harbour.</span>—In the +early morning damp and cool we marched down off the <!-- Page 36 --><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36"></a>heights of +Brattleboro to take train for this place. Once in the car the dashing +young cavalry officer, who had us in charge, gave notice he had placed +men through the cars, with loaded revolvers, who had orders to shoot any +person attempting to escape, or jump from the window, and that any one +would be shot if he even put his head out of the window. Down the +beautiful valley of the Connecticut, all through its broad intervales, +heavy with its crops of corn or tobacco, or shaven smooth by the summer +harvest; over the hard and stony counties of northern Massachusetts, +through its suburbs and under the shadow of Bunker Hill Monument we came +into the City of Boston, "the Hub of the Universe." Out through street +after street we were marched double guarded to the wharves, where we +took a small steamer for the island some six miles out in the harbour. A +circumstance connected with this <!-- Page 37 --><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37"></a>march is worth mentioning for its +singularity: at the head of this company, like convicts (and feeling +very much like such), through the City of Boston walked, with heavy +hearts and down-cast eyes, two Quakers.</p> + +<p>Here on this dry and pleasant island in the midst of the beautiful +Massachusetts Bay, we have the liberty of the camp, the privilege of air +and sunshine and hay beds to sleep upon. So we went to bed last night +with somewhat of gladness elevating our depressed spirits.</p> + +<p>Here are many troops gathering daily from all the New England States +except Connecticut and Rhode Island. Their white tents are dotting the +green slopes and hilltops of the island and spreading wider and wider. +This is the flow of military tide here just now. The ebb went out to sea +in the shape of a great shipload just as we came <!-- Page 38 --><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38"></a>in, and another load +will be sent before many days. All is war here. We are surrounded by the +pomp and circumstance of war, and enveloped in the cloud thereof. The +cloud settles down over the minds and souls of all; they cannot see +beyond, nor do they try; but with the clearer eye of Christian faith I +try to look beyond all this error unto Truth and Holiness immaculate: +and thanks to our Father, I am favoured with glimpses that are sweet +consolation amid this darkness.</p> + +<p>This is one gratification: the men with us give us their sympathy. They +seem to look upon us tenderly and pitifully, and their expressions of +kind wishes are warm. Although we are relieved from duty and from drill, +and may lie in our tents during rain and at night, we have heard of no +complaint. This is the more worthy of note as there are so few in our +little (Vermont) camp. Each man comes on guard half the days. It would +<!-- Page 39 --><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39"></a>probably be otherwise were their hearts in the service; but I have yet +to find the man in any of these camps or at any service who does not +wish himself at home. Substitutes say if they knew all they know now +before leaving home they would not have enlisted; and they have been but +a week from their homes and have endured no hardships. Yesterday L.M.M. +and I appeared before the Captain commanding this camp with a statement +of our cases. He listened to us respectfully and promised to refer us to +the General commanding here, General Devens; and in the meantime +released us from duty. In a short time afterward he passed us in our +tent, asking our names. We have not heard from him, but do not drill or +stand guard; so, we suppose, his release was confirmed. At that +interview a young lieutenant sneeringly told us he thought we had better +throw away our scruples and fight in the service of the coun<!-- Page 40 --><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40"></a>try; and as +we told the Captain we could not accept pay, he laughed mockingly, and +said he would not stay here for $13.00 per month. He gets more than a +hundred, I suppose.</p> + +<p>How beautiful seems the world on this glorious morning here by the +seaside! Eastward and toward the sun, fair green isles with outlines of +pure beauty are scattered over the blue bay. Along the far line of the +mainland white hamlets and towns glisten in the morning sun; countless +tiny waves dance in the wind that comes off shore and sparkle sunward +like myriads of gems. Up the fair vault, flecked by scarcely a cloud, +rolls the sun in glory. Though fair be the earth, it has come to be +tainted and marred by him who was meant to be its crowning glory. Behind +me on this island are crowded vile and wicked men, the murmur of whose +ribaldry riseth continually like the smoke and <!-- Page 41 --><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41"></a>fumes of a lower world. +Oh! Father of Mercies, forgive the hard heartlessness and blindness and +scarlet sins of my fellows, my brothers.</p> + + +<h3><span class="smcap">prison experiences for conscience' sake—our prison</span></h3> + +<p><i>31st.</i>, <i>8th</i> month, 1863. <span class="smcap">In Guard House</span>.—Yesterday morning +L.M.M. and I were called upon to do fatigue duty. The day before we were +asked to do some cleaning about camp and to bring water. We wished to be +obliging, to appear willing to bear a hand toward that which would +promote our own and our fellows' health and convenience; but as we +worked we did not feel easy. Suspecting we had been assigned to such +work, the more we discussed in our minds the subject, the more clearly +the right way seemed opened to us; and we separately came to the +judgment that we must not con<!-- Page 42 --><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42"></a>form to this requirement. So when the +sergeant bade us "Police the streets," we asked him if he had received +instructions with regard to us, and he replied we had been assigned to +"Fatigue Duty." L.M.M. answered him that we could not obey. He left us +immediately for the Major (Jarvis of Weathersfield, Vt.). He came back +and ordered us to the Major's tent. The latter met us outside and +inquired concerning the complaint he had heard of us. Upon our statement +of our position, he apparently undertook to argue our whimsies, as he +probably looked upon our principles, out of our heads. We replied to his +points as we had ability; but he soon turned to bullying us rather than +arguing with us, and would hardly let us proceed with a whole sentence. +"I make some pretension to religion myself," he said; and quoted the Old +Testament freely in support of war. Our terms were, sub<!-- Page 43 --><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43"></a>mission or the +guard-house. We replied we could not obey.</p> + +<p>This island was formerly occupied by a company, who carried on the large +farm it comprises and opened a great hotel as a summer resort.</p> + +<p>The subjects of all misdemeanours, grave and small, are here confined. +Those who have deserted or attempted it; those who have insulted +officers and those guilty of theft, fighting, drunkenness, etc. In +<i>most</i>, as in the camps, there are traces yet of manhood and of the +Divine Spark, but some are abandoned, dissolute. There are many here +among the substitutes who were actors in the late New York riots. They +show unmistakably the characteristics and sentiments of those rioters, +and, especially, hatred to the blacks drafted and about camp, and +exhibit this in foul and profane jeers heaped upon these unoffending men +at every opportunity.<!-- Page 44 --><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44"></a> In justice to the blacks I must say they are +superior to the whites in all their behaviour.</p> + +<p><i>31st.</i> <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—Several of us were a little time ago called out +one by one to answer inquiries with regard to our offences. We replied +we could not comply with military requisitions. P.D., being last, was +asked if he would die first, and replied promptly but mildly, <i>Yes</i>.</p> + +<p>Here we are in prison in our own land for no crimes, no offence to God +nor man; nay, more: we are here for obeying the commands of the Son of +God and the influences of his Holy Spirit. I must look for patience in +this dark day. I am troubled too much and excited and perplexed.</p> + +<p><i>1st.</i>, <i>9th</i> month.—Oh, the horrors of the past night—I never before +experienced such <i>sensations</i> and fears; and never did I feel so clearly +that I had nothing but the hand of our Father to shield me from evil. +Last night <!-- Page 45 --><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45"></a>we three lay down together on the floor of a lower room of +which we had taken possession. The others were above. We had but one +blanket between us and the floor, and one over us. The other one we had +lent to a wretched deserter who had skulked into our room for <i>relief</i>, +being without anything of his own. We had during the day gained the +respect of the fellows, and they seemed disposed to let us occupy our +room in peace. I cannot say in quiet, for these caged beasts are +restless, and the resonant boards of this old building speak of bedlam. +The thin board partitions, the light door fastened only by a pine stick +thrust into a wooden loop on the casing, seemed small protection in case +of assault; but we lay down to sleep in quiet trust. But we had scarcely +fallen asleep before we were awakened by the demoniac howlings and +yellings of a man just brought into the next room, and allowed the +liberty of <!-- Page 46 --><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46"></a>the whole house. He was drunk, and further seemed to be +labouring under delirium tremens. He crashed about furiously, and all +the more after the guard tramped heavily in and bound him with +handcuffs, and chain and ball. Again and again they left, only to return +to quiet him by threats or by crushing him down to the floor and gagging +him. In a couple of hours he became quiet and we got considerable sleep.</p> + +<p>In the morning the fellow came into our room apologizing for the +intrusion. He appeared a smart, fine-looking young man, restless and +uneasy. P.D. has a way of disposing of intruders that is quite +effectual. I have not entirely disposed of some misgivings with respect +to the legitimacy of his use of the means, so he commenced reading aloud +in the Bible. The fellow was impatient and noisy, but he soon settled +down on the floor beside him. As he listened and talked with <!-- Page 47 --><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47"></a>us the +recollections of his father's house and his innocent childhood were +awakened. He was the child of pious parents, taught in Sabbath School +and under pure home influences till thirteen. Then he was drawn into bad +company, soon after leaving home for the sea; and, since then, has +served in the army and navy,—in the army in Wilson's and Hawkins's +[brigades]. His was the old story of the total subjection of moral power +and thralldom to evil habits and associates. He would get drunk, +whenever it was in his power. It was wrong; but he could not help it. +Though he was awakened and recollected his parents looking long and in +vain for his return, he soon returned to camp, to his wallowing in the +mire, and I fear to his path to certain perdition.</p> + +<p><i>3d.</i> [9th month.]—A Massachusetts major, the officer of the day, in +his inspection of the guard-house came into our room to<!-- Page 48 --><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48"></a>day. We were +lying on the floor engaged in reading and writing. He was apparently +surprised at this and inquired the name of our books; and finding the +Bible and Thomas à Kempis's <i>Imitation of Christ</i>, observed that they +were good books. I cannot say if he knew we were Friends, but he asked +us why we were in here.</p> + +<p>Like all officers he proceeded to reason with us, and to advise us to +serve, presenting no comfort if we still persisted in our course. He +informed us of a young Friend, Edward W. Holway of Sandwich, Mass., +having been yesterday under punishment in the camp by his orders, who +was today doing service about camp. He said he was not going to put his +Quaker in the guard-house, but was going to bring him to work by +punishment. We were filled with deep sympathy for him and desired to +cheer him by kind words as well as by the knowledge of our similar +situa<!-- Page 49 --><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49"></a>tion. We obtained permission of the Major to write to him a letter +open to his inspection. "You may be sure," said E.W.H. to us at W., "the +Major did not allow it to leave his hands."</p> + +<p>This forenoon the Lieutenant of the Day came in and acted the same part, +though he was not so cool, and left expressing the hope, if we would not +serve our country like men, that God would curse us. Oh, the trials from +these officers! One after another comes in to relieve himself upon us. +Finding us firm and not lacking in words, they usually fly into a +passion and end by bullying us. How can we reason with such men? They +are utterly unable to comprehend the pure Christianity and spirituality +of our principles. They have long stiffened their necks in their own +strength. They have stopped their ears to the voice of the Spirit, and +hardened their hearts to his influences. They see no duty <!-- Page 50 --><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50"></a>higher than +that to country. What shall we receive at their hands?</p> + +<p>This Major tells us we will not be tried here. Then we are to be sent +into the field, and there who will deliver us but God? Ah, I have nursed +in my heart a hope that I may be spared to return home. Must I cast it +out and have no desire, but to do the will of my Master. It were better, +even so. O, Lord, Thy will be done. Grant I may make it my chief delight +and render true submission thereto.</p> + +<p>Yesterday a little service was required of our dear L.M.M., but he +insisted he could not comply. A sergeant and two privates were engaged. +They coaxed and threatened him by turns, and with a determination not to +be baffled took him out to perform it. Though guns were loaded he still +stood firm and was soon brought back. We are happy here in +guard-house,—too happy, too much <!-- Page 51 --><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51"></a>at ease. We should see more of the +Comforter,—feel more strength,—if the trial were fiercer; but this is +well. This is a trial of strength of patience.</p> + +<p><i>6th.</i> [9th month.]—Yesterday we had officers again for visitors. Major +J.B. Gould, 13th Massachusetts, came in with the determination of +persuading us to consent to be transferred to the hospital here, he +being the Provost Marshal of the island and having the power to make the +transfer. He is different in being and bearing from those who have been +here before. His motives were apparently those of pure kindness, and his +demeanour was that of a gentleman. Though he talked with us more than an +hour, he lost no part of his self-control or good humour. So by his +eloquence and kindness he made more impression upon us than any before. +As Congregationalist he well knew the courts of the temple, but the Holy +of Holies he had <!-- Page 52 --><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52"></a>never seen, and knew nothing of its secrets. He +understood expediency; but is not the man to "lay down his life for my +sake." He is sincere and seems to think what Major Gould believes cannot +be far from right. After his attempt we remained as firm as ever. We +must expect all means will be tried upon us, and no less persuasion than +threats.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">At the Hospital</span>, <i>7th.</i> [9th month.]—Yesterday morning came to +us Major Gould again, informing us that he had come to take us out of +that dirty place, as he could not see such respectable men lying there, +and was going to take us up to the hospital. We assured him we could not +serve there, and asked him if he would not bring us back when we had +there declared our purpose. He would not reply directly; but brought us +here and left us. When the surgeon knew our determination, he was for +haling us back at once; what he wanted, he said, was willing men.<!-- Page 53 --><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53"></a> We +sat on the sward without the hospital tents till nearly noon, for some +one to take us back; when we were ordered to move into the tents and +quarters assigned us in the mess-room. The Major must have interposed, +demonstrating his kindness by his resolution that we should occupy and +enjoy the pleasanter quarters of the hospital, certainly if serving; but +none the less so if we declined. Later in the day L.M.M. and P.D. were +sitting without, when he passed them and, laughing heartily, declared +they were the strangest prisoners of war he ever saw. He stopped some +time to talk with them and when they came in they declared him a kind +and honest man.</p> + +<p>If we interpret aright his conduct, this dangerous trial is over, and we +have escaped the perplexities that his kindness and determination threw +about us.</p> + +<p><i>13th.</i>—Last night we received a letter <!-- Page 54 --><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54"></a>from Henry Dickinson, stating +that the President, though sympathizing with those in our situation, +felt bound by the Conscription Act, and felt liberty, in view of his +oath to execute the laws, to do no more than detail us from active +service to hospital duty, or to the charge of the coloured refugees. For +more than a week have we lain here, refusing to engage in hospital +service; shall we retrace the steps of the past week? Or shall we go +South as overseers of the blacks on the confiscated estates of the +rebels, to act under military commanders and to report to such? What +would become of our testimony and our determination to preserve +ourselves clear of the guilt of this war?</p> + +<p>P.S. We have written back to Henry Dickinson that we cannot purchase +life at cost of peace of soul.</p> + +<p><i>14th.</i>—We have been exceeding sorrowful since receiving advice—as we +must call <!-- Page 55 --><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55"></a>it—from H.D. to enter the hospital service or some similar +situation. We did not look for that from him. It is not what our Friends +sent us out for; nor is it what we came for. We shall feel desolate and +dreary in our position, unless supported and cheered by the words of +those who have at heart our best interests more than regard for our +personal welfare. We walk as we feel guided by Best Wisdom. Oh, may we +run and not err in the high path of Holiness.</p> + +<p><i>16th.</i>—Yesterday a son-in-law of N.B. of Lynn came to see us. He was +going to get passes for one or two of the Lynn Friends, that they might +come over to see us today. He informed us that the sentiment of the +Friends hereabouts was that we might enter the hospital without +compromising our principles; and he produced a letter from W.W. to S.B. +to the same effect. W.W. expressed his opinion that we might do so +without doing <!-- Page 56 --><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></a>it in lieu of other service. How can we evade a fact? +Does not the government both demand and accept it as in lieu of other +service? Oh, the cruelest blow of all comes from our friends.</p> + +<p><i>17th.</i>—Although this trial was brought upon us by our friends, their +intentions were well meant. Their regard for our personal welfare and +safety too much absorbs the zeal they should possess for the maintenance +of the principle of the peaceableness of our Master's kingdom. An +unfaithfulness to this through meekness and timidity seems +manifest,—too great a desire to avoid suffering at some sacrifice of +principle, perhaps,—too little of placing of Faith and confidence upon +the Rock of Eternal Truth.</p> + +<p>Our friends at home, with W.D. at their head, support us; and yesterday, +at the opportune moment, just as we were most distressed by the +solicitations of our visitors, <!-- Page 57 --><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57"></a>kind and cheering words of Truth were +sent us through dear C.M.P., whose love rushes out to us warm and living +and just from an overflowing fountain.</p> + +<p>I must record another work of kind attention shown us by Major Gould. +Before we embarked, he came to us for a friendly visit. As we passed him +on our way to the wharf he bade us Farewell and expressed a hope we +should not have so hard a time as we feared. And after we were aboard +the steamer, as the result of his interference on our behalf, we must +believe, we were singled out from the midst of the prisoners, among whom +we had been placed previous to coming aboard, and allowed the liberty of +the vessel. By this are we saved much suffering, as the other prisoners +were kept under close guard in a corner on the outside of the boat.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Forest City up the Potomac</span>. <i>22nd.</i> [9th month.]—It was near +noon, yesterday, <!-- Page 58 --><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></a>when we turned in from sea between Cape Charles and +Henry; and, running thence down across the mouth of Chesapeake Bay, +alongside Old Point Comfort, dropped anchor off Fortress Monroe. The +scene around us was one of beauty, though many of its adornments were +the results and means of wrong. The sunshine was brighter, the verdure +greener to our eyes weary of the sea, and the calm was milder and more +grateful that we had so long tossed in the storm.</p> + +<p>The anchor was soon drawn up again and the <i>Forest City</i> steamed up the +James River toward Newport News, and turning to the left between the +low, pine-grown banks, passed Norfolk to leave the New Hampshire +detachment at Portsmouth.</p> + +<p>Coming back to Fortress Monroe, some freight was landed; and in the calm +clear light of the moon, we swung away from shore and dropping down the +mouth of the river, <!-- Page 59 --><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></a>rounded Old Point, and, going up the Chesapeake, +entered the Potomac in the night-time.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Off Shore, Alexandria.</span> <i>23d.</i>—Here we anchored last night +after the main detachment was landed, and the Vermont and Massachusetts +men remained on board another night. We hear we are to go right to the +field, where active operations are going on. This seems hard. We have +not till now given up the hope that we were not to go out into Virginia +with the rest of the men, but were to be kept here at Washington. +Fierce, indeed, are our trials. I am not discouraged entirely; but I am +weak from want of food which I can eat, and from sickness. I do not know +how I am going to live in such way, or get to the front.</p> + +<p>P.S. We have just landed; and I had the liberty to buy a pie of a woman +hawking such things, that has strengthened me wonderfully.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Camp near Culpeper.</span> <i>25th.</i>—My <!-- Page 60 --><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></a>distress is too great for +words; but I must overcome my disinclination to write, or this record +will remain unfinished. So, with aching head and heart, I proceed.</p> + +<p>Yesterday morning we were roused early for breakfast and for preparation +for starting. After marching out of the barracks, we were first taken to +the armory, where each man received a gun and its equipments and a piece +of tent. We stood in line, waiting for our turn with apprehensions of +coming trouble. Though we had felt free to keep with those among whom we +had been placed, we could not consent to carry a gun, even though we did +not intend to use it; and, from our previous experience, we knew it +would go harder with us, if we took the first step in the wrong +direction, though it might seem an unimportant one, and an easy and not +very wrong way to avoid difficulty. So we felt decided we must decline +receiving the guns.<!-- Page 61 --><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></a> In the hurry and bustle of equipping a detachment +of soldiers, one attempting to explain a position and the grounds +therefor so peculiar as ours to junior, petty officers, possessing +liberally the characteristics of these: pride, vanity, conceit, and an +arbitrary spirit, impatience, profanity, and contempt for holy things, +must needs find the opportunity a very unfavourable one.</p> + +<p>We succeeded in giving these young officers a slight idea of what we +were; and endeavoured to answer their questions of why we did not pay +our commutation, and avail ourselves of that provision made expressly +for such; of why we had come as far as that place, etc. We realized then +the unpleasant results of that practice, that had been employed with us +by the successive officers into whose hands we had fallen,—of shirking +any responsibility, and of passing us on to the next officer above.</p> + +<p><!-- Page 62 --><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></a>A council was soon holden to decide what to do with us. One proposed to +place us under arrest, a sentiment we rather hoped might prevail, as it +might prevent our being sent on to the front; but another, in some spite +and impatience, insisted, as it was their duty to supply a gun to every +man and forward him, that the guns should be put upon us, and we be made +to carry them. Accordingly the equipment was buckled about us, and the +straps of the guns being loosened, they were thrust over our heads and +hung upon our shoulders. In this way we were urged forward through the +streets of Alexandria; and, having been put upon a long train of dirt +cars, were started for Culpeper. We came over a long stretch of +desolated and deserted country, through battlefields of previous +summers, and through many camps now lively with the work of this present +campaign. Seeing, for the first time, a country made <!-- Page 63 --><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></a>dreary by the +war-blight, a country once adorned with groves and green pastures and +meadows and fields of waving grain, and happy with a thousand homes, now +laid with the ground, one realizes as he can in no other way something +of the ruin that lies in the trail of a war. But upon these fields of +Virginia, once so fair, there rests a two-fold blight, first that of +slavery, now that of war. When one contrasts the face of this country +with the smiling hillsides and vales of New England, he sees stamped +upon it in characters so marked, none but a blind man can fail to read, +the great irrefutable arguments against slavery and against war, too; +and must be filled with loathing for these twin relics of barbarism, so +awful in the potency of their consequences that they can change even the +face of the country.</p> + +<p>Through the heat of this long ride, we felt our total lack of water and +the meagreness <!-- Page 64 --><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64"></a>of our supply of food. Our thirst became so oppressive +as we were marched here from Culpeper, some four miles with scarcely a +halt to rest, under our heavy loads, and through the heat and deep dust +of the road, that we drank water and dipped in the brooks we passed, +though it was discoloured with the soap the soldiers had used in +washing. The guns interfered with our walking, and, slipping down, +dragged with painful weight upon our shoulders. Poor P.D. fell out from +exhaustion and did not come in till we had been some little time at the +camp. We were taken to the 4th Vermont regiment and soon apportioned to +companies. Though we waited upon the officer commanding the company in +which we were placed, and endeavoured to explain our situation, we were +required immediately after to be present at inspection of arms. We +declined, but an attempt was made to force us to obedience, <!-- Page 65 --><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65"></a>first, by +the officers of the company, then, by those of the regiment; but, +failing to exact obedience of us, we were ordered by the colonel to be +tied, and, if we made outcry, to be gagged also, and to be kept so till +he gave orders for our release. After two or three hours we were +relieved and left under guard; lying down on the ground in the open air, +and covering ourselves with our blankets, we soon fell asleep from +exhaustion, and the fatigue of the day.</p> + +<p>This morning the officers told us we must yield. We must obey and serve. +We were threatened great severities and even death. We seem perfectly at +the mercy of the military power, and, more, in the hands of the inferior +officers, who, from their being far removed from Washington, feel less +restraint from those Regulations of the Army, which are for the +protection of privates from personal abuse.</p> + +<p><!-- Page 66 --><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66"></a><i>26th.</i> [<i>9th</i> month.]—Yesterday my mind was much agitated: doubts and +fears and forebodings seized me. I was alone, seeking a resting-place +and finding none. It seemed as if God had forsaken me in this dark hour; +and the Tempter whispered, that after all I might be only the victim of +a delusion. My prayers for faith and strength seemed all in vain.</p> + +<p>But this morning I enjoy peace, and feel as though I could face +anything. Though I am as a lamb in the shambles, yet do I cry, "Thy will +be done," and can indeed say,—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Passive to His holy will<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Trust I in my Master still<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Even though he slay me.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>I mind me of the anxiety of our dear friends about home, and of their +prayers for us.</p> + +<p>Oh, praise be to the Lord for the peace and love and resignation that +has filled my soul <!-- Page 67 --><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67"></a>today! Oh, the passing beauty of holiness! There is +a holy life that is above fear; it is a close communion with Christ. I +pray for this continually but am not free from the shadow and the +tempter. There is ever present with us the thought that perhaps we shall +serve the Lord the most effectually by our death, and desire, if that be +the service He requires of us, that we may be ready and resigned.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Regimental Hospital</span>, 4th Vermont. <i>29th.</i> [<i>9th</i> month.]—On +the evening of the 26th the Colonel came to us apologizing for the +roughness with which he treated us at first, which was, as he insisted, +through ignorance of our real character and position. He told us if we +persisted in our course, death would probably follow; though at another +time he confessed to P.D. that this would only be the extreme sentence +of court-martial.</p> + +<p>He urged us to go into the hospital, stating <!-- Page 68 --><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68"></a>that this course was +advised by Friends about New York. We were too well aware of such a fact +to make any denial, though it was a subject of surprise to us that he +should be informed of it. He pleaded with us long and earnestly, urging +us with many promises of indulgence and favour and attentions we found +afterwards to be untrue. He gave us till the next morning to consider +the question and report our decision. In our discussion of the subject +among ourselves, we were very much perplexed. If all his statements +concerning the ground taken by our Society were true, we seemed to be +liable, if we persisted in the course which alone seemed to us to be in +accordance with Truth, to be exposed to the charge of over-zeal and +fanaticism even among our own brethren. Regarding the work to be done in +hospital as one of mercy and benevolence, we asked if we had any right +to refuse its performance; and questioned <!-- Page 69 --><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69"></a>whether we could do more good +by endeavouring to bear to the end a clear testimony against war, than +by labouring by word and deed among the needy in the hospitals and +camps. We saw around us a rich field for usefulness in which there were +scarce any labourers, and toward whose work our hands had often started +involuntarily and unbidden. At last we consented to a trial, at least +till we could make inquiries concerning the Colonel's allegations, and +ask the counsel of our friends, reserving the privilege of returning to +our former position.</p> + +<p>At first a great load seemed rolled away from us; we rejoiced in the +prospect of life again. But soon there prevailed a feeling of +condemnation, as though we had sold our Master. And that first day was +one of the bitterest I ever experienced. It was a time of stern conflict +of soul. The voice that seemed to say, "Follow me," as I sought +<!-- Page 70 --><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70"></a>guidance the night before, kept pleading with me, convincing of sin, +till I knew of a truth my feet had strayed from His path. The +Scriptures, which the day before I could scarcely open without finding +words of strength and comfort, seemed closed against me, till after a +severe struggle alone in the wood to which I had retired, I consented to +give up and retrace my steps in faith. But it was too late. L.M.M. +wishing to make a fair, honest trial, we were brought here—P.D. being +already here unwell. We feel we are erring; but scarce anything is +required of us and we wait to hear from Friends.</p> + +<p>Of these days of going down into sin, I wish to make little mention. I +would that my record of such degradation be brief. We wish to come to an +understanding with our friends and the Society before we move, but it +does not seem that we can repress the up<!-- Page 71 --><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71"></a>heavings of Truth in our +hearts. We are bruised by sin.</p> + +<p>It is with pleasure I record we have just waited upon the Colonel with +an explanation of our distress of mind, requesting him to proceed with +court-martial. We were kindly and tenderly received. "If you want a +trial I can give it to you," he answered. The brigade has just marched +out to join with the division for inspection. After that we are to have +attention to our case.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">p.m.</span> There is particular cause for congratulation in the +consideration that we took this step this morning, when now we receive a +letter from H.D. charging us to faithfulness.</p> + +<p>When lately I have seen dear L.M.M. in the thoroughness and patience of +his trial to perform service in hospital, his uneasiness and the +intensity of his struggle as mani<!-- Page 72 --><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72"></a>fested by his silence and disposition +to avoid the company of his friends, and seen him fail and declare to +us, "I cannot stay here," I have received a new proof, and to me a +strong one, because it is from the experimental knowledge of an honest +man, that no Friend, who is really such, desiring to keep himself clear +of complicity with this system of war and to bear a perfect testimony +against it, can lawfully perform service in the hospitals of the Army in +lieu of bearing arms.</p> + +<p><i>10th</i> mo., <i>3d.</i>—Today dawned fair and our Camp is dry again. I was +asked to clean the gun I brought, and declining, was tied some two hours +upon the ground.</p> + +<p><i>6th.</i> <span class="smcap">At Washington</span>.—At first, after being informed of our +declining to serve in his hospital, Colonel Foster did not appear +altered in his kind regard for us. But his spleen soon became evident. +At the time we asked for a trial by court-martial, and it was <!-- Page 73 --><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73"></a>his duty +to place us under arrest and proceed with the preferring of his charges +against us. For a while he seemed to hesitate and consult his inferior +officers, and among them his Chaplain. The result of the conference was +our being ordered into our companies, that, separated, and with the +force of the officers of a company bearing upon us, we might the more +likely be subdued. Yet the Colonel assured L.M.M., interceding in my +behalf, when the lieutenant commanding my company threatened force upon +me, that he should not allow any personal injury. When we marched next +day I was compelled to bear a gun and equipments. My associates were +more fortunate, for, being asked if they would carry their guns, +declined and saw no more trouble from them. The captain of the company +in which P.D. was placed told him he did not believe he was ugly about +it, and that he could only put him under arrest <!-- Page 74 --><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74"></a>and prefer charges +against him. He accordingly was taken under guard, where he lay till we +left for here.</p> + +<p>The next morning the men were busy in burnishing their arms. When I +looked toward the one I had borne, yellow with rust, I trembled in the +weakness of the flesh at the trial I felt impending over me. Before the +Colonel was up I knocked at his tent, but was told he was asleep, +though, through the opening, I saw him lying gazing at me. Although I +felt I should gain no relief from him, I applied again soon after. He +admitted me and, lying on his bed, inquired with cold heartlessness what +I wanted. I stated to him, that I could never consent to serve, and, +being under the war-power, was resigned to suffer instead all the just +penalties of the law. I begged of him release from the attempts by +violence to compel my obedience and service, and a trial, though likely +to be <!-- Page 75 --><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75"></a>made by those having no sympathy with me, yet probably in a +manner comformable to law.</p> + +<p>He replied that he had shown us all the favour he should; that he had, +now, turned us over to the military power and was going to let that take +its course; that is, henceforth we were to be at the mercy of the +inferior officers, without appeal to law, justice, or mercy. He said he +had placed us in a pleasant position, against which we could have no +reasonable objection, and that we had failed to perform our agreement. +He wished to deny that our consent was only temporary and conditional. +He declared, furthermore, his belief, that a man who would not fight for +his country did not deserve to live. I was glad to withdraw from his +presence as soon as I could.</p> + +<p>I went back to my tent and lay down for a season of retirement, +endeavouring to gain <!-- Page 76 --><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76"></a>resignation to any event. I dreaded torture and +desired strength of flesh and spirit. My trial soon came. The lieutenant +called me out, and pointing to the gun that lay near by, asked if I was +going to clean it. I replied to him, that I could not comply with +military requisitions, and felt resigned to the consequences. "I do not +ask about your feelings; I want to know if you are going to clean that +gun?" "I cannot do it," was my answer. He went away, saying, "Very +well," and I crawled into the tent again. Two sergeants soon called for +me, and taking me a little aside, bid me lie down on my back, and +stretching my limbs apart tied cords to my wrists and ankles and these +to four stakes driven in the ground somewhat in the form of an X.</p> + +<p>I was very quiet in my mind as I lay there on the ground [soaked] with +the rain of the previous day, exposed to the heat of the sun, <!-- Page 77 --><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77"></a>and +suffering keenly from the cords binding my wrists and straining my +muscles. And, if I dared the presumption, I should say that I caught a +glimpse of heavenly pity. I wept, not so much from my own suffering as +from sorrow that such things should be in our own country, where Justice +and Freedom and Liberty of Conscience have been the annual boast of +Fourth-of-July orators so many years. It seemed that our forefathers in +the faith had wrought and suffered in vain, when the privileges they so +dearly bought were so soon set aside. And I was sad, that one +endeavouring to follow our dear Master should be so generally regarded +as a despicable and stubborn culprit.</p> + +<p>After something like an hour had passed, the lieutenant came with his +orderly to ask me if I was ready to clean the gun. I replied to the +orderly asking the question, that it could but give me pain to be asked +or required <!-- Page 78 --><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78"></a>to do anything I believed wrong. He repeated it to the +lieutenant just behind him, who advanced and addressed me. I was +favoured to improve the opportunity to say to him a few things I wished. +He said little; and, when I had finished, he withdrew with the others +who had gathered around. About the end of another hour his orderly came +and released me.</p> + +<p>I arose and sat on the ground. I did not rise to go away. I had not +where to go, nothing to do. As I sat there my heart swelled with joy +from above. The consolation and sweet fruit of tribulation patiently +endured. But I also grieved, that the world was so far gone astray, so +cruel and blind. It seemed as if the gospel of Christ had never been +preached upon earth, and the beautiful example of his life had been +utterly lost sight of.</p> + +<p>Some of the men came about me, advising <!-- Page 79 --><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79"></a>me to yield, and among them one +of those who had tied me down, telling me what I had already suffered +was nothing to what I must yet suffer unless I yielded; that human flesh +could not endure what they would put upon me. I wondered if it could be +that they could force me to obedience by torture, and examined myself +closely to see if they had advanced as yet one step toward the +accomplishment of their purposes. Though weaker in body, I believed I +found myself, through divine strength, as firm in my resolution to +maintain my allegiance to my Master.</p> + +<p>The relaxation of my nerves and muscles after having been so tensely +strained left me that afternoon so weak that I could hardly walk or +perform any mental exertion.</p> + +<p>I had not yet eaten the mean and scanty breakfast I had prepared, when I +was ordered to pack up my things and report myself at the lieutenant's +tent. I was accus<!-- Page 80 --><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80"></a>tomed to such orders and complied, little moved.</p> + +<p>The lieutenant received me politely with, "Good-morning, Mr. Pringle," +and desiring me to be seated, proceeded with the writing with which he +was engaged. I sat down in some wonderment and sought to be quiet and +prepared for any event.</p> + +<p>"You are ordered to report to Washington," said he; "I do not know what +it is for." I assured him that neither did I know. We were gathered +before the Major's tent for preparation for departure. The regimental +officers were there manifesting surprise and chagrin; for they could not +but show both as they looked upon us, whom the day before they were +threatening to crush into submission, and attempting also to execute +their threats that morning, standing out of their power and under orders +from one superior to their Major Commanding E.M. As the <!-- Page 81 --><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81"></a>bird uncaged, +so were our hearts that morning. Short and uncertain at first were the +flights of Hope. As the slave many times before us, leaving his yoke +behind him, turned from the plantations of Virginia and set his face +toward the far North, so we from out a grasp as close and as abundant in +suffering and severity, and from without the line of bayonets that had +so many weeks surrounded us, turned our backs upon the camp of the 4th +Vermont and took our way over the turnpike that ran through the tented +fields of Culpeper.</p> + +<p>At the War Office we were soon admitted to an audience with the Adjutant +General, Colonel Townsend, whom we found to be a very fine man, mild and +kind. He referred our cases to the Secretary of War, Stanton, by whom we +were ordered to report for service to Surgeon General Hammond. Here we +met Isaac Newton, Commissioner of Ag<!-- Page 82 --><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82"></a>riculture, waiting for our arrival, +and James Austin of Nantucket, expecting his son, Charles L. Austin, and +Edward W. Holway of Sandwich, Mass., conscripted Friends like ourselves, +and ordered here from the 22nd Massachusetts.</p> + +<p>We understand it is through the influence of Isaac Newton that Friends +have been able to approach the heads of Government in our behalf and to +prevail with them to so great an extent. He explained to us the +circumstance in which we are placed. That the Secretary of War and +President sympathized with Friends in their present suffering, and would +grant them full release, but that they felt themselves bound by their +oaths that they would execute the laws, to carry out to its full extent +the Conscription Act. That there appeared but one door of relief +open,—that was to parole us and allow us to go home, but subject to +their call again ostensibly, though <!-- Page 83 --><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83"></a>this they neither wished nor +proposed to do. That the fact of Friends in the Army and refusing +service had attracted public attention so that it was not expedient to +parole us at present. That, therefore, we were to be sent to one of the +hospitals for a short time, where it was hoped and expressly requested +that we would consent to remain quiet and acquiesce, if possible, in +whatever might be required of us. That our work there would be quite +free from objection, being for the direct relief of the sick; and that +there we would release none for active service in the field, as the +nurses were hired civilians.</p> + +<p>These requirements being so much less objectionable than we had feared, +we felt relief, and consented to them. I.N. went with us himself to the +Surgeon General's office, where he procured peculiar favours for us: +that we should be sent to a hospital in the city, where he could see us +often; and that orders should <!-- Page 84 --><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84"></a>be given that nothing should interfere +with our comfort, or our enjoyment of our consciences.</p> + +<p>Thence we were sent to Medical Purveyor Abbot, who assigned us to the +best hospital in the city, the Douglas Hospital.</p> + +<p>The next day after our coming here Isaac Newton and James Austin came to +add to our number E.W.H. and C.L.A., so now there are five of us instead +of three. We are pleasantly situated in a room by ourselves in the upper +or fourth story, and are enjoying our advantages of good quarters and +tolerable food as no one can except he has been deprived of them.</p> + +<p>[<i>10th</i> month] <i>8th.</i>—Today we have a pass to go out to see the city.</p> + +<p><i>9th.</i>—We all went, thinking to do the whole city in a day, but before +the time of our passes expired, we were glad to drag ourselves back to +the rest and quiet of D.H.<!-- Page 85 --><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85"></a> During the day we called upon our friend +I.N. in the Patent Office. When he came to see us on the 7th, he stated +he had called upon the President that afternoon to request him to +release us and let us go home to our friends. The President promised to +consider it over-night. Accordingly yesterday morning, as I.N. told us, +he waited upon him again. He found there a woman in the greatest +distress. Her son, only a boy of fifteen years and four months, having +been enticed into the Army, had deserted and been sentenced to be shot +the next day. As the clerks were telling her, the President was in the +War Office and could not be seen, nor did they think he could attend to +her case that day. I.N. found her almost wild with grief. "Do not +despair, my good woman," said he, "I guess the President can be seen +after a bit." He soon presented her case to the President, who exclaimed +at once, "That <!-- Page 86 --><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86"></a>must not be, I must look into that case, before they +shoot that boy"; and telegraphed at once to have the order suspended.</p> + +<p>I.N. judged it was not a fit time to urge our case. We feel we can +afford to wait, that a life may be saved. But we long for release. We do +not feel easy to remain here.</p> + +<p><i>11th.</i>—Today we attended meeting held in the house of a Friend, Asa +Arnold, living near here. There were but four persons beside ourselves. +E.W.H. and C.L.A. showed their copy of the charges about to have been +preferred against them in court-martial before they left their regiment, +to a lawyer who attended the meeting. He laughed at the Specification of +Mutiny, declaring such a charge could not have been lawfully sustained +against them.</p> + +<p>The experiences of our new friends were similar to ours, except they +fell among offi<!-- Page 87 --><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87"></a>cers who usually showed them favour and rejoiced with +them in their release.</p> + +<p><i>13th.</i>—L.M.M. had quite an adventure yesterday. He being fireman with +another was in the furnace room among three or four others, when the +officer of the day, one of the surgeons, passed around on inspection. +"Stand up," he ordered them, wishing to be saluted. The others arose; +but by no means L. The order was repeated for his benefit, but he sat +with his cap on, telling the surgeon he had supposed he was excused from +such things as he was one of the Friends. Thereat the officer flew at +him, exclaiming, he would take the Quaker out of him. He snatched off +his cap and seizing him by the collar tried to raise him to his feet; +but finding his strength insufficient and that L. was not to be +frightened, he changed his purpose in his wrath and calling for the +corporal of the guard had him taken to the guard-house.<!-- Page 88 --><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88"></a> This was about +eleven <span class="smcap">a.m.</span> and he lay there till about six <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>, when +the surgeon in charge, arriving home and hearing of it, ordered the +officer of the day to go and take him out, telling him never to put +another man into the guard-house while he was in charge here without +consulting him. The manner of his release was very satisfactory to us, +and we waited for this rather than effect it by our own efforts. We are +all getting uneasy about remaining here, and if our release do not come +soon, we feel we must intercede with the authorities, even if the +alternative be imprisonment.</p> + +<p>The privations I have endured since leaving home, the great tax upon my +nervous strength, and my mind as well, since I have had charge of our +extensive correspondence, are beginning to tell upon my health and I +long for rest.</p> + +<p><i>20th.</i> We begin to feel we shall have to <!-- Page 89 --><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89"></a>decline service as +heretofore, unless our position is changed. I shall not say but we +submit too much in not declining at once, but it has seemed most prudent +at least to make suit with Government rather than provoke the hostility +of their subalterns. We were ordered here with little understanding of +the true state of things as they really exist here; and were advised by +Friends to come and make no objections, being assured it was but for a +very brief time and only a matter of form. It might not have been wrong; +but as we find we do too much fill the places of soldiers (L.M.M.'s +fellow fireman has just left for the field, and I am to take his place, +for instance), and are clearly doing military service, we are +continually oppressed by a sense of guilt, that makes our struggles +earnest.</p> + +<p><i>21st.</i>—I.N. has not called yet; our situation is becoming almost +intolerable. I query <!-- Page 90 --><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90"></a>if patience is justified under the circumstances. +My distress of mind may be enhanced by my feeble condition of health, +for today I am confined to my bed, almost too weak to get downstairs. +This is owing to exposure after being heated over the furnaces.</p> + +<p><i>26th.</i>—Though a week has gone by, and my cold has left me, I find I am +no better, and that I am reduced very low in strength and flesh by the +sickness and pain I am experiencing. Yet I still persist in going below +once a day. The food I am able to get is not such as is proper.</p> + +<p><i>11th</i> mo., <i>5th.</i>—I spend most of my time on my bed, much of it alone. +And very precious to me is the nearness unto the Master I am favoured to +attain to. Notwithstanding my situation and state, I am happy in the +enjoyment of His consolations. Lately my confidence has been strong, and +I think I begin to feel that our patience is soon to be re<!-- Page 91 --><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91"></a>warded with +relief; insomuch that a little while ago, when dear P.D. was almost +overcome with sorrow, I felt bold to comfort him with the assurance of +my belief, that it would not be long so. My mind is too weak to allow of +my reading much; and, though I enjoy the company of my companions a part +of the time, especially in the evening, I am much alone; which affords +me abundant time for meditation and waiting upon God. The fruits of this +are sweet, and a recompense for affliction.</p> + +<p><i>6th.</i>—Last evening E.W.H. saw I.N. particularly on my behalf, I +suppose. He left at once for the President. This morning he called to +inform us of his interview at the White House. The President was moved +to sympathy in my behalf, when I.N. gave him a letter from one of our +Friends in New York. After its perusal he exclaimed to our friend, "I +want you to go and tell Stanton <!-- Page 92 --><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92"></a>that it is my wish all those young men +be sent home at once." He was on his way to the Secretary this morning +as he called.</p> + +<p>Later. I.N. has just called again informing us in joy that we are free. +At the War Office he was urging the Secretary to consent to our paroles, +when the President entered. "It is my urgent wish," said he. The +Secretary yielded; the order was given, and we were released. What we +had waited for so many weeks was accomplished in a few moments by a +Providential ordering of circumstances.</p> + +<p><i>7th.</i>—I.N. came again last evening bringing our paroles. The +preliminary arrangements are being made, and we are to start this +afternoon for New York.</p> + +<p><i>Note.</i> Rising from my sick-bed to undertake this journey, which lasted +through the night, its fatigues overcame me, and upon my arrival in New +York I was seized with de<!-- Page 93 --><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93"></a>lirium from which I only recovered after many +weeks, through the mercy and favour of Him, who in all this trial had +been our guide and strength and comfort.</p> + + +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> +<h2><span class="smcap">the end</span></h2> + + +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> +<div><br /></div> + +<h5><span class="smcap">printed in the united states of america</span></h5> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p> +<!-- Page 94 --> +<a name="Page_94" id="Page_94"></a> +<!-- Page 95 --> +<a name="Page_95" id="Page_95"></a></p> +<h4>The following pages contain advertisements of a few of the Macmillan +books on kindred subjects</h4> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><!-- Page 96 --><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96"></a></p><p><!-- Page 97 --><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97"></a></p> +<div style="margin-left: 25%; margin-right: 25%;"> +<p><big><b>The Heart of the Puritan</b></big></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By ELIZABETH DEERING HANSCOM</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>$1.50</i></p> + +<p>The purpose of this volume is stated by the editor in these words: "I +determined to bring together in one place in a convenient compendium, as +it were, some gleanings from many and dusty tomes, some fragments of +reality, in the hope that from them might radiate for others, as for me, +shafts of light to penetrate the past." 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Record of a Quaker Conscience, Cyrus Pringle's Diary + With an Introduction by Rufus M. Jones + +Author: Cyrus Pringle + +Commentator: Rufus M. Jones + +Release Date: June 18, 2005 [EBook #16088] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE RECORD OF A QUAKER *** + + + + +Produced by Mark C. Orton, Melissa Er-Raqabi and the Online +Distributed Proofreading + + + + + +THE RECORD OF A +QUAKER CONSCIENCE + + + + +[Illustration: Macmillan Logo] + +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +NEW YORK . BOSTON . CHICAGO . DALLAS +ATLANTA . SAN FRANCISCO + + +MACMILLAN & CO., Limited + +LONDON . BOMBAY . CALCUTTA +MELBOURNE + + +THE MACMILLAN CO. OF CANADA, Ltd. +TORONTO + + + + +THE RECORD OF A +QUAKER CONSCIENCE + + +CYRUS PRINGLE'S DIARY + + +WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY +RUFUS M. JONES + + +New York + +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +1918 + +_All rights reserved_ + + + + +Copyright, 1913 +BY THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY COMPANY + + +Copyright, 1918 +By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +Set up and printed. Published, February, 1918 + + +[Transcriber's Note: + +Several unusual spellings have been kept as in the original, including: +northermost ("Fairhope meeting-house is in the northermost country") and +comformable ("yet probably in a manner comformable to"). + +In some cases, variant spellings of the same word are used, as in the +case of "enrolment" and "enrollment", "therefor" and "therefore", "well +meant" and "well-meant". These have been comfirmed with the original. + +In referring to God, there is also inconsistency in the use of "His" +versus "his" and "Him" versus "him".] + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +The body of this little book consists of the personal diary of a young +Quaker named Cyrus Guernsey Pringle of Charlotte, Vermont. He was +drafted for service in the Union Army, July 13th, 1863. Under the +existing draft law a person who had religious scruples against engaging +in war was given the privilege of paying a commutation fine of three +hundred dollars. This commutation money Pringle's conscience would not +allow him to pay. A prosperous uncle proposed to pay it surreptitiously +for him, but the honest-minded youth discovered the plan and refused to +accept the well meant kindness, since he believed, no doubt rightly, +that this money would be used to pay for an army substitute in his +place. The Diary relates in simple, naive style the experiences which +befell the narrator as he followed his hard path of duty, and +incidentally it reveals a fine and sensitive type of character, not +unlike that which comes so beautifully to light in the Journal of John +Woolman. + +This is plainly not the psychological moment to study the highly complex +and delicate problem of conscience. The strain and tension of world +issues disturb our judgment. We cannot if we would turn away from the +events and movements that affect the destiny of nations to dwell calmly +and securely upon our own inner, private actions. It is never easy, even +when the world is most normal and peaceful, to mark off with sharp lines +the area of individual freedom. No person ever lives unto himself or is +sufficient to himself. He is inextricably woven into the tissue of the +social group. His privileges, his responsibilities, his obligations are +forever over-individual and come from beyond his narrow isolated life. +If he is to be a rational being at all he must _relate_ his life to +others and share in some measure their triumphs and their tragedies. + +But at the same time the most precious thing in the universe is that +mysterious thing we call individual liberty and which even God himself +guards and respects. Up to some point, difficult certainly to delimit, a +man must be captain of his soul. He cannot be a _person_ if he does not +have a sphere of power over his own act. To treat him as a puppet of +external forces, or a mere cog in a vast social mechanism, is to wipe +out the unique distinction between person and thing. Somewhere the free +spirit must take its stand and claim its God-given distinction. If life +is to be at all worth while there must be some boundary within which the +soul holds its own august and ultimate tribunal. That Sanctuary domain +within the soul the Quakers, ever since their origin in the period of +the English Commonwealth, have always guarded as the most sacred +possession a man can have. + +No grave difficulty, at least in the modern world, is involved in this +faith, until it suddenly comes into conflict with the urgent +requirements of social efficiency. When the social group is fused with +emotion and moves almost as an undivided unit toward some end, then the +claim of a right, on the ground of conscience, for the individual to +deviate from the group and to pursue another or an opposite course +appears serious if not positively insufferable. The abstract principle +of individual liberty all modern persons grant; the strain comes when +some one proposes to insist upon a concrete instance of it which +involves implications that may endanger the ends which the intensified +group is pursuing. A situation of this type confronts the Quakers +whenever their country engages in war, since as a people they feel that +they cannot fight or take any part in military operations. + +They do not find it an easy thing to give a completely rational ground +for their opposition to war. Nor, as a matter of fact, is it any more +easy for the militarist to rationalize his method of solving world +difficulties. Both are evidently actuated by instinctive forces which +lie far beneath the level of pure reason. + +The roots of the Quakers' opposition to war go deep down into the soil +of the past. They are the outgrowth and culmination of a long spiritual +movement. They carry along, in their ideas, emotions, habits and +attitudes, tendencies which have been unconsciously sucked in with their +mother's milk, and which, therefore, cannot be held up and analysed. +The mystics, the humanists, the anabaptists, the spiritual reformers, +are forerunners of the Quaker. They are a necessary part of his +pedigree,--and they were all profoundly opposed to war. This attitude +has become an integral part of the vital stock of truth by which the +Quaker lives his spiritual life, and to violate it is for him to stop +living "the way of truth," as the early Quakers quaintly called their +religious faith. + +But the Quakers have never been champions of the negative. They do not +take kindly to the role of being "antis." Their negations grow out of +their insistent affirmations. If they are _against_ an established +institution or custom it is because they are _for_ some other way of +life which seems to them divinely right, and their first obligation is +to incarnate that way of life. They cannot, therefore, stand apart in +monastic seclusion and safely watch the swirl of forces which they +silently disapprove. If in war-time they do not fight, they _do_ +something else. They accept and face the dangers incident to their way +of life. They feel a compulsion to take up and in some measure to bear +the burden of the world's suffering. They endeavour to exhibit, humbly +and modestly, the power of sacrificial love, freely, joyously given, and +they venture all that the brave can venture to carry their faith into +life and action. In the American civil war, in the Franco-Prussian, the +South African, the Balkan, the Russo-Japanese, small bands of Quakers +revealed the same spirit of service and the same obliviousness to danger +which have marked the larger groups that have manned the ambulance units +and the war-victims' relief and reconstruction work of this world war. +In this present crisis they have gone wherever they could go,--to +Belgium, to France, to Russia, to Italy, to Serbia and Greece and Syria +and Mesopotamia,--to carry into operation the forces of restoration and +of reconstruction. They have not stood aloof as spectators of the +world's tragedy. They have entered into it and shared it, and they have +counted neither money nor life dear to themselves in their desire to +reveal the power of redeeming and transforming love. + +Slowly the sincerity of the Quaker conviction about war has made itself +felt and limited legislative provisions have been made, especially in +England and America, to meet the claims of conscience. The problem which +confronts the law-maker, even when he is sympathetic with the rights of +conviction, is the grave difficulty of determining where to draw the +line of special exception to general requirements and how to discover +the sincerity of conscientious objection to war. The "slacker" is +always a stern possibility. There must be no holes in the net for him to +escape through. The makers of armies naturally want every man who can be +spared from civilian life and can be utilized for military operations. +It has consequently often seemed necessary for law-makers to be narrow +and hard toward the obviously sincere for fear of being too easy and +lenient with those suspected of having sham consciences. + +During the Civil War in America, President Lincoln, eager as he was to +win the war, was always deeply in sympathy with the Quakers, and he +stretched his administrative powers to their full limit to provide +relief for conscientious convictions. In the early stages of the great +conflict the President wrote the following kindly note in answer to a +message from New England Yearly Meeting of the Society of Friends: +"Engaged as I am, in a great war, I fear it will be difficult for the +world to understand how fully I appreciate the principles of peace +inculcated in this letter [of yours] and every where by the Society of +Friends."[1] Both he and Secretary Stanton made many positive efforts to +find some way of providing for the tender consciences of Friends without +being unfair to the rights of others. They even requested American +Friends to call a conference to consider how to find a satisfactory +solution of the problem. Such a conference was held in Baltimore, +December 7th, 1863, and the Friends there assembled expressed great +appreciation of "the kindness evinced at all times by the President and +Secretary of War." A delegation from this conference visited Washington +and, in co-operation with Secretary Stanton, succeeded in securing a +clause in the enrolment bill, declaring Friends to be non-combatants, +assigning all drafted Friends to hospital service or work among +freedmen, and further providing for the entire exemption of Friends from +military service on the payment of $300 into a fund for the relief of +sick and wounded.[2] + +On several occasions Friends in larger or smaller groups went to +Washington for times of prayer and spiritual communion with the great +President. These times were deeply appreciated by the heavily burdened +man. Tears ran down his cheeks, we are told, as he sat bowed in solemn +silence or knelt as some moved Friend prayed for him to Almighty God. +Writing of the visit of Isaac and Sarah Harvey of Clinton County, Ohio, +in the autumn of 1862, Lincoln tenderly said: "May the Lord comfort them +as they have sustained me." A letter written by the President in 1862 to +Eliza P. Gurney, one of a small group of Friends who visited him and +prayed with him in the autumn of that year, reveals forcibly how he +regarded these occasions: + + "I am glad of this interview, and glad to know that I have your + sympathy and prayers. We are indeed going through a great trial--a + fiery trial. In the very responsible position in which I happen to + be placed, being a humble instrument in the hands of our Heavenly + Father, as I am, and as we all are, to work out his great purposes, + I have desired that all my works and acts may be according to his + will, and that it might be so, I have sought his aid; but if, after + endeavouring to do my best in the light which he affords me, I find + my efforts fail, I must believe that for some purpose unknown to + me, his will is otherwise. If I had had my way, this war would + never have been commenced. If I had been allowed my way, this war + would have been ended before this; but we find it still continues, + and we must believe that he permits it for some wise purpose of + his own, mysterious and unknown to us; and though with our limited + understandings we may not be able to comprehend it, yet we cannot + but believe that he who made the world still governs it." + +Somewhat later President Lincoln wrote again to Eliza P. Gurney +requesting her to exercise her freedom to write to him as he felt the +need of spiritual help and reinforcement. Her letter of reply so closely +touched him and spoke to his condition that he carried it about with him +and it was found in his coat pocket at the time of his death, twenty +months after it was written. In the autumn of 1864, President Lincoln, +still impressed by the message which he had received, wrote a memorable +letter to Eliza P. Gurney. It was as follows: + + "I have not forgotten--probably never shall forget--the very + impressive occasion when yourself and friends visited me on a + Sabbath forenoon two years ago. Nor has your kind letter, written + nearly a year later, ever been forgotten. In all it has been your + purpose to strengthen my reliance on God. I am much indebted to the + good Christian people of the country for their constant prayers and + consolations; and to no one of them more than to yourself. The + purposes of the Almighty are perfect, and must prevail, though we + erring mortals may fail to accurately perceive them in advance. We + hoped for a happy termination of this terrible war long before + this; but God knows best, and has ruled otherwise. We shall yet + acknowledge his wisdom, and our own error therein. Meanwhile we + must work earnestly in the best lights he gives us, trusting that + so working still conduces to the great ends he ordains. Surely he + intends some great good to follow this mighty convulsion, which no + mortal could make, and no mortal could stay. Your people, the + Friends, have had, and are having, a very great trial. On principle + and faith opposed to both war and oppression, they can only + practically oppose oppression by war. In this dilemma some have + chosen one horn and some the other. For those appealing to me on + conscientious grounds, I have done, and shall do, the best I could + and can, in my own conscience, under my oath to the law. That you + believe this I doubt not; and, believing it, I shall still receive + for our country and myself your earnest prayers to our Father in + heaven." + +It is, then, not surprising that President Lincoln was "moved with +sympathy" when he heard the story of Pringle's suffering for conscience, +or that he quietly said to the Secretary of War, "It is my urgent wish +that this Friend be released." + +RUFUS M. JONES. + +Haverford, Pa., +December, 1917. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] Nicolay and Hay: "Abraham Lincoln," Vol. VI, p. 328. + +[2] Secretary Stanton endeavoured to provide that this commutation money +should be made into a fund for the care of freedmen. This suggestion +was, however, not adopted by Congress. + + + + +THE RECORD OF A QUAKER CONSCIENCE + + +At Burlington, Vt., on the 13th of the seventh month, 1863, I was +drafted. Pleasant are my recollections of the 14th. Much of that rainy +day I spent in my chamber, as yet unaware of my fate; in writing and +reading and in reflecting to compose my mind for any event. The day and +the exercise, by the blessing of the Father, brought me precious +reconciliation to the will of Providence. + +With ardent zeal for our Faith and the cause of our peaceable +principles; and almost disgusted at the lukewarmness and unfaithfulness +of very many who profess these; and considering how heavily slight +crosses bore upon their shoulders, I felt to say, "Here am I, Father, +for thy service. As thou will." May I trust it was He who called me and +sent me forth with the consolation: "My grace is sufficient for thee." +Deeply have I felt many times since that I am nothing without the +companionship of the Spirit. + +I was to report on the 27th. Then, loyal to our country, Wm. Lindley +Dean and I appeared before the Provost Marshal with a statement of our +cases. We were ordered for a hearing on the 29th. On the afternoon of +that day W.L.D. was rejected upon examination of the Surgeon, but my +case not coming up, he remained with me,--much to my strength and +comfort. Sweet was his converse and long to be remembered, as we lay +together that warm summer night on the straw of the barracks. By his +encouragement much was my mind strengthened; my desires for a pure life, +and my resolutions for good. In him and those of whom he spoke I saw +the abstract beauty of Quakerism. On the next morning came Joshua M. +Dean to support me and plead my case before the Board of Enrollment. On +the day after, the 31st, I came before the Board. Respectfully those men +listened to the exposition of our principles; and, on our representing +that we looked for some relief from the President, the marshal released +me for twenty days. Meanwhile appeared Lindley M. Macomber and was +likewise, by the kindness of the marshal, though they had received +instructions from the Provost Marshal General to show such claims no +partiality, released to appear on the 20th day of the eighth month. + +All these days we were urged by our acquaintances to pay our commutation +money; by some through well-meant kindness and sympathy; by others +through interest in the war; and by others still through a belief they +entertained it was our duty. But we confess a higher duty than that to +country; and, asking no military protection of our Government and +grateful for none, deny any obligation to support so unlawful a system, +as we hold a war to be even when waged in opposition to an evil and +oppressive power and ostensibly in defence of liberty, virtue, and free +institutions; and, though touched by the kind interest of friends, we +could not relieve their distress by a means we held even more sinful +than that of serving ourselves, as by supplying money to hire a +substitute we would not only be responsible for the result, but be the +agents in bringing others into evil. So looking to our Father alone for +help, and remembering that "Whoso loseth his life for my sake shall find +it; but whoso saveth it shall lose it," we presented ourselves again +before the Board, as we had promised to do when released. Being offered +four days more of time, we accepted it as affording opportunity to +visit our friends; and moreover as there would be more probability of +meeting Peter Dakin at Rutland. + +Sweet was the comfort and sympathy of our friends as we visited them. +There was a deep comfort, as we left them, in the thought that so many +pure and pious people follow us with their love and prayers. Appearing +finally before the marshal on the 24th, suits and uniforms were selected +for us, and we were called upon to give receipts for them. L.M.M. was on +his guard, and, being first called upon, declared he could not do so, as +that would imply acceptance. Failing to come to any agreement, the +matter was postponed till next morning, when we certified to the fact +that the articles were "with us." Here I must make record of the +kindness of the marshal, Rolla Gleason, who treated us with respect and +kindness. He had spoken with respect of our Society; had given me +furloughs to the amount of twenty-four days, when the marshal at Rutland +considered himself restricted by his oath and duty to six days; and here +appeared in person to prevent any harsh treatment of us by his +sergeants; and though much against his inclinations, assisted in putting +on the uniform with his own hands. We bade him farewell with grateful +feelings and expressions of fear that we should not fall into as tender +hands again; and amid the rain in the early morning, as the town clock +tolled the hour of seven, we were driven amongst the flock that was +going forth to the slaughter, down the street and into the cars for +Brattleboro. Dark was the day with murk and cloud and rain; and, as we +rolled down through the narrow vales of eastern Vermont, somewhat of the +shadow crept into our hearts and filled them with dark apprehensions of +evil fortune ahead; of long, hopeless trials; of abuse from inferior +officers; of contempt from common soldiers; of patient endurance (or an +attempt at this), unto an end seen only by the eye of a strong faith. + +Herded into a car by ourselves, we conscripts, substitutes, and the +rest, through the greater part of the day, swept over the fertile +meadows along the banks of the White River and the Connecticut, through +pleasant scenes that had little of delight for us. At Woodstock we were +joined by the conscripts from the 1st District,--altogether an inferior +company from those before with us, who were honest yeomen from the +northern and mountainous towns, while these were many of them +substitutes from the cities. + +At Brattleboro we were marched up to the camp; our knapsacks and persons +searched; and any articles of citizen's dress taken from us; and then +shut up in a rough board building under a guard. Here the prospect was +dreary, and I felt some lack of confidence in our Father's arm, though +but two days before I wrote to my dear friend, E.M.H.,-- + + I go tomorrow where the din + Of war is in the sulphurous air. + I go the Prince of Peace to serve, + His cross of suffering to bear. + + +Brattleboro, _26th_, _8th_ month, 1863.--Twenty-five or thirty caged +lions roam lazily to and fro through this building hour after hour +through the day. On every side without, sentries pace their slow beat, +bearing loaded muskets. Men are ranging through the grounds or hanging +in synods about the doors of the different buildings, apparently without +a purpose. Aimless is military life, except betimes its aim is deadly. +Idle life blends with violent death-struggles till the man is unmade a +man; and henceforth there is little of manhood about him. Of a man he is +made a soldier, which is a man-destroying machine in two senses,--a +thing for the prosecuting or repelling an invasion like the block of +stone in the fortress or the plate of iron on the side of the Monitor. +They are alike. I have tried in vain to define a difference, and I see +only this. The iron-clad with its gun is the bigger soldier: the more +formidable in attack, the less liable to destruction in a given time; +the block the most capable of resistance; both are equally obedient to +officers. Or the more perfect is the soldier, the more nearly he +approaches these in this respect. + +Three times a day we are marched out to the mess houses for our rations. +In our hands we carry a tin plate, whereon we bring back a piece of +bread (sour and tough most likely), and a cup. Morning and noon a piece +of meat, antique betimes, bears company with the bread. They who wish it +receive in their cups two sorts of decoctions: in the morning burnt +bread, or peas perhaps, steeped in water with some saccharine substance +added (I dare not affirm it to be sugar). At night steeped tea extended +by some other herbs probably and its pungency and acridity assuaged by +the saccharine principle aforementioned. On this we have so far +subsisted and, save some nauseating, comfortably. As we go out and +return, on right and left and in front and rear go bayonets. Some +substitutes heretofore have escaped and we are not to be neglected in +our attendants. Hard beds are healthy, but I query cannot the result be +defeated by the _degree_? Our mattresses are boards. Only the slight +elasticity of our thin blankets breaks the fall of our flesh and bones +thereon. Oh! now I praise the discipline I have received from uncarpeted +floors through warm summer nights of my boyhood. + +The building resounds with petty talk; jokes and laughter and swearing. +Something more than that. Many of the caged lions are engaged with +cards, and money changes hands freely. Some of the caged lions read, and +some sleep, and so the weary day goes by. + +L.M.M. and I addressed the following letter to Governor Holbrook and +hired a corporal to forward it to him. + +BRATTLEBORO, VT., _26th_, _8th_ month, 1863. +FREDERICK HOLBROOK, +Governor of Vermont:-- + +We, the undersigned members of the Society of Friends, beg leave to +represent to thee, that we were lately drafted in the 3d Dist. of +Vermont, have been forced into the army and reached the camp near this +town yesterday. + +That in the language of the elders of our New York Yearly Meeting, "We +love our country and acknowledge with gratitude to our Heavenly Father +the many blessings we have been favoured with under the government; and +can feel no sympathy with any who seek its overthrow." + +But that, true to well-known principles of our Society, we cannot +violate our religious convictions either by complying with military +requisitions or by the equivalents of this compliance,--the furnishing +of a substitute or payment of commutation money. That, therefore, we are +brought into suffering and exposed to insult and contempt from those who +have us in charge, as well as to the penalties of insubordination, +though liberty of conscience is granted us by the Constitution of +Vermont as well as that of the United States. + +Therefore, we beg of thee as Governor of our State any assistance thou +may be able to render, should it be no more than the influence of thy +position interceding in our behalf. + +Truly Thy Friend, +CYRUS G. PRINGLE. + +P.S.--We are informed we are to be sent to the vicinity of Boston +tomorrow. + +_27th._--On board train to Boston. The long afternoon of yesterday +passed slowly away. This morning passed by,--the time of our stay in +Brattleboro, and we neither saw nor heard anything of our Governor. We +suppose he could not or would not help us. So as we go down to our trial +we have no arm to lean upon among all men; but why dost thou complain, +oh, my Soul? Seek thou that faith that will prove a buckler to thy +breast, and gain for thee the protection of an arm mightier than the +arms of all men. + +_28th._ CAMP VERMONT: LONG ISLAND, BOSTON HARBOUR.--In the early morning +damp and cool we marched down off the heights of Brattleboro to take +train for this place. Once in the car the dashing young cavalry officer, +who had us in charge, gave notice he had placed men through the cars, +with loaded revolvers, who had orders to shoot any person attempting to +escape, or jump from the window, and that any one would be shot if he +even put his head out of the window. Down the beautiful valley of the +Connecticut, all through its broad intervales, heavy with its crops of +corn or tobacco, or shaven smooth by the summer harvest; over the hard +and stony counties of northern Massachusetts, through its suburbs and +under the shadow of Bunker Hill Monument we came into the City of +Boston, "the Hub of the Universe." Out through street after street we +were marched double guarded to the wharves, where we took a small +steamer for the island some six miles out in the harbour. A circumstance +connected with this march is worth mentioning for its singularity: at +the head of this company, like convicts (and feeling very much like +such), through the City of Boston walked, with heavy hearts and +down-cast eyes, two Quakers. + +Here on this dry and pleasant island in the midst of the beautiful +Massachusetts Bay, we have the liberty of the camp, the privilege of air +and sunshine and hay beds to sleep upon. So we went to bed last night +with somewhat of gladness elevating our depressed spirits. + +Here are many troops gathering daily from all the New England States +except Connecticut and Rhode Island. Their white tents are dotting the +green slopes and hilltops of the island and spreading wider and wider. +This is the flow of military tide here just now. The ebb went out to sea +in the shape of a great shipload just as we came in, and another load +will be sent before many days. All is war here. We are surrounded by the +pomp and circumstance of war, and enveloped in the cloud thereof. The +cloud settles down over the minds and souls of all; they cannot see +beyond, nor do they try; but with the clearer eye of Christian faith I +try to look beyond all this error unto Truth and Holiness immaculate: +and thanks to our Father, I am favoured with glimpses that are sweet +consolation amid this darkness. + +This is one gratification: the men with us give us their sympathy. They +seem to look upon us tenderly and pitifully, and their expressions of +kind wishes are warm. Although we are relieved from duty and from drill, +and may lie in our tents during rain and at night, we have heard of no +complaint. This is the more worthy of note as there are so few in our +little (Vermont) camp. Each man comes on guard half the days. It would +probably be otherwise were their hearts in the service; but I have yet +to find the man in any of these camps or at any service who does not +wish himself at home. Substitutes say if they knew all they know now +before leaving home they would not have enlisted; and they have been but +a week from their homes and have endured no hardships. Yesterday L.M.M. +and I appeared before the Captain commanding this camp with a statement +of our cases. He listened to us respectfully and promised to refer us to +the General commanding here, General Devens; and in the meantime +released us from duty. In a short time afterward he passed us in our +tent, asking our names. We have not heard from him, but do not drill or +stand guard; so, we suppose, his release was confirmed. At that +interview a young lieutenant sneeringly told us he thought we had better +throw away our scruples and fight in the service of the country; and as +we told the Captain we could not accept pay, he laughed mockingly, and +said he would not stay here for $13.00 per month. He gets more than a +hundred, I suppose. + +How beautiful seems the world on this glorious morning here by the +seaside! Eastward and toward the sun, fair green isles with outlines of +pure beauty are scattered over the blue bay. Along the far line of the +mainland white hamlets and towns glisten in the morning sun; countless +tiny waves dance in the wind that comes off shore and sparkle sunward +like myriads of gems. Up the fair vault, flecked by scarcely a cloud, +rolls the sun in glory. Though fair be the earth, it has come to be +tainted and marred by him who was meant to be its crowning glory. Behind +me on this island are crowded vile and wicked men, the murmur of whose +ribaldry riseth continually like the smoke and fumes of a lower world. +Oh! Father of Mercies, forgive the hard heartlessness and blindness and +scarlet sins of my fellows, my brothers. + + +PRISON EXPERIENCES FOR CONSCIENCE' SAKE--OUR PRISON + +_31st._, _8th_ month, 1863. IN GUARD HOUSE.--Yesterday morning L.M.M. +and I were called upon to do fatigue duty. The day before we were asked +to do some cleaning about camp and to bring water. We wished to be +obliging, to appear willing to bear a hand toward that which would +promote our own and our fellows' health and convenience; but as we +worked we did not feel easy. Suspecting we had been assigned to such +work, the more we discussed in our minds the subject, the more clearly +the right way seemed opened to us; and we separately came to the +judgment that we must not conform to this requirement. So when the +sergeant bade us "Police the streets," we asked him if he had received +instructions with regard to us, and he replied we had been assigned to +"Fatigue Duty." L.M.M. answered him that we could not obey. He left us +immediately for the Major (Jarvis of Weathersfield, Vt.). He came back +and ordered us to the Major's tent. The latter met us outside and +inquired concerning the complaint he had heard of us. Upon our statement +of our position, he apparently undertook to argue our whimsies, as he +probably looked upon our principles, out of our heads. We replied to his +points as we had ability; but he soon turned to bullying us rather than +arguing with us, and would hardly let us proceed with a whole sentence. +"I make some pretension to religion myself," he said; and quoted the Old +Testament freely in support of war. Our terms were, submission or the +guard-house. We replied we could not obey. + +This island was formerly occupied by a company, who carried on the large +farm it comprises and opened a great hotel as a summer resort. + +The subjects of all misdemeanours, grave and small, are here confined. +Those who have deserted or attempted it; those who have insulted +officers and those guilty of theft, fighting, drunkenness, etc. In +_most_, as in the camps, there are traces yet of manhood and of the +Divine Spark, but some are abandoned, dissolute. There are many here +among the substitutes who were actors in the late New York riots. They +show unmistakably the characteristics and sentiments of those rioters, +and, especially, hatred to the blacks drafted and about camp, and +exhibit this in foul and profane jeers heaped upon these unoffending men +at every opportunity. In justice to the blacks I must say they are +superior to the whites in all their behaviour. + +_31st._ P.M.--Several of us were a little time ago called out one by one +to answer inquiries with regard to our offences. We replied we could not +comply with military requisitions. P.D., being last, was asked if he +would die first, and replied promptly but mildly, _Yes_. + +Here we are in prison in our own land for no crimes, no offence to God +nor man; nay, more: we are here for obeying the commands of the Son of +God and the influences of his Holy Spirit. I must look for patience in +this dark day. I am troubled too much and excited and perplexed. + +_1st._, _9th_ month.--Oh, the horrors of the past night--I never before +experienced such _sensations_ and fears; and never did I feel so clearly +that I had nothing but the hand of our Father to shield me from evil. +Last night we three lay down together on the floor of a lower room of +which we had taken possession. The others were above. We had but one +blanket between us and the floor, and one over us. The other one we had +lent to a wretched deserter who had skulked into our room for _relief_, +being without anything of his own. We had during the day gained the +respect of the fellows, and they seemed disposed to let us occupy our +room in peace. I cannot say in quiet, for these caged beasts are +restless, and the resonant boards of this old building speak of bedlam. +The thin board partitions, the light door fastened only by a pine stick +thrust into a wooden loop on the casing, seemed small protection in case +of assault; but we lay down to sleep in quiet trust. But we had scarcely +fallen asleep before we were awakened by the demoniac howlings and +yellings of a man just brought into the next room, and allowed the +liberty of the whole house. He was drunk, and further seemed to be +labouring under delirium tremens. He crashed about furiously, and all +the more after the guard tramped heavily in and bound him with +handcuffs, and chain and ball. Again and again they left, only to return +to quiet him by threats or by crushing him down to the floor and gagging +him. In a couple of hours he became quiet and we got considerable sleep. + +In the morning the fellow came into our room apologizing for the +intrusion. He appeared a smart, fine-looking young man, restless and +uneasy. P.D. has a way of disposing of intruders that is quite +effectual. I have not entirely disposed of some misgivings with respect +to the legitimacy of his use of the means, so he commenced reading aloud +in the Bible. The fellow was impatient and noisy, but he soon settled +down on the floor beside him. As he listened and talked with us the +recollections of his father's house and his innocent childhood were +awakened. He was the child of pious parents, taught in Sabbath School +and under pure home influences till thirteen. Then he was drawn into bad +company, soon after leaving home for the sea; and, since then, has +served in the army and navy,--in the army in Wilson's and Hawkins's +[brigades]. His was the old story of the total subjection of moral power +and thralldom to evil habits and associates. He would get drunk, +whenever it was in his power. It was wrong; but he could not help it. +Though he was awakened and recollected his parents looking long and in +vain for his return, he soon returned to camp, to his wallowing in the +mire, and I fear to his path to certain perdition. + +_3d._ [9th month.]--A Massachusetts major, the officer of the day, in +his inspection of the guard-house came into our room today. We were +lying on the floor engaged in reading and writing. He was apparently +surprised at this and inquired the name of our books; and finding the +Bible and Thomas a Kempis's _Imitation of Christ_, observed that they +were good books. I cannot say if he knew we were Friends, but he asked +us why we were in here. + +Like all officers he proceeded to reason with us, and to advise us to +serve, presenting no comfort if we still persisted in our course. He +informed us of a young Friend, Edward W. Holway of Sandwich, Mass., +having been yesterday under punishment in the camp by his orders, who +was today doing service about camp. He said he was not going to put his +Quaker in the guard-house, but was going to bring him to work by +punishment. We were filled with deep sympathy for him and desired to +cheer him by kind words as well as by the knowledge of our similar +situation. We obtained permission of the Major to write to him a letter +open to his inspection. "You may be sure," said E.W.H. to us at W., "the +Major did not allow it to leave his hands." + +This forenoon the Lieutenant of the Day came in and acted the same part, +though he was not so cool, and left expressing the hope, if we would not +serve our country like men, that God would curse us. Oh, the trials from +these officers! One after another comes in to relieve himself upon us. +Finding us firm and not lacking in words, they usually fly into a +passion and end by bullying us. How can we reason with such men? They +are utterly unable to comprehend the pure Christianity and spirituality +of our principles. They have long stiffened their necks in their own +strength. They have stopped their ears to the voice of the Spirit, and +hardened their hearts to his influences. They see no duty higher than +that to country. What shall we receive at their hands? + +This Major tells us we will not be tried here. Then we are to be sent +into the field, and there who will deliver us but God? Ah, I have nursed +in my heart a hope that I may be spared to return home. Must I cast it +out and have no desire, but to do the will of my Master. It were better, +even so. O, Lord, Thy will be done. Grant I may make it my chief delight +and render true submission thereto. + +Yesterday a little service was required of our dear L.M.M., but he +insisted he could not comply. A sergeant and two privates were engaged. +They coaxed and threatened him by turns, and with a determination not to +be baffled took him out to perform it. Though guns were loaded he still +stood firm and was soon brought back. We are happy here in +guard-house,--too happy, too much at ease. We should see more of the +Comforter,--feel more strength,--if the trial were fiercer; but this is +well. This is a trial of strength of patience. + +_6th._ [9th month.]--Yesterday we had officers again for visitors. Major +J.B. Gould, 13th Massachusetts, came in with the determination of +persuading us to consent to be transferred to the hospital here, he +being the Provost Marshal of the island and having the power to make the +transfer. He is different in being and bearing from those who have been +here before. His motives were apparently those of pure kindness, and his +demeanour was that of a gentleman. Though he talked with us more than an +hour, he lost no part of his self-control or good humour. So by his +eloquence and kindness he made more impression upon us than any before. +As Congregationalist he well knew the courts of the temple, but the Holy +of Holies he had never seen, and knew nothing of its secrets. He +understood expediency; but is not the man to "lay down his life for my +sake." He is sincere and seems to think what Major Gould believes cannot +be far from right. After his attempt we remained as firm as ever. We +must expect all means will be tried upon us, and no less persuasion than +threats. + +AT THE HOSPITAL, _7th._ [9th month.]--Yesterday morning came to us Major +Gould again, informing us that he had come to take us out of that dirty +place, as he could not see such respectable men lying there, and was +going to take us up to the hospital. We assured him we could not serve +there, and asked him if he would not bring us back when we had there +declared our purpose. He would not reply directly; but brought us here +and left us. When the surgeon knew our determination, he was for haling +us back at once; what he wanted, he said, was willing men. We sat on +the sward without the hospital tents till nearly noon, for some one to +take us back; when we were ordered to move into the tents and quarters +assigned us in the mess-room. The Major must have interposed, +demonstrating his kindness by his resolution that we should occupy and +enjoy the pleasanter quarters of the hospital, certainly if serving; but +none the less so if we declined. Later in the day L.M.M. and P.D. were +sitting without, when he passed them and, laughing heartily, declared +they were the strangest prisoners of war he ever saw. He stopped some +time to talk with them and when they came in they declared him a kind +and honest man. + +If we interpret aright his conduct, this dangerous trial is over, and we +have escaped the perplexities that his kindness and determination threw +about us. + +_13th._--Last night we received a letter from Henry Dickinson, stating +that the President, though sympathizing with those in our situation, +felt bound by the Conscription Act, and felt liberty, in view of his +oath to execute the laws, to do no more than detail us from active +service to hospital duty, or to the charge of the coloured refugees. For +more than a week have we lain here, refusing to engage in hospital +service; shall we retrace the steps of the past week? Or shall we go +South as overseers of the blacks on the confiscated estates of the +rebels, to act under military commanders and to report to such? What +would become of our testimony and our determination to preserve +ourselves clear of the guilt of this war? + +P.S. We have written back to Henry Dickinson that we cannot purchase +life at cost of peace of soul. + +_14th._--We have been exceeding sorrowful since receiving advice--as we +must call it--from H.D. to enter the hospital service or some similar +situation. We did not look for that from him. It is not what our Friends +sent us out for; nor is it what we came for. We shall feel desolate and +dreary in our position, unless supported and cheered by the words of +those who have at heart our best interests more than regard for our +personal welfare. We walk as we feel guided by Best Wisdom. Oh, may we +run and not err in the high path of Holiness. + +_16th._--Yesterday a son-in-law of N.B. of Lynn came to see us. He was +going to get passes for one or two of the Lynn Friends, that they might +come over to see us today. He informed us that the sentiment of the +Friends hereabouts was that we might enter the hospital without +compromising our principles; and he produced a letter from W.W. to S.B. +to the same effect. W.W. expressed his opinion that we might do so +without doing it in lieu of other service. How can we evade a fact? +Does not the government both demand and accept it as in lieu of other +service? Oh, the cruelest blow of all comes from our friends. + +_17th._--Although this trial was brought upon us by our friends, their +intentions were well meant. Their regard for our personal welfare and +safety too much absorbs the zeal they should possess for the maintenance +of the principle of the peaceableness of our Master's kingdom. An +unfaithfulness to this through meekness and timidity seems +manifest,--too great a desire to avoid suffering at some sacrifice of +principle, perhaps,--too little of placing of Faith and confidence upon +the Rock of Eternal Truth. + +Our friends at home, with W.D. at their head, support us; and yesterday, +at the opportune moment, just as we were most distressed by the +solicitations of our visitors, kind and cheering words of Truth were +sent us through dear C.M.P., whose love rushes out to us warm and living +and just from an overflowing fountain. + +I must record another work of kind attention shown us by Major Gould. +Before we embarked, he came to us for a friendly visit. As we passed him +on our way to the wharf he bade us Farewell and expressed a hope we +should not have so hard a time as we feared. And after we were aboard +the steamer, as the result of his interference on our behalf, we must +believe, we were singled out from the midst of the prisoners, among whom +we had been placed previous to coming aboard, and allowed the liberty of +the vessel. By this are we saved much suffering, as the other prisoners +were kept under close guard in a corner on the outside of the boat. + +FOREST CITY UP THE POTOMAC. _22nd._ [9th month.]--It was near noon, +yesterday, when we turned in from sea between Cape Charles and Henry; +and, running thence down across the mouth of Chesapeake Bay, alongside +Old Point Comfort, dropped anchor off Fortress Monroe. The scene around +us was one of beauty, though many of its adornments were the results and +means of wrong. The sunshine was brighter, the verdure greener to our +eyes weary of the sea, and the calm was milder and more grateful that we +had so long tossed in the storm. + +The anchor was soon drawn up again and the _Forest City_ steamed up the +James River toward Newport News, and turning to the left between the +low, pine-grown banks, passed Norfolk to leave the New Hampshire +detachment at Portsmouth. + +Coming back to Fortress Monroe, some freight was landed; and in the calm +clear light of the moon, we swung away from shore and dropping down the +mouth of the river, rounded Old Point, and, going up the Chesapeake, +entered the Potomac in the night-time. + +OFF SHORE, ALEXANDRIA. _23d._--Here we anchored last night after the +main detachment was landed, and the Vermont and Massachusetts men +remained on board another night. We hear we are to go right to the +field, where active operations are going on. This seems hard. We have +not till now given up the hope that we were not to go out into Virginia +with the rest of the men, but were to be kept here at Washington. +Fierce, indeed, are our trials. I am not discouraged entirely; but I am +weak from want of food which I can eat, and from sickness. I do not know +how I am going to live in such way, or get to the front. + +P.S. We have just landed; and I had the liberty to buy a pie of a woman +hawking such things, that has strengthened me wonderfully. + +CAMP NEAR CULPEPER. _25th._--My distress is too great for words; but I +must overcome my disinclination to write, or this record will remain +unfinished. So, with aching head and heart, I proceed. + +Yesterday morning we were roused early for breakfast and for preparation +for starting. After marching out of the barracks, we were first taken to +the armory, where each man received a gun and its equipments and a piece +of tent. We stood in line, waiting for our turn with apprehensions of +coming trouble. Though we had felt free to keep with those among whom we +had been placed, we could not consent to carry a gun, even though we did +not intend to use it; and, from our previous experience, we knew it +would go harder with us, if we took the first step in the wrong +direction, though it might seem an unimportant one, and an easy and not +very wrong way to avoid difficulty. So we felt decided we must decline +receiving the guns. In the hurry and bustle of equipping a detachment +of soldiers, one attempting to explain a position and the grounds +therefor so peculiar as ours to junior, petty officers, possessing +liberally the characteristics of these: pride, vanity, conceit, and an +arbitrary spirit, impatience, profanity, and contempt for holy things, +must needs find the opportunity a very unfavourable one. + +We succeeded in giving these young officers a slight idea of what we +were; and endeavoured to answer their questions of why we did not pay +our commutation, and avail ourselves of that provision made expressly +for such; of why we had come as far as that place, etc. We realized then +the unpleasant results of that practice, that had been employed with us +by the successive officers into whose hands we had fallen,--of shirking +any responsibility, and of passing us on to the next officer above. + +A council was soon holden to decide what to do with us. One proposed to +place us under arrest, a sentiment we rather hoped might prevail, as it +might prevent our being sent on to the front; but another, in some spite +and impatience, insisted, as it was their duty to supply a gun to every +man and forward him, that the guns should be put upon us, and we be made +to carry them. Accordingly the equipment was buckled about us, and the +straps of the guns being loosened, they were thrust over our heads and +hung upon our shoulders. In this way we were urged forward through the +streets of Alexandria; and, having been put upon a long train of dirt +cars, were started for Culpeper. We came over a long stretch of +desolated and deserted country, through battlefields of previous +summers, and through many camps now lively with the work of this present +campaign. Seeing, for the first time, a country made dreary by the +war-blight, a country once adorned with groves and green pastures and +meadows and fields of waving grain, and happy with a thousand homes, now +laid with the ground, one realizes as he can in no other way something +of the ruin that lies in the trail of a war. But upon these fields of +Virginia, once so fair, there rests a two-fold blight, first that of +slavery, now that of war. When one contrasts the face of this country +with the smiling hillsides and vales of New England, he sees stamped +upon it in characters so marked, none but a blind man can fail to read, +the great irrefutable arguments against slavery and against war, too; +and must be filled with loathing for these twin relics of barbarism, so +awful in the potency of their consequences that they can change even the +face of the country. + +Through the heat of this long ride, we felt our total lack of water and +the meagreness of our supply of food. Our thirst became so oppressive +as we were marched here from Culpeper, some four miles with scarcely a +halt to rest, under our heavy loads, and through the heat and deep dust +of the road, that we drank water and dipped in the brooks we passed, +though it was discoloured with the soap the soldiers had used in +washing. The guns interfered with our walking, and, slipping down, +dragged with painful weight upon our shoulders. Poor P.D. fell out from +exhaustion and did not come in till we had been some little time at the +camp. We were taken to the 4th Vermont regiment and soon apportioned to +companies. Though we waited upon the officer commanding the company in +which we were placed, and endeavoured to explain our situation, we were +required immediately after to be present at inspection of arms. We +declined, but an attempt was made to force us to obedience, first, by +the officers of the company, then, by those of the regiment; but, +failing to exact obedience of us, we were ordered by the colonel to be +tied, and, if we made outcry, to be gagged also, and to be kept so till +he gave orders for our release. After two or three hours we were +relieved and left under guard; lying down on the ground in the open air, +and covering ourselves with our blankets, we soon fell asleep from +exhaustion, and the fatigue of the day. + +This morning the officers told us we must yield. We must obey and serve. +We were threatened great severities and even death. We seem perfectly at +the mercy of the military power, and, more, in the hands of the inferior +officers, who, from their being far removed from Washington, feel less +restraint from those Regulations of the Army, which are for the +protection of privates from personal abuse. + +_26th._ [_9th_ month.]--Yesterday my mind was much agitated: doubts and +fears and forebodings seized me. I was alone, seeking a resting-place +and finding none. It seemed as if God had forsaken me in this dark hour; +and the Tempter whispered, that after all I might be only the victim of +a delusion. My prayers for faith and strength seemed all in vain. + +But this morning I enjoy peace, and feel as though I could face +anything. Though I am as a lamb in the shambles, yet do I cry, "Thy will +be done," and can indeed say,-- + + Passive to His holy will + Trust I in my Master still + Even though he slay me. + +I mind me of the anxiety of our dear friends about home, and of their +prayers for us. + +Oh, praise be to the Lord for the peace and love and resignation that +has filled my soul today! Oh, the passing beauty of holiness! There is +a holy life that is above fear; it is a close communion with Christ. I +pray for this continually but am not free from the shadow and the +tempter. There is ever present with us the thought that perhaps we shall +serve the Lord the most effectually by our death, and desire, if that be +the service He requires of us, that we may be ready and resigned. + +REGIMENTAL HOSPITAL, 4th Vermont. _29th._ [_9th_ month.]--On the evening +of the 26th the Colonel came to us apologizing for the roughness with +which he treated us at first, which was, as he insisted, through +ignorance of our real character and position. He told us if we persisted +in our course, death would probably follow; though at another time he +confessed to P.D. that this would only be the extreme sentence of +court-martial. + +He urged us to go into the hospital, stating that this course was +advised by Friends about New York. We were too well aware of such a fact +to make any denial, though it was a subject of surprise to us that he +should be informed of it. He pleaded with us long and earnestly, urging +us with many promises of indulgence and favour and attentions we found +afterwards to be untrue. He gave us till the next morning to consider +the question and report our decision. In our discussion of the subject +among ourselves, we were very much perplexed. If all his statements +concerning the ground taken by our Society were true, we seemed to be +liable, if we persisted in the course which alone seemed to us to be in +accordance with Truth, to be exposed to the charge of over-zeal and +fanaticism even among our own brethren. Regarding the work to be done in +hospital as one of mercy and benevolence, we asked if we had any right +to refuse its performance; and questioned whether we could do more good +by endeavouring to bear to the end a clear testimony against war, than +by labouring by word and deed among the needy in the hospitals and +camps. We saw around us a rich field for usefulness in which there were +scarce any labourers, and toward whose work our hands had often started +involuntarily and unbidden. At last we consented to a trial, at least +till we could make inquiries concerning the Colonel's allegations, and +ask the counsel of our friends, reserving the privilege of returning to +our former position. + +At first a great load seemed rolled away from us; we rejoiced in the +prospect of life again. But soon there prevailed a feeling of +condemnation, as though we had sold our Master. And that first day was +one of the bitterest I ever experienced. It was a time of stern conflict +of soul. The voice that seemed to say, "Follow me," as I sought +guidance the night before, kept pleading with me, convincing of sin, +till I knew of a truth my feet had strayed from His path. The +Scriptures, which the day before I could scarcely open without finding +words of strength and comfort, seemed closed against me, till after a +severe struggle alone in the wood to which I had retired, I consented to +give up and retrace my steps in faith. But it was too late. L.M.M. +wishing to make a fair, honest trial, we were brought here--P.D. being +already here unwell. We feel we are erring; but scarce anything is +required of us and we wait to hear from Friends. + +Of these days of going down into sin, I wish to make little mention. I +would that my record of such degradation be brief. We wish to come to an +understanding with our friends and the Society before we move, but it +does not seem that we can repress the upheavings of Truth in our +hearts. We are bruised by sin. + +It is with pleasure I record we have just waited upon the Colonel with +an explanation of our distress of mind, requesting him to proceed with +court-martial. We were kindly and tenderly received. "If you want a +trial I can give it to you," he answered. The brigade has just marched +out to join with the division for inspection. After that we are to have +attention to our case. + +P.M. There is particular cause for congratulation in the consideration +that we took this step this morning, when now we receive a letter from +H.D. charging us to faithfulness. + +When lately I have seen dear L.M.M. in the thoroughness and patience of +his trial to perform service in hospital, his uneasiness and the +intensity of his struggle as manifested by his silence and disposition +to avoid the company of his friends, and seen him fail and declare to +us, "I cannot stay here," I have received a new proof, and to me a +strong one, because it is from the experimental knowledge of an honest +man, that no Friend, who is really such, desiring to keep himself clear +of complicity with this system of war and to bear a perfect testimony +against it, can lawfully perform service in the hospitals of the Army in +lieu of bearing arms. + +_10th_ mo., _3d._--Today dawned fair and our Camp is dry again. I was +asked to clean the gun I brought, and declining, was tied some two hours +upon the ground. + +_6th._ AT WASHINGTON.--At first, after being informed of our declining +to serve in his hospital, Colonel Foster did not appear altered in his +kind regard for us. But his spleen soon became evident. At the time we +asked for a trial by court-martial, and it was his duty to place us +under arrest and proceed with the preferring of his charges against us. +For a while he seemed to hesitate and consult his inferior officers, and +among them his Chaplain. The result of the conference was our being +ordered into our companies, that, separated, and with the force of the +officers of a company bearing upon us, we might the more likely be +subdued. Yet the Colonel assured L.M.M., interceding in my behalf, when +the lieutenant commanding my company threatened force upon me, that he +should not allow any personal injury. When we marched next day I was +compelled to bear a gun and equipments. My associates were more +fortunate, for, being asked if they would carry their guns, declined and +saw no more trouble from them. The captain of the company in which P.D. +was placed told him he did not believe he was ugly about it, and that he +could only put him under arrest and prefer charges against him. He +accordingly was taken under guard, where he lay till we left for here. + +The next morning the men were busy in burnishing their arms. When I +looked toward the one I had borne, yellow with rust, I trembled in the +weakness of the flesh at the trial I felt impending over me. Before the +Colonel was up I knocked at his tent, but was told he was asleep, +though, through the opening, I saw him lying gazing at me. Although I +felt I should gain no relief from him, I applied again soon after. He +admitted me and, lying on his bed, inquired with cold heartlessness what +I wanted. I stated to him, that I could never consent to serve, and, +being under the war-power, was resigned to suffer instead all the just +penalties of the law. I begged of him release from the attempts by +violence to compel my obedience and service, and a trial, though likely +to be made by those having no sympathy with me, yet probably in a +manner comformable to law. + +He replied that he had shown us all the favour he should; that he had, +now, turned us over to the military power and was going to let that take +its course; that is, henceforth we were to be at the mercy of the +inferior officers, without appeal to law, justice, or mercy. He said he +had placed us in a pleasant position, against which we could have no +reasonable objection, and that we had failed to perform our agreement. +He wished to deny that our consent was only temporary and conditional. +He declared, furthermore, his belief, that a man who would not fight for +his country did not deserve to live. I was glad to withdraw from his +presence as soon as I could. + +I went back to my tent and lay down for a season of retirement, +endeavouring to gain resignation to any event. I dreaded torture and +desired strength of flesh and spirit. My trial soon came. The lieutenant +called me out, and pointing to the gun that lay near by, asked if I was +going to clean it. I replied to him, that I could not comply with +military requisitions, and felt resigned to the consequences. "I do not +ask about your feelings; I want to know if you are going to clean that +gun?" "I cannot do it," was my answer. He went away, saying, "Very +well," and I crawled into the tent again. Two sergeants soon called for +me, and taking me a little aside, bid me lie down on my back, and +stretching my limbs apart tied cords to my wrists and ankles and these +to four stakes driven in the ground somewhat in the form of an X. + +I was very quiet in my mind as I lay there on the ground [soaked] with +the rain of the previous day, exposed to the heat of the sun, and +suffering keenly from the cords binding my wrists and straining my +muscles. And, if I dared the presumption, I should say that I caught a +glimpse of heavenly pity. I wept, not so much from my own suffering as +from sorrow that such things should be in our own country, where Justice +and Freedom and Liberty of Conscience have been the annual boast of +Fourth-of-July orators so many years. It seemed that our forefathers in +the faith had wrought and suffered in vain, when the privileges they so +dearly bought were so soon set aside. And I was sad, that one +endeavouring to follow our dear Master should be so generally regarded +as a despicable and stubborn culprit. + +After something like an hour had passed, the lieutenant came with his +orderly to ask me if I was ready to clean the gun. I replied to the +orderly asking the question, that it could but give me pain to be asked +or required to do anything I believed wrong. He repeated it to the +lieutenant just behind him, who advanced and addressed me. I was +favoured to improve the opportunity to say to him a few things I wished. +He said little; and, when I had finished, he withdrew with the others +who had gathered around. About the end of another hour his orderly came +and released me. + +I arose and sat on the ground. I did not rise to go away. I had not +where to go, nothing to do. As I sat there my heart swelled with joy +from above. The consolation and sweet fruit of tribulation patiently +endured. But I also grieved, that the world was so far gone astray, so +cruel and blind. It seemed as if the gospel of Christ had never been +preached upon earth, and the beautiful example of his life had been +utterly lost sight of. + +Some of the men came about me, advising me to yield, and among them one +of those who had tied me down, telling me what I had already suffered +was nothing to what I must yet suffer unless I yielded; that human flesh +could not endure what they would put upon me. I wondered if it could be +that they could force me to obedience by torture, and examined myself +closely to see if they had advanced as yet one step toward the +accomplishment of their purposes. Though weaker in body, I believed I +found myself, through divine strength, as firm in my resolution to +maintain my allegiance to my Master. + +The relaxation of my nerves and muscles after having been so tensely +strained left me that afternoon so weak that I could hardly walk or +perform any mental exertion. + +I had not yet eaten the mean and scanty breakfast I had prepared, when I +was ordered to pack up my things and report myself at the lieutenant's +tent. I was accustomed to such orders and complied, little moved. + +The lieutenant received me politely with, "Good-morning, Mr. Pringle," +and desiring me to be seated, proceeded with the writing with which he +was engaged. I sat down in some wonderment and sought to be quiet and +prepared for any event. + +"You are ordered to report to Washington," said he; "I do not know what +it is for." I assured him that neither did I know. We were gathered +before the Major's tent for preparation for departure. The regimental +officers were there manifesting surprise and chagrin; for they could not +but show both as they looked upon us, whom the day before they were +threatening to crush into submission, and attempting also to execute +their threats that morning, standing out of their power and under orders +from one superior to their Major Commanding E.M. As the bird uncaged, +so were our hearts that morning. Short and uncertain at first were the +flights of Hope. As the slave many times before us, leaving his yoke +behind him, turned from the plantations of Virginia and set his face +toward the far North, so we from out a grasp as close and as abundant in +suffering and severity, and from without the line of bayonets that had +so many weeks surrounded us, turned our backs upon the camp of the 4th +Vermont and took our way over the turnpike that ran through the tented +fields of Culpeper. + +At the War Office we were soon admitted to an audience with the Adjutant +General, Colonel Townsend, whom we found to be a very fine man, mild and +kind. He referred our cases to the Secretary of War, Stanton, by whom we +were ordered to report for service to Surgeon General Hammond. Here we +met Isaac Newton, Commissioner of Agriculture, waiting for our arrival, +and James Austin of Nantucket, expecting his son, Charles L. Austin, and +Edward W. Holway of Sandwich, Mass., conscripted Friends like ourselves, +and ordered here from the 22nd Massachusetts. + +We understand it is through the influence of Isaac Newton that Friends +have been able to approach the heads of Government in our behalf and to +prevail with them to so great an extent. He explained to us the +circumstance in which we are placed. That the Secretary of War and +President sympathized with Friends in their present suffering, and would +grant them full release, but that they felt themselves bound by their +oaths that they would execute the laws, to carry out to its full extent +the Conscription Act. That there appeared but one door of relief +open,--that was to parole us and allow us to go home, but subject to +their call again ostensibly, though this they neither wished nor +proposed to do. That the fact of Friends in the Army and refusing +service had attracted public attention so that it was not expedient to +parole us at present. That, therefore, we were to be sent to one of the +hospitals for a short time, where it was hoped and expressly requested +that we would consent to remain quiet and acquiesce, if possible, in +whatever might be required of us. That our work there would be quite +free from objection, being for the direct relief of the sick; and that +there we would release none for active service in the field, as the +nurses were hired civilians. + +These requirements being so much less objectionable than we had feared, +we felt relief, and consented to them. I.N. went with us himself to the +Surgeon General's office, where he procured peculiar favours for us: +that we should be sent to a hospital in the city, where he could see us +often; and that orders should be given that nothing should interfere +with our comfort, or our enjoyment of our consciences. + +Thence we were sent to Medical Purveyor Abbot, who assigned us to the +best hospital in the city, the Douglas Hospital. + +The next day after our coming here Isaac Newton and James Austin came to +add to our number E.W.H. and C.L.A., so now there are five of us instead +of three. We are pleasantly situated in a room by ourselves in the upper +or fourth story, and are enjoying our advantages of good quarters and +tolerable food as no one can except he has been deprived of them. + +[_10th_ month] _8th._--Today we have a pass to go out to see the city. + +_9th._--We all went, thinking to do the whole city in a day, but before +the time of our passes expired, we were glad to drag ourselves back to +the rest and quiet of D.H. During the day we called upon our friend +I.N. in the Patent Office. When he came to see us on the 7th, he stated +he had called upon the President that afternoon to request him to +release us and let us go home to our friends. The President promised to +consider it over-night. Accordingly yesterday morning, as I.N. told us, +he waited upon him again. He found there a woman in the greatest +distress. Her son, only a boy of fifteen years and four months, having +been enticed into the Army, had deserted and been sentenced to be shot +the next day. As the clerks were telling her, the President was in the +War Office and could not be seen, nor did they think he could attend to +her case that day. I.N. found her almost wild with grief. "Do not +despair, my good woman," said he, "I guess the President can be seen +after a bit." He soon presented her case to the President, who exclaimed +at once, "That must not be, I must look into that case, before they +shoot that boy"; and telegraphed at once to have the order suspended. + +I.N. judged it was not a fit time to urge our case. We feel we can +afford to wait, that a life may be saved. But we long for release. We do +not feel easy to remain here. + +_11th._--Today we attended meeting held in the house of a Friend, Asa +Arnold, living near here. There were but four persons beside ourselves. +E.W.H. and C.L.A. showed their copy of the charges about to have been +preferred against them in court-martial before they left their regiment, +to a lawyer who attended the meeting. He laughed at the Specification of +Mutiny, declaring such a charge could not have been lawfully sustained +against them. + +The experiences of our new friends were similar to ours, except they +fell among officers who usually showed them favour and rejoiced with +them in their release. + +_13th._--L.M.M. had quite an adventure yesterday. He being fireman with +another was in the furnace room among three or four others, when the +officer of the day, one of the surgeons, passed around on inspection. +"Stand up," he ordered them, wishing to be saluted. The others arose; +but by no means L. The order was repeated for his benefit, but he sat +with his cap on, telling the surgeon he had supposed he was excused from +such things as he was one of the Friends. Thereat the officer flew at +him, exclaiming, he would take the Quaker out of him. He snatched off +his cap and seizing him by the collar tried to raise him to his feet; +but finding his strength insufficient and that L. was not to be +frightened, he changed his purpose in his wrath and calling for the +corporal of the guard had him taken to the guard-house. This was about +eleven A.M. and he lay there till about six P.M., when the surgeon in +charge, arriving home and hearing of it, ordered the officer of the day +to go and take him out, telling him never to put another man into the +guard-house while he was in charge here without consulting him. The +manner of his release was very satisfactory to us, and we waited for +this rather than effect it by our own efforts. We are all getting uneasy +about remaining here, and if our release do not come soon, we feel we +must intercede with the authorities, even if the alternative be +imprisonment. + +The privations I have endured since leaving home, the great tax upon my +nervous strength, and my mind as well, since I have had charge of our +extensive correspondence, are beginning to tell upon my health and I +long for rest. + +_20th._ We begin to feel we shall have to decline service as +heretofore, unless our position is changed. I shall not say but we +submit too much in not declining at once, but it has seemed most prudent +at least to make suit with Government rather than provoke the hostility +of their subalterns. We were ordered here with little understanding of +the true state of things as they really exist here; and were advised by +Friends to come and make no objections, being assured it was but for a +very brief time and only a matter of form. It might not have been wrong; +but as we find we do too much fill the places of soldiers (L.M.M.'s +fellow fireman has just left for the field, and I am to take his place, +for instance), and are clearly doing military service, we are +continually oppressed by a sense of guilt, that makes our struggles +earnest. + +_21st._--I.N. has not called yet; our situation is becoming almost +intolerable. I query if patience is justified under the circumstances. +My distress of mind may be enhanced by my feeble condition of health, +for today I am confined to my bed, almost too weak to get downstairs. +This is owing to exposure after being heated over the furnaces. + +_26th._--Though a week has gone by, and my cold has left me, I find I am +no better, and that I am reduced very low in strength and flesh by the +sickness and pain I am experiencing. Yet I still persist in going below +once a day. The food I am able to get is not such as is proper. + +_11th_ mo., _5th._--I spend most of my time on my bed, much of it alone. +And very precious to me is the nearness unto the Master I am favoured to +attain to. Notwithstanding my situation and state, I am happy in the +enjoyment of His consolations. Lately my confidence has been strong, and +I think I begin to feel that our patience is soon to be rewarded with +relief; insomuch that a little while ago, when dear P.D. was almost +overcome with sorrow, I felt bold to comfort him with the assurance of +my belief, that it would not be long so. My mind is too weak to allow of +my reading much; and, though I enjoy the company of my companions a part +of the time, especially in the evening, I am much alone; which affords +me abundant time for meditation and waiting upon God. The fruits of this +are sweet, and a recompense for affliction. + +_6th._--Last evening E.W.H. saw I.N. particularly on my behalf, I +suppose. He left at once for the President. This morning he called to +inform us of his interview at the White House. The President was moved +to sympathy in my behalf, when I.N. gave him a letter from one of our +Friends in New York. After its perusal he exclaimed to our friend, "I +want you to go and tell Stanton that it is my wish all those young men +be sent home at once." He was on his way to the Secretary this morning +as he called. + +Later. I.N. has just called again informing us in joy that we are free. +At the War Office he was urging the Secretary to consent to our paroles, +when the President entered. "It is my urgent wish," said he. The +Secretary yielded; the order was given, and we were released. What we +had waited for so many weeks was accomplished in a few moments by a +Providential ordering of circumstances. + +_7th._--I.N. came again last evening bringing our paroles. The +preliminary arrangements are being made, and we are to start this +afternoon for New York. + +_Note._ Rising from my sick-bed to undertake this journey, which lasted +through the night, its fatigues overcame me, and upon my arrival in New +York I was seized with delirium from which I only recovered after many +weeks, through the mercy and favour of Him, who in all this trial had +been our guide and strength and comfort. + + + + +THE END + + + + +PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + + + + +The following pages contain advertisements of a few of the Macmillan +books on kindred subjects + + + + +The Heart of the Puritan + +By ELIZABETH DEERING HANSCOM + +_$1.50_ + +The purpose of this volume is stated by the editor in these words: "I +determined to bring together in one place in a convenient compendium, as +it were, some gleanings from many and dusty tomes, some fragments of +reality, in the hope that from them might radiate for others, as for me, +shafts of light to penetrate the past." 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