diff options
Diffstat (limited to '15534-8.txt')
| -rw-r--r-- | 15534-8.txt | 11286 |
1 files changed, 11286 insertions, 0 deletions
diff --git a/15534-8.txt b/15534-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6b4a09f --- /dev/null +++ b/15534-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11286 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Children of the Market Place, by Edgar Lee +Masters + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Children of the Market Place + + +Author: Edgar Lee Masters + +Release Date: April 4, 2005 [eBook #15534] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CHILDREN OF THE MARKET PLACE*** + + +E-text prepared by Audrey Longhurst, Mary Meehan, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +CHILDREN OF THE MARKET PLACE + +by + +EDGAR LEE MASTERS + +1922 + + + + + + + +TO GEORGE P. BRETT + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +I was born in London on the eighteenth of June, 1815. The battle of +Waterloo was being fought as I entered this world. Thousands were giving +up their lives at the moment that life was being bestowed upon me. My +father was in that great battle. Would he ever return? My mother was but +eighteen years of age. Anxiety for his safety, the exhaustion of giving +me life prostrated her delicate constitution. She died as I was being +born. + +I have always kept her picture beside me. I have always been bound to +her by a tender and mystical love. During all the years of my life my +feeling for her could not have been more intense and personal if I had +had the experience of daily association with her through boyhood and +youth. + +What girlish wistfulness and sadness there are in her eyes! What a +gentle smile is upon her lips, as if she would deny the deep foreboding +of a spirit that peered into a perilous future! Her dark hair falls in +rich strands over her forehead in an elfin and elegant disorder. Her +slender throat rises gracefully from an unloosened collar. This picture +was made from a drawing done by a friend of my father's four months +before I was born. My old nurse told me that he was invalided from the +war; that my father had asked him to make the drawing upon his return to +London. Perhaps my father had ominous dreams of her ordeal soon to be. + +They pronounced me a fine boy. I was round faced, round bodied, well +nourished. The nurse read my horoscope in coffee grounds. I was to +become a notable figure in the world. My mother's people took me in +charge, glad to give me a place in their household. Here I was when my +father returned from the war, six months later. He had been wounded in +the battle of Waterloo. He was still weak and ill. I was told these +things by my grandmother in the succeeding years. + +When I was four years old my father emigrated to America. I seem to +remember him. I have asked my grandmother if he did not sing "Annie +Laurie"; if he did not dance and fling me toward the ceiling in a riot +of playfulness; if he did not snuggle me under my tender chin and tickle +me with his mustaches. She confirmed these seemingly recollected +episodes. But of his face I have no memory. There is no picture of him. +They told me that he was tall and strong, and ruddy of face; that my +beak nose is like his, my square forehead, my firm chin. After he +reached America he wrote to me. I have the letters yet, written in a +large open hand, characteristic of an adventurous nature. Though he was +my father, he was only a person in the world after all. I was surrounded +by my mother's people. They spoke of him infrequently. What had he done? +Did they disapprove his leaving England? Had he been kind to my mother? +But all the while I had my mother's picture beside me. And my +grandmother spoke to me almost daily of her gentleness, her +high-mindedness, her beauty, and her charm. + +I was raised in the English church. I was taught to adore Wellington, to +hate Napoleon as an enemy of liberty, a usurper, a false emperor, a +monster, a murderer. I was sent to Eton and to Oxford. I was +indoctrinated with the idea that there is a moral governance in the +world, that God rules over the affairs of men. I was taught these +things, but I resisted them. I did not rebel so much as my mind +naturally proved impervious to these ideas. I read the _Iliad_ and the +_Odyssey_ with passionate interest. They gave me a panoramic idea of +life, men, races, civilizations. They gave me understanding of Napoleon. +What if he had sold the Louisiana territory to rebel America, and in +order to furnish that faithless nation with power to overcome England in +some future crisis? Perhaps this very moral governance that I was taught +to believe in wished this to happen. But if the World Spirit be nothing +but the concurrent thinking of many peoples, as I grew to think, the +World Spirit might irresistibly wish this American supremacy to be. + +And now at eighteen I am absorbed in dreams and studies at Oxford. I +have many friends. My life is a delight. I arise from sleep with a song, +and a bound. We play, we talk, we study, we discuss questions of all +sorts infinitely. I take nothing for granted. I question everything, of +course in the privacy of my room or the room of my friends. I do not +care to be expelled. And in the midst of this charming life bad news +comes to me. My father is dead. He has left a large estate in Illinois. +I must go there. At least my grandmother thinks it is best. And so my +school days end. Yet I am only eighteen! + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +I am eighteen and the year is 1833. All of Europe is in a ferment, is +bubbling over in places. Napoleon has been hearsed for twelve years in +St. Helena. But the principles of the French Revolution are working. +Charles is king of France, but by the will of the nation first and by +the grace of God afterward. There is no republic there; but the +sovereignty of the people, the prime principle of the French Revolution, +has founded the right of Charles to rule.... And what of England? Fox +had rejoiced at the fall of the Bastille. Coleridge, Wordsworth, and +Southey had sung of liberty, exulting in the emancipation of peoples +from tyranny. Then they had changed. Liberalism had come under the heel +again. Revolution was feared and denounced. Liberal principles were +crushed.... But not for long. We students read Shelley and Byron. They +were now gone from earth, eleven and nine years respectively. They had +not altered their faith, dying in the heyday of youthful power. Would +they have changed at any age to which they might have lived? We believed +they would not have done so. But what of England? It is 1833 and the +reform bill is a year old. The rotten boroughs are abolished. There is a +semblance of democratic representation in Parliament. The Duke of +Wellington has suffered a decline in popularity. Italy is rising, for +Mazzini has come upon the scene. Germany is fighting the influence of +Metternich. We students are flapping our young wings. A great day is +dawning for the world. And I am off to America! + +What is stirring there? I am bound for the Middle West of that great +land. What is it like? Shall I ever return? What will my life be? These +are my reflections as I prepare to sail. + +I take passage on the _Columbia and Caledonia_. She is built of wood and +is 200 feet long from taffrail to fore edge of stem. Her beam is 34-1/2 +feet. She has a gross tonnage of 520 tons. She can sail in favorable +weather at a speed of 12 knots an hour. I laughed at all this when, +something more than twenty years after, I crossed on the _Persia_, 376 +feet long, of 3500 tonnage, and making a speed of nearly 14 knots an +hour, with her 4000-horse-power engines. + +It is April. The sea is rough. We are no sooner under way than the heavy +swell of the waves tosses the boat like a chip. The prow dips down into +great valleys of glassy water. The stern tips high in the air against an +angry sky. The shoulders of the sea bump under the poop of the boat, and +she trembles like a frightened horse under its rider. I have books to +read. My grandmother has provided me with many things for my comfort and +delight. But I cannot eat, not until during the end of the voyage. I lie +in a little stateroom, which I share with an American. He persists in +talking to me, even at night when I am trying to sleep. He tells me of +America. His home is New York City. He has been as far west as Buffalo. +He gives me long descriptions of the Hudson River, and the boats on it +that run to Albany. He talks of America in terms of extravagant eulogy. +The country is free. It has no king. The people rule. I have read a +little and heard something of America. At Oxford we students had +wondered at the anomaly of a republic maintaining the institution of +slavery. I asked him about this. He said that it did not involve any +contradiction; that the United States was founded by white men for white +men; that negroes were a lower order of beings; that their servitude was +justified by the Bible; that a majority of the clergy and the churches +of the country approved of the institution; that the slaves were well +treated, much better housed and fed than the workers of Europe; better +than the free laborers even in America. His thesis was that the business +of life was the obtaining of the means of life; that all the uprisings +in Europe, the French Revolution included, were inspired by hunger; that +the struggle for existence was bound to produce oppression; that the +strong would use and control the weak, make them work, keep them in a +state where they could be worked. All this for trade. He topped off this +analysis with the remark that negro slavery was a benign institution, +exactly in line with the processes of the business of life; that it had +been lied about by a growing fanaticism in the States; New York had +always been in sympathy, for the most part with the Southern States, +where slavery was a necessary institution to the climate and the cotton +industry. He went on to tell me that about a year before a maniacal +cobbler named William Lloyd Garrison had started a little paper called +_The Liberator_ in which he advocated slave insurrections and the +overthrow of the laws sustaining slavery; and that a movement was now on +foot in New England to found the American Anti-Slavery Society. And that +John Quincy Adams, once President, but now a senile intermeddler, had +been presenting petitions in Congress from various constituencies for +the abolition of slavery in the District of Columbia. This would be +finally squelched, he thought. New England had always demanded a tariff +in order to foster her industries, and that policy trenched on the +rights of the states not needing and not wanting a tariff. While slavery +did not in any way harm New England, she intermeddled in a mood of moral +fanaticism. + +I was much interested in these revelations by Mr. Yarnell, for such was +his name.... One morning we began to sense land. We had been about three +weeks on the water. We were nearing the harbor of New York. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Yarnell was a man of about thirty. He seemed very mature to me. In fact +he was quite a man of the world. I had told him my destination, and +asked him how best to reach it. He had given me some information, but it +was not wholly clear. He advised me to ask for direction at the Franklin +House, which he recommended to me as a comfortable hotel. + +As we came into the harbor we stood on the deck together while he +pointed out the places of interest. I was thrilled with its beauty and +its extent. The day was mild. A fresh breeze was blowing. May clouds +floated swiftly in the clear sky. I felt my blood course electrically in +expectation of the wonders of New York. It was now lying before me in +all its color and mystery. Boats of all kinds passed us. There was a +tangled thicket of masts at the piers. I discerned gay awnings over a +walk around a building near the water. Yarnell said this was Castle +Garden, where many diners came for the excellence of the food and the +view of the harbor. I could begin to see up the streets of the city +beyond the Battery. But there was a riot of stir and activity, in +expectation of our boat. + +I disembarked and hired a hack. I was traveling with a huge valise. +This the hackman took for me. Yarnell came up to bid me adieu, promising +to call upon me at the Franklin House. The fare was twenty-five cents a +mile. The hotel was at 197 Broadway. Was it more than a mile? I did not +know. I was charged fifty cents for the trip. I was not stinted for +money, and it did not matter. I paid the amount demanded, and walked +into the hotel. + +How simple things are at the end of a journey and a daily restlessness +to arrive! My valise was taken to my room. I went with the negro porter. +I looked from my window out upon Broadway. The porter departed. The door +was closed. My journey to New York was over. I was alone. I began to +wish for Yarnell, wish to be back upon the boat. Above all I began to +sense the distance that separated me from England and those I loved. +Here was the afternoon on my hands. Should I not see something of the +city? When should I start west? I took from my pocket the letter written +from Illinois by the lawyer, who had advised this journey and my +presence at Jacksonville, for that was the town where my father's estate +was to be settled. For the first time I was conscious of the fact that +difficulties probably stood in my way. The letter read: "Claims are +likely to be made against the estate that require your personal +attention." What could it mean? Why had my grandmother said nothing to +me of this? She had seen the letter. I began to wonder. But to fight +down my growing loneliness I started out to see the city. + +As I passed up the street I bought _Valentine's Manual_ and glanced at +it as I walked. How far up did the city extend? The manual said more +than thirteen miles. I could not make that distance before dark. A +passerby said that there was a horse railway running as far as Murray +Hill. But I strode on, arriving in a little while at Washington Square. +Beyond this I could see that the city did not present the appearance of +being greatly built. On my way I passed the gas works, the City Hall, +many banks, several circulating libraries, saw the signs of almost +innumerable insurance companies. But the people! They were all strange +to me. So many negroes. My manual said there were over 14,000 negroes in +the city, which, added to the white population, made an aggregate of +more than 200,000 souls. I sat for a while in the Park and then retraced +my steps. + +On my way back I stopped at Niblo's Garden at Broadway and Prince +Street. It was a gay place. People were feasting upon oysters, drinking, +laughing, talking over the affairs of the day. Here I partook of oysters +for the first time in my life. I walked through the grounds, looking at +the flowers. I stared about at the splendor of the paintings and the +mirrors in the rooms. Then like a ghost I resumed my way to my hotel. +Why? There was nothing there to call me back. Yet it was the only home I +had, and the evening was coming on. + +Instead of stopping at the hotel, I went on to Castle Garden. I decided +to dine there. I could look over the harbor and the ships. It was a way +to put myself in touch with England, to travel back over the way I had +come. I found a table and ordered a meal. + +I became conscious of the fact that the captain of the _Columbia and +Caledonia_ was at a near table with a gay party. They had wine, and +there was much merriment. This abandonment was in contrast to the +serious, almost dark spirit of a party at another table. This was +composed of men entirely. I had never seen such faces before. Their hair +was long. They wore goatees. They were strangely dressed. They talked +with a broad accent. Excitement and anger rose in their voices. They +were denouncing President Jackson. The matter seemed to be a force bill, +the tariff imposed by New England's enterprise, the duty of the Southern +States to resist it. They were insisting that there was no warrant to +pass a tariff law, that it was clearly a breach of the Constitution, and +that it should be resisted to the death. There was bitter cursing of +Yankees, of the greed of New England, of its disregard of the rights of +the South.... But out upon the harbor the sea gulls were drifting. I +could hear the slapping of the waves against the rocks. And in the midst +of this the orchestra began to play "Annie Laurie." The tears came to my +eyes. I arose and left the place. My mind turned to a theater as a means +of relief to these pressing thoughts. I consulted my manual, and started +for the American theater. It was described as an example of Doric +architecture, modeled after the temple of Minerva at Athens. I found it +on the Bowery and Elizabeth Street, bought a ticket for seventy-five +cents and entered. The play was _Othello_, and I had never seen it +before. + +I could not help but overhear and follow the conversation of the people +who sat next to me. They were wondering what moved Shakespeare to depict +the story of a black man married to a white woman. Could such a theme be +dramatized now? How could a woman, fair and high-bred, become the wife +of a sooty creature like Othello? Was it real? If not real, what was +Shakespeare trying to do? And much more to the same effect, together +with remarks about negroes and that slavery should be let alone by New +England, and by everyone else. + +The play was dreary to me, played listlessly where it was not ranted and +torn to tatters. I sat it through and then went back to my hotel.... The +loneliness of that room as I entered it has never left my memory. For +long hours I did not sleep. The city had 600 night watch, so the manual +said, and I could hear some of them going their rounds. At last ... I +awoke and it was morning. I awoke with a sense of delight in the +strength and vitality which sleep had restored to me.... I went below +to breakfast and to find the way to travel to Illinois. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The clerk of the hotel told me that the best route was by way of Albany, +the canal, the Great Lakes to Chicago; that when I got there I would +likely find a boat or stage service to Jacksonville. I could leave at +noon for Albany if I wished. Accordingly, I made ready to do so. + +I was entranced with the river boat. It was longer than the _Columbia +and Caledonia_. And it was propelled by steam. It had the most enormous +wheels. And no sooner were we under way than I found that we were +gliding along at the rate of twenty miles an hour. The swiftly passing +hills and palisades of the Hudson served to mark our speed. There were +great saloons, lovely awnings under which to read or lounge, promenade +decks. And there was a gay and well-behaved crowd of passengers.... At +dinner we were seated at long tables, and served with every luxury. And +the whole journey cost me less than seven shillings. + +On arriving at Albany that night at about nine o'clock I found myself in +the best of luck. I could get passage on a canal boat the next morning +for Buffalo; rather I was permitted to sleep on board.... I got on and +retired. I awoke just as the boat was beginning to start. I had never +seen anything like this before. The boat was narrow, sharp, gayly +painted. It was drawn by three horses, each ridden by a boy who urged +the horses forward. We traveled at the great speed of five miles an +hour. + +But it was delightful. We were more than three days going from Albany to +Buffalo. The time was well spent. The scenery was varied and beautiful. +All the while we were climbing, for Lake Erie, to which we had to be +lifted, was much above us. We went through lovely valleys; we ran beside +glistening streams and rivers; we wound around hills. The farms were +large and prosperous. The villages were new, fresh with white paint and +green blinds, hidden among flowers and shrubbery. + +You see, I am eighteen and these external objects realize my dreams and +stimulate them. I do not know these people. They are frank, talkative, +often vulgar and presuming. But they are friendly. There is much +merriment on board, for we have to dodge down frequently to save our +heads from the bridges which the farmers build right across the canal. +The ladies have to be warned and assisted. There are narrow escapes and +shouts of laughter. And when the dinner bell is rung by a comical negro +every one rushes for the dining room. I am introduced again to the +American oyster, raw, fried, and stewed. It is the most delicious of +discoveries among the new viands. Then we have wonderful roast turkey, +chicken, and the greatest variety of vegetables and sweets. I am keeping +a daily record of events and impressions to mail to my dear grandmother +when I shall arrive at Buffalo.... + +Sometimes I get tired of the boat. Then I go on land and run along the +path behind the horses. A young woman on her way to Michigan to teach +school joins me in these reliefs from the tedium of the boat. We +exchange a few words. But I see that I am not old enough for her. I have +already observed her in confiding conversation with a man about the age +of Yarnell. And soon they go together to trot along the path, to stray +off a little into the meadows, or at the base of the picturesque +hills.... I am interested in the talk of the passengers, and cannot +choose but follow it at times.... One man has been reading the _New +Yorker_, printed by H. Greeley and Company. I learn that Horace Greeley +is his full name, and he comes in for a berating at the hands of a man +with one of the characteristic goatees that I first observed at Castle +Garden. The Whigs! I had always associated this party with +latitudinarian principles. Now I hear it called a centralist party, a +monarchist party. A voluble man, who chews tobacco, curses it as a mask +for the old Federalist party, which tried to corrupt America with the +British system, after it had failed as a combination of Loyalists to +keep America under the dominion of Great Britain.... This is all a maze +to me, at least so far as the American application is concerned. Then +the man with the goatee assails New England, and calls her the devotee +of the soured gospel of envy which covers its wolf face of hate with the +lamb's decapitated head of universal brotherhood and slavery abolition. +Surely there is much strife in America.... Also again President +Jackson, the tariff, and the force bill! And will South Carolina secede +from the Union on account of the unjust and lawless tariff? New England +tried to secede once when the run of affairs did not suit her. Why not +South Carolina, then, if she chooses? Another man is reading a book of +poems and talking at intervals to a companion. I hear him say that a Mr. +Willis is one of the world's greatest poets. I glance at the book and +see the name Nathaniel Parker Willis. Also it seems Willis is the editor +of one of the world's greatest literary journals. It is published in New +York and is called the _New York Mirror_.... It is all so strange. Is it +true that in this country, so far from England, there are men who are +the equals of Shelley and Byron, or of Tennyson, whose first book has +given me such delight recently?... + +We near the journey's end. At Lockport we are lifted up the precipice +over which the Falls of Niagara pour some miles distant. We are now on a +level with Lake Erie, to which we have climbed by many locks and lifts +over the hills since we left Albany. Soon we travel along the side of +the Niagara River; quickly we drift into Buffalo. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Buffalo, they told me, had about 15,000 people. I wished to see +something of it before departing for the farther west. For should I ever +come this way again? I started from the dock, but immediately found +myself surrounded by runners and touters lauding the excellences of the +boats to which they were attached. The harbor was full of steamboats +competing for trade.... They rang bells, let off steam, whistled. Bands +played. Negroes ran here and there, carrying freight and baggage. The +air was vibrating with yells and profanity.... But I made my escape and +walked through the town. It had broad streets, lovely squares, +substantial and attractive buildings and residences. And there was Lake +Erie, blue and fresh, rippling under the brilliant May sun. I had never +seen anything remotely approximating Lake Erie.... "How large is it?" I +inquired of a passerby. I was told that it was 60 miles wide and 250 +miles long. Could it be true? Was there anything in all of Europe to +equal it? I could not for the moment remember the extent of the Caspian +Sea. And I stood in wonder and delight. + +As I left the dock for my walk I had observed the name _Illinois_ on a +boat that had all the appearances of being brand new. I walked leisurely +toward the dock so as to avoid the touters as much as possible while I +was overlooking the boat. I liked it, but would it take me to Chicago? +The gangplank was lying on the dock and near it stood what seemed to me +to be the captain and the pilot, around them touters and others. I edged +around to the captain and asked him if the _Illinois_ would take me to +Chicago. "In about an hour," he said with a laugh. Immediately I was +besieged by the runners to help me on, to get my baggage, to serve me in +all possible ways. I couldn't hire all of them. I chose one, who got my +valise for me, and I went aboard. + +It was a new boat, and this was its maiden trip. All the stewards, +negroes, waiters were brisk and obliging, and bent on making the trip an +event. The captain gave parties. He was a bluff, kindly man, who mingled +much with favorite passengers. Wine flowed freely. The food was abundant +and delicious. We had dances by moonlight on the deck. A band played at +dinner and at night. The boat was distinguished for many quaint and +interesting characters. I enjoyed it all, but made no friends. I did not +understand this free and easy manner of life. The captain noted me, and +asked if I was well placed and comfortable. Various people opened +conversations with me. But I was shy, and I was English. I could not +unbend. I did not desire to do so. + +We docked at Erie and at Cleveland, both small places. We came to +Detroit, the capital of Michigan. On the way some one pointed out the +scene of Perry's victory over the hated British. We passed into Lake +Huron. + +Then later I was privileged to see Mackinac, an Indian trading post. I +viewed the smoking wigwams from the deck of the _Illinois_. Here were +the savages buying powder, blankets, and whisky. The squaws were selling +beaded shoes. The shore was wooded and high.... I looked below into the +crystalline depths of the water. I could see great fish swimming in the +transparent calms, which mirrored the clouds, the forests, and the boats +and canoes of the Indians.... We ran down to Green Bay, Wisconsin. Here +too there were Indian traders.... We went on to Milwaukee. As there was +no harbor here a small steamer came out to take us off. I went ashore +with some others. A creek flowed from the land to the lake. But the town +was nothing. Only a storehouse and a few wooden buildings. Soon we +proceeded to Chicago. I was told that the northern boundary of Illinois +had been pushed north, in order to give the state the southern shores of +the great lake, with the idea of capturing a part of the emigration and +trade of the East. This fact eventually influenced my life, and the +history of the nation, as will be seen. + +Chicago had been a trading post, and to an extent was yet. The +population was less than 1000 people. There was a fort here, too, built +in place of one which had been destroyed in a massacre by the Indians. +There was much activity here, particularly in land speculation. Not a +half mile from the place where we landed there was a forest where some +Indians were camping. I heard that an Indian war was just over. The +Black Hawks had been defeated and driven off. But some friendly remnants +of other breeds were loitering about the town. + +Carrying my valise, I began to look for a hotel for the night. Also, how +and when was I to get to Jacksonville? A man came by. I hailed him and +asked to be driven to a hotel. He walked with me north toward the river, +past the fort and landed me at a hostelry built partly of logs and +partly of frames. Surely this was not New York or Buffalo! As I came to +the hotel I saw a man standing at the door, holding the bridle bits of +an Indian pony. He came into the hotel soon, evidently after disposing +of his charge. At that moment I was asking Mr. Wentworth, the hotel +manager, how to get to Jacksonville. The man came forward and in the +kindest of voices interrupted to tell me what the manager evidently +could not. "I am going there myself to-morrow," he said. "You can ride +behind. The pony can carry both of us." I looked at my new-found friend. +He had deep blue eyes, a noble face, a musical and kindly voice. He +looked like the people I had known in England. I was drawn to him at +once in confidence and friendship. He went on to tell me later that he +had been in the Black Hawk War; that he had been spending some time in +Chicago trying to decide whether he would locate there or return to +Jacksonville. He had been offered forty acres of land about a mile south +of the river for the pony. But what good was the land? It was nothing +but sand and scrub oaks. Unless the town grew and made the land +valuable as building property, it would never be of value. For farming +it was worthless. But around Jacksonville the soil was incomparably +fertile and beautiful. He had decided, therefore, to return to +Jacksonville. His eyes deepened. "You see that I am attached to that +country." He smiled. "Yes, I must go back. Some one is waiting for me. +You are heartily welcome to ride behind." How long would it take? A +matter of five days. Meanwhile he had told me how to reach there +independently: by stage to a place 90 miles south on the Illinois River, +then by boat to a town on the river called Bath, then cross country to +Jacksonville. I began to balance the respective disadvantages. "My name +is Reverdy Clayton," he said, extending his hand in the most cordial +way. I could not resist him. "My name is James Miles," I returned with +some diffidence. "James Miles," he echoed. "James Miles ... there was a +man of that name in Jacksonville, poor fellow ... now gone." "Perhaps he +was my father ... did you know my father?" I felt a thrill go through +me. Was this new-found acquaintance before me a friend of my father's? +It turned out to be so. But why "poor fellow"? + +Clayton was not over thirty-two, therefore my father's junior by some +years. How well had they known each other? We went to dinner together. +We were served with bacon and greens, strong coffee, apple pie. It was +all very rough and strange. But Clayton told me many things. He knew the +lawyer Brooks who had written me. Brooks was a reliable man. But when I +pressed Clayton for details about my father he grew strangely reticent. +I began to feel depressed, overcome by a foreboding of wonder. + +After dinner we separated. Clayton had errands to do preparatory to +leaving and I went forth to see the town. What a spectacle of undulating +board sidewalks built over swales of sand, running from hillock to +hillock! What shacks used for stores, trading offices, marts for real +estate! Truly it was a place as if built in a night, relieved but little +by buildings of a more substantial sort.... Drinking saloons were +everywhere. I heard music and entered one of these resorts. There was a +barroom in front and a dancing room in the rear. The place was filled +with sailors, steamboat captains and pilots, traders, roisterers, +clerks, hackmen, and undescribed characters. Women mingled with the men +and drank with them. They dressed with conspicuous abandon, in loud +colors. Their faces were rouged. They ran in and out of the dance room +with escorts or without, stood at the bar for drinks, entwined their +arms with those of the men. In the dance room a band was playing. A man +with a tambourine added to the hilarity of the music. It was a wild +spectacle, unlike anything I had ever seen. No one accosted me. I could +feel a different spirit in the crowd from that I had seen on the boats +or in New York. There was no talk of politics, negroes, force bills. +They did not seem to know or to care about these things. It was a wild +assemblage, but without meanness or malice. They were occupied solely +with a spirit of carnival, of dancing, drinking, of talk about the +arrival of the _Illinois_; about the price of land and the great future +of Chicago. "It's as plain as day," said a man at the bar. "Here we are +at the foot of the lake. The trade comes our way. The steamboats come +here from the East. Look at the country! No such farm country in the +world! Why, in twenty years this town will have a population of 20,000 +people. It's bound to." How could it be? How could such a locality ever +be the seat of a city? So far from the East. And nothing here but wastes +of sand! + +I left the place unnoticed and returned to the hotel. I sat down +drearily enough. The feeling that I was far from home, far even from the +civilization and the charm of New York came over me with depressing +effect. I began to wish that Clayton would appear. I had not decided to +accept his kindly offer. I must be off to-morrow. The air seemed +oppressive. Was it so warm? I put my hand to my brow. It was hot. +Perhaps I was not well. The trip I had just ended was after all +wearisome. I had not slept well some nights. I sensed that I was +fatigued. What would a ride of more than 200 miles on a pony do to me? +But on the other hand I had the alternative of 90 miles by stage. For +the first time I began to feel apprehension about the days ahead. + +While I was thinking these matters over Clayton came in. He supplemented +my doubts by telling me that if I was not used to riding, a journey of +such length would make me lame; at least a little. I then decided that +I would take the stage, and the boat. The next morning, promising to see +me in Jacksonville and offering to befriend me in any way he could, +Clayton bestrode his pony and was off. In an hour I was rolling in the +stage toward the Illinois River.... + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +We were some hours getting through the sand. Then we came to hilly +country overgrown with oaks and some pines. Later the soil was rocky. We +skirted along a little river; and here and there I had my first view of +the prairie. The air above me was thrilling with the song of spring +birds. I did not know what they were. Some of them resembled the English +skylark in the habit of singing and soaring. But the note was different. + +My head felt heavy. I seemed to be growing more listless. But I could +not help but note the prairie: the limitless expanse of heavy grass, +here and there brightened by brilliant blossoms. All the houses along +the way were built of logs. The inhabitants were a large breed for the +most part, tall and angular, dressed sometimes in buckskin, coonskin +caps. Now and then I saw a hunter carrying a long rifle. The wild geese +were flying.... + +Some of the passengers were dressed in jeans; others in linsey-woolsey +dyed blue. As we stopped along the way I had an opportunity to study the +faces of the Illinoisians. Their jaws were thin, their eyes, deeply +sunk, had a far-away melancholy in them. They were swarthy. Their voices +were keyed to a drawl. They sprawled, were free and easy in their +movements. They told racy stories, laughed immoderately, chewed tobacco. +Some of the passengers were drinking whisky, which was procured anywhere +along the way, at taverns or stores. The stage rolled from side to side. +The driver kept cracking his whip, but without often touching the +horses, which kept an even pace hour after hour. We had to stop for +meals. But the heavy food turned my stomach. I could not relish the +cornbread, the bacon or ham, the heavy pie. When we reached La Salle, +where I was to get the boat, I found myself very fatigued, aching all +through my flesh and bones, and with a dreamy, heavy sensation about my +eyes. + +The country had become more hilly. And now the bluffs along the Illinois +River rose with something of the majesty of the Palisades of the Hudson. +The river itself was not nearly so broad or noble, but it was not +without beauty.... More oblivious of my surroundings than I had been +before, I boarded _The Post Boy_, a stern wheeler, and in a few minutes +she blew the most musical of whistles and we were off.... + +The vision of hills and prairies around me harmonized with the dreamy +sensations that filled my heavy head and tired body. I sat on deck and +viewed it all. I did not go to the table. The very smell of the food +nauseated me. I do not remember how I got to bed, nor how long I was +there. I remember being brought to by a negro porter who told me that we +were approaching Bath where I was to get off. I heard him say to another +porter: "That boy is sure sick." And then a tall spare man came to me, +told me that he was taking the stage as I was, and was going almost to +Jacksonville, and that he would see me through. He helped me in the +stage and we started. I remember nothing further.... + +I became conscious of parti-colored ribbons fluttering from my body as +if blown by a rapid breeze from a central point of fixture in my breast. +Was it the life going out of me, or the life clinging to me in spite of +the airs of eternity? My eyes opened. I saw standing at the foot of the +bed, an octoroon about fourteen years of age. She was staring at me with +anxious and sympathetic eyes, in which there was also a light of terror. +I tried to lift my hands. I could not. I was unable to turn my body. I +was completely helpless. I looked about the room. It was small, papered +in a figure of blue. Two windows stared me in the face. "Where am I?" I +asked. "Yo's in Miss Spurgeon's house ... yo's in good hands." At that +moment Miss Spurgeon entered. She was slender, graceful. Her hair was +very black. Her eyes gray and hazel. Her nose delicate and exquisitely +shaped. She put her hand on my brow and in a voice which had a musical +quaver, she said: "I believe the fever has left you. Yes, it has. Would +you like something to eat?" I was famished and said: "Yes, something, if +you please." She went out, returning with some gruel. Turning to the +octoroon she said: "Will you feed him, Zoe?" And Zoe came to the chair +by the bed and fed me, for I could not lift a hand. Then I fell into a +refreshing sleep. I had been ill of typhoid. Had I contracted it from +the oysters, or from food on the steamer? But I had been saved. Miss +Spurgeon had refused to let the doctor bleed me. She believed that +careful nursing would suffice, and she had brought me through. But I had +a relapse. I was allowed to eat what I craved. I indulged my inordinate +hunger, and came nearer to death than with the fever itself. But from +this I rallied by the strength of my youth and a great vitality. All the +while Zoe and Miss Spurgeon watched over me with the most tender care. +And one day I came out of a sleep to find Reverdy Clayton by the bed. + +A father could not have looked at me with more solicitude. His voice was +grave and tender. His eyes bright with sympathy. "You will soon be well +again," he said. He took my hand, sat down by me, cautioned me not to +worry about my business affairs, told me that nothing would happen +adverse to my interests while I was incapacitated, that Mr. Brooks was +guarding my affairs and that they were not in peril.... And it turned +out that Miss Spurgeon was his fiancée, that it was to her that he had +returned from Chicago. They were soon now to be married. I asked him if +Zoe was a slave. He laughed at this. "No one born in Illinois is a +slave," he said. "This is a free country. Zoe was born here." + +Miss Spurgeon came in and I could now see them side by side. They seemed +so kind and noble hearted, so suited to each other. I loved both of +them. + +I was stronger now, was sitting up part of each day. I reached out my +hands and took their hands, bringing them together in a significant +contact. Miss Spurgeon bent over me, placing a kiss upon my brow. "You +are a dear boy," she said. And Reverdy said: "The Lord keep you always, +son." Their eyes showed the tears, and as for me my cheeks were suddenly +wet. Then from what they said I learned that Reverdy had been gone many +months, that Sarah, for that was her name, had been in great anxiety, +that Reverdy had just got out of the service the morning I had seen him +in Chicago; and that he had speculated on staying there a while for the +purpose of improving his fortune with a view to his marriage. But now +having returned, they were to be married soon. What had been the delay +thus far? They were waiting for me to get well. I had interfered, no +doubt, with the wedding plans, with the arranging and ordering of the +house for the wedding. But they said they wished me to be present. Sarah +thought there was something well omened in my meeting with Reverdy in +Chicago, and in the fate that had brought me to her house, and she +wished to fulfill the happy auspices to the end by having me for the +chief guest at the wedding. But how had I come to this household? + +The stranger who had helped me on the boat at Bath had turned me over to +a young man named Douglas who had brought me here, because of the poor +comforts at the inn of Jacksonville. Douglas had been here but a few +months himself, having come from the state of Vermont. He, too, had +been ill of the same disease; had been confined under wretched +circumstances at Cleveland on his way west; had nearly died. When he saw +me he was moved to do the very best for me. He had brought me to Miss +Spurgeon's and pleaded with her to take me in. And she had consented to +the ordeal of my care, because Zoe insisted upon it, offering to take +the burden of waiting upon me and watching over me. The Spurgeon house +was quite the best in this town of 1000 people. Sarah's father and +mother were both dead, and she was living here with a grandmother, a +woman now of more than eighty, whom I did not see until I began to go +about the house.... Meantime Zoe's face and manner became clearer to me +day by day. She was not very darkly hued, rather lighter than the Hindus +I had seen in England. Her hair was abundant and straight. Her lips were +full but shapely. Her nose rather of a Caucasian type. Her voice was the +most musical one could imagine. And she sang--she sang "Annie Laurie" at +times in a voice which thrilled me. There was grace in her carriage, +charm in her gestures and movements. And she waited upon me with the +affection of a sister. + +As I grew better Mr. Brooks came to call upon me. And at last I went to +his office to talk over the matter of my father's estate. It was now +July and the heat was more terrible than I had ever conceived could +prevail outside of a tropical country. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Sarah and Zoe followed me to the door the morning I went to see Mr. +Brooks. Cholera had descended upon the community and they begged me to +go to Mr. Brooks' office and return at once, and not to be in the sun +any more than was necessary. I had no fear. Having come from so serious +an illness I did not feel that another malady would attack me soon. As I +walked along I could see that the boundless prairie was around me. I +inhaled the spaciousness of the scene. I could see the deep woods which +stood beyond the rich prairies of tall and heavy grass. The town was +built roughly of hewn logs. It was like a camp of hastily constructed +shacks. But a college had already been founded. It had two buildings, +one of logs and one of brick. I looked back to see that the Spurgeon +house was substantially built, with care and taste.... Mr. Brooks' +office was in one of the log structures about the square. One entered it +from the street. I counted the signs of eleven lawyers on my way. The +tavern where I had stayed, except for Douglas and Miss Spurgeon, was a +most uninviting place. + +Mr. Brooks sat behind a rude table. Back of him on a wall were a +portrait of Washington and a map of Illinois. On the table there was a +law book of some sort. Altogether there were three chairs in the room. +The floor was made of puncheon boards, and was bare. Flies buzzed in the +air and at the rude windows. I felt strong when I left the house. Now I +was not sure how long I should feel so. Mr. Brooks invited me to have a +seat; and after a few words about the heat and the cholera he began to +tell me stories of the people and the country. "Some years ago," he +said, "a man came to this country, I mean over around the river country +which you saw when you took the steamboat at Bath. He didn't have +anything, but he was ambitious to be rich. How could he do it? Well, +you can work and buy land with your savings, and land here under the +Homestead Act has been $1.25 an acre since 1820; still that may not put +you ahead very fast. And if you're ambitious you want to get rich quick. +That's the way every one here feels who is bent on getting rich. Money +is not as plentiful as land; and if land is only $1.25 an acre it takes +$800 to get a section. That's a lot of money to a man who has nothing. +This land around here is rich as the valley of the Nile. It is six feet +or more of black fertility. I'll bet that some say it will be worth $50 +an acre." + +I began to wonder why these Americans talk so much. I had observed it +everywhere. Here I was come on a matter of business, of my father's +estate; and the lawyer with whom I was forced to deal was talking to me +interminably of things that had nothing to do with it. But I was young +and strange, and not very strong; and it did not occur to me to show +impatience with him. And so he went on. + +"This man was fine to look at, prepossessing and engaging. He looked +like a driver, a man of his word too. And one day when he was standing +on the street here he was approached by a stranger who began to get him +into conversation. You see, we don't have slavery here as a regular +thing. The negroes are sort o' apprenticed--free but apprenticed. But +under pretty severe laws, have to be registered, can't testify, and so +forth. This state is part of the Northwest Territory which was made free +by the old Confederate States in 1787; but we actually had an election +here eleven years ago to make it slave. And the people voted it free. +Anyhow we have negroes here; and the people are from Tennessee, +Kentucky, Virginia, and the Carolinas where they do have slavery, and +we're all beginnin' to be scared over the agitation. Now this stranger +was a Southerner and any one could see he was; but of course didn't look +different from some of our own people. So this stranger began to talk to +this man and ask him if he was married, and he wasn't; and asked him if +he would like to make some money, which of course he did. + +"And finally the stranger said that he had a daughter that he would like +to introduce, and asked this man to come with him a mile or so, and if +he liked the girl he would pay him to marry her. They started off and +found the girl. She was a mulatto or octoroon as they say, and as +pretty as a red wagon. You see the stranger was pure white and from New +Orleans; but the mother of the girl was a slave and they say kind of +coffee colored. And the upshot of it was that the stranger offered this +man $2500 to marry the octoroon. What he wanted to do was to place her +well. He didn't want her to run the chance of ever being a slave, as she +might be in the South. He was her father and he naturally had a father's +feeling for her, even if she was an octoroon. And this stranger said +that he had been around town and the country for some days looking at +prospective husbands and making some inquiry, and that he had found no +one to equal this man. The man liked the octoroon, the octoroon liked +the man. And they struck a bargain. The man got his $2500; he married +the girl on the spot. The stranger disappeared, and was never seen or +heard of again. It all happened right there. The man bought land, he got +rich. He was one of the best men I ever knew, and one of my best +friends. The octoroon died in childbirth, leaving a daughter still +living and in this town. The man died recently. His name was James +Miles. He was your father. And Zoe is your half-sister, and wants to +share in the estate, and that's why I sent for you." + +The flies began a louder buzzing at the window. The heat had increased. +I looked through the open door and saw a man fall over, whether from +heat or cholera I could not tell. I was by now weary and faint. I said: +"I do not know what to say now. If we can agree, I mean if we are +allowed to agree, Zoe and I will have no trouble. I am getting faint. +And I shall come again." With that I arose and walked weakly from the +room. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +What were my thoughts after all? Was I ashamed of my kinship with Zoe? +With this human being who had nursed me so tenderly through my illness? +Did I begrudge her the interest which she had, of right, with me in our +father's estate? She was as closely connected to him by ties of blood as +I was. These things I reflected upon as I felt course through me a deep +undercurrent of regret. + +Was it my mother? Her face came before me as I had learned to know it +from her picture. Yes, that seemed to be it. My mother had not been +honored. How could my father for any ambition, for any exigency of +circumstance stoop to a marriage of this sort, with the memory of my +mother still fresh in mind, if not in heart? Ah! that was it! Did he +keep her in his heart? My grandmother's reticence about my father began +to fill in with significance of this sort. She knew that he had married +the octoroon not many years after my mother's death. She resented it and +she preserved silence about him, while keeping me ignorant. Thus without +any preparation for the disclosure, I had encountered it at full speed +in my career. Reverdy had, no doubt, alluded to this matter when he +spoke with such feeling of my father in Chicago. "Poor fellow," he had +said. Did my father suffer for this marriage? What was his secret? Why +"poor fellow?" + +With these thoughts I entered the house. I could sense that they knew +that I should return with the secret which they had kept from me. Zoe +was not in sight. Sarah's grandmother sat in her chair by the window +and called me to her. "Come here, Jimmy," she said. "You're a nice +English boy. You know we are all English. My father and mother were +English ... well, to be truthful, my father was half Irish. His mother +was Irish. And that makes us all friends, no matter how much we fight. We +fight and get over it. My husband was in the Revolutionary War; and he's +dead and gone long ago; and here I am in this new country of Illinois +with Sarah and a son-in-law soon to be ... and maybe as lonely sometimes +as you are. Sarah's mother was my pride and she's dead a long time too, +but I don't get over that.... What's the matter, Jimmy? You've had bad +news. O, yes, it had to come. You know now about Zoe. Well, remember that +pretty is as pretty does. For that matter, she is pretty enough, and +good enough too. Change her skin and any boy would be proud to be her +brother. That's what a little color does. And yet the good Lord made us +all, white as well as black. I have always liked the colored people. I +liked them in Tennessee, and I hated to see them mistreated whenever +they were. But I'm like a lot of others, I don't know what we are going +to do with so many of them; and I say let the southern people run their +own business and not try to intermeddle in the business of the Almighty. +If He hadn't wanted slavery He could have prevented it. As for me, I +don't want no slaves. Every one to his own way. Reverdy's father came +down from Tennessee too. He emancipated all his slaves before coming. He +grew to hate slavery. He brought one old nigger woman with him to +Illinois. She's here yet, on a farm not more than fifteen miles away. +And Reverdy's father provided for her, and left a little fortune to +Reverdy ... more than $600, and that gives him a start." + +The old lady talked on in this manner without a pause. + +Just then Reverdy and Sarah came in. They had been for a walk. Sarah +had gathered a bouquet of wild flowers. They took in the scene, evidently +divined the subject of our talk. For Reverdy sat down and began with +gentleness to pick up its threads. "You have been told, James, I hope, +that Zoe is not trying to take anything from you. She will make no fight +on your father's will." ... "Will," I echoed. "There was a will then?" +"Didn't Mr. Brooks tell you?" ... He hadn't told me. He had scarcely had +the opportunity. But if Zoe had been remembered in the will what was the +danger now? "No, your father was fond of Zoe ... he remembered her; but +not to the same extent that he remembered you. She gets $500 of the +estate and you get the rest. But the hitch is here: we have eleven +lawyers in Jacksonville and another one studying to be a lawyer; this +newcomer, Douglas. And they are as hungry as catfish after a hard +winter. And Mr. Brooks feared that some of these fellows would try to +stir up a little business by using Zoe to attack the will, and he +thought it was best to get it settled. He was a good friend of your +father's, liked him, and he wants to see his wishes carried out. Your +father was one of the best of men. It's a great loss to the +community ... his death." + +But as Zoe was my sister why should she not have some of the land that +my father left? Should her dark skin deprive her of that? My father had +evidently thought so. But now I could settle the estate by enforcing the +will, or I could divide the estate with her equally. Could I enforce the +will after all? I knew nothing of such things. I hadn't asked Mr. +Brooks' advice about anything. There I sat then going over these matters +in my mind, in a kind of weariness and sickness of heart. I had heard of +cases where wills had been rejected for fraud or lack of mind on the +part of the maker. Was it possible that my father's mind was disturbed? +What fraud could have been wrought upon him? I, the chief beneficiary, +had not influenced him; no one could have done so for me. What then? + +Zoe came in now and began to spread the table. There was only the one +large room downstairs beside the kitchen. But I loved its comforts, its +quaint and substantial furnishings. All brought from North Carolina +originally, Mrs. Spurgeon said. There were silver spoons, hand wrought; +and blue china, and thick blue spreads for the table. There were three +rooms upstairs. The beds were posters, built up with feather beds in the +cold weather; spread now with thick linen sheets. Mrs. Spurgeon had +woven some of these things. Her loom stood yet in one of the outhouses, +on occasion set up in the living room when she brought herself to the +task of weaving, rarely now. She was too old for much labor. Sarah +helped Zoe with the meal. Reverdy stayed to share it with us. But I had +learned that he lived at the tavern, though he disliked it thoroughly. + +Some nights later I asked Zoe to walk out with me. She was timid about +the rattlesnakes which she said were everywhere through the woods and +the grass, sometimes crawling into the roads. There were wildcats and +wolves too in the timber; but they were not so likely to be encountered +now as in the winter time. I had a pocket pistol, and taking up a +hickory stick that was in the corner, I urged Zoe to allay her fears and +come. Sarah joined me in prevailing upon her. Zoe doubtless knew that I +wished to talk with her about the estate; and at last she walked with me +out of the house and into the road. + +After a few minutes of silence I asked her about my father: what were +his spirits; his way of life; where did he live; did she live with him? +Then Zoe told me some of the things I had learned from Mr. Brooks. And +as her mother had died when Zoe was born she had been taken by Mrs. +Spurgeon to raise. She said that her father, my father, had lived a part +of the time at the inn, and a part of the time at his house on the farm; +that during the last two years of his life she had seen more of him than +formerly, though he was often in St. Louis, and even New Orleans. And +she added with hesitation that he drank a good deal at the last, and was +often depressed and silent. "Was he kind to you?" I asked. Zoe said that +he was never anything but kindness, and that he provided her with +comforts and with schooling whenever any one came along to teach the +children of the community. I had already seen around the house a copy of +the _Spectator_, and Pope's poems. Zoe told me that she had read these +books, part of them over and over, and that she had had a teacher the +year before who had helped her to understand them. I began to delimn Zoe +as a girl of intelligence. Of vital spirits she had an abundance.... The +night was very warm and of wonderful stillness, no breeze. We heard the +cry of what Zoe called "varmints" in the woods. A night bird was +singing. She told me it was the whippoorwill. I never had heard a more +thrillingly melancholy note. Once Zoe stepped upon a stick in the road. +Thinking it was a snake she gave a cry and leaped to one side. But I +calmed her and we kept our way.... I had never seen the stars to the +same advantage, not even on the ocean. They were spread above us in +infinite numbers, and of remarkable brilliancy. And there was the +prairie, stretching as far as the eye could penetrate into the haze of +the horizon, except where a distant forest rimmed the edge of the +visible landscape. Zoe took up my remark about the spaciousness of the +country with telling me that young Douglas had been to supper a few +nights before I had come to myself out of the fever, and that he had +said that the prairie affected him as liberty would affect an eagle +released from a cage; and that he looked back upon the hills of Vermont +as barriers to his vision. "He is nearly your age," said Zoe; "only two +years older. You will like him; every one does. No one can talk like him +that I have ever heard.".... + +At last I brought forward the subject of our father's will. Zoe was +silent for a moment, for my specific question was what she wished to +have done. Then she said: "It's all foolishness. These lawyers here have +been bothering me to get me to fight the will, and trying to get me to +break the will because my pa drank. I know he drank, but I don't see +what difference that makes. He always knew what he was doing, so far as +I know; and even if he didn't I'd never say nothin' about it. I know my +place; and things is gettin' worse about colored folks, and less chance +for a colored girl to marry a white man even if she wanted to, +'specially if I knew he was marryin' me to get my land. I'm satisfied +with the will the way it is and always have been, or any way you want +it, Mr. James. I know my place, and that there is a kind of curse on me +for bein' dark skinned; and I think my pa was mighty kind to make the +will the way he did. This 5000 acres he left is worth a lot of money, +more than $5000 Mr. Reverdy says; and if I had what the will gives me +I'd have $500, and what would I do with it? For I've always got to work +anyway." + +Suddenly we saw lights ahead in the road and heard the rattle of wheels. +It was the stage coming into Jacksonville. It was upon us almost at +once. The lights of the lantern made us blink our eyes. We stepped to +one side. A voice called out: "Well I'll be damned if there ain't a +white feller strollin' with a nigger!" "Shut your trap," said the +driver, and the stage rolled rapidly away from us. + +My mind was suddenly made up as to the farm by the remark falling so +brutally from these unknown lips. I took Zoe's hands. I drew her to me. +She was weeping. Was not one half of her blood English blood? Yes, and +what Englishman would not resent with tears an insult which he could +neither deny nor punish? But I would punish it. Zoe should have her +rightful half.... And silently we walked back. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The next morning the alarm over the cholera is more intense. All kinds +of horrifying stories go the rounds. News has been brought by passengers +on the stage that a man and his wife, living near the Illinois River, +died within an hour of each other. They were well at dawn. At noon they +were both under the black soil of the river's shore, buried by three +stalwart sons, who carried their bodies in the bed clothing and let them +down by it into hastily made graves. + +Something has happened here. The stage driver who silenced the rowdies +last night is stricken this morning at the tavern. He is dead. By noon +he is buried in the village cemetery where the ashes of my father lie. + +Mrs. Spurgeon thinks that Reverdy should leave the tavern and come here +with the rest of us. I am to take the word to him when I go to see Mr. +Brooks. She has seen the ravages of cholera before. There is nothing to +do but to be careful about diet, keep cheerful, and surrender to no +fears. I am not in the least alarmed. But the negroes are panic +stricken. They are calling upon the Lamb to save them. They are singing +and wailing. They are congregating at the hut of Aunt Leah, an aged +negress, who is sanctified and gifted with supernatural power. Zoe is +not in fear, and Sarah goes about the duties of the day with calm +unconcern. + +I am off to see Mr. Brooks again. The streets are almost deserted. The +faces of those I meet are white and drawn. Mr. Brooks acts as if his +mind is stretched out of him in apprehension. Yet he is in his office +ready to pick up what business may come his way; and he is waiting to +see me. + +I tell Mr. Brooks at once that I want to divide the property equally +with Zoe. He thinks, evidently, that I have weakened before the mere +prospect of a contest; and he assures me that the estate can be settled +as my father intended. Well, but can this plan of mine be carried out? +As easily as the other, he says, and of course more bindingly if there +can be a difference. For he had intended to have the court decree a sale +of the property and divide the money under the sanction of the court. +But according to my plan Zoe could get no more; and therefore no one +could object to it. + +I am curious about my father. What is the danger of a contest, even if +Zoe could be brought to make one? Mr. Brooks tells me that my father was +drinking heavily toward the last; that he looked aged and worn. His hair +had turned white, though he was only forty. He acted like a man who had +a corroding sorrow in his heart. When he took the cold it developed +rapidly into lung fever. He was dead in three days. His will was made +just as he took to his bed at the tavern. There were stray scamps about +Jacksonville who would swear to anything. And though Zoe was a colored +girl, and notwithstanding the character of such witnesses in her behalf, +a case so composed might be troublesome. Then there was the treasure at +stake; and the hunger of lawyers and maintainers. Well, I had settled +it. None of these wolves should have a chance. Mr. Brooks scrutinized my +face with large, pensive eyes. After a silence he said: "You are the +boss; but I want you to know that the will can stand. I will guarantee +to win the case if there is one." "Can we see the farm?" I asked. "And +my father's grave?" Mr. Brooks brought up his buggy and we were off. + +But first I wished to find Reverdy and give him Mrs. Spurgeon's message. +He had gone out to his little farm. He was raising a crop, having +returned from the war just in time to get it planted. It was only a +little out of our way, and we could stop there on our return. + +Almost at once we came to the cemetery, a crude enclosure, fenced with +rough pickets, evidently split with the ax. Mr. Brooks led me to the +spot. + +Weeds abounded everywhere. The grasshoppers were flying before our +steps. A long snake glided away from my feet as I stepped near the +yellow clay which tented the body of my father ... and Zoe's +father ... the husband of my lovely mother, so long dead. Here was the +soldier of Waterloo, the adventurer into this Far West, the man who had +died with some secret sorrow, or some sorrow for which he found no words +or no confidant. Above me was the blinding sun, before me the prairie, at +my feet this hillock of clay, where weeds had already begun to sprout. +Mr. Brooks watched me; and seeing me move he started on; and I followed +him through the broken gate to the buggy. + +It was two miles to the log house which my father had built on his land. +We drove up and went in. A tenant named Engle was living here with his +wife and numerous children. Some of them crowded around us; others ran +and hid, afterwards peered around the corner, timid and wild. Engle was +not there; but his wife came from her washing to tell us where he could +be found, what he was doing. When Mr. Brooks revealed to her who I was +she stared at me with simple wondering eyes, drying her hands the while +upon her apron. She was terribly upset by the reports of the cholera. +Besides ... she went on: "There's a right smart lot of lung fever this +summer. I 'low the men let their lungs get full of dust in the barn or +somethin'. And I never did see the like of bloody flux among the +children, and the scarlet fever too. We never had nothin' like that in +Kaintucky. But I says to my man this mornin', there ain't nothin' to do +but to stick it out. When yer time comes I guess there ain't no use ter +run. And people do die in Kaintucky, too." + +We proceeded to drive around the entire acreage. It took us some hours. +Always the prairie, boundless and colorful. Miles of rich tall grass, +sprinkled everywhere with purple, brick red, yellow, white, and blue +blossoms! Billows of air drove the surface of it into waves. It was a +sea of living green. + +We passed forests of huge oak and elm trees, which grew along the little +streams. There were many fields of corn, too, tall and luxuriant; and +wheat ready for harvest. We came upon Engle at last. He wanted me to +come close to see the corn. I got out and stood beside it, stroked its +long graceful banners, turned up the dark soil with my boot and saw how +rich and friable it was. And all this was mine, mine and Zoe's. + +My imagination took fire. My ambition rose. I resolved to study the +whole agricultural matter, and to reduce these acres in their entirety +to cultivation. I would raise cattle and sheep. I would build fences. +Above all I would make a house for myself. Here was my place in life and +my work. No delay. I should begin to-morrow with something directed to +the general end. + +Returning we went past Reverdy's farm. But he had finished his work and +gone to town. Accordingly we speeded up. When I arrived home I found +Reverdy already there. But he would not leave the tavern. He gave no +reason in particular. He said he was as safe there as anywhere; and it +was more convenient for him. + +But there was much doing. Sarah and Zoe were mixing the ingredients of +a cake. A turkey was roasting; we were going to have a guest for supper. +Douglas, the law student, the new school teacher, was coming; and all +was delighted expectation. "For," said Mrs. Spurgeon, "I reckon we ain't +never had such a young feller before around these parts. Talk! You never +heard such talk. It flows just like the water down hill. And there never +was a friendlier soul. I never thought they raised such people up in +Yankeeland as him. You can bet he'll make his mark. He'll be a judge +before he's ten years older; and they do well to get him here. And what +I say is: where did he get his eddication? He is an orphan too, like +you, James ... raised by an uncle so far as he had a raisin'. But the +uncle fooled him. He promised him an eddication, and then went back on +it. And what does young Douglas do? He busts away. He gets awful mad and +comes west to make his fortune. Make a young feller mad, hurt him good +and plenty, and if he has the right stuff you make a man of him. I've +seen it over and over. When a young feller's mad and disappointed, if +he's got the right stuff in him, he gets more energy, like a kettle +blown off. They do, unless they sulk. Now there's other types. There was +your poppy; he warn't mad and he didn't sulk exactly, and yet there was +somethin'. He seemed to simmer and stew a little. But he left five +thousand acres of land. Maybe he was one of these here big speculators +like as is all over Illinois now, that has some kind of a different +secret, and makes a big success some other way. You can never tell. But +you see when Douglas came here he landed from Alton down here at +Winchester and went right to work makin' a few dollars at a auction +where he was a appraiser. And he worked at his trade too. For he's a +cabinet maker. Yes, sir, he has a trade. With all the books he's read he +has a trade. And now he's up here to look over the ground; for they say +he's comin' here next spring to practice law, and even then he'll be +only twenty-one." + +Surely, this was a land of haste, of easy expedients. I did not know a +great deal about the legal education of an English lawyer; but enough to +appreciate the difference between the slow and disciplined training +there and the rapid and loose preparation which I heard Mrs. Spurgeon +describe with so much pride. I went into the corner of the room to write +a letter to my grandmother. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +This is the letter that I wrote: + +"Dear Grandmama: I cannot describe to you the conditions that surround +me. The boundless extent of the country, the wildness and beauty of the +prairies, the roughness of this frontier town, above all the people +themselves. The house I am living in is unlike anything you ever saw; +but yet it is very comfortable. And my hostess, Mrs. Spurgeon, as well +as her granddaughter, have treated me with all the consideration that +my own kindred could do. I was very dangerously ill and they took care +of me with wonderful solicitude; particularly Zoe, who nursed me and +scarcely left my side. Now I am well, or nearly so, and they insist on +my living with them. I pay two dollars a week, or about eight shillings. +And everything is clean and nice; the food very good, delicious bacon +smoked with hickory wood; but altogether the diet is unlike what I was +accustomed to in England. It all seems like a story, first that I +should meet Reverdy Clayton when I landed in Chicago from the steamboat +which had brought me from Buffalo. He offered to bring me here on his +Indian pony. But I was afraid to risk so long a ride, especially as at +that time I was beginning to feel very badly. Then it is strange that +I should get here and awake from an illness so serious in the house +of Mrs. Spurgeon, whose granddaughter Sarah is going to marry +Reverdy ... one never knows whether to attribute these things to +Providence or to the accidents of life.... Perhaps you were right never +to tell me about my father's marriage to the octoroon girl; but you must +have known that I would find it out on arriving here. It has caused me +much thought, if not disturbance of mind; but I have worked out my +problems, perhaps impulsively, but still to my own satisfaction. Zoe is +about the color of an Indian from Bombay. She is a beautiful girl, and +shows her English blood in her manner and her active mind. I do not +believe that there was the slightest danger that she would have attacked +the will; but many considerations moved me to divide the estate with her +equally. She took care of me with the most affectionate interest when I +was ill. Besides, the land is not worth so very much, and one half of it +will give her no fortune to mention. She is in danger even now, and the +future for her is not reassuring. Illinois is supposed to be free +territory, but it is not so many years ago that a vote was taken in +Illinois to have slavery here, and it was defeated by no very great +majority. And now the Illinois laws are rather strict as to colored +people. The country is beginning to be feverish about the slavery +question. I saw evidence of this in New York and on the way here; though +just in this place the matter is not so much agitated. Yet the other day +a copy of a periodical arrived here called _The Liberator_, and it made +much angry talk. I will not tire you with this subject, dear grandmama, +but only say that the effort here and everywhere in America seems to be +directed toward hushing the matter up. But to return to Zoe: if her +mother's father wished to secure the mother against misfortune by +bringing her north and marrying her to a white man (my father, as it +turned out) why should not I, her half-brother, try to protect her +against the future that her mother might have incurred? I reason that I +have taken the place of Zoe's grandfather, and must do for her what he +tried to do for Zoe's mother. This inheritance of duty comes to me as the +land comes to me, without my will. Zoe's grandfather gave my father his +start, gave him the $2500 bonus to marry Zoe's mother. I think, in +considering what share of the estate Zoe should have, these things cannot +be ignored. Of course I don't know exactly how much of the $2500 went +into this land. From things I have heard I think my father spent money +freely; he went about a good deal and was not as temperate as he should +have been for his own health and prosperity. Something was evidently +preying upon his mind. Anyway, I have decided the matter, and I hope you +will approve of me. I went to father's grave this morning, and it made me +sad. Afterwards Mr. Brooks, the lawyer, drove me to the farm and around +most of it. I am going to take hold of it at once. This country is +growing rapidly, and I mean to do what my father didn't exactly. I am +going to be rich; that is my ambition. And I must think and work. I am +well again, or nearly so, and full of hope and plans, though sometimes +lonely for you and for England. Some day I shall come back to see you. My +love to you, dear grandmama. And do write me as often as you can. + +"Affectionately, James." + +And that evening Douglas came. He was of the smallest stature, but with +a huge chest and enormous head. His hair was abundant and flowing, +tossed back from his full forehead like a cataract. His eyes were blue +and penetrating, but kindly. His face rather square. His voice deep and +resonant. His words were clearly spoken, and fell from his lips freely, +as if he were loosening them into a channel worn by long thinking. His +ideas were clearly envisioned. He had read books of which I had never +heard. But apart from books his sallies of wit, the aptness of his +stories and allusions quite dazzled me. + +Though he was but two years my senior, I felt like a boy in his +presence. His maturity and self-possession and intellectual mastery of +the hour kept me silent. He recalled what he had done to bring me to the +comforts of Mrs. Spurgeon's house when I arrived in Jacksonville, ill +and helpless. After that he did not exactly ignore me, but I seemed not +to enter into the association of his ideas or their expression. He +talked of the country. There was the matter of Texas, a territory half +as large as central Europe. But if Texas seceded from Mexico he wished +the country absorbed into the domain of the United States. Texas has a +right to secede. All governments derive their powers from the consent of +the governed. Let moralists and dreamers say what they would, the course +of America was toward mastery of the whole of North America. Yes, and +there was Oregon. If the Louisiana Purchase of 1804 did not include +Oregon, what of the Lewis and Clark expedition; what of the founding of +Astoria by Mr. Astor of New York, on the shores of the Columbia River; +what of the restoration of Astoria to the United States in 1818 after it +had been forcibly seized by Great Britain in the War of 1812? Douglas +looked forward to the day when Great Britain would not have an inch of +land from the Gulf of Mexico to the North Pole, and from the Atlantic to +the Pacific. All of this vast territory should be the abiding place of +liberty forever. Homestead laws should be passed with reference to it, +and settlers invited to reduce it to cultivation. It should be tilled by +millions of husbandmen, the most intelligent and progressive of the +world. It should be crossed by railroads and canals. Already there were +the Mohawk and Hudson railroad, the Boston and Albany, and the Baltimore +and Ohio. Illinois should have railroads and canals; the rivers and +harbors should be improved. Lake Michigan should be connected with the +Mississippi River by a canal joining Lake Michigan with the Illinois +River. + +What was it all about? National wealth as a foundation for education, +power, the supremacy of the white stocks having the greatest vitality. + +Zoe was waiting upon the table, occasionally sitting down to take a +bite. Douglas neither saw her nor was he oblivious of her. He talked +ahead, referring now to the slavery question. He believed the North +should leave the South alone. He had seen the reformer, the +intermeddler, in his native lair in Vermont. Who had brought into this +remote and peaceful town that copy of Garrison's _Liberator_? He was a +half-cracked busybody. People who had no business of their own made the +business of other people their business. He would put all such drivelers +to work upon the roads, and thus make them contribute to the nation's +wealth. He referred to the works of Jefferson, which he had read, to the +_Federalist_, which he had read, and to much else, of which at that time +I did not know a line. I studied Reverdy's face to see whether or not +Reverdy concurred in what Douglas said. I had confidence in Reverdy, and +was willing to go along with Douglas if Reverdy approved of these +programs; although my English blood was stirred to some extent by +Douglas' evident hostility to Great Britain. I sensed that Reverdy did +not wholly agree with Douglas in all his theories and plans. But Reverdy +knew that he could not cope with such a whirlwind as this dynamic +logician. He therefore at times smiled a half disapproval, but did not +express it. For myself I found my mind consenting to the magic of +Douglas' vision. I did not relish the idea of England's surrendering +Oregon; but, on the other hand, since my fortunes were cast in the +United States, did it not behoove me to draw upon the country's +increasing prosperity and to help to increase it? Texas did not matter. +I did not fancy the institution of slavery. It grated upon my +sensibilities; but I had a very slight understanding of it in the +concrete. I was glad that England was rid of it. I had never admired the +Wesleys, the Methodists; but I was glad to give them credit for what +they had done to relieve England of such an abomination. I rejoiced that +more than seven years before I was born Clarkson and Wilberforce had +brought about the abolition of this traffic from the land of my nativity +and its dependencies. + +Then here was Zoe. If I was indifferent to slavery I had to be logical +and be indifferent to her becoming a subject of barter. At least what, +but a sentimental reason, could I set up against the enforced servitude +of Zoe? What did it matter in point of justice and civilization that the +South could not carry on her commercial interests without slavery? Was +trade everything? Were the merchants the leaders of civilization? Were +merchants to be permitted to do what they chose in order that they might +create wealth for themselves, or even the nation? In a word, was wealth +everything? My Adam Smith had said no, and I had already read that. He +had classified banks of issue, colonialism, and slavery, as well as some +other things as equal parts of a mercantile program. I was, therefore, +inclined to dissent from any plan that included any one of these things. +And still I was swept along by the torrent of Douglas' thinking. His +vision enthralled me. His outlook upon the country, its increasing power +and wealth, fascinated my imagination. Was I not resolved to be rich +myself? And for moments I was under the spell of his great power. He was +a world thinker, but with his own country forefronted in the playing of +a colossal part. It appealed to my English blood, that blood which does +great deeds through great vision, and then repents the iniquities along +the way and corrects them at last. And who was Douglas in spirit? +Nothing less than the English genius. And so my feelings were mixed, but +admiration for him predominated. I felt his edge and did not like it; +his audacity and resented it; his power and rebelled against it; his +brusqueness and shrank from it; his emphasis upon power and supremacy, +and felt that he might be overlooking finer powers and more lasting +triumphs. But his eyes were full of kindly lights, in spite of their +intellectual penetration; and he was charming to the last degree. + +He stood up. I was a head taller than he. But his torso belonged to a +giant, and his head. We all arose. And after a time, saying that he was +spending his evenings in the study of law, he took his leave. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The autumn was coming on. The cholera had abated. The air was cool and +fresh. The country was taking fire from the colors of the changing year. +And I was feeling more rugged than I had ever felt in my life. + +As I have said, a college had already been founded in Jacksonville. +Indeed, some years before my coming the one brick building on the campus +had been constructed; and before that the log hut, also on the campus, +in which the young president and his pretty wife had spent their first +winter here in 1829. Reverdy told me that he had helped to hew and place +the logs. I had become acquainted with Mr. Sturtevant, the president; +for he was eager to hear of England, and Oxford and Eton. I was +fascinated with this experiment of a college in the wilderness. He +loaned me many books; and I often spent an evening at his house. + +In September I decided to go out to the farm and live with the Engles. +I had many plans for the spring which could be better attended to on the +ground; and then I was getting ready to build me a house. Reverdy knew +where to find the logs, how to prepare them. He knew where to get men to +help him, and I was glad to leave these things to him. Mr. Brooks had +already commenced proceedings to settle the title to the land, dividing +it between Zoe and me. This was off my mind. I had men building fences, +plowing. I was buying horses, cattle, hogs. In all these things Reverdy +was an incalculable help. I could not have succeeded without him. He +knew horses and he helped me to honest dealers. + +One day I was walking over my land. I came to a beautiful grove of trees +by the brook. And there in the midst of it was a log hut. I pushed the +rude door open and entered. There was but one room. It had a fireplace +needing repair. I saw a ladder in the corner, climbed it through a loft +hole and looked into the loft. The rafters were rough and crooked, made +only of undressed poles. I could see daylight through the shingles. The +floor was of hewn planks. But I was elated. Why not come here to live? I +did not like the Engle children. They were too numerous. I had no +privacy there. But here! I could be to myself. I could make myself more +comfortable than I was at the Engles'. I could have what food I wanted. +I could kill game, for the country was full of it. I could bring my +books. I could be a lord. + +I hurried back to town to tell Reverdy; to ask him to help me to mend +the fireplace, and to put the house in condition for the coming winter. +Reverdy looked at me in astonishment. How could I stand the loneliness? +Did I know what I was getting into? Could I take care of myself +entirely? What if I fell ill again and in the middle of the winter, +when the ways were snowbound? + +I thought of Zoe. Why not take her with me? I could teach her. She could +run the house. Reverdy looked at me with a certain dubiety. Sarah would +hate to part with Zoe. Perhaps there were other things; but he did not +express them. However, nothing could deter me. + +Zoe was delighted with the plan. She wanted to get away, to be with me, +since I wanted her. Besides, Reverdy and Sarah were to be married in a +few days. He was coming to the house to live and that would make a +difference in the conveniences. And Mrs. Spurgeon, as far as I could +judge, was not averse to Zoe's departure. Thus it was to be as I wished. + +Reverdy left off the work on my new house to help me repair the hut. We +had to make a hearth. For this I found stones by the brook. We stopped +the chinks between the logs with heavy, tough clay. We mended the holes +in the roof. We repaired the floor. I bought beds and bedding, utensils +for cooking, a rifle, an ax, and some other tools. I stocked the house +with provisions. And in a week I was installed, listening at night to +the cry of the wild animals, wolves and foxes and owls; and the song of +late whippoorwills when an access of lingering summer warmed the +midnights. I chopped my own wood. I killed quails and squirrels, and +roasted them. I tried my hand at making cornbread. And I awoke in the +delicious mornings, exuberant and happy. Zoe had not come to me yet, +for she was staying on at Mrs. Spurgeon's until Sarah was married. And +at last the wedding was celebrated. + +I shall never forget that night. It was unlike anything of which I had +ever heard. The town minister performed the ceremony. Mr. and Mrs. +Sturtevant were present. Douglas had been invited; but whether he failed +to get the message, or whether his new duties of teaching at Winchester +prevented him from coming I do not know. We missed him greatly. An +emergency arose in which his courage and gift of speech might have been +of use. I can imagine how he would have handled the crowd that assembled +outside while the wedding was in progress. In short, we were treated to +a shivaree, or _charivari_. + +No sooner had the clergyman pronounced the final words than the most +unearthly noise broke loose right at the door. There was the sound of +tin pans, kettles, horns, drums; and this pandemonium was punctuated by +the firing of shots and the throwing of stones at the door and gravel +upon the window panes. Sarah, already flushed from excitement, took on +an expression of alarm. I thought that we had been attacked by a band of +Indians bent upon massacre. The clergyman, however, smiled. And Reverdy +left the side of his bride and went to the door. + +He flung it open. And there burst upon my vision the wildest assemblage +of faces I had ever seen. Some were blacked to resemble the negro. Some +were painted to look like the Indian on the warpath. They were dressed +fantastically, in a variety of colors, with feathers in their hair or +hats or coon caps. They leered, grinned from ear to ear. They yelled, +and again began to beat their pans and kettles and to fire their rifles. +Sarah put her fingers to her lips in a gesture of terror, of violated +privacy. But after all this was but the frontier's hymeneal chant, the +festivities of the uninvited wedding guests. To quiet them it was +necessary to ask them to partake of the wedding delicacies. + +They pushed and writhed into the room. Some of them were half drunk. +They trod upon each other. What they might have done if Reverdy had not +managed them out of the kindness of his heart and with a certain +adroitness is past conceiving. It seemed to me that a riot was on the +point of breaking loose at any minute. But having satisfied themselves, +they began to file out. Some lingered to wish the bride and groom a +happy life. Reverdy spoke with each one in such friendliness of voice +and manner, in which there was neither nervousness nor resentment. He +took it all as a matter of course. But Sarah was visibly distrait. I +could see that she was relieved as they began to depart. A few yells, a +few intermittent shots marked their going away. Then all was silent. The +guests now began to leave. And as I was going back to my hut for the +night I came to Reverdy and Sarah to bid them God-speed. I had never +seen Sarah look so charming. Her bridal dress was made of striped +calico. She had a bonnet to match. Reverdy had a new suit of blue jeans. +He looked handsome and strong. And he turned his eyes upon Sarah with a +look of protecting tenderness. I took their hands in mine to emphasize +my blessing with the closeness of affectionate contact. Sarah kissed me +on the cheek; and I left, bestriding my horse at the gate, and riding +through the darkness to my hut. + +Zoe was to come to me the next morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +The next morning while I was sitting near the door, cleaning my rifle, I +heard the soft pounding of a horse's hoofs on the heavy sod, and looking +up saw Reverdy and Sarah. He was in the saddle, she was riding behind. I +was about to ask for Zoe when I saw her peeping mischievously around the +shoulder of Sarah, showing her white teeth in a happy smile. It was not +Reverdy's Indian pony that was carrying so many travelers, but a larger +horse. They all got down and came in to see my hut. Sarah was greatly +pleased with it, and Zoe could not contain her delight. Reverdy and +Sarah were on their way to Winchester to pay a brief visit to Sarah's +aunt. They were soon off, Reverdy giving me the assurance that it would +only be a few days before he would again be at work on my new house. +Meanwhile the other men would continue getting the logs. + +Zoe did not delay a minute in taking charge of the house. I had not +cleared the breakfast table. She did so, then made my bed. I told her to +spread it with clean sheets as it was to be hers now, but she would not +hear to this. She was afraid to be on the ground floor where an intruder +could walk in upon her, or a stray wolf push the door open and wake her +with its unfriendly nose against her cheek. I told her then to look at +the loft. She climbed the ladder and took a peek, descended with the +remark that she liked it and would take it for hers. Almost at once we +had perfect order in the hut. + +Zoe cooked, and cleaned the rooms. I was busy with my new dwelling. I +killed enough game to keep us in meat. Sometimes standing in the doorway +I could bring down a deer. Then we had venison. But we were never +without quail and ducks and geese. Zoe made the most delicious +cornbread, baking it in a pan in the fireplace. The Engles brought us +some cider. I had bought a fiddle and was learning to play upon it. We +never lacked for diversion. In the evenings I played, or we read. My +days were full of duties connected with the new house, or the crops and +improvements for the next year. And spring would soon be here. + +I was beginning to be looked upon as a driving man. They had scoffed at +me as a young Englishman who could not endure the frontier life, and who +knew nothing of farming. But they saw me take hold with so much vigor +and interest that I was soon spoken of as an immediate success. My +coming to the hut and living and doing for myself had helped greatly to +confirm me in their esteem. I saw nothing hazardous or courageous in it. +As for the daily life I could not have been more happily placed. + +The fall went by. The winter descended. The brook was frozen. I had to +break the ice with the ax to get water. I had to spend an hour each day +cutting wood for the fireplace and bearing it into the hut. These were +the mornings when the cold bath, which I could never forego, no matter +what the circumstances were, tested my resolution. For I was sleeping in +the loft where the bitter wind fanned my cheeks during the night. Zoe +had found it too rigorous, and preferred the danger of an intruder to +the cold. Even snow sifted on my face from rifts in the shingles which +we had overlooked. But nevertheless I adhered to the morning lustration, +sometimes going to the brook to do it. I had never experienced such +cold. + +Yet the months of November and December, which at the time I thought +were the extreme of winter weather, were as nothing to the polar blasts +that poured down upon us in January and February. I had no thermometer. +But judging by subsequent observations I am sure that the temperature +reached twenty degrees below zero. I took no baths in the brook now but +contented myself with a hurried splash from a pan. At night I covered +myself with all the blankets that I could support. I protected my face +with a woolen cap, which was drawn over the ears as well. Zoe, though +sleeping near the immense fire which we kept well fed with logs, got +through but a little better than I. We heated stones in hot water to +take to bed with us. All kinds of wild animals coming forth for food +were frozen in their tracks. I found wolves and foxes in abundance lying +stiffened and defeated in the woods. Some nights, seeing the light of +our candle they would howl for food and shelter; and I heard them run up +and down past the door, wisping it with their tails. Then Zoe would +cling to me. And I would take up the rifle in anticipation of the wind +opening the door and admitting the marauder. We were snowbound the whole +month of February. I had to shovel a path to the brook. But it was out +of the question for any one to go to town, or for any one to come to us. +And of course during these bitter days nothing was done on my new house. +The logs were all cut. They stood piled under the snow, except for a few +that had been put in place. + +One brilliant morning in the last of February I had gone to the brook +for water. The cold had moderated to some extent. But the snow remained +deep in the woods and on the fields. For though the sun shone, the sky +was nevertheless hazed with innumerable particles of frozen mist, having +the appearance of illuminated dust, or powdered mica. Somewhere in the +depths of this screen I heard the joyous cry of a jay. And Zoe, who was +by my side, said that spring was at hand. + +The next day the air was milder. Soon the snow began to melt. We heard +musical droppings from our eaves. The brook broke from its manacles. I +could see patches of dead grass and dark earth between the disappearing +snow on the fields. At break of day we heard the chirrup of the +chickadee, the sparrow. I now resumed my plunge at the brook. And as we +were depleted of cornmeal and other provisions, Zoe and I went to town, +riding one of the horses which Engle had brought over to me. Bad news +waited us here. Mrs. Spurgeon had died during the bitter weather, about +three weeks before. Sarah was very much depressed. And Reverdy seemed +almost as unhappy over the loss. + +He had much to do, but he would now set to work upon my house. + +Soon he came out bringing the men. I had made a drawing for the work and +I was much about watching to see that it was followed. We could have had +bricks for the chimney, though it was a good deal of labor to haul them. +But why not a chimney of stone? There were plenty of stones of adequate +size along the bed of the brook. And so we used them. But I did buy +lumber for the floors. I sent to St. Louis for the kind of doors I +wanted, and windows too. I was having a house built with regard to +roominess and hospitable conveniences; a large living room, two +bedrooms, a dining room, a kitchen, downstairs. The second floor was to +have four chambers. I had selected a site back from the road. It was in +a grove of majestic oaks, not far from the brook and the hut. The work +progressed none too rapidly. Some of the men had to be away at times to +attend to their farming. As for myself I had learned to plow, and was at +it from early morning until sundown. I had many laborers working for me, +plowing, sowing, building fences, clearing; in a word, reducing the land +to cultivation. It was a big job. + +I had won the respect of the community by the energy with which I had +undertaken the task. The neighbors said I was an improvement on my +father. They wondered, however, if I would be as far-sighted and +acquisitive as he, if I would add to what I had or lose it. + +In March I had a letter from my grandmother. She expressed pride in me +for what I had done, approved the spirit I had shown towards Zoe. She +was a great admirer of Wilberforce; and as she disliked America for its +separation from the Crown she wished the institution of slavery no good +on these shores. But she was disturbed about the conditions in England +and Europe. The old order seemed to her to be crumbling. Revolution +might break forth. The middle classes in England, having secured their +rights, as she expressed it, the laborers were now striving for the +franchise. Chartism was rampant. What would it all come to? Was England +safe against such innovation? But how about America, if the colored +people were given freedom, not of the franchise merely, but in civil +rights of property and free activity? But contemporaneous with this +letter, two events came into my life of profound influence. One was my +meeting with Russell Lamborn, the son of one of Jacksonville's numerous +lawyers. And the other was an extraordinary debate between a Whig +politician named John J. Wyatt and young Douglas. It was at the debate +that I met Lamborn. + +Douglas had finished his school teaching. He had been licensed to +practice law, though not yet twenty-one years of age. He had opened an +office in the courthouse at Jacksonville. His sharp wit, pugnacity, +self-reliance, had already excited rivalry and envy. He had suddenly +leaped into the political arena, carrying a defiant banner. + +Affairs in America were no more tranquil than they were in England. +President Jackson had stirred the country profoundly by his imperious +attitude toward the banking interests on the one hand, and the matter of +South Carolina's nullification of the tariff law on the other hand. This +had weakened the Democratic party in Illinois. And as there was to be an +election in the fall of state officials, it was necessary to success to +satisfy the electorate that President Jackson had not betrayed his +leadership. + +Bantering words went around to the effect that Douglas was seizing the +opportunity of this debate to make himself known, to get a start as a +lawyer, and a lift in politics. When a chance to make a hit fits the +orator's opportunity and convictions, it would be difficult for a man of +Douglas' enterprise and audacity to resist it. + +For Douglas had, in spite of everything, captured the town. His name was +on every one's tongue. He had lauded President Jackson and his policies +with as much fervor as he had with virulence and vehemence denounced the +humbugging Whigs, as he had characterized them. The village paper, a +Whig publication, had sat upon him. It had dubbed him a turkey gobbler, +a little giant, a Yankee fire-eater. But Douglas gave no quarter to any +one. He returned blow for blow. He had become a terror. He must be +subdued. + +John J. Wyatt, a man of ready speech, in the full maturity of his +powers, a debater and campaigner, a soldier in the War of 1812, and a +respected character, was to lay the adventurer, the interloper, low! He +was elected to the task. Was Douglas a youth? No. He was a monstrosity. +He had always been a man. He had never grown up. He had simply appeared +in this part of the world, a creature of mature powers. Yet Wyatt would +subdue him. + +We were all in anticipation of the contest. It was to take place in the +courthouse. What was the subject? Anything. Everything. Chiefly Whiggery +and Democracy. I came into town bringing Zoe and leaving her with Sarah. +Reverdy and I went together. Here I met Russell Lamborn. He sat on one +side of me and Reverdy on the other. + +I shall never forget this night. Wyatt opened the debate, and he closed +it. The question was: Are the Whig policies best for the country? +Douglas had the negative and, therefore, but one speech. Was it fair? +Had not the young man given away too much? No, for Douglas proved a +match for two or three such minds as Wyatt's. He humiliated to the last +degree the older, and at first confident, antagonist. + +It was the most extraordinary exhibition of youth and dash and +confidence and ready wit, and knowledge and dialectic handling of +difficult matter. It furnished the groundwork of my education in the +history of American politics up to that time. It led into almost every +possible matter of constitutional law and party policy. + +Wyatt talked for an hour. He jeered at Douglas. He referred to his +diminutive stature. He spoke ironically of his work as a cabinet maker, +and advised Douglas to stick to it and leave the profession of the law +alone. He characterized him as a strolling fellow who was trying to +break into the favor of the community with an impudence as effective as +burglar's tools. What did Douglas know of law? Who would trust his +interests to a lawyer so inexperienced? When had Douglas had time to +master its simplest principles? Who could not see through Douglas' thin +scheme to attach his fortunes to the chariot of the great but misguided +Jackson? Why had Douglas leaped to the defense of Jackson in this +community, like a fice coming to the aid of a mastiff? Why, if not to +get a bone for his own hungry stomach? Everything in the way of a taunt, +a slur, a degrading image, a mockery of youth's ambition, an attack upon +obscurity trying to rise, were thrown by Wyatt at Douglas. All the while +Douglas sat imperturbed, his head at a slight angle, which gave him the +appearance of attentive listening; and with a genial smile on his face +that was lighted a little with ironic confidence. Then Wyatt sat down +amid great cheering. + +Reverdy thought that Wyatt had overdone himself, had forfeited to a +degree the sympathy of the audience. There was no call for such rough +handling of a young man. The feelings of the crowd reacted. And as +Douglas arose he was given a loud reception. For there were Democrats +enough in the room. But though Douglas looked like a man while seated, +he seemed a boy when he stood up. His stature told against him. But as +soon as he spoke the first word the silence was profound. The voice was +the voice of a man, and a strong man. It rolled over our heads with +orotund volume. The clearly syllabized words fell upon delighted ears. +He caught the crowd at once. + +Who would dare accuse him of subserviency to Jackson or to any man, for +bread or for position? He differed from Jackson about the tariff, and +all Jacksonville could know it. He agreed with Jackson about the bank, +and the whole country would come to approve Jackson's course. Was +nullification right? Perhaps Jefferson knew as much about that as Mr. +Wyatt. Let the laws of the Constitution be obeyed and nullification +would never be provoked. What had created nullification? The vile +policies of the humbug Whig party, the old monarchist harlot +masquerading in the robes of liberalism. How did these people dare to +use the name of Whig, how dare to resort to such false pretenses, when +it was common knowledge that the personnel of that party, having been +put down as Federalists for gross usurpation and monarchist practices +had, being forced to change their skin, adopted the title of the liberal +party of England, remaining more Tory than the party that tried to +destroy American liberty during the Revolution? And now this Whig party +like a masked thief was abroad in the land to pick up what spoils it +could, and to take from trusting hearts sustenance for its misbegotten +existence. It was already beginning to coquette with the slavery +question, hoping to deceive the people with humanitarian and moral +professions. Very well! If it was the Good Samaritan it pretended to be +let it give up its bank and its tariff, which took enough money out of +the mouths of the poor to feed all the niggers in the world. Let the +whiner about wrongs quit his own wrongs. Let the accusing sinner repent +his own sin. Let the people of New England pluck the pine logs from +their own eyes before talking of hickory splinters in the eyes of the +South. + +And then Douglas took up the history of the formation of the Union. What +went into the Union? Sovereign states. Who concluded a treaty of peace +with Great Britain after the Revolution? The thirteen sovereign states +that had waged the war. Who formed themselves into the Confederate +States, each retaining its sovereignty? The same states. Who left that +union and formed the present Union? The same states. What did they do? +They retained all the sovereign powers that they did not expressly +grant. They never parted with their sovereignty, but only with sovereign +powers. Where does sovereignty reside under our system? With the people +of the states. What follows from all of this? Why, that each state is +left to decide for itself all questions save those which have been +expressly given over to Washington to decide. Who is trying to nullify +these inestimable principles and safeguards? That is the real +nullification. The humbug Whigs, who would like to centralize all +authority at Washington ... "and Mr. Wyatt here in this new country, +among people of plain speech and industrious lives, is the spokesman of +these encroaching despotisms, which he has vainly attempted to defend +to-night. He dares to assail the great name of Andrew Jackson. He would +like to overcome the state sovereignty which permits Connecticut to +raise cranberries and Virginia to have negro slaves, which leaves +Kentucky with whisky and Maine with water, if Maine ever chooses so. He +does not know that the French Revolution was waged for the great +principle of the people to rule; and he fails to see that the whole +world is coming to accept that doctrine. With the growing wealth and +power of the North, of Illinois, it is necessary that the rights of the +individual and local communities and of the small states as well as the +large states should have the effectual counterbalance of state +sovereignty to protect them against the ambition of centralists, who are +money grabbers wrapping themselves about with the folds of the flag and +with the garments of superior holiness." + +He wished to see Illinois crossed by two railroads, from north to south, +and from east to west. He would see the Illinois and Michigan canal +completed, so that the great lake at the north of the state would be +connected with the Mississippi River and with the Gulf of Mexico. What +did it mean? The state would fill up with earners of wealth. Lands would +increase in value. Cities would be built. As for himself, he would do +his utmost to bring these benefits to the state. + +By what authority was his right challenged to come to this state to make +his home; and to this town to follow the profession of the law? Was +there any one present who did not wish him to strive for these +achievements for this western country? Perhaps Mr. Wyatt objected. No +matter. He was here to stay. He had left a land walled in by hills and +mountains, where the eye was deprived of its use in forming a vision of +the world. Here he had found his mind liberalized, his vision quickened. +Here he had found a hospitable people, inspired with hope of the future. +And he was glad he had cast his lot with theirs. He had grown in this +brief time to feel that they were his people. And he asked them to adopt +him as their son, trusting him not to forget his filial duties. + +The crowd was completely amazed at the vigor and fluency of Douglas' +speech. Such applause arose that Wyatt was visibly embarrassed as he +stood up for his rejoinder. He saw that Douglas had carried the day. He +made a feeble attempt at reply. He tried satire; but it fell on +unreceptive ears. He dropped denunciation. He dared not attempt that. +He took up logical analysis. It left the audience cold. He pecked +timidly at the doctrine of state sovereignty. Then voices began to +question him. He shifted to Jackson. But the audience would not listen. +After using one half of the hour allotted him for a conclusion, he sat +down half wilted and discomfited. + +A storm of cheers arose for Douglas. He was surrounded by a host of +admirers. And I saw him now in a new phase. He was winning and gallant, +of open heart, of genial manner. When he saw me he smiled a warm +recognition. I went to where he stood to offer my congratulations. I +asked him to come out and see me, and have a meal with me. He was +already mingling with the young people of his own age at dances and in +sports. That had been his custom at Winchester. He was glad to come, +inquired the way. He was very happy. He knew that he had won his spurs +this night. And from thenceforth he was a notable figure. Had anything +just like this ever occurred in England? I had never heard of it. I +should certainly write my grandmama of this event. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Russell Lamborn left the courthouse with Reverdy and me. He lingered at +the gate as if he wished an invitation to go into Reverdy's house; but +Reverdy did not invite him. He would have asked Douglas to come in for +the remainder of the evening, such as it was, except for Sarah's +condition. + +Douglas had quite carried Reverdy away. And yet there lurked in him +something that was not intellectually convinced and morally satisfied. I +felt a little the same way. I did not know how to describe my state of +mind. With Douglas' vision of the country, his hopes for it, the part he +wished to play, I felt my English blood stir. But was there enough moral +depth to him? Did he reckon enough with the forces which made for +culture, enlightenment? Was he really high-minded? Did he not have the +gesture and the touch of the magician, the abandonment of the +indifferent demigod--indifferent to the higher and the deeper currents +of man's life? I tried to formulate some of these nebulous ideas to +Reverdy, but found myself running into denials, facts of contradiction +in Douglas' attitude and thinking. Reverdy was equally unable to state +the case against Douglas, which he felt a keener critic of thought would +easily do. Meanwhile young Lamborn stood with us while we fumbled these +doubtful things. He seemed reluctant to leave. I wondered in a vague way +what kept him from going. What did he want? + +And when Douglas did come to see me, which was within a few days of the +night of the debate, Lamborn came with him. It was in the afternoon and +they were on their way to a country dance. I could not help but observe +that Lamborn had been drinking. What a strange taste--this whisky +drinking! We did it in England, to be sure. But here it was done +everywhere and at all hours and in all degrees of immoderation and +vulgarity. Lamborn, however, was not unduly under the influence of +drink; he was rather laughing and genial and humorously familiar. +Douglas had doubtless taken as much as Lamborn, but he was quite equal +to resisting its relaxing effects. + +Douglas and I sat under a tree by the brook. The buds were coming out. +There was the balmy warmth of spring in the air. I had a chance now to +revise my first impressions of him. His charm could not be denied. His +frankness, the quickness of his thought, his intellectual power, his +vitality, his capacity for work, the tirelessness of his energies, were +manifested in his speech, his movements, the clear and rapid glances of +his eyes. + +At the same time I found angles to him. I sensed a ruthlessness in him. +I saw him as a fearless and sleepless antagonist, but always open and +fair. There was only once when his nature broke ground and revealed +something of his inner self, something of a sensitiveness which suffers +for subtler things and penetrates to finer understandings. This was when +he was telling me of the effect of his uncle's broken promise to educate +him. He had suffered deeply for this; and he was sure his whole life +would be influenced by it. It had stirred all the reserve ambition and +power of his nature. It had thrown him forward in a redoubled +determination to overcome the default, to succeed in spite of the lost +opportunity. + +Hence he had read many books. He had studied the history of America, and +other countries as well. His mind ran to statecraft. He thought of +nothing else. He sensed men as groups--thinking, desiring, trading, +building--and for these ends organized into neighborhoods, villages, +cities, and states. His genius, even then, was interested in using these +groups for progressive ends, such as he had in view. He was a super-man +who sees empires of progress and achievement for the race through the +haze of the unformed future, and who takes the responsibility of carving +that future out and of forcing history into the segment that his +creative imagination has opened. He would guide and make the future, +while serving men. + +Here he was then just past twenty-one, born on April 23d, the reputed +birthday of Shakespeare; young, and yet old with a maturity with which +he was invested at his entrance into the world. He was in every way a +new type to me. We were mutually drawn to each other. I knew that his +courage could never stoop to littleness. His integrity, even when his +judgment might err, seemed to me an assured quality of nature. As for +me, he doubtless thought that I was one of the coming men of the +community. Whatever I was, I was dependable. If I should become attached +to him he could rely upon me in case of need. This, I think, made him +regard me at this early stage of our friendship as a person not to be +neglected in his business of creating adherents. When I spoke to him in +terms of wonder and congratulation of his defeat of Wyatt, he took it +with a smile and as a matter of course. He had found it an easy thing to +rout Wyatt. Wyatt had stirred his fighting blood; and everything +pertinent to the discussion had come to his mind in the heat of the +debate.... + +And now we began to hear the sound of a fiddle, scraped in a loose and +erratic fashion and giving forth an occasional note of a tune. I looked +around and saw Lamborn sitting in the doorway of the hut. Zoe was near +him, laughing at his half-drunken attempts to manage the instrument. +Douglas looked up. A quick smile shot across his face. He glanced into +my eyes in a searching manner which mystified me and sent a sudden +thrill through me. What was he thinking? Surely he knew of my relation +to Zoe. I caught out of his expression the prejudice of the time against +the social equality that I was maintaining in standing by Zoe and having +her with me. I had not shirked my heritage. Perhaps Douglas admired me +too much to speak what was in his mind; or perhaps he was too much of +the politician to trench upon ground so personal. At all events, we +were silent for a moment. And then Douglas called to Lamborn. It was +time to go. Lamborn rose to his feet, swaying a little as he did so, and +came to where we sat. He looked me over in a scrutinizing way, then shot +forth his hand for me to take it. It was an awkward act and out of +place! Yet I felt compelled to give him my hand. And with good-bys they +bestrode their horses and were gone. I began to have ominous +reflections. + +I went to the hut and asked Zoe what Lamborn had been saying to her. She +laughed and seemed reluctant to tell me. I pressed her then; and she +said that he had followed her through the house and tried to kiss her; +that she had come around to the front door so as to be in sight of +Douglas and me; then that Lamborn had taken the fiddle down and had +begun to play it. + +All the possibilities of Lamborn's attitude dawned on me instantly. How +dearly might I pay in some way for my father's desire to be rich! If +Douglas had taken his initial hurt in life from his uncle's failure to +educate him, I had begun the weaving of my destiny with these threads +which my father had bequeathed to me. What would my complications be if +Zoe eloped with a wild fellow like Lamborn, bringing his personality +into the texture of my affairs; the matter of this land, and Zoe's +interest in it? I could sense ahead an unending difficulty, an ever +deepening annoyance, or even tragedy. Had I gone too far in dividing the +estate with Zoe? For the first time the presence of the negro in the +state, the complications that it created, were forced upon me +concretely and with impressive effect. My heart registered a vague +apprehension. I warned Zoe against Lamborn, and decided that he should +not come about me again. + +The work on my house was now progressing rapidly. I wished to move into +it on my birthday, June 18th. I watched its completion day by day, and +in addition I had much to do around the farm. I had made a start with a +few calves toward raising cattle. In every way I was forging ahead as +fast as I could. But my greatest delight was the house. I wanted to make +it as beautiful as possible, and I did not need to spare expense. I +decided to go to St. Louis for curtains and chairs, for beds and +lounges, chests and bureaus. When the last of May came I set out for the +city. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +This June weather in Illinois! Such glorious white clouds floating in +the boundless hemisphere of fresh blue! The warmth and the vitality of +the air! The glistening leaves of the forest trees! The deep green +shading into purples and blues of the distant woodlands! The sweet +winds, bending the prairie grasses for miles and miles! Glimpses of cool +water in little ponds, in small lakes, in the brook! The whispering of +rushes and the song of thrushes, so varied, so melodious! The call of +the plowman far afield, urging the horses ahead in the great work of +bringing forth the corn! The great moon at night, and the spectacle of +the stars in the hush of my forest hut! + +I was superbly well. And for diversion went farther into the woods to +hear a fiddler and to have him teach me the art which fled my dull +fingers and the unwieldy bow. And this fiddler! His curly hair, always +wet from his lustrations for the evening meal; his cud of tobacco; his +racy locutions; his happy and contented spirit; and his merry wife and +the many children, wild like woodland creatures, with sparkling eyes and +overflowing vitality! Many evenings I spent at this fiddler's hut. And +such humbleness! Only the earth for a floor! Only one room where all his +family ate and slept and lived! + +In going to St. Louis I took the same stage that had brought me to +Jacksonville. This time I rode on the _City of Alton_, a better boat +than the one that had brought me from La Salle to Bath; but all the +conditions were the same. There was the same roistering and sprawling +crowd; the same loudness and profanity; the same abundance of whisky and +its intemperate indulgence; the same barbaric hilarity of negroes, +driven and cursed. And now many goatees, and much talk of politics, of +Whigs and Democrats. + +St. Louis was languid, weary and old. The buildings had an air of decay. +The stream of life moved sluggishly, not swiftly as in New York or +Buffalo, or even in the village of Chicago. There were luxury here and +wealth. There were slaves and a slave market. I went to it, saw the +business of selling these creatures, saw a woman of thirty, no darker +than Zoe, sold to a man with a goatee, evidently from further south, who +took her and led her away submissively. Whatever the institution might +be of necessity and even of gentleness in good hands, here no less was +the vile business of the sale. What would become of Zoe, was constantly +in my thought. I turned away from the slave market to continue my +shopping; but I could not drive Zoe from my thoughts. + +Here was I in St. Louis and necessarily withdrawn from care of Zoe. I +could not always watch over her. Even if I did, what was her life to be? +How could she establish herself? With whom, and where? I was glad that +I had not left her at the hut during my absence, that I had taken her to +Sarah. Nothing could happen to her while she was with Sarah. Sarah had +need of her too. Sarah's baby was soon to be born. Dorothy Clayton, +Reverdy's sister, was coming to Jacksonville from Nashville to be a part +of Reverdy's household for a time; and the house had to be set in order +for her arrival. Turning Zoe over to Sarah was, therefore, a great help +to her at this time. + +I completed my purchases, arranged for their transportation and returned +to Jacksonville. I arrived in the evening and went at once to Reverdy's. +I had been gone a week. All were here to greet me. But Zoe was subdued +in manner. Her smile was forced. She avoided me, going in and out of the +room about the work of clearing the table. She did not pause to listen +to the story of my trip. Was she perhaps ill? Reverdy and Sarah +prevailed upon me to stay over night. And I did; but early the next +morning all of us went to the country together; for Reverdy was now +pushing the house to completion. + +When we arrived at the hut, as Zoe remained silent and subdued, I began +to question her. She protested at first that nothing was the matter; but +I knew better, and I persisted in my attempts to draw her out. She began +to cry at last. She came to me and rested her head on my shoulder. "Tell +me now," I urged. And she relieved herself of the secret in broken +words, in half-formed phrases. + +She had gone walking one night with Lamborn. He had led her into the +woods in search of a rabbit's nest he said was there. He had seized +her, put his hand over her mouth, threatened her with harm, with being +sold down South. He had overcome her. She had returned to Reverdy's +afraid to tell him what had happened. She did not know what Lamborn +would do to her if Reverdy went after him. She felt that she was in the +wrong for having gone walking with Lamborn, and that she would be blamed +by Sarah. Therefore she had not told her secret before. She was sure +that neither Sarah nor Reverdy suspected it. + +What was I to do? I could not conceive of a wrong like this going +unpunished. But my brain refused to plan, to think out what was best to +do. I did not know the community well enough, nor enough of the laws to +make a decision by myself. I decided that I must consult with Reverdy. I +hurried away from Zoe, telling her on no account to leave the hut; and +went to find Reverdy. He was at work on my house, looked at me +wonderingly as if to question what had brought me over so soon. I drew +him aside and told him what I knew. + +Reverdy's blue eyes grew terribly deep. They darkened like clouds in a +rapidly gathering storm. They were full of comprehending compassion. +They expressed alarm, but also an inexorable sense of futility, as if +there was nothing to be done. He was silent. He had fought the Indians; +he was used to the rough life of the West. He did not betray fear; +rather he acted as if there was nothing to be done. When he began to +speak that was the tenor of his words. He revealed to me possibilities +that I had never dreamed of. I could see that I was caught in +unforeseen circumstances. Some of the dangers involved in the situation +he only hinted at. For example, the matter of my living with Zoe. There +might be people in Jacksonville who believed that my attitude toward Zoe +was not of a brotherly nature. Such a suspicion seemed horrible to me. +But Reverdy went on to show me why it might be entertained. This remote +country, lacking in opportunity for legitimate expression, held secrets +of bestial and gross departures from nature. Here was Zoe, young and +beautiful. What did our kindred blood have to do with the matter of my +desire? I had not grown up with her, and it would be natural enough if I +did not feel toward her as a brother. Incest was common enough around +here. As to Lamborn, Zoe was a nigger, and the spoil of any one who +wanted her. These were some of the things that Reverdy hinted at. If I +prosecuted Lamborn, the countercharge would be made that I had been +intimate with Zoe myself. If she had a child I would be proclaimed its +father, especially if I raised an issue, and tried to fix the paternity +upon Lamborn. If I went to see the state's attorney and asked him to +act, there was danger that he would not wish to do so, because the +present state's attorney was about to lose the office. He would not wish +to start a social hostility that would react upon himself. In fact, +Douglas was now trying to supplant him. I was known as a friend of +Douglas'. Perhaps I would be trying to involve the state's attorney in +an unpopular prosecution. If the prosecuting attorney refused to act +that refusal would be known, and credit might be given to any reports +that might arise that Zoe was mine before she was Lamborn's, if she ever +was his. And if I resented the prosecuting attorney's refusal to act, +then I might be accused of acting with Douglas in his ambition to get +the office. Above all, under the law of Illinois, Zoe could not testify +against Lamborn, a white man. Thus, in any prosecution that was to be +made, evidence independent of Zoe's word had to be procured. Where was +such evidence? That really settled the whole matter. But I had gone +through the whole range of deliberation before finding out that Zoe's +word would not be received in court. + +But why had Reverdy not warned me against taking Zoe to live with me? +There was the matter, too, of my equal division of the estate with Zoe. +I had done this with the purest of motives. Now the edge of it was +turned against me. For why would I surrender so much when I did not have +to? + +What was I now to do? Should I send Zoe away? Should I keep her in my +household and let the tongues wag, as they were doing, or clatter if Zoe +should have a child? The secret would be out soon. Lamborn would be sure +to betray the fact that he had captured Zoe. There seemed nothing to do +then but to settle down with British tenacity to live it out, and brave +whatever came to me out of the complications. I was sure of the +friendship of Reverdy and Sarah. + +With these reflections I went back to the hut. Zoe was still in tears. +She asked me if she had not better go away. If I would give her some of +her money she would leave and never come back. "No," I said. "I am going +to see you through, Zoe. We will face this out together; only do you +consult me about what to do, and help me to stand by you." + +I sat down and began to think it all over again. Here were all the +pretty things I had bought in St. Louis soon to arrive, and the house +would be ready to occupy in a few days. Yet these happy events were +clouded for me. There was real bitterness in my cup now. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +The house was done. My furnishings were delivered. There were curtains +to make, many feminine touches were needed to settle the rooms. Sarah +did all that she could, but Dorothy Clayton had come. She was just a +year younger than I, and of charming appearance and manner. We had +become friends almost at once. She was with me daily, as we put the +house in order for occupancy. Reverdy thought that Sarah must be +apprised of what had happened to Zoe. She was terribly wounded and +distressed. But she approved of my course in keeping Zoe with me. + +On my birthday, June 18th, we had the housewarming. I gave a party, +inviting all the young people from Jacksonville and the country around: +those that I knew and those that I didn't--all but Lamborn. The omission +would be notable, but I could not invite him. The matter was promptly +gossiped about. Lamborn himself was stirred to talk now. He made the +most detestable references to Zoe and me; and I was told of them. At the +party Douglas drew me aside and confided to me that Lamborn was in an +ugly rage. + +Douglas was quite the life of my party. He mingled freely with all the +company, making himself charming to every one. He danced with every +girl present, and more than once with Dorothy. His short figure gave him +a certain comical appearance. But he was graceful and adept at the +dances. And his wit and good humor kept every one in high spirits. +Reverdy, too, participated in the joy of the occasion with generous +enthusiasm. Altogether, we were a merry crowd. I had strengthened my +hold upon the affections of the community. For the time I had forgotten +my embarrassing troubles. They came back to my mind after the guests had +departed. And there was something else to disturb me. Dorothy had gained +more than my passing interest. + +Work was now my salvation, and I had plenty to do. I had learned in this +year a vast amount about running a farm; and I was blessed with +excellent health. But meanwhile Zoe! It was not long before it was +certain that she was to bear a child; and it would not be many months or +even weeks when she could not walk out or go to town without betraying +her secret to the world. But then what should the explanation be? Should +I tell what I knew? Should I remain silent? + +Except for engrossing duties, with time to think and brood, I should +have been thrown into tortures with the possibilities. There was always +the chance, too, that Zoe in the desperation of the moment might run +away from me. She had the English blood of my father in her veins, +venturesome, perhaps reckless. Perhaps it was well that she had no +control of the profits of the farm which had thus far been allotted to +her, nor her share of the ready money which my father had left. I had +had Reverdy appointed her guardian, making myself accountable to him. I +deemed this the fitting thing; and I was also brought to do it because I +might be absent at times in the future when she would need money. But if +Zoe should run away what would become of her? The chance of her being +kidnapped and sold into slavery filled me with terror. Yet the days went +on without change. + +Except that Sarah's boy was born! What a father Reverdy was! So +wondering and gentle. And he guarded Sarah like a lover and father in +one. Zoe was wild to see Sarah's boy; but that was out of the question +now. She wanted to deed some of her land to the boy, or better perhaps, +to Sarah. But she would have to wait until she became of age to do this. + +The birth of Sarah's boy affected Zoe profoundly. She was now about two +months advanced in her own pregnancy. She was beginning to think of the +ordeal herself, of the fate of the child, what it was being born to.... +What, indeed? I noticed that Zoe had hours of deep depression. Would it +not be best for me to have a woman in the house with Zoe? Mrs. Engle +knew of a widow about fifty whose husband had been killed in the War of +1812. And I got her, a Mrs. Brown. Zoe was now free of the housework. +She had a companion when I was away on my work about the farm. And I +felt relieved. But my mind and heart were full of problems. There was +always Zoe! There was always Lamborn, skulking in the shadows of my +speculations. How would I unravel this tangle with him? + +Then there was Dorothy. Some of the talk must reach her eventually. It +might come to her as a smudge upon me. Then I could not expect to +continue my attentions to her without explanations. How could I go into +explanations with Dorothy? But even if Dorothy only knew that Zoe was my +sister, what would she think of me? Could she have an interest in a man +with a family relationship of this sort? Could Dorothy, bred in +Tennessee, look with favor upon my attentions? Had Reverdy and Sarah +kept this relationship from Dorothy? Had some one else told her? But if +she had not found these circumstances a reason for turning from me could +she tolerate the rest of my difficulties? + +And one night I came home to find Zoe in bed. She was in great pain and +very weak. She was scarcely able to talk. She took my hand and pressed +it, only saying: "I have done something for you. If I die, it will be +best anyway. If I live it will be all right. I could not bear to bring +you such shame and trouble. Don't worry ... don't." + +Mrs. Brown came in and stood by the bed. She did not speak. She looked +at me as if to say that sometimes desperate things have to be done. I +understood. I acquiesced. Did Mrs. Brown do it? I never asked. Zoe's +sufferings were very great. All this for Lamborn's drunken madness. And +then Zoe began to mend. She was out of her difficulty. She became +herself in a few weeks. But her spirit had changed. She was wiser, more +self-possessed. She was more a woman. A great load had been lifted from +me; yet I now faced a new Zoe. What would this mature Zoe do to me? + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +There was the law against Zoe taking this step, and against any one +having any part in it. Still would it be known? I was content to wait +for developments and meanwhile to put the whole thing behind me. Work +helped me to do this. + +I had Sarah's boy to interest me too. They had named him Amos. I had +taken five twenty-dollar gold pieces and tied them in a package, bound +them with a ribbon, and placed them in his tiny hand. I could not +foresee the time when I should touch his hand on an occasion of very +different import and with Zoe standing by. Zoe had made Amos some pretty +little things and sent them by me. Sarah's only regret was that her +grandmother could not see the boy. Her great happiness was wholly +beautiful. And Reverdy seemed impressed with a greater dignity and a +more gracious heart, if that were possible. I had found Mrs. Brown well +adapted to my household. She liked the place; and the prospect was that +she would be long in my service. Life was moving on. + +I kept in touch with affairs in England and Europe through the London +_Times_. I was also a subscriber to Greeley's _New Yorker_; and I did +not slight the local paper, which belabored Douglas in proportion as he +increased in popularity and power. I read many books as well. + +For I felt the stir of a new age. I saw the North, the country around +me, growing in wealth and dominance. I saw old despotisms giving way and +new ones coming to take their place. The factory system was arising, due +to machinery. Weaving and spinning processes had improved. The cry of +women and children crowded in the factories of Pennsylvania began to be +heard. The hours of toil were long. And if the whip descended upon the +back of the negro in the South, the factory overseer in Philadelphia +flogged the laborer who did not work enough to suit him, or who was +tardy at the task. Women and children there were feeling the lash of the +whip. Just now there was talk of a machine which would cut as much grain +in a day as six men could cut with scythes. I ordered two of these +machines for the next year, for I was farming more and more on a big +scale. But what seemed most wonderful to me was an instrument now being +talked about which sent messages by electricity. It was not perfected +yet. It was treated with skepticism. But if it could be! If I could get +a message from St. Louis, a distance of more than a hundred miles, in a +few minutes or an hour! + +Douglas came out to see me one night to tell me what was on his mind. He +wanted to be the prosecuting attorney. Consider the straits of a young +man who must make his way and get a place in the world! Is there +anything more desperate at times? What was the law business in this +community, divided, as it was, by eleven lawyers, shared in by visiting +lawyers? Douglas had to live. Youth is forced to push ahead or be +crushed. I know he has been accused of manipulation in having the law +passed by which he could be appointed to the office and supplant a +rival. Well, if he had not had the gifts and the energies to do such +things, how could he have served the country and maintained himself? The +next February before he was twenty-two, he was state's attorney for the +district. No wonder that lesser men railed at him. But what one of them +would not have done the same thing if he could? + +And now I was seeing much of Dorothy. What did it mean? Was she only my +friend? Reverdy, her brother, was my most intimate friend. Did she +receive my attentions on account of the relations between him and me? If +she knew anything about Zoe she never betrayed it to me. Surely she +could not be in Jacksonville so long and be ignorant that Zoe was my +half-sister. At last I decided to explore Dorothy's mind. I went at it +forthrightly. Did she know that Zoe and I had the same father? + +She had heard it. That was a common enough thing in the South; not +common there, however, for a colored mother to be the wife of a white +father. "I have suffered on account of this," said Dorothy. "You knew +nothing about it and had nothing to do with it. It is too bad--too bad, +Jimmy!" + +There remained Zoe's misadventure. How could I approach that? But if +Dorothy had heard of it would she continue to receive me? If she knew +about it would not the present association of ideas bring it to mind +and bespeak it to me by change of color or expression? I looked at +Dorothy quizzically. I discovered nothing in her face. Then I began to +think of the certain probability that some one had come to her breathing +rumors upon her. So I said: "Promise me something, Dorothy. If any one +ever tells you anything about me, say, for example, that I haven't been +perfectly fair with Zoe in every way, and honorable as far as I know how +to be, will you withhold belief until you give me a chance? Do you +promise me that?" And Dorothy stretched her hand to me in a warm-hearted +way. "You are Reverdy's friend, aren't you, and he is yours. Well, I +promise you. But it isn't necessary, for it would have to be something +that I could believe you capable of. Then Reverdy would have to believe +it, and then I might have a mind of my own after all. Why, how could +anyone say anything about you? You have been as good to Zoe as if she +were as white as I." + +And so Dorothy didn't know. I left the matter where it was. I could not +go on. You see I was nineteen and Dorothy was eighteen and the year was +1834. + +But Lamborn. I had made an enemy of him. Rather, he had turned himself +into my enemy. He was running with a gang of rough fellows called the +McCall boys. They drank and fought, using clubs or stones or knives. +They were suspected of trying to rob the stage when it was driven by the +poor wretch who had died of the cholera two summers before. That driver +was noted for his courage, his ready use of the rifle; and he had +frightened the marauders off, and had wounded one of them, who limped +away until the trail of his blood was obscured. + +Every time I came into town I was subjected to wolfish leers from some +member of this gang. Evidently they had taken up Lamborn's cause. +Something was preying upon him. He was drinking more heavily. Perhaps he +was tormented with the thought that I knew his secret and abided some +vengeance upon him. Perhaps his conscience tortured him. At any rate he +had become a skulking figure of hatred, showing his teeth and snarling +when he saw me and sidling away like a wolf. He had muttered curses as +he hurried to one side. "Bloody Englishman" and the like were his +remarks. Something told me to watch him, to watch the McCall boys. I +began to take pains to guard my house in the country, sleeping always +with my rifle by my side; and I had provided my men with rifles, +instructing them to shoot if trespassers approached during suspicious +hours or when warned away. + +The autumn was the most delicious weather I had experienced since coming +to America. Enough of the summer was carried over into October, and even +November, to keep the days warm and full of sunlight, while the nights +were clear and frosty, and always over this boundless prairie the far +scattered stars. I had bought an astronomical chart and located the +constellations, in which Zoe had joined me in increasing wonder. Then I +had a taste of real hunting. Reverdy and I had gone to marshes a few +miles away for wild geese and ducks; and we had come back loaded with +game for ourselves and friends. There were many parties and what were +called "shucking bees," where the company set to to assist the host in +ridding the corn of its sheath; and quilting bees; and apple parings. +These were occasions of festival, the local rituals of Dionysius. +Earlier in the fall I had gone to a county fair and had seen the +products of the field on display; and had studied the people: the tall +angular gawks, the men carrying whips, the dust, the noise, the cheap +fakirs and gamblers, the fights, the drunkenness, the women tired and +perspiring carrying their babies and leading a brood. To me it was more +like a cattle pen befogged with dust than an assemblage of human beings. +And there was no happiness, no real joy; only barbaric breaking away +from hard labor and the silence of the farms; only a reeling and a +howling and a war dance; and only here and there a flash of breeding and +fineness, and intelligent use of the occasion for sweeter joys and +fuller life. + +The winter came down; but I was better prepared for it than I was the +year before. My house with its walls a foot thick of solid oak and +tightly plastered against the penetrating winds kept out the cold. And +my fireplaces built under my very eye threw a steady heat into the +rooms. I was giving parties from time to time and attending them as +well. Douglas always came. He was unfailingly the life of the party. He +had reënforced his political successes with a genuine hold upon the +hearts of the young people and the older people. He was attacked weekly +by the Whig newspaper. But he was not without defense. Almost upon +arriving at Jacksonville he had written a letter of praise to the editor +of a newly started journal. The editor was greatly pleased at this +spontaneous expression of interest and had become Douglas' friend and +stanch champion. Ah! Douglas was only manipulating. He had written this +letter to win a newspaper to his support. The wily schemer! "Genius has +come into our midst," wrote the editor. "No one can doubt this who heard +Mr. Douglas expound Democratic doctrine in his wonderful debate with +John Wyatt. This country is richer for having attracted Douglas to it. +He is here to stay. And he will be one of the great men of the country +as President Jackson is now the greatest figure since Washington; and +Illinois will send him forth as her son to speak and to act on the great +questions that are already beginning to fill the minds of the people." + +Douglas often came out to stay for the night or for a day or two. He had +little law business, but his energies were always employed in shaping +his powers toward a participation in the politics of the country. His +superhuman energy was intensified by the fact that he had been deprived +of an opportunity to educate himself. It was the gadfly that drove him +forward with such restless industry. I could see that he had no patience +for a detailed study of the law; that he might be ignorant of the +technical steps to be taken in the collection of a promissory note, but +he would know something about the resources of a treaty; that if he did +not know how to settle the title to a farmer's field, he had considered +ways to put at rest any claim of England to the territory of the Oregon. +Yet he had to live as a lawyer before he could flourish as a statesman. +And he had become the prosecuting attorney. His enemies said it was by a +trick; that he had had the state law changed so that the legislature +could appoint him state's attorney for the district of Jacksonville. The +accusation proved too much. Douglas was not quite twenty-two when he +reached this office. He had been in the state but two years, not quite +that. How had such a youth first won the confidence of enough people who +wished to give him this office and were able to do it; and then won the +legislature to do the extraordinary thing of changing the law to give +him the office, while at the same time supplanting a seasoned and +experienced man in the place? How? Was every one corrupt, people and +legislature? But it was February and he was the prosecuting attorney for +the people. + +He came out to see me, and we drank his health and fortune. It was on +this occasion that Douglas talked to me with the greatest freedom about +my own affairs. His frankness and sincerity, his friendship for me, +relieved this broaching of my intimate interests of intrusiveness. I +felt no inclination to resent it. He had glanced at Zoe who had come +into the room once or twice, remarking that she was an unusual young +woman. Then he said: "Your father must have been much of a man. I think +his marriage worked upon his feelings ... and Zoe. Don't let this get on +your imagination. You are handling it in the right way ... just go on. +Let me warn you. The McCall gang is a desperate one. Do not on any +account come to an issue with them. There are too many of them. They +will sneak up upon you. They carry grudges ... and another thing, +there's Lamborn ... as bad as the McCalls. He's been talking too, making +threats against you. I tell you this for your own good. He has been +boasting of Zoe's interest in him ... to speak euphemistically of the +matter ... but just be careful." Whatever else he had in his mind he +communicated it to me by the look of his speaking eyes, keen and blue. +Then he arose and went. + +Dorothy had returned to Nashville for the winter. She expected to take +her place again in Reverdy's household in the spring. And we were +writing. I had thought of proposing marriage to her the night before she +left. But I could not bring myself to do so. I needed some one in my +life. But I was just twenty, and Dorothy seemed so much more mature and +wise than I. Then always there was this matter of Zoe. I lived in the +expectation that something would come out of Zoe's misfortune; and if it +did my name was bound to be connected with it. What would Dorothy say if +in the midst of our engagement, if she engaged herself to me, the word +should be brought to her that I was the father of Zoe's aborted child +and that by some one, perhaps Mrs. Brown, Zoe had been saved the open +shame of giving birth to the child and while an inmate of my house? I +could see the probative force of these facts against me. This is what +kept me from speaking to Dorothy on the subject of becoming my wife and +having it settled before she went to Nashville. And then something +happened that made my situation infinitely worse before it was any +better. + +The spring had come on early and I had much to do. I was buying +machinery. The mowers that I had ordered were soon to be delivered and I +had need to be in town almost daily. There were always loafers about the +streets; and among them, not infrequently, the McCall boys or Lamborn. +Reverdy had told me that Lamborn had been talking in the barber shop, +saying that I was living in a state of adultery with my nigger sister. +At the same time I knew, and Reverdy knew, that Lamborn was trying to +get Zoe to meet him. He had sent her a note to that effect, which Zoe +had turned over to me. Once he had accosted Zoe as she was coming from +Reverdy's to join me at the courthouse preparatory to starting home. +Reverdy thought that the fellow was eaten up with insane jealousy and +had brought himself to the belief that I had taken Zoe from him, if he +could be said ever to have had a right to her. + +It is an April day and I have come into town and am rushing from place +to place attending to many things. Reverdy has met me at the bank to +tell me of another opportunity to buy a team of horses and some oxen; +for we use the latter mostly to draw the plows that turn up the heavy +sod of the prairie. Reverdy has just told me of Lamborn's threat to come +to my farm and take Zoe: that when a girl was once his she was always +his. He had said these things at the barber shop. Something came over +me. I resolved that this intolerable state of affairs, of anxiety for +Zoe, of misunderstanding for myself, of dread of the future, of a sort +of brake on my life as of something holding me back and impeding my +happiness and peace of mind ... all this had to end somehow and soon. I +could not live and go on with things as they were. + +We stepped from the bank. And there, not ten feet away, stood Lamborn. +His mouth became a scrawl, he uttered a growl, he swayed with passion, +he moved his hands at his side in a sort of twisting motion. And I +thought: there are Zoe and Dorothy, and I may create a feud against me +that will follow me for years ... yet this man must die. And I drew my +pistol and fired ... Lamborn sank to the ground without a groan. Some of +the McCall boys ran out. I fired at them. They fled. I walked forward a +step or two. Then I asked Reverdy if he had seen Lamborn reach for his +pistol. Reverdy had seen this. I had not. In fact, Lamborn did nothing +of the sort. But if Reverdy saw this he could swear to it and help me. +The excitement of the precise moment was now over. I felt weak and +anxious. I wanted to see Douglas. As state's attorney he could help me. +Douglas was soon on the scene. He had heard what I had done. I wanted +to talk with him. He waved me off saying: "You must have counsel of your +own. You must not talk to me. I would be compelled in the discharge of +my duty to use against you anything you might tell me." With that he +walked away. + +He could not be my friend in this hour of need! What was I to do? Yes, +there was Reverdy. But when it came to the matter of locking me up +Douglas said: "If Mr. Clayton signs the bond ... make the bond $1000 ... +don't lock him up. Get a coroner's jury." + +There was not a member of this jury who had not been exposed to some of +this vile talk about Zoe and me, in the general contagion of the village +gossip. How should this examination be managed? Of course the single +question, they told me, was the manner of Lamborn's meeting his death. +But the coroner's jury had the power to bind me to the grand jury for an +indictment, and that I wished to escape. Well, I had been threatened, to +be sure. But why? If Lamborn wanted Zoe and I had her in my house and +kept him from seeing her, was it for a good or a selfish reason? Were we +not rivals for the same favor? Did one have her and one lose her? Had I +killed Lamborn for jealousy, or in self-defense? The single fact that I +had shot him stood against the background of all this gossip and village +understanding, and was necessarily read into it for my undoing or my +freedom. + +There was the note that Lamborn had written Zoe! That proved that +Lamborn was seeking her; but it might be used to prove that I resented +his pursuit. And why? As Zoe's brother, or as her unnatural lover? My +brain was in a whirl. I could not think for myself. I talked these +subjects over with Reverdy and with Mr. Brooks, who was my counsel. All +these things were done the day of the killing. The next morning, with +the body of Lamborn lying in the room, I mounted the witness chair in my +own behalf, after Reverdy had testified that he had seen Lamborn reach +to his pocket, and that it was not until then that I drew my pistol and +fired. + +Was Douglas turned against me? He plunged into the matter of Zoe almost +at once in his cross examination of me. And at last I told the whole +story ... with but two exceptions: I did not produce Lamborn's note to +Zoe and I did not tell of Zoe's illness and its cause; of returning from +St. Louis and finding Zoe in tears, of what she had told me, of the +embarrassment I then found myself in, of my perplexity, of my failure to +invite Lamborn to my housewarming and the reason for it, of Lamborn's +attitude toward me after that, his menacing looks, his growling insults +when he saw me ... of all these things I told with full +circumstantiality under the examination of the new state's attorney, and +with the whole of the countryside looking on, Whigs and Democrats, and +with the audience permeated with slavery and with slavery feeling, at +least so far as the present case was concerned. What would Douglas now +do? He rose and in his deep voice, with perfect command of himself, +looking over the audience as if it was a great instrument whose keys he +knew, he spoke these brief words: "Gentlemen, it makes no difference to +me whether this girl is white or black; if you bind this young man over +to the grand jury, I will do what I can to prevent an indictment; and if +the grand jury indicts him I will do what I can to have him acquitted. +This dead man here met his just fate." + +The audience cheered. The jury acquitted me without leaving their seats. +I walked a free man into the soft air of April. Douglas came out. His +manner was changed. He spoke to me in freedom and in the old tone of +friendship. "The boil is now open," he said. "The cut place will heal." + +And he walked with me down the street followed by a cheering crowd. +Douglas had won the people; and I was free! + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +I began to see myself as boring through opposition with lowered head and +indomitable will. I was strengthened by the fact that I had never +swerved from my duty to Zoe. And now that the beast was out of the way +who had caused her so much agony, my whole life seemed cleared. The +McCall gang might cause me trouble, but they would need to come +prepared, or to catch me off my guard. The opening up of the whole case +had had a wholesome effect upon my reputation. The brotherly innocence +of my relation to Zoe was the generally accepted one. Reverdy assured me +of this. Douglas was a valiant friend to me in this clarification of my +nature and my character before the community. The whole atmosphere of my +life was now freer; but it had cost Lamborn his life to make it so. It +seemed best, however, that I should leave town for a while. I decided to +go to Cincinnati and then to Nashville. I wanted to see Dorothy. I felt +that I must make myself clear to her, and face to face. + +Having made all arrangements for Zoe and Mrs. Brown to keep the house +while I was gone and having laid out the work for my men, I set forth +for Vandalia, the capital of Illinois, by stage. There I took the +Cumberland Road, passed through Indianapolis, a small place; arrived in +good time at Cincinnati, a city of more than 30,000 people; a busy place +of manufacturers, distillers, and pork packers, since Kentucky, Ohio, +and Indiana shipped their hogs to this market to be converted into hams +and bacon and lard. I saw the town, the residence of the great Nicholas +Longworth, who had grown fabulously rich by making wine. And at the +hotel, this latter part of April being warm, I was treated to the +spectacle of the men in the dining room taking off their coats and +dining in their shirt sleeves amid the not inelegant appointments that +surrounded the table. But I was becoming Americanized now and was not as +sensitive as formerly to deportment of this sort. + +The vastness of America came over me as I descended from Cincinnati to +Nashville. Yet there was the southern territory still south of me; and +beyond the Mississippi the unsettled empire of Louisiana. Cincinnati had +something of the activity and the character of other northern cities; +but as I passed through the domain of Kentucky and Tennessee I could not +help but see that here was an agricultural country which owed its +prosperity to slavery. But what was all that I saw here of industry and +utilization of the resources of the land compared to what I saw growing +up as a system around Jacksonville? + +Yet the loveliness of the country around Nashville enchanted me. I was +in a mood to be won, to be sure; for I was completely captivated by +Dorothy and the delightful hospitality that was accorded me. Dorothy's +mother treated me with such gentle and thoughtful attention, as if she +received me not less upon the basis of my friendship to Reverdy than +upon my own appeal to her. And as for Dorothy--she was as kind to me as +a sister; and yet.... + +I loved the country and this little city of 6000 people on the hills +above the Cumberland valley. Still, so many negroes. In this whole state +of about 700,000 people, nearly 150,000 were slaves, so Dorothy told me. +It amazed me. Negro slavery, so far as England was concerned, had never +to me been a visible thing. But here in America, here in Tennessee, and +in this city, it struck one at every turn. It entered into all the daily +thinking and plans of every one. It was omnipresent. It touched every +life. + +This was the town of James K. Polk, whose name meant nothing to me; but +Dorothy spoke of him as a leading man in Congress from Tennessee. Here +also was the residence of President Jackson, a place called the +"Hermitage," a few miles into the country. Dorothy and I drove to it. +These were the places of interest to see; and everywhere the southern +mansion: the upper and lower porch in front, the spacious windows, the +Dorian or Ionic columns, as the case might be; the great entrance door +set between mullioned panes at either side, and beneath a lunette of +woodwork and glass. The Clayton house was like this, for Dorothy's +father had been a man of wealth, a slave owner too in his prosperous +days. He had failed and died, Reverdy had gone to the newer country of +Illinois to seek his fortune, leaving Dorothy and the mother to the +possession of the diminished property which Mr. Clayton had left. + +But above everything in the way of delight, for the beauty of the +prospect, for the opportunity it gave me to be with Dorothy, were the +hills that overlooked the Cumberland valley and the river. We climbed +here daily and sat beneath the lovely oaks that shaded the richness of +the grass. To the west and north the river flowed to its confluence with +the Ohio. Around us the hills. The valley between. The silence of +nature, the intensity of unfolding life around us. Always on my mind was +the thought of Dorothy as my wife. And why not speak my heart? I could +not tell why. Was it Zoe; Dorothy's knowledge of Zoe? Was I investing +Dorothy with my own thoughts, putting into her mouth the objections that +I could make against myself? I could not tell what Zoe might bring into +the life of the woman I married, as well as my own. Surely I was not +very robust, very hearty in my speculations. For Dorothy had received +me. There was nothing lacking in the warmth of her hospitality ... and +yet I sensed at times such a temperate feeling in her glance, in her +voice. Even her frankness had that character, or enhanced it perhaps. + +And one afternoon as we were walking along the river I spoke what was in +my heart. I had this competence. I had built the house. I could make a +fortune in time. I was beginning to need some one to help me, to be with +me. And no sooner had I spoken than I saw myself: Zoe was my half-sister +and I was proposing marriage to a girl who had no feeling that did not +bespeak to her the inferiority of the colored skin, no matter if it were +lightened, no matter by whom. Dorothy's attitude was that of the +high-bred and kindly southerner: the negroes must be kept in slavery as +a solution of the social question and for the prosperity of the South; +but at the same time the negro should be treated with kindness. And here +was Zoe, the half-sister of the man who was asking her to be his +companion for life. To what extent, then, the associate on a basis of +equality with Zoe too? This was not all. My name had been coupled with +Zoe's. Above all, I had killed a man, my rival or Zoe's hunter, as one +might choose to believe. + +Thus I saw myself. My very hair began to rise and to tingle. How had I +dared to make this proposal to Dorothy? And as Dorothy was silent, and +looked down as we walked, poking with her parasol at pebbles in the +road, I was in a tense anxiety to know with what words she would break +the oppressive pause between us. "I could see," she said, "that you +liked me; and of course you wouldn't come so far to see me if you +didn't. And you must know that Reverdy's friendship for you makes a +difference. Do you know...?" + +Dorothy lost her voice. The tears came out of her eyes. As she did not +speak I began again, trying to say for her what she did not say for +herself. "There's Zoe," I said. And then Dorothy quite lost control of +herself. She wept piteously. And then she grew calmer. She had faced the +reluctant fact when I spoke Zoe's name. We had stumbled up and over +that roughness in the road. Any rut or obstacle in it might now be +easier endured ... if worse was not to come. + +Yes, these stories about me. Had Dorothy heard them? And the life I had +taken for Zoe's sake. I was sure Dorothy had not heard of that. Even the +first was a subject difficult to approach. I was twenty, Dorothy was +nineteen. But the greatest obstacle was the age in which we lived. Women +now draped themselves in mystery. There were whole realms of subjects +that were not talked between the sexes. We managed things by mild +indirections, by absurd circumlocutions. + +I began to think of the letter that Lamborn had written Zoe. I was +carrying it in my pocket. Did it not prove Lamborn's interest in Zoe? I +handed it to Dorothy, thinking that it would disprove my interest in +Zoe, of which I had been made self-conscious by the accusations; and not +realizing that Dorothy probably knew nothing of all these charges. "Read +this," I said, handing it to Dorothy. + +Dorothy took it in at a glance, for it was only a few lines beginning +"Dear Zoe." It was an invitation to Zoe to meet Lamborn again at the +same place. Dorothy's face turned crimson. She handed the note back to +me without a word. I had to struggle with the tough materials of the +revelation that I wished to make. And I went on to tell Dorothy that the +author of the note was Lamborn. "You remember him?" I asked. Dorothy +nodded her head. "Well," I continued, "he is dead, thank God. I killed +him." + +Dorothy was overcome. She reeled. After a moment, in which she found her +breath again, she faced about and began to walk toward the town. + +I followed, hurt and crushed; for Dorothy had suddenly changed her whole +manner. Her face was impenetrable; and it had paralyzed my hope with its +expression of self-withdrawal, something almost of anger. I could not go +on now and tell my story: that I had killed Lamborn because of his +offense against Zoe, because of his menacing attitude toward me, because +of the vile things he had said about Zoe. No! nothing I could say now +would be in place. I had blundered, perhaps. We walked to the house, +silent all the way. + +Dorothy went to her room, leaving me in the hands of her mother. Mrs. +Clayton, thinking that we had had a lovers' quarrel, endeavored by extra +attention to me to overcome Dorothy's absence, and to say to me in this +way that she did not share in Dorothy's attitude. + +And so it was that Mrs. Clayton and I dined together; and I now had +opportunity to tell her of little Amos, of my life in England, of my +farm, my new house, my plans for the future. Mrs. Clayton was outspoken +enough. She said that Reverdy admired my father for many things, and did +not particularly censure his marriage. As for that it was a common +enough thing in the South for the planters to have children by negro +women, or by the prettier quadroons and octoroons. For herself she +hated slavery, but did not know what would be done if the negroes were +free. + +Dorothy did not appear. We rose from the table and went out to sit under +one of the great trees in the yard. I thought I saw an opportunity. Why +not talk to Mrs. Clayton? She could tell Dorothy what I was unable to +say to her. I set my will to the task. + +"You seem to know about my father, Mrs. Clayton. And I want you to know +about me. I want Dorothy for my wife. We had a kind of a flare-up this +afternoon. I was trying to make my case clear, and Dorothy fell to +crying. That's all. You see I came to America in ignorance of +everything. No one had told me about my father's marriage; and I blame +my grandmother that she did not tell me. Well, I got to Jacksonville and +was terribly ill, almost died. Zoe took care of me. And that won me. But +in addition to that she is as much my father's child as I am. I found +that out as soon as I got up. Then I took her to live with me, to help +me with the house, without thinking that there would be talk, not only +by those who didn't know that she was my sister as well as by those who +did know it. I went to St. Louis to buy furnishings for my new house. +While I was gone a man named Lamborn wronged her. This made great +trouble for me. And one thing led to another. He was saying vile things +about me and about Zoe. And my life was getting more and more +unendurable day by day on account of this fellow. And at last I was +coming down the street with Reverdy one day, and this Lamborn suddenly +confronted me. I drew and killed him. The state's attorney, Mr. Douglas, +brought out all the facts before the coroner's jury. The jury acquitted +me before leaving their seats. Mr. Douglas told the jury that he would +not prosecute me if an indictment was found against me. And so..." I was +about to say that I had come to Nashville to get away from the +circumstances. But I caught myself and forebore. + +Mrs. Clayton had followed me with rapt attention, leaning more and more +toward me as my story progressed. She put out her hand to take mine. I +could not tell whether it was the hand of pity or admiration. Her eyes +were kindly, but they searched me. She seemed to say: "What difficulty +in this boy's life is he trying to mingle with my daughter's life?" She +spoke. "It is too bad. You are too young to have such tragedy." That was +all. Then we went in. + +As I arose the next morning I began to wonder what reception would be +accorded me by Mrs. Clayton, not to say Dorothy. No one was astir but +the colored butler and the maids. Yes, slavery was very well for them. I +could see that all that was said in favor of the benevolence of the +institution had verification in them and perhaps in all slaves doing +like service. But what of the field hands, the heavier workers? I was +thinking of these things, but mostly of the desperate situation I was in +and of this day ahead of me. Would Dorothy see me again? Would I be the +honored guest of yesterday? This silence of the mansion made me feel +that its hospitality had cooled toward me. But in a little while Mrs. +Clayton appeared on the stair and descended to find me rather restlessly +pacing the room. + +I could not specify any change in her manner. Perhaps as a matter of +breeding I was to be bowed out with all possible courtesy. She smiled me +a "Good morning," said that Dorothy would not be down until later. We +two went in to breakfast. + +I began to feel embarrassed. I could not be at ease. Mrs. Clayton sensed +my diffidence. We managed the conversation in broken sentences and +forced remarks. My pride asserted itself. I had done nothing myself for +which I could be blamed. For the rest, if I was not wanted I should go +my way. I asked Mrs. Clayton when I could get a boat to St. Louis. She +did not know, but one ran almost every day either directly, or I could +change boats at a place called Freesland on the Ohio River. Accordingly, +after breakfast, I went to the steamboat landing to make inquiries ... +and without seeing Dorothy. + +A kind of rebellion and resentment were rising in me. Dorothy was +Reverdy's sister; but surely she was of a different spirit if she +disapproved of me for what I had done. Perhaps it would be well to be +free of my love for Dorothy, to be once more without any feeling that my +life needed completion by uniting it with a woman's life. I had offered +myself. I was not accepted. My dignity, and place in the world, as I +saw them, were dishonored. + +When I returned to the house Dorothy had appeared. She smiled gently in +recognition of me. I broke the silence by telling her that I could get a +boat the next day, and that I must be off. She made no reply. + +Later we went to the yard, under one of the great trees. Dorothy was +evidently tortured in her mind and did not know what to say to me. She +looked worn and as if she had not slept. I searched her face. A tear +stole down her cheek. She averted her eyes and clasped her hands +together nervously. I could endure the suspense no longer. + +"It is best for me to go," I said. She made no reply. "I am sorry that I +have made you suffer. Let me erase everything by withdrawing what I have +said to you." "You can't," said Dorothy. "You are Reverdy's friend; you +know how I love him. You couldn't suppose that anything that has +affected you so deeply would not affect him and therefore me. I never +believed that I could be so unhappy. You are going and that leaves me to +think and think." + +My heart took fire again. I stretched my hand to take Dorothy's. She +removed hers gently out of reach. "Go your way, my friend," she said. +"Later I may write you. You are only a boy yet ... and many things may +happen. But be sure that I suffer, and that I remember and that I need +help." + +She arose and preceded me back to the house. Mrs. Clayton seemed to +direct her influence toward smoothing our way. But nothing could be +done. I had met defeat and I wished to depart. + +The next day I was on the Ohio but not bound for St. Louis. I had +decided to see New Orleans. Change of scene might allay my thoughts. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +I did not tell Dorothy where I was going. I left her to suppose that I +was returning to Jacksonville. + +In passing to the boat landing I stumbled and fell, bruising myself +painfully. I was hurrying to get away and in my haste and sorrow I was +oblivious of my surroundings. As I limped along on the deck, I was +approached by a kindly man who offered me some ointment which he said +was made from the oil that escaped over the surface of the water in the +salt wells of Kentucky and elsewhere, in spite of anything that could be +done and much to the inconvenience of the business of getting salt. This +man said that the oil was being subjected to experiments for use in +illumination. As an ointment it was magical, and in a few days my +lameness disappeared. + +Both on the Ohio and the Mississippi we saw flatboats tied together +heaped with coal, which had been loaded into them from the sides of the +hills of the Alleghanies and elsewhere. They were being floated down to +New Orleans. I had found coal in several places on my land in Illinois. +Sometimes one could dig it out of the surface of the ground. But no +expeditious means were yet in use in Illinois in mining it. + +The Mississippi is a wonder scene to me. The river is full of islands +and the boat winds about in endless turns of the stream. There are +swamps, and melancholy cypress and funereal live oaks. There are the +solitary huts of the woodcutters, and bars of sand covered with cane +brake, and impenetrable forests, and the forbidding depths of the +jungle. Farther on there are the sugar plantations, and the levees, and +the great houses of the planters, and the huts of the negroes, and the +vivid greens of fields of sugar cane standing many feet high; and around +these the cypress swamp. And on every side in the midst of each +plantation the tall white towers of the sugar mills. It is all novel and +wonderful to me; and it helps me to forget my insistent thoughts of +Dorothy. + +The steamer stopped to get wood. It was at a creole plantation. There +was a procession of carts here, each drawn by a team of mules, driven by +negroes, laughing and joking with each other. They were slaves hauling +wood to the sugar mills. We were soon off again on the silent river, +which had now broadened to the dimensions of a great lake. + +Then we saw steeples, a dome; then the masts of numerous vessels, and +steamboats, and tall chimneys. Then we reached the levee of the city. +The boat was fastened, and I walked upon the streets of New Orleans. The +heat was no greater than I had felt in Illinois. And at night a breeze +stirred briskly from the harbor and the gulf beyond. This city of 50,000 +people had immediate fascination for me. + +In the evening I went to the Place d'Armes where a military band was +playing. There were races during the day just out of town. The cafés +were filled with people smoking and drinking, playing billiards and +dominoes. Ladies in gay costumes sat in the balconies, making +observations on the scene, the players, the passersby. French was spoken +everywhere. And everywhere was the creole beauty, with black eyes and +long silken lashes, and light skin faintly suffused with rose. I plunged +into these festivities in order to forget Dorothy. + +I went to the Spanish Cathedral the next day, and saw on the porch +groups of gray-haired negroes waiting for alms. There were candles on +the altar, paintings of the stations of the cross on the pillars, and +confessional closets near the door. And here the lovely creole knelt +side by side with pure black descendants of the African negro. + +Not anywhere did I see the negro treated worse than in Illinois, except +on one occasion. I was loitering on the dock looking at the steamboats +being loaded by slaves. A negro driving a wagon almost collided with a +wagon being driven by a white man. I saw the whole of it. The white man +was at fault. Yet he began to curse the negro, who laughingly spoke the +truth, that the white man had suddenly veered. With that a man, +apparently an officer of some sort, stepped from a patrol box carrying a +rifle and with an oath and a vile epithet commanded the negro to drive +on. And he did quickly and without returning a word. There was something +about the injustice of this that aroused my resentment. It was a +partiality that had nothing to do with the circumstances, but only with +the persons. + +I visited the slave market and again saw the auctioning of human +beings, some as light of color as Zoe and of as much breeding. Again I +began to speculate on Zoe's future. What would become of her? How would +her fate tangle itself with mine? If Douglas had taken an impetus in +life from his uncle's failure to educate him, what direction had my life +been given by my father's marriage and Zoe? Already I had killed a man +for Zoe's sake; and I had been rejected by Dorothy because of Zoe, or +because of the circumstances which Zoe had created around my life. + +Wherever I wandered on Canal Street, on the wharves, in the French +quarter, out to the battlefield where Jackson had won a victory over +Packenham, Dorothy was habitually in my thoughts. But always a door +closed against any communication with her; anything to be done for her +as a remembrance of her generosity; any step to be taken toward making +whole what I conceived to be our wounded friendship. Should I write +Dorothy? But what? So many exquisite things in the shop windows: jewels, +artistries of silver and gold. How I longed to select something for +Dorothy! But the door was closed against it. In the antique shops lovely +tables, chests, writing desks! If I could only buy many of such things +for our home--Dorothy's and mine. But was that home to be? The door +softly closed. + +And thus I went about the city. It was so colorful, so gay, so +continental, so unlike anything I had ever dreamed of. And all the while +I was trying to order my thoughts, wondering what I should do. And if +ever Douglas in his political ambitions got entangled, to his own +undoing, with this mass of human beings, white and black, moving about +the carcass of life, what was to be my fate, both on the score of my +individual lot, and as one of the units in this racial hostility, and +the political and economic forces that generated it? + +I tried several times to write a letter to Dorothy. I could not find the +exact thing I wanted to say, or the words with which to express it. What +should I say? Should I urge Dorothy to a marriage with me? Should I +attempt to argue down her misgivings? Should I tell her that I would +return to Jacksonville and send Zoe away? Should I write Dorothy that I +relinquished any hope of making her my wife? I wrote letters of these +various imports and then destroyed them. A kind of paralysis was upon my +thinking. And then I would leave my room and wander into the streets, +visit the cafés, and find temporary forgetfulness in lively scenes and +gay faces. + +And one night when I was in the French quarter at dinner I became alert +to the conversation of two men sitting at a near table. They spoke +familiarly to each other, almost as brothers. But I sensed that they had +been separated for some time. At last one of them made references to +France and England, and I concluded that he had been abroad. Both were +typical planters, with goatees and broad hats, coats of elegant material +but widely and loosely tailored. As I followed their words almost the +whole condition of America unfolded itself to my understanding. + +The tenor of the talk was concerning cotton, the demand for it abroad +and at home, and the effect that that demand had upon the South and the +whole social and political life of America. Within thirty years past all +the Northern States but Delaware had abolished slavery. What would have +kept slavery alive after all except for the cotton gin and Eli Whitney, +what but England's great machinery development for spinning and weaving, +which made the demand for cotton more and more? + +The demand! Where there is a demand it must be supplied, and everything +must give way to the processes of furnishing that supply: land, slavery, +what not. Then there are general references to life and to labor. After +all, all labor is slavery they say. Apprentices, farm hands, factory +workers are slaves. All this struggling mass of toilers must, in the +fate of life, be consumed in the great drama of furnishing clothes and +food and roofs for those who can pay. But cotton needs more land. And is +not the territory of the United States, the great commons and domains of +all the states, North and South, to be used by them for their several +and common benefit, for the intromission of property: slaves or cattle +or utensils? It seems to me, now that I hear these men talk, that I am +compelled to listen everywhere in America to schemes of trade, material +progress, the accumulation of money. These planters go on to ask why +lines should be drawn across the territory of the United States +forbidding slavery north of the line and permitting it south of the +line. This territory had been paid for equally by the treasure and blood +of all the states. Blood for land! Then slavery on the land to raise +cotton! And was not Jefferson prophetic when he wrote that the extension +of this divisional line in 1820 alarmed him like a fire bell at +midnight? It betokened sectional strife: the North against the South. +And about trade! For as the Southern States grew richer they would have +more political power, could dominate the North. Some one must dominate. +There must be a supremacy. And what would this growing hostility lead +to? What would future inventions do to exacerbate it? What of the steam +engine, what of machinery, what of unknown developments? + +I could not help but think of the bearing that all of this had on my own +life. + +But finally as they paid for their dinner, lighted cigars, and became +less energetic of mood, one asked the other: "Have you ever heard from +the girl?" The reply was: "Not a word. How could I? I didn't leave my +name. It was best to close the matter by leaving no trace of myself." +And the first asked: "Wasn't your name on the draft?" "I had gold, a bag +of gold. I simply turned it over to the new husband and went my way." + +I was all ears now, studying, too, the face of the man who was +confessing to the bag of gold. Was there a trace of Zoe in him? I could +not be sure. I seemed to see something about the eyes, but it faded +under my scrutiny. At best this man was only Zoe's grandfather; and my +father's blood was nearer to Zoe than his. + +They started to arise from the table. I wished to follow them. But I had +not paid for my meal. I beckoned to a waiter. While he was coming the +two planters strolled leisurely from the café arm in arm and in intimate +conversation. + +I was hurrying to be away and to follow them--I scarcely knew why. They +were gone when my waiter came. I asked him who the planters were. He +didn't know their names; only knew them as rich planters who often +visited the café. I left the café and tried to find them, but they had +disappeared. And I stood on the curb watching the iridescent ooze of the +sewage in a runnel of the street seep along like a sick snake. + +Creole beauties, negroes, planters, roughs, gamblers, passed me. The +streets were noisy with trucks. The air was hot and lifeless. The scene +about me suspired like the brilliant and deadly scales of a poisonous +reptile. I was sick at heart. I was overcome with terrible loneliness. I +was in love with Dorothy and I was Zoe's brother. I was caught in this +great dramatic ordeal of America without any fault on my part. What +should I do? Yes, my ambition. To get rich. That was labor enough. And +there was my farm back in Illinois. Why was I here after all? Was it +some dream? I would wake myself. I would return to my place, my duty. +What else could I do? I went to the wharf to find a boat to St. Louis. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +I was listless all the way home. Passing through Jacksonville I seemed +to sense a coldness in the manner of some of the people. Even where +there was a smile and a bow, to which I could take no exception, I +interpreted an attitude which said: "The Englishman: the fellow who +killed Lamborn." + +Was the town dividing as to me? I was sure of Reverdy and Sarah, and +Douglas, and the president of the college and his wife, and some others; +but for the rest I suspected that envy had seized upon a pretext for its +exercise. For I was rich; I had availed myself of mowers and all the new +machinery for farming and I was a competitor, a man possibly growing +more and more in the way. My reception in many quarters seemed distant. + +I went directly to the farm. There was my house which I had built with +many hopes. There was the hearth to which I longed to bring a wife. But +here it was, only for me, for my habitation and rest from labors in the +ambition to be rich! Mrs. Brown opened the door and welcomed me with a +diffidence. "Where is Zoe?" I asked. Mrs. Brown replied quickly: "Zoe +has not been seen nor heard of for more than a week. I got up one +morning, and as she didn't appear I went and called her. She was gone. +I saw Mr. Clayton about it. The last I heard no one had seen her." + +My feelings were mixed of regret and relief. I was fond of Zoe. My sense +of justice was enlisted in her behalf. I was fearful for her future, +both for the misfortune that might befall her and for the complications +that might accrue to me in her living away from my guidance. For there +was Zoe's property. But on the other hand, if Zoe were completely out of +my life I might win Dorothy. + +I walked reflectively toward the fireplace. Should I not write to +Dorothy and tell her of Zoe's disappearance? For surely Zoe would not go +away unless she meant to stay. She had roving, adventurous blood in her, +and an English will. Could I rely upon the hope of her staying away, and +that she would not figure in my life in the future except as to the +land, the money? Yes, here my hands were stuck as in honey. And when +could they be freed and cleaned of it? While I was reflecting upon these +things Mrs. Brown walked to the mantle and taking a letter from it +handed it to me. It was from Dorothy. + +"Dear James," the letter read, "I was never more depressed in my life +than I was after your departure; you must know that I would be. In the +first place, Reverdy is so very fond of you and esteems you so much, and +that counts with me. For he is the best and truest man I have ever +known. And I am sure that you are honorable and kind; and you have asked +me to be your wife, and any woman worth noticing is moved by a request +like that if she has any respect for the man whatever. But this seems to +me the most terrible situation that a girl could be placed in. I have +thought it over until my mind goes around in a circle, and I cannot +relate things clearly any more. And of course I have talked it all over +with mother. You can be sure I would not take the pains to do this, nor +the pains to write you in detail, if you had not entered my mind in a +serious way. Frankly the only misgivings I have of you, and I beg you to +forgive me for saying this, is the fact that your father would do such a +thing. I cannot understand it, my mother can't. What was he that he +could do such a thing with the prospect that he would injure you, his +son by another marriage, in so many ways and so deeply? He could not +have overlooked these things; nor the feeling that exists in America, +particularly in the South, against such an alliance. But putting these +things out of mind, you cannot possibly assure me, or any other woman, +against the future. There are the property interests; but if these were +out of the way there is the relationship. And I blame myself deeply, for +I knew that Zoe was your sister almost as soon as I first came to +Jacksonville. With this knowledge I should not have come to your parties +or put myself in a way to be liked by you. I should have only been +polite to you when you came to Reverdy's house. For any other +association, I ask you to forgive me. I have written you many letters, +and then torn them up. Perhaps I shall send this one. It is as good as +I can do. It says everything now except that I am profoundly unhappy, +that I shall never see you again--and to wish you happiness under the +circumstances fills my throat with a kind of suffocation. And so I write +farewell--and can hardly mean it--and yet it must be farewell." + +A kind of calmness came over me as I read the last word. There are +anxiety and fear, and stir and ministration while the sick are alive. +But with death there is quiet in the house. Calmness comes to those who +have striven to heal and to save. And with the words "farewell" before +my eyes a dumb resignation came into my heart. Dorothy was gone from me +and forever! But here was my life left to me to work out, and my +ambition to pursue. I grew suddenly strong and full of will. I walked to +the door and gazed for some minutes over the prairie. Then I saddled a +horse and went to find Reverdy. + +It was something to see the brother of the woman I loved; but I must +find Zoe if possible. + +Reverdy was off somewhere with Douglas. Douglas was working upon the +plan of introducing the political convention system in Illinois, as it +prevailed in New York. He wished to step from the state's attorneyship +into the legislatureship. He had newspaper supporters; he had many +friends, as well as many foes. But he was fighting his way. + +I talked with Sarah of my trip to New Orleans and played with little +Amos. I asked Sarah at last about Zoe. Reverdy had already done all he +could to trace her. The stage driver had been questioned, but knew +nothing. Some one had seen a girl, probably Zoe, walking north from +town. Outside of that nothing had been heard. The facilities for finding +her were so primitive. How could posters be sent around, how phrased? +How could constables and sheriffs in the surrounding counties be +notified? And if an advertisement should be published in the local +newspaper where would it reach? Upon what basis could I seek to regain +Zoe, if she did not wish to return? Sarah and I discussed these +problems. But if she had met foul play how could that be discovered? I +seemed quite helpless, yet since it was the best I could do I placed an +advertisement with the newspaper. Then telling Sarah that I wished to +see Reverdy, I returned to the farm. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +I had much to do, and work kept me from brooding. It was three days +after I had gone to find Reverdy that he came to see me, bringing +Douglas. My first words to Reverdy were concerning Zoe; but Douglas at +once took a hand in that subject. She would either turn up after a +little wandering about the country or she was gone for good. If she had +met her death it would be known by now, in all probability. I could be +sure that she knew better than to go south. Her likely destination was +Canada, or northern Illinois. There was much going on in Chicago to +attract an adventurous girl. Should I not go there for her? But it was +only a chance that I would find her. What of her property, her +interests? Let them rest until an emergency arose. + +In truth Reverdy and Douglas had not come to see me about Zoe, but to +enlist my support in Douglas' ambition to go to the legislature. Douglas +was now twenty-three years of age. He had been in Illinois just three +years. During that time he had become a lawyer, had had the law changed +so as to be appointed state's attorney. He had only held that office +from February to April of this year, when he had organized a convention +at Vandalia to choose delegates to the national convention for next +year. He had fought down opposition to the convention system; he had +successfully managed a county convention in which he had been nominated +for the legislature. Now he was out upon the stump, speaking in behalf +of state policies like canals and railroads; and there was the question +too of removing the state capital from Vandalia to Springfield, which +might constitute a leverage for a vote for internal improvements. +Douglas was in favor of both. While slave interests were seeking land +for cotton, the agrarian interests in Illinois were awake to the need of +transportation facilities and markets. As I had wheat and corn to sell +besides cattle and hogs, and would have them in increasing quantities, I +should use my influence in behalf of these measures and in behalf of +Douglas, who had a vision of their need and a practical mind for +securing them. Douglas did not hesitate on the matter of internal +improvements. He believed that they should be made by the state. That +obviated the centralization flowing from national aid. Let Illinois use +its own resources for building canals and railroads. Let the state's +credit be pledged. What state had greater natural riches? The Illinois +and Michigan canal must be completed. The rivers must be made navigable. +At least two railroads must be constructed, which should cross the state +from north to south, and from east to west. The credit of the state must +be pledged for a loan of money; and the interest on the loan should be +paid by the sales of the land, which Illinois had been granted by the +Federal government for the canal. + +Douglas was full of youthful enthusiasm for this work of building up +the state. I could see his great energies moving like a restless tide +through them as he talked these projects over with Reverdy and me. I was +only too glad to lend him my help. It was to my interest. I trusted his +judgment, too. I saw moderation and wisdom in his policies. + +Already it was apparent that Douglas stood upon no idealistic +immovability when the main thing was at stake. And hence, when the bill +which was brought in on the subject of railroads, appropriated the money +for eight railroads instead of Douglas' two, and bestowed consolations +here and there to counties in order to get their support, Douglas showed +his reluctance, but gave his vote. The state capital was moved to +Springfield as a part of the give and take of logrolling. + +But on the occasion of this call Douglas stood for a very moderate +program, as I have already said. When he was elected and had legislative +power he surrendered his moderation in order to get the railroads. In +fact the people were moving in this direction; there was much +magnificent dreaming and hazardous experimentation and the general +result could not be prevented. + +I had gone to see Reverdy, partly to inquire about Zoe, partly with the +hope that I could gain help as to Dorothy. Now he had come to me with +Douglas; and all the talk was of politics, with no chance to draw +Reverdy aside for a private word. When they arose to leave Reverdy took +my hand. His eyes grew wonderfully deep and sympathetic. Then with a +slap upon my back and a congratulation that I would help Douglas, the +two departed. + +Then I began to think whether I should write Dorothy. Yes, her letter +demanded some reply. As I sat down to write, Dorothy's view became mine +in a flood of emotion of love's willingness to sacrifice. And I wrote: + +"Dear Dorothy: The only thing I can say in my own behalf is that I found +myself suddenly placed in this position as Zoe's brother, without +understanding, or only understanding gradually what it meant to me, or +would mean to any one else. I have been learning all of these things; +and your letter makes them clear to me. I did not come straight home but +went to New Orleans; and your letter had been here some days when I +returned. I must tell you that Zoe disappeared in my absence. I don't +know where and cannot learn. I am fearful for her; and there are many +possible complications. But I am powerless to do anything at this time. +She may never return. She may fall into strange hands and make some new +relations which will come back upon me and upon any one I cared for with +embarrassing results. I am in a position where I can make no assurances. +I feel like asking you to forgive me for causing you any suffering or +anxiety. I should not have asked you to marry me. It was thoughtless; +but I could not with my experience and knowledge of things understand +all that my request might mean. As you are Reverdy's sister I can't help +but feel a tender and protecting interest in you, whatever may come of +it. And I hope life may deal with both of us in such a way that any harm +I have done you will be overcome by some good that I may be to you. And +without asking to see you again I still keep the hope that fate will be +good enough to let me meet you sometime when a clasp of the hand will be +welcome to you and with no consequences that are not pleasant." + +And then I sealed the letter for mailing and retired; but not to sleep, +rather to turn restlessly for some hours in the night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +Fortunately for my peace of mind I had much to do and much to interest +me. The country was developing rapidly under my eyes. Thousands of farms +were coming into cultivation. The prairie grass was vanishing before the +corn. Villages were springing up everywhere. Jacksonville was growing. A +furor of land selling, the selling of lots and blocks in the newly +formed towns, swept over the state. And my own farm had increased in +value, both because of the care I had given it and because of the +growing population. For in truth, while Illinois had about 160,000 +inhabitants when I came to it, now as we approached the year 1837 it was +estimated that there were nearly 400,000 souls within its borders. + +Douglas had no sooner become a member of the legislature, as it seemed +to me, than he resigned to take the office of register of land in +Springfield, which was now the capital of the state. He was reported to +me to be making a great deal of money now, sometimes as much as $100 a +day. I saw him in the summer. He was a figure of dash, self-possession, +energy and clear-headedness. He confided to me that he intended to run +for Congress. He was now twenty-four, a political leader in his party, +fearless, dreaded, and resourceful. + +Douglas had advised me to read political history. Accordingly, during +the long evenings at the farm, I had gone through Elliott's _Debates_ +and the _Federalist_. My grandmother sent me De Tocqueville's _De la +Démocratie en Amérique_, which I read in French. + +But now I began to see that abolition sentiment was growing. Societies +were being formed and had been for about two years in the northern part +of the state. Here in Jacksonville the agitation of the slavery question +was frowned upon; but it was fermenting under the surface of southern +sentiment. + +I was now treated to an American panic, and times were hard. The East +wanted a tariff to protect its manufacturers; the South wanted land and +slaves. Texas had been filling up with Americans since 1820. She seceded +from Mexico and declared her independence now; and General Houston, a +Virginian by birth, a Tennesseean by residence, had taken command of the +Texas troops, and after the Alamo massacre, had defeated the Mexicans +with terrible slaughter in the battle of San Jacinto. The New England +conscience excoriated these things and attributed them to the +machinations of the slavocracy. But while Douglas had no mastery of the +tariff question in its details, his mind shot through to the general +philosophy of it. He often said to me that books and works of art should +be admitted free of duty. He was wont to laugh at the New England +conscience which could swallow the tariff and the growing factory +system, and yet reject with such holy loathing cotton and slavery. He +could not handle statistics, but he was a master of principles. + +As my grandmother was writing me regularly of affairs in England, of the +progress of events, of the building of railroads, of Charles +Wheatstone's electric telegraph, and of the new books of moment, I on my +part was attempting to keep her informed of my life, and of the swiftly +moving panorama of Illinois life. And here I insert one of my letters to +her because it covers so much of the ground of this time of my life. + +"Dear Grandmama: I have before written you of my friend Mr. Douglas who +came to Illinois just a little while before I did, and who has had such +a phenomenal rise in life in this new country. He is now making ready to +go to Congress, and I am to be one of the delegates to the convention +which is expected to nominate him. Having resigned a very lucrative post +in the Land Office, he has gone into the practice of law and the pursuit +of politics. For the latter he has a positive genius, as his whole mind +is taken up with visions and plans for the development of the country, +and for the aggrandizement of the United States. He is honest and +outspoken, courageous even to audacity; but he is sometimes accused of +devious ways, and of taking up anything that has a stomach in it. But no +one can say that he changes his principles; rather he avails himself of +opportune conditions, which are many, to advance himself and the things +he believes in. The country has no truer friend. Though I am an alien I +am a resident, and therefore I can participate in political affairs and +help him without being naturalized. At the present time Douglas is in +Springfield, and is much in the office of one of the newspapers there, +to which he contributes editorials sometimes. Recently the office was +attacked by some men who had been accused of trickery of some sort by +the newspaper. Douglas was present; and, though he is a little fellow, +he helped to beat off the attacking parties; and in the general assault +the sheriff was stabbed by one of the editors; but the matter has all +blown over. + +"My own unfortunate affair has the appearance now of dying down. + +"A very terrible thing has happened in the killing the Reverend Lovejoy +at Alton, a town not far from Jacksonville. He was running an abolition +newspaper which was offensive to the slave interests or the peace +interests, if you want to call them that. And persisting in his +agitation of the slave question they undertook to destroy his press. In +the altercation Lovejoy was shot. There is great feeling over the +matter. + +"It is impossible for me to convey to you the intellectual atmosphere of +the country. It is so full of contradictions and cross currents. For +example, you come to believe that a Whig is against slavery. Then some +one comes forward to propose a certain General Harrison, a leading Whig, +for President in 1840; and some one arises to show that when he was +Governor of Indiana, when it was a territory, he tried to introduce +slavery, contrary to the Ordinance of 1787. I wrote you of this +Ordinance before. Then there are the most numerous groups of people of +every sort of weird convictions; some organized to oppose Masonry; +others to curb the Irish and the Catholics; others to prohibit the use +of wine and all intoxicants; others to advance the cause of free love; +others to socialize the state. There are also religious societies here +of every description, such as the Millerites who are now preparing for +the Second Advent of Christ which they believe will take place in 1843. +They are already making ready to leave their business, get their white +robes, and await the Epiphany. In this state, at Nauvoo, a group called +Mormons, who came here from Missouri, founded their faith upon a new +revelation brought to light by two miraculous stones, said to have been +discovered by a man named Joseph Smith. They practice polygamy, as in +patriarchal times. They are already stirring up opposition to +themselves, for where every one is so good and in his own peculiar way, +hostility must result. And in this Democracy, so-called, all the really +good people are in the business of forcing others to their own way of +thinking. I must tell you also of a branch of the Presbyterian church +which separated from the old church on the question of predestination +and infant damnation. Of Baptists, Methodists, and others there are +numerous sects, which in England would be frowned upon as various forms +of ludicrous non-conformism. De Tocqueville's book, for which my thanks +to you, dear grandmama, will preserve a very faithful picture of America +of this day. + +"And it is refreshing, strengthening to the mind and clearing to the +eye, to see Douglas and to hear him talk about all these things. He +stands so clear, so pure of stock so to speak, amid all this variegated +growth of political and social heresy. The other day when I was in +Springfield I looked him up. Here he was talking of the Lovejoy matter, +which led him into a cataloguing of the abolitionists, the anti-Masons, +the Spiritualists, the Mormons, free lovers, old centralists, with the +Whigs. I think he is proud that he has no hobby in the way of an ideal +or ism. He seems unmagnetic to all such things. If he does not look with +suspicion upon the reformer and accuse him of masking some selfish +purpose, he is likely to think that the reformer is something of a fool. +He gazes with an eagle's eye over the whole of American activity; he +sees the South interested in cotton, the North concerned with its +growing factories. Steam, iron, coal, and land figure in his deductions. +He sees the country rising to power on them. And he sees men--whatever +their professions--trying to advance their own interests. Hence he +laughs down these queer political and religious groups; and while he +deplores the death of Lovejoy, he takes it as a matter of course; the +wringing of the nose brings forth blood. He is kindly and most loyal, +fearless, clear-minded, and powerful; but he is unmoral. He sees the +play of life. He sees the stronger getting more, Texas coming eventually +to the United States, though blood be shed. The drift of things is +impelled by great forces of ancient and world-wide origin. He believes +with all his soul in the superiority of the white race, and that it must +rule. At the same time Democracy is the thing, but Democracy let loose +only after the philosophical channels have been cut. Notwithstanding his +laughter at Mormonism, for example, he would not suppress it. He would +let it work out its own fate. Free thought and free speech will kill it, +or it will survive in spite of them because of its inherent strength, if +at all. All together Douglas is very admirable to me. I think he is a +genius; one of those human beings who was born old but who will always +be young. And here he is in a country that is changing and growing like +a village crowd upon a stage. Already Chicago has more than 4,000, and +we are soon to have canals and railroads, thanks to Douglas more than to +any other man in Illinois. 'The Great Northern Cross,' a railroad, is +soon to be built starting at Meredosia on the Illinois River and running +to Jacksonville. + +"As to my own affairs, dear grandmama, I have nothing to wish for in the +way of material progress. Upon my return from New Orleans, whither I +went in order to think down an unfortunate love affair, I found that Zoe +had run away. I do not know where she is, and cannot learn by any means +at my present command. Though, if Douglas is nominated for Congress, I +mean to go about with him through the state. That will give me +opportunity to search for her, particularly if we go to Chicago. Do +write when you can, as letters are especially welcome to me from you +here in this somewhat lonely life." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +Because of the gossip concerning Zoe, and the fact that I had killed +Lamborn, opposition was made to me as a delegate to the Congressional +convention. I was an alien too; but that did not count. I was a resident +and a large land owner. + +Though Douglas was but twenty-four years of age, he was already a giant. +Opposition gave way before him; he stepped on his foes; he brushed +tangles aside. A Mr. May, who was now in Congress, wanted to return. But +he found he could not simply assume the nomination and place the +responsibility for the assumption upon the request of "many friends"--a +vague and specious way of covering up his own seizure of the honor. He +had to face the convention system which Douglas had introduced into +Illinois politics. And Douglas had Morgan County, his first home in +Illinois, back of him; and Sangamon County, his home since he had gone +into the legislature and the Land Office. Douglas was nominated. + +A cry went up. An experienced Congressman, Mr. May, had been ruthlessly +put aside for the sake of an ambitious stripling! The Whigs rejoiced and +said that no nomination than that of Douglas could suit them better. And +the Whigs were powerful enough. They were coquetting with the +Abolitionists; and they stood for the tariff and the bank. Besides, +times were hard. It had been said that Jackson had set the tide of money +scarcity to flowing; Van Buren had increased it. There were also +disgruntled factions because of Douglas' so-called high-handed tactics +in capturing the nomination. + +Then to make things worse the Democrats nominated a state ticket upon +which two of the candidates had been in the Land Office. So had Douglas. +Hence the cry: the Land Office Ticket. Douglas had made money, therefore +down with him! Only poverty and humility deserved honor. + +I not only opened my purse to Douglas, for he was not in fact affluent; +but I decided to travel with him in the campaign. True to his courage +and his self-confidence he met his Whig opponent, Major Stuart, face to +face in joint debate at Springfield. I was greatly thrilled with this +contest. Major Stuart was very popular, an old resident, an officer in +the Black Hawk War, and a brave one, Reverdy told me. He was of powerful +physique, standing more than six feet, and equal to an arduous campaign. +At Springfield Stuart and Douglas came to blows. Stuart tucked Douglas' +head under his arm and carried him around the square; meanwhile Douglas +bit Stuart's thumb almost in two. As a debater and campaigner Douglas +was his superior. He made friends by the hundreds everywhere. He went +down among the gay and volatile Irishmen who were digging the Illinois +and Michigan canal, and won them to his cause. I was with him, watching +his methods, marveling at his physical resources, his exhaustless +oratory, the aptness and quickness of his logic. + +In the midst of the summer we decided to go to Chicago. Douglas' +clothes, his boots, his hat, were worn almost to pieces. We were driving +a single horse hitched to a buggy. The horse was weary; the harness was +a patch of ropes. We could have made these things good with purchases +along the way, but Douglas put off the day. At last we decided to make +them in Chicago. He was loath to let me use my money for such needs as +these, seeing that I had already contributed so much to campaign +expenses. But I overbore his wishes. + +We were a comical pair driving into the hurly burly of the new city of +Chicago. It had recently received a charter. But what a motley of +buildings it was! Frame shacks wedged between more substantial buildings +of brick or wood. Land speculators swarmed everywhere; land offices +confronted one at every turn; lawyers, doctors, men of all professions +and trades had descended upon this waste of sand and scrub oaks about +the lake. Indians walked among the whites; negroes as porters, laborers, +bootblacks, were plentiful; there were countless drinking places and new +hotels; there were sharpers, adventurers, blacklegs, men of prey of all +description, prostitutes, the camp followers of new settlements, houses +of vice, restaurants, gardens. And with all the rest of it evidences of +fine breeds, and civilizing purposes in some of the residences and +activities. After all a city was to be built. + +And here we were--a sorry pair indeed! Douglas, worn from his +campaigning, battered and frayed; myself, dusty and unkempt, entering +Chicago behind a horse dragging its body harnessed in patches to a +rattling buggy. We laughed at ourselves. + +Douglas and I went to a clothing store where I insisted upon fitting him +out with a suit and a hat. We bought a new harness for the horse. Then +we set forth for meals and drinks. + +Somehow I felt that Zoe might be in some concert hall singing for the +means of life. A darker idea crossed my mind, but I put it away. I told +Douglas that I meant to find Zoe, if I could. After our meal we went +from place to place in this quest. Douglas did not try to dissuade me, +but he looked at me keenly as if he wondered why I wished to find Zoe. +Why, after all? As years elapsed I would be rid of all associated memory +of her in Jacksonville. Might not Dorothy come back to me if she knew +that Zoe had wholly vanished from my life? Yet something of a sense of +responsibility, and something of an affection for Zoe kept my mind fast +to the idea of finding her. Up and down the streets of Chicago Douglas +and I walked, looking for Zoe. + +Once I heard a woman's voice singing "Annie Laurie." I rushed into the +place whence the voice came, followed deliberately and patiently by +Douglas. There stood a woman on a sort of platform. She was garishly +dressed. There were idlers and drinkers at the table. When we came out +Douglas said that the search was useless; that if Zoe was in Chicago +she might be in a place so secret that I would never find her, except by +chance. Yes, I understood. And if it had come to that, what could I do +with Zoe, if I found her? + +Chicago was not long in discovering that Douglas, the marvelous boy, was +in their midst. He must make an address. They erected a platform and +billed the town. I stayed near until Douglas rose to speak. He looked +fresh and tidy in his new suit, and with freshly shaven face. I heard +his great voice roll out over the large crowd collected to hear him. I +heard the applause that welcomed him, that responded to the first thrill +of his fluent eloquence. Then I stole away to look for Zoe. + +I walked up and down the streets. I stood in drinking places. I entered +a few places of vice. I stopped at the rear of a hotel, where the maids +were gathered together resting and talking after the day's work. But no +Zoe. + +At last I went down to the shore of the lake, rather to the shore of the +sluice through which the Chicago River widened into the lake in a +southerly direction. I sat here on a rude settee. The air was warm. +There were sounds and voices floating over me from the town. +Occasionally I could hear the organ music of Douglas' oratory, as it +drifted indistinguishably to me. I was thinking, wondering about my own +life; enthralled at the vision of this new country, which I could see +taking form before my own eyes. Then I became conscious of a couple on a +settee near. I had not noticed them before. I got up and walked past +them. And there was Zoe! + +It was dusk, but she knew me. She gave a quick start, put her hand to +her mouth. The man was silent, looking at her, unconscious of my +presence. I divined that she did not want me to speak to her. I heard +her say to her companion: "Go back. Leave me here awhile, I want to be +alone. I will return soon." + +I walked on a distance of a hundred yards or more. Then I looked back. I +thought some one, Zoe, or both of them were still on the settee. I could +not be sure. I retraced my steps. When I came to the settee the man was +some distance away, going toward the town. Zoe motioned to me to walk +the way I had come. I did so; loitered and returned. Zoe was now alone. +I sat down beside her; Zoe took my hand. + +My first thought was who was the man. Zoe proceeded to tell me that she +was working as a domestic, that this man was a voice teacher who had +recently arrived in Chicago from New York. I looked at Zoe, as if to ask +her what was the nature of the intimacy that would lead her into this +association at night in this secluded place by the lake. I followed this +by asking: "Are you very good friends?" "He is kind to me," Zoe said. +"He teaches me and we walk out together and talk." + +Well, were there not then the usual consequences? Zoe was remarkably +beautiful; Zoe's morale had been broken by a terrible experience. She +had gone through the disintegration natural to my own difficulties, of +which she was the occasion; the killing of Lamborn, the whole condition +at Jacksonville. And now, what was Zoe? I could not penetrate her +reserve. She stroked my hands affectionately. The tears started from her +eyes. + +I changed the key by bringing up her interests. "Reverdy is your +guardian and I am putting your property in his hands. Don't you need +money? Why haven't you sent for money?" "Because," Zoe answered, "I +meant to go out of your life, and stay out of your life. Now that you +have found me it does not matter. All I could do would be to run off +again. But why? This is a wonderful place. I love the excitement, the +stir here. And I am in no danger here from being kidnapped. I don't want +to go into the country again. I will be all right, James, be sure. But +if you want to send me some money I will be glad. Only don't come for +me; don't have me known in your life again. I am out of it now. You +can't do for me what you could if I was white. Why try? Facts are just +what they are. I will be all right here. I am learning to sing. Mr. +Fortescue says that I have a voice. That's his name. He is a good man, +you can be sure." "He loves you?" I interrupted. Zoe did not answer. "He +wants to marry you?" I said, half interrogatively. "I don't believe I am +made for marriage," said Zoe. "Where do you work?" I asked. + +Zoe was silent for some seconds, as if thinking. I repeated the +question. "Don't ask me that, Mr. James, don't," she said. "I know where +you are, I know where to find you. And if you need me I will come to you +if I can; but don't ask me where I am." "How can I send you money?" +"Send it to the post office. Send it to Laurette Toombs. That's my name +here. But don't try to find me again. I just pray God all the time that +I may never be of any trouble to you; and I am afraid all the time I +may." "Why?" I asked quickly. "Oh, I don't know; just because things are +what they are. I have already made you a world of trouble. And you have +been just as good to me as a brother could be. I just pray God not to +make you any more trouble. I must go." Her voice had grown full of +pathos. "Where?" I asked. "Don't follow me, Mr. James, just let me go. I +am a grown woman. I must lead my own life. Just be good to me as you +have been--don't you understand? I grieve. So be good to me, let me +manage myself and manage our meetings, whatever they are. Sit here now +while I steal away. Promise me." + +Zoe got up, stretched her hands to me, then hurried through the darkness +to the town. I followed her with my eyes until she was lost to view. The +voice of Douglas by a sudden swell of the air was borne to me. One +articulate word fell upon my ears. It was "slavery." His voice lapsed +into the silence of the receding breeze. I sat alone for a few minutes. +Then I arose, and went to the place where Douglas was speaking. + +He was just finishing. In a burst of impetuous and impassioned +eloquence he was pointing to the future glory of the United States, when +Great Britain would own no foot of soil from the North Pole to the Gulf. +The audience applauded tumultuously. Douglas stepped from the rude +platform into the arms of bewitched admirers. He freed himself and came +to me. He brought with him a Mr. DeWitt Williams who had prevailed upon +Douglas to accept his hospitality for the night. As Douglas' traveling +companion, I was invited to share in the entertainment. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +I had no opportunity now to tell Douglas that I had found Zoe. Her own +injunctions to keep her whereabouts a secret appealed to me. Perhaps her +going away, the changing of her name, her determination to keep her life +free from mine, made for a real solution. Perhaps she could continue in +this way for years, taking from me what I might send her. Perhaps I +could marry Dorothy eventually. Perhaps all would be well. Perhaps! + +When we were driving toward Springfield the next day I was on the point +several times of telling Douglas that I had found Zoe. I wanted to +discuss the possibilities with some one. Prudence, however, dictated +silence--and silence I kept. + +Mr. Williams was a prospering lawyer and land speculator. He had been in +Chicago for two years. His household consisted of Mrs. Williams and two +children, and a Miss Walker from Connecticut, a sister of Mrs. Williams. +The house was new and of some architectural pretentions, of brick, in +the style of the houses I had seen in New York. It was well furnished. +There were two servants; altogether an air of elegance about the +establishment. + +We had a gay hour at breakfast, for Douglas was in one of his most +engaging and talkative moods. Mr. Williams was a man in the middle +forties, and seemed colorless and unschooled in comparison with Douglas. +He shared Douglas' political opinions, looked upon him with a certain +awe; while Mrs. Williams and the children kept a reverential silence. + +But Miss Walker! I saw that she was disposed to match wits with Douglas. +She was exceedingly fair of complexion, with lovely brown hair and +gray-blue eyes, which had a way of fixing themselves in an expression of +intense concentration. Like sudden spurts of flame they lighted quickly +upon the barely suggested point of a story or an argument. She laughed +freely in a musical voice that encouraged Douglas to multiply anecdotes. +Douglas enjoyed this admiration. But after all his attitude toward women +was wholly conventional. He did not use his gifts to win them. The idea +of making conquests, even through his growing celebrity, did not enter +into his speculations. He was a man's man. If he was ever to be +interested in a woman it would be in the practical way of making her his +wife. He could be a husband, never a lover. His genius, though fed by +passion and virility, entertained no visions of romantic ecstasy. His +instinct was for the laws. + +Miss Walker was to Douglas only a delightful auditor, an apt +interlocutor. She looked Douglas through and through. She dropped words +of dissent. She expressed her abhorrence of slavery and the South. In +referring to South Carolina's attempted nullification of the tariff law, +she said that if they ever attempted to secede they should be pushed +out of the door and not held. I thought her critical of Douglas, in +spite of the amazement which her eyes betrayed for his conversational +gifts, his self-assurance and brilliancy. Once she said that there was a +right and wrong about everything. And when Douglas glanced up at her +quickly, her eyes fixed him steadily. Douglas took up this challenge by +saying: "Yes, but who is to decide what is right and what is wrong; or +what is to decide it? The progress of the country or the opinions of +fanatics?" "The minds of big men," retorted Miss Walker. "And since you +have spoken of a great territory for the United States let me bespeak +big men for it instead. Persia you know was a big country." "Why make +the two inconsistent?" asked Douglas. "You can have both." "No, not +where you make material progress the never-ending thought of every one." + +Mr. Williams had many things on his mind, that was apparent. His haste +in eating, his self-absorption showed that. Yet after breakfast he +lingered for half an hour; and during this time Miss Walker, who had +noticed me no more up to now than as one of the persons at the table, +came to a seat near me in the living room. She was lovely to look at, +but in a way half prim. The whiteness of her forehead, the fineness of +her hands, her air of clear and quick intellectuality, made her a person +to inspire something of deference. And yet I felt myself captivated by +her. Surely in every thinking man's heart there is a biological groping +toward a woman of mind. Shadowy forms rise undistinguished before him. +They are the children that such a woman can bear. He does not know that +this is the urge; but nature knows. On Miss Walker's part, I saw her +appraising me. She had come west where life was luxuriant and the +accidents of fortune abundant and men were strong. She had now +overstayed her visit with Mrs. Williams. Was to-day her day of destiny? +Here before her were the rising statesman of Illinois and a man who had +increased a fortune. + +She was coming to Springfield shortly to visit. Would I be there? Did I +know the Ridgeway family there, of which Edward Ridgeway, the founder, +had been prominent in the affairs of Illinois, now dead some five years? +If I came to Springfield she would be glad to have me call upon her. +Well, perhaps she liked me and did not like Douglas after all. Was I +drawn to her? I felt some definite interest in her, that was sure. But I +was not forgetting Dorothy. Dorothy could not be obscured by a light as +white as Miss Walker's. And yet I had to confess that I was thinking of +Miss Walker in a half serious way. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Douglas' hard campaign was ended when we arrived in Springfield. His +humorous remark was that he had the constitution of the United States. +He was never so wholly fatigued that a drink or a meal would not pull +him up to a zest and a capacity for a further task. A little sleep +restored him to a new exuberance. Truly, he was one of the most vital +men who come into the world for a restless career. + +On the way back we noted how rapidly the country was changing. The +influx of settlers was very great. Villages, towns were springing up +everywhere. Farmhouses were multiplying. Douglas was enthusiastic over +the great prosperity which was evident. As an empire builder his +imagination was stirred. If he was not elected to Congress he would have +to go back to the practice of law. At this period of his life he was the +eager and ambitious youth pressed in the matter of money. I saw his +career influenced, if not largely shaped, by material necessity. And as +it turned out in the election in August he was defeated by thirty-five +votes in a total poll of 36,000. We did not know the result of the +election until several weeks later, due to the tardy facilities for +communicating news. + +He had fought against an able and experienced campaigner. He had the +handicap of extreme youth. He had to meet the slurs of "interloper," and +the charge of being a pushing newcomer. And yet he was almost elected. +There were discrepancies in the count, too. He was urged to contest the +election. But the expense was too great. He was poor. + +There was much about Douglas to remind one of Napoleon: drive, will, +resourcefulness, exhaustless energy. Too bad to remit such a man to the +business of getting clients. He was not a plodder. He was a mind who saw +men in large aggregations bound to each other by policies and interests. +He knew how to handle them as material in empire building. + +On that ride back to Springfield he talked to me of many things that +gave me an insight into the workings of his mind. For the dreamer, the +visionary, he had no patience; he felt contempt for the agitator and the +radical. In a theory preoccupying the human mind he saw something akin +to madness. Mormonism, abolitionism, all the various forms of propaganda +which made American life so clamorous, found a common classification in +his tabulation of men. What was really before the country? Truly, the +conquest of the wilderness, the production of wealth, the development of +national power; but always the rule of the people too. "There are two +things in my life," he said to me. "One is the fact that I got mad at my +uncle, and the other is the inspiration that I get out of these +prairies. Add to these what mind I have, and the sum is myself." + +When we parted in Springfield, and I was about to return to my farm in +Jacksonville, he could not thank me enough for what I had done for him. +But I was his friend, and why not? I saw him later when a dinner was +given at Quincy in honor of the Democratic governor-elect whose success +Douglas had done so much to bring about. All the speakers paid tribute +to Douglas amid storms of applause. They assured him that his firm +integrity, the high order of his talent had endeared him to the people; +and that he would be remembered in two years with another nomination. + +As soon as I saw Reverdy I told him that I had found Zoe and all the +circumstances and about Fortescue. Reverdy thought that I should send +Zoe money for living expenses on the first of each month; and so I +began. + +But neither Reverdy nor myself could work out any permanent program for +Zoe. After all, what was humanly possible? Zoe was now about nineteen. +If she was dealt with justly as to her property what more could I do? If +there was danger from Fortescue, or any one else, I was powerless to +prevent it. Since she did not wish to live with me, I had no power to +make her do so. + +In November Reverdy and I went to Meredosia to see the locomotive which +had been shipped from Pittsburgh for Illinois' first railroad. All of +the horses and oxen of the neighborhood were required to pull the huge +iron thing up the banks of the river; and scores of men in ant-like +activity worked about it to place it upon the rails. Douglas was in the +crowd, happy and enthusiastic. He joined the party, headed by Governor +Duncan, in the first journey that a steam train ever made in the state. +He tried to make a place for Reverdy and me; but the Governor had filled +all the seats with his friends: so we stood as spectators, while the new +wonder moved on its way, pulled by the queer locomotive, amid the shouts +of the crowd, responded to by the calls of those on board. + +Going back to Jacksonville I ventured to talk to Reverdy about Dorothy. +He knew well enough what my feeling was for her. He knew the story; he +knew her attitude. He did not share in her fears, in her feeling about +Zoe. He was frank to say that Zoe could do nothing, could be nothing +that need affect my life in any way more serious than if her skin was +white. But he explained that Dorothy had the southern view; and if I +wished to wait and see if she could work herself out of doubts, well and +good; and if I could not further hope he could understand that too. I +wanted to write to Dorothy to tell her that Zoe was still away and that +I thought she would never return. But perhaps after all Dorothy's +attitude was founded in an innate prejudice against the relationship to +which she would make herself a party by marrying me. Was this not +perfectly unreasonable? It made me distrust Dorothy's nature at times. +What was she after all? Finally, however, I wrote to Dorothy as best I +could and after many ineffectual trials at expressing myself. Promptly +enough a letter came back. It was not lacking in kindness, but it +offered no hope. Hurt and listless I tried to turn my thoughts to other +things. There were always my growing enterprises--and yet to what end? +To be rich, to be richer. + +When December came I had a letter from Miss Walker. She was in +Springfield at the Ridgeway mansion for a visit through the holidays. +There were to be parties and dances. Why did I not come over? And I +went. + +I looked up Douglas at once. He was making some headway at the practice +of law, but his energies, for the most part, were absorbed in perfecting +the organization of his party. He was putting together a compact +machine. He was on the very edge of being the leader of the Illinois +Democracy. What infinite details there are to any given end! If it is +the building of a house, tools must be bought, trees felled, foundations +dug. A carpenter's finger must be bandaged so that he can go on with the +work. Cloth must be found for the bandage and a string with which to tie +it. And so Douglas was engaged in infinite talks on the corners, at the +newspaper office; he was making short trips; he was writing dozens of +letters, he was inserting editorials in the newspapers. But he had time +for the gayeties of the season. + +He was always the gallant, the amusing wit, the ready raconteur. We were +such friends! Again Miss Walker had both of us for attendants; but upon +such widely different footing. I was a suitor with many doubts. Douglas +was not a suitor at all. He came to her to enjoy the keenness of her +mind. + +But as I was English, and as Miss Walker thought herself the next thing +to it, she took me aside as an understanding confidant as to the life +around us. Springfield was almost a mudhole. She was offended by it, but +also she found much in it to make her laugh. There were the gawks; the +sprawling ill-bred men; the illiterate young women; the mushroom life; +the haste, the crudities of living; the ugliness and the disorder; the +unsettled, ever restless, patchy catch as catch can existence; the +attempt, in a word, to make life, to build a town, a capital. All this +shocked or amused her. Did I not see it with English eyes used to +tranquillity and order? She wondered why Douglas had left the East. He +could have risen there in time; and when he should have done so it would +have been an eminence. Had he not acquired brusqueness, vulgarity since +coming west? A man of undoubted gifts, she conceded--yet. Perhaps I was +her favorite after all. + +To test her out, I put my own story around the life of a friend, telling +her of a man who had married an octoroon, leaving a daughter of color +and a son by a previous marriage with a white woman; also describing the +consequences that had ensued. Miss Walker heard me with interested +attention. She admitted that the complications were serious. +Undoubtedly, many women in the West would care nothing about such a +relationship, there was so much indifference here to form and breeding; +anything for a husband, anything to get along in the world. Well, if +Miss Walker from Connecticut could see my relationship to Zoe in such a +light, could I blame Dorothy from Tennessee for judging it more +seriously? Perhaps after all this was a woman's reaction to my story. + +Later I had a party at my house, inviting all the young crowd of +Springfield to come over. Douglas came too, and Reverdy and Sarah and +Mr. and Mrs. Sturtevant. It was just after Christmas. We had a roaring +fire in the fireplace. We popped corn and pulled candy. I brought in my +old fiddler from the woods to play for us. We danced. These festivities +were in honor of Miss Walker, and she entered into the fun with great +zest. Day by day we were better friends. When she came to go back to +Springfield she was no longer Miss Walker to me, she was Abigail. I was +not in love with her--there was Dorothy still in my heart. Yet I was +very fond of her. I thought she approved of me. As we parted she asked +me why I did not come to Chicago. It was fast growing into a city. What +better field for making money? Vaguely the idea entered my mind and +began to mature. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +The truth was that the loneliness in my life was depressing me; it was +in a sense work without hope--only the hope of being rich. While I could +not doubt Abigail's fitness as a mate for me, and though I was in +desperate need of a companion, Dorothy would not out of my mind and my +heart. My indomitable will had asserted itself in the pursuit of +Dorothy. Even if my judgment had favored Abigail I could not have given +up Dorothy. To surrender the hope of Dorothy was to leave something in +my life unfinished; and that was contrary to my tenacious purpose. I +could not hear Abigail's voice without comparing it to the softer +modulations of Dorothy's. I could not be in the presence of Abigail +without feeling that there was something more kindred to me in the +personality of Dorothy. And yet I had to confess on reflection that I +was not sure of this. Dorothy wrote to me on occasion, but there was +really nothing in her letters to keep hope alive. All the while my life +was going on in labor, in planning, in building, with Mrs. Brown to keep +my house. Even Zoe did not write to me. I knew that she was receiving +the monthly allowance from the fact that my letters were not returned. +However, at last one was sent back to me. + +Then in the late winter I was surprised one day by the visit of a +stranger--and a strange character he was too. He introduced himself to +me as Henry Fortescue of Chicago--and as Zoe's husband! I remembered; he +was the voice teacher with whom Zoe was sitting on the lake front. He +began by saying that he had come with very unwelcome news and upon a +sorrowful mission. Zoe was dead! Zoe had met her death by foul play. She +had been found strangled to death in her bed. + +I glanced in horror at this unknown character. He went on to tell me +that suspicion had fastened itself upon a half-breed who came to the +house where Zoe lived. He had been arrested, was soon to be tried. As to +Fortescue's visit here, he had come to see about Zoe's land and +interests. He had married Zoe some weeks before her death. Without +knowing much about such matters I went at once to the point. + +I asked Fortescue what proof he had of the marriage. I began to suspect +Fortescue of being the murderer himself. So many desperate deeds were +done in this country; so many dishonest expedients resorted to for +money, for land. My question gave Fortescue embarrassment. He stammered, +colored a little, then went on to say that he had witnesses to the +marriage; that the ceremony was not performed by a minister, but that he +and Zoe had entered into a common-law marriage. I did not know exactly +what this was and at once determined to see Douglas about it. + +Meanwhile I was compelled to suffer Fortescue to wander over the farm. +He took it upon himself to do so; and I scarcely knew how to forbid him. +I did stay him, however, from looking through my house. I saw that he +was a hungry dog, an impoverished wanderer who had fallen into means, +if, indeed, he was Zoe's husband. + +The question now was, how to get him away; how, without denying he had +any rights, to keep him from assuming an attitude of proprietorship. I +thought it best to go with him. Accordingly, as I had proposed that we +go to Springfield at once, we rode partially across the farm in going to +Jacksonville. I told Fortescue frankly that I would have to look into +his proofs, and that I meant to go to Chicago, and that it was my duty +to see to it that Zoe's murderer was punished. + +I stopped a few minutes to talk to Reverdy and Sarah. Reverdy was all +sympathy and wondered what misfortune would befall me next. Sarah wept +for Zoe's fate and for the trouble that it involved me in. She went to +the window and looked out. There was Fortescue waiting for me, +apparently glowing for the good fortune that had come to him. And here +was I in the house of Dorothy's brother and unable to put out of mind +the hope that Zoe's death would change Dorothy's decision, even while I +was grieving for Zoe. Like a spider at its door Fortescue was waiting +for me. Whether he or I should be more benefited by Zoe's death remained +to be seen. As I left I asked Reverdy to write Dorothy and tell her what +had happened to Zoe. + +When we got to Springfield I left Fortescue to his own ways. I looked +up Douglas and asked his advice. As always, he was busy in politics. He +was now master of his party's organization. But as I had tortures +because of my position he had anxieties because of the lack of means. +The law business did not bring him a great deal; it could not, for his +mind was on other things. He was trying to be secretary of state in +order to supplement his earnings as a lawyer. He was catching at +whatever offered to float himself along. His life was, therefore, +patchy. Would it ever be a whole, well-fitting garment to his great +genius? + +I took up with him at once the matter of Zoe's common-law marriage. +There was first the question whether Zoe could enter into any marriage +with a white man. But I had settled that with Mr. Brooks, when going +into that matter of my father's marriage with Zoe's mother. Zoe was not +a negro, not a mulatto; she had less than one fourth negro blood. +Therefore, she did not fall under the inhibitions of the Illinois law +forbidding marriages between persons of color, negro or mulatto, with a +white person. Douglas confirmed what Mr. Brooks had told me; and he gave +me the opinion that a common-law marriage was legal, but that Fortescue +would have to bring witnesses to Jacksonville to testify that he and Zoe +had taken each other as husband and wife; and that this had been +followed by an assumption of the marriage relation. + +Douglas advised me to look carefully into the proofs. Well, why should +he not return to Chicago with me and help with the investigation? He was +willing. Meanwhile Fortescue was waiting for me. When I told him that I +was coming to Chicago with a friend he looked suspicious, as if he +thought that I was trying to evade him. As he began to press me then, +saying that we could all travel together, I forgot myself for the moment +in a rise of temper. "The land can't get away; nothing can run away; and +you can't get anything until you prove your case. I am going to Chicago +with a friend. I will see you there. You can go your own way." Fortescue +acquiesced apologetically; and having done with him for the time, I +turned again to visit with Douglas. + +I had never seen him in a more interesting mood. He wished for good +fortune to befall him so that he could do something for the education of +the young, since his own opportunities had been limited. In this +connection he spoke of the grants of land which had been made to +Illinois for institutions and schools of higher learning. And while +talking of the Louisiana territory which Napoleon had granted to +America, and of Texas whose recent independence the United States had +recognized, his imagination glowed before the future power and glory of +the country. He was delighted that so many Germans and Irish, fleeing +from disorder and oppression in Europe, were seeking freedom and +opportunity here, and filling up the new lands. But while my inheritance +of a few thousand acres was already perplexing me, Douglas was still +free of the great calamity that would befall him because of the new +domains! If Zoe as one of the numerous persons of color had already +involved my life, how terribly would the curse pronounced upon the +descendants of Ham fall upon this Titan, this nation builder! Douglas +indulged his satirical talent in an amusing description of General +Taylor who was now talked of by the Whigs for President. He charged the +Whigs with cunningly picking rough and ready characters, pioneer types, +for their appeal to the plain people--pioneer types who really +entertained monarchistic principles. There was already much talk that +Texas was being drawn toward the United States by the slavocracy. Well, +what of it? The main thing was to get Texas. What is this sanctimonious +talk in prose and verse in England about Texas? Douglas was very +contemptuous of all of this. + +Fortescue took his way somehow to Chicago. Douglas and I traveled +together. The first thing that Douglas sought to do was to look into the +evidence as to the murder of Zoe, and this with reference to Fortescue's +possible part in it. To this end Douglas sought the assistance of Mr. +Williams. Though he kept a law office, his larger interests were real +estate dealings. But he dropped everything to assist Douglas and me in +arriving at the truth. We went to the jail and saw the half-breed who +was charged with killing Zoe. The state's attorney had the half-breed's +confession. Though he was half insane from drink when he did the deed, +the prosecutor intended to ask for the death penalty. He was a +half-breed! + +We intended to look up the witnesses, to learn from them the +circumstances which attended the murder. The prosecutor, however, was +disinclined to let us do this, and refused to give us their names. He +stood on a matter of pride that he had the case in hand himself and had +procured the confession. Douglas seemed to think it was unnecessary to +pursue the matter, and that was Mr. Williams' attitude. In the hurry of +these hours, dinner time having arrived too, we got into a haze--at +least I did--about getting anything more definite. Douglas thought that +the real question was the common-law marriage. If I wanted to prosecute +Fortescue for the murder I could do it any time. In the meanwhile +Fortescue would have to prove the marriage in order to derive any +benefit from Zoe's death. + +We asked Fortescue what evidence he had of this marriage. "For one thing +this," he said, bringing forth a ring which had the words, "to my +husband Henry from Zoe" and the date engraved in it. Douglas wished +Fortescue to produce the witnesses who were present at the marriage. +This Fortescue refused to do. He became suddenly stubborn, almost +sullen. In a bold way he said to us: "If you are not satisfied with +this, I'll prove my case." "You will have to do that anyway," said +Douglas, "and perhaps as this matter goes on you will not be so +confident." Saying that he would come to Jacksonville with his proofs +Fortescue left us and disappeared. + +Then Douglas turned to the talk of politics with his friends. Mr. +Williams went to his office. I was left alone. Had we accomplished +anything? I went back to see the state's attorney by myself, and asked +him if he did not suspect Fortescue. The state's attorney said that the +case was perfectly clear against the half-breed; that my only interest +in the matter was the marriage and to go back and defend that if I +chose, though he felt sure that Fortescue would amply prove that he had +married Zoe. I dropped the whole thing and called upon Abigail. + +She began at once to urge me to come to Chicago. This was to be a city. +The opportunities here were infinitely rich. The life was increasingly +more interesting. She knew of my troubles, knew of the murder, for it +had been the talk of the town. She urged upon me a new life. I did not +need to sell my farm--leave it. Come to Chicago where fortunes were +being made and where greater fortunes would come to men of vision and +energy. We took a walk by the lake, which in reality only came to the +shore far south of the town--south of the mouth of the river. Here the +waves rolled upon the sand. What purity and blueness in the sky! To our +right as far as we could see wastes of yellow sand, dunes, brush, small +oaks and pines! Back of us a ragged and wild landscape being broken or +leveled by builders, by the opening of streets and roads. + +Abigail was truly my friend, wise and sympathetic. Her clear-cut +thinking sheared away accidental things, fringes of irrelevancy. I was +so glad to get her opinion on the various things that perplexed me. She +advised me to make the best fight I could against Fortescue. After that +come to Chicago whatever the result. We parted with a clasp of the hand. +Then I went to find Douglas. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +At times afterward I reproached myself for not doing more to fix the +guilt of Zoe's death upon Fortescue. Particularly as it became clear to +me that his freedom from that responsibility energized his descent upon +me for Zoe's interest in the farm. What had my generosity, foolish and +boyish, come to after all? + +But on this trip to Chicago, whatever our resolutions were on the way, +they melted or scattered when we found the half-breed had confessed; +also when we talked to the witnesses. Douglas, too, though he had not +slackened his interest in my behalf, had politics to occupy his mind. +The presidential campaign was on. He was the leader of his party in +Illinois; and his presence in Chicago was opportune. + +The half-breed was quickly tried, convicted, and hanged. And before I +was scarcely ready Fortescue had come to Jacksonville with his witnesses +to prove the marriage. I tried to engage Douglas as my counsel, but he +was deep in campaigning. Accordingly I turned again to Mr. Brooks. There +was nothing left of defense to us but the cross-examination of these +unknown persons who came to swear that they were witnesses to the +wedding. That Zoe and Fortescue had lived together as husband and wife +there was little doubt. Had I not seen them together on the lake front +in Chicago? Had not Zoe then hidden herself behind a suspicious +reticence? These things corroborated the witnesses. + +Mr. Brooks' cross-examination was not very acute. Perhaps there was not +much to ask. But we had no witnesses with whom to rebut Fortescue's +claim. I could not conceive how I could find any such witnesses; but I +had gone to Chicago and left without trying to do so. And neither +Douglas nor Mr. Williams had suggested it. + +If some six men and two women were willing to swear that they were +present to hear, and did hear, Zoe and Fortescue pledge themselves to +each other, what could break the evidentiary effect? Fortescue had paid +the expenses of these witnesses to Jacksonville; there was no attempt to +hide that. But why not a formal marriage? They did not wish it that way. +Was not this marriage as valid as any? To be sure. Then the ring! We +made little of a defense. Mr. Brooks seemed overcome by the emphatic +answers. We lost. And Fortescue came into my life as a co-tenant, a +brother-in-law. + +Of course I inherited from Zoe too; but here was Fortescue, sharing in +every acre, in every piece of timber in my house. Only a division by a +court could set off to him his share and leave me in individual +possession of mine. + +He came to Jacksonville to live. He went into possession of the hut. +Whether I would or no, I had to confer with him about various things, +fences, taxes, road service. He knew nothing of farming. He often came +to ask me what to do, and I could not rebuff him. He brought strange +characters about him, particularly some of the witnesses who had helped +him to sustain his claim. He sent to borrow utensils, household +necessities. He visited with my workmen, wasting their time, putting +disturbing ideas into their minds. He was a consummate nuisance. And as +usual I had much to do and to think of, and I spent lonely evenings when +I did not see Reverdy and Sarah or the old fiddler. + +It was now left to me to institute a partition suit to divide the land +between me and Fortescue. Mr. Brooks managed this admirably for me. +There was danger that Fortescue might compel a sale of the whole farm +and a division of the proceeds. There was my house, the attractive +improvements around it, bright to the envious eye. Fortescue only had +the hut. But at last acres were set off to him. I kept my house and the +remainder of the land. And this was ended. + +But nevertheless I thought more and more of selling the farm, of moving +to Chicago. Fortescue was an impelling cause to this step. I should in +that event leave Reverdy and Sarah and little Amos. I should see less of +Douglas. But I began to be desperately annoyed by my situation. I could +not wholly live down the killing of Lamborn. There was the memory of +Zoe. There was now Fortescue. And in Chicago there was Abigail, to whom +I was writing. She had become a very close friend. She was urging me +constantly to take up my residence in Chicago. But I could not leave +without selling the land. I did not wish to sacrifice it. I did not +think it wise to rent it. Indeed I could not rent it and derive the same +income from it that I could by working it myself. I had not yet found a +purchaser who would pay what it was worth. + +It was now the autumn of 1840. Sarah had two children beside little +Amos, a boy born in August whom they had named Jonas. Dorothy had come +from Nashville to help Sarah with the heavy household burdens that were +now upon her. + +I saw a good deal of Dorothy at Reverdy's; she came to my house on +occasions when I entertained. She was as lovely as ever, but she did not +have Abigail's mind. She was luxurious in her temperament, aristocratic +in her outlook and tastes. She did not stimulate me as Abigail did, but +she involved my emotional nature more powerfully. Something of +resentment fortified my present neutral attitude toward her. Why, after +all, need Zoe have affected her so profoundly? Perhaps my own thinking +was toughened by my experiences. I had killed a man for Zoe; I had been +through a trial with Fortescue. Surely if there had been any bloom on me +it had been rubbed off. Why had not Dorothy seen in me a practical, +courageous heart, who took his fate and made the best of it? Was there +something lacking of depth, of genuineness, in Dorothy's nature? + +There was much stirring now in the country due to the campaign. The log +cabin was apotheosized; hard cider was the toast to America's greatness. +The hero of Tippecanoe, the pioneer soldier, Indian fighter, the plain +man, the Whig, was pitted against the well-groomed and resourceful Van +Buren. Reverdy, because of his admiration for Douglas, was for Van +Buren; and Dorothy had no thought of any other allegiance. We made up +parties to attend the rallies, to see the marching men, to hear the +speeches. Douglas, who was campaigning with tireless energy, came to +Jacksonville to address the people. He was now twenty-seven and a +master. He controlled the party's organization in Illinois. Practice had +given solidity and balance to his oratory. He moulded the materials of +all questions favorably to his side. Audiences rose up to him as if +hypnotized. He swept Illinois for Van Buren. But Harrison and Tyler were +elected. The vote of Illinois was a personal triumph for Douglas. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +A few days before Dorothy returned to Nashville we spent an evening +together, first at Reverdy's home, later in a walk through the country. +It was moonlight of middle November, and the air was mild with a late +accession of Indian summer. I sensed in Dorothy a complete erasure of +everything in my life that had stayed her coming to me as my bride. It +was not so much what she said as it was her attitude, her tone of voice, +her whole manner. But my own troubles had formed a nuclear hardness of +thinking in me, which like a lodestar attracted what was for me, and +left quiet and at a distance what was not mine. + +I was delighted to be with Dorothy, but I did not stand with her on the +basis of my former emotional interest. In a way she symbolized the false +standards, the languorous aristocracy of the South. She was a presence +of romantic music, a warmth that produces dreams. She was not the +intense light that shone around Abigail. I had a letter from Abigail in +my pocket. Parts of it wedged themselves through Dorothy's words as she +rattled on more and more. I might as well have been thinking of my +troubles; but in point of fact it was of Abigail. + +Dorothy was not like Reverdy, nor was she like Sarah. If she had only +been! A pathos was on me in this walk. The wind was blowing. The forest +trees murmured like agitated water. The moon sailed high, and Dorothy +walked by my side and talked. There was an evident struggle in her to +bring me to her, to evoke the old ardor which had reached for her. But +we returned to Reverdy's at last, and there had been no touch of hands, +no tenderness. She stood momentarily at the gate. I gave her my hand, +and with an impassive goodnight, she turned to the door and I went my +way. + +Then regret came over me. Had I wounded her? And if I had, could I win +her back? Did I wish to? I could not entirely bring myself to relinquish +Dorothy for good. But did I really care for Abigail? I took out her +letter and began to read it again in order to clear my thoughts: "Dear +James: You must be beginning to perceive that day by day you are +accomplishing certain things and thus forming your life. I admire +greatly the way you took hold of the farm and the success that you have +had with it; and I admire too the loyalty with which you have stood by +your duty. Now I cannot help but urge you to come to Chicago. I feel +something of a draw at times to return to the East; but, on the other +hand, this growing town has an increasing fascination for me. It is +already enlivened and bettered by many eastern people; and you would +find a more interesting atmosphere than where you live now. I think some +of the southern people who have settled middle Illinois are as fine as +any one I have ever known; but I do not like the habits and the +principles that go along with the southern institutions. If you could +sell the farm you could use the money to make a very large fortune in +Chicago. The campaign has interested me very greatly; it has been +riotous and colorful and full of extravagance. There is no real truth in +all this business. It is the lesser reality of deals and bargains, +wheedling, persuasion, and vote-getting. And no one has the gift of +specious logic and stump hypnotism better than Douglas. To me he is one +of the greatest of small men. Have you read Emerson or Lowell yet? Here +are new men of real thoughtfulness whose minds are upon the truth which +does not fade with passing events. These questions about Texas and +Oregon, about tariffs, about Whigs and Democrats, what are they but the +cackle of the moment? And yet there is something pathetic about Douglas. +Why does he not settle to the solid study and experiences of the law? +Why this catching at this and the other opportunity? Mr. Williams says +that Mr. Douglas has just accepted the Secretary of Stateship for +Illinois. What an absurd thing for a lawyer to do! His career is so +changeable, so flashy. He leaves himself open to the charge of scheming, +grabbing, all sorts of things, though all the while he may be doing the +best he can. Forgive my opinions, I love to express them to you. I look +upon you as a fresh mind who can value the truth of things about it. +Douglas may become a very great figure; but I can't help but believe +that his restless life may bring him to disaster. Let us hope it won't. +Meantime I wish for happiness for you. Your letters are very interesting +and I am always glad to get them. Write me as often as you can, give me +pictures of your life, the people. And do move to Chicago. Your friend, +Abigail." + +I read this letter over more than once with reference to its +characterization of Douglas. I could not share her opinions. Why could +she not see that Douglas had always done his best? After all, what of +the law? Douglas could not be patient with the rules that related to a +land title while his thoughts were far afield in plans for the +territorial greatness of his country. Meantime he had to earn his bread. +He had never stooped to dishonor, to chicanery. He had caught at the +driftwood of supporting offices in his swimming of the new stream of +primitive life. He was poor. He had enemies. His eye was upon an +eminence. He had to make the best of the materials at hand. + +I understood Douglas' difficulties because I had had difficulties of my +own. I had not faced the world with poverty. But I had faced it with +Zoe. I had not battled in issues which were influenced by the negro, but +I had a social experience which Zoe had made and complicated for me. If +Douglas was now in an office that belittled him, I was sorry, for I was +his friend in all loyalty. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Scarcely had Douglas settled as Secretary of State, when he resigned the +office to become Justice of the Supreme Court of Illinois. Abigail wrote +me a most amusing and ironical letter on this sudden shift of his +activities. "What do you think now?" was her query. "I think he is as +well fitted to be judge as to be Secretary of State, which is not at +all." + +When I wrote to Abigail I had news to tell her with reference to the +farm. I believed I had found a purchaser in Springfield; and my trading +talks with Washburton, for that was his name, had taken me over there a +number of times. On one of these occasions I saw Douglas. He had been +presiding over a proceeding that had something to do with the Mormons, +in which he favored them. He was charged with placating their interests +to win them to his political fortunes. "It was nothing of the sort," +said Douglas. "I only did my duty. What have I to gain by favoring them? +There are a great many more people who hate them than those who have any +use for them. Even my enemies know that. Do you know they say, Jim, that +I grabbed this judgeship by some high-handed method. It's all a lie. I +can do nothing to please some people. They don't like my conduct on the +bench. You know how crude things are here. My throne is a platform with +a table; and the audience sits so close to me that I can almost touch +them. The other day I walked off the platform and sat for a moment with +one of the spectators, an old friend. Somebody wrote this up for the +newspaper and made a terrible fuss about it. I cannot please some +people, no matter what I do." + +It was the winter and spring of 1841 that I was visiting Springfield +about the sale of my farm. President Harrison had died after a month in +office, and John Tyler had become President. Douglas was elated over +this. "Tyler is a Democrat," said Douglas. "And we have taken victory +out of defeat after all. He has vetoed the new bank bill true to the +principles of Jackson; and he has been read out of the Whig party for +doing so. Every member of his Cabinet but Webster has resigned, you +know. The Whigs are getting nothing out of the triumphs of log cabins +and hard cider. They are all a humbug. Their sins are finding them out. +We will put in a thorough-going Democratic party in 1844." + +Douglas was talking the annexation of Texas. "Think of it," he said. "A +territory 750 miles broad added to the domain of this country! The whole +continent by right belongs to us. Do you think, if we once get it that +there will be any whining that we should give it up? You have seen +Illinois filling up; you have seen canals and railroads make their +beginning here. Let's do the same for Oregon. I want you to rid yourself +of any feeling for Great Britain, and use your English will to the +making of America. Do for America what you would do for England, if you +were living there. She would take the whole earth if she could get it. +Let us take all of North America. + +"I am planning to run for Congress again. I am stifled in this little +life. There is not enough for me to do here. I am restless to get out +and help build up the West." + +I asked Douglas if I should move to Chicago. His eyes brightened. "Yes," +he said in his quick way. "That is a place of great opportunity. Go +there, Jim. I will be there myself, eventually. You can become very rich +there with the capital that you have for a start." + +Then I told him that I was trying to sell the farm; that I had about +matured my plans to move. He was delighted. "I'll miss you here, but a +friend is a friend to me, even up there. Go and build. You can help make +a city. I want to see this state come into its own. I want to see +schools everywhere, giving the advantages to the young which were denied +to me. This is the most wonderful of states. Be glad that your destiny +brought you here. At the present rate of immigration the population of +Illinois will soon be a million. When you came here the population of +the United States was about twelve million; now it is about seventeen +million; it will soon be twenty million. Do you appreciate these +figures? Look at the New Englanders, the Irish, the Germans that have +poured into Illinois. Some of them come here with ideas that I find +hostile to my ambitions. I have to win them to the liberty of the +Democratic party, and keep them from stopping halfway, contented with +the fraudulent liberty of the Whigs. I take them in hand at political +gatherings; I love to persuade and shape them. I will fill this +population of Illinois with love of Democratic ideas. What have the +Whigs to offer? Look at the mixed blood of the Whigs, at their tainted +ancestors. I take the greatest pleasure in exposing them. It is my fun +and my work." + +With all this intellectual activity, Douglas was not a reader. I had +found Emerson through Abigail; I read the _North American Review_, and +Cooper's novels as they appeared. But Douglas had contempt for the moral +idealism of New England. He thought it impractical. "You can't have a +brain without a body," said Douglas. "Let the country develop its bones, +its muscles, attain its stature. These men think the world is run by +righteousness, especially if you let them prescribe the righteousness. +But it isn't. It is run by interests. Roofs, clothing, and food must be +taken care of; then cities. These men get preconceived ideas of God, and +then want to force them on the great impulses of life. But they can't do +it." + +I ventured to say that the two ran together. His reply was that nothing +of idealism counted that did not harmonize with material interests. +There would always be war so long as interests conflicted. The lesser +had to give way to the larger. War was a factor in the game of +supremacy, of life. If Great Britain stood in our way, fight her. If +Mexico made trouble about Texas, conquer her. War is the execution of +the law of progress. Reason can go only so far, and then the sharpness +of the sword is necessary. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +I sold the farm at last and moved to Chicago. It was with sorrow that I +broke up my association with Reverdy and Sarah, and their little family. +But I was much relieved to be out of the situation that had been so full +of annoyance to me. I had friends to be sure, but I was English; I was a +little reserved even yet; I was a driver, a money maker. Then there had +been Zoe and Lamborn. Besides, the life on the farm was monotonous. The +end of the day marked lonely hours for me. And I was looking forward to +much association with Abigail. + +I saw her frequently now that I was in Chicago. She was teaching school. +Mr. Williams, his wife, their children, were my first friends, the +beginning of my new associations. + +I began at once to speculate in real estate. Mr. Williams proved an +invaluable counsel in these ventures. I made money faster than I could +ever have believed it possible to me. I was now very well off at +twenty-seven. But was life nothing but money making? + +As I had sold the farm on partial payments I was compelled to make +frequent trips to Springfield to collect the purchase money notes; and I +always saw Douglas unless he was away campaigning. By the new census of +1840 Illinois was entitled to seven Congressmen instead of the four +which it had hitherto been allowed. A legislature had reapportioned the +state in such a way as to give Douglas a chance to be elected. Douglas' +friends had called a convention. The re-apportionment of the state was +charged to be arbitrary; the convention was styled "machine-made" with a +view to Douglas' nomination. Had he had a hand in this--the young judge +of the Supreme Court? If so, many others had had a hand in it. + +In the convention Douglas' friends rode roughly over the other +aspirants; and when he received the prize they withdrew and accorded him +their support. All of this was the perfection of party organization, to +which Douglas, with a leader's genius, had directed his party from the +moment he had set foot in Jacksonville. Douglas found an opponent in a +Whig of Kentucky birth. A Democrat from Illinois, a Whig from +Kentucky--such was the anomalous situation. And both agreed about taking +over the Oregon territory. But Douglas was the better campaigner, the +more winning personality, the more indefatigable worker. Like Napoleon, +his sleep was intermittent, his meals eaten on the run. He made speeches +for more than a month of successive days. And he was elected. A member +of Congress at thirty! + +I could see that the hard life was wearing upon him. Perhaps he was too +convivial. There was hard drinking everywhere about him; and he did not +abstain. He had supreme confidence in the lasting character of his own +vitality. He might be ill for a few days occasionally, but he was soon +up and actively at work again. His "integrity is as unspotted as the +vestal's flame--as untarnished and pure as the driven snow," said a +local newspaper when his methods were assailed, and no one could face +him without believing that he had courage that would have its way +without stooping to meanness, and vision that saw its objective through +the hesitant dreams and sickly qualms of lesser strength. + +When I went to Springfield in the fall about my farm I found that +Douglas had been seriously ill for some weeks. The campaign had +exhausted him. There was more gentleness in his manner now than was his +wont. He held my hand warmly and was visibly grateful that I had come. +He was heartened by this fresh evidence of my affectionate interest. He +talked of his plans. He wished to visit his mother in New York State as +soon as he could be about. He said that he was entering upon a new stage +of his life--upon the beginning of his real career. He wished to have +his mother's blessing before taking his seat in Congress. + +When I next went to Springfield I found him gone. The place was lonely +to me. I collected my note and wandered about idly; passed the Ridgeway +mansion where I had met Abigail; went through the new state house. The +years between seemed so brief but so full of events. I was twenty-eight, +Douglas was thirty; Reverdy had passed forty; Zoe was dead. My farming +days were over. It all seemed a dream. My grandmother in England was now +in the middle sixties. There were steamships crossing the Atlantic, the +first one four years before. Great forces here and in Europe, movements +of peoples, and interests were flowing to carry Douglas along for some +years, and to carry me and all others in their sweep. I was lonely in +Springfield on this trip. Douglas was gone! His career here seemed +finished, as if he were dead. Like a camper he had foraged upon the +country, made his tent and taken it down. And now he was gone! +Everywhere there was talk of war with Mexico. Had Douglas gone forth to +bring this about in realization of his dream of America's greatness? A +man must be made president who would annex Texas. If there should be war +let it come. The land is ours. Our people have gone there. We must seize +the whole continent north of the Gulf. + +Now that I was separated from him how should I follow him day by day? I +got Niles' _Register_ in order to keep in touch with him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +Large mercantile establishments were building in Chicago. Elevators and +pork-packing plants fronted the Chicago River. The harbor was being +improved by the Federal government. The population had risen to more +than ten thousand people. Great labor was necessary to keep the +facilities of life equal to the growing demands upon it. The first water +works had been installed at a cost of $95.50, and consisted of a well +alone. Now the city purveyed water through wooden pipes, laid under the +ground. The Illinois and Michigan canal, which Douglas had done so much +to originate, was nearing completion. The thousands of Irish laborers +engaged upon the work added to the liveliness and colorfulness of the +city life. We had excellent mail service. Long since the drygoods box +had disappeared which had served as the only depository of mail. The +hogs had been barred from the main streets, so that in my boarding place +at Michigan Avenue and Madison Street I was no longer disturbed by +grunts and squeals as they fed and wandered through the city. + +Mr. Williams and I had formed a real estate and brokerage partnership, +and we were making money at a phenomenal rate. The air was vibrating +with the ring of the trowel and the hammer. Gardens and roadhouses had +appeared in the pleasanter places out of town. Everywhere in the central +part of the city were livery stables, restaurants, saloons. The harbor +was full of sailing craft. Every day saw the tides of emigration pour +upon this hospitable shore. I felt the stir of the new life, the growing +city. I was fascinated with the money making. I had found new friends. +My change of life had brought me happiness. + +Abigail and I saw much of each other and we talked of many things, and +much of Douglas. I saw him as the symbol of this intense life, this +miraculous development. He seemed to me the man of the hour, the man +even of the age. + +No sooner was he sworn in as a Congressman than he proceeded to make his +presence felt. He did precisely what he had done in Illinois when he +came to Winchester, penniless and unknown: he seized an opportunity. He +admired Andrew Jackson with an almost unqualified heart, and he rose to +Jackson's defense in Congress. + +I have said that I was reading Niles' _Register_. Through it I was able +to follow Douglas' career in Congress from the beginning. + +Abigail had made friends with a certain Robert Aldington, who had also +come west to teach school. And when we met at the Williams' residence of +evenings there were sharp exchanges of opinion between us about life, +books, the new city of Chicago, the destiny of America, and Douglas. +Aldington was keeping abreast with all the new books in America and +England as well. He too had read De Tocqueville; but he was also +familiar with Rousseau, Voltaire, the French Encyclopaedists; with +Locke. And he assured me that Calhoun, the Senator from South Carolina, +had written a treatise on the philosophy of government which for depth +and dialectic power, was a match for Locke. He also knew the poets +Shelley and Byron. He had studied the French Revolution. He was watching +the feverish developments of Italy and Germany. The tide of emigration +into Chicago and Illinois furnished him material for infinite +speculation. What would this hot blood, seeking opportunity and freedom +from old world restraints, do for the new country? He admired Douglas to +a degree, but he disliked what he sensed in him as materialism. + +We were reading together the proceedings in Congress concerning the fine +which had been imposed by court upon Jackson at New Orleans when he was +in military charge of the city in 1812. Douglas had taken this as his +occasion to make himself known to the House and to the country at large. +He was nothing in Congress because of his achievements in Illinois. He +had to win his spurs. He had contended with great force and brilliancy +that Jackson, in declaring martial law, had not committed a contempt of +court; that if Jackson had violated the Constitution in declaring +martial law the matter was not one of contempt or for a local court to +judge. "Do you see," said Aldington, "his mind runs in a channel of +pure legalism, and then it escapes between freer shores." Aldington +continued: "The trouble with Douglas is that he does not see that +idealism is as real as realism. Douglas is something of a sophist. I do +not mean to disparage his value to the country. But he is a genius in +making the course of Jackson consistent. He has applied the same art to +justify his own conduct. He will always prove an elusive debater; and +you see, after all, this makes against his candor. This is not the sort +of stuff of which a thinker is made. There are men who will not trifle +with facts. They are your Shelleys, your Emersons. These men make the +brain of a nation. Douglas may make its body, if you can make a body +without making a brain." + +"That's exactly it," said Abigail. "But it is not possible to have a +statesman as clear in his logic as Emerson, though dealing with coarser +material than philosophy's. Surely there is a chance now for some mind +of deep integrity, of real spirituality, to do something for this +chaotic, vulgar mass of humanity that is grabbing, feeding, trying to +foment war with Mexico. I am sure of it. Why this contempt of his for +the idealist, the reformer? He classes all sorts of grotesque, +half-insane people with the high-minded thinkers of the East. And now +that he is in Congress, and will have to face some of them, Adams for +example, I expect him to find a match." + +I tried to have my friends understand Douglas, as I understood him. What +was he doing in Congress now? Trying to get appropriations for the +rivers and harbors of Illinois. "Won't that ensure his reelection?" +asked Abigail. "Yes, but do we not need the harbors?" I replied. "Why +pursue Douglas with arguments like these?" + +Abigail's argumentativeness made me turn to Dorothy. Did I want a wife +who had such definite opinions about masculine questions such as these? +But now how to find Dorothy again? She had been back and forth between +Nashville and Reverdy's. We had exchanged only a few letters, with long +silences between. I began to depreciate myself for allowing Zoe or +anything connected with her to thwart my will with reference to Dorothy. +These meetings with Abigail and these conversations and arguments had +clarified my mind both as to Dorothy and as to Abigail. I wanted Dorothy +and I did not want Abigail. This being the case why should I not go to +Dorothy and tell her so? If I went to her with the same will that I took +up the matter of the farm, could I not win her? + +It was not many days before I had the rarest opportunity in the world to +go to Nashville upon an interesting mission. Douglas suddenly appeared +in Chicago. The session of Congress was over. He was going to Nashville +to see Andrew Jackson. He asked me to go with him; and I took this +opportunity to see Dorothy. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + +I had heard much of Jackson and all his works of wonder: as the victor +at New Orleans, the greatest hater of England, as the firm friend of the +Union against the rebellion of South Carolina, as the foe of the bank, +as the most picturesque figure in America. He was living in retirement +at Nashville. And to see this man! To see Douglas with him! Abigail +laughed at me for my enthusiasm. But also I was to see Dorothy, and to +make up my mind once for all--rather, to get Dorothy to do so. + +When we arrived in Nashville, making arrangements so that I should not +miss the visit to Jackson's house and the meeting between Douglas and +Jackson, I went to see Dorothy. Mrs. Clayton met me at the door. She was +greatly surprised. But there was wonderful cordiality in her manner. +Dorothy was out for the time but would soon return. In the meanwhile +Mrs. Clayton was eager to hear about my life and about Chicago. I told +her more or less in detail the circumstances which had forced me to sell +the farm. As to Douglas, she was devoted to him for his defense of +Jackson. Jackson was a demigod to her and to the people of Tennessee. +She wished she could be present to see Douglas and Jackson meet. Why +could it not be arranged and for Dorothy too? They all knew the General +very well. He had been a friend of Mr. Clayton's. Where was I stopping? +Would I like to come to their house? My visit to Nashville was to be +brief; besides I wished to be with Douglas. She would like to entertain +him too. And thus we talked until Dorothy came in. + +Dorothy knew before many minutes that I had not come especially to see +her. She had heard of Douglas' arrival, of Douglas' mission. Between her +mother's recapitulation of our talk and my own additions in her +presence, she learned of the events of my life that she did not already +know. I could see that she was very happy. And for myself it was an easy +reunion. + +She too wished to see Douglas and be present at the "Hermitage." Why +not? She and her mother could easily presume upon the General's +hospitality. Still, would I not be kind enough to arrange it? I stayed +to the noonday meal with Dorothy and her mother. Then I went to the +hotel to tell Douglas that I would come to the "Hermitage" with them. I +did not find him at first. He had gone to pay a call upon Mr. Polk, who +had been nominated for the Presidency as a young hickory to Jackson's +"Old Hickory." He returned soon and was glad to have Mrs. Clayton and +Dorothy come to the "Hermitage." Then I went back to spend the +intervening time with Dorothy. She was truly lovely to me now. Her hair +was more glistening and more golden; her eyes more elfin; the arch of +her nose more patrician. She was gentle and tender. It seemed that all +misunderstandings between us had dissolved. We did not mention any of +the disagreeable things of the past. We communicated with each other +against a background of Zoe being dead, of my being gone from the farm. +Chicago, its growth, its color, its picturesque location by the great +lake, made her eyes dance. She could not hear enough of it. She had +outgrown the Cumberland hills. Her life was monotonous here. As I talked +to Dorothy I had a clearer vision of Abigail. I felt sure now that +Abigail had no magnetism for me. At the same time I began to recall what +I had thought of Dorothy: her southern ways, her aristocratic ideas, her +leisurely life, her cultural environment making for the lady, for the +Walter Scott romanticism. Chicago had blown the mists from my eyes. I +had lived under a clear sky, breathed rough and invigorating breezes. +Yet I was drawn to Dorothy. My mind was poised in a delicate balance. +And as I had impulsively given Zoe half the farm, I now suddenly +proposed to Dorothy while turning from Dorothy to Abigail and from +Abigail to Dorothy. + +The afternoon was warm. The soft breeze was stirring the great trees, +the flowering bushes on the lawn. A distant bird was calling. The +Cumberland hills were dreaming beyond the river. And Dorothy suddenly +looked at me with eyes in which supernatural lights were burning +brightly. It was the look which in a woman comprehends and accepts the +man who is before her; it was the secret and sacred fire of nature +illuminating her vision and asking my vision to join hers in an +intuition of a mating. With that look I asked Dorothy to be my wife. + +Her hands were lying loosely clasped in her lap. Her head was leaning +gracefully against the tree back of the settee. She closed her eyes; +gave my hand a responding clasp. "Be my wife, Dorothy," I repeated. "Do +you really love me?" she asked. "With all my heart," I said. And I did. +It had come to me in that moment. "Do you love me?" I asked. "I have +always loved you," she replied. "I have always admired you. I have +waited for you. I did not expect you to come. You see I am now +twenty-seven. I have not been able to care for any one else. I could not +marry you before; and I could not marry any one else in the interval. +Now I am very happy that you really love me." "I do love you, yes, +Dorothy, I have always loved you." + +Dorothy sprang to her feet, clasping her hands and laughing. "Let's tell +mother, come." "What?" I asked. "Why, isn't there something to tell?" +"You haven't promised to marry me." "Oh!" exclaimed Dorothy, "does it +have to be by so many words? Very well, yes." She took my arm and we ran +to the house. We burst upon Mrs. Clayton and told her. "Oh, you +children!" exclaimed Mrs. Clayton, half crying and half laughing. "After +all this delay. I am so happy." + +She took me by the shoulders, looked at me, drew me to her, and kissed +me. "Come," she said, "it's time to go to the 'Hermitage.'" And we got +into the phaeton hitched to a gentle old horse which Dorothy drove. We +entered the "Hermitage" and saw Douglas and the company and the hero of +New Orleans. + +I presented Douglas to Mrs. Clayton and Dorothy. Then we went forward to +greet Jackson. I was introduced to him and I saw Douglas taken into the +arms of the great warrior and masterful President. + +He was now in his 78th year, thin of face, spare of frame, his body all +sinew and nerve, his eyes brilliant with unextinguished fire. I loitered +near to hear what he would say to Douglas. He seemed to have a paternal +pride in the young Congressman. He entwined his arm with Douglas', +patted Douglas on the knee, looked into his brilliant and youthful face. +And after assuring Douglas that his whole life had been a devotion to +the law, he expressed deep gratitude for Douglas' defense. "I have +always had enemies," he said. "Now I am an old man and can do nothing +for myself, and so I am thankful to you." + +The old hero's voice shook, his hand trembled. And Douglas looked down, +glowing with pride and saying: "I am proud to be your defender. You are +and always have been the object of my greatest admiration." + +Mrs. Clayton, with a woman's tact, sought to relieve the tension of the +moment. She brought Dorothy and me to the General and said: "General, my +daughter has betrothed herself to this young man, Mr. Miles." + +Jackson was seated upon a sofa. He arose, though with some difficulty, +and taking Dorothy's head between his hands, he pressed a reverential +kiss upon her brow. "I knew your father; he was a good man, a good +friend. Take my blessing." And to me he said: "Mind that you are always +a man with her and for her, and against all the world for her. She is +worth all your devotion." + +The circumstances seemed to affect him profoundly. He turned away from +us, as if to hide his tears, leaving us standing in a group. Douglas +joined us and extended his congratulations, and we departed together, +Douglas to confer with Mr. Polk and the rest of us to return to the +Clayton mansion. For there was the wedding now to consider. I wanted to +take Dorothy back to Chicago with me. + +Mrs. Clayton invited Douglas to take the evening meal at her house. +Dorothy joined in the request and I ventured to put in a word. Douglas +had to arrange then for a later call upon Mr. Polk. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + +This dinner was the most delightful of occasions. Dorothy was in +brilliant spirits. And Mrs. Clayton shared in her daughter's happiness. +The colored servants, all slaves, affectionate and interested, +manifested their joy in all sorts of lively and profuse attentions. I +could hear them laughing in the kitchen. Mammy, the old cook, was +singing; Jenny, the maid, came in and out of the dining room with +dancing eyes, which she cast upon me, and scarcely less upon Douglas, +who was talking in his usual brilliant way. It was pleasing to me to +hear Mrs. Clayton agree with him about so many things. She was disturbed +by the slavery agitation. She feared for the peace of the Southern +States. She dreaded a negro rebellion. She commented upon the fact that +even the domestic slaves sometimes sulked or slacked; and that this was +due to the talk of the Abolitionists. It was hard enough to keep paid +laborers in good discipline; how much easier to encourage the negroes to +inattention to duty by attacks upon the system of slavery. But after +all, what was to be done? + +Douglas referred to Calhoun's attempt to exclude abolition writings from +the mails. He referred to this without approving of it. For Calhoun had +conceded the lack of power in the Federal government to interfere with +the freedom of the press; but he contended that the states as sovereign +powers could prevent the distribution of such literature within their +borders. Everywhere it seemed to me the slavery question divided reason +and thinking against themselves and brought great minds into absurdity. + +Douglas wanted the slavery agitation to cease, but on the other hand he +did not wish to interfere with the freedom of speech and of the press. +Mrs. Clayton now recalled Harriet Martineau's visit to America of some +eight years before. She had read _Society in America_ and _Retrospect of +Western Travel_. Did I know that Miss Martineau had stopped in Chicago +and had described Chicago as it was then? + +Douglas returned to the subject of the Abolitionists apropos of this, +because Miss Martineau had made herself much disliked by siding with +them. He began to talk of Horace Greeley who had helped the humbug Whigs +into power in 1840 by his publication, _The Log Cabin_. It was now +merged in the weekly _Tribune_, in which all sorts of vagaries were +exploited: Fourierism, spiritualism, opposition to divorce and the +theater, total abstinence, abolitionism, opposition to the annexation of +Texas. Douglas referred to a certain Robert Owen who had thought out a +panacea for poverty, who had founded an ideal community at New Harmony, +Indiana, which had proven to be not ideal and had failed. Then there was +a certain James Russell Lowell who was writing abolition poems and +articles for the Pennsylvania _Freeman_ and for the _Anti-Slavery +Standard_. Douglas classed all these agitators and dreamers together in +his usual satirical way. The ponderable move of national interests would +crush their squeaks. Here he made one of the most humorous +classifications, separating Democrats and nation builders from the +ragged and motley hordes of Fourierists, Spiritualists, Abolitionists, +loco-focoes, barn-burners, anti-Masonics, Know-nothings, and Whigs. He +was inclined to think that the infidel belonged with these hybrid +breeds. Though he did not speak of God and had never joined any church, +something of a matter-of-fact Deism was subsumed in his practical +attitude. The Democratic party stood alone against these disorderly +elements. Nationalism and the rule of the people were his lodestars. He +was the son of Jackson in the principle of no disunion, and he was the +son of Jefferson in the principle of popular sovereignty. + +The talk turned to Mr. Polk. As he was a resident of Nashville, Mrs. +Clayton, on that ground as well as for political agreement, was heartily +devoted to him. These two talked of Mr. Polk's record as a Congressman +from Tennessee and later as Governor of the state. "Well," said Douglas, +"he is sound on the bank, he is against the tariff, he is in favor of +annexing Texas and settling the matter of Oregon. As usual the Whigs are +vacillating, because their leader, Mr. Clay, is himself vacillating." + +What had all this to do with Dorothy and me? We had happier things of +which to think. We could commune with each other undisturbed while +Douglas and Mrs. Clayton settled Texas and Oregon. + +The meal was over and Douglas arose to depart. As I intended to marry +Dorothy before leaving Nashville, if she would consent to do so, I was +wondering what I should do about not returning to Chicago with Douglas. +Accordingly I asked him if I could see him the next morning. He fixed +the hour at ten o'clock, saying that a boat left for St. Louis at noon. +With plans thus vaguely left, so far as they affected both of us, he +departed. Mrs. Clayton said: "Reverdy has told me so much of Douglas. +Now I have seen him, and he is all and more than I was led to believe." + +When she left the room I asked Dorothy if we could not be married the +next day. Well, but she had much to do to get ready; put the wedding off +until December, or later. "You can get everything you want in Chicago," +I persisted, "and I want to take you back with me." Dorothy had not +talked this matter over with her mother. She was not sure that her +mother could be won to a plan so hasty. "Let's see her," I said. + +For the whole evening we discussed the subject. Since Mrs. Clayton's +household would be broken up by Dorothy's departure, she had to readjust +her life. She was thinking something of making a visit of some months in +North Carolina. She could not make ready for that immediately. Why not +come to Chicago with us, make her home with us? She could bring the +colored servants. We talked until one o'clock. Then Mrs. Clayton advised +a night's rest on the matter. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + +The next morning I awoke with such a feeling of repose, of being at home +at last. I was lying in a poster bed, which Mrs. Clayton had told me was +an heirloom from North Carolina. In my view was a lovely bureau of +mahogany; on a stand a vase of roses; at the windows snowy curtains; on +the walls pictures of Mr. Clayton in his soldier's uniform, and of +Reverdy as a young boy and of Dorothy. + +I stretched myself between the comfort of the linen sheets, and turned +over on my side to smile to myself, as I looked out of the window into +the trees. I was at home at last! I thought back over my voyage across +the Atlantic, of the long journey from New York to Jacksonville, of +Reverdy at Chicago with his Indian pony, of my illness and Zoe. All my +troubles had faded away. + +There was soon a knock at the door and Jenny's voice called to me that +she had brought me water. I arose, dressed, and went down to the living +room. Mrs. Clayton bade me such a kind good morning, kissed me on the +cheek. In a moment Dorothy entered, radiant from her night's rest, and +with a lover's kiss for me bestowed so happily, yet with something of +mischievous reserve--all so charming! + +Our thoughts were fresh for the discussion of the marriage. Mrs. +Clayton thought that the wedding might take place at once, within a day +or two, at least, if I would not insist upon returning to Chicago for a +few weeks, or until she had opportunity to close the house preparatory +to her visit to North Carolina. This arrangement quite suited me. I +wanted to have Douglas present at the wedding. So I hastened away to +tell Douglas what my plans were. + +I found him making ready to depart, but in consultation with +politicians. He was running for Congress again in Illinois, and the +presidential campaign was on. But when I told him of my desire he +thought for a moment, and consented. He was being importuned to make an +address at Nashville. Now he would stay to do so and attend the wedding. +I was very happy over these fortunate circumstances and returned quickly +to Dorothy. If only General Jackson could be persuaded to come, and Mr. +Polk. We had many things to do. I set about running errands for Mrs. +Clayton. Dorothy was notifying her friends, getting her veil, her dress +into readiness. Mammy and Jenny were cooking all sorts of delicacies; +they had requisitioned old Mose who was the slave of a neighbor, Mr. +Parsons, and the wedding preparations progressed with speed. I had +traveled hither without the slightest expectation of this sudden +consummation and therefore had no clothes suitable for the occasion. I +had to attend to that as best I could. + +The hour came. Douglas arrived with Mr. Polk, who had also been a +friend of Mr. Clayton's. But General Jackson was unable to come. He was +not strong. He sent a bottle of rare wine and a bouquet and his hearty +congratulations; all by a colored messenger who was excited and voluble. +General Jackson! It was less than a year when he passed from earth. + +Mr. Polk was a full-faced, rather a square-faced man, with broad +forehead, packed abundantly at the temples, rather intense eyes, and +lines running by the corners of his nose, which slightly looped his +mouth upward in an expression of decision and self-reliance. He was +already called a small man. But I did not see him so. He was of pleasing +presence of distinguished decorum, and chivalrous manner. But after all +Douglas was the center of attraction. Mr. Polk escorted Mrs. Clayton to +the wedding breakfast, and Douglas took in Mrs. Rutledge, an aunt of +Dorothy's. + +So we were married, and I was happy. I had found a wife and I had found +a mother. Douglas departed, promising to see me in Chicago soon. The +guests went their way. I was here with Dorothy, with Mrs. Clayton, +Mammy, and Jenny. + +There is something good for the soul in being for an hour, even if for +an hour only, the central thought of every one; in having one's wishes +and happiness the chief consideration of interested friends. And here +were Mammy and Jenny, who had no thought but to serve me and Dorothy; +here was Mrs. Clayton, who strove so gently to attend to my wants, +whatever they were, to put herself at the disposal of these first hours +of Dorothy's new life and mine. Mose was at the door with the horses and +the carriage, loaned by his master, to drive us into the country and +over the Cumberland hills. Mrs. Rutledge lingered a while in evident +admiration of me, and with happy tears for the radiant delight which +shone in Dorothy's face. + +We set forth with old Mose, who was talking and pointing out to me the +places of interest, the hills, the huts, the houses which were +associated with stories or personalities of the neighborhood. And here +was Dorothy by my side, scarcely speaking, her beautiful head at times, +as we drove in secluded places, resting delicately upon my shoulder, her +eyes closed in the beatitude of the hour. + +Mrs. Clayton's position came into my mind. What was this visit to a +sister? Was it not a pure makeshift, an expedient in the breaking up of +her life, the first step in an accommodation to Dorothy's loss? I had +such ample means. Why should she not come with me? Why separate Dorothy +from her? Why leave Mammy and Jenny behind, who had served nearly the +whole of their lives in this household? I had learned to like the +colored people. What heart could withhold itself from Mammy and Jenny? +These humble devoted souls whose lives and thoughts had no concern but +to make Mrs. Clayton and Dorothy happy, and who had taken me into the +circle of their interest! What were the colored people but the shadows +of the white people, following them and imitating them in a childlike, +humorous, innocent way? How difficult for selfishness, seeking its own +happiness, to understand Mammy and Jenny, whose whole happiness and +undivided heart were in giving happiness to Mrs. Clayton and Dorothy! + +I spoke my plan to Dorothy, "Come, let's take mother, Mammy, and Jenny +with us. Close the house for good. I want all of you. We can transfer +all this happiness to Chicago. I will get a big house. I have some one +now with whom to share my riches. This sharing is the beginning of my +real satisfaction in life." + +Dorothy took my hand, pressed her cheek against mine. "Oh, my dear, my +dear!" was all she said. I felt her cheek moistening with tears. Then +drawing her to me I said: "Yes, my dear, that is my wish. Let us drive +back now and tell mother." + +Mrs. Clayton was silent for some seconds. Then she said: "Aren't you +best alone? Take Mammy and Jenny if you wish. But perhaps I can't be a +mother to you, James; perhaps you won't want to be a son to me as time +goes on. These things must come to mothers and fathers. The daughters +find new homes and go away. I did that. And now Dorothy has the same +right." + +"No," I said, with emphasis, "I want you. I want to transfer this whole +atmosphere to Chicago. I want all of you with me. I do not wish you to +wander off on this visit. After that what, anyway? You should not be +separated from Dorothy. Come, and if you want to go on a visit from +Chicago, well and good." + +If this was to be, there was much to do. Could we wait until the house +was rented, or at least placed with an agent, the furnishings stored if +necessary? Yes, I could wait and Dorothy could wait. And day by day both +of us importuned Mrs. Clayton to come with us. She saw at last that it +was our dearest wish. And she yielded. + +In the meanwhile Dorothy and I were driving about the country or sitting +under the trees in the yard, living through great rapture, mothered by +Mrs. Clayton, and so constantly served by Mammy and Jenny and Mose. + +Then the day came. The house was rented. Mrs. Clayton stored some of her +furnishings. The choicest things she gave to Dorothy--lovely mahogany +and silver. + +On a morning, with Mammy and Jenny in our traveling party, with Mose +helping us to the boat, hiding his saddened spirit under a forced humor, +with Mrs. Rutledge and many friends to see us off, we took our +departure. Again the musical whistle of the boat; again the stir and +vociferous calls of the pier; again on the waters of the Ohio bound for +St. Louis. Again the great Mississippi. + +But Mrs. Clayton left us at St. Louis to visit Reverdy and Sarah. She +would come to Chicago later. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + +I took a house in Madison Street, some two blocks from the lake. There +was first the business of having Mammy and Jenny registered, something +similar to a dog license. But Mr. Williams helped me about that. + +I had not seen Abigail yet, but of course she knew that I was married. A +vague faithlessness accused me. And yet I had never spoken a word of +love to her. It was my admiration for her and hers for me, rising up to +ask me why I had married Dorothy. Did I really know myself? + +Dorothy was entranced with Chicago. She thrived under its more bracing +air. She loved the bustle, the stir. We were now in the midst of the +presidential campaign, and Mammy and Jenny saw political enthusiasm in a +new phase. Marching men passed through the street. There were shouts, +torches, many speeches on America's greatness. + +Mrs. Clayton came to Chicago before the election and was all delight +over the new life which had come to her. The pulsations of great +vitality in the rapidly growing nation were well exemplified in +Chicago's development. The country was bursting with commercial +expansion; it was lusty with the infusion of strong blood from Europe. +Nearly a million Irishmen and Germans had been added to the population +since 1840. Illinois, as a garden spot, had received her share of these +virile stocks. + +The iron production, which was in a primitive stage when I arrived in +America, had now grown to be a great industry. There was anthracite +coal, which was first mined in Pennsylvania in 1814 on a very +inconsiderable scale; and now the output was more than five million tons +a year. It was supplanting wood in the making of steam. The Chippewas +had ceded their copper lands on the south shore of Lake Superior, and +the mining and manufacture of copper had become an extensive industry. +Gold was taken in large quantities from the Appalachians. There were +about five thousand miles of railroad in the country as compared with +the something more than one thousand miles which it had in 1833. The +telegraph was following the railroads. For in this very year, under the +administration of President Tyler, $30,000 had been appropriated by +Congress for the building of a telegraph line from Baltimore to +Washington. But above all, the country thrilled with the prospect of +acquiring Texas and settling the territory of Oregon. Douglas was at +once one of the creators and one of the most conspicuous products of +this great drama. + +He had been reelected to Congress by a plurality of over 1700 votes over +his Whig opponent. The Whigs opposed the annexation of Texas. Clay was +against it. New England preached and sang against it. But Tyler had +tried to negotiate a treaty for it. It had failed. He devoted much of +his last annual message to Congress to the Texas subject, soliciting +"prompt and immediate action on the subject of annexation." Douglas, +during the campaign in Illinois and in Tennessee, had denounced those +weaklings who feared that the extension of the national domain would +corrupt the institutions of the country. As to war with Mexico because +of Texas, let it come. The Federal system was adapted to expansion, to +the absorption of the whole continent. Great Britain should be driven, +with all the vestiges of royal authority, from North America. "I would +make," he said, "an ocean-bound republic, and have no more disputes +about boundaries or red lines upon the maps." + +These words sent a thrill through the country. What had Clay to offer as +a counteractant, as an equal inspiration to the pride of this lusty +nation? Surely not the tariff. This imaginative impulse had carried Mr. +Polk to the Presidency; but before Mr. Tyler laid down his office he was +able to send a message to Texas with an offer of annexation. It was +accepted, and in December of that year, 1845, Texas became a state of +the Union. + +Mother Clayton had come on to Chicago at last, and we were fully settled +with Mammy and Jenny to run the house. My life was ideal, divided as it +was between money making and participation in Chicago's development. We +had Mr. and Mrs. Williams and Abigail and Aldington as a nucleus for new +friendships. I could see more clearly than ever that Dorothy and Abigail +were as dissimilar as two women could be. Nevertheless, they became +friends. Mrs. Williams and Mother Clayton found much in common. My +business relations with Mr. Williams were altogether agreeable. + +I resumed my readings with Abigail and Aldington, although Dorothy was +not greatly interested. Poe's _Raven_ went the rounds this winter and +created an excitement. We read Hawthorne's novels. Emerson's _Essays_, +the second series, appeared. Then the first discordant note came between +Dorothy and Abigail. For Emerson said: "We must get rid of slavery, or +get rid of freedom." Abigail exclaimed over this epigrammatic truth. +Dorothy looked at Abigail disapprovingly, apparently seeing in her face +evidence of a different spirit than she had hitherto suspected. +Aldington joined Abigail in praise of Emerson. And for the sake of a +balance, I sided with Dorothy and Mother Clayton against them. Though +none of us had anything to do directly with the matter of slavery, it +thus cast its shadow upon our otherwise happy relationship. + +In these readings too I was following with great care the career of +Douglas in Congress, in which Abigail and Aldington were not so warmly +interested. Douglas' early life, his adventure into the West, had put +him through an experience and into the possession of an understanding +which were alien to the eastern statesmen. The West was for the +enterprise of the young. It was a domain of opportunity for youth, +divorced from family influence and the tangles of decaying environment. +Hence Texas must be assimilated, and California taken eventually, and +the Oregon country acquired. An ocean-bound republic! + +As for slavery, it did not enter into Douglas' calculations. I knew, +however, that in spite of what any one said, he was not a protagonist of +slavery. He simply subordinated it to the interests of expansion. He was +willing to leave it to the new states to determine for themselves +whether they should have slavery or not. With the impetuosity of his +thirty-two years he slipped into a recognition of the Missouri +Compromise, and was willing that slavery should be prohibited north of +this line. He was generating a plague for himself which would come back +upon him later. + +But if Douglas' advocacy of the Texas expansion exposed him to charges +of a slave adherency, nothing could be said against his cry for the +taking of Oregon. The Mormons whom he had befriended without any +dishonor to himself had set forth into the untraveled land of Utah. +Already a band of young men from Peoria had gone into the Far West. +Therefore, when he now spoke for Oregon he had a responsive ear among +his own people in Illinois. If the eastern people, the dwellers in the +old communities, did not kindle to Oregon, it was because they had +neither the flare nor did they see the urge of this emigration and +occupancy. With the rapid extension of railroads, how soon would the +whole vast land be bound together in quick communication! + +So it was, Douglas was offering bills in Congress for creating the +territory of Nebraska, for establishing military posts in Oregon, and +for extending settlements across the West under military protection. He +advocated means of communication across the Rocky Mountains. He thought +of his own unprotected youth. He would have the young men from Peoria +and from every place feel confident in the knowledge that as builders of +the nation's greatness they had the friendship and the strong arm of the +government around them. + +What was Great Britain doing? Reaching for California, hungering for +Texas, eyeing Cuba. She hated republican institutions. She would gird +them with her own monarchist principles, bodied forth in fortifications +and military posts. It should not be. Douglas had said: "I would blot +out the lines of the map which now mark our national boundaries on this +continent and make the area of liberty as broad as the continent itself. +I would not suffer petty rival republics to grow up here, engendering +jealousy of each other, and interfering with each other's domestic +affairs, and continually endangering their peace. I do not wish to go +beyond the great ocean--beyond those boundaries which the God of nature +has marked out. I would limit myself only by that boundary which is so +clearly defined by nature." + +Meanwhile President Polk was saying: "Our title to Oregon is clear and +unquestionable." He was urging the termination of the treaty for joint +occupation with Great Britain of Oregon. War! Yes, but Douglas did not +fear it. At the beginning of the thirties of his years, he was leading +Congress in the formation of an ocean-bound republic. + +These were his words: "The great point at issue between us and Great +Britain is for the freedom of the Pacific Ocean, for the trade of China +and Japan, of the East Indies, and for our maritime ascendency on all +these waters." + +I watched these proceedings to the end, and until the Oregon territory +was settled by the fixing of the 49th parallel as the boundary between +Great Britain and the United States. Douglas had striven with all his +might to extend the boundary to the 54th parallel. He had failed in +this, and was bitterly disappointed. He had been accused of boyish dash +and temerity in affronting English feeling with a larger demand. It had +come to the point where I could not discuss, particularly in Dorothy's +presence, these questions with Abigail. She saw nothing in these labors +of Douglas but vulgar materialism. That, of course, was the farthest +thing from the minds of Mother Clayton and Dorothy. + +But before the Oregon compact was signed, two grave matters disturbed +our peace and brought their influence into our happy household. Congress +had failed to pass the bills to protect the settlers in the Oregon +territory. And we were at war with Mexico. + +I felt irresistibly drawn to the war. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + +Dorothy was in terror. We had been married so short a time. Our +happiness had been undisturbed. We had found such perfect enjoyment in +our home. We had taken such delight in the life of Chicago. + +But Mother Clayton encouraged me with bright and admiring eyes. I felt +that I owed this service to Douglas. He had mapped out the boundaries of +Texas. Should I not carry the sword to defend and establish them? The +dream which was Douglas' had also taken possession of me. + +Abigail saw nothing in the Mexican War beyond an ambition of the +Southern States to extend slavery. It was a fight for cotton. The +Eastern States did not like the war, the Whigs opposed the war. Illinois +had many enemies of the war. + +But these were the facts: Mexico had announced that the annexation of +Texas would be considered an act of war. She had broken off diplomatic +relations with us when we offered to annex it. She had prepared to +resist the loss of Texas with force of arms. Our people were in Texas. +They could not be abandoned. "How did they get there?" asked Abigail. +"By pushing and adventuring where they did not belong." + +President Polk had sent troops under General Taylor to defend Texas; he +had sent commissioners to Mexico to make a peaceable solution of the +dispute. Besides, he was anxious to get the Mexican province of +California, as Douglas was, including the wonderful bay and harbor of +San Francisco. Would Mexico sell them without a fight? Mexico had +declined. General Taylor was therefore ordered to advance to the Rio +Grande. There was war! Its shadow entered my household. Dorothy was in +tears. Mammy and Jenny were shaking with fear. For I had resolved to +enter the fight. + +And Chicago was afire with the war spirit. The streets echoed to the +music of martial bands; orators addressed multitudes in various parts of +the city. Trade was stimulated. The hotels were thronged with people. +The restaurants were noisy with agitated talkers. Douglas' name was on +every one's tongue. + +Volunteers had been called for. But Illinois could send but three +regiments; she offered six to the cause. Many companies were refused. I +organized a company, financing it myself. But it could not be taken, and +I joined the army under the colonelcy of John J. Hardin. He it was whom +Douglas had supplanted as state's attorney. Now he was to lead troops, +to the vindication of Douglas' dream. + +Dorothy was inconsolable for my departure. She could not have sustained +the ordeal except for Mother Clayton. There were fear, anxiety, and +mystical foreboding in Dorothy's heart for a different reason. She was +soon to bear a child. She was loath to have me away from her in this +ordeal. Yet I had to go. A whole continent moved me; great forces urged +me forward. I was now an American. Martial blood stirred in me. All +concerns of home, of Dorothy, sank below the great vision of war. The +aggregate feelings and thoughts of a people make a superintelligence +which may be mistaken for God. Of this superintelligence Douglas' voice +was the great expression. I broke from Dorothy's arms, after vainly +attempting to console her. + +The six Illinois regiments assembled at Alton, where I had been so many +times before. I was to see this town again in the most dramatic moment +of my life, how unimagined in this terrible time of war. We hurried on +to join General Taylor, who had already, as we learned later, won the +battles of Palo Alto and Resaca de la Palma. Characters later to figure +momentously in the history of the country were here to settle the title +of Texas with the sword. Robert E. Lee, a lieutenant, was brevetted for +bravery in the battles of Cerro Gordo, Contreras, Churubusco, and +Chapultepec. Captain Grant had come with a regiment and joined the +forces of General Taylor. He took part in the battles of Palo Alto, +Resaca de la Palma, and Monterey; and then being transferred to General +Scott's army, he served at Vera Cruz, Cerro Gordo, Churubusco, Molino +del Rey, and at the capture of Chapultepec. Here too was Colonel +Jefferson Davis, who led his valorous Mississippians, who put to flight +Ampudia at the battle of Buena Vista. Lee, Grant, Davis, Taylor, the +next President, all in arms for the ocean-bound republic of the young +Congressman from Illinois! + +Our Illinois troops with those from other states, numbering in all 5000 +men, proceeded to Monterey, thence to Buena Vista where we were +confronted by 20,000 Mexicans under the command of General Santa Anna, +who had no doubt of a speedy victory over us. On Washington's birthday, +Santa Anna sent a message to General Taylor to surrender, saying that he +did not wish to inflict useless slaughter. General Taylor declined, and +we fought. + +I shall never forget my feelings, but how shall I describe them? My +nerves were tense; they rang taut with unexpended energy. I felt death +near me. I thought of Dorothy constantly, but I was living with fate. + +The line of battle was formed where the valley was narrow. The lofty +mountains were on either side of us. Torrents had gullied the plain. The +Kentucky volunteers were posted at the left; the Indiana volunteers were +stationed near. Our regiment, together with a Texas company, formed the +remainder of the line which ran from the plain to the plateau. Extending +from these towards the mountains were placed other troops from Illinois, +from Indiana, and from Arkansas. Up the valley came Santa Anna, with his +20,000 Mexicans. + +He had sent General Ampudia to climb the mountain and fall upon our +troops at the left. The battle began in the afternoon and lasted till +night. + +At dawn Santa Anna advanced his troops in three columns in front of us. +And the battle began to rage. The Indiana troops retreated in disorder. +But the Illinoisians stood their ground, pouring forth sheets of flame +upon the Mexicans. We had to retreat. We were pressed back to the +narrows. Then General Taylor, hastening up, took command. Batteries were +opened. Grapeshot and canister were poured into the advancing Mexicans. +The cannon belched deadly fire. Colonel Davis had routed Ampudia at the +left. The Mexicans began to waver in front. We from Illinois and +Kentucky started in pursuit. We drove them into a deep ravine. + +Here suddenly they were reënforced by 12,000 men. They shot us down like +sheep. It was a slaughterhouse. But we fought like madmen. Our riflemen, +the squirrel hunters of Kentucky and Illinois, picked off the Mexicans +unerringly. Our batteries began to thunder again. Again the Mexicans +broke order. They started to run. We pursued them through the valley, +under the shadows of the great mountain. Night came.... The silence of +night and of our victory. + +We had won the battle! The Mexicans fled southward. Then we started to +bury our dead. Our losses were terrible. So many boys from Illinois were +hearsed in this bloody soil. Colonel Hardin was killed; but we were +commissioned to bring his body back to Jacksonville. + +This ended the war in northern Mexico. But meanwhile, as President Polk +could not buy California, he seized it. He ordered an American squadron +to take San Francisco and other harbors on the California coast. He sent +General Kearney with a cooperating force to this end. Kearney occupied +the city of Santa Fe and organized a temporary government for New +Mexico. The President also sent General Scott against the city of Mexico +and Vera Cruz and Cerro Gordo. These were taken; but they were used only +as levers in the settlement. + +What had been accomplished? We had fixed the Rio Grande as the Texas +boundary; we had added California, Nevada, Arizona, New Mexico, Wyoming, +and Utah to the American domain. With Oregon acquired Douglas' +ocean-bound republic was realized. Was it to prove his lasting triumph, +or his undoing? + +I had been gone less than a year. I was eager to reach Chicago, but I +had to stop off at Jacksonville to help bury the body of Colonel Hardin. +We made his grave near the grave of my father and not far from +Lamborn's. + +What had happened in my absence? How should I find the home that I had +left? If Dorothy should be dead, or Mother Clayton, or Mammy or Jenny? + +I rang the bell. Jenny came to the door. She gave a cry. Mammy came +hurrying through the hall; then Mother Clayton, flinging her arms upward +in dumb delight. Then Dorothy, lovely in her young motherhood, carrying +our boy, the tears running down her cheeks. She could not speak. She +could only rub her cheek against mine, press her lips to mine, hold our +little boy's laughing and uncomprehending lips to mine. We cried. We +uttered broken words. + +I entered. The door closed behind me. I was home. All was well. I sat +down. All looked at me. Jenny and Mammy loitered in the room. I wanted +to speak. But what had I to say? Nothing! Such happiness at being home! +So we sat until I broke the silence by asking: "When was the baby born?" +Mother Clayton replied: "He is five weeks old to-morrow." Then we all +laughed. We had broken this heavy silence with such simple words. And +after that, many words, much laughter; and later a wonderful meal +prepared by the delighted hands of Mammy and Jenny. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + + +But what of Douglas? During the war I had been entirely out of touch +with him. What was he doing? What had he accomplished? What was now +stirring in his restless imagination? They all had news for me about him +and of varied import, according to their attitude. + +For one thing he had married while I was in the war. Mother Clayton +approved the marriage. Abigail mocked it. For his wife was a southern +woman, the owner of many slaves in Mississippi. Douglas had announced +that he would have nothing to do with her property, especially with the +slaves. But how was he to escape a derivative gain? So Abigail asked. I +knew that he disliked the institution; but here it was touching him +again in a peculiarly intimate way. Texas soiled him with its influence +and now his marriage identified him with it. He might regard it, if he +would, as a domestic matter like the liquor business, which Maine had +just now laid low by a prohibition law. As he would not be a liquor +dealer, so he would not be a slave owner. But he was the next thing to +it in the circumstance of his marriage. + +But in my absence he had moved to Chicago, and this gave me great +happiness. I should now see much of him. He was speculating in land and +growing rich. He was advocating the immediate construction of the +Illinois Central railroad. He had been triumphantly reelected to +Congress. The Mexican War had helped to do that for him. He was only +thirty-four, but a great and growing figure. + +Chicago had changed in my absence. The second water system, consisting +of a reservoir at the corner of Michigan Avenue and Water Street, and a +pump, operated by a 25-horsepower engine, was soon to be supplanted by a +crib sunk in the lake 600 feet from shore, from which the water was to +be drawn by a 200-horsepower engine. The lake traffic had increased +enormously. The Illinois and Michigan canal was soon to be opened. + +Mother Clayton had saved for me the copies of Niles' _Register_ and had +marked passages in Douglas' speeches in Congress, particularly his +effective retorts to the aged J. Q. Adams, who pursued Douglas with +inveterate hostility. It was all about the slavery question. + +I looked Douglas up as soon as possible. We invited him and his young +wife to dinner. Surely he had found a charming and interesting mate. We +now had so much of life in common and of mutual memory to draw upon. He +was eager to hear of the war, the battles I had been in. He was very +proud of me and happy beyond measure that I had come out of the war +without a scar. + +How strange about Colonel Hardin! "An able man, that," said Douglas, +"but I don't believe he ever forgave me for taking the state's +attorneyship from him." + +Abigail and Aldington were also at our dinner. Mrs. Douglas found +herself quite at home with Mother Clayton and Dorothy. I could see, +however, that she did not like Abigail. + +After that Douglas and I had many meetings. He was full of ideas and +absorbed in various activities. He was pugnacious and energetic. But +what friends he made! He passed in and out of my view frequently, now +that we lived in the same city. And before I knew it, scarcely before +there was any talk of it, he was selected as United States Senator from +Illinois. + +It was in December of 1847. He was within some four months of his +thirty-fifth birthday. He had now had an uninterrupted career of +political triumph. His one defeat for Congress, when he ran the first +time, could scarcely be counted against him. + +But to my English eyes, in spite of all my admiration for the man, I saw +much imperfection in his intellectual make-up, due in part I think to +the haste with which he had lived. He had an adroitness and a fertility +of mind which were altogether amazing. Yet he was like Chicago: of quick +and phenomenal growth. His protective coloration was like Chicago's, +which covered its ugliness and its irregularity with bunting and flags +on a holiday. He was growing up rapidly, as Chicago was growing up. +Chicago was facing greater problems as its population increased; and as +Douglas rose into higher power, thicker complications entangled him. He +dragged after him the imperfect education of his youth, the opinions of +his immaturity. He was now enmeshed in the problems of the new +territories, and always, slavery. Prepared or not, he would fight for +his principles. If defeated he would rise quickly; if triumphant he +advanced. + +As leisure was possible to me, and because of Dorothy's somewhat frail +health, we decided to give up the Chicago house this winter and spend +the season in Washington. We would take Mother Clayton, of course, and +Mammy and Jenny. I would thus have the chance to watch the contests in +Congress in which I was so profoundly interested. I wished to witness +Douglas' part in these great affairs. Some of the old giants were still +there: Calhoun, Webster. How would Douglas face these great men? Above +all, the shreds of a decaying past were stretching themselves forward to +enter the texture of the new weaving. How would the two pieces be +connected? Would it be a patchwork? + +Douglas had come to me offering an appointment in Illinois. When I +declined this, he suggested a consulship on the continent, or in London. +But I could not see my way clear to leave America. I had too many +interests now, and I wished to see the unfolding of events here. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + + +We found Washington much as Dickens had described it seven years before. +The avenues were broad. They began in great open spaces and faded into +commons equally unbounded. They seemed to lead nowhere. There were +numerous streets without houses. There were public buildings without a +public. There were thoroughfares that had no markings but ornaments. The +residences had green blinds and red and white curtains at the windows +almost without an exception. Grass grew in the avenues. The distances +were great, separating the new public buildings from easy access. +Brickyards were in the center of the city, from which all the bricks had +been taken, leaving only dust, which was stirred by gusts of wind +filling the air at times to suffocation. Pennsylvania Avenue was +grotesque with its big and little buildings, its small and impoverished +shops set between the more splendid windows of jewelry and fabrics. It +was in such sharp contrast with Chicago. No noise here. No smell. +Instead of lumbering drays, many carriages; instead of bustle, leisure; +instead of commercial haste, languid strolling along Pennsylvania +Avenue. And there at its head stood the unfinished Capitol; and at its +other end the executive mansion now occupied by President Polk, and +soon to be the residence of the hero of the Mexican War, Zachary Taylor; +and soon of Millard Fillmore. + +Dorothy and I and Mother Clayton visited the places of interest at once. +We went to the Patent Office and saw the model of the Morse telegraph. +We looked at the Declaration of Independence displayed in a glass case +at the Department of State. We stood before Trumbull's pictures of the +celebrated men of an earlier day. We went to the room of the Spring +Court, saw the judges in their black robes, the thin intellectual Chief +Justice Taney at the center. We went to the slave market, where the +capital of the republic trafficked in human flesh for itself and the +surrounding country. Lottery tickets were openly sold. Negroes thronged +the streets. They were the domestic servants, the laborers, the hackmen. +A raggedness, a poverty, a shiftlessness, characterized external +Washington. Washington was not Chicago. + +We found that Douglas had settled himself handsomely with his young and +charming wife. He entertained a great deal, and was entertained in turn. +We dined back and forth with each other. And because of Mrs. Douglas' +friendship Dorothy found her social pleasures assured and advanced. + +Washington like other cities in America was struggling out of the earth. +The whole country was in a similar throe. Everywhere were great dreams +partly realized. One could not help but imagine what the nation would +become, just as one could not look at the unfinished Capitol at the end +of Pennsylvania Avenue without completing its lines in imagination. + +We had come to New York City by boat, as I had gone to Chicago by boat +in 1833; but in New York we had taken a train to Philadelphia, claimed +our baggage at the station, transferred to another station, and taken +another train through Baltimore to Washington. The cities of the East +were now in telegraphic communication with each other: Washington with +Baltimore and New York; Philadelphia and Newark were joined. Polk's +election had been flashed by the telegraph. And news now came to +Washington on every subject: markets, fires, catastrophes, elections. +The public press was very active. The country was in a ferment. The +great West agitated the more sensitive, the listening East. From beyond +the Atlantic news of thrilling import poured upon us. In truth the whole +world was trembling at the threshold of a new era. Douglas was keenly +conscious of these world changes. They occupied my own thoughts. + +In France Louis Philippe had been dethroned, a republic had been +established with Louis Napoleon as President. The ideas of the +revolution had worked a democratic triumph as to the suffrage and the +form of the government. This was February, 1848, the same month that +Douglas made his first speech in the Senate. + +This February revolution in France had lighted the fires of liberty +throughout Europe. In England there was agitation and violence. The +people there were demanding the right to vote. In Italy there was a cry +for reform and free constitutions. Mazzini was proclaiming the fact that +the people in Spain, Hungary, Germany, Poland, Russia, were oppressed. +He called the cause of all peoples a common cause. The French Revolution +had announced the liberty, equality and fraternity of individual men; +the new revolution should proclaim the liberty, equality and fraternity +of nations. Cavour and Garibaldi were getting ready to bring about the +unification of Italy. The Germans had gained some liberties in 1830. But +when Paris broke into shouts for freedom in 1848, the news went across +the Rhine and the German liberals arose and demanded a constitutional +government. Metternich was obliged to flee the country. The Emperor +Ferdinand abdicated in favor of his nephew, and the people's +constitution was granted. There were rioting and bloodshed in the +streets of Berlin. + +As a result of all this, thousands of Europeans were fleeing to America, +the land of the free. Yet there were the slave markets in Washington, +New Orleans, all through the South. And Congress was about to consider +the new territory which had come as a result of the Mexican War and the +Oregon settlement. How would Douglas react to these world movements? How +would he interpret them? Who could stand against this world-wide +avalanche? With the North now greatly the superior of the South in +wealth, in railroads, mines, in agricultural productiveness, what could +the South do for her slaves and her cotton? What would the Titans--iron, +coal, gold, copper, wheat, corn--do to the Giant of cotton? + +I heard Douglas' first speech in the Senate and interpreted it against +this background. He had already been made chairman of the committee on +territories, and thus placed in the very midst of the fight touching the +annexations. The great Webster was here. He had opposed the annexation +of Texas and the Mexican War, and was the spokesman of the Whig party. +He had split metaphysical hairs with Calhoun, also here. Calhoun +declared that the Constitution was over the territory and by that fact +carried slavery into it; no imperialism in America. To this Webster +rejoined that the territory was the property of the United States and +not a part of it. Hence the Constitution was not over it and slavery +could be kept out of it. This was implied powers in favor of liberty. +Calhoun's doctrine was: Constitutional government in the interests of +slavery. To such dialectics had the matter come. Mazzini might contend +for liberty, equality, and fraternity for individuals and nations. Here +in America the questions were more subtle. Clay was not here but soon to +be here. Hale of New Hampshire was here, an astringent personality, +eager to challenge young Douglas from Illinois. + +The question was the Mexican treaty. Senator Hale injected abolitionism +into Douglas' speech. Calhoun characterized Douglas' retort to Hale as +equal in offensiveness to Hale's remark, which elicited the retort. The +battle was on. We now had occasion to be proud of our friend. He stood +forth with such self-possession, such dignity. With great emphasis he +announced that he had no sympathy with abolitionism; but neither did he +look with favor upon the extreme view of the South. "We protest," said +Douglas, in his great musical voice, facing the southern Senators, +"against being made puppets in this slavery excitement, which can +operate only against your interests and the building up of those who +wish to put you down. In the North it is not expected that we should +take the position that slavery is a positive good, a positive blessing. +If we did assume such a position it would be a very pertinent inquiry, +why do you not adopt this institution? We have moulded our institutions +in the North as we have thought proper; and now we say to you of the +South, if slavery be a blessing, it is your blessing; if it be a curse, +it is your curse; enjoy it--on you rests all the responsibility. We are +prepared to aid you in the maintenance of all your constitutional +rights; and I apprehend that no man, South or North, has shown more +constantly than I a disposition to do so. But I claim the privilege of +pointing out to you how you give strength and encouragement to the +Abolitionists of the North." + +Mother Clayton had been long schooled in the questions which vexed the +matter of slavery. She thought Douglas showed great courage in these +words, but she was not satisfied with them. She felt that the South had +not been protected in its rights and that Douglas owed it to the South +to stand with the southern Senators. His position was not definite +enough to suit her. He should say that slavery went into the territories +by law, or was kept out by law. Douglas' thesis might be judicial but it +laid him open to doubts. + +This was our talk as we walked away from the Capitol. Dorothy was +fatigued by the experience. She was interested, but the debate exhausted +her. What she wished more than anything was peace for the whole country. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + + +I had had a delirium in the serious illness through which Zoe had nursed +me, in which a blue fly crawling up the windowpane, sliding down the +windowpane, buzzing in the corner of the frame where it could neither +climb nor get through nor think of returning into the room--in which +this fly took on the semblance of Napoleon. My imagination was then full +of Napoleon; and my father had suffered because of him at the battle of +Waterloo. And as I sat in the gallery of the Senate, Webster, Calhoun, +Hale, Cass, and Douglas reminded me of this hallucination. They seemed +to me like flies at the windowpane of Texas and California and Oregon, +beating their wings against the dark glass of the future. They were like +insects, caught in the rich gluten of circumstances and buzzing as they +sought to make their way. + +This winter sad news came to me of the death of my dear grandmother, +whom I had planned all along to see again. Now it could not be. My life +had been hurried forward with such varied events, and with all the +rapidity of America's development. I had worked with great industry in +putting the farm on a paying basis. I had run at high speed in Chicago. +I was still living fast in plans and activities. Douglas was full of +the subject of railroad extension, and I was drawn into that. He was +trying to formulate a plan for the Illinois Central railroad; and my +interests in Chicago drew me to that plan. He was also talking of +founding a university in Chicago. These were the subjects of our many +talks. Our visits took place at his house or at mine, as he rarely went +with me to the places of amusement which I frequented. + +A theatrical company had come to Washington from New York which was +playing in repertoire, _Jack Sheppard_, _Don César de Bazan_, _His Last +Legs_, _London Assurance_, _Old Heads and Young Hearts_, and some other +dramas. Dorothy and Mrs. Douglas were devotees of the theater. I enjoyed +_Richelieu_ and _Macbeth_, and I had seen Forrest as Sir Charles +Overreach and Claude Melnotte; but for many of the plays I did not care. +Douglas was indifferent to the theater. He was himself too much of a +player on the stage of American affairs to be illusioned by any mimic +representation. + +On a night when Dorothy and I were dining with Douglas and Mrs. Douglas, +Dorothy and Mrs. Douglas conceived the idea of going off to see the play +of _Charlotte Temple_; for we had overflowed the lesser talk at the +dinner table by our discussion of railroads. Accordingly they left us, +and Douglas and I settled down to an intimate evening, of which we were +beginning to have many. We set a quart bottle of whisky between us, +drinking from it from time to time as the evening progressed. Both of +us had a fair capacity. And without either of us becoming more than well +stimulated, we nearly consumed the bottle by the time Mrs. Douglas and +Dorothy returned. + +This evening I studied Douglas with more than usual care. I had been +struck at dinner by his great devotion to Mrs. Douglas. He treated her +with a high-bred chivalry, a constant kindness. I was really trying to +get at the emotional side of his nature as to things that did not +relate, for example, to an ocean-bound republic. After all, his attitude +toward men was one of guarded friendship. He attached men to himself +with ardor and loyalty. In turn he gave loyalty and a certain ardor too. +But he was really analytical of men. He was suspicious of disinterested +friendship. He saw selfish considerations as the social bond. Hence he +had less and less patience with New England. The radicals who talked God +and benevolence and fraternalism were anathema to him. They had nothing +to lose; therefore, they could chant a goodness as to the loss of +others; they could praise self-sacrifice, having nothing themselves to +sacrifice. As for human love, what was it but the feeling evoked by +consideration? Pay a man well and he will love you. Give him good +working conditions and he will tolerate the service. Put him to the test +by short pay or bad conditions and he will hate you. All of this pointed +to the love of men and women. I tried to draw him out on this. I do not +know what the lack of his mind was, whether of subtlety or imagination. +At any rate it was a realm of thought to which his face was a blank, and +to which his mind seemed to have no reaction. + +He turned now to the Oregon settlement. He was still furious over it, +still indignant at Polk. He had stood for 54:40 as the northern +boundary; he was chagrined at the 49th parallel. Why had Polk fulminated +first for 54:40 and faded off to the 49th parallel? England! He hated my +mother country with a deep and rancorous hatred. Coming from Vermont he +had taken into his bones a poison for the British atrocities of the +Revolution; he loathed England for her conduct of the War of 1812, the +ruthless burning of Washington, with all its priceless records of the +early days of the republic. He was eager, restive to fight England. +England's invulnerableness tantalized him; her habitual luck infuriated +him. Her ownership of the right thing at the right place and time +mystified him. Concretely now there were the Mosquito Islands off the +coast of Honduras which England claimed to own, but Douglas thought +without any right. He was advocating the cutting of a canal across +Nicaragua. What would England do? She would try to use the Mosquito +Islands as a basis of agreement for joint control with the United States +of the canal--in spite of the Monroe Doctrine. Why would not all +statesmen rise with him in the assertion of a title to the whole of +North America? Was America in the business of pirating around the shores +of Europe to pick up islands, or promontories like Gibraltar? Not at +all. Then why should England be tolerated in this Western Hemisphere? +What divided the American imagination? The old loyalists and royalists +who had become the Federalists under Hamilton, who were now the Whigs +with the same banking scheme, the same old tariff, the same old hatred +of democratic government, the same hypocrisy, the same disingenuous and +devious policies. There was but one American party, one pure-blooded +party, good for the East and the West, friendly to every just thing that +the East desired, understanding the West; that was the Democratic party! +It stood for America. It envisioned the needs of the greatness of +America. It had fought the war against England and Mexico. It had +created the American domain. And now these old defeated and crooked +monarchists who had stood in the way of America's progress were seizing +upon a moral issue, upon slavery, with which to befool a democratic +electorate naturally responsive to the arguments of liberty. They had +opposed the Mexican War; they had brought up the slavery question at +every important juncture to confound counsels and perplex otherwise easy +solutions. But what one of them would give back Texas, New Mexico, +California, to Mexico? Would Webster? Would Hale? No, not one of them +would do this. + +The campaign of 1848! What would the Whigs do? They would use this +Democratic Mexican War to get into power. They would appeal to the war +spirit which they had dishonored; they would use a national gratitude +for service in the despised war to get the offices and control the +administration. Would Clay win the Whig nomination? Not at all. It would +be Zachary Taylor, the hero of the Mexican War, the slave owner of +Louisiana. This party was over virtuous on the slavery matter, lending +an unofficial ear to Garrison and other agitators, but it had been +careful not to take a party stand on the question. It would continue to +play with the subject. It would put forward a southern slave owner to +catch the southern Whigs, and at the same time use his war record to +move the pure-blooded and American vote. + +Would the Abolitionists put up a ticket? Perhaps. What would come of +arraying section against section? Suppose slavery could be put to a +vote. In 1840 the Abolitionists had polled 7,000 votes in the country. +In 1844, 60,000. This proved that it was not difficult to throw a +firebrand into America's affairs. Suppose this vote grew and an +Abolitionist President should ultimately be elected? What of American +progress in such a contingency? What of a wrecked republic before the +greedy eyes of England, the envious hands of kings? Why should such +folly be? Let the slavery question alone. Keep it out of the way of +American development. Let the territories decide for themselves whether +they would have slavery or not; let the states coming in do so, with +slavery or without, as they chose. + +We took a drink every now and then, and Douglas turned to the subject +of railroad extension. He told me of a certain Asa Whitney. Whitney had +lived in China. He had returned to America in 1844, urging that a +railroad across the continent would bring the trade of China to the +United States and enable American merchants to control it. If a canal +were built, supplemented by a railroad across that part of the Isthmus +of Panama not traversed by the canal, about 115 miles, the distance +between New York and San Francisco would be shortened by 1100 miles, and +from New Orleans to San Francisco by 1700 miles. This related to the +proposed Tehuantepec canal. Ah! but England had already got an interest +in this route. So Whitney proposed a railroad from Lake Michigan through +the Rocky Mountains to the Pacific. He had laid this plan before the +Senate in 1845, showing that if a railroad were built the journey from +New York to the mouth of the Columbia River could be made in eight days, +and to China in thirty days. A naval station on the Columbia River, but +eight days from Washington city, and the Pacific could be commanded; +next, the Indian Ocean and the South Seas. Oregon would become a great +state at once. The commerce of China, Japan, Manila, Australia, Java, +Calcutta, and Bombay would be ours. What would England say to this? Oh, +yes, the Abolitionists might object! Freedom for the negro at any +sacrifice. "Let us have a drink," said Douglas, with a laugh. + +"I am for this plan," said Douglas. "True, he wants $65,000,000--that +is, he wants to raise that much and has asked Congress for a grant of +land sixty miles wide across the continent with which to get the money. +He is on a lecture tour now, I hear, and has got the Boards of Trade of +New York, Cincinnati, Louisville, and some others to favor his plan. As +usual, like all other things, the rivalry between the North and the +South will affect the route. The Mexican annexations make it necessary +to run the road farther south. There is to be a convention in St. Louis +soon about the matter, and I intend to go to it." + +"What do you think about gold being discovered in California? Now I +wonder if Webster does not want to give California back to Mexico. A +good joke on us if the Whigs win the next election. How can they play +with things in this way?" + +We heard some one at the door. Douglas stood up, poured himself another +drink, and said: "To the University of Chicago." + +Then Dorothy and Mrs. Douglas entered. Mrs. Douglas pointed to the +nearly empty bottle and said: "You have had a good time I see." She sat +on the arm of Douglas' chair and began to smooth out his unruly locks. +"You missed a good play," she said. "We had a very good drama here," +said Douglas. Dorothy was pulling at me to go home. + +When we arrived we found Mother Clayton laughing and scolding over +Dickens' _American Notes_. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + + +Our stay in Washington had come to an end and the campaign was on. + +I was building a business block in Chicago, which had come to a tangle +owing to labor conditions. Throughout the country there was a movement +for the ten-hour day, and there were many strikes, particularly in the +East. + +We decided to return to Chicago by way of New York. Dorothy was in great +anxiety about Mammy and Jenny lest they be kidnapped along the way. +Desperate characters were about who picked up negroes in the North and +sold them in the South. It was as common a matter as robbing a bank or +picking a pocket. We kept a close watch on Mammy and Jenny. In New York +we rode together in a carriage. But this was also made necessary by the +fact that negroes were not permitted to use the street cars. + +The city now had half a million people; but I found the old places, like +Niblo's Garden, and again walked to Washington Square whither I had +taken my lonely way so many years before. Leaving our boy, Reverdy, with +Mammy and Jenny at the Astor House, Dorothy and I spent much time in +sightseeing. + +Broadway was our particular delight. Though it was poorly paved, and +dimly lighted at night, it was a scene of great fascination. It was the +great promenade. Omnibuses, cabs, hacks, trucks rolled through it all +day long. There were footmen in livery; luxury was displayed in the +equipages. There were crowds of foreigners; and ragged boys and girls +who sold matches or newspapers. New York had the penny newspaper. We +looked out upon the street in the early morning, when the workers +streamed to their tasks. We saw it at breakfast time, when the bankers +hurried toward Wall Street, and the lawyers were going to court, or to +their offices in Nassau and Pine streets. In the afternoon ladies, +richly dressed, dandies, and loafers crowded the sidewalks. There was +fashion in abundance; wonderful silks, ermine cloaks, furs, feathers, +gorgeous costumes of all sorts. Gold had been discovered in California! +The Mexican cessions and Oregon could be felt on Broadway. In the shops +articles from every part of the world were for sale. There were ladies' +oyster shops, ladies' reading rooms, and ladies' bowling alleys. + +We drove to the new residence districts, like La Fayette Place, Waverly +Place, Washington Square, and lower Fifth Avenue. We went down to the +Battery from which I had looked with lonely eyes on the ships and the +bay fifteen years before. The sailing vessels were giving way to the +steamship. The Cunarder _Canada_ was in port, 250 feet long, of 2000 +horsepower, and with a speed of eleven knots an hour. Everywhere we +encountered the New York policemen who had taken the place of the +night-watch of 1833. They were all in uniform too. They had made a fight +against the uniforms, upon the principle that all men are free and +equal, and that they would not be liveried lackeys. But they had come to +it. We also attended the theater frequently, like the Chatham and the +Olympic. But most wonderful of all was Barnum's Museum, in which that +great showman had collected dwarfs and giants, fat women and human +skeletons. + +I felt impelled to hurry to Chicago, but Dorothy wanted to shop and so +we stayed on. One day I had an agreeable surprise in meeting with +Yarnell as we were entering the Astor House. I had not seen him since I +parted with him in 1833, on my way west. He was now about forty-five +years of age, but looked as youthful as when I first saw him, and was +more of a dandy. He touched my arm as I passed him. I recognized him at +once and presented him to Dorothy. As Dorothy was anxious to return to +our son, she left me with Yarnell who wished to join me at luncheon. + +He took me to the Hone Club, which was the resort of good livers and men +about town. After ordering the meal we set to the comparison of notes. +He was eager to hear about the West and of Chicago. He could scarcely +believe that Detroit and Milwaukee had a population of about 20,000 +each, and that Chicago had distanced them with 30,000. I told him of our +canal, which was done, and of our great shipping. Illinois had more than +300 miles of railroad, and we were building more at a rapid rate. This +led, of course, to Douglas. Yarnell wanted to hear more of him. I told +Yarnell of the beginning of my friendship with Douglas; how he had +helped me from the stage to Mrs. Spurgeon's house in Jacksonville; of +our friendship since that time, and of our winter in Washington. Then we +fell to talking of Webster and Seward. Seward was a power in New York, +now about forty-seven years of age; but Yarnell did not like him. +Webster had wavered, particularly before the logic of Calhoun. But, +after all, was not Webster cribbed by his New England environment? +Seward had since been an anti-Masonic, had attended its national +convention in 1830. Then he had joined the Whigs, in order to oppose +Jackson. Nearly all lunacies had gone into the composition of the Whigs. +What about this observance of the law, the higher law included? Why did +not Seward honor the requisition of the Governor of Virginia for the +return of a fugitive slave? Then we took up Greeley. His daily _Tribune_ +was now having an enormous circulation. Greeley and Seward were not +friends, but there was much of spiritual kinship between them. We grew +humorous over recounting the new movements: Spiritualism, women's +rights, and temperance. "Do you know what happened right here in New +York?" said Yarnell. "The Millerites got ready for the Second Advent of +Christ, and there was a shop in the Bowery which displayed a large +placard with the words 'muslin for ascension robes.'" + +"Don't you see how clearly Douglas' compact mind stands out against all +this folly?" "Yes," said Yarnell, "but how is Douglas going to stand out +against it? These various reformers never get tired, and they are so +numerous that they will overwhelm any man. Besides that, you find able +minds like Seward and Greeley taking up with them. Is it the same way +out in Chicago?" "Not so much so," I said. "We have many foreigners out +our way, and they give a different quality to the civilization. Come out +and see." + +Yarnell walked with me back to the Astor House, and we parted. + +I found Dorothy in tears, almost hysterical. Jenny, in her absence, had +stepped from the room for a moment. She had not returned. She could not +be found. I went on the streets, I searched everywhere. I drove to the +open squares, to the Battery. I enlisted the aid of policemen, but they +were none too friendly. I went to the _Tribune_ and inserted an +advertisement. The hotel employees took a hand. But no Jenny. She was +deeply attached to our boy. She could not have willingly wandered away. +She must have been kidnapped. + +Dorothy cried herself to sleep. I sat through half the night at the +window, looking out upon Broadway, listening, at last, to the stir and +sounds of dawn. Jenny had been in the Clayton family almost from her +birth; an associate of Mammy's for many years. The affection that +existed between Dorothy and Jenny was intimate and tender. Dorothy +depended upon her for everything. I went to Dorothy and took her in my +arms, trying to console her. She was as deeply affected as if she had +lost a sister. All that day we searched for Jenny. The days went by, and +we did nothing but try to find her. Our loss became the talk of the +hotel. The newspapers took up the story. Where was Jenny; in whose +hands; what fate had she met? Our boy cried for her, and Mrs. Clayton +was inconsolable. But at last we had to move on to Chicago. Was Jenny +kidnapped? We never knew. We only knew that we never saw her again. This +was the sordidness of slavery, its temptation to the meanest passions, +the lowest lusts. The loss of Jenny made me hate it. + + + + +CHAPTER XL + + +I had many business vexations on returning to Chicago. But also the +campaign of 1848 was on, and I was deeply interested in it. I had passed +through the panic of 1837, but I was not then conscious that a labor +movement was on. That panic had stayed it, for a mason or a carpenter +was glad of work in those hard days. Then prosperity had revived and now +it was in full tide due to a world condition; but in America also due to +expansion and railroad building. Mr. Van Buren, in 1840, then being +President, and seeking, as his enemies said, to influence the labor +vote, had issued an executive order to the effect that laborers and +mechanics need work but ten hours a day. Soon after this the bricklayers +of Pittsburgh formed a union, the journeyman tailors of Washington +opened a shop of their own; the workingmen of Philadelphia got into +politics with an Equal Rights party. The laborers everywhere were +advocating organization and cooperation and strikes as a means to good +wages. In New York the laborers' union association had demanded a dollar +a day, made out a political program, which involved opposition to any +candidate who did not support the interests of workingmen. Sometimes the +militia had to be called out, as in 1846 when some Irish workers on a +strike were supplanted by Germans. Horace Greeley had naturally taken a +hand in this movement. It attracted the humanitarian mind. The +revolutionary processes in Europe of this year, the success of the +socialists in France, had a marked influence upon the conditions in +America. Meetings were held to congratulate the Chartists in England, +the followers of Louis Blanc in France. Strikes were on in Boston and +Philadelphia. I was caught in this world drift. I had a strike on my +building in Chicago. + +I had left my affairs in the hands of an agent manager, who did not +assume authority to meet the terms of the strikers. Upon my return I was +obliged to settle it myself. I did this by promptly acceding to the +demands made upon me. What was a quarter of a dollar more a day to me? I +wanted my building to be finished. + +One could not escape observing all this rebellion abroad and in America, +this awakening of the worker, this fight for human rights upon slavery +in the South, even if he did not have it brought to his mind in the +concrete way that I did. Slavery might be wrong, that was one thing; it +might cut into the rights, first or last, of the free worker; but if the +negro was owned in body and in energy, and his labor taken for nothing, +except the food, shelter, and clothing required to keep him efficient, +was that anything but just a matter of degree from the case of the white +man who was paid so much a day, enough to give him food, shelter, and +clothing, and thus keep him a fit machine? Thus there was a moral +sympathy between the white workers and the black workers; all were +making money for an upper man. If it was wrong to appropriate all the +black man's labor, it was wrong to appropriate too much of the white +man's labor. The Declaration of Independence was a hard nut to crack. +While only a few hare-brained agitators wanted negro equality, even +Douglas did not like slavery. + +The new lands of the West brought fresh troubles to Douglas and +desperate struggles to the South. The emigration of revolutionaries from +Europe added to the enemies of the slave system. It was hard for them to +understand that the Declaration of Independence did not include the +negro. + +This was the state of affairs in the campaign of 1848. The Democrats had +nominated Mr. Cass, of Michigan, for President, and presented him to the +people on a platform which placed the responsibility for the Mexican War +upon the aggressions of Mexico; it congratulated the American soldiers +of that war for having crowned themselves with imperishable glory; it +tendered to the Republic of France fraternal salutations upon the +success of republican principles, upon the recognition by the French of +the inherent right of the people in their sovereign capacity to make and +amend their forms of government. It spoke for American Democracy, a +sense of the sacred duty, by reason of these popular triumphs abroad, to +advance constitutional liberty, to resist monopolies. It advocated a +constant adherence to the principles and compromises of the +Constitution. It praised the administration of Mr. Polk for repealing +the tariff of 1842, and making a start toward free trade. + +And not a word about slavery. The convention voted down a resolution +which favored "non-interference with the rights of property of any +portion of the people of this confederation, be it in the states or the +territories, by any other than the parties interested in them." + +What of the Whigs? They made no declaration of principles whatever. +Complete silence. They nominated General Taylor, as Douglas had +predicted, upon his record in the Mexican War, the war successfully +prosecuted by President Polk, and through which California, with her +gold, had come to the United States. Taylor, the slave owner of +Louisiana! But this was not the end of Whig cunning. Millard Fillmore +was nominated for Vice President. He was from New York, had been in +Congress, had opposed the annexation of Texas, was a tariff man, had +fought side by side with J. Q. Adams for the abolition of slavery. But +also he had been the Congressman who had carried the appropriation of +$30,000 for Morse's telegraph. A mixed man! His good was Taylor's evil. +Taylor's evil was his good. + +Well, the native Americans had a ticket in the field; the Barn-burners +had a ticket in the field; and the Abolitionists. Mr. Van Buren was +running for President as a Barn-burner on a platform which declared +that there should be no more slave states, and no more slave territory. +Where was I to stand amid all this confusion and contradiction? +Naturally with Douglas. But I wanted to see what he had to say. + +It was not long before he came to Chicago and our interesting +association was renewed. He had had something of a quarrel with Mr. +Polk, but it had been patched up. Before now he had proposed that the +line of the Missouri Compromise be extended to the Pacific Ocean. Was +he, too, becoming uncertain of mind? Sometimes I thought he was +overworked, that his energies were concerned with too many subjects. He +was making speeches; he was talking railroads; he had his own political +fortunes to watch. The Whigs were gaining ground. He scoffed at them. He +derided their hypocrisy. He laughed at their piebald character. Yet he +saw a cunning plot in this presentation to the electorate of men who +appealed so diversely: Taylor of the South, and of slavery; Fillmore of +the North, and of free soil, backed by the powerful mercantilism of the +North, like the bank and the tariff. Both were using Jefferson to win +the mob, and Hamilton to satisfy the strong. + +It was in the fall just before the election that Reverdy and Sarah came +to visit us, bringing Amos, now about fourteen, and Reverdy Junior, +about twelve, and Nancy, who was ten. + +The Douglases came to dine with us, and after the dinner Reverdy, +Douglas, and I retired to the library. Again we had the bottle between +us, but Reverdy was an abstainer. He was satisfied with Douglas' +personal attitude toward slavery; Douglas' evident wish that the +institution was not among us; his refusal to have anything to do with +Mrs. Douglas' slaves. Reverdy was a man of peace and believed that +Douglas' non-interference policy would ensure peace. He approved of +leaving the matter of slavery to the people of the territories. He +feared a war, and he opposed the agitation that might bring it. At the +same time, he preferred a free soil and a free people. Reverdy was +typical of many men in America. And indeed, my heart went with Reverdy +in these things, even while my thinking went with Douglas. + +Douglas was now the master of his party in Illinois, and it seemed to me +that no one could dispute his leadership in the nation. He had perfected +the party organization in the state from the small beginnings of which I +have told. He was proud of his work and the strength and discipline of +his party. He looked forward to victory this fall over the +hermaphroditic ticket of Taylor and Fillmore. He was never more +brilliant than he was this evening. He was compelling to look at, not +when standing, for then his short legs caricatured and belittled his +great body. But when he was seated his wonderful face and majestic head +truly represented his nature. + +Outside the house, in the streets, we could hear the cries, "free soil, +free speech, free labor, and free men!" Douglas looked annoyed, ironic +lights passed across his face. He said in a satiric way: "Just listen +to that." These cries could not be met by direct denial, by an +epigrammatic retort. One could not so aptly say "slave banks, slave +tariffs, slave labor conditions." These required arguments to expound. +If labor conditions presaged slavery for white men were they freed by +negro slavery? Was not this roar outside of the house a part of the +tumult in Germany and France? Was not this America hailing Europe? Had +not this crowd caught up the Democratic platform which congratulated the +republicans of France? What would the German vote do, the Irish vote, +all the foreign vote? Had not the Whigs, marching through these streets +of Chicago, captured all the effective thunder of the Democratic party? + +As Douglas sat before us I saw him as a giant around whom great forces +were gathering. The light played a curious trick with his forehead, +throwing part of it into fantastic shadows. There was a moment's silence +in which the deep brilliancy of his eyes flashed upon me. Then his great +voice spoke again: "It is easy to have a war--among ourselves." Reverdy +looked at Douglas in a sort of terror. Just then Amos came to the door +to call us to see a political parade which was passing the house. + +We three arose, joining Mother Clayton, Dorothy, and Mrs. Douglas who +were already watching it. It was a demonstration of Free Soilers. +Douglas had voted against the prohibition of slavery in Texas. This was +the answer. These banners, bearing the words "Free Soil, Free Speech, +Free Labor, and Free Men," were the challenge. The men who bore them did +not know how to apply their principles to anything but the negro. +Douglas knew this. At the same time he knew that he had helped to create +this demonstration, that he had been influential in initiating this new +momentum. + +I looked at Douglas to see what effect the shouts, the pushing, running, +limp-stepped throng would have upon him. A smile flitted across his +face. His eyes were intense and concentrated. He made no comment. The +last men of the parade passed with shouts. A drunken marcher fell. The +lights faded. We turned into the room. Douglas was laughing. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + + +What was the result? General Taylor had 1,360,099 votes and 163 +electoral votes; Cass had 1,220,544 votes and 127 electoral votes. The +Abolitionists polled 300,000 votes in the country. The Free Soilers had +polled 291,263 votes in the country. Illinois was lost to General +Taylor. The Free Soilers had swept the northeastern counties. There had +been great Democratic desertions. Voltaire and Rousseau were still at +work. These fermentations of Europe had bubbled and exploded around +Chicago. The concrete thing known as negro slavery heard the rumble of +the ground. The tariff, the bank, imperial power in Congress unwittingly +renewed their strength--unwittingly on the part of the Free Soilers. + +A slave owner had become President; a man of the fresh blood of the +northwest of Michigan had been defeated. A New Yorker, wedded to the +tariff, had been put in place to be President by the death of General +Taylor. And Douglas found the forces that were to embattle him drawing +up in line. + +The state was saved to the local offices. The legislature was +Democratic, but it proceeded soon to instruct Douglas as Senator to +procure the enactment of laws for the territories for the exclusion of +slavery from them. The members from Egypt, however, sustained Douglas in +his position against the Wilmot Proviso, which sought to keep slavery +from Texas. The state was thus disrupted. The opposition to the +extension of slavery dated from 1787, from the work of Jefferson in +1800. However, let the people of the territories decide the matter. +Local self-government was a popular cry. Between saying that Congress +could keep slavery out of the territories, thereby treating the +territories as property, not as subordinate sovereignties, and Congress +sending slavery into the territories, because the Constitution was over +them, what juster pragmatism were possible than to let the people of the +territories decide the matter for themselves? If the general government +was one of granted powers, where did it get the right to prohibit +slavery in the territories? No such power could be indicated. + +Oh, well, there was opportunity for infinite speculation. At the same +time, here were the territories and here was slavery. The powerful North +was assuming a definite opposition to a weaker South. Iron and coal were +stronger than cotton. What was to be done by a man who had the burdens +of leadership? How should the whole people be at peace? Since slavery +could not be removed from the states, why not let its tendrils creep +into the territories and there flourish or wither according to the soil? +Since it was practical, not radical policy to confine it to the states, +and not to abolish it in the states, it was practical and not radical +policy to let the territories decide the matter for themselves. If the +first course aroused the fury of the Abolitionists, the second course +found no favor with the Free Soilers, and ambitious Whigs, drawing upon +abolitionism and free soilism for food, for northern mercantilism and +for a larger slavery of both blacks and whites. + +I had now lived so long in America, seen so much of the country, read so +extensively of politics and history, that I was able to follow the +questions involved in this crisis. All the while I had the benefit of +Douglas' association, who talked to me intimately of his own plans and +of persons and issues, as they arose. There were calls upon him now to +resign the Senatorship; but he had no intention of doing so. His +fighting blood was aroused. He was hardened to contests and to +misunderstanding and abuse. He had been berated for coarseness and +charged with the half-culture of the West. His sagacity had been +caricatured as cunning; his presence of mind taken for vulgar audacity; +he was held up as a half-educated debater, filled with a miserable +self-sufficiency. He was attacked as a demagogue. The East held itself +aloof from him in unctuous self-righteousness, because of his stand in +the Mexican War. His fight for Oregon had aligned against him the +friends of England in America. Yet men were in power because of him. A +Whig had been elected President upon a war record of a fight for Texas. +Who wished to part with Texas, New Mexico, California, or Oregon? + +If Douglas had the slavocracy back of him and catered to it, he did not +have plutocracy back of him. If he had been a demagogue he would have +done the bidding of some faction. He did the bidding of no faction. His +mind was budding with railroads now, for the Far West. What he was now +doing made for a money control of the country in the future; but that +was not apparent to him. What one of us saw that we could not make an +ocean-bound republic without a supremacy of wealth, even if it was +brought about by a plebiscite? This did not make it democratic. + +It was at this time that Mother Clayton's health began to be frail, and +Dorothy was by no means strong. The winters in Chicago had been very +trying upon both of them. Just now I had so many interests that I could +not leave the city. But Mother Clayton wished to return to Nashville for +a few months, and Dorothy decided to go with her. Our boy was not as +robust as we should have wished. Mammy, by no means to be left out of +our consideration, was aging and longed for the old scenes of Nashville. +We closed our house, and I went to the hotel. Then Abigail and Aldington +were married. They went abroad to study European conditions. Thus the +most of my associations were interrupted. All but those I had with +Douglas. + +To go to Nashville was an inconvenient trip, but I made it on several +occasions. Once on a mission of deep sorrow. Mother Clayton died in +June just as she and Dorothy were preparing to join me in Chicago. I was +thinking of going to California on account of the gold discoveries. So I +brought Dorothy and Mammy back, although Mammy was very old and could +not be of much service. + +Thousands were turning their faces to the West. How to get there, how to +equip oneself, were the questions. Some went by Cape Horn, some by the +Isthmus of Panama, some by the overland route. Thousands joined +companies. Others bought ships or chartered them. The wildest of rumors +spread of the richness of the discoveries. Fabulous reports of fabulous +prices and wages in California were scattered broadcast. I wanted to go. +But why, after all? I could get richer, but why get richer? Besides, +there were my interests and Dorothy. I felt the adventurer stir within +me, and talked with Douglas about going. He did not wish me to leave +Chicago. What soil could be richer than that south of Madison Street? +Besides, he was working on the Illinois Central railroad project, and +that would mean all the money that I would care for, if I would take +advantage of the opportunities which the railroad would create. Then +there were the transcontinental lines to be built. A convention was soon +to be held in St. Louis, and Douglas wished me to go along with him. + +It was held in October and I went with Douglas to attend it. The +proposition was the construction of a railroad from the Mississippi to +the Pacific. The delegates were mostly from the Mississippi valley, +more than 800 in number, and Douglas made me a delegate from Illinois. +He was promptly elected to preside over the convention. The first thing +proposed was the construction of an emigrant route on the line of the +proposed railroad. This was in the interest of the gold seekers. A +delegate who said he had constructed more than 7000 miles of telegraph +offered to string a wire to California if Congress would lend its aid. +There should be stations along the way, with troopers to defend the +emigrants against Indians. The troopers could carry the mails, thus +insuring the delivery of a letter from St. Louis to San Francisco in +twelve days. Another delegate advised the convention that Charleston and +New Orleans would soon be joined by telegraph. As a means of +communication, he proposed that for the sending of messages from +Washington to Oregon, it could be done in fifteen days by transmitting a +telegram by boat from New Orleans to Laredo, and thence by telegraph to +some point on the Gulf of California; thence to San Francisco and to +Washington or Oregon again by boat. + +It was a vital, noisy assemblage of men; and Douglas was a perfect +talent as a presiding officer. His great voice could easily be heard +over the entire hall and it seemed altogether fitting, since he had so +long been interested in binding the country together with railroads and +telegraphs, that he should be the spokesman of this body of men, who +were inaugurating this magical transformation of America. + +The lobby of the hotel was full of faces of all descriptions. The +millionaire was there, the countryman, the slave dealer, the man with +the goatee. The barrooms and corridors were noisy with excitement, loud +talk of politics, of railroads, of trade, of slavery; denunciation of +the Whigs, curses for the defeat of Cass. I saw bloodshot eyes, reeling +steps, coarseness, cruelty, wastefulness in drink. Yankees and Dutch +were denounced as trash and as cowards and traitors. They had defeated +the Democratic party the previous fall. Plans were made on the moment +among various excited groups to go to California. A transcontinental +line must be put through at once. + +Amid this motley throng stood Douglas. He glowed in the admiration he +received. He was acclaimed, cheered; his hand was taken in a rough and +hearty manner by scores, wherever he stood or walked. One moment he was +talking with a group of men from Tennessee; again he was exchanging +salutations with Captain Grant, who was here now without prospects, +drinking too much, quite a sorry figure, lounging about waiting for +something to turn up. Not so with the dignified Major Sherman. He had +been to California, on field duty in the Mexican War. Now well groomed +and of fine bearing, he stood about the lobby interested in the +projected railroad. Douglas, Grant, Sherman,--all had a definite +relation to the Mexican War, and the new territory. Douglas seemed to be +taking renewed life from this interesting experience. I was his +companion all the time, loitering near as he talked to various +notables. I looked over this mass of humanity and thought of America as +a whole, and wondered what it would do with its rich possessions, and +its problems. Its fate seemed hopelessly entangled, in spite of the +material prosperity--perhaps because of it. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII + + +I felt now the truth of Webster's picturesque words that "the imprisoned +winds were let loose." We might have a transcontinental railroad, and +Douglas' Illinois Central might connect Chicago with the Gulf of Mexico. +All of this building might go forward successfully. But at the same time +the slavery question would not down. Even railroad building was a bone +of contention, for as to a line to California it had been debated +whether it should start from Chicago or from St. Louis. Hence it was +that every activity of Douglas had to reckon with the negro. There were +now great things to be done at Washington. And as Dorothy had enjoyed +herself so much during the winter that we had spent there, she was +urging me to return. I had my affairs now under better management, and +communication with Chicago was rather convenient; besides Dorothy was +not well. The loss of Jenny and the death of her mother had visibly +affected her health. I decided at last to spend the winter in +Washington. + +The trip from Chicago to New York by boat and by train was as wearisome +as before. When we arrived in New York, Dorothy had to take to her bed +and rest for two days before proceeding to Washington. + +We took a house again, keeping Mammy for intimate service and +supplementing her with two colored women who fitted in fairly well. Our +boy Reverdy was put in school. + +I began to attend the sessions of the Senate, taking Dorothy when she +wished to go. Clay of Kentucky, after an absence of eight years, was +back; here were also Webster and Calhoun, the lions of an earlier day. +They were enacting their last parts, trying to re-imprison the winds of +destiny, which the events of the Mexican War had set to roaring over the +land. Young America, in the person of Douglas, faced the hierarchy of +the earlier republic; and Seward of New York, older than Douglas by some +twelve years, but less versatile and attractive, stood now as a +spokesman for a new party. + +If there were pessimists who believed that the Union was in danger at +this time, Douglas was not of them. He could not see the South, if +reasonably accommodated, interfering with his ocean-bound republic. He +had elasticity, a fresh edge. The coldness of dying arteries was not +upon him, as in the case of Webster, Clay, and Calhoun. He had great +projects to forward, such as grants to secure the construction of the +Illinois Central railroad. He knew what railroads meant to the country. +He was of the West and he understood it. He was quick to offer a bill in +the Senate for a grant of land for the construction of this railroad +from Chicago to New Orleans, and it was passed. In the debate over the +bill Douglas of Illinois faced Webster of Massachusetts. It was a +dramatic antithesis. Douglas, young and devoted to the prairies, +Webster, old and fixed in his admirations for the East. The old question +of disunion arose. If we would have liberty and union forever, railroads +would insure them. Douglas had said that if the North should ever be +arrayed against the South, the pioneers of the northwest and the +southwest would balance the contest. Webster had spoken slightingly of +the West which Douglas so greatly loved. And these were Douglas' +inspiring and prophetic words in reply: + +"There is a power in this nation greater either than the North or the +South--a growing, increasing, swelling power that will be able to speak +the law to this nation and to execute the law as spoken. That power is +the country known as the Great West--the valley of the Mississippi, one +and indivisible from the Gulf to the Great Lakes, and stretching on the +one side and the other to the extreme sources of the Ohio and the +Mississippi--from the Alleghenies to the Rocky Mountains. There, sir, is +the hope of this nation, the resting place of the power that is not only +to control but to save the Union. We furnish the water that makes the +Mississippi; and we intend to follow, navigate, and use it until it +loses itself in the briny ocean. So with the St. Lawrence. We intend to +keep open and enjoy both of these great outlets to the ocean, and all +between them we intend to take under our special protection, and +preserve and keep as one happy, free, and united people. This is the +mission of the great Mississippi valley, the heart and soul of the +nation and the continent." + +Did these words have any definite meaning to Webster? He knew nothing of +the West. He sat with his leonine eyes fixed upon young America in the +person of Douglas. No, as for that, Douglas did not know how truly he +was speaking. He could not see in what manner time would fulfill his +words. No, not even though there was thrilling conviction in his great +voice, which filled the Senate chamber. + +On the subject of the territories Douglas had offered several bills of +his own. I can't remember their order, their substance, beyond the fact +that they looked to the territorial control of slavery. But I remember a +very cutting reply that he made to one Senator who interrupted him to +ask by what authority a territory could legislate upon slavery. "Your +bill conceded that a representative government is necessary--a +government founded upon the principles of popular sovereignty, and the +right of the people to enact their own laws; and for this reason you +give them a legislature constituted of two branches; you confer upon +them the right to legislate upon all rightful subjects of legislation, +except negroes. Why except negroes? I am not therefore prepared to say +that under the Constitution we have not the power to pass laws excluding +negro slaves from the territories. But I do say that if left to myself +to carry out my own opinions I would leave the whole subject to the +people of the territories themselves." + +In a sense Clay was the center of attraction, both because he had +returned after a long absence and because he was expected to use his +conciliatory power toward a settlement which would satisfy both the +North and the South. He had come to Washington expecting to be received +with open arms by President Taylor. He had been disappointed. He was not +overstrong, being in his seventy-third year. But his old charm had not +faded, his power over men had not abated. He had loved a drink, a game +of cards; he was a slave owner, from a slave state; he had not been +consistent in his thinking and his preachment. True to his peculiar gift +of leadership and negotiation, he had framed a compromise which provided +for the admission of California as a free state. This contradicted the +doctrine of the right of the state to come into the Union free or slave, +as it chose. The bill provided further for the admission of Utah and New +Mexico with or without slavery as they might choose. This impugned the +admissional doctrine of California. It provided for the abolition of the +slave trade in the District of Columbia, and for the passage of a +fugitive slave law, such as would satisfy the South. A motley bill! +Calhoun was against it. He demanded the extension of slavery into the +territory acquired from Mexico, and proposed an amendment to the +Constitution providing for two presidents, one from the South and one +from the North, with a veto over each other's acts. Any absurdity for +the sake of slavery! Perhaps disease had something to do with this +unreason. He died in April before any law was passed. + +Webster supported Clay's bill, thus standing for the admission of Utah +and New Mexico with or without slavery as they might decide. Douglas in +the discussion, with his eye for the concrete, pointed out that the +ordinance of 1787, and the Missouri Compromise as well, were practically +dead letters. As to the free law respecting Oregon, Oregon had +previously fixed the freedom status for herself. As to the fantastic +proposition of striking a balance between the North and the South, +giving them equal new states of freedom and slavery, he pointed out that +that was a moral and physical impossibility. The cause of freedom had +steadily advanced, the cause of slavery steadily failed. "We all look +forward with confidence to the time when Delaware, Maryland, Virginia, +Kentucky, and Missouri, and probably North Carolina and Tennessee, will +adopt a gradual system of emancipation. In the meantime we have a vast +territory, stretching from the Mississippi to the Pacific, which is +rapidly filling up with a hardy, enterprising, and industrious +population, large enough to form at least seventeen new free states. +Now, let me inquire, where are you to find the slave territory with +which to balance these seventeen free territories, or even any one of +them?" + +This was not exactly placating the South. Douglas missed his opportunity +as a demagogue. + +Turning to Webster Douglas said: "California came in free according to +those laws of nature and God to which the Senator of Massachusetts +alluded. It would be free under any bill you may pass or without any +bill at all." And Seward spoke for a law higher than the Constitution. +Well, there were many laws of justice, mercy, and ethics which the +Constitution did not comprehend. Still, if it came to a question of law, +what law was to be observed? The laws that were written, the laws +relating to the progress of the country, the laws that worked for peace +among the American people? If Webster could vote for this compromise, +surely Douglas could. Both might have to return to their homes, there to +face hostility arising from a different vision of the questions than +that these men had, acting upon their responsibility and attempting to +reconcile many interests. + +In point of fact, Douglas returned to Chicago to find a storm of +disfavor rising about him. His enemies were multiplying. His own state +was disappointed in him. The South distrusted him. But he had infinite +confidence in his own strength. Webster was declining, both he and Clay +were soon to die. But Douglas was only thirty-seven. More than thirty +years yet before he would reach their age. Clay's Compromises had become +a law. The slavery question was settled. Now for the Illinois Central +railroad. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + + +We returned from Washington to New York, for much was going on in the +metropolis. The newspapers day by day were full of Douglas and his +difficulties in Chicago. The common council had adopted a resolution +censuring Douglas, calling the Clay Compromises a violation of the laws +of God. The aldermen of Chicago must have been affected by the religious +psychology which was now sweeping the country. + +We read that Douglas had heard that a mass-meeting was about to indorse +the resolution of the city council; he had gone to the hall to defend +himself and had been greeted by hisses and catcalls. He had faced his +hecklers, forced them to adjourn until he could address them; then he +had addressed them, carried them by storm and procured the resolutions +to be expunged. + +Evidently the city council did not understand the Clay Compromises. Or +had Douglas' oratory swept them off their feet? It may not be a pleasing +sight to see a slave returned to its master, but what are you going to +do with the law? Are you willing to violate the Constitution for the +negro? A heckler asked him: "Are not the provisions of the Constitution +respecting the return of a fugitive slave a violation of the law of +God?" Douglas was quick to reply: "The divine law does not prescribe +the form of government under which we shall live, and the character of +our political and civil institutions. Revelation has not furnished us +with a constitution, a code of international law, and a system of civil +and municipal jurisprudence. If this Constitution is to be repudiated +for the law of God, who is to be the prophet to reveal the will of God +and establish a theocracy for us?" + +I began to think of this law of God. Men are always reaching for it. +Sometimes it is only a club for interest or revenge. You have offended +me. God will punish you. If God was opposed to slavery he could have +prevented it in the beginning and He could terminate it now. Perhaps +Douglas thought of this when saying that God had not provided a code of +municipal law. If He had, He could have written freedom into the +Constitution. Douglas was at least sure that he knew as much about the +law of God as Garrison or Seward, or abolitionist lecturers in back +halls. + +De Tocqueville had written that "America is the country of the whole +world where the question of religion has asserted the most real power +over the souls of men." The ringing of church bells, church going, +revivals, the calling upon God to note and punish sin, pervaded the +country and the cities. The Bible was a textbook of God's thinking. It +justified slavery in the South; it encouraged abolitionism in the North; +it suggested interference and regimentation; it counseled forgiveness +and vengeance. + +At this time in New York one could not turn or pick up the most casual +publication without finding something in the nature of a moral +propagandum. At breakfast I read from the _New York Independent_ that +"Rum, profaneness and Sabbath breaking always go together." The editor +was "sorry to find that the stockholders of the Saratoga railroad still +run their cars upon the Sabbath. It is an odious and monstrous +violation, not only of the laws of God, but of all the decencies of +Christian society. And yet I had noticed ladies traveling in them, +thundering into Saratoga on the Lord's Day. Women traveling in a public +conveyance on the Sabbath. There is something in this peculiarly +degrading and shameful. It ought to be only the lowest of the sex that +would stoop to such debasement." And another paper said: "We are sorry +to learn that the directors have established an accommodation train for +Sunday morning between this city and Poughkeepsie, in addition to the +mail train to Albany. Mr. James Boorman, through whose efficient service +as President the road was mainly built, has resigned his office as +director and has addressed a firm remonstrance to the Board against this +impiety." + +This was the time in which Douglas was now working. Every one knew what +the law of God was. Every one appealed to the Bible as God's word. For +much of this Douglas had perfect contempt; and he was quick to sense a +taint of it in Seward, or any one whom it had infected. Such men as +Stephens of the South were insisting now that the real intellect-of the +North cared nothing about slavery, and only used it to masquerade their +centralizing plots. If local self-government could be extinguished for +the purposes of abolition why not for anything, in behalf of which a +moral enthusiasm could be evoked? Why not a constitutional amendment +establishing a state religion? Why not a state religion under the +present constitutional clause which makes provision for the general +welfare? + +One day when Dorothy and I were seated at Niblo's at luncheon I felt +some one touch my shoulder. I looked up and saw Aldington, back of him +Abigail, who was laughing at my expression of surprise. We all broke +into exclamations. They had just returned from Europe. They joined us in +the meal; and there was scarcely enough time to tell back and forth all +that was of mutual interest. He saw me with the _Independent_ and began +to rally me. "Did you know," he said, "that the early Puritans in New +England were the progenitors of one third of the whole population of the +United States by 1834? They constitute one half of the population of the +states of Ohio and New York now, and they have gone into the northwest. +They will make trouble for your Douglas. I admit that they have blighted +art and hobbled literature. They have expurgated Shakespeare, they have +fought the theater, they are always ready for the moral battle. They +know what God wants better than anybody. In a sense they are hounds in +pursuit of a lot of things in the great hunt of life. They are a +stubborn lot. It will be hard to take away from them anything that is +their own, and also to keep them from destroying anything that they +don't want." + +"Well, now don't you see," I asked, "that Douglas is against all these +people and that he has all these influences to fight? For example, these +Puritans cannot rule if popular sovereignty is adopted everywhere. They +are numerically too inferior. How, for example, can you stop the +railroads on Sunday if you let communities, states, control the matter? +But if these fanatics get into control of the Federal government, they +can do it. Don't you see the point? This is what Douglas is thinking +about. He knows that you can have freedom about life only where every +man has a say." + +Then we began to talk of the religious revival. Periodicals were noting +the great turn of the public mind to religion. "Fruits of the spirit" +were extolled. Great and glorious works of divine grace were wrought in +Maine. A village in Massachusetts had enjoyed "a heavenly refreshing +from the presence of the Lord." In Cincinnati there was "an outpouring +of the spirit." In the woods of Michigan men rode into a village to +obtain mercy, having heard that the Lord was there. In New York City +noon prayer meetings were held. A conductor found salvation suddenly +while operating his horse car in Sixth Avenue. A sailor saw Christ at +the wheel. Christ was met in parlors, in places of worldly gayety. An +actor had been rescued from his wicked calling. Harriet Beecher Stowe +wrote: "We trust since prayer has once entered the counting rooms it +will never leave it; and that the ledger, sandbox, the blotting book and +the pen and ink will all be consecrated by heavenly presence." Her +brother, the pastor of Plymouth church, had converted one hundred and +ninety souls. A theater was used for a place of worship. Actors were +called upon to repent: You who have portrayed human nature before the +footlights, fall on your knees and acknowledge God! Rum had been driven +from a saloon near this theater. "Thank God," said Beecher, "let us pray +silently for the space of two minutes. What a history has been here. A +place of fictitious joys but of real sorrows has been reformed. It is +open for God's people to sing and pray in. God be thanked that Heaven's +gates have been opened in this place of hell." + +Garrison saw the point. Of the revival he wrote that it had "spread like +an epidemic in all directions, over a wide extent of country. Prayer +meetings, morning, noon and night; prayer meetings in town, village, and +hamlet, North and South. The whole thing is an emotional contagion +without principle. This revival, judging from the past, will promote +meanness, not manliness; delusion, not intelligence; the growth of +bigotry, not of humanity; a spurious religion, not genuine piety." + +Theodore Parker denounced the mania too, and was attacked for it by +Methodists and others. He sew that the North had its rain gods, its +prosperity gods, its bread and butter gods, its rituals and devotions +for these gods; and that the South had the same number of gods. + +What then of the law of God? Douglas was at one with Garrison and Parker +in this criticism of the religious mania. + +Thus we talked along together. The principal thing about Abigail was +that she despised the South, but for the reason that there was nothing +there but the political mind and that it was concerned almost entirely +with the negro. It had no literature. Longfellow, Emerson, Whittier, +Lowell were producing works of merit; and the South was doing nothing. +Poe was born in Boston, had lived South, but had written out of nowhere. +He had died about a year before, discouraged and broken. + +The most silent voice at the table was Dorothy's. She did not really +enter into these discussions. Her softer, altogether feminine nature was +disturbed by these things. Abigail began to laugh. "Why," she asked, +"does every one say here 'how's your health' instead of 'good morning' +as they say in England? People look careworn to me in America; they are +spare and pallid. Not many ruddy complexions. Why all these sharp-faced, +lantern-jawed, lean, sallow, hard-handed people? Why this depression of +spirits? Perhaps they really get a thrill out of religion after all. Why +all these advertisements of quack remedies, why all this calling on God? +This is a place of bright sunshine and exhilarating air. After all, I do +not understand it." + +"All due to the habits of life," said Aldington. "Look at the fast +eating--look at them here. Too much hot bread and sweets--too much pie +for breakfast. Too much pork. Too much living at hotels and boarding +houses. Too much drinking before meals; not enough wine and beer with +meals. Too much tobacco chewing. No exercise. Only the farmer, the +laborer works. They go too far. But where do you see outdoor sports? No +cricket, no rowing. Nothing but trotting around in buggies. Recreation +consists of lounging around on sofas at Saratoga. All the public men +ill. I hear that Toombs is indisposed. Sumner is in poor health. +Douglas, the little giant, is losing strength. What a curious people, +aged and young, corrupt and idealistic, candid and hypocritical, +religious and materialistic, hoarders and spenders, self-righteous, +licentious, Puritanical." "Like all others," I interjected. + +"Like no other," Aldington rejoined. "Go back to your native England and +see. You have forgotten some things. There is such a thing as a definite +stock. And if you call the English bulldogs, for example, your America +is a mixture of the wolf, spaniel, lapdog, shepherd, and about all +breeds; and according to the occasion any one of them, with quick +changes. Abigail and I have been here for a number of days and we have +been entertained by some of her splendacious friends, to use Thackeray's +adjective for American fashion; and the impression it all makes on me is +beyond description. I want to see a better thing made of Chicago. I +really hate it here, all this striving for money--but of course no place +can beat Chicago for that--but also the idlers here, the worship of +Mammon, the dullness and the gloom of elegant people, the extravagant +dressing, the liveried servants, all this imitation. And all this talk +here of America being the only religious, free, and enlightened people +in the world. Why, they are not free at all. The mind must be free +before the man is free, and the mind cannot be free in a despotism. The +slavery of the North is just as bad as the slavery of the South. For +look at these people; slaves to fear, slaves to stupid customs, slaves +to superstition, slaves to foreign ideas of dress, fashion, wealth; +slaves to all the vices by which money is made, and all the tricks and +hypocrisies by which it is piled up and invested with rulership; slaves +to absurd ideas; slaves to every foolish reform. Why, sometimes as I +think of it, I see the negro in the South as the freest man in America. +He is only a slave as to his labor. Every one must work. Instead of +receiving money he gets clothes and a hut. He can't go away from the +plantation, but why go away? One must be somewhere. And as to these +other things, he is not a slave at all." + +"Yes, and that's not all," I said. "A money power is fast growing up in +this country which will rule the country so thoroughly that the small +dictation of the cotton industry of the South will not be a comparison. +Slavocracy is only one of the scales on the tail of the dragon of +plutocracy. Gold and silver, tariffs, subsidies, colonies, banks of +issue--these are the claws and teeth of the big slavery." + +"So says Adam Smith," Aldington interjected. + +"Exactly so, and it's all true. Every one of the old timers knew these +things, Washington, Jefferson, Hamilton. I am beginning to think that +Franklin, Payne, and Jefferson were the truest thinkers and greatest +planners for a republic that America has had. And what do you think of +Douglas now? He is a Nationalist with Jackson, and a Republican with +Jefferson; a let-alone philosopher all the time." + +"Oh, yes, but Douglas is not educated. He is not really sound. He is not +deep enough. He is not--I hate the word spirituality--but he hasn't the +right heat, the right light. I may not be able to put my finger on the +exact fault--it is not exactly demagogy--but I see him using blocks of +people, who are bound together by a common emotion or idea, as a man +might use a block of stone for his house. He picks them up and puts them +in the place that suits his own ambition. There is one thing, however, +with which I am inclined to sympathize with Douglas. His appeal is +really more intellectual than emotional. You see an ocean-bound republic +requires imagination to get the thrill out of it, but you can catch +anybody in America with a military uniform. And while Douglas may be a +war man, so to speak, he is really too honest to play that game. I'll +grant him that much. I think that the Whigs are outplaying him. And it +looks to me that the emotions of America--what some people might call +the conscience of America--are being drawn away from Douglas by this +slavery matter. Just now territory and railroads are not so strong, or +will not be so strong pretty soon as the cry for emancipation." "I am +glad to hear you say these things," I said. "Douglas is only +thirty-seven; he will not fully mature his powers for ten years yet. I +have talked with him many times and have known him intimately and I +think I understand the man. He is distrusted in the South simply because +he will not bend all law making to the slave interests. He has just been +written down in Chicago on the law of God doctrine. And yet he stands +his ground against both the North and the South without flinching. He +defies his enemies. He has the very sanity that you have extolled here +at this table. I think he has the only rational solution for this +slavery question. He is a very great man in my opinion." + +"What do you think of Barnum?" asked Aldington. Abigail looked up and +said: "Yes, I would like to hear a little about Barnum and less about +Douglas. I hear that Jenny Lind is coming to town." "It's to-day," said +Dorothy. "And don't we want to see her arrive? I do, let's go." + +And we all hurried forth to witness the greetings given to the Swedish +nightingale. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + + +Barnum had been taken by De Quincey as an epitome of America: "A great +hulk of a continent, that the very moon finds fatiguing to cross, +produces a race of Barnums on a pre-Adamite scale, corresponding in +activity to its own enormous proportions." + +Barnum had resorted to daily advertising, a great sensationalism to keep +up interest in the arrival of the singer. We went from our table to the +pier to see her descend from the steamer. Triumphal arches of evergreens +and flowers had been erected over the way she passed. A great crowd had +collected. Bands were playing. Her face came into view. Shouts arose. +She bowed and smiled to the wild throngs about her as she rode with +Barnum to the Astor House. Here the Swedish and American flags floated +in her honor. New York was in a frenzy of delight. But the tickets to +hear her! All this excitement had been worked up for use at the box +office. And Aldington could not afford the price. We wished Abigail and +Aldington to be with us. I therefore submitted to the Barnum extortion +for the whole party. + +Jenny Lind sang at Castle Garden, where I had sat nearly twenty years +before, when New York had about half the population. The crowds pressed +around the entrances. Those who could not afford to enter hoped to get a +glimpse of her anyway. It was an enormous audience, and all of +distinguished New York was there. Senator Webster had been one of those +to receive her at the pier, and he was in the audience too. We were all +deeply moved by this wonderful voice. Poor Dorothy was frequently drying +her eyes. And when she sang one of her own national airs, Webster sat +entranced. At its close she courtesied to him. He arose and bowed to her +with the majestic manner of a great monarch. The audience went into a +fury of applause. Every one spoke of her as good of heart, sweet and +natural of manner. She had given her share of the proceeds of this +concert to various charities in New York City. A feeling of uplifted +life spread over the metropolis. She melted the souls of thousands, and +purged the craft of money getting. We came away from her as from a +higher realm. "What," said Abigail, "is anything in the world, money or +statesmanship, what, of all these things of which we have talked to-day +can be compared to an art like that, a divine influence like song?" + +After this we started on a round of the theaters. I prevailed upon our +friends to prolong their stay, to be our guests. We saw Burton and Edwin +Booth. We went to the Opera, saw the ballet which Fannie Ellsler had +previously inaugurated. The _Independent_ was denouncing the theater as +an unmitigated evil; the ballet was a shocking exhibition of legs. +Still they had come, and New York had them. + +We dined at Niblo's, at Castle Garden. We drove about the city. We went +out to see Trenton Falls where Jenny Lind had been taken as part of her +entertainment, and where she had sung in the woods and been answered by +the birds. + +I began to notice that Dorothy was unusually quiet. She complained of +fatigue, of pain. We had done too much perhaps. One morning she could +not arise. Abigail and Aldington were returning to Chicago. We had +expected to go with them. But Dorothy could not travel now--she could +not stand that terrible journey of boats and cars, of changes and +delays. So we bade adieu to our friends. + +Dorothy did not rally, as I had expected. She grew weaker day by day. +She became gravely ill. In the midst of the extra labor thrown upon +Mammy, she too was compelled to take to her bed. I was forced to look +about for servants, finding two Irish girls at last. Then quite suddenly +Mammy died. She was very old. And thus we were cut off from all our +past, Nashville, the old days. And I stayed almost constantly by +Dorothy's side, trying to bring back her strength. It entered my mind at +times that after all I was not as tender a husband to Dorothy as I +should have been. I was with her a good deal, to be sure. At the same +time, I was much preoccupied. She did not like politics, and could not +share my interest in that direction. The condition of the country really +distressed her. She had seen slavery in its benign aspect, and she was +impatient with any criticism of the institution. + +It was months before Dorothy sat up and began to walk again. I could see +that she was frailer than before and might never be strong again. Our +boy Reverdy was not robust. And the winter was coming on. At the same +time Dorothy did not wish to return to Washington. She wanted to hear no +more of politics. I had to select her books for her, something that +soothed her, led her into dreams. _Uncle Tom's Cabin_ was now appearing +in serial form. I was reading it with great amusement. But I dared not +show it to Dorothy. I had heard Beecher and knew his sentimental +attitude. This book had for me the same quality. Yet it helped me to +pass many hours while watching by Dorothy's side. Somehow I felt that it +would produce a storm akin to the religious psychology which was +sweeping the country. Critics were already noting its moral effect. Mrs. +Stowe was hailed by Sumner as a "Christian genius," a Joan of Arc. +Garrison said that it would make two million abolitionists. In Paris it +was compared to Dumas' _The Three Guardsmen_ as a popular _tour de +force_. Others detected in it a resemblance to Rousseau's _Nouvelle +Héloise_. One pleaded for the liberty of the slave, the other for the +rights of the peasant. But I knew that the book was not really true. It +forefronted the brutality of slavery, it minimized the benevolent +aspects of the institution, which I had myself seen. It was written with +intensity of feeling, with the revivalist's method and emotion. It was +like her brother's sermons, and equally unauthentic. Yet how strangely +was this book received. It won Macaulay and Longfellow and George Sand, +and stirred the heart of Heine. It exasperated the South. The winds of +destiny previously let loose were blowing madly now. + +In the midst of my own cares I awoke one morning to read that Douglas +was on his way to Cuba. The thought went through my mind, why not take +Dorothy and go in order to give her the benefit of this summer climate +through the winter? As Douglas had traveled by way of New Orleans he had +stopped in Memphis and I read in the _Tribune_ what he had said to the +people there: "If old Joshua R. Giddings should raise a colony in Ohio +and settle down in Louisiana he would be the strongest advocate of +slavery in the South; he would find when he got there that his opinion +would be very much modified; he would find on those sugar plantations +that it was not a question between the white man and the negro, but +between the negro and the crocodile. You come right back to the +principle of dollars and cents." + +At New Orleans he had uttered the God of nature doctrine: "There is a +line or belt of country meandering through the valleys and over the +mountain tops which is a natural barrier between free territory and +slave territory, on the south of which are to be found the productions +suitable to slave labor, while on the north exists a country adapted to +free labor alone. But in the great central region, where there may be +some doubt as to the effect of natural causes, who ought to decide the +question except the people residing there, who have all their interests +there, who have gone there to live with their wives and children?" + +No recognition of a right and a wrong, to be sure. But no express +advocacy of a wrong. I could not see then, and have never been able to +see since, why Douglas with this practical facing of the business of +life could not fare equally well with public opinion as Hamilton has +fared with it, who advocated corruption in government as a means to a +national power. + +I went to Dorothy with my plan about Cuba, telling her that Douglas had +gone there. It stirred her languid spirits. She was all eagerness to +start. We took passage from New York, sailing around Florida, at last +around Morro Castle into the harbor of Havana. The blueness of the +water, with the balmy wind blowing almost incessantly began to restore +Dorothy. The Spanish city lying before our eyes, yellow and continental, +awoke her interest. At the dock there were crowds of idlers, Spaniards, +negroes, to see us fasten and disembark. With Dorothy and our son and +two maids we made our way to a hotel near the water. I was anxious to +look up Douglas; but it was impossible the first evening, owing to +Dorothy's indisposition. She had been seasick and the journey had +fatigued her. Nevertheless we went to the roof of the hotel together +and sat there until nearly midnight, inhaling the luxurious breeze from +the gulf and gazing up at the brilliant stars of this tropical sky. + +The next morning I was down to breakfast early, leaving Dorothy to be +served in her room. The hotel was drab and decayed exteriorly; but the +dining room was a continental elegance of marble, gilt, and mirrors. +Douglas was not stopping here, as I had already learned. I concluded +that he would be at one of the better known hotels on the Prado, and I +hurried thither as fast as I could. I soon located him; but he had gone +out for a few days, was making something of a tour of the island, +including a visit to the celebrated cave of Matanzas. Leaving a note for +Douglas which apprised him of my hotel, I hurried back to Dorothy. The +city was so brilliant under the golden sunshine, and the air so +delightful, that I wished to spend these wonderful hours in seeing the +city. + +Havana was as novel to me as to Dorothy. It was Spanish, therefore +having no resemblance to London or any other English town. It seemed to +me to be about the size that New York was in 1833. We spent three days +driving through the Paso de Paula, along the Malecon, up and down the +Prado lined with laurels and distinguished for fine houses and clubs. We +visited the parks, the Exchange, the old churches, the navy yard, La +Fueza, built by De Soto, the old markets of Colon and Tacon, the Palace; +and we stood in the Cathedral before the medallion which marked the +burial place of Columbus when his remains were removed here from Santa +Domingo in 1796. We dined about the cafés and hotels, and attended the +theater, and walked, when Dorothy felt equal to it, through the parks, +or along the wall of the sea which stretched from the punta. + +I have already recorded so much of wrangling politics and the debates of +infuriate minds that one might infer that I was leading no life of my +own. Do you think that I am only a shadow or a registering machine, and +that Dorothy is not flesh and blood? Sometimes it occurs to me that I am +not treating her as a woman in spite of my desire to be thoughtful. A +vast world of rich imagination, of vital emotion was in truth moving +about me all the while, and in breasts that I did not comprehend. For +all my life up to this time and beyond it, as you shall see, was +occupied with money making and with watching principally the epic +development of America. But I was later to awake as from a day dream or +from a life in a shell, to the consciousness of a brighter world of +sunlight and of wings. I was at peace now, and with Dorothy, whose +frailty required my watchfulness and my care, and whom I delighted to +please with lovely things. That was the extent of my emotional life. And +so we drove, and visited the shops in Opispo Street. For I was waiting +for Douglas. I wanted to take him off to a bull fight or a cock fight. +And I was eager to hear him talk of his plans, of America, of anything +that came from his fluent and restless mind. + +One evening when Dorothy and I were in the comfortable lounging chairs +on the roof of the hotel, looking over toward Morro Castle, counting the +largest of the richly brilliant stars, Douglas came upon us. He had +returned from his trip only that afternoon. Finding my note, and leaving +other engagements, he had come over to call, delighted and surprised to +find that we were in Havana. Cuba already had a railroad, but it was not +of much extent. He had been traveling by carriage, and in the hillier +localities in a vehicle of two enormous wheels, drawn by horses driven +in tandem. He had seen the cave, the pineapple fields, the sugar +plantations. His imagination was already at work for America. + +He went on to say to me that whenever the people of Cuba should show +themselves worthy of freedom by asserting their independence and should +apply for annexation to the United States, they ought to be annexed. And +that whenever Spain should be ready to sell Cuba, with the consent of +its inhabitants, the United States should accept the chance. With spirit +he exclaimed that if Spain should transfer Cuba to England, or any other +European power America should take Cuba by force. "It is folly," he +said, "to debate the acquisition of the island. It naturally belongs to +the American continent. It guards the mouth of the Mississippi River, +which is the heart of the American continent and the body of the +American nation." This led Douglas to speak, and with bitterness, of the +Clayton-Bulwer treaty, which had given England joint control of any +canal across the Isthmus of Panama. "I was disgusted with this treaty +as I was disgusted with the settlement of the Oregon boundary. Just look +at it! Here the Monroe Doctrine has been an avowed policy for thirty +years, declaring that no European colonization will be permitted in +America. And what happens? Whenever there has been no opportunity to +enforce the doctrine, because there has been nothing at issue, we have +cock-a-doodle-dooed; and whenever a chance has arisen to enforce it we +have beaten a retreat, frightened to death by the awful consequences if +we do enforce it. Frightened by our own spokesmen, Senators and others. +Frightened by England in the main; for truly we have no other power to +fear. So when the Clayton-Bulwer treaty came up I fought it as I fought +Polk on the Oregon boundary of '49. I said then, and I say now, that the +time may come when we shall want to possess some portion of Central +America. It has come to the pass that I can't stand for America as to +new territory without having the Abolitionists charge me with favoritism +to the South. But it's a lie and history will vindicate me. But if I +want Cuba or Central America for slavery I want them also for America. +And what does England want them for? For freedom, I suppose, for the +good of America! The agreement not to fortify the canal was not +reciprocal, because England holds Jamaica, which guards the entrance to +the canal. What rights did England have to the Mosquito Coast? Well, her +title is at least doubtful. + +"But what I hate about the canal treaty is the recognition of the right +of European powers to intervene in American affairs. We contracted with +England to protect any canal or railroad across the Isthmus; and not +only that, we invited other European powers to join with us in that +protection. And that lets in all the kings of Europe, and where's your +Monroe Doctrine? It vanishes into air. Study it out; you will see all +these Whigs and all these motley groups joining the Whigs, pulling +together by a sort of momentum started by the old crowd which sided with +England against America in the Revolution. They are the same crowd that +tried to break down the American system when they were banded together +as Federalists. They tried secession at Hartford, when they didn't like +the War of 1812; then they held up their hands in horror when South +Carolina threatened to secede over the tariff. They called on God to +avenge the Mexican War; then they grabbed this slavery matter to give +them a moral push into power. They elected a President, but were afraid +to formulate a platform. All the while they had played with England, +skulking and running and fawning upon England, when our vital interests +were at stake, and siding with England on the canal and on Oregon. They +are better than other men! They are more holy! They are pure, just, +broad! They love God! They are the only Christians! There is only one +evil and that is slavery! But there are many gods, of which banks and +tariffs are not the least; yet I notice that they do not give away +Texas and California, those unholy fruits of a wicked war for which you +fought, my friend. They like the gold and the wheat. And in order to +ride into power they put forward old Taylor, and blow hot and cold with +him and Millard Fillmore." + +The great organ-like voice of Douglas poured forth a steady stream of +talk as we sat together under the wonderful stars of a clear sky, with +the soft breeze from the Gulf blowing around us. Dorothy had fallen +asleep. I got up and looked at her, and finding her resting peacefully I +returned to my chair. It was now near midnight. We could hear the rattle +of cabs on the cobblestones, the cries of strange voices in Spanish; and +we saw the lights in the harbor, the lights in the Prado, over the city +which was still feasting and playing. Then Douglas confided to me that +he was going to be a candidate for President in this next campaign of +1852. + +The prospects were very good, he thought. If he could get two or three +western states to speak out in his favor he would win. He wondered if I +could not go to Iowa for him. He hoped to have the leading politicians +of Illinois as delegates at Baltimore. He wished me to be a delegate, +not that I was a leading politician, but I counted for as much since I +was an old friend and a sympathetic adherent. I told him to use me in +any way that would serve him. + +Having all these enterprises on his hands he was leaving for Mobile in +the morning. No time to see a bull fight. "I'll not say good night to +Mrs. Miles," he said. "Let her sleep." He got up to tiptoe away. "Good +night, Senator," called Dorothy. She had aroused at the cessation of our +talk. Douglas returned and in his most gallant manner bade Dorothy good +night. Then he strode away, stepped through the trapdoor, began to +descend, disappeared. I looked up at the great stars. Then lifting +Dorothy into my arms, I carried her to the stairs and on my back to our +room. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV + + +Dorothy and I lingered in Havana until we were sure that spring had come +to Chicago. Then we took a boat to New Orleans; and once again I +ascended the Mississippi to St. Louis, and thence to Chicago by the +Illinois River and the canal. + +It was still cool in Chicago, the air fresh and vital. Great spaces of +deep blue stood far back, cool and thrillingly serene; against these +spaces the white clouds coming over from the far west and disappearing +into havens over the lake and into Michigan. The lake was roaring to the +stiff breezes of the blustering spring. + +Chicago was a thrilling spectacle. The Illinois Central railroad was +being built. The railroad mileage in the country had now risen to more +than ten thousand miles. The short roads with steamboat connections were +giving way to the trunk lines. Boston was now connected by rail with +Montreal. There were nine hundred miles of railroad in Ohio; six hundred +in Indiana; about four hundred in Illinois. The Michigan Central +connected Chicago with Detroit. The Michigan Southern was opened, and +the first train from the East had entered Chicago. A train had started +west from St. Louis on the first five miles of the Pacific railroad. +Telegraph lines stuck forth everywhere into the great spaces of the +country, like the new shoots of a tree. + +The breech-loading gun had been invented. The fire-alarm telegram system +had come into use. + +Thackeray had come over from England to smile upon us genially, to +lecture at the rate "of a pound a minute," as he had expressed it. Young +America was putting old America behind her. + +Calhoun was gone. Clay, defeated in his life's ambition to be President, +had crept to his grave. Webster was a dying man. The slavery question +had vexed and shadowed his dying years. He had supported the Compromises +of 1850 and had been bitterly denounced for it. Whittier had expunged +his name from the list of the great and the good. He had wanted to be +President too. Men like General Harrison had secured the prize over his +head. He was reduced to the rejection of the proffered Vice Presidency. +He had been Secretary of State under Harrison, Tyler, and Fillmore. He +had supported the bank, the tariff, implied powers, and Hamiltonism. He +had followed Clay's leadership. Still he had risen to great heights of +oratory and legalistic reason. Carlyle had called him a logic machine in +pants. His debate with Hayne, however, was to furnish the material for +one of the greatest of state papers, to be written less than a decade +from this day. From the hills of Massachusetts he failed to see the +West. Young Douglas had fronted him and told him of the power of the new +and growing country along the Mississippi River. Old America was +passing. The West was asking for the highest recognition. Douglas was +thirty-nine and seemed to be the man for President. + +I did not pretend to be a politician, but only an observer and Douglas' +friend. I read everything that was written about the questions of the +day, the newspapers, the _Congressional Record_. It was clear to me that +the Democrats had been split in 1848 by their attitude toward the Wilmot +Proviso, which was intended to keep slavery from the Texan territory. +Then came the Compromises under a Whig administration. The Compromises +were hated by the South and cursed by the Abolitionists in the North. +The Democrats were united by an acquiescence in the Compromises. And now +the Whigs were divided because of them. They had played foxy in '48 by a +no-platform. They were unable to have one, because they had no united +voice. The Free Soil party had collapsed in Illinois. Altogether hopes +ran high for the Democrats. But who should be the candidate? + +Douglas! He seemed to me the ideal man, as Webster seemed the ideal man +to admiring Whigs. But Douglas, like Webster, was doomed to fail, at +least in this convention. The prize was captured by Franklin Pierce, +whom no one knew, but it was not until the forty-ninth ballot. On the +forty-eighth ballot Douglas had thirty-three votes to Pierce's +fifty-five. Then there was a stampede to Pierce. The West had lost. +Young America was put aside for a fair-sized man from New Hampshire. + +The Whigs met the same month in Baltimore. Webster, soon to die, was +again a candidate. The platform was made and submitted to him. He +approved of it. It indorsed the Compromises. But again there was an old +soldier in the field, in the person of General Scott. He had fought the +British in 1812. He had made treaties with the Sauk, Fox, Winnebago, and +Sioux tribes after the Black Hawk War. Yes, he had made a brilliant +record in the Mexican War. In mental stature he was up to the knees of +Webster, and no more. But Webster had no imaginative appeal. He could +only pull twenty-nine votes on the first ballot, as against Scott's one +hundred and thirty-one votes. Webster never had more than thirty-two +votes. On the fifty-third ballot Scott was nominated. And in a few +months Webster died, and left the tangles of statecraft to other hands. + +Who was Franklin Pierce? Pretty soon Hawthorne, whose romances I had +enjoyed so much, put forth a life of his long-time friend. "When a +friend dear to him almost from boyhood days stands up before his +country, misrepresented by indiscriminate abuse on the one hand, and by +aimless praise on the other, it is quite proper that he should be +sketched by one who has had opportunities of knowing him well and who is +certainly inclined to tell the truth." These were Hawthorne's words. +Pierce was a gentleman of truth and honor, devoted to his family and to +his country, accomplished, of fine appearance, and always Democratic. +But how could this man win against an old soldier? Webster and Douglas +had lost the nomination, how could a gentleman win the election? + +I returned to Chicago and to my business. But Douglas' term for Senator +was about to expire, and he necessarily entered the campaign with vigor. +He traveled from Virginia to Arkansas, from New York to Illinois and all +over his own state. He mocked Scott's letter of acceptance, attributing +its composition to Seward. His physical endurance seemed exhaustless. +All the while he was living and confraternizing and drinking. Pierce was +elected. Douglas won the legislature for another Senatorial term. In the +midst of these excitements Mrs. Douglas died. + +She had been to our house but recently. If I had prophesied between her +and Dorothy I should have believed the end would come to Dorothy first. +Dorothy was so frail, so incapable of effort. Already I was beginning to +think of a milder climate for her for the winter. + +Douglas now seemed to lose heart. His temper became bitter. His dress +was slovenly, his manners familiar, his associations indifferent. He was +drinking too much. In his public utterances he was more emphatic, more +caustic of tongue. If the loss of the nomination had disappointed him, +the death of Mrs. Douglas had overwhelmed him. He was not interested in +his Illinois Central. He was doing nothing with his large tract of land +three miles south of Madison Street. He was very well off. But he had +no heart to enjoy his prosperity. He was doing nothing about founding +his university. He was a giant sorely smitten, ready to rouse from +irritability into fury against his enemies. He was in a poor way to +master his own spirit and future. + +I suggested to him a trip to Europe to forget his sorrows, to recuperate +his spirits. He liked the idea. But first he had to return to the +Senate. There he spoke of Cuba and its annexation, almost in the same +words he had used when talking to me that midnight on the roof of the +hotel in Havana. Bitterly he denounced the Clayton-Bulwer treaty. +Audaciously he excoriated England. Almost immediately he was off to +visit England, but not to see Queen Victoria, although invited to her +presence. He went to Russia, saw the Czar. He visited the Crimea and +Syria. From New Orleans I followed his travels. I had taken Dorothy +there to escape the Chicago winter. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + + +New Orleans had grown to be a city of 170,000 people. Its commerce was +enormous. It was the great entrepôt of the continent's sugar and cotton +industries. + +Day by day I stood on the wharves, watching the steamers unload and +load, gazing over the busy mass of humanity back of which was labor, +black and white, slave and free! The great Mississippi, broad and foul, +waking from its sleep in the lowlands above, gathering speed here, +feeling the call of the sea, begins to move with increased life. Across +from the city are lowlands, sugar refineries, smoke stacks. The negroes +call to each other, laugh with spontaneous, childlike humor. The wharf +officers, the brokers, pass with intense faces. It is hot. Sweat drips +from black faces and from white. Whips crack. Mules trot and stumble +over the loose and resounding boards. Heavy wheels rumble. And the life +of gambling, drinking, pleasure, crawls about the French quarter, along +Canal Street, on Royal Street. The bell in the Cathedral rings. I catch +the whiff of flowers. Gulls fly over the muddy water. + +I think of Douglas far away in Russia, of all my life in its early days, +now growing so misty. I am more than thirty-seven; and sometimes I feel +weary. I grieve for Dorothy. She has wound herself with tenderness +around my heart. But less and less can she share life with me. + +I go to the Place d'Armes to see the equestrian statue of Jackson which +has been erected here since my last visit. It is now called Jackson +Square. The St. Louis Cathedral has been largely rebuilt. I wander +through the Cabildo again, visit the old cemeteries, read the names of +the dead. The scent of strange blossoms affects me poignantly. I stroll +through the parks, and I visit the life in the French quarter. + +Dorothy can drive with me at times, but not for long. Our boy distresses +her; and a governess keeps him away much of the time. There are memories +all about me. La Fayette has been here. He was in this very Cabildo. The +old hero of New Orleans, who blessed Dorothy and me, walked these +streets. Now he is long gone. Clay is gone, Webster, Calhoun. The +country is at a pause. Hawthorne's friend is President. And Douglas is +in St. Petersburg, riding a horse grotesquely, and bringing his western +ways into the very presence of the Czar. + +Sometimes I wonder if Zoe is not alive, if some kind of consummate trick +was not played on me. Fortescue did not kill her. He did not seem to me +like a man who would commit murder. Why would any one murder Zoe? Might +she not have been sold for her loveliness to some man desiring a +mistress? No! Zoe would write to me if she were living. Yet I went +everywhere in New Orleans searching for Zoe. + +Often I visited the St. Louis hotel, for there young quadroons and +octoroons on sale, tastefully dressed, were inspected by men with all +the critical and amorous interest with which a roué would look upon the +object of his desire. Their eyes were gazed into, their hair stroked, +their limbs caressed and outlined, their busts stared at and touched. +Men went mad over these beauties. + +A story went the rounds that a young man in Virginia fell in love with +an octoroon slave while on a visit to a country house. The girl had gone +to her mistress for protection, and received it, against the man's +advances. But he had returned, saying that he could not live without the +girl. The mistress had sold her to him for $1500. Did Zoe meet that +fate, and not violence? + +So I searched the cafes, the places of amusement, the bagnios for Zoe. +And into every octoroon's face in which I saw a resemblance to Zoe I +peered, hoping that it would be she. For with Dorothy so much ill, and +with no one in the world of my own but Dorothy and our boy, I had hours +of profound loneliness. In New Orleans this winter I was more lonely +than I had ever been in my life. I no longer had to strive, I had money +enough. And all the while my real estate investments in Chicago doubled +and trebled while I traveled. + +There were many French in New Orleans; there was reverence there and +memory for Bonaparte. There was gladness and exultation now that Louis +Napoleon had accomplished a coup d'état and established a throne upon +the ruins of the republic. His soldiers were in the Crimea, fighting as +desperately as if great wealth or fame could be won by their valor and +death. But it was all for the glory of the French throne! A French +monarchy again, after the struggles of Mirabeau, after the agony of +Marat, and after the rise of republican principles which Douglas had +hailed with delight! If these things could be done with honor and +applause, did Douglas deserve the hostility which was rising up against +him? Was America so immaculately free that Douglas' subordination of the +negro to the welfare of the republic at large should be so severely +dealt with? + +On the bulletin boards in great headlines, the progress of the Crimean +War was heralded. The French soldiers were winning imperishable glory. +The Light Brigade had died for God and the glory of England in the +charge at Balaklava. Cavour had sent the Sardinians to help France and +England against the Russians; these were soon to fight for the liberty +of Italy. Always liberty and God! Russia had gone to war against the +Turks because of a quarrel between the Greek and Latin Christians at +Jerusalem. Then the Czar demanded of the Turk the right of a +protectorate over all Greek Christians in the Ottoman empire. It was +refused. Hence war. And England and France and Cavour's Sardinians are +fighting Russia. Perhaps the Latin church is the inspiring cause. Minds +and noses concur, and the result is conscience. + +America is in a distressed condition and growing worse. Politics raves. +Malice, destroying forces are abroad. Always war with or without the +sword. The Greek Christian must be protected; but the Turk must not be +vanquished, his country taken by Russia. Louis Napoleon would win a +little glory. England needs the Turk, because she lusts for Egypt and +India. France wants Algeria and Morocco. In America the North wants +power; the South wants power. Men are anxious for office. Labor has +interests at stake; so has manufacturing. Farsighted money makers, +imperialists, deploy these factions; parties are formed; the populace is +fooled with war records and catch words. Men must be destroyed in order +to achieve results--for God and liberty. Among others, Douglas must be +destroyed! + +He has risen from obscurity to be the first man in America in the realm +of statecraft. He has been a cabinet maker, a lawyer, a legislator, a +judge, a Senator, then a leader, now chairman of the committee on +territories. He has perfected political efficiency, introduced the +convention system, done for representative government what the reaper +has done for the harvest field. He has done this all himself without +wealth or family to boost him. He is charged with being clever and +resourceful, but no one points to corruption in his life. Is there a +statesman in Europe or one in America with a cleaner record? His whole +energy has been devoted to the development of the country. He has worked +for schools, for colleges, for canals, for railroads, for the quick +dissemination of intelligence, for the rule of the people on every +subject, including slavery, and for that rule in places of maturing +sovereignty, like territories, and in places of complete sovereignty, +like states. He is spiritually hard, hates the sap-head, the agitator, +the simple-hearted moralist. He is indifferent to slavery, when it +stands in the way of his republic building. He knows that slavery cannot +thrive in the North. He knows that prairies of corn, hills of iron and +coal, fields of wheat are as alien to slavery as the tropics are alien +to polar bears and reindeer. He sees a God who works through climate; +and he sees that the cotton calls for a certain kind of worker, and corn +for another. He did not read and he did not know much of anything of the +work of Marx and the Revolutionary Manifesto of 1848. He did not need +to. He sensed the materialistic conception of history. He had no horror +of slavery, knowing exactly what it was; on the other hand he was +falsely accused of trying to plant it in the territories. + +He was hunted and traduced! Moralists prattled of his lack of a moral +nature; envy tracked him, shooting from ambush! He had become rich and +famous. He was the first man in his party. He was young and full of +power. He might be President. The sanctimonious quoted Scripture against +him. "Where a man's treasure is, there will be his heart also," said an +enemy in the Senate, referring to the fact that Douglas had married a +woman who was a slave owner. Douglas had replied in these manly and +tender words: "God forbid that I should be understood by any one as +being willing to cast from me any responsibility that now does or has +ever attached to any member of-my family. So long as life shall last and +I shall cherish with religious veneration the memories and virtues of +the sainted mother of my children--so long as my heart shall be filled +with paternal solicitude for the happiness of those motherless +infants, I implore my enemies who so ruthlessly invade the domestic +sanctuary to do me the favor to believe that I have no wish, no +aspiration to be considered purer or better than she, who was, or they +who are slaveholders." + +It was while I was in New Orleans that Douglas wrote me a letter +regarding the Presidency. "I do not wish to occupy that position," he +said. "I think that such a state of things will exist that I shall not +desire the nomination. Yet I do not intend to do any act which will +deprive me of the control of my own action. Our first duty is to the +cause--the fate of individual politicians is of minor consequence. The +party is in a distracted condition, and it requires all our wisdom, +prudence, and energy to consolidate its power and perpetuate its +principles." + +It was this letter that stirred my reflections as I went about New +Orleans reading of conditions in Europe and foolishly searching for +Zoe. Moreover, I was beginning to be tired of everything in America, and +particularly worn with New Orleans. I longed to be back in Chicago in +the fresh air by the lake, away from the steam, the heat, the sensual +atmosphere of this southern city. Yet Dorothy could not just now venture +into the changeable climate of Lake Michigan. I was forced to stay on +for her sake. I continued my wanderings and my thoughts about the city, +guiding my business interests in Chicago by correspondence. + +But at last we started. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII + + +I wanted to stop on the way to see Reverdy and Sarah. I had a call to +the renewal of the old days, to an overlooking of the farm, the places I +had first known in Illinois. But as Dorothy wished to be home, to settle +into a regular life of comfort at once, I had to take her to Chicago and +then return later to Jacksonville. Before leaving I had several +conferences with Mr. Williams about our joint interests; and we talked +of Douglas too. + +Mr. Williams thought that Douglas was getting deeper and deeper into +trouble. The Compromises of 1850 were only partially satisfactory. They +had not appeased the Abolitionists. A new party was growing up around +the discontent which those Compromises had created. Mr. Pierce's +administration had met some disturbances, though it had sufficed in the +main. He had gone into office with the support of many of the best men +of the country, as, for example, Bryant, the poet, and of course +Hawthorne, his boyhood friend. Since his election the Whig party had +gone to pieces. There was no party but the Democratic party. Beside it +nothing but factions and groups trying to find a way to unite. Chief of +these was the Know-nothings who stood for what they called Americanism, +and raised an opposition to Catholicism. Next were the Abolitionists. +There were smaller bodies, all inharmonious. I felt that Douglas was +destined to drive these lawless resolutes into defeat and become +President. He was not in Chicago now; but I was soon to see him. In the +meanwhile I thought I would go to see Reverdy and Sarah. + +Reverdy was now in the middle fifties, and aging. Sarah looked thin and +worn. She was really an old woman. Amos was a man. He had taken up with +farming near Jacksonville. Jonas was nearing his twentieth year. The +story was for the most part told for them all as one family. + +Reverdy and I drove about the country; and it had changed so much. +Boundaries had disappeared; forests had vanished. Familiar houses had +given way to pretentious residences, many built in the southern style of +Tennessee or Kentucky. Great barns dotted the landscape. Yet the pioneer +was still here. My old fiddler in the woods had aged, but he was much +himself. He played for us. And we went to the log hut, in which I had +lived during my first winter on the farm. Here it was with its chimney +of sticks, its single room of all uses, the very symbol of humble life, +of solitariness in the woods. I had lived here when the country was +wild, but Reverdy said that before my coming to Illinois it was wilder +still and more lonely. "What do you think," said Reverdy, "of a man and +a woman living here in the most primitive days; no church, no schools. +No doctors to relieve suffering, or scarcely to attend a birth. No +books, or but few. The long winters of snow; silence except when +terrible storms broke over a roof like this. Imagine yourself born and +reared in such a place; all the family sleeping in this one room in the +bitter cold of winter. Sickness without medicine. Imagine Douglas living +here. His early youth had its hardships; but after all he has had a +comfortable life. He soon became prosperous. Now he is rich. What public +man has become so rich? Yes, here is the American cotter's home; and so +many boys have come out of a place like this and gone to the wars or +into public life. It is America's symbol." + +"You do not like Douglas, do you, Reverdy?" I asked, as we turned away. +"Yes, I like him, I have always supported him--but somehow I feel that +he is not good enough. I don't know what else to call it. You know, I +don't like slavery; at the same time I don't know what to do with it. +Sometimes I think Douglas' plan is all right, again I am not sure. All +the time I feel that there is not enough sympathy in his nature for +these poor negroes. I confess that at times I am for letting the +territories manage it for themselves; and at other times I am for +keeping it out of the territories by law. All the while I like Douglas' +plan for the West. He has done wonderful work for the country. I wish I +could make myself clearer, but I can't. I saw slavery in the South and +know what it is. I am a good deal like Clay. He had slaves but disliked +the institution. I have never had any slaves and I dislike it as much. +Yet the question is what to do. If you keep it where it is you simply +lay a siege about it. Great suffering will come in that way to the +negroes of course. It is a kind of strangulation, selfish and small. On +the other hand, if you give it breathing space what will become of the +country? I know Douglas' argument that it cannot exist in the North. But +suppose you have it all over the South, that's pretty big. Besides, +what's to hinder new work being found for the slaves? Why can't they dig +coal and gold like peons? Why can't they farm? Perhaps not; and yet I am +not so sure of Douglas on that. He is the most convincing man in the +world when you are with him. But when he goes away from you his spell +slips off and you see the holes in his argument." + +"You have been reading and thinking, haven't you, Reverdy?" + +"Oh, yes, all the time. What I am afraid of is a war. I had a little dab +of it in the Black Hawk trouble. But a war between these states would +shake the earth. I have two boys, you know. Sarah worries about it. +Everybody's beginning to live in a kind of terror." + +"I have read about it too, ever since I have been in America. I have +applied my philosophically exercised faculties to it. I have talked with +Mr. Williams about it many times and with Douglas. I have had dozens of +conversations on all these things. It seems to me that I could advance +some new arguments myself." + +"What new arguments could you advance?" asked Reverdy. + +"Well," I said, "suppose I wanted to take a definite stand that slavery +is wrong, which these Whigs won't. They only play with the question. +They want to limit it perhaps. But why? Is it wrong? Or is it against +northern interests? What? But suppose I took such a stand and needed a +legal foundation. Couldn't I say that Congress could prohibit slavery in +the territories under the power it has to regulate commerce between +them? I put this question to Mr. Williams and he hadn't thought of it; +but he told me that Judge Marshall held that commerce was traffic. Very +well? Isn't slavery traffic? It's buying and selling. It impresses +things that are bought and sold--cotton. And slaves are the subject of +traffic. Therefore to regulate it--keep the slaves out of the +territories where they might be bought and sold after getting into the +territories, as well as where they might be sold into the +territories--is the regulation of commerce, isn't it? Well now, isn't +that better than calling the territories property and subject to the +arbitrary rule of Congress as merely inert matter? If you can rule the +territories arbitrarily as to slavery, why not as to anything else? +Suppose we annex Cuba; under this doctrine we could rule Cuba +arbitrarily, just as England ruled the Colonies here arbitrarily. Then +take the assumption that Congress has the power to keep slavery out of +the territories; just the power, not the express duty; well, it follows +that Congress has the power to let it in the territories. If it can put +it in or out of the territories it can leave the territories to put it +in or out. And why isn't that best? Right here is the point of my +adherence to Douglas. For I see a growing central power in this country +not acting on its lawful authority, but upon its own will, dictated by +theories of morality or trade or monopoly. If this matter is left to the +territories it is left to the source of sovereign power and to local +interests; if it is controlled by Congress it means an increasing +centralization. What I really mean is that this mere assumption that +Congress can deal with the matter in virtue of some vague sovereignty, +without pointing out some express power in Congress to do so, leads +straight to imperialism. And thus on the whole, having a regard for the +future of America and its liberty, I stand with Douglas. I have read +Webster in his theories that the territories are property, and can +therefore be dealt with under the clause which empowers Congress to make +all needful laws and regulations for the territory and other property of +the United States. Well, why doesn't he go farther and let Congress at +one stroke emancipate the slaves? For a slave is certainly property, and +if needful rules and regulations as to the negro require his +emancipation, why can't he be emancipated under this clause? But if +territory is property, so is a slave. And if territory is property, who +owns the property? Why, all the states of course. And if they own the +land and own the slaves too, why can't they take into their own land, +unless they are forbidden to do so by a majority of the states, +representatives legislating under some clause of the Constitution which +gives them the right to do so?" + +"Oh, yes," said Reverdy, "I have heard most of this before. But I'll +tell you: the first man of account who rises up to say that slavery is +wrong will be remembered, even if he is not honored. I am not talking +about all these agitators and fellows; nor even of Seward or of +Hale--they're too sharp and smart. I mean some man who puts the right +feeling into the thing like Mrs. Stowe did in her book. You see, I was +raised in Tennessee, and I don't care how you apologize for it, or make +it look like labor of other kinds, or prove that all labor is slavery, +just the same this negro slavery is vile. You can find good reasons for +anything you want to do. I don't know where we get our right and +wrong--it comes up from something deep in us. But when we get it, all +this argument that Douglas is so skillful in simply melts away. I really +wonder that so many women in the South favor slavery and that my mother +was so wedded to it, and Dorothy now." + +We were passing now the house I had built. "Who lives there now?" I +asked. Reverdy gave me the name. It was not the man to whom I had sold +the farm. I thought of Fortescue. "Where is Fortescue?" "Oh, he lit out +from here," said Reverdy. "Do you know," I said, "I have thought it +possible that Zoe might not be dead." "How could that be?" "I don't +know. I feel that I went through that transaction dazed and without +verifying things, as I should have done." "Oh, no, if Zoe were living +you would know of it long before now." + +After our drive we came back to Sarah and the meal that she had prepared +for us. Women reflect the politics of the hour in nerves and anxiety, in +anticipated sorrows. Sarah wished all agitations to stop. She longed for +peace. She was in dread of war. Perhaps Dorothy's health had been +affected by the growing turbulence of the country. + +Young Amos and Jonas came in and ate with us. We turned to the talk of +railroads and the growth of Chicago. Sarah took a hand now and said: +"These things are all right. You won't get any war out of railroads and +telegraphs. You men can reason and argue as much as you please about +this slavery matter; but I have two sons, and I didn't bring them into +the world to be killed in a war; and I won't have it if I can help +it--not for all the niggers in the world." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + + +If I were recording the life of an artist I should be dealing with +different causes acting upon his development, or with different effects +produced by the same times in which Douglas lived. Instead I am trying +to set forth the soul of a great man who extracted from his environment +other things than beauty; or rather the beauty of national progress. The +question was, after all, whether Douglas was helping to give America a +soul. What was he accomplishing for the real greatness of his country by +giving it territory and railroads? What kind of a soul was he giving it? +Who in this time was giving America a soul? Abigail had often hinted at +these questions. And I had to confess that they occupied my thoughts. + +I run over now with as much brevity as possible the events which led to +the crisis of Douglas' life. With the Compromises of 1850 the Whig party +began its rapid decline. The South did not like the Whig tariff. The +Whig attitude on the slavery question was too ambiguous to appeal to the +North. With its dissolution other organizations began to feed on its +remains. The Know-nothings arose and disappeared, without accomplishing +anything. Greeley said of them that they were "as devoid of the elements +of persistence as an anti-cholera or anti-potatobug party would be." + +In early 1854 the Whigs, Free Soilers and Anti-Slavery Democrats met at +Ripon, Wisconsin, and proposed to form a new party, to be called the +Republican party. They took part of the name which Jefferson had coined, +dropping the word "national" out. Douglas, enraged by this blasphemy +against Jefferson, suggested that the word "black" be put in where +"national" had been left out, making the name Black Republican party. + +A year later Douglas put through his bill for the organization of Kansas +and Nebraska, which provided that they could come into the Union with or +without slavery as they chose. He had long before voted against slavery +prohibition in Texas; for the extension of the Missouri Compromise to +the Pacific; for the Compromises of 1850, which made California free and +left Utah and New Mexico to come in free or slave, according to their +own wish. I had to confess that he had no clear constitutional theory +himself. He was only growing more emphatic in favor of popular +sovereignty as a name for territorial independence on the subject. He +compared this popular sovereignty to the rights which the Colonies +asserted against England to manage their own affairs, and for the +violation of which the Revolution ensued. The principle had appeared in +most of the bills that he had sponsored or supported. Now it was the +real doctrine. He was like an inventor who, after making many +experiments, hits upon a working device. He was like a philosopher, who +conceives the theory, then clears it, shears away its accidents or even +abandons it. He had long been distrusted in the South. The +Kansas-Nebraska bill still further alienated the South. The South wanted +slavery carried into the territories by the Constitution, even against +the will of the people of the territories. What had Douglas to gain with +popular sovereignty? He really overestimated its appeal. He knew that +the South did not like it, but he believed that it was sound, and that +it would win the majority of the people. He advanced it not only as a +solution of a vexed condition, but in the name of Liberty. + +He misconceived the case, and here his tragedy began to flourish. I was +sorry to witness his discomfiture and his first forensic defeat. +Clergymen denounced him; and thinking no doubt that they were the +spokesmen of the back-hall radicalism and ignorant morality which he +despised, he fought them back bitterly: "You who desecrate the pulpit to +the miserable influence of party politics! Is slavery the only wrong in +the country? If so, why not recognize the great principles of +self-government and state equality as curatives?" + +He was burned in effigy and branded a traitor, a Judas, a Benedict +Arnold. The whole mob power was used against him. But he was Hercules +furious. He was against the wall, but unrepentant. He came to Chicago +and announced that he would speak in front of the North Market Hall. It +was September, and still lovely summer weather. I could not induce +Dorothy to go, so Mr. Williams, Abigail, Aldington, and I went to hear +Douglas defend himself. All the afternoon before this evening bells were +tolled, flags were hung at half-mast. I got to Douglas, telling him that +I feared violence to his person. He waved me off. His brow was heavy +with scowls, his eyes deep with emotion. He was like a man ready to +fight and die. Finally the hour arrived, and he mounted the platform +intrepidly, amid hisses and howls. He paused to let the tumult die. He +began again. He was hooted. He stepped forward undaunted, and let forth +the full power of his voice: + +"I come to tell you that an alliance has been made of abolitionism, +Maine liquor-lawism, and what there was left of northern Whiggism, and +then the Protestant feeling against the Catholic, and the native feeling +against the foreigner. All these elements were melted down in one +crucible, and the result is Black Republicanism." + +A voice called out: "You're drunk!" Bedlam broke loose. In a silence +Douglas retorted: "Let a sober man say that." There were cheers. He went +on: + +"How do you dare to yell for negro freedom and then deny me the freedom +of speech? I claim to be a man of practical judgment. I do not seek the +unattainable. I am not for Utopias." + +"Topers!" said a voice, and there were yells. + +"Nor for topers," resumed Douglas. + +"I want results. What have you done with prohibition of slavery in the +North by Federal law? You who want negro equality, why don't you repeal +the laws of Illinois that forbid the intermarriage of white and blacks, +that forbid a negro from testifying against a white man, that allow +indentures of apprenticeship, and that require registration of negroes +brought into the state, the same as you license a dog? The Federal +government does not prevent you. The Ordinance of 1787 gave you the +start that you want for Kansas and Nebraska. Yet you have these things; +and you don't have slavery. Why? Not because the Federal government says +you can't have it, but because you yourself do not want it. I say that +this northern country is dedicated by God to freedom, law or no law; if +it hadn't been, General Harrison, who introduced slavery into Indiana +against the Ordinance of 1787 would have introduced something that would +be there now. So much for you Whigs who voted for Harrison in 1840." + +A voice: + +"How about Kansas and Nebraska?" There were more yells. "I am telling +you, if you will hear me. You old Whigs who followed Henry Clay to the +end, why do you denounce me when the Kansas-Nebraska bill is the same in +principle as Clay's Compromises of 1850 ..." + +"How about California?" + +"It was a compromise. And as I have said before if the people of +California had wanted a slave state they would have had it, any law to +the ..." + +Voices crying: "Benedict Arnold! Judas!" Douglas' voice rose to its +fullest power. He was fulminating Black Republicans, Know-nothings, +Anti-Catholics, humbug Whigs. I felt sure that he would be attacked. For +two hours he fought with this wild and wicked audience. He appealed to +their sense of fairness. If he was wrong, what harm to hear him through, +the better to see the wrong? If he was right, why condemn him unheard? I +could only make out a few sentences from time to time. He grew weary at +last. He drew out his watch. The audience quieted to hear what he would +say. "It is now Sunday morning. I will go to church and you may go to +hell." + +He stepped from the platform, walked boldly through the angry mob, ready +to assault him. Without a tremor, fearlessly he edged his way along to +his carriage, got into it, and was driven away, the mob hooting, bolder +rowdies running after him, and covering him with vile epithets. + +We walked away slowly without speaking to each other. We were too +shamed, too sympathetic with Douglas to tolerate this exhibition of +lawlessness. We were disgraced by an American audience which had tried +to disgrace an American Senator, who asked for nothing except for the +privilege of being heard. + +When we arrived at Clark and Randolph streets Aldington and Abigail +paused for a moment before turning in a direction different from mine. +They said good night and went on. I walked with Mr. Williams until I +arrived at my house. Then I went in, to lie awake and to think of the +spectacle of the evening. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + + +The next day I went out to look at the ten acres which Douglas had given +for the founding of the University of Chicago. I walked over the ground, +came to the lake. I was thinking that if Douglas' life were ending in +failure how futile was my own life! I was rich to be sure, but what had +I done? I had inherited money. Douglas had started in poverty and +accumulated a fortune. I had done nothing but increase my wealth. +Douglas' activities had covered many fields, and now if he was to fall! +What was American liberty? How could their devotion to a liberty, bring +liberty to him? Douglas' wife was dead; Dorothy was an invalid. + +In a few days I went around to see Abigail. That terrible evening +remained a subject that must sometime be discussed between us. + +Abigail was never more gracious than on this occasion, and seemed to +understand that I needed to be lifted out of my reflections. She knew +what Dorothy's invalidism meant to me, and she was sympathetic with my +devotion to Douglas, in so far as it was an expression of human +friendship. She had a point of view about everything, which had been +developed and clarified by reading and travel. It came over me that I +had been nowhere in Europe, that I had been wandering up and down +America. My life in England was by now almost obliterated from my +consciousness. We were not long in the talk before she said that a man +should have more than one interest, that music or some form of art, or a +hobby in literature should be taken up as a relaxation from business. +What were politics but the interpretation of business? She showed me +some pictures she had been painting. A teacher had opened a studio in +Lake Street. Why did I not try my hand? I would find it a diversion from +other things. I had always loved etchings. I wished I could do that. +Well, this artist taught etching too. She inspired me at once to see +him. His name was Stoddard, and she gave me the number. I conceived an +enthusiasm for this new activity, thinking that it would take me out of +myself and away from the America that was closing around me with such +depressing effect. + +Then Abigail and Aldington in supplement of each other began to recall +the names of men then living whom they characterized as light-bearers. +"Really," said Abigail, "there are only a few men of real importance in +America to-day. These politicians and orators--Seward, Sumner, even the +late Webster--amount to very little after all. They are even less than +Lowell, whom Margaret Fuller recently characterized as shallow and +doomed to oblivion. Longfellow is an adapter, a translator, a +simple-hearted man. Whittier--well, all of them have fallen more or +less under the moralistic influence of the country." + +"That is what I like about Douglas," I said. "He is not a humbug. I like +his ironical voice against all these silly movements, like liquor laws; +these ideas like God in the little affairs of men; all this barbarism +which breaks into religious manias; all these half-baked reformations. +They carry me with him into an opposition to negro equality--all this +stuff of Horace Greeley, Emerson, and in which men like Seward and +Sumner, and American writers and poets, big and little, share." + +"Oh, yes," said Abigail, "but after all you can say Douglas is just a +politician. You do not need to grieve about him. He is tough enough to +stand anything. He was put down by that mob. But I dare say he was not +as much disturbed about it as you were. If he should die to-day what +would the world lose? He has no great unfinished books, no half-painted +pictures, no musical scores without the final touches. Look over the +world, my friend. Do you realize who is living in it to-day? In Russia, +Tolstoi and Turgenieff; in Germany, Schopenhauer, Freytag, Liszt, +Wagner--Wagner is just Douglas' age too. In France, Hugo, George Sand, +Renan, Berlioz, Bizet. In England, Tennyson, Macaulay. These are only a +few. What has Douglas written or said that will live? What has he done +that will carry an influence to a future day? I want to see you lift +yourself out of this. Frankly, you seem to me like a man who has never +come to himself. You have lived here in Illinois since you were a boy. +You found work to do, and you did it. You wanted to be rich, you have +had your wish. But the material you have handled has become you. It has +entered the pores of your being, and become assimilated with its flesh. +You have gone on oblivious of this greater world. There is another +thing, and I have never known this to fail: you were a soldier in the +Mexican War, and the causes for which it was fought have burned +themselves into your nature. You are like a piece of clay molded and +lettered and shoved into the hot oven of war. You came forth with Young +America, Expansion burned into you. Douglas, being your close friend, +and being for these things, gave interpretations to these words. Your +glaze took the reflection of his face; and these words became other +words of like import, or imaginatively enlarged by the lights which his +winning art cast upon them. Give Douglas wit, humor, and he would carry +the whole country. For it runs after greatness of territory, railroads, +the equality of man, the superiority of the white race. As dull as the +mob is it knows that Douglas does not stand for its morality and its +God. If he had wit he could make them laugh and forget the distance that +divides him from them. We all understand why he has enemies; why the +revolutionaries from Germany, Hungary, Austria, divide in doubt over +him. But what has he to carry against them that will be a loss to the +world, if he fails?" I felt a little apologetic for my devotion to +Douglas as Abigail talked. Had I made a god of a poor piece of clay? +No, it was not true. I knew him, I believed in him. He was the clearest +voice in all this rising absurdity of American life. But Abigail had +given me one idea that I wished to act upon. + +I went the next day to see Stoddard and started to learn etching. If I +could only transfer to the copper plate what I had seen of sand hills, +pines, pools of water, the gulls over the lake, the picturesque shacks +of early Chicago of 1833 and 1840; the old wooden drawbridge, which was +over the river in 1834, with the ships beyond it toward the lake and the +lighthouse, and in the forefront canoes on the shore, covered with +rushes and sand grass. After a few days I saw Douglas. He came on an +evening when I was just about to go to him. I had been thinking of him +day by day, but waiting for the effect of his rough experience in front +of the North Market to wear away from his thoughts and mine. He was now +himself again, his eye keen, his voice melodious, his figure pervaded by +animation. I noticed perhaps for the first time how small and graceful +were his hands. The greatness and shapeliness of his head could not be +overlooked. From beneath shaggy and questioning brows his penetrating +eyes looked straight through me. Had his pride been wounded, his spirits +dampened? Not at all. He was willing to face any audience anywhere. He +had told the South unpleasant truths. He had satirized the groups that +went to the making of the Republican party. "I have a creed," he said, +"as broad as the continent. I can preach it boldly, and without apology +North or South, East or West. I can face Toombs or Davis, if they preach +sectional strife, or advocate disunion. I can continue to point out the +narrow faith of Sumner and Seward. I shall not abate my contempt for the +ragged insurrectionists who are going about the country for lack of +better business, scattering dissension. Am I to be President? There is +trouble now in Kansas and Nebraska. Can I help that? I have stood for +the right of the people there to have slavery or not as they chose. But +if any trick is played on either of them, whether in favor of slavery or +against it, they will find me on the spot ready to fight for an honest +deal." + +Seeing Douglas in all his strength and self-confidence again I was +happy. We talked of the old days and drank from the old bottle. I took +him to the door, followed his retreating figure down the street, so +short but so massive. Then I went to Dorothy, to find her sleepless and +unhappy. + + + + +CHAPTER L + + +No way to mark time quicker than by Presidentials. Four years pass in +the space of two or less; for no sooner is a President installed than +committees meet for reformations and plans. Six months between the +election and the installation of a President! When he has served a year +the election is nearly two years passed. Thus, as it seemed, the +election of 1856 was upon the country before we had time to appreciate +what Mr. Pierce had done. Had he had a fair chance in such a brief +period to do anything? I was at work attending to my business, trying to +etch too, but I could not keep my mind off the game of politics. Among +the tens of thousands of men in Illinois who were devoted to Douglas no +one was more loyal to his ambition than I, and perhaps no one was less +conspicuous. I followed the _New York Tribune_, the _Springfield +Republican_, the _North American Review_, the _Independent, Harper's +Weekly_, and the southern press, as well as the papers of Illinois. I +had made a large book of clippings, which expressed the journalistic +thought of the country. All these things put together kept me fully +occupied. Our son Reverdy was coming to an age when his schooling would +need attention. I wished to send him to England. But that was difficult +to do, because, while Dorothy was urging a trip abroad she wished to go +to Italy, on account of the climate. + +In truth Dorothy was growing more distressed every day over American +affairs. She found harshness in Chicago. She did not find sympathy with +the ideas with which she had grown up. Her failure to make close friends +interfered with her social delights. Mrs. Douglas had perhaps been her +greatest intimate. With her death she had seemed to lose interest in +other cordial associations. Her nervous organization was badly +devitalized. I, too, hoped to see the continent, and particularly Italy. +But I did not wish to leave until the campaign was over, owing to my +interest in Douglas. I wanted to watch affairs now, but also I wished to +help Douglas, if I could. + +For the first time the Republicans entered the field. They adopted a +platform which incorporated the Declaration of Independence. It was +against popular sovereignty, lest the people vote in slavery, or be +tricked into doing so. It stood for Congressional control of slavery +extension, and implicit in this was the constitutional power of Congress +to do so. It had, with the Declaration of Independence, with the +invocation of God, and appeals to the Bible, gathered a working force in +the country. The press, the platform, had been busy to this end. Seward +with his higher law was a contributor. Chase, who was termed by Douglas +a debater, where Seward and Sumner were only essayists, was one of the +big figures in the new movement. Beecher and Greeley were spokesmen of +the new organization. The convention nominated Fremont who had explored +Oregon in 1842. + +He was of the spirit of Douglas. He was an expansionist. He had gone +into California in 1845, and raised the American flag on a mountain +overlooking Monterey. He had helped later to conquer California. He had +for various audacious and disobedient acts been tried and +court-martialed, and dismissed from military service. President Polk had +approved the verdict, but remitted the penalty. Then he had resigned. +Now he was the object of the highest honor of an American convention. He +was made the spokesman for a platform which denounced the invasion of +Kansas by an armed force in the interests of slavery. He had gone into +California for the slavocracy which engineered the Mexican War, as New +England contended. Now he was at the head of the party waging war upon +that slavocracy. A strange people, these Americans! + +Douglas had said that he did not want the office of President. Perhaps +that was an exhibition of political coyness, for he was in the lists +just the same! He had 33 votes on the first ballot, of which only 14 +came from the South. President Pierce, who was running again, met a +wavering fortune. On the sixteenth ballot he had not a vote. Douglas had +121 votes; a certain Mr. Buchanan had 168. On the seventeenth ballot +this Mr. Buchanan was nominated. Who was this Mr. Buchanan? + +He had been Secretary of State under Polk, had helped to secure the +Texan territory. So much for the appeal to Young America. He had been +minister to Great Britain. Therefore he was abroad when Douglas was +gummed with the poisonous sweet of Kansas and Nebraska. He thought +slavery was wrong; therefore, you Abolitionists, here's the man for you. +He held that territorial extension of slavery need not be feared; let +the people rule. As a Congressman he had voted to exclude abolition +literature from the mails; come forward Calhoun-ites and vote for +Buchanan. They did. Fremont did not get a vote in North Carolina, South +Carolina, Georgia, Alabama, Florida, Mississippi, Texas, Arkansas, +Missouri, Tennessee; and only 281 in Maryland, 291 in Virginia, and 364 +in Kentucky. But Millard Fillmore, running on a platform of America for +Americans, almost divided the vote with Buchanan in those states. He +carried Maryland against Buchanan; but of the whole popular vote he was +nearly a million behind Buchanan. Fremont had 1,341,264 votes and +Buchanan had 1,838,169 votes. The electoral college gave Buchanan 174 +votes, Fremont 114, and Fillmore 8. Why could Douglas not have been +nominated? + +We got the news by telegraph in Chicago. As I studied the bulletins, I +was wondering whether the result was symptomatic of transient causes or +whether it betokened great changes. Had the Declaration of Independence +been approved at the polls? How was Douglas taking it? I did not see +him. I wrote to him, but he did not reply. Did he get my letter, or was +he consoling himself in convivial ways? + +I now prepared to go abroad. I was leaving a country that had changed in +almost every way since I had come to it. I was leaving a city that was +nothing but a hamlet when I first saw it. I had seen New Orleans and +Chicago connected by rail, and the state grow from a few hundred +thousand to a million population. I had seen Arkansas, Florida, +Michigan, Iowa, Texas, Wisconsin, California, added to the Union. Coal +and iron had become barons and were doing the bidding of steam, which +was king. The oil that had floated on the surface of the salt wells of +Kentucky was soon to be more powerful than cotton. Everything had +changed--but man. Was he rising to a purer height, had a glory begun to +dawn on America? Should slavery, polygamy, rum, be driven from the land? +Then should we be free and happy, and just and noble? France had got +schools and the ballot by the Revolution, but now she had a throne +again. We had the ballot but did we have freedom? No law could have made +a mob hiss Douglas at the North Market. Freedom in their hearts would +have given him an audience. + +Was I free? Was I happy? I was not free. I was not happy. My life seemed +cribbed. Dorothy was an invalid. I went to her from watching the +election bulletins. I sat on the side of the bed, took her in my arms. +"Let us go to Italy," she said. "I am dying here." She pressed her frail +hands around my neck. "Oh let us go--let us go." + + + + +CHAPTER LI + + +We sailed on the _Persia_, 376 feet long, 45 feet of beam, gross tonnage +3300, horsepower 4000, speed 14 knots an hour. As Dorothy knew nothing +of ocean sailing craft she was unable to share in my wonder at all the +splendor and comfort of this wonderful steamer. + +From the first Dorothy was ill. Our boy Reverdy too became seasick. As I +was not affected in the least I had the care of both of them. A part of +the time the sea was very rough. + +One night when we had been on the water three days Dorothy called to me. +She had been greatly nauseated during the afternoon. A sudden return of +the discomfort had seized her. I arose quickly and made a light. The +boat was rocking. A stiff breeze was blowing. We were headed through a +great darkness. Dorothy was deathly pale. She was unable to bring up +anything more and was convulsed with retching and coughing. + +She grew suddenly quiet, her eyes closing, her lips parting. "Dear," she +murmured. I waited for what she would say. She had become at once limp +in my arms. I shook her gently, pressed my ear to her breast. I could +hear no heart beat. I called her, laid her down, wetted a towel, and +applied it to her head. She did not rouse. I went from the stateroom to +find the physician. He came hurriedly. But Dorothy was dead. That word +of endearment was her last. + +Without, the sea and the sky were as black as a sunless cave. The water +rolled around us, pitching the boat forward and sideways. The timbers +creaked, lamps jiggled, the hallways seemed to undulate like snakes. But +the heart of the _Persia_ pumped with rhythmic regularity. The +passengers were asleep, or in various festivities, in cabins or in the +dining room. Nothing was stayed for this tragedy which had come to me. +On we went through the darkness! Dorothy was lying where I had placed +her, her head turned to one side, her face pale in the last sleep. I +aroused little Reverdy. He looked at his mother, kneeled by the berth, +and sobbed. The physician took us out of the cabin, locked the door, and +put us in another. I tucked little Reverdy in bed again; then I went out +to look, at the storm, the dark water, the impenetrable sky. + +Back of me was America, flattened out like a map in my imagination, lost +and sunk like old Atlantis. I sent my mind across it from New York to +Chicago, from Chicago to California. What was it? Earth, a continent +containing an embattled and disappointed Douglas, millions of struggling +people. Ahead of me, over thousands of miles of water, an unknown Italy. +I lived over all my life, but mostly now all my life with Dorothy, from +those first days in Jacksonville when I was under a cloud because of +Zoe and the killing of Lamborn, to our days in Nashville; the ecstasy +of first love, our walks and restings among the Cumberland hills, the +kindness of Mother Clayton, her joy when she learned that Dorothy had +consented to become my wife. I saw again the face of Jackson, his eyes, +his reverence when he kissed the brow of Dorothy; his tears and his +feeble step when he walked away from us. And I lived over early Chicago, +all my days with Douglas. Where was he now on that flattened, negligible +map called America? In what soil had Zoe moldered into the earth? What +had become of Fortescue? Where were Abigail and Aldington, Reverdy, +Sarah, this night? How could the millions storming over slavery and war, +territories, sugar and cotton and iron, gold and railways think of these +things if they were face to face with a reality as stark as I was, in a +boat rolled by dark water, tossing forward toward Europe and with a +burden like the dead body of Dorothy? All this night I walked the deck. +I saw the dawn come up, ragged and blue, patched with dark clouds, which +the wind drove close to the mounting waves. + +The captain ordered an autopsy. Dorothy had died of heart failure. Then +there was to be a burial at sea. In the afternoon the clouds lifted from +the sky. Toward the west the sun burned over the water, making a wake of +fire from the boat to the utmost horizon. I took a last look at Dorothy, +kissed her cold brow. Then she was wrapped with sheets on a plank +weighted with iron, and taken to the stern of the boat. I stood near to +see it all, with little Reverdy weeping as if his heart would break. + +The body is cast into the water, and in the very golden wake of the sun. +I cannot hear the splash; I only see a slight flap of the sheet. The +water closes over instantly. A gull frightened into a slight veering off +turns to the spot where Dorothy has disappeared. No ripples to mark the +place where she has been received by the sea! The boat has gone on +without staying. I keep my eyes fixed on the place. Waves cross and +recross over it. The sunlight shifts. Tears and the sun blind my eyes. I +rest them a moment and then look again. Where was it that Dorothy sank? +What great fish started at the splash, the white apparition; and then +returned to nibble? To what depths has Dorothy sunk? To what darker +waters has she been towed by some creature of prey? The sailors have +gone to their other duties. Little Reverdy is by my side, weeping +softly. I must write to the older Reverdy back in Jacksonville. He is +her only relation in the world. To-night I must sleep, if I can. + +But I do not sleep. I wonder if I have been a good husband to Dorothy. +What was she doing, how living, in the years past, when I was absorbed +in business, following the fortunes of Douglas, studying the books that +had no bearing upon her happiness nor, alas, upon mine? I saw her now as +patient, sometimes alone, perhaps always waiting for me, but never +complaining. How many happy hours had I sacrificed to other things when +I might have been with her! Was Dorothy happy? Did she love me? I began +to think over the occasions of her demonstrations of affection--after +all how few they were! Always tender toward me, but how infrequently +were there moments of passion, of ecstasy. Had I awakened all of her +nature? Had I been living a neutral life all these years? Was I in some +sort a negligible character, without magnetism, of unfulfilled passion? +A slumbering nature? + +But where now was Dorothy's body? We were fifty miles, seventy-five +miles, a hundred miles from the unmarked spot of burial. She had sunk +fathoms into the abyss. The bell on the boat had rung the midnight, then +one o'clock. I heard it toll for two--then I slept. I awoke hearing +little Reverdy sobbing. I stood out of the berth and tried to comfort +him. Then we dressed and went to breakfast. Whatever happens there must +be coffee and toast. Then I walked the deck and longed for land. + +We changed boats at Cherbourg. Then a dreary voyage to Naples. We +hurried through the noise and colorful disorder of Naples and drove by +carriage to Rome. We entered the same gate through which Milton and +Goethe had passed, into the Piazza di Spagna. At the foot of the steps +leading to Trinita di Monti--here where the foreigners stayed, the +English quarter. I found accommodations in a pension. First there was +the unpacking, and little Reverdy had to be kept comforted, if possible; +I must start him in school too. Life must always go on. I became +sensible of many bells. The strange noises of a civilization wholly +unknown to me came up through my window. I looked out upon the Piazza di +Spagna, knowing nothing of its history. Who would be my friends here? +Back of me was nearly a quarter of a century in America and before me +what? + + + + +CHAPTER LII + + +Our pension was all that could be desired. Mr. and Mrs. Winchell were +here from America, from Connecticut. She was about twenty-seven; he was +nearly sixty. They were on their way around the world, stopping in Rome +for some months. She was studying painting under an artist who also +taught etching. In this way I came under the instruction of Luca, who +had a studio not far from the Piazza di Spagna, and also into daily +association with Mrs. Winchell. + +First little Reverdy had to be placed in school and given a tutor. +Before doing this I took him around the city, and we saw together some +of the churches: S. Maria del Popolo, S. Giovanna dei Laterano, S. +Angelo, S. Paolo. I took him to the Pantheon, the Coliseum, to St. +Peter's, into the Vatican. Thus I gained my first impressions; and on +these rounds I found the courier Serafino Maletesta, who became a source +of so much interest and delight to me. + +My mornings were spent in Luca's studio; my afternoons in sightseeing +with Serafino, in which Mr. and Mrs. Winchell joined, though +infrequently by him. He was ageing and not well. And often from the +beginning Mrs. Winchell and I set off together with Serafino to explore +museums, visit the Palatine, drive to the edge of the city where the +Alban hills were plainer across the Campagna, as level as a prairie +around Jacksonville. + +I was struggling with Italian, carrying on such conversation as I could +with Serafino, and with Mrs. Winchell, who was growing proficient in the +language. + +Serafino was something past sixty. He had been with the Carbonari of +1820, and in the Italian revolution of 1830-31. He saw this suppressed. +Then when the republican movements of 1848 shook Europe, he had +participated in the third Italian revolution of that year; and again he +had seen Italy put down, this time by the intervention of the French, +whose Louis Napoleon sought by this action to win the friendship of the +Catholic clergy in France. The hated Austrians now ruled Lombardy and +Venice. In Rome, now that the Pope again had temporal, power, the +political affairs of the city were in the hands of Cardinal Antonelli, +who suppressed political agitation with great severity. It was not only +an American audience before North Market Hall in Clark Street, Chicago, +that denied the freedom of speech. Cardinals were up to the same thing, +as well as mobs. + +Serafino told me calmly, with occasional profanity, of the arrest of +large numbers of Italians who belonged to the Unita Italiana at Naples, +whose condemnation was speedily followed by hideous dungeons and +atrocious cruelties. There was slavery in Italy too! + +Italy was under the heel of Austria. Religious bigotry, more subtle and +more powerful than the slavocracy of America, was crushing hope from the +lives of the Italians, while Mazzini and Cavour battled like Titans +against the powerful hierarchy of monarchy and Catholicism. There was +little of the history of Italy, of ancient Rome, that was seemingly +unknown to Serafino. He had read all his life; and he had been in the +actual conflicts of awakening Italy. Now his head shook a little when +his face reddened from suppressed wrath. He cursed quietly, but with a +terrible energy. He was poor; but there was a refinement in his personal +appearance. His worn shoes were always polished, his coat and trousers +of many years service were always brushed. He would appear at the +appointed hour, bright of eye, cleanly shaven, and always with wonderful +suggestions for sightseeing for the afternoon. He lived somewhere near +the Forum. Having never married he was continuing a friendship formed +long ago with a woman who kept house for him and lived with him. As he +was no longer fitted for a battle or strife he was now an adviser to +younger men. He was no doubt suspected but he seemed to have no fear. As +we went about among priests and soldiers he smiled and spoke to them. + +He knew them of old and a certain security seemed to be his. His two +interests were politics and art, but art had won him almost completely. +What he knew of history and of art, his life-long residence in Rome made +him the most interesting of couriers. + +Our conversations widened and deepened day by day. Had he heard of +Douglas? No. He had read _Uncle Tom's Cabin_. What did I know of Mrs. +Stowe? I ran over the list of our notables. They meant nothing to him. +State sovereignty, popular sovereignty, the Missouri Compromise, the +Compromises of 1850, the Kansas-Nebraska act were words without +significance. But there was negro slavery. "How can that be in your +country?" he asked, and laughed ironically. "If all men are created free +and equal how about the negro?" he asked. + +I went on to tell Serafino, that Thomas Jefferson, when drafting the +Declaration of Independence, had condemned George III who had forbidden +the American Colonies "to prohibit or restrain this execrable commerce"; +but that the clause was stricken out by South Carolina and Georgia. +Therefore that the Declaration did not mean negroes when it said "all +men." Serafino looked at me with quiet, comprehending eyes which said: +"It's the same struggle of money and power everywhere." He added aloud: +"Italy will never eat free bread and have enough of it until the +Austrian is driven off our back. They make us work and take away our +labor in taxes. We are negroes too." + +He wanted to know something of Garrison, of whom he had heard. What was +thought of Washington in America? But in the midst of these subjects he +would stop to point to a broken column, a ruined temple; or he would +turn suddenly into an old church to show me some beloved picture. After +all, the old life of street brawls, debates, and dungeons had faded out +of him with the dying of the rebellious fires of youth. There were only +echoes of these thunderous events in his soul. His eye only brightened +fully before a picture or a statue. His reverence arose only to some +perfection of color or of form. + +Once he took me by a quick turn, as if by impulse, into an old church. +"There is a lovely Madonna here," he said. "Who painted it?" "Some pupil +of Raphael's perhaps." Serafino removed his hat and stood reverently +before this beautiful face, so human, so tender. "I have heard you say +so much against the Church, the Papacy--I thought you were not in the +Church," I said. "No, I am an atheist," replied Serafino. "But what has +that to do with this? Look at those eyes, those lips. In '48, when my +soul was torn, I used to come in here every day just for the consolation +of that face. And now I come for the memory and the peace it brings me." +Slow tears were on the lower lids of his eyes. With a rough hand he +brushed them away, then asked me: "What do you think?" "I love that +face," I replied. "I understand how you feel." + +A friendship grew up between Serafino and me. He was not a perfunctory +guide. He never grew tired. When five o'clock would come and the day was +really ended I would say: "Well I must be back now. Little Reverdy is +coming over for an early dinner." "Ah, but just this one picture," he +would say, "it will only take a few minutes. I want you to see this. It +is a great work and something may happen. I may forget to bring you +again." Then we would walk in and out of the cold and gloom of the +church after having stared the picture into vividness. + +During my morning work my friendship with Mrs. Winchell ripened rapidly. +We had an excellent start in the circumstance that we were Americans. We +knew of cities, of some people in common. Abigail had come from +Connecticut and that, in a sense, laid a foundation for our +conversations. We were working together, she with painting, I with +drawing and etching. We criticized and suggested concerning each other's +work. Or we put down our brushes and pencils and talked of life. In this +way at last she knew of my going to America as a youth of eighteen, of +the farm, of Zoe, of my marriage, my life in Chicago, my long friendship +with Douglas, and lastly of Dorothy's death at sea. Her eyes would look +intently into mine. And when I told her that I considered my life +practically wasted she said: "Do you know every one's life is wasted; +nearly every one. Few find their work and pursue it. Most of us are +drawn aside, or tripped, or blinded. Your friend Douglas seems to me to +have had a wasted life. As you tell me all this I see you as a man of +tremendous will drawn into an accidental path, not his real path. You +are an artist at heart. I don't mean that you will ever be a great +etcher, though one cannot tell; I mean that all this turbulence, +sordidness, American hurry, waste, vulgarity, agitation, politics, did +not belong to you. But what right have I to talk? My life is a waste +too." + +Little by little I learned from her what her life had been, what its +central impulse was. She was a poor girl who hungered for opportunity. +She had looked with critical eyes upon marriageable men. I wondered if +she had been attractive to many men, if many had had the discernment to +see what she was. If a young woman marries an elderly man of wealth it +is probable that no young man of wealth has come to her at the favorable +hour; and probable, too, that no man of merely compelling magnetism has +been interested in her. Mr. Winchell was kindly, a noble nature; he gave +her a tender, but only a paternal love. But through him she had +traveled; she had had the beauty of life for which her heart was +insatiable. There were no children; there never would be children, and +what lavish, ecstatic affection she bestowed upon my Reverdy! So day by +day I learned that she was a teacher in Connecticut when Mr. Winchell +came along, willing to give her everything if she would marry him. He +had been rather a heavy drinker up to this time, now five years before; +when he left off drink for awhile. Then he had begun again, but rarely +indulged to excess. It may be that drink had emasculated him before he +married her; but now if because of this he tippled occasionally, he was +justified in medicine which dulled feelings that he could not be a +husband to this radiant woman, who treated him always with such +tenderness and devotion, always honored him with such scrupulous +attention. + +She wanted a child above all things. All of us remember some woman whom +we knew in youth who kept canaries, or raised flowers or had some queer +little fad. We learn to know why women do this. In her case she +expressed her mother's passion in studies, in art, in travel, in +friendship, in kindness to every one; above all in devotion to her +husband. She mothered him in the most tender and beautiful way. In a +little while I knew all her story, as she did mine. + +Serafino came for me one morning at the studio. There was an old café +beyond the walls near the Campagna where the food was wholly Italian and +of the best. It was a wonderful place for the rest of the noonday meal, +for a view of the Alban hills. The sun was warm, the sky was clear. The +intoxication of an Italian day was in the air. I wished so much to share +the delight with someone. Mrs. Winchell was sitting near absorbed in her +work. But she had looked up and bowed to Serafino, whom she had seen +with me so frequently. I turned to her and asked: "Would you and Mr. +Winchell like to join me?" "Let us go and ask him," she replied. So we +set off to the pension to invite Uncle Tom. That was the name she called +him, and I had begun to use it myself. + +Uncle Tom had made the acquaintance of some men of his own age from New +York. They had begun to patronize a café located beyond the American +Embassy, where broiled chicken and fresh vegetables were a specialty and +where the red wine was of the best. He had an engagement with these +cronies and was preparing to leave as we came in. He listened to +Isabel's exclamations about the place to which Serafino wished to take +us. If she had been his daughter and I had been his son he could not +have sent us off together with a heartier laugh, a more undisturbed +heart. "You two go," he said. "You get along about pictures and scenery. +I am going to Canape's, and play checkers this afternoon. I am too fat +to run around like you young folks do. Go on and have a good time." + +And we ran down, following Serafino who had preceded us to engage a +carriage. Off we drove, the wheels rattling over the stones, past the +Forum, past the Coliseum, in view of St. Peter's. Soon we entered a +dusty road. The houses were small now, broken and old. At last we drew +up into an open space surrounded by little buildings: a blacksmith's +shop where the anvil was ringing, little bakeries, markets where +vegetables and bologna were vended. Ragged Italian children, gay and +soiled with healthy dirt, were playing in the dust, turning somersaults, +chasing each other, laughing. Beyond us was the Campagna, the Alban +hills. We climbed a rickety stairway to a platform or roof of stone. An +eager and obliging waiter brought us a table, spread it, put before us +red wine. And Serafino, seeing these things done, disappeared, leaving +Isabel and me to dine together under this clear sky with the green of +the lovely plain spread out before us to the purples of the hills. + +How could I help but make comparisons between Isabel and Dorothy? I had +never known any women but Dorothy and Abigail, Sarah, Mother Clayton. I +had never come into romantic contact with any woman but Dorothy. Now I +was advancing to this relationship with Isabel. I began to wonder if I +had given Dorothy love. I had given her perfect loyalty. Was there a +form of treason to Dorothy's memory in the fast beating of my heart here +in the presence of Isabel, under this sky, in this charming place? +Perhaps I had been starved too. Yet because of her personality, the +radiant flame which was herself, the laughing and girlish genius which +was in her, but above all the spiritual integrity which was hers, I +stood in awe of her. But that awe was sufficiently explained by her +devotion to her husband. I saw in her eyes honor and truth, and the +peace of mind that sometimes comes with them, all the while that I felt +the blood surge around my heart and pulsate in my hands. There seemed to +be nothing now of which we could not speak. Her interest in children +betrayed itself in exclamations over the ragged little Italians playing +in the court. I wondered if my heart had ever been profoundly stirred. I +had married Dorothy. But suppose Zoe had not been in my life to have +offended and alienated Dorothy's interest for a time, and thus to have +energized this English will which was mine for conquest of the farm, for +the killing of Lamborn--for the continued pursuit of Dorothy? In such +case had I married Dorothy? What would life have been to me if I had met +Isabel when I first knew Dorothy? This woman of white flame talking of +art, of travel, of Rome, of religion, of beauty; giving way to girlish +chuckles and laughter. Was she not closer to me, as temperate genius of +the North, than Dorothy, out of the languor and the romanticism of the +South? Was not Douglas closer to the North, which Isabel seemed to me +now to symbolize, than to that South with which his fate had now so long +been entangled? + +A step is heard. The old stair creaks, and Serafino's head appears above +the railing. We look up, aroused from our enchantment. The afternoon +lights are slanting across the Campagna. It is time to go. I have +overpaid the waiter. He honestly offers to rectify it. Isabel laughs, +seeing that I am oblivious of such worldly things. That breaks the +spell. And we drive back to Rome and our pension. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII + + +I begin to wonder about my Reverdy. At the school I see him in +association with English boys. He is not so strong as they, not so +handsome, not so alert and apt. Isabel has never had a child and wants +one with consuming passion. This boy is mine, but am I better off than +Isabel? My life grows clearer to me. I have receded from it and can see +it better. I can look out upon Rome and then close my eyes and recall +Chicago. I think of my long years of money making; then I turn to +reflection upon art and life. I thrill in the presence of Isabel; then I +remember the mild but tender passion which Dorothy aroused in me. + +I thrill before Isabel, but I give my feelings no expression. There are +looks, no doubt, hesitations of speech, flutterings of the heart, that +she may hear. But she is encompassed with flame that bars my way. I do +not try to pass. We are all friends together, Isabel, Uncle Tom, and I. +No plans are made which exclude Uncle Tom. Isabel and I have no secrets, +no stealings away, no intimacies however slight, no quick withdrawals +upon the sound of his step. Everything is known to Uncle Tom. I had +impulses to all clearness of conduct in the circumstance that Uncle Tom +is so much my friend. He treats me like a father; he is always doing +generous things for me. He is delighted to see Isabel go with me to a +church or a gallery, when he is too tired or too ill to accompany us, +and that is often. + +And day by day Isabel was happier. She became a creature of glories, +shining transparencies. We had books together, music together, our work +together. We had the companionship of the morning and the evening meal, +sacred rituals between beings who love each other. We had infinite talks +together with Uncle Tom or alone, as it happened. If Uncle Tom saw our +exaltation, nevertheless he knew all that was between us. For it was +beauty of life that Isabel and I shared, and who cannot know between +whom this secret exists, if he have eyes to see? + +He knew I loved Isabel, if he had not forgotten all that moves in the +blood of a man of forty-two. He knew that she loved me--at any rate in +some quality of love. For Isabel used this word freely in the ecstasies +of her spirit, in the rapturous atmosphere of Italy. "I love James, +Uncle Tom--not as I love you; but I really love him! How wonderful that +he should come to us. He is like my brother, but he is something more. +He is a great friend." Uncle Tom would smile benignantly upon this +radiant woman, whom he had married for her youthful vitality, for which +he gave the happiness that comes of wealth. Perhaps in his ageing +psychology he did not know that there was passion in our hearts. Yet I +think he was a great soul, wishing Isabel to have every happiness. I +know he was my friend. There was nothing in him of the envy of January +because of my younger years, nor reproof for the Maytime sunshine that +was in the heart of Isabel. + +Isabel and I had been to the Vatican several times. Uncle Tom disliked +pictures; above all he dreaded the fatigue of walking and the cold of +the churches and rooms where he was obliged to remove his hat. One +afternoon Isabel proposed that we go again to the Vatican; there was a +face there she wished to show me. We asked Uncle Tom to come with us; +but this was one of the days when he did not feel strong enough for +anything. He was keeping to his room. Perhaps later he would go to +Canape's. "You two go along. You will get on without me." + +Isabel took me directly to the suite which was decorated by Pinturicchio +for Alexander VI. We looked at the Annunciation, the Nativity, the Magi, +and the Resurrection. Somehow I was more moved by these paintings than +by anything I had yet seen in Rome. The soul of this painter took +possession of me. Then recalling what Isabel had said I asked her: +"Where is the face, Isabel, you wished to show me?" "There," she said. +"Turn around." I did and saw a bronze bust on a pedestal. "That, you +mean?" Isabel nodded. I walked closer to it. It was Pinturicchio. + +A deeper emotion than I had ever before felt before a work of art took +possession of me. Such wisdom, benignity, genius! What a soul belonged +to this man! I looked about to see if we were watched by guards. As we +were alone I put up my hands to caress this face, moved by some unknown +impulse. Touching the silken surface of the bronze my whole imaginative +power seemed to awake; my life spread out before me. I know not what it +was; memories of so many things; not least of all Isabel's presence +understanding what I felt. My eyes blinded; my shoulders shook a little. +Isabel came to me and gently put her hand on my arm. We walked away. +"Who was Pinturicchio?" I asked of Isabel. And she told me. I took a +guide-book out of my pocket and began to read. "There is a story," it +said, "that Pinturicchio was starved by his wife during his last +illness." I closed the book. After all had not Douglas been starved in +the finer part of his genius by the life to which he was wedded? How +would his face look in bronze, ridged with reason and controversy; what +could ever bring him out of the dust and noise of the levels where he +was battling, even to the plateaus to which poor Serafino had climbed? + +After that I looked at everything of Pinturicchio's I could find in +Rome. We found his Coronation of the Virgin, his frescoes of St. +Antonio. But Isabel, who had already been to the Villa d'Este with Uncle +Tom, began now day by day to plan another excursion there. She had not +gone up to Tivoli, nor seen the cataracts; we could do all of this in an +afternoon if we did not stop to wander through Hadrian's Villa. This +time Serafino went with us; but Uncle Tom was again indisposed, and +laughingly bade us to go on and leave him to an afternoon at Canape's +with his cronies. + +Serafino rode on the box with the driver, and that left Isabel and me to +something like a privacy, as we drove by the quarries of travertine +where the slaves of old Rome went blind and died hewing out the stone +that went to the building of the Coliseum and the theaters of Marcellus +and Pompey. We passed the little stream whose waters were blue with +sulphur, filling the air with its odor. The grasses and herbs were +green; here and there an almond tree was in blossom. The dark cypresses +of Hadrian's Villa stood like spires of thunder clouds against the +wonderful azures of this uplifting sky. Before us were the mountains, +pine-clad, vineyard-clad; and far up the gleam of a cascade shone like a +bent sword in the sun. + +Serafino took us through the room of the d'Este Palace telling the +driver to meet us at one of the entrances to the grounds. When we +emerged and descended to the Hundred Fountains he turned away giving us +the directions to reach the carriage. He knew that this was a place +where lovers would wish to dispense with a guide. + +We walked through the avenues of great cypress trees and came to the +farther end of the pools whose curbs were decorated with flowering urns. +There we looked at the palace and listened to the song of the merles. +Beside this all was silence, only the stir of the wind against the soft +strings of the trees--the most melodious harp in the world! We climbed +to an eminence, stood by an iron fence and gazed down upon the fisheries +surrounded by graceful bushes and trees. Then we found the Fontana dell' +Ovato, and a seat before it. It was a semicircle of stone perforated by +arches over which the water musically poured. Here we rested, listening +to the merles, the falling water, the whispering of the wind. Ghosts of +dead delight seemed to pass us; unseen presences of passionate gallants +and capricious loveliness, hungering hearts wounded by life, by beauty, +by desire, spoke to us through the murmuring water, the stir of the +wind, the intense silence when all sounds were turned away by the +veering of the delicious air. + +And Uncle Tom was in Rome at Canape's drinking with his American +cronies! Only myself knew my starved heart, but surely he knew the heart +of Isabel. What was the attitude of mind in allowing this free +association between Isabel and me? Does the heart of age become +deadened? Does it understand; does it but partly divine these secrets; +does it for any of these reasons cease to be sensitive? + +Then suddenly, as Isabel and I sat there in these enchanting +surroundings, an uncontrollable emotion seized me, one that had no +regard for a future, that sought only to realize wholly and at once an +ecstatic present. For what could be between us? I could not marry +Isabel; and what could be? Blindly, without a thought of any of these +things, I took Isabel's hands and drew her to me frightened and +trembling. Instantly I saw what I had done. Our life of frank +companionship fell away from us. A new birth was ours; but of what +wonder and terror and danger! Isabel exclaimed: "Oh, my friend!" Then +she lost her voice and whispered, "My friend!" She became relaxed, +leaned back her head, closed her eyes. Tears crept down her cheeks. And +I was silent, in a kind of madness of fear, passion, regret, nameless +sorrow. What could I say, to what could she listen? There was a long +silence. Then Isabel began to speak. + +"Help me, my friend," she said. "How can I tell you how to be my friend? +Still it must be. I care for you so deeply. Let me speak, but understand +me as I try to speak, and help me. You are young and strong. You are so +companionable; I never grow tired of you--but you must know that I am +not different from you in all impulses, imaginings. But be my friend. +Take into your being the beauty we have together; these flowers of +friendship attend and keep for our garden--our Villa d'Este. Let it be +open to the sky and wind as this is, a place where innocence and +kindness may come, where children may play and the old rest. Ah, my +friend, you have lived and now be strong for me. Uncle Tom is so fond of +you. Think of all you have. You have had a wife, and you have a son. Be +noble, be understanding, for really you see I am poor and you are rich. +If possible these hands of passion which you have placed on mine must +change, and my hands must forget what you have done. Otherwise what is +the future to be?" + +Isabel began to sob, between her words crying: "Oh, be my friend!" How +could I comfort her? The very comfort that her heart craved was that +which her sorrow strove to deny me the giving. I drew out my watch; we +had long overstayed our time, for we were to lunch at the Sibylla in +Tivoli. We walked slowly to the entrance where Serafino waited for us +with the carriage. He was smoking a pipe, calm and happy, and in +companionable conversation with the driver. + +At a table near the Temple of Vesta here on the Castro Vetere, the +waterfalls below us, Horace's Villa above us, we dined and became happy +again. + +When we got back to the pension Uncle Tom was there to greet us and to +receive Isabel's kiss upon a mischievously yielded cheek, and to hear +her rapturous account of the afternoon. + +And I went forth with little Reverdy in the Borghese Gardens; afterwards +to continue my studies of the etchings of Piranesi. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV + + +Isabel now took Reverdy into her heart with an ardor that could not be +mistaken. She often went to bring him from school to the pension. She +took him in walks about the broken columns of the Forum. They clambered +together over the galleries of the Coliseum and to the heights of the +Palatine, exploring the ruins of the palaces of the Cesar's. They had +walked out to the Appian Way, and gone to listen to the merles and the +golden wrens among the cypresses of the Protestant cemetery. + +Reverdy had begun to call Isabel "Mamma Isabel" and Isabel addressed him +as "son." Uncle Tom fell into the same way. The kinship between us was +strengthened by these endearments. + +But I observed something of deeper, more mystical import; Reverdy was +attached to Isabel with an intense and curious filial passion. He would +rush into the room and kiss Isabel, flinging his arms about her with +ecstatic joy. She evoked this demonstration in some secret, maternal +way. And now as I tried to remember I could not recall that Dorothy had +ever caressed Reverdy--not that she was cold toward him. She was the +soul of kindness. But whenever had she held him to her breast with +demonstrative heart-hunger and expression; whenever had she played with +him, walked with him, entered into his life of game or studies? She had +never done so. Perhaps Reverdy had never had a mother after all. Now he +had one in Isabel, who seemed to direct something of the energy that she +had channeled into art and into travel to this boy of mine. But she did +not in any way withdraw her interest from me. + +I was wondering after our day at the Villa d'Este if she would place +herself again in a like intimacy with me, if we should go about together +as before. No, there was no change as to program; but her eyes were so +clear, so innocently bright, her smile and laugh so gentle, yet free of +direct invitation, above all her devotion to Uncle Tom was so noble, +that I felt loath to make my approach more intimate. What I craved and +what I was glad to keep was our daily association. And now while she +always invited Uncle Tom to be with us and he more and more went his own +way, Isabel turned to Reverdy and arranged for him to accompany us about +Rome and into the country, once to Hadrian's Villa, once to Ostia where +we looked upon the sea. It did not seem to me that Isabel sought to keep +me at a distance and to bring in Reverdy as an influence to that end. +She took such great delight in having him with us. It seemed only to +happen that he went with us. It was not always so. And it was all quite +natural. + +We had thus become friends in the profoundest sense. Once she referred +to Pinturicchio saying: "If you feel that you could have loved that +man, don't you see that the same feeling can exist between a man and a +woman? I am talking of that unity of two minds out of which the finest +emotions come; and in the case of artists the noblest works. Love is not +just passional love, just this flame that burns so brightly and then +dies. It may be a flame that has no material sustenance, or so slight +that we are not subtle enough to discern it; a flame that feeds on +flame, unites with another flame and grows brighter for the union; and +finds in the flame a substitute for oil. Friendship is what I mean--or +love may be a better word. Here in Rome among the old shrines and +temples where the anemones and violets bloom so profusely, before the +sculptured faces of Zeus and Aphrodite and Apollo and Bacchus, one +dreams one's self into intuitions of the old gods, and the lovely faiths +of the ancient world. And I go sometimes alone with a book to the +Borghese or to the Capitoline and there let my imagination wander in +re-creation of the visions of life and the soul that came as +interpretations to the ancients. I have lately been reading a book on +the cult of Orpheus, the Pagan Christ, one of the loveliest figures of +the Greeks. It made me believe somehow that Christ never lived, that he +is only a creation of the anonymous imagination of a hungering world. +For surely Orpheus did not live, and how closely he resembles Christ as +an embodiment of the heart's aspiration to free itself from the material +and to rise into a realm of pure beauty, understanding, devotion--all +lovely things. My friend, I was thinking of you all the while. And if +you could have been a friend of Pinturicchio in the noblest sense, why +not of me? I am not trying to play with words or with ideas, or to +perplex you, or to excite your doubts or your desires. I think you have +never had a friend. What, after all, could you find in a soul so +masculine, so lacking in intuition as Douglas; upon whom you have poured +your admiration for all these years? Has it not been for lack of some +one better to whom you could give your heart? That is why I wish that +you and I could find an enduring and inspiring union in a mutual +interest in great things. Forgive me, I grieve that all this seems a +cruel waste to me--all these years of your life." + +"Is your life not a waste?" I asked before I could check the words. + +"No," Isabel replied calmly, in no way offended. "After all there is a +feeling in my heart for Uncle Tom such as you might have felt for +Pinturicchio. What does one derive from love? There are riches in +admiration, gratitude, sympathy, filial tenderness, in desire for +devotion; yes, even in pity; in the bestowal of comforting hands; in +solace given in hours of fatigue and illness; in care for declining +vitality. All these expressions I have. And now, my friend, I would be a +help to you. I would give you eyes to understand your past; and a vision +to choose a better future. If you have ever been Dionysius, which you +have not, you are yet an unawakened soul. I would have you become +Orpheus, attended by the Muses of all this loveliness with which we are +surrounded here. By contrast it makes me think of America, so vast but +so without a soul. By soul I do not mean that energy which enforces +righteousness, the dream of the fanatic, the ideal of the law +fabricator; but the soul of high freedoms, delights, nobilities. For +there is just as much difference between those things as there is +between Douglas and Pinturicchio. All of this goes without saying, of +course; but I am thinking of the application of these things to you. I +am your friend, you know." + +Was there reality in Isabel's words? Was she not sublimating the +materials of our thwarted relationship? Turning to Douglas I tried to +tell her what character of thinker he was and how, in spite of any +deficiency that he had, he was a brave heart and a thinking mind and a +needed builder in America. + +"It may be," said Isabel. We were sitting in the Gardens of Adonis once +occupied in part by the golden house of Nero, here where St. Sebastian +was bound to a tree and pierced with arrows. What material symbols for +our thoughts! Ruins of walls, columns and capitols lay about us; and on +the air was borne the music of bells and the low murmur of Rome. In this +pause of our conversation I heard a cry and looking up saw Reverdy +running toward us, throwing up his arms in delight and falling upon the +breast of Isabel. She embraced him with all tenderness; then arose and +began to run with him about the garden. In a little while we saw Uncle +Tom approaching slowly. He was much out of breath and looked definitely +ill. How had they found us? Isabel had told Uncle Tom that we might +stroll here; and Reverdy had prevailed upon Uncle Tom to drive this way. + +In a few days there was to be a service at St. Peter's which Isabel was +eager to see. She was talking to Uncle Tom about it, begging him to go, +and he was half consenting though reluctant. Reverdy was all delight +over the prospect, and it was an opportunity for me to be with Isabel. +She had never become a communicant of any church. But she abhorred +atheism. It denied the love that she saw in nature, the divinity that +permeated the human mind; the law she sensed in growth and decay; the +spirit of beauty that reigned everywhere to her imagination. We were at +one on this matter of denying a God, but the repugnance that I had had +to imperial Catholicism had been increased by Serafino's recitals of +Italy's sufferings under the Church and Austria. And in Rome one saw the +settled dominance of clericalism. Perhaps the Church was like negro +slavery. If the Church ministered to beauty and spirituality, was it not +asserted in favor of slavery that it afforded leisure; did it not +correspond to the fertilization which enriches the roots of a gorgeous +flower? I could see Isabel turning to the esthetics in the Catholic +service. "What can you say," she asked, "against a faith that surrounds +itself with pictures, sculpture, music, incense, the rhythm of rich +Latin, the appeal in words to life renewal, eternal life, purity, glory, +tenderness? Say what you will of it; condemn its external sovereignty, +of guns and poison and machinations--condemn these as you will--its +ritual calls to purer dreams. And perhaps in all our life there must be +oppression and particular injustice in order to produce the finest +blossom." + +Uncle Tom seemed to be falling into more frequent indisposition. He +often lay in bed for the greater part of the morning. There were days +when he did not leave his room. Again he would go forth to Canape's; and +while he was rarely in anything like a stagger, he was often saturated +with wine, heavy and sleepy from its influence. Isabel through it all +treated him with unfailing kindness; and some of our excursions were +interrupted because of Uncle Tom's taking to bed after returning from +Canape's; or because he could not arise before noon after an evening +with his friends. She would not desert his side. Was there something in +my presence with his life with Isabel, our friendship for each other, +that woke nerves to suffering which only drink could dull? + +The day of the service in St. Peter's we all set forth in one carriage, +Reverdy riding on the box, and Isabel, Uncle Tom, and I in the seat. I +noticed that Uncle Tom was more than usually self-absorbed. Isabel +patted his hand or held it, and talked to him of the objects of interest +along the way. + +The service was about to begin when we entered. We walked as far as the +bronze plate which marks the comparative length of the Cathedral of +Milan, and I was looking toward the bronze pavilion with its twisted +columns which tents the tomb of St. Peter, through and around these +columns at the candles on the altar. Chanting voices echoed, soared in +hollow reverberations up and about the arches, the domes; an organ was +giving forth soft thunder in some hidden quarter. + +Suddenly Uncle Tom steps back, sways, coughs. Isabel utters a slight +cry; I look at Uncle Tom and take him by the arm. Bystanders help me +support him. He has turned very pale, blue at the lips. With the +assistance of two men we take him to a carriage, drive to the pension. +We put him to bed and send for a physician. + +Reverdy is sent away, and Isabel and I watch. For Uncle Tom is dying. +The doctor says it is only a matter of a few hours. Uncle Tom wishes to +make a will. Will I write it out for him? His thoughts are clear. He +remembers his possessions, his relations. To brothers and sisters he +gives handsome purses, all the rest to Isabel. + +"Isabel," he says with difficulty. "Yes, my dear," she replies in a +voice of great tenderness. "Isabel, I want to give Jimmy something--ten +thousand dollars." Before she can speak I interject: "I do not need it, +Uncle Tom." He rolled his head in a negative, turned his hand feebly. "I +give it to you that you may do something for her. Then it will be from +you and from me too." Isabel stifles a sob by placing her hands tightly +over her mouth. "Write," says Uncle Tom; and I write. + +The will is written. The doctor has come again. Uncle Tom signs the will +in our presence. Then he asks the doctor for medicine for his lungs. "I +seem to have a cough," he says. But it is not his lungs but his heart. +We are standing by the bed. Uncle Tom takes our hands and puts them +together. Instantly his head sinks upon the pillow. He is dead. The +doctor walks from the room. Isabel and I stand by the bed with closed +eyes, holding hands. + + + + +CHAPTER LV + + +Standing beside the dead body of this man a future with Isabel took form +in my heart. Love is a great solemnity itself. And in this moment I felt +that Isabel shared my vision. + +We buried Uncle Tom. Then Isabel began to prepare to sail for America. +Of course no trip now around the world. She must go back to Connecticut, +but she must go alone. That was her wish. It was understood that I +should follow her later. This much was definite between us. Many plans +filled her mind. She had a large estate to put in order. There were +lawyers and agents to consult. I really wished to return with her in +order to assist her. But she said: "It is best for you to stay here for +a while. We shall write to each other. Later I wish you to come." + +The question in my mind was not shall we be married, but when shall we +be married. But Isabel's mood was too serious, too majestic for me to +broach these definite subjects now. I looked into her eyes. It seemed to +me that my thoughts were silently communicated to her. She pressed my +hand gently. And so after some days of packing, in which I helped her +constantly, she sailed away and left me in Rome. + +I tried to work but the time would not pass. All my drawings and +etchings were failures. What after all was art to me except a diversion? +Too late! The only art that I ever could achieve was that of giving +happiness to Isabel and being worthy of her devotion. Her letters came +frequently, always so full of wise observations, striking fancies and +imagery; so many with thanks for what I had been to her. She wrote me +that Uncle Tom's will, as he had dictated it, had been probated and +acquiesced in by every one. + +Six months went by. I had gone with Reverdy to Lake Maggiore to escape +the heat in Rome. While I was there a letter came from Isabel asking me +to come to her. In three weeks I was by her side, having first placed +Reverdy in Phillips Exeter. We were together in the great homestead +which had belonged to Uncle Tom's father, there in Connecticut. It was +full of the treasures of old times. Priceless things gathered on +Isabel's travels--a great house set in a wonderful expanse of grounds +about a mile from a pretty village. It was October. The earth was aflame +with the fires of the forest. Jays cried from the maples. The air was +subtle with a delicate scent of pine needles and fallen leaves. + +She had other guests in the house. But they dispersed themselves +gracefully. We were much alone, reading, listening to music played +softly by one of her woman friends at a distance in the drawing room. +Our favorite place was the window seat in the library, heaped with +pillows and overlooking lilac and rose bushes, where we could see the +great elms, the fountain, the country beyond. We had many walks +together; and one afternoon we came to a place on a woodland path amid +hills, trees towering above us, a brook playing below us. The air was +hushed with a passionate Orpheus, and there I sensed her yearning. I +heard the rhythm of her flesh singing to me. Her hands were stretched +toward me, the pupils of her eyes grew wide as if a vision stood before +her. For the first time I kissed Isabel upon the lips. + +Hitherto we had breathed the rarefied air of the peaks, seen the white +light of the upper spaces, felt the passionless gods about us. Now we +were descending the rich valleys, to the clustered vines, to the places +of soft sounds and voluptuous air, to havens of sleep, to the +replenishment of our souls in the bridal supper. + +That night we sat again in the window seat. Her other guests faded here +and there. For a time there were shadowy fancies from the piano, then +the house was stilled. But outside an April rain was falling. It pelted +the windowpanes as softly as driven petals. It made a fairy swish as of +far-off waves, and we sat together in a dim light. Isabel's eyes were +closed. Her head rested partly on my shoulder, partly on a pillow. Her +hand lay limp in my hand. Her whole being was relaxed. We were quite +alone. + +Isabel was with me body and mind. But a terror crept upon me. My very +hair trembled. I pressed her hand to my breast. It seemed only an act of +will, however, not of emotion. I drew her head close to my breast. All +these actions arrayed themselves before my detached observation. +Paralyzing self-analysis preoccupied me. I kissed her upon the brow, the +eyes, with pressure and strength upon the lips. I was not acting; I was +thinking out these demonstrations. The consciousness that I was +deceiving Isabel broke my emotional concentration. Could she sense that +my heart was beating, but with terror? Where were the flames that had +sung to me ethereally before? Where the song out of the flesh, but too +subtle for the ears of flesh? Yet I drew her closer to me, folded her +tightly against my breast. My imaginative strength was more and more +absorbed in self-analysis, into wonder as to what weakness had taken +place in me. For here was Isabel dissolved in my arms and how could I +continue this futile demonstration? But why also desist? The sweat began +to stand out on my forehead. What should I say? Uncle Tom no longer +stood between us. Isabel was my bride. There were no barriers to break +down, no protests to overcome. We were both of an age and of an +experience where formalities lose their significance. The goddess had +descended to me and here was I a witless fool. Finally there flashed +into my mind what she had said to me in Rome: "My friend, for this once +be Orpheus--Orpheus was once Dionysius. Orpheus, tranquil and inspired, +touched the quiet lyre surrounded by the Muses. Orpheus had been +Dionysius drinking wine, beating cymbals. Be Orpheus, my friend, and +take into your being these beauties of the mind which are given +us--these flowers of friendship attend and keep for our garden." + +These words ran through my tortured brain. They completed my enervation. +But I could utter none of them to Isabel. What fear that hatred was +budding in the heart of this woman at my side! I pressed her hands every +now and then to see what was moving in her; for as my mind would not +cease to analyze, analysis became keener. Always she returned the +pressure. Her kisses at first given with ardent emotion were now lisped +softly against my cheek. So we sat side by side. The rain pelted the +window, the clock chimed. And the night was passing. A proposal of +marriage seemed belated, incongruous. Yet it came into my mind as a +protective coloration to more immediate expressions of the moment. + +Men have lost women because they dishonored them or betrayed them or +changed for the time toward them--for a thousand reasons. But look at +me. What were friendship, truth, honor, the service of all that I was, +love in its highest and deepest sense, understanding, sympathy with all +of Isabel's flights of the mind, if I could not come to her with a +promise of the future? She was not only the revelation of all that I had +desired and of all that I had missed in life, but she was the symbol of +a fate that has come past the appointed hour. I was the father of +Reverdy by Dorothy, whom I loved with a heart's beginning; and I was the +defeated lover of the ideal whom I had found too late. + +In these circumstances of myself and Isabel were symbolized the lives of +all men who give their devotions to lesser loves, who find their +creations and their work imperfect or worthless when the planting season +has passed. + +As hollow as the words sounded, I nevertheless asked Isabel to be my +wife. And Isabel without changing her position and without opening her +eyes said in the quietest of voices: "You know I love you. You know I +have loved you in every way a woman can. I love you as I loved Uncle +Tom; for you are my friend, as he was. But what will the future be? I +have been compelled all my life to center my thought upon books and +music, friends, travel, and devotion to Uncle Tom. I have developed this +power of concentration and self-denial; but would you bring me to live +over again what I lived with Uncle Tom? Oh, my friend, no man can +understand and fathom the maternal desire in a woman. It is a mystery +which she alone knows." + +What life remained in me sank down just as a stricken eagle falls into +the thickets and is still; and breathes quietly and draws the film over +its eyes. I could not answer her. The October air was mild. The house +was overheated. A window was open. An entering wind began to stir my +hair. I thought of how it must look to another, these beginnings of +gray hair. Age had come to me. And I could see Isabel with my feelings +alone, sitting beside me so pale, so tender, so sorrowful. + +The clock strikes three. Isabel arouses, turns slightly from me, and +gradually sits up. "That was three, wasn't it?" she asked. "Your train +leaves early in the morning. You must sleep a few hours. I shall not see +you at breakfast. The maid will bring it to you. Shall we have a glass +of wine together?" + +She poured wine for me and we drank. She handed me a lighted candle. +Then she stood and searched my face. She offered her lips to me, turned +and walked away. + +I stood with the candle in my hand, watching her until she passed +through the shadows and darkness of the hall. The house was without a +sound. No step of her came from the hall or the stair. I still stood +with the candle in that silence and fluttering darkness. Then I went to +my room. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI + + +But I did not retire. I stood for a few moments looking through the +window into the darkness. Then I placed my belongings in my satchel, +stole softly out of the room, down the great stairs, opened the great +door of the main hallway and walked off the porch on to the gravel road, +through the iron gate and into the highway leading to the village. I +looked back at Isabel's mansion, at the roof dark between the dark +trees. Under that roof the most priceless heart I had found in life was +beating--but was it in sleep or in wakefulness? I was numbed, stunned, +hopeless. I could never return here, never see Isabel again. The Orphic +metamorphosis meant a complete disappearance from her life. She had not +turned me away or dismissed me; she had done no cruel thing, said no +word that wounded or would grow poignant in memory. She had been in +every way an angel of light--and for these reasons I could not see her +again. Whatever I was in truth, rid of accidental emotions if such they +were, I had filled her mind with fear and doubt. Thus our fate was made, +our sorrow was born. + +As I walked along in the darkness toward the village, my loneliness in +the world came over me. I had not attached many to me; many of those I +had won were gone. Was there a home for me? How could I return to the +house in Chicago? To what there? I had come from Italy to America; from +a city of memories and spiritual richnesses to the tumult of New York. +Above all I had found heaven in Isabel and lost it. My life had come to +flower only to be withered. I had stepped out of heaven into hell, and +from a great light into darkness. + +But the soul does not give up while there is breath. If one is ill he +looks forward to health; if he is slowly dying he hopes for years of +life; if one friend is lost there is another to turn to. No heart so +desperate but can imagine a haven, however poor it may be, and go to it. + +In this hour my mind turned to Reverdy back in Jacksonville. There could +be no truer, kinder heart. There in the prairie of Illinois that I had +grown up with he would be my solace. What had I to do with Rome, with +art; what with a woman like Isabel? I had ventured on sacred ground and +this was my punishment. A god had driven me forth. I had won my heart's +desire; but before I could enjoy it a god, ironical but just, intuitive +and swift to punish, had sent me down to my place in life. I would go to +Reverdy, and stand before him in my familiar guise. He would not see +Rome in my eyes; he would not know that I had been in Paradise; that in +my heart shone a face that I had put by and should never look on again. +Every man is a temple of forsaken shrines, of altars where candles +burned replenished by spirits that need open no doors--a temple whose +portals are barred. + +I went through Chicago, which had grown and changed in my absence so +marvelously, straight to Jacksonville, regarding nothing on my way, +reading nothing. Like a supernatural being which has girdled the earth +in a second, it seemed that I stood before Reverdy and Sarah and their +children. I stood before them, but I could hear the bells of Rome; and I +saw Isabel as she handed the candle to me and walked from the room. + +I supplemented what I had written to them of Dorothy's death; then I +told them brokenly of Rome. Where could I begin, what words could I +select to express briefly my experiences? But besides, Isabel was all my +thought, and of her I could not speak. Then we had the meal. The house, +the town, the surrounding country, began to assemble themselves together +familiarly. I was back. The old life was slipping on me as one removes +his best dress for the overalls of work. Pinturicchio! What light was +falling on those soft and tender cheeks in the Vatican? But where was +Douglas? + +Douglas! Reverdy looked at me as if he had much to say. "He's +campaigning," said Reverdy; "already has made about a hundred speeches. +He has a fight on his hands. He has a tough rival to handle." + +"Who is it?" + +"Abraham Lincoln!" + +"Who is Abraham Lincoln?" + +I had never heard that name before; nor seen it in print. Reverdy went +on to tell me briefly that Lincoln had been in the legislature at the +same time that Douglas was in 1836; that he had been in Congress in +1847; that he was well known as a lawyer in Springfield; that for many +years he had done nothing but practice law, though more active in +politics since 1855 than before. That was some explanation of my +ignorance of the name. + +I repeated it aloud: "Abraham Lincoln. That is a great name," I said to +Reverdy. "Well, he's an able lawyer, and he gives Douglas enough to do +in the debates they're having." "So they are debating, are they?" I +asked. "Yes," drawled Reverdy, "Lincoln was nominated for Senator by the +Republicans; Douglas of course is again the nominee of the Democrats. +Lincoln challenged Douglas to a debate; and they're at it hot and heavy. +We talk of nothing else. It's funny you didn't hear of it anywhere along +the way home. This part of the country is on fire, and they say the East +is waking up to what is going on here in Illinois. I've got the +newspapers here containing all the debates. You've got some good reading +ahead of you. To-morrow's the last debate over at Alton." + +"We must go," I said quickly. "I wouldn't miss that for the world. We +must go." And I was thinking, what better way to forget Isabel? Reverdy +was really glad to hear this debate at Alton; but it was necessary for +him to attend to some things this day in preparation of being absent +to-morrow. In the afternoon he had to drive out to his farm, and I went +with him. And when we came within a short distance of the log cabin, +where I had spent my first winter on the farm, I was seized with a +desire to see it again. There was so much of Rome and Italy fresh in my +mind with which to contrast my previous life. And we drove to the cabin. + +The door had fallen to one side. The clay between the logs had dried, +turned to dust, and fallen away. The roof had sagged. The fireplace was +going to wreck. We looked in. Weeds had grown up during the summer +through the crevices of the floor. The place was lonely and haunted. +"Well," said Reverdy, "this is the kind of a home that Lincoln had as a +boy. He was born in a cabin like this; and he's poor now. He has never +got rich like Douglas has. And Douglas will soon be as poor as Lincoln +if he keeps on at the same rate spending money in this campaign. They +say he has mortgaged nearly all his property in Chicago. Everybody's +fighting him--the Republicans, all the Abolitionists, and half the +Democrats. This campaign means his political death or life." + +"You say Lincoln was born in a log cabin. Is this a campaign of the log +cabin, hard cider, and war records?" + +"Well, perhaps more log cabins, but no war record. Lincoln was never in +any war but the Black Hawk. He was against the Mexican War; and when in +Congress voted for resolutions that the war was unconstitutional and +improper. No, he is not old Harrison or old Zach Taylor. Still the log +cabin is in the fight." + +Then Reverdy went on to tell me that Lincoln was a clean man and that +the Republicans had no abler man in Illinois; that he had been a good +deal in politics after all, though quiet for about ten years. That while +Douglas had been Senator, chairman of the committee on territories, his +name on everybody's tongue, the most prominent man and the most active +in the whole country, building railroads, organizing territories, +battling with Great Britain, settling California and Oregon, and Kansas +and Nebraska, traveling abroad into Russia and Asiatic Europe, and +companioning with notables everywhere, making money almost like a +millionaire, Lincoln had been over at Springfield practicing law, +talking on the street corners, sitting in his office alone in +reflection, sometimes reading; but all the while, in a way, resting. + +"He's fresh and Douglas is tired," said Reverdy. "He has the advantage +of not having committed himself much. Douglas has spoken freely on +everything. He's four years older than Douglas, but he's a younger man. +He's a temperance man they say; and while I like a drink, I don't like +to see a man drink as much as Douglas does. They say he's been pouring +it down during this campaign. But as for Douglas' stooping to debate +with Lincoln, it's no stoop. They make the fur fly when they talk. What +I fear is that there's going to be trouble in this country. I hate +slavery, but I hate this agitation too. I don't want to see the North +keep on making war on the South. It will breed trouble sure. And this +is where I stand with Douglas. He is for non-interference with slavery +and his election will be a quieter." + +When we got back to Reverdy's house I plunged into the newspapers +containing the debates. I read until suppertime, and then late into the +night. I read them all. I went to bed and analyzed the arguments. + +A house divided against itself cannot stand! This was Seward's +irrepressible conflict clothed in Biblical language. The religious +revival which had swept the country gave these words a compelling +acceptance. But as I read this it came over me that both Jesus and +Lincoln were sophists. For a house divided against itself can stand; and +irrepressible conflicts rage forever. They may change their ground, but +they do not cease. I had seen this in Europe and in Italy, where in the +January just past a certain Orsini had attempted the life of Louis +Napoleon because he had not acceded to the labors of Cavour and thus +hastened the liberty of Italy. And yet Italy was standing and France. +Houses are divided everywhere and they stand. Beelzebub is crafty enough +to cast out devils here and there in order to confound his kingdom with +the Kingdom of Heaven. Of course he does not cast all the devils out--if +he did he would lose his kingdom--only enough to make himself appear as +one of the divine wonder-workers. A house divided against itself can +stand, even as the world can stand with both good and evil in it, with +both God and Satan in divided authority over it; and even as man has +good and evil in his own nature and still lives and works without +becoming wholly good or wholly evil. So could this country stand divided +into free and slave states as it was formed at the beginning. There was +not the slightest chance that it would ever become all slave, as Lincoln +had presented one of the alternatives of a divided house. There was +great chance that it would become all free by natural processes, as +Douglas had indicated over and over again before the time of these +debates. + +Here I found that the debaters had split hairs on what the fathers had +done. "Why can't these agitators leave the states as they were made by +the fathers, slave and free?" asked Douglas. "They were not made," +retorted Lincoln, "they were found; slavery was found and was let be as +it was." "No," said Douglas, "the fathers organized a republic, adopted +a Constitution; and when they made it, instead of abolishing slavery, +making it free, they kept slavery and made it slave by the votes of +states passing upon and acceding to an instrument of government. And +besides, this instrument of government provided for the importation of +more slaves from Africa; and provided for the capture and return of +fugitive slaves now in the country or thereafter to be imported into the +country." + +Douglas had attacked the doctrine of a divided house with all possible +power and brilliancy. He had insisted that there was no more reason for +the house of America to be divided because there was negro slavery in +some states and no slavery in others, than because there was prohibition +in Maine and whisky in Kentucky. And that there would be disunion if +some states warred on other states about the purely domestic affairs of +the latter. This was the only sense in which the house could be divided, +and caused to fall. That disparate interests in the states should not +make hostility between them; and that hostility arising from attacks and +agitation should be put down. He went on to denounce the Republican +party for holding and preaching a faith that arrayed one section of the +country against another; and with great satire and invective he showed +that the Republicans stood upon sectional principles which could not be +preached in the South and not everywhere in the North. "But now you have +a sectional organization," he had said to a theocratic audience at +Galesburg, "a party which appeals to the northern section of the Union +against the southern, a party which appeals to northern passion, +northern pride, northern ambition, and northern prejudices, against +southern people, the southern states, and southern institutions. The +leaders of that party hope to be able to unite the northern states in +one great sectional party; and inasmuch as the North is the strongest +section they will thus be enabled to outvote, conquer, and control the +South. Is there a Republican in Galesburg who can travel into Kentucky +and carry his principles with him across the Ohio?" + +Douglas had even shown that Lincoln did not utter the same sentiments +in all parts of Illinois. In Chicago where there was a large alien vote +Lincoln had said: "I should like to know if taking this old Declaration +of Independence which declares that all men are equal upon principle and +making exceptions to it, where will it stop? If one man says it does not +mean a negro, why may not another man say it does not mean another man? +If the Declaration is not the truth let us get the statute books in +which we find it and tear it out. Who is so bold as to do it?... Let us +discard all this quibbling about this man and the other man, this race +and the other race being inferior, and therefore they must be placed in +an inferior position, discarding our standard that we have left us. Let +us discard all these things and unite as one people throughout this land +until we shall once more stand up declaring that all men are created +equal." + +Douglas had driven Lincoln hard upon this application of the Declaration +of Independence with the result that in the southern part of Illinois, +at Charleston, Lincoln had uttered these words of a very different +tenor: + +"I will say then that I am not nor never have been in favor of bringing +about in any way the social and political equality of the white and +black races; that I am not nor never have been in favor of making free +voters of the negroes or jurors or qualifying them to hold office or +having them marry with white people. I will say in addition that there +is a physical difference between the white and black races which I +suppose will forever forbid the two races living together upon terms of +social and political equality; and inasmuch as they cannot so live that +while they do remain together there must be the position of the superior +and the inferior; that I, as much as any other man, am in favor of the +superior position assigned to the white man." + +Lincoln and Douglas were therefore at one on this. But how about +slavery? Lincoln looked forward to a time when slavery would be +abolished. How could that be? By not admitting any more slave states? +No! For Lincoln confessed that he would as a Senator vote to admit a +slave state, if it as a territory had had a free chance to have slavery +or freedom as it chose, and if in becoming a state it freely adopted a +slave constitution. As to these opinions Lincoln and Douglas were +agreed; for Douglas had fought the Kansas constitution because it forced +slavery on Kansas; and now the whole Buchanan administration in Illinois +was arrayed against Douglas for his attitude on Kansas, and Lincoln was +profiting by that. + +How would Lincoln abolish slavery? By starving it, girding it about +gradually with freedom, keeping it where it was. That was all. What +would Douglas do? Referring to Lincoln's looking forward to a time when +slavery would be abolished everywhere Douglas said: "I look forward to a +time when each state shall be allowed to do as it pleases. If it chooses +to keep slavery forever, it is not my business but its own; if it +chooses to abolish slavery, it is its own business not mine. I care +more for the great principles of self-government, the right of the +people to rule, than I do for all the negroes in Christendom. I would +not endanger the perpetuity of this Constitution, I would not blot out +the great inalienable rights of the white men for all the negroes that +ever existed." + +What would Lincoln do about the fugitive-slave law? Douglas had +denounced attempts to evade it and actual violations of it. Even the +Whigs frowned on its nullification. What would Lincoln do? He was not in +favor of its repeal. He had said at Freeport: "I think under the +Constitution of the United States, the people of the Southern States are +entitled to a Congressional fugitive-slave law.... As we are now in no +agitation in regard to an alteration or modification of that law, I +would not be the man to introduce it as a new subject of agitation upon +the general question of slavery." + +For the rest, what did it all come to? Like two pugilists Lincoln and +Douglas blocked each other's blows, drove each other into corners. +Lincoln twitted Douglas about being on both sides of the matter of +extending the Missouri Compromise. Then Douglas tripped Lincoln, who had +asserted that only slavery had ever disturbed the peace of the Union. +"How about the War of 1812, and the Hartford convention?" asked Douglas. +How about the tariff and South Carolina in 1832? He might have asked, +how about the Alien and Sedition laws and the Kentucky resolutions of +1798. But for the rest, what did it all come to? + +Lincoln contended that Congress had the power to forbid slavery in the +territories; Douglas worked up from a position, which scarcely denied +the power, but rather shrank from its use, to the position that +sovereignty abode in the people of the territory; and that as Congress +has no express grant of power to legislate upon slavery as to a +territory, the territorial sovereignty had the only power to do so. He +attacked Lincoln's position that a territory is a creature of Congress +as a property, to be clothed with powers or denied powers; and +particularly with powers not possessed by Congress itself. This doctrine +led to imperialism. Douglas held that Congress had the power to organize +territories under the clause providing for the admission of new states; +but when they were organized they assumed an organic sovereignty out of +an inchoate sovereignty, and had the right to legislate as they chose to +the same extent as a state. It was the old fight between implied powers +and strict construction. + +What in the Constitution forbade slaves from being taken into the +territories? Not a thing. Moreover the territories were the commons of +all the states, won by their common valor and blood. Could not a liquor +dealer from Chicago take his stock to Kansas? Assuredly. Why then could +not a planter from Louisiana take his slaves to Nebraska? Liquor and +slaves were property. Who said so? The fugitive-slave clause of the +Constitution, and the fugitive-slave law of 1850 which Lincoln admitted +he would not alter. + +But after the liquor was in Kansas or the slave in Nebraska could they +flourish? That depended on the territorial law, the attitude of the +people. Did Congress have to pass favorable legislation? From what +clause flowed the duty and the power? Did a territorial legislature have +power to pass favorable legislation? It was not called upon to do so by +anything in the Federal Constitution. Therefore, the mere right to take +a slave into free territory under the Dred Scott decision, take it as +property, was a naked right without local support. "This popular +sovereignty is as thin as soup made from the shadow of a starved +pigeon," said Lincoln. Nevertheless, it was what it was and no more. And +Lincoln's catch question on the legal right to keep slavery out of the +territories did not catch Douglas. The mere right to take a slave into +free territory could coexist with no protective legislation after the +slave was there. It could coexist with unfavorable legislation and +social opposition. Let natural processes rule. + +What was the difference between this and girding the slave states around +with freedom? That could scarcely be done without the aid of natural +processes. + +But since Douglas did not admit that Congress had to give favorable +legislation to a slave owner who had taken his slave into a territory, +the South was drawing away from him. He was not their friend to the +extreme doctrine of taking a slave into a territory and keeping him a +slave against the will of the territory. Was Douglas unmoral? What of +the unmorality of taking Kansas and Nebraska from the Indians? Was he +syllogistic, analytic, intellectually hard? But was not Lincoln so too? +Douglas derived from Jefferson through Jackson; Lincoln from Hamilton +through Webster, whatever else could be said of them. + +Thus I read on through the night until I had finished all that Douglas +and Lincoln had said at the six debates then finished. The next morning +Reverdy and I started for Alton. + +I could scarcely wait to get my first glimpse of Lincoln. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII + + +Alton, this old town that I had visited so many times before, was +crowded with people drawn from the surrounding country, from across the +river in Missouri. As to the temper of the audience, it rather favored +Douglas. I saw the leering, ugly faces that I had seen in the lobbies of +the hotels in St. Louis years before at the railroad convention, when +Captain Grant was lounging there and planters swarmed at the bar and +cursed Yankees and nigger-lovers. + +It was the fifteenth of October, fair and temperate. Thousands swarmed +around the speaker's stand in the public square, which was bare of flags +or mottoes by express orders of the masters of ceremony. The time +arrived. Lincoln came to the platform and took a seat. + +He was tall, enormously tall, long of limb, angular, narrow shouldered. +His skin was yellow and dry, wrinkled. His hair was black and coarse. +His eyes were sunk back in his head with a melancholy expression which +could flame into humor or indignation. But his forehead was full, +shapely, and noble. The largeness of his nose, tilted a little to one +side, gave sculptural strength to his face. His great mouth with its +fleshy underlip, supplemented the nose. Both were material for grotesque +caricature. He looked like an educated gawk, a rural genius, a pied +piper of motley followers. He was a sad clown, a Socratic wag, a +countryman dressed up for a state occasion. But he was not a poor man +defending the cause of the poor. There was nothing of the dreamer in his +make-up, the eccentric idealist. His big nose and mouth and Henry Clay +forehead denied all of this. He sat in self-possession, in poise, +clothed in the order of confident reason, unafraid, sure of himself but +without vanity, in a wise detachment, on a vantage point of vision. His +frock coat, rusty from dust and wear, did not fit him. The sleeves +escaped his wrists by several inches; his trousers had hitched up as he +sat down, so that one half of his shanks was exposed to view, leaving +his monstrous feet, like the slap-boots of a negro minstrel, for +ludicrous inches over the floor. His neck was long and feminine, and +stuck up grotesquely much above a sort of Byronic collar held together +by a black stock tie. I had never seen a man so absurd. + +Douglas was as ludicrously short as Lincoln was tall; broad shouldered +where Lincoln was narrow; thick chested where Lincoln was thin; big +headed where Lincoln was small; of massive brow where Lincoln was full +and shapely; of strong bull-like neck where Lincoln was small and +delicate; of short, compact, powerful body where Lincoln was tall, +loosely constructed, awkward, and muscular. Douglas' face wore +determination, seriousness, force, pugnacity, and endurance. But his +hair was grayer than mine; he looked tired. He arose and in that great +melodious voice which always thrilled me, he said: "It is now nearly +four months since the canvass between Mr. Lincoln and myself commenced." + +He went on and controverted Mr. Lincoln's "house divided against +itself," going over the ground of the previous debate. There was not a +sound of disturbance in the audience. They were in a charm, a trance. +Oratory could rise to no greater heights. Then after saying that the +Declaration of Independence did not include the negro, Indians, or Fiji +Islanders, but that all dependent races should be treated nevertheless +with fairness, and that it did not follow that because a negro was an +inferior he must be a slave, he appealed to the rights of the states and +the territories to control slavery for themselves. He closed with these +memorable words: + +"Why can we not thus have peace? Why should we allow a sectional party +to agitate this country, to array the North against the South, and +convert us into enemies instead of friends merely that a few ambitious +men may ride into power on a sectional hobby? How long is it since these +ambitious northern men wished for a sectional organization? Did any one +of them dream of a sectional party as long as the North was the weaker +section and the South the stronger? Then all were opposed to sectional +parties; but the moment the North obtained the majority in the House and +in the Senate by the admission of California and could elect a +President without the aid of southern votes, that moment ambitious men +formed a scheme to excite the North against the South and make the +people be governed in their votes by geographical lines, thinking that +the North being the stronger section would outvote the South and +consequently they, the leaders, would ride into office on a sectional +hobby. I am told that my hour is out. It was very short." + +Short it was. I thought he had just begun. What would this strange +creature now rising to six feet four inches of awkward angularity say in +reply to this wonderful oration? He opened his great mouth and spoke. +What is this? A falsetto note, a piping instead of the musical thunder +we have heard. He poses strangely, his gestures shoot up and out like +the arms of a dislocated clothes rack. He rises on his toes with a quick +springlike movement, as if he were a puppet loosened by a spring from a +box. He sways from side to side to give emphasis to his words. His mouth +opens to huge proportions in moments of excitement. His black hair falls +over his forehead. His great nose sticks out like a signboard. Is he +scoring? + +I know, for I have read the other debates. He is wasting no words; he is +meeting Douglas point by point, whether successfully or not. He seemed +embarrassed, diffident at first. Why not? He is fighting a giant; then +there are ugly faces in the audience, men in drink, slave owners from +Missouri, Democrats who hate sectionalism and loathe the rise of the +Republican party. Whispers are near me: "He amounts to nothing. Douglas +has laid him out. He is scared. The Little Giant has choked him." + +But Lincoln goes on. His earnestness deepens, his seriousness becomes +more impressive. His voice is carrying even though it pipes. He has +endurance, too, and courage and fighting will. But Douglas has made it +very difficult for him; indeed he has brought Lincoln to his terms on +nearly everything--all but the 'house divided against itself' doctrine; +and the right and duty of Congress to keep slavery out of the +territories. These are issues between him and Douglas still; but is this +the real issue after all? He is nearly through. He has been going on as +if he were making a statement of a case. It is interjected with +argument; but it is largely statement of positions. It is declaratory +and follows the form of a poem, not an argument. It assumes premises; he +says "I think so." It has reason back of it, but it is the reason of +things proven. It is fortified by matters of general acceptance. It has +logic, but the logic of things existing inherently, not made. And at +last, more earnestly than before, he says: + +"On the point of my wanting to make war between the free and the slave +states, there has been no issue between us. So too when he says that I +am in favor of introducing a perfect social and political equality +between the white and the black races. These are false issues upon +which Judge Douglas has tried to force the controversy. There is no +foundation in truth for the charges that I maintain either of these +propositions. The real issue in this controversy--the one pressing upon +every mind--is the sentiment upon the part of one class that looks upon +the institution of slavery as a wrong, and of another class that does +not look upon it as a wrong. The sentiment that contemplates the +institution of slavery in this country as a wrong is the sentiment of +the Republican party. It is the sentiment around which all their +actions, all their arguments, circle, from which all their propositions +radiate. That is the real issue. That is the issue that will continue in +this country when these poor tongues of Judge Douglas and myself shall +be silenced. It is the eternal struggle between these two +principles--right and wrong--throughout the world. They are the two +principles that have stood face to face from the beginning of Time, and +will ever continue to struggle. The one is the common right of humanity +and the other the divine right of kings. It is the same spirit that +says: 'You work and toil and earn bread, and I'll eat it.' No matter in +what shape it comes, whether from the mouth of a king who seeks to +bestride the people of his own nation and live by the fruit of their +labor, or from one race of man as an apology for enslaving another race, +it is the same tyrannical principle." + +What had come over Lincoln? He was no longer awkward. A divine grace +permeated his being. The October sun threw glory upon his brow, gave us +a look into his deeply illuminated eyes, left nothing of the great nose +and mouth but their strength, the sculptural impressiveness of stone +features in the sides of hills. What would Serafino think if he could +hear this? + +Then of a sudden I saw Pinturicchio in Lincoln's face, the same +gentleness along the sunken cheeks, the same imaginative glow in the +whole countenance. Here in this warped and homely face, this face out of +the womb of poverty and sorrow, the winter loneliness of the forest, the +humbleness and the want of the log cabin, the mystical yearning of +humanity on the prairies and under the woodland stars, I saw for a swift +moment in the glancing of the sun, as he uttered these words, the genius +of the poet who knows and states, who has lived years of loneliness and +failure, who has seen others grow rich, notable, and powerful, and who +has remained obscure and unobeyed, with nothing but a vision which has +become lightning at last in a supreme moment of inspiration. Lincoln had +had his hour whatever should befall him. + +The debate was over--the debates were over. Reverdy and I walked away +with the great crowd hurrahing for Douglas, a few hurrahing for Lincoln. + +I began to repeat to myself what Douglas had said years before in the +Senate in replying to Webster: "There is a power in this nation greater +either than the North or the South--a growing, increasing, and swelling +power that will be able to speak the law of this nation and to execute +the law as spoken. That power is the country known as the Great West. +There, sir, is the hope of this nation--the resting place of the power +that is not only to control but to save the Union." + +This prediction had now been fulfilled. This West had produced Lincoln +and Douglas. One of them was sure to have the responsibility of +executing the law as spoken. Of this I was sure. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII + + +When I got back to Chicago I found a letter from Isabel. It read: + +"My dear friend: It hurts me to think that you stole off in the +darkness. I can see you in imagination walking the lonely way, carrying +your satchel. Perhaps it made no difference that you did not stay until +morning, but still it hurts me. And what can I say to you now? Are we +like two people who are kept from each other by circumstances that they +do not control, like friends whom a war separates? I hardly know how to +express myself. There seems to be nothing to say; and yet there is so +much for which I wish I had words; or I wish some word of mine could +alter the circumstances. I am loath to lose your friendship, your +association. We have so much in common that can be enjoyed through +letters; and I do wish you to write me. Above all you must not think +that anything of depreciation or disregard has entered my heart. If this +be true, why must you change toward me? Do I speak fantastically when I +ask you to try out a marriage of the mind? The experiences through which +you and I have passed have enabled me to penetrate the reality of my +wishes and so even to have had them. I have known one kind of devotion; +and I can fancy disillusionment coming over something more intensely +emotional. Can we not think that we might grow tired of each other, and +that we are to-day where we would be if we should become disillusioned +but without having the bitterness of such an experience? Our poor human +natures are cursed with fatigue, and with the loss of beauty and vision +consequent upon daily intimacy. Let me say to you then that I love you +and shall always love you, and that I have nothing in my heart that +would not console you if everything in my heart was frankly expressed to +you. If I ever should marry any one you will not lose your place in my +affections. I turn to my life which I left for you. And you must see +that if you have tragedy, so have I. As far as possible lift yourself +out of the disturbing things of politics, and leave lesser personalities +with the gods who are fashioning this world in the image of more +enduring truths. There is solace to me, and I hope there may be to you, +in the fact that we two are in the world together and that I can think +of you as my friend and I trust can write to you as I hope you will +write to me. Let us face the reality and consider that after all we have +the sweetest and best of things that can be between a man and a woman. +If I can ever help you in any way I shall be so glad. I sense somehow +that you may fear me, thinking that you have become indifferent in my +eyes. This is not true. I cannot too often assure you of this. I hope +for good things for you and your Reverdy. Give my love to him from +'Mamma Isabel' and believe me, affectionately, Isabel." + +And I wrote to Isabel: "Some of your admonitions came too late to me, +for I am interested in politics again. I have just returned from Alton +where I went to hear Douglas debate against a Mr. Lincoln, a lawyer of +Springfield, who has been nominated for Senator by the Republicans. He +is as much of a backwoodsman as anybody could be, as much so as Harrison +and a good deal more so than Taylor. But he is not to be despised either +in himself or on account of his backers. The Republican party in +Illinois profits by the feeling of the German révolutionnaires; and +Lincoln may be ever so poor and so humble, nevertheless the Republican +party has drawn to itself some of the richest and most powerful +interests in the country; interests which are far-sighted enough to see +that if the Republican party can be put into power the mercantile +ambition of the North to control the South and the whole country will be +realized. No human being could have been a greater orator than Douglas +was at Alton; while Lincoln, in spite of disadvantages of voice and +manner and physique, rose to great heights of eloquence. The climax of +his speech was when he spoke of the world-old struggle between right and +wrong. I was swept off my feet for the moment and seemed to see in his +face something of the genius of Pinturicchio. Now I wonder if I was not +befooled both as to the value of Lincoln's utterance and as to his +kinship with the great Italian artist. After all I do not know what is +right and wrong; and I do not believe any one else does. I see that +people get worked up into furies over what they think is right and +wrong, and kill each other on account of it. Later ages view the matter +as of no importance; and the lives that are lost in the struggle are as +forgotten as the multitudinous leaves which bestrew the ground of an +autumnal forest. I fear I am in a very bad state of mind. It is true, as +you intimate in your letter, that I am passing through a certain +humiliation of spirit; and I am thus inclined to speculate on the value +of all truths and philosophies. I seem to see that material things +control truths and influence our human natures in every way. Our +experience demonstrates this fact. And in the case of Douglas and +Lincoln, Douglas is quick to sense the moralistic hypocrisy with which +the Republicans are draping their trafficking ambitions. But, on the +other hand, I believe that Lincoln is as honest in his desire to keep +slavery out of the territories as Douglas is honest in his plan to let +the territories decide the matter for themselves. Both of these men are +ambitious. Lincoln is of the industrial faith which is backboning the +Republican party, and Douglas is of the vaguer and less materialistic +faith which for so long has appealed to American Democracy in terms and +promises of all kinds of freedoms and independencies.... I would give my +life almost to see you again, but somehow I do not know how to bring it +about, while at the same time I am living in hope that it may be so, and +trusting that you will see me in a different light, and that I can give +you assurances which will justify your vision. I am not very well and +have been consulting a physician, since coming West, who seems to think +that my nerves are in bad condition and that I am worn by striving and +by life. It is curious too that Douglas, though bulky and fat, seems to +me a tired man. Perhaps both of us have lost the way; and it may be true +that later he will have the true vision as I did in you. I wish you +could call me back to you. My mind wavers as I write. Affectionately, +James." + +With the exchange of these letters I merged my feelings into other +things. The roar of Illinois and of the country tended to keep my mind +from brooding on Isabel. There was a melancholy resignation in the words +of Lincoln upon his own defeat for the Senatorship, which were in key +with my own grief and helped me to sublimate it. He had written to a +friend who chanced to show me the letter: "It gave me a hearing on the +great and durable questions of the age, which I could have had in no +other way; and though I now sink out of view and shall be forgotten I +believe I have made some marks which will tell for the cause of civil +liberty long after I am gone." + +The cause of civil liberty! Had not Douglas stood for this too? He had +won against the terrific opposition of the Buchanan administration. He +had fought the slave constitution of Kansas and he had beaten down in +this campaign the enmity which had risen up around him because he had +fought that constitution. The Republicans were exceedingly glad that +Douglas' contest had divided the support of his own party. They had no +thanks for him for what he had done for civil liberty in that regard. +They were glad of his election over Lincoln for the sinister reason that +Douglas' triumph, since Douglas was almost at one with Lincoln as to the +matter of slavery, meant a decline and a division of the Democratic +party as a whole. At the same time there was talk now of Lincoln for the +Presidency. But Lincoln did not think he was worthy of the honor. +Lincoln was writing and saying: "What is the use of talking of me whilst +we have such men as Seward and Chase, and everybody knows them, and +scarcely anybody outside of Illinois knows me; besides, as a matter of +justice, is it not due to them? I admit I am ambitious and would like to +be President.... But there is no such good luck in store for me as the +Presidency of these United States." There was a pathos about this man +Lincoln which won my heart. + +I spent some evenings now with Aldington and Abigail. We drove out to +see the Douglas property south of the town. A horse-car line was being +built from Randolph Street to 12th Street, but beyond that was the waste +of sand and of scrub oaks, and the land which Douglas had all but lost +in financing himself in this campaign. I was ready to help Douglas with +money if he would accept it from me; but just now he was not an easy man +to find, and he did not come to me. + +The trial and execution of John Brown was another thunderclap. And +Abigail showed me what was being said about it. A certain Henry +Thoreau, a strange, radical soul living in the woods near Concord, +Massachusetts, had compared John Brown to Christ. "Some eighteen hundred +years ago," Thoreau said, "Christ was crucified; this morning perchance +Captain Brown was hung. These are the two ends of the chain which is not +without its links. He is not old Brown any longer; he is an angel of +light.... I foresee the time when a painter will paint that scene, no +longer going to Rome for a subject. The poet will sing it, the historian +will record it; and with the landing of the Pilgrim Fathers and the +Declaration of Independence, it will be the ornament of some future +national gallery when at least the present form of slavery shall be no +more here. We shall then be at liberty to weep for Captain Brown." + +Could it be possible that this Captain Brown should have his +Pinturicchio? Well, might it not be so since Victor Hugo, living in +exile, had also given Brown an apotheosis? Abigail also had Walt +Whitman's _Leaves of Grass_, who was preaching the doctrine of +brotherhood, democracy, resistance to the law. + +"What sort of country is this?" I asked Abigail. "Can every one set +himself up as a judge of the laws and disobey them if he chooses? If you +had heard Douglas' speech you would be convinced that this sort of mania +will cease or there will be war. Even Emerson is among these idealistic +rebels, for he says that it is a lack of health to cry 'madman' at a +hero as he passes. I think the Bible is responsible for much of this +turmoil and foolish rebellion, if not all of it. Lincoln founded his +campaign upon the Bible: a house divided against itself cannot stand. +And just because Christ is taken as divine, every word and act of his is +lived up to by some madman as justification for acts like those of +Brown." + +In the meantime Abigail had found among her papers the words of Victor +Hugo: "He is not a New Englander," she said, "nor an American idealist. +And he says--I'll translate it for you: 'In killing Brown the Southern +States have committed a crime which will take its place among the +calamities of history. The rupture of the Union will fatally follow the +assassination of Brown. As to Brown, he was an apostle and a hero. The +gibbet has only increased his glory and made him a martyr.'" + +Well, was not Douglas a martyr too? Who had done more for his country? +Was Lincoln any more radical than Douglas? Lincoln was defeated to be +sure, but Douglas was penalized for what he had said in these debates. +No sooner had he returned to Washington than he found himself deposed +from the committee on territories. He was beginning to be a man without +a party. He was paying for his ideas. + +A book called _Helpers, the Impending Crisis of the South_ had at this +time woven itself into the clouds of the gathering storm. It had +influenced the election of a Speaker in Congress, for although Lincoln +was defeated in Illinois, the Republicans had 25 Senators to 38 +Democrats; and the House had 109 Republicans to 128 Democrats. A crisis +was indeed impending, with Douglas, the greatest man in the country, +dishonored and disarmed by the Southern States. What was growing up, and +from what source, which should be the master of the destiny of the +country? What was giving it strength but some form of materialism? The +phrase "the struggle for existence" crept into our conversation, for +Darwin's _The Origin of Species_ had made its appearance this year. We +discussed its principles as far as we could make them out from the +reports of the book. Every one knew that strength survives. But what is +strength? Did the North have strength, or the South? Did moral ideas +have strength, or did war? All the while, where did God come in? Abigail +said: "He comes in in this very struggle, defeat and devouring. For all +the while there is triumph in the realm of the mind, and mind is God. My +friend, you can think of Douglas and slavery and politics, and impending +war; I know of something that overtops them all and can handle all of +them as playthings. That is chemistry." + +"Where do you get all these things?" I asked Abigail. "From Richard, +from books, from publications, everywhere. I am watching this thrilling +thing called life and I can laugh when I see you taking Douglas and +Lincoln so seriously; for really they amount to very little. Douglas has +given some of his land to found a university. What will they teach in +it? Anything of Douglas'? What? No, young minds will read philosophy +there and study mathematics and chemistry by which engines, bridges, +telegraphs, will be constructed. Here is a funny thing. You remember the +Atlantic cable was laid last summer. Poor old Buchanan, the mighty +President of a mighty Republic, is so ignorant that he doubts the verity +of the message which Queen Victoria sent to him. Douglas and Lincoln! +What are their speculations as to whether this ridiculous old document +called the Constitution goes into a territory or not? Give me old Bishop +Berkeley with his inquiries concerning the virtues of tar water. It +takes imagination of some moment to sense, as he did, that tar contains +the purified spirits of the trees, of vegetation which can heal and help +man. These were dreams worth while. Now a German chemist named Kekule, +comes along and develops a theory called the valence of atoms. And who +can tell what will come of that? For that matter, Sir Walter Raleigh did +more for the world than Douglas. He found petroleum in the Trinidad +pitch lake way back in the sixteenth century. And now a well has just +been drilled, not for salt as you saw it in Kentucky as a boy, but for +the oil for which they then had no use except to make ointment for +people who stumble on the pier trying to catch a boat." + +I said to Abigail: "I have never pretended that Douglas was a scientist +or an artist or that he had a philosophical mind, but now that you bring +these things to my attention I want to ask you why he is not a +first-class disciple of Darwin, since he has advocated the processes of +nature in the solution of the slavery question." + +"Nature! Well, are climate and soil any more nature than thought? Can't +we use our will and our thought to assist climate and soil, about +anything? But after all I get tired of this emphasis of the one slavery, +just as you do. Why not include some other slaveries for condemnation? +There is Emerson for example. He didn't start out with this John Brown +idea. He began with a plea for emancipation intellectually from England; +and for emancipation from the slavery of orthodoxy." + +"Yes," said Aldington, "I wish to add my plea too, and against the +slavery of a lot of things: against the slavery of courts and bad laws +and bad thoughts and poverty, and the whole business which we can see +growing up in America, and making laws to stimulate it and protect it." + + + + +CHAPTER LIX + + +I was now more lonely than I had ever been in my life, more lonely than +I was on the farm. Then I had youth and expectation of wonderful things. +I had ebullient spirits which were excited by simple things, the new +country, the prospect of growing rich. Now my spirits were on the level +of the prairie itself and I could look over the whole of life. I had +nothing in particular with which to employ my energies except taking +care of the riches that I had acquired. Riches had no meaning to me now. +They brought nothing that moderate means would not buy. What I needed +was some one in my life. I had lost Dorothy. My boy was away at school. +Isabel was denied me. If she had only rejected me so that my will had +been raised against her. Then I should have had passion for my thought +and action. But it was with gentleness and understanding that she bade +me adieu. + +Douglas was left to me, but what could he do for me or I for him? He had +been my friend with that loyalty which characterized him from the time +that he had taken me from the clutches of the law for killing Lamborn. +We had seen much of each other along the way. Did loneliness ever come +over him? He had married again, but was he happy? He was living a life +of much social brilliancy with the new Mrs. Douglas in Washington. But +was he happy? Or was he drowning disappointment, the tragic sense of +life's inadequacy, in abandoned diversions? + +Like myself, he had wished for riches and attained them. He had lost his +riches. I still possessed mine. But I was no happier for that. He had +married a woman who was a slave owner. On my part, I had been made +kindred to the slave blood by the marriage of my father. He wished for +land, for wealth, and had taken a purse to marry an octoroon. Douglas +had wished for land for his country and had paralleled the course of the +slavocracy to get it. I had killed a man because of Zoe; then Zoe had +disappeared and a part of the accursed land which had come to me through +my father had passed to the unknown Fortescue, who had appeared and +disappeared from my life like a thief. I had married Dorothy because my +will drove me to it in overcoming her opposition to the fact of Zoe. I +had loved Isabel and lost her. Douglas had loved the North and the Great +West. Was he to lose them? + +Thus Douglas and I seemed to have arrived at the same place in life. He +was broken in fortune and without a party. I was burdened with what more +and more seemed to me a tainted fortune. And I was as isolated as he +was. I could not help but think of him constantly, of his long years of +labor, his great struggles, his heroic fight, his undaunted courage. +Could anything lift him out of his complication to honor and freedom? +He was the most talked of man for the Presidency. If he could only win +that now and stand as a master man for nationalism, union, progress, +peace, popular sovereignty, all the great liberties for which he had +battled. He had already failed twice to be nominated. If now he could +not win the prize, what would be his future as against the growing power +of the Republican party? + +As my heart was set upon Douglas' ambition I set off for Charleston, +South Carolina, in April. Anything to alleviate my regret over Isabel. + +When I arrived there I sought Douglas and found him deep in consultation +with his advisers. He was unmistakably confronted with the severest +contest of his life. He was delighted to see me and got me admission to +the convention hall. I had tried to come as a delegate; but Illinois had +split in a fight over her own son, and there were two delegations, one +for and one against Douglas. And I could be on neither. + +Douglas' birthday, April the 23d, saw the opening of the fateful +deliberations. He was destined to have no peace and no rest. Others +might find shelter from the storm. He was compelled after his great +labors in the years before to walk through the lightning and have it +gather about his head. His doctrines on slavery had alienated the whole +South from him. But he had the West, save California and Oregon, which +acted with the South. Yet he was their son too. He had strength all +through the North, because of the West. That West which he had done so +much to create, which he had prophesied would stand as a balance between +the North and the South, was for its son and its prophet--save +California and Oregon. + +But of the whole thirty-three states, seventeen were against him. The +West fought the South and fought for Douglas. The South made a common +cause of opposition to the North and the West. But the new Giant put +through the Douglas principles in the platform. + +Then Alabama, Mississippi, South Carolina, Florida, Texas, and Arkansas +seceded from the convention. The West had won but it had lost the South. +And now in the balloting Douglas could not be nominated. He needed 202 +votes, he could only poll 152-1/2. The heat grew intense. The delegates, +trying to accommodate their interests, wandered about the old city +talking seriously and not excitedly. There was little drinking. The +local clergy offered up prayers for the success of the convention, for +peaceful solutions. Balloting and balloting! No choice! The twenty-third +of May arrived and the convention, exhausted and half disgusted, +adjourned to meet in Baltimore, June 18th. Douglas had not been +nominated. His party had split just as the Republicans had anticipated +when they were congratulating themselves on Douglas' success in the +Senatorial contest with Lincoln. + +Meantime, the seceders went to another hall, adopted a platform that +suited them on the slavery matter, and nominated John C. Breckenridge. + +I did not go up to Baltimore to see the end of this melancholy +business. I followed the proceedings in the press. Delegates from the +state delegations which had seceded appeared there on the scene to gain +admission. They were admitted where pledged to Douglas; upon this +decision a second secession took place. Then they nominated Douglas; but +he was now like a runner who has been tripped along the way, and who +stumbles spent and breathless over the goal. He had conjured the West. +It was strong enough to adopt his principles, but it could not prevent +the convention from dividing. It could nominate him, but could not hold +to him the states he needed in this, his greatest trial. And among his +bitterest enemies was that Jefferson Davis whom I had seen in the +Mexican War and who was now Senator from Mississippi. My hatred of the +South nearly reached self-contempt for the way in which my life had been +united to its feeling. All my thinking of the country and the terrible +events which followed the monumental folly of not giving Douglas a +united nomination dates from these days. + +On my way west I read in the press of the verbal clash between this +Jefferson Davis and Douglas in the Senate. With an insulting inflection +Davis had said: "I have a declining respect for platforms. I would +sooner have an honest man on any sort of a rickety platform you could +construct than to have a man I did not trust, on the best platform which +could be made." + +Douglas had retorted with telling effect: "If the platform is not a +matter of much consequence, why press that question to the disruption of +the party?" + +Why? But the South had done it. And Davis had done it. + + + + +CHAPTER LX + + +Who should call upon me the next morning after my arrival in Chicago but +Yarnell? I had not seen him now for several years. And he was a delegate +to the Republican convention. + +"How is this?" I asked him. "I remember yet what you said to me about +slavery when we came to America more than twenty-five years ago." "Oh," +he replied, "that makes no difference. The Republican party is not going +to disturb slavery where it is. It only proposes to keep it out from +what it isn't. The platform will refer to the Declaration of +Independence, and all that. But it will also have a tariff plank. The +Democrats have beaten the Morrill tariff bill; and we want a +tariff--Pennsylvania wants a tariff for iron. And we will nominate +Seward and elect him." + +"What if the Southern States secede?" + +"That suits us. That will give the Republican party complete control. +With the Southern States out, we will have the Senate and the House as +well as the President, and we can dominate everything, and gather in all +the offices--postmasters, marshals, Federal judges, everything. The +northern Democrats will have nothing to say. Your friend Douglas will +have nothing to say. He is already a played-out horse. He won't be able +to even whinny in the Senate. And the world and the fullness thereof +will be ours." + +"How about Seward being too radical?" + +"No, he isn't. Look at what it comes to. Kansas will come in as a free +state. The work is already done for that. California came in as a free +state. Minnesota, Oregon, Wisconsin, have all come in as free states +under the Democratic party and with Douglas on top as Senator. There +won't be any more slave states no matter who is elected." + +"That's what I think." + +"I only say this to show that this talk of the radicalism of Seward is +nonsense. He spoke of the higher law, to be sure, but Douglas has been +talking of nature and nature's God. What's the difference?" + +"No difference except that Douglas' law of nature means something and +the higher law means nothing. We can see what the law of nature is; we +don't know what the higher law is, unless you can fathom the mind of the +fanatic; of Thoreau, of John Brown, and Garrison. I will tell you +something: Lincoln of this state is not so far apart from Douglas. He +has rejected the higher law of Seward in a recent letter. He is for the +irrepressible conflict, because it is the same thing as the house +divided against itself. He must stand by his own doctrine--and the +Bible. He is as practical as Douglas." + +"That's the point," said Yarnell. "The Abolitionists don't like Lincoln. +He said right here in the debates that he was not in favor of giving +the nigger a vote or making him a citizen. He isn't for the Declaration +of Independence when it comes to things like that. But he is of no +moment. He's not known. He's only a local man. He's a country jake, +isn't he?" + +"Rather so." + +"That's what I hear. He's had no experience. Seward, you know, has been +Governor of New York, and Senator. He's a famous man. The political +machine is back of him, and lots of money in New York City." + +Then Yarnell went on to tell me that he himself was connected with the +street railways in New York, and that the railways were backing Seward. +Wall Street, however, was a little nervous. It didn't want any man +elected President who would drive the South into secession. No use to +let iron drive out cotton. Let us have both cotton and iron. + +We went out to walk through the city. Yarnell was amazed at the growth +of Chicago. We wandered over to the Wigwam where the convention was to +be held. It was a huge frame structure, seating ten thousand people. The +city was swarming with delegates and visitors. All the hotels were +filled; the saloons roared with drinking crowds. How many thousand +cigars were lighted every minute! Stubs decorated the floors, the +spittoons, the sidewalks. The houses of ill fame were riotous with men +let loose upon a holiday. + +At the Richmond House there was much champagne, for that was the +headquarters of the New York crowd. Yarnell took me here and introduced +me about to his friends. He was well known. He had money for the +occasion, and was esteemed in that light. It was a different crowd here +from that I had seen in St. Louis years before, but its spirit was the +same. "If you don't nominate Seward, where will you get your money?" +Yarnell was saying this here and there. Some one at our side says: "This +railsplitter Lincoln, who carries the purse for him?" "The tariff +carries it," is the answer. "There's more money in the tariff than all +that Seward can rake together." "Very well, Seward is for the tariff. +Give us the tariff and Seward, then we will have the tariff money and +Seward's money too." + +Yarnell and I left the Richmond House on our way to look again at the +crowds. Bands of music were playing everywhere. Men were marching. Tom +Hyer, the great prize fighter, was leading a club of rough and handy +men. They were preceded by a noisy band. They shouted. The staring crowd +shouted. Hyer had come for the purpose of lifting a lusty voice for +Seward at the critical moment. He and his men had good fists too to use +in a case of doubt on a question of votes or of a right of entrance to +the hall. They pass, the band dies away; other marchers follow. Some +paraders are carrying rails bearing the banner with the words "Honest +Old Abe" That reminds me of something. We go over to the office of the +_Chicago Times_ to see in the windows some rails which Lincoln split +when he was working on the bottoms of the Sangamon River, thirty years +before. + +"I should think Greeley would be for Lincoln," I said to Yarnell. "I saw +the _Tribune_ yesterday and it slants toward Edward Bates of Missouri." + +"That old slicker," sneered Yarnell. "Why who can depend on him? He's +been for every one and everything, and then against them. He hates +Seward. We kept him off the New York delegation. Now he's got on the +delegation from Oregon, got some one's proxy, and he's here to make +trouble. But it won't do him any good. We will put Seward over on the +first ballot." + +We came to the _Times_' window and looked at the rails. "Well," I said, +"if they nominate Lincoln, we'll have another log-cabin campaign." + +"Yes, that's what it will come to. What's all this talk anyway about +Honest Old Abe? Every man is honest enough, and no man in politics much +more honest than another. We don't need that kind of dramatics to elect +Seward. There is enough to the man to elect him. We mean to have a +clean-cut, high-toned campaign with a great man to lead us, who is known +to the whole country. The day is past for this log-cabin business. It's +now a stone front and champagne." + +I went back with Yarnell to the Richmond House, then turned my own way +to study the crowds. Chicago was a carnival of unlicensed spirits. What +thousands of blue flies already swarmed upon the fresh carcass of this +new political party! A few years before and it was poor, but of flesh +that was fresh. Now it was beginning to stink. Tariffs, railroads, all +powerful moneyed interests, special privileges, were settling upon it, +blowing it full of eggs. All the old Whigs now long hungry, the old +Federalists in disguise, the old plotters and schemers long defeated, +were here. The motley elements that Douglas had derided as +anti-Masonics, Know-nothings, Abolitionists, Spiritualists, where were +they? Sunk in silence, out shouted, out talked, outnumbered by office +seekers and monopolists. Tom Hyer was bawling, Garrison could not be +heard. The New England manufacturers were here. Whittier was singing +their songs and did not know it. I began to think of Rabelais, and of +life as gluttony, eating and drinking, digestion and evacuation. I had a +vision of all these hordes of men dead at last, their buttocks exposed +to driving rains, upturned to a dark sky which breathed futility and +contempt upon ended plots and hungers! + +That night I started out again with Abigail and Aldington. There had not +been anything like the same amount of drinking at Charleston. Harlots +staggered through the streets, their arms interlocked with those of +howling men. Tom Hyer passed, leading his gang of toughs, the gayly +liveried band swelling the air with great horns and drums. Again the +rails and banners for "Honest Old Abe." Rumors caught us as we passed: +the Germans were for Lincoln; Greeley wanted Douglas elected President +and was scheming to defeat Seward for the nomination. We went to the +Richmond House. I wanted Abigail and Aldington to see the smoking, +drinking, gabbling delegates from New York. We ran into Yarnell. He was +preoccupied, and was a little in drink. He stood with us for a moment, +and then was buttonholed and taken away. We returned to the streets to +watch the marchers. + +Yarnell was good enough to get tickets for Abigail, Aldington, and me, +asking us with a half smile not to cheer for any one unless we cheered +for Seward. + +It was in the air that Seward would be nominated. Greeley said so, but +he was really fighting Seward. We spied the bald head and bespectacled +eyes of the great editor moving about the Oregon delegates. The tumult +and the passion of the Charleston convention were not as dramatic as +this. These men were here to destroy the Democratic party, to take +control of the government. The air was of concentrated passion and will. +There was a declaration of principles to be formulated out of sagacity +and dramaturgy. Principles were to be observed but baits to be dangled; +factions were to be conciliated, relative claims adjusted; the higher +thought of the nation respected; radicalism tickled but not embraced; +wrong censured, but needless offense avoided. Hence state rights got a +sop; the tariff was advocated and the Pacific railroad; the harmless +Declaration of Independence was quoted at large. Everybody had used it +for more than eighty years--why not this platform? + +The balloting begins. The expectation is intense. All of us have caught +the crowd spirit, the infection of the mob. New England is polled first. +What is the matter? She does not give Seward the fully expected vote. +Very well! New York is reached. William M. Everetts, hook-nosed and +dished of mouth, plumps New York seventy votes for Seward. The +convention recovers from its fear. All is going well for Seward after +all. What of Pennsylvania and her tariff? She has fifty-seven votes; +fifty and one half of these go to a favorite son, Simon Cameron. This is +a mere compliment; Pennsylvania will come to Seward now that her +favorite son has been honored. Illinois is reached and votes for +Lincoln. There are cheers. But he is the favorite son of Illinois. These +are his people. The next ballot they will go to Seward. Indiana is +reached. All of her vote goes to Lincoln. There are great cheers. But +Lincoln split rails once in Indiana. This is a complimentary vote too. +Ohio is reached. She has two favorite sons, Chase and McLean. Missouri +is reached. Edward Bates is her son and gets the vote. What is this vote +of Virginia,--fourteen votes out of her twenty-three for Lincoln? Some +one near us whispers: "The South hates Seward worse than any one." + +At last the whole vote is announced: Seward has 173-1/2; Lincoln 102. +The Illinois River breaks loose; the great shouter for Lincoln, hired +for the occasion, storms and bawls above the hubbub of the convention. +Where is Hyer the prize fighter? He has been out with his gang. +Drinking? We do not know. At any rate he is late, has missed one of the +psychologies of the convention. After the noise is subsided, we hear +that Bates, Greeley's favorite, has forty-eight votes. "Call the roll!" +"Call the roll!" shout hundreds of delegates. Men are going mad with +anxiety. Arms are waved frantically, delegates rise from their seats and +bawl undistinguishable words. Curses and hisses fill the air. The second +ballot begins. Why does Pennsylvania deliberate, why does she retire so +often to consult her wishes? There is laughter over it. She changes her +vote now. Her favorite son, Cameron, gets two; forty-eight go to +Lincoln. What is the matter with Seward? We had heard there was plenty +of Seward money in Pennsylvania. Yarnell had told me so. Why doesn't the +machinery work? Ohio falls off seven votes for Chase; Bates loses +thirteen of his Missouri votes. Vermont throws her whole vote to +Lincoln, and the Stentor from the Illinois River bottoms raises a +thunder of applause. But Tom Hyer has now arrived and the Seward chorus +is working. + +The vote is announced: Seward has 184-1/2; Lincoln 181; necessary to a +choice, 233. Seward is ruined. Tom Hyer is down. The band, the banners +are for nothing. All the Seward money is for nothing. To be Governor, +Senator, the leading man of the party for years, the great debater of +the Senate, the author of the irrepressible conflict, the most dreaded +enemy of the South--all this goes up and out in a second like a poor +sulphur match in a gale. Seward is ruined. A country lawyer from +Springfield, Illinois, once a state legislator, once a Congressman, has +killed him in two blows. What has done it? The irrepressible conflict. +It has crushed him before it crushed many more, old and young throughout +the land. He is too famous. His words are too well known. The house +divided against itself is not so well known. Lincoln is obscure. He is a +trim new champion of fifty-one years of age, ready after some fifteen or +more years of resting and training, for a great fight. + +Yet may not Greeley's Bates still come in? A horse not so swiftly +running before now has a chance. Where would Seward's strength be thrown +now that he cannot use it for himself? Can he throw it to any one? No! +For the third ballot gives Seward 180 and Lincoln 231-1/2. But Seward is +still holding on. Ohio has been sticking to Chase. The vote is not +announced by the chair. But hundreds of pencils have kept the score. And +just about as it is to be announced, Ohio throws four votes from Chase +to Lincoln. Lincoln is nominated! The West of Douglas has won. + +The convention goes mad. The Illinois River roars like waters over a +thousand dams. Lake Michigan shouters make the rafters tremble. A cannon +is fired from the roof. But no one inside hears it. We go forth to the +street. Masses are yelling and crying with delight. Old Abe from +Illinois is nominated. Chicago is delirious with joy. From the Tremont +House a hundred guns are fired. Processions start; everywhere men are +bearing rails. Bands play. Drink flows like sudden freshets. Yarnell +passes at a distance. He is staring straight ahead, hurrying somewhere. +What is left for Seward, for his supporters? Virginia had been bought, +why didn't she deliver? Ohio was fingered for Seward. Why didn't Ohio +yield? Pennsylvania had taken quantities of Seward money. Why this +ingratitude? What nominated Lincoln? The Seward men have an answer. + +The madness of the crowd for railsplitting! The log-cabin tradition! +Genius and statesmanship have been set aside for a popular symbol, +railsplitting. A party of moral ideas has reverted to claptrap. These +are the bitter comments of Seward's beaten army. Then there are curses +for Greeley. Greeley has avenged Seward's lifetime enmity. He has +slaughtered the great man of the party. Why? The old traitor wants +Douglas elected. + + + + +CHAPTER LXI + + +The press comments of the country on Lincoln's nomination were +exceedingly conflicting. He was written of as the man whom Douglas had +beaten two years before, and without other distinction; as lacking in +culture, in every way inferior to Seward; as a whangdoodle stump speaker +of the second class, and without any known principle. What is this talk +of Old Abe Lincoln, Old Uncle Abe, Honest Abe Lincoln? Was he not a log +roller in the Illinois legislature of 1836? Had he not been driven from +position to position by Douglas in the debates? What is honest about him +above other men? Why a nomination on the strength of a deceiving +nickname? Is he not for the tariff and loose construction? Has he not +been a Whig with all the humbuggery of that party, of log cabins and +imperial practices? + +The Republican press was more favorable. He was hailed as a man of the +people, sprung from the people. On a hurried visit with Douglas, he told +me that Lincoln was as able as any man the Republicans had, abler far +than Seward; and of great integrity, though he loathed Lincoln's +political faith. "I'll carry nearly every northern state against him," +said Douglas. "The Union must be saved. I know the South. They will +secede if Lincoln is elected. It's utter madness of them to think of +this; but mad they are. We must handle them accordingly. Wall Street, +New York, is afraid of Lincoln. They don't want their business disturbed +by secession or even by a hostile South. Cotton is that strong." + +Douglas was full of fight and energy. He intended to canvass the entire +country. He was going into the South to point out the dangers of a +divided country. "They are terribly mad at me down there. But I have +never feared an audience yet. I intend to face them--and win them." + +No Presidential nominee had ever made a speaking tour before. Lincoln +stayed quietly in Springfield. Seward made a speaking campaign, +traveling on a special train. At Springfield he stayed in his car and +did not show Lincoln the courtesy of calling upon him. Lincoln, without +standing on any pride, went to see Seward, edging his way through the +crowd to the car. + +Douglas fought everywhere to the last. If in his Senatorial days and +before he had been complaisant to the slavocracy, the Charleston +convention would not have seceded from him. His course now in the +campaign silenced men like Hale and Seward who had nagged him for years +with their depreciations and suspicions. He went into Virginia and there +while speaking he was heckled by a Breckenridge follower. He was asked +if the Southern States would be justified in seceding if Lincoln should +be elected President. "No," thundered Douglas. "The election of a man +to the Presidency of the American people, in conformity to the +Constitution of the United States, would not justify any attempt at +dissolving this glorious confederacy." + +"But if the Southern States secede upon the inauguration of Lincoln, +before he commits an overt act against their rights, would you advise or +vindicate resistance by force to their secession?" If Douglas had ever +prostituted his mind to the South, now was the time to do it again. But +this was his answer: + +"I answer that it is the duty of the President of the United States and +all others in authority under him to enforce the laws of the United +States as passed by Congress and as the court expounds them. And I, as +in duty bound by my oath of fidelity to the Constitution, would do all +in my power to aid the government of the United States in maintaining +the supremacy of the laws against all resistance to them, come from what +quarter it might. The President should meet all attempts to break up the +Union as Old Hickory treated the nullifiers in 1832." + +What of the right of revolution? Douglas conceded that, but insisted +that the election of Lincoln would not be "such a grievance as would +justify revolution, or secession." + +I believed this too. Upon large ground if the South had the right to +hold the negroes in slavery, the North would have the right to hold the +South in the Union. If the South wanted to stuff fate into a small +pocket of logic and allow their narrow bigotry to get the better of +their reason, I was in favor of licking them in the name of sport and in +justification of Darwin's law of the survival of the fittest. + +Douglas, in spite of threats against his life, went into the Far South +appealing to them to consider the dangers ahead. The Democratic party +was hopelessly divided. Some partisan newspapers were carrying two +tickets on the editorial page. Others were fighting Douglas bitterly; +others supporting with fierce energy Breckenridge of Kentucky. Many were +scheming with a view to the contingency that the election would be a tie +and that the House of Representatives, in making the choice, would +select Douglas. + +Chicago was a whirlpool of excitement. In the middle summer Albert +Edward, Prince of Wales, traveling in America as Baron Renfrew, came to +Chicago on his way hunting in Illinois. The fate of the nation was a +passing play to him. While he was here he was a greater object of +interest than either Douglas or Lincoln. We heard that he was to stand +on the balcony of his hotel to watch the political parades of the +evening. Mr. Williams and I went forth to see the future King of +England. + +The city was thronged with people. Bands were playing everywhere. The +Wide-awakes, a Republican organization, were out in force marching as +soldiers, dressed in glazed caps and capes, carrying torches. Mottoes +and transparencies were borne aloft by hundreds. "Free soil for free +men." "No more slave territories." "We do care whether slavery is voted +up or down." "Abraham Lincoln cares"--these were the banners. And +everywhere the banner "Protection to American Industries." Men carried +rails. The crowds cheered and roared. And Baron Renfrew looked on, +surrounded by his entourage and a few of the élite of Chicago. We stared +up into his face. Did he smile, approve? Was he greatly interested? If +America should divide it would be better for England. We saw him turn +and smile as he evidently spoke to one of his party. + +Then a parade of Douglas men passed. They too carried banners. "Little +Giant." "Ever Readies." "Cuba Must Be Ours." "We want none but white men +at the helm." "We want a statesman, not a railsplitter for President." +"Free Trade"--these were the Douglas mottoes. We turned at last and made +our way through the crowd. Hawkers were selling railsplitter pins, +Honest Abe pins. The streets were a medley of noise, confusion; the +sidewalks were blocked. Drunken men, eager men pushed their way through. +Bands played. Far off a stump speaker's voice could be heard. All this +waste of sand and scrub oak which I had seen in 1833 was now covered +with buildings big and little. It was the battleground between two sons +of Illinois. + +October came. I grew more and more apprehensive for Douglas' fate. I had +had a letter from Isabel gently foreshadowing her marriage. My boy was +not advancing in his work at school. Inexorable loneliness was +descending upon me. + +Douglas came to Chicago on a speaking trip. He had been in Indianapolis +where his voice was so hoarse that he could scarcely be heard. Chicago +gave him a magnificent ovation. They saw the man now in all his +clearness of mind and strength of heart. He repudiated the schemes of +fusion. + +"Every disunionist," he said, "is a Breckenridge man. As Democrats, we +can never fuse either with northern Abolitionists or southern bolters +and secessionists. Yes, my friends, I say to you what I said in North +Carolina and in the same words: I would hang every man higher than Haman +who would attempt to resist by force the execution of any provision of +the Constitution which our fathers made and bequeathed to us. You cannot +sever this Union unless you cut the heartstrings that bind father to +son, daughter to mother, and brother to sister in all our new states and +territories. I love my children, but I do not desire to see them survive +this Union." + +With these words his tired and broken voice fell back into weakness from +the great melody and power of its habitual quality. His weary body had +risen into fresh strength for this utterance. His face assumed a great +majesty. Men and women alike wept to hear him speak so--wept for the +dark days ahead, wept for a great man failing in a struggle in which he +was yet holding to cherished ideals, now being blown and scattered by +the storm of the new era. They saw him surrounded on all sides by +enemies. The South hated him. The northern Democrats with southern +ideas hated him. The fanatics hated him. The Republican party which he +had stepped upon with giant contempt hated him. In eight years of +existence it had gathered to itself the contemptible factions that he +had satirized. They had united now in the supreme purpose of defeating +him. He was appealing for the same principles to which he had always +been devoted. He was defending the Union as he had defended it since the +days when I saw Jackson put his arm around him, and look with paternal +pride in his eyes. He knew the heart and the will of the South. He was +trying to tell it to the North. He felt that his own election would +prevent disunion. He asked people to believe that he wished to be +elected, not to gratify his personal ambition, but for the sake of the +Union. + +It was all in vain. The avalanche, loosened years before by stray +adventurers building fires for their little kettles, and running +thoughtlessly over weakened attachments, was now moving down on Douglas +and the Union. The October election showed that he was defeated. +Pennsylvania, Ohio, and Indiana were carried by the Republicans in the +state elections. Douglas was speaking in the South. His life had been +threatened. An attempt was made to wreck his train. In Alabama he was +showered with missiles. Not a northern paper published these shameful +insults, which if published would have won him many friends in the +North. Amid dangers and discouragements he went on to the end. + +He was in Mobile when the news of Lincoln's election reached him. +Before leaving Alabama he did what he could to prevent that state from +seceding. + +Undismayed, he went on to New Orleans. There he addressed the business +men, pointing out to them that Lincoln would have a hostile Senate on +his hands if the South would only remain in the Union; that Lincoln +could carry out no abolition or unfriendly policy toward the South +without a Senate; that all of Lincoln's appointments would have to be +confirmed by the Senate. All of these things he said to dissuade the +South from secession. When they would not be persuaded, he tore the mask +from their faces and told them directly that Lincoln's election was only +a pretext for those who wished to set up a Southern Confederacy. + +Lincoln was elected. But Douglas was not dishonored. He had achieved a +great personal triumph. He had polled 1,357,157 votes in the country +against Lincoln's 1,866,452. In Illinois he had polled 160,215 votes to +Lincoln's 172,161--in spite of New England and the Germans. He had +received 163,525 votes from the South against Lincoln's 26,430. But he +had lost to Breckenridge or Bell fourteen southern states. Protective +tariff Pennsylvania had given Lincoln 268,030 and Douglas 16,765. +Protective tariff Massachusetts had given Lincoln 106,533 and Douglas +34,372. Douglas had fought the South, he had fought against the +disadvantage of a divided party, he had fought the protective tariff, +yet Lincoln had polled but a little more than 500,000 votes more than +he had. No use to say that the populace does not understand questions of +government or that they cannot rise to high justices and rewards. +Douglas' personal triumph had been great, but his remarkable popular +support shrunk to an insignificant twelve votes in the electoral +college. He was vanquished and I was more deeply depressed than I had +ever been in my life. Lincoln was elected! + +And the South seceded. + + + + +CHAPTER LXII + + +It is war! Mars has descended. The irrepressible conflict has taken the +sword. The house divided against itself is in the last contest to see +whether there shall be two houses or one. The devils are now to be cast +out, not by Satan but by the Lord mighty in battle, great in anger. +Grapes of wrath are to be treaded now, and a furious wine drawn from the +broken flesh of men hitherto growing peacefully on peaceful stems, North +and South. + +Douglas wishes without ostentation to make himself clear in his +friendship and support of Lincoln. No envy, no pique, no chagrin. He has +often prophesied this war. For years he has warned the country against +sectionalism. He does not now say, I told you so. The war has come. He +is for the North, as he told the South he would be if elected himself. +He is against disunion with all his heart. His health is broken; he has +no future on this earth except to work to bring peace, and to win the +South to save the Union. And he labors like a Titan to these ends. + +I waver in my plans to go to Washington to see Lincoln inaugurated. In +any event I shall devour the report of the proceedings. I cannot keep my +mind off the event. I cannot wait to see Douglas to express to him my +great admiration, my deep affection. Yet I fear he is beyond the reach +of such things. What does he care whether I admire him or not, or +whether any one loves him or not? Such things cannot touch him now. But +I would see him again. And I would see Lincoln too. + +On the morning I am to start I leave my house in Chicago; then I return +to my porch and think, holding my satchel. I start again, force myself +to go. I drag myself on to the train. Things are changed now. I can go +by rail all the way. No need of boats and canals in this late February +of 1861. + +Washington is in a thrill. It is expected that the crack of a rifle from +a tree or a housetop will fell the tall Lincoln from Illinois, as he +faces the crowd to take the oath of office. But all was peace. The South +only intended to go its way and let Lincoln do what he could, if +anything. I stood with the rapt mass close to the stand where I could +see every face on the platform. Lincoln came, Douglas came. Douglas was +giving notice to the country that he was hand in hand with Lincoln for +the Union. + +Lincoln has no place to put his tall silk hat, brand new for this +occasion. Douglas, gallantly not seriously, thoughtfully not showily, +with grace and taste, takes Lincoln's hat and holds it while Lincoln +reads his inaugural address. + +Lincoln is now becomingly dressed. He is past fifty-two; no gray hairs, +no beard, looks clean shaven and youthful, like a man of thirty, +prematurely old. He is swarthy, wrinkled. He is powerful, rested, +self-possessed, masterful. The cadence of his voice is full of kindness +and conciliation. Its rhythms speak in sympathy and respect for the +feelings of every one. Some of his words move me like great music. He +says in closing so clearly, so beautifully, sounding as of silver +trumpets blown by archangels: + +"The mystic chords of memory stretching from every battle field and +patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone all over this broad +land will yet swell the chorus of the Union when again touched, as +surely they will be touched, by the better angels of our nature." + +I see Pinturicchio in his face. I hear the reverberations of Beethoven's +dreams in his voice. This man is kindred to the greatest souls. + +I know about the mystic chords myself. I have been in battle. I fought +for Texas. Be that cause good or bad, it has now blossomed in me for the +Union. I have followed Douglas for nationalism and progress. I am still +with him, and the more so because Douglas is with Lincoln. + +The crowd is moved. The great event is over. The railsplitter has +disappeared to that house of state from whence he shall never emerge +carefree and happy. And Douglas goes to consult with him, to aid him. + +Lincoln depends now on Douglas, cannot dispense with him. They have +known each other for a quarter of a century, in that Illinois of the +West which Douglas prophesied would hold the balance of power in any +crisis of the North and the South. That prophecy is fulfilled. It would +have been fulfilled by giving Douglas to the Presidency. It had given +Lincoln instead; and the prophecy is fulfilled. + +Lincoln shows to Douglas his call for 75,000 men to put down the +rebellion. Douglas approves of the wording of the order, but says it +should call for 200,000 men. He knows the South! + +"What do you wish me to do?" he asked Lincoln. Lincoln thinks it would +be well if Douglas used his great influence to appeal to doubtful +sections, or wavering peoples. In obedience to this suggestion Douglas +sets off for Illinois. + +I have preceded him. I know what war means. I know the processes, the +psychologies, the technique. Bands are playing, men are enlisting and +marching in Chicago. Orators are talking, women are singing and sewing. +Shrouds and coffins must be made as well as caps and cloaks. Iron must +be cast, nitrate dug, thousands of laborers set to work to hammer, to +nail, to mold, to fashion engines of destruction. Nurses must be +trained, for there will be blood to stanch, wounds to dress, and the +dying to comfort. That Captain Grant whom I saw in St. Louis years ago +has come to Springfield from Galena, left his tannery for the war. He is +training some regiments for the service. Amos, Reverdy's boy, has joined +the army, and Jonas too. Reverdy writes me about it. Sarah is full of +anger, resentment, terror, and sorrow against this huge thing that has +broken over her hearth and taken her sons. I am too old to fight. But I +have money to give. I throw myself into the work with the hope of +forgetting myself, my losses, my loneliness, my life. What can I do for +Douglas? I have this wealth. He is now broken financially. When he +returns to Chicago I must open my purse to him. What other use have I +for money but to give it to this war, or to Douglas? + +Douglas comes back from southern Illinois where he has been speaking. He +is going to address a Chicago audience. It is not likely that they will +hoot him now. After some difficulty I find him. His face lights up with +a certain gladness as he sees me. But he is a dying eagle that ruffles +its feathers when food is offered it; then sinks back upon its broken +wing when it sees that it cannot eat. What is my friendship now to him? +What is any earthly thing to him? He bears the sorrows of earth without +the consolation that any Heaven can cure them. His voice is hoarse, his +face is worn and streaked with agony. His eyes look through me, over me, +beyond me. He sees me, but what am I? His hair is gray--much grayer than +mine. He is only 48 but he is an old man. He has no place in life now +but to save the Union. All his strength and activity have come to this +simple faith, as simple as the faith of a child. He reaches back into +the years when he was 21 and first came to Illinois, to that substance +of his being, always inherent and of his genius, which was and is now +compact of nationalism, progress, intelligence, the firm union of +sovereign states. This is all he has to sustain him now. He has laid up +this food for the last hours, for this crisis of his soul. All souls +must lay up something spiritual, even as they must lay up food for the +winter of life, for the bleak bright hours of the soul's sterile fight. + +And this old love which led him to Jackson when I was there with +Dorothy, which led him to Jackson for the great privilege of looking +into the old hero's face is all that sustains Douglas now. He is poor in +purse but rich in service and love; he can never be President if he +wished to be. This new era will take all his devotion, but it will not +even make him Senator again. But what need? The office is nothing now to +him. He has no place politically, except as a leader of all men. He is +without a party, but he has a country. + +I offer him my purse. He smiles and thanks me. No time now to think of +his affairs--later perhaps. Something deeper than money friendship is +required to arouse the depths of him; and only the depths of him are +left. Will I come to hear him speak? I go. + +He is on the heights now. The purest fires leap from his being. The +eloquence of great truths flows from his lips, along the melodious waves +of that voice of thunder. He has become Orpheus; his Isabel is the Union +now embodied in the strength, the beauty of the North which he has +always wooed and never won until now. The crowd draws toward him, gives +its spirit to him, casts its devotion at his feet. He is on the heights. +For Death is near him and Death is the sincerest and most authentic of +inspirers. He has nothing to ask now--only that the Union be saved. He +has no reproaches for any one except disunionists. He has become +impersonal on all things but the Union. I know that the end is near for +him. No one can speak so who is not prompted by Death. + +He has fallen ill at his hotel in this Chicago that he loved and dowered +with a university and linked to the South with a great railroad in the +interests of peace and a firmer Union. I go to see him. Mrs. Douglas +cannot admit me. He is unconscious of those around him, but his soul is +at work. "Telegraph to the President and let the column move on." "Stand +for the Union." "The West, this great ..." + +I go into the mad streets so grief-stricken, so alone. Dorothy is long +dead. Isabel is lost to me. My boy is away. My home is haunted with +loneliness. I would be rich if Douglas was to be too. Now he is rich, I +am poor; he is poor, I am rich. Men are marching, bugles calling. The +city roars. At the foot of Clark Street I see the masts of scores of +sailing craft. Chicago has become a great mart. + +The June sky is blue and cool, and great white clouds sail through it so +indifferently. They were here when I first came to Chicago; here when +the French explored the wilderness. Here they are now just the same; and +Illinois has more than a million souls, and every heart carries the +burden of war. Over them this sky, these clouds. They do not care. + +It seems but a few minutes and the words go about the streets: "Douglas +is dead." The newsboys cry it soon. I am prepared, but the city is not. +It is shocked and wounded. Douglas is dead! This voice that spoke to us +so lately is stilled. The great man who submerged everything of self in +a cause of many is no more. I am dumb, a few tears ooze from my eyes; +but on I go through the crowds. Now I shall throw myself more than ever +into the work of the war. I pass a theater where speeches are being +made. From it I hear a voice singing "Annie Laurie." I stop to look at a +sign containing the name of Madam Zante. And I go in to hear her sing. I +draw near her to get a seat. It is Zoe! + +Zoe! I send up my name by an usher. The word comes back quickly to join +her behind the scenes. There she is waiting for me. And we fall into +each other's arms and sob. She is all I have left in the world except +little Reverdy. I hold her from me. She is majestic, glorious in the +maturity of great beauty, intelligence, art. She has long been a singer +of note under this name of Madam Zante. What of Fortescue? She ran away +from him. What was the explanation of Fortescue's trick? So far as we +could guess at it, only that he had used the murder of another woman to +get the property that he had learned from Zoe that she had inherited. +But we had no time to talk of this now. "Come with me, Zoe, to my +house." And Zoe came. But she was soon off again to nurse in the +hospitals. + +It is November, 1861. Word comes to us that Reverdy's boy, Amos, has +been killed in the battle of Belmont. Douglas has now been in sleep five +months; now Amos is a sacrifice to the war. He had joined Captain +Grant's army against Sarah's fierce protest. He had gone forth happy and +proud. Now he was to rest in the cemetery in Jacksonville near the dust +of my father, near the dust of Major Hardin, and Lamborn. + +And so it was that Zoe and I stood side by side touching the dead hand +of Amos. Sarah was too grief-stricken to be surprised at Zoe's +reappearance in our lives. She wailed incessantly: "What is free +territory to me? My boy is dead! What is the end of slavery to me? My +boy is dead! There was no use for this war, no use, no use! It needed +never to be. If they had only listened to Douglas. What are Lincoln and +Jeff Davis thinking of? My boy is dead." + +And for nights after returning to Chicago I heard Sarah's voice crying: +"my boy! my boy!" + +The battle of Gettysburg has been fought. That single thing that makes +or destroys every man had come upon General Lee and commanded him to +follow. In his case it was audacity. He had invaded Pennsylvania and +been hurled back. And not long after I heard that Isabel's husband had +been killed in that terrible battle. She did not write me. The silence +of life had come over us. + +I read the Gettysburg address of Lincoln. It moved me like a symphony. +But I did not believe it to be true. This government was not conceived +in liberty. It was not dedicated to the proposition that all men are +created equal. We were not engaged in a strife which tested whether this +government so conceived and so dedicated could survive. The South could +have set up a separate government and the same liberty and the same +equality which informed the union would have remained intact. Isabel's +husband, and the other thousands who had died there had not consecrated +the ground unless the Union meant something more than a union. It had to +mean liberty and more than the emancipation of the negroes for that +ground to be consecrated. And a few years later its glory was detracted +from by the machinations of merchants who grew fat on the blood of that +battle. And yet I was moved by Lincoln's words more profoundly than by +anything that I had ever read. + + + + +CONCLUSION + + +It is April 23d, 1900. Three hundred and thirty-six years ago to-day a +man named Shakespeare was born. He lived with some gnawing at his heart, +wrote some plays, and died. He was wise enough, I fancy, to see that the +joke is on those who remain in life, not those who leave it. +Eighty-seven years ago to-day Stephen A. Douglas was born. He lived, +stormed about these States, talked of great principles, was tossed aside +by a squall on the universe of things, and died. It is now thirty-nine +years since he summed up his life's wisdom in the words: "Tell my +children to obey the laws and support the Constitution." That was about +the summation of Socrates' wisdom, this matter of the laws, as he lay in +prison opposite the Acropolis. He refused to walk forth free, except by +the law. If I live until June the eighteenth I shall be eighty-five +years of age. On the score of age I should feel much wiser than Douglas +who died at forty-eight and Socrates who died at sixty. I feel that I am +a good deal like Shakespeare. I have very little respect for the +laws--at least for the written laws. I am not so sure about the higher +law, if I am left to determine it. But in truth I am a good deal in +doubt as to what is right, and what is wrong, what good and what evil. +And I never know what the law is. I have wondered about it all my life. +I have thought at times I knew, but I have been for the most part +betrayed and fooled. + +And why not now? Miss Sharpe, delicate, spiritual, active of mind, lives +at the boarding house where I do. She thinks I am a fine old gentleman. +She likes my society. I am to her taste interesting because I am +experienced. I am richer intellectually than any man could be at an +earlier age. She reads to me, often reads to me: + +"Grow old along with me, +The best is yet to be, +The last of life for which the first was made." + +How glorious is old age! She comforts me, makes me contented with my +state at times; she makes me forget how I feel when I rise in the +morning, stiff, bewildered, sometimes wondering where I am. She helps me +to establish my mind when it thinks of too many things at once, and +cannot choose for paltering and fumbling. I walk with a cane; but legs +are nothing. The soul is the prize, the flower. My food does not digest +itself well; my heart flutters and stumbles; my eyes refuse to work even +with the best of glasses. The doctor says I have an old man's arteries. +I know when my memory falters that it is due to the brain which has +shrunk, and to the incrusted arteries which do not carry enough blood +cells to the brain to give me memory. Still the best is yet to be, and +this is now it. I think the law of old age will get me eventually just +as the law of the new era caught Douglas and destroyed him. + +It is thirty years now since the great Chicago fire swept my fortune +away. I saved one lot out of the wreck. A skyscraper wanted it to +complete its necessary ground space. So I leased it; and the rental +keeps me. The lease will be out in 1989--but no matter for that. Between +1871 and 1890 I had a hard time of it. I tried to repair my fortune and +couldn't do it. Then the building of skyscrapers struck Chicago, and I +came into an income through this lease. I have a good room at the +boarding house and all I wish of everything. Perhaps I shall revise my +will and leave something to Miss Sharpe. I should like to depart from +the customary bequests to hospitals and colleges. If the University +founded by Douglas had not been taken over by the money made by the +Standard Oil Company I might give something to it. Some say that the +University stands for spiritual hardness, a Darwinian scientific which +distinguished Douglas, but I am not sure. Yes, I believe I shall revise +my will in favor of Miss Sharpe. Sometimes I suspect that she wants to +marry me. She talks of nothing but the soul, as Isabel did in Rome. I am +sure I have plenty of soul. I have no one else to give my money to but +Miss Sharpe. My boy died in the middle sixties. + +As for the rest, they are all gone. Zoe and I lived happily together +until the rage of the influenza in 1889; then she died. Mr. Williams, +Abigail, Aldington passed away and were buried in a cemetery about a +mile north of the river. Then their bodies were removed somewhere, for +the cemetery was turned into a park. Lincoln Park it is now. Reverdy, +Sarah, gave up the battle years ago. They went to sleep by the side of +their son, Amos, who was killed in the battle of Belmont. Their other +children are scattered to unknown quarters. I know not if they live. + +A strange thing happened yesterday. Mr. Williams' grandson called upon +me. He is going to South Africa with a load of mules for the British. +Almost every one in America wants the Boers put down. He asked me to go +along and for a moment I took him seriously. The adventurer in me arose. +Then I became conscious of my stiff legs. Besides was I ever much of an +adventurer after all? Why did I not travel in the splendid forties and +the leisurely fifties? Still I believe I have had as much out of life as +Cecil Rhodes. He started out to be rich. So did I. He got diamonds and +gold. I got land. He wished to see England world-triumphant. I wanted to +see America an ocean-bound republic. I followed Douglas. He was inspired +by Ruskin. For Ruskin had fired young Rhodes at Oxford with these words: +"England must found colonies as fast and as far as she is able, formed +of her most energetic and worthy men; seizing every piece of fruitful +waste ground she can set her foot on, and there teaching her colonists +that their chief virtue is to be fidelity to their country, and that +their first aim is to be to advance the power of England by land and by +sea." + +Accordingly Rhodes had set out to become rich; he plotted the supremacy +of England in South Africa. And now there is war on President Kruger of +the Transvaal, who was at the head of its affairs in the years when +Douglas was settling Oregon and California and talking of popular +sovereignty. Gold was discovered there, as it was in California; and +there was a great exodus of English; and now the question is whether the +Ruskin idea will triumph or Kruger's idea, which is derived from the +Bible, shall triumph. The Bible is used in many ways and on all sides of +everything. Kruger is an abolitionist concerned with abolishing Great +Britain. But I think Great Britain will abolish him, and find plenty of +Biblical authority for it. Many sacred hymns will be sung, and God will +be loudly praised when the end comes. + +Rhodes is using his great wealth to assist England in her war against +the Boer Republic. He has advocated from a youth up the formation of a +secret society with the following objects, as expressed by himself: "The +extension of British rule throughout the world.... The colonization by +British subjects of all lands where the means of livelihood are +attainable by energy, labor, and enterprise, and especially the +occupation by British settlers of the entire continent of Africa, the +Holy Land, the valley of the Euphrates, the islands of Cypress and +Candia, the whole of South America, the islands of the Pacific not +heretofore possessed by Great Britain, the whole of the Malay +Archipelago, the seaboard of China and Japan, the ultimate recovery of +the United States of America as an integral part of the British Empire." + +A large lust for land, dwarfing to Douglas' call to American supremacy +on the North American continent, the expulsion of Great Britain +therefrom, and from all dominance in the Western Hemisphere. It was +rather costly to Douglas to take over Texas; and the retention of the +old land of the Southern States was the nation's crisis which killed +him. For any land-lust that Douglas had, he has paid. Will Rhodes pay +for his lust? No, I think he will be paid for it. For he has been a +success. He has seen his hopes for England all but realized. So far as +the United States is concerned England has recovered it. She rules us in +trade, literature, in thought. We elect our own rulers, to be sure; but +England controls them, though we pay their salaries. + +However, I shall not go to South Africa. I know that I may die in an +instant; and though, if dying at sea, I might sink to the depth, where +something of Dorothy remains, I would as soon be reduced to ashes and +scattered on the shores of this lake that I have known so long. That +would be symbolical of my purposeless and wasted life. + +The day being fine, this being Douglas' birthday, I have come from my +boarding house to the little park which bears his name, and where +stands the column to his memory, crowned with a bronze counterfeit of +him, standing forthright and intrepid, as I have often seen him in life. +It is a clear sky with racing clouds that the statue stands against, and +I almost imagine it swaying and moving, such is the illusory effect of +the clouds. I enter the park and rest on a settee looking toward the +lake. + +Chicago has now a population of a million and a half--you will observe +that this passion for figures remains with me. To the south I can see +the smoke of the steel mills; to the north the towers of granite, tile, +and brick of the city, and all between populous quarters. Twenty miles +of city north and south; ten miles of city east and west. I am on +Douglas' ninety acres, ten of which he deeded to the University of +Chicago. Its three-story college building stands to the west of me about +one half a mile; abandoned now. The acres themselves have passed to an +insurance company on a mortgage. And in the general decay of Douglas' +memory and influences this seems fitting enough. + +Of course, the Civil War was waged to free the negro; and to do it it +was necessary to have a protective tariff, which came into being soon +after Lincoln was elected, and has been the policy of the country ever +since. Also for this emancipation it was necessary to revive the bank, +and this was done during the war. Not long after the war was over--about +two years--the trust known as the Standard Oil Company was organized. +Its moving spirit endowed the Douglas university and moved it to the +Midway Plaisance. It has continued its uninterrupted graduating years +from Douglas' time till now. It is still Douglas' university--at least +as much so as this United States was Douglas' these United States. It is +a university built out of tariff privileges and railroad rebates; while +Douglas' university was built from land, which Douglas was foresighted +enough to buy in anticipation of Chicago's growth, and the increment in +values produced by the Illinois Central railroad. Douglas was hotly +denounced for crookedness and money grabbing in those days of 1858 by +the Abolitionists and Free Soilers. Indeed much is said now in criticism +of Mr. Rockefeller; but I believe it will pass. Besides he is not +running for office, or trying to found an ocean to ocean republic; and +hence criticism does not hurt him so much. + +Below me and down behind a wall the tracks of the Illinois Central roar +to the wheels of numerous trains, long trains of ten and twelve cars, +sleepers, diners, parlor cars, bound straight for New Orleans and New +York, either place reached in twenty-four hours from Chicago. I wish +Douglas could see this. Still, would he like to know that the public +have no access to the lake at any place where the tracks lie between the +shore and this wall? Perhaps he would see that this occupancy correctly +exemplifies the fate that the free-soil doctrine has met with throughout +the country. + +There are sounds of trowels, voices of workmen behind me. A group of +masons and laborers is repairing Douglas' tomb; for it is not +scrupulously cared for these days. Postprandial orators are frequently +remarking amidst great acclaim that the hand on the dial of time points +to Hamilton; and if government is as corrupt as the newspapers say it +is, and if Hamilton stood for corruption in government, the hand on the +dial undoubtedly points to him. At this moment a young man and woman +come to a settee near me. The young woman asks her companion: "Who is +that monument to?" "Douglas," he answers in staccato. "Who was Douglas?" +"A Senator or something from Illinois. But why change the subject? You +have kept putting this off, and I have six hundred dollars saved now, +and prospects are good. I would like to be ..." the rest is borne away +by the wind. But I know it is the old theme. Soon his arm encircles her +shoulders over the back of the settee. She looks at him and smiles. It +is April! The men are repairing the mortar between the stones of +Douglas' tomb. Two are masons, two are negro helpers. The negroes are as +free as the whites; the whites are no freer than the negroes. They are +all wanderers, looking for jobs without settled places, paying board as +I do, or living in rented places. One of them may own his house. Some +laborers do, not many. They are like the factory workers, the whole +breed of workers throughout the land. The Civil War did not make them +prosperous, or change their real status. It seems that the God of +nature still rules, and that Darwin is his best prophet. These men are +free to work or to starve. Some things have changed. It is no longer +against the law to send abolition literature through the mail. But it is +against the law to incite laborers to strike, whether they are white or +black, and it is against the law for laborers, white or black, to +organize themselves into unions. The slave owners were pretty well +organized once, both financially and politically, but now the +corporations are much better organized than the slave owners were. The +negro did not dare to rebel against his master. And now the law prevents +the laborer from organizing against the corporation. We have freedom +now, but of a different quality. It has changed its base, but is there +more of it? + +A freight train goes by nearly a mile long. It is laden with coal, oil, +iron. I can't believe that the soil is free. Coal and oil and iron have +too much of it. I think of the banners borne in the campaign of 1860, +when Baron Renfrew stood that night on the balcony of his hotel. He will +soon be king of England and emperor of India. And some one--either the +men who carried those banners or their sons--some one now has a complete +overlordship of this United States. + +Why did not these banners make free men and a free soil? I suspect that +the banner of protection to American industries was as influential at +least as the free soil banner. It was easy after the war to force the +XIV Amendment on the country, to give citizenship to the negro so far as +his color had kept him out of it. It remained for the courts to call the +corporations citizens and to fit to their backs the coat of equal +protection of the laws, which they told us was cut and sewed for the +negro. Hence this long freight train with coal, oil, and iron--all very +well, but where are the free men and the free soil that Reverdy's son +died for? + +Cries are now being uttered of capitalistic America. Also they say the +Supreme Court is always the mouthpiece of the dominant influence. That +was what was said when Taney decided that Dred Scott was not a citizen. +"The courts are tools of Satan, the Constitution is a league with Hell," +said Garrison. He burned a copy of the Constitution on a public bonfire. +That could be done then, for slavocracy only interfered with free speech +in the South. Now it is not so safe to criticize the Supreme Court +anywhere in America. I myself think that coal and iron and oil are more +powerful than cotton ever was, and more permeatingly dominant. It would +not do to burn the Constitution anywhere in this United and Standardized +States. As for mocking the flag, one might be lynched on the spot. + +The Filipinos have taken literally the Declaration of Independence, +which is the platform upon which Lincoln was elected; and they are +fighting us in the name of Lincoln. We have an army over there +sustaining the honor of the flag, under William McKinley, President of +the United States and Commander in Chief of its Army and Navy. Mr. +McKinley was a soldier in the war under Lincoln. He, therefore, knows +something about military matters. He has demonstrated that he has +something in his head beyond the theory of protection to American +industries. He is demonstrating that he knows how to lift the United +States out of its isolation, and to carry it beyond its place in the +Western Hemisphere with nothing but satellites like the West Indies and +Hawaii to be trailed by its gravitational movements. Also he learned how +to put down rebellion in the Southern States, and that is the same +thing, of course, as putting down rebellion in the Philippine Islands. +We have bought the islands. They are ours. They are farther away, to be +sure, than Cuba which Douglas wanted for his ocean-bound republic. But +though farther away, civilization, our duty, and the manifest destiny of +old compel us to hold them. When Alcibiades embarked on his Sicilian +expedition, it was said that Athens itself was sailing out of the +Piraeus, never to return. And some think that when Admiral Dewey sailed +into the harbor of Manila with his fleet he took the old America with +him, never to return to these shores; and what was worse, it disappeared +there out of his hands and is lost for good. + +There is China, where we have set up a Federal judge. There is the trade +of the Orient; the Philippine Islands themselves are rich in hemp. To +get land for hemp is different from getting it for cotton--for I am +sure hemp makes a better rope with which to strangle liberty. + +But though the Constitution has not reached the Islands, while the flag +has, it may in time reach them. Meantime no mocking of that +perambulating and capricious instrument! It contains the power to +acquire islands, or the whole of China, by conquest or treaty; and the +power to govern them as we choose, limited only by our ideas of Justice. +It would not do to let them have popular sovereignty, any more than it +would have done in Douglas' day to let Kansas have popular sovereignty. +The right to prohibit or allow slavery in a territory goes with the +right to extend the Constitution with its XIV Amendment to the +Philippine Islands, or not to extend it--and we have chosen not to +extend it. Thus the extra constitutional foundations of the Republican +party have led to colonialism. + +Douglas, in bronze, looks over the lake to the east--to what? Perhaps to +the hills of Vermont and his youth, when no forecasting angel could have +told him what could come to him and his country. Perhaps he knows now +that free souls are better than free soil, since he never had much use +for the kind of free soil that was shouted at him. + +This morning's paper has long dispatches about the progress of our +troops in the Philippines. Perhaps that is the reason why Douglas' back +is to the west. Surely he does not mean that he turns his back upon the +domain of Mexico and Oregon. It must be only upon the conquests of the +new capitalism. I am glad, and more than glad, that negro slavery was +abolished. It was nothing but a wooden plow anyway. Our new steel plows +work much better and they have this advantage: they accomplish more, +they are in themselves more of slaves, and they are creators of time and +of greater wealth. + +There are strikes over the land. Why? Are not men free? Yes, they are +free to choose their work if they know how to do more than one thing, or +if they are able to move from the place where they have been employed. +But they are not free to organize, to agitate for better wages, or to +strike. What is this matter of freedom after all? It reminds me of the +steps of a stairway. A step consists of a horizontal board and a +vertical board and then another horizontal board. The first horizontal +board is the present condition, and the second horizontal is the liberty +that is desired, the vertical board is the difficulty in the way. One +must overcome resistance to step up. When he does he has achieved the +liberty to which he aspires. But he is standing on the same sort of a +level that he did before. This stairway goes up indefinitely, and at +last becomes lost in the sky of the future, like the beanstalk of Jack +the Giant-killer. All this sounds quite materialistic, and as if I was +without hope, but I am not materialistic, or despairing of the future. I +know that matter cannot be explained without resorting to such concepts +as force, causation, action, and reaction. And these are the ideas of +the mind. And I think of matter and of history in terms of action and +reaction. The mind of man is the most wonderful thing that we know +anything about, and its secret is the secret of the universe. Having +never been happy myself, I am not a disciple of eudemonism; but I see +life as struggle and change; and though I do not know what it means, I +know thought will not be at rest, that hopes will not cease, and that +dreams of liberty will fascinate the minds of future Lincolns and +Douglases. + +The masons are eating their luncheon. I arise to go to Douglas' tomb. +The young woman says: "I wonder who that old man is? He has been sitting +right there all morning." + +I wonder myself who I am. I take my way feebly up the stone steps to the +grated door of the tomb. I look through. There lies the sarcophagus +which contains the bones of Stephen A. Douglas. There was no truer, +braver man in his time, and no abler. + +I put my spectacles on, for I cannot see well into the tomb. Yes, there +are the words: "Tell my children to obey the laws and support the +Constitution." No, I do not subscribe to that. I believe in liberty and +not law. Douglas' popular sovereignty was more liberty than it was law. +These words on his tomb must have been spoken by him with reference to +the preservation of the Union. At any rate I do not believe in these +words. I accept instead Walt Whitman's admonition to the States: "Obey +little, resist much." What shall we obey at all, and where shall we +resist? You must decide that for yourself, or ask those about it who +still have the capacity for living. + +I am old. Now I must go to luncheon and then take my afternoon nap. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CHILDREN OF THE MARKET PLACE*** + + +******* This file should be named 15534-8.txt or 15534-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/5/5/3/15534 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. Project +Gutenberg is a registered trademark, and may not be used if you +charge for the eBooks, unless you receive specific permission. If you +do not charge anything for copies of this eBook, complying with the +rules is very easy. You may use this eBook for nearly any purpose +such as creation of derivative works, reports, performances and +research. They may be modified and printed and given away--you may do +practically ANYTHING with public domain eBooks. Redistribution is +subject to the trademark license, especially commercial +redistribution. + + + +*** START: FULL LICENSE *** + +THE FULL PROJECT GUTENBERG LICENSE +PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE YOU DISTRIBUTE OR USE THIS WORK + +To protect the Project Gutenberg-tm mission of promoting the free +distribution of electronic works, by using or distributing this work +(or any other work associated in any way with the phrase "Project +Gutenberg"), you agree to comply with all the terms of the Full Project +Gutenberg-tm License (available with this file or online at +https://gutenberg.org/license). + + +Section 1. General Terms of Use and Redistributing Project Gutenberg-tm +electronic works + +1.A. By reading or using any part of this Project Gutenberg-tm +electronic work, you indicate that you have read, understand, agree to +and accept all the terms of this license and intellectual property +(trademark/copyright) agreement. If you do not agree to abide by all +the terms of this agreement, you must cease using and return or destroy +all copies of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works in your possession. +If you paid a fee for obtaining a copy of or access to a Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic work and you do not agree to be bound by the +terms of this agreement, you may obtain a refund from the person or +entity to whom you paid the fee as set forth in paragraph 1.E.8. + +1.B. "Project Gutenberg" is a registered trademark. It may only be +used on or associated in any way with an electronic work by people who +agree to be bound by the terms of this agreement. There are a few +things that you can do with most Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works +even without complying with the full terms of this agreement. See +paragraph 1.C below. There are a lot of things you can do with Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic works if you follow the terms of this agreement +and help preserve free future access to Project Gutenberg-tm electronic +works. See paragraph 1.E below. + +1.C. The Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation ("the Foundation" +or PGLAF), owns a compilation copyright in the collection of Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic works. Nearly all the individual works in the +collection are in the public domain in the United States. If an +individual work is in the public domain in the United States and you are +located in the United States, we do not claim a right to prevent you from +copying, distributing, performing, displaying or creating derivative +works based on the work as long as all references to Project Gutenberg +are removed. Of course, we hope that you will support the Project +Gutenberg-tm mission of promoting free access to electronic works by +freely sharing Project Gutenberg-tm works in compliance with the terms of +this agreement for keeping the Project Gutenberg-tm name associated with +the work. You can easily comply with the terms of this agreement by +keeping this work in the same format with its attached full Project +Gutenberg-tm License when you share it without charge with others. + +1.D. The copyright laws of the place where you are located also govern +what you can do with this work. Copyright laws in most countries are in +a constant state of change. If you are outside the United States, check +the laws of your country in addition to the terms of this agreement +before downloading, copying, displaying, performing, distributing or +creating derivative works based on this work or any other Project +Gutenberg-tm work. The Foundation makes no representations concerning +the copyright status of any work in any country outside the United +States. + +1.E. Unless you have removed all references to Project Gutenberg: + +1.E.1. The following sentence, with active links to, or other immediate +access to, the full Project Gutenberg-tm License must appear prominently +whenever any copy of a Project Gutenberg-tm work (any work on which the +phrase "Project Gutenberg" appears, or with which the phrase "Project +Gutenberg" is associated) is accessed, displayed, performed, viewed, +copied or distributed: + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + +1.E.2. If an individual Project Gutenberg-tm electronic work is derived +from the public domain (does not contain a notice indicating that it is +posted with permission of the copyright holder), the work can be copied +and distributed to anyone in the United States without paying any fees +or charges. If you are redistributing or providing access to a work +with the phrase "Project Gutenberg" associated with or appearing on the +work, you must comply either with the requirements of paragraphs 1.E.1 +through 1.E.7 or obtain permission for the use of the work and the +Project Gutenberg-tm trademark as set forth in paragraphs 1.E.8 or +1.E.9. + +1.E.3. If an individual Project Gutenberg-tm electronic work is posted +with the permission of the copyright holder, your use and distribution +must comply with both paragraphs 1.E.1 through 1.E.7 and any additional +terms imposed by the copyright holder. Additional terms will be linked +to the Project Gutenberg-tm License for all works posted with the +permission of the copyright holder found at the beginning of this work. + +1.E.4. Do not unlink or detach or remove the full Project Gutenberg-tm +License terms from this work, or any files containing a part of this +work or any other work associated with Project Gutenberg-tm. + +1.E.5. Do not copy, display, perform, distribute or redistribute this +electronic work, or any part of this electronic work, without +prominently displaying the sentence set forth in paragraph 1.E.1 with +active links or immediate access to the full terms of the Project +Gutenberg-tm License. + +1.E.6. You may convert to and distribute this work in any binary, +compressed, marked up, nonproprietary or proprietary form, including any +word processing or hypertext form. However, if you provide access to or +distribute copies of a Project Gutenberg-tm work in a format other than +"Plain Vanilla ASCII" or other format used in the official version +posted on the official Project Gutenberg-tm web site (www.gutenberg.org), +you must, at no additional cost, fee or expense to the user, provide a +copy, a means of exporting a copy, or a means of obtaining a copy upon +request, of the work in its original "Plain Vanilla ASCII" or other +form. Any alternate format must include the full Project Gutenberg-tm +License as specified in paragraph 1.E.1. + +1.E.7. Do not charge a fee for access to, viewing, displaying, +performing, copying or distributing any Project Gutenberg-tm works +unless you comply with paragraph 1.E.8 or 1.E.9. + +1.E.8. You may charge a reasonable fee for copies of or providing +access to or distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works provided +that + +- You pay a royalty fee of 20% of the gross profits you derive from + the use of Project Gutenberg-tm works calculated using the method + you already use to calculate your applicable taxes. The fee is + owed to the owner of the Project Gutenberg-tm trademark, but he + has agreed to donate royalties under this paragraph to the + Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation. Royalty payments + must be paid within 60 days following each date on which you + prepare (or are legally required to prepare) your periodic tax + returns. Royalty payments should be clearly marked as such and + sent to the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation at the + address specified in Section 4, "Information about donations to + the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation." + +- You provide a full refund of any money paid by a user who notifies + you in writing (or by e-mail) within 30 days of receipt that s/he + does not agree to the terms of the full Project Gutenberg-tm + License. You must require such a user to return or + destroy all copies of the works possessed in a physical medium + and discontinue all use of and all access to other copies of + Project Gutenberg-tm works. + +- You provide, in accordance with paragraph 1.F.3, a full refund of any + money paid for a work or a replacement copy, if a defect in the + electronic work is discovered and reported to you within 90 days + of receipt of the work. + +- You comply with all other terms of this agreement for free + distribution of Project Gutenberg-tm works. + +1.E.9. If you wish to charge a fee or distribute a Project Gutenberg-tm +electronic work or group of works on different terms than are set +forth in this agreement, you must obtain permission in writing from +both the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation and Michael +Hart, the owner of the Project Gutenberg-tm trademark. Contact the +Foundation as set forth in Section 3 below. + +1.F. + +1.F.1. Project Gutenberg volunteers and employees expend considerable +effort to identify, do copyright research on, transcribe and proofread +public domain works in creating the Project Gutenberg-tm +collection. Despite these efforts, Project Gutenberg-tm electronic +works, and the medium on which they may be stored, may contain +"Defects," such as, but not limited to, incomplete, inaccurate or +corrupt data, transcription errors, a copyright or other intellectual +property infringement, a defective or damaged disk or other medium, a +computer virus, or computer codes that damage or cannot be read by +your equipment. + +1.F.2. LIMITED WARRANTY, DISCLAIMER OF DAMAGES - Except for the "Right +of Replacement or Refund" described in paragraph 1.F.3, the Project +Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation, the owner of the Project +Gutenberg-tm trademark, and any other party distributing a Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic work under this agreement, disclaim all +liability to you for damages, costs and expenses, including legal +fees. YOU AGREE THAT YOU HAVE NO REMEDIES FOR NEGLIGENCE, STRICT +LIABILITY, BREACH OF WARRANTY OR BREACH OF CONTRACT EXCEPT THOSE +PROVIDED IN PARAGRAPH F3. YOU AGREE THAT THE FOUNDATION, THE +TRADEMARK OWNER, AND ANY DISTRIBUTOR UNDER THIS AGREEMENT WILL NOT BE +LIABLE TO YOU FOR ACTUAL, DIRECT, INDIRECT, CONSEQUENTIAL, PUNITIVE OR +INCIDENTAL DAMAGES EVEN IF YOU GIVE NOTICE OF THE POSSIBILITY OF SUCH +DAMAGE. + +1.F.3. LIMITED RIGHT OF REPLACEMENT OR REFUND - If you discover a +defect in this electronic work within 90 days of receiving it, you can +receive a refund of the money (if any) you paid for it by sending a +written explanation to the person you received the work from. If you +received the work on a physical medium, you must return the medium with +your written explanation. The person or entity that provided you with +the defective work may elect to provide a replacement copy in lieu of a +refund. If you received the work electronically, the person or entity +providing it to you may choose to give you a second opportunity to +receive the work electronically in lieu of a refund. If the second copy +is also defective, you may demand a refund in writing without further +opportunities to fix the problem. + +1.F.4. Except for the limited right of replacement or refund set forth +in paragraph 1.F.3, this work is provided to you 'AS-IS', WITH NO OTHER +WARRANTIES OF ANY KIND, EXPRESS OR IMPLIED, INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO +WARRANTIES OF MERCHANTIBILITY OR FITNESS FOR ANY PURPOSE. + +1.F.5. Some states do not allow disclaimers of certain implied +warranties or the exclusion or limitation of certain types of damages. +If any disclaimer or limitation set forth in this agreement violates the +law of the state applicable to this agreement, the agreement shall be +interpreted to make the maximum disclaimer or limitation permitted by +the applicable state law. The invalidity or unenforceability of any +provision of this agreement shall not void the remaining provisions. + +1.F.6. INDEMNITY - You agree to indemnify and hold the Foundation, the +trademark owner, any agent or employee of the Foundation, anyone +providing copies of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works in accordance +with this agreement, and any volunteers associated with the production, +promotion and distribution of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works, +harmless from all liability, costs and expenses, including legal fees, +that arise directly or indirectly from any of the following which you do +or cause to occur: (a) distribution of this or any Project Gutenberg-tm +work, (b) alteration, modification, or additions or deletions to any +Project Gutenberg-tm work, and (c) any Defect you cause. + + +Section 2. Information about the Mission of Project Gutenberg-tm + +Project Gutenberg-tm is synonymous with the free distribution of +electronic works in formats readable by the widest variety of computers +including obsolete, old, middle-aged and new computers. It exists +because of the efforts of hundreds of volunteers and donations from +people in all walks of life. + +Volunteers and financial support to provide volunteers with the +assistance they need, is critical to reaching Project Gutenberg-tm's +goals and ensuring that the Project Gutenberg-tm collection will +remain freely available for generations to come. In 2001, the Project +Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation was created to provide a secure +and permanent future for Project Gutenberg-tm and future generations. +To learn more about the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation +and how your efforts and donations can help, see Sections 3 and 4 +and the Foundation web page at https://www.gutenberg.org/fundraising/pglaf. + + +Section 3. Information about the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive +Foundation + +The Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation is a non profit +501(c)(3) educational corporation organized under the laws of the +state of Mississippi and granted tax exempt status by the Internal +Revenue Service. The Foundation's EIN or federal tax identification +number is 64-6221541. Contributions to the Project Gutenberg +Literary Archive Foundation are tax deductible to the full extent +permitted by U.S. federal laws and your state's laws. + +The Foundation's principal office is located at 4557 Melan Dr. S. +Fairbanks, AK, 99712., but its volunteers and employees are scattered +throughout numerous locations. Its business office is located at +809 North 1500 West, Salt Lake City, UT 84116, (801) 596-1887, email +business@pglaf.org. Email contact links and up to date contact +information can be found at the Foundation's web site and official +page at https://www.gutenberg.org/about/contact + +For additional contact information: + Dr. Gregory B. Newby + Chief Executive and Director + gbnewby@pglaf.org + +Section 4. Information about Donations to the Project Gutenberg +Literary Archive Foundation + +Project Gutenberg-tm depends upon and cannot survive without wide +spread public support and donations to carry out its mission of +increasing the number of public domain and licensed works that can be +freely distributed in machine readable form accessible by the widest +array of equipment including outdated equipment. Many small donations +($1 to $5,000) are particularly important to maintaining tax exempt +status with the IRS. + +The Foundation is committed to complying with the laws regulating +charities and charitable donations in all 50 states of the United +States. Compliance requirements are not uniform and it takes a +considerable effort, much paperwork and many fees to meet and keep up +with these requirements. We do not solicit donations in locations +where we have not received written confirmation of compliance. To +SEND DONATIONS or determine the status of compliance for any +particular state visit https://www.gutenberg.org/fundraising/donate + +While we cannot and do not solicit contributions from states where we +have not met the solicitation requirements, we know of no prohibition +against accepting unsolicited donations from donors in such states who +approach us with offers to donate. + +International donations are gratefully accepted, but we cannot make +any statements concerning tax treatment of donations received from +outside the United States. U.S. laws alone swamp our small staff. + +Please check the Project Gutenberg Web pages for current donation +methods and addresses. Donations are accepted in a number of other +ways including including checks, online payments and credit card +donations. To donate, please visit: +https://www.gutenberg.org/fundraising/donate + + +Section 5. General Information About Project Gutenberg-tm electronic +works. + +Professor Michael S. Hart was the originator of the Project Gutenberg-tm +concept of a library of electronic works that could be freely shared +with anyone. For thirty years, he produced and distributed Project +Gutenberg-tm eBooks with only a loose network of volunteer support. + +Project Gutenberg-tm eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the U.S. +unless a copyright notice is included. Thus, we do not necessarily +keep eBooks in compliance with any particular paper edition. + +Most people start at our Web site which has the main PG search facility: + + https://www.gutenberg.org + +This Web site includes information about Project Gutenberg-tm, +including how to make donations to the Project Gutenberg Literary +Archive Foundation, how to help produce our new eBooks, and how to +subscribe to our email newsletter to hear about new eBooks. + |
